Philosophy as an Object of Science, or the Last Postmodern Drama

This philosophical essay explores the paradoxes of postmodern relativism through the lens of scientific practice. It begins not with a concept, but with an emotion — the existential discomfort of meaninglessness. Drawing from personal insight and scientific identity, the author confronts the dissolution of truth and reconstructs a path toward ethical responsibility and epistemic joy. By placing philosophy on the chemist’s table, the text blurs the boundary between subject and object, theory and being. What emerges is a deeply personal, yet universally resonant reflection on science, mortality, and the search for authentic knowledge.