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Within the past year or so my anxiety has gotten significantly worse, I'm not sure why. At my old job (retail store), I started having panic attacks when I worked by myself (I was a manager and if I was scheduled to open in the morning, I'd be the only employee there for the first 2 hours). They only happened when I was there by myself. Since it was a requirement of that job, I left and got a new job. I'm now at a job where I'm never the only employee in the store. But I still have panic attacks sometimes. I'm not sure why. I'm in a constant state of anxiety, like I could have a panic attack any second. I feel like this daily. When I'm at home I don't feel like I'll have a panic attack, but the lingering feeling of anxiousness is always there. Going out in public now is scary for me. So is driving. Basically anything that requires me to leave the house is. I used to just be shy, but never so anxious. I just don't understand what's wrong with me?? Why does everything make me so anxious when it never used to? Does anyone else have this problem? If so, has anything been able to help with this? Like medication or something along those lines? Any feedback would be appreciated. I'm scared I'm gonna become one of those people that never leaves their house. 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It fucking hurts to the bone when you see on peoples faces and reactions that they suddenly realise you’re awkward as fuck, which can make you quit. The times I have been the least socially awkward in my life we’re the times when I was, simply put, having the most social interactions. (Summer break fucked me). The key is to not quit. It hurts. It fucking hurts. But it’s the only way out of it. Say yes to everything. 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Is there a subreddit to find people to hang out with. I know theres some where people post and want to meet up but those are usually for sexual encounters and stuff. I just want to make some friends . Any ideas?,1.5766666666666684,4.1681263999999985,2.5280000000000022,91.78066666666668,85.0,7.333333333333335,18.333333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.0035333333333338,200,5,42,5,6,63,33,50,0.0,0.855,0.145,0.7423,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,17,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,12,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,28,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228091778039265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630991104315158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957310261955215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859917338150679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922987129579906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910742861888645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526905323884844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24263114148967185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29001542346686343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790198871628643,0.0,0.2988547790235785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AnotherAnonexjw,2018/01/01,Anyone else extremely uncomfortable when they first arrive at a gathering but after a while they loosen up? I’m so fucking awkward at first when I don’t know the surroundings. But after a while I sort of relax. 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I am quite new to this platform and trying to read the posts in here as much as I can. I'm not sure whether some of them are seriously written, but if they are, then my anxiety issue is not as big as I imagined. But my question will concern all of you : We as members of this group have some issues. And to some extent we understand each other. But for most of the time we live our lives with so-called normals, who can not relate themselves with our tiny SA problems. I have no one in my life but if one day I have one, that person should comprehend and maybe even have SA. Do you have relationship with people who don't have SA? If yes, how do you manage to sustain? It is crazy to ask but, do you think the person in your life should also have some SA thing? 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I want to greet them with it, but the anxiety of me interacting with them right now is killing me. Is not that I dislike them or anything, I just don't know them that much since I work remotely from the other side of the world.",3.3480508474576283,3.9188298644067814,4.362500000000002,90.05697033898306,72.38983050847456,7.933898305084746,26.614406779661017,8.07648339933343,1.2873016949152545,218,7,51,3,4,71,42,59,0.163,0.684,0.152,-0.5682,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,1,2,3,1,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,5,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,12,1,8,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,37,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23110477435725185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486015926085759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399451667641327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215898168747043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342275903613913,0.0,0.16602561373443958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207739641999066,0.0,0.0,0.2917689278247171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257990746036319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498992699654146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818571418286244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43986308537454105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945417386961635 socialanxiety,bhavv,2018/01/01,"Hi, I used to have Generalized Anxiety Disorder ... But then I saw a psychiatrist and he upgraded it to Aspergers Syndrome. 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To start I do have social anxiety. However, my personality is also extroverted really. Before puberty hit they said I would make friends with anyone and talk to anyone. After that I couldn't do it. So there's a degree that's not as serious as you guys. I usually get nervous if I have something I have to initiate or perform. I once got nervous about signing a deposit slip in a bank on one of those little island-type tables, when an older (and unattractive to me) woman came to the other side and started doing her bank business. I get these weird attacks sometimes when I have to order something, like I don't usually go into a subway to order a sandwich because they always ask you what you want on it. I often question what I just said after having a conversation with a stranger. I won't usually ask for help or get into a conversation with a stranger if I can help it. So I really do have social anxiety. At the same time, I don't have problems chatting with someone online via text. Sometimes my Dad says I embarrass him when I talk by something I say or maybe the tone. So I guess sometimes I talk too loud and without any thought to what I say. And I don't have a problem with it (when i'm not talking to someone else). Often times I don't have trouble making eye contact in a store. I get the distinct feeling that if I didn't have this at all I would actually be the type of person you would hate because I would make you feel uncomfortable just talking to you. I tend to get energized by talking to people, but at the same time if it's a total stranger, or someone who I haven't talked to in a while I clam up. Most of you males get tongue-tied around a female and nervous and self-concious. In most case I feel extremely calm around a girl especially if she's good looking and smiles at me. I feel on top of the world when a girl smiles at me even if she's just being nice because her job is cashier and she needs to be friendly. So half the time when I read posts in here I'm like yeah I get that, on the other hand I'm like ""oh wait, I'm not this bad..."" So I almost feel as though I'm out of place even here. Anyone else like that, that know really they're extroverted but because of the nervousness generally acts like an introvert? BTW introverts aren't necessarily sufferers of anxiety. Introverts tend to be happy by themselves, and maybe a crowd tires them out, but they don't necessarily have to be nervous. Any extroverts in an introverts body here?",4.137067234228334,5.198567451866411,5.433400458415196,81.29070754202141,70.9449901768173,8.327461253001529,29.46305391835844,8.680891452615391,2.2186292949137743,1999,78,397,34,36,669,216,509,0.058,0.792,0.15,0.9935,2,0,3,0,0,0,50.0,0,8,4,2,30,27,2,6,30,1,38,5,3,3,3,79,79,42,0,15,20,1,7,5,2,5,1,6,0,8,21,23,1,1,9,2,4,3,15,15,0,2,6,15,61,12,64,61,6,54,0,1,2,0,54,29,0,18,24,276,82,3,0.0,0.0,0.06674545590318684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697912390163788,0.0,0.0,0.05469693350289325,0.056911655515828836,0.0,0.0,0.09302440221116308,0.0,0.15697020128128042,0.0,0.0,0.14347399631429786,0.07008065209167329,0.0,0.12177538886834875,0.12788363732267027,0.07781128707976198,0.0,0.0,0.05710850996025196,0.1667763313664568,0.0,0.058200678778014416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597347759056418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822777136535955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427357766014848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552641631003046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075010043719102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568646801165417,0.0,0.25014170555433235,0.0,0.038871504120181415,0.05736802984905862,0.054703206384838186,0.0,0.07534683764200142,0.13544726291202608,0.0,0.07280971502388528,0.0,0.06752772575976354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916899290445012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787331642901223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037589118151026384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707622191621765,0.06855160877445057,0.0,0.0,0.057436124945373375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696627861703795,0.0,0.1374276511112239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050715395089452366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284040938139273,0.04634747337027216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741776145588241,0.11944297649726138,0.07146014715456295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550527239371842,0.0,0.0,0.13089308997181806,0.0,0.0,0.07662012152884931,0.0,0.06841535574301362,0.0,0.13145031397103285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012212764513212,0.16317575295830178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135282778608215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394439433507458,0.17385727846584292,0.1579657022060767,0.2029386905260952,0.0,0.09682328009894554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848235612094332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439910899993232,0.05429945618655747,0.15953100510624324,0.07861211356681945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259883904389003,0.0,0.04034223221699957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593211936074019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943486296502357,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ilovetruthislove,2018/01/01,"Anxious or just subjecting myself to actual jerks? I get social anxiety in some situations, but I've noticed its not all situations. This anxiety started when I decided to embark on a career studying homeopathy. This system of medicine changed my life and I was so passionate about it that I enrolled in a 5 year program to become a practitioner. Why does this cause me anxiety? Well, simply put, homeopathy is rather controversial, and many people can have very staunch opinions about it, including that it is totally bogus, quackery, or even ""evil"" witch doctor type stuff. This has made me so anxious to fully reveal to people that this is what I am studying. I have come into contact with people who are close minded and will essentially interrogate me in social situations, or even make fun of me and mock my profession of choice. At this point I'm like wow, let's pretend I'm doing some other line of work that you don't know a lot about, would you act this way? No. It's weird, homeopathy seems to be one of those hot-button items, like bringing up politics at the holiday dinner table. Anyway, I get terrible anxiety when I know I'm going into the lions den and hanging out with people who I know will, or might, be highly judgmental and even downright rude about what I do. Do I have social anxiety or are some people just jerks that I shouldn't waste my time on? The anxiety causes me to turn down invitations to dinner etc if I know that certain people will be there who will either enjoy putting me on the spot, or directly or even indirectly be trying to prove me wrong--which I don't personally feel is respectful social behavior. I am totally free of social anxiety when I am around open minded or basically just ""live and let live"" nonjudgmental kinds of people. Otherwise, TERRIBLE anxiety. So, is it normal to feel REALLY torn up inside around jerks? Or is this my anxiety that I need to work on?",8.054600117612466,7.675772689944136,8.634398706262864,66.71808438694505,62.32402234636872,12.229579535430755,35.601881799470746,11.622719091009314,4.362662569832402,1525,60,258,42,19,512,185,358,0.159,0.723,0.118,-0.742,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,0,2,23,21,6,0,8,0,35,5,0,4,5,65,55,24,0,6,17,0,2,2,0,7,2,0,1,1,29,17,2,0,10,2,1,7,5,10,1,1,2,2,31,12,41,40,10,36,0,0,0,1,12,21,0,18,8,192,60,6,0.0,0.0,0.07222484192442148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5095694300521122,0.16722453812601698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177238948009806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174021993479758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206101524038504,0.07829467236273242,0.06375461353165712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757542149745143,0.06476822624143419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254272279854756,0.19553638745131768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484518127924646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733622310910322,0.0,0.04206261238992532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819753180503275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707190200992951,0.16269980209434207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136416295486976,0.052276724182043766,0.07231685545593662,0.0,0.13070755335108986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292218694051385,0.0,0.07003175610120439,0.049403452206247325,0.07503635010020689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851482539386202,0.1494616422257595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054878813005386766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251585126772815,0.0,0.08426292654433143,0.0,0.0,0.0501523121307261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591732493924369,0.06462425029360838,0.0,0.0,0.06996507513729522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148804605390232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741385521557342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737756438847076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24957709754615445,0.0,0.3772285554702734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238593403192588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472580553873786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04315687663649759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024915495009126,0.08050358699831305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106748737290527,0.0,0.05874712305770088,0.0,0.0,0.06654549800037153,0.0,0.0667841390462457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776294592338446,0.0,0.0,0.05257586027682675,0.08092028636307774,0.0,0.04766117358792405 socialanxiety,ChaffyCaptor,2018/01/01,"I want to move to rural america I've lived my entire life in a city. Grew up in the city, went to college in the city, live in the city, work in the city. My commute and the people everywhere are just getting increasingly and increasingly more stressful for me. You would think I would be used to it by now but it seems more like I'm approaching a breaking point. Away from the people, away from the bustle. It's not like I want to live in isolation. I just want to go somewhere quieter, simpler, warmer ",2.730055555555559,4.761752250000004,3.729333333333333,88.11522222222223,76.5,6.844444444444445,25.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.3108777777777778,395,14,81,6,9,127,59,100,0.057,0.805,0.138,0.7493,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,9,0,4,1,0,1,0,14,14,3,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,7,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,2,19,10,4,19,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,1,3,52,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658506779511923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172175750326136,0.0,0.11065145634136916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375210747700657,0.19023938171144772,0.0,0.5157661511501632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693334136728106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26995839138712197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405270184381856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724590083007674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302609492946912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475472521519627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815670581264502,0.0,0.0,0.3445140738370691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180487153387068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174258597541034,0.0,0.0,0.27661598638246393,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RavenJuniper,2018/01/01,"Hey Guys Happy new year! To be honest, this new year started off pretty badly. I was really depressed because I had what felt like a really bad set of interactions with people in one of my classes, and I couldn't stop thinking about that. It just felt like talking and well, just BEING came so much easier to everyone but me. It was awful. But at the same time, its the same story always. I have SA. Obsessing wasn't going to change anything, and well, neither was self pity. Anyway, I know making resolutions is almost looked down upon these days, and I get why. But I just wanted to say that I'm going to try harder to get better this year. I've made quite a bit of progress last year, but you sometimes forget that when you go into a spiral of self loathing. So I guess this is also a good time to reflect on the things you can do now that you couldn't this time last year. For me, its taking the bus myself, getting through airports, using public restrooms, calling the reception in hotels and a couple of other things. I hope that you guys can see where you have made progress. Or if there isn't anything, maybe this is your year. Who knows",4.399383333333333,5.5623503022222245,4.9459305555555595,84.64956250000002,70.42222222222222,7.047222222222223,24.729166666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.0334499999999998,898,24,173,8,16,287,136,225,0.087,0.7490000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.9423,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,7,0,4,14,14,0,1,10,1,18,0,0,4,0,37,42,15,0,5,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,20,8,0,1,6,1,0,4,5,5,2,1,10,5,20,9,24,28,5,32,0,2,2,0,18,9,0,5,20,121,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655646382290967,0.0,0.0,0.08509781125787225,0.08854348880825044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751363748888657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776995122243471,0.06486789962435639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411295818354788,0.1161745801255895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865877086070122,0.121707227379049,0.0,0.0,0.1125700155235156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774309379768072,0.0,0.06862707651535754,0.0,0.0916526863255778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016814332624383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434483141252832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678797368719184,0.0,0.18142954508156267,0.08925351868350975,0.0,0.0,0.11722505372622803,0.21072964929694465,0.0,0.11327778341567014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569134166226317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169627427686308,0.17348031853718132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397526799232798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935946143537303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013796247828505,0.07103098095879733,0.0,0.1069053744599507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822522322894608,0.0,0.0,0.20554716399137535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210767201298507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377283251957897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082594802772476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131824910104921,0.0,0.0,0.1363407817308235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462326580198655,0.0,0.0,0.0847967594822868,0.0,0.2220222993427703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524440328021864,0.0,0.07531911468850748,0.0,0.0,0.08896537799379461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800087438026774,0.08553010896893301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139109681291234,0.06818465173122831,0.0,0.0,0.18614945792516374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224691006520874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190598915053508,0.0,0.0,0.06276468246143797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191354724832786,0.0,0.09602047421989024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111558722007281 socialanxiety,coldgear,2018/01/01,"Social awkwardness I have had really bad social anxiety for all my life. When I was younger it was expressed by me being really quiet but I soon realised that I had to socialise to fit in with society. This was when I was 1-12 years old. I’m now a teenager and I’ve actively been trying to stop being socially anxious. It was going really well and I’ve managed to make a few close friends but my social anxiety has developed into REALLY BAD social awkwardness. I’m starting to reach out by initiating conversations but usually in a horrible and awkward way. For example, I tend to accidentally say hi to strangers a lot. I was on a cab last Saturday when the cab stopped to pick up another passenger. Thing is, I don’t usually take cabs and people usually would say hello to the driver so when the passenger entered the cab and said hello to the driver I randomly said hello back and thus began the most awkward taxi ride I had ever experienced. Thankfully, the passenger was really nice and said bye to me when I alighted at my destination. But it still was really awkward. Situations like this happen to me all the time usually because I’m super anxious around other people (especially strangers). I’m constantly thinking will they judge me if I do X what will they think if I do Y?? How do I deal with awkward situations like that? I want to change and improve my social skills but I really don’t know how. Maybe it’s because I’m an edgy teen or a filthy millennial maybe people look at me differently in a negative way maybe people think I’m a rude condescending person from the way I act or the way I look. Is this social awkwardness and tension just a passing phase as a teenager? (I’m 17) Anyone got any tips or advice?",3.77499793516416,5.906631356287428,5.859807970266362,73.56416167664672,73.76047904191617,9.636836671484618,29.780714433202558,10.004066432519934,3.4834073095188938,1379,61,242,42,29,480,166,334,0.161,0.726,0.113,-0.9239,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,2,16,18,1,8,21,0,26,1,0,5,3,45,52,28,0,4,11,0,0,2,1,3,1,6,0,1,12,15,0,2,4,0,0,5,3,11,1,0,17,9,29,7,31,30,5,45,0,0,2,0,24,12,0,8,27,159,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337520877000529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106247347685704,0.07873640540173057,0.11488436079224015,0.16965632879977036,0.0,0.05250333573612487,0.0,0.0,0.06684431629142809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773810335498525,0.12539083104360993,0.09154600077553934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943323884460117,0.0,0.0,0.08114354562014706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741251973608756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845106836481865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792147281624597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801286911210257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042674289776927235,0.0,0.0600548019386173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640014661930524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041266448436793064,0.06120681210318741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053036935881504224,0.07336849211538664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611016193274194,0.0,0.0,0.06383720568769556,0.0,0.0,0.050121880588066735,0.0,0.22630822525226174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787923152614054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822649791840295,0.06556402056251398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367234551928816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427789484363155,0.1194261198774585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688043098486516,0.0,0.5357999345037393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531477338684947,0.0,0.05996544261184965,0.12555400452272436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645689597339499,0.0,0.0,0.069131021344243,0.0,0.0,0.04988518794906818,0.144340241084124,0.0,0.0,0.043784466889035006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097988159906867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33079567421229306,0.0,0.04428889868922043,0.23840571096108104,0.0,0.0,0.06751320718486709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334042203384233,0.0,0.0,0.048354265634881384 socialanxiety,AnnabelStabb,2018/01/01,"Struggles with conversations I feel like I do rarely have conversations with people that I don’t regularly see, so I don’t know what to say to start a conversation. There are points where I will try to start a conversation or reply to something on social media and then immediately regret when they reply because I don’t know what to say next. I just feel so much pressure to not say something silly or find out they don’t like me or whatever. I worry that when I use anecdotes relating to people’s experiences even as simple as “oh yeah that happens to me” that I’m being narcissistic. And when it’s irl I feel like it’s impossible to break into conversation rhythms sometimes and I get spoken over heaps. Any tips? Am I alone here? ",6.028607198748045,6.754312690140848,7.016854460093898,72.85717527386542,66.46478873239437,9.691392801251958,30.56651017214398,9.725611199111238,2.806283881064163,590,21,109,12,9,198,82,142,0.105,0.8220000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.5287,0,1,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,10,7,0,2,2,1,10,0,0,1,0,20,22,14,0,1,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,8,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,7,16,4,17,20,1,15,0,1,1,0,11,6,0,3,11,72,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913906900933071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762179801644995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543755990702776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424142759822199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691924800826858,0.0,0.0,0.2623681597979082,0.24713176103031195,0.0,0.0,0.1580864286380436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036681763631532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295194498281298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901135425838161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535051684564032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714881641312978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394971864127588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398236259641005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350736903516647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126449619547313,0.0,0.0,0.13783032069190645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631553602663716,0.0,0.2663130601829717,0.17106632309659187,0.0,0.24485034086511304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082006048977586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743154861203313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938580242292426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756538558180529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SirHalfNelson,2018/01/01,Anxiety when hearing my name Does anyone else get really paranoid when you hear people mention your name in conversation even without a bit of context? Like even when it's positive I still get incredibly anxious.,10.097027027027028,10.409989648648649,9.80337837837838,57.72777027027027,57.91891891891893,12.80540540540541,45.52702702702703,12.161744961471696,6.2173891891891895,175,10,24,5,2,57,32,37,0.152,0.701,0.147,0.2057,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,3,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,5,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873637148513731,0.27669075053179953,0.0,0.1712542935830768,0.2509502671447829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673900414637015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433181194797016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045998716157184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32353571076638793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25592198196687155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5520870049197633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965591435584702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979722005433698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569025136169537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955940393102116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360948774471429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,flozza89,2018/01/01,Does anyone else struggle forcing themselves to do certain stuff? This frustrates me loads. I tell myself I will do something but then the time comes and I just don't want to do it. Usually involves stuff that involves leaving the house. I can't force myself to parties or dates or the gym at all. If I have to go somewhere far by myself I will only go if I have a lift. The other night I got invited to the pub 20 minutes walk away but I just didn't fancy it I don't know why. It frustrates me because I don't know why I'm like this and if I can't do these small things people do day to day then I'll never be able to do bigger things like travel solo. Maybe I'm just antisocial sometimes but I do have a close knit family which I love and love spending time with. I rely on them to take me places and see things and do things that they enjoy aswell. I do go out sometimes but I just get frustrated those few times I don't allow myself to go out. With dates and parties I absolutely never dothose things but I never know why. Please don't slate me i know I need to sort myself out. But I wish it was that easy. I am pretty content with life I just don't understand if this is meant to be anxiety or laziness or if it's completely normal. Is anyone in a similar boat?,1.1196129837702884,3.185093895131089,2.8951310861423214,91.91912609238452,81.95880149812734,5.453682896379527,21.124843945068665,6.605766666666668,0.32729862671660426,998,30,215,10,27,331,129,267,0.07400000000000001,0.767,0.16,0.9822,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,5,10,3,1,8,0,29,3,0,1,5,51,51,23,0,9,20,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,22,14,0,0,6,3,1,7,12,4,0,0,4,1,36,6,22,43,2,33,0,0,1,2,7,12,0,10,16,150,58,0,0.1110304825968454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493801528279173,0.0,0.0,0.1552701900380417,0.11376385039586027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431679329972354,0.0,0.0,0.0676831516433561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564292944637434,0.11641334855946107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321095190463345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716352354171802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275172108931826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046696575324067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800884454267954,0.0,0.2524047278330511,0.0,0.08880121976031134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811426967881168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440777981490143,0.0,0.0,0.11756524953396222,0.0,0.0,0.078424113419621,0.10848777086102772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041869092623074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154504327970836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232769598342429,0.2569006589724624,0.0,0.0,0.10419458650597574,0.10878629894131876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844436852400646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697455659112712,0.0,0.1160032226801124,0.12187812806317715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295791698001305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884769194646443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547668996164277,0.2196239726607377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607316771254858,0.25420667752632553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348110499877727,0.0,0.0970455356562618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688185952538362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422830185712836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558664808359387,0.0,0.0,0.12228439031199692,0.0,0.06548865533622937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30056322257048623,0.0,0.1276795754649689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,grapefruitpulp,2018/01/01,"Social anxiety but I'm in a relationship. I've been in two yr+ relationships in the past 3 yrs and I've noticed that my social life has basically died out completely since the first one began. In the time between relationships I was outgoing, fun, and it was easier for me to hang out with people. I was more willing to put myself in possibly anxiety ridden situations. Now, the thought of spending time with anyone besides my SO makes me want to die. It gives me so much anxiety, I've basically lost all hope in making new friends or maintaining my old ones. I've always been anti social, but it's never as bad as it is when I'm in a relationship. Can anyone else relate? I really would like to talk to anyone about this, because I don't think it's healthy and I want to be more social if I can. 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I am a 18 male who had graduated from high school last year. I have been suffering from SA and low self-esteem issues for five plus years now. I am thinking about finally telling my parents that I have these problems and that I think I need therapy to overcome it. My parents don't know I have these problems and I've been hiding it for years, but a part of me doesn't want to tell them in fear of rejection and embarrassment. Plus the fees could put a big strain on a tight family budget, and apart of me doesn't want to be too selfish about it. I would go to a therapist secretly without my parents knowing, but I have never had a job and cannot afford it. I want to get a job, but I can't because SA and my self-esteem. Finding a job is just extremely daunting to me. Plus looking back on my high school years, I didn't have a friend in the world and I struggled to work in groups and some social situations makes me feel extremely uncomfortable, so I could end up struggling in most working environments. I could probably learn to work on a professional basis, but never on a social basis. Over the last three months I have felt increasingly unhappy about life. And now that the holiday period is finally coming to an end, I think now would be the time to act if I were to do so. But apart of me thinks that I don't need a see a therapist, thinking that I will be fine, but I know I could potentially struggle to achieve many things in life if I don't do so. But if I were to decide to speak out to my parents how exactly should I do it? Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thank you. 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I don't know if I am good person 2. Do people like me? Do my friends want me around? 3. I don't really look good, I have terrible problem with liking myself. I used to be carefree about this now I cannot stop making life decisions based on this. 4. Am I burden to people around me? 5. I try to think people don't care about me and everything isn't about me but that also makes me quiet and makes me feel alone. I want to talk to people like normal Is this my own thing that no one has? I have tears in my eyes from all this pressure in a public cafe and I can't really help it. How do I get out of this? I want to be normal. I want to be a person who others like to be around. I am really struggling right now. Sorry for venting, I am not able to talk to anyone about this and I don't want to burden my friends with this sort of problems. Please help me start somewhere. I would be considered successful because I earn decent in a foreign country(going to a foreign country is considered a big deal in my home country), I travel(I am in a another country sitting in a cafe at nearly the end of a 2 week vacation which included some virtual work) and I do have friends. I know I shouldn't be complaining at all but I can't help it. Is this common to feel this way? Or is this just a small thing I will get over? Or is this even anxiety, I can't figure it out. I am lost.",0.8223300970873808,2.6767831262135933,3.052889967637544,91.52030582524272,81.81553398058253,6.191197411003237,20.97961165048544,7.3011,0.567451262135922,1122,33,252,16,30,383,138,309,0.127,0.6920000000000001,0.181,0.9363,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,4,14,22,0,2,11,0,39,2,1,6,3,54,61,13,0,14,8,0,3,4,3,3,1,1,1,2,22,13,0,1,8,0,0,0,13,10,0,1,1,6,43,12,42,51,4,30,0,1,2,0,15,19,0,5,13,182,65,3,0.09932989566015504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287581557476423,0.0,0.07943408167252311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415605633282048,0.07598709830213836,0.0,0.0,0.06945377258069002,0.0,0.0,0.2652739988950205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055058244767121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127344861604858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734032961671204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240476086453773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797680487988399,0.0,0.0,0.06560645928097522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927130539070169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067253932560065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302260929657283,0.0,0.10379154158435087,0.0,0.056451468762009877,0.16662640760951694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663149411066527,0.0,0.09963598421179036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917822590726448,0.0,0.11204844881037528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015964283877157,0.1941102786908874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341209548105105,0.0,0.10843031480450176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891042998730185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365185902746711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464441602639015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730850797722597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754513714020582,0.1734620671155331,0.0,0.10903439722700403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851358860540235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089982394171168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482718816444318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119168593320863,0.07030621139642496,0.0,0.0,0.08304424047019454,0.0,0.103841173776531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936172511386667,0.0,0.0,0.15967521516411562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198073800006832,0.06364658637362887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743847896765183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857891377047876,0.0,0.0,0.2929367300460756,0.07884344774895799,0.07967645081163241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231334705394052,0.0,0.0,0.07056110796304133,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,amazonri,2018/01/01,"Anyone else have trouble making relaxed eye contact with people when walking past them? I have been working on eye contact during conversations, and its been improving a lot. However it feels weird to make eye contact with people when passing by. When I look at them to acknowledge them I have tense (read:wide/anxious) eyes. I feel that it sketches people out and makes them uncomfortable. Whenever my eyes are nice and relaxed we will usually exchange a warm smile. So this has nothing to do with me as a person, moreso my emotion im portraying through my body language because im so anxious about it. Because of this I have been wearing sunglasses almost everywhere. I know, thats not good at all, since its making it worst. This is the source of my social anxiety. Anyone else have this and have improved on it? I am planning on stopping wearing sunglasses all the time, so that I can just get constant exposure.",4.720178571428568,7.211824470238099,5.073238095238096,78.63842857142859,72.15476190476191,7.575238095238094,33.81904761904762,8.447377352677275,3.112401904761905,733,38,119,13,15,232,101,168,0.125,0.765,0.11,-0.1735,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,4,2,8,8,0,0,5,0,16,8,8,4,2,24,25,11,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,14,9,0,1,4,2,1,2,1,3,0,0,3,9,18,5,18,21,4,16,0,0,6,0,11,6,0,2,8,87,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941419147532647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414671589909978,0.1685670062526013,0.0,0.20866489770055108,0.3057705049379661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819164117755196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657408137011343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124508479789856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24929483744318004,0.16784333472675125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508920674209706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795707346825413,0.0,0.0,0.12515188522573106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223489725484663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200297296161886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530043886616182,0.0,0.0,0.12685464463876736,0.0,0.0,0.3984004802297581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317286841897006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243966819651244,0.3103342883659305,0.13028609946111167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492523060693482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342964809562587,0.0,0.0,0.15210276908212714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474785240932228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700667468245682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433585731153855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862806010907862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,limboARM,2018/01/01,"New Year is the most depressing holiday. I hate New Year's Eve. That's the day that I feel like shit the most. Rethinking and analysing all the events that I went through and thinking how it could've been worst than that, when others are partying and having fun. Thinking that the next year will be a better year for you but it ended up being the same shit.",4.509999999999998,5.634988732394369,4.240957746478873,89.9487605633803,70.12676056338029,7.933521126760564,25.46760563380281,8.238735603445708,1.2874090140845067,284,8,60,4,5,86,49,71,0.182,0.6940000000000001,0.124,-0.7607,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,8,3,0,7,0,7,2,2,1,1,13,12,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,4,3,4,7,5,14,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,13,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222867510064847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450891764953196,0.0,0.0,0.13288097059954718,0.0,0.1774649094118587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249332726485085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418175209747854,0.14719747176775302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034252356350299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066241511888327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979960686369324,0.2191295315786156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230012520304239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640486280953595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100432932895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307408692496642 socialanxiety,Poys01,2018/01/01,I accomplished something.. To be alone for a whole year! ,4.2940000000000005,7.111812400000005,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,75.0,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.7100000000000004,44,2,8,1,1,13,10,10,0.179,0.536,0.285,0.2942,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5678556256103168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42209488481410623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6121381640071986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530761459549177 socialanxiety,jojo9987,2018/01/01,"What kind of anxiety is this? I cannot look in a girl's eye without feeling extreeeeemly uncomfortable Hey guys, just went to the new year's eye party and danced a lot on the dancefloor. Since I am a male single, my plan was to dance with some girls as well (as I always plan to do). However, I noticed again that I can dance all night long, smile and have fun but when I want to look at a girl, dance with her or just have some fun, I get so massively uncomfortable that my face looks like I have to vomit in a few seconds so the girl feels massively uncomfortable as well. Vicious cycle. Already thought about some therapy because I tried different programs online to cure it by myself. What would you say? I also have problems with presentations and speaking up in groups.",5.318200000000001,6.255701753333334,5.599999999999998,81.63000000000002,68.13333333333333,8.933333333333334,30.333333333333336,9.120678840339163,2.4247333333333336,613,23,120,11,10,195,98,150,0.062,0.764,0.174,0.934,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,10,8,1,0,8,0,11,4,3,0,1,22,20,12,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,6,6,6,0,0,3,4,0,5,2,2,2,1,3,9,15,6,22,16,7,18,0,0,5,0,12,6,0,5,8,84,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120685772617844,0.1458100821315894,0.15171404745329606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948276119126465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114732132497854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904971496288934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438412388789044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526045297136856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18053641461140446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986974025026065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907774560543044,0.0,0.0,0.16135724972805535,0.4593365053177322,0.0,0.0,0.15501134627291954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609647310832074,0.0,0.17110534757197238,0.0,0.0,0.20758511932971085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446619926360926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499697647264134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082613628991662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851145645273114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475049439186174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379082064096125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754358272427116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32787503851992544,0.16902271853308995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757606345260793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952275308982245,0.0,0.0,0.1174152241370123 socialanxiety,softplant,2018/01/01,i can’t do anything without seeing someone else do it??¿ idk if anyone else has this problem but i can’t do things without seeing someone else do it first if that makes any sense?? i feel like i need validation for everything i do and it sucks,1.1088435374149626,3.615679918367346,2.7664285714285732,89.77440476190479,86.55102040816327,4.899319727891157,24.493197278911573,6.42735559955562,0.8618952380952378,192,8,38,2,6,63,31,49,0.153,0.78,0.067,-0.4977,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,10,14,4,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,3,5,1,3,14,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187144137411534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587471798069296,0.21375989285294192,0.17167973657596594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5228356255433164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749775589954776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548653857509672,0.14904099298750026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745542698806033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192312494001024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925810794561616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469201693692616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962494677536516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332492558205624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535327950235433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860048359703095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022120899127236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Totoquil,2018/01/01,"It's that time of the year where I promise to improve my SA again It's so sad I've been promising this since 5 years ago but I just can't. And guess what? Yes, I'm making that resolution again and hopefully I will succeed this year. 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We made eye contact and instead of pretending I didn't recognize him and turning away, I walked up and awkwardly said hello, how are you, it's been awhile, bye... My social anxiety is the type where I can approach people sometimes but have awkward conversations which I will dwell over for a long time. Now I wish I hadn't approached him cause now I'm thinking how awkward I was and if he will mention the awkward exchange with other former classmates. I live 2.5 hours away from my hometown now in a large city so I don't often run into people I went to high school with. I can't stop wondering if he is telling people I know he saw me, I was awkward, gained weight, etc. Why do I even care? The old me would make this anxiety subside by drinking some beers but the new me doesn't handle life this way anymore. Gawd! Make it stop! 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Besides feeling anxious during a hangover, I heard that drinking depletes serotonin, is this true? If not, what happens chemically in the brain that affects anxiety? 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I have not visited the doctor in years, the thoughts of it makes me sick, what’s even worse is the thoughts of what could he/she could find. 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A holiday completely about partying. I thought Valentines was bad no this is way worse and every year it gets worse. I’m not old enough to drink myself to death. I don’t have any friends to hang out with. No parties I’m invited to not that I would go anyway. This sucks I wanna die again. :(,0.16843749999999955,2.5443514687500013,1.6559999999999988,94.589,96.8125,5.6850000000000005,20.4625,7.1686216300943375,0.8227362500000002,250,9,53,5,10,80,50,64,0.355,0.51,0.135,-0.9553,0,0,1,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,8,12,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,2,0,2,5,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,8,9,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200651122492066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891448351180702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24978261662583984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051896095235773,0.0,0.2472480920935581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23337750238512706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246158223588835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072145582135886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405811334735572,0.0,0.12446683440182235,0.0,0.1353932219694504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23008677655255366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499853069714643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891302765531552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890981520235537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4855592655097368,0.16923378545076267,0.0,0.0,0.3068282965924345 socialanxiety,captainyeahwhatever,2018/01/01,"Going out tonight alone. I'm super nervous but I don't want to spend another year too afraid to live my life. So, here goes! I don't have any friends at all, and my boyfriend is working tonight. I really don't want to spend New Year's alone, again, feeling sorry for myself, again so I'm going out to see some local bands at a joint I've been to a couple of times. I feel so uncomfortable talking to strangers and I hate being out by myself because I feel like such a weirdo, or that others will feel sorry for me, but I know I'll regret it if I don't. Here's hoping for the best! And to all of you feeling lonely tonight, just remember that you're not alone. Lots of us feel lonely and scared and awkward, but try not to let it stop you from trying to do your thing! Here's to a better year!",2.357609890109892,3.5391559880952386,3.5678571428571435,92.50021978021981,75.42857142857143,6.121611721611723,22.446886446886445,6.297961479604792,0.2566908424908432,618,16,140,4,13,201,94,168,0.278,0.623,0.099,-0.9839,0,7,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,3,0,4,11,14,1,4,5,0,11,1,0,0,2,33,27,13,0,5,8,0,6,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,8,1,2,2,6,8,0,0,1,7,17,6,23,23,5,19,0,3,1,0,7,6,0,5,12,90,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300725701874145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412781786937596,0.14514153981793404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437728042664443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452593477555235,0.12241795264560434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315498268325775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199245850114782,0.09888461911093237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694007567688332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733032508298386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665742150150428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747859921082725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760699683757963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154002575281846,0.0977675130302223,0.06762320343057669,0.0,0.1222241124070904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767657265926774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368330713215865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867301423592035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679866421945113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857884462760314,0.0,0.1102998554838536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098913895074697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572220914682202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125376389839783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195762692102354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807116468164574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879511384161349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649774381384333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328301805996967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076870141146378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674066412558569 socialanxiety,warrior457,2018/01/01,"Guess i know what im not playing tonight You know how steam has the option to display a popup on your desktop whenever someone on your friends list starts playing a game? At this point that has become my ""games not to play unless you want to risk them asking You to play with them"" alarm.",4.6176315789473685,5.745454929824562,4.25171052631579,89.96072368421055,69.87719298245614,6.401754385964912,28.285087719298247,5.985473137389443,1.0284771929824554,229,8,46,1,4,69,42,57,0.192,0.736,0.07200000000000001,-0.6549,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,2,0,1,7,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,9,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,2,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162317850770142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735867294646907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26134242923887696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726366479132697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653838681567164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718028101555304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197694307422125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866105399612305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394254600801337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951725451449373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GANdeK,2018/01/01,Time to start chugging that beer my dudes In order to socialize and not shake the entire time.,2.956666666666667,5.737758000000002,2.997777777777781,89.60000000000002,80.1111111111111,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.6025777777777783,76,2,14,1,2,23,16,18,0.0,0.918,0.08199999999999999,0.1326,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.598579357260222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156251994658131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6848054078575478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Knife-horse,2018/01/01,"Social anxiety fluctuates, and I ride along with it. I don't really post, so I'm going to write some stuff about the past year :) Around May I finished an online CBT course that was very helpful. I still had the anxiety, but I could go through the motions relatively calmly by staying in the background and waiting for school to finish. It had been an exceptionally hard year, credit going to my recent move. I also discovered that my condition was social anxiety, which seemed to exacerbate it because I then began to criticize myself instead of others. It was worse than I'd ever experienced it for a time. So I was feeling better when summer came around. I got a job near my home; it required very little social interaction, and whenever some did come about, I was awkward. But I was alright because in my mind I kept telling myself I had made progress. That's fine and all, except I'd always go out on a hyperbolic tangent where I daydreamed I had achieved everything I'd ever wanted. This progress enabled me to cut myself some slack, and apparently start finding fault in others again. Before long, I was mostly living through a delusional future fantasy (which I had actually done my entire life unknowingly), and I was ""faultless"". (Soon to be super-smart billionaire.- *facepalm X10^9999999*) Then senior year comes along and I give socializing another go. I tried to blaze through the process of making friends with an established group. I made considerable leeway for someone like me, but every time I did socialize that inner voice began to claw and creep out of the crevices of grey matter I'd managed to stuff it in for the start of the school year. I would notice I didn't know the people they spoke about; I could only converse about food or answer questions about myself, the conversation would go sour pretty quickly otherwise; and I was in lower-level classes because of my transfer, which fired up my ego because until recently I literally evaluated the world with all the standards you're not supposed to evaluate it with. I sat with them in home room for a while; now I try to ignore them because it's easier. Just like *Things Fall Apart*, I fell apart when I realized the extent to which I misperceived the big picture. (We read it in class, and it fits the mood. I don't plan on sharing the ending...) I gave up then and there, and let anxiety undo most of the CBT course's work. Unfortunately, I didn't just start doubting myself in the social arena, the doubt spread to life in general: if I've been so delusional my whole life, is it even possible to see things normally? How am I going to fend for myself? I also understand relationships are vital to overall survival: what if I have a problem, need help, and have no-one? So I've just been feeling crazy, right out clinically insane for a while. I've been trying to learn some things, which has been a revelation about my place the world in and of itself. Like I quasi-mentioned earlier, I've changed a lot of my perspectives due to necessity. I'm now trying to learn for knowledge, not for praise or profit. Social anxiety has stuck, however, and I've come to accept it for the time being. It's just so resilient that I've got to take a break from fighting it - but we're all acquainted with the irony in that complacency, hehe. I guess what I've been thinking while writing this is: I tried. I failed. I tried some more. I failed some more. I tried even more (started, but didn't finish, the CBT course two more times; self-improvement; etc.). I failed even more. I haven't completely given up -not at all, actually- but I don't know where to go from here. 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I feel like it'll be awkward to just start following people, I don't have many friends but I know a lot of people that I go to school with and would like to be closer to, I just feel like it'll be weird to start following them, might be too much of a personal move for an aquaintance to make, will they think I'm weird? Thoughts?",3.551333333333332,4.454115917647061,3.956176470588237,91.93112745098044,72.17647058823529,7.549019607843138,23.57843137254902,7.793537801064563,0.8166078431372554,323,8,73,4,6,101,50,85,0.141,0.746,0.114,0.1923,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,4,8,1,1,3,0,13,0,0,1,0,17,28,3,0,1,5,0,2,3,1,6,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,1,3,9,4,10,17,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,6,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011146153295925,0.2827357057869491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288412922688088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246162675239982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750294829768774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900273215605391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823328604867374,0.0,0.0,0.13208862423461268,0.2006225842466473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992288605662685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031860735459104,0.14546697761010202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115620461043963,0.17278404508737058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002684411843969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171708125197668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201884066705312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267956139634122,0.0,0.15709721845675814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057060269644633,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,daenerysdrogon,2018/01/02,"DAE feel better in public with headphones in? I don't know why I just came to this realization but I think wearing headphones/listening to music in public places like the store, school etc reduces my anxiety so much, I feel like I'm just in my own bubble. Curious if it's helped anyone else ",2.5731578947368448,5.119925877192987,3.8483333333333327,84.3925,79.70175438596492,6.60701754385965,23.535087719298247,7.793537801064563,1.4248035087719293,233,8,43,4,6,76,43,57,0.036000000000000004,0.7659999999999999,0.198,0.8537,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,7,3,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,3,7,6,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099548053656554,0.0,0.0,0.19190301551071212,0.2812082079854001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427302325901984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313899639112492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292691851087165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060862023841027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775420597697729,0.19606835498936634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839591946375184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083148115080874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681664828150933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175358415310707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28674362072745696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27775978071123314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585757257278473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24764997818217005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Itzie4,2018/01/02,"Does it ever get any better? It's difficult to make eye contact with cashiers without passing out. Or walk through grocery stores without wanting to cry. I have to take 1MG of Kolonopin just to be around friends I know and not get intimated by them looking at me. Managers and people I'm unfamiliar with at work scare me so much when they look in my direction. 2MG of Kolonopin seems to loosen me up and improve my confidence. But if I don't have that, I feel genuine terror. Does it ever get better? Is it something that can ever be treated? Will I ever be able to get off benzos or work at a place I'm not scared of? :\ ",1.2394623655913968,3.760148322580648,2.5743225806451626,91.32981720430107,85.93548387096773,4.91956989247312,26.008602150537637,6.42735559955562,1.0042027956989243,488,22,98,5,15,157,82,124,0.067,0.764,0.16899999999999998,0.9166,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,4,8,8,0,3,1,0,9,1,1,1,4,25,23,9,0,2,9,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,5,4,0,0,0,4,12,4,23,19,1,16,0,0,3,0,4,9,0,4,5,68,18,3,0.14772002945532242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045468556527176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315021446801697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612927234247387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226351595846691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585415864881289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344848950945187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469168538287384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412812832180555,0.0,0.3087104738841261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118306497612897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24809524100474215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986042667262552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085912185340943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241046873802157,0.0,0.15433599017523678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957870389045452,0.0,0.0,0.1344787668398216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372209562237892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106707816590734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712910066673996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28479367398677363,0.0,0.21508388156106867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Josh71H,2018/01/02,"I have to go doctors tomorrow and I'm so scared about going and what my illness may be. I'm having problems with my eyes, I'm only 23. Apart from a car drive on Boxing Day I haven't been outside the house in ages. I'm scared of having a panic attack while I'm there,that the doc could tell me I'm going blind etc. I just don't know how I'm going to cope.",1.4270370370370389,2.1151842345679017,3.660185185185188,92.86583333333336,77.02469135802468,5.893827160493827,19.672839506172842,5.46131890053228,-0.2831086419753093,277,5,67,1,6,96,55,81,0.271,0.7290000000000001,0.0,-0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,3,4,0,9,4,1,1,0,9,21,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,5,0,0,1,2,6,0,8,17,1,13,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,4,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26041614389064544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276458539777984,0.0,0.0,0.14762686330852473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342972604819188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552931718838938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5203752612306972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641293494137231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580196997777388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740950145559332,0.0,0.26857447243362464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903424960347312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583541185470837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007587180301406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FlyingCheddarMonster,2018/01/02,"I am dying of embarrassment... Today is the first day of classes and my first class was French Conversational skills. I took this because I thought it would be easy but I am starting to doubt that. My lecturer was speaking sooo fast that I started worrying if I will be able to catch up to her. Anyway, she made us all introduce ourselves and so I said my name, age, where I’m from blah blah blah. When I was telling everyone my age I said Je suis Douze (I am 12) instead of Je suis Vingt (I am 20) She then proceeded to saying “C’est vrai?” ( that true?) and I said Yes. I didn’t realize my mistake until the class starting laughing... Shitttttt , Fuuuuuuuck. I cursed silently and covered my face with my toque.. then we had to go over numbers in French again because of my stupid mistake and I feel so damn embarrassed.. Also feeling lonely too, everyone was talking to each other like they met ages ago. I feel like an alien in there..",2.3038421052631577,4.791493255555559,3.5758479532163747,86.2992105263158,80.33333333333333,6.23391812865497,26.695906432748536,7.475848149327749,1.5455555555555551,726,31,142,11,19,236,115,180,0.157,0.772,0.071,-0.9481,0,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,1,3,11,12,2,3,3,1,15,1,1,1,2,23,30,14,1,4,2,0,3,5,0,2,0,5,0,0,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,8,0,2,13,8,30,4,17,13,2,26,0,1,0,0,16,5,1,2,20,95,36,4,0.16356937389938295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499438075052418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080636921134947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994207442660489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548871440842088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975918583386335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125950927447686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481167704599217,0.11685399339642548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27826405175872354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296024464472008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598234677580534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477329652560096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667757947641205,0.13007693131873374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34732573419879137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314708668425621,0.14296684240005267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298558119997463,0.0,0.0,0.155044640791732,0.0,0.18173159289999946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675381703514705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611263904117796,0.0,0.11619499018351655,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Yandings,2018/01/02,"I don't know what to do anymore My social anxiety is killing me. I can't keep being this lonely for much longer, I'll end up killing myself, but I don't know how to fix it. I hate my voice, and social situations drain me. I feel what is the worst about all this is that I'm technically an extrovert, an extrovert with social anxiety. I would love to make friends, talk to others, and even go to social events but my flaring anxiety keeps from doing any of so. I really feel stuck in life. I'm always trying to counter my anxiety but it always comes out on top. I just don't know what to do anymore. If you have any tips, anything that can help me out please do post a comment, I would appreciate it.",2.9742045454545485,4.233491597222224,4.593232323232325,85.44772727272729,74.0,8.014141414141415,25.59090909090909,8.575989854853784,1.6219250000000005,546,18,117,10,11,184,85,144,0.17800000000000002,0.685,0.13699999999999998,-0.5648,0,2,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,1,0,1,5,7,3,0,4,0,16,2,0,2,1,23,31,8,2,3,5,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,11,6,0,2,5,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,3,18,2,17,27,3,11,0,1,0,1,10,6,0,1,2,79,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387325591205267,0.0,0.0,0.17479224246639855,0.0,0.3932613067852203,0.0,0.2549091106531729,0.0,0.0,0.10575872723750564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070621115180464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382811696626502,0.0,0.0,0.08488441619326056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996434271036802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929209058595548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303930164243523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688415441156833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614238806336612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22846403228979645,0.28437053997424616,0.0,0.21188912041717567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077551795915594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599181478902655,0.0,0.08578624680796096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094474949042571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410733219721582,0.0,0.0,0.12308397778337254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233142632744513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445874752723933,0.0,0.5240285124607749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329727871528067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725476087063593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258990108704914,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lifelongbruxr,2018/01/02,Is your SA situational or chemical imbalance? I don’t remember a time in my life where I wasn’t shy or had an intense fear of being judged. At my 1st b-day party when I was a just a baby I hid behind a wall for a while (my parents recorded the party and got that on tape). Mine is probably an imbalance.,3.7234615384615375,3.6363631538461534,6.541346153846158,77.10740384615386,71.30769230769229,10.192307692307693,30.09615384615385,10.125756701596842,2.8583076923076915,235,9,51,6,4,87,49,65,0.109,0.779,0.111,0.0258,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,8,0,7,1,0,0,0,5,8,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,9,0,6,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,3,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265607648316989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39531248288895904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809683477319724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481350327093577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900793614684645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787630356377888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979567493227524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394878232024551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484705504001965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ZITRONOS,2018/01/02,How long does it take for Sertraline to work? I've been taking sertraline for 13 days and i still dont see any effect... does sertraline work at all?,4.4390000000000045,5.158129566666666,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,70.0,10.0,25.0,10.125756701596842,2.140000000000001,117,3,25,3,2,38,24,30,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,12,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836624117215576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881225943054674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5105378849154054,0.0,0.3418706383167297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581456309189802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324474127778809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23295227671507998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386447220409544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247226585987762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BlueWashout,2018/01/02,"I only go out with friends because I feel like they want me to. I'd rather be home. Maybe it's because it's freezing out inside and I have seasonal depression so the idea of leaving my house is terrible, but I don't know. I never actually want to go hang out with people, I'm a young adult living with my parents and all I really crave is solitude, I CRAVE it, but I never get it. My friends still ask me to hang out (bless their hearts) and make attempts at making plans. Once they seem to catch on to the fact that I never want to they start saying things jokingly like ""if I ever see you again.."" and I feel bad so I set something up, but I don't WANT to and I dread the event before it happens. I love my friends, I love spending time with them but recently it has seemed like a chore to get out of my comfort zone to do so. Do any of you experience this with socializing? It's like I'm not getting enough time to recharge, but I could also spend an infinite amount of time recharging if I could afford to do so.",2.7686320754717006,3.904694400943395,4.104858490566041,89.23247641509438,74.33018867924528,7.186792452830187,25.514150943396224,7.6454224807358475,1.1290792452830185,791,26,176,10,16,261,113,212,0.07400000000000001,0.742,0.183,0.9757,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,5,2,9,16,0,1,6,0,12,3,1,2,6,44,36,17,0,9,9,1,3,4,3,0,0,1,2,1,10,15,0,0,6,1,2,5,6,4,0,1,0,5,32,12,28,33,3,29,1,1,1,2,17,8,0,4,19,116,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.1191487683993607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764068840198446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302994417045882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414393443898227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194564610894748,0.14885803244268667,0.0,0.10389530047507144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949685627459283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516171044167373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261585315747256,0.0,0.0,0.1104434570421707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943400298439738,0.0,0.0,0.1234715221582748,0.08722590823779215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829948270560645,0.0,0.1913714621712196,0.0,0.138780738825672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796971026501358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468517963142727,0.0,0.0,0.1224729471683896,0.0,0.0,0.14088320098264578,0.0,0.13783231479035188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710115426298269,0.0,0.0,0.12928277794653334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386011248347485,0.0,0.10781362469836124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22039408088753065,0.0,0.16300099323749948,0.0,0.12266254797682452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825055105986947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002900272472034,0.0,0.09286004368769273,0.0,0.0,0.13557393829622558,0.0,0.0,0.08464647969320876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821827370578115,0.0,0.12055576327640255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709619795850756,0.0,0.0,0.09729526350587604,0.22230450356777898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446221159303147,0.0,0.09399600623246604,0.0,0.0,0.0864206740374132,0.0,0.09750658386095064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111562343765491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135867062713417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28806319280273324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheCrackle123,2018/01/02,"Does anyone ever have days where they constantly think about having social anxiety? I’ve recently been diagnosed with Social anxiety. All I’ve been thinking about today is If I even have it, I feel like Im constantly trying to convince myself I don’t have SA. One thing I keep thinking about is that I have talked to some friends and family comfortably and acted somewhat normal around them and then I keep telling myself “so how can I have SA?” But I have all the symptoms and can’t even do normal things like answering a phone call, going to some sort event where there will be a few people and I can’t even go clothes shopping, I just end up staying in bed feeling like my brain Is breaking and then start crying. Has anyone else have or had days like this? 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They say that social anxiety is linked to being insecure in yourself around people and lack of confidence, but I don’t fully agree with this statement. What if you are confident around people and you like making new friends but it’s your body’s reaction to danger that starts this fight or flight response. Does anyone agree? 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I talked more, actually started chatting with girls but that's about it. One thing I realized is that I am not able to make friends, due to my inactivity on social media and my boring personality. I never used Snapchat or Instagram, I am too afraid to post anything and am scared of being judged/ignored. A friend advise me to be more active and start posting but I just can't do it. During school I try to socialize more but I see very little progress, it's very hard to initiate an actual conversation. I also noticed people think that I'm boring because I don't show much emotions and are just, boring. Lack of emotions kills most of social interactions for me, most people tend to look uncomfortable near me because of that and that makes me even more anxious and sad. I heard someone on r/askreddit said it's even harder to make friends when you finish school and that makes me very concerned about my future... At this point I don't know what to do anymore..does school counsellors help? I've never visited the school counsellor but am very tempted to do so, it's getting unbearable",5.152983333333335,6.503126462222222,5.732597222222225,79.00956250000002,68.82222222222222,8.291666666666668,30.0625,8.660442795831766,2.35625,934,36,171,15,16,302,125,225,0.14,0.752,0.108,-0.7587,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,11,10,1,2,4,0,17,1,0,6,2,31,34,15,1,1,8,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,2,15,8,0,0,4,2,0,1,7,7,0,1,2,5,23,3,24,30,9,17,0,1,2,0,19,6,0,3,8,117,38,5,0.09867314702513956,0.0,0.19258151544791371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890888002637798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147256994375117,0.09785724758339293,0.0,0.0,0.08119959250468863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030046915097245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219880187215639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551804900447425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287038858668957,0.0,0.05155264673668015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839175835326217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661385305102794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916721754031418,0.0,0.10845636215857672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969576185549557,0.0,0.0988964156850254,0.0,0.0,0.08286059203400843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634603673952976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725361165412879,0.0,0.1522056279846957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234003188933643,0.0,0.0,0.06686347810535123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368150720787196,0.08615758598164681,0.0,0.0,0.09327801791845453,0.0,0.18900319814593344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386075874421416,0.0,0.09878903384183987,0.3994499707893749,0.07862972292362462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023393887588605,0.0836054372679358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968272266458867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930973790642852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555405438924249,0.06322576836665858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339851795091779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852219177483755,0.0,0.3256627207347019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hoarderline,2018/01/02,"Using music to help deal with social anxiety, BUT When I run errands people keep trying to talk to me. Like constant good mornings, which is kind but they do this even when it is clear that I do not want to engage. People are scary as fuck, the idea of what someone would do if they thought I was detrimentally ignoring them kind of worsens my anxiety. I wish I could just not give a fuck about people either way, but tfw anxiety",5.978214285714286,6.167447059523809,6.273904761904763,80.00442857142859,66.5,9.100952380952384,29.895238095238096,8.841846274778883,2.2538409523809526,339,11,65,5,5,109,62,84,0.28,0.547,0.173,-0.9182,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,5,8,2,0,2,0,9,2,0,1,1,19,17,7,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,10,5,9,13,1,5,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,1,4,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052289497533132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081050164507826,0.0,0.1409775600069396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203692741748864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662346716523653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264740520024396,0.0,0.1693829735643273,0.0,0.14809936086845746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183518060956007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932714439274926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694440018014785,0.0,0.3677430088823816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626366199854578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672362560073725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999187824263166,0.14960801855938974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419210655237597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017763513742013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988010515662942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250063475304088,0.0,0.0,0.10414613893948406,0.14015382540863686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030479132276929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543095829066872,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,poptart234,2018/01/02,"Blushing way too often If I get remotely embarrassed about something when I'm around people, my face gets hot and turns red. And I get embarrassed a lot. It's so embarrassing. It's even more embarrassing if someone points it out. I hate it. When it happens, I get so anxious. I don't know what to say or do. I just want it to stop. But it never does. Ugh.",-0.036849315068494086,2.296267575342469,2.2898767123287698,91.6474178082192,92.42465753424656,5.6597260273972605,20.9986301369863,7.1686216300943375,0.7599435616438357,275,10,60,5,10,93,50,73,0.263,0.6890000000000001,0.047,-0.9487,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,15,12,10,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,7,0,5,12,2,8,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,5,4,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724629855302194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469994206916296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105687582691346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929608328363784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040231170394034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327329567400966,0.0,0.0,0.23811377558986974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254536182481289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050412828407233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186011679089026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720276128427838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22799157908737255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179477360084352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043497073412382,0.18567094401001413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163597290797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623328837412955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422532910865009,0.19143621766262872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jor94,2018/01/02,"Anyone in the UK claiming anything? I've basically been living off of my savings from when i had a job before a major breakdown made me stop going and eventually being fired. For various reason, mainly related to my anxiety and worry, I've never dared ask about it before and only now am asking because my money situation is dire. I would just like to know if anyone else is on benefits with social anxiety, and if so, how to start the process. My only worry is that I've been trying to get out more and prepare myself for a job by volunteering, and i'm worried that if i try and claim, they'll see this and think that i'm fine to work.",9.915625000000002,6.1953561875000025,10.711187499999998,63.86506250000001,61.34375,13.052500000000002,38.88125,10.793553405168565,4.138132499999998,504,17,92,9,5,177,87,128,0.153,0.795,0.052000000000000005,-0.9062,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,3,1,23,21,14,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,10,4,16,14,4,10,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,3,6,65,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392070045507139,0.0,0.0,0.2186401279295309,0.16019393547604244,0.12865861914758042,0.0,0.292322952687587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530646501013228,0.0,0.2660761708846852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060619143754654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168381315659066,0.0,0.08885447034281985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31029658965933266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592312696819661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638227303654781,0.0,0.1380555053874719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479374257087389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058290761662713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23781484571127684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074870622588094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458672837214366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573833825462662,0.0,0.1593740454528991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066180052420037,0.0,0.0,0.13071142636002847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017956742984097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229599373785205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382102701849404,0.4763278307515795,0.0,0.111063007081188,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zc0193,2018/01/02,"I can’t control my fight or flight response.. It’s been going on for years but has definitely progressed over the past five or so years. I have generalised and social anxiety and symptoms would often include becoming clammy and having really excessive cold sweats especially on my face, legs and back. I’ve done a lot of therapy over the years and now am at a point where when I am in social situations my mental state is actually ok as I have techniques to help myself. But my body seems to react into fight or flight and begin sweating uncontrollably. It’s like my mind has healed and my body hasn’t and it becomes so embarrassing because unless I am 100% comfortable in a situation it happens - work events, dates, social situations, shopping alone... I’ve spoken to a few doctors/psychs about it, tried meditating before going places and also tried beta blockers but nothing seems to work. Has anyone experienced this or know more info about how I can help combat it?!",8.135786516853932,8.335661342696634,8.389078651685393,66.62080898876407,61.977528089887635,10.940224719101124,34.65393258426967,10.577609850970193,3.820429662921349,781,30,126,17,10,257,114,178,0.096,0.79,0.114,0.6477,0,1,0,0,2,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,11,7,2,2,6,1,16,8,6,3,0,30,23,23,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,10,0,2,4,1,1,2,2,4,0,1,2,2,13,3,18,20,3,24,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,8,11,89,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.12239436966379393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989999288972304,0.0,0.10030041158666247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959479492241302,0.0,0.0,0.08769840135886334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644224106395334,0.0,0.07645645563514268,0.2770388256596954,0.10672539870538073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786324784222351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067211596221718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835087030655185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425611131212908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109107950354584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813625614000627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892898340504232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612751492683032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662981327824188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639648572786694,0.0,0.12664107668300614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034637178242945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973006795659125,0.0,0.0,0.13103992696897718,0.0,0.11856490151782105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034893213768678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22836005737300535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229407877229557,0.0,0.3835576516535584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036210963956546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434316790513107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030743113818153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261829985323014,0.0,0.0,0.08909661975927483,0.0,0.0,0.2423041356671278 socialanxiety,Jmscrvnts,2018/01/02,"A small win, to start the year off on a good note Its a small thing. Theres no fireworks or everyone clapping at the end. Just a little victory. For someone with social anxiety i actually enjoy a crowded place. I don't need to talk to anyone, and I thrive off of the anonymity. So having anyone at all recognize me throws me the fuck off and spikes my anxiety. Anyways, earlier today i went to safeway to restock on my kahlua. I suddenly had that sense of being watched and when i looked up i saw that some 30 year old woman in a red dress, with peircing eyes was just glaring at me. You could tell some cogs were moving in her mind, that she was connecting dots. I walked past her, thinking ""what was that??"" But continued to my business. Then i saw her a second time at parallel shopping lines. Again, she was noticeably attuned to me. She even smirked to get a reaction, but to no avail. Shortly after, it hit me. First, as a small flutter of recognition, followed by a gut feeling about a power struggle. That somewhere in my past life this person hated me. ""Aric!"" She called my name. It clicked. This was my 8th grade math teacher who always gave me detentions. I was sure she hated me. However, she didnt seem mad. She seemed warm and genuinely happy to see me. Now, the red flags in the back of my mind we're completely raised, and i was all out of whack. You guys know this feeling. Raised heart beat, dry mouth, sweaty hands, and the anticipation of dissapointing. I smiled and said hi back, while doing that pointing thing you do when you recognize someone. I forgot her name. Awkward thing number one. Now what was i gonna do ignore her the while im waiting to buy my stuff? Thats rude. So i made my way over to her line but my cart got stuck on those fridge handles. And it wasnt budging. Boy, was i digging myself into a hole. And so she felt bad and met me halfway. So there we were. Just two adults, akwardly chatting it up. I wasn't in the moment, how can i ever be? In a social situation my guard is up, which further distances them as a person. Which makes the situation worse. Am i crossing a line, or not? Have i said anything offensive yet? All this shit is running through my head, so i can't focus on just ""being."" So naturally the conversation lulled. Awkward pause. The biggest question on my mind was still banging on in my head i thought: ""was i a bad student? Was i the worst student?? Loudest? Obnoxious!? Why did you hate me??"" Thats when i noticed that this whole time i wasn't overly reacting to my mistakes. If i can do that, i dont think she'll react horribly to me asking the deep stuff. So i took a deep breath and went for it. ""Was i your worst student?"" There was a pause, and i can tell she was expecting this question. ""It was my first year teaching. I was winging it."" she then confessed that she was only 25 when she was my teacher, which is like my age now. She went on to acknowledge her limits, naivete, and vulnerabilities as my teacher. She admitted to still be winging it now, and that we all really are. This was incredibly humbling, and added a bit more depth to her character. She's as flawed as me. She then turned her attention towards my life. What my aspirations were, hows my love life, and what my hobbies were. We were now becoming to people just living in the moment. It felt good. And my anxiety dissapeared. I was still my akward self, but i ... didn't care. We wrapped it up in the parking lot, said good bye, and then walked in the same direction for like 30 feet. We acknowledged it and laughed it off. I'm suprised how much of a good time i had just reaching out to people. Idk. Idk what to take away from all this. Maybe the lesson is we're lying to ourselves, that we are too close to our insecurities and faults to recognize that literally everyone else is exactly the same. Or maybe there is no lesson. Either way it was a small win that im going to take into this new year. They dont come often. So ............ yea. TLDR: Met with a teacher from 10 years ago. Just chatted, bonded. I found her suprisingly relatable, and insightful. Somehow had a handle on my social vulnerabilities and anxiety. And it was cool.",1.7319851682060268,4.220196985276079,3.221139351446101,87.92032090608782,82.8282208588957,6.2327243308838405,24.17076788242432,7.529793476819655,1.281947481965887,3233,124,647,54,91,1058,360,815,0.135,0.7829999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9939,3,0,0,0,1,0,156.0,7,6,2,9,45,35,8,4,42,2,65,15,10,7,8,112,116,57,0,5,17,0,6,2,0,2,3,3,0,7,54,38,0,5,21,3,2,13,13,19,0,5,57,19,118,16,86,51,17,114,1,0,9,2,77,52,2,13,50,470,172,6,0.0,0.0,0.06540839456342004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941512909752585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557715872768357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051009809566224,0.0,0.0,0.09373326002525363,0.0,0.055157266496556015,0.0,0.06266092047029638,0.0,0.0629737949632701,0.10307879640900786,0.1119289965695122,0.0,0.07402572874843709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317580120267775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844175900471876,0.0,0.06833819200932408,0.0,0.0,0.05773757070289898,0.07027622409852803,0.0,0.0,0.053515369276855324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571095962251715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599221066532365,0.0,0.0593657653255388,0.0,0.0,0.044270505968379815,0.060629491283950135,0.0,0.1280937764246174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778143112319264,0.0,0.12871229441133303,0.0,0.0,0.11402576067338667,0.0,0.07349132153268992,0.0,0.061965107962436726,0.03501868650995614,0.0,0.038092820617695984,0.22487527763004614,0.05360737834038612,0.0,0.0,0.06636697506370685,0.0,0.07135117295835379,0.0,0.198524981395212,0.13757747139093496,0.0,0.0,0.07942696717679608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480068471372287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03683612371873779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202883013687906,0.06549172402755114,0.06717836613746743,0.059185807778947525,0.0,0.05628555040615883,0.0,0.0,0.05698370699800422,0.06049421742160141,0.06342228813501784,0.04474084551244482,0.0,0.13467466670458053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303359217516564,0.0,0.0,0.07123877907404635,0.049272339765277035,0.0496994518587482,0.0,0.06473480856891009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526206939226681,0.0703332509338784,0.0,0.04541902941853487,0.05097682886945912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279691467429722,0.09293575446152287,0.11705026550263115,0.0700286399635266,0.0,0.06336190039748835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501704969316686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042939023015908635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127323391399897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053411605256495534,0.1220371882808696,0.06992347044295172,0.0,0.06880194864331321,0.0,0.15068164761901434,0.0,0.20497585212529704,0.11358301788724755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744184620464917,0.0,0.1605828376252646,0.0,0.0,0.0700708642688566,0.15345908058007154,0.0,0.0,0.06317187546317543,0.0,0.10079147993737564,0.05387352589514899,0.1171685875534739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358869187681174,0.08589601124039978,0.0,0.05321171616508373,0.11725143066919168,0.0,0.06353347833782845,0.0,0.07446913457860636,0.0,0.0729058069475096,0.06547535062488334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640535588696393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864032788658845,0.06048117518742682,0.07483292155772167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830593781310583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158149996822967 socialanxiety,jakeroviks,2018/01/02,"I'm sociable. I'm friendly and good with people, but I still get anxious. Recovered/ recovering SA here. I grew up shy, keeping to myself mostly. In the past few years I've grown up a lot. I work out, eat healthy, and talk to everyone. I'm good with girls, I'm friendly, and I can talk to strangers with a little bit of effort. But, I'm still anxious. Granted, it's not the world-shattering terror that I used to feel for things as dumb as talking to the cashier at a store. It's still there though, when it really shouldn't be. Has anyone else here experienced this, and what did you do to overcome it?",2.2605365126676595,4.183375426229508,3.5338152011922515,89.48100596125187,77.52459016393442,6.731445603576751,25.02533532041729,7.686295010490155,1.2166131147540988,470,17,100,7,11,153,80,122,0.093,0.72,0.187,0.8982,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,8,6,1,1,6,0,6,1,0,1,0,17,15,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,7,4,18,12,4,14,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,2,6,63,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38085371036247306,0.0,0.11786233005848733,0.1727114841657132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402582885350616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248080325280365,0.14081175481067715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106802378716778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522991096998002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604608576222673,0.0,0.08806658354866026,0.0,0.0,0.2827632815383319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498254730937719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894320671981058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330521482652836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091131159483402,0.11685952844942572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798500557276043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038410144876682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40645077033004856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198497018613822,0.0,0.16561111300422507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145583274858793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271499821271195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854827290664634 socialanxiety,DocSevin,2018/01/02,"[Vent] Postman fucked up and now i have to go to the post office without even knowing if they got my package. I have to go to a local post office and ask if they if my package, because the post man didn't think putting a notice in my mailbox would be a good thing to do. Ugh, now i have to go there while i can't even be sure that they got it. I'm totally overthinking the situation and am too scared to even leave my apartment. God i wish i wouldn't have to do this. Aaaaaagh Wish me luck.",4.365714285714287,3.787955047619049,5.170238095238098,89.16392857142858,69.95238095238095,8.142857142857144,29.880952380952376,7.1686216300943375,1.4068095238095246,380,13,90,3,6,124,60,105,0.122,0.755,0.123,0.0356,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,7,6,1,1,6,0,13,1,0,0,2,16,25,7,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,3,0,14,3,11,18,1,14,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,4,3,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822435312109587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317221850589824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353608014349705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646736514320864,0.0,0.0,0.2885631996253558,0.1419574795139161,0.27072672079390303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930144626529834,0.0,0.0,0.17920955687070242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269035937841145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862793818273698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014133062848993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944711616587224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024222787344175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951455956261487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244107809599163,0.1084475037406864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38925448176600025,0.16314936225084484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202291663349832,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,seethebrightfuture,2018/01/02,"I thought I had made progress, but now I am feeling crushed. I started to try fixing my social anxiety over a year ago, and I thought I had made progress, because I started to not get so nervous in interactions. Turns out, I just learned how to not get nervous. My heart does not race anymore, and I can speak clearly, but I still just SUCK at socializing. I haven't made any close friends for years. And now, I am currently visiting my family after almost 15 years. I am trying my best to be sociable, but I am getting closer and closer to complete failure. My sister can socialize easily with my cousins, but I am mostly quiet. I just cannot think of a single damn thing to say, and I have the male version of ""resting bitch face."" I have been thinking of how my stay will end. Everyone will be crying and hugging each other when the time comes for us to leave, and they will say goodbye to me with in a manner that just communicates, ""Oh. You're leaving too."" I haven't opened up that much, and no one is completely open to me yet. If I end up leaving without anybody really caring about me, my heart will just be shredded. And I am so afraid of that happening. I don't remember the last time I cried, but I might just sob uncontrollably in the airplane bathroom on the flight back. I am so scared.",4.35552517361111,5.431530863281252,5.167604166666667,83.34475694444446,70.4453125,8.188888888888886,31.409722222222214,8.515128840125781,2.3613149305555563,1015,44,202,16,18,330,142,256,0.2,0.69,0.11,-0.9796,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,1,3,19,13,3,5,8,0,27,4,3,5,1,49,45,21,0,1,16,2,1,0,1,5,0,4,0,1,5,17,0,0,7,0,0,2,9,9,0,1,8,5,38,4,29,29,7,36,0,1,0,1,14,14,4,4,19,151,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520261035541756,0.0,0.10754444573369754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303490846307317,0.0,0.08215983483548614,0.0,0.106510811351006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258309490773147,0.0,0.06546934893226677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270847882028676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950029672708916,0.0,0.0,0.09251460915744034,0.22521132518689665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359452118781013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398546716264926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024702666088392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262421433007236,0.0,0.0,0.1012460880621931,0.0,0.05430409118493858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297609372963435,0.0,0.1683344167186889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497245824712232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545363351961458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754440619291287,0.0,0.3411596604398163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048701977196525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139332196056842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789505204351858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277624783674977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880246057390263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166197355485005,0.0,0.0,0.170815770162473,0.10752499591928058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32843884173209603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203493343754895,0.1144728961396781,0.08576886926735057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713510311476523,0.13763370733035862,0.0,0.170525398407945,0.12525027926014828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458335537832416,0.1168191205993707,0.0,0.0,0.12918760632087808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352866963568023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748403616072086 socialanxiety,Oileduphairyman,2018/01/02,"Being mean for no reason? I find myself insulting people jokingly but somewhat seriously whenever I feel uncomfortable at gatherings. Say if I was with a group of friends and we were all just hanging out if I didn't know what to say I'll just make an joke about somewhere there. I always hate that I do it but I just can't stop myself. Does anyone else do this? Also don't mind the shit grammar ",2.9932368896925867,5.02251378481013,4.49497287522604,82.93696202531646,75.70886075949366,7.552260397830018,25.20976491862568,8.418075326091056,1.7626043399638336,315,11,61,6,7,105,62,79,0.158,0.667,0.174,0.5238,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,3,0,8,1,1,2,1,21,13,6,0,2,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,3,10,3,7,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,3,1,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137322526207832,0.2095269861082905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760721581556392,0.2580102034316673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036156817744712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035584101294694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273232453189291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301507601064725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945486114768986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24861130341315055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838878109006095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808584754145572,0.0,0.0,0.2742960810237976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542574019278531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457409305356794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258903723611432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005005467206948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584804493021544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052533359502876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hederahe1ix,2018/01/02,"Social suicide Okay, I think I might need some help from the Internet (because it's healthy and every single advice out there is good, I should listen to it). So, I'm generally a person who gets emotionally attached very easily, I have this attachment issues and whenever someone is being nice to me (I’m talking about basic nice, like the way you’d be nice to a stranger. Rather politeness or very basic decency) it's impossible to get rid of me afterwards. I'm needy, I'm clingy. I'm like a stray dog who follows the person who fed or pet it all the way to the front door. And I've been working on the issue by cutting people out, taking it back and forth from being a closed up weirdo to oversharing every single possible feeling and bursting in tears after opening up and not being able to let go of a person I've opened up to, steamrolling conversations and almost forcing them to be around when they clearly had no interest in, well, being around or talking to me. And I think I might've took my solitude and isolation to the point of harmful and unreasonable. I am soon to be 21 y.o, female, I have a job but no degree due to some health issues I experience (of course I want a proper degree and college experience, but I’m afraid I can rely only on distance learning, without having to physically attend classes), as well as rich background of unsolved mental struggles. I generally never had a proper socializing experience (since early childhood all the way through school and to the first semester of uni it's been a pure nightmare, consisting of bullying, jealousy, conflicts, achievement fever, poverty and more typical angsty teenage things) I often think I'm somewhat a sociopath, though it's a label one can't really apply to describe himself without careful professional diagnosis. So for the last year I moved around a lot, changing surroundings, cities and just vanishing out of people lives, leaving no trace behind and making it impossible to contact me simply because I’m afraid of how annoying and mental I am, ruining all the friendships I might’ve had or any possible relationship, really. It has to do with health issues because I’m looking for reliable people who will understand that if I’m getting sick, I might be taking my time in a bathroom of a mall or asking to sit down for a while, but I feel like people think I make a big deal out of it and somehow my condition is their responsibility (and I always make it very clear that it’s not and they have nothing to worry about) and they get tired of it but If I’m not telling that I’m not feeling well, they get mad that I didn’t tell them I was passing out or whatever. And when there’s this person who is cool and caring just about this single fact and I do not feel guilty for having a medical condition – that’s it. Especially if it’s a male (I’m not very picky though :D) – that’s how easy I can develop a hard crush on person. I’m really trying to be rational and beat it and play it cool, but in reality it drives me crazy. So in attempt to avoid my previous mistakes and undo this unhealthy attachment issues I just figured I can make myself completely vanish every once in a while. But what is more frustrating - there’s a certain period of time when I’m still available but no one contacts me and that’s when I disappear completely. That led to some troubles being consistent in my emotion or career choices and just general life settlement, like picking where to live – I don’t really have a root feeling and genuinely I can leave all my stuff and everything behind surprisingly easy. And this is not a ‘freedom’ feeling, it’s more like orphanedness. 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Hello everyone, I have recently found that I have trouble looking people in the eyes for quite a while without interpreting or worrying about how I look or how I will react to certain words or things they are saying, this is especially exacebated in a group situation where people are looking at me, I feel like I am staring or that when certain people look at me I tense up and feel like I am slightly shaking or jerking. I also struggle with this issue of who to look at when I am asking a question to a group, where do I direct my attention? I feel like if I look directly at one person when answering or asking a question it's like I prefer that person and they know I have a special thing for them or anything but that isn't true at all. I feel like eye contact shows who I want to focus on in a group situation which throws me off. Also figuring out where to look when sitting side-by-side with someone and for how long to look. I have had a weird problem with tensing up or feeling like my body is very slightly jerking when certain words get brought up or certain people look at me. I have trouble staying very still listening to someone else in conversation because my mind races. Can anybody help me out with this issue or has anybody else felt this mind racing insanity when having eye contact or listening very still?",8.1880081895291,7.083314247148287,8.36235741444867,71.14183386955251,62.422053231939145,10.52576776835332,39.622404211757825,9.466822959209583,3.8126416496051476,1089,51,192,16,13,358,125,263,0.099,0.778,0.123,0.35200000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,1,17,20,2,2,9,0,19,4,4,4,6,55,43,29,0,4,14,0,6,6,0,1,0,3,0,2,14,10,0,0,15,1,0,3,2,8,0,1,4,22,30,12,34,38,1,36,0,0,13,0,22,20,0,14,17,142,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297069892183729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673618144131045,0.0,0.15163008696402056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943617134698363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008083641654564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549280330976646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749196114993917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20502619931643612,0.2896796951283106,0.07786614148199703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891902154856636,0.0,0.0,0.042370000640092005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435782171124553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928905711226822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04456896420423118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23772031439664185,0.0,0.0,0.07176857301230795,0.6129118879010408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377034259458714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549536403939238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489067229307053,0.14162209718686658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759917934355529,0.0,0.0,0.18169510867601366,0.08625697843579035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007381627179952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449184099306891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823135629102656,0.0,0.0,0.13742698599554895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643894891946116,0.12952884323699276,0.0,0.0,0.08478052319521373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077549069641306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074133763387064,0.047833298359757886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817491902553955,0.0,0.0,0.08235826134099322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,eric0416,2018/01/02,"Advice about my roomate I live with one of my best friends and his brother. Our lease ends in march and I am moving in with one of my other friends, my friend is moving in with one of his friends, and I asked his brother(the one I live with) if he wanted to move in with me. He keeps telling me that he hasn't thought about what he's going to do and I would really like an answer asap and whenever I bring it up that I need an answer, he gets angry and tells me he hasn't talked to who he needs to talk to. Id hate to go ahead and make plans without and ask another one of our friends if they would like to room with us and later on he does want to move in. Any advice?",2.6130821917808227,3.0743320890411003,3.6820821917808253,94.66805479452057,74.0,6.661917808219179,22.819178082191787,6.2581,0.1852980821917809,519,12,127,3,10,168,77,146,0.044,0.7859999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.9564,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,1,3,2,9,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,29,21,11,0,8,3,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,6,15,0,1,3,0,0,7,3,1,0,5,1,0,21,8,29,18,1,19,0,0,0,0,28,8,0,2,6,82,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22055532496932231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674322581300365,0.1183351555068682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100276107260432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184312053395493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875754048833556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995337048084793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359458533034176,0.0,0.05896050909625075,0.0,0.1282727777863948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141798030276903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030803754655017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026756783575344,0.0,0.19930075657905968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532958233771732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797752400458459,0.0,0.16735664728962846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823571590003876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229587712816737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814123161178504,0.19727523390340046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959187758474445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574705374125678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312605996873814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878529513031374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033363738085954,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,borat555,2018/01/02,"How did you find out you have social anxiety? I am not sure if i have social anxiety. I did a few online tests and they said that i might have it, but how did you know for sure? 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I mean I think thoughts all day about many topics, but my mind suddenly goes vacant whenever I'm faced with talking with people. I get how conversations work, technically like hearing others talk and in movies and stuff, but how the hell do I implement it in reality. Small talk is about the best I could do, but I have so much to talk about and I can't make connections with bullshit small talk about the weather and shallow gossip. Any advice? I really love people and want to meet more to add to my life, but they lose interest too fast even if they're into similar things as me.",8.120922619047619,6.811149326388893,8.002301587301588,74.33000000000003,62.68055555555557,11.561904761904767,33.76587301587302,10.608840637214634,3.2996123015873016,589,19,114,12,7,190,89,144,0.11,0.758,0.132,0.5483,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,12,7,1,0,4,0,8,3,1,4,2,32,20,15,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,13,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,15,4,23,18,4,10,1,1,0,1,14,6,1,1,5,77,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293487175179998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001494603213052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127373111512505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069045385161754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891230716748595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568527311970012,0.0,0.0,0.08536656778778548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874279777499177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074708349082712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918863289560033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274612599131504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349560638199277,0.0646684385669112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808620821473875,0.0,0.0,0.11946750955392367,0.0,0.08835683171925772,0.1342006249067933,0.0,0.14418782441689004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336541939973516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730589091893044,0.0,0.10209055116354278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753024241140561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479848754200839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152997225805526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7447480719204785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793958058207353,0.08481622691297183,0.0,0.10508560124067028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807422073158174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636565921318244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,honora_fuego,2018/01/02,"Alone by choice Hello I've tried to find something online about someone like me who is alone all the time because they want to be. I like being in solitude and I never feel lonely. I do talk to people though because I have a part time job and my family, excluding a lot of relatives that I chose not to talk to. But obviously I do not have friends. And I don't think I want any. I'm only 21 but I'm pretty sure I'm just meant to be alone forever. I have many issues and I'm the only one who could help myself. Since I had a terrible time growing up..I went through depression and social anxiety. I still have the social anxiety but immensely improved as far as tolerating people and having to talk to them if I have to. Awhile ago I decided I'm not meant to be a person because all I do is go to work and deal with my social retardation daily. Then go home and stay there. Unless I have to go buy something. And I am aware. Without people to have in your life that are not family members that have already made theirs- I just don't have any plans. At the same time I know that it's necessary to be around people so you can succeed in life. No one can survive on their own it's just not possible. However I'm comfortable not seeing anyone. I've put the bad feelings away and I've kind of taught myself while being alone that thinking about all the stupid shit and embarassment is not worth thinking about the next day. And it's made me feel so much better about myself. But if I ever go through depression again my feelings will be hard to control. So anyway I'm a loner and I'm not beating myself up about it. It is really bad to not have a single person that you can talk to that isn't blood related just for fun. I don't know that feeling. But at the same time I do not spend my time thinking that one day someone will give a shit about me. I think that if there is anyone like me that exists that they don't post on the internet about it. And I wasn't going to but I have genuine curiosity. I haven't killed myself because I live with mom and dad and I don't feel depressed. Also I don't think I would ever do that. Yeah I'm pretty much fucked but how the hell am I supposed to know who will be in my life. There's just a big thought process..we're all human and we need each other. I'm a real loner. But I don't dislike people either I think it's the other way around. Long term only having myself is not a good life plan.",1.6589604146637136,3.531049143418468,3.4473694770722747,89.63569326589476,79.17681728880156,6.217965974167122,21.635288216360827,7.211369081168443,0.6348759854533297,1910,55,407,24,47,639,204,509,0.152,0.7240000000000001,0.124,-0.9537,2,6,2,0,0,0,39.0,1,3,5,8,28,24,6,0,21,1,54,8,3,4,9,96,98,39,1,8,30,2,7,3,1,4,4,0,1,3,25,23,0,1,21,0,3,8,24,13,0,3,9,8,56,11,50,76,15,44,1,4,1,1,29,14,4,4,22,285,81,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060032024791391726,0.0,0.0,0.28056087982485806,0.07473360554528508,0.05415776224375704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210742056596843,0.0,0.10361525221393013,0.0,0.0,0.09470647417726998,0.0,0.0,0.12057499635010135,0.0,0.0,0.06362763959054454,0.0,0.11309113350418287,0.16513234515336842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989516226117653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759566874162364,0.05407100891551277,0.0,0.0,0.08735098678719617,0.06981905719505334,0.17498820433750348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251799092696505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276857356303599,0.0,0.20545557749631926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061897256349965964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052322335461958185,0.0626084795893706,0.0,0.06496571704945077,0.19244165471238445,0.056802528441447835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066617384004621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04539305093837099,0.0,0.06793131902891268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068483017611624,0.0672042598816494,0.0,0.0749250554612417,0.07052269705518363,0.1116557580143737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133798369489785,0.09925756773159956,0.0,0.059800322474301885,0.05993239589010098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575753577105674,0.0,0.12816157875879214,0.0,0.06866011669936245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793159250257146,0.0,0.0,0.09956784971261337,0.05021547157131722,0.05223186674174908,0.0,0.07202378463690033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767181901997966,0.15451833401496404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733370080911802,0.0,0.2347517206721495,0.11826557557350395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634708910838273,0.0648595586775242,0.13779652159844466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807994763772325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708317859928734,0.04338485051472367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05396616753357335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903261170641582,0.0560208588454264,0.0,0.0,0.2071040764082912,0.11476232820257012,0.10427237744254042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218331213129922,0.05408337929984317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382777672163603,0.0,0.0,0.21773153681639945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037574846854997,0.06653713951446752,0.05376420303272264,0.2369376587974854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04597921991554997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988912287651842,0.05375507096902929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277955591470985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528219802993343,0.0,0.049302880757697336,0.0,0.0,0.04810821285091193,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kitjhii,2018/01/02,"Its been way to long I went mute at 14. Mute as in wouldn't talk to anyone other than my family and boyfriend. I somewhat over came it in my 20s. I tried to make friends. I had a son by then, so I had to go out for him. I've been happy with my life. I've focused on nothing but kids, home, learning, and work. I've never really been lonely. Time flies by. Kids almost grown now :-) I've never learned to socialize. Im polite, mostly nod and agree. Laugh where its needed. But my real problem comes from the fact that I really don't like people. I almost don't even want to try because the world of socialization seems to lead to BS drama, ""hey! She's nice, lets see if we can take advantage of that!"" gossip, small talk, or all I want to do is tell you all my problems every time I see you, and talk about nothing but me! Im an old grouch with little pacients for this. It really shouldn't be this hard to deal with people. Its like at some point I turned the pain to hate, and just gave up. Its prob not healthy to see the world the way I do. I'd be fine to know something was coming to wipe us all off this earth. I really need help in overcoming this, but I am so hesitant to go to doctor. Im low income, crappy insurance. Im a drug fiend at heart, I don't want pills around at all. As a kid I was diagnosed with Adhd, sad. What kind of doctor would I go to? Is it possible to even afford the kind I need?",0.3019096774193564,2.230909320000002,2.422860215053764,94.92841935483874,84.13333333333333,5.604301075268818,17.010752688172044,6.828538100315305,-0.2141021505376344,1076,22,252,13,31,362,167,300,0.155,0.736,0.11,-0.9669,2,2,2,0,0,0,47.0,2,2,0,3,9,19,2,0,10,0,22,8,1,2,7,53,45,16,0,12,8,1,1,2,1,3,7,0,1,3,15,15,0,0,4,1,0,9,8,9,0,0,10,4,29,10,47,29,7,39,0,3,3,0,22,20,0,8,10,152,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955351106099304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825619882549216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373939153148167,0.0,0.0,0.08114943532667812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556872058472469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425981033041704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704810113793866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397930313791562,0.0,0.09252286818787904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866069756510284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571367318888844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041723983376293,0.0,0.07680406269920262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593510810142772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042800093283794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542059716491238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703877467182276,0.0816591482409065,0.08999908545106491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080219883033189,0.06110090089836188,0.0,0.09143833045097258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938626495870515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985286226758333,0.050097737165615525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932146438335485,0.06438718558324491,0.08906982726812572,0.09136368841812677,0.0,0.0806714531449792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060848289471611985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027762282078722,0.14061245267946218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493601688460586,0.0,0.09565438389209154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699792796993806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639416231337086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617323192485057,0.1027663007675576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445069053912754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375710729204417,0.23359112436741666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21792199815848676,0.08298629667995958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858470314534871,0.0,0.07017743981565787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853903940858352,0.2198066572711009,0.07967560794588244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106309255932369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377981657404867,0.09915310259547022,0.0,0.0,0.10965115914137642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130103437073734,0.14471304290704445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450384684642022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636369155423692,0.0,0.0,0.0647556197487517,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MegaMechZero,2018/01/02,"There's a girl i like at work Pretty simple story. Im at work right now and I saw this girl that really got my attention. The problem is that I've never spoken to her before and I'm not sure how to go about with approaching her and what im supposed to say. My anxiety loves to kick in at this time and hold me back which is the last thing I want happening to me. Any advice would help! 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What did you learn? I just listened to Social Anxiety by Jennifer Alison audio book. I'm hoping for more recommendations. In regards to my SA I'm realizing... 1. Everyone is consumed with their own problems. ""That thing"" that I did that I think is embarrassing, no one is spending time thinking about it but me. 2. When I get these insecure thoughts I need to actually challenge them in my head so I can remind myself I'm being irrational. 3. The more I give into my social anxiety and avoid people/places it only grows stronger. I need to keep ""pushing through"" and things will get better in time.",2.1561617647058853,5.046030175000002,3.682941176470589,81.23029411764708,88.91666666666666,6.4901960784313735,25.39215686274509,7.724431198458867,2.0588186274509805,511,22,88,11,17,168,84,120,0.159,0.757,0.084,-0.7476,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,2,2,5,7,0,3,1,0,9,1,1,0,0,17,23,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,10,4,0,2,5,2,1,2,1,4,0,1,3,2,17,3,13,18,3,9,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,3,61,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.17221731371819232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050161322993577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608066987653282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863252971663256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440520244956185,0.16929401730096233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111759743709427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828965029439342,0.0,0.0,0.17528272115963844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686197638569965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26171277095270445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958622880681564,0.13421966076935318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886585037277324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5396920512379919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23448861380063285,0.22616027214345105,0.0,0.1401040168842583,0.2058117723700248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MikeBison213,2018/01/02,"2:00AM You get in from work at 2:00AM. You grab beer and sit down in front of your computer. You sit and watch old rap videos / people playing video games / porn. You wonder why you're here. Think about how theres nothing and no one out there for you. How the best years of your life are over. Is this it? 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The last couple of months have been nerve wrecking for me. I'm finishing college in about 4 months, which means that I'll be leaving an environment where the chance to meet new people is higher than in most of the places. And I'm just scared of being kicked out into the real world and having to build up that ideal picture your family members always push you to. Get a job, girlfriend, house, children, ... Maybe I should provide some context, I've spend most of my teenage years having bi-weekly appointments with a psychologist. It started when I was about 11 years old, because my parents thought I had autism. After quite a bit of tests and about half a year of therapy, they concluded that I had a lot of the character 'traits' of somebody on the autism spectrum, but it wasn't at a point where it could become a formal diagnosis. It boiled down to stuff like the tremendous effort I had to put in having a conversation with someone, or my aversion of socially accepted hobbies. When I walked through open spaces, I just felt like an alien. All the years leading up to college were just hell. I locked myself up all day behind my computer, programming and playing games, and I just never had any friendships. Thanks to college and a few amazing people at my dorm, I did manage to break through quite a bit of the social awkwardness. I only experience it in front of girls I've never met before or people I feel intimidated by. Which leads to my anxiety of being alone forever. Since I did have some people to talk to, I told them how I felt, told me to just stop being a pussy and come out of my comfort zone. I've tried to ask out a handful of girls, with no luck whatsoever. Last time, I asked someone out, but I accidentally ran into her a couple of days later but before we were supposed to meet. And my fight or flight response kicked in, it just felt like my body stopped working. She was with a friend, we got as far as introductions and I just didn't know how to talk anymore and it ended in some really awkward silence. The day after that, she had stood me up. I just can't seem to get over my fear of girls, and at this point I just have to find a way to get over it. I was walking home from watching the fireworks last night, and I just saw all those happy couples, and it just makes me feel really miserable... I don't know what to do anymore.",5.284389071757733,5.810752585714281,5.745944700460829,82.02002304147467,68.04081632653062,8.44502962475313,29.479921000658326,8.360895534625662,1.9853897300855832,1957,67,387,26,31,630,245,490,0.097,0.8079999999999999,0.095,-0.0216,2,1,0,0,1,0,57.0,2,2,2,8,22,23,2,7,31,1,31,3,2,6,5,83,61,27,0,3,17,1,6,3,2,1,0,0,2,5,21,28,1,2,13,2,1,9,7,9,0,1,26,8,49,14,78,29,13,75,1,1,2,0,31,32,1,13,35,263,70,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435765849669055,0.0,0.0,0.06777294292522766,0.0,0.0,0.05538880783354736,0.0,0.06230904370393792,0.0,0.1615530706141408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228955079209178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965117726997966,0.08995514982500702,0.13861593887160129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778446567711982,0.09047261257659764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701619816639883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503121472264786,0.2703686996026654,0.0,0.15758557751907248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214054362751275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967375031004495,0.07678383164415972,0.09165391892815368,0.08236715659714355,0.0,0.23461438186117814,0.0,0.0744438442923632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292808476227317,0.0,0.12766282392368472,0.0,0.0,0.06831641387785035,0.06514302299843397,0.0,0.08972638171960212,0.0,0.0,0.08670506271502552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170101284894846,0.0,0.0,0.09398238941583137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080826578647145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952560370873791,0.19917791615935007,0.0,0.08624381258364684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937709928969985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924589581562204,0.0,0.0,0.05436852199113866,0.0,0.08182749447974334,0.08872295158310349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300252605723544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256385560237961,0.15732987711606694,0.0,0.07643532784112397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546809646329118,0.0,0.0,0.061946411823102177,0.0,0.0,0.09044061019853808,0.0,0.0,0.22586875828258196,0.0,0.08509793698037063,0.0,0.1539931950639142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187976851057464,0.0,0.17326424803524165,0.0,0.09270795643608404,0.10435793916630744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630913616955437,0.0,0.0,0.0741490407567247,0.08497013627998866,0.0,0.0,0.0673762996769028,0.0,0.0,0.16605607987190427,0.13802467823512685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765074461903572,0.0,0.0,0.13619173055518738,0.0,0.0,0.09324078816231593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309328844291004,0.0,0.07498823687631558,0.09314519831643993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466221921762462,0.09498832537794052,0.0,0.0,0.15565797250149582,0.0,0.11059843650337853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465123608254328,0.0653342944621555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059296585902599376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26225571783127805 socialanxiety,dave725441,2018/01/02,"Anyone else upset they missed out on teenage love? I'm in my last year of highschool and I honestly don't see myself getting a girlfriend at least until my mid 20s. It's sad thinking about how I never had my first kiss as a dumb teen and it will never feel that special if it happens in my 20s :/",4.0204838709677455,4.3871986290322615,4.919516129032257,87.39927419354844,70.7741935483871,6.845161290322581,28.403225806451612,5.985473137389443,1.1178903225806445,233,8,49,1,4,76,50,62,0.218,0.645,0.13699999999999998,-0.5938,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,2,8,1,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,9,11,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,2,8,4,9,9,1,12,0,2,1,2,3,6,1,1,6,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22579810854043675,0.33087693437315824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697641212483485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328162423516832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746815919770476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871606034801856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285563332371868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632286541211234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914542792548001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981225124587595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25733105703943016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206918620605161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795443883969694 socialanxiety,SeveredOnions,2018/01/03,"Awkward situation I find myself in almost daily A stranger will enter the elevator and I'll say ""Hello"" or ""Good morning"" etc. The stranger will say ""Hello"" also -- but I often can't tell if they're saying it in response to my initial greeting, or if they didn't hear me at all and this is *their* initial greeting to *me.* So I have to choose between looking like an utter nonce by saying ""Hello"" a second time, or looking like an asshole who is ignoring a pleasant greeting. I realize now I could come back with some phrase that could serve as an initial greeting *or* a follow-up (”How are you?"" etc.) but my brain does not work that way when I'm on the spot. Does anyone else experience things like this? It seems like being aware of it does nothing to actually avoid the situation.",3.404844625573101,5.404987192052982,4.725430463576164,81.87187468160981,74.43046357615893,6.5004584819154365,28.171676006113092,7.321109707123232,1.6860327050433015,610,25,112,7,13,202,98,151,0.029,0.754,0.217,0.9846,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,1,7,9,0,2,11,0,11,1,1,1,1,26,17,15,0,4,9,0,0,4,0,2,0,5,0,0,9,4,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,7,13,6,13,11,4,11,0,0,2,0,13,4,0,10,8,80,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.13550818762537914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904911256690475,0.0,0.0,0.11104699529498692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709475573448767,0.14227938103115068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677544508791367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501466575062994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961635224445015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217382263916672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645542746720621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600044671696813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097331740732595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358325856211423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269163283322254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646991764893196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156506303478065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713616466715161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332163318162537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324075913233133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417109798926968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641372959248734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31217089356108224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137052936379718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225299822904694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097089561931499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022130283212707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109237421751917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mrmovealot,2018/01/03,"Too scared to leave room in shared housing Hi guys. I decided to move out of my parents to try independent living for the first time. Now i'm in a situation, i'm always nervous that if I go outside I might bump into other people living in the house. Thankfully my room has its own shower and toilet and sink and microwave and electric cooker so I don't need to leave my room(the room is not fancy at all, it's not that great). My issue is that i'm in my room and I really need to go buy food but i'm scared to leave so I'm thinking i'll leave early in the morning whilst they're all asleep. I'm like a prisoner",0.9383852025836744,2.8973146412213744,3.2025954198473308,90.04967116852616,81.97709923664122,5.862830299471521,20.763945977686433,7.010146845296331,0.4612355842630649,482,14,105,6,13,165,79,131,0.133,0.813,0.054000000000000006,-0.7935,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,3,5,0,5,2,1,1,2,19,17,9,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,6,7,1,0,2,0,1,3,3,3,0,1,0,0,10,4,16,16,3,20,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,2,6,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011596698514075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278935541600347,0.17455615464352853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640819710213441,0.0,0.0,0.1591532790196787,0.0,0.14293538654523588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331354696139225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506704236400923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6114097159038304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052517370579314,0.0,0.2549384330009084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313917245077266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153427851942703,0.0,0.2140766655613712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029053601389098,0.0,0.0,0.1000784499751536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247831239501544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890515856541251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226247713582231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290384327631996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249765834253408,0.0,0.0,0.08417529225238511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800842027993854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kakoodle,2018/01/03,"So how many of us actually don't have any friends/relationships? From reading a lot of posts on here, I see a lot of people mentioning getting social anxiety concerning things like meeting up with friends, doing something with their boy/girlfriend etc. Disclaimer: I really am *not* saying that these people do not have ""real"" social anxiety or whatever, it's just an observation I've made. But how many of you guys out there don't have anyone at all? I for one have been totally friendless for about 8 months now after my SA and general incompetence killed off the one friendship I actually had. Relationships are totally out of the question. Never had one, definitely don't see myself having one. If you don't feel like writing about it, I think it'd still be cool to have people answer a poll so we can see some numbers about this sort of thing. I made one quickly here: http://www.strawpoll.me/14758443",6.28318181818182,8.061280060606066,6.435530303030305,73.41329545454545,66.57575757575758,9.621212121212123,31.931818181818183,9.928628108626363,3.3580000000000005,730,30,122,17,12,233,109,165,0.101,0.8190000000000001,0.081,-0.5124,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,2,2,1,0,14,5,1,0,6,1,20,0,0,4,4,31,28,8,1,1,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,1,0,5,5,6,13,4,22,21,7,13,0,0,3,0,15,6,0,7,8,98,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.24095581682091405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395616793591272,0.0,0.1888911764576936,0.0,0.0,0.08632521247243398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768911543869486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624244418877441,0.08819893923257739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538390622278167,0.0,0.06450208928320779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224354987725113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365887894864303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063139573596758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209920389528512,0.0,0.23363926517730346,0.0,0.25033554311652784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985435780214757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521898124670154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418294142739771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567722091821656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182393333158076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830202909004394,0.0,0.12349213667865712,0.14052305987400174,0.07909082185359563,0.0,0.0,0.2650969393050918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817933497591606,0.0,0.0,0.2951418634763272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517012492921182,0.0,0.0950445596874886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859429885537274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640409847699499,0.07910736721270911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850564750140086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KKKKeane,2018/01/03,"How to handle job interviews? I'm job hunting for the first time and landed on one that I think I have a good chance of scoring and I already know I can get an interview, but that's exactly the problem: the interview. I just can't bring myself up to the task to walk in, ask an employee about the position and be seated in a room alone with one or two people looking at me, asking me questions, and the potential fear of being asked something I didn't prepare to answer. How did some of you guys handle interviews? This job is probably the best I can get and every day I'm worried someone else is going to apply before me so I really the courage to do this.",5.187462686567162,5.2062439776119405,6.529067164179107,78.08598880597016,68.17910447761193,9.685074626865672,31.67537313432836,9.516144504307137,2.8407492537313437,519,20,101,10,8,177,87,134,0.095,0.799,0.106,0.3763,4,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,5,5,0,1,12,0,11,0,0,2,1,18,23,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,2,0,4,2,1,13,3,17,19,2,13,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,3,3,74,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611909608844494,0.1769980049729399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44983827737981996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648289247919862,0.0,0.16832288237096307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344041533218107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398802849439456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513828058435498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048706467956094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364304667440338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759776798161366,0.0,0.09115521380041956,0.13453029782515616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881459296319295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477496830426324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814796800844893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468998351789754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173733144523708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111965250967521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293111518207954,0.15347473517475693,0.0,0.0,0.1796772138732406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275206088514194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590073026515573,0.12347860541755586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277355604358324,0.0,0.0,0.093526628357979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668095688603464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288719102043078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,carbonatedfuck,2018/01/03,"Did anyone else use to be really good socially? I used to be a fucking social star. Going to parties I'd know everyone there and people would always be excited to see me. I had no problem interacting with people at all, even large crowds. Now I'm a social trainwreck though. I can't even keep eye contact with anyone for more than 5 seconds, let alone keep a conversation going. How does this happen? My guess is the three relationships I've been in. Every single one of them has eventually cheated on me and destroyed me. Now, I've also been an idiot, I usually stuck with the girls afterwards, leading to them doing it again. Usually the second time I'd break up, or they would. My first serious girlfriend was at the age of 16-17 (19 now), I went abroad for a couple of months but we decided to stick together long distance. When I came back, she had fucked or done some other sexual activity with 6 of my BEST FRIENDS. That's the kind of shit that fucks you up. That's what I blame. Does anyone else have this problem..?",3.410102941176472,5.350677475000001,4.810235294117652,81.52982352941179,74.25,7.905882352941178,25.264705882352942,8.671277953709913,1.889458823529412,805,27,153,16,17,268,136,200,0.157,0.759,0.084,-0.9088,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,3,3,12,15,7,0,10,0,18,5,2,4,1,26,35,9,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,2,0,0,5,2,10,0,5,10,2,19,5,24,19,5,26,0,0,2,3,17,6,4,4,14,107,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866093924401774,0.0,0.09162233792836896,0.09533219871381587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24033199180255366,0.2347829312165774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809797947534805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023513123238165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131038631316343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677056400395698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052360029197452,0.11724584801395688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141863497901607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134604834500273,0.0,0.09653095688302744,0.10947744133137363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745398155024557,0.0,0.0,0.08851722268952546,0.3177569587329073,0.0,0.0,0.13022660899609148,0.09609666722609184,0.0,0.0,0.12621280532855172,0.0,0.10131470232166148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367182827353336,0.0,0.11930800154053373,0.06296519137550102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117156546783253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139167501760298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144942984381804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763623288008524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588581255176888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21925782953174056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339707680204231,0.0,0.0,0.12300631070808382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129820423904242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760542168908895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503719298743839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256536512611018,0.0,0.06680723545097557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979050100377842,0.2523674040530488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620840759855314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277581466964158,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pvlmtreez,2018/01/03,"Friendly, funny, and get along but don't have courage to make plans- why? 17 M I'm a senior in high school and lost my best friends in a huge fight in sophomore year. That year was hell for and I became completely isolated and my junior year was kinda a transition year for me. This new boy moved to my school who I developed a MAJOR crush on and he kinda became the sole focus of my anxiety- everything I did revolved around him. All I wanted was to become friends with him and throughout the year we got closer and eventually hung out several times through a mutual friend.. I am now struggling to act on friendships with anyone else. I have plenty of people I could ask to hangout and Im not even afraid of being rejected... I just feel so out of touch with the social scene Im scared I'll embarrass myself or that they will think its weird Im asking bc I never have before. Back to that boy- today he hung out with the other person I most wanted to ask to chill.. OF COURSE. now I'm jealous and just don't get why neither ever asks me. :( Ive spent so mud time thinking about what to say, how, when and now i feel crushed that the two ppl i most wanted to have more involved friendships with are closer with each other than I am with either of them. And I can't let it go so plssss don't tell me ""don't worry ur going to make new friends in college"" Ive been wanting this so bad for over a year and HAVE TO MAKE IT HAPPEn or I will never forgive myself. I know it doesn't sound that deep but it is to me. All help appreciated :)",1.5677552062066162,3.6438016044303794,3.0981420988158455,91.00626990608414,80.42405063291139,5.596406696610862,20.320130665577786,6.6834051587181325,0.25951951817068203,1201,32,253,12,31,394,170,316,0.158,0.71,0.133,-0.8308,0,1,0,0,1,0,31.0,1,0,2,3,16,19,3,4,11,0,27,0,0,4,5,58,53,22,0,5,8,0,3,0,5,2,0,2,0,3,16,26,0,0,6,1,1,4,10,11,0,1,8,5,33,8,44,40,10,40,1,2,0,0,28,16,1,6,20,172,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722458200495323,0.0,0.0,0.06603416721710069,0.0967642419766592,0.0,0.08407101563384811,0.3531520571629068,0.0,0.0,0.07261800642350466,0.07885288609317691,0.0,0.10430080740230403,0.08036090413534756,0.0,0.0991082381702889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901782851163736,0.0,0.0,0.07540211110892052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788919322966673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062376279094827874,0.08542577020480151,0.0,0.0,0.08487596985476653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550271388826977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36481791546975534,0.0,0.09868129200237596,0.0,0.10734408195179597,0.0,0.0755317500841369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835123773303861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330068439773409,0.09978032492007223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060320090742767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190137956617727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657060147721712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309167195899788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911693500517968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037404969058507,0.0,0.0,0.1456748486288291,0.1824201643111407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547233232799328,0.08246077009296746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510193647230981,0.09455023274530508,0.19115526409898387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668954865752614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626899203877654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987284805186508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254412682342488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102580381824656,0.0,0.0,0.11013665198696353,0.0,0.08951743130056262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225349146283778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228110272157781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043359143754466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959077119827593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36489494823433455 socialanxiety,BoutOfDoubt,2018/01/03,"How do I speak clearly? I have an issue where I can not articulate my thoughts when I'm asked to explain something. Everything makes sense in my head, but it always comes out unintelligible. This is clearly related to social anxiety because I can do so better with my siblings, but If it is with other people, especially those in positions of power, I tend to string sentences that make me seem like I have brain damage. I'm currently a software engineer intern, and my manager was asking how something I made worked. The first thing that came to my mind was that he knows his shit, and I will look stupid explaining this. My voice becomes so weak, and I can feel the reluctance to speak in my entire body. My posture becomes stiff, and every movement is so calculated. I turn to show him my code, and I just don't know where to start. I just frantically scroll around looking for something relevant to talk about. The way I explained sounded like a toddler making random noises. I don't know if this is a related issue, but I think predominantly visually. I've always had a hard time translating these pictures to words. I have a feeling that visual thought interferes with verbal communication, but I've never found any relevant literature on it. 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On the few occasions that I am comfortable enough, I ""crash"" after a period of time while everyone else seems to still be so full of energy. I just lose the motivation to continue socialising. I can debate people for hours, but normal conversation and banter - simply joking around with mates - seems to drain me. In a very short period I will go from being fully engaged in conversation to just sitting there listening and not being able to think of things to say - which is how I usually am. I don't know if this is due to my limited social interaction throughout my life (aka being socially inept) or because I'm just introverted. (I'm an 18 year old male btw) When it happens it isn't like I lose interest and want to go do my own thing, in reality I find it quite depressing and would rather continue talking, but I just can't being myself to do it. It feels A LOT like an amphetamine crash (I'm pretty sure I have ADHD but haven't had it diagnosed).",6.635161401098897,6.762711781250005,7.934464285714284,68.86630494505496,65.11607142857143,11.892307692307696,32.40934065934066,11.51311941424646,3.984689972527473,925,34,165,28,13,319,130,224,0.109,0.769,0.122,0.4784,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,5,12,13,0,0,8,0,22,2,0,2,2,38,38,16,0,5,12,0,2,3,1,2,2,2,0,1,12,10,0,1,8,1,0,2,7,3,0,0,1,4,17,10,28,30,7,31,0,3,0,0,10,9,0,6,22,119,29,1,0.13386435624532286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087894241997128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138586804610284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916765794996233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160246908311511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529717388073385,0.13586950376644055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182649254395016,0.0,0.0,0.2766353283988614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791312902336446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537168138299938,0.09563272284902173,0.0,0.0,0.12234959645093413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215639711903445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183758081339134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182942598051298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356834933707196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455235365540976,0.19619808813495404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995199469245946,0.0,0.11380668864509327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324444401218573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115864702640348,0.0,0.0,0.14046812347096793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784140685784923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618817540627068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238122055621086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645430900811836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437301646642607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729157065124292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690424781715313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616557154163405,0.0,0.0,0.10759509885829867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786706018104548,0.08577487427620306,0.0,0.0,0.15611476527056867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948653523808488,0.11045211331190326,0.07895666561936791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509339792066493,0.0,0.0,0.0862042565066687 socialanxiety,wilsaliny,2018/01/03,"Who feels like the only one? I never knew a single person in high school or college who was quiet or shy. They were all so confident. Even now, everyone I know is so much more 'normal' than me. Reddit was a pleasant find that there are actually those out there who I can relate to.",2.505357142857143,4.446894535714286,4.1601428571428585,85.18485714285717,76.85714285714286,6.622857142857143,20.128571428571426,7.554174236665415,0.6813899999999995,218,5,43,3,5,73,47,56,0.034,0.7979999999999999,0.168,0.8367,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,2,10,9,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,5,2,4,5,4,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,37,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.30144992233357404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403100664543092,0.0,0.0,0.2951751010887071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619330885681154,0.22068413813246754,0.0,0.0,0.2823365730813321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263785598031701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697679129445188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509169828534381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22708313045406756,0.0,0.2382491103988061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302664528577087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093242462541761,0.23493866813395836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697267963875815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31263167285432725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cannacorn119,2018/01/03,"Social interactions with people who are working Whenever I go out and have to make interactions with people, mainly people who are working and I need their services, I don't at all listen and comprehend what they say and come up with a rebuttal off the top of my head its almost like I have to memorize what I am going to say and read it back to them. It's very bizarre and I look back on the conversation I had with them and cringe because it wasn't necessarily a bad thing to say but it wasn't what I should have or could have said. Does anybody else experience this and how do I go about getting rid of this brain fog where I can't think of what to say?",8.032,5.619629644444448,8.30648148148148,75.58416666666669,63.66666666666667,11.666666666666668,34.35185185185185,10.125756701596842,3.0012962962962964,522,16,112,9,6,173,80,135,0.015,0.944,0.041,0.2805,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,4,3,5,2,0,0,4,0,15,2,2,2,1,25,26,11,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,14,14,0,0,2,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,4,7,15,1,19,20,2,13,0,0,1,0,16,7,0,2,3,83,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530109893120534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538685517091408,0.13783267385374856,0.10062960714505097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842808927435861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421995013929768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180081419060755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446028244005055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790092554240024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147730294242807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624609072620196,0.0,0.2814517496602867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941696365582634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064844423404717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862337999238306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019039849299404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240274725419655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433315028271132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512200057886744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702634155006245,0.5251044687617861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827554753329393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967004179636566,0.10577488645029796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620608415165347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24035652214148545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,troublekiddo,2018/01/03,"How do you deal with people who make fun of your issues on a daily basis ? So i have a neighbor who keeps making fun and abuse my issues indirectly on a daily basis. I live in a flat. What she does is whenever i come out of my house she tries to push me back in. Like she shouts loudly while talking to someone when around my door. So that i get scared and stay inside. or puts things near my house door when im about to go out. She keeps her dog near my window so i dont come near my window and stay inside. Whenever im outside talking to someone she tries to have a conversation with that person and moves along with him/her so that i stay alone. Whenever i try to do something socially she uses her brain with some plan and pushes me back. Cant talk to her directly as she is staying within the line and doing this. So i dont necessarily have any proof. Earlier i used to get very angry when she was doing this . I went out of the line and did some wrong things. I need someone to tell me how should i react to such a person ? What should i do?",2.1814155251141543,3.649002050228312,3.81070776255708,89.41186073059363,76.44292237442922,6.510502283105023,20.38584474885845,7.1686216300943375,0.34775981735159833,815,18,179,9,18,272,108,219,0.08,0.878,0.043,-0.8299,0,1,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,17,5,0,1,8,0,17,1,1,7,1,35,30,20,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,5,2,11,18,0,2,0,0,0,8,3,2,0,0,3,2,35,3,32,25,2,30,0,0,0,0,25,12,0,4,7,127,46,0,0.0,0.12416086367993875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085324533107392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126185467046628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328670604383002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611564834240213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169820382905122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180537301173064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803549760682736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170380086759364,0.0,0.2456298571759801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949853061302474,0.0,0.05955545881707126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418307827191669,0.0,0.0,0.2263857355615647,0.21875032714912815,0.0,0.186287107902903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051195863287817236,0.0,0.09253286788893617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989836085383162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137684488903096,0.0,0.07770161438320185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264927363892125,0.182999897451302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534446203620873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491463320607043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068217993293927,0.2663686477299165,0.08067366300994612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467754425974324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526824609534281,0.09159244284805844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923771301233884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343977286628807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810125252566636,0.0,0.08646401216321448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714282654710288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145731210721514,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Following_the_Sun,2018/01/03,Responding to “Why are you so quiet?” How do you approach being asked this? I feel like if one has already been trying their best to be talkative when it doesn’t come naturally there’s no good response; the asker is just (perhaps unconsciously) trying to shift their discomfort onto the person being asked.,5.136545454545455,7.808413200000004,5.434545454545457,75.69181818181819,71.54545454545455,8.036363636363637,27.363636363636363,8.841846274778883,2.5269272727272725,246,9,39,5,5,78,47,55,0.081,0.759,0.161,0.7149,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,2,1,5,4,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,5,13,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,2,5,3,4,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,2,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166548508478265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5365163019817744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30113479086728856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471807602444568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450898043641349,0.2049960953017553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406788223339088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018856299090393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444375793031252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505523982177448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896384476093686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589264266110821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,papa_phunk229,2018/01/03,"Your experiences with being high in a social setting I was at an new years party that I was invited to by my classmates. I was surprised that they even invited me because I'm incredibly more panicky and nervous around girls compared to guys so I'm usually quiet around them.At the party they had weed,now Iv smoked before but I never really felt anything but that night i was frigged up. I noticed that my anxiety goes away when I'm pretty high and I can be quite talkative with people. What are your guys experience with being high in a social setting?",3.552336448598126,5.9425674579439285,5.014775700934582,78.16702336448598,75.35514018691589,7.644485981308411,28.457009345794397,8.548686976883017,2.4915166355140186,446,19,77,9,10,149,70,107,0.057,0.85,0.093,0.5694,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,2,1,5,2,0,1,4,0,10,1,0,0,1,11,14,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,2,14,1,13,5,1,18,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,6,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239185351247912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330034081478148,0.2884030410799474,0.0,0.0,0.15219079668366484,0.0,0.0,0.09874491388042854,0.0,0.13783780867777018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106989956327809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31690598473091863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555315718297469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207824084389901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134400172865541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493327526930785,0.1564466949310143,0.0,0.15201250564621707,0.0,0.0,0.18442167104628365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230041416549688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647975827585281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229161715307054,0.0,0.0,0.10377211863158152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302478250840369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840424532689658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431341086269524 socialanxiety,Bell359,2018/01/03,"Social Anxiety and Alcoholism Long story short, I drink because I yearn to be more social than I feel I otherwise would be, and yet I can't get in the zone mentally to socialize without a little (let's face it, far too much) of the old Dutch courage. I'm aware this is nothing new, and many people use alcohol as a social lubricant. I understand why: I've made plenty of great friends and have approached several girls I ended up dating by pounding a few back to alleviate my anxiety. That's the appeal. But I'm getting older and hangovers take too much of a toll on my body. My New Years resolution is to abstain so that I can be healthier. But I know once I do that, my social crutch is gone and I feel completely, I dunno how to put it, alone? I have a small circle of friends without the booze from work, but I'd like to increase my social circle. They're almost all married with families and I'm a single man in his early 30's. Like, I don't have a problem being extra social and enjoying myself with strangers/new acquaintances at a bar and having a good time shooting the shit, but I can't do it without well, imbibing more than I should. By this, I don't mean that I want to go hit up bars and socialize with fellow drunks while I remain sober. I mean I want the same courage to approach people, joke around, flirt and make friends but without having to frequent bars/clubs and the negative health consequences of alcohol. Have any of you conquered this same issue before? There's no other reason I drink - it tastes like shit, so if I can get this handled without the alcohol, then its single appeal for me would disappear.",6.9538867509620665,6.279893448598131,7.397170606560381,75.66006597031338,64.66978193146417,10.543595382078069,34.45867692871541,9.916854025145753,3.2736870441634602,1291,50,243,24,17,425,174,321,0.06,0.769,0.172,0.9913,0,1,6,1,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,2,10,18,2,0,17,0,25,16,4,5,1,51,46,24,0,8,11,0,2,3,4,3,5,0,0,2,14,16,11,1,7,6,0,7,11,4,1,0,2,3,32,14,37,35,12,33,0,1,0,0,16,11,2,3,18,167,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162084653333193,0.0740709091255215,0.07661127280287285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030257054050725,0.0,0.1131746715202103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658495506882465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687885484446008,0.0,0.04509181447898344,0.0,0.06294356491731695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216470355879148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755680680741073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449261290491814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551602980080047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973293448124047,0.0,0.07480355449064853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144859475469967,0.0,0.11593981630946085,0.0,0.04203921834579442,0.062043061812998165,0.0,0.08155288976004657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862732938868043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772061281106288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040652328258026976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563998922844213,0.0,0.10841495227677078,0.07413801226509255,0.0,0.06546168709098109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999280640455674,0.04937597539309988,0.07499461698887767,0.0,0.16115142048130418,0.0,0.0,0.074545005230621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875386050243796,0.0,0.0,0.2143239099551524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097682235661681,0.0,0.07761974159522612,0.07877631554760456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256385351847984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077991080906099,0.0,0.07436092222315305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605413586689455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356576626631551,0.15185959426111525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6032300024610661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561671417047427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043132873993313496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700604308582874,0.0,0.0638868814356884,0.0,0.0,0.08725959785264271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650848726260512,0.0,0.06674699558302928,0.0,0.0,0.3565252779050683,0.0,0.05385150559911811,0.0,0.0,0.10509323811874743,0.0,0.0,0.04763466578123078 socialanxiety,shareteaa,2018/01/03,I’m going on my first double date tomorrow and idk what to do I’m not nervous right now but I know I will be panicking once it comes up.. has anyone been in a double date and what did you do? 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Ive been overseas for 8 years but really miss my friends back home. I think it kind of feels like I'm at the peak of the roller coaster staring down at the deep valley below and feeling a lurch in my stomach. It's also reminiscent of homesickness or deja vu. These feelings and body responses were more common when I was younger and introverted and I never understood why I felt that way. Like a fish out of water. I'm generally pretty quiet and shy but I've learned how to take it and am a lot better with people I am comfortable with. Does anyone know any coping strategies? 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As soon as I'm in front of someone who is my not bf I get huge anxiety. I can't talk, I feel people judging me not liking me, watching my every move. Normally around my bf or my friends I'm really loud and bubbly and happy but when it's someone else I just freeze up. And get jealous when someone else find interacting so easily. Sometimes I hate myself for it I just want to have a good time but my body and head won't let me. 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But anyways, here's the situation. Ive been depressed and anxious for several years, around 4 to be exact, and im like worried AND done (at the same time) with the fact of not having a stable group of friends. I hope it makes sense. I was kind of bullied and very much ignored when i was 12. After that horrible year i found myself dealing with ~maladptive daydreaming~ and depression and anxiety. When i turned 13 i made a very toxic group of friends, yet i had friends i guess. It was unstable and very fake. I acted very stupidly and cringy many many many times and i still remember it sometimes. It got better and got to know more 2 of those girls, one of them was my bestfriend in elementary school. Then I was 14, i was more honest with a couple of them and i was best friends with those 2 girls, yet i couldnt really say my embarrassing-depressing-nonsense-irrational thoughts out loud, i guess i felt judged. I was so done with that school, which i went to my whole life, i decided to say fuck it and transfer to one that is in another city, about one hour away. My parents finally got divorced so i was going to live with my mom. I thought of it as a fresh start, spoiler, its like i completely fucked up that oportunity? That december (summer) i started to talk less and less to them, i didnt want to get out of the house at all because i felt so depressed. I distanced quite hard. Now in 2017 i turned 15 and shit had life gotten hard. (Since aprox. november 2016 i had have suicidal thoughts, pretty badly) To sum to what im going to tell afterwards, i developed and eating disorder and maladaptive daydreaming even more. Basically it went like this: I go on the first day and something feels off, like Im a kid, so innocent that people would make fun of me and im so weak or ashamed or afraid or smth that i wont react. Yet i felt i was more mature? because i never tried to make fun of people or treat them bad because i think is shitty. (Sometimes i did, i guess the highschool mentality was sinking in me a bit) Anyways, the year went by so horrible, i always felt pressured because these people seemed to be grown ups, interesting, and i was there being socially anxious and boring. I was so ashamed of being boring that i had severe anxiety pretty much every day. I could think because of this so my grades got worse and worse. Also i felt like i shouldnt be caring so much about my grades because it wasnt cool tho. It was cool to care about them, but not too much. (As always, stupid shit from highschool) I felt extremely pressured because i dont know much about politics, music these people know and listen to, etc. I felt reaaaally out of place. Anyways the problem was the girls in my class were actually quite nice, it was clear they didnt really understood what social anxiety is or what it may look like (i never ever talked openly about this with them, not even a little bit), but still they invited me to things. I never said yes because i was so anxious so i wanted to hide in my house. I cringe thinking about the way i talked and acted. I would be on my phone ALL THE FUCKING TIME. I hate it. It was embarrassing. I know it isnt my fault in the way that i sont fucking choose to be this way, but i hate it. I feel like because i said no so many times they stopped inviting me to things. Im pretty sure its the case i dont blame them tho. So I took a big decision now, im homeschooling my last two years so ill have more time to improve on my art and lose weight and build some muscle. Im not sure about doing it, i feel like i would be missing on stuff, but honestly i been thinking a lot clearer without the pressure of having to have a lot of friends and going out to clubs at this age. What do you guys think? Do you have any experience on something like this? I dont know maybe i could do just one year homeschool and then my last year go to regular school. To a different one of course. (I dont know if thats possible i guess it is) So maybe i would have more social interaction that last year and meet cool people. Lol i thought about rn and it seems like a good 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socialanxiety,BiiGDiiRty,2018/01/03,"thought i got a job interview but its a hiring party a store in my area is going to be have hiring tomorrow the store is a small clothing store and the staff seems nice but they are having a hiring party tomorrow and i dont know what that is but im sure its not just a normal type of job interview 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socialanxiety,IheartPetrology,2018/01/03,"Alcohol and anxiety When I drink alcohol my social anxiety completely disappears. I feel confident and words flow easily for me. It is like I am a totally different person unburdend by my excessive overthinking. I wish I could feel like this all the time. Is there any medication that can mimic these effects with out the obvious drawbacks of alcohol? 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Towards the end of my sophomore year in college, I started to get in my own head about what other kids my age thought of me and how I acted in social situations (only events like pregames and nightlife situations). I would worry about what to say, and who to talk to. The worst part about all of it is at the end of the day, I ALWAYS find my self evaluating what I said, what I could've said/done funnier/better. Yet, half of me always knows this is such a dumb thought process. I have been getting better at leaving my safe spaces, but how do i get over it completely? simply through practice? tl;dr: this shit developed over college, it sucks, how do i get over it",3.514514348785873,5.133656516556293,4.321473509933778,86.49205573951436,73.2384105960265,6.887637969094922,27.81512141280353,7.492282038375204,1.502840618101546,598,23,120,7,12,192,87,151,0.107,0.8440000000000001,0.049,-0.8943,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,3,0,6,0,9,2,2,3,1,14,19,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,3,12,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,5,2,17,3,26,13,4,22,0,0,0,0,9,12,3,0,10,84,29,3,0.14908982876655605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721640426128275,0.0,0.0,0.10138619606933053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424707478475813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318578378875952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631784890903982,0.0,0.0,0.11903609672031545,0.0,0.0,0.0961506056606293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26409867216304994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626540250264968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115731282990779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153009176731127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193587085423619,0.0,0.0,0.1578646017919214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283775951720281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338953302195125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144975585642804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836371367685001,0.11856221586272295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553320668698226,0.0,0.15303856675046126,0.0,0.33516642830512616,0.0,0.15197830510264526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552654816210574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396655138804345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236721341090336,0.08693547810242205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301472268239635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140795810494556,0.0,0.1059091367596015,0.0,0.0,0.09600896162361787 socialanxiety,dogowner32,2018/01/03,"So uh, this is bad. I'm losing my need for socializing. I'm losing my need to socialize. I can probably stay home with my dog and not go socialize. I have no drive to socialize. I went to hangout with a friend and... felt no need to talk. I still have my want to learn new things. So I plan on doing dance class, college classes, etc. But I only feel a need to ask questions. No small talk. No deep talk. No connections. And sometimes (many times) I come across as an asshole... but I don't realize it. And as we know connections are crucial and assholeness is spiteful. So if I don't feel a need to form connections or a need to learn to not be an asshole I can't better myself as a person. I want to say that perfecting the ability to choose what I give a fuck about is what did this. Which is great since I can control what to care about. But it's hindering my ability to better myself in some areas",0.6945456885456878,2.961592843243245,2.7711196911196936,90.88576576576578,85.43243243243244,6.550836550836553,21.782496782496786,7.793537801064563,1.075844272844273,696,24,151,14,21,234,100,185,0.14800000000000002,0.723,0.129,0.0854,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,7,6,11,2,0,9,0,15,1,0,1,1,36,36,16,0,9,7,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,10,9,0,1,9,2,0,5,10,5,1,0,3,4,21,6,24,32,3,15,0,2,0,1,14,6,1,4,3,103,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709152958354264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564691483475957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262552178228785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679435055093967,0.0,0.0,0.09867720924946294,0.0,0.0,0.1284808558782817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775680187549532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584281050874755,0.0,0.10998878073656013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850331248471457,0.10590234140675273,0.0,0.10988961226704973,0.06510307214581007,0.0,0.0,0.1262950139099994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490593266590568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295529659252684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563108628089581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613869506835699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096372934585279,0.0,0.11063593727814283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712266809959696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000232032721148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235074374637965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283255025144145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109709076728524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475937058779947,0.0,0.0,0.4670891600279805,0.0,0.0,0.11329578062847324,0.0,0.0,0.1220981856664808,0.0914821208981298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27621992697529923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610387910454244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679673690278645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351325766261133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619171727934244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_hungry_ghost,2018/01/03,"Hyper-awareness of social/power dynamics... One thing that I've observed in my personal interactions and observations of social behavior, is that I'm keenly aware of minute social dynamics that are at play in a group or between two people. For instance, when people make subtle ""power plays"" to establish dominance over others, whether it is body language or some kind of comment, etc. Things like this make me uncomfortable because to me the actions seem so obvious and explicit, but I suspect that the actors aren't even fully aware of the interplay that is taking place. Maybe I just hate it because I can't play the game with them, so to speak. Anyway, I'm not very good at putting my intuition of social/power dynamics to work for my own social standing, but I thought I'd ask if anyone else relates to this experience.",11.802472406181018,8.801432304635767,11.104470198675497,60.273614790287,57.0794701986755,14.040176600441502,45.03421633554085,12.161744961471696,5.558032229580574,662,30,105,15,6,216,98,151,0.085,0.816,0.099,-0.4468,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,6,11,1,0,5,0,6,1,1,2,2,19,15,11,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,12,3,0,0,3,5,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,1,10,10,20,14,3,10,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,5,2,73,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974913670135891,0.14286056182586662,0.0,0.0,0.13034644891969233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699881471358327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548731835179723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164742836940605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549918387164965,0.09209094283241163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136387432637537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694567231421887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376563795131851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519290684448655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811752521786253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613867432656792,0.0,0.14007426345346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448008668962116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933237731079035,0.12174323596640725,0.14567268519855772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016374739052778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693010259956056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7106469294921418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048325766090936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525966393172374,0.0,0.0,0.11069033443786001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362009906919731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150427817937953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150531491181836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Tadruide,2018/01/03,"How to prevent anxiety in order to think In social situations that require me to think, argue, or problem solve I get locked up with anxiety. For example, during job interviews or during arguments when I need to stand up for myself I can’t think. I start fumbling with words and I just can’t explain my thought process. After the fact I’ll sit down and think through the situation and I just beat up on myself about the mistakes I made. This happens in situations with strangers or people I don’t know well. Anyway, what’s a good way to overcome this. Do I just pause and try to think? What are good practices or situations to put myself in to get over this. 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I hate social anxiety. I hate avoiding people. I hate having my mental illness control me. I have having to constantly choose between loneliness and anxiety. I hate being in this constant state of hypervigilance; I know these thoughts and feelings are irrational but why does it feel like the sky is genuinely going to fall anyways. I hate feeling way too much man. I just want to really love myself, but I have no idea how. I wouldn't care so much about how others evaluated me then. All these incessant thoughts of inadequacy and self loathing are so central to my identity now...it's all I know now. I just wanna break free. I know this rant is all over the place, but I just had to get all of this shit off my chest. Hope at least someone can relate.",2.9747679324894527,5.281823481012658,4.201544303797468,83.70062869198314,76.84810126582278,7.251308016877638,26.35611814345992,8.238735603445708,1.8623758649789028,642,25,123,12,15,210,99,158,0.206,0.606,0.188,-0.3161,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,11,14,7,2,4,0,15,5,2,3,4,32,35,11,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,3,0,3,10,0,1,2,3,9,0,0,3,3,22,6,16,30,7,15,0,0,0,2,4,6,2,1,5,89,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956621849537052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038650426696993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27639486038731603,0.1434330477816313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191235897541013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398634054789576,0.09136052559188912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822691786527148,0.06681423642918588,0.0,0.0726795598767446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6312960481954999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701790424502174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443657392304156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084549918045206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062477779286320735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154205182497724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288772337916973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801925980635645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865882890198575,0.0,0.13361181054027088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192591789550722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133411151351902,0.0,0.13127133315340306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036187638733715,0.1083559003462536,0.09845153471518556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305160124414326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542943727908595,0.10150855606109048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23079126838974104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pmmefordeeznuts,2018/01/03,"Does talking to people really get easier over time? It seems like one of the most cliche pieces of advice people with SA receive is to just make an effort to talk to people and initiate conversation, and if you do it enough it will get easier. I want to know if this can actually work for anyone or if some cases of SA are simply too severe. I see a lot of posts where people describe having this rush of adrenaline and relief after pushing themselves to do something outside their comfort zone like engaging a random person in small talk. I can't recall ever experiencing this. Whenever I try to do something like that I just end up failing miserably and feeling nothing but regret afterwards and that feeling of regret is enough to demotivate me from trying it again anytime soon. I know it's not supposed to be easy at first but I didn't think it would suck so much. So I just want to know, is the extreme discomfort really worth it in the end? Should I push myself and keep trying? Or am I stuck like this forever?",5.669379905808476,6.656155561224492,6.60530612244898,74.55947409733125,67.36734693877551,9.296075353218214,29.362637362637358,9.466822959209583,2.7092288854003144,814,28,142,16,13,271,122,196,0.076,0.748,0.17600000000000002,0.9351,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,4,12,13,1,2,6,0,16,0,0,1,1,38,32,15,0,9,11,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,7,0,1,7,0,1,4,3,6,0,2,2,4,14,7,25,26,7,21,0,4,1,0,8,7,1,10,13,107,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.13291522448309134,0.0,0.0,0.13309674026381088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523683757219198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191928303458288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24127221215325084,0.281469792260174,0.0,0.0,0.12320410091228053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377374294791631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158548507261052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232168851234528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106416221474373,0.0,0.0,0.22456207735303974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661691135827037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157955681082292,0.0,0.0,0.09091706904813186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012543717701228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069118346804964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229519439000028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37770615680779934,0.11892787171226807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304455541912243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451123579284206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853676428009494,0.12399478984237686,0.0,0.15387148266353814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971262123376366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284262747546766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727387128535961,0.0,0.0,0.07942150918283374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774202420795613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067301597427486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915796121336133,0.0,0.0,0.09675524493911236,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Wutwutintheasshole,2018/01/03,"Talking on the phone? Hi guys, Recently I've got an opportunity to try out an IT job and somehow I never realized that it would mean talking on the phone to quite a few people throughout the day. Talking on the phone with strangers absolutely terrifies me and I stutter to boot so it's just a complete mess. I like the job but I'm starting to feel sick every morning on my way there because I know what's coming. Has anyone here had similar experience/found a way to mitigate it? I usually don't post about that sort of thing since it's embarassing but I feel really at a loss.",2.5609169278996866,4.760844543103449,4.4934169278996885,81.62963949843261,77.70689655172414,8.01128526645768,28.64890282131661,8.841846274778883,2.5340620689655178,461,21,90,11,11,157,78,116,0.127,0.84,0.033,-0.8813,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,11,0,4,1,0,0,1,17,12,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,8,2,14,9,1,15,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,2,6,57,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768596776350635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131806712864477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730334332823348,0.19146432509373967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776909002169668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385777677330054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466737691676446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002237094835353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605082509266135,0.0,0.0,0.18081375674467745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624267943818388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035831687527094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921458787100071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891708562066607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408409828568065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659958423567105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748910112090572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422944484181304,0.0,0.0,0.1169853839955767,0.0,0.18030648838939306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510578371491699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925311769794426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403277954208212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131873929599778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398098953486598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011203916931149,0.0,0.0,0.28989647512498395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972172744481142,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AllemandeFS,2018/01/03,"Valium, Xanax, or Klonopin for SAD? I'm a 19 year old, male college student. After my freshman year, or this past summer, I finally sought treatment for my social anxiety and ADHD (perceived symptoms). Since I was switching insurances and wasn't covered at the time, I had to go to a hospital ""emergency"" center, but anyone can go and start a program, so there was no emergency. The medication part of the program was pretty awful. The nurse didn't even know my name and did not take any input. I was on very low doses of Zoloft, Wellbutrin, Vistaril, etc. (not at the same time). I have a great psych now and I was first on Klonopin 2mg, then 3mg a day as needed. Klonopin did work, but not as well as I would have liked. I didn't want to increase the dosage, so I was switched to 4mg Xanax used daily as needed (I didn't have to take 4mg a day, I could take 1mg if anxiety was low). Xanax, to me, were sugar pills and don't help my anxiety at all compared to Klonopin. I'm not sure why I don't respond to Xanax, as I thought it was the most instant relieving med. So, later this week, I am switching to Valium 3mg a day as needed, I believe. I am really excited to try Valium and see if it works. I heard it is very effective and the best benzo for treating SAD by many. If Valium doesn't work, I will switch back to Klonopin at a higher dose.",3.492217366520997,4.182037758122744,5.005536766102985,85.14206156184687,72.14079422382672,8.430856925707772,28.29735892076762,8.6894789155246,1.9667516245487369,1037,38,223,18,19,350,142,277,0.134,0.757,0.109,0.0306,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,6,8,12,0,0,16,1,29,11,0,2,2,35,46,25,0,9,11,0,0,1,0,2,10,1,0,1,5,8,1,0,4,0,0,3,12,4,1,1,18,3,23,8,30,25,7,31,0,4,1,0,6,9,0,6,20,139,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154707903202634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754050835008728,0.0,0.29543326029199324,0.0,0.0,0.09001069449757049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098985077978177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503412061355805,0.13509372078259713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278007088638352,0.0,0.0,0.24905973073329796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356747641195394,0.08502465372268321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410169298157436,0.0,0.1094972895006542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631993972028326,0.0,0.0,0.14192478337193765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628470388789945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707463941322155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289075576774864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051155883653656,0.0,0.0,0.1429895100923067,0.12968147862757495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863539906805279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350800081235767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940155808789206,0.12288692156330736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096423149709333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246744606274868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258078470911992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648641404575517,0.0,0.0,0.1312235649690657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111543808413154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132607745900426,0.13379929215368538,0.2903658031148237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219688349976014,0.15012647168535126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873989144460932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111809996524587,0.0,0.21243072086061945,0.07592802387994523,0.0,0.10325908019358587,0.0,0.11574332528146475,0.0,0.11615839630847803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811499367672374,0.0,0.0,0.09144577891564694,0.0,0.0,0.16579521932055122 socialanxiety,MHJosbinges,2018/01/03,"17F with social anxiety. New year, new me? Hello, I’ve previously posted this post on r/relationships and have been told to post here as I might get more guidance. Okay so I know I am sort of a social recluse but I honestly am getting sick of being one. I have a few best friends but they’re all in other countries so we don’t hang out as much as we used to before. When I’m around people I don’t know well I unconsciously act as if I’m disinterested in whatever they’re saying/ am so awkward I make the conversations awkward. I don’t mean to be that way, and I really tried to initiate conversations with other people but often times there are uncomfortable pauses or the conversations feels a little forced and my “flight” mode turns on and so I make up an excuse to get the hell out of there. I get intimidated by strangers! Why am I like this!!! I should also mention that I moved to Dublin from an Asian country 3 months ago to take the leaving cert. From then til now, I can’t seem to make friends with people of other nationalities/race other than my own. I’d say that we are acquaintances, but not really friends. I don’t mean to be seen as “the Asian girl who only hangs out with Asians and won’t make friends with people from other races/countries” because it’s not true! I just don’t know how to have normal interactions because they stress me out sooo much!! Also, it seems as if all my friends have already been in a relationship or are currently in one but I’ve never even kissed anyone before. I’ve been in a girls’ school for 10 years and so 2017 is my first year in a co-ed school. I don’t feel awkward mingling with the boys as I feel like we have a lot in common (I’m not trans tho). Over the years, I’ve found a few people in school attractive (mostly girls), but NEVER really had hard-on crushes on anyone. Is that normal?Most of my female friends are so crazy about boys and relationships and have tons of crazy crushes but I’ve never felt that way before. What can I do to change myself and not be so scared of interactions with other people and be more outgoing? HELP!! Sorry for the ultra long post! TL;DR: I’m a socially awkward useless human being who needs help with socialization 😭",2.9225710955710973,4.935731518181818,4.2304545454545455,84.82689976689977,75.86363636363636,7.058275058275057,23.1002331002331,7.969615865706242,1.1669726107226108,1748,52,351,28,39,575,204,440,0.149,0.721,0.131,-0.8187,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,4,0,1,2,23,23,1,6,19,1,38,2,0,6,6,75,68,42,0,5,16,0,4,2,6,3,1,2,0,6,18,27,0,0,12,0,0,4,15,8,1,3,8,7,34,15,60,51,13,49,1,1,1,1,38,19,1,11,22,235,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446511003702303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025233401141438,0.11631412115565895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563337784037825,0.0,0.0,0.1017001059063337,0.0,0.0,0.06473944893940611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866329961362587,0.0,0.185647358156819,0.0,0.07631896291635458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693195765293755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048033271693507636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031375717415044,0.051953775750298505,0.06982608931745811,0.0,0.0,0.06185868246452419,0.0,0.07973770656282862,0.3371165764943013,0.0,0.15198038031766845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514608803740604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749023238269616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990101536098707,0.0,0.0,0.07700382362885723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105818433921804,0.0728881823693554,0.0,0.06435812400570234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182702954182071,0.0,0.0,0.19417435073648995,0.0,0.0,0.15843470530504805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714827893198398,0.0,0.0,0.05804730758336335,0.07729370955962138,0.10692047136803877,0.05392365011266713,0.16826684000647638,0.14047386990510427,0.0,0.0,0.14250743327846233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855882748094748,0.05530959761130972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025044493920981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785965392057813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976585857749566,0.0,0.0,0.2342338874466885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566549886051558,0.07280904029615641,0.2208005880445032,0.0,0.13240972275296728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965303296292388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140814973134441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330467237320982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05467911913724925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042405733438032,0.0,0.0,0.06949054489738242,0.0,0.04937457101559298,0.07910242624390555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280986666385678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544926485849147,0.0,0.0,0.06538727706069368,0.0,0.0656217645715474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732653333898006 socialanxiety,inxobit,2018/01/04,Dating Anxiety I've had this problem for as long as I can remember. When Im talking to a girl its so easy for me to say lets go to a party and hangout and follow through. When Its a lets get Starbucks I cant bring myself to make plans and actually leave the house. Once i've been out at a party and have had a couple drinks I always am confident and make plans to go out the next day with the girl but it always goes away. What do I do? Im in my early 20s will I grow out of it? I take some meds for anxiety in general and they help but at this point I don't know what to do ,1.1926923076923082,2.050433653846156,3.640000000000004,92.12000000000003,77.84615384615384,7.046153846153848,21.46153846153846,7.554174236665415,0.4970615384615389,445,11,111,6,10,156,77,130,0.054000000000000006,0.847,0.099,0.7592,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,8,0,14,1,0,2,0,19,23,13,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,8,10,1,0,2,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,3,1,11,0,22,17,1,21,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,7,75,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.1669547870989218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847137142601708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617599074090656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607404768314524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930287260432466,0.0,0.11033600616200108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759867562016104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893851223497743,0.0,0.19446368615754367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146750170149714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740971847089986,0.0,0.0,0.3696034377470837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402412693447776,0.0,0.0,0.1811548617546304,0.0,0.3498930690216142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140530051122336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22840182478147664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900374430687158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195139031154045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822004940397461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617311151214507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370573601791444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938065418259996,0.0,0.0,0.13605407152798046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863501838448066,0.13751205951663942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DoTheFandango9,2018/01/04,Would you be suspicious of someone without social media accounts? 18 year old girl here.I feel tempted to delete my social media accounts as I feel shitty looking through my news feed on Instagram/Twitter. It's also distracting me from studying for the Leaving. Would people think I'm odd for deleting them or would anyone care? And would lads think I was weird for it?,4.946813725490198,7.442604367647061,4.794705882352943,80.87284313725492,71.5,6.298039215686276,31.92156862745098,7.1686216300943375,2.2837568627450984,299,14,47,3,6,92,53,68,0.17800000000000002,0.777,0.044,-0.8243,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,12,13,4,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,4,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,7,1,10,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684667526074486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473001421636936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478449368924504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213034614134085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230612066053366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690347213689592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105489254516072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460468764298204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294878488176043,0.17849368172690575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26996809165916713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030711656009574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5985944807884162,0.0,0.0,0.13565976527732007 socialanxiety,OldTub,2018/01/04,"Preventing myself from doing things Is anyone else’s SA so bad it prevents them from doing things? I recently started playing a sport last year and I was so worried about fucking up during a game or practice that I would just straight throw up. I was so worried one time that I threw up everywhere in my moms car, as well as on my friend whom I was carpooling with.. lol... I did get medication, but it makes me very very tired. It helps a lot though ",4.6679026217228445,5.5257546853932595,5.044438202247194,85.31624531835206,69.56179775280899,8.18052434456929,29.44007490636704,8.344100000000001,1.9413131086142323,353,13,72,5,6,112,65,89,0.136,0.737,0.127,-0.4198,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,3,1,8,3,0,1,0,10,13,9,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,0,3,0,3,0,2,1,1,5,0,12,3,11,7,1,14,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,2,5,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204917452196214,0.20815407046533127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962411809305594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970811220107268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569553639494722,0.1878115075237315,0.10613896305841587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361690522394412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559666185926658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727132618258885,0.0,0.0,0.13560608413161238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046550922938576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23793012619727916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137661607731415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058890013744532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379261084811634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699314117736124,0.0,0.1995966131183704,0.0,0.11846004241959532,0.23349428035303055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352447029743876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265878187511145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126230977563685,0.0,0.1443139338163435,0.0,0.0,0.13082375475287358 socialanxiety,GlassDragon99,2018/01/04,"I've decided to join a gym Hi, so Im 22 (m) and I'm out of shape (not that fat, but not in-shape either; mostly belly-fat) , and I also feel like I'm physically weak and I need to lift more. There are two gyms about 25-30 mins walk away from where I live. I really wanna join one of them, but the only reason I didn't do that yet is because most of the people I know from high school and the neighborhood go there; and they are like super in-shape and muscular and stuff. Having SA, it's hard for me to be around people I know, I fear that I'll be judged, and honestly, most of the people that go there, do so with close friends or work out partners, I'm terrible at making friends and I wouldn't have the courage to ask someone to go with me to the gym. There's another gym that is ~40 mins away by public transportation. I'll be going there because I feel more comfortable doing things (i.e. Working-out) around people that I don't know. Just wanted to share my decisions with people that won't judge me for making such a decision. 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I've tried to explain to them but they always answer with, ""ohh I've been sad too"" or ""it's just a phase"" or ""maybe if you try to be more positive"". And i really need help. I've had social anxiety since i was little. How do i make them understand that this it's not a phase, it something real and it's killing me :((",-0.6826923076923102,1.4377297051282056,2.1263589743589755,93.71030769230772,91.69230769230772,5.684102564102564,18.056410256410253,7.1686216300943375,0.3167241025641028,279,8,64,5,10,97,53,78,0.171,0.779,0.05,-0.8652,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,3,0,5,2,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,3,0,17,10,8,1,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,11,0,5,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,10,1,0,3,0,42,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709267577060704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440182824623381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071178311955488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487624972427225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22535812388069834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008869053004986,0.0,0.2258913990308815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672294776963775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24966859973956346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559277919211529,0.14404425449011227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599771008884056,0.0,0.0,0.4584112032066941,0.0,0.17310001872110867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652824701608373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30531590526165964,0.0,0.0,0.2340761084239318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RaG33X,2018/01/04,"How I'm planning on ridding myself of social anxiety **INTRODUCTION** I'm 19 and have struggled with SA for as long as I can remember (although I could better say that it fully started 3 years ago, in high school) and ever since then my life has taken a turn for the worse. Many long relationships have been damaged (some even lost) and forming new ones seems harder. My confidence also took a hit from the constant teasing and ""bullying"" that I had during my last two years at high school. I guess most of my SA could be attributed to that. **WHY I MADE THIS POST** The reason for me posting this is simple: this will act as a *landmark* in my journey to change my thoughts, feelings and manage my SA. I also want to share some resources that I have come across whilst looking for a ""cure"". (PS: If you have any tips/resources for SA sufferers, please drop it down on the comments below) *Below, I will list the activities/resources that I have had success with for managing/dealing with my SA.* **Join a gym:** Not only will you improve your physical health (get healthier & bigger) but so will your mentality towards yourself. During the process, you will feel much better about yourself and this *will* show when talking to people. You also get the added benefit of appearing more ""toned"" and will get more respect given to you (from gym partners to potential mates) :) **Give meditation a try:** This might not be the go-to for many of SA sufferers but I find that at the end of the day + the beginning of a morning a good meditation session will help lift any anxiety I have in me to a certain degree. If you decide to try it for the first time, don't leave it at that if you notice little/no results. Successful meditation requires patience and discipline, but at the end the results will help towards getting rid of anxious feelings & clear ""foggy"" thoughts. **Have a schedule:** This I will admit I found hard to stick to, but during the time where it was active I did notice myself feel more clear headed. I suppose having your day planned gives you something to do (as generally you will want to fill in as many of the ""time slots"" in your day) and overall make you care less about the little things (socializing). A good starting point I cannot recommend enough is [this video about successful CEO's morning routines](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ec-qGLAnReg). Do not pay attention to the ""Buzzfeed"" in it as the core information is still there and you can learn different ways to change your day/night. **Treat yourself a little bit more:** One of the many thoughts into someone with SA (me included) is the thought of ""not being enough"". This leads us to feel like we are ""less"" than someone/a group and therefore lower our morale. A good way to feel comfortable with yourself is to make sure your appearance shows who you are. You may not feel your best (in terms of socializing) but presenting yourself better in terms of how you are dressed will make a huge difference in how others (and you) think about yourself. I'm not saying to buy fancy/designer clothes. Just ensure your hygiene is always good & that you have comfortable, fitting clothes that are clean. **Therapy:** This is one of the things on my to-do list as experiences shared here have shown great potential. A good therapist should make you challenge your self-doubt, anxious thoughts & give you a new perspective into how you think others see you vs how it really is. I can't speak for experience but having read the success stories makes me (and hopefully you too!) look forward to finally giving it a go and seeing positive results. **Medication/Drugs:** The last thing I can speak from experience about is medication/drugs. Certain prescribed medication such as Xanax & supplement/drug Phenibut can make a huge short term difference for social anxiety in individials, as I have witnessed with Phenibut myself. Most of my SA gone, suddenly talkative & feeling more ""grounded"" into conversations. I was suddenly a different person. But doing that had its' consequences, as the next day I would turn back into the same (sometimes worse) person that I was. It honestly should be your last option, as many of the times it will feel like one step forward, two steps back. **EXTRA TIPS/RESOURCES:** A good audiobook that I'm halfway through and recommend picking up is [The Solution to Social Anxiety by Dr. Aziz](https://www.audible.co.uk/pd/Health-Personal-Development/The-Solution-to-Social-Anxiety-Break-Free-from-the-Shyness-That-Holds-You-Back-Audiobook/B00M3C2L82). Halfway through it and already it has given me a different perspective into my feelings & as I approach the second part of the book more exercises start to appear to ""challenge"" anxious thoughs. Sort of like a self-therapist if you will. *That's all I can come up with so far, I have started and will continue putting all these to use and look forward to any reccomendations/suggestions you guys can have for others in the comments below. We can all do this. :)",3.931281965044448,6.9278820277469535,4.2122241280731885,81.07294644558797,77.77913429522752,7.280803596452876,29.078812542741513,8.32827295287812,2.563592329510421,3981,180,671,82,99,1241,380,901,0.047,0.77,0.183,0.9992,4,0,4,0,0,0,228.0,4,33,0,16,28,39,1,1,53,0,78,7,1,21,9,133,148,55,0,12,19,0,11,3,2,20,6,4,1,4,44,34,0,2,27,8,2,19,9,6,0,8,21,20,81,33,115,100,27,113,1,4,5,0,69,48,0,18,50,462,125,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0392300079104682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048837265557961786,0.10617380216403274,0.036824287740893615,0.3356572280477401,0.0,0.09028618100019263,0.0,0.13542195780078073,0.14998903271682132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208970492740987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046443626904659516,0.11742171103522388,0.04831576239317533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045121635748907526,0.0,0.09363332523776813,0.07624473395279603,0.0,0.04782468969231322,0.0,0.07066915083586292,0.0,0.0,0.14270632693786348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23118893634137344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396768561461807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839482901767746,0.09145593701383993,0.0,0.029230472536536,0.040031814435223904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987170012892066,0.0,0.0,0.22377011710106934,0.06323256200113117,0.0,0.04847995626786112,0.04044890814000392,0.037643875904667404,0.0,0.048524090898562806,0.0,0.0,0.0924871068811322,0.1698164006705067,0.050303068489890336,0.22271748932367802,0.0,0.048792065606501664,0.04875264310179408,0.0438201009791542,0.0,0.0,0.039644414592261465,0.0,0.04541911608160873,0.09408347945203016,0.0,0.0,0.059327325825862635,0.0935171539433698,0.0,0.04395589590467569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822290695529584,0.0,0.0468603963967711,0.0,0.0,0.03125910978351768,0.06486329889447348,0.08871167579756782,0.0,0.07832980390157072,0.1114909260259749,0.0,0.04831032452836599,0.0,0.0,0.04187581350118366,0.17724614084334306,0.22434166851855852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04458296192401223,0.04459933665810289,0.04694830414533645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032533031706222224,0.0,0.0,0.08548486187995975,0.04706643913587633,0.04153097658893835,0.0,0.0,0.10077081579776856,0.0,0.0,0.11995523096147627,0.03365845417110675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792461053153778,0.0,0.030681330143257177,0.07728474062647181,0.0,0.04857946898234624,0.04183594130942105,0.0,0.08476945459796019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044489202115919946,0.0,0.0,0.04426767632995013,0.0,0.028351334721782463,0.045502230488480865,0.0,0.047514059683633335,0.050133081090337366,0.0,0.0,0.07038781804080232,0.0,0.08957826241871716,0.07053212636410408,0.04028872725136578,0.09233669404645334,0.0,0.0,0.03660877245593819,0.0,0.0,0.2706786780562668,0.03749771108716755,0.034070200081779994,0.043770019023107384,0.0,0.1252976492799107,0.0,0.03534265927445344,0.0,0.0,0.04626566669658312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041710473608020535,0.0,0.0,0.03557105537147636,0.0,0.0,0.05061024999713277,0.102768557668638,0.08820456201440209,0.056714531325976175,0.04348100065861486,0.17567041238430553,0.10322341851384664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04916971119946791,0.060093430707099264,0.0962749867487528,0.08646277680348638,0.0,0.05323415817047603,0.03822271558465399,0.0,0.0,0.052206317099862176,0.07025622962646401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039933885814547015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020067856258096,0.031437979599355265,0.0,0.0,0.05699843978012495 socialanxiety,chitschoops,2018/01/04,"I avoid talking to people at work so that when I see them again they don't have any expectations of me Basically I'd rather be nothing than be something that I can't be consistent with... It's a mix between not feeling good enough with who I actually am/being scared of rejection vs. feeling like I just can't ""be normal"" and act like everyone else since I'm so bored of small talk. I feel like this prevents me from even doing nice things for other people because then they will expect me to be just as nice everytime they see me, and I just can't uphold that? And that's a dumb reason, especially since I love helping people. 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i was called in for an interview as a waitress at olive garden on monday. i am very excited yet anxious at the same time. i really need this job. someone who has worked at a very busy restaurant before with social anxiety can you please give me tips and tell me your experience?,4.840312500000003,6.693311156250001,5.811375000000003,76.19612500000002,70.25,8.870000000000003,28.425,9.3871,2.755472500000001,270,10,46,6,5,89,48,64,0.094,0.828,0.078,0.1752,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,10,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,32,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130034617638393,0.2311150876336647,0.0,0.14304580472250136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481618890558728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889717248318884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011669395253248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625001047591312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301225484451388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169211192454982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456538376874308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105800651025715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170833378040895,0.17333840935559233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881032720157095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929116907858388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33759681094459904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978706710133233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,imcrazyfordisone,2018/01/04,"Anyone with SA have success in their career; specifically in a Corporate environment? if so, how? especially curious if anyone has to present or public speak often.",6.271111111111113,9.87543092592593,8.023703703703706,53.56666666666669,73.07407407407408,11.007407407407408,34.925925925925924,10.504223727775694,5.637948148148147,133,7,16,5,3,46,24,27,0.0,0.7759999999999999,0.224,0.7856,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,1,14,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alextropia,2018/01/04,"Reality flashes I don't know what else to call it. It's a sudden feeling of being overly aware of reality. Like someone's flipped a switch in my mind and now I realize that the situation I'm in is really happening and that I am part of it. Suddenly everything fills with life. This lasts for a short moment until it slowly fades away. Any idea what this is? Thanks! 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I'm 25, single, don't drive, have a son I can never see because of distance, have a job that only pays 9.50 an hour, I have gastroparesis, anxiety, depression. I cannot seem to do anything new. I have so much trouble coloring, learning to draw or obtain new skills outside of a school setting. My longest relationship has been 6 months. I'm in credit card debt, college loan debt, medical debt. I got rid of so many things I hold dear because I thought it would make my depression disappear. Does it ever get better?",4.213325242718446,5.8772462912621375,5.355521844660196,79.59794296116505,71.52427184466019,8.256796116504855,31.32160194174757,8.841846274778883,2.728573786407768,420,19,77,8,8,139,72,103,0.201,0.698,0.101,-0.8701,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,3,7,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,1,2,9,20,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,6,2,3,3,0,0,3,2,9,4,6,16,2,10,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,6,42,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920633590907938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974557277949024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218541017630548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218748552517528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134605022928368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184858523295031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164602027553543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190143333870478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553780643370334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920351685104516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057686635343104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146619953180718,0.18448873239384084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331534632059387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524649251483218,0.0,0.13376868015745055,0.0,0.14034626430861832,0.3514949744120249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839617012231462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953673764620696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841630691347118,0.14500630524729424,0.16565839661994822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089259465148365,0.0,0.0,0.14446362957848274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926606643358995,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Raiden5604,2018/01/04,"All the colour in my life is fading I don't know if this is related to SA, but I noticed that all the things I used to enjoy, my favourite comedians, my favourite shows, are not interesting to me anymore. I can't pick up a book anymore without giving up on the very same page, and I get so bored when people talk to me. I have very little energy and when my energy runs out I get extremely angry at everything. I feel like I'm slowly fading away in a cell in my mind and I can't do anything about it. Has anyone else experienced this? EDIT: I read the title now and it feels melodramatic but I'm shitty with analogies so yeah...(just like real life I guess)",1.00288888888889,3.2987086962962984,3.3037037037037082,87.4066666666667,84.25925925925927,6.2666666666666675,20.11111111111111,7.554174236665415,0.7691333333333334,514,15,107,9,15,176,85,135,0.132,0.736,0.132,-0.2468,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,6,0,9,2,0,2,2,22,19,11,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,4,18,4,16,19,4,16,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,2,7,71,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739580606353871,0.13183015049928135,0.193179457246617,0.15515070619353016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713765349209232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749930295411402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944579376521154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066095137669845,0.13469158198273254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970066425365292,0.18086282548946014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769585850729025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361555188292854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266339924549544,0.1842202828042757,0.18896460265677587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036962977460728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214651758017478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070850724839778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858901701543845,0.2145975156183343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153969945718218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252562669172604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162836294049923,0.0,0.3111271839201526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174390010763453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dcristo,2018/01/04,First time I took my dog for a walk in months My life has basically just been sleeping and eating to escape the pain. It's a small win.,0.6191954022988497,2.6303120689655195,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,83.48275862068967,5.2459770114942526,16.563218390804597,6.42735559955562,-0.5159747126436782,106,2,25,1,3,35,27,29,0.107,0.7140000000000001,0.179,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,3,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397857241754762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307278595214955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746332098063371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103503182280283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413729099379676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38909817305104855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226722537445614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43199040873136696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,noahtargaryen,2018/01/04,"found a friend (finally) so i got hired at starbucks around May and like my social anxiety was at it’s peak back then and i was hoping working would help me to improve and it did! although i still suffer with anxiety, the people i work with helped me get through it. i feel like im myself around them and i havent felt this way in years... however theres one coworker who literally shares all the same interests as me and is the one i feel most comfortable with and the one i actually consider my “friend”, i feel weird though bc shes the only person in YEARS that ive been so much of myself around so im clinging onto her and i know my other coworkers know im doing that, i know im not her *best friend* bc shes best friends with another one of my coworkers but im just so clinged onto her bc ive never had a friend like this in forever, its pathetic but it just feels nice to have someone finally that i can spend time with and make me forget how lonely i am bc of the aftermath of my SA and depression 😣",0.9840308747855956,3.095053698113212,3.2521440823327623,88.9097512864494,82.77358490566037,7.250771869639795,22.37221269296741,8.296473431620573,1.3625207547169813,792,27,173,18,22,271,114,212,0.101,0.7390000000000001,0.161,0.8397,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,4,14,19,0,0,8,0,17,0,0,2,2,41,30,20,0,2,5,0,5,3,5,2,0,0,0,1,12,17,0,0,9,0,1,0,3,4,0,4,8,5,32,15,23,20,6,21,0,3,0,0,17,10,0,3,13,124,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.09719479234226787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443881129157458,0.15238676462197526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659941446192059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658590520938609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904716358399544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578494554368403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201442098270512,0.07115393765231239,0.09563118626215852,0.218212874917737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920576453535796,0.3847518221570049,0.0,0.05203665349306192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965885786655792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351895635088568,0.0,0.0,0.09892482536440254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379230210322029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421192200637327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597792591032785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648347231001331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321712853019707,0.0,0.07681731224769647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26996492803024263,0.07574994508434754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904978647122602,0.08696648438683753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152919726116956,0.08439037459064247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954032842877355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785605112340348,0.0,0.058077297936001714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790574859585562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501931568330378,0.0,0.0,0.07075266190502218,0.0,0.0,0.12827768801528364 socialanxiety,not_your_guru,2018/01/04,"I resent my self-centeredness It's disgusting but I can't help it. When I walk into a room full of people it feels like all its energy is circling around me, expecting a response, feedback, some kind of confirmation that I am part of the dynamic. Except that over and over again I fail to understand how to belong. 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I don't know what to label this as but I'm so tired of being anxious. I generally label myself as a confident person-- I talk in group situations, I can (mostly) talk to persons of authority without freaking out. I like to speak my mind and at least I don't think that I am afraid of being judged. However my body doesn't agree with this. There'll be moments where a lot of attention is on me and my body begins to panic: my voice gets shaky and I stutter, I get cold sweats and my vision gets hazy. So it's like I'm fighting against myself because while I want to talk my body doesn't. This usually happens when all the attention is on me, or when I'm speaking up in a group where I don't know everyone. Because of this I've started to shy away from discussions, and I hate it so much because I don't want this to hold me back. Basically I need help on ways to calm myself down in these situations. And I wanna know if I'm alone on this?",4.246557501904037,4.6501411881188135,5.833366336633662,80.9159367859863,70.2871287128713,9.185681645087586,29.89489718202589,9.265573868473778,2.415654531607008,768,29,161,15,13,263,108,202,0.189,0.7040000000000001,0.107,-0.9594,1,1,0,0,2,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,2,3,4,0,13,5,4,0,1,29,32,17,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,3,12,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,0,4,27,3,32,29,5,23,0,0,0,0,13,14,0,5,10,111,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558329763268656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014580499588567,0.14789105760901164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299427064322688,0.10066172278883767,0.0,0.23940459463581598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362345533474288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509013165294772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273580323922864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576329605142065,0.0,0.0,0.12924653979964168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774622519967673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215834165913886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791204396422906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129501540846837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321817993247506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623392548996257,0.09706811914861099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359469928204034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429167332814159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942966889486315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265878410714032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156615396126716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388185323623368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046180736182785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441788893401078,0.0,0.15442824005033035,0.10391027845378656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261925852404491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lonelywanderer81,2018/01/04,"Lisbeth Salander I know shes fictional but anyone else wanna be like her? I mean yeah shes weird but she also doesnt give a fuck about anyone which is pre cool, idk i feel like ill never be normal when it comes to social situations and shit so i might as well just do my thing and not give two fucks about anyone. I dont think im aspergers tho, even if it sometimes feels that way. 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I was very sensitive and would cry a lot in public (I’m cringing thinking about it) and would speak really quietly and with a high pitched voice because I felt so uncomfortable with myself. Anyways, now I feel pretty relaxed and natural in social settings... for the most part. I just let myself act however I feel and try not to criticise myself (no looking at myself as a problem). However, the people around me (including friends and family who have seen me change) still make comments about how awkward I’m being and will critique my behaviour, which obviously makes me feel awful. I guess I’m being awkward without even realising, and I don’t really know how to work on something I don’t even notice. Could anyone offer some advice? I hope that makes sense.",6.394363636363638,7.599158618181818,6.9230303030303055,72.1445454545455,65.84848484848484,10.121212121212123,34.39393939393939,10.230975488527342,3.8034848484848487,712,32,118,17,11,233,111,165,0.086,0.797,0.117,0.7383,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,14,6,0,2,6,1,14,0,0,5,1,37,32,13,0,5,3,0,4,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,4,12,0,0,7,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,4,9,18,3,18,21,5,16,0,0,2,0,7,9,0,5,4,87,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472239324085291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525505447684613,0.0,0.0,0.10534549313333423,0.0,0.0,0.13412000140851987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184138932193857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187581741213019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029034230035153,0.0,0.16549374948850368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990199970104398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202953813796548,0.0,0.2285357924721301,0.0,0.14465793810469876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640011475478655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562397107984222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596979183696658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918134469919104,0.0,0.14964011034384167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655984062530398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406081523453494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651707755006994,0.0,0.0,0.12808637430625713,0.0,0.0,0.3017016435216899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715282521839465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315090070458801,0.14382272488824532,0.1044491878424998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327613709570725,0.0,0.14416198194501242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303425712733255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357965227957965,0.0,0.11598599902799404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031786236693315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653731940901678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022887534979556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431088978174508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523157796833866,0.0,0.219365627595506,0.0,0.0,0.21405013545564194,0.0,0.0,0.09702057758783428 socialanxiety,SuperDragonToad,2018/01/04,"Overwhelmed at new job. I'm on my 3rd week here at my new job in purchasing. I feel like I'm not learning how to do the job very well. My manager has told me that i'm not asking enough questions, and a backlog of work is starting to pile up (including a number of emails i haven't taken action on since 2 weeks ago). She called me out today and said that I haven't been actioning a lot of my emails. I'm starting to get stressed out, and I don't know what to do. I've always been a slow learner growing up, and it doesn't help that I have trouble asking questions for fear of being yelled at. In a more general scope, im worried im just not smart or capable enough to work at a real job, and that I will get fired from any office job I get. This is my 3rd temp job, and the other 2 jobs I feel I haven't don't that good of a job either. I guess this is mostly just a venting post, I haven't been able to talk to anyone about this and I felt writing it down might help. 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I'm mostly fine if I try doing something on my own, but if there's someone around and I want to try something new I just can't.",1.1147500000000008,3.1429129750000016,2.4700000000000024,95.165,81.75,4.0,22.5,3.1291,-0.1977500000000001,149,5,32,0,4,48,33,40,0.163,0.762,0.075,-0.5187,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,4,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203728038867302,0.28140495521017017,0.0,0.24449114575426695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294295932142217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139959210439666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30905054947944816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26525262389690835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274966283694153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327047394652483,0.422868319355776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144013606013852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37293012642187895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199198653649385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MegaTastyy,2018/01/04,"Still Only Have A Permit Hello, I’m new here, just found this subreddit. I would like your advice on something. I’m 18 and still only have my permit. I’ve renewed it twice now because my anxiety about taking the driving test is ridiculous. I know how to drive as I do fairly often (with someone in the car) but I just cannot get myself to take the test. Even thinking about taking the test (writing this) makes me sick to my stomach. I’ve made it into something that isn’t of importance in my head since high school. However, now that I’m a legal adult and have to move out soon I’ve realized that it’s seriously necessary. Any ideas? Thank you EDIT: I scheduled my driving test for a month from today. I realized if I don’t just set it and force myself to take it I most likely never will. Does anybody have any tips as to how to prepare for it? 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I have no reason to think this. We hang out and have fun but sometimes I feel like my quiet nature makes me come across as a burden to hang out with. I get so anxious and I feel like I have to say stuff or else I’ll be hated or something idk. I usually don’t feel like this but tonight I do for some reason. Such a shit feeling",-0.6997674418604625,1.2699227441860472,1.3477209302325583,100.71762790697674,89.0,3.905116279069768,16.73953488372093,4.935628992294339,-0.9701032558139536,300,7,74,1,10,99,50,86,0.228,0.58,0.192,-0.7632,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,2,10,2,0,2,0,8,1,1,4,0,22,18,8,0,0,4,0,5,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,9,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,7,13,7,10,17,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,3,7,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592660909365185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341445830664928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008950087839333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936999646408029,0.4450041452630362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031390068249402,0.0,0.08136066419535762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374766974858092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38040048737019977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394864200630337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803383070037363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383995607997435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985100520441706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988586091183455,0.15401748155622966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826957500610108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978324749935892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715107290094086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AnonymousCharmer,2018/01/04,"Can't talk to anyone despite my attractiveness I'm in high school, and only just realized looks aren't everything. For as long as I can remember, I tried attracting women based on only my physique. (unsuccessfully) I now realize, according to others, I need to talk to people, get to know them first, and then ask them out. I think it would be odd for me to spontaneously start interacting with attractive women in my class, and I also simply can't do it, since I talk to absolutely nobody during school, and I'm to much of a coward to speak up in class after 3 years of silence. (Literally not a peep) I can't open up to others, which would not be an issue for me had it not interfered in my ability to get laid. Please help, all comments are appreciated.",5.800952380952381,6.187126782312928,7.316054421768707,71.70156462585034,66.89115646258503,10.887074829931974,29.938775510204078,10.746095033038511,3.2130081632653056,595,20,113,16,9,206,90,147,0.053,0.833,0.114,0.8388,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,0,1,20,22,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,2,16,3,28,17,2,17,0,0,1,0,12,10,0,0,7,79,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638341874784955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799141704956432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112516949613227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645117385890862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570053452541008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912700490057076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269321531134712,0.19340026108300373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910545536985107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059839318730787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199171901999804,0.1537142174284353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456134111213724,0.13572777194080254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784325035504944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690243468429388,0.0,0.0,0.2009317347306965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073576999068641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37050869511346995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514191964223841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956231590674605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413811438278433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172897666698254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427757580351788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600640933157279,0.0,0.0,0.11787690995681308 socialanxiety,Potomaticify,2018/01/04,"Certain things tend to make a huge difference on my nervousness, anyone relate? Doing things like chewing gum, playing music, having well kept hair, wearing good fitting clothes all massively boost my social skills. Anyone relate? Maybe this has to do more with confidence than it does with anxiety? 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I have no idea how to ask for one, and who would give me one?! I don't exactly talk to any of my professors, they rarely even learn my name. Back in high school when applying to colleges I didn't apply to any private universities solely because they required letters of recommendation. I was even talking to the college counselor about one I was particularly interested in, but the second she mentioned that I needed recommendation letters my heart sank to the floor and I blurted ""okay, nevermind"" (which was dumb, she ended up giving me a whole speech). It was a complete deal breaker. At least there were still plenty of good public universities; now I feel like I'm stuck with the same dilemma but this time there's no way around it. I'm already thinking like, ""okay maybe I'll put off grad school, work for a few years first and get my recommendation letters from an employer and some senior coworkers..."" F*ck man I can't keep making life decisions around such stupid little things. But I don't know what to do. Does anyone have a similar experience, or maybe even some advise? 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I feel like I make everyone around me feel anxious because I'm so quiet and socially awkward. There is not a single good thing about me; I'm so disgusting, I suck at everything, and I'm the biggest waste of space I know. People can sense my social awkwardness and insecurities which makes them feel even more uncomfortable in my presence. I feel really guilty for making others feel so uncomfortable. I don't know how to stop doing this.",4.528333333333332,6.362737271929832,6.221929824561408,73.01517543859651,71.01754385964912,9.978947368421053,28.456140350877188,10.25414643259724,3.2862877192982456,475,18,83,14,9,163,67,114,0.3720000000000001,0.628,0.0,-0.9914,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,2,0,9,11,2,4,3,0,5,0,0,5,0,20,22,10,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,0,7,14,3,10,22,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,3,51,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006421155515173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189001017656672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432412061832985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527493701382308,0.0,0.0,0.3046060565604564,0.14324856355833174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029593595167824,0.11386753966380833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368793833855222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751920615993554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573883720352366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191802029526381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210005393716761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063260410890882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131018617901072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874310661201391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332563482418518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589097500666507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thirstyafterpretzels,2018/01/04,Skin stinging I wanted to see if anyone else has dealt with this. Anytime Im in a situation where either I am or feel like I am in the center of attention my skin starts to sting all over. Its gotten to the point where i cant even finish a set in the gym because i feel like everyone is watching me and the stinging is unbearable. Has anybody dealt with this and if so have they been able to cure it?,3.2325000000000017,4.135260107142859,4.620000000000001,86.875,72.92857142857143,7.504761904761906,25.904761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.2841333333333336,315,10,68,4,6,105,57,84,0.0,0.936,0.064,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,9,2,2,0,1,13,15,6,0,3,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,8,2,11,13,2,11,0,0,2,0,1,8,0,3,4,49,12,0,0.2693460217863633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883330010399657,0.2759768291603784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419083490157754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250040394758764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779005071270618,0.0,0.0,0.2573716663870544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27237888311524266,0.3848417035641157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909399235386673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631777221034847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25461905091617104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463390701673385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30275621364380034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064450053675397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588672621643891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,XxlilikinxX,2018/01/04,"Haven't made friends since middle school, I'm in college now. How do I learn to not be afraid of social interaction? (This is very long, be warned) Because of medical issues, I left regular school in 8th grade. I either did Home and Hospital (homeschool for kids with disabilities) or Independent study where'd I'd go to this small class for an hour a day for math and do the other subjects at home. In Independent study, there were a few people there but some were there because of being suspended or having other issues and weren't my type of people if I'm being 100% honest. Because of that, I haven't made one friend in the past 4 years. I feel like I haven't developed like a kid who went to regular school would have. I'm scared to approach people. I feel like they are judging everything I say. I think, ""they probably don't want to hear what I like or have to say, it's probably childish or stupid"". I always think people are looking at my face when I talk to them, so I have a hard time looking into people's eyes and I'm always covering my mouth or fidgeting with my ears or face. It's beginning to take a toll on me. I have no motivation to do anything. What's the point if you have literally nothing to do or no one to go with. And it's embarrassing to admit but I've kinda gotten obsessed with collecting dolls. I've always loved dolls but they make me happy and entertained. And I've actually spent over $100 on them in the past couple of months. They are my coping mechanism I guess. If I'm feeling sad or lonely or bored, get another doll. Something good came out of it though because I like to practice photography with them and they do genuinely make me happy. I'm in Community college right now and I don't know how to make friends, how to take that first step and introduce myself or even ask a classmate for help with work. Do you have any tips for socializing? Anyone been through this kind of thing too?",3.687343750000004,5.2539726302083345,4.858770833333335,83.02581250000003,72.69791666666666,8.140833333333333,26.34166666666667,8.745826893841286,1.885576666666667,1526,52,305,29,30,503,188,384,0.107,0.758,0.135,0.946,0,2,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,8,3,13,23,1,4,11,0,32,7,5,11,0,61,67,32,0,5,18,0,4,5,3,1,1,4,2,2,15,19,0,0,9,1,1,6,9,8,0,3,11,11,36,15,48,51,3,37,0,2,3,1,27,18,0,16,18,190,51,12,0.0,0.0,0.0869517920137493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224228016697488,0.0,0.0,0.0605931771969679,0.09343239055040416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230297337892937,0.0,0.07332427582831515,0.0,0.08329938932900187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726574014006989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191023214113824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859090770810736,0.0,0.05746414119735075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058851770525779036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008013901329107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351596444330299,0.1273105737170772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579106850473548,0.0,0.0,0.20652254885815424,0.0,0.04655270269714417,0.0,0.10127871315830607,0.07473546973608637,0.0,0.0,0.0981571324502442,0.0,0.0,0.18970385658973235,0.0798188940427273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042569225770323,0.0,0.0597239432418967,0.0,0.17875538912501016,0.0,0.08774862491821099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860010154960944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278718810744058,0.048968744601716616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681080078519763,0.0,0.0,0.2176564187316959,0.0,0.0,0.07885345744552251,0.1496483595098905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041904477837987,0.1686230534707624,0.17843107384689078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976201945527794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711212604324256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549684693486892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075716047846405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011802087548547,0.30886442201023345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423124924150761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213646790427705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609357778051211,0.0,0.14171675500523725,0.08920776746279319,0.2705313438249212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370702177716679,0.0,0.0,0.18165882000114067,0.0,0.06859593509732262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398891470688964,0.07161771283256821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059196153791333875,0.11418736316703425,0.08754336317326257,0.0,0.05195674592388292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351940578018305,0.05255532886300111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259948509061739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486813270234854,0.0,0.0,0.06329630008077307,0.0,0.0,0.057379488033840624 socialanxiety,tthatoneguyy,2018/01/05,"I really need a push right now I’ve been planning to go to the doctor, to try and get medication for SA, for like 3 months. I get so nervous I haven’t even made the phone call yet. I’m terrified that he/she won’t help because I have THC in my system (I have a med card) I hate smoking weed, but I don’t do anything outside of my house, then I get depressed, then I smoke again. It’s going to take like 2 months of not smoking before it clears my system. Should I wait til then or just say fuck it and explain my situation to him ",1.7101062801932372,2.795487643478264,3.655942028985507,91.60990338164257,76.91304347826087,6.502415458937199,23.21256038647343,6.937597516519254,0.5297053140096621,409,12,97,4,9,139,77,115,0.14400000000000002,0.78,0.075,-0.8632,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,2,1,4,0,8,3,0,1,1,12,21,9,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,2,1,15,2,11,17,0,16,0,1,0,1,6,2,1,1,11,56,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918368774557355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532622628191709,0.0,0.17494260434995124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993116446289334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770750305205199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043086659308266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579076581977798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900653557096096,0.32223807850215763,0.0,0.2336839469423245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297832359138948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780316068896642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372241475443379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088253264850112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945349592807437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22836500037928584,0.20711107337073026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282011852457893,0.0,0.0,0.15244295227939972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170671288572794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557339581239054,0.0,0.16349403356714293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310926414505661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457867432756062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958263873865176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yohomie71,2018/01/05,"Thought I could handle trying out tinder, yeah not so much... My anxiety issues are at their worst when I’m trying to use a text chat to communicate with someone I don’t know well. I am legitimately bad at it, and it’s probably because I avoid doing it at all cost. I tend to freeze when I get really lost from a situation. It somehow looks worse in texting than it does in person. In person, most people just assume I’m really deep in thought, or they get really uncomfortable and decide to leave (immediate problem solved). I can usually just say I was high to cover for my freeze up; they don’t need to know I was sober. In texting however, it really looks like I ghost them to end every conversation we have. Just a normal conversation till boom, I freeze up. Then, by the time I figure it out it has been at least an hour, and I can’t get myself to send anything. That is pretty bad, but my inability to start a conversation through text is worse. I come out the gate frozen solid. I have no clue how to start a conversation through experience (I get it in theory), so I sit there wondering how long I can wait before they’d be too weirded out to reply. I thought I should try tinder again because the first time wasn’t very stressful (meaning I got zero matches); it was slightly depressing but not stressful. But college life hit me, I lost more than 20 pounds from insufficient diet while only exercising a little less than normal. Now I’m apparently attractive enough to not need a bio to get matches; the first one scared the s*** out of me. Just going through and going right for anyone with a bio I found amusing; then, my phone makes a sound and my screen did something. I was definitely not prepared for that. Now I’m a frozen statue, and I’m too stressed to be productive, oops.",4.551948424068769,5.8013398624641885,5.745517478510032,78.73436790830947,70.14613180515761,8.793169054441263,28.000114613180514,9.174902378510234,2.284011713467049,1408,49,272,28,25,470,187,349,0.16,0.775,0.066,-0.9862,2,1,1,0,1,0,48.0,1,0,5,4,18,17,0,5,16,1,25,3,0,4,1,54,60,20,1,7,12,0,3,1,0,1,2,3,1,2,12,15,1,2,11,3,1,4,9,13,1,4,14,9,38,4,47,40,8,45,0,3,3,0,16,21,0,5,20,185,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545232640544218,0.0,0.0,0.06896498005504313,0.0,0.08116478148313268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470527140350594,0.1202488952194338,0.0,0.0839275845287598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496173953363563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874870401012936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495060221131204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631251705804648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735765342046366,0.10191202849740558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310074076531843,0.0,0.0,0.09647989211491108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677906926203691,0.0,0.10814363060359178,0.0,0.0,0.257652728184453,0.0,0.11210836424261582,0.0,0.07888409678809474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104208902875608,0.0,0.0,0.0971315145833554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294497700686099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840986590601527,0.0,0.0,0.10443582360901876,0.0,0.0,0.06966588263327941,0.04818604879541776,0.09885401787055337,0.0,0.08728519402961281,0.1656501378529692,0.0,0.21533443670512906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583685487051688,0.0,0.0,0.10743790474960352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725050196325644,0.14626704353445946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932745734364564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683481310955712,0.07501320204385116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837820909154885,0.17224129884422246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034302772061017,0.10634073269885244,0.09437639820955288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527417793920617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842302026587494,0.0,0.07843520663900591,0.09874668206296414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086520216950324,0.0,0.0,0.0835695948383231,0.07593084309269575,0.0,0.0,0.13962283938045286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389438988786257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23490562110168225,0.11502487769154696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200891608222285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518538231852582,0.1086279412274021,0.08138077652331903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886809746785815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069609440142794,0.0,0.0,0.20102651450094428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,slayer370,2018/01/05,"So I Have a weird SA issue with voice chat I stream and can talk endlessly even when no ones there (which sucks but i dont want to give the impression i only start up when a viewer comes in). I even answer questions and try to put on my best ""happy face"" though my depression is bad a good stream keeps those thoughts away. Someone suggested that I could do better by joining a twitch community or using the discord app. Only issue is i'm afraid of talking to others through a mic and then hearing a voice back. But I know this is why my channel never grew because to even semi make it you need connections and friends. 2 of which I don't have. I guess what i'm asking is if there are any gamers or people who use discord here. How do you overcome that feeling? Also can you lurk on discord chat? Idk how it works.",3.7140909090909098,4.854088606060606,4.433106060606062,87.7696590909091,72.03030303030303,6.954545454545455,26.47727272727273,7.1686216300943375,1.162363636363636,640,21,132,6,12,205,111,165,0.16699999999999998,0.688,0.145,0.1871,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,3,14,11,1,1,8,0,14,2,1,5,1,27,32,17,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,11,6,0,1,5,3,0,3,4,5,0,1,1,5,15,6,14,30,1,14,0,1,1,0,14,5,1,5,6,90,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193745560596635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036909949832494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254734543699565,0.0,0.14325910370823738,0.11724699133577135,0.12731365274129602,0.09294982460510127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001737467546714,0.13485534458315368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134721567935778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217421284788254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132999785536598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787043321139271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30213295908747617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709799827399481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780494971112765,0.0,0.0,0.14627181608745926,0.0,0.12789220793431347,0.0,0.0,0.16797288406553024,0.0,0.0,0.16231680324342956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185499149900882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182970634134354,0.0,0.13553040164564645,0.0,0.0,0.0837985081113506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178096192233553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306129688115014,0.11760125729295545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332376267926116,0.2319344043974601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570978685953426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328357836070555,0.17081145265581682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919501951958284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792546914960698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24511379813914866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980991015057368,0.12105134793024977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035232781962964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263385915720108,0.0,0.0,0.08993610491428672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758864228565654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100657753507867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DontTurnOffTheComp,2018/01/05,"I cannot interact with any human being I cannot interact normally with any human being in this planet, including family, friends, boyfriend, coworkers or even classmates. I wanted to work in my social anxiety (and depression, but that's a whole other ball game) this year by being more proactive, asking questions, talking to people and having a discussion (i.e. just being genuinely interested in what people have to say, especially in group projects). I can't. I'm literally crying my eyes out because I try my Damn hardest to talk calmly and gain understanding of something. For example, I tried talking to my classmate about a project and asked what would be important for me to do with little resources I have, and he ended up getting frustrated and called me dramatic. He said he was tired of explaining it; however our project has been pretty off the rocker, and I like to make sure our teammates are all in the same position and have the same ideas before they are executed. Anyway, the experiences I've encountered so far has literally reversed any progress I tried to make. I just don't want to try or talk to anyone anymore. Even if I do I always just end up fucking it up and people get frustrated or annoyed at me. And if I don't say anything to anyone I'm just ""not taking initiative"". I don't really know what to do anymore. 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I generally have the feeling that I look at people in a weird way. Many people and my therapist told me it's definitely only in my head. But it feels so real. And it makes me feel kinda alienated. I had two girls in a train talking to each other about how I look like some weird freak. Whow.. that was heavy. I wonder how I didn't get a panic attack. But since then my focus on that has greatly increased and I can barely think about anything else while in social situations. ,3.2433333333333323,5.182547428571431,4.580952380952382,82.99904761904762,74.71428571428572,6.571428571428571,23.095238095238088,7.3871296695380915,1.0190952380952374,420,12,79,5,9,139,75,105,0.06,0.78,0.16,0.8607,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,1,5,0,6,2,2,4,0,21,18,10,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,4,7,12,3,10,14,3,10,0,0,3,0,5,6,0,3,4,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143167048046874,0.0,0.0,0.19792229585902552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533424195474975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518690472779654,0.12428816253777042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908950405369046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180865012383813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854909885738499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999132473525452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921912781825924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322600515215128,0.1763838938572846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231623993706834,0.0,0.20412281435021676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618382074398877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802225579912333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439143668172263,0.19555579939590148,0.0,0.17734615662715195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983495122563586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019990143537663,0.0,0.11147650300125908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662410867028173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994882567982042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380936879791249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866905486604044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,samuelevans1999,2018/01/05,"How do I do this lads So I’m messaging a girl from tinder and she wants to fuck. I do as well, but I’m ovo shitting it. I feel if I meet her, she will feel creeped out by me being awkward and then she’ll want to go home and tell her friends how weird I am. Ffssss",-2.0976639344262296,-0.3065120163934392,0.5378483606557403,104.78742827868857,95.39344262295084,3.7057377049180333,15.821721311475413,5.148860815047168,-1.1681327868852454,201,5,55,1,8,68,44,61,0.16,0.725,0.115,-0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,1,1,0,7,2,1,2,0,12,15,10,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,11,2,6,12,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,1,2,1,1,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616025396133301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762624837753597,0.3305734333922086,0.0,0.0,0.2032187938221432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586780818434325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670468290135465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31253735809471456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218154124360238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215039454175317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,forgottensteamuser,2018/01/05,"Poor networking/people skills Man, I have shitty Emotional Intelligence and situational awareness. This manifests itself into me being seen as boring. It's sort of a endless cycle, that perpetuates itself.",8.925208333333334,12.662096937500005,9.957500000000003,42.67083333333337,64.0,11.766666666666666,35.666666666666664,11.20814326018867,6.144091666666666,170,8,16,6,3,58,31,32,0.245,0.627,0.128,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6484239726805896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996349580971637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6479492664706091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bob_11,2018/01/05,"Someone please help me get over my inferiority complex. It's killing me from inside. As soon as I meet someone, I start judging them inside my mind and eventually proclaim them a better human than myself. I'm an introvert, who also suffers from mild OCD. I feel myself inferior, inferior to everyone around me. Please help.",4.435919540229887,7.395018913793103,6.286896551724138,67.20609195402301,75.3793103448276,8.004597701149425,32.08045977011494,8.841846274778883,3.4512666666666667,259,13,39,6,6,89,43,58,0.215,0.601,0.185,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,3,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,1,8,4,0,4,0,4,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,27,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062248132935367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233295279553724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218761554138375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23971922596714634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268485687386956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107041823367666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33630881842484245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775530213511823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25330949933752983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5507648823111805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42512655791621695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756869955854093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shadoxgamin,2018/01/05,"I know anxiety doesn't just go away, but how can I overcome this anxiety I have? Recently something happened at school (I'm not gonna go into much detail,) but basically I got caught flirting with a girl I like, and that's most of what causes my anxiety now. I'm too afraid to talk to anyone, or even discuss the topic of love with people I'm comfortable with talking. I wanna stop being a nervous wreck and ask her out, but my mind just tells me no and I'm only gonna ruin my life. How can I overcome this?",1.5547169811320742,3.4851195660377385,3.7949433962264174,86.73449056603776,79.75471698113208,6.504150943396226,23.807547169811322,7.554174236665415,1.1759992452830188,398,14,82,6,10,137,72,106,0.2,0.665,0.136,-0.6608,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,3,0,5,2,0,3,0,23,19,9,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,0,12,4,12,14,2,10,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,2,4,54,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.480319236157755,0.0,0.0,0.14634055754037864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565806278680492,0.0,0.1966350100887468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499866274012486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382341876141277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23788886062332076,0.0,0.16738847304567325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507461175169146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502040750901255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782784099929827,0.1022486085076983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889255538665625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113234161871291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385236085092838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917461008797193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509545618781214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664880018705514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118128319317953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611218027443415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497595881932448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33643903195250235,0.18292883896467935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,goingtothecircus,2018/01/05,"I can't take a dump at work My manager 's desk is 3 feet away from the bathroom door (just one toilet). There's a fan, it's fairly loud but I never feel comfortable enough to go ""chute"" my insides out unless he's out of the office. I just had some oatmeal with peanut butter so you know it's going down. But I end up having to hold it in until I get home, which is 6 hours away. I try to go in there, I sit down and try to tell myself he isn't listening, he doesn't care. But I can never go. I end up holding my crud in all day. I know its bad. I'm scared he can hear me in there. It took forever just for me to get comfortable going #1 in there with him near. It doesn't help that I'm female. As a girl I don't like people hearing me go ""potty"". Whether it's farting or peeing. I hate it! I won't have it. At home I have a radio I turn on while I'm doing my business so my family doesn't hear. Help?",-0.5376470588235307,1.0132768039215705,2.328196078431376,96.53788235294118,84.88235294117645,5.2564705882352944,16.57254901960784,6.2581,-0.5470109803921566,684,13,173,6,20,241,113,204,0.17,0.813,0.017,-0.9857,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,1,9,8,2,1,6,0,16,2,2,0,3,23,39,12,0,0,9,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,3,1,11,5,0,2,3,1,0,7,9,4,0,1,2,7,26,4,30,36,3,33,0,0,0,0,14,17,0,2,9,111,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537406028586037,0.0,0.11274900569146122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376776963245321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708672909410765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23920275237740554,0.1395277732542293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729945564453454,0.0,0.06827800835986303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110095527092414,0.0,0.4604627340827916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333196040540754,0.0,0.0,0.4565844824357016,0.0,0.181022904272646,0.0,0.2709032419605576,0.0,0.13298277094907685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484239634091964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597152651627806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082954112516095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150355249063144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361661615732424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351940969837479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152989389172626,0.0,0.1180269827284906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002941392808866,0.18336048697418164,0.14687985230637465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830745542840363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bradypp,2018/01/05,"Improvement Plan? Has anyone found a plan online or ever made a plan for themselves to help improve your social skills and social anxiety? I think pushing outside your comfort zone gradually further each day is a good idea but what could I do to do this? Thanks for any help.",5.355,7.35797935294118,5.347205882352942,79.43492647058825,69.19607843137254,7.452941176470588,30.39705882352941,8.07648339933343,2.3115058823529413,221,9,37,3,4,69,40,51,0.023,0.6609999999999999,0.316,0.9413,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,4,2,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,4,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739452021421967,0.0,0.19955805775931987,0.0,0.0,0.18240017410784548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827639347898894,0.0,0.0,0.16823385451615358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23596383531914145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28602077510942786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879794739465808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496994462679443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944804744424851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468331176154223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5318301615383225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24016588951256185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671492851224554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,electricboogalootwo,2018/01/05,"What careers would be best for someone with social anxiety? I graduated from university over a year ago with a degree in Physics and havent got a job yet. I have been sporadically looking and applying for jobs, but I have chickened out and cancelled quite a few interviews. I just cant seem to find any jobs that I think I could handle, this causes me to feel hopeless and go through phases of not applying for any jobs. I'm starting to feel the time pressure now though because I don't know how long degrees stay relevant after graduation. Are there any career paths that would suit me?",7.752619047619048,7.39353521428572,7.704285714285718,73.07404761904766,62.92857142857143,10.680952380952384,37.41666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.7219595238095247,472,21,86,9,6,152,82,112,0.104,0.871,0.025,-0.8131,4,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,5,0,11,0,0,2,0,21,21,7,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,3,9,1,15,15,2,13,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,8,58,13,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273486481243616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284981708110961,0.0,0.12318016149425738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981565382957332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689809704541729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541230084326508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285616831124183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283349973509068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716972396106773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151160123318876,0.0,0.1287827194283208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6391515849988488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849259808184369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249798261819793,0.13521657783372867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126501054624013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658692016613908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414001499457878,0.13643205820956386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397106439603726,0.17162631669642234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317536744051692,0.1582017206083905,0.0,0.09389228725543976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287685375099148,0.0,0.0,0.10369185516229508 socialanxiety,mahabaho,2018/01/05,"I rarely call people and talk to them, i want to change this please suggest some tips I can talk to person face to face but I am very shy in making call and in call most of the time i break the flow of conversation out of anxiety and the talk becomes so weird, share your secrets of how you maintain a balanced and interesting conversation on a phone call",15.09366197183099,6.8023406901408485,13.21274647887324,63.56306338028172,57.59154929577465,16.453521126760563,48.17605633802818,11.20814326018867,5.077501408450704,283,9,59,4,2,90,47,71,0.105,0.764,0.13,0.2212,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,2,2,2,2,0,12,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,12,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,17,4,0,2,1,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041181084950835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271159259293545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7496819390920938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416680966666988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251805150886355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724734436416513,0.1602648574666362,0.0,0.20147784955090745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44258077903892185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702686145571523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144426612608988,0.10825989582219793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LonelinessKillsMe,2018/01/05,Life is so tiring with SA At least for me. I feel so drained every day. I get these moments of realization every night before falling asleep that the rest of my life is going to be the same and it makes me not want to wake up the next day,0.8476470588235259,2.7426447450980405,2.50172549019608,95.29376470588235,81.94117647058823,4.864313725490196,18.04313725490196,5.6839178017228535,-0.5299521568627448,186,4,43,1,5,61,40,51,0.116,0.884,0.0,-0.6203,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,5,2,1,0,7,8,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,8,7,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436128041418871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692683996203367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824255242844506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475747992018975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495753844466076,0.0,0.16270593949683446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044320140179203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911016612826862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044740381955984,0.2686649847407344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290497263541834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688620222662931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,salaholic,2018/01/05,Scared to go outside I am 22 years old and too scared to leave the house. It comes from my fear of meeting people. I try to avoid people as much as I can. Even me seeing people from outside my window gives me panic attacks. Haven't left home since 15 days now. Thinking about what my life has become gives me extreme headaches. I have just one friend whom I meet every now and then. Other than him I don't have anyone else with whom i can talk. My social skills are non existent,1.6773195876288651,3.9409607010309315,2.3043402061855685,95.81836597938148,81.16494845360825,4.292371134020619,17.94742268041237,4.935628992294339,-0.6471806185567015,376,8,79,1,10,116,70,97,0.183,0.7859999999999999,0.031,-0.9246,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,5,1,0,9,1,0,0,0,7,15,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,0,1,15,1,11,15,1,9,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,0,6,51,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962957569147115,0.17530114632500146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463871147007708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889546254561416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737823228986602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033840691845304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292310759522225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300283044070275,0.0,0.14415006499628524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252296234675847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321831235905757,0.0,0.0,0.3282487805668198,0.09723395870704887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161645900531702,0.0,0.0,0.1974140138289773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811588034298668,0.1858889615082405,0.0,0.1208453909932162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257702782951967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952937866355562,0.0,0.11593449787607706,0.0,0.0,0.2007363616834288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558352137694779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425803550354008,0.0,0.13633597449002458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415267885700387,0.0,0.0,0.17440393595002476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751505158582514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096270776831018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161583643970609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017586215562024 socialanxiety,Aikoiscutexx,2018/01/05,"My anxiety keeps me from holding a job help? My anxiety makes it almost IMPOSSIBLE to find a job for myself... I don’t like working with customers, I cry when I get criticized by my supervisor, I break down at work and have panic attacks before/during/and after work. When I am hired for a job I turn into a zombie that can’t take care of myself because my anxiety attacks about work cripple me into curling into a ball and crying all day/night... I have had several different jobs in several different settings (child work, restaurant, retail, bakery, and even sedentary office settings are a nightmare to me) I have had anxiety attacks babysitting even for my own mother because I didn’t feel capable of watching my two sisters at the time and I almost had to go home early because I couldn’t handle it... anyone know if there’s any help for me? Should I apply for disability or something? I seriously can’t keep a job in my state... idk if I can even take care of myself let alone take care of a job..... 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How do you know with things likes these, sometimes I try to force myself to hang out with people, but then I don't enjoy myself, do I stop? Do I keep doing it? It's all kind of confusing to I wanted your opinions.",1.5226928104575137,3.8249072823529424,4.613333333333333,78.8088888888889,82.05882352941177,8.013071895424838,21.20915032679739,8.841846274778883,1.8166993464052288,329,10,64,9,9,119,51,85,0.198,0.759,0.043,-0.8882,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,10,0,0,2,1,20,15,7,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,13,3,10,15,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,4,3,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.2285218702425634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374317020349714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330875443201705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318709297962449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814627426056664,0.0,0.2438581341429741,0.12869693471119284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440650210176373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32469612751859583,0.20447333835043494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30003811931111385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23160592470828054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578151421898307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557604348652146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899004499476022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27624599251702353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anxiouscharlie,2018/01/05,"Social anxiety tip for going out to stores, restaurants, etc. I have SAD and I wanted to share a tip that has helped me in social situations. I struggle with going out in public to restaurants, grocery store, clothing stores, barbers, etc. I remind myself that we live in the USA - and everything here is about money. So when I go to a store to buy something I'm doing them a favor. The reason I get so uneasy is because I have this illogical fear that I will be ""rejected"" or ignored or overlooked by cashiers/ employees. I remind myself I am helping them so if they want to be rude or unwelcoming, that is perfectly fine. I will take my business elsewhere, there are plenty of places that will take my money. Screw them if whatever I imagine could happen happens. Their loss. Remember this folks - you're the one with the gold. 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I start going insane if I stay in my apartment too long, but every time I go out in public alone, I feel like I'm doing something wrong or people think there's something suspicious about me. What are some public places to hang out alone that are ""easy mode"" for someone with social anxiety? I would say a park or something, but all the ones around here are really open and really empty. In a way, I'd prefer them to be packed full of people. Nothing worse than being one of two people in a relatively small park with few trees and having the other person staring at you from fifty yards away. Nothing makes me more paranoid than that lol.",6.213156934306571,6.2913059635036515,6.075611313868617,82.00494981751825,66.00729927007299,8.30985401459854,25.88412408759124,7.6454224807358475,1.300489781021898,555,12,106,5,8,174,94,137,0.155,0.726,0.119,-0.5435,0,3,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,0,5,1,9,0,0,1,1,21,17,8,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,5,8,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,1,0,3,0,3,10,3,23,14,6,26,0,0,1,0,8,16,0,5,5,72,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415446601468083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871261727195852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650669810379622,0.0,0.0,0.13351561826908412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973254445849266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185432995466455,0.10152234428728264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422906146604995,0.11919387160849787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942703731089113,0.0,0.0,0.12576155493285784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948585305039944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27271388625702403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259280141952248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955604324815891,0.1240836650884658,0.2969462827109831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207669425618395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301038690542227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486172458826546,0.1204080750328724,0.32820620957068264,0.0,0.0,0.10058513118885427,0.15146875807338453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105739184290253,0.0,0.0,0.08286461200706634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138819360103122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279911657441095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482070715105674,0.1009498045809125,0.15537334152922425,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CaptainMichigan,2018/01/05,"Weird thing with mirrors idk 19/m Someone tell me whats wrong with me. I look good but I'm faaar from a narcissist (shy af too). I always have to look in mirrors or anything reflective really. I stop at anything I can see myself in. In public I do it to make sure I look good every few minutes, in class I just open Snapchat to check on myself. I even do it when I'm by myself and have the house to myself which is weird. Weirdest is that I often go in 'trances?' or something? idk, I'll go to the bathroom and check on myself and just put my hands on the counter and lean on it and idk what happens, I just sorta zone out staring into my own eyes, I don't try to do it it it just kinda happens a lot. Often I'll just look straight through the mirror, at myself for hours (I'm not shitting you) without even realizing what I'm doing. Anybody know why I'm like this or if it might be linked to something? It's such a weird thing I feel like it can't be good.. if anybody can relate?, that'd be cool, lemme know, let's figure this shit out together maybe",0.4295104633781753,2.504056291479824,2.267830717488792,95.35283725710018,84.73991031390135,4.613527653213752,20.950859491778765,5.7366,-0.058832436472346476,815,26,183,5,24,269,118,223,0.104,0.7859999999999999,0.109,0.6302,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,12,13,2,0,7,1,18,4,4,1,1,40,36,12,0,2,13,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,19,11,0,1,7,0,2,3,4,6,0,0,0,10,23,7,28,30,3,22,0,0,7,0,3,16,2,11,5,121,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287200869820925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232574602141373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919163426114348,0.0,0.11429132184033534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858892365155707,0.09690868073839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541865092975655,0.34133138662542234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399104209488828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358833016225716,0.15652236154663893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909983666599289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871173586658364,0.0,0.13254387771690262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45564872331802203,0.0,0.0,0.11532512854634795,0.0,0.0,0.09054770269992624,0.0,0.13627907052612673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390364943770115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636612997209455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690112682801931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809581486665787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784863951307073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149361530567653,0.2088606273684892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340981763776375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278489070316143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856443826716695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024021104338198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209772475713804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240339687568025,0.0,0.0,0.13076215552905546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831242969434236,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,flemingle,2018/01/05,"Okay, how do you actually make friends? I’ve read so many articles. They all technically make sense, but I need examples. It seems like everything those articles tell me about making friends would come off as odd. It doesn’t help that I live in a small town where most people already have an opinion on me. I’m thinking about maybe joining a book club, but other ideas would help. 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I started to go to the gym, do some boxing, walk 10000 steps everyday (8 km) and I also changed my entire wardrobe. All of this improved my confidence a lot. And because of that I have no problems doing stuff and talking to random people now. I honestly don't feel any anxiety anymore. The best part of it is that people around me are always telling me that I've improved a lot. And it just makes me even more proud of myself. Anyways. Today after the gym and the boxing training I started to do my 10000 steps thing. And so I was runing down the street and I saw a boy who was probably 16, and he was shirtless so I could see that he was really muscular. So I did some eye contact with him and kept walking. 40 minutes later I saw him again, and he was apparently waiting for a bus ( mind you it was midnight). He was sitting looking to the floor and then when he looked up he saw me. His reaction kind of scared me... he made a really angry face. So I just looked at him and smiled. Then he said. - Wow boy, you sure walk a lot, you know that? I dint said anything and just kept walking. And so he followed me. - I was waiting for the bus but now I'm gonna walk with you. And so he did. And we talked about running, sports, gym and all this kind of things. But for my surprise he looked kind of nervous and also for my surprise I was just fine, without any anxiety. Someone was trying to impress me for the first time in my whole life lol So I can confirm that just by working on yourself you will for sure attract some other amazing people with the same passions as you. He wasn't the first one, and I hope he's not the last lol I dint asked his number, I thoutgh it was kind gay, so this was my only mistake. But maybe I'll see him around some other day and I'll have my first friend lol",0.9795488721804516,3.130502606516295,2.4583583959899755,94.35791353383458,83.08521303258145,5.003007518796993,22.53258145363409,6.18269132825596,0.3139513784461152,1496,52,326,12,42,485,185,399,0.041,0.767,0.192,0.9956,2,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,6,0,6,26,24,0,2,19,4,27,6,3,3,4,69,55,39,0,5,10,0,1,1,1,2,1,2,0,2,19,29,0,4,3,4,0,11,6,4,0,4,24,13,48,20,39,28,16,45,0,0,10,2,37,12,0,11,22,224,67,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268455309448814,0.07943343558594694,0.0,0.0,0.12983716242284452,0.0,0.1460589195584819,0.0,0.094674326320006,0.0,0.0,0.07855848092691534,0.16996584302379428,0.08924566132979228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819377794753058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001832505781821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098792353168523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762199866611441,0.0,0.0,0.06156618103946405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305286537285185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04826930885364698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436040919176961,0.0,0.0,0.07375500829329294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425421366982586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481698194773876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976429614807404,0.05246434615755737,0.15563129365497425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742882580470627,0.046638735743099465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206618180267689,0.0,0.0,0.3246392538054554,0.0,0.09033004949777966,0.06372275281377336,0.0,0.09590610546582352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639111091803752,0.0,0.07619820472909901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468866539130914,0.072604436238806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337787088848448,0.0,0.19854750311320893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029260015098185,0.0913458564566811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231296562987795,0.09815257038929344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161565589549936,0.0,0.0955758051421804,0.0,0.15214439871056076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088607277949462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513937897695824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928308290589653,0.0,0.0,0.17994679174324948,0.0,0.0,0.15346019211318238,0.0834394707642729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684366442163894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055665643984577365,0.0,0.09048841364418457,0.0,0.0,0.0648135775333682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630695637225094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658179808937224,0.0,0.09202358829343303,0.0,0.06949870159773462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cornara,2018/01/05,"when you date someone and they think you are talking to everyone but you talk to nobody? i just hate that i don't have social media and don't do anything that is hoe form, and they still think i'm talking to someone this is why i broke up with the person.",5.18888888888889,4.5504564074074105,5.6337037037037065,86.73166666666668,68.25925925925927,7.940740740740741,29.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,1.2695999999999996,202,6,44,1,3,65,36,54,0.16,0.84,0.0,-0.8674,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,2,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,5,11,1,4,0,1,0,0,10,1,0,0,3,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479159872587924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23779758250411734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456989556670015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172960384564126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536826975134216,0.4217186474005553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874091021334175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6000757215419569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189204720142526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455856401488813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rhrhrhrhrhrhrh,2018/01/05,"Any hopeful stories for those with SA? Feeling pretty discouraged. My combination of depression and SA fuel each other, and it has left me with only a few friends, interests, and romantic prospects. I feel like I will always feel inadequate/boring/bored, and this mostly concerns me because how it will prevent me from a romantic relationship in the future (My fear of being boring/annoying dominates my mind and prevents me from developing feelings for the guys I try dating because I'm so preoccupied with anxiety). I am going to start seeing a counselor soon. I need some reassurance that someone else is making progress.",8.351507936507936,9.829692722222227,8.673439153439157,60.35833333333335,61.5925925925926,11.356613756613758,41.35449735449736,11.20814326018867,5.4864164021164035,506,28,69,14,7,167,79,108,0.08,0.655,0.266,0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,2,0,23,17,7,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,12,5,11,14,4,7,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,3,5,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766207284315616,0.0,0.0,0.14519792098855822,0.0,0.16333883971262173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603142402306401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839006623006308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836487529921485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026439635267866,0.4318395850506358,0.15253557808572216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496161294411912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134582861681036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141400010046826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206915487547676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319853101208824,0.0,0.0,0.10431293076752134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425233123640686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21558987651772707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583191023874841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238822536938194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722211231851093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22923583456614846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014427896138945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091106406443488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112743150713506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496306810876486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,regluj,2018/01/05,"I wish I liked being alone This is sort of just me venting and it probably won’t make sense or go anywhere, so, sorry. I hate the break between semesters because I hate the feeling of being alone. I can’t find a way to enjoy me, by myself. I want friends but, friends stress me out and I feel like a loser with nothing to offer. I transferred to my uni this year as a junior so it’s hard trying to become friends with people who’ve already known each other for two years. Plus, I’m shy and social anxiety makes me do and say weird shit that probably makes people cringe. So it’s this odd thing where I don’t like talking to/hanging out with people because I feel like a shitty, wreck of a person to have to be around so that’s kind of how I feel alone with myself too. This was maybe, completely pointless and definitely poorly written, I’m sorry. & this is my first post ever in the, maybe, 6months since I’ve started on reddit. Reading all of your posts has really helped me so it sucks that my post is so shit. But thanks if you read this far.",1.8009390298175347,3.935945271028043,2.941295060080108,92.12531152647976,79.93457943925233,5.19768580329328,21.8727191811304,6.18269132825596,0.2736139741878061,824,25,171,6,21,264,126,214,0.229,0.624,0.147,-0.9661,0,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,2,12,18,5,1,8,0,13,2,2,4,2,34,31,18,0,3,5,0,5,4,3,1,0,1,0,1,15,14,0,0,6,2,1,1,3,8,0,2,2,6,23,10,25,25,2,18,0,1,0,0,11,7,3,3,9,108,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212145610465895,0.11408348550776012,0.0,0.0,0.11201325192398964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908616905394696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203099294045003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604017541848206,0.11417617352846672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839299380444613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351401782620217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209090125089592,0.14771078987035033,0.0,0.0,0.09448834558761576,0.08793581135555444,0.0,0.0,0.2396156731307229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587537950732655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260905470295233,0.2041346354278561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929409374933311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765538513444284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202690533880105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070228268227784,0.0,0.2077201856101316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919684142056398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501407026584346,0.09026828679389176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29703121380688724,0.0,0.22292436997503726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068179187901629,0.0,0.06622850495221529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221270711655974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223818691717888,0.08551781747438636,0.0,0.0,0.10538389312782176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314530931590961,0.07317359188966062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842256677626432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309371815977894,0.0,0.09517931950354913,0.0,0.0,0.06868173144232534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018890137336208,0.0,0.10098819857875048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097678230169345,0.08205901234281839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888302848070527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331479271889891 socialanxiety,iwant2breakfree2,2018/01/05,"Left out-almost in all situations involving group Social anxiety princess here. Long rant so please bear with me. As the title suggests, I'm left out in all group stuff. I don't have friends as such where I live. My bf has friends, so when we all hang out in a group, I don't talk much(of course).I don't form bonds as such and I understand when people forget I exist... Eg, The gfs of his friends formed a group chat that I didn't get included in; theyre friends with each other in facebook but I'm not. I once made drinks for everyone on the party hosted at one of the bfs friends place. The person who made some snacks was thanked and I was not even acknowledged. There was this time when someone asked to the other person, ""if you could make a basketball team, who all would you choose?"" Literally everyone in the room was picked, even the one who had not even dribbled a basketball was pointed at except me. One of the friends wife in the group had babyshower recently and the other women got together and organised games for it & didn't even invite me in. I didn't know if I shouldve said something. Sorry, I've gone very specific. I know I haven't bonded with people so that I can be liked but I'm nice to them and it hurts. Like a punch in the stomach. Being left out hurts EVERY TIME. Idk if I should just accept it, move on. Even if I try to form bonds, I just don't know how to get along. I just saw a group pic of everyone being tagged except me. And since then I've been analysing everything that happened and been feeling low. It's not even like they are best friends with each other, just casual. Do you relate? How do you get over it? Just had to let this out of my chest because I dont feel like this is worth crying over.",3.3332693316546025,4.689337376770538,3.849398803903056,90.75065050886585,73.24929178470255,7.269289686286854,24.405518833280873,7.793537801064563,1.0161126639387268,1366,40,297,18,27,429,173,353,0.13,0.772,0.098,-0.6948,1,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,1,4,2,2,24,19,0,0,18,0,33,4,2,6,4,60,55,25,0,7,17,1,2,4,8,2,0,1,1,3,19,19,2,0,9,5,1,3,13,3,0,3,19,4,32,16,41,29,11,38,0,3,1,0,38,27,0,5,12,199,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878927951153723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607291558550693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783160664469308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289362419450293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405185067557591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305273332362313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079504859122783,0.0,0.09739882531325096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039195062017405,0.08686194575299999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513905627718609,0.0,0.07470752762726107,0.25418132908605257,0.07969005538075585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896675062658067,0.06334521140370293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795386010008775,0.0,0.13897781029489326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091676663618418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784097782425906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984417687054395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619062918669046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890176579768651,0.09067014601471626,0.0,0.17327694258699566,0.0,0.07829642576032461,0.07846934918225881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780166262357446,0.0591873021688373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424120386866204,0.06518197921498582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442968072920993,0.1802533984966194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229439568832692,0.15484484823425715,0.0926403206403659,0.09733202752440437,0.08382094486289443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875500234386758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434460400269367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334798265520151,0.09966776562642488,0.0,0.09038696488708003,0.07512902722268669,0.06826179292587269,0.0,0.09925778021411052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150488741119376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712688510808303,0.0,0.08163457957952636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340731200256516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020048771781347,0.0,0.0,0.09230764363967146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731612805668414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298797331004348,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LibranJustie,2018/01/05,"What are your wittiest comebacks for boundary crossing people? <3 People who verbally tease under the guise of humor for example. or people who are so bombastic and pompous when they enter a room, and they direct that ""pecking order"" vibe at you.",7.643643410852714,9.483111348837207,7.288372093023257,68.33782945736439,63.418604651162795,9.454263565891472,35.26356589147287,9.725611199111238,3.982928682170544,200,9,27,4,3,63,36,43,0.052000000000000005,0.901,0.047,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lonelyprincesss,2018/01/06,"I feel like I'm drowning I just feel like I'm drowning and like my life is spiraling out of control. I'm so unhappy, but I'm unable to make friends. No one at school ever talks to me, and I haven't made any friends in the job I've been working at for five years. I resent my parents for lots of things, yet I still live at home while I'm going to college. I have virtually no social life. I have one friend from high school, but I can't even visit her half the time since I don't have my own car. When I can hang out with my only friend, I remember that she's narcissistic and selfish. I feel like I'm missing out on what should be some of the best years of my life. I have a boyfriend who's a year older than me, and pretty much the only thing I do is hang out with him. However, after dating him for three years I'm not even sure if I'm in love with him anymore. I always go to his house, but he'll never come to mine. We always do what he wants to do, and honestly, I'm bored with the relationship. But I have no other true friends or acquaintances, and I feel like I'll be alone forever if we ever break up. Unlike me, he has friends, but he seems to rarely want to hang out with them. Basically all we do is sit at his house or go out to eat, but I wish he wanted to do other things too. I probably sound whiny, but I just hate myself and my life and I feel like there's no way to change it. 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I know I'm actually rather friendly. I also know some of the reason I go out less is cause I'm busy. HOWEVER, if I do go somewhere or do something with someone, 90% of the time it's because I initiated and asked someone if they wanted to hang out. Another problem is that in conversations--even with friends--usually I'm the one asking questions or something. I don't have an amazing sense of humor so I just try to get to know people better. Moreover, I have many friends who I'll meet up with one on one, but I don't have a circle of friends where we all have fun together. I feel like a loser when I see everyone going places with a bunch of friends and I know I can't necessarily do the same. Maybe it's just imposter's syndrome, but I always feel as if people are just obliging me and don't actually like me enough to be with me. 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We've created a new sub called /r/FriendsForDepressed/ for people with depression to share their social experiences and make friends with one another! We really wanted a platform catered specifically for depressed redditors to make friends. We gladly welcome you to join our subreddit! :) Thank you and have a great day!,6.2229032258064505,10.065246370967746,5.3228225806451634,70.70423387096777,77.2258064516129,9.551612903225807,36.782258064516135,9.516144504307137,5.0920903225806455,313,18,42,10,8,94,42,62,0.114,0.477,0.409,0.9737,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,2,1,0,0,11,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,10,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,8,9,6,0,4,0,3,0,0,15,1,0,0,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779295131274185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926103231898497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164948381519228,0.0,0.4873951746707675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451442228584214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372006775235779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796308484249426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777320530297149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643562813524757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781924460284755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307709354861283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083995532581712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228253675384693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366336028646584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125770775839093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MrSilverbolt,2018/01/06,"Anyone wanna play Xbox? My gamertag is: x2flippy :) I have social anxiety but have found it's way easier to socialize over the internet, send me a friend request if you want to play pubs or something! my gt is: x2flippy",1.7456910569105697,4.536042146341465,3.1920731707317067,84.34794715447156,90.95121951219512,6.635772357723577,26.34552845528455,7.793537801064563,2.2933869918699186,172,8,30,4,6,56,35,41,0.026,0.601,0.3720000000000001,0.9505,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608567402614972,0.0,0.0,0.23842843218231305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738783984964276,0.2634483549447948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6951935886194661,0.0,0.2625110869085039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011249862413316,0.2706623259779363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,peachdope,2018/01/06,"Only ever fully comfortable with my family Hi! I just wanted to see if anyone experiences this too. I've got a fair few friends, but I honestly don't feel like I ever properly enjoy their company. I'm never relaxed when I'm with them, even if I've known them a really long time. I'd say I'm the happiest when I'm with my family. Is this normal? To kind of prefer spending time with your mum than your friends..? :') I'm 25 btw. 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I thought it went really well, but I haven't heard back. I know it would be a good idea to call them to check up, but my phone anxiety has been preventing me from doing so for 3 days. It's worsening my anxiety overall because of financial concerns and because of the difficulty of finding jobs I'd feel comfortable doing due to my social anxiety. Anyone have advice or been in a similar situation?",7.886907216494844,7.163354804123711,9.371876288659797,62.42441237113404,62.81443298969072,13.94556701030928,42.08041237113402,13.023866798666859,6.010226391752576,404,22,68,15,5,143,69,97,0.171,0.701,0.128,-0.3521,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,12,17,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,7,3,10,4,14,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,50,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543645882819658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5493655355804737,0.0,0.0,0.12553285302513473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804892090740822,0.0,0.3283228722309801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833221051226913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578319941921494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155340865619296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408887040806416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058280896297335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266962078174014,0.0,0.0,0.35631534387374825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986660168131174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300254173959891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018013362497651,0.0,0.18301012548170675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425282454225312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142070586501972,0.1664278357754755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753428454767354,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Terra0811,2018/01/06,"I bought a house... I bought a house about a year and a half ago. I haven't lived in it yet because I work overseas in the Middle East. I will be coming home soon, which is good, but I'm having anxiety about coming back and meeting the neighbors for the first time. I usually stay at my brother's house when i come home on vacation from work. I'll be living alone as well. I'm sure I'll be assigned some random therapist at the VA hospital again that I'll see for about 6 months before they leave me. The idea of seeing and meeting new people in a more ""civilian"" setting is really never wrecking. But staying in a hostile environment is a little bit more never wrecking. I'm also thinking about getting a dog. Maybe that might help... I don't know... There are plenty of times where I just wanna have a panic attack just to release the mental pressure I feel. One day at a time, right? Fake it till you make it...",2.207416879795396,4.218055521739132,3.637698209718672,88.25998721227623,78.02173913043478,5.851150895140666,23.323529411764717,6.794906146795322,0.7684984654731459,712,23,142,7,17,234,117,184,0.141,0.816,0.043,-0.9535,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,3,15,8,2,2,16,0,13,0,0,1,3,22,28,9,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,2,3,4,5,1,3,2,3,14,3,21,21,4,37,0,0,2,0,7,13,0,3,18,94,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755005855833333,0.0,0.0,0.12565934248926014,0.0,0.09702605435923244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281568031287382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802825289215667,0.0,0.09329383574774526,0.0,0.07396049630524194,0.0,0.1032412945519359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245888419232052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31354029879763123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824660068302647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134714337236515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320163756146672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338893547802682,0.0,0.0,0.10176427134297032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132368187693154,0.0,0.2434039952805998,0.0,0.0,0.4199890846908565,0.0,0.1369646802596254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667876218040959,0.0,0.0,0.12846896151643666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160265107020762,0.21426990697940385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098746275404728,0.0,0.12189040493900745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227020907538075,0.12870996283174382,0.0,0.0,0.09684294847490207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871514527856372,0.11717945510007648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221507464215039,0.0,0.0,0.14235240814030636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411364231905617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772590096065114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361355222705468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193365607725992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586392670789576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435031798301988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087129959854194,0.0,0.0777421607859213,0.0,0.0,0.2122422087785221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362578393979094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908855150962717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665663388869166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078131331888545 socialanxiety,rjw223,2018/01/06,"How to deal with little (stupid) worries? I'm quite new to this having only been officially diagnosed with anxiety and medicated since mid-Dec. I suspected as much for a while but didn't seek help until it had got to an uncontrollable stage and was taking over every aspect of my life. One of my biggest problems is over-analysing tiny, pointless things until it's all-consuming. So for example I go back to college next week. I sent a message to a girl I haven't seen since before Christmas. We exchanged a few small talk messages then all of a sudden she stops replying. Rationally, I know she probably was busy/forgot, but the anxious side of me is coming up with 101 irrational reasons. Mostly along the lines of 'what did I say wrong', 'she thinks I'm really irritating', 'she doesn't want to message me for x/y/z reason' This is just one of many, many weird thoughts I get like this daily. The propranolol is already helping the acute anxiety attacks that were dominating my life pre-Christmas but obviously my paranoias are still there. I'm starting CBT soon and hope this will give me mechanisms to deal with this. Anyone got any tips in the meantime? The problem is when these stupid little thoughts start they grow until they consume me and I literally cannot think of anything else. It's paralysing. I think I come across weird to other people cause they can probably tell in some subconscious way that I'm over-analysing. Or maybe that's my paranoia again.",5.569545454545455,7.170393545454552,5.648863636363636,79.05329545454545,68.0909090909091,8.700000000000001,31.568181818181817,9.120678840339163,2.7859272727272733,1175,49,210,22,20,370,174,275,0.18,0.785,0.035,-0.9875,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,3,1,9,11,3,1,12,0,19,4,0,4,2,37,43,17,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,15,12,0,1,9,0,1,5,4,9,0,2,13,2,27,2,32,29,5,34,0,0,1,0,21,10,0,4,18,131,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486325586309475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694552094137372,0.0,0.17311807257402276,0.12782669651144,0.0,0.07911674159707456,0.0,0.09311237440014968,0.0,0.0,0.12872385905539502,0.0,0.0870049595781875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628186672031032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623567608066275,0.0,0.19493650217706573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333042742701177,0.0,0.11484433218389173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452186473539624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953333101583983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591159289868018,0.10854328372206794,0.06430545240189009,0.0,0.1809919381321108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168341182976414,0.0,0.0,0.11238295621861064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218399063273935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984163643722366,0.0552791165615992,0.22681099251982584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22943160995564504,0.11367385282948403,0.0,0.0,0.11398618899425696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317788097933249,0.0,0.0,0.10928046502389192,0.12033574700067567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533460209589644,0.08605527207773811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844359695673114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439885363111464,0.2165375268447364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034839119169773,0.0,0.0,0.07248644904626612,0.23267300422795476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998100152887077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187196824792514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017555715229054,0.0,0.0903613144071458,0.09459802499241617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850743212307311,0.09094525947398946,0.09889762569086873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517148137641788,0.2175048384221948,0.0,0.1796560835133895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673849011850781,0.08981278410657627,0.09076168127386283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149087811035739,0.0,0.0,0.12371118500273084,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,monstergrillz,2018/01/06,"Going to a concert alone. Tips ??? So, at the end of this month I will be going to two concerts alone, and I’m terrified. I’m going to see the queen of my life, Lady Gaga 💗and I wouldn’t miss seeing her for anything, but the anxiety I feel knowing I will have to que on my own surrounded by total strangers is terrifying to me. I last saw her 4-5 years ago, and I went with a friend, but I have since fallen out with that person and no longer have anybody to go with. Has anybody else ever been to a concert alone ? What was your experience and how did you deal with it ? 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Do you know some topics we can talk about to socialize with other people? I always dont know what to talk about and i keep staying silent. 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But when I was a teen and learning to be social and meeting people it was always hard to me to do things that comes easy to other people. In this case: Dancing. I am not able to let loose and forget about the world like almost everyone of any ethnicity does at a party or social event. At a party I am really really aware and so instead of what would be dancing, what happens is that I am conscious of every single movement and so I need to stop because for me unfortunately, dancing is like telling myself to breathe or pulling one leg in front of the other to walk even though I've been walking for about 27 years. I hope I didn't lose anyone in my explanation and please share away. Thank you!",4.044819897084049,4.932077358490567,5.335323041738139,82.55608919382506,71.0125786163522,7.794396798170384,27.033161806746712,8.00094639256281,1.5966427672955974,616,20,124,8,11,206,99,159,0.049,0.753,0.197,0.9705,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,11,6,0,0,5,0,17,2,2,0,0,19,23,14,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,2,4,0,10,4,1,0,1,4,1,13,5,22,14,1,23,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,4,8,88,23,1,0.16700873833574334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723512708097654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389646490864232,0.0,0.0,0.1135716690419694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677639299093355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569102072579152,0.0,0.0,0.2036139535408064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386324011193055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461504723696362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030769657383424,0.0,0.14071206507568454,0.3191680129641031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476852757554695,0.0,0.14960702568952386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587736041637766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415555002730138,0.0,0.1631840672272485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868400590168794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383486331591415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316944331642002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315656616015225,0.0,0.0,0.18332544290978064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398014856205974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404887536538789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962678340495524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597299851355566,0.15375920792791467,0.0,0.0,0.11095318479657663,0.0,0.1640852374651883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186382159989205,0.0,0.0,0.1075481518916471 socialanxiety,SakuOtaku,2018/01/06,"I agreed to let this friend from school read my short story, but I'm regretting it. There's this girl who was in my Lit class who seemed to have admired me for being active in class discussions and stuff. And on my snapchat, I posted a line from my outline for a short horror story I'm working on, and she showed interest and wants me to show her it when I'm done. I'm not exactly worried that it won't be good enough, but this particular horror story of mine is a bit messed up. I've been reading Stephen King lately, and trying to develop my horror stuff, and she's such a nice girl and I don't want to freak her out or have her think I'm creepy and weird. We're not the best of friends, but she's really nice and is probably one of the few people I know that hasn't ever made fun of me and has just shown me respect. I guess I'll have to wait and see. 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Hello everyone, I'll keep this brief. Basically, when I am in the middle of an action or looking or saying something the first thing that seems to come to my mind is a snapshot of how I would look to the other person or how they would think I look weird or are strange and this fucks me up and prevents me from doing a lot of the things I want in life. I know it is all bullshit and to not care about what others think but this seems like all my mind can do and I hate thinking I can get inside the mind of others and know what their thinking because that only makes me more anxious so I try to block out these thoughts but that seems to be what always instinctually pops up and I just don't know who I am anymore or what I value. Please help someone or provide some insight. 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Is this an anxiety issue? I make all these grand plans about being organised with a routine, but when it comes to it, or I think about it hard enough, I don't really want to do that or see the point in it. 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I was able to go into a packed store with no medication for about an hour which is a huge progression. However, I have this really bad habit of racing to get the first eye contact to everyone in the room. I feel attacked so I act pissed off and arrogant to conceal my anxiety. I purse my lips, furrow my brow, and look as intense as possible. It only seems to be another protective behavior though. I threw off the sunglasses but now that my eyes can be seen so I don't want to show vulnerability in public. I either act angry or display over the top goofy behavior to make people cringe. It's either pissed off Barrack Obama or Mr. Bean. I don't feel safe expressing myself around strangers even though I'm happy to broadcast the depths of them with family and close friends. I'm fairly content with myself so I don't think that's an issue. But my trust for other human beings is really terrible since I'm an odd person. It's like I've discovered ways to be physically around people but not mentally or emotionally at all. Any tips?",4.378868778280545,6.027979918552037,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,71.08144796380091,9.36289592760181,28.384615384615394,9.773937934552695,2.866382805429864,906,34,165,23,17,306,135,221,0.211,0.696,0.093,-0.9855,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,10,10,3,0,12,0,13,8,7,1,1,29,29,17,0,1,10,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,9,10,0,2,5,1,1,4,6,5,0,1,3,9,18,5,31,22,3,24,0,0,7,0,10,16,2,5,4,106,27,0,0.15475355245950878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052377223978994,0.16227259296460164,0.11838604405242427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27552694269473443,0.0,0.17605450687089907,0.0,0.0,0.12921275224348522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174076917258236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102213261883992,0.0,0.0,0.14787365119285645,0.0,0.0,0.14588787654535815,0.0,0.15649609189502126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163329266616924,0.0,0.0,0.11956221074743173,0.0,0.08085234394276247,0.0,0.08795001015975476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473803422376218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372804414872534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240107644334225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161522502532553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560476882784542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25990801677570674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032991979477508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589792320350687,0.15595518245519352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769705010760595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218598839579627,0.13512483288486216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446137824956667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827817679348972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817636440443662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801373777359135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915982774147876,0.3040891591295302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912776547669064,0.12283616675740973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dukesheena,2018/01/06,"I'm not sad that she rejected me I'm proud of myself I'm a teenager and a bisexual boy. I've liked this girl in my grade for awhile but have been too scared to ask her out because I knew everyone would make fun of me. But today I overcame my SA for a proud moment and asked her via snapchat. When she said no I decided fuck it, and told her my cousin stole my phone. She ""understood"" and I ""apologized."" I don't really care about what she told me, I'm just really glad I was able to do it. To anyone else out there struggling with similar issues, never give up, take every shot you can, and remember you can always blame everything on your cousin! 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I don't really care about the men. Any Ideas? 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Hi everyone, first post so I'm sorry if this is awful/stupid... I've been really struggling with distinguishing between my own thoughts and others. I feel like the friends that I have don't actually like me and that everyone is laughing behind my back. Every time I hang out with them, it seems like they're uncomfortable and I'm the source of it. However, it's the opposite when I'm drunk. Maybe they only truly enjoy my company when I'm inebriated? But on the flip side, my current housemate (was my closest friend a few months ago) seems to politely invite me to hang out now. Whenever I actually message to meet up they doesn't really outwardly say, ""meet ____ now"", etc. They give some ambiguous response (i.e. ""idk when we're leaving/sooo drunk""). I feel like they don't really like to go out with me anymore. They still try to talk to me when I'm in the house or want to go for dinner, to the library, etc. However, I also know they have talked shit about me to other people I know. This made me extremely apprehensive to continue acting friendly towards them a few months ago. However, they have still been checking in on me, asking to hang out and even wants to live together again next school year. I don't know what to do because maybe I'm just being sensitive? I know people need to vent but I have a feeling it's not just venting? But then why would they want to live with me again? But why don't they like partying together anymore? I have no idea and I've been trying to figure it out for a while now and it's hitting that point where I want to cut them out because it's getting stressful but I used to really enjoy their friendship... Any help would be greatly appreciated! And sorry for the long/confusing post... 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So I am really trying to tackle my social anxiety. For the past week, I have been feeling great about myself, have had a great attitude, feeling positive and a good sense of well-being. However, my social anxiety is still there I started wellbutrin about 3 weeks ago, and I ahve started to notice that my anxiety is actually getting slightly worse -mainly my social anxiety. It's been really helping with the depression, however. It is only fueling everything I have been trying to treat - it is making me extremely nervous, making me sweat/blush/flush extremely bad, no matter the social situation. I am currently also on buspirone, which I have noticed as helped with my general anxiety, not so much social anxiety. I have propranolol which I take, but even that doesn't help with the physical symptoms at all (or very, very slightly). I also have 15 ativan which I save for panic attacks. I see my doctor this Wednesday, so I have been doing some research on what other medications may help me for social anxiety. My doctor is extremely open minded and is very supportive of me trying different medications. I am also in the process of trying to contact therapist to try out CBT counseling alone with the medications. Being said - I am deathly afraid of SSRIs and their side effects. I do not want to try them at all. What other medications are out there? I have social anxiety and also extremely bad blushing/face turning red and sweating - no matter the degree of the social situation. The social anxiety fuels the flushing, which then just fuels the social anxiety right back. Buspirone is helping, so I am not going to stop that. What medications may help with social anxiety and sweating/blushing? It is really starting to take a toll on my life - friends, goals, meeting new people, etc. I am 24 years old and in the prime of my life, yet can't get out of my head. I hate it yet my brain wont let me act a different way. Today when I went out, I tried to make eye contact with people, smile, greet them, when I walked by a few people. I'm just trying to make some progress. I'm starting to think I may actually have Avoidant personality disorder (APD)/ fear of intimacy, from the research I have been doing. I can't seem to form relationships with people. Besides the friends I already have, when I meet new people it is very superficial and I cannot connect with them at all. I am extremely afraid to get intimate with women, I cannot talk to them at all, form relationships with them, intact with them. This may seem extremely messed up, but if they are even remotely pretty, my brain just goes into this fight or flight mode and I become social inept. I have no problem meeting and interacting with men, kids, older people, or women who I do not think are pretty - as stupid as it sounds. I am at that point in my life where I am starting to form my own life, get a career, move away, etc. and the only thing that freaks me out the most is getting in a relationship with a woman. I've noticed myself starting to back out of social situation/cancel plans because I am afraid (of what?). I haven't been in a relationship in god knows how long. I just can't connect or get comfortable with someone, and if I do, it takes years for that to happen. Can anyone else relate to this? Suggestions/advice?? **TL;DR** What other medications help with social anxiety and sweating/blushing? I am open to trying any medications except SSRIs or others that may cause very bad side effects (yes I know some people have had success with them, but I am not trying them). Currently on buspirone and propranolol. Does anyone here have Avoidant personality disorder (APD) or fear of intimacy? I seriously think that is what is wrong with me.",5.033156288156288,7.050284076923077,6.141663614163615,73.35740384615386,70.05413105413106,8.945909645909646,30.199531949531952,9.470358648722666,3.1034643060643066,3010,124,496,69,56,1002,265,702,0.159,0.745,0.096,-0.9914,6,3,0,0,1,0,115.0,0,0,10,6,29,32,4,9,25,1,70,19,5,9,4,104,110,42,1,4,21,0,2,0,2,6,14,2,0,7,38,41,0,3,11,0,0,5,16,22,0,0,10,7,78,10,83,92,17,68,0,1,3,0,55,31,0,20,31,373,116,7,0.0,0.0,0.07223977267830163,0.0,0.0,0.03616921349030186,0.03281027953908541,0.0,0.0,0.03833487595484756,0.040845373738854066,0.11839889289783187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025170483811724424,0.0,0.3680984459465701,0.0,0.0,0.051761470693605184,0.03792475688227266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042108257516446826,0.034775449414414905,0.0569222717530518,0.09271430665278033,0.022563117037340343,0.040878558882435766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263872768032739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03802311255209149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031879717091597946,0.0,0.0,0.07734256536491997,0.08484147190490438,0.07576987534162666,0.03239080775942795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030920072241619183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255978652684194,0.04889420247745544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03326539283659726,0.0,0.0,0.08330107012214584,0.03743032686272196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719315510713266,0.0,0.11602831577768355,0.0,0.021035653913119026,0.031045210338432543,0.0,0.08161514091418436,0.0,0.0,0.032730960757998584,0.0,0.0,0.03654321850347192,0.03798658155911565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366582035450912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04068335909408804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03784886346633835,0.10457506228200343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03275582773418827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353416296283687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610108090525872,0.0,0.0,0.037373134958927766,0.0,0.0,0.03933954686197832,0.02720921869226156,0.0,0.0,0.07149583607127323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264205188252412,0.038839495244474456,0.0,0.0,0.0844514198973299,0.0,0.043427426881522006,0.0,0.0,0.035333622435821666,0.17962374992380034,0.06463760980745589,0.0,0.0,0.03498976936929436,0.0,0.0,0.07531217560742509,0.0,0.035416969353089515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113548533950008,0.0,0.0,0.15895480661790082,0.0,0.031609370168435666,0.035208362855202555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029495007849269787,0.06739149308397392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320956387513259,0.0,0.5659598076404152,0.03136146150298205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571902907022033,0.0,0.0295590695035276,0.03094498584923355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04200253884909886,0.0,0.03847125154569847,0.08348875148807319,0.029750090107093643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04297558533039295,0.024590158490578023,0.07115036648655444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035084518303964835,0.0,0.0,0.2764274851675604,0.04026011459209293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527002790283043,0.021831551266339903,0.029379633808222536,0.059380075702373185,0.0,0.0332796273430523,0.034311932440377065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754399408995212,0.0,0.040468507345775215,0.0,0.04767102639249267 socialanxiety,S-Cloud,2018/01/06,"Do I have social anxiety? I’m unsure of whether I have social anxiety or not. There are times where I have a hard time introducing myself to people specifically in small groups or at family gatherings but at work for example I can do it no problem with a new employee that we’ve gained. And when I do meet new people in small groups I have a hard time inserting myself in the conversation, I’m almost afraid to speak because nobody may understand what I’m saying or people will talk over me. Even when my sister invites her friends over that I know I get really anxious. And when my boyfriend invites someone over with me not knowing I get really anxious even if I do know them well. 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I am killing myself. No, I don’t mean I’m going to kill myself. I mean I am the source of my own pain and displeasure with the world and I can’t force myself to induce any change. I’m miserable. I know I sound really fucking emo and “woe is me” but I don’t care, because it’s the internet and I can be as vexatious as I want here. I feel like I’ve lost myself. I don’t know if I ever had myself figured out but I have never felt more empty and confused. I am seventeen. Even last year, things were okay. I’ve always struggled with depressive thoughts and social anxiety (literally spewed suicidal phrases at the age of 5 and was virtually mute in my kindergarten class), but man, this year has sucked. I guess the days of actually feeling like offing myself are gone. Or maybe I’ve just given them less weight, because I know I’m never gonna do it? The thoughts are still there, but they come and go. Right now, today, it’s ran through my head a few times. What never wanes is my feeling of inept and unbelonging. I can’t connect with people in the way I want to. I have “friends”, people that I talk to in some classes and hang out after school with, but what I want in a relationship is not there. I am in some way jealous of everyone because they have personalities and an ability of expression that I do not. It comes so easy to them. I’m always there for my friends, and supposedly great at giving advice and emotional support but I cannot give the same to myself or ask the same from someone else. Maybe it’s an ego thing. Or I don’t want people to realize how depressive and pathetic I am. I really don’t know. I had someone that made me feel less alone for a while, but she has completely ghosted me and I haven’t heard from her in months. I think I loved her or something, not romantically, but in a friendship way I’ve only felt one other time. I’m used to people not feeling the same way, though, and being left behind. I wouldn’t find myself worth keeping either. And I don’t tell anyone these negative thoughts, so I know that’s not the reason why. I want to be able to express myself. As I sit in class and watch everyone interact I am burning inside because I want to participate and be noticed and become a fucking person, but I can’t. I’ve been told so many times that people didn’t even know I existed, or could never remember my name. I’m certainly an introvert, but one with such a ridiculously aching need to be validated. Why can’t I do something as simple as ask a question in class? I want my teachers to know me and care about me. I want to share what I know with the world. I want people to like me. I want to be important. I want to be noticed. I want to be talented. I want to be smart. I want to be loved. The contradiction in all of this is that I am afraid of attention and I’m a hell of a boringly average person. I am not what I want to be. This desperate need to connect is hindered by my dissatisfaction with who I am. I care too much about what others (and myself, I suppose) will think. Which I don’t think is a bad thing in itself. If I had good things to say, I wouldn’t feel as such. I don’t struggle as much anymore with keeping conversations going. I’m so afraid of being wrong in an academic environment like school that I completely shut off. I’m comparing myself to everyone else constantly. I feel so ugly and most of that is dependent on the fact that I’ve never received any romantic validation (never been asked out, called pretty by a guy, etc.). I’m just a walking embodiment of insecurity and fucking boredom. I want to be smart and I continually disappoint myself. My ACT score is shit, while my friends are making 30’s. I want to get better at playing guitar and singing, but I’m so unhappy with every attempt I make that I prevent myself from practicing as much as I should. I always wanted to be good at art, but I can’t draw for shit. I’m not ugly, but I’m not pretty either. I have so many physical insecurities it’s ridiculous. I know that work ethic is a factor in all of these things, but I have no motivation and I can’t shake the feeling that if I were truly meant to do something, I would be naturally inclined. I look at everyone around me, and everyone is so distinct and I am so alone in my nothingness. I guess that’s what makes me unique, the fact that I am nothing. I have no fucking clue what I want from my future, and that security that I once held in knowing that I had years ahead of me to figure that out and become the seventeen year old I wish I was now is gone. I’m not what I would have ever hoped to be. I wish I could live entirely in my head. Like transform reality into whatever I want it to be. I don’t know what I want from this post. I guess just to be heard. To get this off my chest. I can’t tell anyone around me this, and the evidence of that is probably in if you read this far, you probably hate me. I sound like a masochistic whiner. I am a whiner I guess, but usually just in my head. I usually feel a lot better when I get home. Equally empty, but more understood by my bedroom, and more comfortable expressing myself within its walls. Though sometimes I feel like there’s nothing there, within me, to express. Like I’m a shell of a person. It’s really school or any environment where my very fragile intellectual ego is at stake I feel most lost. I used to have such a clear idea of what I wanted from my life. But that’s now gone. I have no fucking clue what I want, but I want change, and I don’t know how to do it. I don’t know what I want from you. No fucking clue. As I get older I’m just feeling like it’d be easier to end this all now before it really takes off when I’m expected to become an adult and I realize how lost and regretful I really am. I am the root of all of my problems and it’s just another reason to hate myself. I don’t hate myself all of the time, but whenever these thoughts resurface it feels just like the truth is uncoiling under days of repression. I have bore my soul, for no real reason or hope other than to be heard and if possible, fixed. Because I sure as hell am not giving myself the best advice. If you read this, thank you for making an attempt at understanding me, because after doing so you probably know me better than anyone in my life and there is something in that which makes me feel the least bit validated.",2.9188689251924513,4.388665211611919,4.733570473644004,83.54323870981959,74.5003819709702,7.998710113415996,25.649945642592698,8.646241635568465,1.762158306399483,5018,171,1039,97,104,1710,411,1309,0.151,0.667,0.182,0.9717,0,2,4,0,0,2,143.0,0,6,4,12,49,84,20,10,48,1,114,18,6,18,20,261,266,104,5,47,52,0,18,10,3,7,3,6,2,7,72,59,1,6,56,6,1,14,49,44,0,2,33,26,186,40,147,203,30,111,3,9,2,8,53,49,11,28,52,742,258,12,0.03307510070543575,0.0,0.03227652714786902,0.0,0.0,0.0646412112250431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851165880473355,0.0,0.0,0.08256340013399087,0.0,0.0,0.06747660801968246,0.03468212696080567,0.025302361509126643,0.0,0.032801612355110775,0.09250751779054753,0.03388934930728756,0.0,0.05888770391279776,0.09276226304755056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027616327541159433,0.12097364638828755,0.10958655045139763,0.028144474604050087,0.0,0.034710277618801945,0.08775671626322659,0.036109443594357485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03377337583820079,0.0,0.10116680852730148,0.0,0.06997814188901003,0.0569825411763381,0.06935722761904965,0.03574243371778326,0.0,0.05281555313570262,0.0,0.0,0.04266140744038922,0.0,0.056975071544343975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289000760550197,0.03720503650676736,0.02929472201501448,0.0,0.03688748029458131,0.04369158415447265,0.059836644346636075,0.02786719886172584,0.15802338063172794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341327059714833,0.11814429276340455,0.06351456709128983,0.0,0.030230042838796836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766612222760548,0.1834643858226183,0.06912149997660573,0.09518595129745833,0.056392025840682015,0.0554836504683907,0.0,0.0364654152931058,0.14574380938745066,0.032749549758306684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979644431621058,0.10183378647168484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03317702278642492,0.06570207589370604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03733776278134228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879733843214156,0.10977809534010843,0.0,0.2544809450273579,0.026960621549815704,0.0,0.0,0.03593619369289449,0.0,0.04672384355036888,0.1615882351680726,0.0,0.029205919886835276,0.0,0.027774754415592018,0.0,0.10831613859591363,0.02811926784296735,0.059703139449607534,0.031296460009961745,0.11038943276622228,0.06706592154596068,0.0664567685086035,0.07205696193249543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026400229828211743,0.0,0.0729420140650752,0.04904953616000264,0.153057340075876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347290233452912,0.07531244274686008,0.034706754359551006,0.035223902796776965,0.044825088456675016,0.025155104507603117,0.03519423911857315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375806617135317,0.11551960867951964,0.0,0.03630652830823696,0.0,0.03728720642017792,0.03167680367351359,0.0672985362615425,0.10698165809097034,0.03164840448518183,0.0,0.0,0.037051682382483374,0.0,0.06616810259483336,0.03764670566385074,0.10594378224129596,0.10202013652629464,0.0,0.03551028014674232,0.037467641493712435,0.028245955283162195,0.0,0.02630264761829841,0.0,0.10042130312775883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790223114432226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03371589992354343,0.05604885098991411,0.1018513137050516,0.032712120325811105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026413818148210318,0.0,0.0,0.06915455326320548,0.0,0.03617879186567385,0.03753323232285218,0.031172890987134636,0.0,0.02486835948341689,0.026584513084482002,0.057818191721252785,0.03045110894964103,0.0,0.0,0.1098681361617766,0.0635795670540334,0.06499223702326384,0.1050317417420632,0.07714542881701468,0.0,0.031351328098737634,0.03160467612634558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03443234629043438,0.0,0.057132534976709275,0.0728551012240133,0.027290421986749316,0.4877137835594035,0.10501390168304048,0.0,0.04027656217521189,0.0,0.0,0.059690267767670835,0.0,0.0760694670105147,0.0,0.0,0.02407906723610541,0.0,0.0,0.046991205140284834,0.03616243040509963,0.0,0.08519712177811045 socialanxiety,LinuxTailsWorstLife,2018/01/06,"I feel bad because i literally was a child at one point. Like my mom had to use the 10k she had in savings to escape from my dad and move to a different country, and she had to raise me as an actual kid who did kid things before and after that. It probably sucked for her. Like wtf. I have reached a point where i genuinely feel bad for having existed. The absolute state of crap life 2018. Shit life 3208 B.C. or whatever some random year 2019 or something. Who cares unkown year.",2.399895833333332,4.516053364583335,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,77.85416666666666,7.6,23.166666666666664,8.515128840125781,1.4853416666666672,377,12,78,8,9,123,71,96,0.183,0.715,0.102,-0.8979,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,6,0,7,4,2,1,0,11,12,6,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,5,2,10,4,12,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,10,5,3,4,5,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.2029048571474742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34721746667511394,0.12674918177416716,0.0,0.1769289048001724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21199344793463676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172374246894878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026630742278296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937272265239495,0.2031633553590348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351930784567904,0.0,0.22099142453901027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408953963395196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931127628053689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241783732690236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134320778566649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007086328501194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813616546064098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958048576312885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26779383272194435 socialanxiety,CJ090,2018/01/06,"Anyone else here very attractive? I don't mean to brag but I am a very attractive male. This is not the claim of a superficial douchebag infact I couldn't accept that I was attractive for 26 years. Which brings me to the point of my post. Depression and anxiety is very hard on me because I know of all my good qualities. I know I'm attractive, I'm at least decent in the bed, I'm intelligent, well rounded and cultured. But every day I tell myself I'm a piece of shit, ugly goblin, an idiot and an imposter. Having this much going for me, strange as it is, makes it so hard because you often hear about people like this and (and this applies to some of you) they're some out of shape, poorly dressed saps who really aren't bad looking and just need to work on themselves. I am not that. I should be the cockiest shit walking around putting my dick on the table everywhere I go. I could definitely sleep with a different girl every week (not that that's what I want) if I wasn't so depressed and anxious. But this won't last forever. I'm 27 and my years of youthful good looks are almost over and I'm not guaranteed to age well (even though i might, my parents being my indicators). I feel like I'm wasting my 20s. So tell me I'm not alone. Tell me there are other socially anxious, depressed and slightly suicidal people who are also very attractive and/or have a lot going for them. I can't be the only one.",3.1960255031494853,4.856889180212015,4.511169150407131,84.63513289291753,74.15901060070671,7.748594254109695,26.438623444461516,8.456263369488248,1.8062798893839296,1110,40,223,20,23,367,155,283,0.17800000000000002,0.63,0.192,0.5853,2,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,1,1,14,19,3,0,13,0,23,4,4,1,1,41,45,20,1,6,10,1,4,2,0,3,0,1,1,2,16,13,0,0,5,0,1,6,11,7,2,1,2,7,32,12,26,35,7,24,0,3,3,1,14,10,3,7,9,149,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740306396447888,0.11108659972437136,0.0,0.08577392058501619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205182458234378,0.2423412766362097,0.0,0.07499705728613675,0.1098981588563712,0.0,0.0954820669558258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955567495936771,0.13076656117595814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856365224950837,0.0,0.0,0.06917232445817538,0.0,0.27714262407305795,0.0,0.0,0.11206143735105062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960002094695847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084267999005525,0.0,0.18073842726330905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423270108724308,0.0766249014482802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287101820332616,0.17992529091714834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921636109605967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088719023798755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789202167892585,0.08742931718995871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048013603141255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013885986917094,0.0,0.0,0.0911866361407756,0.0,0.0,0.07159532812628082,0.0,0.0,0.11683504716129192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378343892616387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884672926137196,0.07953020383876376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268057358220263,0.08157429185666627,0.0,0.0,0.11909695033020674,0.0,0.0,0.14871792786046995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139316764590607,0.0,0.102723199864604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782358391817183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871201040201164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019691547739648,0.0,0.0,0.10733513100384014,0.10933568810028167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732248322721325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812437955486495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053801169808482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539952453571885,0.06326335318633844,0.0,0.08603563383016863,0.0,0.19287505434937552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808486177271358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814084682444708 socialanxiety,SadElvenMermaid,2018/01/06,"Chronic fear of not understanding things; and feeling like everything i do is forced and like ""posing"" i always worry i dont understand, that im missing the gist, i need to be clued in, theres depth to interactions that i dont pick up on, and most of all, that im being judged and dont realize it, or assuming im being judged based on peoples words when im around or when im in the other room. and whenever i walk around or do things, even just sitting, i catch myself being way more tense than necessary, and often feel im holding my body in weird unnatural positions. but nothing really feels natural. i feel like every action is a learned thing and i feel like im just copying my parents way of moving about the world. it feels weird and awkward and i dont like it at all. sometimes i think im mentally challenged but refuse to realize it. and as an aside, this song is basically how i feel i live my life. im just existing not living, its scary and depressing nsfl https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x5Dpz6w_jz4 ",5.405990675990672,6.251140282828286,6.2025252525252546,77.7212237762238,67.8888888888889,9.728671328671329,30.38228438228439,9.851270322608157,2.852493706293707,808,30,154,18,13,266,109,198,0.131,0.7759999999999999,0.092,-0.5616,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,1,12,12,0,2,5,0,13,3,1,2,2,47,25,20,0,1,10,1,7,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,13,13,0,2,14,1,0,4,6,6,0,0,0,8,17,6,18,21,4,21,0,2,0,0,3,12,0,6,7,97,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358682931849513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605843648339164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488441442263259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658196757368233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582505561435573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047410777250705,0.0,0.06438640419590493,0.0,0.0686805771667257,0.0,0.0,0.08599275533431648,0.2704786210655993,0.16378150294290736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7429118648309709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397708415810912,0.18667260879822295,0.0,0.13495896534686982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701249859199782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122143024824409,0.0,0.05666380888315805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332620629501425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485438872707286,0.0,0.0,0.052979395468854516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04895604484166347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558046332010536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523084022530588,0.04896628617338437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910999714536625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131588024872846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760732543012096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Altforlamestuff,2018/01/06,"Has anyone here managed to build a fulfilling social life after being a shut in for an extended period? I'm a 21 year old recovering from severe social anxiety, and I feel like I'm too late to live the life I want to live After living with crippling anxiety for almost half my life, and barely leaving my house through the latter half of high school and all of college, I feel like I'm finally making headway against this disease. For the last few months I've been working a job that involves constant interaction with hundreds of people, something that would have been almost unthinkable to me not many months ago. I've also begun the process of getting professional help. Though I've only had one meeting with a psychiatrist so far, I feel like the act of getting help itself has significantly improved my mental state. Now I'm worried that all this is too little, too late. Whenever I hear stories of people overcoming mental disorders to achieve a fulfilling social life, it always either seems to involve those people coming out of their shell in college and developing relationships there, or reconnecting with friends and loved ones who they had before their issues overwhelmed them. After college, it seems like even people with above average social skills seem to have a hard time holding on to the friends they have, never mind making new ones. I somehow graduated college without making a single friend, probably because I commuted to class and scuttled straight home again the moment it ended. More concerningly, I have no existing friends I can reconnect with, the last time I had anyone who I could really consider a close friend at all was when I was fifteen. I feel as if everyone in my age group has left me behind in terms of maturity, social skills, and emotional development to such a degree that I'll never be able to form a real friendship with any of them. I'm hoping against hope that someone here has been in the same boat as me, and can give me some advice about making up for lost time, or at least tell me there's a light at the end of this long lonely tunnel. TLDR: isolated myself from the rest of humanity and forgot how to be human. What Do? 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I created some free videos to share what worked for me. On Jan 1st 2012, I made a promise to myself I would do whatever it took to overcome the social anxiety that was ruining my life. Fast forward to 2018 and ive come so far I dont even recognise myself. I recorded a few hours worth of videos sharing my story of what worked for me and put it in a course. Its completely free, no strings attached. Trust me i know how it feels its the least i could do to give back to this community. https://www.udemy.com/build-rock-solid-confidence-self-esteem-become-your-best The camera work and audio is not the best but I hope you can at least get something out of it. Tobi ",3.7424645583424185,6.6212811145038195,3.7325681570338105,84.96803435114505,77.54961832061069,6.185605234460198,22.33424209378408,7.447530270364453,0.8834074154852782,570,17,107,8,14,174,88,131,0.062,0.797,0.141,0.851,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,5,4,9,0,0,8,0,9,1,0,3,0,16,18,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,2,2,3,4,3,1,0,0,3,2,18,10,15,13,5,13,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,5,74,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750397930673664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822835318356047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773050025446281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485181420654756,0.1884804065145152,0.0,0.0,0.14352789560711982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106834917762173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187332283223548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089469344798327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391990468564676,0.17244717348042904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854741889786807,0.17703252466844466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879426024927962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697348681041187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009819185802352,0.11999467612497057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807136913748609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875343233511784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664959942456969,0.0,0.13839204413277972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972576697463545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39261364996414294,0.0,0.0,0.12770005018215605,0.0,0.0,0.11576290386637675 socialanxiety,green_lemons,2018/01/06,"How to best support a new coworker with social anxiety? I am an assistant manager in a small restaurant inside of a larger business and we recently hired a new employee. I am responsible for training and working with them three days a week. Besides the owner, we are the only employees. During our first day of training they told me about having severe social anxiety and difficulty with customer service, looking for a job where they can just work line and stay in the back. I appreciated their honesty and I want to find a way to make it work. I may not understand their experience with SA, but as someone with bipolar disorder, I do get how frustrating it can be to have a condition that makes employment difficult. Unfortunately, there are a few parts of the job that require customer interaction and semi-regular communication with employees adjacent to us. They told me that even that much interaction, like calling out customers to pick up food, is incredibly unpleasant (""I hate it""). When we work together, I am planning on delegating tasks as to require less of them in terms of customer service (I can take care of that stuff mostly, unless it is very busy). **My main concern is the one or two days a week they are hired to work alone.** With how difficult the mentioned interactions were, I'm not sure what to expect. If they are not comfortable working alone and I cannot negotiate another arrangement with my boss (who doesnt know about the social anxiety) we may not be able to keep them and I would hate for that to happen. They are very capable outside of those challenges. Obviously no two people function the same, but do you have advice on creating a good environment and communication? How I can best support them? I asked them what are good things I can do to help them feel comfortable, but is there anything else I should know? Thank you.",5.493972468043269,7.616901091445433,6.293097345132747,72.30704031465096,69.0589970501475,9.977974434611603,33.49950835791544,10.25414643259724,3.916914257620453,1486,71,251,42,27,488,180,339,0.134,0.725,0.141,0.257,6,2,0,0,0,0,43.0,6,2,14,13,13,18,3,0,20,0,33,2,0,8,2,59,55,22,0,5,11,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,16,22,1,3,5,0,0,0,7,5,0,5,3,2,41,13,42,46,10,23,0,0,1,0,36,9,0,5,13,196,57,18,0.09364620073900168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150998354175448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939784434983036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819620663750178,0.2149172617332395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706284403477959,0.0,0.08754655638309572,0.0,0.0,0.07200814793329327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965518203282508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562324122744442,0.0,0.09547854284552316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811821569592888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732665917324637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822938429941557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061852432389756885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160395361982053,0.0,0.0,0.0473503328471408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559093093147674,0.07965541050941101,0.11323735765178795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892627478172965,0.0,0.0,0.1570919803319482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281102604217187,0.0,0.0,0.18491247119388465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276907437816111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585880877527555,0.08323704599983932,0.0,0.0,0.1029310057328596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045750803428766106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863922322242667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501913233589942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884073261312361,0.0,0.0,0.18088816844028047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345708920347176,0.0712221555214319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140970964469584,0.0,0.06492248443611771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246432566792834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579355150378776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863815255278125,0.07934612199274843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981438996429212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072024951889262,0.0,0.21253719768186535,0.08826043593924614,0.0,0.07041028854225019,0.0,0.0,0.0862168398766097,0.0,0.0,0.06221437464669484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896591585176858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295746159367585,0.09748899757995028,0.11264484913644147,0.0,0.0,0.15453584606641466,0.05523495548526125,0.07433199527476869,0.15023466716215164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090532967531664,0.0,0.0,0.06652357416422787,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,medullaOblongGotcha,2018/01/06,"When you are at any place with a crowd of people in it (i.e. movies theaters, restaurants, hospitals, parks/beaches, hotels, etc.), how should you act? 1. Where should your eyes be looking, is it okay to be looking around and constantly scanning the room, and what should you do if you make eye contact or notice someone looking at you for more than 3 seconds? 2. How should you stand? Should you stand with shoulders back, hands on hips or at sides, and does this look normal and confident or does it seem obnoxious and over the top? Should you be looking down at your shoes and have your head slump d down a bit and distract yourself with your phone, or stare off into the distance and pretend you are thinking about something else? 3. What does it m an if other people look at you? Are they confirming all your insecurities? Should you stare back at them? What if you think they are staring at you because your underdressed, a minority, short, fat, ugly, skinny, overdressed, way younger than everyone else in the room, etc.-how do you react?",5.1822687609075055,7.149711554973828,4.3885654450261775,86.2782059336824,69.57591623036649,6.978150087260035,29.48726003490401,7.554174236665415,1.7535944851657943,821,32,151,9,15,243,113,191,0.069,0.895,0.035,-0.7757,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,20,3,1,8,3,0,2,8,1,18,9,9,4,1,36,28,18,0,11,7,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,9,13,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,13,23,1,25,18,4,31,0,0,12,0,26,23,0,8,4,108,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891772462923922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639946333043975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108468803650809,0.0,0.07970689171135467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275033924800573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129945052823253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432731305144655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845765775990625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916522550282904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494178225344255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134192112632585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6588064318956208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727982161007619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281119087817465,0.0,0.14886516768968205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812977823216001,0.0,0.13661090070174814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190342281303877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078808888821272,0.10066140694094704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756474877064806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037870470908698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,its_called_life_dib,2018/01/07,"I'm just... tired I'm sorry, I just need to vent. Is it okay for me to do that here? You may have seen me post about some of the social activities I do to help me combat my social anxiety. And they're wonderful, really, they are. I've made friends! I love them! I love the fun things we do. When I'm hanging out with them or playing games with them, I feel great. I'm no longer freezing up or saying stupid shit and I feel in control of myself. But only *in the moment.* It's the after that kills me. I feel like such garbage when our sessions wrap up. All I want to do the next day is write everyone apology letters for demanding so much of their attention, for taking up their space, for dividing their time. Rational Me *knows* they like me. They put in an effort to chat with me between scheduled hangouts. They ask me how I'm doing and they send me funny memes, or they give me a call and we talk about goofy shit. You don't do that with a person you don't like. But there is this feeling, you know? This incredibly loud, terribly violent feeling that I am unworthy of their time and they know it -- like they'd be so much better off if I wasn't cluttering up their space. I know it isn't true. I know it's just me. Honestly, it feels like I'm in an abusive relationship with my thoughts. They want to isolate me. they shout me down when I try to talk over them and they grab hold of me when I try to push them away. I have the same damn argument with myself over and over. I'm worn out. I can't talk to my friends about this. They'd either blame themselves for not doing more or they would insist that I am liked, and I would feel so guilty for making them feel like they are responsible for my happiness somehow. And embarrassed, too; embarrassed I can't get out of this mindset, embarrassed that they might think I'm fishing for attention somehow. Ugh... But... I'm working on it, at least. I've had plenty of luck managing my emotions during the in-between days I have social appointments. I need to find a way to lessen the spiral I fall into *after* a social thing. I want to figure this out. I want to hack this social anxiety into oblivion. I *will*. I'm just... too tired to do it right now. But thank you for hearing me, r/socialanxiety. I know this is something at least some of you can understand. I wish you didn't go through the same things -- I wouldn't wish this on anyone -- but there is a sense of relief there that I'm not alone in it. You know? 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I have 6 roommates and I barely interacted with them last semester because I avoided them at all costs. I avoided going to the kitchen when they were there, left relatively early and came home late, and didn't go upstairs if i heard people walking around. A lot of this avoidance was enabled by the fact that I could enter through a side door which was near my room. This semester I'll have to enter through the front door because I can't leave my boots (lots of snow on the ground) within the side door entrance. This will undoubtedly lead to more interactions with them, which I'm pretty anxious of. My limited interactions with them were relatively pleasant (and if they were at all unpleasant it was because of my own awkwardness because I was anxious), and I realize it's all ""in my head"", but knowing this doesn't help much. I really want to start this semester off right, and get to the point where even if I don't become friends with any of them, at least i'll be somewhat comfortable going to the kitchen to make food while they're there. Anyone have any tips/strategies that I can use to not be so anxious/avoidant? I know it's a matter of ""just doing it"", but my whole life I've avoided social interactions (except with my few close friends) that I feel like I'm so ingrained in this avoidant mind-set that is very hard to get out of. Any advice would be greatly appreciated :) ",9.291370774554167,7.343923034602077,8.473079584775089,73.91021559755127,60.86851211072664,11.52206547777482,40.22384881554432,10.035473477838034,3.856725099813681,1203,52,229,19,13,377,154,289,0.08800000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.087,0.5874,0,6,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,7,3,10,13,0,7,11,0,24,5,1,3,5,49,41,15,0,6,8,0,2,1,2,2,1,1,7,0,17,16,3,6,4,0,1,10,5,7,0,0,10,3,29,6,42,24,12,40,0,0,0,0,17,21,0,6,10,157,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214889267130483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25363573890992863,0.0,0.0,0.4213555022494005,0.0,0.08693091323842489,0.0,0.0,0.11067558619925602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559823167292507,0.0,0.3031494033346751,0.13730716719994174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142194650879458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926337614364844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211547346846873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286244292110428,0.08881778700048551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503342532966382,0.0,0.19210633460861729,0.0,0.1299093362548332,0.0,0.21197024513379625,0.0,0.0,0.13706872387281904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137075771028944,0.0,0.12759329213371065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333241010249763,0.0,0.12470808679078625,0.0,0.0,0.14345432899031454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366515097915401,0.10134144808025623,0.14024398704503108,0.1316421974441674,0.1350794491366388,0.0,0.08781440658778303,0.0607389029010624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139329572929474,0.0,0.0,0.08298788622967428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255327837106404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139316165970299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619128370938514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752728678361947,0.0,0.0,0.12648319523762927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964576252512738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061728493728064,0.0,0.0,0.1244709886691273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267336554265845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599571444227674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737686103299768,0.0,0.10258112476184154,0.0733300914198671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880439471665662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831689520127918,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,QuiteQuietGinger,2018/01/07,"Does anyone feel like they shouldn’t tell anyone about their mental health because there’s worse things happening in the world? There’s much worse things going on in the world? Like the world doesn’t revolve around me does it? I have a very supportive mum but I don’t feel like I should tell her my problems and how I’m feeling. All I’m doing to making her worry about me. Plus I feel like I’ve put my mum through a lot of stuff. I know mums are meant to be there to help us but idk Yeah this post is all over the place. Does anyone else feel like this? Thanks for reading ",1.4975770308123266,3.647977462184876,1.7632142857142874,100.08386904761907,81.10084033613445,4.638935574229691,16.639355742296914,5.46131890053228,-0.8776056022408967,454,8,104,2,12,136,73,119,0.1,0.6809999999999999,0.219,0.9384,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,2,0,7,8,0,0,6,1,9,1,0,2,2,20,23,5,0,3,2,3,5,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,7,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,5,14,7,14,19,4,12,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,5,60,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686780851103081,0.1312372687105257,0.0,0.11402198006333265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807886185713707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33626170537130345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699780731406693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238157781508421,0.3660131483887008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279313018847727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132643224447144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614737975105753,0.0,0.0,0.08585205400430322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039165664333309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128770406142285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889249824154017,0.0,0.0,0.08549711308636959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907861954089267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415653094374704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338205946193154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266913589566952,0.0,0.0,0.1225591593990286,0.0,0.1287598700765739,0.0,0.0,0.1281187340241501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662561934413182,0.0,0.14534828778401795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390225006908127,0.11792260546289587,0.0,0.0,0.17018673303458315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406936882811625,0.0,0.0,0.10568277398965843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300755931300444,0.2610572251279083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Diadom,2018/01/07,"My SA is becoming a separate entity I’m a freshman in HS, and attend a classical school that focuses on building you into a “leader”. Having SA, I really am unable to speak in discussions or even ask questions in class. This is mainly due to the fact that I think my voice is strange—I also think i am overweight and not attractive. I completely obsess over others people’s views of me, and this idea that everyone is there to judge you has become so manifested in my mind that i cannot find any courage to speak. One of my classes, which is worth two credits, has a 30% participation grade. The class is focused on discussions and sharing your thoughts/building on others. I knew i would fail the participation grade, and at the end of the first semester I would receive a B in the class. This is exactly what happened. I keep good grades in the other parts of the class which compensates partly for my lack of participation. It feels like something is controlling my actions whenever i am supposed to speak in most any situation with people i’m not familiar with. My SA doesn’t let me speak, and there really isn’t anything I can do. I don’t even try to become more social with those I don’t even know or try to become more comfortable with speaking because my SA can’t because it’s become so much bigger than myself. 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I'm currently in a weird limbo right now that I don't really feel like going into detail about, but essentially I don't work, I can't start college classes until the fall, and I go to outpatient therapy 1-4 hours a day, four days a week. Recently, all seven of my very close friends moved away, all within a two month span of each other. I live in a state over a thousand miles away from my family and childhood friends. The only person I have is my boyfriend, and recently he started taking improv classes, I'm *kind* of seriously jealous. Lately I've been so *bored* with my life. I have no talents, and no hobbys. I want to do something different. I was thinking about taking up like a pottery class because I use to throw in high school, but I was hoping someone else would have a few suggestions for me. I want to improve myself, give me some sort dimension. Some ideas would be great. 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I hate being interviewed and judged by future flat mates. I seem to shy and sometimes I say stupid things. I think they notice I am too uncomfortable. Plus they never choose me and this is worsening my self confidence.,2.349397321428569,4.941854609375003,3.4632142857142867,86.51750000000001,81.03125,6.7821428571428575,21.642857142857146,7.957251820313856,1.2319669642857145,261,8,50,5,7,84,49,64,0.277,0.675,0.047,-0.9432,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,2,3,3,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,11,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,11,0,5,9,0,4,1,0,1,0,7,1,1,1,3,35,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682856709187562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881662364996592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112802391906057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26476133336376034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233781015671304,0.24316845934528775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589558788204233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507285555154525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28702507531730403,0.32891268068459123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311826504926917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094624045212327,0.2020229197594232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Yubza,2018/01/07,"Anyone else sweat ridiculous amounts during class? Hello, first time posting in this sub! Anyways, I believe I have moderate social anxiety, like it comes on here and there and it’s not that bad. Usually just makes me look awkward. But for some reason, I get really nervous during class and start sweating like crazy, even when nothing is happening at all. The professor isn’t about to call on me, it’s usually in the middle of lecture and then I just get hot and sweat starts pouring out, it’s ridiculous. The weirdest part is that last semester, (fall) was my second semester at community college (I’ve been before but I’m a returning student) and for my first semester which was summer, I had absolutely no problems with sweating. My best guess is that I wasn’t as nervous over summer semester because the class size was generally smaller, with about 20 people per class at maximum. Whereas over fall, each class had at least 30 people and I think that somehow contributed to me being nervous and sweating like crazy. Has anyone else dealt with this? Can anyone recommend a strong over the counter antiperspirant that would seal my damn armpits? Or would I need a prescription for something so heavy duty? I’m currently using a roll-on gel from Mitchum but it melts off as soon as I get nervous. Thanks!",4.398999454247772,7.1100602552301275,4.6567509550664,80.18406039657997,74.06276150627616,7.671166090594871,30.89339639803529,8.587818076936951,2.8274051664544286,1047,49,175,21,23,328,141,239,0.139,0.76,0.101,-0.685,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,4,12,16,3,5,9,0,17,6,6,3,1,35,33,18,0,4,7,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,14,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,10,0,3,7,2,16,6,28,23,7,33,0,0,1,0,3,14,1,4,18,117,29,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777105520284093,0.0,0.0,0.2955148910573072,0.2886917044218701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762699536422674,0.08587773858116263,0.0,0.11987654690310096,0.1587209260408673,0.1478424551009807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385188317430947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135366472608075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23537048329643706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304839246156536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23966099997691304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208083518309632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519266967731168,0.0,0.1245776852034194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483412851800576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647718521624767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830178737618695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403695894683686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445902978792446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351759530214534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255682109594293,0.0,0.19533371859413445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492189478505404,0.0,0.0,0.13480093332885507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024986225262864,0.1448457391537782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360707440540713,0.0,0.1084545364256779,0.0,0.0,0.19942792286604508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970125900761278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026874202079793,0.0,0.0,0.08214692000869582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167310111809608,0.3103137678666704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001509527636364,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cisheterpatriarchy,2018/01/07,"Think i've found out the reason no one really talks to me :/ i have a pretty bad resting bitch face. I know a lot of people do but I think mine is the one where you're like 'why the fuck does she look so angry', also when i smile it's not with teeth (insecurity). so generally i don't look very friendly. My close friends all told me when they first saw me they thought i was a bitch but when they actually talked to me they found out i wasn't :/ i moved to a new school last year and i probably didn't make a good first impression considering i rarely talked and they probably all thought i was judging them. So i've made a few friends which is great but i can't help but feel constantly ignored which really upsets me Social anxiety and Rbf is the worst possible combination. I feel so ignored all the time because apart from my close friends no one really talks to me. I've made a nice friend group but i'm not surrounded by them all the time and i have classes at school with people i don't talk to and i'm pretty much completely ignored there. it's really making me upset, i hate being the person in the room who's just zoning out looking like they fucking hate everyone while everyone else is happy and laughing It's bad enough i have no social skills and i understand that i can't just expect people to come and start conversations with me while i don't try to start anyone with anyone but it's a struggle for me when i'm overthinking every thing i do or say. My face looks like this because of my eye and mouth area. i've been told i have really intimidating eyes ? and i have a huge insecurity of my lips so i constantly pout them and that makes my mouth area look bitchy if that makes any sense lol. I really want to be confident and have high self esteem and not be scared of anyone or anything. I can't even imagine how it would feel to be one of those people who is like that. 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I have PTSD and GAD which are the cause of my anxiety. I don't believe I'm particularly attractive but I know I probably would be in a relationship by now if I wasn't so afraid of people. I also have intimacy problems so bad that I feel uncomfortable when my own mother hugs me. I've been hit on a couple of times but nothing happened because I didn't know what to say. This lead the man or woman who asked me out to take my silence as a no. Well lately, I have gotten friendly with a coworker. He's a sweetheart but I didn't think anything would happen between us. One day, at work, I was told by my other coworkers that this coworker had a crush on me. That news came out of nowhere and surprised me. He has never shown any interest in me, at least nothing that I noticed. The next time I saw him, he invited me and two other coworkers to breakfast. The two coworkers left us alone to talk. After a while, we started talking and he revealed that he was just as painfully shy and awkward as I was. We exchanged numbers and we have been texting each other since. Our conversations are not romantic in nature but I want it to be. I feel like he has the same problem going forward as well. I'm so awkward that I don't know what to say even though texts and spend too much time thinking on what to say. He's a nice guy (not Nice Guy™ ) and I like that he's so gentle hearted. So my question is: What kind of advice do you have for two socially awkward late 20 year olds? I never had a real boyfriend or girlfriend and this feels so alien to me. He's told me he haven't had a girlfriend since high school so he's not skilled at this either. I literally don't know what to do. 😟",2.5849951656851538,4.290161204359677,4.235271161114529,85.7838322932232,75.92098092643052,7.0243122088424,27.64252439131581,7.831003766801068,1.6863941109255505,1410,58,289,21,31,473,184,367,0.138,0.7509999999999999,0.111,-0.456,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,6,1,0,3,16,24,0,6,16,0,31,4,1,2,2,52,56,31,0,6,12,1,3,2,4,2,1,3,0,5,23,17,1,0,11,0,2,4,13,11,2,4,16,7,42,13,37,35,6,35,0,1,1,1,48,15,0,4,20,198,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861459918762899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130405651398417,0.0,0.07049911431218421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599497773029679,0.0,0.1348797145169658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254569260363611,0.0,0.08241488680340686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360740564502302,0.05373968382043128,0.0,0.0,0.09932274093432224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082811307113174,0.0,0.0905615143083498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754403440482178,0.0,0.05685396651984554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822686150681621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372447128443254,0.06297937239569093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810987300787613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010164989066987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457856336319652,0.15591387301345366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446645947559284,0.0,0.0931427017535567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180194076187193,0.1937951082601904,0.0,0.29833477903419897,0.0,0.0957828292899784,0.0,0.0,0.08613810620367766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480553228098955,0.0,0.1359842132173699,0.0,0.09375596065914424,0.0,0.0,0.16917802204660787,0.10036731920860184,0.09250593305565884,0.0,0.05973745901201016,0.0,0.09380525456571953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111695795760305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504814729550637,0.16870867015076996,0.103050805556343,0.0,0.09875600623918099,0.0,0.0,0.1003419564338462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464761711831624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103179341886789,0.0,0.08921958195093202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145848748839903,0.0,0.0,0.3594598041554181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062397972378242426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628308639133673,0.1417145010007898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297488115575123,0.08661379662482124,0.0,0.15421515218116993,0.0,0.0,0.16847556666934194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583497131703217,0.0,0.21208401276099156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199727769975427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852744530976598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417933981121167,0.0,0.0,0.12524839493427514,0.0,0.0,0.05677021223371648 socialanxiety,Moosedog666,2018/01/07,Dae hate “sympathetic eye contact” Like something awkward happens and you quickly make eye contact with somebody and they give you those sympathetic eyes. I can’t stand that. 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My friend is of the opposite gender (female), which normally doubles my anxiety just being around them. However I've managed to drive us to the place (I think having to focus on the road calmed me down). We had some fun and talked to no end... I made some awkward mistakes, but overall I think it was a success! That was the first time in 5+ years I spend the day with someone else - and with a woman at that. It felt sooo great to actually talk to someone about stuff and not just yell at each other like I know it from my home. I even told her about depression and how hard I find it to socialize. She didn't understand fully, but tried to and didn't just dismiss it outright, what more you can ask of a person? Just wanted to share a positive experience for once. Have a nice day everyone!",3.3809581646423763,4.712802561403514,4.44526315789474,86.62068825910934,73.09356725146198,7.834637876743139,26.019343229869552,8.384062270229773,1.5796447143499774,662,22,139,11,13,216,112,171,0.068,0.727,0.206,0.9814,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,1,1,2,10,14,0,1,12,0,10,0,0,2,0,31,21,8,0,3,7,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,12,11,0,0,6,0,1,4,4,3,0,1,10,3,18,11,26,10,5,18,0,1,0,0,16,8,0,2,7,100,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.1467600041440886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504876788393327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387994982676832,0.14059536255665986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397961571455927,0.0,0.12953162057445394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563245320617014,0.0,0.1332018622891806,0.0,0.0,0.09933189283648736,0.0,0.0,0.14370512595811566,0.0,0.14711133827405384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443990254407391,0.0,0.13745472652533228,0.1279225795148769,0.0,0.0,0.23238355740445074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316134028307596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347208717519578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085451973558162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265100688830374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347348726291951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230368030968707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473513316055505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016159659132534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131569399380935,0.15712667402785846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533047712919015,0.2548517554527016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216181082110427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24175731376383505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927290686423876,0.0,0.0,0.08769425069349555,0.0,0.0,0.14370512595811566,0.0,0.1021056743388838,0.0,0.0,0.15656242262756806,0.180901957298874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870455804416723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788280837796132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684692755153976 socialanxiety,So_I_Made_Pudding,2018/01/07,"I am scared of driving to the point where it gives me panic attacks I am a horrible driver at least I think so. I have my license and passed first try. I haven't gotten into accident beside hitting a gas pump. I struggle with driving as when I was learning my dad would lecture and freak out at the smallest of mistakes. Now everytime I drive I mess up in someway. If I change my route I normally drive I cry and panic. I pull over and sit there crying. I don't know what is wrong with me. I struggle with anxiety and to make things worse when my boyfriend is with me; he'll either drives instead or nitpicks my driving. I believe I should not drive as I am a danger to other people. In some situations I am forced to drive myself.Today, I turned left on a red light then realize the fuck up I did. No one was there and I remember a law that allows that. The only kicker it was the wrong type of road therefore not making it legal. I fucked up. I'm so upset. 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If so, how did it affect your anxiety? Would you recommend it?",2.6273333333333326,5.632448400000005,4.1200000000000045,77.39833333333334,90.0,6.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.9946666666666668,88,3,13,2,3,29,19,20,0.075,0.792,0.134,0.327,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601585005883308,0.0,0.0,0.4205943451591685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5118462649810218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083902406737784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42730008600961017,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Combosingelnation,2018/01/07,"Not expressing feelings has a great risk of developing SA? So these are my thoughts and my experience. About 2-3 years ago my SA was already so bad that all I thought was that how am I going to escape from everything and how will I find a quiet and peaceful way to live my life when dealing with people as less as possible. Until I die. So yes, basically shorter version: I pretty much gave up. But something happened and I decided to fight and it has been happy, sad, angry, motivational, hard-working vs being lazy but mostly a road that I am happy I chose to go. So how did SA sneak into my life? Or how did I let SA in is better. I had so many friends and I could even say that there were different groups where it was really often when I was kind of in the center of attention. People loved me and I loved them and life. But silently, step by step, things happened.. for example I noticed that my hands shake when I was in spotlight or something. I started to worry too much. My main question was HOW to hide it when at the same time I knew deep inside me that I should just talk to someone but I was too proud and scared at the same time so I didn't. Years and years went by and everything got worse. I guess many of you from this sub know the feeling when you ask yourself what happened? I am not me anymore! For a long time... I'll be happy if anyone shares his/her thoughts about how not talking anyone about your feelings can create SA. Hell, I am even now pretty sure that if I start a new friendship with telling about my SA then it can turn out to be really great friendship. :) I miss being me. 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Well I'm thinking about trying following pattern of usage: (the only drugs that help me are tramadol and klonopin) Monday - Tramadol 150mg 1x Tuesday - Klonopin 0.6mg 1x Wednesday - ??? Thursday - Klonopin 0.6mg 1x Friday - Tramadol 150mg 1x Is my plan manageable in a long run without facing addiction and dependency?",4.15424175824176,7.1555956769230775,4.55142857142857,78.97,76.84615384615384,6.175824175824177,33.901098901098905,7.447530270364453,2.8474175824175827,289,16,44,4,7,91,50,65,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.8385,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,2,0,7,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,7,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,7,20,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851204746253233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278323088069228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096853312667154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23679191224878615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126361047583198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26868056550899205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263635203176009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23984965060604194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833748504005581,0.0,0.31763547985328233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34054323707607176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NodInterested,2018/01/07,Self-censorship in conversations Should one censor oneself in personal conversations with friends?,15.86615384615385,20.368431,12.172307692307696,30.947692307692336,46.69230769230769,17.50769230769231,59.153846153846146,14.554592549557764,11.477830769230769,85,6,7,4,1,25,11,13,0.18600000000000005,0.621,0.193,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531540191013322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974500090326573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121380804133923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6118819427657068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,increasinglystupid,2018/01/07,"Are there any others struggling in school? School is my worst nightmare, the people in my class act as if I am a foreigner and that hurts me a lot. I wish Ines accepted and not ignored. Any tips?(Sorry for this mess, I have a hard time making reddit posts).",3.754200000000001,5.4692146200000025,4.625,84.1675,72.8,7.4,24.5,8.07648339933343,1.3817999999999993,201,6,39,3,4,65,41,50,0.255,0.627,0.118,-0.8348,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,6,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,6,1,4,6,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,28,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575430772511563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354942777307343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814249692149813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22349633116615888,0.0,0.0,0.17547848941546634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225209670052545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25177218139666524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5321094642368039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29427942643878474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748255933275776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329097829937824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30230600038306504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alyannemei,2018/01/07,"Been in a slump, and feel like I can't get back up Long story short, I ran into a major relationship debacle that more or less caused a mental breakdown a few months ago. Since then my SO and I have been trying to repair it, but I've been in a slump ever since. Stressed. Depressed. Anxious. No motivation for anything. Things that make me happy don't do that anymore. I've also always had to deal with anxiety but lately it's been that much worse. Some of my strongest passions have always been visual arts and going to local music shows... And going to shows has always been something that made me pumped and excited. I force myself to do art nowadays because I need to for my college applications. I have been completely antisocial for the past two months except for work and my SO, since I live with him. I tried to go to a show around three weeks ago but my social anxiety flared up and I couldn't go. Today I was determined to go to another one with my SO. Was planning to meet up with a girl I met from a previous event. The moment I showed up to the venue my SA began to overwhelm me in a way that has never happened with me at a show. I tried to talk to the girl but I was awkward and j couldn't go beyond small talk. I felt so boring. My boyfriend doesn't know much about the scene so he just kinda smoked and didn't say much. Anxiety began eating away at me. When the band started playing I tried to get into the zone. I love rock and metal, and usually it never fails to just fill me with energy. Tonight, it wasn't so. I became hyperaware of the amount of people around me. The noise. The voices. I felt overwhelmed- overstimulated- and I couldn't focus. All I was thinking about was that I needed to leave. I wanted to leave. But I forced myself to think positive, think positive. I wanted to get a drink but didn't want to spend any more money. I wanted to socialize and have fun but I didn't want to even open my mouth. I wanted to be having fun and moshing and making it a kickass night but all I felt was a disconnect. I wanted to shrink up and die. After the set and during the wait for the headliner to set up I tried to chill with the girl and her group of friends (SO vanished to use the washroom). Some weed was going around but wasn't enough to get me buzzed. I wanted to say something but had nothing to say so I just stood there awkwardly. After a while I just slipped off to find my SO. I told him I couldn't do it. I wanted to leave, to go home. I knew we came for the headliner but the SA was overhwleming me and I couldn't do it anymore. I didn't know what was wrong with me. And I just wanted to run. During the car ride home I wanted to cry. I wanted to scream and tear my brain apart until I found that flaw so I could fix it, make myself normal for once. Only I knew I couldn't. I knew it will never get better, and no matter how I forced myself to conquer this fear it overcame me. I just had to get this out. I hate SA so much and sometimes I just want to hide in a pit and never come out ever again. 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I can't even feel comfortable letting random people I will never know judge me. There's a 50% chance I'll end up deleting this post too...,6.1534013605442155,6.627115632653062,5.710612244897959,83.21176870748302,66.14285714285714,8.165986394557821,28.578231292517003,7.793537801064563,1.697974149659863,202,6,38,2,3,62,43,49,0.129,0.8029999999999999,0.068,-0.4408,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,6,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,2,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193877533540684,0.0,0.0,0.2005249242161572,0.2938424622727517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481989106433676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23956989861089076,0.0,0.2540040875507921,0.0,0.0,0.1894170724869393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900115996302478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760810869325995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29325443719252103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211842687851095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881880898357074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5493165362342435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22763452289697464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fromonecomesmany,2018/01/07,"I'm incredibly angry at people who mistake social anxiety or fearful-avoidant attachment for being aloof, cold, or unapproachable Because they compound my problems.",17.069200000000002,15.472482320000005,14.928,32.56400000000002,45.8,16.400000000000002,65.0,14.554592549557764,10.0194,138,10,12,4,1,44,24,25,0.34,0.588,0.07200000000000001,-0.8016,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153568912919219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309785773287276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764146410510975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195318585805859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534713182522988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,melinart,2018/01/07,"Question about behaviour and courtesy When someone greets you and say ""hi, how are you?"" when you just arrived to some place and you're only saying hi to everyone there... are you supposed to say ""fine thank you"" or can you just ditch the answer, smile and go on with the next person there ??? asking for a friend who doesn't get much all those courtesy stuff..",6.464117647058824,6.669918941176473,5.4429411764705895,86.31823529411768,65.47058823529412,7.976470588235292,28.764705882352942,7.1686216300943375,1.4175470588235302,280,8,55,2,4,83,49,68,0.0,0.7709999999999999,0.229,0.9388,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,6,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,13,8,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,3,7,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,16,2,0,3,3,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22736515769174756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323941418153958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790066476388706,0.0,0.1270653083410792,0.0,0.13821980433197642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878469094440022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586527702289633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496942987015436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123584514408968,0.2540989287859807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724468333632463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5802224831817013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606799723984712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784131464511309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391178138920587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ctrlcutie,2018/01/07,"I DON'T HAVE A PERSONALITY I DON'T FEEL LIKE A PERSON I FEEL NUMB i'm trying to go to sleep right now but i'm going insane and there's no one who would understand so let me just vent here i hung out with my old friends thinking it would be good but i really don't feel confident or like i'm really living my best life i had a fun time with them and they mentioned how funny i was and i should hang out with them again but looking back at it i hated my jokes i never feel comfortable and it shows, other people have noticed and told me that i look unapproachble sometimes why do i crave acceptance so much why can't i move on with my life i'll never be comfortable ",0.1575177304964548,2.4819629432624133,2.361453900709221,92.08416666666668,89.78014184397163,5.686524822695036,17.053191489361698,7.1686216300943375,0.17544255319148938,529,13,116,9,18,178,87,141,0.16699999999999998,0.633,0.2,0.8052,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,3,1,9,12,1,0,3,0,15,4,1,1,2,29,30,12,0,3,5,0,4,2,1,3,3,0,0,2,6,11,0,0,7,2,0,4,7,2,0,1,3,6,22,10,10,21,2,16,0,0,2,0,9,5,0,1,9,80,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120489035966011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644420807118545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169194665418645,0.11194317452373813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210624226771746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810713331345365,0.13142860781339874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547041968978536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023159058910133,0.2213570901581,0.15310684576720754,0.0,0.13836484651719969,0.0,0.2631692236818454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654233679580274,0.11518909659269512,0.0,0.24170619575286184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783986709181145,0.16442538905388293,0.0,0.10618081040521207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863281151839536,0.27364063495691354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20076608065854648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381695500877158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680849274046085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549756873151335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040403990181816,0.0,0.0,0.09137030659477062,0.0,0.0,0.1497291021269546,0.0,0.1063858428076129,0.0,0.0,0.16312536390440913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827863244933139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226237321778225,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dr_Identity,2018/01/07,"Have some friends but still often feel like I don't fit in I'm in my 30s, had SA for about 10 years, have some friends, have a gf. My problem is that even when I'm around people I have relationships with I feel like I don't totally fit with them and I'm still ultimately alone. For example, my gf and I are friends with another couple and when we see them I get interrupted a lot when trying to tell stories and have to keep coming back to them to finish, then I get teased because my stories take so long. With them knowing full well that they'd take a lot less time if they would just let me finish in the first place. And it's at the point where it's their go-to thing to tease me about. It's good natured teasing and no one is trying to actually make me feel bad, but after the hundredth time you try to talk only have everyone start talking about something else before you're done, then turn around and make fun of you for being boring, it does start to hurt. Especially when it seems to become the primary trait they've now assigned to you. Often if I've been the butt of several jokes there will be some kind of acknowledgement like ""Aww, we've gotta stop being mean to Dr_Identity"", but usually that doesn't last for long and the usual jokes start up again soon after. I also find that my gf tends to make fun of me a lot more when we're around other people and it triggers my anxiety sometimes and makes me feel self conscious. She almost never does it when we're alone, and we do have a very strong relationship otherwise. And again, I know she's not actually trying to hurt me, and generally takes it in stride when I make fun of her back after she does it to me. The teasing with our friends isn't all directed at me, it's pretty much a free-for-all. But there are sometimes when it really starts to feel excessive and I find that my confidence and social stamina wear down the more teasing and sarcastic barbs get thrown around and it gets to a point where I can feel myself disconnecting because I can't take it anymore. At which point I start to get the thoughts like ""these people don't like me, they think I'm a loser and don't really like being around me"" and usually it stays like that the rest of the day and I end up exhausted and sad. And whereas we may have had a fun day with our friends, I just feel like my outer layer has been chipped away and now I feel exposed and vulnerable. I'm also afraid that if I say anything, I'll be seen as a crybaby and people will walk on eggshells around me thinking I can't take some friendly teasing. I feel on some level that if they can deal with it then I should be able to as well, and if I can't it means there's something wrong with me and I'm dragging things down by letting it get to me. Our friends are nice people, and I do like doing things with them. But sometimes I just feel like saying ""God, can we just have a nice day where we hang out and have fun and actually have pleasant conversations without feeling like we're at war with each other?"" And this is just one of many internal issues I have that I feel afraid to talk to people about (including counsellors) because I'm scared that these issues are stupid and no one will care. 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I read some stories of how some people with severe social anxiety live with their parents even after 30 years.So I see that some people have better loving parents than the others.,6.204615384615384,8.30719817948718,6.121025641025642,74.33230769230771,67.2051282051282,7.2512820512820495,28.384615384615394,7.793537801064563,2.1901384615384614,175,6,25,2,3,55,32,39,0.097,0.7,0.203,0.6908,3,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,5,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,5,5,3,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,4,1,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643894817683937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005184032597355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193214483563507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975090657187416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939456945654456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7158263467498227,0.0,0.0,0.2979539238169819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494713233069315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123869554559165,0.0,0.0,0.2427633820460467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190522538296324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24385346831839516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,slamdunkfromarebound,2018/01/07,"relatively normal guy struggling to make friends I consider myself to be relatively normal. I'm in college and enjoying my classes, I am successful at my part time job and overall enjoy life. I can't seem to develop friendships though. I have tried very hard to 'put myself out there' and in the end have either been disappointed by the people I met or ended up recognizing that I wasn't at all important to them and the friendship fizzled out. I have been in solitude most of my life in this regard, but it is especially becoming difficult. Anyone else feel similar to this? It really degrades my sense of self-worth. Not that I think poorly of myself, but it makes me think that other people think poorly of me that I am not worth their time or effort. I guess I don't have that magic 'x-factor' that people with friends have. 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I’m getting worried that my friends will give up on me but I’m determined to make things right and head out with them. It’s strange because I attended 3 parties this year and had a great time and yet mu body still gets nervous at the idea of heading out.",3.005182724252492,4.6266294186046535,4.294451827242527,86.15569767441862,74.5813953488372,6.774750830564784,28.564784053156142,7.447530270364453,1.6430086378737545,334,14,67,4,7,110,66,86,0.106,0.716,0.17800000000000002,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,5,0,3,3,3,2,1,15,12,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,7,2,11,10,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.20618429050864268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879775518465428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23469069710462215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377550676720807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632387488292431,0.0,0.3311640538248834,0.20268442290114236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329431461404429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336800118402081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23851575149277898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611705324264435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410347945445411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295649841811888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647884820009707,0.1844864570334927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043676827796976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537908563546215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873297209339388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403687800750179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320234635025885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174332767253458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457080701453324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606101445426033 socialanxiety,gadorp,2018/01/07,"Nearing 40, single dad, diagnosed over a year ago with agoraphobia/social anxiety. Lonely as all hell. What can I do to meet people/make friends without feeling like I'm abandoning my kids? I'm a recently single, full-time dad, not looking for a relationship just looking for someone to maybe hang out with at a bar or play some tabletop/video games with once in a while or find new hobbies or something, I don't really know. I have absolutely no one anywhere near my age to relate to in life. At work everyone's either really young, has no kids and way more free time or lives way too far away (I work remote most days and commute over an hour when I don't) Once in a while (maybe every month or so) there's D&D at work but that's it. I love my kids, we have tons of fun playing video games, watching movies and Netflix, etc. or playing tabletop games, but I have no one adult to relate with or hang out with outside of all this. I've been anxious my whole adult life but until over a year ago I just spent that time with my wife of nearly two decades (she was a socialphobe, too), now that she's gone there's nothing. No one to make fun of shitty TV with. No one to talk music, movies, books, shows, politics or philosophy with. I have tried online chat which used to be okay when I was bored or feeling empty but now I find a lot of people hitting on me and that's just not what I want. Bars don't seem like good places to meet people either. I just don't know. Is there a Tinder but for friends-only or something? I feel so pathetic even asking.",3.075,4.5951735955414,4.002030573248408,88.74074012738855,74.19108280254778,6.80743949044586,24.66191082802548,7.404127859558343,1.0018154394904464,1215,38,255,14,25,391,163,314,0.14,0.76,0.1,-0.8358,0,2,2,0,1,0,45.0,1,0,0,3,16,16,1,0,11,1,16,6,0,2,2,56,34,27,0,1,24,3,3,2,1,0,3,0,0,5,9,15,2,1,8,14,2,3,12,4,0,5,5,6,23,13,44,27,13,43,1,2,3,1,22,18,1,14,22,165,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389940527719208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461362546046276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798257420719269,0.12992891665506753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751911686536164,0.0,0.10805597443020036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417213694764108,0.0,0.0,0.11673304616217108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826689995571014,0.07596322666787675,0.0,0.0969011485712117,0.10989728217966922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445800890422689,0.08216339017576015,0.0,0.0,0.21023468393586012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885668208326715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646519343382867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326199067429545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641331985728987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247036984799945,0.11237645851005768,0.0,0.1015562129568792,0.0,0.19315939269739146,0.0,0.0,0.09777765481508198,0.1038012972649362,0.0,0.07677027661264571,0.0,0.23108663453288297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180013411434956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110776764135929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103554966159829,0.0,0.0,0.2449644584017598,0.31173585675478044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946733897175666,0.0,0.12016129778575432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735710229218402,0.0,0.11355880857109847,0.12347803413535205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470106894544397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097447864494175,0.17708111479876004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244093261310203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412687612558294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808445266062565,0.0,0.11234836358611293,0.0,0.0,0.09933198323050244,0.0,0.0,0.06783606208204407,0.18257966542534515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840490656620995,0.0,0.1108658370240415,0.0,0.2511866316323632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812574087952332 socialanxiety,trololocos,2018/01/07,"I'm too lazy to chat I don't know why, but I have rn 20 chats without open, and the ones that I open I relpy with monosyllables. ",-1.726034482758621,0.19078665517241689,0.6650862068965537,103.20728448275864,96.24137931034485,4.279310344827587,14.14655172413793,5.985473137389443,-1.1455586206896546,99,2,27,1,4,33,24,29,0.07400000000000001,0.926,0.0,-0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472574595129175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281692853963332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701614915919606,0.0,0.0,0.6090970311546909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yusuo85,2018/01/07,"Negative introvert, scared to socialise I'm 32/M and well I've always been kind of an introvert, I struggle connecting with people, so much so that I'm usually really distant, sarcastic, negative or condescending, and when I'm round new people my mind just goes blank and I don't know what to say, I've started conversations with people only to give them one word answers and awkwardly killing the topic before it even begins. People I do spend time around I usually just take the piss out of so I push them far away, I believe this is die to the fact that I don't know how to form genuine relationships, on the odd occasion they invite me out socially I make any excuse I can not to go that I stop getting invites shortly after Only issue now is I don't really have alot of people around me, I've tried to curb this behaviour however the silence follows as stated above I do it with my GF (shes kind of the same) , I do it with my colleagues, I do it with everyone and I hate myself for it, but I have serious issues just relating to people, finding common ground and building meaningful relationships. I would love to just meet people naturally and carry a conversation with a random person in the bank queue, in a pub in any outside social place but the fear of being weird scares me into silence, its either that or I'll offend someone I'm so stuck like this and I don't know what to do",3.7970181818181814,5.522667810909091,5.504636363636365,77.86095454545456,72.70909090909092,8.636363636363637,27.772727272727273,9.218907990703514,2.5411090909090914,1108,42,203,25,22,378,154,275,0.151,0.789,0.06,-0.9585,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,0,16,16,4,5,13,0,18,2,1,2,1,46,36,19,2,1,10,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,15,19,0,2,6,1,2,3,7,11,1,1,2,2,29,5,34,32,5,29,0,0,1,1,17,14,1,4,12,141,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972208914567388,0.0,0.0,0.14665438269655728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198074975619456,0.0,0.0,0.1013085824057701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917542538928142,0.12148598305745495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190913267844203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121981777751589,0.0,0.0,0.10303491247548734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213372288362162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985534484066178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633602818608816,0.10343908310300247,0.0612815165239277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645848509427053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250902277317577,0.0,0.0,0.11929644419152872,0.2245739276851614,0.1777794467101195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267964019328161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731958212623866,0.0,0.07197647270813254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887621544810464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926647737121642,0.0,0.0,0.10414159877533648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306749557211055,0.16401712081409753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5232837469426256,0.0941518331173066,0.11265800713847493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138155610731977,0.0,0.0,0.23153526979823494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857496841413868,0.21591061360698255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198354942013622,0.09136287986326516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632168568702044,0.0,0.0,0.09014959408843667,0.0,0.11272593514755468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107373834617085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287576302212958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320858701883608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375160861639547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695092158088388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659839147522317,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,musketiermitlinks,2018/01/08,"""Open when"" letters for someone with social anxiety Hello :) I'm planning to write some ""open when... [insert situation/mood/feeling here]"" letters (sort of like this: http://www.ldrmagazine.com/blog/2014/02/20/35-inspiring-open-letters-made/) for someone who has social anxiety and would be very grateful for some input from people who have experienced it first-hand, because although I've obviously listened to what they've told me and done some research, I don't feel like I can just assume things and I would like to customise some of them a bit towards the specific situations rather than just generic ""open when you're feeling angry..."" What are some situations where a letter like that would be a useful distraction/nice thing to read to comfort/cheer up etc.? Here are some that I thought of so far: Open when • you're about to meet some new people • you have to do a presentation • you're feeling overwhelmed (could do a few more specific ones here maybe? For example by work/by your family...?) • you feel like you're being selfish • you feel lonely • you feel like no one understands • you've had an argument with XYZ • you have to make an important phone call • you've had a great day • you've had a bad day • you've had a panic attack (??? not sure if this is a bad idea or what I would say for this, see below, but maybe something along the lines of ""you got through it, you're stronger than you know""??) And what are scenarios where it wouldn't be appropriate? For example if someone is having a panic attack they would hardly be rushing off to look for the stash of letters, but are there any other scenarios that might seem thoughtless? Also do you have any advice for some of these scenarios/things not to say based on your experiences? TL;DR - any scenario suggestions for ""open when"" letters specifically for someone who has social anxiety? Thanks so much in advance! I really appreciate it!",4.644012916739398,7.577496715133531,4.452442834700649,80.79473686507245,74.43026706231454,7.288148018851459,26.825711293419445,8.313332769828598,2.099665456449642,1511,57,256,28,34,462,169,337,0.102,0.79,0.108,-0.5912,0,2,1,0,0,0,76.0,0,10,2,2,18,18,2,3,15,0,36,0,0,2,2,56,55,18,0,10,10,0,7,6,0,7,0,3,0,0,21,12,0,0,12,1,0,2,5,9,0,2,8,13,19,9,41,34,13,25,0,2,2,0,33,14,0,15,15,176,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625548467077977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058871970028151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007792299606792,0.0,0.20257672286061465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200837552726824,0.0,0.0,0.14740192343220576,0.053807987731366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963669306127366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013255929721233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047564622536688,0.0,0.0,0.11385245745775174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903298746638558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984433128895421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634405899146512,0.08321219552581036,0.0,0.31242035302437976,0.18917826025102605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508160065403333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059681512130363,0.09731692863482568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907172237304197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964500244325776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048510356157410776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587427669260927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412376279238486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892026987324826,0.0,0.17735623045202578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363950280122976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488790104444912,0.0,0.0,0.08525078923714832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962677236292775,0.0,0.0,0.2071294005148835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238927698010875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829292723481802,0.0,0.056547407524679724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403901675383279,0.0,0.0,0.07033899695080117,0.08035681920764322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843619942740065,0.0,0.2699375120517606,0.29916028587672144,0.06795381971881517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319252593593053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126627306130757,0.0,0.0,0.11728405647000405,0.0,0.0,0.0700757583133591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843448507686636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189118400934057,0.0,0.07623611008354912,0.0,0.07283120259433527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426091267503725,0.0,0.0,0.3135189686134013,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aliceelza,2018/01/08,"Scared of loved ones dying Yeah I know of course losing a loved one especially if their your parents sucks, but what also scare me is what we need to do afterwards, we are going to be forced to be with people for hours and make arrangements and stuff and all the work and it stresses me out because Im an only child and i was treated like a child all my life thats why im pretty immature, i really wish i would die before my parents. It freaks me out. 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Today I was walking home with a girl on my bus as we usually do every day and talk for a few minutes. But she usually tells me stories about her today like stuff that happened that day. What do i do while people tell their stories to me? Do i just stare at them? Usually when they tell stories that are supposed to be funny I'm supposed to laugh and react right? How do I do that? Do I fake laughter? What do I say? I kind of like run out of things to say and fake a laugh and smile and mumble trying desperately to think of something to say. My parents know me for this and critizice me for it and tell me to have a personality but I just cant think of something to say on the spot. On the bus ride home I spend a few minutes thinking of what to say before we reach the bus stop and play it out in my mind.,2.224086193136472,3.4336112849162035,3.8333000798084598,90.35247206703913,75.81564245810057,6.231604150039905,25.076217079010377,6.5431188927421005,0.7119334397446133,656,22,147,5,14,219,91,179,0.049,0.843,0.108,0.8131,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,3,0,6,8,0,0,8,0,13,0,0,3,0,26,20,15,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,2,12,13,0,1,4,1,1,3,1,2,0,0,1,7,24,6,29,18,2,21,0,0,1,0,21,8,0,0,12,104,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103682048146925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716129586634756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266058594981227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077480949274764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444431258573737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688395248680934,0.06696342447826227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905568971795134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302981641954623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352956633613108,0.0,0.0,0.08447273690810264,0.1063913059092984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405589504958383,0.0,0.4844845063051164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032397965972305,0.18760614578811646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186878709320576,0.0,0.0,0.13948462155506228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793527164266816,0.425995412751348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094912798051651,0.2342221635044599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23099169233989464,0.0,0.0,0.08272549687911265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025887613356031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pinilicious,2018/01/08,"I just realized, I could never be a nurse/doctor like I want to be, because of my severe social anxiety. Just thinking about having to say ""YES I'M A DOCTOR"" on a plane or something OR going up to a patient who seems intimidating is giving me anxiety. 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I'd mostly gotten over my fear of these kind of introductions before, but for whatever reason, him pointing out my lateness made me sooooo nervous to talk. Thanks prof.",10.260416666666668,7.547436430555559,9.011666666666667,73.20000000000003,59.694444444444436,11.822222222222226,36.5,9.725611199111238,3.2452999999999994,301,9,57,4,3,93,58,72,0.094,0.856,0.05,-0.5255,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,5,1,7,2,13,5,3,14,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,6,37,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934524033673326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541402503364152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849683349802866,0.2071805435037531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038374247998326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408104206645853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294834187227962,0.0,0.14487744994391305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863365982388391,0.0,0.0,0.6130151580122559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714028863017011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776821776174344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123968448710006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624625975732811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440530244544556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821469565473576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559673113684918,0.0,0.16677310991066344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40448174049085583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,testo99,2018/01/08,"help, should i be myself whenever I enter a new job I am always trying to act like i'm not shy and be social and smile a-lot, but then I eventually become my social anxious self and it seems like the people I was being social with think I changed because of something they did, and they take it as rude and proceed to treat passive aggressively. Imy question is if im a shy person should i just be shy until im comfortable not to and I cure my s.a.d. or should I fake being an extrovert.",2.0884378437843765,3.917782772277228,4.20844884488449,84.8781078107811,77.7128712871287,6.469086908690867,23.103410341034106,7.3871296695380915,1.0072961496149615,384,12,77,5,9,132,66,101,0.124,0.655,0.222,0.7776,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,1,7,2,0,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,19,16,12,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,14,4,7,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,4,6,52,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401743223432796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910950443812387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283480546168136,0.20442761660191397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581049912158852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406814830095825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998779797081908,0.0,0.18368247802450607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086032081629794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736479199456388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787700418579513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832453731210944,0.16162155512605691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735355997636293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850743625799108,0.1930989218054648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5660562296295603,0.0,0.14249847191146808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917162563436675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860414716860775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567026356060004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,2chainsaw,2018/01/08,"They think I'm DUMB... I'm just socially anxious! I'm 17M - new school - and I'm really tired of this situation... So, I joined a new school this year because I had social issues with my former school (no friends, etc...). But as you'd have guessed, changing schools didn't help with my social anxiety. To be honest, I'm the type of teen to be way more mature than other kids of my age. So it's hard for me to get along with immature people. And unfortunately, most of my class are a bunch of immature clowns. With that in mind, I just don't try to make a lot of interactions with them. I don't talk to them, I don't start bullshit, I'm just silent. Now that is NOT the problem. The problem is that - to them - I'm just a dumb guy who sits there and doesn't do anything. I'm often the butt of the joke. I'm always disrespected. I'm always overlooked. The thing is, I know what's going on. I don't act defensive, I'm nice to everyone. They take that for stupidity.... I'm just pacific and don't want to interact with them for the reasons mentioned above. Sometimes I get bullied. Sometimes I stand up for myself. I just want to avoid all this drama. I'm just tired of this shit and want to focus on myself and my life. Yet, I have to deal with childish morons every single day. No wonder I'm such a socially awkward guy. It's because I'm different. I just have a lot of other stuff going on in my life. And I'm not intimidating enough to make them respect me. They think I'm dumb because I do dumb things and act weird because of my S.A. How do I get their eyes off of me, and how do I become normal? What do I need to do to get some damn respect? I don't want to be friends with them, I just want them to get off my butt. Thanks for helping. If anything's not clear, I will explain in the comments.",1.2715233042819278,3.0690068381962874,3.2278332701780985,91.10571352785149,80.08753315649867,6.112284956422888,22.44251610458507,7.110495986334442,0.606062432739674,1386,44,312,17,35,467,163,377,0.165,0.732,0.102,-0.9344,1,1,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,1,11,0,18,22,9,2,14,0,27,8,4,5,2,62,68,16,0,10,14,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,3,18,18,0,2,6,2,0,4,13,14,0,0,2,2,44,8,52,61,10,25,0,0,1,2,31,9,8,8,9,198,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497580000799902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884220582167602,0.10166323619369977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481084244456156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942860051902474,0.09938703229658874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519762898818768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058036191416249924,0.09277587619578352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940205360948662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298386379531,0.1003627866816546,0.0,0.0,0.0758205687251966,0.08598942901169516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390523078400093,0.0,0.23508065276713735,0.0,0.10228693339487173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913427763913403,0.1782087608079858,0.0,0.0,0.08061348376177692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063697916292053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392631921423257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945622393204237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712538524572325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301278686593325,0.0,0.0,0.12013822580614375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086438154217047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672654373716587,0.0,0.17382606341683854,0.0,0.0,0.08817122412576454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238782776164314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221680867302933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057649983855865526,0.09252484508432596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642992778260886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237357885552168,0.0,0.10115268050454937,0.0,0.3669344335567079,0.0,0.0,0.17800508616720426,0.0,0.06369547967537993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301717291866852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766138098956863,0.07233066055003652,0.0,0.08285082438069344,0.0,0.0,0.11957089207131515,0.11532408782234385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686084077370728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109739354609898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26539256154216345,0.07142997928467526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759046107000732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057950695538314625 socialanxiety,thebus01,2018/01/08,"Overcoming obstacles as a sheltered 26 year old man. 26 here, still a virgin and dumb as rocks. I grew up in ghetto parts of the city, introverted and shy. I was raised by women, a mostly absent drug addict father, bullied all thru school. I was shaped into a weak 26 year old man, with little to no manly traits. In addition my mother was very overprotective. She was always on top of me, making sure I didn’t derail. Thru this I was able to graduate with a masters degree from college, land a pretty amazing job, all without ever socializing or having a relationship with anyone. This has made me extremely insecure and self conscious. The problem lies in my lack of social skills. I was confident in intelligence up until recently when I became self aware by how much affirmative action had helped me. In this amazing job, I’m unable to think proactively. I can’t process the simplest task without direction. It’s crippling me. I’m too proud to ask for help because the men in my office often find it as a source of weakness. A man should just get it done, be proactive and take charge. It’s made me incredibly weak and almost emotional, as I get upset whenever I fail a task. I’m social anxious now and crippling with depression. I was sheltered and now struggle to overcome this. 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So right now, I am currently unemployed. My old high school sends me occasional emails about networking events, and I typically ignore them. However, I have been having zero luck in applying for jobs, and I think that attending this event could help me. However, I have not set foot in my high school in over 4 years, and I haven't seen anyone from there in over 2 years. I had a lot of casual friends back in high school, but just like all casual friends, they come and go. I am shit scared to go back and run into at least one person. This is on top of my current social anxiety with networking events, as I am not really sure what to do and what to talk about. I know this is a must if I want to get a job in the future like any other human being; however, my anxiety keeps me from jumping this hurdle. Fuck my social anxiety; it keeps me from doing what I need to do.",6.981306532663318,5.759050170854273,7.825271356783923,74.40333417085431,64.87939698492463,12.181105527638191,30.452763819095484,11.407655852321104,3.2337875376884417,780,21,160,21,10,264,108,199,0.116,0.7559999999999999,0.128,-0.326,9,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,1,8,12,2,1,5,0,20,3,2,0,3,31,35,12,0,7,5,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,11,11,0,3,2,2,0,8,4,4,0,2,3,1,25,8,28,29,3,41,0,0,1,1,12,17,2,3,17,112,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432713054308111,0.0,0.2508405185023026,0.0,0.0,0.07642446641318418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808851013928774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415148970117364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726643116405597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888841460561896,0.10104524927413593,0.0571042643836974,0.0,0.18635157823996826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326087739974389,0.4619219662742029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169249672428706,0.1943001098079828,0.0,0.0,0.060067922510667116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679603082057776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292217939276604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104389174790763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293820218043441,0.0,0.07406389337959761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543575121733763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005939117513625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334082731455183,0.0,0.0,0.10942745841021267,0.442466064963197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219394720371106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228333197421856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301310064949362,0.0,0.0,0.08785046992336233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003444480966306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934023087997264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407700633925447 socialanxiety,Weedsmoker4hunnid20,2018/01/08,"I have to give a 10 minute speech then be asked questions about the speech for 4 minutes then ask someone else questions about their speech for 4 minutes for a total of 18 minutes on the spot in front of the entire class. Help? I thought this class was finally over because it ends once we have 3 more classes but nope, we have a debate. I can not think on the spot so I have no idea how I’ll do any of this tbh. We already did one debate and it was a disaster for me and I only had 6 minutes to talk. And I had the easiest part of just talking about the topic from my paper that time. Now I have to think on the spot and have everyone stare at me waiting for me questions and answers what do I do",2.6097051597051566,3.6125667027027033,3.769434889434887,92.00160933660936,74.54054054054055,6.462899262899263,26.29238329238329,6.574015621080383,0.8450054054054053,544,19,123,4,11,177,85,148,0.063,0.898,0.039,-0.6505,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,11,0,16,0,0,1,1,22,23,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,8,0,1,8,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,4,16,0,22,16,3,13,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,3,6,90,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940485952655389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958017711006858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287814301845538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719307390601633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689537724287496,0.0,0.15574588660075364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802679682382826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262887274366527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868590832574562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786475047119775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985068492914286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872684768201949,0.11915667163634305,0.1337375398907442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042227786598206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5909576939919509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899233360029185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28267402968151617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253478979466512,0.0,0.13960075922938342,0.10253624528458714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thatblueeyedguy,2018/01/08,"Class Introductions Hey all, With classes starting back up for many of us, I wanted to see how everyone goes about class introductions. You know, the time where teachers ask you to stand in front of the class and introduce yourself and maybe say a few neat things about yourself. Do you get nervous leading up to classes thinking about the introductions? Tense up during introductions? Pay no attention to it at all and just take it easy? Cry on the floor? Would love to hear everyone’s input. Thanks everyone.",4.846434676434676,7.764617868131868,4.56212454212454,80.36343101343101,73.61538461538461,8.0004884004884,29.89133089133089,8.841846274778883,2.7794239316239318,410,18,70,9,9,125,64,91,0.108,0.758,0.134,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,3,0,1,7,4,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,2,2,14,13,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,3,18,12,3,14,0,0,1,1,9,8,0,0,3,44,8,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981502028807101,0.0,0.0,0.1629810435902117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282366024772475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6075989850402739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107382365992074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23888976204500706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648544792231184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129852171390252,0.0,0.0,0.2148900672124903,0.21293824228974367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855588007358166,0.0,0.0,0.1689014514680802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002351353812182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936449742790978,0.0,0.0,0.1951405631367886,0.0,0.0,0.14081411614174527,0.13581281543731266,0.0,0.0,0.12359321993558092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25495691243616675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501711189664605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505674267678786,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,krndlfkgnhdl,2018/01/08,"Have to call for a job? During Christmas break, I handed in an application to a local grocery store. I know I didn’t fill the application out right and when I went to hand it in, no one was at the help desk so I just laid it down. I haven’t gotten a call back yet. My mom says I should call and ask if they got my application, but I’ve been avoiding doing it for the past week. 😓 Any tips? 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Especially for someone age 17 with no prior experience in this hobby.. And nobody to go with hah",6.407753623188409,7.4506918043478265,7.833478260869569,66.2107971014493,65.73913043478261,9.611594202898553,32.72463768115942,9.725611199111238,3.352211594202899,197,8,32,4,3,68,39,46,0.048,0.899,0.053,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,8,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295176809526596,0.3363274703625458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742079458210562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6421763938481092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655012845522936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261034900879535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346061097090364,0.2781223106297798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23317699332044825,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dionysus232,2018/01/08,"I'd like to apologize to the guy who graciously made me a hot cocoa at the local cafe.. Went to pay for a to-go hot cocoa and you said, cash only. Whoops. Only had a card. ATM up the street? Sure. But the ATM gave NO money. I didn't go back. AHHHHH! I panicked. Can't show my face in there again probably. >< ",-2.262629161882895,-0.8305025671641761,1.0379104477611951,96.80086107921929,111.98507462686571,4.449598163030999,11.123995407577498,6.297961479604792,-0.8168590126291622,236,4,56,4,13,83,51,67,0.108,0.7490000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.3525,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,0,3,1,1,1,1,4,8,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,3,0,0,0,6,3,5,2,7,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416385392568243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571905707439136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31115650294664826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352647759520768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973505627764952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780019516364771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388142112557041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29892332501642466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29617652205535017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29131252069281793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,unclesin,2018/01/08,Will getting a job help my social anxiety Will getting a job help my social anxiety or will it make it worse. Like will I be able to hold conversations. I want to know from personal experience. ,4.3404504504504535,6.2731207027027045,6.122702702702704,73.13288288288291,71.70270270270271,10.33873873873874,31.25225225225225,10.504223727775694,3.781187387387389,154,7,28,5,3,53,24,37,0.156,0.624,0.221,0.4019,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,17,6,2,0.2330166622011641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565142175784783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227935008024634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434831771840907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123723137860133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624661643476817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805986363358535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384017102524795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555404314233126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034611615624079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750622852677462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743926461978825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374638859533677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AnxiousVulture,2018/01/08,"I always delete accounts As an artist I have to show my work so people get to see it but I always end up deleting facebook, Instagram, twitter, tapas comic, everything because I get so anxious about it, so I never get exposure. I don't know what to do, I had this Instagram account for the longest time I could and it didn't work out so I deleted it too. H e lp",2.466799999999999,3.8620553466666685,4.546333333333333,84.73150000000003,75.53333333333333,7.133333333333333,29.83333333333333,7.793537801064563,2.0099333333333336,281,13,57,4,6,97,52,75,0.053,0.947,0.0,-0.5306,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,11,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,10,0,8,8,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,40,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516549854901266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30660604070179426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544361792125198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669172883910265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24038085686556204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439178475806501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253876871666535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491549706225518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093212930879136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881553801960153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21627157281164935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825618922745427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951665294363872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,midastouch89,2018/01/08,"Anxiety about final day at work I've always had pretty significant social anxiety in a work setting. I am finishing up at my current job in a couple of weeks time to take on a different opportunity elsewhere. While quitting a job seems to bring about huge relief among many sufferers of social anxiety, the act of having to say goodbye to people at my final day at work is the main cause of my anxiety at the moment and is preventing me from looking forward to my new job. I've never particularly been comfortable at saying goodbye to people at birthdays, weddings, etc. I always find them to be awkward and feel like I don't know what to say, how to properly say goodbye, etc. At work, this is further complicated by the fact that I'm only reasonably comfortable around a handful of people at the place I'm working at, and that there are a number people that I have barely ever spoken to, who are in my direct vicinity in the office. I have the following questions to ask in relation to my anxiety associated with this situation: - Firstly, is it ok for me to not say goodbye to people who I've seen around the office semi-regularly, but have barely ever spoken to in my time at work (i.e. a couple of times)? A part of me feels like I should, in order to prevent these people/their friends/other observers to think I'm being a snob. However I also feel that these people probably wouldn't even care that I didn't say goodbye to them in person. - Our office is very open plan, meaning that there are some people who I've had a few conversations with that are directly surrounded by people who I've never spoken to/only spoken to once or twice. Should I also feel obliged to say goodbye to these people that I have barely spoken to, or is it ok to ignore them/give one of those half hearted group goodbyes that isn't particularly aimed at a particular person? - Is it ok for me to turn down drinks after work if it gets brought up by one of my colleagues? I certainly won't be suggesting it, but I also don't want to be judged as being anti-social/boring if I turn it down. However if I agree to it I feel that it will bring about more anxiety, i.e. deciding who to invite, etc. - How do I say goodbye to people that I'm likely to never see again without it being awkward AF? - Has anyone had similar anxiety in relation to their final day at work? Other things which will cause me anxiety in relation to finishing up at my current job: - If there is going to be a cake organised for my leaving (seems to be the tradition for people who are about to leave). I really hate being the centre of attention and don't want people to make a huge fuss about me leaving. However I also don't want to be the cake nazi and be all like 'no cake for me', as it would probably result in more negative judgement if I declined this kind gesture. I suppose this one is out of my control. - If people on my team/others will notice that I've said goodbye to very few people, or had very few people sign the goodbye card, and judge me negatively for it as a result. I openly admit I haven't been too social in my time at this place, and so haven't really talked to too many people. Given the work environment is very social, I perceive this as a negative thing and assume that others will also judge me negatively as a result. I know I'm overthinking the situation, but cannot really help it with the social anxiety :( Any answers to the questions I've provided, as well as any comments on the other points I have brought up will be appreciated!",9.094304347826087,6.662277647826091,9.814492753623188,65.66304347826089,61.65217391304348,12.620289855072466,37.92753623188406,11.14053501502696,4.201179710144928,2787,103,498,59,30,961,248,690,0.098,0.826,0.076,-0.9141,10,0,1,0,0,0,74.0,1,0,3,14,25,21,2,2,33,3,61,3,2,10,8,80,100,36,0,13,14,0,6,4,0,10,0,9,0,2,48,16,1,4,21,1,0,8,21,6,1,6,12,18,51,15,117,66,12,85,0,1,3,0,37,50,0,15,31,376,99,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804481779340001,0.07510186683862691,0.0,0.0,0.061378519077366675,0.0,0.3107119722860737,0.0,0.0,0.031555237875087384,0.0,0.0,0.08034873486037569,0.04218951203402965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460120111948871,0.09271980453837447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061599770120568,0.0,0.0998687342296977,0.0,0.08731339195040383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04715018748995981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044209227684949566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099225357362894,0.029807271107530668,0.08164350708361727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409286212972553,0.06448031642443024,0.0,0.14830980217146525,0.04124707766614782,0.038386694338456775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023578033722438847,0.0,0.02564784401183911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04455553279867736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347806834597026,0.03024900953561285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913422922409705,0.0,0.0,0.04699489661084103,0.04960342341780293,0.0,0.0,0.14335524728781246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819097639331723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03789698409119762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03012395007913653,0.0915074215908096,0.0,0.04915869820405765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441877352190553,0.0435858580537976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137965221836062,0.0,0.048060899619331326,0.09174171112610344,0.034322629142740126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887029647060413,0.0,0.5005881307606651,0.07880978364099454,0.09430037497991962,0.0,0.042661480860084464,0.0,0.0,0.045912405199032606,0.09731336436101792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110959015449138,0.04800023402478591,0.0,0.0,0.0867323563712047,0.04640011612786013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429280022457154,0.2871070623148219,0.0,0.0,0.035961960753416636,0.08216747192559297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145374721303954,0.0,0.276019921667927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03393138278076635,0.036272971287525775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996338899637588,0.02891683343224955,0.0,0.0,0.10526030382993422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817476016876173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894456633514955,0.0798547395381442,0.0,0.03619975222343468,0.0,0.040576380196786686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04350273422674877,0.0,0.29568996826800664,0.0,0.0,0.032058338428149515,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,duggawiz,2018/01/08,Deleted my Facebook account One step closer to alienating myself from the rest of the outside world. That way nobody will give a shit when I'm gone.,5.755714285714286,7.285180285714286,5.462857142857144,80.83214285714288,67.57142857142857,7.028571428571429,31.857142857142854,7.1686216300943375,2.1372285714285715,120,5,20,1,2,37,27,28,0.126,0.8740000000000001,0.0,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.548109660280771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871747406704707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5865025511251258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535264909764044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EvaKira4,2018/01/08,"I have to make some important phone calls I have to make a few phone calls to find an internship, but I’m afraid of speaking on the phone, I get very anxious, I stutter and I forget words (sometimes I can’t even spell my name right, I suddenly forget my name). I usually send emails, but this time I can’t. Any tips to overcome my fear?",2.1360869565217366,3.8675645652173967,3.260217391304348,92.17119565217394,77.26086956521739,6.918840579710146,24.54347826086957,7.793537801064563,1.1125826086956518,261,9,58,4,6,84,45,69,0.224,0.755,0.021,-0.9254,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,12,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,12,0,6,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,3,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789331371664779,0.0,0.0,0.2972548829430394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373574281922149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379072059133174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960873123808889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404902925875493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374712718909084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512742224824317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247061999444017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602360648400106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153429543971614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28979357891237145,0.21710460694445524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lunalikesleopards,2018/01/08,"Hellishly Haranguing the Happy and Helpful in my Haughty Head I know I can't be alone when I say that people who are really happy or helpful all the time make me angry. I too, can be obnoxiously happy, and definitely over-helpful. So am I mad at myself for being this way? Why? Isn't it good to be happy and helpful? Part of my brain keeps telling me they're not being ""real."" And I do feel fake when I act really happy or helpful. But I do genuinely like something, want to help, etc. Does anyone know what's really going on here?",2.1437383177570126,4.184107345794395,4.353093457943924,82.91094859813086,78.34579439252337,6.896822429906544,22.84953271028037,7.908726449838941,1.3108624299065417,414,13,80,7,10,143,75,107,0.116,0.5589999999999999,0.325,0.9798,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,2,0,2,0,12,2,2,1,1,16,19,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,2,13,7,7,14,3,9,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,4,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836114156502895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665948828348533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835445085334908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845792393095803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138222286912219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266616710733876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043613635362195,0.10395230295935587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6596651109042299,0.0,0.0,0.1271949067690821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984333246636097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110160717369955,0.0,0.0,0.13622484189509382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060549257430091874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272877261357042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342114707285516,0.0,0.0859221681045273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106720518758326,0.23819125213071066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855951332575838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541259929452343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832622099719104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226854145875322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310113239921627,0.09837525857205974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183367976562716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,caterpillarrrr,2018/01/08,"Getting thoughts from head to paper I don’t know if I have social anxiety disorder. I think I do. I’ve done research for months. It all adds up. Basically I finally took the time to write down everything I’ve been experiencing, my thought process and how shitty I’ve been feeling. How I feel like I’m being judged and graded everywhere I go, etc. Took a few hours. Oh and I’m giving that paper to my parents to read. I’m a college student now and we’ve always been really close so I feel like they would want to understand what it’s like being me. Super nervous. Terrified of being vulnerable. Maybe I can get some relief from the hell that I’m living inside my own head. ",0.9157777777777768,3.4687481703703718,3.243148148148148,85.16916666666667,89.51851851851852,6.2592592592592595,22.314814814814817,7.594959193182576,1.3822592592592593,533,20,103,11,18,182,88,135,0.14800000000000002,0.711,0.141,-0.4404,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,1,1,4,0,12,2,2,2,1,22,31,8,0,3,1,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,8,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,8,4,14,5,11,19,5,11,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,2,8,60,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359595405729892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249983930146892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726732068096355,0.0,0.0,0.16721204215504906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223104422567515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685084659756314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24785556637859715,0.2334619515092413,0.0,0.17899362039411051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073656181704794,0.15674546089917446,0.09286238106517597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353852869680481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609133052937458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979881516424955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394828212236615,0.0,0.14428270068994728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415442616943648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042206762221056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143322808484535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344139439715766,0.0,0.1046764154822738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656284465648993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469831320497128,0.0,0.25943821347576884,0.09527820779769557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630805511745111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701022235603238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637588835184364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607266630508972,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TrainerAbu,2018/01/08,"I'm being destroyed ;___; I already felt sad and lonely but now I logged into Reddit before going to bed and saw this https://www.reddit.com/r/gamedev/comments/7on8sa/best_asset_in_unity_store_for_platformers/ and now I keep crying and my Bro keeps whistling and my dad keeps listening to his movie loud which I wouldn't mind at aLL but my bro says I'm not allowed to snap my fingers cuz ppl are sleeping and my dad turned the bass off again last night when I watched Toonami and I went to bed before even watching Cowboy Bebop because the volume was so low and the bass is off and yet right now I told them I'm going to bed an hour ago and its SOOOO LOUDDDDD and the bass is on and I woke up this morning from laying in bed for 6 hours from how loud my dad is and my bro keeps whistling and I would not mind at all but my bro says I can't snap my fingers in case it wakes someone up, but every single morning I wake up from my bro whistling and I KEEp hearing stuff downstairs and again I would not mind at all but I wasn't allowed to watch Toonami loud last night and I went to bed right when Outlaw Star came on because it's way too depressing watching Outlaw Star and Cowboy Bebop when the volume is low and the bass is off and yet I can't sleep now cuz my dad has the volume on and EVERY TIME I MAKE A THREAD ON REDDIT https://www.reddit.com/r/gamedev/comments/7on8sa/best_asset_in_unity_store_for_platformers/ ppl downvote my thread to 0 and then someone shit-talks me and that gets upvoted to above 10 I suck at talking blah",7.3441868512110755,7.768576221453287,6.310588235294117,80.09764705882355,63.60207612456748,7.768858131487888,27.726643598615908,6.794906146795322,1.1230747404844283,1244,31,239,7,17,374,128,289,0.094,0.906,0.0,-0.9754,2,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,15,7,2,0,9,0,15,6,6,6,3,54,38,36,0,3,8,9,3,1,0,3,0,7,5,0,8,25,0,5,1,0,0,5,7,7,0,0,9,15,33,0,30,25,4,47,0,5,5,0,17,21,1,0,20,148,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794909449662736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193640006422815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471612640155622,0.0,0.18804994532916824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263793519022976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137597786445455,0.0,0.0,0.09517107034125916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298235379397519,0.0,0.18619730146500896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609463346851812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057730222692628924,0.0,0.12559620228044413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453836710224535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21763495410594294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910749104938748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801399201729513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375773429296398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33471199689412323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738826052398787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887279979994516,0.0,0.17574360567106184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134237806359764,0.0,0.0,0.2211539853247957,0.0,0.18724782595336328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264928496614923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762691620542784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443180178138416,0.0,0.0,0.1055848030797864,0.0,0.0,0.1201892158196431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770752851190472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048640097052992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569880710494887,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,elmur_27,2018/01/08,"Tips to calm down for presentation tomorrow? I am a junior in highschool and have a 45 minute english presentation tomorrow. It has ruined my weekend so far because it is constantly at the back of my head. I have a high B and might just skip the class because I would still have a B but then I have to deal with my mom. Or I am considering just smoking weed before class so I am out of it. All I have to do is read my powerpoint and ask question. Its unfair how this is so hard for me and ruins everything I enjoy up until the presentation it over. tips or advice?",2.4227826086956554,4.2254685391304365,4.4915217391304365,83.34336956521744,76.65217391304348,7.730434782608696,25.41304347826087,8.548686976883017,1.7791043478260864,442,16,91,9,10,152,71,115,0.112,0.836,0.052000000000000005,-0.7756,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,7,0,15,1,1,1,1,16,16,13,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,2,15,14,1,19,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,4,11,73,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403054678812351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22989749728707465,0.0,0.0,0.18909359406097725,0.0,0.29981522257712145,0.0,0.2092557057587309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657469467230025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535277525867887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101270717415528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029169870824405,0.0,0.252379921316774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598228894590185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608771444355309,0.0,0.2880128867958469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754812820481349,0.0,0.24598172824312506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963881804917806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746910882939093,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rainnydayz,2018/01/08,Friendship I feel like I’ve out grown my friends andI think it’s because I’ve now found a ground state for my beliefs and morals so I know that I wanna be surrounded by genuine people with a similar mentality but I don’t how to go about doing that.,3.185384615384617,4.538062923076922,4.6838461538461535,84.63615384615386,73.61538461538461,7.507692307692308,28.384615384615394,8.07648339933343,1.8320615384615395,200,8,41,3,4,67,43,52,0.0,0.872,0.128,0.5789,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,8,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,7,6,0,7,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551676523506598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165091278107465,0.2990396939145489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589606630055061,0.32340042147240616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237893479690263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23004528170016075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450118771975168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218387350110034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901965469868741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26821459626961835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gallagher222,2018/01/08,"The brain turns the personality on and off like a light switch We like having a personality. A personality is an outer representation of who we are. We like it, we demand it. We kill ourselves when we lose all hope of getting it. So clearly, we all live for our personalities. Just being alive isn’t enough; we need to feel seen, recognized, and acknowledged. But our brains do not maintain a personality 24/7 like we all wish it would. Our brains often function without a personality and drag us along for the horribly uncomfortable ride of being alive yet invisible. Why is the brain such an inconsistent supporter of personality? It’s because the brain evolved out of countless millions of years of dangerous living. You see, even animals have some kind of personality, less developed than the human one, but there nonetheless. Even animals and reptiles take some comfort in feeling like they exist as an outer representation. But all the creatures lived very dangerous lives. In dangerous situations, a personality is a burden. In danger, a creature must turn itself into a force, not an externalizer entity. All that matters in dangerous situations is the survival of the body, not the survival of the personality. The personality is a trusting organism that doesn’t have what it takes to survive danger. So the body suppresses it. When the personality is suppressed, the creature stops trying to make friends and simply freaks out, which is the best response to danger. We humans have inherited this same brain system. We enjoy our personalities but our brains assume that danger is always nearby, so it suppresses our personality on a regular basis as a security measure. In modern society this usually isn’t helpful. It just makes us look bad, it alienates is, and it ruins relationships or prevents them from forming. We all wish we could be personable at all times, but we have brains that are designed to protect us from wild dangers. So we lose our personalities on a regular basis. It’s hell to lose it, and even worse today because it usually serves no actual purpose. I’m depressed and anxious half the time, but it would serve me better in today”s world if I was friendly and comfortable 99% of the time. I could be a celebrity or something. Instead I’m a guy most people don’t even remember. Celebrities cultivate a convincing image of being sociable at all times but the reality is they are also insecure and their personality is also switching off regularly as their brains scan for danger that isn’t even there. Being alive in modern times is totally antithetical to what the brain is designed to do. We all struggle to adapt to modern security because our brains are built for danger. I have to remind myself not to feel ashamed of my antisocial side. It’s there to protect me. It’s a burden nowadays and it limits my quality of life greatly, but at least I wasn’t born a frog who gets eaten by a swamp monster in the Triassic era, right? 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I have this problem where if I express *any* level of excitement for something, my anxiety spikes up automatically. If I stop, it goes away in about a minute. Anyone have an idea of what's going on?",4.3886956521739116,6.679667217391309,6.08195652173913,71.94076086956524,72.47826086956522,8.947826086956523,33.23913043478261,9.516144504307137,3.62475652173913,196,10,33,5,4,67,39,46,0.113,0.746,0.141,-0.1152,0,0,1,1,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,10,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,1,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278356805425236,0.0,0.5126025972215387,0.0,0.0,0.23426466470752125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31477695235300746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040843874125468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782143846386453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32058379869345976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25792675476557353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801047434398071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229623394959588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gladizh,2018/01/08,"Have you tried VRChat? You dont need a VR headset to play, and its free. I would love to see a world there for people with social anxiety, maybe with different rooms for discussion topics like gaming, music, sports, whatever. I recommend it. I mostly lurk right now tho, Im working on it.",2.421515151515152,5.0254286363636425,3.861363636363638,83.7053787878788,80.81818181818181,7.303030303030304,21.89393939393939,8.344100000000001,1.6298484848484844,225,7,41,5,6,74,46,55,0.059,0.69,0.251,0.9081,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,7,5,1,5,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,1,2,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22849352385921434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120626852529491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35005708023580895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226315013526249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592260589758194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26957524722303616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000696440004152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147144954861975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070708577831637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25507571121737144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23801360370119565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044721648149816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278778960283894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744653842038109,0.0,0.0,0.2121775481119019,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Shadow796,2018/01/08,"What is the gender ratio for people with SA? I think women are way more common here than men, just leave a M if male or F if female",2.2237931034482763,2.6367956896551736,4.306379310344827,90.01405172413793,74.86206896551724,5.8000000000000025,14.5,3.1291,-1.0440482758620693,101,0,23,0,2,35,28,29,0.048,0.952,0.0,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6513819000547895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42648514868944265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394179541963678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882975802987983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,-not-a-doggo-,2018/01/08,"I joined a gym!! I had been a Track & Field sprinter for six years until I hit a long depressive episode that left me with intense social anxiety. I worked out at my colleges gym only because there weren't that many people there and nobody ever talked to each other. Fast forward about a year without talking to people and I'm bouncing back. I had to quit running competitively unfortunately but I don't want to quit fitness. Hopefully I'll meet some cool people at this gym and get better at talking to people. I'm starting today, wish me luck everyone!! 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For a few months now I wake up with a red face and burning face, basically flushed. Whenever I start a conversation with someone I don't know, my face becomes EXTREMELY red. I really don't know why! I think about being red 24/ 7 now, before every situation! What is wrong with me! If my face was white i would be as social as before!",2.653285714285716,4.541727900000005,4.797142857142859,81.02500000000002,76.25,8.571428571428571,26.42857142857143,9.23628265651192,2.3412321428571428,312,12,63,8,7,108,53,80,0.1,0.8809999999999999,0.019,-0.7905,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,7,6,6,0,0,12,12,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,11,0,8,8,1,7,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,1,6,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827514105445163,0.2698794960615432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638369896090118,0.40655829149142575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012764657586588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291665787448018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26257713784471426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068098596507807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304006810616633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685241534887695,0.0,0.2435198891053229,0.20241206683636087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908869518414069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530720832354345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631053332561352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556250048808684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970172960883834,0.2611904490759121,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Chunkyman47,2018/01/09,"Severe crippling social anxiety. (Panic attack at Job interview) Haven't held a job in 3 years due to severe crippling social anxiety. Male age 25. It's so bad my voice cracks and my face flush. From small talk. Had a job interview today. Heart started beating fast in the elevator. Things started to go blurry. Approaching the receptionist desk was a nightmare. And I have a terrible speech impediment and often find it difficult to find words. I'm a coward. I'm a mess and people around me cringe. When my cellphone rings I panic. My throats get dry. Can't even say hello and who is this? Without choking up. I tried anti anxiety medications but ended up abusing them. They were for short term use and they stopped working. What should I do? I'm ready to apply for disability ",2.096725779967162,4.974472124137932,3.622857142857143,81.38666666666668,89.82758620689656,6.348111658456486,24.835796387520524,7.62386473244151,1.972027914614122,618,26,105,13,21,203,102,145,0.228,0.738,0.034,-0.9624,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,2,5,7,1,2,8,0,9,4,3,1,0,17,18,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,6,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,4,4,12,0,14,13,1,21,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,1,11,60,18,7,0.0,0.16832846683010194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32604705888513025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647148013134746,0.0,0.16162393303529807,0.0,0.0,0.11862163364679885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583091569546065,0.0,0.0,0.09383519733562924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596968812313154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422515932940284,0.0,0.08074105460383206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835238215096385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229445146497052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311951422329958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333745896017159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849271731456263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297892614680542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32099493580591903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896427935859274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111425894971524,0.0,0.0,0.11877599824028055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418963535560522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438429333382477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466474680698656,0.0,0.0,0.09645548702518282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270195273465387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694939184738322,0.0,0.10342788294283156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148774173776718 socialanxiety,Criminalis,2018/01/09,"Trying to figure out what disorder I have. I meet all of the criteria for social anxiety disorder but I KNOW there is much more to it.. the stress, temper, breathing patterns, throat tension, paranoia...",4.341857142857143,7.529115685714286,5.016785714285717,74.67946428571432,77.85714285714286,8.071428571428571,31.607142857142854,8.841846274778883,3.6151428571428585,159,8,23,4,4,51,30,35,0.3720000000000001,0.628,0.0,-0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,5,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24827705291506946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7439164194776025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783621744771145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23857889416414274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308341107361609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717667226717384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22034565321324173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,queer_asshole,2018/01/09,applying in person I'm going in person to apply for a florist position today with my mom. I am super nervous and I already am crying and freaking out. I really need a job so I want to do this but it's terrifying me. I don't want to mess this up because its something I do enjoy but I'm afraid they won't want me because of how bad I am socially. How do I do good?,0.08842592592592524,1.8201786296296305,3.800725308641976,85.84701388888892,83.69135802469134,6.519135802469138,23.70524691358025,7.6454224807358475,1.270739506172839,283,11,62,5,8,106,51,81,0.174,0.613,0.214,0.3735,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,3,8,0,2,2,0,9,0,0,2,0,12,16,7,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,12,3,10,15,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,44,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625801365339458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867558282272996,0.2901002395118466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613733128319529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523061171878484,0.199578430142659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23612541649276264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786803375885336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643448733813732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155318180458852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524347699878865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24255672872214204,0.0,0.18318301991324693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255456802864174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210414439281024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fvckdvcks,2018/01/09,"Ive (17M) never been in a relationship and can't really imagine myself in one... Idk it's a weird feeling. I see a girl, I find a way to talk to her, i never invite her out due to SA not only regarding rejection but also being judged by other people so our friendship remains that. I feel like in college I might have more success just cause I won't know anyone but Idk. Also, I feel like eventually I just lose interest in anything serious and think I'm better off on my own and whenever I see a couple in the hall way or anything I just can't imagine myself in that situation or anyone loving me like that. I'm not that interesting and frankly I'd bore any girl who spent a prolonged period of time with me. Anyone feel similarly? Edit: and it's not like I'm physically unattractive, I've had girls approach me but I just kind of lack a personality because I cant open up much",1.978888527786804,3.997608624309393,4.730308742281443,80.11221319467012,78.77900552486187,7.352746181345466,25.01169970750731,8.313332769828598,1.807950666233344,695,26,136,14,17,248,108,181,0.121,0.6729999999999999,0.206,0.9688,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,3,7,15,0,0,8,0,10,1,0,1,2,34,23,13,0,1,12,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,4,8,8,0,0,9,0,1,1,9,5,0,1,3,6,22,10,17,17,4,20,0,2,2,1,11,12,0,3,9,91,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427488685899384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321222297965177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183738835700043,0.0,0.2497958303791423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252064776320268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423267755664514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591476113299224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793618062075552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069680560178185,0.2168562192974409,0.0,0.0,0.13871962508483868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805033489940964,0.0834115856053659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965984470504035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979743271761866,0.0,0.0,0.13698288760293112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610093188886116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157210833824696,0.0,0.2341165149850999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284668629586652,0.1154317473141736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522169349653013,0.13252409938205725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972309687482222,0.0,0.0,0.16294957883062464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418900923555073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060148952558776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199101760482675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725130892496064,0.0,0.0,0.08850123881375313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409439038483889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Hdjjggkjfdiokbd,2018/01/09,"inevitable Ive felt for most of my life (I'm 26) that I should just be totally alone, the pain of isolation is nothing compared to the stabs of allowing myself to be vulnerable with people who will be disturbed or bored and leave my life once I let them into it. I seem functional or interesting until people realize that most of my social interactions are coping mechanisms. I don't always answer people truthfully because I know they aren't things people want to hear and would only drive them away. In my personal life I'm often despondent or depressed and difficult to communicate with. I have difficulty with audio processing and language and many people interpret me as simple. I don't always understand or portray facial expressions. As they get older most people seem to lose any patience or interest in people like me. I don't know what to do. When I haven't been at work I'm in bed. I don't contribute anything to anyone's life beyond unnecessarily worrying them which is why everyone leaves eventually. I don't think I can endure a life time of it. 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He made me notice it and it's true that I cared a lot about whatever he had just said. (not sure how it's supposed to be related to my anxiety however). Something similar happened when a person close to me suggested I go and meet people and make some friends. (Context: she's read that it can help with anxiety and depression, more context: I live in a place with very few people of my age, very few people at all, too. Small village). I don't think she had any bad intentions. I got extremely frustrated same as I had with the psyquiatrist. Wasn't sure why I got angry, took screenshots of the conversation and showed to two of my friends, and asked them if it's normal if I got angry. And they got angry too and told me to stop talking to that person.... so now I'm thinking, maybe I just get pissed in situations in which anyone would normally get pissed and the psyquiatrist is wrong again. (He's been wrong about my anxiety, I can elaborate but basically wrong diagnostic and I knew it, and he didn't listen to me and it took a month before he finally changed his mind)",5.071973684210526,5.849434881578951,5.70905263157895,81.20436842105265,68.60526315789474,9.588771929824562,30.55087719298245,9.725611199111238,2.730211929824562,915,35,183,20,15,297,125,228,0.14300000000000002,0.79,0.066,-0.9382,2,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,1,12,16,4,0,9,0,15,2,2,5,4,44,38,19,0,5,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,13,16,0,1,4,2,0,3,5,9,0,1,17,2,26,7,20,17,7,18,0,1,0,0,23,7,2,5,8,117,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363377720338952,0.0,0.2485005773534548,0.0,0.0,0.07571154828174878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122672153486376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904088647468056,0.0,0.0,0.09213788451976923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039817290911212,0.0,0.11454536009263065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326097993143782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861490626068692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731295561175738,0.0,0.1131431457199995,0.0,0.06153773861290345,0.09081971242156647,0.3464040501638477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575120963645224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257747049781317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059507584793109636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561278764960918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205536396557756,0.0,0.20491337350177236,0.07227741111893676,0.0,0.1087813176217828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486744469258138,0.109331434133024,0.0,0.08642766871395427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218185210362586,0.0,0.1232769353547172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22520212758369704,0.18909097636434186,0.11312903774551927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516858311411968,0.1083088080617017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029986060485846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217107015781466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335885384579528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052651552621857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410430610821534,0.0,0.0,0.08703096544000906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193609249766783,0.1387622707347432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346570828488272,0.2406050307704721,0.0,0.0,0.10577334382191987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786838649422886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977054124460424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691865443523495,0.3551599257219516,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sitonmytits,2018/01/09,"Does anyone else feel uncomfortable using people's names? If I don't know someone very well feel really weird using their name. Like if a friend is talking about one of their friends I don't know well I'll always refer to them as he/she rather than their actual name. It gets confusing if they're talking about more than one person. I'll be like ""oh, what's she up to these days?"" and my friend is like ""Who, June or Joan?"" then I have to say ""Oh...Joan"" and saying their name somehow makes me really uncomfortable. Am I alone here? 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Last night I drove up to a good friend's place to hang out. I'd been looking forward to this for a while; not only because I love spending time with her, but because I'd finally resolved to reveal long standing feelings for her. I get there, and I learn she's been seeing another guy since october. Instantly crushed, and I sort of feel like ashamedly leaving earlier than I planned, but the supportive texts of a friend back home motivate me to stick it out and follow the plan anyway. Come the evening, four other friends of hers arrive at the place to chill with the two of us and my friend's roommate. The usual pressure of making sure I don't shame myself in front of the group + a lingering sadness contributed to my keeping utterly quiet while we're sitting around, drinking. That further contributed to my sense that I'm fucking up my visit, by being a reticent bum and coming off as uptight or bored with everyone else or something, so I proceeded to drink a slew of white russians, ended up hunched over the kitchen counter drinking glass after glass of water while everyone else continued to chat behind me, and finally meandered to the bathroom where I hated myself for a few minutes. My friend's rommate was utterly compassionate and patient with me through the night, and met me outside the bathroom to ask how I was. I said some self deprecating stuff, and she sat me down on the living room couch. Long story short, my friend ended up sitting down next to me and we had a one on one in which I drunkenly and weepily told her what I'd came to confess. I suppose that part of the night could have gone over much, much worse. But I cannot believe how I got to that point. I feel so utterly ashamed at trying to patch up my insecurities for the evening in a way that surely warped everyone's enjoyment of the party, at least for a little while. It wasn't merely thoroughly disrespectful toward myself, but to them. I feel like such an idiot. I know this post isn't directly related to social anxiety, I guess. It's a bit of a mess, and I just couldn't stand to keep this in my head to rework over and over. But if any of you have advice on how to be self compassionate in situations like this where the pressure's on and alcohol is available, I'd really appreciate you sharing it",9.89853813559322,7.3244561843220355,9.514,68.88608474576272,60.25,12.914576271186442,42.03220338983051,11.308507894218259,4.662191186440678,1957,87,358,41,20,636,245,472,0.115,0.7490000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.9219,0,0,6,0,0,0,40.0,2,2,1,5,15,34,3,8,31,0,17,9,1,5,2,66,48,35,0,4,11,0,4,3,6,0,1,2,4,3,18,26,6,4,13,4,1,10,7,15,0,4,14,9,51,19,79,30,7,76,1,2,3,2,35,38,1,6,26,249,69,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074242086147408,0.0,0.08830343281648137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618938321006362,0.08664190655993023,0.06320964236411407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355579641507283,0.07724535211211511,0.0,0.0,0.06353527736383394,0.0,0.10073764486275676,0.0,0.07030972874236288,0.0930926485953137,0.0,0.0,0.090207588518692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945035951521536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235216928094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597115893246637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428298310045013,0.0,0.0,0.1380489784036585,0.0,0.14636648844474756,0.0,0.0,0.10914907716142012,0.0,0.0,0.2368617183332127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711533997513045,0.11805788942257127,0.0,0.18102829096755094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830257852823272,0.07638758810593345,0.04316934302373717,0.0,0.0,0.06930384149909218,0.06608458325589793,0.0,0.09102326342979312,0.08181399696868756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157733175014395,0.08479942634520439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288189797144227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688584434764612,0.0,0.0,0.04540979171297319,0.06735226059683709,0.0,0.08749035814821002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110254473525765,0.08281424064086554,0.07296140126272135,0.1462450837803773,0.06938610424672842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457434538794525,0.0,0.05515435042229918,0.0,0.0,0.09000532997591404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148111473596407,0.061267080499208024,0.0,0.0,0.08787504872755382,0.2326203123792724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198076548168036,0.06284176909668976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947729131473225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726558407158861,0.0,0.07810948626292348,0.0,0.07913409310505744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293315079510179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859746389731435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584324366679356,0.0,0.1723965449191664,0.0,0.0,0.06835013913277638,0.09287652367540594,0.0,0.16845621112343384,0.0,0.06361051626830662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690801051469124,0.0,0.0,0.09458846618625974,0.0,0.09376445716503334,0.15575046542920956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818063092441795,0.0,0.0,0.07895390611107089,0.0,0.05609849872376483,0.0,0.08071484548460847,0.0,0.0993904431498648,0.0,0.09100227445391056,0.0,0.0,0.1311713763604816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420425646672026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hazycosmicjive_x,2018/01/09,"Just spelled my own name hideously wrong over the phone, now I have to correct them in person. I just had to spell out my own surname to someone on the phone so I could join a dentist and I spelled it stupidly wrong. Like, not even close. It's a foreign name, so people always need it spelled out. I've never done this in my entire life, but for some reason I just choked up on the phone and forgot my own name haha. I have an appointment next week, I guess I'll ask them to correct it then. It was super embarrassing though D: Anyone else ever done something like this?",3.2254975845410634,4.687265791304352,3.7585507246376832,90.87425120772949,73.69565217391305,5.806763285024156,24.951690821256037,5.82211442006289,0.5324879227053145,446,14,93,2,9,140,72,115,0.109,0.732,0.159,0.8094,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,9,8,1,1,6,1,7,2,0,1,4,23,11,7,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,13,4,13,5,4,15,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,2,8,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699221202160427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403288412244505,0.20563315206056615,0.0,0.0,0.18762036778161967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023660664947295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107561511085131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765280623213713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325554835346409,0.1815378288051093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108538176632328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417550266092157,0.19609640676322748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488109234000714,0.1547864050168328,0.0,0.21343871845080967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391348890286319,0.1752369235698527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063452842497236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004607839948382,0.1545028682077374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971793326183348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098339369950782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388514210140008,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,liammhfc10,2018/01/09,"How do I stay calm? How can I stay calm in stressful social situations? I always try to take a deep breath and calm down, but my brain is always racing and my heart is beating too fast. ",2.751754385964912,4.144898736842109,3.9447368421052635,89.3414912280702,74.78947368421053,6.119298245614036,20.561403508771924,6.42735559955562,0.10839298245614072,144,3,31,1,3,47,28,38,0.161,0.7170000000000001,0.122,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,4,3,3,2,0,5,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,3,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354534794535023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921053461775392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310074994350576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29412309631690803,0.0,0.26673512556628626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5578014250335168,0.0,0.0,0.29973705925473704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673996554974987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776537653479493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FilipinooFlash,2018/01/09,"Interview coming up, I have Ptosis (Explanation inside) So guys I have my first job interview after university and I am really nervous about it, but for more reasons than the usual interview nerves people have. Let me explain. I have this condition called Ptosis where one eye appears smaller than the other. Example (first image at the top) mine isn't as severe as that example - https://www.google.co.uk/search?q=ptosis&oq=ptosis&aqs=chrome..69i57j0j5j0.1039j0j4&client=ms-android-samsung&sourceid=chrome-mobile&ie=UTF-8 Basically I'm not the most outgoing and confident person ever cause of Ptosis thinking I'll make people uncomfortable who aren't used to seeing something like that. Now im not some shut in either though, most of my longtime friends/family are really good with me and are used to me by now and accept it for what it is. My main question is how to avoid the interviewer feeling weird when they see me (first impressions last as they say). Should I just tell them from the off of the condition so they don't feel uncomfortable or what? I had to post this on reddit cause I don't know anyone else with this condition IRL! I've done more than enough prep for the interview itself but I'm most worried about this aspect If you need to me to explain further let me know. It's an Admin Assistant role by the way",5.1006992014196975,7.892943808163268,5.2770008873114485,76.20181898846498,72.14285714285714,8.832298136645964,27.3868677905945,9.43228470229965,2.8855128660159717,1103,41,180,28,23,347,147,245,0.087,0.816,0.097,0.6508,1,1,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,4,4,12,7,0,2,10,0,18,1,1,7,1,40,35,16,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,15,7,0,1,10,0,0,2,6,3,0,4,2,6,22,4,31,30,9,23,0,0,3,0,20,9,0,8,11,129,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6014735551659971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763072577714297,0.11375744785614267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336815605408684,0.0,0.0,0.2281049424733235,0.0,0.0956375467377867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361633805903518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927465010956552,0.0,0.0,0.1147177122556992,0.0,0.0,0.10042777580986577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046637668066863,0.0,0.1122743771184146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833114698874529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931218598769192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993144675520786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992522445421197,0.0,0.11017442081441796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220320308215806,0.09049956882656453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270596025467908,0.0,0.05424083262745123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410953823815268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232306264566754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523289421288276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394044904766133,0.09694207862746262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633052613270748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243725510451551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224993433444444,0.1141514034978424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829092697491397,0.0,0.0,0.17694388010688603,0.0,0.0,0.12542578250270864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547187940099013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704007401010363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113984611393356,0.10908074609502963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917785823968198,0.12227750824301725,0.0,0.0,0.0881258691083048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275049875874993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,-Emulate-,2018/01/09,"I posted this in r/introverts and got told this would be the better place for it. So basically there’s this girl that I’m pretty sure she likes however there is a problem I suck a conversations with anyone, I just never no what to talk about. Then when I want to go talk with her I can’t since I’m overwhelmed with Paranoia as I’m worried extremely worried about what people around me will think, even though that probably seems selfish however I can’t help since I overthink every situation. Didn’t know where else to post about my problems ",4.657075471698113,6.2621818301886805,5.1624056603773605,81.65040094339625,70.32075471698113,8.318867924528304,28.34433962264151,8.841846274778883,2.1980415094339625,438,16,83,8,8,140,76,106,0.162,0.672,0.166,-0.1311,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,12,8,1,1,3,0,7,0,0,0,2,15,18,6,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,11,3,13,12,0,10,0,1,0,0,8,4,1,1,4,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149002070834887,0.0,0.0,0.1546743127197808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536677310955514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451458069719046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476021820682415,0.0,0.14639184566427488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874611348066747,0.0,0.1389637254255135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646094412078553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548844096959903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488546014711311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340066901912774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045635381757212,0.0,0.18153174053807972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328088895852053,0.17676618634538274,0.18733185752266215,0.3325105166044201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581754494342458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874555455835483,0.19530224900606352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637572928998455,0.0,0.0,0.2793072928379975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133196670583312,0.17070846587227428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602554468120095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248223552777426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529030623364428,0.0,0.12342699538278652,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jacksonvilles,2018/01/09,"Airport app? Like a few here I imagine, the thought of doing things like catching a plane terrifies me. It's the 'not knowing what to do/where to go' aspect of it rather than a fear of flying. I'm wondering if there's such thing as an app that literally tells you where you need to go (based on what airport you are in) and what you need to do. Like, it would literally have an arrow telling you where to go and would say ''after 20 steps you will be at airport security where you need to take you shoes off'' or whatever, lol There's adventures that I want to take but things like getting lost in the airport and missing my flight out of stupidity or not knowing how to get the train in a foreign country to get to my hotel etc scare me too much",5.110760233918128,5.03832405263158,5.746666666666666,83.94277777777779,68.34210526315789,8.860818713450293,31.362573099415197,8.515128840125781,2.1338222222222227,584,22,126,8,9,190,87,152,0.114,0.7929999999999999,0.093,-0.81,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,8,0,1,10,11,1,2,10,1,8,1,1,1,0,23,27,9,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,1,5,1,0,5,2,5,0,0,2,1,14,6,24,21,3,16,0,2,0,0,11,10,0,4,5,89,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938785936854927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108832540904694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661629259921745,0.0,0.2895281806762916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866510226076299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318508037223514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537239428233696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483306704148887,0.3777455080495595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504316609249575,0.17001376242030827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553584756106934,0.0,0.2968504076505596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33845127323941043,0.0,0.0,0.13481360461208913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100160887884142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841563903109205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412624467595918,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bermie92,2018/01/09,"When you moved out of your parents home, did you introduce yourself to your new neighbours? I moved into my own place about 10 months ago. At the time being, I didn't even think about it until my dad asked me whether I've already introduced myself to my neighbours. Wait what... crap!! Ringing a stranger's doorbell, introduce myself, make small talk and leave a good impression as their new neighbour? Multiple times??? NO WAY! There's just no way! So I ended up not introducing myself at all. I do say ""Hi"" when I walk by one of them on the street but the look on their faces as they say hi back makes me think their primary concern is eliminating the shady unknown neighbour. Maybe that's just in my head, but I don't think they like me :(",3.173496503496505,5.357789986013987,3.4706293706293714,89.77209790209793,75.71328671328672,6.637762237762238,25.685314685314694,7.61054688173877,1.2759482517482523,580,21,117,8,13,179,96,143,0.108,0.868,0.024,-0.8936,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,6,0,10,4,1,0,6,0,6,3,3,2,1,16,14,10,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,2,4,26,3,18,11,2,27,0,0,1,0,22,11,1,0,12,77,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041574155839366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725189990657204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863280888947254,0.0,0.0,0.13047748811045873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029077190028914,0.0,0.0,0.11207551149924937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423239423891177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414602724357198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020814743931334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967218588961228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289964513391912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424928790353714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265324525225732,0.0,0.17047164728236308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544115275077204,0.3606971471710045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277661559752039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498312121206693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841539631380916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728497725132844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698810530818015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638658151500338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261823820939286,0.0,0.0,0.19788967513577232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693765166318379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Marquisdes,2018/01/09,"Support groups Has anyone had success attending a support group for those with SA? I went to one but was panicking all the way through it and don't think I got much from it. Though it was nice to see that we aren't alone. What are your thoughts?",1.8448,4.054289879999999,1.9980000000000009,98.54900000000002,80.2,5.6000000000000005,24.0,6.742157984588678,0.5091999999999999,194,7,44,2,5,58,42,50,0.07,0.708,0.222,0.7484,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,7,14,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,1,4,4,6,8,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29314712811617466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979102071279969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22637529833223155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080691307653178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179722368245875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225548580226568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6423875560053498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136248938185026,0.2780882548401992,0.22470448088609316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22466631393641506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26238364425282096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,grimr34per,2018/01/09,"Anyone else more afraid of being rude/insensitive/ etc than weird/dumb? My SA is like 68% centered around hurting others feelings. I think it stems from from being an actual, extremely terrible kid/tween (as well as untimely deaths of loved ones, giving me a fear that every interaction may be the last). In trying to self correct this, I shut myself off from others. It's ironic though, I destroy relationships out of fear of hurting them... ",6.080042194092826,8.076462088607595,6.274113924050635,73.53159282700423,67.35443037974684,8.810970464135021,28.356540084388186,9.2995712137729,2.69317552742616,351,12,56,7,6,112,66,79,0.222,0.659,0.12,-0.8516,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,3,10,1,3,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,6,9,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,1,7,3,15,5,2,7,0,2,0,1,6,6,0,1,2,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.19993384130663605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432572291380119,0.20992431296425051,0.0,0.18238710743375008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115139174856409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284959468418337,0.0,0.0,0.1726206815669948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610951091621187,0.10359375110928032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654007171776006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386576860958805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700497565225225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000942772408704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491267591367685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883234836565253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199650130600159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137350738611277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127916985915053,0.2012940788772316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391004300445145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421220015683565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,freddy4455,2018/01/09,"would you keep working/helping for her? my mother has an older female friend who i help with her computer, or drive her places. I was driving her car for the first time the other day and its a fancy car and i didnt know how to put it in reverse. so in a rude tone she says ""what are you doing?!"" since i never stick up for myself i didnt say anything back.... it really pissed me off... i have known her for a long time and she has never used that tone with me. im sorry i dont know how to change gears in your mercedes, im use to nissans....",-0.049871794871794606,1.7692092478632482,2.1304487179487204,97.15413461538462,84.72649572649573,4.5837606837606835,16.587606837606838,5.46131890053228,-0.7661675213675214,410,8,98,2,12,138,77,117,0.087,0.86,0.053,-0.5891,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,1,4,3,2,0,6,0,10,1,1,4,2,17,15,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,3,2,21,1,14,11,0,20,0,0,0,0,16,6,1,1,9,69,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294238597417795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291060876924125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19660937682696414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986075230061807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782004468638572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808770999372546,0.0,0.0,0.14359069590991436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24914865577641945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015094223749151,0.0,0.0,0.16519598486285275,0.0,0.0,0.2042815030340758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447534991371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866848365197561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417835514414364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186835067137222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190631271015445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955978548464452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374073110582828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804885350145075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167464621855616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32103716375126096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202567701258716,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aabd1713,2018/01/09,"I hate presuming intimacy My best friend constantly tells me she loves me, and I am her best friend. I feel the same way, and I say it back. She asks for a lot of hugs, and she introduces me to people as her best friend. The way that she asks for a hug is she hints it with her words. I always know exactly what she wants. But I always assume she meant someone else and not me. Then she has to always clarify she wants a hug from me. Then I reluctantly hug her, and whenever she says we; I assume it excludes me. I almost always assume that everyone hates me, and wouldn't want to be seen with me. Yet she tells me that most people really like me and think I am too cool for them. That intimidates them and they get scared talking to me. Yet that is always how I feel, I don't even believe there is any coolness to me. Oh also compliments, they make me sick to the stomach. Especially being called smart or cute those just make me sick. I also never tell people that she is my best friend, she told me that makes her upset. She calls us best friends, I feel like she is my best friend. I love her with all my heart, I know that. Honestly this is just a dumb rant, I don't even know why I wrote this.",1.841369157158632,3.6073816923076976,3.216166728008833,92.00126150165623,78.23076923076924,6.758115568641884,19.324438719175557,7.686295010490155,0.3690016194331984,926,20,210,14,22,302,117,247,0.098,0.62,0.282,0.9957,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,4,6,12,31,3,2,7,2,14,10,2,4,3,46,38,16,0,4,5,0,3,2,6,1,2,2,0,0,15,12,0,0,12,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,8,64,26,15,31,10,9,0,0,1,6,47,0,1,7,9,151,79,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376410785541426,0.0,0.0,0.13379089329222926,0.3480204804260006,0.0,0.0,0.056885354775642064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640425321059812,0.0,0.0,0.06432223646411551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424571048503952,0.5267175879728763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708334656626556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039670556593013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987943864367409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050101679438393,0.0,0.0,0.07993184305405578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268889449373069,0.05976008758415845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38777000990645705,0.0,0.04370404608564659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517552580737552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912650016016214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791673609710545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173502807750307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111684660313315,0.15099607264579293,0.0,0.16751250567014472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451658839084362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397861973646392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053588790094293605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304481228835568,0.08374895880386189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087697945038239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723527616743885,0.21934323616498008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053600000570500426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993184305405578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062151062864358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480180772500552,0.1327960880577677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548175934451054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AgoLeo,2018/01/09,"Only anxious in class? Lately I have noticed that when I am at work or just out in public my social anxiety is basically not there. When I get to class though, my anxiety is so high I feel like I physically couldn’t speak if someone asked me to. During class introductions today, my heart was beating so fast, my whole body was shaking, and I couldn’t breathe while I was talking. I don’t know why this is happening. I didn’t start feeling this anxious at school until two years ago when I messed up during a presentation and basically had a panic attack. Before then, I could manage talking in front of people just fine.",5.4594999999999985,6.4320972833333325,6.288333333333334,76.69500000000002,67.83333333333334,8.666666666666668,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.416,494,18,90,8,8,163,80,120,0.177,0.7709999999999999,0.051,-0.9159,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,1,2,2,0,14,3,3,0,0,14,21,13,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,5,3,16,2,11,13,1,23,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,14,64,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911597143259267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25737411061518684,0.3800791198555196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726203357147575,0.1913733687461832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314195766541973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685335878026446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343091632973412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011313617506102,0.120175669228635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788747136531908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875548388842158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993402951135858,0.0,0.17773258276804765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244874925904162,0.0,0.18975833070842554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218329403217797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151841778917167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279381105937708,0.0,0.19736872215738985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662185640128465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024658330805956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147806052179354,0.1425313914802868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906625620134365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704160798899486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527428867380967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945191880819093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432549523359805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179145999421093,0.18781047794918196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246541715287168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832750451329222 socialanxiety,SongbirdCaterpie,2018/01/09,"Drivers License Help? I need to book in for driving lessons, and I've found a place that will let me do it over email, but I still can't figure out what to say. I've been in tears for the last half hour trying to figure it out, even though I know it's the easiest part, but the idea of saying something stupid is really getting to me. Any help with what to write would be really appreciated.",6.546481481481483,5.023456950617288,6.875401234567902,81.83680555555556,65.91358024691358,10.075308641975312,30.12654320987655,8.841846274778883,2.0021580246913584,307,8,68,4,4,100,59,81,0.079,0.762,0.159,0.7929,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,15,12,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,5,0,14,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779006766861015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153255288520254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25441167745567883,0.0,0.0,0.12122741286302187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110530089861895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850528894802466,0.0,0.0,0.2619364675597205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275190026631976,0.18913746957281755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372689683760339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204917060019947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251268603511328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24242459370030164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29729194266634845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690431397806156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862996696168873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530146707033965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797076895545346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753484740414314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648292420853221,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,redsofa121,2018/01/09,"Don’t know what I’m doing wrong Hey, so I need some advice and not sure where else to go. I have been going to a therapist for social anxiety and depression but I don’t think it has helped me that much. I have been trying a lot of online therapy, reading books like the power of now, and exercising (My physical health is not a problem) I am in a small multicultural fraternity in college, and I have had these issues ever since coming into college. No one else seems to have these issues but me. I’m also introverted too, and not crazy about drinking (makes me depressed) and smoking weed (anxiety and paranoia) just like everyone else, so I don’t have a lot of friends in my fraternity. We also have a small sister sorority here too, which is also multicultural. I am not really interested in any of the girls romantically, but a lot of them consider me attractive, and I feel like I’m under a microscope as a result. My social anxiety was worse last year, and I’m afraid they think I’m awkward or weird, and I don’t regularly talked to them so I can’t know for sure. The sorority girls like to talk and gossip and talk shit a lot, and I hate that I am who I am and not this attractive, charming guy but a sometimes socially anxious, rigid, and awkward guy instead. I want to try exposure therapy and talk freely and beat my social anxiety but I have pushed myself out of my comfort zone and made some mistakes and I feel worse. I have never had a girlfriend and I feel like I can’t even make friendships with girls, because if I try and fail with a girl I’d try and talk to due to my anxiety I am deathly afraid the girl telling everyone I’m weird or awkward, and girls like to talk so I’m afraid no one would be understanding and it will ruin my “reputation” in a sense. This may sound stupid but this is one symptom of social anxiety I have had a lot of trouble trying to beat. I want to get better with girls, but I hate that girls talk with each other sometimes and my flaws might get exposed, especially when I have been trying so hard to get better and improve myself. Every comment I get from them about being awkward or weird I feel even more defeated and discouraged about myself and get depressed and socially anxious. Feeling like a failure for even having this problem when no one in my family does. I am not naturally a talkative guy, but I really really want to beat this anxiety disorder so I can socialize when I want to but the same thought patterns and anxiety happened every single time, and I’m wondering why the hell hasn’t this changed despite all the work I have been putting in. I still continue to have feelings of low self esteem and confidence. Sometimes I think I’m not funny or good enough. I get thoughts in social situations like “I should be talking more, be more funny, or be more entertaining”. I have been told that I am shy and quiet so much that I try to force myself to talk and when I don’t I feel bad for myself because if I didn’t pressure myself as much as I do, I wouldn’t talk much (mainly after a long day and I’m tired of talking and socializing). One of the reasons I wanted to change is that I’m a nice guy and I wouldn’t talk a lot so people just wouldn’t notice me a lot and would just think of me as an innocent kid in a way and as a guy I hate that. So I’m trying to fight my introverted nature, beat social anxiety and depression, and gain social confidence and social skills and I could use some pointers and help",5.903453757225435,5.812924027456647,6.930121387283236,76.19023988439308,66.67341040462428,10.214797687861273,32.184393063583805,9.948597397169383,3.009091791907515,2745,103,536,57,40,925,253,692,0.231,0.64,0.129,-0.9974,1,0,1,0,1,0,55.0,1,0,4,12,34,56,7,9,32,0,62,6,1,6,5,139,116,81,1,18,26,1,8,8,2,9,4,2,0,15,21,53,1,2,19,5,0,5,23,35,0,5,14,10,76,21,61,87,24,38,1,9,0,0,56,16,2,21,24,382,97,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039907366461649794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797672284457452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027771898378737104,0.0,0.2811752857219972,0.09227281801913294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034098832080146135,0.04979011116001573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223749615283236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640442528057495,0.0351791544363757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032606592511444946,0.0,0.0,0.02633775556225634,0.0,0.1406981717210132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680499496294863,0.0,0.03573845573365695,0.0,0.0,0.0400066406659724,0.0,0.0,0.10234715120066194,0.0,0.0,0.04219757044893379,0.0,0.08092125876504515,0.03694118424642838,0.06881718310400188,0.07804676726646449,0.0,0.0,0.03849934405448804,0.0,0.14454586355649549,0.08752609978635463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03155208504285438,0.0,0.1280200499496511,0.0,0.0464194528142764,0.034253788410052784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218499296195816,0.03611376415363757,0.0,0.03658369335629973,0.12096007668764135,0.0,0.043409912815797466,0.0,0.0,0.054746998233801705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525054370243397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04488805709568428,0.033289209277858195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961485360893707,0.0,0.0,0.036141201176338136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24303880871758346,0.0,0.03864281856420548,0.05452065595192407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043323690868336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008536063726186,0.030281576988037993,0.03149752943617984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649543526276893,0.0,0.0,0.13836770674737656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02831259801080313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815475309208704,0.0,0.041054442211210206,0.0,0.0,0.04085001917942163,0.0,0.07848746510984897,0.041989260387343234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037178262275747366,0.04260394982839904,0.0,0.04192061334380282,0.033782415996124235,0.0459047106397455,0.0,0.4995622136406566,0.0,0.0,0.12117234954353436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032614052259083495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698048725984791,0.04244732427162564,0.0,0.3938977822083616,0.035695057710738665,0.0,0.0934058371462086,0.047417189017498286,0.0,0.10467184566679268,0.0,0.06484315699489866,0.023813530411145773,0.04693838557241406,0.0,0.03902338363323225,0.0,0.22181582594443947,0.0,0.0,0.04251480550891786,0.0,0.035271755695618016,0.0,0.0,0.1204394058839196,0.03241607156340815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03685081614119855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428811826115226,0.029731254784213637,0.0,0.0832367938586676,0.05802166167583775,0.04465100003451415,0.0,0.02629895616002662 socialanxiety,Spritene,2018/01/09,"Finally signed up to a driving school to finish getting my driver's license Started it in 2011 when I was 16, I turned 23 last December and up until today I never had the courage to go to a driving school and sign up on my own because of my anxiety. I didn't finish it the first time because I had to move in with my mom in another town but now It looks like I am going to, on top of this they gave me a driving instructor that only speaks English which isn't my native language and I had my first ever conversation in English in real life with someone that wasn't over the internet, usually I pretend I don't speak English because I'm pretty self-conscious about my accent but I purposely put myself in a situation where I would be forced to speak it and as expected the guy didn't mind the accent at all, he didn't even mention it or thought It was funny and I got pretty comfortable after a while. I would of never been able to do this without my medication and sure It isn't much to most people but It's a huge step in the right direction for me and I can't believe I finally did it, I've been speaking about it to my family for years and no one believed I would actually ever do it but It's DONE! 4 months and I can finally buy a car!",4.465445402298852,4.530602333333333,6.279154693486589,79.09850215517244,69.727969348659,9.283620689655171,31.63817049808429,9.188382445141503,2.6563963601532565,983,40,201,18,16,343,138,261,0.046,0.838,0.116,0.9651,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,8,4,0,0,13,0,25,2,0,0,6,33,35,18,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,3,2,4,0,1,17,11,0,0,1,1,1,9,12,0,0,3,16,5,30,4,37,15,4,51,0,0,1,0,11,19,0,2,24,153,47,2,0.11770157722723748,0.0,0.11485976071714828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342036631233115,0.09004138441545267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21524936703354408,0.0,0.0,0.2652187433726757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044957861823348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774078168857773,0.21293563028900664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095857183772248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868089739343867,0.0,0.2002338029232192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149421614778245,0.0,0.13378503754430135,0.0,0.0941367035523282,0.0,0.0,0.11654306647057587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594249486044457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831361048447736,0.05750304529691784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883968097116304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185719562224888,0.0,0.0,0.1188450400515035,0.13785066470257462,0.0939482760042331,0.12509814944766798,0.08652420217907017,0.0,0.1815574248594358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975763486993707,0.08951735331751487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159945363869221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23948963704186635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832259450714347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397016303918846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051650384156892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23824055988254245,0.0,0.0,0.1227884148081754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230150430618284,0.0,0.0,0.0997281644285834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330978216813201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093234359572132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344190492466893,0.06863273621221297,0.0,0.11156733272723113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280255171645006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963165856222342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346012025647872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508354703170053,0.0,0.0,0.07579595673654738 socialanxiety,ripleahz,2018/01/09,"that hot pain in the chest and throat whenever a social interaction doesn’t go right i haven’t had it in a long time because i’ve been avoiding most difficult social interactions. but there’s this guy i’ve been snap chatting and when i saw him in person i was too shy to say hi. so i snap chatted him saying “i’ll say hi next time”. and he replied saying “What”. i felt really bad and embarrassed. i told him what happened and what i mean. idk what he’s gonna say. the feeling in my chest isn’t going away. i hate myself.",0.4356104446012701,2.7333649816513805,2.4029357798165165,92.76865208186312,87.25688073394495,5.555681016231475,19.39378969654199,7.010146845296331,0.3199352152434725,409,12,90,6,13,136,71,109,0.223,0.7609999999999999,0.016,-0.9682,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,4,0,7,4,3,0,0,11,17,8,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,7,5,0,1,3,2,0,2,3,6,0,0,7,9,13,0,6,9,1,13,0,0,1,0,21,6,0,1,5,48,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761427814437304,0.0,0.1400710248446775,0.10226379426899022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482354719376264,0.0,0.1610741053781239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068161376150508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610691595437194,0.14834795350496102,0.0,0.0,0.1656264146829209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846065918002116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273777514471803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841266622214605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850646993594488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647992164490645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074701488265782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432645198146921,0.0,0.6670399607863279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420165587776079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564222035635112,0.0,0.0,0.16030007495759455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,y1a2_3b4o5i6x382723,2018/01/09,"How to respond to bitterly mean family members? Sorry for this long paragraph, haha, but I figured its worth a shot to ask my friends from Reddit what to do! My father and 2 siblings have issues with anger and being two-faced--one day they can be happy, a few minutes later they can start screaming at me. I'm a teenager, 17 y/o, and they are full grown adults, so they feel they are superior to me and can control me. How do you respond to insults, ie. You're slow, (referring to my mental state), you can't remember anything, you need mental help, etc. I can assure you, there's nothing wrong with me, I have plenty of friends at school and I love to talk. My mental state is great. However when it comes to people personally insulting me I don't know how to defend myself... Usually I ignore them and sometimes mock their comments. (Which makes it worse) I feel like my siblings and father have the same characteristics: They can never be wrong. They always feel superior. Their pride won't allow them to make amends. They are bipolar and may snap on you any second. I never say that it hurt my feelings because I'm a guy, it hurts my pride. I've never really openly discussed feelings in front of my family members. Plus I feel it would just open another door for them to mock me with. What do you do when people say mean things about yourself? 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any beta blockers for someone with asthma?,6.094615384615384,9.95115423076923,6.006538461538463,63.57596153846157,83.61538461538461,2.6,37.269230769230774,3.1291,2.944876923076924,67,4,5,0,2,21,7,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724276408636965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9280612330663864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JJKnowsBest,2018/01/10,"Social Anxiety or just Empty Thinking? Thinking this over, I believe I sometimes have social anxiety. Some people think I am just quiet or shy, but that's not it at all. It's just sometimes my mind is blank, and I have absolutely nothing to add to a conversation. I think when people stand around and talk about the weather, that's just so stupid. So what if it is raining? It's rained before, it will rain again. It has rained at one time or another for millions of years, what difference does it make? I hate small talk. On the other hand, the people closest to me want to talk. And I am able to talk about other stuff if it interests me. But why the hell would I want to talk about my feelings? What the crap is that? I am 53 years old, I wasn't able to talk about that stuff when I was a teenager, and I sure am not able to now. I think my mind is just devoid of all thinking, I have nothing to contribute to most conversations, I am better off keeping to myself.",2.8274423076923085,4.446639446153849,3.928253205128208,88.60622596153847,75.05128205128206,6.7211538461538485,24.49519230769231,7.413659706084162,1.002596153846154,752,24,158,9,16,244,95,195,0.135,0.782,0.083,-0.9112,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,16,7,4,0,7,0,17,2,2,1,3,39,29,15,0,5,14,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,20,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,3,21,3,24,25,4,17,1,0,0,0,10,8,2,7,8,119,41,0,0.3146148397860978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996703042964802,0.1604529941984532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933579698763709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923801872669622,0.11815439580356388,0.0,0.09275041962901236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956851507375004,0.0,0.0,0.09177385548293528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302623870469266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353900645910252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321470842685918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000261619382962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178086771649246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125428265594167,0.0,0.11004511681432368,0.0,0.07106371924503703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181143162050116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213806805853936,0.0,0.0,0.2074414141527157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401058137427611,0.0,0.0,0.0988402543949024,0.0,0.0,0.5057509816434909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031849714889759,0.0,0.0,0.06115148104826487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371198926350925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463031923300498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449778514776957,0.0,0.0,0.13506776117969468 socialanxiety,Shwin280,2018/01/10,"Study hall We had a study hall in gym again, as usual. I usually love these since me and my 2 friends in that class can get a table to ourselves and be loud and stupid and just laugh and stuff. But today I guess there weren’t as many tables, so we shared with a group of “popular” girls . This wasn’t a big deal for my other friends, but for me it was a fucking nightmaaare. I just didn’t have the confidence to speak and tell jokes and stuff. I was actually sweating at the presence of these other people. I was avoiding eye contact and trying to face as far away from them as possible. When I rlly wanted to speak to my friends, I’d quietly mumble a joke to them. But one time, he didn’t hear it and so he was like “what!?” reallyyy loudddly. I felt my heart rate increase and started sweating more. I would just say “nvm” cuz I felt like I was in the mf spotlight. 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So my grade in AP Bio is at a 63 right now, and I've turned in all of my late work, but she never looked at and graded it. Any tips on asking for extra credit/ late work?",3.9425850340136033,3.8671855714285748,4.988163265306124,88.39136054421772,70.83673469387756,7.34965986394558,24.49659863945579,6.42735559955562,0.5734843537414962,179,4,41,1,3,59,39,49,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,10,5,2,12,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,5,26,4,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421792618143935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669976290411229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6443389194369489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398322334706671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027247700205185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439010059534665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214928792786396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31065099989302514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158406867413112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,laxd1840,2018/01/10,"Klonopin for public speaking? I have a public speaking class coming up this semester so, like many of you, I’m pretty stressed over it. I am prescribed .5 mg Klonopin as needed. I take these as needed for anxiety and really don’t take them that often (maybe 3-4 times a month over the past year). I have tried to use them for public speaking at a .5 doseage with no success. Should I increase the doseage at the risks of being too tired or “out of it”? What other options do I have?",2.350833333333334,4.454804916666667,3.197083333333336,91.13958333333336,77.95833333333334,5.516666666666668,25.25,6.42735559955562,0.8158624999999997,376,14,76,3,9,119,65,96,0.114,0.755,0.131,0.5692,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,1,3,4,0,2,6,0,8,1,0,1,0,11,15,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,3,9,2,16,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,3,5,52,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336263991029956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177325343067236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234870022676524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25626152787095346,0.2539339301214257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017526360921028,0.0,0.0,0.3748404193360676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24129043094652886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257150357861598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192614597550262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289538618581872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800919244804356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738786108649804,0.2905133398084247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160916281959676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830566652601247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277077906179335 socialanxiety,constellation-,2018/01/10,"SAD/GAD Question i don't know if this is the right sub or if /r/cbt would be better but anyways, I went to see a therapist about anxiety issues that I was having. I guided the conversation so that the social aspect was left out. I have SAD as well as general anxiety and they basically diagnosed me with general anxiety disorder. The reason I didn't want to talk about the social aspect is because its bad enough that my parents know i have an anxiety disorder and if they knew that it was social it will be much worse for me at home. my question is that im under 18 and I want to be medicated but I don't know how I can let a therapist or psychologist know this and medicate me without my parents knowing. Should I just go to CBT for GAD and ask about medication for that and hope it works anyways?",3.2628062678062655,4.872472203703708,5.36753086419753,78.77542735042738,73.87654320987654,9.182146248812916,28.510921177587853,9.661875296680813,2.797581576448244,635,26,125,17,13,221,87,162,0.189,0.7609999999999999,0.05,-0.9708,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,9,5,0,0,8,0,20,4,0,2,0,34,33,17,0,8,9,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,12,8,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,6,1,19,3,17,20,2,7,0,1,1,0,12,5,0,8,0,97,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480672701869631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063389138061274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497472929921193,0.06933965242688596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006007570324196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545170473926075,0.0,0.0,0.26072985233094065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753196769473445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464554203632636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409839897786075,0.11297731139487766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286723060619588,0.11872323503219825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125643028923875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358740541949012,0.1163149148748076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34376706936777396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361778046030734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526071211702681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548473180666077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695176624785313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714006878060613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064233408939128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478549199069305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142623797414713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26414011368375073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418289452140264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227300550028738,0.10544542518541077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096488980848556,0.0,0.08280981202581082,0.0,0.1159188083902752,0.08080323100511205,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rooftopslocked,2018/01/10,"Have any of you told your parents you have SA, if so what was their reaction? Just wondering about other people's experiences. I want to try and tell my parents again so I can get therapy/meds but I don't really know how it'll turn out.",1.4448979591836704,3.619517163265311,3.644244897959183,86.39004081632655,81.44897959183673,8.001632653061224,22.044897959183675,8.841846274778883,1.6568253061224487,187,6,40,5,5,64,43,49,0.0,0.973,0.027000000000000003,0.0387,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,12,6,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,4,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,1,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911072237127164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27489721877189044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468244145682444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544444649124526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6240919276640677,0.0,0.0,0.194827949035035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003236399659736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24562899108788475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685322553150722,0.0,0.19079811403998367,0.3056754404723374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575633520038496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047605607987302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bornetwobee,2018/01/10,"Is it bad if I don’t feel very guilty when I unintentionally ignore people? I used to beat myself up over it constantly about things like not saying thank you, but now I only do so heavily once in a while. I mostly just brush things off fairly quickly. I figured that I shouldn’t feel guilty if I didn’t mean to do anything wrong, but I’m now questioning if this is is just completely wrong and mean. It’s just that sometimes people come up to me unexpectedly and catch me off guard and it’s hard to act properly. I always try to improve myself, so I am not just giving up on acting polite either. Sorry if this is all over the place. :(",6.113122923588038,5.474965317829458,6.9645847176079725,77.95325581395352,66.36434108527132,9.541971207087485,27.730897009966768,8.841846274778883,1.8771873754152824,502,12,102,7,7,168,78,129,0.229,0.73,0.041,-0.9702,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,11,6,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,1,1,29,19,13,0,5,13,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,2,6,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,1,5,15,2,15,17,3,20,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,6,7,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960592270522025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795802219425688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012340177922734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548796252989696,0.18851425723839707,0.19429722252479145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182203592540294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724781446660374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106324355588594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783997624151298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917043723884059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147846881204075,0.0,0.13674410021263858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492978948134892,0.0,0.18785011883437056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141434782057002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298218799636506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782432423004196,0.2012685802420692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553338081092525,0.0,0.0,0.2388989386538365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207069981524693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528731128697715,0.0,0.14835176685007642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931606808274551,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,darkp_ass_enger,2018/01/10,"Non traditional student going back to school at age 27 for an associates trying to set some short term goals. This is my second semester back to school and it has been a little tough. My last semester schedule was nice because all of my classes were right in a row then I went home. But this semester I have a 3.5 hour break between classes twice a week. Before the semester started I thought ""oh that's great, I can finish my homework, go to the gym, meet people, and hang out!"" But so far all I have done is sit in my car hiding from people. I just wanted to set some goals for myself and try to keep myself accountable for them because I'm going crazy just sitting in my car for nearly 4 hours. My goals for next week: 1) walk over to the campus gym and look around inside, ask for pricing and any other questions that may pop up. 2)go to the campus library and spend the remainder of my break there. I don't think it will be hard to keep up with doing something productive during my breaks it's just a matter of creating a habit and so far I'm off to a terrible start. I'd love to hear comments, advice, suggestions, or about your daily struggles too. And just need someone to keep me accountable. Thanks",3.970060437006044,5.391861740585775,4.7456555090655534,84.68776266852628,71.76150627615063,7.4868433286843326,26.24848907484891,7.984000788550335,1.5486846118084614,952,31,185,13,18,307,147,239,0.054000000000000006,0.871,0.07400000000000001,0.7773,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,3,12,7,0,1,13,0,15,1,0,0,2,32,35,14,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,8,11,0,3,3,2,4,8,1,3,0,2,6,3,21,4,36,26,5,46,0,0,1,1,9,16,0,5,15,121,29,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303691309229312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925815947932963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119572327284064,0.12727489572493636,0.0,0.0,0.2093704172543632,0.0,0.1659824558359692,0.0,0.11584727300025205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932108469577828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094917684322381,0.0,0.0,0.15009762946223498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195697349045127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344253557154958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656206662750994,0.0,0.2681459534441867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630292311118315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097433968401466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645058963298887,0.0,0.0,0.1143254440726002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287395647093552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009479673364708,0.0,0.0,0.14478913433380514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887681886801474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525108009465026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626498411771805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27556703478861977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535313117987014,0.10480917755811897,0.0,0.0,0.19272477912473385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423257410877404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534175824130814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723464155774903,0.0,0.10808196840112444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848636941943028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030039661406428,0.0,0.21841066499133535,0.0,0.0,0.12620549726144953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,7HazardousWolf7,2018/01/10,"Explain it I'm talking to this girl right now mostly over messaging, and when I see her at work, in person, my social anxiety flares up and keeps me from having conversations with her without her initiating. When I bring up that there are things holding me back from talking to her in person I don't think she gets it, and if I'm being honest I don't completely get it either. Anyone have any input or knowledge on the subject? I also have aspergers so I don't know if it's SA or that. I just know that when I have opportunities to talk to her I don't for whatever reason but can chat for hours over messaging.",3.192177419354838,4.810929346774196,4.9476129032258065,81.67641935483873,74.08064516129033,7.863225806451613,25.30322580645161,8.548686976883017,1.7446509677419362,485,16,96,9,10,165,77,124,0.012,0.952,0.036000000000000004,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,9,2,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,1,0,21,22,13,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,4,0,2,6,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,18,2,18,21,2,16,0,0,1,0,18,9,0,5,6,76,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835891388876173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431660453194722,0.0,0.16105310303010428,0.0,0.0,0.1472058525881692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188279491252291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207342726010786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21998405273974528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732736246731426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871266798751557,0.0,0.0,0.23140102015438915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676493087799176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164575238453276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978949295946015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776330808865175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146064628070581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.50764253643944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986523942917847,0.1348976400176347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294117595040784,0.0,0.1532666622855137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,itsyouraltaccount,2018/01/10,"Family visit, so I hid in my room and wrote a poem I felt like sitting at the table with my family and listening to them talk about things I don't have any interest in while feeling like I should say something just wasn't gonna cut it today. I also feel like telling you that this happened a few days ago, and after writing I immediately had the idea to share it, but it took my brain some days to come to the realization that, no, I'm not going to die if I post a poem to reddit. Also, everything in me is shouting right now that I should *not* hit post and make someone else read something I did because they will probably hate it. But hey, this *is* an alt account, so here goes, no further rambling for you dear redditor: &nbsp; &nbsp; **Hard** &nbsp; Why is it hard to invite your friends to come over? &nbsp; Why is it hard to be happy when you finally manage? &nbsp; Why is it hard to be excited about an invitation? &nbsp; Why is it hard to be happy when what you wished for finally happens? &nbsp; &nbsp; And why does it hurt to ponder if the only constant is the person asking the question?",7.364545454545457,6.2324809132420125,8.231166459111666,71.50946450809465,64.06849315068493,11.799252801992528,36.34744707347447,11.022393298168332,3.9776356164383566,876,36,165,21,11,298,125,219,0.103,0.743,0.154,0.9262,0,0,2,0,0,0,50.0,0,5,2,0,11,13,2,0,11,0,18,1,1,1,0,28,36,16,1,5,7,0,8,3,1,4,0,3,1,1,16,8,0,0,6,1,1,5,6,3,0,0,6,11,20,10,23,22,2,28,0,1,0,0,20,8,0,4,15,113,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680035456262139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052759282308555,0.0,0.6532032285450715,0.0,0.051246050529162375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044959370138472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593756101153512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412449371352815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982855555887973,0.0,0.08143526852161014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719940163697892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820974678650097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659463275929105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295197169477099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772694616949079,0.0,0.14208170459578198,0.0,0.07620657735774769,0.10767159596853854,0.0723555349777368,0.16510209609258536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822143385215973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042827710083329404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332777296947406,0.16044006718401402,0.3375300047395556,0.074400461903511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067233913986938,0.08507005320630885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044839384536348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030207607151757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731318427951955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579973279524802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434434059119194,0.0,0.08124871147382311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441824996638976,0.0,0.07537843176715124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435535339579458,0.0,0.05992773711320362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385062173900634,0.11602859987571153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056993708500377,0.06586624746136864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006453248790135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143060940921689,0.0,0.08372555390155037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33999454417177816,0.0,0.08665802560074279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kalagsd,2018/01/10,"Can never manage to keep it together around my crush, I don't want to make her uncomfortable I am starting to make small talk with the girl I like, but because I don't see her often and spend much time with her, I don't feel fully comfortable yet. I can manage a ""hi how are you?"" Perfectly, but when there is even a second of silence I can't help myself but fill it with the first thing that cones to mind, but it is usually the thing I DONT want to say to her ( nothing bad but makes it more awkward). How do I overcome this? I am trying to be friends first, and she is awkward back to me but I don't know if it is because I make her uncomfortable or because she likes me (she has given several signals of this), we have actually had normal conversations in a group so she knows I can be relaxed sometimes. So, yeah, any advice will be appreciated!",6.177122671804752,5.12576242196532,7.0488631984585775,78.76259473346181,66.39884393063585,10.00102761721259,32.51701991008349,9.150863307647796,2.5355451509312785,661,23,140,10,9,222,100,173,0.095,0.733,0.172,0.9648,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,3,11,9,0,2,6,1,24,0,0,6,2,32,37,15,0,4,8,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,1,3,1,1,1,7,3,0,3,2,3,28,6,15,31,2,13,0,0,1,0,19,3,0,3,11,109,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.15881131070567633,0.0,0.0,0.159028191496887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066916123994486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487360117763848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125137445070645,0.1358815697115158,0.297615404156599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073072399573088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748860487050993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228651681508188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768540739704933,0.0,0.0,0.1257329527655751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908156677503827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465128698070193,0.0,0.0,0.17887591120791207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901363429896112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345223493306923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432157322638438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963303658327724,0.0,0.12551555231461312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945119546010045,0.15615395621498074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941782503906382,0.0,0.0,0.12968315602753006,0.0,0.0,0.18385051025611385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095457485570433,0.0,0.1151886058104084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080469742227302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623519319417786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948953291137336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049015749771107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792357347488695,0.0,0.19197719720328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Slush-e,2018/01/10,"I feel like a lot of other people are fake, like characters from a videogame. I don't understand how other people's minds work, Especially in the colleague and work circle. As an employee working a 9-5, I crave freedom every single moment of the day. And when I say ""freedom"" I don't mean lazing around. I actually love putting in effort and work but not into work that is not mine. The company is not mine. The things I work on are not mine. The projects I complete are not mine. It all belongs to the employer whom sees all the profits of effort and builds his legacy. The moment I get fired my replacement will just rename all my projects to his own and a year later it'll be like I was never there. None of it is worth my time. Meanwhile my colleagues work like it's their own company. They ""give 110%"" for things that have no pride, no impact and in the grand scheme of things don't matter at all. They feel bad when the company does worse. They're just a cog in the employer's machine, Breaking their backs for nothing but a meager salary and the comfort of knowing their life won't be worse than mediocre but not better than that either. Then after a ridiculously long work-week instead of going home to their loved ones they decide to spend some more time with their employees by drinking a beer at the office. I don't understand this at all. You (as an employee) share nothing with your colleagues except the chains you carry from 9 to 5. When you change jobs or get fired, you'll never see most of these people ever again. It's like these people have given up their personal lives, desires, dreams and have just accepted 9 to 5 as their reality and quality of life. They are ok with spending more time with colleagues discussing how to make the employer more money than spend time with their hobbies and loved ones. And (for me at least) achieving the ultimate goal of leaving a lasting impact in the world. Some might just call it a difference in priorities or whatever. However, my mind is so unable to comprehend their (to me) divergent behaviour and mindset that I genuinely feel like a lot of people are fake. Like they're shells pretending to be genuine humans. Meanwhile, the people that actually realize what life is, have emotions and know the importance of working on things that are worthwhile are the people that become famous/successful or leave an impact. 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The problem with intentional cringe is that you’re still just being cringey and people will probably fall for it and not realize it’s own purpose. Theres no way to undo any of this so i always have to live with it and i cant ever fix it",1.5111428571428576,3.3891602666666683,3.535238095238096,88.80000000000004,79.66666666666666,6.419047619047619,20.047619047619047,7.447530270364453,0.5429619047619041,280,7,60,4,7,95,57,75,0.161,0.7959999999999999,0.043,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,1,15,11,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,1,6,1,7,4,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163267475175728,0.0,0.0,0.2585244298774567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438799345318744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33569161266620057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263557721523873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40988089023748253,0.3637654277320598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035993129201617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167657712677014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017563403664599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iTherapy,2018/01/10,"We are licensed mental health professionals here to answer your questions about Social Anxiety. AMA! Good morning! We are licensed mental health professionals here to answer your questions about social anxiety. This is part of a large series of AMAs organized by [Dr Amber Lyda](https://www.dramberlyda.com/) and [iTherapy](https://itherapy.com/) that will be going on all week across many different subReddits. We’ll have dozens of mental health professionals answering your questions on everything from anxiety, to grief, to a big general AMA at the end of the week. There's a [full list of topics here](https://www.reddit.com/r/IAmA/comments/7oz2ej/we_are_licensed_mental_health_professionals_here/?sort=new). The professionals answering your questions here are: Daniela Paolone u/daniela-p-counseling https://twitter.com/ChronicPainAlly/status/948688514811490304 Rosi Gimeno u/RosiGimenoTherapy https://www.facebook.com/RosiGimenoLMHC/posts/1605459996216112 Mona Ghosheh u/DrMonaG https://www.facebook.com/drmonaghosheh/photos/a.1794021984201713.1073741828.1790883054515606/2042607019343207/?type=3&theater Heather McKenzie u/heather_mckenzie https://www.mckenziecounseling.org/blog/check-out-ama-on-reddit What questions do you have for them? 😊 (The professionals answering questions are not able to provide counseling thru reddit. If you'd like to learn more about services they offer, you’re welcome to contact them directly. If you're experiencing thoughts or impulses that put you or anyone else in danger, please contact the National Suicide Help Line at 1-800-273-8255 or go to your local emergency room.)",15.311653272101033,21.41393069154229,8.500621890547265,47.88677669345583,58.0049751243781,9.858476846536547,36.088978185993106,9.661875296680813,5.221315958668196,1403,57,132,34,26,359,131,201,0.1,0.8320000000000001,0.068,-0.7596,1,0,0,0,0,1,106.0,3,8,3,0,7,5,1,0,8,0,12,4,0,0,1,24,15,6,2,2,6,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,13,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,1,14,3,26,10,4,17,0,1,0,0,27,11,0,11,4,78,18,7,0.1034526398480855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209089205334426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374229589643743,0.0,0.0,0.072336491175468,0.10599945499173034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808598986927127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642140584027276,0.0,0.0916283325350845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297656203073376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175890385853757,0.08677116602732142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298959554849402,0.0,0.0,0.06934212380211527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054173423509197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488473927207084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31276778593889243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991520421948333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202912756931868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355993230850772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399847685818367,0.6953437972723854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109138764539692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316039695090907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212984026737251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596693503818874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Benkenobix,2018/01/10,"Is it weird to play soccer alone? I need to be fit for a test I'm attending and I really don't like jogging so I thought about playing some soccer to be able to pass the test. There is a huge field in my city and since I don't know anyone here and just want to get fit for the test I'll play alone. Is that weird? I'm scared people laugh when they see me playing alone there.",0.3843674698795176,2.103992421686751,1.820105421686748,100.49232680722893,82.6144578313253,5.113855421686747,16.399096385542173,5.985473137389443,-0.8081313253012046,293,5,74,2,8,94,52,83,0.159,0.608,0.233,0.7782,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,15,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,7,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,1,7,6,9,12,1,8,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,2,39,9,3,0.2447245728339356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7603825571592558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111711145522554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278584886714774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449422512904166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119560064771011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814601698625604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966120510567248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677682788824673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24501198995367984,0.0,0.19501379995139087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202438695562188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942839748300928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434489365250153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,incurvatewop,2018/01/10,"how can I get over being more anxious around people I know rather than strangers? I've recently graduated from high school and had zero friends there. When I go out I constantly scan for people who look like they could be my classmates and if I see someone who looks like they could be, I quicken my pace, hoping they didn't see me. But I can initiate conversations with strangers, and have worked in retail before without experiencing a lot of anxiety. One situation that I'm pissed off at myself for is when I got off the bus to work and I saw someone who looked like one of my co-workers (she wasn't), and instead of going straight to work I stopped behind her, pretending to look at my phone for a minute or two, just so I wouldn't be walking alongside her. But when I got to work I made small talk with the person I thought the stranger was just fine. Does anyone else have similar experiences? 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I’m not sure if this post belongs here but oh well. This goes to anyone reading this whom this may have caught interest. Keep your head up no matter what challenges you face or obstacles you have to climb. Keep pushing yourself and use any little success or improvement as motivation. Everything will always get better as long as you want it to. Remember, you are important. If anybody at all, anybody, needs a person to vent and open up to, or even just someone to talk to to distract yourself from whatever is going on at the moment, please feel free to message me. I promise I’m all ears. 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I'm stuck i can't do anything because i always think of the worst possible outcome so i stay in my room all day on days i don't work. I have no friends and don't have enough confidence to make new friends, people can see I'm always upset by just looking at me. I'm having a hard time accepting my lisp/stutter. I drink everynight and smoke weed to try and numb the pain. I live with my mom, I'm 26, i saw a therapist a couple times and didn't like it. I dont get along with anybody and when im not high I'm angry at either my boss or moms bf. Can someone give me kind words of advice I'm miserable. Oh I'm impotent too i can't get laid unless i pay for it",0.2046898496240601,1.7053812171052662,2.7732330827067675,94.51763157894736,82.22368421052632,5.9218045112781965,21.383458646616546,6.868970318607317,0.3157090225563905,523,16,128,6,14,182,97,152,0.191,0.698,0.112,-0.8369,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,2,5,0,13,3,0,2,1,19,29,9,0,0,5,2,1,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,3,8,1,0,2,1,1,0,8,5,0,0,3,4,17,5,15,26,4,13,0,1,3,0,6,6,0,1,7,69,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591445977553082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710246060188109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401964289720508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992777513941872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802011420459121,0.0,0.21006204550034027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190870336033932,0.15954048840696475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827758809392565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516499748141362,0.0,0.1701749255861523,0.1562298482563256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589028742818158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207019713348054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759164049383741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695932987420371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956501495086556,0.0,0.14380808417350496,0.0,0.136761116800033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871010329837996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814785857483967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729089707456714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732941856033646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290639852587082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835998229209977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977808215874814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379904812486153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358675333834714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890926448411204,0.0,0.10435390913952816,0.0,0.0,0.1899295821515816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105710346409749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856378916762668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Guttermouth11111,2018/01/10,"How do I get over my driving fear? I'm starting to feel really held back by not having my licence lately. I'm broaching thirty and I feel safe in not trying for my licence. I think it gives me a sense of security not having to go/do things because it is a built-in excuse to avoid situations. It is becoming a problem, and has felt like more of a problem since failing the driving test after mounting the courage to try it. I tried and failed. And I failed even after taking lessons. Twice. And drivers training, twice. People assure me I am a good driver and I am certainly very defensive when driving, but I just can't seem to move past this obstacle and it feels like my last one in this whole social phobia nightmare. I've done school, I am sociable, I have a husband and kids. I'm damn near cured, despite the driving thing. Any advice would be great.",2.3248485903237044,4.672780698224852,3.6480055690915414,86.61452836756004,79.29585798816568,5.869961712495649,25.917507831534987,7.048011613610866,1.2985848242255478,674,27,128,8,17,220,107,169,0.139,0.7020000000000001,0.158,0.3257,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,5,18,2,2,9,0,14,0,0,1,2,30,28,11,0,3,5,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,5,7,0,0,5,4,9,0,3,3,4,16,9,15,23,2,17,0,3,0,0,5,4,1,1,10,85,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825876391297558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013370960369824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453199140163665,0.0,0.09872514958918677,0.17886455288868044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573432244081546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069685417498453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224234256149535,0.2456651675771725,0.1156993774204864,0.1555004414032557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461384725624081,0.1553602385509385,0.0920417190515906,0.1358386356644456,0.0,0.1785539423068381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201344962256378,0.18269023059523154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582442771472764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721305900373701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097436597644516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460262669964545,0.11227793667268314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099346239788476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375134812001983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639052548917617,0.0,0.14743608395824345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396933627976446,0.18204214930118967,0.0,0.16509086216028013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463128770329427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176862895367126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518898043976026,0.10377305232378108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32986671581082605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362832683472994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808149312688554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504688571493553,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,volcanolam,2018/01/10,"Hi Reddit, talk to me! I read, enjoy, reply to everything. And like everyone here, I have the same fucked up problem. Share your stories I'm kinda bored.",0.6348275862068959,3.0228517931034524,2.5409655172413816,87.17558620689655,100.0344827586207,5.078620689655172,19.593103448275865,6.742157984588678,0.8502772413793105,118,4,21,2,5,39,26,29,0.248,0.539,0.213,-0.318,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,1,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121053528153595,0.3876055551363151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987102791700383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070102537529076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126755434629145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43139548647733134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34664554385268376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway125745875,2018/01/10,"I make everyone else feel awkward At times I become extremely paranoid that my presence is making everyone else uncomfortable, and the more I overthink the more the situation actually takes place. I can't shake the thought that everyone would be having so much more fun without me. These thoughts keep crowding my mind until I force myself to try to make sure everyone is having fun, and it's really fucking with how I act around people which is in turn making people dislike me more. Please help.",7.212666666666667,8.620708488888887,7.0422222222222235,71.29000000000002,64.1111111111111,10.0,35.0,10.125756701596842,3.8366666666666656,404,18,64,9,6,128,63,90,0.093,0.733,0.174,0.8406,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,2,4,0,8,1,0,5,1,17,19,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,1,11,3,8,15,5,8,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,2,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.1459772576469156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316589927614478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165209266335588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499247815840276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5717546907827685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563667860058232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829259364225865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026633434919348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296155100484994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994072000271096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104221812179186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099651059285398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20741231556273887,0.0,0.15628863675452204,0.16420376990485658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583052554244482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814427141928376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098583525980748,0.0,0.11247228993800036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23751386812998146,0.08722653220334647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156109232284777,0.16270984536111546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419843036341332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626371338645264,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sweetmotherofodin,2018/01/10,"Do you ever panic and order the wrong thing at a drive-thru or restaurant? Like you know what you want but just blurt put something completely different because you’re so flustered from rehearsing what you’re going to say? I just...I wanted chicken nuggets and now I have a cheeseburger. Oh well. ",3.5347878787878777,6.415211600000003,3.6468181818181833,85.24356060606063,78.45454545454545,6.575757575757575,27.34848484848485,7.793537801064563,1.9854848484848489,238,10,41,4,6,73,44,55,0.146,0.752,0.102,-0.5322,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,6,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,2,3,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826550445518527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066122632057833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055320638504479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645239663634211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619740305211314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607144863858301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286884350234058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431091611772158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29397768674936725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325558443266157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251305514770228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428064840072148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449711751344152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629339530780145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31973148322566,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IMfunn8wa,2018/01/10,"Everybody says I have an Innocent face Pretty much all my friends call me out for having an ""innocent"" face and it really triggers my social anxiety. It's feel restrained to act a certain way because of how I look and I can't do anything about it. Today some kids were talking and mentioned that ""(my name) doesnt look like the type of person to curse"". Even if I try to act confident, people will shut me down because of my face. There is literally no way out of this problem ",5.19322695035461,5.767498606382978,6.0859574468085125,79.33333333333334,68.25531914893618,9.245390070921985,32.687943262411345,9.2995712137729,2.888402836879432,375,16,72,7,6,124,69,94,0.091,0.769,0.14,0.7064,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,8,3,3,2,2,15,11,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,4,10,3,12,9,3,9,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,2,2,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779481641788933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142052404447465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835972218252897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375236883072684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363856823308022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761602677406192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971608121523125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364287001706948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906723534079177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099718129352282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126443487372713,0.2031085347880461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366508552047309,0.0,0.22257904564748868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901772349752332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849830441728638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23711946779630586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696536674124167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204897466874064,0.0,0.0,0.15792882996524216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692744452137279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SpoonHanded,2018/01/10,"My Story Hey all! I just typed in this subreddit name and found out it not only exists but is a pretty big community. I've suffered from severe social anxiety my entire life, and selective mutism for much of it. I thought maybe my story would be interesting to some, useful to others. I definitely could vent too. This disorder is fucking awful. It never went away, and I deal with it every day, but I just learned to ignore it. I'm glad I have the strength to do that now and I believe each of you is capable of building that in yourself! Maybe I'm wrong, but it doesn't hurt to believe. When I was a kid I never really understood how to make friends or talk to other people. All around me I saw kids matching up and having fun and somewhere. It confused me so much, even when i was just 6 or 7, that I didn't understand how to do that. I didn't know why, but I was never able to just go up to another kid and talk to them. Some voice in my head would always scream at me that I shouldn't do it, that I had nothing of value to offer that person. This inevitably manifested in me having no semblance of relationships in school. I had one friend growing up, whos mom was good friends with my mom, and who I guess I became friends with when i was a baby. This was purely an anomaly though, and he is in many ways more like a brother to me. I also have 5 siblings with varying degrees of closeness. I'll say it was crucial that I had relationships in my life. I'm not sure I could have made it if that weren't the case. Even the loneliness I experienced was insufferable. I also grew up with a shitty dad who was almost completely not present, and in 6th grade moved to San Diego and I've seen him once since. In 3rd grade I made my first friend in school. To me it was really special. But always somewhere inside of me I was skeptical of the sincerity of it, and the value it had to him. Over the summer after 3rd grade I didn't talk to him. I'm not sure how those kinds of relationships work for other kids, but I assumed it was natural. In 4th grade things changed though. This kid started bullying me really badly. He had his older 5th grade brother and these 2 brutes in our grade join in. They'd beat me up and make racist insults, call me out for the loser I was. I grew up white in an almost entirely hispanic neighborhood. I ended up switching schools for 5th grade because I couldn't bear it. Going into 5th grade, I entered puberty. With it came a wave of extreme depression. My anxiety only got worse. I found I wasn't able to talk to any of the kids in my new school. I started sitting alone at lunch. I ended up severely depressed and suicidal. My grades failed completely. I also started playing an online video game called WarCraft III. WarCraft III was really important to me at this stage in my life. I would come home from school then play it non-stop. I ended up getting into a community based around a specific set of custom games. Not DOTA!!! This game effectively became my life for the next 5 years. I determined at some point that I had spent 1.5 years of time in-game throughout that period. It was nice to be able to talk to people without the pressure of being who I was. I think this was critical in my social development. I once was watching some random video and the narrator said something to the effect that it isn't a choice to make friends as a kid, and I feel like I might have severely neglected my social evolution had I not been allotted the opportunity to participate in this community. If it weren't that, i don't think it would have been anything. Moving into middle school, I started smoking weed. And then I started experimenting with other drugs, still in middle school. Towards the end of 8th Grade and into high school i got casually into heroin. I used for about a year, but I never got addicted thankfully. I made friends through substance abuse. These people would tolerate me not really talking or anything. It was a weird situation. They were all older than me. One day, one of them OD'd and died of asphyxiation. I quit and stopped hanging out with them after that. I started playing a lot of StarCraft 2 after that, as WarCraft III started to die with age. I got really good. I would play it all the time. It went from being casual throughout 9th grade into being my main game in 10th grade. It was nice to have an outlet for my adolescent energy. I never played sports. I always felt I wouldn't be welcomed there for some reason. I regret never trying them, I still have never been on a sports team. At the end of 10th grade I tried mushrooms for the first time. This experience was CRITICAL to me. I effectively attribute this event to my defeat of selective mutism. I realized that I didn't have to be that way. I realized that that voice in the back of my head could be ignored. I realized I could be my own person. It didn't make the voice go away though, all it did was initiate my struggle against my demons. That being said, I am always cautious to discuss mushrooms as treatment. I sincerely think they have potential, and the negative consequences are uncommon, but THEY DO EXIST. I've seen people change for the worse because of psychadelics. In 9th grade, my mom had lost her job and long story short because of Texas [anti]labor laws she couldn't find stable work. We ended up at the end of 10th grade having to move in with her mom in Virginia. This was supplemented by my grandma's need for care as she approached death. Moving to Virginia in the middle of high school, just after having had that experience with mushrooms, was extremely liberating to me. I had a whole new social canvas. An issue I had at my old high school was this constant fear that people would be friendly to me out of pitty. People would always try to sit with me at lunch, or talk with me, but nothing ever stuck. One friend of that old friend of mine was hanging out with us one night. Turns out she had been one of those people to try to sit with me at lunch. I didn't notice, I guess because I didn't make eye contact with her at lunch. She told me that I looked terrified. I guess that's how I looked to everybody. Maybe that's an accurate description of how I felt. Not having that fear of prejudice helped me to start to talk to people. i started to make friends for the first time in my life. It was awesome! I didn't make that many friends but the ones I did were very dear to me at the time. I still was experimenting with drugs to an extent. To be honest, I am of the mind that much of our preconceptions of drugs are false. This is largely a resultant of misinformation campaigns in our educational systems. For instance, I found a way to harvest mushrooms in the forest and started using them to some degree of regularity. I started smoking more weed than I ever had. My grades really started to falter. I still was suffering from depression. but things were better than they ever had been so I was ok with it. One problem for me living in Virginia was that I had dialup at home. Since my life had so strongly orbitted online gaming, not being able to do that meant my life was forced to be completely different. I'm not sure how much this helped, or hurt, but it was significant. Going into my senior year, I started talking with this girl. She had been sitting with me and my friends at lunch since I had made those friends. Eventually, with the encouragement of my friend (""ask her out today or im gonna kick you in the nuts""), I asked her out! We ended up falling in love. This was the first time I had even considered something like that. It was amazing. She and I ended up by coincidence going to the same college. Unfortunately, at the end of high school I had a falling out with that friend group. This was due to a torrent of them being shitty people and me being unstable I guess. One of them stole from me and I haven't looked back since. So I went to college after that! Because of my grades falling, I almost didn't get in but by fortune I did. I ended up making friends with the people in my dorm. I quit all drugs, even smoking weed. I was finally in a place where i felt stable, for the first time in my life. I felt finally at peace. I was in a loving relationship too. Things fell apart though. Towards the end of my freshman year, it's a long story but I was put on a temporary detention order due to some disputes I had. There's two sides to every story, but I think the lead interviewer for my release helped me a lot in understnading what happened. He basically said that people were looking for crazy so they found crazy, that I should have never been placed in there, and that I should assume it was a result of incompetence as opposed to malice. He referred to Occam's and Hanlon's razors. The thing is the pigs had dragged me out in front of all my friends. None of them ever talked to me again after that. About 2 years later, one of the girls started dating a friend of mine I made after it all happened and she gave him a bullshit and false interpretation - saying even that I attacked someone! Total lies, but since then I've realized real friends wouldn't make those kinds of assumptions and cut someone off like that. Fuck em all. Ended up picking weed back up after that. I thought quitting would help, but it didn't. I love weed. My mom was part of what happened, she pretty much ruined our relationship. After that she told all my siblings what happened. I guess it was because of my social anxiety, but I found myself unable to talk to any of them. After that, I moved dorms. I didn't feel comfortable living under the RA and building manager who basically put me in that situation. I made new friends in my new dorm, but it was hard to do so in the middle of freshman year. I found myself stuck at home playing video games with no one to hang out with and nothing to do. Something about spending 3 days trying to convince myself I was crazy and then losing all my friends really hurt me. I was afraid of asking to hang out with people again. I got really depressed again. What was so great came falling down all around me. My grades suffered because I was in there 3 days, and ended up getting worse because of my depression. But I didn't give up. i kept fighting. I still had my girlfriend! She really helped me so much through those trying times. The summer after freshman year was hard for me. Cause I had lost all my friends in Charlottesville, I ended up not having anyone to hang out with. I would just smoke weed and play CSGO, and work at a gas station. But I got back to college and got back to making connections with friends I had made. I found a friend group who I could trust. I still was with that girl. Still my social anxiety hurt me. I was still spending many weekends at home playing cideo games. But things were slowly getting better. Stuff stabilized for a while. I ended up becoming really close friends with some of those guys. I still am friends with them to this day! In the middle of Junior year, me and that girl decided to split up because of diverging futures. That was hard for me, but I ended up using it as an opportunity to find myself. i tried dating around, hooking up, w/e. I ended up getting really involved in politics. I identify as a communist, which made it difficult to find like minded people, but I identified strongly with my beliefs. I joined a communist group on campus and made a lot of friends and got involved in a lot of cool organizing. This was last spring. Over the summer after my junior year, I worked an internship. I ended up having the best summer of my life, doing all sorts of crazy stuff. Getting involved in various political organizations. I went to the charlottesville protest and almost got hit by the car. That was an experience that changed my whole outlook on life. Something about watching 50 people get mowed down gave me some kind of insight into humanity. I'm not so sure how to explain it, but I stopped identifying so strongly as an individual. Anyways, things kept getting better and better afte rthat summer. I made more and more friends. I started having something to do almost every weekend. Part of college for me has been filling my time with 19 credit hours of engineering course work and working, because if it weren't for that I'd just sulk alone in my room. But even with that I had a balance of social life and good grades. Yesterday I made a big step. I'm not sure why it was so hard, but I talked to one of my siblings for the first time in 3 years. It was an awesome conversation. We caught up, I explained what happened my freshman year and why everything had got so fucked. It was nice that she was so sympathetic. Anyways that's my story so far! It ain't over. Thanks to anyone who took the time to read it.",3.648909804983752,5.5733383903420535,4.6254313380281715,83.17966380010834,73.54728370221328,7.33820229066708,26.55476125986689,8.12382785987693,1.7274228834545742,10080,363,1921,159,208,3276,676,2485,0.135,0.72,0.145,0.9928,4,2,10,0,3,0,279.0,8,2,16,38,83,138,10,6,98,3,200,30,3,42,33,356,353,129,4,28,57,8,10,5,30,17,16,9,8,15,151,117,5,8,44,26,4,41,52,45,0,19,177,32,308,93,377,134,51,365,2,21,11,6,186,155,3,39,163,1391,459,57,0.07219123173163201,0.021383701201103108,0.0,0.01967477460337467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903613632217639,0.03738417216881052,0.0,0.04329847645035936,0.07508610989964465,0.0,0.0,0.02454625656016436,0.0189247002350164,0.055226094678607965,0.0,0.0,0.025238893878250332,0.0,0.02970361631177423,0.0642655016710781,0.05061679242684639,0.020531986989831358,0.033913019300949435,0.06938825137853412,0.0150691657665372,0.11001776202203804,0.01993238591764101,0.0,0.04066739846107679,0.018940060964322304,0.06384727790840856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03685765953078952,0.041283768568707184,0.01840094301094547,0.01854007024459538,0.057276563217254675,0.015546588472073146,0.05676834973121659,0.019503268774242383,0.0,0.07204853035464852,0.0,0.0,0.05819671529413816,0.01860649750224117,0.07772275263450819,0.0,0.03746155050591607,0.01885611800978076,0.0206843514798642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371890960950225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037150181517793,0.0,0.0,0.07152244156053163,0.06530110212727687,0.04561816973714527,0.0,0.016220206040724276,0.08827109630604531,0.0,0.040617603027598495,0.018251027933662917,0.012893357593392012,0.06931490355928133,0.03954098284123664,0.049486108461207635,0.09210873724802754,0.0,0.13851942898874345,0.404367057543802,0.0500547228464126,0.0754338779931373,0.017313101903323243,0.05128492580084321,0.04541293506502676,0.14434480702577696,0.01989777196039014,0.0994084758297794,0.017870167325900074,0.07979808475634766,0.0,0.06466916382854407,0.0,0.037044515463756617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604853261298225,0.07627399989812762,0.07241369154007787,0.0,0.01777345535985379,0.0,0.07728220666328058,0.0,0.019494729586931103,0.01883722251424829,0.017909664550962583,0.0,0.0,0.056382044071839124,0.00991860324897312,0.014711372274156885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402247052811368,0.04408623663013762,0.0,0.03187309011185409,0.031943484178457215,0.06062245282825832,0.020190880626442916,0.039402628638447214,0.06137440363535665,0.04886655387874852,0.1878499946824312,0.12047051938741442,0.05489293358550767,0.054394346576602665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019145872145377336,0.03644628232104848,0.10568687262246976,0.0,0.09590981816814877,0.0796032926284998,0.013382220899307323,0.11135665671940392,0.06972274145844852,0.019194048484564588,0.016936645152995543,0.0,0.05195207539109067,0.02054754895168132,0.03787627691502998,0.03844065286363131,0.14675594083534765,0.027452342396698262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03908803449059069,0.0,0.17516908625628602,0.03151729950122301,0.03771223601956152,0.0,0.01706101206365407,0.0,0.0,0.03672221794367963,0.0,0.017269314782091476,0.0,0.03628606362114425,0.0,0.057588195855712475,0.018052691926048227,0.020542356595644004,0.13874265482825887,0.018556152413196008,0.0,0.09688295758186992,0.0,0.0,0.05150279475187933,0.02870468250843415,0.0,0.2009187967004128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116665757969308,0.0,0.07464666611501321,0.040572984580197036,0.0,0.12878227161487638,0.030583698188405062,0.0694704214143569,0.0,0.0,0.1916149701970488,0.0,0.12971702455671816,0.045266326677765006,0.0,0.01886748745069234,0.041320844365925084,0.01974137260084069,0.0,0.08504922694866104,0.0,0.0,0.1740737325318894,0.0,0.03323199349030897,0.0,0.0,0.07194096986928117,0.04625722633945232,0.0709275186414248,0.02865588707804025,0.11576204136535978,0.0,0.0171072116456053,0.034490907803422406,0.02005177867843504,0.08577293828052485,0.019630832472493233,0.017630085901391233,0.01878840454828934,0.021709290775308462,0.06235004556223999,0.0,0.014891331664000515,0.0,0.04297652964249296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692199506822437,0.0488560185074989,0.04029946606542683,0.0,0.01739744280979533,0.0,0.07883411474107252,0.0,0.055176774453002266,0.12820644938631434,0.019732444782280888,0.0,0.13946635905799762 socialanxiety,ysbtmd1145,2018/01/10,"I just can't talk I would like to interact with a girl my age (25) but I just can't talk. I can't socialize, I can't have conversations, and I'm probably not ever going to. There was one girl I actually did have a nice time being around, and she also had social anxiety. She was pretty shy. That was probably one of the few positive experiences I've had. Oh well. Vent over. Sorry for wasting your time.",0.9996653279785832,3.235192313253016,3.929558232931728,83.31540829986615,83.69879518072291,8.02623828647925,21.27041499330656,8.841846274778883,1.7275579651941104,314,10,66,9,9,112,56,83,0.128,0.6920000000000001,0.179,0.8149,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,14,0,0,0,1,10,16,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,6,0,10,3,7,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,5,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2013267220344372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498433007103494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578249567874933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365774518713693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866172808595369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018086854217868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724951757638065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079160486095133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27959910564547497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098892740408504,0.4448695578387424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42060978747500016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309447711473322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33164490415343395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24059955757501625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854955527986267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655519244681114,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SpeakLasagnese,2018/01/10,"What's my problem Yes yes social anxiety etc... But it feels like I only have it on one half of the day, e.g: I'm able to do a presentation to my whole class without stuttering, but right after I'm not able to have a normal conversation with anyone. Wtf is wrong with me",1.9166071428571383,3.7119131607142855,4.1601428571428585,85.18485714285717,78.10714285714286,7.337142857142857,21.91428571428571,8.238735603445708,1.1417471428571426,211,6,45,4,5,73,43,56,0.204,0.6829999999999999,0.113,-0.8234,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,7,2,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,4,1,9,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,30,7,1,0.5032930992694629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250892168367384,0.0,0.0,0.1759571185783191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622912063147711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806524226039613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272400566281222,0.1797763453404103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294179299332635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465601890204979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705222146963874,0.19138854062503471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407917623915649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490477841467348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25652196675534905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28095438585079674,0.0,0.242578293819816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27513599788840115,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mariahtxo,2018/01/10,"Been prescribed Valium 2mg but I’m too scared I’ll become addicted if I take them daily, is it worth risking addiction/tolerance if it ends up improving my life drastically? Severe social anxiety for over a year. Afraid of people, working, the world in general. 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They still acted nice to me and were my friends, but that situation made me feel like shit. Another time I was taking to a girl and she told me that I she told me that I smell like cigs and asked people if they agree. My parents smoke cigs but I do not. But the girl even told me that after I bought new clothes and washed my hair. So now I feel like bad smells are embedded in my skin. And I always feel like people talk about it behind my back. I don’t like feeling this way. Any tips to feel less anxious ",1.8462895377128952,3.5390244744525567,2.7296532846715347,95.82664537712894,77.97810218978103,6.318491484184915,20.905717761557177,7.1686216300943375,0.24780827250608306,511,13,120,6,12,161,79,137,0.092,0.737,0.17,0.8621,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,8,10,1,1,4,0,8,4,3,1,0,17,21,12,0,1,5,1,7,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,3,0,2,10,11,28,7,10,11,1,14,0,0,0,0,14,3,1,1,12,77,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148321141401284,0.0,0.0,0.09384886694746086,0.14471140803269944,0.0,0.15590758872600102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290170555098971,0.0,0.0,0.10611815704573424,0.11522931242624575,0.08412722554705117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115171438761784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489001037698868,0.29577471375053016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662315520241597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33711399907965084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058468990667196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328713220095045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703298310067248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323942011311886,0.0,0.0,0.1913520788112316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416612580964444,0.0,0.1551246163420202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021183389550658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376339722115456,0.11092405966527676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047245516410251,0.0,0.0,0.527482894901976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219085605573356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,trichiliocosm,2018/01/10,"How do I stop staring out of the corner of my eye? idk when it started but i cant stop, and i know people have noticed cuase one person asked me to stop. Its really cringe inducing having to work and walk around constantly knowing people can see you staring and you cant seem to stop :( any one have similair issues or success over coming?",2.195714285714285,4.6273916417910455,3.641364605543711,86.00358208955225,80.34328358208955,6.216631130063965,23.004264392324096,7.447530270364453,1.1825070362473349,268,9,50,4,7,88,50,67,0.202,0.732,0.066,-0.8105,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,2,0,17,14,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,4,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,7,1,8,14,0,13,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,2,7,34,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274741824922393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377556957446058,0.18249214493600255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815350048936653,0.0,0.21094936173714024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374533686010424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214561266515293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224440358142972,0.0,0.0,0.2645545592784245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27066383713543885,0.17044717709684418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505456914480093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555546636496264,0.17770907356756674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816848218363606,0.0,0.0,0.6528069956813584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142112982702543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Razzledazzle789,2018/01/11,Martial arts helping social anxiety? I've been considering taking tae kwon do or something like that. Obviously I'm afraid lol. I was just wondering if any of you have had experience with that and if it helped your social anxiety. Or if it made it worse even. Thanks in advance! :),2.018653846153846,4.862821634615386,3.737307692307695,79.84519230769233,92.26923076923076,7.215384615384615,25.73076923076923,8.07648339933343,2.4862230769230766,223,10,39,6,8,74,42,52,0.105,0.675,0.22,0.8016,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,11,10,6,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,2,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,6,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727052666438203,0.0,0.3885658647699715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774183482862826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484270167569016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404554776549432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407472779188605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403083214905297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177717425926411,0.0,0.19551506967781376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095046927929893,0.0,0.0,0.23381733515177924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27541477968612565,0.0,0.0,0.25881256804799674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Gaarfelf,2018/01/11,"Okay so i made my first funny joke I was surrounded by a group a people who I have never really talked to. The conversation led to a really good joke opportunity so I softly murmured it and everyone started laughing. It felt good for half a sec until I realised I had nothing to follow up the joke and had everyone looking at me. I decided to go the ""not feeling well route"" and went home ,now I think all of them hate me",3.994627450980392,5.007513658823534,6.177352941176469,76.00642156862747,71.23529411764707,9.431372549019608,29.46078431372549,9.725611199111238,2.8363725490196083,331,13,64,8,6,117,59,85,0.075,0.664,0.262,0.9448,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,4,10,1,0,7,1,4,0,0,2,2,12,14,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,3,0,4,2,1,1,2,6,4,12,9,10,8,1,12,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,5,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43688479732971663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558983436014587,0.0,0.21949717709677566,0.0,0.0,0.19445176312479115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299218016659319,0.3834869766279511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570065120162106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22931000491993694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919710853107492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163120978352944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631469240911168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193531897106968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848630349539644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29290113683050184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618081841490813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374448079443229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648120505791082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554384289825334,0.21191963414616474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RuminantBearer,2018/01/11,"Identity and Social Anxiety I've had social anxiety since 11 and lived a isolated and abusive childhood and adolescence. I don't really have an identity of me, I watch TV shows or movies and I pretty much copy everything they say and how they act perform in real life. When I stop practising a certain character, It eventually wears off and I have to re watch or watch another character I want to copy.",4.982807017543858,6.930091315789479,6.584210526315792,70.41780701754391,70.05263157894737,11.908771929824562,33.719298245614034,11.538034831475384,4.91681403508772,324,16,55,13,6,111,52,76,0.158,0.7559999999999999,0.086,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,1,1,14,5,11,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,5,4,1,6,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,2,3,34,10,0,0.0,0.2896572600696601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563483639320457,0.3740381311568272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971408949911692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267656139269966,0.0,0.0,0.2158717021185456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797137565853595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487141242110704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782606561375447,0.1566138967025928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944125483322227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022283100279578,0.0,0.0,0.4984132486259814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043880685198872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419488242327408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ElDoradoSucks,2018/01/11,"Worrying strangers think I'm a creep Today I went on a distracting walk not because I wanted to because I've felt physically sick from lack of exercise and mostly was feeling unusally suicidal. (Too much pressure.) So I put on some amazing soundtrack and walked relatively quick. Every time I walked across a stranger was even more torture than usual and I was close to crying almost all the time. I even had a ""confrontation"" where two girls were selling cake at the street and one of them walked to me and asked me if I want to buy cake and I was only able to shake my head tried saying ""no sorry"" but it did not work and so I just walked away and felt terrible. Idk but even when I am in an OK mood walking across strangers in the street is really hard for me and one of the reasons I almost never leave the house if I don't have to. (Also one of the main reasons I don't do running around here, besides being extremely ashamed to engage an sports in the first place. My therapist once recommended cycling as an option but I'm scared of being hit by a car.) Today I once again realized that one of my main worries is being perceived a creep or even a criminal. I am not really sure why, but as a tall guy I feel like people sometimes are even less understanding if I'm doing something awkward, or like make an angry face accidentally. Sometimes when I do groceries I'll have anxiety and look around and then start worrying people might think I'm stealing something, this is also an issue at the cashier but so far nothing's ever happened. I really don't want this to sound sexist but I feel like women are particularily avoiding me, like sometimes I just look around and then someone will avoid my gaze, like idk I guess I really am scary but hey I'm actually gay. I don't know what I even expect by posting, but I just know I actually can't really fight this. Because it would need me some people who actually know me reasure me I'm not scary and get rid of some of the shame (honestly I remember every single of my fuck ups ever) but guess what, I'm never around people, except my family. I hate this idea of scaring others but at the same time it's probably even reinforced by me being worried about doing this. I mean this is not even the only reason why I'm so lonely and my current place, but this already is way too much...",5.140584415584414,5.835528902597402,6.123792207792209,78.58711688311689,68.41558441558442,8.930562770562771,29.685714285714287,9.029198982220553,2.394490389610389,1851,66,353,32,30,615,220,462,0.21600000000000005,0.7140000000000001,0.07,-0.9971,1,5,2,0,1,0,38.0,0,0,1,2,32,29,5,10,24,1,35,6,2,4,6,90,72,42,1,10,25,0,6,5,0,3,2,2,0,3,15,19,0,2,19,2,2,11,13,18,0,6,10,10,45,10,44,54,14,56,0,1,2,2,9,24,1,15,24,250,60,1,0.06654636290921992,0.0,0.19481895231342888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332731397027549,0.0,0.07343556625046553,0.10643420475192894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090778548014813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369614865497717,0.06221186622145158,0.0,0.062522498525524,0.0,0.0,0.12169813550535293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309805487930791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516259607027497,0.12038999020513212,0.1121363617442311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273398847618089,0.0,0.10094352174415122,0.0950814699178775,0.12778988851224685,0.0,0.0,0.05660430229535723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152104019576787,0.03476772802022706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661664249559672,0.06589136168440035,0.05884672894788471,0.0,0.0596124701288956,0.06570075623678796,0.06829576697102377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678556811152779,0.0,0.07512274367337664,0.0,0.06945711358935733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971642215150416,0.0,0.0,0.07046298978459391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255595765408673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176436942794757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044420213982880936,0.0,0.0,0.07248849794291977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705951748121532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783846732185822,0.04934328489128389,0.10264931505746666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385302997672912,0.0,0.0,0.14173940931996473,0.18037415096278436,0.10122301537284203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453947629099,0.0,0.13905357113757408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637330205532922,0.0,0.07174823449372779,0.0,0.0,0.06689747495253381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131565204832766,0.20526223305530894,0.0,0.0,0.07538405673798497,0.0,0.0,0.05292033876084173,0.13324903675800215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638451734187209,0.10246128265730817,0.19744816350993627,0.07449320504589522,0.04710185817939605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279092011092783,0.0,0.06271915949808393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726545639807747,0.0,0.0852804446557275,0.0,0.0,0.11641115809212205,0.0,0.12615634195192282,0.0,0.0,0.045180612197374674,0.0,0.06500612699758851,0.06927711067203511,0.0,0.0,0.07329141714516918,0.0,0.11775230700200605,0.052821405399109324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168914511632768,0.12009548380190202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04844654476126916,0.2703242470865552,0.0,0.047272626902282885,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ChasetheMoon,2018/01/11,"I am just EXHAUSTED from social life I just can't handle it anymore. I don't really know why or when exactly my SA got to this point but I can't deal with it. I come home every day no matter what just feeling mentally exhausted and heavy. Whether it is freaking out because I must be a friend or don't have enough friends, or crying because my family secretly hate me, panicking because I must be annoying or just hanging out with my friends. I can't do anything anymore without this embarressed guilty sad feeling. I am comsumed by the thought that all my relationships are frauds. I suck at texting, I don't have a lot to say if we aren't together, I suck at having stuff to say in general. I'm so scared my friends will get bored or forget me because I can't text. It is honestly so suffocating to hate yourself this way and to be so consumed with yourself you are obsessed with everyone else hating you. I just feel nothing in my life is authentic or real because I can't be present anymore. I'm so god damn unhappy I don't understand how everyone else does this day by day. How do you not care. If this is all interacting with people will bring then I don't see how I can care. My new therapist suggested two appointments but I'm too scared to call her back because I can't make either of them so now I know I will just obsess over her hating me and what a burden I am. I know I'm blessed in life and things could be much worse but right now this is the worst pain in the world and I am so exhausted I can't fight against it anymore. 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(Its not my prom. Im actually one year away from senior year.) I usually just roll with the anxiety, drink some alcohol and the anxiety is gone. (I know thats not a healthy way to deal with anxiety and that it can lead into addiction.) So because the anxiety pisses me off, I want to go to some medical profesional just to help me with it. But Im sure you understand that I get too anxious to go to him or even tell my mom to take me to somebody. (Im 18 years old) Do you know some tricks or do you have some tips about this kind of situation?",3.7639130434782615,4.8928723478260885,5.9528695652173935,76.96278260869566,71.89855072463769,10.157681159420287,28.29275362318841,10.355215969177356,2.9490266666666662,536,20,110,16,10,189,83,138,0.14,0.799,0.062,-0.7987,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,1,7,5,2,0,6,0,7,5,1,1,1,24,18,7,0,1,7,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,3,1,0,6,2,2,0,1,1,0,15,3,19,17,5,18,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,7,9,73,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.2332765383487885,0.13029889928015495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773490139932478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5486136049759355,0.13502819923729695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229681598035772,0.0,0.0,0.07286077518915403,0.0,0.20341239251669804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322408733389688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708810379108064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894453343629841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062446403256720184,0.0,0.2717131765410156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011447730603498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117707151237031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873195792300005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446594568976205,0.13137462682963527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839343242413651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040794495881575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998516830487842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542042514713853,0.0,0.08099261592213895,0.09090345554297168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435008374641305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265003924505285,0.0,0.08986723986951252,0.0,0.10446932190481124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442879175106035,0.0,0.0,0.1316388976478723,0.0,0.07049840437448639,0.09487265835203504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309087834321491 socialanxiety,ISuckDickMyDudes,2018/01/11,"Oh god why I had to do a presentation in my class including the guy I have a crush on. The person who was supposed to help with the project hasn't been to school in months, so I go up there alone and just stand there stuttering for two minutes before I go back to my seat and descend into hell. I am now scarred mentally and want to go home",5.036249999999999,4.35990568055556,5.688333333333336,86.34,68.58333333333333,9.422222222222222,30.5,8.841846274778883,2.0150166666666665,267,9,62,4,4,87,54,72,0.14300000000000002,0.774,0.083,-0.6597,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,11,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,3,0,7,0,12,8,0,13,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,4,42,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841369714875278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21095310084154548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233445983285692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677469417018624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716430472783251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388656363295386,0.0,0.2751887471992188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27647356910843945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189782434356854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395460300499631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776501152392766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679935878995099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618148149741989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475522007009673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,maunderinsilico,2018/01/11,"Anxiety/shame/guilt receiving gifts I experience a lot of shame or guilt when receiving gifts from family and friends. Now that I'm older, my parents and grandparents have shifted towards asking, ""Do you need anything? Money?"" when we talk on the phone. Most recently, I sidestepped the question by pretending the phone cut out. I don't know how to deal with this. Yes, the money would be nice, because I am currently doing an unpaid internship. All of my needs for food and shelter are met, though, and I have enough money to last me for phone bills, insurance, etc for a while. How do I respond to this question, and would it be taking advantage of my grandparents' kindness to accept money when I can survive without it?",4.98,7.212943666666668,5.270303030303033,78.65045454545455,70.66666666666666,8.73939393939394,31.696969696969692,9.339509955726095,3.1888242424242432,572,26,97,13,11,181,87,132,0.054000000000000006,0.8079999999999999,0.138,0.8824,5,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,0,2,7,8,1,2,7,1,13,1,0,2,1,23,20,13,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,4,1,5,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,13,5,17,15,5,14,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,5,9,74,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597772277885483,0.0,0.181513494038864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835820149894398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017054883544366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006192968683949,0.21653984760355616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992584490185874,0.1830368727851953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23477917684348004,0.0,0.1500076200758896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021878773793008,0.10670531924607624,0.15826640461945138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506798308840245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28793452413371584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559182589690887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350075197593207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170968590117846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598423990159576,0.15605854251785556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076132319207373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871634183247282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758515441695668,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ertrez,2018/01/11,"anxiety-induced word vomit I wonder why it is that my chest gets tighter every time I talk to someone I’m not familiar with. What exactly is the danger I perceive? A danger that my rational mind knows does not exist but fails to convey because I can only react physically in the form up high octaves and soft stutters. I’m confused by the warnings flooding my mind about what the other party thinks of me. It’s annoying and stifling, consuming my awareness and then all of me. And this routine stays on repeat for 9 out of 10 encounters even though at the end of most I realize it wasn’t so bad and had no reason to freak. A booming heart rate I doubt morphine weaken and hot flashes alternating between shivers and heat that forcefully accompany me wherever I set feet. If this is just the start, I can’t begin to imagine what else anxiety has in store for me.",6.380479041916168,6.721497736526949,7.245155688622756,72.86294311377245,65.64670658682635,10.033293413173652,36.46047904191617,9.888512548439397,3.7526292215568855,690,33,120,14,10,231,117,167,0.211,0.753,0.036000000000000004,-0.9842,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,3,2,8,0,8,4,3,2,2,30,16,12,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,12,9,0,0,7,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,2,3,16,0,20,14,3,15,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,5,6,84,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869410066404858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412161001332916,0.13442447835130414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929749967273017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421278295838867,0.0,0.19531168198445165,0.0,0.0,0.14564870739175453,0.0,0.18579420139536626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521048411723958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613124663542452,0.0,0.2329872117835709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118980092048084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453165015181741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771231928251484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22672712682989365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684245159461385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608232670575115,0.23504066559237224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724237023333553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129771880411265,0.21665580445583105,0.0,0.12858462568735415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898134875338447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391401447280633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Randomina12,2018/01/11,"I can't stop thinking about my social failures and how everyone genuinely thinks I am odd. I think I have finally found all the reasons why I have acted oddly in my life. I have figured out how and why I fucked up socially. It comes down to: trying too hard to fit into the world without understanding it, not interacting enough socially with others, being to anxious, being too stressed out by over-ambition*, over-analyzing things, etc. I always look at my sister and I see someone who does well socially. And then I look at my other sister and see someone who does well academically and ok socially. And what am I? psh. the oddball. Nobody likes me. I think I have figured out what to do about it. Have you ever seen those action movies and stories like that where the main character or a side character gets a family and settles down in the end. It is this thing like there was chaos in their life, then they settled down in a place where nobody knew them and they started over and created a great life. That is what I want. No more fucking up socially while failing to achieve or surpass the career path of my sister. I just end up crashing on my face. *(Edit: perfectionism is the word I was looking for here)",3.5225595238095266,5.775422409482761,4.587536945812811,81.84925287356323,74.90517241379311,7.522495894909687,27.42692939244664,8.418075326091056,2.1171619047619052,957,38,176,18,21,312,134,232,0.102,0.7809999999999999,0.117,0.1501,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,4,2,14,11,2,1,11,1,16,6,1,3,2,39,35,18,0,1,5,3,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,17,17,0,1,10,0,0,3,4,4,2,0,5,7,28,7,30,28,5,36,0,1,6,2,17,24,2,2,12,137,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317979570282574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129332284427315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611193566368723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496199952287764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708056996868682,0.10329169446736867,0.11148861613920204,0.0,0.09042505233950657,0.0,0.09552188375879796,0.0,0.0,0.09423913369805784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095079662210123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960765883668533,0.0,0.18483408031529355,0.052228156520287526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021296807217462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954998205927035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21182701894525,0.14651514751939365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25183901762914057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444328823921127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278179072155164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932006350626282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6114170435624792,0.16940188874803155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075651362547147,0.0,0.0,0.08357612813488963,0.11451081931720808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282605762876412,0.2562169382484697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678704137398359,0.0,0.0,0.104068226067212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896259041476432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976304223601414,0.0,0.18040769652064345,0.0,0.0,0.09636374428003353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,plantedtoast,2018/01/11,"Fairly sociable, but my manager is another beast. I've spent a lot of time in therapy and meditation to become who I am today. I barrel through the intense feelings of embarrassment to talk to anyone and found myself in a wonderful Cafe. My coworkers are nice, they gel with my awkward, stilted humor, my main supervisor is aware of and helps with my anxiety. For all intents and purposes, I look just awkward, not anxious. My manager is another beast entirely. She's loud, she's demanding, she asks awkwardly worded questions that confuse people and give me horrid second hand embarrassment. She talks so fast that it stresses me out. I feel like all my progress is gone when I'm around her. All I want to do is give up and go home, I feel so charged with anxiety and need to leave. What kind of coping methods might help here? I really need this job for the benefits, but I can't work the same schedule as her without feeling broken down from nerves halfway into any shift. 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I originally posted this as a comment to someone's post, but I figured it merited its own. Some background: by the end of highschool, I had pretty much become mute. I wouldn't speak for days at a time, in fear of retaliation from my classmates. I spent lunch breaks in the bathroom of the top floor because at least there I would be left alone. Bullying sucks. Anyway, today I can easily talk to strangers and I find I can keep a conversation going with little effort. This is because I learned that the reason behind human interactions basically boils down to the answer of one question: **What do people get out of a conversation with you?** Useful information, a listening ear and/or an entertaining story? Here are some things that helped me tackle this: * Since you're the silent observer in the group, use it. Pay attention to the ones that are able to hold the attention of others. What is their body language like? What do they talk about? Do they tell stories? Also, how fast or how slow do they talk? Etc. * Sharing is caring. When I started college, I remember I rarely shared information about myself, because I automatically assumed nobody would be interested. Instead, I listened to my friends talking about their experiences, their families, etc. until one friend commented that I knew everything about her home situation and she didn't even know if I had any siblings. This is when I realized that sharing experiences and personal information helps with bonding. After all, how can you trust someone you barely even know? * Join the conversation through interjections. So using the above situation as an example, I would join the conversation with my own story when I saw a ""gap"". So, my friend would for example comment that her brother practiced fencing, and I would say, ""huh, that's cool, my sister does that too! Where does your brother train?"" * Which brings me to the next point: ask questions. Like others have noted, people like to hear themselves talk. So if you're too shy to do a lot of talking, start by asking other people questions about themselves. Listen attentively and ask follow-up questions. You'll gain the reputation of a good conversationalist without having to do the bulk of the talking. * Have a good story ready. Every human is made of stories. Learn how to frame the events in your life (the ones you're comfortable sharing) in a way that makes it entertaining for others to hear about. For example, this life event: when I was 19, I worked in a crappy hotel in London for 6 months. There are two ways I could go about telling people about this. I could either generally complain about the hardship, or I could pick one specific incident that didn't seem funny at the time, but was in hindsight. I picked the latter: ""Did I ever tell you guys about the time I had to disable a fire alarm with a kitchen knife, while the fire brigade and about 200 impatient hotel guests waited in the lobby?"" It doesn't even have to be that dramatic. It could be about that time you grabbed the mail in your comfy onesie, and the moment you realized your keys were still inside was after the wind blew the door closed. Basically, good stories are relatable. They require you to be a bit vulnerable. And because you open up to people that way, they take a liking to you, because it's a sign of trust. I find it especially works well when somebody is grumbling about how they made a ""dumb mistake"" and you interject with something that could be seen as a lot worse, which makes them laugh and feel less bad about having made that mistake. * Pay attention to your body language. When someone is talking to me, I try to give them my full attention. That, in my case, usually means I'm leaning forward in my chair, my chin is propped up by my hand and I'm making the hmmm-mmm noise to indicate I'm listening and interested without interrupting their story. (Of course I also participate in the conversation with actual words, but this is an easy way to be an active listener). Hope this helps someone. 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Also because I need an outlet to let out all this. So even though 6 years ago I was a friendly and extroverted guy, these days I'm an introverted weirdo who can't even say ""hi"" to a girl who greeted him. Everyday at school I'm worried about how I look or act. Ive developed habits like often looking at the corner of my eye, thinking of whether I'm walking normally or if I'm making a weird face and many others. A lot of these actually came from friends who have teased me about it before. All of the guys in my class are all pretty decent guys who you could have a simple chat with. Meanwhile I'll probably sit there silent and mumble something if you try to get something going with me. Oddly enough though, I'm not that bad at presenting in front of class. When really prepared, I can breathe and speak like I normally would with 30 people staring at me. The worse part of my anxiety is of course with girls who I find attractive. Sometimes I can manage to talk a little and sometimes mumble but as soon as I make eye contact everything goes haywire. This also happens when someone teases me about my behaviour or appearance or anything really. Another thing that can really bring my self esteem down for the rest of the day is during PE lessons. I'm pretty fit, and everyone else knows that. Thing is, it doesn't really matter because I'm no good at sports. 2 years ago I was pretty decent at most sports but now all I do is just stand there and can't even catch the ball properly out of fear that I fail to. Heck, even the overweight kid in my class is better than me (I'm serious). And all this happening when my crush is in the same class as me. I really could go on forever, but this is mostly what I'm worries me the worse in everyday life. Really all this is tied to my self esteem. Not sure how to get it up just yet but at the moment I'm trying to just now give a shit about what other people think. And I don't ever want a day where I start out good and one comment or thing that happens brings me down for the rest of the day. Also, I realised that because of whatever happens in school, I tend to act the same way at home. I don't talk much with my parents or siblings when I'm depressed. And worst of all its like I force myself to be unhappy whenever I'm at home. And if you actually made it to this sentence then thanks for spending your time on this. Would appreciate if there's any mind blowing way to make me see things in a new light and be less self conscious.",5.482955197132618,5.22520221666667,6.193918757467145,81.68102150537635,67.57407407407408,9.412186379928317,30.01194743130227,9.023248300946321,2.237275388291516,2087,68,432,33,31,686,248,540,0.127,0.755,0.118,-0.4089,1,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,4,0,4,36,21,3,1,25,0,30,8,5,6,9,88,76,47,0,13,23,1,0,3,2,2,3,2,2,9,36,22,1,1,8,4,1,11,9,10,0,1,5,9,47,11,68,64,19,69,0,2,6,0,35,28,2,15,29,291,83,8,0.0,0.0,0.13359891045526412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213574582432507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896474066578872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04654983104464145,0.07177808121994149,0.10473146364470977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056330313232849524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715471267047691,0.16691125904213716,0.0,0.11649553017928052,0.0,0.0,0.060540392218502624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829106027019096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930699454894484,0.0,0.0,0.1765839777747091,0.0,0.058957764001087924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718301441885844,0.0,0.0,0.07072940236581503,0.0,0.1808480823342672,0.061918917526242526,0.0,0.0654089932976268,0.06152040730563697,0.0,0.0,0.07702773552206227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256405417746225,0.0,0.0,0.07505428431793243,0.10577197192796436,0.0,0.10729031941232768,0.06566557034739645,0.07780590495548016,0.11482888503924897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033352664723921,0.2421281536914948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732623947147546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03761952901509467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999699381102392,0.09669960095170324,0.10032683532807894,0.06860706933747113,0.0,0.0,0.11496518541433658,0.0,0.0,0.05819559721232601,0.0,0.06477110965628911,0.13707708895486567,0.06939976849251987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911719023598233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050320229935012215,0.05075642555417456,0.0,0.0661115438703429,0.0,0.0,0.1341372090539479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04638497003903967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600804727496507,0.07412704242475053,0.0,0.0949122480476014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892143411027814,0.0738030297485855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26311332341493343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443592254821348,0.0,0.1385545252220251,0.05454752647242892,0.0,0.214231663889216,0.0,0.07026518107727933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799931162216409,0.10539566785711786,0.13540191651314018,0.0,0.048450806698686295,0.0,0.0,0.05722908918777572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451537138029538,0.0,0.0,0.11003854184185356,0.0598302241677427,0.06302157228980534,0.0,0.0,0.18190635216382695,0.13158418262785554,0.13450784241097627,0.0,0.03991501776716768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929490764362612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074974088636139,0.108668311674578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903302701641454,0.20927586429157288,0.09725293212247507,0.0,0.0,0.0881619217530308 socialanxiety,SpectroLight,2018/01/11,"Disturbing Flashbacks Has anyone, when in a social setting, ever had recurring thoughts of your past pop up? For example, when I'm with friends, I think about all the times I've lost my temper, screamed, broken down or just lost my chill. It's like PTSD of all the bad times of my life and it honestly just kills my mood. Thanks :-)",5.630781250000003,6.1450130156250005,5.215624999999998,86.166875,67.28125,8.9,30.0625,8.841846274778883,2.1255125,259,9,53,4,4,79,50,64,0.275,0.56,0.16399999999999998,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,6,12,2,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,10,8,4,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,4,1,6,4,9,4,2,11,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,8,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538400661065706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094299917551429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268872990714336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378824749337986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775028114281142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771664634795883,0.12254135785629072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5476144014027416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394426660534668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932032336814879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556864460881345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23092771791446295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607197551771547,0.0,0.19912854790598536,0.29251837517161844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,totallynotsarah,2018/01/11,"I'm 22 and need to get my license and a job, but my anxiety holds me back. Don't know what to do. My social anxiety is at its worst rn. I can't order my own food at a restaurant. I can't get therapy, so I don't know what to do. I need a job, but I'm terrified of the interview. I need a car to get to a job, but I'm terrified of trying to get my licence. What am I supposed to do? I feel stuck 😭 ",-1.4768538011695895,-0.28343162105263003,2.6866666666666674,94.60111111111117,86.26315789473685,6.7485380116959055,21.08187134502924,7.793537801064563,0.6547309941520467,296,10,82,6,9,114,45,95,0.252,0.748,0.0,-0.9757,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,0,0,12,23,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,13,0,11,22,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,52,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29529988552023423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841058603021134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759021511120736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333850139456835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40335308272937337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.57458944968495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21214336599302802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293370721833067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967464851856373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207204986991789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103918667628536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hangra98,2018/01/11,"Terrified. I started a new job on the campus of my university right before Christmas break and this is my first week back on campus and at work. My boss has been out sick this week and I'm not entirely sure if she or any of the coworkers on my team will be in tomorrow. So here is the dilemma, tomorrow, we have a minor event happening and I'm working my longest shift left. I may be left to handle this event as the only person representing my team. I am absolutely terrified and have been in a state of panic all afternoon. I just don't want to let everyone down or make some big mistakes, but I'm absolutely sure there is aspects of the event that I haven't been trained for yet. Any help is greatly appreciated. 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So ive come to the conclusion that my ability to speak, speech, or even talk is weak. This usually shows when I'm speaking to or with people I'm not used to/comfortable with yet and other instances. For example when it was my turn to present in class and I began speaking my voice felt so weak, like it was cracking, falling, it was shaking I felt myself shaking and tremble inside my confidence being at zero up front. Same thing when it was my turn to read a page in my group, as I spoke my voice fell and the shakiness came out. Heck, just trying to talk to my own parents about something more serious or important gets me shaky, my words sound mumbled and almost not understandable. Also the anxiety overwhelming me inside doesn't really help either. I mean when im talking to friends or even just singing out loud (in the comforts of my home) my voice feels fine. Can't really describe this better but this has really made me fear alot.",4.258253968253971,6.054830275132277,4.932465608465608,82.14123809523812,71.64550264550266,8.426243386243385,29.0021164021164,9.029198982220553,2.4884395767195766,778,31,145,16,15,250,116,189,0.11,0.804,0.086,-0.3831,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,13,16,0,7,6,0,11,2,0,2,0,36,28,18,0,0,10,1,4,1,1,0,2,11,1,0,10,11,0,0,7,3,0,7,4,11,0,1,10,15,21,5,21,17,6,22,0,1,0,0,12,7,1,8,9,97,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550780177559811,0.0,0.0,0.12419118549785507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880200062725625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129666749116833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734783156885993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761872636251666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377486307221054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514478880768486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747526247671306,0.1570459504436388,0.0,0.2982195016341689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998229985556864,0.0,0.0811364235766649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409249894830476,0.0,0.1557758425221155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774772071738736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587041078703335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694604930030944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916427412545462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724392606727987,0.0,0.0,0.1076635860865772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533931414149418,0.0,0.2984622588625432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195554398184321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744662337938764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031726179115634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105436664902767,0.337837710275622,0.0,0.16166995417082258,0.0,0.13412699549193258,0.17103802303575574,0.12813652705177034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tamp28,2018/01/11,"uncomfortable living situation This year I'm finally out of the dorms and have moved into a townhome by my campus, a 4 bedroom 4 bath where each room has its own bathroom. But ends up the other three roommates lived here for a year already and are all good friends making me the odd one out, then after last semester started i felt unreasonable uncomfortable to even leave my room, to cook, and do pretty much anything and ended up trying to not b home or am just in my room now. Now i feel like the roommates just think of me as a random person thats always there but not and idk why but I can't bring myself to go downstairs and cook or anything and am just laying in bed. Idk if i should just suck it up (even though I've been saying that for so long now) or find a place to move and live on my own maybe. Any advice from similar situations? 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SA, body dysmorphia and depression has ruined my life for the past 5 years. I turned 20 ten days ago, I’m reliant on my parents, I have suspended from uni as I was having panic attacks constantly on my placement and around my house mates. I’ve given up, I just wish something would kill me out of my hands as I feel to guilty to commit suicide as I know it would break my families heart and those few who love me. I just want it to end.",3.292938005390837,3.6568519056603774,4.453450134770893,90.10462264150944,72.39622641509433,7.943935309973044,25.52021563342318,7.957251820313856,1.1391498652291112,386,11,90,5,7,127,75,106,0.231,0.649,0.12,-0.9477,1,0,1,0,0,4,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,1,1,0,7,6,4,0,2,18,17,7,2,6,3,1,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,3,18,1,16,12,2,14,0,2,0,1,4,7,0,0,6,58,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526084552107862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325789854645816,0.0,0.19585557396875666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122969967903966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604258330856974,0.0,0.13745485298820534,0.0,0.0,0.1110282320232794,0.0,0.14828018676616478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524816637840781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229606559760953,0.0,0.08704869999278919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668467358132026,0.0,0.0,0.20400909578152246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986482272510037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904682877223588,0.0,0.09461401535360907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160090475164202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538010621406614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019913461046111,0.1911620570524916,0.0,0.16434512636530338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253631289264742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831386672822445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745188386578311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154376495458796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959484198889603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445934506337732,0.0,0.0,0.11086467104622716 socialanxiety,AddledKeg,2018/01/11,"Tips for the gym? University is starting in a week,so I'm trying to get my life is order for once. I want to try to build muscle in order to boost my self confidence, as well as keep my mind of things that may exacerbate social anxiety (porn addiction ... ). However, I do not have a single friend to do this with. I don't know really what workouts to do at all. Does anyone have a routine that they follow that isn't too advanced? How do you not be self conscious when doing work outs? 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Alright so basically my friend and I were walking down the street and i told him something along the lines of, ""it doesn't matter what you do because people just move on with their lives anyway."" As i said that i said, ""watch"" i screamed and some other people were looking at me like i was crazy, "" see they just keep walking like nothing happened"" its crazy how we get on our heads telling ourselfs fake shit like honestly if you go outside do something stupid like screaming in a crowd, saying stupid shit, basically anything you normally wouldn't do. It's really crazy i had a insane rush after i did that i feel like i could do anything and no one would care. Sorry if this isn't appropriate for the subreddit just wanted to give some advice to people with SA. Honestly i never believed when people would say ""do something out of your comfort zone etc it helps"" but now i get it i just have to keep it consistent. Make sure to write a list of stuff that you wouldn't normally do like approach a stranger idk. Hope i helped someone!",3.5593322386425825,5.732322571428572,3.8635057471264393,87.45012452107281,74.51724137931033,6.481554460864806,26.54871373836891,7.3871296695380915,1.3671469074986322,834,31,160,10,18,259,125,203,0.129,0.715,0.156,0.8179,0,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,2,5,2,0,9,21,4,0,8,1,19,3,3,2,2,37,37,11,0,11,7,0,1,6,1,4,0,6,0,0,13,9,0,2,2,0,0,6,6,7,0,1,9,10,27,14,19,23,3,17,0,0,3,0,22,7,2,5,10,108,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159560394737473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529895731603605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723358192606024,0.0,0.0,0.13369248432312622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098476313286301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947426919788081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323405313750816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059999541604254386,0.0847728191699716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010777526482456,0.09167868348877772,0.0,0.1239929640530428,0.11383229281362015,0.06743887632944377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493323496475294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178239794798408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907451809350598,0.0,0.0,0.11785906175727973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094612452271974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478362751046307,0.0,0.10478153905485436,0.0,0.09964697314150237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920842558943625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611991272716,0.0,0.0,0.0915201650837322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23252894899794596,0.11386027936562786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804090707459196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290637316997545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601850994283631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22575123532274596,0.1887310455785441,0.0,0.0,0.09455898993671676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436115798484961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054271345903804,0.27405755698140016,0.0,0.13283343234389625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584066221735658,0.0,0.0,0.11183840492192433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371662898130987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338751248651545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999046913452031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858947828795706,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Thedirtyjersey,2018/01/11,"Social anxiety and anger/avoidance behavior A common theme with SA and the types of stories that are often posted involve more internal reactions and thinking. I grew up like that but have evolved to be more outgoing often and an probably 80% extrovert at this point. I used to avoid conflict and ""sorry"" for everything. It seems like a lot of people with sa are more passive. Now though, I guess early adulthood with a group of friends that were wild I dropped a lot of that behavior and grew to resist it. But I am getting insane anxiety these days from 100% attrition of friends to them moving out of state, me losing apartment and having to commut 5 hours daily and now working two roles at a Japanese company because my coworker died of stress... Instead of being sorry and very passive I kind of just lock up and get extremely antisocial and sometimes physically upset and angry feeling trapped. I am making others uncomfortable with how bug eyed and freaked out I am physically exhausted, hassled for months of late work this co-worker left piling up with mine. It's the only thing I can think of. I'm also a pretty big guy so I can be accidentally intimidating. I've got like, tunnel vision, don't want to make eye contact with anyone, and they pick up on it, but I'm basically just at my wit's end and don't feel the urge nor would know how to un awkwardly say sorry and don't realize I'm being inconsiderate or coming off as rude. There are times where people I know are gawking at me as they walked by my desk just makes me want to punch something or I'll walk through the hallways and be physically anxious to the extreme when I sense somebody's coming near me. It's like I've literally forgot to Human at this point. I'm so blinded by anxiety I'm doing weird things like if I realize someone's opening the door from the other side instead of backing up a step and letting them open and walk through I'll try to help and be polite like an alien that doesn't really understand. As in holding the door from the other side pushing it through so they have to walk past me. And being bug-eyed realizing halfway through that it's just weird and they are weirded out by doing that. Anyone else gotten this way due to stress? There are times where I'm absolutely fine being a clown in happy but it's been so long and at this point I've been consistently stressed out of my mind pretty much everyone in the office is at the very least quite wary of me. Once in awhile I have a good day or two and can put it to the side that's fewer and farther between. And it was kind of a rant and I'm not sure if there's an answer exactly I can't leave this job yet even though I'm planning on it I just really don't have anybody else to bounce off of and frankly can secure professional help easily because of my schedule. I guess the stress is just so much and snowballed",5.947600373482728,6.193289425044098,6.626345575267145,77.25758870214753,66.56613756613757,9.492457723830274,32.37311961821766,9.325443323948027,2.7997432721236635,2292,89,436,40,34,755,269,567,0.14800000000000002,0.731,0.121,-0.9308,1,3,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,6,5,32,29,1,7,26,0,42,4,2,7,2,94,73,53,1,5,16,0,2,6,2,1,2,1,2,2,31,43,0,5,12,0,0,12,8,14,0,2,7,6,35,15,79,56,8,74,0,1,3,0,18,39,0,12,25,294,66,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357792826505686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245703292095689,0.0898149239101633,0.0,0.11117965683992084,0.08145946008503617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061132330237622864,0.0,0.09692767905686224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369683140389975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025447607462487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251079365899383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132827872748735,0.0,0.07041540446960269,0.0,0.0,0.052510492650827,0.0,0.0,0.07596781602593132,0.07145150457780491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039746244145313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284649707970832,0.0,0.08307329859460212,0.0,0.0,0.0666827233789653,0.06358521965806138,0.0,0.17516140418909076,0.07871973631450087,0.0,0.08463163366448961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657737752539813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829371117848624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889372523611375,0.0,0.0,0.16557873843650736,0.08738472540608841,0.0,0.08968201168417506,0.084181413678203,0.08637943765727521,0.08129644686638303,0.0,0.2330447293077033,0.0,0.0,0.07035699794064264,0.0,0.08894269258282364,0.0,0.1351799561393216,0.0,0.0,0.15920512685021382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027461863209735,0.0,0.06345794510325824,0.08449832011618412,0.11688661688129873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466731178270895,0.0,0.0604650509218059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589390264004436,0.11023371305348237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22546599812126625,0.0,0.07614118822603727,0.16176475914807875,0.08571688239544124,0.0,0.0,0.07992172955223871,0.0,0.08456043919296254,0.0,0.0,0.10186236652099773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322338780735479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237587122820856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810425416891188,0.06736200654999358,0.061204723555882926,0.07862976759498573,0.26698881197153473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36427827896838777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492993878627296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056355372437086,0.10188367556033684,0.1562211327703274,0.0,0.09271681380603032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053976815591399066,0.0,0.15532431096468374,0.08276465602355579,0.0,0.06866442625222363,0.0,0.13119538061212366,0.0937849850690073,0.06310519313131235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363577553104315,0.0,0.0,0.05647612417641836,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xNovaz,2018/01/12,"That moment when the Substitute Is doing roll call. All I say in my head is “Fuck” 100x times Then he calls my name. A girl says “I don’t think he is here” When I’m sitting alone by myself like ok... Sometimes i wish I was a ghost or could be invisible. I’m mute now because of my anxiety. I hate my life. I can’t go on with this pain everyday. Why can’t I just be fucking normal like before? Can’t people understand to just leave me alone? I’m fucked up in the head ok. I want help but I don’t. I don’t know why I’m writing here I don’t want advice or attention honestly. I’m just sick and tired of my day-to-day life with SA. Is there any hope? I don’t know what to do. 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I can not carry or start a 20 second+ conversation with anyone at school unless it's over schoolwork, and at school I get extremely nervous over having to say anything in class, even if I raised my hand. For example, I started shaking because I raised my hand to ask an easy science question, and one time I checked the board over 5 times just to make sure that I wasn't gonna read the wrong part of the poem in front of our class. Another time I was doing a family feud type game in class with around 15 people, and when it was my turn to answer a question in front of the class, I was shaking so much my finger was tapping the desk. I'm not too nervous though if I am having a 1 on 1 conversation with someone, just not gonna ever try to keep it going. For example someone asked me what's up and I didn't respond because I don't know how to answer that, and I'm not nervous around strangers if they don't talk to me. Then they asked me how are you doing and I just said good. If there is 4 people in a group, I'm midly hesitant to talk though. Also, one time I had to do a group conversation with 1 people, and it was graded. 4 topics, you have to speak once for 2. I spoke once, at the very end, when no one had anything to say anymore because I didn't want to interupt someone. I would've got a pretty bad grade on it, but LUCKILY someone said what I had written down so I got out of it, even though it was supposed to be one of the easiest A's you can get. I don't like to make eye contact with people not talking to me either, in fact a lot of the times I make sure I'm looking in a direction where no one thinks I'm looking at them. I pretty much suck at doing anything social and get anxious when speaking in front of a few people, mostly if my words aren't planned. And currently I have only 2 friends, of which I made over 4 year ago. I think it's probably just me being extremely shy but you never know. I'm not an introvert though, I don't really like ""being in my head"" and I'm really loud around friends. I also usually have things to say to people but never do.",4.231951951951952,4.171309702702703,5.599909909909911,84.20334834834838,70.21621621621622,8.379579579579579,28.831831831831828,8.045849151850463,1.738249849849849,1644,55,355,20,27,556,186,444,0.08900000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.087,0.8101,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,4,3,1,26,16,2,5,21,0,37,5,5,6,6,66,75,34,0,7,21,0,3,2,2,2,0,9,0,0,14,19,0,1,8,2,1,6,18,9,0,6,19,15,47,7,60,50,7,53,0,0,3,0,37,28,1,10,21,245,61,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540309990440664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180065322446182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736663382591129,0.05644286291955719,0.08335241493137649,0.07317170411276272,0.05158993898451928,0.0,0.1821483652020772,0.1970442916009211,0.20692802509411004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160470789198904,0.1349300723869229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058908750959545286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653487611566842,0.0,0.0,0.09746434514737584,0.06673984784395037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955489967912576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400724681007372,0.0,0.11564381095119755,0.0,0.04193188823019081,0.06188465998587527,0.11802006574637228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572139657567165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558063981425441,0.0,0.0,0.08109707800897513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209210574052465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239162325254231,0.0,0.0,0.06272663441657153,0.0,0.06981410812474978,0.14774974152062748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847620157157838,0.0,0.11381012086715835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715038427011338,0.2499822321134466,0.0561143715750659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989848224418918,0.0,0.3069059947893725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012519900669954,0.07954924234189924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653049679887896,0.0,0.07380175054135266,0.0,0.09453300042477003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403667451565761,0.17602270840279502,0.0,0.14934220914778784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042247474866285,0.2500602650927507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044462531379528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907691676593015,0.0,0.0,0.17790900986882446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490173389260096,0.09455277620157254,0.2899609132385739,0.0,0.2151137583550552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05009298826939804,0.08025339417461459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126021142125765,0.060877698971273965,0.043518407907487316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241246255218486,0.08066879850154816,0.0,0.04751304995709758 socialanxiety,lonelysweetpotato,2018/01/12,"My weight is linked to my SA I used to be borderline obese and had terrible SA. I went 4 years without going anywhere except the library about once a month. One day i just decided i wasn't going to be a fat ass anymore and lost over 50 pounds. My SA improved dramatically. I was still extremely awkward and shriveled up at the thought of going to a party but I could go to the grocery store, I could speak to cashiers, I could function like a somewhat normal person. I've recently gained 20 pounds back and my SA is getting bad again. I went to the grocery store and I felt panicky for the first time in over a year. I kept saying ""sorry"" over and over again. If a person looked at me or came within a foot of me i'd say sorry. I'm cringing so bad thinking about some of the looks people gave me. I'm determined to lose the weight again. I CANNOT live like this. 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Please comment with one word if possible. ,3.5994117647058843,6.6588586470588265,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,80.17647058823529,8.105882352941178,32.029411764705884,8.841846274778883,3.5662000000000003,75,4,12,2,2,24,16,17,0.231,0.66,0.108,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31694819943746816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662171468028815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807491125056409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547910980945575,0.0,0.4670754914582089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223397792070285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,reddituser1297,2018/01/12,Small victory I finally went to a therapist about my social anxiety. I’ve been pretending that it’s not really an issue for way too long now. After my session I’m feeling so good about the plan we made for me and my future. I feel so much less hopeless now. Just wanted to share :) ,1.581578947368424,3.88206250877193,4.055350877192982,82.9082894736842,81.80701754385964,8.010526315789475,23.535087719298247,8.841846274778883,2.103750877192983,221,8,43,6,6,77,47,57,0.076,0.732,0.193,0.7328,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,1,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,7,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,7,2,7,4,2,9,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22603204000065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987947708388392,0.0,0.0,0.3236705063882564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478243522354575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083915933306793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26147968403718985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27957875387634473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720281240597572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928422326704256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30119218861952496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430608612517455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427454966146758,0.23452856779083145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739015886278757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GT3Racer,2018/01/12,"Being around people around your age. I decided to wait on going to college. My anxiety is horrible when I'm around people that are my age, so I decided to take up a warehouse job at Amazon. The warehouse is huge, but I think I'll be more comfortable around people of all ages. I would end up seeing old friends at my local college, so that alone terrifies me. I know it probably wouldn't be nearly as bad I think it'll be, but I can't escape the bad thoughts. 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Male, 18 here. Sometimes I feel really awkward around others, and get the feeling that I don't fit in at all in my generation. For some reason, I don't like drinking, and because of that, I don't go to parties (imo I feel there is no buzz without alcohol). My friends beckon me to join them at parties, but I just don't enjoy the taste of alcohol, the excessive annoying drinkers, the loud music, the flashing lights.... why do people my age enjoy this shit? I really can't understand how they find these types of parties enjoyable... and as a result, I end up feeling missing out of many activities as the main thing to do my age is drink, get wasted, dance to terrible, blasting, shitty-ass sound they call music, I just don't understand the fun. I am an introverted person and I enjoy more quality time in quiet places but people don't seem to understand me. It's like there's a model of the RIGHT youth printed in my society that I can't conform with. I don't know what to do. Seriously.",4.5671921182266,5.562238798029559,6.050221674876847,77.51158866995074,69.88669950738914,9.34679802955665,30.756157635467982,9.606745405546679,2.9090059113300484,808,33,153,18,14,275,114,203,0.253,0.725,0.022,-0.9931,1,0,5,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,3,0,9,14,2,1,11,0,15,6,1,3,1,29,29,10,0,0,5,0,5,2,1,0,2,3,0,2,9,8,5,0,12,3,0,2,11,6,0,0,0,10,25,8,26,29,4,21,0,1,0,0,7,13,1,2,8,104,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988920713495454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489738354335319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085244940019717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427918964275938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610264917282034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739791982388585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385640487592856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535355911874541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781088768617332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080397506376759,0.0,0.1461208691850038,0.0,0.07947408388352402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685220308959899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663715851548874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177543531760425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908415743210616,0.12210257035709525,0.14610264917282034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916969453596196,0.14377842908154784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194222792715236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730474642034886,0.0,0.0,0.14354336983091362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830496897520225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290323593746463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154161235076812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367339571398328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618351469585662,0.0,0.0,0.1348004123661765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,notevenclosebabie,2018/01/12,"I don't feel ready to be social I don't know how to be normal. I wish I was more charismatic or interesting. It takes me a long time to collect my thoughts so it's awkward or if I speak my mind they judge me or dislike me. I hate myself too much to present myself to the world. I can't embrace my weirdness because other people can't. I can't even feel comfortable expressing myself anonymously. I have nothing good to say and I hate how I package my thoughts and present them. I never accurately say what I mean and I'm a pessimistic unfunny asshole anyway. I started going to school again and I'm in group therapy and I'm looking for a job and I feel so much pressure to improve and be acceptably sociable when all I want to do is stop. It's not fun to socialize and I hate it and I hate everyone I meet but I crave it at the same time and I feel so lonely. It's so much easier to not be hurt by the walls I put up. One negative reaction is all I need as evidence that I should just shut up. Sorry for the negative post. I'm just so tired lol.",0.12084084084084168,2.372083216216218,2.712162162162162,90.26241741741742,88.45945945945945,6.3519519519519525,23.537537537537546,7.662118739084242,1.3312870870870874,822,34,179,17,27,284,117,222,0.21,0.684,0.106,-0.9654,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,14,14,4,2,7,1,15,1,0,2,3,41,38,24,0,6,9,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,9,10,0,1,9,0,0,2,10,9,0,1,3,8,36,5,19,30,7,20,0,2,1,0,10,7,0,4,10,128,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988728095559369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655774120109326,0.0,0.0,0.12522454517633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650526550381666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447912411485068,0.1099190965737334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5175416780894617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029246830482342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300475829999692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202202897738075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597573193471243,0.11004956909453832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275261433960815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323238330818462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890119961688301,0.09717242208386616,0.10107436697172403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284018462000421,0.12574666631747705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880333549434379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085404387239766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551033007894027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174213445162747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843352874539006,0.0,0.13263028926390735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671793386686148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670051211727042,0.09275834906466003,0.0,0.0,0.10956424037571694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853380535029188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498678790053386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807921011669028,0.15283341612842272,0.15062348359795238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772970891754115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507018197262412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SkullsandEyeliner17,2018/01/12,A souring social interactions Hired someone to deep clean our apartment to start the year off clean. Now I am sitting in my car outside of our apartment and making my husband go through the details with them because I’m too anxious to do it myself because I’m embarrassd t having a dirty house. I actually precleaned before they got here. 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I am a shy/reserved person but I have set the goal to myself of not being shy anymore by the end of the degree. I reach out to people everyday on campus and do some small-talk. Sometimes my approach might be awakward for the other person as I do not always know the rules of this ""social game"", but when I make mistakes, I ignore them and move forward. However, I have already a few acquaintances, but have difficulty reaching the next step, which is actually becoming friends with them. How do I do it ? I try to lunch with some people I appreciate every week. I don't mind feeling I am the only making an effort if things actually move in the way I want them to. Additionally, I have had some problems in my childhood and have developed a high interest in some areas that are not common for my age: politics..., by spending my childhood with another friend, we have grown together talking about those things separated from the rest, like in a bubble. People often tell me I sound old or something, I might have grown up too fast and I feel I cannot relate to most of the conversations people of my age have, even if I make a big effort to focus. What can I do ? Do you have any recommendations ",6.5701785714285705,6.727656708333335,7.468214285714287,72.05250000000002,65.25,10.023809523809526,32.976190476190474,9.784248007369934,3.1651190476190485,990,38,177,19,14,333,142,240,0.062,0.826,0.112,0.8959999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,3,3,6,7,0,0,16,0,27,1,0,4,0,40,36,13,0,6,9,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,9,10,1,1,3,1,1,7,5,3,0,0,1,4,33,4,29,31,7,34,0,0,1,0,14,12,0,11,16,139,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.2568859518102554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524689545573216,0.0,0.10951910207555438,0.0,0.0,0.08950670041963744,0.1380159512563746,0.0,0.0,0.13053252867246576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536490243276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165770176166658,0.0,0.0,0.08693433877040115,0.0,0.11089625397249007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331029263549637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337990475349813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390646684140144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233538420908081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430330531274382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26357384463356776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792578718777142,0.1328995508999019,0.0,0.0,0.2797842951258033,0.0,0.09759520227027982,0.0,0.0,0.1399802811754213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811395487272285,0.0,0.0,0.10010359749544352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364997335608113,0.2298525217136464,0.0,0.0,0.12442425930767505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594339025703785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995972350997745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417089458415607,0.0,0.10132817087314223,0.13017639920071752,0.0,0.09316192439259756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158372819456905,0.11504243582508895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488610594464232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893619262643931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763339526998027,0.10447451472849016,0.10557831717783707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,f3arxd,2018/01/12,"Afraid of seeking help I have extremely low self esteem and I feel like I am a nuisance to everyone I meet. I am sure I need help but I am always afraid of seeking professional help. I am afraid of making a fool out of myself (I lack common sense and I struggle with basic things, for instance in order to make a single phone call I need to write an elaborate script), and I am also afraid of not being taken seriously. I went to an appointment last year and I didn't go well, now I am reluctant to try again. 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Most of my life I didn’t notice. I was just wondering how people where able to interact so easily with others. Because of that I developed certain habits that make my social life easier. I can have small talk, I’m able to talk in front of people but on the inside I‘m always insecure about what others might think about me. I am able to cope with a lot of situations because I would consider myself a fighting personality. But when it comes down to the crucial stuff like taking the first step when talking to people or the girl I’m attracted to I feel like someone‘s blocking me and not letting me be myself. What steps can I take to solve my social anxiety problem instead of constantly fiddling with the symptoms? Do you have experiences with support groups? At the moment I can’t find a psychologist and I don’t know how to help me... 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This is inevitably followed by an hour of enviously staring at the people out there, just moving it carefree having the time of their lives. The real reason I wouldn't wanna go anywhere near the dance floor was that my terrible dancing skills, combined with that voice in the back of my head telling me that I'm just gonna embarrass myself kept me from it all this time. I've finally had enough of it. I wish I could say I signed up for a dance class. But I don't think I'm ready to dance around other people yet. So I am currently on the process of watching YouTube tutorials and made pretty decent progress this week. All I want to do is to be able to get out there at this party that's coming up next month and dance without worrying what people are thinking about me the whole time. Didn't want to tell any of my friends about this, so I thought I'd share it with you guys. 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My family is small with distant cousins. I think I retreated into a world of TV, books and videogames. I never knew how to really relate to people although I was friends with the nerds at school. I never went to their houses though. I missed out of house parties and girlfriends because I was so shy and going through blood tests and xrays that I felt I couldn't explain to other kids. My condition was horrible and I wasn't diagnosed with the right medication until I was 18. This is why I am very nervous around people, I try ""not"" to connect with them because I don't know how much a part of their life I can be involved in. I ""forget"" a lot of people's names because I assume I'm not going to see them again and talk myself out of events, even though I really want to go. At the moment I am unemployed so money is tight and I am single (and hate it). I would like to go out more but I have to rely on my parents for transport as they (and I) don't trust public transport at night and I have a medical condition. I always thought I would reach 30 and have a good set of friends, a good job, a long term relationship with a nice woman and my own place. But I'm still at home, unemployed, lonely and single. TL;DR Social anxiety and shyness controls my life",4.685262128325507,5.077312933098593,5.7703755868544615,81.79379499217528,69.3169014084507,8.564632237871676,29.158059467918626,8.515128840125781,2.0439951486697963,1099,38,221,16,18,366,155,284,0.122,0.764,0.114,-0.5311,6,3,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,5,1,12,14,1,1,12,0,25,7,1,4,2,54,44,28,0,4,5,2,3,2,3,2,6,0,1,3,6,26,0,2,9,2,1,7,8,6,0,1,10,4,41,8,37,30,9,34,0,3,1,0,21,15,0,2,13,163,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692063154801683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910682650451482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369183156904528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840203332128093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064214433377233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822467557292435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693389424452945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980691016825228,0.0,0.05889575169413184,0.08321328421436082,0.11183899787914067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998420767991652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647929106544075,0.19539567539341046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499981450754415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168388655066822,0.0,0.0,0.2688043972540368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558835591645415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401432250582183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454643648044698,0.11381241890088845,0.0,0.0,0.1030810713378963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902706987304286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346825473644095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562614982060203,0.0,0.17967300328158664,0.11249704080494503,0.0,0.10930852235699287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858823443232429,0.0,0.0,0.12933717616042092,0.1261364117099055,0.0,0.2422575487521593,0.0,0.12169673382297133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149240049708437,0.0,0.0,0.12505585184296514,0.0,0.09947322252759534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788390623716875,0.09281942232981813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873661847124832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302102138590553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362215436972103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927126989503606,0.2288818767561816,0.09247205231714434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908222552735399,0.0,0.11378396497650445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610813980075034,0.06870287973683815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079780607081409,0.10510501820281416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654879985080869,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PM_ME_YOUR_DEAD_KIDS,2018/01/12,"DAE blush/ turn red when talking/spoken too in public? so not sure if this is down to social anxiety or my shitty confidence, but every.single.time. I feel awkward or I'm spoken too, I just turn beetroot red. Then I'm like oh shit, I'm going red, try to hide it, but because I'm thinking about my face going red, it makes it even worse! Does anyone have this? it's so fucking infuriating. Like, all it takes someone says hey out of the blue or you have to go order food or speak up in a meeting. Or going through a checkout. I just turn beetroot red and it's horrid. Any brotendos out there who can relate?",1.5618158890290057,3.89112004918033,3.3519672131147544,87.74568095838589,82.11475409836065,5.393190416141237,22.499369482976046,6.67199483983844,0.6418126103404793,474,16,95,5,13,158,80,122,0.214,0.7170000000000001,0.069,-0.963,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,10,6,2,1,3,0,4,4,2,1,2,19,20,13,0,1,11,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,3,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,9,6,3,12,20,1,13,0,0,6,1,8,6,2,6,4,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477012416208046,0.0,0.1403588093595357,0.0,0.0,0.12829084203468374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184540334187716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056128027111724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211843157157826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277109182767672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22186017865916305,0.0,0.0,0.1696208128284309,0.0,0.0,0.4170950658243389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927443085909955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247180440728975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590765772499714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833570757487025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870309049235129,0.15545880940948428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729241700096097,0.0,0.13795128674287105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175641560581871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456831257433774,0.5987083364001751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697794732949974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,brainbound,2018/01/12,"How do I stop feeling so nervous and react better to women smiling/looking at me? I wasn't sure if this is the right place to ask this but since I suffer from SA I figured I might get relatable and more relevant answers here than over at /r/askmen or something. Now I don't consider myself particularly attractive, but when I'm not beating on myself I think I could be considered of average looks. Occasionally I'll catch women/girls looking or even staring at me. Sometimes if I'm talking to a female cashier or meet eye's with someone they'll smile at me. In the past I'd have thought they were looking or laughing at me because I'm ugly or my hair was a mess but the older I become the more I realise people just don't tend to focus on someone like that unless they're somewhat interested. Anyway, I digress. When this happens my instinctive reaction is often to quickly divert my gaze or if someone is smiling at me give them an awkward smile in return and quickly finish my business. But I don't want to be like this. It's embarrassing and feels like a waste of an opportunity to meet people. My confidence is pretty shot so I find it difficult to maintain eye contact for long and smile on demand. It doesn't help that my self-esteem is and always has been pretty low, which makes me very self-conscious in situations like these.",5.137205258693808,6.246940591603058,6.210330788804072,76.46263782866839,68.65648854961832,8.264970313825277,32.876166242578456,8.515128840125781,2.732696522476675,1073,48,191,16,18,358,151,262,0.13,0.6609999999999999,0.209,0.9801,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,3,13,17,0,3,9,0,21,3,3,3,1,40,38,25,0,5,16,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,1,7,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,5,9,30,10,28,28,3,28,0,2,6,0,11,16,0,12,15,134,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251225160948636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641062580917814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242766963610347,0.1493377152272488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958937888467006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796061197191267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931024827515402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674062018584898,0.09659980358402273,0.0,0.0,0.12358685012455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064585140969032,0.12971347697269642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957287708820025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063381018534608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26424284091291683,0.0,0.0,0.1196637212253299,0.4541964335956029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025909989849147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434449851632243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129080931165973,0.1874863438544324,0.0,0.1412740849625944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27513074192149817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547547784897033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821238370295933,0.0,0.0,0.11185377017089858,0.15199075620431576,0.0,0.0,0.34370945075475673,0.1040974628201662,0.13373411124557866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304834638996268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744141405686732,0.0,0.0,0.10868314847339393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866422680509323,0.0,0.10734802952658863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156905433106384,0.07975511062799695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Elin828,2018/01/12,"What is it really I am afraid of? So I've been working on overcoming my social anxiety and general anxiety for years, going to different doctors and therapists and trying different self help methods with very little progress. One thing that really bugs my mind is that I don't actually know what I'm scared will happen when I'm in a social situation, I have no idea what is really giving me the anxiety, it's just an intense feeling with no explanation. I'm fine with people thinking negatively of me or judging me, So I dont think it's that. And it makes me feel like its hard to really work on my social anxiety, when idont even know what it is that is making me so afraid and have such strong reactions. All I know is that it hurts when people look at me, I cant rever relax with people, and i always feel afraid. Sigh. Anyone know what im talking about, or have any advice?",7.051479365079363,6.096171011428571,8.176190476190474,71.07603174603175,64.6,11.89206349206349,32.58730158730158,11.20814326018867,3.6045111111111097,697,23,132,18,9,240,98,175,0.119,0.7709999999999999,0.11,-0.1748,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,10,10,0,4,3,0,15,1,0,2,1,28,33,14,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,18,10,0,0,10,1,0,1,6,5,1,1,1,5,16,4,14,31,1,10,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,2,5,88,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.11564345590742245,0.0,0.0,0.11580138448381973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860537224900323,0.0,0.0,0.08058723406597731,0.0,0.36262296920968895,0.0,0.0,0.082861215254865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24762429935584726,0.0,0.12129454334249573,0.0,0.0,0.13888658164574105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827121180890093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797585537855555,0.08465975442962376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368047034556746,0.0673489305294079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479328150937284,0.0,0.10615690073816736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943117717251369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268616919700957,0.13377733930619085,0.12800537079242771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26050825295446445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789539210091552,0.1187728039222598,0.0,0.0,0.0995140701750208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820556458582727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965592704704288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030182610318487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464686351430043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036684846336267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864384027360643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362620769147704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320420558244722,0.0,0.3624017387302573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524955868458616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759304668309785,0.07872923193779198,0.15186600519404714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045688685531396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777875721452764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254561108469574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631311719697129 socialanxiety,BlendingProgram,2018/01/12,"Any other POC on here? I feel like our experiences are unique. There's always awkward, annoying, and sometimes scary moments we have to deal with as people of color......ON TOP OF having social anxiety. So yeah, just wondering if there any other POC on here with anxiety...",3.0312925170068006,6.0156191020408185,4.4521428571428565,77.68869047619049,82.46938775510205,7.348299319727893,24.493197278911573,8.344100000000001,2.3135278911564625,212,8,34,5,6,70,39,49,0.165,0.7,0.135,-0.1714,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,1,6,3,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,5,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,8,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445028264455899,0.0,0.0,0.39964975650224704,0.0,0.4495816956198213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30294159836161016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874370848233421,0.0,0.0,0.1485770111569968,0.20992313879167784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355796934778692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371533027116773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995382753405705,0.0,0.0,0.2906205122018551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186626898462873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HolyMcJustice,2018/01/12,"My anxiety is telling me not to post this but I'm going to anyway: Your anxiety will tell you that you are a fundamentally broken person. That is not the case. I deleted a bunch of pretentious rambling to say this: you are not broken. You aren't crazy. You have friend here, friends who know the same pain that you do. Stay strong. 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I tried looking back for places to email but I haven't found anywhere. I could go to some place in my college to get a list of places to try but that would require awkwardly finding it and then calling up these places and not having a clue of what to say. All of my options are too hard and easy to not do, so I'll probably end up just failing my course because work experience is compulsory and I just can't bring myself to do it. I'm less anxious about actually doing work experience as I could just mindlessly get on with it.",4.169011437908496,4.766231669117651,5.400392156862747,83.25898692810459,70.54411764705881,8.691503267973857,29.816993464052292,8.841846274778883,2.1465042483660124,521,20,112,9,9,174,79,136,0.118,0.853,0.029,-0.8992,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,1,2,0,17,0,0,0,1,30,28,12,0,6,9,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,1,3,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,4,13,0,20,20,3,15,0,1,1,0,5,9,0,2,3,82,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.12582503478882973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566340864594846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053976482224305,0.0,0.0,0.0991454784261559,0.0,0.07859949944223801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316602672372204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088398628008754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420092997556748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783787557948847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178471331328022,0.0,0.0,0.14137402622780834,0.0,0.0,0.20209458485189105,0.0,0.14655704398244848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550325631177318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708610351825989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827557204597832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5388516944002755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390171335079313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507358405994003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508108017240692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816055264048659,0.0,0.0,0.2747818869014727,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cola_pop,2018/01/12,Meetup groups? Hello 24F with social anxiety! Ive been lurking for awhile and can relate to a lot in this sub. I was diagnosed with anxiety since I was little and have suffered from it all my life. I am also depressed because I have no friends due to social anxiety. Lately I have been craving social interaction so much that I looked into joining a meetup group for gamers/geeks. I am new to meetup.com but I am very anxious to go to a meetup in hopes of making friends and fight my social anxiety. Id just like to ask if anyone else has ever gone to or tried a meetup group? If so how was it? I just have no idea how else to make friends. I am not in school because cant afford it. Dating sites have done nothing for me and make my anxiety worse on account of being groped on my last 2 dates. Thank you for taking the time reading this! Any advice on ways to make friends is appreciated :),2.955661080074485,4.713645720670392,4.4237765363128485,84.60087895716947,75.03351955307262,6.784506517690875,25.341154562383608,7.554174236665415,1.329415344506518,700,24,137,9,15,233,106,179,0.141,0.6890000000000001,0.17,0.9309,1,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,8,10,1,0,5,0,21,2,0,6,2,25,32,13,0,3,7,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,1,1,2,4,3,0,0,7,1,17,7,25,24,3,20,0,2,1,0,16,9,0,5,9,95,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997412813339244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999929609949407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653199350415181,0.0,0.4304692152185543,0.12713971895160006,0.0,0.0786915453934006,0.11531193715111115,0.0,0.0,0.1052109926882328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372083539952302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693172048730757,0.11422712559686175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516889909635412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802775390763407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018001158663283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477967454167222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395985634112117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177897777640976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704551262302896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173624047832364,0.1269515717893948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949130067510461,0.05498203063477798,0.11279602239240903,0.0,0.0,0.09450640986103484,0.0,0.0,0.0956786516271721,0.0,0.0,0.3004889640781187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273085904050982,0.0,0.0,0.10869316026479904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798648357677268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257182925880127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389787874948172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309538751407112,0.0,0.0,0.4588870323503973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461710727465505,0.0,0.0,0.10361297673625028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562378019257342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640820551222736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285841980703442,0.0,0.0893301042834108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468927474859307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sociaI-anxiety,2018/01/12,"What are you supposed to do with friends when you ""hang out""? Bah, I realize this makes me sound like an alien. I graduated college last May and I've been working since then. I studied engineering and had work/studying 24-7 in college. I socialized with people, but this was only in the form of grabbing a bite or pregaming and hitting up parties/bar hopping (so I'm not a recluse). But I would never just casually ""hang out"" with people on week nights, and I would only ""hang out"" in group settings. It's kind of sad, but I'd say I don't have any *close* friends. I have hobbies: lifting weights, playing soccer and volleyball, and going to indie rock concerts. I just have no clue what to do when hanging out at someone's house. I'm no longer drinking alcohol/doing any drugs due to personal reasons. **How do you really initiate ""hanging out"" as an adult? *What* do you do when ""hanging out"" at someone's house?** Post-college I suddenly have all this free time I don't know what to do with.",1.7719594912859158,4.315491134715028,3.177477626000943,87.90684762129067,83.24870466321244,5.788883655204899,28.46184644371173,7.1686216300943375,1.7238207253886015,771,38,149,11,22,251,115,193,0.065,0.8490000000000001,0.087,0.6169,0,0,3,0,0,0,45.0,0,4,0,1,7,8,0,0,5,0,19,3,0,3,2,34,25,17,0,2,7,0,2,1,2,3,1,3,0,2,8,17,2,0,3,6,1,7,6,1,0,0,3,5,16,8,25,18,2,33,0,1,0,0,11,14,0,2,12,97,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626760244480566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432577183888894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157556865011558,0.19127467532197928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548599931426955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373755656611836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38063054377928396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717566114853221,0.09064511828661127,0.13444575274118198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057993719154136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009679695628756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720966182129734,0.0,0.0,0.1547822979440765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508841982414103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22869323929257515,0.14401671634857915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796415177042847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056629315860581,0.16958281203683398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116460433206742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643767594791284,0.0,0.0,0.1681326054071681,0.2795013441249412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961761511013431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230259510925485,0.20084895704158556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401523506334633,0.0,0.0,0.2343331712745354,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zombiecabbage,2018/01/12,"Does anyone have social anxiety triggered by looking their best? Ok, I know this sounds really weird but I get really bad anxiety from looking my best. It's so bad that when I look in the mirror, I just start crying & don't want to go out anymore. It makes no sense. I took 4 hrs to get ready today (hair & make up), just to look at myself in the mirror, cry, & decide to stay home. I did this same exact thing on New Years, what's going on? I feel crazy. 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I was a very shy, quiet, polite kid. All my teachers used to talk about how sweet and kind I was but, for some reason I always had a hard time connecting to other kids. I went all through elementary school without friends. I had a few in middle and high school but, I never saw them outside of school. I never went to any parties, school functions, camping trips etc with them.I essentially grew up alone. I'm now 25 and still live with my parents. I have a steady job and am going to school but, my life is extremely boring. I always feel like I'm missing out on life and I'm not doing the things I want to be doing. I have practally no social contacts outside of work and I'm always lonely. I was able to keep myself busy and content with my hobbies but that's not working anymore. I feel desperate to change my life and fear I will spend my whole life alone. The funny thing is I seem to be a very likable person. I get along well with everybody and am not afraid to talk to people. My problem is I seem to lack the ability to turn aquauntices into friends. I really want nothing more right now than a few close friends but, I am not interested in the things most people like. I have very unusual interests which I feel makes me a little different than most people and maybe even a little quirky which I'm proud of but I'm so tired of the isolation and sadness. I want to feel like I belong somewhere and like I'm loved and accepted how I am. I've never had a girlfriend or been in any type of a relationship. I honestly don't even know if I want a girlfriend. I have very little attraction to women but, see guys all the time where I think to myself ""wow he's cute"" and things like that. I think I am more likely gay than not but, I don't want to be. I want to get married someday and be a father. I know I would be a good parent but, I'm not really attracted to girls and I'm very confused. There are several things I wanting to get into and I'm actually making the effort to do them but, the depression is still there and I am afraid what will happen to me if I don't pull out of this. Has anybody in this situation been able to get out of it? Am I going about this the right way? I'd appreciate any advice you may have. Thanks, Dirk",1.6013856054636229,3.635334339506176,3.3991445582698567,89.10983845547678,80.09053497942385,6.358392434988179,21.657297959898433,7.459000224883572,0.7726434287715613,1843,55,390,27,47,616,212,486,0.136,0.68,0.184,0.9756,4,5,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,2,4,17,35,0,4,22,0,42,7,0,6,6,89,90,36,0,12,21,3,5,7,5,4,5,1,0,6,16,29,0,1,12,0,1,7,15,10,1,0,12,9,52,25,55,69,14,38,0,4,2,2,25,20,0,10,16,258,68,9,0.1328734169340903,0.0,0.0648326438534238,0.0,0.0,0.12984236520885584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761678741784447,0.0,0.0,0.16584199073499634,0.0,0.0,0.13553771990819596,0.06966468155101982,0.0,0.0,0.06588736272320324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653274561066215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056245672992362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722183965200343,0.0,0.0,0.0694122200154727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740944916915162,0.08776163872592588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475976752983786,0.13436958400269133,0.09492479560707816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398650847477444,0.0,0.17355219050005466,0.0637321445400598,0.07551502491273837,0.05572395899387394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578278654680046,0.0587497618868089,0.0,0.05951424128703444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019403012384062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592818180125408,0.059051999067872736,0.0,0.06918360831228307,0.07302375500692039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877048478286584,0.227203339364614,0.1997611063006161,0.05866483075332447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996172325378656,0.0,0.08869403758249715,0.0,0.06674460335569568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883862502892882,0.0,0.1537202557888386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374781358206577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754020499656978,0.0,0.0,0.13817654546797614,0.05800997125011832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362800190897623,0.0,0.0,0.06357095752949872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768316995940704,0.06830800132229242,0.0,0.07132816164954257,0.0,0.11347317205369745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361874792761768,0.0529414550585932,0.12096296840026195,0.0,0.07505457011053326,0.0,0.0,0.07467764390592514,0.0,0.06772385771017153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611288240315432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679861937604394,0.0,0.06116599510316977,0.0,0.0,0.2206879851101396,0.08513992037794092,0.0,0.0,0.0774795579539818,0.07635922314824083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226406103105575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057379985083569035,0.0,0.27408621150144075,0.2743026437873775,0.05273436680690513,0.0,0.0,0.0597345796398068,0.1231749886997016,0.0,0.07417421241181571,0.0,0.06404261616276118,0.0,0.09673343004277564,0.0,0.0,0.04719473153270156,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SentientTeenBot,2018/01/12,"Serious question: are there drugs I can buy as a highschool student online that will help with social anxiety? I don't want to go to a doctor because I don't want my parents or family to know. I just can't stand certain parts of the day anymore. I need something that I can take that will maybe just let me feel relaxed at for once at school. Especially presentations. I have fairly good grades in school, and my final for one of my classes last semester was a presentation to the class. I just couldn't do it knowing from past presentations that I would literally break down and be unable to speak. I skipped that class that day and my grade dropped from an A to a B. I seriously just need something I can use even just once a week for certain times I know will cause bad social anxiety. I've tried kratom and was able to buy it online with out problems despite being under 18 but it seems to have no effect on me. I also can't stand the taste and smell no matter how I take it. It makes me want to throw up just smelling the powder. Please, anything that might get me through my last few months of highschool. Thank you.",4.336507847533632,5.543011739910316,4.767598094170406,85.70547785874444,70.61434977578477,7.548094170403588,27.83884529147982,7.8658589789855275,1.5587132286995509,890,31,181,11,16,282,126,223,0.101,0.8370000000000001,0.063,-0.2544,1,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,10,9,0,0,11,0,22,3,0,5,2,39,39,10,0,8,8,1,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,12,8,1,0,7,1,2,2,7,4,0,1,2,5,25,5,29,28,2,26,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,4,12,121,37,11,0.12881532439516652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030135683791198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708674115850935,0.0,0.12775018808978802,0.0,0.0,0.10600403620026327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755541525026947,0.07852462613067915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232882196801593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615045521796268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184794289111082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938488013956844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508130687674897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214356235694776,0.0,0.06513289848162797,0.0,0.0,0.14111089143159194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067300690340027,0.0,0.07320871740408874,0.10804418250099504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634219663157854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238060042744888,0.2100033642687633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317223966993027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598522930116054,0.0,0.12941230731133255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665270266635526,0.0,0.0,0.10281916296234124,0.0,0.0,0.19102986165193445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743682328069186,0.08728859757696322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303417347496866,0.13949444335824107,0.12296880289295915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140054366997656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325886855661596,0.0,0.0,0.14430264409450094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607359708197182,0.0,0.1172686333641225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626220022491084,0.0,0.1983366601334924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937061853604874,0.0,0.0,0.11859584381842594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511325156021961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874571496043503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125508115737186,0.0,0.0,0.2279358474547238,0.0,0.10332788320921446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150671055811466,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tehlolredditor,2018/01/12,"When did you realize that you needed somebody else (as an SO)? Within the past year or so I engaged in more social activities than I had done the previous 4-5 years, so going out with friends and socializing is still a new thing for me. I still experience self-consciousness, my emotions can still be unstable, and I'm usually still quiet, although I have gotten better at being ""funny"" I suppose. I'm about to turn 23, and at this point, I feel comfortable with the social group I have, but I would gladly welcome more people in, if they ""fit"" right, so to speak. Like anyone else, I have also started thinking about having a girlfriend. Well, not just recently, but for a WHILE (as this tends to happen to us asocial folk). I know I do not want to get into a relationship if I don't need that person, or If I'm just trying to fulfill some physical fantasy or to try and make myself feel happier. I know the reason has to be correct, so to speak. I don't want the desire to be fueled by envy of others or from judging myself from not experiencing physical intimacy yet and what not. For those of you who were or continue to be socially anxious, at what point did you realize you wanted to be with someone? Were all of your motivations in check? Did you make a mistake? For those of you who had it work out, what is it that made it work and why did it make sense for you in that moment in your life to be with someone? Thanks for your stories.",5.56098452012384,5.664909915789478,6.722972136222911,76.72198142414861,67.3859649122807,9.653250773993813,30.799793601651192,9.478462496947786,2.6729360165118683,1126,40,218,21,17,381,152,285,0.053,0.826,0.12,0.9702,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,11,1,4,17,10,0,0,11,0,28,1,0,6,2,53,53,27,0,11,16,0,2,1,2,1,1,3,0,1,19,13,0,0,9,1,1,1,6,1,1,0,11,6,31,9,47,34,4,33,0,0,0,0,27,16,0,9,17,177,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905600927098548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580716161543212,0.0,0.07786677562850687,0.11410334734876194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849048233586108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396180848254167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605702623150813,0.12526706149362848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893323112655592,0.0,0.0,0.11261576707407285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603786786845855,0.0,0.05818195600027401,0.0,0.06328949009766542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984768919158014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240309063647613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865814863772704,0.054405761402126364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537324912683972,0.22300464390176652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165146760742229,0.0,0.1075539421723218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630746049077816,0.07720426600516958,0.09723684803766514,0.0,0.0,0.21054583529124088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449850088175713,0.10995636499215662,0.11956092143569952,0.0,0.0951023879995002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617466804591965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540774159183865,0.18871302175240984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882247118737297,0.0,0.3557347814080532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252700428475664,0.0,0.0,0.07398384660240417,0.07135615930607675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121473507867886,0.1211296845979215,0.0,0.0,0.13395456092564276,0.0,0.12264931447511115,0.0,0.19705226470178566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012765250280747,0.0,0.10048672364108438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214546627985613,0.0,0.0,0.07910824362310546,0.0,0.0,0.14342672518164948 socialanxiety,justsomedude97,2018/01/12,"I want to drop out of college because of my SA issue. Please don't comment saying ""you need to learn how to speak in public when you're out in the real world, so there's no avoiding it"" because I am well aware of that and I will find ways to avoid it. Ever since college started I've taken a few required classes that required presentations whether they be group or individual. My first speech in college was a group one in an environmental class. I did it not knowing how bad I would do. I would literally stand up there, my face getting extremely red, knees shaking, and a constant eye at the board reading off the power point. We had individual speeches later that semester but fuck it I skipped them. I had more speeches in my English classes that year and I struggled extremely hard with them. Each time it was announced we had a presentation, from that day til the actual presentation date, I would be restless, literally get 4 or 5 hours of sleep because I'd be up all night twisting and turning, sweating and thinking about how I would do the presentations. I did them, but I would end up getting sick after and my heart would race and I wouldn't think straight. Since that year I vowed to never do presentations again. I then realized college still had many classes that required presentations so I tried looking for a major that didn't have too many, so I could just skip them. I couldn't really find much so I still haven't declared a major because of that. And because of THAT, I don't have motivation to go back to school and finish my degree. I. Hate. Presentations. (Also people say if I do presentations continually, they'll get better and better. That is 100% not the case for me. After each presentation, I wouldn't feel even 0.00001% more comfortable with speaking. In fact, I'd feel even more scared for the next ones because I'd know how it felt and I'd know how I'd do).",4.544038461538463,6.23417378846154,5.267362637362642,80.45263736263739,70.73076923076924,7.727472527472527,30.30769230769231,8.306716005460428,2.2147538461538456,1505,63,284,23,28,487,182,364,0.11,0.836,0.053,-0.9597,2,2,0,0,0,0,42.0,2,1,6,8,24,13,2,6,14,0,36,8,6,6,4,68,57,30,0,13,9,0,4,0,0,10,1,7,0,0,17,19,0,5,13,1,0,2,11,9,1,3,11,14,40,4,36,31,10,57,0,0,3,1,17,17,1,3,35,198,57,15,0.0,0.0,0.09868577495602364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087156192745981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776074442015196,0.0844371723250477,0.3698780227621958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887797144049675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092828157779865,0.0,0.0807420167456271,0.0,0.0,0.06521882039356026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956887867546988,0.0,0.0,0.13358741544860187,0.09147554182429472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226612505425252,0.0,0.09709818292539138,0.0,0.18485726118136114,0.08601893252472816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349067104188832,0.2113396140812648,0.0,0.05747304375852216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059030564308244,0.0998423916271718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983648063168313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959013898195226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555075365173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667309573865893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492156393278215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505466435660133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434029020416028,0.07498470118869258,0.07799570127695063,0.0,0.10755015935291057,0.09490123392015036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705311514938934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010902049633311,0.0,0.0,0.11100754011255913,0.0955980999862286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115478737885104,0.1151051445515792,0.06478481532016236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608411680547461,0.10124619010463216,0.10234634884824173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730729511888695,0.0,0.10120045387648327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715785089864999,0.0,0.1615209778649135,0.0,0.0,0.10572033740265056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959673588488918,0.0,0.0,0.058968212350135774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865888058743283,0.10999759442854364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059647572945866714,0.08027023958671729,0.0,0.0,0.09092569627044964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43102810975988093,0.0,0.0,0.13024548688551596 socialanxiety,angelgeronimo,2018/01/12,"Help, how do I find a job Accounting major from Bay Area, California here. I graduated in August. I only have about 3 mos experience working in my field but no other job experience. I’ve been applying to rando entry level positions for months, but I either never get an email or phone call back (nor voicemail) or I’m not awake/too anxious to pick up phone. But I really need a job...",2.767142857142858,4.957120533333335,5.423238095238094,75.26400000000002,77.0,8.552380952380952,24.04761904761905,9.23628265651192,2.3117619047619047,300,10,55,8,7,107,59,75,0.041,0.9,0.058,0.0413,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,12,6,7,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,8,5,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,4,34,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24976491537560264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000193980886386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257541259710748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43253021377405865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206913670209803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550861755562357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818968006481004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.658182975035652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646920576894706,0.0,0.0,0.16393290410375996,0.17051560672042726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681463132092843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163372993291978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095366966358052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,someditch,2018/01/12,"Online friends Are online friends better or worse when trying to become more social. I haven't had either in quite a long time. And since it seems near impossible for me to communicate with people in real life, how hard would it be to find and maintain friends with someone online. Is it as rewarding? How do you find people? Is discord a good place to find other people to hang out with?",4.404099099099104,6.352578148648652,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,71.56756756756756,6.5549549549549555,24.495495495495497,7.1686216300943375,1.1186198198198205,309,9,55,3,6,98,53,74,0.083,0.6990000000000001,0.218,0.9159,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,3,6,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,2,0,16,9,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,6,14,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979177075932448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849215106402792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913700339147372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153597310530031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030854878234784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053237065801565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657770457245673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859067718395764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727142938162895,0.0,0.18723095499072004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060644579944547,0.0,0.2039743833363431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314138985213886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824012637529993,0.0,0.0,0.1826768046304318,0.15183971101561888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449580509562426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216683483865456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262507989510424,0.12730200321252735,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OldTwinkle,2018/01/12,"Anybody else make up fake social situations up in their head? I don't go out of my way to talk to people often (duh) however I often catch myself making up fake social situations up in my head often when I am alone or sitting quietly. I make up like false conversations with people in my head where I am able to talk to people and almost how I wish conversations with people went. Idk it's kind of weird, was wondering if anybody else did something similar.",5.250037453183523,6.252477842696631,6.768033707865168,72.95894194756555,68.32584269662922,9.528838951310863,28.316479400749067,9.725611199111238,2.705020973782772,364,12,65,8,6,125,55,89,0.128,0.818,0.054000000000000006,-0.688,1,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,0,1,5,3,3,4,0,16,12,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,3,1,11,2,17,9,0,16,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,7,2,43,12,0,0.14895965432377722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491615766277763,0.15427727799819596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488733542043127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465720432878357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586267405925247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511855744902228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277416285982614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29829517785538084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130794741539238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348737852495686,0.0,0.30369121730297266,0.0,0.11467641940870694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394562553080637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823724010102565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808709192105742,0.0,0.0,0.171296251089237,0.0,0.1615403909207043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gnostalgick,2018/01/12,"My OK Cupid Personality traits So someone on a different subreddit mentioned how OK Cupid has become pretty good at matching all types of people & I decided it couldn't hurt to make a profile. These my results (compared to other users) after 500+ questions: Less Friendly Less Outgoing Less Giving Less Optimistic Less Organized Less Ambitious Less Dominant At least I don't have to worry about whether or not to respond to any messages.",8.108461538461537,9.440349333333335,8.194000000000003,64.10100000000001,62.07692307692307,10.855384615384617,41.24102564102565,10.793553405168565,5.195499487179486,360,20,50,9,5,117,61,78,0.0,0.6829999999999999,0.317,0.9745,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,1,10,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,11,5,9,4,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,38,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000221300829041,0.0,0.18830218304145505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058154120011712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28930262145889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139330344672425,0.0,0.0,0.2656286815567373,0.0,0.23225143082013314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29642825962663144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483357523120555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196829616412495,0.2417792825193185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817078762283035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101925044577724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346173283181517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28120641809575564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Oranges-In-A-Cup,2018/01/12,"Really stressed about tomorrow Tomorrow my school's celebrating first semester honor students and I'll have to appear at it. There'll be other kids there but I'll still be part of the center of attention for a while, and a ton of kids in the audience. I'm absolutely terrified. I don't want anything to go wrong and I'm dreading going to school tomorrow. I've been crying all night thinking about it. I'd just really like some help with how to stay calm and not break down, like I am now :| ",3.5023484848484863,5.2089238181818205,5.088775252525256,80.61982954545458,73.44444444444444,9.394444444444442,26.516414141414145,9.827888789773867,2.6018777777777773,394,14,78,11,8,133,69,99,0.207,0.631,0.162,-0.7423,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,15,13,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,4,14,10,4,17,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,10,47,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932391604929342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579418251001375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974015815730534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26691042339566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739677648388115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294451225408191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036529536198365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25429021473343405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008670040056846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753064309393476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25028986619166543,0.1875297955783508,0.0,0.2689887299912996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046497185300955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850457456539422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567418744019845,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Logandalf2002,2018/01/12,"Am I in the wrong here? So I'm not sure if this is the right place to post this, but I'm not sure where else to, I need people to know. So I have this friend, her name is Savanna. A few days ago she came home and got on Discord (a gamerspeech program) and told us about this guy. Her and a few of her friends were walking home, they were walking on train tracks that led to one of their houses, there were 4 of them, three girls one guy. So anyway they were walking on these tracks when this guy came out of the woods. He told them his name was Pancho. He immediatly started talking about drugs and other things with them and began walking with them. Right to one of the girl's house. She got home and told us about him, laughing and saying he was a great guy, I got nervous (I always do when drugs are mentioned) and left for the night. The next day they ran into the same guy and he followed them again. She was all excited about seeing him again. The next day(today) me and my friends decided to talk to her about it. We told her she should have told the cops, got away from him, and not walk in the same woods two days in a row. Then she got all defensive and started saying details that she didn't say before, like that they told him directions in a different path, that he appearantly made her nervous, and etc. She started acting like a victim. Saying we were teaming up on her and stuff like that. So everybody felt bad and apologised, except for me. So now everyone's mad at me, what should I do? Am I a bad person? I wasn't trying to make her feel bad, I'm just worried about her. If some random guy approached me in the woods I would have ran away! But now I feel like she hates me and I just don't know anymore. By the way, they are all 15-16 and this guy was in his late 20s or early 30s",3.1250873515024438,4.123120212938009,3.731692123390239,92.78194868723172,73.28571428571428,6.790096835379855,23.174703004891683,6.937597516519254,0.4690556254367584,1393,35,318,12,27,439,168,371,0.139,0.7879999999999999,0.073,-0.9765,2,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,4,0,11,1,23,22,4,2,20,0,26,2,0,3,5,62,60,30,0,6,11,0,3,4,3,3,2,4,3,10,17,25,0,1,6,1,0,14,6,10,0,5,29,8,55,12,42,28,9,57,0,0,1,0,72,21,0,6,24,217,72,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042713816998582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056721536442426286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676046958174428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809283652612113,0.0,0.17075319982470838,0.0,0.0,0.058006253593570464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593288735295766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585181130293645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122142739076243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581073113483419,0.0,0.05694591767633405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602574098460542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513778935008617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893594217589771,0.04869949006389261,0.06545231590596168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800011770331626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726023242824284,0.07515585764682813,0.0,0.4724817572745007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730214264266626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051352698144265,0.0,0.0,0.15731427015284713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492709588984303,0.0,0.07689687937825833,0.0,0.07406512268797995,0.0,0.0,0.13321446967850514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450255055241419,0.045502909691314215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054597524330205,0.0,0.0,0.14499564860265585,0.06397138808642859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857793500955695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04725935768447378,0.05952198264814972,0.07122142739076243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528644548422866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643081409037782,0.0,0.2168408640621465,0.0,0.0,0.054321357198723934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447497483818611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803646315763979,0.0,0.0,0.1284957452774229,0.0,0.0,0.10958229132606696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04528802941047506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461563464144067,0.39082673610051705,0.0,0.04628184180759981,0.0,0.06659058255084814,0.0,0.1639962876618163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410887125780756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922827863510811,0.0,0.04842484715707935,0.07453140050218574,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dsx714,2018/01/12,"Meeting my favorite band I'm meeting my favorite band soon. I remember meeting my favorite voice actor and trying to write a script on what to say. Ended up living in the moment. I have no idea what or how I'm gonna say to the band. It's actually a duo and the members are married. A lot of their songs are about depression and the singer--she has a self help book that I have pre-ordered. I discovered this band after coming out of a depressive episode. They have really affected me. I don't know how to explain it without being creepy or too much. I've been to concerts before but never VIP or met the band. When its your favorite band, its worse because you can't just be all like ""Love the music"" because their music is very important to you not just another band you list off. Oh, social anxiety and my cursed shyness. Why must I be so nervous?",2.7719019607843123,4.7274967000000006,4.170000000000002,85.35166666666669,76.11764705882355,6.886274509803924,27.215686274509807,7.793537801064563,1.7175215686274519,669,27,130,10,15,221,111,170,0.134,0.735,0.13,0.0553,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,3,0,9,5,0,1,11,0,14,1,0,3,3,26,22,12,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,0,1,8,6,0,0,4,11,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,5,18,2,16,15,3,12,0,2,0,1,26,5,0,4,7,89,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.193886147044242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833666326377984,0.15199210750432265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24223087451614944,0.0,0.1690647731884024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114798793028588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422511055385403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597434675057005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133173163810463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242891539031116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091910930935047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706657776682442,0.0,0.1754409094819594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891335535576488,0.17931934903185118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605501597629858,0.0,0.15323673562213416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728154827781854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22506933954728428,0.0,0.0,0.31600171731059257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726991332895012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253250606413767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489285384241193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393445137332974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792806887260932,0.0,0.0,0.19152351896220446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024751592088948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pancase,2018/01/12,Question about talking to people I have posted this once before but it didn't get much traction. I'm hoping to find out if someone else has experienced this problem. When I think about trying to talk to people more and open myself up I find myself often struggling to find meaningful things to say. Often times the normal things to say like what's up or how are you don't lead to much of a conversation. So I find myself wanting to say something but honestly having nothing to say. With family too I feel a need to break this chain of silence in which we don't really feel like a full loving family and I don't feel like I take them or what they say to heart in a way that grows our relationships. I wonder how to deal with this problem and honor that I feel a need to talk. Should I just say whatever is at the top of my head even if it comes out gibberish? That feels like my only option as I can think of nothing else really to make a change,4.2961857313670775,5.0554323212435275,5.362694300518137,83.05734555599842,70.34715025906735,8.218254284575528,24.690713431646074,8.384062270229773,1.4116292546831404,750,19,152,11,13,248,107,193,0.059,0.767,0.174,0.9733,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,2,1,2,3,11,11,0,1,8,0,11,3,2,4,0,46,29,14,0,10,7,0,5,4,0,1,0,6,0,0,14,10,0,0,14,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,12,21,8,31,27,4,18,0,0,0,1,19,10,0,10,6,107,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394332188258116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435792055057208,0.08497767080300107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017031371469413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481772916750922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515695822779717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599563506341127,0.0,0.2494003501715458,0.21142532313467785,0.0,0.0,0.3606548357703106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154020818626395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124268246344116,0.0,0.0,0.11689994205612912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798105281214732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927803368580176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903488025137689,0.0,0.06584920001169305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503723025732018,0.14629447022890602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665540728230686,0.18931340330376176,0.0,0.0,0.10505832679516794,0.0,0.07502726785199358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678206152970862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944787978594716,0.0,0.0,0.1887881896638738,0.0,0.0,0.11050983698506807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263945856407555,0.0,0.0,0.1059124719304466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706994846659958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358526506510329,0.07594508096872203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031297085109557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417202609665348,0.2378718064917683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310764751975877,0.1264210266836024,0.0,0.0,0.05752322306653149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697642587634173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818593623916087,0.07830325379263484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698100037870918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Deleteat,2018/01/12,"I don't know what to say during a date I'm always quiet, I hate it, maybe I like the person but I don't have anything to say, like I'm mute and maybe the other person is talking to me about his life, why he did this, why he did that, how he got to the date and I'm literally telling him I'm just listening and then he continues and at the end of the date I know a lot about him and sometimes they even tell me sad things of their life and they just know that I love pizza and I'm into gaming. Any advice please?",-0.2776315789473678,1.561068692982456,1.9851754385964924,97.75039473684211,85.75438596491226,4.852631578947369,15.640350877192983,5.985473137389443,-0.7920385964912278,397,7,98,3,12,134,63,114,0.057,0.821,0.121,0.8047,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,6,5,1,0,7,0,6,4,0,1,0,16,18,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,2,7,8,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,14,3,10,15,1,8,0,1,0,1,20,2,0,1,8,58,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266955008112664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702885753664166,0.0,0.0,0.1201623064394278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540934324817067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565040745438431,0.0,0.0,0.11670892353826624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132342251257995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445502648827815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913296958661541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24961738466860744,0.1726537441740567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022433011511466,0.15947897682957785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550385303974787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085758833756625,0.0,0.19396393691219185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28103844245013065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476117763923338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420250588264026,0.30888781202618576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173918698599898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31888918800682103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Professionally_Lazy,2018/01/13,"Everyone thinks I hate them. But the truth is I have nothing but love for people. Well, everyone except for myself. I just can't handle social situations, especially when there are a bunch of people. And so I am quiet and avoid people and people read it as me hating them. My family loves parties and when i avoid people, they think I'm quiet becuase of who they are specifically, but really I am quiet around everyone becuase of who I am. I wish there was some way to show my love for people without ever having to interact with anyone. Some type of boo Radley shit or something.",5.0264189189189175,6.433729513513512,6.2987274774774775,74.61673986486487,69.18018018018017,8.793243243243245,25.58671171171171,9.188382445141503,2.2055306306306304,460,13,79,9,8,155,70,111,0.202,0.6729999999999999,0.126,-0.8991,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,9,10,3,2,2,0,10,4,1,0,2,22,19,12,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,3,16,5,14,18,3,5,0,0,0,3,11,1,1,3,3,64,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757503634470027,0.0,0.0,0.12422708957680666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262289354706804,0.0,0.4000315860174244,0.0,0.0,0.13155320587177308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755490387616918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37784189701499626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389983646989898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5804690640352471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958552060966525,0.0,0.08939786646179587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324376721024695,0.0,0.15685752569518466,0.0,0.14225136460293974,0.0,0.10743068102883814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883313599438871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076651409695998,0.0,0.0,0.12547019255917666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047303366367885,0.13451905797927985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tromblon,2018/01/13,"Stupidest thing I've done in a while: didn't know how to tell someone I came with a car so I walked half an hour home and then immediately half an hour back to get my car I usually walk to college. It's 30 minutes of brisk walking, kinda far but not really. Can't use public transport because there's no direct routes, and the closest bus route actually takes longer than just walking. But a bit too close to drive to everyday. I don't mind, I like walking anyway. This time, however, I was out of town before class so I came with a car. After class these two dudes started asking me some questions about the class and they said they are heading in my direction. I thought they were just going to take the bus, so I was like okay whatever, they're just going to go the other way after that corner, it's just a two minute detour. But no, what they actually meant was that they were going somewhere near where I live so they were going to walk with me. After I realized this I didn't know what to say so I just thought fuck it, walked all the way home, pretty much to my doorstep, (actually took far longer than it usually takes me, because they walk very slow and I couldn't use my shortcuts). Then I looked around to see if they're gone, then I walked allllllll the way back to school and got the car, then drove back home again. Like what the hell, seriously. Worst part is, these two guys are the only two people I dislike in my entire class. They talk shit about everyone, just extremely unpleasant hateful individuals. They probably think I'm like them because I don't talk to other people much. I don't know how to let them know I'm not. Whenever they invite me somewhere I tell them no, but they still persist. Funny that, the only people that tried befriending me in 4 years of college is the literally only two I dislike.",4.0821380937724445,5.489413265927979,4.954638350261623,83.35437878321538,71.46537396121883,7.896624602441776,26.389760952087823,8.401726058763845,1.6641547347901915,1443,47,289,23,27,469,169,361,0.162,0.7959999999999999,0.041,-0.9932,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,14,1,25,11,4,0,18,1,19,3,2,4,1,45,53,22,0,2,13,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,1,18,13,0,0,10,0,0,25,12,6,0,7,19,4,45,5,34,32,7,64,1,0,2,1,24,14,3,4,26,189,63,7,0.0,0.0,0.2444500971680183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433216548534044,0.07806066382274311,0.0,0.0,0.19261764461832728,0.0,0.15270137066330775,0.0,0.07105183611383974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115971445631547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910021294357171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544887264618897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978725132203905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719384626162161,0.04362498818483741,0.0,0.23727315541970045,0.0,0.06678209492679177,0.0,0.0,0.08267752995802574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243836677787147,0.08569447003991673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25127010742921824,0.0,0.16446017109668348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355633773394292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538378983414215,0.0,0.16317434899188796,0.0,0.07373149659204274,0.0,0.07011846291686699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431058712275873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122763327487362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051516022724327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904217090880928,0.0,0.17366390323549993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849489044728573,0.09002647168232703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935384334374255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349185130644188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942704692061565,0.06640207124941254,0.0,0.08450584673726064,0.06653820803888101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571093024305693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074876740337736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059101302373413475,0.0,0.0666827256365743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883434628601864,0.13422730347028947,0.14596430526316706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055473288555020484,0.053503041503594584,0.0,0.13257838716119266,0.04868916938717372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277090147864712,0.05669060895056205,0.0,0.4078338855737112,0.0,0.0,0.1442333377702921,0.18392557633607,0.06889574659890815,0.0,0.198833802292348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377087349392234 socialanxiety,Emz_1997,2018/01/13,"I thought that forcing myself to work in customer service jobs would help get rid of my social anxiety disorder but it just made me want to stop trying. So I’ve had social anxiety disorder for as long as I can remember so when I was about 16 I decided to get a job so that I could build my confidence up as I concluded it was just a confidence issue. I worked as a waitress for a year and every shift I still dreaded and even though there was nothing wrong with working there I had a horrible time. I always felt inferior and even today, I still feel inferior in social situations and I was and still am incredibly sensitive to rejection so I got offended and overwhelmed very easily by anything and everything. Eventually I got fired as I just wasn’t improving in my role as my confidence never increased and I always made mistakes and forgot things constantly which made the staff annoyed. I’ve been working in customer service jobs for 4 years now and it’s done absolutely nothing for my social anxiety. In fact, I feel much worse and feel like there’s no hope in me ever getting a job as everywhere I work just seems to be a painful emotional experience due to being highly sensitive to criticism and rejection. I even did a job working with dogs once and I still got fired for being too forgetful. I’ve had CBT, counselling, I do mindful meditation...I’ve done absolutely everything. It feels like there’s nothing else I can do. 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We have a very good relationship, we never fight, although we do have small arguments here and there, and we’re very open with each other. I have never loved or been so comfortable with someone in my life. She’s my best friend, and according to her she feels the same way. Problem is my anxiety gets in the way. She doesnt know the extent of it, but it truly does eat me up inside. We went on an awesome date last night, went to bed on a great mood, she was as lovey as ever. I send her a sweet text for her to wake up to every night(she loves it because she said it reassures her), and usually i wake up to her saying something like i love you so much or just a heart emoji, and i feel great going forward in the day. Today i didnt get ajy text, it’s now almost 4pm and still nothing and i have all these thoughts like she must hate me or i said something wrong last night. She has a family party today and is there right now so any rational person would say she’s just busy, but of course im not rational. Unfortunately my day rides on whether or not she reassures me in some way. Today i havent gotten any and because of it my day was miserable at work. It’s unhealthy, and im getting better, but it’s still so hard to live with. 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So I'm a teenager and I experience some form of social anxiety. And one of my biggest problems, that I think associates with is my anxiety, is me cringing whenever my parents are proud of me. Weird, huh? ""Congrats"" and ""Well done"" I can't handle. And I constantly think OMG, what if I get married? They're gonna be all like 'yeah, thats the right person'. UGH, I just cringe at the thought of it. Does this have to do with their expectations and my fear to dissapoint them? That would make sense; my teacher once said ""what happened to you? you were such a good student"" because I didn't know 1 question on a 5/5 test. I got a 4 (that's like a B or C) but I got really offended cause I thought ""what now, I dont HAVE to be a perfect student"". I think I cringe at any authority figure being proud of me. Why am I like this? How do I help it?",0.9340458937198052,2.8429380326086964,3.210797101449277,90.24966183574881,81.71739130434783,6.480193236714977,24.896135265700483,7.594959193182576,1.1928512077294693,674,27,152,11,18,231,110,184,0.118,0.752,0.131,0.8033,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,2,4,6,15,1,1,8,2,19,0,0,3,2,28,33,10,0,4,4,2,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,11,7,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,8,1,30,10,15,19,3,7,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,4,6,101,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061701309696981,0.0,0.2388698940957168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517215119334384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038304506688608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871530654975533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366257529158387,0.1597697451854894,0.1829769532875352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527198875752142,0.0,0.17568366168362345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156869751659994,0.0,0.0,0.13094996791749772,0.24973432554426006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380605321865954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464707693750526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580203693372446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050985150756672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421443114960824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626768073938478,0.10579411855109767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34671594516401555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363220419233507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939022638157565,0.0,0.0,0.1748953638888513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001746293503004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332961717204936,0.14851031563502612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914944226003575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001151580924649,0.0,0.2478911011682215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037483029979722,0.0,0.14087823319441478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090648783159156,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,silentfoxes,2018/01/13,"Plans? So I had some co-workers invite me to hangout but left it unclear. We are supposed to hang out sometime this weekend, but never set anything in stone. I don't like just waiting around to know what is going on or putting other plans on hold because of something that hasn't been planned out. Just a bit frustrated and don't want to seem rude if they contact me and I'm doing something else. Maybe it's dumb, but it is making me a bit anxious.",3.4441758241758222,4.861131659340664,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,73.06593406593407,5.639560439560442,30.582417582417587,5.288315135182226,1.2403582417582424,355,16,71,1,7,112,68,91,0.229,0.758,0.013,-0.9672,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,3,4,4,3,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,1,22,16,8,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,2,2,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,11,14,3,13,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,5,3,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26094576741220993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900798554333723,0.20562441183549648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080548362027398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.504348623392882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295719285371385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127332618111415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694256833087775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25096440175865026,0.0,0.0,0.11284693954165155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418337396222054,0.0,0.23205411366191114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814882360281584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322023572806266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102788315966612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556449833107251,0.22844872715185224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624013602156748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815884162518765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,summerwave91,2018/01/13,Today I am officiating the wedding for my youngest sister. And I feel like im defeating my extreme social anxiety. Keep me in your thoughts please this may be the bravest thing I've ever done.,4.467747747747747,6.4320355945945975,5.484864864864863,77.70585585585587,71.43243243243242,8.176576576576577,33.954954954954964,8.841846274778883,3.085781981981982,155,8,28,3,3,51,32,37,0.106,0.693,0.2,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,1,2,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24656315047141245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298308635508824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915441615681284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296755991362125,0.23025541725387666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481457070259851,0.0,0.0,0.2864803152451497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746239467721004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35379511904963745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32855030164394583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412573509155272,0.0,0.0,0.2558749025667203,0.0,0.0,0.30550833070262634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,natakukun,2018/01/13,Plans made .. So I have made plans to go to a game night this week on my own.. I'm pretty excited for it right now. Let's see what excuse I come up with to not go on the day 😭,-2.6514285714285712,-1.1235604285714285,0.6098095238095276,105.65185714285712,93.76190476190477,4.312380952380953,10.780952380952382,5.6839178017228535,-1.7374247619047618,130,1,39,1,5,46,34,42,0.0,0.831,0.16899999999999998,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,8,6,1,11,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,4,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597214210120507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194446950487932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427065385931935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083111426392529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5705860706548743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829437181163309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067408211190292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574851697569437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026189267875145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418505777073887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TightGravity,2018/01/13,"Overanalysing and thinking people hate me This is definetely down to my SA. Whenever people say, look at me funny, or I think I hear them laughing near me, my mind will automatically tell me they have a problem with me, and so I will hold a grudge against this person, and consumes my thoughts. This feeling sometimes happens multiple times in a day, especially in high school and will give me an overwhelming feeling that everyone hates me because of my personality or because I'm quiet. I will come home feeling overwhelmed and exhausted because of this. Fml I wish I wasn't like this and didn't give a shit what people thought.",7.441662561576352,8.112760629310348,7.148719211822659,73.32534482758622,63.396551724137936,9.732019704433498,38.985221674876854,9.606745405546679,3.851604926108376,507,26,87,9,7,160,75,116,0.115,0.742,0.14400000000000002,0.1316,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,1,9,3,2,5,0,8,2,1,0,0,21,25,9,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,4,1,3,1,2,7,8,0,1,7,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,4,7,19,2,10,17,0,9,0,2,1,0,9,6,1,2,3,58,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891414884409588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361950909373415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196586789413832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107791440021834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23983079119804904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033410824974561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981340574543666,0.0,0.0,0.3121956531399102,0.0,0.0,0.17819796235636506,0.0,0.0,0.16704861601856955,0.15859410767393828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724304297000628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276997218104686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964289348624194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288342419708532,0.2761056857830424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128694641898402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573294943731084,0.0,0.16001261941158398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229445641833795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637176266814606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819239571889372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026170294250668,0.0,0.25103842900933504,0.09219340236704343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818151272859386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway1too,2018/01/13,"Jobs for social anxiety Hey just wanted to post on how my job has helped me with social anxiety. Also, curious to hear how your work has influenced your SA. I've been working as a taxi driver for the past few months and my ability to socialize has improved a lot. I talk to so many people in a given shift it's almost automatic. I've had nights where I'm tired of bring social or in my head a lot but I've worked though it. While I still have SA, my reaction to socializing isn't as stressful. I feel pretty confident talking to people and feel like I have a better understanding of others, rather than my own unrealistic assumptions. 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Last year, I made a few good friends. We're still friends, but don't hang out as much as we used to, and I can't help but feel like they're starting to lose interest in me. This has led to me feeling lonelier than ever, I could go for days without talking to anyone. Thing is, even the thought of leaving my room to try and make new friends by going to social events makes me feel extremely anxious, so I just don't. I know that my loneliness could probably be solved by just getting my shit together and leaving my room every once in a while, but that's just not happing. So every day I desperately wait for the friends that I do have to reach out to me, and it's kind of driving me crazy. This kind of just turned into a rant, sorry. Any advice/thoughts on this? 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I think it’ll also be beneficial for me to put my thoughts into writing (or at least attempt to). Props to anyone who actually reads this mess I’m a junior in high school and the year is about halfway over. I’m a fairly introverted and reserved person but I still have managed to become a pretty popular kid with a good amount of friends. My friend group changes every so often but I always kinda figure it. The part of socializing where my social awkwardness and my shyness really take a toll on me is when I actually have to/want to meet new people. I’m aware that I am not alone in this issue and that my problem is in no way unique. Moving on So in one of my classes there’s this girl that I’m dying to at least just get to know. She’s a senior and the school year is already halfway over so I’m really running low on time to do this. She’s very attractive in my eyes and incredibly smart. She doesn’t have any friends in the class (English if anyone was wondering) so she usually just keeps to herself unless we’re having a class discussion or something. She is by no means “popular” (not that it matters to me) and many of my friends would be completely shocked if they found out I was obsessing over her (which again does not matter to me to a certain extent). I’m honestly in awe of her intelligence and if I were to create conversation with her I’d assume I would use that as a conversation topic. But the problem I have is I that cannot bring myself to talk to her I only see her a couple times a week and for the past four months I’ve just been waiting for an opportunity where we are forced to talk to each other (like being paired up on an assignment) and it’s driving me crazy. I’ve come to realize that this is a horrible way to approach this and that I’m most likely going to have to take the initiative. However, I feel like there are so many things in the way of me doing this (I struggle with anxiety shit and honestly I could just be creating this in my head but I don’t know). First off, we have assigned seats in this class and we are basically sitting as far away from each other as possible. Second, this class is the only time throughout the entire day I can see her and often times she doesn’t show up (I’m not sure as to why especially because of how smart she is). Third, she either stays after class to talk to the teacher or she leaves immediately (she sits by the door) and by the time I get out of the class (even if I avoid conversation with my friends and stuff) she’s gone. This obviously isn’t the case all the time and there are perfect opportunities to talk to her I just can’t bring my awkward ass to going up to her and getting her attention and fumbling around with words to create somewhat of a conversation and getting her number. She doesn’t have social media by the way so I can’t just dm her or something. There is probably much more to this that I’m leaving out because I’m so anxious to put this post out on reddit but I don’t knows what to do here. My absolute biggest fear is just never taking the opportunity to talk and having the school year end and me never seeing this girl again. Makes me sick thinking about. This shit is seriously taking a toll on my life. It’s making me miserable and I’m pushing aside everything for this one girl I haven’t talked to before.",3.7674434389140288,4.929682511204484,5.134747899159667,82.70499191984487,71.92717086834733,8.181383322559794,27.036091359620773,8.617729084823388,1.8414008618832158,2779,95,569,48,52,930,289,714,0.115,0.755,0.13,0.9278,1,2,2,0,0,0,49.0,3,0,1,6,35,37,2,7,36,0,55,7,5,5,7,114,103,54,1,11,28,0,2,3,5,4,2,0,1,7,40,41,0,3,15,2,0,14,18,15,0,8,7,6,76,22,105,87,14,88,0,2,4,1,59,39,3,16,29,407,116,16,0.0,0.0,0.12822010417054788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804149024920693,0.0724974329446347,0.052537258279598084,0.05466453333798785,0.0,0.0,0.04467569507360568,0.0,0.05025744271677745,0.07421804993642912,0.0,0.09187267509700099,0.0,0.0,0.0584835807727367,0.0,0.0,0.061723778760355966,0.0,0.0,0.08009563457026254,0.0725563340514517,0.055902660298985975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949790943712666,0.056591492418469384,0.06888125625747568,0.0,0.0,0.052453100777076635,0.072691638457569,0.0,0.042368638988086106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681823235769022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749122112519475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818736773018021,0.0,0.0,0.04339174600474798,0.0,0.05535191448296455,0.0,0.059043543143150634,0.0,0.0,0.07392653307578738,0.06643598438284425,0.04693340598844314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558811869992148,0.0,0.072032534703295,0.2537837549107325,0.0,0.1372942926421694,0.0,0.0746733727429311,0.0551028880076478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742329417733336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941168306337793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856980468834319,0.0,0.05839383543481608,0.0,0.0,0.10831480390203267,0.0,0.0,0.13912566179619246,0.0,0.0,0.046403196197582666,0.09628759121636096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315582482319248,0.13321134903270734,0.0,0.07156246335665452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243811087840662,0.0698247047250204,0.048294294483140064,0.0,0.10133797851860636,0.06344983662699552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806988605180088,0.09992989969488827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114262436098802,0.06271449343589452,0.045545499923067716,0.11472684306129613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740626379895333,0.12583767293799647,0.06683669288867469,0.07083165671200882,0.125724855754488,0.0,0.1320857304482473,0.0,0.0,0.06571401694340258,0.0,0.08417338540151874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946430247892252,0.15705418935020146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487248970204713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009071258160092,0.0,0.10115234821686106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002344919367612,0.052465101015817285,0.0,0.0,0.06867997277598474,0.07520647551903635,0.0,0.0,0.06191792740520146,0.0,0.19758158174243765,0.3696290364479991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04364566175025127,0.08419099400459842,0.0,0.052155475113865216,0.2681560353332729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056740456870410114,0.07235512533227682,0.054206277118482235,0.0387493436619791,0.20858646519602567,0.052697559875490935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928063694767696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712447683567032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333744598022382,0.0,0.0,0.12691867118371272 socialanxiety,Bluepinkbuttercup,2018/01/13,"Being surrounded by outgoing people/extroverts The people around me are all so socially capable of themselves. They love being around people and enjoy it so much and I just wish I could be like them. It’s frustrating when they don’t understand why I’m not like them and I am told time and time again that I just need to get out more. If they don’t say something like that they try to relate which is just as bad. One of my closest friends ranted to me about how bad their “anxiety” was because they were scared to do a presentation. Another friend said “they think it’s cool being all anxiety person” talking about me. It feels so alone and I feel so trapped never being understood. I can’t communicate to them what I feel without being dismissed as irrational, when I’m fully aware that I am. Outgoing, healthy people seem incapable to understand what it’s like. But I really can’t blame them. They’re living how they should be.",3.7405097765363102,5.993680156424581,4.594354050279332,82.04951990223466,74.25139664804469,8.497346368715084,26.27129888268157,9.188382445141503,2.3767231843575423,744,27,138,18,16,240,102,179,0.152,0.657,0.191,0.7794,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,12,0,16,13,1,1,2,1,20,1,0,2,3,32,36,17,0,5,7,0,3,4,2,1,0,2,0,1,11,8,0,0,8,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,5,6,25,9,17,22,4,12,0,0,0,1,21,5,0,2,11,101,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322290041583625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512968677844244,0.22634986718672415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633988126915548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470501446622589,0.09018383779186552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181193446444468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441118312894198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285986556933027,0.0,0.07729338985715044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891072088748515,0.0,0.13063515998431113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352308716495365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875411233852998,0.10969683591966672,0.11410169687663152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024906978684384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30769227306200986,0.12917691532784406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947751893866775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407263579493897,0.11764911336267107,0.14811536923313126,0.0,0.0,0.13468049362990714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080784983295334,0.0,0.1138926860720893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890986941526654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479501582806098,0.0,0.0,0.17253189549615364,0.0,0.0,0.1413645568437829,0.0,0.10044264815131858,0.0,0.0,0.3080248856200985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349430029168305,0.0,0.17012556069701434,0.14261044139741308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,I_prefer_transboys,2018/01/13,"PRO TIP: Record yourself and watch it later Idk about you guys, but I always have this feeling that people can tell I have anxiety problems because of the way I feel around others, and that I'm treated differently for it... so I vented to a camera for an hour and re-watched the footage. Their's no way a normal person could tell. It was definitely all in my head and I have the feeling it's the same for you. The camera also triggered my anxiety while recording and that's probably true for even people without SAD, so it made for a pretty good conversation practice tool. I really recommend this if you have the same insecurity I did or just want conversation practice.",4.111306818181816,6.278415187500002,5.265369318181818,78.03815340909092,72.90625,7.779545454545455,28.82386363636364,8.575989854853784,2.384584375,536,22,95,10,11,177,81,128,0.108,0.691,0.201,0.935,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,1,0,7,6,0,1,10,0,8,1,1,2,2,24,14,12,0,5,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,4,13,3,11,10,3,7,0,1,1,0,10,2,0,2,3,71,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513266052364381,0.1574539389331658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895197976917673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684541986052983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535242674133744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510842007109874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770434622307145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498416996248556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870400638921697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871656142663804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736676055121093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420385752554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635274610724048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790533418646378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540453974739693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623755450074856,0.1652277284585811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251423030579395,0.20402119380606287,0.18106688698823625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122513699022468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307895028691873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116123456671604,0.3004028256328006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824102954213455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AstralGarden,2018/01/13,"I think I'm going to get myself fired So, I see my parents maybe once a year these days. My parents are in town for a week. I have two jobs and I was scheduled to work almost all weekend. So, my parents wanted to get the family together yesterday for dinner, but I was scheduled to work. I found someone who was willing to take my shift last night, but my managers wouldn't approve it. So, instead of growing a pair of cojones and calling out, I decided to pull a no call, no show. It was worth it, but I'm dreading going to my shift tonight because I think I'm going to be fired or at least chewed out. 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I know there have been threads like this in the past but how are we looking today?,-0.8501515151515164,1.2785773181818172,0.14272727272727434,107.1007575757576,94.0,2.9333333333333336,16.424242424242426,3.1291,-1.4425030303030302,79,2,20,0,3,24,20,22,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269555909689398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396245786088708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41188108873634993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146780258871366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682202723861944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649192917216055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,awolsniper033,2018/01/13,"Getting anxious and uncomfortable I dont know if this is really social anxiety but i felt like this was the best reddit topic to post this, there is a chinese man i met on pubg and he has kind of been pushing to be my friends and im getting uncomfortable, i think he doesnt see that he is rude and im getting kinda anxious because he always spamms me with messages",3.157599999999998,4.724433493333333,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,74.06666666666666,7.133333333333333,29.83333333333333,7.793537801064563,2.0099333333333336,292,13,57,4,6,99,53,75,0.173,0.6709999999999999,0.155,0.3634,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,17,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,2,6,4,5,12,1,3,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,2,1,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384456558010336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982910239523695,0.4720576162107182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273603737787121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192567090507153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448616835007535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006033358499214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161417006346542,0.0,0.3274682669487699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513554904723682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756602677662276,0.11482118831856634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207151050002906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000949633124808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338444209160084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664883100181733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297545761820827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338724204228727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Emmalee08,2018/01/13,"Overwhelmed I'm on a trip this weekend with my boyfriends high school friends. They're all nice and welcoming and I've met most of them before, they're just very different, drink heavily, yelling all the time, etc and it just puts me into stimuli overload until I eventually realize my heart rate is through the roof. Trying to think of strategies for how to stay calm when everyone around me is drunk and yelling and jumping around. I use my phone as a crutch and I think that can be frustrating for some people. I know I could always take little breaks but I just wouldn't want to come back so I usually just stay for as long as I can and then go home or to bed for the night. I don't know I anyone has any advice or words of encouragement, but I would really appreciate it this weekend. 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When talking to people I feel a weird pressure in eyes. I begin to stutter and digging my nails into my flesh to get rid of this weird sensations. Talking to friends, even old friends always felt weird to me, am I talking to weirdly? Am I too fake? I never acted like the other guys too. I never could do small talk with them and talk about anything under the weather. Conversations die really quick when I quickly run out of questions that I looked up from google. What should I do?",3.920250000000003,5.88997719166667,4.430000000000003,84.67500000000003,72.91666666666666,6.133333333333334,27.833333333333336,6.742157984588678,1.4047333333333327,493,19,89,4,10,156,74,120,0.189,0.7609999999999999,0.05,-0.9209,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,2,5,0,7,3,3,0,2,14,14,5,1,2,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,8,0,0,2,6,16,3,21,10,1,20,0,0,3,0,14,7,0,1,11,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465959140551905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219398372238302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830998584747415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378785272798468,0.15481697155336424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787175171086313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492445876080939,0.0,0.2845528291399947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22896760730629195,0.0,0.07741813915094971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672188544390102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239345488528008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244342094982036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22857170742492286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549039528337474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545925298926027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659959522542033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949281537988676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7146107190143428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,s11123,2018/01/13,"Dating Hey guys! I've never posted on here before but this is weighing on me a lot. Im 19 and up until a few months ago, I had never dated or even kissed a guy. This became a massive insecurity of mine and finally decided to get tinder but couldn't ever work up the nerve to go out with anyone. After almost 8 months on the app I agreed to meet this guy for coffee and even though I felt like I had a panic attack before I met up with him, it somehow turned out okay. He asked me out again and we met up and then went on a third date after that. I ended up messaging him saying I couldn't handle things right now because of how demanding uni was at the time. Honestly, it was mainly because of how much anxiety I had over the situation. I wouldn't eat the day of the dates because I consistently felt like puking and I would go over every detail and cringe (and still do). It's been about 4 months since I broke it off and he messaged me this morning asking to hang out and I had been regretting the way I handled things and said yes. But now, all that anxiety has come flooding back and I don't know how to handle it. If anyone has any tips on how to handle this, I would really appreciate it! 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I want to learn listen to the teacher but sometimes when I go to school social anxiety is kicking up i feel so nervous. Asking myself if I will go to class or not. I do not know anyone in my class (cause I shift course). I have been absent for a week because of this. I want to talk my parents about my condition but I know they will just say ""get over it"" they are so very strict. I have a class on monday and I really want to attend all of it. How can I handle this?",-0.3655457227138648,1.865824008849561,2.176318584070799,92.87716224188792,92.09734513274336,5.137227138643068,16.382890855457227,6.742157984588678,-0.044630206489676194,415,10,90,6,15,142,69,113,0.067,0.867,0.066,-0.2677,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,9,1,0,3,1,19,22,9,0,4,7,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,3,19,1,17,19,1,11,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,2,3,65,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26376571470349464,0.0,0.0,0.12054364736206905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611674638974261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509131162976272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541974066555133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716885477800702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007006043749463,0.0,0.2939307264675716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894892253418158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559457998898554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142592125619406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313248539807704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709662327629354,0.0,0.3489489414047433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514730606072941,0.0,0.0,0.17050455535725415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856578349897336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224517457191604,0.3050517825655678,0.0,0.13828608055149702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pprivate_parts,2018/01/13,"Going to parties leaves me feeling like an absolute fool I'm in college at a large urban university and my dorm is near the majority of the fraternity houses on campus. All of the friends I have made go to parties nearly every day of the weekend and are able to enjoy themselves just fine, but I have never been able to. Whenever I go I find myself nervously clinging to the few people I know there and worriedly festering in my complete inability to mingle with strangers. I know this annoys them but I can't help it. I should add that I don't drink alcohol and I certainly can't dance. Tonight I went to a fraternity house where a couple of my good friends are brothers. I timidly stood around watching my more confident friends have a good time. I started to realize that maybe it would be best for everyone if I just wasn't there, so I left after about 30 minutes. When I told them I was leaving I said it was because I was feeling tired, and I think they took it as a more personal insult. I feel incidences like this are isolating me from the few true friends I have made here. I'm getting very scared that my social anxiety is worsening in college, and I am faced with a dilemma of distancing myself from the few friends I have by not going to parties with them, or being a burden on them when I reluctantly agree to go out. Anyone faced anything similar? Any advice? I'm really scared and I'd appreciate any help I can get.",5.072921895486047,6.052832370106767,6.1771829930698665,77.11692264469005,68.7153024911032,9.474508334894175,33.29481176250234,9.682069395223575,3.2407893238434173,1140,52,213,25,19,381,156,281,0.168,0.618,0.214,0.9343,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,5,1,11,22,2,4,15,0,24,5,2,2,4,36,48,15,0,3,7,1,3,2,5,2,2,1,1,1,9,13,2,0,8,3,0,8,6,8,0,0,12,5,40,14,35,32,8,29,0,0,1,0,18,12,0,2,11,152,49,6,0.2190344361912005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701895801837047,0.0,0.1170405998313845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895092762087753,0.0,0.08378037208132626,0.0,0.0,0.07657698529459805,0.0,0.09012333902094144,0.09749354310366624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676067964901035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493156371591715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148267195209675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117871877200202,0.0,0.07062954553826227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728518009330787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227297968442827,0.10464839514762103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612558828005475,0.0782391224900717,0.0,0.0,0.10009675326768548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230636551572758,0.0,0.11443645259693587,0.0,0.3112057943450552,0.18371569305874144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681416553120288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527363312383118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037559788530976,0.0,0.0,0.23192584185057705,0.11899077790392505,0.0,0.0,0.10700916166629587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725567955522006,0.0,0.0,0.11002476569163423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844664301176632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592544952373383,0.09562621056505316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015953426068294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417595359951053,0.0,0.21929168149372924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116390120199784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775168506500939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017421124421115,0.0,0.0,0.06386037058568263,0.1258739315672849,0.0,0.10464839514762103,0.1216776589652591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903631744998012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152355838067824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122005106835607,0.0,0.07779788953262183,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jambooflamingo,2018/01/13,"Is it bad or rude to not use someone's name when greeting or saying bye to them? Hope this belongs here since it does tie to my lack of social awareness/social anxiety in general, so hoping those who are more socially informed can help: Out of habit I almost never use people’s name when greeting them and didn’t think that was bad or anything until a friend pointed it out: * Jenny (just met her): Nice meeting you Jambooflamingo; see you Brian * Brian (my friend, also knows her already): Have a good one * Me: Bye, nice meeting you too! * -after she leaves- * Brian (sarcastically): That's so rude Jambooflamingo, she has a name you know! * Me: Jenny, right? ?? Anyway, is it considered rude not to use someone’s name? Does it appear like you don’t acknowledge them? I mean I’m not very sociable to begin with, maybe I just don’t know. I’ve always just said “hey” or “see you” without attaching a name at the end because even with close friends I don’t use their name in front of them. This got me analyzing every interaction I have, and even with coworkers and whatnot, I notice they always go “Hey Jambooflamingo” and I respond with “Oh hey” and now the more I think about it, it must look like I am just forgetting their names…or am I overanalyzing it? I just feel bad now but need to know what’s the ‘norm’/if I should start making it a habit to say people’s names more(?)",1.2907575757575778,3.951236863636364,2.5563636363636384,89.79621212121216,89.45454545454545,5.357575757575758,20.59090909090909,6.937597516519254,0.6670045454545459,1068,35,208,16,36,342,140,264,0.069,0.8270000000000001,0.104,0.8015,0,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,6,7,0,18,16,3,0,8,0,16,0,0,5,2,59,43,16,0,6,14,0,1,2,3,2,0,3,0,0,16,12,0,0,10,0,0,3,9,6,0,1,5,7,34,10,23,36,4,21,0,0,3,0,45,8,0,8,14,133,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366907389490885,0.0,0.1252668440956088,0.09077806309565607,0.18890747705338454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868388160206225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934133361070152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843413472272499,0.06919781129432713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867583005472247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005407726278641,0.0,0.0,0.14995143582432974,0.0,0.09564145046661457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057396695027668226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631046819382889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451330317189044,0.09521116267031417,0.09078847391828399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608684464548349,0.0,0.0,0.2254924102103484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495399373014905,0.0,0.0,0.1201962047348037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109155840635342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953241770671713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577227634779561,0.0,0.11404127420600822,0.12365132910625608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417008121868308,0.08754991894505333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923780567673954,0.0,0.0,0.07692083618743005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573942912565353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730855378011467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694135914058864,0.10797894833433393,0.18054368376301966,0.0,0.0,0.1809138324195877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390094509544067,0.0,0.0,0.2314288987906701,0.19236211835503247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034664164020762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547191109901034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39216273878979024,0.0,0.0936619268987069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942460039451768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rmwdeveloper,2018/01/13,"Event ideas for social anxiety support meetup? Hi, I just made a social anxiety support meetup. Basically a group for people with anxiety (particularly social anxiety but any are accepted) to go out and do social/active/interesting things together. Except I have no ideas on what to do / what to organize. Can anyone help me out with some good ideas? Thank you. 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Has anyone used it to cope? I heard it has off label usage as a social anxiety medication. Otherwise it is used for MS or Alzheimers patients who display pseudobulbar affect (inappropriate show of emotion). I don't know how to go about asking my psychiatrist since most do not know about its usage in anxiety.",5.423684210526313,8.011572421052634,6.866526315789473,66.13768421052632,70.40350877192982,9.472280701754386,32.452631578947376,9.888512548439397,3.900553684210527,256,12,39,7,5,87,46,57,0.062,0.938,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,4,0,9,12,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,9,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376378425087072,0.0,0.0,0.2000049999635808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267407692701674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217551828394805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256245828220053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31439891970212835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28815402739599244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366142751839113,0.0,0.0,0.2915805644357885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940914178157147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bigmacdemarco69,2018/01/13,"Anyone have a quick temporary solution to calm down your social anxiety? Hello all I’m new to reddit in general and am glad this sub exists. Is there something you do to calm yourself down when knowing you’re gonna enter a situation where your SA will spike up? Maybe not the best example but some people will listen to something or eat a certain food. To add context I’ve been barber hopping for the longest time and haven’t been able to find a place I feel comfortable in. Im gay and being surrounded by, for lack of a better term, all that masculine energy is very intimidating. I’m currently seeing an lgbt friendly barber and while I’m comfortable there the job being done isn’t that great. To the point that I’m considering going to the popular spot that- just looking at the yelp page makes me nervous. I remember my first time visiting a barber I couldn’t stop shaking in the chair and it was embarrassing. Any advice?",5.684031657355678,6.753393413407823,6.642025139664806,74.0107844506518,67.37988826815644,9.989013035381753,31.11778398510242,10.125756701596842,3.2547649906890133,747,29,132,18,12,249,122,179,0.108,0.695,0.196,0.9613,2,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,3,6,14,0,3,14,0,16,3,0,1,3,23,28,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,6,6,2,1,4,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,4,4,8,11,19,18,7,25,0,0,2,1,8,11,0,2,10,84,14,1,0.18189348354065346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774420695985865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369380620097027,0.0,0.13914801704424187,0.0,0.0,0.12718415292577093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088598903976892,0.16087000477455488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614018573069985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612244342003573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197081056582418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662473486778609,0.15471850417935068,0.2199463223033276,0.0,0.1405304541772142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337425843312646,0.0,0.0,0.2005382077439769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647617530239248,0.0,0.18050121578915976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099963901628394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274471512970772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214153126894335,0.0,0.18273645236245747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567385985360087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610203896164168,0.0,0.19003997624547184,0.0,0.17194813511554952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604985883606552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494555655319866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044558965379055,0.0,0.18541750008318136,0.0,0.2800609802823525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520710968910306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212710600240392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008117334767385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,marjata,2018/01/13,"I think I figured out the root of my anxiety but I don’t know how to fix it. Hi all, this is my first time posting here so I’m a wee bit nervous. While I was doing my homework this evening I think I figured out the root of discomfort around people. I’m kind of irritated that I didn’t realize it before, but I just unable to be myself around others and it’s tearing me up. Authenticity is really important to me so the facade I put up daily is really distressing. Back in primary school, I was quiet, which caused my teachers to kind of push the “shy, sweet, girl” reputation onto me. I didn’t realize how hindering this turned out to be. When I’m not speaking to people, I come across as aloof and even bitchy, but when people speak to me I automatically turn on the sweet smile and overly nice persona. I feel like this isn’t a represent of who I am, and I constantly worry how others perceive me. Around people I am comfortable with, I act dumb, I come off as cocky, and I don’t really give a shit what comes out of my mouth. I’m so tired of this dissociation of who I really am. At school I barely speak; I moved to America two years ago and I haven’t made a single friend. I’m so lonely, and I know I could have a better life if I could just bring myself to not care what others think of me, but it’s so, so difficult. :( Any tips for how to open up and rid myself of the overly nice persona? Thank you. 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Time to ramble.. sorry? I know that if I go, I'm going to cry the moment I get there because i can't even think about my anxiety and how sad my life is without crying. Then, If i cry, I'm going to want to leave and never go back. I also don't want to go and have them say that my anxiety isn't that bad or that I'm freaking out over nothing because my parents say that all the time. If I have an actual professional tell me I'm being irrational, what's the point of even trying? I've wanted to post something on this sub for such a long time. I've written paragraphs and deleted them. I've tried to write out my problems, but I guess I don't think they're worth reading so... this is the best I can do. I just want to get some sort of feedback from people that are dealing with the same thing. (also: has anyone tried those monq pens? I just want to know if those help in anyway..thanks :) )",1.9955097087378668,3.1085785873786413,3.6943567961165047,91.50765169902914,76.23300970873788,6.315048543689321,22.583737864077676,6.6274283507984215,0.40197184466019387,743,20,170,6,16,249,110,206,0.149,0.716,0.135,-0.6037,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,1,12,5,0,0,8,0,14,1,0,1,2,38,38,17,0,11,11,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,12,7,0,0,4,1,1,5,7,4,0,0,1,2,22,1,24,36,5,22,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,9,9,110,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.10836756347610414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761129452529584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699039834350113,0.0,0.0,0.07764786976815329,0.0,0.09138366135004844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538963605094102,0.09272106983762236,0.1353885776275248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653881459725318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659455205585975,0.0,0.11448638770501048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669330741625222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740551694570917,0.0,0.3155578258589943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233272063849142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886727600245594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205898040911095,0.0,0.0,0.11758459473562805,0.0,0.0,0.07843701800065646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827465147224028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564764387531716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065542730362144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330649793020003,0.0,0.0,0.07698722264956102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497696525227758,0.0,0.10635400819558777,0.0,0.0,0.10625865869190317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107880388104872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662085033542652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549075503454134,0.0,0.12430998674136252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706150436696058,0.10223877144217036,0.12699392649166166,0.0,0.07377585677025761,0.14231111331455784,0.0,0.0,0.2590136824795001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226184440571272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929965884315457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070470346371242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pegasaurus3,2018/01/13,"I am constantly anxiety shamed My anxiety has improved vastly over the years i've been studying but it still hits me at some points in my life, like at big social events or places where i don't know many people. But i am always told that anxiety doesn't exist and that people with anxiety need to get over it. How do i explain to someone that doesn't listen that it is real and it affects me, especially since this person plays such a big role in my life?",12.487355072463773,6.4342402717391325,11.63304347826087,66.28007246376814,59.32608695652174,14.87536231884058,42.6231884057971,11.20814326018867,4.506053623188406,363,11,72,6,3,119,62,92,0.099,0.816,0.085,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,9,2,0,2,0,13,16,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,9,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,9,2,9,13,1,16,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,2,5,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632371979412138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6003076308401751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200052510755812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249577859587417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781521402673266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277134999981639,0.09584347550958988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889538995622372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454647367371216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720125585013184,0.1712965175626314,0.20496599651249445,0.0,0.1854531954734624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22329540938156986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228184718257424,0.0,0.0,0.1999804642488232,0.166222394582285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666933487884024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745807819197144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633327305875036 socialanxiety,anonwithproblems,2018/01/13,"Stuck I feel stuck, I've been dealing with SA and depression for 6-7 years. Im tired of it and im completely ready to minimize these two problems. I'm very educated with SA and depression, I have done research on them for long periods of time. Im changing my life right now (trying.) Things I've started to do: read, workout, and sometimes be more social. Even though I have done these I still feel like I well never be able to be comfortable in certain social situations. Like talking to new people I don't know, even some people I know I get anxious and shy around. I have low self-esteem for many reasons and not sure how to deal with them. I'd say SA and low self-esteem are directly related. I want to explain how bad these mental illnesses are for me and what they have done to my life but I feel like everyone here can already relate. A big thing that's happening rn is that im balding... In highschool. And no it's not me overreacting/overanalyzing, im very noticeable balding and have been for a year or two. Could be meds but I really think it's the constant torture of SA, stress, depression, not eating well, and low self-esteem. Im trying to solve some of my problems and deal with these things before it's too late. If I don't deal with them I feel like I will not be successful in any way and be alone in life. Recently with all these changes im trying to put more value into my future and life. (Also I've picked up a couple of great male role models as I don't exactly have one) It's really hard and I just would like to hear some thoughts, advice, your stories, and what helps you (even if it's something weird you do that's comforting in bad times.)",2.6435001525785786,4.424368247787612,4.040941918421321,86.91159292035402,75.96165191740414,7.389726375750178,24.66900620486217,8.216663640201805,1.4424012002848134,1312,44,273,23,29,433,167,339,0.174,0.7070000000000001,0.119,-0.9472,0,1,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,3,4,1,15,26,1,1,4,0,29,9,2,4,5,60,46,26,0,7,10,0,5,5,0,2,6,2,0,1,19,24,1,0,10,2,0,1,9,13,2,3,8,7,30,13,36,29,6,31,0,6,0,0,20,14,0,6,20,168,49,4,0.06866814887822606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710172034851311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111949300768862,0.07577700982881429,0.054913893848798516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046696695968353866,0.0,0.0,0.07757546262090698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112921099460665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467007208564788,0.0,0.0,0.05843153704722491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528359288310325,0.0,0.07199724763261561,0.07420587413055113,0.0,0.05482592930113507,0.07598000064469146,0.0,0.0,0.2831753851406085,0.17743132802517567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108140721234729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026465932458609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606399412799658,0.0,0.0,0.06561535896201663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388827172793934,0.14716961783744886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03587627361554641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570687655810544,0.0,0.0,0.06072301727297105,0.0,0.06151317359588799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739399443480745,0.0,0.04602681273061929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192136901139511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754764375924739,0.0,0.07746066290867512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400937724445866,0.1677389448986234,0.0,0.0,0.06076915089660213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961872507037592,0.0,0.0,0.07627483327765773,0.0,0.06920134314826915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296110967198673,0.06632012608491025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817914262728669,0.0,0.0,0.04653131482554712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952116966117759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141228928077736,0.0,0.06903045589260197,0.0,0.0,0.06868673145453229,0.0,0.08798114903967097,0.07060229371086209,0.0678015128300417,0.0,0.0,0.05864222394561396,0.0,0.054607668125648365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490756574036768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718587642178071,0.0,0.13999706039490648,0.0,0.0528640958286785,0.0679145550805859,0.0,0.04860366920903104,0.0,0.054838472396415316,0.0,0.07865913253455073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471891766356669,0.0,0.0,0.05519285696506871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686020063467608,0.04399977710284046,0.06746610762562212,0.054514839902649714,0.08008189965103786,0.07892393564274806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398634967779228,0.0,0.1341576071634958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331682866971494,0.04050225333876736,0.054505580340298884,0.0,0.0,0.12348182510935705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048779882777651384,0.0,0.0,0.08844007300776212 socialanxiety,Jarvan_v,2018/01/13,"Psychologist or psychiatrist for therapy? I'm currently 21. I went to my pediatrician to raise concerns about my anxiety/social anxiety. He recommended I start prozac, and that I get counseling. He gave me a paper with recommended therapists and they vary between general counseling, psychologist, and psychiatrist. He never gave me a diagnoses either and is starting me on the lowest dose of prozac to increase over time. Am I suppose to get a diagnoses from a therapist or something? Which is better for social anxiety, psychologist or psychiatrist? Sorry if I was vague. Edit: made a new thread cause I got psychiatrist confused with pediatric",6.909444444444446,10.096685129629632,8.397925925925929,54.08966666666669,68.07407407407408,12.83851851851852,38.57777777777778,11.792908689023552,6.565204444444446,526,30,69,23,10,181,68,108,0.11,0.807,0.084,-0.1877,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,6,0,4,6,0,2,1,16,14,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,0,12,1,14,8,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,5,6,48,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045286391401636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603385471490654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044679202470084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040408684421706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079793650447408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918970155800768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833555068171126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351117676936746,0.1922331435621802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028952340555075,0.0,0.15322997591573348,0.0,0.22280790790498975,0.28176171163324243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22761848681649255,0.4621993289931203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606126391135388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845111826689173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dinogoesrawrrrawr,2018/01/13,"How to get better? Please share what steps you guys took to get better. I'm stuck in the stage of contemplating. I feel that all there is needed to be is a leap of faith and to just do it. I'm so scared though! And when you are scared is when you truly force yourself to do it, i know all this. I'm worried i will always be afraid and that if this fear goes on any longer I will be like this for the rest of my life!!! It seems that confronting fears leads to clarity b/c right now i am scared and all my text is very circular. I pretend to not know what to do when i do know but i'm just too fearful to do something about this social anxiety!!! My list of ranked fears/exercises: 1. Ask for the time 2. Say hows it going to cashier or bus driver 3. Talk to mutual friends instead of just sitting there in awkward silence 4. Intentionally click the wrong stop on the bus and shout wrong stop sorry! Next stop please! 5. Hold 1 minute conversation with a stranger while keeping eye contact 6. Express how i feel to my family, ive been avoiding them out of shame. 7. Stop running away from responsibilities ",1.0726666666666669,3.385817600000003,2.447111111111113,93.54800000000004,84.1111111111111,5.377777777777778,20.555555555555557,6.742157984588678,0.2126888888888887,860,26,191,10,25,277,134,225,0.218,0.696,0.086,-0.9849,0,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,1,4,17,19,1,10,7,0,18,2,1,5,3,36,36,17,0,2,7,0,2,1,1,2,1,2,0,1,13,7,0,7,6,1,0,5,1,13,0,0,3,6,17,6,29,28,4,25,1,0,2,0,14,7,0,3,12,113,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043934316128204,0.0,0.0,0.08208608387311347,0.0,0.09234185727386457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128463793343014,0.0,0.11340983664474545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135141461026315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379345920177125,0.4074926815023015,0.12206793374469307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325927467681924,0.0,0.12613067130300978,0.0,0.06860155984104532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952063243085267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072914761656833,0.0,0.0,0.1990151034730059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526015429149295,0.05897219413153845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950400273512969,0.0,0.0,0.1283751165809558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650039012318627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308460616930587,0.0,0.09599243657227713,0.3625515258069588,0.0,0.0,0.10988870525898804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304736130960503,0.0,0.09292748692562763,0.0,0.1351235541546634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036716533337814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702111449387617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185957261923288,0.0,0.07038623820332231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411185386812444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959735383335468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258558689351055,0.0,0.0,0.2639521205116978,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,myfatecomesearly,2018/01/14,"I want to get out so bad I haven't done anything with my weekends in forever and im sooo afraid to step outside the house. I get everything delivered to me. Groceries, clothes, tampons, etc. I'm only 20 years old. I don't want to be like this forever. Please help me ",-0.18013636363636465,2.132119054545456,1.8948863636363635,93.72232954545456,94.8181818181818,5.65909090909091,25.056818181818183,7.1686216300943375,1.3645,208,10,45,4,8,69,42,55,0.081,0.738,0.182,0.3836,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,7,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244529646223896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22773785489174794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791216207982305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30419235222819496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451333396185452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850049867802101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282098211199024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31472102249254164,0.0,0.0,0.2946206821668399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332536268556119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862090108222669,0.0,0.0,0.20744139609443374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994015356734603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217542686033587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564436951093704 socialanxiety,PunsOfDamage,2018/01/14,"What are some things that I can do that will help me? Like are their some things that I could do that can help me with this. I went to the doctor and told him and he only gave me propranolol but it doesnt help at all. I skipped school for 3 weeks now and feeling really depressed, does anyone have any tips?? I just want to finish school and work but I dont see myself ever doing that, when I think about my future I just see me killing myself sooner or later because of this.",1.768181818181816,3.6034288484848496,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,78.69696969696969,5.208080808080808,17.060606060606062,5.82211442006289,-0.6003454545454541,372,6,83,2,9,117,65,99,0.106,0.7709999999999999,0.123,-0.6519,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,1,1,6,3,1,0,1,0,12,1,0,0,2,18,20,8,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,3,17,1,7,15,3,9,0,1,2,0,8,1,0,3,8,63,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449565724003648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829080665911864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056348531160994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790944610190755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703456927937033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024339154402918,0.17307664845562928,0.0,0.2317940589073051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890130471788804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000237678717648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976987857811566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188117855453036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966242222112654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041889684370385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670149589216526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40032329903510216,0.3152065328311065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627895079463214,0.12672800113892616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898512294355888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665444566338573,0.0,0.15864538735711056,0.0,0.0,0.1833419627236033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398456303712107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,human-trash-I,2018/01/14,"help, i don't know if i have social anxiety but i feel like i do to be honest, a few years ago i wasn't like this. i even made fun of the people who self-diagnose themself with depresion or any other mental disorder because i felt like they made it to get attention (well, some of them did). but after moving from school i really feel like people doesn't want to be near me. i don't know what to do, if i say how i feel to my family they would just say ""don't be a pussy and go and make some new friends"". they even make fun of me if i say something related to that. now i don't tell anyone how i feel because i feel really embarassed. help what do i do P.s: english is not my primary language, please correct me if im wrong",2.5686013986013982,3.2200708717948743,4.539627039627039,87.77506993006996,74.25641025641025,8.236829836829838,24.43822843822844,8.575989854853784,1.3628025641025638,560,16,129,10,11,193,87,156,0.064,0.72,0.215,0.9784,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,17,0,0,6,1,32,32,11,0,6,9,0,6,4,1,1,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,0,9,0,0,2,7,1,1,0,5,9,25,9,13,23,3,8,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,7,9,85,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062190076522708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925353774244378,0.0,0.10409667767948452,0.0,0.0,0.0951465069663392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589959625245765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381128296186463,0.0,0.0,0.15595325228330015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975194731897573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827899929962727,0.0,0.34401696936678355,0.1944234076179284,0.13065293166547218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513087935695012,0.0,0.0710933493420352,0.0,0.07733431700322027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824158390374408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469838918771527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495660558940784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659166564673465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575141066568624,0.18166167134623645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713116685691834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462573877439208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142167279377673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886739543020892,0.0,0.0,0.14936902129077498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434571469765306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246358918219699,0.0,0.13771473491480896,0.0,0.0,0.1419554588375241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871089327962105,0.0,0.10475685609584807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189351765732802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026031010380183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234738512652395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666347414833867,0.1487761867851196,0.0,0.08762756513613139 socialanxiety,imaconfusedmess,2018/01/14,"My mom makes me feel so much worse and ashamed of my social anxiety, I hate going out with her. Does any of your parents criticize you of how your social anxiety makes you act? I guess I look like I act so suspicious. I can't look people properly in the eye, sometimes I turn my back to pretend I'm looking at something to avoid saying hi to people because I feel so nervous being judged on how I look. i dont mean to be rude or anything. If I sense someone coming I will stop at a corner and wait until they pass by so I don't have to deal with them looking or talking to me. I have extreme anxiety of my appearance and fear of being judged ugly by strangers because of how often I got bullied for my looks before. this has always stuck with me. I went to do with laundry with my mom and she kept scolding me for my actions, like when I saw someone coming and I turned the other way to avoid being seen, I thought I looked so horrible and started to panic. I didn't understand, I felt ok before leaving then all of a sudden something in me switched. All the way I just heard from her on the way ""Why do you act like this?"" "" people were looking at you strangely of what you were doing"" ""Why do you avoid talking to people, why are you scared of people, you wont be able to live life like this"" I started to cry as I heard this. I felt so helpless. I don't want to be like this, she just made me feel awful and ashamed. I feel like I cant control my strange actions sometimes because of my anxiety, its like something takes over me and I start acting strange I had a very horrible and traumatic childhood which had a major effect on me that made me scared of people. I think if I didn't go through such psychical and emotional abuse, I wouldn't be so scared to be around or talk to people. I should just die, I'm too sensitive, ugly and fearful to live in this world. I tried some therapy and medication but I still feel like a scared vulnerable kid :(",3.502847859989604,4.602465741206032,4.6161826373245525,86.41103015075376,72.4924623115578,7.2987003985444465,28.54825853404956,7.6298220110432995,1.6294246057875583,1527,59,315,18,29,501,179,398,0.211,0.741,0.049,-0.9938,1,3,3,0,1,0,37.0,0,10,2,2,20,25,2,13,9,2,31,3,1,9,2,65,79,32,1,5,9,3,7,8,0,4,2,3,0,1,11,21,0,7,12,1,0,13,9,16,0,0,19,21,70,9,52,48,5,41,0,1,11,0,30,14,0,9,19,215,81,0,0.0662083280537156,0.07844604227773083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509063277926847,0.0,0.0,0.04502393345683648,0.0,0.2025967589637176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448381267305431,0.05893944894849292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05091011747711387,0.0,0.12107994677418485,0.0,0.11267682139986193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406522426452717,0.0,0.0,0.07425826972064656,0.0,0.0,0.07272673946343036,0.0,0.06825787902545177,0.0,0.0,0.0687137915728275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793935404985585,0.0,0.07759566738505724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744754576631021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900555214261552,0.16738460000814892,0.09459848558124777,0.12714075556779006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525543720889062,0.0,0.052952848190428635,0.0,0.07293593774407374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536701680054972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010505968099483,0.0,0.0,0.04676490011721871,0.2587683582017441,0.0,0.11692633332846268,0.0,0.444786564572832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125295841709652,0.08838914618389625,0.0,0.0,0.0721202788869619,0.0,0.06669792504473475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550847872400261,0.0,0.0,0.04867073914734445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768120758984022,0.07351651307628218,0.0,0.0,0.3213036278654891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052651519876019064,0.26514434607193554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498210527881135,0.11219620301153566,0.15291121674599406,0.13096345877537885,0.0,0.14058778610644268,0.0,0.05287405630848117,0.055353126865589054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049780422968302575,0.15964723848805193,0.0,0.0,0.07571499324242885,0.0,0.0,0.0424236232417058,0.0,0.0525620169326408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044951108719677904,0.14403129744487955,0.0,0.06892520446601562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546288045413595,0.039051387284711116,0.1576592671951121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137578341864885,0.1792281540654501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747194262244534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anawkwardsomeone,2018/01/14,"How come I’ve never met another person with social anxiety? I see so many people online talk about how bad they’re social anxiety is and how crippling and difficult it makes their everyday life. But how is it possible that in the 6 years I’ve been dealing with social anxiety myself I haven’t ever met a single person with the same problem as me? Maybe I have but they were good at hiding it. But how good can you be? It would help a lot to have someone to talk to face to face that understands what it’s like. But everyone seems to prend they’re fine. Just a thought.",2.3096205533596823,4.4794792347826125,3.775968379446642,86.61146245059288,78.3913043478261,7.312252964426879,22.62845849802372,8.296473431620573,1.4071739130434784,452,14,90,9,11,149,73,115,0.106,0.75,0.14400000000000002,0.8604,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,9,7,0,0,5,0,10,3,2,6,2,26,18,13,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,1,8,4,12,11,3,7,0,0,1,0,14,2,0,2,5,61,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640237816604114,0.3589908736874116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060717077682696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474507925833915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126586132791926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149410009795335,0.0,0.14946945157815958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624013856022886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484744068410536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048661348685196,0.07642066887665723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298574952850473,0.0,0.0,0.1044139665259036,0.15858897703910307,0.15714852927028305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064352223120607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844442750535306,0.27316610502231914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763441040251552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967625812120205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246493556272928,0.14240216904852385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4783624787885646,0.1325372072404328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514547262136042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418286437840123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284248242272995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111883623227804,0.0,0.0,0.10073166876717736 socialanxiety,oceanfrankie,2018/01/14,"ongoing social anxiety about my hair Hi everyone, new member here. So at around September last year, I had my hair cut very short which has made my social anxiety so much worse. I think it may relate to the fact that I'm a gay female and now it feels as if people don't want to talk to me as much because I worry that they instantly label me (maybe I have internal 'gay shame'?). Before this, I used to get a fair amount of people taking an interest in me and initiating conversations which held my SA at bay for a while. But this new portrayal of myself has taken a huge hit to any confidence which I did have, because it reaffirms my belief that people do judge others so easily. It's a vicious cycle because once I appear less confident, I close off and become less approachable. Then I attribute it to the appearance thing, and the cycle starts again. Consequently, I've been obsessed with my figure and skin in order to feel better about this. This may all seem very trivial- I do have gratitude in what I have- but it can seem like the 'end of the world' for someone with anxiety and SA. Has anyone else had a similar kind of experience, or could offer any advice? 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You make a fool out of yourself, you say the wrong thing - it is totally okay. It happens to everybody. Dont be so incredibly hard on yourself, dont demand so much from yourself. Let yourself be wrong, let yourself make mistakes, let yourself say the wrong thing, act awkward. IT IS OKAY! It is human! It happens! Nobody is so hard on you as you are on yourself. You wouldn't treat anybody else as harsh and judgmental as yourself. At least show the same decency and respect to yourself. You are worth it, you deserve to be treated right. If by nobody else then by yourself. Be human, make mistakes, say the wrong thing, do not hit yourself over it. 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I'm living in the dorms and last semester I got along with people, I really got out of my shell and let people get to know the good and bad side of me. For a really stupid reason I decided to move out to a different place; the best friend I had there was moving out and I thought it'd be too sad to stay there with her gone. Now I'm across the hall surrounded by strangers and I'm scared I won't make new friends; I'm also nervous now because I am convinced the friends I had were never really my friends because they don't talk to me. It's only been one whole day and I'm convinced this is how the whole semester will be. I know that if I try to talk to them on the one messaging app everyone uses that they'll be annoyed and won't respond. The people I'm comfortable around for the first time in a while are just a second walk away but I can't just see them. I feel so alone and hurt because I think they never cared when I did, I cared a lot.",5.090394230769231,4.180504712499999,6.065000000000001,84.46153846153848,68.54166666666666,9.717948717948717,28.878205128205124,9.057496981413335,1.9665608974358968,881,25,200,14,13,294,130,240,0.182,0.703,0.115,-0.9539,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,2,13,19,2,3,16,0,23,0,0,4,3,36,45,18,0,1,5,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,7,16,0,0,8,0,0,5,7,8,0,4,11,3,27,11,27,25,5,35,0,2,1,0,14,15,0,2,14,135,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22077658852068752,0.0,0.08523473406239147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235240485089234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488185370564677,0.0,0.0,0.10013864522518963,0.0,0.08899271581475464,0.1949168171992124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185273883276063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733782977328867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873749782518376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135700392520817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184503919782056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389178695725653,0.0,0.10233681163485757,0.0,0.0,0.09065981493782056,0.0,0.0,0.32938438841330264,0.0,0.05568544545739941,0.0,0.0,0.08939712804209035,0.17048901830392982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409977104364424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715093640754368,0.0868797246192847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898878302522334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941151253628455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061342455250666,0.0,0.0,0.07114527016291279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33984396977182657,0.0,0.0,0.2466111460409416,0.10293894520385168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444738723679848,0.08106150477101387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216746001297642,0.0,0.11135700392520817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048402320972198,0.10958552211230327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670861156532767,0.10786812593234447,0.08493319789299131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360375980015885,0.0,0.0,0.12209096411230955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133545468526892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829436117736101,0.0,0.08461534150811015,0.06214965777842647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723631557053463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920538663473818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23799319661150695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sparks759,2018/01/14,"The Amazing Convo-Killer! With the uncanny, near-supernatural ability to straight up murder any conversation! WATCH as she silences discussions with just a few keystrokes! SEE her mind over-analyze and over-prune her responses until they sound like a foreign language! BE AMAZED at her collection of 'Seen' messages! LAMENT the time she wasted writing five drafts of a Reddit comment she ended up deleting anyway! What the fuck do people want to talk about when they approach me? I feel like everyone I talk to has some unknown objective when they talk to me, and they all appear to lose interest in it once the pleasantries are out of the way. THE FUCK AM I ALWAYS DOING WRONG",5.8344628099173566,8.237592652892566,5.609991735537193,76.39316942148761,68.75206611570248,8.476363636363638,31.934710743801645,9.120678840339163,3.1286158677685965,545,24,87,11,10,169,88,121,0.18600000000000005,0.652,0.162,-0.8193,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,1,5,10,3,0,10,0,6,2,0,0,1,13,13,6,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,1,1,5,15,5,18,11,3,14,0,1,3,2,18,6,2,2,7,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226903672411754,0.0,0.0,0.1489630553634988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401529324538705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931383146205254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107594096011839,0.15649098560493346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050205880911084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403574893163346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450634589614565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118034812668394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332835186782472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186326290884047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455629856232774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5281977517207432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277311403296724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920270441698967,0.1738734960467867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23949927007040206,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fantasticbeastie,2018/01/14,"I am going to a therapist tomorrow for the first time ever and I am really scared How was your experience with this? It's like ... I desperately need my depression and social anxiety (self-diagnosed) to be treated and I am taking this huge step toward what could be a (more or less) positive outcome... but now I am supposed to talk to a total stranger about my most private problems/feelings/thoughts etc. eventhough I am terrified of talking to people in general about basic stuff like ""Hi. Bye."" The irony of it all! Anyways I don't know how to calm myself down at the moment, which is why I think I could need some of your own experiences with going to a therapist for the 1st time, if you'd like to share of course. God, how am I going to survive tomorrow...",4.316103896103897,5.784578755102043,5.6762399505256615,78.16886827458256,70.97278911564626,9.154978354978354,30.370439084724804,9.573946990214177,2.9388557823129244,595,25,111,14,11,200,95,147,0.096,0.763,0.141,0.7689,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,0,2,8,8,0,1,8,0,14,0,0,3,3,23,22,9,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,16,6,23,16,8,17,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,4,12,88,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720894499027222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655329539516289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322257508033376,0.16877759921892085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854537352148168,0.0,0.15041592849639998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32532079190676605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144346506116934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835138574108902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138687516629307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437179894590799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465991067642252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528232797117285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065275805369645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648209332898026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347339566333106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950844912734792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035859944420966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502697712161046,0.2673100581016693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38614357705361785,0.0,0.10654986551307384,0.0,0.1320131428511055,0.19392633780635032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500479705456226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hemispheres211207,2018/01/14,"At my lowest point and don't know what to do I've had SA pretty much since I began secondary school (UK) and it's got to the point where I'm dreading everything and the thought of going to school tomorrow makes me feel sick. Just typing this my heart is pounding, I'm sweating and shaking and feeling mildly dizzy. I went to therapy last year but I ended up telling the therapist I'm feeling better because it was having no impact at all. My parents probably think I'm doing fine now. I started sixth form in September and it's been fine except for one of my classes. I know nobody in this class, they all went to secondary school together and so have known each other for years. I sit by myself and spend the entire hour feeling nauseous and waiting for the bell to ring. I'm also supposed to be doing a stupid presentation thing to my form group - again, I know no one - in the next few weeks and I don't know what to do. I've debated speaking to my form teacher about this - he's a psychology teacher so would probably understand - but just thinking about telling him now is making me feel really nervous. It's ruining my life and I don't know what to do. Any advice or thoughts?",3.5541254199328094,5.276395651063833,4.59879059350504,84.12105263157895,73.34042553191489,7.330347144456887,28.53863381858903,8.032893268588372,1.9383617021276591,938,38,180,14,19,306,131,235,0.108,0.8270000000000001,0.065,-0.8759999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,11,8,1,3,8,0,17,4,2,2,2,40,46,17,0,1,6,1,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,12,12,0,1,16,0,1,4,5,5,0,2,9,7,21,3,26,35,8,28,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,1,14,119,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895166807532262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734622659298962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277954499813309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420455546510601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765895405828887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781530801943988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094017144761836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077479012723878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918110405391102,0.0,0.09735739068114042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424884248114409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987803876547395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33449396324630515,0.0992249632988194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598042988175886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625094198153718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948444376150433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945962626357582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497274548220928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516507854957052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301455315396551,0.0,0.0,0.12384163284732334,0.2624877936168091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798238542243524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695871810247492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069506185568812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861600492054083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127921250237137,0.0,0.13920713293861034,0.14133615493005686,0.08087099741538785,0.15599739780565056,0.0,0.19327764199187275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672364732570296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764324923916497,0.0,0.0,0.2256870528724656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647242417606521,0.0,0.0,0.15677830842990795 socialanxiety,lilTirboGlow,2018/01/14,"I feel like people only talk to me because they think I’m dumb I feel like I’m pretty cool and a lot of people talk to me, but it gets me thinking why?? I don’t do anything at school to separate myself from others and I usually see people do the same thing to people who have special needs. I don’t mind the attention but it just feels fake at times. Is there any logical reason for all this?",1.2355722891566288,3.1666160963855465,3.2417921686747,90.2995557228916,80.80722891566266,6.077710843373494,20.01355421686747,7.1686216300943375,0.4421096385542169,308,8,66,4,8,104,56,83,0.075,0.789,0.136,0.466,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,3,1,6,0,0,1,1,18,16,4,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,10,4,9,16,3,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,4,43,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754246331613692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434012858601456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143305606899866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844972782312602,0.2679757842254094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798869527367596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832578325534526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945084345194838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893750525481662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906816413776754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264249884665406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201025070640631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908088153274636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928357085853624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981363684722927,0.1494554488806601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30149597477092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460187140946632,0.24035276332442665,0.0,0.0,0.10936365557266546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065631190118517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923739968229898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vrxszk,2018/01/14,"I've had almost no social interaction for 3 years, how do I get back into society. Well, this is kind of embarrassing to talk about. During my freshman year, I decided to leave public school and start cyberchool. I thought it would be great; not having to deal with people that annoy me all the time, being able to work whenever I want, having lots of free time, etc. It sounded like a dream. I'm currently halfway through my Junior year, and I haven't had any meaningful social interaction since I left. There's no way to meet people from the cyberschool, and the only way I was able to meet people before was because of school. How do I get back into society? What are some ways I can meet people again? It just recently hit me that I may have completely fucked myself, and I have no idea how to fix this. tl;dr: I've kept myself isolated for 3 years and I want to unfuck myself socially. What should I do to fix this?",4.411576923076922,5.6797384055555575,5.543333333333332,79.98115384615384,70.5,8.871794871794874,25.51282051282051,9.265573868473778,2.05874358974359,723,21,138,15,13,240,106,180,0.122,0.787,0.091,-0.6817,1,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,2,1,4,0,20,1,0,3,1,27,30,8,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,1,4,1,1,0,5,3,1,0,6,1,20,6,20,18,4,18,0,0,0,1,11,3,1,4,13,96,30,4,0.25163683742183063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598897190605368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556083922084076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349319536239007,0.0,0.07669774024183251,0.0,0.10706220735857452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131918218222805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297132650227275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032079545963472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631710068725246,0.1314698616254527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871525080682154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203368005406236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102052162750594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322353866934886,0.13670208006913415,0.0,0.0,0.061468524048342923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696632027878906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569057702473728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489065980712812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423050962989728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254669913720477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407829612933307,0.0,0.0,0.3847680995660767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905492434743302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011280790428389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988577040271727,0.1467314635105113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484219263970421,0.29960641322217285,0.0,0.0,0.11312586860575395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159730731168096,0.0,0.0,0.08937779474544733,0.0,0.0,0.3240917461237378 socialanxiety,nineteenninetysux,2018/01/14,"Could be more I can't help but feeling that if I didn't have social anxiety I could be so much more, I could have more friends, I could be successful, I could actually do something with my life. It's killing me that I'm living like a hermit. I wish I wasn't this way. I'm angry at myself all the time. 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I've known for a while that I have moderate social anxiety, but lately I've been feeling it more strongly around long term friends and coworkers. Has anyone else experienced this, and have folks come up with good tactics for overcoming it? I feel an increased pressure to say all the right things around people who are important to me, particularly when we're in group settings. Needless to say, that increased pressure just ends up causing more anxiety. Then I clam up and end up being self conscious about how quiet I'm being. I guess social situations with friends and coworkers feel riskier to me than situations with strangers. I don't care if some strangers think I'm awkward, but I worry that awkwardness or shyness around my close friends or colleagues could do some real long term damage. What should I do to overcome this? 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I am trying to reintegrate myself into that life, but kinda unsure about it. Has anyone found a healthy way to relate on the cyber world? 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Namely, that I have a really crappy self image. I for example always feel like I am some sort of social freak and people only really interact with me out of pure pity. Now that I have started to realize this, I notice just how often I break off convos or not ask people out because I just naturally assumed that they were only talking to me out of pity in the first place and I don't want to waste their time. Of course I know objectively that this is bullshit, since I have interesting conversation and share a sense of humour with a lot of these people, but I have so much trouble internalizing this. And I don't realize it when I am doing this. So I guess my question is how can I stop constantly having these negative thoughts about myself and start having a healthy self esteem?",6.963225806451613,6.444007043010759,7.7779784946236585,72.42696774193551,64.59139784946237,10.450752688172043,32.578494623655914,9.888512548439397,3.078253333333333,754,26,138,14,10,254,107,186,0.14400000000000002,0.778,0.077,-0.9063,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,13,11,0,0,7,0,16,0,0,3,1,41,28,14,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,13,0,1,9,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,2,2,26,5,23,26,3,21,0,3,0,0,12,7,0,8,14,109,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995970782655206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199012772695357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705928170408765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937126226967791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629035622975873,0.0,0.15843184924900425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825946048819566,0.20947447427351967,0.0,0.16060259193406973,0.0,0.1247052288440686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150593871256014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805722708788869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325114577647444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464141751133315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777421470069072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691490106769388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345074168697678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065598671555404,0.0,0.15317481805370173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028466242557844,0.0,0.0,0.16423522259266174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784248962399228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058895579968693,0.0,0.0,0.12127617672472887,0.0,0.0,0.14944903909337476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113110363551411,0.0,0.0,0.12257138238863298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178384662503628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939408926129341,0.0,0.11639087873414496,0.0854886732468499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647357059527856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441115328475028 socialanxiety,niszhita,2018/01/14,"Who here was specifically prescribed ADHD meds for social anxiety? I have been to a psychiatrist only to get anti-depression meds and social anxiety meds. But I don't know how to go about asking for ADHD. I don't want them to think I'm seeking drugs or performance enhancers. I'm afraid to ask because I don't know if many psychiatrists would agree that ADHD medicine is good for social anxiety but I see a lot of people on reddit saying they had success with it. But I only have so much money to see psychiatrist after psychiatrist only to tell me no. I'm looking for responses from people who have had actual success asking for ADHD medicine for off-label usage in social anxiety. 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I wish there was a confirmation before I did that. Some people find it creepy how I wanted to video chat randomly",10.508993710691826,11.368996377358489,10.669811320754722,50.03163522012579,56.924528301886795,13.859119496855344,38.42138364779875,13.023866798666859,5.897168553459121,260,11,35,9,3,87,39,53,0.156,0.7490000000000001,0.095,-0.32299999999999995,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,7,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,1,3,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,5,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633418296691419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866165753893896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297319360773258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152657244675768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197142061733688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149876072172107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679861470823895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5224776308858362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KingJodeg,2018/01/14,I always think I’m going to follow through until the moment comes Right now I’m planning on asking this girl (who I know will say yes) to hang out. I kind feel like I have the confidence to do it *right now* but it probably is because i know I’m not doing it at this moment. I’ll keep telling myself that I’m gonna do it but then I’m going to wake up the day it’s supposed to happen and I’ll get a rush of insane anxiety and have all these doubts about everything. It fucking sucks,0.3435844155844165,2.3230383714285736,2.6298701298701306,93.20922077922079,84.33333333333333,5.341991341991342,19.069264069264072,6.574015621080383,0.04623809523809497,379,10,85,4,11,129,68,105,0.119,0.82,0.06,-0.7899,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,2,1,4,1,7,2,1,0,1,14,27,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,11,4,0,1,4,0,0,6,1,3,0,0,0,2,6,2,13,25,1,19,0,0,0,1,5,6,2,1,8,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797801681286997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201689892118011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243377626676886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504079628325808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049568660582211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344609401600148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138374346820385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203052841574889,0.16997826693982113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199637805735163,0.1243093561640886,0.0,0.2704438388409353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040198495623205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148439449766865,0.0,0.24776897893448624,0.26152179190131153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624128228833515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25653033268772985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063842962525885,0.0,0.18921262946829548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796256417679992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245685830223313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,young-wampanog,2018/01/14,"Trying to talk to a girl I like Honestly I really like this girl, but I don’t know anything about her. She’s really cute and always wears these cat ear headphones. I always catch myself staring at her when she walks down the hall (her face not there) but the only time I see her she is in a crowded hallway listening to music. I want to approach and talk to her, but the thought of it makes me feel sick. My fiends tell me get her insta and just talk to her there but that makes me feel even worse. I don’t want to find out she doesn’t like me and make it an awkward walk down the hall seeing her everyday. I asked for advice and all I got was grow a pair. Even if I did I wouldn’t know what to do. I wouldn’t know what to say other than cute headphones. I wouldn’t know how to carry it on and try to flirt with her. I need some advice please. What should I say, how should I approach?",1.9904761904761905,3.2237909047619056,3.1218835978835986,95.12219047619051,76.46031746031747,6.309841269841268,19.47830687830688,6.742157984588678,-0.08203661375661397,687,13,163,6,15,221,100,189,0.057,0.816,0.127,0.8744,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,8,0,12,4,3,5,1,38,31,14,0,9,7,0,2,3,0,5,1,4,0,2,10,8,0,0,8,0,0,6,7,1,0,0,4,9,35,7,22,22,2,17,0,0,3,0,24,8,0,2,6,109,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29292935431377165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24943059319645236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233415648817746,0.0,0.14012108428580944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979936219134012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157146674741054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699104273924453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830807921766705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987573630258536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294887823298105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967690500583054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001457242256503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113691006437347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399335472620105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452736100010218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920387513622488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23838716625364964,0.0,0.0,0.23887590497600605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614126702610282,0.13100501404230258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899096454056607,0.08739842672870674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352247101083967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681065190515372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274435800968678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,grp0716,2018/01/14,"Not Drinking and Being Social in Large Groups Anyone have a great coping mechanism other than fake smiling and telling lame weather jokes or whatever for socializing in large groups while not drinking? Alcohol was my anesthesia and now there is none. Kinda sucks to pretend to be comfortable when you want to sit in the corner and find a cat to hang out with ignoring all humans. :) ",8.472794117647062,9.177502455882355,7.698823529411764,70.14470588235297,61.20588235294118,10.917647058823533,36.117647058823536,10.686352973137794,4.1306352941176465,309,13,48,7,4,96,55,68,0.115,0.664,0.22,0.8341,0,0,3,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,0,3,0,5,3,0,0,1,14,7,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,3,1,1,4,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,11,4,2,10,0,1,0,0,7,5,1,2,3,35,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29883966819609203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552395416516208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5478623258532704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25557695856920976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082933088541417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5700955968758423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444091407492921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164933150930798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MiyaDoesThings,2018/01/14,"My grandma thinks social anxiety is a state of mind I'm going to try not to make this too long, but I'm really frustrated and need advice/time to vent. So I'm in a sorority. Honestly it's a miracle that I was able to survive rush, since it involved talking to people for one hour straight for 3 days. Anyway, our spring semester informal rush is coming up soon, and I'm going to have to initiate the conversations this time around. I'm absolutely terrified. Talking about myself is one thing; asking 3-4 different people questions *and having to actually listen and respond thoughtfully* is another. I know I'm capable of doing it, it's just going to be extremely hard and I won't have any energy at the end of the week. However, I have the option to talk to one of my sisters on the board about it, and she'll give me an ""alternative assignment"" during rush (not quite sure what that will be, but it won't involve talking). I was talking to my grandma about it, and told her I wasn't sure if I should talk to my sister about getting an alternative assignment. My grandma told me I absolutely should not do that, and that doing so would make me a victim to my emotions. She basically told me that life is full of disappointments and things we don't want to do, and that I should just suck it up and not be a pussy (sorry for language, don't know how else to word it). I tried to explain to her that sometimes I just *can't*, but she told me the same thing again. My grandma makes me feel like it's my choice to have social anxiety. In the past she's even told me, ""You'd have more friends if you weren't so rude."" I was seeing a counselor for depression a few years ago and was on antidepressants until June 2017-ish, but nothing really helped. I feel stuck and misunderstood, and I just wish people who don't have social anxiety would just realize it's not a choice, and that we can't help it. How can I explain to my extreme-extrovert grandmother that social anxiety is something I've had for years and can't just ""get over""?",6.428842770133095,5.928331086848638,7.277664110083468,75.5120206406497,65.67493796526054,10.99972930295511,33.45465824498082,10.537671172512404,3.3634823821339936,1600,61,316,37,22,537,180,403,0.119,0.8,0.081,-0.9079,2,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,3,2,0,2,21,11,4,0,17,0,44,1,0,5,2,67,81,28,0,10,17,2,3,1,1,9,1,1,0,0,28,20,0,0,11,0,0,7,15,6,0,3,14,5,43,5,44,54,4,34,0,2,1,0,43,11,1,4,16,224,71,2,0.08501975186041641,0.0,0.08296701356911756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536488022597244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781634671660185,0.08915062283437146,0.26015950985569736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568560438990472,0.0794819911666189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323698806443893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054830706441385414,0.0,0.07322738769671387,0.0,0.0,0.08882754516237687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102309318310067,0.0956357774972169,0.07530226494902507,0.0,0.0,0.05615474426342835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597708219668138,0.06073812771683115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568604938674455,0.0,0.08883862257243239,0.08155869306824302,0.1449560527896754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616099808578705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397389506516716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372732965767317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344926432777474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005196507178622,0.04153635624545305,0.0,0.0,0.0752398049809026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702540336680621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584571297216106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304106872313461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157874490545736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283475256727193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811609733362138,0.1768259728647477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952415797679488,0.09042897139166738,0.0,0.0,0.1089316601939012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774973468837131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703292173088102,0.0,0.0,0.3466677209275067,0.0,0.06545235867141128,0.08408670853937777,0.09517265153813004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602602199220171,0.0,0.0,0.41001393632664535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945003597172198,0.054477224045037735,0.0,0.0674961861787316,0.04957570102054202,0.0,0.0,0.4062000817202543,0.0,0.11544566134027733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050146852433088036,0.0,0.06819771663004974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977685187867803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079118477158104,0.0,0.0,0.10949986543209833 socialanxiety,rebelgato,2018/01/14,Morrissey and SA Do you think he was depressed filled with social anxiety or just eccentric? ,4.942499999999999,8.430078250000005,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,79.0,10.7,33.0,10.125756701596842,5.0851000000000015,76,4,11,3,2,24,16,16,0.263,0.737,0.0,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590831009465909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168745318850306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6117373622427352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845267537508841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,d0nt-ask-why,2018/01/14,"Graduation Okay so idk if others can relate but the whole idea of graduation really freaks me out. You have to dress up and walk out on stage and usually it's filmed or whatever. Mine is coming up and I'm SO not looking forward to it. On top of all of that, I'm graduating a year early so everyone's gonna be like ""whats she doing here?""",0.4054166666666674,2.5528387083333333,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,85.52777777777777,7.488888888888887,20.11111111111111,8.472884824447931,1.3179944444444451,265,8,58,7,8,96,57,72,0.049,0.853,0.098,0.5311,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,1,12,10,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,11,8,2,14,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,2,5,40,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321971929151514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571556596999846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219436783525676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826063728686671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138747790564009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394482467482687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116576236400806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173036694246267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406972477075609 socialanxiety,socialaspirations,2018/01/14,"How did you start seeking professional help? Therapists, psychiatrists, psychologists, counselors... I'm probably overthinking it, but I don't know where to start. For those of you that sought professional help, where did you start and how did it go? 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My general anxiety has gotten better but the social anxiety just keeps getting worse. I dropped out of school for a while but I've started again but it's getting too much for me to handle. I can't keep friends, I miss some of them so fucking much but I can't do it and I don't blame people for giving up on me. I have some friends at school but I'm still scared everyday and I can't hangout with them outside of school. I skip a lot and I'm failing most of my classes. I often come slightly drunk or high to school just to make it through the day. I've been going to therapy for years, I also recently tried group therapy but none of it is helping. Was one meds for a while didn't do nothing haven't tried other ones because of circumstances but might try again idk Sorry just really had to rant I'm sleep deprived and a bit drunk I'm really gonna try my best to get this shit sorted I wanna be able to live my life and I know it'll probably be ok I just feel hopeless rn love you all peace",0.9186937861541332,2.8548404849785416,2.9969210673633127,91.61956148535177,81.91845493562231,6.283933569695837,23.005971263295393,7.423996415210882,0.9018559059526026,855,30,190,13,23,289,129,233,0.197,0.68,0.123,-0.948,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,1,2,3,11,13,2,1,6,1,21,7,2,1,1,36,43,20,0,1,12,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,8,9,2,2,2,3,0,2,8,7,0,2,6,1,23,6,28,32,10,19,0,4,0,2,11,5,2,8,11,123,31,6,0.11155502723912544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921051497940738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560178714951824,0.0,0.1106326112911954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800290918864266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707011868921365,0.09866135616987504,0.12178919724638053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960947782093418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719437638520918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056405573625631734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237427464147714,0.10313082510881083,0.17484869240546744,0.10701374713199216,0.06339929276660655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747729832793332,0.1178640110741372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983104677080443,0.0,0.0,0.06130772555462316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879461481309141,0.0,0.0,0.09850513283499013,0.0987226886746405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948400949131792,0.10068276748236328,0.0,0.07446384692109917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391248698196555,0.0,0.0,0.1183422550059376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401156141340376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070400572916632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118514704805674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733820979975421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027518715373753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293001395822105,0.0,0.11014713129987333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168604319821272,0.4515985728186371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450963237214527,0.0,0.0,0.11163559094566396,0.2274326036288913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487671984960193,0.07895922245042714,0.0,0.08908798885466879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25514579152993244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30295416332424024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368410316927186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183778006676055 socialanxiety,only_positivi_tea,2018/01/15,"When someone gives a short reply, I think I did something wrong. But when I give a short reply, I think I did something wrong too. Whenever I think of this example it reminds me of how distorted my thinking is. It helps me put things into perspective. If someone else acts in a negative way then I should assume it's *them*, and not always me. If I start a conversation and the other person doesn't reply well, then it might actually be that they lack social skills, and not because I did something wrong. I usually relate every negative thing back to me. Maybe one of you recognizes this. This example always helps me when at the end of the day I'm overthinking about bad conversations I've had that day.",4.822888888888887,6.3544842148148115,5.757962962962968,77.82583333333336,69.81481481481481,9.251851851851852,29.055555555555557,9.642632912329526,2.7924222222222226,559,21,102,13,10,184,82,135,0.195,0.767,0.038,-0.9675,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,1,8,5,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,1,0,18,17,12,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,4,1,1,4,0,19,1,9,10,1,19,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,4,11,77,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.1372228539990223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340108308502349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812653883679603,0.11741013104688673,0.08571940913396013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137391478847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746826994446966,0.0,0.12454578349126018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184767042391299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697871394860096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850652192269413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412696508599595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491734441323522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528637546108616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278218721635685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135989844888466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334231162659353,0.2382902987352446,0.324763749042615,0.0,0.0,0.09953012267977986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868406614949906,0.3604092682052048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487082721981785,0.0,0.0,0.1116159990858167,0.0,0.0,0.12643244226069456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612310257229532,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,weenie-hut-junior,2018/01/15,"College increases SA I kinda address this in some of my other posts but does anyone else feel that their social anxiety is much stronger at college then when their home? I think for me I see people consistently surrounded by their friends and I feel sort of left out. Could anyone who had social anxiety while in college or currently experiencing social anxiety in college give some advice on how to overcome/calm some of the anxiety?",6.446153846153845,8.608728999999999,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,66.69230769230771,9.815384615384616,34.7948717948718,10.125756701596842,4.094241025641026,354,17,54,9,6,114,57,78,0.103,0.8059999999999999,0.091,0.4039,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,14,8,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,12,6,5,14,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,6,4,40,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144328295340025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5368612179615643,0.0,0.0,0.2453511041534629,0.1797646174100459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007893182973954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353351328133769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465621776840924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742100256298227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554873506800189,0.0,0.0,0.1683032817837678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598611156348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062201672273815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289726076141838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216317983943291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802826284769629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980732475067484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5365336875105927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241837312887867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ElectricEnigma,2018/01/15,"My deepest fears were confirmed... I've struggled with depression and anxiety for as long as I can remember. I have absolutely abismal self esteem, and I've always been afraid that I'm the annoying friend, and that no one in my group of friends actually likes me. I've told myself that I'm being irrational, that I have a great group of people that care about me. Well, I found out yesterday that everyone in my group has been planning a trip for the past month and they've been purposely excluding me. One of them slipped up talking to me, and when I asked them about it they acted like it was some sort of oversight, that they had all just somehow forgotten to mention to me their extensive plans. When the person that slipped asked the rest of the group about me joining, they had a super vague excuse for why I couldn't. These people were my only fucking friends. I'm such goddamn piece of shit. I don't understand how I'm such a terrible judge of character, and how I'm so awful that people purposely exclude me. Fuck.",6.2309090909090905,6.638140727272727,6.339949494949495,78.99659090909091,65.96969696969697,10.034343434343436,33.671717171717184,9.928628108626363,3.2124868686868693,816,34,155,17,12,260,110,198,0.183,0.685,0.133,-0.8388,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,6,3,13,18,4,3,9,1,15,3,1,2,1,19,28,13,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,12,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,9,1,2,10,0,25,9,23,16,4,12,0,1,0,2,21,4,3,3,8,107,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.15340137878782809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308003115281621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025510440779745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939155336380512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027259112640585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353933539906036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020825727975684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689007782657304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235815260873394,0.3643495207161216,0.29065177525364405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331000198398053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359681019654378,0.0,0.0,0.1391142012624393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547296793764898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304120923661052,0.1195552327342936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500621111686203,0.32694135748726183,0.13725816262142876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780733050594942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399052212141446,0.0,0.16136023297346205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433620276790545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263488151274615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020825727975684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364738906556495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413387814134896,0.0,0.14184564116557846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,VerneAsimov,2018/01/15,"Social anxiety is having everything maybe turn around in your life and losing sleep over it I got a job interview tomorrow at a decent place and I'm going back to school for the first time in two years. I got an hour of sleep today. I'm actually somehow good at interviews (but I'm gonna fuck it up somehow).",2.1366666666666667,4.2474470317460336,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,78.6825396825397,8.009523809523811,23.198412698412696,8.841846274778883,1.8271079365079368,245,8,49,6,6,84,49,63,0.126,0.8270000000000001,0.047,-0.5994,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,4,3,1,0,4,0,2,4,2,0,0,6,11,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,1,10,8,0,16,0,1,0,1,4,8,1,2,7,29,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.1969197415330374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437021665082246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963753319643894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551654805310747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135750754778515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164404867130578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655331820135987,0.0,0.0,0.1146829614206148,0.16925343391948902,0.32278276076068896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987243291781869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024727896948852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253155479238386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22575346924773354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272704089075325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082953913747216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422413028652686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038751730786658,0.20570138379761446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766645334475552,0.0,0.19127508351927724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194915921142346,0.197121320709616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299473385336926 socialanxiety,bravowhileiwork,2018/01/15,"How can I stop laughing nervously when flirting? Hi! New to the sub so sorry if this has been discussed before, but I have an issue. I laugh nervously whenever someone's flirting with me. I could even be getting hot and heavy with someone and the unattractive, nervous laughter comes out. How can I prevent this or overcome it? 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Thought you guys might like to hear a reassuring story this morning. I've never really been on this sub but have had social anxiety for as long as I can remember (formally diagnosed at 12). It's pretty manageable at this point, but I still have issues with it. So the story is this: I'm T1 Diabetic and have the flu because I didn't get the flu shot soon enough (I am dumb.) Cue 4 days of Hell and 1 overnight hospital stay. I'm finally starting to not feel like death, but am not quite work ready yet. I'm part time at a grocery store and this was my first shift scheduled since I've been sick. My doctor's gonna give me a note. I will be able to make it tomorrow but today is a no-go. Even though I have the most textbook valid reason ever, I spent all last night and all morning stressing about how a manager was going to yell at me, question me, etc. I knew it was irrational, but hey, they can get grumpy, right? What if I couldn't get the words out right? What if I don't sound sick enough? You know, the usual. I tried texting my immediate supervisor, but she just told me to feel better and to call in the morning so I didn't get marked as a no call/no show. I went on with my night, but the anxiety was always in the back of my head. By this morning, I just wanted the worrying to stop. At 9, I counted to 4 and dialed my work number. I asked for a manager and got the store manager, which is the boss of all the bosses. Oh crap. Thankfully, I don't lock up and forget how to communicate like a normal human being, like in my fantasies. Her response? ""Oh, that's terrible. I'm sorry! I hope you feel better."" And that's it. It's over. It's done. Not only did I not get yelled at, she hoped I felt better and then quickly got off the phone because she's got shit to do, yo. Anyway, I guess the point of my story is to remember how great anxiety can be at warping your logic. Social Anxiety is stupid and scared and whatever it's telling you *not* to do, you should definitely consider doing. It's just a loser friend who tries to talk you into doing stupid stuff, like not showing up for work and not letting anyone know, so you have no life and have to sit at home with him all day. I hope you all have fantastic days! You got this. Now, I'm gonna go take a nap.",1.857505884568308,3.524444582995951,3.700181715469352,88.99616467375955,77.8663967611336,7.105470294699181,22.621975331889647,7.97965635744439,1.0232849637510597,1840,55,405,31,43,620,230,494,0.166,0.708,0.126,-0.9663,0,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,10,1,10,22,26,6,2,26,0,43,12,3,7,7,79,85,35,1,9,20,0,4,5,1,5,9,4,1,2,23,20,0,1,13,4,4,3,15,10,0,1,22,8,51,16,53,52,11,55,1,1,0,0,34,24,4,9,31,263,74,12,0.07729649008054171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431687183972795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365264133672691,0.0,0.0,0.054047503097227424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226178396614025,0.0,0.0,0.05943622964434765,0.0,0.0942384458260315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508739213080016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23678507591375456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939936609148712,0.0,0.0,0.07845431035341598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911623293016358,0.0,0.07910114612053981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973587381485724,0.08620601884419017,0.05105360269763772,0.06991910058542214,0.0,0.0,0.06946910117793847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725028365315353,0.05522062795810799,0.07421675218565454,0.08467452666064723,0.0,0.06574835497557853,0.0,0.0,0.05971907649399255,0.0,0.2019211288605311,0.07414983661774846,0.13178812983325433,0.0,0.24728425714463856,0.08521965319437874,0.08515079830706307,0.07653567771659513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932849886056391,0.0,0.08711876205855483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753468192135665,0.23031856665311126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067745338549487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849602589408261,0.06300695604074392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904089810478226,0.054596796872674686,0.18881580328413716,0.0,0.0,0.06840496134258825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159600734584376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199936091241553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961581832757507,0.0,0.0,0.14507503946549766,0.07573414868013373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757492763898855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370456626925632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614033511933006,0.0,0.0,0.07863831900170723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658975902299604,0.082214331813687,0.0,0.0,0.04951811083534245,0.07947366551504052,0.0,0.0,0.1751237104220863,0.1320215603758723,0.0,0.0,0.07738727105234205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934373628726653,0.06394045535451277,0.0,0.0,0.15758807492116916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652709228831536,0.05471085352185849,0.08238777380059761,0.0617290768262673,0.06462332681504493,0.0885428682296814,0.0,0.08848598811899318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581173408736853,0.062127990787734226,0.06756053931110466,0.07116422295520303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594340904841614,0.061364779022223426,0.04507220496787108,0.0,0.07326803455499728,0.07386010874026816,0.0,0.10495848577964334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513116345785307,0.0,0.04559147253250515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165462070505837,0.0,0.08629877075812492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250910615015523,0.15699667547541368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rattlesnake30,2018/01/15,"A lot of my social anxiety stems from fear of being pressured into doing things Like if someone suggests something for me to do or buy. Then if I don't do it, I feel like I am offending this person and feel really guilty. I can sense their anger and disappointment. 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It doesn't matter how big, small, difficult, or easy, let's hear it.",3.6062499999999993,5.4979871250000025,3.84,88.905,73.58333333333334,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.9701499999999994,97,3,19,1,2,30,23,24,0.131,0.66,0.209,0.4812,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5891314074676129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5345057074694964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489125385750515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954673287340706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,socialbyvanilla,2018/01/15,"I created an app to treat social anxiety and enhance social skills. Hello! My name is Erik and I created a free app called Social to help treat social anxiety by using scenarios and suggested actions to deal with scenarios. The app will hopefully be launched within 3 months, depending on how fast I will be able to collect valuable, relatable content. And I was hoping that maybe a few of you here would like to be part of this project and send me your stories, your scenarios! The website is not finished but if any of you wants to check it out, here's the link: http://socialbyvanilla.com I would love to hear your thoughts and critisism on the project! Best Regards Erik from Vanilla!",7.219540000000002,8.318070904000002,6.7405500000000025,74.56602500000002,63.96,10.090000000000002,37.225,10.125756701596842,3.9375800000000014,553,27,94,12,8,172,82,125,0.02,0.743,0.237,0.9789,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,0,2,3,9,0,0,7,0,10,1,0,4,0,23,17,9,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,12,10,17,8,3,9,0,0,0,1,18,4,0,4,4,64,15,2,0.164584451202035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119230706586996,0.0,0.25181330936420737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272122748282145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805912632208006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696793423102974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854986381382588,0.0,0.11031748834938901,0.0,0.0,0.3269389925704112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040764937556742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485438930158318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534720288624272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136973872220836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822892201411816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6710924855672058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066166999281698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214812221837625,0.0,0.0,0.09707617355505188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338321439506599,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,harukazee2nd,2018/01/15,"[Depressed] [Male] Suffering Chronic Anxiety. Please doctors help me in regards to Plastic Surgery. Hi guys, please if you guys would be kind enough to listen to me. I am now 20 years old, Growing up with Chinese-oriented family, I was taught to value money out of all and be successful financialy; I am a fresh graduate in Business Marketing management. I recently got a job as a Sales, selling Dell's products in a company. So far I am liking this job. That aside, my face is hideously ugly, everywhere I go, I catch nearly everyone who goes pass me staring at me, laughing, talking to the friends beside them about how ugly I am, this happens all the time I go to public. This has been going on for a good 2 years and is affecting my self-esteem negatively. that aside, I couldn't care less of what people are saying about me, I am used to it and I dont give a fuck about those negative comments. However this is the thing, my nature of work requires good look, charismatic personality, being able to talk continuously and entertain others. I have all of it except for good look; everytime I say something, no one takes me seriously, whenever I meet with a client, I could always hear them whispering to themselves, ""God he is so ugly"". I feel that this hinders my career paths and is bad news for me as I have seen several missed opportunities just because I am ugly. And no its not in my head. It is seriously bugging me, and someone recently roasted me and told me to get a plastic surgery because of hideous I look. Deep in my heart, I really want to get rich and I think undertaking a plastic surgery would be a good investment to help me greatly to achieve my dream. So my question is, ""Would you be able to make a very ugly male to a decent/handsome person with plastic surgery; and what should I be aware of by undergoing plastic surgery?"" Sorry for bad structures and grammars, I hope you guys can help me. I am literally stressing out everyday and have very little sleep. Thanks everyone :)",6.101222369584441,6.880019885941643,6.87471153846154,73.75258012820514,66.32095490716179,10.102961980548187,36.13273651635721,10.125756701596842,3.819576569407605,1575,77,280,36,24,522,206,377,0.111,0.711,0.179,0.9773,3,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,3,2,5,9,25,1,1,15,0,35,7,4,4,3,41,62,19,0,9,4,0,1,1,1,4,2,5,0,7,18,17,0,1,3,2,5,6,7,9,0,1,6,11,50,16,46,44,5,29,0,3,5,1,31,14,1,3,10,194,68,12,0.18809649722714394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782556768946059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194665276800602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705271838872722,0.1146618788610994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958884574487338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508987374229735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100361872062088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626236762150724,0.0,0.0,0.11022384694029977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717698149936857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973426379883872,0.0,0.0,0.08866031871309643,0.0,0.04755362033271053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072661443582078,0.08694609036995914,0.09827265640455712,0.09021964983940806,0.16034936108949832,0.31553283539252586,0.07521897588728924,0.10368852611594737,0.0,0.27936765711605965,0.0831665556498709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652063599790676,0.0,0.105999211406006,0.1114476274317448,0.1891156757810403,0.0,0.0,0.09341113158067453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665674973228807,0.0,0.0,0.09793677839661603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594722371205858,0.09426105247222676,0.0,0.0,0.2369305265361632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277793624617829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986878163016684,0.0,0.06372952724836138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520121380979635,0.1642386061586275,0.0,0.20647346963739335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535556240003267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602497163048941,0.0,0.18572259888129905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495818842356154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981128344648328,0.10624775116367452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411616913395804,0.0,0.07968677585217719,0.0724029365644331,0.0,0.1052793144793715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773195103098347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071257850845171,0.15118483950249734,0.0,0.08658699154267854,0.0,0.0,0.06248147738975365,0.06026232020973904,0.0,0.0,0.05484029008255463,0.0,0.0,0.08986713189941936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122749045069554,0.0,0.15519930927117498,0.055472093738384055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846824509991532,0.0,0.0,0.20042753231701665,0.0,0.0,0.12112797722837555 socialanxiety,pbeatles,2018/01/15,I haven't left the house in 5 days. I really want someone to talk to since my anxiety and depression has been acting up.,2.718,4.175647400000003,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,75.0,9.8,24.5,10.125756701596842,2.4774,95,3,20,3,2,33,23,25,0.21600000000000005,0.72,0.064,-0.5868,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878822395842228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24269397766141934,0.0,0.3241221415388594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342204459927567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088706075403781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410789466480928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31129413794323196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188530197720625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024701533197293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196210616393536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fatrice_,2018/01/15,"How do you deal with having a crush? I’ll start by saying that I feel like I’m getting better. I’m taking meds and I’m meeting the school counselor so I am somewhat on my way. The problem is I have a crush and it sucks. We are in the same class and we are in the same club and it sucks. I’m afraid of rejection and I’m also afraid of breaking up. Just imagining the two situations really make my heart go into overdrive. I’m afraid of burdening my crush with my anxiety and depression. I’m afraid of being able to depend on someone, and having them bailing out because it’s too much. Because it is too much. It always is. I get jealous when my crush speaks with someone else and that sucks. It sucks because it’s not her fault. So, how do you deal with having a crush? I feel like I should get a bit better and address some of the issues that I have (fear of rejection, fear of intimacy, unnecessary jealousy). But how do you deal with these? Edit: forgot to add the most important part, how do you deal with having that person in your thought, like, always?",1.445912230800488,3.769332392523367,3.0919666802112964,89.46678789110119,82.55140186915888,5.777813896789922,21.9211702559935,7.079830092131019,0.7293318163348235,828,27,169,11,23,273,103,214,0.18600000000000005,0.737,0.077,-0.9683,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,5,1,2,11,22,5,6,11,0,18,1,1,6,0,41,40,18,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,1,1,12,20,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,17,0,1,2,4,21,5,24,36,9,13,0,3,0,0,17,8,4,4,5,117,33,3,0.12615840823074306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088883348234774,0.2099478039746955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965108369857701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23071498409235255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315371985158444,0.13773230704671033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202551171551207,0.10866005214741252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538916178342084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28392656676972833,0.12757896367499413,0.18025518409536945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977376839128592,0.0,0.07169873071918985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949832118248324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167660120942815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849038772625903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421171713011574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401335511670662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548189204418675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366172620667606,0.0,0.0,0.1101566559104338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071655861162847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082030678328225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003262298528187,0.0,0.12767904440547834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180733668145235,0.0,0.0,0.2137872197887996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929557067948354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948554223818937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001556841042626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323843330775106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013867226302067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,spinhorn,2018/01/15,"Can’t. Stop. Face. Sweat. **TL;DR** Whenever I become slightly uncomfortable, I start lightly (unnoticeably) sweating. When I become aware of the sweat, my face gets (noticeably) drenched. It goes away if I go to the bathroom and distract myself from it. But it’s so hard to distract myself when I’m in public. I’ve had a sweating problem as long as I can remember. But it was always in my armpits, and I could take measures to hide it. However a few months ago, it started coming to my face as well. Whenever I get slightly uncomfortable, or if I feel like I’m being watched, it starts. I know when it’s coming because it **always** starts on my nose. Once I become aware of it on my nose, the rest of my face eventually becomes follows suit. I know it’s all mental too, because when I look in the mirror, it’s hardly noticeable (at first). It’s only when I can’t get my mind off of it, that my face becomes noticeably drenched. I’d say it’s 40% genetics, 60% anxiety. My dad has sweating problems, and my brother has it as well. But they don’t sweat as much as I do in public, and I think that’s because I’m much more self-conscious than they are. We joke about it a lot, but it really doesn’t do any good for my confidence when I’m out in public. What can I do? 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My anxiety has recently become much, much worse. My therapist has talked about medications before but I brushed it off because I was afraid. Now that my anxiety is worsening, medication has been reintroduced. So, what are your thoughts on medication? Please be completely honest—the good, bad, and ugly. 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My symptoms are always rapid heart rate and facial blushing (which absolutely kills me, icing on the anxiety cake when someone points it out and everyone else notices it). I’m pretty sure with the amount of anxiety I have, it’s given me hives. I purposely avoid going out or having conversations in fear of blushing and that someone notices it. I’ve gone most of high school being that quiet kid in class and it just absolutely sucks. I feel like I’ve missed out on so much. Most of the time if someone tries to make conversation with me I avoid eye contact and make little conversation as possible hoping they stop talking. I’ve learned it’s all mental with constantly thinking about negative outcomes but it’s extremely hard to keep that stuff out of your head. But I truly believe if I didn’t have these physical symptoms, I would do perfectly fine and wouldn’t worry so much. Has anyone had success with medication or therapy that reduces it?",6.5048127600554775,7.877079398058258,6.760221914008322,72.80291262135924,65.6990291262136,9.963384188626907,34.61719833564493,10.125756701596842,3.774014979195561,900,41,149,21,14,290,118,206,0.131,0.75,0.118,0.7046,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,2,5,15,2,3,4,0,14,9,4,2,3,43,28,17,1,8,8,0,3,2,0,3,5,1,0,1,16,14,0,4,4,0,0,3,4,8,0,0,5,5,16,7,25,19,7,19,0,2,1,0,11,12,1,9,6,99,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193822220318333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535783068314174,0.0,0.0,0.15451719609941625,0.11321214443245682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381090151822774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448668339380728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940263389934845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669232205568597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460382991229968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557987189171077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433425494752245,0.11173618288683962,0.15787105990051906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559033648842705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897915809111067,0.0,0.11339670208871197,0.0,0.0,0.1309335902702237,0.0,0.11674089855520713,0.0,0.10974351909422712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982103951077076,0.12224306297998486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796165162427453,0.1107420436599004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475085790857495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130909818777207,0.1113499805519318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624487142288056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25159182221256665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104450684701595,0.12456316468183865,0.0,0.11241011944859462,0.0,0.10572595263322852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118238355725388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263271233695958,0.280858621214906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237628650590894,0.0,0.0,0.12648694199283442,0.0,0.0,0.10413743282034074,0.4593741128001654,0.0,0.0888093101964549,0.0,0.0,0.12635726840760714,0.0,0.0,0.07079883282313375,0.0,0.0,0.06442879258571046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501683704211168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122100222083865,0.0,0.15698073914488314,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ksteinskia,2018/01/15,"With someone as bad as me, All I can do is die. I go to a fairly large university for engineering. Luckily, I've made it so far where I haven't had any presentations at all. It's all been individual work, and that's good because I don't talk to anyone, and I haven't ever had any friends. But that won't be the case this coming spring semester. To graduate, I'm required to take a senior design class where I'm required to give oral presentations/reports. I am 100% incapable of doing so. I've struggle my whole life with debilitating avoidant personality, anxieties, depression, panic attacks, the whole works. Because of this, I wasn't supposed to live as long as I've had. I planned to kill myself on my 18th birthday, and then again on my 21st. It didn't work out, and now I'm backed into another wall. And this time, I can't see myself escaping. I've been on several different meds, been to several different therapists/psychiatrists, and nothing has been effective in dealing with my issues. They are too ingrained in me. I just don't know what to do. I won't be able to make it through the semester. I'm going to have to die. It doesn't get better. Even if I managed to make it through it, I won't ever be able to do an interview and make a career when I can't do this.",3.7065667074663438,4.9243585387596935,5.576332109343127,79.26864749082009,72.13953488372094,9.152509179926561,30.24561403508772,9.549672527348893,2.77148527131783,1005,43,204,24,19,347,136,258,0.156,0.8029999999999999,0.042,-0.9806,2,2,0,0,0,1,38.0,0,0,1,8,13,10,2,3,7,0,33,1,0,5,5,30,49,17,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,14,13,0,3,2,0,0,3,12,7,0,0,10,1,23,3,34,33,5,27,0,1,1,0,7,12,0,1,12,139,37,11,0.2493669973726096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957810937207932,0.13074151972710973,0.09538253522127976,0.0,0.0,0.0871816013172067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184547964996974,0.0,0.09587391423670184,0.1041055133698451,0.1520118070575535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027242229098937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740379388678052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285432123115251,0.10738971471799397,0.0,0.258803573301255,0.2605354371945035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235227496422215,0.2255667256535537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633016179424783,0.0,0.06514198194196393,0.11960777322340692,0.1417210112715636,0.1045786031295448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301371788385643,0.0,0.0,0.1379438178991845,0.0,0.06852279012280325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806764245126095,0.0,0.0,0.11009781364759637,0.11034097277649066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797854117785812,0.24968161066902864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384952591577511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963717972206475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628922114783507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886882178614346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993566056259914,0.0,0.0,0.2817137275372323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056439238236596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034626451685774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937464739592337,0.1002158733170634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270395076212018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784093471576421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723132160507966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,enucleation12,2018/01/15,"Book Recommendation ""The Solution to Social Anxiety"" by Aziz Gazipura. I know this book has been recommended before in this subreddit, but I just wanted to vouch for it again. I also know reading a book isn't going to solve social anxiety but I believe adherence to the exercises listed in the book definitely will. I listend to the audiobook over this weekend and I found it to be tremendously helpful. It first explains social anxiety without going into the boring nitty gritty details and then the second half the author lists a 3 step approach to helping you conquer it. I'll be honest, my social anxiety isn't that bad. I don't have an official diagnosis for it, but I definitely know I suffer from it. In my first of uni, I skipped 90% (not an exaggeration) of my classes because I hated being seen by other people or wanting to interact with them. I used to always go at eat dinner at the dining hall immediately when it opened (super early at 430 PM) so I could avoid all the other students, I found it impossible to go to the gym by myself. I had this constant feeling of being inferior and worthless. Through reading some self-help books I was able to adopt a ""fake it till you make it"" mentality and I became more sociable, outgoing etc... but deep down I know I still struggle from social anxiety. My tipping point was last Monday when I sat meek through my entire 2 hour class too afraid to contribute to the discussion with the feeling of ""all your ideas are stupid, everyone will laugh at you"" and I realized I had to fix it. I found the book through this sub, and I'm hoping by implementing his suggestions I can contribute and speak up in my class tomorrow. I'll let you guys know how it goes. Also, just want to apologize in advance if my post gives off the impression that social anxiety is a quick fix or easy to cure, but for me, like aforementioned I never had it too bad and was able to develop confidence through the ""fake it till you make it"" approach over the past 2 years. 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Basically I've had SA my whole life. All through school I was pretty much known as ""the girl who never talks"". Being shy has become such a staple of my personality that I'm not really sure who I'd be if I ever got over my anxiety. I feel like I don't have much of a personality anymore because I've spent so many years hiding who I truly am. I've been going to therapy for the past year and taking medication for about 6 months. I notice quite a bit of improvement in some aspects, and in a way I'm happy. It feels great to be able to do things that I couldn't do before. But at the same time I'm scared. I can't see myself as anything other than shy. Can anyone else relate to feeling this way..wanting to get better, but also scared at the same time?",2.8724642126789384,3.881050883435584,4.982346625766873,83.53503323108389,73.9079754601227,7.396523517382414,22.172290388548056,7.793537801064563,0.8719002044989774,606,14,129,8,12,211,106,163,0.08,0.785,0.136,0.6869,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,5,9,0,3,8,0,15,2,0,0,4,18,28,9,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,9,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,5,4,12,6,21,19,8,15,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,2,9,83,21,2,0.13308370413603393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642699011576834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180866939794916,0.0,0.1319832738448778,0.09305522028216244,0.13635998199190802,0.10951654903747317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811265908030435,0.14698049536263907,0.11324443014179406,0.0,0.0,0.2354034427516393,0.1452929365393739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117435787773004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038182957689485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187335858721545,0.09507502482616406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906148516750644,0.0,0.0756345359756734,0.0,0.10643919562532797,0.1467252536367255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167007773423096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400095598399336,0.06501797552331393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492598768060965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340678308012749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622614294878352,0.0,0.19566367069448354,0.0,0.10264235697982613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151667923172651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704345433285194,0.0,0.23240711434763664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539397156162455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415509009456146,0.0,0.0,0.08525682867254801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39972001344020575,0.13468781358553555,0.10605048179115964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542981616726748,0.0,0.10006238303896298,0.1069676402634286,0.0,0.0,0.15219281403937704,0.0,0.0884148995170156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520435622504006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784962167793106,0.2112712996132991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858320297481256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140308428594286 socialanxiety,ForeverWanderjahr,2018/01/15,"How to handle networking and job searching as a new university graduate. Happy new years many users, I hope the holidays have been enjoyable or memorable for you all. I'm happy to say that I was able to accomplish a huge goal this past December. I was able to graduate from university with my BFA and the ride was amazing. I made many huge strides as far as socializing and meeting great people and I'm really happy for the time I spent there. I'm currently trying to find a job with my newfound degree and passion. Although, I wish I could say I was completely solved of my social anxiety but it's something I still work through and the past month has been a struggle in most cases handling the transition. I'm moving into an industry that is about interaction and networking and as much as I've learned to do the work really well, the networking aspect leaves me blank much of the time still. I wish the application process were as simple as apply, interview, get hired but many of my professors have indicated that it's more of a process of cold calling, scheduling lunches and meeting with those who work in the field, and other ""creative"" ways of getting my foot in the door. I'm wondering if many or any of you would have some suggestions for how to handling situations like cold calling, and meeting new people. My biggest issue is that I just have no idea what to say. Without directly asking for a job, how do you ask about careers? The same for trying to meet and talk to new potential employers in the field. 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(that I am successfully keeping low by hiding it) I’m the only person who’s alone here, so I feel dumb",-1.0106417112299442,0.41470023529412003,1.7201426024955424,90.98791443850271,115.27450980392156,4.207486631016043,14.440285204991088,6.11248444174946,-0.2547019607843137,196,5,40,3,11,67,38,51,0.328,0.42,0.252,-0.4767,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,3,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,2,4,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,3,1,0,17,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6987799317799038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293844506449425,0.0,0.17204645902785035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602538795194951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411457660961193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074448040319735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998997973739184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104516728399302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637237827016066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jellybeanhater4,2018/01/15,"I'm too scared to go out into the real world alone and when I do, it feels like i'm having a panic attack and want to hide in a public toilet I'm an 18year old girl in my last year of school before uni. I've always been pretty shy since young and in the past few years I've been able to start talking normally with strangers. The schools i've been to, have been from 1000+kids in a govt school to an all girls boarding school to the private school I go to now which has like 15 kids in total. I do have a small group of friends that i meet occasionally but outside of that there's nothing+ my classes are mostly just me with the one teacher so i don't really have a social life at all. I realised a few years ago that I really can't go out alone, like I will go into full on panic mode. My heart beats faster and I go into a cold sweat. My mind can't think straight and I feel nauseous, everything is blurry and sometimes I will just speed walk to the nearest public toilet and sit there doing nothing for a good 40mins+ trying to calm myself down and taking deep breaths Also when I do try to go out alone, I've realised that men stare at me, like groups of men will turn towards me when I pass by. I have had a waiter put his arm around me and another one asking to take a picture with me as well as a cinema worker giving me his number on one of the few times i've tried to watch a movie by myself. I feel like everything is making me more paranoid and more anxious and I know that when i go to uni later this year, I will be alone. What should I do??????????",1.7080672885441786,3.394901471124623,3.07338853369668,93.23428571428578,78.36170212765958,5.5105754113824545,20.15941725186039,6.129581340695534,-0.05790166649198225,1220,29,271,8,29,397,169,329,0.111,0.8,0.08900000000000001,-0.7428,0,4,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,14,13,1,3,21,0,28,5,4,1,3,39,51,20,0,3,3,0,3,5,1,5,1,0,0,5,9,21,0,0,5,1,0,10,3,4,1,3,5,6,34,9,45,40,10,54,0,0,2,0,17,24,0,1,24,175,43,7,0.08766121909507818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770638155248714,0.0,0.0,0.3631623429682837,0.0,0.07010264523920788,0.07294115668095215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192043154368527,0.0,0.09903222580344953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803707025232845,0.08195140645916163,0.09972729190513356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459324089604444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756850258923788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297243889818705,0.12525038487412726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772684041980145,0.0,0.0,0.084092629132833,0.3487392367572381,0.07352607151858187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387896669998148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817631347572138,0.07145559354954484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619177114970946,0.2141342185532253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851454444648666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851284188150474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588938247403928,0.1682266079157612,0.0,0.09198570323601916,0.0,0.17820453224702046,0.0,0.0,0.20570310588657373,0.0,0.0,0.0836825526999461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918297459683301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812373738173265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977765881342797,0.11231604329221824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776417293748891,0.4435891686667379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251426630149163,0.0,0.0,0.08935957342980165,0.0,0.0,0.08669918717660056,0.0,0.06204706206531487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318206543723509,0.0704587673606615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056169769591236776,0.0,0.0,0.0511159618071901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854864059603268,0.09535023382270258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051704858246147734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881796365566388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22580380404506475 socialanxiety,LucasLeArtist,2018/01/15,Alcholhol is magic So today I went for a walk and stoped at this weird Italian bar I found and had myself a couple drinks and then I went to a wendys and now o at the wendys and its like I can order and there like no anx8ety at all. I think its honestly the cure my friends ,1.5537288135593244,3.018716576271192,3.0120000000000005,94.4851186440678,78.15254237288136,6.07593220338983,20.274576271186444,6.742157984588678,0.08185830508474634,214,5,50,2,5,70,41,59,0.069,0.7440000000000001,0.188,0.792,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,9,7,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,2,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,7,4,5,3,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555588143355237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147928267959476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35233492016603746,0.2482680344214513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139829421426216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590298032336649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045946453428828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5957745124022142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Freyja565,2018/01/15,"Suddenly not interested in romantic relationships? Most of my friends ended up screwing me over so I kinda stopped befriending people all together. I have no clue how to maintain any type of platonic relationship, as crazy as that sounds. It's just me, my family, and my cats. 6 months ago I lost interest in men. I don't know if it's because 100% of my relationships have been abusive, neglectful, and just downright miserable or if it's anxiety. I've dated a lot of mean, horrible men. Hell my would be fiance got a woman pregnant and married her 2 years ago. But I've always been able to bounce back and find love again but something within me has changed. I got rid of my need for friendships after being repeatedly hurt, now it seems my social anxiety has either taken over or I have conditioned my brain to repress its need for companionship through years of abuse at the hands of romantic partners. I have no idea what is wrong with me. Anyone else having this issue?",5.6323959646910495,7.0947666994535545,6.407103825136613,74.19938209331654,67.79781420765028,10.002353930222784,32.65615804960068,10.214889679676881,3.5729784783522494,778,34,136,20,13,256,125,183,0.247,0.703,0.05,-0.987,0,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,2,2,3,0,14,4,2,1,1,31,24,14,0,5,10,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,8,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,6,2,20,4,24,15,4,21,1,4,0,2,12,7,2,8,14,93,28,1,0.13811882169058912,0.3272964366929749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448680036317554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492592411468525,0.0,0.0,0.09392553504580996,0.0,0.21132104109092212,0.0,0.0,0.0965758915486218,0.1415190549492137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620484831400027,0.0,0.08419595173002885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541862836435477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611139944644932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538055250238803,0.0,0.12233228017963955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020613282954654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623810079176725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067102590195982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209324782008961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478590552611922,0.15591933780791756,0.0,0.1441601654485356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590649228190674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077300964431567,0.1174236830255346,0.12465762909458812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045188774110468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024512574300596,0.0,0.0,0.20482671237267375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575420017875444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44486377490890416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573818788695346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407947450001964,0.0,0.10633061681251607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547351948477122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811564810640516,0.1510112492627856,0.0,0.17788798553058274 socialanxiety,isasoccer8,2018/01/16,Trouble with Trusting People Okay so basically there’s this guy that always tells me I’m cute and that he likes me but I don’t ever believe him? This has happened many times before where a guy asks me out on a date but I feel like they’re just playing around so I just say sarcastic remarks that probably sound rude. I just have trouble believing people are genuine and I don’t know how to get over it. Lol if this post is all over the place I’m sorry this is my first time on here.,0.6856600660065979,3.0389526732673247,2.1796287128712883,94.42673679867987,86.62376237623764,4.950825082508251,20.297854785478552,6.42735559955562,0.1523656765676562,384,12,83,4,12,124,73,101,0.13,0.716,0.154,0.1542,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,11,9,1,0,3,2,7,0,0,1,2,16,14,8,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,8,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,10,6,8,14,1,14,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,7,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606326230386545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718549562315447,0.1804751937074742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427087931297996,0.4350012869019215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746242969578383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976116119896998,0.13791457919247688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420777967127606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086037970446936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822986509136722,0.1707130078386663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609493945629306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886284384493152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572186120512816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676723891527327,0.0,0.2016956065699597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848880274540246,0.0,0.208139978831882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352068614901648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610307529904613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873374486390094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22513739561733107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,elena_lisnychenko,2018/01/16,"a small post that will probably get lost in this sea of seeking for help strangers? I don't know either I am depressed or socially anxious. I've never been to a therapist yet. I just know that i always feel like there is no point in living. I don't feel happiness, I don't feel excitement about anything. I am really bad at talking to people, sometimes I forget words and I struggle with completing sentences. Sometimes my brain box goes completely blank, as if I am so dumb I can't even think. My thoughts are a total mess. Maybe it is my fault that I became this way. I spend all my human time in the thing we all love so much, the internet. God, I have accounts everywhere and I check on them all everyday. I don't even feel like I belong to the real life anymore. It's like I am not there. I am stuck. I have this habit.. idolising people. I always think that: I will never be as funny as them. I will never be as smart/creative/awesome. I cringe at everything I say and my tiny voice in my brain box is yelling at me: YOU WILL NEVER BE LIKED. YOU SHOULD JUST STOP TRYING. Ugh.. I'm just tired. I feel like going insane. Social anxiety got so much worse for me after my father died. Also people at my school triggered it badly when mocked me for being ""shy"", they would try to get a word out of me by teasing me in a not very pleasant way.. probably they didn't see it like that. But that's when my first anxiety attack happened. When I speak to people I am SHAKING af. It's so annoying. I wonder if people see that. I always feel like people are watching me and judging me. Hyper awareness is basically killing me. Always* (when I am not home) I feel so anxious, the only thing I think about is people around me and what they think of me. I'm so sick of it. Fucking hell. I just want to stop giving a flying fuck about you all and your opinions and how you think of me. I CAN'T PUT ALL I FEEL INTO WORDS. I FEEL TO MUCH AT ONCE. IT'S A FUCKING NIGHTMARE. And a thought of killing myself seems so pleasantly relieving. Don't worry, I will not.",0.871530448717948,3.21634527163462,2.6818269230769225,91.27150641025645,85.46634615384616,5.38974358974359,20.92628205128205,6.816661863887847,0.516158012820513,1587,51,328,20,48,525,195,416,0.228,0.682,0.09,-0.9958,0,0,0,0,1,3,61.0,1,5,5,2,26,33,11,2,12,0,36,9,2,2,10,69,73,29,3,5,13,1,9,7,0,7,3,4,1,1,20,13,0,2,20,0,3,3,17,20,0,1,7,16,70,13,40,55,10,37,1,2,3,4,22,16,5,6,22,232,90,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678398711899961,0.2363328623211263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863977578257376,0.16043459173902294,0.07041951025560893,0.0,0.0,0.058432417407431526,0.06321096695983618,0.0,0.08078030778482796,0.0,0.0,0.11857516267513148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585337948110546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889822941460631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115791796292376,0.0,0.07369368540569181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379843664820044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381619260483444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231278319874397,0.20290864109545406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060398214651221374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693349307205466,0.07419608103086524,0.0681160425999291,0.040354711825659584,0.0,0.0567904993533197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279094030645982,0.07558789232371937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04759425635378207,0.0,0.07122545291573762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571166609525827,0.0,0.07804678852022051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050154092189983686,0.2428318151647697,0.0,0.06270016707502009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751213924208672,0.0,0.06408626800488096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133571729465718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659415921120154,0.0,0.21905880342068068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561975787613169,0.0,0.05400375203135618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344589462022791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712422944282992,0.0,0.06800473638315964,0.0,0.1531143426231675,0.0,0.0,0.07138128884134748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082110558727973,0.0454886740279188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646733287541704,0.0,0.07186251404279935,0.11316620314907674,0.06464178138072102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476466185499084,0.0,0.0,0.14045477202935433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187294667950518,0.0,0.07423156093699751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057072450327319516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244418589076821,0.0943473175336565,0.2274909500249555,0.0,0.11274268677248853,0.04140454482039108,0.08161169115521782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641769981835634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858791726975453,0.041881558029951006,0.11272353697878768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770036758890817,0.0,0.07211069317562603,0.0723618359504939,0.05044108223210747,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,timbo101,2018/01/16,"First timer I've noticed a few similar circumstances to mine but I just wanted to hear what people had to say. Im 29, and I've never had a full time job. Dont get me wrong, im educated, i've got a degree in broadcast journalism, but I can't seem to get anywhere with it, and the one job. Even got hired as a freelance by a local radio station, but that was in october and I've heard nothing after emails to them and I feel genuinely rejected. Feeel like Im not good enough for anything full time. Don't get me wrong I want a full time job, but after so many nockbacks and rejections I feel like Im not good enough",1.3582569974554666,3.1231717404580164,3.4400190839694638,89.84313295165397,79.68702290076338,6.809414758269721,23.13040712468193,7.793537801064563,1.0451521628498728,482,16,107,8,12,164,76,131,0.113,0.754,0.133,0.1516,3,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,3,8,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,0,1,19,18,11,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,6,5,9,4,13,12,6,13,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,1,9,61,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444843442840507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875511788118295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622948434399253,0.0,0.08383274468540522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835415555947272,0.09067522291025346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796231342960842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989391723354751,0.0,0.0,0.21291728345147265,0.2030269843707405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305366420891832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5484029859766089,0.0,0.3778603393980236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401825683515325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286819964727324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789236044057577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178793053232717,0.14450491797481324,0.0,0.0,0.08600764354991831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799379186543653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093582940545624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554772442156125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220329096376165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497272699552707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27754505624114456,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GeorgeClooney69,2018/01/16,"I get really nervous in online chats and PMs. I'm completely fine posting and commenting on forums and stuff but when someone DMs me I have no idea what to say. I'm worse at private online interactions than I am at real life interactions. I just always overthink what I'm going to say. I'm okay with texting, but everything else such as reddit PMs and emails I can't do. Does anyone relate?",3.154675324675324,5.334294077922081,4.944155844155844,79.20766233766237,75.75324675324677,7.5168831168831165,25.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,1.9466675324675324,312,11,56,6,7,106,55,77,0.116,0.8320000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.6956,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,10,10,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,9,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384004895418765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796965613775971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694538910458158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489765830131572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146859656386192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309701260613519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426904277315807,0.0,0.14605592244053775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901155599712875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152284745886949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24612973438339356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29251605562719946,0.16463728633344102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087447545905572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775064411212725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294197268770732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618993971484645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sajadkhosh,2018/01/16,It's hard No matter how hard I try to get rid of it. It comes back again. It seems like I start again from the firsr point. I try to connect with people and talk to them and sometimes it's successfull but the they after I don't feel less anxious when I see these people. I hear my flatmates talking for one hour and laugh but I can't get out of my fucking room! ,-0.007820512820511993,2.118584628205131,1.405384615384616,100.42294871794876,87.33333333333331,3.97948717948718,17.641025641025642,5.033348758259628,-0.8227282051282052,283,7,67,1,9,90,53,78,0.054000000000000006,0.813,0.133,0.7768,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,12,11,7,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,5,11,2,10,11,1,11,0,0,1,1,5,3,1,1,8,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456681677804484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672134975769508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732273707426675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099544286868466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103848300710167,0.22722799473311825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896033137568359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450934891993181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415452729425305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624008640475607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473566830464069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015190920895528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557021128858552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328765250032732,0.19796763056808275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507373270598248,0.0,0.1539194734853139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495725990430004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952824499907332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,high-score-a-saurus,2018/01/16,"How do you talk to other humans? I have worked for a decade now (I am 28) and I still can't talk to people! Even people I am around often or know I still struggle to talk. Even online I freeze up and I talk really weird... like a nooblet child. I can't even really talk to my parents. I have been so alone for so long but I can't converse with anyone! I'm dyslexic but when I am by myself I sometimes talk to a cat or me and I'm not that bad at it. I have moments where I almost seem normal, I can get a flow to the words. But as soon as another human is around I just can't do it :( What do I do?",-1.1951111111111103,0.5547782296296297,1.7303703703703697,98.6866666666667,88.92592592592592,4.488888888888889,14.925925925925926,5.6839178017228535,-0.957162962962963,451,8,115,3,15,158,75,135,0.029,0.879,0.091,0.8105,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,16,4,0,1,5,0,17,0,0,1,0,20,22,14,0,1,7,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,1,21,1,16,21,0,13,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,5,8,87,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445933223861254,0.14941376367203146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512731471335264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008725860837582,0.0,0.0,0.2568506916667275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045422658600467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858545892715423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537186839685264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928359815521717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047999363260184,0.0,0.0,0.12766890154339725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134786982617945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018785015338968,0.0,0.0,0.2000286747661024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483813725705306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313323229872215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426805627200521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304184748304496,0.0,0.0,0.1508158211080944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6957225484780792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502574668969593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lady-goodman--,2018/01/16,"Anxiety with new tasks in public Whenever I'm in public and have to perform a new and usually very simple task, I get a ton of anxiety and have trouble figuring it out. Afterward i feel embarassed and have even more anxiety wondering why I would ever struggle with something so simple. It makes me feel like a complete dumbass. Like why can I not just function like a normal person in public? Anyone else experience this? Btw, my specific struggle today was getting a tag on my bag at the airport. Afterward I knew how easy it was and felt like an idiot. Also assumed anyone watching thought I was an idiot. ",4.9414912280701735,6.878513675438602,6.428947368421056,71.53096491228074,70.14035087719299,9.27719298245614,34.59649122807018,9.725611199111238,3.9440070175438606,485,25,76,12,9,165,74,114,0.185,0.71,0.104,-0.8426,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,2,2,8,0,8,0,0,2,1,23,18,8,0,2,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,6,4,9,4,10,11,2,13,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,11,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722591655074386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651151252950823,0.0,0.0,0.2224818286667942,0.16300868483541794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668050683932844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290105792289042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507884950545568,0.1439079371437256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562262767399138,0.0,0.0,0.1608835192745602,0.11365544737698348,0.15275339097785035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662381402320837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108975089581853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061952301992424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073043354072119,0.0,0.0,0.15587650608547154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891310890042144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247689196742573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33263526766481444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630137814172548,0.0,0.0,0.1508007343215627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752175016167077,0.13126766631978265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871117989919512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725286254069127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301448250441865,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mckennatheory,2018/01/16,"I'm researching relationships between spaces and social anxiety. I'm looking for people to take part! Hi, I'm a student at the University of Nottingham and I'm researching the Geographies of Social Anxiety at universities or colleges. We are all aware of how hard social anxiety can make life and starting university can be an extremely difficult time. I want to discover patterns in how feelings change when moving between different spaces on campus such as canteens, halls of residence and lecture theatres. I already posted a survey to this sub and the response was fantastic. It has highlighted certain feelings in spaces that I hope help services can use to reach out to more people. For example, most people found green, open spaces to be much less stressful than closed, built spaces. This may seem obvious but it might help university help services to engage people in more effective ways. It was also interesting that 48% of people said that the direction to which you enter a lecture theatre could affect the likelihood of attending that class. This is hopefully significant enough to be considered by universities. I will publish the full results when I've completed my research. Right now, I'm looking for people to participate in online or telephone interviews. - They're in your control completely and can be stopped at any time - They will be completely anonymous - They will be planned beforehand to only include things you're comfortable talking about - I am a student that has dealt with many of the things we talk about in this sub so will not be interrogative or unfriendly. I hope these can be more like a conversation that will help me build a map of anxieties on a university campus. You will, of course, be provided with full information first if you have any interest in taking part. If you are, please drop me a message and we can talk there, or your tell me your email address. You never have to give me any personal information. Thank you and big love to everyone here. Little by little we will understand more about all of this and help people in our very complicated world get by! **TLDR: I'm looking to interview people that have been to university. I will ask questions about feelings of anxiety in different spaces on campus such as green spaces, canteens, lecture theatres, bedrooms and libraries. Message me if you'd like to help!**",7.692111876075728,9.306933645783136,7.70553786574871,66.21631024096388,63.144578313253014,11.133390705679863,38.19492254733218,11.062562989136584,4.9068537005163515,1913,97,285,54,28,616,203,415,0.047,0.789,0.163,0.9954,2,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,5,10,2,4,15,14,0,1,16,0,39,2,0,8,5,59,69,26,0,8,9,0,4,2,0,10,1,1,2,1,19,19,0,2,10,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,5,10,30,12,60,43,14,49,0,0,5,1,47,34,0,15,11,209,49,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683514264197388,0.06292747386257275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605334229134101,0.0,0.30098391280040304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356348637577087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832424078229172,0.0,0.2475114001778836,0.0,0.08825627692222097,0.06282667265570213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442627600124968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130665430711727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519060289977908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936239559371535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693272640129731,0.0,0.08627830216554533,0.0,0.0,0.04111169527414965,0.07548554984957606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048978596049485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31646101036562496,0.0,0.0,0.2344674572110237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558028742807775,0.07688683013378847,0.15773387256392976,0.0,0.0,0.19823653831030205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101979201241455,0.0,0.05252544256599935,0.07977817989513364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834764731538996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363383292979858,0.057845385414399236,0.0,0.06068972005141667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984644381015944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042479115166936,0.0,0.4364237266762189,0.06870810025576414,0.0,0.08637676721574078,0.0,0.0,0.07536220135994247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814956133873163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448241528246105,0.0,0.06719987886383512,0.07485115034737991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716354066462589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406402298595216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055696398660015085,0.0,0.0,0.06578743231613399,0.09013785327716084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832849893550007,0.1897414381303832,0.06877755488960766,0.07244615422531513,0.0,0.0,0.1045547989728344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176824468196253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191790564414476,0.0,0.06796193279940768,0.0,0.06492657207971002,0.04641274383798495,0.06245957519735348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,avernini,2018/01/16,"Getting anxious depending on the gender Hey guys!!! When you have to talk to someone, being a man or a woman makes any difference to you all? When I have to talk to man i feel a way more anxious then I would talking a woman. I was bullied as a kid and the bullies were all boys, maybe that's why...girls used to be more friendly to me. What about you? I'm a guy btw.",-0.2493589743589765,1.8170538076923108,2.0105128205128224,96.08448717948721,87.84615384615385,4.4923076923076914,21.48717948717949,5.82211442006289,0.049964102564102664,279,10,64,2,9,94,52,78,0.126,0.826,0.047,-0.7044,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,0,7,0,0,3,2,9,12,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,8,1,10,7,4,5,0,0,0,0,16,1,0,2,3,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640851367204902,0.0,0.0,0.4864459013308203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493826744376455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886001562825444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633698609221492,0.0,0.1124831594017606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263533432632428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371160540573286,0.0,0.2162935494168723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241941631237235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191397797638166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859464288531613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708917695132795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529399454602244,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EmeraldGecko99,2018/01/16,"I’m out of options I’m 18 and failing college, I’m too scared to get a job. None of my family understand my anxiety and just tell me to grow up and stop being pathetic and lazy. I also have no money and my family can’t afford doctors bills to help with my anxiety even if they did believe it was worth it. I feel trapped and like there’s no way out. I don’t know what to do any more. All I want to do is sleep and watch Netflix all day everything else is too much effort.",1.8354611650485424,2.9087778252427183,4.095327669902915,88.63289441747574,76.5728155339806,7.868446601941748,24.52548543689321,8.472884824447931,1.4052728155339809,368,12,85,7,8,128,70,103,0.229,0.693,0.077,-0.9444,2,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,6,3,0,1,1,0,10,2,1,0,2,20,18,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,3,1,3,1,5,2,0,0,2,2,10,1,11,15,5,7,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,2,3,56,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777348762631382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113900869396002,0.0,0.3400444048690289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25040194110674874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433341794866625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274843807861995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566306084141146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679537645363408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997458028516943,0.0,0.41903888718086457,0.0,0.11237730945973276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161175178980892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897085768472124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205508558618045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214390890962405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085811204652663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338082220612835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225130644379306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224125479812548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858126574080087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942580793038342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23137221200384345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109001167109174,0.17641332454237385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fumigated_dwarf_2,2018/01/16,"Social anxiety is ruining my fitness goals. I have a membership at a 24-hour gym. Until recently, I was going at around 1 or 2 in the morning. I recently quit my work-from-home job that I could do at any time of the day because it was a really shitty job besides the flexibility. Since looking for a new job is forcing me to stay awake in the daytime, I can't go to the gym at night much anymore. When I do, it's later in the morning when literally anyone is there. I hate lifting weights when other people are around because people might think I'm doing it ""wrong"" or that I'm not following some unspoken bullshit rule. Doing cardio is easier but I still can't stand all the noise and general being around crowds.",5.199381846635369,5.719127654929576,6.684460093896714,75.24027386541472,68.22535211267605,9.691392801251958,32.679186228481996,9.725611199111238,3.172410641627544,565,24,105,12,9,194,93,142,0.078,0.8809999999999999,0.04,-0.5989,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,1,0,11,0,17,2,0,0,1,14,25,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,1,2,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,2,11,0,15,20,3,28,0,1,1,0,2,11,0,4,12,73,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334931908254108,0.0,0.11626170505128662,0.0,0.15071997842813845,0.1062655924874037,0.0,0.0,0.405874261636864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852870846370155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134097164347175,0.0,0.0,0.09801235286117957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274364089610242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004545711827524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966636600432642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524400611071375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762209189734006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122318648598755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172030882073566,0.0,0.0,0.14677997511834168,0.0,0.14261977094669365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072291753123368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164585189848718,0.0,0.0,0.09736011999126984,0.0,0.3001171726796155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571663782392647,0.0,0.0,0.15492103419025907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198686516357907,0.12136873207340194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738048718572853,0.0,0.0,0.08861879441513411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506659113242274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064079579704084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616258589850855,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Neutral-grey,2018/01/16,Anyone else here Aged 40+? Just wanted to know if there is an older group here? Silent replies welcome...,0.3810000000000002,2.389129099999998,0.5200000000000031,100.24000000000002,108.0,2.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.358,82,2,16,0,4,24,19,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41155512801189903,0.6030790070048054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916905999391893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32347313234262515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471650536864242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Oficjalny_Krwiopijca,2018/01/16,"Looking for resources on Social Anxiety Disorder I am looking for high quality resources to learn more about social anxiety, but also depression and panic attacks. Causes, symptoms, ways of dealing with it by yourself, therapies and (perhaps most importantly) tips for those who know people with SAD. Do you have any recommendations? &nbsp; I've already read: [Stein, Murray B., and Dan J. Stein. ""Social anxiety disorder."" The Lancet 371, 1115-1125 (2008).](http://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0140673608604882) (you need access through a university) and chapter 3 from: Barlow, David H., ed. Clinical handbook of psychological disorders: A step-by-step treatment manual. Guilford publications, 2014. (preview of the 4th edition available at [Google Books](https://books.google.dk/books/about/Clinical_Handbook_of_Psychological_Disor.html?id=JSfnCPlEFygC&redir_esc=y)) but they are very technical. &nbsp; On the other end of the spectrum there are some nice youtube videos such as: [Social Anxiety - More than Shyness](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FlPskJ_JTr0) or [Understanding Social Anxiety](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFTFZdLjf2s) which are a nice start but don't go quite deep enough. &nbsp; Do you know about something half way between these extremes?",11.89330841728957,16.374532552486194,8.315944101397465,54.405030874228146,57.7292817679558,10.66766330841729,42.13877153071173,10.59048541779884,6.012315307117323,1076,57,115,29,17,303,133,181,0.16,0.7979999999999999,0.041,-0.9654,0,0,1,0,0,0,107.0,0,3,1,1,5,6,1,1,7,0,8,2,0,1,0,18,16,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,2,5,2,21,16,5,10,0,2,2,0,12,5,0,3,2,64,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502144106594105,0.08335345006750516,0.0,0.4517367469072707,0.0,0.07088061768908444,0.0,0.3189455543887935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857774864011665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707389354583817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745752882984044,0.08977396128369916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583730836832135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231768100355164,0.10769843017606112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059236848763358475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101257174010457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456520438087806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505548724964368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772859259471805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229255762561145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226061423748185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086244138959764,0.1042591526355722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5312516180037585,0.0,0.08024207469519977,0.0,0.0,0.07377520023743768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108335862481955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919717086676092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850809095969416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860014466132762,0.0,0.16546734718193354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dorknobshd1,2018/01/16,"16 year old male, trouble socializing with anybody, but mainly crush So all of my life, I've had sa and I usually can take it. I have 2 pretty close friends who go to 2 different schools and at times we just stop talking for weeks on end. My problem is that I can't communicate with anyone. It's so just troubling and I overthink everything. I've been reading posts on here for a bit and most of the things that I saw, I have. I have no friends in school and I'm ugly and fat, so it's hard to actually talk to people. Girls constantly are just hard to talk to and I really just can't do it. Even if it's some random girl, I'll still freak out and my face will turn red and I'll start doing all of these nervous things that just make me seem weird. I have depression and a ton of things. None of them diagnosed, but it's obvious that I do. I don't mind not talking to friends and such at school, because I'm used to it and have never had anything real besides my 2 friends at different schools. I think my main issue is dating. I've dated one girl online and absolutely loved it, I really couldn't understand how she could like me, but it only lasted a few weeks, as does most online things. I don't consider that dating to me, as it just stopped very fast. I've always felt good texting online and just talking to people online because they can't see me and I don't have to think of words on the spot. But the thing is, I really want a gf irl. I can't be with any popular girls most likely, as any popular girl I've ever liked just started dating someone else. So I've been liking unpopular and antisocial girls most of my high school life. Right now, I like a girl who barely talks and I love seeing or smile. The only reason we've talked is due to a project that we got assigned together in. It's a group of 4 and there's 2 girls and one other guy. The other girl I communicated well with and I don't like her, but the other girl, I just could barely even look at her without feeling like I'm going to pass out. The only words of said to her other than for the project is ""yeah"" or things like that. She is not popular at all from what I can tell and she is from a different school and transferred over here. I want to help her feel welcomed and just talk to her and say things, but every time I try to talk to her, I just really can't. I don't know what to say and I feel if I just said ""hey"" I wouldn't know what to say next, so I just never say anything. This project thing has been going on for like 2 weeks and yet I've barely said anything to her. Even the other 2 people were absent one day and I still barely said anything. Anyways, this project ends soon so that's pretty much over. I have a month until the semester is over and I I'm transferring classes, so unless she transfers there too, then I won't see her again most likely. This was probably my biggest chance ever, as she was pretty much everything I was, but I kind of lost it. I just really don't want this happening again and I want to talk to the girl next time and actually make it work. I can't do much for this girl anymore due to all of this happening and the project almost over, so unless I can pull off a miracle and not have social anxiety for a day, then I don't think I can do it. My main thing I'm trying to ask you guys is how can I continue. Should I try to get this girls phone number or something on the last day even though I've never done it before, or should I just hope there is a girl next semester like her? I'm so lonely and I just really can't take not having someone. I miss the few weeks when I actually felt loved, even though it was online. What do I do? 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I’m a bright ,talented, good-looking individual and would have had everything going for me if I wasn’t afraid to socialize. I’m 21 almost 22. I don’t have a degree and barely went to college and just job hopped for the last three years. I think what caused my SA was my emotionally abusive father because he would constantly insult me as a child and put me down. Sadly, I still live with my parents and each day I dread waking up. Some advice to the new people of SA. I can tell you looks and talent will not get rid of it as I have found out myself because you still have to play your part in the social game. I don’t know what else to do. This is my last resort before I go. Keep in mind I have tried everything to get rid of it from meds to therapy. 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I used to go to an on campus school, but I sorta did some dumb things and chose to leave. Now I'm doing an online school, but I sorta don't have any friends. Anyone else feeling this way?",2.6237999999999992,4.058050379999997,3.2089999999999996,94.31950000000002,75.2,5.0,20.5,3.1291,-0.4287999999999999,189,4,41,0,4,59,37,50,0.127,0.688,0.185,0.4949,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,1,10,9,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,2,5,7,2,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,3,1,24,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498210905488582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30809737491483685,0.4514755041979575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680881923239833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139738973871226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404281353578627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520953642551114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332807395530791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404987814999153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459391066175024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463668473512455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902805790163884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748750167060236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mobc1990,2018/01/16,"What’s the average time for a person need to get focus on a conversation? I have anxiety issue,so making conversation isn’t what I am very good at.Anyway,Personally I need around 8 minute or more facing another person and grind my talk and finding topic before I can converse with another person.Whats the average time a person need to get into flow of conversation?What should I look out for when converse with another person?Thanks",7.694810126582277,8.823127088607595,8.496050632911395,62.29167088607596,62.924050632911396,11.88962025316456,33.52151898734177,11.602472056035307,4.565747341772152,356,14,53,11,5,120,55,79,0.025,0.919,0.055,0.4648,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,5,1,1,1,0,14,12,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,11,11,1,8,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,1,3,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374661349711728,0.1063845392907036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237975603263482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833428920264147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710312351610384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531171186217468,0.0,0.0,0.11664133782763887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677978956032957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282713744454768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093453730547482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7285584990148172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117753841174139,0.0,0.12803260262209418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218013682480892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474339930926968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ohwaititgetsworse,2018/01/16,"DAE have trouble listening to music in public? Everytime I try to tune out with my earbuds and whatnot, my heart starts to beat faster and I get a lump in my throat. So many questions start popping in my head: *Is my music too loud? Can they hear it? What if somebody tries talking to me and I don't hear them? Oh, God, that would be awkward. What if my stomach grumbles or something and I don't hear it and everybody is laughing at me without my knowledge? Is everybody laughing at me? They could be making fun of me and I would have no clue..* So yeah, that's basically what races through my head. I can manage about 3-5 minutes of music now before I get too paranoid and pull my earbuds out. Does this happen to anybody else or am I just crazy?",0.5633999999999979,3.0288482066666687,2.1243333333333325,93.1905,90.26666666666668,4.333333333333334,24.16666666666667,5.985473137389443,0.6132666666666671,581,25,118,5,20,188,91,150,0.071,0.8290000000000001,0.1,0.7471,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,1,7,5,0,1,1,1,15,6,5,1,0,22,25,13,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,8,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,5,24,3,18,20,0,12,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,5,4,84,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923586827846566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002703979557993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534766370172787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650788394104658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832581210138184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508837633170713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599819326999463,0.0,0.5929996304743332,0.20782670929858515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170678300405282,0.1778082763066862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646627159748545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501645926878,0.0,0.0,0.2482704081553357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096418386691026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23814366278774216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906052105970268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491705174539923,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,synchronality,2018/01/16,"I need a job but I can't handle working I've had 6 jobs in the last two years, all in retail and fast food. I start off fine, but the stress just builds up until I snap. Two times this ""snap"" has been a pretty extreme mental breakdown. I have no education, no real experience, and an ever shrinking savings fund that's currently paying my rent. I definitely can't handle customer service anymore, talking to people is torture. But so is doing anything with any other people in the general vicinity where they can see and/or judge me. I see a lot of people suggesting warehouse/stocking but they all say heavy lifting and I am very physically weak. I got fired from the fast food place I worked at because they said their job listing (which I, who applied in person, never saw) stated you have to be able to lift 25 lbs and I couldn't lift some of the boxes. I don't even know if there is any job I can do that doesn't have a strong negative impact on my mental health. Every suggestion I've seen makes me anxious. I saw one person say do what you're familiar with, but I have no skills or hobbies. I don't know what to do, and I only have a couple months before the money I have saved for rent runs out. 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The reason why though is because my research has indicated that Facebook is an incredibly intrusive data mining tool. So really Facebook is shady, not me. But I'm the weirdo. Paradoxical.",4.857619047619046,8.295561326530613,5.8970408163265295,67.32950680272111,78.59183673469389,8.164625850340135,36.73809523809524,8.841846274778883,4.496793197278912,231,14,31,6,6,76,37,49,0.08900000000000001,0.911,0.0,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304348198761021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406218903929792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183771989618185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24493289148978714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344996229394889,0.34257467866564645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349461483638235,0.32735735520606235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877690690889557,0.0,0.27491653690399426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30065203296467663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,moonlightair,2018/01/16,"Should I [18F] cancel my first date ? I have a tendency to ramble so i’ll try to make this short and succinct 😬👍 I’ve never had a boyfriend, been in an all girls school for the past 7 years, went to university and realised that I have a fear of boys (unless i’m drunk) 🙄. I also am generally quite a quiet girl until I get to know you (then i’m very outgoing) and have suffered from very low self esteem (rather selective though - i’m not always insecure). Anyways, ive gained looaadsss of confidence over the past 6 months and so i’ve resorted to online dating to meet guys. I won’t go into it but there’s this one particular guy who seems to be near perfect (i’m aware that people can behave differently in person), it would be very silly of me to pass up this opportunity of seeing what could potentially become of this. Ok so, my insecurity is only focused on my imperfections (skin and teeth), very early on we had a conversation about imperfections and i was honest about mine, he basically said it doesn’t matter to him bc no one is perfect :) Despite this, I’m still fretting, i think it’s bc i can’t accept myself so i can’t imagine anyone else accepting me. My biggest fear in this is that i meet up with him, we say goodbye, the next day he rejects me :/ I’ll 100% put it on my looks. I’ve asked people if i look like my photos (that he’s seen) and they say yes ... Anyways should i soldier on and meet up with him or cancel ? It’s meant to be on Thursday so I have a few days to decide. Honestly, these days i’m quite confident in myself, but i don’t like being judged by people so i think the issue here is that i’m puttting myself forward to be judged by someone else. **TLDR** ; I’ve overcome the majority of my self esteem issues by not caring what people think, but am scared to go on a date with a guy i met online bc essentially i’m putting myself forward to be judged :/",1.2365245486221106,3.4834106467532493,3.5807665505226502,86.11533101045298,82.79220779220779,6.041811846689898,21.33829585049097,7.313800181584829,0.7938799493189737,1469,46,301,22,41,506,199,385,0.096,0.752,0.153,0.9783,1,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,2,1,1,7,16,20,0,5,14,2,31,3,2,1,4,44,58,24,0,6,9,0,1,2,0,4,0,4,0,9,21,14,1,0,10,1,0,8,9,8,0,3,9,9,40,12,48,38,3,45,0,3,4,0,29,21,0,3,22,190,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196331325690064,0.08528207250898176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166522478818774,0.10501580386282257,0.0,0.0,0.09581676663606242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319504921597437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044980595073097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818320192387512,0.0,0.0,0.1982977877053162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708297616545254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712388692183279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306653901214481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718017241799482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354816507709091,0.0,0.1164978387243886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044514306984213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395133913250566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056327264962673936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014543659179016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721359791005873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841462144811948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818086335159211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904862901236595,0.0,0.10900206687956912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389033071959157,0.07795025797533345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568161109123589,0.2842219179211498,0.08949260472219897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060667887136469,0.0,0.2180270403848048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974939546589776,0.16301249447490465,0.10261299519672001,0.10372800588262307,0.08167335044088785,0.0933054342536535,0.21384431634680154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684166652069154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185074079673245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197019402257858,0.10069848131273296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958576294722309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382685901352304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095011687972016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280781843203803,0.0,0.0,0.06600188859633171 socialanxiety,funlunde,2018/01/16,"Social Anxiety Disapearung Randomly I have near-crippling social anxiety. Last year for seemingly no reason for almost a week it felt as if my anxiety had completely gone away. It wasn't just the normal saying hi to people and look them in the eye, I was having full conversations with any and everyone I could find. I even talked about my social anxiety to random strangers, which is something I could never do even now. I was so ecstatic and it felt like I could do any kind of embarrassing social action. I knew I could have screamed my lungs out in a crowded diner and not give a shit about what others thought. For almost the entire week I knew exactly how to act in social interactions and had all the answers to how normal people act. Then at the end of the week, right as the weekend started, it faded away completely. I've always wondered why this happened, if anyone else with social anxiety has had this, and if there's a way to get it to happen again.",6.592766798418971,6.972377999999999,7.094505928853756,73.99160079051387,65.19565217391305,10.169169960474306,31.40118577075099,10.018931242160765,3.108430434782609,768,27,135,16,11,252,107,184,0.08800000000000001,0.858,0.054000000000000006,-0.3022,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,11,5,1,1,11,0,17,4,3,3,3,39,31,15,0,9,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,10,9,1,0,10,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,12,6,14,2,24,15,2,27,0,0,2,0,14,9,1,9,14,100,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611563615455376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732673906239408,0.0,0.0,0.12639368176905588,0.0,0.3554630325731522,0.0,0.0,0.06498010629913306,0.09521965665026254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462505367553086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487454126715426,0.0,0.0,0.29679406292370736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776326311487711,0.0,0.08231003040635919,0.0,0.0,0.12276121338217336,0.0,0.0,0.08880035972382151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784582883514426,0.0,0.08493802207686449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04855305302002505,0.08914869308239727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643586459833926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677421508839636,0.0,0.07575185654270071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540180495031538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803934371880429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167476738133269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821069522067113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288544792376338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554941370481178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936328725093017,0.0,0.07390313258887644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460166076376438,0.0,0.0,0.09539320269508336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5683938724106548,0.0,0.07154347397198096,0.0,0.0,0.06577763770458135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469509624294979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377750377688481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376497237447162,0.22363295977605266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385653484615051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078062092320213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059845060831234274 socialanxiety,Rka4784,2018/01/16,Anyone else hate eye contact I always avoid eye contact in a conversation because it makes me very uncomfortatble. I end having a mini panic attack and feel super awkward. 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It was terrifying. I just moved in to a college dorm for the first time and they had a welcome back party in the lobby. I started living on campus because I'm actively trying to be more social and make some friends. Anyways, the party was pretty awkward for me. I talked to one guy for just a minute, just really basic small talk stuff. Then I played Super Smash Bros and had one guy tell me how to play since I never had before. He was cool, but I didn't get his name. I also got my ass whooped, but I didn't come in 4th place, so I took it as a win. Then I played musical chairs and got really scared when I entered the top 3 and everyone started requesting that we start dancing as we walk around the chairs (The other 2 people did, but I didn't because I can't dance). There were some other games I wanted to play but there were huge crowds kind of hogging them up, so I never got into them. I have no idea why I'm posting this on reddit. I guess I'm just proud that I'm trying to be better even if my attempt wasn't very successful. 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I used to be able to talk to my coworkers with no problems. They seemed fun and approachable. But now, ever since this guy joined I haven't been able to talk much at all. My coworkers notice that this is upsetting me and I've just been very quiet and emotional. In addition I've gotten a mild anxiety attack, and havent been able to focus that much on work. This guy doesn't stop talking and my coworkers seem to enjoy his presence. I don't know what to do. He's really focusing in on the woman that I like at my work and since he is able to be very outgoing and just cant seem to stop talking, I have very little time to even talk to her at all. This is really upsetting me and I don't know what to do.",3.15328552803129,4.2167430508474615,4.853333333333335,84.51707953063888,73.29378531073445,9.287961755758364,25.479791395045627,9.661875296680813,2.138441460234681,668,21,144,17,13,227,87,177,0.08900000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.11,0.407,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,7,7,1,2,3,0,20,0,0,1,3,26,28,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,10,11,0,2,5,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,2,19,3,24,21,5,19,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,3,9,97,29,3,0.42969268418932427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217843182105915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956293972669511,0.0,0.12220936517883504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263115103176954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083660866471163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095199134470694,0.09717040830491888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591612317998328,0.0,0.0,0.21273165676750186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807393089797512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248153521976566,0.1076662384690513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793678197653266,0.0,0.0,0.10374996799366064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230199223337015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447370096557653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278946687615284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763606820084506,0.0,0.10606742178132147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29338206116803217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772311434154384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101930422703744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796211621735127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5180560546226818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263931491195658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927791291072625,0.0,0.26590609913589314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23461604377874795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bluebluebottle,2018/01/17,"List of things I didn't want to do but did and am now glad I did (in the past few years) -Went to a music festival for a few days, camping, with one of my friends and three other people I didn't know. --I made a new friend who felt she had a connection with me, and I had a fun time. -Went on a trip overnight with some people I kinda know. --Had lots of fun, became part of an inside joke, and cemented those friendships a bit more -Gave a lecture to a group of about 30 people, with me being the youngest person there; and answered questions afterwards --It's something for me to be proud of now, and I saw how people enjoyed my research. -Went for a night out in a different city with my friend and a group of his friends, me being the only girl there, and slept over --Got to meet a lot of new people similar to me, and was later told they thought I was cool -Went on countless nights out and houseparties with people I wasn't fully comfortable with yet, to push my boundaries and get better at making and cementing friendships -- It made me relax a bit more in large social situations, and made me more friendly with classmates and such. Gave me some new experiences. -Went to a new friends house to hang out. I was really scared I wouldn't know what to say etc. --Ended up having a fun time I'm trying this new habit where, when there's something coming up that I'm dreading, I'll look back at times when I've felt the same, and then look at the outcome and realise I didn't need to worry so much. I've a long way to go but I hope that soon I can comfortably be myself around people, and not be intimidated by confident people. Feel free to do the same in the comments. Fuck social anxiety.",5.520630498533727,5.465986715542524,5.870057184750736,83.34508577712612,67.47507331378299,8.69683284457478,28.780205278592376,8.238735603445708,1.758399296187683,1334,40,276,16,20,428,177,341,0.053,0.6920000000000001,0.254,0.9979,1,0,2,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,1,2,17,24,1,2,25,1,23,2,1,5,0,58,56,24,0,4,3,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,2,10,30,0,0,9,2,1,10,6,3,0,2,29,8,30,22,50,21,16,53,0,0,3,1,23,17,1,7,25,189,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059847440368028325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964326920750173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601557544242164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919004828281894,0.17081866223881847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739013735614208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050453315135899776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173602748701941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692905335440392,0.0,0.08724961409078276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076526130672685,0.0,0.0,0.039556565144491684,0.0,0.1502304148617118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626521522152355,0.07232443426420636,0.04087311026785431,0.0,0.04446117809353072,0.0,0.06256945946428448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770225454422353,0.0,0.09026948757124498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289831598482343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923306004680403,0.13139073663335313,0.0,0.0,0.1330204854450119,0.0,0.2220756774225561,0.05222061974218467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750968917148781,0.058008205861661714,0.0,0.377785866990363,0.0,0.14683129295702085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053012182428798335,0.059499134751800575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471787936093934,0.07468151388575998,0.4338910128856018,0.06830936402212674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763799976223402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501175685736868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062213407799488474,0.0783241080539784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793630219001687,0.0,0.15949580906911365,0.0,0.1204539825496079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051974016140087176,0.0,0.0,0.062107650489371724,0.13685352400190715,0.0,0.0,0.07475424652122138,0.0,0.053114547583842896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046143395062486194,0.062097101257947825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626102961347401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944862512166033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037898995419805 socialanxiety,IsEverythingReal,2018/01/17,"Avoiding people you like? I noticed a lot lately that if I like someone, instead of talking to them, I'll avoid them like the plague. I won't make eye contact or go near the person. If they approach me, my body goes into fight or flight mode. I feel like I'm in serious danger. This ends up hurting me worse because then the person will never know I like them and they might even think I hate them. I feel nervous just typing this lol. 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Like sometimes I am very anti-social and I want to be alone and sometimes I am more social. I hate it soo much. It's like i'm socially bipolar or something. I really want to get over this It is usually in the beginning I am shy and after awhile I become social and then I become antisocial and irretable",1.4060869565217402,4.112310260869567,3.6894057971014496,80.9010652173913,91.31884057971016,5.658550724637681,24.291304347826085,7.1686216300943375,1.7091147826086956,284,12,47,5,10,97,43,69,0.119,0.76,0.121,-0.2146,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,9,12,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,5,11,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274267141935904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257556014962008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705113803353475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560393577524616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410054662291008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084132567739286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447814636003736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6013407602122139,0.12495758210416552,0.11353572526407656,0.5834378245719177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242611814727734,0.12168474770982195,0.17397262302750593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,exhaustipated_,2018/01/17,"I feel like I don't have a personality. I don't have the ""basics"" in life. I'm isolated and inexperienced in life. I isolated myself for so long and missed out so much in my youth and I keep missing out. I didn't have the ""firsts"" that most people experience in their youth. Things like first relationships, group of close friends, first kiss and so on. So I don't have the social skills and experiences that's needed for developing a personality. I honestly think that I don't have a personality. I look like a child (F, in my 20s, babyface) but I also AM like a child. I feel scared of people of my age because they all seem like real adults and more mature than I am. And I'm afraid that they'll judge me because I feel like I'm childish and don't have anything to offer for them. I'm not funny, socially skilled, I don't have anything to say. I'm just ""there"". Invisible. Just existing but not living. And it all feels like a circle I can't break. This situation is honestly the worst. I feel like there is no way out of this. I feel so trapped and frustrated. I feel like everyone else knows how life works and most of them have the ""basics"" in life like friends, first kiss, first relationships, an understanding and loving family, basic social skills, important life experiences etc. and I'm not functioning in this world... PS: Feel free to correct me if I made mistakes. English is not my native language and I'm not so confident in it. 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I am going to Las Vegas next month with my older brother and some of his friends (they are all a few years older than me). I get along good with them and have no problem hanging out with them but they also want to take me to a night club (never have been to one). I am almost sure they are going to make me go up and talk to women which I have a very hard time of doing and I am so nervous for that. They are all married so it's basically going to be them watching like I am in the zoo. I also can't have sex and can't drink a lot due to medication I am on. Any advice for how to avoid this awkward situation and just chilling in the club? ..,1.5164285714285732,2.7833756938775513,3.636479591836736,90.80941326530613,77.77551020408163,5.98843537414966,21.093537414965986,6.42735559955562,0.15510476190476208,525,13,121,4,12,180,90,147,0.103,0.821,0.076,-0.4526,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,7,0,6,8,0,3,7,0,17,3,0,2,4,28,26,12,0,3,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,12,1,1,0,3,0,6,4,4,0,1,1,2,20,4,24,24,6,20,0,0,1,1,12,5,0,4,10,94,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624017481392148,0.0,0.0,0.185682204230204,0.0,0.0,0.29657795693723715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609933220312622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816516322676736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432634096258389,0.0,0.09687996229803746,0.0,0.4215384862272395,0.15553059373290345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610961335237034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059214360908044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764667198467056,0.0,0.0,0.12377652786022217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868020664062649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480091300844061,0.0,0.0,0.13749462079166613,0.14301569787506915,0.0,0.197207805617576,0.17401428509633013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565273847236091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774322741465495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843203722369655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476637541584422,0.0,0.139420917079802,0.1490422879253479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812621597893343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529998656897571,0.10937191578182752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941138355733295 socialanxiety,DreamingShell,2018/01/17,"I did the most stupid thing in the world So I thought I would buy dumbells to start working out but when I was going to get them the package wouldn't fit in the basket on my bike, so what did I do? I thought of just returning it and saying I will have to get it tomorrow but nah, instead I thought I would WALK 1.5 KILOMETERS with a package that weigh 20 KILOS! I knew I wouldn't be able to do it and so after 30 meters or so I just stopped and started to panic then I called some dude I barely know and his friend had to pick me up. (I even asked some random stranger on the street if they could help me, yeah that's how desperate I was, I really have no friends...) What really frustrates me is that the entire time I went ""What the fuck am I doing!?"" and my anxiety was peaking the entire time and I just got desperate and had to get out of the situation. Why couldn't I just return the package or some shit. Now im getting the afterburn and im just sitting in my apartment again realizing what I just did. Awful is all I can say, they truly pity me. 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Thats a combination of just being awkward and years of school and parent sponsored social ostracism way back in elementary and middle school. I know some of my flaws and try to correct for them but always fail, which just makes me more afraid to try again. I am on a study abroad in Europe right now with a bunch of people who act like friends only to stab me in the back. No idea why, but the 100% hate me, I mean you don't lie to someone to ditch them in a foreign city unless you hate them. Anyway there are other people here that I know that I have no positive or negative relationship with, but have probably heard shit from others. I don't know if I should just ask to go out with these people and try to befriend them (terrifying) or if I should just say fuck it, abandon what little social circle I have and the only part of my college that I know and just start over socially (even more terrifying). And whaterver I do decide to do I don't know how to grow the balls to do it. As I said, I'm studying abroad and if I waste this once in a lifetime experience being alone, sad, and afraid in my room I might not forgive myself. I can't live like this anymore and could really use some advice from people who might understand.",5.859282051282051,5.740263800000001,6.419230769230772,79.9124358974359,66.76923076923077,9.241025641025642,28.102564102564106,8.841846274778883,1.9454025641025643,1028,28,206,15,15,336,142,260,0.202,0.737,0.061,-0.9921,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,4,1,14,14,4,3,9,0,20,2,1,3,1,56,39,23,0,7,15,1,0,2,1,4,0,3,1,0,15,16,0,1,10,1,0,3,8,10,0,0,2,3,31,4,32,30,7,24,0,3,0,1,22,14,2,10,8,152,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126656551486445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195816553476584,0.0,0.0,0.08994719030873234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720535482369556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105815548131317,0.0,0.0,0.16624321756119378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863084115016154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139849912529972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574175581624946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351717029790191,0.09993596435999927,0.0,0.0,0.061435263954185665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345115143733595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245661211582666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203083384933365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29704245406526864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562361324795606,0.10834379257672999,0.09545357010271356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215705240565988,0.0,0.0,0.11775171427338528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293523273197381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015418374931604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512211524002942,0.0,0.1644286186404222,0.0,0.0,0.12003136393443632,0.11706089454556008,0.0,0.29976948482899624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165492160477368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925111268058039,0.0,0.0,0.1160580809811075,0.0,0.09231612231993938,0.10282708939488322,0.08596481905204166,0.0,0.2188043139896015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096227076187387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407740662712282,0.09159209755885628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076513166964132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017677379731893,0.0,0.0,0.11253507484680808,0.0,0.09336299718817023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580410979093939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754271019176763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961233773586772 socialanxiety,Digital_Psychosis,2018/01/17,"Advice on how to stop being so painfully passive? Hello, I’m 25m. For the most part my circle of friends consists of tight knit pals that I’ve known for over ten years at this point. Whenever I try to discuss this issue with them it’s hard to explain because since they are my literal comfort zone they don’t ever actually see me out of it, or my behavior when I’m not with them. With them I’m comfortable being assertive, confident, etc. But at work, school (currently in grad school atm) I lack SO much confidence. I often just sort of let conversations happen to me and find it hard to assert myself around anyone that isn’t a member of my comfort zone. I’ve been trying to overcome this and just the other day at work I tried to stand up for myself for once by not taking the blame for something I was being accused of (it was something small) my coworker must of took it the wrong way. She just said “ok” and stormed out. Like me defending myself came off as aggressive and offended her I think, I didn’t think I sounded that way at all but I dunno. Anyway, any tips on overcoming passivity would be nice",3.816360962566847,5.352130395454548,4.904331550802136,82.95061497326205,72.31818181818181,7.903743315508021,27.032085561497325,8.4952907291091,1.9088556149732625,877,31,170,15,17,288,138,220,0.067,0.83,0.104,0.8441,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,5,2,11,11,2,0,5,1,14,1,0,1,3,36,26,12,0,3,8,0,3,1,2,2,1,2,0,0,12,11,0,2,5,0,1,2,5,4,0,1,7,6,27,7,37,12,6,26,0,0,1,0,14,15,0,5,7,121,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.14675618676039354,0.0,0.0,0.1469566044621191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226843430343244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051542076956872,0.0,0.0,0.13387646746697596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167462451949636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200286175280932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698728504928944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772145040360462,0.0,0.1360338073644014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745115118179846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618875643056426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298687999030073,0.0,0.2694347350377847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569651362875383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378107293526927,0.0,0.07347157613942283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055187556550344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015743061796658,0.0,0.0,0.16002255463584705,0.0,0.0,0.16285465270654326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216448745292434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305263937403873,0.0,0.0,0.3043996947383785,0.11983910579848395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440182315934152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23155078530307194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573041011110286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307243781380265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272405555446567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670856821215243,0.3063090553853067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23874067518523906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896730538132056,0.0,0.0,0.10683073253311448,0.16442476496703648,0.0,0.09684440846001817 socialanxiety,Gtj_2036,2018/01/17,"(Advice needed) Virtual interview for job includes recorded videos Obviously this is just another way to stifle ugly people How would you get through a virtual interview with recorded video responses for a job you desperately need but with social anxiety? Anyone have any advice on getting through a virtual interview? The interview appears to be 9 questions long. The first 7 are multiple choice and the last two are video response. I made it through the multiple choice but just can't record myself to answer the last questions. The first one is about customer service experience. I hate being recorded or photographed. But it's required for this interview. I'd rather do a in person interview then record myself. I'm currently a unemployed college student with bills due. I quit a full time job so I could go to college full time. But I need to pick up and part time or possibly another full time job ",5.074169254658386,8.06512242236025,5.557977484472051,73.13709045031057,73.22360248447204,9.242391304347825,34.90722049689441,9.673873057562805,4.299251242236025,734,40,111,21,16,235,95,161,0.075,0.925,0.0,-0.8862,7,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,4,6,1,1,0,12,0,11,0,0,3,1,28,21,11,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,3,1,2,1,1,0,4,1,0,9,0,18,16,4,21,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,5,12,76,13,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25118562611458645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740117804262344,0.2695386305589679,0.0983210152996843,0.0,0.0,0.08986743261829028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261648514593427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572178222536376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864602514206946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342976633680142,0.0,0.07304352775480348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689149603015226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101635848270825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952950837670056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374028219496332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161314359355302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858982269396383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709163779769605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917968523936294,0.0,0.08910281846220547,0.1122227781811564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489224618810465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879540733060165,0.13670179936403554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310147082923313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29977505792423625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554992024934028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201689504686627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130023294232872,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,would92,2018/01/17,"Book presentation So tomorrow I will have to do a book presentation. I have a lot less anxiety than I used to, so it should be nothing bad, right? Well, us freshmen and the seniors of my school have to do it together, divided into small groups. I'm fine with my teacher being somewhat provocative, but this is something that is really hard to tolerate. I hate it.",3.021180124223605,5.569144202898553,4.671677018633542,79.12565217391305,77.98550724637681,8.580538302277432,30.146997929606627,9.23628265651192,3.1838389233954465,286,14,52,8,7,96,51,69,0.141,0.8109999999999999,0.048,-0.7488,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,0,11,0,0,2,0,9,14,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,2,8,10,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,42,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365234332909313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25815410955083584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276966400499542,0.305253278813228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628555350237537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296668529846268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806994775961564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264039793983097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129087560036566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380234587394251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719079553511192,0.2670340339661824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779918075137225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xxxxkerr,2018/01/17,"I hate being the new person at work I just started a job two weeks ago and I hate that I still don't know everything I'm supposed to know yet. Someone asked me to go to a conference room and find someone so I went over to the meeting I thought he was in and thought I saw him, so I interrupted and said I was looking for this person. As soon as I said that I realized he wasn't there and the whole group looked annoyed at me. I don't know who they were but it looked important. Now I want to crawl in a hole and disappear. Then, someone called my office and said they were (name I didn't hear) from (company I didn't hear) and that they were going to be here around noon to do (something I didn't hear) but he just kept talking so I didn't interrupt thinking I'd put the pieces together as he spoke, but then he finished and it was too late for me to clarify so I just said ""ok."" I'm hoping it wasn't too important but I guess I'll find out soon.",1.9610294117647056,3.1210278970588234,3.554068627450982,92.29080882352942,76.40196078431373,7.256862745098039,25.00490196078432,7.8658589789855275,1.0844960784313726,737,25,175,11,16,245,100,204,0.059,0.873,0.068,0.4095,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,1,17,5,3,0,7,1,17,0,0,0,0,32,48,22,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,2,8,11,0,1,9,0,0,5,8,3,0,1,22,12,27,2,21,24,2,27,0,0,4,0,26,8,0,2,14,114,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331781577429563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375749696245863,0.1089619687061735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901435131970002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475094321146808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305592642336316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248029862704758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283970324450804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301452819165336,0.0,0.0,0.3940934462506265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157641152058386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566155507544675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216458343285134,0.0,0.13147764163299924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936272401970011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256828231288753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354037685726126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716865310474425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434770076073263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962666957577605,0.08972872662876624,0.0,0.0,0.08249730330668456,0.0,0.09307992922727153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368144289328037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468289979236957,0.0,0.18506122502078898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385602146071595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874638751906444,0.0,0.09349234155065866,0.0,0.0,0.10804644046119494,0.0,0.1301280350777688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485247614030625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sawa030,2018/01/17,"Does anyone know of a good therapist for avoidant personalities? Keywords: Specializing in avoidant personality disorders.** Preferably based in the Maryland/Washington D.C. areas.* My search results seem to only locate specialists in California and Florida... I have been to two other therapists and neither has been of much help in regards to tackeling my avoidance issues. I’m tired of throwing away money I don’t have so if I’m going to do this again I’d like to do it the right way and see someone that knows the “disorder” inside out. Many thanks in advance. 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Hi guys, I'm 36 and suffered with severe social anxiety from as far back as I can remember until the age of about 32. It got to the point where I seriously contemplated suicide on at least 3 different occasions. I have been able to overcome it and now live a kickass life, despite the odd relapse. What I wanted to say was a kind of reaction to a lot of the younger posters I see on this subreddit... I see a lot of posts along the lines of ""the girl I like didn't text me back, now I feel totally hopeless"" or ""I said my name in a weird way in roll call at school, I don't feel I can ever go back into school, what's the point of living?"" etc etc. I just wanted to say that, I appreciate these situations can feel mortifying at the time. However, whether you have social anxiety disorder or not, teenage years for a lot of people are characterised by a lot of social awkwardness. I know how bad it can be, because believe me, I've been there. But if you are 16, 17, 18 and posting on here about there being no point in carrying on, feeling that life is hopeless etc. I wanna say, firstly, that things do generally get easier as you get older. People (generally) don't put each other down as much and act like assholes etc. as you get older. You feel more confident in who you are etc. And, secondly, this shit is TOUGH. If you have bad SAD, its gonna take a lot of f*cking work to get over it. That's just a fact. But...on the other side of that is a life that's often better than anything you can imagine. 6 years ago I could never have imagined that I would be anxiety-free, get to make passive income, travel the world, and hook up with attractive women. At age 30 I was in the deepest social anxiety-fuelled depression you can imagine. I used to abuse drugs and was addicted to porn. I literally had zero friends. So if you are 16, 17, 18 and feel like your life is over already. I gotta tell you that it aint. This shit can get SERIOUSLY fucking goooood. But you gotta put the work in. You gotta be a motherfucking warrior about this. You can't just roll over and give up every time you give someone a damp, awkward handshake or say ""You too"" when the waitress says ""Enjoy your meal"". Yes life sucks as a teenager, yes so much of teenage years is awkward, yes this is made 100 times worse if you have social anxiety (believe me, I'm not trying to trivialise your experience because I've been through it). But...YES it will get better, yes you can have the life and social circle you want, yes you can be happy in your own skin and enjoy life. But...you gotta do some serious work on your thought patterns, how you interpret external stimuli, how you act and interact. Hell, you might have to damn well completely transform yourself and overhaul every aspect of your mental and physical makeup like I did. But I can assure you 100% it will be worth it! Best wishes and love. Stay strong and keep fighting! 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What the hell am I supposed to do? Someone so close to me, who I thought understood my anxiety, told me I should try and make an effort with the people around me. I find solace in my phone to get away when it’s getting too hard for me. It’s always been in bigger groups while everyone is sort of doing their own thing. It’s not like I’ve openly ignored someone to their face. I stay in the group when inside I want to walk away. I’ll come back to the conversation when my anxiety has calmed down. I’ve literally been trying so hard, it’s exhausting some days. I try to joke, and make conversation. I’ve even initiated conversations!! I feel like everything I’ve done has been thrown back in my face as “not good enough”. Holy shit it makes me want to die. Who are these people that know I struggle yet can be so horrible to say something like that. 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Only recently in the past couple of months have I started applying for jobs, I'm not looking forward to it, but I need to get into something... I'm 22, unemployed and spend my day glued to the computer doing nothing productive. Nervous is an understatement, I'm shitting bricks TBH - but it has to be done, I guess.",8.232169811320754,6.600325047169813,8.26290566037736,73.58115094339624,62.679245283018865,11.87622641509434,37.23773584905661,10.793553405168565,3.8630362264150935,429,17,82,9,5,140,73,106,0.037000000000000005,0.94,0.022,-0.3567,4,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,1,6,0,9,1,1,0,1,13,20,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,1,3,1,8,0,15,16,0,21,0,0,1,0,1,8,1,1,12,52,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547092579261116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215251894507647,0.0,0.10616839129935544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369335258448044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891117410766944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400284708053373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201772977060764,0.0,0.09355919904865767,0.0,0.1316642689960049,0.0,0.18135109356303455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799063055833555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267263907381234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577273327541059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382420867927732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140072486876805,0.0,0.0,0.12206607002742463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796046910487435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252034163322494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571515403436772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054618832671592,0.0,0.16254562049864754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666075397716542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898342269422115,0.272356143030956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673503731564495,0.0,0.0,0.11652119901655746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tbrownie49,2018/01/17,"Need advice / college How do you guys deal with your anxiety when it comes to school? I just started a new school and I feel my anxiety has gotten 100x worse to the point I have gotten physically sick at school.. any tips or advice would help. I get sick even thinking about going. I feel like it takes over my life. I don’t want to drop my classes that are in person but I’m so anxious about everything. Last semester at my old school I stopped going eventually(I passed my classes somehow) and at this school I won’t be able to do that. How do you guys cope with this? Thank you in advance",1.344878934624699,3.85944002542373,2.397142857142857,92.88847457627121,85.18644067796609,5.405326876513318,21.14043583535109,6.868970318607317,0.4788334140435837,465,15,97,6,14,147,75,118,0.14,0.7879999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.7329,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,1,9,2,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,2,0,18,25,8,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,2,17,2,14,20,0,19,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,7,60,23,8,0.13413517969127686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621506903441704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121652188137272,0.0,0.20522609063938965,0.15153457299019735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155455801635328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828748040573108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859502112707962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205520504202041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356455543262162,0.09582619917292436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008009516331454,0.0,0.1524642275299633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656298331945474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990798349882441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933807423233956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474364426448792,0.06553167336752383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945953612039134,0.0,0.129548592395045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075230712008946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712166507135363,0.0,0.0,0.12680110112987794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6787598149152108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494157057546676,0.0,0.0,0.1121430163976653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085296179875823,0.0,0.0,0.12349365182998424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594840700499892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911640430458512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366952075944066,0.0952857831263664,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,brightsparktees,2018/01/17,"Small rant + need advice So i have really bad social anxiety let's just say that first. It's currently my summer break after just having finished my first year of high school. It was absolutely terrible. I found it impossible to find meaningful friends that weren't focused on social status or what brand everyone's wearing ( the typical high school stuff). And also almost no one likes me because everyone now knows me as the quiet guy who has no friends. I had one girlfriend who I was with during this whole year who made my life hell. She would purposely do stuff to make me jealous and start rumours about me ( things I had to find out from kind people I didn't even know ). She would never defend me when people would say stuff about me and she would try to convince everyone I cheated on her so she could break up with me without looking heartless (which she also did). I have had people message me saying stuff like ""you only went out with her for friends"" and ""what are you going to do now you have no one"". I am petrified of going back to school. I have no one to hang out with at lunch, I have no friends to do stuff with apart from at school during class. Please help I would appreciate it alot. 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I'm a military child which means I move every few years. Obviously as a child making friends is pretty easy but as I've grown makin friends is something I'm sick of doing. The past 2 moves I've made good friends but once I'm gone 3 months later we don't speak because we were just friends at school. Wel now I just moved again. Long story short I was was basically forced to do online school because of the time of the move. I got here about a month ago and decided to finish out the school year on online school. Since I've been here, i have no interest in making friends. Because I know that in 2 years I will leave and the friendship is over. I feel lonely even though I've had many opurtunities to make friends but Ive turned them down. Also forgot to note I hate sports, love disney. Im male so obviously haven't found any other boys that I can relate to or be friends with. I have so many more things to say but my fingers hurt from typing lol. So if anyone reads this what do you think a I should do? Is it okay to not want friends at the moment? 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There were some things however, that I had to grow up into way before an appropriate age. I was always a very introspective and self editing person, even at young age, but I found it a struggle to figure out some things about me. I was always extremely self hating and a million thoughts a minute would race through my mind when I was out in public about how I should act or if I was being the weird one just being there. All of this became more apparent and extreme as I grew up and became more independent. Now in the past year I have had to deal with new developments in my life, like psychotic panic attacks and a full time therapist for my newly discovered anxiety. Now that I can put ""face"" to ""name"" with some of my issues, it all makes so much more sense. My name is ChocolateOnionBars, and I have social anxiety.",9.568155737704917,7.324816327868856,9.193545081967217,69.8922848360656,60.584699453551906,12.210109289617488,34.896857923497265,10.686352973137794,3.4697546448087424,760,22,141,14,8,246,116,183,0.121,0.861,0.018000000000000002,-0.9585,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,11,6,2,2,10,0,18,2,1,3,2,34,23,14,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,3,8,12,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,2,10,1,21,1,26,7,12,29,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,6,13,116,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27705996353396395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547232070989666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940226009462705,0.15641940805372806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166762321123974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164011847050445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996266529358638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254369167261347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437080477590404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376849692487187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175942339694989,0.08133682201289165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113093271513556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810375554670393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238662484930515,0.0,0.0,0.16079355615659258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281546078278724,0.0,0.0,0.1953358625262936,0.0,0.1802884951865884,0.1589300612608097,0.0,0.1453694608458334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673647675499184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239662934446442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473631488185892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971186969356572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783989681160988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404768312185134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330348654979831,0.22121226898935156,0.0,0.0,0.13217156674327848,0.09707953067052127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736867622102206,0.0,0.13214911687705028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826712769933816,0.0,0.0,0.10721175218711128 socialanxiety,Gintama4ever,2018/01/17,"I can't breath properly when in social situations, what can I do to improve? I start shallow breathing, feel out of breath and dizzy and feel physically very bad afterwards. Anyone have any idea on how to fix this?",5.371916666666667,7.116513025000002,5.835000000000001,76.97666666666667,68.75,9.333333333333334,30.833333333333336,9.725611199111238,3.024833333333333,171,7,31,4,3,55,34,40,0.14400000000000002,0.787,0.069,-0.4859,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,1,0,7,7,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,6,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494819332300547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25652172346119745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063183665814896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37099764855512973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141478438775689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123735366804534,0.0,0.37397439529250304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259670135218147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027034450486408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nameofadog,2018/01/17,"Success Story- Got invited to a birthday thing! So I'm a very social program at university (loads of small group work in which you have to present to the class a few minutes after reading something, too many ice breaking/ team building activities, self disclosure about our feelings and worldviews is often required). This causes me to feel very panicky in most of my classes each week. My mind also likes to tell me how ugly and unloveable I am constantly, so I always assume no one in the program really wants me around. Anyways, today someone from the kind of popular group in my program invited me to their birthday bowling night so I'm super happy :) There is the potential that one person in the program who causes me a great deal of stress might go, so I'm still deciding if I will actually make an appearance but yeah yay small successes :)",6.161486013986014,7.705341826923077,6.581934731934734,73.13276223776224,66.62820512820512,9.006060606060606,35.97668997668997,9.339509955726095,3.6716487179487203,679,34,108,13,11,220,109,156,0.044,0.769,0.18600000000000005,0.9765,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,1,6,13,11,0,1,10,2,6,0,0,4,0,21,16,10,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,4,2,0,2,1,2,0,2,1,2,14,9,20,13,3,19,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,6,8,76,19,12,0.0,0.0,0.16394359161904914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434939663936685,0.13978930975892193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955545925734134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451641889342546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154812412295315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320043922542502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698915152647704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547817017447227,0.0,0.1343648044118053,0.18522039640893234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788389340405309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494596169059687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207622683652445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214118546008987,0.17032545049091638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822126192926754,0.16963192845346345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576564519545207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276820539756883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669096416866145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680452847407858,0.0,0.10762498760026123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526045333173412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125466140799087,0.14234570366431273,0.12933447039876994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416487454648365,0.0,0.19244322803424904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683924897302308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161161648112193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924418717624048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772348943744736,0.0990906475068191,0.0,0.1347593232970146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230587099530388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BlueBird5012,2018/01/17,Scared of tomorrow I have a college orientation tomorrow and I'm really nervous. I've been to one before but I'm scared that I'll break down in tears when people talk to me (it happened at a job interview) I wish I wouldn't over analyze my thoughts and actions... Any advice would be really helpful.,1.8637772397094456,4.507220220338986,4.09714285714286,80.70033898305086,84.08474576271186,8.11719128329298,27.072639225181604,8.841846274778883,2.8095113801452785,239,11,44,7,7,82,45,59,0.163,0.71,0.127,-0.0405,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,10,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,7,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,26,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26068517116781065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141317567204931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22700215669048224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359043861977697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788107293326068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26472868589535303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807706822859396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494516459121185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34180019197459377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5341678762753129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442012649528505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178608085452666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067730578135825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950620081560335,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Layne_Cobain,2018/01/17,Anyone here ever heard of avoidant personality disorder? Anyone actually been diagnosed with it Sometimes I wonder if my social anxiety is actually bad enough to be this. The last few years I have basically turned into a recluse besides work which sometimes I can’t even manage,7.040624999999999,9.78537847916667,8.019166666666667,58.9425,66.29166666666666,10.633333333333336,37.0,10.686352973137794,5.0839,229,12,31,7,4,77,43,48,0.165,0.835,0.0,-0.7845,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,6,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,4,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,24,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.4219431865215902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538580797077784,0.0,0.0,0.3023320682467178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805107654450688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942969196328066,0.0,0.0,0.24777404245272425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233834790515971,0.0,0.1427923623710827,0.19555747332040369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762248229993194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887699672917792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22037987830921588,0.0,0.0,0.4276375901569604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23515413200925706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234450321015454,0.15738989376898818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392201555670515 socialanxiety,bxstb11y,2018/01/17,"Caught myself being fake and feel disgusted at myself Yesterday, I had to meet with a friendly colleague who was borrowing some tools. I've been a little down lately so I didn't wanna be judged and tried to not act gloomy. While we were talking though, I found myself saying snide things that I won't necessarily say normally, and also found myself fake laughing pretty loud. Once I got home I just felt so disgusted with myself. I'm literally trying to shake the cringe off every 5 minutes or so. Why can't I just shut up and not say horrible things then regret them later? I'm working on trying to be the most authentic version of myself, and the loud fake laughing really made me disgusted at myself.",5.873772802653399,7.003899694029852,6.595771144278611,74.29292703150917,66.98507462686567,9.239137645107792,28.321724709784412,9.444778638647367,2.602407296849089,565,18,96,11,9,186,89,134,0.165,0.7170000000000001,0.118,-0.7849,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,1,7,11,3,1,5,0,10,0,0,1,0,23,19,13,0,3,5,0,2,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,1,3,5,8,0,0,11,7,17,3,14,4,3,16,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,3,5,69,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397514367171108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168853688133596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103187632657644,0.0,0.1728632971066497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948015131566835,0.13909577230073356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399165536663472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059131344785145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030890415800753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044389493437293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035491267105896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763975687276658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173302293514385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316186981013094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153360077530361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295168114802713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470653880560375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392165342050051,0.0,0.1768849713173744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666989468726213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245496055523567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106873412844844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,couscoussalad,2018/01/17,"Overcoming first impressions? Hey folks, Just a little bit of background before I start- I am 19 years old and I have suffered from social anxiety most of my life. I have trouble with certain everyday interactions, as well as trying to hold a conversation. I have improved my conversational skills in the past year or so, but they are still nowhere near where I would like them to be. I have had little success with girls, never even having been on a date. I am definitely capable of being charming and funny, I just have never had the confidence to ask a girl on a date before. I am currently 19 and two years out of high school. I recently returned early from a semester abroad and I am currently living with my parents and sister. I have been going to my sister's sports events a lot and I find one of her teammates really cute. I would like to get to know her better, and see where it goes from there. Maybe it could lead to something more. She seems very innocent and sweet, which is just my type. She always wears really cute clothes and seems like a nice person overall. I will call her Taryn for the purposes of my story. Firstly, is it weird that I am interested in her? (I.E. would a high school senior be creeped out if a guy two years older was interested in dating her?) I don't find a difference of two years to be that outrageous, but I just wanted to see what you guys think. Next, I am wondering whether it is possible to overcome a few less than ideal encounters. We have talked, but only 4 times, and my sister was around for three of them. I actually think that I have managed to stay rather composed around her and I have even made lots of jokes that she has laughed at. There are a couple of encounters I am worried about, though. One time, I was wearing some really nice clothes, and my sister complimented me, saying ""You look nice today"". Piggybacking on what my sister said, Taryn said ""Yeah! I love your floral shirt!"". Now I was just happy to get a compliment from her, so I was so distracted that I didn't even respond to her. I don;t even think I looked at her. I said ""Yeah, I think my shoes really complete the ensemble"", or something like that. A couple other times we talked for a short period of time, but then I panicked and just walked away, not knowing what to say. leaving her and my sister alone. To be honest, I don't even know what answers I am looking to get from you guys. I just really don't know what to. I want to make a good impression on this girl. I have been practicing my conversation skills and I am confident that I'll be able to make acquaintances with her, I just don't know whether it's too late at this point. Does she already have a bad impression of me in her head? Can I overcome these few less-than-ideal encounters? How should I proceed from here? Sorry if this post has been a little scattered, it's just that I have a lot running through my head. 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So tomorrow my work is holding a 2 hr social styles meeting which sounds like an absolute nightmare. I don't have a social style. Socially awkward that's my style. I'm absolutely terrified to come in to work tomorrow. Completely uncomfortable about the whole thing. Anybody know what the hell this is all about? From what I gather you take a self assessment then we review it. Sounds like a complete invasion into my life. 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While I am always preoccupied with what people are thinking of me and how they are judging me when I do basically anything, my thoughts have shifted recently after I began being more open about my interests and hobbies through clothing, accessories, dialogue, and other forms of self-expression. I dyed my hair pink; I have anime/Disney-inspired clothing and a Pusheen knapsack and lanyard; my room is pink with shelves full of Disney, Nintendo, and Hello Kitty items; my bed is filled with stuffed animals; and I own a large collection of Disney Animator's Collection 16"" dolls. That said, most people do not know that it is to that extent: most only see the knapsack, hair, etc. I go into a MacDonald's everyday for caffeine before heading to work/university. Recently, MacDonald's has been selling toys that are to my taste - Hello Kitty, then Mario, and now Pokemon -, and I have been taking full advantage of these promos by asking once a day for the type of toy they have and buying the ones that are not in my collection. After seeing me with a Disney store bag (I had bought a few stuffies that were on sale), I am now known at that store as ""Disney"", and the way the staff talk to me, while friendly, makes me think that they think I am developmentally delayed somehow due to my interests. This is disturbing to me because it feels like I'm not allowed to like the things I do. Furthermore, someone near to me made the comment that I am reliving my childhood through these childish interests, and that I am exploiting my excess funds to having the things I want now that I couldn't have before. Some days, I am on the fence as to whether I love my room or am embarassed by it. I feel very much alienated from my self-concept. To clarify, I do not have any developmental delays. I have a 4.0 average and am on track to graduate from two undergraduate degrees with *summa cum laude* honours. I wrote novels when I was in my preteens with lingering aspirations of publishing one one day. While I do suffer from social anxiety disorder and GAD, and while these do affect my daily life and activities, I give my all for the things that are important to me. Does anyone else have experience with something like this?",10.529574468085103,8.169310716312058,10.033628841607566,64.98250000000002,58.858156028368796,13.277068557919623,42.41252955082742,11.750952952430431,4.9785026004728135,1815,80,311,41,18,590,219,423,0.047,0.8690000000000001,0.084,0.9201,1,0,1,0,0,0,60.0,0,0,3,3,8,14,0,1,17,0,41,6,3,5,3,58,65,28,0,2,6,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,25,25,1,3,9,4,7,2,5,2,0,4,11,10,52,12,50,52,15,39,0,1,4,1,15,13,0,5,26,237,77,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975692327102018,0.0,0.0,0.08152836242068656,0.0,0.0917144545238663,0.0,0.0,0.08382890002635343,0.12284004339932962,0.09865810658075884,0.0,0.11207966171769866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308298072140335,0.0,0.2040327449467667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319546958811175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374027277645256,0.0,0.1049153259771414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015154554217663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370748547549965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727406031581705,0.0,0.0,0.12123856167465892,0.08564844322531079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926256386733593,0.0,0.0,0.11500807409396395,0.06813545694286782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304029639001107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588764184120995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468086709880511,0.17571454949651713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082041465973047,0.11344149664869413,0.08002657465550178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081951553946885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813191908902138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127677451373178,0.24371886406561985,0.0911806863392374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24934698955940804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196981181491018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367510675455325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404151738080305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910713919941547,0.0,0.2501399230829545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221133466746464,0.10158122579537182,0.09229610520374333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299359120237648,0.0,0.09014131049002323,0.09636191924008326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23894598551198284,0.30727910826931765,0.0,0.09517816052555307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711374639578333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989206547119338,0.07071340531876802,0.09516199413648548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728033216213169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,molko89,2018/01/17,"Ruining friendships So I'm relatively new to actually posting things on the internet, let alone reddit. I'm more of an observer. But I feel like I need to air my thoughts, maybe ask for advice if there's any going? So when I was a teenager, I suffered deeply with social anxiety. I was an awkward, meek kid; a closeted homosexual, desperate for acceptance but so terrified to speak to anyone - even my closest friends - about any subject at all in the fear that they would judge me or hold my words against me. Luckily this all passed once I left high school and engrossed myself in a new environment with brand new people who would eventually help me become a great deal more comfortable in my own skin. For some reason, in the past year or so, I seem to have been plagued by the same fears that gripped me back then. My husband, a man who I talk to about everything doesn't even know what's going on in my head but I fear that he can sense a change and doesn't like it. My closest friends are socialising with me less, and when we do see each other I feel like I have to put on a show or constantly think about what to say and evaluate if they will judge me for saying even the most simple of things. In short, I feel like I am ruining some great friendships. Part of me keeps thinking that there's some conspiracy and that they're all talking about me behind my back and only ""putting up with me"" to now feel like bad people. Fort example: I had a personal issue a week ago and messaged my friend explaining the issue, asking if we could meet to discuss (she had gone through a similar situation) and on the day we were due to meet, she texted me to inform me that she had invited another four people to join us. When we met, I felt that I couldn't maintain conversation so I left early and went home to be by myself. And this is something that had happened previously; asking to meet and last-minute being told that there would be a crowd. For the past few months I have been lacking sleep because I stay up so that I can have time alone. That's the only time I feel comfortable. But I'm starting to really worry about loneliness. Anyway, I'm sorry for the long post. I understand that some/most of the issues have been discussed here before. I'm new to this and just needed to share a little. Thanks for reading. 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She's moving far away in a couple of months. I'm scared. I've never really had good friends I could completely trust before I met her. Unlike some times in the past where I thought I might have had a friend like that, this one was real. It's clear that we get each other because of our love for cartoons and a shared punny sense of humor. She says she won't abandon me just because she's moving, and I suppose I should believe her when she says that. At the same time, I feel like the one thing I've always wanted is being taken away from me. I'm having a hard time understanding why.",3.700387596899226,4.560445395348836,4.54418604651163,88.01224806201553,71.79069767441861,6.973643410852714,22.86046511627907,6.937597516519254,0.591223255813953,492,11,104,4,9,159,86,129,0.052000000000000005,0.7070000000000001,0.241,0.9754,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,0,3,12,0,1,8,0,11,1,0,1,2,19,22,3,0,3,1,0,2,2,3,3,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,7,4,19,10,11,10,3,18,0,1,0,1,17,8,0,2,10,67,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244413375423644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810227808812173,0.0,0.0,0.18233408919090568,0.0,0.1272598775657693,0.16849672548053515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680506421376406,0.0,0.0,0.11940711134559034,0.16547922693999587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756192566981958,0.10684177582765517,0.0,0.16382966167376498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466363433016104,0.0,0.07813606176644827,0.0,0.0,0.12543923212006342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397147047779742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612956406440414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497878932790158,0.14151209873843554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586537071483796,0.0,0.0,0.11937298751929537,0.3179055639516058,0.0,0.0,0.11534566217481362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268402054484805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276670758718704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702257804040431,0.09580845225614328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378635069690408,0.14973016011264512,0.1513571541225901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935737478158453,0.0,0.0,0.11872957998557734,0.2616193221972409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569152506376105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821112812527149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494968861292336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,havnter666,2018/01/17,"Drugs to help with SA besides benzos? Does anyone have any good experiences with drugs helping there social anxiety? Like weed or harder drugs. I smoke pot regularly and I guess it helps a little bit, not as much as I would prefer. I do not want to take benzos (i.e. xanax, klonopin) because I was terribly addicted to it a while ago. 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Now that I’ve made it to the second phase of the interview, I feel like I’ve done something terrible. I was sitting in a different library today and a baby starts crying and people were annoyed because it’s the quiet section and I think to myself “oh god if I worked at the library I’d have to tell the mom to make her baby be quiet or something” and I HATE confrontation! My last job I didn’t work with the public and it was kind of okay but I let my social anxiety overtake me and I just made the workplace extremely awkward, casting my eyes down when anyone walked near, not going to any social events, being labelled “awkward” and such. I just don’t know what to do if I get this library job and have to deal with angry people... Any advice?",3.7242875874125896,4.965235755681821,4.9763636363636365,83.49800699300701,72.125,6.779020979020977,28.311188811188806,7.010146845296331,1.5489716783216787,687,26,130,6,13,228,102,176,0.128,0.835,0.037000000000000005,-0.937,4,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,5,10,3,2,12,1,13,1,1,3,0,25,23,14,0,2,7,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,12,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,6,0,2,7,4,19,4,19,12,2,17,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,3,9,93,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139174256997541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370525619555815,0.0,0.1089533223954076,0.0,0.0,0.0995855802451176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363966457619498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564451461525106,0.0,0.14683201720553946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880188190756052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574833402196316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201342561252018,0.10174712912852492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441021926637974,0.0,0.08094236012626446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061337786300454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239990099978183,0.0,0.0,0.1483117974288747,0.07827204033068125,0.2321877577030189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563732364657098,0.0,0.13916151719847628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695284624773382,0.09506856071822467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680427573682746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650961457216473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747656341143013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903649379047958,0.0,0.21928860305192355,0.0,0.0,0.10080784090762952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448411348191547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125900579806714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500049616451254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304886978577988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31105725541979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,c_riah,2018/01/18,"Does anyone NOT use Social Media? When I was younger, I was obsessed with Facebook and probably checked it every few minutes. There was a brief time where my SA wasn't as bad and I actually had made a few friends at school. I created an account and it felt amazing to have so many ""friends"" because I never had experienced that before. Fast forward, the school I was in turned out to be a bad experience because many of the students attending were bad influences (long story short). My social anxiety started to revert back to how it was and eventually when I left, I decided to close all social media to give myself a fresh start. It's been about 6 years now and I notice that without social media, no one actually remembers your birthday (FB reminders!) or even checks to see how you're doing because unless they see you on their timeline they kind of forget about you. There's times I'm tempted to make an Instagram since I'm in college but when I think about it, Social Media can contribute to anxiety. I was super concerned about likes, # of friends, etc when I used it and that all seems so crazy now that I look back at it. Does anyone not use social media? and if you do, do you feel like its a necessity? 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I'm very shy and anxious. I tend to comment on my own sentences halfway through, perhaps even change the subject. Other people sometimes wonder what I'm really trying to say. It's confusing and a little frustrating; it makes me feel so embarrassed as well!!! How do I change this habit? I've been like this for about a decade, I guess, but it has gotten worse in the past few years. I have gotten more anxious recently, and therefore I am alone a lot. When I'm around other people, I'm more socially awkward than I've ever been! Ironically, one of the main reasons I comment on my sentences that much comes from a fear of being misunderstood! I want to be very clear about what I'm trying to say, and then it only confuses the listener. I think too much. Hmm. But when I finally speak, it sounds like I didn't really think at all. Bummer!!! Thanks for reading all this, I'm grateful... I hope some of you can give me advice, and perhaps I'm not the only one with this issue.",3.0167661691542267,5.098245825870649,4.3222139303482585,83.96351990049752,75.81592039800995,7.053731343283582,25.59452736318408,7.984000788550335,1.642016915422886,805,29,152,13,18,265,119,201,0.168,0.722,0.11,-0.9226,0,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,0,13,12,1,6,9,0,11,0,0,4,4,33,33,14,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,14,9,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,7,1,2,5,6,17,5,21,26,11,16,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,9,11,105,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242822775918545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035748069086104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061972473769306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064121507299705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867236283670437,0.11673817365405087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950944680514475,0.12258527672531892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249727630485088,0.06852280396152917,0.0,0.0,0.1484551459525638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000279129475875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929016658474406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460158474462727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414472993209084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241610548134078,0.13582628566596974,0.0,0.11993062046502148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521395517685973,0.0,0.0,0.09046041475725967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199245062992285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836632362224811,0.2061375921587556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936883465112375,0.18790451539476985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555631763018375,0.0,0.17363470836554434,0.1393367648892198,0.13380929932704852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21554132068095672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814521075839992,0.0,0.0,0.13403239323319174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476828063953542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367103177876908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840178851878798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363579827881605,0.0799329972771013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184843529175025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696527313446653,0.0,0.0,0.1381060950946587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727020760780264 socialanxiety,zarah5643,2018/01/18,"I'm afraid of moving out and being an adult I am an 18 year old girl and I've had problems with social anxiety for as long as I can remember. I've grown up very sheltered and isolated and I've never had any good friends my whole life. My parents are fanatically religious (Jehovah's witnesses) and sometimes emotionally abusive. They've homeschooled me and don't allow me to have friends outside of church and i feel very trapped. I have an aunt (not a Jehovahs witness) who lives in another state who is willing to let me live with her, I really want to move out and be my own person but I'm also really scared. I know I need to get away for my mental health but the thought of having to get a job and a car and maybe going to college terrifies me. I've only had one job and it was a cleaning job for someone I knew so I got hired on the spot. I've just been having these really paranoid thoughts like what if I get there and I can't get a job, or what if my relatives end up not liking me for some reason. Then I would have to come back to my parents and it would just prove to them that I'm even more of a failure. I have very little self confidence and self esteem. I always just assume that people will hate me and I will never be good enough, or that I will never succeed at anything. I have pretty bad anxiety and depression, I cry pretty much everyday. I also have an eating disorder and I know it is all related to my situation at home and I want to get better. I want to stop feeling like a prisoner, but I'm just so afraid of what people think of me. Does anyone have any advice on how I can face my fears and have more self confidence? 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It seems like every time I have a conversation with this co-worker, she seems to lack empathy and always disagree with everything that I say. For example, I had one instance when I was scolded by the office manager for using a printer that was on the other side of the office (I happened to be walking by). Baffled by this, I told this co-worker about the absurdity, she defended the office manager saying that the printer wasn't for me to use. There is no hard rule about which printer one can use, let alone this territorial mindset in a freakin office. The other day, she was wondering about what company was going to move in next door. I told her it was company A (I read in an article). She said I don't think so. I did not make it up out of the air and yet she still refuted my answer. I intend on just avoiding talking to her. It just seems very negative talking to her.",4.563716555183948,5.724061483695658,5.962608695652175,77.52319397993311,70.03260869565217,8.922408026755852,31.00167224080268,9.265573868473778,2.8194035117056857,739,31,137,15,13,250,104,184,0.107,0.879,0.014,-0.9286,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,0,11,2,0,1,13,0,15,0,0,5,1,23,29,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,16,6,0,1,6,1,0,3,5,1,0,2,11,4,23,1,28,16,1,19,0,0,0,0,19,9,0,4,8,111,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487397829210336,0.0,0.0,0.23899508351131946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261852059186818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299062035004592,0.12100016790205045,0.0,0.12907012703331072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161859191417739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699652409664194,0.0,0.12864906231048495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685404858024909,0.0,0.07016207004998534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586280964657948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263791820676445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273408179688294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463180552858905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365188915221844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660887423389695,0.2284136840501573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922197138647742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121682850403225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146895476192737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462921296228225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202142785442573,0.0,0.0,0.08374191003239889,0.0,0.0,0.2744568003948214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721066311232112,0.0,0.11849578635080553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557421999551057,0.2091039858688601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lililuvvy,2018/01/18,"My roommate wants to have a housewarming party but I don’t have many friends to invite - what can I do? I just moved into a new apartment for the spring with an acquaintance (we’re not friends but have mutual friends). He wants to have a housewarming party and I’m having a lot of anxiety because I have no friends who I hang out with; literally in the fall semester I didn’t hang out with anyone other than my boyfriend. I have friends who I say hi to and chat with if I run into them but I’m not close with them and I’m worried that I’ll invite people and no one will end up coming, and my housemate will realize that I’m a loser. Is there any way I can get out of having this party? I’m also just not a party person... I’ve already said “yeah that’d be fun” when he originally proposed it but I’m so anxious about it. Feel like there’s no way out. 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I have multiple 😁” I hope this gave someone a good laugh",-0.41000000000000014,1.8136790000000045,3.068333333333332,86.4225,92.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.7823333333333333,110,4,24,2,4,40,25,30,0.0,0.473,0.527,0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,5,3,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260590928732192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045264076686433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265648194083872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435376842328104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303992691135862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ya_boi_daft_cunt,2018/01/18,Presentation Next week i have to give a presentation in class wich is bringing me quite alot of stress cause the last time i had an presentation something happened wich i had not planned for and i fainted so now i'm affraid that this will happen again. Does anybody have any advice on how i can keep myself calm during the presentation?,6.855,7.7999928730158725,6.473134920634923,76.70589285714287,64.71428571428571,8.839682539682537,33.21031746031745,8.841846274778883,2.7082412698412703,273,11,49,4,4,85,51,63,0.052000000000000005,0.91,0.039,-0.1935,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,5,0,7,1,0,2,0,6,13,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,5,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,10,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621803971833749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245371702166205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756187870584607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347918028611323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573785365351845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47451495145320105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23847804289737626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187009287815716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853409017476153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853708837351629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655103280686665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073376137436871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644833059912389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152146857796816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,space-avenger,2018/01/18,It's so hard to meet people in Community College I've been going to community college for a semester now and I haven't met a single person here. All my close friends are going to college pretty far away and I haven't been able to meet any new friends here because it's so hard to approach people and there aren't any clubs or anything. It's really lonely and I hate it so much.,2.2777938517179024,4.129371860759498,4.196238698010852,85.07873417721521,77.22784810126579,6.53960216998192,25.20976491862568,7.447530270364453,1.2727309222423149,303,11,61,4,7,103,46,79,0.128,0.754,0.118,0.0663,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,10,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,3,2,4,2,8,7,3,9,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,39,8,3,0.23408859235338444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183765400803479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926349658661259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199339382412542,0.0,0.0,0.14269823316686225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617125315407293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660758832163122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193947981264639,0.2311140214380023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208204995838491,0.0,0.0,0.2260842211932461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32457511087058594,0.20439712962505324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381522547914512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996314644256034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zandra47,2018/01/18,"How do I socialize and network? I've been looking through instagram, and the people I knew in the past I've lost touch with, but recently I've been looking through their pages, and I found that one of the things that I really admire in them that I'm missing in myself is passion. The people I hang out with now are more like partiers or very tame church goers. I want to make more diverse friends but don't really have the social skills or connections to make it easy. How should I go about it?",7.167272727272724,6.046115626262631,6.792606060606063,81.62890909090909,64.45454545454545,10.344242424242424,33.94141414141414,9.3871,2.7669741414141416,393,14,81,6,5,123,63,99,0.041,0.726,0.232,0.9703,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,4,6,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,4,0,18,19,9,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,5,3,10,4,12,13,3,9,1,2,2,1,5,4,0,2,4,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470867584583389,0.17410634127639554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807269444426567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100955695062422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784777279236983,0.0,0.2459982509046425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008483248852166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527042991920865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21512391525940736,0.31246130612256656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28873243226819784,0.0,0.22250784315233546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459435824599118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497138081709818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593894212482207,0.13291840634602342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BlueLitten,2018/01/18,"Is 'The shyness and social anxiety system' a scam? Hi, I found the site of Sean Cooper, who says to have suffered from anxiety himself, on which his system is offered for about 45$. It claims to cure social anxiety and shyness. But I am extremely sceptical about it, since words as 'instantly' and 'permanently', are used many times in it's intro video. It really sounds too good to be true. It looks faker dan fake but his story of himself sounds quite legit. What are your experiences with the program? Thanks ",4.7925,7.133407967741934,5.311491935483872,77.68723790322579,71.47311827956989,8.520967741935483,27.75403225806452,9.188382445141503,2.642248387096774,403,15,68,9,8,129,69,93,0.158,0.764,0.078,-0.481,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,10,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,7,3,13,9,0,6,0,1,1,0,11,3,0,0,1,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291447514811332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255367990543891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528026073599309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338697185618295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936165196462886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23375670802170026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24523424427974616,0.0,0.0,0.14770583450566058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335453171383626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072573968370227,0.0,0.0,0.47006393664272494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227326247355324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444429796457394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913412041818984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dirk_Gentley,2018/01/18,"Goals What's the goal in life? I'm pretty capable, but I don't understand what to work toward. I'm successful at work, a good dedicated father. Why don't I feel more fulfilled? There's nothing reasonable that I can think of, that achieving, would make me feel like ""I made it."" I find myself yearning for a soul mate type of person, but people are so fickle and unreliable that this doesn't seem like a good idea. I put a ton of effort into relationships with girlfriends to try to achieve a level of comfort and security that seems elusive. I'm not sure what this companionship gets me, but I can't conceive of being alone. When I find myself single and alone in my house it quickly makes me feel like a failure and my anxiety goes through the roof. I know I should live my life for myself, but this is a fairly meaningless sentiment to me. I don't have a lot of friends because I don't understand how to engage in friendships, how to understand when things aren't ""my fault."" How not to be deeply hurt, or forgiving, when people lash out at me for reasons unrelated to me. People do a lot of white lies, lying about compliments or saying nice empty things then I can't believe them when or if they do have a sincere compliment. I withdrew from everyone because of these sorts of things, but in my withdrawal I feel alone, empty, and scared. I don't understand what I'm supposed to be doing. I don't have goals for ""myself"" but don't get how to relate to other people.",4.732785467128025,5.7931104013840855,5.642731833910037,80.34402854671279,69.55363321799308,8.686574394463667,28.98287197231834,8.982922981607832,2.308790865051904,1162,42,223,21,20,382,145,289,0.139,0.647,0.215,0.9771,0,3,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,9,12,20,0,1,12,0,25,2,0,9,1,52,46,25,0,4,12,1,4,3,3,2,2,1,0,1,18,8,0,1,18,0,0,1,13,4,0,0,1,6,34,16,37,40,5,17,1,2,1,0,11,10,0,9,9,160,52,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32626619236350923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032993013073755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802236606158215,0.0,0.0,0.11830672786075433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003385167869875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123784138288065,0.1500337868401165,0.0,0.0,0.1919486628324261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112800890081802,0.0,0.10972345924410458,0.0,0.0,0.17614947774406095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116377216709505,0.1124119729584151,0.11853991867049275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770900228388924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483388452293992,0.1539030849312433,0.0,0.0927229461592803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854608711825568,0.0,0.09935999234825674,0.14018573591376166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007568761494596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911940304808362,0.09168790520411252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682968690176653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556085750293318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592900030640733,0.0,0.11273802732135528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350563818595334,0.10513014573117163,0.0,0.0,0.1911885308832773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896768544969138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928559648362666,0.06728413047336593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129273817055645,0.0,0.0,0.4372632128823656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475232257535476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289243164057886,0.0,0.0,0.07459383236455326,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cherrybeam,2018/01/18,"Afraid to go to class I've been dreading going to class so much. It's only the second week and I can't even bear to go outside and walk by people. It's so frustrating because each class I miss makes me even more afraid to go to next one, and I haven't even attended my one of my classes at all yet (I'm pretty sure it's a super small one). I'm so worried my professors will casually call me out or ask if I'm caught up or something. The worst is when for a short moment I feel confident or reassure myself that it'll be fine-- just go to class-- but then I revert to dreading it all over again shortly after. 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Gotten to the point where some weeks I feel like I have no personality. Heyo! So, I've got a pretty bad self image. I'm a realist and I've realised that I have some major physical flaws. So I've always seen myself as a social outcast so that's given me anxiety for a lot of my life. Sometimes, like after seeing family, I'm reminded that I have people who actually give half a damn and I feel normal. And my personality comes out, I can talk to people, get interested in things and generally just live life with a good mindset. However after getting back into the swing of things at work, my personality has receded again. My life is just Wake-up -> Work -> VideoGames & Chill -> Bed Honestly, I don't hate my setup at all. However somthing about it has caused me to lose my mindset and now I feel dull and bland again. I like and enjoy my home activitys and banter with the housemates, but even they've said I've starting getting a bit more quiet. I know I can be a fun up-beat person, but I just can't let it out anymore. I want to be a person that can be happy and tell jokes. I loved getting to know people and just having a chat, but right now that's pretty impossible. I can't talk to people at all outside of exchanging infomation and I can only manage to crack a few jokes here and there with good friends. My only thaught about it is that I'm left to my own devices for about 8 hours a day, and I feel that could totally be a factor, but I've seen other people at work still be up-beat from the moment they get through the door, till it's the time to leave. So I'm unsure... Does anyone else find them-self shifting from full blown personality to dull person that doesn't know how to use words? I've had this kinda cycle going on for a fair few years now with dull times at college/school bringing me down, and lots of social stuff with mates bringing me back up again. How do I just stay always upbeat like apparently everyone else? If anyone has any idea, please let me know. I'd love to live life to the fullest again. 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I'm socially awkward very shy and quite person around people of my age .I stutter when they ask me something . All That being said im being made fun off for that by my classmates (I'm pretty sure) because I've seen em look in my direction and giggle at me and talk smack about me indirectly (not saying my name but when they laugh more than one of them stares at my direction) . Sometimes i even avoid class because the session is pretty annoying i know ignoring this would be for the best but it's really really friggin hard when u see other people making fun at my expense I feel a twist in my guts.i feel like I'm gonna puke.help me what should I do this is taking a toll on me. 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Does this question confuse anyone else here? My boss asks me this a lot and I never know how to answer",-0.5953999999999979,1.5734709600000016,1.0075000000000005,98.97125,99.4,2.5,14.25,3.1291,-1.4084,94,2,20,0,4,30,23,25,0.093,0.907,0.0,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,10,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,15,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526883263302131,0.3702809527877518,0.0,0.0,0.3378455655054324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162498627468369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30189023611762633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972147538012756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072360343710979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27872187414285504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048331565936811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PainCholatinePain,2018/01/18,"How do I subtly let people know that I have SA ? Have been having SA since I (M22) was 18 and I don't feel the urge of changing yet. I usually don't initiate with new people on ""making friends"" context, but if someone comes up to me I think I do behave social. But here is the thing, having SA for several years, I've never join any associations/clubs, do anything particular (my life can be sum up with studies and geeking), I don't have any social media (I used to, but deleted it when I started having SA, idk why tbh). I NEVER go to big parties with new people, mainly because of SA but also because I don't drink (I'm a picky drinker and I also hate the feeling of losing control -probably has something to do with my SA- ) Now when I meet new people, after chatting a bit, there is ALWAYS those same questions putting me uncomfortable : -BTW, in what associations/clubs are you in ? -I tried looking you up on facebook, didn't find you. How come ?/ Can you add me ? -We've been in the same school for 2 years, how come I've never seen you in a party ? Fellow junior telling me : -Are you a freshman here ? TBH, I think I don't have the stereotypical ""appearance"" of someone with SA, mainly because I've mastered the art of faking confidence (up until the point where I have to talk to a whole group. In this case I just lose control, start avoiding eye contact, stutter etc ...). I hate being viewed as unusual. Where most people want to distinguish themselves, I only wish to be like everyone else. Also I assume some would just say ""Go make a facebook, go join an association..."" but I feel like it's too late for me. If there is one thing that could characterized my SA is that I care/fear too much the judgement of others. Giving *substantial proofs* (starting a facebook at age 22, joining my first club when I almost reach the end of college, trying to fit in a group where everyone already know each other ..) that I indeed don't have/didn't have a social life is a big no no for me. NB : Please ignore the grammatical mistakes, I'm not an English native speaker but I also don't know where to ask that except reddit.",3.817507566585957,5.369175389830513,5.014866071428571,82.09593106840195,72.34140435835351,7.002693704600485,27.434095036319608,7.531066641456977,1.5949831113801456,1648,60,311,19,32,545,213,413,0.12,0.7929999999999999,0.087,-0.93,0,1,3,0,0,0,82.0,0,6,0,6,24,13,2,1,22,0,40,4,1,8,4,62,71,23,0,7,12,0,3,2,2,1,2,2,0,0,14,13,1,4,12,4,0,8,14,10,0,2,5,9,43,3,43,60,11,52,0,2,4,0,22,21,0,8,25,215,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442132897591753,0.0,0.09303492227751857,0.2696812586149953,0.07015021641277161,0.0,0.0,0.11466336530953335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937751587137278,0.0,0.07881570789433981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541783791717907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204145948124867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595665271127667,0.0,0.08918567651727607,0.21786916659829372,0.0,0.0,0.1891150429225653,0.06731231653039275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258880957525362,0.0,0.0,0.0704277193350271,0.0,0.07467101957175355,0.0,0.09402464244643192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111799172422472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486886610460714,0.1278845276123486,0.060228970889060686,0.0,0.0,0.07705511318092742,0.07171153071333934,0.0,0.0,0.06513541501930979,0.0,0.0,0.08087500117649865,0.14374091220535234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647150862066135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899884386563024,0.0,0.09510202064654917,0.0,0.0,0.08620966705792696,0.1190971204447328,0.08237632884596807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079668581611201,0.1886360403278944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255121643245647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197537969541371,0.0,0.19506837495417392,0.24427281267828585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712863661478766,0.0641193079099375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29223945409690016,0.0,0.0,0.09254382016314368,0.07969740942005467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089725538312747,0.0,0.0,0.08475186752892742,0.0944431866918142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704434724071666,0.0,0.08532323203056424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952429655364188,0.0,0.06973966009770421,0.0,0.0,0.2578212507133379,0.1428661738826917,0.06490368329131728,0.0,0.0,0.17901888438774174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776281050967031,0.07368807465399893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201971114719317,0.10804110249898884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447790107308699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281421949051467,0.09285230094711472,0.0,0.04972648036586626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607399637447552,0.09412580667673584,0.09694894283420284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059889306970246727,0.0,0.0,0.1085819477052855 socialanxiety,chochochan,2018/01/18,How do you stop thinking about what other people are thinking? I worry constantly... everything... I'm on 50mg of Zoloft each day and it helped a lot but still...,1.285,3.9008864516129047,2.6583064516129045,89.80745967741936,87.70967741935482,5.680645161290323,20.65322580645161,7.1686216300943375,0.8111225806451609,124,4,24,2,4,40,29,31,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807711870839209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272401885390596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166744600796943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23617650659695916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299560099377627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442789817377412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28139160783303896,0.29458502817374843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515504346569997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578341780552096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mr_Splendiferous,2018/01/18,"A Quick Thought About Getting Better As I'm finally starting to feel better with my depression I come to the realization that it has hurt me more then I knew. The friendships I had will never be the same. The experiences I could have had, will never be. Feeling better doesn't mean things will be better. I'll have to work twice as hard to get myself to a better place. I'm not prefect, and I'm still depressed and anxious nearly all the time, but I am getting better, I can feel it. I hope I keep getting better. I'm just scared, when I do get better, I won't have anybody, I'll have pushed everybody away, and when I want people back in my life, they'll be too far away to notice, or even care.",3.020699300699299,4.3324737272727285,4.2506293706293725,87.74209790209792,73.96503496503495,6.598601398601399,24.188811188811197,6.980632752743323,0.819509090909091,545,16,114,5,11,179,83,143,0.097,0.684,0.219,0.9599,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,9,10,14,0,1,7,0,21,1,0,0,3,23,42,10,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,4,4,16,10,14,28,3,19,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,2,11,82,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066660831646922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070586715408986,0.0821314613107584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7557288346588795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890145730437524,0.0,0.0,0.09200866171440716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528030272788274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399320127388435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705479977418895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448215637497664,0.0,0.0,0.1620213326645666,0.0,0.0,0.117006792861012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790230383398908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568213677139667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608793412934953,0.0,0.0,0.11434393504076072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493898148152193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754441312457284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634905179286607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475924888839485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160561681757576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404965509740546,0.0,0.11159529862936576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693695909738866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560173948107117,0.0,0.08529981318536664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096082389178528,0.0,0.0,0.08479641128424574,0.0622826528644271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300019844478896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776005443033007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,theburgerman03,2018/01/18,"I met someone really nice in another province, and I haven't messaged them in 6 months My class went to Quebec for a class trip at the end of the year, and we went on a a sort of ferry ride down a really nice lake/river at night. There was a dance floor and an interior where a ton of people were mingling, dancing and talking. I stood outside, leaning on the guard rail, looking at all the lights and buildings on the shore for over an hour. A few friends would come over to ask me if I was okay, to which I told them I was. I don't think I have social anxiety, I'm just not good at meeting new people and I fear rejection a lot. Any way, after a while this guy comes up to me. He's obviously older than me, and he's from Quebec, not from our trip. I was certain he was going to make fun of me (keep in mind that I'm not good looking at all and have moderately crooked teeth). He comes over to me and says hi, so I respond with another hi. He says that one of his friends wanted him to get my attention because she wanted to meet me. At this point I knew he was pulling my leg, but went along with it. He took me over to a table with a group of pretty looking girls around it, all from Quebec, and I sat down. He introduced me to his friends and to the group, and I said hello to them. After saying hello, one of the girls starts talking to me. She is really, really shy and told me that she said she wanted to talk to me and her friends had to convince her to get one them to go get me. We start talking, but I act really reserved because I though they were going to start making fun of me or something. We keep talking for about 10 minutes before I realize that she just wanted to talk to me. It was then that I really started speaking more, and we talked together with all of her friends as well for about an hour and a half. During that time I felt completely high. It was the best I had ever felt in my life. They were some of the most welcoming people I had ever met once I got to know them, and we ended up exchanging contact information as well. Whenever one of my friends would walk by they would do one of three things: * Look at me really funnily, with complete disbelief * Look at me really happily, realizing I was actually meeting people * Come over and say something along the lines of ''congratulations, you've met people!'' and introduce themselves. Whenever they would see me I felt even happier, knowing that they finally got to see me meeting new people. I loved it so much. Eventually, however, we had to leave. Me and the girl who had wanted to talk to me originally walked together as far as we could before we had to leave. I promised I would message her as soon as I got back to the hotel, and I completely forgot. Once I had remembered, she was thankfully still online. I messaged her and got a response back almost immediately. We kept messaging each other daily for the next month, then it became every other day, then weekly, then not at all. And it's entirely my fault. I started to get bored of only messaging, wishing I could meet her in person again. I truly loved talking to her, and messaging was fantastic for a while, but it lost it's magic. I feel terrible. She had added me to a group with her other friends from that night, and when I went back and read their previous messages (the group was only created the shortly before I was added, I wasn't peeking into all their personal connections) I saw that they were teasing that she wanted to take me to prom, and they were all sending heart emotes and talking about how much she wanted to talk to me. I felt wanted for the first time in my life. Point is, I really, really liked her. A lot. And I want to contact her again, but I fear that she won't even really remember who I am. I don't know how to re initiate contact after so long, I just don't. At best, she'll say she forgot about me and contact will fizzle out in a few weeks. At worst she'll think I don't like her and that I cut out communication on purpose. I want to see her again, but messaging is all I can do right now. If anyone else has had this happen to them before, please tell me how to fix it, how to be able to talk to her again. **TL;DR** I met a girl in another province, communication fizzled out after a couple of weeks because of me, and I want to speak to her again but don't know how.",4.142568626693951,4.846401990888385,5.427396239527432,82.65616404772018,70.66287015945329,8.731585653063588,27.63762016910544,8.937865541717454,2.001226493185591,3380,112,701,61,59,1132,317,878,0.05,0.812,0.13699999999999998,0.9979,1,0,2,0,0,0,107.0,10,0,15,4,37,37,2,2,38,1,56,7,3,8,12,145,140,63,0,21,16,0,5,2,7,9,2,9,0,7,32,59,0,6,18,4,1,22,12,10,2,8,57,24,140,27,133,71,22,121,0,2,9,2,141,46,0,9,54,510,172,4,0.0429078787457791,0.0,0.04187190011995962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04296604253365436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029178828920987224,0.13497795621544975,0.032824409796492295,0.0,0.0,0.03000218647692188,0.04396419239356901,0.0,0.03819710908230746,0.040113074489437434,0.0,0.0,0.09898053063063783,0.0,0.07846873388068518,0.0,0.14604577799223736,0.0,0.09005834307589072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784535286502426,0.13496428352518194,0.0,0.0,0.06851689946526876,0.04747675171130753,0.0,0.02767203211078452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035844026873353994,0.048265588346411266,0.07600728967122804,0.0,0.0,0.0566804984754896,0.07762526569595049,0.03615173844495457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656658537874692,0.021695512731369545,0.0,0.16479316979953015,0.04700348384545728,0.0,0.03649741974165969,0.0,0.0,0.23205364476975576,0.0,0.08967038274913387,0.0,0.07315660891103998,0.07197818588288206,0.13726940136927693,0.0,0.0,0.04248554592540791,0.03794329546944678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05084604290712957,0.0,0.0453345297009305,0.0,0.0,0.08451123486122393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627698825437726,0.0,0.0,0.09432419208283443,0.0,0.0,0.0908664963663562,0.0,0.0,0.06061420738974491,0.04192524438903143,0.0,0.0,0.03797212245781334,0.18015905760525092,0.0,0.04683901829431316,0.0729574882187941,0.07745207160699864,0.0,0.057282684495892876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332472587195813,0.0,0.0684973188996787,0.0,0.06308445584390503,0.0,0.0,0.08288139333717902,0.04563301582540732,0.08053227508698628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139098100516596,0.14537744551384996,0.06526675057846454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848152309928084,0.07493100937355676,0.0,0.04709996586870571,0.08112362893365406,0.0,0.0,0.043652738345315335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042919490227142115,0.0,0.3023667442793202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721252445579548,0.036643094004228965,0.08163043698520102,0.17061033687395918,0.0,0.0,0.10257607217579227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04373917886473644,0.036355706419969186,0.06606516269558077,0.0,0.0,0.15185208710951173,0.0,0.03426628739274571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03226138486542938,0.4138527313715716,0.03750337726512207,0.039503809893796434,0.0,0.0,0.028506088047553543,0.054987272312174734,0.04215677301252832,0.0,0.05003985830536852,0.0,0.0,0.08200063383667876,0.04767223207216715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27838996447971626,0.03405827695103994,0.10325433649954828,0.0,0.07715867204307064,0.15910413389191713,0.0,0.0,0.049341942989258786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240262986909092,0.0,0.0,0.027631267122217355 socialanxiety,I_am_sad__,2018/01/18,"How do I go to classes I haven't gone to since classes started? I'm only registered for 3 classes at college and I've only gone to one of them since classes started on Jan. 7th. I want to drop them but then I would only have one class and my parents would be super pissed, more pissed then they already are. I have a hard time going to sleep as well as waking up at a decent time unless my roommates are noisy. I also don't have a job because nobody is hiring in the town I'm in and I don't have much motivation for much. I don't even have any friends to hang out with as my roommates all hang out with each other. I don't know what I'm doing in college or where I'm going.",1.644591836734694,2.943371639455787,3.5562074829932016,91.38492346938776,77.50340136054422,5.444217687074831,23.1343537414966,5.46131890053228,0.22326802721088468,529,16,118,2,12,179,79,147,0.132,0.777,0.091,-0.7231,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,2,5,5,2,0,4,0,18,4,4,2,1,18,31,13,0,3,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,0,7,5,2,1,2,2,1,15,3,24,26,5,25,0,0,0,0,5,11,2,1,6,82,17,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339915253506047,0.14739878884741495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253423486570316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235835209358933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174009486822122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424033888632429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142559698171545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511244515203974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290686508347967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129618123858072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709894177260329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24979687172241835,0.4205457231784255,0.0,0.0,0.20466298047660708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049389931157913,0.0,0.18445080046286744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609220171010808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495425273728733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871534814419463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572373756542286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618679950593963,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Klimas666,2018/01/18,"I haven’t been to school a full week since October. And it’s really eating me up! My absence percentage has increased like crazy and it’s a matter of time before I get kicked out of the school. I even had some classmates message me and wonder where the fuck I’ve been but just told them the usual “I’m sick” Sorry to vent here but I thought I should get this off my chest",0.6564102564102541,2.9477943846153885,2.0105128205128224,96.08448717948721,85.92307692307692,5.005128205128205,17.641025641025642,6.42735559955562,-0.2427282051282047,294,7,65,3,9,94,57,78,0.138,0.8029999999999999,0.059,-0.7777,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,5,0,6,4,1,0,0,12,13,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,10,1,7,7,3,9,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,2,4,42,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439182887751812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578088747841559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641132522838822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329247319042246,0.26326810152301283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309058083389594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614063261258707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5099759281045686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841655336780765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820386287160859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002103005177152,0.14691471244625842,0.0,0.0,0.2407500730119797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27748854107628673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209997482524014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27323022024813715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,myrainbowrace,2018/01/18,"Overcoming vs. managing social anxiety Hi folks, I've had social anxiety disorder for over a decade, and I have been managing it really well with therapy and medication for the past few years. However, I don't see myself as having ""overcome"" SAD or being ""cured"" from it; it still shows up here and there, and does make it quite difficult for me to function some days. I've noticed that SAD overwhelmingly gets framed as something that is fully treatable, and that someone is expected to fully recover from. Certainly that is the case for some people who feel that their SAD is completely gone, but I don't feel like that's how it has to be for everyone. It seems to me that other disorders and/or mental health problems are accepted as being potentially chronic/recurrent, including mood disorders and other anxiety disorders, but not SAD. Living with a chronic illness does not have to be terrible if the illness is managed properly; I feel like managing SAD, even if one does not fully overcome it, is a pretty good option. I would love to hear anyone's thoughts about this. What has your experience with SAD been like? Have you noticed a similar trend toward that concept of a complete cure, or do you disagree that SAD gets framed that way? Let me know!",10.772794759825326,8.814466126637559,10.242310043668123,62.41770087336246,58.03930131004367,14.400174672489085,43.424017467248895,13.023866798666859,5.8089455021834056,1009,47,164,30,10,328,130,229,0.24,0.685,0.075,-0.9916,2,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,1,1,7,20,0,1,8,0,25,6,0,2,1,35,38,16,0,5,10,0,3,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,22,9,0,0,7,1,0,1,5,11,1,1,5,5,13,8,24,27,3,9,0,8,1,1,10,3,0,8,7,117,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577496583040489,0.0,0.0,0.07852949843063994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355090019730368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243041449289132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148662235080188,0.0,0.2948487189053624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417944554645532,0.0,0.0,0.10731665592343208,0.0,0.1098603600027023,0.0,0.0,0.17036135692649135,0.16046803156749895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735428327514767,0.0,0.0,0.09419998171929923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193798754383733,0.12658110544069762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172243062883165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484419682644477,0.0,0.16460642373440906,0.0,0.0991714530752648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136381794023888,0.0,0.07496754421020753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314012772829002,0.11318168260545793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557304961046758,0.0,0.0,0.07610390588107302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721224147773234,0.0778613501991739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425926073816207,0.0,0.10746513968642224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945510654811807,0.0,0.0,0.07194841915521834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949622727381665,0.10224246103251147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289710305385849,0.09515957753438672,0.08646143330609117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969060851956147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843583965542366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916129407964211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914614967926811,0.0,0.0,0.10097983724915227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797815325382116,0.0,0.0,0.07232371379932112 socialanxiety,snowducky,2018/01/18,"text anxiety? i always get anxious when i text people? everyone who ignores my texts i fear actually dislike me. i have no actual friends because they never text me back. no validation. i wonder, am i annoying?",1.8595488721804545,4.434572473684213,5.158721804511277,67.74605263157898,100.57894736842104,8.487218045112781,31.74436090225564,8.418075326091056,4.4358150375939855,166,10,24,6,7,60,29,38,0.424,0.507,0.068,-0.9207,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,18,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.5492533199482379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341651226501469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528657649179364,0.3179260428103084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163956611449192,0.0,0.17155185407805454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26891017749148105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166772791740271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742545107940714,0.0,0.147031049716184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704950833666886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510214254835506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051894693270018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nocturnalonerr,2018/01/18,"Has anyone traveled alone in a foreign country with social anxiety? What was your experience? Did it help improve your SA? I've been considering traveling abroad solo, as it's been suggested to me by my parents but i'm afraid to do it, especially if I think about how it might just worsen my depression and SA, being alone and all. So I would love to know what your experiences were like, it may help me make a decision.",3.777195767195767,5.887582098765434,5.3845855379188725,77.06777777777779,73.69135802469134,9.073015873015876,28.855379188712522,9.606745405546679,2.9485082892416217,334,14,62,9,7,113,61,81,0.154,0.665,0.18,0.5435,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,11,1,0,2,1,15,16,7,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,0,9,2,8,7,1,3,0,1,0,1,9,1,0,3,1,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49035283918680495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109450304645028,0.0,0.0,0.16552410489725575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203891487828858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631262930884197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173444768333571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009824697841338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565221347169467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365417542231596,0.0,0.15801623465989742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511285450644782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628558614531725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413120269116217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168426203229474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816313645989428,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CDavis01,2018/01/18,"Avoidant Personality Disorder So my therapist already says I have social anxiety, which I know... but now he is saying he thinks I have this too. I just assumed I was an introvert. I have looked this up though and it seems very much me, right now to hating being touched, fear of being close to people and intimacy issues... all me. My question is... is there any hope to ""fix"" this?? Does anyone else have this??",2.711850649350648,5.255490493506496,3.9481655844155874,83.89939123376625,79.12987012987013,6.966883116883117,23.910714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.546897402597403,316,11,60,6,8,103,56,77,0.156,0.797,0.047,-0.8426,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,2,1,0,10,0,0,0,1,13,16,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,10,1,5,13,2,5,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,4,2,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277590855606872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035387245398415,0.0,0.15788957940805234,0.0,0.0,0.14431432685407689,0.21147334831217868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365435089690758,0.0,0.1806153324248245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241432100112175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322487692063765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037697116693994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049941687330521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541998631618803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342783547592193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733175890028273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172212177055516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308646516910853,0.1802138351909678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231206662098354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625793537209913,0.0,0.3282629542917072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789183981409568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103910046646078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396374208463833,0.0,0.13224788125654408,0.20277943156985928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029530021543202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cpt-SA_to_Zrn-5,2018/01/18,"College tours So I have my first college tour on Friday. SA is killing me... I'm sure lots of you guys have been on college tours, so do you have any advice? Maybe something along the lines of how not to be such a nervous wreck during the tour? (Or at east how not to throw up before it, hehe) What should I expect? It's at FAU in Boca Raton FL if that matters. What should I do and not do? What sort of questions will they ask me? How did your college tours go?",0.11960637300843402,2.2417457216494827,1.4738331771321462,100.20207122774136,86.62886597938144,3.5272727272727282,18.096532333645733,3.1291,-0.9615278350515464,353,9,82,0,11,112,67,97,0.104,0.862,0.034,-0.8385,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,1,1,6,3,1,1,3,0,13,0,0,3,1,18,16,8,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,0,10,1,12,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,5,1,58,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982580834917448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756050623710312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853401029321558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597202898027988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596205261849358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734639273481791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022164269826016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376814234036702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25948767905466785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066351640816954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419169773620518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349737655829709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28766684740331183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,c_will,2018/01/18,"Boss didn't recommend me for a promotion because I ""don't talk enough"" with the rest of the team... For months, my boss has told me that I'm an outstanding employee. I've won numerous Employee of the Month awards, and have been recognized by individuals high up within the company for my contributions. So, a few weeks ago, I applied for an upper level position within the company, but didn't mention anything to my boss, and wouldn't have done so unless I was actually contacted about the position. Today he calls me into the office and let's me know that he was contacted by a hiring manager, and basically found out that I had applied for the position. He then went on to tell me that he ""couldn't recommend me"" because I'm not social enough with the current team. I was kind of stunned. I mean, if I'm such an outstanding employee, which he has directly told me numerous times, why should anything else matter? If I wasn't a good communicator, and wasn't effectively talking and working with other people on the team, then I wouldn't have been able to achieve what I've been able to. I don't know. I feel this is such a ridiculous reason not to recommend someone for a job. And I certainly talk with people, especially if they talk to me first - I'm more than willing to engage with people in friendly discourse. But I am introverted, so I'm not going around trying to be the center of attention all the time. Apparently that's what I need to do though if I ever want to get promoted. Can anyone relate to this? Is it reasonable for my boss to not recommend me for a promotion because of this? Should I have told him of my intentions immediately after I applied to the job, or is it acceptable to keep matters like that to myself? 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So you just never reply, and your friends lose contact with you. It was a goal of 2018 to stop doing this :(",2.351803278688521,3.8475481147540975,2.9024262295081966,95.9831475409836,76.04918032786884,4.88,23.67540983606557,3.1291,-0.08073377049180319,229,7,51,0,5,71,49,61,0.113,0.75,0.13699999999999998,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,2,4,4,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,3,7,3,0,12,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,9,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719137029153001,0.25191654334502844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585618271860073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151570899251454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538767705926272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799075622899951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421263419269999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27734510344312946,0.0,0.0,0.5028248372732358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758174806017203,0.0,0.27505873041479145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962533870588733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555316658189696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336517342244426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972171299732212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,faerymint,2018/01/18,"My only friend got a boyfriend and it made me depressed and suicidal I’m 25f and I didn’t have any friends that I really connected with in my entire life until I met my friend online. We bonded instantly because of our similarities but she lives in a different state. We were friends for 2 years and we used to message each other from morning to night until she started talking to this guy in a different state 4 weeks ago. They ended up dating after 3 weeks of knowing each other and i was devastated because it happened so fast. This whole thing really made me depressed and suicidal because we don’t talk all the time anymore. We used to message each other from morning to night but now she just messages me for an hour each day. She said that she’d never ditch me for her bf at first but now idk anymore. She ignores my messages for hours yet she’s active on ig and Snapchat. I just really hate myself because of how clingy I am. And i don’t even know if I should be feeling like this. It just hurts because I don’t want to lose her. I’m not the type to hate someone but I really do hate her bf and sometimes wish ill on him so they won’t be together anymore. 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I'm in a house with four other people (all from the same uni as me back home, and all going to the same new uni as me) so it should be easy right? Lol no I didn't know them before, and I've found myself going hours without talking even when hanging out with them (I use the term loosely because I always feel like a fifth wheel and feel like they only invite me out of politeness - I don't exactly bring anything to the table) and they ask me why I'm so quiet and I don't know. I don't know what to say, I have literally nothing to add. Anytime I try and force myself to think of what to say it sounds flat. Nothing comes naturally anymore and I have to strategize conversations like its some sort of war. A war I'm shit at and am losing. I really want to be social, but the idea of going out absolutely terrifies me, and even when I do build up the courage to ignore the fear and go out, I have absolutely no idea what to do. I feel like everyone just interacts with me like a cashier sometimes interacts with a customer - super fake laughing and forced.",4.255445245291792,4.986825328063245,5.5121413624738445,82.05036038130669,70.42292490118577,8.324482678446875,27.925831202046037,8.4952907291091,1.854396605440596,980,33,201,15,17,328,129,253,0.163,0.659,0.179,0.4255,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,4,4,10,18,3,1,15,1,17,1,1,3,3,51,38,23,2,2,5,0,3,6,0,1,0,5,1,0,7,22,0,1,11,0,0,7,8,7,0,1,3,8,28,11,34,31,6,22,0,1,0,0,16,9,1,2,12,134,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.11286701677210663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623799389355453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470317469024413,0.0,0.0,0.09517793800510044,0.0,0.1081260472586469,0.0,0.0,0.08893503900224553,0.0,0.07050497571262203,0.0,0.09841774093676543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963044352948036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278405693929656,0.0,0.0,0.11051763698390196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014912602894566,0.1754427999910863,0.2478815731029397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268147043724151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629279041169932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601593845982318,0.0,0.11390133878789928,0.13345556837750466,0.0,0.2611310615152677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25425381077353765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390324237549345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939342902636491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170469437836407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219568759533836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796428405560927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036750982118314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409445627373347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987726062994148,0.0,0.2759313004417792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872284503098518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358006500961791,0.0,0.0,0.11439023215074287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592549752569146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410995642101524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852522848677126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391241732898339,0.09989269839823756,0.0,0.0,0.06821898717516901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436473574744608,0.0,0.0,0.1114916591850546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Slapper371,2018/01/18,I need help I'm tired of this Current situation: Moved into new apartment living with people I don't know. Too scared to even go in and make small talk. Can't make small talk with anyone. Chill in room all day even when hungry because I don't want to go out of my room. Really bad social skills. Too scared to tell anyone. I need someone to fucking help me and I don't know what to do or where to go. I'm tired of this my bitch ass is literally sitting in the car writing this trying to convince myself to go inside I'm such a pussy. Thanks. Please give me advice or medication I can take.,0.39951219512195024,2.724088788617891,2.2860487804878065,93.27785365853659,87.9430894308943,4.5808130081300815,17.143089430894307,6.079149491110277,-0.3733095934959345,463,11,100,4,15,153,74,123,0.138,0.73,0.132,-0.4025,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,2,2,2,0,7,5,1,2,1,17,25,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,5,0,0,0,0,11,2,18,25,1,22,0,0,0,2,8,11,3,2,4,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747352374487535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104817442186924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600868882882585,0.0919970896535202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732843744599633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993573991311468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951955698332616,0.0,0.14477253115378858,0.34307652364927865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023118401398876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587914815985705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326173313576414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147541576913824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203215280944796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039999321019732,0.0,0.22380483900230164,0.0,0.14575576659060818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462626239788901,0.0,0.0,0.16566062309440285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668075575867736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30218680499830514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963608563440835,0.0,0.1538400185802276,0.1278707716128283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347016967259285,0.2426013836876517,0.13190737469329106,0.13894332280094676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469118477618206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246216543079206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901426056519902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throw-It-Away54321,2018/01/18,"I know that the people I go to high school with right now are going to be so inconsequential to my life in a few years but I still worry so much about what they think of me It’s ridiculous. Now I don’t even know if they care enough about me to judge me but I’m just going to assume they do. These people will be out of my life in a few years and I care so much about what they think of me. Probably because I’m not free from them just yet. I don’t even get bullied or made fun of(at least not to my face) and I don’t even dislike most of my classmates and i don’t think they dislike me(hopefully), but I still feel constantly worried about messing up and I feel like every whisper is about me. I care so much about what these people think of me right now but I know it won’t matter. I just can’t shake this feeling. It sucks. ",2.5097493517718235,3.3775617640449482,3.472471910112361,94.554161624892,74.61797752808991,6.3757994814174594,21.55747623163353,6.297961479604792,0.021825756266205858,646,14,155,4,13,207,85,178,0.162,0.715,0.123,-0.8184,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,6,0,22,10,2,1,3,0,12,3,1,1,0,31,33,14,0,1,11,0,3,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,11,0,1,4,8,4,0,0,1,4,29,7,23,28,8,20,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,4,10,113,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952947590197486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990493880804787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409849387483582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480390318290286,0.0,0.2585101799925404,0.0,0.10992131525319092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789913822448427,0.09320331128111957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816191167438491,0.0,0.2224366245404475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378420885263569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509835418551213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430077462126365,0.06373798610778797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234479311729014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28771754789685605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713413602133952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066196156128907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283061679172445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320362549296066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083769987874604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343835486054292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649844914030428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802872308954048 socialanxiety,onogomo,2018/01/18,"my crush rolled his eyes at me and i'm pretty embarrassed i talked to my crush after the break and it was a pleasant conversation. a week or two went by, idk what to say, so if he passes by i'll might ask something class related (like once) but it's like a yes/no answer question. so i literally asked the stupidest quesiton - he was at the front of the class to ask the teacher a question and i asked ""are u asking about the report?"" and he was like ""oh, yeah"" and he rolled his eyes... :||| I feel so stupid ",0.10274725274725682,2.3754555238095283,2.1695238095238096,93.89406593406595,89.0,5.516483516483516,18.553113553113555,7.010146845296331,0.19936630036630065,390,11,88,6,13,130,65,105,0.146,0.731,0.122,-0.3918,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,10,1,5,2,2,0,0,13,13,11,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,4,4,9,4,10,8,0,8,0,0,2,0,16,2,0,5,5,49,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7695423893624379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324276769230242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24129229548511635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464828754380288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532745815185938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748969255554266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688505120997126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092178842834773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674157690845314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232477764313966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082131378233105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320576725224068,0.0,0.0,0.15261529677171384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jadelalaere,2018/01/18,"I'm going to a party alone tonight, and I'm not going to let myself chicken out of it I got invited to the birthday party tonight of a girl I studied abroad with last summer. I was looking down the invite list, and she is the only person I know who is going to be there. And the thought of having to walk in alone *and* having to take initiative in making friends is terrifying to me. But I'm doing my makeup and getting ready right now, and I'm not going to talk myself into skipping out and staying alone in my room and watching Netflix tonight. I was honestly really surprised that I was invited because she only invited a (relatively on my campus) small group of people, and I didn't think she liked me much on the trip, and we haven't talked since we got back from the study abroad trip. I'm using that to remind myself that I'm not as unlikeable as I think I am in social situations. That people do like me and remember me even after time apart, and that it's often just in my head when I think people don't like me, and I can definitely find someone to talk to at the party. I'm not going to let myself get too drunk to deal with my anxiety, and I'm not going to stay glued to my phone, either. Wish me luck, y'all.",6.983603425559949,5.10674382608696,7.977164031620557,75.42197793148881,65.28458498023716,10.488669301712779,32.545783926218704,9.075114841892004,2.6236511198945967,960,29,194,13,12,329,125,253,0.063,0.805,0.132,0.9498,0,3,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,10,0,18,2,1,2,0,41,46,18,0,1,8,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,8,21,1,0,7,2,0,9,8,0,0,0,7,2,33,7,37,36,2,37,0,0,2,0,17,16,0,2,13,136,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696815050430229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101920507180716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148810566528506,0.0,0.07252896878767721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266292749326413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858502173075092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874536226515792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192348191008133,0.0,0.12432404736159244,0.0,0.4057137008777843,0.0,0.19031799613118375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221075786511285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538817480381237,0.09698439969016004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433297697703825,0.0,0.17438252997036402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991304831606254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941992620005107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746382736047474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809789663272658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474567928748858,0.10388855352911916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622149291025794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478089558727815,0.10160808094690664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842130247433044,0.1337382563576668,0.0,0.12128490094549488,0.1008111804198596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536332267406363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945798639404037,0.28689431782458097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22871231406524664,0.0,0.09445665414690294,0.06937806579156262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027603276366434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682087371638565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jakobi_Maximus,2018/01/19,"I’m stuck in a perpetual cycle of social awkwardness/anxiety. Hiya, I’m a 21 y/o white male in Australia. I’ve always been quite introverted ever since I was a young kid. Long story short - Basically since high school I noticed my social skills declining to the point now where I can’t even talk to my family or work colleagues without stuttering and losing my thoughts/words. Attempting to respond to humour or Witt is a nightmare for me and I become visibly distressed and any attempts in reciprocating humour either leave me embarrassed or in trouble...so naturally, no one talks to me at work at all anymore. I’ve recently given up smoking weed a few months ago (win) which I had been doing for about 5 years pretty consistently. Did so due to financial + productivity issues. I had hoped that it would aid my anxiety by forcing me into a more productive mindset but I’ve since just declined even further. I’ve never had a proper relationship, I’ve turned down sex with various people many times again due to social anxiety, and I find myself lonelier than ever. I don’t really have any sort of friends/family to talk to - even behind the safety/comfort of the keyboard. I feel like I only need just ONE person to take the time and understand what I’m going through but I can’t figure out how to even start a relationship and/or friendship or where to look. PS. Not looking for sympathy, just thought this might be a good first step. Thanks guys, sorry for the rant.",5.178487192711021,6.940177036101082,6.253202681794742,73.72392298435622,69.25270758122744,9.319511775829467,30.51899604607186,9.725611199111238,3.161097438542205,1177,48,201,28,21,392,179,277,0.08199999999999999,0.821,0.098,0.8078,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,9,16,11,0,2,14,0,16,1,0,1,4,35,33,13,0,3,12,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,7,4,0,3,10,4,20,7,36,20,5,35,0,1,3,1,13,16,0,7,18,128,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342208726380848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769312080203193,0.0,0.0,0.1433379518958372,0.0,0.2418697312266742,0.0,0.10451879707315702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163952379797402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27843703343653314,0.19066300827831986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870507413092567,0.0,0.053288471046345126,0.07529080721402989,0.0,0.0,0.09632476839172073,0.08964488275760442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059895701076902785,0.08839633157972115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435290522822087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135057296316817,0.0,0.10467628638610914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000002741682513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159304508392998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148834690837965,0.0,0.0,0.09326704435225044,0.1770025137235502,0.11790471874495415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684915986293536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180238802814704,0.0,0.0,0.0841214826340585,0.0,0.0,0.07814552621589385,0.08128344878680502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998748469015985,0.0,0.0,0.14283030582365736,0.08015402520219644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306432128575326,0.09202269088812026,0.0,0.0,0.09962784021589197,0.0,0.0,0.10721976070399948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209549104567404,0.0,0.0,0.06751568524963353,0.0,0.10406014583005732,0.2262993492202547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066605475548304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615396822864481,0.0,0.0,0.32229622715774625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797574321705225,0.07459575302465307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792403431346749,0.25412604401436395,0.0,0.09702917169144072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366807691138163,0.12290779081765058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463431557152402,0.0,0.10971495473215216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159242874646804,0.0,0.15345069717399298,0.0,0.0,0.07486620140968885,0.0,0.0,0.06786785803347821 socialanxiety,Lkrboy24,2018/01/19,"My Term Paper on Social Anxiety A while back I conducted a survey on this sub to get information for this essay, and several people wanted to see the finished result. I finally got it back from my teacher today, so here is my term paper on social anxiety. https://docs.google.com/document/d/1oawv3zQWz8VHQnp5GVr2wpX3OT_8sAUMijRBTGnt1qQ/edit?usp=sharing",15.069133333333333,17.58546818,12.622000000000005,34.254333333333356,47.2,12.266666666666667,34.66666666666667,11.855464076750405,4.927866666666667,299,9,31,7,3,92,37,50,0.07200000000000001,0.928,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,7,4,2,11,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,8,25,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002349355832782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022968125099942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28656168451635955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667123067039394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921933690205588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813552306127572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084552720277249,0.0,0.0,0.2955249494370605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5333210115255144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24795900527945605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429397345031645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,[deleted],2018/01/19,"Dealing with anxiety... Kinda hard, no? I think I do have some form of social anxiety. I think it started when I was young. My brothers are all older than me by at least 6 years, and I feel like I was usually just a bystander watching everything that happened to them over the years. Now that I’m older, and I’m living my life, it is so weird and I have this sort of hyper-awareness of the things I do. I can’t really explain it well enough but, it makes me feel like such an outcast sometimes. At some points, I’m with a group of people and I never open my mouth. I used to be deathly shy, but now I’m better at being around people. It’s just talking to them is so difficult sometimes. Some people can just make the most basic chatter and have so many friendships. I have friends, and I’m very close with my brother. We have very good conversations about various topics of interest. I just can’t seem to make more friends that often. And it’s not like I want cheap friendships that don’t mean anything, I much prefer being around people I have a good connection with. It’s just hard to make that connection sometimes. And I’m trying to work on that and expand my horizons, but I’m so awkward sometimes. And another thing, sometimes I feel like I box myself in with labels and feelings. In class I might be scared to say something or be completely myself the way I want to, because I know people can be so mean. Idk, I’m working on it. Any thoughts/suggestions/discussion points? Thanks guys!",2.7931324544883864,4.910953169491531,3.7511111111111113,87.62925298179537,76.62711864406779,6.404268675455116,25.84118016321407,7.3871296695380915,1.3318148148148143,1175,44,229,15,27,377,146,295,0.081,0.7440000000000001,0.174,0.9885,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,2,3,19,16,0,2,8,0,25,2,1,5,2,60,54,21,1,3,10,2,6,4,2,1,1,1,0,1,17,21,0,0,12,0,1,0,6,4,1,0,2,8,33,12,31,45,11,26,0,0,1,0,15,14,0,10,15,159,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367233036120047,0.0981803284258171,0.14325500657570392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705038306309334,0.16670298557336374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707662406198068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280906218191067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817038317802557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652950973797024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674591233999476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414955779675269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937070541495252,0.20067014018353888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467824669641274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570665787425886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270946832937536,0.08279763559618268,0.0,0.16775007437004005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514571809548514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613438544694647,0.1829736223095932,0.0,0.0826779398422737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499978337770456,0.0949271970978556,0.0,0.20398334265640608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932775641823642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882960114723109,0.0,0.07221404430017499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245599327318476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770232285726805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998245348031017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445917560221874,0.09374102338638138,0.0,0.0,0.08523819890141733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544507265677164,0.0,0.07208176304659514,0.4630175537853423,0.0,0.06627254495138589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525709794628588,0.0,0.08620289871450962,0.0,0.0,0.12440862931026005,0.11999000295052364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356934245306327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086717193198488,0.10312138257485363,0.1545108578009741,0.11045204811521228,0.07431997587813075,0.0,0.0,0.0841855660119429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632905110461216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205906634065748 socialanxiety,Hapinon,2018/01/19,"Kindness overwhelms me Anyone else do this? I went to a youth conference and they had everyone talk 1 on 1 with eachother with total eye contact and tell eachother what we saw in eachother just from our eyes, now the eye contact wasn't the hard part it, I was pretty fine with that. It was someone complimenting me and not giving me pity or anything like that, just a simple chat. Something about it gave made me cry and then gave me a panic attack. I couldn't be calmed down for 20 minutes. Another time someone just said hi to me on the street and I immediately had to go home so I didn't cry in public. It's the weirdest fucking thing and I hate it.",3.6723664122137407,5.100954137404585,4.471671755725193,86.3354465648855,72.51145038167941,6.7667175572519085,27.603816793893127,7.1686216300943375,1.3389841221374046,516,19,104,5,10,166,85,131,0.173,0.7070000000000001,0.12,-0.8176,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,1,0,6,11,3,2,7,0,9,4,3,1,1,18,19,9,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,10,10,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,12,6,15,5,14,5,2,12,0,2,4,1,14,6,1,1,5,71,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421315500181954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295060198570923,0.1897737545729274,0.15241544033017507,0.0,0.0,0.21070780103418654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068980299015944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472263195182254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698002980742428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122747037856445,0.0,0.17767426177197254,0.10526145323439884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591547266931134,0.18286059950523692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578486481525644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928720055211665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048626400172297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525407959528874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730886440039415,0.0,0.20056884407582748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842934675155956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618104269301207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138626473883713,0.14258687910124804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488680946863261,0.16188530541068835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304803210173393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799984341684574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169534576256396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fuk-mah-life,2018/01/19,"Welp, my username is accurate.. Today it was our presentation day for our ""About Me"" project. Well we're almost done with the school year, I should be fine and well adjusted to my classmates...NOT. So I'm a Freshman and I also take Sophomore English, which means my schedule is a little messed up and I'm in two ninth grade groups. 9.2, which I am basically all the time and 9.3, only Health together (which is every other day). So I'm the third to last person up, my teacher already threw my focus off by giving me an assigned seat that wasn't my normal seat. So I go up and begin, I instantly knew something was wrong. My voice broke and was left my first sentence almost incomprehensible. Tears filled my eyes as I stare at my project and then I hear; ""She's crying."" I then break down sobbing, in front of my class. My teacher asks me if I have stage fright and I can't stop crying to tell her that I'm terrified. My friends come up to calm me and I can't continue, I can't speak when I'm this upset. A boy helps me continue, speaking for me as I mutter what each item means for him to repeat louder to the class. I get a minimal for the speaking part but advances or proficients in the others. I got a PR for the project and a headache. Then I had to present for English, the very next class. Was better but my voice shook dangerously. TL;DR Had to speak in front of my second group, tried, couldn't, cried and friends helped. Had another presentation, did not cry.",2.4786745306950806,4.559923866438357,3.5394216133942145,88.94905885337393,77.45890410958904,6.380720446473871,24.17097919837645,7.3871296695380915,1.0054630644342977,1147,39,237,15,27,369,164,292,0.07200000000000001,0.821,0.106,0.8255,0,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,2,0,0,3,8,15,1,3,15,0,21,2,1,0,1,30,39,25,0,4,5,0,0,0,2,1,1,7,0,2,10,14,0,1,4,0,0,8,6,8,2,4,13,9,42,7,32,23,4,44,0,2,2,0,21,13,1,4,21,154,52,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24730448203441466,0.0,0.13626860382354988,0.0987507908031093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948463321074766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154416665398958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092123158994358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637126511838164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5425692420834227,0.1592750266128642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636787569000116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404131290158078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503615125519088,0.0,0.0,0.1908081792699825,0.0,0.06451573804543545,0.11845792122741985,0.07017928658415906,0.0,0.09876211597278534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125862229708402,0.13917640178444374,0.0,0.16553858547383704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065663494216584,0.0,0.0,0.13416665202146907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376426142690945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690224073239259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131327540039685,0.0,0.12098893575214725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391579369471716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372206021996216,0.0,0.0,0.1078222089393535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497326184500245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506467129333923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323886479714876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284524014061364,0.0,0.10793120266810173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200500970965346,0.0,0.1170492001290034,0.0,0.0,0.08383810813184088,0.0,0.12062675646463886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188793452933803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220554221293314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501129969062134,0.0,0.07952019549231361 socialanxiety,badroommate29,2018/01/19,"Cashier at liquor store thought my real id was fake I just tried buying some alcohol, I’ve been 21 for about 4 months now but my license is vertical which means under 21 in my state. It doesn’t expire until October of 2019, but he told me he couldn’t sell to an expired license. He might have said that because I still feel anxious buying alcohol because I’m afraid of being accused of having a fake id so I mentioned that I should renew it just because it’s still vertical and I think that made him think it was expired, but he looked at it for a few minutes so he must have seen the real expiration date. He asked if I had anything else with my birthdate on it which I didn’t and I just kind of walked out fast when he said it was expired. I tried talking to a friend about it but she said “renew your license and give me your old one” which is something we got into an argument about on my 21st birthday because she really wants to use my id to get alcohol but I’m not comfortable with it, so her reminding me of that and asking for my license at this point made me a lot more anxious. I feel really humiliated and stressed out, I just wanted to write it down and get it off my chest. It’s crazy but I almost feel like he was right and that I was faking and I feel guilty even though I’m 21 and my license doesn’t expire for almost 2 years. I was having a pretty good day but I feel paralyzed now and I’m stuck sitting in my car. Maybe renewing it early so that it’s horizontal would make me feel better. 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Lets begin by the beginning. As a kid I almost never went to my friends' houses. I dont know why. I was somehow scared. Still dont know from what. My house was also 4 miles further from school so I always went to school by car. The point is, even though I did have friends, and always played with them and all sorts of stuff, but only at school. I dont even know what I was always doing when I got home. My parents told me I was always reading big books. Apparently I never did anything besides being home. But now I'm sixteen and dont read books at all. And I still dont go out. I loved computers and games, that surely contributed to the fact I always was at home. I did have some brothers and sisters to play with though, but I didnt have any friends in town. So I feel pretty lonely lately, though I've been trying to be more socializing at school but I dont really have any close friends. And I also dont know why to invite them to my home because I just dont know what kind off stuff to do. Like I said, I have some hobbies that only include one person, like crafting knifes, so doing those hobbies with them isnt an option. BTW: I find it really hard to begin a conversation or keep it going with someone I dont/hardly know. Im really introvert sometimes. So I want to socialize more and meet more people to do stuff with instead of being home all the time. So I think it isnt real social anxiety, but more somewhat like 'social shyness' if that's a word, and too few social experience. Does anyone know how to tackle this/ does anyone have the same experience? I'd really appreciate your comments/thoughts!",2.532,4.3618129101449306,4.046884057971018,86.53119565217396,76.42028985507247,6.571014492753624,22.80434782608696,7.42949916751922,0.908321739130435,1334,39,270,17,30,443,163,345,0.053,0.807,0.139,0.9799,2,2,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,3,0,25,14,0,1,9,0,37,1,0,3,7,58,63,32,0,2,9,3,2,3,4,0,0,1,5,2,15,16,0,1,11,7,0,5,14,2,0,1,15,3,35,12,33,43,13,31,0,1,0,1,26,13,0,9,16,186,50,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272047966285748,0.0,0.0,0.0842069503212955,0.21904139052286112,0.0,0.0,0.07160640198640453,0.0,0.04027642591857964,0.0,0.0,0.0736269653300689,0.0,0.04332573247691554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03209440948229824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214718391728237,0.0,0.617043661512216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954848273068351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030018665433355,0.0,0.0,0.026620972523441547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812033376699296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627062906738602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984340632531088,0.0,0.04210830377008234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432652449226196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640567561202699,0.0,0.0,0.1215000109115334,0.0,0.0,0.0568700746688804,0.0,0.0,0.04679694906575434,0.0,0.054825947393479804,0.23147659673442986,0.0,0.059390490604848425,0.0,0.0,0.053837283231654494,0.0,0.07716508888761282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751787836644002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121248045875452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03567640028121168,0.08008404297038885,0.0,0.0,0.05846060732372215,0.0,0.0,0.03650026452626748,0.04597117308048235,0.0,0.0,0.04977042772817535,0.0,0.0,0.053563073731065766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532671748336626,0.059926214839738624,0.13491347502679718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008136122354703,0.0,0.052710944967333036,0.2131348451204712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32201483131739056,0.044609421019901965,0.0,0.05207131715618552,0.0,0.07453062370311414,0.0,0.08409129633923629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808119082128757,0.0,0.0,0.04962116417704381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03373542454345575,0.1551824531559668,0.04179751328594085,0.03070012010128772,0.0,0.0,0.050308481926649926,0.0,0.0357452904886866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031053809844452777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976125069996288,0.09501526752503343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Liamiay,2018/01/19,"Signs of social anxiety. Hellow, I recently dropped by this amazing subreddit, but I am not very satisfied as I still haven't found answers to few of my questions. I feel like I have social anxiety, but maybe I'm just trying to hide my shyness and extremely awkward personality behind something? I could probably google this, but I feel like people writing these articles haven't experienced such issues. Anyways, I often find it hard to answer phone calls or have discussion with my friend while Im on the bus/taxi/waiting to cash in something. Oil Im also scared to talk to people and always overthink on what I should say, often regretting my said words afterwards. I find myself creating countless scenario of what will happen; re-creating scenarios of things that had happened in the past. I really don't know if I'm just shy as fuck or actually have social anxiety. If you think I do, I would appreciate a few tips on how to handle it, as I hate myself for not being able to have discussion like everyone else are having and pussying out every situation involving interactions with people. Also, excuse my poor ass grammar. 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In general I feel like I have a very cold and uninviting tone of voice when I greet people and sometimes I am caught off guard and end up giving a weak ""hi"" or something like that. This makes me feel I lost my chance to make a friendship before I ever really started, because people immediately feel like I'm a jerk because of how I greet them. Does anyone else feel this way and how can I make it better? thanks",5.096849816849815,5.897017824175826,5.626098901098904,81.73973443223444,68.56043956043956,8.264468864468865,27.25457875457875,8.344100000000001,1.7405369963369957,366,11,71,5,6,118,60,91,0.102,0.606,0.292,0.9439,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,6,9,1,1,4,0,3,1,0,6,1,19,17,9,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,7,12,5,7,15,0,9,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,7,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684495853630675,0.17122066224274135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037335059727025,0.0,0.1421955770376274,0.0,0.0,0.14779238297548614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462362849777149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959628699104756,0.0,0.14800702303685673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115766576862655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224710901438395,0.2387622596554305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030406750685205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449198217284479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241681001116936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346352556630887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475524389209777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214105787530771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864697714277187,0.1652728960583844,0.0,0.11827905166585664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914202724290796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384948802372606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788060912843414,0.0,0.13264159801231262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HipsterWhoMissedOut,2018/01/19,"I just realized I sit in the disabled seats on the bus because I have a social disability I always get off at the last stop so I avoid sitting on the aisle seat. The person beside me usually gets off before I do, and it’s nice to avoid having them ask me to move for them. The window seats always fill up fast. So the only seats left are the disabled seats which line up along the bus windows. These are the best because no one has to move for anyone. The other day I was sitting at the disabled seats and I realized that my reason for sitting there is because of a disability... it’s just a social one instead of a physical one. (Just something I found kinda funny. If someone physically disabled asked me to get up, I 100% would.)",3.691500622665007,5.046418897260279,5.104171855541722,82.10838729763391,72.35616438356166,7.226899128268991,27.65628891656289,7.686295010490155,1.6737890410958898,573,21,110,7,11,192,81,146,0.071,0.862,0.067,0.1216,0,2,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,7,4,0,2,16,0,9,0,0,1,0,16,15,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,3,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,3,2,0,16,2,20,12,1,23,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,2,5,82,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744163079525834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530035455514545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083143099911569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015604494324373,0.0,0.14031585661881613,0.0,0.17305003579133252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634541972762804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808018930988294,0.0,0.0,0.2584568361048534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441369082063864,0.0,0.0,0.17916190913411356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505204655466049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33521698876770595,0.125412184344427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398237199464953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954237081400486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33618502004407536,0.13971734505248934,0.12694635919957364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786191900306216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161159661205575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713864436219992,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tanktops_and_anxiety,2018/01/19,Asked someone to pick up my pencil In one of my classes last week there was a cute girl that sat in front of me. During the lecture I accidentally dropped my pencil. It was in a position where i probably could have picked it up myself but I saw it as an opportunity. I tapped her on the shoulder and asked if she could pick it up for me. It wasn't much and idk how much I'll talk to her while in the class but I'm hoping I'll be able to talk to her on Tuesday. ,2.5257708628005666,3.04826084158416,4.407439886845829,89.16227722772278,74.24752475247523,7.355586987270155,24.32956152758133,7.447530270364453,0.7712195190947666,359,10,87,4,7,123,62,101,0.017,0.873,0.11,0.846,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,6,0,7,1,1,4,0,12,13,8,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,14,3,17,5,2,16,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,2,4,62,20,5,0.24674143284220815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613398641247747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940059131827625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450699166587308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112719990674932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627666871443124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719838061235326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660289970622628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906321534098907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966428346384139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792109421222376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,butlermg,2018/01/19,"Clapping hand gesture I was waiting to turn right at a junction when a car drove past with a kid about 13-14 years old in the passenger seat. He pointed at me directly and clapped his hands several times. What on earth does that mean? I wasn't aware I was doing anything particularly stupid to warrant a slow clap, is there another meaning?",6.404538461538461,6.983355261538462,6.359807692307693,78.40894230769231,65.61538461538461,9.576923076923078,37.78846153846154,9.516144504307137,3.558307692307693,272,14,51,5,4,86,56,65,0.066,0.882,0.052000000000000005,-0.2151,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,5,0,5,2,2,0,0,5,10,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,2,5,0,8,6,0,14,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27887380316615445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188557902049518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327363393350943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5793992692957667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790718284013992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25388122464367724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251410551341329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271215079391887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30044999769928304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507871788974734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289279346194996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126433303760485 socialanxiety,Jenna76,2018/01/19,"Anyone here feel like going to a therapist, or taking meds, or learning mindfulness absolutely changed your life? I have heard some people say that their life was absolutely changed in a positive way by going to a therapist or meditating or mindfulness or some other thing. Anyone here experienced that? And if so what was it you did? 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Carrol - Adventure Time,1.9192857142857136,4.75181378571429,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,89.7142857142857,8.514285714285714,21.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.3432571428571443,59,2,11,2,2,19,14,14,0.0,0.529,0.471,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864473241074292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.798694181746327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612440457445196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chanwxx,2018/01/19,"Social Anxiety and Social Media Many of my friends and I always find that social media makes us more anxious about everything. Does anyone else? Is it best to limit the amount of social media we use? I have started looking at this for my university dissertation - If anyone has a spare few minutes then please complete this survey! https://unioflincoln.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_6VHj4AUL8S29i73 Thank you!",7.632395604395603,11.497639492307696,5.8221978021978025,69.85923076923079,69.46153846153845,6.791208791208793,27.747252747252745,7.957251820313856,2.397263736263736,337,12,43,5,7,98,54,65,0.057,0.757,0.18600000000000005,0.8765,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,6,8,4,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,2,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061783234229214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292811302385902,0.19091686447234585,0.0,0.23633123041133236,0.1731559079936545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735039948090786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718861485659407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478891412710239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117409376801046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188229997801458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445886756265667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056553973885374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191369614459956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280583932267653,0.17133495888964728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550636125545805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.689078708729167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961591737563805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558839362120575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032808341377958,0.14595789196436368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MilitantComb,2018/01/19,"Does it surprise anyone else when you see people here talking about their SOs, spouses etc. How does that even happen, it's impossible for me to make friends let alone be in a relationship.",7.774857142857139,8.043847200000002,7.080714285714286,75.46678571428573,62.71428571428571,9.285714285714286,34.64285714285714,8.841846274778883,2.857571428571428,152,6,27,2,2,47,33,35,0.054000000000000006,0.8059999999999999,0.14,0.4939,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784274498925485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797262191330968,0.2754487417401125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470510978829808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457348955211034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29981720631386344,0.17756009079515986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769787212229493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377260316980426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27489752539374657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794465280590209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637330474708147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886234815714125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214223200557779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607587128618785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lyssaline,2018/01/19,"I go out of my way to see as few people as possible in any given day. I’m a first year college student and I live in the dorms (alone, luckily). But the bathrooms are down the hall, so if I step outside my door and hear someone coming (opening their door, footsteps, other tell tale signs) I rush back into my room and feel like I am going to choke. If I am using the restroom and someone walks in, I wait in the stall until they are completely gone. If someone holds the door for me, my heart hurts from beating so fast about being nervous to say thank you. When I go to class, I sit at the end of a row so I am able to leave as quick as possible. It takes me hours to get up the courage to call someone on the phone. Just a few of my problems that light up my world. 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I was actually happy and I felt like myself for the first time in months. Now that classes started, I'm absolutely fucking terrified to be around people, even if I'm relatively chill with them, it's like my thoughts are racing and I can'r make myself comfortable at all. Today I did homework for a few hours and after that, I thought I'd de-stress by putting some headphones on and taking a night walk - something I used to do at home when I wanted to feel at peace with myself. This time, though, I felt like the few people I walked by were watching me and that they knew I was losing my shit, even though they probably didn't. After about five songs I went back to my dorm and cried for the first time in awhile, terrified that I'm always gonna be like this, always this detached, terrified shell of a human being. I get five free counseling sessions a semester so I might start doing that, but I fucking miss feeling like a (semi) functional person. 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I'm not really sure what I'm trying to ask but here goes. How come every morning I curse my own existence? I wake up so angry and frustrated but keep it inside so that I don't worry anyone(Especially grams because I just don't want her to worry). Whenever I'm not doing anything that keeps me occupied, I just think about everything that's happened, everything I've done and just feel so angry. 18 years of my life and I've done nothing I can be proud of. Anytime I feel good about something like making something I've made or cooking in general(Because I guess that's the only real skill I have, cooking/baking) my chest begins to hurt, like its tightening or squeezing. I'm probably just being way to hard on myself but I don't know why. There's always one little thing that I wanna beat myself over for. I just feel like utter garbage. 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Gets to my turn, I say aloud that I have a problem presenting, (didn't want to whisper to him or walk in the cramped class) he understands and let's me go. I overhear girls saying ""Why? There aren't even that many people here"" ""yeah, I know"" at which point I just shut them out and distracted myself because I was pretty irritated by that. I just hate how they don't understand because they're in drama and are used to people looking at them, I just want to smack them right across the face.",4.8053333333333335,5.615451311111113,4.944444444444446,86.33000000000001,69.22222222222223,8.074074074074074,30.555555555555557,8.167268648758528,1.9894444444444448,537,21,110,7,9,168,88,135,0.14,0.81,0.049,-0.8301,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,0,7,4,2,1,5,1,10,2,1,2,0,20,25,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,1,0,3,5,4,0,1,3,4,19,0,15,20,0,18,0,0,1,0,12,10,0,1,5,66,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989487573929577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778033028981784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525598512595428,0.0,0.18548045467465485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110867794492606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936138267034354,0.13301530496968494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33372979198317965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370319828206383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544117855416995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354616314497406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393900552689887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425996164375352,0.0,0.0,0.1660150028125681,0.0,0.15614336511574906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935674106057788,0.0,0.25953813327289826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456059016674264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749541779487946,0.0,0.339756932842317,0.0,0.14093706166188374,0.0,0.13464243754957753,0.28874733857988416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944931798463365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JayKritchen,2018/01/19,"Extreme Social Anxiety at my internship So I have an internship for College at a law office. It's kind of boring but whatever. A few weeks ago I was doing my usual duties. This involves going up to the cabinet and filing stuff first thing in the morning. Not everyone knows who I am and I got thrown into the bushes by my supervisor. One day a few weeks ago I was doing what I described above when an employee noticed. She said ""CAN I HELP YOU"" in a loud and appalled tone. She didn't know who I was and saw me going through files. Most other people who work there at least know that I'm a student. I was really shocked and explained that I'm a student doing my internship and filing papers as per my supervisor request. She was immediately apologetic, somewhat embarrassed but the damage was done. Several people noticed the whole exchange. Now I'm scared to go back and face the same people and maybe run into the same situation. I've avoided doing thesr specific duties first thing in the morning up to now by coming in late or going to the bathroom. However I know that I'll need to start again once I go back after Christmas break. I have had a few weeks off and I've been absolutely dreading to go back. I know I'll have to face this exact same situation numerous times more. I hope nobody will notice but people will. I just hate walking into somewhere like that and nobody knows who I am. I have been having extreme thoughts like quitting my internship or making a ridiculous excuse such as my father being terminally ill so I need to come late to avoid the potential situation again It sounds like such a stupid scenario but it's not. I hate attracting attention and being new and having people notice me. That lady completely broke my confidence.",4.127862068965516,6.333283274626865,5.435172413793109,76.67000000000003,72.97014925373135,8.083376222336593,28.268142048378788,8.841846274778883,2.566716932578487,1407,56,239,29,29,469,170,335,0.171,0.759,0.069,-0.9895,2,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,4,14,19,4,5,21,0,28,3,2,1,1,50,57,23,0,3,9,1,0,3,0,2,1,3,0,0,19,17,0,4,9,0,1,10,3,13,0,3,15,4,33,6,30,38,11,47,0,2,1,0,16,13,0,5,26,179,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883614947088875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068537783563464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667260210980007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435148504345436,0.09393571136436607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057779553671452426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168392071313117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560918122838168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241414973719236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055038527040111,0.0,0.07165506233975874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690748746746615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005175944707306,0.0,0.0,0.0889852643921959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329648374740143,0.2954251623343471,0.0,0.20212779550160198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131066226000365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980348551968857,0.0,0.09000740137885878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286295399779066,0.0,0.08652869972682553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080052289789798,0.0,0.09541276316343812,0.06070998965350654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105597347649069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529232696581433,0.0,0.0,0.05739505393225516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522269337011154,0.0,0.0896974161734194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121367837419304,0.0,0.0,0.3021161411319335,0.0,0.0913279596757684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341381639150863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256162795115607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904214607100448,0.0,0.0,0.07112619488317919,0.05224192909092691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867314474549294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155963629162152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002648563108596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522418462968416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shabio1,2018/01/19,"I don’t feel comfortable bringing up my social anxiety with people I feel like they’ll think I’m just using the overgeneralized use of the word or grabbing for attention. So like when someone says they’re depressed just because they had a bad day kind of idea, or are just in a general slump. (Not saying I’m depressed) But it’s hard sometimes because I’ll either feel really boring or irritating. While talking in person I feel like I have nothing to talk about and that I am the one killing the conversation down, even if I’m trying to keep the conversation going. Which just makes me feel like either they think I am/what I'm talking about boring/forced or that they just don't want to talk to me. But sometimes when talking about something I can actually go on about, or especially over messaging, I for some reason can go way too deep into detail on everything, or try and edit whatever I'm saying so much to try and make it as clear as I can. Which eventually ends up with me rambling on and basically writing a novel filled with repetitive or unnecessary details, and I feel like that becomes really irritating. I over explain things to try and cover all grounds, probably for a few reasons like trying to not fail people and to be as helpful I can (as well as a few deeper reasons I don’t want to get into) that have made me often trying to be a perfectionist towards other people and their needs. It’s not all bad though. I’ve found that it’s at least let me try to become a more kind person, because I genuinely don’t have much, if any malice in my heart. Also I do find joy from helping others, and not just to try and fill my own personal problems, I genuinely do enjoy it. But there is a point where I think my SA comes in and can take over making me feel like I need to perfect things. It just sucks because I don’t know how to share this with people because I'm pretty closed off with emotional stuff like this. Also sucks that my SA has made it really hard for me to get to know new people or get to know people I'm close to super well. I’m not really asking for advice, I feel like I just needed somewhere I can actually vent and maybe have a few others understand what where I’m coming from Edit: Clarity and expanded a bit",7.507711038961041,6.160655875000002,8.155389610389609,72.86233766233768,63.91071428571429,11.002597402597404,33.7564935064935,10.018931242160765,3.1600008928571435,1784,60,341,32,22,600,197,448,0.08800000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.151,0.98,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,5,3,28,29,3,0,15,0,26,1,1,11,4,99,78,40,1,8,28,0,11,9,0,1,0,3,0,3,24,24,0,1,23,1,0,8,10,10,2,1,4,14,39,19,59,70,14,41,0,3,0,0,26,25,2,12,16,232,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.1225059841451292,0.0,0.0,0.0613366422693024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039187803604012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04268472582957798,0.0,0.04801772327720899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868006531035053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481813512354092,0.19131544546452853,0.13864573214061618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852693451488406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813899298888066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04048048353806763,0.0,0.1081248174455446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060610318353157,0.05559425173386834,0.0,0.0,0.04145799586168295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05641227174910163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539010774361935,0.2690509320870361,0.0,0.0,0.05736926299025215,0.0,0.0,0.06882240980367486,0.0,0.0,0.09838183652892636,0.0,0.10701833861959363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124564766478177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743809632280593,0.08414479189479457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085798534567105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055791518219605714,0.0694440345952033,0.13072744715098944,0.10348776219878576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641850340305835,0.0,0.2759896242300907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187861264074123,0.12569536404855886,0.0,0.06305938516830968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228412521615686,0.1396261206700164,0.0,0.060622199070270326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602280593216837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042533553490899635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610946073184809,0.16442107391825342,0.0,0.0,0.059336511905774686,0.0,0.0,0.06385812031818337,0.0676750488565565,0.060060968150600726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084440866971172,0.19360938632766325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974806849603672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398457124196949,0.05318353814264417,0.04832225042655891,0.12415928379246202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185490416769133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719409307317597,0.2522546743887029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834011917392924,0.1206585423176458,0.06166972303008525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409254774728995,0.0,0.0,0.06534421205557189,0.0,0.1084236447118798,0.0,0.0,0.07404496371293648,0.04982270597012667,0.0,0.0,0.11287282195084625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,arlj11,2018/01/19,"Anxiety over TimesUp movement How many of you are worried about how the TimesUp movement is going to affect you? For me it is because I have been accused of harassment at work in the past that I have never intended. Let me make it clear now. I have never denied the harassment only that I didn't intended to harass them. In my mind, if they felt they were harassed, then they were harassed and I'm sorry that I made them feel that way. I wish I could make it up to them and show my sincerity about it. I have a high respect for women. I only recently in my life I have learned I am on the high end of the autism spectrum, a.k.a. Asperger, and how it affects me. I'm afraid that people who don't understand what high functioning autism is like are going to jump the gun and treat them harshly without think about the intent. For me it seems employers don't see a difference in the intent. For them it's, harassment is harassment weather intended or not. That mentality I think will hurt more incent people than they think. That is one of the reasons why I have social anxiety around my female coworkers. I'm afraid that one wrong word and no one is gonna listen to me and think I intended it. Not realizing that I'm wired differently. I'm all for bringing down hellfire on those who don't recognize the hurt they caused or out right deny it. But I also want mercy to be shown to those who it was just an incent mistake and want to make amends. I'm thinking of writing an open letter to the movement voicing my concerns. What do you think?",4.671904761904763,5.6814430163934455,5.588384074941455,80.86513661202186,69.65573770491804,8.694769711163154,29.933645589383296,8.976282227363876,2.4282661982825915,1220,47,235,22,21,401,148,305,0.155,0.7709999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9777,2,0,0,1,0,0,27.0,0,3,10,1,10,17,7,2,15,0,28,1,0,17,4,59,57,16,0,6,8,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,26,10,0,0,13,1,0,7,10,13,0,3,7,5,38,4,36,45,2,32,0,2,1,0,21,17,0,4,8,171,64,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956294963696469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135286302800234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969994953794617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827156117454737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505047154392675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941948204069641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340234141395025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991949800233379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056628409230040734,0.0,0.10753346986160736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729951545253332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549889323118575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23978750353326064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452322802974756,0.07910590046249523,0.054715459499114376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597307337131304,0.2242740703752865,0.11354609790440486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286536023586585,0.0,0.11308376699063635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275603188258315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22767362761073298,0.17035560793768706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691260261839734,0.1552874835641804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515026949811685,0.1105822780593058,0.0,0.0,0.0956437466318106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924610147581548,0.10195671181230002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416554892279278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253700572550326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305740727346648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659151094472685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321159736350757,0.08889700228494232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105873194098088,0.0,0.12878956927166862,0.1079598929518044,0.0,0.0815342296896312,0.11373710633669555,0.0,0.0,0.1224497559591344,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shesnothing,2018/01/19,Why do guys laugh at me when they see me or when I talk? I'm a quiet woman and English is my first language.,-1.6261333333333317,0.16982772000000068,1.3480000000000023,100.24066666666668,91.8,3.333333333333334,16.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.1908666666666663,83,2,21,0,3,29,22,25,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,1,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,3,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363946991758889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507993912026579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408829395581482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123650829026253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629421298459547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,1234swkisgar56,2018/01/19,"Does anyone experience dissociation when out in public? I tend to not even pay attention to what I say when I am with my group of friends at school. Leading me to act like a complete idiot sometime and I really hate it. Also, I hope this place doesn't end up like r/2meirl4meirl, the memes should stay there.",4.0284745762711855,6.108129813559327,4.612000000000002,83.01393220338984,72.89830508474577,7.4318644067796615,25.359322033898305,8.238735603445708,1.5635532203389833,245,8,47,4,5,78,50,59,0.113,0.6970000000000001,0.19,0.4594,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,6,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,7,4,9,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,31,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405852910903408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716364672015265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806507396938813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23424302359379925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370794129142009,0.0,0.0,0.17679592786927245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618362019242429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068040056405265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642723224958966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658603411928706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615436590103417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27966200315437684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147860070358803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286483798136865,0.0,0.2709000342269369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647360940324718,0.0,0.0,0.2853045063327991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,scherbatskys,2018/01/19,Can't stop reliving an embarrassing/cringy moment from today. I don't know how to stop thinking about it ,3.823,6.5238273000000016,4.830000000000002,78.24500000000002,76.0,8.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,2.225,86,3,15,2,2,28,18,20,0.0,0.7879999999999999,0.212,0.4168,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617917798924978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7965067884865228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052285012395541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515280300343037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fritochipteeth,2018/01/19,"Am I the only person who sucks with one on one conversation? People never believe I have social anxiety, as I am so confident appearing in groups. My speciality is groups. However, the second I’m left alone to be one on one with one individual, my heart stops, and it feels like there is a gun to my head. This has lead to my social relationships all being very superficial, despite me being a person who absolutely abhors superficiality. I can’t even be alone one on one with my closest of friends... there is so much pressure to hold good, deep, synchronized conversation. Then I tell myself to calm down. And then my head goes ,”calm down calm down calm down calm down” and it’s really hard to fucking listen when this is all that’s running through your head. Any other extroverted socially anxious people? It’s a tough life where you’re constantly invalidated. 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Self destruct! Anyone recognize that feeling where you feel so lost and helpless sometimes.. I can have really good days and be genuinily happy, and then just when you’re about think you really are going well then boom, I’m put back in my seat.. I drown in self pity, anger, resentment against everything and everyone... and then I hate having those feelings too. I wonder how that goes, do I have too high expectations when Im on a good roll or something? I cant help but feel that im going to tackle that anxiety and depression one day.. is that a bad thought? Nowadays I tend to think I it is because that would make me feel too happy or something and I should be aware what’s on the other side.. Strange thing this social anxiety 😩",2.1818367346938743,4.53949385034014,3.4034285714285737,88.11657142857143,79.8843537414966,6.913197278911565,24.08571428571429,8.021203637495839,1.461723265306123,584,21,117,11,15,189,99,147,0.227,0.68,0.093,-0.957,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,1,12,14,4,0,3,0,13,0,0,2,0,25,29,17,1,3,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,12,7,0,0,9,0,0,3,1,9,1,1,2,6,13,5,8,23,0,18,0,4,0,0,6,7,0,3,8,74,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736164842071368,0.0,0.0,0.09933651129267634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092407115762342,0.11861996508720273,0.08660269116559864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324285347527572,0.0,0.1223620517130356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575105426715506,0.1276806098006101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35916658059202977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147983776261118,0.23831802659720155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024658097419688,0.0,0.14026169615730613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522447871321454,0.15010152760195375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069133592147901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508285282174128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483078907729127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626823877716674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281651906206472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202344583201774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964136149498274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481935970138174,0.0,0.21874015032904925,0.1405078414279692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438296570231673,0.1820615241223653,0.0,0.11278528544321212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773524527337654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406554188037958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092028175792968,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ksj-84,2018/01/19,"Anxiety and depression are stealing my life. I have depression and social anxiety and it is really getting old. I am 33 years old and married with two kids. My wife is very outgoing and love to do things with people etc. The weird thing is that when I am social I typically enjoy it and realize it isn't bad. People can't believe that I am anxious or an introvert because I am apparently good at socializing when I am in the situation. From about age 18 until 28 I was on Zoloft and it helps with some things but I started to get tired of it and feeling like I have no emotions. I went on Wellbutrin and liked that for awhile but wanted to quit again. I have been off medication for about 3 years now and am considering going back. One thing I notice is that I am way more anxious when with just one other person. When in a group it is not as bad. I find now that even when not on meds I have very little emotion. I think I am basically depressed and anxious a lot of the time but I am functioning through it. I get really anxious about things like calling people, even friends and family or people I have to for work. The thought of going and hanging out or working out with a new friend or something like that is overwhelming and I won't do it, even though I have been invited and my wife encourages me to. I work as a project manager and somehow manage but my stress levels are really high most of the time. Not sure what I am looking for, I guess just to vent or get some thoughts from others. It is really getting old and I want to be able to enjoy life with my family and friends and not just let it pass me by, which is how I feel now. I have been feeling kind of proud of being off meds but wondering if it is worth the anguish I am in, maybe it's time to give them another shot. Thank you in advance for any thoughts or help. 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Since then, I've taken it about 20 times for various presentations and social events. Initially, I was on 4mg, then I upped it to 6mg about half a year ago and am now on 8mg. However, the last few times I have taken the drug I've noticed that I seem to become very inwardly aggressive, paranoid and irritable about 1-2 hours after intake. Although it has not got me into any trouble, it compels me to do things I don't normally do, such as smashing objects against my bedroom wall over the most trivial things, developing spontaneous conspiratorial beliefs and delusions of grandeur, and actively contemplating suicide. These symptoms seem to subside about 6-7 hours after taking diazepam. I want to discuss this with my GP but I am worried that if I do they will stop prescribing me diazepam, which I don't want to happen because it is the only thing that works for my anxiety. Has anybody else had any experiences like this? Would switching to another benzodiazepine help? Any advice would be greatly appreciated.",8.290714285714287,8.687830880952383,8.260714285714286,67.00678571428574,61.61904761904761,11.0,41.30952380952381,10.686352973137794,4.753952380952381,935,50,149,21,12,303,135,210,0.105,0.81,0.085,0.161,1,0,1,0,0,1,23.0,0,0,1,1,7,6,2,1,5,0,17,2,0,1,0,24,26,14,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,15,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,5,1,19,2,28,17,3,27,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,4,20,104,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713936425250572,0.1244036140886407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863095833250644,0.14715952106067326,0.10736029556650332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555042334236589,0.1549953409464938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275072377448238,0.0,0.11723669498630875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728019038169914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112243324362967,0.15472618089070453,0.0,0.0,0.12410286861585212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406745167877252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764147538263052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22879289723220475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856340536220852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228350102849333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375041454529039,0.0,0.15977888289640013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673547028281978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972946108901866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555219100918909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609132507088095,0.0,0.0,0.14305972902081152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733115754105546,0.0,0.14671463126928316,0.0,0.1535100107765324,0.0,0.0,0.14586778284216664,0.10551878422220236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797084904683186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366764889537808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579582283555545,0.16555323007588318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216974310882074,0.14252285182058455,0.0,0.19938809549722955,0.0,0.0,0.2711245402592374 socialanxiety,deathsultimatestan,2018/01/20,"Especially nervous with relatonships/sex For the record I have past relationship/some experience if it matters much. But they still make me nervous? I have such low self esteem that even if a future boyfriend/girlfriend material shows me interest, I still hold back lol.Like what if u end up hating my body or me Which is why it's a struggle to put myself out there even if I have a few people I'm casually flirting with, I have to constantly fight the urge to hole myself up and play video games lmao I love my comfort zone but hate loneliness at the same time",5.843879423328962,6.627653256880734,6.288361730013107,77.71256880733947,66.88990825688074,9.531323722149413,31.16775884665793,9.606745405546679,2.7390933158584527,451,17,87,9,7,146,80,109,0.174,0.696,0.129,-0.7902,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,7,13,3,3,6,0,5,2,1,1,0,15,10,8,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,14,6,10,10,3,14,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,5,8,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537112956008554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23888789383407125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324080462638792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048308694115465,0.0,0.0,0.2840958114853466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037409955763306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246628348142956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941038781083284,0.0,0.14355705378064956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809696595060604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053031572250325,0.1490984686204363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619896773238592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308985139722389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435891168208646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435011683124795,0.0,0.0,0.2248318447067088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540569097167448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940620303360886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kupeoxo,2018/01/20,"What are some entry level jobs that are suitable for someone with social anxiety? I have terrible anxiety, I can't even hold up a conversation with a stranger or make eye contact for more than a few seconds without nearly having an anxiety attack. The worst part is I got fired only a week after getting my first ever job because I wasn't aggressive enough. I was actually really proud of myself for doing it all on my own, I know I shouldn't take it personally but getting fired just like that still made me feel absolutely worthless. I already work from home doing digital art and youtube, but Its not quite enough to support myself 100% so Im looking to get another job at the same time so I CAN support myself while continuing to work on what I love. I need help though. not only is my social anxiety limiting me but getting fired from my last job has surely put me in an even worse spot. I don't know how I can come back from this.",5.332644927536234,6.1085519021739145,6.422608695652176,76.32601449275363,68.02173913043478,9.394202898550725,31.63768115942029,9.516144504307137,2.9283528985507243,746,30,138,15,12,250,120,184,0.16399999999999998,0.6990000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.3674,4,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,6,10,11,2,0,8,0,16,2,1,3,3,27,33,10,0,2,8,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,2,3,1,0,2,7,5,0,2,4,6,23,6,21,28,10,19,0,1,2,1,7,7,0,2,11,106,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.11098836278641884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550873267175894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926042946614468,0.3480260023840237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938929313500222,0.0,0.08745472907409159,0.0,0.06933143132896227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797211025209407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350360655694809,0.0,0.1502409900121525,0.10287927137019803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057507527266926775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674241798080208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376861079445922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096378522947324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623376731003953,0.0,0.1140848711611195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285266313290935,0.0,0.4514553487067234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501089776715368,0.09270871156024747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556488027565035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550824675959417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026497316511743,0.10761823419238632,0.07591859158523734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433261250337715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300026438590768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316326606087673,0.0,0.0,0.09930848646083472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433448026527647,0.0,0.12097052854457488,0.0,0.0,0.07286116554295179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318757848538789,0.0963667834976668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908284344773943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581288864511988,0.1071933209583241,0.0,0.08551411035033803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174346527419346,0.0,0.06631944014322165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123087102846836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096358978130511,0.0,0.16559998773820273,0.0,0.11590506474083916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,roloicecream,2018/01/20,"Need help making exposure therapy list So i recently learned about this concept of slowly exposing yourself to your anxiety one step at a time and you only move onto the next step if you are comfortable with the current step. I am looking to start taking action asap but I need help making some steps. My goal is to be able to ask out a pretty girl. As of now i cant even make eye contact with anyone without getting that weird feeling in my stomach. I feel that i have severe social anxiety and im sick of it. Step#1: leave the house Step#2: hold eye contact with people who walk by you Step#3: step#2 but smile aswell Step#4: ask someone for the time I need some ideas for more steps ",3.3096766169154215,5.46390820149254,3.91126865671642,86.90978855721393,75.19402985074628,6.556218905472638,25.345771144278608,7.492282038375204,1.3284099502487567,545,19,103,7,12,172,95,134,0.099,0.7709999999999999,0.131,0.6733,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,0,6,4,3,3,0,23,20,7,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,4,0,0,8,2,1,0,1,0,5,13,1,20,19,3,19,0,0,3,0,13,4,0,3,7,62,18,2,0.16033919327657914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24531808797782376,0.0,0.0,0.1121128920109192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997910030270335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590252496423383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214462754869902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377061073085881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494396289630485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500990148900248,0.0,0.1810034326555751,0.17319384308241276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977605452802744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464453989460526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32108296969907113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704151875901145,0.0,0.3566684404921275,0.0,0.0,0.17052255105813027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864998697514754,0.12194518164760294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115900803077636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312260254277847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831560989621596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113764966566215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344561555473608,0.13585487814289676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348890626246147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055511888517767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833618412110225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699014602641909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545612606011672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sprained-ankle-,2018/01/20,"sometimes i think it’s more than just anxiety and i might be autistic or something i’m just so terrible in social situations even with my closest friends and family, i barely ever have anything to talk about and even when i do i just won’t say anything, either because i don’t feel like it or because i feel like they’ll judge every word i say. some people make conversations sound so natural and easy but i don’t think i’ve ever felt natural having a conversation in my whole life ",4.56151785714286,5.928684854166673,5.860654761904764,77.47125000000005,70.25,8.81904761904762,30.380952380952376,9.23628265651192,2.7396952380952384,390,16,72,8,7,131,63,96,0.045,0.797,0.158,0.8457,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,1,2,23,16,10,0,0,7,0,3,2,1,3,1,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,12,3,6,11,4,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,4,5,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103193370240766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034187712010413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247635696114434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435309683487105,0.3335213456429905,0.1553279894811836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737945506804749,0.0,0.18643199570931665,0.2634081100819973,0.17701079426765925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243308756881962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302161856224451,0.18013418440087162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305914732675576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955727187877766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278093269049041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932147858027891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722401266007426,0.0,0.1879278564974672,0.0,0.14192635454968022,0.18233292506673285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817847280733387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362559263452645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582703374038264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fredewio,2018/01/20,"Just discovered I'm not just a boring person, but a piece of shit I saw a girl fell from her motorbike into the road, and I just walked away. There were many motorists, but I was the only one walking near her. One guy even stopped and came back to help her. On my way home I made someone smile (unintentionally) but that was no where near enough to compensate for what I did. This can't go on any longer, I need to start giving a fuck about people around me. Starting tomorrow or next week I will try to do one good thing for one person per day. If you have a better idea to change feel free to say.",5.2001045296167225,4.791875723577238,5.4612311265969815,87.2048780487805,68.1869918699187,8.654587688734031,25.701509872241573,7.957251820313856,1.0859509872241584,466,10,106,5,7,148,91,123,0.109,0.7190000000000001,0.173,0.8285,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,9,6,2,0,7,0,8,2,1,1,0,19,19,7,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,4,5,0,1,2,0,1,5,3,3,0,4,7,3,13,4,18,11,2,23,0,0,1,1,11,9,2,2,8,72,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184572638473086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641380648538155,0.0,0.0,0.1545256511239158,0.12646782793908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454609821634228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811068287128085,0.0,0.0,0.17398820881038682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607000508324638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699422147585459,0.0,0.10863135633383872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316133547717118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205052610286665,0.0,0.1577752969055652,0.09347249776719398,0.13795023278223031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628518662536618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024125361072233,0.0,0.16497753762673167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566741819514104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562616760746853,0.0,0.16674749067368674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195295143724612,0.0,0.0,0.17491647166304158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457984530491721,0.12508739036419902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402328523503555,0.28721896943912656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079371422399075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882682580751535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935550339536731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328264377133356,0.0,0.0,0.13750488255059198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926703510614537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166481958692552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305491983696965,0.13192848713973995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,syedsameer,2018/01/20,"I've decided to become my own doctor & therapist and lay the smackdown on SAD for once and for all. Xanax and Propranolol have already made me feel like a new person but how do I do CBT / therapy on my own? (TL;DR / my actual question below) I live in India and therapists / psychologists are not that experienced or good here, and since I'm a DIY / nerdy kind of guy I love doing research myself and trying things on my own. As sad and miserable SAD makes me, at 26 years of age I have decided to grab SA by its throat and beat it for once and for all. I want to be my own doctor and my own therapist and be able to conquer it. My SA is a bit weird in that it fluctuates from mild to extreme randomly year to year... and its really bad this year. So far after tons of research online I have gathered the following: **Social Anxiety disorder has two main treatments - 1. Psycho Therapy and 2. Mainly 3 classes of medication -Anti-Depressants, Benzos and Beta Blockers.** I'm already on a Benzo (Xanax 0.5 mg as needed) and a Beta Blocker (Propranolol 20 mg or 40 mg before I go out mainly). These have worked wonders so far and make me feel like a new person. Xanax is just like beer / alcohol but without the inebriated / drunk state. It works within 20 minutes and kills anxiety 200% and just makes you feel calm and collected as hell. I also take Caffiene pills and L-Theanine to counter the sleepy effect of Xanax as I still have low tolerance to it... I'm in the honey moon phase of benzo use lol. Of course I am well aware of the cons of Benzos and I don't intend on using it long term, its mainly on an as needed basis and a temporary power booster to allow me to work on my CBT / Exposure Therapy which I've already started to losely do on my own. I have a solo trip abroad for Bangkok / Thailand for 11 days starting from 29th January and this is going to be exposure therapy for me in a way. Of course I'll be armed with my Xanax and Propranolol the whole time just in case while I try and fix my brain there and re-learn thoughts / patterns and how to be normal again. So with the benzo and beta blocker and some form of exposure therapy already in my tool kit, my current research is on anti-depressants and after I return from my Thailand trip I plan to start myself on Paxil (Paroxetine), a potent but old-school SSRI as you may know. My research on SSRIs / anti-depressants is quite sketchy because there's a lot of mixed reviews for most of these, even the ones which work on dopamine instead like Wellbutrin have mixed reviews and to be honest their side effects do sound very sucky to me. Like loss of libido, feeling like a zombie etc.. now that would suck. However my plan is to keep using the SSRI, Benzo and Beta Blocker mainly to help me get through with CBT / Exposure Therapy which I want to do on myself and then gradually wean off the pills and especially the SSRI and from that point on just keep a benzo and beta blocker with me on hand just in case of occassional spikes or extra important / big social events. Now that brings me to the most important part of my research... how to do the damn psychotherapy itself, without going to a therapist. Is it possible for me to just order a book which can help me learn how to do this on my own, or watch some kind of online video series? Or do I really have to go a therapist for this? In that case I might have to wait a few months as I plan to live longer term in Bangkok a few months from now and therapists over there should be much much better than India. **TL;DR: Please suggest me if there's a book or video series or something which can teach me how to do CBT / therapy on my own to help me cure my SA. I already nailed the medicines part down as I've done a lot of research online.**",6.091590514748411,5.867017703103915,6.817030075187973,77.61171052631579,66.30094466936572,9.918141507615193,31.542992095623674,9.546486929272694,2.755182610372083,2942,103,568,53,42,975,313,741,0.078,0.8190000000000001,0.103,0.9403,3,0,3,0,0,0,94.0,0,2,1,16,28,27,4,1,36,1,44,18,4,16,2,115,81,67,1,8,20,0,6,6,1,4,11,1,0,3,29,42,3,8,13,6,0,8,4,13,1,2,3,10,60,14,114,67,35,79,1,7,1,1,16,39,3,19,35,396,89,19,0.057125677526742774,0.0,0.05574642078804922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104997624818979,0.0,0.0,0.31519802835359995,0.045683383679197366,0.0,0.061895647733369835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740197389620585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769755459368585,0.03482328279893331,0.06309082269174401,0.04860974407029808,0.0,0.0,0.050523019503460435,0.06236644443844022,0.0,0.0,0.06377114871570284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036841336115359724,0.0,0.1476067870401249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654709755822483,0.11694110314167888,0.0,0.058459401721466235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371023093320523,0.03773097124131745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553783596831645,0.12243178631806538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0298458087323329,0.0,0.12986335600081253,0.04791430800001915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656340203770203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487041246572167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101551853904205,0.06320109831006929,0.1189752048160053,0.03139477840316565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674523230608289,0.0,0.10088603969408566,0.050554426970930544,0.0,0.06390902097002141,0.0,0.09713241639935306,0.05155815430324481,0.05405369731690201,0.11439550001176975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754811018210802,0.0,0.060601316359911214,0.0,0.0,0.09119434158218392,0.0,0.08398789189371117,0.08471593209849626,0.0,0.11034467065591236,0.0,0.0,0.0559710350464259,0.0,0.0,0.05994378899102627,0.12167396437110888,0.03870983751627555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372308380965227,0.0,0.0,0.09975987635250368,0.0,0.06270683940536102,0.054002229913532346,0.06440061812063089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399383265542673,0.06076018978832784,0.0,0.0,0.07319234362040923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781423545143177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047254950770584746,0.0,0.0,0.11646486846461734,0.0,0.043978137468177685,0.0,0.0,0.1213015457330315,0.0,0.0456206398651027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042951400121823836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572973356279515,0.39796388741855454,0.03795176179651321,0.0,0.0,0.04535140695613329,0.033310441958373245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756917042540445,0.0,0.05580348625803296,0.0,0.0,0.14801473161479142,0.0,0.047134666644493686,0.06738840936108359,0.04534370383930935,0.0,0.0,0.05136284461461232,0.0,0.0,0.06377877888305268,0.0,0.11013422920244728,0.06195036045949735,0.16635269441201764,0.0,0.0,0.0405804422992393,0.0,0.0,0.1471482535532571 socialanxiety,PalmsSweatyPHX,2018/01/20,Anyone willing to talk in person? I'm 26 and live in Phoenix AZ. Wondering if anybody nearby is willing to come out of their comfort zone and chat about life with me in person. I find it easy talking with people who also have social anxiety so PM me or comment if you're interested,3.0941071428571405,5.1818759107142895,4.792285714285715,80.65271428571431,75.60714285714286,6.622857142857143,29.057142857142853,7.554174236665415,2.014604285714286,225,10,40,3,5,76,46,56,0.029,0.833,0.138,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,7,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,10,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,4,0,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226612918196724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129990693331716,0.0,0.0,0.19468553546475426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23984378364093026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25448102890487423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966641569860488,0.0,0.0,0.24585980848748865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302910318373454,0.4862306850211302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838254960057672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475848267070024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301946707482776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dooRunrunRun,2018/01/20,"I Regret not going to art school when i was 26 i watched [Kill la Kill](https://myanimelist.net/anime/18679/Kill_la_Kill?q=Kill%20la%20kil), it wasn't the 1st anime that i watched, but something snapped, i wanted to do something in that field. in the same week i started learning by my own from books\internet about drawing, after about a month of learning, i knew that i wanted to go to school, not for the learning part, but for meeting like minded people. 5 years later and i still regret not going, probably will for my all life. btw over the years it evolved to 3d character modeling, and i hope to work in it one day. ",6.270263157894735,7.808560543859649,5.390307017543861,81.79756578947371,66.3684210526316,8.156140350877193,31.793859649122812,8.472884824447931,2.475670175438597,498,20,87,7,8,149,73,114,0.053,0.88,0.067,0.3612,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,1,19,12,5,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,3,0,1,3,2,12,2,19,8,4,17,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,1,11,60,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256485252546776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29758793500840136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335913012073462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5793130538298672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328385007033225,0.0852721790154739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762371971439948,0.0,0.13931739037927987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827386329476045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890114766660603,0.0,0.12100512559491147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881852988991186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532907094946464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687412065050634,0.0,0.0,0.12354139893112515,0.0,0.13938909768236618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589824261269624,0.0,0.14000669357126788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706831841731192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479805575912395 socialanxiety,dontshowmyface,2018/01/20,"I'm stuck and I don't know what to do I'm 20. Most of my life exists online, as I moved across country from my small friend group after I finished high school. I am a music producer and I have a pretty good following on social media as well as a lot of acquaintances and ""online friends"" if you will, but for almost a year i've had a group of people who've disliked me. I hang out in communities where people are made fun of a lot, but I am definitely unable to take it when it's towards me. I've tried my best to get people to stop, but it has always backfired. People are aware that I am ""too sensitive"" and are using it as a way to get me. There are old pictures of me circulating my friend groups (my appearance is one of my biggest insecurities) and many of my actual friends don't care that this is happening and tell me I need to get over it. I have spent a long time building a good community, and have a lot of good connections, but the few people who make fun of me ruin my experience. Everywhere I go, they seem to follow. At this point I don't know what to do, because it feels like I will never be able to escape it. I'm lost and I need help.",4.65425044091711,4.223411135802472,6.23278365667255,81.29157407407408,69.32921810699588,9.41199294532628,27.64520870076425,9.04235418022936,1.8914764256319807,898,25,198,15,14,310,129,243,0.075,0.721,0.204,0.9868,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,3,5,16,0,1,11,0,22,1,0,4,1,32,47,18,0,3,5,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,0,0,14,9,0,1,4,0,1,6,4,3,1,1,5,1,30,13,32,39,6,28,0,2,0,0,13,12,0,8,10,135,44,2,0.12000810359375134,0.0,0.11711059773043744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017078061449375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985635583873864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315582607580451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594110081002624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235625973466613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739095306432624,0.0,0.0,0.060679703017056524,0.0857338131861289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37087185257424016,0.0,0.1880978429277627,0.0,0.0682033708601615,0.3019713106455861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612276967510588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043890217663674,0.12679515034889613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190663050416152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476527262953087,0.05862989757244955,0.0,0.0,0.10620339524568434,0.0,0.0,0.13100302144967954,0.30607979443503336,0.0,0.11355456929496008,0.0801063410270256,0.12166938102739205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754962195042022,0.0,0.17796897639521492,0.09255764775641354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259283171857241,0.0,0.08132059682925845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159925430123961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344644794318448,0.0,0.0,0.12209138504687468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145460776374906,0.0,0.10925087032259437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233314863698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033214821154028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023115870973204,0.0,0.10489237211222074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997769028512091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147762480134625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364847014557596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952568467152934,0.0,0.0,0.10790169752462994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772812840941449 socialanxiety,akky7070,2018/01/20,"How to be comfortable with people! If there is nothing to talk about. Stay quiet and think. Don't panic and for sure some good conversations topic will come up. I know this now, being free from porn and fapping",2.234250000000003,5.0491639250000055,2.870000000000001,88.73500000000001,84.75,5.2,18.0,6.742157984588678,0.19285,167,4,31,2,5,52,37,40,0.0,0.69,0.31,0.9299,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,11,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,7,5,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,22,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31233432351418283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30411856118375785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926688363421294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479094754792921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254146270921396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513703438388906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864666878249491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417314713402453,0.0,0.0,0.29143157671752057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323294194467197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jaredkushnerswife,2018/01/20,"Can’t form full sentences, can’t stop fidgeting and can’t stop replaying how stupid I must look in my head I’m really struggling with social anxiety. I went out tonight with a friend that I know well and have no reason to feel anxious in front of. My biggest issue is I can’t convert my thoughts into words when someone is looking at me/listening to me. I stumble a lot on my words, stop mid sentence, and can never really explain what I’m trying to say. Then I feel stupid for trying. I also hate how I look so I do stupid things like play with my hair/use my hair to cover my face, cover my mouth, and move around a lot - almost like I’m trying to prevent the person I’m talking to from getting a good clean view of my entire face. It doesn’t go unnoticed, my friend has told me I actually LOOK insecure and visibly stressed. Which of course gives me more of a complex of how stupid I look. I’m also always worried that I have food on my face, in my teeth, or something equally embarrassing and how stupid that must look if I do. Help :( ",4.852902757619739,5.01676098113208,5.7426415094339625,82.93646589259798,68.90566037735849,8.598548621190131,29.986937590711175,8.384062270229773,2.038532946298984,816,29,168,11,13,269,115,212,0.214,0.665,0.121,-0.9698,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,10,17,6,4,6,0,15,8,7,5,3,37,37,17,0,3,2,0,3,2,2,2,0,1,1,1,7,12,1,4,7,1,0,4,7,10,1,0,3,11,28,7,25,32,6,23,0,0,7,0,10,12,0,5,9,107,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.11205538621812558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149834728440715,0.0,0.0,0.1836555290746376,0.095545943208317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878429664426587,0.1297227498570852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022211028964874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612078990200934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885025327478728,0.0,0.1774313746280073,0.0,0.05999279554124898,0.11015330621240216,0.06525929515537876,0.09631212573682174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133686973599754,0.11784646905434044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696666591278427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985040874765812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310636574453163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121981433573106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5785586817740834,0.0,0.0,0.19524500909774345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204379814138328,0.0,0.0,0.08856229212200949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026322152819453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712328104036687,0.11806212141005396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131568969378047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705249980321275,0.09729323752806003,0.08840006424604248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28800359239434564,0.13153487751170484,0.1200429671251364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922942504766694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762864999339702,0.0,0.0,0.09116046106935606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097229008998338,0.0,0.2338816526989033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812372663084782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324399861355407,0.10644653766059096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166132230143914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheDankTower,2018/01/20,"I've challenged myself to go to a coffee shop alone and I'm sitting here by myself wanting the world to swallow me up I'm so scared that someone I know will see me... Eyes are glued to my phone. Save me. I'm trying to rush my coffee so I can GTFO but it's too hot. HEEELP. IM STUCK.",-2.0566666666666684,-0.2443775396825369,0.7273174603174617,101.06907142857143,102.17460317460319,2.52,14.236507936507936,3.1291,-1.4913225396825398,217,5,52,0,10,74,46,63,0.14300000000000002,0.823,0.035,-0.6778,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,11,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,9,2,7,9,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,29,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218188245943856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23146637590943106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439931845114136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383021056116745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077579185926015,0.0,0.3245491013727381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450866736684232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27651610606085136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24022405355077375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,quirkyuniqueusername,2018/01/20,"Anyone Want to Talk? I’m 19 and I’ve been dealing with social anxiety for about 8 years of my life. This shit is debilitating and has royally fucked over any potential I had for a social life. In short, I’m lonely and I’d like to chat with others in a similar situation. I’m fine with just conversation, whether it be about our experiences with anxiety or about anything else, but I’m also open to potential friendships as well. Feel free to message me if you’d like to talk!",3.29792105263158,5.165146410526315,5.1886184210526345,79.01345394736845,74.3684210526316,8.960526315789474,27.66447368421053,9.516144504307137,2.6136578947368423,379,15,75,10,8,130,65,95,0.095,0.722,0.184,0.8718,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,0,6,8,2,0,2,0,6,4,1,0,0,15,13,9,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,5,6,19,9,0,6,0,1,0,1,10,5,2,2,3,44,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043471079435166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449312244061944,0.0,0.3260776445208586,0.0,0.0,0.14902084085477887,0.0,0.17538240386290582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972087338865112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803725833106426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847558626229212,0.0,0.0,0.10776159772525863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970291546401272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30107072895883386,0.20824266180404594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187681136132789,0.0,0.23955963788647974,0.0,0.4345049463467854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426010415745201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125705706707291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162353710355626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724448595115493 socialanxiety,inconspicuousname123,2018/01/20,"Situation that shouldn't stress me out but it does haha this is gonna be cringey to read tomorrow morning but screw it. so i've always sorta considered myself to have social anxiety, but luckily it's not that extreme but i still notice it every now and then. recently it's been legitimately stressing me out just by thinking about it and i hate it so i'm hoping getting my thoughts down in writing can help me. context: last year i started talking to a bro i met on CS;GO, and ever since then we've usually played games together (along with his other friend) most nights. after meeting, he found a large discord channel to join, which he eventually decided was too crowded, so he invited his friends to a smaller channel owned by him, and he invited me too. obviously since i'm in r/socialanxiety, i don't contribute much to the conversation, but since we still played games as often as we could, he said he didnt mind me being in the group even if i didnt say much. however, as he began talking more and more to his new friends and less time with me and his other friend, this led to the first time in a while i have experienced this crappy anxious feeling when my new/best friends start talking to other people. i hate it so much because i know what i'm anxious about but i still get that feeling. i don't know. i start thinking that they're just gonna stop wanting to talk to me anymore. and it sucks even more because on discord you can see when he's talking to other people. i keep telling myself that it's normal for people to have other friends but it still gets to me. i have trouble beginning a conversation with him because i dont wanna be rude if he is doing stuff with other people. i also get that anxious feeling that he doesn't really care all that much for talking to me, and even though we wouldn't be friends for as long as we have been if that was true, it still sits in my head. i get self-conscious about me starting the conversation versus him starting it and if i'm bugging him too much and he just doesn't want to tell me. also since we are each other's best friends on snapchat i keep getting unnecessarily anxious that suddenly someone else will be his and i know it will probably happen eventually and that it shouldnt make me nervous but i hate the fact that it does. his other friend (who is now my friend as well) has been great to talk to about this. i don't know why but i dont get anxious whenever they are talking/playing without me like i do when he is playing with his other friends. i think it has to do with the fact that they were friends before i came around so it's always been the same versus when he is talking to his friends he made after we met. gosh, i wish i could talk to a therapist",5.249889839572191,5.579539638181821,5.930096256684491,81.3587914438503,68.07272727272726,8.579679144385027,32.17647058823529,8.405096225971981,2.344851336898395,2171,88,434,29,34,709,214,550,0.106,0.715,0.17800000000000002,0.9935,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,6,1,2,2,36,34,6,3,13,1,47,2,1,3,6,93,98,47,0,15,20,1,3,1,13,7,0,2,0,0,48,31,0,3,13,8,0,2,14,10,1,1,17,7,67,24,59,67,15,52,0,0,1,1,76,12,2,8,38,311,115,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353048436420812,0.08691269961148151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03995287031060293,0.2950034824221293,0.05179431824692345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649235598954973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550974922654204,0.0,0.04444061647803417,0.0,0.1096162680031904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973281511782898,0.05324805195713909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339667995227848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140693109107656,0.0,0.12241734375445062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04362825610451383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348466059731982,0.047241552740848125,0.04400279324286455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922134885463232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04442354597236334,0.0,0.057263290003890674,0.5245474329139295,0.0,0.19100209542402666,0.0,0.02968133091914846,0.0,0.0,0.05757952701380166,0.0,0.0,0.046183421802444516,0.0,0.0,0.15468756508337247,0.05359910856111614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03500609492121681,0.0,0.0,0.05187236211868579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284202330840327,0.0,0.0,0.11480852928665908,0.0425712918489644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025515064279911362,0.0,0.0,0.046218509133330116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049417656431315925,0.03486136809308542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273353473029516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196118822643932,0.0,0.0,0.10088070371081716,0.0,0.04901071431773303,0.0511705492376103,0.0,0.05945983059238704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482817694585473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630863493090789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224029426495408,0.0,0.033457416143346824,0.0,0.0515670334989673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04967903889952199,0.041532339530455084,0.0,0.0,0.04161748867198642,0.0,0.05448327615488813,0.0,0.0,0.17280808068826062,0.05870439329379591,0.0,0.05323799427040492,0.04425105684010207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482972825086505,0.0,0.2085393986847125,0.0436634092323912,0.11964978222762145,0.0,0.05978645948745279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777966901771405,0.0912959335672903,0.0,0.0,0.06063859839602971,0.0,0.10039324574498022,0.05131193813766781,0.041461738213681806,0.06090698908618241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751973802166505,0.0,0.061608685928272136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046957590960319,0.0,0.047125987154730827,0.0,0.06005750785300287,0.050344155628670624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03363193546193016 socialanxiety,ThisAltAccountHere,2018/01/20,"Packs of people Whenever you see a big group of friends all together having fun and you’re just there, alone. And you know they’re judging you, taking quick glances and whispering about the loner over there. Maybe you hear one of them crack a joke at your expense to their friend, but what are you going to do? Stand up to them? You know you’ll just get roasted and you **know** that you are not quick witted enough to come up with a clever comeback. So you just sit there and wait for them to leave, and you realize that they’ve already forgotten about you. You’re so insignificant to them, like an ant.",1.7839467312348667,4.407561728813559,1.8971428571428568,96.47322033898304,84.25423728813557,5.405326876513318,19.445520581113804,6.868970318607317,0.14815544794188895,476,13,101,6,14,142,73,118,0.087,0.789,0.124,0.6742,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,13,5,0,12,6,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,19,15,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,1,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,18,6,17,14,2,11,0,0,2,0,22,5,0,0,3,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262378441017996,0.2795612407099163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21822549008342465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617625590803461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914516611866672,0.0,0.13235697194529333,0.0,0.1439759994533214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855267205260437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176785264828402,0.0,0.0,0.26824496431504463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376658212607435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545088474076839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716662102909639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563044579757794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201875028535898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190476234432765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,welkin05,2018/01/20,I'm out of friends. I know many people but no friends. Initial interactions with new people seems fun but I lose them eventually. I can't hang out with people cause i don't have anyone to hang out with.,0.4820325203252018,2.9585211463414645,2.040853658536588,92.60160569105692,93.6341463414634,4.684552845528454,19.028455284552845,6.42735559955562,0.08143577235772392,161,5,34,2,6,52,27,41,0.138,0.63,0.232,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,8,6,0,6,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969796488074915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28939592545248216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353001356504043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482160145910584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31516377810345025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856118505521933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720792993669185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5859110929426089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256460113331627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sk8ergio,2018/01/20,"SUICIDE - Dangerous topic but.... Has anyone ever consider this? I'm not saying I want to but I feel it will come soon into my thoughts if this one last hope of mines doesn't work. I'm seriously curious if anyone here ever attempted it and survived. I wanna hear your stories.",2.2710062893081755,4.923799528301892,4.55311320754717,78.15218553459121,82.01886792452831,7.3069182389937115,25.81446540880504,8.344100000000001,2.347027672955976,217,9,37,5,6,75,42,53,0.106,0.674,0.22,0.8294,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,1,0,3,4,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,15,11,5,1,5,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,3,6,1,4,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887020108973592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394316577754659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028482990009301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054124742907412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132729178823616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760697684899291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22656856570692374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883479574191098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103916017519415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040351635391387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206634130840537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639437165235628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023528915000952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Selahe1998,2018/01/20,"I feel very uninteresting as a person. I spent a lot of time sheltering myself. I never joined any clubs or sports or got any hobbies in high school cuz of my anxiety. I’m in the prime of my life, finally meeting people and I can barely hold a conversation because I never got any experience anywhere. Literally the only thing I can talk about is tv shows. It’s just pathetic but I’m trying to work on it. It’s just annoying cuz I can tell people I work with pick up on my awkwardness.",2.469954648526077,4.521412979591837,5.032176870748302,78.37869614512475,77.36734693877553,8.43718820861678,25.174603174603178,9.150863307647796,2.2704181405895687,384,14,75,10,9,136,65,98,0.105,0.895,0.0,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,5,0,4,1,0,3,2,15,10,7,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,12,0,12,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,4,48,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411758687846909,0.0,0.154401169237599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303510644352347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19743073355237495,0.0,0.0,0.10205248331047352,0.0,0.0,0.2210974366020359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32284748154445936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132469231300036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256013362328676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159061740119913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113310492064526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350257116779215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798502295973387,0.1762321932238824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042650790216632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622251702622974,0.17641034023138571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408842237286947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769004650402462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703089388685932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653279822208247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29387265959854403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,C33C,2018/01/20,"i dont know what's wrong with me! hello ~~excuse my english hope its understandable~~ i dont know what's wrong with me .. when i meet somebody else i just act like coward dumbass .. and if there many people oh boy .. i will forget my name not what i just want to say !. i just dont know what to do .. i have been working on it since 2 years everytime i encorage my self before soical interact and after the emberseing disaster. and let me tell you every time i have to make awkward moment like i want it to happen **"" after i knew its issue""** but before was little bit better . cuz i thought its normal and people tame this feeling with time .. so its limits my soical life so much i cant make friends .. all my friends they are my friends since i was 4 years old . and they trying to help me by inviting new people to hangout with .. but every time i meet them my heart beat will be like 300 per minute before i join them.. all i listen is heart beating. and heavy drops banging my chest . and i get relax after 10 of chatting .. and when it takes 2 hours i start speak without problem .. some people ask me what are you thinking in they think im bussy with sometihng "" apprentaly that's how i look "" , i dont know where i can start to fix this fucking problem .. Any help please ",0.4777350625289501,2.92473324409449,1.910930986567856,94.66810097267252,90.57480314960631,4.248077813802687,18.887911069939786,5.900188976854957,-0.16194126910606774,980,29,204,8,34,314,140,254,0.094,0.746,0.16,0.9573,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,5,5,10,15,1,1,1,0,19,5,3,4,2,47,43,17,0,7,8,0,1,3,3,2,1,3,0,2,15,13,0,1,10,3,0,1,7,6,0,0,5,5,43,9,20,34,5,22,0,0,1,1,26,4,1,3,19,125,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555728162981586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012370333513917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460953168633557,0.0,0.0,0.08526053593710653,0.1052470048222076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519339497418617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053225750924524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244721164519865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04874420567340326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344193727274828,0.0891229328459002,0.050366539312259165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524877107952415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284758146840401,0.12923367112520662,0.0,0.0,0.09574983730148737,0.09493744316612757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413168090988033,0.10061958722408257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119220631377556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857850251076283,0.06809222322420623,0.14129277058650366,0.09662103740053526,0.0,0.0,0.08095416104307489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869937618737307,0.09773741528180856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086722790385791,0.0,0.0,0.093106526988972,0.0,0.0,0.09445437924956147,0.0,0.0,0.10115863275206012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673345460441497,0.0,0.0,0.1058214411404481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844891223960925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666345989203928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056925527213127,0.0,0.0,0.15949095948652414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646894558613806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248298754956599,0.0,0.08426038865701183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354217870724095,0.0,0.07653313876691209,0.1686399285861127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545124487476205,0.0,0.0,0.10035882459943372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372186291600375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292896088858696,0.0,0.0701824634569737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080288746531647,0.0,0.12416062107393085 socialanxiety,YallNeedJesus420,2018/01/20,"Guys help I really fucked up So at school I was going in the building and this one guy went up to me, said my name wrong but eh I’m used to that and said, “Hey, we match.” (We had similar coats on). I barely knew this guy, the only connection we had with each other is that he spread a rumor about me a couple years ago and we went to the same school. I don’t hold a grudge, and he honestly seemed like he was trying to be nice, but I just didn’t know what to say so I just stared awkwardly making this weird face. I feel like I’m doomed to be the weird quiet kid and I hate it. I had no idea what to say and I keep cringing so hard thinking about it. I’ve always been the weird kid, but my social life has improved since I went to a different school. It’s still a terrible social life and I’m still the weird quiet kid people whisper about, but it’s at least better than it was. Before, I was a target. Now I’m more in the background. I don’t know why socializing makes me so damn exhausted. It’s like every single word is such an effort to say, even when I’m not feeling anxious. When I don’t know what to say, I make this face that can easily be mistaken for a rude expression. I just don’t want to be seen as the creepy, weird quiet kid anymore.",1.6379986431478957,2.9641807238805984,3.3825508819538683,92.50851424694707,77.58208955223881,6.663772048846678,19.271370420624148,7.348242739294969,0.19019552238806006,966,19,226,12,22,323,136,268,0.191,0.6920000000000001,0.116,-0.9676,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,4,0,0,2,17,20,4,1,16,0,21,6,2,4,0,40,49,18,0,1,8,0,3,3,0,0,3,10,0,7,17,13,0,2,9,0,0,4,7,14,0,1,16,15,25,6,25,29,5,18,1,1,2,1,28,7,2,1,10,137,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568277641548056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981517665284594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194208673940705,0.1070480117118952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184944978992987,0.0,0.0,0.09546463639898532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943415502852785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277489087521522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129370900498601,0.0,0.09094456082927713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915596107914216,0.07711274371828235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978929038425402,0.0,0.0,0.0613450966708375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206343165207497,0.0,0.0,0.09669352262714588,0.1065689367688704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235026902466704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185173168447425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594251198647977,0.0,0.0,0.17796389454986838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248319190703866,0.1582028874389876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161534469165235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314330378258446,0.0820936450559658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748323798181917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914947423553518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535234434783264,0.3433546009647613,0.0,0.3277247690438357,0.0,0.09826501413037067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928953054868075,0.0,0.0,0.3300953633759606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240291019078102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916393992013578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732845416130064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932259702222248,0.0,0.0,0.06366612744435432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001858874287897,0.0973995487463319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180160362736726,0.0,0.0695101691281795 socialanxiety,Pls_help_me1999,2018/01/20,"Help there is a girl who is destroying my life who framed me as a school shooter and mentally ill. [I NEED HELP THIS IS SERIOUS] Ok no one is going to believe me so lets say this is a hypothetical. So for some odd reason I became attractive over like a summer idk why, I'm a really shy guy who's never had a gf. I was 17 at the time, there was this really hot girl who liked me and I didn't really have the confidence to do anything. I was confused because before that summer no girl would look at me. Ok so this is summer 2016, its clear she likes me. She makes it clear that she really likes me but in January 2017 a few of my friends took her side, I confronted them but they denied it. They had to be shocked that I had suddenly become attractive, I couldn't mention it to anyone. Anyway so I block them in like January 2017. Word starts to spread around that she likes me with more and more people. It is March now and I really wanna get on with my life and its a massive inside joke, my whole physics class are in on it, I know there in on it but there's nothing I can do it's really distracting. I create a list and send it to someone. However as they are all working together they tell that person to go to teacher and say I am a school shooter and this is a kill list. School take it seriously and I get fucked, got really fucking upset over it. I knew but I can't confront them I don't have any evidence and I was mainly just in shock and depressed, I block a lot of people. Anyway I had like 3 friends left that I hung around with at lunch. However the girls name slipped out of one of my 3 friends, I instantly knew that they were in on the inside joke. That night I got really annoyed I couldn't believe it, I sent them basically insults through messages. The next day I get called for a meeting with the head of year. It became obvious to me now, one of my friends got their mum to phone the school, they used the messages I sent them the night before as evidence. So things are getting real bad now A levels are coming up and I want to get this sorted before the end of school. I want them to go and say they framed me as a school shooter. So it was a couple of days before and I just start messaging everyone, massive insults, like just a complete shit storm. They go to the school, this time it's an interview with my mum and dad. It lasted 2.5 hours, I coughed up a load of bullshit about me having a mental breakdown and I previous mental health issue I had. While I'm talking about that previous mental health issue I told one of them in there group (they got people to message me to find out how I was, I accidentally revealed I used to have a serious mental health condition and was worried about it returning.) I said to the principal I wouldn't return to school except for exams. My exams went OK, would have done a lot better if it weren't for them, got into uni studying engineering hopefully transferring to a RG uni after year one. Anyway so exams go through we are in May 2017. I like to come into school a lot, revise better in school, anyway I can't remember but someone makes a comment like ""(this girl) framed you."" I get really mad confront her on Facebook that night, I say I will watch every one of my friendships burn until she admits what she did, she blocks me. I would also like to make clear I can't tell my parents or any other friends, they've set it up to make it looks like I'm paranoid. Do a few more exams its the end of June and I'm desperate for them to clear my name with the school. My thinking was that if I launch a load of insults at a load of them they would give in. Also since it was my Birthday I thought they might be a bit more sympathetic, they weren't. Day before my last exam, they used the messages. I go on a fucking rant about how shit the head of year was over the phone, she hangs up and refuses to talk to me again. I said some semi violent things in the messages, at the last exam VP escorts me around the school. Final over I walk out. After that they honestly expected me to give in I didn't, I told them several times I'd take it to the grave which is what it looks like I'm doing. I had no friends apart from one, we were really close, 14 years. What I didn't know was that he had been with them since easter 2017. In July I knew something was fishy, he didn't want to go out, he talked to me less and less, in August 2017 I found out why. Rather randomly he turned round and said he would block me until he told me why I had blocked so many people. About a week later results day came round, stupidly his mum had told my mum that I should message him about his exam results. I did, lost a lot of leverage, after about a month I permanently blocked him and he has been blocked every since. Anyway I still did have a job, it wasn't long though until they were all in on it. Anyway uni comes around, talk to a few people and could tell we would be ""friends"". I looked at them and just knew that in a couple of weeks time they would be in on it, turned against me and there is nothing I could do. Anyway didn't make any friends at uni, lost all my confidence, I can't even hit on girls, nobody will go out to do anything, they are all in on it and want me to suffer until I give in. So since September I haven't left the house for anything social. I am currently in a sober, sexless, lonely life and there's nothing I can do but give in. So some of the mental effects are starting to kick in, I'm getting really bad intrusive thoughts, I can't sleep, anytime a leave a conversation I think there talking about me, I'm getting sadder and sadder as the days go by. It is currently 20th January, I have nothing to turn to, I snap chatted the girl. It should be pretty easy to arrange something but idk what to do. Should I think about my quality of life or go with my gut. I snap chatted her 9 hours ago hasn't replied, if she doesn't reply by tomorrow I'm gonna tell her to fuck off. I want to make them hurt like I hurt. There is some good news, I have acquired some of my ex-friends personal details. They don't know but for some of them I have control over their Instagram or mail. Should I hold them ransom. I haven't really thought about suicide, I think if I could get the people that started into trouble it would be good. But suicide is never worth it, especially when you're not suicidal. PLS HELP",3.031766055045871,4.310274308103978,4.207071559633029,88.19687339449543,73.88532110091744,7.342091743119266,25.00660550458716,7.87446345288746,1.2121136146788989,4977,156,1067,69,100,1629,408,1308,0.151,0.7240000000000001,0.125,-0.9942,6,2,2,3,0,2,132.0,3,1,36,8,57,72,18,3,65,3,120,20,6,17,11,183,224,70,5,32,23,6,3,14,9,18,9,7,0,10,69,57,1,10,21,4,1,21,28,37,0,7,65,15,181,35,167,128,26,153,0,8,7,4,150,68,6,23,77,728,250,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02901766987010526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235645711281564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678292291134265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02288912636036675,0.0,0.0808145353437158,0.116564631988828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054664842451406855,0.019954998574460186,0.03615331972417707,0.13927569368293233,0.07376244193689685,0.0,0.0579030293031339,0.03573822482644705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033426172732340914,0.03744020637194357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845951085795933,0.034322104514177346,0.0,0.036715171402767366,0.07840888384355425,0.07244147821931463,0.0,0.10555708000133336,0.0,0.02819467310585821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033499348259360184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057987122336299414,0.0,0.0,0.021621209053746964,0.0,0.05516142698799666,0.031279768075597784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035859675825417006,0.02991926653931789,0.0,0.0,0.03589232134887607,0.2276193475548313,0.1210522015945124,0.1539245356997192,0.12560987151550834,0.18604098146299755,0.05491325750976677,0.13090615394690208,0.0,0.0,0.03241287197264287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719126436354479,0.10438756550344754,0.0,0.0,0.06582489451773753,0.0,0.0,0.03251331682414052,0.0644749120234002,0.03777188276160375,0.07008715208585978,0.0,0.0,0.06833382928536881,0.03248451195652653,0.0,0.03621651163572615,0.0,0.05397102523888305,0.08005036842151414,0.0,0.03466171905259617,0.0711335119992875,0.033473833214878755,0.09248700945476493,0.22389786560175287,0.0,0.0,0.028969512264606825,0.10995687764725222,0.0,0.07146840508832526,0.11132076444225043,0.0,0.0,0.13110550506337956,0.033188229225123426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793554421769696,0.03472674269553591,0.0,0.0,0.026128825458222704,0.0,0.0,0.024272644167702383,0.05049461753383142,0.0,0.034814124838394966,0.09215895424680534,0.0,0.12564075367658015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552749434452997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03634842811020976,0.0,0.0,0.13616628035935374,0.05716601165653209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033303340899188405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037259683259146456,0.2516511360011248,0.033657110283575715,0.0,0.0,0.03708245993655382,0.0,0.09341566097741542,0.10412898572166844,0.0,0.3975557362623487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036981318360901606,0.06720417046892309,0.10831517300742127,0.0,0.0327587170131215,0.03336928769187323,0.055472647555682215,0.050402121796040505,0.0,0.0,0.09268022149275393,0.0,0.026142274085140863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742058051374068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049225406642495965,0.13155607106381753,0.11444759758722164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043495460030027466,0.08390126000539361,0.03216204609525039,0.07796398171746671,0.07635234456578434,0.0,0.0,0.1251190723023911,0.03636987406300905,0.0,0.10681908815567426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481778629046265,0.0,0.0,0.0965399801980152,0.0,0.05251620704848633,0.0,0.0,0.03034574353364288,0.08861494378295487,0.03654754346511847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0238315252974305,0.033244058811095926,0.0,0.18603247095522854,0.0,0.0,0.08432126307113974 socialanxiety,patrickeldaroberweis,2018/01/20,"[vent] Cycle of no friends i live in a house with 2 other post college aged girls. i want us to be friends!!!! but they have their groups of friends. and my anxiety stops me from asking if i can join them when they hang out (i know people do that but typing it out im just like wtf why would anyone do this) and then because i sit in my room trying to work up the courage to talk to them when they are here and i never end up doing it, they end up thinking im this stuck up bitch who is ignoring them. i just needed to vent about this stupid cycle of having no friends, wanting friends, being too scared to find friends, so people think i dont want friends, so have no friends, and on and on and on and on ",3.184630872483222,3.64138588590604,3.7632818791946328,94.62022483221477,72.69127516778524,6.496912751677852,24.967114093959733,5.6839178017228535,0.3506424161073829,543,15,129,2,10,171,88,149,0.194,0.593,0.213,0.578,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,8,1,9,14,2,1,2,0,13,0,0,0,1,27,22,15,0,6,5,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,1,1,8,10,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,20,10,24,18,0,24,0,0,0,0,22,13,1,1,9,90,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927359354610682,0.0,0.0,0.08476255463737488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332796263697058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738969513439008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207348309985304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147367508882049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079642904765197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7492581442823817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987608028066548,0.0,0.0,0.2618851824052519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662147349825227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922386391645356,0.0,0.10704290588567164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988597009193433,0.09349532852891623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808274807017567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609896649450248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213662503337361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013485907046495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974351618830989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535073343091588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230305634608988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581740026780504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450295351755586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938569542925773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882524275200457,0.0,0.0,0.08611396540112287,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ilcapo91,2018/01/20,its my bday...alone at a bar hurts alot my so called friends didnt even wish me a happy bday. they pushed away cause they dont understand me and the anxiety i deal with. i have no friends. everyone always goes away in the end. ao here i am chugging a liter of beer alone at a bar ..really depressing but just needed a drink ,1.0006396588486126,3.1354891492537327,2.4085287846481904,94.8423880597015,82.88059701492537,6.813646055437101,20.01918976545842,7.957251820313856,0.693701066098082,251,7,58,5,7,81,50,67,0.156,0.738,0.106,-0.0517,0,2,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,0,8,0,4,4,0,1,0,9,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,9,3,7,6,1,7,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41018153587005,0.0,0.0,0.16476992317534342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151486063627987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720958238700699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022023027104476,0.0,0.0,0.2034228403862156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041516845195496,0.17055580582987082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320799654816591,0.19398588492993007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538845619330698,0.0,0.0,0.13079146969828526,0.0,0.0,0.18921822680031594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059821587883752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079778899715088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211986332621122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683058640548766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685777595743886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614758030123748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277151900534133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,send-classical-music,2018/01/20,"How to look normal while waiting/standing? Hello everyone, long time lurker here. I'm going to start my first job next week and I expect to be introduced to groups of people around the office. I feel nervous because I don't want to look weird and be laughed at.. When in high school, I was pretty sure that some of my classmates were laughing at me whenever I passed by or gave presentations. I'm not sure why exactly, but I think it had to do with my movements or posture. Does anyone have any tips for looking normal?",4.0489356435643575,5.782567495049509,4.638700495049509,84.29191212871288,72.06930693069306,7.030198019801983,27.476485148514854,7.6454224807358475,1.6270881188118818,411,15,77,5,8,131,77,101,0.041,0.857,0.102,0.7049,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,1,3,19,19,8,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,4,4,10,4,15,13,1,17,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,3,9,48,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274974355678727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109511171935098,0.0,0.0,0.1669029784330265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429019728809045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640709394459625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915164719987925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479894632063812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947615425233533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065530543424314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809007055066688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605169358771476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659198951935398,0.4723250114223639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939431122209475,0.0,0.3673944627684894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997972235867028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074145194839934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974662480720086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327041036809158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534081315057089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013395444448445,0.0,0.0,0.1093250456930666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058455696550187,0.0,0.15039058113678858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917765190237025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BeefJerkyFan90,2018/01/20,"Big Fat Loser I am ugly big fat loser with social anxiety due to my introversion, hideous facial features (see link below), and the result of being in a very controlling DV relationship for 4 years that forced me to cut off or disengage with anyone besides my abuser. I wish I had friends I could go to breakfast or lunch with, or at least feel comfortable enough to go out and meet people. I will probably die alone. See link for more info on my facial features: https://www.reddit.com/r/amiugly/comments/7rmxkn/am_i_ugly_f27_with_obvious_lazy_eye_and_gap_teeth/ ",14.356348314606741,13.656066179775289,11.118960674157305,54.97484550561799,50.12359550561798,12.495505617977527,37.98033707865169,11.20814326018867,4.273289887640448,466,14,64,8,4,136,66,89,0.25,0.664,0.086,-0.946,0,1,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,5,6,4,2,0,17,11,5,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,3,9,2,16,7,3,12,0,2,2,0,4,8,0,3,2,41,10,0,0.0,0.2752597633453589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24061219073520565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772322958452366,0.0,0.0,0.16244269153151628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26056526443200273,0.18548764059402767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241110213564823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24004740080171405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746735475265685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948891189310656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640642310957125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610605892740158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25047893619700856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494234251160248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37025597592770976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368197379758156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168732256315751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267155129868127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960567641334735 socialanxiety,Nightwoolf,2018/01/20,"I have a problem maintaining relationships? Background info: I'm kinda shy and an introvert with some social anxiety, but my biggest problem has always been keeping friends. I'll meat nice people, but if I find out that they like or enjoy something I don't or they believe in something I don't, I just cut them off and have this huge urge to not talk to them again. It's pretty dumb. So I've been going out with this girl for a month now and she's amazing. But the other day I learned she liked this musical artist I don't like. Music has always meant a lot to me btw. But this isn't grounds for breaking up. Still, I have this urge to do that. I know you can't expect everyone to be just like you, but I still get this feeling and it's fucking awful. Honestly it's ruining my social life. I don't know what to do. Anyone else struggle with this?",2.0625,4.017955408045978,3.5029741379310373,89.31756465517246,78.25287356321839,6.189080459770117,24.66810344827586,7.1686216300943375,1.0284724137931032,667,24,138,8,16,219,101,174,0.115,0.643,0.242,0.9818,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,4,0,7,16,3,1,5,1,16,2,0,0,0,34,25,13,0,4,11,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,14,9,0,1,7,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,3,1,22,9,16,21,2,16,0,1,0,1,14,8,2,6,10,95,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27677699757300384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272315270199187,0.0,0.0,0.1162922356582035,0.17041072077491032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738153534997387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726026524247133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893594132885756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892236790129213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840945269513182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201010035645632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849557368887826,0.1537567547701265,0.08689341100393573,0.0,0.09452139552097663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782958402380636,0.0,0.0,0.1828061961818063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747413301736526,0.3250150054408458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139618489967262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327520972107131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530279279735435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920348584208042,0.0,0.3182845070758548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856148195279956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390770802619252,0.0,0.25607685209548997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656408506542786,0.0,0.0,0.17386992532069065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336787553841413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FizzleDizzle11,2018/01/20,"Bit of a vent. I get jealous of those who have groups of friends. Bit of a vent. I wish i were a social person. But I'm very quiet and uncomfortable in social situations. With those who I'm comfortable with i really try to be more social, but often it doesn't work out. I have two people who I'd call friends, one of which is my boyfriend (who is still pretty much a best friend) and i feel really thankful to have them, even though i don't see my other friend all that often outside of school and organizing something with her or getting the three of us together is a nightmare. In primary school i had a bit of a group of friends. We didn't really get together outside of school, and still i wasn't always very involved in stuff. But i felt like i could call them friends. And i guess i just long for that again. I want a group of friends to be able to do fun things with. My boyfriend is going to a friend's house for a games night with their group of friends. I wish i could too. I don't not get along with them. They're generally nice and funny too. I just feel really uncomfortable and despite knowing them for years I haven't really been able to talk or develop anything with them. I'm happy he has a group he can do stuff with. But I'm still jealous of it. I've had moments where I've pushed myself to try to make friends before. I take a long time to warm up to people but was willing to try to be better. It wasn't easy. And in the end after a couple of months of me starting to get a bit comfortable, they'd end up finding new friends and leaving and forgetting about me and my friend. I tried to make friends online. I found it easier to talk. And i did have one online friend for at least half a year or more. Then she stopped talking. Another time with someone else i just couldn't feel comfortable and after a few months i freaked out and told them that i couldn't be friends or keep talking to them because I had problems and then i just blocked them and never responded. Which i feel horrible that i did. It wasnt their fault and they were saying they want to help me. But i just couldn't and completely shut them away. And now I'm just afraid that if anyone tries to be friends that I'm just going to have another breakdown and push them away from me forever again. But days like this where my boyfriend gets to do fun things with his friends i just feel really down. He gets to play games or go do stuff with them, today it's in person rather than just online. And it seems really fun and i feel jealous that i can't do that. I hope he enjoys it, i really do. I just wish i could too.",3.1982527881040923,4.349389485130114,3.999737918215615,90.34235780669148,73.29368029739777,7.4617843866171025,24.788289962825278,7.908726449838941,1.0859589591078065,2045,61,455,28,40,654,199,538,0.064,0.677,0.259,0.999,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,2,0,16,3,29,41,3,1,18,0,48,0,0,2,2,98,89,38,0,15,25,0,8,2,17,1,0,2,0,2,31,37,0,3,11,3,0,5,14,7,0,5,16,11,69,34,70,60,11,49,0,0,1,0,69,16,0,11,30,312,100,4,0.10010219931179608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04164652442370365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496588404996203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03499689262543588,0.0,0.041187790386730434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404931141633216,0.0,0.0,0.03051068579272414,0.0,0.04258979936949051,0.0,0.052525541181406836,0.044266130286170866,0.2185713508123277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221553759418048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052477625727188615,0.0,0.0,0.11988519114056632,0.055380589782121015,0.0,0.032278818653889575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04181127134567121,0.0,0.08866083668336956,0.0,0.0,0.03305827927955747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184403911979474,0.0,0.04805690473022384,0.0,0.04574579833336758,0.0,0.0,0.054878447370506345,0.6573790424294415,0.0,0.18304743651075064,0.0,0.08533558008747319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055136929081841465,0.0,0.0,0.053280326280119805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03354819706744795,0.0,0.0,0.049712035307798975,0.0,0.05775224901363246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444877170832776,0.0,0.0,0.0275067754215444,0.0,0.0,0.05299688772731722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489048782263494,0.0,0.0,0.08858729635843109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681899534694047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990062045998718,0.0,0.036793317200421984,0.0,0.03860249360704817,0.04833966393580928,0.0,0.046969566472584635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783184091895357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069398260960464,0.087405379317239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05091996204517913,0.0,0.04789214282203763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25651212856977484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039802643350412115,0.0,0.15196315485735076,0.0398842462880333,0.045564641338891064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625953307209902,0.0,0.1530623790467451,0.04240813431648496,0.03853178179059842,0.0,0.0,0.03542642594804079,0.0,0.11991261851652392,0.0418449604522174,0.0,0.0,0.17188960345597495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037632198005027886,0.16091671200580904,0.0,0.04608032798583773,0.0,0.0,0.06650345322923981,0.0,0.049174951288606654,0.0,0.05837039741927099,0.0,0.04744259015231925,0.04782597061396505,0.0,0.16990705612943244,0.0,0.04889265165458772,0.0,0.0602053102566875,0.0,0.0,0.0825947979826298,0.059042870712650665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266888352158202,0.0,0.0,0.036437796655213656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446253437727377 socialanxiety,ohanali,2018/01/20,"working at customer service gah i wanna quit working the owner keeps talking shit about me and how i'm not fully trained yet - i literally started a month ago but only work three times a week i mean yeah i still suck and sometimes i don't ask for help, but damn i'm just not cut out for customer service i don't get why i my extroverted side was saying i will accept that damn job offer when my social anxiety ain't improving if i could time travel, i would beat myself one month ago fuck you past me. why did you think this will help with your social anxiety when being talked behind your back and smiling at strangers is your fucking nightmare since elementary school you damn idiot ugh",3.5234444444444466,5.6983818814814855,4.181203703703705,85.1229166666667,74.62962962962962,6.277777777777778,26.064814814814817,7.1686216300943375,1.2925925925925923,554,20,103,6,12,176,94,135,0.273,0.647,0.08,-0.9836,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,0,5,8,11,9,0,3,1,11,3,1,1,0,19,22,9,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,10,0,2,2,1,21,1,9,15,0,19,0,0,0,2,16,4,7,1,14,63,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646879567446128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22842565690051145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957380265719296,0.0,0.0,0.11480121485728775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920258327701012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760478360505607,0.07800222536743091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001430727188205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481555744156614,0.1327032325670381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262967053241614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383370358003353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116842525396504,0.11354812216791765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252216772158507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587971718153728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872803963901372,0.0,0.1510978999956822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325260992494166,0.12350113722134975,0.0,0.0,0.30438173074277386,0.0,0.0,0.14765988485574155,0.0,0.1056741399609587,0.0,0.11922985448570195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400007154475538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566435373057393,0.0,0.0,0.1741141360268083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975813014849815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26943707646575843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260729289423238,0.0,0.0,0.10605726365545427,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheIllestOne,2018/01/20,"I am completely unfunny and unwitty, but I can give good insight into things. Can i still make it work? I'm just wondering if most people need the other person that they are hanging out with to make them laugh? Or would they be okay with just an interesting conversation without any jokes? Because my jokes are terrible. But I am pretty good with words otherwise, and i have some good knowledge and wisdom to share.",5.294718614718615,7.245778493506499,5.659155844155843,77.34682900432901,69.25974025974024,9.28917748917749,29.71645021645022,9.725611199111238,3.00774632034632,332,13,58,8,6,106,57,77,0.08199999999999999,0.579,0.339,0.9821,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,1,3,11,0,0,2,1,9,0,0,2,0,25,15,7,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,10,8,13,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,5,1,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022190818904994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362479853214485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470311048960469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260172109602808,0.0,0.5928518749691813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31454110241970396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470077060744668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633413178032326,0.20572431705317148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396986203354147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881573097908396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565278659521189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271182555077645,0.25550744573287626,0.1715258463580101,0.0,0.0,0.1673695694695419,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,octopus-sausage,2018/01/20,Anyone else hate “banter”? Whenever a group conversation starts leaning towards cracking jokes at each other and bantering I panic and remain silent for the conversation hoping I won’t be made fun of. Of course this leads to me being made fun of because I’ve become some what of an easy target just standing there not saying anything. In an anxious state it’s IMPOSSIBLE to think of any witty comebacks or jokes so I just awkwardly laugh it off which makes me feel pathetic...,8.113103448275861,8.518807896551728,7.878758620689656,69.56710344827587,61.98850574712644,10.178390804597699,34.64137931034483,9.888512548439397,3.5346248275862067,385,15,61,7,5,123,70,87,0.115,0.685,0.2,0.8218,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,4,0,15,11,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,5,6,12,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,1,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732424451200493,0.0,0.0,0.2878011505326353,0.0,0.17813093727250826,0.2610270689277709,0.2096420326311904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529656061906608,0.2813573845759106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281549288025728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881201243180165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25151826931307525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530296485998937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821115418972535,0.1700512442082796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989006359394089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259176269778809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803172220425388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632370087853552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bitesizedxcupcake,2018/01/21,"Social anxiety & management positions A lot of people strive to become supervisors, managers, basically climb that work ladder. As someone with SA Ive given it thought & I personally wouldnt want any of that. Work is already hard for me as it is. Does anyone feel like this? It honestly just makes me feel so worthless , like a waste of space, like ill never amount to anything and like ill never make enough money to sustain myself. I feel like a failure overall & it just makes me wonder how or why Im even alive.. Can anyone else relate?? Has anyone with SA held managerial positions?? 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Or do I have some form of mild autism? I’m 23. Male. Since I can remember I’ve hated social interactions. It was really bad when I was a kid. Elementary to middle school I would straight up ignore people who would try to talk to me. Social encounters would sometimes make me cry. I only had like 2 friends through my childhood. Things got strangely better in high school. People started befriended me out of nowhere. Met my current fiancée in my freshman English class. For some reason she found me interesting and basically forced herself into my life. Things where good. I felt normal. I could talk to people. Things got bad again however after graduation. College was a fucking nightmare. It felt like elementary all over again. My first week I had to walk out of class a few times because of how uncomfortable I was. During these stupid “get to know you” activities some professors made us do when it was my time to present or speak my voice would crack, my hands would sweat. My head would hurt and my heart would pound. During these moments I would have a weird out of body experience. I don’t know how to explain it. It felt as if I was put in the back seat and another version of myself would take over? After speaking the memory would feel like a weird dream. In the workforce it is hard to make friends. I never talk. In customer service I have no problem talking to customers as they are complete strangers. My anxiety kicks in when I meet someone new I know I will see allot and in some form will be involved in my life. Mutual friends, teachers, coworkers, classmates etc. The reason I brought myself to write here is because of a situation that occurred at work a few days ago. So I work overnights by myself at a gas station. My shift is about to end so my two managers come in. Usually everything is fine. I can greet them and hold a small conversation before I leave. However for some fucking reason I could not bring myself to talk. I wanted to. But could not bring my mouth to speak words. I felt like I was somehow stuck in my body. I got super anxious and nauseous. Things got awkward or at least it seemed that was on my head. Then finally my store manager asked how my night was and I began to speak. But I was getting that weird out of body experience again. I just don’t know why I’m like this. I hate meeting new people. It took me years to get used too my childhood friends. Years just for me to be comfortable around them. I’m still not completely comfortable around my friends I met in high school. What is wrong with me? 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We were at a social event with my group at work. I was nervous at first, but it went pretty well all evening until we went out at a bar to get a couple of drinks. Our group got split into two due to there not being quite enough space initially. The others wanted us to join them and we said we would after finishing our game. I guess we took a little longer than expected and kind of forgot about the time and started another... The people at the other group got super pissed and some left due to us not coming over to join them immediately. I never meant anything bad by it and always meant to rejoin them, but it was too late. Now I feel so guilty and shameful, like our work relations will suffer and that this is my fault. It does not help that I'm new in the group! This is basically the nightmare of my existence. I've been ruminating, crying and regretting my oversight and inability to be a good enough person all weekend and I'm scared shitless about work in the morning. What do you guys make of this? Any hints about forgiving oneself, or ideas about what I should do about this?",4.5293721719457,5.8425910859728525,5.014069570135746,83.71576498868778,70.26696832579185,7.877941176470588,24.672228506787327,8.278499904357787,1.3770291855203631,894,24,176,13,16,285,133,221,0.174,0.703,0.123,-0.9389,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,10,2,3,6,12,15,1,3,12,0,14,3,1,2,3,43,33,16,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,2,15,19,2,1,5,4,0,4,4,9,1,2,13,2,25,6,32,15,5,32,0,3,0,0,26,14,1,3,15,129,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129395603938307,0.0,0.0,0.09230213913479972,0.1423264121676046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116955377247036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133302124353714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692075072250124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018442837414542,0.14909478380447005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877963359236847,0.0,0.0,0.13296528968627327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280494042258923,0.0,0.08964943847954532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862997278452591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154532254936666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182831269880292,0.0,0.0,0.11384522226753363,0.21711391191276408,0.0,0.14952365456995342,0.13439561888668994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097802712791707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532244496146127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134356940517692,0.0,0.0,0.15311115137815598,0.0,0.14747277527268934,0.0,0.0,0.06631160132121458,0.13603871630694314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060189373384643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046845737649184,0.1310904203902425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409919787340236,0.11851559347082626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380878286539534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436725897130653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911182920749656,0.0,0.13589100531053905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383612681697097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607152165185427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914618465488983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080279642157612,0.0,0.0,0.1325900458866375,0.0,0.3265367935430605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005801150217008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220390047465779,0.2516490970761803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29644265346791104,0.0,0.0,0.09641983086283694,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BumblingMumbler,2018/01/21,"Anyone else notice that whenever someone mentions having an SO on this subreddit, it's almost always ""my husband/bf"" and never ""my wife/gf""? Seriously, I genuinely cannot recall the last time I saw someone in this subreddit say they had an SO who was a woman. Every single time I see someone mention their SO, it's always a man.",8.433333333333334,6.962998682539682,9.644444444444442,63.32000000000002,62.17460317460318,11.574603174603176,38.460317460317455,10.504223727775694,4.308422222222221,259,11,41,5,3,91,48,63,0.0,0.972,0.028,0.1326,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,7,0,2,3,1,6,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,1,4,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336786655816572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883523076562128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317236792212556,0.2391072858026765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494428332043134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966178288739772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902214463865004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799834161557168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656845607905904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557909225135666,0.0,0.0,0.1859595644465187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5931814378186568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721509039501289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,smashingyngman,2018/01/21,"Does anyone else suffer from self-care issues? I guess this could be more attributed to depressive moments and lower self-esteem than SA, but nevertheless. Sometimes it's difficult to just brush your teeth or wash your face and hair. Remember to eat, drink plenty of water. Put on fresh clothes and change your underwear/undergarments. I dealt with lack of self-care a lot in my late teens, and of course grew up in an environment where those who noticed these issues would just ridicule me for them, which definitely didn't motivate me to make a change and eventually, I stopped caring. I've been such a homebody for so long, guess the fact that these kinds of things actually matter to society can slip my subconscious.",8.942021978021977,8.929675400000004,7.809780219780222,72.14807692307693,60.384615384615394,11.736263736263735,34.72527472527473,11.20814326018867,3.8434505494505498,582,21,102,14,7,178,100,130,0.153,0.7609999999999999,0.087,-0.7997,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,1,5,6,1,0,5,0,6,7,3,3,1,23,10,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,6,3,1,2,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,2,11,2,18,5,3,11,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,4,4,64,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.14989301901438698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740182067626633,0.1573830064439828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566070835805397,0.0,0.32498028380520416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263839096065696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229684598992325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441780845563514,0.0,0.0,0.15047110602844832,0.0,0.15717279890753366,0.12831443966687206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33841899240985496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32064035837286464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599524452478318,0.0,0.0,0.1732693122206519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593259578092287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058660029150074,0.0,0.0,0.10253027079902058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487645682816816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441204820168986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400068703525515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807199513738957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191592489285047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841782802819726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204608784163902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911418030404044,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WATG0T,2018/01/21,"Some force taking over Sometimes when I've fully decided I want to say/do something my body physically won't do what my brain is telling it to do. Like I lose control of everything until I'm out of the situation. Most of the time it's when someone I don't know very well tries to be friendly and start a conversation with me. I think to respond normally, but then my body takes control, shuts them down and if possible, leaves the general area around that person. Other times it's when someone drops something/forgets something and I want to pick it up/remind them like a good person but my body won't let me do anything. Like I'm not talking myself out of say/doing something, some force just takes over. Does this happen to anyone else? And is there away to avoid it from happening?",4.746428571428575,6.025212214285716,5.194675324675323,82.75487012987013,69.71428571428571,7.937662337662338,29.584415584415584,8.296473431620573,2.0698909090909092,627,24,120,9,11,200,93,154,0.041,0.84,0.119,0.8898,0,1,4,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,3,7,8,0,1,5,0,10,4,4,3,0,27,22,12,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,9,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,14,6,21,18,3,18,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,4,11,77,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725953261958268,0.1278671767209759,0.10269561292899712,0.11109396605161444,0.0,0.0,0.11724896614704106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158571786320756,0.0,0.13931243948509398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799363021736592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920890416692204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425016971941456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215765674474568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964162709600958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467208554578183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071152922520887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858404238470284,0.0,0.0,0.13213983603838886,0.0,0.1276112943469015,0.0,0.18290553089336045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396136308619666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222725572591616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793227842509405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068755848714773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848391072621085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402747556421424,0.0,0.0,0.21147671705203988,0.2882197547679124,0.12342539931030327,0.0,0.08833050990251434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814908207290098,0.100305455905687,0.10907628930070512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996356674999178,0.0,0.0,0.1455378810952775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472758119015326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296890563842397,0.147214592965314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220564983163804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bennyman32,2018/01/21,"People with social anxiety. What is you 20 seconds of insane courage moment. And how did it turn out. I'm sure everyone must have had some things which they always wanted to do but anxiety might have held them back. Sometimes we suck it all up and have a 20 seconds of insane courage moment where we just go for it. I'm sure people might have conqured their anxiety and done this. I would like to know how it turned out. Like a beautiful relationship, made great friends. Something positive must have come from this isnt it. Sharing such events can help build confidence for those who are still on the fence(me included) about this. 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I always preread and look over the chapter that is expected to be looked at in class but no matter how much I prepare, I never have anything to say in the groups. Everyone would have something contribute and I would just be listening... I felt so useless. I really did try to listen in and see if there was anything I could say but my brain just went blank. I keep feeling really anxious in this class and now I need to find some group members for a project. Im worried that because I didnt contribute much or anything at all to the topic discussion... no one would want to work with me. 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The day has come and I’m absolutely terrified. I don’t know plenty of these people and what if I don’t meet their standards and they make fun of me? How do I get over this fear of joining? I contemplate not joining now...,0.7757142857142867,3.0772285000000004,2.1510714285714307,95.22517857142859,85.42857142857143,5.214285714285714,18.75,6.6274283507984215,-0.04185714285714282,265,7,59,3,8,85,49,70,0.12,0.8009999999999999,0.079,-0.5998,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,4,2,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,12,12,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,9,1,6,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,39,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668638040810307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199794274561426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34860921661589106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185682532532927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327318913114836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702570437846336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206792770909796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299205128668312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477513401423176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6270648379946521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272706396949628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,art3misadmir3r,2018/01/21,"I'm entering the phase where I fell absolutely worthless again - Keeps happening every few months. Help! This has happened for a long time. Not during school days but I definitely remember it happening during college. I lose all motivation to do anything useful. It's not like there's something bad going on either. It's just, I gradually start feeling bad about myself, blaming myself and a few days later I'm absolutely miserable. Feel like a burden to the people around me. I lock myself indoors, hardly go outside and avoid talking to even my parents and friends. I feel like they won't understand this. My mom will blame herself and I don't want her to feel unhappy because of me. This has happened many times but a few days or a week later that hopelessness diminishes and I feel productive again. This was happening a lot when I was living alone working a hard job in a crowded city. I was feeling so lonely. There were so many people so happy and I felt like a total loser. Six months back, I murked up the courage to quit my job and decided to move back to my hometown closer to the hills. I started an online business and it's going in the right direction and I'm pretty happy with it but these last two days I've been second guessing everything I've done, feeling like a loser with no friends and nobody to talk to. Most of my school and college friends from my small hometown are in the cities, working and I feel like even if I call or meet them, they'll sense my misery and look down upon me, laugh at me or something like that. I don't know what to do. I'm sitting in my dark bathroom sobbing and totally lost. I'm not sure why I'm typing this but it does feel lighter to spill out the misery somewhere. I first contemplated typing it all to by college friends but I'm terrified what he'll think of me. He'll probably think I'm going mad or convey to my parents and I don't want that. No. Even now I'm constantly rereading to check for grammar and spelling and terrified if some of you reading will laugh at my writing. It's always been like that but mostly I've learnt to control the urge to second guess myself but during these times I can't help it. I feel so lonely and miserable.",3.1694481862223824,5.303699995391709,4.302073732718895,84.03941096537872,75.5437788018433,6.847595415337351,27.25723738626965,7.793537801064563,1.7579170034266816,1754,70,329,26,39,572,202,434,0.256,0.614,0.13,-0.9965,4,6,2,0,0,1,36.0,0,1,3,10,19,34,1,3,19,0,20,0,0,3,5,76,65,36,0,4,18,3,13,8,4,6,0,0,0,0,22,22,0,3,18,1,1,7,10,16,0,5,9,14,45,18,40,50,12,48,0,11,1,0,23,16,1,12,32,215,67,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648969201951049,0.0,0.0,0.061451818649161515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077493045168611,0.06574504857434303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357717814373786,0.12332875456153833,0.04502025453842885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541242356095662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980912430957281,0.08283269757233469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051694109667475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462947506860314,0.07557751406898644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633812145806216,0.0,0.062224546757948036,0.0,0.06637453727452587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37342421262708864,0.21104310069249307,0.07091069987681625,0.0,0.0,0.06281953507484259,0.0,0.0,0.2282353450117518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789001129296946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271535806145332,0.0,0.3265409167921684,0.15723631171827335,0.13231600801719698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990045508345834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657590591975492,0.06564416023058993,0.0,0.0,0.040587813706391314,0.06020025423344444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886477322572877,0.0,0.0652137710942763,0.06535780050999161,0.06201812795749706,0.08262289365379083,0.08061954443459503,0.06278739048642314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497512036214414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649603153863455,0.11789791600635957,0.07849431486889462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640105840636667,0.0,0.0,0.1024010864321331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513530400250049,0.07962629253547837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855202009149909,0.07387323380125915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366133322562289,0.06307027031891595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494868597539485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371167700501925,0.0,0.0,0.1045474181998186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960581228253553,0.0,0.0,0.11872088656421101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464435859123836,0.0,0.0,0.12919326857370209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214389206135716,0.07688383580875999,0.0,0.06378549404441616,0.0,0.0,0.08712111835902947,0.0,0.059240620837269185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664106923938336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753208835629807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sadboynerd,2018/01/21,"working in marketing/management business with SA? i'm going to university later this year and i've applied to study arts management. i've been very excited at the prospect of going to university all my life but as the time is nearing, i can't help but doubt my choice of study. my social anxiety has usually affected my interpersonal relationships and not my academic life but i suddenly realised working in the marketing field would require me to keep contact with a variety of clients and all kinds of people and i have no idea how my SA would affect my ability to do my job properly. i'm terrified of failing my degree, or not getting a decent job because of my inability to connect with people anyone on here with social anxiety working in a field which requires constant interaction with people? what are your experiences?",7.143443708609272,8.484936225165566,8.272509933774835,62.64757284768211,64.23178807947019,11.867814569536426,40.92781456953642,11.602472056035307,5.609918675496688,674,39,102,22,10,230,91,151,0.159,0.785,0.056,-0.9563,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,6,2,4,0,1,6,0,9,2,0,3,2,27,15,10,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,9,0,3,1,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,15,2,24,12,2,14,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,6,72,18,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568047889183646,0.0,0.0,0.11736243260828842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231789271995832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813828354126775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418644400902974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769306080783325,0.0,0.1907824860204148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250421743433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894786833689015,0.0,0.0,0.33312423421388265,0.14919000820912848,0.0,0.17478668385440074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371104131145847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490916527479885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020472109346053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421974885599181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787285840999548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848596116681661,0.13849124429101872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665835564412857,0.0,0.0,0.23846719826364046,0.0,0.0,0.1080878797952714 socialanxiety,LucarioEX,2018/01/21,"Sometimes I get moments where I feel great and normal Hard to explain, maybe this is for depression too but I noticed i could be sitting in lecture, driving my car, or just at home. These moments makes me feel better for only a few minutes where I'm not thinking about SA and other problems related to it. I suspect these are probably my safe zones where I don't feel like I'm being judged. ",7.218506493506492,6.410683545454546,7.242175324675326,77.42612012987014,64.1948051948052,9.258441558441561,38.730519480519476,8.07648339933343,3.20347012987013,311,15,57,3,4,100,59,77,0.154,0.721,0.125,-0.0811,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,17,15,4,0,3,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,4,9,4,7,12,1,10,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,39,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929695686601325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979727120220694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135641636149108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37612205406192617,0.17713983597373067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954679064178656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273372396272686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221198975939688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487201132200793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113879055621747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655125741249415,0.0,0.24910515771872865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429442614268429,0.0,0.28229958136183725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885817326488375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673385361122617,0.2372604316385532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452348519480078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888021074064196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xxhyperman,2018/01/21,"Got a presentation in 28 hours So as you can see I got a presentation in 28 hours and I’m not really nervous right now but when the time comes, my heart will be beating fast, hands will be shaky, voice will be shaky, etc. the bad thing is the presentation is only about 1-2 minutes. Any tips on how to chill before going up?",2.985223880597016,4.1064505074626885,4.430029850746268,87.16832835820897,73.77611940298506,7.748059701492537,22.35522388059701,8.238735603445708,0.900256119402985,252,6,57,4,5,84,51,67,0.187,0.792,0.021,-0.9175,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,3,5,0,9,2,2,1,0,7,15,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,7,7,1,16,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,2,9,33,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460181965511246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437922781202326,0.0,0.0,0.21847911253945265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117121036357246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28634906396216514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459194617925837,0.0,0.41069995178601615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042552406022462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057027966416079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195273316911286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448346504091785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192668838169141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046000418484412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057623723794407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971557527308962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,herseface,2018/01/21,"Anyone else hate having other people in their Home? I'm sure I'm not the only one. I've had social anxiety for what feels like forever. When I was a teenager and my parents had bbqs I'd always just hole up in my room because I felt way too uncomfortable around other people (who I only vaguely knew). It felt really horrible, I felt so left out but it was my own fault. My mom made it better, checking up in me, I'm so lucky to have her. But I definitely missed out on some memories/experiences. Now fast forward to my late 20s and things haven't changed. I'm living with my bf and 2 flatmates who are all fairly normal and social. And I still find it hard and awkward when they have people over. I end up staying in my room the whole time, getting sad and angry at how long they stay. At the same time I feel real guilty because of course they have every right to have ppl over and they deserve to have fun. A lot of the time I've met the ppl before but only like once or twice and I'm sure they don't remember me and I dunno how to act. It feels overwhelming. Sometimes i wish i lived alone. But ya I just hate myself for this :( this was mainly a rant, thanks for reading but if you have any tips I'd be happy to hear them :)",1.7241236413043488,3.4985323906250017,3.408682065217392,90.44854619565218,78.609375,6.014673913043477,20.50543478260869,6.8959733430537185,0.31370400815217403,956,24,207,10,23,318,147,256,0.155,0.6970000000000001,0.147,0.1444,1,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,7,1,12,16,2,2,8,0,16,0,0,3,3,47,37,23,0,3,10,2,7,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,13,14,0,0,9,1,1,2,3,7,0,2,11,8,32,9,27,25,7,35,0,3,0,0,19,20,0,6,14,134,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403569823507455,0.0,0.0,0.09161628008235187,0.0,0.0,0.07487525718787863,0.0,0.08423011534177531,0.0,0.0,0.07698805989579842,0.11281570694422792,0.0,0.09801690033948288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423811824738402,0.0,0.09369134739766156,0.0,0.0,0.09737903094145044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647661742142827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197869928430323,0.0,0.09752045528793347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927683122987826,0.0,0.0,0.1077039347644933,0.0,0.0,0.16701737070905331,0.07865911964655604,0.3171545456371275,0.0,0.1006340848533136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057525380719166914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720894751496405,0.09863256056822688,0.2174120215079688,0.0,0.0,0.12409647230781876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044441266833104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420337107278807,0.0,0.1196295349193025,0.0,0.0,0.10758359990367923,0.0,0.19444967615717987,0.09743956629299162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360743553067533,0.0,0.10418412666649653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289537856755296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078796399577346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725835923614597,0.07461007877761013,0.2512197155999322,0.0,0.0,0.122258705570889,0.0,0.0,0.228999079804242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101349158950818,0.12532373150862727,0.07053615920165787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472763712040635,0.0940291707784354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244766077180154,0.0,0.0,0.1088967789478164,0.0,0.0,0.2347148156920975,0.08793009096949017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754554490384952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013700013015806,0.0,0.0,0.0731489491836902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260954254222548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873963191939793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292843427213067,0.12661545401546564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Greysofa-penguin,2018/01/21,"Haircut.. Anyone have a hardtime breathig during haircuts? I wanna time my breath with the stylist but then I fail miserably and take shalow breaths instead. Kinda like a self-fulfilling prophecy where I get mini-attacks because i really am not breathing. Goddammit! Am a full grown man, why does this still happen...",4.581587301587302,8.02088477777778,4.025978835978837,79.93833333333333,80.85185185185185,5.307936507936508,33.64021164021164,6.868970318607317,2.73297671957672,254,14,35,3,7,76,48,54,0.17,0.778,0.052000000000000005,-0.8117,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,4,0,3,3,3,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,6,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461350178492461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004645376775101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458328522363665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30804812688613403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391177319263166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31128310314367685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719753122654242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255079401613133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672253507649316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28111728675270115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646692615487184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052610636668048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176361332208001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tagthe,2018/01/21,"I try to interact with other people but I just feel like akward when I do it. So I don't know if I acctually have social anxiety but this what happends to me when I interact with other people. So for the moment I have a few friends. We get along with each other and understand each other but I never text them or try to do something social with them. Everytime I text well anybody not just my friends I feel akward and I think i'm wasting their time because they would just answer me with a ""ok"" or ""cool"" or a short answer like that. so I always think that they don't want to talk to me or maybe I'm just not important to them. Also almost no one texts me regularty. Is thins normal? Because almost every one I know there are always sending or reciving texts. Also every time I try to invite people to something social like having going to resturant or somewhare like the the mall they would always say that they are busy but minutes later they would post something in their snapchat like ""hmu"" or "" i'm bored"". That just makes me think that they don't want to hang with me or I have something or I do something that people don't like and they don't want to be close to me. This has happends everytime I try to do something like that it's no considential. I've always felt akward when I talked to people since I was little and I always thought that it was normal but then I stardet realizing that it wasn't normal and I have to do something about it I try to be a little ""social"" to people around me but after a while I start to fell akward again and I just want to go home and hide sometimes I even want to move out of my house and live somewhere where nobody knows me so I can start all over. But at the same time I feel depressed that I can't interract with people ad have long relationships with them. 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I've had social anxiety my whole life. Just recently my feelings of lonliness came back and I've really been wanting more friends (I only have one friend and a boyfriend). 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I like some guys in my class, but I can never even say hi to them without stuttering. I feel so alone, and my mum always talks about me getting married and having kids but I feel like I will never be confident enough to get a boyfriend because I’m so shy. I feel like I will be alone forever, only with pets for company 😢 Everyone keeps talking about their SO and music and articles and TV is all about dating and then I can’t even speak to anyone. All of the things being so focused on it makes me feel like life is just about finding a partner but i feel so different to everyone because I can’t even speak to anyone because I’m so shy 😢😰",1.921888111888112,3.7953120979021016,3.8006993006993,87.40566433566435,78.37062937062937,6.917482517482518,24.98601398601399,7.882392219407189,1.4120321678321683,542,20,113,9,13,183,78,143,0.11,0.7509999999999999,0.138,0.4718,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,14,6,0,0,4,0,13,1,0,1,5,27,25,16,0,0,5,1,6,5,1,3,1,3,1,3,2,7,0,1,7,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,9,18,5,15,19,4,7,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,1,10,79,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26815124568362386,0.0,0.0,0.10771635553254423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103492575866106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23674243581202176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525220005536384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337609066095367,0.0,0.25651005072664923,0.0,0.0,0.24739827995878336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927359300603748,0.3699287371244187,0.0,0.0,0.11831889324700773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352690669413977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818011877798838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506493798666455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143740693001964,0.3162241821617032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641175654770741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29952943132893844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845583549860673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898548104144745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294726250500323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208100940011218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600369071981334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478933437633635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kuraizo,2018/01/21,"Any suggestions to overcome social anxiety? I haven’t had a friend or developed a close relationship with anyone since middle school (I’m 24 now). I’ve never approached anyone or don’t know how to make friends. Lately, I’ve been bored of life. I really want to overcome this social anxiety.",4.380000000000003,6.9389873703703735,5.447925925925926,75.2396666666667,73.44444444444444,8.764444444444445,27.46666666666667,9.3871,2.9413155555555566,234,9,38,6,5,77,40,54,0.105,0.7440000000000001,0.151,0.5256,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,1,9,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,5,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,19,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012367638667804,0.0,0.3602588154630716,0.0,0.0,0.3292839758122047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638379908947877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294049227387193,0.0,0.26561378408210945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631527184988412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717412887984744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160444567520684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508443450314306,0.0,0.0,0.2528003454897437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383022608318928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477835374282826,0.0,0.0,0.480052036421421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888283896880285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,isubsistence,2018/01/21,"Why do I hear people speak as if they want me gone In any given interaction with anyone, I will only be able to think that they are attacking me verbally. I can’t help but feel like I’m a rock that can only perceive. Sometimes I wonder what I’m experiencing life as. I’m guessing I was just born abnormally stupid. Does anyone else not feel like they’re not alive at all?",4.452236842105265,5.07577027631579,5.864315789473686,80.09121052631579,69.92105263157895,8.71157894736842,25.72631578947368,8.841846274778883,1.6801242105263157,295,8,61,5,5,100,57,76,0.122,0.754,0.124,-0.2206,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,14,19,4,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,5,9,2,6,14,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,3,32,12,0,0.21719662706798398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770115439593015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037378634381052,0.22254361154104926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470925188129789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007023200943385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143991185284367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964228134803865,0.3103306275506118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392665716796373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447963840756553,0.0,0.14558232081526454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341240096548633,0.2122226019200336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33037564428011656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057679360317827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481301787360985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917082860974514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810819801526185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959861731546028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355404770674207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,notpartofme,2018/01/21,"Celebrating a few wins I spent the better part of last week visiting with a group of people I've known only online for the last couple of years. It was scary and exciting. I went to a new city and did new things. My anxiety made me completely freeze up a few times, but this group of people is so amazing. They're all aware of what I struggle with, they didn't prod me to talk when I couldn't, didn't make things difficult and never made me feel left out. It was such a great experience. But more than that! I have always struggled holding any sort of conversation beyond simple pleasantries with a stranger. On the flight back home, I wound up talking to a very charming fellow for almost the entire two and a half hour flight. I learned new things, have a short book list, and felt like I was equally contributing to the conversation. That has never happened for me, let alone so easily. I think there was something about spending a week feeling comfortable and supported (especially in my moments of discomfort) that shifted how I handled interactions for the rest of the day. I hope it lasts a while longer!",5.919285714285718,7.0060827380952375,5.824761904761907,80.01857142857145,66.85714285714286,9.047619047619053,30.23809523809524,9.23628265651192,2.5143809523809524,885,32,165,16,14,277,130,210,0.052000000000000005,0.708,0.239,0.9926,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,9,14,0,3,18,0,13,1,0,4,3,30,25,13,0,2,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,11,10,0,1,6,1,2,2,5,4,0,2,12,4,18,10,27,11,7,28,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,3,19,114,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274280160201614,0.1317983350454888,0.0,0.0,0.105886782514576,0.0,0.0,0.08653811382048332,0.0,0.097350120484648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785163584324057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254716150349107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342498609784298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080580665335868,0.0,0.08206927943995496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448031186292212,0.0,0.0,0.12868842373523748,0.0,0.1221852505078833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029965428428925,0.0,0.0,0.11253163144246303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764765709380066,0.12639343964073618,0.12532104837610386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111906873121919,0.0,0.0,0.13826348914116354,0.13012738567624405,0.0,0.06217061659181265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24082448996816244,0.08494404426359507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629459608703245,0.36871250742970413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678355333496308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780532153547514,0.0,0.17644590195449852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796751241114388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660701883421725,0.0,0.0,0.14440805011381974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045663248362428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536287284231877,0.08154019551151838,0.0,0.0,0.07420371402356349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431014697984374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499912696009196,0.0,0.0,0.2041533960267902,0.0,0.0,0.11796713710933865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194837927531612 socialanxiety,justinhu12,2018/01/21,"A good friend of mine stood me up. What should I do? I was suppose to meet my friend at a Library to study with them. I waited there for an hour and a half for them to show up but it didn't happen. I have been dealing with anxiety and social anxiety for my whole life, I've gotten better but I still really struggle sometimes. When I realized they weren't coming, I got really depressed, emotional and anxious. I stayed they much longer than needed because I didn't want to believe they wouldn't show without any warning. When I got home, took a shower and cried to see if that would make me feel better but I still can't seem to let go being upset. I know its not something to end a friendship over and I want to forgive them eventually but I guess I just felt hurt and disappointed; that maybe they didn't care and I'm afraid of how this will change our relationship. I don't know what to do. I just feel really upset right now and the thing is that I can't avoid my friend since we actually live in the same building. 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It’s gotten to the point where even speaking to my very own parents makes me feel uncomfortable, so i avoid it, and instead endulge in any form of escapism i can, ostracizing myself from my folks. I hate doing it and it’s taken such a toll on the little relationship we had before. It makes me feel like shit, too, because i don’t know what to do about it. Another thing that happened which i think might suggest i have social anxiety occurred this past New Year, where many different family members came over to our house to celebrate, all the while i made it a point to stay in my room, so as to not have to face them because even the thought of doing so terrified me. However, i knew that if i didn’t utter so much as a hello to them, my mom would afterwards yell at me, or worse yet, yell at me in front of them because she constantly mocks and scolds me for being so “shy” and “bitter”. Anyway, i tried to work up the courage to step out into my living room, which could be done by simply opening up my bedroom door and literally taking two steps forward, yet i couldn’t. Instead , i ended up breaking down crying because i felt so shitty, and i knew that such a simple task shouldn’t make me feel so scared and anxious. Still, i couldn’t bring myself to do it. However, when my mom, as i expected, came into my room asking me to go say hi, i did, because i didn’t want to get yelled at. Lmao that was a big mistake because i was deadass out there with them for less than five minutes before i couldn’t take it anymore and, on the verge of literal tears, excused myself to the restroom. Needless to say that was just an excuse to get out of the situation and instead i immediately booked it to my room where i cried once again. djfkfj sorry for being so melodramatic in recounting what happened i doubt anyone stuck around to read this far but yeah this is just one occasion... i truly believe i might have social anxiety, any input??",5.698461538461538,5.93375248259861,6.398433874709978,78.71429546671429,67.09744779582367,9.229377119400322,30.96207388898805,9.057496981413335,2.4854318400856683,1724,62,334,28,26,567,218,431,0.199,0.74,0.061,-0.9968,4,1,0,0,0,1,47.0,2,0,4,1,31,11,5,3,15,1,35,3,2,5,1,63,71,28,0,11,8,3,5,1,0,6,1,6,6,1,25,20,0,1,12,2,0,8,9,9,0,3,18,13,58,2,57,40,7,58,0,0,0,0,28,35,1,8,14,245,83,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351960575336036,0.07981166099717105,0.2329065344206183,0.08598661147346616,0.07548415840831417,0.053220342122706966,0.0,0.0,0.06775716879909631,0.07115586557545171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783885678650824,0.0,0.12953399706888996,0.08575387137722669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410717743336915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225167407758391,0.0,0.06077045140582765,0.0,0.16721425293059353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450723895602206,0.0,0.07952242728445888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789055585528651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741398603121848,0.0,0.0,0.10054452274241762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175305166273646,0.0,0.15394112838798596,0.05437551309029825,0.07308091431071713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953234428187257,0.0,0.043257066811641605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346138667393613,0.0,0.0,0.1502926841110707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782478158153345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041829999431523164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037185220678477605,0.07628574164852993,0.06720963162821211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202045190450346,0.2032254595126613,0.07716716164695024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322977661613822,0.0,0.17828646678351884,0.0,0.0,0.055952194104585816,0.0,0.0,0.07351091081985474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105841352206276,0.051576490220962584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451505527959287,0.0,0.07265896618742343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439037547948589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613411627108288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171743457917767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105705035980385,0.07620291050151362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880599985013952,0.0,0.07812943334136714,0.0,0.08555478424346437,0.0,0.38794073644234817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520285287154022,0.0,0.08112688389153225,0.06078435449095404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445578749476705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050566439870566963,0.14631140869180248,0.07478114584221604,0.06042563202174232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167608309143559,0.0,0.07435184821101197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280162432187758,0.08978745092786322,0.12083073697568833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541154824639078,0.0,0.07756617829031923,0.05406886000306901,0.0,0.0,0.04901461067377463 socialanxiety,Crisko_lochness9,2018/01/21,"Is it bad that I’m not informed about politics and the news? I have had very little interest in politics pretty much my whole life. I just don’t like how it makes people angry and want to fight with each other all the time - so I choose to stay out of it and be more of an “ignorance is bliss” type of person. I hardly ever read or watch the news, just didn’t interest me. I know a few things, and see headlines every so often, but can’t talk extensively in detail about it (btw, I live in the U.S.) However, whenever I’m in a social situation almost everyone else is talking about politics and what’s going on in the news lately. It makes me feel so insecure and I get social anxiety and I actually feel ashamed - like I’m really stupid. I feel like I’m such a low class piece of shit in front of everyone else because I can’t keep up with the conversation because I don’t know a lot of things. When people discover how much I don’t know, I feel like they’re disappointed in me for being such an idiot. Is it bad to be ignorant like that? Like am I being a bad person because of it? Is being sheltered a bad thing? I think maybe I’m sheltered - I feel like sometimes my family sheltered me from a lot of things, and I just continued sheltering myself from the rest of the world out of habit. I thought it was a good thing, because I could just focus on simple things in life - but is it not a good thing? Or maybe it’s apathy?....I don’t know why I am like this - often times I can be so uninterested in things. Not always, but sometimes. I guess if I had a good reason to, I would keep up with the news more often. Do any of you have good reasons as to why you do keep up with he news? The news and politics is just so hard to keep up with too. That’s also what is not motivating for me. I feel like I don’t know where to start, if I wanted to be more informed. Like it is an information overload. 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So frustrating :(",3.0967857142857165,6.221776535714287,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,87.2142857142857,7.085714285714286,24.857142857142854,8.07648339933343,2.232185714285715,125,5,21,3,4,40,25,28,0.358,0.642,0.0,-0.9056,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279141669608617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33121162866559944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981851618002924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22732621255623775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7123517621874128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26964170647373736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027135687909986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,demetriodan,2018/01/21,"Cant sleep, thinking about how lonely I am Can't stop thinking about being a loser, a shy person, with no attractives... Nobody notices me, and when someone does, I get so anxious that I runaway. I am tired of being scared of people, scared of meeting girls. I wish I had a girlfriend. Since the last one was diagnosed with psicopathy (not kidding, she was criminal and etc) my anxiety just got much worse. I don't want to be alone, but I push the few away the few people that want to be with me. 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I have SAD and I am seeing a doctor about depression soon, but idk does anyone have tips for seeming social at college or something, I don't really have a specific question I just need some support I guess",9.114782608695652,6.687842217391308,9.07913043478261,70.93521739130436,61.60869565217392,12.330434782608695,39.52173913043478,10.793553405168565,4.1824260869565215,465,19,86,9,5,153,77,115,0.14300000000000002,0.741,0.116,-0.2742,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,6,11,1,3,7,0,11,2,1,0,0,18,22,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,6,3,14,5,13,16,3,7,0,2,2,0,6,6,1,8,3,62,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109756132418834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462611536985655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119568398396978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779288447733293,0.1434593112368321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827653115332256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665461602670852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749964265888898,0.0,0.0,0.1805912331051146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800896278666754,0.0,0.14475628456537162,0.0,0.13766285292486352,0.0,0.0,0.27874080004453194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155461361409292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365084826902518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674804060154845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836430387868776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31505999501763204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282520653672593,0.0,0.13063377555780745,0.2984778043466544,0.0,0.0,0.1682753827346789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710955938456834,0.0,0.12620401794544356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877852712384435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860297939539999,0.0,0.0,0.1232575907899448,0.13176353821417391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106383215343245,0.260289776095428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669222611433956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934554098635128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,33yor3,2018/01/21,Anyone here been a selective mute or are one? Some of my earliest memories are of me in preschool and kindergarten being so afraid to talk to anyone besides family that I would just ignore teachers and other kids when they talked to me. Anyone else relate to doing things like that? ,7.88820512820512,8.273122692307695,7.281538461538464,73.73012820512822,62.46153846153846,10.01025641025641,30.794871794871803,9.725611199111238,2.930825641025641,228,7,37,4,3,71,42,52,0.047,0.906,0.047,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,5,1,7,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6249989201236625,0.3052841142230941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488982828630629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280879941867528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556290471930106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189805505538566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789604813865882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794417606169634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165452761352774,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,meimgood,2018/01/22,"I talked to this one girl and fucked up I can talk to girls normally pretty well, but if I like them, no matter how easy it was to talk to them before, I always get nervous. Today I tried talking to this girl in my art class (I’ve never talked to her before) and I kind of fucked up. My voice quavered and I messed up what I was saying. The conversation was rushed because I was planning on talking to her all class but then the bell rang so I’m thinking “fuck it, is rather fail and at least learn than do nothing at all again” and I did. I fucked up but I’m not sad or embarrassed. I’m happy I tried and even if nothing comes of it, I’m happy to know i tried. Should I keep trying or just say fucj it and don’t talk again",0.322499999999998,2.2340692628205154,2.054807692307694,97.69644230769232,83.93589743589743,4.6692307692307695,17.442307692307693,5.602791699666715,-0.6628769230769236,559,12,133,3,16,183,86,156,0.185,0.66,0.155,-0.8537,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,8,14,4,2,2,0,10,4,0,1,3,29,23,17,0,5,10,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,3,7,8,0,1,3,1,0,2,4,9,1,1,5,4,20,5,19,17,3,15,0,2,0,4,17,8,4,4,6,88,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516857437992723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972150762705187,0.0,0.1946481991094844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852332630736103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755431420514487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229487647042608,0.0597558476373922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435071240514068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016611270885146,0.0,0.11910322610743733,0.06285712046518964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587750244983968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821250596369265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206252349657587,0.2194904382739902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750298118693211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635977461210548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819100573999133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6435080718732992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328642893104739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841345663691457,0.0,0.0,0.31061054976727154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028362254995232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fchris17,2018/01/22,"Do you feel that alcohol makes your brain more active? It's proven that achahol inhibits the central nervous system which in turn leads to feeling more confident, however, I feel that much of my social anxiety stems not from confidence but from the fact that most of the time i just don't feel the need to speak. It's like everyone else has much more going on in their head which they need to share. After a few beers, however, my brain feels much more active, therefore I want to communicate. Does anyone else feel the same?",6.801818181818181,7.350849939393939,6.2207575757575775,79.85113636363639,64.75757575757576,9.832323232323233,30.641414141414145,9.725611199111238,2.705214141414141,420,14,78,8,6,129,66,99,0.059,0.772,0.16899999999999998,0.9107,2,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,1,6,0,3,5,3,3,1,18,15,1,0,3,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,7,9,2,12,15,10,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,51,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339215470870868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127635179952074,0.0,0.0,0.11998928879812208,0.17582825778200994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831329376338297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017154399094826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28670572363136504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397467802266286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5206078853119741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752633063227152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611489179395587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383689403432205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454679442107413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784453674775956,0.2544839208870381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492834959314033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006349060990144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665553555969355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121630141902042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,isukatdarksouls9,2018/01/22,"Someone died because of my stupid social anxiety... I work with the UPS as a supervisor. I answer phones all day. I normally do OK as it's mostly easy questions I deal with. But on Friday I had a customer call in and ask for some info on a package. He was rushing me and huffing and puffing. My anxiety flared and I told him he would have it on Saturday to get him off the phone. Well, guess what. We don't deliver on Saturday. Monday rolls around and my boss takes me aside. She says, did you tell this man he would get his package on Saturday? Umm...Yes...I..I did... Well it was his heat bill payment. He froze to death in his sleep on Saturday because he knew someone told him he would get it. Why did you tell him that? So of course now I feel like crap because I was too weak to muster up some guys and tell the guy to be patient. And now someone is dead. WTH is wrong with me Edit: I guess I left out some details when I wrote this at midnight. The customer had already been waiting a week or two for his bill. So the whole time he didn't have heat, older fellow I guess. And to all the, post is ""fos"" people: up yours. Why would I make up a post on a social anxiety subreddit?? Obviously my writing skills suck and I just wanted to get it off my chest. Thanks to those who actually said something nice, I appreciate the feedback.",0.9360024600246,3.206533922509226,2.650343173431736,92.15029950799507,84.31365313653137,5.6797539975399784,22.686469864698648,7.03164865440522,0.7270707503075027,1027,37,222,14,30,338,147,271,0.125,0.8,0.07400000000000001,-0.9456,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,1,3,0,2,10,11,3,0,13,1,22,4,3,2,3,44,42,16,3,6,3,0,2,1,1,4,1,2,0,3,11,15,0,1,5,0,2,1,2,5,2,1,15,4,36,6,34,22,7,34,0,0,0,0,42,19,2,9,13,144,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.10299899978344043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164741384117456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422303287766629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395952939382468,0.09867253549072233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302207640037072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777565735954844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806931668303759,0.10881469550651536,0.0,0.0,0.10954149782924492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533679174987991,0.075403056400732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205765610564312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488169558042176,0.20901696474407136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146775174861552,0.0,0.0,0.05156510960065192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045368362892733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341400479403758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317325106011405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20217039334876036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823720092951415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039971122964383,0.08393549851040565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562358690047187,0.21518448704310653,0.2682898115645038,0.08125551573585534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793584805859786,0.0,0.2767591393566057,0.09717383006358143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061545515488813374,0.0,0.0,0.20171005477632956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031044359037762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622545686617124,0.0,0.08466372716378268,0.0,0.18979950807788776,0.0,0.1904801544698324,0.11783986020088875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768397364956537,0.0,0.0,0.2999112702487481,0.11539947108930056,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,999lonely,2018/01/22,"My clumsiness is killing me I have terrible spacial awareness and co ordination (dyspraxia), my mind reacts a few seconds later to my body so in school when I cross paths with people I always bump into them and when I walk away embarrassed I can hear ""she's so..."" And giggles. This is mortifying and I'm kind of becoming known around school for doing this ugh why ",1.7473913043478255,4.538386420289856,3.3473768115942018,83.3532391304348,90.59420289855072,6.8179710144927546,24.291304347826085,7.908726449838941,2.0330278260869568,289,12,52,7,10,95,54,69,0.18600000000000005,0.7879999999999999,0.025,-0.9091,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,1,1,0,5,1,1,1,0,10,7,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,0,1,11,2,8,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,37,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216206989457978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313119340727792,0.0,0.0,0.2441274363623437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28697192847835584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886227209458082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928576084502825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28747352293385325,0.270582491323451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26236347135646154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013975095771867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5259421872515919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23446441897459344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GashSplitter,2018/01/22,Is there a fairly well-paying job out there that requires zero social interaction? I’m not interested in improving in social situations. I would absolutely prefer to avoid as much social interaction as possible. I’m happier that way. I like my own company and fucking despise the work environment. Having to interact with colleagues and pretend that you give even the slightest shit about them just isn’t for me. Maybe I’m an asshole. But that’s just how I feel. ,4.902857142857143,7.700692857142862,6.345476190476191,68.27035714285716,72.80952380952381,9.438095238095238,31.92857142857143,9.827888789773867,3.935957142857143,376,18,58,11,8,127,63,84,0.17,0.762,0.068,-0.7812,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,2,7,6,3,1,4,0,4,2,1,1,0,14,10,6,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,7,2,10,9,2,4,0,0,0,1,9,3,2,0,1,42,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533592603807902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126004599440988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342564763553048,0.0,0.2110847149071298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835812305226532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750159898977542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106216058790815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617564780706182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480647373777959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22587035545612105,0.0,0.24733687039057814,0.0,0.6729165305983206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465941031133442,0.0,0.0,0.19784453833089274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601934836017752,0.0,0.0,0.15631180344852535,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Surrealistic_pillow5,2018/01/22,"I feel like my brain doesn't work right during social interaction Why can't I just be intuitively social? I fail so much being social it's ridiculous. I just come off as weird, rude, or inappropriate because I can't just do things right without thinking about it. Besides the fact that other people make me feel nervous, I just can't seem to talk to people like a normal person, and it's not for a lack of trying. I live with my family with six other people and I still can't form solid relationships with them somehow. Something is severely missing from my brain. It just doesn't stop fucking thinking about little things. It wants everything to be logical. I can't have emotionally driven conversations without feeling empty, weird, or unfulfilled. I don't want to even consider thinking I have autism but maybe I do. My interests are limited, I don't think about others unless it is in relation to me, I think I might stim in untraditional ways and do not realize it, I can make eye contact but I do it completely wrong and awkwardly, I fail to understand intuitively how to start, steer, and keep up a conversation without making others uninterested, uncomfortable, or bored, and my emotional regulation is nonexistent in the sense that if I'm depressed, I can't pretend to care about anything or hide it. All I can do is sit and try to be calm, trying to just seem laid back and normal because that's the kind of person I want to be. Fuck, my quality of life is shit because of this. I can't make friends. I can't attract women. I can't get on the good side of managers to get hired. Just fuck me. I wasn't meant for this world. I'm a shit actor in a play where nobody else even needs a script or to know how to act. They just do and they succeed. 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I feel as if it is my responsibility to make the situation less awkward or bearable when after all it is a mutually shared experience since awkwardness cannot be achieved in solitude. Are these feelings of discomfort only relative to myself? Maybe I’m just an introvert but I’m constantly debating whether the introversion is the result of the feeling of discomfort. 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I’ve read many books and I’ve improved immensely from where I started. The problem I have now is that I feel like I’m too aware of my anxiety. I work in an office full of people, there are many times when all the attention is on me for any various reason. I’m too aware of what I look like and I go bright red and start sweating profusely within a matter of seconds. I don’t know what to do anymore. Can someone give me some tips to sort this out?",2.352116858237551,3.547565456896553,4.084942528735635,88.7320881226054,75.4655172413793,7.569348659003833,25.819923371647512,8.167268648758528,1.4468325670498081,427,15,95,7,9,144,80,116,0.083,0.81,0.108,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,5,0,9,1,1,1,1,16,20,6,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,4,11,3,16,20,4,15,0,1,3,0,2,6,0,2,10,60,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994584505543812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880494532005344,0.0,0.31229426097275914,0.0,0.20242686212232186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320648805073376,0.1458195298624134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958053487399224,0.1160030459892068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217606059404764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994401924322497,0.0,0.0,0.180635021224314,0.17140487856812273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138803881625468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513484091259569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418396459890726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150738149636322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531013115320808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041698626862324,0.0,0.0,0.20986383115087934,0.0,0.0,0.23122208190825685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729456605458929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889467662331203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902088008240905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859787899047525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144312722107032 socialanxiety,lynniepoohhxd,2018/01/22,"Making friends as an adult is hard So I currently moved to a new city in a new state about 9 months ago. Since I moved here I've met a few people, they've came and left. I haven't actually made any friends. I thought I'd be friends with my boss, she just ended up being shitty. Well I've really been getting along with this girl I work with. She's a year older than me, her and I just seem to be the same person. The problem is that we're only friends at work. I have a two year old and my boyfriend works all day and I work all night so there isn't really time to go out. When I do have the time, I don't really have anything to go out to do. Being in this house all the time is driving me crazy. I love my boyfriend and I don't want to spend less time with him. I just work alone while he works with other people so I'm not really getting my social needs met as a human being. I don't know how to invite this girl out though. What would we even do? What if she says no? I feel like a 15 year old asking their crush out. 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Confused. I was hanging out at my neighbors house, and there was this girl there who I had a lot in common with, we were kind of flirting and having a good time. This is extremely uncommon for me, and the klonopin I take was helping. I told her that we seemed to have a lot in common and we should hang out sometime, or get some coffee. She texted me her number, and she seemed enthusiatic about hanging out, too, and I was really happy. My phone was upstairs at my apartment so I didn't have it on me. Then we smoked some weed, and I got a really bad panic attack. I clammed up and didn't say much, couldn't really make conversation, and felt like I was making weird eye contact. She seemed a little cooled off to me at the goodbye. I said maybe we should do some drinking tommorow, and she didn't want to (said she didn't drink) I think I might have blown it, and I don't know what to do to fix it. I checked my phone when I got home and there was no text from her. I think she either texted the number wrong, or just pretended to text me. I don't get it though, because she seemed like she really wanted to hang out at the time, and I'm also selling her some of my klonopin (because she's out) tomorrow so she has to get a hold of me. i also texted my friend whose house we were hanging out in asking for her number, but now I feel humiliated like he's gonna think she rejected me. I don't know what to do. She has the same anxiety disorders I do and is in to a lot of the same things, so I'd like this to work out. I also have never had a girlfriend or had sex, so that would be great, too.",2.848971428571432,3.656472240000003,4.063714285714287,90.86328571428572,73.74285714285716,7.2,23.142857142857146,7.404127859558343,0.6414571428571434,1284,32,298,14,25,421,149,350,0.109,0.772,0.119,0.3642,0,1,3,0,0,0,42.0,6,0,0,1,17,19,1,2,15,2,38,4,1,2,1,69,68,31,0,6,7,0,2,4,3,5,0,4,2,2,15,30,2,1,11,3,2,5,10,8,0,0,24,8,59,11,39,37,11,37,0,1,1,1,44,21,0,16,15,217,74,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23789277520718646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585653124545355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854009688048912,0.11280792688233927,0.0,0.0,0.08279380611390799,0.1208930792727198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364505590738695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427656893245185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013788060765493,0.0,0.0952084006341467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661016674669716,0.0,0.15541979809325487,0.0,0.0,0.08317004845277337,0.2379200577840854,0.10932338918492507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555683265229872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646433441523923,0.0,0.09946478176441303,0.0,0.0,0.2288328510743564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325906772171108,0.1089906272236814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937767430206587,0.09938358765827787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25290486648370025,0.0,0.0,0.13237909754436786,0.0,0.09961876354952848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051922615255896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289343548740661,0.0,0.07647770278691042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634197863507915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25409573963915083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28296937395701377,0.07885539103438716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36108331584793146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807100324232057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455539229002574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175395823238673,0.1906116712887471,0.09742342936426784,0.0,0.11564107621715382,0.0,0.09399134537898887,0.09475088328082802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697335317280196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721890925279114,0.0,0.0,0.07043986427313859,0.10841503987469764,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,samesongdifflyric,2018/01/22,"Social anxiety plus bad social skills I have very bad social anxiety and so does my sister. But the difference between us two is that she is very good with talking to people, very pleasant and a genuinely nice person to talk to. I on the other hand am awkward and make bad decisions in everyday interactions like I can be accidentally rude or an ass sometimes. Example: Yesterday I got up the courage to order a pizza, and asked for the special. After the guy told me what the special was, I then decided on not getting the special and went with a regular large pizza instead, (although this was just idiotic of me anyway because now I realize the special would have been better, it was a medium plus another medium for free, but instead I got a large that was quite expensive and would have been the same amount of pizza only cheaper with the special but for some reason I thought the special was too much, sorry if that sounded confusing), and the guy said okay hold on. BUT then before he put me on hold I thought I heard him say eff you to me, but have been trying to shake it off because I love that pizza place and don't want that to be what he actually said. When I got the pizza it had olives on it and I'm not sure if I was supposed to say hold the olives, I will next time for sure. But I've heard people say they'll put olives on your pizza if they don't like you or offend them. And I feel like I did that for making him tell me the special only to not get it...I hate asking for things. I just always feel like an asshole and like I can't avoid offending them. -_-",6.9123734177215175,5.755331787974683,7.459968354430384,76.75520569620255,64.98101265822785,10.30506329113924,33.67405063291139,9.354420925462401,2.8613139240506333,1239,44,245,19,16,411,155,316,0.092,0.718,0.19,0.989,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,3,4,3,9,34,5,4,22,1,28,9,2,3,2,54,51,29,0,6,16,1,3,5,0,4,0,8,0,3,15,16,6,4,8,0,2,4,6,12,0,1,22,11,35,23,33,23,4,24,0,0,0,2,35,10,1,7,14,173,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.09662378794824132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238792678742116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382524940500358,0.15149151591477886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851302277811771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24801870697129874,0.12071653911625126,0.0,0.08425397607362915,0.0,0.0,0.08757020547682866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344899157521427,0.0,0.0,0.08664818352506465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012932852717374,0.1414718385155613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346189238089804,0.0,0.0,0.08304859523596657,0.23757262313786,0.0,0.0,0.1960796796229004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977562377265424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24186721356794466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893643770842308,0.0,0.1321857843561006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278698920790165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530295572736836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506098517119408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728825927982655,0.08645556972236604,0.10344899157521427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990736740136198,0.0,0.10531402035878994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180331145919813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837076919804108,0.2362207155346551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027981867229794,0.0,0.0,0.09792779016212123,0.11083853335315308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663983238812626,0.0,0.0,0.15916807550045406,0.08654296465711822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578077896750979,0.0,0.0,0.15721277409161402,0.057736102780217374,0.0,0.0,0.09461251857161088,0.0,0.06722428963647507,0.0,0.0967226980090655,0.0,0.11910215227513175,0.0,0.0,0.24509179085332136,0.05840126849606193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178735650172366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067400188706367,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HannibalB96,2018/01/22,"Why am I like this? Hi everyone, I'm a 21 year old software engineering student who feels funny saying that because I don't go to lectures and failed my last year because I didn't even go to exams. I have such grand ideas that I don't seem to have the energy to follow through with. I've barely left the house apart from for school, food etc since I was about 17 years old. I spend all day on the Internet and can't even tell you what exactly I've done all day because every day melts into the next. I used to be so sociable, fit and happy. Now I just glide through life day to day always in the same numb mood. I can't seem to conjure up the sense of immediacy for things that are important to me as I used to. I seem to find it easy to skip things that are important to me only to put it out of my mind minutes later. I have this big project idea only to barely have the energy to work on it and to later abandon it. I've always found it easy to make friends only in the last few years drift away from them because I can never find the nerve to go out. I remember a very specific moment in my first year of university where a friend asked me to go to his birthday night out. I had this weird thought in my head like he was trying to trick me, to laugh at me. Obviously, this was silly but these thoughts have become more intrusive since. I can be walking outside and hear people laughing and I immediately worry if they're laughing at me. I hate being like this. I sometimes kid to myself that I like life this way but the truth is I just don't think about the day to day. Putting whatever is wrong out of my mind seems to be my coping strategy. Today, I was going to phone the Doctor's for an appointment so I could explain my situation but I ended up not doing it because once again I convinced myself that they'll say I'm overreacting and that Im being lazy and just need to try harder. I know this isn't true because my behaviour is not okay but I seemed to convince myself anyway. Sorry about the ranty post but I just needed to do this. 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Left like 5 empty seats between us. She invited me out with other friends a few months ago. I think I fucked up that ""friendship audition"". 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I looked up the word online, came back defined as, among other negative connotations, ""weak in intellect"". I KNOW I have social anxiety issues and I sometimes misunderstand people. This happened to me mid-week last week and I'm still disgusted and offended by it. It has been extremely cold here (Michigan/Ohio border area) so I went out to see our postal carrier, gave him $10 and told him to have a cup of coffee and thanked him for working in this bitter cold, I appreciate it. The motherf***er called me silly. I just laughed it off and went back into the house, but to say that I was angered is an understatement. I believed he was a nice person, but his saying that to me leads me to believe he is an a**hole beyond my comprehension. So, someone explain this to me, please. How does giving my postal carrier $10 for a coffee and thanking him for enduring arctic cold amount to my being weak in intellect? I want to understand, what did I do wrong? Did I insult him by giving him $10? I'm a female, mid-40's. (To moderators, I was unsure if this question was appropriate for this sub, but I do have social anxiety and believed this sub to be a good starting point.) 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I feel embarrassed talking about this, but I really need to vent right now to other people who might understand my feelings even if it sounds extremely silly. So this Friday i've been invited out for my friend's birthday. After college about 7pm we're going out for a meal then afterwards to this bar/karaoke place that's open till 3am. It sounds simple and just a normal group hangout but the thing with me is that i'm someone who isn't really used to going to places with people and i'm very much always at home. It wasn't until college I even began to have proper friends to begin with (I have bad experiences with High School) So there's this sort of social awkwardness I feel and i'm not like most people my age who are used to going out lot to these kinds of places. Some things that worry me are; 1) My friend's boyfriend and her friend are also gonna be there, and i've never met them before. I have this tendency to become hyper aware of my surroundings and I start to become self conscious around people I don't know. My other 2 friends have met these people before, so i'm the odd one out. 2) Karaoke is the main part i'm dreading. The meal at the restaurant thing I can kinda handle because it's just ordering food and sitting down and trying to make conversation for a while. But I can't sing for shit and I especially can't sing in front of an audience. I get that karaoke is just for fun and chances are not everyone will be able to sing, but it still freaks me out regardless. It's also in this big bar filled with people and it's the kind of environment I just can't handle. I very rarely drink so I don't know what my limits are and where I live, it's not exactly the kind of place you want to be stuck with strangers at very late in the night. I also live quite a distance away and won't be able to get a bus, which means i'd need to get a taxi home (and i've never gotten a taxi by myself). I feel so lame for being so heavily anxious about something anyone should be able to handle, but I just can't seem to calm down. It's making me feel sick. I don't want to be ""that"" friend that always cancels out on plans or is constantly over planning everything and annoying everyone. I used to be that friend 2 years ago with a different set of people when I was much worse than I currently am and I don't want to do that again. I've been trying to slowly edge myself out of my comfort zone and confront things that make me socially anxious and it's been going well. It's just this feels like an out of the blue nose dive into something that I just don't feel remotely prepared for, and that terrifies me. I want to make up an excuse but I don't even think I have one. At the same time though I want to go just so I don't fall into previous habits. I just feel so conflicted and scared. I wish I was normal.",3.6488528138528133,4.5872025,4.645916305916309,86.9436363636364,71.97979797979798,7.812025012025013,24.412217412217412,8.11559375814309,1.1996015392015391,2271,61,484,32,42,741,250,594,0.122,0.7909999999999999,0.086,-0.9733,2,0,3,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,1,4,36,27,3,4,21,0,47,8,2,8,3,108,98,45,0,13,20,0,8,2,7,5,1,2,2,1,42,41,5,2,15,6,0,9,19,10,1,2,11,12,53,17,81,74,8,70,0,1,1,0,22,35,1,9,25,321,95,3,0.18592893949414385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493826218376356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868730573919114,0.10313851474395068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003118603989215,0.0,0.04333527918582528,0.0,0.0,0.05517205845802217,0.0,0.0,0.05822878635372297,0.0,0.05174763274020636,0.037780185261868666,0.13689593731759309,0.10547455546403213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697437704243585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475205627128415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071319227257451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280431099829077,0.0,0.0,0.11844204633087407,0.05570031401670323,0.060624726597194714,0.0,0.0,0.25069668892744923,0.08855178101665005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494200388686073,0.0,0.3351792206851656,0.0,0.09714019695171078,0.0,0.17611283508102332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548137759423296,0.12433459068781715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361637896708306,0.06812112178942785,0.0,0.06991198074798696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605569921355623,0.0,0.10945243996627294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05269004515870827,0.0,0.0,0.20684835145702896,0.0,0.0,0.06751037401516237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574707423220565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111944252410924,0.09190930182524648,0.09559990686228148,0.0,0.0,0.058160571514491215,0.1214472561683523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399350752000452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671143076097574,0.0,0.3437325760226703,0.0,0.2590082250851366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591943786585341,0.0,0.0,0.07940722641502697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292743280984432,0.0,0.0,0.06204910133312734,0.06272333768013665,0.0,0.0564209078376211,0.06465481116245676,0.0,0.063617794840028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635409282054222,0.052512329023724685,0.09542478752580874,0.0,0.0,0.043867153448318236,0.0,0.04949436375140849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049814212900779815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469723431479574,0.03971191898210561,0.060891413013402826,0.0,0.03613888660665311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415569681359887,0.0,0.0,0.06451952771654444,0.0,0.16058290696429925,0.0,0.15341084713644007,0.18277617627726706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572414859107045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126970151510041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293995442059999,0.06315915789940649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03991071370483176 socialanxiety,darkbella51,2018/01/22,"god i feel so embarassed. just finished college and the bus was arriving in 3 minutes. i basically ran out of class to get to the bus, only to see on the bus app that it left already. got back to the college for another bus stop, and i saw my original bus leave right after. i feel so shit that i embarrassed myself in front of my classmates and the fact that i forgot to take my meds today didn't help.",3.3619678714859447,4.375453650602413,4.874879518072291,84.7507931726908,72.73493975903614,7.9429718875502004,28.29116465863454,8.344100000000001,1.878535742971888,315,12,66,5,6,106,55,83,0.153,0.7959999999999999,0.051,-0.8243,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,5,0,2,1,1,1,1,11,11,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,6,4,10,0,13,5,0,14,0,0,2,0,1,6,1,0,6,41,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950581918769709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803690701967353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559712206781053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27038862800202657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396939315525937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213846554138083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921778878364292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831146190005166,0.29050690067171586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29699660152155216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033529624486028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22833928923991176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213065590758058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744596003545566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22353991986240215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010349259595061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25344301168176275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rteyistoenr,2018/01/22,"Medicinal Mary Jane Does medicinal marijuana help with social anxiety? Or make it worse? I was thinking about this the other day after I saw a video on FB that there are some special mushrooms that basically cure depression/anxiety (not limited to social) after eating one dose.",6.74625,9.417887791666667,7.5275,62.4675,66.91666666666666,11.466666666666667,34.91666666666667,11.20814326018867,5.216816666666668,226,11,31,8,4,75,42,48,0.13699999999999998,0.758,0.105,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,1,6,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505976538422522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899341499736491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25772709428857266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013565630108486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740339203480664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658726081948905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995671400529519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6004303352178778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887096831951166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30013016201604337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,4655434b594f55,2018/01/22,"Some girl was regularly riding the same bus to work, after some time I smiled once, the girl now always take another bus Fuck me right",4.453461538461539,6.121099730769237,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,70.92307692307692,8.276923076923078,20.69230769230769,8.841846274778883,1.1435999999999995,107,2,21,2,2,34,22,26,0.117,0.767,0.117,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,3,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,3,11,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412527248167113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300466178212121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791493656219814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367644545369364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35024027074177233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083592277570356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23914429167375345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29857227144341625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Graficat,2018/01/22,"Socially anxious teenagers: you've got your age against you, but that means it gets better https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3992953/ Tl;dr at no other time in life are social cues and the big spooky idea of people disapproving or thinking you're awkward as subjectively important as during adolescence. The adolescent brain is amazing at making all of these social cues grow way out of proportion and making them incredibly emotionally relevant. This isn't the way it is all the time, as people get older this giving-too-many-fucks does lessen again. Y'all under-twenties: it's tough now, but even if social anxiety might not magically go way as you age, it does become easier to chill out and stop caring so damn much about what other people think. Your brains are still changing and don't stop maturing into way into your twenties. Any kind of coping skills and positive internal regulation you can pick up now is going to pay off big time. Get support, seek therapy, keep trying, and try not to worry. It does get better, there's pretty much always ways to improve your situation, it's not hopeless.",10.081218274111675,9.73864882233503,9.164065989847717,64.44863705583758,58.23857868020305,12.143959390862944,36.451269035533,11.407655852321104,4.3635100507614215,906,33,138,21,10,285,130,197,0.092,0.7070000000000001,0.201,0.9846,0,0,0,0,0,1,35.0,0,8,1,3,8,10,1,1,4,0,9,3,2,3,2,30,24,15,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,10,0,3,4,0,1,3,6,4,0,0,1,0,9,6,23,22,4,31,0,1,0,0,13,11,1,3,12,83,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863908464926234,0.0,0.0,0.0706046659392773,0.0,0.0794259596439235,0.11729287286505018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466672693152813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364982525161064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23180642077283498,0.0,0.0,0.10585666544070252,0.0,0.10983324761264764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27257427927855354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678932526006755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857553589574047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598468308441213,0.21697743373435996,0.0,0.1180124568490182,0.0,0.08303846132419132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172059627238977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228456853319583,0.0,0.10811792222868537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333477768274699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860819479388134,0.0,0.0,0.11309603153938301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101420824496939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264687088303155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215937869694528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562750878561963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670382469208085,0.0,0.4233466833868437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291490316130977,0.17360495767372489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781955588238535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873311356950335,0.0,0.0,0.1330539345162251,0.0,0.0,0.18162384903450296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098093041096066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120578781806374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543948502849047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,akibilko,2018/01/22,"Uncomfortable with physical contact from girlfriend Hello, I'm a 22 year old male my girlfriend and I have been dating about a year, but physical contact makes me extremely uncomfortable. Like kissing, touching, or anything of that sort makes me extremely uncomfortable, but I enjoy intercourse. It is to the point that if we spend too much time together that I physically break down. I am not attracted to men either. Any suggestions to maybe up my tolerance to physical contact would be much appreciated.",7.277043189368769,9.959517534883725,7.5874750830564786,62.54639534883722,65.51162790697674,11.891029900332224,39.02990033222592,11.491704259439757,5.779520265780732,412,23,59,15,7,134,62,86,0.121,0.6759999999999999,0.203,0.8905,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,0,13,9,5,0,2,6,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,9,4,10,6,3,9,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,3,6,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664485852551973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25006255334283056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845757207870353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056767413685248,0.0,0.3052824511240498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467649640197449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31886482834543345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872593151264914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719147447882005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586349454596213,0.0,0.0,0.3913700101407815 socialanxiety,AnnieIsBestGirl,2018/01/22,"Don't you just hate it when people only talk to you to get better grades Like, I'd be ignored (yes please ignore me) for days on end but when a test or homework rolls around everyone suddenly wants to talk,which makes me hate myself because I'm practically a tool to them since I can't hold a regular conversation with my anxiety",5.731363636363637,6.014520166666667,6.578333333333338,77.28750000000002,67.03030303030303,10.236363636363636,30.13636363636364,10.125756701596842,2.835163636363636,265,9,52,6,4,88,53,66,0.083,0.745,0.172,0.7092,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,1,4,6,2,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,10,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,8,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,6,28,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950568391948572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269837419825369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543171785147605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255065887328414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164439182641603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22583409375759705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436416152997617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332150489291373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034743398632852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456896717561534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701992426922347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939216295324653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767690669142914,0.0,0.0,0.2798883673916707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091975209999167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098819860686093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039214267576967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BenzoBourbonBliss,2018/01/22,"I'm all good when I'm by myself When I'm chillin alone in my room, blazing, playing guitar, playing video games, listening to music, doing whatever. I'm cool. my inferiority complex seems almost non-existent, I feel at peace and I don't hate myself. As soon as I'm in front of other people or start thinking about other people I feel like the most pathetic, disgusting cretin on earth. What the fuck? I'm ok with myself yet at the same time I don't feel I'm good enough for others? It's beyond frustrating, man. ",4.557184873949577,5.515163598039218,6.057563025210083,77.58617647058827,69.88235294117648,8.573669467787116,27.31652661064425,8.841846274778883,2.105852661064426,405,13,76,7,7,138,69,102,0.16,0.635,0.205,0.4743,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,12,4,0,3,2,3,1,0,0,1,13,19,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,2,0,0,6,6,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,5,9,7,14,19,4,14,0,1,0,1,3,7,1,4,7,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599448844348717,0.2688600516756652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682289554280459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937740515869298,0.18545328612221104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23998953907246184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43546857257105015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25629433695861964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682402386808336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359938191184833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236323711264889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374125661658333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633670805707987,0.0,0.0,0.1513707618538268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lnnaija,2018/01/22,Is anyone else so tense/stiff on public transport that you feel that you look unnatural especially if it's bumpy? The bus rides were I live are quite bumpy (subway can be too). I'm already in general anxious in public and especially on public transport so I'm usually super stiff and tense. When the bus hit a bump I feel like because I'm so stiff or tense I don't move naturally and I feel like everyone is looking at me and thinking I'm weird lol. It's so juvenile but it makes me hate taking public transport...,3.0407659115426107,5.019131825242717,4.797605177993528,81.04995685005395,75.40776699029126,7.684573894282633,26.97842502696871,8.515128840125781,2.048122761596548,410,16,79,8,9,139,62,103,0.113,0.8079999999999999,0.08,-0.5136,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,6,5,1,0,3,1,7,2,0,1,0,15,21,12,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,4,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,1,5,8,3,5,18,0,12,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,2,4,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420628458151787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24780784158502586,0.0,0.1533775768558381,0.2247543292531826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371630176379376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324231105021185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960236561737075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327362664659879,0.3134134094385882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165668876664435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433079213826012,0.0,0.19369380258287505,0.0,0.3684046124488954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464206508838241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331388305410868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333102229296513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492708091389854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055333253196214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415876926376197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CrafticEdits,2018/01/22,"Im so tired of this I feel like it's taken so much of my life. I am currently 18 and occasionally at work my face gets red (and itchy), I feel like I'm not breathing enough and I somewhat shiver even though I'm not cold. These symptoms appeared suddenly like 1 1/2 - 2 yrs ago. The fear of having an attack makes me prone to more attacks. I've noticed if I think about it, I'm probably going to have one. How do you guys deal with social anxiety? I've become a much more social person than I used to be but honestly I feel like it's not getting any better. I've been thinking of therapy but idk if it's expensive or worth it. Sorry if it's hard to understand I'm on mobile rn so I can't elaborate too much.",1.134295112781956,2.865878125000002,3.704812030075189,87.83868421052631,80.25,6.974436090225563,22.69924812030075,7.957251820313856,1.124656390977444,553,18,122,10,14,194,99,152,0.12,0.778,0.102,0.1022,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,8,9,2,1,3,0,7,5,2,3,0,24,24,14,0,3,9,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,6,0,2,2,4,3,0,1,2,6,12,6,13,21,7,7,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,6,7,70,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352568478104516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476302222325232,0.0,0.1066026427391281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317062299847792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539015226249398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324406779703627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436641006322116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439861709014869,0.0,0.0920395974629833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568078948790138,0.2113791846144522,0.29865577160253515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456096215553022,0.0,0.07919601999549229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797876342462273,0.0,0.0,0.12483054990529342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052229968790615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842727920084192,0.27231818497660604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301744628941383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073156417928385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865130661931806,0.0,0.0,0.09442740925136832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167535794025355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024325526555582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841002831203132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599131742033645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448383786521897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935927930739752,0.0,0.0,0.17858016585328887,0.1369110195842521,0.0,0.0,0.1601627376876686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506863752401644,0.0,0.12035396800227567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144872055266872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawaybae__,2018/01/22,"I want to be able to confidently say hi to people Such a simple thing, but I can't seem to wrap my head around it. I need to mentally prepare myself to just wave to someone I know; half the time I'll just pretend not to see them to avoid the uncomfortableness. If I do, it's always mumbled or whispered in a wavering voice with an awkward smirk. I get so humiliated and think about it for the rest of the day, even if I know how irrational it is. I don't know why something ostensibly so simple is such a challenge for me.",5.450555555555557,4.877114796296297,6.835555555555558,78.11500000000002,67.70370370370371,9.792592592592593,31.88888888888889,9.2995712137729,2.525711111111112,410,15,88,7,6,141,73,108,0.149,0.807,0.045,-0.8962,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,10,3,0,2,8,0,6,1,1,1,0,19,15,8,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,12,1,16,14,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,4,2,63,17,1,0.2565928403246217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213505798373954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284220287301623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654811546133311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947715104970038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405916859068462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633382812092877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230501436797412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25858523176709075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902603398246328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788916742947494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040529255086336,0.0,0.0,0.20447127255169573,0.23359248487842146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174102809318124,0.19753770447385366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046888153111148,0.1644143313152284,0.0,0.0,0.14962134865824836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134510531471582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23153512792973516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iwaitedlongago,2018/01/22,"Overthinking texts? I posted this in r/anxiety, but thought folks here might relate more or have advice from their personal experiences. Lately, I’ve tried to be more social by reaching out to friends and posting on social media, which is nice and makes me feel more connected and fosters these relationships. But after texting with some people lately, I’m starting to reanalyze and worry if I said the right things, if it was too aloof or too nice/deferential. In some cases I look back and see that the text *was* a little awkward or overly nice, but maybe it’s not really as bad as I think, and I can work on it next time. It’s hard bc overanalyzing doesn’t really help and just leads to more anxiety in these situations. But I’m having trouble stopping it, feeling very embarrassed that it wasn’t good enough and people will reject me bc I’m “off” socially. Each time I think about it my face reddens and heart starts pumping. Does anyone else feel this way at times? 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It's literally worse than being surrounded by a large number of strangers in a street. It's pretty much a nightmare. And it happens quite a lot. I'd try to change my pace or stop for a moment and check my phone but it's hard to do those things without drawing attention to myself. What do you do when you encounter someone walking at the same pace you are, in the same direction?",4.46646694214876,5.130696669421494,5.034369834710745,85.90791838842975,69.9090909090909,7.702892561983472,29.174586776859503,7.6454224807358475,1.6543132231404951,471,17,97,5,8,151,74,121,0.048,0.923,0.029,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,0,7,0,0,0,1,15,11,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,20,10,8,22,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,2,5,73,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638259973498403,0.21483102225291764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410769385920483,0.0,0.22340821908426864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070602089664604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202603221973326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333343422147252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776139770670244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537235623881899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26526143249171563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630146116065615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131089813988008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850472010386534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656864261747481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454237648301034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932229257280498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24040711118897995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541539983010916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cloverfreak,2018/01/22,"A list of challenges I've decided I'm going to write a list of things I've been scared to do for the last couple of years/few months. Things I avoid doing entirely or without someone with me. Any suggestions or your own challenges for yourselves welcome. Here's my list so far: Go to the movie theatre by myself like I always say I will Go shopping in town for makeup I've need for the last month Go to the optometrist and get new glasses Go to the doctor about my shoulder & neck pain Go for a run in the park ",5.53238993710692,5.156323622641511,5.771698113207545,85.14861635220126,67.49056603773586,8.19874213836478,30.874213836477992,7.1686216300943375,1.7173572327044029,408,14,85,3,6,130,69,106,0.081,0.841,0.078,-0.3182,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,3,7,0,2,9,0,4,4,2,0,0,9,13,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,1,7,1,3,0,0,1,1,8,4,19,11,1,16,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,6,48,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291756585258034,0.19912279725754764,0.0,0.12497497236805945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334626003369874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881040139709249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601613584846333,0.0,0.6266697818446115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996063108771941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978438225248123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933788247620964,0.0,0.0,0.1362686553051332,0.0,0.17749341260728296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555217091272167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461472096379594,0.18399329412019572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571404245044684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441871519731944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715490988207186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ovrcast67,2018/01/23,"My social anxiety is no joke so bad I just want to end it all I'm 20 and I've started taking classes at my community college because I want to further my opportunities. However, I never thought sitting in a fucking classroom would be so stressful. For example I have studied Spanish for several years and am pretty decent when it comes to speaking. I'm taking a Spanish class and I just keep saying ""Sí"" for everything. I can't for the fucking life of me get any other words to come out of my mouth! except ""sí sí sí..."" I feel totally awkward sitting in a chair, even worse standing, like I don't know what to do with my hands/legs. What's more frustrating is I WANT to be around people, I WANT to talk to people and share experiences, I WANT to dress nice and go out and enjoy life. I am NOT happy keeping to myself all the time. This is ruining what little bit of a life I have. Btw this is totally just me venting and nothing else. I'm like the ultimate introvert of introverts but I don't want to be. I want to have fun. it's like I don't belong in either world...",2.060596330275228,4.006214279816515,4.304119266055047,83.6182889908257,78.22018348623854,7.112293577981652,27.413761467889906,8.07648339933343,1.9307368807339444,835,36,166,15,20,289,118,218,0.081,0.76,0.16,0.9141,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,8,17,3,2,7,0,18,6,1,0,5,39,42,11,0,8,7,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,9,13,0,2,3,1,0,3,7,7,0,0,1,3,24,10,29,37,7,22,0,1,0,2,5,10,2,0,9,111,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825154306410979,0.0,0.0992776242855163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552738549685786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835681834630527,0.07910971873944969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416808376967737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235795782025297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841047424386774,0.0,0.11494225172248107,0.0,0.0,0.08571525378297531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663352482307199,0.1269449854868946,0.0,0.0,0.06561820836933101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23995004522800614,0.06780215260000101,0.0,0.0737542007965142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814804606494732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23070020842714545,0.0,0.0,0.07132102115995398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749920506527975,0.19020472963587765,0.1300687800205277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000905857259764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245227436183319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799394790037284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202796892157015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320239741345362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660896532908493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322894087909642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185550963137568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865698050591936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514950400983624,0.10430833900079292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030269624335338,0.0756729257729369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.535813165453813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225195119107794,0.09218853360699307,0.0,0.0,0.08357093312262316 socialanxiety,iddddkkkkkkkkkkkkk,2018/01/23,Social anxiety due to being ugly I don’t expect anyone to read all of this but if you do I really appreciate it. I struggle with social anxiety. To the point where I couldn’t go to school anymore. I was always the quiet and shy girl. Middle school was when the teasing started. People started talking shit and the anxiety came along. At first it wasn’t bad but got worse thru out my first year of high school. Now it’s like this. I don’t like being out in public because I always notice people laughing at me or anyone I see laughing I always think it’s at me. Being ugly makes me feel depressed and I hate looking at myself in the mirror. I hate the fact that I had to be born this way. So I started covering my face in makeup everyday and it honestly made it worse because I knew in the back of my head that when the makeup comes off I’m back to my ugly self that I always have been. I’ll never be pretty or have a nice body like all these girls on Instagram. I just wish that i didn’t have to be born like this. I know that if it werent for me being ugly I’d be really happy right now. No social anxiety because I wouldn’t have to worry about anyone making fun of the way I look. I’m just tired of feeling like this every fucking day I just wish I felt better about myself I wish I could do something about this but I can’t. So I’m stuck living this miserable and boring ass life of sleeping and being home all day. Just because of my fear of going out just to get made fun of. Smoking weed only makes me feel better until the high wears off then I’m back to being depressed. I just want to feel like a normal fucking person. Sorry for the cussing . Sorry if nothing I said made sense I just needed to let it all Out. I know there’s someone that feels the same way I do. ,1.856202346041055,3.608153134408604,3.746686217008797,88.27866568914958,78.13978494623656,5.799413489736072,20.681329423264906,6.574015621080383,0.3402569892473126,1394,35,286,12,33,471,163,372,0.23,0.602,0.168,-0.9807,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,4,21,28,6,3,14,0,30,11,7,6,6,62,73,20,0,13,15,0,6,6,0,1,2,2,1,4,22,14,0,0,10,1,0,4,9,13,0,2,15,11,43,15,45,44,5,50,0,3,3,3,12,21,4,5,28,196,65,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468129926531561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269147668988222,0.0,0.0735422484061489,0.15555357719470495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710628170835616,0.061916676476456066,0.18081781787572976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116888192098428,0.0,0.08236995214969346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481404285410936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387832635536479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059207067115540885,0.0,0.0,0.095648219647599,0.0,0.12773990556044726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247913788156436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344546157603414,0.187476037067818,0.10595329073598196,0.07120083031084393,0.0,0.0,0.12615312117466002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711097785661447,0.03874314520314367,0.0,0.08428846581490751,0.0,0.059308861924645614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893982127382712,0.0,0.1464262454743857,0.07610485260869101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566985408623201,0.07438393042150454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150775669728626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582893899071895,0.0523781647022586,0.21737154872004405,0.0,0.06548059259998745,0.0,0.12454374904122613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105029482729468,0.14849795183270906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498530275636377,0.057193229824522476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265656486046983,0.07115412346213315,0.08442643478317433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056398536887548575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282005947432657,0.06474965060647897,0.0,0.0,0.07010083906913768,0.0,0.0,0.0754427193629315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417548541382282,0.0,0.09501171913535372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332832171219872,0.07053878384709496,0.0,0.0,0.22514772566477628,0.05909226713563535,0.0,0.07736027357019212,0.0,0.07611947083707042,0.0,0.0,0.0742089720605431,0.22677632982523985,0.06283164494713095,0.057088463608881375,0.0,0.16602183830140446,0.15746275940612672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752334366128352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596033159544022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751579752872115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852307441786686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04373878678075397,0.1765833572462275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25582521272642456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530842647175437,0.15114141223872962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04775365784967643 socialanxiety,Indi05,2018/01/23,"Cant take critism need help EDIT: Thought it would help people, and wanted to know what your response would be from people that dont suffer from this would be! (copy pasted from a website forum) When I was a child and teenager, I was the target of verbal and emotional abuse at home, and bullying at school. Because nobody ever physically hurt me, I assumed my experiences were a normal part of growing up, and only with time, distance, and therapy, have I been able to understand the grim reality of what I went through. Now, as a young adult, I am extremely sensitive to criticism, to the point where a small remark can derail my entire day and send me down a shame/self-hate spiral marked by sobbing fits and suicidal urges that last for hours into the night. The best way I can describe what happens to me is this: it feels like criticism triggers some sort of dark “emotional memory” deep in my brain, where I feel like a cornered child again, struck by the need to run away and hide somewhere. Or die. It’s a panicked, trapped feeling, a sense of literally being unsafe. Almost like a version of PTSD. This obviously presents problems, mainly in terms of romantic relationships and professional advancement. I know I need to be able to handle negative feedback, and to use it for self-improvement. But instead, it feels like my brain transforms even constructive criticism into acute self-loathing/flagellation. This is really unsustainable, as I’m sure you can imagine, and I wonder how much longer I can go through the world like this. The other — perhaps more fundamental — problem is that I have a hard time discerning valid criticism from manipulation/cruelty the first place. I’ve been in a couple of extremely intense, painful relationships and am honestly unsure if my partners mistreated me or if I’m just a crazy, damaged person! I need to know whether/how to “trust” my emotional reactions to other people’s behavior. Is this possible for someone like me, haunted by the voices of a traumatic past? How can I learn to “process” criticism in a healthy way? 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So I used to live in a small place. Everyone knew everyone and everyone knew everything about everyone. I thought this I was the reason for my anxiety, so when I moved to a new, larger place, for Uni, I was excited. I thought I could actually be myself and make friends and shit. But no. The anxiety is still here. The only difference is that I can tell myself over and over ""you'll never see them again"" but that barely works. Even my roommate triggers my SA and I hate It all. I haven't made any actual friends. This is shit. On the plus side, I have really cheap therapy from the Uni so when I have the courage and time I'll probably go. In the meanwhile, my bed is big enough to comfortably hide under.",1.9095625,4.135137831250002,3.5762500000000053,87.23375000000001,80.0625,8.25,24.375,9.017664075816787,2.0400625000000003,623,23,131,17,16,207,92,160,0.115,0.743,0.142,0.3639,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,1,12,8,3,0,9,0,15,2,2,5,2,24,27,15,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,6,0,1,3,4,3,0,0,8,1,23,5,16,16,3,24,0,0,1,0,5,13,2,0,8,93,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.2463082254658581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582110618469774,0.0,0.2896305913670802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857012996408595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231949939824614,0.0,0.0,0.10076134515847014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185333592372014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039951842135794,0.0,0.08335466600525261,0.0,0.0,0.4823624089072609,0.11342145158034253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950053830590572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344603795827152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459750313008447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143792309916084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941457476359582,0.08424024421916781,0.0,0.0,0.13747004397920196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413184481289608,0.0,0.0,0.09733410303588168,0.1218858521976125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598165757255273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26370667184744034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606617920334815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808476850171836,0.12975579577513113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056597320436078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590873234550384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156879474851125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030536322312157,0.0,0.14432200778418447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037922456431234,0.0735889025005285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899726945536964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387690398103745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918759365688105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aesthetexe,2018/01/23,"I don't know how to talk to people Yesterday one of the student societies had a movie screening, I went to it cause I really wanted to see the film. Afterwards the whole group went to a bar on the campus, I figured I would follow them cause we have something in common, it would be easier right? No. I sat there for 1,5 hours, spoke nothing at all except when somebody asked me something. Next event, only today, there was a dinner organised from my workplace, since I'm new there and these kind of events from what I know are rare, I though going would be good idea and kind of polite to you know, get to know each other better since everyone there seems close. Because of the yesterday's event I was already super anxious before coming there. As always it turned out I have no idea how to talk to people and even if I thought of something they have already switched topics. Also I forgot how awkward and anxious eating out makes me feel, especially when I'm not sure how to proceed with sth. tl;dr I went to two social events with hope but ended up not talking with anyone. These kinds of things just make me feel like I was not designed to be social and I function well only when I'm by myself. I don't know if it's even worth trying since everytime I do the same thing - nothing. Am I just boring? How is it that I can't find a common topic with those people. If I found sth would I be able to speak up? Probably not cause I'm too afraid of expressing my opinion.",4.54869863013699,5.490709212328769,5.136876712328768,84.23791780821921,69.89041095890411,7.4838356164383555,25.901369863013702,7.554174236665415,1.3074213698630142,1158,33,225,12,20,372,160,292,0.033,0.889,0.078,0.9253,0,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,2,2,21,13,0,2,10,0,22,3,0,10,2,61,53,20,0,9,11,0,2,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,13,15,3,1,14,2,1,6,9,3,1,2,12,6,31,10,37,33,4,33,0,0,2,0,14,9,0,6,19,155,44,2,0.08924140149085004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696021134635844,0.07136631653020246,0.0742559950200068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163476425927013,0.0,0.06239966288833889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342866369026465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440073004008037,0.0,0.07593785972891345,0.0,0.0,0.07892676749308818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275026506019544,0.0,0.07687356541065274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131623286544574,0.0,0.0,0.07904139346959271,0.0,0.0,0.11788620805800767,0.0,0.0,0.08527398348075058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090246267995733,0.06375407505633841,0.0,0.0,0.08156502421833284,0.0,0.0,0.09784859051360972,0.0,0.0,0.046624948975954934,0.0,0.05071794503615448,0.07485145354090934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863684778817475,0.08788480415709098,0.0,0.0,0.20148535956489302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787935604475965,0.2452237019754891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04359884101112333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913865693196354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618990165823398,0.09490924290714536,0.0,0.0,0.17125906316875714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047228323582365,0.13574421441071322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856062537601932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962173245959217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717032695172331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621166926645234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711138428650067,0.08124202024463194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146422852528533,0.0,0.0,0.18194074077045924,0.0,0.2061071724241772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410896477652108,0.0,0.0,0.21518657434241287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857604350275627,0.0,0.08767922386141627,0.07084770442245616,0.0,0.0,0.08459041389013823,0.0,0.0,0.060589053652843325,0.0970690185085047,0.08717588197375736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263689076428812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023873740173945,0.2481830197600821,0.0,0.09963483777035537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535781246328215,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anxietyresearch,2018/01/23,"I'll pay £5 for a 20 minute interview about experiences of anxiety at university! Hi everyone, you may have seen me post before as I'm getting towards the deadline for my dissertation! I'm researching how anxiety changes between different spaces on campus and what universities can do to make our lives as students more comfortable. I've suffered with social anxiety myself and have had a friend drop out of uni because of it so I'm really trying to add knowledge to the growing body of research about it. I have a full information sheet about the dissertation and a consent form so you are in complete control. The interviews can be done at your pace and completely anonymously. Help me and hopefully you will gain some insight into other people's experiences, as well as earning a bit of money! Thanks and big love to everyone here",7.1225490196078445,8.359627562091504,7.8841895424836625,65.78785294117648,64.22875816993465,11.610196078431372,38.82941176470588,11.407655852321104,5.10394431372549,679,36,107,21,10,227,107,153,0.073,0.7490000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9611,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,4,0,3,8,7,0,0,9,0,12,2,1,3,0,19,21,13,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,10,6,27,15,5,13,0,1,1,1,13,10,0,3,0,77,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907759738802536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379706271943727,0.0,0.14489009215969367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858944138708075,0.189135322833168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012664244234508,0.0,0.3570567666670475,0.0,0.19097605718325766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789942530500386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424876976876172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254069938093297,0.0,0.3331200472068045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315527792093863,0.0,0.08896080529768953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141306471703214,0.0,0.0,0.1691198710448188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035450060962388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367835958522136,0.0,0.1136587931519078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804611168803902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630748155063957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908147754500233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357225231222595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567648372957529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560443761475372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309620390168766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blue1smoke,2018/01/23,"SA at work I’ve worked at this place since September and I still get anxious in the days leading up to the days I work. I get nervous and then second guess myself and then mess up. I’ve tried so hard to pump myself up before work and tell myself I’m good, I’m okay, you know stuff...and it rarely works 😵 Advice??",0.4382515991471188,2.4334173880597016,1.8801705756929648,98.63044776119403,84.07462686567165,4.425586353944564,15.541577825159914,5.288315135182226,-0.9934631130063964,243,4,57,1,7,78,43,67,0.134,0.792,0.073,-0.4636,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,6,2,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,6,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,7,2,8,6,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,5,28,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829955806396728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769077234170006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396945630969334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485449766541493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135061908108148,0.0,0.0,0.16162362469665545,0.0,0.0,0.21227553118299214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261708556887198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590026432325564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013255123954091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593994935375226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388666733902726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058994752434594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842413288431346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082741890858016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7014221474542273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway72791644,2018/01/23,"Asking parent to take me to therapy Hi. I’m a 16 year old guy suffering from social anxiety and I feel therapy could help me but I want to know how I would go about asking my mom to pay/take me. I’ve told her a while ago that I have SA, but it was a very brief and awkward conversation. We’re not very close. I’m not sure she understands the gravity of the situation. I’m worried because I have my whole life ahead of me and I don’t want to be this way forever. How should I go about asking for help?",-0.03603975535168047,1.979879761467896,2.783692660550461,91.28330657492356,86.24770642201834,6.936085626911316,20.09250764525994,8.07648339933343,0.9093296636085632,390,12,92,9,12,137,70,109,0.107,0.812,0.081,-0.3896,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,2,1,19,23,8,0,5,4,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,1,15,1,12,17,1,10,0,1,0,0,14,1,0,0,5,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379239213295425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240928073730144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549428967605448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888378332498113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951420086231658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201996925228262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437922740920604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061676963411534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745644606601286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914824265934865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457612198235714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899823741297657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021567657741327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011878457630334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233465861959386,0.0,0.1653561337786973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288421023986856,0.0,0.12196428945754345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710103209840372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500185566546676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886987066715434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26768608752257544,0.19135533282004746,0.12875744689227647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110546866640745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647355822178136,0.0,0.11523174557433725,0.0,0.0,0.10446011153675153 socialanxiety,Emrys19357,2018/01/23,Teacher Just said peer review I was just sitting here calmly on reddit. Now I’m shaking. I have sweaty palms my face is red and I feel physically sick. I’m trying to think of excuses to leave class. I did my paper and up until 30 seconds ago I was pretty proud of it. ,-0.35160714285714434,1.9168856250000024,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,94.53571428571428,4.228571428571429,17.714285714285715,5.985473137389443,-0.13477857142857186,209,6,43,2,8,72,43,56,0.107,0.7440000000000001,0.149,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,6,10,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,3,7,2,7,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,27,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397462860384128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267149958635347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747709262027636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561648538077852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265131783836419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873045539222617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044213872407299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,codystheme,2018/01/23,"Presentations. I’m sure this post has been made a million times, but.. I’ve got an upcoming presentation in one of my new classes. 3 presentations, actually, scattered around the semester, and I don’t know when they’ll be. I just found out today and I’ve been obsessing over it since the moment my teacher told us. I’m crying as I type this because I hate presenting so much, I’m just so scared and I don’t know how to help it. I really wanna ask my therapist if she could write me a note out of it since it actually physically affects me (..is that a thing therapists can do?) but my parents tell me that speaking in front of people is a skill I’ll need in life and I’ll be fine. I know they’re right, but I just feel terrified. Every time I present, I feel like puking all over the place, my legs shake so much they hurt, my stomach starts aching after long enough, my face starts burning, my mind goes blank, and I always lose sleep the night before because I can’t stop obsessing over it. I don’t know how to explain to my parents or my teacher that it hurts and I don’t know if I can handle that kind of stress. I just wish someone could understand. Does anyone have any tips for handling this stress? I’ve tried breathing exercises and “positive thinking”, but none of it’s worked so far. Any help at all would be appreciated.",3.714550561797754,5.039864153558057,4.819496254681648,84.28699719101125,72.25842696629212,8.186441947565543,27.207677902621718,8.697196308434329,1.8615394756554304,1047,37,218,19,20,344,148,267,0.181,0.73,0.09,-0.9795,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,2,3,12,14,1,6,9,0,21,7,5,4,3,48,44,22,0,8,11,2,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,15,10,0,1,11,1,0,2,6,10,0,2,6,3,33,4,22,31,6,33,0,3,0,0,14,13,0,3,18,132,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.21239075220927334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905493052741647,0.0,0.0,0.14800650090775375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609144719370899,0.0,0.0,0.09687538309664334,0.10173464829432304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267476411054652,0.0,0.09260020609255117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377233627784106,0.0,0.11953675971837767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523158461927496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244306499653714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168792077740814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004817682933203,0.07774304557083919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931860707915097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703555167251598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744000677664796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458832870062597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23299416272754586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332222270017415,0.2990308842357671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686477724436998,0.053165333832673176,0.0,0.0,0.09630477275562192,0.0,0.12174490168964322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297078512429232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988002802408564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999459053701764,0.08069074340628615,0.0,0.10510175932190943,0.0,0.10212284631128914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374116034497988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24166973038441794,0.0,0.0,0.07544404250008199,0.0,0.1136966869262056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422218178834047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971468615268885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293409513942083,0.0,0.0,0.10895062882278836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003872531899445,0.0,0.1089014122467211,0.0,0.09220522368838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405070662347772,0.0,0.0,0.09098075170989796,0.2493123491813613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256422159303356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511594273136988,0.0,0.0,0.25270336703862845,0.07229704725147679,0.06972927007647227,0.0,0.0,0.12691092493383752,0.0,0.10315131065905644,0.10398486963998202,0.0,0.07388355262098206,0.0,0.0,0.11328839523923767,0.13090045551209975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514087439227806,0.0,0.0,0.07922431027576872,0.0,0.0,0.07730461026089902,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bobbybobbobbo,2018/01/23,"Today is (hopefully) the first day of the beginning of my new life Hi guys. I don't post on here often, but I just wanted to share what's happened today, partly because I wanted to share something on this awesome (even for a semi-lurker) sub, and partly because I'm hoping telling more people will put pressure on me to continue even when my mood inevitably changes. Anyways, long story short, I'm going off to uni in less than a year (got accepted to an awesome uni, a dream come true), and today I finally decided to make an effort to change myself for the better to prepare myself for what could well be the most exciting time of my life. I've finally 'come clean' and let my parents know what's been going on, and with their support I'm going to be contacting a CBT therapist and getting weekly sessions until I get better. I'm also trying to change my unhealthy, depression-fuelled habits, starting today, and just basically take the first step on my way to being a better human being. So hopefully, today will be the first day of my new life. I anticipate a lot of challenges, and probably many months of feeling like shit while I work through a decade's worth of social anxiety, but right now I feel pretty good, and I'm confident I'll eventually pull through. Just wanted to let you guys know, and best of luck on your own journeys as well! 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When I walk in public place or school I start being really self conscious and start thinking that I cant walk properly. Then I try starting to walk differently and get more nervous. Also some classmates have said that I walk weirdly and stiffly even though I dont walk like that . I hate to be in open public places because I feel that people are staring and watching me. Also there are some strangers that sometime scream my name when going past them on a school hallway or something? Any tips to stop thinking that? 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No one ever seems to listen to me even when they ask for my advice or suggestions - at work, from acquaintances, from group projects. Even if what I'm saying makes sense or ends up being proven to be true later - and there's a history of the things I say being true. I feel like there is something inherent about me that makes people think that what I say is nonsense or unreliable. I don't know why. 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Nervous that I will walk in while everyone is seated. So!! ... I got into some legal trouble in October and am now in a 12 month program. As ordered by the D.A, I have to attend a Substance Abuse Evaluation. Now. This meeting is about an hour away from where I live. Last week, I drove there and was trying to find the correct address for some time which made me 15 minutes late. I was under the impression this was a one-on-one meeting and I wasn't a bit nervous attending this! Actually kind of excited! But as I approached the office door I heard what sounded like voices and laughter... of a group of people. I saw a sign on the door saying ""you are not to speak about anyone that you meet in this class"" . Y'all. I could not bring myself to knock on that door. I even walked to the bathroom and noted that I looked cute. I couldnt do it. I walked away cursing myself. I then texted the woman and told her I could not make it that day. She said it was fine and scheduled it for this week. I asked her if it was a group evaluation? She said sometimes it's group sometimes it's one on one, so Idk if I'm going to be walking into a classroom full.of people or what. I'm nervous but I know I will not walk away from that door again. And you know what? I'm a cashier and my coworker is running late today. This WOULD BE the one day she is late haha. Which puts me late for the meeting again. I will.not walk away from that door this time. And when I get back from the evaluation, I will make a post about tne strides I have made towards overcoming social anxiety these last few months. The way I used to be was crippling, life is alot better now. I'm gonna share with y'all how I did it and the stuff I do now without worrying :) and it all started with getting a job as a server.",1.7705390835579529,3.754546700808629,3.0793099730458238,91.865218328841,79.29649595687331,5.749433962264153,23.538005390835576,6.742157984588678,0.6349210781671157,1410,48,303,14,35,457,177,371,0.045,0.877,0.079,0.8640000000000001,1,0,0,0,2,0,51.0,0,5,0,1,17,13,0,3,27,1,30,1,0,6,2,45,56,26,0,6,10,0,0,1,0,5,1,7,6,1,30,16,0,0,3,0,0,15,7,4,0,3,17,9,43,9,42,28,6,62,0,0,2,0,27,16,0,6,29,216,73,6,0.0,0.2331332648178735,0.09600668136789887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526199296885917,0.0,0.0,0.06879101137464459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919739288200692,0.0,0.3697326685921914,0.07564971765994592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701092135860884,0.10740770931312787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571001104901557,0.0,0.0,0.12689655649975876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498041098349917,0.0,0.0,0.09400825735361157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991940419320849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102801112919042,0.0,0.05591278177454236,0.0,0.07868510648589061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688649397429136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097628996245595,0.0,0.0,0.1024497574730344,0.10813639491684372,0.16038899047319327,0.4439169151061386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949014588020798,0.04806449633044398,0.0,0.08687314566979057,0.0,0.08261613726387036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618293413998616,0.13134155418166807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705521486525634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26666487165934205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641144115869555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422280108091784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989011256731135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871677027101225,0.0782373486916117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028810243933918,0.0,0.0,0.1946047106369599,0.0,0.06963531581039405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262390057576192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473471990176685,0.0,0.09325467245737068,0.09400825735361157,0.0,0.06679494865974027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497049661074528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809108575943223,0.15783227981479536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483677787081578,0.0,0.0,0.09991173939138544,0.0,0.06988778003173053,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,erika810,2018/01/23,"Hi Hi everyone, first of all english is not my first language, so probably i will make some mistakes. I would like to say that I 've just discovered this reddit, and I feel a bit better to know that there are people who actually understand how it feels to have social anxiety. I feel understood, maybe for the first time. 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I just came back from the dentist and while there, my dentist started to do small talk with me. He asked me where i was working but i'm not working at the moment, however, me being me and worrying about what my dentist might think, i lied and told him that I work as a Warehouse Assistant for a large supermarket chain. He then started to ask me questions about it; the location of the warehouse and if i get staff discount. With a split second to make up a discount percentage in my head, i regrettably said 80%. I know that's a ridiculous amount to be discounted even for employees. He was so surprised and seemed to believe me, but i knew that he probably didn't. I feel so stupid and embarrassed now and i'm worried that he'll be telling everyone he knows about the company that gives their staff 80% discount. I know i shouldn't have lied, but my brain had to make something up quick and this is what came out. It's laughable to read really and so ridiculous. I keep going over what had happened in my head and questioning why the hell i lied, i should have just told him the truth. Anyway, I wanted to share it on here in hope that i could hear some other peoples awkward moments from them either lying or not. I don't have to see my dentist for another 6 months, hopefully by then he will have forgotten what i had said and he won't be telling everyone to work for this company becuase of their 80% staff discount, i'll just go and crawl under a rock until this feeling of immense embarrassment goes away.",7.4475510560307265,6.383095249258162,7.442660150113458,77.01026008029326,63.86646884272997,10.778076453133183,36.440740094257286,9.916854025145753,3.411126165124804,1357,56,264,24,17,437,167,337,0.185,0.7509999999999999,0.063,-0.9929,2,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,3,4,18,15,4,5,14,0,27,8,3,3,1,55,63,27,0,7,13,0,2,0,0,7,5,5,0,0,19,18,0,1,11,2,5,5,8,9,0,1,13,8,41,6,42,38,3,34,1,0,1,0,31,15,1,9,14,186,60,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893043901150162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194233263123094,0.0,0.09760154810332584,0.07987965559336747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839682692563489,0.11704062713828554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596784356071885,0.0,0.23762907620156595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294216494001509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861377689484291,0.0,0.0,0.1985294182879708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505278606984274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427460768261263,0.0996540905567602,0.11807826624004215,0.08713217632691156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918634408665806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132279656915724,0.0,0.1170837509478478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20635862325158094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233603082301027,0.0,0.0,0.1712742277881495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868548935357333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020350294347617,0.0,0.0,0.0829184619628888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720194289933276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200350154607944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327455886774065,0.0,0.1039111654305218,0.0,0.13310028791631193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976331451479084,0.1652239469317435,0.0,0.0,0.08278134361694814,0.09457123005955978,0.0,0.11735828098162362,0.0,0.0,0.11676890432721615,0.0,0.21179138087407096,0.0,0.0799742496209041,0.0,0.0,0.22058687921639614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349726314283586,0.18159673465715634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901528455277729,0.13312813175470015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985294182879708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127291629504163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373829753859228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025123998860416,0.21099656625800714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,megaboyx90,2018/01/23,"I'm a junior in high school, and I don't know what I'll be able to do with my life. I'm a Junior in highschool in chicago, I have horrible grades/GPA, I don't know anything about college, and I don't think I'll want to go in the first place. Firstly, let me just say that (with the exception of a few) I absolutely hate being around any people, even my own family. It has gotten to a point where I cannot function properly in class anymore, and I often opt to putting my head down when things are too much to bare, or I'll just sit in the washroom. I get that time's almost up for my high school education, and all of the teachers are pushing the college thing super hard. The thing is, they say that college will be fun. For me, any place with people is horrible, and I absolutely cannot experience anything like highschool again. I can't help but feel like I've already messed up, and that my grades will destroy me after high school. Sometimes I wonder what I'll be able to do after this is all over. It's difficult to talk to my family members about solutions to my problems since they're extremely religious, and I can't really discuss certain things without getting your typical answer. They'll worry about 'bringing demons' into the house before my mental health. I have a friend that I can talk to about some things, and that has helped a bit, but other times there are things I absolutely cannot talk about and I just want to scream and kill something. For a while now, I've hated all the schools I've been to, and I haven't like school one bit since 5th grade. I have problems opening up to people, so I'm not really sure what to do. I enjoy a few things like art and video games, and I really wish I could make art for a living... but everything just seems against me right now, I don't know how to explain it. I'm glad that I'm alive, sometimes, because I'll have the chance to see what happens to this world. I've been trying to lose weight for the past two years. My highest weight (that I know of) was 312, but I've managed to ween it down to 270 give or take. I'm not really sure where I'm going with this, but I just feel like everything is flushing down the toilet, and everything has just been getting worse. People have told me that time and time again that life will get better after high school, but really, I'm absolutely sure that I'll end up a loser who sits in his room all day playing games and doing nothing to contribute to anything. There's so many things that I cannot talk about, and it's killing me. I know that I'm a disgusting person, I try to fix my mind but it wont work. I always feel filthy, and my mother tells me that I'm a good person, but she doesn't know me, and hasn't known me for the past 3 years. Sometimes I feel like after I graduate, I want to end it all since there will be nothing left for me to do, but I still want to enjoy the simple things of life like: when's this new game coming out? Will this manga get a new chapter? Will I get a chance to be immortal one day? I don't know, there are only a few things in my life that keep me going, otherwise I wouldn't be here. I'm sorry if this all sounds silly, I don't know what I need at this point. Anyways, sorry if I rambled too much, I don't know what to do anymore.",5.753135620915033,4.777367075000001,6.249019607843138,83.90336601307192,67.22058823529412,9.320261437908496,29.330065359477125,8.344100000000001,1.78856045751634,2561,71,562,30,36,834,251,680,0.158,0.77,0.073,-0.9949,0,0,1,0,0,0,78.0,0,1,2,7,36,34,6,0,28,0,61,8,1,2,10,97,116,38,2,12,23,1,7,7,1,9,5,4,1,2,47,28,2,1,19,7,0,7,21,13,0,5,6,12,67,21,76,92,15,72,1,2,1,0,26,35,0,9,35,359,114,19,0.10503739671443026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258989009449098,0.0,0.057955689597351985,0.0,0.043699764218409966,0.0,0.0,0.07142903165162227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041688731502635,0.0,0.0,0.12965524159463676,0.0467527761485689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03201491105762394,0.0,0.0446895441170792,0.0,0.0,0.04644852081020436,0.11467363276491953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04524020831138184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04193190715285669,0.0,0.0,0.06774043135378374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930319567379074,0.0,0.0,0.03468810494929978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160125897473766,0.051373364541462185,0.09901990953345026,0.0,0.10622012759892062,0.11255810580037982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893447559869154,0.0,0.0,0.04057581607252031,0.0,0.16463311357384644,0.05038072101988806,0.08954275971085184,0.04405019244926557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644211151162047,0.0,0.04704643800441572,0.10370268329609104,0.0538993361593456,0.055824920468666266,0.0,0.0,0.0704043529243851,0.22195555316409968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059952660880887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04668103218831987,0.11620831687947546,0.0,0.25976612821056433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570617194327517,0.053703927320930496,0.14838203924853058,0.1796058823678935,0.0,0.046374972836578834,0.0,0.0,0.058754989698953125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035056638967817334,0.05324571699855933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052926495414390026,0.0,0.053028913942809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721457234287117,0.03894194936986446,0.0,0.10144577227624417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078621502175084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117605840289115,0.03994283668384754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027008039309787,0.14563941088029278,0.09171460332978136,0.1097417234962964,0.0,0.09929429098212733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050660304542834,0.0,0.052795797610821864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822411492880754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044850681439769134,0.0,0.08352995375971829,0.0,0.3189103594619425,0.041850602971902164,0.04781105052004432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130332029983027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04043145982683732,0.15582700672477653,0.11758076608347602,0.0,0.0,0.04194150034924032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849475500523096,0.0,0.03948752513197088,0.16885016146637366,0.04590365721953897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489108954520274,0.03365186129520833,0.0,0.0,0.12249630142510635,0.0,0.0,0.05018386691969271,0.0,0.07131349753329591,0.0,0.051303137029659635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239075560145598,0.0,0.0,0.1279072519587484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603939112339993,0.050626151082234026,0.05695428807071867,0.038234237898731184,0.05333528750003665,0.05352104042392702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764063969776744 socialanxiety,RomanCatechist,2018/01/23,"Does anyone else feel weird when you're driving with other people in your car? In my mind, they are judging the way I drive. 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I have been trying to comment on more things and say my opinion more but I don't know if I'm overdoing it. Are there any signs that I'm overdoing it that I can look out for?,2.6237999999999992,4.058050379999997,4.625,84.1675,75.2,8.200000000000001,26.5,8.841846274778883,2.0282,189,7,39,4,4,65,38,50,0.05,0.95,0.0,-0.2982,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,11,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,5,10,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,0,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467473000101029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261020299650512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994103309037657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304698733159139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24220210781875914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35551143175161354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515512990925314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5770984173690987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24105834674279736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24634819433700464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,captainsaveahoe22,2018/01/23,"I'm all I have left. The number of people who I could genuinely feel comfortable around has dropped to zero. Need somewhere to vent. I've lost the couple of friends I had left to my social anxiety. It was a slow, agonizing process, and it all came out of nowhere. It started off as me not being able to find their jokes funny enough to laugh. It was the anxiety. Now we just hang out because neither of us wants to bring this issue to light, but I know that they're aware of what's going on. My anxiety, after having its way with me and my friends, has decided to creep into the relationship I have with my family. I'm not the way I used to be around them now. The only place I thought would never be affected by this shit. I struggle with eye contact, and don't have real conversations with them anymore. I'm surprised I made it this far. However, a year ago from today, I would say that my social anxiety was at its highest. I was going through an actual depression. I had depression (still do, but it's numbed down). It was the only thing I would think about day and night. I'd come home from school, go to sleep, dream about a life where I had real friends, and wake up to reality. The feelings have just numbed a little now. They haven't gone anywhere. I still fantasize about having social skills and being in a relationship with a girl. Having real friends. Not being anxious around my own family. Having a genuine laugh. Having a genuine smile. Sometimes I catch myself daydreaming in public about not having social anxiety. So yeah. Normally I'd be crying about all of this, especially the amount of detail I've put into it. But as I said, I've become numb. I don't even care about being rich, or having tangible wealth. I just want a genuine friendship. I know it's sad and pathetic that I even have to ask for something like this. I just want a genuine relationship. I'm tired of replaying past experiences in my head. I'm tired of thinking about my anxiety in the midst of an interaction. I'm tired of being alone every fucking day of my life. I have no one to go to. I don't have anyone. I know my family loves me, but I have nothing to return. I love them, but it doesn't appear that way to them. I can't go a single night without fantasizing about having a girl that love be right there next to me. I'm sick and tired of seeing a pretty girl and imagining myself interacting with her in an alternate reality where I don't fucking hate myself. I'm tired of being nothing, a loser, a socially anxious loser who can only dream of having what everyone else has. I wish I could apologize to all the people who I've made uncomfortable because of my anxiety. All of my family members. All of my friends. I didn't mean any of it. I'm sorry. I'm really, honestly sorry. 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So I'm a senior in high school and I've had a crush on one girl since freshman year. It all started when I got kicked in the teeth during a soccer match with my friends during gym class. She said ""smile"" and I did, but she meant with my teeth to make sure I hadn't lost any but I didn't know that at first so I was just kinda grinning like an idiot. Anyways, so last week I was thinking that I need to push myself over the edge of my comfort zone eventually or I'll just be miserable my whole life. I figured that I won't have a better chance to try something new than now, where I'll likely not see most the people at school ever again. So friday comes around and I've had two of our mutual friends (me and the girl) nagging me saying that I should just ask her to the dance that is this upcoming saturday. After a lot of deliberation and even more self doubt and loss of confidence I said fuck it and walked up to her after class and asked her to the dance. She said yes and that she'd meet me there (she lives kinda far). That made my day until I get home and start getting filled with self doubt and questioning ""does she really want to go? She didn't look too excited, she only smiled a bit, maybe she regrets saying yes"" etc. I expressed my feelings to one of our mutual friends who reassured me: if she didn't want to go she wouldn't have said yes. Which I found out later was true, however at the time I just couldn't accept that. It's kinda funny honestly. It makes total sense what my friends were saying to keep me relaxed about the whole thing, that I'm just overthinking things and getting myself all stressed over nothing and that it'll all be fine, I never doubted what they said for a moment and it was totally logical, but I just couldn't accept it in my mind. It's like my brain just totally subverts logic when it comes to social situations. One of my friends talked to the girl in class and was told that she didn't really want to go to the dance, but would rather just go to lunch or coffee with me. As most of you are probably thinking, rather than being flattered that she wanted to see me, I instead focused on the fact that she didn't want to go to the dance (ironically I didn't want to go either for obvious reasons). So I immediately begin thinking ""Do I go through with it and kinda take charge? Or do I tell her I hate dances and would like to just see her instead? Do I ask her what she thinks?"" and so on. It took probably 15 minutes for me to revise and proofread a text I sent her asking if she'd rather just go on a date instead. Of course before that I asked my friend to read it several times just to make sure it's okay to send as well as what kind of punctuation to use since I didn't want to come off as ""too serious"". I put my phone in my pocket and decided not to check it for a while since I didn't want to answer right away and didn't want to feel shitty if she took a while to respond. She responded saying she'd like to and was thinking the same thing, I repeated the whole process of proofreading and revision before sending her a text every time. I had mini heart attacks cause she took a while to respond and would get worried that she didn't care that much, the usual. Anyways that's my little story of how I've become a step closer to escaping this seemingly endless hellscape that is social anxiety. Even if the date doesn't turn out as good as I hope (which I doubt) I'm still just so happy I at least started it. Hope this helps someone out there get a small boost in confidence, there is hope, you just need to grab it by the fucking balls. edit: formatting",5.286581529581532,5.141858362337665,5.825670995670997,83.7721572871573,67.97402597402598,9.078210678210679,28.409812409812414,8.713453558529999,1.8480556998557,2969,87,632,43,45,962,313,770,0.08900000000000001,0.723,0.188,0.9977,1,0,1,0,0,0,66.0,2,2,1,4,49,51,6,6,37,4,48,8,4,9,13,146,131,56,0,29,31,0,3,5,6,7,1,9,1,6,47,38,1,1,20,10,1,28,19,16,2,5,38,16,95,35,97,78,19,101,0,4,4,2,80,35,2,23,43,431,142,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037188567551329314,0.0,0.04183487912948319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04868241200561605,0.3067459186346557,0.06221357486937675,0.05137959045004164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039673530996404,0.09306804764437067,0.0,0.0,0.04836559908117916,0.05970328926246452,0.0,0.0,0.061048010234595815,0.0,0.0,0.05575633991223338,0.05617790663986354,0.0,0.14132224704063914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035268147265988564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785636030732629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060989693746900685,0.07223958686301676,0.049466900211121816,0.04607557660722919,0.052255114811920494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530208514920505,0.0,0.0,0.05990618193992491,0.0,0.046516149198012745,0.0,0.059960718647880225,0.2535030547785337,0.10111322880126733,0.14285670508100765,0.0,0.24863593163672834,0.04586828407637704,0.04373763953460246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058214596196219714,0.0,0.053991411528861215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480354322957525,0.03665508231171239,0.057779091297875076,0.05485482995907538,0.16294754163032651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04860770694381053,0.0,0.05694737877194734,0.030054166999776637,0.04457664330601887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03862655955432268,0.13358484907751514,0.0548100514072431,0.04828901554862404,0.0,0.0459227291258269,0.0,0.059696569749005536,0.04649234700862935,0.0,0.10349102167599583,0.10951061406536332,0.0,0.054939750917926015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055217585979719534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040200731735030484,0.0810984150973722,0.04217745525218298,0.052816381068861835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247299142818572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111705812643406,0.041591404667327365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03791260321204818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792218771603832,0.0,0.0,0.05497484819484506,0.061261185184477124,0.0,0.05470111106592998,0.0,0.07006690380241726,0.056226636906485696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046701811794983915,0.2600960295809885,0.1739550015519297,0.0,0.11069093496430174,0.13073373162401808,0.04978436472824013,0.1140995004763452,0.061779966915824575,0.0,0.1357112476272971,0.061469706149343564,0.0,0.11149161690179936,0.046335534840566066,0.042100194842415936,0.0,0.0,0.11612175967529588,0.0,0.043672559542710834,0.0,0.06264298582864432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308240407465014,0.0,0.041117300958727496,0.04395478624413413,0.047798247236160565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899346754297898,0.17520390352042473,0.0,0.0,0.0956640852116067,0.0,0.0,0.052255114811920494,0.18227551498442246,0.037128416261797366,0.05948300407459401,0.05342058076127565,0.0,0.0,0.04723141542044356,0.060229246834795976,0.0,0.2902986341392345,0.0,0.04386606099784512,0.0,0.0983391244115603,0.0,0.0,0.1831659437417605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055536604548652994,0.0,0.11654276142269182,0.0,0.0,0.07043238415674143 socialanxiety,Sham1yah,2018/01/23,"Most Embarrassing story What's your most embarrassing story that happened due to your social anxiety? Mine: My stepdad had cousins over and they were walking in the door, I was in the kitchen... I hid on the kitchen floor and they walked over to talk to my mom and I was caught... I layed there motionless looking stupid. My heart was shattered. 😭😭😂",1.9330303030303035,4.753034727272726,2.2881818181818185,91.7189393939394,88.0909090909091,5.357575757575758,25.51515151515152,6.937597516519254,1.2065878787878792,276,12,54,4,9,84,44,66,0.225,0.775,0.0,-0.9244,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,2,3,0,5,3,1,0,0,5,8,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,6,1,12,0,8,2,2,10,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,2,1,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29928744329246576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459605812121824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636056604691797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285319923249166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582001183438056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988064704072065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31445329517404197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,deercoffee,2018/01/23,"Just need to let out some stuff f***... Its been FIVE years now since I graduated from Highschool. I just realized when I noticed someone my age showing her graduation pictures on Instagram. People my age, my old classmates are graduating from universities, able to start their careers, etc. And I know its bad to compare, but here I am, not even done my first year because I failed so many classes (even online classes) and dropped others because of SA. I litteraly only passed one class. I stopped trying to go to school last year. This December, at 21 years old I got my first job (which is damn stressfull and everytime on the comute all I think about is quitting), I guess this is a good step but its so annoying when co workers ask about school, I lied and made up some b.s when they all ask... Its pretty embarrassing Also Ive been instagram stalking some local cafes like crazy lately that are near my work, but Im too scared to go in 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socialanxiety,conrailfan2596,2018/01/23,"Im 16 and i dont have any friends becuase im so awkrard Im 16 and i transferred schools about a month and a half ago i dont have any friends because im so awkrard people try to talk to me but i cant keep a conversation without it being boring so they just act like im not there i even skip luch because i dont want to sit by myself and girls never talk to me so ive never been in a relationship one time a girl said she liked me but i was to scared didnt say anything and she eventually didnt like me anymore i really want to have friends and a girlfriend but i feel like i will never have that the way i act and i just feel so sad and depressed sometimes but the weird thing is i dont have social anxiety around my family what do i do 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socialanxiety,mayorgooey,2018/01/23,"I hate social anxiety I can’t handle the feeling of being embarrassed. Every time I do something that I feel seems ‘cringe-worthy’ or something like that I can’t get my mind off of it. It truly does haunt me. I tend to be alone at parties and attempt to not communicate with people. I tend not to talk much my friends, as I fear that what I might say might be embarrassing. I can’t do much of what i liked before (hanging out with other family members/friends, going out to the mall.) My friends don’t really help. I’ve had a problem with a couple of guys calling me names and commenting rude stuff about my appearance, but my friends don’t stand up to me. And the reason is for that is that they are friends with the guys. It sucks tbh :((( ",2.571775942178625,4.426841892617453,3.768590604026848,88.45791430046465,76.38255033557047,6.732266391326795,24.88435725348477,7.61054688173877,1.1876779556014454,578,20,120,8,13,188,87,149,0.13,0.718,0.152,0.6482,0,1,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,1,13,3,3,6,0,16,0,0,1,0,23,26,6,0,1,4,0,2,2,4,2,0,1,0,2,12,9,0,0,4,1,0,3,7,7,0,0,1,3,20,6,21,20,2,10,0,0,0,0,14,5,1,5,3,84,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820647432237258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946965397482614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176594248316824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611915829421754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833532465345238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252261106605074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056632008599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490015222968738,0.16102514489189065,0.1447093968320648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5527861811646779,0.0,0.07476285051427557,0.0,0.08132594729668763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28337923150612104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127974696385576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959156393081109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982100590785773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036089386364046,0.14448828719730025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038713552621008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920620403998924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692555481821408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167230638575533,0.14712867861457152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379735177518208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027113484155325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587049105076055,0.0,0.22032781533359566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381308730988767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150168314288674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344165222771803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,civise,2018/01/23,"Way to escape? I don't feel calm and relaxed at home, there is always someone, I can't go outside late or at night when I just want to sit somewhere alone and think about everything. I struggle with depression and anxiety (SAD too) is there any way to escape when I need to, I just want to sit alone and think, as far from people as possible",8.295652173913044,5.665259434782612,8.087246376811596,78.04652173913045,63.34782608695652,11.518840579710146,36.04347826086956,9.725611199111238,3.130165217391304,267,9,56,4,3,86,44,69,0.188,0.6859999999999999,0.126,-0.6664,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,11,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,2,12,11,0,12,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521834023260254,0.0,0.0,0.18164207295286205,0.0,0.0,0.1484506565455372,0.0,0.16699796959651864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802041979539813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961928679550381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103784225811521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406422767339245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897147586765453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462505328650713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186577971026306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485861756381346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134088804068005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24609907505471104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184963848337976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22821328315825334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797540880922509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575165533676469,0.346550822028025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DaKingInDaNorf1,2018/01/23,"Dealing with mood swings I've been getting mood swings alot lately, nothing seems to be triggering them they just seem to happen. Is there anyway to cope with them better or to stop them entirely? 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I'm 18 and for the past two years I kept telling myself I'd get a job, but I just haven't yet. Most of the places hiring nearby are restaurants, and as much as I want to start making my own money, I am terrified at the possibility of screwing up orders, making a fool out of myself, getting yelled at by asshole customers/managers, etc. What would be a good first job for someone with SA? Should I just suck it up and apply to a fast food place? Or are there other options for me? 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Ive heard some people say that they like socializing more in a group but i literally hate it. Who are you supposed to talk to and how do you include everyone in your conversation if you are talking to one person? Someone tell me how to do this correctly because i literally dont know how ,3.795909090909092,5.209873439393941,5.64890909090909,78.07336363636367,72.18181818181819,8.916363636363636,31.381818181818186,9.3871,2.872949090909091,261,12,52,6,5,90,44,66,0.083,0.89,0.027000000000000003,-0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,3,1,9,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,10,1,8,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,17,3,0,2,1,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887843995471187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34390976290162484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28039471386729936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897114749707361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126707570643434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433600736269041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988426934299213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343450718400613,0.256220689402629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23335544789010826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991253596160041,0.24863095374053226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717122814247754,0.2564796940046969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jnbbgftgknnbhugvnjh,2018/01/23,"Just a post about how I feel When I'm alone a lot I always just feel like crying, and it feels so good to do it. I have awfull social skills and never know the right thing to say, I always act so awkwardly. Some times I'm able to combat it by acting confident, I'm still shitting my self inside but sometimes I'm able to hide my emotions, but it's exhausting and takes so much effort. It must look like I have some kind of split personality disorder or something. I hate social contact and always prefer to avoid it, even with 'friends'. Some friends I'm perfectly fine with and I can almost be myself, or a version of my self. I still feel slightly fake and I find it so hard to open up and actually tell anyone how I feel, that's if I can even describe how I can feel to myself. Some friendships I have feel so exhausting and quite one sided, I think I'm quite a good listener from what I have been told. But again I feel like it's another personality I put on again, I think I always change myself to try and best suite the person and this gets very tiring. I mostly prefer just being alone, but I also hate it. I really want to be able to talk to people and would like to have a girlfriend, but I really can't see that happening. I go out a fair bit with these so called friends, but I have to drink (a lot) to really be able to do anything. It's just such a relief being drunk and it's pretty much the only way I can properly interact with people. i think I'm quite good at understanding other people's emotions and I consider myself quite a nice person. I can always tell when someone feels excluded or when someone will be hurt or has been. And it comes back to changing myself based in the person. I don't think I'm terribly ugly, but I definitely think I have shit fashion from what I've recently been told. I tend to wear very plain and standard clothes which express nothing about me or really anything and show really nothing about my personality. It's just the fear of judgement that stops me I think, and probably the fear of people starting a conversation withy about the shirt. Im 18 and yes still a virgin, I've never even kissed a girl or even had a girlfriend. I'm pretty shit at writing and most of this probably doesn't make sense. This is just a poor attempt to put abit of how I feel into words sorry for the long text. Edit: (just felt like writing more) When ever friends make plans to do something I instantly start worrying about social interaction and how much I really just dont want to go out. I always first try to make up something or say I'm busy, but occasionally I do give in and go out but still end up dreading it the whole time. I've always been told I show very little emotions and I feel like it too. To show any emotions really I feel like a have to act, I feel like on the outside I have amazing controller of my emotions and rarely ever show anger or sings that I'm annoyed, even though I'm still feeling it on the inside. I have trouble making eye contact, I just feels way too intimate and awkward. It's hard to explain. I just feel like I have no one to talk to, not even my parents. I feel like I can't even truly be my self around them, they dont even have any idea I feel like this as I've never even mentioned it in the slightest.",4.548397121701953,5.017076112107624,5.576030173462652,82.79595473980605,69.64275037369207,8.375722181666493,27.36680919108701,8.356213837460157,1.7036901380053533,2585,79,531,36,43,856,250,669,0.151,0.6809999999999999,0.168,0.9572,1,3,4,0,0,1,56.0,0,0,2,12,55,46,7,6,27,1,44,13,6,10,7,131,109,60,0,7,29,1,21,11,6,3,3,3,0,10,32,35,2,3,32,7,1,9,11,20,0,3,9,27,67,26,63,90,16,58,0,1,3,2,44,20,3,18,37,346,99,1,0.16787981315729672,0.0,0.04095662017183327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042026845672066236,0.08693642826418417,0.0,0.03356335648214607,0.2444565429570331,0.0,0.0,0.057082014895527035,0.044009155451496536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02934636718991552,0.0,0.06907539097066959,0.037362156574318336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03227230342888208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044044876636798125,0.0,0.045820318869342166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04285601483048916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879729112579153,0.03615339848511573,0.0,0.0,0.04707287139154194,0.0,0.0,0.046102022931142815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048101202575795886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837694535837246,0.041114576095443736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360527422460731,0.037172921272219495,0.0,0.0,0.2494868248758778,0.07592845115073202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944557315841262,0.3819828499034256,0.2398667441270911,0.04029773692533285,0.0,0.03835977695662944,0.035699620827538574,0.0,0.0,0.1297035272014452,0.0,0.02192756834773139,0.04026140353870145,0.07155747495682811,0.10560721670441554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03711389108585009,0.0,0.075193668816552,0.0828732796138802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04492970303944222,0.04737896866337469,0.04533475163261398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04370524784041222,0.02306558871871074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22554839112230274,0.042064919098248776,0.0,0.037142087943643605,0.03524419036019047,0.0,0.0,0.0713627068537016,0.0,0.0,0.112061078890609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925582343771159,0.0,0.09710944602682642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054260423401262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687985307954908,0.03192004071505855,0.0,0.0,0.04660266631868823,0.0,0.0,0.1163867244034778,0.21987926613403969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04019561368452507,0.08539706193162493,0.0905014164155326,0.0,0.0,0.08438279046930684,0.0,0.17856084602744798,0.0,0.0,0.1882091874545094,0.0,0.041440265580315966,0.0,0.0,0.035842110789154086,0.0,0.06675238281249518,0.0,0.0,0.033444618903421056,0.0,0.131351443762388,0.0,0.129244661781169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834924593285565,0.07112201044879618,0.09693156152555853,0.041509356972068416,0.04698192657671304,0.05941309791269545,0.0,0.16758629455826554,0.0350887602399806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03155618164843856,0.06746771732076802,0.07336717815088509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027882972050555538,0.1613559083721666,0.04123526601366901,0.0,0.04894603455285735,0.048238287276535306,0.0,0.12031226685235286,0.0,0.05698968660672408,0.0,0.0,0.043692201524086836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388882073833652,0.04950993170807473,0.06662759076108496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04685795401409015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04262252483532252,0.0,0.029814250639948605,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Brian3144,2018/01/24,"Weird way of thinking? Hey everyone so I am currently a freshman at college and I have met a lot of great people so far! While I have these people as good friends, I sometimes feel troubled when I am with them in a group. I'm not the biggest talker and I mainly just listen to everyone else and it makes me feel inferior. I seem to have this weird way of thinking that makes me jealous that I am not talking to them as much as others in the group and that they are just more interesting than me. One-on-one they talk to me just fine but once it gets to a big group I feel like the outsider sometimes and I feel underrepresented in conversation. I just don't know if its right to feel jealous of others for being in the spotlight in these friend groups that I am in. Does anyone feel a similar way or have any advice?",2.7711015490533555,4.514871445783137,4.033080895008606,87.266265060241,75.50602409638554,6.670567986230638,25.110154905335627,7.447530270364453,1.0996227194492256,644,22,135,8,14,211,89,166,0.078,0.8109999999999999,0.111,0.7587,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,0,7,13,2,0,9,0,11,0,0,2,0,28,27,15,0,1,9,0,6,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,0,10,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,7,20,7,23,25,4,17,0,1,0,0,17,11,0,4,4,97,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476770269388678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027697828410076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566970310350468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224999187066394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624505486141346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888117050564389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584782627290704,0.10796331055341016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335166925799908,0.0,0.07895626815038341,0.0,0.0,0.12675598723485698,0.0,0.16661519840119293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305402491696717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383175440461019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848057132748628,0.0,0.0,0.20175343781390134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110938318545428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609425672455977,0.10240581310439573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095412787094676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905942262571884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757798938980306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989318165938541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429361567044872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366884290811875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598665733647455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,seesar0008,2018/01/24,"Unintentional staring and spacing out So, I've been having this god-awful problem where I can't find a place to leave my eyes (yeah, I know how weird that sounds), but every time I find a place, someone either walks there or walks by it, forcing me to look at them. Also when I do zone out while looking at someone unintentionally, they sometimes catch me and look at me but they usually don't call me out. Well, today, it finally happened. With a girl. When I was trying to find a place to avert my eyes from another person, they barely glanced at this one girl who happened to be very loud and rude. So she blurted out: ""WHY ARE YOU STARING AT ME??!?"" when I literally only glanced at her for not even a second. To be honest, I'm not even entirely sure if it was me she was talking to because there was another dude behind me, but due to my anxiety, it led me to believe it was me, and not the other dude. It makes me feel like a creeper, and I feel pretty embarassed. It ruined my day.",3.320151515151516,4.6159490959596,4.754969696969699,84.48245454545456,73.1919191919192,7.098181818181819,27.34141414141414,7.554174236665415,1.4693632323232322,763,28,156,9,15,255,112,198,0.101,0.8270000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.4396,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,4,0,13,8,1,0,7,1,13,2,2,3,1,31,23,18,0,2,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,12,10,0,1,6,0,0,4,5,4,1,2,6,13,29,4,24,15,1,29,0,1,9,0,14,15,0,2,11,115,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575093660762606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27732681686839383,0.10116195273302317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806112523888277,0.0,0.0,0.1489873026451041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135030109697323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528277649997623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468432618320562,0.0,0.11141648786556176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372733566615694,0.09447108212327897,0.0,0.14486061563762512,0.3625902859311239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338758190391281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267472225870747,0.0,0.0,0.14002128701505326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646049634631492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331406508062057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827010534723223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960810788495173,0.10057320113280764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546540022321285,0.4144826962546675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345339118215531,0.0,0.12653421292122194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22409019855861115,0.0,0.13078707965669614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463305148235734,0.0,0.0,0.1062881523968721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710922773691149,0.0,0.12534646499687407,0.0,0.0,0.08978113882683404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456418268256267,0.10911046299342364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889813072888925,0.0,0.11932451530969845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,UsuallyHavingFun,2018/01/24,"I'd like to take the next step. I'm a senior in highschool. Over the past few years I've suffered immensely with depression coupled with social anxiety that I just couldn't get rid of. Recently, my depression has been significantly lifted and talking to people on the fly has been less of a problem for me. However, I'm still having a lot of trouble doing things on my own. I'm asking for advice. I'd like to get a job before the summer so I can pay to visit my girlfriend (who has been a huge help in helping me through all of this), but I'm just looking at job sites hoping for the call that I know won't come unless I go out there and look for jobs. I tried doing this with a friend, but since I don't have any reliable friends this plan has been a bust. I also wanted to attend a gym eventually alone and have a feeling this will also be a struggle. tl;dr: I'm scared of walking into businesses and just asking for applications. Questions that run through my mind: Are they even hiring? Won't I look dumb? --- Any advice from anyone?",3.1063411201801334,4.749313971291869,4.561643681396003,84.25503518153675,74.35885167464114,7.022910216718267,25.212777934140163,7.724431198458867,1.35555254714326,816,27,161,11,17,272,123,209,0.107,0.7659999999999999,0.127,0.7386,4,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,9,13,1,2,15,0,21,0,0,0,1,26,40,10,0,4,6,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,3,1,1,7,4,8,0,0,4,4,15,5,30,31,5,24,0,3,3,0,14,10,1,3,9,110,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543132214380603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477022109037234,0.0,0.20812177651873104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769788780458428,0.0,0.09954524278597454,0.0,0.0,0.09098640175015196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432985551727812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072676186897801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328721390808912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209113611617508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398079981004205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241528850018298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594631277384948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579509260334583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106845181194688,0.0,0.1359698480005523,0.0,0.07395301688182758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444004352281092,0.0,0.0,0.1292434521185379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873868502886948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151327822564567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271449709969633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278165957699606,0.0,0.0,0.11062759274000462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313891211539998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838937752604524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421900394847288,0.09021226713027382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451201865603627,0.0,0.0,0.14576974236427434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284827054852399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027779140231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764071651020997,0.0,0.0,0.1326460157652138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391796589894403,0.0,0.0,0.13603486757270292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783778014446183,0.1045895185865211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644924533800218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834631025465571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675107634040414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837962117588227 socialanxiety,kwier123,2018/01/24,"Really struggling Im not sure if anyone else has this problem or if its really common, but I am afraid to talk to people. In almost all conversations I find myself responding with the purpose of ending the conversation as quick as I can. Its not that I’m not a nice person or not friendly. Its just that I overthink everything I say, nothing sounds right coming out of my mouth, I feel like everything I say is wrong or sounds weird, my palms get sweaty, my heart starts beating rapidly. Im genuinely afraid to talk to people and I avoid it as much as I can. This affects me in almost all aspects of my life, I am unable to carry a normal conversation, I am unable to meet new people, I am unable to create close relationships with people. I was diagnosed with anxiety and the doctor told me I should go to counseling and thats it. People know I have anxiety but nobody seems to recognize it as a real problem. Friends wonder why I never go to the bar or go to parties, and wonder when I do why Im not more outgoing or talkative. I feel like nobody truly knows the real me because I am unable to express myself or express my emotions. I have people around me but for the most part I feel alone. This is a very lonely life to live and I have no idea how to change. Edit: I realize that all the problems that I have are my own, I realize that none of my problems will be fixed without me taking the necessary steps to fix them, I realize that nobody can help me without me helping myself. But the best way I can describe it is that I’m trapped inside of a shell of myself with no way out. The real me has no control and I am forced to live my life through this hollow lifeless shell of myself. I’m not sure if this makes any sense, I’m not sure what I expect you to say but I just need to say this.",4.67160370634355,4.991771054644809,6.027015918270376,80.19473627940131,69.32786885245902,8.660299358517463,28.48134948918983,8.587818076936951,2.033311142789261,1410,46,279,21,23,478,161,366,0.188,0.736,0.076,-0.9897,0,5,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,3,6,20,0,4,15,0,25,9,3,4,7,79,47,27,0,11,25,0,3,2,2,2,5,6,0,1,22,15,1,2,13,1,0,5,14,11,0,0,2,9,53,9,43,42,10,21,0,1,0,0,22,7,0,15,9,204,75,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188445490276712,0.08371825243891214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496897708085662,0.0,0.12367351922737707,0.0,0.0,0.05652007163451669,0.08282260712397024,0.0,0.07195820022064478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927483605700609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482888415233679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551023066843896,0.06963017463068316,0.0,0.0,0.0906606956109582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204344302889999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827356472809073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752531080059335,0.0909258567844599,0.07159373968073571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529435588908787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261425693102175,0.11549372936916917,0.0,0.0,0.07387958200897232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490221704842425,0.0,0.04223172584749857,0.0,0.13781718140345744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578708503972727,0.10836084916195753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912502281966836,0.2619394141591269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884702615741953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128348360742476,0.07898150416421883,0.0,0.1427534300849704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053956424702841385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594213019451879,0.059936389249575985,0.062343126496767376,0.07806868163074161,0.0,0.0,0.07919883923000097,0.07756111227459267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753388797931742,0.0,0.33623511002335355,0.07057995624248542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093837355222456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760157727818953,0.10356693690676956,0.0,0.0,0.08678402039496569,0.0,0.06903064547053754,0.0,0.25712548568078963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358701299678909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057213769055681325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450384136647453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285514613811672,0.0,0.06077609660300521,0.12994045195813922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723906559426794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669540562615202,0.0,0.12832239773602538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458777963430326,0.0,0.0,0.15583958926415614,0.1753191319118064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837781861587482,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dansk2017,2018/01/24,"I feel really down and need some advice Dunno if this is the right place but I'm giving it a shot. There's a girl I like and we always talk, she always makes me feel happy and kinda makes me forget about my S.A.. Well anyways, I accidently told her I liked her a long time ago and she's cool with it, and has been helping with my confidence for a long time now. But anyways I feel really anxious that she's now starting to go to parties and that she'll do something with another guy drunk and I feel like half of it might be jealousy but also the shit feeling that it could've been me if I played my cards right. Doesn't help that I'm not invited to the party either. The thing she's admitted that there has been something between us but there's some reason that I'm not in liberty to say here that's kinda halted that. I just need advice or even reassurance, I'm constantly thinking about it and it's putting me off. 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I’m in the middle of a recruiting event for engineering majors (that I was required to attend) and I am about to have a panic attack trying to walk around a crowded stadium full of recruiters that I’m expected to start talking to. I’m a fucking freshman. I’ve got fuck all under my belt. I’m surrounded by juniors and seniors all with actual resumés, making legitimate attempts to get internships. I have absolutely nothing to offer these companies that is unique. I was in line for NVIDIA’s booth for a full 10 minutes before fake-answering my phone in an attempt to look inconspicuous while pussying out. It’s also hot as shit in here and I sweat fucking gallons. I wish I could just fucking disappear. 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I'm looking for advice on how to stop my tendency to hide and know when to speak up in groups to not be seen as the quiet one. I also need help letting go of influences that put me down when I was growing up. I am female, post-college, if this matters. ""Hiding""/ Lack of Presence: My whole life since I was little, I always tried to be as quiet and non-disruptive as possible and not make any waves. I have always done things the ""right way."" I am ambitions and work hard to go after goals but in every social situation, I tend to subconsciously make myself hide, blend into the background, not be noticed. There are times when I would like to be noticed but never seem to be able to contribute much to conversations or discussions. I've always admired people who can initiate topics or ideas that everyone enjoys. In times that I have suggested something to do and it is accepted, it is usually quickly taken over by others. A lot of this comes from when I was younger- I faced a lot of bullying for my interests and appearance by my siblings that devolved into a very negative living environment for several years. Friends who witnessed the bullying have commented on how shitty it was for me growing up. From the outside, I was a quiet, smart student but at home, I could be put down for absolutely anything- any wrong word or phrase or look or type of walk or music or hair style or clothes was mocked. If I reacted to their bullying in any way, that reaction was an excuse not to take me seriously. It has stopped and been resolved for the most part as we grew up but the siblings are still extremely judgmental towards anything not squarely in line with their approval and are extremely hypocritical people themselves. My parents are extremely hands off and passive and agree with the loudest, most confident voice in the room. They actually apologized recently for not putting a stop to it earlier. I have a lot of resentment towards the siblings but also a deep desire for approval and acceptance (I try to squash this but it still comes out at times.) I honestly believe I would be a completely different, much more confident person if I hadn't had them around me influencing every thought I had. In probably one of the most devastating things said to me because it hit so close to a truth I hate, a supervisor once told me that I have ""no presence."" She wasn't being malicious when she said it (we actually had a close working relationship in which she actively gave me opportunities) but she is a very blunt person and her comment really hit home. I've always been surrounded by friends but have a huge problem making new friends if I am in a new place where I don't have established friends or family to play off of. I'm usually described as ""sweet"" more times than I can count, which seems to be what you say to quiet people with little personality. There have been times when I was outright assertive, but it isn't well received because I think it comes off more as defensive and upset. Transactional Interactions: I've also noticed that my one-on-one interactions with people tend to be transactional and polite rather than moving towards being friends with that person. 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I canceled an appointment today with my therapist because I don’t feel well and I really don’t know what to talk about. She didn’t pick up so I left her a voicemail and now I feel kind of guilty for canceling the day of. idk I feel like she’s mad at me but maybe she’s busy and hasn’t had the chance to call me back and I don’t know if I want to email her that I can but I don’t want to seem like too weird or clingy about it?? ,0.058285714285712935,1.6528461142857154,2.1030952380952392,98.68607142857144,83.09523809523809,6.485714285714287,18.11904761904762,7.554174236665415,0.015933333333333355,362,8,95,6,10,121,65,105,0.077,0.789,0.134,0.6719,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,1,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,0,19,17,10,0,3,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,2,3,19,4,12,15,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,6,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186486265970895,0.0,0.14784060141564165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476444917464036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640815139971292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36788281681633,0.1732594542772262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525518047093216,0.26657009606095955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26350343137185395,0.0,0.0,0.23697030798522326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436483213769587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536731792835248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078507263301375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949318973226718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815894794553373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298847396772473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860943072458184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805852946394347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bundygang666,2018/01/24,"Losing my personality from SA I’m 17 and am currently going to highschool, I suffer from severe social anxiety that is 24/7 constant fight or flight mindset. I’m anxious talking to family which has started the last couple months and has made depression worse. I have no friends. Tbh I just need someone to talk to. Anyone. 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Hi everyone I have dealt with social anxiety and depression for almost my whole life. I’m now a 22 year old guy. I am losing hope that anything will change in my life. I was dating this girl for 2 months that I met through online dating who was absolutely beautiful and she dumped me for being anti social which was a blow to myself and makes me pissed I screwed that up. I only have 1 friend that I never see because he goes away to school. Any other friends I used to have I have lost contact with. I go to a community college where I know no one and don’t know how to be social or meet people. I work in a grocery store where I hate my job. I am currently on my 6th day of lexapro and am seeing a therapist once every 2 weeks. I am just lost and losing hope I feel like life is getting away from me and it scares the hell out of me. I want my life to be different but I’m so messed up with my depression and anxiety and don’t know where to change. Anyone else feel the same way? ,1.8424855186940512,3.41110472037915,3.5778751974723555,90.28955107951558,77.62559241706161,6.774196945760926,21.674828857293313,7.594959193182576,0.6879887309110058,780,21,174,11,18,261,121,211,0.192,0.743,0.065,-0.9712,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,6,7,20,5,1,7,0,18,6,1,3,1,31,40,13,0,4,3,0,2,1,2,1,4,0,0,2,9,13,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,14,0,1,6,4,29,6,25,30,2,23,1,7,2,1,14,11,3,5,11,111,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569436954306186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177849634145256,0.0,0.16149289506222902,0.0,0.0,0.07380391578088233,0.10814976952714322,0.08685971767372096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833782196925834,0.0,0.0,0.0643430863638034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233185372965162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680718496620632,0.0,0.1818223418939548,0.0,0.0,0.1102786320400118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817455829906277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893151376071491,0.1008587803811644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673980682579486,0.07540586228111447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309732881261615,0.0,0.055146192274580064,0.0,0.05998723023113129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451237131652263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421004599182786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31450873994050904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047433679589392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402468484928998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982159890752496,0.05156702842909675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542546817980787,0.2304434021241615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045630533444171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425003222976415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140766146294817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075832265134278,0.11240867845458276,0.07152428542764523,0.08027651195838863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317597396551699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567525432182932,0.10682354004897797,0.16822142385787406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227887416546533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225531824291962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116242442730904,0.0,0.0,0.06225688526373445,0.08378170056605846,0.0846668776500162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784424522939813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684259583743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797156977795096 socialanxiety,RightyTighty96,2018/01/24,"Anyone 18-24 play ps4? If so what games do you play? I've mainly been playing call of duty well since 2007.. i'm actually fed up of call of duty now, If you guys and girls play any other games and could suggest a game for me to buy i will buy it and play with you.. So pm me if you have a ps4 looking for someone to play with. One thing i don't use my mic due to my anxiety i only talk to my family on the mic.. but if i feel comfortable to talk to you i will.",0.7427857142857164,1.432433219047624,3.4639880952380966,93.60455357142858,78.71428571428571,6.773809523809526,19.791666666666668,7.1686216300943375,0.08730952380952361,348,7,91,4,8,124,63,105,0.013,0.828,0.158,0.8981,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,15,12,10,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,2,1,9,2,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,15,8,15,7,1,4,0,0,1,0,15,2,0,4,2,58,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.23566559742716986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642257965410973,0.0,0.18474404368377784,0.0,0.0,0.16885986019141208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931895403478945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281518154275093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22766126238236545,0.0,0.12210780868981268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391193505392889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027961082292452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364417402269216,0.18366885337348246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997682729637907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046190702787026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38821123038811794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604394415059254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857530499070134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171342175972745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bras1,2018/01/24,"A girl that seemed to like me now been cold to me and it drives me crazy asf Unfortuanetly, alongside my social anxiety talking to strangers and creating social circles, I tend to overthink too much. About almost everything and one thing that recentely got into my mind is that one girl I like, and thought she actually liked me when we were talking a month ago, really, as shes even into me, and nowdays she's been cold as hell to me and I cant figure out why. It drives me crazy, thinking about it all day and stressing out about it, i'm really into her and I want chemistry to start with because i'm not man enough yet to ask her. Have you ever had a moment like this and better if you got any solution for it?",5.984791666666666,5.54404234027778,6.671666666666668,79.29,66.56944444444444,9.7,31.19444444444445,9.188382445141503,2.4438361111111115,563,19,115,9,8,186,87,144,0.09,0.785,0.125,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,0,1,9,7,1,1,3,0,8,0,0,0,2,27,19,13,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,16,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,7,2,21,5,19,12,3,17,1,0,0,0,16,5,1,3,14,82,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.1663417824579106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110015381078554,0.0,0.1706884110760379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159168415774328,0.0,0.13039940432688193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593546099251251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390921694926576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507556718540581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993088759653057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761280061584342,0.0,0.11258547044682,0.15418842974214853,0.0,0.0,0.15319607284047426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272660624849593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33310739955317464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211332911559354,0.0,0.13605742857044567,0.0,0.12530576353591852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23101262036517206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183986833231953,0.0,0.16830606659529956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517796729522768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475195992902864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065058794744972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952583157233432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740143183304243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324428753286706,0.109222185555243,0.0,0.13532409369812895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054015999291796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381124323531614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,theflightofbees,2018/01/24,"How can i become less conscious of my flaws I think a big part of social anxiety is whenever your in public , it feels as though as everyone is judging you . I havent got the best teeth and i cant afford braces and im very self conscious when i smile infact i try not to smile haha . Have any of you similar problems, i cant afford braces at the minute so gotta deal with it some other way .? :)",1.0653313253012051,2.954091361445787,3.0996234939759044,91.31883283132534,81.16867469879519,6.077710843373494,20.01355421686747,7.1686216300943375,0.4027120481927709,305,8,67,4,8,103,59,83,0.123,0.7809999999999999,0.096,-0.3067,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,1,7,1,1,1,0,11,11,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,11,2,9,9,4,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694517335949478,0.0,0.19905256984751246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873708643124949,0.0,0.0,0.27306423385228146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682551547587201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24863260292436476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156512455556854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810600459679948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810610487917835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28177164294958257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24897661200819785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714457321346462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26524150807354896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672588982564132,0.2556455411277114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766589703391892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214692554555672,0.0,0.20653494133525185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,castiel65,2018/01/24,"How do you initiate a conversation with someone you've seen around a while, but never talked to, and recently started to like Wouldn't it be weird just talking to someone you've know for a long time but never talked to? 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socialanxiety,_MaCH_,2018/01/24,"How does one get over feeling guilty when someone gives you something? so im just messaging back and forth with someone i know about longboards and they said ""you can have mine since i dont use it anymore"" like i accepted saying ""yea that would be awesome!"" but i feel extremely guilty in situations like this and i dont know how to not feel like that. i almost feel like during these situations they say it as more of being nice not expecting a yes was it weird to say yes or should i just roll with it... i mean im in too deep at this point but fuck i dont even know it just makes me feel anxious that theyre annoyed that i said yes",1.0895129870129878,3.288769704545455,2.3007792207792237,95.36045454545456,83.01515151515152,5.58961038961039,20.79220779220779,6.868970318607317,0.2555480519480517,499,15,113,6,14,159,80,132,0.188,0.684,0.127,-0.8707,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,2,0,11,9,2,0,1,4,10,1,0,4,0,31,26,11,0,3,8,0,5,4,0,2,0,5,0,0,12,5,0,0,10,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,10,16,6,11,19,1,8,0,0,0,1,11,6,1,2,6,70,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732428326892914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436454800041253,0.12610054032209014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777197973844026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127150419103624,0.0,0.4470633183731947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398264557486974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32145916237338523,0.1816747175980241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754990339922501,0.0664316314740947,0.12197571021547138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27469179123448123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963811379289904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24848002645470094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487489558116669,0.0,0.0,0.13850571940315326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616143336459348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019966584147912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419011914799735,0.3033489366920267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518138419607154,0.2858481765639559,0.0,0.0,0.21547082252373684,0.0978877619770464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981843594361056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032507753620887,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,straightmer,2018/01/24,"I have a very bad problem when it comes to speaking out and I need some advice.(Warning:Messy) (sorry for the formatting I’m on mobile)I’m going to get straight to the point here, almost every time I’m on reddit or in class(high school) and I want to get my voice out there, be it a question, or maybe speak my mind on a subject, or even post at all, I second guess myself.Like, a lot.Be it either I don’t think it’s worth someone else’s time, I’m afraid someone won’t like it, or it doesn’t matter.I have not much of a problem when it comes to commenting but for every post I have I can bet I have 10 more that I was just about to hit post but decided it’s not worth it.The only reason I can post this is because I’m self aware enough that I know this is a problem that can lead to some major social issues in the future and asking for help is a key step in recovery, especially in the way I’m doing it.",2.170923076923078,3.2716334769230784,3.76102564102564,91.25230769230772,75.76923076923076,6.430769230769231,22.23076923076923,6.742157984588678,0.3913692307692309,708,18,161,6,15,236,105,195,0.06,0.873,0.068,-0.1636,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,11,0,16,0,0,2,1,35,33,11,0,5,10,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,14,7,0,0,5,0,3,5,5,5,0,1,1,3,13,1,22,29,8,27,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,10,6,101,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131454231010297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272560025367722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961020989387482,0.08002480146623972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261657814318696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966448644318316,0.0,0.0,0.1356434889924646,0.0,0.0867067444545268,0.0,0.22121185460562354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371728755266844,0.0,0.07460733485200716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461562198922145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799172290362034,0.13870059676502455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701832905636996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214600999268453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413495909894486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160639827059117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188466739902482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255161954395112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650317020898616,0.09733969778715508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984152602735877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240985162862656,0.0,0.502905550239591,0.0,0.0,0.3768410104410345,0.0,0.0,0.14705947692763646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497387926740775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328586032694478,0.0,0.0,0.13694978971781008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381963484726686,0.22245993107369816,0.0,0.0,0.14695304705270798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411653914238143,0.0,0.0,0.1530965084402194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831667887780357,0.07743015084740362,0.10420100018818022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DuckyouDolan,2018/01/24,"I feel like an idiot... I met this foreign Thai girl on Tinder a week ago. Last Thursday I went over to her apartment. She was there with a few friends, we hung out for a couple of hours and I left. Felt kind of anxious, but not unbearable and I liked the girl a lot. So tonight I decided to go back over there. When I got there, there were about 15 other guys there, and some girls all sitting down on the living room floor, I was not expecting this. She takes my hand and we go in and sit down, I say hello and about 10 seconds later (felt a lot longer) I got up and said I had to leave. I walked toward the door and my date stopped me asking what was wrong. I explained that I have SAD to her and another friend of hers. They said that they understood, and didn't seem to judge me. My date walked me outside, where we talked some more and she wants to see me again.. Which is good I guess. Kind of feeling depressed, and idiotic. I wish I wasn't like this but I don't know what to do.",0.7600046232085056,2.7614992815533976,1.8687239944521497,99.13658576051779,82.88349514563106,5.088858067498845,19.0328247803976,6.18269132825596,-0.3481485899214056,756,19,181,6,21,238,121,206,0.125,0.76,0.115,-0.5013,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,2,0,12,13,2,0,9,0,11,1,1,0,1,40,33,16,0,3,4,0,5,3,2,0,0,3,2,4,9,17,0,1,9,0,0,5,5,5,0,1,16,9,36,8,25,17,7,35,0,2,1,0,25,15,0,6,16,124,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883791959181629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240494965102808,0.0,0.16419637216597496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587621125672886,0.0,0.0,0.11175989924692413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081941430362193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518382912173262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469797121627693,0.10383316461825624,0.279104404715264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458349097931632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652037060026372,0.1219069258013853,0.2324883646658389,0.0,0.16011184922961438,0.14391255437272124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313371073805886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027050180022131,0.07987678589335194,0.1184740536387401,0.0,0.15389739397418795,0.15791574134436967,0.0,0.0,0.2130219424502376,0.0,0.12834065093226016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471310715559216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765092090784743,0.11558269452406103,0.0,0.0,0.11581966088150368,0.13231493131264407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151336881674675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927994927349674,0.11682130633788144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572714667873021,0.0,0.11658549585938055,0.0,0.0,0.134734542189041,0.0,0.0,0.1671374322402388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890990167288133,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BoratedCrevasse,2018/01/24,"Social Awkwardness towards crush I have a question, sometimes when we’re in lunch my crush comes over and we talk and such but last time she wanted me to go get lunch with her and I got scared, like what will we talk about since i usually run out of things to say. Also, I’m wondering what eye contact is too much? Sometimes my friends also are talking to her and I don’t know how much eye contact to do like when they’re talking to her don’t I seem like a creep looking at her and stuff ",1.4941176470588218,3.5496831176470636,2.3860392156862784,96.12317647058822,80.56862745098039,5.2564705882352944,22.945098039215694,6.2581,0.29553803921568633,386,13,86,3,10,121,65,102,0.075,0.7909999999999999,0.134,0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,2,0,7,4,2,1,0,17,17,11,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,10,2,0,4,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,4,15,4,13,15,2,13,0,0,3,0,17,5,0,3,8,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679326336776465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430432900337742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129426148345926,0.0,0.08752269965430186,0.0,0.09520592661177966,0.0,0.13398168067800606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206504623601973,0.13655180418228488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455265915074849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067527409044098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462941146187757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187661625974334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332192575906722,0.1677175370304724,0.0,0.0,0.15250463739588466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857493025451778,0.0,0.0,0.17076635105323407,0.0,0.0,0.3313646935671655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177122784168832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5385874681391966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112933704982635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768272098173672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450048522879867,0.0,0.09880810343567198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816691529654693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,UncultivablePicnic,2018/01/24,"My fear of people os fucking crippling I'm 20 at uni and I never thought being constantly surrounded by people your own fucking age would be so terrifying. I am constantly worried about my impression on others. People scare the fuck out of me. When I have to speak in class my voice without fail, always trembles. I can feel my face getting red and hot as the lump in my throat gets bigger and bigger. I used to be fairly bubbly but now I just keep my head down to avoid eye contact with anyone. Every time I have an interaction with someone I always leave telling myself how much I hate myself. I can never say the right thing or come off the right way. ""youre weird"" ""quiet"". When I walk on campus I never take my headphones out. They give me a false sense of security from others. I dread going to classes that I know people in because I don't want to speak to them. Not because I don't want to i guess, but it feels like I literally can't. I can't seem to dig myself out of this hole. Everything feels like its piling up on me and I can't take it anymore. Could someone please give me some fucking advice on how to stop constantly living in fear. its exhausting",2.674614755773554,4.698639510729618,4.0315634580012265,85.92011444921319,76.63948497854076,6.32650725526262,23.54159002656857,7.2636822038024595,0.9957890455753122,918,29,179,11,21,302,139,233,0.16399999999999998,0.765,0.071,-0.9646,0,1,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,2,2,1,8,18,5,6,6,0,15,10,4,3,3,37,40,13,0,4,6,0,4,2,0,1,2,5,0,0,9,10,0,4,6,0,0,3,10,14,0,0,1,11,38,4,35,34,3,36,0,1,2,4,12,20,4,4,14,124,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365888455315113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653196365209406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520157292344663,0.07417269823089198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932919012795374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137741303731696,0.0,0.3439001906231265,0.0,0.08469521565808139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937588559628408,0.0,0.09533670165619293,0.0,0.0,0.2387360735190097,0.1609097443640829,0.15156529863327636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922722203413536,0.11084349210708704,0.20352072307297167,0.06028697364582501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685765493343088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473076139926753,0.1088673568603044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428762860508813,0.0,0.0,0.058298083046500714,0.0,0.0,0.11232203392017016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364939577707308,0.0,0.09366944153562368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798005505314193,0.0,0.2454433146325538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941664748960024,0.0,0.0,0.116442565202776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118127196579786,0.0,0.08435804531617802,0.10620329106326593,0.0,0.0,0.09657007061169902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797602880265771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868654875519176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951597167591927,0.0,0.09271746533089976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047397922550852,0.0,0.0,0.0842146440739876,0.06185534698372237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161794364838848,0.0,0.0,0.125135939322569,0.08420033988178878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022560879050384,0.0,0.0,0.10772807591446816,0.0,0.07535526974722123,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,beersinspace,2018/01/24,"Getting a haircut Is there anything more awkward? I tip big to the rare person who doesn't try to ask me about my job, family or whatever. Please just cut my hair so this can be over as fast as possible. 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I tried the gym for about a week and a half last semester before I stopped due to the hassle, I also rarely get 8 full on hours of sleep (usually 5-6). I don't want to be depressed anymore and I don't want this anxiety I have anymore. It's affecting me in all aspects from being afraid to seek a job to being afraid to talk to anyone I don't know. I was thinking of starting next week to go to the gym to start working out 3 times a week and going on runs in between. I also plan to increase my sleeping hours. The only issue is to actually implement those things. One week usually turns to the next week and soon enough I will end up not doing any of these changes. 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I’ve discovered, although I always suspected, I have a deep deep deep fear of vulnerability. I discovered this in the classroom, usually humanities and non science classes specifically. When I raise my hand to speak my bowels turn to water, my face turns bright pink and my heartbeats so hard my chest has got to be physically visible to the whole class. I’m not exaggerating, it’s crazy how real and intense the physical reaction is. In a way this makes sense because I do believe I’m quite neurotic. The only other time I experience this amount intensity to fear is when talking to women, which I never do for that reason. Perplexing though, when I know I have a presentation In class I fucking kill it. Maybe that’s just showing my neuroticism and need to control things instead of just firing from the hip on the spot as I have time to “prepare.” Idk. I guess it’s the spontaneous-ness I don’t like. Regardless I want to conquer this fear but I don’t know how. I keep raising my hand to try and numb the physical reaction to no avail. Any suggestions? Even more, places where I’m seriously comfortable - like, within a job for the past two years - I’m often center stage making everyone laugh and feel good. It’s weird, I feel like a chameleon. At one place and time I am the life of the party, albeit not the place I care to be so socially productive, and the next I’m an inept autistic ghost. 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I also end up overanalyzing every single social interaction I've had with them and end up feeling even more worthless. edit: And on top of that when I DO hangout with them I end up being a super insecure, whiny, annoying, POS. And then they hangout with me less, like fuck can it just end??? I just want to do things with the people I like",2.2648484848484856,4.611200989898991,3.527565656565656,87.40468181818184,79.50505050505049,5.9802020202020225,24.041414141414148,7.1686216300943375,1.015330505050505,394,14,78,5,10,128,65,99,0.172,0.568,0.26,0.8349,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,2,5,13,2,1,2,0,9,1,0,2,0,19,19,8,0,1,5,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,5,14,7,11,17,3,11,0,3,2,1,8,5,1,0,8,55,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481256254177202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6562230705358957,0.0,0.0,0.12234040613071233,0.0,0.15606137852155946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28096836585700435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28621118534164397,0.1712389842454602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415346907431947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179568174012613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098469715828194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472803547595991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841278517358418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952031984382623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881516747597735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305630623356725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925143321926578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855180884882374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,genericdora,2018/01/24,"what are the best jobs for people who have social anxiety AND zero experience? i'm a junior in high school and have no experience in the work-force. So I obviously need an entry-level job. I'm just starting to look for a part-time day job. However, I'm an introvert and I also have pretty bad social anxiety and for example, probably couldn't handle working in a grocery store - or an environment similar to that. 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I had 3 different things I wanted to do. I wanted to run in the morning to start getting myself into the habit of exercise, I wanted to go on a seminar on campus about social anxiety and how to network, and I wanted to go to another event on campus. I was supposed to go for a run early in the morning but I didn't do that because I was too tired and I didn't feel like getting up. I got up at like 10 but I stayed in bed until like 12:30 and left the house at around 2. I went to my neurofeedback training study that I am participating in and right after, I make my way to the seminar but I get lost and can't find the room it's being hosted in and I get too scared to ask someone for the directions so I end up missing it. I then wait two hours to go to the event I was supposed to go to and then I realize that everyone there already are talking to each other and it's like everyone knows each other so I leave since I don't want to feel like the odd man out. I had 3 goals for today and I accomplished none of them. This is a repeating occurrence and I am sick of it. 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She lets me homeschool, so I don't have anxiety attacks in public. But then she belittles me for not going out of my way to do intentionally stressful things. She says to ignore the bullies. But will then call me weak for not being able to talk to people as easy as others, because ""you used to be so much better"". She says she wants me to get help but refuses to get help herself for her bipolar because ""I'm older, I know the ins and outs. You don't."" and will not speak out about our manic depressive roommate. I just want to hear the voices of my fellow anxiety sufferers on this one. And no, talking about it with her didn't help. I got a lecture on why she is so much better than I am when I tried.",5.379364161849715,5.158663150289018,6.29919653179191,80.71365028901737,67.78612716763006,9.00092485549133,30.59479768786128,8.548686976883017,2.1968085549132956,667,23,135,9,10,222,102,173,0.125,0.7559999999999999,0.119,-0.0067,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,0,2,7,8,1,1,5,0,15,2,0,2,0,28,26,18,0,3,10,1,0,0,2,2,2,5,0,0,4,9,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,6,0,1,2,5,28,2,29,19,4,14,0,2,0,0,31,8,0,2,4,108,32,1,0.14441618730549238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314339640126432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429426165771754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606953471767892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554487636294583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746507393662486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514176247568644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438545051110834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090299461760273,0.0,0.08207504731805378,0.0,0.1155028176579832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276753894208262,0.0,0.483995630941468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936735973351902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767533601591154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232502881803847,0.10708277299615768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978601460385056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012000058385116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22969109717330505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721411619863836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542825462707714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23215252193641264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594369778131526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609822290584925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247292176963508,0.0,0.0,0.17036081793434346,0.11463084746289312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031314654220005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,morericeplsty,2018/01/25,"Not sure whether to go to my work's Xmas party or not So my workplace is holding a xmas party soon and I told my boss and my coworkers that I'd be going but I don't really want to anymore. I just feel like it's so awkward, all my coworkers (who are predominantly women) are going to be bringing their boyfriends and girlfriends and if I were to sit at a table filled half with people I don't even know, I don't even think I'd be able to speak up at all. I don't have a date to it and I'm going to be one of the only people there alone. And I don't really want to spend like 3 hours silently sipping on a drink while people are chatting with their SO's. Plus I don't actually have a decent dress shirt and tie so I'm probably going to have to go buy those. My coworkers are all expecting me to be there. It didn't seem too bad at the time and I've really worked through a lot of my social anxiety but realistically picturing what'll happen it just seems like a disaster waiting to happen. Not sure if I should just dip like my old self would or channel my inner [yes man](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3la7QyMBvu8). Would like some advice.",4.092345744680852,4.878465689361704,5.35259308510638,82.8471875,70.82978723404256,8.598404255319151,26.176861702127663,8.841846274778883,1.7445372340425533,907,27,190,16,16,303,121,235,0.087,0.809,0.104,0.7136,0,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,2,13,9,0,1,9,1,24,2,1,1,5,45,44,21,0,8,13,0,1,5,1,3,0,1,0,2,7,11,1,2,5,3,2,8,10,2,0,2,3,2,22,7,24,33,5,21,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,8,11,125,29,3,0.12916030628516248,0.0,0.12604182733614452,0.0,0.0,0.12621395645665132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133771124601136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880728078084464,0.0,0.12809231742526486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784346071851293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652792831730222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706183283229792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530733169075592,0.09227214861756956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404286713737053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22843206457901435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271968843284609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098312650050223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155060075592921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098074735873834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355320143441555,0.0,0.08752236623382596,0.0982322331161738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26863048073674745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925665562325726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24823019863480836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351653838403223,0.13474236827153982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166266671681126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434641202486549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276070900294473,0.0,0.0,0.07531441327454713,0.0,0.0,0.12341820769879888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523641901502669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880604825348436,0.0,0.0,0.1835035515895076,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jualmolu,2018/01/25,"I turn 21 yo today and I fucked up with the person that cares the most. I just got from work, and my mom and my grandma received me with a little cake and some balloons and they sung to me. She wanted to take a picture while the candle was on, it's one of those that throws sparks up. But I covered my face and she didn't take the picture. But I told her to do it while I was covering my face because I don't like pictures because I smile like a dumbass when I feel ashamed. Then I told her to take it anyway with the candle off, but I was still covering my face with my left hand, and she just didn't want to. Then I just got mad because the situation makes me very anxious and I didn't want her to take me a picture smiling like an idiot. I just made her feel bad and all because my fucking way of beign. She didn't take any picture, despite being the only person that cares about my birthday and makes sure of singing to me and giving me a cake. Good work, Julián, you don't deserve her.",5.467703349282296,4.360846200956939,5.878373205741628,86.7586124401914,67.85167464114832,8.36555023923445,30.961722488038287,6.574015621080383,1.5011779904306222,772,25,174,4,11,249,97,209,0.145,0.738,0.117,-0.4553,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,2,8,13,4,1,13,0,11,6,4,3,2,34,34,19,0,3,7,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,15,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,6,0,1,12,3,39,7,20,21,3,16,0,0,0,2,18,6,2,2,10,119,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577766380052107,0.0,0.0,0.1424992028638514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531934527027484,0.3075684173570432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257210691061865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275575796472628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332237329100956,0.0,0.12100235575778392,0.0,0.10579795108213644,0.20176698305194085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704850457037018,0.0,0.0,0.18487288477350652,0.12642267428049192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935412746730943,0.16839520412506592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773043711522266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547387339795734,0.09593307194801874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202763842127898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417835677783922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073338061737157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888287695217692,0.0,0.4741976163984433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956337582509685,0.24105911925797335,0.0,0.0,0.1372011201644998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407645156692984,0.2231970762392329,0.10012188761386716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365885849564184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lividtea,2018/01/25,"A virtual Studyhall for those who need company when trying to study or be productive at home alone. Hey everyone, I was very hesitant to share this with everyone on this subreddit but I feel like it could help a few who are looking to focus on school or trying to be productive. I have social anxiety where I don’t like bringing attention to myself but I like to be around people (who I like), if that makes sense. I had a long history of pretending to talk to someone on my cellphone while I wait for the bus. I get really anxious when I’m heading to work but I feel fine when I’m there. I don’t have a lot of friends but I desire that social interaction whenever I study. Basically, having company gives me comfort and motivation. When I was in university, I often get depressed and lonely when I’m at home studying alone. I end up watching youtube videos to combat my loneliness but it was also a distraction from my studies. I found this virtual study hall, tinychat.com/room/jaetea (password: getstudying), where you get to study with a small group of people via video chat (no mic). Most people just broadcast their desktop while they study (two examples below). You’d need a third party program to broadcast your desktop (I recommend ManyCam). It gives me the motivation to study knowing that I’m motivating someone else to be productive and I feel less lonely at the same time. What the studyhall looks like at the time of this post: https://imgur.com/a/RngMN (blurred out faces and names) Here is an old picture of the studyhall: https://imgur.com/a/6OqFT (an example where no one was using their cam) You can PM me if you have any questions. TLDR: If you’re looking for an online studyhall, check out tinychat.com/room/jaetea (password: getstudying). Make sure to download https://manycam.com/ to broadcast your desktop (you don’t have to show your face when you’re studying). 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In pretty much every aspect of my life I cover up my social anxiety by either pretending I have chronic laziness or presenting the persona that I don't give a fuck. This makes my friends think I don't care about them and my family think I'm fine. When in reality, I spend my entire life feeling like I want to cry as I think about what I want to say or do, and then not having the courage to do it. Just wondering if anyone can relate! :D",5.184242424242424,5.331507171717174,6.578333333333332,77.28750000000002,68.1919191919192,9.42828282828283,31.65151515151515,9.2995712137729,2.7728909090909086,386,15,74,7,6,132,66,99,0.11,0.6729999999999999,0.217,0.8597,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,3,0,7,4,0,1,0,16,19,9,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,15,5,13,19,2,8,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,4,4,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052714465317196,0.0,0.0,0.13951219415227806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034285611969928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916833291013169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810802628516733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880939745090267,0.0,0.10088560001252901,0.1425403677769062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415216091364692,0.1844572176491724,0.0,0.19140211498698625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818601596336767,0.0974776094999519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318417654496573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667349092132975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298818261111773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866991867845612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067802737331952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38354179702642266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353694806659588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637584722160566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Thawa10,2018/01/25,"What reasons do strangers have for staring at someone? My general question is in the title, but if any of you people could help me with my situation in particular, I'm gonna explain it below. P.s it's going to be long. Before I didn't notice people stared at me. I know sometimes people look at strangers but I didn't think anyone's eyes lingered on me. Personally I don't pay attention to strangers unless I have to. However, there were a couple of times where girls I didn't know got particularly catty with me for no reason. I'm a girl too btw. One example was when out of nowhere a pair of girls looked at me and one said ""I would hate to look like her"" and then they sniggered in my face, I was honestly so upset about it afterwards since it was at a fancy place and I was feeling great about myself and other similar situations where I felt great and then women judged me. The friend with me at the time, who I'm always hanging around with, said she noticed that A LOT of people look and stared at me. Another person later confirmed this for me, but I never asked them to elaborate because I found the idea people did that sooo uncomfortable and weird. But since then I started to pay more attention to it. I don't make eye contact unless I'm speaking to someone but I do catch people looking at me. Not in the spaced out way as someone who is just staring into space that I happen to be in, I know that look. But these people were actively staring. No other way to put it. Women at times look at me like they're judging me which ended up with me being self conscous. Men on the other hand sometimes look at me like they've seen a ghost! Like this one time a guy looked at me a little wide eyed and his mouth a little open, then I looked him in the eye in a ""why are you looking?"" way. He quickly turned away but kept looking back. This kind of reaction where they look back repeatedly and try to make eye contanct even when they or I am walking away happens quite often. It made me a little self conscious because maybe the think of me the same way as those girls. Ever since then I became uncomfortable with people staring at me. I'm an Asian lady living abroad in a country where it's multicultural enough that it would be weird to stare at someone just because they're Asian, but not multicultural enough where Asians aren't stereotyped as looking alike. So I'm not stared at because I'm Asian. I used to think that maybe, I'm just strange looking. But honestly, that's just not true. I've had people make fun of the way I look and  people who told me the opposite. In my opinion I'm VERY VERY average. I don't have anything that particularly stands out, good or bad. My build is average as well. I hate that I'm now self conscious about my looks because they were always a background thing to me, I  always worked on being a good person not good looking. I hate being the centre of attention so I dress in neutral colours with plain cuts, nothing revolutionary but always clean and fresh smelling as I like to be hygienic. So no one should be staring at me because I'm normal in public, I don't do anything that drags attention. My looks, clothes and makeup are normal and bland. So why do they ""stare"" as my friends put it when there's NOTHING to look at? Or say horrible things. Thanks to those who took the time to read this and especially to those who responded! 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Since I got my own apartment I had to get a job. Ever since I did, I've been a completely different person, I can talk to customers no problem no worry. I can actually leave the house for work. I walk to work and get nervous about everyone in cars looking at me but it no longer causes intense discomfort. I work so much that it was hard to notice but once I'm off work I go back to being incredibly anxious. Example: I have hardly any food in my apartment right now (just ramen, rice and popcorn lol) and I haven't eaten all day and I'm crying because I'm so nervous about going in public to get something to eat. I'm going to force myself to do it though. Wish me luck. edit: couldn't do it ",1.247843137254904,3.2422399281045777,3.504339869281047,88.10552941176472,81.09150326797385,5.910065359477124,23.271895424836607,7.03164865440522,0.8678256209150329,571,20,119,7,15,196,94,153,0.215,0.7290000000000001,0.056,-0.9744,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,10,6,0,3,3,1,14,3,0,1,2,16,29,11,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,3,0,1,0,0,5,5,5,0,0,9,3,16,1,18,18,3,18,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,1,4,77,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.13926982508050273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705149248631052,0.0,0.0,0.16122798993695955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973947641744906,0.0,0.08699809665943642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466082197608196,0.0,0.0,0.1496345767672126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676636994312287,0.09203974648033554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910741202934513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603367358398628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909441826535625,0.0,0.1363708584779603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257225322770922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368901013439926,0.0,0.2433256694187279,0.0,0.11414269153557915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556902659278611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467462501894956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162319784605465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111519919522545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984514850039585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491237686263168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248264070803342,0.0,0.15198744148295518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461374500158252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655954175414675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187833076017353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361116152381917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986943064643234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470938215143715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021733875445966,0.11330023389213542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411588080691186,0.0,0.0,0.4155945857137199,0.14493460528237348,0.0,0.0,0.15603708955213882,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nadeemo14,2018/01/25,"Every single small mistake I make completely ruins my day. I know this is a common issue for people with social anxiety, and I know that as time goes by you get over these small mistakes, but this is happening to me more often as of late, and I expect it to continue in the near future because I'm starting a new job. For example, I made a small mistake while driving today and I lost every interest in doing anything I like because that tiny little mistake keeps playing over and over in my head. How to reach the mindset of not caring when I make a small screw-up? -and I mean by small that normal people completely forget about it the minute after- because I'm totally getting exhausted by this.",6.44061111111111,6.70570538518519,7.161620370370373,73.7735416666667,65.51851851851852,9.416666666666668,33.1712962962963,9.188382445141503,3.0732407407407405,557,22,94,9,8,185,85,135,0.184,0.7440000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9292,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,11,0,0,7,0,3,2,1,4,1,25,18,11,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,0,13,4,22,16,3,26,0,2,0,0,2,13,0,1,13,68,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031013951445305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017585013739553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115142579229947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367365662251774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571978846367371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985563449156352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28703870745334586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799192976811307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063168407037425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481866159177475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779139431688415,0.1690368221671122,0.15140660628469818,0.0,0.0,0.18722954511760506,0.0,0.19215168526111706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321984278443978,0.17072609254029472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594695369981076,0.0,0.0,0.16118045221729915,0.2274074280299741,0.0,0.0,0.1855509170364236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451607197022938,0.0,0.0,0.16689768115144862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23618553306331164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364085250728567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056799667981198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993270093427979,0.0,0.16146302933171974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KOTORbayani,2018/01/25,"Do people know they’re being cued to stop interacting and just continue to do it anyways? I struggle a lot with people not receiving what I consider to be heavy cues that I don’t want to be in a conversation anymore. I’m not talking about serious talks at a dinner table or work setting, I’m talking about idle chit chat and BS when I’m clearly in the middle of something or focused on one thing or another. I avoid eye contact, I nod my head and go “mhmm” or “yea I don’t know, man” which if anyone did to me I would immediately bow out but these people stay and continue to make it so awkward for me to escape. /vent ",9.331181102362203,5.581487629921262,10.111275590551184,67.80990551181104,62.464566929133866,12.994645669291339,41.14803149606299,10.793553405168565,4.288100472440945,487,20,97,9,5,170,87,127,0.064,0.868,0.068,-0.1439,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,3,4,1,9,3,2,1,1,24,17,12,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,2,2,1,0,2,4,4,0,1,1,1,10,0,17,12,1,14,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,6,4,65,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220843718957503,0.0,0.0,0.2101599774132797,0.14817394979663934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043459681863553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174830720017286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329228256920761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016018940712905,0.0,0.0,0.1414530508174813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435972030218707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44073974847938935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314037825362734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22587022821435154,0.0,0.1771681027698669,0.0,0.2215366609799635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510981040403699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407850611989841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499131643572314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427461832327566,0.0,0.0,0.1505363593714676,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sc0tty_13,2018/01/25,"first day at college, and i hate it.. ive been assigned to this group of people, they have mentors and are giving us orientation. so yesterday was my first day. I really hate starting a conversation with someone i dont know, the conversation is always so boring. i always end up asking the same things because i dont know what to talk about. i just cant make connections with people, i think i come across as kinda sad because i dont talk alot. anyway it seems like everyone there has made friends and having a good time, and i havent. i kinda just want to be able to be silent with my thoughts and not have people think im wierd. i get so nervous and uneasy when i walk in there, i dont know where to go and what to do. and i probably seem like a wierdo cos ill go and sit by myself, i hate it. and i have to do this for ten more days, everyday that goes by it feels harder and harder. why is it so hard to make connections with people? whats wrong with me? maby i should just stop giving a fuck, i really want to and i tell myself that, but then why do i still feel so shit inside?",1.6948237885462554,3.3763285594713643,3.4955308370044063,90.21695264317181,78.38325991189427,6.478325991189427,19.72004405286344,7.365786028017652,0.3665966519823787,841,19,186,11,20,282,120,227,0.153,0.797,0.05,-0.9588,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,2,15,13,5,1,7,0,23,3,1,4,0,45,50,21,0,3,5,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,13,18,0,1,10,0,0,4,7,9,0,3,4,3,29,4,24,43,3,24,0,1,0,1,12,5,2,5,16,129,42,3,0.1032458402294682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718176198454676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652092345060563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258754118212822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889371493462213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997550768982599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840134232561686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144516945436834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986558248425377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440839802082837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564171791204744,0.0,0.0,0.07976748004890695,0.0954491156108384,0.05394169020498984,0.1980856356220095,0.11735398060745712,0.08659771231876669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248799329586152,0.30580167652282714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152322452296097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022364103438678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088140477457552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976937104051028,0.1378348001405168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863106630058894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113164781881642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228385802366138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798227060467007,0.0,0.0,0.10598037131295793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747986538101313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730779371178409,0.0,0.08245226137534209,0.08631814547453097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597019098705565,0.09024141510517256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859194856875524,0.1323115310694665,0.0,0.08196566446993192,0.06020347971885619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419203347103742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179414314964265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632662388786905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128831184873936,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throwawayacc_1222,2018/01/25,"I did it I asked a girl I was interested in if she wanted to grab a coffee some time. Ultimately she said no because she was talking to someone else, but oh well, I'm just glad I managed to work up the courage to ask. Don't really know if this is fitting for this sub, but I've struggled with anxiety for a really long time and I'm just happy I fought against it.",1.2906593406593387,2.95261553846154,3.7326373626373615,88.14807692307693,79.51282051282051,7.021245421245422,25.24542124542125,7.957251820313856,1.3744959706959703,284,11,64,5,7,99,54,78,0.115,0.674,0.211,0.8793,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,13,5,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,5,2,8,5,10,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,3,41,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948216429907022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761636310228946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552443009416417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274387719885068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271100658421525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995982097835116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253746931305337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262958947678222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422492277866536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578083203137788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662360918795274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469387868632086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969999299459032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021080239958107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22897866788176285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854025933085155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DatGuyNerd,2018/01/25,"Anxiety coming back?? I used to be a person with a strong social anxiety but I thought I was over it... A year ago I met a girl in a class, we used to spend day and night texting and whenever we saw each other in class we would hang out, go out for something to eat and such. I started to develop feelings for her but I got friendzoned, doesnt matter. On June 2017 semester finished and since we have no classes together from now due to our class programs we keep in touch by text. Las night after 7 or 8 months without seeing each other we met up by coincidence in a library... She ran to me and gave me a hug which I gave back... She tried to make conversation but I got so nervous and started shaking and I couldnt even speak properly but I tried to play it cool nonetheless. She later texted me and told me she noticed I was weird about meeting up with her... I feel so bad because I thought I overcame my social anxiety 4 or 3 years ago, but it kicked in last night and I feel horrible now.... Thoughts? 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I've never been good at talking in front of people but now I'm in university I figured now was the time to get over it. Throughout today I'd been rehearsing my lines (I had to speak for about 2 minutes in front of about 20 people) and doing everything I could to mentally prepare myself. I felt ready, but when it came to my time to speak I just froze and couldn't speak. I had to make the 2 others I was presenting with finish my part, and I just wanted the floor to swallow me up, it was terrifying. I only recently started to see a therapist but I wanted to know how people deal with their anxiety when they feel it building up. I thought I knew how but in the end my fears all came flooding back.",3.5369580419580444,4.731378045454548,5.043409090909094,83.0173251748252,72.52272727272728,8.142657342657342,27.174825174825173,8.617729084823388,1.894028496503496,680,24,139,12,13,229,95,176,0.083,0.897,0.02,-0.8626,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,13,2,0,1,8,0,13,1,0,4,2,32,28,11,0,4,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,8,1,1,6,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,14,8,22,1,33,11,2,35,0,0,1,0,8,14,0,0,17,104,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552666733363277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829086105836315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816445948839763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871269962684438,0.13320940956939767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720063222821938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777210088449455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499464360440943,0.0,0.0,0.1877431396170555,0.08436010572008014,0.0,0.1601940617671439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433565784641086,0.0,0.0,0.13993878471099416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169175804455344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060679887276786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113680367880034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813705083881486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286784964609694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268905244826128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806731507946676,0.0,0.3470007909968808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473591249851935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295112220123684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809131483535648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410092601226198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371591037132774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245356218798948,0.1945733105793366,0.0,0.15814629052615894,0.0,0.0,0.1132744674134368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681494950513007,0.0,0.13383023563461033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CptnKitten,2018/01/25,"Now have to Present to National Audience... Great. So I made the ""mistake"" (in quotations because a part of me wanted to do it anyways) of registering my abstract for a NCUR (National Conferences on Undergraduate Research) mainly because my professor of last semester pushed all her students to do so. Mine was accepted... And now I'm freaking out. I already have the majority of research and have a made up poster, but last semester in front of the class I froze and forgot most of what I was going to say when presenting my research. Now I have to share that same info to a much bigger audience.... Like I said, a small part of me wanted this (ambition?), but the rest of me is just shaking with anxiety. What should I do to practice and not let my anxiety overtake me? Should I join a Toastmasters group or something like to practice with? And anyone else make conflicting decisions/mistakes like this that you might regret? **Edit:** I'd also like to add that before a year ago I had been getting better at making speeches and not freezing up through speech college courses, but due to a certain incident with toxic family it then regressed back to that. 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I sometimes believe that nothing I say will be interesting, but it’s almost like I don’t even want to talk sometimes. I feel so out of it, like I have this lack of energy due to the fact that it’s hard to find joy even in the things I love (video games, shows, etc.) for a long time now. Life just feels so... bland to me. I’m trying to find new passions to add some meaning to my life but so far I haven’t been successful. And it sucks because I’m afraid to do a lot of things that interest me because they require many social interactions and haha that’s not happening. At least, not when I’m in this awful mental state. And if I’m not feeling good, how can I be myself around even my friends? I just feel guilty all the time, like I’m disappointing them because I always feel bad and that if I keep this up, I’ll be forgotten.",3.1666392431098345,3.869476219251339,4.344064171122998,89.53835870012342,72.90374331550801,7.465076100370219,24.545043192102014,7.61054688173877,0.912834965034965,691,19,158,8,13,227,102,187,0.171,0.615,0.214,0.9267,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,2,14,19,1,1,6,2,10,4,0,1,3,39,28,15,0,4,10,0,8,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,14,8,0,2,10,3,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,9,20,12,18,23,7,16,0,1,0,2,9,7,1,5,11,100,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329491061546328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076190033757012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850009776691042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114501996669664,0.24343603115278356,0.0,0.0,0.14997442074687092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148457818214675,0.26376255057743964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711467200204836,0.09509700200773734,0.0,0.0,0.2433284230066101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284390720000082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165009956417253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771268378032433,0.0,0.11924441631855487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831825474059088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880453697757864,0.1950990144946481,0.0,0.0,0.1178021146566873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131691598456572,0.12014100383751665,0.0,0.0,0.1349571766593728,0.0,0.14500067868890992,0.0,0.0,0.13414807414077234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285627819680034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277269214525554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058579671882769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569343587094687,0.0,0.0,0.2633072236955816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699236649680936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687067433864506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23286034901166544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037598540610474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851436166659438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tahax283,2018/01/25,"How do I stop being nervous speaking to people in my class who I don't speak to often? I am reasonably comfortable speaking to people I have become familiar with, but not with those who I don't speak to often. Even worse, I have do a pair project in class with this person and I am really nervous. Any tips to help me not be nervous would be appreciated ☹️",4.064794520547945,4.886614931506851,5.783452054794522,79.60230136986304,70.91780821917807,8.579726027397259,28.298630136986297,8.841846274778883,2.1596816438356163,282,10,56,5,5,97,44,73,0.16399999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.132,-0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,12,0,0,2,0,13,12,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,4,9,1,10,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,1,44,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271543244514324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689139031631363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206260637744379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238957025902185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631537237319685,0.2916652834286941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139904982582836,0.3434422072062895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27926707362166536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404088085844525,0.23728790847829376,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,88horse,2018/01/25,"Cigarettes and Social Anxiety I'm wondering how other people with social anxiety have managed to quit smoking. I initially started smoking about 5 years ago and it did wonders for my social anxiety. I was meeting new people through smoking, and cigarettes were comforting in stressful social situations. I find with cigarettes I smoke more when I'm anxious, and I would smoke like a chimney whenever I was around other people. Of course, this led to only having friends that smoke, and now that I have to quit I'm finding it very difficult to go out again. I am fine not smoking when I'm alone, but whenever I'm around other people it becomes imperative to smoke a cigarette to the extent that I've stopped going out. I'm starting to think the only reason I would ever go out socially was for an excuse to indulge in cigarettes. Quitting isn't the problem; it's quitting in combination with having to interact with other humans socially. Does anyone else have experience using cigarettes or other drugs to deal with social anxiety? Anybody have successful strategies for being social without cigarettes?",9.130672541743973,9.568000443877553,9.360111317254177,59.69138218923933,59.86734693877551,12.22931354359926,42.81818181818181,11.741389052700956,5.779404081632652,901,49,122,25,11,299,104,196,0.08199999999999999,0.83,0.08800000000000001,0.6507,0,1,12,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,9,8,0,1,6,0,16,1,0,4,1,33,31,10,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,13,15,0,1,6,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,5,0,10,5,30,23,2,23,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,3,12,90,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390758785254409,0.0,0.0,0.08635215097982224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551289376786993,0.0941908860324119,0.0,0.05829827566856428,0.08542832735466155,0.0,0.1484442206727491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208198541222286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595675593745998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296269656108875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668942099107404,0.0,0.06964975573835601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541815563790802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155749979916252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524078832061162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441591164453724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421531112925313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04073318884181612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052483641954382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682205745709788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23120903856770356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977934996914962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547215693838046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857241758653006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371785670017288,0.0,0.6799287669075663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802759564829432,0.0,0.0,0.06970587548708566,0.09550666071018046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342382565989677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200989396899425,0.0,0.06879374053456776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037126521836631,0.18083492795727546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845550704188515,0.0,0.0,0.05369126110198192 socialanxiety,nonmetaphoricflop,2018/01/25,"Home AGAIN sick due to stomach problems, and I fucking hate it. The big way that my SA affects me is by putting my stomach through hell. You know when you get nervous, and your stomach gets tied up in knots? It’s like that for me, but all the time. And I absolutely hate it. I was for once looking FORWARD to school today because we’re working on a project in art that I’m really enjoying. But of course, my stomach acted up again, causing my mom to keep me home. I don’t even want to know how many days I’ve missed this year. I think that this is the second week in a row that I’ve missed school, and last week we only had THREE DAYS! I couldn’t even make it through that?! Talk about pathetic. At least with the new semester, my absences are reset. But that doesn’t keep people from wondering. I see the suspicious glances my teachers give me when I come back. Their irritation. I know my classmates whisper about why I’m gone so much. They don’t understand that, as much as I hate school, I hate being gone more. I HATE IT. I’M SO TIRED OF STAYING HOME SICK. I’m sick of the guilt of it. And I know its thanks to SA, the worst thing that’s ever happened to me. I’m actually considering going back to home schooling, which I swore I would never go back to again. But it doesn’t look like I have much of a choice. I really want to stay at the school im going to, but I know for a fact that being absent so much effects my grade. My parents are talking about it. By the sound of it, that’s what I’m going to end up doing, but that’s a whole other thing. Sorry for the long post, I just needed to vent.",1.8571536237869068,3.5124405299401222,3.1394486888292414,93.06775449101801,77.83233532934132,6.044022300227133,22.89448688829238,6.8039241337230125,0.4704132975428452,1243,38,281,12,29,403,164,334,0.219,0.7340000000000001,0.046,-0.9968,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,3,2,2,19,17,7,2,15,0,16,9,4,5,4,40,59,19,0,6,7,2,0,2,0,1,4,2,4,0,29,8,0,2,9,1,0,10,6,13,0,2,4,6,39,4,42,51,9,46,1,2,4,1,11,11,2,1,25,180,68,9,0.0,0.0,0.07918100378082674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717511619103305,0.0,0.04946223359247935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833532030105701,0.0,0.06989498572219582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465726527384067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186601842268754,0.0,0.0,0.10718450204621892,0.07339583872417615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501268729498828,0.0847846753448718,0.07783694876296755,0.18445508675053032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175189598312859,0.0,0.0,0.4005451035086251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255604241005745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764519936861212,0.0,0.0,0.14424204485721218,0.0,0.0,0.22296230253873014,0.06613998671819124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928187937421897,0.0,0.0,0.07180640867226623,0.1362744463998336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416162682671175,0.08226329560127328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503026938984764,0.0,0.0,0.2385891503551121,0.06016433382594238,0.06258022415541156,0.07836558527783488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641152648639927,0.0,0.061710679590729074,0.0,0.0,0.0900964455195544,0.0,0.0,0.05625230809064409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770975792860613,0.0,0.0,0.07764008883972405,0.0,0.08156818144605975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039608131788365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105904138016697,0.06465813059597382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082966539459753,0.0,0.1729690373040447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043462956285146,0.0,0.07470287499722793,0.0,0.0,0.10781171425244096,0.05199128060076029,0.0,0.0,0.04731342736200194,0.0932585743452224,0.07691129895565545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446967448868249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571703117391443,0.06440521085268912,0.13017133981396484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321629269682052,0.09058999054084793,0.0,0.0,0.08799294477428805,0.059070937375823675,0.0,0.0,0.057639577746891435,0.0,0.0,0.052251544835683374 socialanxiety,OCGamer97,2018/01/25,Got my first haircut in over 2 years! I've been meaning to get a haircut for over a year but the thought of it gave me to much anxiety to even think about what style and length to get but today I just impulsively walked into the barbers got it done. Feels so weird going from long to short hair and im not sure if I like or not but atleast I finally went and got it done. ,0.7026249999999976,2.6284260125000003,2.1750000000000007,97.28,82.625,5.5,21.25,6.6274283507984215,0.12049999999999984,291,9,70,3,8,94,57,80,0.132,0.868,0.0,-0.8523,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,1,17,15,9,0,1,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,9,2,5,2,13,6,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,7,44,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673424206897266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193310339421227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532269161465266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359454336974344,0.0,0.0,0.2244383207738958,0.0,0.17427260554410598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140848771288809,0.0,0.11643921623264447,0.0,0.4915887836886791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213078207994873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009504273818652,0.0,0.0,0.1813142070207637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317666495692065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061191403485086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309895008040692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312801738511365,0.0,0.16265349806566895,0.0,0.0,0.19420427004961152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992775491011887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263874704017914 socialanxiety,iloveh900,2018/01/25,"im seeing this new guy who i really like and i am so nervous that i cannot eat, sleep, or function okay so i had a crush on this gorgeous, tall, charming guy for a while...i went out with him drinking a couple times and now he apparently really likes me. he's been in contact constantly, inviting me out, expressing interest. i am unbelievably attracted to him but the idea of getting to know someone new who's this attractive literally makes me physically ill. it's not that i am uglier than him or something, typically in the past i have dated men i wasn't that attracted to because i felt ""Safer"" with them and so my social anxiety wasn't as bad. for some reason, someone really attractive makes me lose it. i have had a panic attack every day for the past week, been unable to sleep, lost about 5 pounds from not being able to eat and also throwing up occasionally. I've been avoiding him at all costs. i hung out with him sober once and during it i think i acted okay, but i was clearly really nervous and i felt like i was going to throw up the whole time. my anxiety is worst in the morning, and gets better at night time. i cannot focus on school or work and i can't stop lying awake thinking at night. part of me just wants to tell him this but im sure it would drive him away. it's been a week of this - im not even myself. how am is supposed to get to know someone new while i feel this way? i was doing so great before this. i was working on building a better, more confident me...and of course, as soon as a hot guy comes around, i lose my shit. but isn't this what i wanted? I WANTED HIM!! and now that he likes me , i am scared shitless! makes me wonder if im better off alone. he is so charming and attractive that it intimidates me, it makes me feel like this frumpy little anxious troll who can't even form a sentence. only thing that helps is alcohol but i can't be drunk every time i see him, it's not real...you don't build intimacy that way! please help, i don't know how to cope with this. i am in DBT therapy which helps a little bit, but not much. i have been having to take antihistamines to sleep so i feel like shit all the time. walking around i don't feel like i am really here, my brain feels like it is in the clouds, and i can't even remember simple things about myself. so i can't even have a good conversation with him! I've been feeling this way all week since i saw him last. it makes me hate myself, why can't i just be normal? no cute, hot guy is going to want a girl with this problem! why can't i just let go and be confident! im going to ruin my life with this disorder, im not going to be able to pass my classes or form any new relationships! HELP!!!!",1.625454545454545,3.4252515454545467,3.5709447415329763,89.05288770053478,79.0,6.681639928698753,21.16042780748663,7.6542693500971675,0.7102962566844924,2091,57,459,32,51,707,232,561,0.14,0.647,0.214,0.9933,1,2,3,0,0,0,73.0,0,0,1,8,25,42,4,5,18,2,53,13,6,8,5,84,92,37,0,8,20,0,10,8,0,1,3,0,0,6,37,25,5,2,17,2,1,13,22,16,0,0,19,13,69,26,57,66,12,64,0,4,3,0,35,23,2,7,33,297,106,4,0.11480332097375992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134491810079876,0.0,0.059450808829373515,0.0,0.04590408715270918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03903509751788944,0.0,0.08782422631441858,0.06484753761710818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219929538411957,0.0,0.06530267557659207,0.05393074957453976,0.0,0.04792798883758445,0.03499151944985172,0.0,0.04884458524226932,0.0,0.0,0.15230131201255326,0.06266774635195002,0.0,0.0,0.06407923697226083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944644781907286,0.0,0.062030802672834236,0.0,0.0,0.06351384553170104,0.0,0.03701932229314757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578727596460787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623177423676029,0.0,0.11747245803665735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165302153452306,0.0,0.09672674934702544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741440256145075,0.16403103088488452,0.11022919169967034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996999531468389,0.0,0.16311343238239456,0.048145789413059366,0.0,0.06328553333244834,0.0,0.2273466742328681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566722558283174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390049219713087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647994877355593,0.3720218610013475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463935426143733,0.04679001459437557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869708692931881,0.04054449037066108,0.2243484147521872,0.1150630875302854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284355506174154,0.06266069319340117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915802705309548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042196825177562805,0.0,0.0,0.22175552556246134,0.0,0.10773513974362918,0.0562414397506296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611308950309911,0.0,0.04365654941815829,0.0,0.06734848070268726,0.0,0.062160404556311576,0.1095927601359914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300978581946416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492563682236331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533565645684376,0.1838648678070804,0.059018467213566475,0.0,0.06162790139116048,0.06502489154667211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05746907594800275,0.05809354494111764,0.09148338318001384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784395921151232,0.04748324672713944,0.0,0.17232934583877882,0.05851376410481484,0.14590872196531335,0.04419060263419879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047990358443244584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541003856881363,0.0,0.043158904961343836,0.0,0.05017158134613399,0.0,0.0656438013710634,0.0,0.07627022522411411,0.0735613325250567,0.0,0.0,0.16735684920912702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542794632361055,0.13668829880135056,0.13813244888336906,0.0,0.0,0.05321191435396539,0.10359214066452398,0.06408690400212615,0.0,0.0,0.062249652207121225,0.08357818496985094,0.0,0.0,0.0407764926757828,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,32y852395y238958935,2018/01/25,"How do you hang out with two people that know each other very well? Last week I hung out with my friend who I knew pretty well and he decided to bring his close friend with him. When we all gathered, they kept talking to each other about things I had no clue about and I was mostly quiet. It was really awkward for me since my friend was closer friends with the other guy than me. So how exactly does one handle this situation properly? 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This is my first reddit post ever.. and well, it's because I have become extremely desperate for help and someone to talk to. I'm in my 3rd year of high school, my social anxiety became unbearable last year due to an abusive relationship with the guy I was at the time. He managed to manipulate me and use my feelings to his advantage so I trust and talk to no one. I've overcome most of my fear now and switched schools, hoping things would be different and my anxiety would go away. Truth is, it didn't. At all. I can't even look up at people cause I'm so scared of them. I know we're all just kids, and yeah, in high school people judge a lot, but in reality nobody cares. I tell myself this every DAY. And I'm still scared, it's like an impulse. I've been bullied a lot when I was a kid and forbidden by my religiously obsessed father to see other kids who weren't christian. You could only imagine how all of this affected me and made me what I am today. I am not ashamed of who I am and of my capabilities, I just want to better myself. I don't want to be as sensitive anymore and cry so much pitying myself. I want to take life but the horns and be in control for once. I don't want to avoid people anymore, I don't want to stutter, I want to be sure of myself, I don't want to be self aware and I don't want to exclude and isolate myself anymore. I don't want to be excluded, I want to have friends, 6 months in I still have none. It just happens, they see me as the weirdo. I just want to be looked at and make people want to know me and talk to me, not point and laugh and give me dirty looks. I only want to become better. A little help?",2.4715670318205563,3.5801223267605637,4.196369327073551,88.39498174230567,75.02816901408453,7.1747522170057385,24.415753781950965,7.662118739084242,1.0217083985393849,1306,40,292,17,27,441,169,355,0.145,0.664,0.191,0.7959,1,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,2,5,15,20,0,6,10,1,30,1,0,8,6,68,64,28,0,18,8,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,5,13,20,0,2,4,0,0,1,13,8,1,2,6,6,48,12,46,48,8,31,1,1,5,0,24,15,0,4,15,196,61,4,0.0,0.08814032852849996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381673552535992,0.0,0.22132553340211245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989212565373963,0.0,0.0,0.04534762994206318,0.16431646015022836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315843313927166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584585787867595,0.07641931894445872,0.07869506236665576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834350350775284,0.059394592879241384,0.0,0.08171423978814395,0.04797558249682523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772201923905038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049134084545822965,0.06729027567120133,0.06267702723189689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370975728720068,0.03761396549005497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327634214672828,0.0,0.0,0.05747375304407395,0.0,0.0,0.07136194409261519,0.04227771578114718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365808211362611,0.06578308722352272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972448578660463,0.15719485008649794,0.0,0.07388634251356073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176591514131702,0.06063801458665925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052544061373307235,0.03634333779378722,0.07455861299182191,0.0,0.0,0.18740732222529866,0.0,0.0,0.12648792762269884,0.0,0.07038989049597155,0.0496560958130951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937761926060652,0.0,0.0546854221527714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922323035629825,0.05040878532161902,0.11315433446091322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062914401883635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032286853323581,0.0,0.07124533385345444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765632425085889,0.0,0.0,0.07986733100851809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895531432622006,0.2258608330902518,0.11855885858974367,0.0,0.07760529574555203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583153183573935,0.06303065078844844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881636238994575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011196737039359,0.0,0.05593223963013668,0.17937629025548993,0.06502039180531344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884320553778056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04337757596998162,0.0,0.07051329610668369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424932531487203,0.0,0.0,0.6142824808949384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688580406975526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568945443176424,0.0,0.0,0.09580981476218528 socialanxiety,impossiblevoyage,2018/01/25,"How do I ask my roommate to stop being loud while I'm trying to work, without coming off as rude? I'm at university and I share a living-space/study with another girl, who has recently started to listen to loud music, talk to people on Skype, and watch Youtube videos regularly without headphones, when I am quite evidently trying to work (and when she quite probably ought to be working as well). For the past few days I've just been putting headphones on and turning up my own music to try to drown it out (which isn't working very well), and going to the library to work (which isn't as effective for me as working in the study). I've hardly spoken to this girl, I hardly know her, and I'm terrified to say anything because I'm scared I'll sound rude or spoilsport-y or something. (And because me talking to people in general usually doesn't work out.) What do I say? I need to sort something out soon, I have a mountain of work that needs doing and I can't concentrate on any of it.",8.091449520586579,6.038580299492388,8.280676818950932,74.68072194021435,63.263959390862944,10.989058093626623,38.132543711223924,9.444778638647367,3.449035420191766,777,32,152,11,9,256,113,197,0.115,0.873,0.012,-0.9613,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,11,7,6,2,1,5,0,14,0,0,2,0,27,27,18,1,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,2,8,13,0,1,2,1,0,3,6,3,2,0,1,9,14,3,37,23,2,24,0,0,1,0,12,11,0,3,10,98,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599149922082969,0.11717602149547925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919579052830083,0.0,0.10446795781501274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623934315985406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625977491650528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720672927717453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350815065397475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002059540379712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141299217814521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571733071397082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667474498643258,0.15494200218771276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048170211952065,0.0,0.0,0.11233616696845508,0.0,0.2377124636647818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033625618581032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777307145085288,0.11187781042747548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205593730645705,0.0,0.0,0.07909479705653248,0.0,0.0,0.09342513579159972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963531937671845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22760575638209776,0.12154817879306958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307305888026752,0.09220262289431837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009471724282921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543941064651506,0.0,0.6508226679955467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MethylMethyl,2018/01/25,"I literally can't think of anything to say, and I want to. I hate it, honestly. I feel like a total dumbass each time it happens. I'll be in a group with people who are having a conversation, and I'll just shut down. I see everyone laughing and comfortably talking with each other, and I want to be a part of it so bad. I tell myself to think of something to say, but each thing that pops into my head seems so dumb or pointless that I'm better off just staying silent. Then I start internally berating myself for being so quiet, which puts me in such a negative head space that I end up just retreating into my own thoughts. Even when the discussion moves to things I kow a lot about, or I'm passionate about, I stay silent. I feel like conversation/friendly banter is a mine field that I can't navigate safely. How do I get better?",5.393353293413178,5.48919363473054,6.5385688622754525,77.92881137724551,67.74251497005989,10.033293413173652,30.47245508982036,9.888512548439397,2.7605932934131734,655,23,131,14,10,221,102,167,0.128,0.722,0.15,-0.0386,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,12,12,2,0,8,0,9,3,2,1,1,29,24,13,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,12,11,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,6,20,9,21,20,7,18,0,0,1,1,8,9,1,4,7,96,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207245157768735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400534434106756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838868652024329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214957818511792,0.0,0.0,0.10600442384492788,0.0,0.0,0.1533583891915648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623006422996537,0.2293131352834069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399685745565946,0.0,0.08385121439419371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419238462327876,0.0,0.0,0.15845407539619805,0.3294252069143865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568180060356706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644580961387845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057916023264186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379878895349068,0.0,0.11126596467322868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613402667960264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552616995086422,0.0,0.0,0.12789251710589244,0.1461072281465276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235557148601095,0.0,0.0,0.11359810472135795,0.3421293711757073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899857248275026,0.1402783675569604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324946116064286,0.20567547135376135,0.0,0.12741388855840918,0.0935850335055932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932641469682934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mlcrager,2018/01/25,"Here's my experience. What should I do? I grew up with my younger sister mostly, and we were mainly raised by my stay-at-home mom who suffered from schizophrenia and was an alcoholic when I was younger. She was very, very paranoid about the outside world and her mental illness really hit the roof after the September 11th attacks. My mom was paranoid and delusional about me going to classmates’ houses and kind of just raised me to not trust people at all due to her experiences. She always had something bad to say about a parent she met, always had a reason I couldn’t play outside or anywhere other than our house. I couldn’t even play in our backyard because the neighbors were always suspicious to her somehow. Some of my most cherished, outdoor memories are of my sister and I sneaking into the backyard to play during the summer and rolling peaches from our peach tree down a hill for fun. Now I look back on it and my heart hurts over how truly trapped I was lol. My sister, while being raised by the same parent as I, had a completely different social life from the beginning and I still have no clue how two girls raised by the same parent can grow up to be two completely different young women. I do know I think my dad had a greater influence on my sister, he shunned me for being a picky eater and she got more attention because she always ate her food. She was always an A+ student on honor roll that he was proud of but lashed out at me for always being the slower one who had mostly average grades because he was afraid of me becoming the failure in school he once was. I know the way my mom and dad raised me, as well as being in special ed classes in elementary school and bullying are all factors in me having a hard time socializing. My sister has a great social life, an awesome circle of friends who seem to care about her well-being, and she goes out on a regular basis. I graduated high school not too long ago and in my entire 4 years I was mostly isolated and made friends online. I think at that point I developed a superiority complex and thought I was above everyone my age. I thought I was too smart for my age group and I claimed to have ""high standards"" for friends and justified my isolation by claiming I was just better than everyone else and no one was worth my time. This DID stem from some bad friends and relationships in the past but it was still damaging. And it pisses me off now that I ever did that. The regret of how much I missed out on has been slowly eating me alive while I take a gap year to save money for college. My boyfriend and my younger sister have better social circles and seeing pictures of them on instagram or snapchat hanging out with people… it makes my chest hurt. I’m not jealous they’re not WITH me, I’m jealous because I wish I was in those pictures having fun with people, too. But I don’t know how to talk to people. I’ve made online friends all my life. I don’t hate interaction, I really do crave it and I’m starved for interaction. When I make friends online I actually go out of my way to try and have us video chat/voice call so I can feel like they’re actually there. But when I’m in a circle of people I just kind of shut off. I think it’s selective mutism? Or something like that, but when I’m around people I just lose my voice and the most I can do is listen to people talking and enjoy their presence. But it makes me feel like an alien, I feel like an outsider and I never feel like I belong in any group. I have things I want to tell them, things I want to add, but something is holding me back. Recently an experience that made me ""wake up"" and think it's social anxiety was this one night I was at my boyfriend’s house. His brother and my boyfriend’s friends came back late and were hanging out talking in the room next to us and since my boyfriend had passed out I kind of wanted to join them. But instead I just…sat outside their door and listened to them talking. I heard them laughing, I heard what they were talking about and I just hurt and I cried. I couldn’t sleep the rest of the night, it feels like I’m watching people behind glass and I can’t break through. I realized it might be social anxiety. Social media gives me panic attacks often and I’m scared of/unable to talk to people. I want to have friends and be more outgoing in college. I know there's nothing wrong with being a bit introverted but this is destroying me and I can't take it anymore. It's not fun or relaxing being an introvert. Sorry for the long post but lately reddit has been a bit of a haven for me, I like talking to others about their experiences and knowing where other people come from. I had to come here after thinking about it. Even if you don't have advice I'd love to hear your stories, too.",4.2375036346663,5.519358947201695,4.8895358339837465,84.45211682965278,70.9324181626188,7.559548842263133,27.98018150375709,7.943236836262638,1.6974257349677853,3781,135,745,49,69,1214,368,947,0.108,0.7240000000000001,0.168,0.9965,6,2,4,0,0,1,75.0,6,2,9,5,45,62,7,3,42,1,76,14,5,12,5,147,136,69,0,11,25,15,6,7,9,2,5,7,5,2,33,59,4,1,22,5,2,10,16,21,1,5,44,16,130,41,116,77,20,96,0,8,3,1,93,45,1,16,44,522,163,9,0.0,0.0,0.08778645008283048,0.0,0.0,0.04395316785867095,0.039871359781102685,0.048069101268817485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455785814025772,0.0,0.0,0.030587408276304493,0.0,0.06881795198791475,0.0,0.044607294527943084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0400410370696792,0.0,0.10234069985252996,0.0,0.10375871869302383,0.07511153068161333,0.10967564675665074,0.04967600859946893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956092009094899,0.09821130548191996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04592880700215966,0.051444238810932484,0.045859306910220936,0.0,0.0,0.07749122115356984,0.09431970131683144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049407555088561386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398741167031624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460249655267489,0.03757436212436638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059416693962219415,0.04068627464159241,0.0,0.08595913403070808,0.0,0.17599321053894645,0.0,0.0,0.11371421167640712,0.1606657992003126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438904473707405,0.0,0.2780066364965157,0.0,0.0,0.04314816111762066,0.05112544831576942,0.0,0.03597398678075465,0.04958974279841729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040292541391444975,0.04440766226254445,0.0,0.0,0.05069484375330944,0.053300585772180775,0.0,0.09504601934036068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556999235919769,0.14445353827636812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051679100239872,0.1235969999594063,0.0,0.1014770262695468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531044822576068,0.1538220055846972,0.0,0.0,0.07961037887298945,0.03777121189180081,0.05032023580992023,0.0,0.0,0.04059549720970578,0.12768126099101704,0.09007192488344039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04532846901158117,0.04771583859894775,0.0,0.15803733727425645,0.0,0.0,0.03306489804664753,0.0,0.03469074311812178,0.0,0.04783590491964038,0.08441989170215036,0.0,0.043158769427664376,0.0,0.0,0.04790139550059813,0.0914372394890732,0.0,0.0,0.052773416925571234,0.14983228437850396,0.0,0.04293774976315113,0.2806463154294577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042519896287961635,0.0,0.04307765410647838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762967315971495,0.04624612380373153,0.04441154800521727,0.0482908433929072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035769276719451536,0.045032040421518434,0.13656409925842689,0.0358426104935729,0.04094738759747423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03720727105297729,0.0,0.045011697970384235,0.32095451385665685,0.0,0.10388159046832512,0.0,0.050350548152142766,0.0,0.047941858002953135,0.0718409176347189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763754317282536,0.25306812193933936,0.03931381602924704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976438299370265,0.14410432241534227,0.0,0.07141694420306557,0.05245548339926138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03053793414561311,0.0,0.08787631370028548,0.0,0.10820891384489376,0.0,0.0,0.07422512516614788,0.10611962437965744,0.07140481375108343,0.0,0.0,0.08088343127922329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172387690559639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917771012177658,0.0,0.05793027889827295 socialanxiety,thiccpillow,2018/01/25,"Just found out my crush likes me back, what should I️ do? I️ have severe social anxiety and am not confident to try and talk to her, even after knowing this. My mind goes blank when talking to people and I️ avoid eye contact. But in the back of my mind I️ feel like I️ have to do something ",1.5283615819209049,3.7131391525423725,2.4450000000000003,95.04738700564974,81.20338983050847,5.289265536723164,20.002824858757066,6.42735559955562,0.02828587570621455,226,6,49,2,6,71,44,59,0.158,0.764,0.078,-0.5312,0,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,6,1,1,0,0,14,9,5,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,2,8,7,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,6,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848694722246319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716437161987795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961435260463658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221907115210242,0.1726421705076404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649680515708997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281018391861416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23612603702983295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4880160378135216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753682793680433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730073593002109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463422484180263,0.0,0.18604190959850286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884747992004045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640714844092275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TimorousCharles,2018/01/25,"I was able to give a speech in front of class today At first, i was a bit anxious, but the next thing i knew, i was speaking like i normally would. My voice was surprisingly loud and everyone in the class was able to hear it, and although there was some pauses, i didn’t think about it that much and i still continued speaking despite the awkward pauses. This is the first time in my school years that i was able to succesfully give a speech or talking in front of class in general, because usually when i do, i would always experience a panic attack in the middle of the speech, and the teachers would send me to the clinic. I think i did it... 😊😊",6.2247142857142865,5.537453669230776,6.720549450549452,79.95730769230772,66.15384615384616,9.89010989010989,31.64835164835165,9.23628265651192,2.4758351648351646,507,17,105,8,7,166,70,130,0.08199999999999999,0.856,0.062,-0.5242,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,2,12,0,14,1,0,0,0,15,20,8,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,8,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,2,10,8,15,2,15,7,3,21,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,11,77,22,4,0.4768044583226138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224650177773226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955110697043186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808113016894991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688519075149496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173515659072093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186903097780827,0.0,0.15546875061395393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27037975244902984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049295222107028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913109254069765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764752467098593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168353795637469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690289835515811,0.0,0.15572237799469296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647576619399656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608505223992089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269255521099556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774578752261306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558923184356164,0.20367802958194975,0.0,0.0,0.09267617133593302,0.0,0.1506516250692919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504424947195935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387082070041598,0.0,0.0,0.10234881283717856 socialanxiety,Lampman1234,2018/01/25,"I will change my entire identity because of social anxiety. I just couldn't take it anymore, I cut off my entire former life, I don't communicate with any people who have been in my life before (never had any really close friends anyway, I want to cut contact with everyone including my controlling family). And I will change my name, I try to avoid all people who were in my former life, I think I will probably have to move to a different country (I'm from a small country and my old identity will definitely haunt me here). I just don't have enough money at this point to leave country, but that is really all I care about, to start from scratch, and I want out of the western world entirely, I can't handle this culture and hypocrisy... I want to disappear and start an entirely new life and leave everybody in my current life behind.",14.06583850931677,7.493635832298138,13.018931677018635,59.074981366459646,57.13664596273293,17.103602484472052,48.34906832298137,13.662883650711644,6.168653664596274,663,26,122,17,5,219,91,161,0.084,0.8320000000000001,0.085,0.4865,3,1,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,2,1,4,0,15,5,0,1,3,24,24,7,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,1,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,3,1,23,2,21,16,3,20,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,8,84,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927427528135684,0.0,0.1084119434811528,0.0,0.14054366203922353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638843262531955,0.0,0.12058942359907557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448836227235592,0.0,0.2998323441332139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894594525877226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806249921141998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642995915250492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541520070028368,0.0,0.0,0.1335967288476761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948901737346983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001124324694633,0.0,0.0,0.500489122762089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062111267571635,0.0,0.0,0.1092997037430427,0.136869680000608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487065422998049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649532075503404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396692171265098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279324114068454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157311250778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444610707822252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006138722649108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655239361008717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080554829545304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621549886305156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25076236043414085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ExcruciatingReality,2018/01/25,"Completely Embarrassed myself today. I had to give a 5 minute speech today in my public speaking class, and I completely blew it. Soon as I got to the front my leg started shaking and I completely forgot my speech. I just started stating facts about my speech and ended up finishing at 2 minutes. Standing at the front completely blanked and people looking at me, was the most awkward situation I've been through. I don't even know if I can go back to that class again, every inch of my body is telling me to drop this class, but this is the only class I have left, so I can transfer to a 4 year uni. It seems like trade school is my last hope.",6.368872767857141,5.870863945312504,6.475803571428576,81.20312500000001,65.796875,9.501785714285717,33.910714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.6613558035714284,507,20,102,7,7,162,84,128,0.052000000000000005,0.888,0.059,0.5936,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,6,0,10,2,2,0,1,13,20,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,3,0,0,5,5,18,2,14,15,1,25,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,4,12,66,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431863473878035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958525708856551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6780555876775526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319668355865398,0.0,0.0,0.1067852759814152,0.0,0.13621875145370502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550940648419605,0.09188402692927423,0.0,0.12930682777393546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605804514218573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885273731003906,0.1317872752175245,0.0,0.0,0.17566112263862582,0.0,0.0,0.07898658115378067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357668701184599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296165630839265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208557448838613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362444128061873,0.0,0.14718348644892973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817302623311273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288697871964584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131168917729245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30649932138611896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411385096191844 socialanxiety,uglylightsmanifesto,2018/01/25,"Dear Evan Hansen - social anxiety the musical I recently found put a musical called Dear Evan Hansen. For those who don't know, it's about a high school senior named Evan Hansen who suffers from social anxiety disorder. After the death of a classmate, Evan learns to connect with others and finds a place to fit in. I first learned about it after finding this song https://youtu.be/kfnMvo87fQU I have never heard a song I can relate to as much as this one. This song defines my experience with SA. I really recommend looking into this musical. I'm gonna try to watch it on Broadway if I can get a hold of tickets. I also recommend listening to ""You Will Be Found"" Its a more encouraging song and it might help you through tough moments. 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Like you police all your words to make sure you're nice despite the fact everybody always says you're nice. Like it's this pathological fear of saying you don't really like someone, or trying to make a playful dig at someone else you might come across as a total ass. That's my biggest fear and everytime I talk I think about that.",3.0576250000000016,5.568351512500001,3.945000000000004,84.59000000000002,77.625,7.0,22.5,8.07648339933343,1.3761249999999996,331,10,61,6,8,106,58,80,0.279,0.613,0.108,-0.9453,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,0,1,2,11,0,3,3,0,5,2,1,2,5,15,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,8,8,9,7,3,5,0,0,0,1,8,3,1,2,4,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223584913177626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760225828129765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283806955484006,0.0,0.0,0.18904469147386568,0.0,0.0,0.16549613411977213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6176364005474793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681523524410944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442519906651329,0.0,0.0,0.19929507689570147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408969963389566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720768493226605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29099135123460423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100397177004269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243590458788488,0.0,0.0,0.1470548420947877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723220412668856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421658383873488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,screaminmapillow,2018/01/25,"Need to vent about almost going on erasmus Hi there, so i'm going on erasmus to Budapest in a couple of weeks. I'm low key excited, but also kinda dreading it at the same time. I just have had this particular image in my head for a few weeks now. Do you know the feeling when you dread 1 upcoming moment so hard, your heart starts to pound when you think of it, and it seems like that moment is so important? For me, it's when I will arrive at Budapest and in my apartment where I'll be staying, I will share it with some other erasmus students who have been there the first semester too. I am already stressing out so hard about the day that I'll arrive and I'll meet all these people. Because they all seem to get along well (i'm already in the whatsapp group of the apartment), and I can feel like a unwelcome freak very easily. I also know that because I'm stressing out so much about that one moment/day, I will not be able to act normal. I really try to cope with stress about social situations like these, but even though I try to rationalize as much as possible and realize that it really doesn't matter that much, still my hands will shake like hell and I will be really nervous when I arrive there. I just needed to vent a bit about that dreading feeling. It's just hell when you freak out weeks before a social situation. How do you guys try to handle this feeling?",6.3198913043478235,5.748430916666671,6.849043478260871,78.73073913043481,65.92028985507247,9.823768115942027,30.35652173913044,9.21078282632365,2.384958260869565,1087,33,216,17,15,357,138,276,0.193,0.7040000000000001,0.103,-0.9858,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,6,1,1,31,21,2,8,11,0,18,3,3,1,2,39,37,24,0,3,6,0,7,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,20,12,0,0,10,0,0,4,2,14,1,2,2,7,23,7,35,27,9,36,2,1,0,0,15,15,2,5,20,152,43,1,0.10635653374737153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650070537852303,0.0,0.23473415942594994,0.17010656322443146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296679116134832,0.0,0.09050157669015804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611378875139525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768148165786405,0.0,0.13718233122109388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024748746777963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510823647579366,0.0759811289601625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046681327325376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556689917895409,0.0,0.12088973823182655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530968976031356,0.0,0.0,0.19054912737085555,0.0,0.10915248748553216,0.0,0.0,0.12603300457737962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690153896781012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784172045174615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345528695318061,0.15772404426986047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420682144213923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720699397959469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373422896394556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990101143731692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440415679977825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364598770311253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390984001922506,0.0,0.2168341847226497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527970200046455,0.11336191378759515,0.08493646523698631,0.0,0.3654931501991888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814897233670658,0.1044947544051758,0.0,0.06201735012468024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166273149647021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775527889886961,0.0,0.0,0.2559383881347654,0.0,0.09562729674510513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,heyyyitskatelyn,2018/01/25,Can’t speak Anyone else have this problem? I work with people daily because I work in a doctors office and every day I will think too much when talking to someone that my words will just come out as a big jumbled mess or a will accidentally combine 2 words into one. I have to restart my sentence 1-3 times. It’s embarrassing. Then I can’t stop thinking about it and how dumb I look. ,4.726923076923075,5.2189178461538495,5.6222051282051275,82.53946153846154,69.25641025641025,7.2656410256410275,30.98461538461539,6.742157984588678,1.6675507692307687,304,12,61,2,5,100,60,78,0.217,0.7659999999999999,0.017,-0.9303,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,1,1,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,15,11,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,0,2,8,0,8,8,1,10,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,1,5,40,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181670192378155,0.2664280641642561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850985182135974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239899621428715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769569837124773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661483272246473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172189268536686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908369438103648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835692342409532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114953026870196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762008092161174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802697608345212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488104172322109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031976377697052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739394931376368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089995972960384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33322919672120505,0.0,0.0,0.15162364930992328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37860504268914813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kedu17,2018/01/26,"Troubles with written and verbal expression? I lack the ability to express my self verbally, and to a somewhat lesser extent, through writing. I first became aware of this issue in middle school, but as I’ve gone through this problem came to trouble me more. I was thinking that I was having so much difficulty expressing myself due to 1) being afraid to talk to classmates/peers and keeping to myself since elementary, so I didn’t really get sufficient “practice” in conversing w/ others and expressing ideas, and 2) growing up in an immigrant household where my parents spoke english, but not in the same way an american/australian/brit would, so I would pick up on their sometimes broken english and a more “foreign” way of speaking. I take issue with the first reason because I had some genuine friends growing up (at least in elementary), and I could sometimes speak w/ them. I have issues with word recall and often have to use the thesaurus to find words a thrid grader would know. I keep a stock inventory of maybe what feels to be ~12 words I can draw upon to get through very basic conversation without having to awkwardly pause for 10+ seconds and search for an appropriate word. For the most part I tend to repeat these words very often. A lot of the time I speak very slowly and have to revise myself as I think of different ways I can express a thought. My sentence structure tends to be very simple as well, and I don’t find myself using sayings, expressions, idioms and such as often as other people do. When I speak it’s not organized and does not flow; I say what pops into my mind and happens to be relevant—because of this, I struggle with “getting to the point”, or don’t get to the point at all. Added to this, I trip over my words rather frequently, and try to find ways to express my thoughts in the shortest most concise way possible so I don’t allow myself the opportunity to stammer, get stuck on a word, or struggle to find a way to properly and thoroughly explain more complex ideas. I feel like I have expressive language disorder or some lesser version of dyspraxia— that, or I’m just dumb. It’s frustrating to see 8 year olds more articulate and coherent than I am at 18. I would love to participate more in my classes and interact more with people, but the anxiety I have over my speech impediment continuously holds me back. 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Okay so prom season is coming up, and I kinda wanna go to it (A girl I know would 100% go with me so finding a date actually isn't a problem luckily) but I also kinda don't wanna go. I kinda want to go because I don't want to miss out, but I don't want to go because there's gonna be a bunch of people there and I hate big groups of people with all the noise and seeing people that I don't really like. Anyone have any advice on what I should do?",1.0605882352941158,1.9969387352941224,4.074656862745098,88.55845588235296,78.31372549019608,6.276470588235295,18.63235294117647,6.6274283507984215,-0.007905882352940985,349,6,81,3,8,127,59,102,0.092,0.823,0.085,-0.7666,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,5,1,11,0,0,0,1,23,25,8,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,0,1,10,2,13,21,2,12,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,3,3,54,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.19110768546186505,0.0,0.0,0.19136867182263007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660997774532212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331751949064158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693308400080645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23875961476309895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869537274031612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899055533045213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5564905567207706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334750508215204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762634356434507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567557711324813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407304071220698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738860293163007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254575557057516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605593632900694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465274386561391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911627496789775,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AstorReinhardt,2018/01/26,"Finally made a group of people who like the same things... But I'm scared to meet them. We're meeting up tomorrow in a public place and they also seem to have anxiety issues/are awkward. But that doesn't help much since I'm the ""leader"" of this group since I made it! I am so not a leader...I'm a follower. I'm going to be taking my pills before hand so I'll be calmer? But that doesn't fix the worrying I'll have between now and then... I want this to happen since I'm sick of being alone and stuck at home...I have one rl friend whom I don't get to see all that often so having more friends is the point of this group...finding people I can hang with, talk to...do things with. But...the worry is real. I'm worried about making an ass out of myself, not having anything to talk about, having someone take over the group because I'm a chicken when it comes to this sort of thing... idk what to do to help myself. Breathing techniques don't do jack for me and picturing my calm place can only do so much. ARG!",1.4893614367672754,3.215147459715641,3.0576403093040665,92.92050386630085,79.14218009478672,5.579546021451733,19.636068845098528,6.339386263674448,-0.02710995260663473,778,18,172,6,19,256,120,211,0.136,0.765,0.099,-0.7128,1,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,2,0,10,6,0,2,11,0,21,5,3,3,1,23,41,14,0,1,5,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,15,8,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,3,2,12,4,26,35,5,17,0,0,1,1,16,8,1,3,6,109,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700206418626326,0.0,0.1057841738126199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119374763402757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885507187731608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063658826580812,0.0,0.11256043667494213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394740544798612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490614489847076,0.12090141566002152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439821733690688,0.0,0.06911077867371276,0.0,0.0751777053093796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697466275688688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732883307612196,0.0,0.13268750704897145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462526861110462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503328454100346,0.08829784837892887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448186711891055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963627144686827,0.10060481099093437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341242912234132,0.0,0.2764086446226029,0.0,0.12504724508932288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056346542302335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243523825471354,0.0,0.10540993958867932,0.12042263645216253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32826985590158625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120803147209155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891601760013167,0.21264311689438284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26364262734366944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780221016340234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030099234482912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SickTimes,2018/01/26,"How can I feel less anxious when I walk down the street? I'd love to go on walks or runs by myself but I feel on the verge of panic being outside, surrounded by other people. I never leave my house unless I know exactly where I'm going, and even then, I still get anxious. I'd also like to go to cafes or to the movies (alone obviously, I don't have friends). So yeah, if anyone also struggles with this and has any advice, I'll be thankful 💙",2.584147465437788,3.658098505376344,4.436589861751155,86.91774193548392,74.6989247311828,6.604608294930878,22.963133640553004,6.868970318607317,0.6589520737327184,343,9,73,3,7,117,69,93,0.114,0.728,0.158,0.6425,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,3,1,6,1,0,1,3,15,16,13,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,0,2,9,4,12,14,1,17,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,3,5,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655754068046896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832659084489244,0.0,0.3217127628933389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678617582040262,0.0,0.0,0.4544754462544266,0.0,0.14064595825766585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285503422791353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341092009024275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540489862502646,0.0,0.10509048164526913,0.0,0.3429477171968484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320954746180557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110544579747338,0.0,0.0,0.2129845680546224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826977405159984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154211591523467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513619345029175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360014886196413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944930795235788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063545335245674,0.0,0.0,0.21028146995807015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851882095865065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CasuallyVaping,2018/01/26,I had the worst day today and I feel anxious Ok so today was going smooth and then I walked in the bathroom casually took a piss and everything I come out and these weird girls are walking behind me there was 2 of them and than one of them says “there’s your bf” and than one of them says “hi *name*” I don’t even know there names I just know there wicked weird and than I was walking to the grocery store and these upper class men were in car parked and I saw them and one of them flipped me off and I don’t even know them. 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It just feels amazing to get this all off my chest, even if it is only online. For me I struggle making friends. Since being at uni (now in third year) I've made many acquaintances (people who'll say hi and sometimes try to make small talk but I don't enjoy it and don't have the courage to try and become friends with them). I've met a couple of people I actually feel comfortable around and talking to but we barely talk or see each other outside classes. I haven't made a new friend for years and I'm very lucky to still have a few friends, including a couple I'm very close to. Because my friends all still live in my home town while I'm at uni I feel lonely a lot of the time. I really enjoy being around friends and being sociable with them so I miss them a lot. Talking on the phone to my friends or mum is when I'm happiest but I wish I could physically be with them. I haven't had a hug for a long time and I hate that. I live in a house with 7 other people, they're all good friends and I moved in after they'd been living together a year which I hated because I know if there is any chance of me making a friend or just feeling comfortable with someone it's not going to happen when I'm thrust into a whole group of friends. They're all nice people and have tried not to make me feel excluded but I isolate myself from them most of the time because I hate the thought of sitting with a group of friends and being the odd one out, not knowing what to say and not understanding inside jokes. If I'm having an anxious day I'll listen through the kitchen door before I go in and if I hear anyone in there I just won't eat until I'm 100% sure the kitchens empty and I can make something really quick. In my first ever job I worked at a football stadium in a kiosk selling food and drinks. The stadium employed a loooot of people and would often move people from kiosk to kiosk each different shift. I don't know why but I worked in the same kiosk almost every time but it meant that apart from one other person who was always there I was usually working with a lot of new people every time and it was the biggest kiosk so there would be about 10 people working in it. It made me so anxious to have to have that much interaction with new people every time that I would throw up before I left for work most days, even though it was only a 4 hour shift. That was 4 years ago and I feel like I'd be ok with that now, it would still make me anxious but not nearly as bad to throw up so I do feel like I've made some progress. I work in a small pub now where most nights I'm working completely by myself. Some people will talk to me a bit while they're drinking which I can cope with and I always leave feeling good about myself because even though it was only a small amount of socialising I feel so accomplished for doing it. The future scares me because I know I can't get a full time job like that and I don't want people to think I'm lazy because they think I'm not motivated to get a job. I am motivated and I will probably end up with a job that scares me but I hope I'll be able to grow from it and leave each day feeling like I've achieved something on a personal level. I'm a completely different person when I'm drunk but I feel like that's the person who I actually am. I open up, the anxious feeling finally goes aways almost completely, I can talk to almost anyone including complete strangers. I also do stupid, dangerous stuff when I'm drunk and got in bad situations because I just don't care if I live or die. Some acquaintances tell me they love drunk me and they wish I was drunk all the time which does kind of hurt to hear but at the same time I feel like that is just the real me coming out when I'm drunk. When I'm drunk with people at uni my personality isn't much different than it is when I'm with my close friends. I wish there was some sort of safe medicated way I could always have some alcohol in my system to keep some of the anxiety away and let me be myself. There's a guy I talk to who lives on the other side of the world and I feel like I'm in love with him but it's hard to tell. He tells me he loves me and I'm planning on visiting him in a few months when I graduate which weirdly is something I don't find too scary because I do like to take risks and do possibly stupid and drastic things. The only thing with possibly getting into a relationship is that I find it so hard to trust him (or anyone I've been interested in) because I've been treated so badly by men in the past. I guess this is more of a generalized anxiety thing but obviously with him being om the other side of the world it makes the trust thing so much worse. I upset myself over the most irrelevant thing he says or does then when I get the courage to tell him I'm upset about it he explains it and it makes sense and I've just wasted literally hours panicking and crying. I don't think he really understands my trust issues and I don't have anyone to talk to who understands the whole long distance thing so it's a lot to deal with by myself. I deal with it all by myself, I have good and bad days with it but I know it's just part of me and always has been. Ever since I can remember teachers and other adults would say 'has the cat got your tounge"" (things like that make me a million times more anxious because I hate knowing that someones realised I'm anxious/quiet) and other things that made me feel bad and embarrassed about being quiet. My parents have always been the kind of people who belittle mental health and I wish they weren't because maybe if I'd had some help when I was young instead of being punished sometimes for just being ""shy"" things would be a lot different. I think I had a minor case of selective mutism when I was really young. I remember I used to purposely pretend I didn't hear things so I wouldn't have to respond which got me in trouble a lot. Luckily I got over it pretty quicky with no help. I think the main thing that helped me get over it was when I made my first proper friend when I was 5. She was loud and outgoing and for some reason she just liked me as soon as we met. I let her do a lot of the talking at first until I became comfortable with her and did my fair share of talking too, for a couple of years we were completely inseperable and I think that without knowing it she did a lot to help me come out of my shell. It makes the future terrifying but I just take each day as it comes. More than anything I just don't want it to define me or my life in any way. I step out of my comfort zone whenever I can and it very rarely works other than making me feel really good about myself for the rest of the day or however long but I'll never stop trying.",4.337118888688437,4.6731870359612735,5.293862829995792,85.10259471405377,70.06500691562933,8.306320283841481,26.713241926754463,8.217865663524003,1.4920349630164176,5498,159,1178,73,92,1808,428,1446,0.136,0.703,0.161,0.9943,11,2,6,0,0,0,70.0,3,1,10,17,69,82,8,7,76,1,105,21,1,22,13,263,224,110,1,23,48,2,19,11,13,12,4,11,4,8,88,88,13,3,43,11,1,12,27,25,0,7,42,31,160,57,169,151,51,162,0,3,1,4,104,67,0,43,88,800,248,20,0.027096428576658345,0.0,0.05288441116801037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024019349028260868,0.02895784159831365,0.08139947744557446,0.0,0.0,0.021669004143083672,0.11273199612707845,0.0,0.0,0.036853001216511534,0.0,0.0621860810848715,0.18366750959921355,0.0,0.09473226442072363,0.0,0.02229805195324817,0.04824313241937585,0.0,0.0,0.050915973215310516,0.0,0.11312193021465974,0.18169504496411015,0.02992587650464461,0.06917119491740976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029582282092238014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027626614816202016,0.0,0.0,0.07002352181110902,0.14205044915749526,0.0,0.0,0.043268586724002696,0.08994504851329216,0.029764154441194787,0.10484972880202736,0.05587045612469725,0.0,0.0,0.02812181488821057,0.11324000272707688,0.0,0.0,0.04742453449408724,0.0,0.0,0.05308836857405589,0.0,0.027726411064731508,0.022635589138025183,0.0,0.023999393072821267,0.0,0.0,0.05369080656713582,0.04902054189479969,0.06848972920564908,0.0,0.0,0.026505506544967944,0.0,0.0,0.2192122951190604,0.11614616393572293,0.026016820721027584,0.029682813042763982,0.049531289651744616,0.0691446249152659,0.03276510899115734,0.0,0.2721502355354765,0.0,0.0849405934047441,0.0,0.030799049595113055,0.09090879483501896,0.08668595695444747,0.0,0.029849770955558574,0.02682972438532397,0.02396128230300937,0.0,0.04854615544742274,0.1070084537140594,0.0,0.02880223649086376,0.09161893294301494,0.0,0.07264865962693318,0.0,0.027179927170132127,0.02691286751697491,0.05336904797624418,0.03126564054132371,0.029007287212978437,0.0,0.0,0.028281631560875462,0.1075560972592585,0.024084550724622542,0.0,0.056433521303637865,0.1042404195903336,0.0,0.0,0.057382410894511085,0.029440348931619287,0.05541586811767309,0.019139008840288414,0.14561740939988754,0.0,0.11963321431386878,0.0719384598463851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842913167873549,0.07336675411691318,0.15383577530080875,0.21704491778562734,0.027471525624096417,0.027222004512792736,0.0,0.0,0.02729680110211669,0.027306826857254596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02162811077488087,0.0575984307336274,0.0597569782766253,0.0,0.041796872320308,0.07850969870361113,0.0,0.025428162656782296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03672248252925418,0.08243221977753483,0.0,0.0,0.030087377288251223,0.029342791620832344,0.025866607101222117,0.2442082736147529,0.11829778137582872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109430381395156,0.05190177686353209,0.02756680920437599,0.0292145329431862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03084166788339855,0.08679332994957546,0.027859641480611444,0.0,0.029091423736018994,0.06138994288857112,0.0,0.02577490859611064,0.0861926703006658,0.05425650403083842,0.0,0.02159234538916254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044828891450757184,0.030457521016017057,0.0,0.027621396600189703,0.04591743200353668,0.06258046359011217,0.05359812143239953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491772858960916,0.02265382758784179,0.0,0.02832707041371464,0.0620378559130698,0.0,0.0,0.02553806326044026,0.0,0.040746284195006345,0.2177908289544588,0.09473389159773536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601995755330647,0.10417378395654256,0.05324420700096906,0.02151153758942384,0.15800145406755906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358678538906266,0.0,0.0,0.08462501326553984,0.0,0.02340261435916681,0.02984288792259449,0.06707217402993032,0.03196435123753937,0.04301576753843537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024450312210576176,0.09075658450976418,0.1246382224545202,0.026119990209589987,0.0,0.15781218176571254,0.0,0.027613575632270917,0.11549115255805414,0.0,0.0,0.08724605806030225 socialanxiety,Ericladylover,2018/01/26,"I get kind of lonesome and think about the past, help! I'm a busy 26 year old. I have a roommate and one other friend in town. I talk to the friend about three times a month. My roommate and I have exchanges daily. That being said, I don't always feel extremely close to either people. Outside of that, I don't get too much genuine conversation. Oddly, this situation has me lingering on people in my past. They enter my thoughts as if I still speak with them. I get on the internet wondering how they are doing. Some of these people wouldn't even remember my name. It's an embarrassing level of lonesomeness and I don't think I show this to the outside world. Most people would assume me to be a healthy normal lady. Clearly, I don't want to be like this. I don't really know what to do.",2.289135021097046,4.42589580379747,3.8281265822784825,86.37784388185655,78.30379746835443,6.744978902953588,22.558649789029538,7.793537801064563,1.1042113080168776,619,19,124,10,15,205,95,158,0.062,0.823,0.115,0.835,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,1,9,0,16,0,0,1,1,25,28,7,0,5,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,9,6,0,0,8,1,1,1,6,1,0,2,2,3,21,4,18,21,4,16,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,5,8,88,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436811499241498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405157206100668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731071180512964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668197422426571,0.0,0.2706499165036467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574179596579752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981658964938774,0.0948987983502266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436129110047724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782918486242154,0.0,0.12693751034532302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691868596781894,0.0,0.0,0.1811955310133463,0.0,0.11701044732510855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32967959236260275,0.47885013578038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062134869716632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956094518645949,0.0,0.16425543029080958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409625455789853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790012617926767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879128296386986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128898013351572,0.0,0.13708630041469536,0.10068938451388597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184940611740637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872609097434141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266483175209167,0.0,0.0,0.1111983676251279 socialanxiety,ProgrammaticallyBuy,2018/01/26,"How to approach a girl with social anxiety yo. So, there's a girl in school I like and I would like to be more than friends with. She has social anxiety, so I read a lot about it and tried to picture how it is to be in her shoes. My question is, how exactly do I approach her? I don't want to hurt her, but I am not sure her reaction will be due to her social anxiety, or simply because she doesn't want to go out with me. How would you like to be approached? a friendly gesture? just to say hi? thank you.",0.2472060050041697,2.0894919357798223,2.456196830692246,95.1020433694746,83.77064220183486,5.798498748957464,22.753127606338616,6.980632752743323,0.5752862385321098,387,14,92,5,11,131,62,109,0.086,0.741,0.173,0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,0,14,1,1,4,2,22,18,10,0,4,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,0,2,2,6,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,1,17,7,17,11,2,8,0,1,0,0,19,3,0,3,4,69,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106240623635796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906906873533437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764690780643047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168538233195867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153948770761225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262236461726871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211291626151155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043336444851265,0.0,0.17897021902204796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422857969475517,0.0,0.18107841402379699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5471647295789182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863167927543204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472715476073038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147615762880425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110654269733012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25420182674917585,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tryingtoreclaimyouth,2018/01/26,I have a group job interview in less than an hour And I would legitimately rather die than do this ,2.1744999999999983,4.465879450000003,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,79.5,8.0,20.0,8.841846274778883,1.0859999999999999,79,2,18,2,2,26,18,20,0.196,0.804,0.0,-0.5994,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,14,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518936529704416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236866638986392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277000048860769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777543893972512,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KWolf_,2018/01/26,"Is it possible to be born with social anxiety? For as long as I can remember, I've always been extremely shy and quiet. I have a very introverted nature (which I know is different from social anxiety). But, I've always felt *very* uncomfortable amongst my own species (which is unrelated to introversion I guess). I have an almost immediate connection with animals and I am very empathetic towards them - but the opposite happens with people. My whole life I've struggled to make friends; at one point I was so lonely I even asked my mom for advice and she gave me a book on non-verbal communication, but that book didn't help much. These days I just learn to deal with my loneliness anyways because social interaction, no matter how minor, just demands too much energy from me. My parents told me they were ""like me"" when they were younger but they had grown out of it by early adulthood and learned to ""open up to people"". I am already an adult but I don't foresee any possibility of ""improvement"" in my near future, in fact it only gets worse as I get progressively more uncomfortable of just being around other humans and having to do basic daily adult things that involve social interaction. I just feel there's something intrinsically ""off"" about me. Is it possible to be born with this disorder? 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I'm in my first year of college and for the first quarter I didn't make any friends, just acquaintances. I've been feeling depressed for a while and whenever I talk to people I just sound uninterested and I give short answers. Well I always studied in the study lounge last quarter, and there through an acquaintance I met a friendly person who is the type that wants to make lots of friends. On the first week of this new quarter we talked, and on that particular day I was in a good mood and as a result was able to speak to her normally and made jokes. She said she always noticed that I was always studying and said I should do something out of my comfort zone. Well, a few days later she invites me to go to an event with her and her friend. Unfortunately, when she asked me I was in a depressed mood. I wanted to make friends so I went, but I didn't feel well so I wasn't as talkative. After the event she brought me to her friend group and introduced me to them. It was probably bad that I didn't seem interested when meeting them, but I just didn’t feel well. I was quiet and didn’t make any jokes because I just can’t unless I feel comfortable with that person/everyone in the group I’m talking with. The person who invited me noticed and asked if anything was wrong, but I just told her I was tired. She asked if I wanted to hang out with them next time they do something, and I said “yeah, sure.” She said that it sounded like I didn’t want to, but I told her I just wasn’t in a good mood that day. The following days, I sometimes saw her friends walking around the dorms/in the dining commons, and I always tried to avoid them because it feels weird for me to say hi to someone new that I am not comfortable with. I also just walked past one of them ignoring her. This probably made it look like I didn’t want to be friends, but I actually did. This has been going on for about two weeks now, and I feel like if I just started saying hi it would seem weird. I like to get to know people one on one at first because it is easier to talk/be listened to, but it would be weird with them since they are mostly girls and I’m a guy. Though, even if they were guys I would still be nervous. Last week the first girl of that group I was friends with texted me asking if I wanted cake that she and her friends had, but I was in the library so I said later. She asked again at about 8 or 9pm, but I was still in the library and said that I was studying, so I never ate the cake. I feel like this makes it look like I didn’t want to be friends. I feel like they think that I’m the type of person who wants to be alone and prefers to do things by himself (but I actually do want lots of friends). Because of this I feel like they won’t invite me to anything else. I wish I could ask to hang out, but I literally do nothing but sleep, study (because I plan on switching majors, I need a high gpa), and feel depressed, so I can’t really invite them to do anything.",5.0753161985514925,4.688455686804456,5.481718335983043,86.88129857798978,68.44356120826708,8.515121003356299,29.87285815226992,7.793537801064563,1.6325081787670015,2373,78,531,24,36,760,225,629,0.09,0.7190000000000001,0.191,0.9967,0,2,2,0,0,0,60.0,1,0,12,6,30,49,1,2,26,1,52,4,1,9,2,110,118,51,0,23,28,0,10,8,13,5,1,13,0,7,29,33,2,2,16,2,0,9,15,12,4,12,43,27,99,34,74,63,5,65,0,3,4,0,86,21,0,11,43,364,128,4,0.04677474810082951,0.0,0.09129081361575668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048444532506513656,0.0,0.03740574915698233,0.15568134986734328,0.0,0.0,0.0636168653660436,0.0,0.035782554269019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547489666046075,0.04163944263221343,0.2623684520844999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03905496088165923,0.1425672614737502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03734583026261898,0.0,0.0,0.12066337178668735,0.0,0.12086106599860395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0390743000336605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030894279977442138,0.0,0.0,0.04469527629813574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365071806370706,0.13366355755707676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989328841983722,0.0,0.0,0.469794706587979,0.0,0.02443787532615035,0.04487060053954447,0.053166334540388785,0.07846487898816679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262870907048357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942008948040097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02570617829087421,0.07625532528928464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281423390622134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178370236500784,0.0,0.0,0.07953243630900837,0.0,0.13277819285729905,0.15611253784587614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03468288303608395,0.0360755693071128,0.0903506863753706,0.049745475253179815,0.0,0.045829321919441016,0.04488163232467834,0.1065067214674748,0.0,0.0,0.09508733955935293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04465178973530996,0.09728316252924167,0.16336762342201738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086217934108592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029965101369268637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669609805205544,0.07439431418139851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516394786863077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038692554985916,0.0,0.046808528264509014,0.04768096520586978,0.03963209227603805,0.0720189725909043,0.04626142189893239,0.0,0.033107407454074374,0.0,0.07470874850945547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04408464652862594,0.0,0.0,0.15038308290991725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031075064224552206,0.029971369901462475,0.045955952520697264,0.0,0.027274731770153767,0.05376069209849056,0.0,0.08939055259627147,0.0,0.03175698358535938,0.0,0.0456921322577865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483006248962377,0.0,0.11255964455152097,0.0,0.16822446385626438,0.043360660105617316,0.0,0.0,0.05378865191174493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968231705323254,0.05114084422528529,0.0,0.030121404206577995 socialanxiety,ggotaku,2018/01/26,"Class Participation This semester, I am currently taking a class where 20% of the grade is based on class participation. It's been about 2 weeks and I have only contributed a couple of times. I'm so afraid of losing so many points because of my lack of participation (despite me doing the readings and taking thorough notes before and during every lesson). I understand that it's another way for students to engage with the material, but this has made me lose focus because of how nervous I am. It doesn't help that many of the people in my class are able to articulate responses to questions so effortlessly. Any advice would be helpful.",6.614551282051284,8.05752954700855,7.561613247863248,66.89831730769235,65.4957264957265,9.952564102564104,32.57371794871795,10.125756701596842,3.5910692307692305,515,21,82,12,8,173,81,117,0.108,0.846,0.046,-0.7406,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,2,6,0,11,0,0,2,0,12,16,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,15,12,1,8,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,57,15,7,0.1852388002878028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101321176793192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596873630483113,0.19423903337029194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258397066621221,0.0,0.1576245755626063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496320922016265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607167852641946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24832332633317195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144696705439601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527743171913446,0.0,0.3756061382249384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408824547989025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842126037945442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751105407435366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075098502133348,0.0,0.18528892853790785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785530491265821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801423409878938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284012389676594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703393751202345,0.14858739215868694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315883289636338,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cjacob000,2018/01/26,"Purposely lost all of my friends So long story short I’m 29 years old now and I have a good job and make good money. About six months ago I realized all of my friends are deadbeats, they work entry level shit jobs, aren’t motivated and are in generally shitty people with no motivation who do a lot of unethical things. (Like, I’d rather go to a wine bar Saturday night versus drinking in a parking lot in the car and doing other illegal things). So for six months I’ve had no friends, cut them out. ALL of them. But now here I am every single day without any friends, my friends are my girlfriend and my girlfriends friends. I literally feel like Paul Rudd in that movie “I love you, man”. Did I make the right decision here? I’m finding it nearly impossible to make new friends almost being 30. Has anyone else ever been in this situation?",3.0777032520325207,5.263415591463417,4.359365853658538,83.28156910569108,76.0121951219512,7.300162601626017,26.786991869918694,8.238735603445708,1.8529923577235767,663,26,129,12,15,218,110,164,0.12,0.6709999999999999,0.209,0.9521,3,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,3,4,9,15,2,0,6,0,13,5,1,5,4,28,22,8,0,1,4,0,1,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,7,7,3,0,6,3,1,2,4,3,0,2,4,1,15,12,17,17,6,25,0,1,0,1,16,10,1,3,15,82,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703185205578056,0.0,0.12090720162207205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210973930592742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442668199257289,0.12371601293549972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786958650172224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828268960194455,0.0,0.0,0.1008657239197445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921943349932424,0.10173162971034212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105155554066394,0.08625920031241043,0.0,0.0,0.11035739686158756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6530030498698395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862132932587373,0.2025478847886905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23963864041455304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797837728314822,0.0,0.0,0.10685422243458276,0.0,0.0,0.13180582373288394,0.20530365883709956,0.10897574788857417,0.0,0.2417917269797502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275266369454086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661485145027453,0.0,0.11330962135271935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670002107039838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370835907711828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311431292178247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394149604981945,0.0,0.13572078408688668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043326924151574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163924519570418,0.0,0.08790272621186589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775487310478905 socialanxiety,pfeiferjg,2018/01/26,Weed and alcohol don’t help anymore Over the past 2 years I have been a huge party goer and pothead up until a few months ago. I was extremely confident in myself and could vibe with almost anyone and would be able to dance sing socialize and feel comfortable being in that type of setting. Those things were my escape from reality when I actually felt something since I was going through depression. It became a habit of going out every weekend and smoking everyday for about 5 consecutive months. I moved somewhere where I didn’t have friends so I stopped going out and found myself in a relationship that was not healthy in the slightest bit. He was mentally abusive and I developed bad anxiety being with him. I just recently had to move back home to get away from him and to find sanity again. My self confidence was completely destroyed from him and I was not allowed to have friends while with him. When I moved back home I reached out to old friends for a get together and I ended up having a smoke sesh with my two very best friends I had. They knew all about my relationship and were very understanding but for some reason once I got high my anxiety shot through the roof and I couldn’t talk to them like I used to. They were laughing and having a good time but the whole time my mind was racing and I felt so out of place and self conscious. A couple weeks went by and I tried to heal up before doing something like that again. The same people invited me to go to a party and I had been feeling better after going to the gym and being around family so I decided to give it a shot. We got to the party and I had probably 4-5 shots and was very drunk. We got into the party and I was not myself at all. I froze up and couldn’t speak or move at all. I was so awkward it was embarrassing. I literally had a couple drunk assholes come up to me and tell me straight up that I was weird and awkward and I couldn’t even speak and the room was spinning and I could see their lips moving but couldn’t hear what they were saying. They left me alone after awhile and a dude came up to me and told me to leave. I have never been so embarrassed before and I have never felt that way before. I never used to have anxiety let alone social anxiety. I used to love getting drunk with friends or chilling with a blunt but now I just can’t because of my anxiety. My birthday is this weekend and I don’t know what to do. If you have experienced anything like this could you please tell me what you have done or if you can relate I’d like to know I’m not the only one. Or even if you just experience extreme social anxiety when drinking or smoking how do you control it? I just want to be normal again. If you read this whole post thank you. I really appreciate you,3.3556159420289826,5.0722515905797145,4.457043478260871,84.95607246376812,73.85507246376811,7.587826086956523,25.672463768115946,8.309216665352881,1.6170555072463777,2186,74,438,37,45,714,243,552,0.108,0.743,0.149,0.9773,1,2,5,0,0,0,28.0,2,9,6,3,25,24,1,4,23,0,59,8,1,7,6,110,94,56,0,14,21,0,6,4,5,1,2,4,3,2,17,48,5,2,14,10,0,14,15,8,0,2,38,12,76,16,67,42,10,76,0,1,1,1,45,28,0,11,35,328,93,2,0.06488008803366398,0.07687229504938503,0.06331360685564083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575122834013372,0.06933708281326523,0.06496803625641524,0.13439240878419875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977985385668563,0.0,0.06434361352967706,0.045365666090323296,0.0,0.053390784309936094,0.0577570337274098,0.0,0.0,0.06095697842952441,0.09977756577811532,0.05417216346502178,0.0395502994701163,0.0,0.16562452881710124,0.0,0.06808764960799285,0.057381165441346464,0.07083225233728499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420553645784372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588845096539808,0.0680255379079658,0.0,0.07276853559561733,0.15540441286220558,0.14357716674050458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055881124753670484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639485594386997,0.0,0.06355778616550659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057464500567446224,0.0,0.0,0.08570537249510325,0.0,0.05466427242361355,0.0,0.0,0.06346517560973917,0.06116317281817301,0.0,0.06561064387668904,0.0,0.1868851772063857,0.0,0.059299225060869924,0.0,0.0,0.07113766772414308,0.2506309753639589,0.0,0.10169150451212508,0.06223889237956981,0.18436424595873352,0.05441833962771005,0.15567159992807508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731245745551096,0.0,0.04348775539540493,0.06854937517158116,0.13016003659359174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131279924483026,0.0,0.0,0.068698645282479,0.07049240548515143,0.06634428577487354,0.0,0.1267885351736628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855681253814071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538386877836977,0.0,0.06551039367993729,0.0,0.10357333455264976,0.3447863291306401,0.0,0.0,0.15011857086635064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356871092596494,0.0,0.0,0.06808073838578972,0.06909517629884426,0.04396442676148664,0.04934423055833915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193538536311621,0.04497968387760993,0.0,0.06778588297236,0.07121885353618891,0.0,0.0,0.0621371898234278,0.0,0.06995170835351658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489764550690791,0.0,0.04156384574396748,0.06670753626200951,0.06406125974110201,0.139313867706052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159525010042325,0.0,0.0,0.0517010301095153,0.0,0.1353681632810767,0.0,0.0,0.05366947927377709,0.0,0.0,0.19841123762451893,0.0,0.09989572304525224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424265873417482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214815714740422,0.1134161132941204,0.05973286814666327,0.0,0.0,0.043103447573776536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566420216855282,0.0,0.0,0.061995704491256375,0.0,0.04404932093402762,0.0,0.06337841856337934,0.06754245976224169,0.0,0.1681066944536662,0.0,0.1605986022608067,0.038267956907372384,0.05149879396160434,0.05204289311402403,0.0,0.0,0.06014449161299368,0.0,0.1448726025761322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046088953038449655,0.0,0.0,0.04178064951643639 socialanxiety,FreeMyMen,2018/01/26,"Had to quit drinking. I was relying on it too much to be social when I went out and a lot of the times I couldn't control it well enough for me to even not acting in a way that made me lie in bed at night cringing so I've decided to stop completely and never go back to it anytime in the foreseeable future, hopefully forever. I guess a question would be if there is any alternatives to drinking you guys take like an herbal supplement or something that helps you to be less socially anxious? I would really appreciate any answers, thanks very much.",6.671666666666668,6.401520611111112,7.272592592592595,74.98166666666667,65.1111111111111,11.274074074074075,35.592592592592595,10.864195022040775,3.8438592592592595,438,19,84,11,6,145,80,108,0.052000000000000005,0.8220000000000001,0.125,0.8384,0,0,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,7,4,0,0,6,0,9,2,0,2,1,19,16,6,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,3,2,2,3,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,4,0,9,4,15,6,5,17,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,6,8,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22712492034737186,0.0,0.0,0.1886570388258792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840899816038953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750912863821217,0.0,0.1872993128377433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32718343379730125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255067868181012,0.0,0.1102987523621574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949072186138626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839640362215875,0.16535149954702846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193336015003956,0.0,0.0,0.1658639103827894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158541778859618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197334431505768,0.0,0.15801489276499767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455213683781291,0.0,0.12879699051845409,0.0,0.0,0.15671367941165432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707283879925365,0.17761994739222758,0.0,0.0,0.10698139907611298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34046114539461103,0.0,0.1285610609630857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961546187848595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555960500844948,0.0,0.0,0.1537467404850645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737624205701044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778852631815586,0.0,0.13255301404693862,0.0,0.0,0.15014873702904666,0.15480622026929444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372571926274287,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,regular__gonzales,2018/01/26,"I need a side gig. What are options for low social interaction jobs that aren't full time? Job hunting in general is an intimidating prospect. I have a job as a waiter but it takes such a toll on me that I have to go back to working part time. What are some side gigs (in a heavily urban area) that don't require too much interaction with people and/or in a high stress environment? 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I have no motivation to do anything on my own, I don't like it , and I'm incapable of it. The idea of being in charge terrifies me. I'd rather be a spectator, not an actor in everything that surrounds me. The main reason why I want to live a long life is so that I can observe everything happening around me, I don't expect to be personally successful. No idea what is the cause and what is the effect here. I'm afraid of trying and afraid of failures. EDIT: I meant to say >Does anyone else have very passive ***attitude*** towards life? in the title",0.8007577268195405,3.3563672711864427,3.017058823529413,85.79479062811569,92.38983050847456,6.166301096709871,23.042871385842474,7.5105763829236425,1.5474291126620143,470,19,89,10,17,159,70,118,0.132,0.772,0.096,-0.6579999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,2,8,0,13,3,0,4,0,15,18,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,10,2,15,14,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,63,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307314005327461,0.3381060141087427,0.1357737194340568,0.14687716979631088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949143627872562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887698644792589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756579933793833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965669474074009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590119475504734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725100188637353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34961454327610664,0.08060637816347027,0.0,0.14569027383470126,0.14601204153289926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406397304903076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963845782819312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312076438248008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201821099010094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722700786497905,0.0973160988663209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887891718587007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FranR29,2018/01/26,"How to get help for cheap I'm not in a financial situation to get therapy or whatever, or be seeing doctors, however I want to know what's giving me this anxiety. I've been told that as a child I was diagnosed with ADHD but I'm not sure how relevant that is considering I was a child with a number of other problems. Also, I do fairly okay in school which most people with ADHD have a hard time with. I feel like I have some symptoms of OCD which I hear has been associated with anxiety. Is there a cheaper alternative to doctors or therapy to understand what's really going on?",5.5333004926108345,5.730407206896551,7.759064039408869,68.94948275862072,67.44827586206897,11.800985221674873,32.950738916256164,11.491704259439757,4.097984236453202,460,19,86,15,7,166,73,116,0.1,0.7929999999999999,0.107,-0.0626,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,1,11,4,0,2,1,21,24,8,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,8,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,5,4,8,3,17,18,2,5,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,5,2,62,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077070403599673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135647210220987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595217992187953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721634678303189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34723203764253513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576633264584993,0.12117848926603675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724171745945674,0.16271754800540794,0.09640048816845098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194862001766515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117710832610935,0.0,0.11369451890377863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322019874448877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286908221645971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175950212286483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623060138366129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866464370682537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166722599002954,0.13516732909494375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066301934269936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986738536073886,0.17630293048050594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879566756076896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890835921024377,0.0,0.0,0.16208175685652876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658321057097615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004786198907754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Charles578,2018/01/26,"How to make friends? I'll start off by saying I'm 17 years old and I would describe myself as socially incompetent/extremely shy. Any steps to make friends or helpful advice would be greatly appreciated.",4.326351351351352,7.380443189189191,5.239121621621624,73.97597972972977,76.56756756756758,8.024324324324324,33.57432432432432,8.841846274778883,3.5321405405405404,166,9,27,4,4,54,31,37,0.047,0.657,0.29600000000000004,0.8908,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,7,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27145332653923226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889068326887046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292399726432611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30626462893731343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619688676881652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37085417393986936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914940405890837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090988264187056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831720822695216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966213030050322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946683148930826,0.0,0.0,0.17888775349305605 socialanxiety,Fizzletar,2018/01/26,"Telling girls how I feel It happened again. I told another girl how I felt about her, and she’s immediately lost interest in me, again. I don’t learn. She seemed so into me before. She brought me candy bars, paid for my coffee, listened to my problems, went to lunch with me, cleaned everything off the carpet when I clumsily dropped my lunch, complained to me about her boyfriend, told me how they’re probably gonna break up, and asked me to go see a movie with her. As soon as I told her I like her, she started to push me away. This is not the first time it happened. When I like a girl and I’d eventually tell her how I feel. that’s when they usually lose interest and begin to ghost me. I don’t even get the friend zone. I come on too strong and I don’t learn. But that’s my style ;) so you can take it or leave it.",1.7328070175438592,3.4039698830409364,2.9331929824561414,94.33768421052632,78.23976608187135,6.665263157894738,23.09590643274854,7.554174236665415,0.6980390643274856,634,20,150,9,15,204,98,171,0.08199999999999999,0.8029999999999999,0.115,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,4,17,10,0,0,5,0,5,3,0,4,0,23,28,18,1,1,3,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,2,3,7,9,3,0,6,1,1,5,4,4,0,1,8,5,37,6,19,19,0,24,0,2,1,0,24,6,0,2,13,96,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631880574150974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719654350022555,0.0,0.15798144720856114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308234774690662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448454072566336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106077703621227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112140865988458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700422944012667,0.0,0.16144933425480248,0.0,0.0,0.14302738703253812,0.0,0.0,0.12991143991518345,0.0,0.08785087157940126,0.0,0.09556290728468472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29738707255537783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804542945876953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429813937830615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881156327293718,0.18355441138645867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129297752473855,0.16089580920909796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339929204056243,0.15307646322665167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190166723480446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642706284484334,0.0,0.2939391383332887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980489885525514,0.0,0.0,0.4820205020939416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851922815245992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587573517328032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ecot0421,2018/01/26,"Seeking advice on how to express myself Hey everyone, thank's for taking your time for reading this. I've been struggling with having a hard time ""expressing"" myself for as long as I can remember. For some reason, my personality is a little different with my family than it is with friends and those I meet out in public. When my anxiety starts acting up I start to get a lot of racing thoughts, but some medication helped with that part. With that, the major problem I'm having is expressing my self. It's hard to describe how it feels, I really feel like not a fun guy to talk to and sometimes a little awkward. For me its similar to how many people can think of something good in their mind to draw, but when they formulate it by drawing, it's a disaster heh. It's like that with me - I have what I want to say in my mind, but whatever I say sounds awkward and goofy. If anyone else has this problem or something similar, I'd love to hear from a response from you about it. Thank you again for your time!",4.992841128720523,5.697121643216082,5.856381909547737,80.3399033629687,68.74874371859296,9.138152299961344,29.88055662930035,9.265573868473778,2.48610444530344,793,29,155,15,13,261,116,199,0.13,0.758,0.112,0.2151,1,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,2,0,7,14,0,3,8,1,10,2,0,4,0,33,24,15,0,4,6,0,4,2,1,0,1,4,0,3,15,10,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,8,22,9,36,22,5,18,0,0,0,1,22,8,0,5,11,110,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282622531362028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041080095262872,0.0,0.0,0.09177753973811834,0.13448771200588272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371350209163186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096478952716961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254211328278631,0.0,0.0,0.12373686991948825,0.0,0.13273437810099278,0.09376961166313506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140838340286422,0.0,0.06857606130157662,0.0,0.0,0.110091656490191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996449050352088,0.0,0.0,0.23515993932760024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793552317081698,0.0,0.0879784106107215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825051220531666,0.2631068274404273,0.0,0.1161578000487852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158951330670894,0.11846404236535825,0.0,0.0,0.1330734069352982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322270328484295,0.0,0.0,0.265063131543116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213791048254218,0.0,0.09099667392221747,0.11460804191202527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511893320379299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129193843559658,0.0,0.08408622275800055,0.134953459030649,0.0,0.0,0.14868793534676952,0.0,0.0,0.20876074461077104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692907054499473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209520726973998,0.12981595419813582,0.0,0.1858079372945657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721770752850504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098688491712803,0.10549893735355984,0.0,0.2416865507534799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410381312714102,0.0,0.10420293487196956,0.22961001963857275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741843641775878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MGTOWMONKs,2018/01/26,"Nobody has worse than me so, quit your nonsense I became a teenager and my life turned for the worst. First I got permanent scars from stretch marks but I was never fat. I always weighted 140-160 pounds and I'm 6ft tall. The second biggest problem came when I started masturbating at the age of 12 years old. My cock and I mean the head of my cock basically got scrapped by my sheets. I was bleeding but the place never in the last 10 years healed. It's dark red so, it never restored the pigment. I can't go to the beach because I got stretch marks and I can't even approach girls since my cock screams STDs but I'm 100% percent clean. You see life is horrible but it's getting better. I'm stabilizing thanks to the meds aka Xanasx and Zoloft. Planning on changing little by little, take your time but not too much time...",1.7078787878787869,4.1345421212121245,2.5025757575757592,93.44719696969698,82.33333333333334,4.878787878787879,23.71212121212121,6.139981653823899,0.4551212121212118,650,24,135,5,18,203,108,165,0.155,0.778,0.066,-0.9018,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,4,5,5,0,0,10,0,6,11,5,0,3,17,21,13,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,1,1,3,6,2,0,1,1,0,3,6,3,0,2,6,4,19,2,12,15,3,26,0,0,2,3,4,10,3,0,13,73,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283499348675752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403052447834828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642326743203328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642307658379205,0.0,0.0,0.16317805357516998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018819229474606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312065844836867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059024948296067,0.0,0.08766490759774738,0.0,0.3701079987695339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583069476274914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573588348925924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179053527369334,0.0,0.3092018477241828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802553593569078,0.17133908356786418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339289248224445,0.0,0.35690571605326793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186141756337502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116040114778446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759823291228888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406587931955266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291879056293538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759876289700978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918028637304583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597822938905115,0.0,0.0,0.14201442203163814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989104278516546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778176899884314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783725440650928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719586078594727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866632818014454 socialanxiety,mynamesaladeen2k17,2018/01/26,"Im so bad at socializing I just needed to type that, it feels refreshing and free now that I admit it.",1.197272727272729,2.8907196363636416,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,79.9090909090909,8.036363636363637,20.090909090909093,8.841846274778883,1.2269272727272729,80,2,18,2,2,29,18,22,0.152,0.643,0.205,0.079,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,12,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43357551815897616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26256260684463384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5609094499970514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850381268895128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293386225144981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Treadmilloo,2018/01/26,"I don't want to hang out with my friends? Like ever? So I'm a girl in high school and I have a moderate amount of good friends. It took me a long time, getting into a lottery school that has a lot less kids so it's less intimidating, tons of practice, and being really pushed to get to this point. I moved when I was like 10 and I used to be extremely shy so I didn't have friends for the longest time. Now that I do, I don't even want to hang out with them. I hang out with them during school and after school in the highlands of my town but never on weekends. I get frequently asked to go to the movies or to invite them over or go to their house but I always turn them down. Like this one girl I met this year who is super cool and we have a lot in common has been wanting to come over to my house since November but I keep pushing it off. I feel bad cuz she's great and all but I really just do not want to hang out. My favorite things to do are solo hobbies like single player video games, YouTube, and sleeping (lol). My absolute favorite way to spend my free time is by myself ,in my pajamas, doing my previously mentioned hobbies. And not to sound mean but I just don't want to spend that time with her here which will undoubtedly be awkward since my dad can be kind of weird and just having someone over at my house for the first time always is awkward. But at the same time I feel like a total asshole for making excuses for so long. I never flat out reject her but every time she brings it up I'm like ""yeah we should hang out"" then just never get back to her. This isn't even getting into how I keep avoiding all my other friends but this post is long enough already. Why am I like this? is there something wrong with me? Also do you think I'm hurting their feelings? (The girl seems fine with it but idk) should I try to hang out with my friends more? 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It is ruining my life Every time I try to have. A conversation with an attractive girl or give a presentation or talk in a group of people that aren’t close friends, I get a red face 90% of the time. This holds me back a LOT and whenever I actually get the confidence to do something like say hi to a girl, I get a red face instantly basically and it gets worse and worse the longer we talk so I end up trying to end it quickly but jeez it’s always so cringe I sometimes still think over those horrible moments. Because they 100% of the time feel just as awkward as I do so I obviously can’t just have a conversation. If I do try to keep on with the convo with a red face, it’s just a bad time. I thought it would just go away naturally but 2 years later and it’s still a daily thing. I don’t know why my brain only triggers it when I think the girl is attractive or if attention is brought toward me for whatever reason or if I’m giving a presentation",1.592963056680162,3.404610447115388,3.9400506072874495,86.31284412955465,79.14423076923076,7.648178137651823,24.40890688259109,8.532816995589336,1.578813461538462,775,28,172,17,19,269,113,208,0.096,0.828,0.076,-0.5789,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,0,12,7,0,1,20,0,12,6,5,2,1,37,29,19,0,5,13,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,3,12,9,0,3,7,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,6,19,4,21,26,1,26,0,1,4,0,15,7,1,8,18,110,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.1347988031134631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493850694295965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297813873161296,0.10621647630288562,0.115336073236226,0.08420517004356584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420316494812975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446913478066853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163838053417564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984467245916652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672194234409356,0.0,0.3608464219046597,0.2650213316389566,0.07850470357443946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277979614410264,0.0,0.0,0.07591480301218498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756808963052052,0.06748526753849071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174365393244962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242456905831354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505708883376118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576468396356352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202470042923615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984965642116468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634225857134437,0.13661800251995376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206278919490567,0.1154861622673036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205366325348094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177005436219787,0.17702130719933454,0.0,0.10966292168678404,0.32218805395533445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813516415234233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464439894264435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28154057974383234,0.09812639043769956,0.0,0.0,0.08895373092485481 socialanxiety,theheeltear,2018/01/27,"Effexor worked in the past, looking at whats next Had extreme social anxiety my whole life, never had friends until college and never any real ones until now (27). And very few. Effexor changed my life a few years ago and that was the first time I started to actually build a life for myself. Had confidence for the first time ever, went on dates for the first time ever, felt like a person for the first time ever. Eventually it made me insane though and I taught myself to feel I was better than everyone, which led to me ruining countless friendships. I do believe that was from my own naive self and not the drug, and if I had the experience now I'd handle the confidence better. I'm not looking to take Effexor again though, thinking of Cymbalta which was offered to me. Any thoughts if it would be as effective? If not, any thoughts on what drugs I could inquire about when I see my psych in a few weeks? I have always had extreme self-consciousness. If this is better off in another sub please direct me.",4.92125184094256,6.310839711340207,5.507069219440354,80.26072164948455,69.41237113402062,8.635640648011782,29.836524300441827,9.04235418022936,2.515934904270987,800,31,148,15,14,258,110,194,0.055,0.815,0.13,0.9442,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,9,10,6,0,0,12,0,15,5,0,3,5,30,29,16,0,6,7,0,2,1,1,1,5,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,1,0,5,15,5,18,5,23,11,5,35,0,1,3,0,5,7,0,4,27,111,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.10456158476476518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949807757690296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915622512119699,0.0,0.0,0.2185941826010448,0.11235465765634747,0.08196839162914557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071978882429565,0.0,0.2842927085741514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334901957213166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554944450492617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485167350533247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29076615017593244,0.0,0.10238508643164278,0.0,0.10481189855853593,0.0,0.0,0.054177555519979284,0.0,0.10287946655921028,0.0,0.0,0.36456220396777583,0.0,0.0,0.08278274853285998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22704669118576826,0.05234739744802671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799556888410903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138660337206544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527922355560093,0.0,0.11395375988742687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260666962059098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228547018889192,0.0,0.09355803134890224,0.0,0.11761699515639197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195857340385473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538356777789746,0.0,0.22355873219539726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922451203083296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075840336036907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056241819862654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865650135748162,0.21054592612849865,0.17012805183222354,0.24991685931728266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840882288112266,0.0,0.0,0.08594815001067689,0.0,0.0,0.09932783283480644,0.0,0.11962759402489158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800546255580486,0.0,0.0,0.07611529668238735,0.0,0.0,0.06900019036825085 socialanxiety,Eraka,2018/01/27,"Being called out on being gay Hello, I feel like throughout my life, and it still happens, I get called out on being gay. For example today this girl who I work with said “i thought you were straight for the first half hour I knew you and then you opened your mouth” and she said it in front of a few people and I felt very embarrassed and angry. I am out, but when you grow up gay you get internalized self consciousness about being gay and being perceived as feminine, because it is negatively associated. It shouldn’t be but growing up you get alienated for it, and you feel like you completely stand out. Anyways, she said this in front of several people and it made me feel very exposed and humiliated. I laughed it off, but at the same time I wanted to crush her and call her a bitch and all that. But I didn’t because I didn’t want to have a fight, and I didn’t want to get even more worked up emotionally. But yea, this has happened throughout my life, always in front of other people, and it really hurts. So now I feel extremely sad and upset and like I socially failed because I was embarrassed in front of other people and I also didn’t perform well either. 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I’m in a pretty low place at the moment. I don’t really have any friends. I have my flatmates that I see during the day and have light conversation with. I don’t have any good friends, no one I feel I can confide in or trust. I have a fwb that I meet up with every week or so. I’ll pour out all my feelings to him, however I think he’s just using me for sex. I don’t have any friends in my lectures, I sit by myself. Which makes me feel like I want to cry every time I go to a lecture because everyone around me is having a good time and talking to their friends. I would feel uncomfortable trying to become friends with people in my lectures as they have they’re own groups formed and have for a few months now. I’ve joined one club and have somehow managed to make no friends, which must be some sort of an achievement. I really don’t know what to do, I feel really down. It’s always been hard for me to make friends but it’s never been this bad. I really don’t know what to do, any advice would be appreciated.",2.7023076923076914,3.9350012820512816,4.154358974358973,88.43230769230772,74.64102564102564,7.2512820512820495,24.96581196581197,7.793537801064563,1.1178735042735048,876,28,195,12,18,291,122,234,0.069,0.779,0.152,0.9282,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,2,6,14,0,0,8,0,27,1,0,5,3,36,44,9,0,4,5,0,6,1,8,3,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,8,1,0,2,9,2,0,4,2,8,31,12,30,37,5,26,0,1,1,1,16,13,0,5,11,129,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985320065544506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502542577338794,0.0,0.0,0.2779549930020637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909655868679789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531952428099161,0.06229052930736076,0.11285440153924722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224452644725152,0.06590034432613684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218916210945395,0.0976413655340579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583369652082997,0.07300040050629181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869178135657609,0.0,0.0,0.6315779683251108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807362583840475,0.1714144886310676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153695664018148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231550888019033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499220301229312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728349415823065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156243970147034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788107411187872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848529342929128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708416460646801,0.0,0.106760722080133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395804963719672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26184721593802035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142756374552515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821317753502635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547549822904265,0.0,0.0,0.11916883729943728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937635247701752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882543252341383,0.0,0.0,0.06027087843096145,0.0,0.08196598767117819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517742310175635,0.0,0.0,0.06580326338996735 socialanxiety,tossaway34211,2018/01/27,"About to go in for my first ever job interview. Sitting in the parking lot horrified. It's a part time position at a local museum. My hands are so sweaty that I'm afraid to shake hands with the people when I get in. I'm horrified. I'll let you guys know how it went when I get out but I just wanted to say this. Oh boy, here we go.",-0.41476027397260395,1.4959599041095937,2.355051369863016,94.43065924657536,86.94520547945206,6.389726027397263,17.344178082191778,7.6454224807358475,0.264809589041096,255,6,62,5,8,89,54,73,0.08800000000000001,0.912,0.0,-0.5927,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,1,8,2,0,2,4,0,2,2,2,1,1,10,11,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,2,0,1,1,3,7,0,11,9,2,16,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,5,39,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26339211882623764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476805104951233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042626894285296,0.0,0.330972552204764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883174147091232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28895466323682456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600268197894674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29775482595506925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24755377303901346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153233219605715,0.0,0.20186995440629274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315607822788273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979142276228354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174755467676106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699299935664608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,null_check_0,2018/01/27,"Can't get along... This doesn't really fit into social anxiety, but I can't seem to find a better sub for it. Basically, I can't get along with anyone, not even my parents - granted, I am still a teenager - even though I'm trying. Honestly, I am incredibly arrogant and consequently an asshole, an intellectually overbearing one, to be precise. I have considered, that I may be intellectually insecure and as such have an unconscious need to lord over people. I can't really objectively say if that's the case, but I might as well put it out there. And even when I try to cenaor myself, so much of it happens withour me even noticing it that I have begun to feel powerless. I'm generally a pretty socially dumb person, so this is obviously not the only reason I don't get along with anyone, but it seems like a pretty major one to me. If anyone has any advice...",7.001077643908968,6.574940620481932,8.805742971887556,64.781358768407,64.48192771084337,11.956091030789823,33.50468540829986,11.429527900616536,3.993429183400268,677,25,121,19,9,242,100,166,0.113,0.7120000000000001,0.174,0.8967,2,0,0,1,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,12,6,1,1,9,0,17,0,0,1,2,28,27,14,0,3,7,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,10,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,8,2,1,2,0,2,15,4,18,23,2,8,1,0,0,0,5,4,1,6,4,94,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420175712598132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883131628875558,0.0,0.11117922639642036,0.0,0.0,0.3048603070141209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285350884701205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839638861041659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348465171809784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283158473313936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277912347821937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851735228076194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100228559405032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417517868648828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683636113868528,0.10776246089530657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654624039657399,0.0,0.0,0.1969625900715486,0.11053217534923106,0.0,0.0,0.16137492214566254,0.0,0.0,0.10075549358571864,0.12689903195373234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957114969869862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609964748902635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620788019093745,0.14942636680716334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557450925382035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26461112221654226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962970606049232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606299541781845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278877944678994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973429197457274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306716788010674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,goaturtle,2018/01/27,"Do you ever feel like this? Sometimes I find that I carry myself as if I maybe full of sewage, and I must take care to not spill or slosh any on those i passby. Not literally, like I have to poop. Just that the contents of my thoughts and feelings are a jumble. And trying to convey them at that moment would be akin to accidentally spilling something on someone. Do you ever feel like that?",3.765497835497837,5.33673596103896,4.433181818181819,86.1364393939394,72.50649350649351,6.172294372294372,24.52164502164502,6.42735559955562,0.6987852813852813,307,9,61,2,6,98,55,77,0.031,0.828,0.141,0.8253,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,0,3,17,13,6,0,3,5,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,11,4,10,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622814760370629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433065249661117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317220108120029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619864086007073,0.3409649200399816,0.0,0.0,0.2181100732469812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497582388119579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23974313772004704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219652118934692,0.18371457171737685,0.23601828811072534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942547211673732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894512770522688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201899106672074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952101672111566,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rainingforest,2018/01/27,"Not making any sense when I am anxious Anyone else the same way? Yesterday I was in the hospital with my mother and grandmother since my grandmother was having surgery. While she was in a room being prepped, the nurse asked me to go get her hearing aids which were in the car. So, I walked out to the car, grabbed them, and went back in. To go to the back rooms, you have to go through these two large doors which someone watches. Someone just opened the doors, so I started to walk back there to her room. A guy at the doors stopped me and wondered why I was going back there. Starting to get anxious, I just told him ""I was getting her hearing aids. I was told to get them for her."" I never even told him who ""her"" was. He asked me her name and room number. He then took me back there. 10 minutes later, I had to go back out to the car to grab her CPAP machine. It only took me 2 minutes to grab it, and the guy saw me walk out. Anyway, he stopped me again. This time, all I could manage to say was ""*name here*, room 6."" I left her name out. I didn't actually say ""name here."" He took me back again. Then as my mother and I went out to the waiting room, he kept staring at me. I'm not just being paranoid lol. He literally kept watching me. Anyway, this was one of my worst social anxiety nightmares XD. 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Hi everyone, I recently moved to a really small town and have been way to shy anxious to put myself into situations to make friends. I'm a little worried that I've forgotten how to talk to people/Make friends. I have a really solid group of friends from before I moved and I was able to break my social barriers with them. Tonight, I'm going to a party that a friend of a friend of a friend (yes 3 people) invited me to. I've never met anyone, including the friend of the friend of the friend. Please give me advice so I don't shit the bed tonight. 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Hello I am a 22 yr old male and I’ve had social anxiety issues that I feel like have held me back for a while now. Does anyone have any tips for handling their social anxiety. For me it’s not being able to connect with people especially talking with girls cause I have a hard time reading and reacting to social cues, jokes, sarcasm and it always turns up making me the interaction awkward or it makes me look mean, standoffish, or rude. So many times I get a reaction from people where they look put out cause I didn’t respond correctly to the conversation but really it was just me being socially “off”. This has held me back from talking with girls and making friends. Any tips to either cope with this or handle it?",4.568741258741259,6.265012167832168,5.488391608391608,78.86797202797206,70.67832167832168,8.556643356643358,26.98601398601399,9.095868883498916,2.289579020979021,592,20,107,12,11,194,90,143,0.075,0.872,0.053,0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,6,5,1,1,6,0,10,0,0,6,1,27,21,10,0,0,7,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,9,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,4,13,3,17,14,1,12,0,0,2,0,17,4,0,3,8,71,21,1,0.12308000540181452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241242422797024,0.0,0.0,0.1673972485329172,0.0,0.28246760174279656,0.0,0.0,0.08606040152961522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928185375732476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528741389910327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770814214864777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062232948871535125,0.08792838045160421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509130686028773,0.0,0.06430422288256245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025550946321412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846354845019067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060130673628115375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671241209211613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24647057801284866,0.124783807306714,0.0,0.13407020802256148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291517613837817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065635705536206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372940035442324,0.0,0.0,0.12311331259924906,0.0,0.07884820310406114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6273228283829185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978540923084724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143537881865965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338757025639109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,username262626,2018/01/27,Meds I'm going to the doctors next week to discuss my effexor dose. I'm taking 150mg a day for about 2 months. It helps a little with gen anxiety but doesn't do much for specific social anxiety situations. Does anyone take anything for short term reliefe? Like beta blockers or benos? That could comment if they help and u can talk to my doctor about trying. I'm sure like most of you when I have something to do that involves being around others I get the fight or flight feelings and just avoid doing it all together. Today I was supposed to go to a workout class that I want to go to a lot but the thought of the situation makes my heart beat fast and I ended up not going ,2.740158150851581,4.65490860583942,4.193886861313867,85.32883515815087,76.08029197080292,6.610462287104625,25.2852798053528,7.492282038375204,1.3151075425790748,537,19,105,7,12,178,96,137,0.066,0.812,0.122,0.8195,0,1,1,0,1,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,5,6,1,1,8,0,9,4,1,1,2,23,23,9,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,2,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,1,10,4,18,19,5,17,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,5,11,66,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415400186787661,0.0,0.0,0.11038627544209402,0.0,0.12991344183444428,0.14053764406452998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604623570734155,0.0,0.0,0.10181299822841852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231729785725445,0.13815297669143942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982583602213525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982374371496549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248048502029896,0.0,0.35888431388716235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707654196484347,0.2116336762642415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425447670837705,0.15822707171824418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342153078789442,0.0,0.0,0.10537935616276024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535782313962128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601021457087871,0.0,0.1160525104438049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678963850861863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549046699892814,0.0,0.16092843931517253,0.0,0.12153592959051128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487904729483002,0.0,0.2373969722932046,0.12688981193861149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533103309887925,0.0,0.0,0.14964216624289692,0.0,0.0,0.10718327080174743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311573257566357,0.0,0.12663367760654376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SleepCinema,2018/01/27,"Social Anxiety Is Ruining My College Experience Ok, so I’m a 2nd semester college freshman at a school where I already racially and socioeconomically stand out. On top of that, I have social anxiety, and I haven’t made a single friend here. I’ve gone weeks without having a conversation before. Currently, it’s been 3 weeks. Sometimes I can go whole days without ever talking. It’s amazing how you can do that in college. I believe people just think I’m rude. The first couple weeks of school, I tried to explain I’m “shy” (I wouldn’t dare use “social anxiety”), and I wasn’t keen on the whole alcohol, drugs, hookup culture thing, and people just laughed it off and said, “That’s ridiculous,” or “Really?” As if they were shocked/couldn’t believe someone from my background wasn’t the loud, partying, outgoing type. So when I am really quiet, I feel like people dismiss the fact that I could just be quiet instead of mean considering they describe other kids like me as “so sweet and quiet”. So, SA community, I don’t know what to do. I’ve tried therapy since I’m at college and can finally independently make that decision, but the therapist just kept making an over-compensating pity face and kept asking me the same questions in a way that I knew she wasn’t listening. Plus, I had nothing to talk about. I do go to social events where you don’t have to know anybody to go, but the thing is, everyone has a friend to go with except me. I begin and end the night alone. I’ve stayed in my room and cried most weekends because I can hear everyone having a good time, and I’m stuck physically not being able to will myself to speak, completely forgetting words, and jumbling up sentences. It’s frustrating. I DON’T want to be this way. I DON’T like the label. I DON’T feel sorry for myself. I hate myself. I know it’s all my fault, and I just want it to end. (Funny SA story to make up for the long read: My childhood friend, (older than me and is a junior so we’ve been growing a bit distant), goes to school and Philly and drove down to see me. Within a few hours of her being at my school, people from my floor were speaking to her about the drama apparently happening in the dorm even though she told them she doesn’t even go to my school. And my roommate who never talks to me had already had a conversation about her family and where they immigrated from and where they live and everything. I was floored.)",4.4107909258123845,5.92538140343348,5.378107909258127,80.21842489270388,70.80257510729614,8.330006131207849,28.550337216431647,8.841846274778883,2.2614275413856535,1898,71,359,35,35,623,231,466,0.076,0.8270000000000001,0.096,0.7217,2,1,2,0,0,1,62.0,0,2,5,2,25,19,4,0,24,1,41,3,1,7,4,68,81,35,0,5,13,0,2,3,3,2,2,9,2,1,18,23,1,2,11,3,0,8,15,7,0,1,20,13,55,12,52,54,8,56,0,2,1,0,37,23,0,4,24,246,73,13,0.0766881848404303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195634722815004,0.0,0.07942583154823807,0.169254637887869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599875449441016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169310068180744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04674840568472895,0.0,0.06525599694750057,0.1728026462690739,0.0,0.0,0.08372363578001378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040610275141721,0.0,0.0,0.061229275420689434,0.0848540178933485,0.08423837004747274,0.04945753496683685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893394752758632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584593901884875,0.0,0.0,0.101303645647215,0.06936885366960914,0.0,0.14655769402998672,0.06892239565187466,0.07501576008288889,0.07229479559388859,0.0,0.07755170095491358,0.05478605457302727,0.0,0.08400815800383041,0.0,0.06523093084909264,0.0,0.0,0.1777473041233466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791831362364847,0.06432241099786723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781510858777276,0.0,0.0,0.0757137057259785,0.0,0.0,0.08643315784267105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552241440935951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643746245701262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123979203295806,0.0,0.06771707220677728,0.06786663034733922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256421473875183,0.15356987662350538,0.0,0.0,0.0835359152029868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914665582557264,0.0,0.0,0.07196666647263135,0.0,0.07358438164617556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126637257015124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590831793687702,0.0,0.07670893775236784,0.0,0.0982568298439624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294802520087301,0.0,0.0,0.3880626862265208,0.061110554465060814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343725897383971,0.0,0.0,0.312695787495905,0.0649776501527305,0.0,0.07584657571899445,0.08584614437469418,0.0,0.08173940135222647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849171742337769,0.0,0.0,0.08769962280661245,0.08904089334106978,0.1018964448100765,0.04913869231256218,0.07534575223854109,0.0,0.044717497290500965,0.0,0.0,0.07327884701499336,0.0,0.1041324871239814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662339691981069,0.0,0.0,0.09046535668248426,0.12174302317030065,0.1845439083569772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123923936274613,0.0,0.14784934712383396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,confessionboxlate,2018/01/27,"How do I make someone with SA feel comfortable? (When meeting them for the first time IRL) We met on Reddit. And she's so intricately, magnificently, wonderful. And I want to make her happy. She says she's nervous, and that's she gets nervous when she meets people. She has GAD. We're going to a museum tomorrow. **1. What would be some good strategies/approaches to help her feel more comfortable?** **2. Is there anything else I should be aware of?**",0.3494548872180445,1.9362159880952416,2.008020050125314,88.54048872180454,115.3095238095238,5.577944862155388,19.897243107769423,6.8360192770164,1.1450333333333336,349,13,66,8,19,113,63,84,0.045,0.708,0.247,0.9632,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,1,5,7,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,15,16,7,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,3,13,5,7,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,15,1,0,2,5,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377043086792617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413025621647764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29210907736763064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24570121340391946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091561269129725,0.0,0.1641638203941439,0.24227914925517924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074931431306322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936144405047407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856279481480611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025674465975646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297103032811656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447471970558785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843456319948252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703750630151704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31325258058976274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519538833065604,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KaDeCh,2018/01/27,"There's a networking event that will help me get some exposure in I.T., but I'm too nervous to go. Quick info about me. I'm a young adult. I'm in this ""unofficial"" I.T. program and in this program, we are barely scratching the surfaces of multiple topics, like MS Office, Hardware Fundamentals, etc. The students in the class are between the ages of 18 and 60, but most of them are over the age of 35. It's not like we can get an extra day or come on the weekend for tutoring because the teachers are volunteers. So, the networking event is across the street from where we are learning at, so, there's nothing holding me back from going, except my nervousness. One of the teachers will be going, and if we ask, they can introduce us to a couple of people they know. It's going to be a casual setting because they are having pizza and beer. But, my problem is talking to random people out of the blue. I can't just start talking like I know you. I can say ""Hello, how are you"", but if I don't have anything to say, I won't talk much. This will help me get known in my local I.T. ""community"" and it will help me work on my social skills, but, I don't want to make myself feel worse about myself if I end up going a make a fool of myself.",4.932244355909695,4.896279302788848,6.026836653386457,81.65704116865871,68.7211155378486,8.605683930942893,29.48233731739708,8.238735603445708,1.9479926162018584,959,32,196,12,15,321,134,251,0.07200000000000001,0.845,0.083,0.3751,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,5,2,4,2,12,8,0,2,18,0,24,2,0,3,0,38,44,17,0,5,12,0,2,3,0,5,0,2,0,1,7,11,2,1,6,3,0,6,5,4,0,1,0,5,30,4,33,37,5,34,0,0,1,0,23,16,0,7,14,143,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213134350742754,0.0,0.13781704551370896,0.0,0.0,0.1133562599270526,0.0,0.17973074375845766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698858155434276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311653331791506,0.0,0.09507318392842268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056964884044975,0.0,0.1644113689218126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453957353305686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23106133183252794,0.0,0.4189086238609581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964359332161724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203546647548595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606471409931371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680691237957051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083700692717577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414526917930123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989506055101682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440381351477452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410602584954641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234467318811567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027530253062332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434406370937227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554698900630725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732713817307175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695165964894298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732292840370578,0.0,0.1502327522448036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,addadadadr,2018/01/27,"Social anxiety and celiac disease Anyone here with celiac disease? Celiac makes my anxiety SO much worse. Having to be the centre of attention to ask for gluten free food. Having to declined food that gets passed around the office and explaining to co-workers why, whilst being completely red faces and sweating. Avoiding a relationship because I'm embarrassed to tell any girl I speak to because I think they won't like me because I'm too much effort. Shit I thought I had it bad before I was diagnosed but life is so fucking difficult ",6.5246938775510195,8.245155959183677,6.606734693877553,72.6311224489796,65.93877551020408,9.273469387755103,34.40816326530612,9.606745405546679,3.6541673469387765,436,20,67,9,7,139,73,98,0.191,0.787,0.022,-0.9144,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,8,2,2,3,0,8,8,3,1,0,12,17,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,5,2,1,4,0,1,1,1,6,0,0,3,2,8,3,10,11,2,3,0,0,1,1,8,1,2,0,2,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497611840077025,0.0,0.2811810807260478,0.0,0.0,0.12850264894369573,0.0,0.0,0.16360239953989494,0.1718086891144922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344790684669488,0.33609017698367744,0.0,0.15638251360014588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926889335117244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653196028924304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444529352315949,0.0,0.0,0.16990085510969966,0.09601701632581301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980864276669027,0.08978520558404138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267400414283765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701976300743632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973100207453792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886466479619263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873396910943204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063107022583248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775825331493868,0.0,0.14590011016817464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583209035337376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379340394534162,0.0,0.1872866460678443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RangerLIS,2018/01/27,"Random anxiety So I haven't been nervous ordering from cafes/restaurants over the past year, but suddenly over the past week all my anxiety has returned suddenly in these situations? Anyone experience this, where you think you've got comfortable in a certain situation but you've been hit by anxiety again?",7.678584905660378,10.034161716981137,7.834103773584907,62.495683962264174,63.9056603773585,12.847169811320756,39.66509433962264,12.161744961471696,6.134550943396228,253,14,37,10,4,82,41,53,0.098,0.7390000000000001,0.162,0.6756,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,2,6,3,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,8,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5482924529213447,0.0,0.0,0.16705019748436306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336981032721602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107674556433385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561298994521149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5370857470495289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308275458425272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163778076234916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384907473527448 socialanxiety,ExpectationsPatronum,2018/01/27,"SA keeping me single, and I don’t know what to do Let me begin with saying that a) sorry for the wall of text, b) I have been in relationships before and c) I’m aware that it’s possible to live a fulfilling life without focusing on sex and/or relationships. But I constantly feel like my anxiety is making me miss out on an integral part of the human experience, and I have no idea where I can or should begin to do something about it. Social anxiety has held me back for the last six or so years. Prior to that, I felt pretty normal and thought I had things figured out. Nowadays I feel like it’s become almost impossible to form new meaningful relationships, either friendly or more intimate, because I tend to stay quiet in situations where I’m around people I don’t already know. I have my core group of friends that hang out with, and we’ve known each other for years. I’m very thankful for that, and it makes life a lot easier, because at least I have some kind of social life and mutual trust. These are people where that social wall has already been broken, and that gives me some hope. But not being able to form any romantic bonds whatsoever feels like missing an important piece of the life puzzle, but it’s something I’m not sure how to talk about with my friends, or anyone else for that matter. The fact that I’ve been in happy relationships before the anxiety started to dictate my life makes it worse, because I *know* the feeling of growing glose to someone, of a first kiss, of cultivating an intimate connection. And I miss it. A lot. But I don’t know how to get to that point anymore, because my anxiety keeps me quiet, or staying at home. I don’t really know where else to write this, and even here it feels like I will come of as ”poor me who can’t get laid”, when I know that there are people here who are having a far worse time than I do. But I felt like I needed to get this off my chest, and I wanted to get to know your experiences in the matter. Those of you who suffer from SA but are in relationships, how did you meet your SO and how did you work around your anxiety to get to that point? I’m very thankful for any experience you can share, and hope you all find happiness dispite any bounds holding you down.",6.1945270270270285,5.9334633806306325,6.7242378378378405,78.48562702702705,66.0945945945946,9.986882882882883,30.59783783783784,9.592334608150935,2.554336864864865,1767,57,353,32,25,579,202,444,0.08199999999999999,0.773,0.145,0.9805,0,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,0,9,0,2,20,23,0,0,17,0,32,8,1,7,3,88,78,32,0,6,15,0,7,5,3,2,5,3,1,1,30,23,0,5,20,0,1,3,9,4,0,2,10,10,44,19,59,64,14,43,0,4,0,2,31,25,0,13,18,241,74,1,0.06641941315124072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650944800661583,0.0,0.1465909480714596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550243568470996,0.0,0.2540533463138541,0.0,0.06587021041731525,0.04644199800362466,0.06805453785655498,0.0,0.11825471887585955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107242888760522,0.0,0.1619546310971676,0.07335502351727734,0.11303605714154558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721444325302962,0.0,0.07177578968768274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096979386983424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04386939596999013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491279284418356,0.0,0.0,0.1679182548466801,0.18980016810589054,0.12754610516016568,0.0,0.06070614033110925,0.05649631889607243,0.0,0.0,0.1539464215205116,0.0,0.1735070100567048,0.06371555329717396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140940072692956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666240868986238,0.1319389277917164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497943284899576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807325239302804,0.0,0.06916559790234769,0.2555166071514397,0.05414068659924468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791835000006331,0.2345699788206434,0.16224585145774334,0.0,0.0586495586726043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293481976098735,0.0,0.0,0.13300642210094638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924915325431685,0.0,0.06414828310702858,0.0,0.0,0.06507692271152142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192575191823228,0.0,0.13814057428508986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557562815902096,0.07487790862781486,0.0,0.0675724213848657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0425499768309595,0.0,0.0,0.3565479647647994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281938321790649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465820324631565,0.0,0.20311868194127825,0.05627695322390384,0.10226581840551534,0.0,0.07435109518536727,0.04701200248729155,0.14158851407019826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259951085357719,0.0,0.0,0.0533854083683133,0.0,0.12230014380015207,0.0,0.0,0.04412610678271658,0.0,0.0,0.05272959492164155,0.038729693939260096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109605943706875,0.03917589074425773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640259440955105,0.0,0.048354123825495976,0.0,0.1353741127406557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554384884679879 socialanxiety,RusevReigns,2018/01/27,"Advice to people with social anxiety I have had social anxiety my whole life, in case people younger than me (I am 27) are reading I wanted to share something that could have sped up the process for me if I had known it earlier: It is important to know that social anxiety is a symptom of bigger emotional issues. The actual problem is inability to trust or feel safe around others and hence putting up walls when communicating with them. If you want to improve your situation it's not about battling ""social anxiety"" it's about battling these trust and safety issues. If you are able to trust others more you will be able to communicate easier. The term social anxiety is barely relevant when describing yourself when you can just jump straight to the real emotional issues such as lack of openness and not having safe relationships early in your life to be a building block. If you are someone who thinks you have social anxiety but DON'T have general anxiety, look really closely at yourself and ask whether that's really the case. 10 years ago I thought I only had SA, but now it is so obvious to me I have general anxiety to the point where I have no idea how I ever didn't know that. I fear so many things at this point including the future, cars, animals, etc. I'm of the opinion that the vast majority of people who think they have social anxiety but don't have general anxiety are likely wrong and likely have way more worries than just their social skills. If you see it as dealing with anxiety vs just social anxiety it changes your approach going forward.",9.33867416829746,8.172724051369865,9.355244618395307,65.13897260273976,60.198630136986296,13.000391389432487,39.69275929549902,12.031772070788634,4.9678622309197635,1261,55,209,34,14,416,154,292,0.126,0.77,0.104,-0.8193,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,10,3,1,16,13,2,1,11,0,31,3,0,1,2,51,44,23,0,10,16,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,19,11,0,3,8,1,0,6,6,5,0,0,5,3,27,8,32,35,7,34,0,0,2,0,28,17,0,7,14,156,46,1,0.13075350878938474,0.0,0.06379828157902062,0.0,0.0,0.06388540775237223,0.057952548163255437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6001564580147261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058199172088108424,0.061118440145912015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915993750130699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219801862924008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740056309727566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708009844691106,0.0,0.0,0.07291236271463758,0.0,0.059137017239824716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356702451366774,0.033056451373634874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03715511613039992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738023980257127,0.0,0.2047090385220676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185870893097775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235507009859166,0.06387955977965447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490000813520226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628176766886452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049721967706544634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597202938866032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360432907495765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625567246321814,0.0,0.06572169534739424,0.0,0.0,0.06539444627290722,0.07441305929418841,0.08376404586542258,0.0,0.0,0.07019016765257367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520968088956444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734862111182659,0.0,0.5997903121491456,0.05539351184303597,0.05033021955226877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795148012825962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04343341063491077,0.0837815688369528,0.0,0.05190184033505544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712180719057726,0.051893024601072486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299081154317599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639326755098769,0.0,0.0,0.0714792179157541,0.0,0.04210048636909239 socialanxiety,clotheyboi,2018/01/27,"Anyone get watery eyes in public? Anyone experience this or have any idea how to overcome it? I have no control over it, its really embarrassing because I feel like I'm almost crying and I keep having to wipe my eyes every few seconds...",3.8723333333333336,6.1339264,5.841944444444442,73.21625000000002,73.8888888888889,7.166666666666668,24.583333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.845333333333333,188,6,30,3,4,65,37,45,0.173,0.775,0.052000000000000005,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,2,0,8,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,4,1,4,7,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930472934446258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990124371934288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092561951730269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839708389673758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282325222215544,0.0,0.0,0.3214629322341253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24657074470644536,0.0,0.0,0.28626843309559724,0.0,0.0,0.14797293189944902,0.2090696405766048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528978550107019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303668955157413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26012129162866626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429742963363071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747946224427972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DruggyHuggy,2018/01/27,"Basic approaching skills? I know I have decent social skills. I mean I've dated a good number of girls and can make them laugh. It's never been the conversation that's the problem, it's always the approach. What should I say to this female I've never met? And so many other questions run through my head before I fail to ever speak to her.. lol sad I've never been a person with a huge social group and I never grew up to be super good with girls. All.the girls I have had any sort of intimate relationship with has been a girl that I met through someone else. I want to be able.to just go meet a random girl.and get her number or anything lol.. it's hard being spontaneous with that type of social anxiety ",1.7160372340425525,4.236074943262409,3.161768617021277,88.09031250000002,83.25531914893618,5.227127659574467,20.160017730496453,6.6274283507984215,0.4121379432624113,561,16,107,6,16,183,86,141,0.08800000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.161,0.8504,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,4,3,7,0,0,8,2,12,1,1,1,5,23,20,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,9,7,0,0,3,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,6,3,13,4,15,10,0,13,0,2,0,0,20,2,0,4,6,68,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580836597959992,0.0,0.0,0.11099213285944028,0.0,0.1248594062164206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431244475105442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888436405697846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634560193343254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147637758641802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527335917592398,0.0,0.09275912657755764,0.2737948254238586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620902388870435,0.0,0.16750618457804195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896989670821504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894760967498128,0.1654748932933639,0.0,0.17778952129439302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.503527403744386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251347389921895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617518508268685,0.0,0.0,0.1828387069692124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523235892830444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979551186777138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991329259508948,0.1382919584638183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626872716497348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,YouWantALime,2018/01/27,"Slowly drifting through life No friends. Never been on a date. I haven't made a real social connection in years. Honestly I'm not sure why I haven't killed myself yet.",1.820454545454545,4.488617636363639,3.0032575757575763,88.22488636363637,84.75757575757575,5.724242424242425,23.40151515151515,7.1686216300943375,1.165006060606061,134,5,25,2,4,43,28,33,0.119,0.603,0.278,0.7599,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,2,5,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,3,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687905267229407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38490531709570175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24573557814926825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291961067493424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268325770424464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959920365604706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546453172930121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32789632903593463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31393013385041657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22403940243302495 socialanxiety,Gustavo_16,2018/01/27,Perfect Mole in my nose I have a perfectly shaped Mole in the perfect middle of The tip of my nose. Its not very big But it is extremely noticeable Could people not take me seriously at all because of this? What about dating? Will any girls take me serious with something like this?,2.0521428571428584,4.8631870185185235,3.151904761904764,86.205,86.22222222222223,6.789417989417991,24.38095238095239,7.957251820313856,1.8248285714285717,225,9,42,5,7,72,42,54,0.02,0.725,0.255,0.9419,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,3,0,4,2,2,0,4,9,6,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,4,8,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25663025130213196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23004636854675425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30130594301486313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843680230038583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296478070444749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616266646032232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905243276005593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.567483179519586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31137670037701737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shenanigans705,2018/01/28,I don't know what to do Today was my first day back to my college after winter break. When I started unpacking I just felt this crushing loneliness even though I was only back for less than an hour. My college is great but I just can't seem to truly come out of my shell or be happy here. I dropped lots of my hobbies when I started here because of schoolwork and just not really happy enough to continue them but going home for winter break I was able to pick them up again which made me so happy. I haven't been able to make friends either (it's only been one semester but it really hit me like a brick). I tried joining clubs but they just weren't my thing and it was hard to become friends with people within them. I also live 8 hours away from home which makes visiting my family extremely hard. I've been thinking about transferring but I also have trepidation with it because I just really don't know where to apply and my school is good for my major. Any advice? Thanks in advance!,3.1145900178253143,5.029796893939398,4.149322638146167,86.0586898395722,75.01010101010101,7.083065953654188,23.263220439691025,7.928766900206844,1.208398336304219,787,23,154,12,17,255,116,198,0.048,0.772,0.179,0.9867,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,4,2,19,9,0,0,2,0,17,0,0,4,0,30,31,15,0,0,13,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,9,7,0,0,5,1,0,4,6,0,0,2,10,3,28,9,25,19,5,29,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,17,115,37,4,0.24707759443211405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072068285522247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758786300068545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401061843278518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160687666330114,0.1899874189285725,0.0,0.15061620827449726,0.1364388955747757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641773492895718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967230409465803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127648601526287,0.0,0.08159621043906018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646138334390628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861661879788267,0.0,0.0,0.10508203780215428,0.0,0.0,0.1908915365557784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020994541058426,0.10361848184629438,0.0,0.13620196006096946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945280404932777,0.2213329936257584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24783897269108274,0.0,0.24332166052432375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578738426256953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060354816134084575,0.0,0.10908702127746447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502826760389664,0.0,0.11689539696898606,0.16492621287239986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837130862028019,0.1879136443084376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564624700440003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374263506649021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250278582042587,0.0,0.1124650811927627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488279304044976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373792651568593,0.0,0.0,0.08207368748277281,0.07915867297804956,0.12137624102404265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710033474841365,0.0,0.0,0.0838747340100756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,almosthitthedeck,2018/01/28,"medical exemption from speech class? In order to get a degree I need to take either Public Speaking or Acting I. (I chose public speaking because acting would probably send me into cardiac arrest.) I've got extremely severe, heavily medically documented anxiety and have medication I can take, but even when I use it I faint if I'm in front of people like that. I almost passed out this week during class because the professor asked me to repeat something and increase my volume, and I had to grab the shelf on the whiteboard to keep from falling. I really don't know how I can get through this class. It's not that I feel like I'm not smart enough or that I'm technically incapable--I used to be on my high school's debate team, but at 24 my anxiety has only gotten more severe and there are a lot of things I can no longer do, even though I really want to. (Debate team was much easier anyways, since I was only ever in front of about 6 people maximum, I had a partner, and it was more of a back-and-forth than a true speech. I was never able to stand in front of a crowd and give a speech or anything. When my parents tried to ""cure"" my ""stage fright"" by sending me to theater camp as a kid, some of the other kids used to stand behind me to catch me because I was constantly on the verge of fainting. Needless to say, it didn't work.) I've never liked speaking in front of people, but I used to be able to grit my teeth and get through it as long as it wasn't for too long. Nowadays I can't even sit at my desk and read something out loud without my throat closing up on me. It's embarrassing; I know if I could just muscle through it it'd be over much faster and no one would pay attention to or notice me, but at this point it's a physical response that I can't control (not for lack of trying). I'm capable of talking to people one-on-one or in smaller groups, but as soon as I'm made to present something, even just in front of one person, I short-circuit. Has anyone been able to get a medical exemption from classes like this? I'm honestly afraid of getting hurt because I'm scared I'll pass out in front of everyone and crack my head open or something. inb4 ""just do it, it'll get easier""; that was the plan when I started this class, so far it's still the plan, I'm just scared shitless. I'm already in therapy and have been for many years with various therapists and have been on several different medications with mixed effectiveness. I've learned many coping strategies and am capable of getting through a lot of situations that I couldn't before, but certain things (chiefly this kind of thing, agoraphobia, and asking people for things) have only gotten worse over the years despite all the work I've been putting in. should I talk to the campus disability support office? when I was in high school and just starting to deal with all of this, all they could do was give extended test-taking time. **tl;dr:** very severe, lengthily medically documented anxiety vs. college's required public speaking class. almost passed out only 2 classes in. is there any way to get a medical exemption or other accommodation? 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I used to be extremely social online in video games, social media etc until I got hit with a massive wave of anxiety and depression that I thought I’d never make another friend again and I’m just so happy :) ",4.804155844155844,5.41553954545455,5.740675324675326,81.33387012987014,69.12987012987013,8.237922077922079,25.78961038961039,8.238735603445708,1.5894903896103891,303,8,58,4,5,100,60,77,0.095,0.6579999999999999,0.247,0.942,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,3,1,17,12,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,6,5,12,6,2,11,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,2,6,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755494607064286,0.14412630081898833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423322773786694,0.16226956321095856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011699162837694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602538516127547,0.0,0.0,0.4366745917737612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506815442962286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055643945961,0.16877035057261666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354029948233363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307324552553698,0.09204324498423837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826964523995842,0.12575917539051246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986375964660905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384964621806003,0.0,0.14530651767011904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061357816902822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444166084635732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715132558336427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841023244419889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142964140158774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956940284406486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627180316674085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161190578315287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213241103787368 socialanxiety,allabovemoney,2018/01/28,"Bullying should be rewarded with long prison sentences Bullies kill quality of life. It's literally crippling. Not much different from a disability. If I shot you in the knee, it's guaranteed I would serve time in any country. Shooting people emotionally needs to be rewarded just as well to curb this epidemic of anxiety and depression.",5.816436781609196,9.118423517241382,6.693793103448275,64.28885057471265,72.44827586206897,12.142528735632188,38.97701149425287,11.20814326018867,6.291094252873562,276,17,40,12,6,91,50,58,0.244,0.62,0.13699999999999998,-0.8625,1,0,0,1,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,2,5,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,9,5,3,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,9,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638741753228602,0.0,0.24342269825557214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740658345985982,0.0,0.0,0.3324520519713141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579330084232514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520419779448619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22475459584670576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815976453035781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339141595342388,0.2359418198168061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060033072416926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855454127665836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861006832870481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260406789580344,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Marina_-,2018/01/28,"Not getting the help I want I don't know if I have social anxiety, but I do struggle a lot socially and it's ruining my life. I've dropped out of college, moved back to my village and are currently working a shit job. I want to try college again, because I really really don't want to be stuck here much longer. However I'm really scared of trying again, because it's just going to end up the same way with me isolating myself and failing all my classes. I never make any friends when I start in a new class, I'm always the weird shy girl who never talks. I was too scared to even use the shared kitchen in my dorm. My doctor doesn't seem to take me to seriously since I'm currently holding a full time job where some socializing is required, and because she's always seen me as a ""strong independent girl"" and so on. She didn't want to send me to therapy because ""they would just see you as a normal, healthy person"". She put me on Zoloft and I had some talking sessions with her since she knows some cognitive therapy. Zoloft helped a little bit with work, but it's no miracle. And the talking sessions didn't really do much. I was hoping I could try college again this fall, but I'm scared I'm going to chicken out again. I was hoping I'd get more help to prepare myself, idk what to do anymore. I feel so hopeless, I just needed to vent a little bit sorry. 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I’m a freshman in college and I have a class that is supposed to help us with study tips and going through college. We haven’t done any study tips other than “do your homework before you go to a party”. Turns out we’re doing 6 presentations. One every other week. I was hoping for a break on those. I did one already and I felt like I was gonna be sick. I almost skipped that class because my stomach hurt so bad. I took a public speaking class last semester and it was bad. I was hoping to feel a bit better by doing them more and more. I practiced so much but each time I went up there my voice shook badly, I sweated, and I forgot what to say. I’m already taking 16 credits so if I drop this I’ll be at 14. Do you recommend dropping this? I dread each day I have the class and I’m tired of feeling like I’m going to die. 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(College roommate rant) I’m in college in a dorm with two roommates. My father growing up always expected me to say “hello” to people who pass by and to greet when someone enters the room or the house. I do not always say something when a roommate comes in because sometimes they’ll be in and out just to take a shower or go to the bathroom and basic stuff like that and saying something every single time they come in to me would just be awkward in my opinion. But say when they’ve been out for a few hours I will say hello. One of them has a boyfriend and I will attempt to make small talk (attempting to not interrupt any pre-existing conversations) by just saying “Hey. How’s it going?” Lately I’ve been kind of withdrawn because of some things with my family that are going on right now and some depressive swings because of it, and I will feel the urge to completely withdraw. At the same time, I know this would come off as just not caring about anyone at all. I understand that communication is the key but of course my social anxiety (was diagnosed when I was 18 after I had a panic attack related to my old job) is causing me to think I’m going to say the wrong thing because I always am concerned because I can unintentionally come off as cold. Also, when I expect to be out a long time, for instance, last weekend, I was gone for 2 days, I told my roommates to not expect me to be back for awhile because I was staying over with a friend visiting town of the opposite sex. I introduced him to them before we left for the weekend, and also asked if it was okay to have a male they did not know in the room beforehand for a little while. Now, they’ve been gone for the past day. The roommate with a boyfriend goes out a lot with him and the other one is sort of friends with him as well, so I assumed they went out together for the night. I treat them like adults in the sense that I don’t expect to know what they are doing 24/7, but if they expect to be gone for that long, I would like to know. I don’t think they are avoiding me right now. I think they just maybe think I don’t care which I kind of understand why they would think that. They are responding to the memes I send in our group chat, but no word of where they are. I don’t know how to address my concerns without sounding like an overbearing asshole. My parents have very high expectations of me socially and I think I may be reflecting that onto other people, and maybe even failing at said social cues. 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I am a 33 y/o woman who has social anxiety. I am very comfortable with friends and family, but I get extremely nervous and self conscious around coworkers, classmates, and other people that I do not know well. I recently most to a new town and started a new job. I also started attending college. I was fairly comfortable at my last job because I had worked there for years. I want to make new friends and have a friendly relationship with my classmates, but I get very nervous and uncomfortable when people engage me in conversation or when I'm partnered up with someone for classwork. My area of study is IT, so my classmates are mostly young men. I get the feeling that now they just think that I'm stuck up. I'm relatively smart, fairly attractive, and well spoken and articulate among friends, but I just fall apart around strangers. I recently started on a medication for S.A.D. a couple of weeks ago, so I'm hoping that will help. Do any of you have any techniques that you use to cope?",6.342187499999998,7.033115510416664,6.629166666666666,76.0325,65.77083333333334,9.733333333333334,34.75,9.725611199111238,3.3580125000000014,806,36,146,16,12,260,114,192,0.087,0.7020000000000001,0.211,0.9821,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,1,1,14,14,0,2,7,0,13,1,0,3,1,32,31,18,0,2,7,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,4,8,13,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,3,1,22,12,20,27,3,29,0,0,0,0,18,11,0,4,16,98,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220242646169268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122317807205368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721527154638171,0.0,0.09683067293867394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22535983432348045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715985708420801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005448523371522,0.0,0.0,0.13049480935842134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193250553521806,0.0,0.06400087954521508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391170747105382,0.0,0.1983929846286596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484155711027727,0.0,0.0,0.12571902073173286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512152822926111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956313190704824,0.10317673813062517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449079392226863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275125031363708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667451055795493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550440963470318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499580388761706,0.13589578670787786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204689057299948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290287974563993,0.1072478542533514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687744859350518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110510766318453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932145219906864,0.0,0.20887773062637988,0.07465809678909119,0.0,0.10153203006619356,0.0,0.2276149421514773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092149196562805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151111341165622 socialanxiety,Xdopes,2018/01/28,"Getting rid of sexual anxiety using adult workers? Hi guys, I’m a 30 years old male with some degree of social anxiety - seems to be coming and going. I can perfectly fine for ages, then at some point the idea of public speaking will set off some neck tremors and heart palpitations etc. Sometimes I get shake’y eating in public. Overall I’d say I’m highly functional and these dont cause much of an issue. Biggest problems are in my sex life. Sex with strangers is a ‘no can’t do’. I just get too nervous and can’t get an erection or lose it. I recognise that if I’m in a long term relationship this isn’t an issue and I can rock my partners world. I’m not looking for an advice on the lines of ‘find a loving partner’, ‘take your time’. I’m looking for a way to manage my anxiety so I can start a relationship with a passion rather than look for some platonic relationship before the downstairs department kicks in. Did anyone had any experience in dealing with similar issue? I was thinking about trying prostitutes and stating point blank “can’t get a hard on with strangers cuz I’m nervous, need to build confidence with strangers”. I’m hoping that once it sinks in my brain that having sex with a stranger is not something unusual and stressful but casual and enjoyable I’d be able to approach potential partners in a more confident and transparent manner (rather than getting friend zoned). Thanks ",5.843588137009188,7.0206307105263175,6.187619047619048,77.02126984126987,67.08270676691728,9.21938178780284,33.950710108604845,9.444778638647367,3.2488895572264003,1123,51,198,22,18,361,157,266,0.054000000000000006,0.8240000000000001,0.122,0.9705,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,3,6,14,0,3,17,0,19,10,3,3,1,40,46,15,0,6,8,0,1,0,4,1,1,2,0,6,7,17,1,0,4,2,0,4,8,5,0,0,3,6,12,9,34,40,8,31,0,1,3,5,19,16,0,8,8,118,19,2,0.10926537589119564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677286073093843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430420247540646,0.0,0.2507631404528375,0.0,0.0,0.07640089136965543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297678710820503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197629572397847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224563957327507,0.0,0.09412244631268596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264780471726765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805820677842444,0.0,0.0,0.11180575766768858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185977711638832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068825040033978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986657405536588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441815836905375,0.0,0.34251989484642115,0.0,0.06209803114054203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818990081020982,0.0,0.0,0.09788031489146944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947999652334005,0.0,0.11544486871446714,0.0,0.10852517250503524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334730955389575,0.0,0.3421339931835907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717736635301367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669641928284864,0.2752661896814617,0.1222400066215172,0.0,0.0,0.0986162677468996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032262351531283,0.08101889172677085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465563158320165,0.11636405928802647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065821958156239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455220811653268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519303668452136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689221249974043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994710944908232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138229060782456,0.0,0.08411782458432225,0.10806625066481962,0.0,0.0773385954415916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516311891419507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215396442636856,0.0,0.0,0.1005968778543873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700128409285712,0.0,0.0,0.06371351937103295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418401786247751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437020261016282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672976949781983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036331966786198 socialanxiety,pepsi109,2018/01/28,"Mistakes: From snowball to avalanche. Making mistakes is hurting my work performance. I've always had a hard time forgiving myself because it's usually over something so simple that I look like an idiot. Or I'll get confused about really simple concepts. I have memory issues along as part of or at least along with SA so that makes it even more difficult to focus. The worst part is I feel like I have a tally over my head of how many times I've messed up in the past and that's what people see when they first look at me. This is usually when I get really resentful that everyone is holding all of my little mistakes against me and I end up quitting because I think everyone hates me. Right now I'm in the most compassionate environment I've ever been in and still, the same thing is happening. I can tell my coworkers and boss are frustrated with me. I got the feeling the other day that my one coworker could have delegated something to me to help her, but she didn't because she thought I would screw it up. Like most people with SA, I'm afraid of others' judgment and even when I can discount those who are judgmental no matter what, I fear they will ""poison"" those who will give me the benefit of the doubt. Overall most of the time I do fine, but the times I don't stick out so much that it invalidates every other time I've done my job correctly. I've been slowing down, rechecking my work, and still, little things slip through. How can I get out of from under this reputation of being incompetent?",5.5473523093447925,6.3064842006802735,6.097798066595062,78.90472073039743,67.5374149659864,9.454779806659506,30.779806659505912,9.549672527348893,2.741077551020408,1201,45,228,24,19,390,158,294,0.136,0.792,0.07200000000000001,-0.9459,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,5,15,24,6,4,13,0,25,3,1,5,3,43,43,19,0,5,4,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,23,13,0,1,5,0,1,0,3,17,0,2,7,6,34,7,37,31,11,36,0,1,3,1,12,17,1,7,22,170,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445958164779132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760627608057425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063825579370574,0.0,0.0,0.07321244085367014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161726457876594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054699230660864,0.0,0.0,0.1499607121580373,0.10268734783847584,0.09564736706225052,0.2169506934184135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277440592757747,0.11480049143311065,0.08110029710787739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656194288335113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779320244822672,0.10890085829451346,0.0,0.0,0.0907940902978554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038732479887423,0.0,0.10169361165668908,0.11207969030385972,0.11650654953787087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760915515491407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152788511730753,0.0,0.0,0.118487704349075,0.11265328721898606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638366832723778,0.22755817687702554,0.0,0.0,0.1906601480711197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515539275830982,0.1150937137116574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834518942043632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692559468368329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458670045864973,0.10836980490769173,0.15740402802205095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074485537676022,0.0,0.0,0.14545048288888282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694735615150424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046251207845828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478990328481436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813179840911318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922342453359434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150838238174613,0.07274045515961232,0.0,0.09012396263289574,0.3309785988828816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25005737547240003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529105733777733,0.0,0.0,0.0806429284308768,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thatgirltag,2018/01/28,"Freshman in College needing help I was diagnosed with social anxiety disorder back when I was 15 and I have always had problems with making friends. Today, I have like two-three close friends but now as a college student at a large state university, I have absolutely 0 friends at all. I mean its not like I don't talk to anyone, I just fear what they will think of me, coming up with things to say/saying something stupid and being incredibly awkward. Every time I do try to talk to other people, my voice quivers/shakes, then I feel incredibly lightheaded and I rush out of the situation. I want friends, I believe it is human nature to yearn for friendships, however with social anxiety, it presents a challenge. I thought I gotten over my social anxiety, but it came back in full force. I can't have another college semester being all by myself- its just not healthy. And then I keep to myself in fear that then I fear that other people will think I'm cold, arrogant or like snobbish but the truth is that I am just terrified to talk to other people. any advice",6.111904036557503,6.978795049504952,6.651188118811884,75.05257044935266,66.32673267326733,9.383701447067782,34.35034272658035,9.466822959209583,3.2997634424980964,848,38,148,16,13,277,118,202,0.198,0.66,0.14300000000000002,-0.9358,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,7,16,1,4,5,0,17,1,0,1,3,35,30,13,0,4,9,0,1,3,4,2,1,1,0,1,13,12,0,1,5,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,6,3,25,9,25,20,3,24,0,1,0,0,13,10,0,1,13,108,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284801446772888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609056509774352,0.0,0.0,0.07853195707744176,0.1210933115538012,0.2650310416717653,0.0,0.0,0.08074794320961791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759759548121634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010906093027158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208104190087722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947781777616392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172121529013308,0.0,0.0,0.13235277636815648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729885937238696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898492443929595,0.058391345286908765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568855041161086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740538397453271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026460174911402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925652679908562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708536439713799,0.0,0.0,0.12579413238947104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562869818372093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401827597177421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050101133750696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367239738969385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980699829914946,0.0,0.35315913395730075,0.0,0.08890395387650157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27846101213025204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672134097835855,0.1479928519653285,0.0,0.09168008525099544,0.06733868612821475,0.0,0.10946376343573842,0.0,0.0,0.07840493420996628,0.0,0.11280947429895165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811448122358188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jacob_00x,2018/01/28,"yesterday was a nightmare im a pretty social guy, not going to lie. but the anxiety is getting worse, its getting really bad. yesterday i was going to meet this girl. she was cute, i had texted her once or twice, but besides that i didnt know what i was walking into. i stress cleaned, played video games, talked and called 3 friends, took a shot, played pong, and still my heart was jumping out of my chest. i waited on her for an hour, and then i go to her room. i wasnt expecting other people to be there, plus theyre all from a traditionally black college so i had a hard time fitting in - luckily im a big music guy, and they were as well, so we kind of related there. the entire time im talking to them, though, im taking shots and frozen on the chair im in. at points i would just not talk for 10 minutes and laugh. we went to smoke, and i know smoking fucks me up, so i didnt smoke a lot. by this point im in my groove, just chilling with them, no anxiety, my head is clear. then we get back and we're just watching phineas and ferb, im falling asleep for like 30 seconds at a time. the anxiety is coming back, and i leave crossfaded at 2am, and go back to my friends room and play mario kart. im really bad at mario kart. i had a dream about being ""skinnyfat,"" and went by myself to sleep (my roommate isnt here). the post high/drunk is making me out to be an idiot, stupid, whatever. i hate myself and i hate how i act. i dont think im smart and im falling apart, i think. but i know it will all pass. for now, though, i just want someone to love me. i dont have the luxury of loving myself. 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Does anyone else feel like this? I think i spend way too much time listening to music and fantasicing about a world where i am accepted, i have found happiness and company in friends. I enjoy living, and feel good about myself. Then i have to return back to reality and i hate it. I am only living for my imaginary world kinda.It's sad when i am back to my shit life.",1.262306610407876,3.6780407721518986,3.5168776371308006,85.48251758087203,84.31645569620251,7.055414908579465,20.17018284106892,8.167268648758528,1.2184672292545708,307,9,62,7,9,105,51,79,0.123,0.672,0.205,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,9,11,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,13,6,8,10,2,12,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,7,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763258440450952,0.2163358110353822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247041467899041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476826861354112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763786891614859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351541275012015,0.15083701467632835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315018964719815,0.1631246791400987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709251975371834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476030517442613,0.0,0.20845504263435727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149132998947633,0.10315135174738764,0.0,0.3728774080884595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31042141742408685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605799475814038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167301017278617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528869182659908,0.0,0.0,0.12311625371936802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351830007799105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throwawayhdhdjs,2018/01/28,"Shout-out to everyone else still up because their brain won't shut off. 5am here, caught up in the overwhelming feeling that I'm gonna die alone. I'm terrible at meeting people and hate feeling like I have to pursue women but I've never been asked out or asked for my number before. The rare occasion that something does go well it always ends with me getting dumped soon enough. I know I'm just being pessimistic right now but it's just so draining getting invested in something only for you to end up alone again and then repeat. Anyways I'm gonna go smoke a bowl to try to drown the pain just wanted to vent I guess. Good luck to anyone else still up with their thoughts.",2.5368721719457032,4.760701522058827,3.1532352941176462,91.08859728506788,77.8970588235294,5.655203619909504,22.961538461538463,6.67199483983844,0.6100515837104075,541,17,108,5,13,169,94,136,0.183,0.708,0.109,-0.9178,0,2,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,0,12,9,2,1,4,0,4,2,1,0,1,19,24,7,2,1,6,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,1,3,2,5,1,0,3,2,8,4,20,17,1,24,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,3,11,60,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269184584960612,0.0,0.0,0.13132314495029626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035499520445588,0.16171048881694194,0.0,0.0,0.2950903692517819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620872974001063,0.0,0.134297554799562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761850325089688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637975596860206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811382818385531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636852761887903,0.0,0.2795724269504179,0.16307554076186748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508086679077504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960224800750153,0.11275029898313026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491422493280966,0.0,0.17939130829152716,0.1323762247135033,0.0,0.0,0.17386216569389645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581963374175326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867365597918358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710538275362194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172446401111822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003311746357465,0.16793705774046697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941606784145448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478179219449968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430029797348425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520786932518875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529551795460006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715289820181972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308934630408087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190373907989984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,izmegibbs,2018/01/28,"Due to be my brother's best man this summer, any advice? At Christmas my brother asked me to be his best man at his wedding in June and I'm pretty terrified. Firstly, obviously, is the speech. There's going to be around 300 people iirc and I've barely met any of them. Also I'm not particularly funny and have no idea how I should structure the speech. Secondly is planning the stag party. I know who his best friends are but I've not actually met any of them, or if I did it was a decade ago when we were kids. Also I don't know what to do for the actual party, I don't think he particularly enjoys clubs (I hate them) so I was thinking something like paintballing and then a pub crawl, maybe? Any advice for either of these or any other aspects would be greatly appreciated. ",2.2476923076923083,4.421373000000003,4.123692307692308,84.0213076923077,78.61538461538461,6.211282051282053,23.220512820512823,7.3011,0.9826620512820514,612,20,121,8,15,207,99,156,0.065,0.7509999999999999,0.183,0.9627,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,3,5,7,8,1,0,6,0,17,0,0,1,1,22,28,14,0,3,7,2,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,3,6,6,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,1,0,2,6,2,17,7,13,16,4,12,0,0,0,0,19,4,0,3,8,83,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.2879786598259424,0.0,0.0,0.2883719381089394,0.13079582036141169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359943368968705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017016199338207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135243744891276,0.13794107026277375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645397188359965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550753601098089,0.0,0.0,0.11399820035643927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838571218854613,0.0,0.0,0.16267644561007788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567691314894424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665680888995489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621812859421152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208638524546633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482356748279692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229388061876477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501132866003379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359262990066185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909054691305832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481660726623904,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ameliablackheart,2018/01/28,"Not able to make other female friends For whatever reason, the last two years of my life I (22F) haven't been able to make a true female friend. I get along with them okay, but it's always kind of awkward and it never leads to hanging out outside of the class, club meetings, work, etc. I don't know what's wrong with me and it's making me feel awful about myself. Does anyone else have this problem? How did you overcome it?",1.585335917312662,3.870182779069769,2.406434108527133,94.82913436692509,81.67441860465118,4.28733850129199,18.857881136950905,5.033348758259628,-0.4694041343669246,333,8,69,1,9,104,66,86,0.116,0.7609999999999999,0.123,-0.4689,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,2,2,8,0,1,3,2,5,1,0,6,2,19,11,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,3,0,1,2,1,9,5,12,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,44,16,3,0.4075982223145741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695771864892658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250107708653248,0.2088162732453586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783459755517164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024800644114932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272898808024527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304695407925912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149093754691331,0.0,0.10647662408156752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222541281814167,0.11200266168484196,0.16612347629821225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394933926614426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081124676705677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718243834117646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500822570636456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953942896372305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908211843161053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483681801582041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282233513004387,0.0,0.13123994576896708 socialanxiety,motorcityz,2018/01/28,"Possesiveness? Any of y'all suffering from possesive behaviour? It's been very damaging to me. I have so little friends due to social anxiety and whenever one of my friend talk to someone else (even if that ""someone"" is also my friend) I can't help but to get jealous sometimes. Idk it's very confusing. Please help. I need to get rid of this horrible trait.",2.491176470588236,5.275364294117646,4.036764705882355,81.26044117647061,82.52941176470588,8.694117647058821,29.088235294117645,9.188382445141503,3.2769352941176475,284,14,52,9,8,94,52,68,0.304,0.604,0.093,-0.9445,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,7,3,9,6,0,2,0,2,0,0,8,1,0,2,1,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683708289403012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317617742812794,0.0,0.16106450103677275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588131330612305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906139153865096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879940360629244,0.0,0.2199996213916552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822445129923685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110189814194052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611465880064915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426691042968338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311125332801197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462165087762708,0.3567840976075969,0.0,0.2082319998562656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922615439326416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34743936440820145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dfaudhjffsjafd,2018/01/28,"I tried to branch out and be more social but it is not working...I have no thoughts in my mind, it's empty and blank and I look like a fool because of it. I tried branching out and finally talking to people lately, but after a few short words or what not...My mind goes completely blank, I go hours on end not having a thing to say and this goes with my family members as well....I just don't get it why I can't think of one fucking thing to say and it is so frustrating that I'd rather be alone and stop looking like a clown when out in public not having a word to say to anyone just sitting there with a blank face. Is this social anxiety (I don't feel shy, but can't think of anything to say) or is it just my brain fried from years of smoking weed all day long and this will never change?",3.3638891877353387,3.635695609467458,4.366315223238299,91.1225658956428,72.19526627218934,7.328886498117268,24.23937600860677,6.980632752743323,0.6505455621301772,614,15,143,5,11,200,96,169,0.11,0.825,0.065,-0.821,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,6,0,14,3,2,0,2,36,23,16,0,1,12,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,13,13,0,1,4,0,0,1,9,3,0,1,1,7,9,2,22,19,3,20,0,0,2,1,8,7,1,2,13,93,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010372665490962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087102025990488,0.0,0.0,0.10133839558265922,0.0,0.1192650056123133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834795647297243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617897630012913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533166772660409,0.0,0.1519563022951195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346783237867652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836492423299745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662706483352322,0.0,0.07328094081514135,0.0,0.0,0.15876368355213205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398540968974704,0.07571992066369965,0.0,0.08236703436059557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272681352963162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634873039729751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416109123934499,0.0,0.0,0.12825845108665762,0.2434093243363257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926758829593948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117789173312183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820828954323928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100476183660499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610164748338797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954756789919201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121167933417195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648920942522124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257004680636672,0.18573052860226968,0.0,0.11505819686451997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679585442754785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303094365496987,0.0,0.1307767435976574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333014046277167 socialanxiety,newagebacon,2018/01/28,"I think I fucked up college These people who I've started out friendly with in my residence hall, now we act like strangers to each other. I've tried and given up on two clubs because I couldn't connect with anyone and felt like I made a bad impression. I watched some charisma videos on youtube and hearing them describe the importance of body language and confidence, made me realize how much I fucked up. I eat in the dining halls alone every day. Which I actually kind of like since I can eat at my own pace, but it's also a marker of me not having that social circle. I wish I could live like this and be totally fine with it but when it's Saturday night, I can't focus on my homework and instead feel sorry for myself.",6.34256896551724,5.923995558620689,6.696681034482758,79.33329741379312,65.82758620689657,9.45689655172414,33.297413793103445,8.841846274778883,2.665155172413793,576,22,112,8,8,187,100,145,0.07400000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.155,0.8604,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,0,5,11,2,0,4,0,6,6,1,3,1,27,17,11,0,3,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,9,12,3,0,4,2,0,1,3,3,0,1,4,4,20,8,18,10,5,19,0,0,1,2,6,12,2,1,10,77,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.1634103197901263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343117528325358,0.0,0.1339123881064134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708727983566695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981655753282246,0.10207801142877336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600292859860929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369787877515482,0.0,0.0,0.10799356139824262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426931754483392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410866744364198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466944808539711,0.0,0.1607814817277259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293740472783914,0.3096158581954969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873210208688004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437690161309047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272370049251748,0.0,0.1478643810286032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31689682815608605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309748391767712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714363078447682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160910725439768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851914630442674,0.0,0.0,0.1706976083045502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745032217128046,0.11852434708849015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729734890435512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368983663779465,0.0,0.16357759665861749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256309505518412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,skymermaiid,2018/01/28,"Guidance NEEDED My whole entire life I have been told that I shouldn't be so shy all the time because that's not going to get me anywhere in life. I've heard the excuse come from my parents, ""oh, she's just really shy.."" and even in school it was brought up. So I made a point of being more outgoing and vocal but growing up I've never been able to really shake it. From holding in a cough to the point of tears during a test because it might disturb someone and they'll think you're gross or you hear laughter in the hall while you walk by a group of old girls and no matter how much you tell yourself that they aren't laughing at you, but the feel sticks. I took health class all through school and it has only been in the last two now that I've become aware that it isn't that I'm shy, but that I suffer from social anxiety. I've never been able to fully enjoy anything in life because I've ALWAYS been so worried and stressed out about people judging me or that I will make a mistake if I take control of a situation. I want so bad to just get through life without that constant nagging in the back of my head and to stop worrying about situations that haven't happened or won't happen because I've just envisioned the worst outcomes. I just want to live my life without worrying about every little thing. If anyone out there has any advice that doesn't include pharmaceutical route, that would be highly appreciated!! #anxiety #socialanxiety #help #donebeingmiserable",9.810213379469438,6.937663536332184,9.154749134948098,72.32259659746255,60.695501730103814,11.571049596309113,38.61620530565168,9.2995712137729,3.4281693194925023,1178,42,225,14,12,376,160,289,0.197,0.721,0.081,-0.9911,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,2,1,16,11,1,3,14,0,22,8,1,4,4,45,42,21,0,8,15,1,1,0,0,6,7,2,0,1,18,10,0,3,2,0,0,7,12,9,0,1,11,3,22,2,35,22,6,34,0,1,0,0,17,17,0,6,10,150,40,4,0.20375114279194487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955162930458952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476863648331774,0.0,0.0,0.06927888201146086,0.0,0.15586906654443555,0.0,0.0,0.07123376824508261,0.0,0.08383491489764383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833602599976837,0.08506184677017696,0.24840961099247036,0.11251356464970552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775678407805912,0.0,0.11009130071925714,0.11426211597624772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728785409564296,0.0,0.08583456275847218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051511349916227016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064515625904975,0.0,0.05789823494779525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801764626724343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455372735532703,0.10828896847742944,0.11482117305426345,0.0,0.0682850480618401,0.10763713453684316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304218783910297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35978864447777503,0.0,0.1021060862116688,0.08995799598963425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963971289031348,0.06800273498358811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807388198807533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489026692952079,0.0755394453294356,0.15714544218066864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690127486438243,0.0,0.0,0.07748096273570232,0.0,0.0,0.11312076587418694,0.0,0.0,0.07062769387526281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926106881278497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052819941870905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620703425980808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290248213363798,0.0,0.1038493155449686,0.08631884104508261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517253937315174,0.11669812283246005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659775111847746,0.0,0.08904373974765363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676816028430232,0.06527775259525964,0.0,0.0,0.05940446494263475,0.0,0.0,0.09734647425055168,0.11318750830932615,0.0,0.0,0.09951763015437368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017770302876847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137404372772058,0.0,0.19640883077494867,0.0,0.0,0.3103787637315782,0.0,0.07236948296676099,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Xch4vez,2018/01/28,Suck at getting girls I am a 20 year old male. I feel like I can go get girls but one thing stops me. I work as a detailer at a body shop and I think I want to become a painter. I only make $10 an hour but work around 90-95 hours a week. I feel like girls wouldn't want me because I dont have the greatest job in the world. Is this fear rational? If not how can I get over it?,-1.7760227272727285,-0.12029564772727144,0.8488181818181815,104.65072727272732,90.70454545454548,4.42909090909091,15.618181818181819,5.6839178017228535,-1.0894354545454543,285,6,81,2,10,97,63,88,0.168,0.737,0.095,-0.8396,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,1,8,0,7,1,1,2,0,15,18,6,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,3,1,1,1,3,2,0,1,0,2,12,2,7,17,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,8,45,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725239388478436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181392638583181,0.21403792950981115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152691725922179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271332768396969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807995514436426,0.1959831726361266,0.27690288308905403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30375900169314096,0.0,0.11014154932412516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817098064603784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231754465031792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936271547588046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936364288347785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336150227901892,0.0,0.13132454325609938,0.14739435988903196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620262768785184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875274357831795,0.12417982713499998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286176498772043,0.0,0.1554554368467808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821788079566913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480146151924132 socialanxiety,4n0therThr0way,2018/01/28,"Im at a party I didn't want to be at. I tried to tell my friend. I said I wasn't sure I should go. This was supppsed to be a girls night ""Oh no! [x] [y] and [z] are gonna be there! They said you're totally welcome! You've met those guys before!"" [y] is here and is attached at the hip to his wife getting snacks and chairs and minding the cats. This is a ladies night. Im totally not welcome, that was just the hosts being polite because they knew I agreed to dd my friend and they didn't want to be rude in making me fuck off to do something sober for 3-4 hours. Im currently sitting on the couch watching Wonder Showzen with the sound off and fucking around on my phone just trying to stay out of the way of the women's good time. Only 2 more hours of praying Im as invisible and/or unobtrusive as I hope I am. Hope my phone battery holds out. edit: I fucking made it. Rewarded myself with Gentleman Jack. Christ that was an ordeal. Survived though.",0.4889584285061694,2.6452780351758776,2.2281795340338064,95.1985872544541,85.23115577889448,5.025216994061215,20.603243490178173,6.351523495107088,0.08935979899497504,735,23,166,7,22,241,124,199,0.064,0.7559999999999999,0.18,0.9778,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,3,2,6,13,4,0,11,0,18,5,1,2,3,28,35,9,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,3,6,11,1,1,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,11,4,19,9,27,17,3,21,2,0,1,3,18,11,3,3,6,97,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440280978083553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833964272489155,0.0,0.10935413543298143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857590287668087,0.3564214570821707,0.06714214758058443,0.0,0.07303625688379015,0.10778965876953137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724695522025029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552825663504992,0.25311660904333705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5552594863918918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216010380243428,0.08578267067277451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976035338318992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24119936742180945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977390675738314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444884332639209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893471551363156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369765536318967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112091594540328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232503816337208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262622591027455,0.0,0.07493630445740544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745022470362429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159926028880122,0.10200674011996357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936564031303592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,whatacooluzername,2018/01/28,"Going to a club for the first time, what do I do So I've pretty much been holed up in a dorm in self-loathing depressed manner, and today I just got invited to go to a club two hours from now. Please help, I don't want to make a complete fool of my self. Also this is not great fro my nerves",2.9263846153846167,2.6413114461538463,4.181346153846154,94.02740384615385,73.0,7.115384615384617,22.403846153846153,5.985473137389443,0.07030769230769217,224,4,57,1,4,74,50,65,0.179,0.695,0.125,-0.3895,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,2,2,0,5,1,10,8,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,36,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906849090930708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24788646379736096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363197167139874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011024564687878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687308466018067,0.0,0.18909017410518356,0.2606587131065624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584702780011269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328303897933297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578151092158105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379912230788802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595229718385033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405285901022701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4932843802262747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786095699079232,0.0,0.2241026674374272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309522650155392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394492246037427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BankaiAlex,2018/01/28,"Confidence is our biggest need but our biggest weakness Confidence is the end goal of most SA journeys, but stay grounded with every interaction, because too much can set you up for a big fall. 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Because I can't bear to go back and tell the person it was messed up and that I want it remade because it makes me super nervous and I feel like I'm always imposing. Anyone else?",3.6792857142857116,3.297519785714286,4.869142857142858,90.07585714285715,71.38095238095238,7.672380952380951,25.13333333333333,6.742157984588678,0.7115790476190478,298,7,71,2,5,99,61,84,0.12,0.768,0.112,0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,1,0,18,15,9,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,8,2,0,3,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,1,9,2,9,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,4,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820707382820815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665596775806716,0.2440709351566816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316626446858272,0.0,0.2904172117674128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455806692502883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24374494348097686,0.1989911489887949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276167295965888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044447521396147,0.17017492874664386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880405120068513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445317986007233,0.0,0.2707567375129129,0.0,0.19051567501043248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091218396248444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435825107468212,0.0,0.11637577136752025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900483566306609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799292031022584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668460431689789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820317313439668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050049549526095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BashfulGreenskeeper,2018/01/28,"I need some help hello reddit, i'm not comfy showing my name so I like to be called M (my English is a little bad too) anyways I have been suffering from social anxiety and everytime try to talk to people I start sweating and tear up a little because I have no idea what to do to even manage a conversation without feeling weird i'm really a nerdy and awkward strange person so I don't have any friends and I am a bit of a introvert so I stay all day in my room listening to music or tending to my cactuses I have been bullied a lot in school and there was this one kid who picked on me for no reason (we will call him C) I have no idea how to make friends or just talk to people without them using me as a doormat because i'm too nice sometimes. I have lost a friend a few days ago too anyone have any idea's to help? 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I am a 32 year old man who is virtually a hermit, outside of going to work. I have come to the conclusion that because of my below average appearance I can never live a normal social life. I have not attempted to get out into the real world to socialize for so long that I have no clue where to start. I get so anxious even when a Homeless person asks me for money. I feel that my appearance turns people off so much that they want nothing to do with, and I don't want to disturb them, or ruin their day by talking to them. Has anyone overcome this? Before you diagnose me, I do not have BDD. I am legitimately unattractive, and it has gravely affected my life. 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(20 F) Hi all, I was wondering what kind of jobs are good for people with social anxiety? I know a lot of people say to push yourself to overcome it, and I do agree, but its honestly draining lol. I (20 F) currently work retail and while it has helped me come out of my shell a good amount, I'm so mentally tired at the end of the day! I'm going back to school full-time this August and would love to be working part-time in a job environment with less mental stress. Mostly because I'll be stressed enough with school and would like to focus on my studies. 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All your ups and downs where my life raft. I have been lurking here for about 2 years now. This place, depressioncomix.com, and a handful of other webcomics have been a life line these last two years in keeping hope alive in me. I have had SA for probably my entire life now that i look back, and am almost 40 now. I have had several panic attack as a result of it. I always just lied to myself and said ""this is fine"" and pushed through each day. I forced my self to tolerate school, and then work. Every time I interact with other people i was fine during, mostly. But the lead up, or the quite moments afterward were unmitigated hell. Every perceived stupid thing I did would play on loop, haunting me. As time went on they loops, would cause old loops to kick back in. Basically every human interaction that was not ""wellworn"" would trigger hours to months of endless repeating thoughts. Eventually I had to do a cost benefit analysis of every social encounter not related to work/school/family/etc. It turned me into a giant jack ass when interacting with people I had no choice to interact with. My biggest fear was ending up homeless and dead, since being around people is required for most jobs i could do. I had 1 friend from grammer school and high school, he forced me to make a small group of friends in high school, and during college i slowly lost them all. In the last five years i got really good at lieing to myself. Then last year some shit happened and had the second worse panic attack i have ever had. I was in bed with massive adominal pain, sweating, and I may have wet myself. The worst one I had was shortly after college and caused me to severe contact with the last friend i still had. It got so bad i looked up a doctors number, called and chickened out as soon as i heard it ring. Fast forward a month, i finally called and stayed on the line. Next appointment open was 6 weeks later, so i took it cause i knew i would never call again. Night before was hell. Showed up, got put on some meds despite me arguing i didnt want them, but eventually relented, He finally convinced me by pulling up his desk reference, showing me what it did, and it being a basic checklist of what i had come to him complaining about. Started therapy 3-4 weeks later. Dr said it would take 2-3 weeks for the meds to kick in. On day 15 all of a sudden the thoughts stopped. I spent the next two weeks trying to force myself to think the bad thoughts, and feel sad and depressed. It was like pushing through tar. It was fun, because it would eject me as soon as i stppped trying. That was a year ago. I am one of the lucky few i think you found great doctors on the first try, and who responded really really well to drugs. In the lag between making my first appointment and showing up, i made a list of where i wanted to be in two to three years. I got half way there in 6months, and am at 80% now. I am relearning how to interact with people. I am trying to find hobbies and interests that dont involve sitting home alone. I am genuinely happy for more then a couple days in a row. It is fucking amazing. The appointments started scary. And now i look forward to them. I find my therapists advice and insight helpful. We are basically doing Pavlov's dog in reverse and trying to untrain all these bad habbits and behaviors i taught myself to ""survive"". I can not even understand why I was afraid of this. It would be comical, if it was not sad how much of my life I wasted avoiding this. The last goals i have is to actually to go out on a date and have sex, as I never have. I have no real interest in sex, but I would like to get it out of the way so its not a big deal anymore. Right now it feels like its a blocker to dating. These two feel like the last chains weighing me down, or the last two bars in my self made prison. So hello, and maybe goodbye, because as things get better, I find coming to this sub less and less a thing i do. I remember it being this super important thing to read, and now its just ""meh haven't checked in a while"". But to those still here, keep up the good fight, and hopefully it will work out for you. Thank you Thank you Thank you",4.682931589328351,5.5488115562130185,5.245306758019312,83.86049621094158,69.53254437869822,8.296688466728952,28.078999273331256,8.479577106124081,1.8594773175542407,3355,112,674,50,57,1078,383,845,0.121,0.7559999999999999,0.124,0.8351,2,2,1,0,1,0,107.0,1,7,4,12,36,56,9,5,41,0,72,18,4,12,8,129,125,57,1,15,14,0,5,4,3,10,9,4,2,3,46,48,2,6,18,8,3,12,12,24,1,13,47,12,89,32,113,62,16,139,2,4,3,4,47,55,5,12,76,472,135,17,0.0,0.0,0.04659206509470448,0.0,0.0,0.04665569358499889,0.042322909482789314,0.0,0.04780954876312397,0.04944924297698304,0.0,0.0,0.03972752185987076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473500402028688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04250301963115482,0.0,0.10863326959610774,0.0,0.07342565161900781,0.11959481185007215,0.05820960829567839,0.0,0.04062733226535293,0.0,0.0,0.04222642064207451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625842349571944,0.0,0.0,0.14714127158341206,0.0,0.08225588383739448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03812036032312025,0.052828744334053324,0.0,0.09237439316448688,0.04922282145418582,0.041122550607877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773770966461216,0.0,0.0,0.055956583120446345,0.0,0.05536884278665675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04228774641093757,0.0,0.053248104270667534,0.03153500876488116,0.043187930592328526,0.16090830806229758,0.0456222294495821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372620563014773,0.07242365919962948,0.06821782967891321,0.0,0.10460425119143356,0.13091372414153166,0.08122345303272092,0.0,0.0523497398094204,0.11066260760217428,0.0441393243643509,0.04988940432778646,0.0,0.02713448617271476,0.08009219339094123,0.15274360288846228,0.05263884169626317,0.0,0.0,0.042220593939021264,0.050825257480303976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032002351956114686,0.10089006483165087,0.04789195560699165,0.09484277483982267,0.04701903835994106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047379374887197734,0.08487559417638825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724288520699625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348943366924346,0.09330284558803684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202808926554045,0.0,0.0521191200563744,0.0,0.0,0.09035462181774567,0.06374008719895262,0.0,0.047966097315103984,0.0,0.10606748176250387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621893278889584,0.0,0.03509794235182261,0.0,0.0736475098386203,0.0,0.10155433298770053,0.044805286986354366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050100165700537005,0.0,0.06470626253193963,0.0,0.05080386351539117,0.11203653749963388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240100908755092,0.0,0.04988318354933267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147700014191271,0.0,0.0,0.04799673959818803,0.0,0.0507825018676582,0.04775774867549686,0.05434406721812137,0.0917596786534989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540855831057201,0.0407738224495473,0.0908325302369232,0.0,0.0,0.24160157580297484,0.0,0.0,0.09961653724329862,0.10787613178790192,0.04900938008382987,0.03949501530728116,0.0,0.0,0.04866983974972016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758807034888324,0.050889634259662295,0.07625816302497426,0.039916814286301415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035898168924483234,0.0,0.0,0.2197851156488632,0.05460037210337704,0.055435425526972185,0.12687816947422287,0.061185916177896114,0.0,0.1137121814369244,0.05568078660901639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053046260942370936,0.16207802163405682,0.0519326628600669,0.2331987980117192,0.04970405001683223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448341017760806,0.07579524464713291,0.15319208518409172,0.0,0.04292833451732988,0.044259934119846266,0.043082281259854735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427641080572013,0.0,0.04865605893838738,0.271332448964456,0.0,0.0,0.1844766240919416 socialanxiety,cory667,2018/01/29,Can't leave my house .. I have isolated myself for so long now that I have become very socially inept and have a fear of leaving the house by myself. Everytime I think about leaving I panic and start having bad heart palpitations. I'm really sick of this and would like for someone to give me some tips on how to overcome this . I am only 19 years old,4.208142857142857,5.353229242857147,5.378571428571429,81.43642857142858,70.85714285714286,8.457142857142857,25.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,1.8076571428571429,277,8,54,5,5,92,54,70,0.21,0.741,0.048,-0.9223,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,7,2,1,1,0,7,11,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,1,9,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325903248043,0.0,0.20271979405441146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654808096634264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608069935965295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21751110999750276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235908819935612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5830681609480419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967469170246989,0.0,0.0,0.16243857009375973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260792680536906,0.0,0.0,0.13960027715609502,0.0,0.21535981880021174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758870935622386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710910036057352,0.15552380492213322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991971108924194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761330825883218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514503933746528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039073758369654,0.0,0.0,0.11820207116940205 socialanxiety,SilentExcellence,2018/01/29,Creating a discussion for tips on how to survive college I’m in college at the moment and there are so many aspects of it that can create anxiety easily. I was thinking it’d be cool to talk with others and provide tips for how to “survive” many social situations. I personally always have my earbuds handy and am ready to crash in the library. Lunchtime is tricky when I don’t have anyone to eat with. I usually don’t go to lunch if I don’t have anyone to go with cause I don’t want to look like a weird lonely person. Any tips?,3.593055555555555,4.819189787037036,5.189814814814816,81.8991666666667,72.42592592592592,7.992592592592592,28.314814814814817,8.472884824447931,2.0447925925925925,419,16,83,7,8,142,70,108,0.095,0.763,0.142,0.6249,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,1,14,2,0,3,0,12,20,8,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,6,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,2,7,2,18,17,0,9,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,1,4,55,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552580355456527,0.0,0.0,0.15162471390073187,0.0,0.17056859128344806,0.0,0.0,0.3118064095908737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290477849154709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22815016451362705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534337464586835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893006026593607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872355168193462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521056169834011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893711049653121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506234367750774,0.0,0.2272860401483932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792118472870955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286778703648267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455658531933981,0.0,0.1315112867725671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jitowe,2018/01/29,"Felt so anxious and nervous on admission That first day in school, at the admission bench. How did it feel?",1.9208333333333345,4.750470750000002,2.3500000000000014,90.08833333333334,91.5,6.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.1526666666666667,85,4,16,2,3,26,19,20,0.206,0.794,0.0,-0.5657,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,11,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257328752792729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30012357392784017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530381842098064,0.0,0.4468258319548676,0.0,0.0,0.3958414043521747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709768102127889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,greenidentity,2018/01/29,"Everybody Hates Me. (Fear about being “that” person.) Last night, I went to a game night with 3 other people. One person is my S.O., one is a close friend, and one new person. While I was there, I had an ok time. I thought I’d be the cool person and offer to order us all food. I did so, and ended up getting way too much. (the new friend didn’t eat anything.) Despite this, I felt ok on the way home. But the , as I was soaking in the tub, it happened. “Why are you so overbearing?” it said. “Why do you need to monopolize every situation? Why can’t you just be laid back and quiet? Why are you so loud and acerbic? Why do you laugh too loud and too readily at every little thing? Why do you come off like such a controlling fat person?” And I sank, and sank, and sank. It’s easy enough to dismiss these voices as what I like to call my “anxiety goblin.” But the question still lingers....is there some truth to it? Am I one of “those people?” The one no one really likes, but no one will actually be honest with? I’ve known a few of those...we all have. 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Dating is impossible with social anxiety. Being rich doesn't even help if you're too terrified to talk to girls. I'm OK talking and interacting with strangers, but when it comes to girls my own age, my body freezes, I get extremely nervous, and I feel like I'm having a mini panic attack. I visited the doctor and got propanolol/xanax which helps, but it still takes tremendous willpower just to convince myself to go out on a date, to the point where I think its just not worth the effort. I think my life would be better if I focus my efforts on work and tried to enjoy life. I'm currently learning how to run my dad's real estate company and find it to be quite enjoyable. Do you think I made the right choice? I'm worried I might one day look back and regret this decision when its too late.",6.3768607764390906,5.7956832590361484,6.74429718875502,79.56087684069614,65.80722891566265,9.787416331994644,31.095046854082995,9.150863307647796,2.4348147255689425,655,21,131,10,9,213,111,166,0.14800000000000002,0.708,0.14300000000000002,0.259,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,5,11,11,1,2,6,1,10,4,1,2,0,31,27,13,0,5,7,1,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,7,10,0,0,7,0,2,4,2,4,0,1,2,3,16,7,15,19,1,22,0,1,1,0,12,7,0,3,12,78,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776678748071618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000481808848674,0.0,0.1284249993650016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771208493411225,0.0,0.18551713165144867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386950059903025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771150700890834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094795926012835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031249682656633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444831092531283,0.11931626808917925,0.0,0.0,0.1526496037741111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872589698265297,0.16021697166073384,0.09491904512015076,0.0,0.13357795723586588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22389461660990687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884013295227547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23593668863789266,0.0815955842487516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402513810209377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803458319687633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717758909205925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317436810359575,0.0,0.0,0.19595729748379567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578841100554728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764208083429256,0.0,0.1901007793350557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263075660158664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702517853402198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337919817007465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255752511466449,0.2684822784085319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32105133858665763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339290488527898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158964155103275,0.1696128612874991,0.0,0.11864337877031515,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,grassdancejetta,2018/01/29,"I have such good days sometimes Had to give a group presentation today. It lasted the whole class, we were teaching a lesson. Over the weekend we met up to talk about the lesson plan. I really enjoyed talking with them, I didn't feel that anxious- we laughed and talked about graduation and our plans too, not just the project. I talked to one of the guys in the group on the phone yesterday to finalize things. Enjoyed hearing his ideas, didn't feel anxious. The presentation today went well, too. I even was able to pose a question to the class in addition to presenting my part. Went up to the teacher afterwards and asked how we did. Days like today where I actually feel good.. it's so rare. I wish my life was always like this. 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In class I feel like I’m being watched nonstop. I’m pretty sure my normal face looks angry like as if it’s sunny and I frown with my eyebrows. I sit way in the back of the class which helps a little. My therapist said I mind-read a lot but it seems impossible to stop. It’s been getting worse every semester as well. I’m taking one class hoping it would cut down some anxiety but nope! It’s like all my social anxiety is now focused on one class now. I’m thinking of dropping out. It even extended to my home life, I can’t leave my room unless to grab food or go to the bathroom. I feel so awkward speaking to anyone in my house I just avoid them. I don’t have motivation to do well in class, to get a job, to worry about my health, to keep living like this. I wish I didn’t have people that cared about me so I can end this. 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Anxious about bizarre things- being so self conscious of how loud I’m breathing, how loud my gulps of water are - where my hands are placed. I always feel like people are watching me and judging my weird movements. I also don’t even know how to have a neutral face because when I do, people ask me “why do you look so sad?” Or “are you ok? You look mad” and I’m just like... no.. I’m just sitting here in my own head... thank you for adding on to the list of my anxieties. I haven’t been this way since I was 17 in my senior year of high school and back then I thought I was like that because I was all strung out on adderall. I take mood stabilizers now because I was diagnosed with Bipolar 2 last year and they’ve been helping with my severe depression, but this very intense social anxiety and awkwardness is kicking my ass. It’s starting to effect my attention span in class and I’m not paying attention as much as I should because my brain is so preoccupied. Does anyone else deal with these crazy anxious thoughts? Any advice? 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Throw away account cuz yeah. I’m a female who’s about to turn 26 but most of my pictures are from two years ago before my anxiety got really bad. Last year I had a depressive episode so bad I was out of work for months. Since then I’ve put on about 100 pounds and I was nowhere in shape before. I haven’t taken any pictures of myself since then because I simply don’t feel like it and don’t look as good anymore. It feels like lying to not mention in my tinder bio that the pics are old or that I’m still working on being comfortable being around people again. Do you include your issues in your bios? What do you say?",2.4900839328537185,4.275979633093527,3.528938848920862,90.39302458033579,76.41007194244605,6.072182254196644,22.37470023980816,6.816661863887847,0.5461218225419664,535,15,111,5,12,172,93,139,0.147,0.745,0.108,-0.7857,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,7,0,2,6,7,0,0,3,1,13,0,0,1,0,11,21,9,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,3,0,1,5,4,16,4,19,14,1,22,0,1,1,0,11,10,0,2,12,70,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106984088642866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589358694557562,0.0,0.26074648855772353,0.0,0.16901397202671606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171273646681574,0.0,0.0,0.1601181606371693,0.0,0.28459242551806474,0.10388837122440096,0.0,0.2900350990029543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467852104946226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234213188407488,0.24350066668742898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294285364212558,0.13630296254894356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787749263658564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891761438774067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652028664248147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311252492789006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603013343912754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883042903375135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814995483824595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132233825073367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109177434659519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552733020134625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819515837257984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361001487759124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537145037888333,0.16647865537156845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481401677584572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949384379452175 socialanxiety,UndergroundUnderdog4,2018/01/29,Anxiety is actually the worst This shit is the worst,3.823,6.5238273000000016,6.0100000000000025,69.785,76.0,12.0,30.0,11.20814326018867,4.645,43,2,8,2,1,15,7,10,0.6920000000000001,0.308,0.0,-0.926,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.6062282391374091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752371899685224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6376809040132682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kaybeem50,2018/01/29,"How do I stop the replay? On Friday a gaping hole in a new process was revealed; those of us who do the job knew it would happen eventually. I had a hard time concealing my schadenfreude, highlighting the obvious fact that the new process did not provide steps for the very situation we found ourselves in. A colleague stepped in to offer helpful solutions. I wish I had done that instead! Now my colleague is perceived as, and rightly so, a helpful person, a team player, and I probably came across in a negative way. Since then, I've been replaying that cringe-worthy convo over and over again. I cant change it obviously but how do I stop the replay and get over it?",5.281461067366578,6.640420488188982,5.801522309711287,78.60198600174981,68.52755905511812,8.794050743657044,33.0087489063867,9.150863307647796,2.987212423447069,530,24,96,10,9,171,86,127,0.073,0.867,0.06,-0.3822,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,13,0,12,0,0,2,3,21,18,10,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,2,4,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,9,1,11,0,13,8,0,22,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,8,71,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270743030615648,0.0,0.0,0.21002662184573026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203173056351291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176864030767004,0.0,0.0,0.1037277837415411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556628292340762,0.0,0.17785083357278225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26615134717699546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701808904426749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834980059504452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335551154231596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405728171461266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955015977238425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423248430652418,0.2231647573874666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319729097374404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576896276394585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388164764832369,0.0,0.0,0.16381444216430552,0.0,0.1575900304148577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22830862252906894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103552631802174,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Zopiti-Bopbop,2018/01/29,"Don't know how to respond correctly I don't think that I have social anxiety but I think this is the best place to talk about it. When I look at other people, friends, family, at work or even random people; it seems like they allmost allways know how to respond in conversation or in general to stuff that happen. Allways have something funny/smart/intersting to say, like a character in a movie or a book with a script, like they don't have to really think about it, they allready know what to say. But for some reason I found it very hard, I can allmost never know how to respond, so I end up saying stupid shit that don't mean anything, or don't say anything at all. Anyone feel the same? learned how to deal with it?",5.189759129759132,5.650874300699303,5.70736596736597,82.44344211344213,68.23076923076923,8.593317793317793,29.175602175602172,8.515128840125781,2.003440404040404,567,19,113,8,9,183,79,143,0.087,0.779,0.135,0.847,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,2,9,7,2,0,6,0,10,1,1,5,3,32,23,12,0,0,6,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,12,2,0,0,13,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,7,10,5,21,22,4,11,0,0,1,0,15,8,1,7,6,77,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262175189892752,0.0,0.0,0.10293860035193483,0.0,0.24229656840546998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449673631916028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177581232932033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303918969592214,0.0,0.0,0.09723643283140283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387845025894861,0.0,0.07443809857667058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141748989741578,0.1137406502857868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018483607417022,0.0,0.13187886209579378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236297567779867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577057292838087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362646465699065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603641084336099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354398530559708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041255469903168,0.0,0.15381200185404498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431194281616344,0.15136514036993085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682962502586057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402219606075488,0.0,0.0,0.1511176778215167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500707242234578,0.0,0.11333599611376835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852996430457404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832865623528382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829950170468389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147068300720065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107176823603761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jessica___,2018/01/29,"Anxiety makes me so dumb. I've noticed that when I'm anxious, I somehow have less capacity to think. As a result I end up saying really dumb things in front of people, especially people I don't know well. I can tell by their reactions that they're judging me for the stupid thing that I said. It's pretty horrifying when people think you're stupid when in reality I'm just so clouded by anxiety that I can't think straight.",5.91,5.978171764705883,7.143529411764708,74.1258823529412,66.64705882352942,10.564705882352943,32.294117647058826,10.355215969177356,3.2331647058823534,340,13,66,8,5,116,58,85,0.327,0.638,0.035,-0.9737,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,8,5,4,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,12,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,2,9,1,9,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,1,4,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33558055195754144,0.2477855300282205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426524634262535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054049348622756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640746779547315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24971375791490694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561767325537709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22314201716346613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051128353446266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863731648083148,0.17442358102640912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170800207726027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29143216345570216,0.42162203313548535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720803750210586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RedditModel,2018/01/29,"Has anyone tried Tinder to boost their confidence? I am in my late 30's and had social anxiety for all my life (only child raised by an over protective single mom... the usual). I had some relationships but nothing I initiated since I could never bring myself to talk to anyone. I decided to finally go to therapy in late 2017 and even though I am not sure how much it actually helped me, I am actively working on some of my other problems which is more than I did before. I would consider myself a decent looking guy and always felt that I would not have had any problems with women if it weren't for my extreme social anxiety. So just for fun I tried out Tinder, added some pictures and few lines including height and weight and (naturally) did choose a different city than the one I live in. To my surprise, even at my age, I get matched with pretty nice and interesting looking people around my age constantly. Of course I haven't talked to anyone, and maybe there are some fake profiles too or whatever but it really was a surprise and made me wonder what could have been. It did boost my confidence a bit... not that it would change anything in real life though... :| ",9.261830357142856,7.211468665178575,9.107607142857145,69.66239285714289,61.00892857142857,12.531428571428574,36.68571428571428,11.20814326018867,3.969119285714285,927,32,170,20,10,303,137,224,0.078,0.77,0.152,0.9636,1,0,0,0,1,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,10,9,0,0,7,0,23,3,0,2,3,42,31,17,0,8,8,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,10,13,1,1,4,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,11,4,27,6,26,15,10,20,0,0,2,0,11,10,0,7,8,129,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.11389068401300012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971108412895042,0.0,0.0,0.07936579842302009,0.0,0.17856340282315014,0.0,0.0,0.2448159407588053,0.0,0.09604117103790344,0.10389533000030886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931035793153488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741548096080527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346214338961678,0.0,0.0,0.12612045297681335,0.0,0.18636451950337116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193556743260225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416975878995642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205848537664276,0.1278484833699086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097538682116198,0.0,0.06632814373585298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555978764393135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822726352434048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633045970656985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486936395879406,0.0,0.0,0.1030557648876472,0.0,0.1960115327273504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104324272989629,0.0,0.0,0.11724939904568035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366876127600969,0.0,0.0,0.08579419379185765,0.0,0.09001280855790987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198497642035116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908471629995374,0.08876209158637971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091099556513584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873452637556775,0.0,0.2233485912672259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283985105489035,0.07476646896431767,0.0,0.0,0.1253012778257575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654249708200642,0.0,0.0,0.23793928552562646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999640267747487,0.0,0.0,0.1876117814951541,0.0,0.0,0.13346636843801785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933106452883206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847485368897785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853795072539362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421195407675656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656541582121852,0.08496519546081724,0.0,0.0,0.24871916074661654,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bonjam075,2018/01/29,What do/did you say to your doctor when going to them for social anxiety ? What do I say when I go in? 'I think I have social anxiety ' 'I have severe social anxiety' do i even say either of those? what else do I say ? What did you say when you first went to your doctor for your social anxiety ? ,1.8885245901639325,3.2692021147541013,4.2565245901639335,86.27495081967214,77.03278688524591,7.50295081967213,18.757377049180327,8.238735603445708,0.7110695081967218,223,4,48,4,5,78,27,61,0.172,0.828,0.0,-0.8105,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,2,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,5,14,0,7,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,16,1,0,0,4,38,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42563119180362347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847406007107577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619657422429196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187137052775038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831469597405955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810253625359924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5530722522346845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713850198170567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5671620280191318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912688146323643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289430688722861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RemarkableAnxiety,2018/01/29,"Overthinking messages/posts too much Basically I overthink everything I post online about a hundred times (even if it's anonymous like reddit) just to end up thinking that nobody cares and that everything I post is somehow awkward/cringy. So most of the times I delete my posts shortly after I had the courage to post them. I really want to meet some people online since I'm pretty much unable to do so in public, but my overthinking keeps holding me back. Anyone else having the same problem? Thankful for every advice I can get.",9.052268041237113,8.618163298969076,8.27703092783505,70.27389690721651,60.340206185567006,10.234226804123713,36.92577319587629,9.3871,3.5800202061855675,428,17,67,6,5,134,74,97,0.037000000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.149,0.8292,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,12,5,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,4,10,11,5,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,6,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492456490519383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679212435212833,0.15648957800946942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743967553473235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571805988809384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758602704121896,0.0,0.1352731397840241,0.0,0.0,0.10087649522129302,0.0,0.12868131962745213,0.0,0.2745271276743056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979493988391909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357531328780511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461599366650841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245477361575228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588351076810806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7313639448502159,0.15538096415972005,0.0,0.14614165110258073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784252642527053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126339547028975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061294438677754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786299453646644,0.0,0.0,0.17811577748909646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008390628757276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MinorKingg,2018/01/29,"Fear for internship Tommorow, it's the first day of my internship. It's doing research in an municipality organisation. However, i'm really scared for the new people. I'm am really fearing the lunch break. Where am i going to sit, what am i going to say, do I have to sit alone? What to do?",1.146822660098522,3.640837672413795,4.731083743842365,75.90086206896555,86.06896551724138,8.141871921182268,22.07881773399015,8.841846274778883,2.153992118226601,227,8,44,7,7,84,37,58,0.213,0.787,0.0,-0.9144,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,3,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,4,0,8,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844332816412814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711327282689165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6180689554592471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233599666056433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121564854429695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26523882979811525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039347844474766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35186931016534234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839635788850456,0.27495198444980873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SecretRussianMonkey,2018/01/29,"Deleting Social Media In the past few years I have been experiencing social anxiety. In the last week I have gotten rid of all social media teens use around me. (Facbook, Instagram, Snalchat) Technically I have no way of virtually communication with anyone unless they have my phone #. I was wondering if this can in any way help lower my social anxiety and if any lf you have tried getting off social media. ",5.687031963470317,8.025329506849317,6.935821917808219,67.00638127853883,69.0,9.250228310502283,28.605022831050228,9.725611199111238,3.1721433789954343,326,12,50,8,6,110,51,73,0.103,0.861,0.036000000000000004,-0.4767,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,9,12,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,9,0,9,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,4,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215831284863514,0.0,0.2427970827906603,0.0,0.0,0.11096076668401313,0.0,0.0,0.14126905424529446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829097441477007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636754832241396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935472960018207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148896593027414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8088298538997468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774109241597653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705847989501732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519238073085645,0.12729272637348155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209413159545106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021921047884428 socialanxiety,Danielitoa27,2018/01/29,Tips to be decent at Volleyball I have really bad social anxiety especially during gym class because I'm bad at sports and half the time I'm humiliating myself playing these sports. I recently got switched into phys ed and we are going to play volleyball . Any tips to be decent at it so I don't humiliate myself ?,3.4304999999999986,6.0338397166666695,6.0100000000000025,69.78500000000001,76.83333333333334,9.333333333333334,26.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.2496666666666663,253,10,42,8,6,90,43,60,0.17800000000000002,0.711,0.111,-0.6621,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,6,2,7,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414110985196494,0.0,0.2715728190698834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5928177035969319,0.216403741412175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017537826142133,0.0,0.2839246656148068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274210776398609,0.0,0.3505181117029567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618761824429724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700243309932495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MasterNanashi,2018/01/29,"Dealing with people is the last thing I want to do. Dealing with people is the last thing I want to do. ^ Looking at the job vacancy list is painful. I know well enough it's pointless to look at those listing 99.99% of the time, it's better to just seek for help from people you know. So, what's your job? Got something I can do to help?",0.9556539235412488,2.896803760563383,2.160080482897385,97.64140845070429,81.8169014084507,4.620523138832998,21.410462776659962,5.288315135182226,-0.2085509054325958,261,8,60,1,7,83,43,71,0.04,0.775,0.185,0.8156,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,7,14,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,6,2,12,13,1,5,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,3,39,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627802279348304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795018367208776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901763073692632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472042746916898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467341567983342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652890927659232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230181151705587,0.30005608514201315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30911691187551105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958457372720167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38279824770297416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169325807474645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445537300216856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732298639083816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711886470307887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548606231215487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RainbowDragonas,2018/01/29,"Lonely 21st birthday Today is my 21st birthday. Normally people would be out partying, clubbing, etc. since the 21st is supposed to be the best party. I don't really go out much but I do have a caring family and good friends. I feel as if people are beginning to forget/start to reject me since they all moved away for college/family and I don't really have much of a social media presence. I do think it's just me expecting much from people. Everyone had their lives going on so I shouldn't be saying anything about it, but it feels... lonely. Today only three people sent me a happy birthday through Facebook, one of which was an old high school teacher. I try to be more out going but am terrified of leaving my comfort zone. The second I step outside I feel as if the world is criticizing/scrutinizing my every move. It doesn't help that I'm starting my next college semester tomorrow either. I'm starting to feel depressed but keep lying to myself that everything is ok and that it will work out but I make no effort to change. In classes I try to isolate myself, trying to be invisible since I start to think that everyone will begin to judge me... However, it's not completely bad. If the teacher pairs me up with someone/the person next to me talks with me I can at least manage to hold a conversation but that's that. I just don't know how to feel anymore.",4.01410914927769,5.699817355805247,5.411268057784913,78.91202247191012,72.07116104868912,8.081968967362226,27.69555912252541,8.704169506293173,2.25513568753344,1082,40,195,20,21,363,147,267,0.11,0.769,0.12,0.4143,1,4,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,3,5,12,0,0,10,1,26,0,0,2,1,39,48,16,0,7,13,0,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,13,9,0,2,8,1,0,7,7,5,0,3,3,6,29,7,34,36,9,29,0,4,0,0,10,11,0,3,11,142,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449067459371393,0.0,0.0,0.0867038508345445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899095571245332,0.0,0.08797276985462273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057079403472077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742345991074197,0.0,0.11145889984975092,0.0,0.1104699278713214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074803391129688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175063487219884,0.0,0.0,0.08877192915320871,0.20135558539049406,0.09469246507221207,0.0,0.19865160930432066,0.0,0.26637066458977793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140232807341992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963875549797229,0.08837254711140244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215968176082784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062184805235465,0.11132061228349308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365048111929353,0.0,0.0,0.05790413447032749,0.0,0.0,0.11156301916319374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303647144131602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032987386647653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396601089203194,0.23235931738265114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241071119757268,0.0,0.10323227315548948,0.0,0.0,0.1105595705700961,0.0,0.07139593750535703,0.08013245846024042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29217864857501097,0.09199793068894778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349950381165055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378799686682238,0.0,0.10663184880264423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261469310788262,0.0,0.0,0.10740316937488248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29830272730430835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468588909197715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350232783260751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997414875208436,0.0,0.0,0.21460140364988853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670470438615584,0.0,0.0,0.07484605744258355,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,smol_bloop,2018/01/29,"Could use some help So I haven't been diagnosed with Social Anxiety (especially because I've never seen a therapist), but I've always showed symptoms of it. Being me, I kinda pushed down saying that I was just an introvert, but now I'm beginning to feel worried that it's affecting my everyday life. So, I've always been afraid to approach people or introduce myself. When walking, especially by myself, I feel the need to cover myself (mostly my hands), and I tend to over think things that happened to me. I feel like everyone is judging/watching me. I use my phone to distract myself, or when I'm especially stressed. Any feedback or recommendations? I don't know what to do.",5.652327209098862,7.1034008818897645,6.823569553805777,71.27442694663169,67.74015748031496,9.738932633420823,33.0087489063867,9.994966539143718,3.5987872265966754,540,24,90,13,9,182,82,127,0.08800000000000001,0.8690000000000001,0.043,-0.6586,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,3,0,9,4,1,3,1,22,23,10,0,2,6,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,4,6,18,1,12,17,2,11,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,6,7,64,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414350769704961,0.0,0.0,0.13952235988052109,0.0,0.15695417828087907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506948054148045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381122647137533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824281971406172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604833997232327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112197350306978,0.14657319936376026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814307949053216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752085445845713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275584353348478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491735223859006,0.10023550039593794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213065468759893,0.15823943964545903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422387636215826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631590965156534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914456405941886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350210773972681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324976680475105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382177127541014,0.13630556202671693,0.13146439182261546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544013106104145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083596824665105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SadW1nt3r,2018/01/29,"1 sem in Uni but I failed to make any friends I’m in Yr 2, Mech Eng, Design stream. In my sch, yr 2 students will have to take 1 Design mod per sem. Even though I’ve been in the same Design class for a semester now, I’ve failed to make a single friend. I’ve did have some interactions with 2-3 students, but I don’t understand why I’ve fail to make friends with them. A group project is coming up and I have no one to team up with. I need help.. 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I am a second year student in uni and I need advice on becoming more social. Normally, I'm pretty quiet and introverted and not that outgoing tbh. So far, I have like 3 friends at Uni and they are part of a larger social group which I am not, and they tend to hang out and do things together. I don't want to spend my time alone or aloof, but maybe I guess I feel somewhat intimidated by the fact that they have their own group and I don't. I want to be more social but I don't want to force myself or shoehorn myself into a group they already have. So what's the best way to become more social? I have joined a fencing club and had dinner with some people a while back, but haven't expanded on it yet for example. Whenever I see acquintances, I can't get up the courage to start a small convo, I start feeling kind of anxious. What's wrong with me? I'm just so bored at university. I want to be more social but I've noticed I have an issue with regards to small talk. Whenever I see someone I know/ an acquitance, I feel really anxious instead of starting a small convo or something. I think I'm afraid of awkward silence or just interrupting them mid sentence or something. I was wondering, how can I overcome this? 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Hi guys! I’m looking for some great reads pertaining to overcoming social anxiety, so if anyone has read something that had helped them in some sort of way I would gladly appreciate it if you could share with me what you’ve read :) Ty",7.470625000000003,8.4418298125,7.120833333333334,72.50750000000002,63.375,10.566666666666666,32.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.4568666666666674,213,8,37,5,3,67,43,48,0.029,0.669,0.302,0.9421,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,6,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,5,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,5,0,21,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645542879967394,0.0,0.0,0.17042410142832326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946013340228595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687169987031348,0.0,0.2413344438612481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336939970506634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467471949196736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7313982493924727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484555670957282,0.0,0.1876379242688028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934642746802052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731412560263368,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cmccx,2018/01/29,"How do you date? Just the thought makes me sick. Someone weighing their interest in me and deciding what they like and don’t like, having to open myself up while they pick me apart is equivalent to a nightmare. I feel I’ll be alone forever",3.58563829787234,5.5758432553191515,4.056329787234045,86.90875,73.8936170212766,8.104255319148937,28.77127659574468,8.841846274778883,2.3002382978723404,191,8,38,4,4,60,39,47,0.103,0.741,0.156,0.4019,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,3,0,10,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,9,3,4,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5129487946008706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504226317096239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839263383616579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33059556555472186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196393877424827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931878621927259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Rupppp,2018/01/29,Just got home from a date I went on a date with I chick I met online. We went out and got food. It was the most awkward hour of my life. I didn’t know what to do. I could get words out of my mouth. I’m sitting at home now wondering why I even try ,-2.700517241379309,-1.0257342413793111,0.054741379310346616,107.58314655172414,98.3103448275862,3.589655172413793,12.422413793103447,5.148860815047168,-1.7028,186,3,54,1,8,63,44,58,0.039,0.961,0.0,-0.2247,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,4,3,1,0,0,11,13,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,5,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,0,9,0,9,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,4,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933518059567864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599499806368508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29283105714644675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126523022646186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38736847207761416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858294113131889,0.0,0.2384871471357037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330894496610692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105074159678182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441648464608674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489851680866898,0.21851936381826134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262621359322224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DragKweenMermaid,2018/01/29,"What is your occupation and how does your social anxiety affect it? Just graduated from veterinary nursing school and managed to land my first job as a nurse. I've been working there for about a month and I think its obvious to my coworkers that I'm ""different"" or very anxious due to my mannerisms and actions. I lack confidence so I fear I'm making a bad impression. I say cringy and corny things with my trembling voice in an effort to fit in. It sounds way better in my head than out loud in my little girl voice. Smh. I'm just bad with people, just feel like a dunce. 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She just told me (last week) to contact her again... today! Guess what, she has not responded at all and I only have some hours before I need to submit my work because I need her approval. I absolutely loathe having to barge in to her office, but honestly I don't know what else I should do. I've been stressing for a whole week due to this shit and not even her will give me some peace of mind. Why would you do that??",4.370156494522693,4.683942619718309,5.105586854460093,86.55999217527388,69.98591549295774,8.001251956181534,27.045383411580595,7.793537801064563,1.3477627543035986,540,16,117,6,9,175,92,142,0.119,0.794,0.087,-0.5808,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,6,5,2,1,3,0,12,2,1,0,1,25,21,10,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,21,1,14,15,4,18,0,0,0,1,15,5,2,5,12,77,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672234414071093,0.0,0.1512611223907603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849611705053967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740915670326382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433674998186718,0.0,0.17052410264824394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582326992771795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750583195964397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769254105934896,0.2897971224085876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731247945650392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948746626589165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636143682440788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519489687433606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824686344340036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362409196669912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369924038996707,0.16985780871459444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109803841322927,0.4277663358803861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040123372997053,0.19846328885441333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941178641621395,0.0,0.0,0.12627598368795082,0.0,0.0,0.11447195627134565 socialanxiety,NeighborhoodWitch,2018/01/29,"I stood up to the lazy group member!!! I'm part of a group project that is made up of 3 people. Person A had a lot of work and explained she could only do X amount, so I agreed to pick up her part. B took on his equal amount of work, but kept making excuses as to why he wasn't doing it, or kept pushing it back. I ultimately had to do his work, sometimes you have to suck it up and do it. He failed every time to meet the deadlines we set, and I wasn't willing to let him lower A's and I's grade. He sent out a group text message saying he ""thought he felt tension"" and that ""we thought he didn't do enough and he did""- to say the least, I was done with him. I stayed up all Thursday night, and worked all of Friday afternoon to mid afternoon to cover his parts. Afterwards I figured he'd at least print our poster out since he missed the Friday printing our college held for it- but he missed that too. I kindly explained to him that there was tension because I had to do every part he said he would do, and that after he missed printing it a second time, I didn't feel comfortable leaving my an A's grade open to getting an F and asked him to understand. Oh man, he got upset. He went into multiple texts about how ""he cares about real life more than a poster"" and that ""he thanked me and he thought I understood""- don't get me wrong, life does happen. But I have a text message of him admitting he didn't do his work and instead had fun on his birthday. He could have gotten all his work done on that day, easily. I think doing 20% of his work is ""understanding and nice""-- doing 95% is what I would call being taken advantage of. He texted saying I was being negative and this isn't what group projects are about. That hes sorry ""he didn't do what I expected him to do""-- I told him this was not about what I expected him to do, it was that he agreed to be responsible for parts and he did not do them. I'm super glad I stood up for myself, whether I handled it badly or not. I did all of his work. Part of me is scared I'm stuck in two classes all quarter with him, but I think he is the one who should feel uncomfortable seeing me and A. ps. I know I enabled his laziness, but I was terrified of bringing it up. Scared he would tell everyone I'm a B*tch, etc. I was also anxious about our grade. I don't know what brought me to not let him walk over me, but I did it guys!!! edit:grammar",3.5517290198204705,3.930534994035785,4.6412253750225965,88.93570877763723,71.82306163021869,7.687426953430929,26.37562503765287,7.576466943178032,1.1499746852220016,1854,56,421,20,33,609,217,503,0.129,0.7879999999999999,0.083,-0.9726,1,0,0,0,0,0,70.0,5,1,1,12,13,21,1,5,18,0,63,2,0,4,5,76,112,29,0,8,13,0,3,0,0,5,2,4,0,3,27,24,0,3,17,0,0,7,14,12,0,4,44,8,67,9,58,55,20,37,0,4,1,0,79,18,1,3,10,290,94,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349421496584882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969666425930943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422601815831929,0.0,0.0,0.061051837066610264,0.0662936617388935,0.04840002700716902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107380498950305,0.0,0.08095112301127687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678501183448185,0.0,0.0,0.05120486983548322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948135613292591,0.1625025784317255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820389230625155,0.08854928800378815,0.0,0.0,0.1337917688147589,0.07586778891453118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029160279782226,0.0,0.07623412671302368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296391566736272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350149675824851,0.0,0.0,0.07861608573922263,0.07021101659119247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268036014190068,0.08726966560681917,0.0,0.0,0.08407057169163151,0.0,0.16237880705310254,0.11216171574053876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750098208926299,0.0,0.07512790867768315,0.052998500285349866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450924902940842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053801854122961984,0.060385436359998476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158790426829748,0.0,0.055044283952771896,0.06932690317526469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037182685291352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552527916465931,0.18942042399873504,0.15898165450898522,0.0,0.06326959054987001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567849753638973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852623548186156,0.08887908893016658,0.0,0.08462725466357318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939698333550225,0.07309862302556333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017495249384254,0.0,0.1890984259723957,0.0925947332257478,0.0,0.0,0.07586778891453118,0.08821363130288239,0.0,0.0,0.07755989742775522,0.16531135897431987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360235086464655,0.07164396523390555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624190630587887,0.0,0.0,0.1692052855487429,0.08680878821990189,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throw-away6635,2018/01/29,"I’ve lost all motivation My social anxiety usually doesn’t get in the way of my day to day life. I stay sociable in social environments I have some friends and I’m a great public speaker. I’m a decently extroverted person. I go to the gym 4-5 days a week. the only part of my life social anxiety really effects is making plans or starting conversations with people. I don’t understand it, the thought of going to a party sounds like tons of fun but the idea of asking someone to go to one is terrifying. I struggle an insane amount with making plans for anything a movie, the mall, or even just hanging out it doesn’t m matter who. This past week has been the worst for me in a while, I have had no motivation to do anything social. I just convince myself that whoever I ask will say no, or it would be Insanely awkward. I’m not even sure I like my friends anymore with how much I tell myself I don’t want to hang out with them. I always wish I just had a best friend who I could hang out with whenever I felt like and who I could just talk to without being terrified. I feel like I’m doing everything I can but nothing feels like it helps, I told myself I would try and hang out with someone once or twice a weak as a start, hoping that if I build up friendships with people they would ask to hang out with me. After two months I was nowhere no one had asked if I wanted to hang out and now I’m here with no motivation to continue. Everything I do feels useless like I’m too stuck where I am and no matter what I do nothing will change positive or negative. I just feel like I’m in an endless loop of disappointment. I’m at a loss I don’t know what to do anymore I’m tired of being in the same place and telling myself I’ll get out of here when I never do. It feels like I’m stuck out in the ride and no matter what I try I never get closer to shore and I just have to keep treading and treading to stay above water. I’m just so tired and confused what do I do in this situation that I haven’t already tried why can’t I make anything work.",3.6098384374246417,4.224579303030307,5.169986335503577,84.34447552447554,71.8205128205128,8.248243710312678,27.14741580258821,8.433251757073789,1.6834185515633793,1607,53,347,25,29,545,191,429,0.175,0.65,0.17600000000000002,-0.5639,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,10,17,26,0,3,21,0,38,6,0,8,4,83,82,24,0,11,18,0,6,8,3,5,5,3,0,1,17,27,1,1,14,2,0,10,18,9,0,4,11,9,47,17,54,61,9,50,0,4,0,0,25,20,0,10,25,236,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387450788996575,0.0,0.0632430783619584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628875960055116,0.0,0.15075505155113916,0.0,0.0,0.18763937862973248,0.0,0.2842213892077153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976360483635693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040426697414252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213692081577538,0.0,0.0,0.14705274107321334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004024886071216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366185787293651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215457947842055,0.21719479827027274,0.07297767661872112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616613462599026,0.0,0.11912998947414928,0.0,0.1295878792580237,0.0,0.0,0.08379688020868475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05094521776783482,0.0,0.0,0.07549110491232634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580151932727227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755762255255562,0.0,0.0,0.04177090831808766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073705671362482,0.2970615280626575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296952438936565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220377992894532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066726180449281,0.0,0.05587315328475002,0.0,0.11724102128282406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585960836238354,0.0,0.0,0.08094390642253066,0.10300726147105876,0.057805985811961676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230708820870274,0.07255632456008812,0.10538597678533364,0.06636550504404919,0.07941008999459054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04869138803422486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060443019609830284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543392534962299,0.0,0.3099141698304283,0.12879926951289164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759487200045267,0.16202456013478087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945797091713826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163475284213132,0.0,0.0,0.06109074147217301,0.1328651832593989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034027180360382,0.0,0.1747154256344824,0.0,0.07262698746486962,0.0,0.15480924874865362,0.0,0.07424681513531309,0.07912492355322177,0.0,0.0,0.08370986784037078,0.0,0.08966061276099814,0.060330022768478174,0.12193485264324562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858359047260718,0.0,0.08740314573935136,0.07326706899505943,0.0,0.055333271169470816,0.0,0.0,0.16197743902069234,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NYC_Stigma,2018/01/29,"Anxious about receiving help Even when some people try to message/call and help me I'm not sure how to react because I know some certain people want to help me and others just say that. That alone just makes me anxious, I know I'm not the only one that doesn't opens a message in hopes of hiding the fact I read it....but don't know how to respond.",3.5486301369863007,4.242247698630141,4.3286575342465765,90.03243835616442,72.01369863013699,6.387945205479452,25.558904109589037,5.6839178017228535,0.6096816438356165,274,8,59,1,5,88,47,73,0.133,0.68,0.187,0.6295,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,3,21,10,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,6,3,7,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,1,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22352276408841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487626699717549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156088707778538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425460108248664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339755516514472,0.0,0.0,0.21435635724372504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558244281717307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440604508402468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624412614063326,0.16413961035442884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29924259440250056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158767930088533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162744563642912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034062779863564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652651977094358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729527778145974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Tbonez687,2018/01/29,"What to expect from therapy Hi, I am seeking therapy for social anxiety. I am nervous about what to expect from a first visit and therapy overall. So how has it worked for you? Any advice?",2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,81.22222222222223,8.044444444444443,28.44444444444445,8.841846274778883,3.1217444444444435,148,7,24,4,4,52,27,36,0.118,0.882,0.0,-0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,7,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437998571634695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966253246505475,0.0,0.19086004129309012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122170385445531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543248008420108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8559445952051377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163252332492671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,marieplatypus,2018/01/30,"Thinking About Calling In Sick At Work To Avoid Going To Coworker’s Farewell Dinner Party I need advice. My coworker’s last day is this Friday and she has invited me and many people from the department to a goodbye dinner at a popular restaurant close to work. I said yes because I don’t know how to say no. They are all close and social experts, from what I can tell, and I know they will have a good time. While I am pretty close to 4 of the 9 people attending, I already know I am going to be shy and keep to myself while everyone else is having a good time. I can contain my social anxiety at work but no way I can keep it going for ~2 hours at a table. Can someone talk me into going? Or should I call in sick Friday and blame my not going to the dinner on being unexpectedly sick? Any advice is appreciated ",3.6173293172690784,4.6942407530120525,5.585722891566267,79.65440763052213,72.19277108433734,7.9429718875502004,25.88152610441768,8.344100000000001,1.7235959839357435,639,20,124,10,12,222,97,166,0.139,0.7659999999999999,0.095,-0.8079,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,3,2,4,0,1,8,1,18,6,0,1,1,25,31,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,10,3,4,4,0,0,7,4,1,0,0,1,2,20,3,22,26,1,26,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,1,7,86,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27479264496663325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515969523860246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561534733908662,0.0,0.10756145671201736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571071929784882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28714422580113685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906777639711217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745636155610804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435287460559991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995416557052456,0.23586344958069885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846633628087454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499500835236041,0.0,0.0,0.23181637308596784,0.11461079341205258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425500978360339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425587268831887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949538238946975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304452555282246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337463303773561,0.1118137171578458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28665556049579205,0.1191330709850025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301193970828174,0.1228938437969404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009318289631417,0.0,0.0,0.1639743132125883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160468397353053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30708353612541983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sarahthegun,2018/01/30,My fear of abandonment is ruining my relationships and preventing them from growing. Funny how things work out isn't it.,6.024285714285713,9.100657380952386,6.48595238095238,67.2632142857143,70.42857142857143,11.81904761904762,34.3095238095238,11.20814326018867,5.31869523809524,99,5,15,4,2,32,19,21,0.343,0.495,0.163,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6111407560788096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5830883118090875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608128450209275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953847338466085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tourmalineghost,2018/01/30,"Suggestions for volunteering? In order to start getting experience interacting with people and getting over some of my social anxiety I was considering volunteering somewhere on a regular basis that wouldn't be too stressful but would still have me working with other people. I was considering a retirement home, but was wondering if anyone had any other ideas of things to do to start off slow in a low-stress environment? I'm a minor so it needs to be a place that would accept volunteers under 18. Thanks :) ",7.788333333333334,9.339356944444448,8.484444444444447,60.95000000000002,62.88888888888889,11.777777777777779,35.0,11.538034831475384,4.805666666666667,415,18,61,13,6,139,65,90,0.015,0.8370000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.9203,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,14,19,5,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,4,2,15,10,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,4,49,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066164524107413,0.0,0.15823580509500526,0.0,0.0,0.14463078426145948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233403172020772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613587716362764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074823296383488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335027484300595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337289448289307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28680046015852023,0.0,0.2161089268837863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085235727819895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29281181179621035,0.0,0.1651866280863753,0.0,0.4738803363323113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043502081590827,0.0,0.0,0.1374185802663165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243145028938502,0.15058557236515502,0.0,0.0,0.2938734068389404,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Atgross,2018/01/30,Fidgeting How do you guys stop fidgeting in class? My leg seems to have a mind of its own. ,0.6726315789473674,2.747354421052634,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,83.73684210526315,8.010526315789475,20.026315789473685,8.841846274778883,1.1897157894736847,70,2,17,2,2,23,18,19,0.115,0.885,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5271818088497128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5375947714829216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846972880946038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451289038086686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Biggest_ESA_Fan,2018/01/30,"I only get anxious around people who are taller than me. Just started noticing this. If someone is shorter than me or at a lower elevation, I'm the one looking down on them when i look at them, literally. If a taller person looks at me, it always looks mean unless they're physically smiling. I always feel judged when someone's eyes are geographically elevated higher than mine and they are looking in my exact direction on this planet. If i was a midget i'd probably just kms. 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For example a customer asked how to get to Lush beauty and I told her I wasn’t sure exactly since I usually like to go to eat at a list of places on my break and don’t shop around the mall much. Now I sound like I’m eating bath bombs or the one who eats tide pods and inspired those memes. I shouldn’t have mentioned restaurants since her question wasn’t food related at all. *sigh* I keep replaying this awful conversation in my head ,2.6513888888888895,5.3566565462963,3.4348148148148177,86.4666666666667,80.75925925925927,7.303703703703704,23.814814814814817,8.344100000000001,1.7087814814814808,449,16,87,10,12,142,84,108,0.151,0.7240000000000001,0.125,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,4,1,5,5,1,3,3,17,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,4,4,2,2,3,1,1,4,2,1,1,3,2,11,4,13,8,2,12,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,2,5,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875447650359493,0.0,0.0,0.12682444876780066,0.0,0.0,0.16146580875408942,0.1695649270234977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144393022537492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872602861497764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5567881472742636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193242667654105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947630672826497,0.0,0.10308189378131964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861472327679876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121803316685968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772252836700507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107192405326325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333447121219202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290713814973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950250229086715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318604612081545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442399002804184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30007724833135696,0.0,0.0,0.18489309948604649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164100709917794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094760773468998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331545474105087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997633981181568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,1191100,2018/01/30,"Does anyone procrastinate beyond what is considered socially acceptable? Like take 4 hours to write one email, 6 hours to write a letter, weeks to write an essay, loads of time wondering in the aisle of a supermarket deciding what to buy, ages spending time deciding what to eat from the menu at a restaurant etc. Or is it just me? Like not just drawing a blank in class but when you come home, you just generally take ages to do things?",6.701341463414633,7.276902060975613,6.635268292682928,76.70119512195123,64.97560975609754,10.950243902439025,31.03414634146341,10.793553405168565,3.256958048780489,347,12,66,9,5,110,57,82,0.0,0.928,0.07200000000000001,0.5705,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,15,7,3,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,13,7,1,13,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,10,40,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671067576358011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586797538738785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914099964131289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24454554539768336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26653605573283884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397255850449405,0.0,0.4707123079952844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335160358505443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194522070504264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24361932312369106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35938016889865804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587737597115309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787129691496724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170266582123804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25917351869927263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shu_6173,2018/01/30,My anxiety killing me I'm so depressed and tired of living 😭 ,-0.4269230769230781,1.80982207692308,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,97.46153846153842,5.676923076923077,29.57692307692308,7.1686216300943375,2.177953846153846,49,3,10,1,2,17,13,13,0.659,0.341,0.0,-0.9261,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546901980958852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993401842215661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5129588973836462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094105408500156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328962931719821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cerebralpie127,2018/01/30,"Anxiety gets worse online? This may sound weird, but I get way more anxious when having online social interactions than I would in real life. Like, if I needed to message someone I don't know very well on Facebook (or play online games like Dota 2 or CS:GO), I would be shaking and sweating in nervousness. In real life, on the other hand, it wouldn't be a big deal. Does anyone relate to this? English isn't my first language, so please excuse any mistakes.",5.171515151515148,6.2358173636363645,5.684545454545457,80.43015151515155,68.54545454545455,7.2303030303030305,28.303030303030305,7.1686216300943375,1.6273803030303031,360,12,64,3,6,116,68,88,0.181,0.621,0.198,0.6983,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,2,2,0,9,4,2,0,0,14,13,7,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,4,1,1,0,2,6,4,8,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,4,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909424376360072,0.0,0.15647257365924294,0.2310720294896039,0.0,0.14301915442056695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108718038386079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789943707038001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398165677024388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21372746161708206,0.0,0.11624482052089975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240985889034244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889453638128179,0.1998558673717728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166385076308686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22452354587427936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656226987263569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850281632295,0.1733061153574907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876695730448632,0.0,0.16235436621614396,0.0,0.0,0.18390606365143108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208443778980956,0.2905987571554387,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EfficientStuff,2018/01/30,"Has anyone already tried online group therapy ? I guess SA Anonymous meeting IRL isn't as popular as other Anonymous meeting so I was wondering if any of you tried the more SA friendly version of it, on discord or such and how effective it has been.",6.4458865248226935,7.331288765957446,7.090212765957446,72.13333333333334,65.59574468085107,9.670921985815603,41.19858156028369,9.725611199111238,4.476381560283689,200,12,32,4,3,66,38,47,0.097,0.775,0.127,0.3708,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,5,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,0,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828723238495736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23594059124119984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24259827682125426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26805576984263063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38220890430565296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967720920822742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711179301309074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762567709630089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MrxBarz,2018/01/30,"People of reddit, how did u manage to overcome your social anxiety? I have been very socially anxious about my stutter for about 2 years now. I would like to hear your story and how you overcame your fear.",4.755384615384617,6.498013256410258,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,70.28205128205127,7.2512820512820495,28.384615384615394,7.793537801064563,1.9386,163,6,28,2,3,52,33,39,0.22,0.72,0.06,-0.6887,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,7,1,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319884399029885,0.34259064303020115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412450007123694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34178923881725864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815456086894044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023810406148868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6182584199001993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502162661266441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154229036235174,0.0,0.0,0.19528559970973025 socialanxiety,BunnyJones140,2018/01/30,Dog>People I've always had an extremely hard time around people. From being too rough as a kid to being too fucking awkward as a teenager. I've always kept to myself but when I went into online classes to finish up my highschool education what little social skills I had acquired in school went out the door. Now I just generally avoid friendships at all cost. Im 19 and haven't hung out with anyone other than my partner and sister in YEARS. My 4 dogs are my only buddies. As much as I try to avoid friendships I still love talking to strangers. It's so refreshing for me to be able to have a nonsense conversation with a stranger at work. It makes me feel like I'm a social butterfly. I want to be like that in life with my partner as well. He's so the opposite of me. He truly is a social king. Sliding through life and making meaningful friendships everywhere he goes. I'm not sure how we clicked but we fit like a puzzel piece. I don't want to go through life without making those long lasting friendships that I see all around me. I don't want to hold my partner back from the things he loves becuase I'm too worried about other people. I hate anxiety and I hate who it makes me. ,2.7566168009205967,4.922482438818566,3.747228615266593,87.3842261219793,76.93248945147678,5.996854622171078,26.384541618718835,6.980632752743323,1.2425713080168777,946,37,183,10,22,304,135,237,0.112,0.6920000000000001,0.196,0.9716,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,4,15,13,3,3,11,0,12,6,0,5,3,37,33,15,0,3,5,1,3,3,3,0,3,0,1,4,11,14,0,4,2,0,1,4,5,6,1,0,5,5,25,7,38,24,4,26,0,0,2,3,19,13,1,0,12,120,36,4,0.12304787799616827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047713833055995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413128987021603,0.0,0.0,0.08603793730058798,0.0,0.0,0.21907739816331293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946162228868268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221670428991985,0.08790542862659118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137557804403671,0.0,0.0,0.06993094470468363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022672961822064,0.2429686096807013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291282335773838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003004435483814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607370655603012,0.18034493340160368,0.12332629958958315,0.0,0.10889349993570134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221110280028925,0.0,0.3285416561794958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045434839748502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358345596582612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25591771628947063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124531021744805,0.09805322770047724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762954474972808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826619431516374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597116879956793,0.0,0.0,0.09890122336254226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817475425668403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175020718438843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354143208455507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21773047950818555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063481977463258,0.2281332313327712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186137634145402,0.0,0.08958032067436444,0.1249610929912443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923879914638278 socialanxiety,ProfessionalWorry,2018/01/30,"I don't see how I can get rid of SA Hello all, Been suffering from SA for around 5 years now (I'm 22 atm) and I recently tried to improve my situation but I've come to realize not so long ago that my whole life is and will always be affected by it. I feel like whatever I do, I'll always be seen as an outcast by *common people*. I can't get myself to create a social media profile, adding people and having them look at my empty timeline and empty album, nor can I join any club at my uni since everyone already know each others. When I meet new people at my uni (which isn't hard tbh since I don't get out of my room), I'm always mistaken for a freshman (but I'm in fact a junior) and I see how people start to look down and feel awkward when I desperately try to avoid questions such as : How come I've never seen you before ?/ What clubs are you in ? /Can't find you on facebook ... I used to think that a fresh start in another city/country once I graduate and get a job might be the solution (although I still have the unreasonable fear of people looking for me in SM), but it's more complicated than that. If there was one thing I thought I did right my whole life, it's studying. Nothing outstanding, but I always thought I did pretty alright in this. However, I realized way too late that what I learned at school was pretty much pointless. You can always improve someone hard skill, you can't improve their social/soft skill (only they can ?). Considering that my hard skills are nowhere near exceptional, having few social/soft skills is getting me out of the work market instantly. My résumé is pretty much all scholar achievements (which everyone have). No social achievement, no social hobbies etc ... Lately I've been trying to look for an internship but I just don't seem to attract recruiters. Apparently you have to use your social network for this kind of thing ... Someone sharing a similar experience ? I'm lost as the only thing (finding a job that fits me) I thought I prepared right is actually going to be my biggest issue.",4.014913463882344,5.660040269521415,5.187387665556186,80.68128788494354,71.99748110831234,7.742228000325018,28.675469245145038,8.360895534625662,2.1371455106849755,1605,63,298,26,31,531,208,397,0.102,0.7809999999999999,0.117,0.8082,4,1,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,7,3,8,13,10,0,3,13,1,35,2,0,6,4,48,68,24,0,1,9,0,5,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,19,13,0,1,14,2,1,3,12,5,0,1,12,13,47,5,43,50,10,39,0,2,8,0,18,20,0,4,16,199,66,12,0.0,0.0,0.07063727254571157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641648934424041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987859568360743,0.0,0.30115039797842685,0.0,0.0,0.049224250276475236,0.07590193465895065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443795473755133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159426366270015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470645534384805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072835677629386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833384930342546,0.0,0.07080637369038448,0.0,0.08145319642367656,0.07320001439792237,0.051711824939629114,0.0,0.0,0.13231707149222285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909075201335024,0.0,0.041138036944143565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452810030304588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555108480857525,0.14366179348993094,0.0,0.0,0.07537778973041863,0.03978087717968872,0.0,0.16330675986936302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225526606782097,0.03536363176699843,0.0,0.0,0.06405840564930836,0.24314051986524346,0.0,0.07901672700665968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767889963127754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642253845842724,0.0,0.055827738201873235,0.06990983873855644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945531470797472,0.0,0.0,0.07708761263504949,0.049049917540599335,0.1101040372081501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25091306173150124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22092456041144534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810877135181941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147140857527509,0.0,0.0,0.12363270884193865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732574369596157,0.11536287177783815,0.06589654269032533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975516237740458,0.08136372006639765,0.0,0.4427240640442655,0.1226630716839662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246888469889733,0.0,0.05780671702876124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426803929544474,0.04638135515384503,0.0,0.17239670179033045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474338949934525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503471720759954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745580650831604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616304301839831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05269710793887527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661353654607708 socialanxiety,amphboy,2018/01/30,"messed up on when I’m supposed to work I came into work today, and thought I was working a morning shift. Another employee came in and said he was working this morning. I assured him I was and he said he will return at 2:30 to replace me. Well then he leaves and the boss comes out mad at me telling me I was working this afternoon and he was working morning. I checked schedule and he was right. No clue how I misread the schedule. Now I am really anxious because I am taking his hours (very easy job) and I’m worried he will be mad at me and the boss will keep giving me shit. also now I am working an 8 hour shift instead of 3 hour afternoon shift... great. That’s how my morning starts I will see how the rest of day goes but now I have a lot of unneeded anxiety.",0.6713836477987414,2.9268690000000035,2.5493396226415084,92.51822327044027,85.41509433962264,5.29433962264151,26.443396226415096,6.691623216298621,1.1259584905660378,597,28,127,7,18,198,87,159,0.109,0.828,0.062,-0.6306,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,7,10,7,3,0,7,0,15,1,1,5,1,24,28,15,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,13,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,4,1,0,11,3,20,3,13,12,2,28,0,0,1,0,13,9,1,1,16,81,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063861656459157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195999998303715,0.09627147804655832,0.1421696166551678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671426069776974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878674976075037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840477201932704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115994920773058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207224895769598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387451296426458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717974614961375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488225992971325,0.11185728008083776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325223460737062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698936049321207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061986232022916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074713861378577,0.2394158149643728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028258585403163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917861742993858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907410650259218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462016907782006,0.0,0.1099945310040829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990728548860496,0.0,0.0,0.1192868378589634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383573328643562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315023556782833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6413192596178493,0.12780223384984088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sienaaaa,2018/01/30,"iDk So I’m suicidal and I’ve been so since year 2 but it’s just always been thoughts. Yesterday, I was specking with my siblings generally, and the topic of suicide came up. And that was when my eldest brother said he has no remorse for people that have committed suicide. For me to sit there, and him saying that not knowing anything about what’s going on in my head really hurt my feeling. But I didn’t say anything and slept on it. 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The group we have going is basically me, one of my friends, and like 20 people that I've never met but all know each other, so to be honest, I'm terrified. While reviewing my pros and cons and trying to come up with a final decision, I realized that I truly do want to go, but the thought of being around all of these new people and not fitting in was the only thing holding me back. It's so sad that I let SA dictate what I do and stop me from having fun, so I finally said fuck it a bought a ticket. It's about 4 months away and I'm already incredibly anxious, but I've been making huge strides in overcoming SA throughout 2016 and 2017 and I really think 2018 is going to be a year of significant change for me. I really hope I made the right choice... Wish me luck friends!",4.970151515151514,5.06424121717172,6.2803535353535365,79.42386363636366,68.64646464646465,9.832323232323233,29.631313131313128,9.725611199111238,2.574204040404041,763,26,156,16,12,259,118,198,0.115,0.684,0.202,0.9465,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,0,7,12,1,1,9,0,13,1,0,2,3,39,34,17,0,5,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,11,14,0,2,7,2,2,5,2,3,0,1,9,1,20,9,22,21,4,27,0,1,0,1,6,9,1,3,15,101,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581904695368604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194488122800155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276120371006984,0.0,0.0,0.13468219697029438,0.11022742689650633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164546493784356,0.12348347236385662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710992901130484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22150396073094253,0.13252491581220546,0.0,0.0,0.32587680463462465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423790569073009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878150067345968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658525397409092,0.0,0.14006729752506514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135641390325759,0.09568734695819413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442073249429435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056048298990832,0.13844848073071422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713778040396913,0.10902425859394263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684395102605784,0.19876190715948186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836675702620004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224202559799996,0.13635883190341708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198471550927494,0.0,0.14986071506157878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523547862435316,0.09185299624700753,0.0,0.113804017081283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465070189801087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910328046552672,0.0,0.11498685403822513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484561294410566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231280507489917 socialanxiety,costco_cheesecake,2018/01/30,"I'm to be a teaching assistant! I'm so scared. I'm in university as a computer science major (20, f), and a few days ago, on a whim at 4am, applied to be a teaching assistant (TA) for one of the more difficult courses at my university ( because not enough people wanted to TA this course ). I am so, so scared. I'll be having my office hours on Wednesday morning. I feel floaty and my head spins just thinking about it. Just emailing the professor takes me 3 hours per email lol. All I want to do is scream right now. There are a million many things that can go wrong when students come to my office hours for help. I'm going to make such a fool out of myself. I'm afraid people are going to think: ""How is this piece of shit a TA"". Currently trying to tell myself to embrace humiliation if it happens hahah. I think a lot of this has to do with subconscious pride which is even more conflicting because I feel too incompetent to be a TA. I told my parents and they were extremely surprised and proud of me. I guess I'm also posting this here because I don't talk to people irl and wanted to share this somewhere. Thanks for reading lol.",3.5994349845201232,4.867810372807019,4.959886480908153,83.39047987616101,72.46491228070175,7.645407636738906,28.32404540763674,8.124751697461798,1.851964602683179,887,34,178,13,17,296,132,228,0.13699999999999998,0.759,0.105,-0.8934,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,2,15,13,1,3,12,2,17,2,2,2,1,26,41,13,0,4,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,1,5,1,0,4,2,8,0,2,2,3,18,5,30,35,8,21,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,3,9,117,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272459889273556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071573333382373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531873724098081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925952721441288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928663370588577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305239514606105,0.0,0.09144270441338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000556883946574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360472594442788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251458993542075,0.0,0.12242791243561635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208620135635097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279786894224372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090261770915671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770238811182608,0.0,0.0,0.09241421171742073,0.1403631696771613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938150308204777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153728617086605,0.0,0.0,0.2879444182565725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325936173353994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384841123128322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182326798085367,0.0,0.0,0.2772184910870107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421134932893854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040946484086216,0.11127817033885536,0.12100847148480942,0.1274630713730533,0.0,0.0,0.09197780024610863,0.2661330628936461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229170390729267,0.0,0.09399618522189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449782577295081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136967443028454,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PoolaBear,2018/01/30,"What can I do to calm me down I'm taking a com 101(communications) class. The thought of this class gives me anxiety to where I'm shaking. I've only had to speak in the class once in the past 3 weeks thanks to me talking to the teacher after class. I have to give another speech in one day. I want a good grade but I have to give a good speech. I had a panic attack in class for no reason last week. Is there anyway to coop with my anxiety for just the time I need to present? I'm okay with presenting and giving speeches at work because I've known them for years. For some reason it's completely different when it's strangers. 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Does anyone want to join me? Hi everyone. I have suffered from social anxiety for over ten years, but I have only been aware of this for the past three years. During these three years, I have made small attempts to improve my social skills and reduce my social anxiety. My social skills were and still are far weaker than average which has further reinforced my social anxiety. Upon reflection, I realise that my progress has been unacceptably slow. I am willing to admit that my previous attempts at self-improvement were half-hearted and inconsistent. Despite this, I am unfazed by my previous lack of success. I have learnt from these failures and I have collected valuable information from various books, websites and videos over the last three years which I am willing to share. I have realised that theory is only one part of the equation. Without constant and consistent practice, improvement is impossible. Therefore, I believe it is time for a more proactive approach, a more aggressive strategy. I am tired of dreaming and theorising. If anyone is willing to hold me accountable and improve together, please PM me. 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I touched base with them today and they still aren’t sure. One of them who I’ll call Bob said he wasn’t available at the time I gave him, but after saying who was coming he said he would see if he could come The other didn’t reply at all, touched base with him today and he said he saw my text The other 2 said they are still seeing if they can come. The 3 (besides the guy who didn’t reply) said they’d let me know soon, and none have responded to my RSVP invite I should also mention they are scarcely replying to my texts Last I checked these guys are my friends, so what’s going on? Should I call it off? I don’t want to have a party and nobody showing up. What do you guys think?",2.5864075286415686,3.1080552021276624,3.921276595744682,92.70653846153849,74.1063829787234,6.63567921440262,22.440261865793786,6.297961479604792,0.2239266775777411,670,15,159,4,13,221,106,188,0.0,0.88,0.12,0.9497,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,8,0,6,5,0,0,9,2,21,0,0,0,3,27,42,13,0,7,3,0,2,0,2,4,0,7,0,3,10,14,0,0,2,1,1,6,6,0,0,1,14,13,27,5,17,21,3,23,0,0,4,0,38,8,0,2,9,102,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901639077577779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273245684037989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835426947403679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887379869205518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719991841176894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326133439676823,0.0933634599974451,0.08902659956217114,0.0,0.0,0.33064997558543185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117431848481331,0.09073436554094436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138243488018402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542808228508588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716992001473302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6353008160369004,0.08851999347580512,0.0,0.0,0.2661044285517955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778826254160504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491050736973898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713244149726101,0.0,0.0,0.06490708611040683,0.0,0.2110220536754936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565486724416919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907305060697409,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,theloneliestgirlever,2018/01/30,"Socially anxious and unattractive This combination is not good. I have severe social anxiety and I'm unattractive. My house is a trap that i fear leaving, not that I desire to do anything outside of my house. But if i need to go to the store to get stuff that i need, i can't do it. And i feel raggedy all the time. I'm a petite girl, a bit too skinny, nice eyes, nice lips, but my overall face is unattractive to most people I meet in real life. My body is too skinny to be envied and I always feel low about myself. I tell myself that I'm beautiful and i start to believe it until I get treated so badly when I go to work. I'm afraid I'll never find a romantic partner or get anywhere in life if I fear going out and if I have this face. I have been called ugly so many times in life. It's a very hard thing to deal with. How do I deal with being conventionally unattractive so I'll have an easier time getting rid of my SA?",1.6607773109243702,3.2624042193877543,3.6564705882352944,89.38264705882355,78.23469387755101,6.040336134453782,22.243697478991603,6.794906146795322,0.5140951980792314,721,21,157,7,17,245,105,196,0.225,0.7040000000000001,0.071,-0.9809,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,3,8,0,15,10,7,1,2,28,31,18,0,6,8,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,11,9,2,0,3,0,1,3,4,5,0,0,1,4,24,4,19,28,3,15,1,1,1,0,9,5,0,5,7,101,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937425289523184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055642871010337,0.14849744921350766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816950188021072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975257272432024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809551093464046,0.0,0.0,0.14350584190522225,0.14600774263207758,0.0,0.0,0.134221861408018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27103172158267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958283490432707,0.13292688537749345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013997770628525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747020740426089,0.0,0.22411270680096207,0.11025132458265947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775049820399328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033438768921741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918316308884238,0.0,0.0,0.2785342491454782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326640591197847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949322471089454,0.10137986198341163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112864818629286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961521567430638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849744921350766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679868822391037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930387090983722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504751174206388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489028152309265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732740141649302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299430275613903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845736165730396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569482307253603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mimimoi,2018/01/30,Why do I care so much about what other people think!? I get so much anxiety AFTER outings. Before and during as well but the constant reflecting back on what I said and did gives me the most anxiety. I care so much how I present myself but why? Why can't I just be myself and not care. How do you deal with these thoughts!?,1.1965584415584445,3.422402681818184,2.5689610389610387,93.4377272727273,82.78787878787878,5.58961038961039,20.034632034632033,6.868970318607317,0.28115411255411304,251,7,54,3,7,81,44,66,0.056,0.754,0.19,0.8864,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,14,13,11,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,10,4,5,9,4,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27105234737985034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622435934453356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074928686890926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5418763169272145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144597544342545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264318177303046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255828164654352,0.16994708529118854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906968155486433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281976558484038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685188073423193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351635359657512,0.0,0.140644481634212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159287244672875,0.0,0.4795754100360292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Wess212,2018/01/31,"Therapy not working. ( Because of Me. ) I'm pretty much at a loss what to do, after a dozen therapy sessions i'm no closer than when i started, i just can't seem to open up, and the brain fog is a constant thing. Took me years to get the balls to reach out to someone, yet now that i'm in the seat, it all seems to be fallen apart, i don't know what to do.",2.5078481012658216,2.3478481392405084,4.463139240506333,91.20559493670885,73.9367088607595,7.332658227848103,25.92658227848101,6.742157984588678,0.7967599999999999,269,8,67,2,5,93,56,79,0.094,0.848,0.058,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,0,6,1,1,0,1,9,15,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,14,13,2,16,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,2,7,46,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646866899201974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682250069992613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596506023986093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553313555346665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204818835035087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662887798582755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444448189906009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43747245901615417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358319802996994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006702146928698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495480256680836,0.0,0.15962722608127414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26695301558348633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749221768841303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472843963971422 socialanxiety,PastelHairontcare,2018/01/31,"told my brother a secret accidentally... i accidentally kind of told him about a small crush i have on one of our friends and i am freaking out. i downplayed it a lot and told him like it is (im not sure its a crush, i do think he's cute though). why am i so anxoius about such a small thing? its not like he will tell him or anyone of our friends, unless by accident. so yeah... i dont know if its okay to post these kinda rants but i just wanted it off my chest.",-0.6370333333333313,1.4045964300000016,1.7020000000000015,97.70266666666667,89.7,4.533333333333334,17.333333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.6114666666666668,353,9,88,3,12,119,64,100,0.12,0.7609999999999999,0.118,0.206,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,5,2,7,1,1,0,1,17,13,9,0,2,7,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,15,8,11,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,4,2,60,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673777480187128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24595231771402115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32427194211681304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266829325999593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185350838747153,0.11533261139872295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505229091897464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841398800374936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220538811390826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009862028472709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778892642867324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342536907009135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394205029564025,0.1344686992682956,0.2061846748884232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6015856819698582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377983895621684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893644382370589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Olgoth141,2018/01/31,"I need serious help with my anxiety! So I’m an 18 yo male going to a university and let me first say that in high-school, I was not that shy or socially awkward. In high-school, I acted in plays and felt confident, performed guitar in front of a lot of people and didn’t break a sweat. I also had a good amount of friends and was very confident in my ability to talk to people. I had no problem with presentations and people said I was very good at presenting too not just my teachers. So now you’re probably thinking,” hey so if you were that successful in talking to people before what’s your problem then?” The truth is as soon as I got to college I changed somehow... I got more nervous, less confident and scared to talk to others. In fact, when I had a presentation at college my voice was shaking which was a first for me and I had trouble keeping eye contact with people. Plus it was hard for me to meet people and most often I would sit by myself at college just passing time doing nothing. Today, my anxiety got worse, I had a music class this morning where we are supposed to play a recorder flute for our midterm. I wasn’t good at the recorder but I was trying to be confident anyways. Well when I played my breathe came out all shaky and for the first time ever in my life, my hands were shaking really badly and it just makes me feel ashamed of myself. To know that once I never was like this but now I feel like less of a person. So my question is what is wrong with me and how can I fix this problem? Thank you for your time. TLDR; 18 yo male was socially confident in high-school however in college he started getting really anxious nervous, and shy. How can he fix this?",3.8145697329376853,5.1049548249258185,4.828624332344216,84.45309673590508,71.96735905044511,7.765887240356084,29.503738872403563,8.238735603445708,2.0438411632047484,1324,54,264,20,25,433,168,337,0.15,0.722,0.129,-0.7518,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,4,0,5,22,28,0,8,13,0,28,5,4,3,5,54,46,29,0,6,9,0,5,2,1,1,1,3,0,3,14,20,0,1,6,4,0,7,6,15,1,3,24,9,41,13,44,19,7,44,0,0,1,0,24,16,0,8,21,192,55,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745817985926502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269075293333047,0.10535981194221462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787009462891685,0.0,0.0,0.07935931732530849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666718433154064,0.0,0.0,0.09865910886832213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436105688935085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431240549661303,0.06662657982775738,0.0895463986357721,0.0,0.0,0.23798650160121446,0.0,0.0,0.07205419359384031,0.0,0.048725683529506916,0.0,0.053003093695031214,0.2346718860007013,0.2237710558719185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835446697070021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251172947940173,0.2956101061836373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289578512594455,0.0,0.0,0.051254501115074215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536698335323217,0.06587389494984927,0.0911264623777649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928824151452676,0.0,0.0,0.062253285218511666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691527868177133,0.07192960720788141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948765732509614,0.0,0.0,0.0993212670981246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879378650464806,0.08143301137671811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055249413215472,0.267718173074494,0.0,0.0,0.10447507942482276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949238849632675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871376962991008,0.07416589537386263,0.09337179570526974,0.28315916972171823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901382661132206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601151027083939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248820245704596,0.0,0.08586336224213438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975869281900046,0.0,0.0,0.1631459278903751,0.0,0.08840172112502484,0.0,0.0,0.06331895516203713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390226954717112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385397542119864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504221433666052,0.06625083631317615,0.10196764480939033,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DJDuds,2018/01/31,Advice on texting a girl I'm 16yo and recently I've been attracted to a girl in my class and I really want to get talking to her but I'm way too shy to do it in person and I don't know how to start on messaging her . I'd really appreciate advice as I fucked up all my other attempt to talk/message girls.,-0.01859243697478874,1.8193934852941207,3.642689075630255,86.24852941176474,84.73529411764707,7.4151260504201675,21.478991596638657,8.418075326091056,1.385699159663866,239,8,54,6,7,89,45,68,0.127,0.767,0.106,-0.529,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,8,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,12,9,1,8,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,0,2,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.548600412500619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25950585762556616,0.14665599035502194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542672996394567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450994643063803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35965169301737177,0.0,0.2771608366636392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868337829962127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512376723109647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556619393249802,0.2228093683959936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tmart9,2018/01/31,"Psychiatrist prescribed me medication for ADHD I've had issues with anxiety for 4-5 years, but only started seeing a therapist about 2 months ago. I recently told him that I believe that I may also be depressed after being in denial about it for a while, so I set up an appointment with a psychiatrist in their same medical group. I just got out of the my first session with the doctor and the psychiatrist says I exhibit symptoms of inattentive ADHD. I'm being prescribed the ""lowest dosage"" of Vyvanse. Anyone else start out with some kind of medication for ADHD instead of anxiety/depression? I found it kind of bizarre, but willing it to see it works.",7.6877331759149925,8.04787919008265,8.510106257378986,64.83710743801657,62.88429752066116,11.542384887839432,37.94687131050768,11.20814326018867,4.6907086186540745,526,25,83,14,7,178,80,121,0.11,0.89,0.0,-0.9116,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,6,3,0,0,8,0,6,5,0,0,0,14,14,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,11,2,23,5,2,15,0,1,2,0,5,5,0,2,9,65,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5033345549741894,0.0,0.12375148618708892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116421375011324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067975093100857,0.0,0.0,0.09761512269245426,0.1430419092246507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157287126349934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404833134450739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289172194596508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166221363141482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874801554148705,0.0,0.15306977195312207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165494110644952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571144011172346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907544298506573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219123133477643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143144839859516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617595938141557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784318116282926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110195683862114,0.0,0.0,0.22249435894618616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762639800539009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451031390508609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209226587236908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339864311195435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163416590180993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990109878684918 socialanxiety,gettingbetter69,2018/01/31,"Getting a Job After College I had a shitshow of a college career. I graduated with a BS in Business Management Info. Systems that took 6 years to get (I'm 24 now). Towards the last couple years, I started abusing xanax to get over my anxiety. I became dependent, and had to ween myself off over the last year. Since then my anxiety has been way worse than it ever was. Its been 5 months since I graduated college, and I'm just scared to death to get out there in the real world. I've been driving with uber just to get some extra cash, and been doing manual labor jobs here and there that pay cash as well. I used to use xanax to get through all the scary moments in life, but I could never go back to that painful addiction again. All these jobs that I'm qualified to get, require a lot of socialization, and typically an extroverted personality. I thought at this point in my life, I would mature myself enough to be able to tackle these things, but I just dont feel ready. Interviews scare the shit out of me. Just driving to one gets my heart racing to the point where I choke up and can't say anything intelligent. I think I need to quit smoking pot, stop drinking, start waking up early, and tame my mind to be able to do whatever the fuck I want. Basically grow up. 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I feel like I have no redeemable qualities. I've felt this way since before I was 10. I feel like I will never be able to have friends or date. I feel like no one would ever want to be friends or date me. I know that the real reason I can't make friends or date is because I hate myself. I don't think I will ever be happy until I stop hating myself. I don't know how to stop hating myself. I'm not even sure if it is possible.",1.6281932367149778,2.693229365217394,3.963768115942031,89.40294685990341,77.08695652173913,6.502415458937199,21.473429951690818,6.937597516519254,0.389444444444444,407,10,94,4,9,142,60,115,0.16399999999999998,0.593,0.243,0.8457,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,14,3,0,1,0,16,0,0,3,4,28,31,7,0,4,6,0,5,5,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,9,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,5,20,11,8,22,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,14,64,25,0,0.13071745801093676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968414912788678,0.0,0.11123092897159856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633764819051584,0.23648284897319444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26437869756192706,0.3735383124863853,0.12550925892531042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039679352023009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915116473389713,0.0,0.38716928180063903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436777927319041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193097359514998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725491825999676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081736209370476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857753254261404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062302652188073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736429324835598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487850849099832,0.0,0.13439931779713146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813083206358604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185712960749092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319965719773605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375846895378998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420108701481036,0.1037574337722386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285793170387828,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Wrestler1944,2018/01/31,Does porn cause social anxiety? Ive been pretty outgoing and social throughout middle school and elementary. I got good grades and was really athletic and confident. My social anxiety kicked in when I was 15 going into high school. I remember walking into my first class and feeling super anxious and thinking everyone is staring at me and I had no clue why I felt that way. I have a feeling pornography has a role in my anxiety because I started wacking it to porn at the age of 14 and was obsessed with it. I would indulge in it everyday then after a while went up to 2 times a day. I've never been bullied much but dealt with a few assholes in elementary and middle school. I was never neglected or abused growing up other than seeing my parents fight occasionally. 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After counting up my loose change religiously, googling the shop down the road to make sure they sell milk, and researching a bunch of other pointless crap I eventually mustered the courage to walk 20 seconds down to the local shop to buy some milk and sugar. I anxiously held my breath as I walked past someone on the way down the road. I worried that the automatic door wouldn't work for me as I approached the shop entrance. In the shop, I awkwardly triple-checked the milk prices so I wouldn't get them wrong at the counter later on (spoiler: it didn't work). Got flustered and skipped on buying sugar because I couldn't find any and felt awkward with the cashier watching me look around. Didn't understand the cashier when he named the price and gave the wrong change 3(!) times, each time asking what the price was and not understanding him. Walked home feeling utterly defeated. Now housemate is saying it's dumb that I couldn't find sugar. I feel like I must be in a spin-off Truman Show where people just watch a socially retarded dude amble through existence, embarrassing himself in every conceivable situation.",7.73165708123652,8.531456098130842,6.820654205607479,75.48167864845436,62.785046728971956,10.136017253774265,36.5549964054637,10.035473477838034,3.695500071890725,951,43,164,19,13,290,142,214,0.138,0.787,0.075,-0.9304,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,3,6,11,2,3,19,0,11,9,2,1,2,28,23,10,0,5,2,0,3,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,6,9,7,1,7,5,11,4,9,8,0,1,7,10,19,3,23,10,3,28,0,1,3,0,10,16,2,1,8,95,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994247643023222,0.0,0.0,0.1826432961454785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392232040416356,0.1511414580256538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855372592857656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420549924361833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621559873629988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349240084784716,0.1154984801730244,0.15523043467241993,0.0,0.2955304841037537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844669260766292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293038350296754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162170157308048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898475304739651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576372785963067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107917288372056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543341789098058,0.11208298032174033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856803123464494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172605627171934,0.0,0.16480420288407166,0.13698412664214182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523739085231826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885444394361253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366124230224597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832767624374355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353982240448684,0.1641857226196699,0.0,0.0,0.3535258160557984,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,joemars305,2018/01/31,"Bullying gave me anxiety, anxiety made me an alcoholic and drug abuser, alcoholism gave me chronic gastrointestinal pain, and chronic gastrointestinal pain gave me intense homicidal feelings. I dropped out of school during my last year of high school because of extremely high levels of anxiety. This severe anxiety disorder started nearly a decade ago, because of the bullying I went through in middle school. I suffer from uncontrollable panic attacks (I would qualify those panic attacks as small heart attacks, given their intensity). My first real panic attack happened back when I was in 8th grade (in 2007) and my phone got stolen from my backpack during PE. This might not seem catastrophic, but with this phone, I (stupidly) recorded myself jerking off while I was bored a few months prior , and I didn't erased the video (I know that it's dumb, but I was 13 at this time, and teens do stupid shit all the time). I completely forgot that this video was still on my phone's memory card, so when I figured out I got robbed, I was just angry about losing my phone, and about not knowing who stole it. I didn't realized what was about to happen. So I got home, (I lived with my mom back in middle school) told my mom that my phone got stolen, and she called the telephone operator to deactivate the sim card. To me it was no big deal.... The real drama started the following day, when I got back to school, and got laughed at by literally almost a hundred kids. I didn't understand why everybody was laughing hilariously, and then someone said to me ""I saw you beating your meat dude !"". I still didn't get it, then I remembered about the video I filmed a few months before with my phone, that I didn't erased. I got ridiculed for the rest of my middle school years because of this, kids called me various degrading names, like faggot, pervert, wanker, weirdo etc.... During this time I began to sweat a lot because of anxiety, so I smelled like sweat all the time, so people humiliated me because of it, for example, one day during a math class, a girl complained to the teacher that I stink, and that she doesn't want to sit next to me, because my body odor makes her gag, of course everybody started laughing at me, even the teacher had a smirk on his face, but the teacher didn't let her move to another place. I got beaten a lot, because I used to be skinny and short as a teenager, so I was an easy target, I got violently beaten countless times in the locker room during my middle school years, someone spat on me once, It is extremely humiliating to be spat on, I got treated like a pariah, like a punching bag (and I never reported it to the school administration or the police, out of shame, I never even told my parents about it to this day, and I regret not doing it, because there could have been an investigation to find out who stole that phone). The video was shared phone by phone, via Bluetooth, so my entire school saw me choking the chicken (seriously !). I live in Martinique, an island in the middle of the caribbean. This island is part of France, so I'm French, but Martinique is a very ghetto and rough place. Living here feels more like Jamaica, or Brazilian favelas, than France. I've been to ghetto schools. The schools I went through were very ghetto-ish. The kind of schools where kids do drugs at 11, where a good portion of the girls get pregnant before 18. It is very traumatizing to get beaten by 5 or more kids. It feels like your manhood is taken away from you. People pick up on anxious vibes, and treat you like garbage because of it. Now I have PTSD from all this physical and verbal abuse. The bullying greatly diminished in high school, because I went to a high school away from my hometown, where nobody saw this video. I moved from my mom's house to my dad's house, but the damage was already done. In high school, I got teased a little bit because people could notice my severe anxiety, for example people in high school used to tell me that I walk like I have a broomstick stuck up in my ass, and other hurtful things like that, but it was nothing compared to what I went through during middle school. Because of all of this, I stupidly became a full-blown alcoholic during high school, to cope with anxiety / depression. I also heavily used drugs. This heavy alcohol and drug use led to all those health problems I have now. I want to commit suicide because I suffer from extreme anxiety, agoraphobia, chronic stomach pains and severe headaches. I went to a GP, I explained to him all my symptoms, then this GP sent me to a gastroenterologist, a neurologist, and a psychologist. The psychologist prescribed Xanax and Klonopin, and I did CBT for 4 months, but it didn't help me. The gastroenterologist and the neurologist got multiple tests done on me: A gastroscopy, MRI, blood tests, etc... but unfortunately they didn't figure out what's wrong with me. I'm currently unemployed, I live with my father, and he is threatening to kick me out of the house. He has been very patient with me, but his patience is running out. I totally understand that he is not immortal, and he wants me to be independent, I don't hate him or anything, I love him, but how can I hold a job when I'm severely physically sick, and I have no diplomas, because I didn't graduate from high school ? From these years of intense bullying, I developed an extremely severe anxiety problem, and even almost 10 years after this happened, I still struggle with even basic human interaction. This made me completely hateful of people, even though I know not everybody is a piece of shit. This left me in a state of perpetual, uncontrollable anxiety. I absolutely hate every single human being on Earth. If I do get a job, I will die from a stroke or a heart attack because of anxiety. I tried to get a disability allowance, but it got rejected TWICE. I lost pretty much all hope, and I feel like going on a killing spree at this point. I feel like going to a place where a lot of people gather, then cowardly killing as many people as I possibly can, The only thing preventing me from going on a killing spree is my belief in some form of reincarnation after death. If I go on a killing spree, there's only 2 options afterwards: OPTION 1): I surrender to the police, I get sent to prison, and the prison where I will spend the rest of my life is a dirty, severely overcrowded mess. There's no protective custody there. This prison is organized in dorms, each one full of 40 to 50 violent people, high on crack/meth, HIV positive, murderers, thieves, rapists, etc.... I don't want to go to prison. OPTION 2): I commit suicide to avoid prison bullying, but unfortunately, instead of finding eternal peace, I'll find temporary peace, then I'm going to be reborn as some creature on another planet far away from Earth, and instead of having a good time in my next life, I'm going to get badly fucked over in my next life because of bad karma. I hate this life so much, this life feels like a punishment. No matter what I do, I always end up getting fucked over. I fucking hate life. I want to say thank you to anyone reading this long wall of text, and sorry for the eventual grammatical errors, because English is not my main language (I'm French) Sharing life experiences with strangers on the Internet is helping me. I don't really plan on killing anyone, so don't call the cops on me, I'm just venting on the Internet.",8.752282061714387,7.469138606886657,8.472104541853144,71.37949410051608,61.42467718794835,11.536161373905225,37.879140880961046,10.515223172706238,3.886297663761537,5854,238,1060,112,67,1884,520,1394,0.275,0.643,0.08199999999999999,-0.9999,6,2,9,0,2,4,217.0,0,6,2,8,48,92,35,8,80,0,74,47,14,12,12,151,174,77,10,14,27,6,8,12,0,4,28,2,3,8,59,48,5,5,21,8,3,20,26,66,0,4,66,16,153,26,172,96,34,166,2,9,3,7,72,88,8,20,67,685,212,35,0.0,0.061887797051816976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0231507887259118,0.11164280464257356,0.052304001592629414,0.0,0.028820315801718864,0.020885434331596456,0.021731102053745097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477106121136547,0.2197703894908278,0.029504322435652906,0.0,0.03652266573171452,0.0,0.021491735232361142,0.0,0.0,0.14855700516331566,0.07361221180234367,0.06024615634182614,0.04361253760184101,0.270647411992419,0.0,0.04444660337707094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02851256134968257,0.029009653293942176,0.0,0.0,0.0800039010340548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476551313687554,0.0,0.0,0.04170395744437489,0.0,0.0,0.050529136251962745,0.02692506620894137,0.022494187961740127,0.0,0.027104905894833192,0.0,0.02993188444075923,0.0,0.0,0.05345269537352936,0.0,0.0,0.12114785084644293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02313155439497043,0.0,0.08738073259307756,0.08624883476907715,0.0,0.022004360579871183,0.0,0.0,0.025547044650287714,0.0,0.0,0.07923202130372815,0.09328851569614913,0.0,0.0,0.07161029347841412,0.02221476528585784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724331232435086,0.10915875806920587,0.0,0.10389865322900424,0.04381072734478623,0.2715417843311516,0.028793641972616836,0.0,0.0,0.06928446523003846,0.0,0.0,0.12892367008499614,0.0,0.027760722867601118,0.0,0.06189658978041364,0.0350108108314038,0.2483425813116433,0.02619707764606969,0.02593967509947347,0.0,0.0904051443318691,0.02795835877938986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051833388175986816,0.0,0.14447073335340502,0.027196418338036016,0.04305899847297776,0.021288513459255157,0.0,0.0,0.02837576061412479,0.026705991351925737,0.12912848083205106,0.1531110095311426,0.02617569270694757,0.09224573958015007,0.023112367772215973,0.0,0.02921779327991875,0.028509352304718606,0.0666101941492706,0.023571249746307227,0.04942431382140488,0.017433032253066354,0.02647813164934793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027705583766107426,0.0,0.09176233331716063,0.0625380591081911,0.05551562197998594,0.03839740972589327,0.0,0.040285461498263724,0.0,0.08332589616110447,0.0,0.0,0.025059580565490482,0.0297339204161796,0.0,0.02781332497810338,0.03539456600282837,0.03972569993533695,0.08336970627100883,0.09192660337865476,0.028999391869344717,0.028281731059533643,0.0,0.14484768773894832,0.0,0.08185886018512709,0.0,0.024688627150279197,0.02944254064274008,0.0,0.02656996969348082,0.0,0.049980115154381534,0.030528905976527236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026123665955934062,0.05945281333671493,0.016730961710218015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029585014898549193,0.0,0.02484286575111442,0.020768967317818337,0.0,0.5021964463534551,0.0,0.023775570343012017,0.0,0.17702593461391747,0.05361662597275098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044257018202265054,0.0,0.0,0.02923539374888781,0.05545638837786029,0.0,0.06257024773551674,0.0,0.0,0.02730273920414477,0.0,0.057134639581575476,0.0,0.0,0.02714514563933824,0.0,0.0,0.02282705816654473,0.02404465496189977,0.0,0.0,0.034701415041215884,0.0,0.025659425359692997,0.0,0.09137279142414208,0.0,0.0,0.04991105801087937,0.0,0.017731455997795544,0.0,0.0,0.054376600041155736,0.0,0.09022542284981967,0.0,0.08619571543633597,0.07702123206903283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210517419942517,0.023566167909198132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018552482205337208,0.028554400534716293,0.0,0.08409116562427242 socialanxiety,bokthenasterjedi,2018/01/31,"I constantly feel like everyone's trying to make fun of me which me stay on edge/defensive all the time and not a very fun person to be around. Help pls I think I was bullied in school. I say I think because there was never any actual physical harm involved. Throughout my school years I was the nerd who lived and breathed Harry Potter and Star Wars and got good grades. I was also, thanks to the family, not very street-smart and I couldn't use my tongue as well as others. Silence was always my companion. That didn't stop people from making fun of me. This isn't to say I didn't have friends. I did and still do. But there were always a couple of kids who would make my life miserable and some of the kids would follow them. And I just didn't know how to deal with them. i couldn't beat them because that's barbaric and I couldn't do it in the first place. And I couldn't really say anything to stand up for myself or confront them. I'd just soak it all in and try to ignore it. Continued this throughout school and now in Senior year in College I'm still doing this. It's not as bad as school but I constantly feel on edge, as if everyone's trying to make fun of me or laughing at my expense. This makes my buttons very obvious as well and some people push them without perhaps even intending to push them. The smallest thing would happen and my mind immediately makes up a doomsday scenario and I make myself small and just retract into myself. Someone would skip a meeting with me and I'd immediately assume the worst and think that there was probably something wrong with me. This causes me to take rejection very badly as well. As a result I constantly yearn for approval/acceptance. it's so bad I'm staring to feel like it's unhealthy. But I don't know what to do. I've become better at speaking up etc but I fear that the psychological damage has been done and it could have bad effect in professional/personal life later on. I've never talked to anyone about this and this is the first time I'm putting it down in words. Might seem trivial to some but honestly I lose sleep over this. What can I do to help myself get better?",3.08373705481182,5.023441425233647,4.029762566304623,86.77429275069461,75.16822429906541,6.9634756251578676,23.717100277847944,7.824948511530503,1.167485147764587,1702,52,340,25,37,548,196,428,0.128,0.74,0.132,-0.421,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,6,7,20,33,2,2,14,0,36,4,2,13,5,86,62,39,1,11,15,0,3,2,2,5,2,4,0,3,27,25,0,2,11,0,1,4,15,17,3,2,14,8,45,16,55,37,7,45,0,5,1,0,23,21,0,9,20,235,72,7,0.0,0.0,0.07438636234849337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095854556449885,0.12685361038491144,0.0,0.0,0.05183683890157663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329955192206672,0.0,0.06272816263342171,0.06785801429410246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25458478079752034,0.09293430128166466,0.08418651334506325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483282272106284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783059227086128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471222768392141,0.0,0.06086089831148185,0.08434350592662286,0.0,0.0,0.07858648516788788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800648324423662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501303324068417,0.050347083433182664,0.0,0.0,0.1456759507905321,0.0,0.0,0.07185984437768278,0.08577634392230585,0.1156276834880998,0.10891288434648484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296769567136984,0.0,0.0,0.05889263769694319,0.0,0.039825357602565344,0.0,0.0,0.06393542448434318,0.060965536555316314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740710876268056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021864364145614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378451312695502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768248829030304,0.07448112962958221,0.0,0.06730966220343915,0.0,0.0,0.08527829274077119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561738730627033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086459029689723,0.07696733962699688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758161699388794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569213252593214,0.1331166056097557,0.07964078344788375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218538451529114,0.0,0.0,0.07662898942212554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048832840895593234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185583605347627,0.0,0.30858237041207603,0.0,0.06939401714446708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628185151550639,0.0,0.06458672148728567,0.05868311584626481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124762802694037,0.1217496441781659,0.0637290192066591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731306813373114,0.06126821557043202,0.0,0.0701793973640376,0.0,0.0,0.0506416997692585,0.14652916936120589,0.0,0.0,0.08889692182839487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525898353925752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583548207022724,0.0,0.2515803771885852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561114687228413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734799164198677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659733073162385,0.08334204108119217,0.0,0.0981751218555999 socialanxiety,whattheheccc,2018/01/31,"Would love to find people who were in a similar situation to me... Hello! I've had some sort of social anxiety for about two years now. I honestly find it weird that I was affected by this. Beforehand, (only two years ago) I was SOOOO CONFIDENT. I would talk in front of my entire class, could act fast when suddenly called on and would only get a little nervous for things like speeches but would never avoid them even if they were optional. I honestly had no situations I couldn't handle back then. I even presented something in front of my entire school. The one thing looking back, was I alway felt really bad for people who struggled socially. Whenever people in my class were noticeably nervous answering questions in front of everyone I was rooting for them in my head. So maybe I was already hyperaware of that sort of thing? Or maybe this is something everyone experiences. Long story short, at this time I'm great and super positive in some situations but break down in others. For example, in small groups when the teacher asks someone to volunteer to answer a question, I can do it no problem even if it's people I've never met. However... I can't speak in front of multiple people to save my life, weather that be a speech or being called on in class. I just get a lump in my throat and can't seem to talk for very long without swallowing to get rid of it? Sounds super weird but I'm sure people have similar circumstances. And when my family has people over and they ask me a question and everyone is involved I have trouble with that as well. I guess it comes down to the fact that I really can't handle being put on the spot. And alongside that, being the centre of attention when it comes to talking. In terms of 1 on 1 conversation I can be quite shy, but it doesn't take me long to get out of that. And I consider that fairly normal (especially for being a teenager). But I definitely still overthink EVERYTHING. I've finished High School now, but I did go to the school counsellor about three times while I was there. The first time, my teacher was going around the class getting everyone to give their opinions on a picture he showed us. I knew when it was about 5 people off me that I couldn't do it so I left the class pretending I got a phone call (thank god my school was chill about that sort of thing) and decided it was time to finally meet with someone about it. (Until then I hadn't told anybody). So I walked straight to the counsellor teary eyed before I could decide otherwise. Basically she just let me vent and said she would book a meeting with me and my teacher so that he wouldn't put me in those situations for a while. The goal was to ease me into it, but that never ended up happening. By the time that would've started happening it reached close to the end of the year so we didn't really spend time as a whole class. More individual studying. I'm having real trouble describing this properly and I don't want to make this too long so I'll do some bullet points here; Where I'm lacking - - Can't speak in front of an audience - Have trouble when called on with multiple people around - Not confident in myself, so things like dancing are a no go. lmao - Feel like everyone is watching me when I'm walking around busy places. (Getting better at that already though) - Can't handle being the focus when there is a mixture of people I don't know and do know. For example when I'm brought into a conversations with a friends friend. - OVERTHINK EVERYTHING Where I'm good - - Most of the time I'm good at 1 on 1 conversations or meetings. - Pretty good on the phone. - I'm good at smiling and nodding at people on the street. - I'm a very positive person and I've never had any issues with depression. - I have lots of friends and have no problem interacting with them or speaking in front of all of them at the same time. -Other info- I've never tried any medication and I refuse too. I havn't seriously tried to improve it, I've mostly avoided situations that would trigger it if I'm totally honest. (Also I should mention that my friends & family don't know about my social anxiety. Maybe thats a mistake not telling them? But I feel like if they know I'll constantly be feeling like I'm on show whenever I have to participate socially with someone in front of them.) <-- Would be interested to hear your thoughts on this. Overall, I just really want to move past this. As I said, I've never had problems with depression but I feel like it wouldn't be off the table I this gets worse for me. Would just like to start a discussion on what I could do to improve? Or meet some people in a similar situation. Thanks so much!",4.531401400079248,5.994044150442481,5.453284242504291,79.99693303394533,70.43805309734512,8.981085721833313,29.20050191520275,9.410407343244595,2.6199898494254388,3688,142,700,81,67,1209,342,904,0.084,0.747,0.16899999999999998,0.9982,2,2,2,0,0,0,107.0,2,1,10,6,48,47,0,5,41,0,77,8,3,4,10,141,136,62,0,28,25,0,5,7,4,11,3,9,0,1,52,36,1,3,23,5,1,20,28,18,1,5,30,17,79,29,124,79,15,136,0,2,3,1,67,61,0,26,61,482,131,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038000918647906536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461435540312972,0.034282447149322014,0.03567057049548525,0.0464487106973768,0.0,0.058304989844316986,0.0,0.06558957129542779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448790815886802,0.08015374458872733,0.0,0.0,0.06592746689539622,0.03579395313606213,0.0,0.0,0.03647849278710305,0.0,0.0,0.03791428319133603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750967981093722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385596094917789,0.0,0.04632632617629465,0.0,0.1026825940728524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384627944257123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593869281689243,0.0,0.0,0.0849440161803562,0.0,0.0,0.20481656991879327,0.07705606320533183,0.0419342587824417,0.08082644670154761,0.0,0.08670372981006896,0.12250292938954516,0.04116111084166725,0.04696106303097276,0.07836326065153675,0.03646448068809687,0.0,0.0,0.1324824088654401,0.0,0.15678154608162925,0.041123999016823114,0.07309058480641968,0.1438264506186292,0.034286378809288656,0.047263393879694464,0.04722520649523845,0.0,0.07581810301560121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04399611999100507,0.0,0.04831665245214185,0.0,0.0,0.04529361512360877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04474425925991511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423906415770228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04657746150406187,0.04383661467396745,0.030279751423972063,0.14660592346419954,0.042966154669105715,0.0,0.15175140991882285,0.035999292680593584,0.0,0.0,0.036445821910660016,0.03869108541586545,0.0,0.028615493332787675,0.0,0.12920348228918865,0.0,0.0,0.04318616282269528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04556312658557789,0.03151376094696179,0.0,0.1983800072490096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04200266916186665,0.0,0.04880681622539692,0.0,0.0,0.02904924836850165,0.06520784709957776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0409234584581943,0.3566408857559358,0.0374316919330448,0.04478914193570819,0.0,0.040525207282297686,0.0,0.0,0.04361334159078591,0.0,0.12305997297635365,0.0,0.08619068108146953,0.14406979141244525,0.045596622391822814,0.0,0.04879448276569883,0.10985231170800087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155676522003945,0.0,0.0,0.17354349102163452,0.0,0.03902646795792028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891203530082607,0.0,0.17479881638930006,0.10896868578957808,0.06600553864686531,0.0,0.0,0.06068601602026781,0.0,0.03423536194421215,0.0,0.0,0.04481614789220752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04040367052592633,0.0,0.03223226884869136,0.10336980694548524,0.037469530331249314,0.07893631512445573,0.0,0.0,0.1424018059990036,0.0,0.042118726372132265,0.03403331992741633,0.19997878860772733,0.0,0.0,0.04096331398375866,0.0,0.0582106834336051,0.0,0.0837538691014292,0.0,0.05156631419863269,0.0,0.0,0.07074308372112055,0.05057067573237197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038544518030986234,0.0,0.0,0.04786187975174442,0.0,0.0413243348881305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04368733057440897,0.274077154698144,0.0,0.0,0.0828189894105585 socialanxiety,asdfguy13,2018/01/31,"good multiplayer to practise social skills ? I have a xbox one and a mediocer laptop. I dont know any good multiplayer games right now where pepole talk in the chat. Can you recommend a game ?",2.956666666666667,5.737758000000002,3.9811111111111153,82.55000000000003,80.1111111111111,6.933333333333335,22.88888888888889,8.07648339933343,1.500355555555556,152,5,28,3,4,49,31,36,0.0,0.757,0.243,0.8253,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,16,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430910552352133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189507939015943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5996557712294279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645551445634746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422301233065788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052764184845073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643944441410701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873198962551294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SvioLoStefy,2018/01/31,"There were 2 humans in my classroom I talked with. Today I've done the huge mistake of telling them my social problems. Since that, every time they'll talk to me I'll think they're doing it just for pity, and I'm actually distracting them from what they really want to do.",6.405393939393939,5.890935599999999,6.578181818181817,80.55393939393942,65.72727272727273,9.515151515151514,29.24242424242424,8.841846274778883,2.044696969696969,218,6,44,3,3,70,46,55,0.172,0.758,0.07,-0.6815,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,4,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,0,7,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,26,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.29285233731663485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071044237504417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528454899666207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871532362625849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225044944512576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24824414890354665,0.0,0.0,0.3059120968036159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824147751428222,0.26229886052205115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229066716762824,0.0,0.0,0.17498954456015892,0.0,0.28445779403817234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700556296229725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SocialNerdCoaching,2018/01/31,"What negative self-talk do you have? I used to have all sorts of negative self-talk. * You'll never fit in * You're weird * Nobody likes you * You're never go to be good at talking to people Stuff like that. What negative self-talk is going on in your head?",-1.222709790209791,0.21593767307692247,0.7767132867132887,97.91374125874123,114.57692307692308,4.198601398601399,12.419580419580418,6.11248444174946,-0.6745999999999999,197,4,43,3,11,64,35,52,0.253,0.612,0.136,-0.7947,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,1,3,5,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,8,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088395200020849,0.15561523958053294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040911386093365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128289481169368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861870652513009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862436323409465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5806502726289049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238947955464724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5964936103301743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023987324534214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tobixice,2018/01/31,Does anyone still use Facebook? It feels kinda stupid to follow what people are up to if you haven't seen or been to school with them in years.,4.335172413793103,5.272590965517246,3.8994827586206933,92.9312931034483,70.3793103448276,5.8000000000000025,17.948275862068964,3.1291,-0.7095655172413795,114,1,24,0,2,34,27,29,0.103,0.897,0.0,-0.4779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,7,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,6,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,2,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186969068221074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988623238123924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304596301581453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31598535538064537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612808335328923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639921313316843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936536750928499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29351192021287403 socialanxiety,teaboll,2018/01/31,anyone wanna play some fifa or ufc? I don't have anything better to do,-0.09600000000000007,2.205669066666669,3.068333333333332,86.4225,91.66666666666666,3.0,14.166666666666668,3.1291,-0.9363333333333332,56,1,10,0,2,20,14,15,0.152,0.696,0.152,-0.0015,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500942781484834,0.0,0.5895588074167218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6336219237649615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,scooby1936,2018/01/31,"making a video about if my SA was a person? what would it say? hi everyone, i'm making a video about my SA for a class. i'm kinda nervous to share this with everyone but i think the concept of 'if my SA was a person' is a good way to depict it to others imo. if you guys have any ideas about things your SA would say if they were a person, pls let me know, i'd love any suggestions. thank you.",0.3752325581395368,1.957999023255816,2.5978488372093054,95.58421511627908,82.02325581395348,5.695348837209302,16.563953488372093,6.6274283507984215,-0.4242279069767441,300,5,73,3,8,102,53,86,0.016,0.797,0.187,0.9411,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,1,0,3,5,0,1,8,0,8,1,0,2,0,14,16,5,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,6,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,9,4,9,10,0,1,0,0,0,1,14,0,0,5,0,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659943632315447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737591121465826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403838355133685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364923392873226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207794981177022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748248104106306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998789876412426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651337656366242,0.0,0.26109463179516434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123036169114473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31105695187696164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005847298351516,0.0,0.0,0.12993082688417246,0.12531606840804635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523771901344965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778606406488371,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,futbolforlife,2018/01/31,"Drove all the way across town for a bible study and was at the door, but the SA was too much and left I had been ok for a while because of my meds... So I decided to go back to my bible study group (tight spaces, participations, new people) and drove across town for 20 minutes and got there late (because I wanted to miss all the socializing) and got to the door and stood there for a couple of minutes and I couldn’t take it anymore.... I feel kinda bad, but I think I will try again next week, I will try to conquer the next step... SA is real!",7.209469026548669,4.5362014513274325,7.2169203539822995,83.5738761061947,65.46017699115043,10.101946902654868,30.564601769911505,7.554174236665415,1.6145164601769904,416,9,98,3,5,134,67,113,0.061,0.913,0.026,-0.5722,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,9,1,8,0,0,0,2,19,19,11,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,7,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,9,2,10,1,14,7,3,20,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,1,8,61,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810659533731767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360183212457273,0.16678986891468664,0.24354165838019834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102880232255487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100381812023272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352726732380596,0.0,0.3195299834819909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253361069300257,0.0,0.21703801949761425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188648201717456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468453634437201,0.0,0.0,0.1929278483028377,0.4248905188622559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384872801436967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22736872212226944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036284701579988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019341048082993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799707755964174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712455990099518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782264373352458,0.15855887128573976,0.1602340900790093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,small_kitten_friend,2018/01/31,"When strangers are mean to you and you freeze up Does this happen to anybody else? Today at the supermarket, two super loud girls were behind me in a long line. One of them kept standing too close to me and bumping into me, pushing me forward. I tried to ignore it, and then when I got to the checkout (the one closest to the line), she followed me and kept pushing up against me! I turned around and said “excuse me..” and they laughed and the one said “WELL SOMEONE’S HAVING A BAD DAY!” and then said, “I can see why!” (wtf? I look pretty normal...). I wanted to say something like, “could you back up please?” or a million different things but I totally clammed up and had trouble working the card machine and got all flustered :( The cashier made eye contact with them and smiled and I left feeling like a total loser, even though I didn’t do anything wrong. Does this kind of thing happen to you guys? I feel like my face probably looked bitchy because they’d been shoving into me the whole line, and maybe that’s why the cashier took their “side,” even though they were being antagonistic and freaking weird. I think I come across as mean and snippy when I’m feeling anxious, especially since sometimes I dress “nice,” people think I’m uptight. it sucks. I know this is dumb and not important, but it’s making me feel like crap tl/dr - anyone else get this? strangers being antagonistic to you makes you freeze up and feel so ashamed after :-/",3.634026763990267,5.77079273722628,3.6770985401459884,89.03394464720196,74.18248175182481,5.734549878345499,26.74513381995133,6.42735559955562,0.985253527980535,1126,42,218,8,24,344,161,274,0.217,0.667,0.116,-0.991,2,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,6,6,3,14,21,3,2,13,0,14,3,3,3,3,50,48,29,0,3,4,0,7,4,0,0,0,5,0,2,10,23,0,4,10,0,0,6,2,12,1,5,14,16,37,9,27,30,4,32,0,1,4,0,21,16,3,1,15,143,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681751252674875,0.0,0.0723027443000896,0.10595000345849097,0.0850929912118267,0.09205181806016334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951158273502416,0.08633833514966499,0.0630343481320503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907371428061568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825599805214685,0.0,0.0,0.06668726839321988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803556491264152,0.0,0.0,0.180979733359285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276217596361965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659523085850106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614217984882827,0.22161632163634276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402451884789237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540385206697547,0.0,0.0,0.10238658991928376,0.1828802972303652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767974580047042,0.05682834105044043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234915759295566,0.0,0.0,0.20207262074786672,0.0,0.0,0.09150961923094628,0.17366726635603513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784372123016624,0.13804644848518294,0.0,0.10388359465805028,0.2252753600174476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131433411371744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020844486931228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168757481983479,0.0,0.0,0.11350695361378088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519942541547284,0.11148740707055507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950837241638481,0.08223131051757669,0.0,0.0,0.08239990023770152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553716876822362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876141926240652,0.07960574088819654,0.10226957237296272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739454600640574,0.13251469831389642,0.20318854974029024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801525813820346,0.0,0.11488606699980967,0.07020478398232831,0.11247426828635408,0.10101105056869256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609905803576591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297295281388723,0.0,0.18661273248651686,0.11544729354679185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527961761112953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305645298016505,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dinnerbasket,2018/01/31,"How can I identify and help someone with social anxiety who I don't know very well? Hello, all. I myself have no experience with anxiety disorders but I recently realized how common they are and decided I want to be able to help. I have a lot of difficulty reading social cues (I rarely can tell if someone is drunk, for example) and I have a lot of trouble identifying when someone is uncomfortable in a situation. How can I be more aware of people (especially people I may not know super well, since none of my close friends have SA) struggling with social anxiety in situations around me (like, in a group conversation at a social gathering) and how can I help them out?",6.406428571428571,7.240007063492065,7.971547619047621,65.96303571428572,65.66666666666667,12.014285714285714,35.59126984126985,11.698219412168324,4.7084793650793655,534,25,92,18,8,186,77,126,0.228,0.667,0.104,-0.9359,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,8,7,0,1,5,0,15,1,0,4,1,26,18,11,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,10,1,0,4,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,16,5,16,15,5,10,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,4,4,73,17,1,0.13227853654818894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303578155191265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775594220621315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160266295918748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293937910052496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219806920603353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659905442091111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539364860859022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462461131047867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491696289607813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341056364298536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231433299878848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060909663978207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942217236134152,0.2973732346671721,0.0,0.5393652391278805,0.3362375242716138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828624714961527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561727135562433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914364598129372,0.07802130807482675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237868580740852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Abushamma,2018/01/31,"22 years old with a sever social anxiety I feel like I can’t handle this anymore, My anxiety is getting stronger every year. Specially after traveling overseas for education. When it comes to one to one interactions, I do good, when I’m in a work environment I do great because I know what I’m doing, and surprisingly, I do good presentations when I’m prepared. However, When it comes to normal communication I suck, anything from family meetings, classes to other casual gatherings is hell to me. With time I got used to that so I stop attending meetings and I avoid group chat in the class or asking questions, I prefer to go to google or go to office hours. However, these problems are getting out of control specially when I came to the US for education, Now I don’t have any friends, I can’t connect with girls and this is effectively killing my life. I’m loosing many opportunities, I need people around when I need them, life is getting much more harder alone specially after leaving all my old friends and family. So, I don’t know what to do, I’m I stuck? Ps. I do have one parent and a brother living in another state, asking them for help is not even an option, also, I tried to go to my school sociologist and That didn’t go well, She just tried to convince me that life is shit and thats the way it is. 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I had globs for 3 years but in the last 6 months it seemed to go. Now since last week it's back and getting bad, even when I'm on my own it's like someone's strangling me(before it was only when I was at work or in a social situation). Now I'm on my laptop and I just feel uncomfortable all the time. Eating and drinking especially feel really awkward with the large lump in my throat. I've never met anyone in real life who seems to have this(or social anxiety really...) so wondering if anyone here has - what's worked for you? 20 years old male ",3.422990196078433,5.540299632352943,4.621176470588235,82.11696078431375,74.73529411764707,7.768627450980393,23.833333333333336,8.59863814320734,1.6575803921568633,554,17,106,11,12,182,93,136,0.112,0.863,0.024,-0.8942,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,9,4,0,1,4,0,8,8,3,0,2,18,18,10,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,5,2,0,5,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,6,2,8,1,17,11,2,23,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,5,15,63,14,3,0.16764656574881112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824916392901134,0.0,0.0,0.2344447534967531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890986085590622,0.13997787979852785,0.0,0.0,0.14265487969922316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422981071967488,0.0,0.1715442897720552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072897556467187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169534281716572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758841124692361,0.0,0.09527740673167312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733086531486916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841372728635027,0.08190364386974207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381388933916824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929936658843116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591686956557218,0.0,0.0,0.12750276769555013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908184943262667,0.21479736570869085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30523827418609945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867897159922538,0.18844176401741905,0.0,0.3417891231021238,0.14204639112529893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347479592098501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775606066610078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447596275873708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180554923088107,0.2440973930521919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159177836673391 socialanxiety,anxiety1921,2018/02/01,"Social anxiety in customer service I was wondering if anyone else with social anxiety has dealt with my situation. I'm currently working at a liquor store while I work towards my masters, but every day is a challenge. I've worked customer service before but this job has been unbelievably draining. I spend eight hours a shift desperately trying to think of what to say to my coworkers, whom I have little in common with, and I know the awkwardness shows. They're able to talk and joke around with ease but I often end up taking refuge in silence. There is also a particularly chatty customer base, many of whom come in every day for either their drink of choice or lottery tickets. It's incredibly taxing trying to think of something to say to them each time, as being totally quiet while I run their transaction everyday feels extremely uncomfortable. But honestly, what can I say to someone who I see for thirty seconds a pop? I sincerely don't know how people can just start talking; if I try it just comes out awkwardly or forced. Also, I'm usually the one who receives the deliveries. This is usually an hour ordeal, so when I inevitably run out of things to say to the delivery driver after a minute or two, the rest of the time is an awkward nightmare. I've dealt with this all my life (I'm 24) but it's been effecting me far worse lately. I feel so disconnected from people, and the ironic thing is I'm perfectly content not being sociable with others (besides my friends and family) yet this just isn't feasible in most workplaces, especially customer service. 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I have been dating someone new for a couple months and so far we’ve only interacted in situations that I’m comfortable in: either with my friends or with a very small group of their friends. But this weekend they invited me to a large party with a lot of their work friends. One of my largest social fears is meeting friends of friends, and I’d be more comfortable if I knew even one other person there but I most likely won’t. I’m worried that I’ll act really quiet (when I’m socially anxious I pretty much just turn to stone) or really awkward and it will turn my partner off. I’m wondering, does anyone have any tips for how to feel more comfortable or at least appear more comfortable at a party? And should I mention my anxiety/shyness to my partner before we go or should I just not say anything? 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Anyone else? Restaurants; I feel like everyone is looking at me. I cant handle being seated in the open, like a table in the middle of the room surrounded by other tables is a big red flag for me. I feel like im being squashed from every angle(slight exaggeration but you get the picture). I start to feel really uneasy, almost like every one is focused on me and seeing what they dont like about me. If I sit in the corner of the room however, I feel a whole lot better, still not great but its easily manageable. I feel like I can see everything thats going on and I guess I feel more in control. I dont know why I feel like this. I'm happy with the way I look. I could easily walk down the beach with my shirt off (I don't but I could). I just seem to get anxious when people are behind or surrounding me. If I'm standing in a que and I hear someone laugh I instantly think they're laughing at me. I start to think crazy things like ""Maybe I got shit on the back of my trousers"" lol. Am I alone with this? Can I overcome this? I would love to be able to go out and enjoy a meal without feeling like a freak. 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I got to say that exhaustive feeling you get afterwards is the best thing I've ever experienced in a long time. It's like my mind is too preoccupied with me being worn out that I'm not getting those scattered thoughts about worrying over every little thing. It almost feels like you're in slow motion. I even made eye contact with a garbage man on my drive home. Granted it's only temporary, but it feels great to feel remotely normal for once. Usually I can barely tolerate leaving my house.",6.6982857142857135,6.6998812571428585,6.8278571428571455,77.27964285714289,65.0,10.142857142857146,34.64285714285714,9.827888789773867,3.272214285714285,576,24,108,11,8,185,101,140,0.034,0.856,0.11,0.8735,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,6,6,0,0,7,0,7,4,1,1,1,22,20,5,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,1,1,9,9,0,0,5,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,7,8,10,5,19,12,1,23,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,1,11,63,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393613495363044,0.0,0.15129929046616974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274942377858408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856432899618805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671831619570943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092442121927039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997964752733885,0.13667360233195658,0.12730361125430287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055916243610141,0.1079419226345274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578812532611892,0.14494358763228532,0.0,0.0,0.241688107691321,0.16658219133305308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596396077668944,0.15156007721963838,0.0,0.1487976215276009,0.17434273701703387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734164394587458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998723197054915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476342561387329,0.15143635719756288,0.0,0.13371385509525607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429692449001767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256234685645495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804050442571032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091068394602687,0.0,0.1149141562877176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015639045651128,0.0,0.15291567454697766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498691051339045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007609098363096,0.0,0.0,0.11995213518264855,0.08810440303758175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258322995220408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664092169818514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999857682149347,0.15344377295837022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729988762633013 socialanxiety,Tongue37,2018/02/01,"What was high school like for you? I'm watching Friday Night Lights and it got me thinking about my high school days..social anxiety was bad that I see high school as a waste socially.. How about you?",2.5265384615384607,4.985538000000002,2.433012820512822,94.98490384615386,79.25641025641026,5.951282051282053,20.006410256410245,7.1686216300943375,0.3108410256410257,158,4,33,2,4,47,31,39,0.2,0.741,0.06,-0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,5,1,4,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,2,17,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489735813560251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906311989851605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194249764719945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6417966622886137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989219552661148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001463747501726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6147645368758812,0.16135108685340854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064038103098585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974160487645725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hyngchl1,2018/02/01,"why do i get anxiety talking over the phone? whether it be with a client at work or placing an order for delivery, every time I have to speak on the phone, i get a nervous breakdown + anxiety. i get very timid, i shake and stutter. however, i don't have a problem at all speaking with people in person, even with clients at work. i absolutely kill it when i'm in face to face with the actual person or even a group of people. but this is not the case at all when i'm on the phone....what could be the root problem? 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I only had one job in high school for 2 months a year ago so my experience is basically nothing. In addition my hair is about shoulder length (I'm a guy) so I look pretty unemployable but I know I could never bring myself to cut it off. The biggest thing is my social anxiety makes it pretty much impossible to work cashier/server/barista jobs so that really limits my options. I feel so embarrassed watching all my friends working their way up the ladder while I just sit at home all day applying to places online cause I'm too anxious to actually go in somewhere to apply. Has anyone else been in a similar situation? ,4.228814229249013,6.041915478260872,5.891133069828722,75.17092885375497,71.7536231884058,8.786297760210804,30.66139657444005,9.339509955726095,2.9781072463768115,568,25,102,13,11,194,99,138,0.099,0.8190000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.0786,6,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,8,4,1,1,7,0,10,2,2,2,3,15,18,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,4,15,1,15,15,3,24,0,0,2,0,4,12,0,1,8,66,19,10,0.0,0.0,0.1320783066233723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997618488252867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353942499413174,0.1529026110204034,0.0,0.09463716653693396,0.1386781126906342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903776637820406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806287785519858,0.0,0.0,0.08728706200456819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306433093392207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239449370183032,0.0,0.0,0.06843507399176199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370391798994702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456809035982632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692032919130705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401395555781154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860012513075154,0.13576321170988645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372406302451056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438269775330708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136566679954484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034459799272336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803199595184028,0.0,0.09949498444361396,0.0,0.10438728533218296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986826956952824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917140457905706,0.10293683676304484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140790709290854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753913600101491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867062016405908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739550345728038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213472972068084,0.0,0.13796834299376326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808760051818804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991795994428486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074314643786346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706720063438432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871584752759018 socialanxiety,sadcollegethrow,2018/02/01,"Anyone (preferably in highschool) want to do a challenge with me? So I was super extroverted a couple years ago, but once I got to high school with the increased stress and everything I lost most of my friends and became super socially anxious. I have finished submitting my college apps so alot of stress is off so I want to propose something. I want to find one partner on here and I want us to challenge eachother to do something more social every day. It I'd the same idea as a workout buddy where we will make sure we do each others goals, but it is being social. I would prefer to do this with someone also still in highschool but I would do it with anyone. Would anyone be interested",3.553696741854637,5.8006308796992485,4.3475375939849625,83.63353696741856,74.78947368421052,5.937092731829575,27.624686716791977,6.816661863887847,1.4661032581453637,549,22,97,5,12,176,82,133,0.087,0.7070000000000001,0.205,0.9232,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,0,6,7,10,0,2,6,0,15,0,0,1,1,29,22,11,0,9,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,0,15,7,18,13,6,12,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,2,5,77,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515897899679848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129119041167502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950777814777076,0.0,0.2961760573694696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562272486304798,0.0,0.0910577342563332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896110047307296,0.0,0.1268950664804968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904774467270208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908527753149692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292485334441882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917804162761006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593895881574063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541287196977808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424735128656432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036582113806438,0.09567595720811277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289474386828027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317851153515247,0.11963227856333128,0.2173943714813456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275682533426055,0.0,0.32347195975949755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307262904883913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698376635451293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331169017510336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300898136754711,0.0,0.0,0.09092359277076936 socialanxiety,ulyaoth13,2018/02/01,"Is the constant worry 'bout friendship part of it all? I could have probaly searched for this or read several other posts, but it also helps me to just type it out and see if I can get it off my mind or make sense of it all. For the past 34 years I've never had many (good) friends and I always kinda walled myself off. Now, due to therapy and understanding where all those thoughts are coming from, I'm invested in making friends and meeting people. It's like my thoughts have always surprised my extraverted parts (Even though I consider myself introvert...) Anyways. I was wondering. The constant worrying about said friendships, is it part of social anxiety? I keep worrying, doubting weither it's good between us, weither I can approach them and ask want their plans are etc. I don't want to intrude, I don't want to be pushy or needy and I get worried about that almost every time I try to take the initive. Sometimes I push through it, but with a lot of contacts I don't even consider them at all in the end because of those thoughts. Feeling like a burden, feeling like I don't belong. I know it stems from my self image and how I was raised with the feeling that I am unwanted/unwelcome. Another thing I've noticed is that I mostly have these worries, doubts, anxious thoughts with other guys. There's this co-worker and another random dude I've been befriending. It's being going great and I consider the co-worker a good friend. We've been hanging out a lot and having a 'bro' like that feels awesome. I've been doing this, I haven't done in years and breaking my loneliness because of it. And yet I worry if they like me, worry if I can ask them what their plans are, worry if I don't come across. With woman I have an easier time to open up and connect. It feels less important then making male friends (No offense meant there :) ) As a teacher I mostly work with woman, studied in a class with women too, being the only man. 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I finished washing my photos and took them to the dryer, but I opened the door, regular door, instead of going through the revolving one. I didn’t even think. I wasn’t thinking at all I was being so fucking retarded. I realized what I did as I stepped out the door, went back in the through the revolving one, and everyone was staring at me. It was so dark I couldn’t even see their faces, just all of these figures staring at me. I stayed in there the whole block and just held my wet photos. I was too ashamed to go back out into the classroom. I feel so horrible. All do is fuck up. My photograms sucked and I nearly fucked everyone else’s up. Im so scared to go back to class tomorrow. I wish I could switch classes.",2.104207317073172,4.294244847560975,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,79.1829268292683,6.782926829268294,27.32317073170732,7.8658589789855275,1.7191048780487808,641,28,132,11,16,208,91,164,0.253,0.727,0.02,-0.993,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,15,7,4,2,9,0,14,5,1,0,3,26,32,11,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,9,0,2,6,0,0,7,4,7,0,2,10,5,24,0,21,19,5,28,0,0,3,3,2,13,4,0,7,100,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556551838347522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828114158936398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375552457359057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195695780686442,0.0,0.0,0.2831163890061979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490619199818761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108709595511487,0.0,0.0,0.3367752008370112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100348494501465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002122868904492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077277694610327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831825398760848,0.0,0.11805179949661745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790207606320364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842046744163284,0.2847745910598061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404234418726422,0.0,0.1645937301779773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733121854019634,0.0,0.16539778216839707,0.17035859446515755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cochayuyobelt,2018/02/01,"¿How to ask my friend to be more clean or ""respectful"" with my propiety? Or,¿how to contain myself of being obsessed with hygiene? Grettings, I had a little problem with a friend that i am not sure how to control. Last friday i was playing tabletop games with two of my best friends. Of course, having a lot of fun. With the game, i bringed some miniatures that i recenty hand painted carefully and after a lot of time invested. My problem? Suddenly one of them introduced his finger in the nasal hole, relative deeply. Then, he continued manipulating the minis that i treated so carefully by my own. I friendly asked him to please don´t manipulate the figures with mocous in the fingers, and apologized inmediatly for ask that, remebering that i have some issues with hygiene. Without making fun of me, he laughed and introduced the finger again and my other friend laughed to and suggested that i was exagerating. I didnt attempted to ask it again, felt a bit ashamed for be soo ""girl"", scared to offend my friend and continued the game anyways. In the same meeting, that friend farted in front of us, but i can tolerate that. Of course, i am asking in this forum because i deal with ""some kind""of social anxiety and, althought i gained an quiet afternoon of fun with my friends, i culdn´t avoid to feel disturbed, and had to secretly wash the dices with soap and water in my house. Figures couldn´t be washed becuse it would removed the paintjob that took me many afternoons to achive. Thanks a lot for every answer and wish you the best. Sorry by my bad english,i am southamerican.",6.376250000000002,7.86887190277778,6.251000000000001,75.89399999999998,66.08333333333333,9.232222222222225,35.927777777777784,9.516144504307137,3.6087911111111115,1260,62,211,25,20,396,161,288,0.08800000000000001,0.715,0.197,0.9856,1,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,1,1,5,5,31,1,5,18,0,16,8,5,5,1,49,30,15,0,4,4,0,6,0,8,1,2,1,1,1,13,20,1,3,6,4,1,4,3,9,0,2,7,8,33,22,44,18,12,22,0,0,0,0,30,7,0,7,11,156,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433457582482987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542028928606628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113266395593884,0.05923376418845784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394726892389486,0.0,0.1060841760516698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814202709145495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898411227118636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017772268446172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186968659290465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913193401457265,0.0,0.09329817696513686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6005847254531862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212081965861212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141995036683102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118731865452676,0.0,0.07920629725239008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738959468925966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24783068333654976,0.0,0.0,0.06486154786193273,0.09851485262792738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584472235003704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666318163589182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859566129501434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728384895406407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905230065047486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877355490307188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158131852343054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946083022135187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666044971601676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795914295726608,0.0,0.0,0.09492070477638664,0.0,0.1168832183866544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174039153238463,0.09366815011844833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902658671485419,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OkSuggestion,2018/02/01,"Habituation not helping ease anxiety over a fairly long period By consistently putting myself through situations that I find uncomfortable, I expect that my fear / anxiety decreases. Read this very good article as an example: https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/insight-therapy/201009/overcoming-fear-the-only-way-out-is-through However, after several years of this, it does not seem to have improved. Only my generalized anxiety has gotten better, my social anxiety feels in some ways to have gotten worse. I imagine it's due to some flawed self talk or automatic thoughts or something that is preventing my fear level from ever dropping. I'll be starting CBT soon to hopefully address this. Otherwise I feel a bit hopeless. Anyone have thoughts or advice or experience the same?",12.374655172413796,15.30888836206897,10.206379310344829,47.714051724137924,53.31034482758621,13.041379310344825,42.086206896551715,12.38480682065935,6.5443137931034485,654,32,74,21,8,198,87,116,0.155,0.7070000000000001,0.138,-0.4995,1,0,1,0,0,1,30.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,21,15,5,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,2,9,3,12,10,4,14,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,8,8,50,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031689401303793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393913679365251,0.0,0.0,0.1004031895692315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699586555260226,0.1567657806429308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256587329606986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988760457554654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046098309462296,0.0,0.4847443294821378,0.1452093286097632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312409107636805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204385461640834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962470018672682,0.0,0.0,0.14261971650744815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707481211112906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920853944991607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435008689562687,0.0,0.0,0.14363132223064035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072118633406074,0.14979825637838187,0.16221861242982855,0.0,0.0,0.16140394590372728,0.0,0.14637443409455184,0.0,0.11054449413459977,0.0,0.0,0.10163548513550864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541418343406028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279927540763068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184788210776052,0.0,0.22795402860035055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633298833531835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924688389975867 socialanxiety,Omalleytac,2018/02/01,"26 F I cannot make myself calm... I've tried it all! Help! I've tried calling friends, going for a walk, exercising, nothings helping me feel calm. Should I go to the hospital?",-0.3461904761904755,1.806516142857145,1.8564285714285689,92.14273809523813,101.85714285714286,4.61904761904762,22.97619047619048,6.42735559955562,0.8134761904761905,135,6,28,2,6,45,29,35,0.0,0.688,0.312,0.8715,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567103241142949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663438678729612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698955293078209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39707051912646457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683040770921277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23318397621533146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351965712976688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743513754385314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Varukim,2018/02/01,"Talking to myself because I don't have so many friends. I don't know if it is normal, but I talk a lot to myself because I don't have so many friends. I have some, but I don't like to be a burden or something. I guess they see me as a weird person because I don't have the same personality. 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Obviously cashier won't cut it,1.41,4.020190000000003,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,86.5,8.200000000000001,26.75,8.841846274778883,2.656350000000001,64,3,13,2,2,22,16,16,0.104,0.609,0.287,0.4614,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482555401000132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818317245530633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517531024058825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929779895604862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640574332793532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654527223597864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AwwFxxxIt,2018/02/01,"I'm taking a lyft for the first time this saturday, alone. Any advice? I've never taken a lyft or uber before. I took a taxi in San Francisco with my friends a few years back, but that was, yknow. with friends. I feel nervous about sitting in a stranger's car, not that i'm afraid that they'll kidnap me, but I just don't know...proper etiquette? Is it likely the driver will want to have a conversation? I suck at those. to people who've used lyft/uber before, how do these things usually go?",1.6563999999999979,3.8190958399999992,2.8240000000000016,92.62700000000001,80.6,5.6000000000000005,20.0,6.742157984588678,0.18659999999999988,384,10,82,4,10,123,74,100,0.098,0.8190000000000001,0.084,-0.3204,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,1,2,8,0,7,0,0,2,1,12,17,4,0,1,5,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,3,1,7,3,9,12,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,8,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399412732903788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543079613965386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697730894091448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880701354855786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178771371764317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415365749554792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088583112177605,0.0,0.0,0.3794110276569636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954745202747826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349437275624282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995965471622135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893775006597051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022824153027075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461738961915425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631275156210832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317779685814078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728067340938337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206986887813511,0.2704303558380225,0.0,0.1448273186851114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812130908985494 socialanxiety,basketball_is_life,2018/02/01,Losing the battle My anxiety is eating me alive. every single night is the same. can't break the habit of staying home yet I crave to just live. I know all I need to do is just do it. get help and figure it out. I just can't seem to. damn do I need help..,-1.9196052631578944,-0.044435526315785616,0.8519078947368435,101.64523026315793,97.24561403508771,3.5517543859649123,10.633771929824562,5.148860815047168,-1.7001912280701756,193,2,49,1,8,66,38,57,0.118,0.753,0.129,0.1675,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,1,12,13,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,5,13,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138532015969178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860470544956496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355309678888449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605211912578347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747498197805876,0.0,0.2804091048881611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363208805594716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468457132402421,0.0,0.0,0.3127423360390933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145621087927621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623365502382333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544896987427807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29796062010786983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LifeIs2Much4Me,2018/02/01,"Ahahahahaahahfianvweru It's weird because people online that I talk to quite often say I'm a cool dude and that anyone would want to be friends with me. Ah if only they knew the pain...",3.9333333333333336,5.9063101111111145,5.151111111111113,79.50500000000002,72.8888888888889,5.911111111111111,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.1155666666666666,148,3,29,1,3,49,33,36,0.047,0.769,0.184,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659781769059162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318827751410095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938890824207551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893044369413934,0.40476276012696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637151693474862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045925683561188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30250212862283066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057438138228591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224364421143332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702187967495545,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,idontget_it_at_all,2018/02/01,I can't talk to people I don't know how to spark conversations. I can only talk to my close friends. I don't think I'll ever get a woman to stick around because I can't keep a conversation going very long and I'm not a social butterfly. I suck at meeting people and being involved. I can't handle crowds. ,0.7485494505494508,2.9040111076923085,3.462197802197803,86.77923076923078,84.07692307692307,5.560439560439562,20.05494505494506,6.868970318607317,0.4520329670329674,242,7,50,3,7,85,42,65,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.7511,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,10,14,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,6,13,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,3,1,0,2,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541805130761435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740552580846697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582764813398901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059827452860548,0.0,0.14917662908595788,0.0,0.16227217918377254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537904631555085,0.0,0.0,0.1569187571724684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526833522432135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715695961570708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958984174974305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910599045967462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45899328564071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295485476203308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355905563215173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,eddieaspaghetti,2018/02/01,"How can I stop overthinking and become more relaxed? I've had this problem for a long time. If I go anywhere by myself I often overthink. Like everytime I go to the gym I say hi to the girl that works there but feel extremely nervous and awkward doing it. But right after I went to my local vape shop where I'm cool with everyone and even though there's people there I don't know I can talk to them comfortably. I guess my problem is learning how to relax and be more comfortable? It even happens at my own house where I replay things I did that were awkward and it really stressed me out and makes me depressed almost because I feel crazy that I judge myself so much. I've gone to bars alone and I just get so nervous and depressed that I can't be more enthusiastic. I just want to learn to be comfortable anywhere. I'm fine around people I'm already friends with and even meeting new people with them, but if it's just me I just shut down. 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I had to go talk to the college secretary for about a month now in order to confirm my student status so I could get a hefty discount on my bus pass. i had an entire month to do it and finally got the courage on the deadline today. But the problem is that this shouldn't even be a problem to me at all! It literally took 2 minutes and that was that. I knew that it was going to play out that way as well. However for some reason I was always too afraid to go. I'm constantly putting simple things off until the last minute and I can't stand it. I even considered buying the bus pass at full price just to avoid talking to the secretary. It's literally her job to help students and here I am anxious as all hell. But hey at least I did it, right? Sometimes, I wonder if I should even be celebrating small victories like this when everybody else can easily do something I'm not able to. You guys can relate, right?",3.531205357142859,4.642467447916669,4.815863095238092,84.96187500000002,72.4375,7.985714285714287,27.255952380952376,8.418075326091056,1.7609452380952375,738,26,154,12,14,245,117,192,0.07400000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.102,0.6654,2,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,12,9,1,2,12,0,18,0,0,1,2,22,29,12,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,14,5,0,1,3,1,3,8,3,5,1,0,10,0,17,4,26,14,5,33,1,0,0,0,7,12,1,3,11,110,31,4,0.14785764074592667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302940172925456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167037048038704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978158225714972,0.0,0.11805229484989463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351608616515596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29297573170218993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619708182127799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724951469067569,0.0,0.25209271384973475,0.0,0.11825526235705333,0.0,0.0,0.1464023104836307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991058598866916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467258936320919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052371150435838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223577469054429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35405567459766885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245239850774387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28295958716659264,0.0,0.14863776750405908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202228034210438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525392346331955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382803551696545,0.14623498740780574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237684741767376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823004652779636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401517548869925,0.0,0.3285505585137472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736251301743768,0.0,0.0,0.13294177601939108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034530420427728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LostMetallic,2018/02/01,"Forced to do a stupid get-to-know-you activity in this class. //this started a few months ago. Just a few. In choir, each individual student was numbered off. One to ninety-something. I didn’t pay attention to what specific number I was because we, ourselves, had to say aloud our number to the class, and my brain shut off when it got to my turn. I just know that my number was between 40 and 43. So some days, a random number is called. Before there were changes, you could stay in your seat, and people would ask you questions about anything. Like: what’s your favorite color, what’s your favorite childhood memory, what’s your best accomplishment- all those questions I would have a hard time answering. But anyway. After the changes, you have to GO in front of the class, sit on a stool, and get asked a bazillion questions from up there. Which I can’t do because I often twitch and shake violently from discomfort. Before the second semester began, I had a chance to switch out this class, but I didn’t because things came up and things got in the way.. now I’m stuck here. Im hoping to pretend that I don’t have a number and get away from it - which may actually work because we got new seats this week and the numbering is a bit messed up. Eh.. Faking it is better than having a panic attack. What to do... 🤐 ",2.091819196428574,4.620300257812501,3.0944642857142854,89.16125000000002,81.578125,5.5321428571428575,21.642857142857146,6.868970318607317,0.5889591517857147,1030,32,203,12,28,328,144,256,0.126,0.7809999999999999,0.093,-0.8834,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,3,7,0,4,11,12,3,3,17,0,24,2,1,0,1,32,40,12,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,19,13,0,0,6,2,1,4,4,8,0,2,14,4,22,4,31,22,7,33,0,0,1,0,17,14,0,8,13,141,41,8,0.0,0.0,0.11902044924084168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811479786487474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036697401205352,0.0,0.2280420106317732,0.1387530314823902,0.1145903276935155,0.0,0.0,0.2973954348407921,0.0,0.2075668175621962,0.0,0.1279949610606386,0.1078683150110828,0.13315441834085331,0.0,0.0,0.1361535083589549,0.12454011381790925,0.13949570596266456,0.0,0.0,0.2580460359478057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737929412783644,0.0,0.0,0.07865746918092682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116536163555933,0.0,0.06931563835239789,0.0,0.29264015553126466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925686989142604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113897125764744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317433538924307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405777721831774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958603989093834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735146534879556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779475782609244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264678137353702,0.0,0.0,0.1430998926264636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455531832249763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40988683777120394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699162866597677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389477574065372,0.0,0.0,0.08632760191992425,0.12999868365945305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620565293573347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711188935585707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326631230299525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681030503675378,0.09783313296851588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879212396711993,0.0,0.0,0.17328116871255486,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MacroPlant,2018/02/01,Think of worse case scenarios. Every time I have a something I want to do I think of the worst possible scenarios. It happens a lot when I think about approaching people of the opposite gender. Any recommendations?,3.8128947368421073,7.074928184210527,5.073999999999998,72.22100000000002,82.94736842105263,9.355789473684213,28.65263157894737,9.3871,3.858088421052632,173,8,27,6,5,57,28,38,0.192,0.773,0.035,-0.7845,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043610567561424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26072434477614503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736449552759984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630826916016972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453315094635916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488575407478786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382291557370273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5948477650576189,0.0,0.0,0.1804423498087568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252118885399168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153552290460746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SockDock88,2018/02/01,"DAE HATE shopping? The worst part is always fumbling with my wallet at the check out. Ugh, why're the smallest things always the hardest? Do people without social anxiety even think twice about stuff like that?",4.835540540540542,8.016102756756759,3.644527027027028,85.4084121621622,75.48648648648648,4.781081081081081,25.466216216216218,5.985473137389443,0.9999783783783784,170,6,26,1,4,49,33,37,0.253,0.6609999999999999,0.086,-0.8706,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5066599534356534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329063474230947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010888840331456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005851268861925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874076329185645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296938302131235,0.0,0.21106995213465826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103523399759593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34852679660630165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226559708581027,0.1950817216271207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934826286676513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SwissScrimshaw,2018/02/01,"Big problem with blushing.. time for help?! My face gets red every time I talk to strangers, adults, and even around my friends/family. It is so embarrassing and it makes me blush harder when I feel myself blushing. It makes me try to avoid all interactions or shield my face as much as possible. I also have other problems in social situations and it all makes one big mess when I’m talking to someone. I don’t know if this is normal but would a therapist help my blushing? Is there any way to limit that ",3.8714285714285697,5.723301193877552,4.599744897959184,83.90329081632655,72.77551020408163,7.348979591836735,26.535714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.6414653061224491,399,14,77,6,8,128,69,98,0.101,0.862,0.036000000000000004,-0.5163,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,2,1,0,6,2,2,3,2,21,13,12,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,11,0,10,12,3,9,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,2,4,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286298217312236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998889175494827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016446723400666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625309948007413,0.0,0.16105253669362846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019967517837832,0.0,0.09665143394352103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986824444158993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25624829567900825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505131329747758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827833201188088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051760823435644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872869004755676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952852274971535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549346276192954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658104174686237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486116580927256,0.0,0.19485385799047966,0.1619611945118516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072790552265521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194045817330965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292278220977424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977863898161687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517263659873774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135787827612051,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,indecisive_mule,2018/02/01,"Beyond Shy I haven't been diagnosed with social anxiety and I'm not sure I have it, but I'm posting here for some advice. This will be a bit of a ramble. All my life I have been described as ""shy"" but I don't think the term fits me. I am very self-conscious and afraid of embarrassment and judgement. When I was about five years old, my sister and I went swimming in our front yard. As I was walking down the stairs to go to the pool, I noticed some people walking by. I froze and wrapped my towel around me. I was scared. I didn't want those people to look at me. My mom noticed this and walked me down to the pool. I still held my towel around me though until the people passed completely. I didn't want them to look at my body. I didn't want them to watch me swim. This is when my self-consciousness first began. I am not a talker. I absolutely hate public speaking and I don't mean just giving speeches. I mean actually talking in public. If I am out with my mom and she's talking to me, I won't speak unless there is no one around us. Like in the store. My mom was talking to me but there was a man in the aisle. I waited for him to leave then I spoke. I didn't want that man to hear my voice. The person doesn't have to be a stranger either. I won't speak in front of (or to) most of my relatives. This went double for when I was in school. Not only did I refuse to talk to the other kids, I refused to talk to the teachers. If a teacher called on me, I would just stay quiet. Again, I didn't want anyone to hear my voice. I didn't want the other kids to judge me or think I was stupid, even though I knew the answer. I didn't have any friends. I just sat on the bench all the time. I didn't think anyone would like me. If a kid did try to come up and talk, I would either move benches or mouth 'hi' then go silent, hoping they would get the message. It's not that I didn't want to talk to them. I just couldn't understand why they would want to talk to me. I felt I would bore and/or annoy them. I also wouldn't do anything that I thought would embarrass me including exercises and asking for a pen. My P.E. teacher actually flunked me for this and called me antisocial. I'm still embarrassed to do exercises. I cannot make eye contact. I can look someone in the face but our eyes cannot meet. Once, when I was in a liquor store, I locked eyes with the clerk. I immediately closed my eyes and hung my head down. I got this weird feeling in chest and my whole body. I felt ashamed. It's like she saw my insides or something. I was nervous about going back to that liquor store afterwards. I have issues talking on the phone as well. It makes me nervous. I have less hangups about talking to people through the internet but I'm still sorta anxious. I never know what to say. I'm always worried I'm boring people whether offline or online. If I send a message and they don't respond right away, I immediately think I said something stupid or offended them. There's more stuff but this is getting long. I'll just say I have a fear of staring at people and go out of my way to avoid looking at someone. I put on a defensive shield. I have a fake nervous laugh and a nervous nose rub. Going outside without a long sleeve shirt or sweater makes me feel exposed. When I'm in an uncomfortable situation, I call myself stupid in my head among other things.",1.4067019833870131,3.438555687319888,2.7747321579928834,93.34692278352269,80.74351585014409,5.4656382437701305,21.58916765553484,6.522977012572876,0.2488586879132053,2613,79,579,24,68,846,280,694,0.165,0.79,0.045,-0.9968,2,1,2,0,0,0,82.0,3,0,8,1,31,32,7,12,35,0,60,19,13,3,4,108,120,49,0,22,31,4,6,3,1,11,4,13,1,6,22,26,2,7,15,9,3,19,27,24,1,3,35,31,112,8,84,71,13,80,0,1,11,0,63,35,0,16,26,393,134,2,0.0,0.0,0.11211044630797314,0.0,0.0,0.05613177501351789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045936442741370986,0.04779644556821847,0.0,0.0,0.03906261148531594,0.0,0.04394306469897199,0.06489324553513932,0.0,0.08032973202807671,0.0,0.04726997050860941,0.15340699614622436,0.05370062823650215,0.0,0.053968762772442,0.044169444715149116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271191783969972,0.12761049220491236,0.0,0.0,0.1759644813025179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049481300247814115,0.06022697010921066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830254281867801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037939978618360216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463835504379035,0.058088923794378286,0.0,0.11030688696835728,0.0,0.0,0.04886023806663164,0.0,0.0,0.044379639546870464,0.0,0.060022273898552365,0.0551037158433963,0.16322840321507495,0.0,0.04594171093217866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671220138244677,0.11790437467934732,0.0,0.12948288838047145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705298635489987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059954649519201486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03156868700055949,0.0,0.0,0.060822911265603186,0.0,0.0,0.040573068236692315,0.08418995519476011,0.0,0.0,0.10166893749293192,0.19294765507830988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502918376324375,0.0,0.0,0.12514261718491676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018265506626954,0.0,0.06105188309340484,0.0,0.0,0.04430290426436255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079646905958414,0.0602758423067729,0.061173983265979226,0.03892426723644584,0.04368732082530269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23893880090300634,0.05015624368078277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501367264789695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774519638422303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04905525676109545,0.054640610388512936,0.09136055902357106,0.0575095831424049,0.05813449229375246,0.0,0.0,0.1198493179825846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456734979410396,0.0,0.058555007649777,0.09734104401537537,0.08844350093966506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122565717685587,0.13762005409040773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575748468020289,0.0,0.0,0.05413851845439625,0.0,0.0,0.4616980031846769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03816199222330263,0.1472263647581014,0.11287318282185052,0.04560262706262026,0.03349496220454785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03899942899112376,0.0,0.0,0.05979927289522756,0.06909579789480935,0.0,0.0,0.04739576496025513,0.2710468059709077,0.045594881275062185,0.0,0.0,0.05164736454816229,0.1064988417588174,0.05183257889718332,0.06413207578601553,0.0,0.0553721540106389,0.0,0.0,0.05833526133275645,0.0,0.28563663848375576,0.0,0.0,0.0369908420713151 socialanxiety,MeandJulioJones,2018/02/01,"Music When I have to go somewhere with loads of people (public transport, shops etc) I basically can't deal with it unless I have my headphones and I'm listening to music. Anyone else find that this helps?",2.2761538461538438,5.1314822564102585,3.487897435897441,83.94876923076926,85.41025641025641,5.171282051282052,20.620512820512825,6.742157984588678,0.7365958974358979,164,5,28,2,5,53,32,39,0.0,0.917,0.083,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27152421125811177,0.3978824234175759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40034357947245297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32439372819005713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433082379962367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549198479928065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220692699048982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26028447283488065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26921401667928657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,YouCanCallMeToxic,2018/02/02,"I'm 16 and want pocket money but am afraid of getting a job. Hi, I'm 16 and I would like a job but I really hate being around people I don't know. I've left Public schools for online schools for about two years now because of bullying and because I don't enjoy talking to people. I am very much into games and it's starting to make me feel lazy asking my parents for a couple bucks any time I want a new game or an in-game accessory etc. The worst part about getting a job for me is the interview. There's just such a stigma around it and I fear that I would walk in and just not know how to respond whatsoever. Sometimes when my online school teachers call me I freeze up and have to think forever about how to respond, which would be even more awkward in real life. I have not taken any medication and am interested in it but I worry that it will make me different as a person and I don't want to change who I am. I have Asperger's so does my dad and my brother. My dad managed to get over it and has a job and friends but my brother is currently 27 and has never had a job and still lives with his mom. I'm worried I'm going to end up like him and I just want to get a job to prove I won't go down the same road he did. Any suggestions on a starter job with minimal human interaction and an easy interview or advice on how to cope with social anxiety such as should I start taking medication etc. Sorry for the long read I just have never expressed all this before and needed to put it in words. Edit: Forgot to mention I also have Tourettes and am afraid I will draw attention to myself during the interview or whilst working. It sometimes shows itself more often when I'm nervous, thankfully it's mostly motor tics and a coughing vocal tic so nothing extremely noticeable. I really got dealt an interesting hand in life lol",4.58194,5.025354344000004,5.922416666666668,80.43162500000003,69.56,8.81,28.958333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.1677133333333343,1449,50,291,24,24,490,193,375,0.111,0.784,0.105,-0.7594,10,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,24,14,1,5,20,1,28,6,1,5,4,67,59,36,0,9,13,6,3,2,1,7,5,0,0,2,14,25,0,1,6,4,2,4,8,7,0,1,5,3,34,7,43,45,10,36,0,0,0,0,30,16,0,5,18,199,48,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974948659116407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652644197260198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649517372898864,0.0,0.06243231838190345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530248009210234,0.0762954232331449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949881824810572,0.0,0.06944509106541896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333412485635683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633379205756771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903012025792976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526629810667248,0.0,0.0,0.07141848107313971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228326933401204,0.0,0.18203604538863308,0.05390340525246725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183525066859624,0.04126505751973183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305258417556728,0.0,0.17055386280911355,0.0,0.0927630123961898,0.0,0.06527190453319141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805741301182021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5669054240435596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970272470612159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867077032549997,0.0,0.11528875972745375,0.07974218644488268,0.0,0.0720641545001071,0.07222331349202711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895217365339746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442932702791946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558201091354122,0.0,0.0,0.05999359709152621,0.06051364527618101,0.12588712431522228,0.07882057238566847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830811455569878,0.09291485306608324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061954148097286,0.08837693950445727,0.0,0.11315781298640068,0.07125972200096048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204176268501574,0.0,0.0,0.08163325084176458,0.0928913735260462,0.1045644050431551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477845701056969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319230589602443,0.0,0.0,0.16143105934135932,0.09135701839804747,0.1155296062674758,0.0,0.06517478235049085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136143997248191,0.06559596361468424,0.0,0.07513659657183673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052293139666946514,0.0,0.0,0.047588127020031804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972225032398103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733775871626305,0.1925455200120532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059413900614831684,0.16576020053983145,0.0,0.17392269172638572,0.0,0.0,0.05255491498445899 socialanxiety,Newaccountformound,2018/02/02,Demographics of this sub? I wanna know the demographics of this sub. Particularly interest in how many of us are minorities(ethnic/sex/religion/etc.) ,6.5124999999999975,10.39002858333334,8.180000000000003,50.66500000000002,75.66666666666666,13.2,33.0,11.20814326018867,6.22635,122,6,17,6,3,42,19,24,0.0,0.852,0.14800000000000002,0.5095,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5561992676536677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740808265833644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056189274855574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5998929698948455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,123spice,2018/02/02,Trying to get through the store without talking to people 😣 Do any of you pretend to be on your phone when you go to the store so no one will talk to you?? I just feel so awkward and stupid when I talk to people so I rather pretend to be texting someone or look at reddit or anything that makes it look like I’m busy....it took me awhile to even post anything on reddit so I’m giving this a try...hopefully I don’t sound stupid 😣,2.240776397515532,3.2944055000000034,3.516149068322985,93.26239130434784,75.52173913043478,5.691925465838509,25.099378881987576,5.288315135182226,0.3822683229813668,334,11,76,1,7,109,58,92,0.16699999999999998,0.777,0.056,-0.8516,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,9,4,2,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,15,9,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,2,2,3,3,0,1,1,4,9,1,14,11,0,8,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,2,3,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720880367367326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562770405597693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297812285062025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945506013693032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309800853561612,0.20766026076699204,0.1230263776495731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575758689541828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635649588660473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449715371873054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668744858252794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30014971430652915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073209298675872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834165470892337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5219774724960918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24050904410182916,0.14697069825702325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086718792931879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Blowfeld_623,2018/02/02,"The slow and grueling battle I hope this fucking anxiety fucking ends soon. Putting myself out there to try and socialize has been the most uncomfortable, unpleasant, tiring thing I've ever done. I can't see the feeling going away any time soon. I really REALLY fucking hate putting myself out there. I still do it. It doesn't get any easier. Had to get this out. Fuck this life and my fucked up head. Even if the anxiety was gone, I'd still have to get over the depression of being fucking bitter about ever having been in this predicament that has essentially ruined the past decade of my life.",4.229553571428575,6.599339991071428,4.897642857142858,79.89735714285716,73.19642857142857,8.40857142857143,25.485714285714288,9.120678840339163,2.298443571428572,477,16,84,11,10,153,72,112,0.299,0.679,0.022,-0.9879,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,10,12,9,0,6,0,13,10,1,0,2,12,28,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,11,0,0,6,3,8,1,13,21,1,21,0,2,1,6,1,7,6,3,10,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060487003884964,0.0,0.1919201138125403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785353575772975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080399374118099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836706691682462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110121838233056,0.0,0.0,0.08285090109624718,0.22693248590698994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342544006794018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6957948528820949,0.19660920984023544,0.0,0.07128955146182435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238444816996744,0.12873601990706227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458866614774194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720174792205873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197451767068786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25220054036073725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071814275633062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995818949208313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786868427843484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035058717344376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333572022095284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314415827025768,0.14417302449418054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516446112571269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Krktch,2018/02/02,"I’m a mess :):))):) I’m 18yo female and I have major self-esteem issues and social anxiety. Btw excuse my English please, as it’s my second language. I’ve disliked myself since age 5-6 probably, when I first realized that I didn’t belong to the pretty girls in my kindergarten, who would get the boys’ attention and tons of friends. It pretty much continued all the way throughout my school years, although I’d try to behave normally (still hating myself and stressing out on the inside) and even managed to form a small group of close friends. Now am I a freshman at uni and I try my best to act as likable as I possibly can to fit in my new surroundings, but deep down I feel like others only talk to me out of politeness. I’d say I have quite an extraordinarily appearance, as I’m 5’9, which makes me the tallest female in my group, and I also have curly hair unlike most girls around me. Not being able to fit in ‘an ordinary pretty girl’ standard has made me feel odd and ugly for many years, but after reading some body-positive articles and reflecting for a good amount of time I’m finally feeling slightly better, though my social anxiety is still pretty bad. I can’t spend a day at university without silent panic attacks every time I get a coffee from the cafeteria full of strangers, when I walk through hallways, during PE, lectures etc. I always feel like I’m being stared at and judged. Needless to say, I hate performing and drawing attention to myself on purpose, because I can never do stuff right, while watched, so I probably appear very dumb. I can also never live up to a standard of a normal person, that I have in my head, and it’s even more depressing, when you can’t meet your own demands. It really messes up my life and nervous system, though deep down I know that no one really gives a single f about me. It never really helps. Sometimes I’d start panicking from even thinking about social encounters while sitting alone in my room. Has anyone ever felt this way? I really hope this made at least any sense. 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I'm just so frustrated at this point. After years of knowing that I have social anxiety and trying to work on it myself, I feel like lately I'm moving backwards, not forwards. I know I need help, and I'm going to try calling again, but it's traumatizing enough to pump myself up just for a phone call. I just feel like I can't catch a break and I'm so tired of feeling this way.",3.3528721804511257,4.486300768421053,4.608120300751882,86.19684210526316,72.89473684210526,7.533834586466164,26.203007518797,7.957251820313856,1.4348796992481208,363,12,76,5,7,120,63,95,0.14400000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.117,-0.6704,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,6,4,1,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,15,14,7,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,3,10,3,12,13,2,18,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,8,48,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350717424150014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408778212330524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824388447378474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26782970893137764,0.2522761438561378,0.0,0.19341832806571105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034595895808958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834779827818408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19407101385075348,0.0,0.1991730116543952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725214816019751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876606532483401,0.0,0.13092071092631888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691099670994886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799857830708868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050055748005064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293549478290493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23975209117103025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401490792965072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570828470801493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370207167383928 socialanxiety,KGSD13,2018/02/02,I’m going to do it. I’m going to ask the girl next door out yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Edit: Well she wasn’t there so I’m going to die.,-0.6644827586206894,1.400823931034484,9.865103448275862,34.665241379310345,102.79310344827587,3.6993103448275866,9.248275862068963,5.6839178017228535,-1.4969641379310348,110,1,24,1,5,57,21,29,0.134,0.7929999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,4,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,12,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585707622449994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980679950986407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6539469076946042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40791351638636025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34486067448633234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fedelpo95,2018/02/02,"Has anyone downloaded the ""Overcoming Social Anxiety: step by step"" audio series by dr. Richards? I am looking for a link/torrent to download the series for free, since they are a bit expensive, and can't really afford them as a student. If anyone could help me out it would be great!",7.309748427672957,7.3751353207547155,7.775471698113207,70.78257861635221,63.716981132075475,10.840251572327047,34.647798742138356,10.504223727775694,3.823961006289309,224,9,37,5,3,74,45,53,0.031,0.7809999999999999,0.189,0.8655,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,7,5,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497985975368293,0.0,0.0,0.4566421240435765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35649195686545576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26071185285751985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36000630200189915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218869716958494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742073974969549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918686354297086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27011336021271265,0.0,0.0,0.3328615992050912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319612961101385,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,healthyapples55,2018/02/02,"What Do You Do When People Say, ""You're So Quiet, I Didn't Even Know You Were Here!"" I mean...what do you even say to that? ""Sorry, I'm a quiet introvert and don't engage in more social interaction than is necessary?"" LOL",0.3717391304347828,2.457425739130436,3.1327826086956527,88.98830434782612,85.08695652173913,6.288695652173913,15.72173913043478,7.554174236665415,0.14084869565217328,168,3,37,3,5,59,33,46,0.048,0.853,0.099,0.4852,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,3,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521347742879928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810370605558285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728344811673782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372882658985045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5443767661081046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489031376832635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831454126094805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GrandeCSGO,2018/02/02,"Having trouble fitting in, meeting new people, and more, after recent break up. I guess this is a little vent if anything. A month ago now, my girlfriend broke up with me because I was a little immature about things, I'd get upset pretty easily, and my mind just wasn't right, the truth is, I had a lot going on then and I was constantly stressed out and it got in the way of everything I did in terms of communicating and other similar things, and I blew it. This was a long distance relationship; she was based in Romania when we first met, and now she's located in Hilversum. I was normal before this--I was generally a positive person when it came to speaking to different people, but ever since this breakup happened, I've been struggling a lot with speaking to different people and I'm scared about being judged. I guess a lot of this did come from the fact I'd be worried about what my girlfriend at the time thought about me, she'd make comments like, ""I wish you could pick me up like this"" or ""I wish you could play rugby again,"" and I was very slim at the time but previously I was a rugby player and I got an injury playing rugby which I guess spiked a depression state and I just didn't want to do anything and I lost a lot of weight and muscle from this. Ever since the comments came in, and her parents would apparently judge me too in their own language (Romanian) without me really knowing until my ex-Girlfriend openly admitted to that after I'd hint or ask this question, I'd be extremely nervous whenever we would meet again as I'd always come visit her during our breaks rather than her visit me, so my emotions were at an all time high and later in 2017, I was just really upset and stressed out completely which led her to just break it off and it was done in a very nasty and mean way for me, we were fine on the same morning and exchanges the typical ""I love you's"" back and forth and then the next she blocks me on everything. With that being said - I recently started weight lifting again, and I am gaining muscle at a vast rate and I am almost looking like my main form again, I'm doing well as wealth and I'm at an extremely lucky job with very nice pay for my age, but I'm still not confident in myself at all and I am very shameful of the previous words that were given to me and it's really put a down side on me. Don't get me wrong, I've looked at relationships, and I'm speaking to a few girls that are really pretty and just down to earth, but I'm always thinking about my Ex and I know it's beyond stupid of me, but if I ever loved someone then I'll always love or have feelings for that person, also keep in mind this Ex is actually my first love so I guess this has a point on it. It's just really different and I've put up a lot of barriers I feel like ever since the break up, they've asked me to have a few drinks with them and I'm beyond afraid of this; But I also feel like I'm scared of being let down and my feelings hurt once more. I have took professional advice, but it feels more faked than anything with the ""Help"" I have received. I've seen a lot and I am afraid of what people think about me now, I'm worried that I'm not good enough when I try to be, I'm scared of my feelings getting hurt to the point where I don't ever want to be in a relationship again but I know I want to, this is just my mind speaking and I know it's wrong.",4.106240189360912,4.6567730487106065,5.255333250280309,84.41084215771774,70.6618911174785,8.304522237448612,26.6352310950542,8.389252357687651,1.59222152734521,2660,80,563,39,46,883,268,698,0.122,0.755,0.124,0.7596,6,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,4,3,2,4,41,40,1,12,36,0,52,7,0,3,9,133,115,60,0,13,24,3,8,5,2,2,0,5,0,3,35,50,3,3,16,3,3,12,7,22,1,2,31,16,79,18,87,71,19,108,0,5,3,4,50,48,0,18,46,393,114,3,0.0,0.0,0.05431960824149428,0.0,0.0,0.05439378985715705,0.04934239034205487,0.0,0.055739018086808916,0.0,0.0,0.08902826296363242,0.1389496314091592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741910932516066,0.0,0.10407583536384404,0.0,0.0,0.042801844291660944,0.0,0.03393199155355168,0.0,0.04736559257601605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732857500696546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589846203475023,0.05836218710462567,0.060152537113205076,0.0,0.08888565186228854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04794294552882533,0.0,0.0,0.17446972887318565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056963151259801365,0.0,0.05452910072046218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261401663194502,0.0,0.05751534072506662,0.0,0.0,0.251754399141536,0.0,0.0,0.10005364302183767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887102072608048,0.07953212152566105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469479706020303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724574322833173,0.0,0.03163488580598743,0.04668795597871448,0.08903847311157984,0.0,0.2452787622807189,0.0,0.049223105218221035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03731011316045196,0.05881161079654646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917799160525475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055237497573207665,0.049476332671176966,0.0,0.0,0.122364954706048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569197648235357,0.0,0.13597202683163606,0.11157902759263484,0.0,0.04926050191410461,0.09348674793584667,0.0,0.060763354824455676,0.2839390259559221,0.2009541566124841,0.0,0.03715586075534683,0.0,0.0,0.06063393879573314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861299318583448,0.0,0.044430125186146405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537602163227206,0.059198831087496996,0.0,0.05453847356680125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592798782809483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180779973590567,0.0,0.0,0.15436042445844944,0.09720655290661466,0.0,0.0,0.10524011879517946,0.0,0.0,0.11325971063136325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119145110457408,0.06235593013102871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782975200710007,0.0,0.10992210696596083,0.17928550651808026,0.0,0.04753637894061459,0.052948795551607065,0.0,0.16718681243203176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813642438616658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716355657177685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03939895662155538,0.0,0.044452993576404164,0.0,0.127524847446789,0.0581916422445852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396079618094699,0.07133392756737829,0.0,0.04419065160118498,0.0973736142312709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184426698427596,0.03779190564669365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371307721848965,0.0984954355301741,0.0883662912865483,0.0,0.13556644856174627,0.05004822835608132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280207014905952,0.05365768868822497,0.0,0.0,0.11305810106422395,0.0,0.07908359664352829,0.12171873657076535,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SkiddadleSkidoodlin,2018/02/02,"Do I have social anxiety? Hello there, I'm here to ask about something, so here it is. ( btw sorry for my english, it's my second language ) . Well, what I'm experiencing all the time is that I'm on edge, stressed, and if I have to talk with somebody I always feel lump in my throat. When I was in basic school, I couldn't wait to go to High school, I wanted to start a new life, turn the page over and start fresh again, ( I should add that I was bullied all the time, not on a physical level but mentally ). The thing is I haven't changed at all, when I was in a freshman year we went on our first trip with my classmates. I remember that at some point, I was in my room, and I heard my classmates, laughing and having fun in the corridor, I wanted to go there, but I felt unreasonably scared. I even started crying because of it. Another year went by, I'm in a sophomore year and me and my few classmates have an animation class, we were in a room for photo shooting, and we were practising editing of green screen. We were supposed to take funny photos of ourself that we would edit later on. As soon as I realised it I was trembling, I was sweating and my heart started to beat really fast. When it was my turn I started to panically pleading my teacher to not take photos of me, I was so hysterical that my teacher said, '' Did your family member died during a photoshoot or something? '' Eventually she gave up, she tried to persuade me one more time when my teacher got the idea to take a group photo of all the animators ( my 6 classmates ) but I refused. We were done with taking photos, as soon as I opened the door I felt such, such an unexplainable relief. I've experienced these '' panic attacks '' quite a lot recently, I never thought of having social anxiety, I was trying to not think about it but then I realised that High school ends for me in a year and half, I have two options: 1. I will try to get accepted into college, 2. if I will fail I will need to find a job. And in no way I can imagine myself in an interview, I remember that I wanted to go on a part-time job during holidays, I found something neat on the internet, but I had to call there. I was walking around my room, sweating, anxious, I was rehearsing every word I was going to say in my head. And after an hour or so, I was looking on my phone, trying to press the button and it happened, accidentally. I freaked out but I was trying to stay calm, I put my mobile phone to my ear. Eventually we started talking, she said '' how old are you again? '' she asked, '' I'm 17, actually. '' I responded, and then she said '' ooh okay ha ha you sound so young! '' My voice gets really high when I feel anxious, so that made feel really bad after the call. We agreed on a appointment but I never went there because I was too scared. I have a lot of stories like that, I've actually noticed that I'm more anxious if people around me are in groups ( friends talking to each other etc.) well here is everything I feel in some social situations. : - If I hear someone laugh I feel that they're laughing at me. - I experince sweating - when I know something is going to happen, like an event or something I constantly think about it, for instance I was thinking of going to the psychologist, I was thinking about it for 2 months before I said something to my mother, I will go to the psychologist on Monday and I'm so..so scared, I'm still thinking about it, to the point when it gets extremely annoying. - I bite inside of my mouth when I'm stressed - if I do something awkward I usually think of that moment another day or so. - I'm scared to ask strangers a simple question like '' excuse sir, please where is ---- '' . - I'm scared to express happiness for some reason - people think that I'm a sarcastic asshole, yes I can be sarcastic on the internet but I mean it jokingly and I usually apologize, but if I say something sarcastic in real life I'm too scared to apologize, then if I think of apologizing again my brain goes '' oh it's too late you can't apologize now! '' and so on and so on BUT what I need to say that I'm not afraid of going to a mall, I'm only kinda stressed when I need to go to the cashier. BUT I hate crowded places, everytime I'm in a crowded place I feel like running. I'd love to explain more but I think this post is too long, I always explain everything in detail. just in case. Anyways I hope you have a nice day! Every response is appreciated. ( and again sorry for my english, hopefully you can understand some of it )",3.6976318113874167,4.942739889013456,5.184944965348553,81.96106740046203,72.19506726457398,8.141486615029217,29.09811115640712,8.62119303536374,2.1849575485799706,3479,139,694,61,66,1172,342,892,0.117,0.762,0.121,0.7814,2,0,8,2,0,0,126.0,9,6,0,4,52,44,3,14,39,4,57,13,9,3,6,127,150,66,1,18,28,1,9,4,1,6,3,12,4,1,34,36,0,2,32,3,0,16,10,20,2,5,39,26,123,24,108,103,17,127,0,1,3,1,64,51,0,22,61,478,157,11,0.0,0.0,0.09219119892689262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860840388188957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906229537035184,0.07227094267364675,0.1600899730175165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841002503289937,0.13247807309545215,0.05373785937077837,0.0,0.0,0.039440153122938214,0.0575893509649706,0.0,0.04019442434168705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273108635439218,0.09646663645279588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04996950856785391,0.0,0.0,0.05104542074665217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05188661502274185,0.06092672674819985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902359264827209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04833890909105863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04183714580601229,0.0,0.05268071465944719,0.03119898485176708,0.0,0.07959686809013658,0.0,0.08490548446316255,0.0,0.04452997161523842,0.0,0.14330388573064956,0.033745464455729644,0.09070808737635773,0.0,0.04317292068245338,0.04017898488105311,0.0,0.0517919227955607,0.03649447765581101,0.0,0.07403670543543728,0.0,0.2416081715522495,0.0,0.03777900767565729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354141776571009,0.05028368471490865,0.0,0.04663584894549931,0.048477844921582254,0.0,0.053238494330495434,0.05597498134628505,0.0,0.14972253351084502,0.0,0.09383216975105016,0.0465180230794835,0.0,0.0,0.0533237838800002,0.0,0.0,0.0937490400217078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02595971382661786,0.0,0.05328435485486747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672847942479865,0.0923086493437001,0.0,0.0,0.04180244370515055,0.039666409860989175,0.0,0.0,0.08031685080347101,0.0426324057444496,0.044695920308706685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145393803639749,0.0,0.0,0.04760285784144592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037703387800335934,0.0,0.0,0.10507486271715806,0.07286275266187135,0.045620899688067915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053778589306845495,0.04956631921100926,0.0,0.032008389780386594,0.0359251668102763,0.0,0.11084272284040647,0.0,0.051152070707423294,0.0,0.06549509955236481,0.0,0.09870329826238826,0.05185103029014258,0.08930672588618528,0.0,0.045239106664947085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04748530634073285,0.05291521924664516,0.05024138468825544,0.0,0.05376499948240841,0.09078192575299623,0.048566556628781864,0.04663992965813082,0.0,0.10701853933800293,0.0,0.17972931328723046,0.11269207841537887,0.2837493343904596,0.14341630205033126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05309533219320671,0.0,0.1444537026525706,0.04002297666321334,0.2909171324328087,0.0,0.10575384689533428,0.2006036401033094,0.050347375522131206,0.037722793907850716,0.0,0.16232630756679142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206261197915335,0.11389971369524515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031381552142253966,0.2724027504776529,0.0,0.03750017060470776,0.08263121302270507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035098577161822,0.10275858008877643,0.04614278575828604,0.04917442437097308,0.0,0.0,0.10404773566578328,0.0,0.08358319016204503,0.03749380105160074,0.0,0.0,0.08494181614493754,0.13136495611345006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03355515543118491,0.0,0.0,0.12167394536997216 socialanxiety,gemm_txt,2018/02/02,I have a skype interview in half an hour! Please wish me luck! This is the first interview I've had in like 4 years... I feel like I've come a long way with managing my anxiety since then but would appreciate any advice or encouragement 🤠,1.8175000000000023,4.146604083333333,3.641500000000004,86.05350000000004,81.08333333333334,8.840000000000002,22.1,9.3871,1.976995,188,6,41,6,5,63,40,48,0.027000000000000003,0.638,0.335,0.9258,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,7,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,4,3,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,7,21,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856490193182176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878574408348704,0.0,0.22362188500319896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518054147935728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780437738801974,0.2088314914052008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24864489113388655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28787359408415786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28562287144297355,0.0,0.0,0.2586915546763597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208765432934561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24180783787790994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320278152439603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33615039445911216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765377706448748,0.0,0.0,0.18824271562553616 socialanxiety,Onepunchmysoul,2018/02/02,"Panic attack after being called on in class. I felt fine until I finished answering the question (I actually answered perfectly which was a plus because I usually stutter and forget words). Anyway, once I'd finished answering I felt this wave of anxiety and started shaking. It was difficult to hold my pencil properly because my hands were shaking and I started to sweat. This is particularly upsetting because I've just FINISHED therapy for social anxiety. I felt ok about speaking up and it felt like the anxiety came out of no where. I don't know what to do.",5.200784313725492,7.759655156862745,6.645686274509803,67.60225490196079,70.9607843137255,9.63137254901961,37.80392156862745,9.994966539143718,4.80346274509804,454,27,66,13,9,154,69,102,0.239,0.6659999999999999,0.095,-0.9041,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,11,1,4,3,1,7,2,2,0,1,21,15,6,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,9,0,0,3,2,7,0,0,8,6,10,4,14,6,0,16,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,9,48,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.15866131581169285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731354942670353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496601792612752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29733431088436313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166019355965487,0.18595604704307075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6244355064438475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893534828002917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943172415669368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314969296902122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076064156574948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821344859349236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573682233957246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23015962380997554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185932236833058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790664492936192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BadgerBadger23,2018/02/02,"College reunion I have my 5th year reunion later this year and I am nervous about going. I wasn't very popular and had a small circle of friends who might not be going. I know people will have a short and polite convo with me but I also recognize the signs that they would rather be talking to the lamp post. I still want to go because I am committed to getting out more. I feel like the older loser if I cling on and talk to the student volunteers there about my times but I don't really have anyone in my class to talk to about our time there. I tried to be social and sent a message to our class rep and she never even got back to me. You would think they would encourage her to at least pretend to like all of us just to get a donation. I wish I had the ignorance of not knowing the signs people don't like you.",2.8679321266968363,4.1071363000000005,4.155882352941177,88.55839366515836,74.23529411764707,7.113122171945702,24.253393665158374,7.61054688173877,1.0364027149321269,641,19,137,8,13,211,101,170,0.073,0.7829999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9243,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,3,2,2,1,11,9,0,1,10,0,18,0,0,0,3,31,31,10,0,7,7,0,1,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,4,1,1,4,6,3,0,0,5,1,27,6,23,18,3,20,0,1,0,0,18,6,0,2,12,104,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222829201042433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561477804812108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714197889931608,0.0,0.1007942677590173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921042797899642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360463631565362,0.11812424773017932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277470258278389,0.0,0.17277443107364518,0.0,0.28191229024288245,0.0,0.1322434565253696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174126310116992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423412287824234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540750948146994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752614291358966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22926219832552064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835714603343934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592580721613512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855089746020374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204668314733709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987000390699684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594796630461976,0.0,0.0,0.19283084971106296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122600614486374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889261761446167,0.0,0.0,0.13642895869204627,0.09752620705253247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014140157932508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523742425869885,0.0,0.0,0.212956666873651 socialanxiety,QuebeC_AUS,2018/02/02,"People here with a SO, how did you do it How did you meet them, what got you though those anxiety moments?",-1.1245454545454552,0.7354988181818172,0.5004545454545449,101.2706818181818,106.27272727272728,4.0181818181818185,14.590909090909092,5.985473137389443,-0.7208545454545452,82,2,19,1,4,26,18,22,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468099525895734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893899242920758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242123309142228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.601185690247121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,madisonwhite000999,2018/02/02,"Social Anxiety – What It Is and How to Deal with It.... Social anxiety symptoms may be emotional or physical. Physical symptoms are there for everyone to see such as a red face, upset stomach, trembling, feeling dizzy, sweating, or fast heartbeats. Social Anxiety – What It Is and How to Deal with It Social anxiety symptoms may be emotional or physical. Physical symptoms are there for everyone to see such as a red face, upset stomach, trembling, feeling dizzy, sweating, or fast heartbeats. Read here - http://www.health.online/health-wellness/mental-wellbeing/social-anxiety-what-it-is-and-how-to-deal-with-it/",11.920852941176472,16.416917952941176,8.127867647058826,55.71415441176472,57.70588235294117,10.367647058823527,42.38970588235294,10.411451182825502,5.9803235294117645,506,27,52,13,8,141,37,85,0.217,0.7190000000000001,0.065,-0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,4,2,0,8,10,6,2,0,14,12,10,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,0,0,10,8,0,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,6,2,39,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399897015199126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436428504821498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24996341255361945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233718439588914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235923118788327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23620552099761585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111970875363368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113821057395078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707760971358702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663037987257639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619356130512832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stayonmypsandqs,2018/02/02,"I’ve quit 3 jobs in the last month. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve quit 3 jobs in the first week within the last month or two. they’ve all been so past paced and stressful, the coworkers can see that i’m nervous and try to take advantage and pin their work on me. I’m 18 years old now and desperately need a job. but i need something that’s slower paced so I have time to breathe and calm myself down. does anyone have any suggestions ?",1.8820212765957443,3.4490886382978765,2.926542553191492,95.00875,77.51063829787232,6.402127659574468,21.324468085106385,7.1686216300943375,0.3022595744680849,348,9,82,4,8,111,64,94,0.064,0.884,0.052000000000000005,-0.0129,4,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,5,3,4,0,2,5,0,6,1,1,0,1,11,13,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,6,2,8,12,1,16,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,11,41,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841383176816872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268938323084296,0.12175519009949545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238164230571558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811421434917918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183891075115084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569685818449301,0.2838770885134512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779765431546569,0.0,0.0,0.2582292009164005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271931085001664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622603101997088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704156908366765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875843323430226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405317057711647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994644180669368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092349286558855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153614079441316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822230127510945,0.0,0.17009893307916488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967594638222056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676813641842696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213350012817704 socialanxiety,LucasLion,2018/02/02,"Tell Me About Your Past Job Interviews / Job Experiences My situations rather complicated so I can really only work in the time gap between 12AM to 7AM. Somebody told me though that because those are night hours, they'd be more forgiving, that I might be able to actually just work those specific hours. I've tried applying for jobs in the past. But out of the jobs I applied for, only one of them I actually went into the job interview in person for, & it didnt go over so well. Another time in the past I went to go to a job interview in person, but I got so insanely anxious walking there my mind basically blanked & before I knew it I had turned around & started walking home. I'm 21 now & still have never had a job, but with my situation I only have those fixed hours I can even work anyways, but my MDD is to the point where I simply cant just not have a job. I have to be able to know I'm making money so I can leave soon. I recently stopped going to therapy after just recently going back again after a year because I felt it was just making me worse, increasingly depressed. Ideally I would like to work at one of the convenience stores with in walking distance of where I live. But none of them have I seen where you can apply online, so I think you have to just walk in the store & ask for an application which makes my heart beat out of my chest just thinking about. I would love to hear about any your past job interviews / work experience. Especially if it was a job where you had to just walk in & ask for an application, because all the places I applied for in the past were via online applications.",6.822507739938081,6.052151498452016,7.419380804953562,75.71037151702788,64.97523219814241,11.06749226006192,32.93188854489164,10.46071229359064,3.153967182662538,1286,45,260,28,17,427,156,323,0.05,0.897,0.053,0.2806,10,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,5,3,7,31,6,0,0,17,0,27,3,2,3,2,38,52,12,0,5,15,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,1,2,10,6,0,1,6,0,3,12,5,1,1,2,14,3,38,5,47,31,4,57,0,1,1,1,21,21,0,2,25,178,48,19,0.12149366563365267,0.0,0.1185602919864806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394915007863636,0.0,0.041309929413099994,0.0636983508223683,0.0,0.06862663018449984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407756028343085,0.1135801769281574,0.0,0.0,0.04671056475792803,0.0,0.11109211636026002,0.0,0.05169108051146964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232115809192644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04012271015848872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884411779635587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058326485879657324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809530000445613,0.0,0.0485847915324035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846609552989441,0.07198528937253561,0.0,0.0,0.06093402630927652,0.0,0.1794701814208189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6028185818062757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03338487064920341,0.0,0.0,0.06432212480278802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029677834073254132,0.0,0.05364056631082696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054826388331886966,0.0,0.12164694783635703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444278987626448,0.061336984169546464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046851702391790095,0.0,0.0,0.05700678749528097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232725211414336,0.1386021111429625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28994862785534203,0.0,0.10608358260216412,0.06346751098929368,0.0,0.05742539212348865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038915976614012686,0.0,0.1199603377081992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656397055726952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429969209299823,0.0,0.04851249915740042,0.050787072297981295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05309540940694596,0.0,0.06946929746501644,0.0,0.0,0.0778482352388388,0.0596834548140153,0.0,0.07084393345716082,0.0,0.0,0.058046202004807014,0.0,0.04124311195579294,0.06607511021254123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054618698103664994,0.1126258452353463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22112208890968302,0.0,0.061906212387463674,0.08630561424258755,0.0,0.0,0.039118968670888335 socialanxiety,FuzzyDunloppin,2018/02/02,"Idk how to properly get diagnosed with depression and social anxiety :( Idk where to go, who to see, it's very mentally exhausting",5.6173913043478265,8.21354139130435,7.364565217391306,62.74510869565219,69.8695652173913,15.03478260869565,37.58695652173913,13.023866798666859,7.204321739130435,104,6,16,6,2,36,20,23,0.449,0.551,0.0,-0.8974,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042103854059256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425057472754709,0.4036186174659421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776201205699935,0.0,0.2260005113044081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007498226711321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168851742091687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053663886807217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328112843834153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,allhailleroyjenkins,2018/02/02,"Does anyone else ignore people? Early 20s male If a stranger tries to make conversation with me I usually don't respond or I say something unusual (on accident). Does anyone else go through life like this? I do have some friends but Im not interested in talking to anyone who I don't already know. I avoid eye contact and sometimes I see people looking at me as a way to start communicating, but I purposely avoid eye contact to avoid any dialogue. This usually happens in a setting where chatting with strangers is common. I'm actually pretty good at picking up social cues but I use it to isolate myself because I don't like speaking. The only issue I have with this is FOMO (fear of missing out) but it's better than stuttering and getting weird looks :/ If you read this, thanks and I was wondering if anyone can relate? I just feel so different because of it Edit: added a 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socialanxiety,tyrahh11,2018/02/02,Parties I wanna go to parties:(( but u know u can't when your social anxiety stops 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socialanxiety,throwawaygayz,2018/02/02,"where my chronically single peeps at kinda sucks when i see guys all over reddit claiming girls have it easy when it comes to dating. im in my 20s never had a real boyfriend, dont get hit on really, never get messaged or texts from guys.i dont even think im unattractive its my damn social anxiety that makes me boring and shy and no one ever gives me a chance. :( chronically single for 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socialanxiety,water_lilies16,2018/02/02,"Feeling Mentally Younger from Inexperience... How do I mentally & emotionally ""age"" myself? I haven't had much social experience, so in a way i can't really connect with those my age as well.. Help?",3.610833333333337,6.554403972222223,6.2755555555555596,66.10000000000002,78.72222222222223,10.266666666666667,31.222222222222214,10.125756701596842,4.375355555555556,157,8,26,6,4,56,31,36,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,5,1,4,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182385435357802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303882471394306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873082425500007,0.0,0.0,0.14851041223537365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196870022891432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.591988417249429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591327799034588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881604416845905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994040087675173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233136170260318,0.0,0.0,0.2640837839264809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jandhlove,2018/02/02,"Excessive blushing Does anyone have this disorder? It’s actually called idiopathic craniofacial erythema. A lot of people associate it with social anxiety, but they say they blush BECAUSE of their social anxiety. However, I have started to HAVS social anxiety because I have excessive blushing Disorder. I turn red when talking to friends, when asking coworkers questions, when paying the cashier at the grocery store. There’s literally no rhyme or reason. Does anyone have this? If so, what do you find has worked that isn’t CBT or meds?",6.295665445665449,9.573802791208793,6.766520146520147,64.55903540903543,70.53846153846155,10.637851037851037,37.583638583638574,10.504223727775694,5.448215140415142,438,25,59,15,9,142,66,91,0.151,0.8059999999999999,0.043,-0.8049,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,10,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,6,10,1,5,0,0,1,0,13,1,0,5,4,40,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.15641951498901302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678632862701492,0.0,0.0,0.2241564124811718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498491264638125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542208912189435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367358991104478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674115073815904,0.0,0.2805409957417488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650177874709422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383933740195993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627247496896508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780455966018399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112461737548347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795610215821391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480439176378867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746871323957756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901851450093468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134537947773558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288346984743149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743490424849802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669272847119527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PacificSocialAnxiety,2018/02/02,"Help with social anxiety research study! Hi! I am a graduate student at Pacific University working on a research project regarding social anxiety, social media, and beliefs about counseling or therapy. I am looking for participants who experience social anxiety (nervousness or anxiety about interacting with others, meeting or talking to strangers, or things like public speaking, making phone calls, or completing tasks in front of others). To participate you must: Be aged 18+ Live in the US Read English Use the social media site Facebook Never had mental health treatment Click here to participate in the online survey: https://pacificu.co1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_d0UMpNdtNTksTTD The survey takes about 15 minutes. I would greatly appreciate your help with my study, and if you know anyone else who might like to participate, pass the link on! Participation is completely voluntary and you can withdraw at any time. Nothing will be posted to any social media sites if you participate, and all of your answers will be anonymous. At the end of the survey you will also be able to enter to win one of two $25 Amazon gift cards! This study has been approved by Pacific University’s Institutional Review Board. If you have any questions about this study, please contact the primary investigator at snyd9572@pacificu.edu or the faculty advisor (Dr. Bjorn Bergstrom) of this project at bpb@pacificu.edu. Thank you!",10.102983988355168,12.096915048034935,9.48103056768559,54.279944687045145,57.90829694323144,12.045531295487628,41.03085880640466,11.729898335038438,5.764486229985442,1162,59,149,34,15,371,143,229,0.028,0.8440000000000001,0.128,0.9751,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,9,0,3,6,6,0,1,11,0,18,2,0,2,3,28,24,14,0,5,9,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,1,0,2,2,3,14,5,31,12,1,20,1,0,2,0,30,12,0,11,6,101,22,9,0.10774244173445308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616159172877008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198056650755521,0.0,0.3296906920913008,0.0,0.0,0.07533602039727816,0.11039486396964708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001707933802628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22593180054567602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000498486097766,0.0,0.09542782372574836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539278216995043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878642237646743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452517730000898,0.0,0.0,0.14443497516280918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921242826898002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052750295010163,0.0,0.09513854998455998,0.0,0.09047651542959201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191891649151873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857903997558432,0.11429770428337155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830976131764544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033817786739304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300906691557399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826884657641006,0.0,0.0,0.10318747641987816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069619275874502,0.0,0.10777159836933632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6589791061358773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100890747199248,0.08659929345499695,0.0,0.0991947646955156,0.12321287197025195,0.0,0.07157929080432243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282548421712429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524870998546716,0.0,0.1296008914295938,0.09305487647174504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843778078896968,0.0,0.0,0.0765371393264843,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jackyeomans,2018/02/02,"Upset and angry Don't know if this is allowed but I feel totally alone right now and need a helping hand to talk things through with, don't know how to make these attacks stop Let me know if you want to talk and help",7.681304347826089,4.898322347826088,6.975652173913044,86.01608695652176,64.65217391304347,10.069565217391306,33.869565217391305,7.1686216300943375,1.9575565217391304,172,5,40,1,2,53,36,46,0.231,0.563,0.206,-0.1128,1,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,4,1,1,3,1,18,11,7,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,10,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27699367962667115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042587435495048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522887069657166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358527196428795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409444293618343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27348193257692865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785224629341733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830802146629525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22839765450002336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235970583671752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299263645822153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767941889080052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774674018365034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ohdohboh,2018/02/02,"For the first time ever, I asked a girl out I never would've done that. Ever. But I felt a connection with her, which is something I never feel with anyone! I can't talk to people at all, but it came so natural to me when I was talking to her! I don't even ask people to move when they are in my way or repeat themselves when I can't hear them, because I'm so afraid, but I asked her out somehow. She said no.",1.4312380952380934,2.4121099333333333,3.4531746031746064,93.205,77.44444444444444,6.0317460317460325,20.63492063492064,6.18269132825596,-0.011507936507936023,314,7,75,2,7,107,61,90,0.035,0.903,0.062,0.4846,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,9,1,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,0,5,17,16,9,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,5,4,17,0,11,11,1,17,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,2,10,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995456934330887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5212497420133759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329585957813572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125693142930675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901948247297335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275588272895167,0.33623409351971145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397418471004276,0.0,0.1784505391672864,0.0,0.0,0.1580886935796414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947278886640125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753510872483426,0.0,0.0,0.28668662020785896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576977679937474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767912530621382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308073468751858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29876741104805044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837390536647212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475235385645011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320264984464384,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jessewaldron,2018/02/02,"a story im 16 i have severe social anxiety im home schooled im in 11th grade ive been home schooled for 4 years off and on and ive never had i girl friend and whenever im near someone i shake in fear my mom has done all my home school work i dont know anything about history math science ect. i have no skills i sit in my room day after day watching youtube. everything seems so hard and i have no motivation, i want to get my license but alas tis too difficult for someone whos done nothing for 16 years i have developed ocd as well to cope with all of this. i cant even play video games because it takes too much i dont know what to do ",0.4080547112462014,2.23709056028369,2.4811195542046605,95.21250000000002,83.11347517730495,6.014387031408307,22.83738601823709,7.1686216300943375,0.6191556231003029,503,18,121,7,14,169,90,141,0.16399999999999998,0.794,0.042,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,2,1,0,15,0,0,1,3,14,22,7,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,3,5,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,3,1,0,4,2,17,3,17,18,3,15,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,1,6,67,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231751633677232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930682587938353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356353261559748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565326489020564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24698878219242024,0.28286491168461986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970596998436481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084566377445048,0.0,0.0,0.13579508936427928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323469191223996,0.0,0.06304871188614959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081028202875907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631463816513508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5214071435167676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264176260208732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413353545520436,0.0,0.0,0.0887114241973125,0.0,0.09307348306745276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157927629817606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663944683073512,0.0,0.10985973904430683,0.0,0.13633057448031274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301492652683775,0.20449833170917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073402820724732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117837623997869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850304713812443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785423772170778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542396465167285 socialanxiety,RecliningchairUnit6,2018/02/02,"I need a second opinion, to see if i doing something wrong. So today one of my managers asked me to do some deliveries on my lunch break. His exact words, (Hey i know you go out for lunch can you drop off these three things?) I say sure knowing that shit is not right but fuck it i Don’t want to make waves its just a lunch break who cares right? Later after i make the delivery with no provided paper work and also told to just leave it in the open as no-one is there to meet me. I work for a security company by the way. My other manager who is beneath the original finds out and non confrontationally asks for my hours to be adjusted. I leave before hearing the rest after punching out again. Later on in the day the original manager and me walk by each other dude whispers “cocksucker” and ghosts by. Bro i was about to kick this shits legs out, like what the fuck did i do. Im naturally an extreme introvert with no friends, had like 2 friends growing up but ive become out of necessity a thicker skinned adult. But since i dont interact with people much i still get left in the dark as to am i the problem am i being insensitive. What should i do, is it me?",2.2777938517179024,4.129371860759498,4.046871609403259,86.14962025316456,77.22784810126579,7.383484026522003,24.78782399035564,8.269060116576782,1.5020558167570828,909,32,192,17,21,306,144,237,0.118,0.7240000000000001,0.158,0.9091,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,2,8,14,5,0,15,0,20,9,4,4,2,38,36,12,1,5,7,1,1,2,2,1,0,3,0,1,14,14,3,1,4,0,0,3,5,7,0,3,4,5,27,7,37,29,4,35,0,0,1,2,17,17,4,3,13,137,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325642493037925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647980909111244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641225427084895,0.12051134103469688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439480496432358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133557285040003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598192634260805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944149973634586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883624481225608,0.2618576645284533,0.07399254004293812,0.0,0.08048801470900342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962020731771034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139470820528145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529779030815285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566536788925056,0.0,0.0,0.2999181073982444,0.15387456879334058,0.0,0.0,0.13838037618035434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906984430688334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041097178803375,0.10501218201673516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959678870881367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981840442739026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355147580395383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418917388132814,0.0,0.11262485378881712,0.0,0.0,0.11285575601401393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907493939600022,0.11715259145689287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902884645584277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310087296599848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334786649826965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408849596313333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424271177739275,0.13532751833303322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353332996934565,0.11241430420314072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620748650039586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484328787453452,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ashaudx,2018/02/02,"Does anyone’s anxiety override their logic? Looking for some opinions/advice/words of wisdom. I’ve had my license for over a year now but went through a period of avoiding driving all together due to an incident I had with scraping my partners car whilst parking. Previous to that I smashed the side mirror leaving another car park. I worry about what others think of my driving and capabilities especially since I didn’t get my license until my mid twenties as opposed to my teens. I am not an anxious driver and feel confident on the road. After much negotiation my family and partner convinced me to start driving again to move on from my anxiety around driving. I have since been driving full time for the past three months. This morning I drove my partner and sister to work and proceeded to reverse into a brand new Mercedes. I was so concerned about reversing into the car in the first place, saw what appeared to be the owner coming towards the car, that I just didn’t think, started stressing out and forgot to put the car into drive. The owner initially yelled at me (understandable) but once we exchanged details he was more pleasant and apologetic. I feel so embarrassed/stupid and and concerned that my anxiety is always going to hold me back. This, among many other incidents, has caused a lot of grief in my life. I feel bad for those around me who have to deal with my anxiety as an extension of being around me. I have a hard time comprehending my anxiety and feel I don’t have a grip on myself.",7.6588829787234065,7.833035127659577,7.728430851063835,71.04562500000002,62.97163120567376,10.454255319148935,37.83776595744681,10.125756701596842,3.997963829787233,1214,57,202,24,16,393,166,282,0.106,0.8340000000000001,0.06,-0.8847,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,2,11,7,0,2,18,0,17,2,0,1,1,42,35,17,1,0,4,1,6,0,3,0,2,1,0,3,11,21,0,4,8,0,1,18,4,4,0,2,11,9,34,3,46,22,6,57,0,1,2,0,11,21,0,3,18,153,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586768445386299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334144354756448,0.4866628106107361,0.14373658040524573,0.0,0.08896396605971281,0.0,0.0,0.3397918666952625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783398702591116,0.10623387524583057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070288959107254,0.0,0.10959958672085188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117118525594176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134207291804933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994353659145215,0.0,0.25733042620294394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822395273296864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647376261719924,0.0,0.07230919738923833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397538504867792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472091283946486,0.0,0.0,0.08986812166349331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684330822669942,0.0,0.0,0.10816857482522728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899384851482554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155581758115817,0.13522807852775715,0.09353057306189397,0.0,0.0,0.12288200177514183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354985267250696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145787764625847,0.0,0.0,0.13293094782459358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790386726154915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049618110085327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011172531173691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574447056036316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305097734991442,0.0,0.0,0.14838066083403584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324535847421251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179458601992924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262682089006664,0.12921084331460025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193359881749539 socialanxiety,viceheadthrasher,2018/02/02,"Please go away, damn social anxiety, you're ruining my life a little more each day I have felt too overwhelmed and extremely anxious and nervous as of late (in general, because of personal issues, etc), and my social anxiety right now, in particular, is at its worst. I'm sick of it to the point of tears. I then saw my psychiatrist. Well, I hated the fact that she said, ""I mean, you have severe social anxiety and problems interacting with others"" and also, ""being anywhere with there are several or more people."" It's absolutely, sadly, very true. So this led to my meds being upgraded once again (higher dosage), as well as being given more. I hate this so much. I would be forever grateful if I could just make it vanish. A break for a month even sounds great. But it's been with me for 4-5 years now and not just diagnosed by a GP but also a psychiatrist -- this frustrates me a lot too and saddens the shit out of me when I realize there were times, years ago now, when I wasn't even half as bad as I was around the year it started to develop. 2018 and my medication dosage has already went up and I've been to several appointments - only more to come. Social Anxiety Disorder fucking sucks to say the least. Those who aren't like me, like us, they're very, very lucky if you ask me. I wish things were how they were back in 2011; great times, healthier, happier, and could tolerate so much more. I'd love to go back to those days",4.3595357142857125,5.542224453571432,5.462857142857144,80.83214285714288,70.53571428571428,9.314285714285717,27.57142857142857,9.642632912329526,2.430157142857143,1117,38,222,26,20,370,164,280,0.175,0.691,0.135,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,2,1,0,25,23,7,2,11,0,20,7,1,3,2,41,39,29,0,7,8,0,1,2,0,1,4,3,0,1,15,17,0,0,3,0,0,5,3,14,2,1,12,5,26,9,32,20,12,37,0,3,1,2,16,11,4,5,22,158,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328977244056847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036870740435623,0.1502793786765546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28751623181991554,0.10614793002400844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364422192088364,0.08783981262282359,0.0,0.08827840874670756,0.1444987097858795,0.07845258266184638,0.057277076269688365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093812465209207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500386516648292,0.0,0.0,0.12119271067811682,0.0,0.0,0.09536730956055584,0.0,0.0,0.10768617317119247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479011348213366,0.12411924114084705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021622838037223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686440339084492,0.0,0.0,0.10679914052393813,0.0,0.0,0.2071822188027853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553187575097327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806971263799784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599084746969213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636664837044798,0.09180811139939764,0.09417249299138272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988133764538838,0.0848024683198958,0.0,0.06271895556119114,0.0,0.0,0.1023498644768261,0.10436825501015703,0.09465470315101934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499788702182265,0.0,0.13814265925192415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000642153348739,0.0,0.07146072962847196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513995642412161,0.08204215092943594,0.0,0.103139742567923,0.0888224656862444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990692427473419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024123187315241,0.0893773710986349,0.07472067505806168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184437900720254,0.09644847588503963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831210970145209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650529308889815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242277523170555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957753383809146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302217756884622,0.0,0.0,0.23258024626205245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896244879643668,0.08710175850683491,0.0,0.0,0.10804923536249544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674640935065475,0.0,0.0,0.18152126388511075 socialanxiety,crocosmia_mix,2018/02/02,"Terrified of Checking Facebook I’m not sure this has been posted yet, but I’m hoping for some advice about social media. I’m a facieliber inimicum (my sloppy Latin for: Facebook-hater/phobe). I have social anxiety, which makes it difficult for me to share deeply personal information. I understand and can stand sharing with friends by reading their facial responses. Online, I have difficultly gauging now I’m being received, which terrifies me. I will have fears of people judging and analyzing what I say (and some people do that). I avoid Facebook, but will post because I’ve had a baby and people in my family/ friends care about seeing baby pictures. I also have gotten to the age where there are people I want to stay in touch with who are far away. So, I suck it up and post. For awhile, I could only use Facebook when drinking, just like how I used alcohol to help me socialize. I no longer drink and am having trouble checking Facebook. I shared a personal story in a group designed for girls related to having a baby, but it was anecdotal and without blood and gore. There used to be girls in the group who were my true friends, as well as girls who hated me. All in the same group! The story didn’t seem right for regular Facebook, so I posted it over there. The problem is I’m terrified of checking for the responses. It’s been about a week. Now, I’m getting worried about people who were nice to me being upset that I don’t reply to them. I feel like I am physically incapable of checking it. Any ideas?",4.442297276967054,6.299796214532876,5.356801564615619,79.03701369038666,71.28373702422145,8.071069655483678,29.866255453588085,8.716276077567194,2.555419918760343,1202,50,211,22,23,393,155,289,0.179,0.6659999999999999,0.155,-0.8407,0,1,3,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,2,0,18,23,2,3,12,0,28,5,2,5,3,37,49,18,0,4,6,0,2,2,3,2,1,1,0,5,16,10,3,1,5,3,4,1,5,9,1,0,8,4,27,14,37,35,4,24,0,0,1,0,27,11,1,4,8,151,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077806817659165,0.0,0.11787365414222252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820425000587666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500555427706597,0.0,0.08437669165100131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103627402558996,0.0,0.0,0.06723585896333553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124548605913721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806295886059523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609759743410967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039779348437056,0.12411447835329145,0.05576933749287897,0.0787960013710791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556449251285248,0.0,0.0576254857464297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889517974398694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392956886727921,0.0,0.0,0.10954953347959798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451157556986048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777081568681264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362391946447197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388562845097075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38232930242354796,0.192613689391805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42253508947538826,0.0,0.0,0.10553906857781384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110326571449907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419279929486757,0.0,0.08771238158515716,0.0,0.0,0.08789220853634948,0.100409994701175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373008591184702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756163190097978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395335667554162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482277908014768,0.0,0.28578286765235456,0.0,0.0,0.06505586526299759,0.0,0.08847337866815337,0.0,0.0991700006114752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063221055930752,0.0,0.0,0.1120116767360953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,onceagainwerehere,2018/02/03,"What do I do when I find out my friends are making fun of me They aren’t the right friends for me, I can’t communicate the same way. I know that it’s possible to enjoy your relationships. How can I go about this though? Do I just stop hanging with those friends completely? Do I stay hanging out with them and hope mutual friends leads to something better? I just want to be happy and have fun with my life. I’m tired of all the bullshit",1.625,3.779896833333337,2.7322222222222234,93.285,80.66666666666666,6.222222222222222,23.333333333333336,7.3871296695380915,0.803666666666667,345,12,77,5,9,110,60,90,0.084,0.601,0.315,0.974,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,2,6,10,0,0,3,0,10,2,0,3,1,19,16,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,15,10,12,15,2,11,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,2,54,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759045552223432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21053399963737626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835267079306689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.620547439084192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141187362438362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137543388882083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994387794500185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035391495664504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183031817708308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403493533868252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263707755466388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215583049212999,0.0,0.17148130464514952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458493064647852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402508647697996,0.0,0.16787700980360515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728406217508485,0.0,0.0,0.2307889868620937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843649125656422,0.15938495163252644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,baldasian,2018/02/03,"I feel like everyone remembers me I get social anxiety because frequent ppl who see me, cashier at supermarket, etc knows me. I realized that people know/remember me because of my social anxiety. I stand out because I'm so awkward.",6.428571428571428,8.125159,8.131904761904764,61.69642857142858,66.14285714285714,12.266666666666667,44.95238095238096,11.855464076750405,6.603180952380956,186,13,27,7,3,65,31,42,0.138,0.8,0.062,-0.2538,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,1,3,5,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,16,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360144496612065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016314168937123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449322049663531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985448041053695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104549656408244,0.15689519533261184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474137881368625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413926989773209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072942971985852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225551942066093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975689297646007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750071702443846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477459368191915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,theantperson99,2018/02/03,"How do you guys get through hanging out with people you don’t know? Hey there, to preface I’ve had social anxiety all my life but in high school I’ve had the same friends that I was so comfortable with. But now in college is been hard for me to go out and socialize with new people. Recently I was asked to go eat brunch with 3 people in a club I joined. I’ve talked to them a few times but not much, and they’re a few years older as I’m a first year. I said yes since I’m doing my best to do things out of my comfort zone. I was mentally prepared to go eat breakfast with just the three of them, but now they’ve invited 2 other people who I have never met before and I’m kind of freaking out. I’m not sure what to expect and that’s what’s making me super anxious and nervous. How do you guys deal with things like this? And do yall have any tips, because this nervous wreck would sure appreciate it.",2.716587712805328,3.5921117357512986,3.970884529977795,91.14716321243523,74.12953367875646,6.965062916358254,24.148408586232424,7.1686216300943375,0.7310595114729832,707,20,162,7,14,232,111,193,0.112,0.711,0.17800000000000002,0.963,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,2,3,7,12,0,2,6,1,16,5,0,3,4,34,29,14,0,2,7,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,2,11,16,4,0,1,1,0,4,4,3,0,2,8,2,17,9,26,20,6,22,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,0,11,104,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095653618856915,0.0,0.10760450984441464,0.1589057551141915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314981059994463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574502633550521,0.0,0.1196912941705068,0.0,0.14761398489969085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450142766966663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878605778318781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964531841504225,0.0,0.0,0.10867356187436134,0.0,0.07348904095385073,0.0,0.23982094704999735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785510157300329,0.0,0.0,0.12600372552713046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861500565402344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647573764258934,0.07730305372184057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935231305329052,0.06871936769859481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389163774715444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417521896276566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340127959605266,0.0,0.10848565821951613,0.1358502980032611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900637143405197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388847740011886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337998644093914,0.0,0.0,0.14235542266285028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635539996909501,0.0,0.0,0.2867702988061097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651407580192917,0.0,0.0,0.1130571744805828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689649873104588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201997323053993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999208234831125,0.0,0.0,0.181160847887295 socialanxiety,unavaible,2018/02/03,Got invited to a party!? I have super intense s.a and depression (also low self esteem). So we a SUPER CUTE boy walked up to me and invited me to a party ( and I asked for my #) I froze and said no. Now I really don't like crowds and I never in my life been to a college party. Should I kick myself in thr mouth or cry in relief because I honestly cant see myself having fun at a party. ,0.3843674698795176,2.103992421686751,3.952635542168675,85.20317018072292,82.6144578313253,6.559638554216868,18.808734939759034,7.6454224807358475,0.6765674698795183,293,7,62,5,8,109,56,83,0.134,0.5479999999999999,0.318,0.9607,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,5,0,6,2,1,0,1,9,10,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,3,14,7,10,6,0,9,0,2,1,0,6,6,0,1,3,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689047639254805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143550936211571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497927005397185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693627483109629,0.0,0.0,0.289617836407463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268935603091966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375084069384023,0.16427828448395634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593422847192373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541497473797225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198576023831815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679534555963175,0.0,0.3507895979253932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,catch22ghosts,2018/02/03,"I'm scared to leave my room and it's destroying my mental health I leave my house everyday. I study and stuff. It's leaving my room and going anywhere else within my house that's the problem. This feeling has been there for 2 months. I'm living with two people I'd never met before. One is the landlord and he is the one I feel awkward around. If he is in the house I will not leave my room. I can't shower, I can't use the kitchen. I only feel safe in my room. I feel exposed in the kitchen or the bathroom and I fear any kind of interaction with him. But this feeling isn't justified. He hasnt done anything to me. The worst interaction I had was just semi-awkward. I feel so trapped. Nothing I've done has helped. I can't get my mind to stop this. I physically can't do it. I just can't. It's starting to take a toll on me. Sometimes I don't shower for days. I get chicken and chips and eat it in the park to avoid going home. I feel like no matter what advice people give me nothing is going to fucking work because my brain is just like this. I wish I could just be normal. I wanted to get CBT because I thought it would help but because I have psychosis they said it want appropriate so I have to have a psychiatric review instead which is an assessment and I'll get no skills or techniques to deal with this. I don't want to go on medication I just want to fix this and live my stupid life.",0.6622563559322039,2.81493798305085,2.485312499999999,93.66373146186442,84.42372881355931,5.0434322033898304,21.76112288135593,6.322622252153567,0.2554597457627126,1095,37,243,10,32,362,143,295,0.122,0.8140000000000001,0.064,-0.9294,2,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,10,13,3,4,12,0,30,8,1,1,1,48,60,16,0,10,11,0,7,2,0,2,3,1,10,0,17,13,3,3,8,0,0,4,13,9,0,3,8,8,40,4,25,48,1,22,0,0,0,1,13,12,1,3,8,155,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243045377279567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432319135228948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783799501949178,0.08420351492716485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298019047463614,0.0,0.08048755614410408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559166707823543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552094786093544,0.0,0.0,0.061001537155195365,0.09751623807068537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359305292381876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678730011437484,0.07901626914687529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643797539603556,0.3347863049882435,0.06757379933844346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744522836829813,0.19767363535474014,0.0907375806082336,0.21502652106255127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054278935337654,0.0,0.0,0.12680089763155825,0.0,0.09487963523157493,0.0,0.0,0.32742610581041315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984990114691401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006208096364886,0.0,0.0,0.06681041365908949,0.09242199283013336,0.0,0.1670461537977038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528761851885027,0.09532261640476997,0.0,0.09550707604111626,0.0,0.07549936569822002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295221901715376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926763123711957,0.18151977829227187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819076833297427,0.07193855685176492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311510387005928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905080932832842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997499921241603,0.0,0.09469924770518433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355010737835992,0.0,0.06694998543525632,0.0,0.0,0.07907993589090143,0.0,0.0,0.10828081147416213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111852355720451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509243225631958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239888666631746,0.0,0.0,0.0816937992498738,0.0,0.0,0.22316218633318244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877171421739394,0.0,0.0,0.068861305934089,0.0,0.0,0.06719271393795205,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Joan_Lee_9,2018/02/03,"Going to the hairdresser = hell Going to the hairdresser is already distressing with social anxiety, right? I was planning to go to the same hairdresser forever because I was happy with how they did my hair, but something happened, and I don't think I should ever go again. By 'something happened' I mean the most super awkward situation happened. Basically while someone was washing my hair, I felt a few little drops of water falling on my back. I thought, whatever, it's just a little bit. But the thing is water kept running down my back and I didn't realize how much it was. How the hell did I not realize? btw as I stand up my shirt is almost half wet in the back. I should have said to the person, hey, some water is running down on my shirt, can you do something about it?! I did not realize what was happening and I thought it was just a little bit. how the hell did I NOT notice. How the hell can you not feel water that's running down on your shirt? it was the most awkward thing having two people blow dry my shirt after. Holy. Shit. Why am I so stupid? Why. You could say it's not that big of a deal, but I mean, I think I looked so stupid. they thought I had realized the amount of water that was falling on me, but I didn't!!! (because I'm distracted all the time-my mind is foggy-I'm socially impaired-I can't connect thoughts and words to speak) Does it ever happen to you that you created the most embarassing situation ever, and after, you have flashbacks about it. I mean you start thinking and thinking about it compulsively. Every time you think about it your stomach feels like it's being streched from the inside and you want to die. #Mylife :)",2.3638417921546733,4.741604941717792,3.57377021751255,87.03563766499352,79.33742331288343,6.405502881576504,25.216211191671313,7.576466943178032,1.4153529652351735,1305,50,253,20,33,423,146,326,0.16699999999999998,0.77,0.063,-0.9913,0,0,3,0,0,1,48.0,0,11,2,2,20,14,7,4,19,0,33,14,8,5,4,61,63,20,1,4,11,0,6,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,18,9,5,1,19,0,0,9,9,11,0,2,22,10,42,3,31,37,11,37,4,0,1,0,21,14,5,5,13,186,60,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914309295644621,0.0,0.0982384525970494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810190655649212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053582346099043,0.0,0.10853448019284176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437884899264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107715742421261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177820460529962,0.0,0.0,0.092391215669408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790411841984964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415776227336805,0.07500522716774444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900248193272803,0.06359763362841893,0.08547548242615345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237396802919866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936111537916777,0.09476601995450423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043491857027160144,0.2676715513679108,0.0,0.0,0.07475641074679491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909145349833137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898872653373048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654417207146231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135261360165553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061716936082663536,0.07773094215827933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602465906587087,0.08468070600809174,0.07079420036124237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138023339639613,0.0,0.20012985677720727,0.0,0.1814942897905382,0.07542840638287984,0.20560142121799946,0.0,0.0,0.06301052607407663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828507848528527,0.2852098563246889,0.0,0.2826954258401352,0.10381937635864154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696196749936393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05250772897588273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606577724525692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kalekent,2018/02/03,"All alone and my favorite band is playing tonight I’ve convinced myself to go. It’s at the Hard Rock Cafe. I’m worried I’m going to have an anxiety attack when I show up. But I’m going to go. Try to focus on the band and music. And realize that everyone will be focused on the band, not me. If anyone has tips, I’ll take any. 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I'm at a catch 22 because I want to be happy yet when I try I'm anxious around people and when I allow depression I'm not anxious yet I feel like I'm wasting my life and people wont wanna hang out with me and I wont be able to keep a job down. wtf do I do?,1.7866145833333316,3.750447765625001,3.504375,88.93645833333336,79.15625,5.516666666666668,23.947916666666664,6.42735559955562,0.6810447916666664,486,17,100,4,12,162,79,128,0.209,0.618,0.173,-0.7519,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,11,10,0,1,3,0,9,3,2,3,1,28,24,13,0,2,8,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,11,0,1,2,1,0,3,6,4,0,1,1,5,15,6,14,19,0,20,1,3,3,0,3,7,0,1,12,66,18,1,0.153248134876583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462535441263869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642333053150146,0.0,0.0,0.14398166733666765,0.0,0.0,0.09341864062300267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562466869594685,0.0,0.0,0.1320096986789637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959771820375275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682604859472593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121894776840087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990608192086455,0.0,0.1724467572537484,0.15497372316969213,0.1094804981762561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303527852391755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326270978427223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207512728987896,0.1362139836047737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824368974910667,0.14973859567681438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286898367673024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458864004277744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632042621654962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187288829512133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984664737193427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084698186294669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444345535039994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809084821886106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038972047247212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,terrestiall,2018/02/03,Whenever I go outside I feel like everyone around me is judging the hell out of me. 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I've always dealt with anxiety, but I could still comfortably go to the gym until about two years ago when my anxiety started getting worse. My current neighborhood gym has kind of a small weight area, so it can fill up pretty quickly. It's also in a popular but kind of unsafe neighborhood, where there have been lots of robberies recently. Walking through the neighborhood gives me anxiety, and I feel like some of the people in my gym probably feel a bit unsafe generally. So, everyone in the gym is not friendly at all -- everyone keeps to themselves and avoids eye contact. The cold, unfriendly nature of the environment makes my social anxiety reach almost unbearable levels. I try to push through it, but it hasn't improved. I think some of the people at the gym have noticed how nervous/anxious I appear, which makes them uncomfortable, and I wouldn't be surprised if some of them have complained about me at this point since it's such intense anxiety. I'm considering ending my membership as a result. Has anyone else experienced this? What the hell do I do? I'm slowly withdrawing from all social interaction. I already work from home 3-4 days a week for my job. This is unsustainable.",6.127405284147558,7.804714317796612,6.674117647058827,71.93847956131606,66.83898305084746,10.129212362911268,33.7976071784646,10.328600350310266,3.887400598205384,1033,47,170,27,17,337,138,236,0.16899999999999998,0.757,0.07400000000000001,-0.9724,2,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,1,13,10,1,1,16,0,16,2,1,4,2,29,30,14,0,3,5,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,10,4,1,2,3,7,0,6,3,3,0,1,2,6,18,7,31,25,7,33,1,0,1,0,10,14,1,7,14,116,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274060080903864,0.0,0.1160596429772829,0.0,0.1279013253514198,0.09268721237925903,0.09644019077178853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5319907150774179,0.0,0.0,0.08104174472950379,0.11875584000982972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653554565042516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253874014136644,0.0,0.0,0.07474754428960913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682169258504844,0.0,0.10265524100810604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149967103769005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172076045793406,0.08280079149509237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954600814771269,0.0,0.060554288886096035,0.11118426914375347,0.13174015898708172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625968897490467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501537822788073,0.10301949518915217,0.0,0.2413893015036987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662412231374374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853618736889977,0.0,0.0,0.15473167923637068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195580004353027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607044433808318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956535505552742,0.0,0.0,0.11791454201000028,0.12496253180745455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443976703995155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958757715672249,0.0,0.0,0.3544441040282892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203640817736835,0.0,0.09255991118670034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742656620963742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786902106878778,0.0,0.1132199317507349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297001944894244,0.14113805875868116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843784231543789,0.0,0.11811458119066102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927486024353329 socialanxiety,ForEmmaAnHourAgo,2018/02/03,"Has anyone else made restrooms their safe haven? I feel like such a fucking weirdo because I do it all the time but it's really the most efficient way for me to calm down. Ever since college started I've mapped out the nicest restrooms to run to whenever I get too anxious. It's a hard habit to break since I've made bathroom stalls my comfort zone for so long, but I'd really like to be able to sit in the student union or on bench outside like a normal human being. I just get way too self conscious and try to hide myself away from people as much as possible. For example, the other day I tried waiting for a class in the SU and a guy sat down next to me and started chatting with me. He was really adorable and nice, but it was too nerve wracking for me so I told him I had to get to class and just went to the bathroom. I've made no friends since college began, and it seems that I screw up every opportunity to make them. I just wish I could enjoy college without freaking out over the smallest things.",6.13344218887908,5.339493650485442,6.4349955869373385,82.28215798764346,66.37864077669903,9.044307149161515,32.80494263018535,8.00094639256281,2.214355339805825,796,29,165,8,11,257,123,206,0.055,0.715,0.23,0.9924,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,10,14,2,0,13,0,8,2,0,4,2,32,26,14,0,3,8,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,9,0,2,3,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,10,2,19,11,32,13,3,25,0,0,0,2,10,11,2,3,11,104,27,6,0.1366326267265507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435597727002082,0.0,0.09553670947401204,0.13999627257816102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837085048063035,0.0,0.0,0.08328998107431396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909003454312667,0.0,0.0,0.08811674090343785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141390273143064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359203323967005,0.11511888093398873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908556142402976,0.09761037583393753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556202847704813,0.12631466173988093,0.21415472448276016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528778181025838,0.0,0.0,0.12239599616406027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002553995141085,0.0,0.0,0.12091557507497748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878552851421036,0.0912033393097069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044070179553848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531034858704125,0.0,0.13387096433853085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472385972008772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403275720477946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26259107807816884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438521180927205,0.14253762814444204,0.0,0.0,0.3390717622524264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341855288264584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077264599147106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967158341472981,0.0,0.0,0.13055833009980292,0.0,0.18552916949231654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690523874050485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266598138392237,0.0,0.0,0.15712077770978908,0.1317089764177399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DefiniteCryForHelp,2018/02/03,"Can't even make plans with a lady friend I've ~~gotten to~~ always been at the point where I can't even make plans with my (platonic) ladyfriends without panicking. I mean, I stress about making plans with my dude friends too, but for some reason, I can't hang with any of the girls I'm friends with without being anxious as hell. I mean, I'm pretty sure I know where that issue comes from, but I'm sick and tired of it. Like, I'm not trying to make moves on anybody, I'm just lonely and tired of drinking alone in my apartment and I want to hang with somebody. But I can't even send a fucking text message to somebody that I'm ostensibly friends with to see if they want to chill. For some reason, rejection from my chick friends hurts way more than rejection from my dude friends. It's a bunch of bullshit, if you ask me.",3.888872255489023,4.99402019760479,4.110553892215569,90.37904441117769,71.5748502994012,7.00379241516966,27.689121756487022,7.1686216300943375,1.2116271457085823,651,23,139,6,12,202,91,167,0.213,0.5920000000000001,0.195,-0.889,0,3,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,3,8,15,2,1,5,0,6,5,0,6,1,34,26,9,0,4,9,0,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,2,4,11,1,0,5,1,0,5,7,7,0,0,2,1,16,8,30,23,4,13,1,4,1,1,13,7,2,4,1,81,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504082337966585,0.0,0.0,0.10045779763512552,0.0,0.0,0.08210116616497314,0.0,0.0,0.13639157578257813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286711344595735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399899799919522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827033961546328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392249035893915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5596584594169647,0.1116137908220272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924494770324574,0.0,0.0,0.12601171440852213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635055667021282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898302953507495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32235530842640225,0.0,0.0,0.26302273240693896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283178622202556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412974381225115,0.0,0.0,0.12282674997511762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24826298852115825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962069127706681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382968618376845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378746403631293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775248663841313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196837021874359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242045020382196,0.0958305853474053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23276059866345006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ASilver259,2018/02/03,"Social Anxiety making training for my PPL really hard I am training for my PPL and the flying is great and I really enjoy it but when it comes to using the radio I get an overwhelming rush of anxiety and freeze up, in some cases I manage to talk on the radio but some times I take too long and my instructor has to say it instead. My dream job is to be a commercial pilot but if I struggle to talk on the radio at this early stage how on earth am I meant to be able to do it when it comes to the real thing. I really do not know what to do, my SA also makes lots of other things hard like small family events and any scenario where I will have to socialise. 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Am I having a panic attack in any of these scenarios? Hello guys. Can you help me determine if I have social anxiety? Im an introvert. I usually keep to myself and hate people around me. Hehe. So the questions are: do i have social anciety? Which of these situations did i experience having a panic attack? 1. My hands get cold and sweaty whenever I conduct interviews. The problem is, when the interview is done, I have to shake the applicant’s hand. I don’t want them to know that I was nervous. Why would i be even nervous when I’m the one interviewing??? 2. When there’s a training/seminar and I’m being called to receive my certificate, i have to shake their hands. My hands get cold and sweaty. 3. During a medical check up, my heart beats really fast (im not scared of the doctors or needles). I get embarrassed whenever the doctor says, “just relax. Dont be nervous.” I usually get high blood pressure because of this. :( 4. When i’m giving presentations, my hands get sweaty and cold, voice gets shaky. When im speaking in front, my mind tends to focus on my voice, keeping track if it wavered. 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Today I logged back on snapchat just to see a complete stranger adding me by phone on snapchat (i have never made my phone number public to any accounts). Should i snap him/her back and ask why would he she add me?,1.6853722334004004,3.807766591549296,2.160080482897385,97.64140845070429,80.26760563380282,4.057142857142857,27.044265593561374,3.1291,0.2956744466800796,272,12,59,0,7,83,53,71,0.063,0.916,0.021,-0.4047,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,2,10,11,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,11,1,7,7,1,7,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,4,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009550418358393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338357597596027,0.0,0.0,0.3846657293333527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646020823165012,0.0,0.2622542747820838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29314795827370993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701809825774487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374637160086556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366770041109515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291400526246333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931949932100246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549738271443138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23709193969371814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248949616662316,0.0,0.2257014650432679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25401695664424123,0.0,0.17768363656186156,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,apple120,2018/02/03,"Is working from home a solution? I am wondering if it is a good idea or if it will make my condition worse. I am stressed out going on the bus, and at work have social anxiety and am stressed. If I work from home, I will never go anywhere .. is that healthy? Will it make my condition worse and will it become even harder to go anywhere and face people? Also im scared that working at home and never going anywhere might lead to weight gain too. Let me know if anyone here has done it and if it is a more negative or more positive change",3.4879128440366967,4.630015532110092,4.663199541284404,85.89736811926608,72.57798165137615,8.018807339449541,27.386467889908253,8.472884824447931,1.820622935779816,419,15,87,7,8,138,61,109,0.161,0.718,0.121,-0.6046,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,6,4,4,0,3,4,0,16,2,1,3,2,23,24,14,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,8,7,1,0,3,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,1,1,7,1,8,17,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,9,2,65,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102613883173239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547667671843826,0.0,0.0,0.09640785450499584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227597300857454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585717318760424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410975780444263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910674502756486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134381206249572,0.11564594596244213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149101386044645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564804624488635,0.14893244234056607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577441892125186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099010995423686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840699415952104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626730197185256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268080152313126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955875928355056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804043370387628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405497694444078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158787166314087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789887087624408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952335402715153,0.4015087666229292,0.0,0.28101994586506457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ellierodg,2018/02/03,"can't look at people straight in the eyes, how can I deal with that? Hello everyone, I noticed I can't look people in the eyes for more then one or two seconds...it makes me nervous, uncomfortable almost ""vulnerable"". My fear is that the other person will notice my anxiety or my facial features which I'm very self-conscious about. So I hide my eyes and always look down...I think people would appreciate an honest eye contact, constantly looking away makes me seem uninterested and bored even if it's not the case I wish I could change that. Do you experience the same? Did you manage to change? Are there some tips you can recomend? Thanks",4.433140495867769,6.4882154958677685,5.024867768595044,80.58821074380167,71.72727272727273,7.4846280991735545,26.149586776859504,8.238735603445708,1.7363844628099172,509,17,93,8,10,163,87,121,0.134,0.779,0.087,-0.5923,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,2,6,0,11,5,5,3,0,18,22,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,8,15,2,8,18,3,7,0,0,8,0,7,5,0,6,2,62,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008533490089274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471396566955667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465944375426013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408192251037644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31711090765407096,0.0,0.0,0.16196937060702035,0.0,0.11966871040730492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452192781238885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899575448890968,0.0,0.0,0.14321882893710225,0.0,0.1466135146572344,0.0,0.16865910207406995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034530694780014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009501409989505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412836699062561,0.0,0.0,0.1015640320138495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117282578095825,0.1308713227135524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644709118751405,0.1563597831460771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799135755003794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603843749159707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641309363317054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366848065509728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235708949464207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647198762028444,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,splityoursoul,2018/02/03,"How many of you here are left-handed? I'm currently reading a book about the brain. Some studies show that left-handed people mostly use the right side of their brain. That side is known to make people more sensitive and kind of socially awkward. As there is less left-handed on earth than right-handed, the fact that our way of thinking is different from the majority make it harder on us to make friends and socialise. 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I work in retail. I usually don’t have too much trouble communicating with customers. If they come ask me a question and I know the answer, I find it extremely easy to communicate with them. If I don’t know I get really uneasy and I feel like I’m not making sense. If too many people start asking me questions or want to hold conversations I get overwhelmed. Whenever I’m at the register I get extremely nervous. The most difficult part about the job is communicating with my coworkers. There are about four I am comfortable with. One is very reserved and I tend to gravitate towards shy people. The other three are extremely talkative and they always make a point to talk to me whenever they see me. Why is it easier to communicate with certain people? There are always a few people, whether they are strangers or acquaintances, that are just easy to have conversations with. I’ve noticed it for a while, but I can never pinpoint what it is about them. Do you guys ever experience this and why do you think you’re more open with certain people? 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I'm 15 years old, I've been friend with this girl for about 4 years, Now we're bestfriends, we share our secrets, We're always together at school, we always hang out as a group with our other friends. I realized that i have a crush on her, she doesn't know that since i never i told her because i fear rejection or maybe this will cause the end of our friendship... Now i listen to her love problems, she used to like a guy but now she doesn't like him anymore , she likes another guy and we saw him when we were hanging out yesterday... she wanted to talk him and her other friend encouraged her to do this. My crush wanted me to come with them so we just came and talked with this guy and yeah you guys have no idea what it feels like to see your crush talking to her crush while you're just watching.... Anyways, after their talk, we left him and she told me that she doesn't like him anymore because of the way he talks and that he's not her type. I can't support being bestfriend with someone who tells me all her love stories and consider me as a friend and calls me ""bro"" while i have a crush on her especially that we're always together. What should i do :/",3.374876293297344,4.44360389878543,3.8070107962213235,92.20896873594243,72.76518218623481,6.9463787674313995,24.65339631129105,7.1686216300943375,0.7620276203328831,941,27,210,9,18,294,123,247,0.096,0.737,0.16699999999999998,0.9745,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,9,2,2,0,10,17,0,1,8,1,15,2,0,2,2,41,31,16,0,4,5,1,1,5,4,2,0,1,0,5,16,23,0,0,5,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,6,5,51,14,25,22,1,26,0,1,3,2,63,7,0,1,19,140,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632748381158119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059296669347074,0.0,0.0,0.20919291523155384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858529371556934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769517779060232,0.12062791974511905,0.0,0.10834524962573963,0.0,0.09085181375331793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934138272362094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868143650931452,0.05332806594881944,0.07534675049989109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32593894876315616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177217700332686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906115101741654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057962754766904476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114591884075038,0.0,0.0,0.257633021328174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037896147799302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595733062354476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134384478174153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106714975486362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091915490323483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673979948109824,0.08404477628611458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724467132283888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893631569617967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968445640229745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238581119083067,0.0921841581188404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155943135487972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109096084177967,0.0,0.0,0.1244161623238086,0.08371602284015539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583657169922406 socialanxiety,zoeibell,2018/02/03,"I dont know what happened to me, or maybe I do but dont recognize it. I was that friend, the friend thats stands up for people, the friend that initiates for my friends sake, the girl that fairly raises her hand in class when she knows the answer, the girl that aces any interview she goes to, i used to be able to talk to whoever and wherever. That girl is just a memory now. I get incredibly anxious and shy, and i am quiet even around my friends, I space out or blank out most of the time and when meeting new people I get very anxious that i cancel on them or getting very dizzy just the thought of doing it. I get choked up sometimes even when im with my friends, afraid to say the wrong, having to think about something a hundred times to be convinced it okay to say. I dont want to be this way anymore, I lost so much of me without me noticing, until lately alot of my friends have been pointing it out to me that i have been different for a very long time , and I didnt know realize it. What do I do ??",9.279,5.023505257142858,8.863690476190476,78.26839285714289,63.0952380952381,12.214285714285715,38.63095238095238,9.188382445141503,3.1929523809523808,784,26,177,9,8,253,111,210,0.115,0.715,0.17,0.9518,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,11,12,0,1,12,1,19,1,1,1,0,28,32,14,0,1,7,0,1,0,7,0,0,3,0,3,16,10,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,4,27,9,30,23,3,23,0,1,0,0,19,10,0,5,11,124,43,2,0.10512330812922553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071487454359711,0.0,0.0,0.23751883205200774,0.1042540741886546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358203167058324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983148263944492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36961120262971936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886590715564398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5685260496369928,0.0,0.21969035877193246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929601942036176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355121202980804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331906280742454,0.0,0.11858367041877198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930308196567762,0.0,0.0,0.11475450888160907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561049254877088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727772711783977,0.0,0.0,0.10152874605600136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968358305771823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145758531195819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937550503813217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671965479299904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080929058458036,0.10396963973583273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844941330741327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735877115606659,0.0,0.08345616426713978,0.1838947390482048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079278596985964,0.0,0.2602132158301929,0.06200445078561416,0.08344198890575245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133511770257472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493583490592968,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BrokeAndCurious,2018/02/03,"My anxiety is killing me Hello Reddit, I am posting this because I am in dire need of help. I am 21 years old, and I have developed severe social anxiety over the last several years. I have a stuttering problem which I always had since I was little, and my social anxiety and stutter are interconnected issues that severely affect me daily. My anxiety affects me in a way that puts tremendous pressure whenever I am interacting with others. One of the biggest issues that I have is the tense facial expression that I tend to make whenever I am feeling anxious as a result of being around others. I suspect I show an angry facial expression whenever I am going through my anxiety episodes because whenever I make eye contact with others, some say things along the line of ""okay I'll leave you alone"", when in reality, I actually want to connect with them. I can feel my face tense up as I feel anxious, which I can't really help to stop doing and it really sucks. Others frown at me whenever I make eye contact with them as well, which ruin my mood. I have such a hard time coming up meaningful things to say whenever I am conversing. I do communicate quiet often at school, but I feel like I just say whatever that comes to my mind which can sound boring and dumb. I get lost on how to remedy my problem because I do indeed step out of my comfort zone in an attempt to make my fears less threatening. I do feel somewhat less fearful whenever I step out of the comfort zone, but the anxiety is still very prevalent. I need to stand infront of a full classroom every week to give a short presentation. My stutter and anxiety make this task pretty overwhelming. Even sitting in a classroom full of people makes me anxious and my face tense up too much. These issues of mine affect me so much to the point where it's affecting my ability to function. I have been told that I am a nice person and I wish for the best for everyone but my anxiety sets me away from everyone. What are some ways that I can do to remedy my anxious thoughts and my tense facial expression as they are happening? Thank you",6.867366366691967,6.945341079800503,7.658941775994798,71.20502981676246,64.6359102244389,11.163439228016916,35.88864794535401,10.848893137575418,4.079098145939499,1667,74,292,42,23,559,193,401,0.198,0.6990000000000001,0.102,-0.9784,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,3,3,12,24,3,4,18,1,32,7,7,12,0,55,59,19,1,6,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,23,19,0,1,8,1,0,6,1,15,1,1,6,13,63,8,50,52,10,45,0,3,2,0,23,23,2,4,11,220,86,3,0.0,0.0,0.07338398978667011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788413615506233,0.0,0.0,0.06257211506913482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602200800743768,0.3398167021469338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694361265540481,0.0,0.0,0.07065252644187263,0.0,0.0,0.13752298675665378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891737071343555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955564272902215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049668645431807934,0.0,0.06335893038563818,0.14371293537507399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924097771692925,0.19011595845115065,0.053722629660765416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03928870216647089,0.07213833596828312,0.042737681880328574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649878317500091,0.0,0.06736409646725389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080945175206933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354666241838465,0.0,0.0,0.08319724723720254,0.0,0.0,0.06129773402788712,0.0,0.0796255486638471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036738740028921565,0.07536978345703224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208927778008959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011780159455327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593018782977372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056075912685936,0.11151914343560923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078909360222725,0.0,0.05095721448626176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052133953919387216,0.06566141506380814,0.0,0.0,0.0710879556465018,0.0,0.07202045705233033,0.0765050569884645,0.0,0.14391177717881115,0.0,0.07559639696818712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634961528963333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940528874194847,0.0,0.07610603880781414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548625266102004,0.0,0.06220590982697851,0.0,0.0,0.15331310238567944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005452049828733,0.06287025668315528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923371457888622,0.0,0.0,0.09991858349616288,0.0,0.0,0.059700105187622525,0.043849508146122367,0.0,0.0,0.07185646768753699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204756909486004,0.04435468927319769,0.11937992977468477,0.06032060605007289,0.0,0.06761349717758147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647586161613434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685219053734732 socialanxiety,sketchb6,2018/02/03,"Anxiety while eating in front of people? Whenever it comes to eating, I hate it when we have to sit a group together in a table. I'd get nervous and conscious of what people perceive about me. My hand would shake while holding spoon till I can't control and have to stop eating. Does anyone has the same issue?",3.6644262295082015,5.486195114754096,4.6434098360655724,83.50118032786884,73.2622950819672,6.847213114754098,25.31475409836065,7.554174236665415,1.4051678688524598,246,8,45,3,5,80,47,61,0.184,0.7659999999999999,0.05,-0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,3,0,5,4,1,1,0,11,8,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,3,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,9,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677934173144552,0.0,0.0,0.1615799585971871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905920867711407,0.0,0.0,0.2591814026340463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222398268696828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7093727326084885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073234015080925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22814853031324084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411926329751851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32041039336614235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931973518259182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415610671103728,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DoctorTicklezz,2018/02/03,"Anxiety i can handle, paranoia I can not As soon as i think others are noticing how scared i am i totally lose it. I shut down, i cry, i feel like i reak of fear. Im like a walking disease infecting everyone that looks at me. They see it on my face, so i try to change my expression, then my eyes start darting everwhere, then they stop and stare into nothingness, and i freeze. Literally scared stiff. i walk into a store and feel like im about to rob it and every one knows it. I. Am. In. Hell. Ive completely ruined my somehwat good looks, i look ill now. My teeth are rotting, my eyes are droopy, my skin is grey. I see people i knew from school getting married and think, damn, what it must be like to have stayed on that path of... self improvement? The path of living? I dont know anymore. All i knew is i cant live like this much longer, literally, my body and mind is withering away. I feel like a rock. I feel like a crawled back into the womb and have to start all over. I have absolutely no life skills, i need to be reborn, start from the beginning. Idk ",0.763363914373091,2.977836123853212,2.513050458715597,93.22367354740065,84.55045871559633,6.2021406727828765,20.55122324159021,7.492282038375204,0.6137792048929667,817,25,184,14,24,269,127,218,0.192,0.696,0.112,-0.9603,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,2,6,15,2,3,7,0,19,11,7,1,4,30,40,13,0,2,1,0,6,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,10,10,0,2,10,1,1,2,5,7,0,1,2,15,35,8,23,35,4,24,1,2,9,1,4,11,2,0,17,115,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807708340454926,0.0,0.1141818460764102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817204608990116,0.08853082716827047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788775705817562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217963516454884,0.0,0.12071565572067028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646913267963245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493601976780487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700523793046173,0.1100153317369146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955759520473265,0.2328605444780301,0.329006594068003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015268689733844,0.0,0.0,0.09656881449841366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487286394259367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654911062611593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132244620492336,0.3937400990287429,0.0,0.20333060539440248,0.0,0.2900503212303613,0.12880533286271734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625237187087115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463663038182012,0.08537029410793769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310806562229949,0.0,0.0,0.07801767936148538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981931786765513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305381468358512,0.11652160725507492,0.1834935508940216,0.0,0.120109719795868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444770039934476,0.12271736963740786,0.0,0.09625705754781974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754624986876766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816832948525232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IAmIronJudy,2018/02/03,"Finding a job/Keeping a job scares me so much A long time ago, I gave up on job searching because it feels hopeless to get an interview, and it's dreadful when I actually have to do an interview. Even when I manage (by some strange luck) to pass the interview and get the job, I become terrified of my boss, coworkers, and costumers. I can never keep the job because of the social interaction, and then there's that fear that I will make a mistake and everyone will make fun of me for it. Then I would just never show up again or quit after a few days.",10.775810810810812,6.016732144144148,10.540608108108106,68.91739864864867,60.89189189189189,13.982882882882885,43.96621621621622,11.20814326018867,4.670205405405405,432,18,88,8,4,144,70,111,0.177,0.7929999999999999,0.03,-0.9371,5,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,3,11,0,6,0,0,3,2,19,13,11,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,1,10,2,12,9,3,16,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,3,12,64,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.14243393447111505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938294328970826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794926060313787,0.1611991223467222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413082274886443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640386968968306,0.0,0.0,0.1394691054504582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424330702130366,0.07380074058841428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340295010779896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251404144424888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7242038707930678,0.2594683192201038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291682198894813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948561709987532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729590995481897,0.0,0.2251435854794746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552442787971509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461294012560521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878578040146173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510927230901143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368436175005204,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Drnacdemarco,2018/02/03,"Are our social skills and anxiety, inherited ? Recently I figured out that my parents have really bad social skills (Maybe that's how they found comfort in each other and got married in the first place). They don't really socialise outside of their family or work circle. Nor are they involved in any extra curricular activity. Growing up I was an extrovert I was always subdued and wasnt let to go out with friends and was discouraged from participating in group acitivities. All this happened till I was 15. Now I am 23 it's still very hard for me to let go of all the things that they have taught me. I have very poor social skills, nor am I in a big group of friends. I will soon be graduating out of my college and I have rarely partied. Never gone on group trips. And I don't think I have made valuable cool long lasting friendships. This realisation has really depressed me for the last 3-4 months.",4.378109000825766,6.309893404624276,5.3946036333608625,78.39539017341043,71.60115606936415,8.411065235342694,29.12014863748968,9.04235418022936,2.5101894302229573,721,29,134,15,14,237,109,173,0.106,0.7909999999999999,0.103,-0.1301,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,5,5,4,8,0,0,5,1,21,0,0,2,3,21,30,11,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,3,0,2,5,6,3,0,1,10,2,22,5,21,16,4,28,0,2,0,0,16,12,0,1,11,96,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580543419849954,0.0,0.0,0.10281703462286636,0.0,0.11566291737272764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624058862565668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302230819435906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253215018381987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286054515547894,0.0,0.16577630414836134,0.2336240595463611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718539518650292,0.0,0.12092357126003166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337002637957742,0.0,0.13544003420835082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464864112789565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092120067745369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338018410547171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306332106137182,0.0,0.0,0.15189459138224154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068152611526232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661005417814445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788293003237778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796544238935473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29057604588668834,0.0,0.14928573312453267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623694130997218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074364145309995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044650694119174,0.09687894425864724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24950159866949176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007095773006942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,porzingosh,2018/02/03,"Feel nervous talking to people for no reason Whenever I speak to someone I don’t know very well, always feel nervous, almost scared. I speak quietly and sometimes I want to say something badly, but it’s like I can’t even make the words come out of my mouth. At times like this I often ask myself why I feel this way, but I can’t even come up with an answer. Sometimes it feels like I want to say something, but my brain won’t let me say it. I’ll speak too fast, mumble or even stutter. I’m in high school right now, junior year, and it sucks so fucking bad, I hate it.This only happens when I’m in a position where I don’t know anyone. For example, I’d be in a class with none of my friends, and my anxiety would start. I want to fix this before I graduate. Can you guys provide me with any tips or strategies, please.",2.6923616734143043,3.8531752222222204,3.962222222222224,90.08384615384618,74.55555555555556,6.665047233468286,24.84975258659469,7.010146845296331,0.8621593342330183,637,20,139,6,13,209,104,171,0.177,0.718,0.105,-0.9288,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,10,14,3,3,4,0,9,3,2,2,0,30,29,10,0,4,5,0,4,3,1,2,0,7,0,1,7,9,0,0,8,0,0,2,7,9,1,0,0,11,21,5,18,25,1,18,0,0,0,1,11,9,2,4,9,79,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176510305491945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094907010714148,0.0,0.0,0.08948348912479515,0.0,0.10066348875775442,0.0,0.0,0.09200850159537116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230158302294274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973884737732702,0.0,0.0,0.11197061593937724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468943097197238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267006338923572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607353836571231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26613681896712355,0.09400558664923067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166358166420968,0.12164981210048932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029155135293194,0.1163617113179282,0.0,0.0,0.12991465400507193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902860551586746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446332517200254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345563473356181,0.0,0.19285988963946446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783516447845632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007763816384772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122567069934696,0.0,0.0,0.14444271547029422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529307481931965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237434897422642,0.0,0.3139291490877701,0.13174127284422316,0.13317279647058425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114930098416537,0.20260378795893808,0.260285282499962,0.0,0.09313776520803356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576442965787422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672928081863603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857283364110533,0.23283978904795194,0.1044474219102598,0.0,0.0,0.11831227376098795,0.0,0.1187365573804436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347543802672648,0.0,0.0,0.08473754028068071 socialanxiety,zach115_,2018/02/03,"Oof I'm back I was lucky enough to go without social anxiety for like 4 months and I left this sub, then I got a crush so now I constantly think she's watching me at school and now it's back rip. 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I just recently got a new job and my coworkers and managers decided to buy pizza to eat together and since I’m the newest to join and because I think I might have social anxiety, I felt extremely awkward, self conscious and had no idea what to say. So while everyone was speaking to each other while eating I was just sitting at the table saying absolutely nothing. My manager then suggested that if I was uncomfortable that I could leave the table in a joking way.... how do I recover from this????? It’s been a week since I’ve been there, have had formal conversations but I’m terrible at being actually friendly and speaking about non work related things, I’m cringing at the thought of having to go back and knowing that everyone probably thinks I’m extremely awkward and weird. Ugh",6.46638157894737,7.590180243421056,7.494578947368424,68.40305263157897,65.64473684210526,11.08,37.56842105263158,11.00357731598739,4.705979473684211,655,34,106,19,10,221,98,152,0.14300000000000002,0.8079999999999999,0.049,-0.8822,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,3,7,0,15,3,0,2,0,25,26,16,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,8,9,3,0,8,1,1,1,1,6,0,0,10,5,10,2,14,12,1,15,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,8,76,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.16694145876981595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086950530034716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154370135221422,0.0,0.10428381853806908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658696063884074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35009844355780395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269329883173662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642558140591858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216969532492648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722408086945376,0.0,0.136821794827761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931193079528742,0.0,0.0,0.16976242506515882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401662080345002,0.0,0.0,0.1811403998056288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814802100920445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522226921806238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414806431211634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844444001208622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891282431904045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720864201275797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846526024539858,0.0,0.0,0.2830248221937305,0.0,0.0,0.1743862185416401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365254284724813,0.2192318816979547,0.0,0.13581194859677034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578888039720735,0.13722352787239336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454235214947265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hr1989,2018/02/03,"Why is approaching a woman so fucking hard??? Locked eyes with a woman 2 days ago. In a good way (I think, she probably was thinking ewwww), and then saw her 2 more times in the space of 20 mins. I then ended up sitting at a coffee shop and her and her friend sat near me. But didn't have the courage to speak to her (obviously because I feel like shit 24/7). I haven't stopped thinking about that situation for 48 hours now. Do women realise how scared we are off them???",3.3528721804511257,4.486300768421053,4.111278195488726,89.75894736842108,72.89473684210526,7.112781954887217,26.203007518797,7.447530270364453,1.0935112781954883,363,12,80,4,7,116,75,95,0.123,0.773,0.104,-0.4202,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,0,4,7,2,1,6,0,7,3,2,1,1,13,14,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,5,0,1,4,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,4,5,12,4,12,10,1,20,0,0,2,1,12,7,2,0,11,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092254386934458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388106796851405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221915797747002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905160827337552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934333794631195,0.16861914168601153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235539495019004,0.2182049773189406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796989978860474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143559424563352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324409887699969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153118313347658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25447914779332503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363061722544695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24228034351709546,0.0,0.2653064489213768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733078567512985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537134962113084,0.0,0.0,0.13763038916080456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734880831647732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297943139218845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Alien8Me1313,2018/02/03,"I Get Nervous Around Other Black People I'm black and I get pretty nervous around other black people. Well, I get nervous around everyone to be honest, but around blacks it's more of a fearing for my safety type of anxiety, I guess. I know that may seem messed up, but I'm just being honest. I'm from the north like close by Canada so I've never really been in a place where it's feels like the majority is black until I moved to the south. Like whenever I go into town I see mostly blacks and I just feel so uncomfortable. And it's not just because they're black it's because of the way they dress and talk as well. Its like alot of blacks are the stereotypical black person here and most of my encounters with other blacks have been bad. I'm just so tired of this fear and I don't know how to over come this. I rarely go out because of this and I feel like it's ruining my life. It's not the only reason I'm afraid to go out but it's a big part of it and I kind of feel like a self racist because of it. I don't know if I should even try overcoming this type of anxiety so I can live my life or just wait a couple months until I move back up north to live my life.",1.1687370600414084,2.8715613809523823,2.9647895100069017,93.32127329192551,80.03174603174601,6.12864044168392,18.09937888198758,7.079830092131019,-0.035926708074533575,916,18,213,11,23,305,118,252,0.16399999999999998,0.7020000000000001,0.134,-0.8729,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,20,20,0,6,12,0,12,4,0,2,1,48,35,21,0,2,12,0,4,6,0,2,4,0,0,2,18,18,0,1,9,0,0,6,5,9,2,0,2,15,23,11,34,29,6,31,0,1,11,0,4,19,0,8,11,135,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261376391143334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784607684902457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817257478991491,0.0887426054137095,0.2591586819039857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155415685785144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760109841928247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019950438271537,0.0,0.0,0.10155880786568268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23919784108640535,0.2149613051451383,0.22778768840191144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658683134693125,0.0,0.18121074535348056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708368309186867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067831196947472,0.17523253271259695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521435582387725,0.3115496288558852,0.0,0.1877012372770417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483478387864885,0.2259259014297111,0.0,0.0,0.08197268515507547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083368471538367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509509135863265,0.0,0.1473677284667229,0.09280298978307187,0.1110440396038485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812892191181532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808817899094613,0.10927753646838492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469449660162627,0.0967568581630409,0.11087727285792977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542696168618576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215769208220467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215978200527819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436320167953885,0.0,0.0,0.191123955573337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bruno_Alyami,2018/02/03,"When I listen to an old popular song that's supposed to give me Nostalgia; I don't feel anything at all, why ? Because my life has always been boring. THIS IS MAKING ME SAD ?? My life is this boring, it has been the same since I was a kid, I barely have any good memories. When people listen to songs like Green Light by John Legend or to Part Rock Anthem by LMFAO they should feel a breeze of nostalgia, that doesn't happen to me because I don't have any memories that are worth remembering and feeling happy about... Hardly :( :(",5.993333333333332,5.995069126213592,6.571019417475728,78.52733818770228,66.47572815533981,9.196763754045307,27.846278317152105,8.841846274778883,2.031286084142395,412,11,78,6,6,135,71,103,0.117,0.713,0.17,0.7321,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,14,2,0,1,1,10,22,4,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,6,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,10,11,4,10,18,3,4,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,4,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881201562832384,0.0,0.0,0.30749000224130923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604802373623708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756376460730172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429448767354505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688055488250926,0.0,0.18962869104844074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992550147465116,0.2406708229638797,0.2025270256774488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193798972638352,0.11045331467945137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509129515763511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372373246598428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24482714469435224,0.0,0.1567383098388507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561093133975622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701917723993655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400581521871636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DecentHighlight,2018/02/03,"How to at least get over social anxiety online? I feel intense anxiety just commenting on things. I tried to join an rp group to have fun and make friends, but I got too anxious to say anything much. How do you comfortably talk to people online?",3.8862765957446825,5.951152893617022,4.558457446808512,83.30875,73.25531914893618,8.104255319148937,28.77127659574468,8.841846274778883,2.4393872340425533,194,8,36,4,4,62,38,47,0.1,0.69,0.211,0.7013,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,8,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667307837061586,0.3446240669982254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510333602399653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424441327047314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356838796770614,0.0,0.15937806755403894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439794640527105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362584120566385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424971003476168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114859583403136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425910983053352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109640258083761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451907625675843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266425043616776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071115679096649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Aodhan21,2018/02/03,"How do I maintain low level of anxiety? Ok so I create a lot of social anxiety before situations happen, I dread places with lots of people because I always go red and feel judged. It's truly awful. I hate class room situations, shopping etc. But for some reason every time I play football or do something slightly scary (and it goes well) my anxiety disappears (if it doesn't go well my anxiety stays high). But after playing sport or a good experience outside my comfort zone my anxiety is gone for the rest of the day. I feel fearless, like I could do anything and im a different person but then the next day it's like someone presses reset and I'm back to square 1. How do I maintain this mindset? 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Does anyone ever stay in their room whenever they hear their roommates out and around the house? I'm friends with all of them, we were friends before we moved in. I get this paralyzing fear of anyone seeing me sometimes. I have a bunch of food in my room that I get one time a day because I don't want to be seen. I only leave my house at night. It's to the point where I break down crying at the thought of going outside.",4.187773109243697,5.053998813725492,4.669327731092442,87.53911764705887,70.66666666666667,7.397198879551821,27.31652661064425,7.447530270364453,1.3123232492997197,397,13,83,4,7,126,73,102,0.106,0.831,0.063,-0.3009,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,1,4,0,3,3,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,0,2,12,13,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,4,8,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,3,18,2,16,9,2,21,0,0,2,0,10,13,0,0,4,54,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021085879490274,0.0,0.0,0.23803081250236446,0.0,0.0,0.15152377172738485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375897378911964,0.0,0.14483692390541558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869686613216222,0.10977193765508084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895268981484044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396548746982114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915345636222472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058196740726166,0.0,0.26300901031790885,0.0,0.17785632123505976,0.0,0.0967347667166819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918400344942276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928010096119953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36045749492231627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029932715917527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809072303694881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973138229745742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533929869344042,0.12945304570994526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800279398708917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090430045049772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563603562741644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834291451766872,0.0,0.0,0.18142215286743998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512842751876544,0.09925133405770437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039478817892084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sleepthruitpo,2018/02/04,"Advice on Haircut How do you decide on a haircut? I am a male in my early 20s. I feel like I'm having an unrelenting battle in my mind over how I want to look and how I feel I should look. Growing up, I always defaulted to a dull simple ""trim."" Now as a young adult, I have become much more self-aware of the appearance I put on. Half of me wants to say ""fuck it"" and get something done that is actually stylish, while my doubtful side is telling me ""no, that's not you, man."" It's like I'm afraid of betraying the boring, shy persona that I have had for most of my life. I don't want to give off the false impression that I am spunky, extroverted type of person. But this boring persona that I have has never done me any good, so why reaffirm it. Recently, I have been just letting it grow out to a semi-long length before getting the occasional trim. Sometimes it's alright, but it can be pretty inconsistent. There were some short periods of time in the past when I experimented with some hair styling products, but it never took very long for me to believe that I am misrepresenting myself or whatever. Does anyone else have a similar issue? How did you deal with it? Now, actually going to the barber or hair stylist is a whole different challenge haha But I think that if I at least have some confidence in knowing the specific style I want, going there will be a lot easier on my mind. 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My social anxiety has gotten a lot better over the past four years since high school, and I've started to pay more attention to my thought patterns. However, I still don't know why I have these thought patterns, or how to stop them. I have weird obsessive thoughts about guys. For example in high school, there was a guy who lived in my neighborhood, and we had some classes together. We were not in the same friend group, we did not speak to each other. It's just someone you go to school with who is in your classes. But, I felt this ""connection"" because we were often on the same buses going home, and going to school, and got off at the same spot. Each morning I would worry/anticipate seeing him on the bus, seeing him at the bus stop. Then anticipate seeing them at school. Or during the weekend, I would think about whether or not I would see him on the streets. Even on the bus sometimes we were standing right next to each other and it made me nervous. All this guy did once, was ask me for an eraser. He even had a girlfriend, and I didn't like him that much. But, for some odd reason I felt like there was this connection because of similarities regarding our bus route. Once, and I don't know if it's true or not, but I felt him staring at me. This has happened multiple times, and it would happen everyday for me. It's been four years since high school, pretty sure he's gone from the neighborhood, but I still sometimes think about whether or not I'll see him on the bus. This isn't just one guy. It happens with a lot of guys, everywhere in my life. I feel like I need to act a certain way just in case I see them, and they see me. Even though I know there's nothing connecting us. I obsess over these things, and it's made me from avoiding places I need to be because I worry they might be there. I am constantly nervous, and concerned about they see me. I can't really explain myself well, so I'm sorry if this is confusing. I'll probably end up deleting it because I already know I need to reword how I need to get my problem across. But, if this sounds familiar to anyone in anyway, some insight would be great.",4.219650349650351,5.224675102564107,4.675111888111889,87.01420629370632,70.7016317016317,7.864522144522144,27.81981351981352,8.131152278815165,1.6314378554778561,1685,58,351,23,30,534,192,429,0.08800000000000001,0.848,0.064,-0.3153,1,1,0,0,0,0,56.0,7,2,6,1,23,19,0,6,17,0,32,1,0,5,4,94,73,31,0,13,23,0,4,3,2,6,1,2,1,5,24,22,0,3,17,1,1,5,10,9,1,3,23,15,59,10,48,41,14,49,0,0,9,0,37,27,0,16,18,248,83,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186464701284315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981877611263322,0.0,0.0,0.045535387239254134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608810421746628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879305712955122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057595838743096414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037462896356897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057679485640951475,0.0,0.0,0.12903901765529774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032928052571668316,0.04652375287612909,0.1875843484018545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031372622029764,0.0,0.034023983597951946,0.0,0.11103239153710656,0.0,0.05208466516480965,0.07179813471901242,0.0,0.3224091329598067,0.17276367377394805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641749228802844,0.06532349439732925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315918660879928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045998170963566204,0.09544715548432144,0.0,0.057504639773679776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073017896884127,0.0,0.1232415665068948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908501667137594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047872763004114215,0.19315097205470474,0.0,0.0,0.0692588537873164,0.0,0.0,0.06248709847660555,0.0,0.0,0.13870734766103313,0.044128905621053885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216709682399001,0.0,0.0,0.06803948220126704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625331610870339,0.0702134103262771,0.06231374003571229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041719343596453656,0.06695710120114634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055614529174746505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39544660016466376,0.4151556239942054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774053297464313,0.0,0.0,0.06638450996445884,0.05517835079997742,0.0,0.12881626073465688,0.0728996610064904,0.04609426446262115,0.0,0.10401433021426454,0.10889118063116963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137748353296636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0432647053547278,0.08345614210121664,0.06398283622960006,0.1551007252232275,0.037973637806115935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833472947838774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051691460249415774,0.0,0.0,0.05855323266273326,0.0,0.0587632123773921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613538094616626,0.0,0.2313069006723193,0.07120157631889447,0.0,0.08387391694197116 socialanxiety,kivanov1989,2018/02/04,"Mild Anxiety and having a Burnout Hello, I'll try to keep this brief (sorry for my bad English). I am working in a very busy environment and we are understaffed. I work with people in a job where I am still quite inexperienced, however I am doing my job very well and I am being very responsible towards my duties. Until very recently I've became easily irritated with almost everything. The amount of work I am coping with is very high, I am feeling down almost every day at work, even have fears of what the next day will be like. I am overthinking way too much and waking up at night thinking about work. I like what I do and I want to improve, but the amount of work is putting me off. Put it that way - I feel like I was hit by a train at the end of my shift - its that busy. I live an unhealthy life (not enough fruits, vegetables, taking drugs occasionally), no sports and I am sat behind desk for many hours. I know that there is no quick and easy fix and I should change my lifestyle to help with my situation now. I just want to be motivated as I was only couple of months ago. Edit: very important thing is that I feel that I've done something wrong all the time and worry so much for every little thing for no apparent reason -it just happens. I am questioning myself and my abilities and it really doesn't matter when all the friends, family , colleagues around me are praising me and saying good things about how Im doing at work and outside work etc. - I still question myself so bad and don't want to accept that its not that dark and all is just fine. I often think that people are trying to be nice and just that - not that I deserve the praise etc etc . I also can't concentrate on one thing at a time. Even when I am at home relaxing I am watching TV while reading forums or playing PS4 then stop after 5 min to watch a film which I then stop after 10 min, then switch to another similar activity just to realize that my day off has come to an end and my evening worries about tomorrow at work are back in my head. (Sunday evening) Any advise is much appreciated. Thanks for your input!",4.653119218910582,5.47811760671463,5.640276635834187,81.15040467625899,69.57553956834532,8.73891743747859,26.88326481671805,8.942964678507748,1.9281552586502224,1650,50,330,29,28,545,221,417,0.107,0.73,0.16399999999999998,0.9752,4,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,1,1,0,14,29,18,0,1,15,0,39,6,2,3,3,62,55,31,0,4,10,0,3,3,1,2,2,1,1,0,24,24,2,4,12,6,0,4,9,4,1,1,4,7,45,14,50,44,12,59,2,0,2,0,11,20,0,6,36,238,69,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331039599581194,0.0,0.14303560419471306,0.0,0.0,0.05711533778535745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04856872053248187,0.07489113255396943,0.054636859839937504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357982087598285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491833072275289,0.11926708237220306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555393453828396,0.06152285656127509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902596406115496,0.0,0.13818188500236955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308846690294273,0.0,0.0,0.08282567067083564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651559185153105,0.07379697197268725,0.2389598405638773,0.1886915542465628,0.0,0.12035052441967382,0.0,0.06418857818423587,0.0,0.0673293505746771,0.08036846699256985,0.10833779150412233,0.051023167638122036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517967766426711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990453564889765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315734324798239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732985379831926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047871982335308906,0.0754601944265245,0.07164107363000362,0.0,0.07033528588389368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714692224805968,0.0,0.1417486190245173,0.06348225515866432,0.0,0.0,0.03925110683098934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044675553947511,0.1046780604270038,0.0715825922978902,0.06306604032899779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240967121233298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700755071204934,0.0,0.15750793053362805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595703030714858,0.06702375844377192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048396709422493134,0.054318879237621465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902863978416522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359563780485565,0.16001570260036185,0.07596501143681793,0.07144031489006461,0.0,0.04575411333952082,0.07343267015120135,0.07051960872249831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056796835774473926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028018221085079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054983365380827764,0.0,0.07994994802332266,0.0,0.0,0.11407378552241533,0.11942228690041715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369969404059504,0.0,0.0,0.06575484944565678,0.0,0.0,0.18979572176868664,0.09152736969003533,0.0,0.0,0.08329230415996444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698032443674656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535787662803584,0.1263778463906416,0.11338131078064945,0.0,0.0,0.06421604494932089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679579647389364,0.14506295903564978,0.0,0.0,0.07808763781998154,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Volantz,2018/02/04,"i start a new semester tomorrow i have literally zero friends in my grade and my reputation at my school is still a pretty clean slate since i never talk to anyone but i want to change that tomorrow ,, i just don’t know start and hold a conversation. i have complete faith and confidence in myself that i CAN talk to people if i wanted to , i just don’t know what to talk about to make myself interesting . any tips ? ):",2.535,4.832036097560977,4.380670731707319,81.91173780487806,78.26829268292683,8.002439024390245,22.445121951219512,8.841846274778883,1.7162390243902443,328,10,65,8,8,111,51,82,0.044,0.731,0.226,0.9253,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,14,13,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,14,3,10,13,0,10,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,7,46,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519852426085916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627390677092673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23642959799929386,0.0,0.2343317642003971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267279444305692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456555959868857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918560857865176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723742319536292,0.21585425357884905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549442900470213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22737622698661925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22619032827630225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487856397337107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163838598520323,0.0,0.17848454496870794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5389139155658108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26364798075045465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pikach00,2018/02/04,"Hiding in the bedroom because husband decided to host Super Bowl I feel pathetic but I really can’t bring myself to go downstairs and socialize with anybody. I locked myself in the bedroom and just bawling my eyes out because of extreme anxiety. How does anybody else deal or overcome this? It hasn’t even started yet, but most likely people will stay after the game and I don’t know if I can stay here the whole time...",5.077541666666669,6.749022337500005,5.6875,78.03416666666669,69.375,7.833333333333335,33.333333333333336,8.344100000000001,2.8687083333333336,337,16,56,5,6,109,61,80,0.078,0.889,0.032,-0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,5,1,1,1,0,15,10,8,0,1,5,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,8,9,2,11,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,5,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942030033610525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178175139476511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687507303707433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22812375568103554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217765578990046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217738413670106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180817847630746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148151055988112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326349529770854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735560029199236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807234268723376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699896462772046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26573151626301217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845113987169348,0.5557026587073546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200522467732416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29104109834024106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thatsawsome,2018/02/04,"23 yo guy here, just started my first job. On the brink of quitting. Hey. I just finished university, studying something im not very enthusiastic about. I just did it to get out of my parents home and have something to do. Now i started my first job, as a programmer. Having never really worked in my life (because my SA was so bad) this is really stressful for me. I thought i just start slow and get used to it, so i started a part time job only two days of the week. But even that is too much. I dread these 2 days every day of the week. I am just a bad programmer, dont have much fun doing the work. And since working there (3 weeks so far) i haven't talked to anyone in my team except the leadprogrammer who gives me tasks, so i have to talk to him. To the rest of the guys i only say ""good morning"" when i come in and ""see you tomorrow"" when i leave. I feel like an outcast. I should take my lunchbreak with some of them but my anxiety is so bad when i sit in the office, i just dont dare asking someone. I just dont take a lunchbreak and just eat snacks while i work. I'm so unhappy there and i want to quit every day. But i wouldn't know what else to do. Don't know what i expect from this post but i just have to get this off my chest. (Yes i already tried therapy, didn't help much)",0.8743037619315004,2.6578203102189804,2.7316788321167924,94.24795058955645,81.29927007299271,5.821224031443009,20.75743964065132,6.8449194561589275,0.2085636159460975,991,28,233,11,26,330,145,274,0.102,0.877,0.02,-0.9632,4,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,9,25,8,0,2,13,1,22,4,1,1,1,35,42,21,0,4,15,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,2,10,9,2,0,4,1,0,1,9,5,0,3,4,3,38,3,29,36,6,35,0,0,1,0,15,9,0,1,24,158,48,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201240184293613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071812385326214,0.0,0.0,0.06463782143526489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642109294474827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315564344525932,0.05635198191008003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963087561863272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384706023614204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250251412518837,0.0,0.0,0.09459157439135446,0.07722369869085606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105728231071882,0.0,0.1557732877886651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04674161594707403,0.06604081382036099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726278495895454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448918946114681,0.08867909938651654,0.0,0.07753623439929644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830648665035569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196214031712964,0.0,0.0927271869721176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985357171731833,0.0,0.2752042236387102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160776598008464,0.0,0.0,0.09788307214033536,0.0,0.0,0.06529474637977144,0.04516264943777669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203867231242418,0.0,0.07129721816830177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061310407479294,0.0,0.0,0.10264625956666072,0.10010602706466266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853419174534294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664757832135,0.0,0.0,0.11844183810780763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351384538824975,0.0,0.0,0.07366456265812295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646924462467056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832608005201555,0.14233323270267176,0.0,0.0,0.2617246072703947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589236834309797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901024418937127,0.14860327469504706,0.0,0.0,0.10571585245597924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338887833018956,0.053903861778146836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276226905187413,0.0,0.09030271690032617,0.0,0.0,0.0798404860960588,0.0,0.07627459758531215,0.05452487703688251,0.0,0.22245496574752635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691964476848873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Racership2,2018/02/04,"Less anxiety becauee of Bodybuilding/Gym? Does anyone who was skinny before is now less anxious in general because of bodybuilding/wheightlifting? Something I think about if I would be really muscular with ripped abs that I would have less or no anxiety! Driving the public train or even walking the streets is most of the time not easy for me. The problem is I have anxiety at the gym too😭",6.441666666666666,7.950536500000003,6.414888888888887,74.719,65.94444444444444,10.204444444444446,36.62222222222222,10.355215969177356,4.2032355555555565,316,16,52,8,5,100,52,72,0.19,0.81,0.0,-0.8627,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,9,2,2,0,0,11,10,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,8,6,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,2,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6129760884924321,0.3017389895326627,0.0,0.1867575891119236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628173730104019,0.0,0.22727641382725486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337348257489097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764123633637006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555718653817558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110657231194054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562118895575088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114236685319364,0.0,0.0,0.15574403725210906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37947031294618333,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fstarc,2018/02/04,When your college roommates have people over for the Superbowl And all I can do is stay in my room and cope by crying and cutting myself. While thinking about how pathetic I am because I've never had friends.,5.018666666666668,6.675524200000003,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,69.5,7.333333333333335,33.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.5450833333333334,168,8,29,2,3,53,36,40,0.248,0.752,0.0,-0.8706,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,2,7,7,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,5,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27831926891528685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5015178854299777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527428654922253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521329501411192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316526370231813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866401344111803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925499751182547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kobebear12,2018/02/04,"Obsessing over things I say I have a habit of obsessing over things I said or did in social situations, especially with people I want to be friends with. Like I’ll go home and think about a comment I made and worry that people will think of me differently. I’m worried that I come off as dumb, a bitch, or annoying. I just want to enjoy social interactions and not worry anymore ",5.128243243243247,6.116746689189192,6.4468648648648665,75.20218918918923,68.5945945945946,9.703783783783782,29.664864864864867,9.888512548439397,2.8391545945945937,301,11,57,7,5,102,49,74,0.271,0.5870000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.8927,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,2,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,15,13,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,2,8,3,12,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,2,1,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467530446045505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040778768350755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455510639400966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386929531463707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583031131239674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678889067536464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097527342201482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762011945724862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581961552657089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771331672005736,0.1480856917775412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931353228772376,0.0,0.37964561108341216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474260262150495,0.2386381859536466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21966893698592185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5673313050058805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheRedStaple,2018/02/04,"Does anyone have experience with klonopin(Clonazepam) aswell as the side effects and effectiveness? I have really really bad social anxiety where whenever I talk with a stranger or co workers I stutter and panic, I can’t even walk norm ally because I think people are watching me so I try to walk normally but look like a fool. Anyways i just started Klonopin and I wanted to ask about how it has worked for you for social anxiety. Another thing is what type of side effects do you have? I noticed that I am extremely forgetful and I can’t even remember most of what happened in the day. Does anyone have any advice?",6.071934782608692,7.501003443478265,6.638858695652175,73.06872282608698,66.73913043478261,10.271739130434783,34.375,10.411451182825502,3.9498043478260882,496,23,83,13,8,162,80,115,0.156,0.815,0.029,-0.907,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,5,8,5,0,1,4,0,11,0,0,4,0,19,17,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,2,14,1,11,17,1,8,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,2,3,59,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495723778843714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217543290699055,0.187740576597972,0.27393244620677776,0.0,0.0,0.2503798966723045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673795917107476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949213645273166,0.10914200923414512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154669268178244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31336076781682304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365103850438405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513689846213512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832576746289018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874706112349631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503497295521457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542261191035088,0.0,0.20383988332486064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006657093850456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241248015537364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293970815276531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028190665971851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650204325310803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672646345025354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439067396500021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894718715531324,0.11472253505927392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155739543191195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560328902976124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034431169566169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nansafran,2018/02/04,Social anxiety tip: Take classes on friday I started taking classes at my community college three days a week. Monday and Tuesday the whole campus was packed with people but on Friday there was barley anyone there. I realize that normal people don’t want to take classes on Friday so from now on thats what I am going to do. Technically this is a form of avoidance but it takes me enough energy to be around people in the first place so why not soften the blow. Any thoughts? ,3.9773901098901088,6.215954142857143,5.055041208791208,79.0805837912088,73.50549450549453,6.747802197802199,24.561813186813183,7.6454224807358475,1.500636263736264,381,12,64,5,8,125,68,91,0.055,0.899,0.046,-0.2023,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,15,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,0,5,0,13,11,3,16,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,7,49,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465673551943866,0.0,0.1514806464823122,0.0,0.0,0.13845643018668005,0.0,0.0,0.17627499819240175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770305207647284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460204073969204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843113925520514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253627489424298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401229045891846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118352267695001,0.0,0.2068831383345868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018509740803868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015577107190122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5955294204683201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157201494162038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679415647470605,0.0,0.15883538848097556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178677400267316,0.2210762578092452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,depressedautisticgal,2018/02/04,"How to deal with social anxiety at a job? So back in November, I managed to get a job as a Library Page. (As for how I managed to get that job, it took going through an intensive internship/job training program last summer, and then applying for literally every library job I could.) Unfortunately, this job requires more socializing than I thought it would, in terms of helping ""patrons"" (library-speak for ""customers""), and I've been noticing that my social anxiety causes me to try to avoid doing that whenever possible. I don't want to end up losing the job, so I thought I'd see if anyone here has any advice for me. Anyone in a similar situation? (Before you ask, I do take SSRIs and see a therapist, but those things only help so much, you know? I also have benzos that I can take when I get panicky, but I try not to take them too often, since I don't want to get addicted.)",8.152587719298246,6.403169953216377,9.031630116959064,68.3814802631579,62.91812865497076,12.058771929824562,39.50365497076024,10.9516,4.338081286549707,686,31,126,15,8,236,105,171,0.08900000000000001,0.878,0.033,-0.5972,7,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,1,2,11,2,0,1,7,0,10,1,0,3,0,21,27,16,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,2,18,0,23,21,4,14,0,1,2,0,10,5,0,2,7,88,27,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750000357419247,0.0,0.09636104211962186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885878351006795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705852344296015,0.0,0.1508735295580146,0.0,0.0,0.13790151281607074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218750873460813,0.0,0.0,0.07582538983618094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391027492705183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013001499502784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873246252398286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166309847590577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733963638595303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830836016955792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060796709835384,0.0,0.05604262125521087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219308289360215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6849899576677156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419375348435868,0.08038072119931085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103199291104668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249006587190615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226871109200746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499773098439548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116852547421936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715960726899084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157162697852798,0.11084233683263456,0.0,0.3015629680566548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22242847776642988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449439422418685,0.06551243638942038,0.0,0.0,0.1565714487414054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955989702829708,0.13390011695692342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163260589935989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005007195812732,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,topshrek,2018/02/04,"I hate the way strangers look at me when we make conversation It's almost judgmental. Bored-looking. And they continue to stare and stare, leaving me in the dust as I struggle to look for the next thing to say. Even my therapist does that. Just stares and stares while I run out of things to talk about, can't stand the awkward silence so I ramble and end up not making sense. That one-sided conversation shit really throws me off the window - I can only go so much before I run out of things to say. Then those same people end up hating me for not being talkative when it was them in the first place who didn't want to get to know me. I've had wonderful conversations with people who reciprocate my enthusiasm, so I'm not completely retarded in the conversational aspect. And it happens all the time, so it must be an issue on my end. How come people don't want to talk to me? I'm not interesting but God, if talking to people wasn't so hard, I can be.",3.9355123410620783,5.180484125654452,5.2375205684368025,81.81158376963353,71.61780104712042,8.59850411368736,25.161181750186984,9.04235418022936,1.7831014210919969,752,22,154,15,14,251,115,191,0.078,0.87,0.052000000000000005,-0.4462,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,2,1,11,6,3,2,9,0,12,1,1,3,2,28,28,18,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,12,10,0,0,2,0,0,5,8,5,0,1,4,9,19,1,27,20,3,29,0,0,6,0,14,11,1,3,11,106,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287130978732878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937709996197137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072484368627353,0.13477054599701654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248521995759636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415418248099018,0.0,0.0,0.084898702761233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933508608923216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715624753015154,0.0,0.07305159460496438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366648672771312,0.0,0.1151455682560224,0.25381101958626423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416117125119725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706415942186616,0.0,0.0,0.13610409000368792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238207995927108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160137031911632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449084975605553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670253264745774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710125610631254,0.09775959292151816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564506355339729,0.0,0.1342957474505329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234528321156173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204438516496388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319432895443828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437672210101628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30994399284291024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924352009371056,0.2561865150584013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495204119135973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163109635603328,0.1020281616851506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393949073021122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,marlalex,2018/02/04,"Tomorrow is my 16th birthday and I’m depressed af. I also have no friends. I’m new to this app so I’m actually not sure where to post this. I’m 15/m right now and tomorrow will be my 16th birthday. I’m also going to school tomorrow. I think that’s ok. But at school I’ve got just a few friends which are mostly female. I like them a lot but I’m not that close with them. There are so many things which make me hate my birthday each year. I think I’ll just smoke and hope that the whole day will be mute. There reasons why i hate my birthdays are mostly the same. Here’s a list. - I always have little to no friends. I know that the amount doesn’t matter but it’s not like I’m close with them. Outside we rarely hang out with each other. - I lack male friends. I do have male classmates with who I sometimes hang out in the breaks but they don’t really want to hang out with me outside of school. It’s not their fault. They actually put effort in our friendships but it’s me who ruins it mostly. - Now I’ll explain how I ruin friendships with males. Growing up I barely had any male friends. So I spent most of my time with girls. Obviously I picked up a little of their habits. (That’s normal in friendships) .. it’s just I don’t have the same interests as most boys. When it comes to sports, shows, music, activities and etc. That’s just shitty. How can I have male friends when we have nothing in common? I don’t even play PlayStation. I talk a lot. I watch shows like TVD and I’m not rough at all. A lot of my classmates play fight and sometimes they want me to join but I can’t. Because I don’t know how. I don’t know how to shout or play fight. I hate that I can’t do that. I even feel weird laughing around a guy. (BTW it’s not because I’m into them or anything like that.) I don’t see myself as a girl. I know many people will say that there’s nothing wrong with only having female friends. But there is. I’m sorry to say that. But I can’t let a girl sleep in my room with me. So there’s one reason. - Since I have school everyone will see how pathetic my life is. Probably nobody got me a gift or something like that. - My female friends can’t come over to my place because I’m a guy and there parents won’t allow that. - I can’t celebrate because probably nobody will show up. Or worst a few are going to show up and laugh at me because there are no people. - I never get invited to birthday parties. Cool right? - I always feel like I’m suppressing the real me. But I don’t know how or why? - I can’t be in a relationship because she would notice that I’m a total loser. - I know this sounds stupid but I’m wishing for a long time that I can cry, shout and laugh from deep inside me. - Lastly I’m the creator of my own misery. I can’t blame anyone else for the way I am. To be honest I feel like having a nervous breakdown tomorrow. So somebody can bring me to a psychiatrist. I’m not normal. I would like to cut myself but I don’t want to do those thing anymore. I’m not depressed. I’m willing to change my life but how? It’s not like any guy wants to be my friend. I hate myself for this. I genuinely do. Thank you for reading this. I know that this article got a little to long. 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Hello guys, Let me just start off with saying I have am diagnosed with anxiety, and I do believe I have a slight social anxiety, but so mild its almost not a problem, and I've seen people with a lot worse and I feel sorry for them. This guy who in my school for example, Lets call him M. M is a really cool guy with a good personality, but is extremely anxious. You can tell when you're talking to him by his facial expression, stuttering and tone that he is anxious but trying to attempt not to be. He also sits on his own at lunch and ever when we ask him to sit on our table, he refuses and laughs anxiously and sits down on his own. He usually is a lot happier and less anxious when talking 1 on 1 than in a group of people. From mine and his experience, I feel like the biggest factor is you trying to suppress or change your personality because you feel like you're ganna be laughed at, refused by the group or mocked. When you don't give a fuck and just be yourself, you will find a lot of people will accept you more as you show your true personality, being anxious can really turn anyone into a boring person, in my experience what happens is I don't really want to speak to anyone and i suppress my thoughts and always think if I say something if I say something its going to be taken negatively. You need to understand some people are arseholes and they might worsen your social anxiety. Sometimes it really is about not caring as when you do care so much it fucks you over.",8.20516917293233,6.278661434210527,8.909492481203008,69.86144736842108,62.94736842105264,11.975187969924812,35.85902255639097,10.7630783206399,3.718227255639096,1212,43,229,25,14,413,159,304,0.147,0.713,0.141,0.4598,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,2,14,2,1,12,18,4,0,13,1,27,6,1,0,2,56,50,30,0,6,13,0,3,2,0,3,1,4,0,7,8,19,1,4,8,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,3,9,39,11,38,37,9,26,0,0,1,3,56,14,3,10,10,170,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016129715917182,0.0,0.0,0.06401818051295713,0.06661032717512111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837204764001747,0.4521842853755342,0.0,0.1119495324112118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483854445280001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879943263246115,0.0,0.0,0.09019207149211232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817428404380132,0.0,0.1632382921325954,0.0,0.08468522829914903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125188821312603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241232405380102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661396263332394,0.0,0.0,0.1214312750622317,0.11437944632230022,0.0,0.0,0.07316679209222089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220225198719032,0.0,0.1535878451737491,0.04549584059304347,0.06714447511679028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377945189549625,0.07079041037913081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371878582947033,0.0,0.07821949092257273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417403657246186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492335062777423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884800545764648,0.118716246403494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199407666921211,0.2795960044086239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659970061458146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051354470133709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098355500440806,0.0,0.08101768878021495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320745908716094,0.0,0.1232570845816518,0.1583484958679995,0.08961253496903533,0.05666177083677855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868678698853184,0.06996965957633157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051294590051387284,0.0,0.06355296659770822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870116779014218,0.0870744386318883,0.0,0.08333776884518085,0.0,0.0,0.08816682914643277,0.0,0.04721720467614335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158062353775275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WolfmanBeta,2018/02/04,Can anyone suggest a good self improvement book for people with SA? My SA is pretty bad and making visits to the psychiatrist doesn't seem to help either :/ Thanks in advance,4.509583333333332,7.149736625000003,5.16375,77.03958333333338,73.375,6.7666666666666675,23.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.4909666666666668,140,4,22,2,3,45,30,32,0.185,0.544,0.272,0.5916,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,13,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26306760412636104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141349500900343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155624828233239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521779267590796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251135339416883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26082936043493743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38275947984292413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425041519596834,0.39248821254423133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34638050898783906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ellace,2018/02/04,"exhausted by loneliness + ""mindreading"", i guess so I'm in the last year of high school in a new place which does mean I'll be out in a couple of months but for now... I've fallen in with a group, which is okay since there's no awkward wondering where to sit, but I can't call myself friends with any of them and it's so so stressful because everyone's nice enough but I have no idea how to initiate conversations/jump in. there's going to be an evacuation drill tomorrow which is great for everyone because a. no class and b. they can stand around chatting with friends for an hour or more but I genuinely just want to skip the entire day and not have to deal with it. then there's that second level of me constantly trying to predict how people are responding to me and trying to change myself to be more likeable even though who's kidding I have no idea how to do that. god. sorry for the vent i needed to say this somewhere. lmao tell me it gets better someday.",4.596,5.354124599999999,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000003,69.66666666666666,8.666666666666668,27.820512820512814,8.841846274778883,1.9362820512820518,767,25,158,13,13,247,120,195,0.158,0.7,0.142,-0.117,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,15,9,0,2,9,1,12,1,0,3,0,27,20,17,0,2,7,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,10,10,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,3,0,1,0,1,13,6,31,17,3,25,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,3,10,108,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247810354865253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341509390385583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372514898230868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327791838157327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387694823034698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594158512358639,0.0,0.0,0.16284829355426805,0.0,0.0,0.16674169793447716,0.0,0.09718612695970624,0.1553604373879849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187464239559038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557087288378606,0.0,0.09953295260219684,0.0,0.0,0.2879920050295833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328539298324018,0.0,0.07873217593393171,0.0,0.08564372206934319,0.0,0.0,0.16614231423405942,0.16600807629837042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921806326092386,0.0,0.0,0.14840470638120418,0.0,0.0,0.3402337402139697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283694074154415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415157095994598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028370566231845,0.0,0.0,0.11173879941072164,0.0,0.14554264723343568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447328126851642,0.0,0.1574447174212201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983910537317435,0.0,0.1525118852657099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465686995401945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869126800991266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726211793310958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171450400584914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805755781883348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462469714770928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888841067988364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342283509924452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704295744694556 socialanxiety,EdmundOnHigh,2018/02/04,"How social anxiety limits me. Hey everyone! I just created a new account and it is my first post under this nick. I can say that I struggle with social anxiety for last 5 years and I am almost 21 years old. It is very painful to live with it and I am waiting for a visit in new clinic in Netherlands so I hope they will help me with it. Nonetheless I'd like to tell you how social anxiety affects my life. Last Friday I got fired from work. I was suspecting that before so I will probably on monday to new job. I wasn't a bad worker, I was working as psychical worker (easy job if other people do not make mistakes) I was doing good and I also could do other duties of other people if it was needed, learning everything very fastly. Social Anxiety was the problem. I felt there very uncomfortable, fearing any conflict between me or other person because of humiliation. I do not know when it started, but anxiety about it is just preventing me from talking to anyone in work. The most funny thing is that I was a liked person in work and other people didn't joke about me or try to offend me. I only got nickname ""More Life"" because one guy every day said to me ""More life man"". No problem at work with duties or people but I still felt very bad there, to point where I took sick-leave to not go to work because of it. I was often absent at work, and I got informed from other worker that I can get fired soon, so I founded already new job. But again, new work, new people and constant fear because of people surrounding me. It is so greatly affecting me that I loose jobs because of it, I resignated going college because of fear being a ""freak"" around other normal students, not understood by anyone. I fear any contact with other uknown person that I feel only good at home alone. I live alone without any family around or friends, still I am functioning, but I am very sad about my life. I had no real girlfriend because of anxiety. I stopped hanging with any friends because of it. I can not go to outside world. Right now the only place I sit is my room. I deleted all social media accounts to separate from others. Now it's impossible for me to connect to other. I realize that I am not that bad at all, in many many aspects I am better than others, but previous years and episodes what happened then hit me so hard that I so awkard.... Eye contact, starting conversation etc. it's like jumping into fire. I fear more of it than any other thing in my life. I try but I can't stop to think what other people will think. My self-esteem is very low in fact, so any critic of my person is very painful. I try to avoid any place or situation where I could be an object of laught or critic. Constant feeling that people watch etc. You understand what I mean. There's also problem of conflict, I really do not know what to say, if someone attacks me verbally I get paralyzed. I didn't had this problem before, but after few years of anxiety I have it also. If I would take off this anxiety, my life would be so fucking better, but no. Instead I sit in house every single weekend for last year. And the longer I am doing this the worse it gets. You do not know then how to talk to people, about what should I talk and you can't tell any stories because life is total boredom. I suppose many people have similiar limit put over their lives. I try to be positive about future and I want to treat my SA, but deep inside me is a feeling that I will not fight it. Everytime I met a girl I got so panicked that I avoid any verbal contact. What makes me more sad is that I changed a lot, I lost a lot of weight, my body looks much better, but nothing helps me with Social Anxiety. I really do not know what to do now. My last hope for now is mental clinic and therapy (CBT), and if that will not work, then suicide probably will come back to phase of planning. It just how I desperate I am. I am very tired of that kind of life, where I hide from others.",3.8112413793103457,5.075627833121021,5.156218976499011,82.20144904458598,71.94267515923569,7.553920491983309,27.54722161212388,7.990435384864732,1.7788317592795968,3079,110,591,42,58,1029,300,785,0.187,0.7170000000000001,0.096,-0.9967,4,4,0,0,2,1,94.0,0,4,2,20,44,44,4,8,15,0,64,17,2,8,4,124,108,55,1,20,36,0,10,3,3,9,13,3,2,7,60,24,1,12,19,2,2,9,20,28,0,2,24,16,99,16,87,68,15,85,0,5,3,1,41,31,1,18,45,430,159,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03906957398496159,0.08081903749234813,0.04305588200516905,0.0936048864691093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387941530773043,0.0,0.2686289144379599,0.0,0.0,0.05456274653885456,0.0,0.0,0.06946624316791282,0.0,0.04438711171215917,0.0,0.030001422336530262,0.09773190650562924,0.21405788081062135,0.0,0.06640065028085433,0.0,0.0,0.10352126142642808,0.0,0.04333874124864185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041274479202815684,0.033609419273187675,0.0,0.08432635090440144,0.0,0.0623032961618868,0.0,0.0,0.02516253399460049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702783453026082,0.0,0.0,0.06574647961835466,0.03728211445103949,0.03506568058320112,0.0,0.036781458133400786,0.2195230890170359,0.059184024626144124,0.0,0.07492427228614346,0.0,0.0,0.033187572249412184,0.0,0.04277978114186234,0.06028838794670121,0.036070296489168166,0.061153822527400314,0.0,0.06652224351591174,0.06545068833025236,0.12482082864549572,0.04301603284992924,0.0,0.03863265225146232,0.03450232560784846,0.0,0.03495128601789902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052304122912224055,0.0,0.039136916186815585,0.0775047433913782,0.0,0.04502001590120308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487215758408246,0.0,0.0,0.040629873280425916,0.08577019859963801,0.12721522274401678,0.0,0.04131303575095226,0.0,0.0,0.22046910727684613,0.05718474430866592,0.0,0.10335734277256646,0.0,0.032764188717897484,0.0,0.04259132055737397,0.0663411805145533,0.0,0.0,0.05208788028863758,0.11867038375169335,0.0,0.04250060799582255,0.0,0.0,0.03931964156308161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02868175272325765,0.0289303774792244,0.0,0.2260953444637532,0.0,0.0,0.03822806718134999,0.03743756145317586,0.0,0.040941447496064286,0.0,0.02643871545208844,0.08902184109064873,0.08303300724174288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704925665508225,0.13627145726511636,0.08152826289752772,0.0,0.03688337854329258,0.0,0.037367198932140966,0.0,0.08413317078280334,0.14933479254682344,0.0,0.0392225448112724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04440952926248418,0.04999017486027581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03332003572623105,0.03711380207660473,0.06205526770472559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04070291157981668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043856388569426766,0.0,0.2386355806484296,0.03305871050697675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523242078856922,0.0,0.062317549931772576,0.06523939126593511,0.0,0.04078871049433296,0.0,0.04267792062301863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029335691363009283,0.09408040020520383,0.06820460467579352,0.0,0.044618979527886536,0.0,0.0518419035275762,0.05000063252623281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044843939713302985,0.0,0.0,0.04334897254065024,0.10595907171501563,0.0,0.0,0.04061774498450567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575428096424029,0.02301305164504296,0.0,0.0,0.047511811059469486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0376106919357944,0.0,0.25564150168277755,0.0,0.03976133520792017,0.05543266702777466,0.0,0.0,0.1256273293361992 socialanxiety,CrixuAMG,2018/02/04,"Afraid to answer phone calls from clients at work Hi Reddit, I've been working at a company where we develop mobile, web and desktop applications, as well as backend systems that can be used with various applications. Sometimes we receive a phone call from a client, that has either a question or some issue that we need to fix, update or answer. When the phone rings, I instinctively cramp up in my chair, hoping someone else picks up the phone. Why? I'm afraid that, like in a classroom, I say something weird or off and am laughed at. I know that, for the most part, my colleagues are adult enough and won't do that, but I can't shake that feeling. Until now I've been avoiding picking up the phone, but lately my colleagues have been pressuring me to pick it up, which I can understand, but find hard to do. Have any of you been in a similar situation and can help me through this issue? Many thanks in advance!",6.752114285714287,6.767079554285715,6.473857142857145,79.81764285714289,64.88571428571429,9.285714285714286,34.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,2.7274,722,29,138,10,10,226,111,175,0.069,0.8340000000000001,0.097,0.7117,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,3,1,0,3,4,11,0,5,10,0,17,1,0,4,0,31,25,14,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,10,8,0,1,7,0,0,3,2,6,1,0,4,4,14,5,25,19,6,22,0,0,0,0,17,13,0,7,6,96,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311765369947072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697369129310816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512409048265125,0.0,0.0,0.18706916591155615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154242038041466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547298633304958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621818727788877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213514805094365,0.0,0.0,0.17981977009406236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779304811688264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949828048088658,0.0,0.2042280481211076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845004941651048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355247424832646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424349528592286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960554385313281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281322673564506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397523923717132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350356286935253,0.0,0.0,0.15339989432522952,0.13937824311556554,0.17905936384089666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666830563859929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847552408426047,0.0,0.1563658250467395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278231539438354,0.0,0.16336607452404425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636076425640444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ZeroGuide,2018/02/04,"I need your help on this So, I'm in high school, and I have these guys I hang out with, they're in my class, but I'm sick of them not inviting me so I don't want to hang out with them anymore. Here's the problem : There is no one in my class I want to start hanging out with, I don't like them and I have reasons not to like them. So, how do I find friends on my school? ""Clubs"" isn't an option, I live in a cultural shitland, done my research and unless I want to be humiliated in a sport there is not a single club in here. I simply need someone to hang out with at school, deep down I just don't want to be lonely nor hanging out with fake friends like the ones I want to stop dealing with. Any help would be appreciated! (Oh, I'm an introvert with social anxiety too, I didn't post this here at random haha)",2.011560314685316,2.827108119318183,3.6354545454545466,93.11164335664336,75.76136363636364,6.551748251748253,23.197552447552447,6.67199483983844,0.3484603146853145,623,17,153,5,13,208,88,176,0.239,0.6659999999999999,0.095,-0.9701,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,4,0,11,9,0,0,7,1,15,1,0,2,0,36,26,10,0,9,6,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,15,0,1,2,3,0,5,10,3,0,2,2,0,24,6,32,20,1,26,0,1,0,0,13,18,0,2,5,104,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104325891794763,0.0,0.117360290021535,0.0,0.15214416795765093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816174986523832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699444840145724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021642184050365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23705253167714305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519026853016546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565858825843086,0.16208893279962816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248490774651917,0.0,0.13546621832228395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22750713553291466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079128218770724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692695244030204,0.0,0.0,0.14679522809600362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577337989637027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657855060352054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638492051174108,0.12998607669836362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858629351777188,0.0,0.0,0.12825988047928735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524339047593302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897997528286106,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Woratu,2018/02/04,"I had to go buy new shoes today. FML. I was fine for the first few interactions, then when i couldnt decide which shoes to buy i started to get acid reflux and hot and frustrated, and i mostly calmly left saying i’d think about it.",4.330625000000001,4.521929145833333,5.399999999999999,84.845,70.04166666666666,8.066666666666668,22.25,7.793537801064563,0.7601999999999998,181,3,39,2,3,60,37,48,0.075,0.835,0.09,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,7,7,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,2,3,5,2,5,4,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509247543034094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21554644997694244,0.0,0.2344683102668185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482494725264247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984546414383205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328085606998548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29201328059111764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26435286607314423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910602331276029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,izzie833,2018/02/04,"Not saying hi to people that are in my major department or had class with. I just feel bad afterwards because we see each other constantly.I have that awful feeling you now. If they don't say hi, I don't say hi and I kinda feel insignificant at the end of the day because I didn't say anything. It is all about networking in my major so I am in a bit of a struggle here.",1.5027305605786625,3.161801443037973,4.046871609403259,86.14962025316456,78.87341772151899,7.0459312839059685,23.943942133815554,7.957251820313856,1.3120980108499096,290,10,62,5,7,102,57,79,0.145,0.835,0.02,-0.8563,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,4,1,8,0,0,0,1,13,12,4,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,8,10,0,9,10,5,9,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,3,4,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455909266453552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187260132361807,0.2734317346769863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448500502795927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446387249014513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864094941146698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402003096468144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548394263323126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7134094520174917,0.0,0.0,0.17871801903944345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23446076923495615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,QuietEmotion,2018/02/04,"Wishing I could do more with my life I feel like I have so much potential to do things in this world, but I can't. Severe social anxiety + Ocd restrict me heavily. I used to go to a public high school, but I switched to online school, because my social anxiety was too intense for me to handle. I had little to no friends at the school and the little friends I had, I never talked to outside of school. Now, I never leave my house except if I just need a breath of fresh air. I have no friends and no social life, except online, which is not much either. On top of my social anxiety, I have pretty bad Ocd. Everyday, intrusive thoughts just pound my brain, and I can't escape them. I feel limited to everything I do because of ocd. I just wish I could follow my passions and interests without overwhelming anxiety from either disorder. It just feels nearly impossible to live a fulfilled life with them. Honestly, I feel jealous and envious of other people that have it good. They have friends and are in a romantic relationship. They have a social life and are following their dreams. It makes me angry and hopeless at the same time. When I see photos and videos of people following their passions and living life with their friends and/or girlfriend, I often get angry and emotional. I just wish I could be more like them.",4.822155588173622,6.486230569721119,5.4521451037953454,79.5028098133781,69.99601593625498,8.630824072132523,29.545187670371146,9.134995656068208,2.6351147410358564,1047,41,187,21,19,338,126,251,0.139,0.581,0.281,0.9902,0,0,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,0,8,2,10,17,2,1,8,0,21,9,2,2,2,48,38,16,0,8,14,0,4,2,6,0,5,0,0,0,8,14,0,2,5,2,0,4,9,5,0,0,4,5,40,12,29,30,7,22,0,2,1,2,22,12,0,2,8,143,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261976550496825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148374494623541,0.10437846078252014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557304496120253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506637915124484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812055481188532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630372961072864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769439456406592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315514953239225,0.06116234302454258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33072411313444394,0.0,0.04472955054636365,0.0,0.048656158042602995,0.07180859064003557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045542466017772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878655136963994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065239642303537,0.0,0.0,0.3023569399555788,0.08365291997533908,0.1716145534421266,0.15119668065923195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714771484267341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587163207517593,0.06348136853763532,0.13206090785516264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187073228908589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709976723380626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919169214369958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465819660128943,0.06822292139379935,0.0,0.0,0.096718951740734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363612046488262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688129350297815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056877843814688286,0.0,0.0,0.06796760201694525,0.04992195422349695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394262601209534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29535410002676665,0.08252841489697847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ygfam,2018/02/04,"I killed my social life. As a kid I had lots of friends. I didn't have a problem making friends or talking to strangers. But now, I'm 15, female, and no social life. When I got into school it all changed for some reason. I lost contact with all my friends. They went to different classes and somehow we didn't talk. I just don't know. Then I found internet, in 3rd grade. Yes I know, weird af. Anyway, on the internet I found so many friends. We had our lil group and I was so happy. My mom and dad are divorced, dad was abusive and stuff so I left with my mom. Mom worked a lot, so I was mostly alone at home. In school there was a thing where you could stay after classes (1st to 4th grade only.) I made friends there but started skipping it cuz I had internet. Fun fact tho, if there was no internet I wouldn't find my love for art, now I want to become a Concept Artist/Illustrator in video game industry. English isn't my first language. I probably would fail English class if I didn't go to internet, lol. My social life irl went even more downhill in 5th grade, where my friends went to school at another time. (long story but in my school you have 2 ""shifts"" for school - morning and afternoon, changing every week.) My friend is the 1st and im the 2nd, so we stopped talking. Now I'm 8th grade. I want to talk to my classmates, but I just can't. Idk how to start a conversation or what to talk about even if it starts. They always talk about people I don't know about, or instagram or whatever. I love games. Boys in my class like games but they play csgo and i dont.. And even if I played csgo, how'd I tell it to them? ""Hey i play csgo, now be my friend."" like??? I can't even talk to a cashier normally, without being afraid of them for some reason, I can try but always fail. I don't know how to ask anyone for help. I just want to be a normal teen, having fun while I can, but I can't. I feel like I'm wasting my life. Now I'm in 8th grade and next year I'll be in high school and I feel like i'll be lonely like this again. Doing nothing, just looking at the internet.",0.42233102918586607,2.5630960161290344,2.047309907834105,96.4885839093702,85.38248847926269,5.091321044546851,20.331989247311828,6.42735559955562,0.04930122887864785,1597,49,367,16,48,519,194,434,0.095,0.74,0.165,0.9797,1,3,0,0,1,0,73.0,4,2,5,5,33,29,1,1,12,2,35,6,0,7,3,72,65,39,1,13,20,5,2,5,8,2,4,0,1,2,8,17,0,1,11,8,0,4,15,8,0,1,19,3,59,21,42,38,8,43,0,4,1,2,49,17,0,14,26,226,67,18,0.0,0.07695027417040741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726436810376127,0.0,0.0,0.10808038681103413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810144127912532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04541168494229128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060715651580333874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172764652892362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740830618786282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051854018275181664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785464485293757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611611378144616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715846237487311,0.0,0.05471972376550704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567719919855015,0.09279473113264773,0.0,0.0,0.05935937809057435,0.0552429513025564,0.0,0.14241965929856654,0.4014163439759573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036910252945175887,0.0,0.0519431709751682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913612064222938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04353186929806376,0.06861891153730405,0.06514603535300112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015271923622443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185301833792096,0.0,0.14277027764615466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705639128574102,0.0,0.1834928458382281,0.15864643655119645,0.0,0.0,0.05747507979029259,0.05453820087254612,0.0,0.07089612430159767,0.1104293672636595,0.11723242493177323,0.061453383064467994,0.04335189408573807,0.06584495125045482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22819156743807584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907070387099991,0.0,0.12726638982925764,0.06231734483925345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939428525911258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04502531118989957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002266724355513,0.06214445734719003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355040853915778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943723224274505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861250563532806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790713172756752,0.06922369050424139,0.0,0.054297682391882575,0.0,0.0,0.07434751994071641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654073930246789,0.05676558120007873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431471716352564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03787047790113983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044094004487782085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492032756685068,0.0,0.052095685333352015,0.0,0.0,0.18061650623881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260553219891947,0.0,0.047281390362503034,0.0,0.0,0.0461357055914269,0.0,0.0,0.04182303173389122 socialanxiety,CyanApplewhite,2018/02/04,"My doctor gave me homework.. I was asked to jot some of my thoughts down on anxiety. I carry with me a notebook and Dr S.(a good man and thorough) requested I write him a few quips on the subject. I want to share with you before him, he doesn't have social anxiety, we do. Anxiety is life's condition, said a man. We all have it, it becomes unbearable when the physical symptoms manifest itself in ways usually reserved for situations where one's life is truly in danger. The kind woman cashiering at Safeway should not induce cold sweats before our interaction even begins. Self checkout is a godsend for a person like me. Honestly, I feel as though I am on the outside looking on when it comes to matters of my own emotions. Perhaps I am transemotional, perhaps that is slightly insensitive. How I appear on the outside to others is not how I feel on the inside. You will always get a warm greeting from me, yet I live in fear of not being received the same, despite the fear never once coming to fruition in 31 years. Perhaps if I could, for one day, throughout it's entirety Experience myself from another's perspective That it would alter my own And allow me to give myself Another chance. Thanks for reading. Keep your head up as best as you can. 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Not to mention I'm a bit overweight, not very attractive but mostly I'm lacking anything that would resemble confidence/self-esteem. Since around 2008 I've been with two women. One was a one-night stand from craigslist (worse than what you're thinking) and the other was an escort. My roommate seems to think I'm only trying to get into a relationship so that I'll be happy. Maybe she's right, I have no idea what I actually need to do. I'm posting this all on Reddit as the only person I can talk to in real life is my counselor and I won't see her til March. I want friends. I want a girlfriend. My social anxiety keeps me from doing anything about it though. I play hockey, I try to hang out with my coworkers but I don't want to just invite myself to their shindigs. I'm in a group on Facebook for people in their 20's and 30's to meet up and do things, make friends, be social, that sorta thing but I can never gather up the courage to go to any of their events. I'm just so freakin' lonely. I'm not getting any younger, or better looking, and I have this thought in the back of my head: ""You will be alone until you die"". Sorry, I guess I just wanted to rant a bit. Thanks for reading this.",1.963609045848824,3.767351747211898,3.3009526022304847,91.35965690830238,77.99628252788105,5.672924411400249,22.360749690210657,6.42735559955562,0.3709292441140022,1016,30,218,8,24,331,152,269,0.084,0.785,0.131,0.9475,0,4,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,3,1,10,9,0,0,12,0,21,3,1,1,2,41,46,16,1,7,10,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,15,10,1,2,5,3,0,2,7,1,0,2,6,2,28,8,39,34,6,25,0,1,2,0,21,13,0,5,8,143,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.10983829642037923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23314788030232805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308370773912805,0.0,0.0861049353557399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852477874628878,0.10019859088706896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654851927034156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995465235942708,0.24576372488412904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168152266934474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630030568690995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739207777369117,0.0,0.117611596945815,0.0,0.06396809691511332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399298462002405,0.0,0.0,0.11981782059705745,0.0,0.0,0.11551479885927983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270618811392676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004483223755543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950154231700966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960840636042917,0.09451858604634453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513191975273814,0.0,0.1130775037405232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345875421080079,0.08681002870161017,0.0,0.0,0.10562606278996413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525415460720982,0.17120762792933553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803207076653393,0.09827944749428393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779741375525456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258633298882048,0.12811322596798685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24168577114010265,0.0,0.09612210120547557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969245873727939,0.10246664017801957,0.11742032386695805,0.0,0.0,0.18621476380713653,0.0,0.0,0.2294730776279632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259970856013755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410175039084756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046814779630248,0.0,0.10362632620965727,0.0,0.0,0.14955424233351633,0.14424251821076864,0.11058557450249276,0.08935679116096544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292541497864649,0.0,0.10995073366601467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287038366566368,0.26555348228876224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470405128982902,0.0799564633410417,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lumzat,2018/02/04,"Social anxiety at certain times. Hey all, I've made some pretty good progress with my SA, however there's certain situations where it's like I'm an entirely different person and I was wondering if anyone has experienced something similar or has any advice in overcoming this. In particular, going to work impairs me up to a point where I can hardly speak and my responses are terrible, in the sense that my delivery in poor and the content is too. As well as this when my socially confident friends are around it's an entirely new atmosphere and I feel although I can't keep up with them in conversation/jokes because there's just generally better. As a result of this I become more quiet. At these times also I notice my thoughts are focused inwards and I often criticise myself for becoming quiet and compare myself to them. First post so my bad if this is in the wrong place. Anyone got advice? 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It seems almost impossible to look forward when in public. I don't want to make eye contact with people so they think I'm staring at them. Sometimes my neck even starts to hurt from looking at the ground so much. My heartbeat goes up and sometimes I even start to sweat. My eyes go all over the place looking for a sweet spot but it normally leads to another person's eyes and they just stare at me and I HATE IT.,1.3003225806451653,3.5888089784946264,2.374634408602152,94.60195161290324,82.87096774193549,5.0103225806451634,21.12795698924732,6.2581,0.13082021505376318,357,11,77,3,10,113,64,93,0.103,0.875,0.022,-0.8157,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,1,7,3,1,0,3,0,2,5,5,2,1,15,16,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,10,11,1,16,16,2,16,0,1,9,0,7,11,0,2,4,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386566861158485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925381898813049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24255428554470201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435364004995903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128354296607094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656554656343894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091097306654163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6167673563526612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256561767882244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497945084949706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990544598036806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729674662558135,0.16032707838310375,0.1918404405198397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671578083752467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363203354963141,0.0,0.2599297852911221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765421007631945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830192643353227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,topazies,2018/02/04,"Need to overcome SA & participate in class Hey all. I’ve been suffering with SA for 4-5 years now. I’m a high schooler and it’s prevented me from making friends outside a solid 4-5 people. Whenever I try and talk to anyone else I seize up and I always make excuses to stop talking to them because I can literally feel my heartbeat accelerating. Therefore, it’s no surprise that I’m introverted during class times. I can’t raise my head and state my opinion because I HATE EVERYONE STARING AT ME. It makes me so self conscious. One person is bad enough, but an entire class makes me unbearably anxious. Luckily, it’s never really affected me grades. But recently, my English teacher pulled me aside. He very compassionately told me that he would like to see me participate and get involved in the class dynamic, and he told me to tell him if there’s anything he can do to help. I’m terrified at talking for largely improvised paragraphs in front of these people (we mainly have book discussions where ppl just jump in). What if I interrupt someone? Also, when everyone is looking at me, what if they judge me differently because of what I say? I really don’t want to let this teacher down. Any tips for a) what I should say to him so he can help me and b) how to overcome my SA in this situation? 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Mine is like this: I can go outside, talk to people that I absolutely have to talk to, and even make calls on the phone (despite all this being massively uncomfortable). But there are some other things that might be considered minor that I struggle to death with. Surprisingly, I cannot look at threads or replies to other people in online forums, even when anon. I'm scared that my threads won't get replies and that my comments won't be well-received. This is frustrating since I really like commenting on youtube, twitch, etc. It seems to snowball to the point where I am questioning my whole identity too. Like I think ""how do I respond to this? What is the thing that I would say? What would a cool person say?"" etc. Any inspiration/advice for me? anybody else struggle with this same issue? 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I worry a lot about when I would be able to go because my healthcare provider only is really open during my work hours and I would have to interrupt my time at work to go. I also worry about the cost. I also worry about the anxiety that I know I will have on my way there. And I am incredibly scared of talking with a therapist or other similar professional who will judge me and not be very good at their job.",10.533333333333333,7.1978183650793675,10.814190476190477,62.414142857142885,59.79365079365079,14.524444444444445,41.07301587301588,12.688352899677879,5.107646349206347,518,20,94,14,5,177,74,126,0.221,0.716,0.063,-0.9693,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,11,2,0,1,6,0,14,0,0,1,0,17,24,11,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,18,1,17,17,1,13,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,4,73,22,6,0.1444618493178466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116644721478624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23105217741370665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420516772747318,0.0,0.0,0.10101108394833852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806260249775111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641953784927087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304425160800665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019014153025055,0.0,0.2463029942758685,0.1211677452617922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365946494532146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226582195453152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433560946189356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939245438134411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281629828541442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986974610646673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254595983007584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463151274053868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611296236409036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773134145408333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423686606865471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919615495599402,0.08520734160512017,0.11466709184290814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033989367142755,0.4401240609819381,0.0,0.205243105884911,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,maninashed,2018/02/04,"I'm 29, socially isolated, miserable and am looking forward to death. Hikikomori is my life story. I live with my dad. I've never had a girlfriend or been intimate with a girl. I've been extremely fragile since my hospitalization two years ago from taking LSD everyday. I have a job but I don't save money because it all goes to my lady cannabis. I roll joints and puff on them all day, in between taking hits from my volcano vaporizer. It's like the line in the Kid Cudi song ""they tell me all good things must end well those muthafucka's ain't have this friend"". I smoke because it puts my anxiety in the background. It makes me forget how bad and awkward I am in social situations. It makes me not care, it doesn't matter where I am, work, church, people are just repelled from me, I don't have a good aura. So I'll smoke and drift off onto a haze where things are fine. After using LSD I'm not afraid of death, it's just a birth into another world, crossing over into the spiritual. I don't know that's my story. Social anxiety sucks and the more isolated you become and the longer you're isolate the harder it gets. I'm just so over this world and look forward to moving on. I'll just smoke my herb to make this world seem less evil.",2.411462608695654,4.455623948000003,3.847530434782609,86.83759130434788,77.52000000000002,6.747826086956523,23.269565217391303,7.7425588080867325,1.1218313043478259,977,31,198,15,23,322,143,250,0.18,0.759,0.061,-0.9816,1,0,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,1,10,14,2,3,13,0,18,1,0,5,5,34,35,12,2,1,8,1,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,2,15,11,0,0,2,1,1,6,8,6,1,1,3,4,24,8,24,30,5,31,1,1,2,0,12,19,1,2,11,122,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960906702769312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331715536275234,0.22370520094821647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208180844737435,0.17826026413232116,0.16148085150806382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907397228994118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429533603754346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950138414406753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296385733280828,0.0,0.07639029580564657,0.0,0.0,0.2452731768316349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509391368715274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035488099782809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032746173389596,0.0714323218528488,0.0,0.12910882201262786,0.0,0.2455643128640857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927950843317917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540135706552868,0.0,0.0,0.11276853547814425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136573472306347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698452246582885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310689008016552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094896472802245,0.1643496198925984,0.0,0.44713744395907457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986806857864244,0.0,0.12779667021198735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427493729398226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428289265158829,0.0,0.0,0.12628114981516314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146311191357038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064448583733105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415642508658338 socialanxiety,RacecarTacocat,2018/02/04,"Does anyone else get sensory overload? Sometimes when too many people are talking at once or if there’s too many things going on around me, I just feel agitated or upset. How do you deal with this? 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I also have ADHD and sometimes I accidentally interrupt people without meaning to but I always apologize when I realize I do it. It just feels like others simply don't care. People complain about me being ""shy""/quiet all the time and yet never want me to finish what I have to say.",6.881875000000001,7.706848437500002,8.349999999999998,63.69499999999999,64.625,10.9,34.75,10.793553405168565,4.242574999999999,345,15,53,9,5,120,57,80,0.22,0.69,0.08900000000000001,-0.7161,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,2,15,16,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,13,2,7,15,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713352171038357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24914606960956426,0.18055055023011132,0.1878611845277564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727156923070004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301905742010158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912090720281912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283151791356361,0.16129224388318114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795705034737135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030126138879666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070520035624338,0.0,0.0,0.2459329351772371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413002105447475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469567617776244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795437153667595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301470949637596,0.0,0.0,0.2232952251063376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875629949558212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165002544965038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316673820306424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176370715149752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FallOutFighter,2018/02/04,Got Into A Job Course. Wish Me Luck! Hey guys so I graduated from high school last June and besides volunteering I haven't been working because of troubles trying to get a job. Eventually I want to attend post-secondary but still not sure for what. As a result of my mild SA I have trouble with interviews and talking on the phone so I applied for a 3.5 month job course. It's 1 month of job skills then 2.5 months in an actual job of my choice. Because it's government run I even get paid for the first month of classroom learning! Anyway it starts Monday so wish me luck! If anyone else is having trouble getting their first job I would recommend checking to see if a similar workshop course is available near you. ,4.270340091563114,6.053977956834532,4.788541530412033,83.2378678875082,71.58992805755395,7.356703727926749,29.18312622629169,8.00094639256281,1.9803899280575537,572,23,107,8,11,182,94,139,0.081,0.79,0.129,0.7728,6,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,4,6,6,0,0,8,0,7,0,0,1,1,17,17,10,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,3,0,2,3,1,13,3,18,13,0,19,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,4,12,65,17,13,0.0,0.0,0.11509331185317614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246702429488037,0.1208443966246964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379136419062033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852449378197783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789885661199475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006409501421574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485776790948896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432811727214872,0.0,0.0,0.11678004037162205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461104343576425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7022289084911886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613758040239677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37655722633276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295478683332386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193624942426988,0.09398363285624044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347918086917505,0.0,0.09418776051827388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115790888253063,0.0,0.0,0.09479643336098932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800741338704667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956460257218335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712524445097897,0.0,0.0,0.08586238481737175,0.0,0.0,0.08378183629840191,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MightyJigsaw,2018/02/04,"Not able to pee at urinals when people are around me. Any tips to overcome this? Hi, I recently noticed that I am not able to pee at urinals if people are around me. This is a major issue for me, because I often leave college or skip classes because I can't hold it in anymore. I know that I have to fix this quickly, otherwise I will miss out on many opportunities. I remember being like 5 and being uncomfortable peeing at urinals, but I still did it. In elementary school I didn't have any issues with public bathrooms, but I developed the habit of holding in my pee for a lot of time for no reason. I used to play a lot of video games and would not want to leave my xbox to pee. Anyways, in high school I don't remember having a fear of bathrooms, but I would still avoid using bathrooms. I do remember a trip we did with school and I used urinals around a bunch of other guys without issues. However, now that I am in college, I cam afraid of urinals. It's not like I try to avoid bathrooms, because I am fully able to go to the urinal, but nothing comes out. I can wait there a long time with people around me and I just can't. This is frustrating because staying at a urinal for a long time makes you look like a creep. I don't have any issues if the bathroom is empty. Please, I need help to overcome this. Please help me find ways to get it over with. Thanks",3.2666375471051694,4.5318151978417305,4.513864337101746,86.27890887290171,73.28057553956835,6.877971908187735,26.907159986296676,7.2636822038024595,1.3009275094210344,1067,38,219,11,21,352,129,278,0.065,0.8,0.135,0.9723,1,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,0,1,13,12,1,4,13,0,26,12,12,5,0,51,40,12,0,6,13,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,16,0,5,6,4,0,3,11,6,0,0,3,1,33,6,44,32,4,34,0,1,1,0,8,18,0,6,14,157,46,6,0.267178085520514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816902600808917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832295598104538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31712685487574743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715904143463025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671675437048528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021654204662384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139864327553882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046529840771884816,0.0,0.050614487707568365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818277011469204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938922590137895,0.09409610548240707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718193416500854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048944696163832936,0.0,0.0,0.18860201006408406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305297168989389,0.0,0.0,0.15762946538774594,0.07478743377230533,0.0,0.0,0.15143016928719158,0.0,0.0,0.05944781558559267,0.09029221448635896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603638833741067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545485962991582,0.10139467373651087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852276436416401,0.0,0.0,0.1955208705521672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156785678746483,0.08793537561570122,0.0,0.30266068763968634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703984865039816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492542999647399,0.14224584281645675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199389487980792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579369025626008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046546067942898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307560822256593,0.0,0.0,0.05252951906183309,0.07069117605665401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585004672318658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265304308266719,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rhyaceri,2018/02/04,"Finally getting my confidence back I never thought I'd be able to say this, but anxiety is finally becoming a smaller part of my life, I'm feeling happy, confident and super motivated at the moment and I hope this never goes away. I'm finally able to say I think I'll be able to talk in front of strangers, and not stumble on my words or have to practice social situations in my head all the time. This is a good moment in my life right now ",4.334333333333333,5.027466211111115,6.255555555555558,76.93000000000002,70.22222222222223,10.0,32.77777777777778,10.125756701596842,3.3667777777777768,349,16,69,9,6,122,57,90,0.02,0.69,0.29,0.9838,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,5,3,1,1,3,15,12,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,8,4,12,9,2,18,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,10,44,11,1,0.4707063028392469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200296777640722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741468874048316,0.12064803063909603,0.0,0.0,0.17328604332330722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933441661914951,0.0,0.0,0.5156357468180808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197487184910278,0.0,0.0,0.13160203810409513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702520404017132,0.0,0.0,0.16102682182824138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583918906358946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164918808968825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420251459151587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990968532684966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339935369097244,0.0,0.2495496965235853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763645354040984,0.0,0.15994193276737792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611196539477773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053653085730316,0.0,0.124562742016706,0.09149087683512687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,peachmango13,2018/02/04,"My social anxiety is now physically affecting me I'm 23 yrs old and just now acknowledging the fact that I have social anxiety. I thought that it would get better as I got older (and I think it has, mentally) but now it seems to physically affect me. I have noticed it for almost a year now. If I have a long day with lots of socialization with people that I'm not comfortable around, I will end up with so much tension in my neck and shoulders that I get a miserable migraine that is so painful I sometimes throw up. I almost always know in advance when I will have these kind of days just based off of my schedule and certain plans that trigger this so I thought I would be able to better prepare myself but I have not found anything that helps. The strange part is that, mentally I don't feel too anxious but my body is telling me otherwise. Does anyone else have similar problems? Are there medicines that help with this or coping mechanisms? I have tried many depression meds in the past and never found anything that worked for me. I now have my depression under control and would like to work on this problem. I just found this sub so I'm sorry if this isn't doesn't belong here. 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Whenever I would go into work, I was never able to say hi someone if they weren't looking at my direction. So if they were turned around I would just walk past them because I wasn't able to physically bring myself to say hi. This would make people think I was rude. :( This happens to me everywhere, including if I see someone on campus. I can't even call their name out for some reason to get their attention. Does this happen to anyone else? 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A couple days ago I was invited out by some friends; something that doesn't happen very often. I forced myself to accept the invitation. This is supposed to happen on Sunday. Immediately after accepting the invitation I was overcome with a feeling of fear. My heart started racing and I was sweating. I felt nauseous in my stomach and felt like I could throw up. I was invited over text while I was lying in my bed so after that I couldn't sleep for around 3 hours until I stopped thinking about it. I've always been this way, avoiding social situations. Whenever my phone rings or I get a text, I get a strange feeling in my stomach and hope that it's no one inviting me to anything. I have some friends that like to show up at my house if I don't like to answer so whenever I get called by any of them I find my self going to my window peeking out every few minutes to see if they have arrived. I want to stop letting this fear control my life and I would like to know if anybody with social anxiety feels this way because I wouldn't like to make an appointment for nothing.",5.3365395480226,5.912796411016952,6.396000000000001,77.22922598870058,67.94067796610169,8.835706214689266,33.106214689265535,8.841846274778883,2.786248926553672,947,41,177,15,15,317,132,236,0.113,0.736,0.151,0.7976,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,1,5,13,0,3,7,0,21,6,5,2,0,39,39,13,0,9,4,0,5,5,2,2,1,1,2,1,10,9,0,4,12,1,0,2,6,3,0,1,8,7,35,10,35,26,4,27,0,0,1,0,13,12,0,8,16,126,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725043372590184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912866997789645,0.0,0.0,0.07460590102150726,0.0,0.1678542120383111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028118210633654,0.09766429445194916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668776050955523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202518364046968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304800348281725,0.08759373163413192,0.12139095261800673,0.0,0.07075324696243193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243458767598976,0.0,0.0,0.10731648075016542,0.0,0.2469063145152424,0.16641654260667052,0.0,0.2106757428198427,0.0,0.10027206390914023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695218455452535,0.0,0.17195531693693333,0.0,0.062350168773228735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940306620179173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000572623173925,0.07353564880143024,0.0,0.0,0.10896581900508943,0.10804129323241707,0.12658948832394842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060293212567931714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121849139916364,0.07749073085252904,0.26799144695461224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323162799506587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064875875297442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526877109182142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434167656375494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028241250152373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874238911214812,0.0,0.11445044269844902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466350878650681,0.10978825839879848,0.447338151641505,0.0,0.08445936953780793,0.0,0.0,0.07765261458216348,0.0,0.0,0.1834433194569329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029711519049506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104287527179996,0.06470922708938308,0.17416383954633352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793414567952517,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,layschips98,2018/02/04,"How to deal with constant staring? Ever since I can remember, I looked different from everyone else in a pretty subtle but noticeable way. Someone even told me ""U look different from everyone else,"" in 1st grade. I have probably the worst self-esteem because of this, even though some people would gladly look how I look. I'm not super ugly, or super attractive, but my pale skin and rosy cheeks stand out and nobody knows exactly what ethnicity I am. I've gotten ""Alaskan"" ""Italian"" French"" ""Lebanese"", but basically, I'm half middle eastern and half western European. Today I was in the store with my friend and a man looked me dead in my face. No smiling, just analyzing - hard. I've seen another man in a store stop dead in his tracks while unloading products in an aisle when he saw me, and this happens a lot when I go out. I never go outside unless I'm with a friend or if it's by my campus. I love to go out and explore and I have a very independent and adventurous soul, but the way people stare at me in public...it makes me feel like I'm in the matrix or some movie and something is horribly wrong with me. Usually, it's men who dead stare at me and women glance at me and look away when I'm looking at them, not the men. I FEEL VERY PARANOID BC OF THIS. How do I overcome this?? I'm 19 and have so much exploring to do but I feel like a freak every time I go out. I have had very attractive people comment on how good looking I am over the past years, but when I was very young I had some ppl tell me how ugly I looked. I act very calm and mind my own business in public, never stare at ppl, and I have a lot of health issues which contribute to my self-esteem problem as well. How do I gain confidence and is this a bad thing or good thing that happens to me? 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I've made attempts in the past through clubs and study groups, but the loneliness really hit me after a breakup last year. It made me realize socially inept I am. at this point I feel afraid to make friends, because the fact that I'm socially inept is so painfully obvious, and I make so many mistakes when talking to people. For instance, today I had to work on a group project where we were shooting a video. I made the mistake of correcting the way a girl said a word (I tried my best to be nice when saying it, but I realize now it was probably better not to correct her in front of the group). Also, I ran into someone from a club I went to, and it was the first social conversation I've had in a really long time. I made so many mistakes that I keep telling myself over and over that I'm going to improve on, namely my tendency to put myself down a lot- and I did this a lot, because I was nervous. I'm sure it made him uncomfortable. It just feels like the more I talk to people and put myself out there, the more I realize how awful and flawed I am- and how much more work needs to be done. I'm clearly not dealing with this in a healthy way, but my fears are at least somewhat rooted in reality. first impressions definitely stick- people always remember how you make them feel. How can I be less hard on myself? Should I continue criticizing myself, in order to be as self-aware as possible? There's just so much pressure now because I'm completely alone. 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So on my last day of school like 5 months ago I was hanging around with some guy I kind of knew and we exchanged phone numbers. He sent me some messages like 2 or 3 times. We haven't talked much since then, last time on new years eve Should I message him? 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Don't get me wrong I'm thankful for a home and food and clothing, but I'm so tired of me not being able to provide it for myself. I mean its to the point to where I question even my own interests and abilities. I truly haven't achieved anything in life and now I question if I'm able to really get out of this hole. Since its hard for me to have a job to where I am constantly talking to people I decided to go into programming. But now I am even questioning if I'm understanding things as fast as everyone else or as well as they are. This social anxiety kills my confidence so much to where I don't even know what it feels like to excel at something. And the truth is I would have a great job right now had I not got overwhelmed and quit due to social anxiety. My inability to adapt to an environment is such a huge hurtle. All I can think about it failure and how I don't want to fail. It's Paralyzing. 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I’ve always felt like a fucking outsider, I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. I try to be friendly with people, try to make connections, and then subsequently get invited to nowhere or to do anything. Case in point, no one thought to include me in a Super Bowl get together that apparently a bunch of people went to. Thanks for the inclusion. Even the one big group lunch I went on I think I only got invited because I just happened to be in the area when the main guy was talking about it to a couple of other people we were chatting with. God knows I try to have conversations with people, but fuck if I’m not bloody awful at one on one conversations, I think that’s where I lose people. In a group of even just three or higher I’m okay. Even my actual “friends” don’t seem to reach out as much as they used to. It’s bloody frustrating, wanting so badly to just be included in things. It doesn’t help I guess that we all live pretty far from each other now. Could still reach out mates! This turned into a rant but looking back at how I was 10-12 years ago and seeing that I’m the exact same fucking way social standing wise is disheartening. My life is a joke.",4.216586802827969,5.313837932835824,5.277470542026709,82.34875490966223,70.7910447761194,8.328672427337,26.791830322073842,8.6894789155246,1.8173552238805968,1058,34,214,18,19,349,156,268,0.111,0.738,0.151,0.8095,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,1,2,14,18,5,0,15,2,21,5,0,3,3,40,50,16,0,3,9,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,13,14,1,0,7,2,0,3,5,10,0,5,9,3,19,8,38,35,7,34,1,3,2,3,15,20,4,5,8,143,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.10486224888051147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525389051785196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941259152621707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842771704666233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826275776640907,0.08972186501105585,0.06550461349943765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256444144846088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579543970615164,0.1188988065916838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255230751587223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292243201694386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317529378783412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604157634364364,0.2980259926773404,0.11228339251516477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594294794853595,0.0,0.11837568167390106,0.1063990379679675,0.09502361443987296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202596812917908,0.1135339146960236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811079599094268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589985267910622,0.05249792102703271,0.0,0.09488624429533153,0.0,0.09023657337047762,0.12021657297332522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172818884434627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899304653291654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29126179283790354,0.08172567071441296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724847658809726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158132474236638,0.0,0.0,0.10932210622322053,0.1158565088182128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175038562491603,0.08562908600491134,0.09782455368001973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953858427257884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581506801685357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636963371743099,0.0,0.09893170199928557,0.0,0.0,0.0713894638382419,0.13770784268066044,0.0,0.08530862530881828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886815887776254,0.11688204433074124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280809664644728,0.0,0.0,0.06338075211098249,0.2558824058986686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922689486617606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748704437410624,0.0,0.06919859861990532 socialanxiety,aoiphes,2018/02/05,"Social anxiety AFTER getting to know someone Title says it all. I get socially anxious once I find I am friends with someone and I push them away, I try not to but I just find myself needing space but this manifests as me talking to them a whole lot less than I used to - back when I was trying to face my fears and put myself out there. I made a group of friends at work and I'm doing this right now. I don't talk as much anymore and the thoughts of hanging out outside work makes me nauseous. Also I added one of them on facebook and she declined even though I see her all the time and she has 900+ friends, I just feel like everyone hates me. First rant in months, I am slipping.",2.2828723404255307,3.9495014893617046,3.2194503546099327,92.90875,76.65957446808511,5.834751773049646,26.643617021276608,6.42735559955562,0.8800255319148933,534,21,116,4,12,170,96,141,0.096,0.807,0.097,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,3,10,6,1,1,4,0,6,1,1,3,2,26,18,13,0,1,5,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,3,3,26,4,19,15,6,18,0,0,1,0,15,8,0,1,8,84,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175517198367706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245064968016004,0.16606232792978765,0.14577938183985295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810649024526306,0.1130299579297806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708870498023764,0.0,0.0,0.14045986822442158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541006114899215,0.07432500742320731,0.10501314252786867,0.0,0.0,0.2687012400684895,0.1250337351697855,0.0,0.0,0.3407035444935857,0.0,0.15359747303493432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451269713192626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078451940211591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181425345917226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496975574124004,0.0,0.13909007108051638,0.09812019662993512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732987827310593,0.0,0.10805812028834348,0.10899481073561623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565447064037737,0.09960750732902113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777041368865235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125532789549412,0.0,0.11689619610877428,0.0,0.0,0.11713585539258715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996854542281483,0.24909650055268195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23629776743980305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444216832250381,0.11669748287796736,0.08571387286517425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995996937059208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695634503696532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411448852914026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402798734146852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lost_da_wei,2018/02/05,"Breaking this habit I'm a twenty two year old male, with the confidence of a shy high schooler. I was diagnosed with social anxiety to little surprise confirming essentially every symptom on the psychologist's paperwork. I've gone through various medications to no avail. I learned that in at least my case, making any sort of progress in the social phobias I have require direct exposure in the many uncomfortable situations we experience. However something I struggle with on the daily is repetitively checking my appearance in the mirror, reflections in windows I pass by along with parked cars. I'm curious if anyone else has struggled with this habit in which I highly want to break and if anyone has any tips? 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Although I was a bit apprehensive, it was great. Gym patrons and even gym floor staff leave me alone for the most part. The problem is, one of my family members apparently started going. Especially at the gym, I HATE seeing people I know (I just wanna do my thing), let alone talking to them. Family is no exception to that rule. Now I don't even want to go, because I don't want to run into said family member (also doesn't help that I try and get out of the house as much as possible, everyday, specifically to get away from this particular family member; it's not a family dysfunction thing, they just REALLY stress me out). I know most people would say to just deal with it, but it's not that easy. It took me long enough to get back into working out, and I feel like my family member undid all that.",4.916066691928759,5.4473058965517245,6.4270935960591125,76.79622205380828,68.85221674876847,9.989996210685867,27.438044713906784,10.035473477838034,2.5513602879878747,799,24,157,19,13,274,120,203,0.109,0.836,0.054000000000000006,-0.71,1,2,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,2,2,9,8,1,2,10,0,13,0,0,0,1,31,31,11,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,14,11,0,0,5,3,0,5,6,5,0,1,5,5,20,3,29,24,7,25,0,1,1,0,9,12,0,2,9,112,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22696358754872606,0.0,0.0876233352285415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294491062148316,0.08425280300706481,0.0,0.06679304238662838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962239720281745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129621756971336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153193206480499,0.0,0.0,0.11321541751735588,0.0,0.14474030929026416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6197588057655573,0.0,0.11080407926571846,0.07827704948850732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289838530424797,0.0,0.18681399220562087,0.0,0.0,0.12080165070832663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081779941311663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734426673967247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642942353038006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204339508546093,0.0,0.0,0.11601913481650496,0.0,0.11204306291586932,0.0,0.053530517577949945,0.0,0.0,0.09696627405858774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745797399241832,0.0,0.08054678324859205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424767598542688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865396534866053,0.10459725653699628,0.15192450990386952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352405833456136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484398637351014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019354461843573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042264536703632,0.08713470626208959,0.0,0.0,0.08731334886974626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435257574529816,0.0,0.0,0.07755442752186563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551241690925938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806846262600207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558728704344773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173664311838292,0.07439104633004823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129254812328038,0.0,0.08789069140460683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953697750362694,0.0,0.0,0.07783560264008893,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BittersweetDstractor,2018/02/05,"Got a voicemail from an employer asking me to call and schedule an interview, I'm too afraid to do it I got chills and a drop in my stomach just listening to it. Every time I try and pick up the phone to make the call my hands start shaking and I break into a sweat. It wouldn't be the end of the world if I let this job slip because I have other options, but if I can't do it this time, who says I'll do it next time?",4.154361702127659,2.829573372340427,5.550510638297872,88.75300000000001,70.59574468085106,8.796595744680852,28.374468085106386,7.554174236665415,1.3099557446808516,323,9,81,3,5,110,61,94,0.035,0.965,0.0,-0.2263,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,9,0,8,3,3,2,0,13,15,7,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,3,9,0,9,10,0,14,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,7,53,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201646267731068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476868160566414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849975748710468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034126410503928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000913964173361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37987697669327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356672665749361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24284455269308275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852311430014407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525680438063266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188857642906005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680931400015131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41543832560467897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123675933382786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,peachsaccharineblood,2018/02/05,Severe social anxiety Does anybody else have social anxiety so bad that it physically disables them? I get dizzy and almost faint my heart starts racing I start not breathing my vision goes blurry anytime I try to do something new like go out in public all by myself. This all started when I started having medical problems and was too embarrassed to go out in public alone. Now I rely on my boyfriend or parents to take me places and I can't be alone in public... ,3.9804545454545455,6.365177045454548,4.925000000000002,79.34500000000003,74.0,6.672727272727273,28.04545454545455,7.6454224807358475,2.007722727272728,372,15,61,5,8,121,66,88,0.257,0.7170000000000001,0.026,-0.9533,1,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,6,4,2,0,2,11,14,6,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,12,1,10,12,2,16,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,8,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736357209545736,0.35918159351417805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653020722333467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478231451838375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517440927674576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448540075152363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059469198683352,0.0,0.1970951908655235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205480626030459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471480739684274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746829299594227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747144532276134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254092081503152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116679122013413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592102064799918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589339788153876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353520287570856,0.0,0.1334923055299214,0.0,0.0,0.4909355401408288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037572207666298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772767100043025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kaitlynethomas8,2018/02/05,"So anxious right now I have extreme anxiety over going to my new classes in an hour that I am almost tempted not to go, but I have to. I can feel my stomach in my throat. New teacher, new students, new environment. I feel like everyone will judge me.",3.0948,4.646035479999998,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,74.2,7.4,32.5,8.07648339933343,2.484800000000001,194,10,38,3,4,66,36,50,0.062,0.871,0.067,0.3079,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,5,9,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,6,8,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,7,26,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671983888378995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579260342460324,0.2332184381522747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972622659139414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876453272683926,0.14748077659230882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346492177790428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330181492394087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085615586396628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7975241500869243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629863124639802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,marsh_randy,2018/02/05,"I have to give a speech in 2 hours. Wish me luck! I am so terrified right now. Edit: Thank you so much for your responses! You people are great!!! My speech went well and the listeners liked it. I was nervous at first but became calm after 3 sentences. Feels good! I wish you guys and girls all the best for upcoming challenges!",0.7447743055555519,3.2822707343750044,1.7489583333333345,95.18909722222223,91.65625,5.344444444444445,18.04861111111111,6.937597516519254,0.2339777777777776,253,7,53,4,9,79,53,64,0.053,0.545,0.402,0.9763,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,3,4,10,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,11,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,4,10,9,6,9,3,8,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,5,35,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570798125413579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386366782851142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837047418299565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349965504440509,0.0,0.20546834309671,0.0,0.2700791457431729,0.0,0.2425577866343193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412450826177631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196794611155599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800803737745679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698306339842882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092021553095705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255345078602798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025651669004484,0.2270886822835576,0.0,0.0,0.5634044340973817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SnowBunnyBos,2018/02/05,"How to appear confident on trains/buses? I know that I’m the grand scheme of my commute, no one likely cares. But I can’t help but feel like my body language is standoffish and I want to be more open, and seem friendly. What do I do?",0.05149659863945644,2.295713367346938,1.8031632653061216,96.68052721088438,88.79591836734693,4.899319727891157,18.37074829931973,6.42735559955562,-0.13239047619047686,181,5,41,2,6,59,40,49,0.03,0.643,0.327,0.9288,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,0,11,12,5,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,5,4,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204906596895083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859633312254888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140941677216908,0.27044066407177786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924716234129185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25373827797238396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080446175394639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698869289653605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565195153687177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446233967958212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328228713832546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gryphsabine,2018/02/05,"Need Advice on Friend Situation I had a falling out with a group of friends because of my social anxiety but remained kind of friends with two of the girls from the group because one works at my job and the other shares mutual friends. I’ve tried for a year to let the other part of the group go and limit my time with the two friends that are still connected, but I get anxiety when those friends talk about the friends that won’t talk to me anymore. Because of a work event with the one that works with me and the other one having a baby, this week I tried to reach out to them more. I helped the friend from work with a major presentation and went to see the friend with the baby. I realized how much I missed them and tried to reconnect. The one at work said she would love to hang out more, but when I asked about her availability, she didn’t respond. Because she reacted that way, I want to confront her and tell her that I can’t be her friend any more because it’s to difficult not knowing if she wants to be friends or not and hearing about these other friends and all the things they do together is hurtful. I don’t know if this is a good idea but I would rather be able to really let them go if they chose the other friends so I can stop having panic attacks about it and move on. Should I confront her and the pregnant friend, or just move forward without saying anything? 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This can either include or exclude your family members but is more geared towards acquaintances, co-workers or strangers even. How did you approach the situation? Were you the one who tried to broach the conversation? How did they react to what you were telling them? Was it productive in some way? How'd you feel after?",4.987065637065636,7.780271297297298,4.478803088803087,81.78067567567571,72.51351351351352,7.471814671814672,30.841698841698843,8.418075326091056,2.6159212355212356,332,15,56,6,7,100,56,74,0.033,0.967,0.0,-0.3421,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,7,2,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,3,1,11,9,6,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,9,0,8,4,3,8,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,4,4,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509303771048294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242706311752905,0.2635333545637207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274649053465659,0.0,0.14731005936836342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25763065281945624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374806647574081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741925802473886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274779255713405,0.0,0.0,0.2468511040700525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341677408248755,0.2546436583382151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698824680711523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956009390258805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231251819754764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209870415645987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rellimllewxam,2018/02/05,"I had a huge panic attack in front of 15+ people at a Super Bowl party. Most embarrassing moment of my life I drank about 3 cups of beer then I hit a bowl. I started to feel like a couple minutes were more like 20. Every time I looked at the clock it felt like time was just inching forward and it made me paranoid that I had been drugged. It was a room with 15+ college guys. Everyone was so loud and I started to feel my fight or flight kicking in. I went into my pocket for my phone and it wasn’t there. This is when the panic attack started. Due to me feeling like time was slowing down I wanted to leave but not having my phone prevented me from doing it. I asked a few people but no one could find it. I also didn’t want to interrupt the game. The more time that went by the more paranoid I got. I cracked. I had to do something to get me and my body out of the house. So I told someone that I thought I was having a panic attack and he wasn’t able to help. I think everyone heard me say that and it was so embarrassing. I heard someone say “Wow 2 beers and a bowl and that kids freaking out.” Luckily I remember one of the guys once talked to me about how they had suffered from them to so I told him and he managed to get me my phone back. I’m 90% sure the guy that “found” it was trying to steal it because I wasn’t anywhere near where he found it. I was so thankful for him. He made sure I made it home okay and was really understanding when I told him what was going on. All of this transpired in about an hour but it felt like I was there for 5. Definitely the most embarrassing moment of my life, while the past few years at least. Never showing my face around there again. 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But in reality, I just nod and confirm the impression they have already formed of me. What I don't understand is why being ""quiet"" is even a bad thing to begin with. It is something that society has instilled based on the perception of an ideal person (whether it be at work or school) being the loud, outgoing extrovert. I hate it even more when the advice I am given is to be ""more loud like the others"". Fuck. I don't want to be like the others. Loud isn't me. I can never be loud. But I'm not ""quiet"" by choice either. I'm quiet because I can't insert myself into social situations as well as others. I can't deal with the impending embarrassment that my brain has already wired into me. So hence I avoid. Don't call me quiet if you don't understand social anxiety.",3.2500565326633186,4.8669713768844245,4.855599874371858,82.40289729899497,73.92462311557789,7.7890703517587925,24.49780150753769,8.472884824447931,1.6323891959798993,780,24,152,14,16,263,110,199,0.139,0.757,0.104,-0.8892,0,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,6,3,8,13,3,2,13,0,24,4,3,0,2,25,36,14,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,0,1,11,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,9,7,1,0,2,10,27,6,21,28,5,12,0,0,0,1,14,7,1,2,6,118,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047955191894594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398687969719157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178037338789678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857718830709444,0.18774462666068736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619372833422758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190640205408125,0.31448683380819314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265078269598168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875936134392246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342100284305367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236345538946496,0.0,0.14772350361602302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203557433044684,0.15804058812284974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046577725043933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518807945691526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876840133424853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675891295460756,0.1344601889607809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736032480852969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584848954611796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309386462962814,0.0,0.3139516365419377,0.0,0.11855084208844775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023056813848114,0.0,0.0,0.1222527327001025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206229551153706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082868371288183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845762534910505,0.0,0.13895415289064336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121082720959766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ScelesticSaiko,2018/02/05,"Advice for medication.. My anxiety has been absolutely awful lately, and I'm sick of it. It's been torturing me my whole life. There's so much going on in my life lately, the anxiety has been acting up beyond my control, I feel like. I feel like it's absolutely taken over my whole being. I can't go to work, I can't sleep, I either eat nothing or too much, I can't be around other people, I overthink way too much, I get frustrated and panic over the littlest things, and also over nothing at all as well. The worst part is, no one I know seems to care. They don't seem to believe me because they don't understand how I feel. But I absolutely freak out and lose my sanity sometimes over things that normal people could handle well. Anyway, the whole point of me posting this is that I need advice on how to get on medication, and what it may feel like. I was against it for a long time, but I'm willing to do anything to get my own mind to leave me alone. I am aware that I will most likely need insurance, I'll have to speak to a doctor, etc. Which, not surprisingly, spikes my anxiety because I feel like this is all a giant process that is pretty overwhelming and I have no clue where to start. Thanks in advance. 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Anxiety is real high at the moment. Couldn't find anyone to share the experience with, but it's for one of my favourite artists and I'd regret not going. Feeling kinda awkward right now standing between groups of friends waiting to get it. I'll hopefully get more comfortable inside and maybe talk to some peeps but right now it's too far out of my comfort zone/ability. Please someone tell me some kind words.",3.3512810457516338,6.1076729647058805,3.641568627450983,85.77594771241833,78.17647058823529,6.130718954248366,29.44444444444445,7.3871296695380915,1.9742287581699351,362,17,64,5,9,112,67,85,0.095,0.6559999999999999,0.249,0.9608,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,18,8,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,3,6,13,7,3,13,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,4,3,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24139776318408546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830347646337436,0.0,0.0,0.16297304912727698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279942977564594,0.0,0.0,0.1178508727999117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213028405662846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007492353130242,0.0,0.2435465112563965,0.0,0.13246318594385234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462589365543387,0.0,0.2314983235553457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24271411372045276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23415744920353698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793919278484184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558488547932383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652929646442984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980934365513833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974856176897672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873386838354764,0.20371981056010735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sofiaskat,2018/02/05,"First day of Uni classes I’m finally attending University at 20. A lot of things happened in life to prevent me from going, including anxiety disorders. Thankfully I went to a psychiatrist last week and he prescribed some meds that seem to be helping. Currently sitting in the student centre, anxious but not on the verge of an attack. This is great. Daunting, but I’m excited for what the future holds. Luckily I only have one class on Mondays. It’s going to be good, I hope. 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Only recently I have been seeing girls with an interest in me. 2 months ago I went out with two girls to watch a movie and afterward we went to one of their houses. Then was my first proper kiss and they seemed up for a threesome but I was way too drunk because I was so anxious and I nearly had a panic attack whilst kissing one of them. And now again with the same girl, she asked me to come over late at night. I went over and looking back she wanted a hookup, we were nearly naked in bed together and she was heavily cuddling me but there is extreme resistance whenever I think of making a move. I had to go to the bathroom twice to calm down and eventually we just ended up cuddling to sleep. Waking up was the same, she seemed like she wanted to make a move on me, again I wanted to really badly but there's so much resistance and I cannot take the opportunity when it arises. I usually overdo it with alcohol in these situations and drink too much in hopes that I won't have so much resistance, but it only makes me too sick to do anything. We worked out and studied together the next day. She still seemed interested in me but now that I'm home I feel like she may think i'm too pathetic and not masculine enough to initiate. This is so hard, what the hell can I do about this? I've had anxiety issues all my life and I know its because of the 8 years of constant bullying growing up and my tendency to isolate myself because of it. I cant talk to my friends about this because If it gets out I won't be able to stand hanging out with them anymore. Also, I don't think I'm so ugly anymore (used to be overweight), I'm 5ft8 and have been working out for 2 years. I have toned muscles and decent abs.",3.74663317572892,4.8120864095744675,4.93632387706856,84.4751851851852,71.87234042553192,8.229944838455477,27.223798266351466,8.626192665926032,1.8469786446020482,1454,50,301,25,27,481,185,376,0.154,0.763,0.083,-0.9856,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,4,0,4,4,23,14,2,1,16,0,31,13,2,5,1,61,62,30,0,5,8,0,2,2,1,3,4,0,2,4,13,31,4,0,9,2,0,11,6,4,0,5,16,5,46,10,55,41,7,60,1,0,3,5,23,24,1,6,25,217,59,3,0.09371099510216316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306914296017127,0.10014855443076437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494064892634987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168865475488173,0.21173350138235608,0.1858722524915949,0.0,0.0,0.07711616427482397,0.0,0.08760713036605562,0.10660978548721416,0.0,0.0720579707990471,0.07824476659942584,0.2285014112810753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807237245419338,0.0,0.10126829426451632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043583932369818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180109905168024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300012676354711,0.09682850846853704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047383094824008036,0.06694715362532755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971052456161595,0.0,0.0,0.07240088235575708,0.0,0.04896012716219282,0.0,0.05325811808728892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394664489624272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399976881497636,0.09307616274718042,0.0,0.10812990646885147,0.0,0.10578830692881484,0.0,0.0978099320057784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150111215390437,0.0,0.10571008423887908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619084720403076,0.0915649173634342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869363416860496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25021126763398593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479922223550306,0.2987998720071673,0.20666509177614684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966270641921084,0.08794142074647551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700199108168256,0.1425428691087241,0.0,0.10994966159054233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003366306961591,0.0,0.09252830228470008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484053003464388,0.07467553029298764,0.2559329112065257,0.0,0.10586675069117804,0.0,0.07751870353121261,0.1053350848316114,0.09377867206209667,0.09552655820276744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483772174001473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045900583958964,0.07532134815371422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013866533198464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154202547465748,0.0,0.0,0.08093621169982819,0.10320942171536716,0.15464277033726045,0.16581951863825387,0.07438342602431693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606130939299706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644544105387954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069361682026244 socialanxiety,Little_RedWood,2018/02/05,"Hot Seat for one of my classes I’m a junior in high school taking an Intro To Journalism class. We’re doing this one activity where, every day, someone is called up and forced to answer any question that anyone in the class for ten minutes. I’m so terrified every day because I could be next. It’s supposed to help build our skills in asking questions for feature writing. I’m just so scared because the questions usually dig into sensitive areas and even having regular conversations is nearly impossible, I’m not even sure how I’m gonna handle this type of interview. I wanna talk to the teacher about it, but I don’t have a very good grade in the class and she might think that I’m just trying to skip the assignment. On top of that, she might not even believe me because I casually chat with someone I’ve known for a few years in the class. To be honest, I feel so boxed in. I have no idea how I’m going to get through this assignment.",5.168173758865247,5.736222803191488,6.148723404255321,78.88333333333334,68.30851063829788,8.819858156028369,30.56028368794326,8.841846274778883,2.423987943262411,749,28,143,12,12,249,116,188,0.064,0.855,0.081,0.6285,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,2,12,5,0,1,10,0,12,0,0,2,1,26,26,9,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,8,2,0,1,4,1,0,3,0,2,11,4,28,20,1,20,0,0,0,0,14,14,0,5,5,91,19,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628202502389233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899887610173297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236199616631494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25892501099175913,0.0,0.0,0.15951676650526206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445731689704875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304336179389275,0.0,0.0,0.1826200287453046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805448354710292,0.0,0.23858137658915746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158916162688897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397183467449113,0.0,0.08046549170872325,0.11875400334119285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490081992316407,0.1495913470321584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983118517460432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003966550234934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057626827707826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918820646952882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758196956726525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175035699577118,0.14329064107458456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399274518362216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344131358299222,0.0,0.10645360282723776,0.11379991507433808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072135730828476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961262920030939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593485398204668,0.1168216884230902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911755012412326 socialanxiety,aaan,2018/02/05,"Is this advice even worth anything? I was preparing this answer to a post: ""You need to talk to a doctor. Tell him that your fear of people is disrupting your life. If he's worth anything, he'll help you get in touch with a therapist and possibly get you on medication. I know i may sound stereotypical, but i wish for everyone with social anxiety to at least do this first step. It can help so much, i know it did for me. Don't hesitate to try a couple therapists, it is really important to find one you like. Good luck"" .- - - - - - Is an answer like this worth posting in this sub ? They might have gotten this advice a million times before! I want to help but maybe i should pass and let others give better advice? An opinion from someone would be helpful. Thanks",2.4381632653061227,4.859485741496601,3.7245170068027207,85.81453061224491,79.34013605442176,7.185306122448982,22.044897959183675,8.238735603445708,1.373151836734694,592,18,115,12,15,193,98,147,0.025,0.675,0.3,0.9925,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,6,1,2,2,7,0,1,7,0,16,3,0,0,0,21,27,6,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,11,4,0,0,5,0,3,2,1,1,0,3,3,2,16,6,17,17,2,10,0,0,0,0,18,4,0,5,4,79,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904771796123127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189572639883984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922039415421898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334126590749086,0.0,0.0,0.11780236858909965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738050532131766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633328996269145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797569553597173,0.0,0.0,0.12727592364580093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498842237229579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217401060772992,0.11329772932146327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918039720033898,0.1277751834470817,0.0,0.11171974729901687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35711791845278273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640373016381236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362034728036507,0.09408133657787814,0.1301471453090913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338147962762515,0.0,0.0,0.13418247274026204,0.0,0.14130150329447216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791549174141063,0.0987642618801976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025807625777628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923423785211821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016017308096144,0.2551327803250185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532973212815326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577808192570676,0.11285781335820386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705910872096523,0.11642048988943947,0.12263036653534028,0.0,0.30930513794555586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766853604577865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043236227179882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856333920861336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317055672872892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461968560521712,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lineadd555,2018/02/05,"How I feel about my appearance is disrupting my daily life. How can I help myself? CC student here. The amount of anxiety I feel everyday is becoming too overwhelming for me. Being out in public is too overwhelming for me. I feel that everyone is staring at me. I feel ugly and just want to hide. Yesterday I was at Target and I wanted to get out of there immediately. I couldn't because I was with a family member. They could tell I was getting impatient and angry. I was angry. I felt like fainting. Even thinking about it makes me anxious. I can't even drive to Burger King and order something. Even if I'm dying of hunger and am too lazy to cook, I will not drive there. I hate it when people (especially guys who are good looking) stare at me. I hate it. Hate it. I want to scream and ask ""WHY ARE YOU STARING AT ME"". I have to get another student I.D card and the thought of doing so is stressful. Having to go talk to someone about getting an I.D card. I feel that I won't be able to articulate what I need clearly. And then they'll get all mad at me or something. I'm skinny fat and am working on building muscle so I can improve my appearance but I feel fat. I hate how I look in short hair. I don't feel pretty when it's just below my shoulders. I also am recovering from years of having pretty bad acne. I haven't bought any new clothes for the past few years. But they don't have the style of clothes I would like to buy here- really feminine and modest. I also sweat quickly under my arms so I feel I can't wear any light colored T-shirts. I want to wear clothes that me feel good but in the past, I've always felt that I've made bad clothes choices. When I try them on at the store I feel good. But as soon as I come home, I rethink my decision of buying these clothes. I don't feel confident in my appearance. And this is really disrupting my daily life. These days, if I have to go outside, I start to get irritable before going out. I hate having to find what to wear and how to wear my hair. When the weather starts getting warmer, I get REALLY irritable. I just feel so overwhelmed right now where I just want to cry. I've locked myself in my room. It's harder to show my face to people these days. I don't want to live this way. How can I help myself? 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I feel like I got the flu or a bad cold today and feel like I’ll need to call out sick for work tomorrow but I am already having so much anxiety and racing thoughts on what could go wrong.. will I be fired for calling out sick again? will they talk bad about me? will they say I need to come in anyways? ... every time I need to call out it’s the same routine of thoughts ",2.074136212624584,3.4643332906976734,2.9223588039867114,95.9929069767442,76.55813953488372,5.84451827242525,22.75083056478405,6.18269132825596,0.17277607973421993,317,9,74,2,7,100,58,86,0.267,0.6970000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.9738,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,4,6,1,0,3,0,7,3,0,0,0,18,18,5,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,5,9,2,14,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,6,44,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637801058950658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353738961288525,0.0,0.0,0.1037755120773788,0.15206913610181366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24784135177158795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6061949481989777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784674221685896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184976357211824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398203866104593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504639195208184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008659086970372,0.2120560105534662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434790308174682,0.0,0.11870136890364286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652950012186802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501655433638808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910241015866948,0.3301444587684504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180258984684886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929069224044385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23565052968647165,0.08654222457942454,0.0,0.14068046383511795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160963858898659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622689624749719,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,emecap,2018/02/05,Does anyone else start crying when angry? It's so embarassing. Like I can't even hold my tears in. How am I supposed to confront people when I start crying like a fucking 3 yo? My voice comes out so shaky and I stumble over my words. I feel like nobody takes me seriously. I bet it makes me look weak and I don't know how to fix it,-0.3703442879499193,1.8149148450704264,1.779624413145541,96.35453834115809,90.69014084507042,4.282316118935838,16.339593114240998,5.82211442006289,-0.6321749608763696,258,6,59,2,9,86,50,71,0.269,0.629,0.102,-0.895,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,1,1,0,3,2,0,3,0,13,12,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,0,3,12,3,5,12,0,8,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,2,7,33,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682138562356336,0.24649491277898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723187084276165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5285150974445683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052657920222492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009674190918887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889583962912318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164066316833914,0.17186501207792326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240536090626892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322123314143208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35259465361258674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202027501474365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058398380390101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667826514934921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405568480119786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088054881900575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SlowLoris303,2018/02/06,"Anyone else become antisocial at work due to SA? How did you deal with it? I have noticed my SA has gotten much worse in recent years (potential causes are a different conversation). I started a new job about 7 months ago and was really antisocial and awkward for the first couple months. It really sucked but I thought I would come out of it at some point when I felt more comfortable. I have done that, to some extent with a handful of people, but I feel like the damage has been done in the broader group. Now, I find myself being subconsciously (I make decisions to take the ""easy path"" and not interact before I even realize it) antisocial at events and things. I don't really want to be like this anymore, there is a very friendly and social person behind my SA, and I think most of these people know that, but I'm just coming off weird and I know it. Has anyone else experienced this? How did you handle it? Sometimes I think I should just quit and start over and do better at a new gig, but I like this job outside of the mess I feel I have created for myself.",4.4217384370015935,5.651377521531099,5.483234449760769,80.56730781499203,70.43540669856459,8.635534290271133,24.93811802232855,9.029198982220553,1.8130265390749605,838,23,163,16,15,277,122,209,0.078,0.7809999999999999,0.141,0.9562,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,4,9,11,1,1,10,0,20,1,1,4,0,42,38,16,0,3,7,0,4,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,13,14,0,0,11,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,9,5,24,6,23,25,6,26,0,1,0,0,9,10,1,3,17,118,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900407174175096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195161538568547,0.17196473618040853,0.2519913257708835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580894243257727,0.10463705579431776,0.0,0.0,0.10875556149885686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632242537085026,0.0,0.21185278546690214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606220148351314,0.0,0.0,0.12677502626102194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284758109678057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516787445243585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544864720646813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121947190756569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435304093648282,0.08784865326201967,0.118068953035756,0.0,0.112390894613915,0.10459686266479178,0.0,0.0,0.09500508483946858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24405433569653745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351604392185866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022845425461045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820823653520971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630441572498766,0.0,0.09039592676542448,0.0,0.0,0.23752730405925626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000034437621964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050161803181946,0.10737126832878592,0.0,0.0,0.11624488983747926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079203543553256,0.0,0.0,0.2363301275167156,0.0,0.1214164651394048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253508033490796,0.0,0.0,0.12161889706016275,0.0,0.17407534026440544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245693712132702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169474438810924,0.15758637764145966,0.0,0.09762317804341876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146181260271367,0.07252995140242455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952246354944984,0.0,0.12531531040765534,0.08735322693497073,0.0,0.0,0.07918762128649366 socialanxiety,bigdicksaul,2018/02/06,"What's going on my with my social life right now... So first of all I'd like to say I always thought of myself of this guy who wants to be friendly but doesn't think of something to say etc, I was basically fine with that and there were problems that had to do with my crush but it's over now. But right now, it's damn terrible. When literally everyone is in a conversation and always has something to add I just blandly stand there. And even worse, whenever someone says a joke I don't really find it funny because I am not that immersed into the situation to genuinely laugh so I just let out an awkward fake laugh so I don't stand out. Hell, I don't even remember the time when someone just walked up to me and started a conversation not including like those few friendly people, who in reality just talk to me because there's no one else present. if I want to talk I /always/ have to start a discussion myself. This whole problem is prominent in school. The only people I basically can be myself and freely talk is with the weird guy groups. Worst of all, a friend who I used to talk with a lot and hang out basically almost completely cut me off and only talks to me whenever I am the only person present that he knows or wants to use me for something petty, like ""hey man let's go for a cig"" just because he doesn't have any and I do. My social life feels really depressed right now, I go into school knowing all of this is going to keep repeating and want to come to home as soon as possible even though the only thing that I can do in my home without getting bored is smoking weed. I wish this whole thing would go away and I'd be more talkative. I used to make fun out of those silent types but I'm becoming one of them, and it's really sad and hypocritical There's a party happening this saturday which consists of about 40 people coming from my school and I hope I'll at least somewhat get closer with everyone and don't care what others think and fully be myself while drunk, but other than that, I don't know where I am going",5.27084745762712,5.429309963680389,6.138514285714287,80.47640096852301,68.00726392251816,9.416716707021793,29.352929782082324,9.281916038205594,2.297458769975788,1617,53,330,29,25,535,194,413,0.136,0.711,0.153,0.7666,0,0,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,1,25,26,3,1,15,0,33,3,0,4,3,74,66,31,0,10,15,0,1,3,3,1,2,3,2,4,27,30,1,1,9,2,0,10,11,13,0,3,4,4,37,13,56,55,12,49,1,2,0,0,28,21,2,6,19,233,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529117810911053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876904510648009,0.0,0.0,0.051131271947713684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064278042538713,0.0,0.0,0.13750401643296456,0.08304062514979732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666045687096283,0.0,0.0,0.12953777144410974,0.07883450363779404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476039540675782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628109747216206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385589503215707,0.14898538198003394,0.0,0.0,0.1436931111917379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03801794665977323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068721617168309,0.06395594214058392,0.0,0.0,0.17427309636982835,0.0,0.07856656513558277,0.0,0.25639071911569794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488983679531175,0.06648961013803073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508419072292457,0.07467989593676266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683166484076926,0.0,0.0,0.12396614501807975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377221552712358,0.10621678924581404,0.1102010165384695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392321605570223,0.0,0.0,0.05018941176127717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190037059761607,0.2287392672274636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638028722714598,0.0656523575358484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476458794807208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438919255666541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450448681214256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517476897604141,0.1926336395757391,0.0,0.17938054105082235,0.0,0.22828662155356774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451587325405834,0.0,0.15329195392718062,0.12741522402042935,0.17365308641437766,0.0,0.0,0.10643868378473163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021713764250798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990480043402762,0.0963564775635851,0.07387306156729381,0.05969186998021174,0.043843459416504416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948181260010764,0.0,0.0,0.17739428342966018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789223673992276,0.08646393288243788,0.0724797589662678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662427473992606,0.053412289674027065,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PandaIV,2018/02/06,"Need advice on approaching this guy from my class I've been in the same classes with him for the past three terms, but haven't been able to spark the courage to approach him. I'm a very quiet person and doesn't talk at all in class unless there's group work or to say hi back. He seems like a quiet guy too. How should I try to approach him? I keep thinking that it would be weird for me to suddenly talk to him after all this time and despite how quiet I usually am. Not sure if this is a crush or if I just want to be friends with him, but I'd like to at least try and not have to regret not doing anything for the rest of my life. But I'm really worried that the moment I try to talk to him, my anxiety level will shoot through the roof and ends up embarrassing myself.",6.1525,4.324114878787881,6.542234848484853,84.89335227272731,66.87878787878788,9.704545454545457,29.71590909090909,8.07648339933343,1.6816818181818176,605,15,140,6,8,197,99,165,0.103,0.773,0.124,0.6773,0,0,0,1,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,9,0,13,1,0,2,3,32,20,14,0,7,12,0,0,2,1,3,1,4,0,3,6,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,2,4,16,5,27,13,6,19,0,1,0,0,17,7,0,5,11,97,22,4,0.17857220824768552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449869518256614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660725053585165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694971204962387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373110055378769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816197346795968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796444512464676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536291224955913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872318358789558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261308316929405,0.17448272183834546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240902973542404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046737863895056,0.0,0.15592236439071594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439792920618955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200778736218192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256543168559007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683021929581656,0.0,0.0,0.4305887303833892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442186061537454,0.0,0.0,0.10412689066888398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637164228377249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966720588932718,0.14734077339888813,0.10532651507086503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000269438905065,0.1813487455767888,0.0,0.12685257325220442,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ClearIndependent,2018/02/06,Phone Interview Anyone else face this? There was a job posting I saw online. It looked interesting I applied and everything. They emailed to schedule a phone interview and this is where I always choke. I picked a time and then when the call came I let it go to voicemail. I probably won't call back either. How do I get passed this anxiety of social interaction on top of an interview (which is stressful enough)? ,2.5445454545454567,5.479691831168837,3.50390909090909,83.65586363636366,85.23376623376623,7.2358441558441555,25.881818181818186,8.238735603445708,2.2754270129870133,329,14,59,8,10,105,57,77,0.121,0.818,0.06,-0.6741,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,5,0,6,1,1,2,0,7,11,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,2,8,1,5,6,2,12,0,0,2,0,11,3,0,0,5,41,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812959042134952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296245914096747,0.0,0.0,0.15809124931193205,0.2316615859259384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385350405480313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617376236886256,0.2585930501081073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887380068575504,0.0,0.0,0.23361711831438295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320008075193932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812558099718964,0.0,0.12849529824620193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436492322345625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311979945797564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986329888711875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653701608524906,0.0,0.2437692184017162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304759166777124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589916620368385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183811988124464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,godzillalikespie,2018/02/06,"""Can you work with Mason?"" So I was in this calculus class last semester. The professor did take-home quizzes every week or two, with the option of working with a partner. Obviously because I know nobody at this school, I did them on my own. About halfway through the semester I got a quiz back and on it the professor had written ""Can you work with Mason on the rest of the quizzes."" Which was an absolute horror because I had no fucking clue who Mason was, and it was too far in the semester to admit it. I completely ignored her request and never figured out who Mason was.",4.686959459459459,6.009956468468468,5.7671959459459465,78.42755067567569,69.9009009009009,8.793243243243245,33.69481981981982,9.188382445141503,3.1687738738738727,452,22,82,9,8,150,69,111,0.078,0.905,0.017,-0.7713,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,3,4,2,1,0,10,0,11,1,0,0,2,16,16,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,11,0,11,0,16,5,2,12,0,0,0,1,9,8,1,2,4,68,19,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920567001760286,0.0,0.31584831094644417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27162564553637153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182741767500434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395022309028748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719864981369812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237583211829635,0.2111732687111937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980757703936336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26218850074287225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947853001049991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530697203547781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078070217805924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5658091368223387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_anxxiousmethrowaway,2018/02/06,"I can't ask questions Some time ago I got in an argument with my GF with her accusing me of never being curious of other people. I was quite hurt because I am curious of people, but I'm shy, and it is difficult for me to ask direct questions to people, regarding any subject. She insisted that it is evident that I have no interest in anybody and I just repeated I'm a cautious man - you never know the reaction to questions. The argument ended without a solution and I felt quite hurt and not understood. But it is somewhat true - I can't really ask people questions. I mean, not like going to the post office, but when I need to ask something for me. Or maybe even at the post office, if I need to confront something. Yes, I am a very non-confrontational person. I try never to directly shoot, how bad can it be? Everyone thinks about me as a mild-mannered person. Except that I have stared to realize I'm not. With that fight a memory from many years ago resurfaced. I was living abroad with my parents. It was my birthday, and I went to a mall with my father to get my present (I distinctly recall all the details, the mall, the shop, the present which still exists in my parent's home). Going home, we did not have a parking spot. So we normally had to park a bit far away in a big parking lot and have a walk home. That day I asked if he could park in front of our house. He lost it. He beat me - not figuratively. He beat me again. He dragged me home and closed me in my room. He came upstairs and beat me again. And again. I remember my mother coming over, and we ran away. We did not make it to the main street. I was dragged again in my room and beaten again. Beaten until it was night. This is it. The day afterwards he did not mention anything. We never spoke about this again. He never hit me again. I'm not a mild mannered man. I'm a bastard asshole. But if I have to assert myself, my body punishes me. The adrenaline rush is so intense I cannot stand on my feet, I cannot think, I can barely breathe. Sometimes it was so bad that I couldn't eat for almost three days. I cannot go to a grocery store and ask for a refund, because if I do, just the thought of it makes me unable to breathe. I cannot get mad when someone does me wrong or I will not sleep for days. I will not sleep a night if I have to make a phone call. I traveled the world alone, I work perfectly under stress, I can talk in front of 200 people without any problems. Yet if somebody on the street confronts me for something stupid, I shut down. I'm unable to talk, I hear my heart pounding, the adrenaline pumping, my hands sweating and trembling. I cannot breathe, I want to vomit. I cannot correctly focus what I'm seeing. My body brutally punishes me and I can't do anything about it. I got used to it, and some minor things are huge obstacles that take up all my willpower just knowing the pain I will have to sustain. I did not sign up for this. I do not want to be this person. I do not want to be this coward. Please help me, any advice is appreciated.",1.9343479862823472,3.8637094846526665,3.5715959527251115,88.79823966216028,78.5476575121163,6.540951733129269,24.59147464784741,7.5412164511997375,1.1749336564351105,2357,85,494,34,57,783,260,619,0.174,0.758,0.069,-0.9961,3,1,3,1,2,0,85.0,6,1,0,10,22,26,11,2,33,1,52,14,11,5,11,105,99,35,0,15,31,4,2,1,1,3,2,2,6,5,29,28,1,0,15,4,3,12,31,22,0,1,21,6,86,4,67,68,8,75,0,3,2,0,46,28,1,17,33,340,115,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487190982425749,0.11769487307977765,0.0,0.06647627540783227,0.06875617067907143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543485178395778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092605129088234,0.0,0.3723732924845571,0.0,0.12474420098268628,0.0,0.11085955080205466,0.08093692688081146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247662982372309,0.14748039485572234,0.0,0.0,0.06778781988502433,0.07592822505652477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718590667924137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300404703756841,0.0,0.0,0.17125464848199815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058095085774200875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679297433785947,0.0,0.0,0.058798544422956636,0.0,0.0,0.04384751544150877,0.0,0.0,0.06343494067756114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637412448001381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936818831857823,0.0,0.11318656769620215,0.0,0.10619035396784314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482216852023177,0.07866806790607439,0.04449732778013467,0.0,0.2663634284877969,0.0,0.0,0.07660086022605006,0.14213578323472764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296833267351037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03243298577432289,0.0,0.058620306313172825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246847269041302,0.05643924590096215,0.0,0.0,0.13294008312493275,0.06730527371561311,0.06669394666651075,0.07231412667100254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984491789801306,0.2560059796521941,0.0,0.0,0.124598063545381,0.06504446460651711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063968830921022,0.0,0.14742822742938044,0.0,0.0,0.2301194576209756,0.17389783147244034,0.0,0.07287220600629236,0.0,0.0,0.12715942121039744,0.0,0.0,0.06352270952029869,0.0,0.0,0.2974713317156768,0.14121997246947532,0.0,0.0,0.04252875438284172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520272019179204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052901274449239546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286845768025485,0.0,0.05624888423752659,0.1533222176597263,0.06565773381158868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301617332198722,0.0,0.07604526569710761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991422478978659,0.10671756316782473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410409821581287,0.08507530232244319,0.0,0.05270329523417188,0.03871037691534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507193011623873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733643579383362,0.0,0.05477563803768761,0.11746905351868382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061540751715958276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798802036415205,0.0,0.04833000647078521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258298165541671,0.0,0.04275059127554412 socialanxiety,JustChloe_,2018/02/06,"Struggling to open up I often try as hard as possible to make sure as little is known about me as possible, I lie, I avoid talking to anyone and I often destroy anything written about me or by me that could let anyone know anything about me. It comes out of my fear of rejection, I can't stand the thought of being judged by others so I try not to give them anything to judge me for. I'm even scared of expressing any opinion on something as simple as a T.V show or book, or even expressing any interest in anything. This has really started to get to me recently and has pushed me into social isolation, which is making me miserable. I was hoping that someone would be able to relate, and know any way I could begin to overcome this fear. 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Please give me some advice? I do work, but I don't like my job so I want to explore other options. My goal in life is to help people. So I am due to start volunteering to help children read. I am meeting the deputy headteacher this week so she can go through the policy and show me what to do with the kids. But I am thinking of backing out. I have no confidence, I am 27 but act like a shy little girl. I am worried I will leave a bad impression at the school. Surely if you are working with kids you have to be bubbly and confident? I have social skills but I freeze around people so I get too scared to use them. What if the school tells me they don't want me anymore, after meeting me this week? Halp.",0.8951039426523337,3.258425696774194,2.4612365591397847,92.75407706093193,85.58064516129029,5.508960573476704,20.869175627240146,6.937597516519254,0.4951648745519708,593,19,126,8,18,193,94,155,0.14400000000000002,0.6779999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.7084,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,2,5,8,7,0,2,7,0,17,1,0,1,1,20,26,12,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,6,6,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,1,25,4,17,24,1,16,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,4,10,88,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537972551224852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560861205476111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010825370712082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210212817221323,0.1314119983800158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222847905294489,0.15098044274785208,0.0894469500259313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098706331939104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618282029812394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666506501701663,0.0,0.0,0.11116745417720746,0.1537831767564911,0.1577436341358858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182253676715225,0.0,0.0,0.17276422551532805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743010322501233,0.0,0.1008264702793384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757235591445626,0.3185691291809392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043674813495673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22279938202496066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833586738846166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756362256141108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008475626149574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359322774292803,0.0,0.0,0.18566246461119115,0.0,0.3787403058034048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437399494817689,0.15983465813561326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BlackGirlTopaz,2018/02/06,"Social Anxiety and Paranoia? I have been reading most of the post on here recently and have come to observe that the posters have a certain cycle of thinking. 1# Be social 2#get paranoid 3#breakdown 4#recover 5# repeat It seems like step three in the cycle gets worse and worse for people until they stop trying all together. The paranoia stays about the same throughout the time. Does anyone else agree with this. This isn't backed by scientific evidence just observations. 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So me(21 F ) and my bf(20M ) has been together for 6 months.When something was wrong he didn't want to open up to me cause he told me I wouldn't understand even if I told you. He once told me that we should break up cause he didn't want to pull me down,however all I want to do is support him and help him in any way I can. When he opened up about his social anxiety I started to research more into it to find out what I can do to help.He has his first counselling appointment today and I know he wants to improve and not let the anxiety to overcome his life.What can I do to help and support him? During our time together I've been volunteering abroad for 10 weeks,now we are going to be apart for 5 months next month.Is there anyway to help with distance between us?",4.868114285714288,4.415139154285715,5.529857142857146,86.58564285714289,68.88571428571429,9.057142857142855,29.5,8.548686976883017,1.8370571428571427,652,21,148,9,10,212,99,175,0.061,0.8220000000000001,0.117,0.9095,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,4,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,22,0,0,2,1,26,36,8,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,8,0,27,3,25,24,2,20,0,0,0,0,26,9,0,1,7,93,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822722931495358,0.0,0.19850054558976124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665561691618384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569163879442121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857944552998664,0.11035625280476734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373388113891817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478462942365576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130137185572834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326673091122529,0.0916387629812088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071134752661276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797930555963178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381682085373517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264505924771453,0.0,0.09987971543779686,0.0,0.0,0.09183020297109246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44168014265068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565207749684699,0.0,0.12297776494732088,0.3719146206177877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350632730885903,0.15606050322202944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30609459782880144,0.10298108326308844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184964835544747,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Hqnnes,2018/02/06,"Why does everything have to be a competition? Like, literally. Whatever you do, doesn't matter if it's in school or if you're in public or browsing social media, quite literally everything has to be a competition all the time. Is there even any good reasoning behind this?",5.4498,7.5859609799999985,7.221,65.55550000000002,69.2,11.4,30.5,11.20814326018867,4.2912,219,9,36,8,4,76,39,50,0.022,0.86,0.118,0.6894,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,7,7,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,2,25,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028044652325775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26098030118285465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697600293632125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360540747202689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501385085727263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569856095127626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172009340976404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30662684207739904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30182146489703665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040046878987221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389845787530767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691033201612794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pizza-hobbit,2018/02/06,"Social recovery Hello there, because of reasons I turned off my phone for like a month. Obviously since I didn't answer any texts or messages people just stop contacting me all together and now I feel like I'm ready to be a little social again. How do I this without explaining why I left in the first place? I don't have any close friends and I don't want to scare people with my problems, I also don't want people to think I'm just a shitty person that doesn't answer texts. Help?",3.198571428571426,4.88332247959184,4.3589285714285735,85.62982142857145,74.20408163265307,6.940816326530613,23.47448979591837,7.6454224807358475,1.0803428571428566,385,11,76,5,8,126,66,98,0.138,0.72,0.142,0.3369,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,2,2,21,16,5,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,1,11,3,9,14,1,11,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,7,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954405989606614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543332118486327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399363771367707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455296253687737,0.13359304056008736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590623464056751,0.0,0.0,0.1444759558751359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534234885555012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317635618692687,0.0,0.0,0.18271778644501646,0.1874234117346975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926184294398606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889273550730647,0.16328143542568116,0.19537549624602615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893401725794503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226743724580767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872199071762281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546885676868089,0.0,0.0,0.38124648094731933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634061110061082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982223152118905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034026109746735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205952255323738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873867066304352,0.0,0.0,0.18026160106828606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BenjaBrownie,2018/02/06,"“Well shit, I can’t think of a good title so I’d better scrap the whole post.” That’s right, anxiety, I’m onto your bullshit tricks. ANYways. Just went back to look at a post I made that I was too anxious to read the replies to. They were overwhelmingly positive and made me smile... it’s disappointing it took me three weeks to “get around” to reading it when I could have been engaging with like-minded people who genuinely just want to interact with other like-minded people. I keep beating myself up over the things I’ve missed out on because I didn’t have the balls to introduce myself or face a few anonymous words or whatever. Idk, guess I just wanted to vent. Thanks. 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Minutes later another person sneezes, whole room says bless you. I was in the biology learning center today at a workshop going over some notes. I sneezed, no one said bless you. Minutes later another person sneezes, everyone (about 10 ppl) say bless you. I spend the next hours thinking what is so intimidating or unlikable about me . 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I don’t know what to do, what kind of people would I meet there, are the teachers gonna be kind... I just don’t know, I want to speak as soon as I meet them. Because I’m that person who literally can’t speak in social situations, especially if they already think of me as that kind of person. Fuck!! I’m so nervous XD damn it. I don’t know what to do. 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I never had this amount of social anxiety ever in my life growing up and always was very social with lots of friends. I wasn't interested in being social starting around age 19 because money was more important to me (was honestly bored of being broke and just partying/hanging out with friends all the time) and I didn't have much balance in my life starting around age 19. I also did MDMA about 2 and a half years ago (I'm now 23) which I think affected some of the muscular functions on the right side of my smile. All muscles work, but the right side of my smile is harder to smile compared to the left which can make my expressions lop sided and look weird. I make facial expressions that give off the wrong impression a lot when my anxiety kicks in (facial muscles tense up) so I don't look creepy or something. It's hard for anyone to notice, but I can, which is the right side of my smile doesn't have the same muscular power and is tighter than my left. It takes a way bigger effort to get the right side of my smile to do what the left side is doing, so I have to manually control them a lot (unless I'm drunk). I've done MDMA in the past when I was happier in life, especially when my social life and skills were at their peak and never had any long term effects from the drug. I haven't done it since and never will again. Just wondering how much you think my problem with smiling is some physical long term effect from the rewiring of nerve muscles in my face from MDMA or can nerves be affected by some emotional turmoil/social anxiety physical symptoms. 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Her reply to that was “you don’t pray enough. You have no faith” I’ve never felt so shattered. 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The loudest one in the room, always cracking jokes. But I never realized why I'd become exhausted at the end of social events, why my heart was racing the entire time, why eye contact sent me into overdrive and why I spent the rest of the night dissecting every word I'd said. Now I realize after all these years that just beneath my bubbly exterior lay this insidious, gnawing social anxiety. I guess it never occurred to me because my family is naturally gregarious and I always wanted to fit into that mold. To admit to being socially awkward or anxious was a sign of weakness, a stain on your reputation. Our family is strong, not weak - that's for other people, according to them. I used to be able to recover from social events and pull off my next one just fine, but as I've gotten older I've gotten less resilient. Slowly I've sort of backed myself into this isolated corner of my life and I feel like a shell of myself. I don't recognize this person. I want to go back to being able to at least muscle through the bad feelings but I just feel so weak at this point. I'm in the process of looking for a job, so this low point couldn't have come at a worse time. I'm hoping maybe just admitting I struggle with this is a starting point. 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The first reason is to help with premature ejaculation, the second is for social anxiety. I was originally prescribed zoloft in my senior year of high school for social anxiety. I continued to take it during my freshman year of college. It did help to control my social anxiety. One of the perks was I lasted longer during sex. It also gave me more confidence to talk to females. I then got into psychedelics during my sophomore year. I knew I couldn’t be on a SSRI, so I went off of it slowly. I was doing well. I had a girlfriend at the time, and I had trained my body to last longer with her, so PE (premature ejaculation) wasn’t a concern. I then decided to transfer colleges going into my junior year. I realized I should start taking zoloft again to help manage my anxiety while moving to a completely different town, where I knew no one. I took it for the semester of my junior year and then went off of it again, as I didn’t want to be dependent on a pill. I then started the first semester of senior year. The first week in class I am quite anxious. I feel uncomfortable and don’t want to be in class. I start taking zoloft again at 50mg. This helps to relive my anxiety within a week or two. I continue to take zoloft for the remainder of the semester, and switch to a lower dose of 25mg. My anxiety is under control, and my sex life is great. Currently, now in the second semester of my senior year. I again want to trip shrooms, and feel like I don’t need zoloft anymore. I slowly ween off for a few weeks, trips shrooms, and have a great time. However, I am now at the point where my sex life hasn’t been as good, and I am nervous to hookup with a girl as I haven’t be able to perform. I have been considering taking 25mg of zoloft again. Plus in the past week, my anxiety has risen again. I have mixed feelings about antidepressants, they have helped me, but I also don’t want to be dependent on them. I want to be confident in sex, and to reduce my anxiety. I am leaning towards starting zoloft again. Has anyone had any experience like this? Is it wrong to want to take zoloft to control PE? TL;DR Considering starting zoloft again to improve sexual performance, and to help with social anxiety.",3.9239038031319886,5.717198655480987,5.170620805369129,80.10725111856827,72.51230425055928,8.725055928411633,27.629194630872483,9.2995712137729,2.4830577181208047,1817,68,343,42,36,603,171,447,0.064,0.835,0.101,0.9496,4,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,2,9,19,8,0,1,22,0,41,20,1,7,0,43,72,26,0,9,2,0,3,2,1,1,15,0,0,1,9,18,0,3,8,0,0,7,9,2,1,8,18,3,53,6,71,46,2,80,0,0,0,4,18,25,0,3,50,243,62,12,0.06289844868580917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059973337891599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04277310198606033,0.0,0.4811714108401922,0.07105734368334231,0.06237835977898221,0.04398005778289342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986599704968402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594782675400637,0.0,0.21163787569435288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571549162428708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061526752080758786,0.0,0.0,0.0954100366274065,0.04493466430884638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050416496138567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03574663788346413,0.0527562345609715,0.050305635296679335,0.13869152345426966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25295702587021546,0.06645566440102267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254126124610166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888540688698089,0.061458009809047275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685109680843747,0.0,0.0466384027171781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524323330830162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004368637842281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945936458338679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690024250044241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467008097084745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365658805795024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205852372338129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671190742981268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33104263922244714,0.05055539050276292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335318248924158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988249082399953,0.0,0.0,0.06144264486398428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225948080650151,0.0,0.20181336623927096,0.0,0.05655325916855852,0.1166149841686744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876957967403832,0.0,0.2835317712291121 socialanxiety,ajconst,2018/02/06,"Went to pick up wings and almost allowed my car to get towed then rather be apart of a 'scene' Yesterday for the Super Bowl I needed to pick up an order of wings for a party I was going to. It was pouring and the place was packed so finding a parking spot was nearly impossible. I saw a few people park on the curb of the restaurant out front of the To-Go area, so I followed suit. I noticed that I parked at the edge of the curb and the back of my car was sticking out and blocked a parking space. So I decided to leave my car but stand in the doorway so that if I saw the people who's truck I was blocking I could easily run out and move my car then take their space. I stood in the doorway for about 5-10 minutes and no one came out, then my name was called by the waitress as I went to pay, a woman came storming into to the To-Go area and yelled ""WHO'S CAR IS PARKED OUT FRONT OF THE DOOR?!"" so in that moment my body locked up and rather than do the right thing and admit it was mine and move it out of the way which would lead to me being embarrassed in front of everyone in the restaurant. I simply shrugged and looked around at the other people in the To-Go area. The woman talked to the waitress who went and saw the car blocking her truck, who then got the manager. The manager started asking everyone in the To-Go area if that was our car, and everyone including me said no. The manager asked if I could poke my head into the main restaurant and see if I could see anyone that was waiting in the other area for a To-Go order...And I did listen and said I didn't see anyone. At this point, I couldn't admit it was my car now, so I just sat filled with fear and embarrassment as the manager started yelling in the restaurant ""IS ANYONE DRIVING A GREY TOYOTA?!"" I couldn't just say it was mine because things were getting out of hand, and how do you go after 10 minutes of this and say ""OH whoops that was my car after all!"" So I then watched the manager stand in the pouring rain as he directed the woman in her truck out of the parking space, so she wouldn't hit my car. Then after she successfully navigated out of the spot the waitress handed me my wing order, so now I had to figure out how to get out of this place because an audience of spectators were huddled around my car. So I just walked in the rain to the other end of the parking lot pretending to look for my car. During this time I knew the manager was going to call a tow truck, and at this point, I thought to myself I think I need to let my car just get towed because paying the impound fee would be worth the money rather than suffer the embarrassment of the situation I created. But when I saw the manager leave my car to ask some more tables on the covered patio if that was their car, I booked it to my car jumped in and hauled ass out of there. So thanks to my social anxiety a simple situation that could have easily been avoided led to me never being able to go back to that restaurant again. 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I wouldn’t say I have a quiet voice it just lacks power? I can’t seem to expel the same amount of sound as other people. This isn’t an issue when I’m talking to people and it’s generally quiet. However anywhere else, a restaurant, concert MY voice becomes a tiny little pathetic whisper while everyone else seems unaffected. It seriously ruins my mood and makes me less likely to do things if I feel I’m unable to speak. I’m sure it’s a mental thing and not a physical one but when I try to speak up it’s like my brain registers it as not natural and I go hoarse. Additionally, this wouldn’t be so bad if I was a girl as people would just register it as meekness, but I’m a 20 year old guy and it just comes off as weird and off putting. It’s so embarrassing. 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So many people, so many saying bad things, worse anxiety, so much stress...I want a vacation (p.s., I can't)",-0.8390909090909098,1.0918534242424265,2.288333333333334,88.45250000000001,105.66666666666669,7.048484848484849,14.590909090909092,7.793537801064563,0.9927818181818182,125,3,26,4,6,44,27,33,0.295,0.6609999999999999,0.045,-0.8268,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708254414358925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510624965781056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322938339990688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459851430761482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307815428401989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196827113849065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5223829577664001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893841371514824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860484962823828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300825519037447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048738695183356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951087531924835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115471049820288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195399566655046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625420500971236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FatalLegend_,2018/02/06,"I finally told my parents about my social anxiety. Today I finally told my parents about my social anxiety and depression. It took me a long time to work up the courage to face them. They were very supportive about it and I was really happy about. My mom told me about how she had trouble with social situations when she was a teenager. She is going to help and set me up for counseling. I’m really happy I finally told them it has been about 3 years since I started noticing it so this is really good, I’m happy about it.",2.0014073426573407,4.419565067307693,4.322272727272729,80.91363636363639,81.01923076923076,8.397202797202798,24.839160839160837,9.095868883498916,2.481376923076924,413,16,78,12,11,143,57,104,0.084,0.713,0.203,0.941,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,1,10,8,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,1,0,5,18,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,10,0,19,6,14,8,0,14,0,1,0,0,17,2,0,0,9,56,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361866221734494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336669971433686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944038998766591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682059415735894,0.10066089750422977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832670189623965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044193407027109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620739825155934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055733817723567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663517119252633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665196393268733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23064948572142904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927568516868394,0.13489922099573184,0.0,0.3670132788108648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494555503916454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618890682059526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998032787598778,0.0,0.11375793761682686,0.4587088322201704,0.13333844435097142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902298595224462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737062174493823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728419697121007 socialanxiety,fuckmylife___,2018/02/06,"every time I think my SA is getting better... ...it's only because I'm avoiding any situation that causes it. Turns out that lying in bed all day doesn't magically cure your social anxiety!",2.564166666666665,5.247770416666668,5.2922222222222235,73.15000000000003,80.94444444444446,6.933333333333335,25.66666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.223966666666666,149,6,24,3,4,53,33,36,0.212,0.7879999999999999,0.0,-0.7777,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,12,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22097854040287526,0.0,0.2485874325544829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980877565622418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873936855975401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338152725305037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956719278834468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27378612130819824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977403677618486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471406806407849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652597246486318,0.0,0.3312476977785005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821615578170188,0.0,0.0,0.18948215639890914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534545233838193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,warmbagelx,2018/02/06,"Hope it lasts I’ve had social anxiety for sooooo long. Never been able to make friends because I’m so awkward, feel weird walking in public and sitting in class because I’m always fixating on my posture and limb placements. Profusely sweating by the time I reach class because I had to walk from my car to class in front of people. Getting extremely hot in social situations even when it’s winter. Well these past two weeks have been different. All of a sudden I don’t feel the pressures of anxiety and I have no idea what I did but it’s working and I hope it lasts. I’ve never been so happy!! I initiated conversations and asked questions in class for the first time in my life and it feels damn great. This subreddit has gotten me through some tough times so I thought I’d share some good news with you guys!! 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All my life, I’ve found myself nervous in social situations. I never know what to say, which results in an awkward silence. I’m never really the one to take charge in a conversation. How can I be more comfortable in social situations? How do I start, and maintain conversations with people? How do I avoid awkward silences?",4.265194805194806,7.2532146969697,5.787142857142857,70.36500000000002,76.27272727272727,8.013852813852813,29.12554112554113,8.841846274778883,3.0788813852813846,294,13,45,7,7,99,44,66,0.128,0.818,0.054000000000000006,-0.4342,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,4,3,0,5,1,0,5,3,14,11,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,7,1,8,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477468019149414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417836087218845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959793035100292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485391732211433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531122185565465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313295984766758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447518619570815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968762000954955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079633285445774,0.0,0.4606631166306598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198626838929325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988922157054598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sport541,2018/02/06,"Lying about myself to fit in - NEED URGENT HELP! . I am hoping ppl can help me with what I am going through. I am a 26 yr old male btw. I have always had social anxiety since as long as I can remember. I grew up in South America and moved to Canada when I was 11. Even though i was always really shy i had lots of friends growing up. Fitting in has been really hard for me,l. I have had many opportunities to make a lot of friends such as high school, university, been a summer camp counselor, been part of a fraternity for a few summers but i had always struggled.making friends here. I have also been bullied quite a bit in different social circles for my accent and my quietness. Anyways, my social anxiety has been worse the last few years...I have started lying a lot whatever made me feel uncomfortable. For example, I come from a pretty privileged family economically so I have lied in the past what high school I went, what my parents do, etc...I act differently depending who I am around with..I never talk about myself to avoid any possibility of being judged. anyhow, i started seeing a therapist in january but i am still extremely anxious. I feel i am getting better in terms of talking about.myself but i am scared about peoples reactions when i tell them things they didnt know that i should have told them, and also the lies of course I really want to change. I am tired of living like this. I wish i would have have gotten help 10 yrs ago..I really regret all the lies i have said about myself, I just wanted to fit in. I feel that with new people I would not be afraid of telling the truth, but the problem is with old people..i can't help to feel they will hate me for not saying stuff earlier or lying. For example there are people i have known for years that dont know how many siblings i have or that two of them live in the states..or that i used to play tennis tournaments or that i was in a fraternity or that i was a camp counselor I am scared to death that if i tell people i have known for a long time about this they might get pissed at me for not telling them before about this I also lied about the school i went sometimes (i went to a private school so i didnt want people to judge me and say "" you are rich"") ",3.7983698593073614,5.040442459821431,4.9813311688311686,83.52882034632036,71.94642857142857,8.108874458874459,25.18290043290043,8.575989854853784,1.5829916666666668,1754,52,358,30,33,580,208,448,0.181,0.6940000000000001,0.125,-0.9882,3,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,1,7,3,24,19,2,4,21,0,53,2,1,5,3,56,82,25,1,12,13,1,5,1,3,5,1,4,0,1,17,9,0,1,9,1,1,9,8,8,0,1,22,10,63,11,58,53,9,47,0,1,1,0,31,20,1,12,19,253,80,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442292132931024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435700037730628,0.1814168529524897,0.0,0.0,0.04942219698225103,0.0,0.11119393798710996,0.0821032348249642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469708069265648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061841954211936265,0.0,0.0,0.06427604832198419,0.07934340892117431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688161011031598,0.06260397026206649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186197965718906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517577350610686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105299173156094,0.04800183667914402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851249920333631,0.0,0.1469887508843042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684479765397582,0.0,0.07594045894888501,0.0,0.041303466358496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651034536687489,0.0717525398698444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948528612627695,0.15357244549081728,0.0,0.0721837025954471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988169802723878,0.059240669682606724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035505840421741326,0.0,0.12834854341883747,0.12863201062839053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535970191829956,0.0,0.06876782296206849,0.04851181869728668,0.14736418809643625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709778981952398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724312527117799,0.0,0.05388836018433065,0.05605223967839963,0.07019096891731767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525225497468983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069813789564757,0.07870106529311288,0.06937750029684576,0.25192206468689216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193131136993513,0.0,0.07393765661942284,0.0,0.06954115181001834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729991067972487,0.0,0.0,0.1862325198129724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232778199916986,0.0,0.06913155334908037,0.11558980244238992,0.14552278193174625,0.29420811567450184,0.05791339168620392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601183683998747,0.0,0.0,0.22225220068445886,0.0,0.0,0.07187845841233242,0.0,0.10288094538152306,0.0,0.058039176622219475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319667419429977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682849042636408,0.254088236881006,0.0,0.0,0.08438247987259116,0.04828272932044447,0.0,0.0714038368572993,0.0,0.042377981323867664,0.08353041287104794,0.0,0.06944506733152092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099392741185702,0.0,0.0,0.06276876121775364,0.0,0.0,0.1285986278830184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211424181526216,0.0,0.0,0.08357385529438313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406309007315978,0.10325394229356162,0.0,0.0,0.04680098472359182 socialanxiety,queefingbutthole,2018/02/07,"I'm cringy I can't speak at a normal volume no matter how hard I try. I can't form complete sentences when I talk and often times sound insane. I use the wrong words or just mix up my words every fucking time I talk at work. In addition the last part of my sentence usually gets trailed off or mumbled because I forget where I was going with it or get lost in the reactions of others. No one talks to me because of this. Sometimes I even think I'm schizoid because I have odd thoughts and odd speech. My voice either comes out way too childlike and little girly or very squawky. I'm an fucking mess socially and I just want to run away and die. I'm constantly traumatized each day and it makes my anxiety get worse with age. Which is also sad since I'm 23. Every night all I can think about is every cringy moment that has ever happened to me and I cannot take it anymore. 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It wasn't particularly good, just based off a questionable science report that came out a few years ago. After only a few minutes someone down voted it, insulted me, I got agitated, almost started feeling sweaty, and deleted it. I knew that it was going to get negative feedback. I'll get into debates/arguments with people online and those typically don't lead to this reaction. I'm not really sure what I'm looking for here. Maybe I just needed to get it out...",6.0699292786421495,7.472703178217825,7.6787270155586995,65.70881188118814,66.72277227722772,10.127864214992927,36.21074964639321,10.290406445055957,4.300823479490806,435,22,67,11,7,151,73,101,0.201,0.7659999999999999,0.033,-0.9537,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,1,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,1,18,17,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,3,1,0,3,5,1,0,1,6,2,4,3,13,11,2,15,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,2,6,48,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753865755259005,0.0,0.2457398412165977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806804360620079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408524358610445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087432214662509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38464536735045535,0.0,0.13947055548702458,0.20583589885039608,0.19627453977150414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060802233529828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23221020688449304,0.0,0.0,0.24654449671537385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819663140124671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664321843595955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013443857886607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749122050454392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721412315991254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793270676401315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370046471220374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23129336234852754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803417756961324 socialanxiety,JOKAJOK,2018/02/07,"Having conversations Hi r/socialanxiety, could you give me tips on having conversations? I am slowly getting past my SA. I'm not at shy anymore, I've joined a club. I can say risky comments to people I'm used too but I just fail at holding conversations. When I try to have a conversation, nothing comes to mind and if it does, it doesn't really propel the conversation forward. In my opinion I come out as really brash. I also need tips replying to people's random comments. They catch me off guard and I don't have time to think of something to say to move it forward even maybe into a conversation. Thanks.",3.828898305084748,5.8589835847457685,5.412000000000003,77.27833898305086,73.32203389830508,8.109830508474579,27.0542372881356,8.841846274778883,2.2499091525423736,485,18,89,10,10,164,80,118,0.057,0.895,0.048,-0.2335,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,19,19,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,2,1,1,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,2,13,1,16,18,0,16,0,1,0,0,14,9,0,3,5,55,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801134055196232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835585733462586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619531287476996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167742209362419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838538486307771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876448170077094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976495021011573,0.20154040269003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110667126419689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213409522324495,0.0,0.0,0.2232956691813375,0.0,0.15578133854890758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158995296106572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055759396743475,0.2913041429554571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691819821438601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341488604493699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173989831606164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342545858127613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461914675710993,0.0,0.0,0.12250695016606415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263939379134016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814529447196218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,The_Agnostic_Orca,2018/02/07,"Social anxiety while presenting I typically have done well during my presentations, but it’s in a small class. Behind my professor was three girls snickering and whispering throughout my presentation, I would have embarrassed them while up there by asking if they wanted to share, but I didn’t really want to. So this threw me off and I was calm before my presentation but then my SA kicked in and made me get a bad grade.. I’m not sure if I should tell my professor or not.. I’m not diagnosed with SA, but I have many things I worry about.. it’s just that the whispering and making comments like “oh poor thing” at the end of my presentation... it just threw me off and made me panic.. I don’t know how to resolve this at all.. I don’t know what to do.. 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I can't take this shit anymore. I'm on edge all day. It's like sitting at school all day long. I have no privacy, no time to relax. I feel like my head is going to explode from all the stimuli. There's nowhere to run. I fucking hate this so much. I wish I just had some pills to numb myself down but I am too much of a coward to ask anyone. Just in case I had a chance to get something, what would you recommend? I just need to get rid of this constant knot in my stomach. Everybody is so loud, aggressive and inconsiderate. Fuck.",1.4104081632653056,3.3408033401360555,2.9539795918367338,92.58566326530615,80.22448979591837,5.560544217687075,21.3843537414966,6.5431188927421005,0.25883129251700643,549,16,121,5,14,180,98,147,0.177,0.7240000000000001,0.099,-0.9144,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,10,10,5,0,5,0,11,7,3,0,3,15,25,5,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,3,0,7,3,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,6,0,0,2,2,14,4,19,22,7,21,0,0,0,2,3,10,3,1,9,78,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532477459342716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826513860235628,0.12877893134581125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721780800782043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902695598410894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23755433465723946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517476523971574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312404436571113,0.13157413477357424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405322884099198,0.19244690837259396,0.0,0.20934096305934166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818339611975124,0.18901593455951685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251237903868436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995648993730815,0.0,0.16262925400349829,0.16298843268676255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707785585680285,0.1365628870076178,0.0,0.0,0.1958714247910828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768324861577585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728381965422833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863941931065841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905224076081711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178635043263216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847612972813472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739349750755754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117913203949464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308321166787596,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,idontreallyknow9714,2018/02/07,"Just transferred to a new school and I feel lost. Please help. I just transferred to a new University. It’s my third school in three years. I went out of state for my first year but hated it and got horrible grades. I went to a community college and excelled in class and was able to get into a university in state. The problem is I have the whole world at my finger tips and can’t grasp anything. I feel beyond lost. There is so much opportunity here. Clubs, internships, great classes. I’m surrounded by my peers. Yet, no matter what I do I can’t form a valid connection. I joined a political club and see some people from my classes in there but nothing comes of it. There are people in my classes that I’ll talk to but nothing comes of it. Meaning there is nothing real being formed. Even the people I have supposed “real” connections with, I feel distant from. I just don’t get it. I made a Tinder but even the people I talk to from school on there I just don’t feel like meeting. I want to form something real. One example is that there’s this one pretty girl in my class. I have no fear of talking to her but never get a chance too. It’s eating me up inside. I’m having trouble writing this at this moment because I just feel like stopping typing and breaking my device. I don’t even know what I’m feeling. I guess what it comes down to is no matter what I do, the steps I take in a positive direction and no matter the outcome there will always be this underlying distance. I feel like nothing is real and life is in fast motion. I want to succeed. I want to form a relationship with that girl in my class. I’d like a group of friends. But there will always be this weird distance. Please help. I don’t know where to turn. There are people I can talk to in my life, but I like the anonymity of here. 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I'm in a double) about 4 weeks ago. All of my roommates are great, and super nice and my goal was to try and make actual real platonic relationships with people...irl One of my roommates has a boyfriend who we ended up discussing drugs and what we've used and I used that as a jump board to have a conversation. He then said he could get me some Acid/Shrooms and I we could have it over Superbowl. Of course I was excited. He told me he couldn't bring any, and although I was disappointed, it was fine. I didn't need them, it was for recreational or whatever. It's Wednesday now and the roommate who's boyfriend it is caught me between queue times on League and asked me if I had a minute. I figured it was something about grocery shopping or the like. Instead asked me not to ask her boyfriend for drugs. That it made her and her boyfriend feel uncomfortable. Of course I said it was no problem. After she left back to the living area my entire mindset changed. Was she thinking about this the whole time? Why didn't she just say something earlier?? Was she talking about me now?? I have this fear that she and my other roommates never actually liked me, they just tolerated me until I did something bad. And this is it. I haven't eaten anything. I'm too afraid to go out and eat until they're all gone. The point of my college experience was to try and make new friends and get over all of my social fears. And yet here I am... 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There is an iOS app called joyable. Monthly subscription costs 99 dollars. Has anyone used it? Does it worth buying? 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Everyone has their own unique take on meditation and mindfulness. The following scene actually happened to me and the revelation is something I wanted to share. Staying in the present and accepting what is currently happening in your life is hard. Usually we allow our domes to run rampant with long-lived insecurities, unhelpful self-criticism and dire prophecies of what could happen. I know that everyone has anxiety but no one has ever accused me of being “chill” and “calm."" In the latter half of my twenties, I’m beginning to accept my high-strung personality style and over-reactive nature. For the past two years, I’ve taken bi-weekly vinyasa yoga classes to: a) soften the ergonomic damages of repetitive data entry work on my body and hopefully evade Chair Death b) quiet the negative voices in my head c) be more aware of my surroundings Yoga helps but I could use some more time to meditate in my life. This week, I attended a five minute exercise on respiratory study and it was one of the most painful and cathartic few moments of recent memory. “Rest your body comfortably and focus your breathing.” As a diagnosed, chronic hyper-ventilator, I have difficulty taking in deep inhales and remembering to exhale. I could feel my face scrunching and my eyebrows furrowing as I force myself to ignore every point of irritation and unbearable itch on my body. It’s only when someone instructs you to sit still that without rhyme or reason, it feels like ants are crawling all over you. I remember reading on WebMD that the magic number for deep breathing is four seconds. Inhale. One...two...three...four. Exhale. One...two...three... four. Repeat. Even in this “safe space,” I feel judged. What did the moderator want from me? Am I a “bad breather” and am I doing it wrong? Am I a bad student? Everyone is better at meditating and breathing than me. “Now imagine a person with whom you have an uncomplicated relationship.” Should I use my family? What about my coworkers? Why is finding someone I haven’t burned bridges with so hard? Everyone hates me. I hate myself. I have no friends. I can’t make any friends. Who would want me? Eventually, I imagine my therapist. She is someone who doesn’t judge me and her support for me is simple. She wants me to be happy and I don’t feel like a bad person around her. I’m still fidgeting and my facial expression is a dour, misshapen play-doh of confusion. My body language is stiff and I don’t quite trust what’s going on. When will this be over? “With the person, imagine that you are facing them. Tell them the following… You are loved. You are a person deserving of love, kindness and compassion. You are a good person. You are in control of your actions. You are a resilient person and capable of love. You are a person of many positive qualities. You are worthy.” I start to breathe a little softer… and deeper… I continue to hear every little reverberation and creaking of the building but this time, it's muted and farther away. I feel vulnerable and emotional. “Now imagine this person… with whom you have an uncomplicated relationship saying those same things to you. You are loved. You are a person deserving of love, kindness and compassion. You are a good person. You are in control of your actions. You are a resilient person and capable of love. You are a person of many positive qualities. You are worthy.” I begin to hold a semblance of peace… and I start crying. I wipe off the tears from my face. I have spent a lifetime chasing validation and not believing I was smart, pretty, kind, or even good on my own. My lips are shaking a little bit and I know why I’m crying with my eyes closed. I fundamentally/desperately/really, really want to believe that I am: a) loved b) deserving of love, kindness and compassion c) a good person d) someone who is in control of my actions e) resilient and capable of love f) a person of many positive qualities g) worthy “Now you may open your eyes. You will enter the room what we are in.” The Hammer Museum offers free mindfulness sessions every Thursday and a weekly podcast.",3.787017049268357,6.54498272251309,5.142303664921466,75.640587327158,76.4869109947644,8.158786414283796,28.51214928178279,8.950670267944501,2.9049015169821453,3296,143,546,81,78,1095,345,764,0.109,0.664,0.228,0.999,1,0,1,0,0,0,124.0,5,29,3,6,15,47,2,3,42,0,64,33,17,8,2,104,111,44,1,12,7,0,7,2,2,5,8,4,1,14,30,47,0,7,17,5,2,10,10,13,0,8,5,15,102,35,80,94,11,77,0,2,2,9,80,37,0,8,30,391,132,6,0.0,0.0,0.043491782149495437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03030765900695404,0.0,0.03409427506191195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03967482589012807,0.0,0.0,0.04187295208742591,0.0,0.11163685259755547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042538602472664,0.0,0.039416632076408935,0.04865653752494793,0.19801928936112806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995986429955355,0.10675137944176573,0.0,0.09791135740986888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04523541872388818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013282052320127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887327503071003,0.04031416218601065,0.11265098036647353,0.1703459213805947,0.0,0.0,0.0420145924373747,0.0,0.11267419326935947,0.06367854657388622,0.0,0.0,0.040734197687735764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886600414535513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506578602585416,0.14952555632611278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823357926413887,0.04744329364951525,0.07984805995881092,0.08800302876212078,0.04573946092356225,0.0,0.050231193960828965,0.0,0.029872883219872814,0.047088369143841034,0.0,0.044265920531777816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856421853063108,0.04898663783755887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295916582258186,0.043547190127703965,0.13400605005112387,0.0,0.03944113529497916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36201793495606,0.0,0.029749378794563963,0.13555438149382734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000162562059673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033046488109323695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080128528439192,0.033895850076444696,0.04742332326057862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04254504554920504,0.0,0.5837237729682844,0.0,0.0,0.04213101371863885,0.0,0.0,0.045341514975538025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047403383038404134,0.04457989997058829,0.0,0.02855129906772661,0.04582316154332953,0.04400536458513302,0.09569836067766886,0.1009733478471536,0.0,0.0,0.03544213461780401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929879525079274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510487423764745,0.03431050006562186,0.0,0.0,0.06309069206405493,0.04750338673312609,0.07118386803979299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050575055862528334,0.0,0.0,0.06701893720554841,0.0,0.03895425593804178,0.0,0.0,0.05174669647037557,0.02960889206715395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197573097885979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060890904965644,0.0,0.0,0.07698460721848513,0.049085178470376786,0.0,0.1314363316021884,0.0,0.1072488971401707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043108573308783,0.0,0.0,0.04296180665918458,0.0,0.03244591779648423,0.0,0.0,0.03165971431096872,0.04872793587641976,0.0,0.0287002272825242 socialanxiety,Yala2,2018/02/07,"Anxiety after sending a post or message A lot of the time, after I hit ""send"", this anxiety wells up in my chest and I find it hard to breathe and to concentrate. For example, I wrote this Facebook post: http://snippi.com/s/o2w0fs0 and then I had that response. Or someone on reddit called me gay and I said that I'm not gay and that they're all assholes for calling me gay and I got that response where anxiety wells up in my chest and I can't breathe or concentrate. It usually lasts about a half hour. In the past this issue has preceeded my other psychiatric issues getting worse (I have had some weird trippy shit happen - cycling - psychosis - that sort of a thing). And the other thing is that it just comes and goes - sometimes I have no anxiety from sending messages and sometimes it's so bad that I can't go to work. Does anyone have anything similar?",4.517206229353469,6.404986742331289,4.864417177914111,82.51950448324682,71.14723926380367,7.960169891458236,30.943369513921667,8.617729084823388,2.525418499292118,681,30,125,12,13,215,95,163,0.16899999999999998,0.807,0.024,-0.9666,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,7,0,9,8,5,0,1,22,18,15,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,18,11,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,3,2,1,5,2,15,2,17,12,3,22,0,0,0,3,9,7,1,6,8,91,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484234482235578,0.0,0.0,0.10246706641215224,0.0,0.12059333661696338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235823145214172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992758926089452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623479627394465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282417599559667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339386843875176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656326207613531,0.0,0.08328440894956687,0.0,0.11720473170581698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295884944837063,0.0,0.13127476062942967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431645376511362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059080068562464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194530288927567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245865829867006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989295853452427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806975453033104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939703051725325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042544853386022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416636990978035,0.0,0.2898717929927813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471482315904906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545106351123748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139766094443514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26352155295722784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668587550737653,0.0,0.14934099303393808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EnchantedTorch,2018/02/07,"I just spent 45 minutes on the couch to avoid opening a fridge with people around This is really dumb in hindsight and I'm already regretting typing this comment. Just outside of my backdoor is a garage, a garage that my sister and her boyfriend hang out in. Just outside of this garage is a small fridge where drinks are kept. I wanted to go out and check if we had any coke left but they could be out there. I didn't want to just walk out and see and I wasn't sure if they were in their room on the other side of the house. So I waited, I sat on the couch in the living room doing nothing for 45 fucking minutes waiting for someone to walk from one part of the house to another. Eventually my sister walked out of her room to the kitchen and went back to her room and at that point I knew the coast was clear, but goddamn. I just needed somewhere to post this as thinking back on this makes me feel like an idiot. 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The joke wasn’t awful, but it isn’t funny enough to be posted in a chat with 300+ people in it, it was meant for a 1 on 1 conversation. so I’m really just embarrassed/cringing and I can’t stop thinking about it. I never really say anything in it, so it’s out of the ordinary for me",2.285345104333868,3.54166979775281,4.748346709470308,83.6648314606742,75.74157303370788,8.231781701444623,22.82664526484752,8.841846274778883,1.4389184590690205,328,9,72,7,7,116,54,89,0.106,0.8270000000000001,0.067,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,1,6,0,0,0,1,12,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,4,1,0,5,1,0,0,4,1,4,1,16,4,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,2,48,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634304812541535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33076827439297346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24689533895926785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438601127023847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065853036348825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101525770270094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25457130364450303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676336352711952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511918933005452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499996344389068,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Louvregirl,2018/02/07,"How do I do proper eye contact? I struggle with this a lot. I cant stand to look at peoples eyes for long so I tend to look at my surroundings when talking to a person. Or when I do look at people in the eye its only for a couple seconds then I start to get flustered and look away to my surroundings and refuse to meet their eye for the rest of the conversation. Ive been told that it just highlights the fact that im insecure/awkward so I want to change it. How long do you look at their eyes before it starts getting weird? 4 seconds? A minute? Do you only look at one eye then switch from eye to eye?How do you guys cope? On a related note, where do I look at when Im walking in public? Like if i see a person coming towards me. I tend to look at everywhere but them as we are passing each other. Help. 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I have to tell my boss I'm leaving tomorrow and I'm so nervous about it. The other thing is that she doesn't speak the same language as me (I live in Korea) and while I can speak a bit of Korean, it's not enough to have that kind of discussion. So I will just hand her a piece of paper with my resignation letter on it, but I am so nervous in case she reacts badly.",6.109617486338799,4.432058868852463,7.041639344262299,80.79338797814209,66.8688524590164,10.100546448087432,32.62841530054645,8.841846274778883,2.4175202185792344,450,15,99,6,6,152,82,122,0.161,0.82,0.019,-0.9118,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,12,7,0,2,6,0,12,1,1,3,1,17,16,11,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,4,15,1,14,11,4,11,0,3,0,0,8,5,0,1,6,73,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24073042587212065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792079064266658,0.0,0.0,0.18132342782768174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23263849055960065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806449121727992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017836504861732,0.0,0.0,0.19275160782494424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774442893214298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229167992999574,0.0,0.0,0.2218998718913262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22563096068021965,0.2315223117555537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816188901176212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532937211908489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815232235973333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862495722728289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415671625650103,0.13653911588005854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DarkLabel2786,2018/02/07,"I'm tired of being sick. Hey guys. I've had social anxiety for the longest time. Got bullied once as a kid and this child's fear has never left my mind. I used to be outgoing and happy, I no longer feel in control. I've quit 2 jobs in a row because the panic attacks never stop. I dropped out of high school my senior year because I couldn't handle one more day of these intense social fears. It's starting to eat me up. I've been sitting in my room for the last 3 years alone, wasting my life away. I don't even have the nerve to speak up in online video games. Makes me feel incredibly pathetic. I'm a grown ass 6 ft tall man. And I cant even fkn talk at all. I'm trying to fix my current path by reattending high school, but I'm always fucking shaking, my face is always on fire, and my voice just doesn't sound like my own voice. I'd like to give up, but I can't fail my family once again. I have no idea how to fix this, i've tried meds but they just make me feel like shit without affecting my anxiety. I don't know what to do, I've been lost for so long. Being normal just seems like a dream at this point.",1.500186721991703,2.8478495892116236,3.1617821576763525,93.85653215767636,78.00414937759335,6.14780082987552,21.17863070539419,6.742157984588678,0.19810024896265555,865,22,204,8,20,287,146,241,0.223,0.725,0.052000000000000005,-0.9881,2,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,4,8,14,3,4,8,0,17,8,3,6,3,31,34,10,0,2,7,0,4,4,0,0,3,4,1,4,6,5,1,2,6,3,0,2,11,9,0,1,5,8,23,5,28,25,3,35,0,2,0,2,12,18,3,1,17,105,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775203760205533,0.0,0.0,0.18920397426740895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395022545491934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934261554084095,0.10681865859948733,0.0,0.0,0.1386128395944116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751677594321228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332281455036435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633669556656988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018679010280714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717998569564004,0.2558732876263293,0.17246034373716748,0.08122256238807324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510768354329758,0.0,0.1090650351770622,0.0,0.0,0.09093096975805796,0.0,0.0,0.11257430580046243,0.0,0.12102870073745335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402465637999777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834596983080118,0.0,0.0,0.11282312119269508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624828998464412,0.0926752666011742,0.0,0.0,0.1235281733014496,0.0,0.0803049857300413,0.22217934028181524,0.0,0.0,0.1006150499504837,0.0,0.0,0.12410973788862377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178240742943072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262876977375285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479788791213925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537466350802475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113953579221582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421594455004294,0.07704156626114522,0.0,0.0,0.1333946667555826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747697849115884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092688804619925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23012750955083214,0.0,0.10350216910874446,0.0,0.0,0.1167046049455346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317921349357211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047274864123335,0.0,0.0,0.09505274365843472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138241983829982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629551519675192,0.13067379763945114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438066307145393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819456314803757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959634631833597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146429598439526 socialanxiety,ItsWoodenshoe,2018/02/07,"I haven’t left my house in a week So first things first: I’m currently going through a gap year because 1) I chose the wrong study 2) Social Anxiety made me not go to college enough to pass the semester. During this gap year I got a lot of time (at least, more than usual) to visit my psychologist. Although I don’t think the cognitive behavioral therapy is working for me, it’s better than nothing. I still feel anxious and haven’t left my house in about a week now. Is this bad? Should I tell my psychologist? I’m not sure where I was going with this post really, but I just felt like I had to get this thought/story out of my head...",3.0404615384615385,4.357144430769232,4.366153846153846,86.91384615384617,73.92307692307692,7.969230769230768,25.30769230769231,8.548686976883017,1.5430615384615387,496,16,107,9,10,164,87,130,0.066,0.878,0.056,0.1246,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,6,5,0,0,7,0,8,1,1,1,1,14,19,4,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,5,5,2,0,2,5,2,16,3,16,13,4,24,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,12,69,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874024015575778,0.17535052714494131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959934049138186,0.09461857160039973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727642985178282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038019389246494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848215422598133,0.0,0.14903223454238487,0.0,0.0,0.2640542457310705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109424395216921,0.0,0.2646394364722444,0.0,0.12414085878222587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592969659802502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581981306813889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33728648354336205,0.0,0.0,0.07583096875475907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195956493917266,0.0,0.14686965784863598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489344712719088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865455440604136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994357000377472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582237315100012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395614177031275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462897667012816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566611100463588,0.0,0.17750365853794614,0.0,0.1031189825393112,0.09945650143198323,0.0,0.12322460725584453,0.0905080217645604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094910711774866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490107167012434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299950106674785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697049371999752,0.0,0.19990874560983535 socialanxiety,lalnakl,2018/02/07,"quiet I just have nothing to say. All day, week, month, year, I just wish I was mute, it would take the pressure of being social (talkative) off me.",1.4312643678160877,3.644079482758624,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,81.75862068965517,5.2459770114942526,20.011494252873558,6.42735559955562,0.15678390804597653,111,3,23,1,3,36,26,29,0.076,0.83,0.093,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,3,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421064432401504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996462671027412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602131187963001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985386954972501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38268013649272536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822593264022231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011288324007195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316994961505574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26667834519945305,0.0,0.0,0.2417497847066821 socialanxiety,LuciferK9,2018/02/07,"People with no friends, how do you feel about valentine's day? First: Sorry for my bad english, my mother language is spanish. Ok, now: Today a girl came to my classroom and talked about valentine's day and she also said that people now can send gifts/letters to their friends. Those friends will get their gifts/letters on Valentine's day. She said a joke about people with no friends and she left my classroom but that joke let me thinking (and made me sad) that I have no friends to give gifts/letters or friends that can give me gifts/letters. This grade just started on January and I've only talked to a few people because was necessary but I haven't talk to people to make friends because I can't... I just can't... 14/feb is my mother's birthday and she will have a ""party"" but only adults can go (I'm 16) so I won't have family and friends to be on Valentine's day. How do you guys feel about this day? I can't even sleep because I'm thinking about it. I hope you guys can understand what I said. 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Also it feels like I'm alot more absent minded while talking to people, but sometimes I can push through and say what I want to say. I guess I'm just trying to get back to a new normal so to speak one without social anxiety and actually try to put out my personality rather than just trying to not be scrutinised, but the process feels pretty difficult and awkward. 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I have made significant progress. But something I can't shake and something that has even gotten worse recently is my physical symptoms of SA. Ever since puberty essentially I've been a super sweaty human. In junior high/high school my shirts had sweat stains and shoes are always instantly ruined by sweat, the brand name and everything printed inside is instantly gone. I've used so many shoe deodorizers over the years I've just sorta given up and will throw them away. I will only wear black or heavily patterned shirts to divert attention away from my armpit area. This is pretty much entirely triggered by being around people and social interaction. I work in human services and customer service so I constantly have to deal with people and you'd think I'd just adapt, but I haven't. Just being around people makes me sweat. It just makes my clothes smell bad and makes me change clothes constantly. But even worse than the nervous sweating is the nervous urge to urinate. The whole sweat and pee thing I feel is half mental and half physical. I think I just have a small bladder and am a sweaty person on the one hand, but being in meetings and at big concerts and stuff makes me feel like I have to pee and absolutely is ruining my quality of life. I'm always super antsy and escaping to the bathroom. It's so embarrassing. I don't know who to turn to about it. I feel like the doctor will say go to counseling and the counselor will say go to the doctor. But at any rate my counselor is an intern and not the greatest at that and she's only a few years older than me so I just don't really feel comfortable discussing it with her. Any ideas? Thanks so much!",4.971767687899495,6.575795796561607,5.3670630372492845,80.49137921534054,69.54441260744986,8.463786643156272,28.609323341415035,8.950670267944501,2.3436651091029317,1459,53,266,27,26,465,181,349,0.096,0.82,0.084,-0.7943,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,4,18,13,0,4,17,0,32,21,17,7,1,56,54,33,0,0,13,0,5,2,0,4,4,3,0,3,11,23,0,0,10,1,0,5,5,7,0,3,8,11,29,6,36,38,6,32,0,2,2,0,16,17,0,2,12,174,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130847200085042,0.0,0.0,0.1400053122435934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832766557682027,0.0,0.0,0.19343083311766066,0.0,0.08595050952976686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889675577504787,0.0,0.0,0.22248290510740476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612650797386892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072668160079805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480518985962858,0.13598165486133826,0.09311502520528286,0.0,0.0,0.09251573680169403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819800838926056,0.1470805579911259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170062250842618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21752329414529806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620660752139965,0.0,0.10744250201431613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657307221119925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270948960099698,0.10058246250166357,0.0,0.0,0.09109856457320516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974042142397494,0.2748527074446889,0.10436489284043092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103739198825923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134532921214094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697547345284408,0.15658085214122938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826777424755306,0.21409667809914884,0.0898831426072659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472687712850436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594593036730585,0.0,0.10164072401172734,0.0,0.11661083004116254,0.0,0.0,0.1637238667165478,0.0,0.104180665810953,0.0820297657854465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515294193034954,0.0,0.0,0.10493425577184916,0.0,0.1584963151993703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178415475174503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699396216111773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477322160476546,0.0,0.0,0.06838868977141371,0.13191945177676878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196904192606892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890701496527127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492871256989745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494146695863986,0.0,0.20980908750661195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886974516391714 socialanxiety,hi-mynameisjonas,2018/02/07,"How to return a large gift you already accepted So I got myself in a bad situation. This big shot in my company offered me a free plane ticket to fly out of town on his personal points and hang out with him. I was not comfortable accepting and wanted to say no, but didn't know how. I asked for advice and a friend told me to just go for it and then I was stupid enough to accept it. I had a major panick attack about going on this trip and faked a family emergency to say I couldn't go. Now the guy said he just changed the date of the trip and to let him know when I can go. I can't go on this trip. I am not comfortable doing so. How do I get out without majorly ruining my work relationship. Edit: he said the now open ended ticket which was paid for, non refundable, is in my name and only I can use it. I feel pressured to go but don't want to. However I do not think he seems ill intentioned with his offer. Just overly friendly for some reason. 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I can’t be the only one here, so just looking on ways to cope with this. I feel really lonely and it sucks because if I had the chance, I would hangout more.",2.9797890295358616,4.206180417721519,4.481708860759493,86.38222573839663,73.9367088607595,7.2919831223628675,22.02742616033755,7.793537801064563,0.7235552742616038,299,7,66,4,6,100,60,79,0.172,0.743,0.086,-0.8477,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,5,4,1,1,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,18,17,7,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,3,10,1,8,11,4,10,0,1,1,0,2,6,1,4,3,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968220021770188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35014511149121397,0.314666929327144,0.22229505414028652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27657615159312704,0.0,0.0,0.1710071585508894,0.0,0.351005645894492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520186233500669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612987217635476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077038539849292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108522390767191,0.2366536371596229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157213856104502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993391154011844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144176576832766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469868668017569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210414114479462,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,emmyroo-,2018/02/08,"Anxious in on-on-one situations? For the most part, I can manage my anxiety in social situations, and speaking in front of people is fine. But if I'm hanging out or talking with someone and it's just the two of us, even if it's someone I know and like, I get super nervous, like there's more pressure on me and there will be an awkward silence or something. If one person joins us, I instantly feel better. Anyone else experience this? 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I've noticed a behaviour amongst my coworkers that I'm not sure is a real thing or just paranoia. I have a strong feeling that they're trying to get me to understand some things, but rather than giving me hints by talking to me, they do it by choosing certain subjects in their conversations with each other when I'm within earshot. Like a very indirect kind of passive-aggression. We don't really have a HR department and they're unfireable, so I don't think they're motivated by fear of conflict... Also it's well established that I'm eager to please and extremely mild-tempered. Example : I've been sick for a few months, stomach aches kept me awake at night and I puked every morning before showering. I looked very tired, but didn't really talk about my health. I could swear some coworkers were trying to get me to ""admit"" I'm partying every night, or an alcoholic, not by making small talk with me about my life but by shifting their conversations with each other to the topic of getting wasted in the evenings during the work week, like pretending they do it and waiting for me to go ""oh yeah me too!"". Or getting me to talk about a specific task I hate (that only my supervisor ever sees the result of) by pretending that they hate it too, in the hope that I give them some material to make fun of me for sucking at that task. I can't really imagine planning something like this even with the people I'm closest to... Is it something normal adults do? It feels narcissistic to imagine people would focus on me that much. I get gossiping, but actively trying to extract material out of someone (or trying to give them hints in a very, very roundabout way) really seems like too much effort. If I actually responded they would have to commit and it would just create an insane, weird web of lies. They all seem ""mature"" to me in every other way and in everything they do. There are some other coworkers they actively dislike, and they talk with me freely about their gripes and it doesn't go beyond regular gossip, and making fun of them for 30 seconds, not weird schemes. Maybe I'm not in on it? I feel like there's a whole level of social interactions that I just don't have access to. 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I've recently become increasingly aware that my social anxiety is *so* much better when I'm exhausted. When I'm tired, I feel like my brain has slowed down, and my mind isn't able to ruminate to the extent that it normally does. Does anyone else experience anything similar?",5.112678571428567,7.701812053571428,6.477999999999998,68.56700000000002,71.32142857142857,10.90857142857143,29.057142857142853,10.793553405168565,4.146211428571428,249,10,39,9,5,84,40,56,0.19,0.679,0.131,-0.4137,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,4,6,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,3,6,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,20,7,0,0.18315638997005615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802282740120161,0.0,0.0,0.1280672064652464,0.1876653659451114,0.15072210300953826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228184285518808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239738857647185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446310466153866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205627822638549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300366170534616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916209434648392,0.0,0.0,0.09260937400262263,0.13084696159098527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948096055276017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493574185208916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464102087232255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794543743869253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084483894390505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734097482928013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210226537543505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ibnekhat,2018/02/08,"Blank Mind? I have this problem where I can't think and talk at the same time. This really hurts because when I am giving presentations or when I am doing an interview, I'll say one line then I have to think for a brief moment what to say next. My mind just goes blank, my mind is mostly always blank. I've social anxiety but I don't think this is due to anxiety I think I have some kind of disorder. Does anyone experience something similar? I don't have time for this.. I am an adult, I don't have time to bitch about depression and social anxiety, I just wish I had the capacity to navigate my life in this world for the moment I am alive. 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I just wanted to share this video with you incase it was helpful to anyone I am just trying to reach out to the community. VIDEO LINK: https://youtu.be/AdzG9aoxU5E Thank you. :).",4.556436170212766,7.936802170212765,4.024654255319152,76.67187500000003,91.12765957446808,7.456382978723402,27.151595744680854,8.07648339933343,3.041129787234042,230,10,33,6,8,69,37,47,0.0,0.733,0.267,0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173196665917013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336419582182512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6083684527156036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178140747923088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30811221430204033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676732510179806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Themuffinman6969696,2018/02/08,"Realizing how illogical you once were. In middle school and the beginning of High School, I had really bad SA. I couldnt be with more than 3 people my age at a time and I could not even go into a store by myself. I wouldn't even go out to stores with my family because I was scared I would be seen by someone I know. I was always scared of being embarrassed. After going to a psychiatrist for a while and being on Zoloft for about 5 years now as well as adderall for ADHD, I realize how my thoughts that I believed were so real were actually ridiculous. Going into class I would be constantly scared that the teacher would call on me and now that I am in college I volunteer to speak. SA is long gone for me and I honestly don't even remember how I lived like that. 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So im a 18 year old male but I feel like I have like hybrid social anxiety lol (ill explain). Im shy irl but I dont have a hard time talking/maintaing coversations with friends. But with strangers or anyone else I just like cant do it lmao I dont know, it could be becuase im just really shy. I struggle to maintain eye contact and sometimes stumble over my words etc. The odd thing is, since im 18 I play my fair share of xbox and I legitimately have no problem whatsoever talking/meeting new people online, hell I even met my crush on there and we talk almost everyday. It's like im a completely different person.",-0.09523255813953567,2.2198199999999986,2.3844147286821697,89.45569186046512,97.06201550387595,5.06062015503876,22.72906976744186,6.742157984588678,0.9546027906976744,496,21,101,8,20,169,88,129,0.21600000000000005,0.5760000000000001,0.208,-0.2715,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,5,10,1,1,4,1,10,2,1,0,0,19,14,8,0,2,6,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,13,7,6,11,1,7,1,0,1,0,10,2,1,2,9,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517809365050006,0.0,0.0,0.12827390855427628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711257104490992,0.0,0.0979963499613756,0.0,0.0,0.08957068181354096,0.13125385681816087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431068771299398,0.0,0.0,0.1022776357578924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383750925377216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30026510652776484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701133160607552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428656541341903,0.08460901504439026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477134155332076,0.09151485291525607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896994481353424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475267348039248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6918513264865311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040055399687062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503332700777317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237200314813363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441967640116353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880859248607907,0.11185220790039724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257465061236884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206430816352815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596586064797844,0.0,0.0,0.13058208527210013,0.0,0.0,0.12669443483646847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391820760602186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296213840909546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510412213523985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469629304705071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824923689282731 socialanxiety,Throw5963,2018/02/08,"The feeling that I don't belong anywhere Hi, first time posting here. I have been always afraid of people hating me and worried that I am weird etc I can hang out fine and I do okay at work or any setting really. But my head makes up all these horrid feelings and fear So recently I have been picking up swing dancing and also I finally got into my first show. I am not young I am late 20s and I started everything pretty late. I feel like people are so good and they know each other and I am just a newbie trying to fit in between the pros. For example, i went to an event and every time I meet this guy who come to them. He is friendly and is really good at swing dancing. He has many friends and he loves to dance with everyone. And of course he dances with me. I have fun but then I feel anxious thinking he might be doing it out of courtesy since he knows me. Another one is, i am a theater person and that is my dream. But I started in college and I feel like everyone got their shit together and are enjoying when I am struggling to get everything perfect. Everyone is nice and they told me they are happy to have me. But I look around at these talented people and how they are friends with each other and comfortable with each other and suddenly its hard to breathe. Feels like I dont belong. I don't want ro feel this way. I want to be natural and comfortable around people but it just seems so horrible and I end up feeling bad about how I was, who I am, what I said... I just dont know what to do. Anyone got over this or have any advice? 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Hi, I hope you guys can help and give me encouragement. I'm a stay at home mom. I graduated college 2.5 years ago. I got fired from my first and only real job(a retail one) almost 10 months ago(hence why I became a SAHM). My husband wants me to get a job to put us in a better place financially(I have $45,000 in student loan debt). I went to school for education; I'd like to be a teacher's aid. For my state, all public school jobs are on one website. You have to fill out tons of questions, upload your resume, upload your cover letter, and submit references...all before you can submit your application. The references must be professional. My ex-job doesn't provide references. I could ask a couple supervisors for personal references, but I'm too scared to. Not a single person in almost 10 months from that job have called or texted me though a bunch have my number. Hell, they even threw me a baby shower! So all this together terrifies me. I'm scared that they will agree that I deserve to have gotten fired. That would kill me. I also have one professor I could ask but I'm worried he won't remember me after a few years. He also has Leukemia and retired this year. Any other professor I'd worry wouldn't remember me too and thus it would be weird. I also was a substitute aid for a teacher at my husband's church. I'm just worried she thinks I wouldn't make a good aid and would tell a prospective employer that or say she doesn't know me well enough? But I was a substitute aid for several teachers. Maybe I should email the principal? Do you just email them out of the blue and ask? Do you start emailing them with small talk and lead up to asking? I hate small talk. Like for my old supervisors, would it be weird to just text/email them and ask? Is that considered rude? I think someone once told me that I only talk to them if I need something :/ I know I'm overthinking this, but I'm so worried people will think poorly of me or that they will tell me no or something like that. I don't handle criticism well. Also: please tell me if this belongs in a different place. I don't know if my social anxiety is causing these issues or general anxiety or my low self esteem. I do know that due to my social anxiety, calling is out of the question. I can't even call my own grandma. Thanks for reading!",3.0788461538461576,4.963624534188039,4.302914529914531,85.05180769230772,75.02564102564101,7.500512820512822,24.734188034188037,8.317959484511023,1.5579280341880335,1854,61,369,33,40,608,220,468,0.17,0.767,0.063,-0.9952,9,0,2,0,0,1,64.0,1,8,7,3,16,19,4,2,20,0,42,0,0,4,3,68,77,29,1,16,17,3,2,3,0,12,0,1,2,4,18,13,0,0,15,1,4,6,11,9,2,4,7,4,66,10,39,52,8,35,2,1,1,0,57,16,1,14,14,237,84,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765822727067245,0.0,0.13291115433279535,0.0,0.0,0.21229023411053544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045130894134942284,0.0,0.15230854201642874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37225734928129617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647225050798872,0.0,0.0,0.058694993532434014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330013983215744,0.0,0.0,0.0681757680982721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059750870946505,0.07343229096534509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933794272129093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685734211868163,0.0,0.08766772590976661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056450558417533186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03467329482147355,0.06366394543552488,0.0,0.05566432936534112,0.05307864511920015,0.0,0.0,0.06571239307159762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552230533058108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044483472966098565,0.0,0.06657012320402753,0.06591603042805289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926845997907215,0.3292881637005137,0.0,0.07342372037558374,0.0,0.14589122609346775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726866204397402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044299563508013035,0.0,0.06667318065033641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772660646786421,0.10594480183422623,0.0,0.0,0.04920926278243114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696395492929098,0.07067721428782273,0.13491317532023667,0.10094808187348966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046009561394946996,0.11589579076732676,0.13867588544258186,0.07284951630978731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671577361891129,0.148689355099557,0.0,0.06638357471480405,0.07553859942169816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035860971957593,0.0,0.0,0.05277660095705432,0.13288711685444785,0.13433109142148492,0.0,0.0,0.06923381049485552,0.07497425499624152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530277422983966,0.056231370425580414,0.10218298587978827,0.0,0.0,0.04697392404655519,0.0707369156163473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002650292754775,0.17401941869959325,0.06110054200843824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757321955294765,0.06520388001352444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634151893947241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982966374719297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03914415934046563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934131657572827,0.06152159021316244,0.059884645240095485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695900149463887,0.0,0.18857691576680388,0.0,0.0,0.12821184099100352 socialanxiety,Zoodley,2018/02/08,"Managing side-effects of SSRIs I have tried taking SSRIs many times for social anxiety disorder, but always struggle to take them properly and consistently. I want to start taking zoloft again, but I'm nervous about the side effects during the first few months (especially insomnia). Does anyone have any advice or motivation that helped them get past that adjustment period? Thanks",8.345238095238098,11.156923206349203,7.866857142857146,61.10314285714287,62.96825396825397,11.38920634920635,33.234920634920634,11.20814326018867,4.9033073015873025,314,13,40,10,5,99,51,63,0.127,0.7509999999999999,0.121,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,3,2,3,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,8,10,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,5,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,22,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22416743565027453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087952650072398,0.0,0.0,0.1560001522196197,0.0,0.17549069356546074,0.0,0.0,0.16040210763752874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629127558830766,0.0,0.2007498536294929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951278802428932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985225140748347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537622661146416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325760202750669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831052268053837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898865829075692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23384483932980266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162370798143391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23981912737655026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174417002941639,0.0,0.0,0.21120108601255885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376522981480876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574782708474488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530631140085864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,harambeisafunnyjoke,2018/02/08,"People are vile This kid in my school has basically taken it upon himself to try and start a fight with me. We've been relatively good friends before this but apparently he doesn't like me anymore. This is partly because I was involved in a scuff up at my party with his mate (who started it) however this happened ages ago and the guy has hardly brought it up until now, and also because I posted a meme, not even directed at anyone, which seemed to insult his manliness. Now I come from a posh school, but the majority of kids here think it's cool to emulate chavs. His reason behind starting this beef is because ""I think I'm hard"". I have no idea why he thinks this, seeing as I don't pretend to be some sort of roadman like he does, so I can only think it's because I've become more outgoing and confident because my anxiety has decreased. For some reason, he probably dislikes this because I act differently than I used to which he doesn't like. This is the only real explanation I can come up with, unless he is a really vile sack of shit who feels the need to fight with others to make themselves look cool.",6.662303030303029,6.211654745454545,7.382727272727273,74.78575757575759,65.18181818181819,10.06060606060606,33.33333333333333,9.516144504307137,2.987787878787878,884,33,166,15,12,295,130,220,0.163,0.742,0.095,-0.9539,3,0,0,0,2,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,6,13,6,0,9,2,17,1,1,4,0,30,37,11,0,1,4,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,18,10,0,0,9,1,0,4,5,6,0,0,4,7,19,7,29,32,5,21,0,0,2,0,21,8,1,4,11,110,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796415273657392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739962853284408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317304351083207,0.0,0.12078817441944276,0.08516208039582372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44547157444313135,0.13451330000333636,0.10363879892897716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983167071048567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725012796903215,0.0,0.0,0.1065838561976898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044462312368518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061583344963165865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409871875851072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215608881737144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205964598794554,0.1077031496266816,0.0,0.2182092668428368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749202796617582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785090414670121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227734675015143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129928440515999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030964491542834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526157299278367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189240193568988,0.0,0.08443750053040287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664619549016317,0.0,0.13131589424404147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386296746883578,0.07802516479665228,0.2504516325117665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465266187996508,0.09705505643777196,0.11087783393915483,0.0,0.0,0.12502108814251325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586219439834769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121659489049958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269098933312649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051920028363552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990128162314718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IsaiahsMama,2018/02/08,"Going to eat at a restaurant by myself for the first time next week. My SO has a one-week training for work next week in another city and since I don't work at the moment, I will be going with him. I will be pretty much on my own the whole time, which I am really looking forward to since I'm a huge introvert. I am planning on exploring the city, walking the streets, visiting a couple stores and museums. But I will also be eating lunch on my own everyday. I've never eaten alone at a restaurant and it's already giving me so much anxiety. I guess I'm just scared of looking stupid and awkward. Where am I supposed to look? What am I supposed to do while I wait for my food? What if they find me weird for being alone? What if the people eating next to me try to talk to me? Ugh. Just thinking about all this makes me want to puke, I'm so stressed. Please help.",2.218901303538175,3.793892491620113,3.6986368715083806,89.79976163873373,76.59776536312847,6.561042830540037,24.223836126629426,7.3011,0.9485214897579142,672,22,144,8,15,222,101,179,0.119,0.7809999999999999,0.101,-0.638,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,8,6,1,3,11,0,14,6,0,1,2,19,29,12,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,6,1,3,1,1,6,2,6,0,1,1,3,22,0,23,21,6,28,0,0,3,0,6,11,0,3,13,99,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547220993185045,0.13570174791310596,0.0983400030805005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894599754862385,0.09407261119876964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606526461278926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774906310662925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239342483785597,0.10459921742392927,0.14869723120855954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796515494888946,0.13977470363014508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354666115867072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242498552693242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097944441672179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208421324882095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807959236459389,0.0,0.09484294999422724,0.0,0.3923437145270092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332844973411334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525272824289605,0.0,0.0,0.1349854210361328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251058924617529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877848264967392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311559724429826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034460510622951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086306385513145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988395712551576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879496266916679,0.0,0.0,0.14341096044034585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348935481830058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725315842483958,0.0,0.295920173807571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729292374386914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904895788593642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Neoguy396,2018/02/08,"Anxiety showing up on face all the time When I'm anxiety, it easily shows up on my face that I'm nervous/angry/sad etc. it's so annoying and happens all the time while my anxious friend doesn't have it show on his face although he's anxious in the inside. How can I control this? any exercises? anxiety also affects my walking. Thanks!",2.9230348258706433,4.981233865671643,4.967985074626867,79.33366915422886,76.01492537313433,8.048756218905472,32.062189054726375,8.841846274778883,3.0435592039801,267,14,49,6,6,92,47,67,0.185,0.6970000000000001,0.118,-0.4104,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,3,0,3,4,3,3,2,6,7,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,6,7,3,11,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082529619826166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227060612705507,0.0,0.5476337197626747,0.5391480951291396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26763397847208714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26612572689585284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435815566703775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101194879882645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196903512869775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27828389411076376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wecanfly531,2018/02/08,"Going to advocate for mental illness Like all of you lovely people, I suffer from social anxiety (I’ve also got a nice dose of depression and mild OCD on the side). I’m a senior in high school and today I’m going to meet with my campus pastor (Christian school) to advocate for myself and any other mentally ill students in the school. I want the misinformation to stop and I figured this would be the best way to go about it. Any advice or encouragement is definitely appreciated. 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Even as I write and think about those moments I feel the fingertips getting moist, it's frustrating. At least I can have decent conversations with others, sometimes I even push myself to mantain visual contact and there are days when people smile without looking embarrassed, it's such a great satisfaction! And then there is the moment of greetings with handshakes, those fucking handshakes that I try to avoid as much as I can.",10.875913043478253,8.886395200000003,9.489565217391306,67.9926086956522,57.8695652173913,11.982608695652175,42.130434782608695,10.355215969177356,4.437817391304348,508,22,83,8,5,157,79,115,0.096,0.688,0.21600000000000005,0.9525,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,3,2,5,0,11,5,3,0,2,16,16,12,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,0,4,14,4,13,13,2,9,1,0,1,1,3,2,2,1,7,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427826402581973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034822707004541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547663236769688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563627604730781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202771365375662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179020052206628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259201806988568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414479922169145,0.126672198514359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673063707518037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845076863044175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360028102458494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823157365538594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375534242023811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680870631010783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397931874244159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535472160473618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32922067694135965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23371698635937485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lazyprojector_,2018/02/08,"Uncomfortable of going to a restaurants/coffee shops alone? I've been a waitress for a few years in different cities, no one and I mean no server/bartender thinks less of someone dining alone. It's great! I go out to have lunch or cocktails by myself all the time, so does everyone I know in the industry. I need time to not have to please the needs of other people, so being myself, treating only myself gives me energy. So this happens in a lot of restaurants, busy people that needed to be alone. Of course we get the occasional -look at this pathetic human being eating alone- but that's exclusive to rude customers not by anything else. Between 4-7 on weekdays is a great time, busy weekend nights/ brunch time is gross, it's not a relaxing place to be in. The point is I just wanted you to know that you look cool hanging out by yourself :D You look like someone who's important to himself enough that needs to be pampered. So bring a book, have a glass wine... don't check your phone constantly.... relax. No one thinks less of you, you look awesome.",3.5593322386425825,5.732322571428572,4.2122742200328425,84.94963191023535,74.51724137931033,6.678598795840178,26.05610290093049,7.594959193182576,1.4952257252326224,834,30,154,11,18,265,122,203,0.133,0.7090000000000001,0.158,0.9132,1,4,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,6,0,0,5,9,1,0,13,1,13,5,0,0,1,22,33,7,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,4,6,0,5,7,2,4,7,2,0,2,1,5,17,7,29,27,6,22,0,0,4,0,12,10,0,2,9,104,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477475061129731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484452370775699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454902583051168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041628284203296,0.0,0.0,0.1008598732208662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793399069450433,0.09628023448603283,0.0,0.0,0.11908857051425065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013048675716486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021564979322223,0.1105624908892767,0.13100342557389022,0.0,0.0,0.2541366929360314,0.0,0.0,0.10191905607812436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668157184917211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056307461978566314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38713856280273856,0.0,0.0,0.09798514126267573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255457936057295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34183861090171275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815841585634896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619868373058396,0.08765613964132131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980573235757722,0.0,0.12041628284203296,0.12651468469616173,0.10895263029021487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953093022381427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770068917393755,0.0,0.0,0.2688229929249532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798001177655014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422003356578677 socialanxiety,Oennos,2018/02/08,"My experience using Xanax for the first time Let me introduce myself. I’m a 22 years old male, suffering from (mild) SA. I primarily struggle with presentations, meetings, group-classes, and social occasions where I don’t know many people. I do have an active social life and recently got my first relationship with a wonderful girl. For my college study I work 32 hours at a local government. Meetings and presentations are always very hard for me. Yesterday I had to share my findings of a project I’ve done for a few months, for the Management Team (MT). It was only like 8 people, I knew every single one of em, but I was frightened. I needed it to go well, and a friend told me he’s girlfriend sells Xanax. So I tried it. I took 1 mg around 2 hours before my presentation. 30 minutes later I noticed the first effects. During the day, especially in the morning, I’m usually very tense. I am constantly nervous and feel stressed. This time, I didn’t. I felt relaxed and calm. Building up to the presentation, I wasn’t really nervous, just a tiny bit. I prepared my presentation quite well and gave everyone a hand-out (so they don’t have to look at me all the time). Usually when I give a presentation, I become extremely red and start sweating heavily. My heartbeat gets out of control and I can’t focus on my actual presentation anymore. I did experience these sensations, but at like 20 or 30%. My presentation went well, I got positive feedback (which I asked for) and my co-worker said I didn’t blush. The rest of the day, I felt calm. In the afternoon the effect wore off, which I noticed: I felt normal. I went to the gym which went fine, didn’t notice any weak muscles or whatever. I will probably use Xanax again when I have to give a presentation or have something else that frightens me. I know that Xanax is heavily addictive, and I also know that pushing away your anxiety with medication isn’t a solution, but for me it might be. My anxiety mainly holds me back in rare situations like these, that don’t occur too often. I do not recommend people to use Xanax, I just wanted to share my experience with you guys :) TLDR: Had a presentations, used Xanax, felt very chill during the day and the sensations I usually have were at like 20-30%, my presentation went fine. Didn’t notice any side effects. 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Any art possible in my opinion looks better than how I draw... god. I'm about to cry. BTW Anxiety, social anxiety, anxiety based insomnia, and depression. Helps >~<",1.6111792452830187,4.362001320754722,3.24658018867925,83.58609669811322,92.39622641509432,7.178301886792452,23.60613207547169,8.07648339933343,2.2194924528301887,222,9,39,6,8,73,43,53,0.187,0.597,0.21600000000000005,0.4323,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,7,5,2,1,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107143254286774,0.0,0.5435867274809335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189629686084034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26017718156004305,0.0,0.0,0.2040052841023732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31752159368736993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989009056712273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411774306433128,0.17562706440171758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420738180800531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670215914766103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874500794983076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414467084018072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,richvilleusa,2018/02/08,"Just Realized I Suffer from Social Anxiety Over a Year Ago, Ask Me Anything I'm in my mid 30's live in Washington state and previously worked as a social worker but recently quit couldn't take it anymore and needed unlimited time to address myself. 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(I know being a waitress doesn't scream SOCIAL ANXIETY but I'm one of those diligent, talk-only-when-i-must types ---> $$$). anyway, though i know a knee is vital for walking and such, I've been avoiding calling a doctor. there's some things that I just can't wrap my head around and that seems to be one of them. i only really call / answer calls from two people; i have voicemails come in as text. plus, i read up on knee injuries the other night and all potential scenarios gave me a f'ing panic attack. so, I sarcastically asked my extroverted boyfriend if he'd make the call for me and he said he would! but is that a bad habit in its beginning stages or should i stop overthinking this, too??? it might even be a reverse gender norm thing. also important to mention probably is that my last doctor 86'd me and sent me to collections, thus screwing up my credit when I forgot and/or avoided(?) paying a bill. I should probably try to pay everything (~>_<~) in office... SOS any considerate opinions pls!!!",4.179430438842203,5.6785486050420175,5.035574229691878,82.5102427637722,71.3529411764706,7.641830065359478,25.827264239028946,8.167268648758528,1.6082765639589165,960,30,182,14,18,312,155,238,0.153,0.777,0.07,-0.967,0,2,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,1,1,0,12,10,2,3,12,0,18,8,4,2,1,35,32,19,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,15,10,0,4,6,2,4,3,2,8,0,3,6,2,22,2,24,18,3,22,0,0,0,1,16,10,1,6,8,117,37,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769615286960817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715785302840416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261935925173268,0.0,0.09294175967603346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081544665892646,0.11357949014707115,0.1382157483041821,0.0,0.0,0.20288304524771286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962314651097181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465540233923604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730594889316101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024493509994028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919001247551123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104233790613607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347504201293015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468679791986907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353867512852655,0.09903295421242092,0.137049318030258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109747485214885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888480042482536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401288558886355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646535086179406,0.09240084870844348,0.0,0.14254577741694227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422790097040557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619798565033295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152580871492732,0.0,0.07783148260441106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556759898450487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060260142917863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384674319133665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157353041131133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976514158692683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614290097549717,0.0,0.1193661878565202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248572514516388,0.0,0.11868093997598107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476233522457674,0.08630509238159825,0.0,0.0,0.0782374642633131 socialanxiety,bizmofunyons1,2018/02/08,"Help me please... Hello, I am an 18 year old guy and I’m 6 months away from heading to college. The reason I’m writing here is because as college is approaching I’m starting to become concerned about myself and my social anxiety, particularly with girls. Not to brag but I’m tall and pretty good looking but ever since I was 11 or so I’ve had this crippling fear of talking to girls. I can’t pin point what started it excatly but it has really been affecting my life lately. I have never had my first kiss and during my whole high school career I haven’t had a conversation with a girl for more than 5 minutes. Every time I try to talk to a girl I get very tense and anxious and nervous and there have been a few times that girls have told me to my face that I’m awkward. I don’t know what to do because this social anxiety has completely ruined my high school life and I hate it, I do not want this social anxiety to ruin my college career as well so I need to fix it ASAP. Please give me advice if you can because you don’t understand how much it frustrates me and I just want to have confident conversations with girls and build relationships with them without being “awkward” ",3.7945991561181422,5.223369831223632,5.0293881856540095,82.45564345991563,72.20675105485232,7.6295358649789025,27.5126582278481,8.167268648758528,1.8190405063291133,938,34,182,14,18,311,134,237,0.173,0.735,0.093,-0.9545,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,1,9,11,2,4,6,0,23,5,2,3,2,34,40,20,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,12,14,0,0,3,0,0,1,8,8,1,1,7,1,27,3,24,32,4,17,0,2,1,1,23,5,0,2,11,123,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479699563377313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696083531209009,0.1327153759624513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037334598551617,0.0,0.0,0.2148383499172064,0.12974392563996973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231722179282129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626451561816072,0.09897929340827864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219409077922967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992572895921148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061376793384868726,0.1126944769794942,0.0,0.09853398876440056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163205283243781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159840452740813,0.12056511647821765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874224077461339,0.24824143511809266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456219178699467,0.0,0.1325189776883774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595471410247287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865094731209413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937688824477255,0.0,0.0863589848380709,0.08710757861258912,0.09060537113203178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327216811594195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25790855664309903,0.11105357329903304,0.0,0.0,0.1195161666522511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525866348660055,0.12078574380455205,0.0,0.12612614762949687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377856412490194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717804519454268,0.0,0.0,0.3592584924967113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630140547799305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884684705926036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700336499328153,0.0,0.0,0.1122541424742769,0.0,0.07975905409254393,0.0,0.0,0.12229751985934954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693068537190294,0.13858175246594778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562577579460901,0.0,0.0,0.13115868190911553,0.0,0.11324346897387645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565122490296639 socialanxiety,clemthenerd,2018/02/08,"Ghosted a girl on OkCupid because of anxiety I finally got the courage to actually message a girl on OkCupid, and we managed to have a decent conversation. The girl actually lived in the Philippines so there was a big time difference between us. Morning time for me was like midnight for her. After our first conversation though, I kept getting bogged down in anxiety about talking to her again. “What if I message her at a bad time? Will I annoy her? Will she be annoyed if she messages me and I’m not available to message her back because of the time difference? What do I even talk about? Maybe I’ll message her today. No wait, it’s probably really late at night for her. I just won’t message her at all today” Now here I am, weeks later and never contacted her again. Now so much time has passed that it’d be way too awkward to talk to her again. I just ghosted a perfectly good, nice girl over my insane overthinking habit. I’m so embarrassed of myself :/",3.674979729729728,5.7635766972973,4.865320945945947,80.77473817567571,73.91891891891892,7.868243243243244,31.5625,8.660442795831766,2.7642500000000005,759,37,139,15,16,250,107,185,0.133,0.7859999999999999,0.081,-0.7846,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,0,2,18,10,2,2,10,0,12,0,0,0,3,14,18,9,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,4,0,27,5,25,8,2,33,0,0,0,0,31,10,0,2,22,105,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.2885482965860667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262000889877454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136826982090278,0.12344333443089375,0.18024832430714896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30893045011404724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764938561359614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195557352736736,0.0,0.125755796441902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724224397016735,0.0,0.0,0.12400430162208342,0.11824413217759935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667741607336286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222897586299723,0.0,0.13054871726080108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485288926990256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868214854513326,0.0,0.11402619452767496,0.0,0.0,0.13874132013341292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940054035078435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471247560049048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564935563368256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525570857163012,0.0,0.4310443231037969,0.0,0.2802771276214857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783779692601626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173514668635075,0.1185913179113446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jayson-,2018/02/08,"Do you remember when it started ? Because when I was a kid I didn't behave like I do now I was happy and didn't feel like I was shy or anxious. I had a lot of friends it was fun , but then I think in 3rd grade I think all of the anxiety started. But I don't know why maybe because it was a new school , new environment... I don't know. What about y'all? 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I have tried slowly exposing myself to social situations where I feel the most uncomfortable. I started trying to just be comfortable with my family, going to all the family parties, cook outs, birthdays, holidays, you name it. Then I went further and started to go to the Lunchroom at work, getting to know my co-workers. Then I thought I was ready for a relationship and all I did was embarrass myself and the girl. It was clear to everyone that I was only just pretending to be confident and trying to hide my social anxiety. IE: I got called out on numerous occasions ""why you following around your gf like a puppy"", ""dude your face is mad red why are you blushing"", etc. I could go on for hours... Blushing is the #1 symptom I suffer from. #2 it my quirkyness and weird gestures I do and stand awkardly or blankly when someone is talking to me. As they talk to me I just get lost in my head and am just focused on me and how I look and how I'm doing something and not what the other person is saying. All-in-all I made very little progress for all the effort I put in for the past 2-3years and then went full blown backwards and I have to re-learn how to socialize and even how to make small talk. I'm sick of all these therapists telling me how to ""manage"" anxiety. I don't want to manage it, it's not good enough I want it fucking gone. I can't live like this. Everytime I talk to even my family members my heart goes 100 miles an hour and I feel like I'm dying nvm being stuck in social situations like at work. 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I was sitting in one of my HS classes on a day when the teacher just let everybody do homework and socialize. My class was huge with around 28 kids in it, so it was like a microcosm of a high school environment. It was all clique-y, so basically, everybody was off doing their own thing while of course I was left alone. Well, this group of like 5-6 female specimens of the popular variety were talking to each other in my general vicinity. They noticed me and asked me what's up and a few other things. Then, for some reason, they said they wanted to get to know me a little better because I never come out of my shell. Now I don't have a problem keeping up conversation really, it's just that nobody seems to take interest in me, and if they seem to take interest, it's like a facade of disingenuousness that I can see right through. People for some reason talk to me like a young child and avoid any deep conversation, which bugs the hell out of me. Anyway, the thing I would normally do is play along, even though they were disingenuous. But this time, I could tell that they actually wanted to be nice and to know something about me. I'm handed this opportunity and what do I do with it? I clam up and say ""What does it matter? You don't care."" They paused, shocked, but they were so kind that they tried again and said ""No, we really do. We don't know much about you."" God, did I want to play nice and answer them, but I was just so fed up with people always glossing over me or acting like I was an alien, that I answered again with ""You don't care."" There was an awkward pause and staring contest for what seemed like an hour, until I finally said ""I have work to do."" They walked off and left me alone. They seemed really hurt, and one sort of half-whispered ""Wow, that was rude."" This made me feel like an asshole, but what was I to do when I knew telling them about myself would mean nothing? I am a nice guy, but for some reason I acted like a dick. Sorry for the short story, I just really needed to vent. Does anybody else get that feeling like people talk to them like they are a child or mentally handicapped? tl;dr: Group of girls asked me about myself and I basically said ""Fuck off!""",3.882257872846108,4.989333688453161,4.79663695781343,85.44668449197863,71.5925925925926,8.090869479104773,24.584472172707468,8.484438967287268,1.3719289760348579,1789,49,377,29,33,582,218,459,0.058,0.79,0.152,0.9897,0,3,1,0,0,0,67.0,2,3,16,3,23,33,3,2,22,0,40,5,3,4,2,76,76,33,0,11,13,0,3,10,0,2,0,5,1,5,31,26,1,2,16,2,0,4,6,8,1,3,23,10,63,25,58,48,8,47,1,1,2,2,43,26,3,12,26,270,94,5,0.0,0.0,0.07664341571977439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962070342592476,0.0,0.0,0.16268688150265312,0.0,0.0,0.06535132038542261,0.0,0.0,0.0534096878527221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991698256591286,0.14684803102244287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787707089632709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946198038335966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015291293015718,0.0,0.0,0.06765499541104728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270755798640415,0.0,0.0,0.05065160775607642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374612379061819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560983965033122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187472977599825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682689518978744,0.0,0.0,0.0794240622833057,0.11221755182892627,0.0,0.08603640012333304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260868519071957,0.12310125173034148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776664897255076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298150302170301,0.0,0.0,0.07734578187165539,0.0,0.08407837106115004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980969222657554,0.0,0.08178700940933982,0.12949009202218714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066722327173856,0.08031216238981527,0.0,0.3837052922909931,0.07871741047331267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431616121870034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855527557781387,0.0,0.0,0.07914954280797387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626896375979784,0.0,0.057735714892902586,0.11647238172652626,0.060574656884323175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695222844242085,0.07536095841846384,0.08941796668326504,0.0,0.0,0.10644106391995853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334861248243124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515188392830267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125816654425271,0.24225567080841226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707247292286486,0.2988369526732452,0.06245792016918013,0.0,0.07948636736826928,0.06258597070388068,0.2859983651063031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006133133121349,0.0,0.06046369659085837,0.0,0.08791876172466298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181041569574286,0.18938170256426656,0.13729431558593708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565348563485668,0.0,0.07716485447631245,0.0,0.045797129479070116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332329943258718,0.0,0.07672187264090727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389742462478353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061662070315071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717783551701195,0.0,0.0,0.11158469603127157,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anime_nature,2018/02/08,"I keep hiding in the bathroom because I fear that I'm too clingy towards my new friends So I somehow made some new friends at school and I visit them every lunch on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I would visit them on lunch Wednesdays but I can't help but to feel like I'm too clingy and that they'll judge me and try to isolate from me for going too fast instead of slowly and naturally becoming closer. My closer friends (who are seniors. I'm a freshman in high school) would question why I'm not hanging out with my new friends (they're scared of me being lonely next year so they're pushing me to talk to people, particularly my new friends). So instead, I just hang out in the bathroom stall. Alone. It's fun but also lonely. My fear of judgment and abandonment can handle it though. 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To do that, i had to have a meeting with the guidance counselor which made me really anxious. So basically i just wanted to get out of there as soon as possible so i agreed to sign up to 2 of the easier electives. The problem is that one of those classes i signed up for is giving me major anxiety. It's a hospitality and tourism class and for most of the class, we focus on cooking. There's a lot of group work and partner stuff which is horrible. I don't know anyone in that class and i know i'm going to have to do partner and group work soon. I'm scared to switch classes because i don't know if the school will let me and the idea of starting late in a class makes me nervous anyway. I don't know what to do. Please help.",3.90054307116105,4.567801432584272,4.911853932584272,86.26680711610489,71.19101123595507,7.506367041198501,28.316479400749067,7.492282038375204,1.4694591760299618,677,24,144,7,12,222,94,178,0.097,0.8140000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.141,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,3,9,3,0,2,10,0,15,1,0,3,0,25,30,12,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,11,9,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,3,0,3,4,0,15,0,29,24,3,15,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,3,6,101,26,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126096397766454,0.16629711772971534,0.0,0.10292752962275516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973338145623651,0.0,0.12525863033463633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690731960314605,0.1412102144897657,0.08365866975043564,0.0,0.1177314225631705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973336938457272,0.15552770303309346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617389706317262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235949513951709,0.0,0.1660510236605939,0.0,0.0,0.15052470354558325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514644617014878,0.0,0.13928672573644008,0.0982589253929412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974833894934483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158432772594847,0.0,0.16594889302087867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408530752078765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430179985741176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737555256410598,0.4469308829944296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838161520346668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851183942637388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875912387635843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682394876212475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214958912002023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479369336711337 socialanxiety,jneed3721,2018/02/08,"How I got over my fear of public speaking I was going to write a long story that catalogued my experiences in Speech classes and Debate Team. It was supposed to be really empowering and charming; since I basically put myself in as many public speaking situations as possible, in an attempt to face my fears head-on. Then, I realized that I still have that fear of public speaking, and all that work went to waste. It's actually kinda worse; I found myself almost passing out because I had to give a speech without a script in one of my courses. So, does anyone have any ideas on how to get rid of a fear of public speaking? 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So for awhile now I’ve been working at a dead end warehouse job that doesn’t pay very well. I know I should try to push out and try to do better for myself but I find it so hard to do because I have a major fear of rejection. It took me forever to become comfortable with the current people I work with and I quite like them all. Just recently a friend told me he could get me a job paying double what I currently make. Most people would jump at that offer but I’m terrified to try. I’ve tried so many other jobs in my past and gotten fired from all of them because I have extreme social anxiety. This job my friend offered is a labor job with a roughneck crew of construction workers that all workout constantly and I know I would feel incredibly anxious around on top of not knowing anything about how to do the job. Making double what I make now would help me out so much but I’m a computer nerd that would prob have nothing in common with these guys. It almost makes it worse that I look like a tough guy... so when ppl find out I’m actually extremely timid, it’s almost embarrassing. Any of you guys been in this situation before ? 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I go through ups and downs, usually keep to myself but some days I look for conversation. I have been at this job for 2 years now, I work hard but lose focus from time to time. My boss, who is usually open with me, was playing favoritism today with another co-worker and didn't talk to me at all during the day. He does this a lot with said guy. When he would delegate work towards me he would get the other guy to tell me. I am venting right now, but I try hard to socialize and be friendly and it hurts when I feel pushed out. I am also in school, and last April I told my boss that starting January I would be going back. I am working absurd hours to help out as much as possible (I work the most hours out of the rest, and its killing me with school). Now he has been talking to the other guy behind my back saying that he cant believe that Im not working full time with him and not working more hours. Any suggestions that could help me solve this?",4.3403983516483535,5.105241144230772,4.840824175824178,86.81846153846153,70.25,7.865934065934066,28.31868131868132,7.957251820313856,1.6284892857142856,810,28,169,10,14,258,123,208,0.094,0.8029999999999999,0.103,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,8,9,7,1,1,6,0,17,0,0,2,1,36,28,15,1,4,5,0,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,3,12,17,0,1,3,1,0,3,4,5,0,1,6,8,23,2,30,16,8,41,0,3,1,0,22,13,0,3,24,117,35,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807868947083024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663951610109077,0.10237883044262153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015060602013888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000123224898996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795361808870667,0.0,0.0,0.12593302030521544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544106313359102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810159772835144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304829733887034,0.0,0.0,0.07543257353462321,0.0,0.05101026772407757,0.0,0.1109764626678094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900220570872383,0.0,0.0,0.1749235992181857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088539044130115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884524801030853,0.0,0.10452030724338683,0.0,0.1054625748423881,0.0,0.09688769109032278,0.0867824910021294,0.10801868276264276,0.0,0.0,0.07958557170947367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198882600576504,0.1092286122618216,0.0,0.08300580174679513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177297304123367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100688140633502,0.093507359451161,0.09932991481092572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337977281187932,0.09287326132415263,0.07764328594232332,0.0,0.1976237035551004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952660646775577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910656901810504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206932076095032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695065994952526,0.08533731009950167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277270591047107,0.0,0.09254658190943583,0.09329444477236694,0.0,0.06628776901340806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150623594545545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975561969418258,0.0,0.0,0.2080713487723148,0.0,0.0,0.06287375118730265 socialanxiety,rachible,2018/02/08,"Bombed a phone interview by having an anxiety attack after the first question And this is the second time it’s happened. Granted this is the first time I’ve ever interviewed with a CEO... talk about intimidating. But I thought to myself at least it’s a phone interview. I was prepared and wrote up exactly what I was going to say for the, “Tell me about yourself,” question, but I was expecting the CEO to tell me more about the company first since they reached out to me via LinkedIn. Well the guy wasn’t personable at all. He says, “Hi, I’m Paul. Nice to meet you.” I said hi back and then he shoots me the inevitable, “Can you give me a quick 5 minute summary about yourself?” I lost it. Heart starts pounding, mouth goes dry, and I can’t catch my breath for the life of me. Since I wrote out my response I just started reading while trying to internally calm myself down and also sound as natural as possible. I’m a self-aware person, and even though it was a phone interview I’m sure it was VERY apparent I was nervous due to how breathy and shaky my voice was. Finally after a minute (which felt like forever) I calmed down and got into a groove. But at that point the damage had been done. Plus he asked some other questions I wasn’t prepared for. I’m trying so hard to practice self-compassion and not beat myself up about this. Especially because I’ve been with the same company for 5 years and this is the second external interview I’ve had during that time. I know I need to keep going on interviews as painful and embarrassing as they may be so I can feel more confident in those situations. But damn, sometimes it feels like social anxiety rules my life. I know it takes consistent practice to overcome, but it can be so defeating at times. Especially when I’m trying to advance in my career. TLDR; I had a mini anxiety attack during an interview with a CEO. Feeling discouraged while trying to advance in my career. 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This past year alone I have had 4 office jobs that haven't quite worked out and I've gotten frustrated and quit. I found a new job that seems wonderful with excellent pay but it would be to supervise and lead a group of women who are all at least 20 years older than me. And it's only day 3 and I can see how this is going to be really difficult for someone is anxious and nervous as me..my boss has already asked me to start leading our group on scheduling better and changing the way they've been doing things for the past 10 years. I feel anxious and worried that there's no way I'll be able to do this because why would they listen to someone like me who soft-spoken and shy and who just got there but I don't want to give up and quit again because I feel like if I can't make this work I'm going to look like such a failure what do I do?",5.476644245142005,4.5971707713004495,6.261984304932735,83.26619020926756,67.74439461883408,9.40642750373692,29.79409566517189,8.59863814320734,1.9425369207772791,834,25,184,11,12,276,125,223,0.189,0.706,0.105,-0.9466,4,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,10,6,11,1,1,8,0,23,1,0,6,1,35,45,19,0,4,5,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,14,14,0,0,6,0,1,4,4,5,0,0,8,6,14,6,24,32,2,28,0,1,2,0,11,7,0,3,19,107,28,13,0.10269138243405626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635730210115744,0.2266449881979412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785586264833789,0.23202406442118126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960025802581961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519942716969834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082218263624622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863386622384444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622744622386155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557715454683836,0.14672548825919646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259580039312485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851093137090387,0.11672375832222208,0.0,0.08213167956883129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076214061021911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067928926077808,0.0,0.0,0.09087864194479003,0.08623489775905056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370945903727712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345076412094194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835995413063734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810142379201837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606108861086372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32767477725221034,0.0,0.0,0.06578672915038654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183173630183906,0.09348637774937046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402015018048828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268548903646972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822359144655142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060570038001581235,0.16302327897150115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266300002396853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136442372864083,0.14952109892090973,0.10428808362011036,0.10465129187054578,0.14589802344290714,0.0,0.0,0.3306494170915306 socialanxiety,pskych,2018/02/08,"Does anyone else get sick when the possibility of a relationship arises? Hi everyone. I'm wondering if I am super weird in this sense... Basically when I see the possibility of a relationship (flirting, someone shows mutual interest, etc.) I get sick. First of all, I am medicated for anxiety, yet when the former situation happens, my anxiety runs deep in my ribcage (very warm feeling, and also feels like I need to burp out the anxiety--weird way of putting it, I know) when usually I am fine, I eat little to nothing, I shake, and I have to run to a toilet to gag/dry heave whenever I come in contact with that person. This condition can last for weeks..... and it isn't good for my health (probably). Does anyone else experience this? If so, do you have advice on how to deal with it? Thank you. 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Discord chats overwhelm me and I don't really know how to just jump into the conversation when I just joined and nobody knows me yet. one on one conversations are bad too and usually go nowhere. Even back when I played WoW I would just quit and make a new character as soon as I got to a point where I had to play with other people to get anywhere. It sucks that I can't even seem to escape to the internet for company like a lot of other people do. ,4.055903361344537,4.74132890756303,5.48183823529412,82.25452205882353,70.84873949579833,8.639075630252101,24.959033613445378,8.841846274778883,1.6378142857142857,456,12,94,8,8,154,77,119,0.14300000000000002,0.752,0.105,-0.5663,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,14,8,1,1,5,0,8,0,0,3,0,19,18,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,3,0,2,2,0,12,5,17,15,1,13,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,3,8,67,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673071798137135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501549522753886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571105003699868,0.1473630094957987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331419092942772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635687570923016,0.0,0.09220951122334456,0.0,0.10030417243883907,0.0,0.14115635528838408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687373219320527,0.0,0.0,0.19399019791914604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622481971215179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004674057338965,0.0,0.0,0.23561885996202506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045656625581565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23919038206821955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894278654131349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684149087583694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772040833156636,0.0,0.0,0.1130649581496778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606712102016009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837143243083965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23965225251806316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943804250853136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985989102155345,0.12537447998808193,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,match8jones,2018/02/08,"social, sexual, emotional anorexia I don’t know if anyone else here will be able to relate, but I recently found out about an aspect of sex and love addiction that really hits home. I’ve never been in a relationship or had sex but I identify with this concept of social anorexia so strongly. I’ve known for a while that my issues forming relationships go deeper than my social anxiety. Even as I’ve made some triumphs over the anxiety, I have still struggled so much with making meaningful connections. I am so ashamed of myself that I avoid being truly seen at all costs. I deny myself social, emotional, and sexual nourishment because I do not think I deserve it and am too scared to seek it out. I’ve convinced myself I am fine without it and have lived my whole life in in an emotional prison, forcing myself to stay small and unnoticed. I am scared but also relieved to see a core problem of mine described so clearly. Anyways, I feel grateful to have stumbled across this information and thought I would share it with you guys in case anyone has struggled with this too. Hope everyone has had a good day, mine was kind of shit. I’m not trying to promote the slaa program but I’ll leave this here in case anyone is interested https://slaafws.org/download/CACAmIAnorexic_%2050Questions.pdf ",7.464358974358977,8.636267145299147,7.336735042735042,70.24715384615386,63.444444444444436,9.82974358974359,33.54871794871795,9.888512548439397,3.436140512820513,1048,42,169,21,15,334,141,234,0.165,0.632,0.202,0.8872,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,3,13,19,1,6,8,0,20,6,1,2,3,39,34,19,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,11,12,0,1,8,0,1,1,5,8,0,0,8,3,23,11,30,21,5,18,0,0,2,3,11,11,1,4,5,125,34,2,0.11320705846088733,0.0,0.0,0.12341240371179715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053164375058788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732061797224673,0.0,0.0,0.2374710224132056,0.11599400958440675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900997208782926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300918732099516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945699709316106,0.3820281105449989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477219443221947,0.0,0.0,0.10817419574128784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724089024933876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412569638684333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433818018100826,0.09495270956448312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209278626465538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355590997561905,0.11244015268376856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815875691600645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788773061550352,0.062215638709754585,0.0,0.0,0.1198699291012377,0.0,0.0,0.07996149332138935,0.0,0.0,0.0999639066704209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217379015960858,0.10711925594785228,0.07556659058985789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322021373984548,0.0,0.08731226247881567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832386599986878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252334048244825,0.0,0.11177831282883156,0.24308402845612934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266800293007463,0.0,0.0902113686260586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620541868095725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616013583993375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066366164088638,0.09040730312238354,0.0,0.0,0.23669719478186266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253851196106323,0.0,0.08987375906680489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686016158845893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639163791445074,0.0,0.10912756455299336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041904626142977,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kalesandwiches,2018/02/08,"I get so frustrated trying to distinguish good instincts from social anxiety I want to have some kind of reliable gauge of how I'm doing with other people and I feel like I can't have that because I think the vast majority of people think I'm awkward and look down on me. Just venting. 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when i was in school, i never liked asking for help or even answering questions, didn't like reading out loud when i was asked to, i would call my mom during lunch to avoid that presentation i had after lunch which resulted in missing my last two classes. the only thing i didn't struggle with majorly was making friends. granted, i never was the one to initiate it unless i was having a good day or it was natural during a discussion in class that i was particularly interested in but i have Never went up to someone and said ""hey i want to be friends"", it happened naturally and without having to say that. the most thing that i'm scared about moving is that i won't make friends. i'm from a city, so i'm a city girl. where i'm moving it's in a small town in georgia (~3,8k is the recorded population in 2016) and i'm expecting the people to be country, so i'm nervous and anxious that i won't be able to make friends and have things to relate on. or that i'll be too obnoxious, loud and weird for them. this is also a new worry thanks to my mom saying i won't make friends because i'm a city girl and that's a country state/town. so uh, thanks for that mom. really helped my anxiety 😂👌🏼 i could go on and on about everything that makes me anxious - social or generally but this would be a whole novel. to keep it short, i'm so god damn socially anxious all the time that it impacts my life horribly. i'm hoping i can begin taking steps to stop it or get it to where i can function normally. there was no point to this but i just needed to post somewhere, i'll most likely update when i move and get settled there. thanks for listening (reading) my ramble/vent ♡",4.277233748271094,4.421337304287693,5.560647302904567,83.8119806362379,70.14799446749655,8.639668049792531,28.099861687413554,8.515128840125781,1.8057865006915623,2713,87,583,40,45,912,284,723,0.128,0.721,0.151,0.9755,6,2,2,0,0,1,66.0,0,1,4,3,31,43,2,10,38,0,52,6,1,7,6,103,115,59,1,13,20,7,2,4,7,8,2,6,1,2,36,36,3,5,4,3,3,13,17,15,5,2,16,11,68,28,98,81,19,81,0,1,3,0,55,35,1,18,32,387,104,8,0.05141161333937578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04111384861299451,0.08555716159367187,0.0,0.0,0.034961660050117485,0.0,0.11798923045454585,0.17424146801868615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403145920733036,0.058488132195022774,0.0,0.03953235720847793,0.0,0.0940201269190221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395331635519277,0.045469394078235165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499401076493983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053904098439458974,0.0,0.0,0.04104798985043975,0.0,0.0,0.0331562374272439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335713779931968,0.05371419353554077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791377147236874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04620544302946592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025995256450527717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062167126922659084,0.0,0.31776387947184603,0.0,0.10744178413494287,0.049318704192096684,0.17531042785116954,0.04312162206159483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04546311988654955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230060355542728,0.0,0.051570040026122005,0.05106333237688981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051018093297253576,0.04569700415698033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04190732668821684,0.0,0.05443747527545217,0.0,0.0,0.07262708584727813,0.10046846950688522,0.0,0.045397396483088916,0.0,0.043172806859386535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590590673052112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051911073669254106,0.3612759610815816,0.04103625927208785,0.21856963484722552,0.0,0.15248423942783965,0.15860722253101728,0.04965365652920945,0.0,0.0,0.05037246535350761,0.04933082957801053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034837839741772174,0.03910084864061918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128467872741398,0.0,0.05371419353554077,0.0,0.04860059230770405,0.0,0.04923811409657637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057592773040553026,0.0,0.1028510521041784,0.0,0.09880678792440477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0439052368835441,0.048904217426738616,0.08176915687706872,0.154415981343532,0.05203129743448872,0.0819367990949293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26203832691179524,0.08712178629092372,0.03957917169282426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479793928695545,0.0,0.04298241081137485,0.0,0.10749316184064957,0.05885399715286005,0.0,0.0,0.048454837140909736,0.0,0.11596540493095835,0.16529082945955714,0.0,0.14199871858441782,0.0,0.0,0.10246677435643622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993557553829776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981022142100839,0.0,0.050221675832975335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064780315306911,0.040808145655172635,0.0,0.0,0.184900858714591,0.04765908063651465,0.0,0.1147984605577075,0.0,0.049558960631457885,0.0,0.037428266820425216,0.05221098892523519,0.0,0.07304267009008893,0.0,0.0,0.033107393394603266 socialanxiety,myaltacctisthisone,2018/02/09,"Asking for job references aka the worst thing ever Just a venting post, because I think you guys will understand :) So I'm trying to relocate to near my boyfriend - exciting! I got contacted by a dream job also near my boyfriend - awesome!! Dream job liked me and wants me to fill out an application and they'll fly me in for an interview - *hooray!!!* And their application requires contact info for three references - omg no I can't do this I suck I hate myself can I just withdraw my application and go hide in a hole ;___; So it's taken me all week, but I've messaged two people so far... it also involved a lot of swearing at myself... but I had asked them before so at least I knew they were willing to back then. I have a couple people in mind for the third person, but every time I think about writing to them, I get so utterly convinced that they think I'm stupid and/or hate me!! Like one of them is a coworker who left for a new job, I didn't go to his going-away lunch because, you guessed it, social anxiety, and I haven't talked to him since he left.. so even though *he* asked *me* to be a reference when he was applying places, I definitely can't ask him now, right? bleh. I can handle interviews, but asking *other people* to vouch for me?? [the wooooorst](https://i.imgur.com/yufvkfE.jpg)",2.7502133333333347,5.042856948000001,3.7653,86.62048333333334,77.52,7.046666666666668,24.416666666666664,8.07648339933343,1.4858266666666666,1007,35,198,18,24,324,147,250,0.104,0.804,0.092,-0.6356,4,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,2,7,1,17,9,4,0,13,0,16,1,0,0,2,29,38,20,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,6,1,1,9,2,0,3,5,5,0,4,7,0,39,4,27,27,4,25,0,0,0,0,32,13,1,2,10,137,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465650698957505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353870836223014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104424500031107,0.0,0.10259823170737764,0.0839690719310893,0.0,0.1331362181549925,0.0,0.09292227743674693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208291798629922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212643976428408,0.09877884282945447,0.09200681911616324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705318084660543,0.0,0.12412324962792735,0.0,0.087338268678264,0.0,0.12029756178713838,0.1081264721186872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562738440403406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43346182705699066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372951001807853,0.0,0.0,0.10670049471551493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928390543643832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026220004960592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546731212498113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739976383339287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271193297713277,0.09535037763289826,0.11409213361400593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458467534640056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932573277779449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033245761207664,0.0,0.0,0.1113169903080818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777188187416303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725485024930169,0.20991538311583802,0.10728973919167553,0.0,0.06367616592920758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414052586230309,0.0,0.1066738188233962,0.11368242185403822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440976588578534,0.0,0.08759470931795306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SevenDwarfs2017,2018/02/09,"23 and never had a date, how i can do it??? I'm guy and i never was on a date with woman in my life. How i can do it? I don't know what to do, how to act, how to talk, where to go, i know nothing about dating. Sure i can find someone online but no one will accept my lack of experiance?",-2.479813432835819,-0.9042298208955196,1.4135634328358222,99.84482276119408,93.4776119402985,3.9470149253731344,12.852611940298507,5.148860815047168,-1.4358940298507463,210,3,58,1,8,78,43,67,0.127,0.821,0.053,-0.5846,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,4,3,16,14,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,8,2,9,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974598143149817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779341001763781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282219372222385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30109837064388223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342414452941897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478880270204892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46906818619945206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917839728180916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606025423066146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25765572098047484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28660261755521954,0.0,0.0,0.24441720979898976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheJDAWGZ,2018/02/09,"Any tips for not getting nervous in class discussions? At school we occasionally do class discussions, and you have to contribute a certain amount of times. I struggle to participate and when the few times I do contribute I’m usually so nervous, and what I say does not make too much since. Does anyone have any advice for how to deal with this?",6.955468750000001,7.798721109375002,6.8750000000000036,74.27000000000002,64.46875,10.775,34.75,10.686352973137794,3.7937937500000007,277,12,50,7,4,88,46,64,0.036000000000000004,0.868,0.096,0.4191,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,10,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,9,7,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,33,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25499614561446904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549082623520189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246146715002096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269026752848923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456716103832781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363349768599058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418534918200235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191827391921813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751695814521665,0.0,0.2640941152954977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158595425442198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728003420668599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043226855949281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28739823478552073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ErdoganFanClub,2018/02/09,"Anyone else watch cringe compilations to desensitize themselves to embarrassing social situations? Watching extremely cringey and embarrassing videos almost physically hurt to watch so I've been forcing myself to watch a lot of them in order to try and get used to the embarrassment. It's definitely not an alternative to actual real practice, but I'm hoping that it helps. Does anyone else ever do something similar to this? 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I'm a 14 year old boy. I think i have anxiety but I'm scared to tell my parents because i don't want them to worry.,-1.9417647058823528,-0.25861311764705874,1.9544117647058847,96.1898529411765,91.94117647058823,5.752941176470588,20.264705882352946,7.1686216300943375,0.4212000000000007,110,4,29,2,4,41,25,34,0.331,0.669,0.0,-0.8549,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25595701088172285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039602305753146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901526644267239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510912252230921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715176300687448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349784795171157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29244249636975983,0.0,0.0,0.3884795827894742,0.0,0.2143888944968569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734721150142845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397878418818111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154621083311285 socialanxiety,-sic_,2018/02/09,"Writing a blog about my anxiety? It's been about 18 months since I first sought help for my social anxiety. My university has a few psychologists who can aid students with mental health issues, and it has helped me tremendously. I haven't had a panic attack in over a year now. I'm finally at a point where I can openly talk about my social anxiety without freaking out over it. This raises a question for me. I study journalism, and this semester I've specialized in written journalism (I'm not good in front of a camera). For the next few weeks, I'll be putting together a magazine about mental health with a bunch of other classmates. We've decided to all write a blog about our own experiences with mental health. This left me with double feelings. On one hand, I'm really 'excited' to talk about my anxiety. I already wrote a large part of my blog post, being 1100 words and counting now, talking about the struggles I've faced in-depth (maybe even too in-depth), from panic attacks to almost suffocating myself on public transport because I was afraid to breathe too loudly. Writing this felt great, and I'm relieved I've put all this on paper. On the other hand: this blog will be posted under my own, real name. Possibly with a picture of me. The website will be removed from the internet in a year, and these websites don't tend to be archived on the Wayback Machine, so in a year it'll probably be gone (almost) completely. Still, I have some obvious privacy concerns. What if the post does stick around on the internet? After all, everything you post on the internet is permanent. I feel like there's still a stigma attached to mental health issues (which is exactly why people who are comfortable talking about their mental health should do so), and potential employers might be turned off if they read this post. I'm sorry I've been rambling on for this long, but I'm genuinely conflicted, and I would appreciate any and all advice. I'm seeing my psychologist on Monday, as well, so I'll definitely ask him too. But I'd love to hear more opinions on this. Thanks in advance!",6.676125954198472,7.258273969465653,7.009990458015268,73.97010019083972,65.03053435114504,10.417684478371502,33.93225190839695,10.317481424215053,3.589770229007634,1662,69,291,38,24,540,208,393,0.032,0.855,0.114,0.986,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,1,1,2,2,23,17,2,4,24,0,28,10,4,0,6,48,48,16,0,4,6,0,5,1,0,6,5,2,0,0,20,16,0,1,5,5,0,7,4,7,1,2,8,8,27,10,56,27,13,54,0,0,1,1,25,27,0,8,16,196,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416109540372909,0.0,0.0,0.1519903889359942,0.0,0.0837490607712644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051609379115192235,0.0,0.23222966404948986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756025367129301,0.07094907319300596,0.1726769371857825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046263253019321805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957165215372347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641387944736138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050126160686243294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820712240422087,0.07423725019749948,0.0,0.0,0.07674687319931325,0.054217487580978434,0.0728685273731202,0.08313632545308276,0.0,0.06455396744242903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365487616573877,0.0,0.08367154919402016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033499290029109,0.08553615876232322,0.0,0.1017380428494682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842372637672208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824572262307221,0.0,0.0,0.037077153405123735,0.0,0.0,0.06716231378032594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849578058198791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624403466747999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824080354892647,0.0805097568845065,0.0,0.0,0.06057652466177407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071234182428359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051426599200668915,0.0,0.0,0.17808656795717034,0.0,0.08218398540519031,0.0,0.05261417799203478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174277165431005,0.08555718620550991,0.3634193132826885,0.0,0.08182475546456408,0.0,0.0,0.1525854836098135,0.08501676561937553,0.0,0.07591285615202208,0.08638207352436815,0.048618562637234436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604763521227782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277891020607981,0.0,0.0,0.15472532296138575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495523729137702,0.0,0.0,0.12121540735655485,0.0,0.0,0.07933912940306956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24399748380409644,0.0,0.06987145052408232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254904962281917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087624023708901,0.0,0.06823630873395736,0.0,0.06848101325300347,0.0,0.0,0.07315748691902292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539117256855291,0.0,0.0,0.14661649487769238 socialanxiety,ParagonWombat,2018/02/09,"Themepark worker who is in constant fear of conflict help Hey so I recently got a job in a themepark and for the most part I don't mind it, even with bad social anxiety. But now I have been 'promoted' (don't actually get any money from it) so I have to deal with rides that have more restrictions such as heights and ages. I have been getting advice and talking to my co-workers but all they talk about is how guests get angry, violent and abusive when we enforce the restrictions. I have only dealt with it once last year and I turned to mush, hiding away waiting for someone to save me. The thought of going back to work having to deal with conflict like that every single day drives me to tears. I don't want to leave my job but does anyone have any advice on how to deal with angry people? Thanks guys have a great day! :)",4.0422967479674785,5.302707823170735,4.5619512195121965,86.69747967479677,71.37804878048779,7.173983739837397,26.47154471544715,7.492282038375204,1.3047008130081306,649,21,130,7,12,206,102,164,0.193,0.6809999999999999,0.125,-0.9001,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,3,10,7,1,1,6,0,15,0,0,2,1,27,25,14,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,5,1,0,1,3,3,3,0,0,4,0,14,4,25,21,5,18,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,1,11,88,20,5,0.0,0.16105816455459512,0.13265082439583434,0.0,0.0,0.26566395819673405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487795873533444,0.0,0.10398823572221502,0.0,0.0,0.09504738878434923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771335962255478,0.10452394843698108,0.11349822731353072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689508808851034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533084773737306,0.42042230785744855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895572737386748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978234601725757,0.0,0.11452926412049408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529622147894283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213057865086457,0.0,0.07725375454064343,0.0,0.10871789436227057,0.14986641463644307,0.0,0.13459486375747198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911129043315735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697846994062684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080339153040726,0.0,0.143933229903896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640990993087051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725339875128462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476401761023064,0.0,0.10338303546133612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720199819235424,0.0,0.09423870229085507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421726132059336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856639221486894,0.1151754378063914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851530436732305,0.0,0.125148678091408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791547574174898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785587476013756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017669950918219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792142475049332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875362797571361 socialanxiety,socrates_m,2018/02/09,"A platform that allows you to book a relaxed haircut appointment without the obligatory small talk. Good/bad idea? Hey guys, im quite introverted and i find small talk meaningless, i usually avoid it, but, there is no way to do so when im getting a haircut; at least without being perceived as rude or unsocial. I know this is about social anxiety but i think you guys will find this relevant as well! What if you could book a haircut appointment and have the option to book a ""relaxed session"" where the hairdresser does his/her job without having to ask you about your weekend plans or the weather, just about your hair. What if there was a way to know the stylists interests beforehand and only talk if you share a common interest/hobby through booking a ""connect option"" instead of a ""relaxed"" one. This can reduce the stress and allow people to start a conversation they care about thus working towards reducing social anxiety as well. Please share your opinion guys, i dont want to spend time developing something people do not want, but from my experience there is a market. Im currently finishing my Msc in Entrepreneurship and im looking for anybody that can help from the technology perspective. If anyone is interested in helping PM me for details!",8.265678137651822,8.636276802631581,7.966666666666669,69.18346153846156,61.67543859649122,11.050472334682862,40.345479082321184,10.727762888450028,4.6440535762483135,1013,52,162,23,13,323,134,228,0.086,0.75,0.16399999999999998,0.9685,2,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,8,1,3,14,13,1,2,18,0,15,1,1,3,0,36,25,19,0,7,14,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,5,0,1,7,8,1,0,6,3,2,1,1,2,17,10,27,21,1,18,0,0,1,0,24,8,0,9,8,113,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831567817267545,0.0,0.0,0.07692199791000992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284509878685172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185428990595088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216318010274727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783454501760854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627105309749508,0.0,0.1289316516807284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761151607232973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010954653290284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057476019287164434,0.0,0.0,0.09227170606896057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267834906692924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747562718361146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418862290235745,0.4753214798638646,0.0,0.10916858605640503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091794229464377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238123136952298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454605729206343,0.08366804958451261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253505337440362,0.0,0.0,0.12075864800390468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700985794975073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428398862241805,0.0,0.08469156590808763,0.0,0.0,0.07786609776759784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260168173293324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26526715779617754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704903765785174,0.0,0.0,0.06414808932248292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211611786357919,0.0,0.1297742524220158,0.1746426521588115,0.0,0.0,0.1978255556208099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181389959267184,0.0,0.08008905671015418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Vanhoughen,2018/02/09,"All my friends are busy tonight. Should I go to the cinema and watch a movue just by myself? Should i do that? What do you think? Edit: i mean movie",-1.6779569892473134,-0.09436906451612614,-0.25241935483870925,106.07470430107529,110.61290322580645,3.3569892473118284,11.618279569892476,5.46131890053228,-1.5037139784946238,113,2,28,1,6,35,27,31,0.0,0.877,0.123,0.5632,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,2,6,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,20,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486977696491453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582209887743922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6865948447515042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40387865192658173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bobhat21,2018/02/09,"Can anyone relate? Okay so I'm a 27 year old female, and I feel like I've missed / am missing out on so much. When I was kid I was quite shy but never really had a problem making friends, And always had a nice group of girlfriends around me. When I went to high school I only really had one friend.. she was a little rough and not a very nice person really.. And I feel like i got tarred with the same brush and didn't really make many friends at school.. that's what ruined my self esteem and brought on my SA I think. I've got 'friends' now but I feel like it's kind of on a superficial level and that I'm not truly being myself with these people, and I feel like they have groups of best friends but I'm maybe kind of an acquaintance. I see people going on holiday together, getting invited to weddings, going on girly weekends, getting invited to hen nights etc and I just get so jealous and feel so down and alone. I guess I just want a small group of friends to be able to hang out with and do stuff with, who I can be myself with. But time is passing me by and it gets harder and harder, And I feel like it will never happen for me :(",2.3948167888074643,3.783625599156117,3.763344437041973,90.2982611592272,75.70886075949367,6.677237397290696,21.3344437041972,7.273561745256523,0.4995873417721519,885,21,194,10,19,291,127,237,0.092,0.7,0.207,0.9849,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,10,22,1,0,9,1,17,0,0,2,2,46,45,25,0,2,8,0,7,5,7,1,0,0,0,3,9,23,0,0,7,2,0,6,5,5,0,1,11,9,25,17,27,30,4,30,0,3,1,0,17,14,0,1,15,124,34,2,0.09818884153411613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169402762410708,0.0,0.0,0.08170098190048175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865592100493373,0.0,0.0,0.0874088862086425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030431314199326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095065133586192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978833711454075,0.35073064005515386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551627324078335,0.0,0.20519846842636955,0.0,0.1116059628131586,0.0,0.15706117259242036,0.0,0.1081660788577052,0.0,0.08682806829498997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374190202227672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449713750351464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398505413180471,0.09841101435140223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108362834574494,0.09954807396752023,0.09864388879832348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218009628048166,0.0,0.1514585754823682,0.0,0.0,0.09214357628522712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303267204907976,0.0,0.06653530017070912,0.07467703854535042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614355918326476,0.08573470910741876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395346065544773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443591927493613,0.0,0.0,0.25160914462294376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874469936918365,0.07824379415052224,0.0,0.1024323759107219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240273208204404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291544496340938,0.0,0.0,0.05725470311229015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101607743300697,0.05791432272198437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910220398140343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323039470034678 socialanxiety,ResponsiblePay,2018/02/09,"Lonely for years, struggling. Would like feedback on how I look. I've been feeling lonely for a long time now but it's starting to get unbearable. I have had no friends for a few years and I've never dated. I sit on the bus and no one says a word to me. I go to university and no one says a word to me. I attended two meetup groups lately because I was so lonely and again, no one spoke a word to me. I pushed myself to start up a conversation with two guys which was not easy (I have social anxiety) but the conversation ended once I stopped trying. This has been going on for so long now, that I feel like there is a force field around me which stops people from wanting to interact with me. It is especially difficult at university when I see so many people having fun with their friends and I'm just alone all the time. I'm 29 and turn 30 in a few months and honestly, I don't know how much longer this can go on. I've had a bunch of personal issues to contend with. As well as anxiety and depression, I used to have cycstic acne (which I took accutane for). That made me isolate a lot. Now my hair is thinning rapidly. I'm not making excuses for myself but I admit I am still very self-concious. As I alluded to, I have never had a girlfriend. This is tearing me apart inside. I have tried online dating a few times but have no luck. I've copied some pictures of myself here, if anyone would be kind enough to offer feedback. Do I look too serious, too young, too boring? These are the only decent pictures I have from the past few months. https://i.imgur.com/tTJlkhS.jpg https://i.imgur.com/zklng1C.jpg",3.097572332730561,5.1527636487341795,4.121555153707053,85.61417721518988,75.48734177215191,7.0459312839059685,23.943942133815554,7.957251820313856,1.3017499095840868,1267,40,249,20,28,410,167,316,0.151,0.735,0.114,-0.7991,0,7,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,1,0,20,17,0,1,17,0,28,1,1,5,3,44,51,22,0,4,8,0,4,2,3,2,0,3,0,2,11,13,0,2,4,0,0,6,10,8,1,5,10,10,33,9,36,38,10,44,0,4,3,0,17,10,0,4,29,180,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207075434654336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783162722914542,0.0,0.0,0.08149237238881735,0.0,0.0,0.10375153957215974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104596956850268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003817604896457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322604919006403,0.12042420617800248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785933028788287,0.08326120022623806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008784648607987,0.0,0.06089099730165665,0.0,0.1987090381118514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539985368595565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164478834193306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136576596711905,0.06405118333959929,0.0,0.13147009264955498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387795455745245,0.0,0.0,0.20628085530407492,0.19574025410286408,0.0,0.0,0.0990840918053101,0.0,0.11027958957273576,0.0777960276322062,0.11816036542234605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860534072642324,0.0,0.08567545521277037,0.0,0.17977646288951513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411875152467924,0.2369257907758689,0.08863924545698602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125729925373183,0.1615980305981814,0.10176434514259332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185365704817667,0.0,0.0,0.09287286976414047,0.0,0.1215839391592753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880498958860836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498513320375935,0.0,0.09307458490533203,0.19487702158385345,0.0,0.1218402296701402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038784791789175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948800553651335,0.15825552557227868,0.12676966889816876,0.2276989684973646,0.0,0.0,0.10065918807552016,0.0,0.09616348094984296,0.06874244034344744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104789749907015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558329008294687,0.0,0.0,0.150104893963691 socialanxiety,imnidades,2018/02/09,"I hung out with someone new today and we didn’t see eye to eye. Not that we fought or anything, but we just had different opinions on things which led to a lot of awkward pauses. It was just me, my roommate (who I am comfortable with) and this new person. But you know what, it was fine. I was really nervous but I realized it’s better when my roommate is there to fill in awkward silences, so there I learned something new too. Is this how social interactions work? I feel like an alien learning the human ways. Oh and it was two hours! I was interacting with humans for two whole hours! ",1.7091246684350097,4.200030655172412,2.9451724137931024,89.84014588859417,82.9655172413793,5.638196286472149,23.57824933687003,7.010146845296331,0.9251281167108752,460,17,92,6,13,148,81,116,0.057,0.812,0.131,0.8728,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,3,1,0,2,8,8,1,3,3,0,10,2,2,2,0,26,14,10,0,0,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,11,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,8,4,14,4,11,6,2,13,0,0,3,0,12,3,0,3,8,69,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394169852246908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165447168184712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544710000951296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458761554145853,0.1336420014823296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684502086198333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028081305044436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139237562285224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903922004414792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5420166925012757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334127693860698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198410754524447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906962865010642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069310256838606,0.15850280305281844,0.14401471601770796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428021085366413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731936677783866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654781074830132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848652097498166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20885565550485835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618832801788494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cmVkZGl0,2018/02/09,"Are we strong enough to open up? I was listening Camila Cabello's song ""Real Friends"", excellent and meaningful song for real, and it got me thinking - are we strong enough to let people in? I have anxiety, but I wouldn't say my experience is every stereotypical when it comes to mental health issues. It's somewhere between general anxiety and social anxiety and a lot of it has me putting up a guard and just not believing the intentions of others or not being able to feel them like I should. It doesn't matter if I truly know that person is good or have experience... I don't feel that comeraderie or consciousness relate. Even the phrase ""I feel"" hints at the psychological and biological feeling one gets with relation. Are you guys the same? How can I, we, become more open and connected to others? Anxiety and guards stand in the way of connection, even if they have a genuine intention to protect us.",6.476185064935066,7.566292386904768,7.29374458874459,69.97246753246755,65.60714285714286,11.347186147186148,33.12987012987013,11.20814326018867,4.115028571428572,723,30,124,22,11,241,106,168,0.068,0.8079999999999999,0.124,0.8954,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,4,1,2,3,5,6,0,0,8,0,17,1,0,3,0,45,27,16,0,4,9,0,4,1,1,2,1,4,0,2,9,15,0,3,8,2,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,8,18,6,17,21,5,12,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,6,2,96,27,2,0.14207646881480854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347524390517297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691229742470733,0.0,0.1600715275426691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238629757366125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936059434395435,0.0,0.1876803353941817,0.0,0.11970555268433,0.0,0.0,0.2779560976756044,0.0,0.0,0.28735252621202384,0.10149945770952004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109767927370402,0.0,0.07422909096573854,0.0,0.0,0.11916700126945533,0.1136315310436316,0.0,0.0,0.14067804135726755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510206425549387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829092081721734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808151163996388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452828153384097,0.0,0.06941138610327374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078833308374552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431796638232302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627469223682776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849793438044294,0.12405569242422078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428260929428836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234282520174657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298491053343687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482906784508354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103686442015728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090049857000805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277368782991973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anony__123,2018/02/09,"Losing touch Hi, I was wondering does anyone begin to make friendships when you first meet someone but then in a little while later you guys begin to divide and separate?This has happened in multiple times. Anyone else experience this?",7.962416666666666,10.350431075000003,7.309999999999999,66.40166666666667,63.25,9.333333333333334,30.833333333333336,9.725611199111238,3.5153333333333334,193,7,25,4,3,60,35,40,0.045,0.909,0.045,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,7,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,4,6,0,11,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,8,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901531593018255,0.285858641864292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24414638553228304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23306068605192826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729061524246699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373090979473552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27624436605997194,0.2467102958165153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796216815483236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121189028129797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622826328469005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363876667674105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268155009196375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30255319580872675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,apertxre11,2018/02/09,"Just when I thought I couldn’t get worse socially... College came. Holy moly. Okay I was always bad socially. Since I was a kid my relationships with people were never reciprocated, and they were always unstable. But it’s getting RIDICULOUS. Every time I have any small social interaction, I glitch out afterwards. I’m either mumbling on repeat what just happened, or I’m just thinking about it and acting it out in real life. By that I mean I get very glitchy. My hands or arms move in a weird way because I feel overwhelmed from it. 1-2 years before this, I actually rocked in my chair a lot (even in public) to soothe this feeling. If that’s not bad, I’m only a freshman and I’ve already made people stay away from me because of my rudeness (which is unintentional most of the time.. i just take things too far or i’m rude w/o knowing). But my opinions of ppl tend to change a lot anyway. I guess that kinda makes it worse though. Honestly it’s sucking. So much. Long story short I feel like I’m losing it. Or maybe I’ve just had social anxiety for a long time?",1.4978571428571428,4.056308309523806,3.08219047619048,87.92614285714286,84.95238095238095,5.455238095238097,22.209523809523805,6.918507183188421,0.7804323809523805,835,29,164,11,25,274,133,210,0.14800000000000002,0.79,0.062,-0.9566,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,1,12,12,4,1,7,1,8,3,2,2,1,39,31,13,0,2,14,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,15,7,0,0,7,1,0,3,3,9,0,0,8,4,20,3,19,22,5,26,0,2,0,0,9,11,1,11,11,97,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.11486971636490953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989787542922804,0.0,0.19589125996661474,0.0,0.0,0.08004804636072138,0.0,0.0900491888919863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110594091387443,0.0,0.1965688376051241,0.14351201607067274,0.0,0.10016405421176423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346309166219778,0.0,0.0,0.12452345436216936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774751999130744,0.0,0.09917725083822472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785558372109128,0.08409331857601116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844986387627986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296727957253543,0.0,0.10409213759199977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469131541596546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314331079549915,0.057508029462482874,0.0,0.0,0.2083424408257705,0.0,0.13168937141089432,0.0,0.20014869051510312,0.0,0.11138173162497103,0.0785735266588394,0.0,0.11825730373869768,0.1282226359326473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510899252363913,0.0865317017983828,0.0,0.0907865808152998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952511237284097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321305279558618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398177511068685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637839845059284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973724001491143,0.0,0.0,0.4799693403769197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546509457005786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850460854210293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782024756295863,0.07542495511409393,0.11565122540260947,0.09345000414658758,0.20591605518295816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712454560972042,0.0,0.09343413129175343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399167187943391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580252646856044 socialanxiety,Moist_69,2018/02/09,CBD oil vape for SA Have any of you tried cbd for anxiety and did it work for you? Im thinking of trying it.,-1.6261333333333317,0.16982772000000068,1.3480000000000023,100.24066666666668,91.8,4.933333333333334,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.5476666666666663,83,2,22,1,3,29,19,25,0.069,0.931,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30415647853282124,0.0,0.34215755953243204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831244460088754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865902390374362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6073290307889451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256152544635565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shededamen,2018/02/09,"Anyone else feels overwhelmed by their senses when they feel anxious? I am visiting my significant other's home and his family is really, really nice. But I am anxious, and I also get socially tired. Now all my senses are overwhelmed. When they tap me to get my attention, or say my name, or when they give me stuff to eat or drink, smell food or hear them knocking on the door, etc. etc. it overwhelms me. Help. 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You're too in love with the perfect idea of yourself to ever do anything, because on a deeper level, you know full well you're not perfect, and that insecurity is in constant clash with your narcissism. The more narcissistic you get, the more insecure you get with every action. Seems contradictory, but it's not because the brain has too many layers. Thoughts? Bullshit? Yeah, maybe?",5.496607142857144,8.516965763888889,5.793650793650794,71.84500000000003,71.91666666666667,8.003174603174603,32.507936507936506,8.841846274778883,3.3374103174603182,333,16,50,7,7,106,53,72,0.155,0.7040000000000001,0.141,-0.2701,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,2,4,6,0,2,5,1,4,2,1,0,3,14,10,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,4,4,8,9,3,8,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,2,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420017212147306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890296277318268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094981594543211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833887498165795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743296026946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296284998358082,0.2138857597753639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652599676893669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865740399824713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951335645692875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22911616279618735,0.0,0.0,0.257371500739425,0.25503382121768525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311021903340172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25877559159925617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153437374975305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282482378865174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hazzinator,2018/02/09,"Actually forced myself out to a party yesterday... ... and it actually went alright. I tried to interact with people as best I could, though only on a very surface level, conversations cause me a lot of anxiety so I found it hard to stay present during a 1-on-1 with someone new. I trailed off and couldn't keep the conversation flowing for long in a few cases, but that could just be my poor social skills rather than the anxiety. There were a couple of times during the night where I retreated into my own head when someone was talking to me, but luckily each time someone else butted in to say something and I snapped out of it. A couple of takeaways I found: 1. It really helps to have a broad knowledge of subjects like film, art and music. These are all things that basically every single person will have experience with, so the more you know about it the more people you can relate with. I never used to watch movies a couple of months ago, only played video games. Some of the girls I spoke to at the party were very into film, and having recently watched a lot of Tarantino movies, I was able to have a pleasant conversation about that to them. 2. Accept compliments when you get them, don't try to make something funny out of them or disregard them. Someone said I looked like a fun, happy guy to hang out with, and I remember saying something along the lines of ""That's because I'm always laughing at people"". Just smiling and accepting the compliment would have been far less jaring and made me seem more approachable. 3. Focus on other people, but don't forget to chime in sometimes. It's ok to let the other person do most of the talking, but don't make it an interrogation. In fact, you don't even have to ask them questions (apart from getting the conversation going), just let them talk and make observations or statements about the topic you're on. They lead the way, you just support them on it. Being the centre of attention when you have SA is extremely nerve wracking, so try to make the other person it instead. I've found the phrase ""everyone likes talking about themselves"" holds true for most people you meet, especially the kind who go to parties. 4. Be honest, don't try to make stuff up. There were a couple of times that I pretended to know things about certain topics (brit pop in this case) and I (think) it was pretty clear that I was struggling to keep the flow going because I didn't really have an interest in the topic. I should have admitted I didn't know anything, then take it as an opportunity to learn more about the subject from someone. Anway, it was only a short thing, but I'm really proud that I was able to force myself out of my comfort zone and convince my brain that it shouldn't be scared of situations like this. Treat each one like a learning experience, and put no expectations on the event.",6.179787581699344,6.890115416666667,6.403006535947712,77.44441176470589,66.12962962962963,9.09368191721133,30.14161220043573,9.088552180705676,2.466955337690632,2255,77,411,37,34,723,262,540,0.033,0.7340000000000001,0.233,0.9991,0,0,3,0,0,0,69.0,0,7,8,5,23,30,0,2,40,2,43,2,2,9,6,90,75,30,0,8,13,0,1,5,0,4,0,4,0,5,32,27,0,4,18,7,1,10,11,2,0,1,19,8,43,28,78,43,17,58,0,0,3,0,41,29,0,9,22,294,75,3,0.13961818376932894,0.0,0.13624720719372765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061881547916174735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808675673779432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680752843176257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744693450096336,0.0,0.06526207737745582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510994893665301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732603350542462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793003379611624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171316716492511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147375890479752,0.30896972952093105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831653856261771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046108246804595,0.0,0.058817170754274416,0.06670557889870693,0.0,0.13657337435540615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296261981043579,0.0,0.0,0.072944738491449,0.0,0.11902234700762584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912197633560924,0.0,0.0743130764060143,0.06253523442561155,0.0,0.07164426819716208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04679156277778857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124099056802222,0.0,0.07269542668539147,0.1150957537030144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276905232549927,0.0,0.17052598050706586,0.0,0.0,0.06177884955391754,0.058622055314056815,0.0,0.0,0.11869838704718387,0.0,0.06605505065449697,0.23299055454747944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572095112475374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384107525545728,0.06742205595019436,0.0,0.06551110373618194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04730444733454688,0.1592788802893353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241984172642152,0.18286381911447366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710209432682595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017741874464553,0.07820215947203749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416447547582594,0.0,0.06892805640450975,0.0,0.0790800926361618,0.0,0.06640443250350363,0.11102998359693456,0.06989107927109285,0.0,0.0,0.06355157540566837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846834416465552,0.0,0.07116157791017637,0.2957450850740527,0.16122734848940035,0.06904297688779064,0.0,0.0,0.07440720355382227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297962001670698,0.07991470852903745,0.0,0.07921853019555082,0.0,0.0,0.05248774924858828,0.22443961494196385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139134176143333,0.044730847312106775,0.06858707833656383,0.0,0.12211872860338135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958316400218686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029264157519911,0.0,0.1151996236087742,0.0,0.05541120779228413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471372756444761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04959037595417117,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cri1654,2018/02/09,I made a phone call today! I feel so proud! I felt so stressed before doing it but then everything went great!,-0.2681818181818194,1.804562636363638,1.036818181818184,97.42522727272728,104.45454545454544,4.0181818181818185,14.590909090909092,5.985473137389443,-0.5722181818181817,86,2,18,1,4,27,19,22,0.071,0.58,0.349,0.8472,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,3,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28470573829018303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34164694981312893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007018888176937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917536555139429,0.0,0.3212524300116947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688792606413702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31659080080049273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832640305767587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171458390431061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101620637545995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Showbizmidget,2018/02/09,"Need help finding people with same ambitions Hi i am a 16 year old boy who lives in sweden. Every single day i try to go up to girls any girl just to talk but i can never seem to get myself to do that and it is eating me inside, but i am never giving up. A solution to this problem would be to have a friend who has the same ambitions as me because as of now all my friends just what to stay in their comfort zones. Is there some place i can look? Something that i can do? Please help",1.3309508547008555,2.840144125000002,3.0993589743589745,93.42341880341878,78.90384615384616,5.776068376068378,20.20940170940171,6.42735559955562,0.03362735042735032,375,9,86,3,9,125,73,104,0.07400000000000001,0.748,0.17800000000000002,0.9163,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,13,1,0,0,3,17,19,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,7,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,11,3,16,17,5,13,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,2,6,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077577281854867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619305460657884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335061018522735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118257301320444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441717527813405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892059085896009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198750834653155,0.0,0.10815562084951283,0.1985854987177153,0.11765011981944813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775125733486003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279605615681932,0.0,0.17383857750643775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534973354907285,0.3193219986465209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722506407987272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435165796416457,0.0,0.21628426955273916,0.22723784127351385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980832497645364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845663816508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936853326152733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22064805392326156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638901173193782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054807261852872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705592234353876,0.0,0.0,0.13330942765451795 socialanxiety,freshman_guy,2018/02/09,"How do I make friends 19[M] when I have severe trust issues I'm a college freshman and I've noticed that I have trouble connecting with people. I originally thought that this was just because of the group that I was around during high school, but it turns out, the numerous back stabbings and bullying experience have made me completely distrustful of people and thus I always carry myself with a hard exterior shell. I feel so lonely in what should be the greatest time in my life. I'm not socially awkward, quite charming, actually, but thats just a mask I put on for people to see. In reality, im a miserable fuck and I've cried many times alone in my room when my roommate goes out with his girlfriend. I don't let anyone know that because then people will think I'm pathetic. College is stressful and I have even less time to go out and pretend to socialize with people. When I socialize with people, it's mostly me cracking jokes and bantering, I think most people think I'm chill, since I was just elected as one of my dorms representatives, but I don't actually know anyone on a deep level, much less a girlfriend I've been told by numerous girls in high school that I'm handsome, but I've never had a girlfriend in my life. I've never even held a girls hand before. How do I break free from my misery ? I just don't understand how people can just bond over mutual interests. I'm fairly good at several sports and table top games like table tennis, 8 ball pool, etc, and I try to not win and let other people win so they like me. In the end, I still can't feel close to them. Thanks for reading. Venting was cathartic.",5.256241230034334,6.084194316614423,6.055288849081951,78.70506792058518,68.21630094043887,8.960203015375429,29.924018510225405,9.107695989026183,2.469737901179281,1293,47,244,23,21,425,171,319,0.166,0.687,0.146,-0.8447,0,3,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,4,18,20,2,3,12,0,23,4,1,7,2,53,47,24,0,1,11,0,4,2,4,2,2,0,2,2,11,20,0,1,9,7,1,2,8,7,0,1,10,5,31,14,33,32,7,39,0,2,1,1,15,23,1,2,15,154,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.17791386793019226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441206422566216,0.0,0.0,0.07585065249848957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747940807987454,0.0,0.0,0.0811498331949994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009477718083168,0.0,0.11113798606624342,0.0,0.07756863547818542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095577295057862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013264259445476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073881802328732,0.0,0.10166512443147092,0.12041783022856815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916989121582172,0.0,0.0,0.0921843187366298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704283462349388,0.08427398430961144,0.0,0.0,0.05180711972600128,0.0764588985712016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165954860830395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262659460834866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846614516497493,0.0951451354234915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001959655805541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643020171298555,0.128775002535552,0.08907026396941031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625578314831953,0.06084858780525641,0.09241977501080426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701152511174473,0.0,0.14061314208956432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378384213223564,0.0,0.0,0.0617709336502037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.568776519056182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916388399247236,0.0,0.09695761834212152,0.0911825412033666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451326749207453,0.07264102220342615,0.0,0.0,0.20596489793617426,0.0,0.07540673420461004,0.0,0.0,0.2787719139669394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279879480254227,0.0,0.1044210350597412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392592163299108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523085188328458,0.0,0.0723691684020334,0.1594646657355131,0.0,0.0,0.08710525374305003,0.0,0.06189021172763134,0.0991535887341392,0.0,0.0948985602195966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Wolfpanion,2018/02/09,"So, I started waitering to challenge myself... And it's goddamn challenging alright. I've got social anxiety for years and it's slowly and gradually getting better, but always still present. I started this new job waitering tables at a restaurant about two weeks ago. I've never waitered before so the learning process isn't that simple. I find myself sometimes lost and not sure where to go and what to do. But that's okay I think for a beginner. But adding to that is the stress of actually going on to a table of sometimes up to 6 people and ""manage"" them. Some people are polite and organized but others are horrible and won't make it easy. I'm not completely fluent in the menu yet so when people ask about stuff I kinda freeze because I have no answers. Besides memorizing the menu have you got others tips for me? How to deal with that stress... If anyone has gone through a similar thing do share. Thanks.",3.168445728965964,5.829719913294793,4.391859344894026,80.6935950545922,78.1907514450867,6.619010918432884,26.37411689145793,7.793537801064563,1.8856193962748875,727,29,125,12,18,238,113,173,0.13699999999999998,0.779,0.084,-0.8858,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,4,10,11,0,2,8,2,10,0,0,2,2,27,24,18,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,4,1,11,8,20,19,1,20,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,3,12,89,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.15314132365163252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910923170733722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305785710646952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005124080629595,0.0,0.0,0.10972930620191207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670863527687708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956632470091609,0.0,0.13353611665214574,0.0,0.0,0.13879208695844833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453842127637458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178823617369012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434314402280591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198959843719245,0.0,0.17837419829535522,0.0,0.25102297438536403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155729096129655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713079473246763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475218584406036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103431257455488,0.1515642500744415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263871070631708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997066594998624,0.0,0.0,0.3104161351186093,0.0,0.22215213116758897,0.0,0.12532473073632722,0.0,0.3595262294538327,0.0,0.17964763455253574,0.0,0.0,0.14790493927513595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448032496941002,0.0,0.0,0.10425751024495283,0.10055459200268227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329808854316412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258800111690684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105796033008596 socialanxiety,Bubblewrapcantfixit,2018/02/09,"Feels like people are afraid of me? I feel really alienated from everyone around me when I leave the house. When I take my dog for a walk and have to go into town to get something from the shops I notice people looking at me and usually they look afraid or like I'm weird, I figure this is social anxiety mostly at least the weird part but people genuinely seem kind of nervous around me. I'm 6'4"" but with shoes on more like 6'5"" and I'm like 90Kg but because I'm so tall I don't think I look like a meat head or anything, I always try to smile if I make eye contact with anyone and have a really friendly dog (lab) I've got no idea about fashion so sometimes I think maybe I dress weird or intimidating because I prefer plain clothes and generally darker colours, I don't feel comfortable in ""loud"" clothes. Do you guys get this? Sometimes I feel like I'm just losing it and it's all in my head.",1.5353661327231125,3.768631804347826,3.0009725400457685,90.79574370709385,81.5,6.047597254004577,21.640732265446225,7.273561745256523,0.6808304347826089,708,22,150,10,19,231,107,184,0.127,0.742,0.132,0.6068,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,8,16,0,3,6,0,7,4,4,1,1,33,28,17,0,2,8,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,11,0,0,10,1,1,2,3,7,0,0,1,10,22,9,19,27,5,15,0,1,5,0,6,10,0,6,9,82,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471775138101493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962753374097462,0.0,0.0,0.08799764090212063,0.0,0.10356429145852426,0.2240673686305862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343467208938422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025560763141188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545353072838198,0.17981533691596072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723183398261764,0.0,0.13150345136984765,0.0,0.07152377605903798,0.0,0.10065419313550976,0.0,0.0,0.12461184509836995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25831797422642794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452146544661458,0.0,0.14206996878936262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310539965682836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332575764674873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689053732784625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31704833383272524,0.14079459039957573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400622908027829,0.0,0.12643380755229836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328170186784314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362838973556141,0.0,0.26174680617753165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124618847242944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145696273462712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828880181960622,0.0,0.09688591308999732,0.2489388526537093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946239622427821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127992027634086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544427227889081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860661681387065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Z3IRO,2018/02/09,"Extrovert with Social Anxiety I finally found out what’s wrong with me, after 18 years. It’s not schizophrenia, it’s not BPD, I’m not a sociopath, it’s good old fashioned social anxiety. I never noticed that I was anxious around people, but now it all just clicked, it all fits together. I now know what I have to work on, instead of just searching for the problem. It’s like I turned the page on a chapter of my life. On the other hand, why me? Why did I, an extrovert who gets depressed when he’s not around people, have to be stuck with social anxiety? Damned if I do, damned if I don’t. I feel like a living breathing oxymoron, a joke of a human being, a walking punchline. How am I supposed to live like this? The one thing I want in life, to have good friends, is now off limits to me. I feel like I’m being railroaded into a stereotype, like I’m soon going to become a shut in, and eventually be spewed out of the 4chan neckbeard assembly line. I want to be a human being, I want to have friends and not hate life, and not have to take a pill just to function.",3.27185779816514,4.360297596330277,4.609071100917434,86.28544151376148,73.03669724770644,7.2848623853211025,27.845183486238533,7.6454224807358475,1.55507247706422,828,31,172,10,16,275,112,218,0.151,0.675,0.174,0.8564,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,12,16,3,0,16,0,17,6,2,1,3,36,33,8,0,6,12,0,3,5,2,0,4,0,0,2,13,11,0,1,4,1,0,2,8,6,0,1,4,4,19,10,30,23,3,25,0,1,1,0,10,13,2,2,15,121,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830582792218836,0.13933613521748314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195928382794346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136216448437238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533911516371116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623030650102597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472617255780148,0.1762245008761109,0.0,0.13511007344043213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523307341102664,0.1905803109649516,0.0,0.06443869160050593,0.0,0.07009547657589113,0.2068990888573285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177013023684904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677829996677622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26135052155565425,0.3012820744859297,0.0,0.21781833613377302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512539260752167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042042703032176,0.12942183496518764,0.0,0.08357660212821444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710132222892993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801721762166227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771807865180112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273436183559564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193987624976046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415565453721176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824275062598145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225856069404957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979108313218855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485006553316428,0.0,0.07942523031717343 socialanxiety,tidderfodnimpot,2018/02/09,"Anxiety over exposing my political ideas I love talking about politics and I like to engage with people involved in politics but whenever I start exposing my ideas I get labeled as ""weird"" or ""bigot"". I often make jokes - based on facts - about politics and race but nobody, other than my online friends, laugh and sometimes people get even irritated. Do you have similar problems? How did you overcome it? 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Hi. I’m new to this subreddit. I’m also on the mobile site. Basically what’s happening is that I’ve been paying to have driving lessons for a few weeks now with a local driving school, and my instructor is a guy around my age and we have a lot of similar interests. I have fun “hanging out” with him during my lessons. I was just wondering if it would be okay to somehow ask him to be friends. I don’t know if it would be inappropriate or anything since he’s technically my teacher. I also don’t know if he’s just friendly because he has to be. But he seems to like hanging out. We talk about his wife and hobbies and things like that, but I don’t know if he’d also like to be friends. I’m probably over thinking this. I haven’t made a new friend in real life in probably like a decade, so I’m super rusty. I asked my therapist, but she didn’t give me an answer. Any advice would be appreciated. Thank you. :)",1.8541511562323727,3.731774451776655,3.8925465313028766,86.64821630005642,78.5939086294416,7.017371686407219,25.665256627185563,7.984000788550335,1.5018654258319233,745,29,159,13,18,254,109,197,0.0,0.7659999999999999,0.234,0.9924,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,0,3,10,14,0,0,8,1,24,1,0,1,0,37,41,16,0,7,10,1,0,4,5,3,1,0,0,1,8,11,0,0,9,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,4,0,22,14,21,26,2,18,0,0,0,0,25,9,0,9,9,104,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352951548690753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888370020285922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187201648989773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990739650474382,0.1071761431249137,0.33765628205498954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733910362614545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650803469915151,0.0,0.0,0.11549285008456447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920894172985258,0.10646397498568644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984961039007187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503780944008106,0.2352736163097281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235463346876043,0.0,0.1139196692843662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325544599607473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596100880703915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703467604664066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184510791079893,0.0,0.10960213308414628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959112199621413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200940564056372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967680989385418,0.0,0.11084257643775444,0.0,0.1397866587369298,0.07998439269141229,0.07714358375498077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657276700441396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305621063110229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25657322971117713,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,angryhottie,2018/02/09,First job interview in many years. Scared shitless. Worried I will be blank when they ask me things. How do I get through this... :(,1.1950000000000005,3.7673618333333367,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,97.33333333333334,4.066666666666666,22.66666666666667,5.985473137389443,0.23486666666666695,100,4,21,1,4,28,23,24,0.28600000000000003,0.7140000000000001,0.0,-0.7906,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,14,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35922262831051954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32684353450901765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075518383187074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813096285064633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895700010378829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847020842749581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25527915777160576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902253397640837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24744491728766935 socialanxiety,aspiring_writer10,2018/02/09,"Junior High School Prom anxiety Hey this is my first time posting and I'm just looking for some positivity regarding my current situation. So I asked a friend to prom (Just as friends)and all is well but I get so nervous talking to her now. Sometimes, when I see her I'll straight up ignore her (Because I don't want to screw things up, I always feel like I'll mess up in a conversational setting). Other times, I'll say something to her and then ruminate on what I said for hours on end because I could've 'said something better' to keep the conversation going. Sorry, I'm just really nervous about prom I guess and somehow ruining my relationship prior to prom but I feel this anxiety about screwing things up is actually screwing things up. This is my first time posting so any positivity and reassuring comments are very much appreciated :D",5.424219409282698,7.25774865822785,6.498164556962028,71.92526371308018,68.74683544303798,9.064135021097048,34.052742616033754,9.516144504307137,3.4509603375527433,680,33,117,15,12,227,94,158,0.15,0.653,0.197,0.9107,1,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,12,13,3,2,3,0,6,3,0,0,1,18,20,12,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,8,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,8,1,2,2,7,17,5,19,18,3,26,0,1,2,3,16,10,3,3,13,75,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.14275312234271656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172089339477787,0.0,0.0,0.09947886107010764,0.0,0.22381534986861007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367567894871709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834803668101482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937725296701205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679672171417277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956514858759627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793224928203466,0.10450608023398522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24886000447307374,0.0,0.0,0.11301947895839393,0.0,0.07642790918511147,0.0,0.08313717403267783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114949229872402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455820362118047,0.0,0.0,0.14406132292677512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300248878724825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714674940039653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284261243358982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753635513564748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802013122114874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371395899227254,0.0,0.0,0.15705541500758166,0.0,0.0,0.278301193030479,0.11633175577379973,0.0,0.14804829637274494,0.11657025784830262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443054305898672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22523478098330005,0.1446796705719465,0.16375415462417628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757839470722503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915558928235655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558999947774055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070049949336005,0.08628272192199757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315278422809802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,purple_spade,2018/02/09,"Wasting so much time I'm a sufferer of social anxiety all my life, it's gotten milder in the past couple of years. It used to be quite bad, I was too scared to take a train or a bus by myself until I was 19, and didn't have my hair cut during first year of university as I was too frightened to go to the barbers. I can do that stuff now and made improvements in other areas, but I find its most severe when I need to do something important. Like when I need to do work, or when I need to clean my room or cook a meal I always just sit there or stand there in a trance just thinking about how I've come across to people in recent social situations, how I need to act, and I start roughly scripting things in my head for an upcoming situation so I don't go blank minded. I can really get lost in these thoughts and an hour can easily go by without me noticing. Worst part is when someone says something or does something to show how socially awkward and incompetent I am, I don't have the emotional maturity to brush it off. I would think about it for a few hours and tell myself it doesn't matter, then a few days later I would get reminded of it somehow and then I'd spend another few hours telling myself it doesn't matter again. A lot of time is wasted doing this and a lot of stress as a result, but I don't know how to stop it. Past few months I've been living nocturnally as being awake at night calms me, probably something to do with the fact I know that everybody is asleep. Anyone else have these sorts of problems? I'm thinking about getting some sort of therapy. TLDR; Social anxiety sufferer all my life, can waste hours thinking about how I come across to other people whilst I'm meant to be doing something important, not sure how to stop it ",6.277005749668287,5.485120000000002,6.909323308270679,78.99225563909776,66.08683473389357,10.092820286009141,30.834291611381396,9.414487439383343,2.4741070028011207,1388,43,284,23,19,459,181,357,0.163,0.773,0.064,-0.9837,0,0,5,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,25,13,1,3,16,0,32,7,3,9,4,63,61,33,0,7,11,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,2,0,19,11,2,2,9,2,1,6,8,10,0,1,10,4,30,3,48,46,13,49,0,3,0,0,7,12,0,12,30,198,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092124626576876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937494082908946,0.13040705751812934,0.0,0.0,0.059597367962175726,0.08733197339650152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116655915299552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468425293431907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943094411990318,0.0,0.05496866974132504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458856414870821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120179925755067,0.09587641323423612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790203562289086,0.0724997211682164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359323328284856,0.0,0.14532078665299825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747434137660645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357520069303267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368439842909028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040613187712187,0.04164086871933877,0.0,0.07526289736194405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304262575730976,0.14492524650882274,0.0,0.08065016498876569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606171525657391,0.0,0.0680327069166572,0.0,0.06265655888971335,0.2527987627142164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799860309328144,0.0,0.0,0.09703910492285513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229976502502113,0.1627303760520398,0.11818059787941974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189631855127954,0.08155711676492022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065650592684024,0.0,0.0,0.05460287530650229,0.0,0.08415797227157529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778124009494722,0.08533377869831056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962897929515255,0.0,0.0,0.19161244569703104,0.0,0.3475399953493735,0.07221821698569865,0.3280852391939976,0.0,0.0,0.06032883448845513,0.0,0.0,0.14251833910653838,0.09763488775453646,0.0,0.09757216691282956,0.0,0.0,0.08033173082479524,0.0,0.06408511680551436,0.0,0.14899597910392626,0.0,0.09747213656580216,0.0,0.0566254669418523,0.2184571916947337,0.0,0.06766601796064584,0.09940088368206658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361452973645216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216222198467908,0.0,0.062051131174239715,0.0,0.0,0.12109511575362154,0.0,0.0,0.10977538555136046 socialanxiety,ItzWintertime,2018/02/10,"What Should I Talk About to People? Whenever I talk to people, especially people I don't know that well, or don't know what we have in common, my mind draws a blank. It feels really weird for me, and later I think about what I should have said, or could have said, but didn't. This doesn't cause any real negative consequences that often, but it ruined my chances with a girl I liked because we went out, and basically I didn't have a lot to say, felt afraid to talk, and it didn't go good at all. She didn't talk to me again, and I don't really meet girls that I like often. The only reason I even went on a date with her anyways is because we talked over text mostly, so I could think about what I was about to say ahead of time and say it, and since it wasn't face to face it didn't feel like as big of a deal. When people I don't know that well say Hi to me for example, I usually just reply with Hi and keep walking, I would like to start a conversation but I just don't know what to talk about. Depending on the person I either feel comfortable or uncomfortable, but the main issue is that I can never progress it past that. I feel like I am making progress in some ways because I can talk to people who I am friends with fine, or had good experiences talking too, and I have made friends in the last couple of years since I got into high school, but I have a bit more trouble being the first to talk to someone I don't know that well, and actually having something to discuss. I especially can't talk with or even approach any girls who I like, and feel like I'm slowly dying inside when I do have to speak to someone I like. Any advice? how can I get over this/what should I say? I don't know if I am just shy, have social anxiety, or what is wrong with me. Edit: Just wanted to thank everyone who has commented, all of the advice is super helpful! Maybe I am just overthinking it too much.",5.622356841470765,4.6570354936708895,6.323942133815553,83.22485232067513,67.48101265822785,9.549125979505726,27.923447860156717,8.704169506293173,1.708154912597951,1480,36,329,20,21,488,168,395,0.11,0.75,0.14,0.9421,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,3,0,0,5,25,24,0,1,13,0,46,2,2,6,3,77,74,27,1,8,18,0,6,8,2,4,0,8,0,4,25,21,0,1,15,0,0,5,17,5,3,1,15,14,46,19,46,52,10,33,0,1,0,0,41,12,0,13,23,230,71,2,0.0,0.0,0.0676467140126734,0.0,0.0,0.13547819160160188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142075398449702,0.0,0.05302991877074269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677122329189405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567992655447553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121114935223509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069340273270124,0.07670170773393173,0.0,0.0,0.07146629193275754,0.0,0.0,0.07194363432416721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091570945179999,0.0,0.0,0.06623861599444783,0.0,0.06780865595013286,0.0,0.0,0.1752523937166248,0.14856752986183475,0.06655845803948135,0.0,0.0,0.05896389961743476,0.0,0.0,0.10711354323452263,0.0,0.036217049619549684,0.0,0.03939638267321832,0.11628533077364114,0.055441859042193085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04646400510704687,0.07324081201932453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723524910179053,0.0,0.06161515951520286,0.0,0.0,0.228580084544422,0.05650538074399724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709315802694445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058933727947387375,0.0,0.06559264168055727,0.04627190747100497,0.0,0.0696416623900126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999384628692247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05095847251846524,0.0,0.05346416847667199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052721290391277036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617416869767488,0.24029019690717945,0.06052790233130258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890179510003263,0.08881685078279633,0.07127291986847469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187915546338427,0.2756318350266861,0.0,0.07015594895883948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468510786062862,0.0,0.0,0.07066342141950181,0.11746990549148942,0.0533662331332601,0.0,0.0,0.0490653382315845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5571711434607858,0.0,0.06382091385011747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888354307729531,0.0,0.0,0.040421284612354835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634663069986737,0.0,0.040886969884131534,0.05502330952430747,0.0,0.0,0.18698210278283495,0.12852141666351247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049243225590420873,0.07579097888722172,0.0,0.04464006695347995 socialanxiety,Devin2019,2018/02/10,"Did I handle this conversation okay? I have social anxiety and my social skills aren't the best. I'm trying to work on improving my social skills. I'm a college student in my third year. Three days ago, I was going to the fourth floor of this building to study. The fourth floor of this building has a lot of study rooms. I was on the fourth floor trying to find a study room, and I ran into my old lab partner that I had for Microbiology last Fall. I see him and I gave a surprised look and waved at him. He then goes ""Devin! I haven't seen you in a long time."" I go ""I know."" He then asked me, ""How are you doing?"" I then said, ""Pretty good, how about you?"" He then says ""Good."" After that, I kept walking because I was trying to find a room to study. Did I handle this interaction okay? Should I have stopped to have a full conversation with him? I was a bit monotone as I was speaking as well.",0.2607312252964391,2.519293413043481,2.101166007905139,94.89482213438735,87.69565217391305,4.649802371541502,17.602766798418973,6.11248444174946,-0.4019260869565221,684,17,155,6,22,225,94,184,0.041,0.853,0.106,0.8745,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,0,4,4,7,0,0,12,2,17,0,0,2,0,15,30,12,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,1,6,6,0,2,3,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,13,6,29,7,22,16,4,31,0,0,3,0,21,13,0,1,13,102,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662036222316374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653334502911334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546300916305556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008285342085414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735809336378332,0.0,0.18057795449195807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066716753915488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023518922837797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800542023230796,0.27746548027381857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090152431838297,0.13482605675093487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637703167341296,0.1388974140733594,0.0,0.0,0.14062027446160896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356331434256445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682749830616498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733675505461062,0.13153562702298993,0.0,0.0,0.13180529990557774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058245962283737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828486370560725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644820265493033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368946775749834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871775200444542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204158323904412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651453226558076 socialanxiety,gimme3steps101,2018/02/10,I'm only anxious when I see my friends. So right now I'm out somewhere and I see one of my friends but I'm too scared to go talk to them......,-2.175909090909091,-0.5003468484848455,0.5002272727272725,106.17034090909092,93.24242424242424,3.3000000000000003,20.37121212121212,3.1291,-0.8962060606060605,106,4,30,0,4,36,23,33,0.16,0.7170000000000001,0.123,-0.3071,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,2,4,6,0,5,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582846265490199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900523143913504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024133946710424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149062885589932,0.24120376932519197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708408895868553,0.0,0.0,0.31751840040130164,0.0,0.5054484870593582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549098835870006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HowdyFrank,2018/02/10,How do you guys get through oral presentations? Im in my first year of college and for my english course I have to present a research paper in front of the class. I have no experience with presenting but if im ever called on in class to read or to discuss something I get super bad panic attacks and can barely talk. I was gonna try to talk to the teacher about presenting in front of just her but its mandatory in front of class and ill fail if I dont do it. Any of you who have gone through the same thing or have trouble with presentations have advice?,3.9152631578947386,4.868635043859649,4.7692543859649135,86.25019736842106,71.3684210526316,7.805263157894737,29.16228070175439,8.07648339933343,1.7638280701754387,441,17,94,6,8,143,70,114,0.21,0.738,0.053,-0.9691,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,3,4,6,1,1,4,0,10,1,0,1,1,15,14,10,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,5,0,1,2,0,10,1,22,11,1,18,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,4,8,65,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086510911750553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520218732786536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24291194168882455,0.0,0.0,0.1782818349628412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180296930629224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502460306422875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314274746049973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886535150564906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162158572787915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223112718967554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142021206171788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612805004216407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25052189780637857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357964285864567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437956018635624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432415673105917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185443658050176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496732754740796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750107777288914 socialanxiety,HosLab,2018/02/10,"Nervous for an all-important interview In a day, I have an interview that will be my gateway into my dream career. I've worked hard on my application up to this point, and this is the only thing I have left. Was anyone in a similar situation? Any advice? Thank you.",1.7433333333333323,4.30468307692308,4.355384615384615,79.27294871794875,83.61538461538461,8.082051282051282,24.051282051282055,8.841846274778883,2.34964358974359,208,8,39,6,6,73,42,52,0.069,0.8340000000000001,0.097,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,7,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,29,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282992116073443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22846639983974906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349131814119165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666837862891755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009569097499781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650248451091957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555150443884941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175936822995117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776365530552901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30930964538806355,0.0,0.0,0.2231989271185292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445851072416495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,7he8utterfly3ffect,2018/02/10,"Anxiety Overload, Coping Suggestions? So I’m on medical leave from work and being home ‘resting’ has been nice. However, I went though a huge letdown last night, and now I’m a cynical mess. I had a terrible breakdown last night, after a week of anxiety highs leading to bad sleep quality. I’m forcing myself out of the house today and going to an art walk (alone of course) because I know if i sit at home in bed I’ll just fall into a depressive episode. Any other suggestions on how to stay afloat? I’ll gladly provide more info if wanted. 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Is there anyone else who feels like this or is it just me? Is there any way to fix this?,-0.9064285714285704,0.9772817142857164,0.633928571428573,106.10232142857143,89.0,3.5,11.607142857142858,3.1291,-2.031142857142857,120,1,32,0,4,38,27,35,0.132,0.868,0.0,-0.5544,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,7,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,21,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263576308404673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23274490793786695,0.3410565399650066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39011188237485017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27806355850692377,0.3744250414846765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830507060582367,0.23779673868116874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252392005863841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221880251908612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307646571820473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132845824736131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642104281162857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Saphire2988,2018/02/10,"Feel like life has me in an abusive relationship and I cant get out of it. I have a set of friends that dont really try as much, Started struggling with depression and a panic disorder in late 2017 and I just felt like they dont really want to be there for me, they keep avoiding any sort of conversation about the topic and dont really want to reach out and go the extra mile for me. Im scared of leaving them because ill be alone, but I cant keep doing this. Am I asking for too much ? People just end up using me like an emotional dispenser and then im left out while they move on in their perfect social lives. I realise Im the person to blame, I used to avoid social interactions, push people away but I've always wanted someone to break these walls, just tell me that life is going to be ok for me, look me in the eye and tell me just for a second how much I mean to them. I know most of you are going to blame me for this and I get it, I just need some help. 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I feel like my early 20’s so far have been a time of greater self-awareness. I’ve been noticing when my social anxiety pops in, and I’ve been trying to make small steps to prove to myself that people aren’t trying to look for ways to actively dismiss you. But I still suffer from intimidation and over analyze social situations. Confrontation still scares me, esp in relationships. Lately, I’ve been feeling pretty hopeless about my progress, so I’m wondering how long it has taken you guys to feel comfortable and sufficiently confident with your social interactions?",10.412010178117043,8.966750213740461,9.769274809160306,63.90928117048347,58.31297709923665,13.31348600508906,39.39058524173028,12.161744961471696,4.847060050890585,582,23,97,15,6,187,88,131,0.107,0.7120000000000001,0.181,0.8677,1,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,5,0,1,8,6,1,1,1,0,11,0,0,3,2,14,21,9,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,7,4,12,2,20,14,2,18,0,2,1,0,13,8,0,1,9,64,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615884167236315,0.0,0.15058662784425056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23032788500890594,0.1084760740031915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933126488057929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034761731011376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128457745875006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418241265043332,0.0,0.0,0.2687510781084677,0.12750917733452635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135582513409587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728733128296331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526823945791657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435399269570241,0.0,0.0,0.15447807145523895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630216613504183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202049762902622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840449508299126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067695695136326,0.0,0.6191358667683987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24252270043124996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416641212891047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854038830001958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618172758435271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205252440033853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466635228870874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,student_ardent,2018/02/10,"Quitting drinking and drugging changed my life Hey everyone, First reddit post. Just wanted to quickly say that since a kid I've had crippling social anxiety. Until l I stopped drinking and drugging. I now realize that drinking and drugging prevented me from processing the feelings and suppressed how I felt on a daily basis. That self medication also got in the way of any therapeutic measures I would take (CBT, therapy, etc.). I still experience anxiety in unfamiliar situations, but it is constantly getting better, and I know that this would not have happened if I kept drinking and drugging. Don't get me wrong, it may take several weeks to a couple months of getting used to, but you will be a more emotionally healthy, stable, and happy person because of it. I just wanted to post this here because I know that as people with social anxiety, life is so hard sometimes. And drinking and drugging seems like a good choice to get through the week. But it's an easy trap to fall into. A better resource is a therapist, good friends you can trust, and some healthy hobbies such as exercise. I know it can be hard to quit drinking and drugging, and easy to rationalize your way out of quitting. But you owe it to yourself to discover if it can change your life. 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In such moments I change my breathing pace, the way I walk (the step is slower) and the emotions of my face change when I look into her eyes. So things happen every day when I walk down the street and see nice girls. But sometimes I just do not have emotions and can easily look at her face in the eyes( whithout noootropic alchool or smth) .",5.753928571428574,5.8874541547619055,4.869142857142858,90.07585714285715,66.97619047619048,7.196190476190478,27.514285714285712,5.6839178017228535,0.8289600000000004,335,9,70,1,5,99,57,84,0.034,0.866,0.1,0.6705,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,7,0,4,5,5,0,0,8,10,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,6,10,1,8,10,0,18,0,0,6,0,4,9,0,1,5,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910675554046169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920502507979185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41583506742770615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557337340010303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345136742894326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46565134560860605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880463909705756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701095652397832,0.0,0.14729171566136925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656184226270717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279795452069668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671556255317286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678727433470195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,meiniemoon,2018/02/10,"anxious about posting anything on social media I feel too anxious to really use social media to its full potential. I'm scared that people won't like what I have to say, or that they will judge me. Even making this post is hard, but I'm lonely and it's late so fuck it. Does anyone else feel like this? What are ways to stop caring and allow myself to interact with people online, and in real life?",2.1156250000000014,4.392381312500003,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,79.625,5.5,17.5,6.6274283507984215,0.08374999999999977,315,6,59,3,8,104,60,80,0.248,0.68,0.07200000000000001,-0.9241,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,3,0,13,13,6,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,5,3,9,11,1,8,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,1,4,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40075811061224703,0.0,0.12402212036123199,0.1817378331680507,0.14596144724699409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808418371955892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552187990297424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817094142581408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715205505887205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936849324887028,0.12671407511135527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397688666421195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888982414787056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008252522935369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528257782602267,0.17330929230075198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183967041306948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459338194912571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397453051762285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188734375588466,0.1136285813432279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410527579443496,0.17757959008051205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616153582564056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829032900892475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319183345654008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407890630426951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bearhatken,2018/02/10,"Made an acc for this post. I am feeling very nervous posting this here. English isn't my first language, so I am sorry if you have trouble reading this post. I am a socially anxious mess with from little to no life experiences. I have never had many friends and I have never dated anyone. All my life i have been really judgemental of myself and felt very(!) unworthy of any romantic relationship. I don't know what to do in many social situations. Long story short, oui, I am a social retard. I have been living in a shell for a few years, till something happened recently. A guy tried to approach me at the university(!!!). ""Well, what's wrong with that?"" you might say. Many things! First, this is far beyond my comfort zone. Plus, it is a guy many girls are crushing on. He asked me to hang out and somehow I agreed.. Still idk how I've had this much courage. It was kinda fun, but at the same time an embarrassing experience. I was stuttering, saying very dumb things (I don't think I am dumb, when I am nervous I am saying/doing things I would never do if I wasn't nervous uknowhatimean), shaking in the knees and my mind was blank most of the time. I was trying to be social, really. Weirdly!!! He was really nice. He even made sure I went home safe. The goodbye moment was very stupid, hahaha. I didn't know what to do: hug him? what? I just said goodbye and thanked for the evening. That night i was hundred percent sure, he will stop talking to me. Hold oooon. He didn't. He texted me in the morning, saying he wants to see me. We met up, talked a little, all the time my brainbox was yelling: NANI?! I went to my classes and as soon as I left he asked me to meet up again. It was really awkward for me. I was in a really bad mood, because I felt like something was off. There is no way someone would want to have me, an I-will-ruin-every-conversation, around. Plus, I started seeing him with other girls that day. Some of them he hugged like there is no tmrw. Like a sensuuuual kind of hug;; So, i started feeling really down and didn't know what to think, because I was feeling used. What if he just finds it funny that I am so weird and innocent.. i am aaaaaa. The thoughts in my head are: I should stay away from him. He is out of my league and there is no way he likes me. He is charismatic and out- going, and I am the opposite to these things. I am a nerd: I like games, podcasts, films, music and youtube, so you see, I am not sociable at all. A meme lord in the internet and a loser in real life. ...A really awk bye again. He said he is leaving for 5 days to another city, so that should have been more than it, but my super power is making every situation cringy and weird, so... hereyago. Sry, if I took your time reading this stup crap, I just hope someone has some ideas about what I should do. P.s.: He still asks me to go hang out but I am chickening out.",1.3595833333333331,3.57495190277778,2.9859444444444456,90.75350000000002,82.05555555555556,5.923333333333334,21.75277777777778,7.1686216300943375,0.6572727777777785,2200,70,468,30,60,724,260,576,0.146,0.731,0.123,-0.8796,1,0,2,0,1,0,122.0,1,4,1,5,27,42,4,6,27,0,68,9,3,5,8,83,104,34,0,12,11,0,5,5,1,7,3,6,1,4,29,26,0,3,13,4,0,9,15,20,2,2,32,14,69,21,62,64,11,71,1,1,3,3,49,29,3,11,33,320,98,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04495682596101811,0.06932172755097886,0.0,0.07468508209353987,0.0,0.04622540128479403,0.0,0.0,0.05885160058607385,0.1854107832908168,0.0,0.062112188177797775,0.0,0.05519879262106178,0.08059965262275172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527050451277353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732959476360383,0.0,0.05570022764995468,0.0,0.0,0.12933583756178502,0.0,0.0,0.10028106946722176,0.0,0.1269512541833588,0.0,0.060423018342956124,0.11246566144207726,0.0,0.0,0.05107614814926998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514327011130359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091788564918067,0.05846054121728241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784756895343062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631336472391887,0.06566179475936361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462974291675799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884302259969946,0.1089963968104522,0.0,0.0,0.07000056914366985,0.07182832330938929,0.0,0.1400855932103129,0.1614891674092473,0.13251846490881067,0.058376028193395386,0.058504955950391985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510909014158544,0.044128701745283,0.2680992170185176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013188669334676,0.06675189625014398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485981961424793,0.0,0.1529635025038689,0.0,0.0,0.06203942394559923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994429808956656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225507149050875,0.07524724986361472,0.2964607223533744,0.0,0.06527529944002103,0.0709770184617945,0.0,0.0,0.12577082372301646,0.1577191307320036,0.0,0.0,0.1580424847432808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862002293670934,0.0,0.2695618329610835,0.11202897625797688,0.10178886991778156,0.0,0.07400433570147602,0.09358549475012592,0.07046408597345234,0.10559049664518044,0.05527062386230909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461511708486707,0.0,0.0,0.10627285778640626,0.0,0.06086487949881932,0.0,0.0,0.17568124377487376,0.08472078293832742,0.0,0.05248367403674757,0.15419626380758433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345024868013696,0.08976821953607049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709750772246476,0.0,0.21818952451845036,0.0779863635583131,0.10494951895199313,0.0,0.0,0.059440510786377326,0.12256860747267158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392479082117143,0.07228051932791023,0.0,0.04257244423550013 socialanxiety,edgy-dexfag,2018/02/10,"Anxiety/embarrassment induced 'twitches' Hey! I'm not sure if this is the subreddit for this, but I need to vent this so bare with me. I don't know what else to call them. Every time I recall something embarrassing or awkward I get these twitch-like movements usually accompanied by a noise of some sort. If im doing something like playing games on my computer, ill usually stop what i'm doing, throw my hands behind my head, kick my leg violently, or (the most common) very rapidly flick my head to the left. This movement is usually accompanied by an ""oh, fuck"", a grunt or in lesser cases, a sharp exhale. I know this sounds really odd but I don't know what else to tie them to. I have struggled with social issues in the past, but in recent months I have made really good progress in suppressing those issues and living as a teenager should. If anyone struggles with this/experiences this, please let me know. Thanks.",5.043961760782569,6.718831190751447,5.6971098265895925,77.9195998221432,69.46242774566474,8.791285015562472,28.33659404179636,9.265573868473778,2.500913205869276,728,26,131,15,13,236,109,173,0.152,0.735,0.113,-0.7482,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,1,1,11,2,4,9,0,10,7,4,2,1,28,21,12,0,5,10,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,11,4,0,2,5,2,0,3,3,6,0,0,1,3,17,5,19,18,2,18,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,9,10,80,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946242504622121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381846773363486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260977998418525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401939508279225,0.0,0.0,0.1323764245093979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251082464042306,0.07070311994446843,0.0,0.0,0.11350642550729627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777704543157101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617710142333273,0.2824938477572011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974901840290021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703390487048498,0.13838170702484826,0.0,0.06611426185236112,0.0,0.11949680823166947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280503094794237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801725175161617,0.0,0.0,0.10034374947056827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918556966417438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854913892860058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733887359669494,0.0,0.13361974394022752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794951308271913,0.0,0.20836369731059665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313998819238495,0.0,0.28294771819068665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754472349270046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459153283636658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789106502124939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471329148370212,0.11165949695636483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nonamenomadik,2018/02/10,"Social Anxiety preventing me from getting a job. Im a 20 yr old architecture student in south miami and I used to have a retail job at Levis and then I left because I moved back home for a semester since it was cheaper but that didn't work out so i took out a loan and im back on campus and when I asked Levis for my job back they told me to apply and that they were hiring but i havent heard from them in over a month and my ex coworker told me they conducted interviews and everything already. The last time I worked there they loved me, atleast I thought. And the managers were always happy to work my shift because i'd make everything easier for them. The manager that hired me is on medical leave and there are like 2 new managers there. Idk if that affects or what. But ever since i've been applying to jobs like crazy, my resume is good, and I have been getting a few calls back for interview, but my anxiety is always at an all time high when i do these interviews, my answers are always like 5 seconds long and i start jumbling up my words and the longer i talk the more messed up and nonsensical my sentences get, so sometimes id just stop mid sentence and end my sentence with a ""so yeah"" so fckn stupid of me. No matter how much times I practice I ALWAYS screw it up. I used to have terrible SA but it isn't that bad anymore in general ONLY when i go on an interview. The 1 interview I didn't do bad in, i still didn't get the job and i had experience and was well qualified for that position but I think it was because the employer that was interviewing me went to my high school and we were in the same class, AWKWARD. She was also interviewing me alongside another manager and I was with another candidate who didn't speak up much. Every interview before and after that was a fail, the other day I was in a group interview and after the 2nd question, the manager who looked my age as well put an X by my name on her paper. I need a job, I have overdue school fees and bills to pay and my mom can't help me much this time around due to her recent circumstances. My life has basically been on pause. I'm a good worker, i just suck at interviews.",4.351271405113772,4.946305482993201,5.592390335444523,82.0530612244898,70.13378684807256,9.529470638830244,29.26585346782392,9.668497473035632,2.5186588630854643,1702,62,356,38,29,570,214,441,0.103,0.78,0.117,0.8606,7,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,6,5,23,18,3,1,27,1,34,4,0,5,2,57,56,41,0,2,10,2,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,18,28,0,2,4,0,5,5,8,9,2,1,25,3,58,9,44,31,7,60,0,1,1,2,37,27,2,3,31,243,76,37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734855468127932,0.06329953201438959,0.26345032012630565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600002123805047,0.12110539104578268,0.0,0.07849963114638511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046396052375628,0.0739984298607413,0.0,0.0,0.2434585712738581,0.13218079051293946,0.14475487541749116,0.0,0.06735433768646748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082522033261934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104786789138454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010706814710049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159944546927897,0.06669077141836291,0.0,0.14227726272058708,0.07742793111405298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541907128546982,0.0,0.044985118212755866,0.13278146358390858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426104704515511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053055347231143316,0.1672613759499963,0.07939804979933507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100009433559252,0.0,0.4712895832809855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452118341701156,0.0,0.08381279849077228,0.08600119772032291,0.0,0.055908905402845016,0.1160121342905206,0.0,0.0,0.07004891736976873,0.06646953671671246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143969592618457,0.0,0.05283599879660771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973946212961358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927043645713943,0.06318007423715916,0.08412831725276973,0.17456218728500064,0.058691787080118414,0.0,0.07644755543777527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305894801809803,0.0,0.0,0.060200285398103126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957176675128952,0.08867074486735663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781551576696864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021641801072736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309542344825534,0.0,0.0,0.08068767105450586,0.0,0.0,0.07828546206181355,0.0,0.05602570314144961,0.0,0.0632125933126314,0.06617639994788369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362109425431743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05071877268466901,0.0,0.06283954044815197,0.1846216472899022,0.0,0.0,0.15127033339460447,0.08794315484907918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672751429338936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423381442085812,0.07337667482615431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287545586966604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hermithottie,2018/02/10,"Went to a party, felt judged and out of place 100% I couldn't relate to anyone. I should have been flattered and glad strangers were trying to talk to me but I couldn't connect. I felt suffocated and judged. I left remembering why I don't go to parties. 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It goes something like this: Them: Hi. I’m *name*• Me: “Hey” Them:... Me: “Oh!!! I’m *name* Them: “Nice to meet you.” Me: “Mhmm.” *smiles* * then realizes I have to say more* Nice to meet you too.” Then usually I’m good after that and can hold a conversation. Then when it’s time to go: Them: “Nice meeting you.” Me: “Yeah!” Me: *mumbles very quickly out of anxiety* “Nice meeting you! Have a nice day.” I hate it. Lol and it’s worse when I speak Spanish. 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I've become increasingly more introverted over the course of the past few years. I've alienated most of the people I met through out elementary/middle/junior high school (I'm currently in 11th grade). At this point, I only have a single contact in my phone. The thought of having a close friend, let alone an intimate relationship with someone is unimaginable. Anyone else feel similar?",5.126035714285713,7.628649675000003,5.387142857142859,76.79500000000003,71.0,9.071428571428571,28.92857142857143,9.606745405546679,2.989107142857143,354,14,61,9,7,112,64,80,0.056,0.901,0.042,-0.0107,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,8,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,11,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,1,14,7,5,12,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,3,37,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253830433012265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713666236325469,0.2511148718115221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27067316754246434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473407387844308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392052717929695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934929309906054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589419706058346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506123513742035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863954597226165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23395794193622196,0.16990859437219802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23168115426976324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26312572030183223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24803547601753895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765668741371748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703827462956926,0.0,0.3891345349322983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782439580080865 socialanxiety,Amus3_m3,2018/02/10,The trick to letting go of past embarrassments is creating a new one every day. The previous one will seem so tame compared to the new one that you will finally let go of it. Been contemplating what happened yesterday that I have forgotten about my previous ones. It feels like a lost battle now. Everyday is something new. I have neither desire nor energy to fight this. Fuuuck! 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He told me he works in the analytics department, and since I'm a grad student studying business analytics, I was immediately excited. He told me they were actually hiring an analyst and told me to apply. That Friday I attempted to apply but ran into an issue, I happened to run into him again and told him about it, he advised me to contact HR. He also introduced me to his coworker. From these two experiences with him my brain has gone into overdrive and formed a stupid crush. He's attractive, friendly and doing the kind of work I want to be doing - so we obviously have some things in common. This week I really wanted to get the chance to talk to him, but I kept chickening out. On Monday he stayed late and I could've easily spoken to him after work - but I didn't. Also this begins my huge issues with eye contact. On Monday I kept looking at him every time he passed by, but once I left I became paranoid he knew I liked him. So on Tuesday I was determined to not look at him at all. I stuck to this too far, though - even when he was clearly trying to get my attention, I ignored him. Now I've been majorly kicking myself since cause I quickly realized my mistake after work that day, so I've been trying to get eye contact with him ever since, however every time I try he immediately looks away. Sometimes with my peripheral vision I can tell that he looked at me first so I don't think this is exactly a one sided thing, but idk. Today was the last straw though. I finally had the PERFECT opportunity to talk to him... and I just fucking left like I didn't give a shit about him at all. Once I got to my desk I realized my mistake immediately and have been beating myself up ever since. Now I don't necessarily think he's attracted to me (though I suppose it's possible) - but I did absolutely sense some interest in the sense that, I am interested in what he does, and that sparked his curiosity about me. But my standoffish behavior this week has more than likely convinced him that I don't like him at all. TL;DR: I avoided my crush out of fear/anxiety and I'm now worried I ruined everything. Is there anything I can do to turn things around or is this a lost cause now?",4.0695137254901965,5.535381964444443,5.750875816993468,77.40517647058823,71.57777777777778,8.849673202614381,28.79084967320261,9.325443323948027,2.590296732026144,1804,70,342,40,34,617,213,450,0.094,0.753,0.153,0.9847,1,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,0,1,11,26,25,3,1,16,0,29,5,4,2,9,59,60,28,0,4,10,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,19,22,0,4,6,0,0,5,6,10,0,4,25,6,72,15,56,34,8,62,0,3,6,1,46,26,2,3,34,244,91,9,0.0,0.0,0.08202382932598708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344346780641877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430049219548861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916864789908299,0.07482519654320192,0.0,0.0,0.0789707780561506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152310937345055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383120466274504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269164499197434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671096660479238,0.0,0.0,0.054207380903554085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355554949547048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055516366820540584,0.15206192044277314,0.14163694580620045,0.0,0.07554162487863231,0.08222018916449167,0.0,0.09458325386485156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207620685044512,0.0,0.14299127191038466,0.0,0.0,0.06493931831725201,0.0777058583015543,0.13174303320017305,0.08063151887113637,0.0,0.0,0.06722504780853522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432799521242275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545947238326587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752850636775271,0.0,0.1370292045605418,0.09481570647165233,0.0,0.1826481643819726,0.0,0.0,0.16425665328605246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28233418116126385,0.0,0.0917540314951734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902789714405468,0.0569566451224498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475738952458672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538466525403947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627943447446346,0.2781188074155462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313079539824758,0.0,0.0,0.08958956136612342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351176075397559,0.07346622931200868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752369685149704,0.10771583391997606,0.2477456201849578,0.0,0.14703634604748686,0.0,0.07967263557608796,0.3212658596898175,0.0,0.17119988079922868,0.09142577960903266,0.08210779396989043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915354761517232,0.0,0.13484486493237835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447670150205334,0.0853601368439932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EnoughState,2018/02/10,"Can you relate to the poem I made *worth the read if you have social anxiety I couldn't paste the poem line by line here. So, I pasted it in an text sharing website. Tell me what you think ----------------------------------------------- https://text-share.com/view/1a67881f",2.8944715447154508,5.970152146341466,2.616463414634147,88.47477642276422,88.51219512195122,4.684552845528454,16.589430894308947,6.42735559955562,-0.07539349593495936,182,4,32,2,6,54,33,41,0.042,0.889,0.069,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,22,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648985264008134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32765266337730903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6611150905056311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34636752908986085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35298255472329754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026585834803416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187828351832087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Grrshapeshifter,2018/02/10,"How are you around babies and toddlers? I get nervous around them. With babies, I think they are fragile and that makes me anxious. Toddlers, on thr other hand, are more independent and don't know how to handle them.",3.70525,6.376831025000001,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,76.25,5.0,25.0,5.985473137389443,0.7737500000000002,171,6,30,1,4,52,30,40,0.099,0.823,0.077,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,4,0,12,8,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,5,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659937416964206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7344030907693139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550782187314246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266924770755694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753387726980689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643054913659682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TED_FING_NUGENT,2018/02/10,"Why did I do this. I don't need the money, but the little extra money will be nice. I start a job as a bar back for a very popular bar/club in town. First job in forever where I have to socialise and Idk how I'm going to do it. On the plus side we have migit wrestlers every now and then.",-0.07179487179487154,1.369096615384617,2.4319230769230766,96.9222435897436,82.84615384615384,5.564102564102565,16.98717948717949,6.42735559955562,-0.4873589743589748,220,4,56,2,6,76,48,65,0.026,0.846,0.128,0.8042,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,1,0,7,12,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,8,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,5,39,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24516593224930835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686338798697143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27120254494438795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120238505087916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6327929467419147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195583831950583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23641355684600976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256744327172742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26307387326435444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28770075349974594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,oswin1337,2018/02/10,"Advice would be amazing right now.. So my husband and I got evicted due to him being in the hospital and not being able to make rent on time and we’re having to stay with a friend.. I’ve known her my whole life but right now she’s on her way to pick up someone else in a different state and my husband is at work and I’m here with 5 children (3 hers, 2 mine) and I’m on the verge of crying because everything is too loud and stressful and hectic. She has a babysitter here in another room for her kids but she’s not doing a damn thing.. Does anyone have any advice at all on how to keep my shit together and not have a breakdown right now? Because I’m seriously at a loss. I don’t get prescribed any medication until I see my doctor next week so this whole week is just going to be hell. I wish I could just disappear. 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All respondents will remain completely anonymous. Your participation would be greatly appreciated. https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/DJTF6L6",14.252560975609756,19.459958097560985,13.734329268292685,14.850762195121973,53.39024390243903,13.856097560975613,51.713414634146346,12.161744961471696,9.660019512195124,266,17,16,10,4,88,35,41,0.136,0.7829999999999999,0.08,-0.1298,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,6,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,17,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46926286273677503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32157839469115984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515149150336184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381475907921855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6253020972829629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178771677065317,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ptarmigan_gal,2018/02/10,"Reaching out Hi all! I'm a long time sufferer of SA and am looking to make some connections with people who can relate. Even making this post is a huge step for me. I'm not in the best place in my life, but I am working to get better and getting treatment. I'm 22, currently a student. One of my major hobbies is to take pictures of animals, mainly birds. If anyone wants to chat or get to know each other, feel free to leave a comment or send me a message :)",2.1080263157894734,3.6797103684210564,4.070723684210527,87.02819078947371,76.89473684210526,6.434210526315789,26.61184210526316,7.1686216300943375,1.3238684210526308,355,14,73,4,8,121,71,95,0.055,0.789,0.156,0.9034,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,2,1,17,18,6,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,5,4,14,18,6,11,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,4,3,47,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791550272926707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267026794791054,0.2250380028888417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806007437106638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286562250234652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988147140295043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983760872610232,0.0,0.0,0.2694230034651463,0.0,0.0,0.17972368761486582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517789701680024,0.213671689093226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396911627626942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242010894098606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640175399949584,0.0,0.2658433235161333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436902247529696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131274020613048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837029550744815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500796390389463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524070064287312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Iwiwbml,2018/02/11,"How the h-e double hockey sticks do I explain to a doctor I have social anxiety and not anxious about my issue?? I completely get what's going on with me. I basically walked into the doctors knowing I wanted surgery to correct ligaments in my ankle. I'm so worried they think I'm over exaggerating or I'm a hypochondriac or something. Which is so far from the truth or it wouldn't have taken me 8 years. So yeah I freeze up can't explain to them my issues and I know it comes off as I'm a super big worry wart or something. I'm completely grounded with what's going on. I'm completely ok with it I just have issues with talking to them and I know it's coming off as an ""anxious"" patient and they don't want to be honest with me. I have no idea how I can explain this to them and I need them to understand so I can have their full honesty and not sugar coat shit. 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When I work out I don’t feel adrenaline rushes or adrenaline at all and also I don’t feel endorphins or feel good after working out I don’t have the ability to laugh or feel joy or sad . I have terrible brain fog and I can’t put meaning into things like before human concepts are like meaningless to me like I can’t even think happy thoughts .Not feeling anything is worse than feeling too much I think the niacin made me get detox symptoms Maby activated charcoal will help . If anyone has an idea of what she going on I would appreciate the help,4.147460087082727,6.076098308176102,5.284402515723271,78.9603918722787,72.20754716981132,8.414320270924044,29.84083212385099,9.057496981413335,2.751556942428641,657,28,117,14,13,217,97,159,0.142,0.602,0.256,0.9772,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,5,10,0,0,5,0,15,3,1,1,1,35,37,14,0,3,8,0,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,16,0,0,4,9,2,0,0,5,9,20,8,14,30,2,14,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,5,9,77,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720278376488006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076523941620364,0.0,0.0,0.09373354115577792,0.0,0.11031486385520392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406991914233533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964838669164912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832799149147427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854127749437599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422530753392398,0.0,0.12871268045311582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007516616056698,0.0,0.0761858697360251,0.11243797604486376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854334183966853,0.1427027739183082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695603301852815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133043488438436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367246839978438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619676818173359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684495671004406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602389877442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985449750917819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476110538840644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665097793426992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488397699026976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933323731926026,0.1007917822373446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905939502945599,0.17179253772993666,0.0,0.10642375152183238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906841060336259,0.0,0.10752988072205684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19518554112572709,0.0,0.13661228536090134,0.09522798073448167,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fuckthisshitlmao,2018/02/11,"Feel like people are always giving me dirty looks Especially white people. Like yes, I realize that as a black kid at a white college I probably stick out. Just today I went to a yoga class and got a lot of sneers and it ruined the entire thing. I don’t even like leaving the house anymore because of all the fucking angry looks I get. I already feel like I don’t belong and this doesn’t help at all. Just one of the many reasons I’m probably gonna leave this school :( ",2.0564583333333317,4.087314229166669,3.565833333333334,88.49583333333338,78.58333333333334,5.933333333333334,22.125,6.937597516519254,0.6461750000000004,370,11,75,4,9,122,64,96,0.136,0.685,0.179,0.5221,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,8,1,4,1,0,1,2,13,15,4,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,7,8,4,8,12,3,5,0,1,5,1,3,3,1,1,5,43,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854182903946668,0.0,0.1398091477872403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663432448177848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242566548139513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097804480310797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991562521063594,0.24007227697073855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533516903096725,0.08778542904442284,0.1611836081195575,0.0,0.0,0.1343838726281053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262271958350314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938767479188937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558255970246147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283514983340655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28219511831212485,0.0,0.0,0.14284770977744324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034962201816695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385718259746172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23297290367108456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623158547804711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275630995975688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004891740397185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162745570668382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592667861196088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557596190429794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tizaac,2018/02/11,"How do I start a conversation with a complete stranger, when I barely say anything to my relatives? I am supposed to start a conversation as homework. Exposure therapy. I just don't know what to do or say. So jealous of people who people instantly gravitate to and so easily chat your ear off.",4.108909090909093,6.525536618181821,6.078181818181817,71.07727272727277,73.72727272727272,10.21818181818182,34.63636363636364,10.355215969177356,4.525654545454545,234,13,39,8,5,81,40,55,0.064,0.875,0.061,-0.0456,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,3,0,4,1,1,1,0,6,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,8,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623034027518892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33420243395762195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751762045027703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419610720573621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069642576746021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512245976906154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645174482557377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sabotageOR,2018/02/11,"These jokes not OK to tell in public? As a person with SA I use my lame jokes as a crutch. Things is...nobody finds them funny either. I'm in college, where people are usually more laid back and still don't get even a chuckle. I write these jokes down and use them when the conversation gets quiet or I have nothing else to say. Some of the jokes are: ""What do four women have in common with a Jeep? They wear out faster than the tires!"" ""What do you say to a woman who has been in a domestic abusive relationship? Are you ready for **round 2**!"" ""I just applied to every possible job in the country....that includes the R and T word! You guessed it!"" I have way more but those are top to go because while they are dark, they aren't too dark",0.09240000000000136,2.4408631066666686,1.5736666666666683,97.1385,91.26666666666668,4.333333333333334,16.833333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.5122666666666666,566,14,126,5,20,181,100,150,0.055,0.85,0.095,0.5809,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,5,1,7,7,0,0,11,1,14,2,1,2,0,18,21,9,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,8,6,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,4,14,6,19,20,4,18,0,1,1,0,19,9,0,3,7,85,22,2,0.0,0.2430361897063333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772626138784812,0.0,0.12504055041918993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713532241886079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548123647921775,0.0,0.17282424668561142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747791648569265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143357002350787,0.0,0.11657563710594665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259651588185995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355206942192003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968202219631884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142205862031137,0.17910473749547656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23124438852118814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22022440957941666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32624271158540064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381080302351095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928578825828445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627403285939946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235757721002082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543193331910515,0.22591305370733425,0.0,0.0,0.1628164041526163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alone_in_the_after,2018/02/11,"Feeling kinda hopeless and more than a little suicidal I'll be 27 this spring. I am so damn tired of being defective and having to work so damn hard to just leave the house. God forbid somebody talks to me. Sometimes I feel like it's more than social anxiety. I mean yeah, I have the 'omg what if I say the wrong thing/I'm such a loser' thought circles. But it's just....I'm literally afraid of people. Like, imagine someone dropped a spider/snake/whatever it is in your lap or trapped you in a room with it. That's how I feel with people. Not necessarily even strangers. But it bugs me because I'm simultaneously like 'gee...look at them all out there having a life and talking to people, I wish I could do that' and 'eeeek nonononono go away *locks door* oh thank goddess'. When I was really young I couldn't leave the house at all, at least not without someone I knew coming with me. As an adult I can leave the house but it's overwhelming and I need headphones, plus I come home exhausted. Like draw the shades and hide in bed exhausted. It frustrates the hell out of me. I feel like I'm trapped in my apartment but I also...I guess people have been so unpleasant for me for so long I've lost the drive to reach out and to keep in touch with friends or do stuff. I'm tired of feeling like people are going to hurt me or like I'm about to die. I'd really like to go 'out there' in the world but the reality is I end up overwhelmed and strung out. It's too loud, too chaotic and I can't filter out stimuli. I mean, god forbid I encounter a stranger in my apartment building's elevator, right? *sighs* it's gonna be a long, horrible ride if it's another 60 years of this for me. 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I had the pictures of the girl beforehand (she had one of mine too), she was younger than me and cute. So it was very important for me, I wanted to make it work. I did everything I could but the girl reacted negatively towards me, I couldnt tell what it was that she did like but she was brash, rejecting. My social standing, education and job is way above her. Usually this helps in setting up the marriage. Now back home again I feel so defeated and I just want to give everything up. I am so sick of trying and failing. Sometimes I just cant anymore. This was a big loss for me, I want to get marriage, I am already quite old and if I dont start a family now it will be too late. I dont know if you can sympathize, it is like not getting the job you wanted and were prepared for, despite having everything asked for and being the only contestant as of now. Dont know how to go on. If I cant make this one work, where the family was willing in general, where they agreed to meet after seeing my photo. Even though I have a much higher social standing. This is not the first the time it happen to me. But it hurts even more. You dont get often the chance. There arent many young women you have the chance to arrange a marriage with. As someone with SA this is my only chance to have a partner, much more realistic than nonsense like tinder. What to do in such a big defeat, when you feel like you are lying at the ground. 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People told me all the time to endure it but once it ended with a rough xanax addiction, and other two times a suicide attempt. Every place i tried to work at i taken a brutal amount of xanax. I had one job where i actually felt good, i would've worked with my brother there, but after 2 days of me working there, sadly the place closed down (it was a subway-like sandwich place). I strongly feel like that the only way i can work somewhere if somebody i know is there with me. now i need a job really fast because i dont have any money left, but sadly none of the people i know (all that 4), have the opportunity to help me get a job where i work with one of them. What should i do in a situation like this?",3.5339431157078214,3.6360228371040764,4.9827181641887535,87.45503393665159,71.76018099547511,7.581254040077572,24.38299935358759,7.1686216300943375,0.7698012928248228,801,19,184,7,14,270,126,221,0.098,0.78,0.122,0.3048,5,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,2,9,8,9,1,0,17,0,12,5,0,1,2,32,27,11,1,7,8,1,3,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,12,7,1,1,5,0,1,0,3,3,1,5,7,3,28,6,25,18,6,27,0,2,0,0,6,12,0,3,15,122,40,11,0.0,0.0,0.1022305794972993,0.11420378642068148,0.0,0.10237019076849137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712403445054826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772136148681576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512297605070347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227778572910304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278620323949403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826475895467589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052969768094228126,0.07484051464501408,0.10058596097584416,0.0,0.0,0.0891087426091625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473273941429523,0.0,0.0,0.08786765865521054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021837257267173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197903270752989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151466352090166,0.08539332475324894,0.0,0.0,0.11382197004408352,0.0,0.0739950364023399,0.10236081995747544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23303448119147485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156590603982604,0.14197607902330153,0.07967464713121025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525468937183816,0.0,0.32835548828236183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033105424662382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422378687824155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775455015000935,0.0,0.0,0.08876274839926514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414961737396661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459035976812658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959784227497454,0.0,0.0,0.08316768231221179,0.12217271482461455,0.0,0.0,0.10010260212998433,0.0,0.14225023116486554,0.0,0.10233522901529983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179012071983717,0.08315355595063173,0.0,0.0,0.09419175788066418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38133238220209387,0.0,0.0,0.07441844828533475,0.0,0.0,0.06746195997927591 socialanxiety,TT454,2018/02/11,"Would you be worried about meeting former classmates today? Not that I'm planning a meetup or anything, but I'd honesty be terrified if I were to accidentally run into a former classmate. Back in school, I was substantially more socially awkward than I am today. I was very sensitive and embarrassed myself over and over and almost everyone treated me as a child and laughed at me for being a nerd (this was before the rapid increase and acceptance of nerd culture over the last five or six years), which of course lead to me being bullied and humiliated a lot, which lead to me being socially anxious and lacking any kind of social life. Although all of the people who ever bullied and/or laughed at me have very likely grown up into far more mature people, I still feel uncomfortable thinking about meeting them today. It would be so awkward talking to people who used to make fun of me, and although they probably wouldn't remember it, I would. I'm still sometimes haunted by my school days and I often wonder if they think about me and assume that I still act like how I used to act now. If this happened to you, how would you respond? I'd probably freak out and try to explain how ""I'm so different now, lol I cringe at how I used to act, ha ha I was so weird"" or something.",8.34886394557823,7.1814039918367385,8.362704081632652,71.47045068027214,62.14285714285714,10.615646258503405,38.37585034013605,9.516144504307137,3.66356462585034,1018,44,179,15,12,332,132,245,0.192,0.667,0.142,-0.9279,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,3,3,18,17,0,3,8,3,18,1,0,10,2,51,31,28,0,9,8,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,10,14,0,0,8,0,0,8,2,7,0,2,5,1,27,10,32,15,6,35,0,0,0,0,18,12,0,11,17,138,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534385315167205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833159303801164,0.0,0.0,0.13012932589223145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947896710436552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885722391971314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801625758855742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428654397701666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120346640930651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041938786924591,0.0,0.1100667935637015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824236738995011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186011190791742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995027483617696,0.0,0.0938933578882326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136048637236559,0.11254979390686523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979284722444706,0.0,0.0,0.07688869115013967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395699647521071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483836680607654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048522139954832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23315222503940644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522580945171204,0.0,0.08867712704086779,0.11392359094389297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759671629975709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925835183997356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761526751779822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32755344278770504,0.0,0.0,0.07820489425280501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29845559441489217,0.0,0.19008384905282427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124916158367769,0.0,0.11697871127231875,0.0,0.3273041783316215,0.0,0.0,0.07417710893069288 socialanxiety,gotawaystobow,2018/02/11,"Can’t relax and go with the flow at the mondn My husband and I went back home to visit some family and friends for several days. It’s been good but exhausting. Nice at times, but I’m not used to this level of social interaction. The problem is me: I have social anxiety and trouble trusting others. I can socialize for short bits but the negative thoughts or moodiness tends to build up if I don’t get enough alone time. And that’s hard when you’re staying with people who want to socialize for days at a time. In any case, we were supposed to leave this morning, which I was looking forward to. But now we have to stay several more hours while more people come visit, and I feel like I’m going to lose it. It sounds dramatic but it’s just a tough time right now. My husband keeps bending to his parents’ wises to spend more time, which is only appropriate since he loves and cares about them. I have to be more considerate of this fact but I don’t know how to for some reason. I obviously don’t want to lose it, and I definitely don’t want to push people away or be rude. But I can’t be what they want me to be: I can’t even be what *I* want to be. It’s easier to see all the ways I haven’t been a great person, and this experience I can push through...but it just feels more like my personality is disappointing, I’m not good enough for their son, or good enough for anyone. I’m not happy, or close to god, or extroverted, or accommodating, or calm, or talkative, or pleasant to be around. It’s ok to be different, but when you’re the odd one out for being negative, then it must be you. So all of this is me. I’m exhausted and somehow supposed to pretend I’m fine, and I just can’t at the moment. I need to but I can’t. Does anyone have tips for how to “get through” a social event when you’re very distressed? 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Like, you're all comfortable at home watching YouTube or whatever and suddenly you remember that you have to go to work/school tomorrow, causing anxiousness. It's honestly made me want to bail out of school many times in my life.",6.831290322580646,7.896141967741936,6.8227419354838705,73.75411290322583,64.80645161290322,12.006451612903225,36.467741935483865,11.698219412168324,4.766116129032256,270,13,47,9,4,86,52,62,0.097,0.753,0.149,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,11,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,3,10,4,1,13,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,7,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632768743457853,0.27516078938776584,0.0,0.17030734319016538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502098642791212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708022723896375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314666447346853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842444127669298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24431703457912726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203820508324918,0.11899427713354592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23046848873934295,0.0,0.24693817734799764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060145570079414,0.0,0.0,0.25903571037924017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27591333680981256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930045541193958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420255708388955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366181810786866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731929535774438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,saneramz,2018/02/11,"How do I overcome my fear of coming off as creepy? I am a 29 year old guy. I have been told that I look quite handsome. But I have trouble with my confidence and I have social anxiety sometimes. When I go out, I do sometimes notice women glancing or looking at me. But I am too scared, nervous and anxious to look back at them. I don't think I am in a state that I can smile or say hi to them because I am so anxious and nervous. In fact, I am afraid that if I look back at them, I will end up staring and looking creepy. How do I overcome this fear? Has anyone here been where I am and grown out of this?",1.2539370629370659,2.636972407692312,2.997552447552448,94.62108391608393,78.76923076923076,5.342657342657343,24.89510489510489,5.565023196281405,0.3781538461538457,463,17,108,2,11,154,72,130,0.174,0.753,0.07200000000000001,-0.8792,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,1,9,8,0,6,2,0,18,0,0,2,1,18,27,15,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,3,8,24,1,15,23,0,20,0,0,7,0,9,10,0,3,6,83,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243440374879493,0.33207667326117235,0.0,0.10276736028482523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22602725660958886,0.0,0.08959374402055009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266047447575551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017498787837606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307723281677029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352848539844411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552697378813947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6171040499243282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733042076041274,0.15422407236828306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156324517764943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687930792196323,0.14714621601276964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982107908743153,0.0,0.0,0.2907213022677549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417475004916404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043957575492302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464618139279324 socialanxiety,wolfrockman,2018/02/11,"Worried about difficult study abroad experience For my senior year of high school I'm going to study abroad in Sweden, one of the reasons is to get away from my current school in which I get really anxious around the other students. I'm hoping that being somewhere with a fresh start where nobody knows me and some of the embarrassing shit I've done is going to help me a lot, but it may also be a double edged blade. I'm going to have to deal with making friends in a group of people that I don't know at all, and even though a lot of people there know English I just know I'm going to feel excluded when I can't understand what people are saying. I need help to improve my social skills if I'm going to have to make friends with people from an entirely different place and culture. Are there any people here who have had a similar experience moving to another country and are willing to share how you've coped with it?",8.961195652173913,6.496107945652174,8.899565217391311,72.2226086956522,61.93478260869565,11.591304347826087,35.5,9.827888789773867,3.2606,738,23,140,11,8,242,109,184,0.066,0.8059999999999999,0.128,0.9288,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,12,7,1,1,10,0,16,1,1,4,1,29,39,10,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,0,7,0,0,6,2,3,0,1,2,2,10,4,30,33,5,20,0,0,0,0,11,9,1,6,5,96,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891262358748856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411154968931854,0.12969683261245776,0.0,0.1397313502294091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010784727737877,0.0,0.0,0.11620821289205685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751609072185627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922681737966066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657496734985205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169424099997748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24197966593817224,0.0,0.0,0.06253997383107078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112087569177788,0.0,0.12924293285874616,0.0,0.3514714819538865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658098700882848,0.1306823367691444,0.0,0.12284931586097618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27190104135994664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103088993783836,0.0,0.0,0.165124356990501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314599383701664,0.0,0.09171250494890028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381366000092833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287457166130645,0.0,0.12922681737966066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923719907494878,0.12717106023230232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836104023464604,0.0,0.2503561360236956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269631518950676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608354250314432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754644955028773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152206373965158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876275605390114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561037385004326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965051317935434 socialanxiety,jayacejace,2018/02/11,"My Anxiety is my driving force and also something that stops me I don´t really even know if what I have is social anxiety (I have hardly ever had a anxiety/panic attack) but what I have fits most of the symptoms of social anxiety so I might just go with it. I think if I didn´t have social anxiety, I just wouldn´t care about a lot of things. I probably would skip school more often, right now I mainly go to school and interact with people because I dodn´t want to seem like a creepy loner. I go to a lot of events because of my social anxiety because I´m too scared to say no if I don´t want to and I end up okay. At the same time, my social anxiety is also stopping me from doing things I would love to do. I love Japan and would like to experience the culture there myself (I also plan to be a translator for books, especially manga, so being in a japanese country would help me learn the language) but I´m too scared that I can´t meet the expectations that are put on me there (from what I´ve heard, japanese society is very high-performance-based society) and I´m scared that I will be judged/won´t be able to get a job. Is there anyone else who shares similar experience? 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I was getting a takeaway and I requested the guy who was packing to give me a bigger bag and this guy purposely took out the smallest bag and packed my food. I was extremely anxious because I rarely go outside without my friend, so I just took it and left asap and forgot to take the change. I know it's not a big deal but I just can't forget it. 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You take your life and live in the real world for the first time, doing and planning everything you've always wanted to do. Not being trapped in that jail cell for any more days is unfathomable. You think, ""If there's no jail cell, what can stop me?"" Then one day you get the message that you're going back. All the time you've remembered being trapped, moving on thinking you'd never have to deal with those memories, is happening again. It was your biggest fear but you felt it was unlikely. And yet here it is, trapped again. When will you get out, again?",4.847357142857142,6.151209021428574,4.957142857142858,84.45785714285716,69.5,8.457142857142857,26.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,1.8995142857142853,573,18,112,10,10,179,94,140,0.109,0.8059999999999999,0.085,-0.1584,0,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,11,0,2,11,3,0,1,6,0,16,1,0,0,2,23,26,9,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,5,1,12,1,13,16,2,27,0,1,0,0,16,9,0,1,16,80,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.17802813987061425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517987409230721,0.0,0.0,0.12406059007410646,0.0,0.13956062661781893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027959642859256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530818467798856,0.18808025196693948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639588772001628,0.0,0.0,0.20528766928874392,0.0,0.0,0.17516413990493712,0.0,0.0,0.15517728424240845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28594089466765016,0.0,0.10368078963347677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613247618004977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059444755143517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931700409859251,0.0,0.0,0.12885771317294514,0.08912747273012186,0.18284563690680875,0.16109154392116026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938972422402012,0.0,0.0,0.1407034562218034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123621216757895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472023582978904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076485165484837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666084953644276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596731054594004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252202671219833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716679493378384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337912007396344,0.0,0.0,0.21275611729994875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760361829332993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959505840075616,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yurialy,2018/02/11,"If u ever tried to get help for ur anxiety i have some questions, i went and tried to get help but... i went psychiatrist 30days ago, and i told him how bad my anxiety is, and that has been affecting my life,making my depression worse, and that i daydream a lot, he gave pills to increase something in my brain i guess. i finished the pills he said to go back there after 40days, so next week am going. but i am not feeling any different, i know it doesn’t happen this quickly, but i always thought going to see a doc it wouldn’t help me. if u went to see a doc and have been taking medicines, is it helping u? r u actually changing? how much time have u been taking medicines?? 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She came up to me ""oh sorry i see you a lot but i dont think we met before, im so and so."" To which my friend goes ""ya he never introduces himself to people"" Pissed me off",-0.2647334754797441,1.5558276865671663,2.4085287846481904,94.8423880597015,85.56716417910448,5.0226012793176995,18.526652452025584,6.18269132825596,-0.21988102345415766,233,6,55,2,7,81,52,67,0.099,0.8109999999999999,0.09,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,2,2,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,2,4,1,0,2,13,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,2,15,2,11,3,2,7,0,0,1,0,15,4,1,1,1,40,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041181846515865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.548712180534514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811347811677906,0.0,0.0,0.2454546881918425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706577044411713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591089900810054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393537227418246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500840658431605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630093654977973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907603094002988,0.0,0.0,0.1911514040693525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324752685598554,0.0,0.0,0.2685233536957209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370389144560045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NightShiftMonkey,2018/02/11,"Looking for help/suggestions! :/ I noticed that I have difficulty communicating (speaking) during certain situations. My thoughts get very scattered and I’m unable to quickly form sentences. Recalling words/vocabulary tends to be an issue too. Now that I think of it, I’ve been like this since I was young. This seems to happen a lot in scenarios where I have to talk about myself, give my opinion, etc. Some examples below: * During job interviews * Situations where I have to give my opinion or explain something (work meeting, presentations) * When talking to somebody important (VIPs, somebody I consider ‘superior’) * When people ask what I’ve been up to * When people ask personal questions (about family, childhood, etc.) I understand that being a little nervous in some of these situations is normal, but in my situation I think it is way more than it should be? I feel like this issue hinders my professional and personal growth. Could somebody please shed some light as to why this is happening, and how to improve? Thanks in advance!",4.5993374422188005,7.994205135593222,5.3477272727272736,71.05191448382129,79.56497175141244,8.189933230611198,32.90421160760144,8.841846274778883,3.882516384180791,827,44,120,22,22,267,112,177,0.027000000000000003,0.838,0.135,0.9598,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,2,11,6,0,1,3,0,14,0,0,1,1,24,32,10,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,12,3,0,0,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,4,16,5,22,23,8,20,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,9,10,89,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22594769906258194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648497390268757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269548446414182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392199921117292,0.0,0.06110291026092639,0.08633175894032541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313657365494048,0.2318512504133177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137258341648852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099991886586679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252261762140038,0.11992010859205705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807761712247318,0.12111853082927306,0.0,0.0,0.10147944292305107,0.0,0.0,0.1027381770298028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184025337843711,0.0,0.1375829399023443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755754402921927,0.21103454885825376,0.0,0.13265162355932708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537416141564446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001283449546796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099964310119547,0.5433397932067443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303245693117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426141724438295,0.0,0.111257926041786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486531280387214,0.0,0.09593750570877148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258040041616111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970985805712926,0.0,0.09592121034190478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904390062924478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797666732401184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,emptyspaces000,2018/02/11,"I’m ashamed and embarrassed of what social anxiety has done to people’s perceptions of me My social anxiety has made me a weird, unlikeable, hard to understand, possibly seemingly pretentious, and a loner who doesn’t talk to anyone in the past. (I’m still doing kinda crappy, but I have a job that has forced me to be a little better...so now I’m probably just a bit odd, quiet, but not a bad person) I cringe when I think about how people probably saw me in college, high school, etc. During that time, I barely made any friends (still got none). With the ones I did have, I made many, many mistakes that sometimes keep me up at night. I misbehaved a lottttt. (I’ve had panic attacks in front of people, and anxiety induced anger, saying the wrong thing, even saying mean things out of my own negative emotions etc) By the end of my college years, I was probably that weird, depressed, loner( that probably thinks she’s better than anyone) to avoid. I’m so ashamed of that. I’m also terrified that it’s somehow going to come back to bite me as I’m a creative wanting to break into the music and art industry in the near future. I’m terrified that somehow these people will find my crap online (or even worse, in person!!!) and badmouth me...Regardless of if they find me or not, I’m so ashamed that I’m that negative thing to so many people from my past...My past is my own personal prison.",4.989917999179991,5.818483811808123,5.9134009840098365,79.48202439524395,68.81549815498154,9.269454694546946,29.81570315703157,9.444778638647367,2.6539125051250507,1087,40,205,22,18,359,145,271,0.307,0.645,0.048,-0.9977,1,1,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,1,1,16,17,3,6,14,0,14,1,1,5,0,37,37,17,0,3,8,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,3,17,9,0,2,9,1,0,3,6,15,0,1,9,5,23,2,32,26,6,28,0,1,1,0,12,12,1,7,12,135,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095110181125426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603341303572912,0.0,0.20361669328047596,0.0,0.0,0.12407323369995756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009342973746215,0.0,0.06822188619556961,0.07407932117921262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569351309778018,0.0968616506174581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642630909410986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764162906500072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079360216597766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980051999171208,0.0785815245626573,0.0,0.1978973848830185,0.11720033703191987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218094526717572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854654248185685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504228641307962,0.0,0.07095923879183111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947765377105373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373986296945216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804308168331948,0.0788603573684043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892294068412515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518532389284885,0.0,0.26985111986623606,0.0,0.09664447269898513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325976337543624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012045084053262,0.0,0.0,0.10409637153382843,0.0,0.0,0.2540861031497339,0.3075439704988325,0.2324063775617741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002093638841568,0.0,0.0,0.3826300992021997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111089013378467,0.0,0.08979159106207497,0.0,0.08076934792185086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088219554608487,0.0,0.0,0.08774851270347703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170730813170515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071311534100368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176829238441485,0.11369919144658985,0.0,0.0,0.051734621396764685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923629268229584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052330645285081516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041548947616804,0.0,0.09700378490252476,0.0,0.05713418029912463 socialanxiety,TheFisGoingOnn,2018/02/11,"Afraid to become active on Social Media So, As the title states, I am petrified to post or better yet do anything on social media. Whether it's to simply update a profile picture or share a funny video, I simply avoid doing so. The last time I changed my profile on Fb/insta was 2 years ago. Honestly, I don't have any current friends that I talk to you on a regular basis, but I feel like if I post anything people from my high school or early life will say something, and I'm not sure what. I really want to become active, I enjoy photography and would love to have a platform with people I know to see my work. I'm totally fine with being anonymous like this post, but when it comes to posting things for people I know to see. I just can't do it. Any ideas on how to break this avoidance behavior without having a panic attack behind my laptop screen? 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Perfect example:  today was my birthday and I had tickets to see a musical group that I really like with 3 friends of mine, but they all backed out on less than 24 hours notice and I ended up just spending the whole day alone in my apartment because I couldn't convince myself to just go to the concert anyway since I already had the $48 ticket...  and, of course, now I'm kicking myself because I regret it even though I know I wouldn't have changed my mind if I could make the decision again now... This is an extremely specific example, but I find that it also applies to little things too like just going to a bar alone to have a drink and maybe meet new people.  I've lived alone for the past 6 months or so and all of the friends I've made are through my job because I can't convince myself that going places alone isn't weird.  I wouldn't say that I'm afraid of meeting or interacting with people, it's really just going to highly social places alone.",7.476195121951221,6.045860448780495,7.370853658536586,78.72993902439025,64.02439024390246,9.956097560975607,34.15853658536585,8.548686976883017,2.6214292682926827,812,28,160,9,10,260,118,205,0.098,0.787,0.115,0.3183,1,6,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,15,12,0,1,10,0,15,2,0,3,3,32,26,14,0,6,9,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,0,0,10,8,2,0,3,5,1,5,6,4,0,0,4,3,22,8,20,18,4,26,0,1,1,0,10,10,0,3,13,106,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6435188444942394,0.11427699997569672,0.08281397036121019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962843588271941,0.0,0.18938095718843026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095488801806638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268131370671952,0.0,0.0,0.06678527445667498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144579216899847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172018305483692,0.0,0.0,0.0683979881179641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464862173837688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600147479754995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942672819065886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094129623845356,0.0,0.0,0.10198213836055252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276369176659493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056911858071503535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118479705339052,0.10379066126184816,0.09144214841610296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798751596314324,0.06912466331271665,0.0,0.10403626581126003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456238618598873,0.0,0.08265768527492033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001536170554493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789958326808032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885624736978972,0.1435858590352114,0.0,0.32458301386233995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268169052040268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235216067729625,0.0,0.0,0.08252099816307723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856628773388707,0.0,0.0,0.10556265088506378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879823304339294,0.0,0.10174358155475677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815930496813237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156169591373863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FoshyTakashi,2018/02/11,"I hate getting comfortable in social groups whenever I get comfortable within a certain social group be it work, friend group, etc. I do something that makes people dislike me. Whenever Im not comfortable i'm alot more reserved and introverted. after a while of being around and getting more set in I feel like I can act like myself.... when I do, embaress myself, make me look stupid, make people dislike me. I honestly just don't know what to do because I don't want to live my whole life feeling uncomfortable in my social groups, but also don't want to keep embaressing myself and making people not want to be around me.",4.4676923076923085,6.697426752136753,5.412316239316244,77.09796153846156,72.07692307692308,8.098803418803419,27.939316239316238,8.841846274778883,2.493633162393164,498,19,84,10,10,163,68,117,0.119,0.735,0.146,0.4807,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,2,0,3,0,10,1,0,4,1,22,27,7,0,3,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,3,17,8,12,24,5,11,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,1,5,59,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268188777551907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273134774368598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351728633576033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109265496590315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513736816900733,0.1095961044589384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852415279652655,0.0,0.2404511134627497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146057270207164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570907963516512,0.0,0.0,0.1363578191970135,0.0,0.0,0.0843101007543872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835799001996918,0.14989671262648693,0.0,0.13546380328108648,0.0,0.12882572721259164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096093521449329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31906544573595824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691463976191774,0.0,0.11810248039713762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27145550336188823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712767392261559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168427633515944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,some-guy-you-know,2018/02/11,"I need love It’s been 5 years since my last relationship not without lack of trying. Every time I let someone close to me I get ghosted or I fuck it up by moving to fast. Truth is I’m terrified of rejection, I want to feel the way I used to feel. Anxiety is ruining my life to the point I don’t even try anymore.",-0.3486764705882344,1.7301600147058842,2.6485294117647062,91.21338235294121,88.55882352941177,6.341176470588236,21.735294117647058,7.6454224807358475,0.9926705882352936,243,9,56,5,8,86,51,68,0.227,0.665,0.108,-0.823,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,1,11,14,1,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,2,10,2,10,12,1,9,0,2,0,2,2,3,1,1,4,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898269116684073,0.0,0.23203054986830216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453176792390105,0.0,0.1971257206863523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365996085827528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162970012104694,0.12223712872451795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071281543330126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392452065481773,0.16525649705239925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21116267281900775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486679163530571,0.0,0.17348218622273498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211726808461489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511910005894053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353838095052425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823790327566027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364269542183716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176939434069438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020707604629439,0.0,0.0,0.1379987009815467,0.1857106373883417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255340452110245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066587885497335 socialanxiety,28_hours,2018/02/11,"Why am I so socially pessimistic? I'm a freshman college student who has not made any friends despite being a semester and four weeks into the school year. Whenever I plan to plan to socialize with someone, I'm overwhelmed with thoughts such as ""What if he/she has other plans,"" or ""What if he/she finds me annoying?"" A few times when I try to go to small social gatherings, I again lose all of my confidence and give up. This has been a recurring theme for me in college. One of the most discouraging things for me is that I feel if people would want to socialize with me, someone would have asked me already. Is the only solution to my confidence issues treatment or therapy? I'm surrounded by so many people but feel so alone. 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I know I shouldn't expect a response from anyone but I hate seeing my message just sitting there for over 20 minutes. It's like I came in and killed the conversation. Again these are close friends and it's not like that but my head sure loves twist it around on me.,3.8672807017543844,5.537495026315792,3.7894736842105283,90.45464912280704,72.42105263157895,6.119298245614036,27.14035087719298,6.42735559955562,0.9186561403508776,306,11,63,2,6,93,59,76,0.161,0.632,0.207,0.6253,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,2,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,1,15,9,8,1,2,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,1,10,5,7,6,0,12,0,0,1,1,9,6,0,0,5,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998227464217223,0.0,0.18557155430712144,0.0,0.0,0.23625934422795755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30354314011964045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050448441039005,0.0,0.1386588300395306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26202431137304777,0.2723735971284996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29362214398278,0.0,0.14585509415321538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593188590425926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23953089758096546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983968299081002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541766910873097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114868212802134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043153577557124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501332635830437,0.0,0.0,0.21331582692577328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dragonage342,2018/02/11,"Does anyone else hate being called shy? Whenever I’m introduced to people, people always like to introduce me as a shy person. They’ll say, “this is dragonage342—he’s really shy.” And I don’t like it at all. I just feel like even if I reach a point where I have next to no social anxiety and I can actually be a social person, people will still always think I’m shy because that’s what people keep saying I am. I just feel like I’m being categorized as something and I can never not be associated with being shy. Can anyone relate? 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I've noticed this very ironic pattern lately. I've gone to the same therapist for about 1 1/2 years, and I feel like I haven't improved much. One might blame the therapist, but I think it's me. My anxiety around people usually causes me to respond as politely and ""easily"" as possible, to avoid awkwardness or making people mad etc. So in I've realized that when talking to my therapist, I tend to play my issues down, or unintentionally avoid topics, or respond by politely agreeing to suggestions or ideas she comes up with even if I don't think she's really understanding me. It's very frustrating, because she's supposed to be the one who's helping me with this issue, but half the time it feels she isn't really getting the weight or severity of my anxiety because I brush everything off and agree so easily. Like I'm not challenging my anxiety, just talking about it on a shallow level. Has anyone else experienced this? What should I do? I am afraid (because of my SA) that if I'm suddenly more real with her, she will think I'm mad or something.",6.945,7.007873452380951,7.923571428571428,69.4239285714286,64.47619047619048,12.142857142857144,36.07142857142857,11.698219412168324,4.534000000000002,875,39,155,27,12,297,120,210,0.153,0.748,0.099,-0.8371,0,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,9,11,3,4,6,0,11,1,0,2,0,38,25,18,0,4,12,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,9,1,2,8,1,0,2,5,7,0,3,1,5,24,4,25,20,4,15,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,9,8,104,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256766016946909,0.0,0.0,0.0782298089454236,0.11463532412993688,0.0,0.0995978259142862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460488986018352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493262423194407,0.0,0.09637559013404116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346223403731074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477690915702147,0.14779271404368152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055144458725633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314080840431967,0.07992782140625311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845321403428139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499148781976142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126300050789274,0.0,0.2335494297746513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620666116996188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931882784833014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468144809115318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868807937871552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224542121106472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961964276560808,0.0,0.12737728020418326,0.0,0.0,0.1516269462063423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551284210911891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261290370351781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734509202488067,0.14334768964325648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639370434568495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613147344442906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26977717217079794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196099391557267,0.0,0.21506651577145705,0.0,0.0,0.06523872114947724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647208513116475,0.0,0.0,0.1232211345754308,0.1846271134760928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624093864800488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204770724139567 socialanxiety,JBLooper,2018/02/12,Looking at myself in the mirror for 30 mins and making sure I dont look stupid before going to the store that is 2 mins away so I can buy some milk... anyone else ?,1.359333333333332,2.8306070285714284,3.120000000000001,93.47333333333334,78.71428571428572,4.666666666666667,14.523809523809526,3.1291,-1.1697619047619052,126,1,28,0,3,42,32,35,0.0,0.851,0.149,0.6219,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,4,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,5,7,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224570556495169,0.32907812099891354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017511644362755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732932619987131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376410565956122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682975478526774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252914541288484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394062843410111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438444735811224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027003056073517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hotsauceygum,2018/02/12,"Stuck in a Conundrum Pretty sure I have social anxiety, I can talk to people fine for about a minute but if someone else comes into the conversation I'll basically kick myself out. Don't have that many friends either, and most of the friends I do have approached me first, I've never made any friends on my own. I want to get some help/medication from my university's office and to get tested, but I'm too afraid to go and I don't even know what they could do. Could someone recommend any tools/meds that I can do myself to help with social anxiety?",5.181506493506493,5.728866709090909,5.985844155844156,80.13590909090911,68.27272727272727,9.194805194805195,28.441558441558442,9.23628265651192,2.194428571428571,438,14,88,8,7,144,73,110,0.043,0.727,0.229,0.968,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,1,4,0,12,0,0,1,2,20,21,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,2,0,12,5,14,17,4,9,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,3,2,59,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23892413656321035,0.0,0.2687751379625472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132471291861882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280517444498142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675028930830133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602880974849733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942536799838907,0.0,0.0,0.4071681330256856,0.0,0.1835613316734212,0.0,0.09983768063078312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235496671924548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654399689685668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622381973877576,0.0,0.17810246989790893,0.0,0.0,0.19513049375824632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548803761602604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178791203505795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872020919716433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35814821672724617,0.2976903490218213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655675118058922,0.0,0.0,0.14119741687690834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036151028157049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,I_AM_GENERATING,2018/02/12,"Can anyone else LITERALLY just not talk to women I have sa with most people but I literally just don't know how to have an even kiddie pool deep conversation with women. I'm gay so I have technically no need to ever have meaningful relationships with them Anyway, but that hardly makes not being able to connect with half the population acceptable. So I'm not like other guys here where it's because of dating or whatever. I literally Just can't do it. I mean I used to be able to talk to my mom before my sa kicked In really hard, but even then I tried to avoid deeper conversation as much as possible. Gays are stereotyped as being good at talking to women, but I guess my ultra straight looking ass just can't for some reason. 100% of every deep conversation I've had with people has been with males, so it's probably just extreme inexperience. I sometimes wonder if it would have been different if I had a sister and not 2 brothers. I mean I listen to music, read internet posts, watch videos, movies etc by women all the time, so I can't be sexist either, can I? 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I'm 16, in my final year of high school and I've never dated anyone in my life. When I was a kid I was best friends with a girl and got bullied for it so I got put off interacting with girls for a while, and because of this I haven't talked to many, but this girl whose in most of my classes...man I have the biggest crush on her and I have 0 confidence to do anything, I know the reasons I'm scared are absolutely pointless and there's no reason to be, but that doesn't stop my body from locking up and stopping any attempt. I follow her on instagram and she follows me, I have her added on snapchat, I'm friends with one of her close friends, the possibilites for this to happen are immense but i just cant work up the courage to say hi and get talking, I need help real bad!",1.5251372549019635,3.1710655529411795,2.9205882352941184,94.30931372549021,78.76470588235293,5.7098039215686285,24.862745098039216,6.42735559955562,0.5739333333333341,624,23,144,5,15,203,101,170,0.1,0.742,0.158,0.9027,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,6,7,0,1,7,0,12,2,1,2,1,25,23,15,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,5,7,12,0,2,3,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,4,1,21,5,25,18,2,23,0,0,0,0,20,12,0,1,8,95,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375883875936285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169688441951706,0.0,0.13766045711690705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967513086746106,0.10197475790130968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555421015435002,0.0,0.0,0.18581478368642332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832514167851936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877295501332952,0.0,0.08739897204469388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675845514439087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479286657801077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212692160443842,0.17674470310116927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193489727872953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815761803958093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959969341900516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240389471034099,0.1290197135098262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335595015304388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816659805425296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040578558065496,0.0,0.3439915728401059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303093044399428,0.1674804409396516,0.1693003125940114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797137855565559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689130434587003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217847254439182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077253946614818 socialanxiety,simonoberst,2018/02/12,"Telling date about self-esteem issues I met a woman online and we chatted for two days. Today we discussed about meeting in a coffee. I got suddenly very anxious about not being good enough for her. I am 36 and just work very little as freelancer due to poor health since i am 20. And I live with my mother a the moment. So I am ashamed a lot about these two things (and more). There was this moment when I just couldn't decide wether to meet her or not. One part of me wanted, because she seems very interesting, but I was also very much afraid. So to somehow handle the situation I was very open and said that i was afraid to be not good enough for her. It somehow relieved me because I didn't had to hide something anymore. But I was also kind of embarrassed to talk with her about my deep problems. I barely know her. Did you already talk at dates or in a early phase about your self-esteem issues? ",4.019076923076923,5.189750822222227,4.494444444444447,87.50115384615385,71.33333333333333,6.4273504273504285,24.95726495726496,6.297961479604792,0.7315213675213674,708,20,142,4,13,224,107,180,0.103,0.847,0.05,-0.8489,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,2,2,0,1,16,10,0,4,7,0,14,1,0,0,0,28,20,15,0,3,9,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,10,0,0,3,1,1,0,5,5,0,3,11,1,27,5,23,6,6,16,0,0,0,0,21,6,0,6,10,107,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388538159718192,0.2012484717463124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214930141775306,0.12478710582937608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340659732405584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114835190814211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600269630693879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110763363655329,0.10063577589765134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337487878627847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626625152007792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103001691525668,0.06915152365703907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611224814714272,0.1111080204322622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697407231624144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924977175919034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526399550878662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625896075957492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039995952235405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969080189649135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454866392674085,0.2625311260999171,0.0,0.0,0.10408583886659344,0.14143542354739572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686818535456056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227081594535146,0.10997881340517357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359422449158822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926979244174575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458304403721171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191044787251462,0.07421634139760831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160394552971972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rjt_gakusei,2018/02/12,"Keeping focus in study groups I've never really thought that I had any anxiety until it was recently brought up by someone else. I've noticed that I find it increasingly difficult to study or get work done when there are people around me, especially if I know the people. I have no idea why. It's gotten to the point that I no longer study with my close friends because I can't stay focused on my readings. To elaborate: my friends are 100% focused on their work, not even looking at me or distracting me by talking, I just can't maintain focus. Sometimes even the sound of keys typing keeps me from focusing. When I have group work, I can barely crank out any ideas unless I happen to be working by myself, which I think is frustrating to my project partners but I'm not really sure what to say. Does anyone have any tips on how to keep focused when working alongside other people?",5.15827450980392,6.46018272941177,5.552647058823529,80.48524509803923,68.76470588235293,8.254901960784315,31.81372549019608,8.59863814320734,2.57243137254902,704,30,128,11,12,225,109,170,0.114,0.861,0.025,-0.8583,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,5,9,6,1,1,3,0,13,0,0,1,2,24,25,10,0,1,8,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,9,4,0,3,6,1,0,2,7,3,0,0,6,3,21,3,23,18,1,19,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,3,6,86,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26564261766354186,0.0,0.09961060197917868,0.0,0.0,0.0910461413986224,0.0,0.0,0.11591486497830635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937505316784399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394800123578447,0.13325045046999046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877408356613308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200548642391078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900994948407292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120046888701187,0.0,0.06802956138985244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514462944553328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939833916975487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34721096727788864,0.0,0.0,0.07156023225415975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934394428611058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042629009674683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824540697181954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27081449549749304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309091866261572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024563989637875,0.0,0.16683223692302346,0.0,0.12856706437308005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035485388176066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032685200811797,0.0,0.12878141814921226,0.0,0.0,0.13878696467204096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227217639562915,0.0,0.0,0.10465818973906553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343356864856823,0.0,0.10337251542780668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749463587601094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739736213199746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,taanyaforever,2018/02/12,"I got a date and i am freaking out. I am a silent guy with depression and anxiety, and i got a match on tinder and she wants to meet. I am freaking out so much that i will eff it up. Any advice guys?",-1.2300000000000004,0.5112237777777793,1.8177777777777813,98.06000000000004,89.0,5.377777777777778,17.88888888888889,6.742157984588678,-0.1913111111111112,150,4,39,2,5,53,30,45,0.256,0.7440000000000001,0.0,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,7,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,6,4,1,5,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30728286189594484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138409314055472,0.0,0.2405580560729986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27084057846505105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029985391424496,0.0,0.0,0.6227219561527895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311614155489614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547435527033845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Prettyphonepete,2018/02/12,"Ten years of meds and therapy. After tests and studies, doctors recommend.. More meds and therapy.. I don't think I can take another ten years of this. The different meds, the seeing a therapist weekly or biweekly. They recommend exposure therapy as if I work from home and don't interact with anyone. I socialize on a daily basis and it kills me inside. I force myself to go out with my gf and at the end of the night I feel exhausted, miserable and depressed. What more exposure therapy could they be talking about? I'm almost ready to call it quits and throw in the towel. Maybe a couple of more years but that's all I have left in me. Tired of trying.",2.5913082980012163,5.0603651023622085,4.47984251968504,80.3444276196245,79.07874015748031,8.947062386432467,25.51726226529377,9.466822959209583,2.792667353119322,516,20,95,16,13,175,83,127,0.1,0.873,0.028,-0.8292,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,1,4,1,1,8,0,6,3,0,0,1,19,12,12,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,5,11,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,0,2,13,0,18,10,4,16,0,2,1,0,7,6,0,3,8,67,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978100873311602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590248082272802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906230547559532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234152470974184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347930369550576,0.14340582388147458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162887409816592,0.0,0.0,0.13540997661213974,0.0,0.1326565391192468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479184657134332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553234510843886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365769136197982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000470553846855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433890863880678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081656179015908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020596628902886,0.0,0.4318868866067396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162581517922424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378512135939554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327866173562453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321163043996289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974470727129032,0.10417184862186574,0.0,0.0,0.5928599246052988,0.15048176840332678,0.0,0.08304585723210216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489622521555945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799350625689213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396157179617442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435421815340636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503847346578433 socialanxiety,Manicrose,2018/02/12,"I feel like everyone is rude to me I'm always polite but often people (especially cashiers etc) always greet my ""thank you"" with a glare or completely ignoring me. It's kind of a self esteem killer to walk away from every social interaction with a stranger feeling like they see you as inferior and too worthless to even be decent to, even though I'm never rude. I do have resting bitch face but try to make up for it with my speech, so why does everyone treat me like the piece of shit I feel like? 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That in turn can also boost my confidence a bit and completely eliminate my SA while it lasts. It's amazing how secure/content it feels. It's hard to imagine people go every day without SA, I'm envious, I might need to start getting 2 hours of sleep every night lol. I also notice people never make eye contact with me when I'm anxious but being sedated like this I'm just way more personable. Or maybe I just over think things when I'm anxious which is probably more likely the case. Anyhow if you feel up to it, a complete lack of sleep can be awesome.",2.688562340966918,4.783893015267179,4.430858778625956,82.73931615776084,76.86259541984735,7.114758269720102,26.947201017811715,8.07648339933343,1.9624804071246824,519,21,96,9,12,175,90,131,0.11,0.7190000000000001,0.171,0.8888,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,7,7,1,0,3,1,8,6,3,2,1,20,23,11,0,4,7,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,10,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,9,5,13,19,4,14,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,5,11,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329483788635768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141987791213633,0.3290802562078315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900926066949375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054170983546863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393053701437176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454284667308028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728742388712893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218953151307998,0.0,0.08277478543021181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047148056346947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343337060469696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516693754641413,0.0,0.11872208688632653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231194529388153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722078405342496,0.0,0.1463224100839924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450889651885014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799571669670303,0.11233226945147083,0.0,0.0,0.13668023757029527,0.0,0.0,0.16582055341145005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194716509844785,0.1271737095654803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570325531213662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29150521034737514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308999376587684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676167430588303,0.0933249859742888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33480056817922565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584225696296459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560814294330787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039891577570662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,curious621,2018/02/12,"Just embarrassed myself in front of attractive girl in (this happened to anyone else) So there I was doing some work in college and an attractive girl asked me for directions since we are in the same class. I nervously tell her and she then asks how I am and I just say 'I'm fine' and I feel it come off really awkwardly with how I said it, then I said I'm just gonna go to the rest room (i did need the toilet) and head off which was the most awkward part. I just cringed really hard at myself. Now I've worked with this girl before on a group project without anything awkward happening last year. Also I think her friend was laughing as well but I can't really confirm that part. I have social anxiety and I guess you can tell from this post lol.",1.8879166666666656,4.063821256578951,3.1119999999999983,90.79966666666668,79.85526315789474,6.9480701754385965,21.97543859649123,8.021203637495839,1.0663985964912284,589,18,125,11,15,190,101,152,0.076,0.823,0.101,0.6822,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,2,11,11,0,5,6,1,10,1,1,2,0,25,25,14,0,1,6,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,3,7,10,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,5,1,0,6,5,21,6,17,18,6,18,0,0,0,0,18,9,0,3,5,87,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253469633679149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990762436933887,0.0,0.0,0.10959803782117188,0.16060126899197927,0.12898576616183674,0.0,0.29306625758083044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333763683550864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501983086673902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093829064594215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925374461329286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109890798211193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890804052616661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726695939416898,0.0,0.2772138447388903,0.0,0.14041054052000473,0.0,0.16086308007192435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277661012152217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622261730871357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33947382188145353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011603856560604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012398800959547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298196124037315,0.12464796969233065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965905995028906,0.0,0.0,0.1597792941915014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739998008535962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043429926662968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093037957937948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109422815892484,0.0,0.22822089141913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009370654181194 socialanxiety,lunch_aint_on_me,2018/02/12,"How do I get over the fear of rejection, especially with professors, mentors, and teachers I have been very lucky to have amazing teachers for most of my schooling. But the thing is, I'm super quiet. I don't know how to act in some social situations, and teachers that I like as a person are the hardest. I find it difficult to draw the line between guy I genuinely like as a person and a teacher who is supposed to be professional and educational. Like, is it ok to talk about stuff not necessarily about the class topic in his office? (obviously most profs will be OK with it, especially if it's something related to their specialty, but I just need to verify) Eye contact is also a weak point. During lecture, how much is normal? Like 90%, 30%? Should I bring up this anxiety to him? I'm sure he wouldn't mind, but then I have to think about my own self preservation and if that will embarrass me more than the relief of letting him know this is so weird and foreign and alien to me. I think the last thing that has me worried is that I admire him like a mentor. Like cool, he's a nice guy, but what does he think about me thinking about him like a mentor? Is he OK with that? These might seem like inane questions, but I would really appreciate actual answers. I'm doing mental gymnastics just to be able to be in the same room without falling apart, because I think every one of these questions at least once during class. Edit: I'm also in two under 12 student classes with said professor, so if I make this super weird I'll still have to see him for 2 hours a day 3 times a week until the end of semester. Class is anthropology if that matters",4.767379020979021,5.679585040000003,5.9289020979021,78.86714335664337,69.36923076923078,8.862937062937064,29.234265734265733,9.095868883498916,2.364076923076923,1298,47,252,24,22,434,174,325,0.067,0.74,0.192,0.9916,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,2,15,27,0,2,18,4,30,2,1,4,2,55,48,27,0,9,13,0,0,8,0,6,1,2,1,5,20,11,0,0,12,0,0,3,4,7,0,2,2,5,27,20,43,35,8,23,0,1,2,0,23,11,0,12,17,176,47,15,0.11308393432553085,0.0,0.11035360734807917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086636284805369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650890023469153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893491675771286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292978243949581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896051298745764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015880072244623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527809193935438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725086532138588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335666728532936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908168831782309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22394174802620695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136489628674873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429594580987398,0.09217849958696547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563598451881388,0.0,0.4419767857703705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548440427343286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396200817492537,0.11996418381343033,0.11418253706280207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831297033335139,0.08385030442105215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107982456463463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043069939632794,0.07662860053420308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748105920474046,0.0,0.0,0.10690086989542104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533597738375187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244446400856523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756871750397276,0.0,0.0,0.11444697880055525,0.09011325463111504,0.10294736667441702,0.11797120619119884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711108021301126,0.0,0.11527483004922645,0.0,0.08705753742495939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030897602884193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945404970848584,0.0,0.0,0.10658026980842183,0.0,0.0,0.090892582867562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025588227031392,0.36229809493330745,0.0,0.0,0.06594015150212729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046657209772047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330608892623547,0.0,0.0,0.09070911099817383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900887728020477,0.0,0.0,0.11484222453237646,0.0,0.08033158240827656,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hoppygirl17,2018/02/12,Obsessing about what others think...anyone else? I HATE that I obsess about certain people and what they must be thinking of me. Usually it’s the ‘got it all together’ people who seem to avoid you...and especially after I’ve said something “stupid “ because I didn’t think before speaking. I’m pretty careful of others feelings...fairly intelligent but geeeezz I beat myself up about the same things over and over. How do I stop this self defeating habit?!,3.918482384823847,6.909202609756098,4.368211382113824,79.97258807588078,77.78048780487805,6.571273712737128,26.184281842818432,7.793537801064563,1.9656948509485093,362,14,58,6,9,114,64,82,0.201,0.715,0.084,-0.8631,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,4,8,2,3,2,0,4,0,0,1,3,13,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,10,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,2,8,2,10,7,2,6,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,40,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297715831090984,0.2388212322208429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420853251697313,0.0,0.19833659372450896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23764380615342465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471106369973015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641788803803647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301213558047649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323181017357952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371293590046073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217154516681544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21219014626090055,0.24315655955973095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943879669829899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948679506242265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548500882802164,0.44805081414315534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567081605805802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Simon_ADML,2018/02/12,"Today I’m launching The Dark Wing Project to help people who are struggling with anxiety I've been working on a website where people can describe their experience with anxiety through storytelling, poetry, and art. I hope a vast range of collected experiences will provide insight, inspiration, and understanding. If your interested in telling your story, or hearing from others who struggle with anxiety visit https://adarkmothlands.com. “A dark moth lands and on its wings a mask of death embitters dreams”  ",9.742222222222225,12.495661925925925,8.613271604938273,57.35472222222225,59.37037037037037,11.819753086419757,43.12962962962963,11.538034831475384,6.191088888888888,420,24,53,13,6,130,64,81,0.154,0.6890000000000001,0.157,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,1,5,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,8,5,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,3,11,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,3,1,34,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964447411548765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42319821755407816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380449052419995,0.0,0.14499243397617656,0.0,0.0,0.21485115825139964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29993333919380705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522820828673734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890702126278273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504281069081706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251931733110365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748103587047135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cornnuggett,2018/02/12,"Anxiety and vision Hello lovely people! So I have GAD and my professor had me so an equation on the whiteboard today in front of the class. I've had anxiety my whole life so I'm really good at containing it to the inside (not showing that I'm anxious). But today I actually lost vision. Not black out but everything went very, very blurry. I didn't feel light headed or anything- but there's a chance I didn't notice since I was very focused on doing the equation and not panicking. Has this happened to anyone here? 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I really have no idea what people talk about, i'm 16 and like, for example how do people become friends? how do you maintain a conversation etc. any advice appreciated",1.8737837837837856,4.673808270270271,4.517621621621622,75.85372972972975,87.91891891891892,7.284324324324325,20.913513513513514,8.238735603445708,1.8206583783783787,154,5,27,4,5,54,28,37,0.059,0.716,0.225,0.7883,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,5,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678379293282304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863908449690137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30271127039932644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056832058991163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117615336002551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30941465605548657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390670592648954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5700592369884929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558930424073738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406069008798748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sumit510,2018/02/12,"Is there anyone else engaged in low paying jobs? Regardless of having the capability, qualification and potential for being qualified for a high paying job or the one which you really deserve, but all that stops you is your severe social anxiety, lack of good communication skills and mere imagining you at that position terrifies you and holds you back.",11.335,11.139111833333335,11.286666666666667,49.765000000000036,55.66666666666666,15.333333333333332,40.0,14.06817628641468,6.4305,290,12,40,11,3,97,48,60,0.228,0.6940000000000001,0.078,-0.8765,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,6,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,4,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,6,3,2,6,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,32,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117179173475448,0.0,0.0,0.19351453616830497,0.2835696760167757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128086174587559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311944911127358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23213016934742764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29240837144426285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5492761204556753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753732471855508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729726076325591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312655999046511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28211833550540594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313807742749864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,enad945,2018/02/12,Seeing people you know in public So i was out shopping with my family and i found a hoodie i liked and got it. The bad part is the person at the till was someone i knew from school. We were never remotely close but it felt more awkward because im 17 and my mom payed for it because im too shy. And then we walk into the next shop and another girl from school was in there folding clothes. I was so enbarassed so i just looked around a bit then walked out. Anyone had anything similar happen? 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My family spends 90% of their time gossiping about other people, and almost all of it is based on their appearance. Now I’m incredibly paranoid about what people think of me, because in my family, everyone DOES notice every little mistake you make. I also have borderline body dysmorphic disorder and irrationally assume every negative interaction I have with people is due to me looking physically bad (the professor must have given me that funny look because I look fat today, for instance). I am aware that other people are not this incredibly cruel and aren’t paying all this attention to me, they’re more focused on themselves, but I didn’t realize it for a long time and it’s still a difficult to beat habit of mine. It’s quite obviously the biggest factor in my development of social anxiety. Anyone else have similar experiences?",8.019999999999996,9.279577656050957,9.097331210191086,57.802684713375854,62.2484076433121,12.649426751592355,35.445222929936314,12.161744961471696,5.30940305732484,720,31,100,25,10,247,104,157,0.12,0.826,0.054000000000000006,-0.8136,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,3,5,6,1,0,5,0,11,2,2,1,4,20,20,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,6,1,0,4,0,2,2,4,5,0,0,2,3,16,1,18,17,3,15,0,0,3,0,6,6,0,3,7,74,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733472690572074,0.0,0.0,0.1096778576360918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491846792060892,0.0,0.0,0.19179528033819732,0.2810503364964125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451353163881718,0.16720928905193894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523414152432503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814155995455075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718442376403308,0.0,0.12001985205122173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22914047240900054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311075832788645,0.13105156991402414,0.0,0.13415785765767982,0.387875089952796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745914270480172,0.0,0.1213723852665665,0.3455113878327874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154789884951632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561448346532591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803268781132191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587464650917953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398059451196598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952722065267252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787942269023223,0.0,0.0,0.1599451536497897,0.0,0.13000104002977808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SAgoAway,2018/02/12,Sometimes I wonder if I'm autistic Sometimes I don't understand social cues,3.6014285714285705,6.851760571428574,4.84,72.83000000000003,86.14285714285714,5.6571428571428575,35.57142857142857,7.1686216300943375,3.514685714285714,64,4,8,1,2,21,11,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37959231018955214,0.0,0.0,0.7365824049680728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876584609419199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038278796672548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KatsMew1312,2018/02/12,"Social Anxiety causing family trouble My husband and I got married just the other day. We had a smaller wedding with only essential family members. Most of the planning was last minute due to stress, and we didn't invite my dad (for personal reasons) and his side of the family; grandparents, uncle and aunt (of which live out of state). I neglected to call them and let them know when we were planning our wedding, when it was going to be, and after it happened due to my social anxiety. Phonecalls have always freaked me out since I was young. I have bad hearing so I can never understand the other end of the line without sounding like a fool. I also had a toxic friend that conditioned me into being afraid of phone calls. Anyway; extended family find out on Facebook and now are miffed about my lack of communication. With them finding out only a few hours ago, I am scared of what they'll say once I finally call them. If memory serves right, my grandparents on dad's side didn't really play as big of a role for most of my life (PA and CA has quite a distance) so I don't think of/ talk to them much... Husband says not to worry about it. And that if they're unhappy with what I explain, it's their loss. But I'm still worrying about it all. These grandparents have told me in private that I'm their favorite grandchild so I feel I'm held to a higher regard/expectation than I should be. I'm afraid if I explain to them, they'd believe that I am just making excuses. I don't know what to do... I'm agonizing and losing sleep because of it...",4.024992159657874,5.468149865573777,5.250591589451176,81.03751247327156,71.65573770491805,8.451888809693514,28.342836778332142,8.964715089967882,2.322905915894512,1219,46,233,24,23,405,169,305,0.142,0.821,0.037000000000000005,-0.9794,3,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,4,0,10,5,14,14,0,4,12,0,26,2,1,3,2,49,45,21,0,5,8,6,1,1,1,2,1,4,0,1,17,21,0,2,10,1,0,1,7,11,0,0,11,5,39,3,41,27,6,29,0,3,0,0,40,12,0,5,16,166,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149956200744856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156761188959786,0.09527525677453658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518820585430747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560480891231274,0.06979966428157665,0.0,0.0,0.12900511279349888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507595792948087,0.0,0.0,0.11762561381410234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384464317693802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141523329670056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317710850538829,0.0,0.05789590694946905,0.0,0.0,0.12543189740257787,0.20930643038664232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846435133663984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650744123096663,0.0,0.0915781132611114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125418703191116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905264493727392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276190266376065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585516451094494,0.09333482403066458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708656915698284,0.08087650553144966,0.05594014020400357,0.0,0.10110780970886374,0.0,0.0,0.1280990145021129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643131122213068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417251601101153,0.0,0.08831139072089336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194143088043476,0.0,0.17416862948444625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997917080910083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178750847235095,0.0,0.0,0.0733532367149896,0.1177276455177666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977845136493148,0.0,0.18211397555938336,0.1146369826406616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471765538228584,0.0,0.11458519735188248,0.23344176843882405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914418484116156,0.0,0.13116223262783194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203277625096104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336858180327092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941205043615827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920114586536926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037632880028918,0.0,0.0,0.23256570384738876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gdcrfan7,2018/02/12,"Can't get out of my dorm. I am in college and my anxiety has gotten so bad, I can't even bring myself to drag my ass to class. When I do, I start to get scared and feel panicky either on my way to class or during class. In other words, even when I do go to class, I find it almost impossible to learn anything especially given the fact that my lectures are crowded af. Anyone else deal with this, and if so, how did you snap out of it (IF you snapped out of it)? Thanks. 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I feel like I can interact better with people without people actually seeing me. Just wondering what your thoughts are.,5.0790000000000015,8.091787566666671,5.223333333333333,75.42500000000003,73.33333333333334,8.0,33.33333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.469333333333333,137,7,21,3,3,43,28,30,0.05,0.7020000000000001,0.249,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,3,4,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.3181387942309005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883294080322541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648404834938194,0.2329016543373289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25187456617660864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927204950754395,0.0,0.2878728586453732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520286587474677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597878117580544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588155745559931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314262067292467,0.35354400695406196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NauthizMannazHagalaz,2018/02/12,"Social Media and Small Talk I sometimes find myself getting flak for talking more on social media than in real life, but I only do it because I'm too nervous to do anything but small talk in person. Do you guys have any advice on how I can become more conversationally confident in person?",7.689939393939397,7.494531327272727,8.509090909090908,66.71030303030305,63.0,8.787878787878787,32.878787878787875,7.793537801064563,2.6401515151515147,233,8,36,2,3,79,40,55,0.047,0.8690000000000001,0.084,0.4709,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,6,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,0,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20764891973937696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450476713361432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748663445946815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295357688663346,0.23468546239514745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421776356564754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102054346521087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104047402697418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500924171350764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161300748991142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710871361538571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418673046094265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332264241021773,0.0,0.0,0.21016426887148454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123894171387107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,itssho,2018/02/12,Hairy Nightmare Anybody get social anxiety from sitting in a hair salon lol ?,4.645384615384618,8.141969307692314,5.098846153846154,70.08365384615385,86.69230769230771,5.676923076923077,37.269230769230774,7.1686216300943375,3.930261538461538,63,4,7,1,2,20,13,13,0.117,0.69,0.193,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.555381013266086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793002550535853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7400562455785509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JadeIndy,2018/02/12,"My first event in almost 2 years! Hey all, so I attended my first event in almost 2 years of being diagnosed with GAD, social anxiety, panic disorder, and agoraphobia. It went really well, I stayed for 5 hours!! The only thing is I am absolutely exhausted! Its been two days (I didn't drink) and I honestly feel like I am majorly hung over....any one else feel like this after a social gathering?",2.5371000000000024,5.111409560000002,4.900916666666667,76.62337500000002,80.06666666666666,9.616666666666667,22.708333333333336,9.827888789773867,2.8182333333333336,307,10,56,11,8,107,58,75,0.182,0.722,0.095,-0.7749,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,0,1,8,9,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,1,4,3,2,8,4,6,5,2,14,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,11,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644444578104591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237496154937228,0.0,0.13921079910793335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735917650815965,0.0,0.0,0.1847013546144983,0.0,0.0,0.20855974809000125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782667620374157,0.0,0.0,0.15201722301246312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402461357968108,0.26000674126330386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095766229531451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920926242954785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780812542792968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233113435259134,0.13840060734583498,0.0,0.2135091013215581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657819829194875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710023168633163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19396172569861464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208964706797289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776367211602706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361787553558188,0.1686931597383688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23437257823046675 socialanxiety,Weegee32,2018/02/12,"Love being a lone wolf Socializing is great. However, if you truly enjoy being a badass lone wolf then go for it. Not caring, literally not giving a fuck is how I handle social anxiety. Living a normal social life comes on its own.",3.5522727272727286,5.830645136363637,6.131818181818183,70.69272727272728,74.9090909090909,8.036363636363637,20.090909090909093,8.841846274778883,1.7471545454545456,182,4,29,4,4,65,35,44,0.212,0.488,0.3,0.8437,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,6,10,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,8,1,4,0,2,0,2,6,1,1,1,1,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988498040813308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239745597966192,0.0,0.0,0.2025562574349809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21738739970567408,0.0,0.2255721332321313,0.13363809882418834,0.0,0.0,0.2592477588785028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608958967365753,0.0,0.0,0.20763699565156551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122271880891996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303917885128296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7191009418233385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,theburgos,2018/02/12,Does anyone else feel super anxious when you notice someone you know unfriended or unfollowed you on social media? I just noticed that someone in my class unfollowed me recently. I already felt like this person didn't like me for some reason.. Now I'm just lying down worrying if I did something wrong and if they hate me... ,6.48,7.706064999999999,6.780000000000001,73.17000000000002,65.66666666666666,9.333333333333334,33.33333333333333,9.516144504307137,3.3888333333333334,260,11,41,5,4,84,47,60,0.207,0.667,0.126,-0.6908,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,1,4,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,7,5,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,11,3,4,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,5,28,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270852203656422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23247474483397604,0.0,0.14388734761075092,0.21084766732669172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800809502906806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190420299742518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404940934465913,0.0,0.1975827005563565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031668232438495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309223933367207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010690860051332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685676532135647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796806409567979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115778580056143,0.20318460067131489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097685259826048,0.3487163291454357,0.15842080438123993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089813027738365,0.0,0.0,0.22498998215169225,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,birdlady96,2018/02/12,"Am I being myself? Every time I'm out in public, the voice in my head always tells me to be myself and act natural/normal. But I do the opposite. I start to panic, fix my hair, make sure I don't make weird faces, make sure I look reserved. I literally become a statue because I feel like someone is constantly looking at me. I feel like I just want to be invisible. The less I'm noticed by others the better it will be for me. Staring my weird looking nose or judging on the way I sit. I get so self conscious about the way I smell, even though I shower and brush my teeth everyday. Reminding myself to act natural in public is difficult I don't know how to act when I'm around others. Fixing my glasses, drinking water, not making certain movements with your hands all these things are so hard when you have SA. And the worst part about SA is that all those memories you think are bad/embarrassing start playing in your head. Even memories that happened 5 years ago. Am I the only that feels that way? Sometimes I wish I didn't give a shit. This girl on youtube, Amber Scholl, is a perfect example of how I want to be. Someone who doesn't give a fuck what they say or how they act. I start a new job as a server in a few days. Wish me good luck ",2.944094488188973,4.370336047244095,4.368511811023623,86.36261023622049,74.35433070866142,7.127244094488188,25.298425196850395,7.7348632917899725,1.2851329133858265,972,32,201,13,20,323,146,254,0.054000000000000006,0.773,0.173,0.975,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,2,2,14,17,2,1,15,0,20,11,8,7,6,35,47,15,0,4,5,0,6,2,0,1,0,2,1,2,13,6,2,0,6,2,0,5,5,7,0,0,1,15,37,10,23,40,6,31,0,0,4,1,15,10,2,3,14,132,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073237462658706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455511598515662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116105316407237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488217719354908,0.0692720814963301,0.1255031766076596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050272240822716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280126400894414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328648630148855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132103174869708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011237911460149,0.0,0.09574410269958478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237489717695414,0.1623646403190547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505560728149647,0.05937066033571582,0.21802199644109044,0.0,0.09531335307420404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048885432491317,0.0,0.10179646233244298,0.0,0.23324876338453196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276722226886395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245194230137119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103463006628478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28627946630917656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30341441176520284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975135604671088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293765169705579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642608542556555,0.0,0.13332857553033006,0.0,0.1230578345259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903687308987535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854821031002033,0.0,0.11664678291620564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925685811480128,0.0,0.11238993282160352,0.0,0.2412986337378497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420312037277647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932377691657733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754953963208173,0.07281402325151044,0.11164780943910337,0.0,0.06626266866746654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405213437579835,0.2705993658758365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613539630551279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317852448776099 socialanxiety,enchantedchime,2018/02/12,"Get help - too embarrassed I feel like things are at a breaking point for me and I really need to get counselling or therapy in order to learn how to change. I feel like things have gotten the worst they've ever been for me. The problem is when I think about talking to someone about my problems with social anxiety and the way I never leave the house or have friends or a life, I can't talk to a stranger about it, I feel like such a loser and the idea of having to unpack how pathetic my life is makes me paralysed. Has anyone ended up managing to push through this feeling and get help and pull themselves out of the hole they're in? tldr: I can't imagine talking to a stranger about how pathetic my life is (have missed a lot of life milestones I should have been through at my age) - how do I put that aside and get help?",8.830906757912741,5.844658215568862,8.128656971770745,79.27628742514972,62.652694610778454,11.219503849443967,37.62959794696322,8.841846274778883,3.0287047048759623,650,23,137,7,7,204,92,167,0.152,0.727,0.121,-0.8218,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,13,10,0,1,12,0,16,4,0,5,2,31,29,14,0,4,3,0,4,3,1,1,4,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,8,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,3,4,17,4,26,25,2,18,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,4,8,96,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285317479247552,0.0,0.0,0.09400991972129992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222929462071848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908197433747225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216168861898492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719259693632497,0.2881513393114257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387502225460643,0.0,0.28097637117577146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703551438289316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513618170631766,0.0,0.15177664109826955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236215809350827,0.0,0.0,0.3798614327701341,0.19705508108586514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430379608820095,0.0,0.0,0.08974580194383118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969228592230192,0.10369541558678293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270978341765141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25729921511422826,0.0,0.13515845601163226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861315205626915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705390095193218,0.11391826540980507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241952222599627,0.0,0.0,0.1537542352445881,0.0,0.17864398322970226,0.0861495387967331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671941808227704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,madkidinamadworld,2018/02/12,"I avoid people that approach me because I'm too socially awkward, so they think I'm being rude and start avoiding me instead so that's how you spend the first 4 months of university with no friends. I'm an absolute loser",5.064469696969695,6.102184386363637,5.952727272727272,78.50742424242426,68.77272727272728,8.593939393939394,35.12121212121212,8.841846274778883,3.0970393939393936,179,9,33,3,3,59,36,44,0.303,0.634,0.063,-0.8658,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,2,5,6,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,5,1,2,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27939227836260383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898532607197537,0.0,0.0,0.3541028016138671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658327535565424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177466802265445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672073155395784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32440666614670205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936778484715359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,someasian__,2018/02/12,"Worried about screwing up my new job Okay. So I feel bad even posting this here as it seems so trivial, but here's the deal. I just got my second job. It's in food service. I want to work there because the manager is an awesome human being -- and so are the people. My last job was at a gas station and it was easy to be good (even when you weren't) simply because expectations were so low. It's super easy for me to get defeated and depressed in customer service, but now I'm just really worried I'm going to let this place down. I just got back from orientation and I just needed to unload this somewhere. I'm already stressed about remembering people's names, and things (I have a super bad memory) and social anxiety often makes my already awful memory even worse. I can look decent sometimes but I'm always extremely self conscious about my appearance and I feel like I'm going to stick out like a sore thumb here. Also, we're right next to a university (I'm actually a college student myself) and you get lots of well-dressed gals and guys. So I can't mentally use the excuse of this being my first job anymore, and I'm always going to have to interact with a lot more people (at the gas station a lot of times you got to work by yourself and chill out, and if you screwed up, well someone most likely already screwed up worse than you). I'm repeating myself. Anyway, I know we all experience similar issues but if you guys could either give me tips or at least support me through this, I'd really appreciate it. Ahhhh! Hope your Sunday night is going amazing. <3",3.898720430107524,5.4659063935483925,5.320403225806455,79.92393817204302,72.16129032258064,7.876344086021506,28.400537634408607,8.472884824447931,2.1670537634408595,1242,48,231,21,24,417,167,310,0.157,0.679,0.16399999999999998,0.6672,4,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,7,0,6,26,20,3,1,13,2,16,5,0,2,1,49,46,27,0,7,12,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,11,16,1,0,6,0,0,5,2,9,1,2,7,3,29,11,34,34,8,31,0,3,1,3,18,14,3,11,14,155,40,11,0.0,0.0,0.0901142705323013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30571118285384263,0.07384733831343382,0.15367495066730585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064278754940535,0.0,0.09158027925750012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100671563448055,0.15420650429654353,0.11258389983088003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372904497716493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520244788183496,0.07953561712545043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829767132214952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032999837327244,0.0,0.0,0.09338364382846202,0.06597046027383248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854762613849223,0.11166254215327302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649169379273738,0.08858462918265493,0.20992453738659644,0.07745363473465126,0.22156742234098312,0.0,0.0,0.18286984675957968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171827276358817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638298096862352,0.36654806328569656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050749761407660084,0.07527255745107289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442783650315152,0.0,0.13534361245305973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754557117958515,0.0,0.0,0.2355223005835711,0.0,0.0,0.06164023262248281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306087478125663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847178989791343,0.0,0.08918625951871215,0.09820872521940636,0.08665844161572993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205878180244013,0.0,0.0964796621107038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843987591217857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831566153780188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460757337068703,0.07886113782220261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406636696365241,0.09633476825278094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413291935129348,0.07824263896159643,0.0,0.09133042248381908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105779560774077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479069932145793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134914639114587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053846437775802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975543170274532,0.0,0.0,0.05446679146446648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605641077864436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445483580925688,0.1875593111768266,0.18821253143843925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sleepyvv,2018/02/12,"scared to lose things for no reason sometimes i just get random thoughts where i think about what would happen if i lost this person or something that ive taken for granted, even tho nothing happened to jeopardize it ?? ",4.411749999999998,7.258808675000001,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,74.75,5.0,27.5,5.985473137389443,1.1797499999999994,177,7,29,1,4,52,35,40,0.235,0.72,0.045,-0.8156,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,9,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,5,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922854307836092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417726774611559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799196725146286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30357874025459103,0.2962178962395912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26037407501984994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369382063077839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27899988503684503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716753982214707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890364722681712,0.268378717799317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802773358401509,0.17387441835265272,0.0,0.21542691131154135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276401617787228,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BethanySku,2018/02/13,"Medication for this everyday battle? I thought I was over social anxiety for the most part, but I’ve realized that it fluctuates. That one rare day I feel confident is utter bliss. Even when I’m brave- the anxiety makes me insecure and hesitant. It makes others feel bad too because I keep to myself. So...what is your perspective? Does CBT work better than the meds? I feel like i’ve already done CBT on my own...but I don’t know what else I can do now.",1.7006666666666668,4.169797733333333,3.5222222222222217,85.84000000000002,82.77777777777777,8.044444444444443,23.44444444444445,8.841846274778883,2.0372444444444446,356,13,72,10,10,119,66,90,0.156,0.636,0.208,0.857,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,4,6,1,1,3,0,7,1,0,2,0,12,16,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,3,11,3,6,13,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,43,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420982017098914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356597884937981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831783696967854,0.13373583247479826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402932547883509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148599324536984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919864012170576,0.22450832106611215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326907557012234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490256068548554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327848661937349,0.1567295934271178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500059485566298,0.0,0.0,0.1205689552404228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718104873341036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928840744046383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436886862381973,0.22100858402675855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866181270428253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23757394880272334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236366718800644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741681908107648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971581570921253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rupertonreddit,2018/02/13,"Social Anxiety and other's eyes? Can social anxiety make you think other people's eyes are glaring and evil? I often find my dad's eyes to have this apperance and I often look away, although a friend once said my dad's eyes looks evil too. Although, when driving on a bad day I can think people are looking at me funny? 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Yet another awkward situation. I play guitar in this guitar group thing. Last week the girl I sit near was absent, so the instructor gave me some sheet music to give to her this week when she was in. We play the same part for most songs, so it made sense. I should probably mention that I haven't really talked to this girl all that much, and until recently I kind of just convinced myself that she disliked me, or thought I was weird. Which probably wasn't true, at least until today... So, at the end of rehearsal today, I went over to give her the sheet music. Easiest thing in the world, right? All I needed to do was to go over, politely hand the music to her, maybe even say something nice and walk away having made a good impression. And yet, here's what I did: I went over with the music. Then I had a complete mental block. Instead of just saying ""excuse me"" or something I kind of just waved the music sheet around and mumbled ""here's some music"" to get her attention. Then she looked up at me, looking confused. I somehow managed to get the music sheet into her hand, and mumbled ""sorry, that was weird"" and started to walk away. But the interaction wasn't over, because she quite rightly had no idea what the fuck just happened. ""Erm... is this for me?"", she said. ""Uh, yeah, that's yours"" I said a little too quickly as I walked off. ""Ok...thank you"", she replied, looking at me as if I was a total weirdo. Which I was, I suppose. Anyway, that's just another memory that'll keep me awake at night for the next 20 years. This post was mainly to vent and I can't imagine anyone reading this far, but if you did then thank you. Maybe you can relate, or maybe you found it entertaining. If stuff like this happens to you then just know that you're not alone. Have a nice night/day I guess.",3.1003817504655515,4.894311533519557,3.76455865921788,89.32713594040968,74.72625698324022,6.449310986964619,23.385847299813786,7.1686216300943375,0.7857840595903158,1411,41,288,15,30,446,178,358,0.049,0.8440000000000001,0.108,0.9611,0,1,2,0,0,0,75.0,1,7,0,1,23,19,1,2,18,1,23,3,2,2,4,49,50,27,0,5,15,0,2,1,0,2,0,5,0,2,25,11,0,2,6,7,0,6,6,5,2,0,23,10,47,14,43,25,11,55,0,0,3,1,33,24,1,12,24,209,72,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801515388676904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846981202848715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617223075685535,0.0,0.0,0.08424679042587385,0.0,0.0,0.17782872337190445,0.0,0.0,0.05768969726639848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922485394224803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061032888244810686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382008949908484,0.0,0.0,0.06250669476070951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376433478953356,0.0,0.08749016991106667,0.09888761380600557,0.1815684284406648,0.053784257912603314,0.07937683357454023,0.0,0.0,0.1042530727935603,0.0,0.25106095238203197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683339532710573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841175104369334,0.0,0.1970992679717532,0.05200989442269841,0.07714159943549785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046234746063967117,0.09485090659856163,0.0,0.0,0.23841315849354794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909520204322216,0.0,0.0,0.28522606980309084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537160644713022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956891579359681,0.07017196662103208,0.0,0.0,0.10064727967919387,0.17762039758434786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248240079856456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063586667926044,0.0,0.20406889112083387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006578551188436,0.09466238113884384,0.0,0.060626738869790864,0.0,0.0934423943808744,0.0,0.0,0.16163857083937125,0.18004248180787435,0.1505179176166061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063756958243233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457120198304188,0.0,0.1059381172026029,0.06698439366644214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833646124271648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606545182059722,0.0,0.17425764792696108,0.0,0.0,0.12574493113753074,0.0,0.0,0.07513102521123334,0.0,0.0,0.2691137802029144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182381872400785,0.0,0.08508982262432806,0.17545846984125724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094297779003961 socialanxiety,izzymariexx,2018/02/13,"I don't want to hang out with anyone new? My birthday is tomorrow, I'm turning 22 and should be feeling great. I spend every free moment I get with my boyfriend, and that's what makes me the happiest in life. I do have a couple of close friends, but I don't see them nearly as often as I see him. I find myself not really wanting to spend time with anyone but him and my family because I just don't ever feel like they get me fully. Recently, I've tried to make a friend from school and it went badly because I just didn't want to hang out with her. She's a perfectly nice girl; I just felt like I couldn't be myself. This is a pattern whenever I try to make new friendships so I know I'm the one with the problem. Some of it is my social anxiety, but otherwise I feel like I'm fine with the people that are currently in my life. I hate trying to make new friends because it takes so much energy that I don't have and it feels like a waste of time. I know that sounds harsh, it's just how I feel. I know it's not normal. I just wanted to vent because it makes me feel incredibly weird.",3.0358620689655176,3.6505631034482815,4.560689655172414,88.19077586206897,73.13793103448276,7.8689655172413815,24.41379310344828,8.07648339933343,1.1298741379310338,848,23,192,12,16,285,114,232,0.156,0.691,0.153,0.0706,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,10,16,1,0,9,0,16,2,0,6,2,53,46,13,0,8,10,0,7,4,3,1,2,1,0,1,13,14,0,0,11,0,3,3,8,4,0,1,3,10,36,13,24,39,2,19,0,0,2,0,11,6,0,2,14,121,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148992187229191,0.0,0.0,0.1489669332768057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894238480139334,0.2597421058697614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786584470798593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635629210239276,0.08975035224370426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042055004837673,0.0,0.32316784644472996,0.2283004892679521,0.10227893369072934,0.0,0.0973602336778336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468985755205796,0.0,0.11130790362704866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744215425125508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516956183006937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756270202073511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048090902975064,0.20816733101498214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555251650483819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830677550560597,0.0,0.0,0.30864218014523903,0.0,0.0,0.104370074718474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218284654844268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384974303768656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192827289855524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824146066037542,0.0,0.1051787643377778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078071196798905,0.16977032558790328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085869415640328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009215545611185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422901642669587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216966689282258,0.11586660355262675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513204665356471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874803173000628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fizbanZA,2018/02/13,"Valentines day I always felt pretty crap around this time of year, as it once again reminds me of my failure to connect with people, something I'm sure most of us here wrestle with every day. Tomorrow will be a depressing day for most of us. ..NUH UH! Ok, was hoping to give an encouraging speech but that's all I could come up with. Be stubborn. Don't let a silly theme day cause you grief. And for the brave ones using this as a opportunity to reach out to someone, goodluck!",3.1847872340425525,5.0754304042553215,4.181861702127662,86.00875,74.74468085106382,6.402127659574468,25.57978723404256,7.1686216300943375,1.1324723404255326,374,13,74,4,8,121,73,94,0.139,0.6779999999999999,0.183,0.5822,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,2,1,0,1,3,11,2,0,5,1,7,1,1,2,2,18,13,4,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,2,2,7,7,18,6,3,12,0,2,0,0,5,3,1,3,8,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558725473814344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667623257418244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243825399386505,0.0,0.1613671524248423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956678374305835,0.0,0.0,0.4832462501654959,0.0,0.1613459993976225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578325723472934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986500105885042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970283054696687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605974174719228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915563643332955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949903160744253,0.1269388260355249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987018568099626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905807100683429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587230631385466,0.14421484303808374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655515347682538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923291515089838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506669022425437,0.1617919153776277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063358927413928 socialanxiety,agoesin,2018/02/13,"Of course this won't apply to everyone, but how do you know you are not just shy? Personally",1.4163157894736818,3.6757519473684224,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,82.15789473684211,8.010526315789475,20.026315789473685,8.841846274778883,1.361821052631579,73,2,16,2,2,25,18,19,0.0,0.89,0.11,0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6795030890571218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908114906816389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6209202289449303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chaotic2h,2018/02/13,"Anyone else like to sit alone during class? The majority of my college classes are on the larger side in these huge auditoriums. Everyone likes to gang up into groups during the majority of these classes. While I tried to do that in the beginning of the semester, it is just so BORING and USELESS to do so. Nobody is interested in making any friends and everyone makes small talk about the homework and assignments. In these classes, I end up getting so bored I leave my group and sit by myself where I have all the free space I need for my coffee and books while enjoying the lecture without a plethora of people around me. Anyone else like this?",6.295971074380168,7.414605735537193,6.692221074380164,74.02196797520662,66.02479338842976,9.355785123966943,32.48037190082645,9.516144504307137,3.0988586776859504,518,21,89,10,8,168,78,121,0.1,0.733,0.16699999999999998,0.8519,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,9,0,6,0,0,2,1,13,11,10,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,8,21,11,3,20,0,1,0,0,4,14,0,0,7,65,16,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208398874688957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683363702332968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813895174070257,0.41233871039139136,0.0,0.17912471311518804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33617994580414795,0.0,0.17821746572082806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845406200665108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545882003473954,0.0,0.10512694527651807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130584680941852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29491161323048504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686262042680953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919895851439546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394976931920436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617296298940911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661231309879454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939648409308186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThrowingKawaii,2018/02/13,"Today I came to my work, left after 30 minutes without saying anything to anyone, ignored all phone calls from my boss I wanted to quit this job for a long time but I was always afraid, today I just did what I felt like I want to do, I at least want to message my boss now so I would avoid a conversation with her, but I don't even know what to say",8.026,4.183168400000003,8.32,79.94000000000003,65.0,10.533333333333333,33.0,6.42735559955562,1.8974,270,6,62,1,3,90,53,75,0.071,0.84,0.08900000000000001,0.0727,1,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,17,11,3,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,3,13,1,12,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,7,43,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784318922309995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994196658118886,0.0,0.17646647534734455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189679936167472,0.24526310372139634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163610066810256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058967600402738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21279936724127926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785103452344314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329905150392307,0.0,0.0,0.10476492434849508,0.0,0.0,0.1897733260529485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280841461098877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410638014617813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504213263794065,0.0,0.4065295363951183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794481516690135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067132419485664,0.0,0.15611542849942245,0.0,0.0,0.1523325645102184,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nano2k19,2018/02/13,"DAE feel intense anxiety before going somewhere or doing something. For me when I go somewhere I start worrying about shit that probably won’t even happen even if it’s going to the shop that’s like 2 mins away I start to feel really uncomfortable and then after going to the shop I’m like why did I worry about such a thing. Does anyone have this same problem? What do you do to overcome it? It’s down right annoying and some days I’m fine wtf ",1.2915757575757567,3.8410501777777775,3.0720202020202017,87.61045454545456,86.11111111111109,5.9393939393939394,20.404040404040398,7.348242739294969,0.8612222222222221,356,11,69,6,11,118,64,90,0.237,0.679,0.083,-0.9428,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,2,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,9,17,6,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,2,2,4,1,3,0,0,1,2,6,3,10,15,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,9,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065585199691225,0.0,0.0,0.13770255104278908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850282858603556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757842144296284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127007723824532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234042228869048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601493474635788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915398176655852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476941119136453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741502601862762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924264123184104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233081138722826,0.18844159428905988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261625383984857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818265983262246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215244497730364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516113074831427,0.0,0.0,0.2787852784294397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308358324956725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770452262368058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999970670117852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nebraskasurplus,2018/02/13,"Life is hard ... Really hard When I try to act normal ... I can't shake the feeling that everyone can see through me ... Even though I know they probably don't care either way .. but SA/BP/PTSD has become crippling to the point where I don't want to go outside at all ... And I've been really dreading going to work ... I just feel really vulnerable like if people knew how much I was suffering they'd treat me differently and take advantage of my weakness .. sometimes I wish I lived on another planet where being ""normal"" was not a requirement to live a happy successful life ...",3.8976656472986733,5.8150494495412826,5.371865443425076,78.12020387359837,72.8532110091743,9.248114169215086,26.790010193679922,9.725611199111238,2.72410621814475,446,16,82,12,9,150,82,109,0.171,0.64,0.189,0.748,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,4,7,10,0,2,4,0,11,3,0,1,1,18,22,7,0,5,5,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,4,5,13,6,9,16,3,11,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,1,2,52,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350465544639446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274327772261653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870276608638007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287588272019613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928818268838987,0.0,0.0,0.1581090585359271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732832086362293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807533583448585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614074776721714,0.2964485790722553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093532884808088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337458825838307,0.08083792294143691,0.0,0.2922175489806025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163593688308337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242414654152158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471271323540701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641806649036802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839943656603036,0.0,0.1934199263429125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180036701077267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185431576321502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364928173133605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440921367260604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625686870957386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233998741006762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975956429299294,0.1313385483046382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027677683329167,0.0,0.0,0.12046061272402375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,darthburrito420,2018/02/13,"Just wondering if there was something wrong with me... So I’m a junior in college and feel like I barely know how to socialize. I have my small group of friends and that’s all I really need. One of those friends was talking to me about maybe getting out and making new friends, just in the sense hanging out with the same people can get kinda stale. Except I’ve always had a small group of friends that I keep close with. I feel like I don’t NEED to talk to anyone else. In classes during passing time I don’t talk to anyone, I’m usually scrolling Facebook or reading a book. It’s not really that I’m scared to talk to anyone, I just don’t feel the need to. Is this weird? 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Nothing I day or do feels or sounds right. And it's not just my imagination, people will stare at me and talk about me because of it. They did it this morning when I was doing a presentation. Even standing still I apparently look weird. No one in my class is going to want to be my friend after that. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I can't hold a conversation, and everything I do is somehow weird. I don't know how to act like a normal person. 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I’m living with some at the moment because I can’t afford to live alone, but they make me so nervous that I’ve lost like ten pounds because I never go in the kitchen unless I’m positive they aren’t here haha, what a diet",3.4286363636363646,4.497734000000001,4.576136363636365,86.74420454545454,72.63636363636364,6.2272727272727275,26.47727272727273,5.985473137389443,0.9294545454545458,210,7,42,1,4,69,44,55,0.132,0.67,0.198,0.726,2,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,1,3,4,0,1,3,1,3,2,0,2,1,8,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,6,2,6,7,1,5,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354156800540752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948374975379151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338798561571703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405402357272455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821899143359303,0.0,0.5719390627144393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535255353790936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617544989004334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24977662052691305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gdismypassion,2018/02/13,"Closet boring person Ughhhhhhhh I've realized that my problem recently is that I'm a closet boring person. I have a lot of friends and people try to talk to me because I appear very confident -- but after that its like the deadzone. I constantly focus on them, trying to know what they want me to say, so I don't reveal myself. When i do talk about myself and/or aspects of my life, they ignore me or don't get it. It leads me to having a lot of shallow friends, but never any close good friends. I think it's because I'm boring and spend all my time studying, but I don't have time to do anything else? 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I want to learn how to snowboard, for example, but my anxiety holds me back. I'm afraid I won't be an expert right away, and everyone will judge me etc etc. :( Does anyone else relate to this? Also, has anyone by chance gotten over this fear and done whatever they originally wanted to do? If so.,....how lol. 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I want to be a fun uncle to be around but I'm just awkward and quiet I'm okay with younger kids, because they can't really judge me yet. But his 3 year old is more conscious and can talk. Probably in her mind too. Bad things about me.",-0.1833333333333336,1.8178573333333323,1.7803174603174623,98.32857142857144,86.77777777777777,4.8698412698412685,20.11111111111111,6.18269132825596,-0.11766031746031702,224,7,54,2,7,74,48,63,0.129,0.779,0.092,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,2,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,11,9,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,2,7,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633356530877515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172886410398412,0.15863923969234198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188536259308582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627671391763724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5461539720262029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280581587928737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671572594525785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091701987609918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289118522071525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349566677622456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351706845177117 socialanxiety,Matt321089,2018/02/13,"I get nervous when I hear people laughing I can’t help but feel nervous when I hear laughing. Sometimes I just get this feeling like everyone is looking at me and laughing at me. When I hear laughing I sometimes get paranoid and feel like it’s directed towards me. I also often get this feeling that people are judging me. It doesn’t help that I have self esteem issues. I’ve been made fun of for my looks before and this has caused me to develop serious self esteem issues. I’m really insecure about the way I look, and I often feel like people are laughing at me because of it. I get very anxious when I hear laughing. I’m especially anxious if I’m around girls. If there’s a group of girls giggling, then I start to get really nervous and I assume they’re laughing at me even though I know it’s probably just in my head. The other day I was doing my work in class and the girls next to me were laughing about something. I started to feel really strange and their laughing made me feel anxious. I just wanted to get out of there. I know this feeling is irrational but I can’t help it. 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Whenever a ton of people are talking at once I get so overwhelmed I have to leave the room. Does this happen to anyone else??,1.1791428571428604,3.827837200000001,1.9742857142857169,93.37571428571432,91.28571428571428,3.942857142857144,18.42857142857143,5.6839178017228535,-0.1920285714285708,142,4,27,1,5,44,28,35,0.036000000000000004,0.875,0.08900000000000001,0.1877,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,5,1,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443242965708244,0.2556074005813077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830938032950914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839683471144013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606713804549472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060196256107029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641484771085278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529193717842585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5313463029682134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345896631534418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010226471821322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jamecz,2018/02/13,"Not sure what to fix In conversations I have a habit of always sounding and looking really ingenuine, and frankly, I really don't care for a lot of conversations I have. I also feel like i try way too hard to be likeable and agreeable out of habit. How do I change this? I'm not sure what I'm doing",2.6224193548387085,4.0996570483870975,4.662129032258068,83.72319354838713,75.29032258064517,8.185806451612903,25.30322580645161,8.841846274778883,1.795215483870968,235,8,50,5,5,81,40,62,0.136,0.727,0.13699999999999998,0.2662,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,2,11,11,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,4,8,10,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170006930601374,0.2306768801127001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826536179973669,0.0,0.2932717055167943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017539955838834,0.19805257642167026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483428854451851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544017043022374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328026831775604,0.0,0.0,0.2356903288821305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552002138734613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225704289311425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882204105116793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005161339097346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,unsure671,2018/02/13,"Deciding whether to see a GP Sorry if this is the wrong sub- this is a throwaway. Over the past 18 months I have begun to realise that I may have social anxiety, and when I look back to when I was a kid it all makes sense. I am just unsure whether I should see my GP, that I may be wasting my time there or that they might say that I don't have anxiety. I feel like I have the symptoms, for example, just last week I got a panic attack to ask my lecturer whether I could leave for 5 minutes to make a phone call. It took me an hour to work up the courage. I just feel so pathetic. 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Sooner or later they're going to know I don't fart in front of them. And then it'll be embarrassing because I'll be the guy who doesn't fart in front of them. ,2.2812878787878788,2.627726977272726,4.075454545454543,91.96651515151515,74.68181818181819,6.775757575757575,19.21212121212121,6.42735559955562,-0.2175060606060604,153,2,38,1,3,52,30,44,0.066,0.934,0.0,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335420272781176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041923829726986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7042016150735709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908579197844214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,datequestionpls,2018/02/13,"Don't really want friends? Does anyone else not really want friends? I mean, I've had three or so good (hangout outside of school more than once, call each other ""best friends"") friends from first grade until now (college freshman), but two out of the three were annoying as fuck. As in, it seemed like they were always trying to shift the dynamic of the friendship to them being the ""boss"", which really pissed me off. One of the two (most recent one I cut off last year) was basically a narcissist and gave no fucks about any of my thoughts, wishes, or concerns, yet he constantly wanted me to listen to his constant nonsense. He'd whine if I didn't listen or care, but he didn't use any tact when he made it clear he didn't think anything I was concerned with was a big deal. I could hangout with this one guy that has asked me to hangout multiple times, but I just have no desire to. I'm hypersensitive about stupid shit (probably why I ended up getting depersonalization/derealization), and he has annoyed me when hanging out with him before. Is it normal to not want to view friendships as a minefield of annoyances? It's weird. I don't really get lonely. I only talk to this one guy through text constantly, but we've never hungout (outside of school) in person. I mean, I desire having a relationship (I've had a girlfriend before), but I really don't care about having any friends. Hell, I don't really even make an effort to get a girlfriend. I usually view getting another girlfriend as anyways due to the fact girls aren't usually into, you know, socially inept guys. Haven't talked to a single person in any of my classes so far this semester either.",6.4710426382411725,6.869974145569621,6.841252498334445,75.63685876082614,65.45569620253164,9.690606262491674,32.454363757494995,9.549672527348893,2.9647873417721518,1314,50,238,24,19,427,176,316,0.222,0.682,0.096,-0.9929,0,2,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,1,2,3,12,24,10,0,14,0,25,4,2,4,3,45,52,20,0,10,13,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,6,10,9,0,0,6,3,0,1,14,13,0,9,13,4,26,11,43,36,6,30,1,2,2,2,35,11,5,6,19,157,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100359337624951,0.0,0.0,0.23211648892670306,0.0894787146417927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966656684547726,0.08743337510671449,0.07022149293738185,0.0,0.07977450050991024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145223585317299,0.0,0.08955134238739418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713416747858486,0.0,0.17400462975574868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766428106486371,0.0,0.06813117045875942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797420618614217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467516940532676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128447211989603,0.0,0.07557939207864636,0.0,0.0,0.05636140475502014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258390105595401,0.0,0.0,0.3296389347690112,0.15777730360949072,0.17833113231518222,0.0,0.0,0.07157297090164925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534781924518946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046896587990222116,0.0695574918155275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041689218197069264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807438084087041,0.05696020065390309,0.0,0.0,0.18590452488680068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581379352328601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836078705907937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087647797624672,0.2312944245513348,0.06489931890751617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901834181403645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200301995170557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279976503155364,0.0,0.08425568862887835,0.09161532185414333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272237727673212,0.0,0.07768363172509743,0.0,0.0,0.08759272998121102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698588156255055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717428938920592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054677710932644064,0.0,0.06774458540482071,0.04975814934041773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793526202778852,0.0,0.16671518236912372,0.0,0.0,0.07370000403551454,0.18796369726659265,0.0,0.20132561080950334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699943608578994,0.0,0.09812832614446132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495142322514378 socialanxiety,loudlyhiding,2018/02/14,"Dude what? Weird interaction So you know that thing that we all definitely know where you're at the store and someone's trying to squeeze by in the aisle and you move but they move at the same time and you do that a couple more times and it's really awkward? Yeah so that happened today but as the girl passed me she uh, she just made a really long fart noise at me. How do I even read that? My immediate assumption was obviously that it's because I'm ugly",0.6752836879432635,3.1283295425531925,2.528829787234045,90.88416666666667,88.6808510638298,6.112056737588652,18.471631205673766,7.492282038375204,0.5072865248226957,363,10,79,7,12,120,65,94,0.092,0.855,0.053,-0.5591,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,3,1,0,6,2,0,1,6,1,3,0,0,2,2,15,8,10,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,11,0,7,6,3,12,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,52,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899024311586506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27043533506893025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143069022814227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613121062482785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26864300496101645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629541386066295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23126692423160355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195389131150838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444764290350645,0.0,0.3131509781311812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070880439996566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623753351855474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850352090198092,0.0,0.23167237501183954,0.0,0.0,0.16593854213438758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,StanggTwin,2018/02/14,"Afraid of being too greedy at a friend's place. So my DnD group and I met at a friend's house today and she had a wide array of snacks prepared. Most of the others didn't feel like eating them, but (after asking multiple times) I ate quite a lot. The adventure we were playing was rather exciting, and I ate chips and roasted walnuts the same way a moviegoer might eat popcorn. Afterwards, I heard that somebody else had left some money (around 10 Euros) at the friend's place to pay for the expenses. Now I feel like a greedy asshole for eating without paying and am doubling over with tension. I don't know who to talk to (it's almost midnight here in Germany) and am feeling deeply ashamed of my greedy self.",6.334694244604317,6.311842568345328,6.127257194244606,82.07995053956836,65.76258992805755,8.676618705035972,31.76348920863309,8.07648339933343,2.190819424460431,563,20,108,6,8,176,96,139,0.147,0.7609999999999999,0.092,-0.7823,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,1,6,11,0,3,11,0,10,6,0,0,0,22,19,8,0,1,3,0,3,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,4,9,6,0,4,1,5,0,3,3,0,0,9,4,11,8,18,8,5,16,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,5,7,71,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211849052790095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412445973125976,0.15135373665301227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4969893721146084,0.1352458636747393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24558303961670486,0.23132139626394185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37524836285808205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680974162284086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897547190176552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590376790563694,0.0,0.0,0.15819137473597425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376407642555582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174928428377073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33830005214278924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219954509098176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889599533259375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012830628252425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944046253310639,0.0,0.15346134842612005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285079128467311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606488585434414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dragon_commander,2018/02/14,"Social anxiety assessment questions Just working through the shyness and social anxiety workbook and there’s a self assessment questionnaire that asks to rate fear and avoidance of particular situations, 2 of which are Having friends over for dinner Talking on the phone with a friend I had to leave those blank... 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It was bad, too. Like, my pants were down around my ankles, I was using a fleshlight, and I was watching bondage porn. I didn't know what to do so I just quickly grabbed my backpack and threw on my shoes and left the room. I'm scared to go back in. He may not have seen the fleshlight because I very quickly threw it into a box upon hearing the door start to unlock, and my head may have been blocking the computer screen but he definitely noticed my pants were down. Someone shoot me, please.",2.8207894736842114,4.762181078947371,3.243719298245612,92.11136842105265,75.9298245614035,5.261754385964913,27.18947368421053,5.6839178017228535,0.7795010526315789,449,18,92,2,10,139,75,114,0.1,0.8190000000000001,0.081,-0.2846,0,0,0,1,0,2,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,7,0,13,3,2,1,0,17,23,7,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,10,5,14,1,13,11,0,20,0,0,3,1,3,11,0,2,6,65,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346371375943646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267247917200412,0.22007365254795888,0.1606725356164543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735486614744857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497954314990083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705034223952154,0.0,0.2970675561766958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448536222239173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863744063318777,0.0,0.0,0.12876916045124262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000812532533188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28932559132712704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638840009601046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233257724091438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655934919226386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276436943490958,0.0,0.21747652135309575,0.15546303698192068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IEatThermalPaste,2018/02/14,"Dating Advice Hey everyone. I’m a 15 year old male and well, extremely anxious when it comes to social interaction. I just need all sorts of dating advice to keep in my mind for the future, as having a girlfriend now would be too hard...... and uh, I have social anxiety. 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Smoking a small amount of weed doesn't make me super introspective, but the problem is that I enjoy cannabis so much that I end up smoking more. I feel more ""myself"" and overall better when high(with better focus on my hobbies) if that makes any sense, but it's at the cost of being less sociable and more introverted in public. Does anybody else experience such a dilemma?",8.285624999999996,7.770055479166667,8.368833333333335,69.25950000000002,61.91666666666666,11.013333333333335,36.90833333333333,10.355215969177356,3.826073333333333,410,17,71,8,5,134,70,96,0.075,0.745,0.18,0.9138,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,2,0,11,9,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,7,4,8,8,7,12,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,4,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22122184650401175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023479082741678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907757754409082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316329070811781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247665549535068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308168610617284,0.0,0.0,0.1933306592303973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845522962663317,0.0,0.19567165111452794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161044745399936,0.0,0.0,0.11170499083143406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334166187862269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949348017556494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240336536182384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290089657482096,0.0,0.0,0.2088430529033744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113928767640125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316181184162064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JimmySaulGene,2018/02/14,"19M trying to approach a girl at a party 2 years ago, my social anxiety level was incredibly high. Then, I went to college and I decided to get rid of it by going out and going to as many parties as possible. Now, I know many of you here have 'severe' cases of SA. I totally respect all of you, because believe me when I say I HAVE been there, but I would still like to share my story. So, we're about 1.5 years later, and I've only ever approached 1 girl. It just doesn't seem to work out for me. And I totally hate myself for it. All my friends have the guts to approach any girl at a party and I just don't understand how they do it. If they get rejected they just go up to the next one. They tell me ""Just go for it man! What's the worst that could happen?"" The worst thing is I know they're right, but I still don't dare trying anything. I'm afraid she will look at me in disgust if I approach her, I'm afraid I will run out of things to say/ask, I'm afraid other people around me hearing what I say to her will judge me. I HATE this feeling, and I want to get rid of it, but there just doesn't seem to be a way.",1.5146591889559955,2.522942459016395,3.539732528041416,92.55764020707508,77.27868852459017,6.448317515099224,21.85849870578085,6.8360192770164,0.3287163934426229,856,22,205,8,19,292,127,244,0.13699999999999998,0.7709999999999999,0.092,-0.9604,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,4,1,17,13,3,3,8,0,17,1,1,1,5,36,40,17,0,5,10,0,1,1,1,4,0,3,0,4,13,10,0,0,7,0,0,10,4,9,0,1,3,5,35,4,34,31,6,34,0,1,1,0,20,12,0,4,12,141,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680656325091042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960843219600806,0.0,0.10080404212203888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843586197047543,0.11730364739976228,0.12318759348751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032605007891544,0.0,0.0,0.1484601861247327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520799098277364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119193926127885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662710442598467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180553142776792,0.0,0.2065338820054501,0.0,0.2995527589333657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652418363238365,0.0,0.0,0.260192099761465,0.0,0.0,0.14851488652194136,0.0,0.0,0.13922272692451498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483519872551384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437639134368116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065400014258446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671891308656639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013938035563991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929107473389256,0.10021737352278624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135304632564534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855139609150705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253125385605116,0.0,0.3143674787999205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239917757790183,0.0,0.14886311414945594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432339091548426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104641210074919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517319107916067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508487848498708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892698698589735,0.0,0.0,0.13717769721097395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777216320519136,0.1045932586651894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221525376546544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593046510904736,0.0,0.0,0.09360595493464167,0.0,0.0,0.1697117134560607 socialanxiety,intj-nodsquad,2018/02/14,"New here. But thank you for this reddit. I just wanted to say that I've been checking this Reddit out and it has made me feel so less insane, or rather not as alone in my insanity. Pure appreciation post.",2.075487804878051,4.258392097560979,3.6611585365853685,87.07027439024392,79.24390243902441,6.051219512195122,17.567073170731707,7.1686216300943375,0.02001951219512188,160,3,34,2,4,53,38,41,0.133,0.7090000000000001,0.157,0.0399,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,6,5,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,5,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42633190887894223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813609414235104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895009920932935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39756169167031613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942345700839891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273503565178475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789801511880528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427942361449124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FuzzyElf47,2018/02/14,"Social Anxiety and Strip Clubs I was asked by some friends to go to a local strip club with them tonight for Valentine's Day. I said yes because I was in a ""challenge myself"" sort of mood, but now I am absolutely terrified. I've been to a strip club once before years ago and felt horribly uncomfortable and embarrassed the whole time, mostly due to repeatedly being approached and offered a lap dance. I know, boo hoo, right? But one of my biggest anxiety triggers is having to turn someone down and I'm not comfortable with a stranger grinding on my lap no matter how attractive. What made matters worse was that during one of these refusals, the girl asked me why and I tried to say ""I'm here for a friend. I'm not really into strip clubs."" Instead, what awkwardly fumbled out was ""I'm not into strippers."" The girl gave me an offended look and took off and now I felt guilty as well as uncomfortable. So I was hoping to hear how others with social anxiety have felt in strip clubs in the past. Is it something that all of us should just avoid? Or is there something to be learned from the experience?",5.076525157232705,6.3740093254717,5.451245283018872,81.15287421383648,68.95283018867924,8.672201257861634,30.642767295597487,9.029198982220553,2.529272578616352,875,35,166,16,15,279,131,212,0.205,0.7020000000000001,0.093,-0.983,0,1,2,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,1,10,12,1,3,12,1,15,0,0,4,1,40,34,16,0,2,7,0,3,0,2,1,0,3,0,2,7,14,0,2,5,6,0,4,4,4,1,2,13,7,15,7,30,18,4,26,0,0,1,0,16,12,0,5,10,110,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539145254254924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246383998994402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26448293405292983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862297444259602,0.0,0.12036791108969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091226867262373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837027648580782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074573715853467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857579073142486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039221964586407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943023086104666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049687799898786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777400491977038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878669675193933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384827995186727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506451145285976,0.1917073364433713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503494340972588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061978907569093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208019222955318,0.13455623731580216,0.11249081016730696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883914161767267,0.1198544866718248,0.21779816544618627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248363353251377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571618726784333,0.09603875917926473,0.15386257962899194,0.0,0.0,0.17015312444264408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718516487032616,0.0,0.12764126786266028,0.1579296195203607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441548792329905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109247661892186 socialanxiety,Modflorapdx,2018/02/14,"Advice for social anxiety while sitting at desk Hi everyone - Does anyone else get bad anxiety while sitting at their desk at work? My office has low cubicle walls. I sit in the front of my section facing a long hallway that leads to the kitchen/restrooms. There are desks to my back, and sides. People walk by all sides of my desk CONSTANTLY. Every time someone walks by my desk I get super tense and sometimes I freeze and quit breathing. Most of them time they are just walking to their desk and not even coming to talk to me. But I feel like I have to acknowledge them or make eye contact and it drives me crazy. Even the thought of them just glancing at me makes me freeze. It makes it worse that I sit near a few managers and I feel I am always being watched. The weird part is the managers are very relaxed and friendly, I have never had a bad performance review or any conflict but I somehow have all these negative feelings when I see them. Does anyone have any advice? Thanks",3.1835672514619917,5.534526210526323,3.3698245614035116,89.70321637426903,76.36842105263158,5.906432748538013,25.818713450292396,6.937597516519254,1.1198888888888887,780,29,149,8,18,239,112,190,0.116,0.8079999999999999,0.076,-0.7079,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,7,5,8,9,0,0,8,0,12,3,3,4,3,30,24,14,0,0,7,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,5,1,0,7,3,4,0,0,2,9,27,5,19,21,6,31,0,1,4,0,12,11,0,4,10,102,33,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877138923833477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224948025713529,0.0,0.0,0.200222707982994,0.0,0.2252383820883941,0.0,0.0,0.20587251935595569,0.15083932393521002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319936756272367,0.2458370113931951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681282117890644,0.0,0.15908728399899152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576579493608441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297937221935858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446844363287288,0.0,0.1240351178819142,0.14067038988748296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233092178879344,0.10517053653433993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373806398893545,0.0,0.15382768537867422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192188887319373,0.0,0.0,0.13028078006408242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29480177840654465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354140348062113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594196674400427,0.0,0.10206045273622948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658143899082827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731141895670755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500673118335992,0.12473492355968528,0.0,0.1455995531130344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832596561385444,0.0,0.13553593624335392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687238940807528,0.17168468213917634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146792094065535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071743865587755,0.0,0.15002482044011548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,redditKeyy,2018/02/14,"can losing all of your libido, sex desire also eliminate your need for validation and theoretically stop social anxiety? title tbh, there are many kind of drugs that their side effects are loss of libido etc, if you take them and dont care about sex anymore, can it reduce social anxiety? the reason most of us are socially anxious (and especially around women) is probably affected by our sex drive, if we do not care about women at all, we wouldnt be afraid of them. does anyone know anything about this?",10.655645161290323,8.469203354838713,10.352768817204305,62.24915322580647,58.462365591397855,13.170967741935485,37.228494623655905,11.698219412168324,4.342184946236559,404,13,67,9,4,133,68,93,0.192,0.782,0.026,-0.9216,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,4,3,3,3,6,6,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,3,2,20,15,6,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,10,3,12,13,4,5,0,2,0,3,15,3,0,3,1,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598548306717034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601689867099744,0.19210323689136932,0.16863963954124045,0.11889990563697198,0.0,0.1399331204284779,0.1513767227926862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34674584364699385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880813603223542,0.0,0.1992922913467728,0.0,0.19719902347182555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964590255861508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707642688568315,0.09345266841267952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023763979452604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723996478064855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260867302518299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333802276414085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483529837379916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200205235364594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216581747418794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785320227138114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045440372372376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Caplooey,2018/02/14,"Doing exposure therapy with a professional Has anyone here done exposure work with a therapist, coach or whoever? In field/outside rather than in a room talking each session.",9.045172413793104,11.152441965517244,9.189137931034484,55.007155172413796,60.3793103448276,14.075862068965519,45.53448275862069,13.023866798666859,7.548365517241379,143,9,18,6,2,47,24,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,15,0,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301791087119281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.441685915391037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469110098691834,0.0,0.0,0.4935825702353474,0.5011313798720575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142165329505812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,-normkonform-,2018/02/14,"What are you diagnosed with? Social anxiety or Avoidant personality disorder? For me, initially it was social anxiety but a few years later it's now AvPD. Can you share your experience with this?",3.8576470588235283,7.172138882352942,5.803176470588237,65.5682941176471,86.64705882352942,10.955294117647062,30.329411764705892,9.888512548439397,4.989312941176472,158,8,24,7,5,54,29,34,0.142,0.78,0.078,0.1999,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618350177146378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063754892828687,0.0,0.0,0.3459508729600312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952711652955904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635672983609164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6154043460661988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438410042990065 socialanxiety,MyLegoHero,2018/02/14,"Does anyone else find that if the few friends you make, a significant proportion turn out to be narcissists? I've just had this realisation about myself, what about you guys?",7.742903225806451,9.034177645161293,7.203387096774198,71.02508064516131,62.8709677419355,11.361290322580645,31.62903225806452,11.20814326018867,3.6682129032258057,141,5,25,4,2,44,29,31,0.0,0.8370000000000001,0.163,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26345895452791085,0.3860638681645169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297297481799609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31475805449673505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443774375040978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911055008438813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37307939275244095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25150893888098474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098371842018434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kittycrinkle,2018/02/14,"Freaking out about tomorrow. I'm in my first year of university, and I essentially haven't made any friends. In an effort to fix this, I signed up for a couple of clubs, the first of which meets tomorrow. I'm mortified. It's the second semester of the school year and I'm pretty sure all the other freshmen have already found groups of friends that they won't separate themselves from, and the idea that possibly no one will let me into their friend group scares me. I don't know what to do. Even the idea of waiting for the meeting to start scares me. All the student lounges/study areas are usually full of people by the time my last class ends. I could go hang out in the resource room with other commuter students but I haven't been in there all year and I don't wanna be the new face in the room. I'm probably just being irrational about all of this but I really don't know how to reassure myself that things might not turn out as horribly as I expect.",3.687343750000004,5.2539726302083345,4.459291666666665,85.88987500000002,72.69791666666666,8.036666666666667,26.34166666666667,8.648137234880735,1.7926079166666669,763,26,155,14,15,245,115,192,0.098,0.8540000000000001,0.048,-0.8022,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,3,6,8,0,2,14,0,16,1,1,2,5,31,28,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,11,9,0,1,5,1,0,2,8,3,0,4,3,0,16,5,32,18,5,29,0,0,0,0,10,14,0,1,13,110,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669812756690196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290025800620987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081373539447653,0.16742858370427774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402130940040272,0.0,0.0,0.0999429746279744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25741909780871725,0.0,0.1659104887701997,0.3507197434543435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859965279642748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416353195276867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631893843021606,0.12334296261637455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473114641181007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317912107111494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052265881637498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614220435995026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253582617840544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490365478106106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705863679387052,0.0,0.15394305407437658,0.16314454064261635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693708246510972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30298798355596834,0.15314015189014865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710244050343842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261380141277752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052781154391002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823373864934382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458865907679654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665350259232214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923281661111784 socialanxiety,Kohndawgskomedy,2018/02/14,"How i overcame social anxiety. Its sounds stupid and ignorant but i simply stopped complaining and/or planning to complain. If you absorb the philosophy of “no complaints ever” into your life than you will fear social rejection less because you are never going to complain about being sociall rejected anyway. Not everything we say or do is going to “accepted” or even close to being “perfect” and the sooner you accept this and decide that you will never complain about anxiety the sooner you can get on with your life. Again, this has worked great for me but it might sound stupid to you and thats fine, im not going to complain about it and therefore im not even worried about it. Go ahead, socially reject this post, im not going to complain about it ever so i have absolutely no fear typing this. To put it in a different light, anxiety only exists if you obsess over something that may cause rejection/harm - but if you are never going to complain about it anyway you will naturally let things go because theres no point in thinking about things that you are never going to say... the easiest example is with negative thoughts, you cant control your thoughts but you can indirectly prevent negative thoughts if you get in the habit of never complaining. I had it today, i was thinking about stuff in the past that i regret but then i remembered that i am a person who decided he would never complain and i quickly got bored of thinking about my past and poof the moment was gone. I used to romanticize social anxiety and depression like a lot of people but i also genuinely was uneducated and confused and struggling with establishing social harmony - i used to have an obsessional fear of blurting out inappropriate words at the worst times. But i learnt about my philosophy of “no complaints ever” and everything changed, so what if i do blurt something out? So what? Im not gonna complain about it, some people dont even have the ability to move their arms and im going to be a baby and complain about the fact that i once blurted out “im gay!” In the middle of a lecture? No, im not going to complain about that, who cares if people reject me. Im not going to die, eventually if i keep trying some people will come to really like me. I am now actually a stand up comedian and i owe it all to giving up complaining. 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I know phone phobia is a common thing especially on here, but mine is an interesting case in that my coworkers definitely listen in to what I'm saying. For work I have to make tons of calls in a day for scheduling, and I'm really the only one that does. It's a newer job for me and the coworkers are very close by. I know they can listen and do sorta listen because one makes comments afterwords sometimes (not about me or my word delivery but just the content of the call). I find myself waiting until they get a call or start talking so I can get going. After that I'm fine, and I'm not uncomfortable calling otherwise, just that I know they're listening and you can definitely hear it all over our small office when it's quiet. I use my own script, which helps, but I'm really anxious about getting going with them around. Any tips?",4.877140151515151,5.868326676136363,6.1538636363636385,77.06537878787881,69.17045454545455,9.503030303030306,27.734848484848484,9.725611199111238,2.5416416666666675,709,23,134,16,12,239,105,176,0.038,0.852,0.11,0.9258,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,3,1,9,2,0,0,9,0,9,0,0,3,1,29,34,14,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,10,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,8,20,2,19,34,3,20,0,0,0,0,21,8,0,3,10,90,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839072879900476,0.0,0.0,0.1634528127935141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880028224573994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819860380463086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5909580508410821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933098245341586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661477648491162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223942491300492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267757472617533,0.0,0.1644555849428165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630704562538509,0.0,0.09697927347857677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28715497915468857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180602630605299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931566578760304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973762820303953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608453586370114,0.11003942572793156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537777020570312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505928103645505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430971170844179,0.0,0.10240875369476143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629228382608778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612225308295536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496134407467603,0.0,0.11938023801042645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533236822468528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,surprisinglysalty,2018/02/14,"How I lost my dinner Thought I'd share a funny story about me today. So, I ordered some food for delivery to my house through an app. While I was waiting, I got a call; the area code was from a place two hours away, unknown number, so I assumed it must be a telemarketer. I always pick up to see if it's actually legit, so I did, only to be met with ""what is your address?"" Oh, I thought to myself, scam call. Now, sometimes I get a weird penchant for thinking I'm funny, so I replied, ""well, shouldn't you take me to dinner first?"" The line went silent for good moment before the girl replied ""no, I need your address for the food you ordered. I never got it."" I'm an idiot, so I panic. I pretend I have no idea what she's talking about. She repeats my name, my order, says she's sure this is the number I gave, all the while I'm violently denying that I just sassed my delivery driver. It must be someone else, I didn't order any food. So she hangs up. I get a message through the app, asking my address, saying that my number must have been wrong. I'm still panicking, and my dumb mind decides that it's better to pretend that I have no idea about the order rather than own up to the fact that I have the social skills of a goldfish. So I just don't reply. Now I'm out 15 dollars and never got dinner. RIP me. 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I'm gonna post this before I do the same thing with this post.",4.830535714285713,6.130209553571429,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,69.53571428571428,7.028571428571429,26.5,7.1686216300943375,1.0920500000000004,229,7,46,2,4,68,45,56,0.078,0.8009999999999999,0.121,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,5,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010797906961487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899561525016217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207226987827599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972923266983136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995147027773514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783333524968316,0.0,0.5639688208058807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956074982625425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,totallonerfreak,2018/02/14,"Joining a band Hello, I could use some advice. I've been presented with the opportunity to join a band. I have no prior music experience besides some very recent and very bad beginner's drumming. Prior to joining the band, I will be taught how to play the guitar and expected to play at a showcase in a few months. I suffer from horrible anxiety and can barely introduce myself to people, let alone perform in front of them. I take medication for my anxiety but it hasn't improved much. I would love to join a band. It's something i always day dream about and I'm extremely proud of my friends who are in bands. However, I fear that I'll be too anxious to open up to my new bandmates or that I'll have a panic attack on stage. I'm also worried about not being able to learn how to play in time for the showcase in May. I wanted to know if this is a realistic goal or if I should turn down the offer? Thanks.",3.4950698757764016,4.860235385869569,5.247670807453417,80.84826086956522,72.8586956521739,8.083229813664598,27.27329192546584,8.634040054169528,2.0165074534161485,717,26,141,13,14,245,116,184,0.16899999999999998,0.665,0.166,0.3532,1,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,6,13,1,2,12,0,16,2,0,3,0,25,26,12,0,7,6,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,11,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,15,8,28,15,4,21,0,1,0,1,11,10,0,7,9,96,21,3,0.18006288217457211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595536449150806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649084180889264,0.0,0.14399622182007782,0.14982674250598818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754952240195319,0.20341980399555445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484752319525346,0.0,0.0,0.15034498538415467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376555956632245,0.0,0.0,0.11612566277202233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761360501248943,0.0,0.2026208029074911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911613610278278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895785099195734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841264966570139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251378128683916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813944102149024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372447465164226,0.0,0.13236693669907282,0.0,0.0,0.17390585364704042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126499551657088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483293046860858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779037319942573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862120377447595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353848782930986,0.0,0.0,0.16577770969517094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499611462333372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195856709447692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555165168726928,0.0,0.297141471009145,0.10620575317497244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828625973085765,0.0,0.12791150524034028,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Yeahyeah1232,2018/02/14,Today was just awful felt like my progress was reverted Like I've been able to boost my confidence and thus my social ability quite a bit over the last few months but today I just could hardly do anything. I was around a bunch of people most of whom I knew in my college residence hall and I felt like I couldn't do anything. I struggled to hold conversations and still couldn't ask that girl to hang out which I've been meaning to do. Beating myself up over that as well as I feel like im going to miss my opportunity with her. Just hoping I feel better tomorrow cause I really just feel like shit right now. Also have my first meeting with a counselor tomorrow so here's hoping that helps. Progress reverting just feels absolutely awful and I feel like I have to climb back up the mountain. ,4.863216783216783,6.0846136666666695,5.371678321678324,81.80968531468531,69.38461538461539,8.493240093240093,27.643356643356643,8.841846274778883,2.0283153846153854,636,21,123,11,11,204,91,156,0.093,0.624,0.28300000000000003,0.9842,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,8,13,14,1,1,5,2,13,1,1,2,0,32,27,9,0,5,6,0,8,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,9,0,0,3,2,3,1,1,8,8,19,11,19,16,4,22,0,1,0,0,8,9,1,3,16,82,24,1,0.13556364041372454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841019426106124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231146505794949,0.12068038112900464,0.12673370404054224,0.0,0.0,0.10424007163401892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989502348355302,0.1480003846567474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392612014282751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823653595654294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427252491241,0.29054007539538285,0.2603247080297457,0.0,0.0,0.11531036328319627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704394091243894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214383943980783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086545061042137,0.0,0.0,0.26929056604280605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643199448431302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050246037524733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39737728273304185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766854625353976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108205604425664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398275920870333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418861843832886,0.0,0.0,0.08684553935443425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577060820617373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391541287828293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819005946999874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826129834909357,0.0,0.0,0.14172055098239253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25699696014358503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218879932706564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Breezy834,2018/02/14,I have bad social anxiety that makes me unable to get a job. My question is this... People keep asking me why I don’t have a job. And I don’t want to tell them and explain to them that I have social anxiety. It’s exhausting. So should I make up a job so people will stop asking. And prying. Or just flat out tell them I sphave social anxiety.,-0.5599999999999987,1.6493052222222246,2.1318888888888883,92.60200000000002,94.0,5.102222222222223,15.533333333333335,6.742157984588678,-0.10407666666666683,264,6,57,4,10,91,43,72,0.2,0.7809999999999999,0.019,-0.8824,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,2,0,14,16,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,12,0,5,14,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,2,1,39,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36932262488347706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008871762292099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436604291479445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407691444806822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790810837693502,0.14303794896830696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483799738831333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313091254312495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027335233658948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921297427348902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345408960082365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813119021164211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491800975232538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521020342970825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,loserden,2018/02/14,"Weird case of Body dysmorphic disorder Most of the time when i look in the mirror i think i look quite attractive, and even sometimes model material. But photos of me tell a completely different story, and its not just because of the fact im not used to the non mirrored image of myself, i actually look deformed in some photos, even unhuman sometimes. A completely different person from what i see in mirrors. Dont get me wrong i also have photos of myself i consider attractive and respective of my mirror image, but i just dont understand how i can look like an orc in some photos. It makes me not trust my mirror image and led me to develop BDD. All my friends for the most part look the same in photos so why shouldn't I? I could link some examples if you guys dont know what i mean. I dont know what to believe anymore, im too scared to go and have sex with girls that wanna have sex with me because i feel like they havnt seen the ""real me"" or some stupid shit like that and i dont believe that they actually wanna have sex with me.",5.756285714285713,5.5239110571428585,6.7997619047619065,77.48107142857147,67.0,10.23809523809524,30.833333333333336,9.928628108626363,2.8086190476190485,822,28,163,17,12,277,107,210,0.094,0.804,0.102,-0.0857,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,1,9,13,2,1,10,0,12,5,2,4,2,43,29,14,0,5,9,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,8,9,0,0,7,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,1,8,30,8,23,26,9,9,0,0,7,3,8,5,1,8,5,114,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.18905732076115425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746486679862707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606648385826493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809899995383552,0.0,0.0,0.218272895244645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759790256743053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031273620146084,0.0,0.0,0.07734077867647511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024117414350366,0.1110184928128366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5676396647260217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279600776473323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048979094545282285,0.06920212744928281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483955354194669,0.0,0.05060924589524821,0.0,0.055052005589542916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591400749334253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926694256204093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647163722599147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197363304039395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067213172094283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465977675824222,0.0,0.0,0.10551705348235928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489801143598734,0.0,0.0,0.08458092320570833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303045942622284,0.0,0.11025636797423073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698121865580933,0.0,0.07719081820265851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943304800914528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160877491191486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466642312536163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062068752251036974,0.0,0.0,0.05648419056322662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084243430786168,0.0,0.08366237747253052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740780914851916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059093528445364,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,meditateguy,2018/02/14,"Natural Supplements that Help w Anxiety? What are you guys' thoughts on supplements to help with anxiety? I've tried a bunch and have mixed feelings, but I definitely noticed a difference w some. A few that don't really do anything for me are chamomile, lavender extract, magnesium, and kava. That being said, i've found a few that seem to help. I like taking st. john's wort from cvs and kratom from online (theyre overpriced at smokeshops) also really helped but it gave me some negative side effects so I stopped taking it. I've been taking a supplement by somavita now for the last few weeks that has helped a good bit. It has a mix of phenibut, nac, ltheanine, ashwaganda, and rodiola. You're only supposed to take it 2 days a week though. So for now it's st johns wort every morning and somavita twice a week and then melatonin to help me sleep. What do you guys think, anyone tried any of these? 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I used to struggle with crippling social anxiety but after years of maturing and taking medication I've gotten rid of it. Now I'm wondering if I lay off my antidepressants because my depression is healed, will my social anxiety come back once the medication wears off or is the healing permanent? 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I worry so much about having to go to class that I can’t do anything else, I don’t study, I don’t do homework, I don’t watch tv... I just sleep and sleep and eat because those are the o my things that make me feel better. I get home at five and take a nap. Wake up at 10 pm, so I brush my teeth and go to sleep to wake up at 7 am to go to class and then repeat the cycle. Day after day after day. I don’t know what to do, this is eating me alive. I just want to drop everything and stay home until I die. 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It's a lady too. All the men have been very respectful to me (I go to a lot of different stores as a rep). This lady has ALWAYS been rude to me (which is fine, it's retail, I have a thick skin) but it's gotten really condescending (I won't go into details, just know that the normal person would have stopped going to this store a LONG time ago). Anyways, today I'm on my break and she comes in telling me I'm a piece of shit that doesn't do my job. Usually I just smile and say some bullshit but this time I said ""Look, first of all, you're a store manager, you don't talk to me like that (she's acting like shes CEO of apple) secondly, Idk who you are to talk to ANYONE that way, also you're not the person that tells me what to do. She starting getting mad at me for telling customer's that they didn't need to buy unnecessary stuff, so she supports lying to customers. She was giving me MY sales numbers all that good stuff. Anyways, she says I'm gonna call your boss, I said ""Great, Ill call him right now"" I called him and he told me to get the hell out of there that this lady is a control freak and total bitch. So I got the hell out of there but I'm so worried this bitch is gonna cost me my job. Which is really making my anxiety worse because I have to pay for my post chemo medicine and anxiety medicine. i HATE retail. 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I canceled a regular lunch date on a socially anxious friend this week (who has told me they have social anxiety.) They are not open with their emotions at all (it's like prying open an oyster), but still seek my company regularly (so I assume their recalcitrance isn't about a lack of trust in me.) They admitted recently that they have been feeling lonely. Just wondering how canceling plans on a socially anxious person makes them feel. Sometimes my friend says that they are ""okay"" when I do something and later I learn that they are hurt by it. 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As much as I love watching The Office, the awkward scenes always cause me to curl my toes. Sometimes I even have to turn it off. lol",3.5689024390243915,6.122735097560978,3.6611585365853685,87.07027439024392,76.07317073170732,6.051219512195122,27.32317073170732,7.1686216300943375,1.524653658536585,173,7,31,2,4,53,33,41,0.103,0.74,0.157,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,1,2,2,1,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,7,4,1,4,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,1,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875973228021497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24167713308006625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35506397748105084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22828970121298295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096224856002114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119505078653166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540826556424228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523329661135501,0.0,0.0,0.3418434153735345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015434692447614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37595334683154735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Suffering_Skye,2018/02/15,"I feel like everyone hates me I don't know if I have some type of anxiety because my parents don't believe in mental problems much and wouldn't let me go to my doctor about it. But I do know that there is something wrong with me. All my life I've always thought everyone hated me, my family, friends, everyone. No matter how much I told myself it wasn't true, I would feel like that anyway. It's come to the point where I just accept it, like it feels like a fact now. Does anyone else go through this?",3.8422252747252728,4.483333826923076,4.7273626373626385,87.63192307692306,71.30769230769229,7.865934065934066,26.395604395604394,7.957251820313856,1.363345054945055,394,12,85,5,7,128,70,104,0.171,0.679,0.15,-0.5158,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,2,0,2,0,9,2,0,1,3,22,21,4,0,4,3,1,3,4,1,2,2,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,7,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,3,3,16,7,7,15,4,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,56,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251594206077435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263862625408153,0.0,0.0,0.1029540238600237,0.15086535496857414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975647943117017,0.0,0.0,0.16588969119184874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683470584858667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070695343972515,0.12885120728695126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230005953331848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220839980638958,0.0,0.0,0.13880529696488056,0.0,0.2233477553829968,0.3155660588873449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375769228785132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736040810757075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29073914162901204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618391234542769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505634496150277,0.10400036275123628,0.2877372030525764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838385427575165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647750830246665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349321839616646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918992262899926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088933173524326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133529774856429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689255861189204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406946660212986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459547009310192,0.16098443939195176,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway1634534,2018/02/15,"Where are you guys? I literally feel like I'm the only person in the world with this condition. I feel like I'm the only person who can't speak coherently, mess up every other sentence and who can't keep eye contact. I can't remember ever having talked to someone with conversational skills as bad as mine. Everywhere I go people seem confident and socially fluent, but then I go to this subreddit and see that there actually quite a few of us. Not that I in any wish that there were more of us, but it just sucks feeling I'm the only one in the world feeling like this.",4.452368421052633,5.53914436842105,6.011359649122809,77.34493421052632,70.2280701754386,9.208771929824564,27.407894736842106,9.516144504307137,2.3873368421052628,454,15,88,10,8,155,71,114,0.048,0.789,0.163,0.8444,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,1,0,2,5,6,1,0,6,0,6,1,1,0,1,18,20,8,0,1,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,10,5,0,1,6,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,1,7,10,3,12,19,2,11,0,0,2,0,13,7,1,1,5,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.15406318429297197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736038452108088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181899465133834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428069371158702,0.1330164603612388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31930528747800524,0.3383577024712144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944795258268942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632102849265106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032651569525095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313891882502467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698015669733292,0.3602130567432839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945061687096806,0.2757006458580515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791944997914332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884155039430666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580590058721486,0.1437234314815803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093363699654467,0.1337669387401639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689391023730026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379808269273865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154840918011889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stripawayunnecessary,2018/02/15,"I (23M) am seeking a therapy buddy I've been thinking lately that it is hard to have someone to talk to apart from your therapist, because even close friends don't have a deep understanding or willingness to figure stuff out. Additionally, I do slack off in my therapeutic efforts, which social support-pressure would be good for, and, the biggest lesson I've learned from my issues: Let other people have insight into your thougts and consider their opinions. So therefore I'd like to find someone to rant, hold each other accountable and whatever we come up with. We could try to text/skype once a week with a progress report or goals. ",13.846538461538465,8.968550213675217,12.155961538461545,60.007788461538475,55.410256410256395,14.776923076923078,50.61752136752136,11.698219412168324,5.899788034188036,513,25,85,9,4,162,90,117,0.033,0.847,0.119,0.8709,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,2,1,4,2,4,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,1,0,27,15,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,1,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,9,3,17,10,1,12,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,3,3,57,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628526236984394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845345770244556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540361105283832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682987988785378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893441590953992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005440619109618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375934922589426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557826870924254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622541158894493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23369003540768554,0.0,0.0,0.2118392439013098,0.0,0.10120987479495758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062291776028647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362144549849867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117762727662892,0.3510587998680785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371532367223149,0.0,0.23508727229397305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651059020273026,0.0,0.0,0.2369101087759078,0.2405333917279554,0.0,0.13274233763291873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065076942262605,0.0,0.0,0.2156650484688286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617447906699612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716337435598476,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KanekiGhoul666,2018/02/15,"Don't wait. Act. Don't let your SA control you. Don't just wait for it to go away. Waiting never solves anything. YOU must act. I just hope you take these few words from the heart seriously. I waited and it ruined me and made things worse. I have had a crush on this one girl in one of my classes since the beginning of the year. I've never spoken to her and my stupid self just waited for a ""situation"" that would make us talk or any slight interaction. That never happened. A couple months ago this guy in my class just started talking to her no problem and they automatically kicked it off. They talked everyday in class, laughing together and genuinely enjoying themselves. I hated him for this. Even though he seems like a nice guy and he is nice to everyone. I still envied him with all my heart. Yesterday he asked her to be his gf and she said yes. This ruined me mentally, I couldn't sleep and I was to tired to even show up to school. What kills me is that she doesn't even know me, never even looked at me. In the end I just hope she's happy with that guy and I hope I'll be able to move on soon enough. Sorry for any spelling or grammer errors, I still have a major headache from no sleep and I just had to let all that out somewhere. Thanks for taking the time to read if you did <3",1.39280844155844,3.6673964734848497,2.5689610389610387,93.4377272727273,82.37121212121212,5.58961038961039,19.277056277056275,6.868970318607317,0.10857835497835476,1015,26,222,12,28,324,147,264,0.14400000000000002,0.742,0.114,-0.6822,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,5,2,1,14,17,3,0,10,1,19,5,4,3,7,46,42,14,1,8,9,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,5,15,13,0,6,2,2,0,4,11,7,0,2,6,2,37,10,33,29,5,31,0,2,1,0,32,11,0,7,17,153,52,5,0.10082232072658387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937290405338473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712527087754445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296817933951016,0.0,0.09425525986649368,0.0,0.09472588919047267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308080579080622,0.0,0.11155798021277648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929865051351159,0.10417640881572747,0.0,0.2663687678478218,0.0,0.0,0.0963400480998851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729964832021054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994898463460064,0.08915684524769063,0.10732723519688453,0.0,0.0995411684079699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389498710030989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30041794099823804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154495981438717,0.0,0.0554093107398542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061953077283052,0.0,0.04925669317487705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846653566599935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540051765322356,0.06729968198314577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160518562948367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047541450291175,0.1071581710546202,0.0,0.0,0.3110415569730309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663962765300494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964733445835058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084960467844337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959051150901132,0.0,0.0,0.10203757122211324,0.0,0.09178485416793604,0.10517966904893657,0.0,0.0,0.08340126557414476,0.11332851278632405,0.20179026680167197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128623336084359,0.07136255753991295,0.0,0.16103367113950182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161167538752074,0.2431114869551897,0.0,0.0928236470190487,0.0,0.0,0.06698186989897296,0.0,0.09905741821098618,0.0,0.058790306007296775,0.11588042611267454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127683790915353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274655831222257,0.07162128391046536,0.0,0.0,0.06492626895828911 socialanxiety,trinity4484,2018/02/15,"Angry I’ve wasted so much time worrying about relationships... With people who don’t care or weren’t even good for me. I put them on a pedestal even though we were mismatched and I would have been much happier and fulfilled being loyal to my own needs and desires. Instead, I’m almost 34 and going trough intensive therapy to learn how to love myself. I can’t believe that I never knew about all this. It’s true that there was trauma in early childhood, and it appears as though it set me on a path of being anxious and depressed for what feels like my entire life. It’s a tragedy, and one I wasn’t aware of until I was taught otherwise. I’m angry at my parents for not helping me. Im angry at my mom for not loving me the way mothers should. I’m angry at her for not intervening, for moving me around so much, for sitting by as I trued hopelessly to win her and the affections of people around me. I’m upset that they felt the best way to deal with my childhood depression and desire for isolation was to ignore it, or move *again* after I had made just friends and settled into a new life. I’m hate how she was such a bitch, she hated people and herself, and hated me too. That made me hate me, and I’m rightfully pissed about that. I am sad because life has been *bad*, like living in a type of hell that is so far removed from other people’s realities that I’m surprised I’m still here. Medication is helping me stop the perpetually anxious thoughts so I can have a respite. This respite is showing me just how bad and crazy things have been. It’s not toward anyone else, bc I have a soft spot for other people and animals, but toward myself. So much distorted self loathing, reliving of awful memories, clinging to any relief provided by my therapist who is kind. I thought isolating would be better but now I really have no life. Given all this, I am so very determine for change, and determined to make the best of what I have left. All I really have is my husband and one friend who lives in another state, and acquaintances there too. But there’s still time. I’d really like to get out into the world now. Honestly I’ve been afraid to even go to get coffee or go to the gym or store bc of ptsd and paranoia. The med helps so much that I can do it without even thinking what others might be thinking. Who cares. I’ve given up nearly all of myself to the whims of people who didn’t give a f*ck, so why should I waste any more time doing this. My advice: your life is precious, we only get one. No one knows what’s going on in your head generally. No one cares if you show anxiety. If they do, then ignore them. Only you know you, better than anyone. Your likes and dislikes, your upbringing, you experiences bad and good. They have shaped you, and other people’s interpretations and judgments are such a small sliver of the truth that it’s ridiculous to give them any validity. Don’t do what I did and spend years of your life in an. Anxious state stick in your head, hating and berating yourself. Say screw it. Get a medication now. If you aren’t too bad then do something every day to break through. Whatever you go, do not let the thoughts make you feel like anyone else has control over you. Only you have control over you, and that’s what will set you free from the false illusion that other people’s actions dictate how you feel. Be loyal to yourself, even the parts that aren’t good enough for others, even when you don’t like them. Because you will never be happy changing and accommodating your true essence for what others expect of you. Get angry if you need sone motivatiom. I’m pretty angry in this post but why wouldn’t be upon realizing they’ve wasted away who they are to accommodate other people and avoid any conflict? It’s such a waste.",3.637767295597485,5.381567866576823,4.627070080862534,83.91517834681045,73.1644204851752,7.318634321653191,25.16990116801437,8.021203637495839,1.4578818688230015,2975,95,577,44,60,968,304,742,0.174,0.684,0.142,-0.9424,4,3,1,0,0,1,83.0,2,24,8,7,45,57,10,3,26,1,65,14,3,11,9,111,118,60,0,14,20,4,5,6,2,8,8,1,0,1,49,37,0,7,15,3,3,11,21,24,0,5,24,6,80,34,83,78,15,75,1,4,0,3,62,32,4,11,29,415,129,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265044529451522,0.0,0.0,0.053952558375804864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655969019851833,0.05649737663145444,0.04121768683511953,0.18260557090214505,0.0,0.1130214435758208,0.11041187489870527,0.0,0.09592839535714627,0.0,0.0,0.05062158449966761,0.0,0.17994860119550726,0.06568891300701146,0.0,0.0,0.06070377070558905,0.11308646841803972,0.09530411742559823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480129060217286,0.0,0.1139947801569583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208609307244284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03474783433137533,0.05554742131298149,0.0928127066509674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001885387949267,0.0,0.0,0.055671949102882326,0.0,0.21352149668240408,0.0,0.045395821067543585,0.0,0.0,0.05270451115993285,0.0,0.0,0.08172931562515097,0.07698308252725257,0.05173279053207504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325437004584642,0.0,0.14074913217990556,0.10337229406476317,0.15310486995853456,0.13557476020472234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057355753026610126,0.0,0.2659743661855484,0.11059186757489912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834292354211147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819912950395278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610723093135075,0.0592215524109956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585402582737444,0.055095461667374834,0.2283401986606148,0.15793687725933905,0.0,0.09515321004270302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725674435644144,0.1019642128876508,0.07192999859753697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598480026439825,0.10855589995054113,0.0,0.057157658303807674,0.0,0.06310304494550481,0.0,0.11453081005054065,0.1980382405395045,0.07990196567706234,0.08311041782652435,0.0520371780667214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255079251173176,0.12293341309566293,0.0,0.0,0.059826832940221585,0.058346271776396,0.0,0.3361794882484433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051601688375272674,0.05481484388501926,0.0,0.0,0.06298227790204687,0.05416380120736237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354980432102508,0.0,0.0,0.05784644275151327,0.0,0.04601281737280636,0.0,0.04284715843912339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056208092105651385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04147908833060973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605651169437495,0.04504569293527707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061615929023790886,0.0625582777752224,0.035795160288425505,0.06904764424196459,0.10587271355570854,0.12832296613825853,0.09425274765145246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044456248348295764,0.0,0.08553411331476543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972357763153787,0.0,0.0,0.051937936487391034,0.0,0.0,0.05471726993849528,0.0,0.07654893306217621,0.0,0.0,0.03469664564152483 socialanxiety,georgesavic,2018/02/15,Ideal coping mechanisms Just wanted to know what coping mechanisms people here use when their social anxiety gets real bad? I've thought about taking medication before my classes as it gets really bad and I get anxious,7.3378070175438594,9.870016815789473,7.981578947368423,60.39938596491231,65.05263157894737,10.329824561403509,31.08771929824561,10.504223727775694,4.284971929824564,181,7,22,5,3,60,33,38,0.237,0.687,0.075,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,12,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977955932107186,0.2950259406059937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360998276187894,0.0,0.0,0.22221999838600448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093213631450012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352158686520028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26308184081964114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104900312905972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972466528352041,0.1672998160376396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26621023600541244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963528146115129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073244731760048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22555034352081466,0.0,0.0,0.15403344026867222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SecretMelynx,2018/02/15,"I hate how difficult making friends is I never know what to talk about or how keep conversations going, I'm just so incredibly boring I can't imagine that I'll ever get as close to someone as I want. I want someone I can just message and know that they're happy to hear from me, I had this years ago but lack of things to talk about killed it off. I've tried to expand out and joined a few discord servers for things I'm interested in but I don't know what I'm expecting. I'll just lurk until I eventually leave because what's the point of being in a chat room if you only ever say hi every now and again",4.1945930232558135,4.2884215116279085,5.608827519379847,83.57045058139536,70.31782945736434,8.31046511627907,26.977713178294568,8.07648339933343,1.4670689922480622,481,14,105,6,8,163,86,129,0.172,0.726,0.102,-0.8775,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,12,7,2,0,3,0,6,0,0,3,3,27,20,13,1,5,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,9,5,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,2,11,3,18,18,2,16,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,8,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166931773385867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479637458343595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34068725098282154,0.1586653041202289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454933475375191,0.0,0.09838792794938392,0.0,0.10702496477865103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046708668341012,0.0,0.18592417851072784,0.0,0.0,0.21224709204099654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738491783989093,0.20834500289873628,0.0,0.3104825092748721,0.0,0.0,0.19940064987828687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257031466163478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452417800791011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322366329960615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802055737503822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975734031368212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31912098636214936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30272435161976763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502190668495687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278549698443978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221486448668141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212700575340038 socialanxiety,TwittyTwat,2018/02/15,"Anyone else have luck with the ""fake it till you make it"" approach. I read about it somewhere, about how someone copes with anxiety by basically acting like someone who doesn't have all those thoughts, and I thought I'd try it, and it's actually been working all right. But I can't help feel like I'm just ignoring the problem than actually fixing it. Anyone else going through something similar? 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Hi, fellow shysters! I'm 31 years old male, I live in Russia, and I've never had an ""official"" job. I have a higher education as an engineer, but I wasn't *that* interested in this area, I applied to the university my older brother was already in (because of my anxiety). So after the graduation I wasn't sure what I wanted to do, I tried to apply to different jobs, but without success (I guess because I looked really awkward at job interviews). Then things got worse: I lost the room I rented, I hadn't money to rent another one, and I hadn't job to get that money. And I decided to return to my small hometown to my parents (I thought temporarily). But it's a very small town, and job situation is even worse here, and besides it seems everyone to know each other, so (as I rationally wrongly suppose) my every failure would be known to everyone, and I'll be mocked and laughed at. So here I am now... 10 years at my parents house, unemployed. The good thing is I haven't spent that time all that useless. I learned English all by myself (I'm not fluent *yet*, but I guess I'm rather good), I've read a lot of books, and I found *my* thing - art. Computer Graphics to be exact. Again I'm not a master, but I guess I'm quite good to start ""professional"" career. Now I want to apply for a job as a 3d artist at a mobile game company in another city (where I was in the university). But I'm terrified of the job interview. I can't even imagine what I'm supposed to say when they'll ask me (and they *definitely* **will** ask me) why I haven't worked for 10 years. I have now a little portfolio of my works, and a demo reel (I won't show it to you though :)), and I made a fancy graphical ""resume"" (showing how creative I am), and I wrote an email to HR of that company, but now I'm staring at it too scared to hit ""Send"". So... Give me some advice, my fellow shysters, I'd greatly appreciate it. **P.S.** There's also freelance, but if I'm scared of just one interview, I'm not sure I'll be able to handle *many* negotiations with clients.",1.044952380952381,3.2605669238095274,3.6709523809523823,85.36738095238097,83.33333333333334,6.8761904761904775,24.333333333333336,8.021203637495839,1.5821047619047621,1588,63,330,33,45,556,205,420,0.131,0.8109999999999999,0.058,-0.9834,15,0,0,0,0,0,103.0,0,1,2,6,24,16,1,3,19,0,26,0,0,3,7,56,58,34,0,5,15,3,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,1,17,14,0,0,8,7,6,1,14,7,0,2,15,3,47,9,45,34,5,38,0,2,2,0,21,17,0,7,20,211,64,22,0.07894882177150453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771478749157881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712198801167326,0.06313534424724848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655694466040033,0.06039563256277311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761298209761578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962529379508768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248471535106656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428990439201467,0.0,0.06651778737725482,0.15087796496020428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656330810586779,0.0,0.0,0.04124750088315872,0.07573490373781505,0.0,0.19865557800137865,0.06314258488279519,0.08704135471690852,0.26091308385054185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109634045260234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6267561888414009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04338820775555936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912746001471364,0.06971325603370432,0.0,0.0662971265192099,0.0,0.08618196506938097,0.06711946503354962,0.0,0.07470328406284853,0.0,0.08004171376874418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178039678132647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284350782790703,0.0,0.10699552968787664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753266472282156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397178995655401,0.07897018644390097,0.0,0.05057663682694426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278327184637883,0.1580830866531798,0.0,0.0,0.07187204223039946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874178349713452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176076479445303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881666039743105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735026739515806,0.0,0.07756681654544087,0.062676545817607,0.046035692864570966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360106764608465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514104615097753,0.09313212114854587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123903194509021,0.0,0.0,0.0761038468924555,0.0,0.11495136505116893,0.0,0.16091118834340284,0.05608297783412111,0.0863181430134676,0.0,0.15252135834615427 socialanxiety,cameronacurtis,2018/02/15,"Looking self in mirror So recently I came across a post saying to look yourself in the mirror and tell yourself ""I love you"" and try to feel it for about 5 minutes 2 times a day to help build your confidence. Well I tried it and I started having an anxiety attack a couple seconds in. It's so hard to look at myself and feel anything other than pity and hate. Does anyone have any similar stories or advice? Thanks.",3.267142857142858,5.192856585365856,4.520034843205576,83.52060975609757,74.60975609756099,6.636933797909408,26.34843205574913,7.447530270364453,1.532896864111498,328,12,60,4,7,108,61,82,0.138,0.6940000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.5623,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,4,6,2,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,12,8,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,7,7,3,12,11,0,11,0,1,3,1,7,5,0,1,4,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870066266666969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013960810791195,0.0,0.1463991525793039,0.0,0.0,0.1338118401207929,0.0,0.15748295373378904,0.0,0.0,0.21771342069892446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21887873002470198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174961745987564,0.0,0.12341918944721003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674710370941367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935269939863728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143183557714614,0.18894035452860133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282727021046282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821131626082719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272081537910655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328159656364973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889568871169161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521867957076646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964286412490911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545417576773502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726767318943622,0.17618974196220705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159062564282947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25985822311163576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206652413986565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pawnwithagrudge,2018/02/15,"Acquaintance won't stop texting me . Freaks me out. There is this kid who I've know for some time but for whatever reason he is locked on to me. I do not say this to be rude but we don't have much in common and I have NEVER been a person that responds to a message and starts having conversations. In person? Sure. For a purpose? Absolutely. But this kid... I mean, I know he is lonely but it genuinely creeps me out. I am a straight male and apparently he is too but will send me stuff like ""I MISS YOU!"". It makes my skin crawl. I am not heartless, but this is freaking me out. On every single social media outlet he can find. And even when I post ""Hey man, what's up. I can't talk a lot, I am usually busy"". He will wait for a few days and then go ""HEY! SUP! HAVE YOU SEEN THIS? WHAT'S NEW?"". I will go on twitter and see 20x new messages. And before I hear ""Well, are you enabling it?"". NO! I don't respond to anyone right away and people know me! I don't go out of my way to start conversations and people don't with me. What do you do in this scenario? I genuinely feel freaked out. 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So yeah... I've noticed a pattern. Most people online hate me. I can say anything and they'll argue to the end. I know real people are different but a lot aren't. Real life drama is actually stressful. Thank you Reddit and any other site for showing the real world to me. 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Alright, so this is something that's been on my mind after recent events that has happened. Most of these guys that would commit these atrocities tend to be the typical 'quiet', 'awkward', 'loner', etc type. I know most of us here won't even hurt a fly, but most people will quickly label us as something that we're not due to the way we behave. So yeah, does anyone else feel this way?",5.710000000000001,5.936233734939762,5.669542168674699,83.9811807228916,67.07228915662651,7.60385542168675,28.648192771084343,6.742157984588678,1.4079898795180723,332,10,64,2,5,104,65,83,0.024,0.872,0.104,0.6846,0,0,2,1,0,0,11.0,3,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,4,2,9,0,0,0,1,12,13,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,9,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,6,1,7,6,4,8,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,4,5,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640690959864547,0.21453974850445945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832342860400042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491435852967754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335197018274084,0.13829686417505654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587138286075233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073241390701624,0.18515852616085496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415104836042712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507255874383893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141923202833995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516124370649486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674249651745896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096309828904443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223897134907767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037289173326693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324002454615847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487411463894683,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sinofthesoul,2018/02/15,"My anxiety gets the best of me all the time (Rant) As someone who has social anxiety and OCD, trying to talk to people is terrifying. I’m a sophomore in college and this semester I have two classes with this guy who’s in the same year and major as me: a core class for our major and abnormal psychology. I think one of the reasons why I want to start talking to him is because of this time in abnormal psych where he mentioned in class he has symptoms of anxiety and OCD too and I remember sitting in class thinking to myself “oh my god, someone else! Someone else knows what it’s like!” Now I know not to start a conversation talking about mental disorders because, well, that’s kinda awkward and personal to talk about. We’ve only talked once and it was in our core class when he asked me for help with a project and we talked a bit about our experience with the software program we’re using and that’s it. We haven’t talked since then and my mind is like “your tone was off, you probably gave him signs of not wanting to talk” and the rational part of me is trying to be like “fuck, shut up you’re panicking over nothing...but you could be right.” I’ve talked with my boyfriend about this and he’s tried to be helpful with giving me tips, but my anxiety somehow manages to keep my mouth shut and keeps making me terrified on starting a conversation with the constant “what if you fuck up? What if you’re not interesting enough?” I’ve missed out on opportunities and friends due to social anxiety, and it seems like each time it won’t lighten up. It’s just frustrating having these worrying thoughts over and over again to a point where it just makes you feel bad about yourself. If you read through this, bless your heart and thanks for reading. I just needed a place to let this out and maybe some people will understand this feeling.",4.951536312849164,6.1287499413407875,5.2227329608938575,83.12366368715088,69.13966480446928,8.521296089385476,30.800446927374306,8.841846274778883,2.3865945027932964,1461,59,287,25,25,462,177,358,0.117,0.7809999999999999,0.102,-0.8369,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,5,7,0,2,16,17,3,1,15,0,18,5,2,4,1,67,47,27,0,7,10,0,2,4,1,2,1,0,0,2,22,30,0,2,11,2,0,0,5,6,1,2,4,2,33,11,54,36,10,38,1,1,0,2,42,24,2,7,17,189,55,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054529492495143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465576369676856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667748140303054,0.0973604961930574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380527378132796,0.0,0.08718345153417413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629733464612903,0.0,0.0637595287923054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152334525345918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342099723133274,0.0,0.0,0.08251390288818931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811572947775659,0.0,0.0,0.08075646618310729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169752555533111,0.1476535110805259,0.041722125456133415,0.07660636614344449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907124840232971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463124461302436,0.10705328405460196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419616143389722,0.0,0.0,0.08777492980348534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165946489856872,0.0,0.1560569055289434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661069020695513,0.0,0.08022735716278152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047734141803091,0.0,0.08063307383172222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059213150811987775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504538194565629,0.054113350109724005,0.06073504923843245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086477636957679,0.0,0.11072594644295594,0.06972828436306501,0.08343384613383414,0.0,0.07549092844391636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609963927070087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597577528607046,0.0,0.0,0.08210656957468691,0.0,0.0,0.09046271504380997,0.06819766876304978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269905566447518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605875559129593,0.0,0.0,0.162808851885751,0.20298840680235106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957015152394744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300227609196154,0.0,0.5776762086637229,0.0,0.07352184129715399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023386230130164,0.0,0.06339774899736997,0.13969624185933724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265352477335676,0.0,0.07800894508933218,0.0831342301405351,0.0,0.06897103774460793,0.0,0.0,0.09420376894014344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180127253423017,0.0,0.07205876148972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109892990576266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142546102921466 socialanxiety,Jishmeister,2018/02/15,"Valentine’s Day (and everyday) is lonely I’m too afraid to make friends or meet new people at work or on dating apps for fear of sounding stupid or completely boring. I always let other people approach me rather than me approaching them. I’m always second guessing myself and things I say which makes it really hard for me to talk to new people. Writing a simple email at work takes me forever because I’m so afraid that I’ll sound stupid or that I’m screwing up somehow. Even posting this is hard for me because I keep wanting to change it or edit it because I’m sure I sound like a stupid idiot. I hate being around people I don’t know and most social situations leave me feeling sick. Is it weird that I find oral presentations and TSA lines scary, but I can be at a crowded theme park or convention no problem? I hate being the center of anything... I blame my anxiety and depression for my loneliness. 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I wish my manager understood how much mental preparation it takes for me to close, and how big of an anxiety attack i get when he tells me the night of that I’m now closing because someone didn’t show up. 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I had valentines from 20-22 when my sa was manageable. Currently 28, been single for 6 years, feel hopeless about dating, and am drinking alone. The positive from this is I’m content being alone and I haven’t had a panic attack in 2 years. (Knock on wood) . I feel I’m just a late bloomer and when it comes, it comes.",1.265694444444442,3.655049625,2.479166666666668,93.1202777777778,84.0,5.055555555555556,21.38888888888889,6.42735559955562,0.3420972222222223,310,10,64,3,9,99,62,80,0.198,0.758,0.045,-0.8834,1,5,1,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,1,1,3,0,9,1,0,1,0,10,16,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,2,1,0,4,1,4,0,0,4,2,5,0,9,11,1,16,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,8,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133774579534736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819551343808396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269864815303002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598370648628291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427900131412378,0.0,0.0,0.2070395128686068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506319060192747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085386039889464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279575658751866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907882373762694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31920320253855056 socialanxiety,zer0shifted,2018/02/15,"Obsessed with the passing of time and trying to do too much too fast Hi there, this is my first time posting here, as I've been failing to deal with this particular problem for at least a couple of years and have only just been able to even identify what the problem was. I'm approaching my 30th birthday this year and wondering if it is triggering an underlying problem that's been there for much longer. Thank you to anyone who reads this and even moreso to those who take the time to respond. I've always been someone who clock watches, counting how many hours I have until I have to do something I don't really want to do, like going to work or having to see people I don't really want to see. But recently I've realised that I've clock watched so much and so often that I've planned pretty much every moment of my life in some way or another, and I'm trying to ask myself why. I have nightmares most nights about dying somehow, whether it be someone breaking into my house or being hit by a car or something totally random and now understand that I've developed a paralyzing fear of time running out rather than the idea of being late as I've read some others to be. I think to myself that my thought process is ridiculous, that I'm not even 30 yet and I'm panicking about death. I believe i subsconsciously try to take the phrase 'live each day as of its your last' too literally, and it's become exhausting. I try to see people I want to spend time with wherever possible, but then worry that I should have spent my time doing something more constructive, and when I do something constructive, I worry that I haven't spent enough time enjoying myself. I feel like I can't win, and that I can't approach anyone to talk about it to because it feels like it just shouldn't be there and I should be able to 'get over it' on my own. I'm not even sure what it is that would enable a feeling of fulfillment that would give me peace from this line of thought that never ends. What's worse, is that I often spend so much time panicking about what to do with any spare time I have, that by the time I get any, it's already gone because I've worried too much about what to do with it. I want to proceed in my career, I want to do things that grab people's attention and validation, I want to spend every moment feeling something positive, all in the hope that my life will have meaning. I think about people younger than me that have accomplished more in their lives, either through pop culture or personal connection, and get jealous, and yet I see people lazier than me, and get jealous of them too because they seem content with their lives. I'm posting on here primarily as a way to put down my thoughts and release them out of my head and into the open, but I'd be lying if I said this wasn't a cry for help as well. Do other people feel like this too? I can't be the only one in this mindset. Have others overcome it, and if they have, how? I've become afraid to see people out of fear that I'll feel negatively because of it, either through anxiety of losing time, or through jealousy, and it's not something I want to continue, but it's not something that's easily shut off either. Growing up, I was always told by my family (the vast majority of which I no longer interact with) that I wouldn't get very far in life because of my hobbies (big ol' geek) and my being a gay man, so I have always felt a desire to fight back and prove my worth, but I'm frightened that it's gone too far and developed into an obsession that I can't control. Thank you for reading/responding again, apologies if this isn't the correct place for this, but I'm glad I put the words down regardless xx",11.410844277673547,6.437211368563691,10.573766937669381,69.80998123827395,59.97560975609756,13.684469460079214,42.61225766103815,10.475803106731721,4.256029643527205,2922,105,584,43,26,944,288,738,0.13,0.784,0.086,-0.9767,0,0,7,0,1,0,59.0,0,3,6,9,41,28,4,5,22,0,57,6,1,4,6,120,113,54,2,24,27,0,8,4,0,7,4,1,0,2,62,38,0,1,19,2,6,11,18,16,1,2,17,16,65,12,99,79,21,81,0,2,7,1,27,28,0,20,41,410,127,6,0.10934486299650244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033238767445255,0.0,0.13647552817115002,0.0,0.0,0.07435825643274406,0.0573288114030345,0.04182426045113654,0.0,0.0,0.07645647060185319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05111134321511412,0.0,0.0,0.04203972509436035,0.0,0.16663903395085627,0.12076281039005342,0.0,0.06159710821504345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061319780816499136,0.0,0.060494005566548326,0.06005509878122379,0.03525919537896289,0.05636487621628593,0.0,0.0,0.05674135223143875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842354667004757,0.05649123659985261,0.0,0.1444425015064524,0.0,0.09212776307982387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154030269475302,0.12304337055252172,0.16586414452966933,0.11717398795925706,0.05249410802049252,0.0,0.0,0.04650434230298791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282044468220925,0.05244677809906012,0.031071602747134462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610968771407486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03664577838788287,0.0,0.0,0.05430206056789422,0.053841332103109416,0.06308464548781778,0.0,0.0617185204102917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04456532870330245,0.06167288409352376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585026566930727,0.10684075367544214,0.0,0.14483027597500198,0.0,0.0,0.061164466180170685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055429264361786613,0.0,0.059554305674101964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24114316705085065,0.0,0.042166749619942066,0.0,0.0,0.051306373349028565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03704745451686342,0.0831616955770755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653208606984258,0.04773785837028351,0.05712105448179886,0.0,0.0,0.06163495183049581,0.1047221530387723,0.05562151792763957,0.0,0.1569423998120148,0.0,0.10992178856529652,0.0,0.0,0.10937445326933663,0.0,0.07004911917079634,0.0,0.05398243037324202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200600221567397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21783424720269076,0.0497717282830838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264754757944428,0.29462656174481605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05152811966545207,0.0,0.08221372883726695,0.04394362948339682,0.0,0.1006700589015244,0.0,0.0,0.03632193414400147,0.07006377305610316,0.0,0.1302114109192546,0.35067927917745634,0.0,0.0,0.052241851232158784,0.0,0.1484759687786204,0.0,0.0,0.056915929316534386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04511048174627965,0.2257305162806721,0.08679286266219215,0.0,0.0,0.04915708181199455,0.0,0.049333365674438134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928991979006746,0.03980218127624336,0.16656752414835996,0.05571587849321264,0.07767545341533211,0.0,0.0,0.07041450675759242 socialanxiety,Azcardsfan26,2018/02/15,"DAE get paranoid when someone looks at them a different way or says something questionable I get paranoid if someone says something that sounds any little bit mad or gives a look that is somewhat different than the usual. Like for instance a coworker was somewhat short with me, and I spent the next hour playing it over and over again wondering if she was mad at me. Or someone even joking with me, I will sit and obsess over if they were really or joking or if they were mad at me. So I doubt I’m alone, but I sure feel like it today. ",5.025862533692724,5.820193311320758,5.344016172506741,83.71971698113208,68.71698113207547,8.321293800539085,30.23719676549865,8.418075326091056,2.1494328840970347,425,16,83,6,7,135,64,106,0.141,0.747,0.112,-0.0672,2,1,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,4,11,3,2,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,22,15,15,0,4,10,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,5,6,13,6,10,9,3,16,0,0,2,0,8,8,0,14,8,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501194484196064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491194936150395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448200089918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530955154132815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160945814921854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544118295871114,0.12071908816239513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656977443470545,0.16210066771924234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641090646832168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510983265458815,0.16936199123876752,0.0,0.0,0.2838006769992116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797117635509444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929586895294975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825268398073776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687587832191343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295277003521212,0.2601775640410878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926131035752775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601729398955784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610719955289606,0.0,0.0,0.1341281724134926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832512107576441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Korrasami4evr,2018/02/15,"Going to the bar alone tonight Yup, I'm doing it. All day today I've been saying I'll go, so I am going to go. It's karaoke night and I'm going to order some food and drinks and enjoy myself. It's my first time at a bar but so what, I need to experience things for the first time if I ever want to grow. It's only weird if I think it's weird. And right now I think I just want to stuff myself with bar food and some booze. I'm going. Edit: lmao I fucking chickened out. Was driving around midtown looking for parking then I said, ""maybe I'll try next time."" Hahaha life sucks.",-0.19811428571428635,1.8176902000000013,2.0521428571428584,96.2525,87.0,4.211428571428572,16.12857142857143,5.288315135182226,-0.833182857142857,445,9,103,2,14,150,74,125,0.073,0.8009999999999999,0.126,0.8126,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,2,0,3,1,4,9,0,0,2,21,22,11,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,8,7,0,2,4,0,8,0,4,0,2,3,3,11,1,12,19,3,26,0,0,1,1,2,4,2,4,13,57,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578213168178209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356518749952318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827348537470572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492758943367507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783782453233004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905838324375567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25923131563573515,0.3685207196279419,0.0,0.0,0.1408742758281109,0.0,0.0,0.5196116358278057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763158628118906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796211309533967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530877357294442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298897911869127,0.0,0.0,0.1620594936927002,0.14299975018582675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158930257226682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013300029039576,0.14494973703195374,0.12117991464040193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444040329172356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012355224081845,0.1952798724622564,0.0,0.0,0.2665646995296995,0.0,0.14443987989350698,0.0,0.0,0.10345706126753224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797571575860982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bballar123,2018/02/16,Does anyone else ditch classes because of SA and not wanting to deal with people. My grades are dropping and the only reason is I keep ditching and can’t stop myself. I just tell myself I can afford to miss it but I really can’t. ,2.6837234042553213,4.449914340425536,4.30739361702128,85.10875000000001,75.80851063829788,5.5510638297872354,22.388297872340427,5.985473137389443,0.5155574468085109,182,5,34,1,4,61,38,47,0.069,0.931,0.0,-0.2263,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,4,8,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,24,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260936993113708,0.3313100831216038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711103763510107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333594468761339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829655901147831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27011726762803073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874081604023729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24592209457248115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241700386697084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714616254395246,0.3324574495477811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27033491251459385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826219785369241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907200904986049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iwicsh,2018/02/16,"my first job interview I have my first interview monday, and I don't think I am prepared at all for the questions they might ask me. I'm also worried about coming off as unprofessional because I know I will be nervous. I am fairly well at keeping eye contact, but I know that isn't enough. I'm also not entirely familiar with the store, its a skate and surf shop, and I do niether; they do mostly sell clothes so I think that I will be ok. I really need a job, does anyone have advice on how to answer questions the ""right"" way while also not coming off as fake because I know I cannot do that at all. I have anxiety thinking about what to do if I get the job, but thats for another time haha ",5.265208333333334,4.645731770833336,6.589722222222222,79.87750000000003,68.09722222222223,9.422222222222222,31.19444444444445,8.841846274778883,2.3548777777777774,541,19,113,8,8,185,83,144,0.096,0.841,0.063,-0.3576,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,8,5,0,1,6,2,17,1,1,1,2,27,31,14,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,9,1,3,2,5,2,1,2,0,1,20,3,15,26,4,15,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,5,5,85,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419800960537585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540210661463213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473390989590902,0.11288619438857996,0.0,0.0,0.1031803062328985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795258932034532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799075099130926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542269510166917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913440900981266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524732451279705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510360335605408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709619396567807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393040396645732,0.13116182403345475,0.0,0.0,0.243292243844392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565422764234788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941697026245002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306113082246695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945333927984426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601900410110156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836595059719825,0.0,0.0,0.08604586048704027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712957814845595,0.0,0.0,0.1326779202584406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498585885083298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cs399,2018/02/16,"Fear of going outside and seeing people Do you fear of leaving the house going to places like the supermarket, going to the hairdresser, your dentist or whatever else you could think of? I constantly worry about what people I could come across of, like some I've known from before good and bad friends, old teachers, parents of old friends etc etc. Like should I say hi or not if I haven't heard of the person for like a year and I don't feel so connected to the person. If it's a good old friend I'll definetly make an attempt to say hey if we make eyecontact, but whenever it's someone I know very faintly I try to avoid as much as possible. I know I must stop thinking like this and actually get outside doing stuff, I'm planning to buy an bmx for the summer and be outside much more than what I used to ever before.",7.437045454545455,5.927710606060607,7.686477272727274,76.68971590909094,64.15151515151516,10.674242424242426,35.17045454545455,9.516144504307137,3.0762272727272726,650,24,129,10,8,213,98,165,0.085,0.7909999999999999,0.124,0.5187,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,3,0,2,3,14,0,3,10,0,9,2,0,3,2,31,25,14,0,7,7,1,1,5,3,2,2,3,0,2,6,7,0,2,6,0,1,4,3,4,0,0,1,5,14,10,21,19,6,14,0,0,1,0,15,2,0,6,13,80,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.11260663882927086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634809243792823,0.0,0.0,0.19638139334250496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940060162639897,0.0,0.12469852490940316,0.0,0.18426337781860427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639580188027888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25738674745421025,0.0,0.10437931205901192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596977584386488,0.05834602106324317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674563632419822,0.0,0.06028792803160193,0.0,0.19674100802731,0.19357185984106326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331476937889145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268336306724161,0.0,0.0,0.1221842179205288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818752456432069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540510592000883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965383740895654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632557122887564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812994804289424,0.0,0.0,0.1599975508774711,0.20151292598299575,0.12056082129384645,0.0,0.0,0.1300879418369104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352982816510105,0.0,0.0,0.09195304949088927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777186825741843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647347204757184,0.0,0.0,0.13209704486170268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478779777302783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834407514331597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996622514877308,0.0,0.09521107020224027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718689774659585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430912159019634 socialanxiety,AuthenticCity,2018/02/16,"Does anyone have any advice/encouragement about obsessing over past social mistakes? I seem to get trapped in this loop of thinking about something I said that wasn't good enough or was irrelevant or annoyed someone, etc that I can't get out of even when I try to distract myself or rationalize. I feel like I'm not alone in this though, and I was wondering if anyone has figured out a way to break out of it or forgive themselves that they could share, if that makes sense.",13.456556776556775,7.84162886813187,11.541098901098902,66.3455677655678,57.02197802197802,14.33113553113553,46.81684981684981,10.504223727775694,4.810579487179486,381,15,72,5,3,118,64,91,0.165,0.7440000000000001,0.091,-0.7885,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,1,2,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,20,16,9,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,2,8,4,14,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,8,3,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343899547287255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538992474653924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31648384063786683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069092654336116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804629010151076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338397702740732,0.2523965989772912,0.14947628784147304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442964663780772,0.16167663089983988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364763243650852,0.0,0.0,0.1898189380954239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056412816886106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106435663657788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603946685229472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527359539192445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602504403117056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306955748726253,0.19175258452821725,0.1742252722009619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501095729259278,0.2223494184693264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365032047512148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796351459795195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454246367712506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,skyvex1,2018/02/16,"Wanting to do community service and sign up for internships but worried somehow I'll make a common sense mistake Right now, I'm applying for a program that offers internships but I'm worried that when I get in, I won't be able to actually apply for an internship because I feel like I don't know what's going on sometimes. Like I miss the instructions or aim of the goal of what we're doing in class, or even generally life. I've been avoiding these scenarios so it hasn't happened in a long time, but I'm still worried I'll mess up. Even basic community service like helping people out scares me because I'm not the greatest at communication and when I talk to people I'm more focused on how I appear to them (such as appearing like I know what I'm doing, even though I do know what I'm doing), rather than the main task at hand, which is most likely why I miss the information about what in the world is going on at the moment. Which is also why I haven't done any real community service yet (I've done it at school). I don't have any concrete examples, but I know it has happened. Oh and yeah I'm in high school. 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I got a strong gaming pc months before he did, and everyone when i got one was like: ""k cool..."" but when the other guy gets one everybody is like:""OMG DUDE THATS AWESOME DUDE! CAN I COME OVER TO PLAY PUBG, MAN YOU ARE SO AWESOME PLEASE LET ME SUCK YOUR FUCKING DICK!"" (Exaggerated of course) and when he gets a win on Fortnite i get a: ""k cool..."" while he gets fucking treated like god who just created the earth. What makes him more important in deserving so much attention and love than me? (I really want to have you know, i am (Hopefully) a nice person and i am kind of a person everyone picks on already for not being able to remember dates, names, phone numbers etc. So i have the right to be saying this!)",1.7466780821917816,4.194247691780824,3.082448630136988,89.21559075342466,82.35616438356166,6.937671232876713,22.823630136986303,8.07648339933343,1.3525493150684935,577,20,119,12,16,187,96,146,0.027000000000000003,0.654,0.318,0.9951,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,2,7,15,3,0,8,2,12,4,1,3,0,17,28,12,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,5,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,3,0,2,4,3,16,12,13,21,4,12,0,0,0,4,18,5,4,1,8,75,22,1,0.16066314337756266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729577385928616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367125016146522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839707193283454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918187424993526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070410371300241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970609743223099,0.3357594451523013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569939852330013,0.0,0.0,0.1590817713672061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159574752825759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730594031712173,0.08829626189612058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642889493645551,0.0,0.23547568933631766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450047596061664,0.0,0.21448779154855452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282397882281734,0.0,0.118105896520716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177390078949369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28056971946191805,0.0,0.1763598851921005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292492366257397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820000220387577,0.13720544659593722,0.0,0.12776578016023035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476328460259564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,supergirlofsteel,2018/02/16,"Getting your thoughts into words I don't know if this is just me, but whenever I get anxious, it feels like all the words leave my brain, making it almost impossible to say what I wanted to say in the first place. On top of that, when I screw up in that attempt (or earlier), I just feel even more anxious and either ""shut down"" or get so embarrassed I start apologizing a lot. At that point the anxiety is too much to handle and I try and leave the situation if I can. I'm not sure what the purpose of posting it is... I mean if any of you have any suggestions they are much appreciated. Either way, thank you for hearing me out.",5.7396962879640006,5.161844251968507,6.723509561304837,79.1727559055118,67.11023622047244,10.091788526434195,31.528683914510694,9.606745405546679,2.588092013498313,488,17,104,9,7,164,86,127,0.147,0.755,0.097,-0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,1,3,6,5,1,1,6,0,7,2,1,1,2,29,21,11,0,4,11,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,5,16,3,15,20,7,17,0,0,0,1,9,12,1,7,4,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517594030565808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243464941071488,0.0,0.12618808792704353,0.3726983827621361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414136346398946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894946428157963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680971783754128,0.11784198402136778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140308375383582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25854236708945805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859132745512028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906534917001615,0.0,0.0,0.3493214197662575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058738082613204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023657996241032,0.0,0.0,0.11010696723383692,0.0,0.0,0.1796814547293063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242517897814908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234008605736886,0.0,0.15593327776962387,0.0,0.15797874383223925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26235344152953305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854133403951039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167541146292162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546562748326118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186595180956758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095373190065013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199181050181838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972931633765901,0.130931488888513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,smile_upsidedown,2018/02/16,"sigh, realizations (that hit too hard.) kind of long. just needed to let it out. one of my best friends from elementary school posted pictures of her and her boyfriend on valentine’s. i don’t talk to her often anymore, but she recently messaged me to ask how I was and because of that I felt guilty for not trying to contact her myself. i rarely check facebook for reasons like this, so when I was looking at my university’s page just for the sake of it and stumbled upon her post on my feed, it made me feel all sorts of emotions. not just towards her obviously successful life—and I say that with half admiration and half confusion (on my part.) she, and so many other of my friends from elementary and high school, is doing so so well in university. from new friend groups, new niches, love interests, dean listers, everything you can ask for a fulfilling college career. don’t get me wrong—I feel so happy for them, I feel so proud. i make it a point to congratulate and remind them of how amazing and beautiful their souls are, and how every blessing they have been receiving is well-deserved. they say their modest thanks, and when the chat box is turned off, I am left feeling empty. hollow. rid of any hopefulness for my own life. maybe I have always been the odd one out—looking back, I kinda was. i have always been the sidekick, the sideline, sometimes the wingwoman—and I never had a problem with that. never asked for anything more before because I didn’t know what I was missing not leading my own life, I guess. whenever I start acting envious of their accomplishments, I stop myself. i stop because I know even feeling this emotion, I do not deserve. i have wasted so many chances, so many opportunities, so many what ifs due to so many of my excuses: too anxious, too tired, too exhausted, too in a state of panic, too much distress. there is no conclusion to this post as I am literally dealing with this issue every day now. just.. thank you for reading if you did this far. i hope you have better days than I do, I really do. 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I feel like there is no real fear of social situations, just fear of embarrassment/judgement because you think you aren't worthy of others. I mean your mind is running at 1000mph thinking about everything wrong that could possibly happen, and half of those things have nothing to do with social interaction (opening a door incorrectly, tripping, etc). I honestly think ""social anxiety"" really just a self esteem issue and social anxiety is a symptom.",10.603260869565213,11.09568671739131,10.568608695652177,52.06334782608698,56.82608695652174,13.446956521739132,41.22608695652174,12.688352899677879,6.116153913043479,446,21,56,14,5,148,66,92,0.182,0.76,0.057,-0.8752,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,0,6,5,0,2,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,15,15,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,1,6,2,10,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769493537804383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356268390559917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634959241000192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458511670920534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084553864691845,0.0,0.0,0.2715870453648941,0.061017174598014735,0.0862106237840543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671297392920144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25190780470475416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895596911270792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145103099953742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184788604318544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579142706881325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604352988450272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735517403260367,0.15461567104819565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517817953275311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712887069255161,0.0,0.6150675364552555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542808301820546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017146093943259,0.23197202367722636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193974968449634,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,icenpaint,2018/02/16,"Do I possibly have Social Anxiety? Or am I just a shy teenager? Posting on here because I suppose some of you can relate, or maybe give some advice. I am not sure if I have social anxiety. Of course the best solution is to go see a professional and figure it out, but where I live that is very expensive, so I’m not sure if I have a genuine problem or if I’m experiencing something normal for a teenager. I am generally a pretty shy person around people I do not know, especially other teenagers. I have serious trouble making eye contact. Prolonged eye contact makes me nervous, like there is an immediate awkwardness. That is especially true with members of the opposite sex. I am a female, 18 years old, and making eye contact with men and let alone talking to them makes me really uncomfortable (regardless of whether I am attracted to them or not). When I talk to men I start sweating and blushing, sometimes even shaking, and then I feel even worse because I’m pretty sure they notice it. I am really easily embarrassed, and I avoid doing anything out of line in public. I feel like I am a super awkward person not only in how I interact with people, but just overall- the way I walk, how I behave, what I wear and what I look like. It feels like everyone understands something I don’t, and I constantly make myself look stupid. For example, things like pushing a door that says “pull”, crossing the road and general things like that embarrass and upset me deeply. I live in a foreign country where I do not know the language, so that provides plenty of times to feel stupid as well. I could go on with other cases, but I feel like this is enough for a brief overview. Is this normal for a teenager, and is just something I need to get over ? Or could I genuinely have social anxiety and should invest in a psychologist? 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Do you guys ever feel like you don’t know how to respond when someone comments on your post? Sometimes I won’t reply but I always feel like I’m being rude when I don’t. 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This weekend he's having a get together at a bar/restaurant he's rented out. He invited me and when I tried to weasel my way out he persisted, and now that I gave him a pretty definitive 'no' I just feel like the lowest person in the world. I can tell that he thinks I'm a shitty friend because of this, and this decision could put a dark shadow on our friendship from here on out, but even knowing that I just can't. There will be people I went to Highschool with there, people I haven't seen in a long time, people who knew me before my anxiety got to this point. Just thinking of walking through those doors and all those eyes hitting me makes my chest feel like it's caving in. It just sucks when that isn't an excuse you can give to some people. It would just sound like a shitty friend making a shitty excuse, and maybe that's all it is. Just really sick of this.",3.955884861407248,4.867963696517414,4.862022032693677,85.77593283582091,71.23880597014927,7.533901918976546,23.312366737739872,7.7094869923839395,0.9667083155650324,777,18,159,9,14,253,119,201,0.131,0.758,0.111,-0.7148,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,1,13,7,1,0,13,0,14,3,2,2,2,32,33,8,0,4,7,0,2,3,3,2,1,1,2,2,17,9,0,0,7,1,1,4,4,1,0,0,6,5,19,6,21,21,3,26,0,0,2,0,19,12,1,1,12,107,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671466648386035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334335100845855,0.0,0.0,0.09300448620479244,0.0,0.1298247582776145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181372215337755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077021211837096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428667557695058,0.21799027291390996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35362268407110675,0.0,0.0797108682298659,0.1463578350927779,0.08670832939144656,0.0,0.12202315668876405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384778803763943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361213559320656,0.0,0.0,0.13501853150826776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203681633811213,0.0,0.15327580331343746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225858304036567,0.0,0.149484969205796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230878091683685,0.13321713661502402,0.0,0.0,0.1442267713822487,0.0,0.0,0.15521725534955874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337372081804934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954788798013406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335180119475815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955197728934797,0.0,0.0,0.08896405768177491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358415779467676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211019622287425,0.1223814383083988,0.0,0.0,0.1414327480564707,0.0,0.0,0.1754465184709096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838045361190317,0.0,0.0,0.09824926469936662 socialanxiety,iamfromouttahere,2018/02/16,"Here's a fucking bomb, waht would you do? I have been off of the work for a month because of the anxiety, but before i went there was that girl which looked at me... like that.. And i can't keep thinking about asking her to have a drink or something. My doctor told me to make things to suprise myself... Should I go tomorrow and ask her? 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They’ve had that sign up for about a week now. I walked in there and no one greeted me even though the place was completely dead...that should have been my first red flag. I went up to the register and asked about the help wanted sign and that I would like to be considered. The lady gave me the nastiest look and said “oh...uhhhh do you have experience?” I answered, and she pretty much made things extremely awkward with her long pauses and disgusted look. Now, I groom myself, I put my hair up and even did a little makeup. I looked presentable. She handed me a piece of paper and told me to write my info down as well as my last jobs “just in case”. I know she won’t call me probably, but I’m proud of myself. I could never do that and I finally did something, small, but it’s still a huge step for me. I just can’t get over how she looked and talked to me. At this point, I wouldn’t even consider going back even if she called. How do I not take this personal? I’ve bought food from there once and it was pretty good but after this experience, I never ever want to show my face there again. 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I'm a student with social anxiety. I try my best to hide, to not stand out, I obsess over how others view me, am terrified to talk to anyone or have any kind of interaction with anyone that aren't my close friends, and etc. It affects every single part of my life, and I often have these reoccurring thoughts of horrible things that could happen to me, like embarrassing myself in front of everyone or people disliking me and starting negative rumors about me. Well one of those thoughts, those I usually dismissed as irrational fears that would never happen, happened in real life, to me. It was terrifying. It was really scary and I felt like I would never recover from it. But mostly, the experience changed me in a way that it's hard to describe. While for most people this would be not a big deal, I felt at that moment that it was the end of the world. What had happened was a simple mistake, that I had accidentally erased a part of a class document that everyone had access to. It was a neat activity where the students could write the exam themselves and I was responsible to put in the first part of the exam. While pasting it in, I had erased my share of questions by accident so I quickly pasted back the material before leaving, since the bell had rung and I was going to miss my bus. I also remember distinctly being kicked out of the document after pasting my answer but I didn't worry much because I was completely sure I had done it. I went home with a slight feeling of discomfort but I was confident I had pasted my part in and that everything was fine. After the weekend, I return to school on monday, and I learn, from our very angry teacher, that a third of the exam is missing and that he was very upset at us. Quickly, everyone starts checking who could have been the horrible person that would have erased the first part of the exam. While everyone whispered to eachother and passed looks at me, I was shaking. I couldn't stop shaking and fidgeting. I felt terribly guilty but upset and confused, as I had put my part for sure but it didn't end up showing up. I could feel stares on me, and I could feel everyone's anger towards me. I started crying, silently at my desk, head in my arms to not draw much attention, as I was devastated by what happened. After that class, I feel sick and extremely nervous. Completely on edge, I felt the most anxious I've had ever felt. My friends say it's not a big deal and say that they wouldn't care about it if they were me. I tried explaining but the more I would try to talk about it, the more I got ignored. I felt crushed. Then, one of my friend tells me that he heard everyone talking about how much they disliked me and that I had cried because I regretted purposely erasing the questions for the exam. He tells me nonchalantly and looks away, while I try my absolute best to not cry again. It was so bad, I felt like I would never feel the same again. I started begging him to try to explain my situation to those people but he just said he didn't feel like it and ignored me. I just wanted to die at the time. I continued going to class, and I simply went to school everyday. This happened few months ago. After it, my social anxiety got a lot worse. I was always scared that something like this would happen to me but I never believed it would actually happen. It did, and it made me extremely nervous. One of the worst feeling, was the realization that absolutely no one actually had any idea of what it was like to have social anxiety, considering everyone's reaction and empathy. I got over it all slowly, but it still left this mark on me. I wrote this because I just felt like sharing it to people who might understand me better than those that were around me while it happened. I also wanted to let it all out and put my experience into words. Thank you for reading, sorry for the long post.",5.399880952380952,6.298422379629631,6.180609523809526,77.68105714285716,67.92857142857143,9.275513227513226,31.257566137566137,9.439034500452443,2.8203126772486766,3093,122,575,61,50,1017,299,756,0.193,0.716,0.091,-0.9979,0,0,1,0,0,0,79.0,2,1,3,5,24,46,1,13,36,0,63,5,2,4,10,127,117,50,1,20,20,0,16,7,3,10,3,5,1,1,61,32,0,3,27,3,1,11,17,23,1,7,55,25,94,23,94,43,24,93,0,3,4,0,42,34,0,12,52,449,155,15,0.0,0.0,0.08402692416241768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03816383646243874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885884621165607,0.03582349762448669,0.0,0.0,0.05855495542040661,0.0,0.09880615107306376,0.04863757125946352,0.0,0.060207237803409724,0.0,0.0,0.038326247183522136,0.0,0.0,0.04044965733310958,0.03310505580524109,0.03594740923201671,0.07873402367725682,0.0,0.03663488364642326,0.04850592386899419,0.0903628154221696,0.03807682958170936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04389534489947251,0.0,0.04554430526707831,0.0,0.09028038361379588,0.0,0.0,0.17187135939371145,0.0,0.14187490941574124,0.0,0.0887713879387842,0.0,0.0,0.044682157836912505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044058108534952005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626425773248799,0.0,0.04801541217640107,0.0,0.03894385193312458,0.03627396148671229,0.28797252540769114,0.038693209259687625,0.08422807928275465,0.0,0.09689306101463142,0.15238203167333594,0.0307570312096247,0.3307006164410695,0.0,0.0,0.07324162294928882,0.0,0.0,0.09978779130848332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893595952843943,0.0,0.10330011486490756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807157546886227,0.0,0.03856698062873598,0.0,0.044184740476295004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318561233118577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04860153242709271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04483301515577188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04558685047254895,0.046777148735441934,0.044024551326903236,0.0608191339885636,0.1472344534444762,0.0,0.0,0.03810049991650338,0.07230725821947084,0.0,0.0,0.03660207270316137,0.0,0.04073773581280128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045672369112965384,0.0,0.0,0.034364448496622166,0.0,0.09494660091559344,0.0,0.13282033563831042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166951540686858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797328519065061,0.16439562322654236,0.1193899597175365,0.0375921693546692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04123281863299615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984029759346194,0.0964582989793085,0.0,0.04306459391708607,0.0490036748267401,0.02758081783422852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04877059195237315,0.0,0.040953207988230635,0.06847485686945952,0.0431035067690694,0.08714375396863241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0356138394946957,0.04839331198105864,0.0,0.13166116135872566,0.03647861904367786,0.033144259035865715,0.0,0.04819424509277123,0.12189237909815775,0.0,0.03438213603668471,0.0359941882810167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115377887153552,0.0,0.0,0.10381297473288036,0.07526033994785883,0.039637365734094133,0.0,0.0,0.02860246241126748,0.0,0.0,0.06835845564777299,0.025104517390405104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615061174641375,0.0,0.0,0.04481963219316568,0.05178738967553264,0.0,0.04741673443792112,0.0710463739836508,0.05078748270080532,0.034173422346117435,0.0,0.0,0.03870976636874324,0.07982101931224803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043722353638099266,0.04387462721546848,0.24466860468190216,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ELTH3GR3AT,2018/02/16,I feel like my anxiety has been getting worse in the past few years. I feel like my social anxiety is getting worse but I'm too scared to talk about with my psychologist and I don't think he'll prescribe me anti-anxiety meds since i have a history of drug abuse. Today when i was out getting my hair cut I froze up and shutdown. Idk what to do. 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I feel like I avoid doing things or even talking at certain times because I feel like if there is the possibility of embarrassment its not even worth it. Yesterday my two friends and I were walking somewhere and one of them suggested we hop a wall in order to take a short cut through a soccer field on our campus. I was just thinking ""I already know I'm not gonna be able to do it and embarrass myself somehow in front of everyone walking around"" So I literally told them I was just going to walk all the way around. They were like ""Really? come on"" and I think they thought it was because I couldn't lift myself over the wall which was partly the reason but it mainly was because I was too afraid of possibly embarrassing myself and having people judge that. 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So i am pretty quiet. I go to severe lengths to avoid talking to others. People bumping into me suspiciously, taking my items, ignoring me. I'm getting tired of it. I am a good worker, i assist others when asked, i am not mean to others, just disinterested. I get bullied covertly and i feel like impotent because they know i'd say nothing. I could accuse them but they'd just call me delusional and i would get confused or that i'm over-reacting. Yes i am speaking from experience. I have nightmares about my co-workers killing me one day. And it's like that in most places i work.",1.7495970695970726,4.379262256410256,3.705183150183149,83.38326923076926,84.55555555555556,5.736019536019538,26.30586080586081,7.1686216300943375,1.6043655677655688,472,21,86,7,14,159,79,117,0.207,0.6759999999999999,0.117,-0.8662,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,3,5,7,1,2,1,1,8,1,0,0,0,18,19,7,1,2,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,4,21,3,10,16,2,7,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,4,59,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836326979637264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974005559460978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057389462348293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683094932339053,0.0,0.0,0.1266791433795554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921432645933261,0.0,0.0,0.09931937622026037,0.14032746409845073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078749482790089,0.0,0.11163397170955557,0.16475362006580518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731733532945105,0.0,0.1079511237662711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919285878217508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396655103084603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847697199834745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310399605401724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361777260928828,0.0,0.2052243726187956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998368416752912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620660774289474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190656140480886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768863315238773,0.1578805551321978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257639023901433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42900351308532303,0.0,0.0,0.13953608121959166,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,scarredreality,2018/02/17,"I'm trying im trying im trying, failing more so every time. Anything I say back fires, I force myself into talking, just to regret it and making awkward conversations. I try to love myself but all I see is flaws flaws and more flaws I try to talk some more and it's better to be quiet in the end. It's better to not have friends. Maybe it'd be an easier life if I knew what to say, and that'd be amazing. But it's just not the case for my brain and I keep trying all the same. 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All I do is sit in my room and I rarely have motivation to do school work. I don’t want to make friends but I’m really lonely. Being social requires so much effort that I just don’t have. I can’t handle failure either because it makes me want to stay inside more and try less. I don’t know what response I am looking for.,0.5456894243641237,2.668459686746992,2.934377510040161,90.45034805890228,84.66265060240964,5.13467202141901,21.27041499330656,6.42735559955562,0.3681603748326641,306,10,65,3,9,105,53,83,0.147,0.762,0.09,-0.7528,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,1,0,13,0,0,3,1,14,21,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,10,2,6,20,5,5,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,44,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707273089229516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234971877459015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506236903011339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301528080842441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658925303722637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014756411908272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511571496482693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27737712889080995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793835339957036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921260052699276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607799285969606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233114364160123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199528854783606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Garry_Hippo,2018/02/17,"How do people approach or fix social anxiety? I have had it for a while, but basically here is how it is (and, from what Ive been hearing, it is like this for a lot of people) : I think of socializing as a chore, and extremely hard to do. I dont go out of my way to socialize. I WANT to WANT to socialize but i cant. Dont have any close friends. I have steam, and even when people specifically approach and message me to chat, or play together, i either turn them down or find a excuse not to play. I am still semi young, and i dont want to be like this forever. When i go to college, i want to be able to socialize and not immediatly become a hardened introvert. What do i do.",2.1313986013986046,3.22229206993007,4.828251748251748,83.60083916083919,75.85314685314684,8.556643356643358,26.28671328671329,9.095868883498916,1.970208391608392,518,19,117,12,11,186,75,143,0.044,0.787,0.16899999999999998,0.9604,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,20,0,0,2,0,25,29,17,0,4,8,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,7,8,0,0,2,3,0,4,6,0,0,0,2,2,16,5,19,25,2,13,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,4,7,89,23,1,0.12775256391180714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687612428211224,0.0,0.09773036171838814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109266983139598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491751603595677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437936360062295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676352898255465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987013139743255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520945226014131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444120410414332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398642430214015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482689939210186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861066136290036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26570262680557905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6511382532417643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202336256468347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185868453224432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895810446383006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30140708859992504,0.1014040388408102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ChickenStrips027,2018/02/17,"Stuck in a job I hate Anyone else stuck somewhere they hate and can't find anything else? I am lucky I got a job in the first place because my sa makes it almost impossible to get hired. But now I am completely miserable where I am and I want to work with animals. I've always had a passion to but it seems like every place I try to work they immediately dislike me. Right now I am working part time (thank god) but I wanna find full time work at a place I feel comfortable so I can survive. I feel like my sa is gonna make me homeless :(. How do we even try to live normal lives and have enough money to survive on? Its so crippling but everyone looks at you like you are full of shit for having sa or any kind of mental illness. 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Is anybody else struggling with this issue and/or could give me some advice?",5.517540983606559,7.799579114754102,6.190950819672133,72.40609836065575,69.32786885245902,10.125901639344264,33.511475409836066,10.355215969177356,4.16156131147541,270,13,43,8,5,88,52,61,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.7684,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,13,10,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,7,0,6,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,0,28,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337878444547724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302208280844834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442963115182125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910179912671365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998588396646294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120969667156568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22950599629841525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497100487693453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148301981098628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289255453232259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23931015190066945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438805652801345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501112469157137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5471959505744558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594514402042251,0.1741735069292667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawayrepent,2018/02/17,"Help me prepare for a presentation I have a presentation this week and I'm so anxious about it. My last three presentations were horrible with me stuttering, freezing up, forgetting key points, etc. How can I make sure I'm crystal clear this time?",5.023666666666667,7.571223311111113,5.579722222222222,75.09625000000003,71.44444444444444,9.833333333333336,33.47222222222222,10.125756701596842,3.9248888888888898,199,10,35,6,4,64,37,45,0.199,0.648,0.154,-0.2996,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,2,7,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,5,1,4,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318085867081168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262850042715752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256199219242961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115666502766196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25514000654145225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613287924430787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602451525961261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222880088245174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066000638967601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,toro72912,2018/02/17,"Feeling my anxiety come back has thrown me off I think I've made great progress in not overthinking situations and just being myself in social situations. I oftentimes used to feel nauseous during social situations which made it difficult to eat with friends. I hadn't experienced that in maybe 2 months so I was feeling pretty good about myself. It happened again recently though when I was out with my friend though. I'm not even sure why it happened , maybe I just felt uncomfortable because the conversation wasn't really flowing. But it scares me when I feel like so powerless to control my owns body's reaction to these kind of situations. I'm not sure what to do about this recurring nausea, just when I think I've got it under control it seems to come back and I know eventually i will have it under control again but I would love to never have to experience that feeling again",6.594181818181816,7.848606842424246,6.851515151515155,72.65727272727275,65.42424242424242,10.363636363636363,33.18181818181819,10.436869588844218,3.6248181818181813,719,30,125,18,11,232,94,165,0.073,0.775,0.152,0.9189,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,18,11,0,1,1,0,11,3,1,6,3,35,32,11,0,1,8,0,6,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,13,7,1,3,10,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,8,7,18,9,20,21,1,22,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,13,88,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814478665425775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373491758317812,0.0,0.06490201453230747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826214682269848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342582004898048,0.0,0.0,0.35823935226761017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894352829644448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032122898812604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414631001292456,0.0,0.0,0.26916755494964145,0.07606088930703228,0.10222614956503166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451410404726555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893004583191667,0.08515232986991232,0.11738154468867447,0.0,0.0,0.18829892051319294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087022605733718,0.05851212753047062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201497499777872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609168955060854,0.201485533058014,0.0,0.0,0.21392319489180112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498188578034364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211482423202049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108316415405807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820624259828471,0.0,0.10512448366709423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659322204287312,0.0,0.0,0.09692463271478792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786987821685661,0.0,0.21706180400158634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068999993938486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644102192816793,0.2092088932278113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195432375637527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607097268921637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756319405910051,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DarkSkullMango,2018/02/17,"Signed up to be a Team Leader at university orientation There is a group interview today. I am feeling really fucking nervous, theres nothing I can do to prepare for it.",3.9208333333333294,6.4147552500000025,6.638750000000003,66.46458333333337,74.625,9.266666666666666,35.666666666666664,9.725611199111238,4.423779166666666,136,8,21,4,3,49,28,32,0.092,0.857,0.051,-0.2895,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,17,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766722751867559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058620662936754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250370536706598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35053957980072664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.518665708615906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,QueenHela,2018/02/17,"Found out I have to live with a stranger for 2 weeks My intership (a few hours from my home) starts soon and I rented a room because hotels are expensive af. Today I found out that I have to share the room with a stranger and literally everything came crushing down on me. The guy who rents the rooms never told my ma or me about a second person, didn't even mention the possibility. I don't know what to do. I just can't with people and sharing a room with a stranger for two weeks is impossible for me (having a close friend over night is barely bearable). It's the last straw. I need my privacy, I need to be able to be myself and alone behind closed doors in my own comfy clothes after a day of being 'social'. This is the only time I feel safe and now I have to suffer through this. I'm about to cry, I almost puked and shat myself after my ma told me the bad news. Not only do I have to fight depression, a bit paranoia and self-hatred but now I have to worry about the way I act around the stranger. And also about my belongings. The only good think is that I own pepper spray. 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I live with my family and I’ve never left the house on my own to go to a social event before besides uni because I usually had a family member (my mom most of the time) go with me and help me out. And I’m actually really excited even though I start to panic a bit whenever I think about it but hopefully I’ll feel more confident about leaving the house on my own after this experience! The fact that I don’t have to talk to people much after I get the ticket helps to calm me down a bit but it’s a step at least.",3.4802083333333336,3.4602893819444454,5.809722222222224,81.90750000000001,71.84722222222223,9.177777777777775,23.63888888888889,9.150863307647796,1.5232555555555558,517,11,115,10,9,185,82,144,0.015,0.836,0.149,0.9563,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,15,0,3,0,0,0,2,14,14,7,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,1,0,5,2,1,0,2,1,2,15,4,24,13,10,27,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,15,80,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.13567072964666807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847498389894186,0.0,0.1183021143371583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035639204390135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182631505706253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599551675770802,0.26212540071100016,0.0,0.07029645260641977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365133443854066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263610094369613,0.0,0.31604999951444945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637432925414715,0.0,0.0,0.13808562078198014,0.0,0.3208380066205753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472099884067997,0.15105372386263308,0.0,0.0,0.06792178621675908,0.0,0.12276377947652532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282726122451588,0.0,0.0,0.10220116747968903,0.0,0.10722653499212917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311874949914182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638412395088697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906454013689209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110560203012713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28344194047674565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840433989140272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174499260559986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908317194228123,0.13659375709659574,0.0,0.2432040605366172,0.0,0.2635635202673064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311908707310126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Potter-head94,2018/02/17,"I have a bad case of social anxiety and I feel that negatively affects my relationship sometimes. :( So as rhe title suggests, I have crippling social anxiety and I'm nor a very soxial person in the 1st place. I either open uo to a person immedeately or I never can, its always these two extremes of thw spectrum, there's bo grey area for me. Unfortunately with kost of my bfs friends its the side that I can't open myself up wholly and completely, and it might seem rude to them and that only makes my anxiety worse!!! Every time he plans something with his freinds I obviosuly make an effort to go but then I get extremely extremely nervous before hand, my heart starts beating faster l, my palms start sweating i feel nauseous, all the usual symptoms associated with it. Its his bday tonight and I have to go and its making me very very nervous now itself!!! I work myself into a frenzy! And I know he won't understand this completely because he's an extrovert, he can talk to anyone at anytime, anywhere! And with me, like I said I either open up compeltely or I can't. There are a couple of his friends I can talk to nowmally, ie where the conversation flows but with most I can't. I've tried explaingi to him that its not just with them, its with most people that I can't!!! Luckily I have been able to open up with my office collegues and we've become friends. I'm afraid that this difference will cause fights later on. As it has in the past once, I've tried to get over it but I feel like its an emotion I can't get rid of it completely ever. I just hope he understands and atleast he doesn't feel like I'm being rude to them! Does anyone feel tgis way??? Please please please help me!!! TL;DR - my crippling social axiety makes me nervous whenever I'm around people, espesially my bfs friends. 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But I recently asked a girl out (which I would never have been able to do if it wasn't for a mutual friend of ours trying to hook us up) and she said yes. I should be happy, right? But I'm just constantly thinking that the only reason she said yes was to avoid making things awkward because we see each other all the time. There's no way she could really like me because I'm weird and boring and overall mental. And if she does like me, it's only a matter of time before she realizes that I'm weird and boring and mental and heads for the hills.",3.18931818181818,4.452619901515153,4.754969696969699,84.48245454545456,73.46969696969697,7.704242424242422,22.29090909090909,8.238735603445708,1.1074945454545455,505,12,104,8,10,170,88,132,0.158,0.7120000000000001,0.13,-0.2295,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,0,0,4,12,0,2,6,2,11,1,1,2,2,27,21,13,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,2,8,11,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,5,3,15,5,11,12,2,13,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,2,9,70,23,0,0.1641621436974406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558359059699542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534694440966496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706853293003973,0.2001434382000601,0.0,0.13968989317331748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141115088574754,0.0,0.3548019153338919,0.0,0.13107011374719854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365939821879467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683126499883818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747536545485838,0.0,0.0,0.1684777202131774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040266252079724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957950565797857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33087365899750554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661196549460849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497054154228235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516647286451157,0.16878602488739264,0.1620903122326414,0.0,0.0,0.14019357375090008,0.3123115828178217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081597438246645,0.0,0.17125691830963868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906203380596433,0.10518847310448208,0.0,0.0,0.1914485322939335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145531968443836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746684611639012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303042685482057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661607684066032,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rumble9,2018/02/17,"I start my first full-time job ever on Monday and I’m freaking out. I just graduated college and landed my first job ever at a local hospital. I’m so grateful because I’ve had tons of interviews before with retail jobs but have never been offered the position. This was my first interview post-graduation at a hospital with a high reputation and I’m honestly so surprised that I got it. I’m freaking out because I’m going to be working in the operating room. Like there is no room for error in the OR. I had 4 months of clinicals in school which went great but I wasn’t as nervous since I was just a student. I feel like I wouldn’t be as nervous now if I already had some kind of precious job experience. Ugh I really truly love being in the OR but that doesn’t change the fact that I’m still so scared to start working. 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Difficult moments only make you stronger. Do your responsibilities first so that you don't have to rush in doing them later.",10.10211382113821,12.867638073170733,9.310731707317078,52.65113821138216,58.512195121951216,12.295934959349596,42.9349593495935,11.855464076750405,6.515920325203253,215,12,25,7,3,68,37,41,0.076,0.623,0.302,0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,6,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,3,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,19,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424648578909437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348665701388832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34722420152562866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956203441793056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5426612062058928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333103518225674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ineedhelpAsap12,2018/02/17,"Relatives Italian relatives are visiting for a week. I barely know any Italian and I’m just fucking sitting here looking like an awkward dumbass. It’s making me look like I don’t care about them so I need advice :((((( please help. A couple of them can understand English and speak a little but I don’t even know what to talk about. Please help before they leave so that I can leave a good impression. Sitting, doing nothing is biting away at my sanity.",2.954521963824291,5.579441790697678,4.190155038759691,82.04076227390182,78.76744186046511,7.078036175710594,26.997416020671835,8.167268648758528,2.2024563307493543,358,15,62,7,9,117,63,86,0.07,0.685,0.245,0.9393,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,7,7,1,1,5,0,7,1,0,1,0,9,17,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,10,5,7,17,0,7,0,0,2,1,8,3,1,0,3,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252830096083425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702310061976133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549465648360207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589439007579235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904440972372994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667876103098945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337254316351005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268365900736649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666996733465674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25040180438678106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530898231487696,0.0,0.0,0.39556570766303145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251159259875616,0.1872119076720843,0.0,0.0,0.3137118650473777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468328006231826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850186790333174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792293306485277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41007702673253904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013413001461995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445420490676707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498310756990342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FauxMango,2018/02/17,"Here's my life story, how nothing really worked, and now I don't know how to live socially anymore. Hi. I'm an 23 yr old woman and I have no idea how to hold a conversation with anyone, much less hold eye contact without feeling immense fear and averting my gaze. I used to be better, I used to be able to speak more freely with friends when I was younger. I'm grateful for my best friend, but I can't speak to her about many things for fear of judgement and rejection. I wish I could talk to her about my anxiety more clearly, but I just sound like a blabbing fool. I didn't have the best childhood, like may others out there. My parents had a terrible messy and angry divorce, my mom was extremely emotional but would never say no (I got away with I lot of things that I regret now) and has since moved away to live her out her dreams, my dad was and is still a very angry man who failed to encourage me or my siblings while tearing us down because we couldn't live up to his expectations (he's a very traditional, devote Christian business man who had three children in love with the arts). This could also be said of my dad's parents, my only grandparents (My grandpa is constantly telling me to join the Coast Guard which honestly makes me feel terrible. The people who serve the coast guard are very honorable, but for my grandpa to insist I should do it make me feel like I am a failure in his eyes and that this is my only chance at finding occupational and financial stability, and becoming a grandchild he can be proud of). My brother barely talks to any of us, although he was always quiet, and my sister suffers from ptsd. Even when the family was together, it was never a normal or comfortable dynamic. It was the alpha father with no empathy, the emotional mother with no discipline, and the three quiet and awkward children struggling to stay sane and happy. With me being the youngest, and watching my family fall apart, I spent many years desperately trying to create some semblance of a normal family with all these irreparable pieces. Don't get me wrong, I love these people so much, it hurts, and I know I am loved back very much, but there's a lot of pain in this family. What I currently do for a living is work as a receptionist at a Hair Salon (only been there about a month and a half) which I do enjoy, but I'm replacing a woman who was very much beloved by the clientele because she was a bubbly and warm lady who new everyone and everything about them. I'm just a shy, nice, young woman who can't even remember their names. I'm trying my hardest to keep up with my responsibilities while catering to the clientele and stylist's needs/preferences. This past week has been pretty rough because I feel like I keep messing up left and right, even if it's only with smaller things, but it's weighing heavily on me. Outside of work, I work in theatre (it's what I studied in college). I spent some time working as a painter, but I'm acting again. I dream of becoming a successful actress (maybe not famous, but a sustainable career) My favorite thing about acting is that I can talk to others using someone else's words. It's the only time I feel accepted or truly happy. I'm finally able to hold a conversation with someone. Funny how that works. I apologize for the weird venting/background, but I hope to feel accepted despite what I lug around with me all the time. But I'm too scared to form relationships anymore. I sit waiting for people to initiate a conversation. I sit dreaming of meeting someone who will want to be my friend, and help me crawl out of this wretched shell of mine, but for the most part, people get uncomfortable and weird around me, and I end up feeling worse. I hope one day I'll meet someone who may fall in love with my quiet, awkward demeanor, but I simply get stared at. I don't think of myself as ugly (although I have many flaws I can't stop worrying about like blemishes, scars, and tattoos I sometimes regret having). I've been told I have resting b***h face, which let me tell you, doesn't do much for my self esteem. I hoped I came off as a kind, gentle person, but apparently I intimidate people... just my luck. Most of the time, I feel paralyzed. I don't go out much (I can't really afford to anyway) and I don't have too many people to talk to in my life. The few friends I do have live 1+ hr away, so it's difficult to see people even if I want to. Lately I've been feeling increasingly sad because of my lack of human relationships and, well, contact. I rarely speak with people my own age. The people at my work, except one, are all way older than me. I'm really tired of being lonely, ya know? Well, that's a brief synopsis of my life. I'm absolutely terrified to post this, but if this encourages you to write out your story, I'm all ears. I'm not much of a talker, but I'm all ears. 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I continue to struggle to ignore that inner voice of mine that tells me ""people do not like you"", ""you are not important to others"", all the negative thoughts that someone can have about the perceptions that others have of me. They usually get worse whenever I put myself out there and people decline to hang out. You know the ""sorry I'm really busy cannot make it"" excuse, but that same person has no problem hanging out with someone else. My inner voice then kicks in and begins to tell me, ""obviously they do not like you if they have time to hang out with someone else"". I usually believe my inner voice because when I try to hang out with ""friend"" again, they once again politely decline. 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It was as a dare. She kept saying ""don't worry it's just a game"" after.",-0.03045977011494116,1.819298137931036,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,84.86206896551724,5.2459770114942526,20.011494252873558,6.42735559955562,0.15678390804597653,102,3,23,1,3,36,27,29,0.059,0.852,0.08900000000000001,0.2037,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459606197659941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.547555121776768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6992464026997921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vaz3g,2018/02/17,"Is it because of my dad? I have issues interacting with people where I can't have a conversation with them without analyzing what they said and coming up with negative thoughts that make me believe I was caught (+ many other unexplainable things) which leads me to getting nervous and embarassing myself. This started with my dad with who I am to this day very shy when talking to him. He would always judge my words/actions and criticize me even for the slighest mistake.. I want to be normal again.. :(",6.817318840579713,7.961983195652177,6.679130434782612,74.48688405797105,64.8695652173913,9.1768115942029,34.89855072463768,9.2995712137729,3.2816681159420287,402,18,68,7,6,127,72,92,0.145,0.841,0.014,-0.9061,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,2,0,17,16,4,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,4,1,15,0,13,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,4,55,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406998180588825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415604675452275,0.0,0.0,0.30339643528760724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319685891796045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366909744756542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786281422534306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069236384116712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810677042453266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975246768917774,0.2730167325269557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638459992135366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669105388685128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561554615633957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906041074848285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164442605376387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789036151432503,0.0,0.0,0.21378534940716287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219158906205588,0.15883360195624358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595849418134704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912951464643991,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sf_slugger,2018/02/17,"Quick PSA: Rehearsing Never Works. Don't do it. If you catch your self rehearsing, don't punish yourself. Just stop.",1.3042857142857152,2.913952761904768,1.7813333333333323,89.77200000000002,116.61904761904762,5.48952380952381,18.48571428571429,6.742157984588678,1.0315257142857148,92,3,16,2,5,28,17,21,0.1,0.774,0.126,0.1471,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519569282988166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6113225590233936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899196405103893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266127162122091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Magicstryker7,2018/02/17,"How can I tell if I have social anxiety. I don't think I do, but I don't really like to go out and socialise. I don't like using social media (apart from reddit as its anonymous), I go to an all boys school and I'm Muslim, so I haven't met /spoken to/ gotten to know a girl since I was 10. I've never tried to socialise, I don't know why but I just don't want to. Also in conversations I always say things that wither get no reaction or make things awkward in a way. My cousins are all girls and used to mock/pick on me for being the only boy. Now I just avoid them when we meet up. The biggest issue I have is my stutter which is terrible, especially with strangers and even worse when speaking to a crowd. My stutter just makes me embarrassed which in turn causes me to stutter more causing me to get embarrassed,etc. I'm scared to tell my parents and ask them to see a doctor or a professional but I don't know why. Maybe it's because I don't want them to feel bad for me or I don't want to trouble them or worry them. I don't know. Maybe I'm just over exaggerating all of this. I would appreciate it if someone could give me there thoughts on my case.",1.4692017738359198,3.160436422764228,3.448957871396896,90.25130820399114,79.08130081300813,6.261345158906134,22.563932002956392,7.1686216300943375,0.6376894308943095,904,28,203,11,22,306,132,246,0.21600000000000005,0.758,0.027000000000000003,-0.9912,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,5,0,12,12,0,4,8,0,21,1,0,7,4,45,48,20,0,7,13,2,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,4,9,8,0,1,7,0,0,2,12,10,0,0,4,4,36,2,28,41,4,17,0,0,1,0,24,10,0,6,6,134,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371400595142158,0.10791346791976383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921341317986572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212437651707777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828673496990633,0.07905855189753012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26645717540093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354787029830254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274443890114854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463997055414662,0.08565981459155493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557576761049408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551659860518234,0.1244116168311922,0.14741299562791588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353639181871111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28509956766903755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672113893363354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731397664170715,0.0,0.2605844845851446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002584881047373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863600186865223,0.0,0.0,0.1440067299139057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308350378720222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313564783023786,0.12984351622254375,0.13125441849477362,0.10334709539070057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072819010052074,0.0,0.0,0.2644076924313124,0.1098869330736832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267116507083431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232214130508386,0.08310088439312273,0.0,0.10296032631872658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880518117883051,0.14106678406232645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240231132818496,0.0,0.0,0.2294856902001392,0.10294283809785107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23405227202665005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170770917344796,0.1321664128427186,0.09212890760653414,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,seejay007,2018/02/18,"Advice on being honest about SA during job interview? So I'm currently in the process of finding a new job (the bane of my existence). Everything else aside, I'm just wondering if anyone has been super upfront about their social anxiety in interviews, and how that fared for them. I don't want to ruin my job chances by being overly honest, but I also don't want the employer to be totally put off by my shyness once hired. My thought is to basically say it takes me a while to warm up to new people. What are your thoughts/experiences?",6.529551282051281,6.577011826923076,7.508461538461539,72.10320512820513,65.34615384615384,11.164102564102564,34.641025641025635,10.864195022040775,3.8935179487179488,426,18,77,11,6,144,78,104,0.064,0.812,0.123,0.7312,5,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,1,6,5,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,1,11,16,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,10,4,18,11,1,11,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,4,54,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939639082701265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499592629223238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826999242156344,0.0,0.0,0.13552182626110498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161909799013003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419083067381627,0.18959087882649225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714584549727494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5770024136664302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37438064044963787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064095005065903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343687733274818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948402982113976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413159604195265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757271369104426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572677221503386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386958591297958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22863737510401516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101870030246888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Felix261,2018/02/18,Advice for parties I've been invited to a house party by someone I have only met a handful of times. Which has me worried that there will be a lot of people I don't know. I'd like to blow off going but this is the first house party I have been invited to and I think that as I am 18 I should experience what it is like. I'd like some advice on how to get through it. Thanks.,1.0119449225473292,2.318782518072293,3.3933218588640317,91.85301204819281,79.24096385542168,6.1886402753872645,21.49569707401033,6.868970318607317,0.3385986230636835,291,8,69,3,7,101,57,83,0.104,0.76,0.136,0.5596,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,12,1,1,1,0,8,18,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,7,4,12,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483529533766502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440667977873835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513575006834255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985708524413008,0.0,0.1303788035187006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294159214147142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607755631739162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362339338737124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950358996258903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447639338343204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590437814044705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437807088119755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120960409659464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469964548562425,0.0,0.0,0.1337706247845513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329766580358572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,therealJayT,2018/02/18,"I rely too much on alcohol to feel comfortable/enjoy myself at social events. Alcohol abuse is creeping on fast. Anyone ever gone through this/found a solution? Thanks. I used to be fine with drinking and having a real fun night. Seems like now any time im in a situation where people are getting drunk I cant seem to find my limit and end up passing out way too often. I know this is an alcohol issue, but I still need to figure out what else could work. Ive done CBT, lexapro, Lorazepam, to no avail. Has anyone had good results with CBD oil? Or anything else? Thanks",2.0346130952380967,4.496035616071431,3.4321428571428565,87.07952380952383,81.23214285714286,5.8761904761904775,22.72619047619048,7.1686216300943375,0.977497619047619,447,15,85,6,12,146,88,112,0.063,0.7859999999999999,0.151,0.8418,0,0,4,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,4,0,11,5,0,2,1,22,21,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,5,1,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,2,8,6,15,16,1,19,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,4,9,52,10,1,0.0,0.17959891061675126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859825453606845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308039979761277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119781698722818,0.0,0.12473839492990607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102523732014445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512017418518026,0.0,0.14849184806052854,0.0,0.0,0.2532532495027013,0.0,0.13425593309551626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371138547746722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664399870946248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854245166620646,0.0,0.0,0.166200939088194,0.0,0.0,0.07919490985069448,0.0,0.0,0.12713910139446646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373368499931895,0.1582113690603668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833050518992216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405490749708547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142960786763076,0.11239552370028122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224866829057467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508730380841176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253256727549932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27598762510946623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038359642571446,0.0,0.15451792312862234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105292551626573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791111684713668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838820457635356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309174702098045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031808452757592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035290378233027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CulturalEmotion,2018/02/18,"Can having a crush on someone cause physical anxiety symptoms? A little background. I'm a 28F, I've never been in a relationship for more than a few months, and I've never really been ""in love"" with someone. I've had crushes before, but not since my early 20's and I'm always quick to ""shut them down."" However, we had a transfer to our department at work about two months ago, and he and I have been working really closely together. Within a few weeks, I felt like we had been friends for years, and we've had all sorts of conversations I only have with close friends, such as religion, politics, etc. In the last few weeks, I find myself thinking about him a lot, and I think I have a crush on him. My problem is that the crush feels a lot like what I associate with anxiety symptoms - elevated heart rate, feeling warm, feeling nervous, feeling like my stomach and back are tingly (idk how to describe the last one, kind of like I'm drinking something hot on a cold day). I've been eating a bit less and having trouble getting to sleep at night. Is this normal? Will it go away? It's odd because unlike most of my anxiety symptoms, I don't immediately feel like I want this to ""go away"", it's sort of pleasant, but I also don't want to be pushing myself toward having a panic attack. Someone please convince me I'm not totally crazy here. 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TL;DR: annoyingly obsessive landlord getting on my last nerve and making me more anxious Sorry, this will be very long. I've been in my current sublet situation for about 5 months, it's a room in a house that I found on craigslist. This is not the first time i've subletted from someone; my last living situation lasted two years. I was in a situation where I had to find another affordable sublet situation within a month. Also, what made it more difficult is, I have a black lab. This made finding places difficult, because most places did not accept dogs and were too expensive with their pet deposit fees and whatnot and I didn't have the money for that and I was running out of time. So I found a place on craigslist that accepted a dog, under $700/mo in a central location, where i'd rent a room in a nice house in a quiet, safe location and a guy who seemed normal enough. It's not a bad living situation, but the guy I live with is becoming annoying. The guy i'm living with is a 43-year old single father, with two cats. He's generally okay and most of the time he's not even here, but over time i've noticed that when he has a ""problem"" with something (rather, when he decides to ""create"" a problem), he'll confront me in the most accusatory way - not by asking me a question, but by *accusing* me of something instead. I am not loud, I do not have guests over, I don't smoke, no drugs, my dog is not messy, etc. I've always paid rent in full and on time; I don't play loud music, I don't slam doors, or take long showers, i'm responsible and I have a job, I don't cook weird smelling food. I'm friendly, I say ""how, how are you?"" and I try to be as considerate as possible. Also, i'm an extremely clean, respectful and very quiet person. I usually keep to myself, I take good care of my dog - my dog doesn't bark, make any messes or damage property, and I work hard to make sure the spaces I use are always clean. So, here's a list of chores I do 3x a week: - vacuum pet hair, upstairs & down - have to turn the heat down to exactly 64 degrees before I leave, and it's not to exceed 70 when i'm home - empty trash/recycling, he doesn't ask me to, but I also bring back the empty trash/recycling bins - clean the sink full of dishes (he has a dishwasher but refuses to use it for some reason) ... and a bunch of other common sense cleaning tasks, such as cleaning any mess that I track in when it's rainy/muddy/snowy, etc. This house is pristine. It's not a dump. So with that out of the way: Over the course of 5 months it's like he comes up with new things that I am doing ""wrong"". I don't mind being asked questions or being told to do something differently, but it's gotten accusatory. It started out with him asking me to let in and pay his chimney sweep people (with a check he left) and wanting me to get up at 6am because he wasn't going to be here ""hey you're here so can you just let them in and pay them?"", so I did that, as a courtesy to help him out, didn't mind because he had yet to start his critical comments. Then, without telling me this previously, he texted me and told me to always turn down the thermostat on my floor to 64 before I leave, and not to turn it up past 70 when i'm here. Previously I had it on 71 and he texted me to say ""it was getting expensive."" ok, fine. Then, yesterday, I leave at 6am to go to work. My room is upstairs and he's usually still home very early. On saturdays I leave early to go to work ... so obviously this means I need to walk past him in the living room and to use the bathroom and to leave. He does this weird thing where he waits until i'm almost about to leave, like i'm about 5 steps away from him and he'll ask me a question just as i'm about to leave, like ""going to work?"", ""oh my phone stopped working, can you help me fix it?"" which puts me in an awkward situation where I don't want to be rude, but i'm trying to leave before i'm late and you know, kind of don't want to talk to you. It almost sounds passive aggressive somehow. So I just say ""yes"" and continue walking, because you know, i'm trying to leave. I come back at 5pm to him obsessively vaccuming in the kitchen, he opens the door for me as he sees me trying to use my key, and instantly, without so much as a ""hi"" or anything, just blurts out ""hey man, you know if you drop something on the stairs, just clean it up"" ""you know it's okay if you did just clean it up"" ... i'm confused at this point because I don't recall dropping anything on the stairs before I left. There was nothing on the stairs when I left; if there was, I would have immediately cleaned it up as soon as I saw it. So I politely said ""no, and I didn't drop anything on the stairs"" and he insisted something was dropped on the stairs during the 10+ hours I was gone. My dog stays quietly in my room when i'm gone; his two kittens have the run of the house get into all sorts of stuff, including soil from flower pots that they drag all over the carpet, when this happens and he's not home, I have to instantly clean it because otherwise he'll probably blame it on me. I guess in his trying to blame me for something, he didn't consider that. So I am not entirely sure what the hell he is talking about. If he would have just asked ""did you drop something on the stairs?"", that would have been different, but I am rubbed the wrong way by his comments, especially after coming home from a cold, very tiring day to be accused of something I didn't do. Probably doesn't seem like a big deal, but I suffer from anxiety and giving me something ""new"" to worry about or be paranoid about is not really working out for me, especially when i'm doing nothing really wrong. He'll also text me occasionally asking ""are you home?"" very simple yes/no question, and his response was ""oh, didn't notice :)"" as if to I guess say i'm too quiet? I don't know. Should I be loud and obnoxious? i'm not, but i'm convinced he's trying to constantly find things to pick on, and I don't appreciate the way he talks to me. I don't think i've been a bad tenant. I know how to respect people and their privacy and property. It's almost like he wants to have a conversation with me whenever I am trying to leave. Sorry, I don't want to have a conversation with you on my way to the bathroom. I don't want to have a conversation with you after or before work. In short, I don't ever want to have a conversation with you. He may not understand that i'm a woman in my 30s and just want to be left alone. Also i'm not responsible for the mess his cats make when i'm not here, OR when I am here. It's making me feel uncomfortable living here. It's gotten to the point where I don't go downstairs because he's there and I have to wait until he leaves so I can eat or use the bathroom because walking past him makes me really anxious.",4.544956200180785,4.557400559717316,5.779086613526175,82.93485064508177,69.55123674911661,8.984222203960885,28.679636781987014,8.808535516906383,1.9665250225984057,5332,173,1150,85,86,1793,449,1415,0.106,0.804,0.091,0.6113,9,1,11,0,0,0,219.0,0,15,5,8,75,50,7,4,71,4,108,8,1,18,7,203,214,105,0,22,53,1,4,5,2,10,2,13,34,6,55,62,5,6,26,2,11,18,47,27,0,4,39,22,138,23,181,152,16,184,1,2,3,0,112,94,1,32,66,724,193,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001040985992707,0.034480134794088554,0.0,0.13311670133602793,0.08310402098982854,0.03607151567923327,0.0,0.04527896089622983,0.034909223726798735,0.02546804005811541,0.07522023273122827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218863504670594,0.0,0.2178625528987368,0.0,0.031278624319701465,0.051198485815963035,0.05559431563908289,0.16235436738882433,0.03676803916398836,0.14164381580984306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0339430811783536,0.0,0.0,0.08603348984453832,0.0,0.035976473317350016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021470376060264383,0.034322254831599244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956542867763793,0.0,0.0,0.029133768919715457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038607773299285005,0.034065694541868016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03439919943924377,0.07425803519932131,0.02198883718911496,0.03011422579298871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016833271054973196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128396276758403,0.02831788153271752,0.040256425251646175,0.07300520600100828,0.025721065325943485,0.0,0.06957410396836831,0.03193640798757162,0.09460212982825922,0.02792347726495317,0.0,0.0,0.07334906614078428,0.0988919763274603,0.02943971803130625,0.0,0.0298228014219546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044629415649024784,0.0,0.16697132104228687,0.0,0.03278559352857663,0.15365649132878748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033036850196688346,0.02959117017516752,0.0,0.03466815618803827,0.1097774027305608,0.08141147489826885,0.037554459197871835,0.3877618428056069,0.14468600809085852,0.0680859860175118,0.0,0.0813231532696312,0.0,0.17638295240001198,0.05892416904632955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300277520921599,0.13333470844618378,0.0,0.0,0.036264393588340486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723020220956481,0.0,0.07971929148579593,0.0,0.024473211528218783,0.0246853549876034,0.0,0.06430661384837033,0.0,0.0,0.03261877276019818,0.0638885196023125,0.07580558471033247,0.03493401238447195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534201173251773,0.04616051091355482,0.0290690062693023,0.1043481430164569,0.0,0.06294278691228064,0.0375313611111664,0.0,0.0,0.07178811228777104,0.06371127318794452,0.0,0.033467328342975985,0.1491771794972234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398249797489469,0.034229386360490194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03166800640118028,0.10589950395510568,0.0,0.0,0.02652915448567978,0.06061498068357444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22452742369255715,0.0,0.0,0.02820792797754444,0.2306660193386156,0.0,0.07453460849936558,0.047128037474437744,0.035484495682002015,0.02658677445754413,0.027833330790987255,0.0,0.0,0.03811100262188805,0.0,0.0,0.06275401891647489,0.0,0.05006239241936565,0.08027576128617853,0.02909839111881951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635252820657024,0.021331960918953355,0.0,0.0,0.09706321634758927,0.038263882718451415,0.0,0.06362324380822712,0.0,0.15822003281190405,0.10863534653894792,0.09756338627476498,0.03465780750557116,0.0,0.14376658962086095,0.07333215264282532,0.1373455912624409,0.15709033858653015,0.13212690907121294,0.026704573359159472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418397287980136,0.0,0.16965715002411566,0.03380931172190247,0.0,0.07094835166631852,0.1091976603634825,0.0,0.04287749405324081 socialanxiety,skullysnot,2018/02/18,"Being dissected at the dinner table One night my mother and I were eating with her friend's family. In general I'm not very talkative, but it absolutely killed me when the friend's mother said to me, at the dinner table in front of everyone, ""You're quiet this evening."" That is one of the worst things to say, mostly because it makes the whole situation that much more awkward, and now I'm the center of everyone's attention. I find it unnecessary, like another time when I was asked if I ever considered the military. Being the pretty meek guy as I am, it's definitely not for me, but the topic kept being pursued about why I should look into it and pretty much get deployed out the US the day of my 18th birthday ^/s. Maybe I'm being way too touchy, but topics like those rub me the wrong way, like it's meant to instigate a feeling of uneasiness or make me feel bad. Has anyone else had bad experiences like this that makes them dread coming to the dinner table?",8.209047619047617,6.683005777777778,8.707936507936509,70.03428571428573,62.650793650793645,11.997883597883598,33.16931216931217,10.980518767755715,3.4982105820105813,768,23,142,17,9,258,116,189,0.163,0.715,0.122,-0.9158,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,0,7,13,1,2,14,0,11,4,0,3,1,27,26,11,1,2,7,2,3,4,2,1,0,3,0,1,13,7,4,1,5,0,0,2,2,7,0,2,6,7,16,6,19,15,6,18,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,3,11,97,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438999109501165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595593421447177,0.14061059037662854,0.0,0.0,0.12829356753080104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22916628374223424,0.08365546593234408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182133755846778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850340607161017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042278480301826,0.11463988090624615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906405635992759,0.12413436757736128,0.0,0.2622624665048948,0.0,0.13423940923942534,0.12937029020148907,0.0,0.13877743170497867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542773046869726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120504906618163,0.0,0.07169815235533772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588143827518198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518270795172327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26817885393880103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152404721769752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748106463512741,0.0,0.13786817459649828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176289150025134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287831087966329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859841596375031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792289350088979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305392333201404,0.1091325412164834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425472518893366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117096553969632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002119037798973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507342100863487,0.0,0.0,0.11323092433524445,0.0,0.21785704085841298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383070141666006,0.1532148331581522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004185068910025,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,teknacolor,2018/02/18,"There's no vice in life that cures Social Anxiety. After recently trying out phenibut I came to the conclusion that nothing will work to cure me of social anxiety. Phenibut was not the cure. It's hard to get the dosage right, and it takes hours to kick in if it even works, and just makes you extremely tired. On the few occasions it did work, I have to say it did feel good, but it is absolutely not worth the trouble to go through to get it to work. A lot of the people singing the praises of phenibut on reddit don't even seem to have SA, they're just normal people who most likely are using it to bolster their other drug habits. Of course everyone reacts differently to drugs, but this one seems like one to avoid wasting time and money on. It's not a cure, but rather a cheap thrill akin to alcohol. It's the same with alcohol too, it works for a few hours to make you feel happier and want to talk to people, but then you spend more time feeling sick and dizzy afterwards. I want to feel good like a normal person but not have to be blasted out of my mind and sick and drowsy to do so. People that think they can spend their life being drunk as a way of averting their SA, think about the ratio of how much you will feel good (probably 3 hours at best) to how long you will feel like shit (most likely the next 12 hours). Not worth it. I guess there's just no vice in life that works for me. Some people can drink their life away, but for me I get drunk and then just wait for the effect to wear off so I can get on with my hobbies, it's kind of sad really. I've never tried illegal drugs, as obtaining illegal drugs is something someone with a social life can do, but someone who suffers SA and has no friends and doesn't know anybody doesn't have such luck as to know people with connections. But knowing my personality, even the novelty of drugs would probably wear off. My vice in life: harsh, stark reality with no hope in sight. Make that into a carbonated beverage why don't you.",6.545234523809526,5.680180092500002,6.500071428571428,82.38616666666667,65.575,10.119047619047619,30.29761904761905,9.362217197678863,2.2478119047619045,1567,45,334,25,21,497,183,400,0.145,0.733,0.122,-0.8202,1,1,9,0,0,0,39.0,0,6,5,11,17,20,1,1,20,0,27,22,3,8,1,78,56,28,0,8,19,0,7,5,1,4,16,1,0,2,22,19,5,3,15,4,6,2,14,5,0,2,4,9,24,15,62,46,10,34,1,2,1,0,22,17,1,10,19,214,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477846144973924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578764982684924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496165682650891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256079028050545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908060271679461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223919854268111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677333293071575,0.4009167561637416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700391176668886,0.0,0.0,0.06606862386617274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976315960008526,0.049395417369986025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341932566592192,0.0,0.14449641454206166,0.0,0.039295277376309314,0.17398035114474214,0.0,0.0,0.07616826134168055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193810097836895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867410572559987,0.27236574778837763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200127608158978,0.113996732890141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29302436444250624,0.16889767020296464,0.0,0.0,0.061188938638260935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878248279090944,0.0,0.0,0.1384594713087797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981421688618936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082769473775515,0.0,0.05332696017831972,0.0,0.07353383546894925,0.0,0.13548994357882907,0.06634409562163766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370549779319702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876082309362212,0.1207451318992072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909462343980667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04429445738901324,0.0,0.06826987948535998,0.0,0.0,0.059047319070241674,0.0,0.05498489290732622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258894743408399,0.0,0.0,0.0709737848793909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144622094398444,0.11716843543594893,0.05322927617224649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198655674591848,0.0555741241777781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860744708524147,0.0,0.0,0.08063509809640458,0.07946913497855361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388644068916273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971692209100995,0.0,0.0,0.08156407840793796,0.054882099908883736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062390353785748136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020193904049001,0.0,0.0,0.049116849750654716,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anusanal,2018/02/18,"I talk to myself so much I made family demonitized to it. Usually talking to myself helps me determine my thoughts and where I stand on most topics and events that are happening in my life because if I keep everything inside, I will go insane in public. Maybe its a tactic to make up for my lack of vulnerability I have with most people, but I think It's one of my best weapons against my social anxiety because if I can justify how to think/act in a certain situation then I'll be good to go in the real world, but I don't just talk when no one's around. I talk to myself when I'm eating with my family, or they're in another room watching tv or maybe I'm in my room and I'm loudly proclaiming how today went awful while they're trying to fall asleep. At first, they were a little concerned, but now, they're just used to it like: oh, they're goes OP with the crazy talk again. As long as OP has friends, I guess we shouldn't worry too much. Is this weird or does anyone else feel the same?",4.349921583271097,4.624094014563108,5.5404854368932055,83.56377520537715,70.01941747572815,8.862733383121736,26.0403286034354,8.841846274778883,1.6509817774458548,781,21,168,13,13,261,127,206,0.109,0.774,0.117,0.6753,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,2,12,7,1,0,6,1,10,3,1,5,1,35,25,20,0,4,10,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,2,0,6,8,1,1,3,1,0,4,3,2,0,3,4,3,24,5,28,18,7,31,0,0,1,0,11,15,0,8,12,109,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548926946730255,0.09884625820508,0.0,0.0,0.09034751544966677,0.13239220263381338,0.0,0.11502541341781705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575319663686135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559924288650058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307364204524605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221537389359844,0.1079394254885276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612674651514528,0.0,0.2436177478420947,0.0,0.06533309407944705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990702949330104,0.0,0.0,0.0998282969053126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468674704518519,0.10837627227760403,0.0,0.0,0.14234076737568088,0.0,0.11426108814682705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660758214450097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148489024302844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912657322963239,0.06312609362792168,0.12950362487878878,0.0,0.1143478967125567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226281590095026,0.08624951762219099,0.0,0.2596201503605579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899702827783964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511378398636224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957881663111561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470706988071993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523886699952968,0.0,0.13171460490978676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192755711076982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558671277443962,0.0,0.10257930529745653,0.0,0.0,0.12247716369091455,0.0,0.0,0.08772596209015629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159704010595133,0.14230794514078204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978013007454498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122030390141087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GotToMakeItinLife,2018/02/18,"Went from being an introvert to extrovert then introvert again. Trying to get my life back! Any advice or stories welcome. SO when I was really young, I had social anxiety. Around 7, I starting making friends and getting into sports. Suddenly, I had a lot of friends. At 15, I starting smoking and drinking. Partying was a good way to break the ice and get girls but little did I know, this would come back to haunt me. So around 22, I fell into a major depression, and at 23, had another bad incident occur. I starting to lose faith in myself. At one time, I had a bunch of social circles that I used to hang out with and that started to dwelling. At 25, I graduated college. Yes, I know it was late but I had so many issues with anxiety going on. I stopped an SSRI cold turkey and the w/d symptoms caused so much pain. I couldn't get a good job. I quit job after job. I quit 7 jobs due to anxiety. I started a small business at 27. I am now 29. I have done a lot of online dating and am sick of random hook ups. I admit I played the field and dated a lot but that one special girl I liked, well it never happened. There were quite a few girls ""I liked"" but the whole love thing never happened. I know you have to love yourself to love someone else, so I am realizing I just wasn't ready for it yet and everyone's life path is different. However, I would like to find that girl and have a good healthy relationship. Has anyone ever had this kind of going round and round thing (from introvert to extrovert back to introvert)? I know if you had it once, you can get it back. The last 7-8 years have been exhausting, mentally, psychologically and even physically. I am in therapy, cognitive behavioral therapy (and it is helping), joined a gym, looking for employment (trying to find something where I can dip my feet back into the workplace) and am continuing my entrepreneurial dreams. I barely see any of my friends anymore. I deactivated my facebook 7 years ago. I can reactivate it anytime but right now feel, I still need to get back on my feet before comparing myself to others because let's be real, that what social media has transformed into it as sad as it may be. I hear from a few old friends but they barely do anything anymore. I joined meetup but haven't went to any events yet. I live in Connecticut and noticed the winter months are so hard on my mind. The lack of sunlight is horrible for me. I am moving within a few years. Sorry for the rambling. Anyone who can relate or has any advice, please feel free to add anything to the conversation. Thank you very much.",2.7891552810794806,4.989052073558651,4.371901357810582,82.77989509750013,76.97216699801194,7.30271985110613,26.209085910071487,8.265842613841098,1.8845945518379088,2015,78,385,38,47,673,250,503,0.102,0.73,0.168,0.9893,7,0,2,0,0,0,72.0,0,4,1,4,27,28,0,1,25,1,46,12,2,3,3,66,81,35,0,6,11,0,5,3,4,3,6,1,0,4,21,26,1,1,10,5,1,8,5,7,1,2,17,9,55,22,58,56,12,75,1,3,4,3,26,24,0,8,44,271,76,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291875316255178,0.05859512298676613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980555061439876,0.06931334188635199,0.15170274035927472,0.0,0.13111014639689011,0.09243961904239936,0.0,0.1087920488626564,0.11768896292960228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049685245823268,0.0551921153702332,0.040294951348793316,0.0,0.056247634196335855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790460147330876,0.0,0.056940717081339326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693325293191216,0.0,0.0,0.06906215358925606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764493634466312,0.0,0.06475445029970506,0.0,0.0,0.05521944528388106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043659515367637236,0.05979272539451674,0.0,0.06316295779749749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684595915567704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083141826293095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427987841502224,0.0,0.20721229835429245,0.0,0.07513418023018867,0.16632877959148154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169069388028386,0.0,0.059214093305141574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450136190057746,0.0,0.04430654157878399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899294721210401,0.2623827456550828,0.0,0.0,0.06883469484273473,0.14531094907576692,0.05388166593885031,0.07456553861267569,0.0,0.0,0.06759341404200774,0.09337909828630382,0.09688177949703823,0.06625121725164819,0.058368966600847526,0.0,0.05550873655450896,0.0739508364448313,0.0,0.1685917730301933,0.17897795546258494,0.0,0.04412336361384387,0.06701669644269198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661491434245641,0.0,0.0667438214511605,0.0,0.05276170512924619,0.07025559120504597,0.09718463469642988,0.04901353473890677,0.10196333261109763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525716485480738,0.06936256053176368,0.07039609825209853,0.08958437539873737,0.0,0.07033681444083544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255976002219461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109217191498483,0.0,0.07523814740434627,0.0423464086128447,0.0,0.0,0.0709684325610378,0.0,0.05645044658480632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526744555883711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202146918588436,0.056007712205648236,0.0508882783947367,0.0,0.0739953835942212,0.23393543490562074,0.0,0.05278886182210954,0.0552639379222467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870492258652225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085751683656228,0.1511859915879167,0.0,0.08782999604151832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03854440277412813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897573605138018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570906007891308,0.0,0.054540782678295985,0.0,0.052468411744197495,0.0,0.0,0.05943332042620724,0.12255378067489316,0.0,0.07380012984464453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391342898955238,0.0,0.0,0.12770188308115274 socialanxiety,m4gE321,2018/02/18,"Too scared to even go to the GP So I'm in England and I've recently started to break down completely. I'm stressing over GCSEs, have dysmorphia about my acne and my face, depression and debilitating social anxiety. I somehow manage to hold up a facade in school, but I don't know if I can keep going anymore. I know I should go to my GP, but I was there once and asked him if I could go to a therapist and get an autism/aspergers diagnosis, and he made me feel so embarrassed because he didn't listen to me and just said ""I do not think you have autism"" despite not knowing me at all. I need to go the GP to get referred to a psychologist/CBT on the NHS but I'm just too embarrassed to do so.",5.238155172413793,4.545271875862071,6.859439655172416,78.16640086206898,68.17241379310343,10.560344827586208,32.60775862068965,10.125756701596842,2.996741379310345,542,21,117,12,8,189,84,145,0.119,0.8809999999999999,0.0,-0.9356,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,4,7,0,10,1,1,1,1,30,32,15,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,2,6,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,4,3,17,0,19,26,1,15,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,3,2,78,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023924428266624,0.0,0.1818041105085959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713793876913562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175012749628478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220745825104055,0.0,0.0,0.14636604681049786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789318663887505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121081084489399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269206449211972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915541938033536,0.0,0.5209247026615319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294317636283578,0.0,0.0,0.30224351703385377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734617497634202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592940487023167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522974197978726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100631447936072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437923277590425,0.0,0.183535229828672,0.18552955561661266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868715820806776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975478962768278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999235984472125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284856750736345,0.0,0.11746400867577247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ImSocialAwkwardexde,2018/02/18,"Someone special Im in my first year in college, i made some friends but i didn't like them that much, however i found a guy who is just wonderful, his look, personality, the way he talks his interests are just so special and unique. i really want to try to be his friend but i always think im annoying him even though i don't talk to him much, sometimes we play together but im staying away in fear of annoying him or discovering him not wanting to be my friend. idk why im posting this here but if someone has any advice ill gladly take them ",1.7018912337662329,3.8152317053571454,3.6576948051948053,86.97366883116884,80.16071428571428,7.287012987012987,26.25324675324676,8.296473431620573,1.8099000000000005,429,18,91,9,11,145,77,112,0.14400000000000002,0.619,0.236,0.9067,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,2,1,6,12,2,1,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,18,15,9,0,3,9,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,1,18,9,9,10,3,9,0,0,1,0,19,4,0,4,3,57,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534112795136985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524354705888228,0.0,0.0,0.09418511881863008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012581957372935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147830260887233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558516166367609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780849136372155,0.0,0.15185869696395932,0.3210155285256266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713731287484185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5984174142339771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766436951554376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630557410478065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105256285767686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036276707799345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093333217996655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264523537908274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872699453636664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347021217453424,0.0,0.13698057875688438,0.0,0.0,0.14762315105631355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413517194374146,0.22264298076752784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874555572909748,0.136076080570154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940327774749136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338241770763706,0.10993528458862413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497519793171975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019793115309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918980895574947 socialanxiety,whatsanametoyou,2018/02/18,"I find myself mumbling instead of talking sometimes and it's so awkward. Sometimes I don't know what to say so I just kind of nod or laugh...then think of something to say...then mumble it because I'm not sure of myself. The worst is when people ask me to repeat some weird filler stuff I just mumbled like ""oh yeah that's the thing"". 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But tonight I told myself ""fuck it, relieve some stress and be yourself"". I ended up dancing for around 1 and a half hours and burned myself out. But I was happy I did it and I got to dance with some amazing people. I hope I have another experience like this",2.2724415584415567,4.730977352380954,3.866060606060607,84.34636363636366,80.23809523809524,6.484848484848484,27.640692640692638,7.686295010490155,1.9288095238095244,422,19,78,7,11,140,73,105,0.121,0.6809999999999999,0.198,0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,1,3,0,10,1,0,1,1,23,17,12,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,0,2,4,1,5,2,2,0,1,8,1,15,6,10,7,4,20,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,3,10,61,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924102119239806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327750217815905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810647659199497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134506144566794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239444111473286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014769236692385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398251726884496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895944137436689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952911976313623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803549731882374,0.0,0.0,0.23118825108696014,0.0,0.1626736461478192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165178716325095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201723282953954,0.20030320782628472,0.0,0.0,0.2296083164658459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993685745311132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951880528381134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908725278947904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410085561334456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23298840583908906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435273935171876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44802194593066375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blondedvegeta,2018/02/18,"I feel so pathetic after this. I just got home from the movie theater hoping to see black panther. I had pre bought my ticket and reserved my seat from the fandango app beforehand because that's usually the best way for somebody with social anxiety to avoid anymore social interaction than needed right? Well I get there and of course somebody is in my seat. He looked like he was with a group of others so I just walked away and went to the other end of the aisle where there were 4 seats available. I sit there for about 10 minutes watching previews feeling comfortable that nobody will come and tell me I'm in their seat. Then 2 minutes into the movie 4 people come and tell me they reserved those spots and I just get up and walk out the theater. As I pass by the employees of the theater I couldn't help but think how pathetic they must think I am for not standing up for myself even though they probably have no idea why Im leaving. I know I should've just told the first guy he was in my spot when I first saw him but I cant get myself to say anything in the moment. I didn't want to cause a scene and in the end I was the cause of a scene anyways.",4.737810734463277,5.165357724576272,5.096,86.54956497175142,69.21186440677965,7.988248587570621,28.445197740112995,7.793537801064563,1.5639184180790962,917,30,192,10,15,291,140,236,0.075,0.8740000000000001,0.05,-0.7578,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,3,17,6,0,1,16,0,13,0,0,3,1,36,34,17,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,6,14,0,1,6,1,1,6,5,1,1,2,11,8,29,5,33,20,1,30,0,0,5,0,18,12,0,1,10,129,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796681500237046,0.0,0.13996660397276708,0.0,0.0,0.11614092453569665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259965972048773,0.0,0.0,0.08603373045539135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811100224768953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899661612327701,0.0,0.24314819307800686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500049516089701,0.0,0.0,0.09321740940791087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272277393390714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400963301239755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212094372486342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287742989903372,0.0,0.0,0.1397444495009142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945988747474649,0.0,0.1415685045927165,0.14017750617326294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932265157785744,0.1524485028378242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775633336592675,0.0,0.0,0.14944010058252946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895074630349401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185166756329379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046487734875834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978442654174832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521658875409495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120527320247258,0.0,0.11223510060327906,0.0,0.0,0.11246520376082078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877358564630909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467139680653293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086541979036466,0.13866304196052773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485919957756418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543871731092668,0.0,0.08324425184530028,0.11202527965225983,0.0,0.0,0.12689605269297194,0.13083225788767022,0.1273511188904146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KureiziDaiamondo,2018/02/18,"I feel like I should express myself more to let out everything I'm holding inside, but I'm also scared of it getting worse if I do I wish I could tell people about how I'm feeling, how hard it is to me to do trivial things. At the same time, I feel like it wouldn't matter, they will just not care at all just like all the other times and will use it to judge me and make everything worse because once I tell them I can't undo it. I don't even think that posting this will do any good, but since I'm trying to tell people how I feel maybe this is a start",10.536639344262293,4.0977727459016435,10.039426229508198,77.40864754098361,63.34426229508197,12.855737704918035,37.877049180327866,7.1686216300943375,2.711075409836065,433,9,104,2,4,142,71,122,0.152,0.7120000000000001,0.136,-0.2624,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,1,3,0,14,0,0,5,2,29,29,9,0,6,6,0,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,15,5,10,22,4,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,6,69,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442284372112568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580447492507464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484437282436364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863128527377135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422353534213762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276372632928422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796630727148016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146777876505898,0.2223027249546407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128777022540612,0.0,0.0,0.13049896868753585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937536475168574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590982181956087,0.0,0.22803580366601056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385551064777966,0.0,0.15630802370546718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569504527277473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157288295848906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900930907803592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576969936660295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287031494003654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101252581891144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079696087390785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033650694552036,0.09969384806885016,0.0,0.0,0.18144802684375588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563333965356383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437718733400034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891733708361804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317112829254976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shaaaaaaaw,2018/02/18,"Alone I can go long periods of time alone and not saying a word. I feel like im so different sometimes. I don't like when other people around. But at the same time I desire relationships, and being my self around people, but i can never seem to do that. Its just so stressful and mentally taxing making friends and talking to people. I get so anxious, and I always feel like I say the wrong things, or I act way too weird. I feel too weird for people. When I act 'normal' I dont feel like my self. I'd rather do most things alone, watch movies, play video games, read... Just venting...",2.043822843822845,4.082552589743592,3.08125874125874,91.91601398601401,78.65811965811966,5.622066822066823,19.18337218337218,6.574015621080383,0.01835726495726497,451,10,95,4,11,144,70,117,0.181,0.669,0.15,-0.6041,1,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,26,15,13,0,3,7,0,4,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,5,7,0,0,5,4,1,3,4,4,0,0,0,7,14,6,7,14,2,14,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,3,11,58,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966491730750921,0.0,0.0,0.10622264868898093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421851543183306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272874375817261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337665259712614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961558618240653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581932305457508,0.27359919082798945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862915127867608,0.0,0.06669664279470144,0.0,0.07255164322222002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789380052894876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24947127141578304,0.0,0.0,0.11297434047140385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521348139736926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286504087446143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845861506287623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507887337953158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540111543826169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276937075921214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370581640322415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030393777156224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621610582288346,0.2663526931413315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625817467308126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623313785087774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260759813759078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962214846799914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887816701876966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132990012372688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957525251237293,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lelz_throwaway,2018/02/18,"My STEM College is slowly ruining me I'm a first-year student at a very STEM-oriented College. Additionally, this college is known for having very rigorous versions of every class that a normal college offers, and thus for the past two terms I've essentially been holed in my room up writing proofs and reading every single day. I spend my entire weekends just doing work. I kind of did this in high school as well thinking that my hard work will pay off when I get to a good college, thus I was sort of ok with not connecting with anyone really and having a small social circle. But now that I'm actually in a prestigious college, all I do is more work because there is so much and I literally have no friends. Now that my roommate got himself a girlfriend he spends entire days with her and I sometimes go an entire day without speaking to another human. Last night I came back to my room and my roommate and his girlfriend were watching something together, I left so that I wouldn't third-wheel. I went to the library with my stuff to try to get some work done but I ended up crying in the bathroom instead. I've always had trouble bonding with people from my bullying experience in elementary school. I was always the outcast. Since I'm also am a foreigner, I had lots of difficulties making friends in elementary school. I can't connect with anyone. There's a saying ""all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy"". I feel like I've become Jack. The work and the trust issues that I have have completely destroyed my ability to connect with anyone in a meaningful non work relationship. I feel empty on a daily basis, now success no longer brings me joy since I see that before, I was just filling up a hole in my heart with something that can never fill it. I pushed personal problems under the rug for personal advancement and now I've realized that I'm literally an outcast. I can talk to people and carry out a normal conversation, but it is physically draining for me. I'm stuck between extremely loneliness and being worn out from attempts at alleviating my loneliness. I don't have a close friend, much less a girlfriend, and I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. At some point, I just want someone to hug me and hold me and tell me that I'm doing great, but I have no one. Everyone will just tell me to man up and deal with it. I have everything that would make other people feel lucky, looks, intelligence, ambition, work ethic, but I feel like a worthless person on a daily basis. Under my facade of charisma, there is only a rotting soul gazing back, helplessly warding off its own inevitable demise. Thanks for reading this rant I guess.",5.908663451806871,6.782268163064835,6.6301696731559225,74.99982615943325,66.77996070726914,9.155944513901293,32.51658034172769,9.259372276320047,2.9691199738048457,2121,87,373,38,33,699,250,509,0.136,0.7440000000000001,0.12,-0.6579,0,0,2,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,11,20,24,1,0,31,1,37,2,1,5,4,72,66,26,0,6,11,0,5,2,6,4,0,2,3,6,20,30,0,1,8,4,3,8,11,7,1,2,14,12,52,17,59,47,13,57,1,4,4,1,27,31,0,6,20,258,72,23,0.0,0.0,0.07709329183021073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317683503237327,0.13146982990381306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283912711031365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571738882042206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149333103354812,0.0,0.04815809634687167,0.0872500716068467,0.06722378105047279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035576018604613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283073586066969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677856456128985,0.15284675696157998,0.08144625766985386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084514940013303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994235148297346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312300201909344,0.07548855887268277,0.07100073941868021,0.07727784827506291,0.0,0.0,0.1597805200732446,0.1128762384919016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719795908789483,0.0,0.0,0.1831072455197133,0.0,0.08254921517772693,0.0,0.04489792107140738,0.06626204296653176,0.06318408042626346,0.08709855586451593,0.08702818288100088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076911412047286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361621548151844,0.0,0.08346858198950448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245621071322212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226707702286873,0.0,0.06439611844055029,0.0,0.0,0.0858344968447513,0.0,0.0,0.07719150770508723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634069513934805,0.0,0.0,0.06716357407159483,0.0,0.0,0.15820075157831232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614921583188242,0.0,0.06093021372862891,0.0,0.0,0.07413680973689989,0.15480783439994775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353292208101783,0.060083595857125326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541511178319289,0.1643074246352906,0.20694110451943248,0.0,0.0,0.07468120125657618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559300515073412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580441668902288,0.0,0.05060987438026628,0.0,0.0,0.08481719169424606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282453125935372,0.0,0.23985879250672415,0.1259066668320845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070039865088226,0.0,0.0,0.08053126968139519,0.06693704075282968,0.12163720425653506,0.0781337170231843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043690616564712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349777397043592,0.1381001960663511,0.07273323483822239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050620461683908914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363629277088089,0.0,0.0771722092722401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036771005476466,0.046596662488880856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103112115770048,0.07323444476117508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615386021536097,0.0,0.4601076315126178,0.0,0.0,0.056119834000983235,0.0,0.0,0.05087386370785182 socialanxiety,oppopswoft,2018/02/18,"People way too persistent to hang out creep me out I can never tell if they’re just being sociable or if they’re coming onto me. With women, it’s obvious what they were after, but at least twice now, I’ve exchanged numbers with an older guy I tangentially know and they’ll hit me up all the fucking time. Difference between “hey, man, I’m in the area, let’s get some drinks, bro!” and this weird sort of persistence that shouldn’t exist without some ulterior motive. You barely know me, guy, the fuck are you hanging on me for I realize we all communicate differently, and the perspective of a relative hermit is probably not applicable to a more social population. Still makes me uncomfortable, though",4.7308049965301855,6.9397775419847365,6.078972935461486,72.69078417765441,71.29007633587787,9.649132546842473,28.7029840388619,10.018931242160765,3.261390839694656,562,22,96,16,11,189,101,131,0.085,0.9,0.015,-0.8691,1,0,1,0,1,0,16.0,1,2,2,3,5,3,2,0,7,0,8,3,0,2,4,29,17,8,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,9,1,0,4,1,1,3,4,3,0,1,1,0,14,0,17,11,6,18,0,0,0,2,13,8,2,6,6,70,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611402754783784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42720972418934494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002814089544499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780181465152427,0.1068157500501464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40487173714946334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22471877595056566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906214380197544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647076597035693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768306133806267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173864454427018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204297467399272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840920062023316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327260248369407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786967446406407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086932567801388,0.0,0.1192153938328676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228147071117902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970807761310512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FishesInTheOcean,2018/02/18,"How do i tell someone I kinda need to spend more time with them to feel comfortable with them? So, there's a girl I really like, and she likes me back! I felt so happy but at the same time I was terrified. I declared my feelings to her through Messenger and we have a lot of things in common and I feel like we can connect, she's so wonderful!! It's been a month since I told her I had feelings for her, and we haven't really had a conversation in real life, at all, and I know she is not the problem, I AM! She is an outgoing girl and my social anxiety is worse than ever! Anxiety is really controlling me, and I hate it, I hate it so much! I feel like I have no power over my own body! I'm in my last year of high school and I have always been like this, but now that I know this girl I really want to change. We have a class together and it's 2 periods long, but I don't really feel like I can talk to her there because of my classmates, you know, more people. We also meet after school 2 days a week for a club, and that's where I get so so anxious and feel horrible for not being able to talk to her more, she would ask me questions about some homework but I would panic and say ""i don't know "" most of the time. Two weeks ago i felt like i was making some ""progress,"" she even texted me saying that she likes that I'm talking a bit more, that made me so happy! Because I was really trying, but that was when we were working on a project so we would meet after school almost everyday, but then when we finished the project we haven't spent time together at all, and I have no idea how to improve this, it really takes me so much time to get comfortable with someone, and I want her to know that I'm not losing any interest on her, I would like to spend more time with her and tell her that, but I always feel like I'm going to ruin everything and not being able to make progress. Thank you for taking time to read all of this, and I hope you guys can give me some advice :( SA really really sucks! 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Today some dudes on my campus were passing out flyers/advertising something and he asked me ""when's the last time you had a homecooked meal?"" and i couldnt tell what he said, i thought he was selling like... home repair sorta services? and I replied ""I don't even own a home"" and died inside",2.0882142857142867,4.756738250000005,2.896190476190476,89.56500000000004,83.16666666666666,4.095238095238095,23.57142857142857,5.288315135182226,0.37364285714285694,245,9,45,1,7,77,49,60,0.102,0.898,0.0,-0.6767,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,9,8,5,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,5,1,7,1,2,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,6,26,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24860609014215415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759905109178471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564244691603326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5334934474331833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167662093754505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991862651360647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529577205660226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472379643547967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324321460690637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111653972313504,0.15506432357660374,0.0,0.5041358959987225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BeetRubs,2018/02/19,"I’m someone with social anxiety that thrives off of socialization. My feelings prior to getting out of the house and hanging out with somebody are always full of dread. It’s the aftermath that affects me positively. Literally, the way I can “cure” my anxiety is by forcing myself to talk to somebody for at least 30 minutes straight. I break that quiet barrier I carry throughout the day and I find myself actually LOOKING to socialize after that. I guess my thinking behind that is I’m not confident enough and scared of saying the wrong thing and stuttering. So once I realize that my first interaction went well, I am motivated to keep going. 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Sorry if this is wrong place first post Hey guys ill try to keep it breif, just looking for opinions, perspectives and advice, so.. I turn 21 in July, I have severe social anxiety (born with lazy eyes) and it basically controls me, I can't do anything without worrying people will judge me. Now due to this I messed up school got my self kicked out and have nothing worth mentioning from my self kicked out and have nothing worth mentioning from my time there, I have not been able to get a decent job as I have no skills and anxiety too severe to go for something other than menial, simple and undignified (in some people's eyes) work ... Anyways I started to crawl put of the hole and realised that it's not just anxiety holding me back, I'm naive, self indulgent, vain and depressed and I hate my country I want to leave, just start again with a clean slate. I need to do something about it, on the career side I have no idea what to do or what I can do so here is the choice I have to make : 1. Continue my bad job and go travelling when money permits, I know I said I can't do anything but I think forcing myself into a scary thing like this will change me, however not doing university and trying to remain happy forever in my dead end prospects. 2. Try the open university onlin and get a degree (if I can get student loans) not have to interact with people and work on my anxiety from home while working towards something that may allow me to leave the U.K one day, and if I get better and decide I want to stay here then a degree Will help propel me on a greater path of prospects. (Dunno what course to even consider) I truly don't know what to do. In my heart I just want to travel and I'll be happy , but I hate it here almost as much as I hate my anxiety and entry level depressing jobs for the rest of my life would make me want to die haha  Sorry for my self indulgence and naievtee but I just seem stuck and this is important for me Please respond your thoughts  Thank you so much for listening   ",6.342643436151171,6.013934518159813,6.6416149068323,79.42801663332986,65.80387409200969,9.894473102431837,31.51584377302873,9.43228470229965,2.6325120328455625,1648,56,324,28,23,533,207,413,0.157,0.7,0.14300000000000002,-0.1957,4,0,3,0,0,1,39.0,0,2,0,7,20,15,3,0,12,1,30,7,3,5,0,74,64,35,2,11,17,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,2,5,17,28,0,3,9,2,4,5,10,9,0,2,5,5,47,6,52,53,5,38,0,2,3,0,18,16,0,10,16,218,64,10,0.07732665368329447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556271103425719,0.0,0.0,0.07743147385183709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957733920768087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726649464691706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945942359297645,0.06456452588906875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683891412990157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180134644854789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672841732463688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986929455127472,0.0,0.13320266701913186,0.0,0.08025285821909416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848846339660944,0.0,0.0,0.051073525472776216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577401212067094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161599940038351,0.0,0.08789303856329934,0.0,0.061845188874778585,0.0,0.0,0.07656554442563525,0.0,0.16463132145829912,0.0,0.2290321845770822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916324569280254,0.1554912779640256,0.0,0.07756493847430752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729237977580387,0.0,0.0,0.2302043162468066,0.06873148273883346,0.0,0.0,0.08499341319527923,0.0,0.0,0.16375552232646215,0.0,0.0,0.16385430695202807,0.03777789706951002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493491387858626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032322835698109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136879755520562,0.17201020171107526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483940194410073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523985417653271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608256959908869,0.0,0.08078989495976488,0.16976288997193426,0.0,0.0,0.07405755916724804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773464471676995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355535527833071,0.0,0.0,0.0782587018005074,0.0,0.07039528132726565,0.3226742564328281,0.17471421701045264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882478545499896,0.0,0.17858950753167516,0.0,0.17312171594413311,0.10946440695027623,0.08241992418773701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119199354800994,0.0,0.0,0.051372392734178464,0.0495477973668276,0.0,0.06138872555350201,0.04508979360720549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749916598829974,0.08410919429984569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243705522768291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454013474262425,0.0,0.16888417451231666,0.0785289703404784,0.0,0.05493063616653288,0.08454455686122263,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,christopher1393,2018/02/19,"Everything is great until it suddenly isnt. I need help/advice please. Hey. I have been suffering social anxiety most of my life. I was an ugly overweight child. I was really good in school, mostly A’s, but I was bullied. A lot. And it really affected my self confidence. I found it hard to make friends, and even harder to keep them. I was 15/16 when I finally started to make some friends. I came out as gay and things became a little easier and I found some friends that I was happy with. Im now 24 and living in a big city that I love. I live near 2 very good friends, have a good apartment I love, a really nice housemate/landlord and although my job isnt paying well atm (my hours are low atm but are going up in the next few weeks) I really do enjoy it. I have a great boss and I literally feel that we can talk about anything, and I have come to become friends and I admire/look up to him quite a lot. And I also have become friends and quite look up to his husband as well. What I am going through now happened before in college and its really worrying me. In my last year I felt I had literally run out of conversations with my friends and we drifted apart. I found it hard to keep up any conversation or think of what to say. I could almost hear them being sick of me. Me and those friends barely talk anymore, and I finished college 2 years ago. I go through periods of being able to be a good conversationalist and these can last months and I form good friendships. Unfortunately, this can change VERY suddenly and I’m back to what I was like in college. These usually last a week or so. And it started again last week. But this time feels different, I dont know why. I went to my friends house last week and we didnt speak much. I dogsat for them last night and left shortly after I came home. My housemate isn’t being very talkative with me lately either. The only person I have no trouble conversing with is my boss but I dont want to burden him with this. His business is new and I am doing whatever I can to help him and I dont want to distract him with my problems. He is the most genuinely nice and honest man I have ever met, and we get on so well. I just feel like my life is completely pointless and aimless. That I have had great luck (great apartment, great job, met the best people possible) and Im just wasting it. I dont want to lose what I have but I dont know how to keep it. I feel I need to be happier and things will be better, but I don’t really know what in life makes me happy anymore. Has anyone ever been in a similar situation and what did you do to get out of it?",1.9007724585161159,3.7997956448598167,3.666294106427621,88.22388518024034,78.53271028037383,6.9094030135418665,23.441731832920084,7.8877783879560495,1.1518781232119015,2030,67,434,34,49,680,228,535,0.094,0.643,0.264,0.9991,3,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,4,1,3,5,18,42,0,1,16,0,55,8,0,7,2,96,97,46,0,7,11,1,7,2,9,1,5,3,1,4,28,45,1,3,12,0,3,9,11,7,3,0,21,11,77,35,55,68,12,71,0,3,1,3,44,25,0,11,39,299,105,9,0.053904540485074204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267489309430756,0.0477831227261571,0.0,0.053977610801061233,0.0,0.0,0.043107441550739777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03665693599530681,0.0,0.041236825927866254,0.0,0.10691763915815926,0.03769130805015787,0.0,0.044358843854705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04144926430431073,0.0,0.0,0.1190666598022112,0.04586879369579151,0.0,0.05656948959322071,0.04767418555302976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233048679629726,0.0,0.0,0.05702385634621021,0.046433988593684285,0.056517885121800025,0.0,0.0,0.043038389324951895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056318771810299775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31587859994218925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03560344060456231,0.0975194859238672,0.0,0.0,0.048445925203149366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902302127789024,0.03850941449317348,0.05175681222645108,0.059049789268275726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731063902965885,0.3748186283649678,0.0,0.056325795151179275,0.0,0.09190557776487188,0.2260628553763968,0.0,0.2971497309226967,0.0,0.0,0.04766760712847234,0.11476477139443778,0.09657576068768498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060754334789350176,0.0,0.07226215445639636,0.0,0.05407064921411281,0.0,0.05308511413499546,0.062198602357632464,0.0,0.0,0.1164523075789382,0.0,0.10698387764878063,0.14373849704148142,0.0,0.0,0.08887357717522741,0.2636363702310895,0.060806669583681826,0.0,0.05856744095958993,0.0,0.11422311327378093,0.052670071314991074,0.05402651079694433,0.09519739365056634,0.0,0.0905324756040557,0.060305392555339773,0.0,0.09165542535160116,0.09730190472310464,0.0,0.10794509804821126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043026089935872036,0.0,0.039626039592450944,0.07993906749546026,0.0,0.05206134110093728,0.0573280903395551,0.05058575965152577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04099683207052235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03737062115773364,0.04706736555651447,0.0,0.05917099822290831,0.0,0.060769270090883586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051579365277007766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466822809383526,0.0,0.0,0.20719577363630293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04286705416356276,0.0,0.05455427279696391,0.0,0.0,0.05623419186938219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060590962016934716,0.0,0.05494889066568039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630782240096555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665285554839948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162356295143571,0.034539852972887884,0.0,0.0,0.03143217104567838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059368235768191974,0.13343067372106795,0.095382883789748,0.0,0.1729558836214712,0.0,0.14539996671343525,0.04997004907614541,0.04864046347285253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474267745125527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942551348521205 socialanxiety,LauraKathryn95,2018/02/19,"I’m so proud of myself Today I took a huge step foreword and posted my first blog post on social anxiety. I’ve been wanting to start a blog for so long but I’ve held back because I thought I’d be judged negatively. Today I just said fuck it! Here’s my first blog post on social anxiety if any of you guys would like to read it: https://theoriginoflaura.wordpress.com/",3.9987499999999976,5.987974708333336,4.9872222222222256,80.68000000000002,72.75,7.022222222222222,23.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.9679277777777776,297,8,59,4,6,97,51,72,0.118,0.7829999999999999,0.099,-0.3282,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,5,3,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,11,5,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,2,5,1,7,2,7,4,0,15,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,8,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284058214060245,0.0,0.2763763836267343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890009129767714,0.0,0.1101157392327274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073025514379488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699766495334706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788608174841663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825099597179792,0.0,0.0,0.15985965853746187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190061276087934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068768897328505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182886994552132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682770277481289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785707630905688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434070340540049,0.0,0.0,0.3424489322349977,0.0,0.2006963595264391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654544770174093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832062468012506,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nocturnal_anomaly,2018/02/19,"What music makes you feel powerful/confident enough to forget about your social anxiety? Hello people of Reddit, I am a huge music fanatic and often find that it can help me power through a lot of situations where I would normally panic and let my social anxiety overwhelm me. For some reason, songs with a lot of bad language seem to work great for me :D I'm curious if other people use music as a technique to sort of drown out the anxiety before or during certain situations? If so, I would love to know what music! Genres, artists or particular songs that make you feel powerful :D",9.651727272727273,7.923866172727276,10.153636363636364,61.45045454545455,60.0,13.163636363636366,38.36363636363636,11.979248473330829,4.807127272727274,469,18,75,12,5,160,75,110,0.147,0.632,0.222,0.9186,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,3,4,6,0,2,5,0,5,1,0,4,1,27,14,8,1,5,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,10,3,15,11,4,3,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,10,0,54,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37850284493069297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377059678414643,0.0,0.0,0.1403395186765487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041220841731233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667826543714627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073898949094933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183103087092253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054613777505498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063878393775213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864757652292486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804276555264679,0.1488517723587397,0.0,0.2201782066190643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161592048435475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350462939815588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22867725803746955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957096146272402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014205112105558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707665172971769,0.0,0.33624171234917044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244274537369855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006778430353085,0.0,0.0,0.2343167958967524,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Hoffman1588,2018/02/19,"I want to be more social and to stop people from think that im weird Back then in school I used to be very social and was known to be funny. However, I loss some of my social skills and me being funny. I'm guessing that Iossed this due to puberty but I'm still no really sure. Although I would still try to talk people and sometimes it did work. But then there were times that nobody cared. I haven't really socialized that much with my group of friends and would mainly be quiet. Even some of my group of friends think that I'm weird and would start to make fun of me behind my back. As of now I'm in 9th grade and in my middle of my school year. I really want to be more social and for people to not think of me as weird. But I do have a question. How do I get people to stop thinking that I'm weird? I could use feedback and I would appreciate it. 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I went through my whole dorm to find my medication, but could not find it. For about 2 weeks I didn't have my medication and could barely function properly. I missed a lot of classes, because I honestly didn't trust myself to be in a small room full of people without breaking down. Some days I stayed in my room all day, because I didn't want to interact with anyone even my friends. I was able to find my medication, but my horrible habit had already sunk in. I would much rather stay in my dorm all day than go outside. With each passing day I started staying in my dorm more and more. I stopped getting up when my alarm came on; I only left my room to get food. I eventually stopped leaving my room unless I had to, like stocking up on food. The only productive thing I've done was practice Japanese. I've missed a lot of classes that would automatically make me fail all of my classes, which I can not do. I'm already on academic probation, because I didn't go to any of my classes the last month of last semester. I also didn't go to any of my finals. I've only told one friend this. My parents have no clue I failed all my classes last semester. They also don't know I've been staying in my dorm and missing lots of classes. I had gone to one of my classes, because the teacher sent out an email about a mandatory class in the library. I was somehow able to tell my teacher about my situation. She told me to send an email to the dean of students, in order to get an excuse note so that I won't be penalized for the classes I missed and so that I can make up all the assignments I missed. I tried to compose an email, but I wasn't sure if the dean of students would even consider my predicament something that could excuse my missed days. I wasn't even sure how to properly compose the email. Today, one of my friends was able to get me to leave my room to eat lunch of my uni's cafeteria. Unfortunately, it was really packed and they had a DJ today. Loud music was blasting and everyone was really loud. I tried to stay, but I couldn't handle it. I left before I could eat anything. I cried on the way back to my dorm and have been laying in my bed ever since. I'm trying to beat these horrible habits, but it's starting to feel so much better just to stay in my room. I want to graduate, get my degree, and a career. I really do. But I see those things getting farther and farther away from me. I'm at a total loss at what to do.",4.148886432716221,4.908108276595744,5.37163083724786,82.86018181818183,70.68278529980658,8.384393478861565,30.438739983420835,8.591530228387361,2.2249569383807684,1997,81,411,32,35,666,210,517,0.138,0.8079999999999999,0.055,-0.9898,1,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,2,5,19,20,0,1,23,0,42,10,0,3,9,63,76,25,0,12,13,1,1,1,3,4,4,2,12,0,15,16,6,2,5,1,0,9,14,11,0,3,28,4,74,9,75,37,17,75,0,10,1,0,19,35,0,6,23,284,89,26,0.1957396065860399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057837116995492224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400234882756865,0.1043552617787227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873976311708245,0.0,0.04991342109181905,0.0,0.0,0.045621894699167116,0.0,0.05369233937498415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130126791380582,0.050170558393271,0.0,0.15909472984734147,0.0,0.05551999610049235,0.0,0.0,0.057705258471648285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462465476941545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837619784293893,0.0,0.0716702555369764,0.2103930885239444,0.0,0.05619674544416698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676985895912411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352698932258256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928416408588314,0.05901922682034572,0.0,0.062345860776506536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032990608802339866,0.0,0.0,0.07147439044620794,0.17890245429767526,0.0,0.1577927395003038,0.0,0.1512279344952865,0.0,0.2045317311737497,0.0,0.1112433292438504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035857789582246,0.15955390438490002,0.0,0.13817332053771927,0.1417811035213944,0.0,0.0,0.03187616152950257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664108138048796,0.0,0.0,0.08710513822609096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629160810458676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041583243414672,0.0,0.09592742195235393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263822320353555,0.14886879117316607,0.0,0.0,0.07244855629770157,0.0,0.0,0.04523373243061141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539580417809731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199304131892593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397260842841824,0.07333983965691135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022997070729423,0.0,0.0,0.09236366733855007,0.41726475327469625,0.0,0.10909805049688166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298817514950035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057028347909531325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669379801309074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369217320807173,0.12469172155301307,0.0,0.1328943441866945,0.07096949464087711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696819426852006,0.051789662926421134,0.0523368351907537,0.0,0.0,0.06048419211215384,0.0,0.07284542682965695,0.0,0.06289533192159748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904780047505022,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thatkid12,2018/02/19,"I constantly have completely conflicting thoughts Recently I've been starting to think more and more that every single person is depressed/anxious, but at the same time feel like I'm alone completely. Does anyone else have completely opposing thoughts/opinions that just leads to spiraling down into negative self talk?",11.420705128205128,12.683010942307696,9.09692307692308,60.714743589743605,54.96153846153846,13.856410256410255,46.17948717948718,13.023866798666859,6.975441025641025,267,15,34,9,3,79,43,52,0.171,0.7709999999999999,0.058,-0.7428,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,9,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,5,7,4,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,21,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979109264832866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838590079477362,0.21743969547194736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6675112429359189,0.2293293929178453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857110751471308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727868666525234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880057770382876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730245285039768,0.15160668213065434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367769628211644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852982503776769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095370475505708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138688328089107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020711074270415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057065265389215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597902173839632,0.0,0.1684752762010936,0.12374447202367267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AllyErza,2018/02/19,"I feel like I'm getting left behind. So I'm a freshman in college, and this year I got really lucky with my roommate. She's a really caring and understanding person and we and another person were planning to room together next year in a dorm. Unfortunately in the process everything got fucked up and now we are all in the same building but different rooms. And I just feel like if we aren't rooming together, I'm just going to be forgotten. Because I'm not interesting or funny, and I'm so so awkward, and have so much anxiety. And so now I'm just really worried because i think that when this year ends, I'm just going to be alone again, like I was in highschool and middle school. And I really don't want that but there's nothing I can do. And I'm just upset, which I really shouldn't be, because it's my own fault for not being a better person or more outgoing, and I shouldn't have to force people to be around me, but I really don't want to be alone, because I was in high school and it was unbearable. I don't know if this is the right place to post this but I didn't know where else, especially since this is for the most part caused by my social anxiety. 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Average height, slightly on the chubby side but I look *normal*. However, I am disabled. I have a auto-immune disorder called Ankylosing Spondylitis and it causes inflamation and swelling of the joints. Normally, I walk around just fine but when I go to big stores (Wal-Mart, Costco, Target, etc...) I need to use a motorized wheelchair. If I don't, I end up in agonizing pain, my knees swell with fluid, and I can barely move. So whenever I grab a wheelchair, I get dirty looks from old people, other more clearly disabled people, and fat people. I *need* the wheelchair and yet I feel so awkward and ashamed of myself. Same thing happens when my shoe becomes untied. I need my dad's help to tie because I physically can *not* bend down. If I do, once again, agonizing pain, pain in my back and hips, and I can't move. It's embarrassing to feel the eyes burning into the back of my skull. My dad is also disabled from 9/11 so I feel bad because my dad is hurt too and I'm making him bend down to tie my fucking shoe. I don't know how to help calm my anxiey about everyone looking at me.",1.6382300884955718,4.081432238938053,3.338254867256637,87.230196460177,82.80530973451326,5.916884955752213,24.526725663716807,7.24861992348623,1.2260897699115048,890,35,175,13,25,295,132,226,0.201,0.713,0.086,-0.9866,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,0,16,11,1,3,9,0,11,12,7,4,1,34,29,21,0,7,6,3,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,12,1,1,4,0,1,4,4,9,0,0,0,10,33,2,23,29,3,30,0,1,6,1,8,15,1,2,11,111,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646678296482866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738517916913227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855121547396563,0.10071998342446337,0.14706835585899278,0.13322499800837614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317546022518465,0.0,0.0,0.12391897445781032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825102002819306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068412847935336,0.0,0.13453296417864208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526595818494614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298059024342025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115193531284046,0.06302355301896784,0.0,0.06855610929778419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667162201919517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170984219304674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291355920879264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662944167120915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051911392182917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052063998646382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564185820449449,0.0,0.26833411113317457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363811633593621,0.0,0.0,0.2531592021858051,0.1284657020579115,0.0,0.0,0.3850725454399575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508863994798173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085105225920137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014039402305148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418452575338592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768097224833799 socialanxiety,KickDemonsInTheBalls,2018/02/19,"Passed my driving test and had a strange epiphany. So I finally faced my anxiety and did it, I passed my driving test. That isn't why I'm writing this though exactly. I thought back to the day before my test, I was a mess, highly stressed and didn't sleep a wink that night. My mind was racing the whole day, constantly. I could bearly think of anything else. As, I think, a result of this, I had no concern for others around me. Not in any anti-social way, I mean I felt no anxiety in public and things like eye contact which I struggle with when anxious were no issue at all. To me, this tells me that consciously or unconsciously, I must spend a lot of time thinking about what other people are thinking or doing, and i must be doing it in such a way that it's leading to anxiety. Maybe this is obvious to people who know more about anxiety but my social anxiety is something I'm only really recently admitting to and trying to address. I'm booking an appointment with my doctor to talk about anxiety and I hope I can figure out what's really going on with my thinking that's making me feel so anxious of people. This little event just made me consider that maybe I'm perceiving others to be very critical of me, and maybe I can change that perception, or if it's indeed true, even of some people, maybe I can find ways of coping with it other than becoming avoidant and anxious. Have you had an experience that relates in any way? Thanks for reading.",5.508456140350879,6.076871301754387,6.359736842105267,77.66732456140353,67.56140350877193,9.56140350877193,31.62280701754386,9.586721724236666,2.926438596491228,1151,45,214,23,18,381,150,285,0.112,0.84,0.048,-0.7708,0,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,1,12,8,0,3,10,0,23,4,3,4,6,55,43,19,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,27,15,0,1,16,2,1,6,6,4,0,0,11,3,31,4,34,27,5,30,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,7,11,156,58,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373786169478995,0.0,0.4175927303946836,0.3083415753183164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486807526053202,0.08099071785173367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995733814869635,0.0,0.0,0.10047930550546348,0.07741654200399298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624386024481577,0.0,0.0,0.09831612279731504,0.0,0.07263943536550957,0.0,0.0,0.11734802967624347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312099864451666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600139217117953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060090859884607314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899505046395376,0.0,0.0,0.046001783707996236,0.0,0.08735423596041629,0.09966319414312028,0.08315328014243492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170553840027011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612445004770763,0.0,0.09036280814854282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495857865206113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04999975267180668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044447809281328764,0.09118499322611512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734720618210962,0.0,0.08608665626285422,0.06072927833098302,0.0,0.365603073645978,0.09910294824484668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918629899854059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537775405298152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919373099426944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25229390437084365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100375412800008,0.0,0.11656712563772507,0.0,0.0898309189042714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104483792472486,0.09274176972050534,0.0,0.07004018210091509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421629047575952,0.09511114442153948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312558158624627,0.07951977308077304,0.0837613630466852,0.0,0.0,0.06044249393694215,0.2914787770767835,0.08938653711305959,0.07222726983467005,0.05305066460157891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061768859878883024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750673135585854,0.0,0.28886000698262754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209451742972843,0.10157495392739993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Duncan64,2018/02/19,"Happens far too often.... Ever made something like a work of art or a music track, think it's really cool/good, post it online and immediately, without anyone saying anything, all the sudden think it's shit? Happens to me all the time.",5.599696969696968,6.770349272727278,6.757272727272728,72.73924242424245,67.63636363636363,7.684848484848485,28.303030303030305,7.793537801064563,1.9959030303030303,184,6,30,2,3,62,36,44,0.084,0.858,0.058,-0.2732,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,3,10,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,4,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689067639260304,0.0,0.21995135644980507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417730191469719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418452494307128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727154242777599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058110427748992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25290989185112306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559834878675587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122850635769296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125543835444851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743624347561073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576771882379172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425286528137376,0.0,0.0,0.15585502364092724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576515333761275,0.0,0.1945854032251868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KennyFloyd,2018/02/19,"I need advice with my friends from school I moved to a new state last summer and I began sitting with a group of people. The group of people I sat with, I started to become more comfortable around with. Now, I usually sit down with them at lunch and talk and it's not really a problem. But then I found out that there was another part of the group, a part of the group that liked the old classic rock I did, the ones that played guitar like I did, the ones that smoke weed like I used to. But the problem is that I can't really talk to the other group because they have a different lunch time. I still talk to one of the people of the group that takes my class. But even though I talk to one guy that likes more or less the same things I do, and that would be fun to hang out with. I have social anxiety, it's hard for me to bring up the topic of ""Let's smoke weed with friends, play guitar, go to the mall, and listen to music"" and expect him to say ""Oh yeah of course, this weekend we will be hanging out at ""blah blah, you could come!"" I feel like if I bring up the subject of hanging out with his friends, that he'd say ""yes"" but then he'd just say yes just to be nice and never invite me anywhere. I know it's not obligatory for him to invite me anywhere. He doesn't HAVE to invite me. I'm just dreading throughout the weekend thinking about hanging out with friends. The group he has seems like it has very cool people, that I've talked to before. This social anxiety thing Is hard, especially with talking to girls :S. I'm nervous around a lot of people, but I'm not nervous with my friends. I'm just nervous of asking them if I could hang out with them and I'm scared they'll say no, or they'll say yes and then let it go and pretend they forgot about me asking.",3.2552595372107582,4.072272959349596,3.951504065040651,92.01029549718577,72.79403794037941,6.760933917031479,23.677402543256196,6.67199483983844,0.4965446320617049,1378,35,311,10,26,438,157,369,0.091,0.7659999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.9626,1,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,1,1,7,0,13,24,0,5,22,5,26,2,0,1,1,65,51,23,0,9,16,0,3,8,5,4,0,6,0,2,20,32,2,1,5,9,0,11,7,7,0,4,7,10,41,17,57,31,7,43,0,0,0,0,46,13,0,6,22,209,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168571395724313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765412184144211,0.12789620896686096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883026002322305,0.15629557969242105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509572685286666,0.09232145091433393,0.0711311393587457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200761667169826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133483766290108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733646741879297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055212118986384125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04226692646018195,0.05971856480692558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916549630543558,0.32291714814632033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501519345513763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276980901462852,0.0,0.0,0.14976508729905574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045940302720026686,0.06813911986768352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095817886927803,0.0,0.2450347097149917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106743287068425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884569671488046,0.0,0.06198284816403914,0.06447176067997715,0.08073424676511025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771636407395285,0.0,0.22657801636993602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104526334537,0.0,0.2897628918610012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997364325241073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710311057238622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323809237092546,0.08369076796946928,0.08460016643716331,0.0,0.07609955672225316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042424204443846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916726724234201,0.0,0.06675715237642213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285122635701144,0.4031313566730221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107040816152763,0.053562757973085615,0.08212929773919372,0.0,0.0487435129388026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219716062423691,0.0920654308006707,0.06897264336279697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059381779345563,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CmonWeAllFart,2018/02/19,"Always have to initiate/message ""friends"" first Anyone have this problem?",9.760909090909092,13.581357818181822,6.936363636363637,64.9245454545455,61.72727272727273,8.036363636363637,47.36363636363637,8.841846274778883,5.656018181818182,60,4,6,1,1,17,10,11,0.258,0.742,0.0,-0.481,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501159337152158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37824666569927257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46013404171488004,0.0,0.0,0.4179386700225057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5176186220162585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DoYouEvenRaveDude,2018/02/19,"I've finally started taking HUGE steps to battling my lifelong SA. but I'm so scared I'll fall short. Help? *Deep breath* So, I've finally started taking big steps towards battling my SA, and I'm scared I'll fall short. About me: 23 years old, been shy my whole life due to bullying and a rough relationship with my parents. Talking to strangers is still difficult, but I can talk with my small circle of friends and go out in public just fine. Currently in college and working a full-time job. The steps I've been taking: -Making more small talk at work with co-workers, making more of an effort to say hello to people -Going to the gym every day (healthy body, healthy mind?) -Joined up with a local concert promotion team where one of my duties is to hand out flyers after shows and be vocal so we can push our concerts. -Starting a music industry club at my school in which I will need to take a leadership role in order to host meetings and (surprise) talk to people to convince them to join! Despite all of this going for me I'm honestly terrified that it's all going to fall flat. Sometimes I can't find the right words when approaching strangers and those awkward silences KILL ME. I also overthink too much and start worrying about what other people think of what I'm doing. The thing is, I NEED to overcome these things because that's really the only way I'm going to move up. How do I stop worrying so much?",5.048592677345539,6.1504782681159424,5.4665675057208265,81.74296338672771,68.85507246376812,8.12936689549962,30.830663615560642,8.371475516178862,2.3140173913043482,1126,45,209,16,19,360,166,276,0.16399999999999998,0.742,0.095,-0.9759,3,0,0,0,0,1,36.0,2,0,1,5,14,12,3,3,11,0,12,4,3,3,2,31,35,17,1,2,3,1,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,12,15,0,2,2,6,0,14,1,7,0,1,2,5,19,5,39,31,7,52,0,0,0,0,17,21,0,0,15,122,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531727251908837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503518936840001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185048132812446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880406091181865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898881008838303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23374001248792564,0.09750966194698464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242583830091002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031623984983508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150981017182427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587003445525968,0.0,0.11803296721388155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535593339638151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424283297109894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772309984131273,0.0,0.0,0.11339102108993836,0.15685392113943744,0.1582135928527389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194968868960917,0.0,0.07229363262007253,0.08114000201248389,0.0,0.0,0.11846289522749885,0.0,0.0,0.22188926237497306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834619750174911,0.0,0.0,0.1145415317873025,0.0,0.09110981303327888,0.0,0.08484150324389739,0.2136238892090272,0.10797258180633973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055158211831988,0.0,0.3020534295202053,0.0,0.08520009356571676,0.08919481343720362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208603228695368,0.3430027403819851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175573449245574,0.06836049514533411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468289399598078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911183061901613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330074474632933,0.21669093606661274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870270237243796 socialanxiety,anon84844,2018/02/19,"Why is quiet associated with being a 'goody two-shoes'? I'm 16 and I recently said fuck it and went to a house party my only friend was throwing. As soon as I walk through the door there's literally a chorus of people saying my name in shock as if the fucking queen of England had just showed up to the party. Like just because I'm quiet and boring in school doesn't mean I'm some nerd that only wants to read books and study. I want to do the same any other normal teenager would. Why is that so fucking mind blowing to people? 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This happened yesterday. Sorry if it's too long. I really need to say this. I went out to do some errands, on my way home I made a stop at a store. I go there frequently so the staff know me pretty well. That makes it even worse because I struggle with anxiety and I find it so difficult to be friendly and social without second guessing myself. I feel like I come off as awkward and weird and I don't want to. I was chatting with the girl behind the counter for a few minutes after making my purchase. This is a huge thing for me because I struggle so much socializing. After a good exchange, she gave me a free candy that just came in stock. I was caught off guard by that. I had to leave the place as soon as I could, I wasn't expecting such a nice gesture. It was so much appreciated, but I don't know how to react to it because something like that doesn't happen. I felt like I needed to run away or something...ugh I hopped in my car to go home, feeling like a complete weirdo. My brain was still trying to process a simple act of kindness, why is it such a big deal? My current flavour of the month song came on the radio a few seconds after pulling away, talk about timing, and I just exploded into tears. I'm driving home, struggling to process a simple act of kindness, and a song I really like is playing and I'm crying my eyes out. What the hell is wrong with me? I am such a freak!!!",1.8932199546485224,3.801431224489797,3.386598639455784,90.17665532879822,78.59183673469387,5.852154195011338,24.834467120181408,6.775458762138228,0.8645678004535147,1116,41,235,11,27,367,158,294,0.157,0.7070000000000001,0.135,-0.6955,1,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,0,18,22,1,4,21,0,17,2,2,5,0,45,42,19,0,6,6,0,5,5,1,0,0,3,3,1,15,18,0,2,7,5,4,13,5,9,1,2,13,10,35,14,44,27,5,42,1,0,1,0,10,16,1,4,17,166,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924123222258958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464055558769294,0.0,0.0,0.18943095099660934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115633644852995,0.0,0.23694427145099214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922816900625605,0.10860551846304363,0.0,0.0,0.08270314036658448,0.0,0.1137818093456376,0.0,0.1067902264684481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841604418837673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930943331083776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712506392590053,0.14800040439326867,0.09945657757246758,0.0,0.09467360759286753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002849476656214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773798566935938,0.08688107688558777,0.0,0.0,0.11410910243012368,0.0,0.18319741352400887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31170863234939056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573292714764408,0.113853763942509,0.0,0.0,0.10968016156971347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530287709068786,0.0,0.0,0.09166829784052176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801338323696912,0.13828582242954585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826795056972242,0.0,0.1522918476266638,0.15361197348568084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822289967994914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538184228807436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271671654985798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237390044556629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118103576785968,0.0,0.0797437780517704,0.0,0.11595345003464465,0.0,0.0,0.082722061219962,0.08660059524423336,0.0,0.3248644605209571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325663887507319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881639477262322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060400477220231966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032651979110427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610963386437244,0.08221990432458677,0.0,0.0,0.09313416885876444,0.0960231097791945,0.09346816043040997,0.0,0.0,0.0998509718127302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556062004549496,0.0,0.11325249401839894,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AloneTrainer,2018/02/19,"Social anxiety at university in the UK Hello everyone, First of all I want to start off by saying that my social anxiety is probably mild compared to some, and by no means do I want to undermine people. Having said that, I believe I have SA and that has been the case for as long as I remember. I have very rarely opened up about my social anxiety and I have always tried to hide it, behaving in a way so people don't call me shy or awkward. It genuinely depresses me at the sight of those two words. For example, I even feel uncomfortable around my own mum at times and proceed to always start arguments because I feel more comfortable than having 'enjoyable' conversation. I know its f**** up. I hate social situations indoors with lots of people. I think it's because I blush more easily and I get flustered so I say some seriously awkward things in conversation. I'm much better outside in the sun, where I don't feel trapped and claustrophobic. Recently, I have found that the root of the problem may be my fear of being judged. I feel as if people are always thinking 'man he's awkward' or 'he's really hard to talk to'. Therefore, I've trained myself to not care what people think. It has really helped. I may come across as charming and friendly at first but I always feel anxious, and people get to really know me as time goes on. For this reason, I actually enjoy meeting new people and making them believe and I'm this friendly, outgoing and fun guy. I feel year after year it improves, thanks to my determined 'take it on' attitude. I put myself in the uncomfortable situations to get better. But, it's still definitely present and strongly discourages and prevents me from doing things. So I was hoping by opening up and talking to someone it would help me in itself but also hoping other people have this similar SA difficulties. Thanks guys ",3.568026293612,6.116597581661898,5.115814090679256,76.66732639474131,76.04871060171921,8.231956851508512,27.743215911006235,9.007467420416297,2.743063981122536,1472,61,252,36,34,494,184,349,0.113,0.703,0.183,0.9887,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,5,9,24,1,4,8,0,22,0,0,4,1,59,54,29,0,7,7,1,7,0,2,3,0,3,0,3,22,19,0,2,15,0,0,2,4,9,0,3,4,11,37,15,51,45,8,39,0,2,1,0,25,21,0,10,15,180,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.07708590574567124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317078224316933,0.2629144683219597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128859825901786,0.08923975906956481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032063847210754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630696491886348,0.0,0.0,0.1779964273472417,0.0,0.13972601879636296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066082372026702,0.0,0.08053876667088301,0.0,0.0,0.06804559205121975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680366722045272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052174221262728165,0.0,0.0,0.07548132653295048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888923929128083,0.2396478179480301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343830420929316,0.0,0.08661189626510138,0.1220598016973061,0.0,0.12381195956550968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564312476566225,0.0,0.0,0.07076233393704487,0.07798936770597636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058948677855122,0.0,0.0,0.15691601535797656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682512328796818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990643950621148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671571393244944,0.0,0.0,0.05272853160781853,0.0,0.0,0.08604668263101055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806904395630892,0.0,0.0,0.07629206289367994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381111541808318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516796095952392,0.07558576280430708,0.0,0.07940991963427622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181507678526654,0.08121809999774282,0.07799619190249292,0.0,0.08948382418793177,0.0,0.07514056149101782,0.12563702444670355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775831888779881,0.0,0.32209421685670386,0.06693062770922906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182349633688964,0.0,0.06308402037270207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059393007382911985,0.1269833808660076,0.0,0.14545253295617788,0.0,0.0,0.10495905894483386,0.15184683565317794,0.0,0.0,0.09212306558344224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363115403334115,0.0,0.07716481562684953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651776099514177,0.0931843963957741,0.06270107445294422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611445732256631,0.0,0.0,0.1017379792612462 socialanxiety,Monarch0122,2018/02/19,"Medication is making me feel emotionally empty and numb So I've been on some new medication and i do feel less anxious compared to before but I feel like I complete zombie, I was wondering if anyone else experienced this and if it's common? I really miss feeling something tbh but my anxiety was so bad i needed stronger medication",2.5257347670250923,5.510071,5.177311827956991,70.21374551971329,89.0,7.9168458781362,27.856630824372765,8.515128840125781,3.2779512544802882,270,13,42,8,9,95,46,62,0.206,0.659,0.135,-0.4252,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,15,13,9,0,3,4,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,8,1,2,10,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501309881293906,0.2217070461938343,0.0,0.13722281465983466,0.20108168546757813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386085309719686,0.0,0.0,0.16699460171591016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576476849022773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394199336397902,0.2207552402623084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969203144279967,0.14020129629418265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587801283732604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099863911325424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5931047729113571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455171551543382,0.0,0.18953982046283552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572300580175966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510831149426548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282514378453896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sativafairy,2018/02/19,"leaving conversations / interactions please help me. how do i exit conversations / interactions / hangouts in a way that is not awkward or rude? and where i’m not dragging it on? I can’t seem to find a balance between being rude and abruptly leaving or staying way too long, even after i gave a social cue that i’m leaving. it’s very awkward. any advice, “canned phrases”, social cues to look out for or give, etc would be extremely appreciated. 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I’m tired of awkward small talk and having nothing to say in a conversation. My mind constantly feels clouded whenever it’s my turn to talk and I just want to be able to talk to people. 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How do I deal with this? Not only do I have to worry about looking like a wierdo, my germaphobia/OCD is kicking in and I am contemplating all the possible ways I could contract an illness. As soon as I left the house I started hyperventilating and then crying. Hours later I am still having trouble sleeping. I feel like I am losing my mind. Edit: not sure why I got downvoted but now I feel even worse. If it clarifies anything it was not my grandma, it was my SO's family member's grandma and my first or second time meeting her which makes it incredibly awkward. 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I never realized before, but after reading all the posts here, I found out I suffer from social anxiety. It was actually pretty surreal. I would read all these memes and whatever else and just think “hey, that happens to me too, like all the time! And that... and that. Oh, I think I know what’s wrong with me now.” For the longest time I sucked at taking to people. I could barely make eye contact with strangers. I would get extremely anxious in spaces where I knew I might have to socialize, such as classrooms, libraries, restaurants. But my New Years resolution has been to get out and meet new people, and I have have been very successful so far. I started forcing myself to make smalltalk with strangers, and I created outlets for myself to meet new people, like Tinder. But anyway, I now feel my anxiety slowly starting to fade. It feels good. I can actually make eye contact with people now, and I don’t get so nervous in public spaces. I hope some of you can be motivated by my success. I know some people might have worse social anxiety than I do, and it might not be easy, but I think that anybody can improve if they try hard enough! 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I find it really hard for some reason to relate to them and I find myself just repeating the last word they'll say or something to hopefully end the conversation so they can pay and leave. 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Does anyone else feel really cold and get uncontrollable shivering when their anxiety gets really bad? This happens to me when I have to be around more than two or three strangers for more than a couple hours, when there's any sort of sexual or romantic situations or vibes, or after smoking marijuana (all strong anxiety triggers for me.) It's completely debilitating, a little scary, and it makes it impossible to pursue a relationship. The only thing I can do when it happens is remove myself from the situation and try to get as warm as possible so it stops. It's such a strong physical symptom that it baffles me that it even seems to come from anxiety. Please please share if someone has dealt with this, I have no idea what to do about it.",9.789047619047622,8.893596555555561,9.559246031746033,63.16750000000002,59.13888888888889,13.784126984126985,39.32142857142857,12.785403640627713,5.231417857142857,640,27,108,20,7,209,95,144,0.153,0.733,0.114,-0.6312,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,10,7,0,2,6,0,8,1,0,2,1,19,17,15,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,15,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,0,3,8,4,19,16,3,11,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,7,7,78,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029427612604675,0.0,0.3474130566047815,0.0,0.0,0.10584756256493726,0.15510544901701667,0.0,0.13475920818301895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639495803336145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039941480059605,0.1587177705137407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749774057327949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247259032261133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264575460183554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998425636763364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654165948799993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372674935432223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677275100740736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907760516544966,0.0,0.0,0.17088821650068067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172130598743894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104651098896593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513038342352425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323368840420409,0.0,0.1706568291397738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395424522433802,0.0,0.0,0.1625241575734863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780955573643958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403121820247028,0.0,0.0,0.12826274887799402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655943820207213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734051410706304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056933485217767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277625471704528,0.0,0.1478750716631717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490334699959485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,justaporggirl,2018/02/19,"We have got nothing to lose I'm a 24 year old girl. I have been bullied for most of my life. When I was 17 I had a ""boyfriend"" who convienced me that I didn't need the friends I still had at the time. I lost my friends. When this 3 year relationship ended, people who I had known for years, were completely distant from me. That's also when I entered college. I didn't know how to make new friends and I had zero confidence in myself. I kept protecting myself from everyone. As if everyone was a threat. As you might have guessed, I didn't make a single friend during college. And the only person I thought I actually had a friendship with, backstabbed me. I just got out of college and it just hit me how isolated I've become. I was diagnosed with a rare type of cancer in the liver and that made me become even more isolated from society. Hopefully I'm already in remission, and I decided that I want to try to enjoy as much as I can the brief time I've been given on this tiny blue dot that is floating in space. Today I met a girl with a rare disease on the liver as well, because someone from the hospital gave me her number. We had many things in common and she actually wants to meet in person. My brain immediatly started to come up with excuses not to go, and I was honestly thinking ""No way, that is absolutely not going to happen"". But then I was like...wtf? Why? I mean, I have nothing to lose. I already have pratically zero friends. What do I have to lose? If I go, I can either gain a friend, or just stay the same. I don't have to impress her or try to be like her. In fact, I should be my true self, because what's the point in wearing a mask. If she doesn't like my personality, well, I can accept it, people are all so unique and different from each other. Maybe we just don't connect and that's fine. If, for some reason, she thinks badly of me or makes fun of me, it doesn't say anything about me. It only tells me about HER character and I would be grateful that we didn't develop a friendship, because I wouldn't want to befriend someone who acts like that anyway. I know I'm a nice and kind person. I always try to be gentle to others and make them feel good. That's what I'm going to do and there is nothing wrong with that. Anyway, I have been struggling with social anxiety since I was a kid and I just thought I would share these thoughts, maybe it will help someone out there who is going through a difficult time just like me. Just remember, you are braver than you think you are <3 and if anyone would like to talk, feel free to PM me, I mean it!",2.2355853477435867,4.009150605313096,3.7679865522646665,88.45330975167069,77.10246679316887,6.707845887303027,24.73925418694828,7.586124646067393,1.1480826169457967,2007,70,426,28,46,665,230,527,0.091,0.743,0.166,0.9875,1,0,0,0,1,0,68.0,4,4,1,5,24,35,1,1,23,0,55,7,4,8,3,91,98,37,0,15,19,0,2,5,6,7,3,1,0,8,30,29,0,2,17,0,1,9,12,9,2,2,31,4,75,27,60,55,9,44,0,4,1,0,45,16,0,13,22,304,105,4,0.0,0.0,0.14050333315214195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888508342102614,0.05757022231973871,0.05990128606491881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055072004995547805,0.0,0.0,0.05033694661315635,0.0,0.05924147689340465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010848148528855,0.13165295373363287,0.15901417085060945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803644326114119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201284396301038,0.07547994254480736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306813831395083,0.0,0.075214025635858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376160093089067,0.0,0.0,0.047548588299763966,0.0,0.0,0.13757869050167185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728004185257665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33371487595170457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456733045035425,0.06038163423331608,0.11515364944585425,0.0,0.07930488815995197,0.0,0.06366034821635153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04825324987637364,0.0,0.0,0.07150212146267239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496630547216739,0.07912743001005887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05084852938507254,0.21102349892174188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24161453787997636,0.07858537793927445,0.0,0.0,0.06811849563487908,0.19221501963172044,0.07298636463394778,0.144646873611921,0.15683600782002108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763698083357516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529207910959638,0.0533795294059532,0.0,0.06952820380019224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072284829928763,0.0,0.07554119202585126,0.0,0.0,0.1095029837911808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981733505316487,0.2514348893476791,0.0,0.0,0.06805363638813372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401751105848328,0.0,0.0772901108431834,0.08155041729084632,0.0,0.0,0.057249183658551826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510106866538492,0.0,0.0,0.059550711932261774,0.0,0.0,0.07338454192700627,0.18299018852041976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05095475563294402,0.0767315552749416,0.05749115253471612,0.0,0.0,0.07525937650923213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578626796105457,0.062922264037644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047826828664750486,0.13838448372305126,0.0,0.171455595275867,0.12593350544558388,0.0,0.06823791909889335,0.0,0.0,0.14662905941603058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738435935266862,0.05714215762038957,0.0,0.0,0.1294549635027988,0.0,0.06495960314812964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341847933635247,0.07870955235551601,0.0,0.139077225493695 socialanxiety,cpatb,2018/02/19,"I wore a bikini!!! Okay, so yesterday I was kind of bummed out because my plans to hang out with some friends fell through. I drove to Target and spent like five hours looking for the right swimsuit (not exaggerating). It was kind of late by the time I found one I liked and picked up some beach stuff from my house, but I managed to make it there about an hour before sunset. I walked along the beach, went swimming, and read a little all while wearing a bikini!! I know this doesn't really relate to anything ""social,"" but I haven't advanced the whole 'wearing a bikini in front of people you know' stage yet. This was a big milestone for me though!!",6.522142857142858,6.214858674603177,5.852222222222222,85.165,65.42857142857143,8.152380952380952,29.11111111111111,6.868970318607317,1.3633301587301587,507,14,103,3,7,154,88,126,0.018000000000000002,0.91,0.07200000000000001,0.6379,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,5,6,0,0,10,1,5,2,2,2,1,18,14,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,4,1,8,3,0,0,2,8,1,13,6,19,6,4,23,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,2,9,69,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677636922383242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613525504037532,0.0,0.16211294775529786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888820804917504,0.1471902495550222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752348226737922,0.21982698828595001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39678096503902577,0.2094024631646384,0.0,0.21490751456796006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615053572116008,0.19094456637148624,0.0,0.0,0.15998334930164768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127169233737924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290968711502942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207806587428414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056504535849106,0.0,0.12204781988014332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269747925792913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942045108222309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809236575631769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871785363429049,0.0,0.1110899479144394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660791362721368,0.0,0.21270150762391396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dixieladd,2018/02/19,"College Presentation HELP To be honest, I'm not even entirely sure why I'm posting this. Part of it is to ask for advice, part of it is just to vent because that's the only way to get it off my mind and calm the hell down, and since I don't really have anyone I feel comfortable talking to about this stuff, I'm turning to the wonderfully anonymous people of Reddit. So... any advice on how to not freak out in front of my peers when giving a presentation? Or at least advice on how to speak coherently in front of people? I always sound drunk when I have to speak in front of crowds, my words slur together and I stumble over what I'm saying constantly. Even if I have an entire speech planned out in my head and memorise every last word, it all vanishes as soon as it hits me that I'M IN FRONT OF PEOPLE. It's kinda humiliating, so I've always just avoided speaking in front of crowds (which will be a shock to absolutely no one on this sub, I imagine). But this presentation is mandatory, I can't afford to screw it up. To make it worse, it's kind of embarassing that this is freaking me out so much - it's only a 10 minute presentation in front of, like, 20 to 30 people. But my brain seems convinced I'm about to give a speech in front of the entire planet. In my underwear. With, like, no prep time whatsoever. Is that stupid? It feels stupid. I'm almost 19, I feel like I should have a handle on this crap by now (which probably sounds laughable to the older people on this sub, huh?). Anyway, sorry, I'm kinda rambling. Just... any help? I'd take half-hearted words of encouragement at this point. Anything to convince myself this isn't going to go as horribly wrong as I think it will.",4.68770575578268,5.2883164526627215,5.797676169983863,80.86043571812804,69.38461538461539,8.749004841312534,26.902097902097893,8.841846274778883,1.8570248520710064,1323,39,268,22,22,441,171,338,0.126,0.755,0.118,-0.7181,2,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,1,17,21,5,1,11,1,17,5,3,3,2,38,41,19,0,2,9,0,3,3,0,3,0,8,0,0,29,8,1,1,7,1,0,9,7,10,0,1,0,11,20,11,61,35,5,47,1,0,0,1,13,24,3,7,15,171,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33589712276731004,0.0,0.0,0.11473476322941355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906785540632149,0.0,0.0,0.15583590343182085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801166120686603,0.0,0.09428912045695882,0.0,0.10711631401343284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069846566201362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790855434929524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381967498213628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135728563356984,0.0,0.09653812420738124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738044304004484,0.08185557842235466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059863030935151613,0.21983008852682573,0.13023627818798916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759156676984385,0.0,0.0,0.1357771940371892,0.153600373543005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931686003704775,0.0,0.0933975404129699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679331876286848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648266928043834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156925765505353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422907577579998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764199729059795,0.17428566218328914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481567465607304,0.0,0.3971748014256665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831461090142386,0.0,0.10973543565322301,0.0,0.12353602106360727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340252645957238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111817356877386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430882345086803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947813009588186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826230795197915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116605166548628,0.0,0.0,0.10798977094724713,0.0,0.08614948307349275,0.09209461772160096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341788185899355,0.0,0.0,0.06681219581955697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462953387501068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094783022938566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339012744552507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425652050142336,0.0,0.0,0.11676624327979733,0.0,0.12527463615595286,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,soccermom_1984cool,2018/02/19,"Feel like I’m not “allowed” to do “grown up” things. Like, I feel I’m not allowed to go to parties, go shopping, get a job, etc. When I think about it, my brain is like “no, you can’t. You’re too young”. Ignore my username. I’m 20 in college.",-1.2837106918238987,0.4861761320754745,1.2134905660377378,102.0955817610063,89.56603773584905,3.5333333333333337,20.154088050314463,3.1291,-0.7678779874213837,177,6,46,0,6,60,37,53,0.087,0.7240000000000001,0.189,0.6705,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,0,8,12,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,4,1,0,0,0,2,5,3,6,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,23,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36080630682319975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360461644376851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32684670680714945,0.2308994038255997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886250663088678,0.0,0.3673723840165201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207334348388149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737083733734426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472460959233045,0.2070982268784544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,highendtrash,2018/02/20,"Anxiety even when positing anonymously online? DAE get super anxious posting something online, even anonymously? Just typing this right now and the thought that so many people can see it is making my heart beat like crazy. Even as I’m writing this, my mind is racing and I’m overthinking everything. Social anxiety is a bitch.",5.217368421052633,8.420894859649124,5.090438596491229,75.48723684210526,74.08771929824562,8.010526315789475,30.552631578947373,8.841846274778883,3.3007684210526325,265,12,38,6,6,82,45,57,0.183,0.7190000000000001,0.098,-0.5514,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,0,7,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,9,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,3,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628048791149045,0.26788739318744903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698628594938983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311555437952426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123889708052585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28099808290176337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584887067833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828492844775002,0.2404107967396181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23943190494687674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439485079789212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271032868487449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025062045749416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896049056453987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24172235843676415,0.0,0.1825528891005228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882533195182796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sumo94,2018/02/20,Sean cooper social anxiety guy Has anyone bought his ebook? His stuff seems really good but he leaves you hanging and your forced to buy his ebook? Anyone bought it? Is it legit? ,1.5872727272727296,4.120867575757576,1.9307575757575783,91.01613636363636,100.51515151515152,4.624242424242424,11.56060606060606,6.42735559955562,-0.4738848484848481,142,2,25,2,6,43,27,33,0.16399999999999998,0.7809999999999999,0.055,-0.6385,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559288395523865,0.0,0.0,0.4678484589169039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28060357673301595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312558103512715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35423876793845377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143204636217491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045605714149618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410302686088967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829782210543423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ALCA19,2018/02/20,"Don't know what more I can do. Any and all help is appreciated! Hey everyone, I'm a college student (currently a sophomore, 20 year old guy). I've been shy/timid as long as I can remember. Aside from two friends in middle/high school, I've been a loner my whole life. I've never had a girlfriend or any other friends, though I've been in a lot of clubs and activities. I get really self-conscious/nervous and red-faced when doing simple tasks, like walking down a busy street, talking to someone else in class, introducing myself, answering a teacher's question, ordering coffee/food, etc. I've quit some activities/clubs I used to enjoy because of this. Now I do them alone. Not long ago, I was in a class where our grade came from group work. We had to get into groups of 3 or 4 people and work on a project/assignment. I didn't know anyone, so I went up to one group and asked to join. They said, ""sorry, we have enough people"". I went to another group, and the said the same thing. Everyone in the lecture hall was glaring at me, and the two groups were apologizing to me. I just grabbed my stuff and left. I dropped the class the day after out of embarrassment, and I'm delaying my graduation to avoid taking a class with group work from now on. This is the second time in my life (first time was in high school) where I dropped a class because of something like this. I've been taking a medication and getting counseling for 3 months now. It's not helping so far. I'm still feeling self-conscious and nervous when I'm doing simple things, like approaching a register or walking down a busy street. Everyone I talk to about this encourages me to 'smile' and say 'hi' while making eye contact, but I feel really uncomfortable doing it. I've tried doing this, but I feel like breaking down in tears every time I try. Where do I go from here? Any and all help is appreciated. Thank you.",4.544446529080677,5.681663070460707,5.326571815718157,82.15175891181988,70.0569105691057,8.49535126120492,28.82645403377111,8.841846274778883,2.14518961851157,1479,54,295,26,26,481,189,369,0.05,0.846,0.104,0.9535,1,2,1,0,0,0,61.0,3,1,2,5,15,12,0,3,21,0,25,4,1,2,3,45,49,26,0,0,8,0,4,4,3,0,3,3,0,1,12,19,0,2,8,1,0,7,5,3,0,5,16,8,31,9,42,33,9,59,0,0,1,0,31,26,0,6,26,181,43,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383503303644095,0.0,0.0,0.09795117985185248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294273363797804,0.09917013585278846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612904044971331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884148602807605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530408693879962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816860733937594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099305236261495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900527865900474,0.0,0.0,0.0977212586654616,0.10547612711915713,0.0,0.0,0.07968351825933759,0.2711114023002466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345988817451033,0.06756440040035115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044544847632715,0.11436046794958254,0.0,0.14613682404482228,0.0,0.14823460548083842,0.0,0.05374915317770042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364412114399004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017489106525384,0.19984736450242468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395189561317997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275601650913507,0.0,0.1336022418028446,0.18481827544129187,0.0,0.0,0.16739180152124905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040428475506735,0.0,0.0,0.06312954829160347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527436482531536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754888643815684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294207198684095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924055548080137,0.0,0.06408646904622335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113279671175165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059456468629422,0.10059215620512832,0.0,0.0,0.12117433615880507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713504108943846,0.0,0.1799249689176641,0.07520983763603874,0.0,0.1914299024960483,0.0,0.0,0.1973247064728356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013309237556286,0.07280845713650765,0.0,0.10586897188639252,0.0,0.0,0.07552771884807194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826575053850963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221726315652372,0.15203160850819214,0.0,0.08707195538545517,0.0,0.0,0.1256628580060182,0.0,0.09291945938404432,0.0,0.16544233283726015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842043672538775,0.0,0.18477206954139996,0.0,0.0,0.08168243634044453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534394891433006,0.0,0.10558961238150766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065551837444917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090320059197937 socialanxiety,plumbum-dirigible,2018/02/20,"issues with living in same room as college roommate so I'm in my second semester of college. Last semester I didn't have a roommate, but now I do. My dorm room is pretty much a small square, so there's really no privacy anywhere. This probably sounds dumb (or at least my parents aren't really taking it seriously lol) but I really can't handle living with a roommate in the same room. I lie in bed for 5+ hours every night trying to sleep, but my chest feels tight and I can't breath. I feel on edge constantly because even if my roommate isn't there, I'm always worrying about when she'll come back to the room. I'm exhausted and I constantly feel nauseous/dizzy and I keep on having random crying spells/anxiety attacks. I've been sleeping in the gender neutral bathroom (which is a single, lockable bathroom) downstairs because it's the only place I can be alone. I feel like I'm spiraling and I'm having trouble focusing/staying awake in class because I'm so anxious and tired all the time. Did you guys have similar issues in college? What did you do? I qualify to move to a single dorm room (with no roommate) through housing accommodations, but it would cost more and my parents think I just need to suck it up and deal with it. And I think they're right, but how?? Obviously I know I should just go to sleep and stop worrying but if I could just do that then this wouldn't be an issue....",4.335000000000001,5.582334296028883,5.445435018050542,80.68988537906141,70.66064981949458,8.428086642599277,29.734476534296032,8.841846274778883,2.4071820938628163,1108,44,211,20,20,367,151,277,0.19,0.7829999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.9929,2,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,0,14,7,3,0,11,1,25,7,5,1,2,47,44,25,0,7,12,2,5,1,0,4,2,1,8,1,10,14,0,3,7,0,1,3,8,6,0,1,4,7,25,1,26,33,8,33,0,0,1,0,7,19,2,4,12,139,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758888641452685,0.0,0.0,0.094470911469472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685460446946364,0.12826317900913656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916340504263416,0.0,0.08730205042935628,0.0,0.2076311771233986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780107034180546,0.0,0.2453838106940588,0.0,0.09064912727183086,0.0,0.12471378560564644,0.0,0.11705046250501627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498934949238245,0.0,0.09565883935118233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296285220332196,0.08111002456896133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452503254630361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241832861271636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118099292966106,0.1310051121726853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35550574857042583,0.0,0.10091586849588728,0.0,0.0,0.062396326743183135,0.0925468605021511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055467874994115735,0.0,0.2005084481164286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067062674210025,0.08346190372445379,0.08418538445613118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654569180484848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863491200854044,0.0,0.0,0.2521362216404716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862078469245248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550676300039725,0.12241083499428862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182018931137553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695898436579918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34085349337945114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101409571470327,0.0,0.0949210434490666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853648196417364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549835982242068,0.0,0.0,0.0662036595290928,0.1304927427235627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708338056899862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306023070711265,0.0,0.08065260103351797,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,barmanlagoon,2018/02/20,"Why do I find smiling so awkward? And does anyone else have angry eyes? I can't smile at all, unless it's genuine (from finding something funny). I'm so bad at it. Even the thought of intentionally smiling just makes me cringe. I don't know if it's because I'm embarrassed that the smile would look awful and ridiculous. Even then, I feel like if I practiced in a mirror, I'd still hesitate to do it in person. I'd feel so self-conscious. Smiling is so difficult and uncomfortable. I also have really angry looking eyes (sometimes). I didn't have this problem 10 years ago, but now when I look in the mirror my eyes look really intense. I don't know how to revert them back to how they were. Is it just because my face is stiff? How do I get back to a natural look? Facial expressions are the worst.",2.3606458333333333,4.467054606250001,3.983750000000004,85.49958333333336,77.9375,6.5166666666666675,25.666666666666664,7.554174236665415,1.4285916666666671,627,24,123,9,15,209,93,160,0.194,0.725,0.081,-0.9353,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,0,17,8,1,2,6,1,16,6,5,5,1,25,30,17,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,10,15,1,12,26,2,13,0,0,8,0,4,5,0,2,9,82,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307614980869534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005436276217984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049704136189235,0.15382010452887315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308726676417565,0.12534753472446475,0.18302878153996535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137480223792206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540960404862478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831139219388424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181473169219056,0.107248842682552,0.0,0.0,0.2744218136036097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784337599343316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500879802247256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334315863905994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6303330861757545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020914791262713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108276379916464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364869746955808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923469643606993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661240443551624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557303430686636,0.14847678904225253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988947417443205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191819393397116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546384653371255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664400813771284,0.0,0.0,0.09667513868914847 socialanxiety,myfaceinthesink,2018/02/20,"Feeling like running away or killing myself because someone will come over soon I am 18 years old, diagnosed social anxiety and depression, sitting in paralyzing panic because someone will come over for a few minutes tomorrow. My mom ""kicked me out"" into my own apartment a few months ago, because I kept not cleaning my stuff and always doing nothing, she thought this would change me for the better and make me independant. I am not independant. Someone is coming to fix something in the kitchen tomorrow. I just cleaned the filth that my apartment and I are. It took 7 hours. If I was alone tomorrow, I wouldn't open the doors. My mum has to come by and pretent it's her apartment while I probably have to wait for 2 hours in her car because the worker didnt say exactly when he will come by. I feel like I am riding a rollercoaster and it's about to drop. I know how stupid this is. I already got a stomach ache because of the anxiety. Tonight panic attacks will follow. I am out of benzos. I can't help it. I just want to run away or stop existing. I miss happiness and not having to hide myself. I haven't talked to anyone expect my mum for 4 months now.",3.3309292035398244,5.4384781548672585,4.376292035398233,83.81328761061947,74.97345132743362,7.174867256637168,29.88407079646018,8.07648339933343,2.220333451327434,917,42,172,15,20,298,130,226,0.163,0.768,0.069,-0.9654,0,1,1,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,0,2,7,11,3,2,10,0,21,3,1,4,1,40,38,13,1,5,8,3,2,2,0,6,1,1,4,0,8,16,1,3,4,0,0,11,7,7,0,0,6,3,31,4,26,26,3,43,0,2,0,0,11,14,0,3,18,119,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779971336402156,0.0,0.0,0.11426723371141145,0.12175043614448924,0.0,0.09180229568428518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880226848714028,0.0,0.0,0.0771443746936741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551479515622865,0.2073148435558628,0.0,0.0,0.3362766806393793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975767471010672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671310888431374,0.47519192088346296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502592594403993,0.11198128252752153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157098597514373,0.1576376546519423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823991995844607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744692588414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395098509367128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730304132914768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206233211949905,0.0,0.06063375432915132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780203518697436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364524714906802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921561049577385,0.17612659126605884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586333905697408,0.0,0.11577138492794332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588938564872859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895297181225273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773779047432284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246618994686827,0.2804433843986022,0.08493640403686528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223971232867788,0.0,0.0,0.12629993674845236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867800963297356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758864396323544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257921722764932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507471091785466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837432509771339,0.0,0.0,0.07104804930723929 socialanxiety,quirkychameleons,2018/02/20,"Talking Funny When Nervous I do this thing where when I get nervous I get this weird problem where i cant use my whole mouth to enunciate and I become mush-mouthed almost. I sound so timid and I know people have trouble hearing what I'm saying. I cant force myself to use my lips fully, even when I know I'm doing it. Does anyone else have this problem? Any tips to power through and get a little fake confidence? I always think I'm gonna try and over-enunciate to hit the mark next time but when the time comes I cant do it. 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Am I expected to watch you do your job? Small talk? 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I'm 20 years old, I live in Canada, I'm on welfare because talking to people scares me wayy too much, I'm basically just a useless chunk of organic matter at this point. I try not to go out but there's a problem with that. I just wish I didn't have IRL people who I need to talk to or that care about me. I just want everyone to forget about me and not be mad at me if I just stop talking to them. I love them but I can't deal with the anxiety I get after seeing them, everytime I speak to someone I spend hours and even days thinking about it afterwards and worrying all the time about if I did okay, or if they still like me, or if I insulted them, or what do they think about me now, or how did that affect our relation. I can't deal with it anymore, it takes every bit of motivation to go out because it scares me and then when I don't see my friends I'm worried that they will think that I don't want to see them, or don't care about them, or whatever they might think or say. But then I go see them because of that and when I finally come back home I start seeing every bit of what just happened in my head and get way too anxious to deal with it anymore. I don't understand how people can deal with seeing other people, friends, or family. I constantly worry about the past, always thinking about the things I've done wrong, makes me crawl up in a ball at least 5 times a day because I feel like it crushes me. I can't stop thinking about what people think of me. I just need to be left alone. I can deal with myself, can't deal with others.",4.6915836050302735,4.013642070796462,5.639807483310047,86.40667908709827,69.29498525073745,8.906753609687938,28.16658903896911,8.20500826718156,1.5543651917404122,1238,35,285,15,19,410,146,339,0.158,0.7340000000000001,0.109,-0.9448,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,11,1,27,15,2,2,9,1,21,2,1,5,1,68,59,29,0,11,25,0,1,2,2,2,0,2,1,0,20,16,0,2,10,1,1,4,11,7,0,0,4,9,52,8,45,50,5,41,0,1,6,1,28,13,0,14,25,195,72,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495840034820125,0.0,0.0,0.06008789427762036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055243568731441095,0.08158134837624602,0.14323391324466114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552816517615376,0.0,0.1760841162733323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576781304258456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725412193120438,0.0,0.0,0.06220603023223231,0.0,0.07803775916351184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314420684658467,0.4466972345294316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390006959874712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769671461994823,0.0,0.12168694334046185,0.06900364209842375,0.0,0.0,0.06807700180815737,0.0,0.03651360545917105,0.0515897486892552,0.0,0.07910698795599318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158482843102542,0.0,0.07545774597759522,0.0,0.12312276679436507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385866689331178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411247338978252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243660390929714,0.0,0.07111631618939109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692160476829115,0.0,0.0,0.07056029748432607,0.0,0.06376635011128799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517602095119718,0.0,0.048203454954557634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660772031350864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053085653236493925,0.1070916412732078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577652264653295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893650455133031,0.250320730561952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826564130970532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909911581916763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574275298768545,0.1445977712664313,0.0,0.34527160296726483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061186750313063885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05111349305749618,0.0,0.05767025254951427,0.12074839831162265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429599627942972,0.17412881108880754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04797582177662859,0.3239030379092599,0.0,0.0,0.08421721422389775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902861579448517,0.0,0.0,0.07517739750079358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778119503327773,0.05732017042452028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304262089614953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200106916287589,0.0,0.0,0.07895475324939473,0.0,0.046503495839432994 socialanxiety,dreamystuff,2018/02/20,"Help me learn more about you (2 quick polls) I'd appreciate honest answers so I can learn a little more about your predicaments: The first poll is regarding if you'd be willing to meet a local group of suffers that work towards getting over the disorder: http://www.strawpoll.me/15112245 The second poll is regarding your knowledge of CBT's efficacy in treating SA: http://www.strawpoll.me/15112188 A quick look around (the web -- not necessarily here) leads me to believe that the majority of SA sufferers aren't familiar with CBT, or have a very weak understanding of it. The majority appear to feel either defeated by the disorder or attempting to overcome it with SSRIs and similar drugs. This is a poor attempt to validate those perceptions. If there are any psychologists here that are well studied in CBT, I'd appreciate being able to ask you a few more specific questions.",9.511333333333333,10.647244,8.688666666666666,62.454333333333366,59.0,12.533333333333335,40.0,12.06081838636515,5.4434000000000005,720,35,107,22,9,226,98,150,0.13,0.772,0.098,-0.7425,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,5,0,6,10,7,0,0,13,0,12,2,0,1,0,20,18,6,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,8,0,1,2,2,4,1,2,0,2,8,3,20,14,7,12,0,3,1,0,10,7,0,6,3,79,15,4,0.2308405004855259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697945618821402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549698646026548,0.2158047067769764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26007819478957234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529126425278954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677016935547321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671989302645515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196352811788064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206046339133869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547275215665346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23136282546192136,0.0,0.0,0.1938478817421748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585941908741506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24031310203292994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046758847349715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075533327661077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805463365055456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JailKat,2018/02/20,"I cant go to college because of anxiety The past 3 weeks I've just not gone to college at all. I feel so anxious going that I feel physically restrained from going. That might be a bit dramatic but I've literally just spent 2 hours getting ready, gone to my bus stop and let 2 buses drive past me because I was too panicked to go. I feel pressured to come in by tutors and people who I work with but then when I come in all I get is people complaining but not actually helping (And yes I do ask but when I do I either get ignored or get quick answers that wont help me.) Its too overwhelming and I feel guilty every time I skip a day but I cant seem to go still. My social anxiety hasn't been this bad since high school. I cant even leave the house just in general. Anyone got any advice?",1.9641060735671552,3.477794790419164,3.971124893071,87.83767964071859,77.1437125748503,6.927117194183063,24.503421727972626,7.7094869923839395,1.1498164242942686,618,21,135,9,14,211,102,167,0.204,0.748,0.048,-0.9753,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,2,4,1,13,0,0,0,2,32,34,14,0,0,12,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,6,0,1,10,7,5,0,0,6,4,19,0,14,24,4,27,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,3,12,83,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.13413419581773028,0.0,0.0,0.13431737628761048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347268074787164,0.0,0.21030217394626166,0.15528264475813414,0.0,0.09611025877321426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849990024342345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476742430193652,0.16758001564719924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150062959244815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368069929370777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864574483576293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907863395233617,0.0,0.11580999070580468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780012509332849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872538538796731,0.0,0.3905882336730863,0.0,0.10993363514850543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426355368383515,0.14522652821553367,0.0,0.0,0.1353634118967293,0.15860218382363284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455427671297146,0.0,0.14055489588209272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581579804626962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26242867910794626,0.19058505824238656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910966604616853,0.0,0.12513195148093442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137024535461773,0.0,0.0,0.14011591463346626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097700579605225,0.11491677333931415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801498873157688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025641978973387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006734321072393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pr1d3_vs_3nvy,2018/02/20,"I gave it so much to feed on by taking a job in Sales and Marketing. It was difficult to stand up for anything, still is sometimes, but I've had enough. The discomfort and panic attacks were so damaging, this has taken so much of my life, so I thought of putting myself in a position where embarrassment was always rampant but I had to go through it no matter what, I took a job in Sales and Marketing, in fact even the interview itself was a milestone for me as this was my first time in this sector. I'm 7 months in, I can't put in words what I've been through in the beginning, but now I'm making progress. I'm good at my job, my employer sees potential in me, my clients are happy and most of all I feel normal outside, which I always wanted to feel. I got to actually find my real image. I've been suffering from this for a very long time because of which I've become disconnected, I love being alone now, fortunately I'm not awkward at any gathering. I'm taking one step at a time, not sure if I can cure my depression, but I'm sure as hell not going to suffer social anxiety anymore. I wish you guys all the best, I hope you find yourself in this world, you are not alone.",6.617506887052343,5.158101425619833,7.536983471074383,76.94517217630855,65.73553719008264,11.041873278236917,34.21625344352617,10.125756701596842,3.1504617079889803,923,34,193,18,12,313,132,242,0.19,0.6729999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.9278,4,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,3,9,18,2,4,10,0,16,3,0,1,5,32,40,15,0,5,9,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,13,4,1,0,5,0,2,6,6,11,0,2,14,3,25,7,34,25,7,34,1,4,1,1,9,17,1,3,10,130,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.11967260318784753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540226375755359,0.0,0.0,0.2040817872961467,0.0,0.0,0.08339498338846253,0.0,0.09381428970734527,0.0,0.12161947663424305,0.0,0.0,0.10091691915734988,0.0,0.0,0.13951330702930198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475624165970379,0.1354390628501575,0.0,0.0,0.12869628944231565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056240514552332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671318462394346,0.0,0.08099826832689251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401436183310165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22416958952399654,0.1043119900842982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939088511543574,0.10285915915763773,0.09808121050654324,0.0,0.0,0.12142644265448055,0.0,0.13054563814669598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218027333148889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36508446998252825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661966578680587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852678598476348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068151916854116,0.0,0.08185881165617218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097884887485739,0.0,0.18029946168911085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015478971449907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309963149319181,0.0,0.0,0.14388398611953734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24656107260191984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958376772072115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097723019868481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500940681091166,0.0,0.0,0.1212876644767024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979352692885807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23116123963588764,0.0,0.18441025595829516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735729849467613,0.21452573525675453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362503276781541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118547842173237,0.07233241398215509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102246965038515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,marty-mcfly1990,2018/02/20,"Being pressured into having a girlfriend - how do I deal with it I was diagnosed with OCD at 11, and from 16-18 I couldn't go outside the house. Went to university at 19 and slowly got better, but still had anxiety. I still have OCD, I'm not on any meds but I have things under control, pretty much. I had two girlfriends whilst at uni, and one a year after graduation. I'm 27 now, and have been single since I was 24. I'm been in my current job for 3 years - so work have only ever known me to be single - and they all keep saying I need a girlfriend. Problem is, right now I'm not interested, I've got other things going on in my life. A girl in work, when she started, I said she looked nice. That was it. She had a boyfriend, but that passing comment has come back on me now. She's now single and there's about 3-4 guys who are constantly going on at me to ask her out. I say I'm not interested, but they don't buy it and have started emailing her, around the office saying I like her etc. It's really getting on my nerves now, and when I say I'm not into her, they say I am and that I'm a sh*t house for not asking her out. I can feel my anxiety building up again. They're saying I'm all talk because I don't act on things I say, when I say a girl is nice etc. If I liked a girl then sure I'd go for it, but right now I'm fine as I am. What's also getting me down is, my dog of 11 years passed away at the weekend, so you'd think they'd give me some space but they're getting more intense about asking this girl out - who I don't like. Plus one of the guys knows about my OCD and anxiety - his wife has mental health issues - yet he's the one saying stuff the most. They can't grasp that I'm fine as is right now, but feel like I should be sleeping around or something, which isn't something I do. What can I do in this situation? Thanks ",2.6625824074074096,3.031426767500001,4.259277777777779,90.912462962963,73.825,7.025925925925927,23.314814814814817,6.775458762138228,0.4652870370370366,1417,34,339,11,27,477,180,400,0.049,0.8440000000000001,0.107,0.974,2,1,2,0,0,0,50.0,0,1,5,4,26,15,0,1,14,0,40,4,1,2,4,54,76,30,0,5,14,1,2,4,3,1,3,10,0,6,21,21,0,2,6,1,1,9,11,2,0,4,12,13,50,13,44,57,11,66,0,0,1,0,47,30,0,4,31,228,71,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382080474093695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427079572337438,0.0,0.18315404401214305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208846488272428,0.2238234245809928,0.0,0.0749803351208986,0.061365864190924276,0.0,0.048648978095752964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058189439941129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874577596752693,0.0,0.08624190112171523,0.08950918050383089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227644998303925,0.0,0.08100137884163715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780095028398531,0.0,0.0721890681247919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070459186325618,0.05701340034675417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508597512068315,0.07655715766110516,0.18142228571621105,0.0,0.12765624797614158,0.0,0.0,0.15804091318109298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483001337061524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417074701838895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329669760932967,0.0791951101738946,0.07093521229308261,0.0,0.0,0.04385927356921697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636931619310165,0.15595666159536128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701691448608971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864644081995691,0.0,0.08042564639536831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866656995891811,0.059175114948486165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622357703861105,0.0606960357758668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119136144633067,0.0,0.07636353449857858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112574742199753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446158494855368,0.07591375209796704,0.5711841890070282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601632241933493,0.08970525312657893,0.07986360412252894,0.0,0.0,0.12287706812333753,0.0,0.0,0.11297415152615435,0.0,0.1274663001949718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913587413300242,0.0,0.0,0.0752161815118058,0.0,0.0,0.06414501505139908,0.0,0.07347461417477293,0.0,0.0,0.1590586194007844,0.05113644264340525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795883565339377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739809329957552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619939213295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154177282881555 socialanxiety,taylatalks,2018/02/20,"I feel like I’ve forgotten how to make friends Three years ago I had two close friends, and the rest of the people I was around were just acquaintances. I had to break off my friendship with my two close friends after they treated me really horribly. Since then, I’ve been unable to make new friends. First it was because I would be too anxious to put myself into any situations where I would meet new people. But with my anxiety slowly (but surely) getting better I’ve been putting myself into more situations, but am still unable to make new friends. I feel like it’s been so long since I’ve had friends that I can’t remember how to anymore. I don’t remember how to get a casual acquaintance to become a close friend. Despite my anxiety improving, I still have many issues. I struggle to start conversations with people. I’m afraid to let people in. I assume that everyone hates me for some reason, and that means I often don’t even try to form friendships with people. I always feel like such a loser when I think about the fact I have no friends. I get so lonely and it’s horrible. I often think that the reason I don’t have any friends is not that I’ve forgotten how or don’t have the skills, but it’s because there’s no reason anyone would actually want to be my friend. I guess this is kind of a vent post. Just needed to get it off my chest. Being friendless sucks",4.279264705882351,5.629533102941178,4.984588235294119,83.54864705882355,70.91176470588233,8.08705882352941,26.835294117647056,8.548686976883017,1.8233317647058829,1092,36,214,18,20,352,132,272,0.155,0.669,0.177,0.7661,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,4,20,24,2,2,9,0,28,1,1,10,2,51,48,16,0,5,8,0,3,3,10,3,0,0,0,0,11,13,0,0,12,1,0,2,8,6,0,4,9,3,31,18,28,32,4,27,0,2,0,0,13,10,1,6,16,145,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0756805506107137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874606409040533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453031696798313,0.0,0.0,0.10547741242167734,0.0,0.11865568076697244,0.08761282672132772,0.07691174681157945,0.05422686779424202,0.0,0.0,0.06903862109922586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455119015859216,0.0856512065222615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858933507274444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122303168981323,0.0,0.0,0.07410522452298678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176393962003972,0.16621165753462672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596655069404099,0.0,0.0,0.5991726315290383,0.0,0.16207298738499284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543338392644725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656754153272885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094519354282217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075952574365095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930320710941514,0.0,0.11366545000682288,0.0,0.0,0.06863197340535528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530170916613564,0.07862657972092786,0.0,0.08447796334164365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057504574249621423,0.0,0.224703540984668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688274615214154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427434595475875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592439068440286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04968244406884519,0.239212232168538,0.0,0.0,0.17570488456445926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830530257708306,0.17434566518338154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489241964615669,0.0,0.12386786794190766,0.0,0.0,0.08107524462313254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309279412949057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938567471847157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526534030815248,0.0,0.15151604376762778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0457427746313742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527429961339038,0.0,0.0,0.049941595769242515 socialanxiety,FSUnt08,2018/02/20,Advice with fraternity So i am In a fraternity at FSU and am having some issues with it. I don't feel like i am close with really anyone besides maybe two people. during pledging I really tried to work hard and take it seriously and i feel like even kids in my PC thing I'm just a straight edge kid and don't want to hang out with me. People don't normally reach out to hang out and i just feel kinda isolated and like i just go there for chapter then live my life later. They all always go out and a lot bonded by smoking a lot but I'm always having tests and work and i feel like those are my only way to get to know them but I'm not sure. has anyone been in a similar situation and have any advice? ,0.5902999999999992,2.6810711466666675,3.170250000000003,89.03137500000004,84.2,6.15,17.375,7.413659706084162,0.2532999999999994,552,12,121,9,16,192,84,150,0.116,0.873,0.011,-0.8188,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,2,6,6,0,0,5,0,12,1,0,0,2,38,25,14,0,2,6,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,19,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,5,14,5,19,24,4,17,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,4,6,79,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957847880132141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518620071568373,0.0,0.0,0.10291965873735688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116476162865053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996181779531296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060979277120335,0.3243622815327722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907141524064965,0.0,0.17202548335975218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557522011045528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579646581118525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317514803395483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689931313009073,0.29575771232517384,0.0,0.1336402375318072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573358858967865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204620096710927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828577752059327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115104545741387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984686646202075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939107178079579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011790440285213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426406897031732,0.0,0.11379245992824387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054676497592613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275318956150882,0.0,0.14784188538354645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926708850118363,0.12013046344235608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203616443136232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,buddy01238,2018/02/20,"Social anxiety is ruining everything So I have had social anxiety for years now, but last year it came to a point where I can’t talk to family without knowing what to say and feeling incredibly uncomfortable I was always fine with my good friends though, afew months ago I had some fake friends comepletely fuck my life over causing my trust issues and social anxiety to clash and I can’t make conversation with any of my good friends and I don’t trust any of them anymore. Now I’m always a pissed off fucking freak and I’m slowly losing my good friends over it. Please help me if this doesn’t stop my life will be completely done ",4.9326016260162575,6.414143073170735,5.2814634146341515,81.5389430894309,69.48780487804879,9.043902439024393,29.92682926829269,9.444778638647367,2.644131707317073,510,20,98,11,9,162,79,123,0.21,0.507,0.28300000000000003,0.9351,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,5,17,3,0,2,0,12,5,1,2,0,17,20,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,5,2,14,10,13,13,1,14,0,2,0,2,12,5,3,2,8,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327922547422108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266510083038606,0.0,0.0,0.17380485329952433,0.0,0.29327985085203634,0.0,0.1267345734473996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461591367740438,0.0,0.13127680716310414,0.0,0.0,0.13398668581645054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077480864929808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485052820523703,0.0,0.12047020974700992,0.0,0.06461509160879078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949247860107428,0.2362818878972568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215556921085546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565577573102083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338085535098387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023072452610328,0.10416691822956346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052546679939066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429657119677568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530164629268774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020017500959956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402764086315845,0.12080402938821702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016247247346952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39080123400151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068392003529276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271375960406692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555424634869014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318619696375792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458673998402787 socialanxiety,daKEET98,2018/02/20,"I just sent an email.. So got an email from someone organizing a group of people to serve and when one of the guys said that he could come, it apparently sent to the whole group instead of the guy that sent the original email. So being the kindhearted man I am, I sent an email back saying ""I think you emailed the wrong guy. It happens, lol"" but that email also got sent to the whole group. I pretty much just wanna die",5.305357142857146,5.327468345238096,5.431047619047622,86.04728571428574,67.92857142857143,8.624761904761906,26.323809523809523,8.238735603445708,1.326698095238096,327,8,71,4,5,103,50,84,0.083,0.8290000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.1406,1,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,11,1,3,0,0,1,0,9,14,6,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,8,2,6,0,8,4,3,9,0,0,0,0,22,0,0,0,3,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329576665158864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473990689332524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512540814516974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305020779886264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894569886352034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066266945520913,0.0,0.0,0.5694147005844493,0.1695123189021757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140915440586771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989524288933202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289487416871634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950193522147489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234268393347208,0.15244091729182566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241973777786747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282828790197915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280338283887595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095847590118694,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Diddy67,2018/02/20,How do I not be antisocial So I went to tonight but I just couldn't socialise with anyone. How do I fix this,-1.7487499999999976,0.09245495833333807,1.0083333333333364,98.52000000000002,103.58333333333334,4.066666666666666,18.5,5.985473137389443,-0.3055500000000002,85,3,21,1,4,29,19,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6021835933085147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7983576391255022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JustDoItManCmon,2018/02/20,"Always the butt of the joke So I moved to a new place because of college and im living with 5 guys, we joke around sometimes but only ""lightly"". But one of the guys just stuck to me, it started with light jokes here and there, I always just took it and laughed along, it started escalating and I started feeling unconfortable but I didnt know how to stand up for myself, I could joke back but I could only think of personal things to say (He's an ugly guy, smaller than me and a bit fat) so I never did.. I think the problem is that I present myself as shy, low self esteem and some people take advantage of that. Im slowly starting to put up some boundaries, showing that I dont find these jokes funny. I have big ears, the motherfucker always finds something funny to say about it, but since it's funny people dont think its bad.. I dont know if im just pissed off or if he's really using me as a escape goat.. But what I do know is that I don't want to be the butt of the joke anymore, but I dont know how to proceed, because I cant think of funny stuff on the spot",4.52235513385293,4.003784942731278,5.7230837004405295,85.13180277871913,69.61674008810573,8.041884107082344,28.03422568620807,7.010146845296331,1.2767278210776007,830,24,184,6,13,279,116,227,0.121,0.715,0.16399999999999998,0.7443,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,1,12,12,1,0,12,0,15,5,5,3,1,45,33,22,0,6,13,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,14,11,1,0,11,7,0,3,8,4,0,1,4,6,22,8,28,26,3,21,0,1,0,2,10,8,3,5,9,121,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475513829948251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983496862991332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828205065043881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625537140094486,0.08280255010037509,0.12090584698444537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826761841748224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835785833869906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649045595474567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05014317574952725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181278602881958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29458075813143403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213608533459109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218004275796766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756865448720301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540168775130444,0.0,0.0,0.07648577971958923,0.09577870603774197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719994950732959,0.150846038320382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750355494587713,0.08659114948399167,0.10361122044795457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489200162749747,0.0,0.09969293083254824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353064377429411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577274381570598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034556163638775,0.0,0.0,0.0820341936185986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634567352666803,0.09808136067804453,0.0,0.28077127233246474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352557065226135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456326620441417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588393648946707,0.2541757361235167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018117620749257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565077276693885,0.0,0.0,0.058492853457988124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RunninAllTheTime,2018/02/20,"I'm finally doing something to combat my social anxiety Long time lurker, first time poster here, mainly because I've had anxiety before posting here. I don't tell anyone about my social anxiety, so I decided to come here. I realized that I get frustrated over my social anxiety, but I really haven't done much to fight it. I've always just sat back and hoped it relieved itself someday. Today, I decided to change that, and I'm doing that by making a weekly list of things to do, hopefully adding more every week if I'm successful. Basically things like ""participate in class twice, start a conversation with a cashier, etc."" I've always had difficulty talking to new people, so it's going to be a little bit challenging. But I'm actually a little bit excited to check things off the list because it's satisfying to do so, and maybe I'll reward myself at the end of each week if I complete the list. Got no one to share this with in real life, but I think this is a really big step for me. 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Hi all! I really want to get out of my comfort zone and actually attempt making some friends. I know some may think this wouldn't be a good idea, thinking it would just be super uncomfortable/awkward, and you know what? it might just be. However, I think it would still be a great learning experience and the fact that I'm even up for this is a feat in itself. I don't think it would be too bad though, considering we are less likely to judge one another and would be more open-minded considering our...shared thought process? We can do any sort of activity, go bowling, watch a movie, visit a zoo/aquarium/amusement park. If this post is better suited for another subreddit please let me know. I just figured it'd be best to reach out to those who struggle with SA like I do. If you're interested, please pm me!!! I will include a self-intro in the comments. 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I see kids all the time starting shit with people and they don’t care about other people’s opinions on them. 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When I was a kid, I used to play with some of the kids in my neighborhood, and I used to talk to some of the adults. But as I grow up in my teenage years, I started being more and more social anxious. I stopped hanging out with the kids that also grow up, I stopped greeting the adults I used to talk to. I just behaved the same as I behave at school, quiet, anti-social, didn't talk to anyone. I got better social skills at college and became a little more confident. Now that I've graduated, I've started living with my parents again, in my childhood house, and I still don't talk to my neighbors. I'm not as social anxious as before, but it feels so weird to start talking to them all of a sudden, after all those years ignoring them. I feel bad, and going out of my house makes me feel anxious, as I fear meeting my neighbors outside. I've overheard once or twice they commenting how I don't greet them or that I'm rude. I don't really know what to do in this situation. I wish I could just say at least ""hi"", but I'm scared they won't answer back and be mean to me, since I ignored them for such a long time. 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The reason I have social anxiety is probably because from past experiences I know staying quiet and not saying what I want to say is the way to get people to have a positive impression of me.",6.6062499999999975,6.319856013888893,8.146666666666668,68.71500000000002,65.25,12.2,34.66666666666667,11.698219412168324,4.353350000000002,291,12,52,9,4,102,44,72,0.16,0.765,0.075,-0.6353,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,8,0,9,0,0,2,0,9,15,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,11,1,6,13,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,40,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29588656731717256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23577823590867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891731206511424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207721864730632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628241902668563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216434664363325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461321528390764,0.2681453910205077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850778142466253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976755026483238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307583942800134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942747355336055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612865372384576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108800859369804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391689105345804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140667895355222,0.15350446083051406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JasonF99,2018/02/21,"Anxiety/depression textlines? Is there a textline for people with social anxiety or depression? I know there is the crisis text line, but they won't respond to me at all unless I lie and say I'm thinking about suicide, which I'm not. But I've been in college a month and I can't take it any longer. I feel like nothing has gone right and nothing will and I get the urge to cry almost everyday. I would appreciate a text line preferably, so I could text someone when I feel like I can't take it anymore.",3.323235294117648,4.821573039215687,4.306029411764708,86.89963235294121,73.50980392156862,7.452941176470588,29.41666666666667,8.07648339933343,1.927878431372549,398,17,82,6,8,129,67,102,0.16699999999999998,0.738,0.095,-0.8103,0,0,0,0,0,2,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,1,19,20,10,1,3,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,3,11,2,8,14,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013558757835736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674353757673705,0.0,0.1538281720145538,0.0,0.1994205981879064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605486505651286,0.0,0.2208805598956639,0.0,0.0,0.3463854985592359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334751394321784,0.2873078954814776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505772341121186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051012139144856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647828386292326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605027694262078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858896939345776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940583957161098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172403715939338,0.0,0.15990950887356362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049790985396185,0.17037722522825902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995249006240733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023792288284996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288460574963976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284380501170907,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iracundiarock,2018/02/21,"Conversion of Adjustment I usually become socially anxious when I think strangers are noticing or could notice me if I did something weird. I adjust for that observance, whether physically or mentally, for when I feel they are observing me, which changes my behavior from normal to awkward. To counteract this, I began thinking of this adjustment as an energy- not the eastern philosophical kind of chi or qi, but an actual energy used to make the thoughts and physical movements for this adjustment. If I convert this energy and put it to better use, like relaxing or being productive or thinking about better things, then I generally skip the anxiety. The only caveat is that this process of conversion requires energy. To recognize, and focus on using that energy differently, I need energy. This uses more total energy than if I was being socially unanxious intuitively. It makes me tired if I do it too much, so use at your own risk.",8.622944785276076,9.727136233128837,9.227122699386502,57.94080674846625,60.90184049079754,14.127361963190186,40.839877300613495,13.187427743715654,6.566679018404907,758,40,107,31,10,255,105,163,0.07,0.748,0.181,0.9682,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,3,5,8,0,2,6,0,9,1,0,7,1,37,23,19,0,7,12,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,14,3,0,1,9,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,1,17,5,18,16,4,9,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,9,6,88,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.1329085654129827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419028522902042,0.15386377368215734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041881821553954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409102485007112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440783019518339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087421730132272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422968127791322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886526440797715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182815298521348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653894461883625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182502818219307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725448023041525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012042087953088,0.10098830421457812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344408246376613,0.0,0.31012223456926136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358390906191156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691554112334695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776712544020838,0.0,0.10485105730202307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048319414887278,0.2618084965590243,0.0,0.10812515588968934,0.0,0.1565383455227787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5881521288964653,0.15000168609125825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,photosystem,2018/02/21,"Going to a concert tonight... I've been excited for this show for weeks but the inevitable dread has been creeping up on me for the past two days... I'm going alone (except for my mom, who is taking me), but I think my main worry is just the concert in general. I don't even have anything to be worried about! I just am. It's so irrational! Nobody is going to judge me when they're focused on the show. It's so frustrating because this is something I really want to enjoy; I don't want to be caught up in my head. My plan is to try to fake it till I make it, if I can. Like, the anxiety is inevitable, and fighting it makes it worse, so if I can just keep myself from getting caught up in it, I should be okay. I really just want to have fun. If I let the anxiety control me, then I'll just stand there stiffly, silently dying inside. It's gonna be a smaller show. It's a My Chemical Romance tribute show (a band I fucking love), so it should be loud and angry and fun. And I'm scared the anxiety will ruin it. Do any of you have experience or tips for ignoring the anxiety at concerts? I hate the self-consciousness that holds me back from really letting go and having a great time, so any input is much appreciated.",3.218795927401505,4.144409553784862,4.93916998671979,84.48776339088094,72.98406374501992,8.127578574590526,27.88866755201417,8.515128840125781,1.8929652943780435,942,35,200,16,18,321,133,251,0.21600000000000005,0.634,0.15,-0.9679,0,1,1,0,2,0,38.0,0,1,0,2,15,18,4,2,14,1,30,3,1,3,0,30,51,19,1,8,12,1,0,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,15,5,0,4,1,8,0,6,2,9,0,1,4,4,25,9,28,36,2,25,0,1,0,2,6,9,1,4,10,141,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804763285252614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128274170257208,0.0,0.4078641414150052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968582908520733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249133036653726,0.0,0.08125198840992892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949540939102307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596064398452398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833336597571128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803639954613336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038262117263982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322391360055228,0.06963821645438753,0.0,0.3030057779898829,0.0,0.0,0.14695204728716213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159569936156304,0.136793390712204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118473753667532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725949088157024,0.0,0.06511847399680397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202988982995278,0.0,0.17794343504358054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561069483977033,0.0,0.0,0.09798305429910843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723982576897544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561658312002907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344595394174094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904992606058594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261270129202436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002170497548712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540647322147314,0.0,0.0,0.07772212802447959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049476140379596,0.0,0.13020438781866395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358526458282975,0.0,0.10691672641606463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707237358237929,0.13583329806492375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dapahrsyde,2018/02/21,"Being asked to cover someone’s shift at work How do I respond “no” when this is like the 5th time they’ve asked since I’ve started. I’ve always said “sorry I can’t tonight” I feel like I can’t keep giving the same response ",0.6400000000000006,2.676641333333336,2.1665000000000028,96.62850000000002,83.58333333333334,3.84,20.016666666666666,3.1291,-0.5757133333333333,176,5,39,0,5,57,36,48,0.08,0.752,0.16899999999999998,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,12,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,2,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23487464424246046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277763148576821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272625451989795,0.20165665672960284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707830153747089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508981689993524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27580971123239684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685072869670969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335000331097513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239169909095744,0.0,0.0,0.3159827186433415,0.1997950442796633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459628405797103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549888963846766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,f0resteyes,2018/02/21,"People with social anxiety, how do you ""put yourself out there""? I've struggled with anxiety for years. It has kept me from being able to do things I'm very passionate about because of the fact that I'll have to interact with other people. Ex: I'm a photographer, and the thought of booking with people I don't know terrifies me. I'm horrible at small talk and have no clue how to keep conversation. I'm so tired of feeling like I'm destroying my life because of this.",4.103502304147464,5.554824634408604,5.451643625192013,79.64032258064519,71.47311827956989,9.185253456221199,30.4900153609831,9.606745405546679,2.9187370199692784,373,16,72,9,7,125,63,93,0.185,0.708,0.107,-0.7882,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,1,3,0,7,3,0,2,1,15,17,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,5,2,16,14,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,43,10,1,0.22926252839737035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35077041340970594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795126187463644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592202292592745,0.1637851960959006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377906921645844,0.0,0.0,0.12599668987410104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193490390552698,0.11200609087733734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768253110389436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304721637745993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23370427599012314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23967497291259166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842725360155792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523118366960305,0.0,0.0,0.18200883867458348,0.0,0.26350355051241625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916559624216284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147637551620653 socialanxiety,tryin-to-be-social,2018/02/21,"I hung out with a new friend today but I’m not sure if he just wants to sleep with me or not I[24F] met a neighbor[24M] recently. My roommate[24M] and I would smoke weed with him, we’ve done that three times now? Well today he called at 11pm and asked us to smoke. My roommate didnt want to but damn it I want to cause Ive had a long day at school so I said I’d come. We smoked a lot of weed and I’ve been reading that “how to influence...” book, listening to podcasts with charming people... I wanted to test what would happen if I followed these steps I’ve learned so far. 1. Ask about them, show interest 2. Smile & nod 3. If you don’t know what to say, just don’t say anything and the person will start talking just to fill in the silence (learned this on reddit lol). Maybe my neighbor is just extremely talkative and stoned but I think it worked! We hung out till 2am and I learned a lot about him just by listening and asking! So interesting!! Im excited about getting the hang of this and hearing more stories. I don’t know if this is just because he wants to sleep with me though. He admitted that he thinks I’m attractive cause our conversation was about sex. But then he got shocked/sad when I said I don’t want kids and he told me he has a 6 year old girl. He started opening up talking about his daughter and how he still loves the mom but the mom doesnt want him. I started listening to what he was saying and trying to figure out why is he this why is he that. Very interesting evening for me. I feel like an alien who is trying to get to know humans. Anyway, im glad im becoming braver when it comes to socializing. My neighbor is like easy mode tho cause hes so friendly already.",0.9830210719193744,3.1146570593220337,2.3746846846846843,95.07815620705452,82.92655367231639,5.634936631546802,21.996946098641015,6.885778809224403,0.430940235150405,1325,44,301,16,37,427,187,354,0.031,0.7909999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.9959,1,0,3,0,0,0,45.0,4,1,1,1,26,15,1,0,12,1,23,4,2,6,1,71,61,33,0,13,18,3,1,2,4,3,0,9,2,4,16,24,0,0,11,3,0,6,8,1,1,1,11,10,33,14,38,47,3,34,0,0,0,2,57,10,1,7,20,169,49,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878795798985844,0.0,0.0,0.09699528705775584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366763958696901,0.0,0.2510683939902141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457078865910195,0.09886821903951848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141031010615124,0.0,0.0,0.2758862486695701,0.0,0.15422774982635812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773323493590383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161042268471582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912736227084421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045264190521335006,0.06395337256490294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832643667687478,0.0,0.09354140045303297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715976203611982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916257045416829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008959668396133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900920947769299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759416799937394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747026508088689,0.0,0.0,0.07922271331918081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221404018346452,0.08079563200233161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993524732509801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096903584992734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645933435957466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393657281947287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206215517262805,0.07816573699446534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954459877368849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839056880489493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703087499146984,0.2135705817730507,0.0,0.09059939703342053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917004766458522,0.0912547470020176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19008894291902934,0.0,0.07149108574702727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437189239507863,0.0,0.0,0.14390617015695958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147220810590951,0.08795331223699085,0.0,0.052200049568771535,0.0,0.16970969307153347,0.08554055298925756,0.0,0.1215569143836224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768198671420344,0.0,0.0,0.0738636832956104,0.3696100489125295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048956655172552,0.0,0.16155642578052307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517189793712136,0.0,0.0,0.12718540943948586,0.0,0.0,0.05764818535759005 socialanxiety,petrichorchildren,2018/02/21,"Had one of the lowest days yet today I have been living with social anxiety and depression for six years now, it started when I hit puberty. Sadly, I am about as stubborn as anxious, which has lead me to some pretty dark times. There have been worse moments in those six years, like waking up to police kicking down your door to bring you to a psych ward, my mum not letting me inside the house for 2 days to make me tough and my anxiety disappear, thanks for that. Or when I was being put in a home for disfunctional children, but ran away again and again, hiding in a forest and shit. I am living in my small little apartment and haven't interacted with anyone for four months. Except my mum, who is caring for me, which is honestly very nice of her. But you can tell she is about to cut off contact. Anyway, today workers had to come to fix something in my apartment, the first time someone besides me or mum was about to enter my apartment. I couldn't handle it. I didn't sleep yesterday night because I was feeling so on edge and didn't eat today yet because of the stomach ache my anxiety is causing. I asked my mum to come and be here when they come so I could get away. You could see the moment she realized I am still an anxious wreck, if not way worse. She refused to drive me to her place, so I had no place to stay at. So I grabbed her car keys and got in her car. What I am trying to say is that I basically sat in a car for four solid hours today, because the workers didn't say exactly when they'd come. And guess what. Last minute they called my mum letting her know they couldnt make it today and they'd come back in the next few days. I am pathetic. Plus my mum screamed at me because she doesn't understand. Kind of bummed my suicide attempt last week didn't work, good thing nobody noticed tho.",4.838898788310761,5.2006182213114815,5.3177263007840345,85.27998218104067,68.97267759562841,8.00456165359943,28.48134948918983,7.7425588080867325,1.58208163459254,1423,46,294,15,23,456,189,366,0.17,0.774,0.056,-0.991,1,0,1,0,0,1,36.0,0,4,5,6,22,14,3,0,12,0,38,5,4,4,1,43,60,27,1,5,8,6,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,12,18,1,2,4,0,0,15,11,7,0,6,15,6,52,7,50,34,2,75,0,2,1,0,35,23,1,5,36,207,64,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079493031370968,0.19768359814866807,0.0,0.061176900364112816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179382403433151,0.0,0.16440446343080747,0.06727645294602544,0.0,0.2133388475096353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933978547739027,0.0,0.08920459530569318,0.08987906011797801,0.0,0.3768358861310833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139711535193242,0.0,0.0,0.16927657782037214,0.0,0.07535729761981977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952683109253591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044238916444849334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442120969417412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045711302368540256,0.0,0.0,0.07338468997140972,0.0699758707341989,0.0,0.09638302614248047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776226909378433,0.0,0.08616264349150313,0.10095477965785314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111013895582122,0.04808367637985088,0.14263638655116195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893434001373182,0.0,0.04274449298389937,0.08769062786695951,0.1545152388591494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680405642068008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983580441308608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304943373418242,0.08210593206067805,0.0,0.0,0.09961097035452822,0.0,0.0,0.059287288986295934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828224102534687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901148676034866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795428632748349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915534573527874,0.0,0.0,0.06972032024029902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980995552432007,0.0,0.0,0.08755584355714091,0.0891877460155904,0.07413224469597321,0.06735612217588463,0.0,0.0,0.06192775323443216,0.09325553152665036,0.06987174922356301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570276656959274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647243896810475,0.08055148393050003,0.0,0.0,0.058126233886228736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203534426188024,0.0,0.4146640448664299,0.0,0.0,0.059401771210026384,0.0,0.0,0.09108294195427104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219060533255607,0.0,0.06944759900115446,0.07018133229561342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369569662432407,0.0,0.17832498520776174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126848056204406 socialanxiety,ericrgus,2018/02/21,"Has anyone else experienced the temporary euphoria that comes with taking anti-depressants and anti-anxiety medication? When I first started taking Paxil, after about 2 or three weeks of taking it, I had a period of about 2 weeks where I felt completely comfortable, confident, and in tune with my thoughts and emotions. I was able to easily communicate with anyone, and enjoy social interactions. I felt so confident and comfortable in my own skin. Slowly that faded away, then happened again when I first started taking lexapro, but faded again and hasn’t happened since. Has anyone else experienced this?",9.881176470588231,10.935693196078436,9.549803921568627,56.87411764705882,58.215686274509814,13.07450980392157,37.588235294117645,12.45797560212912,5.589164705882351,494,21,65,16,6,160,64,102,0.0,0.8390000000000001,0.161,0.9166,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,15,17,12,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,5,8,3,12,12,1,20,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,15,50,12,0,0.15006110481092802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114796334445054,0.0,0.0,0.3147786407348276,0.3075106705594552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098734767937038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292643544763296,0.15733621336226378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924740968696144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507135952982627,0.16879854523976925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881643866844032,0.0,0.0,0.2552837981868489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26539707879978897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511707758680922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413209658826932,0.0,0.0,0.15296839871420598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124280446908852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513091019315997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913175523181238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24073993346603825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zzthrow99,2018/02/21,"Small improvements Recently I have noticed I'm not as anxious about talking to strangers on the phone. In my job I have to call clients pretty much daily. At first I had some real trouble with this and would often avoid doing it even if it resulted in a bit more work for me. Now it's gotten so much easier and I'm even a bit proud of myself, which pretty much never happens. (High expectations of myself and low self esteem is a bitch of a combo) I just wanted to share my small success and I hope anyone reading tries to take pride in the small stuff, every step counts :)",3.6193859649122793,5.228029184210532,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,72.94736842105263,6.821052631578947,24.070175438596486,7.3871296695380915,1.0750596491228075,453,13,87,5,9,147,81,114,0.083,0.679,0.238,0.9585,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,7,9,1,1,6,0,6,0,0,1,1,18,13,7,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,10,5,16,10,7,15,0,1,0,0,5,10,1,4,4,63,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305694469337087,0.0,0.11949019120164132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731350205758556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449769414713945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22574233399456736,0.0,0.14398211084989376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535886131672715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111737386047086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055456145396376,0.0,0.1697322293018196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695818566277147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768712171913552,0.0,0.1318008256142676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945592833667949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477129278807216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093614485274505,0.19451011832662485,0.0,0.0,0.168733159562603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827543500481188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956280500134159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284879370030299,0.13735482811935856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602302433364126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007952903998794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440988221147185,0.0,0.0,0.12139528161854815,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,totallyfblthplost,2018/02/21,"Anyone else have a drinking problem? Alcohol will be the death of me. Literally. If it's liver failure or I kill myself while drunk, it will happen. I simply cannot talk to people. However, liquid courage helps, then it takes me too far. Honestly, anyone that knows me must think I'm fucking retarded or in love with them because of how drunk I have to be to even start a conversation with anyone other than my partner. If you're wondering how I got here, the answer is alcohol. I am so unfit for this world and I do not know what to do. I am getting older and it is getting worse.",2.3172962382445164,4.4567143189655205,4.289968652037619,83.08826018808777,78.22413793103449,6.97680250783699,25.200626959247646,8.00094639256281,1.6709586206896554,455,17,87,8,11,155,81,116,0.203,0.6970000000000001,0.1,-0.9259,1,0,3,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,4,0,14,8,1,2,1,18,27,11,2,4,5,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,8,4,5,0,5,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,13,3,11,21,0,7,0,0,0,2,6,3,1,5,4,65,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250898770840769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41718986377265205,0.2037786529286924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123694319292665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482916220742946,0.0,0.0,0.16614083221190654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136003413031672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183863692514566,0.207815824758465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906452601783164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587116281408702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330676634811062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200340504882885,0.0,0.21860127247599434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794992465381841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788010336624532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030371975734248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077007705986294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953490992485424,0.15985424258222602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274358935072492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156796180065904,0.0,0.0,0.2026782871838328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Portughetti,2018/02/21,"Toxic Parents I haven't had friends for the majority of my life (for the past 6 years and more) for many reasons like constantly moving house and of course, social anxiety. It's become a norm for me, so it doesn't even phase me much anymore. The problem is that when I show a sign of social anxiety around my parents or to them, they instantly make me remember of the fact that I have no friends and that it's because ""I don't want friends"". Still makes me cry a tear every time I hear that.",9.2506,5.711929660000003,8.91,75.71000000000002,62.4,12.4,40.0,10.125756701596842,3.7300999999999993,386,15,82,6,4,125,65,100,0.18,0.794,0.025,-0.9048,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,0,7,0,6,1,0,3,1,13,10,6,0,2,1,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,13,4,10,9,3,8,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,7,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25012644390591915,0.0,0.16213013654486189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553356970435202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996570615438408,0.1805529374167812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766658783834745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957721349449482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797826686288288,0.0,0.137740569203162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789171794592046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425600626139335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188636187116426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154721154056588,0.07986900871889897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21825090320243226,0.16574500820322371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375540960244526,0.12017802226913266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630546525658209,0.0,0.1560619917818139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564301195032588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680866424721796,0.0,0.0,0.18519314738633724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332984610121025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305568731402084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532762271338256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642587256656854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527699703885199 socialanxiety,Detective_Hacc,2018/02/21,"Social Anxiety even in online games? I just got a VR headset. It's awesome. Elite Dangerous has me shipping cargo for hours, Rec Room has me blasting people with paint balls, and Pavlov has me reloading every ten seconds just because it's so cool. But... Then there's VRChat. It's cool being a wallflower and watching other people's conversations. That's what I do in real life most days. But, I have a very isolated life. It's just me and my wife. I haven't truely interacted with any other human being besides my wife in five years. I don't actually think I remember how to. How do you greet someone you don't know? How do you actually keep a conversation going? How do you listen properly? This amount of stress should not be brought on by a video game...",2.356198979591838,4.938204632653061,3.9672746598639455,82.98315688775513,80.90476190476191,6.39608843537415,24.153486394557824,7.6454224807358475,1.4716261904761911,599,22,110,10,16,199,94,147,0.07200000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.094,0.6309,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,0,1,10,4,1,1,5,2,15,2,0,4,0,22,22,11,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,9,5,0,1,3,4,0,2,4,2,0,3,2,4,16,2,10,16,2,11,0,0,1,0,14,5,0,1,4,76,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.4270465416820863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879570720867558,0.0,0.16738613062923438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338221789917856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111188625749865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445194198581186,0.0,0.18435364569655527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435259584249732,0.0,0.17499929238217388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154800145047911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448498844472994,0.0,0.0,0.1202501555653373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090985549787881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033853132026307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490493383290201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24786475093139826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22304534803396825,0.1853937682858616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506417426584369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020216666888158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180538015708662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090400761645966 socialanxiety,frostatronach18,2018/02/21,"No social skills but crippling fear of being alone Over the past 5 years, I've been the target of bullying, belittling, harassment, and verbal abuse. This has had a detrimental effect on my social skills: despite all my attempts, I cannot socialise with anyone. On the other hand, I have severe monophobia (fear of being alone); merely the thought of being alone makes me almost have a panic attack. I feel so helpless and distressed and I'm in desperate need of help. If anyone could give me advice, I'd be most grateful.",5.788080357142861,7.459896052083337,5.983571428571429,76.59000000000003,67.64583333333334,7.985714285714287,28.29761904761905,8.418075326091056,2.270736904761905,415,14,66,6,7,132,69,96,0.375,0.531,0.093,-0.99,0,3,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,1,7,2,4,6,0,11,1,1,2,1,15,17,6,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,2,7,0,10,9,2,6,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,3,2,45,9,0,0.0,0.20515616560579603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169201602272157,0.0,0.0,0.1733861750418899,0.5379980769725987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242143052949427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969847821706653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382473509714958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896870618829359,0.08755058055715352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610265771226618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605977344623868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557994377879575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838961324665396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315593019131306,0.0,0.0,0.16529266061656253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561186366441846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530122150249013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374629176603941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150386294314643 socialanxiety,thunderjacket,2018/02/21,"I’m constantly reminded how unlikeable I am at work because of my SA. I work in a customer service based type of gig. I won’t bore with the details, but I deal with people all shift and I’m encouraged to be as friendly as possible and build relationships . I only work with one person in my shift. My partner. Stuff like this is second nature to him. He is so likeable and outgoing and just about everyone he meets ends up loving him. Due to my sa this job isn’t the easiest for me. I try my best and I like to think I’m getting better, but I’m still no where near where I want to be. I’ve been here longer than him but it seems like no one even knows my name and just about everyone knows him. I know it sounds like I’m whining and I should just put more effort in if I want the same results as him. It just hurts being reminded everyday when I come in to work how inadequate I am. 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I never thought I would type these words or even let myself think them. I have had social anxiety for more than half my life now. Started around 11/12 years old in school. I've suffered in silence about it ever since. The thing is, I have never told anyone about it ever. I've been to therapy on and off ever since I was about 13 for my general anxiety/ other things but have never been able to confide in anyone about it. I'm so ashamed and embarrassed about how much this anxiety has affected my life. There are so many things I didn't do because of the crushing anxiety. Up until recently I never even let myself think about how anxious I was. When a thought would pop up about me missing out on experiences/the whole idea of social anxiety came up I would immediately tell myself "" no no no no can't think about it no no no."" I'm pathetic. I have barely lived my life and it kills me that I can't move past my anxiety. I don't really have great relationships with family or have any friends so morale gets really low sometimes. My family thinks poorly of me so that makes me feel even worse. They think I won't get a job because I am lazy or think I'm too good for a normal job but that isn't true at all. I know it's my fault because I have never been strong enough to tell them about my social anxiety but the truth is I'm so scared and anxious about looking or apply/interviewing for a job. I get so ashamed and cry over it when I think about it. This is also something that I never thought I would admit to anyone or myself btw. But it's the truth. I just want someone out there to know. Maybe then they wouldn't look at me with disgust. I don't think I have a future, and my family doesn't either. They don't always say it, but when they are mad at me they do. It's true though and I know it. But it hurts even more because they want to hurt me when they say those things. It breaks my heart. As terrible as that feels, it feels even worse to think about confiding in someone about how much I have avoided due to my social anxiety. I'm not ready to ask for action advice just yet, just looking for support. Has anyone been through something similar and come out on the other side? It would be nice to hear if so. I don't really have anything if there is no hope. I don't think there is a place for me in this world. 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I used to have really bad social anxiety a few years ago, I couldn't bare sitting in the same room with other people in school let alone speak. I'm totally over those worries now, but recently I had a presentation, I was actually kind of excited to present the material but for some reason my voice was still shakey and you know, anxiety like. And my breath was hard to catch up with. Any input?",3.364782608695652,5.4014387391304375,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,74.65217391304348,8.947826086956523,25.630434782608692,9.516144504307137,2.3891043478260867,372,13,73,10,8,124,69,92,0.213,0.71,0.077,-0.9269,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,2,4,0,8,1,1,2,1,16,13,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,3,10,3,12,7,4,15,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,9,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.2038988454393728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521592381953966,0.0,0.0,0.21640258980501414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420888355010724,0.0,0.31968261485908755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445920607012175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351196770428305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916442447246101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717245455949014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175826407773336,0.11482995641224628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136590212249345,0.0,0.10207930498969793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897104134908572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385464168134198,0.21482885435576826,0.2063066305539144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146211168115267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21299172106915548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337253106191888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338826433263334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046021285695724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121924017941798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345528492403285 socialanxiety,Anon34566543,2018/02/21,"Asking a girl I don’t know to Prom What’s up Reddit? So last week I was out with my buddies, some of who are quite popular, while they were going around leaving proposals at their dates’ front doors. We all went to dinner before. I was the only guy who wasn’t planning on asking anyone. I was put in total shock when they started asking me who I was going to ask. I don’t talk to any girls! I especially don’t talk to girls in some of my friends’ league. I replied “nobody”, and told them that I have to much anxiety to talk to girls and don’t know anyone. One of them tells me to ask this girl that he knows, let’s call her Debra (I know this fake name is a total turnoff, lol) I have no classes with her, haven’t seen her in the hallways this year, and only talked to her a bit in a class last year during a group project. Debra is a lot more popular than I am. Our encounters last school year were always friendly. I think she likes me, doesn’t have any problem with me. She’s very pretty, and I don’t think I look half bad myself, I’m pretty sure I’m decently handsome. Thing is, she might not be asked if I don’t do it. My buddies always ask out the same group of girls (The girls group is larger than the boys), so a couple of them are always left out, and she has been this time. I told my buddies that I’d wait a week to decide, they all really want me to ask. Should I send it this weekend and ask her to prom? I bet she’d say yes out of politeness no matter what, but I fear the actual prom turning out really awkward. 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Hey r/socialanxiety, recently I've been having trouble just saying hi to people. Many times when people say hi to me as I'm walking I'll say it too soft or too enthusiastic, how do I balance it out so I can sound normal? On a separate note, have you guys ever been afraid people say hi to you because they think you are emotionally unstable or are just trying to mess with you? People that used to consider themselves too ""cool"" for me have started saying hi and I am afraid it's because they think something is wrong with me or they are trying to make fun of me. 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Afraid I won't pull my weight. Afraid I'll be too quiet. Afraid of literally anything that could happen. It's driving me insane. Only 40-is more years of this and then I get to retire and waste away. yayy",0.5672916666666694,2.7834694791666656,1.7316666666666656,92.14666666666668,104.20833333333334,2.966666666666667,13.666666666666668,5.033348758259628,-0.9518083333333331,197,4,36,1,9,62,41,48,0.196,0.7290000000000001,0.075,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,1,5,3,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744685807150386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27277289987315617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114284981693446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646531163095636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696784766292382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318024035266766,0.0,0.18838296029201654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29311925867672506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520991035320472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036431339275387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413152870136284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345685541954865 socialanxiety,milenapillow,2018/02/21,"How to stop feeling anxious talking to someone? Like It hurts to even speak to him, even so I like him",1.7628571428571431,3.7807921904761934,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,79.47619047619048,4.2,29.54761904761905,3.1291,0.7039333333333331,80,4,17,0,2,25,15,21,0.256,0.491,0.254,-0.0152,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141580805739936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842768640101332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853659574497736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924570792406651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582083154113121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106223122146539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064972930239453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29466234463534263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,4skintomandjennytool,2018/02/21,"I have to much empathy to make real friends and vibe with others. (KINDA LONG) Me, being with social anxiety, tries to make friends but its so fuckingg hard. I want to make friendly banter and joke around with them but I overthink it and think im hurting their feelings and making me seem like a bad friend. Also, when I think I look like im not paying attention I put on this fake interested look so they dont get discouraged and I do this because their have been many times when I have been obviously ignored in attempts of conversations. I dont want to be a kiss ass friend or a toxic friend, I know im neither of those but my empathy and social anxiety makes me feel like a shit friend if I make a lighthearted joke. I also have a tendency to reply to everything because I don't want the other person to feel like what they're saying has no purpose or is useless because that makes me think im being an ass to them. All this brings out a version of myself that is not me, it drains out all my social energy and gets me exhausted after smiling the whole damn time and thinking of what to say 247. This all leads to people walking over me and treating me like a bitch because all this smiling and fake shit lets the other person know that I wont do anything in terms of argument and just general friendship. Whenever they say something completely offensive or they know that whatever theyre saying pisses me off, I just smile it off and dont do anything back. Has anyone felt this way? :(",5.700241054613942,6.032864630508474,6.321666666666669,78.92976930320151,67.10169491525423,9.267419962335216,31.643126177024484,9.150863307647796,2.6614934086629,1186,45,225,20,18,388,144,295,0.209,0.568,0.223,0.151,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,7,2,10,31,6,0,12,0,22,7,5,8,5,63,49,25,0,4,11,0,5,5,7,1,1,4,0,2,20,18,0,2,13,2,1,4,9,14,0,0,3,11,34,17,29,41,9,22,0,3,2,3,24,9,7,6,13,155,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123510167869205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181505352561695,0.0,0.0,0.05399601109480627,0.0,0.1270956487763177,0.0687447072360642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937960370780355,0.06447785278106846,0.1882973264176835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096668728054181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715138094606757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940291674903683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713857725519305,0.1103360365981875,0.07414604458651979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176352675901205,0.0,0.08069150202639687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917650401840793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266865633160017,0.0,0.3336557109496125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731897372207546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896559445737306,0.0,0.1886359151627124,0.0,0.0,0.06833979073833786,0.12969548710412546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608279564844065,0.07829184763293101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676767892029293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353659979026215,0.13485602512976266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763029169683952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789650766808924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456428340600084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030078086068325,0.0,0.0,0.15853628824123805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361569070048988,0.0,0.059449921435471814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792513243161064,0.0,0.0,0.09005852777822021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242924499635596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664411021533324,0.06129590260139645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621655240837385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lswl1221,2018/02/21,"Almost didn’t go to my interview But I got the job! I had to drag myself out of bed and ignore every excuse that my brain came up with, but I went to the interview and got the job! Small victory but I just wanted to share :)",0.2475000000000023,2.1866537500000014,2.904,91.34100000000001,84.41666666666666,6.34,15.85,7.554174236665415,0.09324500000000002,172,3,39,3,5,60,33,48,0.063,0.769,0.168,0.7457,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,8,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,0,7,1,8,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,27,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28557973493460365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183698647105038,0.0,0.32618497731210905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402875218132674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208183447168367,0.0,0.4561900159522984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5660203734066378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682143038303256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26437689920047697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rjtiger126,2018/02/21,"I delete things that get downvoted. I'm not trying to hide anything. I just hate the thought that someone disliked it, so I get rid of it. Unpopular opinion, bad joke, poorly recieved comment/post.. most of the time, I'm fine with what I posted. But the thought that someone else isn't hurts. That little *controversial* cross or whatever hurts even more. Do people like it or not?",2.84257042253521,5.627044014084512,3.3275880281690178,87.01279049295776,80.69014084507042,5.803521126760564,27.184859154929576,7.1686216300943375,1.5407309859154932,299,13,55,4,8,93,51,71,0.128,0.6990000000000001,0.173,0.1254,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,9,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,3,4,7,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878095802992086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139743418280688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148725817630493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349375834261954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270117691053576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21449265963246114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651483105931069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613899045747546,0.21774488512209228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061608626763612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161372217883708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681560389704896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443334416459982,0.0,0.0,0.34494971192975626,0.12668214868072314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750073255034252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Conradical213,2018/02/21,Does anyone else smile when they get nervous? Due to my anxiety in social situations I've come to notice that when I'm nervous I just start to grin then I pay attention to that and then it just makes it worse. Just a viscous cycle really. ,2.0137500000000017,4.391597875000002,3.8873333333333338,84.29100000000003,80.66666666666666,7.173333333333334,22.1,8.238735603445708,1.4432450000000001,190,6,37,4,5,64,35,48,0.2,0.6920000000000001,0.108,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23500130888569204,0.0,0.0,0.21479603548767212,0.3147548675100678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646190110603338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688260978576871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566197925018672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049532531563845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505328072128048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497405294463711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679528715946049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34529707513207925,0.0,0.3131439177894031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174323282520853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130552514351834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Turkeysandwhiches,2018/02/22,Does anyone else find people's birthdays in school/work uncomfortable I dread when it's someone's birthday in school because I never talk to anyone and it's really hard to say happy birthday because that's talking but then I feel rude. I feel like such a stranger to these people and it takes a lot out of me to say anything. Does anyone else find this or is it just me?,4.784399999999998,5.589318640000003,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000003,69.26666666666667,7.066666666666667,28.333333333333336,6.742157984588678,1.349533333333334,298,10,58,2,5,95,47,75,0.127,0.794,0.078,-0.3708,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,4,6,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,2,8,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,34,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387696381435176,0.330947736312437,0.1328991595014019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689546147495016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826561166519895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698218461029637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331656367773278,0.11537426078545154,0.0,0.0,0.295212639092378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191770944987744,0.14467055843071205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889980441745402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729989258589848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455727551453605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392486865418265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345980559029197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568595109150619,0.0,0.3268893583283817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683679929815254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142645764920222,0.2596120789013126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757252584059535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mikeblob69,2018/02/22,I want to talk to a girl that seems really cool and attractive... But I can’t engage in conversation! I don’t know how to approach her or when to. I have no clue what to say. I’ve never done anything like it so I don’t know where to begin. Plus she’s never alone so I can’t get a good opportunity. What can I do to fix this? 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Hey everyone, I'd like to have a small conversation with any of you. If you feel like talking, feel free to message me! Remember, there's nothing to be afraid or ashamed of since we're on the same boat. Let's beat the anxiety together! 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I'm not exactly sure what to do. I've been stressing over this all day because I want to sleep in the room we share, but she will be there. It will be extremely awkward for me. This is the most anxiety I've had in awhile. My roommate only gave me 12 hour notice, which I find extremely rude. He should at least tell me a week in advance. Last night when he told me, he said ""feel free to sleep here or go to our friend danny's room because he has an extra bed."" Is this normal speak for get the hell out? My assertive side says ""go to your damn room and sleep there because you pay for that shit"". My awkward side says ""sleep on the kitchen floor man, that's too much anxiety"". What the hell do I do? I do not want to change my fucking daily routine and move over just because she is here, but I also don't want to enrage people. Am I the creep ,or they simply rude? Do I go for what I desire, or do I appease what I think he likely was trying to convey? I personally DO NOT want to go to the other room because I hate it, absolutely despise, when my routine is broken. 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I have been going to therapy for a few months now. I am guessing I have had about 10 sessions so far. It is not helping at all. Now the thing is, the only reason why it isnt working is me. I cant open op to my therapist. I just hate the feeling of weakness, shame and frustration that I get everytime I go there. I have all these subjects in my head that I want to talk about, but when I arrive there I get nervous and lock up and act as if everything is fine. It is so frustrating. I feel like my problems arent ''bad'' enough, you know, ""it could be so much worse"". I also hate crying with other people nearby, it makes me feel vunerable. I am scared to lose control over my feelings. So now I just dont really know what to do... I am slowly opening up but it takes so long and feels so torturous. Would finding another therapist be benificial? I feel like that would reset the whole opening-up process and it is gonna take even longer. Anyone have advice?",1.3720756436545898,3.4797187799043066,3.1966917293233084,89.87017543859652,81.29665071770334,6.468990658464342,23.34951013898382,7.62386473244151,1.1173634540897703,791,28,167,13,21,264,121,209,0.211,0.7240000000000001,0.065,-0.9887,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,3,20,18,6,3,6,1,25,2,1,3,2,36,47,18,0,6,7,0,7,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,14,8,0,1,11,0,0,3,5,13,0,0,2,7,26,5,16,39,8,18,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,2,9,121,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082962283298052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069940549873737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892744511638982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930369118740767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469832348169188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382181393039815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720662942642566,0.09055411745560556,0.0,0.12458307244593095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329236911024166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718991334138056,0.0,0.07491075276973823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193174210048984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014287325982469,0.24307503820592816,0.0,0.0,0.10366093650023382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851123496722467,0.0,0.1289148070560732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494143533618625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359269444658184,0.11639839799225628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602091673126225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466185766481964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622921648769748,0.1136734687602882,0.0,0.10037033385687456,0.0,0.12688443239432834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570662100147811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052823915623524,0.0,0.16674885374834092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625861712881301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786289559341016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085245980353603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265773152934557,0.11661140046004118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355004197568515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055069667099854,0.09116015936316828,0.0,0.0,0.25940408047875824,0.26337138431119755,0.07534910847991544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689619041221614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234105670544176,0.12662585085093978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825688098775492,0.0,0.11558144882910056,0.16113613725564935,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Perilouschickens,2018/02/22,"It takes effort Does anyone else find that improving is easy when life permits. works going well, you’ve seen lots of friends etc and it’s easy to build good thinking habits but when things may be a little more difficult it’s amazing how making the decisions to do things which you know will make you feel better are so much harder. Like, you know that maybe going out for a walk or reaching out to people is a good thing but there’s this weird veil of fear of leaving your comfort zone that stops you and makes it so much harder to take positive steps? Just wanted to share my experience as I’m going through this at the moment. Hope all you guys are doing ok. Keep taking those positive steps.",3.5268872549019616,5.670002227941179,3.580000000000002,89.58166666666668,74.51470588235293,6.298039215686276,21.62745098039216,7.1686216300943375,0.5879480392156862,557,14,109,6,12,170,97,136,0.069,0.623,0.308,0.9907,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,0,3,8,14,0,1,5,1,9,1,0,5,1,26,27,11,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,14,4,0,2,6,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,1,2,7,11,14,23,6,14,1,0,1,0,9,4,0,4,5,68,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824203740355404,0.15861423170415465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691090181714746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546937434528808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293182582044146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726465531508151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142729081713696,0.0,0.1741967032059494,0.07827317860198565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414873733863148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960061318540445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639347770255705,0.2596832565709131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327956363133133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375456452047095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759624856027874,0.0,0.0,0.1701516443700485,0.0,0.0,0.16391429847925754,0.0,0.0,0.10934211925711433,0.07562905248258217,0.15515353286981165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316081942014893,0.0,0.0,0.3099971305032979,0.0,0.1555206797119925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275964131577983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732108760371108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942245538471553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349178353715692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085332181751904,0.09919167709513678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913069724288463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918672013652986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269861557909125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JonnyMcBags,2018/02/22,"Strategies to get out more! Im actually a pretty funny guy and good socialiser... when I can get myself out of the door! Im finding myself more lonely and cutt off than I need to be because once I come home or even at the weekend I get nervous about going to a social event and stay home which makes the cycle worse and worse til Im completely cutt off, Im sick of staying home and feeling anxious about meeting new people. Any strategies or ideas would be much appreciate.",3.285,5.200533617021278,4.4329255319148935,84.20875000000002,74.53191489361703,6.402127659574468,26.643617021276608,7.1686216300943375,1.3748127659574465,376,14,71,4,8,123,60,94,0.16399999999999998,0.706,0.13,-0.5444,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,16,12,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,8,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,14,9,3,14,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,42,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.13128207971021127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148515671085236,0.0,0.0,0.15198084591681071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820083679553622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588586464910795,0.1410523666788684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885593557440058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802251685721464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295817562479144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085944813808524,0.0,0.0764566191556691,0.11283755823596525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320605968995666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048343116383724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186823313439302,0.5812628534781811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897999604801783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889518432227803,0.09975244682313192,0.0,0.12993011608515706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432702841134664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326630936734248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368655890609297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713660831556873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867826102028611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741955564729889,0.0955664020271317,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,J4tunAlive,2018/02/22,"Does anyone else feel like a social outcast for not following sports? I started thinking about this recently because I'm starting a new job soon. Now I'm dreading having to meet dozens of new people and having the ""So what teams are you into?"" question thrown at me over and over, then awkwardly explaining that I don't follow any sports. I actually really enjoy playing sports but I couldn't care less about what some professionals being paid millions of dollars are doing. I guess I can appreciate the skill they have but not enough to religiously watch every week and memorize players' names, numbers, statistics, trades, salaries, preferred brands of toilet paper, etc. I'm probably making a bigger deal about it than it is, but I feel like a pariah whenever this question is asked. I feel like simply saying it's not something I'm into gives off bad vibes and a bad impression. Almost as bad as when I have to admit to people that I'm not on social media. (This guy's not on Facebook! What a FREAK) Should I just pick a team and fake it and pretend I'm into it? That seems like a lot of effort to study and participate in something towards which I feel apathy. However I also really want to make a good impression at this place, and hopefully spend most of my career there. Also I'm sick of feeling like a loser. Just kind of venting and wondering if anyone else feels like a leper for not caring about professional sports. 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In the past I've looked pretty ugly, and cringey, with horrible wannabe emo hairstyles and just zero sense of fashion overall. I'd like to think I'm better now in terms of appearance, but I'm always worried that it'll be like the past, where I'm not aware that my appearance is that bad. It sparks up my social anxiety and I don't want to leave the house because of that. And then I think of future prospects like interviews or networking opportunities and appearance does matter in that context. TLDR; I'd like to get over my paranoia and anxiety of looking ugly and 'cringey.'",4.388362299465244,6.319897742647065,4.936229946524065,81.69326203208556,71.57352941176471,7.886631016042781,31.48128342245989,8.575989854853784,2.6180088235294114,567,26,103,10,11,181,79,136,0.16,0.67,0.171,-0.0928,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,1,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,20,20,11,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,3,5,6,17,18,1,17,0,0,3,0,2,6,0,4,12,56,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982715229556631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742246766528784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965161428870566,0.10925844165567264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851654223869815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568475301487302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364156075910927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681019011524684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870721181017707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897812918734244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502556986539829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515303667988573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421953198220744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234384307248114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270491770619002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296898415434915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147885547013814,0.10571594635345616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201925930772114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ttmacfg,2018/02/22,"Asking out a stranger? Let me start by telling you a little bit about me. Im a 22 y.o. guy, never had a girlfriend, loner, depressed, etc. etc. I'm not fat and ugly like you might have assumed from the previous description, I'm an average ass looking dude, maybe even slightly above average (only slightly). The reason I have always been alone is some pretty bad social awkwardness/anxiety. Lately I have been feeling really lonely, like to the point where it hurts. Yesterday, I needed to go to the mall after work to buy a jacket. Feeling somewhat confident for a change, I told myself that if a cute girl was working, I was going to talk to her and try to ask her out. Well I get there and sure enough the cashier was a cute girl. Now I had a plan for what I was going to say before I even got in the store. I was just going to give a casual compliment (I like your glasses, shirt, nose ring, or something like that) and then hopefully be able to continue the conversation a little after that (that was going to be the hard part for me). Assuming it went well up to that point, I was just going to ask ""hey, do you want to go on a date sometime?"" So I go to check out, and keep in mind that even making it to the register and not bailing out of the store without buying anything once I saw her at the counter was a bit of an accomplishment in itself for me, and it couldn't have been a better situation. She was even cuter up close, seemed a bit more soft spoken than the obnoxious sales floor people (I know being being obnoxious is part of their job, but just leave me alone and let me shop), and she was wearing a Bob's burgers button on her lanyard. This was great, the button was an easy, friendly compliment and it would lead to conversation better than complimenting her glasses or something. I was going to say some things like ""oh I like your button, that's one of my favorite shows"" ""is Tina your favorite character?"" (Tina was on the button) and just talk to her about the show. Needless to say, I did not say any of that, I panicked and just said pretty much nothing and left after my purchase. I don't even know what I was afraid of. I dont think it was the fear of being rejected because I am used to being alone so that doesn t matter and also it's not like asking a girl at work out, where if she says no you still have to see her everyday, I mean if this girl said no I could just forget about her because I never have to see her again and chalk up getting the balls to ask a girl out as a win. I don't know what stopped me. Actually I do, it was my stupid social anxiety. Anyway, let's say I did what I wanted to do and talked to her and asked her out. Is that creepy or weird? Asking a girl out after a 20 second conversation? Especially since she was working and had to be nice and friendly to me? Assuming it's not creepy or weird, I am thinking about going back to return the jacket with hopes that she is working again so I can try again to talk to her. Is this too much? Should I just forget about it? I know I don't know anything about her, and this is probably the loneliness talking but, she seemed like a really nice girl and I want to get to know her. What do you guys think? 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I have always had some game with girls but it wasn't to my satisfaction. And i finally know why. It is because there are two parts to me. One that wants to have an awesome life, who can easily date girls and have fun and can be a easigoing and fun personality overall. Or have a girlfriend, whatever i resonate with more at times. And there is the other part...the one that got scarred growing up, being bullied in school and downvalued by my parents. This part is screaming when i go on a date....and telling me GET THE FUCK AWAY. Other people are pain. Other people are going to hurt you. Hence anxiety. It is a way of protecting myself....of my subconscious looking out for me. It goes so far that i get into a ""ego depleted"" state, meaning the stress just overtakes me and i can't think clearly...i feel anxious and threatened and can not be myself. I just want to get away. It is a fucking hindrance to bonding with girls. I can struggle my way through it but it is far from a pleasant experience and plastered with self judgement, depression and negative thoughts...and i am not looking forward to dates. I would love to enjoy them. Any advice? 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Just want to Vent to People that May Understand Tl;DR Faced a possible confrontation and yielded when I shouldn't have. I'm still mad at myself for being weak. I'm a waitress at a retirement community; we basically have a full restaurant inside the building and as such have a lot of the same duties as regular Waitstaff. Anyway, our kitchen does not have an abundance of silverware or cups available to reset our tables with which forces all the servers to undercut each other to get what they need first before everyone else. No one is going to admit it, but they will low-key fight each other for the chance to be first. Lately people have been ""claiming"" the silverware/water cups which entails asking the dishwasher to put it aside just for them, regardless of who needs it immediately. Our supervisor has said multiple times it's first come first serve, but it just gets ignored. The worst among us is someone I'll call GL: a 30 something year old who acts like a child, a good number of people don't like her because of this. To top it off she is super aggressive about being done first (so she can sit in the break room for half an hour and help no one else) to the point where she will take silverware from people already polishing for their own sections and once even started a fight with me in the dining hall (in front of residents) over it. Last night was a good night over all and I was able to get everyone taken care of promptly and bus my tables before everyone else. So I go to get some silverware and the dishwasher said it was already claimed by GL: I turn around and GL was smiling at me waving and gleefully saying ""I claimed it I claimed it"". I should have just said I have been here all day since lunch and am taking this since I need it, but no, I punked out. I stared at her for a moment before saying ""fine take it "" and she walked away laughing. I'm pretty sure she was laughing because she got her way and I so wanted to drop that bitch right then and there. I am not a confrontational person though so I let it go. I'm still mad though, I have problems standing up for myself which usually isn't a problem because most people I speak to are decent and don't test me. Glad to see when tested I can rise to the challenge. :/",5.9292492492492475,6.2901749279279295,6.025135135135138,81.15469969969973,66.61261261261261,9.010210210210207,29.732732732732728,8.841846274778883,2.2043534534534537,1804,59,349,27,27,572,229,444,0.111,0.732,0.157,0.974,0,0,1,0,2,0,44.0,5,0,4,9,22,26,8,0,27,0,37,5,1,0,4,56,69,29,0,10,10,0,0,2,0,5,1,6,2,2,25,22,3,3,2,0,0,9,9,14,0,8,13,8,43,12,52,47,13,61,0,1,2,0,34,23,1,5,26,249,68,5,0.08180474154126842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805471329891032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282356358409303,0.07647639051270683,0.0,0.07685824752544362,0.0,0.0,0.1496022334781926,0.0,0.2088294295431181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353178743205086,0.0,0.08340538600154865,0.0,0.0,0.07046754135096157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527572907567026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158788059518911,0.0837146525963384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050120938076983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403126026911556,0.0,0.0,0.2345038086235936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479153568251566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095840435647516,0.0,0.13947455942673434,0.13722787201028358,0.06542672481591141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483199388516765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056119210782398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333635653790865,0.09227931162228796,0.0,0.0,0.0836508906667568,0.0,0.07993132919992257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954746589314545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197153792620266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303046249939344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584031520885904,0.08711937992350667,0.11086601998342983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835655380358493,0.07142874495786113,0.0,0.0,0.07733192238570119,0.0922225546995018,0.0,0.08322483148292252,0.0,0.15655217936665755,0.0,0.0822363598701995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986080230272927,0.23344512690919494,0.1301088277510424,0.0,0.0,0.06518778771279958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533945509962209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931289204149657,0.06297728665653829,0.0,0.0,0.057901817109603786,0.0,0.13065874453269893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710000078329582,0.0,0.1845209547400048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074548643787448,0.0,0.04770100264901871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898006797402204,0.0,0.08516162094362179,0.09840103172198382,0.0,0.09009636552087463,0.0,0.09650111209761893,0.06493279613816462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267957147877168 socialanxiety,Greatgen,2018/02/22,"Missed an appointment today… I was so anxious thinking about my appointment, that I completely forgot what time my appointment was.",13.292857142857144,13.029511619047618,11.142857142857142,52.57714285714289,51.85714285714285,16.019047619047626,49.57142857142857,14.554592549557764,8.003342857142858,108,6,13,4,1,33,16,21,0.221,0.779,0.0,-0.5881,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631259609704568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5226332900967828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31939760236563897,0.0,0.0,0.2906601854100753,0.0,0.4724885441830029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SkyBlueSilva,2018/02/22,"Does anyone here ever get paranoid that people are either looking at you funny, or trying to avoid looking at you, or just really don't like you? Already posted this on another sub, but I want to talk about it. This is happening in general today, but there's a girl who works behind reception, and I haven't properly spoken to her. but I have a really awful worry that she dislikes me. This probably disturbs me more than anybody else because I kinda have a crush on her.",7.027582417582416,6.739062747252753,8.105802197802202,69.36419780219785,64.38461538461539,10.796483516483518,33.58461538461537,10.355215969177356,3.636611428571429,374,14,62,8,5,128,67,91,0.231,0.7340000000000001,0.035,-0.9583,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,5,3,0,2,3,1,6,0,0,0,1,13,11,6,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,12,1,11,11,2,8,0,0,2,0,9,5,0,3,3,51,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26236762227460897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493059617796759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624323329914348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493272618924485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806026331719127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986130886317693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506224496215234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421673309422385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102452141518965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615467075125707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993072207248856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482879510022735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277027592585637,0.0,0.2563391915889408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046227995888666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109778389488946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253631391626851,0.0,0.0,0.1614194647142282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023356067047532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308785654463474,0.2414508853563301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PM_LADY_PARTS_TO_ME,2018/02/22,"Problems going to the gym I don't know if this is the right place to ask this but whatever. I've been trying to go to the gym recently, but I don't have anyone to go with. I'll walk into the building, look around, look at all the people, look at all of the weights, and I panic. I start walking around like I know what I'm doing, but I'm petrified that if I actually pick up a weight people will be staring at me or someones gonna come up to me and correct something I'm doing. i have no idea what any of the machines/weights are for and I end up walking around for like 2 minutes and then bailing. I'm getting discouraged and I feel like this is my last chance to make a change in myself. Any and all advice would be appreciated.",2.9968739002932567,3.7980004645161287,4.598357771260996,87.19208211143696,73.38709677419354,7.184750733137831,26.994134897360702,7.348242739294969,1.2453870967741936,572,20,126,6,11,193,86,155,0.111,0.7829999999999999,0.106,-0.1779,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,9,0,14,2,0,2,4,31,33,13,0,4,6,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,12,2,1,4,2,0,7,3,3,0,0,1,7,13,3,23,27,3,25,0,1,4,0,1,13,0,3,8,82,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.13271810512798102,0.0,0.0,0.1328993517124984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497172916215346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509559698761644,0.0,0.0,0.3632112173734949,0.12714329232357807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387183524017358,0.11715347899193128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045719721554253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876657928678043,0.0971596888067291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105530947049676,0.0,0.231878813343696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535294396251354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948602768320668,0.11085959120606287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993307794630292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426216915665696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078223487778768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956876918663768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857300065381236,0.0,0.14209289897242955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013532262483646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428533655231165,0.0,0.0,0.11614476506523636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523385499163105,0.10470080391395573,0.0,0.0,0.09626274997392187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233627172541348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968405357064277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661175248698647,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Drakonlord,2018/02/22,"After 9 gruelling years I've gotten to a point where I can talk infront of up to 4 people normally. 5+ people and Im a 17 year old kid again. Really frustrating because Id say socially I'm actually really good 1 on 1 and decent in 3-4 groups. I make friends then get invited to a party and boom. Quiet, introvert, cant talk, weak voice, then I lose those social opportunities. I have to deconstruct how I went from 1 person to 4 people. Really my only answer is if you're self concious you already lost.",3.9328021978021965,4.596407884615388,6.7696703296703316,72.98961538461539,71.11538461538461,10.173626373626377,28.31868131868132,10.290406445055957,3.012095054945055,396,14,76,11,7,146,77,104,0.085,0.769,0.146,0.7009,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,3,7,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,8,10,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,4,7,3,11,7,0,13,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,1,7,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.17396927655854513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672930455513987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867390641916863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773370885865374,0.0,0.0931405762032666,0.0,0.0,0.1495274025082093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256603478016315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944251104463748,0.19460664799135416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899898443265924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467023600100146,0.0,0.0,0.1870681105177345,0.0,0.0,0.13558507434500244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707773156185001,0.15566159471116695,0.0,0.0,0.16852613562984955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34261981906460137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177028887792914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859782012479817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634548841854824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28657906643923786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526137452176734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22960465313856895 socialanxiety,Jones641,2018/02/22,"“Accidentally” signed up for a seminar society at my University because I didn’t know how to say no The guy was real pushy and started talking about the funding being directly linked to the number of members and shit. I just kinda stared at him awkwardly, manually blinking to avoid looking disinterested. Then he handed me the paper. Got an email today that there will be a members meeting party tomorrow. Kill me pls",7.296400000000002,8.725239173333335,8.510666666666669,60.76200000000003,63.93333333333333,10.8,39.0,10.793553405168565,4.9314,338,18,49,9,5,116,64,75,0.23,0.708,0.062,-0.9349,0,1,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,2,7,0,5,2,2,1,0,10,9,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,4,6,0,9,3,0,7,1,0,2,0,7,3,1,1,4,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043190034088976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629693918943758,0.0,0.0,0.3255612121815709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637657113219265,0.0,0.18069850371258986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761070849009777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742435307055583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26147296391535785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375059022845293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327245583167093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26427497076797346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116615786981405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sallybaba123,2018/02/22,"Have you ever wanted to lose your old friends to start a new slate? (Bare with me) I've come to realise that I'm not all around a good person, I'm very bitter and negative and want to overcome this. I had an encounter with my best friend today and she called me a horrible person while I was making a dry humoured joke. And maybe she's right, but this made me realise that these are the people that know the old me and who I want to get away from since they will always hold this perception of me against me and this will stop me from really moving on (If that makes sense) The prospect of not having friends is terrifying but at the same time I really can't keep myself within anything that has to do with my past, it's like a dark cloud looming over me. Every time I move towards positive change I will have a slip-up and this friend will just blow it all out and then all the progress I've made will just vanish and I'll be back to square one. Also, I know they talk and probably screenshot my messages and I don't want crap being spread about me when this isn't who I am - I'm just someone trying their best to change. I dunno - I'm probably ranting but can someone help me out??? 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I show interest in other people and often try to listen to their point of view but whenever I start talking they will just talk over me or just completely ignore me. I also get weird smirks wherever I go and people in general are fake to me. ,4.204473684210527,5.229678526315791,5.907850877192985,78.0870394736842,70.75438596491226,9.208771929824564,24.77631578947368,9.516144504307137,2.1607578947368413,224,6,42,5,4,77,39,57,0.183,0.784,0.033,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,11,1,8,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,2,1,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549379412307814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694215715822653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425293796421647,0.0,0.1460384038623375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344388662964209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24291377350605034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188024366961444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6196131138035742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446149840422764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23186978923758303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Expresssesh98,2018/02/22,"Social anxiety will slowly die I’ve been improving tremendously this year. I have been forcing myself to start having conversations with strangers and classmates. I tend to be awkward with some, but not with others. I figure you have to start somewhere even if it starts with a simple hi. I remember just last semester when any professor would do roll call, my heart would be pounding and I would be sweating just to make sure I wouldn’t fuck up saying here. I’ve realized that you shouldn’t give a fuck about what others think about you. Stay strong my caaaass 🤙🏻",5.456886792452828,7.260647094339625,4.9397641509434,83.24662735849058,68.62264150943396,8.318867924528304,28.34433962264151,8.841846274778883,2.1980415094339625,456,16,83,8,8,138,74,106,0.134,0.7809999999999999,0.085,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,7,5,2,1,2,0,15,4,2,1,1,23,24,5,1,6,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,12,2,11,13,1,8,0,0,0,2,9,1,2,2,6,57,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351665500043625,0.0,0.15205415680442427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296058862585564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062859779570784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312819553554627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675088124328821,0.0,0.1906728423872137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355366700884705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620194453075743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267672358038318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516122191685306,0.0,0.0,0.1580653609696335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261518799055786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220592152166507,0.2118563131770224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873330144498676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273601471929052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235893992890212,0.0,0.0,0.12799770200759406 socialanxiety,wanderlustinnature,2018/02/22,"Always get left out in a group :( No matter what group it is. I have pretty bad social anxiety that stems from low self esteem and inferiority complex. And I tend to be awkward with people and I don't know how to help it. I tend to giggle a lot. And I guess people can sense it because they never include me in any group chat, or tag me ion a Facebook picture in a group. And I try not to care much but it hurts :(. I do have a husband in the midst of all of it and he once told me that I have no power. It just sucks. I suck at getting cues as well so most of the time I don't know how to react.... How do you guys deal with social anxiety and have you faced any of the dilemmas I did?",-0.025749440715884475,1.7408961342281906,2.4598389261744984,95.1191096196868,84.30201342281879,4.778702460850113,17.987024608501123,5.6839178017228535,-0.5232741834451895,520,12,125,3,15,179,88,149,0.191,0.747,0.062,-0.951,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,1,6,10,2,1,8,0,12,1,1,4,2,27,23,14,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,10,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,7,1,0,2,0,17,3,19,20,4,10,0,3,0,0,17,8,2,4,2,88,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544047121767518,0.0,0.0,0.2523807455369865,0.0,0.2839130055110519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549387900129415,0.11311853085775288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919559910502792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130907802327066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389981441763468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442045964215436,0.18373824707351455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438012016436087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986508705168078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039630341617069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016166110482774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577604889406763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641142042397275,0.0,0.14311895163354216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762037043963016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572944239032043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887860317861745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935844729423332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783197262970997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820428040371458,0.0,0.0,0.1773150419971192,0.0,0.12598626397516408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684496855241812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,toastedweasel,2018/02/22,"I've come to the conclusion that I'll never understand how to socialize with people, and I'm trying to find comfort in that No matter how many times will try and explain the concept of social interaction and making friends to me, I always fail to understand it. As much as the idea depresses me, I figure at point, I'm destined to a future of seclusion, and I'm desperately trying my hardest to find comfort in that fact. The idea of socialization has always been a foreign one to me. I cannot wrap my head around the following: How does one start a conversation with someone they don't know? How does one carry said conversation? What if it always feels as though no one is interested in talking with you? Just because you talk to someone once, doesn't mean they'll ever want to talk to you again. How does one continue communicating with someone? When is it safe to consider someone a ""friend""? How does one ask someone to hang out with them in a non-awkward way? My overall unpleasant appearance and general awkwardness in presenting myself does me no favors. Everywhere I go, it seems as though everyone around me already has friends, and doesn't seem very passionate about making new ones. Social isolation is seen as a negative thing by most, including myself, and my past few months have been spent on attempting to change my viewpoint. Why must I fear someone most people desire so greatly, and why am I so inept at overcoming it?",7.766878109452738,7.8397146679104495,7.8891940298507475,70.32346766169155,62.768656716417894,11.325771144278608,36.89651741293533,10.93419730881044,4.198426069651742,1153,51,197,28,15,375,146,268,0.122,0.792,0.086,-0.9016,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,3,3,17,14,0,2,11,0,16,2,1,8,4,53,39,25,0,4,2,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,10,17,0,1,14,0,1,5,9,4,0,7,5,3,24,10,40,31,4,30,0,2,1,1,22,12,0,6,12,139,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760296074465967,0.0,0.19816322207394615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413383790996795,0.07421395316626013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04839215987437658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397845806355671,0.0683828666402977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837390258151825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34735031178546805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180798163943683,0.0,0.07585545706252682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932982744330767,0.04013927594076175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451123060011468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839972044476857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045116139119478,0.0,0.0,0.08752188229916967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147157703643486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923126629416367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04362774022422592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597977139686134,0.08048359856387892,0.0,0.08647318137473592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336408866108871,0.0,0.05835686881532065,0.0,0.06122635377233473,0.07667021191680852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454208597151931,0.3765517626900153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578165299703178,0.11007067367208574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504417543392973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551300298555126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453764974473712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32369070814085577,0.40357425521522056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618888018125687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914191794986081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052739649359749084,0.0,0.15599007644334334,0.0,0.04628984125486057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169094617914306,0.0,0.0,0.16528448860887654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550066910853254,0.04682313695567759,0.0630118584212128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326463987798607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ElectronicStranger,2018/02/22,My mom has friends over for dinner and Im freaking out My mom has friends over and I'm up here cuddled in my room. My biggest fear at the moment is that my mom will call me downstairs because her friends want to see me and I'd really REALLY rather not do that right now. So any help if this situation occurs please?,0.5359090909090902,2.885021909090913,2.109318181818182,94.6339772727273,87.4848484848485,5.118181818181818,21.88636363636364,6.6274283507984215,0.4275818181818183,250,9,55,3,8,81,49,66,0.078,0.715,0.207,0.835,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,8,8,5,0,3,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,3,8,7,0,11,0,0,1,1,9,9,0,1,2,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278347396631735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459256063701825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195144070802514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153289488555774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357050989757024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600089794215413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305366526590365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6604894957107675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206348647208376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24085317064777514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053627084103408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979794103196248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130052594596985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087711676308012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_the_orange_box_,2018/02/22,How to be comfortable talking to and being around girls? It's weird because I'm perfectly fine around my friends and other guys but as soon as a girl tries to talk to me or vice versa my brain basically shuts off and I have no idea what to do. Thoughts?,3.275961538461541,4.65113698076923,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,73.42307692307692,7.507692307692308,26.461538461538463,8.07648339933343,1.3939846153846158,201,7,44,3,4,64,42,52,0.076,0.768,0.156,0.5283,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,1,11,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,10,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292992432899407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122419236610196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318720692988723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22968420821481225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29436216312368074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356023120814671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477898159509997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360137080052494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183924565668804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gracetrombly,2018/02/22,"social anxiety medication that doesn’t make you emotionless? i recently started taking 25 mg of zoloft, and eventually upped it to 50 mg. when i upped the dosage, my anxiety faded away, but i became extremely emotionless. nothing made me sad, happy, depressed, excited, i just felt nothingness. i don’t think ssri’s are the meds i should be taking. the zoloft also made me lose my urgency for pretty much everything including the wanting to do my hobbies and pay attention to school work. have you guys taken any meds that have helped with social anxiety but still allowed you to have emotions and urgency? thank you, all help is appreciated. :-)",6.2222807017543875,8.477420526315793,6.94649122807018,67.82043859649126,67.42105263157895,11.031578947368422,33.719298245614034,10.980518767755715,4.592866666666668,516,24,79,17,9,170,78,114,0.105,0.6729999999999999,0.222,0.9638,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,0,10,3,0,4,1,17,21,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,1,15,3,10,15,2,8,0,3,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,54,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594758541339493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710105752455693,0.0,0.3614465485928221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797043378406188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356490180972773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715911656164854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415451041155535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121856677444415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594343797829724,0.0,0.16765487961789793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112929793897106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619506763842316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980485293093737,0.10512820963392004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498797992938337,0.1586582459267574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577592700068595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111936929753608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022762439459373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550594266419712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939194453639166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32108980962561035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114747898949578,0.0,0.12577460278276614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23683119330460914,0.0,0.0,0.1449989589140614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009155478955639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289381346485907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465722600221195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bb47,2018/02/22,"Maybe this trick will help your social anxiety? I got the idea from here: https://www.reddit.com/r/GetMotivated/comments/hot7x/how_to_forget_those_bad_memories_that_hold_you/ My guess is those of you with social anxiety got that anxiety from previous negative experiences in social situations. Try the trick in that link could help you erase those memories. Moreover, this could help not only with bad memories, but with the present and future too. If you need help with imagining a very ridiculous scene, try these: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l66vRutsjaY https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSKEl6a-b_c Hopefully this will help you not take life too seriously. Imagine the people who have judged you or who will judge you as being like the foolish characters/clowns, and learn not to take their judgments of you personally",12.948608695652174,17.365657295652174,7.56978260869565,61.27380434782612,54.30434782608695,10.513043478260867,31.5,10.577609850970193,4.05684347826087,699,23,86,17,10,182,74,115,0.127,0.7090000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.8371,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,8,1,0,3,7,3,0,6,0,8,1,0,0,0,22,15,6,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,11,2,12,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,20,2,0,4,3,59,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374425528011344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227675140272282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23478987750197305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382777682379244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519355212941906,0.0,0.16197487823723433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927700205258821,0.0,0.0,0.14603825421531638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598384811202566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038546872303482,0.07183354085754208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477157353367215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902408384274526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182622457279497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193508285764284,0.1283846952300761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652727340964299,0.0,0.4496489126552192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211030172034496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996533008747148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131871115280675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,theBLB97,2018/02/22,"I don't feel like I'm taken seriously I don't know if anyone gets this but I feel like everything I say, no matter who I tell it to, just isn't taken seriously. It's almost as if people think I'm some joke or some sort of different species trying to fit in with humans. No one seems interested in what I have to say yet I someone said the exact same thing then it would be noticed and taken seriously. 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I would avoid it. But I can manage it pretty well now. I had to go pick up some toothpaste today. As I was walking through, people were saying ""good morning"". I'd say it back. Sometimes confidently, sometimes too softly. Then someone said, ""Hi, how are you?"". It sounded distant so I wasn't sure if it was said to me. I looked around for two seconds and found the person. Locked eyes. She was smiling. And then I let out the most awkward, soft spoken, ""hi.."" and continued walking. I just wanted to burst out laughing it was that bad. Badly timed, awkward exchange. Maybe I'm just going insane at this point. 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My hairline is receding, I'm really skinny, pale and most of the time I'm just ashamed of how I look. The weird thing is that sometimes when I look in the mirror I think I'm actually good looking. The exact opposite happenes when I take a picture of myself or see pictures of me. I look unbelievabl ugly. So much that I can't even stand looking at the pictures. I don't even have a profile picture in most of the social media I have because I always think everyone will just make fun of me. The only time I got a compliment by someone was last year. Made me smile for a couple of days but then I thought she was either lying to be nice or didn't really look at me. We talked about 1 minute and she said she was surprised how good looking I am. To be honest, most of my life I never cared about my appearance. I always thought I was average looking but I didn't really care. But now with 22, it feels like no girl or woman finds me even remotely attractive and besides all the shit that's going on in my life, this is something that brings me down more and more. I wish I knew for sure if I'm average looking or just plain ugly.",3.543067840704424,4.597414585551334,5.018306984190517,83.73811486892137,72.34600760456273,8.122393436061637,27.53031819091455,8.532816995589336,1.8917954372623569,1008,36,207,17,19,339,139,263,0.108,0.731,0.161,0.9487,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,15,16,2,1,15,0,19,4,2,5,6,44,54,19,0,2,12,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,8,8,1,0,7,0,0,3,8,4,0,0,13,13,36,12,25,38,8,24,0,0,11,0,11,8,1,10,12,142,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.08530458744919768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753365675208342,0.0,0.0964648039942629,0.0,0.14547283344263845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328747085098197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782511653218181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672321309895657,0.0,0.05637554723641953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23094755790944896,0.0,0.0,0.08352893252957716,0.07856311023840667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044199731986036266,0.0624494085592777,0.0,0.0,0.07989587359014841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04968005053874448,0.14663937950009706,0.0699138898620383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730093827151809,0.0,0.0,0.08630437397378164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125502344612747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348782692279897,0.04270663220521369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7340671925669942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271433904704838,0.11670059765392388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426020152899901,0.0,0.1348399224347383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648316909783185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680011717896,0.0,0.0,0.09385116881520764,0.0,0.0,0.08315183608064809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965856572105589,0.0,0.0911930775700158,0.0,0.08973040668393127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891087482950035,0.07406658233074259,0.06729646173645007,0.08645582953202156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238775482485262,0.0,0.06572532219939528,0.0702609952681746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807474878666685,0.112024211132248,0.0,0.13879574709711165,0.10194496682802764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938608604375374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005231212001805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908351725141124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629249773252479 socialanxiety,allthetimesihadunear,2018/02/23,"Feeling guilty for avoiding friends and family I’m feeling a bit guilty and sad today after realizing how much I’ve avoided friends and family because of SA and depression. It wasn’t always this bad, but after I moved to a different state and got married, I stopped making an effort to speak to my parents over the phone, and generally have become more introverted and kept to myself more. I communicate by text occasionally . It’s hard since my husband and I live hundreds of miles away from them, and people have their own lives. But it doesn’t mean we should stop trying or disconnect altogether. Recently I started an antidepressant, and felt lonelier than ever. It’s working, but a side effect is I miss my family and friends more, and wish I could explain or convince them somehow that I’m back to my “old self” and would like to reconnect. I tried it with one friend, and she was a bit cold even though I told her candidly I would l be to chat and have been lonely here. It hurt that she didn’t seem interested, but understandable. I haven’t exactly been myself since the depression, and have been more sensitive and prone to overthinking. I think the only way to overcome this is probably just to be stronger, make phone calls and put myself out there anyway, expecting there may be some aloofness at first. If only people knew the struggle of this. It’s not logical, but being afraid doesn’t mean we don’t want or need affection and friendships. Has anyone successfully rekindled old relationships after a strong bout of SA? If so, what did you say? 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I got my first (current) job 1.5 years ago as a cashier which has helped my social anxiety in some ways but recently was told I’m not being trained to do returns (separate section next to checkouts) because of the type of customers that usually come through - sometimes aggressive/‘get in your face’ types and since I don’t look confident, my supervisors feel I might get intimidated if left alone there. While I’m glad they’re somewhat looking out for me, I can’t help but feel like I’m incompetent. Has this happened to anyone? -not sure if it matters but I’m a 19 year old female. 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Or get out of your car once you've reached a destination and just go back home? Too many times. What does it feel like for you?",0.4318000000000026,2.2903345800000032,1.5259999999999998,101.933,83.2,4.800000000000002,16.0,5.6839178017228535,-1.0461999999999998,179,3,46,1,5,56,41,50,0.0,0.867,0.133,0.682,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,8,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,6,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071278303936948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796256092936825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480569798916101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332544447305556,0.20250324688994986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961913742883303,0.0,0.3221926923520225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843326020769898,0.0,0.0,0.3270737583317513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001422722908649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848380448762249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873830498084468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018747041284405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312597597512914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528728824683844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sittingbytheheater,2018/02/23,"I am obsessed with what people may or may not say when I walk away from a group. I work in an Alpha male based environment. I can’t stop thinking about what my fellow employees think and say to one another about me when I’m not there. Or worse yet when there is a group of us and I walk away from that group. What do they say about me?! Sometimes I catch myself at work trying to eavesdrop on peoples conversations from afar just to make sure they’re not talking about me. I hate it. 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At the beginning of the year, I had extreme social anxiety, and I got super lucky and happened to randomly get roommates that are all very social people who love to party and talk. Since I live with some of the most charismatic people I know, I have really been trying to improve my social skills by learning from them and all of the kickbacks we have in the room. The difference in my social skills and anxiety when comparing old me vs current me is like light and day. I am clearly a more compete communicator, and I get way less anxious than I usually did before. However, I am still pretty bad at talking; I sometimes stutter/trip over my own words, I sometimes feel like my jokes are dumb, and sometimes I just say unnecessary or silly things. I am still very happy with the steps I have made to improve my social skills, though. BUT, part of me still tightly holds onto my old social anxiety tendencies. Tonight was the worst it has been in a while. My nights usually consist of my suitemates and I inviting other dorm friends over where we get high and just talk about whatever. Tonight I got REALLY high and talked more than I usually do. I got to a point where I just kept talking with everyone in the room and I felt so great because I was actually able to chat with people unlike before. Well, halfway through the night I start thinking to myself that I am just annoying everyone by talking so much. I felt like I was butting my head into every conversation and nobody cared for my opinion. Shortly after this, my roommate asked me and another person to go outside to see if we were being loud because it was past quiet hours. We took a small stroll down the hallway and had a little chat, but all I could think about was the idea that my roommate asked me to leave so that they could bring up the fact that I was just being annoying by talking so much. It makes complete sense in my head that this is what happened, but part of me recognizes that I do have social anxiety and that it may possibly be the reason I have made this ""conspiracy"" against myself. After walking back to where everyone is, I just decided to go to bed because I felt like everyone was judging me. My head was running all night and I still can't stop thinking about how annoying I was to everyone. The thought of everyone talking about how annoying I was just seems like a very real possibility and it has made every conversation since so much more difficult. TL;DR: I was at a kickback, was talking with people way more than usual, started realizing/thinking that I am annoying everyone with my mediocre social skills, and have been beating myself up over it lately. 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I started having social Anxiety since i was 13 and now im 16 i was going through so many phases of depression even started cutting myself i now can control my depression but i think because of my going through depression phase I developed Social Anxiety at first i thought it was just my body overreacting to certain things but now i soon learned that i have social anxiety i just cant talk to ppl and be the center of attention i always feel like theres always a spotlight on me and ppl will judge my every move. And when ppl talk to me i instantly freeze and my mind will go blank like its completely empty and my heart starts pounding like i just run a flipping marathon my palms would be sweaty my body feels heavy. The words in my mouth just wont come out. Every thing i say or do when im in panic mode is just plain stupid and i hate myself for being like this. Im so jealous of ppl who can just socialize normally i tried so hard but just cant it is like a wall is blocking my mind. I cant look ppl in the eye if i do so i feel like they can just look straight into my soul. I get bullied alot when i was13-14 yrs old because ppl think that im a coward a loser and sometimes ppl think that the reason i dont socalize with them is because i am just rude and arrogant yes i do live in a whealthy family here but that doesnt mean im all tht. Last week i told my mom that i might have social Anxiety but she doesnt seem to care it made me felt worse they think its only me im the one who is creating the problem or im doing this for attention or im just overreacting. And now i just cant seem to talk to anyone about my social anxiety because i fear tht ppl will just think im a loser i even told her that i need a therapist but she acted like she didnt hear anything i tried to convince her but yeah hopeless i feel like my existence is just to live in the shadows and hide from people. I can always see and know when ppl are changing but i always lose focus when im concentrating at something and iam very poor at academics social anxiety have taken over my life im just 16 how am i gonna cope with this for the rest of my life? Oh and yes my parents are veeeeeryyyyy strict that is also one of the key factors.. oh and one more thing i also have (TOF) tetralogy of fallout its a heart problem and its worsening yup my life is a trainwreck thats all i got guys please help me... 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So there's a DJ playing at a trendy cocktail bar tomorrow that I was planning on seeing. I have nobody to go with so I was planning on going alone, but now that I see pictures of the venue I'm terrified. It looks crowded and more of a place people go in groups, and overall an older crowd (I'm 21). I've barely been to bars (went to a few on my birthday with a friend) so I feel even more out of place. Fuck, I was excited to go and now I think I'll chicken out. Fuck SA. 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Please I need some insight. Hi everyone. So I suffer from SAD. It's unfortunate but i do the best that I can. I have a front desk position that gets me out there talking to people, and I think I can fake it pretty well. Except when it comes to my boyfriends family. I freeze up and think of any excuse I can not to see them or not be in the same room/house. Especially the brother. Some back story: When boyfriend and i got together things were awesome. We hung out everyday. Until one night his brother showed up unannounced. He had been laid off from his job, and would hang out at my boyfriends place all day everyday, just playing video games and being a vegetable. At first I was like ok I'll spend some time with him, but eventually we never ever had any privacy. He was always there, and when we would show up he would expect us to hang out with him. Eventually I stopped wanting to go over there, so the boyfriend would come to my place instead. The brother sensed we were avoiding, and instead of taking initiative and leaving he started to resent and even hate me. He told my boyfriend he ""fucking hates me"" and called me a bitch to my face and a fucking weirdo, and my boyfriend did nothing to stand up for me. Since then, the boyfriend and I have argued about this a lot and in the end he always takes the brothers side. I mean I do understand and i would probably be pretty upset if he hated someone in my family. His brother comes and stays with him once a month for a week + at a time now, and I just stay away. I even sometimes miss work in fear that his brother is going to come in. I feel like such an idiot. His brother and I have been civil since the beginning parts happened (over a year and a half ago). We've joked and smiled at each other but I still can't get over it. When he's not around I hate him and when my boyfriend mentions him I go silent in hopes that he will shut up soon. Is this relationship doomed? Why does the boyfriend stay with me when he is so upset by this? He often tells me he loves me besides this and for the most part we are inseparable (Until the brother visits of course). Do I need professional help? I just wish I could let the past go.",3.1781116878467834,4.860665576158943,3.693915637491795,90.38559155181672,74.25386313465783,6.575001491557784,25.046775252073267,7.222845823187471,0.9301055903585698,1778,58,376,19,37,557,221,453,0.149,0.7290000000000001,0.122,-0.9471,2,1,0,0,0,0,56.0,6,0,1,3,30,28,10,4,25,1,34,5,1,0,3,84,71,40,0,13,12,9,2,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,15,42,1,2,6,6,1,13,5,19,1,3,11,3,60,9,54,49,11,81,1,4,1,3,52,30,3,9,36,262,75,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240044069409059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592118904341438,0.0,0.0,0.11108433978939024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270854933488344,0.0,0.0,0.0767368610785349,0.06280345090203113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571344321426977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339986109744436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517812404846034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521127494634467,0.0,0.0,0.05267396827304375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147481792791585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234028835746402,0.0,0.0,0.10789185147102667,0.07388020449827325,0.0,0.07804448129776763,0.0,0.0,0.1539928656764683,0.09190769283065997,0.04129760852778866,0.05834902411371533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947317500296295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101544647907322,0.0853442001846835,0.0,0.18567237280425092,0.0,0.06532339279997326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222541278251292,0.0,0.0,0.3225507567992592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054745394709035805,0.0,0.0,0.08112224299992785,0.0,0.09424261045174387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105037351079508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648260683426183,0.0,0.08351877622587749,0.0,0.07980508926653015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943762576475222,0.07371536622564466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896861014226203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519263905277295,0.0,0.0,0.12112276019536405,0.06299321376412928,0.0,0.0,0.07664696408824176,0.0,0.07836988614214571,0.0,0.0,0.08698178750725616,0.055345461597873104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768933073118302,0.15593709481351184,0.05662353748493532,0.0,0.17066711699792494,0.0896552193166457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618677988137334,0.0880600493073336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768896677541659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508483306333693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512570607319954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920342238845642,0.0,0.08077920029213377,0.0,0.05781036959323716,0.2611657841240041,0.06522619400463378,0.06828441099040261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228196871153388,0.06564770750814898,0.07138802442431197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054261601439102185,0.10466877985675316,0.0,0.0,0.09525133167713212,0.0,0.0,0.07804448129776763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502712052353464,0.0982456215741148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817435129852296,0.0,0.0655151938614071,0.0,0.07343612183802982,0.0,0.07369947358152829,0.0,0.0939228434377842,0.0,0.0,0.059460767927610216,0.0,0.0,0.2900998111853281,0.0,0.0,0.052596371741432286 socialanxiety,BasedDi0s,2018/02/23,"Was feeling comfortable at new job until.... People found out I have a bachelors. Yes I know I could do better... I’m just in need of money and I just applied to wherever. I have a bachelors in business- information technology. today a supervisor came up to me and said out loud.. “we need to talk. We need to talk about how you have a bachelors but you’re working here” in front of a bunch of people. Like really thanks dude 😪😪😪",0.6618816067653306,3.1137361395348866,3.512579281183936,83.80419661733617,88.76744186046511,7.313319238900636,21.77167019027484,8.296473431620573,1.7194093023255816,332,12,67,9,11,117,55,86,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.8954,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,5,1,6,0,0,1,0,19,16,5,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,9,4,16,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,44,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931210152508386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577511506162606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993116658635294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139484987181354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470949821711983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363445999263434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385164865335653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009923378334212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501303483792703,0.0,0.21765354106573925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31247170567646115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437102103062793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436842399948755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36227074552306504,0.0,0.20748068445214266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361438833532054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406434850627033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,olliebearr,2018/02/23,"When did it start for you? I have heard from some people that have had social anxiety all their lives, and some that have started around the onset of middle school. does anyone know if there's any specific research or average age of the onset of symptoms? I've had it my whole life, personally. I remember the first day of kindergarten when my teacher said something about grass or something and I stood on the grass, and she said ""honey that wasn't what I meant"" and for some reason I obsessed over how embarrassing this was, and continue to do so to this day (although not severely) When did it start for y'all?",5.527628205128206,6.700640854700858,5.443664529914532,82.08293269230772,67.80341880341881,8.585042735042737,29.15491452991453,8.841846274778883,2.2066247863247863,488,17,92,8,8,152,76,117,0.059,0.941,0.0,-0.6747,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,1,8,2,0,2,4,0,10,2,0,2,1,19,19,14,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,9,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,11,4,11,0,14,8,5,15,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,6,11,70,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313319566132692,0.0,0.14774047220751998,0.0,0.0,0.1350378338815458,0.0,0.0,0.17192263220480847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490999299811231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690054188528726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427244420903755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061367193295275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641024587748166,0.0,0.0,0.17053334700714182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338888988737837,0.1686297297722988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985651700222228,0.0,0.0,0.21877353403501404,0.0,0.3674131349648391,0.0,0.0,0.19545330763478475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817683414020764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686711747474872,0.0,0.2973548768622422,0.0,0.0,0.41008565017953497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007313318508553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21561771408483607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fairefarren,2018/02/23,"how is it so easy for non-socially anxious people to interact with others?? i literally just had a panic attack because i added my crush on snapchat. and it took me 2 months to decide to add him. my friends act like it’s nothing, and they’re even egging me on to message him (which i’m not doing until after a few more months lmao) one time at a university fair i could feel my heart pounding because i was so anxious about approaching one of the alumni for a university that i wanted to attend. i stood there for about 10 minutes (actually i might be exaggerating. it was probably like 5 minutes but it felt really long) until my friends found me and went “wtf are you doing??”. i told them i wanted to go to that stall and they were so confused as to why i couldn’t just go up to it. it wasn’t until after a few more minutes of coaxing that we went as a group and my best friend led the conversation while i stood behind her jotting notes. i guess i’m just really jealous how socializing and even just talking to somebody can come so effortlessly to people without social anxiety or anxiety in general. i always end up overthinking things and never get to doing it, and others can just decide to talk to someone and actually do it. wild.",4.264990892531877,5.632322803278692,5.849125683060109,77.27119307832425,70.96721311475409,8.536976320582879,29.12932604735884,8.998388855275968,2.4656692167577408,980,38,183,19,18,334,137,244,0.103,0.784,0.113,0.5659,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,2,1,16,10,2,2,8,0,17,1,1,3,1,39,35,23,0,4,9,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,16,13,0,0,5,0,0,10,5,4,0,2,13,2,28,6,37,18,5,28,0,0,0,0,19,6,0,4,14,141,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.2449226668580035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441875222531273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200088752515448,0.28353872954668996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276438512062872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299657217981638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169529861176413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080995787226148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019453197608748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114797772248744,0.0,0.0,0.16577154136409064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345213403016592,0.0,0.12049125580536127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759465112121744,0.2908626277918065,0.0,0.06556398568662855,0.0,0.14263911040934452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824273251922514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870770603092778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226173476128008,0.0,0.0,0.1110557852877695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312635868056427,0.0,0.0,0.2003317973326859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678656913179018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041221505778428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007220381328408,0.0,0.0,0.1472369141299654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399962941382588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530076560225338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078578444753747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25584500113535336,0.10632830784339004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173018652047586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337079385331947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317494256431713,0.0,0.0,0.11991224344839554,0.1394253685734108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480359519294352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326632459316417,0.11323631179517625,0.0,0.0,0.12096906288913126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iownablackdog,2018/02/23,"I feel like total recovery is impossible because of how damaged my past is. After about 20 years I've managed to get my social anxiety under control but rebuilding a normal life seems out of reach. Very rarely I'll go out with some people but I'm always having to hide my past; people talk about their friends, experiences they've had, the normal things, but I can't join in because I just haven't had those experiences. That makes me come across as boring, shallow, awkward, just abnormal and eventually I run out of things to talk about. On top of that I get a rising feeling of jealousy and shame when I hear how my life could have been if not for this disorder. I can't see a route out of this.",6.137391304347826,6.1312182101449295,6.614311594202899,78.36538043478264,66.17391304347825,9.508695652173913,31.018115942028984,9.188382445141503,2.4977507246376813,555,19,108,9,8,181,89,138,0.168,0.754,0.078,-0.9156,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,8,6,0,2,4,0,11,2,0,4,1,27,22,10,0,4,7,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,7,8,0,1,3,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,3,4,13,2,24,18,2,18,0,1,1,0,6,9,0,3,6,73,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986439850780236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285884387352414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049322854913238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447947062646493,0.0,0.0,0.18852729955602984,0.13420623834278228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926457757714299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288486727297548,0.0,0.0,0.1699827736116972,0.12008357517495485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986596633753567,0.0,0.17564024136292064,0.0,0.0955294569027361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894497183325025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374539661716735,0.08212031462261203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220142283681553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329385147276534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32092197139593404,0.2330649714721047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339460181661118,0.15302288107529433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134665197785096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702088523110451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233431387927619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869190646241486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824449004722167 socialanxiety,Far4rmperfect1,2018/02/23,Disconnect.... Have you ever gotten so lost in your anxiety/ rambling thoughts that you literally space out?... asking bc i feel like that happens to me whenever im in a social situation and dont know what to do/say. Its like i get frozen or something. I hate it,0.5975000000000001,3.0774580392156885,3.0923284313725468,84.24672794117646,96.05882352941177,6.471568627450981,24.02205882352941,7.6454224807358475,1.8761941176470602,204,9,39,5,8,70,42,51,0.129,0.774,0.097,-0.4002,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,11,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,7,2,5,8,0,5,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,24,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286791224197445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24791475995247256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107980822980166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23987751320739475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408690057551176,0.18945019031185106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385496605349437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23450466232875303,0.0,0.0,0.26181801319316145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864482896383032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574025885303546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591146909318156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289483768687484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088795236902455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980821556588788,0.0,0.2703255276935885,0.0,0.20415449525327148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052946143648385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BetaWolf47,2018/02/23,"I did it! I made a huge step! I'm feeling great! I just wanted to share this to keep my momentum going! I'd been spending a very long time seeking approval from a social circle that had been making me feel like an outsider. After the latest occurrence, a miracle happened, and my frustration completely overpowered my insecurity, and I laid it all out to one of them. I explained how excluded I felt. I explained how they didn't treat me like an actual friend. I explained how badly I'd just wanted to be one of them. I explained how much it hurt that they would claim to be ""busy"", despite making time for each other. I said that I wasn't going to put up with that anymore, and that I was done with all of them. It was all over chat, but it happened, nonetheless. Either way, however they received that, I don't care. Their opinions ceased to matter to me, right then and there. I'm done with it. No matter what, I've always been treated as the outsider, the odd one out, in any group I've ever been around. I've spent a long time feeling like a total loser for it. I no longer have any tolerance or room in my life for people who treat me like this. Not from acquaintances, not from ""friends"", and not from family. I will always be loyal to the people who don't, but otherwise, I'm done. That single step was nothing short of liberating! As I said before, I'm not 100%. I'm almost 30, but this is the most confident I've felt since my early teens.",3.1946236881559216,4.7232114758620725,4.504632683658173,85.22407046476764,73.89655172413794,7.388305847076461,24.677661169415288,8.04050195162591,1.3732083958020986,1128,35,227,17,23,373,143,290,0.105,0.758,0.13699999999999998,0.7482,2,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,7,2,9,18,1,1,13,0,23,1,0,7,5,53,51,16,0,3,11,0,5,4,2,2,1,2,1,0,21,12,0,1,9,1,2,6,10,5,0,3,20,7,32,13,33,26,9,28,0,2,0,0,22,11,0,4,14,158,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.11498527843048666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798992521558263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608833191339609,0.0,0.0,0.16025715375433452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685589692911932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048938598555539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098383295606739,0.0,0.0,0.10026482198039458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013574233211265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354272336064502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36174361450287984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658416221520617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107982636694494,0.0,0.17873546924990386,0.1683558374931289,0.2262709413539234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820706411576784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393123662992196,0.0,0.0,0.1299082119755851,0.0,0.0,0.20839371423915068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613966660613973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473289613250288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322695523233163,0.2302635364302941,0.0,0.0,0.20855203899986824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149378468283053,0.15730514753655075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661875504891893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130612552318656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395343798876887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633772495752691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845189637409907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062634737281248,0.2241670069486852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747035943766767,0.0,0.0,0.12011305065387196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612321234696512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972222555498516,0.13899861020374155,0.093528128574494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370319368756042,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,queensbeams,2018/02/23,"How do I know when to talk at the right time? Background: I was pretty normal up until middle school. I had a few circle of friends, and was never afraid of talking to people. Then, I started getting social anxiety and at the same time my self-confidence went down. I remember how afraid I was to look at people’s eyes in the bus that I rode it to and from school everyday. I am now out of college and while I still have social anxiety, it’s not as bad as it was. Problem: I’m currently struggling with waiting for the right time to speak. Everyone seems to be talking louder than I am. They speak with a confident tone and are able to express their feelings in a way that are relative to others. Question: While I on the other hand, am afraid to speak and when I do, I usually have to repeat myself because it sounds unnatural to interrupt a conversation. How do I overcome that?",4.063846153846153,5.495278381502891,5.287861271676302,80.85370386838598,71.54335260115606,8.328857269897734,29.492663405958204,8.841846274778883,2.42715598043575,692,28,131,13,13,230,99,173,0.067,0.838,0.095,0.7657,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,4,9,0,16,2,2,3,1,23,25,17,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,9,9,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,6,8,18,1,31,18,2,32,0,0,2,0,14,12,0,2,17,103,27,3,0.15372282753475727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351950846124151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835213998472658,0.09370800886148777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688874935651014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772688045573749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876587522739245,0.0,0.08031383271118224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448204581385439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908845904576785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185605213065196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506157325373638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131441062070722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563913799569248,0.0,0.1470919852294294,0.0,0.0,0.17220474796072305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413799712257574,0.2625569095748459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31115141667050755,0.0,0.1399434887620102,0.1603664348217027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134021277990676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880580853615236,0.0,0.1227632486411286,0.0,0.0,0.16070447614352726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706697575656695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689110508252481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930397673204506,0.0,0.0,0.12201802528843815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250260120782632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,inner_circles,2018/02/23,"I made no relationships with professors in my 4 years of college and now I need letters of rec... I'm supposed to be starting the teaching credential program at my school next semester and I need 2 letters of rec to get in. But due to my anxiety I have sat silently in the back of my classes all the way through college. I never interacted with any professors. I did ask an elementary school teacher who's classroom I volunteered in and she said no. Her reasoning was that I didn't initiate interaction with the students and just observed. She was right and this was also due to my anxiety. -Edit: I actually feel like I interacted with them a lot, but it might have only seemed like that to me since I was so nervous all the time. Doing a little often feels like a lot to me lol. Also, I forgot that her other reason was that I missed a lot of days. 3 days were because of spring break schedules. But the other 3 I was just having a hard time, so that's on me and totally inexcusable.- I just don't know what to do. I don't know how I can even be a teacher with social anxiety, but it's what I really want to do. I just don't know:(",2.7753110047846867,4.394127683982688,4.884912280701755,81.6947368421053,75.19047619047619,8.153201184780134,28.17521075415812,8.841846274778883,2.2787523809523806,889,37,180,19,19,308,116,231,0.076,0.8590000000000001,0.066,0.221,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,1,13,1,22,0,0,4,4,42,40,15,0,3,8,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,11,0,1,8,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,13,4,32,3,26,24,6,24,0,1,0,0,15,8,0,6,17,138,45,12,0.0,0.0,0.1333602955500756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857365775459167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929333810397832,0.0,0.3136332226989391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775850759119392,0.0,0.0,0.10508298549296012,0.0,0.08330657323716807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626858920626245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026253892182087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819864786058156,0.19525964151347705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139912871909829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242037862008742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22531403096678426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002952923098361,0.13696906677593595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485499403027422,0.0,0.12931084987794852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449744996402343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266308729326676,0.10540049747356876,0.0,0.14533929580178478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393597044558356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754779624625689,0.28101816317628997,0.0,0.14672153028546006,0.0,0.11670676115182453,0.12999480762802715,0.0,0.0,0.2766141186397917,0.0,0.12440999053612928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304643619954967,0.0,0.0,0.13930750225825905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672854185648476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593749095161504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060551746642527,0.10847422417192648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800445977576878 socialanxiety,LagoonPatrol,2018/02/23,"Attending my first wedding 23 year old male here, and I have an old friend who's getting married. It's happening tomorrow and I've been shaking all week about what to wear and how I should react when seeing people I haven't seen for years. I've always been a terribly shy, soft-spoken lad, but being in a situation where hundreds of people will be attending is something I can't bear. I decided to wear black trousers and blazer, a white shirt and a blue tie - is that appropriate? I've read so many conflicting opinions on what to wear for weddings online, so I can't decide! I might as well go there naked if I have to. This feeling sucks.",4.50264216972878,5.668161661417326,5.336955380577432,81.9326946631671,70.18110236220473,8.479090113735781,29.071741032370948,8.841846274778883,2.2469762029746287,509,19,99,9,9,166,89,127,0.108,0.836,0.055,-0.7319,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,1,1,5,0,14,4,4,2,1,17,21,12,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,3,1,0,4,3,3,1,1,3,6,9,2,11,13,1,15,0,0,5,0,5,3,1,3,8,62,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922691411169716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168361721627768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965484231339712,0.0,0.0,0.1785244713768287,0.0,0.12072478312106873,0.0,0.13132267271742634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433485286943695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342691879137748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451292521511007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849391745620222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203903378377825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311330002386371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413324722802785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597328889528586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788933633963214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535079250699005,0.0,0.20776010233767728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976036125570995 socialanxiety,willowrainbow,2018/02/23,"Dialectical Behavioral Therapy (DBT) for anxiety, depression, ptsd - experiences? I'm in my second round of a DBT IOP group, 4 months total now. We meet 4xs a week and the session are 2.5 hours long. I'm learning so many skills and new ways of thinking to help cope with my depression, social anxiety and ptsd. I love my therapist and the group gets along great. The hardest thing is putting what I learn to use. It's been a great experience overall and I would recommend DBT for almost anyone. Having learned dbt this long I'm curious about the experiences of others. Anyone else here gotten help from DBT?",5.104097222222219,7.178504151785718,5.699047619047621,76.36817460317464,69.98214285714286,9.620634920634922,30.301587301587304,9.994966539143718,3.2860682539682537,483,20,85,13,9,156,77,112,0.087,0.727,0.18600000000000005,0.9211,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,7,0,5,1,0,1,1,16,13,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,7,3,12,10,1,10,0,2,1,1,8,1,0,1,7,46,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466563220369385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407961869032664,0.0,0.0,0.2048133857487715,0.15006331459814792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522877617945976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223466914394497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297914683284132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765181510452809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229404635340536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963351403992097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442314225919104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592210727919463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218387459267264,0.0,0.0,0.14848521275092788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690121159459453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144984731380236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34240264071572857,0.14723053200335198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929527419691035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748724808517332,0.17004878374022805,0.09730004864750497,0.09384423885246812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649250790064553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625137755339204,0.11747960585018635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403941274252028,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Senketsu-Kisaragi,2018/02/23,"I fucking hate myself. I was just at the first event of a fraternity I'm joining (it's the honors fraternity on campus, not so much the party-throwing type) minutes after being told I got a bid. The guy who showed up to pick me up and take me to the event told me he was my 'big' but he wasn't on my list of top five potential bigs. This wouldn't have been too bad, except I don't think I even talked to him during the 'speed dating' event, which means I was probably on 0 peoples lists out of like 50. So then I'm feeling all shitty about myself and I'm in my head, while the 'bigs' go upstairs, and the 'littles' hang out downstairs. And I'm just so full of self-loathing and anxiety so I just walked out, and had a couple cigarettes on my way home. Why do I do this fucking shit. It was a lot of work to even get to that point, and it would have been an amazing way to meet people, get out of my shell and develop professional skills. Instead it's just another on the long list of failures that continue to pile up in my life. I have one good relationship in my life, and I'm sure it's just a matter of time before I fuck that up as well - and then there's nothing. I guess if that happens, I'll finally feel like I can kill myself without hurting anyone too much. Gotta look at the positives.",3.9727573529411764,4.0751757610294135,5.226470588235298,86.08911764705883,70.80147058823529,8.311764705882354,27.39705882352941,8.124751697461798,1.4982514705882348,1005,31,225,13,17,336,146,272,0.12,0.754,0.125,-0.5504,1,0,1,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,0,5,17,15,6,0,16,0,18,7,2,1,2,36,42,20,1,3,10,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,13,14,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,8,1,3,11,3,26,7,38,27,5,44,0,1,1,3,10,25,4,3,16,151,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579439736294854,0.09906886440022136,0.0,0.0,0.09055098209595087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812896683261627,0.0,0.0,0.11019687380398796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329177300099172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107002539936894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096045425968394,0.09251643104708587,0.0,0.1418633814375915,0.0,0.11015454504016198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35916822140840216,0.13531915797369815,0.0,0.07359911128254656,0.10862034049074028,0.1035747770856012,0.0,0.14266132515110275,0.12822758472578533,0.1145184092285447,0.0,0.0,0.12785665786135084,0.13290666669835627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990131258878035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386348337145793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327504881894013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829425336160421,0.12653651282914916,0.12979527283506714,0.0,0.11460541329104755,0.1087492714051698,0.0,0.0,0.11009817925349022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106591173727764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039810435310367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426089857659706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775407403060904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956110426654873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224214821273174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396253254187658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903694828652838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509908688678068,0.0,0.1329321954253736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205433508857967,0.0,0.09736957290053457,0.10408900058448986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297981072937713,0.0,0.0,0.0755138015854074,0.0,0.0,0.2474898931820627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558571148038293,0.0,0.0,0.1164380725400427,0.0,0.11685563502353892,0.0,0.0,0.12483554469418905,0.0,0.09427917809320238,0.0,0.0,0.09199468058281154,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bballard123,2018/02/23,I don’t know what I have or fix it and nobody will ever talk to me about it. I feel alone in the world because as soon as I tell someone the truth about how I feel day in and day out they leave me.,1.6977536231884085,1.570840804347828,3.216086956521739,99.31514492753624,75.73913043478261,6.133333333333334,19.68115942028985,3.1291,-0.7330057971014492,151,2,42,0,3,50,33,46,0.075,0.871,0.054000000000000006,0.0258,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,10,6,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,8,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552432765997093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908886300006246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424116545381908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102620191844171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468609621842285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850315056046055,0.0,0.0,0.3631861660772376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906217397546107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756894140267623,0.2997960381118218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,VenusFan,2018/02/23,"Bombed a job interview I had a job interview I was super excited about today. As soon as I opened my mouth to answer a question, out came a stream of word salad. Just... just a string of complete garbage words. What's so discouraging about this is that I've actually been doing more public speaking lately. I feel really down about how that interview went. What should I tell myself to feel better about it? Right now nothing is cheering me up. 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Mostly I think it stemmed from being yelled at by my asshole, misogynist father. Anyways, I remember being at school before recess and I was being quiet, as usual. The teacher tells me she’s benching me for not interacting with the other kids. She sat me on a bench, alone, for the entire recess because I was shy. What was wrong with this woman? Shortly after my mom made sure I switched schools. 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I dont even like ordering food face-to-face because im a nervous wreck. When im nervous i stutter, im clumsy, and my mind just blanks. I honestly just dont do well talking to random people im just not comfortable. Any tips?",-1.3489552238805942,0.6698189552238816,1.8170298507462697,93.96882835820897,98.25373134328359,5.068059701492538,21.62537313432836,6.742157984588678,0.7007623880597023,238,10,54,4,10,84,45,67,0.34,0.605,0.055,-0.9625,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,3,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,11,7,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,8,4,2,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,30,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266094416555995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273896228558042,0.0,0.10099059230481452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883268510574748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942314531050737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864242515193735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032822254798616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7158059759157763,0.0,0.3288028401486558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809377516491556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727897256144314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284183845733886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148543747415975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331588723342077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895678072742588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Antelope_Of_Zeus,2018/02/24,"Tips for dealing with noisy neighbors Okay, so I live in a townhouse. The people next door, have been having a lot of parties and pumping their subwoofer ALOT. I think a lot of people on here sympathize with the fact that I don't want to go knock on their door and ask them to turn it down. But they have been bad enough, that I've done it a couple times. I've come to conclusion that asking them politely means nothing to them. However, once I had enough and I went over a swore at them... at it actually worked. Plus the one time after, they were ridiculiously bad (partied until 4 A.M a couple times, I called the cops on them, and they came back AFTER the bar closed), I went to the strata council, who can evict them, and it actually shut them up. I tried a note on their door today, setting out my complaints in writing. I tried to explain myself reasonably. Already I hear that damn subwoofer. Apparently, I'm kind of at the point, where I have the either yell and swear at them, or either get them evicted. I'd feel bad about the latter, because I don't want to unload my problems on the strata council, and the vacancy rate is so low in this city, they might end up homeless. But my social anxiety makes it tough for me to go yell at them, which again, I think is about the only solution available. So anyone have any tips for this?",4.178959330143543,5.366490795454548,4.668341307814995,86.34093301435408,70.96969696969697,7.376076555023925,26.394736842105264,7.669130373188453,1.3354727272727276,1046,33,211,12,19,332,144,264,0.116,0.857,0.027000000000000003,-0.9583,4,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,17,2,9,9,1,0,20,1,16,1,0,2,1,36,36,15,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,13,14,1,0,7,1,0,6,2,7,0,1,8,4,35,2,40,27,7,41,0,1,0,0,27,23,1,5,11,148,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.2382727890791037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347227539748114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302132132942654,0.0,0.0933939425925104,0.0,0.0,0.08536398670524964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282641606842207,0.0,0.0,0.09387507704182052,0.3058051764928759,0.07442128660546225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466143616873315,0.13963159749558848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516457480616348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701672963075521,0.0,0.0,0.12586326588435146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493434106764792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813020694321147,0.2522908594714046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061729349685523786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378386260897814,0.0,0.13876632614285989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375975654743203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713172201023396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780242801798072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758293930171287,0.0,0.0,0.08149203261418589,0.0,0.0,0.1329852900032032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951185445466928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983774230044626,0.0,0.0,0.11714291163440987,0.0,0.0,0.13001549892881534,0.08272729279669927,0.0928503999693575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927537794286415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540886173580862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681792114808985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552270757520706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244492859205429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564530233896475,0.0,0.0,0.21356452482544055,0.0,0.1157213778483211,0.0,0.0,0.16577407412473472,0.1327923585144902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401663840552786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263462228119134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887862195466867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kiefydreams,2018/02/24,"Tips for starting a new job with SA? Just got a new job as a delivery driver. I've only had one job prior and I'm excited but also nervous. I have moderate SA, and I am proud of myself that I didn't plan out my responses to everything before I went in. However I was still pretty nervous until I started talking to the manager, once the questions started to come I was just going with the flow and I was asking myself why I was even nervous in the first place. Since I'm delivering food, I'm obviously going to have to talk to people on a regular basis. I'm actually excited to get out of my comfort zone but I'm still nervous since it's a new place with new people. Any tips you guys have on how to be confident at a new job? I want to make a good impression on my first day (and all the days to come) and not seem like a nervous wreck. Thanks.",2.417648475120388,3.7068341516853964,4.9472231139646885,82.23898876404495,75.46067415730337,8.231781701444623,26.759229534510432,8.841846274778883,2.0591993579454244,661,25,138,14,14,235,96,178,0.105,0.72,0.174,0.9312,5,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,4,7,13,0,5,13,0,11,1,0,2,2,24,31,11,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,12,1,0,2,0,0,6,2,5,0,3,8,0,16,8,26,22,1,32,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,17,87,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.10624577638902127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706687350435934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403837236789115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178293151901588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264415411451156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757142923597114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043005105807288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191055993867491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784935244879718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852171353838416,0.1316514400501505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688241641165113,0.0,0.12375173946367565,0.0913187390623661,0.08707685871164303,0.0,0.0,0.10780284150526716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321644434076783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319056607952665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267455346518152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257582028809621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594775618051795,0.07377615787112995,0.08280393972725518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095969642688714,0.0,0.2275012946596038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076447602610738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219643223452022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911522751611322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012417162832695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23118572854379835,0.0,0.17389458312526712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501834814166894,0.0,0.10023698328631643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421698264190982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092772350681796,0.09824227390993434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Blackyx,2018/02/24,"I thought I would be fine if I didn't make new friends since I already had some, but then they all left. I'm 22. I had the same group of friends since I'm 8. I never had a big social circle because the one I had was fine for me. But the past few years, they eventually got new friends in their study field, got girlfirends, etc. but I didn't. I kept talking to them, but eventually it felt like it was a one way effort with all of them. Some of them are still friends with each other but I got left out along the way I guess. Now, I can have a conversation with people in my classes at Uni, but no connections. The closest thing i have to friends are the 60 y/o regulars at my job that strike a conversation once in a while. When I'm not at work or in class, I just sit alone, wondering what the fuck happened. I try to make friends, but no one seems to be interested in the idea, so I just want to give up and be okay with that fact. I'm not even sure if this is the right sub or what I'm looking for with posting this, but maybe it might help a little. 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Whether they’re like you’re so chill or you’re the best or I heard you were a legend. But idk how that is. It’s as if these compliments just brush off of me but I always internalize negatives about myself, whether I thought of it or interpreted it in someone else. It sucks, why can’t I internalize compliments and see what other people see and believe it.? Why do I convince myself that people aren’t sincere in compliments or that others see me negatively? I always get a weird feeling when someone says “oh you’re so cool” or “chill” cause ik the only reason that is is cause im too shy to talk a lot and ik who I really am when I don’t have to be “on” in social situations. It’s not like I’m super popular and always hanging out with different people. I’m either alone or hang out with the same people all the time, so is it me that’s limiting myself if I really am what others say or is it just the situation that I’m in where it’s fine if I’m not being super popular guy and I don’t have to meet some sort of expectations set by others.",2.932514619883044,4.31632997942387,5.0341087286116535,81.74998050682264,74.30864197530866,8.243361490145118,23.900584795321635,8.841846274778883,1.6337703703703703,927,27,192,19,19,322,116,243,0.08,0.752,0.168,0.9638,2,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,4,13,18,1,0,9,1,19,0,0,4,1,45,33,27,0,5,19,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,26,9,0,1,6,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,3,10,21,16,22,28,7,18,0,0,3,0,9,10,1,13,7,137,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338037326464772,0.0,0.0,0.3214733760645513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509436672683634,0.1351498377264654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645912797972867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455084933324213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758169093372352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023313220702654,0.09200261761451888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728381437799189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275154403562711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391077644975962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875064038359649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948672112911854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979452924442551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44640966548602057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500340487375614,0.13241039678779798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048268582826811,0.0,0.0,0.3078701880511899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895150280889403,0.0,0.13127807427850588,0.21823487553837634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351091595587328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825189613331988,0.0,0.10223933533794806,0.07509441656201588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324132953140127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PreludePetal,2018/02/24,"I feel like I trick people into liking me/complimenting me. I’m not sure if this is related to my anxiety, but it makes me *extremely* self conscious about my behavior. If this isn’t where I should post then feel free to delete it! When people say something like “You’re so sweet” or literally anything nice about me, I instantly feel guilty about it. I feel like I manipulated them into saying it, even though I know they’re just being kind. I also feel like if they were to know me as I am alone they would take everything they said back in a heartbeat. I also start getting worried about whether or not I’m returning the favor well enough. I appreciate compliments, so I want to give back, but I don’t know how to reciprocate them without sounding like a kiss ass, or like I’m hiding some bad intentions... Then soon enough I get paranoid that they are suspicious of me. Can anyone relate?",4.045764119601326,5.9256662674418585,4.980498338870434,81.23709302325581,72.37209302325581,8.40265780730897,26.82059800664452,9.04235418022936,2.1852760797342192,706,25,135,15,14,230,104,172,0.179,0.57,0.251,0.9527,0,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,6,0,18,18,1,0,3,0,10,2,1,4,1,33,29,19,0,6,13,0,5,7,0,2,0,4,0,1,7,2,0,0,9,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,2,10,27,17,15,24,3,13,0,0,0,2,11,4,1,7,15,92,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367076078544757,0.0,0.21111362718044865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097625354074412,0.0,0.0,0.09229437504750172,0.0,0.1086211114231299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299289905535964,0.1102107916154188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727734271070356,0.0,0.0871818323674538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862911163158625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337046435627489,0.2828929953316729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792447997861196,0.12662218304883213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745307927289765,0.21762394801231025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514045939290321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881080712343813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830182237400766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641527384482812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555801844973674,0.2099363582122675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770017182686214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161664230855964,0.0,0.0,0.09342714731949146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440426727677145,0.0,0.09924424530232508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968498219966645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785440998658752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867987390165985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723902396835352,0.0,0.0,0.1340479135684814,0.0,0.09376586929878036,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SiNoQuizas,2018/02/24,"Do you ever feel like your entire life is staged? Like due to this crippling social anxiety, you started rehearsing everything you were about to say or do so you wouldn't make a fool of yourself in front of other actual humans. For example, someone showed even the tiniest bit of interest in you or you found this cute new coffee shop, and you start thinking of any possible way things could go from here onwards and so you start preparing your words and reactions in your head for when any of these said scenarios would occur. And it eventually becomes normal and involuntary for you to do this with literally ANYTHING. It's your way of 'fighting' this anxiety, and to show a better side of yourself to the world. I've recently realised I've been doing this for the past 4 years roughly. I feel like any interaction I have with any other person feels forced and unnatural, even with my 2 closest friends now. Heck even with my family. I feel like I've been relying on this method for way too long now I've forgotten the very basics of socialising. Edit: and when something unexpected comes along, I have no idea how to respond. Like when someone asks you how you doing and you just go 'yes'. Or like when someone compliments you, and you reply with a very awkward and doubtful 't-thanks' because how is one supposed to react in this rare situation? Like???? How the hell does one talk to people? I don't even know anymore. The more aware you become of your own social anxiety, the worse it gets guys.",5.54563829787234,6.975496152482273,5.935241134751773,77.62350000000002,67.97163120567376,9.186099290780142,30.766666666666666,9.516144504307137,2.8781228368794327,1193,47,214,25,20,383,154,282,0.08199999999999999,0.807,0.112,0.8781,1,0,2,0,2,0,29.0,0,20,0,1,21,17,2,2,10,1,16,2,1,6,1,43,33,24,0,4,4,0,5,7,1,2,1,2,0,3,14,18,0,0,8,3,1,4,3,5,0,2,5,7,27,12,35,25,3,33,1,0,0,0,33,9,2,4,23,141,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.09594670458202822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26744546777297795,0.0,0.2256449270848029,0.0,0.09750759727128223,0.0,0.0,0.08090946107790463,0.0,0.09191647135402696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059935313874033565,0.21717471511425132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869565643563213,0.107340610137419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846944750209958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850098387028978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604100339868803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597592670602285,0.08893659488216694,0.0,0.0,0.08836419886068646,0.0,0.09268789388456627,0.0,0.1988553607387,0.21072072910244494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780344271564336,0.07596223733448197,0.0,0.05136844577592605,0.0,0.11175570447485894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097352833576525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090528205740963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099196883614593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054034420260260514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944673436404893,0.3362412881287379,0.0,0.0,0.08701062061608514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562975159053115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495863023993174,0.0,0.0,0.09633329438615784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324914109601882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385812020089562,0.06816311146256489,0.08584973932160751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084168264745044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707971269977464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352538814673343,0.07818847266920671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051645302207297,0.0,0.2004509019735122,0.2499201288038725,0.07569198711016885,0.0,0.0,0.2087754408133336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902635905307617,0.0,0.09052038161358572,0.0,0.0,0.06531982548802813,0.06299985858287888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224955332311206,0.0,0.23412690332889646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019707226108343,0.06984412010766881,0.0,0.0,0.06331523088771293 socialanxiety,wondersofthedeep,2018/02/24,"What I was able to accomplish this week despite having really bad anxiety I recently graduated from College and have been applying for jobs just about every day since. A week or two ago, I was contacted by a company and after a short conversation, they decided they wanted me to come in for an interview. That in itself sounds bad enough, right? Now, what if I told you the interview was in another state and I'd have to fly in to get there? Old me would've never in a million years considered doing something like that but I've been doing CBT recently and one thing I learned was to put action over feeling. Even though I was absolutely petrified by the thought of such a massive undertaking, all of which I'd have to do completely by myself, I ignored my anxieties and pushed through. I was extremely nervous every day leading up to the interview and when the day of it came, I felt no better. I felt really uncomfortable most of the day and dreaded every social interaction I was going to have to make to get through it all. I'm not going to lie and say it was easy because it felt like torture. But I pushed through and in the end I survived. The interview went very well and I would honestly be surprised if I didn't get the job (I'm able to compose myself pretty well during interviews for some reason). If I get an offer, I'll be living by myself for the first time in life and that will be really scary for me but I have to ignore those feelings of fear if I'm ever going to get what I want in life. The biggest mistake I made was waiting so long before seeking out help. I was too stubborn to accept the benefits of therapy but now I'm so happy that I decided to go through with it. I still feel terrible a lot and I'm far from where I want to be but I am making progress and I hope this inspires you to do the same. The reason I decided to share this story is because I can relate to how people here feel and as impossible as it is to believe, you can do something like this too. If I did it, anyone can. Feel free to ask any questions, I'd be more than happy to respond. Thanks for reading!",3.86513383665065,5.091553278959816,5.46494623655914,80.18516129032261,71.76595744680851,8.767757187523832,29.484404789140548,9.19923166143015,2.5572038282620304,1659,67,324,35,31,564,206,423,0.114,0.6890000000000001,0.197,0.99,2,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,2,6,22,28,2,3,21,0,38,2,0,7,4,72,75,32,0,11,13,0,8,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,22,18,0,4,18,1,1,12,4,11,2,4,22,10,40,18,62,46,8,51,0,0,0,0,22,16,0,11,25,242,62,13,0.17660407218810767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827442715739383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004841254979761,0.09259238404097468,0.1351016318372999,0.0,0.0,0.061742836761565625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255048384926768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474570235200465,0.10765620322613556,0.0,0.07513852896377056,0.0994861564382423,0.0,0.0780959751363412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099400536077084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606438529840942,0.09258300482807467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277900329419273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820939454645275,0.09123960790727734,0.0,0.05832266204378599,0.07987424703404407,0.22319482153448567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936434003315132,0.2232408131423711,0.0,0.25435140677613505,0.0,0.0,0.07510966679248614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23067084663502946,0.0,0.2007363281338845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799831878361908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918699346680852,0.0,0.0,0.08770384599413815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525229119131894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474067898936245,0.129419743582283,0.0,0.07797231563934542,0.07814452324021041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507123337647167,0.0,0.08355352160610591,0.11788458953865692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810397388358619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926581328794221,0.0,0.059835744931987005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121751356439311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983491586266094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876793546054594,0.09891848929565826,0.0,0.08832593187907961,0.0,0.1697056362741299,0.1815783995760623,0.17437521561173794,0.0,0.0,0.07540945635019372,0.0,0.07022132328620423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304435674506446,0.0,0.0,0.09001280566026974,0.0,0.13595844286472866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051812008910142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129665108270584,0.10098107387230404,0.0,0.05866394912200045,0.0,0.08675630212848262,0.07010195322553303,0.0514896273526066,0.0,0.0,0.08437637958849209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625825847621812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728584275149269,0.15624848614541853,0.0,0.14166113411588152,0.0,0.15878827019354144,0.08185687211943142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254544658640625,0.0,0.0,0.05686361614859591 socialanxiety,Reddichu9001,2018/02/24,"Is it weird that I can't remember when I started feeling this way? I remember being perfectly fine as a kid. I was super extroverted and would even go out of my way to go talk to anyone. But now? I'm just not that way anymore. Almost all kinds of social interaction freak me out. And I don't really know why, or when it started. Is it strange that I just changed like this over time?",2.039312839059672,3.831657886075952,4.046871609403259,86.14962025316456,77.73417721518987,7.552260397830018,25.20976491862568,8.418075326091056,1.63842712477396,299,11,64,6,7,102,55,79,0.078,0.745,0.17600000000000002,0.8418,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,2,17,14,7,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,1,8,5,8,11,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,7,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054089812475579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343474832383387,0.1434323059796969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170013097106521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548703536443482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372035461035067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331612535825611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361228259008025,0.11273458678186353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002166039816256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141211744961687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464746679830415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091051360891087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903854362574667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487646003811812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961348672299603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884701191235321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509874559270525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571911721373074,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Uncreativitype,2018/02/24,"Help trying to go to a party tonight? I've been through a rut the past year and haven't been to a party or even a get-together with more than two people for months. My best friend invited me to a party with people I'm not comfortable with, but I can't sit home like I usually do because I'm too anxious to *not* go, so I'm gonna force myself to go. The problem is I'm so terrified to be left alone. I can't go anywhere without drinking or smoking, but my best friend doesn't drink or smoke. I also know he won't stay with me no matter what if I asked, I'd end up being left out. Also I won't be able to leave whenever I want because it's far away and my friend's friend is driving. That's another thing I'm super anxious about, being in the car with three other guys I can't relate to. I'm not funny, not social, nothing, and even thinking about it now I can't think of anything to talk about with them. Does anyone have any tips on how to survive?",2.8460455486542457,3.2746912753623216,4.598650793650794,88.42750000000002,73.44444444444444,7.266942719116633,25.8968253968254,7.1686216300943375,1.0387173222912347,742,23,168,7,14,253,116,207,0.139,0.698,0.162,0.5941,0,1,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,4,12,10,0,0,8,0,18,2,0,1,0,28,34,14,0,3,11,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,6,10,2,0,3,2,0,6,14,1,0,2,2,0,16,9,30,25,3,23,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,4,8,106,22,0,0.12347632062796984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788422966066826,0.0,0.1974879379908431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396813221047239,0.12947568827715164,0.0,0.27898619234454164,0.0,0.08633751435053098,0.0,0.10161049101246344,0.0,0.11543369170909308,0.0,0.11601006782189995,0.0,0.0,0.1505400379780748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591615612309029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805496027377744,0.0,0.0,0.2419195725783864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936337036273036,0.0,0.0,0.16310989048371866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815899960836516,0.0,0.06451128123092087,0.0,0.2806977541032031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226097034116505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276357494779593,0.0,0.1238568172336603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785935663237598,0.0,0.0,0.13074359497177618,0.2683147672982548,0.0,0.0,0.06032429322895954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855762109243196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847885981732005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787211967630135,0.17120586720951286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815016299961728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586855914049574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160932874218745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992455893208659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203218081376511,0.15823728100619466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383231650783535,0.0,0.12061842344241283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599172256852765,0.0,0.0728295330675309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902676682258592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951470215421952 socialanxiety,ThotaroniAndCheese,2018/02/24,Oh My God Someone please tell me to get my shit together. I need a kick in the ass right now.,-0.2557142857142836,1.2608560476190505,1.9907142857142863,99.49178571428571,83.76190476190476,6.104761904761905,20.02380952380953,7.1686216300943375,0.07869523809523793,71,2,19,1,2,24,20,21,0.268,0.5660000000000001,0.166,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22710112099170998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32230795482824004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771455064434936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712123209397313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461903406590696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683009452750557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799274077690496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pooplayer1,2018/02/24,At a dinner right now. When I arrived I didn't greet them or anything and they asked how old i was. They said 10 because I had to be pushed to greet someone. That made me feel horrible. Or maybe I'm just overreacting. Idk. Maybe they don't like me but I'm not sure.,-1.2412280701754383,0.7775080350877204,0.7501754385964929,100.96456140350878,100.22807017543859,3.9368421052631577,16.859649122807017,5.82211442006289,-0.6402771929824564,206,6,50,2,9,67,43,57,0.199,0.8009999999999999,0.0,-0.7514,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,1,10,11,6,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,2,10,2,3,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,4,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24067349113951836,0.0,0.2734149722329618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828373889077498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478789169498652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288345728156046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767371276904064,0.0,0.0,0.5876401109519499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30689245716165503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497632170362363,0.27820086026502805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24780435276640386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756444757918275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Chase_with_a_face,2018/02/24,"Does anyone else do this? I generally have an insanely hard time in a school setting mainly because of the presentations and amount of groups I have to participate in. Combined with ADHD and insomnia my anxiety seems almost totally out of control. I am meeting with a doctor this coming week. Anyways, I was just wondering if I was alone in what happens to me during work meetings. I’m a CNA/QMAP and we have bi-monthly mandatory meetings at work. Today I showed up to work feeling the normal amount of anxiety when I first show up and am greeted by all of my fellow coworkers (who are way more put together than I am). Once I got into the meeting though...oh my god. I was literally having tremors and shaking uncontrollably in my hands, neck, and I was also making eye contact and then diverting very quickly. To make matters worse, the speaker moved around the room so there would be times where all eyes were on me while I looked like I was tweaking out lol. I could tell after a while some coworkers would make eye contact with me and have the “jesus Christ what are you on” face. A sign in sheet was passed around and when it reached me I could barely sign my name I was shaking so bad...added more attention to me. The marketing/sales guy was giving me some weird ass looks. You get the point. I was just wondering if anyone else experiences shaking/tremors not only in your hands but also your neck? Or if I’m alone? 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I'm 29 and still feel like a child. I rely heavily on my parents for financial support and struggle to make decisions on my own. Most of my classmates from high school are now married and have kids, while I haven't changed one bit. Even in high school, I felt more like a scared little kid than a teenager. I've been trying to overcome my SA over the last year, but it's like I'm constantly playing catch up with everyone who is my age. I hate it.",3.52991341991342,4.4387214141414155,4.22874458874459,89.93454545454546,72.23232323232324,7.6773448773448765,28.284271284271284,7.957251820313856,1.5595847041847035,376,14,83,5,7,120,71,99,0.08900000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.128,0.1928,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,4,9,1,2,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,11,14,5,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,3,10,6,12,12,4,17,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,12,49,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190665957574474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475013880628466,0.0,0.0,0.18872806314601345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535067978809807,0.0,0.0,0.16687977541704405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766104539815938,0.24953134105022295,0.16768557680408686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724247408663271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690418369300261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423581260997848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412888432975375,0.17503911535471006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657619065481085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834325820639267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939214352591856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484905767965522,0.3534979960149553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789417631022985,0.0,0.0,0.18257577251376436,0.0,0.0,0.19818388126091374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857177598135972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246497584464883 socialanxiety,Thhhhhhrowawaybrgbrt,2018/02/24,"Do I need to make a change? When I'm with guys, it's okay and while still I do have problem with socializing with them, I can still make a good chunk of friends. At least, that magically has happened throughout my life; not really close friend, but casual ones. However, as for girls, my social anxiety relatively unveils itself more. It's getting better, I guess, but still. I'm not friendly; I've heard several times from my friends that ""Smile, my name. Why do you look always so grumpy whenever I say hi?"" Well, that's the way I am. I once told my friend, ""don't expect too much friendliness from me."" Friends think me as a funny dude, but that's only when they get to know of me enough. I do know it's hard for others to approach to me (that's probably why it took several months for a few girls to approach to me). Recently, I realized it might have been problem of my mindset. Not 100% sure and still, if I make a change, then it will be potentially different, I believe. Whenever I get to that conclusion, I decide to give a chance, but in some way, I necessarily don't think that being grumpy or not friendly is a bad thing. I do care my friends while I don't give a shite for others; I make friends laugh and am there when they need me while I am not willing to sacrifice myself for others. I mean, I don't have enough time to think of non-friends, isn't it? I'm lost at this point.",4.050466379471814,4.7764234341637035,5.001382281326091,85.5468158831242,70.88612099644129,8.762764562652183,27.9567334706874,8.99025400887824,1.9481202846975088,1079,37,235,20,19,353,138,281,0.08199999999999999,0.721,0.196,0.9886,2,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,3,3,11,21,0,0,9,1,25,1,0,4,1,41,53,19,0,6,11,0,1,0,9,3,1,2,0,3,20,7,0,0,9,1,0,3,10,4,1,1,5,4,38,17,29,43,7,25,1,1,1,0,25,5,0,5,15,158,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883337061921264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328397901997215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907146165360976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320212866706737,0.0,0.07316305487744668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843430916655741,0.0,0.17502300176856508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864294448827873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709529442116033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6391270607176791,0.0,0.12966033484969489,0.1587136637485177,0.0,0.06938534513718403,0.0,0.0,0.09113030983530324,0.0819102129684871,0.07315295931668736,0.0,0.0741048598634656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909263902969522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843072659260388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694677046285659,0.0,0.09030351099778693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087685514047872,0.0,0.0,0.09011117925759912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775757027313084,0.0,0.0,0.06602986800138651,0.0,0.0608119902972127,0.12267826527454095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809884108203593,0.05605622930566002,0.06291567312126789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820134563409553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919095033492902,0.15831225593179593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05299540195278865,0.0,0.08168041596763065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578580420035947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691016737754895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865432126810612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642554155153874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796681659576052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054958449797797605,0.15901946488651067,0.0,0.0,0.09647458591921812,0.0,0.0,0.07904675854825792,0.0919099095153468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132563829107075,0.0,0.0,0.07437921676362322,0.0,0.14929190114303234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Namewithoutnumbers1,2018/02/24,"nooo one knows no one knows about my anxiety. getting haircuts takes WEEKS for me to prepare for. leaving my house scares me. i just want to have friends but im scared to make some. i want to start going to the gym again but im scared. i want to do so much with my life but im scared of everything and i just want to kill my self. i dropped out of highschool in 10th grade because of my social anxiety, im 18 and still dont have a job. i am ashamed of who i am and i really just want to die",-0.8607198306280885,1.1150573669724793,1.212110091743121,101.30626676076216,90.00917431192661,4.821736062103035,19.39378969654199,6.297961479604792,-0.2451106563161609,379,12,97,4,13,125,61,109,0.28,0.6459999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9839,1,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,5,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,20,18,7,2,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,6,0,2,0,0,15,1,18,18,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,59,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902951465229708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758186732773724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908302287147452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576816500042414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178145053041452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960928654847088,0.0,0.06498151349030802,0.0,0.0706859503753499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351361777788152,0.0,0.0,0.5373912379298093,0.0,0.12342434350053112,0.0,0.13760401198272487,0.0,0.13670798701597633,0.0,0.0,0.13169660435077005,0.0,0.0,0.08785069973929785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302218461015491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143093388857093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856127782166305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967867962653657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980897270378565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975166663050014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678603366310798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803422619166619,0.0,0.099327119979132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351554221481977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668019914672092,0.0,0.0997672119373664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Blamethestxrs,2018/02/24,"Do antidepressant meds help with social anxiety Maybe this is a weird question, but I am going to start anti depression medication for depression, and I was just wondering if they might help with social anxiety as well? I don't have it to the extreme, I still can make myself talk to people I don't know and stuff (depression does affect my ability too tho), but I stress about it. 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One day, i was that smart kid in school, i used to help some classmates with their studies, but the fact is that they were using me, i often continued helping them, but i became a depressed piece of shit lately and got tired from this, i decided to stop helping and making others success without advancing in my own life, i became the selfish asshole ... As a result, most of my old ""friends"" cut contact with me (as expected haha), and now it is 6:00 am (didn't get any sleep for 18 hours) and i have to meet my two last friends at 9:30 am to ""study with them"" even if we all know that i'm going to teach them without getting any benefits (this happens at least once a week), i'm forcing myself to wake up and help them only because they're my last friends, even if they know that i've never been a morning person, even if they're not too serious about this shit and just fucking around wasting my time, even if one of them is always making fun of me in front of others and knowing i hate that, even if they're always meeting, hanging out, having fun .. but literally never calling me. Anyway i don't blame them, it's my fault for being too nice to people all t these years, and i'd like to thank them for talking to this useless piece of shit (because i have a horrible social anxiety haha lol the ninja is cutting onion in front of me) ...",12.242468686868687,6.194375832727275,11.216121212121212,69.07129292929295,59.76363636363637,13.531313131313135,45.101010101010104,8.841846274778883,4.220943434343433,1074,40,213,9,9,347,153,275,0.18,0.647,0.173,-0.7377,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,10,2,13,28,7,0,8,3,16,8,5,5,5,45,33,18,0,6,12,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,14,14,0,1,4,0,0,5,7,12,0,3,5,0,35,16,37,27,8,28,0,2,0,1,27,9,4,8,16,151,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920491019894252,0.0,0.0,0.14645883601053608,0.0,0.08237864625316234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586238279663198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128741913650038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995831278225522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944784562749608,0.0,0.09274883813329354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556242718691804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33278831616494176,0.09955294577467047,0.11252182119457266,0.0,0.06119980469745333,0.0,0.08612544389138897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522539276519748,0.0,0.0,0.10631653499652202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28871564799230304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604792537343134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754239834506125,0.17555511604057505,0.1214732465643542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606102256573116,0.10521879595137387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376100078493834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610645176357122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299717771203165,0.11468089360373784,0.14594013700686392,0.08189921146078406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465514406950327,0.09402629251899386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898285789990114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316109769371283,0.0,0.0,0.1077626589354951,0.10977118447646736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002939001375433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655303570811639,0.0,0.09914177897087403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279192545202797,0.12376794019260913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519249049461712,0.0,0.0,0.1860103408409175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637832346250084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760878280866732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693455386981862 socialanxiety,Goddammit157,2018/02/24,"Is anyone else a “highly sensitive person”? Life is truly exhausting. I’ve always known I was a social weirdo and just not normal. I look normal, have good things going for me and have a good family. I’m grateful for what I have but it doesn’t change how hard life is as an anxiety mess. I recently read a book by a psychology researcher about the highly sensitive person and had an lightbulb turning on moment. Here’s a link to what this means: http://hsperson.com ",3.9804545454545455,6.365177045454548,5.0590909090909095,78.38363636363641,74.0,8.036363636363637,23.5,8.841846274778883,1.9663590909090911,372,11,64,8,8,122,63,88,0.126,0.779,0.094,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,9,0,9,3,0,1,0,12,14,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,5,2,7,12,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,43,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360852606460465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122450569125536,0.0,0.0,0.1290821063083651,0.1891525659529307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529063510343248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421617657583708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740318583695693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049168997052732,0.3096806244159669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537237963868925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900966742404988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26078797850612784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502410562046334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109207646210572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617530087751286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223849210186929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846578150049947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227798802038467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881844625024729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264525755882305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080033747594206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pleiades33,2018/02/24,"Lonely, but hate when people reach out to me I guess the purpose of this post is just to vent about my struggles a little and I'm sure a lot of you can relate. Because of my SA I'm pretty isolated and sometimes find myself lonely, wishing someone would reach out to me by text, social media, or something. But when anyone does I become filled with dread and want the conversation to end as soon as possible because I hate how much pressure it is. I end up coming off boring and distant so the conversation is over quickly. It's just so frustrating, being lonely but avoiding social interaction. It's completely counterproductive and makes no sense. But I guess that's why SA is a disorder. 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We’ll be acting out a one-on-one conversation. The main problem is that acting out a situation makes me more anxious than real life situations. It’s weird, I know, but I’m afraid that it will go worse than a regular real life conversation, and she’ll think I’m incapable of having a conversation. Does that make sense? Anyway I’m honestly just looking for a pep talk here. Has anyone made it through in session exposures before? Was it better or worse than you anticipated?",4.349495798319328,6.4675367647058835,5.610663865546218,76.03213025210088,72.10924369747899,9.129747899159666,29.54705882352941,9.642632912329526,3.016780840336135,501,21,91,13,10,167,81,119,0.156,0.76,0.085,-0.7782,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,5,5,7,0,2,7,0,10,2,0,3,0,17,20,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,2,2,1,8,3,14,14,2,14,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,1,5,58,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948706403825468,0.0,0.12061275555707245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678083324585267,0.0,0.0,0.15255811448194107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095183835519047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934489037424518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980330794086054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479893016760944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436771261590753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485264527669872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321926568302825,0.23028396373946114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345075574127132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688730961499284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505474863504058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926749320455382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731008166309925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877839888703887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386452238626624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002803899857958,0.0,0.1105280516678354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383653605602751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515749853714289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nidaimeblue,2018/02/25,"Random short anxiety attack I needed to go to the art store for supplies (which is just a 10 minute walk from my house), but as soon as I got outside and saw people across the street at the bus stop I'd have to walk by I turned around and went back inside. All of this after working up the nerve to talk to the girl who works there.",7.663666666666671,4.686618414285718,7.164285714285715,85.25738095238097,64.85714285714286,9.904761904761905,29.04761904761905,6.42735559955562,1.2410476190476185,259,4,60,1,3,81,56,70,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,16,5,1,14,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,4,39,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199651438196312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25596903782506897,0.0,0.3271150348330146,0.0,0.2210983308915256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634139968826192,0.0,0.2299697374715199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317792823557555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320516410749815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934206555977715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403939445849892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311114811118985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127578666020498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665498322042437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186609606160288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,no_body16,2018/02/25,How do I deal with anxiety with my first job? I just turned 18 and I was going to work at a snack bar but when I got there was a bunch of other teens with their friends and I felt so alone and my anxiety was just through the roof so I left. If I can’t handle this small job how can I handle a real job?,-1.280978260869567,0.5387205217391333,1.1128804347826105,102.44584239130435,90.15942028985506,4.6094202898550725,14.422101449275365,5.985473137389443,-1.0584072463768113,232,4,62,2,8,78,46,69,0.112,0.8240000000000001,0.065,-0.258,3,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,8,1,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,2,0,14,10,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,11,1,7,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,45,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22745682874060594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360125858238123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22641533410017145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108666212650378,0.0,0.0,0.1868059846212779,0.0,0.0,0.16967543734405854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481331973523528,0.0,0.17564766127762355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6538075232761715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386143554833677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499720611709629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388800736080865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988368602098293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheEvilManRay,2018/02/25,"Wish me luck, lads I accidentally signed up for being a waiter at a church banquet and now I have to talk to a bunch of strangers. God help me. Edit: I did it. It was rough, I was a stuttering mess, but luckily it was mostly nice old people. 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I've been chatting with this girl for about 4 months. Most of the time our conversations are about pretty much nothing. Sometimes I cheekily compliment her. Also she is quite sarcastic and most of the time her texts are really honest. But I still can't determine myself to ask her out. So do you have any tips? (I am 17 years old and I've never been on a date nor had a girlfriend) EDIT: I am a bit scared to fuck everything up since I really value our friendship",1.2915151515151528,3.6590227979798016,3.1765656565656566,88.31818181818184,83.64646464646465,6.832323232323233,20.11111111111111,8.00094639256281,1.0251535353535353,383,11,79,8,11,128,70,99,0.11,0.763,0.127,0.4142,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,1,0,1,6,4,1,1,6,0,12,1,0,1,1,10,15,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,14,2,12,12,4,12,0,0,0,1,14,4,1,2,8,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823319400787951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156275923486856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167163985556728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24332196295345546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030583293746787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060445045525673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789683542026752,0.0,0.16383889528985562,0.0,0.17189507196540435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385473788917567,0.0,0.2338700006950249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22674417433576344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370551789803167,0.0,0.0,0.2855590836264643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231369274116895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436464487112186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042924337083286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798839974156905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599206094603918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352430310137607 socialanxiety,alittlewibble,2018/02/25,"I just hate talking Any kind of communication, I try to avoid. I ignore people’s texts and calls and basically ignore them in real life too. I haven’t had a painfully awkward conversation all year. I don’t remember always being like this. I got nervous in some situations but now I feel anxious even when I see my brother. Why am I so quiet? Is it in my genes? I’m Asian American so it hurts to know that I’m fulfilling my stereotype. I guess my whole family is relatively quiet and antisocial compared to the rest of American. But it’s like, even when I’m not feeling anxious, I just don’t have anything to say. Can anyone relate? 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I’m currently a freshman in English 102 and the anxiety i get from English is so bad that I’ve skipped the class 5 times already . Whenever I️ wake up and have to go to English my depression hits me heavy and I️t just sucks. Every time I go I can’t focus on what the professor is saying Becasue I’m worried she’s going to call on me to answer a question and I’m trying to think of something to say so i don’t look stupid . English 101 was the same and I skipped that class 6 times by the end of the semester. 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I don't mean to I just always try to relate to what people are saying, but instead I think it comes out as if I'm turning the whole conversation about me. Eg I was at a friend's last night and it came out that her and her partner are trying for a baby. I was excited for them and added in that my partner and I weren't trying but weren't exactly preventing. I was trying to relate, be open (she shared a personal thing, I shared a personal thing) but looking back im scared it came across bitter, as if I was trying to compete. My biggest fear is people misunderstanding what I I've said so now I'm scared that they think we're trying when we're not actively trying..it's a it's not the end of the world if it happens kind of situation! Why am I so bad at this stuff 😩",1.9731479057591628,3.4853644659685905,3.954630235602096,87.97184064136127,77.1151832460733,6.869240837696338,22.408704188481675,7.6454224807358475,0.8213688481675391,707,20,156,10,16,241,99,191,0.175,0.77,0.056,-0.9757,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,11,12,2,4,8,0,12,0,0,2,3,31,30,16,0,3,9,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,17,11,0,1,5,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,10,5,24,5,21,19,3,20,0,0,2,0,16,10,0,3,7,106,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441721515100844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450485763919746,0.09474379936761693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595618859737007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774548119444287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005018955175717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768676420647698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766764820284632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034229962303773,0.0,0.0,0.11202942093196697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451369607747803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816290196458976,0.0,0.09249425779495762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057463422055024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107369291723572,0.07574297672071215,0.0,0.0,0.12360351560498872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648513230236156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23600014503781436,0.1981575321962329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079371950299388,0.09023693556180093,0.3408137124162081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754650026306466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989749561980393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22615587754507846,0.2908313200283154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622374028921317,0.12342419494271654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239020277317636,0.1266866589258533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,am-an-am,2018/02/25,"Need advice (also sort of a rant) I just turned 20 and it dawned on me how social anxiety is destroying my life. I've always been a defeatist and now, for the first time, my lack of motivation and drive to improve my life is really obvious to me and it's fucking TERRIFYING. I know I can do something, I have things I'm passionate about, things I'm good at, but god, I give up so easily. This anxiety and low self esteem is eating up my life. And I don't know how to find life worth living anymore. So, my question to you guys would be how do you keep yourself motivated? How do you keep a positive attitude? For me it's always tiring to force myself to think like that, it's like I have to redirect every thought and perception, all the time, and still, every little event sends me back to where I started. 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I start a new job tomorrow and I think there’s only the 2 owners there (husband and wife). What should I say when I arrive in the morning? They’re in 2 different rooms so should I say hi/good morning to the person in the first room first and then go to the second room? Or should I just walk in saying good morning since it’s a small office? I’m not used to being in an office where the only 2 other people there are my bosses. 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Does the protein shake hinder Citalopram absorption or does it help? I need to take Citalopram with something, if not it upsets my stomach ",5.981458333333332,8.987190062500002,4.42625,82.32708333333336,70.25,5.516666666666668,35.666666666666664,6.42735559955562,2.507529166666666,150,8,22,1,3,43,24,32,0.098,0.752,0.15,0.4157,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6655112412116339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548707127884923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28194740753971403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29273175754382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5717949677030892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cabronessi,2018/02/25,"Keeping eye contact is so fucking awkward Idk but for me, eye contact is one of the most awkward components of social interaction...well everything about it is tbh...but really don’t you feel uncomfortable? Specially when they stare you dead straight like they are trying to figure out what you are hiding or something. Has anyone been able to do something about it? If so HOW?",3.737941176470589,6.831795441176473,4.2102941176470585,80.01632352941179,79.88235294117645,6.929411764705884,29.088235294117645,8.07648339933343,2.5675235294117646,302,14,49,6,8,95,51,68,0.228,0.703,0.069,-0.917,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,2,0,6,5,1,2,1,0,9,3,2,1,0,9,12,7,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,4,6,2,8,11,1,3,0,0,3,1,8,2,1,3,2,36,9,0,0.3301207328206744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308280920775717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966912283514893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669189615323161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051912979980941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934264754624585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128031501387632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369835215100609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148379466940045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365165140265003,0.0,0.5082861367302535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22413030789121552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JAP1234566,2018/02/25,"Anyone else feel certain music helps them feel better after bad experiences linked to sa? Or feel a bit more confident entering a social situation having listened to it beforehand? For me its Big Star / Chris Bell and i listened to all 3 or 4 albums every night around the time i was struggling the most. There was a girl i really liked who i had a class with for a couple of weeks around the new year and who sat next to me four or five times, and she even tried starting conversations with me but i froze up every time and mumbled answers or didnt answer at all. I think she thinks that i didnt like her and i was being rude so every week after the class i was pretty miserable. I think listening to this music and playing along with it helps a bit because it is a way of venting emotions that i otherwise keep completely shut in.",6.6052121212121175,6.140383824242427,7.078787878787883,76.96484848484852,65.3030303030303,10.0,31.06060606060606,9.444778638647367,2.614151515151514,661,21,127,11,9,217,104,165,0.092,0.7879999999999999,0.12,0.4094,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,5,9,1,2,11,0,10,0,0,0,3,31,22,12,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,9,12,0,1,9,1,0,1,2,4,0,2,8,7,18,5,20,13,6,21,0,1,0,0,14,7,0,5,14,88,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005479193894036,0.14733953061084815,0.0,0.25602399664240355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006653477512708,0.08765881041028678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717892835033692,0.31398351272961417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077098809423034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911135702097146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012598906502682,0.16175502709011222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497818094105537,0.0,0.3634717175442706,0.0,0.0,0.14066345567454494,0.0,0.0,0.2181279687968927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927714811997866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781555891213287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050629598119452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888240549665298,0.15293234712202805,0.13494604318122236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462957381338765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212161027366646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616366074771886,0.0,0.14658543083295414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178199129283168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033040801424466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27642264480326817,0.0,0.0,0.2515518482135761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763038773891868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114141310602456,0.2306944909042752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260213156027383 socialanxiety,GoldenSable,2018/02/25,"Messaged my crush... Got one response, messaged her back, and that's about it. Feeling pretty bummed. Happy that I got through the initial terror though! I'm not sure I could have made it through much conversation with her anyway; I have enough trouble talking with other people.",4.905306122448977,7.9394076938775555,3.885061224489796,84.66351020408162,74.10204081632655,4.736326530612245,30.20816326530613,5.6839178017228535,1.4696824489795914,223,10,35,1,5,65,38,49,0.147,0.6940000000000001,0.159,0.1606,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,8,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,6,2,5,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22056186520765106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290179954788054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963818741531614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450346666413816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588234929997511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053459749375376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714144645479035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086003213799495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943698644816112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988583885591671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918188858815049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703428283259585,0.0,0.0,0.2305507198512141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28181834632135355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,26_spanahh,2018/02/25,"Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, thoughts? I’m giving it a shot",4.620000000000001,7.680995000000002,6.420000000000003,57.94000000000002,99.0,14.0,45.0,10.125756701596842,8.992,50,4,6,3,2,17,10,10,0.0,0.745,0.255,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5674104184818216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6764195452725826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695764216520209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jjjjjj1317,2018/02/25,"Do you ever feel like a piece of shit for wanting to mantain a relationship without putting too much effort into it? I feel like if I don't care enough about friendship relations, they are gonna disappear, and I certainly don't want that, but the fact that I have to ""take care"" of them, even when I really don't want to or simply can't stresses the fuck out of me.",15.406399999999998,5.988829706666671,13.981666666666666,61.61250000000002,58.6,17.666666666666668,50.83333333333334,12.161744961471696,5.754733333333334,288,10,61,5,2,95,54,75,0.149,0.6659999999999999,0.185,0.5712,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,1,5,8,2,1,4,0,7,2,1,0,3,15,17,5,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,2,9,5,11,16,3,6,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,2,4,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401890048121619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230520748533628,0.0,0.1425805204364576,0.19526735084612928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830136146118231,0.3084360537580375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995689262845994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092697930307472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868975728158527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217009615002356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382922583494779,0.0,0.0,0.23176427781910164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158810770341505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472790864122269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623078543002897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38197828582133503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809159161476096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,scered,2018/02/25,"Always feeling like a back up option Throughout high school I always felt like a second option or a third wheel when I was with more than one of my friends, almost like they always had a stronger connection than I did with them. In some classes where you have to pair up with people for groups, I always seemed to be picked last even when I felt like I had someone in the class I was good friends with. This constantly made me feel distant with the people I thought were my friends since it seemed like I was easily disposable when I was trying hard to keep a good relationship with them. Not sure if anyone can relate to this, just wanted to vent/rant a bit",8.452093023255811,6.707089364341087,7.339186046511627,80.73808139534886,62.33333333333333,10.150387596899224,32.35271317829457,8.344100000000001,2.2157689922480617,524,14,105,5,6,159,79,129,0.025,0.721,0.254,0.9813,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,3,0,7,11,0,0,8,0,11,0,0,2,1,26,21,5,0,2,4,0,5,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,12,5,17,11,19,8,3,12,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,8,11,73,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994068008581034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651369085066381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771731656116893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074600774232065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257215909940028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102144317287505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923043761599624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413248522509427,0.09983831395840714,0.2683662131225989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32391438464824235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443341973847565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518966132318507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765485819992274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421732351605355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391591315353232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413769843923451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223600256842633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469905718410453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937718273347364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004053158713446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143571609590133,0.0,0.25444856086865714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560367008448785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184107723541332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171389004788112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094687439369227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488191861759188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824289023293878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chillapumpkin,2018/02/25,"I want to get better My SA has really been bringing me down a lot lately and i’ve been thinking about going to therapy or something but i need money. Been wanting to talk to friends about how im feeling but thats confrontation and i dont really like talking about myself cause i guess i hate myself??? So i cant bring myself to say anything. Want to get a job but i have no experience and interviews are the death of me. Wanna make new friends, want to be in a relationship but im just to scared to do anything. Im too closed off and since high school i just feel like im just not really living like im just sleepwalking though everything; everyday just feels the same and i want change but at the same time i dont. I just dont know what to do cause whenever i do feel fine and my anxiety’s not as loud its great but then i do something, say something weird and then the anxiety’s back up and i just crawl right back into my shell and close myself off. Im just tired of all this, its getting annoying, i just want to be better and live a better life but i dont know how to start ",0.4769465905273762,2.6903921615720563,2.530589519650654,92.60698270070543,85.8995633187773,6.143164259321464,19.7247228753779,7.468242284971852,0.5679518307020492,851,25,190,15,26,285,111,229,0.16,0.698,0.142,-0.8577,1,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,19,15,3,1,8,0,17,2,0,5,1,57,41,25,1,8,19,0,4,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,5,13,0,0,7,0,1,3,8,5,0,0,3,7,25,10,26,36,4,23,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,3,12,124,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258435330650959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537107931448988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649183698395594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823289539144647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898880548645376,0.08701061963590975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855900946975525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392186780859679,0.08045723088933131,0.0,0.0,0.16635424616628286,0.058760109041446774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709378999831766,0.0,0.1289182103320292,0.0,0.04674512143810406,0.0,0.0,0.09068198423920174,0.09060871595457133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120580390508447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690266516260832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5330709683482344,0.0,0.08162139569057236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040596357107314,0.0,0.09278267618994183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809629220417153,0.12055100711431027,0.0,0.14525822594265664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992683294178599,0.0,0.0,0.05490316082687563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098805168197882,0.0,0.07943849887609476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807623164400875,0.0,0.0,0.08830675967113777,0.0,0.07024187853670688,0.0,0.13081854450854194,0.08234756926171359,0.08324237229819965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803885192398053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996244420716224,0.0,0.0,0.05821765955167844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222042733678266,0.0,0.0,0.09406115186011924,0.0,0.0,0.05270310010353989,0.08081115991744008,0.0,0.04796120175706322,0.09453538982761273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910825171422317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,electricmouse25,2018/02/25,"Sometimes I wonder why did I do this to myself I’m 25 years old and left my hometown and friends for the first time in August to get serious about school again. I’m from a small town and moved to a large college town (UGA) to pursue an art degree. I started college right out of high school when I was 19 but dropped out to just work random service jobs and hangout with high school friends who still lived in town. This life kept me happy but I still felt like I wanted more out of my life. When I went through a rough breakup and lost some of my good friends because of it I decided to just move up here on my own. I signed a lease on an apartment where three other guys I didn’t know before hand would be moving in. I just kind of had it in my head that I would force myself out of my comfort zone and all of us roommates would hangout and get a long and I’d make new friends just like that. I’d be happier pursuing my dreams and having new people to hangout with. And I was wrong. I tried to get a long with my roommates when I first met them but now I barely ever see them and when I do they’re always busy with their own stuff or have their own friends to go out with or some other plans. I’ve sunken even more into my shell now because I don’t feel like I know anyone anymore, not even myself. I feel like a stranger in my own life sometimes. I don’t say much in my classes because everyone else seems to be way more sociable and interesting and I never know what to say. I just wish I could find a group to become apart of but it seems like everyone is very outgoing and interesting in this town and I just feel like a bump on a log with nothing to offer socially. I look forward to the weekends during the week but all I ever usually do on the weekends is just sleep. I don’t really feel like there’s anyone I can talk to and I’ve thought about going to a psychiatrist which I think would benefit me a lot but they’re just way too expensive and I have no health insurance. I wish I was more outgoing and a more open person and could easily meet new people like that but I’m realizing that I’m just an awkward quiet guy that doesn’t know what to say in any social interactions. The only times I really talk is when I have to in class. I think it would be easier for me to be more open if I wasn’t in a college party town where everyone is kinda douchey or way more interesting than me. So I just keep to myself and let my social anxiety get worse. Sorry that was a lot to type out but I just felt like I needed to put it out there ",3.417845429699362,4.160043919475658,4.534528798461384,88.25799119344063,72.35205992509364,7.720538516044134,25.29385565340621,7.917944638633933,1.1700877214292942,1999,58,444,26,37,656,224,534,0.037000000000000005,0.755,0.208,0.9986,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,4,5,34,26,0,1,23,0,37,7,3,1,5,105,76,38,0,12,24,0,8,9,5,5,4,4,0,3,21,36,0,2,19,7,1,8,9,4,0,3,15,14,65,22,66,48,18,81,0,1,2,0,27,40,0,13,40,300,86,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483371545838486,0.0,0.0,0.04481396258201063,0.0,0.05041298526338595,0.0,0.06535465868184001,0.092157013278091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051528570625718,0.07278088978610257,0.056075674317906436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052308774004098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505062877748701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705207959814043,0.11921985497556638,0.0,0.1889095693186791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328319630289465,0.18831464368687695,0.12654782968097966,0.0,0.06023100664315795,0.11210826912016696,0.0,0.0,0.25456919422862884,0.0,0.13771920689880435,0.0,0.0749044805337858,0.055273426798777565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305018560226102,0.0,0.07015131013216443,0.0,0.0,0.06763196358648291,0.07004815378789224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925301273686702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653951477347245,0.058574559430681815,0.0,0.06862425388951053,0.14486670544677602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160006793866276,0.06738676792386665,0.1396404305288183,0.2897567795714887,0.0,0.05819052139965565,0.1166380789024756,0.05533903562884218,0.0,0.07193715755020243,0.11205090361809833,0.0,0.0,0.04398846997162508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101224188918564,0.048443761251532984,0.048863690899329834,0.05082580550775189,0.19093862556041774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323240794857732,0.0,0.06915050579120408,0.0,0.0,0.05011958715329025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137291880824876,0.057540956482383186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624726232208529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443389493034202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627786666974489,0.0,0.15721793236070325,0.0,0.2000816276727232,0.052513419606880836,0.1199849741467536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594715480226593,0.20152891642635368,0.0,0.0,0.13035270556263154,0.07376916541902141,0.04664404982224103,0.0,0.10525495215734476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543923321802241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593514489774923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445155803056317,0.0,0.052316891910666914,0.07685313018484319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044741477465862406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926906020085595,0.0,0.07257905834291134,0.05437404097452818,0.038869269612580255,0.15692401703556985,0.05286065437891165,0.0,0.0,0.061089555051909425,0.05946410551943415,0.0,0.15156249024469295,0.0,0.07146526490614333,0.04797566667016456,0.0,0.06715728457880249,0.2340657937591548,0.07205082697292604,0.0,0.04243715792233015 socialanxiety,golightlys,2018/02/25,"Who here has made it through a college speech class? So I'm currently attending community college with plans to transfer to a local university, and a speech class is required in order to transfer. I'm terrible at public speaking and I have a bad habit of reading the syllabus for my classes at the beginning of the semester and dropping them if I see that there is an assigned speech. :( I actually did make it through a short speech for a Spanish class a few months ago, so I guess that's something, lol. Anyways, I have an extra spot open for another class this semester, and there is an 8-week speech class starting in about a month. I was considering taking it but I'm experiencing anxiety just thinking about it! I guess my main problem with public speaking is that I just hate having to look at the entire class looking back at me and silently judging me. I know they probably don't care as much as I think they do but my brain won't believe that! Lol. My other main problem is that my face always turns red! Since I'm a female I can wear makeup, but I'm always scared it's still going to show. Does anyone have any advice? :( I haven't signed up for the class yet but I need to make a decision soon since the spots are filling up.",4.315061728395063,5.7205249711934165,5.165534979423871,82.07324074074077,70.89300411522635,7.869135802469136,30.37242798353909,8.344100000000001,2.2351218106995883,980,41,188,15,18,319,131,243,0.151,0.841,0.008,-0.9872,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,2,14,7,1,1,19,2,18,3,3,3,0,29,42,14,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,13,8,0,1,4,2,0,3,3,6,0,0,3,12,23,1,28,38,5,26,0,0,4,0,8,11,0,3,10,128,36,16,0.0,0.0,0.1450469489927924,0.0,0.0,0.14524503247261802,0.1317565315145138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24735352790677875,0.0,0.0,0.1010773358277664,0.1558574340169574,0.11370586192244014,0.0,0.0,0.10392949923750756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429163660697278,0.12410455542133082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167461473459981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659265370622912,0.0,0.0,0.15154394656522502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300720549561825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447306260925354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274778415501326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674692773217002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168626357192431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24963301463935175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064264156807202,0.19843089500219244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372791082353755,0.0,0.10926430162966512,0.11021144773299668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025436517375166,0.2844484779936126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486758683493664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488102107762266,0.0,0.118443365488055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459058837207825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442698153479072,0.0,0.0,0.1052050748608046,0.0,0.11870061844312467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175550743115632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904794398980451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616729004308536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922654920226924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,puz-,2018/02/25,"anyone else not know what to do with their face when out in public some people don't know what to do with their hands. i don't know what to do with my face. i'm constantly self-conscious of my facial expressions when out in public. i try my best to look indifferent but it doesn't always work. if it were socially acceptable/didn't attract more attention to wear a bag over my head when out in public, i would do it in a heartbeat. so much unnecessary stress and anxiety would be avoided. it's why i love when it rains so i can hold my umbrella low enough so that my face is covered.",3.4669934640522877,4.789159378151262,4.638935574229695,85.3539402427638,72.86554621848741,8.314098972922503,24.986928104575163,8.841846274778883,1.6596211017740434,462,14,97,9,9,152,71,119,0.132,0.799,0.069,-0.6768,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,7,6,0,2,2,0,13,8,7,0,0,19,19,10,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,13,3,17,15,5,14,0,1,1,1,8,9,0,2,5,70,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410590967437326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926317018149814,0.0,0.0,0.1547100230269167,0.2267068509423746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23219854895833056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23910328049387236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848342029078328,0.0,0.0,0.2286205587672093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270764268856328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36479586097055866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858025379054013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969564203292914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626514391502505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339371220943698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308222656383964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225546540567868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534523964602164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022090588188455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965258870588326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610797969954911,0.0,0.0,0.31435328081233577,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kcuuuuuuuffffff,2018/02/25,"I don’t get it I love being social. I like going out as much as I can and actively try to talk to people. My main problem is coming up with good conversation but that doesn’t seem to be too much of a problem, people seem to like me, but not like me enough to want to hang out with me. I don’t get it. I joined clubs in high school. I try to see things from others perspectives. Didn’t matter. I just started college, and everything was great at first, I quickly joined a group of friends and hung out with them. Then, slowly but surely, as it always happens with me, they started talking shit and hanging out with me less. I didn’t do anything different from when they first met me. Eventually, as everyone got closer I stayed the same, and the atmosphere.. changed. It was probably my own making, I probably wasn’t actively getting closer to people as I should have, but I thought I was for the most part getting along with them well, but guess not as well as I thouggr. They formed a group chat. I wasn’t added. I don’t understand it. This happened to me ever since middle school. No matter how much I joke, relate, and talk to people and act like I belong, I’m always told I don’t. What the fuck is it?",2.8259876543209863,4.460737720164616,3.9591995884773654,88.31756481481483,75.09053497942385,6.835308641975309,24.084156378600827,7.554174236665415,1.035821563786008,938,29,195,12,20,305,123,243,0.071,0.745,0.184,0.9729,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,5,2,8,16,2,0,7,0,20,3,1,2,2,44,44,22,0,4,8,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,11,19,0,0,4,3,0,5,12,4,2,2,11,1,35,12,36,30,11,25,0,0,1,2,17,11,2,4,12,146,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229613922655505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014407894383726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158813567141603,0.09436109622641453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444851513074633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131866035283527,0.0,0.0,0.09908739130439596,0.0,0.10467247769571696,0.09844966474609156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863534548510424,0.0,0.0,0.08463220280798565,0.10127020316131996,0.22892557530638905,0.0,0.06225548231563335,0.0918789856113787,0.08761108104205363,0.1207709059784002,0.12067332676033905,0.0,0.19373600241373587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573758218546625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140675749867408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886631186190104,0.0,0.07312041669323259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415788508569059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862376721727777,0.0,0.3037716884468047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362105146637516,0.20963460592584587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217255566822686,0.08729112710941242,0.19944661208258996,0.0,0.0,0.11244372108940386,0.09061462271176347,0.0,0.0,0.11166470330623804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506937892871506,0.11675764580673045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032424355028237,0.0,0.0,0.2641381460543409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277511711171777,0.0,0.0,0.0869644463440166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467247769571696,0.0,0.14874422674328242,0.0,0.0,0.11403752358317347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461095810940462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698358416461156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AltTabR,2018/02/25,"SA or something else and how to overcome my thoughts when around groups of people I’m not sure if this is social anxiety, introversion or something else: occasionally I’ll meet up with a large group of other people who share my love of photography. In therory we should all be someone similar, have one major interest to talk about, and from that a million small conversations could take place. Even with these people I feel very left out and like I have no idea how to hold a conversation with anyone I haven’t known for awhile. Part of it is that I genuinely don’t care much to get to know everyone because it’s so hard when there’s 30+ people. Part of it is I can’t keep people’s back stories apart that I have met before because they’re all fairly similar. Then part of it is just being a social idiot “ oh yeah I like cameras too. I’ve been shooting this what about you, oh yeah that place I’ve never been too looks really pretty tell me more” I don’t want to be everyone’s friend, but I’m tired of struggling to push myself to go to these gatherings and the. Wandering around by myself on the out skirts kinda hoping no one notices me but at the same time someone takes charge and forces me to participate. I generally end up latching on to someone I know better and kinda just following them around as they interact with people normally. 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It is nothing but a source of frustration for me. Like I can't actually find like minded people and/or connect with others at all. I can talk with the people at University about our assignments or interesting things but that's it. I'm not sure I can even really describe what I feel; it's not about my self image or something like that, it's like I just find complete emptiness when considering where to meet people, what to do with them, what to talk about. I hate this lonely and boring life so much but at the same time I don't see how it would be any different if there were more people in it. (The only exception being when there is someone I really like, but honestly so far this has only caused me even more pain so I am not sure if I really care about that.) I feel like I have been walking circles for the past few years and I don't see the point in it anymore. This all is really fueling my depression lately.",6.50312030075188,7.0881229210526335,7.064060150375942,73.42342105263158,65.40350877192982,10.724812030075187,31.19799498746867,10.608840637214634,3.3377521303258137,958,34,173,24,14,315,129,228,0.159,0.6970000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.6189,1,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,3,20,19,2,1,6,0,17,3,0,2,4,43,25,18,0,3,15,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,21,8,0,1,6,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,2,5,21,12,23,20,10,21,0,2,2,0,10,8,0,8,18,130,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.09888125248732108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890633435680033,0.0,0.07751543979460039,0.0,0.10048988537142173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346694637582182,0.0,0.10331037879318462,0.10409149567400268,0.0,0.0,0.21248040424549328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727342952743004,0.0,0.0,0.10586591638269237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385202641402152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370304185525774,0.14477710800984336,0.0,0.0,0.18522342784595128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004016019354127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259562791464838,0.1143020984076002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314155144746252,0.34652529081595457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273041909527182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231212688260484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744875440146666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972266943883091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412861667340036,0.10781985398985364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672878836224752,0.3512394648785972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957874614275342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351025294504935,0.10777451866336113,0.0,0.0,0.3245657078678303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149017141828192,0.0,0.10570692617986986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277932388169939,0.0,0.206581730302249,0.0858546608959422,0.078007040693189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092045992128394,0.0,0.0,0.1059297490485804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100038181537168,0.0,0.0,0.16288679005124687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731764456784979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059085017032273236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042923948592323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198031558464588,0.0,0.0,0.13050347813349836 socialanxiety,cwhite8,2018/02/26,"Difficulty deciding about getting help So I've slowly been starting to realize especially in the last year that I have some form social anxiety and I want to fix it. I'm sick of having a pit in my chest and sweating anytime I talk to anyone even if they're close friends and family. My girlfriend has plenty of experience with mental issues from her own life and others she knows and has been pushing me to find a therapist to talk to. And I'm really interested in it but I just have this sinking feeling that it's not big enough of a problem to warrant seeing a professional and I'll just get shut down in the first session and told that it's normal to have these feelings. My girlfriend wants me to see someone before it snowballs into a bigger problem, but I just can't get myself to seek out the help. I agree that I need it, but I just can't get myself to make the first step and I just don't know what to do at this point. Has anyone else had a problem like this before and does anyone have any advice on what to do next?",5.015923076923077,5.299021376190479,6.0500000000000025,80.45884615384617,68.57142857142857,8.556776556776558,29.01098901098901,8.384062270229773,1.9689230769230768,819,27,163,11,13,273,119,210,0.077,0.831,0.092,0.2492,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,10,0,16,4,2,1,0,40,34,15,0,8,10,0,2,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,17,14,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,3,0,2,4,4,18,3,28,30,4,22,0,0,2,0,11,14,0,2,7,117,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120342528529724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130565399415898,0.0,0.10271331353141937,0.0,0.0,0.2816462509459803,0.13757163968745165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850137866697864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749729993255276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216222297056692,0.0,0.0,0.13873292758965158,0.0,0.08868159164361028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131338155897624,0.12657427084395867,0.0,0.13577810021371325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227169198040896,0.22841360684045015,0.0,0.0,0.10373377147032994,0.0,0.2805942953703438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999167394986135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013908123882327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475784389585174,0.10944491379784044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483622290059668,0.06559570756200081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962376428131189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530879995683054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955672288445892,0.0,0.0,0.14279367979253546,0.0,0.13155241729960904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692500467075213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854240037812025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601439765319563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398563503066245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686753304001814,0.11376335767565207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950343426150282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583625121644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558934644929452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829715545931852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583874256045626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864630627265078 socialanxiety,AmazingPenis574,2018/02/26,"Did anyone else grow up in a house where anxiety or other disorders we're believed to be not real? It took me until I was 21 to figure out about anxiety because of this, and I was wondering if anyone else went through something similar.",9.421956521739132,7.071310760869565,10.053913043478264,63.946521739130446,60.95652173913043,13.547826086956524,42.565217391304344,12.161744961471696,5.3366869565217385,189,9,32,5,2,65,40,46,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.34,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,0,3,0,9,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360298936399625,0.0,0.0,0.3071382423419456,0.4500700236674646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388329225855014,0.0,0.0,0.24744573482910026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25171290739421753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669423033820468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534214171981863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499849370888897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908049323308147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440149750156636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035975114284178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381773787040972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,No_back_story,2018/02/26,"Does Anyone Hold Their Breath? So when I’m close to a person or, I think they’re really close, I get really nervous and think I’m being too loud. So I start having really shallow breaths, but then I need to gasp for air at one point. If I can leave then I do. If I can’t I typically pass out which is terrible. I also lose a lot of weight when I’m in stressful situations for some time. I absolutely can’t eat around people. I can only eat around two people which are my best friends (special best friends. Hard to explain.) and one of those friends is also my companion. 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How do I break up the silence? How do I make it not awkward?",1.326307189542483,3.9755732647058863,3.1478431372549025,85.95140522875818,88.41176470588232,5.375163398692812,25.20261437908497,6.937597516519254,1.4590241830065365,274,12,49,4,9,91,45,68,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.7052,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,1,0,3,3,0,3,7,0,3,0,0,3,0,9,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,10,3,0,14,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,0,3,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26096059636603186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4798435629958197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996815217094344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209346699581876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096662254163817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6394010908068001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25157054880748725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,madsome03,2018/02/26,"I’ve got a 3 day school camp I’m terrified; next week I’ve got to go on a camp from Wednesday to Friday with 100+ students, majority I don’t know. I’ve got about 3-5 mildly close friends (enough to share a cabin with, but I don’t think I’ll be able to make it through the camp. No phones, no time to myself, constantly surrounded by noisy teens shouting and screaming. I can’t deal with that. Everyone knows I’m introverted, but no one knows of my huge fear of people. Now, this wouldn’t be so bad if I had the weekend to myself, but I don’t. I’m supposed to go on a 3 day trip (Sat-Mon) with my mother and her friends to see Ed Sheeran. That’s 6 days of constant people and I know I’ll snap. My options are; be a massive disappointment and refuse to go to camp, to which I won’t be allowed to go on the trip I’ve been waiting for; or hate the camp and be a miserable sod the entire trip. I need some help.",2.3405194805194824,2.9539105555555563,4.10955266955267,90.78909090909092,74.75757575757575,7.273304473304473,25.75901875901876,7.447530270364453,0.9870594516594516,702,23,169,8,14,238,108,198,0.214,0.715,0.071,-0.9851,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,2,11,0,14,0,0,2,0,28,34,11,0,3,5,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,5,10,0,2,5,1,0,7,9,6,0,1,5,3,14,3,27,22,3,24,0,2,1,0,9,6,0,4,11,89,19,2,0.15513329628256725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952982247382894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352879623365513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001444267345895,0.15993561658714606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029416480395353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823651268935284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456808794154896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397111997662628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526633093023949,0.0,0.3722228062004608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531620127335045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039825784286652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410288102028252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355267989840143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502937350666395,0.0,0.0,0.16498602054538486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512233644233188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150997890773797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700317800937005,0.12362115196162785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994031522499111,0.0,0.0,0.09045947261128652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443857278169493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_MaryX,2018/02/26,"Moving schools for the 4th time in 4 years. My social anxiety is getting worse... Hey this is my first ever post so I’m a bit new here. My name is Mary and I’m 14. In about a month I’ll be moving schools again for the fourth time in four years (once every year). Each time I move my social anxiety seems to get worse, and now in the school I’m currently at I’ve had friends for nearly a year but still don’t feel comfortable around them. We have to move because my dad still works at his old work place which is an hour away from here. He is getting stressed and sick and works 14 hours a day so my mum is worried. Therefore we are moving back but I’m so stressed and worried that I literally won’t be able to speak anymore in my new school. It would be fab if someone could give me some advice. I don’t think I can cope if my social anxiety gets worse than it is ( if that’s even possible ). Thanks x",0.8827555800496008,2.835935429319373,2.1692697712868565,97.41482502066687,82.1413612565445,5.487021217966381,20.523835767429038,6.5966054737557815,0.031087958115182605,701,20,166,7,19,224,112,191,0.136,0.792,0.07200000000000001,-0.8705,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,1,4,14,6,0,2,8,0,19,1,0,1,1,23,32,13,0,5,5,2,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,3,0,0,5,3,2,0,2,1,2,17,4,19,25,3,39,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,5,22,95,23,7,0.08814526008705242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613452800216426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202292648107226,0.0,0.08741641266841971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784679693578352,0.0,0.0,0.08281537341631502,0.06777826412474644,0.0,0.05373253241434201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623179459285207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703768177344195,0.0,0.0,0.05684640068072137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582191129697513,0.07973243416011552,0.07426618329723612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04456889196874237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749763132010198,0.0,0.0,0.06810080928948516,0.0,0.18420904133615487,0.08455696535862779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361065135044335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035670564665104,0.4684223091668953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026248291991358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249362283263712,0.09387182524262712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209303602869577,0.0,0.0,0.09937053667945568,0.08441879356302226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568308362357629,0.0,0.08024413427880657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695589767931997,0.07468519282957897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078583713478854,0.0,0.2019401952359434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115231279897976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647992351417524,0.0,0.0,0.1541946300064945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251239744506515,0.17903158058229288,0.2694826514668509,0.06261586375478083,0.0,0.0,0.2270506301607612 socialanxiety,diaperedwoman,2018/02/26,"So you got rejected, do you look at it this way? Imagine going to an audition and you don't get the part, you were not something the casting directors were looking for even if you are a good actor or a professional one. Imagine going to a try out and you don't make it in the tournament or make it in the league or into the Olympics, you just were not something the judges were looking for even if you are a good player You apply for work and you get called for an interview but you don't get the job, maybe someone else was more qualified than you were and had more experience even though you nailed the interview well This is how I am trying to view social situations when I get blocked online or ignored or get rejected in real life. Maybe I am just not something the other person is looking for. Maybe we just don't have things in common or they can't relate to me. you can be a nice and friendly person and still be rejected because rejections are part of life. It's like an audition, it's like a try out, it's like applying for work, you will be rejected and the someone will take you in. It's the same with people, someone will like you and someone else might not so you don't just pick someone you want to be friends with and expect it to happen. Same goes for dating too and you won't know why you were rejected, same reason why you won't know why you didn't get the part or why you didn't make the team or the league or the Olympics or why you didn't get the job. You are not going to always know why someone didn't like you. It could be nothing personal because maybe you are not someone they are looking for as a friend or acquaintance. Dislike and like are two different things and even if they do dislike you, maybe you were just someone they are not looking for. You are not the right person for them nor are they the right person for you. 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Ok so first off this is obviously a throwaway (of sorts ;) ) Here’s the problem: I have trouble expressing my feelings to people I like. I really like this person, and her friend who is also my friend told me that she doesn’t like anyone, but he said not to move on because I can make her like me. So I started talking to her over the past week or so, and he keeps telling me to just ask her out so I’m not a “bitch”. Problem is, I’m scared of rejection making things awkward, and I wouldn’t know how to handle myself. I realllyyyy like this girl though. I think I should wait a little longer until it feels completely right, but I’m worried that time will never come. My question is will that time where it feels right to ask her out ever come? Also, what should I do in my situation? I really need guidance but all my friend basically keeps saying is “do it”. Thanks so much!",3.2943605086013434,4.380085560209423,4.434379207180252,87.5696989528796,72.97905759162303,7.341959611069559,24.114061331338817,7.7094869923839395,0.9880752430815254,726,20,157,9,14,238,103,191,0.084,0.742,0.174,0.9466,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,15,17,1,2,6,1,16,0,0,4,4,40,40,19,0,6,7,0,3,5,3,5,0,2,0,3,14,8,0,3,7,0,0,3,5,7,0,1,2,5,27,10,17,33,2,26,0,1,0,0,25,12,1,3,16,108,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914284882040517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368845214325997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356756465710151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296053667252217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620078385562693,0.12549032041975566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108264414966897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155315583475984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018063322735447,0.0,0.0,0.2774113579058322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276792896640176,0.0,0.0,0.13155450588822934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923669256026429,0.11995856066551283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978499446230454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720912836438958,0.08798426187933445,0.08874694419689469,0.09231056520989378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425549276881734,0.08297641026840911,0.10450671981571588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290500099821561,0.0,0.0,0.13407766295986684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533500647167098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066380333292811,0.11385045093837252,0.09518049641885087,0.11982830952080835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345340368214439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471559987598838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620047339546596,0.10461236203158222,0.11019239235501906,0.0,0.0,0.07951521757236933,0.07669107234777056,0.11759259890898505,0.0,0.20937265473629535,0.0,0.0,0.11436676666609973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600628724591392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154871186684925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,meetmeindisneyland,2018/02/26,"Getting a job? Hi, everyone. If you're employed, how did you get your job? I've had two jobs in my life. One of them I got the interview because my mom knows the manager. The other job I got because it was a student work-study position in college. Now that I'm out of college I can't even seem to get an interview for a part-time position anywhere. How did you get your job if you have one? It feels so hopeless.",0.6733333333333321,2.6978965632183893,2.9639080459770137,91.03022988505751,83.36781609195403,6.625287356321839,26.90804597701149,7.793537801064563,1.6433356321839083,319,15,71,6,9,109,57,87,0.056,0.944,0.0,-0.6604,6,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,5,1,0,5,1,0,0,7,0,6,1,0,2,0,8,16,5,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,6,1,11,0,7,10,0,4,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,3,1,45,15,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878306241807476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175709050927813,0.0,0.0,0.1472137003654857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789882982789338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32196602001836616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24643634539184925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7644182652073169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846689391337839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881918037777367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804366030315468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879401245996468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683510420107328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025307528971906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049706421746611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215962394316377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blue5211,2018/02/26,Omg this is the worst situation. I feel like the worst person in the world So my oldest friends uncle is dying of cancer. He could go any day now which means there will be a funeral with a large amount of people. I don’t know how I’m going to go. Just the thought of it is causing me to be physically sick. I feel extremely guilty because my anxiety is saying don’t go but my conscious is saying if you don’t go you will lose your friend. I think my anxiety is winning. HELP,0.8157575757575763,3.0650984545454563,2.938181818181821,90.02727272727276,84.65656565656566,6.024242424242424,21.12121212121212,7.348242739294969,0.7322242424242433,373,12,80,6,11,126,66,99,0.183,0.6629999999999999,0.154,0.1986,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,2,5,7,0,0,6,0,14,2,0,2,0,14,26,4,2,2,3,0,2,1,2,2,2,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,1,4,12,4,7,20,3,10,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,1,4,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883399546181445,0.0,0.2898608353480792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548830526011025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946196007443612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126216920270033,0.0,0.0,0.1221809987314383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662147733370736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915854537098696,0.13534469254838544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927406060461564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5383502679270522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698581900691644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411797683558348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255677738092698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119485565239904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636899021128965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313423041483079,0.16542235721184945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30131999369924833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295221527833536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139332271880275,0.0,0.15040388813331068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Giovani854,2018/02/26,"I Hate Being Around People I like studying at college, but taking the bus there and being around people is frustrating, I can't really interact with anyone, I pretend to be interested in what they're saying, I pretend to like people, but in truth, I can't connect with anyone, I feel detatched, my mind keeps saying ""I just hate them, they're not smart enough, they're inferior"", I know it's stupid to think like that but I can't avoid it :/ I just wanna stay in my room and sleep.",5.177929824561407,5.6642501789473725,5.987105263157897,80.33890350877195,68.26315789473685,8.438596491228072,26.35964912280702,8.344100000000001,1.6432807017543862,377,10,73,5,6,124,56,95,0.206,0.61,0.184,-0.5108,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,5,12,4,1,1,0,7,1,1,0,1,20,14,5,0,1,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,6,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,3,14,6,12,11,1,8,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,48,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797638420252657,0.0,0.0,0.3561797070804978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067085397419588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115296098677426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950224393358721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781656770728474,0.0,0.0,0.1099440635490072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29320781646562394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201996807365254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160753139707416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815926863639893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31818083238565803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019777922320106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323020318718586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041518700563514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818607884109293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Satin-Moonlight,2018/02/26,"Almost Too Anxious I’m currently looking for a new job, and am extremely nervous about the idea of getting one. My anxiety is so severe that when it comes to training for a new position, I’m too nervous to retain the information that I’m supposed to be learning. I can force myself to be energetic, but can’t seem to remember how anything works. I’ve given it time, taken notes, but I remain awful at recalling how to properly carry out given instructions. Does anyone have any potentially helpful advice?",8.363297872340425,8.08390830851064,9.442000000000004,60.853000000000016,61.6595744680851,12.200851063829784,41.14042553191489,11.602472056035307,5.308253617021276,407,21,61,11,5,141,70,94,0.127,0.813,0.06,-0.5268,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,2,4,1,7,0,0,2,0,14,17,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,1,4,0,12,12,0,8,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,5,41,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364985499908915,0.0,0.0,0.2291810029351386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563996314872885,0.0,0.17508550274374704,0.25855881006540465,0.0,0.16003175488275986,0.0,0.18834113205071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971518916500492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028634188138586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957552429879538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534072441035609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583672265349641,0.0,0.0,0.227118911096336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921937934008236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420896068051452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508874824073235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25926595212003795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835534149013502,0.0,0.25855881006540465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334563790017873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662063701498045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cake--96,2018/02/26,"First interview in a long time, and I nailed it! Feeling proud of myself and just wanted to share. After quitting my job a few months ago because of anxiety, I finally started looking again a few weeks ago. Today I had my first interview since my last job, and it went great! Working has always been a struggle for me and ive never been able to hold down a job for more than a few months at a time. Normally I wouldve been nauseous, shaky, and just all around anxious even just thinking about having to do an interview, but this time I was totally different. I didn't panic and I felt calm and collected the whole time. And I got the job! I'm so excited and proud of myself for getting even just this far. I hope all of you can enjoy some personal progress too!",4.009222488038279,5.190582960526316,4.937248803827753,84.27665071770335,71.36842105263158,8.422009569377991,28.949760765550238,8.841846274778883,2.216715789473685,598,23,120,11,11,195,93,152,0.038,0.738,0.225,0.9858,5,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,7,11,11,0,3,10,0,11,0,0,0,4,28,22,11,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,9,3,17,8,17,13,9,25,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,3,19,89,21,8,0.13242901512817978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23478066320317015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101915492538603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130783409890336,0.1496070926743326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788990004571664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807274984604593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836013472987174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493623104875047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696008909549707,0.0,0.12715262216586196,0.14506951299380044,0.0,0.225288105233272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918869459844175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591558101876798,0.14600345669431108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153189282732047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5256614535298622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794732239466467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719551109036187,0.1112070196079379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140715285762365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213742045667193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975231748337826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537691582762914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563190798469232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085455859849885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095466497977127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373393851612584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844356003382424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485516564487193,0.0,0.0,0.3088816947486829,0.0,0.12552722182321033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811006424007093,0.0,0.10622656794077287,0.0,0.0,0.12276302377335138,0.0,0.14785226607783578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964099002352728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,draikin3,2018/02/26,"Most new acquaintances start getting away from me after a few times we chat. Either I lack something needed or I do have something unwanted. I've wondered all my life what the hell that might be. It's my holy grail question, I can't find any information online about that. I suppose most socially anxious person consciously or not are wondering the same thing. 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I'm new to the uni so am technically the demographic and I kind of want to go as an exposure thing, but still would it be weird? It's at a nightclub so everyone's going to be drunk af if that changes anything ",0.1974675324675345,2.1751615606060604,2.7477489177489183,92.1559090909091,84.9090909090909,6.195670995670996,21.549783549783545,7.447530270364453,0.6717601731601732,237,8,56,4,7,82,48,66,0.106,0.85,0.044,-0.6132,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,6,0,6,1,0,0,0,6,12,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100648374251234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25839638407018817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23340242568057226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077687915376826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164584875870583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543608676272725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718187492846022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728896171539794,0.0,0.19506762868354907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227655289139764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440718198351958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34703286379362924,0.0,0.0,0.31459292296682984 socialanxiety,Valhallaist,2018/02/26,"Starting a call centre job with SA I'm currently in training, so I haven't done any call handling yet. There are times when I feel confident, while other times I break out in cold sweat. It's funny, a few years back I didn't think I could do ANY customer service job. But now that I've done a few years of retail, I feel like this is the next step in self-improvement. My two main fears are: - Understanding the customer: years of not communicating means it sometimes takes me a bit of time to follow conversations. I'm so used to just ignoring other people talking. - Making myself understood: years of not talking much has left me with a slurred, stuttering speech, which gets worse with fear. I also sometimes blank out on words in the middle of a sentence. Explaining something can be an arduous task. Anyone in a similar situation? Advise welcome.",4.7102902757619765,6.77872201257862,5.2101886792452845,79.49246734397681,71.0125786163522,8.162747943880017,29.211901306240932,8.841846274778883,2.4865883889695213,676,27,120,13,13,216,109,159,0.091,0.826,0.083,-0.29600000000000004,3,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,11,0,12,1,1,2,0,21,27,6,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,7,0,1,2,4,4,0,1,4,4,11,2,18,21,5,28,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,16,77,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861665413928016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847269796386068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496976909943304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443858979591117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828224137327534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773785120750513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844266511427338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779857403978223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056745988561426,0.1373511784667347,0.0970311297688096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096129103201895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695643819032738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475707963564198,0.0,0.0,0.0663556768125274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066211431215593,0.0,0.0,0.14794977100628626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984465981950172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444803813159734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416174301325383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169177175335715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526694076152315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045622666791633,0.2686624904262726,0.0,0.0961353777408886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212109953568002,0.2183368556030667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702913300855289,0.0,0.0,0.23759637281859675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267817483088262,0.14139529650587632,0.0,0.11730643702036035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841403020620774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34985917583576925 socialanxiety,sunsetreleve,2018/02/26,"Tips! Hi guys! It has recently come to my attention that I might have social anxiety, funnily enough that came from watching a gameplay on youtube (despite having a friend who suffers from generalised anxiety). It's not a confirmed diagnosis because I've never been to a therapist or counselor. I've come close, but having to call to book an appointment and the whole clinic environment is basically a nightmare for me (I'm turning 21 this year, and only this month did I finally manage to go to the doctor's without someone else to accompany me, haha). The thought that I might have this is a little frightening mostly because I've seen my mom's reactions to a cousin who's battling depression and I don't want to one day have to tell her about this, but thankfully it doesn't seem to severe for me - Eye contact comes easily to me and years of presenting for school means I don't hop around while presenting anymore, but everything else is hell. At the same time, as stupid as it might sound, it would also be a relief because that'd mean everything I've done or felt in social situations isn't a result of me having the worst personality in the world, haha. In any case, I was wondering how you guys deal and cope with, or overcome this. School hasn't been too bad so far even though I'm not very good at interacting with anyone whom I'm not close too, but I've taken part-time jobs and done internships and all and the experience has made me very, very scared about having to completely step into the working field. In my part-time job I ended up going from 2 shifts a day to just 1, because that meant I didn't have to go for lunch without my colleagues - I can't just do that in a proper job. I much prefer lunch with myself if I'm not with anyone I can talk to, but that's generally viewed as strange - which I wouldn't mind, if it didn't affect the way my colleagues would view me. Even if I were to force myself to eat lunch with people, I'd just have a really hard time interacting and getting close to them and I can't see myself surviving in a workplace where I have no friends. Of course, advice doesn't need to be restricted to the workplace - I'd just love to hear how anyone really deals with this. 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On Tuesday last week, I was assigned a group project in my Spanish class. We had to choose a few partners and get started. I was goofing off and not paying attention, and I didn’t choose a group to work with. The next day, I realized how awkward it would be to choose a group when we should have done so yesterday. So I pretended to be asleep at my desk the whole time to avoid the situation. I continued hiding the fact that I didnt have a group for the rest of the week. Now it’s Sunday (technically it’s midnight so it just turned Monday). Tomorrow we’ll be working on it some more. Either I don’t do this really important assignment, or I address the issue. We were supposed to be in groups for the past six days, and I’m not in one. How awkward will it be to ask to join one? Would talking to the teacher be any worse? I have no clue how to handle this.",1.7882843137254874,3.780941416666668,3.3549673202614407,89.86794117647058,79.27777777777777,6.679738562091504,25.032679738562088,7.724431198458867,1.280797385620915,685,26,147,11,17,226,105,180,0.081,0.893,0.026,-0.8052,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,4,0,0,2,9,3,0,3,15,0,23,1,1,3,1,27,28,12,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,10,8,0,1,5,1,1,0,6,3,0,3,7,0,16,0,21,10,6,24,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,2,17,110,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408978802786404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369684720128635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672438073488039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202967561299202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824943392467597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625494837383816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688893916950721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203513793487777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28079775194119705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778851058294425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327327035361317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23289284498089866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665178816843186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653333585250896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208155060602651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253657437907001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323943576067635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23132282232373194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30167694840242903,0.0,0.21114667164516915,0.2943669542817087,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mothlette,2018/02/26,"I told my crush I like him (while very drunk, lying on the floor) I made myself go to a party because a my friend that I really like was going. I thought that I’d drink just enough to be social and then maybe flirt with him a little bit. I completely overestimated my alcohol tolerance and, got all sloppy and spilled the beans. It was completely embarrassing. He was really nice about it, but hasn’t said much to me since. He did tell a mutual friend that he doesn’t think he’s someone I should be wasting my time on. I’m pretty sure that’s just an excuse because he doesn’t really like me that much. I’m so embarrassed. I will probably never be able to look him in the eyes again. Also I wish I had the courage to tell him sober at a better time. I know the outcome would be the same but at least I’d have *something* to be proud of.",2.142100192678228,3.861700936416188,3.777364161849712,88.52288631984587,77.20809248554914,7.387899807321773,21.35992292870905,8.238735603445708,0.9671305587668596,654,17,143,12,15,218,101,173,0.083,0.684,0.233,0.9795,0,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,6,13,0,2,12,0,17,4,1,1,3,19,30,9,0,3,4,0,0,3,2,3,1,1,0,0,7,4,3,0,3,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,10,3,22,11,14,12,7,15,0,0,2,0,17,7,0,0,9,91,29,0,0.1484087870566033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586038593693139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868245339054773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809372382182912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125551183940948,0.16202395792695826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31120757926703024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538411150015065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334594919891004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22932052147203605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868826753221494,0.0,0.11869606440987507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156158814122555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21751511081539626,0.14874459301800597,0.0,0.0,0.12462600341941248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404279826873084,0.0,0.0,0.14909657409512306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181950692410021,0.0,0.1144620056895633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098509035860502,0.16000977347466136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852234076379209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117074176110267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276528226731134,0.0,0.0,0.15128406884495327,0.12574628366834273,0.1142523348734968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987352545499748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594316425390978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509435826169532,0.0,0.11781999950056272,0.1730767144091125,0.0,0.0,0.14181095595143228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245279194722755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706627809181156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054253442688923,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Big_daddy_yum_yum,2018/02/26,"Need someone to talk to. I feel very lonely rn, and it would be nice to have someone to talk to. 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I am an (almost) 20 year old female and have had no meaningful friendships for two years. I go to work, college, I'm the co-chair of a club on campus, and I volunteer, as I have no problem creating superficial friendships with groups of people. But actually bonding with people, or being with people one on one, is where I really struggle. Although I am socially active and talk to plenty of people (it's all small talk garbage), I have literally no real bonds with anyone. I do not talk to much of my family either. For a while, I was okay with it but as of lately the loneliness has really been hitting me. I want relationships with people. I want people in my life who care for me and I want to be able to care for other people as well. I don't know what I am hoping for writing this I guess I am just sad and I am too busy to see a therapist and don't have anyone else to vent too. I miss having friends. I am seriously so desperate but don't know how to get past superficial friendships and actually bond with people. My 20th birthday is coming up and I don't want to spend another birthday completely alone. I don't know what to do.",3.3042975206611587,5.078995008264464,5.317429752066119,78.49069008264465,74.12396694214875,8.311074380165289,25.736363636363635,8.982922981607832,2.163657190082645,960,33,180,21,20,332,126,242,0.114,0.727,0.159,0.8433,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,1,6,1,27,1,0,1,1,42,45,19,0,6,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,17,0,1,4,1,1,2,9,5,1,3,3,1,28,6,36,39,3,14,0,2,1,0,10,6,0,4,6,136,36,3,0.09887777426180536,0.0,0.19298088877821784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901180805829796,0.10240755415875344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724027716138327,0.10368196762545992,0.07564122666991155,0.0,0.0,0.13827527757323566,0.10131196456598368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162496143623887,0.0,0.0,0.08517444729007301,0.10367146508512336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259969267686593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321316567747526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639272311774675,0.0,0.05165955602216028,0.0,0.05619451775218603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892501592821738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982079402661078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302191657128592,0.0,0.11153843618001487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984029612429894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268654110494886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375559105583082,0.0,0.13400427763342096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439002378625913,0.6169445892026274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461267623344913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250891084191981,0.12668726820444873,0.0,0.0,0.10615772558316076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787927843380696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158687777636064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336851832489592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384226285843556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480471692174145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658921795125276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23328269237762786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890299380467406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198419729120209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273480895788638 socialanxiety,dickmastaflex,2018/02/26,"I want to go out and enjoy my life but I have no friends to do it with. Just need to vent a bit. I'm 25, single, and wishing I could enjoy my 20's. Despite having social anxiety I find myself always wanting to go out. You know, normal people stuff. I sometimes want to go see a movie, shop, or whatever. Mainly though, I love music and always want to go to concerts, shows, clubs, raves or anything like that. I live in Houston and it has a pretty good music scene. It helps that I listen to so much stuff that there's almost always a show happening that I could enjoy. I do have a small group of friends but one is basically married/leashed, one doesn't live in my city, and the other doesn't even listen to music, let alone the stuff I would want to go see. I have tried dragging them to certain acts before. I have to be realistic though. It's no fun worrying about them wanting to go home because they're not enjoying themselves and having them waste their time and money. I've also tried going alone but it heightens my anxiety so much and makes me feel like such a loser that I would rather stay home. I guess normal people would just naturally find others who share their hobby but that feels like it's not gonna happen for me. I look at people that have their ""squads"" who all share the same interests and wonder how the hell people even find them. I'm a basement dwelling nerd who wishes he had someone to go to a Weeknd concert with. 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Social Anxiety leads to loneliness Loneliness leads to depression Depression leads to self harm Self harm leads to pain Pain leads to receiving help Receiving help leads to making friends Making friends leads to Social anxiety Social Anxiety leads to loneliness This continues in an endless cycle",7.4273660714285725,11.281068968750002,7.519464285714289,57.43625000000003,70.25,13.032142857142857,37.26785714285714,11.491704259439757,6.8439982142857145,330,18,39,15,7,106,28,64,0.405,0.471,0.124,-0.9729,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,8,1,8,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,10,0,13,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,12,3,0,12,0,2,0,0,14,1,0,0,1,20,5,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847872894847951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832579138687813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24795643880796045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584146268926814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990528830966534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920284339214028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26972533423994605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644395715656024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6459887046740488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LeastVariety,2018/02/26,"I avoid everyone and they think I don't care about them :( I need to vent, I don't have anyone who understands this. Can anyone relate? My life's in turmoil because of depression and issues with social avoidance. I avoid everyone and I think it makes everyone think I don't care about them. I'm 31, married, on sick leave because of depression (living in Europe, gov allowance enabling me not to work right now). Other than my spouse, I don't talk to anyone. I avoid my parents and my sibling and relatives for months at a time, for no good reason. I have no friends, haven't had any since high school. At school or work, I can *seem* open, I'll laugh and joke and appear empathetic, but I can't make real friends like other people do. Sometimes I'm lonely when I'm reminded by my spouse's friendships, how wonderful it is to have friends. But mostly I just want to be ""left in peace"". If someone (mainly family members) texts or tries to call me, I just never return the text or call back. I avoid talking to my in-laws, so I think they must think I don't like them. I don't talk to my spouse's teenager (doesn't live with us). I fail at all social contacts. The only time I'm OK with social contact is when it's face to face and I'm sure it's not going to turn on me (i.e. someone being angry at me). I hate the phone, I never answer it unless it's a number I don't know (so I know it's not a personal call and nobody's going to be upset with me). I can't really explain this behavior other than that I guess I'm trying to avoid any negative interactions, or trying to avoid getting myself into more social commitments. I especially don't like showing vulnerability, I don't want to show how badly depressed I am, how inept I am, what a loser I am. I fear that talking to them would make me either cry or lash out in anger and expose myself. But obviously, avoiding everyone is getting me into trouble, such as my mom texting me and telling me my dad is livid because I don't answer his calls, or my sister texting me that my grandma keeps asking about me. Everyone is confused about why I give them the cold shoulder, I guess. All of this just makes it that much harder to contact any of them at this point, knowing they're angry. I always feel like no amount of apologizing is going to do any good, the damage is done. Also I hate to admit it, but I don't *want* to apologize. Apologizing would make me vulnerable to their anger. I'd rather they understand that social contact is hard for me. But I can't even tell them that, for some reason. I'm stuck. I'm backed into a corner right now. I need to do something but I don't know what. 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I get a red face and feel very hot, and then my voice sounds shaky and weak. Is there any advice you guys could give me to get through it?",5.44590909090909,5.6581655606060615,5.684393939393942,83.69659090909094,67.63636363636364,8.41818181818182,27.10606060606061,8.07648339933343,1.4139515151515158,261,7,55,3,4,83,51,66,0.121,0.879,0.0,-0.7512,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,7,2,1,0,1,11,14,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,5,6,0,6,12,2,8,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,5,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074364410008748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656481149522749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236577668156738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730224422442864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657029306045385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128231177747235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40695518323435625,0.2490713454791221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570854515067933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252054215943307,0.20025117734560027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599459769996407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147777523475252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423105080993726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,welchie98,2018/02/27,"I actually gave her my number! Wow, I can't believe I actually did it! This is probably useless to put on here but wowza I did it, and it feels good. So I asked this girl I spoke to a couple times in my class if she wanted to meetup and talk on Thursday before class (because I had a hour break before the class). She gave a long pause and then I said ""I didn't want to put you on the spot or anything, I understand if you are busy."" and she just laughed (probably nervous) and said ""I might be busy, but I'll have to think about it and let you know"" so then I gave her my number and told her to message me whenever. Tbh, I probably just got rejected but I cold heartedly don't care that I did. Yes, I was a little nervous asking her and I showed it, this was my first time ever doing such a thing and being a newb of course i made errors. But, that will come with experience. I am just so glad I actually did something about this. I'm no longer just crying about how dull and boring I am, I actually took the lead. Like not that I don't wanna say I don't care, but I'm not even upset that she rejected me (as far as I know). I know she is a very busy person, she was always talking about her job and her schoolwork and all. So I know she is busy. But whatever, really the only advice I have for you guys is if you are eyeing on a girl is to just to do. Talk to her, ask her to hang out sometime. Thats really the best thing you can do. Again, sorry for posting this but I just have to. Rejection or not, I am just so happy that I actually did it. If I can do it, anyone can do it, trust me!",0.9615789473684196,2.4411872631578966,3.4162339181286576,90.87452631578951,79.87719298245614,6.665263157894738,20.171929824561406,7.554174236665415,0.4526589473684219,1212,30,286,18,30,422,150,342,0.123,0.75,0.128,0.7099,2,2,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,6,0,3,22,19,0,3,13,1,40,2,2,3,2,54,67,35,0,7,23,0,1,1,0,2,0,4,0,4,21,15,0,0,7,1,0,6,9,9,0,1,20,7,60,10,28,42,2,26,0,5,1,0,40,8,0,7,11,214,81,5,0.0,0.0,0.4705531647217694,0.0,0.0,0.09423915520415774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024504215349816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743244875366254,0.0,0.07936114769547206,0.0,0.27047257125158225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058788369532603475,0.0,0.16412511214350525,0.10865382119754936,0.10120686718909784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665214372551007,0.0,0.0,0.08307373021135178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067080104053658,0.10593380361616787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369710440471595,0.08723467129734101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433592782315152,0.0,0.0,0.0487624977455512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203103424690397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088852681891286,0.07713114409511343,0.0,0.0,0.09548985373416603,0.0,0.10266119652152544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428077701266627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497307001727724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570090851475883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120015904090508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861549572985938,0.0,0.0471152643478635,0.09665729604836268,0.0,0.08534555318739556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125299159236272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230662631375458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334626789760426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420688694687713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236198274092257,0.0,0.3119329260627223,0.0,0.0,0.19389582898587587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356269133379096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347130343242884,0.07669222912768651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424351723996732,0.09538071846175064,0.10795565719361733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23254224422312786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813968228033365,0.0617942699800663,0.0,0.0,0.11246880901206537,0.0,0.0,0.09215167606556043,0.10714736903098307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039648591394064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957234292045127,0.1137645389324147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ty_Mb,2018/02/27,"need some help Hello so i'm 15 years old and i've had pretty severe social anxiety since i was about 12 or 13. I have one friend that i have known since 6th grade (i'm in 10th now). In 9th grade my anxiety and depression got so bad i decided to leave ""normal school"" and now i have been going to an online school since. The problem is i only see my friend on some weekends and and i don't talk to my family very much and over the past few weeks i've noticed my anxiety getting worse and i've been feeling really lonely. i'm afraid i'll stay like this for the rest my life life. so i was wondering if could get some advice. Should i go to therapy?",0.4399999999999977,2.542640971014496,2.6197391304347843,92.66656521739132,84.94202898550725,6.288695652173913,17.895652173913042,7.554174236665415,0.3517182608695655,506,12,114,9,15,171,86,138,0.171,0.718,0.111,-0.7708,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,4,0,12,2,0,0,0,21,24,12,0,6,2,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,5,0,1,6,2,14,3,10,16,6,14,0,2,1,0,6,4,0,6,8,63,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153944909956356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33241477760543603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093832130467487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564579550792735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475354477377812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654561629375733,0.0,0.0732372552860016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238115481360965,0.0,0.15134956233360314,0.0,0.16463586453768342,0.0,0.11584462551675925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970855841529104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336841478987426,0.0,0.0,0.2046145779326398,0.07076324639721189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064766814784312,0.1073996633897583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191593422057644,0.0,0.16490535147341506,0.1519889494329768,0.0,0.09814974388256842,0.1101600532097925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382695660661555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735797128713798,0.0,0.13859572402249046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279049256519964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29317882824688746,0.115421563238922,0.0,0.0,0.16363199312892515,0.0,0.3594482653175332,0.0,0.0,0.14764976740490127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543839614101634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641976581960965,0.0,0.0,0.16564123249103224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195111050828407,0.0,0.0,0.11618476587357687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707666068027148,0.0,0.0,0.14760796053645053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093274502850516 socialanxiety,pokemonboy2003,2018/02/27,"This disease makes me feel weak I have been struggling a lot more lately. I want to make friends but when I do they barely talk to me or just stop altogether. Since the start of the semester I have already dropped two classes that were giving me a lot of anxiety (one was online but I had to take 2 mandatory field trips to public places by myself) I tried to get out of it but she had all these conditions I had to follow through with just to offer me an alternative field trip, but I didn’t think my application would be processed in time or if it would even be worth the effort. How the fuck am I going to graduate or even be able to work everyday like a normal human.",4.4807026143790845,5.155339455882356,5.400392156862747,83.25898692810459,69.88235294117646,8.691503267973857,27.61111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.90848954248366,530,17,110,9,9,174,94,136,0.098,0.805,0.098,-0.2408,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,6,5,1,1,8,0,16,2,0,3,1,25,28,10,0,5,10,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,3,0,2,7,1,17,2,17,16,4,14,0,0,0,1,8,3,1,6,7,83,22,3,0.19719082325035645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21760497691721467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085044005150464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604853580118278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970560515667994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523491408902389,0.18229973860436105,0.10302406639722132,0.18916340588424785,0.11206808911748264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243983765409744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633747574690764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33528917263376506,0.0,0.0,0.2632528114628997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320513920928872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362160517305893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060224403693234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631182867064366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957267963219958,0.0,0.0,0.16486035785787184,0.0,0.20614666317918406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826295838352094,0.15849451427300845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635191732236245,0.0,0.0,0.11498355480387705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387962504140172,0.0,0.1926267813683277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630825659112128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355726785762954,0.0,0.0,0.2801574063118811,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fridgekitchen,2018/02/27,"The frustrations of social anxiety. Routinely taking bus trips into the city, 1 hour 15 mins each way, to go to meetups centred around my interest. But in the end I hardly ever attend. Most of the time I walk around the city for half an hour or so then take the long bus trip back home. I think I don't like how weird I am personality-wise. Many times as a kid I would be rejected by peers for being too weird and it has stuck to me as a stigma ever since so I fear being rejected by new people due to my personality. Any tips / resources on learning to accept yourself the way you are?",4.1350630252100835,4.840149932773112,5.6801575630252135,80.83267331932774,70.68067226890757,8.639075630252101,25.79936974789916,8.841846274778883,1.746805882352941,458,13,94,8,8,156,86,119,0.157,0.773,0.07,-0.8977,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,9,9,1,1,10,0,8,0,0,1,2,15,13,9,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,6,0,1,1,1,11,3,18,8,2,25,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,2,14,62,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595591639243064,0.0,0.1416927535766909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297700460173844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242270739458254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640498981122329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350840947871924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20842393619024724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052647650859519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592069288429934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579071018290208,0.0,0.3648086789646677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048911098003036,0.0,0.0,0.16391382582525027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877839562836421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888658036850158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284081908722361,0.16172691469923514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321585534822313,0.0,0.0,0.1888084121223161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785247006189012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868146409773335,0.0,0.0,0.21600648285328192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940379475634071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157493714198246,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Shitscaredd,2018/02/27,"Just formed a band with random strangers from the internet and I have never been so terrified I was looking for people my age (19) and ended up with a 22 and 27 year old, I am so fucking terrified, the thing is I like rock and the other dude likes metal and I don't even want to play metal. I want to play music with others so bad though, it's just that I don't know these people at all. I wish I had friends who are musicians but now I have to count on these strangers oh god what the fuck am I doing",1.5783333333333331,2.9663846111111165,3.184444444444445,93.605,77.8888888888889,6.2814814814814826,20.333333333333336,6.937597516519254,0.17362222222222234,390,9,91,4,9,129,72,108,0.146,0.7290000000000001,0.125,-0.6409,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,2,0,6,0,12,2,0,0,2,18,19,10,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,12,5,11,16,2,9,0,0,1,2,3,3,2,1,8,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841953063615845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108631943861,0.0,0.0,0.16486948615187047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285325490818636,0.4615332617345282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718281859423004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439002367701565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961517313280045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251979909040484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619307524775388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34610560119081546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165834253932416,0.0,0.2452471552416617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944608118591811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28704690343864225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074498053805966 socialanxiety,Justeffinaround,2018/02/27,"Any tips for potentially awkward situation? Hello /r/socialanxiety! So I have to attend a stag & doe because my fiancée is part of the wedding party. I've met the bride & groom before, but otherwise I'll know no one else. Here's the problem: my fiancée will be busy with wedding party duties all night (raffle, prizes, etc.) and so I'll be left to my own devices. So, other than sitting by myself at a table, or trying to hang around in close proximity to her, or walking around trying to awwwwwwwkwardly approach random groups, does anyone have any suggestions for getting through the night?",6.880943643512449,7.9222993486238575,7.046159895150722,72.27954128440369,64.6880733944954,8.797378768020971,33.92005242463958,8.841846274778883,3.0710199213630403,475,20,76,7,7,153,81,109,0.068,0.843,0.08900000000000001,0.5271,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,6,0,6,0,0,0,1,13,9,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,6,1,16,5,4,13,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,2,49,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152139062639226,0.0,0.2605997262837309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397661717286571,0.0,0.0,0.3411431006581449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680232624888598,0.0,0.1630441109919632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353545247423505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006371635744707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369332758828952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001071584446536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530262671474383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818241717149769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596218494838189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983839279954046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749255725103447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334277140344904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153751764591388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601782147650093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cyanfarmer,2018/02/27,"Famous people with very few friends? Does anyone know of any famous people dead or alive that had very few or no friends and preferably were still ""happy""? I feel like Im a huge introvert and sometimes I feel like all you hear about are the extroverts of history",2.518666666666668,5.3440965999999985,2.764,90.08866666666668,83.0,5.7333333333333325,22.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.9445333333333332,210,7,39,3,6,64,38,50,0.109,0.615,0.275,0.8501,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,7,4,1,1,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,5,4,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915095381230188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364181740077566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480448402277646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23666895981290664,0.3343874702526427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616277404487239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24913324498553305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637730095934622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527965761678009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286188110753861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286741065378733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244990253726043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314653316401303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868996297599672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862046552071311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cluueey,2018/02/27,"I just dropped a class because of anxiety We were always forced to talk to our neighbor. We had to work in groups every class. The teacher called on us randomly to ask what we learned throughout class. The labs were so difficult I was basically forced to get help from a classmate and I always felt bad about it. It was awkward. I'd always leave this class drenched in sweat because of all the anxiety. Has anyone else dropped a class because anxiety levels were just too high? 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I think about a sentence to say in my head, but it wont come out properly. When I'm in a conversation with a stranger, all i can say is ""yes"" or ""ah"". Im just too nervous to speak. Anyone else experiencing this? Any tips? 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I’ve wasted 2 years of my life via a girlfriend. You put so much time and trust into a person, You love that person to only think they love you. I’m sorry but most young women nowadays do not know what they want as soon as someone fresh slides in their dm’s and says the same shit you used to or still do they just for some reason go behind your back. How can you honestly live as a person with no self respect? How can you start to distance yourself and lie for 2 months is honesty fucking shunned nowadays or is being loyal shunned? Like if you know you could cheat then why get into a relationship? Like hell to me it just seems to pay off more to turn yourself into a savage and don’t trust nobody is this what the world is coming to? Before you answer this read all the poor soles on a relationship advice thread. This to me just seems to be a today standards even for dudes to do the same stuff. See a majority of us live to ultimately end up getting married maybe have some kids whatever. Today people can’t keep their legs closed or their zipper zipped up for shit. You just get married to have a 50/50 chance of someone taking half your shit. You just see it more and more everyday I’m sure just about everyone reading this knows someone or multiple people who have been divorced or broken up through cheating. Do people I know I’m repeating this do not have pride in their significant other anymore or pride in loyalty? Do people not realize the trust issues you create for that other person nothing is more mentally exhausting and tears you down more then trust issues. Without a doubt a good majority of us will carry this mentality onto the next relationship it doesn’t even have to be a significant other. For god sakes if you find someone better or that you think is better then your significant other end the relationship. If you have a big heart I’d just change your mentality ASAP. Don’t trust nobody and put yourself first. Put your goals before anyone else’s in your life, don’t hesitate or put your goals aside over a girlfriend. This world is cut throat. Me having a big heart would respect that anyone that doesn’t respect your goals to better yourself yeah do what you gotta do I wouldn’t trust that person.",4.980974669603526,6.228908779735683,5.329909140969164,82.11926899779735,69.13215859030836,7.789537444933922,26.52230176211453,8.07648339933343,1.5845508810572686,1862,56,352,24,32,592,206,454,0.131,0.6729999999999999,0.196,0.9882,0,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,2,25,7,9,16,32,8,1,23,1,40,13,7,4,2,68,69,31,0,8,25,0,0,2,2,4,3,2,0,8,27,14,0,1,12,3,2,7,13,10,0,2,2,4,42,22,47,59,14,46,1,0,2,3,56,20,5,19,21,237,69,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981329679791809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054653718278116915,0.0,0.07085228309925064,0.09990924788006053,0.07320182145848733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493527600998422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158550383058403,0.0,0.0,0.1895566485338932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557724702985752,0.06154183970336995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704144177887134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968147969255753,0.0,0.12655462878173182,0.0,0.0,0.09437488791873673,0.0,0.0,0.0682668716379446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529763019357145,0.060769400236162424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604792503392981,0.11197809496910877,0.0,0.040602717290732254,0.05992301945111215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932065629404053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717072626284494,0.14913591242361993,0.0,0.06350184288162676,0.0,0.0,0.15705287171552176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092464220588926,0.06980690619528483,0.0,0.1261709992541675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896023806398482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177412081542536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159932956829955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702514063709727,0.0,0.05251884342775803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598046717565596,0.0,0.0,0.068551508941853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054335639561517914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811839099408524,0.31190646701551195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872798897134448,0.0,0.0,0.21438707431979045,0.0,0.0,0.0734553281175215,0.0,0.3068122865001389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681436068252126,0.0,0.0,0.113861681708402,0.130078092784291,0.07453065581242753,0.0,0.220005714293432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421337716410372,0.0,0.0,0.07997461692377092,0.0505677405338402,0.0,0.05705449173987109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178517058400513,0.0,0.0,0.06733420520099563,0.0,0.05371626331223489,0.0,0.12488870497497585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047463571013809235,0.09155561085375087,0.0,0.0,0.0416590021793896,0.0,0.1354392674324224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770949539418695,0.0,0.0,0.17187432411526632,0.06170383483781607,0.0,0.0,0.04213894693962925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446621745845589,0.0,0.0,0.06886852627328831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075107488208072,0.0,0.0,0.04600696549695284 socialanxiety,maddielikesbooks,2018/02/27,"Just moved away to uni. Hi guys, Basically, I am hoping you guys can give me some advice / tips on dealing with this. I just moved five hours away from home for university and have been here for three days. I have been crying non stop, barely functioning, having panic attacks. I am scared to even leave my room (I'm in a share house) to go to the bathroom (of course, eventually, I have to force myself to). I'm super homesick too and hate it here (I grew up in a small town and this is a city with 4 million people.) My parents are super understanding of my mental illness and they agreed that this would be a ""trial"" type thing, that I would give it a month and see if I want to stay. However, I can feel myself rapidly heading towards a mental breakdown long before the month is over and I'm terrified. I really want to make it through the month though, to prove to myself that I can and to make my parents satisfied. Does anyone have any advice? (If i dropped out I would pursue a uni closer to home, or distance education, etc.) I really appreciate anything you guys have to say.",3.901698113207548,5.319186858490569,4.9397641509434,83.24662735849058,71.9245283018868,7.564150943396226,25.514150943396224,8.07648339933343,1.4658716981132072,842,26,166,12,16,276,122,212,0.125,0.769,0.106,-0.6302,3,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,1,2,7,9,2,2,10,0,20,2,1,2,1,28,35,11,0,8,5,2,1,0,0,3,1,1,4,3,10,10,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,3,2,3,25,4,30,29,2,26,0,1,1,0,14,13,0,5,7,117,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219838358662503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724028265964533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941982079404268,0.0,0.09346906785201996,0.0,0.0,0.1292169724350111,0.21342979042257693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665070181461684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476550762618425,0.0732515889445594,0.11709900634799435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993971814616878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266749835909564,0.07502044950795593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574309387246039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179181793281112,0.06455179273999315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33739485417122306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213962145561064,0.11656884781583185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22786586578994555,0.11281347111894745,0.11185629975542816,0.13105944336846648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026791552591763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005173127328146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516349663636998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289297430731198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271982416818326,0.24144134392094505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326508749694285,0.25224078902867725,0.0,0.0,0.07874409748156336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552825804099667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032569936570338,0.1137163207643592,0.0,0.09051088411200374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106428337850905,0.0,0.09496040965172738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545944713120711,0.0,0.1115946452931198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824382870574192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398830180015564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24205814923631164,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Luggyy,2018/02/27,"So I decided to start A while ago I made a post of how I get so scared to talk to people, and I was going to start live streaming to help that. Well I’ve been live streaming for a while now, I’m needing some people to watch so I can get over my anxiousness. It’s LuggyyTV on twitch ",0.3736021505376357,2.105061951612903,2.3335483870967764,96.73698924731184,82.70967741935483,5.423655913978496,20.010752688172047,6.42735559955562,-0.06323440860215035,219,6,53,2,6,73,41,62,0.1,0.8170000000000001,0.083,-0.2362,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,6,11,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,6,1,10,8,1,10,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,6,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307388697034214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28429458564324345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629550632987549,0.0,0.14301935702109392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867670796466575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444258018208743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23811875106100855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865964119715769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34892695347381697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24101259139023765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519470705334411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562404794424982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022679578210108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22626493686210444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nitrobenzene0,2018/02/27,"Stranger danger packing an m16 ( Not sure where to post this but I’m just wondering what your guys opinion is) Last night I met some chick online and decided to drive over to her neighborhood in green valley Henderson Nevada. Pretty fancy neighborhood with obvious HOA in place. The incident: So me and her are vaping my harlequin strain and talking about social anxiety and other science hoobla. I was parked with my car off and lights off. Legally I wasn’t breaking any laws. In the corner of my eye I see this man with a Doberman and an m16 strapped on his left arm walking out of his garage and in my direction. If it wasn’t for the weed I would’ve started freaking out. But I was able to analyze the entire situation very fast. Even if he had the dog and the rifle it was all misplaced and would have taken him a minute to get the rifle adjusted while also letting go of the leash. He walked past my car pretending to walk his dog, even though he only walked 5 meters past my car and proceeded to turn around and walk toward my car. He stopped near the front door The guy: “ CAN I HELP YOU?” Chick: “ yes everything is fine we are just talking I live here” The guy: “ I don’t recognize this vehicle, are you sure everything is okay” (power hungry tone) While all this was happening I noticed he had the rifle on his left shoulder and it was in the way of the leash. Didn’t see any magazine but couldn’t be sure there wasn’t a bullet loaded. I wanted to step out and confront the guy under self defense, but the fact that he has the dog made my chances slim. As a prior service combat medic in the army I couldn’t help but wonder why a civilian even has an m16 assault rifle. This was probably the first time someone came toward me with an assault rifle that wasn’t in the army and not at a shooting range. I don’t see any war occurring in our country. The guy was obviously bored and wanted to feel powerful. I kind of wanted him to shoot me, so that the news can see that assault rifles are just bullshit in the hands of mentally unstable individuals. That would be a great cover story “ Mentally unstable man shoots prior service veteran” Idk I was triggered the rest of the night because the dude literally walked off and stood on his truck observing. I mean is it just me or did the guy come off as a power hungry sadistic fuck or did he come off as an “American hero” ? I doubt he saw my veteran plates on my car, but it was just odd you know. Good things my social anxiety didn’t kick in",3.883684210526315,5.433403577235776,4.8090671801454885,83.6446405648267,72.17073170731706,8.187077449721867,27.1750106974754,8.766177420268882,2.024820325203253,1968,70,386,37,38,640,238,492,0.142,0.773,0.085,-0.9828,3,1,0,9,0,1,35.0,2,4,0,5,17,21,8,2,40,2,41,6,4,2,8,76,68,35,1,9,17,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,11,18,28,0,2,7,1,0,18,12,12,0,1,25,11,47,9,55,36,4,71,0,0,7,1,41,35,1,9,15,251,65,3,0.08495186747606075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793597772834142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733105490221558,0.0,0.1299758921914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562517289550293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051785869918680096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716230495689007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463570233564214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832972180338293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269852151889396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04295421671391294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226001507745566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853663258546288,0.04438384449721499,0.0,0.04828010400319956,0.07125359592486696,0.0,0.09365973379879483,0.0,0.5046942294892716,0.07512265585122976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138828921213828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846429723074098,0.046687324681575534,0.06924711036770212,0.0,0.0,0.1846009051570991,0.08686904015938762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501405537172316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038351105607247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253748817476594,0.0,0.08558006909238904,0.17122300304679586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944314565791298,0.0,0.0,0.09671826417868166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460972329330371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219234002013627,0.0,0.0,0.08875662042917991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136040617694222,0.08642658997080302,0.09159248142031844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707825584922429,0.0,0.08862332509139749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548945838681112,0.0,0.17319546130181634,0.07197944163323645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601293690444181,0.0,0.0,0.07102356510280741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401983891963961,0.0,0.0,0.1365621863154212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056438245955351685,0.0,0.08346477847103957,0.0,0.049536117090112484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924032372711142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009418754704162,0.15032043739311401,0.06743083821854834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665584697942265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425335294747933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810421078005272,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,coliet27,2018/02/27,"Social anxiety is making me over stress about plans? Lately my friends have been incredibly flaky due to life just being life. Also, most of my friends don't even have their learners permit yet and can't drive so a lot of our planning relies on our parents. I love my friends so much and my homelife has been really miserable so I have really been wanting to hang out lately. However, as a sufferer of GAD and depression it's not as easy as it sounds. I get so worried just texting people to come to my house. I'm so convinced that they hate me and that I'm being the annoying bitch I think I am. How do I get over this? Advice would be greatly appreciated. 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I would sit for approx. 1-2 hours outside when it was a painful experience to take that level of low temp. Over time it hardened me up and I stopped being even half as sensitive to socially anxious feelings. Sometimes suffering is necessary!",6.104067796610174,8.699250593220345,6.812000000000001,67.24105084745764,68.49152542372882,10.143728813559322,38.918644067796606,10.355215969177356,5.0220277966101685,271,16,40,8,5,89,53,59,0.229,0.7709999999999999,0.0,-0.8999,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,5,0,8,3,0,12,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405481264425194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847292630626056,0.27280030438403746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949329749285004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724217322333409,0.0,0.0,0.1220980393396002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23780622763997095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274465741428373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569485798421648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492310833842301,0.0,0.0,0.23882695213340774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188560540442613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156067050462946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080719509990627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171538350142879,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sleepilyleans,2018/02/27,"reading out loud in class I am in college and I had to read a piece of my writing to the class today. It was about 4 pages long and I had to read the entire thing. I wasn't nervous beforehand, but when I started reading, my face got hot, my voice started to shake, I felt sweaty and extremely awkward, I could feel everyone staring at me, by the end my voice almost was about to give out, and I started reading extremely fast just to get it over with. This has happened every time I have to read my own writing to the class or when I am leading a meeting. However I didn't feel that nervous before beyond just the regular butterflies that I don't think are too atypical. Why did this happen? I'm a tour guide at my school and I have no problem giving long tours to strangers. I'm disturbed that this happened and to make matters worse, I tried to joke about it to a girl in my class after, saying I hate reading out loud in class, and she was like yeah I could tell you really wanted that to be over. So people definitely noticed, it was certainly not just in my head. I was wondering why this happened, how to fix it, and whether it is a sign of social anxiety. Just from reading online I think I may have social anxiety because I have intense nerves for talking in class when we all have to go around and say our names, I get extremely nervous for social situations, and I replay embarrassing conversations over and over in my head. All of these problems have gotten worse since I didn't get into the sorority that my friends and my twin sister got into, making me convinced that I have terrible social skills, and after I had a summer job where my boss constantly critiqued my social skills. I'm usually awkward in life but today was something else...so embarrassing, how do I fix this problem. 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But I feel I need to get it off my chest otherwise it'll just keep festering in me and making me frustrated. Is it too much to ask that somebody asks me to hang out with them first instead of me trying to initiate a time to hang out and feeling like I am pestering someone all the time? Or for someone to spark up a conversation with me, ask me how I'm going and how I am instead of me always being the curious and considerate person? I've just finished University this past year and to be fair, defying all my preconceived notions and crippling anxiety, managed to actually befriend the majority of my class by the end of the three years. Of those, some people I felt were really close friends by the end. As it turns out though, it doesn't really feel that way at all. Now I know people have their own lives, which are often busy with commitments and so on. But I feel like none of the people I personally felt close with from university even feel the same way. No one has asked me to hang at all, talked to me online in a significant way or kept in touch. There is one friend from uni, probably the most significant one I made and the one I talk quite often to (like 4/5 times a week on Facebook). I felt like out of all the people, she'd be the one most keen to spend time with me post-university as we really built a solid friendship over the years. But to be blunt, it feels like she only ever talks to me when she needs something. I've proposed the idea of hanging out with her, 3 or 4 times since the start of the year. The first few times she was busy, which was understandable. However the last time I asked, she was once again busy the week I asked but said the following weekend might be more suitable and that she would let me know when she'd be free. That never happened and was a couple weeks ago now. I don't know, it just gets so fucking exhausted asking people and getting no out come and coming to the realization they probably don't give a shit about you anyway. I mean, it kinda makes sense though. I live with a disability and am wheelchair bound, not many early 20s adults would really be open with being seen with me. And hell, maybe I've done what I always have since high school and have over-valued how much I actually matter to people. If you've read this far, well-fucking-done. Thanks for listening to my bullshit. 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I prefer to be alone than with others. I would say that it is safe for me to say I have social anxiety. I hate social situations, talking, and interacting with others. Honestly I have so much more fun while I am alone than with others. Even with my friends of 12 years, particularly with them actually. Recently I have begun to despise them. Everyone is always watching me and seeing what I will do. My 'close' friends will say stuff or do stuff to me to try and get a rise out of me for their amusement, and they are always upset with me when I push back or shout at them for this. The major issue is that I can't just stop hanging out them, for, as I am sure many of you will know, there is such a social stigma when you prefer to be alone than with others. I do hate to sit here and just complain to you, but I need to get it out. I do think I may be autistic or have Asperger, or something. I keep on hearing me tell myself say things like, ""you're so fucking retarded"", ""why the hell would you do that, they'll just keep looking at you like that"", you're the one who is at fault"", and ""only some who is retarded would think that"" and many others. But other times it's reassuring and supportive giving me company when I need it. It tells me to fight back, ""don't let yourself be pushed around like that"", ""if you don't break his nose he won't stop"", ""I only want what is best"". Or just relentless harassment from many voices, and on rare occasions, if things are particularly bad, pushing suicide. I isolate myself from others in short. Find solace in listening to music and art. I have a vacation coming up where I will be spending a week with a couple friends i have had since 1st grade and I am terrified of this. I have already written out my prediction of what will happen and the point of this vacation. In short they will just be assholes to me while constantly asking me why I don't have a girlfriend. Needless to say I get very anxious in any social situation and prefer to alone. I have no idea if I am autistic or what. I mean in grade school had many friends and was just like all the other kids which leads me to believe otherwise, and it was only this pass four years in high school that I have noticed I am certainly different from most people my age. I hate my peers.",5.216493930905699,5.4269264095860565,5.8938460939931545,82.00409313725494,68.12854030501089,8.997230003112355,29.02902272019919,8.841846274778883,2.063489200124494,1798,58,368,28,28,587,200,459,0.14800000000000002,0.747,0.105,-0.9808,1,4,1,1,1,1,59.0,0,6,8,2,22,29,8,1,11,0,58,2,1,1,3,75,84,34,1,13,17,0,0,4,5,12,0,9,0,1,36,30,0,5,9,2,1,8,6,12,0,2,5,13,66,17,57,58,7,50,1,0,3,1,44,23,2,12,21,282,102,5,0.0,0.0,0.07287288530810354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093667563100819,0.08240668887741892,0.0,0.12427262617293094,0.0,0.0,0.05078215813689058,0.0,0.057126842669022876,0.08436248708103652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647736408621326,0.06981186591125751,0.0,0.0,0.11484228222613968,0.062351239348586524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413414300483925,0.07836772736853716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432665708865973,0.0,0.08069809558555552,0.0,0.059622612564688725,0.08262743922170875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802039910024841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04932271347582775,0.0,0.0,0.07135600208794453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825240009739224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307775940043913,0.06903664637835741,0.11704519317651785,0.07163590721376989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660356327521529,0.0,0.0,0.22118090952346145,0.0,0.0,0.08416514236676452,0.0,0.0,0.07889916564397624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429997726708881,0.0,0.07794221576994281,0.0,0.13275070395143454,0.0,0.0,0.041039909890280814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636114522971085,0.0,0.1459314488773215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270893035410753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302838479896604,0.0,0.08134392368950707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054895363027072576,0.11074243541221687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501898264056881,0.0,0.0,0.050602307910387126,0.17038311190957367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177085159405656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059284257608017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373342107092484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29692627933706794,0.0,0.15115195162919134,0.059507006859866624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617726583889155,0.1678776325006678,0.0,0.3044906159738556,0.0,0.05748913961610901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486475641025507,0.0,0.0,0.17097202971027708,0.08168329071261513,0.08474130199246649,0.07038113175002651,0.0,0.0,0.0600216424803664,0.13054001859375922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922267099991708,0.0956985753483984,0.0,0.0,0.043544105291063985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070001965998009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161542046760848,0.044045767934921286,0.0,0.05990048536718735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476673054432536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914280462963135,0.0,0.0,0.0961776348408456 socialanxiety,petswithfurrypaws,2018/02/28,"Going on a French exchange with people I barely know I signed up for a French exchange trip with my (only) friend but she had to drop out so now I’m stuck going on the trip by myself. Everyone going is really popular and loud ie not my type of people. Today I found out that they’ve made plans (for when the French people come here) as a big group and left me out of it. I’ll have to entertain a random French person for a whole week by myself and my French person will know she’s missing out on everything and will probably judge me for not socializing and having friends lol To make things even worse I’ll have to go to France in a couple of months and I’m really worried about things like sitting alone on the plane and having no one to walk around with etc Any advice would be really helpful :)",3.7238888888888866,4.982518981481483,4.607098765432099,86.07694444444445,72.14814814814815,7.622222222222224,21.524691358024693,8.07648339933343,0.8941135802469127,633,13,129,9,12,205,98,162,0.115,0.727,0.158,0.8693,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,9,1,10,0,0,2,0,27,24,11,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,2,4,16,0,0,3,1,3,8,3,1,0,1,4,1,12,5,31,16,2,28,0,1,0,0,9,13,0,1,6,85,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748706036169693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631797372167794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263758337648976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435970918477708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001284058213214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670011869019643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832685928044944,0.09968784908832858,0.0,0.0,0.1442200938757272,0.1356461622413298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654869672256593,0.2332163048506248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431080146947435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116520518699022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589437423169906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639858990235073,0.0,0.0,0.07373677981065001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281362614097845,0.10074695461385642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047089515945375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022740818378535,0.11478907485199835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139075981745317,0.2635725286607137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627280797645341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900688902991652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385413957856314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005423861691667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306400304351036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121066951203491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850796772942106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327675291450588,0.15381057594898884,0.10721634971946567,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KazukovskiX,2018/02/28,"Tomorrow i’m having an important exam but.. i didnt study shit and i don’t have the energy left to study cuz i’m tired and lazy as hell, i’m not really scared of fucking up, i dont even care anymore. But what will the teachers think who walk around class and just look around, i fucking hate when they do that, it’s seriously like pissing me off, normally i ain’t scared of exams but for some reason i’m so fucking anxious right now it’s insane, i should be studying rn but idk ",1.8086358635863569,3.5684846930693084,3.624290429042905,89.06622662266226,78.30693069306929,6.865126512651265,23.103410341034106,7.793537801064563,1.0369991199119908,378,12,82,6,9,127,71,101,0.221,0.6779999999999999,0.101,-0.9049,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,7,12,7,2,3,0,10,6,2,2,0,17,21,11,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,1,1,8,2,9,17,1,10,1,0,1,3,2,6,6,1,4,50,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097046757239772,0.1840912287396916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304931981271038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925819751217474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755242653613505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260429953113725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148250618051758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326736014550235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168331914701576,0.0,0.0,0.09068754438021977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558791870641946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187418240602315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891684371479808,0.1908545641597648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852368958910434,0.0,0.0,0.3716882515105116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054254147932453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189417204557118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133499146721431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Spookypuff,2018/02/28,"Volunteering?? I’m supposed to graduate in a few months but I need a certain amount of hours volunteering to graduate. I’ve been putting it off because every volunteering opportunity seems to involve a lot of talking to people. I’m kind of freaking out I only have like 3 months of school left >_< Does anyone have any ideas of ways I could volunteer without having to talk to a lot of strangers? Did any of you have the same problem?",4.530258175559382,6.710960373493979,5.38368330464716,77.5831325301205,71.77108433734941,8.11635111876076,33.54388984509467,8.841846274778883,3.0701648881239247,353,18,63,7,7,115,55,83,0.09,0.7859999999999999,0.124,0.4349,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,12,11,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,4,17,8,5,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,4,39,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745388553790568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411428463518417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304992568974248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611660906975869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664609376587098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700729134729282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878811576278693,0.0,0.0,0.2278715607654969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020261352240727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931781485480548,0.0,0.0,0.09861695132813512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34322257005510204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32224006621674545,0.0,0.0,0.1496741305184551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352106013783612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399419684007701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314952982078146,0.0,0.20292166237941964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042896821986544,0.0,0.18376269117383606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244894196916802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022439412563413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458258426562414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ButterThatFlies,2018/02/28,"My teacher said she was “concerned about my future” We were supposed to work in groups and I was too scared to talk to the people I was supposed to be working with. She called me out in front of the class and asked why I wasn’t working. I thought I was working with two other people and I was too scared to say anything. she sort of knows about my sa but she said if I can’t talk to one person then she’s scared about my future I started crying and then she just let me work on my own But now I feel really bad and I’m kinda scared to go to that class now because of that ",0.7154569892473113,2.5318253306451624,2.143225806451614,98.1015053763441,81.98387096774194,4.455913978494624,19.204301075268816,4.7782277997778095,-0.6096053763440858,447,11,105,1,12,144,64,124,0.166,0.8340000000000001,0.0,-0.968,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,5,8,5,0,4,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,18,19,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,10,4,23,0,20,7,1,13,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,3,7,76,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711403852053685,0.0,0.1330463585273718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882801350050015,0.08675458425097468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453206677853119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632757233976732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195930509024002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088152920803829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782132162479967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552787227757705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964370843362917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732815310239385,0.12426494434572953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911713490340087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707504354655964,0.1131754887259294,0.5699330431537228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073208040945224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22877660869273025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298310036975096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902216738218953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841816011875629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5180391423057513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,southsidearbys,2018/02/28,"Can people tell you feel anxious or uncomfortable? I get anxious mostly when talking to strangers, bosses, or any situation where looking someone in the eyes and speaking is required and I either do not know the person or they are in an authority position. I obviously try not to show my anxiety, but I can feel my face tense and for some reason I wont close my lips all the way, sometimes touch my face and my hair maybe a bit oddly. How much of an impact do these nervous habits have on others perceptions? I don't neccessarily care if others want to be my best friend, I just want to be a member of society that isn't perceived as awkward or rude. I can't tell how I'm coming across to people. What's a good way to gauge people's reactions?",4.778175675675676,5.679730736486487,6.048216216216217,78.06029729729731,69.33783783783784,8.622702702702702,29.664864864864867,8.841846274778883,2.3382762162162165,591,22,113,10,10,199,98,148,0.125,0.7440000000000001,0.131,0.4337,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,2,5,7,1,2,8,0,13,5,5,4,2,32,23,14,0,3,10,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,1,6,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,7,16,4,14,20,7,10,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,7,1,79,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917653157442715,0.0,0.13406635753328394,0.3959669684855959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839148684854305,0.0,0.19132844867080467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867983742189755,0.0,0.0,0.15096301852588834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772241075921815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539830832118074,0.0,0.09156129286349332,0.0,0.0,0.14699202914842427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631323867068273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716650675221682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606295136063474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882947879942425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644904483776936,0.15302221053306836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801869770692504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969892055042637,0.0,0.0,0.14848940667915844,0.0,0.17332749030915942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085992861760552,0.30635379074927266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898376743942107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067348866452665,0.2782118041417864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pokanot,2018/02/28,How do I respond in these situations So I am in high school and all my life parents told me to ignore bullies. Obviously that shit doesnt work and now I always freeze when someone starts critisizing me about something and I cant respond to it. Like I know what to say in my head but I am just completely frozen. Does anyone habe any strategies? It really hurts when I have to stand there and take shit from people.,2.6498780487804865,4.975447097560977,3.5172560975609737,88.10198170731708,78.02439024390246,6.5390243902439025,23.664634146341466,7.6454224807358475,1.1266048780487807,330,11,66,5,8,105,59,82,0.162,0.8029999999999999,0.034,-0.9134,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,2,0,0,0,6,4,3,1,2,11,10,9,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,11,1,9,9,1,9,0,1,0,0,5,4,2,0,5,44,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182259955878186,0.0,0.0,0.14859819556409753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279128526784347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291095946282497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912245955190009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426018973475936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308738753206047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339256177663425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009053532875905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434412854700913,0.10675575228985393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24263586827154784,0.0,0.0,0.15149129954177518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399867776492273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377248602200165,0.0,0.2211495935988285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486065313128659,0.0,0.2456208457892393,0.0,0.0,0.1851476763202022,0.16822409139166514,0.0,0.0,0.15466656457131142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429664090986054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088011526480151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908206030932098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hzlaugher,2018/02/28,Why does everyone hate me? I’m nice enough but I can’t get people to like me...I do not know how to approach people and I am easily intimidated by people and socializing,0.97757142857143,3.329222114285717,4.679642857142858,77.09660714285717,85.0,8.071428571428571,20.17857142857143,8.841846274778883,1.7591428571428578,134,4,27,4,4,50,27,35,0.157,0.634,0.209,0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673537444590601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156733617891841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29192777140568066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961629668123364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016277449470243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790023379103727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925668970443878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6354062259962517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114288368679791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27567513703294744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DoneWithLife96,2018/02/28,"2 more days and i will start my new semester on uni.People who i will be in group with know each other.How to handle it? I will repeat 4 subjects on my university so i will be probably only new person in my group.Im so worried, i have my first classes(3 hours) in friday with that group.. Please, what can i do more? Maybe it sounds stupid, but just got a haircut and i will try to look handsome and awesome, but deep inside i will be scared and anxious to death I want so bad to make friends because i dont have any, but i guess i will just sit scared somewhere and eventually i will answer some questions.",1.3435856079404471,3.5735083709677435,2.6896774193548403,92.76797766749382,82.2258064516129,5.105707196029776,21.635235732009924,6.297961479604792,0.24950818858560764,474,15,101,4,13,153,76,124,0.188,0.684,0.128,-0.8415,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,2,1,0,16,0,0,1,0,20,23,11,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,17,2,11,11,4,14,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,3,7,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875667405733404,0.0,0.0,0.21389861420379905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808974049972,0.11541899344585065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221076702098096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219033142303582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105123308189268,0.0,0.0,0.14628245697465447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143129645478046,0.0,0.20857770617004529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864602851381545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451807281554354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405548907238303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899665556400222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263849203259464,0.0,0.1902159740884578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657286101587589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440004626945178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126347734961988,0.16532307682435368,0.0,0.20783681791651964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413892881091866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121024543974874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791217417516136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401476623910913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854841435575495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116767540740222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922824394957468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,exemptionist,2018/02/28,"Watching Cringe Compilation Many people claim facing your fear and going out talking to people helps getting over social awkwardness. If i watch cringe compilations or LAHWF videos I feel very awkward just watching. Could watching these videos help one getting more comfortable with social awkwardness? Example: https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=2&v=EZqC8h9wh8M",13.21367346938775,18.851456489795922,7.609387755102044,52.97489795918372,65.73469387755102,8.514285714285714,35.57142857142857,8.841846274778883,4.896828571428573,324,14,28,7,7,85,40,49,0.15,0.687,0.163,0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,5,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,5,3,1,4,4,1,3,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,2,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27575954178578266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320409806699208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863924964270197,0.12868699929755642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659400730632323,0.0,0.1446428822419496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34118297991641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580313807139927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172461351435785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528878977893304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5188781431013194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204564060514613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099959294731424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Spitfaze,2018/02/28,I suck at life. Anyone more then me that basically starts crying from just walking past someone on the street? ,4.529499999999999,7.40580495,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,74.5,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.2574999999999998,89,3,15,1,2,27,20,20,0.261,0.7390000000000001,0.0,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33623498116906897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282123239238804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396521932817461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590441390148231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074389802526381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340361751227865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anonymous1939,2018/02/28,"Anonymous chats?? Hi I want to get better at talking to people, I was wondering if anyone knows somewhere where you can talk to completely random people just so I can improve my skills?",7.572352941176473,8.05341329411765,7.351764705882353,72.63294117647061,63.11764705882353,9.15294117647059,34.64705882352941,8.841846274778883,3.1824000000000003,148,6,23,2,2,47,28,34,0.0,0.78,0.22,0.7857,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333856900566383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29519996170935386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499604100271564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438549163448003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343593620435492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627999747388094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.536557034864082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968712089910186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619685485003864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BIRDflyingPLANES,2018/02/28,i did it! I went outside and got my ID. Took me a couple years to get the courage but I did it!,-4.220217391304349,-3.051219217391301,-0.5214130434782618,109.04222826086956,110.7391304347826,2.3000000000000003,14.445652173913045,3.1291,-1.771426086956522,70,2,21,0,4,25,19,23,0.0,0.87,0.13,0.3987,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133737158096712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424050505283109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710790023948233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154874762419887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301046168525008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987813143013288 socialanxiety,OkAnimator,2018/02/28,"I don't have social anxiety anymore, but neither do I have interest in people I am diagnosed with general anxiety disorder. I use to have severe social anxiety. Now I do not, I can easily talk to people but I simply don't want to. I don't want to get to know them. I hear all the time ""People are interesting"". I was so fascinated by this for a long time, until I really got to know a lot of people and it wasn't what I thought it would be. I don't have a high attachment to friends, or almost only when I see them physically in person. I am lonely yet I don't like to talk to people or listen to them often. But when I do, I am outgoing and open to new relationships. Typically I am not. Typically in a group setting, I stand around awkwardly or simply go away. I don't want to be there. And no, it isn't social anxiety. I get more anxiety from feeling like I want to be doing something else than being around people. I don't want to get personally involved with most people. I am starting to highly dislike being in a group setting if I am with my boyfriend. He is extroverted. I am not. I am practically avoiding him in school, because I hate how distracted he is when we are somewhere that includes more people. I have a couple friends. I only like to hangout with them if it is just us. They are all much more social than me. I don't like to go out and party. I don't like to go to the movies in a group, I don't like to go anywhere with a pack. Is it affecting my life? Absolutely not. Is it affecting my self esteem? Yes, yes it is. Why? Because my lack of social motivation is a nuisance in anything involving people. I am an awkward thing that people want to fix but don't really know how to. I don't want to be fixed. My friend wants to invite other people but I don't want anyone else. I am suppose to be going to a natural park with my boyfriend, my friend, and his girlfriend. I said ""Heck yeah!"" When truthfully, I just want to be alone, or alone with just one other person. Many might say, ""Well why don't you just tell the truth!!"" Because I need them. I need the only people that give me the social self esteem I need. They make me feel like I matter. I have to accept my large discomfort with being in a group in order to keep my friends. But everyone can see it, in my face, my body, my tone, and my lack of talking that I am lying, lying about wanting to be there. I am always at risk of losing my only people because I am so uncomfortable with the rest of the world. I am going to keep lying. I don't care about what is morally correct. I am going to lie about being busy, lie about wanting to go, lie about my feelings. Everything I am is fine, except that it all goes against the system I depend on. I don't want to change. I don't want them to change. I am broken to them. I am awkward and inflexible, dishonest, and disqualifying of social interaction just because I do not want the average amount. I do not believe I am broken. I love myself. I am who I am, and these are the consequences I must deal with for being myself.",1.568365384615383,3.573317567307697,4.029141025641028,84.69919230769233,80.05769230769229,6.8523076923076935,22.9,7.908726449838941,1.2564280769230771,2358,78,483,42,60,823,224,624,0.197,0.6829999999999999,0.12,-0.992,0,6,1,0,0,0,87.0,2,1,9,2,26,31,1,7,22,3,83,5,2,8,7,102,134,30,0,24,24,0,3,7,6,3,2,4,0,5,22,24,0,3,9,1,0,8,27,10,1,1,5,9,98,21,82,114,14,45,1,2,2,1,54,20,1,12,19,368,120,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050939630456408,0.10448337100439584,0.0,0.0,0.041970970187574064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293621486966314,0.0,0.05002393888913725,0.0352695346698339,0.05168278682118623,0.04150866239943917,0.08980640554995227,0.0,0.0,0.04739099961208367,0.0,0.0,0.15374189101360106,0.0,0.0,0.05682975755094107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602860317625143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051427982590112616,0.0,0.10671982387737083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581203029256196,0.0,0.0,0.05200247775557161,0.0,0.051196574502803634,0.0,0.0,0.057809780029288216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427400112912832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048198557133090285,0.04533313718618742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651348734674288,0.07207015090983543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485303836019224,0.0,0.07906005473119257,0.04838762354382208,0.22933435701873536,0.0,0.040342292339469614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049800065364632315,0.0,0.0,0.056850696567605774,0.0,0.0,0.10658741610432304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966859411455409,0.0,0.0,0.08316319792463964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03562798482473209,0.1725005447786847,0.0,0.0,0.04463871626633624,0.0,0.05643060014468219,0.0,0.04288315223518928,0.04552499076850213,0.0,0.03366977317408384,0.05113927822569503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350995211382897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03707995422643088,0.11220413372574048,0.0,0.04871625236444575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034180141228751355,0.15345067760879585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454602886650285,0.13212946171335754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462761929075612,0.0,0.0,0.05415477948967374,0.0,0.0,0.04798096181386413,0.040112724424513364,0.0,0.05104900613264962,0.08038992617382207,0.0,0.10524197128568263,0.056983996222959625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359927880793144,0.0,0.03883196226302275,0.0,0.0,0.03570241425647617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162774593564088,0.044087675600094814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033510773005423884,0.0,0.0,0.04004453632830325,0.05882512991952583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060674337579989614,0.043564846863558236,0.0,0.0,0.4462713156909348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045352535569278034,0.0,0.09103035164126527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035831854068878774,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,freshpicked12,2018/02/28,"Bachelorette party this weekend - help me! I'm attending my cousin's bachelorette party this weekend. It is a 3 day destination event and I am already freaking out because I don't know anyone else attending besides her and one other person. The rest of them all went to college together and have a ton of inside jokes, etc. I'm already feeling like the odd man out and I'm not even there yet! I feel like they're all going to meet me and be like, ""who invited her?"" I'm also nervous because I'm not a typical ""girlie girl"" and I feel like bachelorette parties always end up being this beauty contest about who can wear the prettiest outfit or have the best hair/makeup, etc. I don't know how to stop myself from worrying about all this stuff. Help me please!! 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If it goes well then I will be bloody proud of myself for doing something I find terrifying. If it goes badly, at least I have a lot to talk about with my therapist. Win win? (I hope I don't cry.) 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Intimacy Makes me Nauseous Because where else am I going to air my dirty laundry? When I was a sophomore in HS there was a boy I really liked, and as soon as I thought this was reciprocated, was sure in that moment he’d confess, I had to leave because I felt like I was going to puke. Flash forward. I’m a freshman at uni and Ive managed to actually puke on every date Ive been on with my boyfriend. First boyfriend, first kiss, yadda yadda. We were at Safeway once, for crying out loud! All he did was put his arm around me. Any time we get even a little physical I get a sudden overwhelming, unavoidable urge to throw up. Even cuddling. Usually afterward it’s as though I expelled all of my anxious energy and Im okay....just frustrated, embarrassed, and if there was any mood there certainly isnt now. He isnt new to me, weve been friends almost 7yrs. We’ve been together 6 months now. He knows about it, and is incredibly patient and understanding with me. It just sucks and Id hate for him to think it was something about him I didnt find appealing. Hes my best friend, and hes attractive. Sigh. if I can give advice to anyone, its that being open about it may at least make you feel better about it. And of course, you arent alone. Ive read similar posts, but no one ever has a solution except to get drunk. Im not exactly fond of having to be drunk every time Im around my partner lol. I thought it would just take time but our 6 months anniversary is in a few days and Ive seen little improvement in my vomitting if any. ...what about you?",1.0387306610407876,3.3989339208860803,2.9567510548523224,89.49834036568217,84.79113924050633,6.549085794655415,22.385372714486646,7.793537801064563,1.1677077355836851,1213,43,257,24,36,405,178,316,0.105,0.778,0.117,0.461,1,2,1,0,0,0,45.0,4,3,0,4,21,18,3,2,7,1,36,6,1,2,6,47,56,20,0,4,9,0,2,2,3,2,1,1,0,2,12,18,2,0,9,3,0,5,6,5,1,3,20,4,39,11,39,31,5,43,1,1,1,2,23,19,1,5,22,164,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.11160296111630894,0.0,0.0,0.11175537178782097,0.0,0.0,0.11451922555383018,0.11844681986028535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333147313706032,0.0,0.0,0.12919899254123626,0.0,0.07996610713140458,0.0,0.0,0.20361676768693449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943070859841594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001817127600105,0.10114584042195557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256237026146489,0.07375544732437414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553661347916677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510729498611341,0.10344896558657378,0.19271354050808848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782597533956279,0.0,0.10980756586565434,0.0,0.10452680612218036,0.1945562587131038,0.0,0.0,0.17671499310953853,0.0,0.17925172151070592,0.10970856078373016,0.12999161977856585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129109697470781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665591198263141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705988801647989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285157295936669,0.0,0.0,0.12109517399134763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174514187165904,0.2292459441617252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267798194296733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825688252940843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045365616767737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179413962920373,0.07749614109886813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952928958149988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496760772887475,0.0,0.0,0.11439514770594945,0.0,0.07326463442502475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804314781911356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778690423482612,0.0,0.08598764494517203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327996097820083,0.11236224498595307,0.18158479900759067,0.2000600526147691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905716456388775,0.0,0.0,0.1259560080887625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124104579240568,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bummyteeth,2018/02/28,"Being scared of your bosses/colleagues I can super anxious and scared around people easily, even when I know that they are nice, approachable people. I even get anxious when writing in the company group chat or making a phone call - like I have to mentally calm myself down and take massive breaths. Phone calls are the worst, because you can't ""backspace"" or ""double-check"" - and definitely not when you're talking to a client, where business is at stake. Like this evening I missed a text from my boss, asking if I could have a telephone call a couple hours later (I was again so anxious I put my phone on silent and put it away). Well, I didn't see the text until a good four hours later, profusely apologized, and now I'm terrified and waiting for his response. And all this is just at a part-time job, what happens when I start working full-time and have to make dozens of calls a day? 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I keep on telling myself over and over that it is okay to have a bad reputation, and it is okay to be disliked. Do you guys have other mental tricks that help?",5.055727272727271,6.528955254545457,6.2925,74.43875,69.18181818181819,9.136363636363637,26.47727272727273,9.516144504307137,2.396181818181818,229,7,41,5,4,77,39,55,0.242,0.6579999999999999,0.1,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,1,2,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,10,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,2,7,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068793980836354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22204478272066472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123276167479228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992510328250843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633176568986155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782507579564733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363754235109666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360002631500488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843659823535916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148234379385844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710874449760589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324390851555695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shaitanmamu,2018/02/28,Is there any short term fix to get rid of anxiety? I have a presentation at college and I can't miss it. Are there any psychedelics or any other hacks which can help reduce SA albeit temporary?,3.9912280701754383,5.692227947368423,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,72.15789473684211,8.224561403508767,25.824561403508767,8.841846274778883,1.809445614035088,154,5,31,3,3,49,34,38,0.046,0.833,0.121,0.4222,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,7,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8723266640435008,0.0,0.3271048331481169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22339789023881915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866042602033758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ivychan2,2018/02/28,"Are my friends secretly laughing at me? Sometimes when I'm hanging out with my friend group, some of my friends will give each other looks and then start laughing, or will send each other texts and randomly start laughing too. For some reason, I always think it's about me, because if it isn't why aren't they sharing it with me too? It makes me feel more self conscious than I already am. Am I being too farfetched or are they secretly laughing at me for something I said or did?",7.110638297872344,6.52011814893617,6.429234042553194,82.45300000000003,64.31914893617022,8.796595744680852,36.88510638297872,7.554174236665415,2.6572961702127658,382,17,74,3,5,117,58,94,0.023,0.757,0.221,0.9657,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,2,0,21,19,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,14,8,10,14,5,9,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,7,4,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613374881112809,0.0,0.19705376109296247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436367673360906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974364176502693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.548901165224456,0.0,0.0,0.2271799571715273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886971026424055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580796300263853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434910817274761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252706798061804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470555978810936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231611469429573,0.2342216890195451,0.0,0.33524576524659444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174511704129226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369381127430964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,swirling_archer,2018/02/28,"socializing in a new place is worse than nightmares I am a 'sociable' person. At least to people whom I know particularly well, ie. have had 5+ conversations with and cracked jokes with over the course of at least a month. To those people, the idea that I'd ever shut up, be boring, feel nervous or stop talking would seem absurd. Now I've moved to a new country, where I know nobody and am not familiar with most of the social norms. But when it comes to doing anything alone, or with new people, its like a terrible nightmare. Last night I got invited to some fancy convention by a guy who I kinda know, but he was with his wife/kids so I didn't want to hang on them all night. I didn't know anybody else. I had to buy a suit. So, I spend the whole day subconsciously becoming more and more stressed about this event. Then when I get there, I have to walk around awkwardly by myself pretending to wait on someone, or look at something, feeling like everyone is staring at me. After what feels like an eternity, I do run into a guy I met one time on business, and we small talk. But that is also torture for me; I overthink every sentence, can't concentrate on anything he's saying because I am so worried about my response, my words are fumbled and meaningless and come out differently from what I wanted to say, and its just awful. My face is sweating and my eyes are sore and my brain hurts from trying to do this small talk with a new person thing. I just don't know why this is the case with new people, especially in one-on-one conversations. 3 or more does make it easier because the pressure isn't all on me to carry the conversation. But obviously I can't be a completely awkward weirdo for the first month of meeting every person, and only after that period do I become myself. I can't hardly expect to make friends that way as people will quickly conclude that I am an empty-headed, boring, awkward person and not wish to be around me much. Frustrating, though, because for people who are willing to put up with that break-in period, I become myself eventually: witty, funny, talkative, adventurous, almost the center of attention. Anyways, its all I can do to take propranolol before hand any time I anticipate having a situation like this, as the total stress and anxiety from it all often triggers panic attacks for me. So that at least puts me in the room with other people. The hard part is the approach, the initializing conversation, and the breaking-in. I know people who can just talk effortlessly and elegantly with anybody they meet and command the conversation and I envy that so much. I've tried changing my mentality, thinking 'just don't care' or its not important what anybody is thinking about you, or thinking people are not even noticing me a fraction as much as I think they are. But its like its just a part of me and I can't 'mind-over-matter' my way out of it. Just posting/venting. Working on these things and trying to get better at them. 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I go to a smallish school with about 70 people in my year. I have a good group of friends, but I still struggle to talk to people I don't know whether it be interacting in class or just new people in general. Got any advice that might make it easier?",2.397934272300472,4.058859239436623,3.8165492957746494,88.77627934272303,76.32394366197184,6.423474178403758,24.509389671361504,7.1686216300943375,0.9400122065727698,270,9,57,3,6,89,50,71,0.07,0.818,0.112,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,12,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,11,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,4,34,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751190979626208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305243917630183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829078851255945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908276348141882,0.16098845087321598,0.15351031710281798,0.0,0.0,0.19004875266412946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109681617704472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812007590547145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361583937841465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423195621734954,0.0,0.18537487373295095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5322624451802375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425145832726307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065637988437538,0.0,0.0,0.20065522557884555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085449167500412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360175058892947 socialanxiety,cracksilog,2018/02/28,"I envy people who know how to be mean. It’s so frustrating. Mean people know exactly how to say and when to say things. They know all the comebacks. The GOOD comebacks. They know how to control a room. They literally can walk into a room and give off this vibe that no one can mess with them. Society likes to say that being mean isn’t something to live up to but isn’t it something we should super live up to? You see any quiet and anxious people leading conferences and telling people off and putting people in their place? I swear I wouldn’t be so uncomfortable if I knew how to be mean and how to say things correctly. Idk where this is going but I’m just really frustrated. I’ve tried my entire life to be big and mean and I still have SA. 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So for the past few weeks I've noticed I've started feeling paranoid about specific things that I've never been paranoid about before. I think I know where it stems from, but for some background I have horrible roommates who make my living situation feel like a temporary prison. Recently I've started getting paranoid about my newest roommate and their friends, who practically live with us for free, in particular. For a few examples, we share a bathroom and every time I go to brush my teeth, I check the toothbrush to make sure it's not tampered with, same with my shampoo. I don't know why they'd have any reason to do anything to it, but I always think ""what if they did something to it."" Another example is whenever I shower, I convince myself that they're going to break into my room while I'm in there. Every time I hear a door, I think ""did they just go into my room? they're going to mess with my stuff."" Whenever I get back into my room after a shower I check to make sure nothing is moved and make sure I'm on the same computer tab I was on before I left the room. I even had a nightmare about them coming into my room and tampering with my computer, deleting files and such. One last example is pretty minor, but they are very messy and often leave hairs, piss, all kinds of stuff all over the toilet seat and they leave trash all over the floor and I can't help but think they're doing it on purpose to make me uncomfortable. Could this situation be caused by anxiety? I have generalized and social anxiety and I wasn't sure if this type of thing would be caused by that because I've never really experienced this type of feeling before. They don't have any reason to do those things, but I can't stop thinking about it.",6.345867052023124,6.365222170520233,6.742549132947977,77.53503757225437,65.73410404624278,9.69456647398844,32.03988439306359,9.3871,2.7575889017341044,1405,51,266,24,20,457,169,346,0.118,0.773,0.109,0.2722,2,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,2,0,8,0,13,12,1,0,13,0,26,4,3,9,9,66,53,19,0,4,9,0,4,1,1,1,1,1,8,0,21,21,0,1,12,0,3,6,8,2,0,1,6,7,42,11,43,42,8,41,0,0,0,0,17,19,1,4,16,182,63,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478227415858117,0.0,0.0,0.12223465099620046,0.09424060743295076,0.2062598341332652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739585517713349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691074720065987,0.0,0.054786287722468116,0.0,0.22942817655598494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846504790038732,0.0,0.07741839621889332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175698617101592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936085516148716,0.0,0.15144525312140025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632881398789468,0.06420592328343734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943634264427125,0.0,0.0939107937617776,0.0,0.2043096059479997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012944031988015,0.0,0.060240572420878415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358982380444764,0.0987846764769488,0.07325921372976578,0.0,0.19032694047909848,0.09764824188187213,0.0,0.0,0.043907841792595485,0.0,0.15872057869368425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999575893896099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552171934777663,0.0,0.0,0.13863256538565338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623641909705164,0.10232201675151448,0.0,0.0,0.06090087221534511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857947951890855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143405396969484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057575513770808585,0.18481064992536106,0.08873962157206032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204403053796646,0.0,0.09161511035739256,0.0,0.06918930954159329,0.0,0.0,0.12722640049152315,0.0,0.0,0.07513859434838338,0.0,0.0,0.2057681984035837,0.0,0.0,0.3388203019253904,0.09341338134877353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912465232215585,0.28793779123694124,0.0,0.0,0.10481237325218012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810722094388044,0.0,0.0,0.07415536965305733,0.0,0.0,0.07209141155072503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109720460077151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384383116744069,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tony_ravioli93,2018/02/28,"Unable to form lasting friendships bc of social anxiety despite liking people Will try to keep this short so here goes nothing. I’m a 24 yr old female with virtually no friends. I have always enjoyed solitude above all else but have also kept a small group of friends on the side. Over the last 7 years or so, my friend group has dwindled to basically no one. A few texts here and there like a hi how are ya kind of thing but I don’t actually hang out with anyone anymore. I’m married to my best friend so a large part of me only wants to hang out with him and the rest of the time I want to be alone. I wonder if this is my own doing because of my intense social anxiety or because I truly prefer the solitude. My whole life I have been isolated for being on the higher end of the attractive spectrum (yes that absolutely happens) especially growing up in a small community, so I kind of think that has something to do with keeping most people at arms length. I’ve always felt in some way people only want to interact with me on a superficial level and don’t actually hear what I’m saying. It bred a lot of anxiety & depression feeling as though I had little else to offer. It’s kept me from going after goals because I am not taken seriously. My job is a sanctuary yet terribly anxiety inducing. Anyone who’s worked in the restaurant biz understands the heat of the kitchen. As a chef, I get to stay hidden but I’m so focused on the job leaving little room for any socializing. It takes all my energy and brain power not to shit myself every damn day under the intensity of the kitchen. Everyone there is super cool but are in their late thirties-early forties so there’s not much common ground there. Plus any free moment I get, I’m paper bagging it in the walk-in. I do keep in touch with a few childhood friends and some people from high school but again it’s only like a check in type friendship. I really get along great with people and genuinely care about those I encounter, so why can’t I seem to make friends? Am I not around the right people or am I keeping myself blocked off? It would be nice to at least have someone to grab a coffee with ya know? 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I feel like shit. I am shit. I understand when it comes from someone who isn't trained. But a therapist? I don't know if I can handle groups with her leading anymore. PHP = partial hospitalization program",3.6221428571428578,6.823137351851853,5.337089947089948,70.53833333333333,82.8888888888889,9.011640211640213,33.64021164021164,9.23628265651192,4.34297671957672,243,14,38,8,7,82,45,54,0.223,0.73,0.047,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,2,0,4,2,2,1,0,9,8,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,8,1,3,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,1,3,23,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283134277860152,0.0,0.2759114480410553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396549181609492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406722964865331,0.19875463767596388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528979849292041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592028181100954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5711610367631613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28360199703606176,0.2357280409000235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230254602612203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26371235170045376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896284006284399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bitter-coffee,2018/02/28,"Back to square one (venting) Things seemed to be going really well at the end of last year. I had managed to talk to a really nice girl, got her number and actually dated her! I thought I must’ve been dreaming cause she was pretty great... and then my anxiety kicks in, after the holidays I see her again and I’m not capable of even carrying a normal conversation, I’m not capable of making a first move and kissing her as I always wanted. And so I immerse myself into this deep anxiety, I tried to control it but it’s just impossible. A few weeks ago she ended things, and I’m back to square one. Completely alone, feeling inadequate and sad. I should be happy that she was part of my life even for a fraction of a second but I can’t help but wonder if things had worked out if I was normal and didn’t had anxiety. I’m currently starting a natural herbal medication a family friend recommended (since my mom’s opposed to the idea of me going to therapy) . Hopefully I’ll get better and a new girl will come my way, this time I’ll explain my anxiety before hand and hope for the best... I just can’t believe I lost someone that was the first person I felt a real connection with in years ",4.0933613445378185,5.209938756302524,5.933865546218487,77.45525210084034,71.10084033613445,9.465546218487397,28.285714285714285,9.773937934552695,2.7017663865546218,936,34,181,23,17,324,138,238,0.096,0.7120000000000001,0.191,0.9765,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,7,9,12,0,0,15,0,15,4,1,3,0,41,37,18,0,8,9,1,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,9,14,0,2,7,2,0,4,5,2,1,5,13,6,27,10,24,20,3,30,0,2,3,1,16,6,0,6,19,125,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.10959927262350487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955686843233204,0.0,0.0,0.1163202586329721,0.0,0.0,0.09345169590843268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436702349484753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272035469972705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955683345622346,0.1265359651555739,0.11786339844284575,0.0993298961627593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537426888505704,0.0,0.0967459267930859,0.1177558797358497,0.0,0.12596626487165186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894830753285295,0.0,0.0,0.14836062817913812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587675517368278,0.0,0.05678778387748945,0.0,0.1078361113993294,0.0,0.0,0.19106324981004985,0.0,0.0,0.08677115066099626,0.0,0.05867782866922969,0.0,0.1276577864276763,0.0,0.08982531542893357,0.12382320358472305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955707993241067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752796530804601,0.0,0.0,0.22310020203892714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678537636581708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154840289353992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932853562334019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260065391703345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496842198091339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314145244941864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153721101051535,0.0,0.11936875107875748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847060197594616,0.0,0.0,0.2200817430914974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220959391413966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162179921676493,0.0,0.0,0.09806557740106167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426059856285682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783443331825847,0.14389852315193266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949727515616912,0.1022436581563887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290476696265144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516069172707402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949425865978417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027127620518,0.0,0.0,0.12843734346909152,0.0,0.2238431864617613,0.0,0.0,0.08916233804037024,0.065489410042767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625175335432073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624390001028622,0.08914719346267536,0.09008905847877262,0.0,0.10098101958937636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179641937802058,0.08176369912535209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446491212285452 socialanxiety,Qwertzy721,2018/02/28,"Getting a job terrifies me This is my first post on Reddit, btw I'm 17, I've only had one job. I was delivering pizzas. I went in nervous, but my family assured me I would do fine. I hated it so much, I kept screwing things up, the managers kept getting mad at me. Nobody liked me and I was know as the slow guy. I ended up texting the manager one day that I quit, didn't even have the guts to tell him in person. Then everyone made fun of me. After that I got really depressed and started having suicidal thoughts. My confidence dropped down even lower. If jobs are like this, I would rather die. Anyways, I'm going to graduate this year and I need to get a job to pay for college. But the thought of it scares me so much, I don't know what to do. None of my family understands how scary it is for me.",0.9397886579781628,2.9814954550898207,3.220817189151113,89.46771046143009,82.47305389221556,6.56414230362804,22.997182106375483,7.724431198458867,1.1268354350123282,619,22,134,11,17,212,105,167,0.229,0.662,0.109,-0.9768,5,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,7,11,3,2,7,0,14,3,1,2,1,20,33,11,2,5,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,10,3,1,2,5,0,1,2,3,6,0,3,11,0,24,5,19,20,3,19,0,1,0,1,4,7,1,1,10,94,34,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883409045118295,0.0,0.11798085569226648,0.0,0.1421638334475531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132380976155495,0.0,0.0,0.18094827598709975,0.0,0.0,0.1308904625195985,0.0,0.0,0.2582655054904937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651529816885252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469952102541465,0.0,0.07784901106823963,0.0,0.10955558874580514,0.0,0.0,0.1356319456664219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523960003789912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437268952170039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505614841112026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384322468182985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296139884349346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013924336158608,0.10156909136940533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185642673163964,0.10417962362804707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960583735851832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118917806319344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456953164620288,0.0,0.0,0.08775303124893805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371410883890043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695529893545704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983411890593207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119726742748252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100356606023532,0.0,0.0,0.21749397464000045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260123133592326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698202867169833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461362459708945,0.0,0.0,0.08821076531756937 socialanxiety,Serenity_Crystal,2018/02/28,"First interaction after ghosting Hi all, I hope I can keep this short. Sorry if it is long. I joined a group activity recently. There was a guy I liked there. Let's call it X. So at first, I didn't even consider interacting with him, because I thought he was way out of my league. Months passed, we only interacted through the group activity, but not that much. Then we went for lunch with the other people from that activity. I found out that he was single, but wished to remain single. We were talking about relationships and how touch is important. I expressed how I have been away from my family and how I was touch deprived. He offered me a hug. Honestly, it felt like heaven. I asked him for another one afterwards and it felt even better. And this is when I made the mistake....I felt loved by that action and I misunderstood that as being liked. We exchanged numbers that day, since I have askes him to go out for a coffee way before that as well. I made a joke about the hug he gave me. No response. I asked him out on a date through email (not a good idea), but he politely declined through email. We started texting for a bit about the group activity, while being a bit overfriendly, I guess. I tried to play it very cool with being rejected but I was very hurt. I started to seriously panic to the point where I started to obviously avoiding him. He confronted me about that and I said that I liked him a lot and don't know what to do and he said that he likes me too, but I just need to relax and stop texting so much. I apologized for my behaviour that night. No response.He seemed absolutely normal to me even when he didn't respond, he would greet me, but since the group activity was very busy, we couldn't interact that much. I did tell everyone about my social anxiety at that point. I took a break from the group activity and I texted him to ask him what he meant through email. But...truth to be told my delivery was quite forceful, I was angry that I had these feelings, I didnt understand what he meant. I apologized after that, as I having a lot of stress at work at the time. I didn't receive any response through those texts. He informed everyone that he would be on a holiday for a couple of days, but he did replied to group emails, but he ignored my email completely. I realised that I was ghosted. I felt really bad about my actions, as I didn't want that to happen. I was thinking how I made him uncomfortable. I wanted to remediate the situation, so I asked him to go out for a coffee to resolve the situation and talk. He said yes, but I didn't understand if he was angry or not. I did send him a text asking him to call him to ask him something for a bit (I was planning to ask him, if he was angry at me). He didn't respond. I then replied to my text saying what I wanted to ask him and that I will trust myself that we will have a civil conversation. It is the first time for me going out for a coffee to solve a problem, instead of having fun. I am going to meet him this week and I am absolutely terrified. It affected me to the degree where I had to take a day off from work one day before we meet, so I can be relaxed. I don't understand him. He makes me very anxious. He knows that I have social anxiety and i am terrified of meeting him. I want to solve the situation, but I am scared. I know that my behaviour is wrong, but it really came out because of my anxiety. I didn't understand what he meant. Any advice on how to cope before I meet him? Edit: I also wanted to add that he seemed a bit anxious when we interacted after I confessed. When he said that he likes me, it sounded very sincere and honest. He did say in that group email that he was very anxious about the group activity as well and he might have been a little bit distant towards others because he didn't want to disappoint them. Edit2: In my reconciliation email, I did express that I didn't want to communicate through texts as they can be misinterpreted. I broke my own promise, because I was and still am so freaking anxious about what is going to happen. I also said that I didn't want to date him as he might be extremely handsome and a nice guy, but not a good communicator. I just wanted to make sure that he stays in the group and not leave because of what happened. Of course, I will keep you posted for updates.",3.451397291001637,4.910257299421968,4.887386765593998,83.01736951082738,73.11560693641619,8.031231127599,27.24570787680097,8.62455149775513,1.9176268656716424,3384,124,691,62,67,1132,294,865,0.13699999999999998,0.7120000000000001,0.151,0.9461,0,2,1,0,0,0,104.0,9,1,2,9,38,47,1,4,41,2,77,4,0,11,3,128,149,61,2,20,23,0,7,6,0,7,0,8,0,2,52,40,1,5,24,5,1,13,21,16,2,5,58,16,127,31,105,74,14,78,2,5,0,3,132,27,0,12,39,491,179,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692875566458702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680997427895117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531629365269896,0.050357628863280934,0.11021529316939843,0.21701499824420015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040658423584248,0.0,0.04512037755902175,0.0,0.04009825505962004,0.14637573011654512,0.0,0.1225953363469724,0.0,0.0,0.042473559487263515,0.2621502944498175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980762874112209,0.054926965020398316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05035252785063137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313793546768432,0.0,0.12388671116371618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951587217438911,0.0,0.0,0.09177848593388202,0.0,0.0,0.045273002720341585,0.0,0.02428251120607443,0.0,0.18444330133556672,0.0,0.0,0.12254824509239085,0.0,0.052656127470172134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646648177714324,0.08056094948919237,0.0,0.0,0.05290414188371556,0.0951031448579905,0.12740309604668282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769893088075915,0.0,0.0,0.051410968635634616,0.054213549326225664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537234611535277,0.0,0.0,0.07917863982802814,0.0,0.0,0.05085076217356309,0.0,0.049108064411474237,0.0,0.14077337963376169,0.04813292966842238,0.0,0.042499963034617685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165702498832245,0.043343773895033945,0.13632516134583314,0.06411313921953754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189231129556173,0.0,0.0,0.03833250991488565,0.0,0.10591008091805758,0.035609383770679105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04506751917927521,0.04705358290086472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650849692931446,0.036524617369704034,0.0,0.056346127233624164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033293978332433534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079690593394554,0.0,0.045993970461169084,0.0,0.0,0.04595273551073927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107971694477216,0.0,0.0,0.061531147412136715,0.0,0.04741816771260908,0.05156008772131093,0.0,0.0,0.22841036593523845,0.07638164570360956,0.048080666877400965,0.0,0.0,0.08743897385707636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945233607760398,0.16194385702221506,0.0,0.09790938007118588,0.0,0.03697142522856852,0.0,0.05375923254059123,0.1019754652280046,0.05118747635121981,0.038352239834453065,0.04015043568343471,0.05501163297051137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526230114720667,0.0,0.03610827036991705,0.07720016969733633,0.04197532411341525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03077200969261357,0.0,0.03812590181888259,0.056006669908915487,0.0,0.0,0.04588924296694101,0.05335672513686222,0.03260532334390108,0.0,0.0,0.19997981292729614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23775028737149614,0.25493360033623946,0.07623885196568088,0.038522168372952574,0.0,0.08635916291679234,0.04451897452251825,0.0,0.0,0.05522553434903442,0.0,0.0,0.0699244733530966,0.0,0.0,0.0682301195358346,0.052506994487166544,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tartetan,2018/02/28,"Got yelled at in public, feeling very anxious, unsure of what to do now Story time, I'm Chinese and hence I celebrate Chinese New Year. On the first day of Chinese New Year, I went to a temple to pray with my family. When I was standing in front of a statue with my joss sticks, a 40+ year old lady bumped into my joss sticks, and she started yelling at me because her sleeve got burnt (she kept talking about the burnt holes on her shirt). Everyone started to stare and I was so scared, because she kept yelling over and over that I purposefully did it, and that I should pay her for burning her shirt. I do not bring my wallet with me when I pray, and hence I kept apologizing. I told her I didn't mean to, it was an accident, and I'm sorry because I don't have money on me. She then calls a random stranger (I think someone who works at the temple) and tells him what I did. I assume this guy is her husband, and I apologize to him because it was really a mistake. He tells her to drop it and she gets really angry, and storms off. At this point, I'm crying because I'm scared and anxious, and I hurriedly finish my prayer by going to burn off some paper offerings, but I was interrupted by one of her sons (a guy in a white shirt) coming up to me and demanding I pay. She thus starts shouting at me again. I rush behind my mother who's a little distance away from me, and the lady starts shouting at my mother. My mother defends me by asking her if there was anyone who saw me purposefully burn her shirt, and the lady gets really angry and shouts so loudly that I'm a liar and a cheat. At this point I'm so scared, I leave via the side door to calm down and cry it out, but another one of her sons (I presume a gangster, a guy in a red shirt) comes up to me and demands I pay, and insists that I did not apologize, and I kept denying that I did something wrong. I get annoyed and raise my voice slightly by telling him that I already apologized, I have no money, what more does he want? So he yells really really loudly (everyone in the temple can hear) at me, and mom comes running out. While she's talking to the guy, the lady runs up from behind them with a pole, wanting to hit me. Luckily, mum stops her. Red shirt turns to me and smirks at me, telling me crying is of no use, why am I acting like the victim? Mom says that we should get the police involved, and the guy just insists that I pay, no need for police. The situation ended with the first son (White) talking to my mother and them exchanging numbers, but the guy in white keeps texting mom and demanding she pays up. The shirt i accidentally burnt was $28. My mother lodged a police report, but I'm so scared to leave the house. I don't know what to do, I don't know if I did something wrong and I'm so scared. I'm 19 but I don't think I'll be protected because of my age. I don't know if i should have just paid.",5.270705714866789,4.620280892617451,6.183837705918242,82.89543115720969,68.09395973154362,9.036322961155177,29.470002033760423,8.296473431620573,1.856595749440716,2236,68,482,27,33,744,230,596,0.175,0.778,0.047,-0.9971,0,0,2,0,3,0,76.0,1,0,2,3,14,14,4,5,33,0,32,7,7,2,0,79,80,47,0,10,12,13,1,1,0,3,0,12,1,6,23,41,0,7,9,0,9,11,11,12,0,4,23,20,90,2,71,52,2,72,2,0,7,0,70,35,0,6,25,312,113,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510057594605328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136178295979607,0.0,0.1537659492047234,0.0,0.04758575947619139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362240018650651,0.0,0.06394007547839058,0.0,0.0,0.24891481157346965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949194088093258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587051713346047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242662364683856,0.04388995666212975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059555540699507824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060276683626281836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005926890191685,0.0,0.0,0.06415636055539213,0.0,0.03441074040859436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577539114785225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222407653257438,0.0,0.03867732327233714,0.0,0.10885987796295696,0.0,0.0,0.4043119266343346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670312631694179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852653263205528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049056490321277,0.0,0.0,0.11220403021357576,0.0,0.0,0.1441212040948979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033248320035134935,0.06820916230076239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413203469297222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23911618906901325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046204861778562,0.0,0.13145622074672372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141245618079302,0.0,0.09223189330959633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866827213550194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179894330814027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412020527824645,0.3406755035649822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649686609793388,0.0,0.0,0.0576629274209209,0.1047843944375716,0.0,0.07618219465937197,0.19267920752933734,0.0,0.0,0.05689717211986783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410051104742795,0.2379328841857208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721401410232953,0.0,0.0,0.039683518789099016,0.0,0.0,0.06502963445095843,0.0,0.0,0.07402448592713283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877781898380108,0.0,0.05615264521984238,0.08028140882639477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630878273894497,0.061409208524933076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954497663650137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881529686941106,0.0,0.1314759008292581 socialanxiety,theseeker24,2018/02/28,"Telling my parents I have Social Anxiety While I've never been formally diagnosed with SA, I believe that I have a decent amount the acute symptoms of SA. I want to tell my parents that I have it, but I don't know the right way to approach it. How should I explain to my parents my SA and request therapy and or medication? 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I'm 17 and took my mom's vape pen to ""appeal"" to my very few friends. I don't actually want to do it. I leaned over and it fell out of my pocket. I lied to her and said it was a friend's not mine. But she probably dosent believe it cause I was stuttering so much. I'm not sure wether to put it back where it was or just go with my lie. And the anxiety I'm getting from it is making me have a breakdown.",0.9118699186991854,1.3947580731707347,3.1708943089430903,96.67065040650408,78.02439024390246,6.767479674796747,20.170731707317074,6.937597516519254,-0.06806341463414656,405,8,111,4,9,140,77,123,0.114,0.856,0.029,-0.7047,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,2,1,19,19,9,0,2,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,9,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,6,2,15,3,13,13,2,13,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,2,67,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.19209918504638987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059126415257096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136706012967294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178482761418533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222126021107667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583809033446735,0.3041747801515993,0.0,0.10284706091410052,0.0,0.11187554511344204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140025861502638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611014367804473,0.0,0.0,0.14470889214473998,0.0,0.0,0.1901209172496079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852982982582756,0.0,0.21223978279980224,0.0,0.0,0.19789066105901465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681105580502476,0.18725135920405567,0.156544635328621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035973108695897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553070863957175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870984847043795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242354077342994,0.1161084275621498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,primalscream1,2018/02/28,"Being at University is way more isolating than I ever expected it would be. Apologies but this will basically be a rant. I started university in September and was pretty optimistic (but also nervous) about making new friends. At school, I wasn't exactly a social hub, but over time I managed to end up with a solid group of friends. I've always been socially anxious but I was lucky in the sense that the few friends I had early on were very extroverted and good at introducing me into new friendship groups, and eased me into social situations pretty well. I decided to apply for a University which is known for being very sociable, and is located in a city that is really lively and exciting, thinking that it'd make my social life at University easier. Basically, where I live now has loads of great clubs, bars, pubs, music venues, social areas, restaurants; basically everything I could ask for. I live in accommodation with 100s of other students that I see every day, I'm on a course with 100s of other students , and have countless societies that I could choose to go to if I wished. On top of that, I live within a 5 minute walk of 3 good friends from school that chose the same University as me. So my life should be great right? Well, the reality is that University has been the most isolating experience I've ever had. I barely leave my room most days and feel completely ignored by the majority of people I've met, including people that live on the same floor as me. Most of the girls on my floor won't even acknowledge me if I walk past them in the corridor of our living space. I almost never contact the friends I have from school that live near me because I'm afraid of being the annoying friend that pesters them, and all of them have settled in well and made lots of new friends so its intimidating to make contact with them. The cruel catch of living in a city with loads of events and stuff to do is that I have no one to go with, so all of these great opportunities are just wasted on me. The advice I get given is to join up to new societies but out of the few that I have joined, I haven't really made any proper friends. Theres a lot of people I get along with but none I'd be able to invite out for drinks or to go clubbing with, for example. I have made 4 friends on my floor, so I'm not a complete loner, but they all have other social groups that I don't fit in with or haven't met. So yeah, I've basically gone from having a social life that I was ok with to being a loner at a time that's meant to be the best year of my life. 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I used to be made fun of due to my weight, which made me insecure. Throughout elementary I thought i was ugly, fat, and awkward. I would rarely speak to anybody who I didn’t know well, had no confidence in my actions, and became depressed due to my insecurity. My thoughts were so oppressive that I was afraid to even speak to somebody—knowing they will judge me. As I got older I understood that all people can judge; but their judgements have no place in my life, and who I am. Now, I realize that taking into account what people think or say is my own choice. There is no reason to base what I think on things people say. They do not know me, and therefore cannot judge me. Any judgement they have is false; or is based solely on a superficial characteristic. If I’m overweight, who should care? If I’m awkward, why does it matter that someone points it out? I understand insecurities are very strong and rooted in the past. Now, I understand that whatever opinions or thoughts someone may have about me are meaningless—allowing me to discard my insecurities. If you can understand that any opinion of you that someone else holds—which you don’t hold yourself—does not matter, you can beat your social anxiety.",6.159712343096235,7.3369842468619275,6.4297672594142234,75.56967180962344,66.36401673640168,9.489644351464436,33.347541841004194,9.673873057562805,3.2340981171548115,1021,44,181,21,16,328,133,239,0.158,0.772,0.07,-0.9491,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,5,4,3,8,12,0,7,2,0,27,4,1,8,1,46,46,16,0,5,10,0,1,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,16,7,3,1,13,0,1,1,8,8,1,0,12,5,36,4,20,29,2,16,0,1,0,0,19,9,0,10,6,128,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637024826301713,0.0,0.27623302099134245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271851091610615,0.12364637026175156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366882242865696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533082487165156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005481783131154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949889234998941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626560859483843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844573514916164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501623093948346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277815239173928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149004873391993,0.2503344849281394,0.0,0.12575413784186099,0.0,0.11378232049998467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375362453571985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914356178191131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680859941852773,0.3059505616986179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049829946670013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799640965046119,0.15424801685734904,0.0,0.2866652912113305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37590764135576665,0.0,0.10395533454994813,0.0,0.0993124127538998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657019847457498,0.10822115414656693,0.0,0.1086092496629774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550270792736521,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,WhatupIdk,2018/03/01,"Need advice/help please - do I have social anxiety or am I just shy? I've always been a shy person, but recently I've noticed some things which are making me feel like I might have social anxiety. I had a friend invite me to her house a couple weeks ago to catch up with each other and I was really excited to meet up with her, but on the way there she told me she'd have 2 of her friends there as well who I'd never met before. This really took me off guard and I suddenly became really scared because I was expecting to meet her but suddenly had it sprung on me that I'd be meeting 2 new people. So I ended up going home instead and not meeting up with them. A couple of days ago I was invited out to go clubbing on Friday with a friend and 3 of her own friends. I was down but today I found out that they had got a group together of about 5 people (7 in total) who would be going to the club. I don't drink so I know I wouldn't be able to have as much fun and/or socialise with the people I don't know, making me feel very shy and nervous about it. I'm scared that I'd spend the whole night attached to my friend like an insect because I wouldn't be able to socialise with anyone else and she's the only person I know, also as everyone else is drunk and I'm not, I'd just feel like I'm tagging along with everyone. On top of all this I have a mild stutter, which gets TERRIBLE when I'm nervous or under pressure. I tend to stumble over my words a lot and speak really fast which is what makes me stutter. So thats kinda decreased my self confidence even more. Whats annoying me the most about all this is my friend who invites me to all these to help me make more friends is getting annoyed with me now because I'm always cancelling on her and being very inconsistent (going from ""I want to make friends and be a part of a group"" to ""I'm scared to hang out with these people""). Its really getting me and making me feel so shitty. A lot of this could just be considered as someone being ""shy"" which is why I'm confused. Often if you see me hanging around with friends you would 100% think I'm an extrovert because of how loud, outgoing and confident I can be. But with new people I'm so awkward, quiet and introverted. Is anyone able to give me any advice and tell me what they think I am? Thank you.",4.834025839025834,4.541581062370064,5.927106474606477,83.16507016632019,68.93762993762994,8.95043065043065,28.40518265518265,8.527137837955566,1.8417062073062072,1805,54,385,25,28,604,206,481,0.125,0.715,0.16,0.9706,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,3,3,1,22,29,2,8,19,0,42,2,0,7,5,84,84,34,0,9,13,0,4,3,9,5,0,3,1,3,25,31,2,1,10,4,1,8,7,13,1,0,13,8,57,16,62,55,15,44,0,0,1,0,44,19,0,11,19,262,82,0,0.20865542653638255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796522264139883,0.12330696405098203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562055640533863,0.11574535327732476,0.0,0.0,0.04729761504806496,0.0,0.10641388679021033,0.0,0.0,0.09726448380970187,0.07126404741468079,0.0,0.06191585571223807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695925484625712,0.0,0.05918346659470981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553145988090611,0.15391550718191113,0.0,0.04485516282773752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813429401837925,0.0,0.0,0.1162032231944032,0.0,0.06160225856649763,0.0,0.0,0.045938313783695145,0.0,0.0,0.13291946785825084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066993740117395,0.09937565227261153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625996846203871,0.4836199948495338,0.0,0.10901384843011934,0.06672043267405826,0.15811158315575696,0.0,0.05562693521237037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323822275980817,0.0,0.06976613517986036,0.0,0.0,0.08025344920305426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467156561357375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193850181297973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826092136837915,0.0,0.0,0.2785582348979516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378347800382183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051128582235107765,0.051571784971139366,0.0536426427146272,0.13434714077539886,0.0,0.06526966103272039,0.0,0.0,0.07918519535684232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289728475151298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531783120534065,0.0,0.2410923343200119,0.12145991349105613,0.0,0.0763470000961118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278334861126373,0.0,0.06867402044215329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890048219638285,0.0,0.05542378674678493,0.0,0.07255770531169299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179862050425082,0.05893102193060833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060791346551000665,0.06403396100467998,0.0,0.0,0.046207131295446666,0.08913198145843779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592698230594844,0.06645973392912542,0.07727461877024126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114775052704369,0.04102345888228273,0.05520698849130402,0.055790265755392136,0.0,0.06253542898851841,0.0,0.062759689391197,0.07765211073766892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881521892986386,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,justcause1776,2018/03/01,"I defeated social anxiety And my life has been worse for it. Odd I know. But anxiety is a natural defence. Maybe we have it for a reason maybe were not strange after all. Everyone's brain is wired differently. After getting over my anxiety and getting close to people I can say my life is 10 x more stressful and I don't feel like myself anymore . Some people are just wired to want to be alone. But this world tells us we can't that were not normal everyone's normal is different . All those things I thought I would enjoy if I could just be ""normal"". Turns out I was wrong .I don't have sa anymore but I will be retreating back to my old ways when I was happy. People and relationships are more complicated and fucked than I could have ever imagined .",1.4002098150782345,4.039419141891893,3.074921763869132,86.89084637268849,87.31081081081079,6.359032716927456,21.97866287339972,7.669130373188453,1.2957783783783787,595,21,115,12,19,196,90,148,0.16,0.7559999999999999,0.085,-0.8462,2,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,0,1,5,8,2,1,2,0,26,4,1,1,3,34,34,10,0,8,8,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,2,20,3,11,21,5,11,0,1,0,1,7,4,1,2,7,86,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322186910812685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929818233889254,0.0,0.2532115745910542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816372268199633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251232245258647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038544512325633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667579456748977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547702876026394,0.0,0.24397184259588325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454943052851232,0.09120131680023058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802089053987135,0.13339560611907567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358979149800574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015935690707951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803420189875453,0.062368902813891965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565060341260144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752431478113145,0.0,0.0,0.1339591454405682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655129846104549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125716265688606,0.0,0.13706054831669126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101521454909598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013470215991774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623568174455298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158167476075913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481254962021165,0.0,0.0,0.10134887738378584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885892471435735,0.0,0.0,0.1535609240002743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529799068892147,0.10133166287392033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009785466283258,0.0906869829803415,0.13957768058447273,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Blu1,2018/03/01,"Not quite sure how to feel I'm a senior in college and most majors at my school require seniors to do a year long thesis project to give us experience with handling a project on our own. Students then present their results sometime in the spring semester. I just gave my thesis presentation today, and it went just a badly as I'd expected. I've been preparing for nearly two weeks, but just got too nervous today. Several students and some professors were laughing at the beginning of my talk and this just made me extremely anxious to the point of forgetting my place which caused me to stammer a bit. I eventually got back on track and finished, and I guess it went a bit better since most of them had stopped laughing at that point. I just don't know how to feel after this. On one hand, I'm happy I was actually able to give a 20 minute presentation on research I've done. On the other hand, I'm just extremely sad that this always happens. I just can't deliver a decent presentation like a normal person. I gave several presentations last year, and this happened on all but one of them. I don't know what's wrong with me. I just want to be a normal person. I don't know how I'm going to get through life being laughed at all the time. Just needed to vent. 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I'm not sure if anyone is in this position but I really don't have any friends, I transferred schools and i'm now out of school and don't talk to anyone I went to school with... most people have a couple good friends and meet friends through their friends... Idk just seems awkward to ask someone if they wanna hang out would come off as weird probably unless I asked if they wanna smoke? not ciggs idk sucks not having anyone besides people online to be friends with",4.01561224489796,5.903296632653063,3.636479591836736,90.80941326530613,72.46938775510203,6.124489795918367,27.556122448979593,6.6274283507984215,1.114730612244898,402,15,79,3,8,120,63,98,0.077,0.6659999999999999,0.258,0.9732,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,3,12,1,1,1,0,8,0,0,1,1,26,16,10,0,6,9,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,1,0,7,9,18,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,14,4,1,5,1,50,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908515785856619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747967910881082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24493646285534704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128457436922942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449500914607194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197325214204554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7084772192862189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987740579159644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816391683983412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124121200972745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392258154719104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977399533282625,0.0,0.11925837112661727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109967042972424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346687226868548,0.0,0.0,0.10529362460098993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143921987147673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305933680006816,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kurtisdeadlol,2018/03/01,"Are all people with social anxiety losers or are there any exceptions? I mean, is it possible for a person with SA to hold a well paying job, even if it means not talking to other people or being considered weird. Speaking for me, I have an adequately well paying job. And I think I might have a real chance with a girl too. I broke with my ex because of reasons known and unknown. But, if I manage to do a little bit effort, I think I might be able to pull through. Can anyone else relate to this or has gone through a similar experience?",4.744726301735652,5.39832040186916,6.031241655540723,79.04710280373834,69.2803738317757,8.731108144192259,28.369826435247003,8.841846274778883,2.168248064085448,421,14,81,7,7,142,73,107,0.097,0.8420000000000001,0.061,-0.5803,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,7,0,12,0,0,1,1,25,17,8,0,2,8,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,1,6,0,2,2,1,3,2,0,1,1,10,2,15,12,2,3,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,7,0,63,14,5,0.1707424238099552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611070319796385,0.0,0.1306174868720504,0.0,0.0,0.11938707268701375,0.1749457905994385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408299678066707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640650490041288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263338590392732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277376061632476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670188533885589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33887101928637003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112876430176086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371977108771553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622614589217324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367425963874721,0.14908569862855434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924864283251296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434225856943332,0.0,0.17555164878716278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405039897379948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372362926503786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880970180103174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070358886918239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LONER18,2018/03/01,Useful skills? Anybody ever feel like you don't have any useful skills? Like your not perticurlly good at anything? The only skill I have is videogames. 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Others I can barely make eye contact. I’ve been working at my social anxiety for years now and some days it almost feels like I’m over it. Conversation comes easy, I’m not hyperfocused on how everyone probably hates me, I don’t agonize over social missteps, etc. Other days I can barely hold eye contact. I feel incredibly uneasy in social situations, I perceive shifts in tone of voice, facial expressions as indications that I’ve done something wrong or people hate me, and so on. Can anyone relate? What gives? I feel like it’s a chemical thing — in that case, do I even have a hope of ridding myself of SA?",3.76619225037258,6.062999926229513,5.37152011922504,76.30559612518631,74.327868852459,8.042921013412817,25.845007451564822,8.841846274778883,2.2789901639344263,509,18,88,11,11,172,82,122,0.146,0.772,0.08199999999999999,-0.8355,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,0,2,0,8,3,3,2,0,19,20,6,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,7,12,3,13,18,3,14,0,0,2,0,8,8,0,6,7,55,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056185758945847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674043948458343,0.0,0.0,0.10670316561757556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145347910460106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952478241107357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616526594866845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019204549405598,0.10079246425538194,0.0,0.0,0.14581815928235295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086414905012685,0.21803840965311064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463901539152816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30132660791316723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156864334805412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910767583693527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186330545419099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951797856387836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579530891628536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453122735631434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153152250427495,0.0,0.4666768720310507,0.0,0.117480804308731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138227213496616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109638483774892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684679873849886,0.0,0.09827096015929827 socialanxiety,runbmb,2018/03/01,"New Job, New Meds, Same Anxiety. And found out I'll have to be giving speeches Also posted this in /r/anxiety -- I've started a new job which has given me a lot of anxiety. I'm not an overly social person but I am in the communications field. I'm a good talker, but I freeze in group situations and freak out about speeches. And, lucky me, I apparently will have to give some speeches as part of my new job. Wasn't told that until after taking it. I had a panic attack during one in college and since it's been a huge point of anxiety. I've given only two since then (5 years or so) Ativan works for me. Of course, I can't take a benzo every day. I started Buspar yesterday. I took 2 15 mg pills but it made me super dizzy and felt horrible, so I've cut it down to taking 5 mg 3 times a day to start. I guess I'm asking for some tips from people in similar spots. My anxiety is awful, and although I don't know when I'll eventually give a speech, it's all I've been thinking about to the point where I dread my new job even though I'm not in any immediate danger. What do you guys do? What should I do? Losing hope in myself, I guess.",2.8174884061508436,3.5333263651452285,5.068284110324631,83.97534293385407,73.73029045643153,7.828264583841835,22.890163534293386,8.124751697461798,1.064102562850866,878,21,192,13,17,309,138,241,0.183,0.727,0.091,-0.9722,5,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,3,9,11,3,2,11,1,17,1,0,1,1,29,43,19,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,10,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,11,6,21,4,28,29,6,34,0,1,0,0,11,15,0,8,17,116,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561756502143198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430231397168161,0.0,0.3616809828771183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839845893657572,0.10757275926344163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219634757680274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245430923413221,0.0,0.07966873661737521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078998829538623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367737211555596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721243897249696,0.0,0.07931030954474215,0.0,0.0,0.2083314010373888,0.09362674974899053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391689142426947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753347465462265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05196630604041404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578560867104228,0.0,0.08038936940776023,0.0,0.08947255308872631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503201941485273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566209109359118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407458072526602,0.07191520775169387,0.0,0.11094280345207877,0.0,0.10239651248609996,0.0,0.06555423550154367,0.08256392509789673,0.0,0.0,0.17877472301371328,0.0,0.0905599066941587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643781281929942,0.10628654462440597,0.0,0.0963894205569325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200784766427986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328632184611104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058860104081563,0.09290222241697817,0.0,0.05513721418641157,0.0,0.0,0.09035370331553076,0.10505681508795958,0.0,0.0,0.09236889675623804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883895561746266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060891902781275487 socialanxiety,nos-urprises,2018/03/01,"Making mistakes is second nature to me. Does anyone else feel like overthinking and micromanaging everything fuck up your daily lives and happiness, although fully aware of the problem, there's not much you can do?",10.596666666666673,11.30139644444445,9.130000000000004,61.665000000000006,56.77777777777778,11.644444444444444,37.444444444444436,11.20814326018867,4.717377777777777,176,7,23,4,2,54,35,36,0.194,0.67,0.136,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,6,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,3,2,3,6,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270493584705849,0.33271047382881724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284161636969513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712590068346378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918342930219142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418644191605758,0.2319775648039963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30019521366569946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34566680049223303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864010194014205,0.0,0.28673065853364954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675081541589974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387040231191526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107098798715087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xjunkz,2018/03/01,"Showing empathy/sympathy for others I have a hard time showing care for those that are hurt or having a breakdown. My girlfriend is an emotional/loud/talkative person and is quite definitely the most opposite from me but it works out pretty well. When im depressed, she does a great job of making me feel better knowing what to say and how she says it. However, when there are times she needs me, i kind of just sit there quiet while the only monotone thing i can say is, ""oh wow it sucks...itll be alright...."" Like its so hard to add on and I feel like a complete dick for not showing more. I care but its hard for me to show it. Anyone else have that problem?",2.124873752202,4.378498480916034,3.292671755725191,89.40386964180858,79.45801526717555,6.168173810921902,23.817381092190253,7.321109707123232,1.0299378743394008,515,18,104,7,13,166,89,131,0.122,0.643,0.235,0.9661,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,8,13,0,0,7,1,10,1,1,2,0,18,17,11,0,2,5,0,5,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,12,5,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,9,13,10,12,16,2,8,0,2,0,1,8,2,1,2,7,72,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015983942496914,0.16142451411830885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933665072724755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212573319784938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165184003202305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356941550796293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786958267646182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160948278720466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932000159844653,0.11255090726149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369504183859147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233908627769843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865627149711787,0.0,0.17017673526336025,0.0,0.15634011384225305,0.0,0.0,0.16405993467507451,0.08658317171089924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539380535915571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516319086864996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681837663159568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982084654136195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756310672375935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028093986680314,0.0,0.15075026287216384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756958364449384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37586075259012536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266295221198452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466657436343972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837327009485728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165279135650125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469537800109245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mahoakotyc,2018/03/01,"Girl asked me out to hand out with her friends How fucked I am? I want to go, but I can literally see myself just sitting there not talking to anyone. 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And promptly started to over think it. My fiance had to sit there and convince me it wasn't a pity invite. Now I'm anxiously awaiting next week hoping I don't fuck it up and be too awkward. 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Have you ever felt so guilty and find it hard to do everything as always?Well i have, and no, unlike most of the people i know i couldn’t handle this one at all. It’s terrible that i am now addicted to the stuff i’m supposed to avoid, Mobile Legends, anime girls, candies and sweet food, and even junk food. But then, there is this one thing i constantly fantasise about, escaping this house, this town with a brown haired girl of 5 ft 4 height, with a penis, which is essentially the way i see myself as, when i look in the mirror, which means i’m always thinking of running away with a version of myself no one would ever see or imagine of seeing, the penis is not the issue here, that i’m pretty sure about. She’s there almost 24/7 every day of every week throughout approximately 4/5 years of my life, S(He)’s the reason i keep banging my head against a wall, the reason i think of smoking, the reason I want to stop blaming he(r) for whatever has happened in my life since then. I used to hate my life, not saying that I don’t now, but it’s pleasures and the slow pace that it’s going at makes it at least worth going through. I’ve got a thousand reasons not to enjoy this life but one fact might just change all of that, I’d bring you there any moment soon. Moving on, I get horny almost all the time, and the feeling might have just become worse to the point that i think of putting an action figure inside my anus. It’s a shame because I grew up in such a peaceful household that seems rather, quite foreign to acts of sex except when we discuss about it or outside of the fact that my parents gave birth to the two of us. I thought that this would all end as soon as I try to stop watching hentai for almost a month. THE HORNY-NESS just got worse, a moment before my last fap my head felt like exploding. I can’t even write outside of my head or when I’m not in the mood, a completely moody, touchy-feely person who relies solely on mood and instinct, and it’s been going like crap for me, Look at the english I’m typing with, it keeps exaggerating and going around as if I’m some kind of writer. Any suggestions? TL,DR : 19, Asian, Catholic, Male, Heterosexual (I believe), Has an imaginary friend Shy around girls, horny all the time, runs on mood, difficult to think properly and focus.",7.753223834988539,5.758194521008402,7.573391902215433,79.30182200152791,63.87394957983194,10.167150496562265,32.35064935064936,8.296473431620573,2.2328521008403364,1856,51,383,18,22,594,247,476,0.113,0.818,0.069,-0.9566,1,1,0,0,0,0,65.0,2,2,0,1,29,19,2,2,32,0,20,14,6,6,10,82,60,29,0,6,16,1,5,2,1,4,5,1,0,5,29,18,2,5,18,0,1,13,9,8,0,6,7,14,37,8,62,48,10,63,0,0,7,1,18,21,1,12,30,244,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540876204704166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353567649511019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519019224094992,0.0,0.0,0.10655600523795186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394891949389196,0.0,0.0,0.07360869575793544,0.0,0.0,0.047759026707612666,0.08652706016655484,0.06666672061643468,0.0882691727924186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287973572440603,0.0,0.08214434594107267,0.08466425031334547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052672275720934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939134858925551,0.0,0.0,0.10349365817248242,0.14173698061175055,0.13201985732645066,0.0,0.07041238062511725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03961411841619668,0.0,0.15044899430240152,0.0,0.07160687305446826,0.0,0.1894727164700813,0.0,0.06052996617740721,0.0,0.08186515812354421,0.0,0.22262933693650067,0.0,0.12532099121355267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928115589792379,0.0,0.07018267472637148,0.0773505072726054,0.2412169595464585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040082618282262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177292435516145,0.0,0.13927514332356594,0.0,0.08158535795087844,0.043056941785003064,0.06386248987743914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221352536717825,0.07655184813648952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158190507119286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229659872331325,0.0,0.0,0.08534181961477189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622556255024526,0.0,0.0,0.06253507201423418,0.0832694554629705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123572524120306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699402019086377,0.0,0.0,0.054315288440075896,0.06840875150365351,0.0,0.0,0.0740623437371629,0.0,0.0,0.07970610178307642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875942255802386,0.0,0.08333067113791039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32221116387182536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230392590058492,0.0,0.0,0.1872949821538356,0.07132330415024067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648086646210279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100161677080507,0.0,0.0,0.08968748651958654,0.0,0.0,0.07384022773503188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052049636322516656,0.20080394906810187,0.0,0.062198014717674076,0.13705264058399402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053191827195391936,0.0,0.07653270962314128,0.0,0.09424065522561696,0.0676658349637988,0.0,0.0,0.04621053191685465,0.062187450137526634,0.06284447792998712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069512685475474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968264253021205,0.11130957634100316,0.0,0.0,0.05045228943524413 socialanxiety,psychedeliccolon,2018/03/01,"Is this creepy or am I just overreacting? There’s this guy who works for my dept who, I’ve been told, has a little crush on me. I am NOT interested in him and I have never met him. He decided to ask my coworkers for my FB (don’t have one) and shit. I told them I was not interested (not sure if they told him) and I haven’t heard of him since. Then I got a notification on IG that someone has followed and liked a bunch of my pics. I checked their profile and it is the guy. This is fine since my profile is public but I saw that he posted a drawing of me in the outfit I wore at the office Christmas party (after which he asked about me). People keep saying it’s sweet, but it’s a bit weird to me. I feel like they just think I’m bragging about it. I mean, It’s not *that* bad but just weird. I’ve never met him let alone talked to him. Nor has he ever tried to. It’s mostly just “distant admiration” from him which a friend has pointed out, like looking for my social media profiles and liking my pics. Is it weird that I don’t want anythig to do with him coz I find what he’s doing a little weird? Is it just my social anxiety making me anxious? I decided to block him and keep my IG private. His coworkers also talk about my IG on his FB page (coworker who is FB friends with him sent me a screenshot). They mention my IG handle any time they get. IDK any of them. I feel like I’m being watched.",0.6155555555555559,2.5522632659932647,2.693222222222225,93.38650000000004,83.00673400673398,5.441481481481482,20.001010101010106,6.588339656340683,0.07654262626262652,1078,30,248,11,30,363,141,297,0.098,0.7609999999999999,0.141,0.9644,1,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,7,1,11,19,1,0,11,0,24,1,1,2,4,42,49,15,0,2,14,0,2,5,2,0,0,2,0,2,21,10,0,3,7,0,1,2,10,6,0,1,12,8,52,13,27,35,4,19,0,0,3,0,47,10,1,3,11,166,73,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607675671914054,0.0,0.0973483547545425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556270941226606,0.0,0.0931239947203118,0.13752154739311084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22760438101580305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164042353160184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289888508712608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011279224287808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123101851675421,0.1739295123352937,0.0,0.0,0.11126006355965966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880983653353968,0.0,0.0635995003525626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973595190867601,0.0,0.0,0.24106594933323344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640047438845292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244783459573994,0.0,0.2973584491951142,0.2440131796279522,0.0,0.0,0.10222350521008053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125648628008025,0.0,0.0,0.1326009064439106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877731310308675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248817603983791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439305036413683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507528146503695,0.0,0.11658478980250934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680549450110157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495527368661642,0.2013945264574652,0.0,0.0,0.24817915002424565,0.10314240632799468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473016598295305,0.0,0.0,0.1956857706920664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780004040930313,0.0,0.0,0.0709824111008427,0.0,0.0,0.3489579846132583,0.0,0.08264745857722451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180018479907785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862172526292833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,meurseault,2018/03/01,"I feel like nobody has it worse than me. Can you imagine being 24, in your final semester of college, going to the same university for six years, and never making a single fucking friend? Can you imagine being a kissless virgin who's never even gone out with a girl? Can you imagine going to classes every day, sitting in your chair, and never talking to anyone around you? Can you imagine coming back to your apartment, hiding from your roommates, and crying every night because of how excruciating it is to feel alone? How it feels to know you've gone through years therapy and wasting so much fucking money for nothing--*and here you are.* There is nothing good about me. Nobody wants to be my friend. Nobody wants to talk to me. Everyone hates me. When I'm around other people I am immediately picked apart like a fucking freak show. These are the thoughts that play through my head, day in and day out. Sometimes I walk back from class in tears because I want so desperately to talk to others but I'm absolutely terrified, petrified to do so. On the rare occasion I do, it invariably ends in humiliating failure or leads nowhere. There is no point. I want to die. Unfortunately my brother's sudden death nine years ago (an event I realize traumatized me and possibly is at the root of my anxiety and depression) makes it near impossible for me to rob my parents of their now only child. But I fantasize about suicide daily. I am tired of the constant pain. I sometimes think about killing myself in front of others. To be perfectly honest I have no good reason for posting all of this here. I honestly wish someone would talk to me and offer to be my friend. Though I don't know why anyone would want to be friends with a piece of shit like me. Sorry.",4.605838383838382,6.651970048484852,5.267575757575759,79.06580808080808,71.24242424242425,7.6767676767676765,29.494949494949488,8.401726058763845,2.329737373737373,1396,57,245,23,27,450,180,330,0.235,0.6459999999999999,0.12,-0.9941,1,1,0,0,0,4,40.0,0,10,1,2,20,22,6,0,11,0,25,8,2,8,5,52,51,18,4,8,3,2,3,3,4,2,2,0,0,2,12,15,0,0,13,2,1,8,6,9,0,2,3,3,39,13,53,40,5,46,0,1,0,4,25,16,4,1,23,178,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272924505402086,0.0,0.0,0.09665919923681572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139532292578597,0.0,0.0,0.13051359066498058,0.0,0.0,0.16616261828745746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435262556443632,0.0,0.11378322067271936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039342349426774,0.0,0.1008539300378812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251593511939634,0.18056565350094764,0.0,0.08038288501571178,0.0,0.09685926594069046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266051125420358,0.0,0.0,0.061641968847899034,0.0,0.1572649778995815,0.08917847676753103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156764558144366,0.0666732228186634,0.0,0.10223577296862776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884185450864034,0.2588394578597368,0.0,0.0,0.10608039869802988,0.1565574478438839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921416373498118,0.0957809948197786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325311024371778,0.0,0.1025807652783368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678538534837256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459373323072588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860649017753838,0.0,0.2159398880009164,0.0,0.0,0.08758158671291685,0.0,0.08955030457485152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097980988471812,0.09930709693209937,0.0,0.10362920351354507,0.0,0.0,0.06470157451402224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822470412322232,0.10521279377060527,0.08938199806810397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959562686088978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957993924436973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907613316252671,0.0,0.18460667344477166,0.1044725552263996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208519577838172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000526090510179,0.0,0.0,0.1067281909250088,0.0,0.0,0.05980052783699055,0.09169384739585336,0.07409165263514557,0.0,0.1072662936309357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752350452349725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421360079892777,0.0,0.10732208059016822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095108750141897,0.13259443251778485,0.0,0.0,0.180299653636134 socialanxiety,rebeccaxhealy,2018/03/01,"What should I tell my teacher? Last week, my teacher lent me a book and a few days ago, she also gave me some papers for an English contest. I asked her when to return those papers and I think she said something along the lines ”You can keep them just like the book.” I've finished reading the book and I'm returning it to her tomorrow, but what if she tells me to keep it? What should I say to her?",0.2548192771084388,2.524511168674703,1.5795301204819303,98.52134337349399,87.9156626506024,4.283855421686749,19.143373493975908,5.6839178017228535,-0.3724207228915657,309,9,70,2,10,98,54,83,0.0,0.97,0.03,0.316,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,10,7,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,17,1,6,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,14,0,0,2,10,48,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23675237317697675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135856450239632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496859276775388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224600946814073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747900981202007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21770774821366964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048293694290766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26715460904481103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540564597054231,0.21239459092056914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056130282304492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668834619469752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113557452867464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423733719211807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,baysbeanie,2018/03/01,"I haven’t posted on this sub for so long.. I’ve deleted a lot of posts from the past, but I used to post almost every other day. _ But an update on myself I guess is that I’m doing okay. Not amazing and not completely satisfied but going through the motions. My SA always gets at an all time high when I’m working but I haven’t worked in about 7 months. I’m still going to community college and everyday is difficult. I’ve been having to force myself to be more present and focus on my breathing. Although I feel like I’m breathing too heavily in class and get paranoid about it. And having to interact with more people (group projects and what not). I have a hard time going out in public too like I avoid restaurants and stores in general. It’s safe to say I’m home 99.9% of the time. I also haven’t been to therapy in 7 months as well. I feel like I should but I don’t need to because my therapist has given me all the tools to help my SA. And I haven’t been doing any of the things that she suggest that was working for me. Like journaling, working out, making goals exc. I know I need to get my shit together and I’ve been making excuses. Idk .___. I need to get a job again soon and I have a 30 min presentation in one of my classes next month. I’ve been avoiding thinking about it but I can’t even fathom it. It’s worth basically half my grade. It just makes me want to puke and not show up. OH and also I have no friends atm. Like zero lol. 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Hey so I'm in 8th grade and I'm wondering how I can start conversations. On the bus I sit in the back and there some girls that I kinda like and I'm not gonna tell her that I like her but how can I talk to her? I mean like I talked to her once today but only for like a minute or two. Any tips on how I can talk to her like every day without being weird or creepy. I'm a guy by the way if you didn't catch on. And lastly don't say be yourself and talk to her like you would talk to a guy cuz I have no idea what to talk about but I wanna say something lol. Thanks for your help.,-1.4239627659574443,0.3161742765957456,1.0695700354609947,103.09031250000002,89.92198581560284,4.376063829787234,13.067819148936168,5.602791699666715,-1.4064436170212768,467,6,128,3,16,158,77,141,0.02,0.78,0.2,0.9715,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,8,8,0,0,7,1,10,0,0,5,0,25,20,17,0,3,8,0,0,6,0,2,0,2,0,3,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,1,2,20,7,17,15,1,14,0,0,0,0,25,5,0,6,12,80,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163868138578277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361902385251548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690645333176503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353771770177193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668591955559382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032408695216296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212308891605714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984410215665684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39500976440738594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678875768844182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351071135419602,0.0,0.10248798842374697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143267139918491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374173020024337,0.0,0.0,0.19076193998157026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6498704710441179,0.11778265842661695,0.12406519323256185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773290408240393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163700304049572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696301755346464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989994744547206,0.14613710244658312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957267755929972,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mspanda_xo,2018/03/01,"Starting a support group, need advice. So I started a Meetup for Social Anxiety and Self-Improvemment, but I'm trying to figure out how to structure the first meeting. I would like to have some type of ice breaker, but we all know that wouldn't end too well. I was wondering if any one had advice on some intro activities that won't be too triggering, but would still allow those who attend to have a pleasant time. I want to push people to get out of their comfort zones, but not so much that they'll have a bad taste in their mouth and never want to come back. Also I'm new to running groups like this. Does anyone have any resources or advice on how to lead these groups and what direction to go in terms of spacial respect, acceptance, etc. Anything would be greatly appreciated, thanks!",7.560723684210527,6.973722572368422,7.2686842105263185,76.79078947368423,63.40789473684211,9.705263157894738,33.473684210526315,8.841846274778883,2.701931578947369,629,22,116,8,8,199,103,152,0.049,0.723,0.229,0.9843,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,3,2,11,11,0,0,5,0,14,2,1,5,2,34,28,14,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,4,0,0,6,4,1,1,2,2,1,8,10,20,18,6,22,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,5,12,82,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599033567498373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545671448310985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336727894536425,0.0,0.1200126129158606,0.0,0.0,0.1096939995146255,0.0,0.12909870333478593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063087787847684,0.1309880750126547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351380513374461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728656481470414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894893298388514,0.0,0.17496243947183365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344187252840015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196321732522728,0.0,0.08915840215570167,0.0,0.0,0.17296052658203706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621703195291107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328708596616938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153246993189094,0.11632437934201525,0.1209953683692835,0.1515154825048065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630580841099993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876069606505782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365983922384805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599191935177508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220806511218595,0.0,0.12528440603884633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802533098022305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443383673550675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147786940267333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651108218132138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850635340861189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105377519988835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170129444413988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343287134038815,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,deezmufuckinuts,2018/03/01,Idk if this counts but does anyone else pretend to be tired to act as an excuse of why your acting so weird in public? Anytime I feel any type of awkwardness or tension I instantly just feel myself softening my eyes to look sleepy/high and I'll usually yawn or rub my eyes or something like that and hope people will just assume I'm tired not weird. ,9.076666666666668,6.450573714285718,8.512857142857143,75.58880952380953,61.85714285714286,11.61904761904762,34.76190476190476,9.725611199111238,3.0450476190476183,280,8,55,4,3,89,55,70,0.253,0.645,0.102,-0.8927,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,14,7,9,0,2,8,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,6,6,2,7,5,0,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,6,2,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044198862722704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525145851941382,0.2568075778586245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933442873225767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093753398138612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534595438518262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26481211486006595,0.0,0.248939435478005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244874608742935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104722443151924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376037613111847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295287242862916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5761415133247797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276041624616859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22616121879702114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BeneficiaryStoryline,2018/03/01,"Useless at relationships I don’t think I would even call them relationships. They’re more like non-relationships because nothing has ever happened before. I’m 18 and I have never been on a date. A few months ago, I was on a dating app and matched with a few girls but never really had the guts to continue chatting much. I deleted the app a few days after I downloaded it because I got so much anxiety just looking at the app! I downloaded the app again 10 minutes ago and saw that one of the girls had actually given me her number and invited me to chat with her on whatsapp. Shit. I then proceeded to delete the app AGAIN even though that message was sent about 2 months ago. I realised that whenever someone irl gives me a little attention, I’ll freak out internally and act disinterested in whatever they’re saying afterwards. 🤦‍♀️ Help! What can I do to have more game and not run off whenever someone shows even the teeniest bit of interest in me? 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I can talk to my friends or people that I know well, but around others (a group project or something) I get really nervous and just want to leave as fast as possible. Being around complete strangers is even worse for me. 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I've been an introvert bigger portion of my life and around my teens and young adult life social anxiety kicked in really bad. After a few years I've got a job where I work with lots of people and now social anxiety is gone while me being introverted is still present and there's nothing wrong with that. There's positive and negative sides to introvertism as well as extrovertism. To my point. All being said I possess this very irrational fear of checking my email for replies I might have gotten to emails I've sent. It's a fear I've never experienced before and I might be reliving my social anxiety years from the past. My heart beat goes up, I breathe heavily and I can go days before logging into my email and checking the people's response. I might log in, see that I've got a response and just log out because the fear is so overwhelming. I have no trouble meeting with people in real life, make small talk and all that, go out and just enjoy people's company, but checking an email? Dude, noooooo! And no, it's not about some angry emails I might have sent, no no! It's very positive emails that a normal person reading it will quite frankly respond positively 99% of the time. I have no idea how to deal with this and where this is coming from. Perhaps past social anxiety trait I've never actually dealt with? Ugh! Just talking about this makes me anxious!",4.834689440993792,6.532584311594203,5.226293995859216,81.00152173913045,70.01449275362319,8.300621118012423,29.084886128364392,8.841846274778883,2.3507103519668737,1154,44,212,21,21,367,139,276,0.163,0.764,0.073,-0.9577,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,3,15,11,0,5,11,0,20,5,2,3,4,45,34,19,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,2,12,23,0,0,1,1,4,6,9,9,1,0,9,3,21,2,31,16,6,34,0,1,1,0,23,14,0,7,14,136,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.08519368438844949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267141677394906,0.09862586157004068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771685656457901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289311770535126,0.053218192705531436,0.0,0.1485743169152868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752025242119223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056302254334750015,0.09000402766336119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929538986125745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923092467965096,0.0,0.1396459919772188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345271457520222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855278306713627,0.0,0.0,0.08663328192166182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849909237110207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422062537500103,0.0,0.0,0.11654887716786362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630655516988505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466461931733018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553694797321028,0.08376815733510179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667834720372482,0.24209551042628216,0.07622831475512344,0.0,0.0,0.08252814918858857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285590642473666,0.0873251391517652,0.0993682358048457,0.05592758542970749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304373177578094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956800379025241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35597159803464784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971910194994753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033930025767938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090621494483077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440657842100106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784945456862107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355654203697242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954505008713346,0.0,0.11243862560423956 socialanxiety,Uniqueusernam1235,2018/03/02,"How badly did I fuck up? I'll try to keep this short. Basically I was buying a can of coke at a gas station. I was waiting in a long queue so I zoned out for a moment thinking about how I can't wait to be back home in front my computer. There was one lady in front of me who was there for a while. Eventually she kinda walked away a a metre or 2 from the guy at the cash register which prompted me to walk over as I thought she was done buying her stuff. She gave me a weird look which left me confused. Then the guy at the cash register gave a nervous laugh and said ""ladies first"". I didn't say anything because I was too embarrassed. Luckily there weren't many people there but I can't stop thinking about what happened. Am I seriously so dumb that I don't know what to do in such basic social interactions?",2.7673372781065098,4.0161826568047365,4.212544378698226,88.0151479289941,74.50295857988166,7.3301775147929,24.834319526627226,7.882392219407189,1.1551088757396455,635,20,140,9,13,211,105,169,0.12,0.836,0.043,-0.8776,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,13,9,2,3,13,0,17,2,0,2,0,16,30,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,8,2,1,4,4,0,4,4,5,8,0,2,14,3,20,1,23,15,0,24,0,0,1,1,13,13,2,3,7,99,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590526769292535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941628138285405,0.1550232308264297,0.16833330690549106,0.12289767055742401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631381410051716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714866920534292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863822933424553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992449758039218,0.1782802804066227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222811851409794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919744036878876,0.0,0.0,0.11079785773481897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904644319217875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841572682754325,0.16929898634408375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043977125066684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661402590546026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976881199456884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177429128626197,0.1603258669118509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055128047335718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855236224717748,0.0,0.0,0.2307916205849021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25836307061160924,0.0,0.16005332706832745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368778240609476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AppropriateBarber,2018/03/02,"Can't remember stressful social interactions. Whenever I get into stressful social situations in my school, such as getting called on to talk in class, I cannot remember them. This happens when I need to talk longer than I am used to. I am able to talk without sounding anxious, but after I can hardly remember what I said or what I did. Does anyone else experience this?",5.743478260869567,7.364114072463771,6.722434782608698,71.44539130434784,67.69565217391305,9.577971014492757,34.08985507246377,9.888512548439397,3.704823768115943,297,14,49,7,5,99,48,69,0.0,0.917,0.083,0.4717,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,12,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,3,10,0,12,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,36,14,2,0.15404554240694598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402761559947402,0.0,0.10771222498820017,0.15783786245589884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729772212165188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348062922549098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868528398873907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068609949606815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609648758246714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622196440724596,0.0,0.13799454836849226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422281779077008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235107104897828,0.0,0.1465325869032656,0.0,0.0,0.1559023130148335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315364392062346,0.0,0.3140600621425761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529172967231949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714479155357991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330458887782704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849440575229586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ENTlightened,2018/03/02,"School, Disability Services, and attendance Hey, looking for help. I have been struggling with SA for my whole life (diagnosed), but have gotten a lot better in the past few years. I finally thought I was ready to head back to school, applied, got in, started, and then a month and a half later I'm crashing. Anxiety attack just thinking about going to class, contacting my teachers, submitting assignments (due to anx of ridicule). Last night I got the courage to contact Disability Services through the school. Now they're wanting to have a meeting. I'm going to go, but I am frozen with fear. What do I say? I feel terrible even considering that I should ask for my mistakes to be overlooked, but I will otherwise fail my classes (attendance is mandatory). I just feel so hopeless...",4.2829483282674765,7.074414787234044,4.573318135764946,80.21250000000002,74.88652482269505,8.000202634245188,34.18490374873353,8.841846274778883,3.422630800405269,619,34,105,14,14,194,95,141,0.17,0.742,0.08800000000000001,-0.9091,0,0,0,0,0,1,30.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,2,2,7,0,11,3,1,0,0,18,27,8,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,5,0,8,0,1,6,4,14,2,18,18,3,19,0,2,1,0,7,2,0,1,12,69,16,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282765800714673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567604122529241,0.1907629419356809,0.0,0.128937418237186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483014597469929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019411034445356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075264637292576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868932295149365,0.16957052348124568,0.0,0.0,0.18368787729990024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28589332325898725,0.0,0.26822187307066403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209052284973425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239398078888836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668353950930626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843904088307533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081098744367787,0.0,0.0,0.14255758347727204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384249506680276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573585770099233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600718282505337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334777791722038,0.0,0.5091106348671279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186864685878026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529805638446758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744411374638066,0.0,0.13312109844728967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890342636381934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187211415750588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798197047424096 socialanxiety,itswhatshisname,2018/03/02,"Last few months in high school hurt like hell I'm about to graduate in a few months, and I'm trying to spend more time with people that I like to be with. Problem is, I feel like I'm the weird outcast, and, as much as I want to be with them, I'm honestly irrelevant. I'm on good terms with them one-to-one, but I don't really belong to their group, and sometimes I ask to join them for lunch or just basic fucking around, but I feel like I'm intruding on them and making things weird sometimes. I hate how I have no group to fall back on, and that, I'm always the one going to ask to join, never invited. I honestly want to just fucking end it all but I'm way too much of a coward to so, so I just end up staring on my computer with a heavy chest, looking at how much they have fun, and it's killing me because I'm never really part of it. The reason why I'm isolated in the first place is because of crazy ex isolating me from friends until I got cut off.",5.803188405797101,3.846426154589377,6.848217391304349,82.83319565217394,67.64734299516908,10.405603864734301,30.84492753623189,9.120678840339163,2.18140231884058,742,21,174,11,10,252,107,207,0.165,0.687,0.14800000000000002,-0.7684,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,6,1,11,19,6,0,7,0,7,4,1,4,3,31,30,17,1,3,7,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,12,1,0,3,0,1,2,4,10,0,2,1,4,20,9,36,27,9,28,1,1,2,2,12,13,3,1,16,108,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044133001232076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815713132477244,0.2481677762615913,0.0,0.0,0.10206056459333,0.0,0.1618209809901255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23511735634158595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422374669427972,0.18964353897702832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128993926775496,0.0,0.0,0.10254625336162736,0.24541201969953466,0.0,0.0,0.07543306508485285,0.11132695858679384,0.10615566906852124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104260942718998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023569081830772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420893574987985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684519818593972,0.0,0.0,0.10819201596911836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593791376422518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145910222127704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859777398378771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188636781868286,0.0,0.2927137097327869,0.0,0.2047378884432427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798814866771823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373279300519248,0.0,0.09201771752955032,0.0,0.1386737676684005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700392226236773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005945295289301,0.13646772719773045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432903999836793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26254515224246155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817938503493783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739546593068057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011441659094298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657424621823327,0.10535426368859632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976746143608365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,maybemao,2018/03/02,"I think I had a breakthrough. Note: This may not work for everyone, but it doesn’t hurt to try. For starters, the biggest reason I get anxious is because I overthink everything and think a whooooooole lot about how others see me. I have no clue how this started, but that’s an adventure for another day. Anyways, this all started with a book recommendation from a close friend. The book is called “The Subtle Art of Not Giving a Fuck”, some of you may have heard of it. It was a quick read, so I had time left over to process it. The basic gist is to direct your fucks towards something more meaningful than things that don’t matter in the long run. I know it sounds like the whole “just cheer up” meme, but there’s more substance to it than that. So I read this book a week ago and it put me in a good mood. I’m still working on some of the fuck directing, but overall it was a pretty good eye opener. That’s not why we’re here though. Let’s get to the real reason I’m posting this. I FUCKING POSTED A STORY ON SNAPCHAT!! I’ve always been so self conscious of myself and my interests, but I just said fuck it and did it. I feel great about it too. I posted a picture of the video game I was playing on my new PC last night and a screenshot of the song I was listening to this morning. It felt great to just do it. Granted, I did have a bunch of second thoughts, but I just stopped caring what people thought of me for the time it took me to post it. Maybe one day I can work this method into some face to face interaction, but for now I’m ecstatic to have been able to net this one victory. Maybe somebody else out there can get a shred of confidence from this. My message to you is to just go for it.",3.1180263736263747,4.24392012571429,3.887428571428572,91.1681098901099,73.45714285714286,6.870329670329671,25.74725274725275,7.1686216300943375,0.9411406593406596,1324,43,294,13,26,422,180,350,0.075,0.746,0.179,0.9913,0,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,3,0,3,21,18,5,0,26,0,26,8,3,4,1,48,54,18,0,0,15,0,2,1,1,2,0,5,0,1,32,10,0,1,11,10,0,4,6,6,0,3,16,9,28,11,46,35,9,39,0,1,2,5,13,14,5,6,18,205,60,9,0.0957531873828434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487942319816298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796743225304369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004055658451196,0.0,0.10817384668142467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837025427962804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777471016603607,0.0,0.09762675615221852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235057687967696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998950127772436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149627395700402,0.08605679061853506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841568860213232,0.0,0.09193807599250864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397867504593364,0.44261139394566623,0.15008126502141067,0.0918551824625972,0.054418743022739066,0.16062646119504864,0.0,0.21113645425606345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250576750786028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262344762342413,0.07805162772469383,0.0,0.0,0.1040361182615044,0.09791412157588628,0.0,0.0467801706749409,0.0,0.0,0.0847385576567322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140593574650894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239389365840248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924790250502274,0.0,0.08985787985999483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976967576516368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066383203680598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668203395481729,0.0974154154606022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625840052757484,0.0,0.0,0.1915581991104572,0.108988090282217,0.0,0.1969004486008031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108320846036057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630289313716389,0.0,0.09989145743451204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371548172479016,0.0,0.0,0.13554919773705462,0.0,0.07646861913337327,0.08005395219596705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361416294991595,0.12270955226135595,0.09407702043815692,0.15203467009431276,0.11166890717934236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638531439901723,0.06501012882865471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680743117529049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864023581574547,0.1069050141694852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209128382489003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LadyinOrange,2018/03/02,"New Friend - Paranoia, Over Attachment, and High Expectations First time posting, so hello. I'm diagnosed with adhd, generalized anxiety, and social anxiety. My best friend killed himself a couple years ago and since then I kinda just receded socially. About half a year ago I thought I was making good progress forming a friendship with someone online until they revealed to me that they don't think internet friendships are real and said some really horrible things to me before blocking me. Now I feel like I'm forming a new friendship online with someone who only lives a couple hours away. I do have a live-in partner, and they have also been talking to and getting to know this person. It's only been a couple of weeks of talking daily. My partner already refers to the guy as our best friend and the friend has been really open about feeling really attached to us and very complimentary. I am absolutely terrified. I feel like this is going to blow up in my face at any moment and any attachment I form now we'll just be pain later. New friend has already seen me have an anxiety breakdown and he comforted me through it and shared personal story himself of a social thing that fucked him up to try to relate. He made the comment the other day that I don't need to worry so much with him and that he really likes my partner and I and that for good or bad he tends to stick with his first impression of people. I clarified to him that this is my personality and to accept me means accepting that I have an anxiety disorder and I'm always going to worry. He responded that he understands that and he'll just always have to give me a hug and tell me it's fine. I am so attached to this person. I don't let myself message anyone more than once without a response, but truthfully I just want to be talking to him all day. I'm so absolutely psyched that my partner and him are getting along really well. I asked about where he lives and he was happy to share it, I asked if you wanted to hang out in person and he was excited to. My dumb clingy brain is so full of all these ideas of how this guy is going to be our best friend forever. So far, for reasons beyond my understanding, he seems to be on the same page? So, it seems like all signs are pointing to friend, right? Anyone have any advice on how I can stop being a spaz about it and just accept that maybe somebody just likes me? Even after 3 years with my partner I still question it. :/ Kind of just venting I think. Idk. Tldr: made a new friend but having a hard time believing it",4.790089285714284,5.998278590725808,5.68605069124424,79.53729032258067,69.54435483870968,8.571797235023041,28.88917050691245,8.922882184376627,2.3355112442396297,2015,73,375,36,35,662,228,496,0.08199999999999999,0.733,0.185,0.9939,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,4,1,3,6,28,37,3,0,20,0,36,6,2,6,4,84,71,39,1,5,12,0,4,5,13,2,2,1,0,12,29,31,0,2,20,0,0,4,4,5,1,3,11,6,55,32,61,52,15,49,0,0,1,2,66,18,2,7,31,267,84,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753133156086005,0.06123727169265949,0.1111006742231658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830874424212147,0.05011461732806753,0.10428759548400282,0.0,0.0,0.1278467188312691,0.0,0.19175972192798216,0.0,0.0,0.08763616728701717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171699972286014,0.0,0.058877521475435575,0.0,0.05232416041536905,0.0,0.0,0.053324831181618106,0.07060402392939133,0.19729482113231814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995687396759141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801886681242954,0.0,0.08082980342442116,0.0,0.0,0.06360548288559352,0.0,0.0,0.07182158200977798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04139083038273242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505865103697167,0.0895383488988438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660869615235874,0.0,0.0,0.38732971389549214,0.05793444681099461,0.06548163305813333,0.060115704831435086,0.10684495981001838,0.10512387728641696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409996894270665,0.0,0.06670997389633647,0.056137143796084366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621091485790613,0.0,0.0,0.061714174745460676,0.0,0.0,0.07074318938353409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933152935352675,0.06525782878466631,0.0344400344077527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640810488170555,0.0,0.15307916531568705,0.0,0.16600779755667264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859368278086918,0.041830575623154814,0.0,0.06295722360166553,0.0682625166141432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046067308542658184,0.04646663816016707,0.0,0.24209594380946894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667380967888298,0.0,0.09532185056535863,0.06668189354983894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04344526864178665,0.2735911629931225,0.0,0.0,0.059240381710414985,0.0,0.06001747170722797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702011579834764,0.0,0.0,0.07132853792125933,0.2007297838114997,0.06443190755231969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535171048039891,0.059610477363459674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409900225958305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183862455010976,0.0,0.0,0.19164273238562013,0.10619475257607904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050045787438952084,0.052392250842919916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110760021843014,0.054773545360810534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326607471610335,0.08030871014539658,0.0,0.049750439259406684,0.07308303007917688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04254664365081785,0.0,0.0,0.1304766977501301,0.07538044445390417,0.0,0.0,0.05170667300746518,0.07392500457481878,0.0,0.050267526965881056,0.0,0.056344979190199825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060408558940826,0.0,0.0,0.12728235466047552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106609378640865 socialanxiety,Vbchsl,2018/03/02,"I'm going on a date. With a girl. In real life. Like, WTF is even happening? About 7 months ago I was depressed, suicidal and living with my parents. Now I have a job and my own apartment and I'm going to college again. All because I started to take medication for my anxiety and depression. I even managed to ask a girl out! And for some strange reason she seems to like me :) Not long ago I couldn't really talk to people of my own age, let alone girls. It's not like my anxiety and depression are magically cured, but im managing to have a kind of normal life and my live is headed in the right direction again. So, don't give up, even if things seem hopeless! And don't dismiss prescription drugs like I used to.",1.5287126436781584,3.765731572413792,3.4793103448275886,87.33505747126438,81.55172413793103,7.1770114942528735,24.149425287356323,8.238735603445708,1.6050597701149427,558,21,116,12,15,188,91,145,0.155,0.772,0.07200000000000001,-0.8765,2,1,1,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,6,0,10,5,1,2,1,24,22,11,1,3,4,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,11,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,0,14,5,19,19,4,19,0,4,0,0,8,7,0,4,14,74,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24346751459275945,0.0,0.0,0.1422312930895656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011241931360689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838395540600536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371440450549614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35484346347760604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925789015788758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721132703471865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173836563675526,0.15609432312088448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143946619671485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093903998982568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833874534174804,0.0,0.13627771327294386,0.0,0.0,0.14300688535884398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042807388051531,0.19399888434242304,0.2683677965120632,0.0,0.2425278163656336,0.12153172845374817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834438878517855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961459383227908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345531349103975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248745834798244,0.0,0.0,0.09520654713385178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631031916459195,0.08797639062236677,0.14119695044085326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727810461937425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25003809105473457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720208100682942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021549439166473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325421944383477,0.11037974377292722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123519907855618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860805108196795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,darksummersoftamber,2018/03/02,"Finally diagnosed Hi everyone, So today has been the best day in a while for me, a better ending to an awful, awful week. I woke up, had one of the worst anxiety attacks of my life, my heart was racing although nothing was necessarily wrong. I got dressed and went to the doctor and although I broke down and cried the whole appointment, I walked out feeling relieved. I have had social anxiety since I was 13 and now I'm 19 and I've been prescribed medication and am going to a therapist. I have immense guilt for the way I've isolated myself from other people, I feel so ashamed but at the same time a little better knowing I will soon hopefully feel better enough to change that. If you're reading this and you are wanting help but are too nervous, please bite the bullet and visit your GP. It's nice to have this weight lifted off my shoulders after so long, and I sincerely hope anyone out there who is going through what I am will soon find a way to get better. Sending a lot of warm thoughts to you all.",5.796340033500838,6.052630371859294,6.413178391959798,78.62000209380236,66.8894472361809,9.045393634840867,31.65871021775544,8.841846274778883,2.5385876046901177,800,30,151,12,12,262,129,199,0.106,0.6859999999999999,0.208,0.9802,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,5,8,18,1,3,14,2,18,7,2,0,1,26,33,18,0,4,3,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,11,1,0,6,1,0,6,0,7,0,1,11,5,19,11,22,20,7,28,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,4,12,111,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869452231801948,0.0,0.0,0.09080544246625227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774151136073646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628652860141174,0.4594242797411162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738118347495076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426518847719694,0.08375293319681848,0.0,0.0,0.13181142433556886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292352330435636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502287632545535,0.13418646439039325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409268644104328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699270597690885,0.0,0.0,0.14226203651274644,0.11869532255598796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784971145283587,0.0,0.1476118692573171,0.0,0.10386583606167236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389203141549326,0.08704655328286294,0.0,0.0,0.25797280977693193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137104827294828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172831330144553,0.0,0.13016001491101709,0.0,0.11492746983013273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040756986211626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082649914197286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246100883206937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800067471517835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003284749234057,0.0,0.0,0.14255405165697113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299013091429022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742663411324233,0.0,0.0,0.13238220130983033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078462759577785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309922922679188,0.07572600546734792,0.0,0.12309794005526388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659842913658102,0.20616343482541016,0.10417080456911568,0.15814200344756607,0.0,0.12038723650506793,0.0,0.14499093600842414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198826525753616,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pokla204,2018/03/02,"Don’t know what to look at or do in public situations without my phone.. I think I get awkward without it I tend to get on my phone in public because I’m not sure what to look at or what to do without my phone, an example was I had a doctors appointment and when I sat down I didn’t think it was normal just to stare at a wall when there’s people around me so I went on my phone to not look weird because I had nothing really to look at but a wall.. or when I’m in a long line in a store is it alright to look at the worker or is it weird what should I do in public situations please list as much you can or what it’s normal to do without me being on my phone",5.397555129434323,3.0137782281879204,6.8872674976030686,83.59644295302016,68.73154362416108,9.856567593480346,30.6816874400767,7.957251820313856,1.7867231064237772,512,14,126,5,7,179,67,149,0.021,0.916,0.063,0.6913,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,1,7,1,15,1,0,0,1,22,30,12,0,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,8,3,0,0,7,6,17,2,29,21,1,22,0,0,6,0,9,17,0,5,4,94,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132076732121007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615370872902144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949142949877302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240448953439927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489757494332991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060617004993965,0.5722169984497362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018368893483304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670568167872607,0.13076721800416086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448147541045517,0.0,0.0,0.14959781348062667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730638215039592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30637561327846113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284451185184588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464929231786702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633571015904926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254878107172378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,amberfool_m,2018/03/02,"Pushing past casual conversion I wouldn't consider myself an extremely lonely person, but I would like some advice on the current situation I am in. I'm wondering if the type of friends where you spend time outside of an event still exist. At school and university I felt and feel that I can talk and sometimes introduce myself fine and even trade a contact every month or so. The casual talk is fine but I can how do people go further than that? I've tried going to clubs but but after weeks of meets there is no progressive friendship (as if I'm held at arms length from a social circle) . Although it's not terrible I see other people engage in true friendships by hanging out outside of classes and in their spare time, which only makes me wonder what I'm doing wrong. Generally between holidays the lack of friendship tolls me as I spend my holidays completely isolated from humanity apart from running and my parents. (I don't take their social for granted but please try to understand I want friends outside of family too). The only thing that keeps me going anymore are my hobbies and breaking down a lot, which makes me feel a bit better after. Ranting like this doesn't really solve much so i guess I'm looking for some advice to push past this barrier of friendship that I can't seem to crack? Thanks reddit",5.981963146704463,7.25709962248996,6.424360973304986,75.09112686038272,66.83132530120483,9.23231750531538,31.91613512875029,9.478462496947786,3.0949922513583745,1062,43,179,21,17,344,153,249,0.068,0.687,0.245,0.994,2,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,2,10,15,0,0,11,0,13,1,1,3,1,40,37,21,0,6,9,1,3,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,12,8,0,3,7,5,3,7,6,3,0,0,2,5,24,12,31,33,6,30,0,1,2,0,15,11,0,10,13,122,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489417762331601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263233081225019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126542052092275,0.13906219974553805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355188672118126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413100837474106,0.0,0.10732023506071148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007927285738006,0.0,0.12881081940988606,0.0,0.12230146100867227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682160941329074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717308218888945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031962774331078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132181281081016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445949424146105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696421938298348,0.0,0.0,0.10829098574335394,0.0,0.0,0.17004966923978648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167074505331264,0.0,0.09363641862138217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937512085178078,0.0,0.0,0.14143658211467008,0.0,0.2431906552870933,0.17661371980929738,0.1112202882241863,0.0,0.1398211988083921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160067805718861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891186648323935,0.10150261694212667,0.1159588250089232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317657637355238,0.0,0.25968869874810346,0.0,0.0,0.12597866258894266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017230754544973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957713115902776,0.20476088805033751,0.0,0.117271211453666,0.0,0.0,0.08462331831103811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854857848437264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296062921208685,0.0,0.0,0.13260347822961574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751299879886135,0.0,0.10217378325196287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27626886471074125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904846448052576,0.13926625889809874,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nervuoz,2018/03/02,"I work with autism spectrum/ developmental disorders children in the home. I’m having a lot of trouble communicating with their parents. I’m 21, and most of the parents are middle aged. I’ve always had a lot trouble speaking to “authority figures” and people older than me. They make me feel small and inadequate. As a result, I’m super quiet and awkward when my clients’ parents are around. I also have a lot more trouble being silly and playing with the kids when parents are around. I was wondering how any of you might deal with this. Maybe some conversation topics to use with parents?",5.1980555555555545,7.485158990740743,6.025185185185188,73.23833333333333,70.2037037037037,7.392592592592592,32.37037037037037,8.167268648758528,2.7567703703703708,473,22,75,7,9,155,71,108,0.114,0.809,0.077,-0.617,5,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,2,6,7,0,1,7,0,9,0,0,4,0,25,16,10,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,1,12,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,9,3,15,12,6,9,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,7,4,56,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149604936372363,0.11601061241263992,0.0,0.0,0.09481201848745408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482310049032979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373838070544845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597901586421576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049615869613897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398520431051155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555958366524713,0.0,0.0,0.09306554002119702,0.0,0.14006854855425402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479051422245701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7740604231751387,0.0,0.0,0.0966579428392029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041619580670428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511976541929817,0.10150117358971328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ValtronW,2018/03/02,"I hate having nothing to say in conversations Honestly, this is what fuels a lot of my anxiety when it comes to socializing. It seems like when I'm having a conversation 1:1 or in a group, I have very little to say in terms of responses. I feel like all I ever have to contribute to a conversation are simple comments like ""oh, that's cool"" or ""sorry to hear that"". It's frustrating, because I try so hard to think of more interesting responses, but they just don't come to me. What usually ends up happening is the other person hijacks the conversation, so I end up mostly listening, which gets real tedious after a while. It's mentally exhausting having to listen to someone ramble on for 20+ minutes. But I just have nothing interesting to say! It bums me out. And of course, that fuels my negative thinking. I assume people think I'm boring. Sigh. Anyone else have this problem?",4.248597091531224,6.329698568862277,6.161544054747647,72.13348802395214,72.29341317365271,9.322326775021386,29.293840889649267,9.784248007369934,3.2626906757912746,699,29,118,19,14,242,102,167,0.141,0.765,0.094,-0.8728,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,7,13,2,0,7,1,11,1,0,0,2,22,26,10,0,1,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,6,0,1,14,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,0,9,13,7,24,26,5,19,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,6,12,87,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172149252135851,0.0,0.0,0.10713685534453198,0.1569947351814548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340311910611633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639755305075099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799788192270564,0.0,0.2714196181968321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859867960531974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747398713470914,0.10946230798006146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005252244426099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549430342791546,0.0,0.13725741872390795,0.15127566748654173,0.0,0.0,0.1726930879983777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245705748902795,0.15356937106877022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026443702044604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544124157072228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940425737553153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622530870468544,0.13378812771278645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466134045836706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744009462252928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655464576758252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948816656945842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619121901413674,0.12982507333792587,0.0,0.0,0.17152023754362414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945367053846936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402813695135917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875312682416208,0.12642475173987872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheJohny674,2018/03/02,"A Huge SA Rant Okay, so I know this is going to be kind of rambling and I probably won't format it much, I just want to get this out. I don't know where to start. I've already rewritten this part three times because I was afraid people would think I was whiny. I just feel so inferior to everyone else. I can't help but think that anyone who enjoys my company is either stupid or doesn't really know me. If someone compliments me, or gives me praise, or tells me I deserve to be happy, I think they're wrong. Any inconvenience makes me wanna lay in bed and just give up. I just wanna be able to feel like someone other than my family members cared about me. I'm sorry if this post is bad, but I just wanted this to be out somewhere. Feel free to ignore this post, I don't really want anyone to see it, I just wanna yell into the void, because I've kept all this inside me for my whole life.",2.812050691244238,3.9426074247311824,4.373149001536099,87.3725806451613,74.21505376344086,7.249769585253457,21.88786482334869,7.7094869923839395,0.7612639016897091,695,16,150,9,14,233,109,186,0.132,0.696,0.172,0.8412,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,10,15,1,1,2,1,15,1,0,1,1,39,37,11,0,9,14,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,12,5,0,2,9,0,1,1,5,6,0,1,3,5,24,10,21,28,5,12,1,1,1,0,6,7,0,5,3,98,36,0,0.14312140671126328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793803124510988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732746440581833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200147630621945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950039641875272,0.17449096225263275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459218126838722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955957036947197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675863744575306,0.0,0.0,0.1349221247683728,0.0,0.21709945065097275,0.10224596155153573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477502788841492,0.27459018936266105,0.08133919366812288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235539877588358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593126204878538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490389209743369,0.2359673465411057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109088216300986,0.0699218899776296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553465033570488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521070169289627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498653638902934,0.0,0.09922236274789337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741414904369252,0.0,0.1543090831846076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833744759446079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404923115788405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425326069198677,0.0,0.0,0.16021269729110846,0.10130206831206978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509441779699934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751192552943873,0.0,0.0,0.08345524320520208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532501414782609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597899394330314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166934097391593,0.15648079066393975,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dahliakrm26,2018/03/02,"Dating- dating sites and other social practices that scare me I am a 20 year old female and have never dated/been in mutual like with anyone. Ever. It’s always been me liking them or them liking me.The thought of interacting with the opposite sex beyond platonic friendship terrifies me to the point of avoidance. My social skills aren’t bad but they are great, and as far as dating/flirting go I am absolutely clueless. Last year I made a tinder account and talked to this guy for about two weeks maybe? We agreed on going out on a Friday but I kinda flaked then blocked him because the idea of going out with him alone petrified me. So, I made an ok Cupid profile this past weekend out of curiosity. It seems to be a pretty cool app and I liked answering all the questions about myself (lol). I’ve had about 1300 people like my profile but I can’t even see who they are ㅠ_ㅠ and the one person that I liked didn’t like me back lol. But I’m assuming he can’t see his likes just like I can’t, so I considered messaging him. But I’m scared. How do I start convo? He seems pretty cool but also a lot more experienced than me... he also has pretty hair 😗 (that’s besides the point but... it’s really great all long and flowy...)",1.6202207105064232,4.049971318367349,3.3129705215419527,87.47216175359034,82.75510204081633,5.915343915343915,20.09448223733938,7.2427474758485975,0.6546749811035529,963,27,189,14,27,319,144,245,0.092,0.664,0.245,0.9926,1,2,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,4,1,13,18,0,3,12,5,15,2,1,3,4,41,28,23,0,0,9,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,14,0,2,7,1,1,3,6,4,0,2,6,6,29,14,24,21,4,29,0,0,2,1,21,11,0,7,24,122,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453898162593018,0.0,0.17687925525216647,0.0920206179590962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732783781130592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503769578005578,0.09233891247117153,0.06741528134348478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730443495601243,0.10003594172066878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855433729970034,0.0,0.0,0.24385405959257755,0.0,0.10950253266280592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248438411732056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014647113184894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862628346649591,0.0,0.0,0.09786960457123628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402056114214888,0.0,0.20928786256683068,0.0,0.0,0.11110358032375824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529464020437774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604670998302055,0.0,0.07493936174794627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557167670820042,0.07666991360308814,0.09656384451068033,0.0,0.0,0.2090885884490964,0.0,0.0,0.3375325868382085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388729280990204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084746239820396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144187988962094,0.0,0.17625350691539038,0.20135588796950848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22546730931452075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782769187328733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888890179688377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779694542078753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803139232317907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870947447216687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243402854596934 socialanxiety,navigateuncertainty,2018/03/02,"Trouble interacting with people I know but haven't seen / talked to in a while or am not close with This has been a huge issue of mine throughout college and even some of high school. I'll see someone I know and we'll make eye contact from a distance. I've always been uncomfortable and feel awkward greeting someone from far away and I often think over things like, ""should I give them a head nod? should I smile and wave? should I even approach them?"" A lot of times, the chance at communicating with them will end there because I'll quickly divert my eyes somewhere else and pretend like they're not there, which I know is probably very hurtful to most people. However, even when I'm not worried about how to greet people I still avoid them. It's like a gut reaction because I feel so awkward talking to people, especially those that I feel like I don't know well enough about / don't have enough in common to talk with. Even if I initiated and greeted them, I fear that I wouldn't have much to say to them in a conversation. I also have a recurring fear that people I haven't seen in a while won't remember me. I've had some really bad moments in high school and college where people forget my name / don't remember who I am. An example was when, during a break from college, I came back to visit some of my teachers from high school. I went to see my bio teacher from freshman year and when I greeted him he responded, ""can I help you?"" because he didn't remember who I was. I was so embarrassed I didn't even remind him who I was and just walked out. Anyone else struggle with this too? Any helpful advice or insights would be appreciated.",3.7425284900284894,5.471345916666667,4.49345679012346,85.04209401709404,72.85802469135803,7.206837606837608,27.276353276353284,7.882392219407189,1.6112544159544155,1303,48,257,18,26,418,167,324,0.132,0.7240000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.6346,1,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,6,0,24,15,0,7,12,0,31,4,4,2,0,54,48,23,0,6,8,0,3,4,0,8,0,1,0,0,12,18,0,1,12,1,0,5,12,10,1,0,13,10,41,5,34,26,8,36,0,1,6,0,28,16,0,9,18,178,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815430754365965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214265538385904,0.07506376844665638,0.0,0.0,0.06134738239625854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630784604655515,0.0924330489689751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475732167826372,0.06936760529155232,0.07532341010177855,0.1649775402763413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317871203437627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072141717379225,0.0,0.07990122353762814,0.1864266140701268,0.0,0.29792150190487865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030275874324055,0.136841980816123,0.06444760623395254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653975243233182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258373268726124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093465811713272,0.2859423937316221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965740147174443,0.0,0.0,0.09415808801904438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831304047852813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176292476065793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669517753006272,0.0,0.0,0.060217337028323666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631633926083197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752506407261179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726399830854196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057792238635649015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065784748067373,0.0,0.0,0.07174035397584519,0.0,0.2738986560459092,0.1437748705066179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287299089839562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720435710999652,0.0,0.0,0.09430936767544988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175274223302248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993297019596476,0.05780432844986246,0.0,0.0,0.052603453189069484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443450415681921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111159244655537,0.0836276035025562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161485748364682,0.0,0.06408415113637292,0.0,0.0,0.05809369234214225 socialanxiety,AlwaysSoTiredx,2018/03/02,"Exposing myself to fear Recently I decided to be fully open with everyone and force myself to feel anxiety in hopes of alleviating it. I also got involved with an environmental group since I care alot about it, but was scared to get involved. At first everyone was proud of me, and I actually made friends, but in the last two days everything fell apart. A long time friend became annoyed with me and said he didn't think we should talk, all of the new friends were put off by me, and I had several panic attacks. I am finally beginning to accept that I can either go back to not living or I am going to have to accept rejection. I sometimes am tempted to hide again, and I feel completely defeated. I also dread that and feel to angry at the people in my past who made me like this. I feel robbed of my life. I thought about suicide, but I have family. The only option that makes sense right now is to get used to backlash. I feel like people are selfish and lack compassion and I will lose everyone. I have to believe there are good people out there that like who I am. What should I do?",5.66277857656362,5.948717808411218,6.54495327102804,77.45831416247306,67.17757009345793,10.136017253774265,30.947519769949675,10.035473477838034,2.92236923076923,857,31,167,19,13,285,128,214,0.21600000000000005,0.615,0.16899999999999998,-0.9265,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,1,0,0,4,9,22,2,4,7,0,21,1,0,4,1,41,41,14,1,4,6,0,5,3,3,3,1,1,0,0,10,14,0,0,10,0,0,4,2,10,0,2,10,6,28,12,30,27,4,28,0,3,0,0,12,11,0,4,16,121,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.11609237913233753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902720434123502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100766423239337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533951215407874,0.0,0.09147650537131499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403247018964906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129243270559953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247322168123987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672238503540145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410275857503482,0.106917794837756,0.0,0.11214932461411978,0.13386835334898986,0.3007606153846354,0.08498840017685473,0.0,0.1303200058152219,0.0,0.10119130676806992,0.0,0.0,0.2757354792368899,0.0,0.12430828361299966,0.0,0.13522075271490824,0.09978193992670263,0.09514693231842804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118158782533971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969721024900078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402828060031191,0.17436041902385147,0.0,0.10504800311625258,0.1052800093667272,0.0,0.13309106105012533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251345372029219,0.07940985609875975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489684144677237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047800949065364,0.0,0.13957943441275086,0.0,0.0,0.11356526023981706,0.24742541642959426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959237435007415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746328195321533,0.0,0.0,0.10159519748407674,0.11316266532059024,0.0,0.11910441086944347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343962407053139,0.0,0.09840882308115342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765912291891155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012806497358986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956193136242055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762277714461198,0.0,0.0944446774538939,0.06936926895450493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621121844225316,0.0,0.0,0.10274729807394367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MentalConversation,2018/03/02,"Social anxiety or just low self-esteem? When you go to sit down next to someone while on a bus/train/in a building and the like, and they immediately get up and leave, you think it's because of you.",3.2094308943089414,4.2629780731707365,4.705853658536586,85.66577235772358,73.14634146341464,7.417886178861789,25.861788617886177,7.793537801064563,1.2239691056910569,155,5,34,2,3,52,35,41,0.13,0.805,0.065,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,3,0,9,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831459433327397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22562582556215635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337594544673706,0.0,0.21035155614947548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919107760125257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808252295408602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39363398742308986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386122911891012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772976006891883,0.3136071860433073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23716227019242164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,postmawho,2018/03/02,"I pretended to not know someone I know the other day. I had met him several times but I had a falling out with one of his friends so I felt uncomfortable seeing him. He came with a group of friends who I also knew to play pool with us at a bar and he was the only one I introduced myself to. The second before it happened I thought to myself ""this will diffuse the tension if we just pretend nothing happened."" but it didn't. It felt wrong right as I said it. He didn't speak to me the rest of the night no matter how hard I tried to fix the situation. His girlfriend told me later that night that he knew I knew who he was. The entire group left without saying goodbye to me. This happened a week ago and I can't stop thinking about it.",2.676764705882352,4.01453466666667,4.036094771241832,88.83492647058826,74.88235294117645,6.4071895424836605,26.47549019607843,6.816661863887847,1.040525490196078,576,21,123,5,12,190,89,153,0.095,0.7879999999999999,0.118,0.6752,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,12,0,8,1,0,1,0,26,25,9,0,1,6,0,3,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,12,8,1,1,9,5,0,2,6,2,0,3,16,7,23,3,18,8,1,14,0,0,1,0,23,4,0,1,8,88,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866881201258174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250997709588922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311334143433345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891818889469208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088663182691897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30040128210672273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417201860322365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150007413623468,0.0,0.14013364175173182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719434626437111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699653977624521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936043856251006,0.0,0.15010211132291704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200670428215898,0.11897468551980203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359330890495355,0.14880403088985514,0.12440215574454795,0.0,0.0,0.12465720366349625,0.0,0.0,0.17672526797365135,0.0,0.0,0.17583774860717494,0.0,0.0,0.13254555190291015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307853662248616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023623626041743,0.0,0.1241906830438936,0.0912176008851448,0.0,0.0,0.1494788623100594,0.0,0.10620804187615576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881701754645831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125481475173905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507962604599515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103541683867993,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,saltheron,2018/03/02,"Texting Someone Every Day to Heal I developed social anxiety when I was about 16 after a particularly messy breakup and have struggled with it ever since, but lately I’ve been trying to make myself face it to learn how to manage it. One thing I’ve been doing is making myself message someone I haven’t spoken to in a while every day. I don’t want my anxiety to cause old friendships to deteriorate, and I don’t want it to prevent new friendships from forming. I’ve had some really nice positive responses, and I’ve had some people respond a little rudely; I guess they might think I want something from them? It’s been scary, and the negative responses don’t make me feel great, but I’m not going to apologize to anyone for briefly reaching out to connect. Forcing myself to face my anxiety is slowly helping me open up, but it’s also had the unintended effect of realizing some people in my past were pretty judgmental and cruel and probably added to the negative thoughts that would run through my head in new social situations. I’m not sure why I’m posting this. I see a lot of sad, negative, self-deprecating posts in these mental health subreddits, and sometimes I feel like posting one myself. But it doesn’t always have to be that way; don’t forget to celebrate the little accomplishments too!",12.340325203252034,8.213659536585366,11.858617886178862,58.7258130081301,57.29268292682927,14.673170731707316,45.219512195121965,12.261556223090626,5.5111902439024405,1050,44,174,23,9,350,139,246,0.172,0.6679999999999999,0.16,-0.4988,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,2,6,8,2,1,8,0,22,5,3,6,2,42,38,15,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,7,0,0,2,11,4,0,2,9,3,21,4,30,26,5,26,0,1,1,0,8,9,0,6,12,122,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269730001115696,0.09645068685986476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660243071983711,0.0,0.0,0.08105056492452545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907678476827233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951135890805248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485188541029736,0.19532701899717492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722036089318677,0.08280980313633199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587724847724381,0.0,0.0,0.12779685717675388,0.12769360120386075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896238084665765,0.1232123792748486,0.0,0.0,0.07769547867057519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075733308002635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663028501178787,0.2323548556694344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854691157519843,0.0,0.0,0.2321227792359455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168152031734038,0.12296765150178167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390313975541154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163344622033648,0.0,0.15709420505396232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065412249219723,0.16072193368211046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330440025712894,0.11792737526352767,0.1249761321304069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425821041130863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236936341269653,0.0,0.12092477695447057,0.0,0.0,0.09588620622662047,0.13029348024371504,0.0,0.2363217866836927,0.1964290533181844,0.08923714214006298,0.11464304288389228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117967799712627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924865287418092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700887206403098,0.07427374481504331,0.0,0.09202367771315267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869877495320649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051092682960642,0.09200804712553544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045953894043465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082342793625223,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fathervictor,2018/03/03,"i can't have a conversation anymore I've lost all my talking skills, in the past i would be able to talk to anyone and talk about pretty much anything, people saw me as approachable and easy to talk to, but now i actually can't talk about anything anymore. i don't have many interests and I've been very depressed for a few years, meaning i rarely go outside, and now i feel like i have nothing to talk about, people ask about my life but i have nothing to tell them. I've been at a standstill for months and can't do anything about it. 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It’s so much easier to get to know people when you’re not that one awkward person who just came walking up to the group alone. Sometimes I feel like I can’t breathe because I feel so trapped in the fact that I’m too shy to meet anyone new. It makes me feel sick to think about growing new friendships. I just want to have conversations that matter with someone. I’m so sick of awkward, boring small talk, but I don’t feel like I have the power over my emotions to change that. I wish I was someone else. 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Im afraid of being boring. Im afraid of being uninteresting. Im just hugely insecure in general in front of new people because I don't know what I should share with them. Or that people find my opinions dull or that I am not a fun person to be around. Generally afraid of being a big bore and uninspiring. I don't know when this started. I wasn't always like this. I have some early memories from junior high where people would point out that ""nobody cares"" when I said random anecdotes. Even earlier than that, memories of being neglected in elementary school for bullshit reasons. I think this has in general lead to me being afraid of talking about myself or about hardships that i've been through. Like, what is OK and what is not? Seriously, sometimes I just don't know what to do. The fear of being neglected gives me social anxiety. I guess that is the issue. 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I need help. I'm 18 and a senior in high school, and am going to college next year (yay) but something thats been causing a lot of stress for me recently is that my parents are really concerned with me getting a job for the summer. i kinda half assed some applications but the thought of actually talking to people and convincing them to hire me is not something i can really see myself doing. I applied online to a grocery store, and they called me but I didn't answer and it just feels really shitty. I can tell my parents are annoyed and it's causing a lot of stress for everyone I think but I don't know how to make it better. i started a thing on the Wag app because that seems like the best scenario, since there isn't much interaction with people and you get to walk dogs. Are there any other jobs like that for someone with literally no experience with low amounts of interaction? I want my family to be happy and extra money would be nice too, but any time i'm put on the spot i forget how to speak english and end up mumbling a lot and kinda panic. I would be super grateful for any advice or if someone in a similar situation could share their story.",5.176878531073445,5.713479427966102,6.396000000000001,77.22922598870058,68.27966101694915,8.835706214689266,30.140112994350282,8.841846274778883,2.401545536723164,939,34,177,15,15,317,138,236,0.111,0.713,0.17600000000000002,0.9575,5,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,3,6,15,1,3,13,1,19,1,1,5,0,47,34,19,0,6,9,2,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,15,0,0,6,0,2,3,5,5,0,1,3,3,24,10,27,25,8,18,0,1,1,1,15,7,1,9,10,125,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.10843316195494627,0.0,0.0,0.21716248757548748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266880179533728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773526641102529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660935940529744,0.09827304926177567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346183296769835,0.0,0.0,0.2282934272095508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871706365227433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841577199822496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617607493028924,0.0,0.10869274405864683,0.10475025122155784,0.0,0.056183575117356346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610702054770085,0.0,0.06314976869451193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828502051929925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895739029996244,0.11740012722444043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307963761656621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061066433378264576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857130442641433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834004826574688,0.0,0.0,0.07417077547665915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816830260600126,0.08239108677780578,0.0,0.0,0.11817309893539628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037065421843658,0.2467622788826645,0.0,0.0,0.15406765113551987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170224431093584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355121470028035,0.0,0.10971361919694393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245529788973337,0.08854504504671355,0.10115580950817556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191628193604676,0.12489901035614423,0.0,0.0,0.1882964083754985,0.17108501084561475,0.0,0.0,0.07864845831007959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25456594559742163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931081090529731,0.09712025891339833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382051574222455,0.07119862947471763,0.0,0.08821367158361673,0.06479261801212262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553908038256585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786719971733454,0.0,0.0,0.0715550441776003 socialanxiety,dothinktwice,2018/03/03,"I hate anxiety I hate always assuming people wont like me or will think I’m boring or weird, I hate that I’m so quiet I hate that I can only really talk to people on the internet. I hate that I’m so unsure all the time I hate that I have a hard time standing up for myself. I hate that one tiny bit of criticism can hurt my very soul and make me hate myself. I hate that I’m so fucking sensitive when I know I shouldn’t give a fuck",-0.2163917525773229,1.5768968969072183,2.790938144329896,92.32970618556705,85.18556701030927,6.35422680412371,16.916494845360827,7.554174236665415,0.1828193814432985,337,7,80,6,10,120,56,97,0.482,0.518,0.0,-0.9945,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,15,11,0,4,0,6,2,0,1,1,9,25,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,14,0,1,0,2,17,1,5,22,2,6,1,1,0,2,2,2,2,3,4,47,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529527191878011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841871101259525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191271696241244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953488653272846,0.0,0.09833548019568493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182746850396346,0.9108531654329552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973745411498327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633598293388629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050080468228665936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842521022250224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946240287749625,0.07796232261410961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213295397932826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566956084446739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239243788492172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568329855058211,0.0,0.0,0.119547044772127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458023629212381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,coff33-lov3r,2018/03/03,Any PARENTS with SA? I feel like I only see people under 25 with SA.. I know it's probably rare to find a parent with SA because people assume in order to have kids a parent is in excellent mental health and very very social... I have 2 small kids under 5 and I'm struggling to make friendship so you can imagine how I feel as the adult who's supposed to teach their child how to make a friend. I also hate birthday parties and I will stress about them 6 months prior. I also hate my partners large extended family and having to be invited to their gatherings. Anyways I am living a nightmare :(,4.665254237288135,5.563194974576278,5.8625000000000025,79.30273305084748,69.59322033898304,7.933898305084746,28.309322033898304,8.07648339933343,1.978233898305085,469,16,85,6,8,157,79,118,0.132,0.7440000000000001,0.124,-0.2263,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,3,1,7,7,2,2,5,0,8,1,0,4,0,17,17,10,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,5,2,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,14,3,16,15,0,8,0,0,1,0,16,5,0,1,3,55,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25745687531939154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946578897550767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812641770074773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517491175608895,0.0,0.16278353218345587,0.11499770305460855,0.0,0.0,0.14712456304029242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436578284769853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178510413314832,0.0,0.17110462853261238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846544299108444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786422917702385,0.0,0.1421403279000925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148987634136292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222089098174716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848550358830838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242568687875853,0.0,0.0,0.5362176839350432,0.0,0.0,0.223194024184665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355394636049432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282730331768665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408964652194924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439171818192246,0.1682818229095946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656358399090832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MonroeRo,2018/03/03,"How do you deal with people being mean online? Oh, the irony of asking this on reddit! One of the ways my social anxiety impacts on my life is I get really anxious about online communication - which seems very unusual among others with social anxiety, but there it is - I find it impossible to maintain conversations online as I just get too anxious. I post and run, I turn off notifications, but it also means I'm cutting myself off from social connections when even online connections would be helpful for me when so socially isolated. But cruel people are a big reason for this...not just trolls, but just generally cruel people and a-holes. Some examples: I've just been attacked and told I should seek therapy because I want a child and I don't mind rising the child alone if that's what it takes. When I was planning my wedding I posted online asking for advice on what shoes to wear and I was told my whole outfit looked childish and cheap. Yesterday I found myself commenting with a person who believes people like me should be eradicated from the gene pool and saw no problem at all telling me this, arguing he wasn't prejudice as his views were just logical, or laughing when people pointed out his prejudices. Too much prejudice, too many people who seem to think their way is the only way so attack people who think differently or who make different choices, or just people who are generally cruel - this also includes people who will laugh or talk in a condescending tone to you to 'win' an argument online. It means every time you try to put yourself out there online you're scared someone is going to attack you or otherwise try to make you feel bad. People say 'grow a thicker skin or get off the internet' which is BS, it's no different to people telling someone with anxiety to 'just get over it' or telling a person in a wheelchair if they can't walk up stairs to a venue then they shouldn't have access like everyone else. But I just don't know how to deal with people who are so cruel.",7.531428571428571,7.474826746031753,7.818888888888887,71.065,63.28571428571429,10.692063492063493,33.079365079365076,10.290406445055957,3.4007111111111112,1602,57,275,33,21,525,195,378,0.203,0.732,0.066,-0.9957,3,1,0,0,0,1,30.0,0,5,3,2,26,20,12,1,15,0,26,4,3,5,1,64,53,35,0,8,22,0,2,2,0,5,1,1,0,4,23,14,0,0,13,1,1,6,7,15,0,1,9,6,32,5,41,36,4,35,0,0,3,0,42,17,0,12,9,191,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801410496797933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208650743336108,0.0,0.11132112026440516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973563356926582,0.1572605182172453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013663526030686,0.2375463968142607,0.0,0.0,0.05811462268785059,0.04242863094034234,0.0,0.0,0.0784174304628756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435128657601406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815730223023572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814339976242153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04597135379400719,0.0,0.0586425456028794,0.06650753346971572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03519277770457404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361481376536718,0.0,0.0,0.0763148165819816,0.0,0.0,0.1454563386377792,0.0,0.03955632526265978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665264103726119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03825134677890126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04916183251391595,0.06800787906062009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844800945035706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291952703520874,0.0705653334978671,0.0,0.2274503995054357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027800935623157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051165355219249975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471640028661796,0.05293532983174597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5790377618247955,0.12154727056761623,0.0,0.0,0.06579622881008114,0.0,0.13331863121189466,0.0,0.0,0.06659955356437675,0.0,0.0699690656019214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044588716018815235,0.07156227575821139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055350170646358485,0.06968357625552171,0.0,0.0,0.12672578810128834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838012113982619,0.11794681325791045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05233191582373332,0.05594331632047394,0.1825052077271972,0.0,0.0795957610782115,0.0,0.0,0.08919608745937604,0.0,0.0,0.04058538812873795,0.0,0.0,0.13301506693943144,0.0,0.09451015067507697,0.0757068068572655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742880092903089,0.041052964003234466,0.16574008430863715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770796012194553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944314468143772,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,copper_swan,2018/03/03,"Waiting for arrival It takes sooooo much will power for me to agree to have people over to my home. And then they have the gaul to show up early, completely throwing my world into a tailspin because I wasn't emotionally prepared yet. Or, or, or...they show up late. Which is like adding fuel to the inferno of anticipation and peril. Which then takes me at least a half hour to come down from, perhaps even more because now there is someone IN MY HOME. I don't care if its my best friend of 12 years, it happens every time.",5.901877022653721,5.880897262135919,6.1127669902912665,81.81277508090619,66.66990291262135,8.420064724919095,30.758899676375407,7.793537801064563,1.906334627831716,410,14,82,4,6,131,74,103,0.064,0.809,0.127,0.7786,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,4,4,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,13,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,9,4,18,11,4,19,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,10,59,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26914408282421864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23167192475048684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250775165190863,0.0,0.0,0.1901634889884204,0.231460586318662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483230619067699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580859173223062,0.0,0.18599815503070116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055710044026556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521559008421105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44287659181719424,0.0,0.21740218368043232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490246647338792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078512187933166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228254715811094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304581665822492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704755593560726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331965118238606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872577811116584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216092854616685 socialanxiety,iimashittythrowaway,2018/03/03,"Constantly pushing friends away after a while out of fear of opening up Hello everyone. Just a 20something y/O dude here. I've been thinking a lot lately with how i handle my social life. With plenty of self destructing thoughts, and they've been getting worse for a while now. So i finally decided to just post it somewhere in hopes of maybe i can get some help before it gets even worse. Hopefully this is the righ place for it, and i won't come of as some random bumbling idiot! So, i guess i can start with the fact that i usually don't have any major problems interacting with others. Im still an awkward loser, not to mention a huge weird, but i at least am interested in people to a degree. I also find smalltalk relatively enjoyable, as i like sharing my interests with others, and find out what kind of people they are. I guess i just have a natural curiosity for what goes on inside the head of others. This goes doubly so when im online, which is usually how i've been meeting people lately. Usually though little niche communities where we can at least be bound by specific interests, and go off of that. I've even met plenty of friends that i still occusinally chat with to this day. All great people, but then my aforementioned problems comes into play. The thing is, after a point, when my friendship with someone advances to a point where they start opening up about more intimate and personal subjects, i become afraid of moving closer, and just back out. Even simply leaving people behind when i felt like we ran out of those surface level topics , and smalltalk,probably because of my own inability to really open up and sincerely talk about subjects without an air of goofiness around us. Or to actually talk about myself,not just my interests. So because im tiptoeing so much around getting closer to people, those little talks with friends can slowly turn into stressful trials of me constantly second guessing, and judging myself whenever i want to give my thoughts on something serious or truly dear to me. It's like im terrified of people knowing about my true self, so i hide beind all these relatively meaningless topics and detached fun dude persona. At this point it became a constant cycle of me meeting people, talking for a bit , and then never hitting them up again, because im afraid that i'll have to open up after a while. I do feel like i want someone i can truly talk to about anything and act the way i really want to ,and i might even have those people within my reach, but for whatever reason i just can't do it. Im too afraid. Even when i gathered enough courage to try, even if it went well, after a while i just ended up cutting ties with those people because i constantly felt like they held a knife at my throat now that they knew my secrets and whatnot. It's like the closer you get to someone, the more potential they have to hurt you whenever they want to. So yeah, I guess i wanted to know if any of you here feel this way, or had similar thoughts, maybe went through a period like this. Or can just simply offer some advice. Still, even writing this all down made me feel at least a bit better. I know my ability to collect my thoughts isn't the greatest, so hopefully this all doesn't look too much like a madman's ramblings. Anyways, thanks a ton in advance for the help! And have a wonderful day you peeps.",6.863339227077546,6.984230601246113,7.057400858802726,75.36917277090177,64.63862928348911,9.868889450197864,33.86225477814263,9.567723090172098,3.154619466195168,2674,106,477,47,37,864,280,642,0.08,0.7190000000000001,0.201,0.9981,0,0,2,0,0,0,65.0,3,4,7,4,54,46,3,6,30,1,30,3,2,4,7,112,78,48,0,12,19,0,5,8,3,2,1,0,0,3,33,40,0,2,20,2,0,11,8,15,1,1,17,6,61,31,94,57,22,99,0,2,1,0,41,47,0,20,46,346,94,0,0.0,0.0,0.05111921643249267,0.0,0.0,0.05118902743056758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04189145679046232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712458171989001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04310755924651599,0.09326571188219056,0.0,0.0,0.04921648170375914,0.04028005379434742,0.0,0.12773117306000698,0.05785399985311133,0.04457491607049236,0.0,0.0,0.046329381013356735,0.11437949652391376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024833563789933,0.0,0.2264339278724437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756667810849015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046396665544425016,0.054126663389064966,0.0,0.24219391316591665,0.0,0.0,0.050055146013072864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058946550836963874,0.0794607558590429,0.03742313195200738,0.100593688003701,0.057384099047173134,0.09575603320396306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141521904000155,0.0,0.13684235997784272,0.05025149518529426,0.029771027934220894,0.0,0.0,0.0577535324085223,0.2308274772450212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376108512684264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022376675805972,0.0,0.0,0.1560873613642243,0.0,0.0,0.05607814327170503,0.0,0.3395021812197295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054549863104335364,0.08636661059245733,0.0,0.11818284174617236,0.05546708032005297,0.0,0.0,0.03700036035579075,0.20473736666050435,0.1050050367719306,0.0,0.0,0.04398935721384512,0.0,0.0,0.04453499387348996,0.0,0.049566996644052286,0.0,0.0,0.1052535149531928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557113377511007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567588977194262,0.07701651806036354,0.0,0.0404017614104688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631646196444404,0.045739678336762325,0.05473011876629436,0.0,0.1485594038018791,0.0,0.0501693808462547,0.0,0.0,0.10024880503464548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067117048984339,0.05385946486402402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929584935213414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339887954834297,0.13315435074937035,0.04032775370603951,0.0,0.0,0.07415531355814046,0.0,0.12550176298778287,0.0,0.06000568200134065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052132899740916,0.0,0.048228138729878425,0.0,0.0,0.0348015943955683,0.033565544748452456,0.051467002871829065,0.16634814253083874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035565289711973994,0.056978737200493075,0.0,0.0,0.06301148846482349,0.0,0.17308068820195474,0.0,0.1544871686142917,0.08315994381865023,0.0,0.0,0.04709949685246401,0.09712096456602183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049629572301257,0.056808201129907934,0.0,0.0,0.10676751942923596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RedditZurah,2018/03/03,"Upcoming graduation party As the title says, there's an upcoming graduation party (if that's how it's called in English since I'm German) and I said yes to going there without thinking and now I feel like it was a bad decision. On one hand, I know that I have to socialize more - so what would be better than going to a party. On the other hand I hate being around many people, because all I see is people having fun **together** and me not. What have I done ?!?",0.3853093645484975,2.834763032608695,3.2026086956521773,84.70627090301005,92.58695652173913,5.874247491638798,19.03344481605351,7.321109707123232,0.9143484949832774,357,11,68,7,13,125,64,92,0.07,0.672,0.258,0.9542,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,5,1,9,2,2,1,1,14,18,7,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,3,6,8,3,10,12,2,7,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,2,52,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306673705987986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984208613346766,0.14590176665945426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168015218687936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443967929195677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24493181869912425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121019423133651,0.17098726755332125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720492087756955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363024634519865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315371000302205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693129711937528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24265705949194374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218556169259335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318617269376526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276707749758092,0.1903358063464494,0.0,0.0,0.19072603070405367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798767510353865,0.0,0.0,0.24398087568109944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533618508423307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307188943543043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002297737025587,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AutomatedBrowsingBot,2018/03/03,"Does anyone here have social anxiety because they think they will scare the people around them in public I keep my head down and kinda tense up and get fidgety and nervous because I don't want to make people nervous, but I only worry about a little bit of the regular anxiety stuff. Like I could stop my social anxiety any week. 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Live in a bigger Apartment with 4 people 3 bathrooms or a slightly smaller but 3 people and 2 bathrooms?,4.66,5.678097931034486,5.933965517241383,78.34508620689657,69.6896551724138,7.179310344827586,35.1896551724138,7.1686216300943375,2.6449172413793103,116,6,20,1,2,39,24,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,11,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939186322011355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40243229374507705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846913136310408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6319141402710277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426644662234961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NumerousMountain,2018/03/03,"Anyone else scared to post on Social media? Anyone else have this issue. I used to post on Facebook when I had just people from on here as friends. Then people in real life started adding me and now I never post anything. The reason for this is I act totally different online to what I do in real life. Online I have no fears and can be chatty but if I met these people in real life I’d not even say hello. I also use Twitter. I have a fear people from real life will find me on there but like reddit I use a random name, my instagram is blank as I’d be too easy found.",0.2434642857142855,2.4537966083333345,2.6995238095238108,90.97500000000002,87.08333333333334,4.428571428571429,15.238095238095234,5.773587663045528,-0.5731904761904758,443,8,91,3,14,152,75,120,0.083,0.84,0.078,0.1027,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,3,0,11,4,0,4,2,21,17,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,1,13,2,15,11,1,16,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,6,64,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911253132952194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935217359325368,0.2335093018495891,0.09377066692570488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905289530056708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038024435310985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526251994472168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564495639079268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414770927237388,0.0,0.0,0.1249396620081244,0.08803704240675342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893359378526515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219433925463385,0.05566993281439296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788482063593195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159927324406003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273961493134088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5187975653821345,0.0,0.11715898623903848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061715565049022,0.11408325217593256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615708789493102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065398888239766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952471490601866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,themattchatter,2018/03/03,"Scared my choice was the wrong one It's not as bad as the title sounds but the other day, I had a performance in a show I'm in and a bunch of people I know came to watch. After the show, everyone came on stage to talk to us and tell us what they thought. I have really bad social anxiety and especially after performing in front of them, I was scared to talk to them after the show. Every day, I'm constantly pushing myself to step out of my social fears but in that moment, I just couldn't do it, so while the rest of the cast went to talk to them, I went to the dressing room and waited until everyone left. When I made that decision, I was proud of myself because it felt like a mature and smart thing to do. When the cast got back to the dressing room, everyone was talking about the people who came and I was so out of the conversation. I started to have a lot of fears that maybe people thought I was rude for not speaking to people and thought I thought I was too good to speak to those who took time to support us. It's making me really upset and really getting to me. I thought I was right for putting my mental health first but now I'm thinking I wasn't. 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Does my roommate think I’m creepy? F (20s) rooming one month with another female (20s) and to give some context, I’m super awkward and not functional and my social anxiety can be even worse because I self medicate my PTSD, and I am very shy and weird around certain people and this includes my roommate. I just saw her friend and then her to give her a birthday gift and I awkwardly participated in some small chat and my roommate was asking if I had left a cupcake for her on a table and then if I had been in her room watching while she was sleeping... I’m already very worried about how off and creepy I come off to her and this confirmed that she thinks I’m creepy. She said she had a dream or something where I or someone was in her room. I told her I’m not like that and got flustered and her friend just said she was paranoid. She hugged me and im really unconfident and was abused so I’m even creepy when ppl hug me which makes things worse and I feel like she’s one of those extroverted hugger types who hug to distract from discomfort which makes me even more anxious. Side note: when her friend was asking if I’d be at the bday part hosted here tomorrow I asked how late it was going to be until Now my anxiety is going nuts, I’m wondering if she specifically thinks I was in her room or if just someone was... i hate that my anxiety makes me come off so awkward. I wasn’t in her room and I didn’t leave her a cupcake. I feel like this is one of those nightmare situations I wish i never even walked into and can’t believe is happening, I need to move out. I haven’t been myself for a long time after juggling personal crisis and jumping around. I look like a crazy addict my skin is shit and my used to be healthy and athletic shape is skin and bones and I’ve never felt worse inside and out and have absolutely lost all social skills and friends which kinda correlates to feeling and looking like such a loser. 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Except the problem is i am shit scared of driving. When i drive its a bit too much for me, i stress about multiple things at once and i feel like i'm on the brink of having a break down because all of it is too overwhelming and the pressure from making one small miscalculation is too much of a burden. My Dad even knows i hate driving and i have no idea how to handle the situation.",2.7280180180180196,4.260198738738744,4.315495495495497,86.08963963963964,75.12612612612612,7.095495495495496,25.84684684684685,7.793537801064563,1.3344306306306302,424,15,90,6,9,142,73,111,0.227,0.731,0.042,-0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,10,9,2,4,7,0,10,1,1,2,1,14,18,8,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,8,0,1,0,1,13,1,16,16,5,13,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,1,3,69,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170579136939715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25378670974453393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535379984063602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273910199079817,0.0,0.0,0.11753903683873385,0.16606986068433713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145104095712793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295066629601499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624196615142384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775423684707066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356848085894974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516921970341696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34177049748481153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475628950580725,0.1575212822609772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243334827273634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23273355986015146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238617410171382,0.0,0.2612953936930422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662827703199958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443645765075584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528503215869343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711125301962845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TreeOTree,2018/03/03,"Eye contact I've had social anxiety since I was a little boy. After starting school in the first grade I realized I was different from most kids. Very shy and withdrawn, I was a timid kid. Got picked on for being an easy target which extended to my household where my brother and uncles would call me school girl, assuming I was gay, which I am not. It was hard. And the whole ordeal made me feel rejected and lonely. Aside from all the women in my family, my mother, aunts, my grandmother, who were protective and supportive of me, I generally hated people, especially other males and preferred to stay well away from them. But I made up for this with music, which has always moved me in such a way that I feel transcended to a higher place where all my fear, discomfort, confusion and frustration I feel when being around people suddenly disappears. I was born with a natural music ability along with an ability to draw in which these two things have been integral to my survival & overall happiness. Over the years I've somehow learned to live with social anxiety without depending on prescribed medication. I've done this with coping mechanisms, some good, some very bad. But ultimately I cope due to my evasive skills where I avoid contact with people around me to save me the panic, depression & scrutiny from others that comes with it. But there is one thing that I can never get used to when dealing with people and that's eye contact. Making eye contact is when I feel at my most vulnerable, and most exposed. There is such a sensitivity & fear I feel that I can't take it. It just overwhelms me. I can't think straight & I become incapable of listening to someone who's talking to me. The only way I can receive and retain the information someone is telling me is by looking to the left or right, and forcing myself to occasionally glance at the speakers eyes in a very poor attempt to show I'm listening. But the truth is I just can't comprehend so much of the information, and all I'm doing is acting as if I'm listening, and waiting for the moment to pass as soon as possible so I can get away from them. The thing that most people don't realize is, when I'm alone without any pressure of upcoming human contact, I have zero levels of anxiety. I feel at total & absolute peace to such a degree where I feel completely normal and balanced. I also feel absolutely no loneliness. I have my music and art studios at home where isolation is essential,where I can explore my creative outlets, so this is how I've become accepting of my social anxiety condition, as I accept it as part of the package I am. I was born this way & I can't have one without the other. But eye contact.. I need to find a way to conquer it- somehow,someway.. 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Actually I skipped doing it for 4 weeks...I was avoiding it. But today I did it. And it went really well actually, I was blushing and saying non sense once in a while but fukc it. Teacher said me to do more presentations so I could get use to it. So she noticed my anxienty. But I noticed that nobody in class did not even care that I was in front of the class. I basically presented it to my teacher. Thanks. Hope this encourages somebody tiny bit.",1.4409459459459448,3.7783723063063084,3.857139639639641,83.88408783783788,82.69369369369369,7.303603603603604,24.565315315315317,8.344100000000001,1.7793477477477482,430,17,89,10,12,149,62,111,0.047,0.8320000000000001,0.121,0.8444,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,6,0,11,0,0,1,0,10,18,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,10,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,0,9,2,12,5,13,8,2,17,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,7,65,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.4026448439067684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252299513668441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103401317072956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647165295289416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362614927662575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778504546499673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049058900557593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697557239526153,0.0,0.21970645693106766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321632822143805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624183798551767,0.16406079557576747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993651258768887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39110312428453214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781799550669277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549159085108224,0.19124537867967176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thathappyhippie,2018/03/03,"I feel like I should quit my job but I feel like it’s too early to do that So basically, I have an entry level position at a company where I have to email and text bands to ask if they’re available to play upcoming shows. I’ve never had a job before so I was happy to actually be offered one for once in my life. I thought that it was a good opportunity to improve on my social anxiety and social skills since my SA was getting better, but this job has only made it worse. Way worse. It’s a job where I thankfully don’t interact with people face to face, but even emailing people makes me panic for hours and days on end. Some people can be pretty brutal though and I feel like a child because I overthink how blunt and such people can be but for gods sake I’m 19 years old and I need to get used to being treated like an adult and get over it. I’m not even concerned about the pay, I just wanted the opportunity to be able to get the experience and figure out if that industry is what I want to be in all my future. I feel like I can’t do this very well though or live up to their expectations and the thought of disappointing the company makes me panic even more. I feel like that in itself a dumb excuse to quit since I’ve only done two assignments and have been at this job for not even 2 months, but I am so emotionally, mentally, and physically drained by those assignments alone. I just panic all day about who I have to contact and interact with, and I don’t always have the information the bands want and I don’t want to embarrass myself by having to constantly ask these questions to the people who are in charge of the whole thing. I’m really lost on what to do with this situation. I know my family severely needs my help money wise, so I might just need to get a real full time job that pays well to help them out, so maybe I could use that as a reason to leave this job? I don’t have anyone to talk to about this problem so I’m sorry for ranting. Any advice is appreciated.",5.495921527041353,5.0262665560975615,6.673393425238601,78.96786320254508,67.58536585365854,9.959703075291623,28.31389183457052,9.54385415503706,2.1865461293743382,1568,43,332,29,23,532,198,410,0.136,0.6890000000000001,0.175,0.9451,7,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,7,25,26,2,4,19,0,37,3,2,7,3,67,70,32,0,13,13,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,25,19,0,0,12,4,3,0,8,9,2,2,10,5,37,17,53,51,6,30,0,2,0,0,24,17,1,6,18,226,62,11,0.06910301747866555,0.0,0.06743457682906644,0.0,0.0,0.06752666891188255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156988572823607,0.0,0.0,0.05749924626956188,0.0,0.0,0.04699242152893244,0.0,0.052863619227902746,0.0,0.0,0.04831843654626864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920398624177087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04212455806397525,0.0,0.05880157819661306,0.0,0.0,0.061116003362729064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746758125977256,0.0,0.05517313649300594,0.0,0.0,0.08913145904747595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071637893589376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773159365162585,0.06120476262385199,0.0,0.0,0.1825675652743161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759601092358004,0.06514417486782446,0.0,0.17470280975285002,0.2468360474709722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805173725536824,0.0,0.0,0.057960332490646915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356144707142821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926365919737144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805255247363227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800185745394032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03797721120624209,0.0,0.0,0.07317011782185923,0.0,0.0,0.04880950486419748,0.20256146287102766,0.0,0.061019230459630876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543410661366842,0.0,0.0,0.06538694597937587,0.09225360152146796,0.0,0.06942326913415753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963958841532576,0.0733073812855636,0.0,0.0,0.055157369270228164,0.0,0.0,0.1537170355778262,0.0532965071454445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251199246512492,0.07359245833626334,0.04682599304369276,0.10511191738750326,0.0,0.24323250580302155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23953665719184744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703026117590276,0.0,0.06612225516072195,0.0,0.0,0.07741119454459969,0.1469991302942279,0.0,0.07865436246655809,0.04426916248072395,0.07104941105937701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806674035897772,0.0,0.11432546029846236,0.07767468694895482,0.0,0.1408836479426142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735517051999705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554238787357217,0.0,0.06362077421115657,0.0,0.0,0.045908974253178365,0.0,0.1357867276352109,0.10972015399220926,0.04029452520355584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750360701549825,0.0,0.0,0.11936563997965913,0.0,0.05701722647334419,0.16303500042545402,0.05485075879386055,0.0,0.0,0.12426382330418605,0.0,0.0,0.07715105120390565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084375689341094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04450007762483698 socialanxiety,The_Frylord,2018/03/03,"Mock Trial Last weekend I did the most difficult thing that I think I've ever done. I'm a sophomore in college and joined the mock trial team last semester. It's sort of like debate club, I guess, but in the format of a trial with witnesses and a judge and stuff. Absolutely fucking horrifying. I ended up chickening out last semester but still went to the meetings, making me a somehow less dignified version of a water boy, except I was timing and stuff like that. However, this semester I was able to get a role as a prosecuting attorney, and suddenly had five weeks before competition to have an opening statement, direct, and cross examinations of witnesses. The competition was last weekend, and I did better than I thought. There are no verdicts, just scores, and I did fairly well over the course of the two rounds. Everyone on my team said my opening statement was really good during the second round, which is absolutely beyond me because I thought I was an incoherent mess. I'm still in awe that I was able to do this. Practices were absolutely exhausting because I was constantly having to be interacting with people who were *trying* to trip me up, object to me, kill time, etc. I admit that I hated about 90%, but that 10% of enjoyment makes me want to go back. I want to go to law school and Mock Trial really helps on applications and in gaining experience, because it's essentially doing the same things one would in an actual courtroom. Good thing I'll make a lot of money as a lawyer, because I'll certainly need it for all the weed I'll go through being this stressed out.",7.360108566916701,7.510563305369133,8.03573233320174,68.67217726016585,63.597315436241615,11.307066719305173,35.31464666403474,10.966923227221727,4.048367311488354,1267,53,218,32,17,424,165,298,0.126,0.735,0.138,-0.0038,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,4,10,18,6,1,22,0,23,3,0,3,3,45,44,15,1,4,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,18,16,1,0,7,5,1,6,1,10,1,4,18,3,23,8,39,23,7,37,0,0,2,1,10,15,1,5,18,157,41,5,0.23092815898475946,0.0,0.11267628569085572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878474995735795,0.0,0.2815433246388609,0.0,0.0982514273167196,0.0,0.0,0.10211859522211658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477565056553225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815984159285314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022669028757606,0.0,0.12877297018500536,0.0,0.10444387034416168,0.0,0.11033087605939026,0.0,0.11294602556332155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067446809273156,0.06032521593063265,0.0,0.19686269173882648,0.19369158344412285,0.0,0.0,0.12719670109628115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139968738965132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739313860540449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774389653170098,0.0,0.0,0.376474542286764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281983384808493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816343134986456,0.0,0.0,0.23121950896330384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561515190356071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824144849790096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004825443658033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793849189909766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983278060540494,0.0,0.0,0.11685581277929225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441952606729264,0.0,0.13226371294611816,0.0,0.2643574929595716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23012761147018576,0.07398471990352866,0.0,0.1833311633082284,0.13465606657907456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839253071409072,0.0,0.11279162807711254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620741131150027,0.0,0.09261831988287672,0.0,0.10381607414214064,0.10703635847454768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202236924510505,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rosecoloredkayla,2018/03/03,"Challenging myself to go to a theater by myself Background: I've had SA, agoraphobia, and emetophobia (fear of publicly vomiting) since 2010. (Related: I finally made an appointment to see a psychiatrist for anti-anxiety meds! Yay!) I just reserved a ticket to go see ""Lady Bird"" at my local movie theater. I really wanted to attend the premiere a while back, but of course, I was afraid I'd have a panic attack. But now that it's being played again, I'm going to challenge myself to see it alone and enjoy the experience. I'd appreciate some positive energy :) Hope you all have a lovely weekend!",3.277878787878784,6.094492454545456,5.792272727272728,69.86174242424244,79.0,8.757575757575756,27.34848484848485,9.2995712137729,3.3084848484848486,470,20,73,14,12,166,79,110,0.087,0.639,0.274,0.9752,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,4,11,1,3,9,1,5,2,0,1,1,10,16,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,4,0,0,3,3,9,7,12,12,2,12,0,0,3,1,3,2,0,2,6,49,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191353796814657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185982627987647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24070533081833734,0.0,0.16269367413146985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696801969109832,0.0,0.2380888313110679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317779901281791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607411704575773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014889433436107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096122265487048,0.20020422119731066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23502015894057396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24824615813235795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554499395500194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058109292987211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502300649809452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479668074104774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,toolateformem8,2018/03/04,Had to skip a job interview. I fucking hate myself I finally landed an interview. Spent hours prepping for the questions and got all dressed up. I urged myself to go up until the very last minute my interview was supposed to happen and I couldn't even muster the strength to leave my apartment...I feel like shit right now. How am I supposed to function in the world like this? Feels I'm fated to end up as a hobo on the streets...,2.0768104575163413,4.516654458823531,2.808627450980392,91.74771241830068,80.88235294117645,5.660130718954249,25.91503267973856,6.937597516519254,1.1349346405228755,339,14,68,4,9,106,60,85,0.102,0.802,0.095,-0.1513,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,3,0,8,0,4,2,1,1,1,8,13,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,4,2,9,3,14,8,1,16,0,0,0,1,4,9,2,1,8,42,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183233099390545,0.0,0.0,0.16542580524975598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532791884633925,0.17892795735627645,0.0,0.2743655886527206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315453066968709,0.0,0.0,0.14234161970992,0.0,0.2003149396038233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148006371457496,0.0,0.0,0.24727640665136102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24665166072268666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24854190786441935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204157510707042,0.0,0.2651999141843937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24472322932542565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805713966474737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138906147804383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25709256102023675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665490254610067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwingnebaway,2018/03/04,"I think I know why I'm so uncomfortable I've been feeling incredibly uncomfortable around a certain person and I didn't even realize who or why until I thought about it. I've been starting to get real close to one of my roommates we just connect. I met her sister and she was the complete opposite of her, very closed off and awkward. Then my roommate tells me her sister has a crush on me but I've never saw her sister in any way other than platonic. My roommate knows this and so I thought that was transferred over to her sister but I don't think so. Her sister is always around the house on the weekends and I'm always on my guard around her. I feel bad even mentioning this to my roommate because that's her family and I don't want to be the reason they don't hang out. So I've been internally feeling this and keeping it to myself. Sometimes I feel like whenever I let loose around the house they exchange a look and laugh but I could just be overthinking this. Point is I know she has a crush on me and I don't and the guilt is driving me crazy because she's always around. I don't know what to do. If I talk to her sister and she denies it I look like an idiot.",1.839769189479334,3.8534934814814825,3.3896940418679558,89.57797101449276,79.20576131687244,6.0367865449991065,23.32241903739488,7.079830092131019,0.7979652531758821,928,31,195,11,23,306,112,243,0.123,0.8,0.077,-0.8704,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,0,14,8,1,2,11,0,21,0,0,1,2,48,43,22,0,3,7,6,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,20,0,2,14,1,1,2,7,4,0,1,10,7,43,4,26,29,0,24,0,0,3,0,28,16,0,2,7,140,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968064611545921,0.0,0.0,0.0808570270625774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292372581407664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927769973469264,0.14496237565799425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246658522523024,0.0,0.0,0.09493309017488304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706650227681512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208965486092116,0.0,0.2404804750467673,0.08494318156425275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212107230461359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27439249558279866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568502458129857,0.0,0.0,0.2613803923574138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158473394778395,0.0,0.11617843297785067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969445430181246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170408717811727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057066360018968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038201133628452,0.0,0.0,0.1124002522148004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533582027971605,0.0,0.12225043881322928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117596521642887,0.0,0.08415902057050226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955684387672716,0.10392506151207892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237442796221712,0.0,0.18878885513903773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981061046439126,0.07013112440604914,0.0943783943006106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458003319558824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,supremegent1999,2018/03/04,"Hey 0 friends feeling lonely and not wanting to exist :( Hey i suffer from severe social anxiety and I feel unwanted , unloved and im very insecure. Im 18 and never had a gf. Have 0 friends and its been 2 years. I sit alone at lunch and everywhere in school, got bullied alot in the past, everyone thinks im wierd and lonely which is true. Im also not attractive and very insecure about myself. All I wish at this point is to have is a friend to talk to before I lose my sanity. Would any guy or girl wanna chat and be friends? I dont wanna feel alone anymore and depressed thank you : )",1.5767366946778694,3.746798487394962,3.3497689075630284,88.70907913165269,80.93277310924371,6.655742296918768,23.36204481792717,7.793537801064563,1.244747338935574,456,16,94,8,12,152,78,119,0.297,0.551,0.152,-0.9595,0,6,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,2,15,0,2,4,0,10,1,0,0,3,27,18,12,0,6,3,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,3,10,1,0,4,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,3,9,7,12,13,2,9,0,5,0,0,13,5,0,2,3,54,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742145271772972,0.0,0.10586540201843574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002392919420721,0.0,0.10127145100177946,0.0,0.131286831752908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264686815129082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140199535158936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515007974917322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649615367331746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200808124333876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091103360801932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587754312263276,0.0,0.0,0.13107845378315328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5719787542161502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810098667618715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210073942680377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637307840922826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514326477728502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339771003267737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955336366678246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494622254355282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640319929308496,0.0,0.12187905808045126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482469126191249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184571295491196,0.07808201225298743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223214043298058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940399876739249,0.0,0.0,0.08524931695142754 socialanxiety,WhiteMintLatte,2018/03/04,"My boyfriend's family doesn't like me because I am shy. How do you deal with SOs parents when you have social anxiety? I'm a 21-year-old woman and have had anxiety as long as I can remember. My boyfriend and I have been together for 2.5 years. He lives with his parents but for the first year or so I rarely saw them. Now, I sleep over every weekend and eat meals with them very regularly. It isn't exactly that they don't like me. They do, but at the same time they have a bad impression of me because I am quiet. I get nervous around them and don't know what to say to start a conversation. I also see his extended family (aunts and uncles and grandparents) somewhat regularly and they also have complained that I am too quiet. I am always polite and smile and say hello and goodbye, but I don't really start conversations because I am just nervous and have no idea what to say to them. His parents have expressed confusion and I guess frustration with the fact that it has been over two years and I still am not completely comfortable with them. But I should make one thing clear: they are quiet towards me too! It's uncommon for his family members to try to start a conversation with me. On top of that, we are from different cultures and their English is pretty good, but not great. They speak their native language probably 80% of the time when I'm around, and this makes it very difficult to ever join in on conversations. I have mentioned this issue to my boyfriend and he told his mom, so she has been making an effort to speak in English more often. The language barrier still makes things harder, though. But in spite of that, I know that I need to make more of an effort to get past my social anxiety and impress them. Does anyone have any advice on how to get his family to like me more? Or how to start conversations? It's becoming an issue to the point where I don't think his extended family approves of our relationship... 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I know that practicing small talk over and over is the only way to really get decent at it. As someone who lives alone and really struggles with this, I was wondering if anyone here would be interested in having a quick practice chat via FaceTime? The beauty of this is that if you truly felt awkward or uncomfortable you can just hang up and I’d totally understand! We could even send each other a follow up message afterwards with some feedback on how it felt and maybe some constructive criticism since that’s something you don’t usually get in real life scenarios. If no one tells us what we could improve on, how are we supposed to know?! If you’re up for it, feel free to PM me :) ",7.006241258741259,6.885724335664339,7.38964160839161,73.91984702797205,64.38461538461539,11.066083916083915,33.259615384615394,10.686352973137794,3.53383986013986,592,22,108,14,8,194,97,143,0.09,0.784,0.126,0.8239,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,4,3,0,0,6,4,0,2,5,0,12,1,0,2,1,33,22,12,0,7,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,11,0,0,7,1,1,3,2,2,0,1,3,3,11,3,21,15,4,21,0,0,0,0,14,14,0,8,3,81,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304410539882776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24715436951976116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282216949451558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673176616270295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936249987403798,0.0,0.3393865311641155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846734314681157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942578105317941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483312027005185,0.0,0.17713484758345255,0.15606019679868666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755400980765418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197601745326375,0.13441489174657387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116306274506468,0.2264418661728435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461969751083813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974694770304112,0.13605919726722812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476174066076556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841057128032189,0.1544741342427315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183987313501735,0.21259038134457625,0.0,0.194648576022643,0.0,0.0,0.1402839751902527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166151182809305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554743610910715,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThisIsNotMyName378,2018/03/04,"Convinced my friends dont like me I'm a 18/m and I'm in college with a group of friends, the main friend I used to talk to all the time doesn't message me anymore unless I message her. I'm convinced she doesn't like me anymore, I feel like the people I am with don't want me to be there with them. It's killing me because it knocks me sick when I think about it and I don't know what to do.",0.1566666666666663,1.4953772777777772,1.9086111111111101,101.41625000000002,81.7777777777778,4.5,23.472222222222214,3.1291,-0.31544444444444464,305,11,80,0,8,100,51,90,0.168,0.67,0.163,0.1401,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,9,1,0,5,0,8,1,0,1,1,12,16,4,1,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,16,8,11,15,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,5,50,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616107670944986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141869900334374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27275754305116023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767515837260747,0.1662621855899559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394193010719154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574809954030857,0.0,0.1279021885671646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411000123188685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613455107618027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705936380364288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491238316865626,0.0,0.0,0.13570659343102248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100378764264387,0.0,0.0,0.13727004106634327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tardiscaptain,2018/03/04,"Dating is hard I used to have social anxiety to the point of agoraphobia. I had almost no friends and I never dated. A lot of this turned around when I started having more positive experiences and so I'm shockingly social now and have a lot of friends. Most people when I tell them I am shy do not believe me. Yet, when it comes to dating, I am paralyzed in fear 9 times out of 10. To the point of panic attacks and becoming nauseous and having an upset stomach before I meet a new person. I've had a couple of relationships and one was serious (I'm 25 and I am female) but I've also dated a number of people in the short term and have experienced a lot of rejection and lack of interest in me. As an anxious person, I take this to heart deeply and it makes it so much harder to get out there again. I have a date in 1 hour. It's taking everything inside of me not to cancel it. I took some of my xanax prescription to try to calm me down. What I keep thinking is he'll try to kiss me or do something that makes me uncomfortable given I've only just met him. My mind always races about stuff like this :( ",2.751754385964912,4.144898736842109,4.824561403508773,83.0335964912281,74.78947368421053,7.698245614035088,23.63157894736842,8.344100000000001,1.3994894736842112,864,25,177,15,18,299,131,228,0.147,0.752,0.101,-0.7634,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,13,13,1,3,12,0,16,4,2,3,1,33,33,19,0,1,5,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,11,14,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,6,2,23,6,31,26,9,30,0,1,0,1,13,11,0,7,18,129,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906908876568388,0.0,0.0,0.10307677789741247,0.10725043799884754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986038371671349,0.14561394522270255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474331290519107,0.0,0.14663594908493674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235370049708593,0.10967961192125532,0.14521981172861326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103108319542664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261916433502872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158419449765278,0.12608342280769316,0.0,0.14504199648229044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991669348231931,0.0,0.06734198630020091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546403447489367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274044427581845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269349866869521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145672348119084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297127650670145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287441419229065,0.0,0.0,0.17207598033135016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014656597560004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475218976327868,0.0,0.09941128112114964,0.12448698184480055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734215819322083,0.09802997352224513,0.0,0.15122976662241186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871824809783673,0.22509117735389728,0.0,0.0,0.2436936763638597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838431168117407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627831481109247,0.0,0.09922918013215057,0.0,0.0,0.09123209564874467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755321132799326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938250442143219,0.0,0.1126593571063356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259030518675142,0.0,0.0,0.07515934133774332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320638323069446,0.17502162728954904,0.14020005722568815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113233476993257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Adogentra,2018/03/04,"Intrusive Thoughts I have SAD, and I think a tiny bit of every other mental illness like OCD,ADHD, Intrusive thoughts, ...etc. I remember when my SAD was really bad, my OCD, ADHD....were more pronounced. All this to say that i have intrusive thoughts in my mental illness package. I get random evil, sexual or blasphemous thoughts. Does anyone else have this problem? I have a feeling that it is a very mild form of tourettes and it comes with the mental illness bundle. I am a born again christian and my SAD has been fading away over the years but i hate the blasphemous intrusive thoughts because they are contrary to my spirit and my love for God. 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I work a very high stress job, and have been encouraged to take on more responsibility / speaking roles in the past year. However, my anxiety has been completely out of control to the point that i can barely speak in meetings without my mouth drying out, my breathing getting short, my face getting red, and my voice sounding distressed and shaky. My boss and I are close and he struggles with OCD. He's decently understanding, but also believes that forcing me to talk more will help me get over this. To date, it has not. It's getting worse. I have a host of other SA symptoms that make work difficult, but the speaking issues are by far the worst. Is anyone else in this situation, and how do you calm yourself down? It's to the point that if I know i'm going to a meeting, my heart rate will skyrocket and i cant speak Beyond ""be confident"" or ""take deep breaths"" - are there techniques/medications/therapies that have helped you overcome something like this? 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I can only be social when i'm drunk and i love it but recently shit hit the fan and my family made an intervention for me to stop drinking and wants me to go to AA. I thinck that now the little social life i had will die and its scaring me a lot. Anyone else feels like they can't socialize at all sober?",4.475316455696202,4.80398843037975,6.106177215189878,79.42584810126583,69.7594936708861,9.864303797468356,25.92658227848101,9.888512548439397,2.2284055696202527,302,8,62,7,5,104,61,79,0.238,0.65,0.112,-0.9143,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,1,4,0,5,6,1,1,1,13,12,6,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,3,1,1,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,1,9,2,8,7,2,7,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,1,5,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650366252639221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813703869919955,0.0,0.0,0.21595937211723965,0.3164595817794805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602719391115555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512807016448986,0.0,0.0,0.2580096468528176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558102566169914,0.0,0.07808346419738749,0.11032343270603792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877650219415806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090771015917676,0.0754457467715031,0.15477747991482213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128920919731393,0.13937734810005578,0.14612355870463653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744949393854795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776679181052854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989305658135114,0.0,0.15247907308561245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154609422347096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585181783440513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6296798142907372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910876805907626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484651181097199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108566740176822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hadespersephone,2018/03/04,"Just applied for a job I really want! I've just sent my application in for a job I have wanted for a long time, a library assistant. I have been putting it off because I'm terrified of job interviews. I'm scared I'll be too nervous and embarrass myself. If anyone has interview tips I'd love to hear them!",2.962380952380953,4.437093492063493,5.2446349206349225,79.90314285714291,74.39682539682539,9.484444444444444,30.06031746031745,9.888512548439397,3.1029898412698413,242,11,49,7,5,85,46,63,0.188,0.7190000000000001,0.093,-0.7176,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,3,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,12,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,6,1,7,9,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,28,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086667339398826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896349342121232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754187004045203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7274878570004962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625658020179672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22055022278360606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24565573322729736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654737751657224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446534032102381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424920169121965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882672760200893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Hyperion_7312,2018/03/04,Entering/Starting conversations is so hard I can't even type into the SA Discord without feeling anxious af. SA drives me up the fucking wall sometimes. I've disconnected with so many good friends just bc I can't gather up the strength or whatever to even message them over text even though I can relatively easily talk to them face to face.,4.362395833333332,6.965991281250003,4.979375000000001,78.36145833333336,73.6875,8.016666666666666,34.104166666666664,8.841846274778883,3.3098729166666665,278,15,48,6,6,89,48,64,0.086,0.7120000000000001,0.202,0.8379,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,7,4,1,0,3,0,4,3,2,0,0,6,6,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,9,6,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,1,0,30,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30788847142333176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5400230143974908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780255407315814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105608876505556,0.2519554396874047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285905379381083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441390144637281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27630905598470057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695453928949163,0.0,0.19290261266583555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905437351374335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677655543124872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627152905847694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alphasinity,2018/03/04,"How handle the truth of not having genuine friends? So recently i’ve graduated from high school and somehow i’ve came to realise that the majority of “friends” from school that i’ve been around with for 6 years have suddenly cut me off like they never knew me. For that i know and as hard as i try to think about what i’ve done, i just can’t seem to figure what i’ve done for my friends to suddenly cut me off? I’ve driven them to places, supported them and consolidated with them individually whenever i can. However i never get the same in-return. I’ve been contemplating on just leaving them for the last 2 months now however that would leave me with no one else to hangout with or talk to. Under these circumstances what should i do? I feel like i’ve been heavily depressed for the last month too. 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I️ used to so easily approach new friends, family members teachers, coaches, teammates, etc... I️ am now s third year University student with social anxiety that’s gotten so much worse since I️ first came here, and it’s awful because while I’d love to meet with my really interesting and intelligent professors like I️ used to be able to, I️ get so nervous I️ can’t think anymore and I start to sweat and shake... Has anyone had any luck for mental ‘tools’ for staying* centered while speaking with professors?",4.347938144329895,7.27489683505155,4.980628865979384,76.63073711340209,75.49484536082474,8.003711340206186,31.349484536082482,8.841846274778883,3.2235410309278354,431,21,69,10,10,138,73,97,0.096,0.706,0.198,0.9126,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,0,1,5,2,1,2,1,13,13,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,2,0,2,3,1,2,5,11,9,3,12,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,8,36,4,4,0.21451014039988786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458742513380715,0.0,0.16409967026584046,0.0,0.21273641868250232,0.14999047777679347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076339057663178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453424544640237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392355097406645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222106945541332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246221584158856,0.0,0.0,0.1657300023575431,0.0,0.11207269477939744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479881927366816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360377674594093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617576819961476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768963504701072,0.0,0.0,0.2071752302955029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374206887862362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744500482541406,0.0,0.0,0.21866607423871745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183138145267405,0.22863926818391625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724151253537282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744943642840635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37053577579104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186041591814775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381374974263139 socialanxiety,rayofsunshine121,2018/03/04,"Have you ever just... Have you ever purposely stayed up really late knowing that you would be sleeping like a rock the next day when family were coming over just so you could be like, ""Sorry I missed you! I was dead tired ha ha ha...""",2.6480434782608704,4.506678804347832,3.7732608695652203,88.49293478260874,76.17391304347827,7.208695652173913,18.02173913043478,8.07648339933343,0.5254086956521737,179,3,37,3,4,58,34,46,0.197,0.627,0.17600000000000002,-0.2942,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,3,8,2,1,0,2,8,11,2,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,5,2,5,0,10,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,8,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062851586191815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449451467417312,0.0,0.0,0.1651790673748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633584169404409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414513161696717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075928736231125,0.0,0.2889195107089831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25025891629194297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723912347804289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407986697793306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25630939793683444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28671032786091416,0.0,0.27299456174248465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29437735248940505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194344503837448,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Darth_Marrr,2018/03/04,"What activities can you do alone if you have SAD? I'm working on overcoming this and the first step is to literally step outside the house, but carrying this fear of judgement leaves me wanting for activities that involve doing them alone. Any suggestions?",7.945333333333334,9.535351977777779,7.56666666666667,67.53000000000003,62.55555555555557,11.333333333333336,39.444444444444436,11.20814326018867,4.985444444444445,209,11,33,6,3,66,39,45,0.229,0.7709999999999999,0.0,-0.8979,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,7,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,23,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6526430587960644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142610499849989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35454572273520024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680016904299617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635529671779437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336177571182465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583874398745046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293775449039655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,darkethawn,2018/03/04,"Can't speak to girls or anyone not in my immediate 'friends' group I just spent the most awkward 30 minutes of my life in a discord chat with a girl I met whilst playing an online game. I was reluctant to give her my discord name and warned her that I am insanely awkward, but she insisted and so we ended up in a call together. I hardly spoke and didn't laugh at any of her jokes (she contributed to the subsequent silence a brief, forced ""ha-ha"") and I was on edge the entire time. I'm scared of speaking to everyone but I am especially terrified of females. I am just worried for when I am at university in the future (a few months time). I don't mind being alone and would rather be alone, but I can just foresee many awkward moments between me and unknowing girls who don't know better than to approach me. I think I'd rather just remain alone than suffer those awful moments when the conversation stops to silence and they are left to think how awkward I am and that they never should have disturbed me. I think I'd rather just be alone.",4.241739130434779,5.489378971014496,5.0692946859903385,83.29756521739131,70.8840579710145,8.03207729468599,29.74202898550725,8.447377352677275,2.140331014492753,825,33,163,13,15,268,119,207,0.22,0.711,0.068,-0.9866,0,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,1,12,12,0,6,11,1,19,1,0,1,1,36,28,16,0,5,13,0,1,0,1,2,1,3,0,3,4,10,0,1,4,4,1,2,6,7,0,0,6,4,28,5,24,17,2,23,0,1,0,0,24,9,0,3,12,114,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6764307152618954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103523843605727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416839031096265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440690189718053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672599360172374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446166251972689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560199683581989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614885875322024,0.0,0.0,0.1566319811895897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626580651030974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973380311600626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740298240885058,0.0,0.11532870267613947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553915812463876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648651246558298,0.0,0.13032764537691993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593073917376185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634706445311677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650845601027273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138675429022749,0.0,0.0,0.19041845761831647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658176298260858,0.0,0.11598863265979327,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Naed1993,2018/03/04,"I’m on a company ski trip right now I posted this in introvert but o felt like this was a good place to post this to I knew I was introvert but a part of me thought my social anxiety was really holding me back from making close friends. And I still think that is true but I really want to go home at the moment. What’s worse I’m stuck here because i carpooled. What’s even worse I was looking forward to snowboarding but won’t have chance anymore because we came pretty late. What’s more worse is that the coworker girl I had a crush on is dating my lead. Hahaha... What sucks about this is that I know we weren’t compatible at the start. I’m to quiet and she wants some who can open up more quickly. I want to go home right now but I’ll hate myself for going home early because I know I’ll regret not trying to experience more stuff. But right now I’m sitting alone. On side note and extra details.... I drank for the first time...and vodka and beer taste fucking horrible. And is solidifing my hesitation to not drinking. But on the positive side I wasn’t really feeling the anxiety. But I was still pretty quiet but I wasn’t scared to talk to people. That kind of interesting but i don’t want to be under the influence of anything to talk to people. I also did a spicy chip challenge and I had sneak down stairs to puke my guts out. I will never do anything like that ever again. But because of that I think my anxiety is coming back. I’m sitting down here alone feeling calm but a part of me really wants someone to come down and see if I’m okay. I really wish I wasn’t like this. Wish me luck guys...I can tough this out. I’ve done it before. :) ",0.8546802413272978,3.1833821,2.872352941176473,89.9968702865762,85.35294117647058,6.075414781297134,20.188536953242835,7.419758726546812,0.6968174962292615,1294,39,273,22,39,434,162,340,0.152,0.6559999999999999,0.192,0.9382,1,2,3,0,0,0,36.0,2,0,0,3,15,18,3,1,13,1,27,6,1,3,3,57,64,21,0,9,15,0,3,3,1,2,0,2,3,1,19,16,4,1,9,4,0,9,9,6,0,1,19,8,35,12,38,42,7,53,0,1,2,1,9,24,2,3,21,177,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473735960735185,0.0,0.07132114787635446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467865784781408,0.0,0.0884474754087896,0.0,0.0,0.14678317934789334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371553960275851,0.0,0.21746519649102045,0.0,0.07588979768694717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200378873691948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536498222972029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126713695768776,0.0,0.08736726802447843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058905798185125986,0.08067286559114803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723996448331105,0.0,0.0,0.09018914997930223,0.0,0.08563150875160393,0.0,0.0,0.07586064693872535,0.0,0.0,0.06890404754765712,0.08245002094084773,0.0,0.0,0.15205753500158106,0.07480407909930455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805164396302494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268379237758594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287236947999816,0.09802739870414504,0.0,0.10060447378074498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307137402422627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489287055657448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953162627665413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878490796904645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315715355220026,0.0,0.12365918745999907,0.0,0.09317925880080724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082899972175392,0.1814662513110543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856707156055756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284903017807908,0.0,0.0,0.0892896628217352,0.0,0.0710688340049682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091279407514198,0.07556609284861783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312554503119729,0.0,0.14244638378284272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209539548498983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336692000617518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429219053082974,0.0,0.07080286400483941,0.05200444374749082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055070606641205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26301788101691864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051165119547523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27266115665394297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,haizoe,2018/03/04,"Job interviews I’m looking for another part time job because I’m pregnant and need to save money before my baby comes so I have filled out a bunch of job applications (online of course) & I’ve gotten like 4 phone calls back to various places to set up an interview and I cannot seem to build up the courage to call them back and set up an interview.. let alone the actual interview part where I would have to go in there and talk to them. It becomes even worse when they have guidelines on when to call them back, like between 11 to 2 or within two days it just makes me more anxious and also able to make more excuses for not calling back. I try to tell my mom and boyfriend and neither of them really understand or are supportive. Idk any tips on how to just get over it and do it?? 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I work as an engineer in a large company. I wrote a piece of code for an application and was showing the results to one of the managers yesterday. First I was so scared that my code will fail and entire thing would crash in front of him even though I tested and it worked fine before. And when he asked some basic questions about my work I couldn't answer even though I did the entire work myself. I could have answered it if I had the ability to think straight for a few seconds. My mind went completely blank and I got really nervous. I had to read my code, documents and finally blurted something out. I don't even think it made any proper sense. English is not my first language and my boss is an American which makes it even worse. This happens often at office. When people ask me to explain or show something related to work which I know very well, I stumble a lot, and look like a fool. When put on a spot, I cant provide a sensible answer to any generic questions. It's worse when someone tries to explain me something. I cant comprehend simplest of things. I nod my head and hope they don't me anything back. I do not know if I am just stupid or I have anxiety related issues. I am starting to think I can't make progress . Does it happen to you at work? Is there a way out? I am starting to feel hopeless and wanted to shared it with someone...",3.4062753433616706,4.975300255395688,4.321635055591893,86.58534990189669,73.42446043165471,7.2128188358404195,28.463701765860037,7.84624498591911,1.7586633093525177,1093,44,219,15,22,353,151,278,0.127,0.813,0.06,-0.9601,0,0,3,0,0,1,27.0,0,1,1,10,18,11,1,2,15,0,24,1,1,5,1,50,48,23,0,7,7,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,13,0,0,14,3,0,3,9,6,1,4,9,2,36,5,28,35,4,25,0,2,1,0,12,9,0,10,13,157,49,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398795931607365,0.0,0.07867802200882998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463469276689119,0.0,0.1922969751528666,0.0,0.0,0.07908334494242958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751560962108954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783360041541384,0.0,0.0,0.0821153245028229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000250145024932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717190977187093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200276375887662,0.0,0.0,0.11266436043824207,0.0,0.17496398634449584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225650551700868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189533061165294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055511609113604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215072951444147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734602301222236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130445437811255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050246071768185886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636595988922083,0.0,0.0,0.08743722886984924,0.0,0.0973167492122845,0.13730295043947272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384661161659976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696920976105317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130147599320708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033900995104785,0.2304253759793685,0.0,0.10287528755687504,0.0,0.06588671360080561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296824491402903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428463071178008,0.2375309879205489,0.0,0.0,0.14559191681753458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665455901240514,0.26360198693626663,0.20209420583430546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698266712509749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485992190607322,0.060662093983686785,0.08163552308023833,0.0,0.0,0.09247221404458486,0.09534062170237252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44924503539427707,0.0,0.20962068746925847,0.07305988160265578,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,whyyesthat,2018/03/05,"""Fake it 'til you make it"" is a fucking lie. I wish someone had told me years ago that there's no such thing ""making it."" Not really. The best you can hope for is to fake it well enough that everyone else *thinks* you've made it.",0.34562500000000185,2.309150645833334,1.6748333333333356,100.1535,84.20833333333334,5.506666666666668,15.85,6.742157984588678,-0.5823800000000001,173,3,43,2,5,55,39,48,0.21,0.65,0.14,-0.6118,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,3,6,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,3,0,7,12,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,4,3,3,9,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,3,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23260418537123476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753754734513117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920380796554584,0.0,0.0,0.2711321620813472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25073705105871696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425870931860586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26062511591902104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482918053045157,0.3503117162687728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681019063824274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223329794024614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743287123487242,0.16813707236431474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25073705105871696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23593156523910336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017501865479526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897875323840472 socialanxiety,Throwawayuglyg,2018/03/05,"Im so nervous about going to a college to pick up transcripts to transfer to another college. I have been out of school for 5 years and sometimes don't think I can do it. I was enrolled at a community college 5 years ago. That experience worsened my depression and anxiety to a great extent. I met a lot of fake people, I was insulted. I couldn't concentrate in class anymore since I was losing motivation and extremely anxious in class because some people did not like me for whatever reason. It was like highschool all over again, the classes were small and I was stuck with the same people everyday due to how it was structured. that's when I knew I had to leave. Embarrassingly, I spent nearly 4 years in my room, avoiding the outside world due to severe depression and anxiety. I wasn't even aware how fast these years went by. I got a wake up call when my mom announced she is retiring next year and how I'm going to need to take care of myself and not rely on her anymore. I know I need to further my education if I want a good job to support myself and get a decent place to live. I don't want to keep worrying my mom anymore. The issue: I still have major anxiety and depression. I went to the doctor, I started on Lexapro at all doses and that didn't help. I'm trying Zoloft that helped give me motivation to apply back to college but my anxiety/depression is coming back. I may have to go my old college tomorrow to get my transcripts. I'm freaking out. I think is one part of reason I have PTSD. I think I'm going to try and mail them the money order for my transcripts, I don't even want to go in there and be reminded of that hell. I'm also embarrassed/scared to run into any old teachers/advisors I knew . I'm so scared I will have a similar experience at my new college, I'm scared people wont like me again, that they will insult my looks, that my anxiety will cause me to drop out again. if I cant even handle trying to get my transcripts I'm not sure I wll feel when I visit the new college. I really wish I could do college fully online but living with my mom, she is against it and doesn't want to see me so isolated. Does anyone have any tips to calm down? or how they deal with college with social anxiety. should I just mail them my money order/ permission form for them to send the transcripts? sorry this post was long and messy ",4.6746587436332785,5.292495326315791,5.887280135823432,80.14489643463499,69.42105263157895,8.907979626485568,29.848896434634966,9.023248300946321,2.388809168081495,1860,69,367,33,31,624,216,475,0.17600000000000002,0.773,0.051,-0.9944,1,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,5,3,23,23,3,5,16,0,40,4,1,10,3,68,85,30,0,12,9,3,1,3,0,6,3,0,1,0,13,23,0,2,11,0,3,11,12,14,0,1,21,3,63,9,61,55,9,65,1,4,2,0,24,23,1,6,30,245,76,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698609934527353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060431365668316125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277709015994384,0.07923919549756255,0.2890449556968453,0.08536985487572359,0.2248281984244406,0.05283860830885124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162136075697352,0.0,0.046065294798900834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771629471768037,0.0,0.07704618316151372,0.07762871973695824,0.0,0.06509477814498597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033456288539321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790685584424634,0.26034498043859355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734661923509284,0.06612969767179187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497350198126678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478391851943188,0.0,0.0,0.03820923852181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844282335799522,0.07249130762178564,0.21473398316195225,0.06338250003166916,0.06043829619985296,0.08331352268491593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130271068847248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162595284086474,0.0788729194598159,0.0749891619431646,0.06716793638443827,0.0,0.0,0.041529965185599635,0.0,0.0,0.08001515512198998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107555061809702,0.0,0.13345511353524725,0.06687492949047164,0.06345773422492422,0.08454079152420835,0.0,0.06424485339019857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655115058286349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206480471164636,0.0,0.1459672774850488,0.08036697762028196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859092476596234,0.0,0.05120654727185589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183232410953695,0.0,0.2095561778842203,0.0,0.07895203637294669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237285192629782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833445602469964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841052616096087,0.15539211406172446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131265900923244,0.0764784243639674,0.0602175767392405,0.0,0.0,0.08536985487572359,0.0,0.0625102822879528,0.0,0.0,0.07703163039674918,0.0,0.0,0.07473826794319888,0.08459171794303767,0.05348712139918842,0.0,0.06034836624779145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575319319507009,0.07122154895359355,0.0,0.056817414947966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526196011964276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391627737614774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828686405995084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010380572597092,0.0,0.0,0.08689898653928367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674254466773657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433152166544817 socialanxiety,BenjaminWilkins,2018/03/05,"What do I do on a date? I joined a dating site to be happy despite my social anxiety so I ended up chatting with a girl for about a week before I actually found myself asking to ""meet up"" with her. To my surprise, she said she didn't have a problem with it and now I feel so completely anxious at the idea. I'm 20 and I've never been on any sort of date before so I'm not sure what to do exactly. Talking over text is fine but I don't really know if I'll know what to say when I'm there. I'm worried about talking about my living conditions and work as well. We even have similar hobbies but I'm concerned she will still think I'm weird or something. I'm not even that concerned with trying to impress her I just want to put my best self forward but I'm not sure what that is. 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She seems interested and I got her number!! Now I’m not sure whether I should text her today or tomorrow asking about meeting up again. We seemed to really click on a lot of things and our birthdays are 1 day apart. I’m anxious but happy and I’ll take it :) Edit: She said yes to a date! I’m so happy I pushed myself out of my comfort zone on this one. P.S. Everyone’s success stories have motivated me so much and I just wanna day I appreciate you all!",0.5093759071117567,2.869624886792458,2.9522641509433996,88.41922351233673,87.86792452830187,5.903047895500728,22.30478955007257,7.321109707123232,1.010209869375907,402,15,84,7,13,138,80,106,0.024,0.649,0.327,0.9904,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,1,0,2,7,7,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,1,2,19,12,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,16,7,12,9,3,16,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,4,10,55,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23850088618862936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973648770018233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723045931257954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173029887685667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312671597949601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688486787798774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44947362308655575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720876436577812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948319683717934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519448492582855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811797985473936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305760412473767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352462576755567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081957516659107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38438399043499183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897424642324524,0.0,0.15873289038342306,0.16968697127567642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025602955939007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011319724528476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dunkbeat,2018/03/05,"Question to those that have worked in retail So this an oddly specific question, but I'm wanting to apply for a retail job to overcome my social anxiety (I'm 21), and one of my main fears is the idea of not being able to understand a customer. Especially with accents, even if they aren't that strong, I can have a hard time understanding. My worst nightmare is saying 'sorry I didn't catch that' 3 times to a customer and still not getting it. What are you meant to do in that situation?",4.316205357142857,5.622442614583335,5.491904761904763,80.11500000000002,70.77083333333334,7.985714285714287,29.339285714285715,8.418075326091056,2.1674035714285718,385,15,73,6,7,128,68,96,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.9517,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,2,3,3,0,1,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,14,17,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,6,0,2,1,4,2,0,1,2,2,7,1,12,14,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,3,55,15,2,0.20628457706564715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780713682950326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362490176356786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23212749972507196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777517743486338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184790462630588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23287017846209704,0.0,0.0,0.2047056125052438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978376810649848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621718735136094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404577533926382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23187250760675626,0.0,0.2102811482890756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309186952579188,0.0,0.0,0.16473912971327706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405723915672081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429499039483368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167198820241674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501776289412464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,buratynasz,2018/03/05,"What helped you beat your social anxiety? Hello guys i've been trying to beat my social anxiety for years. Now im going to gym, i am pretty athletic tall i still go to school but i have more money than others i started reading psychological books i also pretty good at school and been doing nofap for 4months. But i'm still wery shy have only few friends and i getting depressed that girls i like just go away and i cant do nothing about that its wery hard to talk with strangers what could you offer me??",1.2479817212490474,3.8521198910891066,2.628118811881187,90.05814166031988,87.71287128712869,4.691850723533891,19.650418888042648,6.297961479604792,0.20599558263518647,403,12,78,4,13,130,71,101,0.104,0.7290000000000001,0.168,0.8732,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,2,6,4,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,15,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,0,3,1,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,13,3,11,12,2,11,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,0,6,51,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957554535710245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26703753508094985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398134132026745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935196442244824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032670627180855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484527801556107,0.0,0.09118731352502836,0.0,0.2975767217080746,0.14639164463984694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281705186519158,0.0,0.0,0.15634904301145328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698710540567447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188527708369002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526896590620323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747100243719082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274170278515415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35512960383867626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745821927681958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532773972787862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355832826330122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235367438136085,0.0,0.2787676908272111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028459048865216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184977818308364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239479261358584 socialanxiety,MrGestja,2018/03/05,"I suspect I have social anxiety Hey everyone. I suspect that I have social anxiety. I can relate to most things people tell on this sub, and after some searching on the internet it confirms my thoughts even more. What should I do? I don't want to seem like someone looking for attention or something like that. I just don't know what to do.",2.552467532467535,5.115087060606061,3.8204761904761915,84.46500000000003,79.9090909090909,6.8017316017316025,29.12554112554113,7.957251820313856,2.2943359307359312,270,13,49,5,7,88,45,66,0.14300000000000002,0.778,0.079,-0.2551,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,13,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,9,2,7,11,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,4,3,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002525883510569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278693177193996,0.0,0.0,0.24997377061038026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437706811003773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25561293695757004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968141870168406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813632294691458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23815439719829465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5333445341896571,0.2216561651243888,0.2013954899165136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286533697839007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737980301174478,0.0,0.0,0.20768430288669326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543007787425106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,YoRt3m,2018/03/05,"How you doing at the dentist? it accured to me that some things that are considered 'not easy' by people with social anxiety are unavoidable, like going to the dentist once in a while. so, unless you are not going anyway, how to you cope with a visit to your dentist or any other doctor you have to go to?",4.753,5.550119633333331,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,69.33333333333334,8.0,26.666666666666664,8.07648339933343,1.7701666666666669,238,7,43,3,4,80,41,60,0.07200000000000001,0.888,0.04,-0.242,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,5,4,0,2,0,9,8,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,12,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,2,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355305205124137,0.0,0.26495752608220263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545048699076117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5905176737009826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920957760673264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688524543698269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401161366645629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35306117297213263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301001789274626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HolaJasminee,2018/03/05,"When I'm nervous/being awkward, I notice my face does this thing where it kinda tenses up and looks uncomfortable. Does this happen to anyone else? UGH. It's kinda like the face when you were in school and the teacher got mad at you. I can't relax my face and be normal. This is why I can't be a waitress or anything that has to do with direct contact for long periods of time. Does anyone know any techniques to have a more relaxed face during social/uncomfortable situations?",3.6783064516129045,5.742475473118278,4.8039650537634415,81.32594758064519,73.83870967741936,6.370430107526883,24.528225806451612,7.1686216300943375,1.1835387096774188,381,12,68,4,8,125,67,93,0.161,0.779,0.06,-0.8227,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,3,6,1,1,4,0,9,4,4,0,0,9,14,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,7,3,9,10,1,9,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,3,6,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379706370755135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957093536461097,0.21666125777659187,0.17400994716484214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5551386793072228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664402604367715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691203655503621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698949470073126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621047142456525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330652841978827,0.0,0.0,0.18713155784842872,0.17756945320942086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718159833261168,0.0,0.2407436097962112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140043631008472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376849616227195,0.0,0.21555236184289228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048170919151606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330146477328993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080579527067096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dan-Laskowski,2018/03/05,"BP/SAD in severe dumps I am diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder 1 and Social Anxiety Disorder. I was a depressed kid and went manic at age 23. I am now 50, on SSDI for Bipolar Disorder since 2016. I have tried practically every mood stabilizer and antidepressant known to man. I do not go manic but am almost always depressed and there is no real evidence that antidepressants are effective for bipolar depression anyway. I am usually depressed and very anxious around people, not having any real friends and only socialize with my immediate family who I also have some anxiety with. My memory is shot, get confused easily, and feel like a big mess! I’m on lithium for BP and Klonipin for anxiety. I cannot seem to fit into society in any way. I went on Disability due to the severity which prevents me from working a job. Bipolar Depression and Social Anxiety is a tough combo to live with because they play off each other. I have my Christian faith, but it is being tested heavily. If you have these problems, how do you cope or overcome the despair of it all? At times I am a real burden to my family and it kills me but I did not choose to have these illnesses. 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Asked her out just now and feeling anxious af lmaoo hopefully I don't regret this..,2.943846153846156,4.236532102564105,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,74.12820512820512,7.2512820512820495,28.384615384615394,7.793537801064563,1.6032153846153845,148,6,32,2,3,48,31,39,0.051,0.7140000000000001,0.235,0.7377,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,1,5,5,0,7,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874030227345789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.641169524809841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339111705512603,0.0,0.0,0.3756530979635406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405978416960901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756268399727513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27507047145523383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sam6794,2018/03/05,ugh So sick of feeling like a burden on family members who have to do things for me because I only leave the house maybe once or twice a month. Living like a recluse. Anyone actually get over this and how!? 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I had envisioned apartment living to something like Three's Company or Seinfeld where your neighbor just pops over all the time and you hang out together. One close knit community. Umm no. I've lived in numerous apartments and the experience has already been the same. Everyone keeps to themselves, I might get a hi, but only a few attempts to small talk with me. And many are just rude and inconsiderate. I could die in my apartment and no one would come check on me. I moved to a new complex last year that sounded like it could be really different. I was able to break out of my social anxiety and have good normal friendly conversation with the two women managers. They seemed to really like me and made my move in go smoothly. One manager told me that I would be living in a building of all single women, and I commented that oh well that sounds good to me! She told me that the lady next door was super nice, older single lady with a dog. I thought this would be the perfect person I could start a friendship with. As I was moving some of my stuff into the new apartment, the lady walked by with her dog and greeted me! I responded back very friendly, shook her hand and introduced myself. I should have tried to spark a longer conversation, but I was proud enough of myself for starting things off on a good confident note. Unfortunately, my social anxiety took over, and I found myself almost hoping I didn't arrive home from work the same time as my neighbor did. Winter came on so I was pretty much a shut in anyways. It had been 4 months and obviously the idea of having a good friend as my neighbor didn't seem to be happening unless I just took some aggressive approach like knock on her door and invite her over for dinner. Yeah, that would never happen. lol Well last week pretty much crashed and burned any hopes that this apartment would be any different. I opened my door to leave for work and the timing was just right when she was walking her dog and the dog tried to come into my apartment. I said something like ""oops"" and said good morning to her. She only talked to her dog telling him not to go that way and said nothing to me. Then yesterday, I am walking to my car and she was right in my path with the dog. I said hello and was ignored even though she looked at me. It is just such an awful feeling to put yourself out there first and get shut down like that. It actually angered me and I told myself that I will never say hi to her again. I'm a ghost and will pretend like she is one too. 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I am always terrified to give presentations. Probably my biggest fear. I know I overthink it but after I give a presentation and don't make a huge mistake I fucking love the feeling of relief I get that it's over.,3.070817610062897,5.922264792452832,5.221037735849059,73.36350628930819,80.32075471698113,7.3069182389937115,29.58805031446541,8.344100000000001,2.8981597484276738,226,11,36,5,6,78,39,53,0.12,0.544,0.337,0.9146,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,7,13,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,3,6,13,0,9,0,0,0,3,5,4,1,0,5,25,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701499625735585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571546205579604,0.2302890817328645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775479736732886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529129851160743,0.2272867728311372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778329969631165,0.11742573318003895,0.6468193035930351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352001934606045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057021288827963,0.0,0.15002637480135084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423249812267809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,adamgamejohn123,2018/03/05,i need to get my prescription but i dont want to go outside i havent left my house in about a week. i look horrible. my hair is unwashed and greasy and my skin is pale and sickly. my meds have run out and i need to go down to the doctors and get my prescription. which is like an hour walk away. i shouldve left at like 10am cos theres always less people outside. now the schools will be closing so the streets will be filled with school kids and people will be going home. this sucks.,0.2383656957928828,2.4447884271844704,1.3905097087378628,100.38116909385114,87.05825242718447,4.598381877022653,18.292071197411005,5.985473137389443,-0.4743326860841428,380,10,90,3,12,119,67,103,0.097,0.84,0.063,-0.526,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,5,0,12,4,2,1,0,14,22,8,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,3,12,2,11,16,1,18,0,0,1,0,1,9,1,0,5,53,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688960874107807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714995278307016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929900269467748,0.0,0.0,0.22098046948964664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702032140137446,0.0,0.3214737833920301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891321135893887,0.0,0.1856848397867043,0.21756263882872973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097226150307739,0.0,0.0,0.18423307386714435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833542511827015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094377516494406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796164834994255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614351656005528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816475322337656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121231619253134,0.0,0.15124430861517776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,femknightofcamelot,2018/03/05,"So today i figured out... Whenever i have to interact with different people or in a different way than i usually do, i feel extreme thirst. Like whenever i am about to give a presentation or even when i simply participate in my class. Suddenly my mouth dries and i can feel my face burning and my eyes tearing up. Like i feel like crying, even though i know it is just a minor interaction like i know it is absurd. It really does suck. I don’t know why, do you guys know if there is any scientific explanation for this? Also i am not diagnosed with social anxiety (though it may be because of the fact that i haven’t seen a professional.) 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I am currently a college student who suffered from severe social anxiety all throughout high school. I used to get sweaty palms whenever I talked to anyone other than my very close friends and family. Even speaking to acquaintances or people I knew liked me was unbelievably hard for some reason. I was sick of living like that so I took some steps to be proactive and now I would say my social anxiety is 95% gone. Basically, I used to replay every social encounter I had in my head trying to figure out whether or not I sounded awkward. One key step I took in conquering my anxiety was forcing myself to not to replay these scenarios in my head because at the end of the day doing this would simply make me more anxious (this is much easier said than done, it took me years to stop doing this). I eventually realized that no one is actively thinking about whether or not you sound awkward unless you say something completely egregious. It truly is all in your head. possibly the hardest step I took was just forcing myself into situations in which I felt uncomfortable. I would strike up conversations with strangers, speak up in class, things of that nature. Once that got easier I took it a bit further. I would actively approach girls I found attractive, say some pretty out of pocket things in class/social situations in order to get people to challenge my statement, and I would actively seek people I found intimidating and talk to them. After years of doing this, regular social encounters seemed rather easy and I gained a whole new sense of self-confidence. I posted this because I have been in your situation and I know what it's like. I hope that maybe my story can help some of you a little bit :) ",6.509489682097044,7.832165665644176,6.875593976575569,72.16080312325712,65.65644171779141,9.853653095370886,32.302844394868934,10.018931242160765,3.4326000000000008,1421,57,233,32,22,461,179,326,0.091,0.752,0.157,0.97,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,5,1,4,8,10,0,2,8,0,24,5,4,5,2,50,45,14,0,7,11,0,2,3,1,5,1,8,0,1,21,11,0,1,11,0,0,10,4,3,0,2,19,10,45,7,42,20,11,41,0,1,0,0,24,20,0,9,12,173,66,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345992812733144,0.08661155557951195,0.0,0.0536071434928434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934706248843857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674003731106274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038358269775364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944368295432277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845665844921662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790394571812003,0.0,0.0,0.050637636316251566,0.0,0.06459500649478178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227454734629718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361206079829574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812217212204833,0.05923250695068236,0.0,0.08011037926833436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131736850279145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867830978730849,0.0,0.23604647640280715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138807703212396,0.0810025842859066,0.0,0.0761473379533588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042134016663423215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236644004250188,0.15368036115145212,0.06769810608296511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051175621646586976,0.0,0.07702201098028834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635885036568039,0.0,0.0,0.0740451824891262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081647539862873,0.10390268840277588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594531223076716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643019174028663,0.07342551180609821,0.07799760227918404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882614268975488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292759399744493,0.1829053255941836,0.0,0.0775907996104242,0.0,0.0697944898307512,0.07998009484665343,0.08661155557951195,0.0,0.0,0.2585297695868349,0.0,0.3907602600004956,0.0,0.05902177594996729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640967992050819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324358855537852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186790576482088,0.04912492960115136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42589765703952587,0.052051660905215236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324308369203394,0.0,0.06325806171715939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855956394315674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723091416808385,0.0,0.0,0.09874169021975636 socialanxiety,catnipcookiez,2018/03/05,"Dating Apps and Ghosting I matched with someone on this dating app. He’s nice, but my anxiety is through the roof about messaging him. It’s like I’m in a constant panic about when he’s going to message me, then I have to spend an hour coming up with a message to write back, then there’s the possibility of him asking me on a date and I’m just finding it too much. I really would like him to just forget I exist and move on but he keeps coming back. I want to just ghost him and delete my profile but I’d feel like a terrible, horrible person if I did that. Help me please? TLDR; Dating app is giving me too much anxiety and I want to ghost this guy but I’d feel really bad.",1.067912087912088,3.0127582937062947,3.329235764235765,89.38638111888113,81.44755244755245,6.323476523476522,20.7037962037962,7.447530270364453,0.6461152847152851,528,15,115,8,14,181,78,143,0.192,0.6579999999999999,0.15,-0.867,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,1,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,26,17,13,3,4,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,9,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,2,17,4,17,15,2,20,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,1,14,74,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725013458071672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650515349103012,0.0,0.0,0.2739051818731019,0.14871114734691887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30684525538186463,0.0,0.19246941213384786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011158323725626,0.12723902773205992,0.0,0.0,0.1627857414496485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085559267618056,0.1012217965559954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763530329075872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938075917105573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753986239073984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583088780750636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26104092023597464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892985892197439,0.26185694158031697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089691238935204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551536968659896,0.0,0.19550700479107336,0.0,0.20078785782945774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22819864644050056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090871379918247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010317529564104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652145766324446,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,luna_jack,2018/03/05,"authority scares me i have to drop off some paperwork to my town tomorrow for a building i’m getting work done to. the anxiety of doing it has made me put it off for 2 weeks , and i am so far behind all because i am scared to go in there. what if they deny my paperwork for some reason? i am afraid to even have them look at me, i’m afraid to speak to them. i’m new at this, what if i say the wrong thing and they get annoyed? i see them as authority, as they are the one who approve and deny job proposals. so many scenarios are going on in my head , i am thinking of pushing it another day. what do i do?",1.8027480916030527,2.7669674809160334,4.291519083969465,87.62704961832061,76.48091603053436,7.9880916030534355,25.31374045801527,8.548686976883017,1.5079917557251914,464,16,109,9,10,164,77,131,0.154,0.826,0.02,-0.948,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,6,2,5,6,1,4,4,0,13,1,1,2,1,11,24,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,1,2,4,20,0,22,22,3,18,0,0,2,0,9,9,0,4,4,81,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882049188673128,0.1596405894477001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272101565835917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458214617627032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135533771962075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378320012898385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805468623539964,0.0,0.2371967333855168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416717292266854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070839462659838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752396970958964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745924987335775,0.0,0.21157003949193687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015456571592015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414078195959642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20978230015819135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455908670445514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595171040875853,0.4178526834501744,0.0,0.16629194276351433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863855365484104,0.1337145224919602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739151588726656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192243955316698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22816019380836056,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,paisoi,2018/03/05,"Went on a date last week So my own form of social anxiety really stems from just having pretty low confidence in myself. When it comes to dating, its been really hard for me. My last girlfriend was in high school like 5 years ago and I've been on like 2 dates between then and now. My love life is summed up by vigorous masturbation. Anyway, I've gotten more into dating apps, have maybe every single app out there. And I met this girl from tinder. We had dinner, went to a club and made-out for a bit. She ended up not being interested so there won't be a second but I guess I'm starting to learn to be more comfortable with myself. I always focus on what I'm doing wrong and sort of play socializing as a game where I'm trying to get people to like me. I'm talking to a couple of other girls now and hopefully, I can really learn to stay comfortable. Will there still be that anxiety there? Of course, but I can't let it run my life. Idk, small victories I guess. Just felt like sharing!",2.337213930348259,4.249909114427862,4.087388059701492,85.64710199004976,77.25870646766171,7.252736318407961,19.126865671641788,8.167268648758528,0.8018179104477605,776,16,158,14,18,261,128,201,0.065,0.759,0.17600000000000002,0.978,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,0,14,14,0,0,6,0,17,4,0,0,0,23,33,13,0,1,5,0,2,4,1,2,2,0,0,2,7,11,1,0,3,3,0,4,3,2,0,1,9,2,16,12,29,17,6,34,0,1,0,1,12,13,0,4,20,105,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647202635099722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871632297785632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829066991997412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155763220555651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290114781024153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786623431981855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263669498096119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020912566056458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698955920610198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454135521265595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143433249935981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780801519146345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074307383252036,0.0,0.14170762437329038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325969509780869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589398581525992,0.2015499443830003,0.278813533616629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876899160261732,0.1350017313449973,0.0,0.0,0.1433353613379824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891229191738793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515090379871087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742021434358987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439385777020775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908766590268807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098549838182884,0.15207166151225684,0.11393976124792593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146760781323648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686638311742543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444459791951063,0.0,0.0,0.26452073464254106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559917866997568,0.0,0.09187747545564612 socialanxiety,imahumanwholoveslife,2018/03/05,"Anyone else doesn't relate with any of the constant posts about prefering to watch netflix or hating talking to people, even though you feel like a super socially anxious person? Nowadays I go to a lot of parties, I have a decent amount of friends. I like spending time alone but any parties or places with lots of friends, booze and drugs make me very excited. I have been on vacation from college for the past 2 months and went out to something like 4 parties per week or more. Even thought I'm uncomfortable talking on the phone with deliveries, or asking for something at starbucks or subway, these are not bad situations at all, this is not my anxiety. My whole problem is that I want to be social and I want SO MUCH to be socially capable of that, that I'm constaantly aware of my actions in parties and constantly thinking that all these friends I have don't really like me, that I'm just very nice to them so they can use me to talk to. I feel like I'm alone and so scared and insecure of every social interaction, even though this is the thing I want the most in my life. I love having friends, I love the parties I go to, I love being in very social enviroments meeting new people, but at the same time I'm cconstantly aware of what I do, and insecure if I did something wrong or said something weird. I'm constantly seeking approval and can never relax. I can't mantain any relationship, and think I'm awkward with almost all the girls I have sex with, which makes me capable to have sex only two times or so with each partner, then a I get insecure and never really bond, I just wanted to have a girlfriend and to be able to have intimacy without panicking. I want to be talking to all my friends at the parties I have at my house without all the demonic thoughts in my head, saying that I'm ridiculous, that nobody likes me or that I should kill myself because I never do anything socially that trully makes me happy about myself. What am I?? A socially anxious extrovert? A introvert that tries too hard to be social and get nervous?",8.91233697173244,6.969539546599499,8.735092359361884,71.71964385670306,61.594458438287155,11.643380912398547,40.191575706689065,10.25414643259724,4.058633473271761,1628,72,300,28,18,529,182,397,0.124,0.635,0.241,0.9954,0,2,5,0,0,1,34.0,0,1,2,2,14,32,3,6,17,0,30,9,1,4,8,68,64,30,1,9,17,0,3,6,7,1,2,2,0,3,18,20,1,0,7,2,1,4,10,13,0,1,6,6,42,19,50,51,14,32,1,0,1,5,34,13,0,13,20,212,60,1,0.06574346669245162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658325852684022,0.1361808086024471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412343537120494,0.0,0.05029357207194396,0.14854280845733714,0.0,0.045969360523101334,0.06736195082986868,0.054101271381489006,0.0,0.06146126664179553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548930485817588,0.04007660708692226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313599510033165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624154919397234,0.0,0.05492023040415397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026881912688842,0.0,0.05539170618085836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648374425970728,0.09393429148250644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539661964143388,0.0,0.06869649577056977,0.0,0.07472705436020945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998514278891045,0.05889323282356013,0.06490806244684642,0.06747176381705533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758591336762867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727354051902361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046436554790174264,0.19271362197095265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178548874661057,0.17800813645874988,0.0,0.13165282357079036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524758078846563,0.0,0.04832901255918167,0.0,0.1521162434081397,0.06349544980504106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05000086893367955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275957798626057,0.09115648386020396,0.05740465927212503,0.06868792991001284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296406791864168,0.0,0.0,0.0629076187755594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423389644172183,0.0,0.0,0.0705838794221208,0.0,0.0,0.06253709192690818,0.05228184346337311,0.06582067919963851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389841110559027,0.0,0.5361374801837495,0.0,0.2024501303801029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113684328365416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04367703799085584,0.08425151770337386,0.12918524445504256,0.10438593787463027,0.11500663236996825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04463549836968083,0.0,0.06422181405918909,0.0,0.0,0.05678124677152255,0.0,0.1627357357022897,0.19388600004847525,0.0,0.0527354433959056,0.0,0.0,0.060944852279510464,0.0,0.07340023272757308,0.0,0.12674871166088686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718801602458929,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ItFeelsDense,2018/03/05,"I want to stop talking so much (This is really long, and it changes directions every now and then, but thank you for reading. This was just to release my negative energy.) Ever since I moved to a different state when I was 15, I realized that the behaviors I have are humorous to some people. You might think it's nice since it sounds like I'm a funny person, which is sometimes the case. But other times it's about the things I do just as a person that people think is funny. Recently a friend of mine said I was a very expressive person, and she thought it was funny and cute. Some people have told me the things I say are cute. It's sometimes nice to hear that. But one thing I do dislike is being laughed at. I don't like being embarrassed. I'm pretty sure no one does. But it's kind of extreme with me. When I had to answer the phone at my job for the first time I remembered people laughing at how I greeted the caller and ended the call. I've been at this restaurant for 10 months and today was my first day I ever dropped a tray. Nothing broke, but I said ""We're good!"" And the entire restaurant laughed. I know you might think I set myself up for that, but honestly it was such a panic reaction so I had no idea what to do. I was also trying to look less stupid, but I ended up looking worse. It's so silly to be angry over that. But believe me I was. And I was angry at myself for being so pissed. I didn't even want to walk into the dining room (you can guess I work at a restaurant). While I don't like being laughed at, I also hate when I bore people. If you haven't been able to tell, I talk a lot. A whole fuck load. When I hang with friends it's mostly me talking for hours and they just listen. I love that they're kind enough to listen, but I know it gets tiresome. I just wish I could be like them and listen. It's so crazy how I work. I talk a lot, but hate when I'm the only one doing it. I hate when I bore people, but I hate being interrupted (because that show they don't care about what you say). I have really bad anger too, so people see this ""cute"" person suddenly get angry and some people get shocked. Others think it's even funnier. Whenever I'm upset about something and express why I am to people, they just think it's funny. I just see myself as a nuisance and a joke to people. I just want to stop talking so much. I just wish I didn't have urges to speak so much. And I really want to stop talking at my job. I hear other people. I hear them talk about how ""X never stops talking"" and how bored they are of the people that talk so much. I'm sure I'm one of them. I know it's not healthy to want to stop speaking, but I'm just tired of constantly doing it. And I honestly don't know what to do. 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Does anyone else find that their anxiety is a lot worse with a lack of sleep? I know for myself that if I didn’t get a good nights sleep my anxiety is in mega mode the next day and I just want to be alone in my bed,0.8357547169811355,1.4917366792452853,2.713349056603775,99.20889150943395,78.43396226415095,6.809433962264151,17.023584905660385,7.1686216300943375,-0.4631849056603774,176,2,49,2,4,59,41,53,0.205,0.7170000000000001,0.077,-0.7149,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,5,2,2,0,0,10,8,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,6,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506602085653852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37028998122207263,0.0,0.0,0.1692263339392582,0.24797856346525884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608317581652265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179373680881372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021770401988473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22120231724384426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264457021093991,0.0,0.0,0.20299528052610594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300811626044973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057571416366624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573915064712348,0.2271198082053376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843904915727271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274993872869626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466395266585324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ittstartedwithamouse,2018/03/05,"A stranger told me I ""killed it"" I have always loved dancing, but I've always been super shy and my anxiety has kept me from actually performing at places, which kinda sucks because I absolutely love it. A couple weeks ago though, I took a chance and took part in this dance event at school and performed for an audience. Today, a stranger that recognized me from my dance came up to me and told me that I ""killed it"" during that performance and it just feels so good. I'm just really happy that I took the chance (instead of almost dropping out last minute after having an anxiety attack) and wanted to share this small success :)",10.22033613445378,7.611878764705883,9.359226890756304,70.35194957983194,59.672268907563016,12.545210084033613,37.2453781512605,10.793553405168565,3.811082689075632,499,16,91,9,5,158,78,119,0.121,0.606,0.273,0.98,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,5,11,4,0,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,16,17,9,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,1,1,3,0,7,0,4,0,0,8,1,13,7,12,9,1,21,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,2,6,60,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.14665584813185711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321800982613544,0.0,0.15048806933982065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25009723869047545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299342348611267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097014540534514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916119456893977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188526172766827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628677630629865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598828357822261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605138371323468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599804865301232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325347365624993,0.0,0.0,0.1225018045292179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27127498915864035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274330740067186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570151607591216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627600372067817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520957868570868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765361215856113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424519927846095,0.2872062760040702,0.5009143320593928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864160415501658,0.0,0.12054904163452795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Redflix,2018/03/05,"Being handsome is tiring. I have always been a shy and insecure person and this was always ok when you're just a weird child. But now I am 21 and ended up developing a good looking face and body which constantly draws attention. So many people look or sometimes even stare at me so that I have to control myself to not break out in an embarrassed smile. It's really exhausting to keep up the pokerface. The attention amplifies my anxiety. Anyone else struggle with looking good?",5.3018619582664535,7.307417067415731,6.2067736757624425,73.20865168539329,69.3370786516854,10.029534510433386,30.69181380417336,10.290406445055957,3.6593678972712684,385,16,63,11,7,127,72,89,0.16,0.701,0.139,-0.024,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,3,6,1,7,4,2,1,0,14,11,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,6,4,9,8,0,10,0,0,4,0,2,5,0,1,4,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233019122725652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861854976242572,0.0,0.0,0.13584041484817436,0.19905596339790774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157938507007123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994043035076085,0.21789403562425144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229042120149725,0.0,0.17206848854777648,0.0,0.0,0.12831568846881192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32589446898714314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726790435059482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894219521482874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696264309254455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346846512847207,0.16963196009274129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445645650401675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214127032065406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030966439978111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328859012783414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ThePunisher2442,2018/03/05,“I’m gonna go around the room and I want you to introduce yourself and tell me something interesting about yourself.”- my worst fucking nightmare. I dread the start of every semester because of this shit. When it gets to my turn I just sit there with a blank stare until the professor says something like “nothing? I’ll come back to you.” which just makes the anxiety a million times worse! I know it’s not the beginning of the semester but I thought of a really uncomfortable situation like this from last semester so I felt like posting lol. Hopefully some can relate.,3.738936535162949,6.534211830188682,4.4210120068610665,80.52956260720414,76.9245283018868,8.382847341337907,30.391080617495714,9.095868883498916,3.11987924528302,458,22,81,12,11,146,76,106,0.128,0.706,0.166,0.6415,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,8,9,2,1,9,1,1,2,1,1,0,16,16,6,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,2,3,11,5,12,13,2,13,0,0,1,1,4,2,2,2,10,51,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921911155647175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852800952040436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003935532637673,0.0,0.1268743004662648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792858262864924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535875624617378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998377293661185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241311067871747,0.10873949267300742,0.0,0.1182852471429639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672035192127086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438297104823933,0.16965397512890454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30504585785985155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892859292142376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997066383303615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933129704223013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333336011131373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551357010126652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364276436413834,0.0,0.2339471800657925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32045775002322224,0.0,0.0,0.14731569918528206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191505789566464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523221161953625,0.12136245299136983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226386002745548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276064474719288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210255907911896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheCyberCactus,2018/03/05,"Friends are always worried about me. After my father died I shut myself in and turned into a hermit without talking to friends/family for almost 3 years. I went to see a psychologist, I was diagnosed with major depression and AVPD. I was seeing a therapist but I recently moved and having found one in my new area. The past few months I've been trying go out of my way to be more social. Talking/Going out with old friends. But I still end up being pretty quiet and my friends are always worried that I'm not having fun or that something is wrong since I act so quiet(even if i'm actually having a great time). How can I explain to them my situation.",4.668298611111112,5.821989718750004,5.997291666666667,77.39631944444444,69.78125,8.188888888888886,29.065972222222214,8.515128840125781,2.2617055555555554,516,19,93,8,9,174,89,128,0.123,0.728,0.149,0.7613,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,5,0,12,1,0,1,0,19,21,10,1,1,6,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,5,3,16,5,17,14,3,23,0,1,2,0,8,8,0,3,10,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.14573868497089498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954694005571126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485331689523289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863019563651482,0.15158151984359985,0.15499600847524905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322748957314019,0.0,0.0,0.09864063115892624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407886995838393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374853149105364,0.3461495616176087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975183753432058,0.0,0.0,0.16465283415987564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920535194093827,0.15872956446159206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442378449379003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671192618697793,0.0,0.1011996956093086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256622018971238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193704282820966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745967282411032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23801645535631344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123539310440282,0.16786947088229145,0.0,0.15223790635703302,0.0,0.11497268939381795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926670748512318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003744887961885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734004706741611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708397666049551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139510960769328,0.16244392638271818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185427095736942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844384408404278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396276484972775,0.0,0.0,0.30333317024587725,0.0,0.0,0.16328476197101288,0.0,0.0961729590234647 socialanxiety,Bobguy334334,2018/03/05,"Help Me. I don’t even know what my problem is The more I like a person, worse my anxiety is. If I want to be friends with someone, I can’t talk to them. If I don’t like someone at all, I got no problem. I can’t look people in the eye. Same is with girls. Unattractive girl I can’t look in the eye(talking isn’t even in the spectrum here). Attractive girl I can’t look in that direction. Then I go home and cry about not having friends and read self help guides all night. The next day exact same things. For the last 9 years of my life",-0.36685714285714255,1.7647298608695683,1.2605279503105606,100.65576086956524,89.52173913043478,4.6770186335403725,18.649068322981364,6.18269132825596,-0.3470496894409938,414,12,101,4,14,133,68,115,0.154,0.669,0.177,0.4063,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,7,0,12,2,1,0,3,16,19,5,0,5,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,5,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,9,2,0,0,1,4,15,5,12,17,5,12,0,0,4,0,11,5,0,2,8,64,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282549014377723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841601188386878,0.10812300275786838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146785853845166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590582306864405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528166917627004,0.0,0.13408827190032208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474997260211665,0.0,0.16817069766143447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213829002398552,0.13666044010656642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841902478519478,0.16381461601921496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422361571517169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783020009584864,0.15733198354330716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623021960122674,0.1463890635265176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208445975641941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769943535831014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489975460906138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841054917668017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695079749130574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138191168043893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888671176829356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085381612460052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079637216124279 socialanxiety,mcbridechris113,2018/03/05,"Social Anxiety has taken over my mom's life and it breaks my heart. Hi everyone, I used to suffer from Social Anxiety for years. Throughout Elementary school and High School my Social Anxiety ruled over me, but I was able to overcome it with hard work and persistence. I am 20 years old, almost turning 21. Once I matured enough and really focused, I was able to realize that my mom suffered through similar problems as I have, but there is one big difference... She never got better. My mother is 59 going on 60. She lived the majority of her life without any friends, jobs, or a social life in general. It breaks my heart that she's STILL nervous to have social interactions. My brother's wedding is coming up this year in October and she's already freaking out about how embarrassed and nervous she's going to be when the day comes. She broke down crying today because she's afraid of what everyone at the wedding will think of her. She's afraid people will make fun of her, or care what she wears or says, etc. All my mom does is sleep all day because she's depressed. Now that I know that she suffers from Social Anxiety, as I have, I want to do everything in my power to help her. I started going with her to the gym because she's too scared to go by herself, I take her out to the movies, etc. But that's not enough. I want to seriously help her overcome this social anxiety. I want to help her, I want to help everyone. I do not want people to live with Social Anxiety their whole life. We only get one life and everyone deserves to live it how they want to live it. As I said before, I was able to overcome my Social Anxiety over tips, research, work, trial and error, and stepping out of my comfort zone. I am going to do everything I can to help her and others so that evil voice in your head that's living with you will not be in control anymore. I'm going to create videos on steps on how you can fight your social anxiety. I really hope I can help everyone. You all deserve happiness. I was in your place at one point, you CAN get out.",4.2648326947637285,5.440304985185187,5.356798637718182,81.53111111111113,70.75308641975309,8.450404427415922,28.78033205619413,8.841846274778883,2.2560344827586207,1609,60,311,29,29,532,180,405,0.174,0.701,0.125,-0.9675,2,0,0,0,1,0,48.0,1,7,2,6,10,23,2,6,6,0,26,10,5,6,4,54,55,24,0,8,10,5,1,0,1,3,5,3,0,0,17,21,0,1,3,2,0,10,5,16,0,3,7,4,66,7,59,43,9,48,0,5,0,0,61,24,0,5,12,214,83,6,0.1629515430482791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439081068707538,0.0,0.059940359933528135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03693754570644636,0.0,0.33241995843719085,0.0,0.053868048106032004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933374818069016,0.0,0.046219920395277336,0.0,0.0,0.048039132569838834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537998609625562,0.0,0.0,0.09357888374693477,0.0,0.0,0.06092133719319711,0.0,0.0,0.05966487280785055,0.07006017641421995,0.0,0.04678330841741591,0.0,0.0,0.056749893339154374,0.0,0.0,0.04753333114420655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224833577468683,0.12115602986261208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595119708626585,0.09763355981042812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041965319313440254,0.0,0.05675697044387426,0.0,0.1852182342682404,0.0,0.04344241162748698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782164921550793,0.04865752520877504,0.0,0.05574509822961398,0.0,0.0,0.12873224206220046,0.21844596886830608,0.057389083963679324,0.0,0.05394921668167445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390142087994804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029851302169441582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182915650774596,0.0,0.0,0.2398153298704889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036257140108065064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908468777792834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04189275854760415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056996744343063725,0.05784602506112287,0.11042018278859488,0.04131066378865664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531338829130768,0.0,0.056749893339154374,0.0,0.05134729292467194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051974206536871806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959395405963831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051668077655599685,0.04319520247600712,0.054380973905950765,0.10994377408836302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543564082346208,0.5536952572200667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038445980292187064,0.0,0.04337777092381497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04083976026751853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034804256363470384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051486336461983584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059081495374336185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046912604618739286,0.0,0.0,0.19222608403755045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606431928261048,0.0,0.05235982418638898,0.0,0.07908710938843877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493545114689272 socialanxiety,jimison2212,2018/03/06,"Medication Worth It? I'm a 32 yo male, suffering from SAD since 9th grade. It has been a hugely negative force in my life, some times I do better than other times but recently it's been hell. I feel that I am suffering professionally and socially because of it, and it's actually starting to turn me into a bit of a paranoid weirdo. Negative self talk is constant and I sometimes lose control of my muscles to the point of dropping things or stumbling. This sucks big time. Can anyone give some anecdotes about their experience with medication for SA? I have avoided it in the past but several friends that also suffer from anxiety disorders have recently started medicating and from the outside (and from taking to them) it looks like it's working. Are there any non-zombyfing, non-addictive, medications available? My only experience is with an SSRI about 10 years ago and it was awful. Exercise, mediation, good sleep and diet all help, but lately even with those things I am just a puddle of anxiety constantly.",7.098894927536232,8.313496027173915,7.769347826086958,66.67057971014495,64.27173913043478,11.35072463768116,37.072463768115945,11.20814326018867,4.704113768115943,815,40,131,24,12,271,124,184,0.241,0.675,0.084,-0.9881,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,4,6,12,2,1,9,1,13,8,1,1,1,22,22,12,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,0,6,0,0,2,16,11,1,2,1,1,1,0,2,8,0,0,3,2,12,4,22,19,4,20,1,5,1,0,9,6,2,3,14,92,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.11979370126217492,0.13382389438426065,0.0,0.0,0.10881719805339933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816920153346036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347937172487277,0.0,0.18781844291770333,0.0,0.0,0.08583496219975008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483188835466817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856911384987182,0.1340194959286817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653146918536374,0.13768307710383867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069083502351715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108023139995146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24016095955105776,0.0,0.0,0.0620699266913016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484221064282228,0.0,0.0,0.11776026751416352,0.0,0.1029632435158711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228182593163286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847591010273155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670731721617438,0.059973158458233235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030854595306539,0.1373343446595242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946614345390276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336267996854647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718601135240485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160456026827074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24241662394630906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806294032084398,0.13868113678210528,0.0,0.10154634819144782,0.0,0.12284624551692762,0.1251359052577938,0.0,0.0,0.12141039684999873,0.0,0.17377691011985685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229843140151783,0.09866790203459283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631093781719299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147428162990419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352500877054246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936898861327089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905186412967241 socialanxiety,FILTHMcNASTY,2018/03/06,"I found a way out Let me just start by saying i doubt this will reach many people. If this post just affects one person i would be very happy. I am 29 years old and for the majority of my life i suffered from SA and thought i was a foreveralone. I contemplated suicide often and just being in public or at a concert was mentally draining and i had given up on change. The fear of how i was being perceived consumed my soul. I desperately wanted to change. I also had a weird problem with staring at people out of the corner of my eyes unintentionally. Everything started to turn around when i found something that i could do on my own to help build my confidence. For me that is fitness, but it could be anything for you. Just ""practicing"" not being SA in public never built by confidence and i would always get the same result. The more i worked out and eat healthier the more i was able to stand tall and look people in the eye and do what *I* wanted. I slowed my physical movements which helped calm my nerves (handing back change etc.) I began to give less fucks because i was so tired of that. Don't cringe here, but i started to get waaay more attention from women. It is not gone forever, no. It will always be somewhere in there but you can manage it like anything else. Keep Hope alive and being relentlessly positive is one of the best tools at your disposal. The brave man fails a thousand time and succeeds on the thousand and first try. Cultivate a thick skin because it will be so helpful in the long run. Lastly, i used mantras about not panicking and relaxation with a little guided meditation from Michael Sealey. I don't have all the answers and I used to not like solution oriented posts on here because i wanted to come and wallow in my own self pity and commiserate. I just felt it would be helpful to get this off my chest and maybe someone might see it. Thank you. **TLDR**: Find something, anything, that builds up your own confidence.",3.6695781818181814,5.836181082666666,4.3863515151515164,83.85450909090913,74.17333333333333,7.105454545454546,26.83030303030303,8.00094639256281,1.7493466666666664,1546,58,289,24,33,494,200,375,0.08800000000000001,0.736,0.175,0.9913,1,1,2,0,0,1,41.0,0,5,0,5,17,18,1,2,19,0,36,9,5,5,2,67,63,26,1,11,14,0,4,2,0,7,2,2,0,4,16,23,1,1,8,2,0,4,8,8,0,5,14,11,42,10,46,30,12,47,1,3,5,1,17,25,1,6,16,217,58,4,0.0961079266538431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768574742222408,0.15993898804295828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23726590413015736,0.08555643078562522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390106320853408,0.0,0.17575950013997574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085933963533188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050083288303897,0.08278846883488193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534687181198527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834240233707384,0.08028584041949557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718574320210818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637560740158938,0.0,0.0,0.10814813707966922,0.0,0.0,0.09227868132321476,0.0,0.08784090381971657,0.08174935331500185,0.0,0.21075476187424355,0.0,0.08885022952898003,0.1506372749047323,0.09219548069553272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230867504265037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576764694716964,0.0,0.0,0.0954568566129834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854251411024238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834078757697838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982768665148044,0.06788387084466976,0.0939069567283573,0.09632539096541452,0.0,0.08505249074857309,0.08070645298937887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743835289142876,0.09655333010711917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685418524148066,0.10195532237001688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412435790118438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008491019297936,0.0,0.13025043678667148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988740567580845,0.08391773449859298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840896540993388,0.0,0.0,0.0919623061487196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642888076485453,0.0,0.0,0.07658557440790241,0.0,0.10026152785992502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143193437179105,0.14797715469319692,0.0,0.0,0.20407705545112173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051264728115974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884832663556883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629895840356908,0.05604130491132876,0.11046192364144326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652509735079662,0.10453782611350436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660127819410478,0.0,0.07929910472574556,0.17006083563286165,0.07628599872206028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996771524387978,0.0,0.0,0.20481694087129265,0.0,0.0,0.06189035374292524 socialanxiety,KriegRipper,2018/03/06,"Don't you hate Don't you hate when, your in an English class and the teacher wants you to write a response to a section of reading and then share it with the class. Idk, maybe its just me",5.879249999999999,4.328284425000003,5.485000000000002,91.36000000000004,67.25,8.0,32.5,3.1291,1.229,147,5,35,0,2,45,30,40,0.034,0.769,0.197,0.778,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,25,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7894103656891406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016380349660496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998934540456982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23580370824596664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,onahuasha,2018/03/06,"Does anyone want to talk? Hi! I'm 24F, and I just spent 4 hours waiting for a class at the university where I have literally no one to talk to. I started my second master's last year, and after some general compulsory classes with groups of around 200 people (where I thought oh that's okay, I'll just talk to people next semester, when the groups will be smaller), you guessed it - I'm stuck, still as avoidant as I was. My internship ended because my supervisor essentially told me I'm not sociable enough. I would love to talk to someone, not necessarily to vent and drown in my own misery of course! If you wold like to talk too, feel free to pm me :)",3.127589852008456,5.0133326821705415,4.534023960535587,83.44344608879494,74.89147286821705,7.79168428470754,26.45595489781536,8.575989854853784,1.834482170542636,512,19,105,10,11,170,90,129,0.103,0.773,0.124,0.4172,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,8,5,0,1,3,1,5,1,0,0,0,19,18,7,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,5,1,14,5,19,10,3,14,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,3,10,62,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216709103014685,0.0,0.0,0.15553632085902105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065066481337502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289715330962947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547485461328338,0.18053069909644714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834281730892242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924718947581187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206232169617056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241872599211508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535853131363917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769007851751132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858148839455726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839363530042872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422553269180508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803824044924574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366650519484945,0.0,0.1395302523832666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7021597179458425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387068063323242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695081383753638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305337445575204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411486056706365,0.0,0.0,0.11251285063489676 socialanxiety,gdaykunt,2018/03/06,"When I ask someone a question just for the sake of conversation, and they give a good reply, I feel overwhelmed and don't know what to say back Here's an example: I was talking to my personal trainer at the gym earlier and asked him a question about good ways of stimulating muscle growth, and he replied with a good amount of information that answered my question perfectly, to the point where I feel no more questions are needed. That's when I run out of things to say. All I can reply with are things along the lines of ""Yep... Oh ok... I see."" I just feel so rude, because he just gave me a bunch of solid information and all I can say is ""Yep..."" and I feel that it comes across as if I wasn't listening at all, or that I wasn't interested, when I really was. I just don't know what to say back. My brain feels like it's struggling to pick and choose a specific thing he said so I can think about that and reply with a decent answer. But I just go into panic mode and just reply with a firm... ""Yep"". Anyone else go through something similar?",4.186756939742722,4.807998796208533,5.163686526743401,84.88536729857823,70.5165876777251,8.493026404874746,27.39370345294516,8.634040054169528,1.7387343263371702,810,26,174,13,14,266,111,211,0.071,0.813,0.116,0.8061,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,1,17,11,1,3,13,4,12,1,1,2,4,50,31,18,0,2,9,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,12,17,0,0,17,1,0,5,5,4,0,0,6,12,22,7,27,25,6,18,0,1,1,0,24,7,0,6,6,119,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289961803795419,0.12147830490879365,0.0,0.0,0.2216744140338092,0.0,0.0,0.182330004265648,0.0,0.0722728222006357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235170616371258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212858395024647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904131950612663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29973644086766443,0.08469899076203506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373315659245302,0.13476028800639206,0.2983264630402353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031449393564076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057922224246423834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791042954605205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391041271667009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103521656014044,0.0,0.0,0.11207712907233792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5312554725121506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595230563799261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277731460588432,0.3771333604917713,0.0,0.0,0.0944766387803972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045515109486304,0.09127296034393632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394421962732385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529370295799867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23629715914700866,0.07596819443700653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941070795771463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SneakingEmu,2018/03/06,"A short storey about anxiety So I've had this written for a while and as a part of some treatment that I am going through I feel like it is helpful to post. I was trying to find a way to explain the way that people see those with social anxiety and how we feel when we are ""triggered"". **The Hero** People had been jostling for position for hours. Many had worried that they wouldn’t have somewhere good to see the parade from. Those people who had found their spot chatted excitedly to each other about what they knew of the great, strong figure they were about to see. He had saved hundreds of people. He had single handedly stopped a war. Or stopped the end of the world. Exaggeration was rife around the crowd as they waited for this figure to emerge, draped in his glory, so they could see him first hand. They would regale people with tales of how “I was there” during the first parade. Men and women alike saw the Hero as someone who they should hope to be in order to protect their family, neighbours and countrymen. Men and women alike saw the Hero as someone who would protect them, a beacon of light in the darkness that could fall upon them and enfold them in warmth to protect them. Finally the time had come. A doorway opened and the Hero walked out down the barricaded path through the crowd. The throng held back by seemingly flimsy structures compared the sheer number of people. The Hero waved to the adoring crowd and everyone that saw the Hero would swear that they made eye contact with this larger than life figure, that the small smile he wore was directed straight at them. A child looked up from the roaring crowd at the one they called a Hero - and the capital letter was very definite, even to his young mind. The child saw this figure as someone to aspire to be - a flawless role model that was everything they could hope to be as as a person. Older people would point to the Hero and say where the Hero came from, what they fought against in order to get where they were up there on the unreachable pedestal.The child was not alone in quietly thinking that the Hero was more than he could hope to be in several lifetimes. **The Man** A messenger, vaguely heard by the man, told him that it was almost time. That the people were ready to see this “hero” that had saved them and was what they wanted to be. Even this messenger, someone who worked with the “hero” every day couldn’t keep the tone of admiration and adoration out of his voice. He could move and tell all his friends about how privately this “hero” was everything that he was in the public eye. Strong. Calm. Self-assured. The man nodded, even if only to get the messenger to leave. A quietly shutting door hid the man away again. As soon as the door closed the man gave out a shuddering breath and he could see the worry in the corner of his eyes and feel how tired he was deep down. He couldn’t recall a night of restful sleep since he was crowned as this great “Hero”, and he could hear the capital letter. He was continually paraded out in front of people as something to be. The pressure to be this person that he felt that he wasn’t was all consuming in the required focus. To wave and speak to the crowds of people about how he felt honoured to be presented to them, as if their praise was everything he wanted. It was all a lie. He hated it all. He wanted a quiet life away from people. He always had. He felt crushed and stifled being in public. His heart raced continually every time he had an event coming. Which was always now. The doorway opened and the hero stepped through with another fake smile to make it seem like everything was great and this was precisely where he should. He was waiting for someone to see through the facade and make the whole charade collapse around him. After what felt like an eternity the Hero saw the small child and hoped with all his heart that the child would never have to feel like he did inside - unworthy and afraid.",4.905583507704012,6.4988577177097175,4.5355181186988816,86.43111434753666,69.69241011984022,7.494778390717141,25.927358759748905,7.957251820313856,1.3957268213810163,3130,94,603,40,56,948,296,751,0.055,0.746,0.199,0.9991,0,1,1,0,0,0,72.0,2,0,23,25,27,48,3,2,72,0,69,12,9,9,7,119,124,47,1,26,4,0,10,4,2,8,3,8,3,16,43,44,0,10,19,1,0,9,6,6,0,3,58,35,39,42,114,40,12,84,1,0,16,0,106,43,0,11,31,401,82,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056436709375307134,0.058372283924868935,0.0,0.0,0.0937925859336299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909869932778877,0.08623096598433964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003452502085368,0.0,0.0,0.10590473328903284,0.04333759958335698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057550178113409116,0.06446118024225413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709883340544463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149938509664665,0.0,0.0,0.03634773746819369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991850615773992,0.0,0.0,0.11167635990223493,0.0,0.09497198418643783,0.05385469160682794,0.2026120504803265,0.0,0.05313148446086923,0.0,0.11398986497855974,0.08052763365071887,0.2164589448452679,0.0617399648882067,0.05151230241487839,0.0958801020268624,0.0,0.061796171014607076,0.04354383580639255,0.0,0.05889187172429816,0.0,0.03203086307643555,0.04727235414865364,0.0,0.18641232269626765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564413795223065,0.0,0.0,0.06352216567038671,0.13357447776049594,0.03777712786251199,0.0,0.0,0.22391401962410049,0.05550355256800002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05009563325228443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967743065193443,0.0,0.0,0.07961790764858406,0.11013920266075987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047328465810797984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053329488189784564,0.07524188932690044,0.057140508381521266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690784672303375,0.0,0.0,0.05990209024304163,0.0,0.0,0.04346854568289903,0.0,0.0,0.052890333114302426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038191204767174886,0.042864555554334605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061032723609522874,0.0,0.4298045688886765,0.09842329779154,0.0,0.0,0.05327871034448622,0.0,0.053977597685458865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04481998076055965,0.0,0.0,0.31438309131355635,0.10261661921254048,0.058796095202961175,0.0636711081337587,0.0,0.04662183095920707,0.0,0.0564010128819758,0.05745223856654213,0.2387695394276377,0.043388920261418336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942394858493912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04926139524361208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036113411008150575,0.0,0.0,0.09859245024077752,0.0647778855694109,0.0,0.05385469160682794,0.0,0.03826495099715856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04650315839469805,0.09972831349761904,0.08947238166531138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629242735286323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04103097702999546,0.1144732614835161,0.0,0.20018373633590603,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Huskerknight20,2018/03/06,"I forced my artwork into an annual exhibition and now I need to get it out I am currently feeling the anxiety as I write this. So, I go to an art school. We just had an exhibition where I had to help set up and take down. Well, my one professor kept reminding us about “having our work in the annual student show” and to “submit an image of the work to the gallery”. So I thought this meant that I should apply for this show and see if I get in, because why not? So I pass a couple of classmates and ask them where I can get a form to fill out for this show. They seemed to dodge my question. I just thought they were all being rude, and being a person with social anxiety, I just walked away and decided to just not deal with it and not submit my work. Fast forward a couple of hours later: One of my classmates message me on Facebook telling me that one of my professors has a form for me. So I was kind happy that my classmate went out of his way to get me an application. So that night was the exhibition and the weather was complete crap and the roads were bad and I honestly just wanted to be alone, so I decided to only stay for the reception for a couple minutes and rush home before I get stuck anywhere. I completely forgot about the form and later decided to let it go again because the deadline was that night and I was not ready to go back. Fast forward to today: I get into the studio and the professor see’s me and tells me that she has the form for me. I answer in my awkward way where I don’t know what to do with your body and I just mumble, “thank you.” I really didn’t care to be in the show because at this point it is passed the deadline and I didn’t feel like dealing with it. BUT THEN the teacher stops me before I am about to leave and gives me the form. So I just go through with it. I asked a couple of classmates on their input on what work I should submit and they seemed confused but answered anyway. I submitted the piece and when I was about to leave I noticed they were starting to install the work. I just now realized that the show was of pre-chosen students based on their work throughout the year and everyone just went with the flow with me putting my artwork in. My work doesn’t fit at all with the theme of the show. Now tomorrow I have to explain my misunderstanding and get my work out of the show. They already started installing stuff. TL;DR: didn’t follow my gut and forced myself into an art show because I am awkward and no one stops the awkward boy.",5.4917935115282575,5.2028198402366845,6.053916887709992,82.7976923076923,67.56015779092702,8.965490036047065,30.69774875875672,8.433251757073789,2.084764184180099,1957,67,408,25,29,637,205,507,0.078,0.88,0.042,-0.8932,1,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,3,2,8,8,31,14,2,4,39,0,34,3,3,0,2,85,72,38,0,5,16,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,21,41,0,4,16,10,0,16,10,7,1,4,23,4,74,7,71,42,8,71,0,0,2,0,30,29,1,5,27,312,95,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022570264935562,0.0854795724925448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851411956281213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483019605065978,0.0,0.0727766764526538,0.05956233239367877,0.06467627029433982,0.18887677324557808,0.0,0.13182633672567634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604113774406415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897612796120504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243169167479313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342834217806355,0.0,0.0,0.1597167196021153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401681388179171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833269831090188,0.055337786685150006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832893481475766,0.07430715645980276,0.1760903171155548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245812773291071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051920130977663806,0.0,0.07769918321320007,0.0,0.0762829754962898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066317624198538,0.04257025734612481,0.0,0.0,0.16403894055342574,0.0,0.0792085950569654,0.0,0.03784328078575812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743596888051575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538283761227427,0.0,0.0,0.08818927673064557,0.0,0.0,0.2099569200626515,0.058912190116202565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763550859647813,0.0,0.0,0.07322519672417455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786918317303862,0.08677347199977901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04962317082914396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839414726331477,0.12345195701913875,0.14103423450799835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896121066141065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965386137411924,0.08256257164443281,0.0,0.12952086951595826,0.0,0.0,0.08867372422617655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582406454054808,0.0,0.13540775796928106,0.07131520837642444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298994694842355,0.0,0.0,0.07342348352359368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317542721576393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045688201582561073,0.12296905661683075,0.0,0.0,0.06964627955623956,0.143613293155231,0.06989604041901729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451137250940225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498820133506926 socialanxiety,Skippernaut,2018/03/06,"Not sure what type of social anxiety this is People make me anxious. I hate talking to people because I get so anxious that I just want to run away or fight them. I don't even like interacting or hanging out with people. I have few acquaintances that I see a couple times a month and feel completely drained after each visit. Yet a part of me wants to have friends again (I used to in high school). But it stresses me out so much and I don't really know what to do. I'm wondering if I just have social anxiety, or if maybe I'm becoming someone with ASPD? I'm not really sure and I'm going to talk to my therapist in a couple weeks. Just wanted to see if you guys had any opinions. 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I'm like, how do you people just fall in with each other and chat casually? That's just what people do and I'm over here sitting in my desk wondering when to get up, if they're getting up, do I go to the door, do I follow them out, but what if they think that's weird, and do I say hi or call out their name, and what if they know that I'm going to talk to them and they're like, oh my gosh why is she talking to me, every single time",0.7293475073313793,2.2014145887096785,2.6999120234604104,95.783504398827,80.53225806451613,5.476832844574782,17.724340175953078,6.11248444174946,-0.4806032258064517,435,8,106,3,11,146,73,124,0.018000000000000002,0.927,0.055,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,5,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,27,18,15,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,9,13,0,0,3,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,15,3,19,18,2,18,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,5,6,74,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22776446089899974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793376048381244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23307443789635285,0.0,0.25353500197192896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258539205324515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794716315594426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22478733896385195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854689294765656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092770016578792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773825744781469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889940820675485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.53785034578338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818806934046816,0.14292486763961768,0.0,0.0,0.13006537375407334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514399472060676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127276769950453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24189402222382264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,13248,2018/03/07,"First time I took a couple dabs before class, I felt much more relaxed. Was actually participating in the discussion. Learned something. I NEVER talk in class unless called on. I am always hyper aware of other people in the room. Concerned with what each individual thinks of me. And you know what the shitty thing is? I weigh the importance of peoples judgment depending on how ""cool"" I perceive them to be. Anyway. I was offered to take some hits before class. And I thought, why not. I've never been a smoker. I've tried weed a few times but never in this kind of setting. During the high, I was more focused on what we were doing. And If the prof asked a question and I thought I had something, I went ahead and said it. I didn't feel like everyone was out to get me. I felt like I was more involved with a ""family"" rather than a ""class"" if that makes sense. It's crazy how your state of mind affects so much of how you perceive and interact with the world. Anyway. That high kind of helped me realize that participating in class ain't so bad. I wasn't on it today, but I felt more comfortable and still participated a bit. I'm not advocating for drug use. I know that tends to get a bad rap here. But it might be something to consider as a tool. Something to show you that social anxiety is bullshit. 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I'm currently taking a semester off college to work on myself and try to reduce my anxiety naturally, and its helped a lot, but the thought of going back to school still makes me nervous as hell. I can't miss next semester and I need a short term solution. I'm starting to realize that medication might be my only option, atleast for now. The problem is I have absolutely no clue where to start. Like I dont even know where and how to book an appointment. I know I probably sound like a moron. I havent seen a doctor in 3 years. I dont want to ask my parents for help, Id rather just not get them involved. Can anybody who has experience with this give me some directions or advice on how to get started? I'm 20 btw if that helps and I also do have health insurance. Help is greatly appreciated.",3.678910256410255,4.765094916666668,5.477777777777778,80.45115384615386,72.05555555555556,9.094017094017095,28.84615384615385,9.466822959209583,2.5077435897435896,695,27,143,16,13,239,114,180,0.125,0.721,0.154,0.5523,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,14,8,2,1,9,0,14,4,0,3,0,29,37,13,0,6,7,1,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,2,18,3,21,33,3,20,1,1,1,0,12,8,1,6,13,93,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879647175030684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540289788491017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016580337878165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321811391089503,0.0,0.0,0.10134845436673663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26981213212111355,0.0,0.0,0.3089445220222177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410941959879522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892873070213462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772336796230567,0.1264375512666713,0.07490674370612793,0.0,0.0,0.14531339192611414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010054046127113,0.0,0.0,0.35337938013073483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730662369839526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287846819178641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205428913661697,0.0,0.0,0.08797959808834112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277776496569835,0.0,0.13982226896392366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773033454469003,0.0,0.0,0.1401741006801489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024220294419027,0.0,0.0,0.14635175363841196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210604290963,0.12611777400107926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133391781974248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343566702956977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731636730461821,0.0,0.10525813234222682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099099534151102,0.10593834563405073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046369452381664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948565857972088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155481776052137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595423242463297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487688024672017 socialanxiety,cbt_buddy,2018/03/07,"Made a little app for anxiety and would like your opinion I made this cbt inspired app in french originally but I recently translated it so you might find french words somewhere. The app idea is simple, hear the guiding questions to understand the anxiety situation and challenge the thoughts causing it. There is plenty of apps similar to this but they ask you to type the answers like a journal. That's not what I was looking for, I wanted to express my thoughts vocally. So I made this for myself at first, then added some things until I finally decided to share it in french, it got 1000+ installs. The english version looks slightly better I think When I was thinking about this, I had in mind Social anxiety, although I think it can be applied to other types of anxiety. The app is free of course. Any feedback would be appreciated :) https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.zakaria_houssam.cbt_copy",6.293461538461536,9.472014243589749,5.939076923076925,71.00592307692307,70.02564102564102,8.006153846153849,33.47692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.348880000000001,746,36,113,15,15,231,100,156,0.038,0.7929999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.9735,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,1,3,5,7,0,0,9,0,12,0,0,5,0,30,27,10,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,13,2,0,0,12,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,9,3,16,8,18,13,2,12,0,0,2,0,10,5,0,4,9,81,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804860012899813,0.0,0.44119487308029376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479056377518586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127517126809593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811447353043528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794416577555834,0.13177959603359546,0.12264100535632867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531539426452594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250342032479018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276375532649864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408799350221347,0.14450808856945374,0.0,0.0,0.2421528766159507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092850492525282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529541547406083,0.14558256379037568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151666614452853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236217963084813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206643694907705,0.0,0.14697523571258428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957880124587956,0.2771577171441707,0.0,0.2289285624119361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009838751597696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504218895117198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048452945812964,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,baixinha7,2018/03/07,"dating and anxiety i have been dating someone for two months. you don't understand. this is huge for me. i haven't gone on more than three dates with ANYONE in about 5 years. and the reason why is possibly connected, but also long, so i won't get into it. the problem is, i get incredibly anxious when texting him. in person it's ok. you can be silent and just cuddle, and i don't have to worry about the future, just the now. for some reason, i feel fine when i'm physically with him and the moment i get home and we start texting i get this compressed ball of anxiety in my gut. it's agonizing and only getting stronger. let me add, he's sweet af. up to this point, he's so considerate, he smells good, he's funny, he's never been rude to me. he called me his girlfriend about 4 weeks in without prompting. so i wonder, is my body really telling me something that I can trust? or am i holding the cards too close to my heart, as i've learned to do? in other words, does this happen to anyone else? when i ask myself the critical questions, such as ""do i want to be dating him still?"" the answer is not no. i mean, i'm not exactly all in either, but who would be after two months of dating?? how am i supposed to know what my body is telling me, and how am i supposed to know if my anxiety is justifiable?",2.102212704056896,3.746192542750933,3.973534831097464,87.40554873121063,77.10408921933086,6.760045256182318,23.59156295458219,7.586124646067393,1.0169070955228698,1010,32,215,14,23,342,144,269,0.071,0.778,0.151,0.9734,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,1,2,0,0,18,7,1,0,8,1,27,5,4,4,3,47,45,23,0,4,10,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,11,14,0,1,12,1,0,1,9,2,0,3,3,3,35,5,33,36,4,33,0,0,0,1,21,12,0,5,20,152,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004118507096882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28816365758588475,0.1418492702934767,0.0,0.17559167794871702,0.1286530619690859,0.0,0.0,0.11738347907910265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789420540117134,0.0,0.0,0.12821279556650905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988011369033496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489090233427656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348789758021957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32800469770210905,0.0,0.0,0.10531541130012176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103402286211747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879152221093953,0.0,0.0,0.12594887938948535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380111343861733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839560691476473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111183797015996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677377964309134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044471041860099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684112098197728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095495525444024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096358566767678,0.0,0.0,0.1186966334662524,0.14155223916316614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201458342128518,0.0,0.0,0.14065812672854913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043820409970401,0.25819720580647737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638823770733867,0.09666372799691852,0.0,0.0,0.08887339859741293,0.0,0.10027394011755536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949336751813214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453115719522897,0.13071442419496945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405969474421563,0.0,0.10071822718311693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133001352199779,0.0,0.0,0.12103724472732635,0.13616658497875322,0.0,0.12751426106358024,0.0,0.08919561087021309,0.0,0.0,0.08085778284145148 socialanxiety,Galaxygirl181,2018/03/07,"Do you regret talking to your doctor? I went to my therapist last month and I told them something that I haven't told my previous consuelors. After my appointment, I started to regret opening up. I thought I should of kept it to myself cuz now they know.",2.8867346938775498,5.419471551020411,3.885061224489796,84.66351020408162,78.38775510204081,6.3689795918367365,28.16734693877552,7.554174236665415,1.928049795918367,202,9,36,3,5,65,37,49,0.123,0.877,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,10,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,0,14,0,7,4,0,8,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,29,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31029453167581433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660742544687435,0.24711381208251915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24197741215460325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23338544280927265,0.0,0.0,0.21457642815393407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436665029597161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519892058278789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24067317998947715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.579359936697604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28103002570547475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,not_a_throwaway10101,2018/03/07,"Teacher says this girl likes me, but it seems too good to be true My teacher told me that this one girl is ""in love"" with me, and some guy said ""yeah, it's obvious"". This girl is beautiful, and normal, while i'm not really attractive, and i'm the most awkward person in our class. And the first and last time i was sure a girl liked me, it turned out that she was just playing with me, which made me miserable for 3 years. The reason i'm posting in this subreddit is because i have SA and there's pretty much no chance i'm going to talk to her, especially since we can never be alone. There's always classmates around (which are mostly shitty judgemental people, and they would just laugh at me). What should i do? I know this is probably a stupid question, but i have no one to talk to about this, so i just felt like posting this.(Sorry if there are some gramatical errors, i'm not a native speaker).",5.9913333333333325,5.552208800000006,6.245555555555558,82.345,66.55555555555556,9.644444444444446,29.11111111111111,9.120678840339163,2.08771111111111,704,20,147,11,10,226,110,180,0.131,0.652,0.217,0.9619,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,1,1,10,13,1,2,6,1,16,1,0,2,4,37,30,12,0,4,8,0,1,3,0,2,0,3,0,6,14,12,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,3,0,3,6,4,19,10,15,20,5,15,0,1,0,1,18,6,0,7,9,102,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189907070222588,0.0,0.0,0.13810371358349965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775210168606182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117624628374224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936112552995954,0.0,0.0,0.14117745040151142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432688300694883,0.13921116669889355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434041351748055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121500262001428,0.13529101092637744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24325962570229245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497980689482862,0.15704866838255854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201003110698587,0.0,0.1280094268246396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261933888629876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249366366039625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115065514919919,0.14492214702092587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31791453946916404,0.16885528747670492,0.17894810828655125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592893182329065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632723265897333,0.17064897632257786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578793384615285,0.1319892339924259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510965504103281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729545732079138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579437134903248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564285870544418,0.0,0.0,0.2668073244186511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678080894498284,0.0,0.0,0.15859532671505747,0.0,0.0,0.180532116313546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179032099896335,0.0,0.0,0.10688185277999497 socialanxiety,v82585,2018/03/07,Has anyone else's doctor closed their practice? I has an appointment today and I had to reschedule because they told me they were shutting down their practice.. They didn't say why.. I hope it's nothing bad. Has anyone had this happen to them?,2.267246376811592,5.137618043478263,2.5347826086956537,90.54463768115944,85.95652173913044,3.936231884057971,22.88405797101449,5.46131890053228,0.3842579710144931,194,7,34,1,6,59,34,46,0.055,0.871,0.07400000000000001,0.2033,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,3,10,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,10,1,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,24,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076725363294596,0.29869479403691523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434054779915404,0.17770675807415534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29838117854816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24352600699555305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257788536722582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28954329941425244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797195265956385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318269330501353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27632511926755865,0.2785580844460829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630497870467932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,macpad095,2018/03/07,"Too scared to go to the gym I’m a 22 year old male and I suffer from depression and social anxiety. Right now I’m sitting, like so often, in the car in front of my gym and I’m just too scared to go inside because there are so many people. Also I am very skinny and tall, so everybody’s looking at me, which scares me to death... Any useful advice or tips on how I could convince myself to go inside? 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So as many people would’ve suggested, the best way to overcome a fear is to actually face it right? For the past year I’ve been pushing myself to talk with more confidence and result-wise it seems great - I’ve made more friends, more engaged in class, able to talk more fluently with strangers etc. But the thing is that I can feel on a daily basis that I am becoming more anxious and paranoid on everything. It almost feels like I must be prepared to talk with confidence any minute otherwise I’ll fuck everything up. And I mean the majority of my experiences agree with me - “more confident = better results” , which is kind of ironic cause now I am just becoming even more anxious all the time preparing to be confident! It seems to be getting worst and I’m just so tired all the time having my brain to be stuck on these thoughts. Anyone else experiencing this too and have any suggestions for me? TL;DR: Pushing myself to be more confident, ended up even more anxious on a daily basis thinking “I must be confident”.",5.602783171521037,7.219678436893204,6.0912427184466065,75.85197734627832,68.02912621359225,9.765177993527507,32.17993527508091,10.047579312681364,3.4198055663430424,882,38,155,22,15,285,115,206,0.155,0.5920000000000001,0.253,0.9858,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,10,12,1,1,9,0,18,4,2,3,4,29,32,10,0,2,4,0,3,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,8,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,4,13,9,26,20,16,18,0,0,0,1,7,9,1,3,8,106,23,1,0.11521427153278314,0.0,0.11243250915752083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153704502730406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566993110160196,0.0,0.08813860236725019,0.3904779971804596,0.0,0.08056049752096657,0.11805063657803075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817353329470997,0.0,0.0,0.12091026981797505,0.10189766038228193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861723067790135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835679409590792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624673989322373,0.0,0.10204564717048872,0.0,0.12849436827630326,0.15219587947145868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709431638910186,0.11270166544444685,0.0,0.12964808694854318,0.17476739246548206,0.16461819720784052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901426038487058,0.1065137374940204,0.12038940316437348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270241411070027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997793415161365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112575746746542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901852948886184,0.0,0.11680918773926445,0.0,0.12550211792028726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762564525459514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998505894460407,0.0798750690511515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839235836891234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097734913160592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778146016570367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765432425151369,0.07382465304982247,0.0,0.09146726203801436,0.13436473651878822,0.13242185642291027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145172595981232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741318572249496,0.08184491283794812,0.0,0.0,0.0741942134188393 socialanxiety,ramilamparo,2018/03/07,"I just had my first job interview. It went horrible. Today I just had my first job interview. There were about three of them, and they were all staring at me. As soon as the interviewer talked to me. My anxiety went through the roof. I think I was having a panic attack. My whole body started to shake. My neck started to get stiff. I could not answer the interviewer because my mind went blank. I don't know if I was visibly shaking to them, but I tried to stop my body shaking by taking a deep breath. Yet, it was all futile. I was thinking at how stupid I look with all the shaking, which just added to more anxiety. I was completely aware that I was having a panic attack, yet I cannot do something about it. I hate myself for this, but I think this interview was a huge step in overcoming my social anxiety. I guess I just need to go in to more interviews and hope that I will get better each time.",2.519785911602209,4.420957176795582,3.8815435082872938,87.38264675414366,76.67955801104972,7.39792817679558,24.01968232044199,8.278499904357787,1.4166709944751381,703,23,146,13,16,231,97,181,0.226,0.716,0.057,-0.9809,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,3,11,12,4,6,8,0,18,5,4,1,3,28,36,8,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,5,0,0,9,3,10,0,3,14,2,32,2,21,20,7,25,0,0,2,0,11,6,0,3,10,112,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021381602240083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995442310838789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025327978919405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164346866266818,0.0,0.2924693547904679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803365839652776,0.0,0.0,0.10511267923798724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396469217139053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375645169675992,0.0,0.07482034579904799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502851317020152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997819113836778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075923319293176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612867765572433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235199362612008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055375466006298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293006686507391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761761176506943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30892836608344554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342017024711542,0.0,0.1013514375201126,0.0,0.0,0.18636663186491015,0.0,0.0,0.11006620243653753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898523212808467,0.10581615568306048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530700992819133,0.0,0.0,0.07676680667420946,0.0,0.12478983551153393,0.0,0.0,0.08938244526096699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36612562568661305,0.0,0.1469837354470083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cheeseman74,2018/03/07,"I am one of you, I want to fight this I have decided to do pretty much going to do everything in my power to try to fix/curb this. First I am going to try to fix my food and supplement intake. My diet has been kind of trash for the last number of years. Going to also try to work on my breathing. Anxiety gets a million times worse if I freeze up my breathing out of anxiety.",1.3580357142857158,2.9247688750000016,3.912142857142858,87.37000000000003,79.0,7.071428571428572,21.42857142857143,7.957251820313856,0.9671071428571434,290,8,63,5,7,102,51,80,0.112,0.8009999999999999,0.086,-0.4767,1,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,1,2,1,0,2,0,7,4,2,0,0,5,12,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,1,1,11,1,18,11,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799152927902577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442160027901552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219624509982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136666909653186,0.2720449974776681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754202478405483,0.0,0.38358154271721007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234280575182085,0.0,0.1833875739082349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538514601945353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245131138951526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22888410175884866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311868218868962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582370728026566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269819816772938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378708904182607,0.0,0.2292723981250274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487883224412276 socialanxiety,x7172c,2018/03/07,"How to overcome social anxiety? I’m an [18 M] in my freshman year of college. Currently I’m not in therapy or taking medication. The past few years have been rough but I finally have a decent group of people that I kind of like. The problem is sometimes I feel like I hate people or maybe it’s talking to people or hanging out in groups because it makes me feel anxious. I worry about what I’m saying or doing or if my friends really like me. So then when I actually hangout especially in a group I dread going and then everyone always asks if I’m okay or if I’m having a good time. I just don’t want to be a burden on anyone and make everyone have less fun or feel uncomfortable because of me. At the same time when I’m not invited I feel neglected and left out. I have a best friend who’s my main friend but he has other groups of friends so when he’s hanging with them I’m home alone. But for some reason I get worried that he doesn’t like me because he has so much fun with them. Since I’ve never really had friends I become very emotionally attached to the ones I do have. For example my best friend and a newly made friend/romantic interest of mine are becoming close friends. For me I feel scared because my best friend is like the complete opposite of me he’s very charismatic and even when he thinks he’s being weird or awkward, people around him love that about him he just is good at being himself. For me being myself was never acceptable so I’d always try to impress others to like me but now I don’t even know who I am. So I have issues with trusting or being close because I worry they’ll just walk away and get tired of me. I also have low self-esteem and confidence in myself, which doesn’t help. So unfortunately, I worry that their conversations are more interesting than mine and that they like him better. It’s hard living in his shadow because whenever other people want to hangout, I feel like they just invite me because I’m friends with him and not because of me. It’s gotten to the point that I’ve become pretty envious which I hate because he’s my friend. Honestly I don’t know what to do anymore I feel conflicted. I really hate that this is happening to me any solutions? 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I've had social anxiety ever since high school and it was/is pretty severe. I got to my lowest point during my first year of college and I would avoid almost all social situations. I dropped out of a class because of a presentation and I felt horrible. I couldn't even go shopping without getting nervous. But I ended up getting my first job because I desperately needed the money. It was in retail and while it was extremely difficult at first I surprisingly got used to it. I felt fine going to work and talking to customers most of the time. But I started getting some anxiety again while I was working and the job overall wasn't that great after a year and a half, so I quit. My plan was to immediately find another job and I actually got hired at 2 different places a few months later only to quit after orientation because I was an anxious wreck. Now I feel like I'm at my lowest point again and I don't know how to get out. I just haven't been able to force myself to get another job even though I know it would help in the long run. I'm graduating college soon and I have no clue what I'm going to do. I need to get a job outside of retail but I'm so incredibly nervous and anxious about it that I avoid even thinking about it. Has anyone else experienced this too? Getting better just to end up worse again? I don't know why but I just don't feel like I can force myself to get out of it this time. 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I have been friends with this guy in a couple of my classes for a year now, and he had dated one of my close friends. They recently broke up, and now he feels like he can hang out with his “friends that are girls” more, so him and i started going to the library to study together and just talking a lot. Over the past probably 4 months we have become close and I have consider him as my best friend. He is the sole person who I can just be myself around and not feel the anxiety I feel talking to my other close friends. I have opened up to him about my anxiety and depression, and in turn he’s opened up to me about his, so on that level we are also close because we understand each other. I look forward to talking to him everyday and being able to just have a friend. It feels so god damn good to have a friend. 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I'm 17 and I've never had a job so this was my first. I was excited about it because I really wanted to make some money but once I got the job....things went to shit. So first thing's first I'm homeschooled. I've been homeschooled since I was in 3rd grade. This didn't really affect my shyness for a while but it HAS affected my ability to...confront social situations. Since I haven't been forced to do so for most of my life I never really...conditioned myself to do so? So it's really made things a lot more difficult. So right after I got the job things were fine. My first day went fine even though I had a panic attack while there but honestly that's normal for me and I've learned to live with it...but pretty soon it got a lot worse. So after about 3 days of going into work, I started having a lot of anxiety about going in to work the next day. I'd be up all night worrying about fucking up or making my co-workers dislike me...and it didn't help that the manager at this place was a total bitch and everyone there felt the same. But that didn't deter me too much as I chalked it up to my usual anxiety about things and figured I would get over it soon enough...sadly that wasn't the case. After about a week the anxiety started getting a lot worse and I found myself just...panicking over it in the middle of the day for no reason...even if I wasn't going to work the next day and by the time two weeks were up I was crying, like, daily simply because of going to work. I would have panic attacks on Monday about going to work on Thursday and I couldn't handle it. I talked to my doctor and therapist and was put on some anxiety and depression medication after explaining the problems I was having along with some other things that had been going on...but I couldn't do it anymore. I talked to my therapist and she told me she thought the best thing for me to do would be to quit so I did... But now it's like...I just have so much anxiety over getting another job?? At least another job like that...I'll be moving out and going to college soon and idk how I'll manage. I've looked into getting a job at this frozen yogurt place near us because a lot of what I had problems with was that I had to make cones, blizzards, and smoothies etc. for people and I was literally never taught how to do that because the manager, again, was shit. So at a place like that, I wouldn't be doing that at least...but I still don't know if it'd cause the same reaction y'know? I'm thinking of starting up a babysitting business in my town because I'm fairly good with kids but I can't really do that in college so I need to get over it or at least find something I can handle... Anyone have any advice?",2.1045563139931716,3.739176117747444,3.9019604095563167,87.96206689419796,77.0716723549488,6.8723003412969295,22.470853242320814,7.699297019823105,0.935249529010239,2199,63,466,32,50,741,220,586,0.158,0.775,0.068,-0.9948,8,0,1,0,0,0,75.0,1,0,0,13,34,21,6,2,32,0,57,6,2,10,5,82,99,45,0,13,11,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,35,24,0,0,10,0,1,11,16,12,0,5,38,2,51,9,80,50,20,83,0,1,1,1,10,35,4,13,40,338,86,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053141091727464125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03698136785368996,0.1140477447869172,0.208008960289568,0.0,0.053931956346026835,0.038024894608433495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373389185060248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657526604027912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057070157315118275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586490600455472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597356583132611,0.17535823687769495,0.0,0.04683881142907522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566189456659789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04816597586053074,0.05619075275382671,0.060649883774762575,0.0718370970243063,0.0,0.0,0.05196397039034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221488539374376,0.0,0.04970381739379609,0.18502791991162293,0.0,0.059626641709936035,0.0,0.05027493333822055,0.14206076514442142,0.0,0.2163443034532081,0.04561272449939836,0.17397580419828887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03645085497863619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317229497031891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966015191261976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03841134794528566,0.10627245454607263,0.0,0.04801996863233272,0.0,0.045666866202994184,0.0,0.0,0.23116655202360245,0.0,0.0514572057242011,0.1089004650970998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478376302954153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577990579991408,0.07995349894715313,0.04032328372056322,0.12582737845392802,0.0,0.11567094410007918,0.051033468429301655,0.05328244334693877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579146527129932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761023272001712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03770136947976166,0.0,0.17045166167063508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055325660222362516,0.0,0.1040717359035726,0.0,0.05466855051591407,0.0,0.057841549070166,0.0,0.0,0.13935303855465006,0.05591336476578759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644160813777732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164390720271483,0.08997007953158598,0.06112722174172167,0.0,0.055435215292404284,0.0,0.04186562953871431,0.0,0.0,0.11547477607043236,0.0,0.04342923365714409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741977581045772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628250944390734,0.21677239981307345,0.03484554760840542,0.05342966760326282,0.043172933461741315,0.031710361172280134,0.0,0.0,0.05196397039034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053122942833539466,0.0,0.06541439555449872,0.0,0.05989367376611055,0.0,0.032075689694178136,0.0,0.08724331400044613,0.0,0.0,0.10082461702682778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771332799986099,0.05522717698991431,0.11083903774492804,0.11589343216591133,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wingardiumlesbiosa,2018/03/07,"making friends when you don't have any? I've made huge strides in the past few years--I finished my degree, moved out of my parents' house, and found a job that I love (working with the public, even!). I now feel very comfortable interacting with people at work and in other random social situations, but I still find myself unable to make any friends. For one thing, I haven't figured out how to meet people as an adult. I have work friends but I don't really see those turning into friendships outside of the workplace. And on the rare occasion that I do meet someone I think I could be friends with, I end up too embarrassed by how isolated I've been to allow them to even get to know me. It's also been a problem with dating--I always end up panicking and ending it after about three dates because they keep mentioning all of their many friends and I feel like such a loser. Has anyone here managed to make the leap from no friends to friends? I feel like this is my last obstacle to happiness but I just can't find a way around it.",5.905715447154472,5.9292972585365895,6.038353658536586,82.19785569105692,66.65853658536585,8.979674796747966,31.71747967479675,8.59863814320734,2.317626016260162,818,30,163,11,12,260,129,205,0.104,0.675,0.221,0.9799,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,3,4,14,15,0,1,10,0,13,1,0,7,1,38,28,13,0,2,4,1,3,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,9,13,0,1,9,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,4,4,22,12,31,22,2,24,0,1,1,1,20,11,0,1,13,110,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674773854792525,0.09026022295665924,0.0,0.0,0.14753398417050498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758485221725782,0.0,0.0,0.09656610451996056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612559728140092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660878053480009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882310227793031,0.0,0.0,0.14329395788130014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454526536422942,0.15498969551024852,0.0,0.0,0.19828910162549074,0.0,0.0,0.11893767760264612,0.5866547771138378,0.0,0.05667391957751949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547408086975935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516604793201125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764509691668746,0.09641792006259126,0.0,0.0,0.05961524320992925,0.08842192938471162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599120271045206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790328406755283,0.1026420467302322,0.21722451637484594,0.1099770301678761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529218364301914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350573870962304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044909500038407,0.0,0.10355204397590756,0.1504063686892134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037963083067967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949211919895942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644084980035525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219308950457098,0.0,0.1105770101283863,0.09191085478439734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662859492190128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206623600554862,0.06950665656297661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799008619305568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950356583332643,0.0,0.08610272376207817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23691415038781144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,z04a,2018/03/07,"I fucked up today Today, I went to vote in the Texas republican primary as a raging liberal. I wanted to influence the candidates in a more moderate direction, and vote against some of their propositions. For the record, I'm a boring white guy, and she's a Mexican girl with tattoos and purple hair. Everything was going fine at first, despite my rising levels of anxiety. I was feeling incredibly self conscious because I was lying to everyone about being a republican, was in a middle school I've never been to before, and was coming down from Adderall (which always makes me feel weird). I talked to the guy at the registration booth and told him I was voting republican. I testified I was voting in the republican primary. I clicked a little button that I was a republican--the one that said it's a crime to lie about it. Then my girlfriend and I went to the voting booth. Halfway through voting, though, an old white Texan guy came up to us. He asked me, motioning to my girlfriend, ""Is she helping you vote?"" I froze. I was already deeply uncomfortable for being deceptive, and I didn't know the answer that she was looking for. I think I mumbled something. He asked the question again, but I didn't know how to respond. He said something about her needing to sit down or take an oath saying she's a republican. She told him she already voted. I don't really know how I reacted but I think it was motioning for her to go sit down. I just wanted to vote and get out. Eventually she sat down, and the guy left us alone. When I left, my girlfriend was beyond furious. She told me the guy was being a racist asshole, talking down to her like she was shit. She was furious at me that I didn't have her back. In retrospect, if it was some boring white girl he probably wouldn't have said anything. He probably was giving her a hard time because who she was and how she looked. I don't even remember everything he said because I was lost in deep anxious outer space. In the car, my girlfriend screamed at me. I kept my cool for a little while and started screaming back. I told her I didn't see what she did. I got defensive. I said all the wrong things. I'm just at a loss as to what to do because I don't think she understands that I was so fucking anxious I couldn't tell my ass from my head. If I saw what was going on I would have done something. But I didn't see it. Now she's not talking to me. She's never been this mad and I don't know how to make it better. I know she wants to be heard, and I've tried that, but I don't know if she's going to forgive me for this one.",3.1038481338481354,4.729376038610042,4.596447876447879,84.07535392535394,74.32818532818533,7.790476190476191,26.812097812097807,8.491030156203081,1.8715734877734875,2020,75,408,37,42,675,210,518,0.136,0.8140000000000001,0.05,-0.9925,0,1,3,0,0,0,63.0,2,1,1,4,18,21,8,0,29,1,47,6,4,8,3,67,102,32,0,10,11,0,5,1,4,2,0,9,0,8,20,17,0,2,17,0,0,12,15,16,0,3,48,25,85,5,60,47,4,60,0,2,10,3,71,31,4,7,16,288,105,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744990353341994,0.15875574737706588,0.0,0.059852525066082685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550271751404996,0.1625235750833325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919325299412612,0.0,0.1344919338406541,0.0,0.0,0.1106213135951797,0.0,0.17539438034382746,0.0,0.06120815769373077,0.0,0.0,0.06361730562619437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227013612715461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196236410838709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361059696331622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047509882675710574,0.0,0.0,0.06873334917121789,0.12929425827586652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274115734197227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061184646449157276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299848036007653,0.03758108589799776,0.06900296652904657,0.16352064642100658,0.0,0.057529955888086765,0.0,0.0,0.35611601108315905,0.0,0.0,0.06443623118549753,0.0,0.07382216875127638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048213970641892576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23718905548834499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563069299684572,0.0,0.0,0.03514195350513228,0.14418792935489053,0.0,0.0,0.1208081921649772,0.0,0.07852140766795038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602927613371197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333607726423432,0.11095555983126032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547969979056837,0.0,0.09748489255851213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510801062236684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057941212228972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046080971994143086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148403341056877,0.0,0.3421152414186127,0.05720258153093275,0.0,0.07279821994816804,0.11463971525737394,0.0,0.07503993470045109,0.0,0.07383634852149179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661284681525551,0.0,0.0,0.05091327731180379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408331440752225,0.1734467342501251,0.06287104389455424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778789654676007,0.13827183562994613,0.070672043954514,0.0,0.041943664243272234,0.0,0.1363647437852175,0.27493339668487154,0.0,0.048836566684076765,0.0,0.0,0.07488292146717747,0.17304876654719015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272806656090751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333618958501976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109786441049968,0.0786454810034145,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,poorfolkbows,2018/03/07,"Free hugs Today I wore a T-shirt all day that's black with big white letters that say, ""FREE HUGS."" Not a single person took advantage of today's special, but c'mon, you gotta give me some credit for wearing this shirt out in public! That wasn't easy, and I was very self-conscious. 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I experience this and it makes it very hard to meet new people or have conversations. I do have some friends, but I was rarely ever the initiator of conversations that would lead to those friendships, because like I said before, I always feel like I need an excuse to talk to new people. I’m afraid that I’ll come off as weird or awkward if I try to talk to someone new, and that would lead them not to like me. Now how to act in social situations, this is just a matter of approaching and making new friends. I’m currently in high school right now. Does anyone have this problem and have they overcame it?",7.574316770186336,6.601264485507247,7.318861283643893,77.70326086956524,63.56521739130435,9.914699792960665,32.033126293995856,8.841846274778883,2.41767784679089,561,17,109,7,7,178,78,138,0.065,0.7759999999999999,0.16,0.9182,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,2,6,9,0,2,4,0,9,0,0,5,1,26,19,10,0,6,6,0,3,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,2,4,11,5,17,15,1,19,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,4,12,68,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921503550344055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614700250773158,0.11830636500033258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703856947073156,0.0,0.09825123684311428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946188777375947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202086396352548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645523539700117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444366786567276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129458066022613,0.0,0.0,0.11676398943437533,0.08248740154693872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784141769090122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343293524961672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219939028995161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922942269749644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541460404754599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122997185414934,0.0,0.5575785564366893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24014429775682114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104833161224766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860550184108334,0.10983256767978873,0.0,0.0,0.11685558623858365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297862114962094,0.0,0.11770086012869133,0.1956643003952902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712218939125538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783923787396272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526977326422677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404442046742276,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aymee_tee,2018/03/07,"Do you ever feel inferior to popular people? Since I’m not as outgoing and confident as them, I feel like I’m no where near their “level” and that they don’t know me. Like I genuinely get surprised when they know my name or even talk to me! For example, in gym. This guy was trying to find out where his spot was and since it’s in alphabetical order, I’m before him so he was trying to figure out if my last name was before or after and I stood there astonished when he said my last name. Or sometimes they’ll say hi to me and make small talk and I feel like I just talked to someone famous when in reality, they were just trying to be nice. I’ve had so many incidents where I don’t expect popular ppl to talk to me or know my name and I just realized it today when this popular girl was talking to me. Can anyone relate or am I the only one who acts this way?",2.486648351648352,3.66577733516484,4.586593406593405,85.33340659340661,75.0989010989011,8.057142857142857,22.340659340659343,8.634040054169528,1.2331054945054951,673,17,148,13,14,233,99,182,0.036000000000000004,0.8190000000000001,0.145,0.9599,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,6,0,15,9,0,0,1,0,14,0,0,1,1,35,27,21,0,2,10,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,0,2,7,9,0,0,9,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,9,5,26,8,20,16,0,23,0,1,0,0,26,11,0,6,12,98,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949883635462882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421720992886939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398721067628893,0.12871767886662333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585209523467144,0.2033170048473704,0.0,0.0,0.1300587955336192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434540434141368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408984770066975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346115847144601,0.23198551085786864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208560451109164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498575137173523,0.14426894834607198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642554999758517,0.1082248745470646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865227585351988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535902620622367,0.11316195239362295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354225649356771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056956203575232,0.0,0.1407374442574606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.571873114777412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488290415745285,0.0,0.0,0.289835235732308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295039871440145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Janduma,2018/03/08,"Making eye contact So I always hated making eye and when talking to someone I looked everywhere else except the eyes but lately i just stare at there eyes and im more calm, so is normal just to stare the whole conversation or not?",2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,3.6533333333333333,84.90000000000002,81.22222222222223,5.377777777777778,20.11111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.5329111111111113,185,5,33,2,5,60,33,45,0.061,0.8640000000000001,0.075,0.1656,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,2,0,1,4,4,2,0,11,5,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,1,4,5,2,3,0,0,7,0,3,1,0,1,2,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524694697456021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534681981774925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995641044206171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32774530790212697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422706008929465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25479610244631595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050699682054208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29728685198737154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25708649958048696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438772353485352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387572229460161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,notimportanty,2018/03/08,"Keeping friends separate Disclaimer: I don't really have close friends and in 2017 went out with friends about once. My adolesence was mostly avoiding people, but I did have a few people I spoke to and went out with every few months, but after education I lost contact with all but one person really. My issue is I guess after isolation I ended up enjoying things such as anime and manga. I'd like to meet people to speak about stuff like that, but at the same time I know the people I speak to now in real life dislike that sort of thing. I'm going to University in September (a few years late) and hopefully I'll be able to meet people with some similar interests and not spaghetti anything. It sounds childish for an adult male in his 20s I know, but I've always struggled with being honest with what I like (and this stretches to my own family, I always wear headphones when doing things because of anxiety) for example, but does anyone else have almost a 'second life'. I tell no one in real life most of my hobbies have ended up Japanese related, but I know repressing my likes for so long hasn't helped with paranoia and worry.",8.033313782991204,7.167147027649772,8.145111018014244,71.80260159195643,62.59447004608296,11.024549643904484,34.47381650607457,10.230975488527342,3.471003686635944,903,32,158,17,11,295,130,217,0.116,0.73,0.154,0.8385,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,6,15,0,3,6,0,12,4,1,0,1,42,24,17,0,1,8,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,0,3,9,17,0,3,3,0,0,3,4,4,0,3,6,4,19,11,35,16,9,26,0,1,0,0,15,12,0,7,15,113,28,0,0.11607798144706286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162353309895531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317235875434569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879933808759617,0.0,0.0,0.08116442357528675,0.1189356094537258,0.09552228824592897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076006009325812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158062380003782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969682586977689,0.0,0.205621275583712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978007057714386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942799023249793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269044681566354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065969791874498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787298331128302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780462414513077,0.0,0.0,0.11529162699374235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115525462436527,0.0,0.1031754433712296,0.0,0.0,0.1913802687055028,0.0,0.1309410190732764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245967933389414,0.22683935363886054,0.0,0.0,0.10272536081959656,0.0,0.0,0.12671282886714044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265233734250501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361926186563227,0.15731488870060342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023692837724641,0.10135481606311092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642443111819955,0.1487250545231536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134990944029132,0.13288151734314213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145727212886932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23135115901093786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768600445618175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521090347391889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788282471879805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475041428579356 socialanxiety,jakustak,2018/03/08,"What is purpose of this subreddit page? Hi guys, I have social anxiety, it always takes me a lot of time to feel comofortable with people. Often - too long for them. I can talk with single person but I cant say a word in group of strangers. And I want to change it. Is this subreddit good place for this? Can I give and get support from other people who also want to change their anxiety? 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So I've been debating for a long time whether or not I should make a post on Facebook about my social anxiety. It's gotten worse as I've gotten older, and while people know that I'm shy, I don't think many know how bad it is. I partied quite a bit back in highschool and managed to make several friends and acquaintances, but as I've gotten older, my social anxiety has gotten worse. I can think of multiple times that I've flaked on people I was suppose to hang out with just because it would flair up last minute and I find an excuse to not go hang out. Several people have just quit trying to get me to hang out completely and some of them don't respond if I do happen to reach out first. I feel like an asshole, I'd be upset too if I were them, but that's my daily struggle. I feel like I owe them an explanation, but personally messaging each of them and apologizing or explaining sounds mentally exhausting. I also don't want to look stupid for making a personal post and then nobody giving a shit anyway. That's why I'm on here asking strangers if they think it'd be a good idea or not.",5.559526368827684,5.217334183406116,6.480873362445415,79.97285186429292,67.42794759825328,9.840913671481358,29.842458851192475,9.466822959209583,2.4092442727578103,884,28,182,16,13,295,126,229,0.154,0.76,0.086,-0.9375,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,3,10,10,2,2,10,0,17,2,1,5,0,48,43,24,0,7,15,0,2,2,1,3,1,1,0,2,8,13,0,0,10,0,1,4,6,6,0,1,7,4,22,4,25,30,3,26,0,0,1,0,17,9,1,7,12,115,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315823237333956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823139921701953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890385291730316,0.0,0.0,0.08957479397657925,0.0972655595233856,0.07101215386685086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717857687807027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213915013325585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780323286287615,0.1664431408991722,0.0,0.0,0.10647114562025667,0.09908763369542777,0.0,0.0,0.09000106509834238,0.0,0.06086201505522465,0.11174928790361917,0.06620481956886191,0.09770756627876756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301307295930386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150475503544196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804139388315086,0.0949561427468128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382375214513515,0.0,0.0,0.10309133597307377,0.09782354387384863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110359964400969,0.11810412471385184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173960605180198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24228167234075476,0.20343181687336515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347000460460988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478061572276559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632045359306053,0.11957687884631532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23749688411757924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217822374591712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392920110570008,0.0,0.0,0.13585429285220996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909010039888495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870972105102888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511548437912732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374296371373349,0.08275223875868233,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FallsZero,2018/03/08,Any of you guys talk to yourself a lot I'm beginning to think I developed the habit to talk to myself because I don't hang out with real people as much ,12.339999999999995,4.8620654242424255,12.29818181818182,65.66727272727273,61.42424242424243,15.624242424242425,45.12121212121213,11.20814326018867,4.811084848484848,121,4,26,2,1,42,27,33,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,8,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24273767598583215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21759290101881865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534357978810185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034654198074415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26239871113138324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24746361046478696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062863017077067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5738044438860761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287186152329961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway26667,2018/03/08,"Scared to go back to the gym I joined the gym around the same time last year but stopped going since late August last year (various reasons). I want to give it another go and re-enrol but I’m scared of going back for the sole reason that the people at reception might recognise me and it’ll be awkward since I’ve been absent all that time. It’s also the university gym which is a 30 minute walk away from home and I don’t know if I’ll give up again. Writing it out is irrational but I don’t know, has anyone been in a similar situation? If so, what’d you do? 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I've never had a job, too afraid to get one, have no idea what to do in life, I don't particularly have an interest in anything besides video games and drugs. Don't really do anything all day besides read articles, play games and smoke with friends. I've no direction in life and have no idea what to do nor what I want to do. Curious if anyone has ever been in my position before that could tell me anything that I can't already tell myself.",3.592357723577233,4.741014739837404,4.705853658536586,85.6657723577236,72.33333333333334,8.393495934959349,26.67479674796748,8.841846274778883,1.8279528455284555,475,16,101,9,9,156,76,123,0.115,0.7979999999999999,0.087,-0.1238,1,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,19,3,0,0,3,17,22,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,2,5,0,1,8,1,0,1,4,0,7,3,13,17,1,13,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,8,64,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132198468406874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569795768508504,0.0,0.0,0.11489052170678052,0.0,0.4056434475021087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398171066591068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311894773294435,0.0,0.0,0.1059674170194344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883153789664224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054934119056788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862928874026188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694676832524954,0.0,0.08584605211706274,0.0,0.09338209367455648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709756912968004,0.0,0.0,0.16305395266364736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23211634642720436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672726910825804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241742986321218,0.0,0.1113418221857469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435610875822182,0.0,0.1052622463904077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629215559821772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27184057922653343,0.0,0.0,0.16749502849271428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737189151646798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872312378346468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691526461855324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162262274003865 socialanxiety,Gregorvitch,2018/03/08,"Obsessing over deteriorating friendship. Recently I started becoming friends with a co-worker. It was good for a while, and I really liked hanging out, getting lunch, or drinks or whatever else. But at some point it felt like our relationship hit a hard wall. It was like every time I tried to reach, he would pull back. He stopped going to lunch with me, or getting drinks after work. His body-language even seemed to change, and I started getting strong vibes he didn't want anything to do with me. Like he either just doesn't like me, or can't deal with me. It just feels... cold. But did he change really? Am I imagining it? Is my anxiety making me think crazy shit just to torture me? It's gotten to the point where every small interaction makes me sad and anxious and just crazy. Did I do enough? Did I say the right thing? How do I act? Do I show him I'm sad? Or just play it cool? If I play it cool will he think I don't care about him? What if he's gotten the same vibe from me? What if he's as stressed as I am about the whole thing?! I should probably go over right now and ask. NO don't do that, you look fucking pathetic and needy! Aaaauurrrggg god dammit dude, this is why all my long time friends are extroverts. I can't handle being the person who is always reaching. I just wish we could be friends again. I can't handle the thought that I did something to fuck up. But I wish I knew what I did... 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I feel like being around people puts me into the most pissed off mood. It just feels like a panic attack on overdrive. I do wonder if the anger is caused by generalized anxiety disorder. All I know is it doesn't make it any easier to try to connect to people.,3.9703846153846167,5.51803808974359,5.96974358974359,75.4169230769231,71.94871794871794,8.78974358974359,23.256410256410252,9.2995712137729,2.0177025641025645,313,8,56,7,6,109,56,78,0.297,0.6,0.104,-0.9637,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,8,4,1,3,0,7,1,1,2,1,18,15,4,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,2,6,2,11,14,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,4,4,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587522411437292,0.0,0.3057027442463588,0.0,0.0,0.13970930164852702,0.0,0.0,0.17787008420158615,0.0,0.2273086592180591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052562429147645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289954792983056,0.0,0.17485195344190418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020562691281121,0.2854835071563614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439061301477287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196167771737404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952306582568895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337234360619127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23442979500810346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41556186194207456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008606491448794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280011154505109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059683997179391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565545039131566,0.21733202007515126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668155025891905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NoKarateInThePit,2018/03/08,"How often do you freeze up in the middle of an interaction? I wouldn't say that my anxiety is the most severe in the world. These past few weeks I've been trying to conversate a little with people to keep from shutting myself in, but I've had plenty of moments where I get nervous when trying to find the right words to use in a sentence. That usually just ends up on me panicking and blocking my mind from finding the next word to say, so I just freeze there while my mind races until the other person finishes the sentence for me. How often does this happen to you guys, if at all?",8.868461538461537,6.152655504273508,8.765059829059831,73.89938461538463,62.33333333333333,11.41128205128205,34.511111111111106,9.3871,2.955514188034188,462,13,90,6,5,151,81,117,0.114,0.841,0.045,-0.8822,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,10,1,0,1,10,0,5,0,0,3,1,22,9,9,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,11,0,21,6,3,24,0,0,0,0,8,14,0,4,10,69,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104334363427974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727836873297233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487588114605435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609186238946432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031558108688536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549959778369316,0.17459818018787648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549639764619626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788974180356447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39872226177473824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099828552323912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884816709889092,0.13688210589311275,0.17239959938111402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861523097653455,0.0,0.31402917401753194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22305437392802147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681016535828828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052734603590106,0.2174555542121947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583768535501837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Marchele,2018/03/08,"How do you shortly explain social anxiety to someone who might have never heard of it? I want to explain to a chorus theacher that I have social anxiety but in my country for some reason it is not a very known mental disease, not as much as depression for example. At least for me, I've never heard any teacher or doctor mention SA in my life. People just assume you're shy, or worst case, dumb. I want to explain it to him in a short way what is social anxiety so he understands why I might behave like that and maybe to ease my way into the class since I feel I'm behind everyvody in terms of vocal ability and singing experience.",7.797857142857143,6.169685452380952,8.426984126984127,72.04857142857144,63.523809523809526,10.939682539682536,36.873015873015866,9.725611199111238,3.5358825396825395,501,20,92,8,6,169,84,126,0.163,0.7490000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9072,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,4,0,7,2,0,2,2,25,17,9,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,3,11,1,20,13,5,13,0,1,0,0,13,8,1,6,4,65,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075742004079214,0.0,0.3737861056657704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027998997186664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670470008490598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593184503236433,0.0,0.0,0.08235214041987501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150401417151618,0.07957022394015446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636251533742046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413500080721086,0.345559396897082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972844408643585,0.0,0.2512313022635239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129137903201278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674578412501973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347280329003442,0.0,0.0,0.4980774196468725,0.13799951525607745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955377365592708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438509224686512,0.19213029926916128,0.2585577986249307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696515400335886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ferodoma17,2018/03/08,"Class presentation So for my literature class I have to write a narrative text and then present it to the class. The writing part is all done, I'm pretty confident about my text, it's really good. The tricky part however is the speaking part (which is worth 75% of the assignment), I have had previous episodes in this class where i have to read something out loud and i start panicking and taking a deep breath every two words. My question is, do you guys have any advice or tips to control myself during speaking in front of the class?",8.487352941176471,7.363509500000003,7.867960784313728,74.98782352941178,61.84313725490196,11.689411764705882,36.08627450980392,10.793553405168565,3.6809780392156872,427,16,81,9,5,134,68,102,0.046,0.8440000000000001,0.11,0.7737,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,0,11,1,1,1,1,11,14,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,9,1,11,12,4,10,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,4,55,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382644613892809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184467307581455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339453526822279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345445339716126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574151227017235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495085688315867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653153656562506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.67763034985448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220551435502347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336624763170929,0.0,0.2086410347836405,0.0,0.13362462871917166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605786070035689,0.0,0.0,0.1476372455539936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682965212899422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375683476231227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Neztok,2018/03/08,"Shel Silverstein's Whatif I came across this poem while looking through books with my 1 year old son. https://youtu.be/pKNxcHR9KoI I thought you all would like it. I like it so much that I made a little tune out of it it. Something like this... https://youtu.be/EB77zqlndLk Mine is a little darker and I threw in a chorus of my own. When everything seems swell. She holds me down against my will. ...and then the NITEMARE strikes again Might record it, but yeah, the one year old won't allow it. Later all. ",2.3851708074534166,5.325264815217392,1.4663354037267098,96.25413043478264,91.06521739130434,4.367701863354037,18.527950310559007,6.18269132825596,-0.19212670807453414,401,11,79,4,14,113,69,92,0.043,0.8640000000000001,0.093,0.5108,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,1,5,0,0,2,2,15,11,7,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,1,12,3,9,3,4,17,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,2,12,53,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25182933230912885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978852124584521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227091300866913,0.4413600327627629,0.0,0.0,0.18489726529294945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083413513800006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335781042286427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618589640048702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620875398036062,0.0,0.14920089207883472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004452493965889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950671362180014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479976174119544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641083973691464,0.0,0.0,0.2835797320094367 socialanxiety,ambiguous_fork,2018/03/08,Anyone want to talk? I'm drunk and high and on the verge of having a panic attack from the loneliness. Does anyone want to add me on Snapchat and talk?,1.8169892473118312,3.9069517741935513,2.9045161290322596,92.64344086021508,79.64516129032258,5.423655913978496,16.78494623655914,6.42735559955562,-0.32339569892473063,119,2,25,1,3,38,23,31,0.318,0.612,0.069,-0.885,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318926304880347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513471673109277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27026572041701835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263037062237741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623541870015784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496463663085065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643206415005828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NUx94,2018/03/08,"How do I talk to doctor about my SAD? I have an appointment with my doctor next week and I do not know how to bring up my social anxiety disorder with him. On top of that I know I am depressed, but how do I tell him? You guys who have done this, can you please give me some tips.",0.09972677595628454,1.8202547377049207,2.1094262295081982,98.04698087431696,83.59016393442623,6.033879781420765,16.724043715846992,7.1686216300943375,-0.26775628415300545,213,4,54,3,6,71,43,61,0.132,0.797,0.071,-0.4169,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,3,0,11,12,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,14,0,8,11,1,6,0,2,0,0,10,3,0,1,2,41,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888123603122903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258090343403105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828707151697235,0.5052500468221547,0.0,0.2525768499137653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23676688737216825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443850858268808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712855075251497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624899420760945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709281227426357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25159622521087505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838008643673305,0.2157266870908579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797964490278555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stdnamespace,2018/03/08,"I have a date and I have social anxiety. Any advice? Im so anxious in social situations, let alone a date. I don't want to bail out.... Any advice you can share from past experiences? 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Any alternatives? I am currently a dental school student and I do not have a lot of time or can miss class to go to an appointment. I have looked around and all the psychologists around me who work on weekends or late, charge $100-200 a session and I can’t afford that. Are there any other options without breaking the bank or missing class? If anyone who is a medical or dental student who has managed SA through school and/or your career and would be willing to share I would appreciate that. 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This is probably gonna get buried but whatever So...I'm a high school freshman. My family isn't very social but rather reserved; social anxiety also runs like a mofo in our genes. So you can tell where I'm coming from. As a result, I grew up to be kinda antisocial and only went out with my friends once or twice in the past, mainly in middle school. Pretty much, I was destined to be a tacit Pakistani engineer that has a six figure job, and a virginity reserved for an arranged marriage at 52. Now I've been really trying to escape my shell, but it's been backfiring, as if I'm missing a tooth in the key (or some other poetic shit). Like today, I was walking out of a bathroom stall only to encounter a group of guys huddled up. I said ""hi"" and they looked at me as if bigfoot just took an epic shit, and said ""um...lets get away from him..."", and darted out. When I finally develop the courage talk to people, I always come across as condescending and caustic, which is exactly the opposite of how I want to sound. This causes people to avoid me, like I'm invisible. When I try to speak in a softer voice, I'm completely inaudible, and my voice becomes a background hum followed by ""what?"", assuming that anyone is actually listening. When I introduce myself, I'm always awkward no matter how much confidence I'm trying to feign. If the stars align and someone does respond, it's usually along the lines of ""um...who is this dude and why is he talking to me?"" The words always come out wrong or as some dumb, incoherent shit. Every time during a conversation, my mind just goes blank, like a sheet of copy paper. Talking to girls, as you can see, is a nightmare. I want to connect with people, but every time I consider opening my mouth I'm afraid I'll screw up and end up offending them, or being labeled creepy, as usual. If I don't talk to people, same thing: I'm seen as an arrogant douchebag. I can't even smile genuinely. My mind is always convoluted with random ass shit and what other people think. Whenever I do smile, people think I'm high and run away. If I don't, people get intimidated. I get the whole eye contact thing yadayada, but whenever I apply it, the convo becomes so mind numbingly uncomfortable that I stumble on my words. I used to attend therapy but to no avail; my therapist couldn't fathom why I had social anxiety. She dismissed it with ""oh you're fine, there's nothing to worry about, they're just people...."" Now I'm medicated, still has no effect. Am I a lost cause? 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I don't know if this is the right sub Please excuse my English and the WOT I am an 18 (nearly 19) year old male. In the early years of my childhood, I was like everyone else. Whether in kindergarten or primary school, I had little trouble finding new friends. When I turned 7 years old, my parents divorced and I moved far away to a much bigger city than I was used to before. Of course, I also had to change schools and the contact with my former friends gradually broke off. At the new school I always tried to get the attention of others to try to find new friends, mostly unsuccessfully. I quickly became known as ""the weird guy"" and was avoided by everyone else. I had big problems with bullying, which I couldn't defend myself against. I tried to take my frustration out on others. I began to suspect the worst every time someone tried to talk me and over time I developed a ""what-you-want-from-me""-voice (I always sound annoyed and have a hard time showing emotions). When I completed elementary school and switched to high school, the people around me also changed. They were much nicer and I didn't really have bullying problems anymore. However, I was still used to the old environment of the primary school and couldn't imagine why anyone would be nice to me. As a result, I had only a few friends during my school years. When I did manage to find friends, I was always afraid to lose them again. I often got really jealous when they didn't have time for me. As a result, my friendships were often not very long-lived (I've only known my current friends for more than 2-3 years). I hardly ever celebrated my birthday. I was embarrassed to have only a handful of friends and didn't want anyone to notice. As a result, I was rarely invited by others (especially when parties with a lot of alcohol became more and more important for peers). To this day, I have developed little social skills and instead of that, I have developed a terrible, irrational fear of people I don't know. About half a year ago I went to a university to study. I tried to do my best to reach out to others and make new friends. But I failed. Some people were trying very hard to get me involved in a conversation, but they were all averted by my nature (and my annoyed sounding voice). I only have two true friends at the time of writing (a girlfriend obviously not in sight). My loneliness and helplessness drives me slowly but surely into a depression. I want to get out of this situation. Help.",5.122760653321869,6.453176926931107,5.645956649883335,79.67656852511364,68.87473903966597,8.474542551885055,30.580928404764823,8.841846274778883,2.5082147365835685,1984,79,364,34,34,639,226,479,0.129,0.763,0.108,-0.7355,3,1,1,0,1,0,71.0,0,0,4,4,17,33,4,4,28,0,36,2,1,6,5,68,52,32,0,8,8,1,4,1,10,1,1,3,0,2,10,23,1,2,11,1,0,3,10,19,0,2,22,8,59,14,68,26,12,62,0,5,1,0,26,24,0,7,35,253,69,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347199679194698,0.06446609403214333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647929414409703,0.15057872538088626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982342019411409,0.08435737926517116,0.0,0.0,0.05369955320036248,0.0,0.0,0.05667469907749353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051329755139866665,0.0,0.06330443456754062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276257929429898,0.0,0.06324668626703564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03890283312522993,0.0,0.05195542842051691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078292699341733,0.06785436362657674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054564889661541806,0.050824060997056816,0.11528090750762565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787925334544857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540021286023507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194430868060892,0.0,0.0945475902094714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04824517940433425,0.0,0.0,0.059728468684679424,0.0,0.0,0.16211054670705424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040432703754168825,0.06373372351930533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994545220670806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029470383303821856,0.12091739707220402,0.0,0.05338325488612728,0.0,0.06748511970924448,0.0,0.05128378317227982,0.0,0.0,0.04026554152198363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411295950997524,0.08868752568174859,0.0,0.0,0.23303825330024944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686772323798373,0.18989402659364876,0.0,0.0,0.18351102631096408,0.0,0.0,0.06698067212156897,0.0,0.0,0.12545946899147598,0.0,0.0,0.06621566876832945,0.0,0.0,0.057771999621591776,0.0,0.0,0.11544041064160206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728790076975918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151483510613124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273450568923507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780468796814194,0.0,0.061490893390018724,0.0511108101618134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048173392359631945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685296612860266,0.0,0.04535479240498165,0.048484704949605814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587181973755603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457289130290734,0.06561323916022388,0.05892603099150984,0.0,0.0,0.10419803787889306,0.0,0.09954427630650416,0.10673880158987764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559192901478244,0.054431409217117095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042851165060138696,0.0,0.0,0.2330731410524803 socialanxiety,sigma_chan,2018/03/09,"How can I even socialize if there's no one with whom I could talk It's mindblowing how people tend to forget that for socialization you need 2 or more people interacting with each other. But how is it possible for someone who's non stop ignored and that no one wants to talk to? I've just recently heard that my whole class is invited to a classmates house to do something there, except the one person that never even received an invite - me. I can try to be more outgoing, I can try to be more outside, yet it won't help me with my issues when it already stops at the point of having a conversation where the other person is either A. not interested or B. doesn't care about your effort to have a conversation. P.S, just found this subreddit. Feels like I'm already home again. 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Never having a job means that I don't really know what I would be good at and it makes it difficult to explain what my strengths are since I'm not that confident in my ability to do a lot of the things the jobs I apply for say I have to do. I can apply for some office based jobs but with those I keep getting rejected and I can't get a small job at a shop or cafe or anything since I'm too scared to apply for them and I'm worried that I might screw up if I did work in them. Things have been getting a bit better as I'm getting more responses and interviews and my applications have improved but it's taking too long and I need to get a job soon so that I can start earning money or things could start to get worse. Is there anyone who has a job that could tell me how they got it, or just some general advice? 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Unfortunately this obviously isn't sustainable. Just wondering if anyone else experiences the same.",9.568859649122807,12.655209394736849,9.844736842105267,47.041491228070214,60.31578947368421,13.487719298245615,46.877192982456144,12.45797560212912,7.8604982456140355,199,13,22,8,3,66,31,38,0.297,0.703,0.0,-0.8828,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,2,2,2,0,1,5,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230158236334877,0.0,0.0,0.14762155718461745,0.21631965211918874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615635893067254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636551478946294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065180313202392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030264031714912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655259609183538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22453086412080894,0.19812389108883016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225493573420712,0.43042500912095855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289530295045735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Vep-,2018/03/09,Going To The Pub For The First Time In A Few Months I’ve finally decided to go to the pub tonight with a mate after him begging me to go out for the last few months... I’ve always turned him down last minute but tonight I’m going to just try and enjoy myself... wish me luck! 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And to get money you need a job, but you can't get a job because you have terrible anxiety. What do people with anxiety really do? They're in a position, it seems, where there isn't a way out. This seems like a dangerous place to be I could easily see somebody in this position getting very angry and lashing out. I work coding jobs that don't require any contact with people in the real world. i barely make enough money to get by. If this job goes to shit, which is very likely btw, I could be homeless and screwed. But hey, I guess I just chose to be like this. That's what people would have you believe, anyway.",3.500393700787398,5.064806637795275,4.786622047244098,83.36497244094491,73.1732283464567,7.914645669291338,26.08582677165355,8.548686976883017,1.85828251968504,501,17,97,9,10,166,77,127,0.193,0.737,0.07,-0.9577,5,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,3,4,7,3,0,6,0,14,2,1,1,0,22,24,6,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,2,0,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,10,3,13,18,1,9,0,0,1,1,6,8,2,4,3,64,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582241889079808,0.0,0.21558879925440705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589634066656457,0.0,0.0,0.15875530678109248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500748948623495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559585436289388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944749085425251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522628615747042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5593186479053155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652191050008029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940573284112658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448165679027943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930640451163848,0.0,0.14721909503054872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038439864646867,0.09026941138926024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228560477664012,0.25655509557432143,0.0,0.0,0.14464025891238766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114082537336213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23252807075525944,0.0,0.11184638319579772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258285952332206,0.0,0.0,0.10009715385713426,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,whitehouses,2018/03/09,"Propranolol (or any beta blocker) and weight gain? Hi all. I was recently prescribed 10 mg of propranolol three times a day for heart palps and public speaking issues. I have a klonopin prescription but really just need something to take care of physical symptoms, not mental. I've searched this subreddit and found many people have had positive experiences. That being said, a lot of my generalized anxiety comes from my weight and overall appearance. I'm reading horror stories online of people gaining crazy amounts of weight on it and I'd just like some reassurance this isn't always the case. I know it can slow your metabolism, but I'm very mindful of calories (weigh my food, low carb diet, etc) so I'm hoping if I'm proactive it won't affect my weight as much? I'm just interested to hear everyone's stories. Thank you! 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I'm in the last hour of an 8 hour shift and I needed to vent! Basically I'm 22, and since I was about 17 I've slowly become a full blown hermit. I put on weight and stopped taking care of myself. I drink too much by myself and I never ever leave my room. Well recently I started a new job. It's pretty much a call in position but right now they really need people so I'll be working all week. I really don't know how to deal with people anymore and I think it shows on my face, body language, etc. When I'm not taking care of a patient I'm glued to my phone. Last night was my first night and I could barely say a word. Tonight I tried a few times (and failed) to start a convo with my coworker while patients were sleeping. I'm the only one who tried to talk, about weather, asked a few questions about the job and all I got were one word answers. We sat in silence, just like last night. I know it's gonna take time and that I'm brand spanking new at this, but I'm so out of practice; every time I shift in my chair it feels like a spotlight is shining down on my pathetic face. My body language feels awkward and I feel so stupid and self conscious. Every laugh, every hushed conversation feels about me. The one question my coworker did ask was ""are you working this weekend?"" And when it came time to pick our schedules she picked a different night. Cue a million tiny panic attacks. I tried breathing, counting out the beats but my mind won't stop racing. Im in therapy which has pretty much been my only interaction for years. I hate feeling so uncomfortable in my own skin. And yet, I have to admit it's better than feeling comfortable and numb and alone in my bedroom. Despite all of my qualms I can say I'm proud of myself",3.11610968451944,4.467052441489361,4.185168745414529,88.15000000000002,73.78723404255321,6.888334556126193,25.1995597945708,7.372421405659032,1.0678610785033014,1442,46,303,16,29,469,204,376,0.106,0.7609999999999999,0.133,0.8115,3,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,2,1,1,9,19,17,3,2,18,0,17,10,7,4,6,60,51,28,0,3,6,0,8,2,0,2,1,3,2,1,11,22,2,2,14,3,0,2,5,7,1,5,11,12,42,10,40,36,11,55,0,1,1,0,20,17,0,2,38,182,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480585823901589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812057082233858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309867872001473,0.0931534752280892,0.0,0.06296279808780257,0.0,0.0,0.0904330895365981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241865855418016,0.0,0.1819066032276216,0.0,0.0,0.08361146623965762,0.0936520784518289,0.16696988847621216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537673135031645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441754346595576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555006988811979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021394440801742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132093658898882,0.0,0.0740676560236581,0.2069693033930193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24841434187752676,0.05849706936682625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964944485381236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548913367341598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084228605964576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127607468304642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844744595610134,0.0,0.1625120348963541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900012612036096,0.20023616614269948,0.0,0.08670203363038988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000757362371458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267825853949712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057977904466324,0.12143007724073004,0.06315304242309375,0.15816578474603354,0.0,0.307365742144271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645765831079912,0.12455107723720901,0.0,0.0960717914448832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353440954200182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660843498640612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231480300302133,0.18345489094646356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491240217864647,0.0,0.08084935989115828,0.0,0.0,0.06992744071185539,0.0,0.1302329351905336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542159017125016,0.0,0.0,0.06773427594950414,0.0,0.08194190772391452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166106049245268,0.1159140963052562,0.0,0.0,0.1369153293324587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717354447627486,0.0,0.18469696449753692,0.0658142712445922,0.0,0.0,0.09364008703938746,0.0,0.0,0.052467174634222784,0.0,0.0,0.1909860135977854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677908374964473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568142137943586,0.09971115812335098,0.07362244662083696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922326787462345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545964231400876 socialanxiety,slowismore,2018/03/09,"Be social! Be outgoing! Talk to people, go out! And your SA will be gone, they say... ALL LIES. I never get invited to places, people don't give a shit about me, never text me and if occassionally they have to talk to me (in a group work for example) then they are weirdly polite or passive agressively rude and we always have this awkwardness. They act very different to me than each other. Because this is all what I knew, I did the same to other people. Then after years I realized this isn't normal, I need to be more social, easy going, message them, try to start convos, be helpful etc. But this doesn't work because they (new and old ""friends"") still never message me etc, so nothing changed except now they try to use me sometimes (because I tend to be more helpful than ages ago)? I'm very fed up and idk what to do. I hear a lot of times ""OMG I tried talking to people and 6 months in I have 10 more friends and a gf and got my dream job"" stuff. So am I the only one who still failed at this? It seems like the more effort I put in, the less other people do. tl;dr: Because people never invited me, talked to me/messaged me, I thought this is normal so I did the same to people, leaving me alone. I realized this isn't good, I tried being more social and helpful but no change except some people try to use me while never helping. I hear a lot of success stories, so am I the only one still failing with being social?",2.8449840933191943,4.343616937282235,4.242375397667018,86.87200424178154,74.74912891986062,6.385032570822602,24.324950765035602,6.8959733430537185,0.8926892592031508,1099,34,222,10,23,364,143,287,0.087,0.831,0.08199999999999999,-0.3833,2,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,1,7,6,9,11,2,1,11,0,25,2,1,2,7,41,43,20,0,4,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,0,15,13,1,0,5,1,0,5,10,6,0,2,7,3,37,5,31,27,16,33,0,2,0,0,32,7,1,6,22,167,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978135673722374,0.0,0.0,0.08153114487475667,0.0,0.0,0.06550212187838439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195019868218607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655261670660249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224661936013436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558929691274391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163919404294853,0.0,0.04112843804158312,0.07551629139397824,0.08947783990462478,0.06602738312630346,0.06296032085662133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774484239368307,0.0,0.21105992622628653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781183784714677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335410090341153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0384590711752965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338514431134258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283429712264067,0.0,0.0,0.05837057383325965,0.30357217991752394,0.07602916695928061,0.0,0.0,0.1542595992405711,0.07553485765987948,0.0,0.08260437616569986,0.0,0.10668668208431853,0.11974163263478503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366014605524178,0.0,0.08224661936013436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913627983177247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626020449940995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166458021707572,0.0,0.0,0.0808059057586919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209843076879982,0.0,0.0,0.07785701493655584,0.0,0.05571908105837955,0.0,0.1885999146751141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011663366873224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530916139564864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249562703500424,0.04590280868276602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672317282796644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597922069072296,0.0,0.1299060269456605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461955255652215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069369943589433 socialanxiety,Brusheer,2018/03/09,"Dealing with being alone at lunch? I was gifted with the terrible mix of social anxiety and aspergers, but up until this year its been okay. I never eat lunch and just study in the library, but this semester they're doing a new junior project in there so it's closed for the month. So far I've just been playing on my phone in the bathroom but it makes me feel absolutely pathetic. I know some people sit alone outside but I'm just so irrationally scared of what people think about me. I like being alone, even prefer it, but then my anxiety creeps up and I end up hiding where no one can see me. I'm having a hard time with this change to my schedule due to my aspergers, and I have no idea how to change my mindset to where I'd feel okay sitting by myself outside. Are there any tips for this?",3.6502587991718407,4.929003875776398,4.5940527950310575,86.02205227743272,72.35403726708074,7.602691511387165,25.217908902691512,8.07648339933343,1.3605026915113876,628,19,129,9,12,204,99,161,0.207,0.735,0.057,-0.9763,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,6,2,10,3,0,2,1,26,18,15,0,1,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,8,3,0,6,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,4,15,4,22,13,1,24,0,0,1,0,3,12,0,1,11,89,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5430335721316272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885102356629727,0.0,0.26740036160030456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697714230841488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018236448436348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883549377719754,0.0,0.0,0.1547962085864937,0.0,0.0,0.11543532604241286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674005368078788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656147599044662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729643151047405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605017739459036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538482168692463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666173620945634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950142558528789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134795020572511,0.1687959866278166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843010046470427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423299414044653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749773648368409,0.0,0.13927073866370487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781581499415227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198690693032057,0.0,0.0,0.10191101902701567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125475045212404 socialanxiety,cyan4747,2018/03/09,Getting called strange My friends and I were playing would you rather and the options were would you rather never speak again or have to say everything you were thinking out loud. I was the only one to say I’d rather never speak again and then I joked about how when I was a kid I would think about becoming mute. My friend gave me a weird look and said I was so strange but my face must have fell because then they said “but in the best way possible.” I wish I wasn’t so sensitive and didn’t replay social interactions in my head. ,4.788744993324432,5.453272280373831,4.487316421895862,90.11626168224302,69.18691588785046,7.983444592790388,27.435246995994657,7.957251820313856,1.3491826435247003,422,13,92,5,7,128,64,107,0.039,0.804,0.157,0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,1,11,6,0,0,5,0,14,2,2,1,3,23,22,14,0,8,6,0,0,0,2,4,0,7,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,11,8,17,5,7,7,1,12,0,0,1,0,17,3,0,2,7,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324802046221315,0.2051762557949116,0.0,0.0,0.1949616473032309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896992314702792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669645148056456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870619156542999,0.0,0.09706088818639663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066094274904094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560060087613154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28656556693628626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588739828016451,0.14129188670708498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943581226431027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534332061007658,0.29547487717713383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189376399163234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23807698042276895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746124682949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136345430699643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39591225098490856,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aperture_88,2018/03/09,"Do any of you feel you develop masks for certain situations? Not sure how to explain this but here it goes - do any of you, especially those who have improved over the years, feel you create a mask for different situations? My example is work. I feel because I have a uniform, have my learnt routines and have built up a lot of knowledge in my field due to experience that my anxiety is much lower. When dealing with issues I don't feel anywhere near as anxious and for the most part it is great. My job is very social, I deal with a variety of people all day so I know I could be (and have become if I am fair to myself) better. Outside of work, when the mask is off and I am just me - then I find it more difficult. I guess it relates to a low self worth but it's frustrating to know I can be so much more social and comfortable when dealing with people I know and friends than when I'm not. 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I’ve tried it once in my life and it was so cringe I still sometimes think about it late at night when I’m trying to fall asleep lol. But if I just kept trying, would I eventually be able to do it no problem? 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But I called him them assholes and then he didn’t like me. In 8th grade we became chill and stuff and recently I was like ok I’ll follow this kid on insta he Denys my request and he blocks me on snap like wtf... do u think he doesn’t like me or some shit? Idc I just wanna know He’s usually a dick to a ton of ppl",-1.4174281274281275,0.4993106643356669,0.9586829836829835,102.33922105672107,92.70629370629368,4.296658896658896,14.937451437451436,5.82211442006289,-1.0482972804972808,487,10,129,4,18,163,89,143,0.156,0.647,0.196,0.6642,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,0,5,14,3,0,5,2,8,4,3,0,1,25,18,15,0,2,6,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,9,10,0,1,4,4,0,2,4,3,0,1,5,2,20,11,13,13,3,16,0,0,1,2,15,7,3,5,12,78,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226452429206274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422842261730932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620903282198027,0.19395596386102326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596960069726167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20713325817889788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530014415697848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5124864168067005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617847429706066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421653559265046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071513826758711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21535584627271054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849694143270414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401698703178033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032925351001168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310641596744248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IgniteThatShit,2018/03/10,I was supposed to get a hair cut today I backed out and decided to go another day. I feel safe now but I also feel like a piece of garbage for not going through with it. How am I supposed to get better if I keep backing out on things like this. I've been backing out of getting a haircut for almost 5 months now. I told myself that I would go and get one every 2 weeks to a months. I'm so scared and I don't know why.,0.6902419354838685,2.012247419354839,2.9007392473118294,94.97110887096777,80.18279569892474,5.5102150537634405,22.37768817204301,5.985473137389443,0.13687204301075218,322,10,78,2,8,110,62,93,0.075,0.747,0.177,0.7174,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,1,4,0,5,1,1,1,0,19,18,8,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,3,3,10,4,14,14,1,17,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,12,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578551342651947,0.0,0.0,0.1483714829566041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454858936649308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279926103978175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640897570069302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965408937139956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632040774982392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762314302937774,0.1325455357729213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387735456090734,0.0,0.3163297652194701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491115529627978,0.0,0.0,0.10196464126830404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128509387960212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29618295774271025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572264869063002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857519134229781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326055394904127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586455015485056,0.17728570005853475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488241937809177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674155885282367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179803941963225,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cheerwinechicken,2018/03/10,"Trying to work up the nerve to return a phone call Ugh. I hate this so much. Just need to vent I guess. I emailed someone about buying some of their mulch for my garden, but then they called me instead of emailing or texting. I want the mulch, just have to push past this crippling fear that I have for no reason at all. :/ ",1.2557802197802204,3.5372258307692306,1.6468131868131868,99.79461538461538,83.0,3.7142857142857135,18.516483516483518,3.1291,-0.8921208791208795,249,6,55,0,7,75,51,65,0.207,0.773,0.021,-0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,6,3,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,10,6,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,11,6,3,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,3,39,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5721480515419025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152571639977537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086271156487633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765993620937177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059493619215004,0.207734612298048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674438056210074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288050478041226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373781128563529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902098123156769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652452466170213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039593475654477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ConfessionalOfReddit,2018/03/10,"Airport lines are literally hell Have any of you guys ever stood in those airport lines where people are facing each other from all sides and angles? It's absolutely horrible. It's like someone cruel designed these lines. You don't know where to avert your eyes. You don't know what to do with your hands... the lines last for upwards of 40 minutes (at least in O'Hare where I live - second busiest airport in the country). I usually just revert to staring at my phone, mindlessly scrolling through Twitter or Instagram. But if I even look up for a quick second, there's always someone giving me a death stare like ""you can try to pretend that you're busy on your phone, but I know you're just too anti social to look at people and stand like a normal person staring into space"". It's horrific. Even when in line with my family - 4 other people I'm comfortable with, I turn into a stiff, uptight, awkward zombie staring at my phone to avoid the horrific stares from strangers in line. Why are people's default/resting faces so antagonistic looking? Here's a picture for those unfamiliar https://imgur.com/9qB0QyA ",6.473508403361343,7.90745591666667,6.115406162464987,77.17147058823531,65.81372549019608,8.377591036414566,32.21848739495798,8.634040054169528,2.694872268907563,893,36,149,13,14,277,123,204,0.188,0.7490000000000001,0.062,-0.9806,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,7,0,0,14,9,2,3,8,0,8,5,4,0,2,24,18,8,1,2,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,10,8,0,4,3,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,1,10,16,4,30,17,3,24,1,0,9,0,14,18,1,2,8,97,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837467228120304,0.0,0.0,0.11308949856979965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967876670571124,0.150427599367917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677255674108648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952982550603306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466284847068552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741818978033965,0.13555645111752349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24373689969930376,0.0,0.1468456817350027,0.0,0.4189495927178456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629383971009019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611650912134202,0.1452064834461113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952160140018624,0.2818103920701185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290658001123713,0.18088631929520865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315562475974687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500596128670385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bk2mummy4u,2018/03/10,Why am i so conflicted with thought? I love being the centre of attention but at the same time I hate the prolonged attention. What is this? How can I fix it?,0.6740625000000016,3.101463281250002,2.64875,90.32125,88.0625,6.95,23.625,8.07648339933343,1.6463500000000004,123,5,26,3,4,41,26,32,0.163,0.76,0.076,-0.6111,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,8,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,5,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5222512737991764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774187392017196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199454348709804,0.30844838060887986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773158102398883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,twilighteclipse925,2018/03/10,Middle/High schoolers! This is the line I wish I knew at your age when dealing with my parents: “because it affects my day to day well-being” All through school I was the outcast and I had and still have a lot of ticks. I was made fun of a lot. Whenever I tried talking to my parents about this they would always say why is that important? Why do you care what the other kids who you don’t like say to you? Why can’t you just sit through this one dinner? Why do you need to go to the bathroom so often at events? You get the idea. The bullying thing was what made me think to share this though. As an adult I now know the answer a younger me always wanted to know. It doesn’t matter what it is or if it’s something that negatively affects you or is a coping mechanism that positively affects you. The clear and simple way to say it that I’ve come up with over the years is “because it affects my day to day well-being”,3.0724233358264783,4.1030245183246095,4.0636985789080065,90.22729057591629,73.45026178010471,6.713687359760659,25.684741959611074,6.868970318607317,0.8707454001495889,717,23,158,6,14,232,105,191,0.021,0.853,0.127,0.9528,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,9,1,0,8,4,0,0,14,0,16,1,0,6,2,32,29,10,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,2,20,6,1,0,6,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,7,3,23,4,21,21,3,18,0,0,0,0,21,4,0,6,11,112,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21315581367644929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616021134942598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059232876607635,0.0,0.0,0.11033484488964518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33041978651972714,0.13205115833207542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691970751933839,0.0,0.07279428980290532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533001087328722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459363095994907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407855560032645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257640496617299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778846585750453,0.0,0.2423963543576047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497422986762484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679446511040445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844489411878258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30557765433848794,0.0,0.12962998461732636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860694756203604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022897353527036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029507658693561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509472207784087,0.08207240936422767,0.12584395576184967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696206298076131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554850808501888,0.10166879463657608,0.0,0.0,0.23032959634613415,0.0,0.4623111780983288,0.0,0.1472927087872372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098869975429927,0.0,0.0,0.08248325734844067 socialanxiety,ativanbaby,2018/03/10,"Magnesium Glycinate is a Godsend I’ve been taking [this](https://i.imgur.com/EMwt1wh.jpg) for the past month, and my SA has improved tenfold. I’m absolutely blown away. I take 2 every morning and there’s a pronounced difference in how I carry myself and react to social situations. I read that magnesium can have anxiety benefits but didn’t expect such great results. Everyone responds differently but I highly recommend giving this a try. Just make sure it’s Magnesium Glycinate, not any of the other forms of it. 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I know this is a natural part of conversation and want to find ways to put less pressure on myself during these moments. Thoughts and/or ideas? 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I've been doing really well with managing my SA lately. I went for the interview a few days ago and I must've done okay because they gave me a job on the spot. I'm just really nervous about my first day on the job.,0.8718579234972665,2.7841647377049203,2.8831967213114744,92.4994398907104,81.95081967213116,6.689617486338799,18.36338797814207,7.793537801064563,0.4228994535519117,223,5,51,4,6,75,45,61,0.042,0.882,0.076,0.2263,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,3,4,3,0,1,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,4,0,6,2,8,3,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,11,31,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455873767667788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475486944210849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31219865605066965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247696589963778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117675690403171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.480385634727741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730378745434261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101210992991621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713210555852262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113868155181078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176279791999174,0.22437860984649105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762120117712937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586937066995096 socialanxiety,Friendless-Virgin,2018/03/10,"I can't laugh when meeting new people, so I'm always excluded. I think that ruined my life Recently I tried joining a band rather as an experiment. I swore to myself to always smile and look them in the eyes as much as possible. Also I tried to speak up about anything what comes to mind. It felt awful. I felt like a stupid clown, not myself. Extremely embarrassed I tried to go further and compliment the singer. Then I broke, couldn't look her in the eyes anymore and stayed silent very awkwardly. Nevertheless, I was comitted to keep this going, but then I received a message days later that I wouldn't fit and got thrown out after only 2 visits. I feel so pathetic for failing and even attempting this, it just reinforces my doubts of ever having a social life. I wanted to join a language course for years, but I wouldn't dare to go there for the life of me. I'm convinced I'd end up being the outsider just like I was in school or even university. Even as an adult I was excluded from group projects in seminars, cuz I wouldn't dare to ask others. I just grew so accustomed to appear serious and intimidating so others would avoid me. Now I realized how vulnerable and puny I am when I try to communicate and small talk or even smile. I feel like I missed the tutorial for ""How to be social"" as a kid.(I probably did with no parents to speak of). I'm out of ideas how to get going, I barely go out anymore. Even shopping is inconvenient. It hurts to realize I waste most of my life and now I'm almost mid 30. I see no alternatives anymore. Where should I get motivation from? I see no future for me ",3.2506542820422943,5.161450908517351,4.7718541885734345,81.76231218600307,74.61514195583597,8.103236359387777,25.62086692370604,8.841846274778883,1.9781780348171512,1266,44,248,27,27,424,169,317,0.202,0.7190000000000001,0.079,-0.9904,1,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,3,25,17,1,4,14,1,16,6,2,5,1,51,43,31,0,8,9,1,4,3,0,5,4,2,0,1,10,14,0,2,9,2,1,10,9,11,0,0,7,12,38,6,44,28,2,40,1,5,6,0,16,14,0,6,18,168,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671056978130426,0.0,0.0,0.08522088290731222,0.1773430874518474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170548499160716,0.0,0.0,0.08769483184465833,0.0,0.09962493127206108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179727124849353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872632756985758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438594655298296,0.0,0.0,0.35192956641691264,0.09639515118656523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424210797839936,0.0,0.0,0.10776605843782733,0.07613085317274113,0.2046403625793672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135279247760248,0.0,0.3028198921683478,0.0,0.08523065640837503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408122914707335,0.1203001714944243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472085858792917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010831915615892,0.1561884613926111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897739288658684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076013966097578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833835548356333,0.0,0.0,0.10292221700836428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810483317907038,0.0,0.0,0.11832905840707893,0.0,0.0,0.07387952555959773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013728174246395,0.0,0.0,0.11489629494291953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522118139604543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785059671544912,0.16983879147869324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726146618071734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135852985083875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565380582355234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828326293439572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894055850355471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792820460045586,0.06285545510156731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757015098924295,0.0,0.0,0.0686250835431655 socialanxiety,MailCarrierThrowaway,2018/03/10,"I simply have no clue what to discuss with people, past a certain point. I wish more people liked to just hang out and ~do~ stuff together instead of always vocalizing every thought that pops into our heads. For the first few hangouts, there's lots to talk about. After a while, there's a lot less. Much of social interaction (via talking) seems to be complaining, criticizing others, or bragging. I don't want to do any of this. So this puts me in an odd position where I want the company of others, but I don't want to do those negative things. Not sure how to go about applying this to my current friendships. I feel pressured to engage in complaining / criticizing / bragging when people are around and doing those things. I'm finding myself speaking less and less these days. When I let myself totally ""let go"" and relax, I naturally criticize others and complain a lot. I have no clue what the balance is here. Clench, and be someone others enjoy being around, or relax, and be a nuisance to be around?",5.811291649526943,7.1709968342245975,6.237112299465243,75.96616618675444,67.28877005347593,8.748498560263268,30.962155491567263,9.057496981413335,2.750695927601809,796,31,136,14,13,257,114,187,0.17,0.7120000000000001,0.118,-0.6965,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,0,1,15,11,0,1,9,0,17,1,1,1,3,33,27,15,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,16,13,0,0,4,3,0,4,6,4,0,1,1,2,14,7,26,19,10,21,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,6,9,118,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215571820208135,0.0,0.0,0.09983423043512936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920697777561631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467878364266068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369176968401813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742303545936328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134179524641426,0.12487450482139545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668683316399137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506669941341812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002415198110806,0.0,0.07172279807249482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744318206117827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792050837011576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014450539574302,0.3053338013283023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387806735943248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758222820078035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364816306746916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496519025369335,0.1243896381925226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805962604076438,0.0,0.0,0.13836446467037802,0.0,0.0,0.2359968424471829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950649473047639,0.0,0.0,0.11654886873931375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25977285174767545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882154249047265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iitzraspberryx0o,2018/03/10,"Anxiety medicine almost gave me a seizure? So it's 3 am where I'm at and I haven't been to sleep yet even though I'm very tired. I started taking a low dose of Xanax in January and a low dose of Zoloft in February (drs orders) to treat generalized anxiety, panic disorder & ptsd. I've been good at taking them everyday, my Xanax is as needed but I usually need 1-3 times in a day. So today I had a good day, not great, I still had a little panic episode but it was short lived and I didn't need medicine for it. I know after long term use of Xanax you can have some really serious withdrawals from it but I didn't think I would qualify for that since it's only been a few months on a low dose. But tonight I think I almost had a seizure.. It's hard to explain but scared me enough to the point I'm writing this at 3 am trying to stay alert until the medicine kicks in. We all get twitchy but this was like every twitch I've ever had coming on at the same time, almost like I was losing control of my body. My body felt weirdly buzzy, my eyes blurry (I think bc I'm so tired) and then my eyeball started to twitch... Never experienced eyeball twitching before. Felt like the skin on my face was sagging,(this part could have been anxiety kicking in bc I was getting freaked out). I could feel the adrenaline bursts coming on every couple of minutes (part of my anxiety if your not familiar). Finally I thought it could be a withdrawal so I got up and took some Xanax just in case bc I know those seizures can be deadly. I'm starting to feel better, drinking some water and stuff but this was so crazy to me. I've never had a seizure before but this was by far the weirdest feeling I've ever had. I hope you guys don't mind me posting this here, I just had to share this in hopes maybe someone reading this can offer some insight. It's kind of blowing my mind right now. 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Hi, I'm not sure this is the right subreddit for this, so if there's a more appropriate place please tell me where I should post. Thanks. I'm a high schooler and I don't feel that connected with my high school. I want to get out of my shell and find community events outside my school I can go to to help out and meet new adults/teenagers. What are some organizations that would help me do this? e.g. Red Cross, etc.",2.0432514619883047,4.110983336842112,2.8108771929824563,93.71058479532171,78.78947368421053,6.7485380116959055,20.029239766081872,7.793537801064563,0.3805204678362569,367,9,86,6,9,115,65,95,0.021,0.818,0.161,0.8992,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,16,16,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,11,3,9,14,4,13,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,2,2,51,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369772052320197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743891940618057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942076555181422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101476541017197,0.0,0.12076025591316725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28484874837465995,0.449004634567851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521956427768206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220018456527208,0.23324498017900905,0.0,0.0,0.20350211901937199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146122989852634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300928042238689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026481955772826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572146126885655,0.19562785632071816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532929704935106,0.1686608893628654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094341461790015,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ASipFromtheDivaCup,2018/03/10,"Cerebral palsy, walking in front of people, causing myself to fall. (Possible X-Post to r/cerebralpalsy, r/disability, r/anxiety, etc.) Hi all, I guess I'm turning to Reddit because I don't know what else to do. I'm so mad at myself. I have high-functioning cerebral palsy, but can walk, live independently, drive, etc. My walking just looks odd, and I sometimes struggle with balance, and if I trip over something, I am likely to fall all the way down instead of just stumble. Since junior high (I'm 30 now), I've been self-conscious about walking in front of people when I know all eyes are on me. I was always able to talk myself out of it though, by repeating over and over again, ""you're fine, it's okay."" For the past two years or so though, after a few falls in public in close proximity to each other, I've started having full-blown panic attacks...I didn't even know they were panic attacks at first; I thought there was something seriously physically going wrong with my body. The thing is, I feel like everyone is watching me move, and falling on my face is very embarrassing to me, but then I end up CAUSING myself to fall because I get all stiff and anxious, so it becomes a vicious cycle. The logical side of my brain knows I'm not the center of everyone's world, so people probably don't care how I walk, and I also realize that even if people ARE thinking something, IDK why I care, or why I automatically assume it's something bad. Today at my credit union, I needed to go in to get something notarized, and even though I've walked into that exact place several times before, I suddenly couldn't do it. I was trembling. I got back in my car for a few minutes and called my mom, who tries, but wasn't really a ton of help. Finally I called the CU and actually asked if someone would be willing to come help me, as I have a disability. They mostly know me there, so it wasn't a big deal, but that's how I resolved it. I know it's okay to ask for help, but IDK in this case if it's just perpetuating the problem? I know it also doesn't help to beat myself up over this, but I am so angry at myself because this is all in my head...I was in tears on the way home. I assume I could use a walker, but I really, truly don't believe I *NEED* one, if I could just get over this. :-( Here's the kicker: I'm a mental health counselor myself, and don't know how to fix this. One of my coworkers told me at one time to start listing items off a Chinese takeout menu in my head while walking, and it worked, but then I started overthinking WHY I was having to do that in the first place. I can pinpoint what negative self-beliefs come up, which are things like, ""you're not normal,"" ""you're unloveable,"" etc., but IDK how to fix this. :-(",6.224794984326023,5.324673640000004,7.1250971786833865,77.7588181818182,66.23636363636365,9.695297805642632,32.60188087774294,8.841846274778883,2.5283981191222558,2122,75,430,29,29,714,248,550,0.155,0.78,0.065,-0.9943,0,0,5,0,0,0,105.0,0,0,2,5,31,23,3,5,19,2,39,7,5,8,6,82,77,47,0,13,22,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,28,19,0,1,16,0,1,22,12,13,0,6,13,4,59,10,66,58,14,85,0,0,3,0,17,39,0,11,25,294,87,3,0.06926389456643181,0.0,0.0675915696599274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078062292083933,0.0576331088941782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052986689759703984,0.07824848567631114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950478296227275,0.07879767932979577,0.0,0.05325965951652787,0.05783245880816173,0.12666788173041124,0.07649652976080099,0.05893847274914475,0.07803669037731256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769365724360026,0.0,0.07732141328138989,0.14145236103998712,0.0,0.1412383134141307,0.14230619867517408,0.0,0.11932942424923886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060316751379903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140803393058688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057861096161426186,0.0,0.061347251972763424,0.0,0.23174265457568025,0.1372444473533421,0.0,0.0,0.13236923899443562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035021906239960265,0.04948214011783941,0.0,0.07587521090510667,0.0,0.11783166666945992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856257844741224,0.0,0.07872853493835973,0.0,0.05539666386196091,0.0,0.07630198874544533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216947691845047,0.07362428099838718,0.0,0.0,0.1857045140305738,0.1463622149222612,0.06947733368289881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045250003710329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151652069211488,0.0,0.06116128787553336,0.0,0.05816422687819469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980171468109928,0.0,0.0,0.08112103619000731,0.0,0.07361655840066242,0.0,0.1027166003627758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786391055781936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080502256568478,0.0,0.0,0.16253251306785851,0.0,0.0,0.06612022473669173,0.1920754534188487,0.0,0.1447320555068884,0.0,0.0,0.07808463403225661,0.06633566468576832,0.0,0.07467819324822425,0.06627619280678898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874444892528056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445146958537893,0.07824848567631114,0.0,0.057295809338689385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058687073096304165,0.26661364982480124,0.0685037627993992,0.0,0.1470760232202879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240966140466136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055671694782802914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920317076835871,0.04438150688468614,0.20415427421855464,0.05498779543364595,0.08077666785434323,0.0,0.06565407323436193,0.06618461949721781,0.0,0.0470256378091586,0.07533922766026302,0.06766076055389075,0.0,0.0,0.059821766140373635,0.0,0.05714996691916298,0.0,0.1099569110758347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187499674609724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042494017336524,0.0,0.0,0.049203083421773916,0.07572919548006407,0.0,0.04460367719479594 socialanxiety,Itscameronman,2018/03/10,"I want to help people with social anxiety/bad social skills. Trying to think of a name for my blog, curious if anyone had any ideas. For years, I’ve dedicated myself to figuring out how to crush my social anxiety, and I’ve done a hell of a job at it. I’ve been thinking it’d be great to start a blog, share some of the stuff I’ve learned from people. But I’ve been having trouble coming up with a name for it. Was originally thinking something along the lines of using the word breakthrough, just because that’s what I feel like I’ve done. It’s like I’ve shattered this shell around me that I always thought was impossible to break. Any ideas are massively appreciated ",5.793327067669171,6.027332796992482,6.4200657894736874,78.64483552631583,66.89473684210526,9.356766917293234,30.158834586466163,9.188382445141503,2.387857894736842,534,18,105,9,8,175,82,133,0.1,0.727,0.174,0.8481,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,8,0,11,0,0,3,0,27,20,4,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,9,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,8,1,7,4,21,10,1,9,1,0,0,0,7,4,1,2,5,61,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181094432586246,0.0,0.0,0.2154503183867481,0.0,0.12118425932482706,0.0,0.0,0.11076490845905937,0.0,0.0,0.14101969848620735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132266871498934,0.0965660967396279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645736277244708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242196477897138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009754500762821,0.11316910958547828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464908726694492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617979764413653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576542945108872,0.0,0.0,0.15719883478961352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478358087157654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964498690711884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484441306978105,0.0,0.12195280673856472,0.0,0.0,0.1121243782744986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134311137885814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30451081567453897,0.0,0.1257609277301779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755091727799046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681655627291814,0.0,0.0,0.09343512636452783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201172423731386 socialanxiety,kamikazemeister,2018/03/10,Anyone want to practice conversation? I find myself having a hard time carrying on a conversation I just want some practice if anybody is down.,4.779466666666671,8.166425080000002,6.068000000000001,66.40066666666667,78.2,8.133333333333335,32.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.860333333333333,117,6,16,3,3,39,20,25,0.064,0.818,0.118,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559721158129719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653049856902706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560504748534253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29685826814064376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6005566218750037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lord_bingum,2018/03/10,"Social anxiety and living with terrible neighbors Almost 3 years I'm living in an apartment building with super obnoxious neighbors. I'm also doing 12-hour night shifts which doesn't help, because sleeping during the day is almost impossible. (yesterday I couldn't sleep for 6 straight hours). They have children, who are stomping and running around on the hard-wood floor non-stop and their parents aren't much better. I hear their every single TV show tune, their loud music, etc. Unfortunately, I have a big social anxiety, which displays as me trembling anytime I'm going into confrontation with someone. What to do in this situation? Is it OK for me to write a note and stick it to their apartment door or is it just me looking like a coward?",7.1080000000000005,8.490045133333332,6.867407407407409,72.54333333333336,64.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,35.0,8.841846274778883,3.264333333333333,603,27,93,9,9,190,96,135,0.188,0.746,0.066,-0.9195,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,5,2,3,7,1,1,6,1,11,2,2,0,0,15,17,7,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,1,8,9,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,3,11,4,14,16,3,17,0,0,1,0,15,10,0,3,6,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337595243151911,0.0,0.0,0.13327302721350667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25497948504386914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483572631519492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159064286298106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739179130155694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747794920716668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586310069685788,0.0,0.0,0.1404130601172335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471322603788833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928911945684778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783100602686095,0.0,0.11170456574230003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282409535911762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141865528528079,0.0,0.2943168134836596,0.0,0.13994726491345652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250975847759582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639335298334367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504938324080805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732591495300446,0.333548419791808,0.3397652348455623,0.14120527008471062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393300846069652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731961832083672 socialanxiety,CSR313,2018/03/10,"Gaming anxiety I don't know why, but whenever I play multiplayer games I feel my heart rate increase and my stomach drop to the floor, and that's just sitting on the title screen. If I even dared to play a casual match, my heart rate would sky rocket and I would feel every pulse throughout my entire body. Even writing this right now is making me nervous. This doesn't just happen in gaming though, even at school when I'm doing my work, I get very similar mini panic attacks. I just don't know what to do about it.",5.856148867313912,5.82381133009709,6.227330097087378,80.99141585760522,66.76699029126213,8.808414239482202,27.846278317152105,8.344100000000001,1.7799268608414245,409,11,80,5,6,132,71,103,0.142,0.752,0.105,-0.6118,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,10,6,1,2,3,0,8,4,4,1,0,16,16,7,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,3,13,3,7,14,1,11,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,2,50,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228056019505926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22645979216345324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111108286202333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394432288965564,0.0,0.16771686121866672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130170522091448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400077413884454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602833761694828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471774752119207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187966348728584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287427464184856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23355433460864075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999638125528466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014596185721904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557570266045696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642455684068357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962093005776028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449182459260181,0.0,0.0,0.2828134061882874,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,1428462,2018/03/11,"Why can’t I just go to the bathroom when I need to like a normal person? Made a new account for this post because it’s really embarrassing. At school, I go to the bathroom every recess and lunch because I’m worried that otherwise I’ll have to go during class, and then I’ll have to talk to the teacher and everyone would think I’m weird for not just waiting. But I have two people that I have to hang out with at recess and lunch, I guess they’re technically my friends, and I know they think I’m weird for going every recess and lunch even though one of them does as well. Even if I don’t go before class starts because I’m worried that they’ll think I’m weird, I feel anxious for the whole class which usually ends in me pretending I need to go get a drink of water and then using the bathroom instead. So that my friends don’t think I’m weird, I usually pretend I’m going to grab my laptop and books before the bell goes but it’s obvious I go to the bathroom as well because I always get to class after them. I usually feel so stupid for doing all this that I cut myself while in the bathroom (shallow and not very many because I don’t want to have to clean up too much blood at school) instead of just waiting until after school. This isn’t the most anxious I get but it’s the most embarrassing and the one I can least mention irl. Why do I have to think so much about everything? I feel like a 5 year old. I tried to go back and edit this but nothing will stop it sounding stupid, so I’m just going to post.",5.145776375744831,4.70307851104101,5.907355415352264,84.07707237995095,68.30599369085175,8.55864002804066,29.598492814581146,7.793537801064563,1.7160762004907115,1196,38,256,12,18,393,133,317,0.114,0.8140000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9163,0,0,1,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,4,0,19,15,3,2,15,0,17,6,1,2,2,48,56,28,0,6,11,0,4,2,2,3,0,1,1,1,14,13,5,3,9,4,1,11,7,9,2,3,1,5,30,6,38,52,7,37,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,4,19,162,44,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125727347373137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349203434366494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584996360781799,0.0,0.2610191740473081,0.0,0.1457424369912522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494196722996409,0.0,0.0,0.08389216299983264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584942049042732,0.0,0.0,0.11312554311752697,0.0,0.1443066012553426,0.08183031631917574,0.07696547731590693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299027034145116,0.061179458441440286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232666464050807,0.0,0.13422620243590758,0.0,0.4866977378046324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943393785784996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04706413910203537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367632906219362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103228813507,0.0,0.08682299974224669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590685547166516,0.12699826580206658,0.0,0.08270924645855253,0.0,0.0,0.08390658297636737,0.08217150612407248,0.0,0.08986216711414166,0.0,0.1160603941258892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937027072836089,0.07477537565582333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403413559572955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486158553371992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600092140567213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061467449945587,0.0,0.0,0.07159679785293258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883219135667723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27436531135819325,0.08413842452685621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814225187463987,0.0,0.08365540937730456,0.0,0.0,0.07396331781048182,0.28295287482744697,0.07065991927055082,0.050511225645649686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399682282035745,0.0,0.15454907599996315,0.09561122816548613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173938108599181,0.0,0.060834434206451925,0.0,0.0,0.055147752477476865 socialanxiety,DrunkenKatanaGuy,2018/03/11,How do you behave in a club? I wanted to start by saying that the last time i went to a club(went with some friends) i just could not enjoy anything out of it. i could not dance i could not talk to girls could not enjoy the music not even completely drunk so i found a corner sit there and started watching Dragon Ball Super on my cellphone. What i mean to ask is how do you dance? how do you meet new people? How do you feel confortable in an ambient like that? ,1.218,3.428179273684215,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,82.57894736842105,5.063157894736842,18.973684210526315,6.2581,-0.13165263157894724,361,9,78,3,10,115,63,95,0.055,0.843,0.101,0.655,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,1,8,5,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,4,0,22,17,6,0,5,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,0,3,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,3,12,5,11,11,1,14,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,1,6,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061091603700173,0.0,0.1824605981350509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046353897684716,0.0,0.0,0.623319684063809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891005970078304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868543561413302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399734290444156,0.150790332304451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909220966991094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953517682893539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260083479083808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18849949542698585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353085241958742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520956451364595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27628919492923115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568728273491088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380706407077976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151182117512696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618550286306608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Miguecampos,2018/03/11,"Too scared to go back to school I don't know if this is the right place to post this, and I'm sorry if it isn't, but tomorrow is my first day of school at grade 10. I'm 14 (one year ahead) and have missed the first week of classes due to a trip. Anyways, I've never enjoyed returning to school but this year has been different. I'm scared of going back. Last year was particularly stressful (even though I usually stress myself out) due to a system implemented in my country that takes account of your grades when you apply to a university. Although I have near perfect grades, I don't want to go return to tests, classes, my friends and I've been too nervous to even write the contents I have missed in my notebook. Instead, I've been crying, ripping failed attempts at writing and laying in my room worrying about another year of anxiety, sadness and overall pain. Last year, my mom made me go to a psychiatrist (due to sudden panic attacks I've had due to my fear of death), to whom I want to tell everything but I feel I'm too scared to let her know (what if she tells my parents? They'll think I'm just lazy) What can I do? Sorry if this post is too long, but this has been too much to deal with and I need help.",4.9359811827957,5.004392786290328,5.560419354838711,84.64479569892475,68.71774193548387,8.548817204301077,29.839784946236573,8.238735603445708,1.861671720430108,953,33,204,12,15,309,131,248,0.251,0.703,0.046,-0.995,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,1,6,15,17,1,8,7,0,21,1,0,1,2,29,41,17,1,7,9,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,10,8,0,0,4,0,1,5,4,14,0,3,7,1,24,3,33,32,1,44,0,4,0,0,15,10,0,4,26,128,34,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066276473684597,0.08073407037969231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006142330495526,0.0,0.16229997077778696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592536292009775,0.06806141532573487,0.10880206450284324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102617280724798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940988981819344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484815203289708,0.0,0.0,0.11875633939239093,0.053361722652057464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953622151129767,0.0,0.0,0.08153616428774564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23991214055562124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707379597289579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599867308104578,0.1720504006630329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791680032042683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339525146018013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985987292799102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360144547127877,0.0,0.0,0.0775804489637873,0.07825294692364076,0.08139518295790353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151332188759894,0.0,0.11229679794645699,0.12382271291636596,0.11718425055028775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102617280724798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021469257925732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012640740864868,0.0,0.0,0.3169771679375588,0.32042149707696355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23627583098578955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417802241536591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934926880392075,0.0,0.1844846757867419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762263724407959,0.10368770986212464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162320139094029,0.0,0.1244946845386844,0.0,0.08465389955875446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717602712326713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398057540647025 socialanxiety,kittykat623,2018/03/11,"Using writing groups/book clubs/meetups to overcome social anxiety. I want to share this in the hope that it will inspire others with social anxiety to take a step towards overcoming their SA, even if it's the tiniest step. Every step counts! I've been going to a weekly writing Meetup group for the past month. We spend an hour and a half writing for 1-6 min on various prompts. After each round, we take turns reading what we wrote (and by we, I mean everyone else). No comments, no critiques, and it's totally ok to pass the mike. Perfect for this shy, SA-afflicted, out-of-practice writer! And yes, I ALWAYS pass the mike. Everyone there is so talented and funny! I love it! But it also makes me get too much in my head. I actually skipped the last couple meetups because I felt down after the last time I went. I was comparing myself to the other writers. They are smart, vulnerable, effortlessly funny, and able to recall old memories like they were simply stored in a handy filing cabinet inside their brain. I felt like I was never going to write anything decent, and I certainly wasn't going to read out loud. I felt like going was a waste of time because my writing wasn't improving and I wasn't accomplishing my initial goal: to meet more people and work through my SA. I felt that unless I was vulnerable enough to read, no one would engage with me. I promised myself I would get over it and go to the meetup yesterday. The first prompt was ""push-up bra."" I wrote something about my flat chest and actually found it pretty funny. Like, I-could-read-this-out-loud funny. And so the battle in my brain began as each and every person read what they wrote and the mike got closer and closer to me: to read or not to read? I finally said to myself, ""Just read it. If you can read this out loud, you can do a lot of other things."" So I did it! My heart was pounding the whole time, but I did it! And it felt so good! I ended up reading two more times. Everything I read was pretty vulnerable stuff, too: how small my boobs are, smoking weed, my social anxiety. Honestly, it felt even better knowing that what I was reading was real, honest, and vulnerable. Now I know I can read ANYTHING I write there. The last round was to write for 1 min on the prompt ""So I decided to try something new."" This is what I wrote and read out loud: ""I have social anxiety. Can you tell? But with everyone living their best life lately, I'm feeling a bit left out. So I decided to try something new: Reading out loud at my writing meetup group."" Everyone clapped, and it made me feel so welcomed and safe. It was the perfect ending to my experience that morning! I hope that this story will encourage someone else to take a step toward overcoming their SA. I know what I did might sound really hard for some people. Believe me, it was really really really really really hard for me. My heart was pounding super fast and I was shaking. But in reality, this big, scary thing I did was actually just very small step. And taking a very small step is totally ok. A step forward is a step forward. And each step is easier than the last. I also recommend going to meetups as a way to overcome SA. I've had other challenging but good experiences going to meetup groups. It's a great way to meet people because you're all there to bond over a specific topic or activity. TL;DR I took a small step toward overcoming my SA by reading out loud for the first time at my writing meetup group. I read three times, all on vulnerable topics. The last thing I read was, ""I have social anxiety. Can you tell? But with everyone living their best life lately, I'm feeling a bit left out. So I decided to try something new: Reading out loud at my writing meetup group."" Everyone applauded and the world didn't end. Success! PS: Try going to Meetup groups to overcome SA.",3.5134220165799093,5.4808080229419724,4.8737960285328725,81.06913630229421,74.03373819163293,7.7816849816849825,26.20185078079815,8.563005593585519,1.9993097744360904,2999,107,556,57,63,997,273,741,0.058,0.768,0.174,0.9984,0,0,4,0,0,0,122.0,4,4,8,13,22,34,1,1,37,3,47,10,7,4,8,111,94,48,0,7,14,0,13,4,0,5,2,8,0,1,40,43,0,1,18,18,2,25,9,2,0,6,44,21,82,32,78,45,19,100,0,0,2,2,52,39,1,9,42,367,122,23,0.03731743411353824,0.0,0.10924929777067738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059685477156357865,0.031051094619781863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427386747727394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141813724797605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824508440313634,0.0,0.0,0.04204396922556654,0.07832468959886707,0.03300423790430787,0.08148194584257172,0.0,0.0,0.08331719617430611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02979493459240994,0.04129103105768932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234785546660768,0.0,0.09915651066997877,0.0385588850182149,0.0,0.04929562656577748,0.0,0.06288309545678349,0.21395044499395027,0.033538503539205886,0.07300722243446152,0.0,0.0,0.056606447853725914,0.0,0.21498353342485035,0.04087942500961222,0.0,0.06348438078671115,0.0,0.04091664035518984,0.0,0.0,0.03899363820806144,0.0,0.1696668622986432,0.06260018644153291,0.02984616107307995,0.04114260285229137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668581821493392,0.0,0.038298453480492635,0.0,0.0,0.0884426782019654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412926449179688,0.03675015557717027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152605756076021,0.15209344747058295,0.08419138222617993,0.0,0.08109100270739572,0.0,0.05271681464406256,0.07292565332587432,0.0,0.06590395601868161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031725947999257764,0.03368044125737095,0.03531065845603886,0.02490967704541165,0.0,0.0,0.04064962573032633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03958790036925133,0.0,0.0,0.029786419880337568,0.0,0.027432607872451845,0.0,0.028781505735200094,0.10812423121951743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03915836963406268,0.0,0.025287259138119314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03562371341705723,0.07761363033352663,0.032584144067407304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593049270640427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7092231220825851,0.042475409847251976,0.1434390231638698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03549742544840016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020212291730115,0.03161894082475004,0.11491513578191245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042719533942112385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223226496561227,0.0,0.06523416449544404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437613512790657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056057558275866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041461042386613085,0.10134435272953164,0.040590652344566235,0.036453710693672,0.0,0.0,0.032230281454326395,0.0,0.061581582683060535,0.02201078950154351,0.05924168443149137,0.029933794692954395,0.0,0.0,0.03459363529062392,0.0,0.04166358250536358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027167536483151056,0.0,0.0,0.0530184690095333,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Headbanger5,2018/03/11,I've taken the last step This is for me. Struggled with social anxiety for years now after all the slow easy steps I've taken the big and final step. I went to an absolute packed bar last night had some drinks and chatted with some people this something I would have never even thought about 2 years ago but I did it. I feel cured now. Now I'm going to take a leap of faith. I'm going to go out today and find my first girlfriend. I've come so far and I'm just getting started.,1.7153685368536848,3.452052000000002,2.9233003300330047,94.09196919691972,78.50495049504951,5.280968096809682,20.133113311331133,5.82211442006289,-0.14696127612761334,376,9,83,2,9,121,70,101,0.033,0.907,0.06,0.5574,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,5,0,5,2,0,0,2,18,20,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,3,3,0,8,1,1,0,1,6,1,6,1,11,13,3,27,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,16,46,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186217984025986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070608519928647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809602063003748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057926082729686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875193908457512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621975959556372,0.0,0.0,0.2301258705446261,0.1920038901616916,0.17868889289775045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975502879776752,0.0,0.3581697979472833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34247680338039355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202207005946584,0.0,0.0,0.19714027977442286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563890630744664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414405464601285,0.0,0.16172527900250774,0.0,0.0,0.14869150488925773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961502535300112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579495533042214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677534259935642,0.0,0.0,0.19912565088950945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474076346930608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923058889518698,0.0,0.0,0.27056162141759704 socialanxiety,SentientStoic,2018/03/11,"Any tips on not being a perfectionist? I'm slowly starting to realize that part of my social anxiety comes from perfectionism. I want every single conversation, email, paper, etc. to be absolutely perfect and get upset when it isn't. I will spend hours crafting emails or mulling over future conversations trying to get them right. Right now, I have an email I need to send ASAP, but I keep putting it off so that I can go back and proof read it one last time. I will spend hours trying to make something go from 90% perfect to 91% perfect. I need some strategies for getting over this. I'm spending way too much and stressing myself out way too much. Any ideas?",3.996138181818182,6.243850752,4.512218181818182,82.95210909090913,73.47999999999998,6.785454545454545,26.56363636363637,7.686295010490155,1.5686800000000003,524,19,96,7,11,166,88,125,0.062,0.809,0.129,0.8929,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,6,5,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,1,4,20,21,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,1,3,5,2,2,0,1,0,0,11,3,15,17,6,23,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,9,60,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268603064136776,0.0,0.12760203098699988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825939410076898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368397950282993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186026802355334,0.0,0.0,0.140536730984268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26143934565261834,0.0,0.18959329220836768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285300566368114,0.0,0.0,0.1882976164770851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482600704654586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596478199030784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134072063109207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452353214969979,0.24736111808097644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113028428674148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062883560083728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768071113943944,0.0,0.0,0.1668457759290853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28489366575522324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003224403567044,0.0,0.12841127974132754,0.0,0.0,0.11806234960458704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910695664754898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726279298933588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22649336730112474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838333753959876,0.2647971639285857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,maplefromthegods,2018/03/11,"Living with SA and moving to a new country Hi everyone - first time writing on this sub. Been dealing with SA for about 7 years, since my University days. I did make good progress with my SA for a while afterward and was feeling so confident that I took a huge leap last year and moved around the world to live in my girlfriend's country. (Canada to New Zealand) It's been about 12 months now, that I've been living here, and I have yet to meet anyone. I have of course met my girlfriend's friends but we don't seem to gel enough to hangout. (i've tried) As well, I've been working a job which I work from home with people around the world so I can't really meet work friends, as most adults would. I've tried a few different co-share offices but haven't had any luck there either. The biggest issue is that I'm 25 and most people (here anyway) are 35+ so it's really hard to relate. I've also tried volunteering at a couple different places but found the volunteers were quite a bit older still. On top of that, New Zealand culture is surprisingly different from Canadian culture meaning every time I try to integrate, I get looked at with weird looks because they don't understand Canadian jokes and vice-versa, and that just knocks my confidence. Needless to say, my self-confidence has been shattered and I'm encountering the worst SA flare up in years. Even around family and people I know, I find myself in a shell again and afraid to talk. I'm coming up with excuses again not to go out to places I might meet people. So all the progress I made in Canada is gone really. My biggest hand-hold has been (don't judge me) Pokemon Go which has at least forced me to go out and walk the neighbourhood and city. I would have quit that game a long time ago if it weren't for this move I think. It's been nice to have a reason to leave the house though. Of course, I tried integrating into the local pokemon go community but I haven't been able to find anyone I gel with in that community either. I also try to vlog and make Youtube videos of my travel which is a nice release as I do a lot of solo hiking and adventuring. This doesn't really help with meeting people though. So my biggest question for this community is where do I go from here? It's been a year and I can't keep using ""i'm new here"" as an excuse. How the heck can I get over this anxiety again and meet people? All my previous tricks that I used when moving around in Canada haven't worked at all and I'm at a loss. Wouldn't be posting to a bunch of strangers on the web if I wasn't desperate :p Thanks everyone :) ",3.682673359909444,4.995956593090213,4.545527831094051,86.26719572813623,72.32053742802303,7.877178995029283,25.067227717899502,8.384062270229773,1.4353383631084204,2039,61,425,33,39,659,236,521,0.08,0.8190000000000001,0.101,0.8627,4,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,1,0,1,11,33,16,1,1,27,0,45,0,0,7,3,74,77,39,0,5,10,0,2,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,21,34,0,1,11,5,0,14,13,5,1,1,20,5,39,11,69,52,14,77,0,1,2,0,25,35,1,9,27,267,60,5,0.06960058086801031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169671548074565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131911874830117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047330781695862516,0.0,0.0532442538588606,0.0,0.0,0.09733268887404706,0.0,0.0,0.2478370926103053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042427868087903386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598580791546601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059954737561186765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701171890624782,0.0,0.04488661674747315,0.0717551427236684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815337983570196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191600544467665,0.0,0.04597052724460916,0.0,0.058641491229736865,0.13301267537350106,0.0,0.0,0.06561323334929105,0.0,0.0351921449503298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722733998504845,0.05920221853085635,0.0,0.07631344446738192,0.107546472253838,0.0,0.07272686169099507,0.0,0.1977780702665289,0.058377665054894175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234844951042695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665180223854888,0.0,0.06981505749510511,0.0,0.0,0.08030972556881923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726449236275971,0.0690678369656918,0.06186419422900628,0.0,0.0,0.038250659032619184,0.056733762873211115,0.0,0.0736969656086934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437576414461848,0.06159432386563764,0.11689391714981752,0.0,0.0,0.059171924913657074,0.0,0.06585775248895333,0.09291785637352927,0.0,0.0,0.07581543667471828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383521741236795,0.0,0.0,0.05555451962057152,0.29589761062457465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688826988439815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28951367546080703,0.0,0.14543558655713462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665811709399064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779685794133969,0.14805757011594056,0.0,0.0,0.17835165731510774,0.07156098909268889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534917546900448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336175480723252,0.07260858516799495,0.0,0.0,0.05757431972657536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055583113787928524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594231047856126,0.0,0.0640788637303156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044597241871940634,0.1367644346427387,0.0,0.12175397525154465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732880628184914,0.2835253542435668,0.0,0.0,0.07245665927991737,0.0,0.12022511000812668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625792808940748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026802072433155,0.0,0.0,0.09888451142082673,0.0,0.0,0.17928196853727393 socialanxiety,sparklyheartemoji,2018/03/11,I start my first job in less than a week and I'm scared that I'll get fired. I had over 8 hours of orientation for a job at a new grocery store this week (I will work in customer service/bagging) and I still don't feel prepared. I'm terrified that I'm going to mess up when talking to customers or completing/remembering tasks. Does anyone else work in customer service and how do you deal with constant conversations and stressors? I can picture me getting shaky and awkward already.,5.894716312056737,6.6432210957446864,6.0859574468085125,79.33333333333334,66.76595744680851,8.394326241134753,36.94326241134753,8.344100000000001,3.028615602836879,389,20,72,5,6,124,68,94,0.23,0.77,0.0,-0.9599,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,13,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,0,1,1,2,8,0,12,11,1,16,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,9,42,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278795405117107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439065037430174,0.21158519022509734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231547607690081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128939793079926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071085445841434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250550576567594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441336320258046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565007062187935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577702169172674,0.0,0.11735956142139635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336238118734992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098417505891643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944043573439252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339259447223482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674402622890564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616282473481285,0.0,0.16491236484904714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597808376368378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312860950452166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006711032069709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,samosamosamosamo,2018/03/11,"Tips for conversation/ talking to new people? My social anxiety is insane and ruins any attempt to make relationships or even conversation with people. On top of this I really enjoy being around people that I like. I know it's easier for me to talk to people I already know well, but getting to that point is so hard for me. I'm even too scared to start trying to talk to people and I think it's because subconsciously I know I'll screw it up. Any tips?",3.890904761904764,5.4826987888888885,5.682063492063495,77.225,72.2222222222222,8.253968253968255,23.968253968253972,8.841846274778883,1.7864920634920636,361,10,67,7,7,124,57,90,0.146,0.757,0.097,-0.6611,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,11,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,9,3,16,10,0,7,0,1,0,1,7,5,1,1,3,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827024876658349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251765420268474,0.0,0.1266549646673797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738584886095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092544723849843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870512147060006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649964484674166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831160355334574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27296668751087144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088554188309398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051434627249987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599014271663368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739014334675416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651020719007047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606366517733834,0.0,0.0,0.1777523127907299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657570829625688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877025932954906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718608710264365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39921893032000805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060858531049401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240616317401088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886069455605824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anxx99,2018/03/11,"I hate talking to my professors. They’re all nice people and encourage us to email/ talk to them if we have any questions. Whenever I need help I always look it up online because they’ll think my question is stupid and wonder how I even got into their class. The last time I stayed after class to talk to my prof, I drove home crying because I couldn’t even make eye contact. 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This is my first time posting on Reddit. I had to even get out of the app and see how Reddit was spelled because of my social fear of someone trolling me and saying I’m stupid for spelling it wrong. Reading this subreddit has been super helpful in helping me not feel alone. I am currently in Grad School and have missed a substantial amount of classes due to my fears. I moved from a small town to New York and now I feel like I am being torn limb from limb mentally everyday. In my head everyone is better than me. I am ugly. I am scared to go outside. I make it occasionally but right now I am suffering. I want to break free from this though. I don’t want to be like this. I can’t even get up and go pee for fear of my roommates seeing me. It’s so irrational. I am scared of everything. Does anyone have any tips for things they do to combat this? It’s getting ridiculous for me. I want to be able to live and exist like a normal human being. 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But I just can’t build up the courage. I tried a couple of times, but I feel like a creep taking people’s photos, and I’m afraid they will misunderstand me. The worst is when I see a homeless person. Especially when the homeless is my age (18). It makes me so fucking upset that he has to collect trash to sell, and I get to do this. I suddenly see myself from their eyes, and I see myself as this privileged dork walking around with his expensive gear. I really feel like shit in the end of my every attempt. Has anyone overcome this in this subreddit? How will I get over it? I really want to do street photography, but the streets are way too scary.",3.5491149425287354,5.391649606896556,4.828706896551727,81.96489942528737,73.6206896551724,8.14367816091954,25.186781609195403,8.841846274778883,1.8753333333333333,583,19,114,12,12,193,93,145,0.16699999999999998,0.738,0.096,-0.9344,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,7,10,2,2,9,0,11,3,2,2,0,15,24,11,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,6,0,0,0,6,19,4,16,22,1,19,0,0,4,1,6,9,2,0,10,75,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913566462670118,0.0,0.0,0.17713976156616135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017426659056508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624256773777486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676543194549692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122663963962256,0.2843113310242556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395938597881065,0.20792398431908304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194429054268822,0.0,0.0,0.17609638215929088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328247257090475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795186426999453,0.17374693338365355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25495110291181833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756983291185644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204256308796268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961273667444525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320607182579485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509845821084732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23473424186530106,0.15794585515519985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ecommaster,2018/03/11,"Would you be interested in an app that would connect people in the same area, who want to seek discomfort? People can post their ideas and others can join to the groups? Connecting with strangers, meeting new friends, and experiencing new things! Would you be interested in an app that would connect people in the same area, who want to seek discomfort? People can post their ideas and others can join to the groups? Connecting with strangers, meeting new friends, and experiencing new things! There could be added like challenges that encourages people to go out and seek for discomfort. This could help people to connect with each other. Please give us your vote here <3 : https://www.strawpoll.me/15242970",8.338205128205129,10.970720427350429,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,62.67521367521367,8.960683760683763,30.948717948717945,9.444778638647367,2.902446153846155,578,21,91,11,9,162,55,117,0.059,0.715,0.225,0.9609,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,3,2,1,2,10,0,3,6,0,13,0,0,0,0,22,17,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,7,15,8,3,14,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,0,5,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321653971059608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966444528299833,0.0,0.0,0.12208120842756667,0.07232586916944388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530096740950653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28732638408477856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217373493074356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916413349647274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293642562576574,0.0,0.0,0.1396953475569534,0.0,0.0,0.24376343896592964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909429991489444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530803934935749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012472891756046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616128029901933,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Terminatoor7,2018/03/11,"I think I'm done Long-short story, my friends, there were 8 of them, my best and only friends... the only people who I could really talk to, the ones I loved and trusted more than anything, well sadly all those feelings seemed to have been one sided as they all have but abandoned me, one who told me he would unfriend me forever didn't even have the balls to say that to my face, one who moved to another country and just wouldn't see or reply to any of my texts, one I had agreed to meet didn't show up and didn't answer any of my calls, another (the only female of my ""friends"") seemed to just have lost interest in being my friend and probably never appreciated me the way I appreciated her in the first place, etc. At first I felt empty and broken-hearted, because they were all I had, I would just cry and try to talk to some of them about the doubts I had about them and well my fears became true, even now I still think about them, that maybe I could ""save"" my friendships somehow but the more I think about it the more I get convinced that people just ain't worth shit. A part of me really missed them, talking and being with them but my other part just tells me I'm better off like this since they didn't care as much as I did to begin with, making me neglect them and any sort of deep relation that could occur, I don't want new relations, not if this will only happen again. Fine, if such is my fate then so be it, I'll be alone for the rest of my so called life. Guess you can't lose what you never had. Sorry for the messy writing, been wanting to post this here for a while now but at the moment of truth I tend to forget the words. 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So I have only been a server since I got out of highschool 10 years ago. I recently just quit and am going back to school. Told myself I never want to work in a restaurant again. Now, my money is dwindling and I have no experience in anything. I don't want to do any customer service job because I am afraid I will see someone I know because I haven't done anything with my life. I'm usually okay with strangers if it's just business but I tend to start being weird and uncomfortable if somehow we became aquaintances or ""friends"". I don't like when regulars try to have conversations with me. I freak the fuck out if I'm working and someone I know from my past walks in and I have to go through the motion of ""How have you been?"" my cringey ass interaction will then haunt me and pop up in my mind randomly for the next 10 years.",3.1515212355212334,4.39894132972973,4.2976254826254845,87.78682432432434,73.54054054054055,7.015444015444014,28.349420849420852,7.447530270364453,1.4651853281853282,706,28,151,8,14,231,106,185,0.17,0.8220000000000001,0.008,-0.9788,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,3,9,8,1,2,6,1,19,3,1,1,1,30,38,15,0,6,7,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,12,0,0,3,0,1,4,6,5,0,0,5,2,27,3,23,30,0,25,0,0,2,2,6,7,2,6,15,99,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322954943476563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149080244424476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435463290422037,0.0,0.2456296215749925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475915759862396,0.0,0.2729326385887452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272807424355328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459889311394659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115305276798797,0.1379733531629712,0.07797364936522826,0.0,0.169637215680965,0.0,0.1193637837019957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29620259567143803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460612273966148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541520641841688,0.07291291071406554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069354586946165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510590647762838,0.0,0.1587223190695075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350652397794428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246995493201972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873899670164754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736010335116784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104254549902835,0.23785573905634086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345589275873806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529073272941493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563542639295387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426087070107754,0.0,0.10132664439663436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437079980128014,0.0,0.26408332154403363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730231506495584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221603994998407 socialanxiety,lifeizunfair,2018/03/11,"Dumb party Went to a dumb party tonight. Hid in the basement half the time until the host came down and banged on the door, she noticed I locked it so no one would get in. I opened the basement door and pretended like I didn’t know I had locked it (of course I knew). Later at the party I locked myself in the bathroom with no lights on so it would seem like no one was in the bathroom. Obviously this led to people trying to enter the bathroom since they thought no one was inside but I didn’t properly think it through (I thought lights off = no one entering bathroom) and so when people tried to get in I blocked the door so they couldnt. Guy outside the door said, “Who the fuck is in there with the lights off blocking the door?” I heard him say it and panicked. Turned on the lights and casually opened the bathroom door. “Oh heyyyyy! So sorry I’m super drunk and had to pee! Ha!” I made an excuse that sounded normal. I cried as soon as I left and drove myself home despite being incredibly drunk because I didn’t want to deal with the social interaction of waking up in their house tomorrow morning. Ah!!! Am I crazy or what?",1.9479107348980376,4.239198415929206,2.8616429395921514,92.04736244709505,80.3274336283186,5.346363986148519,22.65794536360139,6.498293943080001,0.4548686417853025,886,29,184,8,23,280,123,226,0.193,0.715,0.092,-0.9779,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,1,8,8,3,0,19,2,13,5,2,2,1,31,31,18,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,7,1,9,13,2,2,6,4,0,6,9,3,1,5,16,8,22,5,30,11,0,31,0,0,0,1,14,18,3,2,9,120,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768954019328364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328823886251555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603183501202224,0.0,0.1652151572795417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815252766151218,0.16745252586281728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867696244307594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074813966928933,0.0,0.0,0.1849119580463566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807157798371694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411677714769774,0.0,0.0,0.1565843226073892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163650328787598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701519898046476,0.0,0.18245059454914656,0.0,0.0,0.4343698725655484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220032186421504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243854705849896,0.12744065976734809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458895054574494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256402158546876,0.0,0.0,0.16335908815191078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939158027948782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268449131905992,0.0,0.2544480437553035,0.09344557712543464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21760431478517392,0.17431067153184762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452214432010238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485573512603008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276801283751569,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jenie24,2018/03/11,"Anyone else get so anxious about something your own body starts to shake, hands start to sweat, and then you start fighting yourself internally? I have been battling with social anxiety for over 10 years now. It was so bad that my doctor recommended me to take an AA like group for people with anxiety or “shy group” she called it at that time. It didn’t work out for me because everything felt too rushed and i panicked. That was the time where i couldn’t even look at a person’s face or even make conversation with someone. Everything made me go on a fight/flight feeling, so a lot of simple things that involved communicating felt stressful. Now, I’m starting to force myself to make conversation even if my inner voice tells me to run. I can easily talk to people in class, and ask questions to strangers but the only thing i still can’t fight off is when i want to answer my teacher or having to say something in front of my class even if I’m sitting down. my body tends to shake, my hands start to sweat, and once i do speak up i start to shake even more that it starts to get noticeable, then i start to feel faint. I need help on how i can stop myself from doing that. 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To give a little context i was a super obese Guy (300)Pounds. I don't think I'm ugly, I just didn't feel comfortable talking to women because I was fat. So I decided I would loose the weight and change myself after a few months of diet change and exercise i did, I lost (80)Pounds now in the 220 range and a fair bit of muscle yet Still can't talk to women.",4.591950354609928,5.016879329787237,5.332765957446809,84.73333333333333,69.53191489361703,7.543262411347518,27.368794326241137,7.1686216300943375,1.3403177304964538,363,11,73,3,6,118,65,94,0.08199999999999999,0.736,0.182,0.8509,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,7,4,0,0,6,0,9,5,1,1,0,11,16,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,3,4,0,4,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,3,9,3,10,9,2,10,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,6,45,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976874480350226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343051193087554,0.19552457292450187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163262255382757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687707674077835,0.20833340508576534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6056082480148097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941127687659015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096487746737266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830584225454164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889485003651476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912585518094022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830995748117392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737834829040073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231610425638314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737215210751656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239450205742652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067586527033976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227408658931647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955884811065171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323755923068727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555785968257109,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,superjj18,2018/03/11,How do regular people hang out with people who aren’t their extremely close friends? Do you just text random people in your contact list “yo you want to do something?” And exprect them to say yes??? What about if it’s with a girl you just want to hang out with? 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So like I literally cannot not be around people, and I feel amazing when I'm in a group, but actually bringing myself to leave my room, to walk somewhere alone, I can barely get myself out of bed. Anyway, last year I moved from my hometown across the country to a new city for college. So I literally know no one here, no one with mutual friends, nothing. For the first semester I was really sick, so I barely got to know the people I live with, and I think they all think I'm a some sort of hermit, when in reality I was genuinely just sick with a chronic illness I didn't even know I had. Anyway, enough contextual background shit. I made a few friends, but they treated me like shit, they never invited me to things, would make plans right in front of me with each other, etc, so I decided that I deserved better and pretty much stopped being friends with them. My friends from my hometown never talk to me, never message me unless they want something e.g. 'help me choose a birthday present for this person in my life' (presents are like my niche talent). Last year when things got really tough I deleted all my social media, and thats the thing that got their attention, they all messaged me immediately after. And I hate that thats what I have to do, like why do I have to have an emotional breakdown for them to give a shit? I don't even wanna go home in the college break, I'm sick of putting in the effort, if they want to see me they can travel here, which I know they would never do. So here I am in a town full of people I don't know, I can't go home whenever I want because it is so far, my friends back home don't talk to me, the only person I have regular contact with is my dad, my mum recently cut me off (family drama) and my birthday is on Thursday and I honestly just feel so horrible and alone and isolated and I just want to delete all of my social media because hey at least I know that gets me attention. 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I haven't had a job in the >3.5 years since I graduated college, partially because I was reclusive due to SA, and partly because I decided to switch to a new field and learn new skills online related to that field. However, now I am ready to enter the workforce and am looking for jobs. I joined a free job-searching assistance program in my area, and one strategy that they strongly suggest is to have coffee meetings with people from companies we are interested in applying to. The assignment the program manager gave us was to schedule one or two coffee meetings next week with someone at a dream company. Here's my problem, though: how do I answer 'tell me about yourself' or any similar questions that someone I have coffee with would ask? Should I just tell them honestly that the main thing I've been doing is learning the skills relevant to my field (programming) online? I have an impressive project I've built that I would definitely talk about in a meeting, but how do I answer questions about myself without them judging me? 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Every time I've thought to write here, I've erased the post. But I need to vent right now, I'm just so frustrated with this. 34 years old, going on 35. I've spent the past decade+ trying to ""just do it,"" with the idea that life would meet me halfway and I'd find the magic bullet that would cure or at least make my anxiety manageable. I'm here to tell you that unfortunately, it's a romantic fiction. Doesn't work. I can't think of anyone who's tried harder than I have to self-treat by plunging in and trying to meet anxiety head-on. Every time I've tried to do what scared me even though it appealed to my higher desires, I've been crushed by my anxiety and had to give it up. Wanted to be a science teacher for at-risk high schoolers a few years ago. Said ""I can do this!"" and this is such a great thing to be doing, I should feel empowered by my love of learning. Quit 6 months in due to crushing anxiety. I've had maybe seventeen jobs in the past 10 years because of this. And this last one...This is the one that made me decide this is a pointless game. I made it into the Peace Corps after 8 months and $1000 from a self-employed wallet. One of my life's dreams. I was so sure I'd be able to manage because this hits all of my intellectual and emotional notes. I was going to do horticultural work in Africa which I love, learn a new language, immerse, and help people. Lasted a month before my physically painful social anxiety forced me to Early Terminate. Simply sitting in classes for 2 hours caused me crushing anxiety and the people who noticed were...Not kind to me. All sorts of games and actual commentary (as if I wasn't there) on how weird I am with me trying to focus while being triggered constantly. It was basically social anxiety hell. I had to lie when I told my trainers Peace Corps was too much for me. It wasn't. The country was easy. The studies were easy. The language was easy; even with anxiety, I was the best in my class. But waking up and going to bed in a physical-emotional clench because of social anxiety was just too unhealthy. I'm so done with this. I can't work and I can't afford to get treatment. How have I been given such strong aspirations with a crippling emotional system? I even mediate. Have for about 9 years now. I can say that my meditation has made me more compassionate in not beating myself up when I have anxiety attacks. I'm more resilient to them but it hasn't made them go away. It's quite possible meditation has made them worse by making me more sensitive. So I'm on the path of supplements now. Going to try GABA and/or magnesium. I've never really thought of this as possibly being a mostly physical ailment but it makes sense. I just want a day without fear; I can't even remember the last time I had one of those. Maybe when I was a kid who couldn't wait to grow up.",3.0212701149425314,4.732700787931037,4.421810344827588,84.88214080459773,74.74137931034483,7.660919540229885,25.70402298850575,8.408885092690799,1.6806954022988507,2267,79,461,41,48,752,266,580,0.08,0.836,0.084,0.7603,4,0,0,0,0,0,78.0,0,1,3,8,30,15,3,2,28,0,52,6,1,12,4,70,87,32,0,9,13,0,1,0,0,3,3,3,1,1,32,19,0,1,10,3,1,6,12,7,0,3,30,4,49,8,74,47,10,62,1,0,0,2,26,20,1,4,33,298,81,12,0.06221060868062316,0.0,0.06070858008409912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055145951022033984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759094536275279,0.0,0.0,0.04349910405819063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077354838927714,0.05844891470345581,0.0,0.0,0.11376902890114253,0.0,0.052936645959374085,0.0,0.06528619572076468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390743181584523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722756726012606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04012069604375395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366305174227399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099356843400707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643580812453102,0.0,0.10483024186995248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000423034443495,0.03145555296856708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685936929388671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03250247538744167,0.059678084538538775,0.17677861278618887,0.0,0.0,0.06858741569312869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384603226735823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04169845965527141,0.06572892367050677,0.0,0.0,0.061264918177585566,0.0,0.0,0.07022820489910941,0.0,0.0,0.06173442986112486,0.0,0.0,0.06478277571448106,0.0,0.152129847642125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788238539479185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229500639717784,0.2943259106159766,0.12457819310282772,0.0,0.1249978361876321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896774297513887,0.0,0.045731955424634985,0.04612837806892172,0.047980656576869805,0.06008339352258544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082719031202753,0.06527956885953475,0.0,0.16862207386079006,0.0,0.06619647381022202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187741305255077,0.08625800602601624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026622794337146,0.05958056651546385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233727997405453,0.0,0.0,0.039853708914484066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047249240175868,0.053127519900261266,0.059176534941315015,0.0989447459476589,0.06228367201773501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979846496700545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024764354962945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863276244917509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054374814030437216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041329964108659,0.03986204608826152,0.061121607168199664,0.0987765485999853,0.10882651861840203,0.0,0.0,0.05944490257140141,0.0,0.2534215180952385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338685764224755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059968806777372936,0.0,0.13587019213280122,0.0,0.06339792504654321,0.08838526299430757,0.0,0.0,0.20030796167698314 socialanxiety,lemon_glow,2018/03/11,"I'm too scared to do anything. Barely left my room in 3 months. Aside from going to get groceries with my grandma (I live in her spare bedroom), I've been too scared to do most things. I never do anything by myself anymore. I didn't use to be like this, but my anxiety has taken a whole new level since I graduated high school. Driving is a nightmare. I drive to the best of my abilities, though in the 6 months I've had my liscence I've been beeped at, been involved in a road rage incident where the cops were called on my passenger, been pulled over and humiliated by an officer, and have had many panic episodes while driving. No one EVER uses their turn signals where I live. It drives my absolutely crazy. How am I supposed to know what do when someone is weaving lane to lane without using a turn signal??? The road onto the highway is narrow, and there was a taxi on my street stopped in the middle of the road dropping someone off. I pull over to let him pass. He starts driving, then stops to look at me. I wave, he waves then lays on the horn. Taken aback, I try to squeeze by him with a giant fucking SUV. I barely make it, and motherfucker just wanted the parking spot so he could turn around and be right up my ass (instead of just going down the street and making the proper turn). I'm about to turn on the highway and he's still behind me. I am intimidated and just want to get away from him, so I pull out, cutting it real close to being T-boned by other cars going 50mph. I know it's safer to have just waited, but I'd rather die than be in front of that man. Everytime I drive, I have an incident where I panic. My mom has started to go driving with me. She notices that I start breathing heavily when I'm driving. It drains me to drive 5 minutes and back. And if you're wondering, I got pulled over for an 'improper lane change'. I had no clue what i did wrong, and the cop thought I was fucking insane. I checked my mirrors, but apparently when I changed to my right lane I still had failed to see a vehicle get off a ramp and merge. I live a few miles between two different police stations, and there are multiple people pulled over every time I leave my home. I can't push myself to drive anymore. I can't deal with the stress. Because I am incapable of driving, I am also incapable of getting a job. Driving more than a few miles away to work seems impossible. I know I'm going to wreck my car and I can't afford the damages. Though I am running out of savings from my last job, and I need to have money to pay for my $100 monthly insurance for a car I hate to drive. I had to quit my last job in January. I worked at a fast food restraunt for over a year. Many people have called out in the past, and I had shown up every time there was inclement weather, as difficult as it was to drive. The news reported ice everywhere and more ice that night. I texted my manager calling out. She got super pissed, sent the message to the other employees and I was harrased via text to come in for hours. I stood my ground and said no. One of the employees then was sent to my home to take pictures to prove there was no inclement weather. He took pictures of my lawn (though he had to have driven over the ice coated road to get to my home, so I don't understand the logic behind this at all), then sent them to me and said I was fucking everyone over. I was furious. I called my manager and left a voicemail saying I had enough of the harrasment and that I fucking quit. I proceeded to get messages from employees calling me a pussy, bitch, etc. I had never thought my co-workers were so volatile. It was shocking and left me bewildered. I in no way fabricate the events, and everyone who I have spoken to agrees this is some maniac ass behavior. There are employees working that were gone for weeks because of drug addiction, and still have a job despite never getting help, calling in, or doing anything different. Yet I call in once because of ice and I have a breach of privacy and a day of name calling harrasment. I was a great employee. I did my job, never complained, never took a break, was kind to everyone, and this was how I was treated. It makes me never want to get a job again. My previous job won't send me my W-2 form to do my taxes. I have to go in and get it. I'm scared. I don't want to confront them. I don't know what will happen. I know this is a lot, but I've been laying in bed for the past few months doing nothing and I'm tired of it. I set a doctors appointment earlier last week. My visit is in May so hopefully I can get medication. Though so far I have already come across roadblocks that if my mom hadn't noticed, I would have been denied coverage the day I walked into the office. The world is against me and I don't know how to fight back.",3.7089301332855698,4.695675518022657,4.833585277392199,85.4727675039926,71.88362512873326,7.8946909655368,28.49058941178227,8.229470617394643,1.8239406588158031,3732,140,778,55,69,1229,392,971,0.147,0.799,0.054000000000000006,-0.9984,16,0,1,0,1,0,113.0,0,0,3,9,44,33,13,6,55,0,89,14,4,9,9,106,168,62,1,11,13,2,1,1,0,4,5,3,7,1,28,44,1,3,13,0,4,44,22,25,0,3,52,6,118,8,132,106,14,168,0,2,2,6,43,71,8,10,50,534,146,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049580575605910164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050188981567263966,0.03637082556292739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034792540420796235,0.0,0.09020908371108588,0.0,0.0,0.11227999486679734,0.040487383320621455,0.0,0.0,0.08546105616818661,0.06994355997440944,0.0,0.0831736689932561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047729091872852236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715262841607873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962249049112426,0.07835503284712422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0363125644746207,0.0,0.0,0.058662458926705636,0.04688850951374119,0.0,0.0,0.04720169035264609,0.09503511002942244,0.0,0.04655132918097617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274306581924352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04699362550875005,0.050722899864805715,0.0,0.041139813497728425,0.07663874713522181,0.13037600911860592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054995331386655036,0.0,0.0,0.16818435589388406,0.23761740391451816,0.0,0.15508606481373746,0.0,0.07274999345440541,0.050142530573238066,0.0,0.0,0.04021835120581563,0.0,0.0,0.04490268424535434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030484692665433823,0.04805275911605172,0.13686227341926194,0.04517250554730717,0.04478923723458316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31592739773254,0.0,0.0,0.0473610541971189,0.1499697154974436,0.11121829652580886,0.0,0.04815739669537679,0.14824444009053506,0.0465070028003431,0.0,0.0222195276183308,0.0,0.1204806295834551,0.0,0.038192255902027454,0.0,0.0,0.03866598628261424,0.0,0.0,0.0910759764497601,0.09222039553122834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045816927476470815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065326761651801,0.14520874869091574,0.0,0.0,0.03372329434255845,0.21046469079056654,0.04392545434470948,0.0,0.042680469405455584,0.0,0.04363986972723447,0.1035599466679771,0.0,0.04843536289658211,0.061637673678485994,0.0,0.0,0.10672338763286147,0.0,0.0,0.08683277261577438,0.06306105370258737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674844926024796,0.0,0.05176688855887572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768038098411828,0.08652494579440609,0.036168004717801336,0.13660206745516826,0.04602880310758499,0.03624215595963938,0.04140383713718538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037622028690582655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707114266399093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965742246973388,0.0,0.10896261622746332,0.07604764908340388,0.05209788248166498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03419575687485064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030215294860816345,0.0,0.17873786467355934,0.07221304459485411,0.053040216215144265,0.05227326810781063,0.0,0.0,0.1010612572536004,0.03087834721717508,0.2473492055767852,0.044427945152809484,0.04734691659751495,0.0,0.11784192743053125,0.0,0.0,0.10730256318343606,0.036100389461027255,0.07296360033190773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077747431454668,0.0,0.043841682863935034,0.049321779000772115,0.13244169636973702,0.0,0.0,0.032308118822734364,0.04972590487768619,0.0,0.029288020232135274 socialanxiety,anywaysuhm,2018/03/11,"I want to live... ...Not just be alive. I've never posted on here before so this is a little bit awkward for me, but it's a Saturday, I've been alone with my thoughts and Vodka is speaking through me. I've lurked on this subreddit for over a year, never really finding any gratification in the posts I've read. Of course, I related to them. I've found insight in some posts. I've found hope. Sometimes the opposite. But in the real world, when I'm walking down the street with my heart thudding and rain drizzling against my face, I think about things. About life. About how I **want** to live life. I think about the small tastes I've gotten-- of fun, excitement, and content. When I revert back into my dull reality of procrastination, avoidance, a dysfunctional home, and a poor personal life I remember those moments. The thing is, I don't just want them to be ""moment."" *I want that to be my life.* I'm well aware I could make that happen with a lot of hard work and some dedication, but fuck, I want to walk into a building I've never visited and feel confident in myself. I want to sit on the edge of the sand, with my toes in the cool pacific waters, unafraid that I'm out in the open and alone. I want to go to the mountains-- breathe in the bitterness of the cold air. I want to go on peaceful nature walks and stumble across beautiful spots. I want to go to the gym, sign up for jiu-jitsu, dance classes; *anything*. I want to meet someone and be authentic with them. I want to show someone they're appreciated and loved and I **want to fucking love**. I want to *be* loved. I want to experience life in all of it's tragic beauty. *I want it*. That's a start I guess. Now I just have to take the steps in order to get it. /: ",0.7526199758031993,3.191878641618498,2.5880239279473045,90.83946699825249,87.72832369942196,5.7619572523188625,21.34130931576825,7.215322853602372,0.7504634493883588,1334,46,283,22,43,441,170,346,0.092,0.703,0.205,0.9894,0,3,1,0,0,0,76.0,0,0,3,1,15,15,3,2,23,1,12,16,4,2,4,66,52,18,0,17,7,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,13,20,2,1,9,5,1,9,5,7,1,0,5,8,35,8,60,41,5,52,0,2,0,5,10,26,2,5,12,176,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341901113976232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365004414343562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492233642390036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060663958927824974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713225586831427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613088148712611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298975690280444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717263447974125,0.0,0.0,0.03989074472126088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210690550507456,0.0,0.0,0.17300452338696812,0.0,0.1458708830660349,0.04121841220801668,0.0,0.1345103776470738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690969400449558,0.0,0.0697649478118386,0.0,0.07067276196711496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348875699821023,0.0,0.0,0.07913625725763812,0.07835869441565196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786228082512393,0.0,0.07907165753141407,0.13932818532205735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707213086124185,0.2136124313951095,0.0,0.0526617870816724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254177171633326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888645139750686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266734752612496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789144948734982,0.08979767122250898,0.05054096903309165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937055428905444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369181193520913,0.0,0.07802733796250784,0.0,0.05584097428144829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931782686842979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482620027343896,0.10110308384423942,0.0,0.06263234489291394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6979983169492586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093441228174477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057435149367895975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05080459893919097 socialanxiety,pastrypeasant92,2018/03/11,"Does anyone else feel as if their life is...fake? I don’t know...sometimes it feels as though everything around me is artificial, that I’m not really present in my own life. It feels like I’m waiting for someone to yell “CUT!” and for everything to stop. I have a hard time living outside of my own head and taking everything in as is, rather than filtering it through myself. It feels like I fake my emotions, that I’m never truly genuine and should feel bad about it. I feel like my love is fake, my sadness is just me being overdramatic, my pain is me being a wuss, and that any pleasure or thought that I have is egotistical, shallow, and pretentious. I feel like I live inside my own bubble, simulatenousy worrying about everything and being totally apathetic. I want love, but I want to be alone. I want to be nice, but I’m always, always angry. I want attention, but I feel arrogant and undeserving when I get it. Does anyone else ever feel this way?",4.288602484472051,5.850862456521742,5.504192546583855,79.00913043478263,71.17391304347827,8.9527950310559,28.360248447204967,9.424239791934726,2.5603661490683227,748,28,142,17,14,249,96,184,0.191,0.6809999999999999,0.128,-0.9077,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,0,8,14,1,0,2,0,15,6,1,0,3,37,38,17,0,7,8,0,10,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,11,8,0,2,11,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,11,25,8,17,31,4,10,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,2,10,93,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882871212269687,0.0,0.0,0.1748659748683499,0.0,0.0,0.07145637669368199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694541335667066,0.21532885375319488,0.0,0.09354134885214156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773541357183706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390824570421746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555771641257398,0.11819816592237188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504871222791557,0.0,0.0,0.3777479144501761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781735624291044,0.3002698565564396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548987132531908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941288974078689,0.0,0.10783994068199358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774790533103232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484388440659884,0.2053424463435216,0.0,0.18557090592139286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896732874181599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104232910614416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180998341695167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731540634033566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903191625492887,0.0,0.10392444112343556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784958533826455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900528413413711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323821633590602,0.08341988345641031,0.061271598227080365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479099826231173,0.08340571425746296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067114114959975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CitySlack,2018/03/11,"Feeling so alone in this world Hi guys. So the title pretty much speaks for itself. I’m feeling so alone and frustrated because I basically cannot find, make, or know how to get friends. I have been dealing with depression for about 4 years now and outside of listening to music, watching YouTube videos, and working, my social life is horrible! Just horrible. I live in a big city, but there is NOTHING that is interesting to do. I freaking tried meetup.com. All the meet ups that I JOINED and LIKED aren’t even active. I’m just so defeated right now. I know normally it isn’t appropriate to talk about suicide flippantly, but I swear- I’m finding it hard to live another day. Everyone else is going out hanging with their friends. (Oh did I mention I grew up and escaped from a cult that has over the years isolated me from the outside world?) I just don’t what to do! Everyone my age is doing drugs, going out to clubs with their friends, having a good time. Meanwhile I’m just wasting away my weekends trying to find things to get into. But I feel like meet up.com is a joke. They have groups for specific kind of people, but not the ONES I’M INTERESTED IN. Ughhhhh!! If any of you guys have any advice, I need it. If I was really suicidal, I would just go and off myself because what’s the use if everyone doesn’t like, are scared of you because of your race, height, flaws, and position. I am sick and tired of being an outcast. I think even if I did just say “fuck it” and tried to make friends, because I have dealt with loneliness for a long time, I’d just be a sarcastic douche because people (including my parents) jus don’t like me or my personality. Idk. I might just focus on getting money and forget about a social life because it’s frustrating. So any advice or suggestions would be much appreciated. Thanks guys.",4.123896103896101,5.899598272727275,5.1020616883116885,80.87443181818183,71.95454545454545,8.551298701298702,29.61688311688312,9.140100540675403,2.6057496753246747,1440,60,273,31,28,471,187,352,0.201,0.66,0.139,-0.9758,2,2,1,0,0,1,52.0,0,3,3,2,22,21,3,1,14,0,33,6,0,4,1,57,57,27,2,8,20,1,4,4,4,3,5,3,0,4,13,17,0,0,9,4,1,5,7,7,0,1,4,8,33,14,41,47,3,32,0,2,1,1,28,17,1,8,14,179,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203841571677814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233936239004864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795846414640025,0.09230424465984606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270449708146213,0.0,0.0,0.3219635596812544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567702925827071,0.0907522273209838,0.07581773962831936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208366076193673,0.0,0.07353547021036007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628233406585198,0.0,0.0,0.2523414230786523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352766438266225,0.06288668348813659,0.0,0.0,0.2413659294964801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27203853346474705,0.08137977223098758,0.1379718115105752,0.0,0.15008374071016767,0.07383307911367998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26148244513435565,0.0,0.0,0.07885512380445411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166683268954744,0.09675494666839203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435249693294564,0.17202266758278464,0.0,0.15545934525854593,0.07790134433518231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751774303150532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338299919081967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942031150229907,0.06527108892833135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624801298717844,0.08446451846765267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059649541339837964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774384147003867,0.0,0.0,0.12205402005881225,0.07686199749668089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895553574807431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056392509070976926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517478873353126,0.0,0.07000280068476904,0.08813063162503762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946538740179638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925750436033368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075296744879632,0.0,0.08104366303219368,0.0,0.0,0.05848139205567528,0.05640430606956695,0.0,0.0,0.10265879229324294,0.1011743721292848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929416919052002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760272790144483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408488487035761,0.0,0.0,0.12506406256547267,0.0,0.0,0.11337332312128072 socialanxiety,brwellz,2018/03/11,"Just started a job in sales and have no idea how I’ll succeed with my Social Anxiety holding me back. Any advice? I just took a job in advertising sales and I have no idea how I’m going to succeed because of my social anxiety holding me back. I took the job because I had been unemployed for 6 months and had no choice but to take it. It’s the type of company where there’s a lot of turnover so that’s another thing that scares me. I know it’ll involve me cold calling and giving presentations and I have no idea how I’ll be able to do it. How can I walk into different offices with my crippling SA holding me back. I had worked a job like this before and the same stuff came up. But I didn’t know why because at the time I didn’t know what social anxiety was. I’m 29 and thought I’d be established somewhere by now but because of my SA, I don’t think ill ever be successful. I guess the only reason I’m posting this is hoping there are others out there who have SA and work the same type of job who might have some advice on how to succeed. Thank you.",3.0692432735426003,3.960989049327356,4.555938901345289,87.2229666479821,73.30493273542602,7.548094170403588,27.390414798206287,7.8658589789855275,1.5005517937219728,830,30,181,11,16,278,111,223,0.086,0.792,0.122,0.9161,8,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,6,17,8,0,1,10,0,22,1,0,6,1,43,40,17,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,14,13,0,3,9,0,2,5,7,1,0,0,11,1,22,7,20,24,4,23,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,5,10,123,36,14,0.10065665333524436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672103336574706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844997593168442,0.1055472774372844,0.23100619287625876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321962597511704,0.0,0.2454374464475446,0.0,0.08565139827546704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278169714379733,0.11512439617710547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516477905874637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104970564388654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655903381279908,0.05720549572390575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108846517802105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997476856588693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34088732893661305,0.0,0.0,0.499430984294137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659547928224517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917575645565172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855746871496384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678080254966672,0.0,0.0,0.08034318037170365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655392062396718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640124982626096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349180397057088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077486968372827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078203462520818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124529730763746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522778617553532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568127643303428,0.0,0.0,0.09267112274321926,0.0,0.0,0.06687180784551855,0.06449671911969923,0.0,0.07991013929090081,0.058693704019144824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236664909880908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082697349415672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655848488602638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jacobe_chipotle,2018/03/11,"Help being passionate about things When I see advice for learning to talk to people, a lot of advice points to talking about what you’re passionate about, but I don’t really have anything like that. I mean, I do a lot of things like music and video games and other stuff, but I can’t seem to find anything I’m truly passionate about. When I’m in a conversation, I just don’t have anything to contribute because deep inside I don’t really feel passion about anything. I don’t even know what my own feelings are anymore. In most conversations I just sit there like a rock because I don’t have anything to say anymore. I’ve tried tons of things, but I feel like some part of me just isn’t there. Apologies for the slight for the self pity, and I’m sure how so describes things is super confusing, but I don’t know anything anymore, and thanks for sticking around this long.",8.379069767441859,6.615928883720933,7.819418604651165,77.29505813953492,62.48837209302327,10.693023255813957,36.03488372093023,9.188382445141503,3.031893023255815,696,25,136,9,8,219,87,172,0.029,0.715,0.256,0.9916,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,16,13,0,1,6,0,15,4,0,1,1,28,27,12,0,0,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,0,9,3,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,5,14,11,22,26,7,9,0,1,1,4,9,5,0,6,7,92,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22676995897617486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452172451823933,0.0,0.0,0.5729059487497513,0.103292945378263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146387579879882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663794163618139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600756696161365,0.08289317577900497,0.0,0.0,0.10605100746853148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777370222787364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275361389217526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22674920080024774,0.0,0.0,0.10268453464580064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729225657576704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263926989586579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565118474434256,0.0,0.08044187400324547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968760167522347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866594667602295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227318313391236,0.0,0.0,0.09246236058981888,0.10563103705651238,0.12104652362983385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328287061981821,0.0,0.0,0.10935864406548454,0.0,0.0,0.18652400929127375,0.0,0.10682653676226073,0.0,0.0,0.3083456173920511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877800862596589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,-thesilverdoe-,2018/03/11,"Found the courage to say how I really feel There’s a long story in all this, so I’ll make it short. A guy I was friends with in high school started messaging me on Facebook out of nowhere. He asked if I wanted to hang out some time. I don’t, and to be honest, I’m pretty sure he still has a crush on me from the way he kept messaging me. And I definitely don’t want to hang out if it gives him ideas again that we could work out. As someone who’s had moderate/severe social anxiety since middle school, I’d rather hide in a hole than be confrontational or in a situation where someone’s feelings could get hurt. But he’s terrible with hints. Ignoring his messages wasn’t working, so, somehow I found the courage to tell him that I wasn’t interested. It was so hard to do, I’m still worrying about it, and I’ll still be worrying about it a week from now, but it worked. It’s the crappiest feeling success I’ve ever had, but I’m proud of myself for being honest.",4.730683333333332,4.679195235000002,5.8370000000000015,82.89933333333336,69.15,9.466666666666667,30.16666666666667,9.2995712137729,2.3193666666666672,757,27,165,14,12,253,114,200,0.085,0.7490000000000001,0.165,0.9563,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,5,16,13,1,0,10,0,16,0,0,2,3,36,32,14,0,7,7,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,11,10,0,2,6,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,9,5,15,9,27,17,2,27,0,1,0,0,19,14,0,5,10,104,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470712479631343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795735620441154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856318475931927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238090560190582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762061890839614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001473689410318,0.1057473912728322,0.0,0.07151025726934851,0.13130062027034878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552534186697165,0.0,0.0,0.12261091874909455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461336208045905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652489379737133,0.15451244682244275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112789809844618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136348880856733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924858816843655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876840592490272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884654405278432,0.0,0.2770446522686281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462702033262146,0.0,0.11322238633775422,0.15385047899985513,0.0,0.13952432620335012,0.2319433319761101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687909415056974,0.0,0.3279197815817528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900075693229016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963264009706567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981148360099337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146195044005385,0.1086430579306572,0.1097909022040673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298934535872506,0.27800143345656914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,x1_7x,2018/03/12,Why do I have difficulty looking at my crush? Is it just me or is it normal to try to avoid your crush at all costs and refuse to make eye contact with them?,3.9705882352941204,3.5570566470588254,4.92235294117647,90.05058823529413,70.76470588235293,7.976470588235292,25.823529411764717,7.1686216300943375,0.795635294117647,122,3,30,1,2,40,28,34,0.27,0.73,0.0,-0.8105,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,9,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,6,6,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563643151271232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627596278824188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324693325405179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689694532884492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903825207947761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheKiraOfJustice,2018/03/12,"DPS took forever, but I did it! I'm so tired right now, but I made it! Sitting next to absolute strangers for hours and trying not to bump elbows or make eye contact was really hard, but I persevered!",3.605666666666668,4.911568900000006,4.949999999999998,83.32166666666669,72.5,9.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.6188333333333333,156,6,32,4,3,52,33,40,0.191,0.809,0.0,-0.8413,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,2,0,8,6,6,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,3,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090755282728201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397811123177387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264719459940985,0.2303075358740379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669390679483279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103249213030202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946503209890517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965566345577569,0.0,0.0,0.3833365839878995,0.2342500076309403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mynameisnotbecky1,2018/03/12,"Have a class presentation tomorrow, I have to skip or else😥 I can't, I feel like there are some setbacks that can't be solved. Certain situations make me so anxious I think about life and it's purpose. Tomorrow for first period I have a class presentation, but I feel extremly anxious rn. Not even shy, but depressed and scared. I had some bad memories with class pressentations in this school. What is the point of talking if I am told my voice is too deep? Ppl sometimes laugh or make remarks about it. And if I can't get up and complete a 5 minute presentation without a considerable amount of laughter, then what the fuck is the point. I am told to speak up or some other issue. Class Presentations drive my heart towards a sad place. I remember last years presentation and how some boys picked me apart for it. I am lost at words. It lowkey feels like I am gonna crack under pressure. The problem with skipping 1st period is that teacher records your daily attendance. And I skipped some 2nd period. It is not that I want to be a delinquint child, but stress and anxiety control you. When I skip, I am typically in a quiet depressing mood. I do not know what to do. 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I'm one of the few family members that grew up out of state from the blood-related 30ish, so I'm already much more distant from the rest of them. It was crazy overwhelming already, and I was staying with family there, so there was no time for me to recharge at all over the weekend. There were a lot of times when I was standing on my own having no idea how to jump into a conversation or knowing who I could talk to. There were so many pictures and new marriages and kids. Overall I made it out, and I think I managed better than some other family there, but I just wish I felt calmer about it and didn't have residual anxiety from it still. 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I am just a trainee learning the trade and enjoy the job itself. I also go to university to study a degree in the field at the same time. The degree is mostly online so this is not much of an outlet for a social life. However, I have noticed a decline in my mental health in the past few months, consisting of increases in general, but most importantly, social anxiety. At home I've become afraid to use the phone to anyone other than the closest family and my girlfriend. I've stopped socialising and have become afraid of leaving my room in my shared house in case of even the smallest of small talk. At work I've had to keep myself to myself. I'm left wondering if this might have something to do with how I'm treated at work. My boss was at first helpful, kind and took time to make sure I knew what I was doing and could complete the tasks he set. I have since begin to do much more complex tasks outside of my knowledge and ability and therefore need regular help. When I ask for help I am demeaned, belittled and made to feel small and stupid. It's made out to be my fault I don't know the most specific facts of the industry despite my lack of experience. It's got to the point whereby I am afraid to ask as I will be embarrassed and shouted at. This morning the first hour of office time was devoted to telling me how little I have learnt in the time and how bad last week's work was (it was my first time doing this kind of work). The abuse has gradually gotten worse and now I am afraid to ask what I do not know and make small mistakes as a result, which in turn, gets me told off even more. I can take criticism and advice most of the time without feeing anxious or having panic attack but this morning left me in tears and I fought the urge to walk out and quit. Has anyone else has a similar experience or notice particular interactions with certain people have caused an increase in their social anxiety? I'm seeing a doctor on Wednesday to seek help. 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Haven't posted on here in a while because I got a job and have been doing so much better this last year. I'm like a whole new person. The anxiety has been appearing again though recently as I just moved to a new city and am living with four new housemates that I don't know. I find myself staying with my boyfriend a lot to avoid being home and having to be social with them. I'm afraid to shower and do laundry. I'm currently in my boyfriends house afraid to go home because I have it in my head that they'll think it's weird that I haven't been home in two days. Even though we're all adults and nobody will care, right? One thing I'm worried about is that we have a chore rota and I'm not home often between working and staying with my boyfriend and I feel like I haven't been pulling my weight. Does anyone have any advice for how to feel comfortable in my home and how to pull it together and enough to do what is expected of me? I just don't want them to think I'm unfriendly or unwilling to do chores. I want to nip it in the bud now so it doesn't become more difficult in the future. I'm just feeling very anxious and any advice from people who've been through something similar would be great right now. Even some reassurance that my housemates don't care if I run around the city for days and don't come home would be lovely haha. Thanks in advance! 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I wouldn't wish this on anyone, this is the ultimate death sentence. I am not even able to get a job like this. 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Just a means to practice and get used to that terrifying feeling of meeting new people. 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Hi, I have very bad social anxiety and anxiety in general, that is been giving me depression for years. Not for sure what to do anymore. I would like to talk to people as though I'm trying to become friends with them. Just know I am really bad at conversations. 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Towards the end of last year, I found a way to help cope with the overbearing thoughts and stress clouding my common sense. Basically sit criss-cross, rest the back of your hands upon your knees and form your fingers into ""OK"" signs (a very cliché 'yoga' position). But now imagine all of the negative karma and energy that overthinking and stress have wrought upon your mind and body evaporate into giant clouds inside your body. The poisonous mists float from your cranial space, travel through your body and gather around your fingers. Imagine the clouds of cortisol forming a vortex around the circle made with your index finger and thumb, similar to what you see on hurricane forecasts. When you feel enough negative energy has been gathered, simply do a strong flicking motion to obliterate the harmful thoughts. I would usually do half an hour (I did an hour at the most) of gathering the thoughts before obliterating them.",10.634974160206717,10.751242523255815,8.877286821705425,65.45582687338502,56.906976744186046,11.830490956072351,40.62273901808785,11.20814326018867,4.87305219638243,822,37,119,18,9,248,113,172,0.11,0.835,0.055,-0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,11,1,1,5,7,1,2,16,1,7,9,8,1,1,29,15,10,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,14,0,0,8,2,0,2,2,5,0,1,8,6,18,2,23,6,6,25,1,0,1,0,16,11,0,1,10,87,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26476808792443485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434934242601585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654184543494665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955521616039411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171353302684286,0.1536578972275963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519259389561556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305359752042295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967764184799713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929001513455293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121906175132235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071365200299976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015540579590494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850316751398285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406951894210638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722387117283329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378381703579228,0.1227018947585807,0.0,0.11803962502628945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563980854714716,0.0,0.0,0.09576480967596884 socialanxiety,pennypupper,2018/03/12,"I want to quit my job... I’m a college freshman, I absolutely hate college. Last (my first) semester was miserable for me. I was super lonely, trapped with just my thoughts. It was terrible. Well, I thought I’d get a job this semester to keep my mind busy and such. Honestly; this job made it so much worse. It’s a good job that pays well. But, it’s really getting in my way and stressing me out even more. For example; I’m a HUGE family person and what got me through last semester was that I got to go home every few weekends to see them. With this job I’m not able to go home. I can’t even go home for Easter, which is a huge holiday for my family. Everyone is coming home for Easter this year, my brother who’s also in college, my other brother who lives so far away I haven’t seen him in ages, and my sister and her kids. I know I’m going to feel SO depressed when it’s Easter Day and I know my entire family is together having fun and I’m stuck in my dorm room because my work is making me come in that day. I already feel depressed about it. Also, my work scheduled me every single day during midterms, leaving me with no time to study. This job is just making it super stressful for me, it’s making this semester worse than last. They’ve been scheduling me so much I never have time to do homework or study or anything. I really want to quit but having the extra money is nice and I don’t want my parents to be mad/dissapointed in me. I know there’s only two months left of college but I don’t know if I can handle it. It’s so stressful. I just want to be able to go home for Easter and be with my family and also not work myself to the point of failing classes. Ugh this is so stressful I don’t know what to do",1.6806804016620482,3.3856988504155154,3.8130115997229934,87.81832626385044,78.50138504155125,6.728566481994458,23.192607340720226,7.6454224807358475,1.0375130886426596,1339,43,286,20,32,459,154,361,0.124,0.797,0.079,-0.963,7,3,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,9,20,20,1,5,7,0,26,0,0,4,1,48,64,26,0,5,11,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,26,17,0,1,9,2,2,7,9,12,2,2,12,4,46,8,38,49,6,39,0,5,2,0,11,14,0,3,17,190,72,19,0.14154730005637367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781004827043988,0.16979298707317658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824068366740213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649417392757599,0.0,0.0,0.04314296015991271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219304655440736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692944793059011,0.0,0.12191448212726408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349065672285402,0.0,0.1192597051824872,0.06762725554007366,0.0,0.0,0.26687639421209514,0.0,0.0715705679289991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020003055923984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395262213009138,0.0,0.20111148145211752,0.059361579810560915,0.11320830644702512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987432708881236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35495870754487585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213915625977571,0.0629068719978433,0.0,0.0,0.19447673582321665,0.17306991241863046,0.0,0.07493907647150494,0.07689577783653016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062494429608265324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696773889193805,0.14172588288064136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146121122873562,0.0,0.05649085223249181,0.0,0.10405355218251937,0.0,0.054585001958865086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382655002924844,0.0,0.0,0.07858576285950211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061796821337672975,0.0,0.0,0.06690397534196109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505529770115102,0.0,0.0,0.09067882494187716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639743597710632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242839079523398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237274525791577,0.08253736895610556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913557226397675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697652987467188,0.056176829150126166,0.0,0.0,0.1272680218980322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457218039187096,0.0,0.14424879148159864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04557591021288899 socialanxiety,_shilxh_,2018/03/12,i left the house today without my beanie and in a tank top! i never leave the house without my beanie on because it’s become my comfort item and i feel incredibly venerable without it on. i wear it most of the day even when i’m home all day and don’t take it off till i go to bed. i also wore a tank top for the first time in who knows how long and felt really good about myself because i got to show my tattoo and was able to overcome my dislike of my skinny/boney frame. it felt really good to be able to lead my head and arms breathe and i even sat in a coffee shop and drew for a few hours (which is something i’ve wanted to do for a very long time) for the first time! i’m feeling really proud of myself right now looking back in today and the anxieties i got past. ,7.507986230636835,4.274854686746991,8.017607573149743,79.8180120481928,65.3855421686747,10.931497418244406,32.75043029259897,8.418075326091056,2.242980378657487,602,15,138,6,7,202,91,166,0.026,0.8540000000000001,0.12,0.9171,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,6,8,4,0,0,11,0,5,4,4,2,2,23,20,13,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,9,0,0,5,2,1,2,5,0,0,2,7,5,18,4,25,12,4,31,0,0,1,0,1,11,0,1,18,89,25,1,0.2516567428197898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062490315595447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625835972117176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675425069236687,0.0,0.1534076146295057,0.13896755038916098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229778007587256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662169052012032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724521060875865,0.0,0.24162993815429465,0.0,0.0,0.21405909688360653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151116318820032,0.21107773610394745,0.20127288651395306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291362105525828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621611594242982,0.0,0.12391559964349218,0.29037809313297475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915198223068003,0.0,0.0,0.13323407714051194,0.13671289370569667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270829821964866,0.10566414129917877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704659710435284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011741828774222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418266302343134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745674166950936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968688277293645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460727576620502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201146057622044,0.0,0.2385411667425767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382158422626077,0.07421683355824475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36388217952970137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rosshua,2018/03/12,"Picking up food Today I told my girlfriend that I would go in and pick up the food from chipotle. All you have to do is go in and walk to the register and say ""I have a pickup for(name)"" and I had to go back out and have my girlfriend do it. I'm a guy I should be able to do the simplest stuff for her but I could not make myself do it. 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For me, in certain situations (mostly social, also at work) the anxiety gets so bad I can barely think. Once it happens I'm only thinking about the anxiety and I can feel the pressure in my mind spike up to the top (amigdela). It's really hard to think about anything else. If I try to remember things I can typically remember when not anxious, the thoughts simply aren't there. Also, random thoughts don't pop into my mind like they do when I'm not anxious. When I get home my mind is locked into that mode and I have to wait until my mind calms down (the next day) before I return to normal. I go through this cycle so often, it consumes so much of my life. When I'm locked into that anxiety, I'm really terrified. My Dad was an extremely terrifying person and I think he enjoyed keeping me terrified. My Mom just hid in her room the whole time. Does anyone have any suggestions?",4.508888888888887,5.962494148148147,5.782936507936507,77.64678571428574,70.48148148148148,8.997883597883598,29.9021164021164,9.424239791934726,2.8278084656084657,770,31,140,17,14,258,111,189,0.177,0.747,0.077,-0.9598,0,0,0,0,2,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,14,8,2,1,8,0,11,1,0,0,1,32,28,16,0,2,6,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,7,6,0,2,9,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,2,20,4,21,25,3,21,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,6,10,90,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770580294558485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528172189920658,0.0,0.4234368172376808,0.25012537962802184,0.0,0.1548119881603084,0.11342813360529808,0.09109899821599317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243224063179932,0.0,0.0,0.09419995635480156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139416840172186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687679426726366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495602206205508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597467809028156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567532122340075,0.0,0.06291497055442935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789414870642016,0.0,0.09916799318995803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104396661978358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839776353986712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819268408975648,0.05408381188288877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471132098253875,0.1296538188405273,0.0,0.0,0.0813793191266114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177337176928133,0.0,0.10846527089057473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789490309492852,0.0,0.0841944921713227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666144286602313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183813773175272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508094567817702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443462139738745,0.0,0.11284759605367108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354604253108646,0.2837356189592426,0.0,0.1757713659104399,0.06455171156836476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515995618063802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235957584647547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059298013611005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ArtemisFowl11,2018/03/12,"“You failed him” I don’t know where else to post this or how to even talk about it but I have horrible social anxiety and because of it i have very few friends. I have two friends in particular that I’m extremely close to and love with my entire heart but every time we talk or disagree or anything really my head just screams at me “you’re being a bad friend” “he doesn’t want to hang out with you” “you failed him” and I just feel awful. Something happened tonight in particular that’s just sent me crashing. I don’t know how to not listen to my head and therapy didn’t work for me at all and I just I don’t want to talk to them about this because it’s not their problem. One of them knows I get very anxious around his parents and in social situations but I can’t seem to tell them how it’s gotten worse and even just texting them sometimes sends me spiraling. It’s not that I don’t trust them, but what if I tell them this and they realize how much work I am? And they leave? I don’t know how I would be able to live with myself. I guess this is me asking for advice/just needing to rant because my hands are shaking and I’m crying and I’m scared. Is this a weird first post? Jeez I’m sorry ",0.9349893584676179,3.0046926798418987,2.383656126482215,95.3045142900578,82.67588932806323,5.47333536029188,20.797962906658558,6.67199483983844,0.17336801459410145,940,28,215,10,26,304,125,253,0.209,0.6990000000000001,0.091,-0.9841,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,3,9,5,16,13,0,2,2,1,18,5,4,5,1,53,39,24,0,6,16,1,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,14,18,0,0,7,0,0,4,11,8,0,3,3,4,42,5,27,33,3,18,0,2,0,1,33,9,1,6,3,144,56,4,0.11744932394611947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984841134584501,0.13268430543818033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665078627669907,0.10455479901472656,0.10979926339631063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806527963347113,0.21478805325702646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901256735943367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811383938890464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514834155091328,0.0,0.0989561209724108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938590714448784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990233494955428,0.0,0.0,0.27222316900538096,0.0,0.06136242421976852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938367168051426,0.0,0.10386004928320457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410737809989948,0.0,0.0,0.13917801437259836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581883075024446,0.0,0.0,0.1243618757153183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370990481578754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060026003891334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633876699281394,0.0870871855110676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795867015182853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041357505176918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496797269715887,0.0,0.0,0.11238314113876773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524104438170404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758726247028807,0.0,0.0,0.10692145343243294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201796104920807,0.0,0.23944959004187724,0.0,0.09041822762852904,0.1161603845541492,0.1314749024399027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28320395305971385,0.20531177183482435,0.0,0.1343135377424656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848564529542593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473092344111485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938159850876133,0.13854930854095204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100901329494395,0.0,0.11969089507755433,0.08343262994559575,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dizzie_dreamer,2018/03/12,"My anxiety be like A dude asked me out and I got rlly nervous and the first thing that came out of my mouth was a meow. I ran away, and when he asked me again later I said yes cause I was to scared off him hating me to say no.",-1.5174358974358988,0.2340170000000015,1.1784615384615411,102.04987179487179,90.53846153846152,4.235897435897436,12.512820512820511,5.46131890053228,-1.447664102564103,172,2,46,1,6,59,39,52,0.21600000000000005,0.691,0.092,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,2,3,1,3,1,1,1,0,7,10,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,6,2,10,1,7,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311819385095496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208822359944625,0.0,0.2617415358993513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186291641270721,0.0,0.28618545688536795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236965850225094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281137019825664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750468591741495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610347324363906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649999101493262,0.2215434615416404,0.2789140578244054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18508073827119095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cherryxcola,2018/03/12,"Excessive sweating I have had pretty extreme social anxiety since 5th grade (I am currently at the end of my junior year of high school) and I have had the unfortunate problem of excessive anxiety induced sweating all the while. I mostly sweat on my thighs, armpits, feet, and palms. Being a teenage girl with social anxiety it's no secret that my confidence is basically non existent and not being able to wear anything but black shirts and thick sweaters doesn't do much to help that. I know it's vain, but I want ne be able to wear cute clothes and hold boys hands and do all the things my sweat free peers get to enjoy. Summer is steadily approaching where I live and soon I will be DRENCHED thanks to my thick clothes and naturally heavy sweating, and I am absolutely dreading it. I have tried lemon, baking soda, apple cider vinegar, and strong anti persperants that leave itchy rashes on my arm pits. So far nothing has worked. Prom is coming up and dammit I just want to feel pretty for one night. Hell, I'll even take just a few hours at this point. If anyone has any tips at all please share them. I am beyond desperate at this point. 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Any time I think I might want to introduce myself to a girl, I get so nervous and my heart starts pounding. I think my thought process is, if I find them attractive then they must already have a boyfriend and *'since they do'* then it's not worth talking to them. Also I am terrified as coming off as creepy because of how self conscience I am. And since I know some people will say to just become friends with girls, I struggle with that to. Even girls I know have boyfriend's or who are pretty but I would never date, make me feel flustered around them as if I'm not good enough for them to be talking to me. Any advice you guys have for learning to become more self confident would be appreciated. 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For me, the brightness enhances my general social anxiety paired with the increased number of people outside. I am determined to get outside more this spring/summer. Do any of you have tips for handling this weather transition? Yes, i am already in therapy and no I am not interested in medication :)",4.966857142857143,7.951791114285713,6.009999999999998,69.785,73.57142857142857,8.571428571428571,38.57142857142857,9.23628265651192,4.612,318,20,45,8,7,105,53,70,0.146,0.672,0.182,0.4295,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,6,1,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,11,8,2,8,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596020818892033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160057681745512,0.0,0.4985743714589842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025193672489694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28774632646853976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32827648602959525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22591498661100945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321801328008712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23065017575258964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726570489967773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,djdarkorochi,2018/03/12,"Feelings of anxiety around long time friends, etc. As I’ve made my way through my 20’s I’ve felt like I’ve been getting more and more nervous or anxious around even people I’ve known for a while or have an established relationship with. Things like silence or dead air, not knowing the next thing to do or having any interesting ideas or ideas at all just makes me tense now. Sometimes it gets so bad all I can think about is how I can emulate natural responses or I just think about how I can escape to solitude. Never had this problem in high school or early twenties. Alcohol either makes it easier or way harder and scarier. 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Background info. I was supposed to tutor a girl at an after school program from 5 30 to 6 30. She kept cancelling because she was sick. Today she finally decides to come in. I feel like I sent way too much and was too confusing and my boss is gonna think it's weird/dumb. Texts: https://imgur.com/gallery/MxhdF",3.3753781512605063,6.056344941176473,3.642689075630255,86.24852941176474,77.52941176470588,6.238655462184874,25.890756302521005,7.447530270364453,1.4368756302521004,288,11,53,4,7,89,54,68,0.11,0.85,0.039,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,12,11,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,8,1,8,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,29,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333884265728049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298007299353393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935859544170989,0.27351587476934075,0.0,0.4194053578643929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704647706909566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28144678451797944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874756301244711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24532177974190025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629073283835758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30389712983532463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Caption_Bots_Dad,2018/03/13,People really aren’t that scary Took me awhile but realized I was just surrounded by dicks. Surround yourself with people who support you :),6.942499999999999,9.662881583333338,6.298333333333333,71.28,66.5,9.8,32.83333333333333,10.125756701596842,4.072233333333333,114,5,16,3,2,35,23,24,0.075,0.672,0.254,0.7444,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6292706673467077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29074136025466235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150119615064451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042326528097734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Adrone93,2018/03/13,"Disability Tax Credit for Anxiety & or Depression? Does anybody have any experience dealing with the Disability Tax Credit? Specifically for Anxiety (Social or otherwise) and Depression. Were you eligible for the credit with these conditions? How much did you receive? Were you in school or working at the time? Let me know, please!",6.064365079365082,9.871948981481488,6.8667195767195786,59.57166666666666,77.7037037037037,11.233862433862434,35.492063492063494,10.290406445055957,5.839828571428572,271,15,35,11,7,89,38,54,0.177,0.675,0.14800000000000002,-0.4501,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,3,7,2,1,4,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,3,1,26,5,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729591299585299,0.0,0.17131669599867366,0.0,0.3854417495416945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25972218357438914,0.43396287829485614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204600518440822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24642963433983026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384506295997427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25760896313553083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519284261402727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765364763653427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25496014640674697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568043984593245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689868493919458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340339101290706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sattheer,2018/03/13,"My trip coordinator just told me that people are talking about me behind my back In a moment of either bravery or insanity I decided to sign up for a service/volunteer trip with a group of students from my university. Last night I guess I broke a rule and went out on the town by myself instead of with a “buddy” (keep in mind we’re all adults here) and this morning the trip coordinator demanded that I stay in the van with her when she dropped everyone off at the work site and she basically laid the hell into me for going out on my own. She said that she overheard other students complaining about me going out on my own and saying that I was a liar (I asked her where the hell “liar” came from and she doesn’t know) and that people in the group are mad at me and that I’m a “problem for the group” (her actual words) And then she dropped me off at the volunteer site and told me to get to work. Needless to say, I was not in a state to do construction work and I just sobbed in the bathroom for an hour. It’s only the second day of the six-day trip, but now I can’t stand to look at anyone in the group without obsessing over what they’re saying about me behind my back. I have so many mandatory group events to attend every day and this might be the most socially anxious I’ve ever been. I don’t know why I’m posting this. I just love this forum a lot and am in a really bad state.",8.346979166666664,5.158746961805559,8.683888888888893,75.55000000000003,63.756944444444436,11.961111111111116,34.763888888888886,9.928628108626363,2.9964805555555545,1087,31,236,17,12,364,146,288,0.11,0.847,0.044,-0.9285,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,15,12,5,1,25,0,13,1,0,0,2,42,30,17,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,13,20,0,1,3,0,0,9,5,11,0,1,8,5,36,1,50,20,6,56,2,2,1,1,26,27,3,5,13,172,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.13527473475722013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660300830818874,0.0,0.0969274813460789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959253094102227,0.0,0.0,0.2131829857068569,0.11574328817917764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854623927427866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681984906289414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539121937856507,0.11679471949309625,0.13245892782989552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242409113997471,0.0,0.1575637573619649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270737668795245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651440282271368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321329250200302,0.0,0.0,0.15236566800932194,0.1129951469788751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640727390846944,0.0,0.0,0.11785117034425975,0.12511145198829424,0.0,0.0,0.1405405963723291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705566529004502,0.1399683507069863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300870287779773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542801195638632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922055971279796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327612228930273,0.0,0.0,0.13264219854287654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888045791061149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318609339396238,0.3307125017208853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130731594397816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477522355442919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141883200995437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26491785565979104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850365907294228,0.12508447861919714,0.0,0.0,0.13362632463612642,0.0,0.3027546382523825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ParanoiaFearAnxiety,2018/03/13,"Fear of taking test I'm 16 years old and switched to an online school, because I couldn't sit in a classroom without having extreme social anxiety. Now apparently, I have to take a test which is being held somewhere in another location. I haven't left my house in months, and there is good reason why. I live in a town that I'm terrified to go anywhere in, because of crippling social anxiety and I'm afraid to see anyone I know. My social anxiety started in middle school where I was singled out and humiliated constantly. Then in high school, I thought I was a different person, but then social anxiety came back even stronger. I can't even sit in a classroom now. How am I going to sit in a room and take a test without having full-blown anxiety? In almost any social situation, especially school, my heart beats incredibly fast, and I get really shaky and tense and can't focus. If sitting in a classroom is absolutely terrifying to me, then how am I going to take a test with a hundreds of people around me? I can't even leave my house.",5.6222505712109685,6.3675234108910965,6.8264356435643565,73.79613480578828,67.36633663366337,9.77974105102818,32.865194211728856,9.851270322608157,3.266347600913937,827,35,150,18,13,280,105,202,0.141,0.825,0.035,-0.9518,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,3,11,0,16,1,1,3,0,25,33,15,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,12,0,1,3,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,5,1,19,1,26,26,1,39,0,0,1,0,6,19,0,3,12,98,21,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962384904122625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535687910176817,0.1007778389560586,0.3676125913869709,0.0,0.0,0.06720109568724066,0.0,0.0,0.08555668382338066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390128177491169,0.0,0.11717334663878043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992218974803646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385883291353604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004126247986762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043570064044196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814845693361368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021257347419733,0.0,0.1638615332041368,0.08061100747824249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388869265737996,0.0,0.10154360152089978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221791943282286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281855926280602,0.0,0.0,0.10176471841105453,0.10442185234974184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486531100717304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767126570131399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084940019644817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662933228452812,0.08391798268981583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156938089278618,0.09881524760328786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38906656160597175,0.07658580091386659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802965582577967,0.0,0.4898510890916992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802588634000424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289045655124139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629918406185096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672271165970337,0.0,0.0,0.1852897713527534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189053678698224 socialanxiety,CatKowska,2018/03/13,"Overthinking Friendships? I bet I'm not the only one but even though I know I have friends and they care about me I still randomly feel down and start thinking they truly don't really care and there's reasons to it : - They actually never start conversations, this is something I've noticed for a long time and the feeling of not being someone they can trust or something so that they can talk to me, *hurts*; yet I've asked about them if they even think I'm their friend and they all always say I am. I've tried simply not talking for some time and literally no messages but when I talk to them, it's as if nothing ever happened. As if I were pretty much invisible. - I tend to make friendships based on different likings, I don't have the liking for many stuff my friends like but I've focused more on talking about personal stuff and real life things which still doesn't seem to help bonding but I still feel I'm having much more stronger friendships than if I tried to base them around stuff in common. - They all mostly like to talk in person but I'm someone who almost literally only lives online and that might me a problem. Though, they've gotten used to it. - My mother doesn't seem to have close friends and my grandmother neither. (they're the only adults in my house) I kinda feel like that might even be destiny for me. And these thoughts of they not seeming like true friends really gets me depressed and makes me want to become someone with a stone heart, someone who is just too cold to care but I still feel there might be hope. Thanks for reading. 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Why not have a April 12th resolution you know. But this year I read about unusual resolutions in a magazine and one of them was to stop complaining. My anxiety often prompts me to dig myself into a negative spiral over every little thing I do, so I had little faith this would actually work. But to be honest I feel like a brick has been removed from my head. I catch myself complaining all the time, but when I do I remind myself of my new years resolution. Im not saying it has cured my social anxiety, by far! But it has made me more aware of the thought habits I have and how they affect my anxiety and wellbeing. 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I realised that I have an issue with bumping into acquaintances or walking down a long hallway with an acquaintance walking the opposite way. For some reason, I can't bring myself to say hi. I was always a shy person and the thought of saying hi just makes me so god damn anxious. I will think for about 50 times whether I wanna say hi and then make sort of a 😐 face in acknowledging the other person. Oftentimes I will pretend to use my phone or cough to avoid making eye contact. I feel like a complete mess when I have my meals alone (sometimes by choice, sometimes by circumstance) and these acquaintances walk by. I always feel as if I am being judged. In a small campus space, this problem is affecting me a lot and it has caused me distress for two whole years already. Is there anything I can do about the situation? 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This is my first time using a website like this I am just seeking some help and advice from others who struggle with social anxiety. I've had social anxiety pretty much my whole life but it's never been this bad. I barely have friends because I never go anywhere and can't without getting to anxious or having anxiety attacks. I can't hold a job because I don't have the right social skills. I also have bipolar disorder so I go from manic to depressed. When I'm manic I feel like more myself and I talk constantly. When I'm depressed (like now) I can go months with being withdrawn and isolated from others. Been in and out of therapy and on and off medication since I was 11. What are some things that can help me fully over come this? Coping mechanisms or certain habits to pick up to break this? Please help!",2.632218782249744,5.017870157894741,3.9282628138974895,84.8147678018576,78.41520467836256,6.128792569659443,25.263501891984863,7.285733465282438,1.3878294461644307,691,26,126,9,17,226,110,171,0.183,0.662,0.155,-0.7623,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,7,11,1,1,3,0,17,3,0,2,3,25,26,14,0,0,5,0,1,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,12,11,0,1,1,0,0,4,8,5,0,1,4,1,15,6,19,21,5,24,0,2,0,0,11,9,0,4,13,93,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287254095949995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055494309441564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28857430657466765,0.14205141326977566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304841319842604,0.0,0.0,0.10498838968653056,0.15330095707433394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831464157270404,0.0,0.13588123018583206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166008860084808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410995188621986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357837131018151,0.08982931585959249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695513551259173,0.0,0.0,0.1942941970631594,0.0,0.06569442447086432,0.0,0.21438433388184894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25284440114672424,0.0,0.12612836343821285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495568593726585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881450813848267,0.18429194009196026,0.12602540358100514,0.11103150821421352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667071653862882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003651775525652,0.0,0.0924340209702746,0.0,0.1939582497626965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802573627898834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792368825705372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073820317316691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401416232723867,0.0,0.0,0.384531002668188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004168359721385,0.0,0.0,0.13145167792086762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106576318594344,0.0,0.0,0.14379566441239722,0.0,0.08353665907455506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332052325842309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859975565133133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038521153014025,0.0,0.12120972942775228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DogMakeAMove,2018/03/13,"Iv'e always felt this way. Every time I'm in a damn social encounter I manage to do it wrong. I know I probably don't do it wrong but I always feel like I do anyway and it fucks me up. How nice would it be for one god damn day to be able to muster up any kind of social skills to participate in anything correctly. I'm so close to just shutting myself off from people as best as I can to preserve my mental state. Social anxiety blends horribly with my depression. I often get suicidal thoughts after a day of self classified bad social encounters. I met a wonderful girl and we hit it off and I feel like I'm loosing her for example. I think I'm boring and can't keep conversation. I went with a friend to another friends house with others I didn't know hoping to make some new friends and while maybe I met some acquaintances I feel like I fell behind and I just wasn't able to keep up socially. Who knows if this is factual I feel like anxiety mixes everything up and I'm just a failure at socializing. Every time I go into a mental state like this I just have to hold my breath and hope to submerge in a month or two. My parents constantly feed my insecurity and depression which leads to this social anxiety as they always harp on how I look and what's wrong with me and how much I'm failing to manage myself. I'm 17 in high school for gods sake. I know most of what they say is just a projection of their own insecurities because all of my friends and strangers even at times say I look nice/ have a nice style/ cute etc (If only I could actually pursue people with ought feeling like I do it all wrong and slowly fall into depression.) But no matter how many times I tell myself these things they just stick into my mind. God just one day give me the fucking strength to do something socially at least somewhat well... :(((",3.975288121909376,5.253494065395099,5.112201029367244,82.62053486729238,71.56130790190736,8.48880815420325,26.671611666162075,8.94667605116694,1.9774907457866584,1450,48,291,28,27,479,185,367,0.182,0.644,0.174,-0.5512,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,4,5,16,36,4,2,10,0,19,4,1,6,4,73,55,27,1,7,12,1,6,6,4,2,0,2,0,2,17,23,1,3,13,0,0,5,5,16,1,3,7,10,44,20,50,42,11,40,0,4,2,2,29,20,4,11,18,190,61,6,0.13455196858638285,0.0,0.06565165599274915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679370248960114,0.0,0.0,0.0457499763111725,0.07054473543254153,0.15439783152547432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536240278793569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617263676507358,0.041010815592019134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706019949173143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270143878965832,0.0,0.0537143991614482,0.0,0.0,0.1301623327973743,0.0,0.17383412007378088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503050609021465,0.04443515313073372,0.0,0.11336583671284756,0.0,0.060463316702211126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008379537894694,0.2403098831071661,0.06459549520464829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20790903431850025,0.12439112681657435,0.03514892507934008,0.06453725438814123,0.03823449224948712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108077111360453,0.0,0.13364046462687268,0.0,0.0776274532277887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195959719690928,0.0,0.07005758493397067,0.14789248619420456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720588610655695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298976583333732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044907241922284805,0.0682072886900227,0.0675877687293978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355967373743183,0.0,0.06792956590881116,0.0,0.053699048812496035,0.0,0.049455589329460564,0.0,0.0,0.06497556485355717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117589614644997,0.05116641762693009,0.0,0.0,0.07470201898162263,0.0,0.0,0.09328139334498713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725348897497068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700112594046776,0.0,0.06808688779809327,0.0,0.0,0.07018352396478388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.548635149779445,0.0,0.05179233951611099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358900748265004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058802175581289536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469517458809817,0.043107734249892435,0.0,0.05340961672842537,0.15691666984197675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571886107159505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340054489262591,0.0,0.0,0.060489189400487024,0.06236551144903309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295793516461299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047790928999596034,0.2942229106546339,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,suspendedfromthesky,2018/03/13,"Terrified of taking the next step I've got extremely bad SA and it took everything I have to get the shitty, part-time retail job that I have now. I've been working here for almost two years now and I'm 22, I feel like I need to move on to something else but I have no idea what to do next. Has anyone here found a way to break out of the retail trap? I know the key to defeating SA is to get out of your comfort zone but I have no idea what to do next for a real ""adult job""...",0.7217190775681352,1.98919549056604,2.807106918238997,95.9145178197065,79.94339622641509,6.220545073375264,18.381551362683442,6.937597516519254,-0.15717064989517834,366,7,92,4,9,124,64,106,0.177,0.777,0.046,-0.9208,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,14,19,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,2,3,2,2,0,1,4,1,8,2,16,15,0,14,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,7,54,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638539978849354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618304821956818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387367941977043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880549358673422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493340389362136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401557012372696,0.11870485245600206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218604049516413,0.0,0.0,0.1736236525765142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289346003686833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751491941191184,0.0,0.0,0.3297766423771701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131727920447973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117746175291032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766019554218678,0.0,0.12320565421997172,0.0,0.0,0.530139649867768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799352625331166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912664068467694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791821004443296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249317624344952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461005306514888,0.0,0.0,0.16231433360569006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189020194651008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096657640771845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700169612297243 socialanxiety,Dizzy12233,2018/03/13,"Is this some sort of social anxiety I need help Whenever I go out in public and people look at me or I look at them I start shacking, just today I went to the cash register to try and buy something and when I was trying to make purchase I started shaking all over uncontrollably I just ran out of the store, this has been happening for a few days.",2.6632863849765265,4.390118450704228,4.3151408450704265,85.20163145539908,75.76056338028171,7.550234741784037,25.91784037558686,8.344100000000001,1.7138150234741785,274,10,56,5,6,92,53,71,0.093,0.867,0.04,-0.3597,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,13,14,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,4,2,10,0,12,10,3,15,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,3,5,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380391429499967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718132479956266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140768049404174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355866315912053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856987780006708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44743678699224826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778316105905432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754060229036133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469605019805516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715727690444263,0.0,0.2050964334069183,0.0,0.0,0.3771345768427611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25252676049881023,0.0,0.0,0.3617515682217246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469659429425108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sleepwithmythoughts,2018/03/13,"Missed a lot of class, don't know what to do I missed 5 weeks in a row of a small seminar class. I need this class to graduate college and at this point I don't even know if I can pass. I received an email from advising at my university saying that the professor had expressed to them that I could do poorly in the class, and strongly suggesting that I meet with him during office hours. I just got that email yesterday but the email says the professor talked to them 2 weeks ago. I have this class tomorrow and I'm freaking out. I have to go but I haven't spoken to the professor yet. He takes attendance out loud and everyone is going to notice that I've been gone since it's a small class. I don't know what to do.",3.234405125076268,4.350441543624164,4.422928615009154,87.47830994508848,73.16107382550334,8.639658328248933,24.954850518608907,9.095868883498916,1.6846993288590602,566,17,125,12,11,186,82,149,0.054000000000000006,0.934,0.012,-0.6542,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,3,4,0,0,10,0,14,0,0,0,0,17,26,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,11,7,0,0,3,0,1,6,4,3,0,0,4,3,16,1,18,21,1,22,1,2,0,0,15,9,0,2,7,80,27,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204150801687612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838791854267562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211377004207005,0.0,0.0,0.220065558600026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617743994086134,0.0,0.1841953292165224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22680327257902694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797075409480611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579641824356447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076766632525633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26220288916051354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771193564799507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662943304744303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051003667233146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316011717083812,0.185109814087587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694723187124815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Delicious_Onion,2018/03/13,"How long have you had SA? I've had SA for over most of my teenage and adult life. I think there are periods where it's comparatively better and periods where it's worse. The major problem that I've found with my SA is that I have trouble maintaining long term friendships because of long episodes of introversion. I wanted to learn more about the kinds of issues you guys are having and how its affecting your lives? 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Pretty much what the title says. I'm 23 years old and theoretically should have the time, energy, and money to have fun. But I find myself secluding myself from the outside world. I've even drifted away from social media sights because all it does is remind me of how much fun I *should* be having. I realize I can't even remember the last time I made a new friend. I can't get myself to do simple tasks like go get a haircut. Outside of going to work, I only leave the house to get food or play video games pretty much. Games are my comfort zone, but I feel like I need to venture outside of that zone. I don't know if I'm depressed. I'm content with most things in my life outside of my social anxiety, but I just feel this hazy cloud hovering over me most of the time. Maybe I just compare myself to others too much. Maybe I'm too self conscious. Shit I don't even know if I actually have social anxiety order or if I'm just extremely introverted? Ironically I'm too anxious to talk to anyone about it or even schedule an appointment with a therapist. I've just been in a very confusing spot for years now and I don't know what to do besides vent on here.",2.6871932773109246,4.290496184313728,4.32375350140056,85.69117647058826,75.3921568627451,7.2100840336134455,24.299719887955174,7.957251820313856,1.267089635854342,977,31,203,15,21,328,128,255,0.094,0.745,0.161,0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,15,11,1,1,12,0,20,4,1,2,1,39,40,14,0,7,14,0,3,2,1,3,2,1,0,1,9,5,1,0,10,4,1,3,6,3,0,0,2,5,26,8,27,33,8,22,0,1,1,0,10,7,1,9,13,129,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.10778594400660316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899209189162193,0.12478016027949458,0.0,0.07723112594395175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754797554962126,0.0,0.0,0.06733096684651353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591333921192468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951327855552192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665793958222152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918119797497917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754467653188027,0.07890746155034715,0.0,0.0,0.10095180593042513,0.0,0.13355989506516056,0.0,0.08533551512392856,0.0,0.17312099808628426,0.0,0.12554567827441482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403414527795707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744763556169464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210581661892614,0.09003372734118684,0.0,0.11695350654449505,0.0,0.0,0.15603207747912395,0.10792326193062324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451305590543833,0.0,0.0,0.2219292520695199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247818993548333,0.08189930927003332,0.0,0.10667594730400126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590157345340292,0.0,0.0,0.08400428811672113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474029588068276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512142615589306,0.0,0.0,0.08783645435034061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522629962433507,0.0,0.11337815327087562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33777798503311607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877773081469731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824414757506775,0.07337989442414322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321764775238046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113508038533012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041091226921063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338383514965886 socialanxiety,AlpacaLord43,2018/03/13,"Social anxiety will be the death of me. I've always struggled with social anxiety, but it's been getting worse as the years go on. Tried therapy and that didn't do much. I have an appointment with a psychiatrist next week. I can't do ""new"" things because I'm afraid the people teaching me will judge me and have a negative reaction, which my mind can't handle. I've denied 5 or 6 job interviews because it terrifies me being in a 1 on 1 situation with the spotlight on me. Failed a public speaking class 3 times. Basically a hermit and I have a few close friends. I just get told to suck it up most times when I say I can't do something, which is kinda sad. Does anyone else suffer this bad? What have you done? I'm 28 years old and basically crippled by this anxiety!",2.9461191066997543,4.7060028774193565,4.7425806451612935,82.29694789081887,75.06451612903227,8.124069478908186,26.761786600496286,8.841846274778883,2.113312655086849,606,23,121,13,13,206,102,155,0.275,0.6809999999999999,0.043,-0.9905,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,2,8,1,2,11,0,18,0,0,0,0,14,25,8,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,10,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,4,2,13,1,12,17,3,16,0,3,0,0,9,6,1,3,9,76,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876398338024692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827302193964721,0.0,0.0,0.11660776724677276,0.17087309012511673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392439607523102,0.20331993388873504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593943029570694,0.17066113154540968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931291127898993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288442161606709,0.0,0.17425835161352551,0.0,0.09477785706300232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549108732741333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683877124886747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225933574806929,0.0,0.0,0.1610651648803022,0.17735920987727044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499451853903153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561563976578608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262027064190973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745374362509493,0.0,0.3399970860488714,0.0,0.12838582815709554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743416804076089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071325802381564,0.0,0.110792967796598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448703029768494,0.0,0.0,0.1593535663120825,0.0,0.11322423774461288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377089085402513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995040812486928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478570355526252 socialanxiety,doglover_8,2018/03/14,"Looking for advice/recommendations I began isolating from people in high school. I never really made any friends there because I barely spoke. I did a sport in high school but no clubs. I do not know why I started isolated myself. I had trouble making friends, and ate lunch alone usually. This made me feel alone and I withdrew from others. I became depressed and started lacking social skills. This continued for a few years, I didn't hang out with friends really. Once in awhile at the most. Mostly just spent time with family. I do not like the person I have become I am not normal I do not fit in because I did this to myself. I began worrying that I was in people's way so I would give others a lot of space in public. I have a scared look on my face. My anxiety is high. I cannot understand why I have a fear of people because it's irrational but it's because I withdrew from society. I have social anxiety and agoraphobia. This is very difficult for my parents. I want to change and I really need help. I see a counselor, but I am looking for some programs. Has anyone on here with social anxiety overcome their fear, and is able to have a full life? I feel that there is no hope for me, and I should not be here because I am so strange because I made myself be strange. I am different and I don't belong. Does anyone know of any bootcamps, intensive therapy, or volunteering that can help me?",2.202761128526646,4.662630665454547,3.9417304075235116,83.69218181818184,80.52727272727273,6.993103448275861,25.119122257053288,8.104835398774808,1.8251354231974928,1103,43,207,22,29,369,134,275,0.215,0.7,0.085,-0.9876,2,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,1,7,11,0,3,9,0,29,4,1,4,1,43,53,14,0,7,10,1,2,1,3,2,1,1,0,1,11,12,2,0,5,2,1,1,11,6,0,0,13,7,43,5,27,36,7,27,0,1,4,0,14,16,0,6,10,153,54,3,0.09227223609223784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113241748232293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549656938504355,0.0,0.21176402415103635,0.0,0.0,0.1290377858240876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33748979209138,0.10190743530246676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761179092370333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947394173841242,0.0,0.0,0.09640484757204763,0.0,0.0,0.08074805561594346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698605216904927,0.20766383762482102,0.09331123007743708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138679021410544,0.0,0.0,0.08851593679692991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369626967473413,0.2924720505862569,0.0,0.09164715041393404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142081565769626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517460916616159,0.04507955370399231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324563168829513,0.0,0.0,0.07844655543923224,0.0,0.2619306625194228,0.06159243409722452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841869388513619,0.07116603687725191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040720011964827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982669199982235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245739849750078,0.0,0.0,0.19190985104500316,0.0805685574496812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773358716189833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238060535006463,0.18676885820984374,0.07352902563883414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821797737380292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062152725735746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552134357658824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05380468289905034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605865192720336,0.0,0.0,0.10162483193227627,0.07613425830640885,0.05442455553840344,0.0732414060909577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652268209004253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370693475259476,0.0,0.06554754910013838,0.0,0.0,0.059420294779306375 socialanxiety,RestrictedX93,2018/03/14,I have the worst time with starting and ending conversations. Does anyone else feel like they are the most awkward person when they say goodbye or end a conversation? I always feel like I ended the conversation abruptly or I talked for far to long. Makes me not start conversations with people. Easier to just keep your head down and listen to podcasts my entire life outside the house.,5.685652173913045,8.29875662318841,5.483405797101451,76.23206521739135,69.72463768115942,7.498550724637681,25.99275362318841,8.344100000000001,1.9601188405797108,313,10,50,5,6,97,53,69,0.08199999999999999,0.8109999999999999,0.107,0.204,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,1,5,0,2,2,1,1,0,13,9,5,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,9,2,7,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,3,11,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679628662799892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411445127199039,0.20682840956566992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664817929423154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862730024194372,0.0,0.5363615017887884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413196051781868,0.2884162330760505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716557981103345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23291819455945706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794215622782582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257898790992535,0.197236231249498,0.0,0.0,0.17863887104932274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474245613198887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994362059096413,0.17625550080785793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052638617906634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28575369141257856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224662534782786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770561159796007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,historynerd86,2018/03/14,"Dealing with interviews and SA, feel like such a failure. So I plan on teaching but have a hard time with social interactions. Teaching is a very social job. I am 31 beginning to feel like I wasted a ton of money for a worthless degree (gen. studies) and will only ever make minimum wage. I had an assistant teaching interview today and was interviewed by a panel and I just sort of stammered like an idiot and I started shaking. I had planned on going through a teacher prep/masters program. NowI have no idea what to do. I am almost sure they started laughing at me when I left. I live in a very small town and don't have any friends. I have started drinking to cope with my anxiety and seeing people my age that have real jobs makes me depressed because I know I am capable and not a complete idiot like how people perceive me to be. All of my jobs I have got because the company was desperate and wanted me to start right then and there. I have failed every interview I have been in. Sorry for my rant. How do you guys cope?",3.769133663366336,5.433269415841585,5.047611386138616,81.36022896039606,72.66336633663366,7.4262376237623755,30.94183168316832,8.07648339933343,2.3652564356435644,810,37,148,12,16,269,122,202,0.224,0.679,0.097,-0.9809,4,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,3,8,14,2,1,12,0,22,1,0,4,3,32,36,16,0,1,3,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,13,1,0,5,1,2,2,3,7,0,0,6,4,26,7,20,28,2,22,0,3,1,0,12,9,0,2,15,106,28,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324937449228024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997831981326203,0.0,0.1012201432191826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131524335850916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872911645724034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641032218153484,0.11396218688049113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961772578187045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968593738448358,0.11148057697633827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380425844655994,0.18905084775944486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022257664940474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519731481657396,0.0,0.10582390172705,0.0,0.0,0.13101204469408315,0.0,0.0,0.11852770076689065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936683656377742,0.0,0.0,0.3939048353295537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271652628982278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437599676629006,0.0,0.0,0.25856850239607265,0.0,0.11683602705332935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664176034242468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063105295664476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346027079739127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060273870685495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299576279048232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543743493401096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697557078056696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811512251975315,0.3746112140483721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470474303892935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715358258898945,0.0,0.12541856692392747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834645126023594,0.07804245307940226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cease_to_hope,2018/03/14,"I feel that due to SA I have been oppressing myself One of the standard excuses I used for not talking to people in social situations was that i ""Don't know what to say."". However, last month or so I sort of shifted my perspective on the thing. It is not that I don't have anything to say, but rather I am anxious of being judged by other people or having to get into arguments with them. It's like I am trying to appear in front of other people as they wish me to be, so that i don't cause any trouble. And in last couple of months I feel like I have reach my breaking point where I just have to say what think is right and not care what others think. I seriously believe that this has been one of the hurdles in my social life, because if I don't say what i think 1) I am not being honest 2) How can I form a relationship with anyone if they don't know who am I. Some people will like me and some won't. Obviously i can't have friendship with people that don't like me, but maybe friendship can be formed with ones that do like me. That's about it, i just felt need to share this.",7.399694323144104,4.6035684672489126,7.923532751091702,79.04215502183406,65.20087336244542,10.732052401746726,32.07030567685589,8.548686976883017,2.219207510917029,845,21,188,9,10,283,114,229,0.092,0.792,0.115,0.6513,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,0,8,10,0,0,4,0,32,1,0,3,1,40,46,13,0,5,13,0,3,5,0,2,1,4,0,0,22,8,0,0,8,0,0,2,12,2,0,3,4,7,31,8,29,36,4,17,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,8,10,145,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319974457463637,0.0,0.0,0.13821660272694095,0.0,0.08554744463253995,0.0,0.1006806591475662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745812272960729,0.0,0.0,0.13784249163139575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247403044688825,0.12568345034325862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537395987722772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372402761972436,0.08740428959913722,0.11747172643642295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639209421395912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344767589842541,0.199457283851358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864168775600434,0.2988613451418979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291339904546013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531145173552988,0.0,0.0,0.09071830223355858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487152524130061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240979299684261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565688987252268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313542422192125,0.0,0.10448315351626153,0.0,0.3891790582313969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752247498224845,0.0,0.2494334861282213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833739853779283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128150895982933,0.23518389087601496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830651717138241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566800384165324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406923171810319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,smartichokes,2018/03/14,"How do you know when someone is your friend? I know, I know. It should be obvious... but I really struggle with this. I can’t tell if someone actually considers me their friend or not. I can’t recognize the fine line between friends and acquaintances - my thoughts get in the way. I’m in a situation right now with somewhere where I can’t figure out whether or not they consider us friends. My mind keeps going, No, they only talk to you because they’re a nice person and you’re lonely and they feel bad about it.",2.460000000000001,4.7891663366336665,3.5371188118811894,87.69241089108914,78.70297029702971,7.208316831683168,26.931683168316827,8.238735603445708,1.8746110891089118,404,17,82,8,10,130,70,101,0.127,0.6890000000000001,0.184,0.7514,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,3,4,0,5,9,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,24,16,10,0,2,7,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,6,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,1,17,6,8,13,0,9,0,1,0,0,15,5,0,3,2,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.18191328121937364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564799568509188,0.1136363114839146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942565753498921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5760923171870469,0.0,0.09739367874015048,0.0,0.10594343487130152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569342655972566,0.0,0.0,0.307344959823824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882251108432715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417763311223048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276961089861927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942165254651554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591966317564305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953727056653715,0.0,0.0,0.3158961416586041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488050306242788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498326007213196,0.16293414904890624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799198102192693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242332222812949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796684399541926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NoPhilosopher2,2018/03/14,"finally got help for SA, left with more questions than answers finally came to doctor about SA, very surprised how easily I was prescribed xanax and ended up getting 0.25mg as a test go. Doctor really didnt provide much advice on taking it so am hoping anyone here could help. main questions being: 1) how long does it last? 2) how long before anxiety inducing event should I take it? 3) how long till you feel some effect? 4) how long after taking is it safe to consume alcohol? 5) how long after consuming alcohol is it safe to take? 6) any other situations it is unsafe to take? 7) interactions with nicotine? Caffeine? 8) safe to take on empty stomach? main questions for now, any advice would be appreciated because I am sorta scared of this drug, initially was hoping to get some sort of beta blocker but doctor was insisted on this. 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So, it's been like this for going on almost two years now. I manage to get the courage to leave, go to work, etc. Then suddenly nothing. I skip. I call out. I can't leave my room. I can't talk to people. I get sad and hopelessly lonely which spirals into more avoidance and not leaving. It's been almost three weeks now and if I lose my job, well, I guess I'll have nothing left at that point. Anyone dealing with this? How have you managed to leave? How do you start? I just think about walking to work in the daylight, people seeing me. Then people at work thinking I'm horrible for missing so much work, thinking I'm a loser, don't belong there. I can't stop thinking this way. I'm so angry and sad and alone all the time, but I'm also terrified of people. 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I find it hard because I've already told myself that they won't call and so I just don't do it...ugh. ,0.4663157894736827,2.897139315789474,1.9687368421052616,94.48415789473684,90.05263157894737,5.145263157894737,18.12631578947369,6.742157984588678,0.025719999999999743,146,4,32,2,5,47,31,38,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.5106,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,16,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104662659509645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967198369773656,0.2882666157400589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150257308415995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28728013237190264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350239082928979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571401434651637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469888127126709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520258500071728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5583741201623381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816709463553532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688329287733814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,inevertalked,2018/03/14,Does anyone else ever just give up trying to talk in a social situation? I went to go eat with my former coworkers the other day. I get there and we sit in a booth. I end up sitting in the middle with 2 people on my right and a girl on my left. The two people on my right start talking with each other. I tried to make small talk with the girl but I couldn't come up with anything else to say after a couple of seconds and I just gave up and we sat in silence for 10 minutes until her break was over. It was one of the worst experiences of my life. In my head I had come up with a couple things I could have asked her but I felt it would have been more awkward after already sitting in silence for a couple minutes. I also got irrationally mad thinking why *she* couldn't have said something since she's more outgoing. Has anyone else had a situation similar to this?,1.4349596523898214,3.5608029273743043,3.3185009310986966,88.98272967101181,81.17877094972067,5.542023587833643,21.117628801986346,6.691623216298621,0.4177669770328989,680,20,141,7,18,228,99,179,0.093,0.888,0.019,-0.9301,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,12,0,13,3,1,1,1,27,28,8,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,6,15,1,0,2,0,0,4,2,3,0,3,11,3,22,0,34,13,4,36,0,0,0,0,17,20,0,0,8,105,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395776736968834,0.09707617962465352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697585409358391,0.24875844165209984,0.0998942859764175,0.0,0.11348401229049625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091348526032973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692067686148964,0.4029498369269295,0.0,0.07828702417188663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062299079081821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421309457019765,0.3042193128807189,0.0,0.10751621890124936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980492917106027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874349635135432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655420548631945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342168325115416,0.11644911747556347,0.06898918960514648,0.0,0.09708731274264486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458198297314615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131891460365545,0.0,0.0857419126301053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102930221761337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225754831033434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831419363744501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733416140578906,0.11547044987222885,0.09653483714786494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041572492469192,0.27289669257977905,0.0,0.12374263441634233,0.0,0.09345256915289707,0.0,0.0,0.0859210336740011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29270798269149045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064665417741466,0.07778232367278236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648327710230641,0.0,0.11858117370875687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253048859925664,0.1095363166834938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623254208909893,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,drippydrake,2018/03/14,"How Kevin Love’s “Everyone Is Going Through Something” article helped me realize it’s okay to open up Hey Everyone, Just wanted to share my support for those of you like me who have trouble opening up to others, even your family and best friends. For most of my life I have had difficulty opening up to anyone around me. Part of it had to deal with the fear of being judged by others while the other part is because of the way I was brought up. Like many of you who are children of immigrants, my father didn’t really open up his emotions to us, especially my mom but he was still a great father/male figure - made time for my brother and I while indirectly instilling good values into us. Because of this I grew up thinking it was normal to not open up to anyone because it was the “masculine” thing to do. This impacted me negatively because I would never express moments of sadness or stress to people around me. Everyone assumed everything was good with me when things sometimes went bad and looking back it would have made things easier if I had someone to talk to. This has occurred for most of my life and I found myself so stressed on many occasions but I had nobody to talk to because that would mean opening up. My girlfriend has brought the topic of me opening up to her a few times and she would always ask me why and I would brush it off saying “there isn’t a reason why I do that”. One day I was browsing through the Player’s Tribune, an online platform where athletes submit written content to share with the public, and stumbled across an article written by NBA All Star Power Forward Kevin Love. As some of you may know, he was most recently criticized for leaving in the middle of the game for unknown reasons but the article sheds the light on the reason: he had a panic attack. He didn’t tell anyone the reason because he didn’t open up to others and was afraid that showing emotions was not masculine. The article serves as an open letter of sorts calling out the importance of mental health and opening up. The piece really impacted me for two reasons. First is because felt exactly the same way he has felt in regards to opening up and emotions. Secondly, it comes to show that everyone (even NBA stars and role models) is really dealing with something (could be the same problems too). The article resonated with me so much I called my girlfriend afterwards to tell her my lack of showing emotions or feelings. Contrary to my fears, she was extremely supportive and understanding and I only wish I told her sooner. I feel even more close to her than I have before and I’m glad I told her that. Although it will take some time, I’m starting to feel a calmness in regards to opening up and I’m looking forward to sharing my feelings and emotions to the people around me. To those that have experienced what I have or are currently going through a similar experience now, I want to say that it is okay to open up. Don’t let your distress control you and tell someone. It will help. [Check Out The Article Here](https://www.theplayerstribune.com/kevin-love-everyone-is-going-through-something/)",6.360426279740452,7.374113642123293,6.487245854361934,75.92509372746939,65.83219178082193,9.161067051189617,35.23143475126172,9.276330184999452,3.3322027397260268,2493,116,428,44,38,796,254,584,0.079,0.807,0.114,0.9565,2,0,3,0,0,0,58.0,2,6,0,4,17,30,1,7,30,2,50,5,0,9,3,101,88,33,0,13,10,3,6,2,3,8,3,2,0,1,32,43,0,1,19,4,1,9,9,12,0,4,30,13,58,18,92,46,16,72,0,1,2,2,58,46,0,13,21,327,90,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050849842968396064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281921974770379,0.0,0.0,0.16320715006213393,0.05713120464644063,0.06952339891209469,0.0,0.0469911371246408,0.051025729919773936,0.2607719424419825,0.0,0.052001568917512335,0.0,0.06413297526898483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480378873191054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052642331821144014,0.0,0.0,0.06854198552282119,0.048792732231490034,0.0,0.0,0.0394120009405013,0.12600699083297354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437122734042462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109113546201072,0.0,0.0,0.23357945270910305,0.05492326950938245,0.05977898431294031,0.05761068670022147,0.13753534032236545,0.12359967851297105,0.0,0.11735366121875936,0.0,0.0,0.05198159410286193,0.0,0.06700584189809013,0.04721475990785683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946239263438157,0.10251521530311278,0.0,0.06737588223435059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495889601067889,0.0,0.0,0.08192378962512355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03358540070528365,0.0,0.0,0.06470848302563202,0.0,0.062490869685402475,0.08633002408671461,0.05971219477760315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263689951430427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546712797227942,0.1156507659125388,0.0,0.12391537558803398,0.0,0.06656857384326527,0.0,0.0,0.061586235734321586,0.0,0.0,0.0715733027567446,0.0,0.0,0.04492414259815106,0.0,0.04713312251789457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987650607956323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141088010003103,0.04647821354217456,0.0,0.07170143104664488,0.0,0.13235606548576787,0.0,0.08473433788176699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847565854822026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117449189678102,0.31416510908933976,0.06034044662034884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719697824020908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355951669035504,0.14114035303958655,0.0604410493886367,0.0,0.04325518686894506,0.0,0.048803895049834636,0.0,0.14000652757709514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138697701399118,0.0,0.0,0.045948404713025984,0.09823856431857228,0.16024299922688928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217997252000524,0.03915791979799043,0.0,0.0,0.1069041985079836,0.0,0.0,0.11678972635455152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059697266298871086,0.06361945119970402,0.14701973885118114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209054646665276,0.0970152707146584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056651172648629414,0.11028763608820846,0.0,0.07027545702872115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170600470427539,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,radgyal,2018/03/14,How to deal with... riding the bus? I’ve been taking the bus for so long now and it still triggers my anxiety. Today for example the bus was filled with people as I was going to school and it almost gave me a panic attack. And then you have to deal with people staring at you which gives me even more anxiety. 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I enjoy wearing it at home but wanted to step out of my comfort zone. I think its a good step forward for me to dress in what i feel comfortable in rather than dressing to impress others. At school, I had some my headphones in and some good music playing to counteract any discomfort. A classmate talked to me, and I didn't feel anxious at all despite it being a stranger, also asked my professor a question and didn't feel uncomfortable. Normally, even walking up to a professor makes me anxious but it didn't today. Also, drove home blasting the Power Rangers Turbo theme. As difficult as it is, I think its important to try to do what makes you happy rather than worry so much about what others think. Me-1 Anxiety-0 Feel free to share anything good thats happened to you today.",8.963309178743962,7.933093108695655,8.608333333333334,69.7588888888889,60.84782608695652,11.656038647342994,40.553140096618364,10.746095033038511,4.48814806763285,788,37,132,16,9,253,107,184,0.061,0.6859999999999999,0.252,0.9899,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,8,17,0,2,8,0,9,3,3,2,2,26,23,10,0,4,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,13,4,0,0,10,1,1,5,4,3,0,0,6,5,17,15,30,16,5,18,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,3,6,94,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231552175356746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488137351639707,0.0,0.0,0.3152457060186755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148166893455759,0.0,0.13043647549493914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998169260907568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215454742051638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700373516247926,0.3527386333202394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681057734208292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233809622595982,0.14852631358215124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799086898596845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681645720500584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626723500090533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256648466277273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670428387258074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562992547514183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938290055994616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120613721852968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121444241084787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682047968936841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645056257751208,0.0,0.0,0.09472790600351974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229510348859903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169379642655336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,whothefisdan,2018/03/14,"The struggles of going out to dinner My dad lives abroad and has this god-awful tendency of taking me and brother out to dinner every time he comes over to visit. Although I know he only has good intentions, I absolutely hate it. I hate eating out in general. I might be starving all day, but as soon as we get in to the car to go to dinner my appetite vanishes and I have to either tell him I'm not hungry and don't want to eat (which he gets offended by) or force myself to eat and make myself feel ill for the rest of the night. Was wondering if anybody else struggled with eating out in public and if they have any advice. Cheers. 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Why is it so hard to find therapists that are trained/have experience treating it? It's like it's still misunderstood and maybe a little stigmatized in the psychological community. Unless you fly to some center specifically for social anxiety or dump a bunch of money on some dubious sounding social anxiety advice program it seem a huge task finding someone that will actively engage in helping someone with social anxiety. Why? Is SA still a very marginal thing? Any advice on how to get decent treatment? Or alternatives to therapy lile a personal life coach or something? I want to go through my day without my nervous system is acting like I'm about to be attacked and talk to people I dont know well in a 'normal' way.",5.482652582159624,7.909747570422539,6.8080985915492995,67.32839201877938,69.77464788732395,9.8037558685446,35.07276995305164,10.125756701596842,4.3828291079812205,633,33,95,18,12,214,95,142,0.165,0.721,0.114,-0.7825,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,7,9,2,1,7,0,8,1,0,1,0,18,15,9,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,4,1,1,2,2,4,1,0,0,2,5,5,21,13,3,15,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,7,5,63,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376952690891373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270714712024115,0.0,0.3721620627784565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836261056561594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843614413382212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254010668485376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189696772011606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223206536810735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708497586458353,0.0,0.06912059918977052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894944477176437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815206792053753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684028386401163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590523255295238,0.1188367554134989,0.1218972195998121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218567051948435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916376101219492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431739800792924,0.10619566043771933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072012311802852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959133502006089,0.2060998930203093,0.09363057621986973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942550114215068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775517617113506,0.0,0.0,0.13908538425042408,0.14121254422784082,0.08080026872756997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003509073354645,0.07173582104954218,0.09653790184929303,0.0,0.0,0.1093528060627316,0.0,0.3292348795022844,0.0,0.0,0.11723929133217607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Moosezthegud,2018/03/14,"IDK what this is I have a fear of being judged by other people, i know they won't but it doesn't stop. It's mostly about little things like checking my phone or wearing my shoes did stuff like that. I have no problem talking to people as long as they start it and keep the conversation going. 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It is in a dark box, basically, and it depends on pieces of external factors and experiences fed to it to create its perception of the world. Our brain doesn’t know all of what’s out there. We do. So it’s no wonder that our brain creates a skewed picture for itself of how the world works and how you should work in it – it is only given pieces of a larger puzzle. We have the eyes, and we see exactly how the world works in every small detail. We have to give our brain a break for overreacting with anxiety because it’s got to be scary having traumatizing shit thrown at you in the dark, but we also have to convince it that WE see the world most clearly. And we know what is really a threat and what isn't. ... THOUGHTS? I was writing and this just came to me as I was thinking about why I feel like my brain and I are constantly at war with each other. If it's off-the-wall weird you can let me know too, haha ",3.275898058252426,4.706984684466018,4.26717233009709,87.4008555825243,73.51456310679612,7.674271844660194,24.52548543689321,8.278499904357787,1.311340776699029,799,24,170,13,16,259,115,206,0.104,0.8170000000000001,0.079,-0.6415,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,11,3,0,3,10,7,3,0,12,1,19,9,8,4,3,44,33,17,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,18,21,1,0,9,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,7,5,21,3,27,23,5,19,0,0,4,0,16,15,1,5,2,122,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072422600513951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258856129619813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174805036315763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7485174656031248,0.0,0.15337830592570986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449178904115133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298770818479947,0.0,0.0,0.13117863686396875,0.0,0.0,0.0678065942843669,0.0958033345273538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864398441879255,0.0,0.0,0.1072545590596526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109879251138034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712958150746807,0.0,0.06551603715844816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199150698877144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590992737568713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21372573506874426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376549813223019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592789925366907,0.0,0.10646294093799803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100725640690492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542917208867756,0.2928861241922562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ocd_endless_torture,2018/03/14,"How to make friends when you have no friends? Kind of a catch 22. I have absolutely zero friends from high school or college, or anywhere else. So if I am having a conversation with a new person/potential friend, what do I say when they find out that I have no friends? I feel like they will interpret this as a red flag.",3.4420312499999994,4.947730390625001,3.9676250000000017,89.41487500000002,73.21875,7.620000000000001,28.425,8.238735603445708,1.6909412500000005,251,10,55,4,5,79,48,64,0.064,0.6679999999999999,0.268,0.9332,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,2,0,10,9,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,8,7,6,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,3,4,38,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724755719325948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043952449855898,0.14749911397224358,0.0,0.0,0.18870587947040707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7975743119751315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814231325319688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150022206990897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008686960586382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781743615430767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940582804644424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802778569335104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418978556130806,0.0,0.2089542779825613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anon_405,2018/03/14,"Why did this person not believe me? Hey, I had a conversation with someone the other day. I mentioned to this person that I had a rough time sleeping because my neighbour continues to play this bass noise that starts at 1 AM. The other person said, ""Oh come on, does that not put you to sleep?"" I couldn't understand the other person's intent.",4.438181818181818,6.011671303030305,5.112545454545458,81.9188181818182,70.81818181818181,7.098181818181819,26.83636363636364,7.554174236665415,1.5524945454545451,270,9,49,3,5,87,47,66,0.0,0.953,0.047,0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,5,2,2,1,0,7,9,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,9,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,2,7,1,6,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,4,34,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157485536010627,0.0,0.0,0.2246970395919725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717971907533241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286202721138949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452853530088533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6965622746324898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004891235400948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971011915169114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991617707004157,0.0,0.1689821995691788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116243206783813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629323365212685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762079898951988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996074071294232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,domenicor2,2018/03/14,"I am so anxious around girls/strangers who I want to talk to that it cripples my ability to think rationally and speak without sounding like I have a mental disorder. Hey Redditors, A bit about myself before I ask for advice about the subject at hand: I am currently a 16-year-old male who (like any 16-year-old) goes to high school. I play three musical instruments and spend a lot of time writing small one instrument compositions. During my spare time I like to play video games on PC, and (other than those in my small circle of friends) I overall try to avoid intimate/meaningful social contacts that would lead to any sort of relationship, whether it be making new friends or sparking a love relationship. Whenever I try to talk to someone who I don't know, I get stressed out and begin to stutter, sweat, talk about nonsense, I trip on my words, speak quietly to the point where the person listening to me can't hear what I am saying and end up sounding cringy. After trying for a while I essentially gave up. I have a very poor self-image, I am decently overweight, and I don't think I am attractive to anyone. On top of this, lately, when I see other friends make intimate relationships and take time we had used before to spend on hanging out with each other, now spending almost no time with me and all their time with their new girlfriend, I get jealous and yet I don't want to seem like a dick about it. I don't know how to talk to other people and seeing other doing it fine gets me jealous. Lately it has gotten to the point where I feel guilty about my inability to form new relationships with others and it's leading to a mild depression that I feel might get worse. My grades are beginning to drop, my self image is worse than it ever was, and worst of all, starting to become antisocial with my closer friends as it seems that they aren't the same person anymore. I don't know how I can get myself out of this situation, and that is why I am searching for anonymous help from the internet, which gives me a barrier that I can use to feel comfortable enough to talk about this issue. Please, if anyone were to help me, I would be eternally grateful.",11.897338129496406,7.3875281822542025,10.843846522781778,66.83238848920865,58.544364508393286,14.093621103117506,43.3875299760192,11.34169021259432,4.692632422062347,1720,65,324,31,15,551,212,417,0.141,0.752,0.107,-0.9299,1,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,3,3,16,21,2,2,16,0,30,5,3,8,3,62,64,22,0,5,4,0,4,4,5,3,1,8,0,4,29,24,1,2,10,4,4,4,9,7,0,2,5,14,48,14,63,54,9,48,0,1,2,2,41,21,1,8,26,223,77,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629917630034469,0.0,0.0,0.07818615284910055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061945780176104,0.0,0.0,0.08820852682094515,0.07743468776614011,0.10919113790172566,0.0,0.0,0.06950803083071498,0.07299455077394958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862335691073651,0.1328811876509549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524347705433633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725045750384227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948680103575865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915598013507639,0.08067783350784187,0.0,0.0,0.07062811153600823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843925396846593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412986185537127,0.0,0.20396869941447307,0.07490174912385861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800218526886276,0.0,0.10467117328249803,0.08249613554151948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149555884504422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873269094622558,0.0,0.17615598362945806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258438398040228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638108828492942,0.07047052919059273,0.0,0.10423842787230417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868658886340216,0.08283087110549836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262313529131053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638643038709783,0.0,0.05290923950864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054131056461041945,0.1363534318393277,0.0,0.08570873446660977,0.14762226347730906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33531613335131977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209259726918286,0.0,0.07902144330165661,0.1244397976458572,0.14216276539539074,0.16290958623751164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776554106831573,0.0,0.07959304424031555,0.06615719418101536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552656460454768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944073251348245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058706676702570064,0.3137899820023615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006142116503527,0.0,0.0,0.2276462864217923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903421765069375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487263855553305,0.0,0.0644244338562485,0.09210758090867074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045533611622487,0.0,0.0,0.07526663355951474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591410151156183,0.1109320254870229,0.0,0.0,0.1005623207182664 socialanxiety,SwiggityDiggity8,2018/03/14,"Do you guys get this as well? If I'm with my group of friends, I'm crazy confident towards everything and everybody, but when I'm buy myself I can barely get a word out without sounding scared. I don't even know where to look in a conversation. I'm not sure if this is normal or not. 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There are so many messages from friends and family that I don't even have any courage to read. I don't want them to think of me as an aloof person who them. I don't have any negative feeling nor intention to ignore them. I am just afraid of the awkwardness of the conversation that will follow if I reply, and I might not know what to say to them either. It takes a huge courage and mental energy to do it. I miss my family back home, yet I have no courage to call or to reply to their messages. However I do better in group chat, or in facebook wall, because it feels less personal than a private message directed at me. Also, I don't have any problem being asked about something specific, but if I am being asked a generic question like ""hey what's up?"", most likely I won't answer. Also because my life is so boring. Conversation has to be two sided, yet I suck at finding things to ask. I reach the point where some people openly expressed their anger to me, thinking I was being disrespectful and rude for not responding and not being able to maintain contact. Then two completely cut me off and say bad things to our mutual friends. Oh, how I wish I could make them understand. I'm sure many of you can relate. 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Whenever I'm placed in a social situation and someone seems to react less than positively to something I said, even if only in a small way, I tend to ruminate on it and regret whatever I said so much, especially before I go to bed and every awkward encounter comes flooding back. I feel like this feeling is getting worse and beginning to paralyse me. What can I do? How can I make sense of this and stop it? Thank you so much for any help you can give.",6.130517799352753,6.166326922330098,7.143834951456312,74.42054207119743,66.18446601941747,9.973462783171524,34.642394822006466,9.725611199111238,3.320218122977346,415,18,77,8,6,140,73,103,0.179,0.711,0.111,-0.8268,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,5,0,19,23,10,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,4,12,2,12,20,3,11,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,3,4,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135007216455305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852206573500548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435823667353364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842044415974927,0.0,0.1663834575112697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275751604911652,0.0,0.16273900047453205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532704144015064,0.13798792057635764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091401609207663,0.18528912372604495,0.10977280691878173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069774039544865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294658015583866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436437443956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25786109383242123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839780804773345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690089896413072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390736712230775,0.0,0.2018028659691844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674638148729166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583844526130527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711108736592194,0.0,0.1968942727570934,0.16365717331518906,0.1486979465681359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148382982350915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782853089737327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533151706476393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968385223613797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,crosteime,2018/03/15,"I think that I have anxiety/social anxiety So, today I was on my instagram feed and someone posted information and the symptoms of Anxiety and it's types. I always had been a really nervous person, especially for a few years now, but it never ocurred to me that could be something like that. Basically, I'm always nervous to talk with stranger or people I don't talk a lot, I always feel like crying because of situations like being the center of attention. This is just a quick explanation cause I don't want to make a giant text. It's been a while since I've been thinking that it would be good to see a psychologist, but I don't want to have my Family spend more money on me that they already spent, and I don't think they would agree to take me to a psychologist for a lot of reasons. So I just kind of wanted a little help to know if I really have social anxiety, or to be honest, any opinion or advise. (Also sorry if my english is bad, it's not my first language)",5.886539888682747,5.518103071428573,7.493784786641933,73.0719944341373,66.75510204081633,10.392578849721707,31.59369202226345,10.018931242160765,3.017975510204081,766,27,147,16,11,268,106,196,0.116,0.759,0.125,0.782,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,7,9,0,2,12,0,21,2,0,3,1,35,34,15,0,8,10,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,5,1,0,8,0,3,0,6,3,0,1,6,2,20,6,19,21,4,13,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,8,10,109,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485026559786884,0.10761653310285996,0.3359220344281525,0.0,0.0,0.09151302476035383,0.0,0.3088397791341622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236132373430724,0.08203334920193685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382416828565077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744414613497227,0.0,0.1478201347209511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686174267486133,0.0,0.06804323775812518,0.09613768598858634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446618661605032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287193061692408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020023292251386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013518741751546,0.0739568074249221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723405991960774,0.13487568685253148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22881522914778565,0.0,0.0,0.08982731518813165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037895988194299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932947199884718,0.1175023736334481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888200239959652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724195021413978,0.13836159750742336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723581651457086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131868010452063,0.15126365738858571,0.0,0.13717838263094845,0.11402173373030045,0.1035994776543098,0.0,0.1506414312099124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987099420089008,0.10118078830332494,0.21632645228099004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25868335701038025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275577544028089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381207258316054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119102659698226,0.0,0.0,0.08665943513917676 socialanxiety,Maganit,2018/03/15,"How can I deal with people yelling at me? It rarely happens, but whenever it does it’s on my mind for days. It’s really because it’s hard for me to handle conflict in general. Thankfully I don’t cry, but I can’t make eye contact with that person afterwards and I get a lump in my throat. I can’t yell back either because I’m just not an intimidating person. Would greatly appreciate some help. Thanks.",2.181759259259259,4.433445740740744,4.2377623456790126,82.71368055555558,79.24691358024691,7.50679012345679,26.174382716049386,8.472884824447931,2.028393827160494,319,13,63,7,8,109,59,81,0.104,0.684,0.212,0.8885,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,3,2,2,0,15,11,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,9,3,9,10,2,7,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,3,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794941420988801,0.0,0.2845949194202284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564131523268534,0.15054377761601384,0.24065726115580705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042771685533286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195813904526563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573586620756281,0.0,0.0,0.20642239110964808,0.0,0.20910845588132604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646397635842574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558171022907486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356989132865644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183176461619475,0.40764614490599377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954196919845025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298240727553401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658227883464077,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,taiwanna,2018/03/15,"Nervous around really confident people. I can usually manage my social anxiety around people who are also quiet or just average, but for some reason when I'm around really confident and extroverted people, my social anxiety flairs up real badly and I can barely get a word out. Does anyone else have this experience? If so, do you know anything I could do to help feel more at ease around these people? Thanks.",6.974054054054051,8.421012621621625,8.041459459459464,63.769756756756784,64.67567567567568,11.325405405405405,28.313513513513517,11.20814326018867,3.846046486486486,330,10,48,10,5,112,57,74,0.104,0.6859999999999999,0.21,0.9065,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,18,12,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,1,9,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,2,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517864892806696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23949322762086275,0.0,0.0,0.10945087085478787,0.1603856154818905,0.12881256558005508,0.5573869566352757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069774960494365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497812985250482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698227926886933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307624682370655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531184117435383,0.0,0.0,0.07914732360976774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178155189892831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492015459599636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602593826021465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340785440139349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781677778470614,0.2005569191332418,0.16094105004250472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31912948883916764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411370978858085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239797295689133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RedWomanRamblings,2018/03/15,"205 days on reddit... And I e finally worked up enough of a nerve to make my own post. I have replied to others but I am so nervous to post my own original content (how lame is that?). But today is the day that I will just get over that and making my first post here seemed fitting. Social anxiety is defeating and a constant struggle. But I’m rather determined to take active steps to seek out a connection I so desperately need. Thanks for listening/reading. For fun: what steps are you taking today to overcome your social anxiety? 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I literally can't recall any lyrics from any song. I'm 90% sure it's related to my social anxiety and potentially due to the fact that singing makes me feel like the centre of attention. 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I can't remember anything traumatic that happened to me. One time, I didn't speak to the teacher when I wanted to go to the toilet when I was at kindergarten. I stayed silent when people I know asked me my name. I don't remember whether at that time I was scared to talk or didn't want to talk at all. I had very few friends since I was small. I was great at studies. I was very polite with people when I spoke. I was scared to play hide and seek with the kids around the neighborhood. Once I was made the seeker. I just quit the game without telling anyone and I rushed home. People always told me what a good girl. They would also tease me if I didn't speak, which I didn't like. Speech competition at primary school, my stomach burned like hell because I was scared. When I got into high school, I was getting aware of myself. I found myself starting to become aware of my facial expressions while I walked on the streets. It was uncomfortable. Sometimes when people asked me anything I couldn't reply anything. I was afraind of asking questions to people about their life. I began my college journey. I was around 18. I saw people my age talkative, assertive, outgoing, confident, etc, all the traits I realized were lacking on me. I was in a students club. I avoided the meetings and my responsibility towards it. I felt inferior to them. I felt inferior to some people at my college ( students and professors). At this time only, I figured out that I am not like most people. I felt as if I was helpless. I neglected my studies. When I finished college, I didn't know what to do. I was helpless. I was confused. I had a year gap. Now I'm 23. I have a job that I'm not satisfied with. Not just with income. I know I could do more and be in a place where I could fully use my skills. At my current place I realized I can't speak up for me and I can't argue with my authorities. I ended up embarrassing myself once. I am worried what co-workers think of me. I try not to care but I still care in the back of my head. Sometimes I can't get up from bed in the morning because I'm feeling scared but don't know what for. I can't answer phone calls from unknown numbers. I procrastinate a lot. I can talk if I know how the conversation will flow. I can give presentations. I can't make requests from people. I overthink if I have to ask somewhat private/ personal questions to people and end up not asking at all. I feel debilitated when I see people with very high social confidence. My head is hurting ao much. I will stop here. Sorry for long post. Noone knew my story except me. I had to post this. My writing is not good and it may not be organised because I'm feeling very lost right now. I seriously need to get help now. I can't go on like this. I'll be seeing a therapist tomorrow for the first time. 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I'm not too fearful before events because the likelihood of having fun outweighs the fear of looking silly, and more than anything I have FOMO. Anyone watch 'The Entire History of You' (Black Mirror)? I feel like I'm living this already without the tech. Can anyone relate?",6.852586206896555,8.415269948275862,7.358103448275868,68.13474137931037,65.0344827586207,8.90344827586207,33.46551724137931,9.188382445141503,3.4808655172413783,518,22,72,9,8,170,77,116,0.191,0.665,0.14400000000000002,-0.6309,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,2,10,1,2,8,0,9,1,1,0,2,16,17,6,0,2,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,5,9,6,9,14,2,7,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,3,9,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618273774611368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33655109522169513,0.0,0.0,0.3076146313202747,0.15025603600417853,0.12067706591662992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893939686008593,0.0,0.24956968934871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250381729303053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354892261251422,0.0,0.0,0.1235554804412448,0.2802528494059581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33003477465429404,0.14829712839536316,0.2095276949248354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478244836772694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493131185063366,0.0,0.12949100055774165,0.0,0.12314560724182982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484610277013339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821200838193748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939647599385707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413613972589768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,johnluca36,2018/03/15,"Articles on people/friends to avoid... And you realize you may be one of those people making it harder for you When I usually encounter articles describing types of people that you should avoid, whether in friendship/work or the so called ""toxic people"" this helps me guard against people who may take advantage of me or put me down. However sometimes I realize... I may fit in.Back then I may find myself as the negative person who puts down myself but never others. Now I only keep it to myself to keep the positive vibes up. Now I can be the overly dependent type of person which makes it hard since I feel very anxious of handling many people at the same time. I sometimes feel that my friend/acquaintance find me a burden. I hate this. Just why. I understand people would like to avoid the sociopath, the manipulative, the liar but the depressed, and anxious too are disregarded as ""negative"" that you should discard to be happy.",5.584466936572204,7.463610046783629,5.894385964912281,76.23121457489883,68.41520467836258,9.004228520017994,30.11291048133153,9.466822959209583,2.9632119658119653,742,29,124,16,13,237,101,171,0.195,0.71,0.095,-0.9611,1,3,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,5,0,1,6,10,2,3,10,0,12,0,0,4,1,35,21,12,0,3,6,0,3,1,0,7,0,0,0,2,13,2,0,7,7,0,0,2,3,7,0,1,0,3,23,3,21,11,1,17,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,7,8,98,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913104372210332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913990389656907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165286453901598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104799549892816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303826742574965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356810141770412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922338748044452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724934082331822,0.11549676205374038,0.12729257139359676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641966472033501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291994163966817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298912533232341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212475422219442,0.13071569639312974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994394586446178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736691479714437,0.09805775952246916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363067140973344,0.22515497808014115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592223314981764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066529730583626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550319142907113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693999137257264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518064479626947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422161419847392,0.0,0.0,0.14199917145345534,0.10638149547876212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634008359665066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386323097364743,0.0,0.0,0.09158881236061543,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,reddismycolor,2018/03/15,"Social Anxiety of not getting laid. This is probably for mostly guys. But I was just thinking about the things I have done in the past that aren't so great and are dirty and disgusting to get laid (just like sleeping with chicks while wasted i would never do sober). It just like disgusting to me and that I did it. I was in a bad time. Its interesting to me because I actually care that I should fit into a college culture and get laid. However, I truly know and understand that there's more important things in life than superficial popularity or the latest gossip shit of who got laid blah. Fuck it right. Of course. But yeah it also interests me that I do feel bad for not getting laid(been a little over a year now) bc of this social pressure. I lose confidence in myself and its pretty bad enough as it is... The fact that it is due to this social pressure is ticking me off. What gives? Feels like a vicious cycle. Just a little rant. Random SA comments of the past week for me: bored of getting high, playing fortnite all day, and slumping around. Matched with a tinder chick who I thought was better than me (who fucking knows), and actually had a decent conversation. Talked to my therapist, felt better and more confident. Was actually thinking of meeting up with tinder chick. The rush I felt when thinking of actually going through it.. made me feel alive again. I liked it. I missed it too. And this was bc I was slumping around the whole past month and long term the past 3 years. Didn't end up meeting her nor do I really want too anymore, but I enjoyed being reminded of that adrenaline of talking to people and how interesting people are and trying new things and growing out of your comfrt zone.. Met another tinder chick who seems pretty great and is exciting. So yeah idk. Excitement. Haven't felt that in a while maybe... It does show how far I come though about social pressure, since now I have been going a while without getting laid and actually going for respectful girls. This is basically my diary now, but I wanna hear other's perspectives and if they think like this too or im just me. TL;DR: Do you feel bad when you haven't gotten laid in a while? Are you embarrassed? Why? Thoughts on it whether bad or good? Finally, Hope ya'll go LIVE YOUR LIFE. FUCK SOCIAL ANXIETY AND FEAR. FUCK SOCIAL BULLSHIT. Real people = A+. this is your world as much as any other on this planet. So you have every right to do whatever the fuck you want on it like everybody else. :)",3.2179966978536068,5.665974021097046,4.1371344707393165,83.75456796917999,76.72151898734177,7.075325628325079,25.07228031553844,8.112205042999317,1.6809460282516968,1962,70,364,35,46,631,228,474,0.175,0.6729999999999999,0.152,-0.9402,1,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,8,1,3,26,45,9,5,21,2,35,9,2,3,3,75,79,44,0,7,17,0,7,7,0,2,2,1,0,6,40,26,0,0,17,2,0,7,9,23,0,0,20,8,41,22,52,56,8,60,0,2,0,5,37,25,6,8,34,253,81,1,0.0,0.0,0.3116274857811667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051074841385966026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043432111122903655,0.06697067486117479,0.09771697265064508,0.0,0.06333942893522546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371128640760547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26663360276444403,0.03893305403960407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297128188227265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511720430027555,0.0,0.0,0.05501622265261718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04118927380144796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589090668621936,0.06535865844372621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533531267643206,0.0,0.056567675489832735,0.06599223228678648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053811149367206726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186872849294594,0.12917337051035185,0.045626976836241936,0.18396853629072665,0.06996375828061975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952225158464895,0.20020889316050305,0.06126755531168088,0.14518955855301638,0.05356905474437696,0.05108069887065215,0.1408283565787148,0.0,0.06323889682982904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198334907497395,0.0,0.0,0.06747955296654079,0.0,0.06343486902279942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898789309524593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019984940473697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022305172379956,0.1872146971446411,0.12802408912823815,0.056396199892041664,0.05652075505244285,0.0,0.0714514303953058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043300198980121,0.0,0.0,0.06416351916858701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050978453832532335,0.0,0.04694998390373528,0.0,0.04925857713840951,0.06168365932692226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243875140022935,0.13283311276172335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995247943409424,0.06886000050512578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269523254607008,0.04091517571608656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908504484455037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814260143458527,0.0,0.0,0.06555910266769152,0.05283188154927085,0.0,0.06391365526692143,0.3906294283479116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266860415657346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415512596432608,0.12729224881984047,0.16369493977121094,0.06274952483600935,0.1014073709242196,0.03724167087682398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043361861106214206,0.0,0.0,0.06648835207627334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753414489508839,0.0,0.05123068085784277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057630512678226525,0.07130581740874556,0.0,0.061566020669371876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04536966150232435,0.0,0.0,0.08225719184059531 socialanxiety,GamalielMaster,2018/03/15,"Music to shut your mind and listen I don't know if I'm the only one who does this, but sometimes I get so mad with myself by the fact that I probably won't ever have a relationship with anyone without me thinking that this person doesn't really like or care about me or that I'm just disturbing them, that I just put a loud music on my phone and forget about the world for some time. These are some of the music I hear mostly: Please if you're like me share your music too, good music is so hard to find. Runaway - Avril Lavigne Take me out - Franz Ferdinand Feel good inc - Gorillaz Na NA Na - My chemical romance Dirty Paws - Of monster and man Lion - Hollywood Undead This is war - Ben kweller Good Life - One Republic Airplanes - B. O. B, Hayley Williams She doesn't mind - Sean Paul Renegades - X Ambassadors ",4.6514384349827385,5.733154569620254,5.321944764096664,82.49008630609899,69.7594936708861,8.530264672036825,27.02186421173763,8.841846274778883,1.9698911392405056,634,20,123,11,11,205,109,158,0.162,0.6920000000000001,0.145,-0.4694,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,0,8,11,2,1,6,0,8,1,0,0,2,26,18,10,1,2,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,0,2,9,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,0,5,16,8,13,17,3,7,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,7,4,71,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275402588258791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597178193127145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962189442685645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649937494706369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222832180072886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667128285382023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529791965026753,0.0,0.0,0.4589723717827112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633970556026101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055811799769941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002437929068969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883647171782273,0.17822556115463167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36834960382105536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472016770183591,0.13872552701958088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926706436777482,0.0,0.2002234684530602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666103812863325,0.0,0.0,0.18336516522228355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685188603712066,0.0,0.0,0.1958323141325393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804010049234532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137144183774179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687633080039735,0.0,0.0,0.10636052283699753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582976255404326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Magnolia47,2018/03/15,"What are the best things I can do for a friend with social anxiety? I have a good friend who has social anxiety. He dislikes being around people and he usually can't commit to doing anything too far in advance with other people without canceling. I like talking to him and I like spending time with him and I know he likes that too, but sometimes it seems to wear him out and cause him stress. And, we can't really plan anything without him deciding last minute that he doesn't feel like going. I see him a couple times a week (in class) and we used to text each other a lot, but he had a rough couple weeks and pushed everyone away and we haven't texted each other as much since then. I care about him and I want to be a good friend to him but I'm not always sure how to do that... Anyways, I'm wondering any advice I can get to being friends with someone with social anxiety? And if there's anything that anyone can tell me to understand social anxiety better, that'd be great (it's not something I struggle with but I'd like to be more understanding...)! Thanks in advance for any input! 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I usually prefer spending time in somewhere like New York over a small town. Mostly because in New York or whatever, everyone else is so concerned with their own stuff and the other people, and being in a crowd means the odds are lower that someone has concentrated attention on specifically you. But in smaller areas, there's a way higher chance of you being alone on a sidewalk with someone else. So with you being the only other person, their attention is almost definitely gonna be on you. PLUS, there are those people who like smile or whatever at anyone that passes, which is... terrible.",9.512873563218392,9.229525689655171,9.243103448275862,63.228908045977036,59.3448275862069,11.526436781609194,36.574712643678154,10.864195022040775,4.2580505747126445,524,20,77,11,6,170,78,116,0.061,0.8390000000000001,0.1,0.5584,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,2,0,5,3,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,16,12,8,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,14,7,2,18,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,4,6,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.1785677020020458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323380255914254,0.1895180577678292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558957906792964,0.18749053144481495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154641854434462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601320683371526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585833571634369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485073169568224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787951949869795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993251325736901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534575671165411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916891321563876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537185665355182,0.1597761041915512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100864747707172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094749118475943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670046595089007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015329583802112,0.0,0.0,0.14524557595601925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,diabetesduckface,2018/03/15,"Finally got my “dream job” as a recruiter, which has become a nightmare thanks to SA Any advice or tips? I got my degree specifically to become a recruiter, then started getting very anxious after starting university. It feels like my entire adult life so far will be a waste of money and time if I fail at this. 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Today, while I was queuing at my local bakery ( I left my student card at home, however I wanted a student deal), I noticed that feeling of anxiousness and dread of a possible awkward/difficult social situation build up inside. For the first time, I recognised this as an emotion. It was just an emotion, no real danger, no threat to me in anyway. It was just my brain thinking it knows best from millions of years of evolution. I calmly got my shit together, and told the lady ""can I have the student deal."" Guess what? It was her first day at the job. She had absolutely no idea what the fuck she was doing on the till. She was so invested in the till that she forgot to even ask me if I was a student and for me to show my card. I couldn't believe it. My emotions were wrong and in the end there was no reason to be anxious. If I didn't collect myself, I knew my stutter would've cropped up, made a mess of myself, and probably exposed that I had no proof of being a student. Moreover, I learnt things are unlikely to plan out how your million miles an hour brain think they will. Next time you feel anxious, breath, recognise it as purely an emotional response to a POSSIBLE uncomfortable scenario, collect yourself and push forward. The way you think it's going to go, it probably won't. 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I am completely unable to order food in restaurants. I am fine over the phone, but when it comes to being out for a meal with a group of people I can’t do it. I won’t even step foot in a restaurant, the thought of it makes me want to vomit. My boyfriends birthday dinner is this month and I haven’t gone for his past 2 birthdays. I have to go this year but I know for a fact that on the morning of it I will shut down and won’t be able to go out of fear. Any advice?",0.4074217585692992,1.869991426229511,2.4698807749627427,97.1088748137109,81.45901639344262,5.092101341281669,17.648286140089418,5.565023196281405,-0.6404360655737702,422,8,104,2,11,142,76,122,0.039,0.8809999999999999,0.08,0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,8,0,13,6,1,1,2,16,23,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,6,4,0,2,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,2,0,12,2,21,16,0,21,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,5,69,20,0,0.2209368318957546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158969151017308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024462193590274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903175175941413,0.23164806474356706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592669376225811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486153599782651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5343153882250969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511269861152928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480893012711851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142110481258693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747705089303215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634967135886334,0.0,0.0,0.16382186137027016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090920556811732,0.15316978069504755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115964123749352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415377919233293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082303493817439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539916564162436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031426772804652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227607604229467 socialanxiety,crispycrispz,2018/03/16,"Been sheltered by overprotective family and bullying made me sheltered I'm 18 yo female and I've been living with my christian parents and my grandparents from my dad side my whole life in small town (which I fucking despise). My whole family is overprotective, I can't forget about going to the party. I spent my whole teenage years in home, doing absolutely nothing. I was also heavily bullied which make me avoidant. Right now I'm still in high school with zero friends and I feel like people make fun of my weird behaviour (basically I'm Allison from Breakfast Club). I've never been to party, I'm not invited anyway. I can't move from my house rn. I have to wait 2 years and then I'm going to go to University. It doesn't change the fact, that I feel like fucking socially disabled person. I don't know how to improve my situation. 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I only been here for 7 months and honestly didn’t really like it as I didn’t really click with two of my coworkers whom I worked with majority of the time. The higher ups seem to really like me but I would feel so uncomfortable as I haven’t really made friends with anyone here. I don't want my coworkers to judge me. I told him I wanted to keep my departure very low key. I can feel my SA building up. I didn’t even want to show up for my last day but then I also feel like maybe it wouldn’t be too bad. Maybe I can just fake it for the last couple hours and say sayonara! Should I just bite the bullet and go through with it? If I chicken out and don’t show up on my last day, I would forever be remembered as the person who ditched her last day? Theyll forever think I'm weird and unprofessional! Edit: and now all the possible awkward scenarios are going through my head. 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It’s not with everyone but usually when people carry out conversations with me they seem to act in an awkward or forced way. I try my best not to make others feel this way and maybe I’m not picking up on social cues correctly, it can be a number of things but does anyone else go through this? How do you deal with it? Did you ever ask anyone why they felt that way around you? There has to be something off about my body language, eye contact, general responses, idk. P.S. I generally try to keep engaged in conversations by asking the other person questions and adding to the convo so its not that I’m giving one word answers :( This is really frustrating and is making me more self-conscious than usual... 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So I’ll lay down some back story for ya. A few years ago my 6 year ltr ended. It made me reevaluate my life and that I needed to meet some new friends. I ended up meeting a couple of amazing new friends but only with the help of becoming an alcoholic. Getting over the fear of meeting new people this was the only way I could cope. I had been lucky enough that pretty much every friend I have made along the way has understood the condition and has had it also in one form or another. We had each other’s backs. I decided I wanted to live as fully as someone without the condition and decided to travel and find a new country to call home. Again, with the help of cocktails this wasn’t so bad but I found that in Europe there are far fewer people who relate to this and it’s simply not tolerated - especially at my age it seems especially rare as I am in my thirties. My situation is peculiar as learning from my days of drinking that meeting new people isn’t hard for me...but I’m wondering if it’s social anxiety anymore or if it doesn’t seem an important priority to have many people in my life. I have a great network of friends but they live in the states while I currently am in Germany. My husband has been pushing me lately to meet new people but the more he pushes - the more I don’t want anything to do with it. I feel that working on becoming financially stable and learning the language are far for important right now. But also I fear that no one here relates as far as though I have talked to and my colleagues. Everyone has their lives so perfectly together here speaking 4 languages, moving to a new country every month, creating startups, etc...I feel so far away from these people and don’t understand how I could ever connect. I keep pushing further and further away from it. So after all this rambling I guess I’m asking three things: Do you feel your aversion to others is because of being forced/ the obligation or purely because it’s SA through and through? Is there anyone in their thirties dealing with this? And does SA make you feel completely disconnected to the human experience? 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Does anyone ever think or feel like they go from being inside their body and head with some tension to just feeling light and open and expressing everything on their mind?,9.389714285714282,10.059796114285714,7.417857142857144,73.04964285714289,59.28571428571429,9.285714285714286,34.64285714285714,8.841846274778883,3.1378571428571425,164,6,24,2,2,48,30,35,0.059,0.828,0.113,0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,15,6,5,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,4,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143673412089884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35177075685425724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277137206098424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864638771277622,0.0,0.0,0.2846201953027153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803833368619618,0.22624311597062305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998199974615708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250148980757974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471854362795998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197662214102036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029219105145988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wellthatwasrough,2018/03/16,"I just screwed up trying to ask for a number I need to write this down because it's eating me alive, this literally happened 2 hours ago. Some background: I was diagnosed with social anxiety in high school, I'm 29 now and finally forcing myself into uncomfortable situations. I weighed 280 pounds for several years and just lost 85 pounds in 6 months (a healthy 195 now) so I am slightly more confident in social situations. I have not asked for a girl's number in 4 years. Situation: I was out for lunch with coworkers who I have known for years and are all my friends so I am pretty comfortable sitting and eating. One of the restaurant workers is pretty cute, let's call her ""Red"", she took my order and I asked her what drink was her favorite so I can order that. She's not giving me much but I think what the hell, just make yourself ask for her number on the way out, what's the worse that can happen? Well at the end of the meal Red has been back in the kitchen the last 15 minutes so I haven't had a chance to approach her. I approach a different girl who works there with the intent to ask to talk to Red. I'm trying to be nice and non-creepy so I say ""would it be inappropriate if I were to ask for the red haired girl's number?"" She looks at me like I brought over a puppy, set it down, then kicked it in the face, and says ""that would be very inappropriate"". It's mad awkward at this point so I retreat and hope that the earth just swallows me up so I don't have to think about what just happened. In retrospect I realize she likely thought I wanted to be given Red's phone number without having to talk to her? This was NOT my intent. I fuckin screwed up, I wasn't clear with her at all. Now I just feel like a creepy shitbag, I wish I'd just chickened out and not said anything like I always do. This is wicked embarrassing, thanks for reading.",3.5480623100303967,4.795948441489365,4.428525835866264,87.23000000000002,72.56382978723406,7.286322188449849,26.19452887537993,7.7094869923839395,1.2650177811550147,1458,48,309,18,28,471,182,376,0.111,0.747,0.142,0.7147,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,3,21,19,5,2,19,0,30,14,2,3,3,51,58,19,0,7,14,0,2,4,1,2,1,3,1,3,20,17,8,0,6,2,0,4,8,8,1,1,14,11,45,11,50,37,5,47,1,1,6,3,34,24,4,3,18,206,65,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229245206320827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724599343939079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101837065684624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763951333279936,0.0,0.5207280575532499,0.0,0.0,0.0713842336208499,0.0,0.056591234615358775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947947140327262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422537150055417,0.0,0.0969926108851989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094276495283413,0.0,0.18998636064155072,0.0,0.0,0.08222408116337845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04694006607580743,0.06632120224379824,0.0,0.10169598961857006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172393897757913,0.0,0.0,0.08905560281569072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24628053070547815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808506699177698,0.0,0.09220590688858027,0.09142358140257498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567275543324799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492987643522482,0.0,0.1814175830949611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795785398441553,0.0,0.10134015456947547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061967952279575036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409985454083354,0.0,0.0682442623581713,0.0688358305666641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290726550551026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775889626588754,0.0,0.0,0.18889273995873765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285992602004968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830715718329303,0.14765192388378034,0.0,0.09395377746063008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487690369597892,0.0,0.0,0.3130506266292705,0.0,0.18926678262308885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923419723368647,0.0,0.0854698144091239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896958728842932,0.0,0.07370046431319703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314288263919233,0.1260574756208015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659843542025206,0.054756372432321856,0.0736879459962431,0.0,0.0,0.08346963745149204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675544260706324,0.08948943785633423,0.0,0.06758484268071316,0.0,0.09460659597138814,0.13189436183894904,0.0,0.0,0.17934770943668216 socialanxiety,Polkadotcow,2018/03/16,"Issues With My Mother-In-Law. Opinions needed. Hi, So this is my first time posting here and I don't really know how this works so here it goes. I've had pretty severe social anxiety for as long as I can remember. However Ive been getting so much better through out the years hitting milestones I never thought I would. One of those milestones was being able to ride public transit all alone which I had accomplished at 18. Now that I'm 21 and married I have a car and I drive occasionally. I go to university only once a week, and my husband drops me off because he wants to. He has never had an issue with dropping me places or driving with me. He knows about my anxiety and so does his mom and we're actually pretty close her and I. However the other day she and him were gone somewhere While I was at uni and she mentioned to him that I should take public transit and be more independent. This really pissed my husband off and now they're not speaking to each other. Its pretty awkward and I don't know if I should talk to her about it or what I could even say. I am pretty bad at confrontation and relationships in general even if we're close. Last night I also over heard her talking about this issue with my sister in law. I could be mistaken maybe she was just explaining what happened between her and my husband, but I'm really sensitive and it rubbed me the wrong way. I don't have an issue with public transit anymore at all. However it would take me two hours or more if I did go by bus which is a total waste of time seeing as how it only takes me like 40 mins by car. I don't get why this is even an issue why would I take the bus if I have a car. Not really sure what to do if I should do anything at all????",2.9331234866828098,4.3817782485875725,4.507380952380952,85.26521186440678,74.42372881355931,7.430024213075062,25.07223567393059,8.07648339933343,1.4124167877320426,1356,44,280,21,28,455,176,354,0.08,0.873,0.046,-0.862,3,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,4,18,8,2,1,11,0,36,1,1,3,7,65,58,35,0,15,12,5,1,1,0,6,0,3,0,0,21,24,0,0,6,0,0,9,8,5,0,3,12,5,47,3,36,34,8,43,0,0,1,0,31,14,1,9,17,205,68,2,0.0903552049880234,0.0,0.0881736461732955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358074266352658,0.0,0.0722570247844859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824296900553254,0.0,0.08960808418027366,0.0,0.0,0.07435463494273539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544282202556585,0.05507969431400695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991183617405691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428255782598326,0.0,0.0,0.05827163231766753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907044877800076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903628220306764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685609120483486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441373066536796,0.0,0.10270189046241954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990080936826217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898167624317763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47153679494129797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897057300599928,0.07365155161380259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04414298913945448,0.0,0.0,0.0799615131019163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077394797545756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058229240453548,0.0,0.0,0.06642147206933023,0.06699723961197411,0.13937500861692578,0.0,0.0,0.08479223905181207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962253444373621,0.061227025310969414,0.13743840990972953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944019580874152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653530989295853,0.3676949070214774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23153543197032445,0.0,0.0,0.0970076756656324,0.10235483355688722,0.0,0.0,0.07185408559885406,0.0,0.0,0.07200140004762899,0.0,0.0,0.10207566304988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210575278601604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515871139128403,0.0,0.2717434772279568,0.14524818235007794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717319399861539,0.10537369329165427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826390614851777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053293840924574516,0.07171975603088533,0.07247749529944462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306303729716345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577966535657867,0.0,0.0,0.1925572356180415,0.09878923245669556,0.0,0.05818578960052592 socialanxiety,Elendira,2018/03/16,"I talked to a stranger at the gym today. It was nice to feel heard, even if I was terrified. Well, I did it. I forced myself to start up a conversation with a guy in the hot tub at my gym's indoor pool. I guess it's kind of cheating since we've seen each other around a few times already, so he wasn't a total stranger, but at least I initiated and asked him about himself. He listened and was super empathetic about my recent break up, so that was nice. It wasn't more than ten minutes probably, but I pushed myself and I'm glad I did. Maybe I'm a bit stronger than I think. Maybe exposure therapy is actually working. Either way, it's a big step for me.",2.3308493696084938,3.712071401459857,4.081871267418717,87.98049767750501,75.86131386861314,7.317584605175848,24.863304578633052,8.00094639256281,1.2257211678832118,510,17,114,8,11,172,88,137,0.052000000000000005,0.772,0.17600000000000002,0.9552,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,7,1,0,9,0,9,0,0,0,1,14,19,8,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,6,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,1,1,1,10,5,16,6,17,9,7,16,0,0,1,0,10,8,0,2,4,75,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.2083857174638376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356483747409765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009722411347746,0.1996324929896647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331320304739464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104215843064355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797300751386646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352400565430864,0.21143967539435105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223706299481858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290623127621037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302338732068297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084648681008528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664375005323496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114578526429331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716365830548257,0.0,0.0,0.24420333572739425,0.0,0.0,0.13682878206295973,0.0,0.0,0.12451777618019222,0.0,0.20241238995041472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694993171480508,0.0,0.0,0.1919994696465632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155460768095278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,BanjoThreeie,2018/03/16,"I ordered food for the first time today So Fridays are my longest days on campus. I have back to back classes until 5:00 PM with only a 1 hour break, which isn't enough time for me to go home and make any food, and I was always too scared to order any food on campus. So for the past 2 months, I'd go the entire day not eating a thing and feeling miserable and starving. Well not today. I got so fed up with it. I rehearsed the scene a bit in my head then went to wait in the McDonald's line. When it was my turn to order, I said exactly what I had rehearsed. ""I'l have a McChicken."" But then, the unexpected happened. ""Sorry, we don't sell those here."" I was scared at first, but then I regained my composure, quickly looked at the menu, then said, ""Okay, then I'll have the crispy chicken sandwich."" ""Will that be all?"" ""Yes."" And now, here I am typing this post while eating a crispy chicken sandwich, which tastes like victory I must say. It definitely wasn't easy, but I'm proud of myself and glad that I was able to beat my anxiety for once.",2.6677469478357385,4.125688660377364,3.8565482796892354,89.62452275249723,75.13207547169812,6.686348501664817,23.79134295227525,7.285733465282438,0.8314031076581578,804,24,173,9,17,262,127,212,0.064,0.85,0.087,0.7711,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,0,4,12,8,0,3,13,2,16,10,1,1,3,20,30,20,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,11,9,9,1,1,0,1,3,5,3,1,2,11,6,20,5,21,16,3,38,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,0,24,114,31,4,0.12911653349497035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107435299177659,0.0,0.0,0.17560734074234638,0.0,0.09877379471615906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856528873931453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096181368752014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653896511989538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26423689548655765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341189412529553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652851988528096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196529148632201,0.4683846744475482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675980295374735,0.0,0.10326628685573436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417732415570213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325108134866547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951441061410945,0.0,0.1271537769474788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630798163376196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084253693058594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618628871420657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305958519210223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375048942643488,0.0,0.0981989419367552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325634106124195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236579479817772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456387814847545,0.1026786497933865,0.2585363491796999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453538832132656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577928762242963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057777801714928,0.0,0.2447747531064777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044171169658606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160912698842818,0.11969232011303285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,daisiesandink,2018/03/16,"What are some ways a new employee with social anxiety can initiate conversations and form bonds with colleagues? I start a new job next week after having been unemployed for over a year due to chronic anxiety and CPSTD. I've made a lot of great improvements in my life and feel ready to move forward, but my social anxiety is still present, and I am worried it will prove to be an obstacle as I rejoin the workforce. In previous jobs I never talked to anyone unless I was spoken to first, and when I did speak, I was never confident in myself and I contributed as little as possible. This led to a lot of assumptions about me by coworkers that I still don't understand to this day. People thought that because I was shy, that meant an assortment of things- that I was easily offended or overly sensitive, that I was deeply religious, etc. All not true. It wasn't until I had been with the company for 6 years that someone finally told me everyone in the office thought these things about me because of my social anxiety. It completely broke my heart. I left that job and went to a new job, thinking I was going to be proactive in being more sociable and friendly with others. Instead, the anxiety got the best of me and I shut down immediately and never really formed any bonds with coworkers in the two and a half years I was there. So now I ask, what can I do to help ease the social anxiety? What can I do to not be awkward or give the same impressions to my new coworkers? How do I find the courage to initiate conversations with them? The only thing I've been able to think of is after being employed a couple weeks, I could maybe bring donuts or bagels and that'd show initiation and inspire people to come thank me and initiate conversations with me. Other than that, I'm at a loss as to what else I can do.",7.1147203947368425,6.6727953494318175,7.726172248803826,72.66715311004785,64.25568181818181,11.842344497607654,34.7194976076555,11.313756151347434,3.967798863636364,1441,57,269,39,19,480,183,352,0.096,0.765,0.14,0.9699,8,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,3,10,12,1,1,21,0,35,3,1,3,6,52,54,27,0,1,7,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,24,22,0,0,10,1,0,7,7,4,0,3,20,2,36,8,53,26,10,47,0,2,0,0,15,14,0,6,27,212,60,6,0.08645853792987407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058794770581909676,0.0,0.3968432692135727,0.0,0.0,0.06045381998170383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082706191971918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540864448583027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907329014895016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447637486445156,0.09065013207695254,0.0,0.0,0.06903010734174367,0.09566472775173222,0.0,0.05575860442838385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222501432313654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642412407416806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261483809124008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04371603456574279,0.0,0.0,0.09471110224222996,0.07902153733942502,0.07354158819578631,0.0,0.0,0.06679765193494437,0.0,0.0,0.08293890776967401,0.0491363795433359,0.0,0.06914879092027018,0.09532084329313796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245378372853058,0.05795133550663234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343187032496577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393745443507596,0.0,0.06106822222260332,0.0,0.08665416847862277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700791432280844,0.0,0.08180915906923816,0.0,0.0,0.08685922216789603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189174311655153,0.0,0.0,0.2000464633539416,0.33400877875969165,0.09194963593914864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575561406659962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987892811083373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746901088189823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538755329526807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525343657563462,0.07325603861942204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119579814641742,0.0,0.1380918001476876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949209779682329,0.0,0.07959940565491866,0.0,0.0,0.17231763257004515,0.110798280125422,0.0,0.13727684320783493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261483809124008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844574286405745,0.09000638710910493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862676309504834,0.13870364805746166,0.0,0.0,0.08014793085201899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878028420650899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670293913169769 socialanxiety,Lbell7904,2018/03/16,"Noticing how anxiety interferes with my everyday life I am 22 years old, and I am just now noticing how anxiety has interfered with my everyday life, including my past. Actually, I had no idea I even possibly had an anxiety problem until about 6 months ago. Now, looking back on awkward situations at school, church, activities, or just hanging out with friends, I realize how huge of a problem I have. I have always been ""shy"" around people at first, and that is normal. What is not normal is why I feel so completely awkward. Do I have PTSD? Do I have a bipolar issue? Am I depressed? A combination of the two? Am I actually a schizophrenic? Do I have memory loss or confusion about reality? What is reality? Is how my thought process works, normal? I ask these questions to myself daily and try to figure them out.. I feel like I will never know, or never be normal. For some reason, back in December I was having ""anxiety"" or ""panic"" attacks at least 5 times a week. I tried to pinpoint what triggered the episodes and have had no luck because I forget or get side-tracked. Maybe it was a certain show I watched or something they said? Maybe it was because I was temporarily ""laid off"", but had plenty of money in the bank, but I just wasn't being productive. Maybe I was just bored. maybe I was extremely stressed about having family over for Christmas? Another issue I have is, I always seem to purposefully, but subconsciously, cause problems for myself with other people, especially my fiancé, mother, coworkers, even close friends. Maybe I just try to push them away? But why? I remember I had just started a short-temporary job that was only supposed to last about a week. I had worked with these people before, but got very worried and sick feeling when it was actually time to go to work. I get to my office, which was in a huge building that was empty because we were working night-shift. Normally, there was only one other person in the office with me throughout the entire shift. It was quiet. The first day, I just pretty much had my headphones in watching my favorite show on Netflix. But, when it cam time for lunch, I felt weird if i had to get up, and heat my food up for lunch. As a matter of fact, I felt so weird that I even left my food in my lunchbox instead of putting it in the fridge that was two feet away from my desk. I didn't eat the entire shift.. which was 12 hours. I got super shaky and felt sick, of course. At the time, I was working in one of the largest Chemical plants in the USA. I went into a panic. I felt like I needed to leave and admit myself into a mental hospital because i just felt completely out of control, my mind anyways. I tried to talk it out with a close family member over texts, but that just made it worse! I started crying, felt like I wasn't getting enough oxygen, felt very hot (my face and ears were as red as they could be), and also felt like my heart was going to pound out of my chest. But, I could not act out, or even leave, because I was in a high security and highly dangerous work environment. So, I just sat there and let my head run free. It was so scary. And see, I can remember all of this now, but when it is time for me to tell my psychiatrist or PCP was had been going on, I forget, get nervous, stutter, and try to make them think that I am not as crazy as i actually am. Now that i have been typing this, I can barely remember what I am actually doing, and keep getting side-tracked. By the way, it took me almost 2 minutes to remember the word ""dangerous."" Weird. 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I've been at my current job for about 3 years but I decided I want to make more money so I applied at a few locations online and got called in for an interview for tomorrow @3pm. It's a general labor job and I have no idea what to wear or what I'm gonna say. Whenever I get nervous I avoid eye contact and sound like I want to cry when I try talking.",1.1731741573033716,2.8128340000000023,3.7307724719101145,88.1296418539326,79.78651685393258,7.596067415730338,25.73174157303371,8.472884824447931,1.756111235955056,322,13,72,7,8,113,63,89,0.147,0.7809999999999999,0.073,-0.8047,5,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,0,3,2,2,1,0,12,11,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,3,11,1,10,7,2,8,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,6,41,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479636496834947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213883400293626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217619251229487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390043022541793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850756739973952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136779438270618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34804141165956576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24562430511618746,0.0,0.0,0.6477515604236282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629988253592433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523809513794705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303044057017908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488467617805514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477243233281563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566717451903176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401160800474136 socialanxiety,deathwalkedtheearth,2018/03/16,"The time I won an award for being shy and had to accept it in front of the entire school. In middle-school we had an awards ceremony at the end of each school year where students received recognition. Most awards were for best grades, fewest days absent, etc. I'd never won anything - never tried to, as I didn't want to stand out - but this year I heard my name called out over the PA system and, in front of the entire school, was told I had won the ""Are you there in the back of the world?"" award because I always chose to sit in the back of the class and keep to myself. They said they created the award that year just for me. I'm sharing this in the hope that a young person might read it and realize moments like these don't define us. School is formative, but it isn't forever. Besides, I've always believed the most interesting people always sit in the back :) ",6.639955041746951,5.703551248554912,6.434990366088631,83.16375080282596,65.41618497109826,9.307385998715477,27.89274245343609,8.167268648758528,1.5624237636480405,678,15,142,7,9,213,101,173,0.013,0.727,0.26,0.9938,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,2,9,6,14,0,0,17,0,12,0,0,0,2,22,22,7,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,8,8,0,1,2,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,12,2,13,14,25,8,5,33,0,0,0,0,14,13,0,4,14,94,21,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32233110205069765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626021458853267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978712249989607,0.0,0.07871439543459141,0.0,0.0,0.14548149430271393,0.13551043221569045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185272694962422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832759942842594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436786779667747,0.0,0.1440103260758365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825187974010085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477368218679693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630847492177216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698294923409526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918083567109351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952014702038598,0.11274839309459725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916157398667766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282899529362533,0.0,0.0,0.6534152189712528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529477664560427,0.0,0.0,0.12338602903014832,0.0,0.08766850600577969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532343753273728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616223221664413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494599493515168 socialanxiety,Tomoe-Gozen,2018/03/16,"Why did I take public speaking this semester? No really, why? I’m asking you guys. So it’s a pre-req at my college, and I needed the units. I’ve actually been able to kind of b.s my way through presentations in college over the last couple of years, but I’m really struggling with this class in particular. My professor is really nice and I notice that she goes out of her way to try and compliment me or make me feel good because I’m internally freaking out every second I’m in this class. She can tell I’m shy so she tries to make me feel comfortable. Today we had to work on hand gestures and posture while speaking in front of the class, and I WAS THAT ONE KID THAT CRIED. I’m not sure if it was really that noticeable, but I noticed that my smile was kinda shaky and on the verge of trying too hard. And my eyes filled up with Lil tears but I didn’t let them flow. I’m 23 and this has never happened before, and it’s really frustrating. I’m fine one on one, but when I’m being evaluated and watched by everyone in my class, I crack under the pressure. It just really sucks that I’ll be graded poorly for this even though I’m really trying. Im really looking for some tips or exercises anyone might have for an anxious little college girl. 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Anyone else? # Does anyone else's SA worsen around other people of the same sex? I'm a woman, and I struggle with anxiety around mostly everyone but I'm especially terrified of other women. They are so much harder to talk to/be around/interact with than men I've noticed--**especially** if they are very beautiful, or I perceive them as being prettier than me. Also, the things other females tend to discuss often seem so trivial to me, and in my experience, the majority of them are very shallow and want you to impress them in some stupid way before they will accept/welcome your company. This might stem from some ugly girl-drama that happened to me back in middle school (I'm in my 20's and this is still clearly affecting me). When around them I find it hard to make eye contact at all, my throat gets really tense and makes it hard to speak, and my mind goes blank because I'm so preoccupied with how I look/what they're thinking of me. This is just super unfortunate because I really long to make connections with not only people in general but especially positive ones with other women; it's something I feel I haven't experienced in such a long time (since maybe freshman year of high school). I'm a server at a restaurant (a living hell, but it pays the bills) where my coworkers are mostly female. I've worked there for about half a year and still have no friends; there have been new people hired since I started who are already better friends with all of them than I think I will ever be. I feel like I come across as being bitchy because of how quiet I am, and my inability to talk to others/form work relationships is making me feel like such a misfit, and therefore most likely affecting how the management views me. Can anyone else relate to this? I hope this isn't a redundant post; I forgot to search the subreddit before posting.",7.438287671232878,7.225021835616437,7.691883561643834,72.42083904109589,63.52054794520548,10.478082191780825,32.496575342465746,10.008157457239328,3.1426739726027404,1530,52,270,29,20,500,195,365,0.134,0.733,0.133,0.7515,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,8,4,25,12,2,1,14,0,22,3,2,10,4,62,46,25,0,3,7,0,5,3,2,3,0,2,0,4,17,20,0,1,8,0,2,1,4,3,0,2,2,10,39,9,46,38,10,34,1,0,2,1,24,16,1,11,17,185,56,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745607716929376,0.07062422611666481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351190798570227,0.0,0.0,0.1852524320586734,0.2714626672515663,0.0,0.39308842599138255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790758414997627,0.0,0.16150516011161895,0.0,0.1502964658135522,0.0,0.0,0.07810606102572626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607420881332069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728368653842882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132364113438893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988456258255851,0.0,0.0843872765755616,0.0,0.08638749040832315,0.0,0.0,0.13396178646305348,0.1261822784627579,0.0,0.0,0.08071688429048922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646148945318684,0.0,0.04614012743339858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809528339368127,0.0,0.15822299154933084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330799817755124,0.0,0.08771517271472519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129436457801111,0.0,0.07798238555843233,0.1563092307989103,0.07416104734998527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357996280454768,0.0,0.08872272068275827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368660385633464,0.08917139913818499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492053992559765,0.0,0.0,0.08529367073482265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059843472560761765,0.06716635072873672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367625893483625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691597269935793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315170220655665,0.0,0.0,0.09481558425213052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787558323593842,0.0,0.08039723901826082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610758046249328,0.0,0.0,0.09002443057691294,0.0,0.06798800076966888,0.0,0.0,0.06250870742784326,0.0,0.14105445463695362,0.0,0.0,0.09232438246403744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196599574812474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867152541643434,0.11317537291199922,0.0,0.0,0.10299255420458048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573567397767798,0.05208955507521587,0.07009909807474947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858647235691353,0.0,0.08999894025889461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137419198695413 socialanxiety,blablagbd,2018/03/17,"My SA is making me want to kill myself I'm usually quite positive and recently I've been overcoming a lot of hurdles with my SA but the other day I sent a really stupid message and it's destroying me. I keep evaluating myself now, thinking that I'm not a good person and will never be liked. Thinking that I will never make friends and if I did ever find a friend they wouldn't like me if they knew who I really was deep down. I hate myself but I worry that I'm full of myself since I think about myself a lot. Every time I go somewhere I'm just faking being happy. Every night it gets worse and I keep imagining ways of killing myself. I don't like being the person I am that says all the stupid shit I say. It's hard for me to believe that I'm not the things I say because what else am I you know? Also I keep obsessively refreshing my comments on Reddit and getting really hurt when I'm down voted it's really stupid I know but it's just another annoying thing.I'm sorry for the rant.",1.337412008281575,3.4671684830917897,3.759599723947552,85.66478260869567,81.56038647342996,6.8414078674948255,20.48516218081436,7.957251820313856,1.0420031746031748,784,22,159,15,21,272,114,207,0.341,0.605,0.054000000000000006,-0.9971,0,0,0,0,0,2,11.0,0,1,2,1,7,19,9,1,10,0,13,1,1,2,4,37,36,13,2,4,9,0,1,3,2,3,0,3,0,2,14,7,0,3,8,0,0,2,6,12,0,0,5,4,33,7,12,25,4,18,0,1,0,0,14,5,1,4,13,107,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469913440472777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241719948169304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721867443389861,0.0,0.0,0.13341696112003154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637005754516603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892336001958027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071162028221294,0.1995451822508527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823225250679566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297949076920733,0.0,0.1237374303273434,0.0,0.06729989338426576,0.0993237174607434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605856576314506,0.10607960728586728,0.1169136324147164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676932323976525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157670870919784,0.2620247810635387,0.0,0.1301592876957517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355971439504306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135014122972966,0.0,0.0,0.15809037420088862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266310733165148,0.0,0.0,0.11112762622589197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067967207780777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595252181028282,0.0,0.0,0.30344738185680425,0.0,0.1169238625477016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28251314235328195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155476368619647,0.09795690629523487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255967953765027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734381745898565,0.22763314601835244,0.0,0.0,0.06905070872701813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042111375981433,0.0,0.06984622768116057,0.0939949968338766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025961140674835,0.12067844433128652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bruhnana21,2018/03/17,"I feel like I just don't fit in I have a group of friends I really like spending time with them. But they allways talk with eachother about their parties, clubbing, vacations and drinking with eachother. I'm not allowed to go out let alone go on vacations. They stopped asking if I want to join them in the weekend because they know I'm not allowed. It makes me really unhappy and feel out of place when I'm with them. It makes me not want to be with them because I know it makes me unhappy on all the things I miss out on but when I'm not with them I feel like I'm missing out.",3.8825826446280978,4.401789520661161,4.644287190082647,88.7046126033058,71.14876033057851,8.033471074380165,30.827479338842977,8.07648339933343,1.9205115702479336,456,19,101,6,8,147,59,121,0.107,0.77,0.123,0.2148,2,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,9,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,5,1,34,24,7,0,3,8,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,12,1,1,5,3,1,2,5,2,0,0,0,3,20,4,21,22,1,18,0,2,0,0,13,11,0,1,8,65,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059602505349707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859083964275033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24244790792249024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194808288362712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30165062386006797,0.2841329906336646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363968529107666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260348281922677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857785170589505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033490707305967,0.0,0.29146064170106417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982242256386342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776764946805484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547911793550923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662568843529367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983711592316086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321145582779342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159575765933893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345869997690099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Psydeon,2018/03/17,"Me and my anxiety I am 24 year old person with social anxiety. Although it has not been diagnosed but after a lot of online research, I came to this conclusion. I also feel depressed and sometimes it lasts for months. My depression comes and go. This has been going on for at least 7 years now. My anxiety hasn't had any severe impact on my physical being. I have been generally a good perfomer in terms of grades. I also have a good paying job But socially, it is as miserable as it can get. I have zero social skills and I have a very hard time connecting with peoples. I have had friends in college, but I lost in touch with them. Everyone got busy with their own thing and also I started avoiding them. Although, I made some friends at my work place, but there was no real connection. Instead of calling them friends, i should call them acquaintance. I am also not very close with my family and I have no one to share these feelings with. Even the trivial things such as shopping and going out are very hard for me. Whenever I am surrounded by people, I have a constant feeling of being judged. I know this is all irrational and most of it is in my head. So after working for 2.5 years, I thought it's time to make some changes. I made a brave decision of moving to a new city and taking a new job. I was excited, hoping that I would meet new people, make some friends. Hopefully find someone special. But it was quite the contrary, I feel more miserable here. The new job sucks, people at my work place are not so friendly. I don't know anyone in the city, I don't think I have enough courage to go outside alone. I just wanted someone to listen. 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Where I'm at with my anxiety right now: I can force myself into public, like going to the grocery store or the theater and be ok for the most part because I don't really have to directly socialize with anyone. I am currently a college student, but I'm that quiet, weird kid who almost never talks. I have a pretty severe case of RBF, so I think people just think I'm a bitch. Since quitting my job a year and a half ago, I have been too afraid apply for another job, so I am unemployed. I have 1 friend and have never been in a relationship. Earlier this month I finally made myself go to therapy. It was undoubtedly uncomfortable and I did in fact ugly cry while rehashing my history of bullying and other miscellaneous traumatic experiences that contributed to my larger than life, monstrous social anxiety issue. After two sessions of talk therapy/CBT, Therapist One referred me to a secondary therapist whom Therapist One thought would be more of service to me. On Thursday, I had my first appointment with the new, better equipped Therapist Two. She was empathetic, incredibly understanding and patient. I did some more ugly crying after once again, reciting my trauma history. Then we worked on a prognosis/plan. Next session, a week from yesterday, I am set to begin EMDR therapy. Upon the mention of medication, I expressed my apprehension (bad past experience with Zoloft/Sertraline, felt like an apathetic zombie and cannot recall anything beyond that during a 3-5 month span), to which she responded by informing me of a fairly recent DNA-based test, that can indicate which medications will work, which ones have potential and which ones have a slim to none chance of contributing anything fruitful. This was news to me. While I am still not crazy about the notion of being medicated, I figured at this point, why not? As of now, I am feeling very hopeful about taking necessary steps to improve my life overall, but especially in the regard of my social life which has been an enormous hindrance since the inception of my SA 9-10 years ago. (I'm only 20, so roughly a hefty 50% portion of my existence has been anxiety riddled.) Tldr https://genesight.com/product/ The product website explains it more thoroughly for those interested! (I am by no means sponsored or anything like that. I just thought some people may find it interesting and/or helpful.) (Moral of the story:) Lastly, get help even if it is hard and initially sucks. Deep down, I think many of you know that you should get help, but muddle a good decision with excuses and later talk yourself out of it (this was me everyday for the last 5 years). The fact of the matter is that you cannot and will not improve if you do not take steps conducive to change. Imagine if you had gotten over this hurdle a year ago, five years ago-where/what would you be now? Future you will be eternally grateful you did. 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Whenever I am around older men (particularly older men I admire) I get really nervous. I think there's a part of me seeking approval and confirmation that I am a man and I can only get that approval from people I perceive to be real men. The irony of course is that real men wouldn't have this need for approval. Does anyone else experience this? I'm actually very curious if this problem is common among men who don't have fathers or strong male figures growing up. 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He seems really nice and he’s also really good looking. I feel like he’s too good for me. He wants to meet me but I’ve been putting it off because I’m really scared that it’ll turn out bad... Maybe I don’t look as good in real life compare to my photo, or maybe he’ll find out how socially awkward and shy I am and find me boring. He likes to party and hangout outside a lot whereas I’m the opposite of that. And to be honest, a guy like him can get better looking and more interesting guy than me.",0.941295454545454,2.6054935083333355,3.3162121212121214,90.71727272727274,80.58333333333334,6.363636363636362,21.74242424242424,7.348242739294969,0.6510833333333328,431,13,98,6,11,149,75,120,0.085,0.635,0.28,0.9767,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,15,0,2,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,19,20,11,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,8,0,0,5,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,2,5,11,11,13,15,2,5,0,0,3,0,14,4,0,3,4,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112925837975938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790471475841564,0.08608049742456605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488904838064678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280035643014166,0.20176135466010828,0.0,0.0,0.25812733954077266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737765614043823,0.0,0.0,0.35532153790984794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194612390403568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974102164765596,0.27595290861773314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35574329989836895,0.0,0.0,0.1200519601782418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837294829696241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419553692367358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072825346798436,0.27138883126956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137615976419698,0.0,0.0,0.12855256738801388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394613322078886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359627327740455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328950248524597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lookathisjackassmeme,2018/03/17,"i fell down during my dance performance on stage in school today, i have to do it again. HELP ? in front of everyone every o n e. those tiny middle school kids 𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘦𝘥 and it was just rehearsal day. tomorrow's the real thing, with parents and all. heLP ME because i don't feel like going anymore, but we have been practicing for so longg. dang, this sucks. any advice - should i ditch it? because i want to but there's so many people depending on me being there",1.2123333333333337,3.838961011111113,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,88.88888888888891,5.222222222222221,19.722222222222214,6.816661863887847,0.4595555555555553,361,11,71,5,12,114,70,90,0.062,0.87,0.068,-0.2984,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,6,2,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,1,13,12,6,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,2,1,9,1,10,8,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,1,5,45,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493730222429206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653590935306388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282848991204281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806412518486832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845238381014098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394353582520735,0.21995474561214567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639009994137225,0.1644465379516375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082129206402535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085806751849579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245835590348344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333747647644633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555968202532704,0.0,0.0,0.1595835551221095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26200463293230664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659256137753139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529268507213046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181915539647744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577099890597707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Scriptman777,2018/03/17,"So here is a story about me trying to order a thing for the past week or so. Hello, I am new to this sub so I hope I am doing this right... anyway, here is the story. Lately I have been really interested in Warhammer 40k, and I really wanted to get some models. So I found the one and only store around that is a Games Workshop reseller, and wrote them an e-mail (that took about 40 minutes to write 3 sentences). 4 days later, no response. So I was slowly preparing to call the store, but then I saw that they had a Facebook page, so I wrote them a message there, because it seemed less awkward. Fast forward few days and messages, my last message to them was ""Yes, I'd like to order (product a) and (product b)"". After a day of no response I realised my mistake. I did not include any address, or any other personal info and the surname I use on Facebook isn't my actual one (because yay anxiety). So now I am just sitting here, thinking if I should write the delivery info now, or wait for some sort of a response. Or if I should just give up on this like I do with most things when it gets too awkward. So yea, that is the story of how I may or may not get some Warhammer models...",4.309806362378978,4.462000174273864,5.658572614107888,83.10990594744122,70.07883817427387,7.754467496542183,29.759612724757947,7.3011,1.719479446749654,906,33,185,8,15,306,134,241,0.046,0.8859999999999999,0.068,0.7933,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,4,0,23,8,0,2,16,3,20,0,0,2,0,44,35,25,0,7,12,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,12,8,0,1,5,1,2,2,5,3,0,2,10,1,25,5,21,21,7,26,0,0,1,0,16,7,0,16,18,141,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.17054964047870236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376982543331848,0.0,0.13369804746569872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558174342816514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307550431720154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784590108027632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33813524924509386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916255329207337,0.0,0.0,0.273929260953739,0.16765465191914858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358536392469032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246031772061338,0.19714739952224092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076691855506704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879329330091355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23685642156258724,0.13291993932064486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668370865471907,0.0,0.15260182452616514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392339658388435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925203992520827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591034203274423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23221793393832646,0.1119851200551984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417513935198066,0.1186568925974886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509445742919398,0.0,0.0,0.10308346999228588,0.0,0.1401894024187559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Black_rose1809,2018/03/17,"Feeling bad about my actions I went camping this Spring Break with family and students. It’s a camping trip our school holds for our students and staff. I went with my kids and had a blast. I noticed two of my older students were sitting with the adults at night near the bonfire , looking bored and I was going to sit in the playground my with kids (15, 9 and 7) to keep an eye on them. I asked them If they want to join us and they said yes. So I sat on the playground on my phone, just watching the kids playing with my kids. Mom comes and drags them off, looking at me like I did something wrong. Then it hit me that an adult female calling them out seems wrong and I feel so bad that the mother probably thought I was going to do something to her kids! The other parents know me and trust me to watch their kids, but that mother worries me. Then I had another instance at the children’s museum with my kids, there’s an outside cabin with samples of birds and insects with sand all over the place. I wore sandals and I got sand in my feet. There’s a water thing near by the exhibit and I just went to a shallow puddle to clean my feet. I didn’t notice a baby next to me and the mother screamed the child’s name and dragged her away from me. I felt so bad too and apologized but the mother just looked at me in disgust. I walked away and waited until they left and went back with my kid to wash off my feet. I’m not a bad Person. I love kids and I work with them and I would never do anything to a child but why is it that everyone thinks I am a pedo? I have my own children and I’m a female 27 y/o.",1.8087424536989647,3.4103030534124663,3.0180333572086404,94.1224925816024,77.81305637982194,5.479136396193596,23.193389951908326,5.935793293072707,0.2636766397216821,1247,39,279,7,29,402,166,337,0.118,0.8290000000000001,0.053,-0.9764,1,0,2,0,1,0,27.0,3,0,9,1,11,13,1,0,25,1,13,7,4,0,2,55,42,30,0,3,8,6,5,1,0,1,1,2,1,16,10,32,1,3,7,2,0,10,3,9,0,1,17,14,55,4,46,23,2,42,0,0,6,1,43,20,0,2,10,190,65,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177920736444576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092441373354736,0.0,0.1050171974042217,0.0,0.21108312509024466,0.08637797074658228,0.3751770462283259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470565165888193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676586003904694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734002392618107,0.0,0.0,0.10589856970864453,0.0,0.11359896853062157,0.0,0.10785832963428003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276840886621998,0.0,0.08984382277250166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998476885013979,0.0,0.0,0.06173587057360256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205130264238526,0.0,0.0,0.054880755492607736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829969962288154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138588972355987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156431255025985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663896485941648,0.0,0.11946856460351025,0.10541792093807337,0.0,0.0,0.2557861809458084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473369794812407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808578254394927,0.11736520069929413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111513386226133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685543085615484,0.0,0.0,0.11368808249914195,0.0,0.1022647241387359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729605202456057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462976881765415,0.07197914027567145,0.0,0.08918070878602884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973406981698436,0.0,0.13512406252240236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625754870843915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165392568239791,0.10136403146053684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178054547722834,0.11408070736209296,0.0,0.07979890481892264,0.24563935598609066,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DoctorDonutsMan,2018/03/17,"Stopped feeling like I belonged as soon as my friends got girlfriends. Hello everyone, to introduce myself. I'm American chinese and my main friends' girlfriends are f.o.b, I've heard them speaking mandarin. I get really nervous easily with new people so I have a stuttering problem. It's even bad when I first met them trying to skate, they were speaking how I had a booger in my nose and how I was complete dumbass trying to skate without knowing how to use a skateboard. If I ever see them they always say I'm the ""weird guy"" in Mandarin because they don't think I speak it. I pretend not to hear but I usually just dip seeing my friends if I see them with their girlfriends. Even if I don't see them with their girlfriends all they do is talk about them in text messages while they're sitting right in front of me. I feel really left out, should I just leave my friends for a while? I feel so pathetic, what should I do?",4.605737356566087,5.885915022099455,4.834475138121547,85.2003144921377,70.04972375690608,7.779175520611986,32.15512112197195,8.139509932561175,2.3212810029749247,733,33,142,10,13,230,106,181,0.126,0.7759999999999999,0.098,-0.4679,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,12,1,13,10,0,1,5,0,12,1,1,4,2,29,29,16,0,6,8,0,3,1,8,2,0,6,0,1,3,6,0,1,5,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,6,14,35,5,19,21,2,18,0,0,4,0,31,7,0,3,10,98,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208483781492887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121266386378436,0.08853480441154554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227767613295945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185463808196815,0.13137470255799968,0.0,0.13877967158343787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22030777013435654,0.10375696358106408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353806765636982,0.0,0.0,0.4488373474914221,0.0,0.07588006144849822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615887310350426,0.0,0.0,0.14380693989059992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369205777584142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981816595284423,0.0,0.0,0.15378445182237047,0.15779985020955112,0.0,0.0,0.07095520333359431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027028828363156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006886817028097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389716877032651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608440405434884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403115229173473,0.0,0.11549787074702812,0.0,0.0,0.4629386527988183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142419263907178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673557356895525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306166593726124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197212059863276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543767904945455,0.15995745345762846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400027748353707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,YesEvenDogsIKnow,2018/03/17,"My SA gets triggered by dogs too, apparently. My parents just got a dog after I moved out for University. Since I love dogs but had never had one growing up, I was psyched about getting to dogsit for a week or so. And don't get me wrong, this is a great dog, but the first day I felt compelled to spend 6 straight hours outside because this dog does not tire, and every time I want to go inside (because frankly, that's where you want to be), he whines. And somewhere in my ridiculous lizard brain that has its ""fight or flight"" wired all fuck-y, that strong desire to please lest I be judged kicks in. I genuinely worry about boring my dog the same way I feel about boring my human peers. I feel genuinely self-conscious about how *a dog* perceives me. I can't just ignore him if he enters the room: Not because I just love him so much (I do, of course), but because the way he stares at me (the way all dogs stare!) makes me so nervous I either have to do something entertaining so *that he doesn't judge me* or actually physically leave the room. Which doesn't work, of course, because he's a dog and he loves me back, and will therefore follow me around the house, which just makes it worse. I just can't stop worrying about if he's entertained, if I'm an inadequate owner, should I be petting him more. I can't even watch porn *around a dog* because I feel *that the dog will judge me*. It was like spending an entire week around a fun human, 24/7, no breaks. Someone I loved, yes. But I was constantly on edge and so desperately needed alone time that I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to dogsit again. And I'm especially sad about it because I had always wanted to have a dog but apparently I'm so fucking weird that I get social anxiety from dogs so that's off the table. I just had to get it off my chest, because I really thought I had gotten better lately.",3.0378102836879437,4.560379784574471,3.953851063829788,89.0386666666667,74.29255319148936,6.715460992907803,24.235460992907804,7.3011,0.8657329078014189,1453,44,310,16,30,467,187,376,0.135,0.685,0.18,0.9678,3,1,1,0,1,0,57.0,0,1,0,4,29,23,3,1,19,1,27,9,2,6,5,59,56,27,0,10,22,1,4,1,0,3,1,0,3,2,17,11,0,2,6,2,2,5,11,11,0,2,12,7,42,12,33,37,6,39,0,2,3,6,21,15,1,7,16,190,59,2,0.09462865440927266,0.0,0.09234391635594466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980067474590282,0.0,0.0,0.07873862101196775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239066161307653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527186945920879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276359416248575,0.0,0.4614779953318162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369135490896824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563687389572846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225995797106033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102765366072345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281017316480345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250133377322964,0.08559703550589368,0.0797287226402109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354127282677906,0.0,0.09085834798756127,0.0,0.0,0.08049108509945682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496533235110007,0.2471978313758319,0.0,0.05377964501898628,0.0,0.07568317942318956,0.10432842555471984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319016310227557,0.1091887621019588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674524390772458,0.1001980817203554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04623078066640878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34162422061481634,0.0,0.12633072324346675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057528395280928,0.06956294910334092,0.07016594820914944,0.07298345195193047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641228252365482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507392217526128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387384608978677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062153911975976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987183242915492,0.0,0.0,0.07827780079288321,0.0,0.0,0.09646199630280404,0.08017855179938639,0.0728497613020251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911379227680858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918638689661494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751245814776933,0.11035745873905496,0.10876171780604756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744329634345187,0.2253354638063268,0.15181079730935074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688907874317851,0.19219998387362144,0.09643468319516554,0.0,0.10346157854150256,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Smalls_85,2018/03/17,"No friends, only acquaintances. Can’t seem to get beyond that and I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. I’m a 33 yr old female from Utah. As I’ve gotten older I’ve had more difficulty meeting people and finding others I connect with. Most people my age are Mormon, and/or married with kids. Throughout my adult life I’ve been able to form healthy acquaintances with people, but it never really goes beyond that. No one I go out and hang with on weekends or talk about my day with...it’s very depressing and it makes me want to isolate myself because this has become such a pattern that I don’t really see a point in trying anymore. I’ve gotten better at reinforcing boundaries with people (I tend to attract not the healthiest of people in my life and I’d cling to that because I was fooled into thinking they actually liked me when really they had ulterior motives) but now that I’m being more picky with who I let into my life, the healthy ones don’t seem interested in getting to know the real me. The only social life I have is my boyfriend and i crave so much more than that but I don’t know what my problem is. People appear to like me to an extent, but nothing more than on a superficial level. 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So I want to get a new hairstyle to see if it improves my look, but I don't know what I want or how I should go about getting it so instead I just let my hair grow and look even worse giving me even more anxiety.",4.232500000000002,4.39943225,5.215624999999998,86.166875,70.25,7.65,31.625,7.1686216300943375,1.774575,240,10,52,2,4,79,49,64,0.124,0.748,0.128,-0.2031,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,1,0,11,17,7,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,10,0,4,13,2,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918201017407618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33123090564898355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39301350843884814,0.2405385343917896,0.14250480309549396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137803514473838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564049046412101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211271913020289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421721731010791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537684684221856,0.19981219995442587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074197883753229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957931260257796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555317264636427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EffectiveAttitude,2018/03/17,"Why do I have anxiety about getting a job? I've always seemed to be anxious about starting a job. When I was 17, I got my first job as a cashier at Walmart. I was pretty anxious because I would have to constantly interact with people, but I accepted the job because it was the only position available. I wasn't trained to be a cashier until about three weeks into the job so I just went around the store to help anyone that needed it. I didn't mind that at all, even when a customer asked me to help them with something. Then came the day I was being trained. I was terrified and so shaky and anxious. I absolutely hated it. I went home after work and panicked about having to do it the next day. So I just didn't show up and was fired. I waited a few more months to get a new job at a doggie daycare center. This place was 45 minutes from my house but I was about to go to college by the job so it wasn't a big deal. I was so excited about being able to work closely with dogs. I had an amazing first day, but on my way home I again panicked. It hit me all at once. I had the worst panic attack ever. To make matters worse, I did not have my then-boyfriend or mother to help talk me through it. So, again, I just didn't show up and got fired again after the first day. It's extremely embarassing and annoying that I can't handle one part-time job because I am 18, in college, and living off of my parents. I have the motivation to get a job, I just can't seem to muster up the courage to keep one. Does anyone have a similar problem or have any advice?",2.3469729344729338,3.7291678425925987,3.8379012345679016,89.74209401709405,75.82098765432099,6.589553656220324,25.73314339981007,7.1686216300943375,1.0519334283000954,1207,43,263,13,26,400,153,324,0.188,0.716,0.096,-0.9883,10,0,1,0,1,0,34.0,0,0,1,6,24,11,3,2,23,0,34,0,0,2,3,40,53,23,0,3,10,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,12,14,0,2,4,2,1,4,8,7,0,6,22,2,35,4,44,25,5,44,0,0,0,0,10,16,0,5,23,190,47,14,0.07691676741622355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516217491792086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400091216406685,0.0,0.0,0.052306039431374365,0.0,0.058841116542960537,0.2606821610787708,0.0,0.10756398436268894,0.0,0.0,0.06847223030210921,0.07190679453379457,0.0875039270010297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066324250391726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797229106351652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311970039470519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19841980727223527,0.07929780980220298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731038149888599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050802799459105326,0.06957561969601357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627608921387274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055750905742495,0.0,0.04371357147024054,0.0,0.12303473076635775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593938369597751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466706358966775,0.0,0.1543075782567039,0.0,0.0,0.08875162255544834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6869522088782058,0.06836715699152447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791891480902963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134253951881658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776640085847371,0.0,0.0613942299228642,0.0,0.0,0.0570328084303087,0.0,0.07428669326930375,0.08180185474885497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191384700655185,0.10424158444563976,0.05849866762232175,0.0,0.09024525391959064,0.08540696772998807,0.08329336362750328,0.0,0.053324401802202735,0.0,0.08036165105052064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825200453933365,0.0,0.07359895858098571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004427252795176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921428537026933,0.0,0.0,0.05444208386563228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182278409379417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105294979417189,0.06169799127340533,0.0,0.0,0.14260522798191375,0.06940541895528535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199264550657873,0.0,0.07838475718040977,0.05463946472261722,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Milikan2000,2018/03/17,"Extravertive social anxiety behavior. How to regain awareness and stop alienation ? Is any of you running on full autopilot mode when being in a social interaction ? I always read accounts of social anxiety that seem to be an ""introvertive"" version of social anxiety, but I have the impression that I have an ""extravertive"" one (when I am not just in full avoidance mode) : I am very talkative, talking very fast, I run on autopilot, hence feeling fully alienated from myself . I am not really there, I see an automatic system taking place which is clearly not me. Then, the system very often dysfunctions causing an abrupt shifting to awkwardness, confusion, feeling lost and appearing cold, surely because the dysfunction triggers return to self-awareness. And of course, when all your social interaction are like that, you increasingly hate social life. I wish so much I could have ""real"" interactions, like I used to be, to connect to people, even on the most basic level. Now, I am just a very fast engine that can make you laugh, can give the appearance of normality but when it's over, it's like nothing ever happened. Except I never want to see people again, wanting to die because I'll never have abilities to have a social life. I hate this person, I do not recognize myself in this person I am watching, I feel ashamed others saw that; I feel inherently flawed, not human and deeply alien because of this inability to be there when in a social setting. It hurts so much. When the interaction is over, I feel like I am remembering what a high or drunk me has done. But I am so grateful to be able to have interactions (in groups !!) lately. From september to september, getting out of the house was not an option, progress has been made. I write this post to talk with fellows who feel/felt the same, maybe you overcomed this and have stories, advices or whatever which could help to share. Thanks guys if you read until there, your answers and your feedback would mean a lot to me.",7.427732351447434,8.249042829608939,7.401615033011684,70.98019299136618,63.44134078212291,10.196241747079736,34.987811071609954,10.125756701596842,3.7276156424580993,1575,67,255,33,22,505,186,358,0.151,0.7240000000000001,0.125,-0.8163,1,1,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,8,0,2,20,17,2,4,19,0,34,3,0,6,6,63,60,24,1,8,15,0,5,4,1,1,2,0,0,4,18,8,1,2,9,3,1,5,8,8,0,1,6,10,35,9,40,46,10,44,0,2,4,0,34,16,0,11,23,196,53,3,0.07784218732914985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606648454642488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477093566546509,0.0,0.0,0.05293535670616525,0.0,0.1786471807300904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423556246723656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996536900439252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430130501178972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078790075122615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965958386790391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05141403058375008,0.07041271498854529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361560928578911,0.055610474181549116,0.07474070712107457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04066933006168063,0.07467331914308548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707600378711643,0.06883558917739571,0.0,0.0,0.15370608853943174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052175977323842535,0.08224454474589671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898194328857094,0.08333167150626705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878093778743055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996447795510307,0.1521190430730586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497394285048566,0.06617864400428185,0.0,0.07365615979619113,0.05196026449669828,0.0,0.07820293987323336,0.0847929622206245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144459286475867,0.0,0.12007338737373993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626881612127323,0.0746916781577212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274788070587433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793194289718423,0.13593759092536045,0.08132851789394052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745512978933154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572650506109978,0.08860145100417548,0.049867698466177474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818002381639513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240602900787288,0.07086460379636275,0.0812063781345446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6348024566741249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507955414958665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336534033327692,0.0,0.0585276372917781,0.12513320313104212,0.0,0.07166662766498386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672306568293428,0.0,0.256911827359602,0.09182667781652484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951467379943474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529685647716563,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cantbeconnected,2018/03/17,"Something I've noticed about myself... Eye contact. When I'm in an airport or in the store or any place that forces me to be surrounded by people I'm probably never going to see again, I can maintain eye contact no problem. Even give a slight grin. It's probably a bit creepy but I honestly don't give a shit because it's part of my look and I feel great in the situations, interviews (if I fail I'll never see them again, it helps to think this). On the other hand, when I'm on campus, and a cute girl catches my gaze, I instantly look away. It's like anyone, it's like I'm constantly trying to hide from everyone around me. Any ideas on how to healthily make these two scenarios overlap? 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I have been very quiet and shy since I was a young child. I hoped I would grow out of it and have some but not completely. I have a boyfriend who I used to date at 15 for 9 months, we broke up, and didn’t speak for 9 years, then reconnected over a year ago and started dating again. We have been dating 11 months now. Usually when we hang out we hang at my apartment. We have conflicting schedules and don’t get a ton of time together. We usually hang out Wednesday evening, Friday evening, Saturday day and Sunday morning. We just took a weekend long trip together for the first time, from Friday morning until Sunday afternoon. We went to a romantic cabin at a closed down winery next to a small town and spent time hanging at the cabin, hiking in the area, and checking out the town. During the trip I think I was having anxiety, I’m not sure, but he is so socially comfortable and just rambles on and jokes about whatever, while I felt really anxious making any decisions during the trip and self conscious overall, and not the best at small talk. Whenever we had to make a decision and he asked me what I wanted to do, I would just say I don’t know. I always get anxiety about planning activities, I know it’s weird, I just am so used to being in my own apartment doing my thing by myself, and don’t do social things as much as I probably should. And I did have a wonderful time otherwise, we had lots of quality time and everything we did over the trip was fun and great, but I just felt so self conscious in general the whole time too. This has really happened I think with any boyfriend I’ve had and even friends. He is almost my only friend now, I really need to make more. But part of me thinks most people would say it’s a symptom of a relationship that doesn’t work well, but it happens with everyone. Is this social anxiety? I just feel like I don’t have a good grasp or concept of what people do when they hang out and it makes me nervous planning stuff. I guess I kinda feel like I have to be some great, funny, cool, smart, interesting person and I don’t know how to be when just hanging out. I don’t know if that makes any sense.",4.172189257176679,5.277769827981653,5.051124593074874,83.89896567031667,70.90366972477064,8.65332938739272,27.36726842261024,9.023248300946321,2.0490182894347444,1719,58,349,33,31,560,206,436,0.069,0.7759999999999999,0.156,0.993,0,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,11,0,1,5,24,21,0,1,22,1,43,1,0,8,1,99,76,39,0,8,17,0,4,3,2,4,1,5,0,4,16,40,0,1,17,2,2,13,11,3,1,1,16,10,47,18,46,53,11,78,0,1,0,0,32,27,0,11,41,240,63,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721101325754574,0.0,0.08145831517286445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768808910395492,0.0,0.0,0.1659583779976335,0.0,0.2489241234141201,0.09190013470265378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604943978151553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536975320074837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529187622110937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246275850023445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118822133094241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611888471700072,0.0,0.0,0.07773154195212208,0.07311037642224749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226403036884404,0.11623011750070734,0.15621375826445902,0.0,0.0,0.06919460450619205,0.0,0.0,0.12569859370661726,0.0,0.08500199074570294,0.0,0.0,0.06823087961413128,0.0,0.17937301096370126,0.08961404151377274,0.0,0.14387161296627968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079696258010112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882702976637946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922763546815147,0.0,0.0,0.0719904588961939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915919781176096,0.0,0.0,0.2715022545978783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986246492345188,0.0,0.05980017222457005,0.06031854372611525,0.0,0.0,0.08651456746296213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061868852999028064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809200413477833,0.0,0.11279298180469052,0.07102997411259263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770694997539481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634091969683486,0.0,0.0,0.08733735539397458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938245901462145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972750208119272,0.0,0.0,0.06729194246524815,0.0,0.0,0.3316963450450653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757856410319859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312404781089306,0.0,0.0,0.07666956857423637,0.08455176512590654,0.0,0.06538447620352478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808805128860652,0.15637362534585827,0.0,0.0,0.2846081911675774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038066985310143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051718238210806,0.17918675497831504,0.0671206555977261,0.04798118389294127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314166089047021,0.07541045160094652,0.0,0.09082218580521137,0.0,0.0,0.08821848343426586,0.0592223447425569,0.0,0.0,0.17336194899484872,0.0,0.0,0.1047709462235992 socialanxiety,jamboree92,2018/03/18,"Watching life from the sidelines. I made an effort to put myself out there and go to a meetup at a local cafe. When I got there I saw the group starting to form and they looked in the middle of conversation, so instead of joining I grabbed a table on the opposite side. I ended up eating alone and watching them have fun because I couldn't bring myself to join them. &nbsp; I'm not writing this because I'm looking for help. I know I took steps to handicap myself, and I know I might have been happier if I had just said ""hello."" I'm writing this because I've been thinking about it for the hours afterwards, and I don't want to keep thinking about it for days afterwards. And I'm writing this in case someone else who lurks on these subreddits is looking for validation that they're not the only one to struggle with this kind of anxiety. &nbsp; Ended up leaving and treating myself to a movie, instead of going straight home. Watched Love, Simon...which on hindsight might not have been a good choice for a lonely dude that's never been in a relationship. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯",5.417204968944102,6.484465009661835,5.795752242926159,79.84489130434784,67.98550724637681,8.233126293995861,33.1432022084196,8.418075326091056,2.6513260179434086,855,38,155,12,14,274,119,207,0.073,0.8370000000000001,0.09,0.7491,0,3,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,1,9,7,0,1,14,0,13,3,0,1,1,28,36,10,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,10,9,1,1,4,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,10,9,19,5,31,23,1,29,0,1,7,1,14,14,0,3,9,108,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501881385839007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142397109591833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093336938938962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651929187782069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352039469811736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838292493241825,0.12113846671418005,0.0,0.2568742223747681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482670813009315,0.12162873197155215,0.1159789109870428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971981244047138,0.0,0.14545831710922025,0.0,0.14280707699754994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889284782870952,0.0,0.15100711981294448,0.15938901121992136,0.0,0.0,0.1535461973120658,0.0,0.0,0.10242588214533872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653193110263329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087850357130873,0.13721334894424972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30766848452282497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184177702326414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982635176934525,0.1102877492033334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457765689497692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568803817850618,0.0,0.0,0.13793910500813178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286773881703213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263985720571517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515974625399736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858349755240166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111306685683538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553151576524069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jtpav03,2018/03/18,I’m so nervous please help me I have to go to dc tomorrow morning from Boston with my school. Agghhh! I don’t even know who I’m gonna sit next to in the bus or sit with at meals. Probably just my roommates but idk cause only one of them wanted me in the room and one of them said they didn’t want to have to go to the party to look for other roommates for “a bunch of rejects” at meals I think it’s with the whole grade (all 350 ppl!!) and my roommates would rather sit with other ppl than me. it’s not that I’m nervous about being away from home I just did not know my roommates that well and they don’t like me as much as they like each other. The worst part is that on Thursday I have to go to this big farm and everyone is there and you can pretty much do whatever you want so I’ll probably end up sitting by myself for two hours. I’m soooooo nervous I don’t even know what the hell is going to happen. 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The class started laughing at me...fml,1.8434589041095888,4.315066547945206,2.5166952054794542,93.27175513698631,82.15068493150685,5.293835616438357,24.19349315068493,6.6274283507984215,0.7574123287671228,290,11,59,3,8,90,54,73,0.096,0.738,0.166,0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,4,11,4,13,4,0,14,0,0,2,0,9,9,0,0,4,37,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22812753767084756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30450268707218314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641228881986635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23850337847712655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33663940349494426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020727798828325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039844809402601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221448968891909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849495665053717,0.0,0.20246297720154832,0.3243635821392597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764408752742798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KiddoXV,2018/03/18,"Food Anxiety? I've figured this would be food anxiety but I'm honestly not tooooo sure about it. Basically, whenever I get nervous or uncomfortable I can't eat and if I try to, my stomach will deny it, I'll start gagging it out and it's pretty embarrassing. Whenever I'm in a situation where I need to eat food with someone, I get nervous and I don't know why, I just do. I guess I also don't want to disappoint nor embarrass myself in front of them when it comes to eating. I get full easily and it's hard for me to try new foods and especially if I have to try new food in front of someone. I hate this because this is such a social thing to do with people and I can't even get myself to do it. I don't know if I should start taking anxiety medication or I don't know. I started taking CBD drops to relax my body but I don't know if it'll help in the way I want it to. What do you guys do/ take to be able to eat without problem. 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I am not nervous, I interact somewhat with people, and even if I don't do anything out of ordinary that would be embarrassing, I still feel worthless at the end, like something was wrong, and I don't deserve anything good in interactions. Does this sound familiar? Any advice?",4.7238955823293205,6.075651530120485,5.870060240963856,77.61585341365465,69.8433734939759,9.388755020080325,33.110441767068274,9.725611199111238,3.3211863453815265,339,16,63,8,6,113,61,83,0.181,0.672,0.147,-0.726,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,14,15,6,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,3,4,9,3,7,10,2,10,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,3,6,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595141297784445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502825475023202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637161632710493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992966985964986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903406042575536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933921152313068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573385127055454,0.0,0.0,0.14596352937370996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861390097001774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348099928672005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559518847898132,0.37071621922752185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542302808733766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216735984164513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796582255755292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878800074290289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320844464598335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415735196642561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757421870841836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013090172213835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648497740512584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486235606108905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698680385563105,0.2416207182599562,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SilverWatch222,2018/03/18,"Told a girl I liked her three months ago and not heard anything since... Quick back story, last January I left school and joined an online school due to bad anxiety. Since then my social anxiety has gotten a lot worst probably due to the lack of face to face interaction with my online school. Three months ago in December I built up the courage and messaged my crush from my old school that I liked her but since it has been a year since I last saw her she said something along the lines of, “I love your honesty but I don’t know what to say as it has been such a long time since we last saw each other,” and I have heard nothing from her since. Every day since then I have been hoping that she will send a message to start a conversation but as much as I want to believe that it will happen, it definitely won’t. One of the issues is that I have no idea what to say and if I do say anything to her I will get flooded with unbearable amounts of guilt and anxiety and feel ill (which is what happened when I told her I liked her) and IF I managed to send another message and things did go well I would not be able to cope with meeting up. I struggle to start conversations at the best of times and it really helps when people talk to me first but since it has been three months since we last ‘spoke’ she probably thinks that I have lost interest and I highly doubt she will send me a message. I physically can't send her a message even though I really want to and I don't know what to do. With my social anxiety being as bad as it is there is no way I will be able to do anything. I know there is not really anything you guys can do to help but I feel like I need to tell someone. 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Hi! I was wondering if you guys have the same expierence and maybe some tips? My whole life I've had trouble with eating but it's only gotten worse after my teenage years (which brought along stuff like braces and general extra awkwardness). As soon as I have to eat together with anyone else I get extremely nervous about eating weirdly, spilling food, chewing too loud/long etc. etc. It doesn't help that I get very annoyed at other people's eatingsounds and stuff. But I just want to be able te relax while eating, it's such a normal (and social) activity.",4.0632432432432415,6.4303416756756775,4.57863963963964,82.00633783783783,73.68468468468468,7.683243243243242,26.41531531531532,8.548686976883017,2.0911001801801805,470,17,83,9,10,149,85,111,0.17600000000000002,0.7509999999999999,0.073,-0.9015,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,1,2,3,0,6,8,0,0,0,18,12,11,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,7,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,4,0,8,2,11,7,7,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,6,56,16,0,0.13433515558088988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276602632789072,0.0,0.0,0.09393026423010112,0.13764224188685256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6872920048380325,0.11221978497716516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29963841673474995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243860335688373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036914862387376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330129241681552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004202312232118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488489314931126,0.06562937148601639,0.0,0.0,0.11888238540826836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142069454042488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349577196531293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161993041509534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216793919321457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931310825062816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369377738896668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075632274714644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108405720698412,0.07923435526547552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998040382108666,0.0,0.0,0.1456807458733925,0.0,0.0,0.13689900011034048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650743584301132 socialanxiety,meetmeinthevoid,2018/03/18,How can I become able to articulate despite my social anxiety When I’m in social situations I get very self-conscious. I stutter when I speak and I get my words mixed up. I also feel very pressured and I sweat. My ideas and thoughts are straight forward in my head but when I speak it’s like everything gets jumbled. Has anyone found any effective ways of being able to retain oneself despite crippling anxiety?,3.6905519480519473,6.477277714285719,4.561152597402599,79.50458603896107,77.05194805194805,6.966883116883117,31.70292207792208,8.07648339933343,2.769884415584416,332,17,55,6,8,107,53,77,0.044,0.7959999999999999,0.16,0.8248,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,2,0,12,11,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,13,1,6,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,33,14,0,0.38538692291880855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409689151085548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103816153274414,0.0,0.2948199411824935,0.0,0.0,0.13473574859855575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281478902552045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318045821359151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743160390457244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112784345607176,0.0,0.0,0.30202314144963416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977590835223257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21752746325892616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414029194636717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102130518455946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659552421991796,0.0,0.3928534349961161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152977084330254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31798457239166106,0.0,0.15295110056412478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lqcnyc,2018/03/18,"Activities/Hobbies that Directly Face Social Anxiety Fears? I’m finally slowly overcoming my social anxiety fears. Now I’m looking to sign up for an activity that will directly confront my fears. Currently I do activities that are much more passive - meditation, yoga, writing classes. These are good in that I’m getting out in a group setting but I feel they are not challenging me and are too passive and introverted, which they are. So I’m trying to think of activities/classes that will directly take on my social fears in a much more active manner, with direct face to face interaction with others. So far I have: - Dance Classes - Toastmasters Public Speaking - Improv Comedy Classes - Acting Classes I’m looking for some more recommendations! Please share!",6.304820512820518,9.329510276923079,7.242692307692307,62.43147435897436,69.30769230769229,10.179487179487179,36.217948717948715,10.317481424215053,4.969025641025642,616,33,83,19,12,205,77,130,0.109,0.743,0.14800000000000002,0.8558,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,4,8,1,4,3,0,9,3,3,0,0,12,20,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,4,9,3,14,18,6,13,0,0,2,0,11,7,0,1,3,57,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360573749232568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6944604576635988,0.07801184872375798,0.0,0.0,0.16901322944719102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060828546255475,0.0,0.0,0.1294081273402444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591234661680832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268365392904289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936015561092885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718267201812034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600418514662775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886050683529232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475035018854753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zombievalentine,2018/03/18,"Just another SA sufferer stepping out of the shadows. Usually I'm a lurker around here, too self-conscious to reach out or even share my own experiences with SA. So today I'm going to step outside my comfort zone and tell anyone who may read this about myself. I'm a 33 year old woman who stills lives with her parents and has never been kissed or had a job. I don't have any friends to call upon to go out with so my evenings are spent at home with my parents, often times playing video games into the early hours of the morning. My mom is disabled and needs a wheelchair to get around a store, so I at least get out of the house everyday, though I still find it difficult to ask any store employee for help in finding something. I can't make eye contact with people nor throw out smiles to strangers easily because I rather not be noticed and bring attention to all the imperfections I see in my face and personality. When I do communicate with someone who has friended me while playing a game online, I feel so inadequate and abnormal when the converations turn to normal everyday small talk like jobs and friends. Since I have neither, I either lie or say nothing because the truth is too embarrassing to admit. Well, there you have it. That's who I am. I think I sound like a pretty pathetic case, though of course I'd say that, I have a bad habit of being my own bully and always putting myself down. Anyway, thanks for reading. I'll probably regret posting this later, and avoid reddit like the plague for fear of any or no comments. Take care and keep up the fight.",7.419971311475412,6.764104593442628,7.358473360655742,76.25836577868854,63.72131147540984,10.116803278688526,34.80020491803279,9.354420925462401,3.0286106557377046,1251,48,236,19,16,401,190,305,0.14400000000000002,0.74,0.116,-0.8979,5,1,1,0,1,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,24,23,1,3,17,0,18,3,2,1,3,49,39,24,0,4,8,3,1,3,3,1,0,3,1,2,10,24,0,2,6,7,3,7,7,8,1,0,3,6,26,15,41,33,6,40,0,2,2,1,28,16,0,6,19,158,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090617114681662,0.0,0.0,0.22288471891016146,0.11455993929942185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639133288164345,0.0,0.0,0.19451436162944374,0.1021355969701032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122061084556626,0.1331976515620829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155820663286573,0.0,0.11138939524577396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431944252693818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686913197180377,0.0,0.1229385427389747,0.05524094506828165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970815956848328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253222790530962,0.0,0.1141590141018991,0.0,0.12418052415644745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322911542997229,0.0,0.10958836869617647,0.0,0.10759092307303167,0.12606180000842326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168309202631344,0.09710793587379836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012459472230486,0.0,0.09647125775188907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729263619344196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795427734145426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100875548239682,0.08426165062021135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704347529106778,0.10482995819171163,0.12438379109968875,0.11464128705841473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24262218031173724,0.0,0.0,0.07574137668703862,0.09539437541687112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463293413747192,0.11114826143412443,0.11779181700614245,0.0,0.0,0.10982813979165894,0.0,0.0,0.2185625416050301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376268289263827,0.0,0.0,0.08705946460824265,0.0,0.11397335599782107,0.0,0.0,0.09037413996357244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256861573777224,0.08410730063357418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744971066592651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214368617345777,0.08781238269223482,0.09549080628005384,0.1005842922152177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000408164724996,0.2146784923754221,0.0,0.06370554819556376,0.0,0.10355784257426084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883448342736695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032531890717567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823040406207913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035451653827184 socialanxiety,Rudzinsky,2018/03/18,"Have anxiety in only very certain areas of life or maybe it's not even just anxiety Ok, so I see lots of posts about how people are anxious giving a presentation, making a phone call, making eye contact with people etc. but I don't get any anxiety at all for those things. It's super easy for me to just do things like that. However, I do get a ton of anxiety when I socialize or try to socialize. I can't ever just talk to someone just for the sake of being social. I don't know how to do it and never feel like it's a good time or situation to make it happen. The thing is, I've even gone to events like to board game nights to see if an environment like that helps but even then if I talk to people there while playing a board game, I don't really feel like I'm socializing anyway, more so just talking about the game. So despite going to these board game nights like 10 times, I've never felt like I made any friends or even came close to it. Board game nights are only one of many examples btw. The outcome of all this is that I haven't had any friends for like 3 years since finishing high school (although even there I'm using the term friend very loosely) despite my efforts of trying to socialize in various ways and places. And that just kinda leads me to a question. What if I don't just have anxiety but also like autism or something like that? Because I just don't know why I'm having such a hard time being social. Is being unable to hold a conversation and build a friendship a part of anxiety or is it something else?",6.5893330670926495,5.45473252396166,7.1192472044728445,78.86404652555909,65.61341853035144,10.253115015974442,31.38358626198083,9.354420925462401,2.4918244408945687,1212,37,250,19,16,400,150,313,0.042,0.738,0.22,0.9963,1,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,27,18,0,0,16,1,23,2,1,8,6,51,45,26,0,3,21,0,4,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,19,7,0,1,6,6,0,4,10,0,0,1,5,7,15,18,32,37,9,30,0,0,3,0,24,7,0,12,27,161,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059507026147949164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180756525823,0.0,0.3415485759032508,0.08406406392036549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04536069426523619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598268654898699,0.08510718495558811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062161444329255314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298873841432429,0.2457411985954761,0.06730966151140716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524960360121973,0.10631949625171667,0.07144692117412532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724709324459998,0.0,0.07775410565528525,0.0713825029509518,0.042289895684323765,0.062413020870789475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580203885367195,0.0,0.06665828578269598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987660784371143,0.07862006839115147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178947130822824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052559198936162906,0.3635380804572167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326218393846587,0.0,0.07041016931271958,0.14901120412207827,0.07544180539367064,0.07475657504359233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478181265939393,0.0,0.0,0.2094910772253119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042330772693639,0.11318693340369618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058064213310956,0.0,0.15476315344167266,0.0,0.07774441038889207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712658591172272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335815709001497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047670053692111865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530863398585462,0.1185930145367164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155414430051784,0.08364189177933831,0.0,0.4551202700992578,0.06304880946163065,0.11457155602283665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794279672632733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483075223222297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017021820469618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104134766359683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426783507934337,0.0,0.12279492518265375,0.0,0.059064560299620324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714500391586634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04791870843734186 socialanxiety,thejokerguns,2018/03/18,"Is difficult for you to keep eye contact? I have some issues in keeping eye contact, sometimes I became pale for anxiety and I can't maintain the eyes open and kalm",3.3320833333333333,5.679773875000002,4.42625,82.32708333333336,75.875,6.7666666666666675,32.541666666666664,7.793537801064563,2.604716666666667,132,7,23,2,3,43,26,32,0.139,0.861,0.0,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,6,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,5,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172931338970822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329055965478362,0.0,0.7373221574283599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102119547557326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fieldx,2018/03/18,First date tips I am going on a first date this Thursday with someone I met on Tinder. I have gone on dates before but I'm usually scared shitless throughout the entire thing and can't make eye contact/say reasonable things and I go home feeling awful. We're meeting at a bar so at least I'll have alcohol to calm my nerves. Does anyone have any more tips on how to be calmer and more confident on a first date? 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I generally order conservatively and don't drink much of at all. While I am fine financially, I am pretty conservative there and try not to waste. So nightmare of all nightmares we go out for my mother in laws birthday to a restaurant/bar as a party of 9. I tried to make sure I had cash ahead of time but planned poorly. My husband is sober and I am trying to be healthy so no apps or drinks for me either. I had a $15 salad, he had a $20 corned beef dish. Meanwhile his brother gets same $20 dish and $10 salad and an app and 3 beers. Said brothers girlfriend is $15 meal $10 salad and 2 premium cocktails. You get the picture. Everyone at the table had about $20-30 more than each of us. The bill comes and of course majority says split tab minus birthday girl. At $100 tab wasn't terrible but was essentially like paid for his mother all by ourselves. I half tried to figure a better way and mention the no drinking and my spouse and I got in a fight. He knows his brother and family friends are being oblivious becuse it benefits them and living in NJ you just have to assume splitting the tab. It just makes me hate going out! Hell if I had known I would have ordered the premium entree and tuna tartare app !!!! What do you do if your partner gets anxious not splitting tab but you get anxious splitting a bullshit tab? 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I have social anxiety for the past decade, and usually after the triggering events passed, I will relapse into a short term depression. This time however, I don’t feel depressed, instead I feel excited and curious about what just happened. The anxiety is still there, when it happened I still felt overwhelmed, but now, a few hours later, instead of cursing over it, I merely feel clarity in my mind. I don’t blame anyone, tho felt a bit angry to some people who said some hurtful stuff, but I know why they said it. I also don’t blame myself for why they said it. So maybe the lack of blaming anyone is why I don’t go into depression and merely accepting this anxiety? Let me know if you have similar experience. Have a good weekend! 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Exposure therapy usually involves voluntarily exposing yourself to things you are afraid of, so in social anxiety exposure training you are sometimes asked to embarrass yourself on purpose. For example give the wrong amount of money when paying for something, or pretend to trip or drop something in front of others. For it to potentially work it has to be something you have voluntarily decided to do. By humiliated I mean something so embarrassing that you can barely stand it. Not smaller manageable type things. For me it might be something like over the top dancing in the middle of a busy grocery store. That makes me turn red just thinking about it! **So I would like to know if anyone has purposely done something so embarrassing/humiliating they can hardly bare it and if this improved their social anxiety any quicker?**",6.835262672811059,9.901819406451617,7.3033410138248875,62.42072580645164,67.83870967741936,10.36405529953917,39.458525345622114,10.451354775682146,5.398465437788018,748,44,101,23,14,244,99,155,0.145,0.794,0.06,-0.912,0,0,6,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,2,2,7,6,0,3,5,0,14,0,0,1,0,14,21,11,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,0,4,2,3,3,1,4,0,0,1,2,10,2,25,16,1,15,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,5,4,78,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387022024820782,0.0,0.21119658951754205,0.0,0.0,0.1930380317964573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290464105791419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472967203329593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412602681430466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241812940895428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365446920538947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586178929187093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348762808615544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921410901136353,0.0,0.0,0.15036328334065915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464359529303774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814236558037745,0.0,0.6376079783490534,0.13652259782563747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157157780793215,0.0,0.18341193683163906,0.0884488437964594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371838824261136,0.1501451403257288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202878298451372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049292982385703,0.0,0.0,0.09805786565976846,0.15092231544213136,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,duskyblue3731,2018/03/18,"Where to go from here? Hi, I'm a 19 year old female who isn't doing the best socially. I mainly have some acquaintances, but not many close irl friends. (I have a few online friends if that counts). So, a few weeks ago, I stepped out of my comfort zone and went to a concert alone, and now...I have a boyfriend. I'm glad it happened and it's insane how much one experience has changed a lot on my life, but how do I keep going? Do I keep going to more concerts and meet up with more people? Should I just do something else? My goal is to make close friends and maybe even a social group, but I have no idea how to go about it, especially after this one success story.",2.9789130434782654,3.9128971811594235,3.900695652173912,91.67582608695652,73.56521739130434,6.679420289855073,25.394202898550724,6.742157984588678,0.7246063768115949,513,16,117,4,10,165,91,138,0.075,0.75,0.175,0.9564,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,9,7,0,0,8,0,12,1,0,4,0,25,23,13,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,6,9,0,2,1,2,0,6,3,0,0,2,1,2,10,7,13,21,9,17,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,3,5,79,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472169598791731,0.0,0.0,0.17200535852475654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428723374899116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756871106977756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873575899385554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969208348062078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245486457674554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849313022801256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775408270411996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468610631913983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874803613213162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952331750175988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730487338573335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119245778498318,0.0,0.0,0.11085747618177184,0.16837569081759188,0.16684635130932374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208547177388585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742695427608818,0.0,0.22507571836405774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151366616863282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385885296318774,0.0,0.1278539451218516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321669831987984,0.0,0.0,0.15395474992629982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694793946303302 socialanxiety,HelElVexOrtGul,2018/03/18,"I've identify my anxiety specifically to: ""being put on the spot"" I Feel like I really identified my anxiety tonight. First, I was asked what my beer pong team name was, and in failing to create something spontaneously, I said ""I don't know"". Later, a girl was trying to get everyone to dance and said to me ""show me your dance moves"" and I froze and literally just said ""No"" and my face got really red as everyone just looked at me. Other examples are jamming guitar with other people, and smoking weed with other people. Even though I love to dance, I've played guitar for 15 years, and I'm generally a creative person, I fall apart when I'm put on the spot. All of my creative energy freezes and my brain tightens and suffocates. I feel like my pupils shrink to pinheads and everything just turns black as my brain shuts down momentarily. It all just falls under the fear of being put on the spot. Other examples, I hate playing never have I ever or two truths and a lie. I hate anything that requires me to create around others. And weed exacerbates this x1000. I guess I'm just curious, is this what all socially anxious people are? Or are there actually specific branches of social anxiety that scientists should identify better. Shower thought: I feel like the science of understanding anxiety, and psychology in general moves so slow. We're going to live our entire lives only knowing we had social anxiety. But there's no answers. There's no solution. There's no specifics. Instead of questioning what our anxieties are, the solution in the 21st century is medication. I hope in a 100 years it's different and there is more sophisticated immersion therapy that can cure through experience of specific phobea. 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I built up the courage and told her I had a crush on her a few days ago, and now, she acts all weird around me, like no longer smiling when I'm around and stuff like that. Does my crush have social anxiety too?",4.1621830985915516,3.401637295774652,4.6282746478873245,93.4948063380282,70.40845070422534,8.790140845070423,24.79225352112676,8.07648339933343,0.8301239436619721,252,5,65,3,4,80,48,71,0.17600000000000002,0.603,0.222,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,9,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,12,5,6,7,2,11,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,6,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781662014574105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37595140445809294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374871290836445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846955666161916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150318854048296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060989081051728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400934945674104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580762526716133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009627233510421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281291472141361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574479357073682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23479670806333575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wandercamp,2018/03/18,"Operation ""Talk to a single person"" ends in tremendous failure. Today was Saturday night and saint patrick's day, so I resolved to try and actually have some social interaction. I havn't really talked to anyone in a casual context in a month or two, and I desperately want to try and escape solitude. The local college bar near me has a party every year so I thought what better location. I groomed myself, did my hair, put on nice clothes, and headed out. As soon as I arrived, I started walking around. I stood off to the side of a mingling area they set up. I stared and stared, looking for an opportunity to get in. Not finding it, I sat down on a nearby chair. Some dancing was starting, and I thought about getting in, but everyone seemed paired, so I didn't know if I'm supposed to just start shaking next to a bunch of people who know each other. That was the worst part: hundreds of people there and everyone seemed to know each other. I sat for nearly 2 hours by myself on the busiest night of the near sweating, panicking, hoping I wasn't looking like a weirdo, while desperately wanting to talk to someone SOMEONE. I really really did want to, but everyone was in circles, everyone seemed to already be friends. No bar seats were free. I didn't know what to do. I eventually awkwardly slipped in and out of the bar, thinking I could break into a conversation, but each time and stepped back out. After 3 agonizing hours, I got up and biked back home, hating myself more than I did before I came. I want to make friends. I want to date. I want to be social. The few times in my life where it happened I was happy. But I hate doing it. I'm scared and panicked and confused and just LOST. I hate it so much. I hate myself so much. Why is it so hard? I literally gave myself the goal of talking to a SINGLE PERSON and I couldn't even do that with hundreds of people. I wish I stayed home and read my novels, but I want interaction so bad. I feel like I missed the boat like 10 years and I'm left so bar behind. I have less social acumen then middle schoolers. I'm 23 now and I don't think its possible to pull it off. I just want it so bad.",2.7167420311341743,4.7066924483568116,4.1830442302940485,85.03941438102302,76.39436619718309,6.737731653076353,25.764516926118112,7.669130373188453,1.4287427230046943,1677,62,332,24,38,556,212,426,0.191,0.7,0.109,-0.9938,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,1,5,21,26,4,4,20,0,24,8,3,1,0,69,71,38,0,13,11,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,2,2,15,28,4,0,14,9,1,7,7,13,0,1,21,7,48,14,60,46,15,65,1,2,4,0,17,30,0,9,28,231,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.07461871331265099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438091982211063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346603677073082,0.0,0.0,0.06806997351013712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759357815148765,0.1276899970124633,0.0,0.0,0.06506599895935378,0.0,0.0,0.06762699119916206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745547641574603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105100155024384,0.0,0.0,0.04931353544829515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677252064200622,0.0,0.0,0.05050434604166215,0.0,0.064424977109938,0.2922619594613564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038662951526800576,0.0546265406488779,0.0,0.0,0.06988753435842518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815318587421242,0.0,0.0798995097407077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061155966638893326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761765954400135,0.08139830911670662,0.06849753217927172,0.3019730371716603,0.0784750486884817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340106080966506,0.07594690009086326,0.15060504987214005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168092439734336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307933881588718,0.0,0.0540094210070602,0.11207066490887674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842251755100492,0.0,0.08347047227224663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051040915266949566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061033554567827476,0.0,0.1124210009962519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132128983190312,0.1435142596804888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280403647841622,0.0,0.15903340385312542,0.13353240456378862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620268696660544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686834538755427,0.0,0.0,0.07648559362266964,0.0,0.14695612098731858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765547054454637,0.0,0.0,0.2088323225159452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23383901176360175,0.12957692518651348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236675175700088,0.08150141063051945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24583836437165765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799124225917254,0.0,0.12140918057686467,0.0891745975319157,0.0,0.07247978546926835,0.0,0.0,0.10382929716474752,0.0,0.0746950976236897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608078386111021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899767991931045,0.0,0.08793086264670386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848177866068164 socialanxiety,chrismilburn,2018/03/18,"If I was cheated on in a past relationship will a female find me less attractive Okay so after searching the web for an answer and coming across nothing but feminazi articles slating the whole male race I come to Reddit to ask my question, if a female finds out or I tell her I’ve been cheated on a past relationship will they find me less attractive ?",6.671911764705883,6.929324132352942,7.351764705882353,72.63294117647061,65.02941176470588,10.329411764705883,34.64705882352941,10.125756701596842,3.559164705882353,283,12,50,6,4,94,49,68,0.097,0.807,0.096,-0.2675,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,13,7,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,3,9,3,3,10,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,3,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161961993990134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531276358950799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5620175938259552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667459086660524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913348077059587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296137156321633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401229225416917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791531312290148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288420897787565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nothankyou94,2018/03/19,"I feel like I've been regressing socially Hey, I'm Steve. 23 M. I'd like to preemptively say that I'm not really sure what I'm expecting by posting here. I graduated college last May in IT and decided to take a year off for some me time because I never did some things I wanted to do and figured it was now or never to live my life before I commit to a career I don't really care about. In this time I've learned some skateboarding and realized (as stupid as this is) that my dream job would be to work for Revive skateboards, even if it's just a warehouse job, but learning to skate has always been a dream. Anyway, I want to email the head of the company and ask if they have any jobs or anything, even wrote up an email, but couldn't hit send. I know the chances are low of getting a response, but I know I'll regret not at least trying and letting it slip away, but I just can't do it. Then there's a girl. I've had Tinder for a while and have around 140 matches. I don't typically talk to my matches because... well... social anxiety. I do every now and then with mixed results. I started talking to this insanely cute girl the other day and said exactly 4 lines to her, then she gave me her number. (It was a joke thing i saw somewhere and wanted to see it worked. It did.) We texted every other day for a few days; I like to message a bit before asking someone out just to get an idea of the person... but also anxiety. I kept wanting to ask her on a date and was thinking she'd say yes because we seemed to click messaging. I just.... couldn't. I keep getting in my head saying I'm probably too boring of a person, she wasn't that interested to begin with, even if I got a date I wouldn't know what to talk about (even though my other first dates in the last few years I feel like I was fine) etc. But the thing is, I've asked out people before. I've been rejected and I've gotten dates. I don't know why I can't just do it this time. But now I feel like I missed the window to ask her out or she's moved on and forgotten about me and that there's no point in trying now. It's just driving me nuts that I can't do this thing that I have done fine before. Then there's my friend who I've known for 10 years. We've had our issues but remained friends for that long. She moved up around me to finish classes after I graduated, but since I'm still here we got close again. The other day I asked to use her student account to print a picture for a tattoo I was getting and she freaked out and said ""or could not only message me when you need something."" I have only ever, and I mean ever, asked for one thing (to help me pick up my new tv because my car was too small). Meanwhile she asks me for help with her computer, tv, homework, etc all the time, which I don't mind at all but what the hell. We got into an argument which ended not-so-well. I know I'm not in the wrong here because, as I said, I've literally never asked her for anything so I don't understand what the heck even happened. This doesn't have much to do with anything, other than just making me feel shitty, and not further not want to talk to people. I also debated posting on /r/makenewfriends just to try to make some new friends or talk to some new people, but again, I just can't hit submit and rationalize it to myself by saying I probably wouldn't get any responses anyway. I don't know if it's depression, the winter blues, or what, but I just can't get out of my head. And it's driving me bonkers not being able to just ask someone out. I feel like I got so, so much better a while ago and now I've completely regressed. Sorry for the long post. Again, I'm not even sure what I'm expecting to come from posting here, but I figured if anyone understood it would be you guys.",3.624753689766397,4.07516304193139,4.886324650571789,86.98645305932949,71.69377382465058,7.832753396539927,26.062188446877137,7.815909333733263,1.2575280226761794,2922,86,644,35,52,972,292,787,0.084,0.8240000000000001,0.092,0.4955,4,1,1,0,0,1,97.0,5,2,1,4,52,29,2,0,34,1,55,4,3,5,11,148,127,60,0,21,43,0,5,6,3,5,1,7,2,5,46,39,0,2,24,5,1,7,29,10,1,2,28,16,87,19,88,84,15,92,1,5,4,0,66,30,2,18,57,434,133,16,0.049154338418097576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04357235520457441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786174133479586,0.040900347235808696,0.0,0.0,0.06685327139678605,0.0,0.0752058686970079,0.0,0.0,0.03436985631722847,0.0,0.12134949689109012,0.08751556503405225,0.4595267107298157,0.0,0.04618211900567773,0.0,0.0,0.14982014232798924,0.0,0.16730688642283362,0.0,0.0,0.04347301784586536,0.053663806690528115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05011612398217733,0.0,0.0,0.04234211012461983,0.05153738863095135,0.0,0.0,0.03924573950193114,0.0,0.0,0.12680192737085794,0.0,0.042336559652949794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050301954223497015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043536154057830685,0.0,0.10964016139746884,0.19479586163728152,0.08892582647630508,0.08282930025295891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426955213403425,0.1404634767495605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04181065514792838,0.0,0.0,0.11392955978764127,0.0,0.15408667831772693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725285906889194,0.0,0.0,0.0486705230679939,0.04346701912842815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133959673183514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589423382533181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055489264987396425,0.0,0.05130435861044619,0.14633428872335752,0.04369063449143057,0.0,0.0,0.16208363338549014,0.08013469270580934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026364134082305,0.03471916289119005,0.14408596121727096,0.0,0.043404181372406606,0.08700008540638515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562180516754659,0.0,0.0,0.05354348462539612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963186947551045,0.0,0.0,0.1044865654018686,0.07226818901593632,0.0364473191046588,0.11373256817063924,0.14242069903280585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033308251836379935,0.07476817869256705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223228745213343,0.08583934467093109,0.0,0.0,0.046466737891362984,0.0,0.18830507476164732,0.0,0.1059933810061644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297905571880605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027109619754186,0.15635801128301055,0.0,0.0,0.039169643685575184,0.044748263587994164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04066097668636798,0.0,0.0,0.10021331573089946,0.08329662285959366,0.03784141117794949,0.0,0.055024257534101055,0.03479169372832086,0.0,0.039254718155940144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265476448271287,0.0,0.036957945157514986,0.19754197643610094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327979147691735,0.0314961152931221,0.04829388792557319,0.0,0.1146491600812448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011770763112084,0.0,0.0,0.051171399814089864,0.0,0.042453566263328565,0.0,0.0,0.1449625117199405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044195653436598634,0.0,0.04435414495407354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156988758744022,0.0,0.0,0.06983566341069969,0.05374255268287173,0.0,0.09496134705889643 socialanxiety,chlamydiaboy9,2018/03/19,"it's every day bro! i am so fucking awful at making new friends?? i can't even try to be myself. i change my opinion depending on how the other person feels, i laugh at a lot of what they say when i don't find it funny, etc. i only noticed it today because i haven't talked to someone new in a long time and i was left alone with a really nice acquaintance i know nothing about. i do this because i'm afraid the conversation will flop or things will be awkward if i don't. i probably do this around people im super comfortable around for the same reasons but definitely not enough for even myself to notice it. i know this is a really ugly mindset, but in the moment I would rather say shit that i don't mean at all than have an awkward silence. obviously im not the only one who does this by a longshot but i told my friend about my behavior and she asked if i have a personality disorder so i felt odd enough about that comment to seek validation/help from reddit lmaoo",2.929949999999998,4.440240695,4.802000000000003,82.89850000000001,74.55,7.6,25.5,8.278499904357787,1.60825,769,26,156,13,16,263,123,200,0.142,0.762,0.096,-0.836,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,12,11,2,3,12,1,17,2,1,4,2,30,27,12,0,4,9,1,2,0,2,3,0,2,0,2,14,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,4,25,6,22,19,6,17,0,0,0,1,15,9,2,6,8,114,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091083688454916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22504311633748586,0.11816563485902658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410283510823478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337129662036893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151664473066624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448637541265283,0.0,0.11061227265082783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612070987333827,0.1409678586148119,0.1669701754784703,0.0,0.10649627780913204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391093348303283,0.0,0.12136248453680885,0.0,0.1155260367687738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531050023381605,0.1168534752846542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472232181186096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730643710433493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389307374453164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733245619377826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185878954139332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745957549780752,0.0,0.0,0.08437205158219514,0.0,0.0,0.1376851378949438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24415312429535516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128287227414734,0.28781130335527544,0.0,0.0,0.08565096723189891,0.19226367251706925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762887892984476,0.22073277618212764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627907654765473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194836835524706,0.1299588195132169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010344908918152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974635354788935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709712941587833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015944123021974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839736179377986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370404413237651,0.0,0.11981109990477296,0.12077928555071492,0.0,0.08581635703738721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978994376214389,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,beepbeepbomin,2018/03/19,"I can't talk to boys for weird reasons!! but i want to be friendly!! :( advice? I am a bi female with a long-term girlfriend so it's not about getting a boyfriend. I literally just want more male friends and friendly acquaintances. The problem is like, I feel self-conscious that if I am friendly to any boy he'll think I'm in love with him. And it's not that I'm a narcissist that thinks everyone's in love with me- I think the other person will be creeped out and think I'm coming on too strong. So I get stiff without even meaning to be and it's super hard to make eye contact. And since I'm not straight, I can't broadcast my relationship status as freely. So it's mostly around straight, single guys. One of my very best platonic friends is a gay guy and we're super affectionate with each other. But even with my other gay male friends, I sometimes find myself holding back worried they'll think I'm creeping. And depending on the day, with straight female friends. There's also a stereotype of bisexual promiscuity and idk. My girlfriend never has mistrusted me, but I worry that others will think I'm unsatisfied and don't respect her. Just for being friendly!! I hate my internalized homophobia. I've had people stereotype me, but my own mind is the worst bully. And no, I haven't had any extremely bad personal relationships with guys or anything. One very anxiety-inducing experience was a male (now former) friend who moderately sexually harassed me despite knowing and disrespecting my relationship status/orientation. But other than that dude, most of my friends have been very nice. 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Part of it is talking to people. However, I notice that I seem to avoid making eye contact. Even with my own family, I will sometimes notice that I'm just staring at something else, like a rude person, instead of looking at them when I talk. Now I want to practice talking to strangers, but as soon as I make eye contact with someone, my eyes in a reflex go somewhere else, as if I'm caught. This makes me feel like a creep even though I never intended to be a creep or even had creepy thoughts. How can I get rid of this reflex to look away?",5.583433179723502,5.19482356451613,6.1637327188940105,82.4227419354839,67.38709677419354,8.376036866359447,33.036866359447004,7.447530270364453,2.166747926267281,478,19,96,4,7,156,79,124,0.06,0.8759999999999999,0.064,0.128,1,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,10,5,1,1,4,0,6,4,4,6,1,19,22,9,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,8,15,2,20,17,2,11,0,0,7,0,9,5,0,3,6,66,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662822604372892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323718900907695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547144210312507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020867410620002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372170621088698,0.0,0.07708620440265042,0.1089144132038167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965183329671975,0.0,0.08664411204514848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896435030691882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560488541847994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070615689481507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758326753797475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34714374756751193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509471287816918,0.0,0.10569361617217564,0.13311847422520648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387899825166858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554094307020473,0.12917525623814025,0.11736787921315965,0.15078262803067682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676144537134694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497869933583614,0.12103283040637737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984469433208014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098959658455937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,socialsnxiolosis,2018/03/19,"Self esteem in the shitter, critical situation inbound I don’t know where to start. A couple of years ago, I started treatment for depression, and the medicine made me gain nearly 50 pounds. In 2 days, it so happens that I have a work meeting that involves meeting 2 high school colleagues: one that looks like a greek god without even having to try, and the other comes from a wealthy powerful family. Me, you ask? Well, I look like shit, I come from a middle class family. I have nothing to show for the life I lived after HS or college. I haven’t been sleeping this week ever since finding out that I am meeting with these 2. I look horrible, my self esteem in the shitter, and honestly I can’t bring myself to think of how to deal with this. Just imagine what they’ll be thinking. Oh look at socialsnxiolosis, a fat fuck that is still lame. I really try, as much as I could, but this time, i feel helpless. Any tips or words of wisdom?",3.9971896955503503,5.5193529071038245,4.7898243559718985,84.0035655737705,71.84153005464479,7.414363778298204,28.371975019516,7.957251820313856,1.797154879000781,734,28,143,10,14,237,123,183,0.094,0.7959999999999999,0.11,0.1803,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,3,8,10,2,0,11,0,12,5,3,2,1,24,29,10,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,12,8,1,0,6,1,0,3,4,5,1,1,2,5,20,5,24,24,1,22,0,3,4,1,10,9,2,2,12,94,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205799053601104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250316054974167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716706964792865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23435077620215602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860665054051502,0.15051150948599187,0.0,0.08772629072993315,0.14023807023278806,0.1171600280099024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984468267584278,0.1230443900753012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564686760382706,0.0,0.06877943946391049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432639643032035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575495445739562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028840369505035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372020517779993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747569916838518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608003413968416,0.13291203781027264,0.0,0.1201145097056494,0.0,0.456914354589796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871222560990042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999564346677008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052176704324767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921755511099792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714250747507793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376667885133131,0.0,0.0,0.28381207199338376,0.0,0.13962996600384986,0.11252310547989797,0.15290027208038887,0.1361254371850947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256150453113208,0.0,0.1086314976080096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743214744038936,0.0,0.0,0.07931855420315508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470707943683165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091128147801806,0.0,0.12230478898129035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311253666272826,0.0,0.09902942165289796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759705695251023 socialanxiety,eastcoastdan910,2018/03/19,"Struggled with social anxiety my whole life - and now, it’s time to face the beast... Hi all, This is my first post in r/socialanxiety, would appreciate any insight or advice. This has affected my life in such a profound way, and enough is enough. Sorry for the long-windedness of my post - I just need to get it out. I have been painfully shy my whole life, I bounced around a lot as a child, and dealt with a lot of neglect, abuse, and dysfunction at home. I always lacked confidence and self-esteem, and a couple of recent visits with a therapist seemed to confirm that my childhood was what made me this way. I’ve always felt deficient or different. But I get by, I’ve made some strong friendships and cope with it at work. I’m at the tipping point now though. 5 years ago I met my wife, a sweet, kind-hearted woman but with her own set of issues, mainly with her codependency on her family (mainly her mother). We’ve been married for 4 years, but her inability to create any space from her family made me angry, resentful, and argumentative. I never grew close to some of her friends and family, in large part because of my shyness. So I was no fun to be married to. Well, we moved from my home in NC to hers in NY, to get new careers and a fresh start, living with her family for 9 agonizing months (yeah, I was foolish to agree to this)...and the conflict between us became untenable for her. She asked me for a divorce, and so I was forced into getting my own apartment, hundreds of miles from my friends and family, in a strained financial situation, and also having to help raise a 3-year old boy. This is where the social anxiety has become the major issue in my life. I don’t make enough money at my job to get by, I need a better paying job - but I perform miserably in most job interviews. I stammer, I sweat profusely, I lose focus - I forget all my strengths and descend into panic. I also struggle at making friends. Where does a 40-year old single dad start? I tried going to the bar by myself the other night, and found myself staring up at the TVs watching sporting events I don’t care about, going home lonely while those around me are all laughing, smiling with their friends. And my divorce isn’t final but it’s 99.9% heading in that direction. Meeting a woman is going to seem like an insurmountable task. My wife pursued me relentlessly and made it easy for me the whole time; I’m not sure if we were ever right for each other but part of me said to myself “this is the best you’ll ever do.” Meeting girls on dating apps seems so superficial and meaningless, and trying to pick up women at bars has not really been my forte, especially flying solo. And I don’t want to fall into risky drunk sexual scenarios either, which has been a great deal of my experiences with women. So...I don’t know where to go from here. I have never felt this kind of loneliness and isolation. And somehow I have to make it up here, in one of the most expensive areas in the country, with no friends, no help with anything, and this demon of a disorder holding me down. Therapy has felt good while in the office but never seems to help outside in the real world. Xanax seems to work better than anything - but it’s not like I can just walk into an office and ask for it, they’ll think I’m drug-seeking (I drink occasionally and the only drug I do is pot, and I haven’t smoked in over 4 months.) I hope this doesn’t come across as whiny. I’m grateful for my health, I’m grateful for my beautiful son, and my truest friends and supportive family (albeit 600 miles away.) I know there are those with serious disabilities and hardships, and I’m extremely thankful for the gifts God has bestowed on me. But the social anxiety trumps everything. I have an immense musical talent that I’ve never been able to leverage because of this anxiety. I’m an honest, decent looking man, and faithful partner, that has had minimal chances at love because of this. I just want to take the right next step to rid myself of this burden. 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So he paired me up with all the people who would make the raunchiest story possible. If it was bad they added it to the story because “it was funny” and of course I was the one who had to wrap up the story. I stood there for about 5 minutes thinking of stuff to say but it felt like hours. Everyone silently staring at me. Some saying it would be great if I could wrap up the story sometime today. Eventually I did but it just didn’t feel like a relief or that a hige weight was taken off my shoulders. God I’m so mad right now. I’m crying in the bathroom right now. Why does shit like this always have to happen to me? What did I do to deserve things like this happening to me? If I could just die right now that would be great.",1.8432113259668517,3.576337696132601,3.0992230662983467,92.9914865331492,78.11602209944752,5.629972375690607,20.704765193370164,6.322622252153567,0.07727872928176804,677,17,149,5,16,219,106,181,0.113,0.727,0.16,0.868,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,1,0,10,11,3,0,13,0,18,4,2,2,1,24,32,10,1,8,8,0,3,4,0,3,0,2,0,0,15,4,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,13,6,15,7,23,12,2,21,0,0,1,1,10,13,2,5,10,104,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317693905202435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135684121739475,0.0829146267109201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719681948190986,0.0,0.14940815424437404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116404565601487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902928703483424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299699563452615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877422065298447,0.09717048522513676,0.13059753371846433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574541248765236,0.07106320516119474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29991817760195505,0.0,0.0,0.24055855302686746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394922687395525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26580390555808103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181584645262594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216855706092916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942969774756108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333859367182326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34847301333575986,0.0,0.21633216230716834,0.0,0.13765634270355304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396193712331181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452417084453186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570678420519093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036357027419717,0.08715412366436676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25785619368914925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636115575985771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563191493317755,0.0,0.0,0.12273407683387312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28986746405555924,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pinkie7_,2018/03/19,"I‘ll be holding a presentation next Thursday Hey :) I switched my degree and the new courses are very hands-on. I’ll have to regularly hold presentations, my first one being next Thursday. After reading about this first presentation 5min ago, I‘ve become ridiculously nervous. Tbh I just want to die and quit this course although it’s what I want to do, if only I wasn’t so freaking anxious. I immediately got *this* feeling in my stomach and just want to disappear. Ohh fuck this anxiety, I know I have to/want to learn this skill of presenting, it‘s so hard thoo. I‘m the definition of a chickenshit right now. Thanks for your replies",2.780948275862066,5.8171958017241385,3.615086206896553,82.05728448275866,86.67241379310344,6.693103448275862,27.9396551724138,7.8658589789855275,2.3466827586206893,507,24,89,11,16,161,83,116,0.191,0.7170000000000001,0.092,-0.9207,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,1,0,4,6,5,2,1,4,0,7,2,1,0,0,14,16,7,1,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,4,0,3,2,2,11,1,11,12,0,17,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,14,54,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014485566135812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468349784428923,0.21683963953166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119846767050812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920532107095426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970515590065102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265312536745432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744713359123715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351341970724808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194218298333408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054862128290749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537862035347347,0.4082646382098169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006475492144298,0.1459804147834302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415376815974765,0.19199377723330144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639172783775936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176714253512262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837211568874168,0.4528490694082622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SAbgone,2018/03/19,"Wellbutrin? SSRI? SNRI? Buspiron? Please help me Anyone have experience with any of these for social anxiety? I also have untreated depression and generalized anxiety so a medication helpful for all three would be great. I really want to alleviate my social anxiety so that I can live the life I constantly think about living. Also the reason I put Wellbutrin on the list is that I’ve heard that the other medications cause increased sleepiness while Wellbutrin is slightly stimulating. I am a student and already cannot cope with my chronic fatigue.",6.340094562647753,9.514594191489362,7.062056737588655,63.0338888888889,69.85106382978725,10.135224586288416,35.97635933806147,10.25414643259724,4.977481323877068,450,24,60,14,9,148,68,94,0.106,0.7040000000000001,0.19,0.8637,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,0,9,5,0,3,1,12,12,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,1,9,1,8,9,2,5,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900698020914889,0.2754786170500305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712829235518972,0.0,0.3952866385530071,0.0,0.0,0.12043337580406675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693669603526552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612895707923036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483490286335345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684825993618369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898938883557296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23089607801558504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165736026022693,0.0,0.0,0.30418003720723386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34702494714788223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906648334406728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731475696841628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034058762367052,0.17709017580852074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511515382140601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036367025961034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015909085585426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235350387326442,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,brendan_jb,2018/03/19,"Where and how can I meet friends? I am 19 years old and ever since I left high school I have no idea how i can meet friends. I haven't had many in my teenage years as well and after a while it starts to get really lonely. Thanks.",-0.5899333333333311,1.4633949400000006,0.6400000000000006,105.31666666666666,89.6,4.133333333333334,14.333333333333336,5.46131890053228,-1.3248666666666669,177,3,46,1,6,55,37,50,0.095,0.6859999999999999,0.219,0.7569,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,1,7,9,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,7,4,4,8,0,11,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,7,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326755937598235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974642541361616,0.0,0.13438993967858187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717733336283223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903767823103421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794767419283705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607867350708715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26991535926726345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478552704495564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603263890270844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277995984385734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820658478401435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23681909080521896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23127701619290575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312901502549628 socialanxiety,BubblesGBSV,2018/03/19,"Social Anxiety Strategies Hello, I am 19 years old and have had this BS thing my whole life. I am very smart, but would easily give it up to be able to talk to people freely. Are there any tips for someone who has suffered from this their whole life? This is by far my biggest issue and I would give almost anything to solve it. Any help at all is appreciated. 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Just need to share about my SA experiences. Secondary school (ages11-18) was when my social anxiety really kicked in. Mainly, I was thrown into an environment where I didn’t have my friends from Primary school and I also got bullied. I want to talk about it but I’m not sure seeing as a lot it will be about bullying. Is it okay to post about it here?",2.35660714285714,4.597065097222226,3.6630952380952384,87.12000000000002,78.58333333333333,7.447619047619049,21.3968253968254,8.418075326091056,1.2187992063492068,285,8,59,6,7,93,55,72,0.156,0.748,0.096,-0.7609999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,0,1,9,12,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,7,4,11,6,2,7,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,42,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312270118824212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474228404961332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362275158805887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054147120022915,0.0,0.0,0.18657770074419047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314484933856546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530960184245428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906477501130613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625690815400951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470726955704975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4888097342315647,0.1924394881744268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461727676452993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276052802152711,0.0,0.0,0.194103766393604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424394451162088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,psycopathetic,2018/03/19,Should I drink before a class presentation? I have a 3-5 minute informative speech in a university class due next week and I'm scared shitless. Would it be a bad idea to take a shot of vodka beforehand to loosen me up? ,2.5888636363636373,4.627948340909093,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,76.95454545454545,8.036363636363637,22.363636363636363,8.841846274778883,1.4473818181818183,173,5,37,4,4,58,36,44,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.7757,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,19,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048423856433368,0.0,0.0,0.3106723284690855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576579911454401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121522915704638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38828689131429617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655277560691032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745089846092776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928603673527642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25935582958794906,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,maparo,2018/03/19,"Would any of you like to share a story? Hello! Happy Sunday, I hope you're all doing well! I wanted to reach out to see if any of you would want to share your story on our platform. We started a company, PEAR (Positive Engagement And Response), with hopes of making the world a more connected & positive place to live. We have cards that we sell that are used to open up communication in a fun, non-intimidating way in hopes of bringing people closer together, and letting kids & others open up and have meaningful conversations. 10% of those profits are donated to Mental Health America, American Foundation for Suicide Prevention, and Brain & Behavior Research Foundation, as we want to help out the mental health organizations as much as possible. The other part of our company so far (which is why I'm here) is centered around our blog (and hopefully a podcast soon) where we want people to open up and share their stories with the world. Things that they have overcome, or problems they've gone through and came out stronger/grew through the experiences. I wanted to reach out to any of you on here that feel strong enough or want to have their voice heard. Most subjects are open, and If you have any questions, please don't hesitate to reach out! There are so many amazing people out there who've been through hell and back, or people who can help others by sharing a little of their life, so if that's you, please contact us. Together we can hopefully help end stigmas, and create a closer connection and ability for people to open up and share personal stories and thoughts with one another. Thank you very much, and have a great rest of your weekend! (www.pearcards.com)",8.265112090438784,8.359376902280133,7.5962636520406175,72.7658804368653,61.736156351791536,11.132324200038324,36.29986587468864,10.718039707386858,3.919386434182795,1347,56,233,30,17,420,161,307,0.034,0.705,0.261,0.9965,0,0,0,0,0,1,49.0,10,8,4,1,12,22,1,0,13,0,20,4,1,2,1,65,43,26,1,17,6,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,2,12,36,0,1,4,2,3,3,1,2,1,1,5,4,25,20,50,35,8,40,1,0,1,0,38,30,1,13,7,160,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29600227774659144,0.0,0.24770561678022185,0.09548817622364483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106595444659008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002232524903496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016571491191069,0.0,0.10415255510813287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806553641117116,0.0940930925222848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907772271002819,0.0,0.0,0.04604451721691323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039799478017923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693894794746344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359280164739215,0.0,0.0,0.18311413365721246,0.0,0.0,0.4522337548881799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931187511083189,0.06432094853677325,0.0444890992205694,0.0912696998267517,0.08041087065044858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078569299467417,0.09232424733377813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354148008864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388452023189065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170708547703242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986130580490592,0.0,0.31566034203327786,0.07951326603571877,0.09514213155568264,0.19992108194999506,0.0,0.10266058196376143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713561391703158,0.0,0.0,0.10201212805429684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256593840120865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445531964062275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960885205028328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383917344154676,0.0,0.0,0.060498642191323226,0.0,0.0,0.0722943655955458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095383576754026,0.0786497548741001,0.0,0.07513704758745901,0.32227019822988884,0.07228208611005084,0.0,0.0,0.08187715697966498,0.0,0.0821707794028486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937800736580682,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,clemei,2018/03/19,"Social Anxiety at school Hello. Tomorrow I am finally going to my school’s social worker to talk about my (extreme) social anxiety. I need to get something done about this and I really hope they can help me. I really don’t know how they could help, but I just need them to do something, ANYTHING. School has become a constant struggle all because of my anxiety. I am even (highly) considering not doing a book presentation just for I don’t have to present. I am a wreak and I hope they can do something to help.",3.2430303030303023,5.444594313131317,4.9101010101010125,79.4518181818182,75.56565656565657,8.036363636363637,27.161616161616163,8.841846274778883,2.4082404040404044,403,16,73,9,9,136,57,99,0.08,0.779,0.142,0.7867,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,1,6,3,0,1,3,0,14,0,0,1,1,14,21,4,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,17,2,11,19,1,8,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,2,5,55,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197615277765927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465683372588435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493436027891693,0.15387919328955374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056638366777847,0.0,0.11124377959047016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425831078640593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202624357924326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526293582370515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279424763954924,0.0,0.07918452956666767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28017016816261353,0.14720994292639664,0.0,0.276772534430394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657220128175021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066230670945918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851691118864144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230286212331868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260885951703044,0.0,0.32178944705055385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565811440284027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198828899856576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NoaiAludem,2018/03/19,"My social life is TrashCan2000 I feel like I'm completely separate from everyone when it comes to any kind of social interaction. Aside from the friends I already have, I am SO weird when talking to anyone, it gets even worse if it's a girl a like. Worse part is I'm a nihilist so I don't really give a shit about anything and that makes me even more uninteresting. I barely even go out because I'm studying music and I practise 24/7 so I doubt anything is gonna change in at least like 5 fucking years. 19&haven't kissed a girl so I'm fuuuuuuuucked bye haha hehe ha. ",1.5640601503759366,4.188229666666668,3.4225563909774444,85.02789473684213,85.66666666666667,5.713283208020051,23.932330827067666,7.1686216300943375,1.1409593984962405,458,18,90,7,14,153,78,114,0.126,0.708,0.165,0.5446,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,10,12,2,1,6,2,6,4,1,1,0,8,18,9,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,9,8,9,17,3,8,0,0,0,2,9,3,2,2,7,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888587577084412,0.0,0.0,0.1854316031026977,0.0,0.11638200041932267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966602527445032,0.0,0.2816695309591566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432619079327374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104487712900252,0.14742313652927438,0.17943847054720286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33911178282058324,0.0,0.0,0.16353291332231756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653421899271488,0.12226342906199775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222339807708053,0.1582174390087193,0.08941430232661163,0.16417439686036184,0.09726358463546836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821740111307938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208822110193778,0.2508330863762803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423819353877235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532942631493315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963754407128386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567415713619575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34891414914292296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755695064176254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488153544872306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020943131447357 socialanxiety,PhotoBuch75,2018/03/20,"Benzos do work! Theyre made to work really well! Taken as directed, benzos are and have been a life changing drug for me. I'm taking about horrible anxiety, crippling panic attacks, Insomnia that would last 4 to 6 days. And after a Dr. Prescribed me literally 750 other pills, it was 15 Klonopin per month at .5 mgs that helps me anxiety free. Panic attacks..no more and sleeping like a baby. The 400 propanolol caps, 200 Lexapro and 105 setraline didn't do shit. Sometimes the obvious choice is the right one. You can still kill people with non narcotic drugs.",3.4959265734265728,6.285287019230772,4.208811188811191,81.72709790209792,77.84615384615384,7.627972027972027,27.72377622377623,8.575989854853784,2.5148384615384627,446,19,77,10,11,142,87,104,0.183,0.6990000000000001,0.118,-0.8273,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,3,8,3,2,6,0,10,8,2,1,1,8,14,5,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,5,0,4,4,8,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,6,40,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27743593381730103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629055944653008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182449763408674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694370312940475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205735350443927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154256450490178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061624407654574,0.0,0.0,0.14780923142825947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280796770911513,0.08858932574647904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158008363977514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473693320560935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287479836551042,0.0,0.0,0.4255064785434704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571230865785618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616548972177447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548559603363346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861339987871107,0.0,0.0,0.18146227980322446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934131654987515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481142997237267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363385890541772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303863773248822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264022727747718,0.0,0.0,0.12881257026733225,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,secret_weapon,2018/03/20,"Terrified of finding a new job I left my old job a few months ago, it was a great job with terrible people at a terrible company. I already have a difficult time not caring about gossip or other people's judgemental behavior... but this place was so so bad. I left the job to go back to school and continue on with a second degree. I am terrified of being back at another job around people that are nasty, bored and mean spirited. How have you all dealt with people like this? How do you deal with your anxiety at work, especially when in social situations, like meetings, that are required for your jobs?",6.36150310559006,6.837959634782614,7.234534161490686,72.45565217391305,65.69565217391303,11.440993788819876,32.08074534161491,11.20814326018867,3.8122049689441,478,18,86,14,7,160,78,115,0.241,0.6609999999999999,0.098,-0.9644,6,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,2,9,10,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,2,1,16,12,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,2,0,9,4,16,9,2,19,1,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,11,62,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596268877320768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191248858942786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534538200036305,0.09144578048678842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641362553132236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838337573091189,0.09980873229043052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218763416186746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323780604946526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925501402490413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793585669032287,0.0,0.0,0.1317904007122073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7117345215809662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597554602787406,0.0,0.0,0.11679986689856725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021126745515554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541360875745172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544996160693755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543438838416696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33148871593782914,0.0,0.12489113622030625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097822619845056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436504113522704,0.0,0.12185332116967687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970321669990427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702464771935504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Masyn,2018/03/20,"Some Thoughts and impressions about getting out of your social comfort zone. From time to time when I break another anxiety wall down and challenge myself to open up to other people more, I get rather euphoric when noticing I finally got into my zone I always wanted to be and go slightly too much over what I am used to do. Maybe even sometimes I regret the stuff I said and think to myself it was rude or something like that. I for myself have accepted it to be part of the transformation from anxiety to connecting with others without anxiety. It is a learning process that needs to happen in order for you to notice at what point you go way overboard and hurt other people and at what point you feel confident and build a social character on. Most of the times people will never even think that it was rude. Many people at the workplace are just happy to. Do. Conversations and talk about something else than just plain boring work stuff. Its getting better each time you leave your comfort zone. Cheers 🥂",5.602424012158057,7.360564303191492,5.464164133738604,79.80500000000002,68.20212765957447,7.924620060790273,28.854103343465045,8.418075326091056,2.205735866261398,811,29,138,12,14,252,115,188,0.1,0.755,0.145,0.885,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,6,0,3,10,14,2,0,6,0,11,0,0,1,1,31,26,11,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,16,13,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,5,2,18,9,33,18,6,27,0,2,0,0,11,14,0,3,9,108,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158865111751664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280219984926776,0.2801955218008936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797867356741207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199051940808934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127857230578158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173236673756976,0.0,0.0,0.13374361503315513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913609402290332,0.0,0.13877310841466955,0.0,0.09764651718650508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796377389897237,0.1299670633455754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069985814954616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292756697502547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059647001530499184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378008587492295,0.1226558037725236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975018963172797,0.09052817970822227,0.0941633259816651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780005229412381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221156030194306,0.0,0.33856730271889457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23082900480032706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613553768729952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489107368800703,0.0,0.18798167633088048,0.12075012076900585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795276548340024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813130832132393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646067010740367,0.0,0.09692581353344826,0.2847666171942123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544655053793182,0.0,0.0,0.07201183864445387,0.09690935029856726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769039242433912,0.0,0.08888296594062636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheGreatestGonzalez,2018/03/20,"I just want to curl up and hide forever Today in my high school science class we had to give a presentation off of whiteboards. Normally my face gets so red during presentations, so I was deathly afraid of that going into it. When it's my turn I made it through relatively well, until I look up from my paper to see me that my hand holding the whiteboard was shaking like crazy. It was so violent that it looked like I was intentionally shaking it, and my teacher asked ""TheGreatestGonzalez, are you OK?"". I was so embarrassed that my face turned bright red and I awkwardly walked back to my seat. Now I have another symptom to be worried about... 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Ok, i'm not sure if I have SA or not but I am definitely socially awkward. I have 1 friend who I can rely on, but the thing is, I rely on him TOO much I do very little without talking to him about it. For example, today he wasn't there at lunch and I rushed through my lunch and was the only in school to leave lunch so early. It also seems like it is 100x easier to make friends with people that I do not go to school with. So my question is: How do I stop being so dependent on another person and has anyone else had similar experiences?",2.6358169934640543,3.7515386134453768,4.9364145658263325,83.22116713352008,74.63025210084034,8.314098972922503,24.986928104575163,8.841846274778883,1.7420580765639588,441,14,94,9,9,155,78,119,0.083,0.78,0.13699999999999998,0.8635,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,2,1,15,3,0,4,1,21,19,12,0,1,8,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,5,3,1,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,3,0,13,5,16,15,1,12,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,6,4,72,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122538859526327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829070547345826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222502893937302,0.19375809879747924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579710696844902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497876047785264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922006074340137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747144198761836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023249173694155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238604421204699,0.18953061921100914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622754379952605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901226842252354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814090703014056,0.1438211510126863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110002596587994,0.3302344277639952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183834102516247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827641263999481,0.0,0.1721520274422359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927664237279131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809835364468885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822708948824356,0.0,0.0,0.1519936150440717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563145422535854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924728126547765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602956054386086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822882880757805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,radzx,2018/03/20,"How to not look rude? I’ve noticed recently that my anxiety is making me look very rude (which isn’t helped by my severe resting bitch face). I’ve found myself walking away mid conversation or not even hanging around long enough to fully respond to people. Some days I feel so relaxed and happy to just talk to people but it’s like there’s a blanket that gets thrown over me some days and I just can’t think of what to say to people and I feel all these thoughts that they don’t like me and that I’m annoying/boring etc. It’s becoming so bad that Im close to throwing away the things I’ve worked so hard to achieve (going to the gym, a job, my friends etc) ",2.709024552090245,4.184176226277373,3.5650829462508287,91.68560716655612,75.05839416058393,6.4416721964167225,24.13337757133377,6.980632752743323,0.7073270072992703,521,16,114,5,11,166,86,137,0.1,0.765,0.136,0.6229,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,9,9,3,0,4,0,4,1,1,2,1,22,15,10,0,0,6,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,5,2,0,4,5,4,0,0,2,6,11,5,16,13,7,14,0,0,2,0,7,6,1,3,6,69,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130424778241992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411593266541381,0.0,0.0,0.2979601089139373,0.0,0.13239783320955725,0.0,0.17512613153759132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452675680209156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384335044130147,0.3536909428876049,0.10473280820782052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035370435900018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738618593724686,0.12250940686469684,0.0,0.08284534585072538,0.0,0.09011796880518172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879880971289882,0.14204597153921644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628492969856193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712808788690521,0.0,0.15735448244407702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493683710495998,0.0,0.0,0.14032787733289906,0.2663147224822913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058455124831296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805309597835195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297936967770325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656697905139014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260998062521903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913694435572924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274511219520671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534567382221252,0.10160410722980062,0.0,0.1258854476952944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083538109963969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543954651523355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,babaganooshdoosh,2018/03/20,"How do you handle talking to doctors? Wasn’t supposed to see doc for 3 months after being given 3 refills for Zoloft and see ya, I hear that’s at least somewhat normal for some reason. But anyway after a breakdown of sorts I had spent a day and a night curled up in bed balling my eyes out cutting and burning myself, consuming nothing but liquor and the occasional hit of crack which I spent money that was much needed for other shit to add to the guilt of being a piece of shit but anyway called the place told em I needed to see him, got me in kinda quick that’s all good But when I got there I didn’t have anything to say, kinda acted like I wasted their time which I can see why, pretty much just said I’m gonna up yer Zoloft and suggest some therapy probably a good idea Tl:dr how do you talk to doctors when they ask you what’s wrong?",3.2256835164835174,4.378316720000001,4.224571428571431,88.75096703296705,73.22857142857143,6.2989010989011005,23.17582417582417,6.297961479604792,0.4806835164835155,666,17,139,4,13,216,111,175,0.124,0.794,0.083,-0.8064,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,2,0,9,8,3,1,8,0,10,8,3,3,1,26,28,13,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,0,7,7,1,0,2,2,3,1,2,5,0,0,11,8,18,3,23,13,8,17,0,0,5,0,16,7,2,6,10,92,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576768431024748,0.0,0.13151684483943266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365004746185253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072698614672768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28798395941711785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359914822055217,0.2250293550278573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585566268005104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881063892915667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872916039656167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228946392551276,0.0,0.20683202912276336,0.20862493080708253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201868545342488,0.13783656774483705,0.1349862903338119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469806971757697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312217372639754,0.15167687446998848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446425089817892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381893125625055,0.11187441246152416,0.0,0.0,0.44841510456096395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888120741431694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22614657087471784,0.0,0.0,0.1608798834956909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203166130119592,0.0,0.0,0.134425804731988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694185264325938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381153690158444,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,avicii42,2018/03/20,What do you do with free time? Feel like i need to go to counseling and just force myself to change. But this is who I am based on the personalities of others. 9 of 10 people could give a f*** less about you. ,-1.373961038961042,0.6061391363636375,1.0750649350649368,98.55045454545456,100.8181818181818,4.3324675324675335,10.831168831168833,6.18269132825596,-1.2533467532467537,158,2,39,2,7,53,38,44,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,8,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42701253948421497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222849715631242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409965302709446,0.2883705861094943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38722181612286016,0.2294059403013943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720501512981048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29930441750547404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27984294407908666,0.35245521051918205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353739652090253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kzini,2018/03/20,"Something That May Help You So I just wanted to share a realization I made that really helped me overcome my social anxiety. I'm sure many of you can relate to me in that you don't talk a lot and when you do say something it is for a purpose. I am not a person who mindlessly blurts out whatever comes to mind. I think that in knowing this, I attached this thought to everyone around me. Every statement somebody would say or that I would overhear would get me paranoid. I would have thoughts like.. ""What did they mean by that? There has to be a reason they said it. Was it indirectly about me?"" But through all of the years of dealing with my anxiety, I finally came to the conclusion that most of the time these people really don't have ANY deeper meaning behind what they're saying. They are just saying absolutely any random thought that comes to their head. We... Or at least I just automatically assumed they had to have a reason for saying something because of my own inability to chatter on about random things. If this doesn't relate to you I hope it was interesting. If you can relate then think about this a little because it definitely helped calm me down while in public or at events.",4.830010230179031,6.349780313043477,5.436905370843991,80.18003836317139,69.78260869565217,8.194373401534527,28.746803069053712,8.671277953709913,2.1762046035805622,952,35,178,16,17,307,129,230,0.036000000000000004,0.883,0.08,0.8688,0,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,1,6,5,1,10,6,0,0,10,0,23,1,1,3,2,47,40,11,0,8,10,0,0,1,0,5,0,6,0,1,22,8,0,0,13,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,10,6,31,6,33,24,5,20,0,0,0,0,29,10,0,13,8,140,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524293778770497,0.0,0.17147378937000093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997703093205726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366394829235197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818368340451333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930849865518357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554416991388725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442783011032167,0.10709224858796866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227724357961416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855444324659069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502105080782545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225364073989722,0.0,0.0,0.11131553786892004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159336430565415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054754073037581584,0.11232836577912962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528196428630613,0.0,0.10604786019358542,0.0,0.11362622912617233,0.0,0.24416456757599664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316357193839124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769853616081765,0.09785936897466993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359593901583048,0.2304630656167347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660877411478474,0.44563178973893497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424611730063912,0.0,0.25884190750858804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562914732788573,0.0,0.0,0.0900814573277719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445749928078292,0.14362597848593048,0.0,0.2669245529831259,0.06535170149560764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610460495139611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184588130068905,0.0,0.0,0.07217247938221345 socialanxiety,humdrumer,2018/03/20,"[Serious] Do you meditate to try and calm down? And if so, has it helped?",-0.7240000000000002,1.4216889333333356,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,93.0,8.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.8543333333333327,54,2,13,2,2,19,14,15,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7025561119442851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7116283507349389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ShitLord0fTheRings,2018/03/20,"Dealing with social anxiety within a couple? So, I've been dealing with social anxiety and social phobias since I was a teenager. For years I've dealt with those with alcohol. I've had very little friends and even fewer girlfriends (nothing that could last more that a few months). I'm now in my 30s, 4 years sober, and I have fought my main phobia and can now go out meet new people pretty easily. And I've met this wonderful woman, we felt in love pretty quickly and I feel like I've met someone I could do my life with for the very first time at 34 years. However I can get pretty anxious when we are alone, not with the adult stuff, but simple having a meal face to face in my place can drive me crazy if I haven't much to talk about. I'm not sure if it's really social anxiety, because the first times were ok, but i'm really not used to have someone this close to me, emotionally, and I panic. Any tips or books on the subject on how to deal with that?",6.441020408163265,5.249069224489798,6.8642040816326535,80.7593673469388,65.93877551020408,9.880816326530613,29.804081632653066,8.841846274778883,2.093497551020408,752,20,157,10,10,246,116,196,0.119,0.78,0.101,-0.3965,1,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,2,8,7,1,1,8,1,15,6,2,2,1,34,28,15,0,4,8,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,8,18,2,0,3,1,0,2,4,2,0,2,8,2,15,5,23,18,4,27,0,0,0,1,19,11,0,4,15,97,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707181670180593,0.0,0.11345706228852062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449532777992197,0.0,0.2514081535205193,0.1237562828757726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677848594433737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492781831480245,0.12121103935449384,0.0,0.0,0.3388126723604507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322498733904085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723543827631809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538996567180127,0.0782599902962191,0.10518175038271023,0.0,0.0,0.18636027197244648,0.0,0.0,0.08463529879567046,0.0,0.057233487446810276,0.0,0.062257759725415515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929496006607655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737588201100501,0.05351885148426581,0.10979430007841208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886992855712827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874389139690114,0.0,0.08052922940525464,0.0,0.0,0.10580062312008807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511275247803956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852913056326098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594570023094897,0.0,0.1144527018490596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343443008283087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035649418550292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061793754638517,0.0,0.0,0.4466751527522145,0.18563666648583133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540445169868786,0.0,0.0,0.103246212283981,0.0,0.0,0.08804926955666334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277548066309837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094612941689652,0.0,0.18077455202510456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187984285995546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116329246953054 socialanxiety,leMaghrebin,2018/03/20,"31y and still fearful of driving I recently bought a car, because well ... when you live in Texas you kinda have to, I got my DL 2 years ago, but haven't driven much since, now I'm terrified of getting on the roads, this whole thing makes me feel like crap, anyone else has been there? 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I (14M) get extremely anxious while walking. The problem is this happens almost *everywhere*, not just in crowded places. On the sidewalk, in the neighborhood, in school (the hardest to deal with), and heck, even my own house. I just get really nervous when I try to walk and I don't even know what normal walking feels like, literally. I don't walk weird as a result of my anxiety, but in fact the reason my social anxiety really started getting serious when a year or two ago a classmate told me that everyone thinks that I walk weird - an actual fact, not a fear - and since then I've been conscious of how I walk everywhere and I've been trying to fix it the whole time. I'm not anxious about talking with people, so I've asked some of my friends to correct my style of walking and they've actually helped me. They told me that I had to keep my legs a bit more stiff and other stuff, and I was actually able to walk properly but it still felt weird and anyway, the anxious feeling and nervousness did not go away and I reverted back to my old style and literally forgot their tips. Anyone know how to get rid of this?",5.4247809523809565,5.851481017777778,6.2538571428571474,78.85050000000003,67.71111111111111,9.806349206349207,32.07142857142857,9.784248007369934,2.96347619047619,899,36,176,19,14,297,124,225,0.08800000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.3762,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,0,14,10,0,3,13,0,9,2,1,5,3,44,28,23,0,2,9,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,10,13,0,3,8,0,0,10,6,8,0,1,9,3,23,2,23,19,5,28,0,0,0,0,11,7,1,3,12,116,33,1,0.1206513863608629,0.0,0.35321504674945065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695017432081486,0.0,0.12081493538375275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459596065738693,0.4089051736080314,0.0,0.08436225462797653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112792759507443,0.0,0.1133559490868034,0.09277346874587744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172006547096055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243862815534526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593782056020496,0.0,0.0,0.1152875700693781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357663527380337,0.12200993222518522,0.08619337452348734,0.11584425157040805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321496181369852,0.0,0.25214147868487835,0.0,0.06856896328116817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669162250158863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087008105561283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921550089522225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724049579387764,0.0,0.0,0.13261369327517505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058944173038992576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182127419187701,0.0,0.0,0.12660333423799874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364447987634027,0.0,0.1260550194085269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544708242170212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458473511616566,0.1240497196389896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210564426729376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980407357473067,0.0,0.0,0.12298889440754113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539767225549635,0.0,0.09635235299953443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811697179190408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697501416357353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730853669058152,0.0,0.0,0.07035279363976663,0.0,0.0,0.2305751401387562,0.0,0.1638287431480503,0.0,0.11785887314245268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347029641624977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769553710531074 socialanxiety,lwjp1995,2018/03/20,"Anxiety about leaving work? Anybody else get anxious about leaving work and how other people see it. I feel like I’m always watched and when it’s time for me to finish I sort of just hover around and wait for someone else to be the first to leave. I don’t know why, like I work until finish time and am under no obligation to stay after hours, but I still delay cause I feel everyone watch me as I pack my stuff up and get ready to leave. Then in my mind I play out what they must think of me being so eager to leave and first through the door. Then I have to consider an appropriate amount of time to wait until I actually leave, or until someone else leaves first. It’s like I feel guilty for leaving on time. Just wondering if anyone experiences something similar?",5.786862745098037,5.824450169934642,6.233464052287585,80.65058823529417,66.90849673202615,9.15294117647059,29.41830065359477,8.841846274778883,2.13021045751634,608,19,121,9,9,197,92,153,0.103,0.784,0.114,0.7732,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,6,9,5,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,1,27,18,18,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,3,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,6,17,5,28,15,1,26,0,0,3,0,1,6,0,4,22,81,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.08875881354845927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568172173384483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069580211564755,0.1027530916286824,0.0,0.06359774617158656,0.0,0.0,0.08096910036118894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934356859779231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22794331919234576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869112572956275,0.0,0.08897129651148905,0.0,0.0,0.13796851567602408,0.06497816326496543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23209844773480665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504031057161673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895722061371389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049986407078517835,0.0,0.0,0.7704644294313857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330783672481758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183847054206604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305664095024985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247923976621318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413149908687174,0.0700214874527569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969457685471003,0.0726366609821186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412154289552067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058280195509543824,0.0,0.0,0.2121460187186657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207260532052152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863665533237526,0.19864864296945287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LordCrumpets,2018/03/20,"People here with social anxiety and are gym fit, how did you start your gym journey? I’ve recently lost a lot of weight and I have a lot of time on my hands. I’ve always wanted to get gym fit after being overweight for a long time. I know that if I go and get into it I’ll enjoy it and I could do well but my social anxiety just won’t let me go. Every time I go to join a gym I get the “you don’t know what you’re doing, everyone will laugh at you” or “you’re to fat to be at the gym with normal people” and more of the same. Wanted to hear if any of you have overcome similar?",0.5293216783216828,1.7323799461538485,3.269860139860139,92.66877622377622,80.30769230769229,6.265734265734268,17.972027972027973,6.980632752743323,-0.07323076923076942,443,8,108,5,11,157,74,130,0.054000000000000006,0.8240000000000001,0.122,0.8559,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,1,4,4,0,0,7,0,13,4,2,1,0,23,26,10,0,6,5,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,8,3,0,2,5,0,4,2,1,1,0,2,3,14,3,17,18,4,17,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,5,7,72,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111656492547955,0.0,0.0,0.11533036576869946,0.0,0.2594793093459801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540774885216494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428910402580303,0.16205522022933505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658190481808151,0.0,0.2891541153675086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911458080999148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640987277467305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342230289070132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500861732296448,0.0,0.0,0.18513289641465064,0.28836708370386577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616701968851874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351515362700649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745452996629925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457613402205004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004016197157145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966764966990039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000629635630828,0.0,0.0,0.20652093150049888,0.15248620657551365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,masihh00,2018/03/20,"Afraid of talking to my classmates Hiya! I have been attending to a vocational school for about 2 years now and my class is full of girls (I'm the only guy). I usually don't speak much (somedays I don't even speak a single word) but I would like to talk with them. But everytime I try to strike up a conversation my mind goes blank and that leads to me not even trying to speak or if I speak I say my sentences in weird ways. This has lead to me being even more quiet than I was when I started the school. Just wanted to get this off of my mind ",0.7272318840579715,2.7905826434782632,2.307500000000001,95.58791666666669,83.43478260869566,5.5724637681159415,18.27898550724637,6.816661863887847,-0.1185797101449273,424,10,99,5,12,138,77,115,0.037000000000000005,0.917,0.047,0.2598,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,7,3,0,1,5,0,9,0,0,2,0,16,13,7,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,6,17,1,18,9,4,13,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,6,69,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40976071530012703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080424518861346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476069849479409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103015200434427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176103160925759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152018962701348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727778878486418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445259670231527,0.0,0.41857748323154415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637137759287205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324298201651968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808020194291131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277567405602895,0.0,0.12197372571429915,0.16414515633782872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690204993118025,0.0,0.0,0.1331699389287568 socialanxiety,wishiwereignorant,2018/03/20,"Talking Heads Anyone having socail anxiety because you believe you're continually getting involved in heated arguments with people around you, without actually speaking a word with your mouth. Everything going on in the mind, communicating ( infact quarelling ) with people around you, and they replying back to you with mean comments (also via mind, telepathic ). Not a single word spoken, yet you just got into the most heated argument with an elderly people. How about that ???",12.05381578947368,12.58279096052632,10.917368421052632,50.63157894736844,53.868421052631575,12.86315789473684,44.0,12.161744961471696,6.197194736842105,387,19,44,10,4,123,58,76,0.097,0.903,0.0,-0.773,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,6,1,0,8,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,1,0,19,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,14,4,2,10,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,3,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.20650881788937275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923098249924154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188732886661528,0.0,0.0,0.1479683521811868,0.0,0.0,0.3767700926291924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627213184023646,0.0,0.12900047867067194,0.0,0.0,0.238421222689432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018877542439167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056176509878612,0.0,0.12026748872738274,0.0,0.16925039064347674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21718130505101813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305142365720967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273480735083405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401282034578327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700906775406721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039923744003881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thisamegathrowaway,2018/03/20,"I need some encouragement to talk to my crush Hello. To start, I am very shy, especially around her. She is probably the only person I’ve liked who sort of connects to me. I’ve had mini convos with her before and she is awesome. Now I need to take the next step and initiate real conversation, because I don’t I will regret this. However, I’m extremely nervous and I don’t know what to do/talk about, and if I even should. Help?",0.6607523510971767,3.0990811149425284,3.2278787878787902,86.00727272727276,88.42528735632183,6.382027168234067,20.55276907001045,7.686295010490155,1.088319540229885,335,11,68,7,11,116,60,87,0.104,0.754,0.142,0.6501,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,15,14,5,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,13,2,10,11,1,5,0,1,0,0,11,1,0,3,4,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315974327716855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859103613008674,0.0,0.22137687944696166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718331341104444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743796704330937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297705545971742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710096656663827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38581047989645983,0.0,0.0,0.2766829628917979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978632970200841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22716155519142384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804963313927903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961188772776815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414248816476544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560783766103265,0.4182132820779426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465913090265773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Janymx,2018/03/20,"The worst SA situtaion I've ever been in. The worst part about SA for me is the fact that I've become really good at faking ""being normal"". I've become somewhat good at talking to people and making friends. The problem is that it kills me even more on the inside than when I was bad at it. Probably because social interactions become more... etreme and frequent the more I seem normal. A good example is last weekend. A big chunk of my family lives in a different part of the country. Usually, me and my dad visit them every year, but we havent for 3 years.(which adds to my anxiety cause I dont remember much about them and asking is awkward) This last weekend we drove there to celebrate my grandmas 80th birthday. We stayed at my aunts for a day and my grandma and grandpa visited us for lunch and playing cards. All is good. Those are the few family members I know well enough. The next day when we get to my grandmas almost nobody is there yet. Except for 2 of my (other) aunts and their husbands. I remember the name of one of the aunts but always get confused on how to pronounce the name of my other aunt. (Its a really weird name, and my families heavy dialect doesnt make it any better) No problem. I dont have to say the name. Just play it cool. I greet them and sit down. And for the next 10 or so minutes I just stand there, being normal taking part in conversations, and dying on the inside, because I cant for the life of me figure out how to pronouce her name. Another aunt, one I've never even met before, (my family is HUGE) came in and luckily had her two dogs with her. Everybody there knew I LOVE dogs. They're my favourite things in the world. So I can happily distract myself with the dogs and nobody would find it weird. After a while, everybody was there. My 4 aunts with their husbands, my uncle without his wife cause she was sick, and my cousin with her boyfriend. (Just a small part of the family) plus a few others that arent really family. Everyone started having conversations. Me included. Last time I was there, no conversation with me lasted very long because I was so noticable anxious. This time however they have noticed (like they told me many times that evening) that I had changed much from last time. The conversations became deeper and more and more personal. They want to know more and more about my life. What I do, what I like and stuff like that. They never got the chance to get to know me before. I acted normal and told them about myself. ""They are my family. There is nothing wrong with that."" I thought. But the more I said, the more it killed me inside. Constantly thinking if what I said was awkward, constanly thinkin about all the ways they judge me because of my poor life choices. Constantly thinking that my high profile aunt and uncle secretly laugh about me because I'm so pathetic. Questioning everything and everyone while keeping the facade of being normal up. And I continued to get into more and more of those situations just because I was so good at acting normal. They asked me how my apprenticeship was going. I left because they didnt have work for me for 4 months. I'm sure they didnt judge me, but I could feel it. I could feel their eyes looking at me with a bit of pity but mostly with spite. I could feel them silently laughing at me. A little later another... Painful topic came up. My family always suggested that I move to their part of the country. Living in one one of the flats my grandma was the landlord(lady?) of and going to school there. They had better schools, better pay, more chances for work and apprentice ships, so on and so forth. To this day I dont know why I didnt do it. I must have had my reasons, but I dont know them. I was glad the topic almost never came up again (and when it did, only with my grandma) but now it came up. In a normal conversation. And even though the others were talking with each other as well, it just kinda felt like everyone was watching me. And judging me. And hating me, because I declined this offer. It was so bad that for a minute or so, I couldnt keep my act up. I started to stuble over my own words. After a minute of stuttering explanation I managed to get my act together again and I was back to silent suffering. With the help of my cousing I managed to steer the conversation away from me and I was finally saved. Most of the day I just wanted to go home, lay in my bed and just rot away. The only part where I was somewhat comfortable was when we were at the restaurant for the birthday dinner. Another cousin, who I have never seen before (the daughter of my uknown aunt) joined, but there were already others sitting there so I just said hi and sat down somewhere else. And as luck would have it, I was surrounded by the few family members I felt comfortable talking to. All in all. This was the worst situation I've ever been in, in terms of SA. To be honest, if I had to choose between the dog that bit me in the face when I was 6 doing the same thing 5 more times, and this day, I'd choose the dog without hesitation. At least the dinner was kinda fun though after I calmed down. TL;DR: I'm so good at faking ""being normal"" and more or less having conversations, that I got my family to asking me the worst anxiety inducing question they could ask me, and I'd rather get bitten in the face by a dog 5 more times, than ever experincing something like this again.",3.6317494814880185,5.421608340607214,4.572310136357618,84.11033934954327,73.27893738140419,7.55887207095892,25.633423061647765,8.283103749626381,1.6534320550725914,4237,141,819,70,86,1374,374,1054,0.099,0.78,0.121,0.9811,5,0,1,0,0,0,141.0,6,0,21,5,62,57,4,4,60,1,77,12,3,9,14,175,135,78,3,23,25,16,5,5,1,3,5,4,2,1,48,64,3,2,26,4,2,15,20,25,2,5,53,14,138,32,128,69,47,125,0,2,4,1,90,49,0,18,61,616,186,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995173432675308,0.0,0.044054645190223056,0.0,0.06643619016230005,0.0,0.0,0.027148159805842502,0.12558431099225426,0.0610800608277109,0.04510021560565639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928579340751236,0.0,0.07501559883269075,0.03069736246674025,0.06666598947468083,0.19468743203491976,0.132271313194541,0.10191140974090136,0.0,0.0,0.10592263424630564,0.08716842538205757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263939248635894,0.0,0.08202127091406082,0.042231919357104034,0.0,0.0,0.08628246121711436,0.0,0.12749707955181547,0.0,0.0,0.12873113446914955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041432474936310186,0.04170973311491577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715198043992048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03334950049838409,0.0,0.0,0.04124984076864702,0.0,0.10547176068335108,0.10833452862987697,0.03363579721517627,0.1144408323037941,0.035879095828559686,0.0,0.3763467410681497,0.0,0.06055691079609474,0.0,0.07666228347860674,0.04373232710343596,0.03648775737300243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03084344596359192,0.0,0.12514480382248588,0.0,0.06806535364899212,0.20090682509992305,0.06385814274652153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03941446430560721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02675870832941261,0.04217952202181574,0.040044771495858916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096857355878228,0.08833500565425438,0.0,0.1096997521368969,0.16270777765364375,0.0,0.0,0.04337509951169298,0.0,0.08459374054270301,0.09751875560654936,0.040012082544359534,0.07050327545805128,0.03532949356683295,0.03352421647614128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036030939126689504,0.0,0.053296157875740456,0.040474389772039515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03186516094932635,0.0424305036362052,0.05869416120683036,0.0,0.12316046255985523,0.0,0.08491447065304518,0.0,0.31291872005412824,0.03830599699267173,0.09090235673066407,0.0,0.0,0.10820804724308662,0.060724581494008424,0.042479557992483416,0.0,0.0,0.25938819736016017,0.0,0.027676715679773232,0.034858133312938584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0430423999573376,0.0763994487375273,0.0,0.0,0.08944299578024742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672468826218437,0.04104620921404091,0.0,0.0,0.09044712370745878,0.0,0.11392418220223835,0.031747378913150416,0.0,0.08080588711359407,0.0,0.036343262955991454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974744205768194,0.0,0.04069519790570191,0.0,0.030733714490655605,0.0,0.0,0.056513641981492675,0.04255127504416434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04570085395338872,0.0,0.0,0.037625778071801536,0.0,0.030016188595372625,0.09626277426849268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304447521523199,0.05116049242622557,0.07844583576276203,0.03169341116703478,0.13967216507706545,0.0,0.0,0.0762938882025294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03899775008613331,0.0,0.04802095128395661,0.0,0.0439681688680189,0.03293962570180042,0.047093766414769145,0.031688027915110425,0.0,0.0,0.07178889751552793,0.0,0.036023171046273735,0.0,0.0,0.07696628713313941,0.0,0.05812702071011652,0.0,0.0,0.05671853331359484,0.04364816793927763,0.0,0.02570829890065714 socialanxiety,senioritis101,2018/03/20,"How to not be boring i was just at a party for the first time in a while and realized i have no idea how to talk to people. i couldn’t think of what to say, and people ended up walking away from me to talk to other more interesting groups. i used to be really talkative but i don’t know what’s happened to me :(",3.7627941176470574,3.2976514558823524,5.790000000000003,83.83000000000003,71.20588235294119,9.15294117647059,24.35294117647059,8.841846274778883,1.366370588235294,241,5,56,4,4,85,48,68,0.084,0.8340000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.2784,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,3,0,13,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,1,7,1,15,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735656765900166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578919654919561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476707524574323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25748243591329634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286977437716439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002051510390314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403724002396535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653223758092796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315516593210431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680660446267284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657125908537928,0.0,0.0,0.1697847333740083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514791185103212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,big_baller-,2018/03/20,"Does masturbating = more anxious? So while I was lurking on r/nofap, I came across some posts stating that they’re anxiety plummeted down to 0 after they were on a larger streak, so I was wondering if theres scientific evidence proving this. I decided to try and experiment this by myself and after going a week with the absence of porn and masturbation, I would find myself being more of an extrovert, indulging in more convos, not stuttering and being positive overall. Then again, this might be a placebo affect so I came here to confirm if P & M plays an important role of developing Social Anxiety? 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For anyone not familiar, this is an attention training process in Metacognitive Therapy, reminiscent of mindfulness. It's had some great results in peer-reviewed studies, and I've personally found it really beneficial. My therapist tells me that the 12-minute audio used to be available for purchase online, but that's no longer the case. I've reached out to Wells' organisation but have had no response. If anyone has the audio and could upload it, you'd be doing the community a great service!",7.785357142857144,10.224210428571432,7.846845238095237,62.181696428571435,63.76190476190475,11.345238095238097,39.79166666666667,11.20814326018867,5.577880952380953,505,28,69,16,8,163,70,105,0.05,0.7929999999999999,0.158,0.8776,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,0,11,0,0,2,0,16,13,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,0,3,0,3,4,3,5,9,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,48,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349786732998856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313642122718095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592417453295736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283292579931815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676852443986003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837011009714511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559979369750314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682441198816592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457469754755076,0.0,0.5720799655013082,0.1936097691970315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401858526203667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497852154414852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DrugInducedPsychosis,2018/03/20,"Anxiety..... Based on something I just experienced at the gym. Thought I'd share!! It's so crazy how often I see people try flaunt themselves and light their ego's on fire. If you're proud of an accomplishment I don't think there's anything wrong with expressing yourself about it at all. Once you go out of your way to make someone feel inferior that's when you fucked up 🙂 Everyone wants the prize for themselves, even when there's enough to go around 😏 People want you to feel anxious and insecure. They'll instill fear into so you don't chase after the things you love! So do yourself the biggest favour and do it anyways 👏 ",3.3838359201773827,5.550619756097561,3.7367627494456777,88.18789356984482,75.01626016260163,6.749150036954916,26.62897265336289,7.686295010490155,1.4407788617886192,502,19,100,7,11,156,86,123,0.18,0.693,0.127,-0.8003,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,6,2,3,14,10,1,2,5,0,5,2,0,2,1,19,17,10,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,6,11,5,17,15,2,15,0,1,1,2,11,9,1,2,3,60,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457759479062573,0.24304117934179026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703767603429682,0.1915156549560598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222918408136315,0.0,0.14209455963510814,0.0,0.0,0.20557059779319398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24208655170512935,0.2175573193983072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888873045528951,0.0,0.0,0.2445322208332905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941676291464244,0.0,0.14360420333424792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22911162657056044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982948763675475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714346462122379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228308617302344,0.16562134160675693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292605523885182,0.137849744707397,0.0,0.1707930643780409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606246208669876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537842530326348,0.17076405449685034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23521621947058005,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rturtles23,2018/03/21,"Anxiety coming back -- Nauseous every day Hi all, so I have suffered from social anxiety throughout my life but I have mostly conquered it. On rare occasions it'll return, like right now. I have recently hopped on dating apps and am having great success. I am texting with multiple girls and I have a couple dates set up. This is where my anxiety comes in. My first date is Friday and I am already freaking out. What is unique (at least in my mind) about my anxiety is that it effects my stomach. I normally eat nonstop and right now I can barely eat. I feel like I constantly need to go to the bathroom. There will be drinking involved on Friday and I am already worried about not having enough food in my stomach It has even effected my productivity at work. I cannot concentrate. Does anyone have any tips on how to settle yourself down or even something that will calm my stomach",2.9796074517631403,5.691438580838327,4.067854291417167,82.42284597471725,79.35928143712577,6.5853626081171015,28.439454424484364,7.793537801064563,2.182651630073187,701,32,121,12,18,227,105,167,0.08800000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.114,0.8628,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,6,11,7,0,0,2,0,22,8,3,3,1,21,27,9,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,8,9,4,0,3,1,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,1,21,5,19,23,4,30,0,1,0,0,4,15,0,2,13,93,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234907871035418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967370689383892,0.0,0.44850745859311664,0.0,0.0,0.10248626321408354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270450486538405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525168917331935,0.0,0.1583918175474802,0.0,0.0,0.16217867575010014,0.0,0.09452654954851132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282657855453721,0.0,0.0,0.14358435715004236,0.0,0.2999586550303477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144763282654675,0.0,0.19361830479697986,0.0,0.12349288558573225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411099954538253,0.1047107726989881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467371900230866,0.17723494760942798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330001195606009,0.0,0.0,0.16159569467215684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352784817594712,0.14321494985287775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799552235324495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086809762813978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360903744182196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472176192851674,0.0,0.0,0.2503426728571623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941127711966554,0.0,0.11283797030107658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670586268660097,0.14885056371211625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jrdodd1,2018/03/21,"I wonder if my friends secretly hate me I know I have probably given them no reason to hate me, but I'm pretty sure most of my friends don't actually like me, they all just pretend to... or something. Not all of them. But even my best friend. I wonder if she actually talks mad shit with other mutual friends about all the shit I do that make them crazy. I mean, I do that. That doesn't mean I hate them or they hate me. I kinda just wish I knew how much people didn't like me so I would just know and I wouldn't imagen it was worse than it is. 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When I go out with my husband or friends, people will talk to them and completely ignore me. Even if I say something. It’s hard to describe without sounding like I’m taking things too personally. I told myself I was for the first couple of weeks, but it’s starting to be very obvious. I think I know the reasons, so I’ll have to find a way to communicate better and give myself more credence. But right now I feel invisible, frustrated, angry, disconnected. I’m tired of trying to be nice and polite but invisible. It’s some idea I had that treating others with consideration might get the same in return but that’s not the case. People may read this and say, “you are wrong for wanting people to respond well to you in the first place. It’s your fault. Positive consideration or being liked is not a given.” Yes. At the end of the day, if I want to be seen or heard, I’ll have to speak up more, speak louder, and try to be more authentic and understanding toward myself and express that. It’s very hard at times. There’s no guarantees. I truly am tired of this feeling of not being regarded. Maybe it’s a good sign I can begin trying new ways to feel seen and heard and not just avoid others, as I often do. 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If its someone I know like my dad or sister, no problem, but right now I'm looking for a job, which means at some point I'll have to talk over the phone with a recruiter. Whenever I see a number calling I just can't bring myself to answer because I'm not mentally prepared for it. It's probably the only thing that brings me close to having a panic attack. I usually let it go to voicemail (which listening to also gives me anxiety), and then call back when I'm more prepared. Actually, while I was writing this I was called again and still didn't answer it. I don't think I really had a point to make or a question to ask. I know exactly what I need to be doing, but I just have a lot of trouble bringing myself to do it and I'm frustrated with myself. 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I think prior to our company meeting, the largest number of people whose attention I had at once, like singularly me, was only about 20. The point of this post is: does anyone else love playing sports, hanging with friends, and being in social situations - but absolutely dread the time before the events and thinking about preparing for the events. I literally want to cancel every single planned event I have, but when I get there, I'm happy. And even after speaking in front of 350 people, and getting solid responses of my performance - I still want to cancel even just a hang out with 3-4 people who I'm not completely comfortable with.... Thoughts?",9.618660098522168,8.601638255172414,9.171330049261083,66.20310344827587,59.55172413793103,12.423645320197046,37.95566502463055,11.491704259439757,4.480980295566503,637,25,104,15,7,205,94,145,0.099,0.7709999999999999,0.13,-0.0424,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,2,9,7,0,1,7,0,6,1,0,0,0,20,18,7,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,0,6,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,5,2,10,6,24,12,1,21,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,10,66,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098991769331029,0.1610425480922324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337428424445639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647931413953533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754335281664545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129806570530245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762287226652115,0.0,0.13242522517008706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121431647676458,0.0,0.16423305126422202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731382604684633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678690109165777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418549766017952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347687209164709,0.0,0.11953732397451705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448206389187024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857950530527006,0.0,0.1505285077250814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068919584123152,0.0,0.15518960318641845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666929591259262,0.0,0.16021831477721935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551874457258808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021307783794095,0.0,0.12477798826510544,0.09164897441456916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540968664091773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anxious-wreck,2018/03/21,"fucking lonely. i posted this on r/BPD but haven't gotten any responses so i hate how i tried to be cool and went with my peers to do something with them. I literally stood there alone with nobody next to me to talk to because they were all talking to each other and I couldn't bring myself to talk to them. I'm so embarrassed, I tried to be cool for once and ended up looking like a pathetic, ridiculous little shit who tried too hard and showed everybody how alone he is. I've always been the lonely kid and, now that I'm 20, I still am. I had to leave because I was feeling so horrible and left in the most incognito way possible. I'm so pathetic. I had nobody there with me, my friends didn't go and I felt so abandoned and lonely. I am such a loser.",2.3384615384615373,3.8830004649681564,4.001528662420384,87.88392944634985,76.19745222929936,7.123762861342479,24.178833904948554,7.882392219407189,1.1987838314551684,591,19,126,9,13,198,95,157,0.325,0.596,0.079,-0.9943,1,8,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,1,13,14,4,1,4,2,14,2,1,2,1,22,27,16,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,13,0,1,2,1,0,3,3,10,0,0,10,6,20,4,18,14,3,14,0,5,1,1,10,5,2,1,5,85,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34299286038649696,0.0,0.0,0.1377802321981625,0.0,0.0,0.11260368039359303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187852077538934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085488854867955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665942517600933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372490164679335,0.0,0.1589878527459214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793079001892144,0.15308093924009136,0.0,0.0,0.09410594042692777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833190220312606,0.1634811999522021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533092131677935,0.1799089101208197,0.0,0.0,0.08089661227305431,0.16595996881296907,0.0,0.0,0.1390499460929443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610184230882714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634293761119282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866725431700532,0.15858494290506436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699709282561338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747565170398567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223663239865202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992735693708853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33726464289003805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143390171471014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534992296176319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mghol,2018/03/21,"what i like about this subreddit , it shows me that i am not alone that for some reason make me feel a lot better ",7.84,4.5258463333333365,7.536666666666665,83.77500000000003,64.83333333333334,11.266666666666667,28.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,1.623216666666666,88,1,21,1,1,28,21,24,0.0,0.716,0.284,0.7303,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,16,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842312793920591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41350185484490737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364026831095936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22841682485940515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974864798406342,0.0,0.0,0.3120871232273144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807098246317458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NeonReaper86,2018/03/21,"YouTube help Hello I would say I suffer from a mild case of depression and social anxiety and ptsd. I don’t really go out unless it’s to take my kids to school or go shopping. But these last few weeks I have made a gaming channel on YouTube and put up a few videos on my channel about helpful tips from the games that I play. And I must say that it has boosted my confidence up a little bit in myself. I find it hard to play online with people that I don’t know and nervous to put myself out there in any situation. But doing these videos is making me a little more comfortable with my social anxiety and hoping to get to the point where I can play with people online and maybe make some friends from it too. That’s it just wanted to tell my short story lol thank you for reading this ",5.7108419599723925,5.261194770186336,6.1916356107660455,82.5336783988958,67.1366459627329,8.894685990338164,27.826777087646647,8.167268648758528,1.64651911663216,622,16,128,7,9,202,97,161,0.08199999999999999,0.726,0.192,0.9579,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,1,7,1,9,0,0,3,1,27,20,11,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,12,12,0,0,2,11,1,4,2,3,0,0,1,3,18,7,25,17,5,19,0,2,0,0,13,13,0,3,2,89,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459052461259433,0.0,0.23531597172802196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679117738654451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246929856621162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057209449452585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882691929263052,0.0,0.08035511294284943,0.0,0.17481825894163144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777623798779245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618026136168224,0.0,0.0,0.15275992942298033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452546845109117,0.1253690264463642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082996957500133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553101883859554,0.2053278436522138,0.0,0.15451461965185978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132536594158496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539245100658488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797861193114854,0.3092266571042504,0.0,0.0,0.15384345996604273,0.0,0.09852939638721107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446187910597627,0.0,0.15565567216047627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287971108508182,0.0,0.31356321228481315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563984205607067,0.0,0.1344295863800708,0.1416000694262466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071630951287643,0.0,0.1233705580651946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925641363819308,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,moneysoor,2018/03/21,"Going to EDM concert alone? A couple months ago I decided to buy a ticket to see Marshmello on April 7 in Navy Pier (Chicago). I'm not sure why I even bought the ticket. I think I was stoned and had money to waste and though it would be a good idea. Here's the thing. I've never ever been to a concert ever. I also dont even really like Marshmello. I dont even listen to music (religious reasons). I also have very bad social anxiety. What should I do? Should I force myself to go to the concert? I feel like it would be a really stressful and depressing time. I wouldn't enjoy the music and the music would be so loud and lots of promiscuous girls and douchebag guys and lots of drugs. What should I do? 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Hi, so I had a phone interview yesterday that I really didn't want to do, but got myself to follow through anyway. After hearing that there will be two in-person interviews, I was hoping the company wouldn't want to proceed to the next step with me, especially since I'm going to an interview today for a different job. Unfortunately, this company emailed me asking when I'd be available for the first in-person interview. The phone interview was already difficult for me because there were a lot of questions thrown out that I wasn't expecting. Now this interview is going to be at least 1 hour and apparently the other staff members will be sitting in watching the interview, too. I'm not comfortable with any of this at all, but I literally had the phone interview yesterday and sounded very interested in the job. Now I'm trying to get out of it, but I don't know what to do. I obviously shouldn't not respond to them, but I don't really have a good excuse either since I seemed really keen on this particular organization. I don't have social anxiety, but I can relate to some things people who do have it feel, so I thought it would be best to post this here. Thank you.",7.843028368794329,7.008420731914897,8.768351063829787,67.07791666666668,62.95744680851064,12.769503546099287,36.60460992907801,12.00992498983062,4.545843971631205,972,40,176,29,12,333,124,235,0.077,0.8190000000000001,0.104,0.8454,4,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,2,11,9,0,1,13,0,29,0,0,1,2,32,48,11,0,7,8,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,16,6,0,1,5,0,0,5,9,2,0,2,9,4,19,7,29,29,6,25,0,0,1,0,23,7,0,5,11,134,35,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163439063437191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576768567765953,0.0,0.11898222054460103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540223891959456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481139451129854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322215241905194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249874663136754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864209277901058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229618055387196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812595056752275,0.0,0.26517874440742123,0.13045359292389389,0.1243938450760051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752968493159926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447923470311836,0.15316854814902506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086847505525865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547679832380739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222848495140846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541097270952593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782690928385602,0.27161060741652165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895749708858358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742324108044614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29891501928188585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159128428301734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573167961211939,0.0,0.0,0.15854617519063374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319377104650824,0.0,0.0,0.10332912841285204,0.0,0.0,0.12347572632331237,0.0,0.0,0.14742697565460972,0.0,0.0,0.10559660991155104,0.0,0.15193301508260598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833090723217294,0.1834746339773081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104860890482737,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,takofire,2018/03/21,"i dont know what to do so i guess i have had social anxiety ever since i was in middle school but i has gotten worse over the years. in highschool i would puke in the bathroom because i would get so nervous. i eventually stated home school which made everything 100% worse because i had no friends anymore. now im little older, still no freinds and social skills feel like they are dying. whenever i go out in public, i feel like everyone is looking at me even if there not and i cant think straight. i try going places and trying to start random conversations but sometimes my brain just shuts down and i go into panic mode. is there anyway besides medication to make it stop?",2.879423076923078,5.2946887954545465,3.924545454545456,85.01066433566434,77.71212121212122,6.1827505827505815,24.547785547785548,7.321109707123232,1.238480652680653,539,19,100,7,13,174,93,132,0.225,0.7020000000000001,0.073,-0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,10,5,0,2,2,0,13,2,1,2,1,23,27,9,1,3,5,0,2,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,4,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,5,3,17,3,12,20,0,25,0,0,1,0,6,14,0,3,9,67,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002829992697706,0.0,0.14263908295653546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535286371418232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605600140315322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927112767186632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856576398847573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499727375049682,0.13010098382360005,0.0,0.13743415936374995,0.12926365375007978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454478783732326,0.2055020148873235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112143233897907,0.0,0.07514438057575425,0.0,0.2452229105354589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844315130426045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427156977075828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535930733244713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904430392811633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053454099397447,0.1441537994309409,0.0,0.0,0.12077959632876865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609386963294454,0.09600654557709712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489193882204932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875158815182004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502700214391424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911239531433579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897630372959213,0.0,0.0,0.29322979578467234,0.0,0.0,0.14224992339776046,0.0,0.101802451825399,0.0,0.1148615122102186,0.1202469472032128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215940404778976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953000274064451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931467680920883,0.20434307727523374,0.0,0.0,0.09262074672887607 socialanxiety,philosophotarian,2018/03/21,"Does anyone else mess up sentences when they're anxious? When I'm not anxious I can speak freely without hesitating or anything, but as soon as I'm put on the spot, I get overly self-conscious and lose the ability to construct sentences. I was in class today and my teacher asked me something, but since that kind of put me at the centre of attention, I got really flustered and my thoughts basically became blocked so I just sat there awkwardly without saying anything. Am I the only one who experiences this? :')",8.446947368421053,8.08006295789474,8.215789473684211,70.0005263157895,61.526315789473685,10.547368421052632,41.10526315789474,9.888512548439397,4.254010526315788,411,21,68,7,5,132,71,95,0.165,0.7,0.135,-0.4712,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,10,11,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,4,2,10,1,12,6,0,11,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150863800911227,0.0,0.1284562723217812,0.18823548993202888,0.3023599880639053,0.0,0.17174668333731805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076832309873232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346848406180555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179706385548107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598236377273253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693192125600052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130862713420216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055276489277532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244885584904742,0.13972187480925846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693642433371423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769113401746033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460958047924288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916525331239704,0.0,0.0,0.15196913964040887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143110097549444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458474548003501,0.0,0.0,0.17413826837379315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541851971894118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bingobob2,2018/03/21,"How do men with SA not die alone in the West? I was raised in an Indian household, and basically knew nothing about socializing, because in my culture, that stuff literally didn't matter. In my parents' country, you got an arranged marriage based off of your job, caste, and looks, end of story (which is NOT the case in the US). Growing up in the West, I don't want to get an arranged marriage, but unlike white men, its always an option for me. But over here, like girls are basically repulsed by me if I show any anxiety (which means I actually CARE what they think of me), whereas its obviously fine for a girl to be anxious because the men always have to be the ones making the moves (and its a ""feminine"" emotion). How do white men with anxiety even get married anymore, forget about sleeping around. I guess back in the day it worked more like in India, where girls were saving themselves for marriage and found suitors according to their socioeconomic status, but I guess today's world is one of the negative consequences of a more socially liberal world despite its advances. Like you just wait until your 30 and date a single mom who is just into you for your financial stability, and will probably divorce you and take your money in 5 years? Women always had their looks, but it seems us men with social anxiety have just been left behind, and have nothing to offer... 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So I've come to the conclusion that if I really want to try and socialize more, I have to make myself look more friendly, because I admittedly have a very closed off appearance. One good piece of advice that I found was to smile more. Now, I do smile as much as I can, which is mainly when somebody tells a joke or something along those lines. However, I have no clue on how to smile outside of that, as I imagine it would look pretty dumb to go around with a smile plastered on my face all the time. So, how do I do this smiling thing right? Now, another question that I have is how to engage in small talk. Whenever I'm talking to somebody and there's a lull in the conversation, there exists just a horrific awkward silence. I'm not good at small talk at all, so do you have any advice on that front! Thank you!",3.3388598901098945,4.76412494642857,4.2702380952380965,87.4645054945055,73.34523809523809,7.550183150183152,26.01831501831502,8.139509932561175,1.4693694139194138,653,22,137,10,13,211,102,168,0.064,0.737,0.199,0.9685,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,13,8,1,1,8,0,14,1,1,4,2,27,27,14,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,5,1,0,4,2,2,0,1,2,2,14,6,24,24,9,21,0,0,2,0,12,13,1,5,4,98,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48144630367310903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168095020984113,0.1722078068810736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461981030538466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011211422373488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146823315618967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006797450903264,0.12688246192725458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333478986241013,0.2754939965393534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758210042870108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962373871129652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072677747273534,0.1217732848419824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128542065914307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707933381657594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397340427109007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520892454535777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025016453204406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674101818904216,0.0,0.12643105324051127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960017245009389,0.14354286871446095,0.15119945484429131,0.0,0.0,0.10910605797569696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576290637027196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150030993209978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355056373707467,0.09686617103656947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666315028850667,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,platinumdolphins,2018/03/21,"Is my social anxiety gone? 3 years ago, I was diagnosed with SAD. My therapist had me make a little list detailing what I was feeling and now I made another one. I told her I was at 0 out of 10 in terms of SAD intensity around 2 ago. At the same time I think maybe I also rushed that because my parents did not quite like that I had it and thought I was doing it for attention and my therapist may have been wrong and maybe I was just shy? I’m not sure, but here’s my before and after list thank you, sorry if these questions are posted often. Before: - Often ignored or looked over: complete pushover - Repetitive tics - Did Public Speaking with varying degrees of success - Hate eating in front of others but do it anyway - Despise classes - Quiet - Too nervous to speak to people in casual conversation - “Scared” of people - Overwhelmingly polite - Always thought everyone was constantly watching my every move - Would only be friends with a single person - Heart rate would increase in casual conversation - Instantly regret everything I say that is “wrong” After - Do singing and public speaking, still nervous while doing it, but better - Dislike eating in front of others but realize I can’t starve myself either. - Still repetitive tics - I can’t interrupt people - Heart rush from conversation - Regret conversations - Not as overwhelmingly polite - Stutter and “clarify” things ",7.039698529411763,8.832253004166667,7.222549019607848,68.42558823529413,64.79166666666666,9.813725490196077,33.700980392156865,10.056822442137396,3.861053921568628,1091,47,160,25,17,352,151,240,0.238,0.667,0.095,-0.9879,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,3,11,23,2,5,3,0,25,5,2,2,1,42,37,16,0,5,11,1,1,1,1,3,1,5,0,1,12,12,2,1,7,3,0,7,5,15,0,1,16,8,23,8,26,17,5,33,0,6,2,0,18,11,0,6,15,120,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076021836644608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364393207837356,0.09743564880671354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227883857837276,0.08958032273317675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424282965883253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138239041286794,0.0,0.19928504438426445,0.0,0.0,0.10356444347468084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277594784486427,0.12654228920700927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188528983501739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23964277614036156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866085688494228,0.11189299806084728,0.10524092281973604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059208712186670176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047030425904078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561090100452973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775254733635673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057208597905057924,0.11736384080102635,0.0,0.0,0.09833356714494826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080179164648664,0.07816441172863342,0.0,0.2352831283616501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445757774157536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934923167238284,0.08905897496425648,0.0,0.0,0.1300244485899316,0.0,0.0,0.2435448579314759,0.10224622535518074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214835797857398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117754500633505,0.12454907293126374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312172942965444,0.1172364070061689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193675616128196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108260920212764,0.0,0.0,0.18703063375951212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036430864946743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780891602975624,0.0,0.2719216502931581,0.07779529267981178,0.07503223409774865,0.0,0.1859268613937066,0.0682812986480014,0.0,0.0,0.11189299806084728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636736932911395,0.25605848571378537,0.0,0.07540783952189616 socialanxiety,lilipusion,2018/03/21,"Tips on how to get over SA for a date For about a week now, I've been talking to this guy I went to high school with. I didn't really know him at the time, but he started messaging me and I'm finding that we have a lot in common. He asked me out for coffee and I haven't responded yet. I am going to, but I'm very anxious about it. It's like every time I speak to a guy, I try to look for something wrong with him, a reason to not date him. I look at a picture of his and think he's good looking and then I think, maybe he's too good looking for me. And then I think maybe I'm not attracted to him so that I can get out of committing to a date. I'll think maybe he'll see me in person and won't like what he sees. I immediately think about sex and fear of bad performance. I genuinely do want to go on the date with him just to talk and get to know him, but I would love to be able to stop these anxious thoughts and feelings. I know myself and if I say yes and know I've committed, I won't be able to stop thinking about it until the date actually happens. Any tips on how to stop overthinking it? 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Sorry if this post has been made before. I'll be going off to college in less than a year now. I've been pretty excited about it so far, but it just hit me that it's going to suck ass adjusting and being away from a place that I've lived my whole life. I've been fortunate enough to have had a stable friend group throughout high school, but once I leave that'll all be gone and I'm going to have to start from the ground up and I don't know if I can do that.. If you guys have any advice or experiences you can share to ease my mind, it would be greatly appreciated. My biggest concerns would have to be navigating the large campus, talking to counselors/professors, and dealing with roommates. Thanks!",4.897615894039738,5.68129866225166,5.53741059602649,82.25684437086092,69.0,8.424105960264901,27.02052980132451,8.548686976883017,1.728792847682119,602,18,121,9,10,195,99,151,0.076,0.743,0.182,0.9609,0,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,4,6,1,0,5,0,21,2,1,1,1,20,32,11,0,5,7,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,6,0,9,5,21,17,4,19,0,0,0,1,9,10,2,4,3,81,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716005704621275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941839382428908,0.0,0.1343384378702045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498802107462285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942813743381045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810425179063156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144838417517314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177678423005094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567309177934514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994035421176351,0.0,0.0,0.1936067084092969,0.0,0.17387797395498164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553783417163547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650870111860464,0.0,0.0,0.18594185321649506,0.0,0.0,0.12403601441676344,0.0,0.0,0.15506369445968826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616304952757374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731243397453714,0.0,0.0,0.18664184348512736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701511618605726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834713428477414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818241730859906,0.17865487039749026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777230817791106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900864018100546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965770206545877,0.1242951346031634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411457961353187,0.0,0.1616748067659468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605830720924766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24949153816758046,0.0,0.0,0.11308478308023345 socialanxiety,danceralex,2018/03/21,"can't ask questions cus i'll look dumb Hi I don't know if this is where I should put this. I kind of need to ask questions in my math class, but I'm always scared I'll look stupid. My boyfriend is in my class and he knows everything that we're learning. Even though he thinks I'm smart, I'm still scared about talking because I'm worried he'll think I'm dumb and dump me. Advice? Ideas? Message I should repeat in my head to have the right mentality? 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The extroverted one. But do to a series of unfortunate events over 4 years, I have been closed down. Long story short, I went from having 9 friends, to 2, to none. I am afraid of making a big presence and am quiet and shy. I hate being this way. When I get home from school I either play video games or lay in my bed and hate myself. I cannot find the courage within me to put myself out there again, probably because when I recently attempted to open myself up, I was given the cold shoulder, and I still to this day do not know if it was intentional or not. I cannot spend another day laying in my bed feeling sorry for myself. If anyone has any advice on how to open myself up more, I’d welcome it. Also please don’t just tell me to open myself up and talk to others more, I’ve heard millions of people tell me that and it hasn’t helped thus far. 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This is still the case if my grade relies heavily on participation - I can't ask to go to the restroom unless I absolutely can't handle it anymore - I feel very uncomfortable eating in public unless I'm at a restaurant, but even then it depends on where I'm sitting and who's around me - I find it really difficult to maintain eye contact for more than a few seconds with anyone - I almost never ask anyone for help - I despise any type of attention and compliments make me uncomfortable - I get red in the face and chest easily when people are paying attention to me, especially people around my age / good looking people - I'm always conscious of how I'm standing, sitting, etc. when in the public eye - I often blank out / can't think as well as I'd think if I was alone at home when I speak to people - Often I pay attention to how I'm speaking or what I sound like more than the actual conversation - I try my very best to not shop alone because I want someone else to pay at the cash register for me The thing is, people never suspect me of being shy or anything when they speak to me because I am capable of carrying on a conversation. This is one of the reasons why I'm not sure if I'm just shy or if I could possibly have a little bit of social anxiety. I also don't actively worry about being judged or rejected or anything, unless it's subconscious and I don't realize it. However I don't have active thoughts such as, ""Are people going to think I'm annoying for interrupting class to go to the restroom?"" just to throw out an example.",6.835000000000001,6.148983023872683,8.16256100795756,70.11498209549075,64.91511936339522,11.359628647214857,34.499867374005305,10.793553405168565,3.7603009018567652,1508,59,276,36,20,524,181,377,0.139,0.76,0.1,-0.8735,3,3,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,2,23,12,2,0,16,0,24,5,4,6,4,61,48,31,0,6,21,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,12,11,1,0,14,1,5,4,12,4,1,2,2,9,37,8,58,42,7,37,0,1,4,0,25,18,0,16,14,198,49,11,0.0,0.0,0.09534610065791674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783756181471548,0.20238607105127326,0.0,0.07813474725546425,0.08129848484804211,0.0,0.0,0.06644283042828543,0.0,0.14948829508700506,0.0,0.09689722252410428,0.13663537998470662,0.0,0.16080597356038168,0.1739565387273677,0.1826821914941128,0.0,0.0,0.07512920446763736,0.0,0.17868039849284745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025354930084238,0.0,0.10666868303011603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976784917020877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800958607643642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997672742775196,0.08162008851904902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896703332025844,0.12906661740934006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04940264317558919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930070742110048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548673150000725,0.0,0.10209378264586247,0.0,0.1665842098648614,0.08195041706612351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548968080070336,0.0,0.09800619935448404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391450616844907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546757037946922,0.0979261959039045,0.0,0.0,0.0820476911324952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304378493990914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260686300984361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620751632308639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406418557988735,0.08531234003785802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029567929060956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392141934238712,0.0,0.0,0.0625924002255982,0.10045713367082527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103789722469826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919612622231328,0.08278522908865296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802743313682195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208591705795824,0.0,0.0,0.07853167253348922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491093866193763,0.18781648262058667,0.09599478197908323,0.07756694961741141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326707226541301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123390907732255,0.05762900982062868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784863464726013,0.0,0.08816367158711028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922428965557174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,retrorhythms,2018/03/22,"Whenever someone stretches out their hand, I can't tell whether they want to hand shake or high five. Please help I have gotten this wrong 6/6 times the last week and it just ended up either awkwardly grabbing someone's hand, or awkwardly trying to release myself of someone's grip. Edit: Or sometimes they're doing that thing where you banterously grab handshake quickly up and down, I can't really explain it, or it's the thing where you grab each other's hand in a fist like manner.",6.356557971014492,7.386780380434786,6.037826086956525,79.08471014492756,65.84782608695652,8.307246376811595,31.63768115942029,8.344100000000001,2.4380811594202894,393,15,68,5,6,122,65,92,0.099,0.6859999999999999,0.215,0.8928,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,2,0,4,5,0,3,3,0,4,4,4,0,0,13,7,7,0,1,7,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,8,8,1,8,6,2,15,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,4,6,45,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097844385769171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587598301648436,0.2502517561827598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930695520037357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571605689924212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25999716446931004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173625383312547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6020628937069606,0.0,0.23425700348662104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070229047327858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31471369143393724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811285241807528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080992561648394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397040220662192,0.0,0.1899918907505304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589652551139565,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ticklesandprickles,2018/03/22,"Is anyone here more afraid of being one-on-one than of being in a group? I'm always terrified when I end up alone with other people. There seems to be that much more pressure for me to come up with things to talk about. This pressure ultimately leads to me being extremely awkward and forgetful when I'm having a conversation with someone. I'm perfectly fine while in a group setting though because the spotlight usually isn't on me. I can just hide out in the background and occasionally add a comment here and there. The only time I freak out is when someone asks me a question and then all eyes in the group turn to me. However, groups overall aren't nearly as scary as maintaining a conversation with one other person personally.",6.318193445243808,7.283414856115113,6.817505995203838,73.69270183852919,65.90647482014388,9.631015187849721,32.71063149480416,9.725611199111238,3.1941456434852107,591,24,103,12,9,193,84,139,0.141,0.797,0.061,-0.8487,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,10,7,0,4,10,0,10,1,1,1,2,19,17,12,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,12,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,0,1,8,2,26,13,4,21,0,0,1,0,12,10,0,2,8,79,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246430270707411,0.0,0.0,0.18047820818560287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166155064569267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027722573791033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132220250755203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684017820265247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921090554647045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594464857133965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939541600742993,0.1649622537668984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037117697884927,0.3787774961595557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429776839059585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974576495699661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675573988391385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433603555040902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409874825156976,0.0,0.21310318733658146,0.0,0.1264761571714214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359249583286837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388847498664976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jayfzee,2018/03/22,"Do i have SAD? Need help figuring out Hey guys, I need your help figuring out if i have SAD and if i should see a psychologist or not. These are the symptoms that i experience (mostly when i'm around a group of people or someone in authority) - Stuttering (sometimes gets severe like when i'm asked to give a speech or present something/answering a question in-front of a group of people) - Sweating (especially sweaty palms) -Rapid Heart Beat - Cold Chills -Shaking/Trembling - Fear of being judged - Have also almost fainted like 5 times since 2014 (was around tons of peeps each time) - I also fear ordering food (i fear embarrassment that i might start shaking and would end up stuttering if i tried ordering) Thanks.",7.407616279069767,8.29948265891473,6.797974806201553,75.04486918604654,63.496124031007746,10.170930232558144,33.954457364341074,10.125756701596842,3.4240457364341097,569,23,99,12,8,176,86,129,0.212,0.6920000000000001,0.097,-0.941,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,6,12,0,5,6,0,10,6,3,0,0,24,20,12,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,1,3,7,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,1,3,10,3,12,15,3,16,0,2,1,0,10,6,0,10,9,57,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081901459565145,0.0,0.0,0.24089328000765795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681582948992275,0.14080455192400435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340005099750415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733022264707402,0.0,0.5084507342611924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821240727670348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869004199098753,0.14448348694369875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913237973940374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847932076441267,0.2019079163736938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471656143449288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977855288955292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335800359514155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883474367212929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872310025107315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002053415809134,0.0,0.0,0.17015190809739508,0.0,0.12459015916667054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761547244882362,0.0,0.1489619364697541,0.0,0.10660596504418952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654649708321206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386659168409474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175649458853706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225759557603437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699246708904256,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ibringthehotpockets,2018/03/22,"Trying to become better, and stuck with a situation Hey everyone. So i'm finally becoming proactive about my social anxiety ^or ^I'm ^just ^really ^in ^a ^good ^mood ^lately . I just feel like I want to actually do something and if I don't then that's my fault, and I know I'll cause myself to miss golden opportunities to do anything. A little bit hard to explain. Anyway, there's this girl that I know likes me at school (and I *really* like her back), yet I'm not sure how I should talk to her. She's talks a lot in class, sits next to me and just yesterday she asked me for a sheet of paper to do an assignment. yeah, not much - but I know she likes me a *lot* because of her body language. I wouldn't like to miss the third set of these opportunities, this has happened before and all of the times I've just ignored them by doing nothing, because I don't know what to do. How am I supposed to talk to her, and what should I even say? I can't think of anything relevant and I can guess anything that comes out of my mouth would probably sound really stupid. Sorry if this is the wrong place to post this. Thanks everyone, your advice is seriously invaluable.",2.10834895052474,4.3545271250000015,3.704257871064472,86.47087706146928,79.47413793103449,7.138230884557721,23.017991004497752,8.18289091462,1.354254647676162,911,30,187,18,23,302,135,232,0.114,0.763,0.123,0.4962,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,1,3,13,19,1,0,10,1,17,2,2,3,2,42,36,16,0,7,10,0,2,5,0,4,0,2,0,1,10,11,0,1,7,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,1,4,31,11,27,31,5,18,0,2,0,0,18,6,0,6,13,127,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.11363885507679525,0.0,0.0,0.1137940460684936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908428653006932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874864299454791,0.0,0.10886546456049076,0.0,0.0,0.08954321906843363,0.0,0.1419742444930058,0.2572207777716153,0.09909076822576783,0.0,0.0,0.10299097251866374,0.12713374672323827,0.12935021407475406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962670469957475,0.0,0.10031176385519112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769144334683096,0.0,0.0,0.2225468182259477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888085374758599,0.08319223503807102,0.0,0.1275657917007746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767312458715516,0.0,0.0,0.12828331528237272,0.0,0.10297676108883123,0.0,0.10431674290366877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559925191746317,0.0,0.13136119607283886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844590738379991,0.11671395796742184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800404105641373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560449029905319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384638999529522,0.0,0.0,0.11173736128196422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166595008419312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152735501744243,0.0,0.1255532964041093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380344814515246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260608327340347,0.0,0.11785408697035887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089520107321356,0.0,0.11870658350702536,0.0,0.08964925675309009,0.0,0.13035676096025747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975318456606667,0.0,0.0,0.2807954166680606,0.0,0.10721194200982763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461675552637337,0.0,0.0,0.06790320226375993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906222132102766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868550103293468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827230687855051,0.12732030212553794,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Remlly,2018/03/22,"I think I might have social anxiety? Ive always told myself social anxiety is something really serious. I think it is. Ive always been dismissive about it because of that reason. I dont necessarily think I have social anxiety either. I do a couple of sports and I am currently fulfilling one of my dreams to learn horseback archery for a start. but ive been feeling really restless the past couple of days. sort of a constant rush of adrenaline. I though it was just the hormones but I started googling and came across a couple of articles about social anxiety and eventually this subreddit. And it got me really curious about it. there are things written here that make me think I do... like have it? I fear going to the local pub because I might meet familiar people whom I went to school with. I am really self conscious about how other people think about me or the things I do. I don't have alot of self confidence when talking to girls, scared of giving compliments because I think they might not like it. I notice I am afraid of speaking to people and asking them things about their life or what they do. these are the things I know I do and try to improve myself on. after all sitting around doing nothing isn't going to change anything. I don't attribute it to social anxiety either, but rather from a lifelong of being the (although mostly not noticeably) quiet shy person behind his laptop. (spoiler: I dumped the laptop, I hate that thing)",4.7187212787212784,6.7127036776556785,5.588006993006996,77.10131118881121,70.83150183150185,8.333599733599732,28.160006660006665,8.97023862654752,2.54917728937729,1156,43,194,23,22,378,140,273,0.106,0.782,0.112,0.5608,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,4,0,14,10,2,4,13,0,31,1,0,4,1,41,52,15,0,1,11,0,1,2,0,3,1,2,0,4,21,9,0,0,11,4,0,5,6,7,0,1,8,3,38,3,33,40,5,18,0,0,0,0,21,4,0,8,10,159,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396674768175807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210184825029177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906452385414284,0.0747125573292782,0.07846013610579393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348281373817546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959897875455718,0.0,0.0,0.08878332130967664,0.0,0.0,0.0906949482079386,0.0,0.0,0.2785898948317498,0.0,0.054125779022691466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836146844664266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444087156773946,0.042435861709789184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805101390242037,0.09539495647003167,0.0,0.067123849590676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286024177835206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612391996303467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927991088038517,0.0820046935544235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602172457806087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267098900607998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052993306627433,0.19110221056215865,0.0,0.0,0.056870904596120264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011753255009617,0.17455262122112367,0.07328155805586364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506237474918952,0.08629062653723299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402526877094257,0.08493830198263147,0.0,0.0,0.17510770562472405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277635123414116,0.0,0.06461087467019765,0.0,0.0,0.11880750178546845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745710312755658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787858543034062,0.3226610468989825,0.08245755755308648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019555934663307,0.0,0.056980720844004885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780089259576319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,abandoned2000s,2018/03/22,Went on my first date the other day. I'm a 21 year old guy in college. I went on my first ever date the other day. It was with a guy I met on Tinder over spring break. The date went well but he messaged me earlier today saying that he didn't think there was a spark. I'm a little disappointed because I really liked him but I'm glad that I finally went out on a date.,0.9279365079365078,2.3306351975308672,3.4907583774250446,90.64555555555555,79.74074074074075,6.603880070546737,18.978835978835978,7.447530270364453,0.27122433862433803,285,6,67,4,7,100,49,81,0.047,0.8,0.153,0.8089,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,8,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,12,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,1,2,8,1,8,3,8,4,0,27,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,15,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031066375747894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334066127000639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368738527674948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823126660066828,0.0,0.30784653183722105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35835486615013645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840721599600622,0.1813680251530842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898855771271776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592669268648237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439055168118575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595094390446678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715275640026545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270348532688286,0.6710016237625165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653138515067575 socialanxiety,NASCARaddict24,2018/03/22,"I called a guy out online yesterday... He asked another player if he was autistic based on the normal, friendly conversations the other player was having. I called him out on it because that’s degrading to say that to ANYONE. I hate confrontation, but I survived it and the guy actually shut up about it and indirectly apologized for it. It felt good",5.576250000000003,7.612037875000002,6.733250000000003,69.58675000000002,68.6875,10.12,31.55,10.355215969177356,3.816566250000001,280,12,45,8,5,94,45,64,0.09,0.721,0.189,0.8381,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,6,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,5,2,9,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,2,1,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.2390246529285852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568393842885609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126670127698665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289844425561625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931224224234685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002192088987235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351793810615591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892388852087196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544280113626792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850552681014509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418260688217653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23998773440345555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478493424227447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Helpmeatleastonce,2018/03/22,"Military guy with social issues I am a freshlyly promited sergeant. I am having issues adjusting to the responsibilities of being an nco. Teaching classes, giving briefs, tasks under pressure, speaking in front of formations and the list goes on. Before to my promotion i was almost nonexistent in my unit as a specialist. I Showed up and did my job to get by. Im not a social person at all, in fact, i get immense amounts of social anxiety from it. Its always been something ive struggled with but have been able to manage by avoidance. I dont really have that choice now. I would like to get better but i understand i need to work on myself. I have severe social anxiety. Any pointers? ( Im a 35N with tssci. Dont actually want to go there because of maybe a clearance issues, but Is bh an option?)",3.0949019607843127,5.5480638496732055,5.0468235294117685,77.04670588235295,77.16993464052287,7.478692810457518,27.193464052287574,8.447377352677275,2.391747189542484,631,26,107,13,15,216,100,153,0.104,0.836,0.06,-0.5489,2,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,3,9,0,16,0,0,0,2,19,24,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,5,0,1,2,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,4,1,15,2,26,18,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,2,77,18,6,0.1302063689465216,0.0,0.127062633597278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038287022891507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083421295782474,0.0,0.0,0.0885447958502781,0.0,0.19921503170716992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937259397797647,0.0,0.11079602982126954,0.0,0.0,0.11515695222485997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052017893577765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408236111459035,0.12490581362639785,0.07399928007925809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892477627322066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812904439746689,0.4077048615104695,0.1292097300071018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361225488953252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308097985322643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965463727349355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369117907032815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341353407176806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709613514014167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5309159834651586,0.0,0.10023922412266728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361199676565306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554942204756099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679908993535206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479178734343738,0.0,0.0,0.09249486869637936,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lonely_wolfman_830,2018/03/22,Why am I like this? WHY AM I LIKE THIS? is a question I often ask myself because I don't know how to make friends. All I want is to make friends because I don't have any new ones in college (not counting a few from high school) I wanna make friends but I also get nervous and scared. Some days I want to talk to people and other times (often I should say) I don't wanna talk to people,0.03496653279785633,2.030885481927712,1.939196787148596,97.58528781793844,85.74698795180723,3.6888888888888887,20.065595716198125,3.1291,-0.6056950468540832,297,9,68,0,9,98,48,83,0.084,0.7490000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.3562,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,2,0,9,0,0,4,1,19,17,5,0,5,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,12,5,9,16,3,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,4,5,47,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431256640337506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271794195302227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870430133031847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001160625906008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163807786628103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182652789501423,0.0,0.0942820979460096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190664272352097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991752510024601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763257778861318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613722728514373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428790655169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228332376297225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25021435062495645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215477665456053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435078115970922,0.1806704011191144,0.18263359717910665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900913512960702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052267800651663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128781521314416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32567138583507554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dunwichjoy,2018/03/22,Observation about coworkers I’m not entirely sure it’s my anxiety or something else but I’ve noticed that my coworkers actively make plans to hang out after work. I know it’s common but it baffles me and had never occurred to me that my coworkers could be friends. ,2.1610924369747906,5.041095137254898,4.1416246498599465,78.34588235294119,87.8235294117647,8.404481792717089,30.81512605042017,8.841846274778883,3.6784655462184883,216,12,37,7,7,73,38,51,0.056,0.807,0.136,0.732,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,11,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,25,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857524860028254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982365026026829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120397244281154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885914402034006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052845164999606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24933684415197155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880924468379861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252709324008775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875647208203682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520513724482099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719371992556675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bunnyducks,2018/03/22,"Fuck eye contact. Time to stare some people down with my cold dead eyes. Sick of being tense all the time when walking down the street. And those fake closed-mouth smiles I feel obligated to give to relieve awkwardness. Hate.",3.3480487804878014,6.40497112195122,2.2860487804878065,93.27785365853659,81.6829268292683,5.231219512195122,20.39512195121951,6.742157984588678,0.3099424390243901,180,5,34,2,5,51,36,41,0.382,0.521,0.097,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,2,0,1,4,2,0,1,5,5,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,5,2,1,7,4,2,7,0,0,3,1,2,3,1,1,3,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22968932489433624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199593776362968,0.0,0.4357710373854069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484912578141613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149291826254897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297695156726906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,volzclan1,2018/03/22,people like me when im myself the problem is that was when I was a freshman and 8th grade I'm older now and turned into a people pleaser no one necessarily dislikes me I'm guessing but no one wants to talk to me I'm a filler friend to talk to when none of there friends are there the last person not invited to anything I just am boring when I'm with people cause I'm not myself few years back I was myself and had plenty of friends ,2.736082949308756,3.847771118279572,4.309708141321046,87.82741935483875,74.3763440860215,6.174500768049157,24.038402457757297,6.18269132825596,0.555188632872504,346,10,74,2,7,116,54,93,0.183,0.735,0.08199999999999999,-0.8322,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,13,15,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,0,9,4,9,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,10,52,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030031365103446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912999749834633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259228133210492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796618098064195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279762091684721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22353901480207766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686899861774037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110418673607903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28046621767179164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304144079143525,0.18069873830023456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802098795376985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326734241989262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250996573754773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122063107862923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326752564428798 socialanxiety,limpidgreen_2ndscene,2018/03/22,"I've never shared my issues with anyone personally due to my pride and didn't want to do it on reddit either but here it goes... This is my first post anywhere on reddit even though I have been lurking for a long time. The truth is that I am a very shy, self-conscious, and paranoid person so even typing this is hard for me, but I thought that I have to do it even if nobody is reading this. I have always been weird, always. Since I was a kid I never truly had real friends and still don't. I never had a girlfriend even though I clearly had chances and had girls tell me they like me and I just say ""ok"" because I am too afraid to react even though there is nothing to be afraid of and I know it's me just being paranoid. I believe I'm still young but I'm not getting any younger so I need to get my act together and start living because as of right now I have no life. Maybe I should have started with this: I'm a 22yr old male who has one sister who is also weird and have cousins who are also weird so maybe it runs in the family. I'm the weirdest one by far. I do have a job which pays $20/hr as a (union) plumbing apprentice. Although I like it I honestly wish I could be doing something more challenging brain-wise since it is challenging physically, but I have decided to stick with it because the pay is going to keep getting better and college is not an option right now. Maybe in the future I'll go to college it's never too late. This plumbing career is the only thing I have going for me so I need to fix my awkwardness if I want to succeed at it. Bosses, coworkers and just people have always described me as very smart but also weird and have described me as having low self-esteem and being like a kid even though I am very responsible and I always hustle. I do think like a kid because I'm open minded and I question everything. I have used drugs to cope with my depression. I've used cannabis, lsd, magic mushrooms, and Xanax. Even though I haven't smoked in about a month and last time I tripped was 6 moths ago I keep thinking about them and I may be on the brink of relapse. Especially lsd, since I feel born again after every lsd trip and feel pretty good (not depressed) the weeks following my trip. I don't know what my goal is by posting this but I do feel some relief just by having typed this. May not seem like much but this is a step out of my comfort zone. If you're reading thanks and peace. 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Even though I was the shy, quiet, socially awkward kid that never talked and had his earphones in 24/7. So she would talk to me a lot, i found her pretty annoying but I didn’t mind talking to someone for a change. She also had the same bus as me so one day she got off in my stop and said she needed to come home with me cause she forgot her keys and needed to wait for her mom to get back from work. I could tell that was a lie but I was a huge pushover and she knew that so I didn’t say anything. When we got home, she asked me if I was a virgin, if I ever had a girlfriend, etc. I reluctantly told her no. So she lead me up to my bedroom and took her clothes off. I really didn’t even know how to react as, like I said, i had no experience with sex or relationships. Like I said, I found her kind of annoying and I didn’t think she was attractive at all so I didn’t want to do it. I kept telling her that it wasn’t a good idea, that i didn’t have any condoms, that she might have a disease but she wouldn’t take no for an answer. So i eventually caved in and I took off my pants (I was too uncomfortable to even get fully naked in front of her). We had sex for about 5 minutes. Might be TMI but first she did oral on me which hurt because she kept accidently grinding her teeth on me. Then she got on top of me and crushed my dick when it slipped out and at that point I put my pants back on and told her she should leave. I skipped that class for the rest of the semester so I never had to see her again To this day, ive still never had a girlfriend, never been kissed and she’s the only girl I’ve ever had sex with. I don’t really have any kind of point to this I just wanted to vent. Saw a post today about people not taking men being sexually harassed/assaulted seriously and felt like sharing. Since she was a girl and I was a guy I always felt like nobody would feel bad or care. But if the genders were swapped I (and most people) would definitely see it as creepy for a guy to follow a girl home and coerce her into having sex when she’s visibly uncomfortable. Felt like this belonged on this sub because it was really my social anxiety that made it so I was afraid of telling her no and rejecting her. And I feel like she could tell I was like that and used it to take advantage of me ",2.344084440227704,3.408801831119547,3.878420777988616,90.72233704933588,75.28083491461099,7.091631878557878,22.47291271347249,7.554174236665415,0.6289985199240986,1923,49,449,24,40,640,222,527,0.122,0.779,0.099,-0.8298,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,2,0,0,6,29,24,2,2,21,0,49,10,2,7,7,91,93,48,0,14,12,1,5,7,2,7,0,5,4,8,24,29,0,5,14,0,0,8,18,9,0,2,53,13,90,15,63,29,7,57,0,3,3,9,65,28,1,11,27,321,114,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920225456664317,0.061599400585756414,0.0,0.0,0.10068671108086473,0.0,0.05663321640715638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060920886781858974,0.0,0.06920862987030636,0.0,0.0,0.1138499437066113,0.061812469695575814,0.09025674926296867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547914395897268,0.07604983234657482,0.07831457257342365,0.06377081808560098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821484130321225,0.0,0.0,0.0954872421269436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082563702739138,0.14668956530199034,0.1339298558017504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724161449936255,0.0,0.0,0.07486420473041794,0.052887484805929294,0.21324299444087905,0.0,0.0,0.06297040170248898,0.0,0.16234149235157438,0.0,0.0,0.07735587971008885,0.0,0.0,0.062093365927563426,0.17762713241513833,0.0,0.0,0.14660389213316052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821740732544165,0.2227762231439576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925130248399583,0.08357155117683772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418298285647936,0.04068528890371851,0.0,0.0,0.07838773011884985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253173326982785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282131978536092,0.0,0.06293817991601884,0.0,0.07004955612078982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706956312200102,0.07474981549704914,0.08670375935081086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978552318201992,0.2283878907269635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016505937837317,0.056303617225999185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264701162974776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399657164170684,0.0,0.07090086341869765,0.07531574803027845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442121357953334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227771928323213,0.0761158000699821,0.0,0.07948117330881586,0.0,0.0,0.2112601977547662,0.05887211492535845,0.0,0.07492293278464188,0.11798562776389505,0.06739468979032416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061238888185252326,0.0,0.0,0.15092977436460395,0.06272589825932479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059120943267974936,0.061892907440895276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698542353139284,0.17850900779153991,0.2588240755977713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04743582766303709,0.07273470151780209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017236506668091,0.1414788466994122,0.16450147023473574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393868050731777,0.0,0.0,0.08733034737207374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389516805271099,0.0,0.0,0.15776767055811589,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CearaLucaya,2018/03/22,How do you handle full-time work? I have moderate to severe social anxiety and I am also facing starting a full time job. How on earth does anyone handle this? I just had an anxiety attack just THINKING about how my days would go. Does anyone have any tips on handling a 40-44 hour work week??,2.080919540229882,4.455093413793102,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,80.3793103448276,5.935632183908046,20.011494252873558,7.1686216300943375,0.6595425287356322,230,6,43,3,6,76,43,58,0.17600000000000002,0.8240000000000001,0.0,-0.8426,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,7,1,1,0,3,0,6,1,1,3,0,8,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,4,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,27,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210540507773276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548555409041507,0.0,0.3484061507512577,0.0,0.0,0.31845039619456683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25906124979621165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146858789707986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985538055944852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294169627153222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242556242121756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259742364098091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572556789283641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321290624837384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611794438388451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591202100336986,0.0,0.0,0.13278376156952915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826610447896362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33156174479548745,0.0,0.0,0.16176380311560948,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,No_Mud,2018/03/22,"I feel like an incel for friendship It's been years since I've made a friend, and I have only one friend now who moved away and I haven't spoken to for months. I want friends so badly. And I feel this miserable sadness about why people won't be my friend. Like, it's not like anyone has ever turned me down bc that's not how it works, but I just don't know how to engage with people? So really I know it's my fault. I know friendship is reciprocal, but I just automatically assume when I meet someone that they won't want to be my friend- it's kind of weird to ask someone to hang out if you don't know them. and I'm hesitant about initiating that because I wouldn't want to befriend someone who I don't click with. With the degree I'm studying, no one socialises, since everyone is taking different units/courses so I don't see a lot of the same people. I am so so simple. I am just a girl who is normal, my psychologist said I have so much to contribute (which was so nice to hear...) I would do ANYTHING to find someone like me. I feel borderline psychotic, thinking over and over again how much time I have spent alone. I really don't think I am a weird person but the social anxiety makes me stutter, silent when I talk to people I don't know. Involuntarily isolated.",3.5385359951603164,4.641081950191573,4.958173018753783,83.9817604355717,72.40996168582376,8.100100826779594,25.614236741278482,8.532816995589336,1.566550957854406,1003,31,212,17,19,336,130,261,0.107,0.731,0.162,0.9015,1,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,1,20,19,0,1,8,0,26,0,0,5,1,44,50,21,0,7,9,0,3,4,5,4,0,2,0,2,13,9,0,0,12,0,1,2,13,7,0,2,5,7,33,12,24,39,4,15,0,2,2,0,19,5,0,3,12,140,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116555874655112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211014603473461,0.0,0.0,0.0750503642945821,0.0,0.08832666105808315,0.0,0.10034271521256316,0.0,0.1008437400285108,0.0,0.08961933005856948,0.06542975423930103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214108927611854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970896650053506,0.0,0.10256214903809192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281374712134794,0.07667936550882384,0.0,0.0,0.09810124763392368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146295563504093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097311540230918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177174846824296,0.2949395447834353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097517037270954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125145050761553,0.0,0.1015619392229959,0.07164621722645598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567290154964853,0.11407895809807485,0.1578055451409318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051644409503842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546446812365246,0.08163227388452553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976472695583172,0.09371982863268874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752170014908935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209912597499814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553122831700123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757543614494253,0.0,0.0,0.10941340259548786,0.3637746886353598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070174114345423,0.08627092972494943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755046892227366,0.0,0.0,0.0625872650640974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674847048159658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992496005609955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685215748514216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814036355553808,0.0,0.0,0.07624692886917299,0.0,0.0,0.06911951784042372 socialanxiety,zipperjuice,2018/03/22,"Has anyone tried mindfulness meditation? I've always tended to roll my eyes at meditation, but it's one of the scientifically supported ways to lower anxiety. So I'm just wondering if anyone's tried it out. Did it help you? 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Another guy came up to wait. Turned around and took the stairs. Anyone else have it that bad? haha,2.096551724137928,4.847633137931034,2.9478620689655166,84.2583448275862,96.93103448275862,6.457931034482759,19.593103448275865,7.554174236665415,1.2920013793103444,127,4,23,3,5,40,28,29,0.102,0.727,0.172,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277581656803523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855705661403926,0.3202661410475172,0.0,0.2782546444945304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609839029753653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574981925847113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26111313642626593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26216989983516154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094946387737539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472781136111123,0.0,0.3399877177477047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iworshipwabbits,2018/03/22,"I just started a temp job at a law firm and I can't figure out how to introduce myself to people. I'm 25, normally fine when it comes to talking to people. I just have this voice in my head telling me that the people (especially the women) at my office will think I'm a creep or annoying if I just strike up a conversation with them. I tried to interject a thought today in the break room when three ladies were talking about how cheese was addictive. They were right next to me so I thought I could comment and it would be fine. They just ignored me...I don't know if maybe I was just too quiet or what, but there is no way they couldn't have heard me. There are so many people at this office! Hundreds! And they're all my age! I honestly have no idea why I can't just talk to people. I'm a likeable person. I just can't get past this preliminary hurdle of making new friends. I usually feel like ""it's not the right setting to introduce yourself."" 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So my social anxiety is not as bad as most cases, especially at this point of my life, however it is still bad enough to affect my work. I am a personal trainer... I have been doing this for a few months now but at my last gym all of my clients were handed to me and now at this new club I am being forced to prospect on my own and I also have to learn to sell training. This past year or so I've had a much better time interacting with people generally however this whole selling thing is making me retreat back in my shell. As I'm writing this I should be at work prospecting or role playing with one of the membership advisors to practice selling right now but I just can't get myself to go and do it. Anyways, I've been seeing this hypnotherapist for a few months now and to be honest I'm not seeing a whole lot of progress. Yes I may not be putting in all of the work I should be such as not listening to her recordings every night like she's told me to.. but honestly this woman just really intimidates me. She's very strong and wise and empathetic yet she has a side to her that at least in my opinion is very quick to judge. I can't put my finger on it but I feel like I have to watch what I say... and a lot of the times when I try to explain what I'm going through such as what's been going on with work it's really really hard for me to put into words a lot of the time and I just feel like I'm not getting through to her.. after today's session I left feeling much worse than I did going in.. she tries to make me do child work through hypnosis but I always feel like I'm forced to dip into my subconscious and find connections to my past self but I just always end up feeling forced and making something up on the spot because I'm too intimidated to just say ""I don't think this will work"" I'm probably not making any sense right now I don't even know how to express how I'm feeling inside but I just need to know if this is normal? Any of you out there experiencing anything similar? Thanks for reading 😊",3.6826586126890177,4.281719893271465,5.209455156412512,84.18433874709976,71.64501160092806,8.357820625650053,27.159052724217936,8.53829466247534,1.7015156572525805,1618,53,352,26,29,548,195,431,0.065,0.787,0.14800000000000002,0.988,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,9,27,13,0,0,13,1,33,3,2,7,2,72,68,31,0,5,22,0,9,4,0,4,1,3,0,4,19,16,0,0,12,4,3,7,10,2,0,1,7,16,48,11,66,52,16,54,0,0,3,0,22,23,0,9,28,249,67,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874346415958284,0.14305388257306814,0.0,0.0,0.1169136777847235,0.0,0.065760392248994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073907620096545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609916786155365,0.1435486984824149,0.05240139631114007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602605369294435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613646693956698,0.08882131656044824,0.0,0.056776829129994225,0.0,0.07242635938810695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607886209263144,0.18423296255487664,0.0,0.0,0.07856734929923898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982278096178614,0.0,0.1954158435718098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700471316192492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944844996207593,0.07007018090991451,0.0,0.0,0.09339753494266376,0.0,0.06071722353157823,0.16798599172084827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924444670206786,0.0,0.0,0.22952015435341225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722746537635094,0.0,0.12638334053314348,0.06373944061208546,0.0,0.08302225340512423,0.0,0.08066914273946875,0.08422412115328523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824980799605507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412015674106814,0.05959495306985864,0.07505835746275481,0.0,0.0,0.08126150161440243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092681148845499,0.0,0.0,0.259245466200531,0.0,0.0,0.0859848670535834,0.0,0.16520761528167974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682148132286366,0.0,0.13672023648405096,0.0,0.0,0.13700053879541105,0.0,0.08967670115067727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762703051255917,0.0,0.06617744294246627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864904849270183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914189623063232,0.0,0.09980804845688082,0.0571090704482919,0.055080725264666786,0.0,0.0,0.15037470882096846,0.0,0.08148154995557395,0.08213999702048523,0.0,0.11672457374157995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185465288225185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919461233903995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375486431777928,0.0,0.08760221901571935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535645501500897 socialanxiety,sylvielining,2018/03/22,"I can't put my art online anymore without having an anxiety attack When I was 15-17 I posted fanart online and had a modest following of 1k followers on Tumblr. Before I could graduate high school I ran into a 4-year-long series of events that left me traumatized and drained. Now I'm 20 and I'm free to be the artist I want to be, and on paper, it is going great, but every time I put it on instagram or tumblr I end up having a nervous episode and deleting whatever I spent 6+ hours on. I want so badly to get past this anxiety so I can move forward and eventually find a steady community to belong to again... even if it sounds like a long shot I want to be a freelance artist someday. But I've run away from every account I've made since the events started, and I've had a lot of falling outs with a lot of people I used to be close to. And every fandom I used to take joy in is either dead or one I am too afraid to go back to. I post speedpaints to youtube but after having 1 popular video that got to 100k views, I dropped off the grid again, and i couldn't keep interest going, so eventually, I became afraid to post there too. I start crying as soon as I post it because almost always I come across some art that is 2874345x better and by someone younger than me. I KNOW i shouldn't compare myself to people and I KNOW that we all have our own paths but I start feeling so shitty for being so bitter. I'm still so bitter for being robbed of 4 years. My ability almost disappeared and I had to get it back, and now I'm miles behind where I would have been by now... People my age are selling their merchandise in booths and running patreons. I get so discouraged when I spend so much love and time on a piece, only for it to get 2 notes... and thats 1 note being my own reblog, and 1 note being my roommate's pity like. I've never done real commissions, I've never sold a single sticker, I'm starting to wonder if I just dont have ""it"" you know. I'm kind of irrationally upset right now so in general so if this post is out of place I wont be upset if its removed. I can't edit rn. I just hate that my anxiety had to get worse and it's affecting what's supposed to be my only solace. thanks for letting me vent. i hope it doesnt come off as fishing, i just dont have any more art friends to talk with.",3.626685061601645,4.035865905544148,5.270979851129365,84.3785231647844,71.6694045174538,7.9766170431211485,26.30704568788501,7.972316293177498,1.4364743839835734,1804,54,385,23,32,616,244,487,0.14800000000000002,0.735,0.117,-0.9711,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,2,1,1,1,30,25,4,5,14,0,42,1,0,4,3,72,85,43,1,12,15,0,1,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,19,27,0,2,6,6,6,17,11,12,0,1,12,5,51,14,60,57,11,75,0,2,1,1,7,24,0,13,32,258,70,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023845915431055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707301395057307,0.0,0.0,0.057805636527325926,0.0,0.19508348745503726,0.0,0.08430112910047399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967043242792561,0.07986405839317705,0.13072566168688027,0.07097479136465437,0.05181765086996376,0.0,0.07233214518161832,0.0,0.0,0.07517913232485007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464468425568445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786877905884535,0.0,0.09337290512991027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698860719020682,0.1992481154164828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528831558078734,0.0,0.0,0.05614434187770255,0.0,0.2148586145837645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04298057768594945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769211819458638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567388137438003,0.0,0.2220554141539916,0.0,0.14492920040535442,0.0,0.0679854659637208,0.09371721271035456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392385391362203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898113955541361,0.0,0.08442815435597735,0.08371181958830479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555546301003603,0.0,0.08851858770659951,0.1401479299778952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235709730019784,0.08692235162712388,0.0,0.08305732368609621,0.0,0.0,0.1504517343661236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453472609686852,0.07671943092243719,0.08043284235924253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034580201410236,0.062487722432445325,0.0,0.13112065392624098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057600911931049575,0.12929874846843964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114593867152789,0.17679321673701162,0.0,0.08881109030357598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40705168499974176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090500130234465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675316444867817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259295357537708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860285885519081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031618917279363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720236153650201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24066508158056074,0.0,0.06788430610185475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391243090835083,0.06832299721568331,0.0,0.07826026474019704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913303473939272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468323311295546,0.0,0.0,0.15041268893789309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194082491584899,0.09218321454911688,0.0,0.0,0.08662634051653358,0.06038440440414487,0.0,0.0,0.10947958112928316 socialanxiety,NF229988,2018/03/23,"Need to get a new job but the whole thought off applying and interviews terrifies me. Long story short I absolutely hate my job, last night felt like my breaking point I was going to go in tonight and hand in my resignation. Only thing from stopping me doing that is I don’t have another job, part of me wants to force the situation by getting out of there for my own sake but I’m a little worried I’ll go months without a job. 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I don't even need to say my name and they'll already have my order by the time I come through the door to the counter. I've neglected to return to that location in over 2 months and drive to nearby Dominos (sacrificing the $5 deal and having to pay more). Am I the only one that experiences this?",4.4221969696969685,5.3003865227272735,5.818636363636365,79.46878787878791,70.13636363636363,9.503030303030306,30.57575757575757,9.725611199111238,2.798630303030304,346,14,70,8,6,117,58,88,0.08900000000000001,0.911,0.0,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,8,0,6,1,1,0,0,7,9,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,1,1,9,0,14,7,2,10,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,47,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864742279455684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016817624069275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610593390813336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23131565981380384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425803667606605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795406346612736,0.0,0.2574504974376307,0.2596821799891313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373167536317511,0.2663565402567692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785073787741725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421490904673256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,InfamousAlpaca,2018/03/23,Am I the only one that doesn't like to eat with other people? I always feel like they are judging the way I eat and I end up leaving the table like an idiot,0.8210476190476186,2.158624057142859,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,79.85714285714286,4.666666666666667,17.38095238095238,3.1291,-0.7057619047619048,122,2,27,0,3,43,27,35,0.27,0.73,0.0,-0.8239,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,3,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417306359542872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5945359977350408,0.0,0.0,0.25730887189606394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468924344036591,0.20754301526622565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076120168777115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257908965457589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685957315991665,0.22094872789581413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014055913216428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305962193600795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CCubone,2018/03/23,"At the supermarket, we are basically Pac-Man! Running through aisles trying to get the things you need while avoiding the moving ghosts :)",5.134202898550721,8.7166577826087,4.330434782608695,77.67072463768119,79.86956521739131,6.544927536231885,29.40579710144928,7.793537801064563,2.492084057971016,111,5,17,2,3,33,21,23,0.09,0.787,0.123,0.2244,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30922192511731583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6290525032119875,0.0,0.4388559855512618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932048533031763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018334437476952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,littlepussyflower,2018/03/23,"f*&k social anxiety I can remember a few years ago, between the ages of 21-25, when i didn't have anxiety about anything. I was so go with the flow, loving life, a real social butterfly that people felt energized to be around. Now I am just so irrationally irritable even thinking about upcoming social obligations. Yesterday, i legit almost had a panic attack during a seriously simple and nonchalant conversation with my boss. Literally talking about a pair of sneakers, i coudn't come up with something to say, drew a blank, started to panic and dissociate to the point i wasn't processing what he was saying--legit couldn't hear him. Thank got someone else stepped in then to break the awkward silence that was about to ensue as i turned beet read on the brink of a full blown panic attack. And the worst part, i can't let it go. I am stuck on it and can't stop thinking about it and replaying it over and over in my head. HOW IRRATIONAL! seriously, fuck social anxiety and feeling this way. I feel so down on myself that this is who i have become. Because recently I have been having more and more moments like this where i just like totally blank and don't know what to say. And i honestly don't understand why or how i got to be this way. I remember back in high school having some anxiety but mostly in regards to upperclassmen and adults in authority positions, not knowing what to say and feeling like i couldn't just be myself to the point my heart would race and i would be panicky. But i got over it, i mean back in college you could throw me into almost any social situation and i would flourish and felt confident, witty, and funny. Ugh, what an awful feeling..... fuck it",7.192367601246103,7.140220464174456,7.796775700934577,70.92669003115267,63.98442367601246,10.996261682242991,34.96728971962617,10.62613485830676,3.7935869158878512,1343,55,236,31,18,447,170,321,0.153,0.7609999999999999,0.087,-0.9378,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,0,0,20,19,4,4,15,1,31,6,2,3,1,59,57,27,0,6,7,0,6,3,0,3,1,4,0,1,18,22,0,1,14,1,0,6,9,12,0,0,13,10,30,7,40,33,9,44,0,0,0,3,17,22,2,5,16,178,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761241024730951,0.0,0.1719852927746605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304686672528772,0.0,0.058398785865221015,0.0,0.2627803444817292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066882578051135,0.07644805759712069,0.0,0.19539323377766185,0.0,0.13206705059518886,0.0,0.05234935689642138,0.0948435566241364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397477402633601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685651872948047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173857647243115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672044450734096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368642253138916,0.061350000749375334,0.16490930909587995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878239431395466,0.0,0.0,0.09761088881691822,0.0,0.20604921460656045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813379428126965,0.0,0.09678876020083774,0.10176375412008262,0.0,0.0907329591421988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439066780698364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781427045049918,0.060656925734222475,0.12586437461482952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750665657012676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354439738805616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022717825491569,0.0,0.0929955959073987,0.0,0.0595357697904756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236160291198634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589947615808961,0.0977459582120486,0.0,0.0,0.08479242368203081,0.0,0.19456207151028745,0.0,0.0,0.2048766910380541,0.0,0.08691133638421494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652848826884322,0.0,0.4377000439872215,0.07276265678611712,0.06611172264413955,0.0,0.0,0.06078364242998707,0.0,0.0,0.0717963792722138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902406622895045,0.0,0.07906330103566624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005205005885624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340868568754852,0.0,0.08940019112693139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632911916979568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748994654381082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301204420071948,0.0,0.0,0.055301480954722905 socialanxiety,pacmain1,2018/03/23,"The checkout guy said ""have a good day"" and I replied with ""pretty good"" Wtf is wrong with me.",5.670526315789478,4.614045526315788,4.862105263157896,94.04473684210528,67.42105263157895,7.6,29.52631578947368,3.1291,0.7412736842105256,71,2,17,0,1,21,17,19,0.247,0.43,0.32299999999999995,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379524093984249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6189419948050903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653341387103369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753708518594341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509709565801057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034061678166616,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mintytinty,2018/03/23,"anyone socially anxious because they were bullied for their looks? hey, i'm 17. i've always been thin. i have the stereotypical ""ideal female body"" that people always talk about - large breasts, slim, wide hips, thicc thighs and thicc ass... but guess what? my face is horrible. i get my hair done, my skin is FULLY clear, i dress well, i'm at the perfect weight, i manicure my nails, my hygiene is perfect, i shave... the only thing i could control is probably my eyebrows, they're unkempt - but i do not trust myself to pluck my eyebrows, i need a friend to do it. but despite all of this, i am still considered ugly. ever since i was 4, i have known i was ugly thanks to my school peers. ""your nose is weird! why are your eyes big! your eyes look like gecko eyes! are you a chameleon? you look tired. you have resting bitch face. your lips are so thin... why are you so pale? are you ill? what happened to your face?"" along with this, i get weird looks in public. i must be awful facially, and i definitely see it. see, for some people, we lose the genetic lottery. no matter how well i do my makeup, how nicely i dress, etc. i will always be ugly thanks to my long, thin nose, my baggy bug eyes, my thin lips... now just imagine all of those features but uneven. i have no facial harmony, it just looks ... odd. so i went on /r/amiugly because they at least tend to sugar coat, so i thought hey it can't be that bad, right? oh. i was wrong. i'm a 3/10. i am ugly. i am below average. you have bug eyes. your nose is too long, eyes too big. by the way, that sub SUGAR COATS. have a look... so if i'm a 3/10 to them, that means i'm actually a 1/10. you can imagine how my bullies loved this... they loved how horrid i look, how little attractiveness i hold. ""you're definitely going to be a 40 year old virgin with a face like that"" i was beaten up, sexually assaulted, verbally abused... all at school. the weird looks i get in town walking down the street really don't help. i've heard things whispered about me ""that girl looks dead"" ""wtf that girl"" (it was quiet, nobody else was around as it was like 7am, so that's how i know it was me) of course as a result i am majorly depressed, contemplate suicide every day, am unsure of how anyone would employ a girl as ugly as me. it's not fair that people treat me less for my genetics. i don't want to be a model, i just want to be average looking. i just want to be treated normally. people say looks are subjective, and to a very small degree yes they are (enough for me to have a boyfriend), but not subjective enough for most people to see you as ugly and treat you like crap yeah, i think this is the main reason why i am so socially anxious. i am a very shy person, always have been, even before the bullying. but now it is legitimate social anxiety. i miss being just shy before age 4. i used to wash my face in hopes of becoming ""less ugly"" so, reddit, the next time you treat someone like crap of think less of them purely because of their looks, please think a moment. they're probably not the happiest from the ill treatment from everyone. we see how others treat normal looking people VS us and god is it upsetting. so i may never be the pretty girl. now that's bad as that's all society wants from women. i am doomed to watch all the pretty girls around me get a better life. i wish i was never bullied, just like them.",1.3414361613467776,3.5759977085798837,2.9954287857321447,90.5450208350696,82.26923076923076,5.938628219018253,19.876156346362194,7.196969498093704,0.4638110925910484,2585,70,543,36,71,852,292,676,0.226,0.616,0.158,-0.9956,1,0,0,0,1,1,144.0,3,16,9,7,37,42,5,1,30,3,66,38,27,12,13,82,117,35,2,14,18,0,7,6,1,4,5,4,0,7,31,12,3,2,10,0,0,3,11,16,2,0,16,40,92,26,56,87,17,44,1,4,24,5,48,24,4,6,22,344,123,4,0.0,0.0680242438912194,0.0560261695271884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108668998397133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04392028884811819,0.12971922225815313,0.0,0.0802880968347116,0.0,0.0,0.10221832316005867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587382443290604,0.10499410283240188,0.06340742737864173,0.0977073585516938,0.0,0.0,0.0507765559781578,0.0,0.06377217561047127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439282981967835,0.045839087955416316,0.0,0.0,0.03702621466326973,0.0,0.04944917094926449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875276484130833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047960649514120136,0.0,0.0,0.11864460492979215,0.06402994395732195,0.03792031418893711,0.05193275541609884,0.048372379113841665,0.05485995858211242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435663741767922,0.0,0.11998232826974202,0.0,0.03262876026756008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324617371992146,0.0,0.050769549466375526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03848228646482154,0.0,0.0,0.0570234155837922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03155232483484118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04055203906730755,0.16829263846727086,0.05754225516310371,0.0,0.10161624211147263,0.6267548612139761,0.06422973156961233,0.0,0.0,0.10363377065893294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253887765478958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042570528352392764,0.08855988381469672,0.0,0.061058683110787076,0.0,0.11250382190619547,0.0,0.0,0.06024460111765989,0.0,0.0,0.043664677527432236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388149580502187,0.05013024751658061,0.0,0.06302151717320821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681799545059646,0.12380044245043333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0367798200655814,0.05902945545146174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902983124243308,0.0,0.0456566032561523,0.0,0.11620872194833698,0.18300083166959288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047492087302567966,0.0,0.0,0.17557397512664655,0.04864529589845253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045849575037990455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279978998573682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04614587034241329,0.0,0.10571515234507567,0.0,0.0,0.07628442544683517,0.11036254259683258,0.0,0.04557899105453492,0.03347760164335918,0.0659870479868117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905998529051657,0.049585834861642905,0.0,0.09474239912450268,0.1354531607109393,0.04557124928164682,0.0,0.06991277252545887,0.10324119106114207,0.05322182151017242,0.15541714164695644,0.0,0.06602136647243571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04078408456732472,0.06277138947165288,0.0,0.036971669582829284 socialanxiety,SlapThatSillyWilly,2018/03/23,"Voice volume conflicts As a kid I was brought up to be quiet and dad would always tell us off for being too loud. Now out in the world people always tell me to speak up or that I don't talk loud enough, to me it sounds like others are used to shouting or being loud. Now I'm finding myself telling my dad to speak up and this causes arguments which mostly result in him becoming aggressive and shouting at the top of his lungs. Pretty sure he was expected to sit in silence when he was a kid. Was anyone else raised in a household like this? Parents who talk in whispers and scold you for becoming a bit more confident?",6.0772235023041485,5.8112595564516125,6.354055299539173,81.05822580645163,66.33870967741936,9.02119815668203,30.617511520737327,8.418075326091056,2.165054377880184,491,16,96,6,7,158,83,124,0.073,0.805,0.123,0.7617,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,1,4,4,1,0,6,0,10,1,1,3,1,16,13,8,0,2,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,11,0,2,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,11,10,3,21,4,4,18,0,0,0,0,19,13,0,3,5,67,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999387185777222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602399928361033,0.18467131903781456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981092041074147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676915357172686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851502534535756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056261384429348,0.0,0.0,0.1862301909766033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647308667685091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610673051821396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012883873336434,0.0,0.0,0.12495175619118826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833630582287502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698686759848242,0.0,0.0,0.2897309743408745,0.4725981147968935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679964726765,0.15566454962671933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280332613905755,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,EpicHeartbeat,2018/03/23,"Awkward conversations Backstory: I'm 26, and have social and general anxiety. I went to a clothes store today and I was on my way to the fitting rooms, which are great because there's never anyone managing fitting rooms in stores anymore, so I can get in and get out with no need for conversing with other humans :) However, in this store there was a guy managing the fitting rooms, who was talking to me asking the usual questions as I came out, it was clear this guy also had social anxiety, the conversation was so awkward, I think we went over the same thing multiple times at one point, just a conversation going round in circles. It was crazy because I've never conversed with someone else that suffers from Social Anxiety before, so this was definitely a new experience. I just wanted to share with you guys, and would be interested to know if anyone else had any experiences like this.",6.530277161862529,7.8135468170731714,7.133082039911313,70.47666297117519,65.58536585365853,10.109977827050995,34.42128603104213,10.230975488527342,3.821458536585365,714,32,117,17,11,235,101,164,0.095,0.789,0.116,0.7613,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,2,9,0,14,0,0,0,3,27,26,11,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,11,13,0,0,3,0,3,4,3,3,0,1,12,1,10,4,21,12,1,27,0,1,1,0,19,16,0,2,7,84,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431263804719253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870351750977255,0.0,0.29935820423247395,0.0,0.12936120299830234,0.18241304205138476,0.13365096043936825,0.0,0.0,0.12194357816688682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902974787194996,0.0,0.1109946381025328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918834890884047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179313826467125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551902516817067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629879368761671,0.0,0.07413192806181639,0.0,0.0,0.14381030844094705,0.0,0.38746764413797735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168628705654521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637262835296496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671943768303896,0.20120638609248767,0.12597954402191386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838936489591984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330774581561255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461223964913498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989007607670589,0.11052119499848584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484254726572532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665838807679375,0.08358053857414025,0.0,0.0,0.0760604796614061,0.0,0.1236416513475221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366097978462655,0.0,0.0769367567387497,0.10353701905103874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418379497815941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266067108954357,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JUlCEBOX,2018/03/23,Dear person at the checkout lane I am still thinking of every way I fucked up the conversation we had about a drink I was buying two days after the encounter.,3.0324731182795683,5.424332677419359,4.046451612903226,84.4563440860215,77.06451612903227,5.423655913978496,23.23655913978495,6.42735559955562,0.7243462365591401,127,4,23,1,3,41,27,31,0.138,0.7809999999999999,0.081,-0.4215,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,1,5,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,3,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562272091730828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892051417214341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33474444563454725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672997085845346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469091705199717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172862459907397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25457536454465723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881067587031147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153601881304513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,israelhazan,2018/03/23,"so you think everyone secretly hates you or make fun of you? geuss what? it's probably not from social anxiety:D it's called cognetive distortions. everyone has that to a certain degree some people has more syptoms and more often than other, like every skill depends on how bad your situation is you can fix it with alot of practice and awernness. it's more of a depression topic but i saw alot of people posting things about something related to this here so i thought it might be helpfull. remember, just because you are bad at social interaction it doesn't mean you have social anxiety. https://positivepsychologyprogram.com/cognitive-distortions/",6.563363636363636,9.944831518181818,6.6536363636363625,65.17045454545456,70.18181818181819,9.090909090909092,31.818181818181817,9.573946990214177,3.800545454545455,537,24,77,14,11,171,80,110,0.123,0.828,0.049,-0.8555,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,7,0,1,7,8,1,0,4,0,9,0,0,3,1,21,15,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,9,4,12,11,6,3,0,1,1,0,14,2,0,7,1,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135575367073828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959481661245927,0.1080337007900471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096484096691226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526421997388628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931830428693652,0.33868898486279275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497135378839315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658237014683956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182979530424773,0.0,0.0,0.1930481678696108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800595328451275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457286935759492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973096697765205,0.0,0.19107673092909264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075949223428785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992064552003057,0.0,0.5419706188345376,0.0,0.13643518251777806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773930970417412,0.1135575578408158,0.0,0.14069553286505895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,I_am_not_here_,2018/03/23,"Work outings So the other day the company I work for decided to do a fun activity outside of work for team strengthening or something. It sounded fun to everyone, but the whole thing stressed me out, so much so I didn't go. Hopefully next time I can get up the courage to go.",2.6530909090909103,4.708128127272733,4.361818181818183,83.38272727272731,76.81818181818181,8.763636363636364,32.81818181818181,9.3871,3.288927272727273,217,12,44,6,5,73,41,55,0.104,0.72,0.175,0.5135,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,3,5,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,4,8,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,30,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081535129264813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530888772272928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838049432471974,0.0,0.3010565999270684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630696886904497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947054962017513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816858406911893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039052269250141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30340078682441474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759638549249996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544443129591239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29571116763549543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5784723817865369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ludTheSecond,2018/03/23,"I'm actually going out with friends for the first time ever today. I don't drink or dance, so I could use some advice on how to not have a panic attack. I don't know if I can be social in the context of a bar. At work I don't have any trouble since there's always something else to do and I can chime in to the conversation whenever I can think of something to say. My fear is in this scenario I have no way out once I can't think of anything and it's going to be a fucking disaster. I'd be grateful for any advice. Thank you.",1.0580172413793107,2.4814887672413803,3.5822758620689648,90.04031034482759,79.43103448275863,6.019310344827588,22.806896551724137,6.742157984588678,0.535468275862069,411,13,94,4,10,144,73,116,0.087,0.7709999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.6509,0,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,4,7,2,2,6,0,16,3,0,2,1,16,25,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,3,3,0,3,6,5,0,1,0,1,11,2,18,21,1,15,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,3,4,65,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.1772654270618339,0.0,0.0,0.3550150194630839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511484007906475,0.0,0.0,0.24705817290471604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494835099735575,0.0,0.0,0.20665453322293348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503375067607654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779490802572949,0.0,0.0,0.1517463194437682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431396515275054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204408170491728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451246966641247,0.0,0.0,0.14034331351273474,0.16793366354900566,0.0,0.0,0.20647319537061687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983078236193876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345266432939132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312861563480068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445637356069854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026380009188706,0.0,0.0,0.1851705845346988,0.0,0.2796880305309862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724007535677315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23278958636836786,0.0,0.0,0.10592231099140484,0.0,0.17218415534353174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156888366046534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418631567757315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224428134117422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CelticResiistance,2018/03/23,"Will constant blood pressure increase cause early death? When I go for doctor check ups my blood pressure is always high,it is always high whenever I am out in public, it isn't caused by poor health. I googled this and it said that if you have blood pressure rises every day then it causes heart and kidney damage. I am 26 at the moment.",4.295454545454547,5.833494000000003,4.576181818181818,85.76427272727273,71.12121212121212,5.886060606060608,23.806060606060605,5.6839178017228535,0.5731006060606063,268,7,49,1,5,84,50,66,0.191,0.741,0.068,-0.8336,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,7,7,5,3,0,7,9,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,6,7,1,14,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,30,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408656139858377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6312424930234474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134565548635532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209672945641093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964952540904566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257592046812298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640813290691787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772195035375025,0.0,0.24272145778605556,0.0,0.4328227924109376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948377644741212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kumadoki,2018/03/23,the cursed age old question “so what’s up?” if i could irradiate a sentence from the english language it would definitely be this one. i just never know how to respond. every time someone asks me this question i just respond with an equally annoying answer “the sky” ,3.847959183673467,6.6194411428571485,4.848326530612244,77.75738775510206,76.34693877551021,6.3689795918367365,34.289795918367346,7.554174236665415,2.8556008163265303,212,12,34,3,5,69,41,49,0.057,0.86,0.084,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,12,5,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,4,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785907038917464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23792954658132154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510786916356222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377355389012016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298367391364685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127019159246536,0.0,0.20193318707770525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.667658632046409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524952766881008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737667771091283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211691357347158,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fledgling438,2018/03/23,"Freaking out over job interview on Monday My mind is going AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! *danger*danger*talking about self to others required. I am damn good at my job, but having to describe what I do and how I'm great just scares the crap out of me. I'm a doer not a talker. No matter how prepared I am I always blank out during interviews. And I stutter when I'm nervous. Hardly the face of confidence an employer wants to see. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Freakout Brain has taken over. 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When I'm very stressed about something (e.g. overloaded with university work, job applications etc) I don't feel like talking to people at all (except family and one of my friends). I go to class and hope that I don't see anyone that I know because I know I'll have to talk to them and when I walk between classes I try to avoid looking at people's faces (I have nearly walked into people on occasion!). I was wondering if it is normal for social anxiety that I would just be like this when I am stressed or if it sounds like something else?",6.992631578947368,6.2645300175438585,7.242807017543861,76.9763157894737,64.6140350877193,10.40701754385965,33.912280701754376,9.725611199111238,3.0409228070175427,458,17,89,8,6,149,75,114,0.097,0.784,0.119,0.5523,1,1,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,5,9,0,3,0,0,9,1,1,0,1,19,18,9,0,5,5,0,1,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,1,5,13,6,16,15,2,11,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,5,7,58,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24107367859275236,0.0,0.0,0.11017315322132916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605019784775136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788624544174524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316253889637389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757266918628285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853831523123104,0.0,0.07966962841881872,0.11256451003966432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217343741666104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954785444174931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649765656421752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635900893550542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318727211454862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079133167489284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132314966264352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438030414861714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067701621803004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277073190435472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555895246011126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212354711911737,0.0,0.24260256157833934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609804867609164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532896528476817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069763326057568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000767569305968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708725858280225,0.11470923995762865,0.0,0.0,0.11192969755598647,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ieatalot89,2018/03/23,"Just over being this way. I [20/f] have developed social anxiety since graduating high school, now in comparison with recent years i can say that i've somewhat improved (even though that's a big word but baby steps im i right? ). My biggest frustration is at uni i've been presented with so many opportunities to interact with people but i always fuck up and not intentionally, for instance someone would come up to me trying to start a conversation and i would just look stunned and stammer nonsense, to the point that i believe that some of my collegues think im some rude above all bitch, when in reality i genuinely don't know how to deal with a stranger being interested in getting to know me. Now in my newest class i see all these people that i have so much in common with and know that we'd get along perfectly but i genuinely don't know how to approach anyone at all, and the RBF is not helping either. I do have a small circle, but were in the same boat when it comes to these things, like this guy in my class he's the sweetest thing ever, we talked over social media in school related stuff and he was super thankful for my help and today in class he tried to make eye contact with me as i saw from my side view numurous times, and intentionally slowed his pace so we'll talk in person but nope my ass was out for the door and it kills me. Why im i like this? so many friendships that could've happend are ruined because of how i'am and it hurts and im over it. What can i do to mend this? .",3.9388388838883865,5.124023323432343,4.891594659465948,84.52300855085512,71.54125412541255,7.7533153315331536,26.313981398139816,8.150884317080207,1.4851927392739284,1189,38,246,17,22,388,166,303,0.126,0.743,0.13,0.5141,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,0,3,16,15,5,0,9,0,22,3,2,6,5,55,38,27,1,2,10,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,2,21,22,0,0,5,0,0,4,5,8,0,0,5,6,29,7,42,27,9,44,0,2,5,2,20,25,3,3,16,165,50,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341011332473284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587932856865861,0.0,0.0,0.07849547474590328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843324039524316,0.0,0.0,0.1264796612831725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934057567944681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963124330589434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573612233898213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414730656531254,0.10154646708444924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037834503117072,0.11730343836697373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115600190736236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504923127811921,0.11860986978379337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017768153209095,0.0,0.4850444116452688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420012147817525,0.0,0.2467827550922377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969007091154773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427093433591373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493506377749543,0.2276299905891369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252472389576218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565523199258205,0.09802194180899763,0.0,0.0,0.10612289492893964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108441565960172,0.0,0.0,0.09587024806452753,0.0,0.08927442271436678,0.0,0.22722817350443544,0.08945745214494484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286342774231106,0.0,0.0,0.2288718265666691,0.09511834870279594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945888662472109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285119431561129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804622175836454,0.0,0.10335481096588396,0.0,0.0,0.14916238962533132,0.07193229147559864,0.11029582506991993,0.0,0.06546026965266401,0.0,0.10641026553525998,0.0,0.0,0.15243564823084085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910752622498926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129805702368916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949393279453838,0.0,0.0,0.07229237883237914 socialanxiety,vippanda,2018/03/23,"How does one change their therapist? I'm 17 and have severe social anxiety, been skipping school for the ninth week now, but my therapist still says that I'm just not determined enough. After every session, I feel like shit, especially because I do want to go to school, but I just can't!! I would need someone who encourages me and helps me stand back up, not someone who tells me it's my fault for being weak. I really don't know what to do. Anyone ever experienced something similar? Should I tell her I want to change my therapist? 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We were such good friends in the past, but I let our relationship erode. I really need some advice on what I should say to him, how to initiate it. But even if I got some advice from a god on what is the perfect line to say, I don't think I would have the will power to send it to him. I constantly think about how badly I would fail, it keeps intruding on me, I am always thinking about this. Gosh none of this is normal, why...",4.447612781954888,4.347375368421055,5.17796052631579,87.55009868421055,69.75187969924811,8.454511278195488,25.64755639097744,8.07648339933343,1.1695872180451126,496,12,113,6,8,161,83,133,0.077,0.7559999999999999,0.168,0.8906,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,1,5,9,11,1,0,5,0,13,2,1,2,1,20,22,8,0,6,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,9,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,2,19,6,20,14,3,13,0,3,0,1,16,5,1,3,7,79,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807534807052345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953139247230285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199448453167683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552386238588322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488191895251487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329594941250376,0.13280553774955925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048991422053075,0.1148929928784246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023033501572216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276860156870954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468956487229244,0.0,0.07018194524003077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071175346188665,0.15681499129857446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466301876498695,0.0,0.0,0.10651740385832184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075013274897932,0.13783960667787268,0.0,0.30148080166698704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713371853442965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202824346768394,0.0,0.0,0.15423032092185626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284783880330393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463902256721921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36818998105316586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753143769404933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962512708540205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409494431870276,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sinayuh,2018/03/23,"Something that just helped me right now My anxiety gets so bad sometimes I’d rather avoid things than to interact with someone. In this case I was going to avoid going into the store even though I needed something and I just stopped and thought to myself “ you know what everything is fine and it’s going to be a pleasant and easy interaction”. This helped me feel a little at ease, like I’m ok everything is ok lol if that makes sense. I just wanted to share this thought, anyone do the same thing?",2.2561012183692597,4.908894628865982,2.69032802249297,91.48042174320528,82.09278350515464,5.589128397375821,22.220243673851925,6.980632752743323,0.7055855670103099,397,13,78,5,11,122,68,97,0.11,0.687,0.203,0.8428,0,2,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,2,4,3,5,0,0,1,0,22,17,7,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,3,1,9,6,10,13,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516700562599506,0.0,0.0,0.1418258383538148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935742734537812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396955619854511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36458718533299017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255866798272216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597208655680734,0.0,0.3458247084062152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719099221335817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147193913254044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909415999125208,0.20329236589272373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539287808300746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503984055114048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321862628328696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718600924610446,0.3123021414618985,0.20060743171353734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957781539451866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695070133399643,0.0,0.19928279825179995,0.3220541461301988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119636402112333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hiedideididay,2018/03/23,"I'm ready to get back out into the world, but don't have anyone to do it with. I've come a really long way since my darkest days in college. In the last three years, I've managed to hold down good office jobs and most of the time I feel fine there. More and more, I find myself actually wanting to make friends and have 'spots' to hang out and things like that. I mean, I'm not exactly 15 anymore, so I don't know how much people really go to arcades or minigolf or anything like that at my age, but there are a few cool 'gamer arcade' places around here that seem like good places to hang out. The problem I have now is a bootstrapping one - it makes me seem weird and unapproachable to be at these places completely alone. Also approaching people outright is still pretty god damn terrifying as I imagine it is even for non-SA people. Is there some way to help me w/bootstrapping getting back on track in terms of a social life, i.e. friends, hangout spots, etc.?",7.84849331006399,6.108943052356023,7.328551483420592,80.31957533449682,63.502617801047116,10.583129726585225,33.26410703897615,9.150863307647796,2.5432508435136705,757,23,158,10,9,237,122,191,0.098,0.705,0.197,0.967,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,13,12,1,0,8,1,12,1,0,3,1,33,26,13,0,2,5,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,7,1,0,5,3,3,0,2,0,2,11,9,26,25,8,34,0,0,0,0,4,16,1,6,14,96,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.12937100599210954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730445938545988,0.0,0.10601766391732684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147565625950755,0.0926973229149457,0.0,0.10909534016334098,0.11801705711494298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387914543536415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141989136903841,0.1389990668573615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854978785715924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785266123462645,0.08756245939281959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670323128286686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116827300913388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048493714126805,0.0,0.1385266442496967,0.0,0.07534363986888573,0.2223899629698604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886011938429131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155710913381954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728580240220123,0.10806375531335588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363942124622676,0.19430373451652455,0.0,0.0,0.11732191918563516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698548424913055,0.0,0.0,0.14440961400888425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745556675968063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983411940135286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757258940746177,0.0,0.4155281135156013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487323617663494,0.0,0.12685336026194774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985784901050432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24137687404995786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966480776481964,0.0,0.0,0.13514031020298556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587205402462947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807484917202774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730371430627099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819431443319177,0.21045873432495976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537192757426289 socialanxiety,Unknown_Suicide,2018/03/23,Hi So i never had a girlfriend in my life but a lot of girls look at me in school and i just cant imagine myself being in a relationship with a girl or just talking to one.Does someone else also feel like this or is it just me?,0.01647058823529335,1.7050239803921592,2.7330980392156867,93.63494117647059,83.70588235294117,4.864313725490196,20.003921568627447,5.6839178017228535,-0.21152078431372606,177,5,42,1,5,62,41,51,0.0,0.928,0.07200000000000001,0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,12,6,6,0,0,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,7,4,1,5,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,3,2,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26860638808379106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805880602710705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983308977504055,0.2399556633872049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724486839117076,0.16409600183976422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820580438259855,0.0,0.0,0.2855566448196533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590545193730264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276037543885341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606138151227062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33993263444508043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28459350229276104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699709111546965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sweateryoshi,2018/03/24,"So i got through that internship Yes I made it I got through that damned week I was so scared, barely talked to people and even got judged on the last day of this shit but I made it. I am so damed exhausted bc of all of the social interactions I made. I don't think I'll get the job tough. ",0.6414285714285732,2.380827666666672,2.178015873015873,98.14892857142858,81.85714285714286,6.104761904761905,18.436507936507933,7.1686216300943375,-0.12717777777777828,225,5,57,3,6,73,42,63,0.2,0.77,0.03,-0.8542,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,1,3,1,3,2,1,3,1,7,11,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,7,0,8,0,7,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,3,33,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379200439170458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125050172829445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117314322752518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131228289321825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222002899338188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743219612891191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6070698644980211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826148537317138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141081194262636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952109091984698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180002338017288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718901195300829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703090148587374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154314950717692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Anotherpro,2018/03/24,"Listening to conversations online? I want to become a better conversationalist, because as I am now I don't really talk much - I never have. (I'm only 18, a high school senior, and I'm trying to better myself as much as I can.) I thought that maybe listening to what other people's conversations sound like might help me understand how things work. I can't seem to find online the sort of thing I'm looking for. Does anyone here know where I might be able to find it?",4.0326242236024825,5.531305336956521,5.6965838509316775,77.62978260869569,71.71739130434783,8.300621118012423,22.92546583850932,8.841846274778883,1.5755291925465844,369,9,70,7,7,126,64,92,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.8924,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,13,19,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,10,3,11,15,2,5,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,4,4,46,16,3,0.18202326538872493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272748994115208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095969310209908,0.20103039578018472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219695725451282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928978617481265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327319338716037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200635790430076,0.19231757365393548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003522633800556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892737311865513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528536991956941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286683567271128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861958393586569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26761608785211743,0.0,0.14038756364615207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843689561060185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619201335403582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660876478010795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842172623317371,0.0,0.1657071444941507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463034058007094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418563388144479,0.0,0.0,0.14450614052260155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358184887800044,0.0,0.0,0.18949263866489696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736203798645742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325151050896195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,potterhead2082001,2018/03/24,"Serious problem with hugging people? Does anybody else have a serious problem with hugging people? I like hugging, it's not that I don't want to, it's just that I always worry that either a) I smell b)They can feel my sweat (I have a sweating disorder) c) I will hug too long and make it awkward d) I will hug too tight and make it awkward e) I don't know where to put my hands, which also sweat a lot I avoid hugs so much, that I only remember like two or three hugs in my life besides my mom. I've hugged my best friend two times and another friend once. Also, one time I hugged my friend too long and made it awkward. 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Who are they So what are friends. I ask this because growing up I was told that no one was my friend.. that they wanted something from me. Whether it was to use my basketball and basketball hoop. To just hanging out with me because they liked my bike . Or something. That they were never my friends they just wanted to use me. I never understood anxiety or never really knew the meaning of the word and how it reflected a lot of my persona now. After a bad time in my life it dawned on me how lonely I really was. That u attempted to fit in everyone life but never really did. I was a loner trying to fit in. Now I'm alone most of the time. I enjoy solidarity. And activities that don't require other people. I like running . Working out a lot, reading and from time to time playing video games. But still I wonder what is a friend? I have always felt alone regardless of the people who tries to come into my life. So I ask again. What is a friend?",1.3563397129186612,3.828505657894741,3.2423923444976097,87.19856459330143,84.52631578947368,6.1913875598086126,22.84688995215312,7.520522993642371,1.2061052631578957,745,27,147,13,22,249,98,190,0.069,0.746,0.185,0.9701,0,4,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,5,3,10,12,0,0,10,0,13,3,0,4,4,38,27,13,0,3,7,0,1,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,15,9,0,1,6,5,0,4,6,2,0,1,11,1,26,10,23,16,3,27,0,1,0,0,17,10,0,6,15,115,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23347014978529196,0.0,0.0,0.09378495929189223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622395420747363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107399901074741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410935656850136,0.1374157130581452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709093791980304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770062494273948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822067186123127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5224835410430165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23883430081601265,0.11013024681172763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916464960762779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122775816473812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34772008868446985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637619858210043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627986174521755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274195584618488,0.0,0.21661753173303785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354156855492908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001151317968162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628918221421692,0.0,0.0,0.10770062494273948,0.0,0.15304735809775874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946930162155723,0.0,0.0,0.1329602722648989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223076448455507,0.08205528128177847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,potootooo,2018/03/24,"One-sided conversations There is this girl in my class who i really would like to be friends with, and we talk a lot, but it's always kind of a monologue from her side. I am always the listener, and I ask her lots of questions, because she has so many interesting things going on in her life, and she is a good talker (she's an ENFP) (and i'm an INFP with social anxiety btw), but she never really asks me anything, and everytime I try to say something about myself (like an anecdote or something), I just feel like it's not interesting to anybody but myself and I keep it short because I don't want to bore her. I just feel like I'm wasting her time but at the same time I want to be around her all the time. Anybody else has experience with this kind of stuff?",4.334423076923077,4.7289302628205165,5.470923076923079,83.62407692307694,70.08974358974359,8.547692307692307,27.779487179487177,8.548686976883017,1.7672302564102569,595,19,127,9,10,198,90,156,0.052000000000000005,0.789,0.159,0.9578,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,9,0,9,1,0,0,2,31,20,12,0,3,8,0,2,4,1,1,1,2,0,1,8,11,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,24,10,18,17,4,12,0,0,0,0,23,7,0,4,8,89,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24719774334068376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363424936646838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223743730934156,0.13223390292309106,0.2777335000171462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109969031282105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240878088373234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530261214908027,0.0,0.0,0.1502146310708862,0.2122369174159373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476320692719087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441986102560661,0.12459001051765267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203098483658549,0.0,0.3093673401139397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491963146300284,0.29028053848891666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525702506398628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059830779425049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456477388007767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065592647790032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664010734246926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031966112241025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812658740876687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141989723547625,0.0,0.2287098296277113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004509046080954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939246018750133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868472693770597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598481635552197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085029047213698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522788038725162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551999901305477,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AppleCrumble2001,2018/03/24,"Yesterday, I managed to tell someone I barely know ""you're amazing"" My heart was pounding, my hands sweaty, but I felt compelled to let this person know of their amazingness. He was playing the cello and I was completely mesmerised. I wanted him to know that. I wanted him to know I'd happily watch him play the cello all day. Later that evening he contacted me on Facebook. ""Thanks for what you said today xx"". It felt wonderful. What I had initially felt foolish and embarrassed for, I now feel very proud of. It's rare for someone to approach another person and say something so kind and sincere. And it isn't so hard! Don't overthink it. Try it someday:) ",2.7122004608294934,5.468718169354844,3.6610599078341046,84.59016129032258,81.01612903225806,6.4460829493087575,29.018433179723505,7.7094869923839395,2.225511059907834,519,25,91,9,14,166,80,124,0.041,0.6829999999999999,0.275,0.9878,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,1,4,8,0,1,2,0,7,2,2,1,1,19,20,8,0,2,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,10,5,0,0,9,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,9,16,7,11,11,1,7,0,0,1,0,13,1,0,1,5,57,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771331068154096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711516398849497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089429672172942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157369401990216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854138041902183,0.0,0.4865848889384808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132406011522218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017752087681825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590990453434008,0.3713481295749576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727377602013833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949984469901198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068682604893153,0.1343363310838852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862600416778707,0.13004709637758904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764832534072173,0.15552389679906586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601216140865439,0.0,0.0,0.11468932022805155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938122186910346,0.1992732632948496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319248974862207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Schattenmeer,2018/03/24,"Job Interviews/ Getting a Job with SA How did you make it through job interviews? I had sooo many the last years. Only one went well, I got the job but was fired 3 month later because ""I didn't fit in the team"" (I was too shy). I then tried to apply for other jobs where you don't need to be such an extrovert but it never worked out for me. This was about 3-4 years ago. I then went to college because that didn't require job interviews. But I'm almost finished with it and so anxious that I won't find a job again :(",0.6972727272727289,2.621744363636364,2.362727272727273,95.93409090909093,82.63636363636363,5.454545454545455,20.909090909090907,6.574015621080383,0.15090909090909088,400,12,93,4,11,131,72,110,0.13699999999999998,0.8490000000000001,0.014,-0.9359,7,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,3,9,1,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,2,1,14,17,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,1,1,0,2,5,0,1,1,10,1,10,1,11,5,0,17,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,11,60,17,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087802008143812,0.0,0.12288220207101935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863398597086754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961289186191953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216006788053623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411396909625698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814707919640862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8524358519703269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002980013140893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191378582145706,0.12441461550646365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795062433037016,0.0,0.0,0.09099225122754853,0.09464603222732217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315543895954018,0.09333093717928187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331600996439034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103362908289904,0.22751765322495265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933860365674122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580499738755828 socialanxiety,GardenOfDiscovery,2018/03/24,"My Appearance I can't go outside often because I feel like I'm too ugly, not in shape and not physically well put together - clothes, style and hair and stuff. I feel like people from the neighborhood secretly want to yell at me for always wearing the same unfashionable clothes over and over again like black and grey jackets, sweats and shoes. Idk how I'll make it in the summer, my body not being well hidden over big clothing",12.072962962962967,8.074589876543211,10.527654320987654,67.67444444444446,57.641975308641975,13.762962962962966,43.049382716049394,11.20814326018867,4.611004938271607,344,13,63,6,3,107,59,81,0.099,0.7829999999999999,0.119,0.171,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,2,5,5,2,0,18,9,7,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,6,6,5,9,8,1,13,0,0,2,0,1,8,0,2,5,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217305682724474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920044945710274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900894072951067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641002504224044,0.3731448969972663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148423001664639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827681216593474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743260404530423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810551623045104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26253749991560577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29896522498269623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540386803913323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696276336297671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bandkleinstein,2018/03/24,"Really good idea for an app/website for helping social skills I'd love it if someone created a website or an application where a user could randomly talk with strangers online (with voice only). No webcam, and no identifiers (like a profile, an account, or a username). Just a randomly generated ""avatar"" that has a mouth that moves while you talk (so you can tell who's talking). You can choose to either join rooms randomly (like a chatroulette sort of thing) or you can choose to join a room in an index of rooms (that have customized settings like maximum amount of users able to join - I think a maximum of 10 would be reasonable, maybe specific topics of discussion, location criteria, etc.). This would be a ""chat room"" in the realest sense of the word. It would give people who have social anxiety a (as much as I dislike the word) ""safe space"" to learn how to carry conversations with random strangers. It would give users the opportunity to mess up, fail, over and over, and learn overtime how to carry conversations without having to jeopardize their identity or feel like they're being judged because they're known. Maybe there could even be portions of the website/app that have professional coaches who can do one on one conversations with people. This would be immensely helpful for people who feel like they don't know how to hold conversations with people. It would be good practice for real-world conversations. It would be a good foundation to help people develop healthy social/conversational habits while shedding the not-so-healthy ones, while at the same time providing a shelter and shield from the fear of judgement and spotlight and exposure through the randomization function (no accounts, no profiles, etc.). If people find others they get along with, it's entirely up to them to pass along contact information either through voice chat or through a built-in text-chat function in the website/app). There could be all sorts of ""chat rooms"" set up - debate rooms for politics, current events, niche hobbies, game discussion, book, novel, movie discussion, etc. In order to avoid inevitable trolling, the site would have to not explicitly market itself as an ""app for social anxious people"" but rather just a general app for strictly voice-chat. Almost like a chat-roulette except for voice - with the ability to ""chat"" with multiple people at once as opposed to one on one. The app: Eliminates the anxiety producing features of other apps such as - a profile that allows others to identify you and thus judge you over time - one-on-one conversation that builds pressure - a ""next"" button that can destroy your-self esteem - ""face to face webcam-enabled"" function that allows people to superficially decide who they will or won't chat with based on looks (plus, it eliminates pedos and creeps). Would you guys utilize an app/website like this if it existed?",11.558772183991305,9.842098669322713,9.97482796088374,64.18968489677654,56.33067729083666,13.270699022093446,43.136906917783406,11.911945987284742,5.202331474103586,2300,102,365,52,22,709,239,502,0.054000000000000006,0.86,0.086,0.8966,1,1,0,0,0,0,98.0,0,7,5,4,12,19,1,3,38,0,35,4,3,8,2,89,44,31,0,16,18,0,2,7,0,11,0,3,6,1,29,20,0,4,14,9,2,2,8,6,0,5,0,6,14,13,75,22,10,37,0,1,1,1,48,24,0,17,15,242,43,7,0.07171682872680285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181404449544679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972635535682357,0.08101960307758052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043717913140320856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717801562606597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399496645537077,0.047368288996532726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070137078287798,0.07252436690773763,0.1024690335442558,0.0,0.0,0.06554788219639808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03746908300680737,0.13759463404598132,0.0,0.1804580200624493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101093574328528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421083570912155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809595702301654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03941369351114879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24526053971280365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022407378565173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472723793787645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440983877060432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622363921816888,0.052720120958274434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627166096063781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637608200995874,0.2915830751483843,0.05454387993080583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474747714346936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162945190304513,0.04594363689674287,0.07373684435211078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481629322122399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29242510149508355,0.060765436250314324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729298110362437,0.06268366935440761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04764547430298372,0.04595324804951157,0.0,0.0,0.08363731912411591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913246367163674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585101972406405,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Danger_Cunt,2018/03/24,"Do people ever interpret your nervousness as something else? I work as a bank teller and I have to face people, by myself most of the time, every day. I've been told I need to make more small talk (which I suck at) and selling more to people. What happens is I'll start to talk to someone about a mundane thing, like the weather, and I'll find myself unable finish the conversation. I'm caught thinking about how my actions affect their perception of the bank, myself, the sales figures, and the fall out from any mistakes I may make.Yesterday I was by myself again and nervous as hell with a line out the door and I could do nothing, but focus on the transaction minus the small talk. I was polite and courteous to everyone. A few of my customers seemed to my nervousness as some kind of prejudice or racism. Has anyone ever had this happen? 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I excel at online classes I take in college. And it’s because I have anxiety talking in front of other people, but in an online setting I can add to the discussion fully. And I find that if I just had time to think about what I wanna say, and to not be stressed from my anxiety, I’d have so much to contribute to discussions. I wish I could’ve gone to school 100% online. At this point I don’t talk to anyone at school. I commute. I go and come back. For people who only want to get their degree and gtfo I wish accredited degree programs were more acceptable. I guess I was told many times that they weren’t and now I feel I made a mistake spending all this money on an in-classroom experience. Especially when 99% of my professors suck and would be no better than just looking the shit up online. Or learning from YouTube videos. 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Whenever I have to attend a party I start drinking as soon as possible. Reasons being I'm awkward as fuck if I don't. But this time I drank just enough to not care that I am standing in the middle of the room with my phone in my hands while everyone danced around me. I knew sober me wouldn't like this so i started drinking again. A lot. While I didn't get wasted I turned into a dance machine. Which was odd for everyone around cause im the nervous, silent, uncomfortable kid from class. Even though I was drunk I remember some of the jabbing remarks thrown at me then. I was just too drink to care then. And this one girl, I don't know who she is, (she is one of the popular ones, i think) started dancing with me but in a mocking way saying how crazy I am ironically and stuff. I have class with all these people in about 2 days. I just needed to vent a bit. Anyone else had similar experiences?",1.4775806451612894,3.8100936935483887,2.882161290322582,90.96324193548388,82.49462365591398,5.870537634408603,22.740860215053765,7.1686216300943375,0.8088847311827956,721,25,151,10,20,234,117,186,0.129,0.828,0.043,-0.8926,0,0,4,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,13,8,2,2,10,0,15,8,1,3,1,28,29,16,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,8,9,6,0,5,8,0,4,5,4,0,3,7,2,25,4,24,20,5,27,0,0,0,1,7,10,1,3,12,110,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343081071609677,0.13691035954893624,0.0,0.2379017856792759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458793693791109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724707400802326,0.137265428670681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861743991979119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523590283183807,0.0,0.0,0.1116230809605518,0.0,0.0,0.13806606536585633,0.0,0.08825531646553518,0.0,0.0,0.25536091192846705,0.0,0.1307068389043712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123530330033995,0.06981138327967144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433345603688708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734345290402333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528040174256619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359967509926892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907817306380737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27163485443920343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263587846526193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063744043218275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738449649177314,0.0,0.0,0.15136638422419407,0.0,0.0,0.10626066938782523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837325929925752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529639138389086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561885039853863,0.13128181450257725,0.0,0.07791539681925298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453411232508475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606201749918212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DrixGod,2018/03/24,"How do I stop getting emotionally attached to people so fast? I don't have any close friends. I have a big group but I'm not close with any of them. I chat with them when there is the whole group there but I don't chat much with them individually like others in the group do with each other. Outside of that group I have no friends, nobody to talk to. So when I meet someone new and I start talking to them I become so emotionally attached because I miss that connection. Currently talking to a girl for not even 2 weeks and we went out once and it was nice. I wanted to go out today too and she said she doesn't feel like leaving the house this weekend and it hit me so hard. I was basically putting all my happiness in going out today, and when that dissappeared I became so depressed. I get depressed and overthink when she replies late to texts. After a night out with my group I come home and I just want to cry because I feel so lonely even surrounded by people. I don't have a close friend to form a connection and talk daily with and it's killing me inside.",2.0731349206349208,4.243185175925927,3.280687830687832,89.8616666666667,79.18518518518519,5.966137566137568,23.71164021164021,7.07126945348624,0.8023640211640206,842,29,177,10,21,272,111,216,0.16699999999999998,0.7340000000000001,0.099,-0.956,1,2,0,0,1,0,14.0,1,0,4,0,17,12,1,0,8,0,13,0,0,1,1,38,28,23,1,2,5,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,9,26,0,1,2,3,0,5,7,5,0,0,4,4,30,7,26,23,5,32,0,4,0,0,25,11,0,0,18,123,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310913662563934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517706132044545,0.14057044130678567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964020119639292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981078630304142,0.0,0.0,0.21925165773037544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863450877346961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681340978620553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871289275343814,0.0909286512070408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950079677316417,0.0,0.13299679178889404,0.0,0.14467198622378447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549161946918822,0.11401762107006115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767192821900405,0.0,0.0,0.1468636979755991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081614253038682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357705829613468,0.13477083656074054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436487562021405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356523282007018,0.0,0.0,0.1229275383342188,0.0,0.11944338692067538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355487386078346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647945165431647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795126478049898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107215223704484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784368637305727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008923478564188,0.0,0.0,0.10641153788148916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092104427945145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24129256783283504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014574289406835,0.0,0.1020961070364374,0.0,0.0,0.11798956756532862,0.0,0.14210325228128345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fox829,2018/03/24,"The worst part of SA for me Social anxiety is awful in many ways, but for me one of the worst parts is the loneliness and lack of belonging/genuine friendship, which really gets to me sometimes. I used to have 1 close friend who I could really connect with and communicate almost like a normal human being with without feeling nervous/anxious. At some point, I got really depressed, and really anxious, and I ended up going too much to her about it and pushing her away. I now don't have anyone I can really properly express myself around, and it gets sad. I do have my mom and brother, so I guess it could be a lot worse, but no real other friends. I'm an introvert so I can get by without that much interaction, but sometimes it gets a bit much.",6.696301369863014,6.298743938356168,7.61106164383562,73.00029109589043,65.0958904109589,10.587671232876714,34.003424657534254,10.125756701596842,3.4135232876712323,589,23,107,12,8,199,94,146,0.232,0.677,0.091,-0.9704,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,7,1,13,0,0,1,0,27,23,12,0,4,5,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,1,1,16,3,19,18,11,12,0,2,0,0,11,7,0,4,3,89,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132227224568024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101653188268354,0.14917690997379546,0.0,0.09233119028144923,0.0,0.0,0.11755091748371928,0.0,0.0,0.12406365561023125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416246320722506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085952808435807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373294403965807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695553473760345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676755095148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404026455320587,0.0,0.2759589931416924,0.0,0.07504605020378055,0.0,0.10561102961109643,0.0,0.14546600879902746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451209348121276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226268012779153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387617593807224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546532870010708,0.0,0.0,0.2912119205448089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937922553072964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947929574863064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28599072270664616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248282558532275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502997908554365,0.4229673760960883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460653774753345,0.0,0.0,0.26119814505460665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140472706259364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481373590033743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545795564941297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456842405514416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sushijongdae,2018/03/24,Anyone here want to be friends? I’m bored and don’t really have any current friends that I want to talk to or hang out with... who’s up for a new friendship 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socialanxiety,warchiefsylvanas,2018/03/24,"non stop anxiety because of relationship my long distance relationship partner and i met online a few months ago but have only been dating for over a week now. ever since we started dating, i’ve had constant anxiety that just won’t go away. i can’t sleep most nights because of it. i just keep thinking about how i want to end things and then maybe i’ll feel better, but i don’t know. it just sucks because she wants to get to the point where we talk on the phone or video chat and i can’t see myself getting to that point. i hate the feeling of being obligated to talk to someone every single day. i need days where i can be alone for a while, but i know the way that ldr’s work is by talking and interacting every day. it’s only been a few days into this relationship and i already feel extremely drained and desperate to break things off. i feel like i’m better off single until i’m at a point where i’m happy with myself and my mental/emotional state, and THEN i’d be able to focus on another person romantically. i keep telling myself to stick it out and maybe the anxiety will go away but so far it’s only getting worse. i don’t know what to do. there’s also a small part of me that, for some reason, is generally uncomfortable being in a long distance relationship. any advice is greatly appreciated.",3.7880038022813673,5.2226914030418286,5.331655893536127,80.25885266159699,72.2319391634981,7.845551330798478,26.45798479087453,8.395991825355821,1.776493688212928,1041,35,203,17,20,352,143,263,0.121,0.775,0.104,-0.391,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,3,13,7,2,0,12,0,19,1,1,2,1,42,45,21,0,3,8,0,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,13,14,0,3,9,2,0,2,5,2,0,0,4,5,23,5,32,35,7,46,0,0,1,0,17,19,1,3,23,135,36,1,0.09285289881275023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073477808075303,0.08230849237417415,0.0,0.0,0.09616760020089836,0.10246548277346604,0.07425442963372803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314315525424333,0.097364360398558,0.21309664032658104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744767099301974,0.0,0.0,0.16980679586041353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424168677818413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034099701995264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395297528222467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444701350583646,0.08224010814759969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399076290491263,0.1564651439248598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779686222868885,0.06633412946471523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553542180277845,0.0,0.10554088438235762,0.0,0.0,0.1023706487405859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884363737881027,0.0,0.0916730141825741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650638455955306,0.0,0.0,0.1530885746231991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04536323617882775,0.0,0.0,0.16434378707791714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656643427052666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357388276837786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741142979640098,0.0,0.0,0.06884924793484552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713615550789831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185644097689146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055064096527393,0.0,0.0,0.0810755697400274,0.0,0.0,0.26332800626181035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546824460796656,0.0,0.3987570563902764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399173864842666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680887741328786,0.0,0.09291995606580587,0.0,0.07867395984499767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572175969091203,0.0,0.0,0.07762918108504371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238949285811816,0.08115752621952525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233746801937728,0.059496388323481975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953409091082797,0.07370230913087554,0.07448099462707147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675980162083697,0.0,0.09462503653526437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dolphinsonsaturn,2018/03/24,"So ugly that friends don't put me on snapchat When we have a group outing, everyone else puts everyone else into each other's stories but I'm always excluded. Same thing with instagram. Not exactly the best for self esteem... but I don't really get what's wrong with my face... I don't know, it's just frustrating",1.914539170506913,4.4729369516129065,3.6610599078341046,84.59016129032258,82.70967741935483,8.058986175115209,23.37327188940092,8.841846274778883,2.1417207373271894,249,9,48,7,7,83,50,62,0.276,0.691,0.033,-0.9529,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,12,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,5,7,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430601525606115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25767538027335424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102284336871127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692412448387319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189700870149022,0.0,0.12828267312596106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494042436157092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936639464790669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572969520810512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561480911088921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312352252737533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26845558853137114,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NewWesty87,2018/03/24,Do you drive? So I'm getting old and the time has come...I need a car.. I can no longer rely on transit. I have fear of driving..I know I'm in control but I'm not sure what scares me? I guess the fact that I'd be eventually drive on busy streets.... So I'm looking for encouragement here... I need to go do the computer test and then I guess i pay someone for driving lessons... Will getting lessons help with the anxiety of driving? I'm nervous about being watched by the instructor..I have performance anxiety ,0.06595469255663389,2.4393119708737885,2.0957669902912635,92.2672750809062,94.3398058252427,5.465113268608414,27.255016181229767,7.03164865440522,1.5657280258899684,395,21,84,7,15,131,66,103,0.14800000000000002,0.7559999999999999,0.096,-0.3025,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,4,4,5,0,3,6,0,9,0,0,1,2,15,23,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,1,6,2,3,0,0,0,2,8,2,11,20,0,13,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,2,3,45,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34575360071408695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466482192236365,0.0,0.0,0.2534597717163824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542943255520014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23613415980015995,0.0,0.12843166159902206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978927249470593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147201279725991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419465136343552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976927004770908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351278839044241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371317255226486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262489608231379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147513206089506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129868253518906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131772827718541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tscher16,2018/03/24,Anyone here horrible with goodbyes??? This is like my ultimate weakness. I am generally pretty good when it comes to talking to people and being social but when it's time to say goodbye I get really awkward and weird especially at family gatherings. Idk if this is just me but I just wanted to see if anyone else has this problem ,3.7921505376344085,6.372695741935487,5.75935483870968,72.17569892473121,75.45161290322581,8.649462365591399,28.075268817204304,9.2995712137729,3.1233784946236565,264,11,42,7,6,91,47,62,0.218,0.6990000000000001,0.083,-0.8578,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,13,9,8,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,2,6,8,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,4,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873925787868748,0.2838360110641904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386250771760141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23141163420298946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611463832322458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472962179237234,0.0,0.0,0.2323481912478224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533620751799258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204827386059828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818252411654797,0.0,0.2650672576852442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746378235687324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029453893348847,0.0,0.0,0.22074618435212606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28238330742101697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226552679298724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153047517018304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339143441359247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CyberPlatypus,2018/03/24,"Should I try going to parties? Hey all. Quick first disclaimer: I x-posted this to r/socialskills, and I don't know whether I have social anxiety or not (I'm leaning towards yes), but I browse this sub a lot, and wanted some advice from here. With that said: I'm a freshman in uni. I'm...not the most social person, and my social skills are (imo) severely lacking. I don't have that many friends, rarely hang out with anyone, and don't really text with anyone. I'm not really super comfortable in most social situations, but it depends on who I'm with. With that being said, I have been working on myself. I can hold a conversation reasonably well, am more outgoing than I was before, have more self-confidence, and am pretty alright in most social situations (even if I'm not the most comfortable). I need some advice on whether I should try going to parties? I've never been to a party, even in HS, and have no idea what they're like. Most of my friends and the people I hang around are the nerdy stay-at-home type of people. Nothing wrong with that obviously, I myself am like that, but none of them are the socially outgoing partying type. So I have almost no experience interacting with those sorts of people. This also means that I would have to go to parties alone. Also, to be honest, I've never stayed out with friends longer than around 9 or 10 pm, and I know that most parties can go pretty late. I also don't really drink alcohol, but I don't really know how relevant that is. I want to expand my social circles, get more comfortable in social situations, try new experiences, and grow as a person. That's the whole point of uni anyway, isn't it? But naturally, I'm a bit apprehensive about going to parties. I know that the best way to learn to do something is to just throw yourself into the deep end, but I don't know how I feel about it. But at the same time, I am really curious to see what partying is like. It's a dilemma. This has been a long and rambley post, so thank you if you read all the way through.",4.118151724137931,5.338328160000003,5.453810344827588,80.52850000000002,71.15,8.717241379310343,26.54310344827586,9.130062681391069,2.0904568965517245,1584,51,311,32,29,531,182,400,0.07400000000000001,0.713,0.213,0.9963,0,1,3,0,0,0,67.0,0,2,1,5,18,17,0,1,18,2,37,2,0,4,5,78,63,31,0,9,17,0,1,3,3,3,1,2,0,2,22,23,2,1,10,2,0,9,15,2,1,1,6,4,31,15,48,52,20,39,0,0,1,0,22,17,0,16,12,220,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965363731466068,0.0,0.07636565419155343,0.07155372549524879,0.07400775889882515,0.0,0.17143208047271366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054664303939141526,0.0,0.0,0.0999285989043751,0.0,0.0,0.12722351405050578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080452662129195,0.0,0.07498956826151458,0.0,0.07801238627482472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000052097039193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632895703218765,0.0,0.0,0.09439316701491203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397970453089882,0.0,0.0,0.03613073652857683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060781170419268636,0.0,0.0,0.16562218326272715,0.0,0.037333261186783186,0.0,0.2030529073466818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066609957930804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963541133259398,0.0,0.0806064529181703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473064022539004,0.0,0.0,0.06323707436378725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075006885660264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244604259615524,0.0,0.07783747115043572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298435783863807,0.11022387449232504,0.06901348271564735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856478641060071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861757281714494,0.1247867515747529,0.0,0.0,0.0675498316065578,0.0,0.13687184282817802,0.14539463597235108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147619936612623,0.0,0.2288854781721252,0.07346955538747497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594367867418045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694186756202831,0.0,0.0745450913583195,0.08072591481342861,0.0,0.0,0.24096152085899025,0.0,0.5827301772879849,0.0,0.055010983529793535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523270147731698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578787811195676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04166707094560694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554355649256506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429421732887146,0.1134382622224062,0.0,0.0,0.06424830067399542,0.0,0.0,0.07977903469024147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202144667369129,0.0,0.0,0.05076090465564896,0.07812686124689915,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,theblues94,2018/03/24,"How do I get out of this situation? So I was invited out for drinks by an old work colleague but I told her I can't go because I didn't have any money to go out tonight which is true. But she's still insisting I go and saying she'll pay for my drinks. The thing is i've been sick for the last week and I'm still feeling pretty ill but I feel like if I tell her I'm sick she'll think I'm just making up excuses so what can I do to get out of the situation without sounding like I'm avoiding her?",1.0201671583087517,2.031909876106198,3.404011799410032,93.02031465093414,78.55752212389379,6.792133726647003,23.17502458210423,7.3871296695380915,0.6218995083579153,388,12,98,5,9,135,68,113,0.15,0.7120000000000001,0.138,-0.3421,0,1,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,4,0,12,5,0,2,1,19,26,9,0,1,6,0,2,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,6,2,1,3,2,2,3,3,1,0,0,4,4,16,3,14,20,0,14,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,8,60,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021300337361072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672446413341665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751551129103611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363613804597168,0.13679338938631885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000808511377173,0.0,0.3264675833540228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608180113900075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709496545770551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781442342513338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092610706761016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948040540221097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522726249987559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304632085197497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30583243816638744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736200769293627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721084006338346,0.1226926874700736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182967398029016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359375003663586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457993981538584,0.0,0.1393997603880955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,XxHipsterDeathxX,2018/03/24,So today I had to plan out how I was going to get up and sharpen my pencil. By the time I was ready the bell rang. On the bright side I got my pencil sharpened,0.5316666666666663,1.65975105555556,2.8566666666666687,95.955,80.1111111111111,4.800000000000002,17.555555555555557,3.1291,-0.8730444444444441,122,2,30,0,3,42,27,36,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,6,1,6,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,21,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321557750062937,0.0,0.3613142472048241,0.0,0.5084713926561506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37071388360468094,0.0,0.6026214526963253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Idontunderstandeithe,2018/03/24,"Give your opinion about my life so far Hello Reddit. This is my current problem. Tell me what you think about me. The problem is that I feel uncomfortable with women. When they give me a look. I feel a panic attack and look away. I do not understand why they look at me. I'm not that big, I have a lot of scars from acne (my acne gives a discoloration on my skin). I'm pretty hairy (a lot of fuzz on my face). I think my face is pretty fuckedup. I therefore think that I am not good enough for them and I feel uncomfortable when they look at me. I therefore avoid every woman I do not know who is staring at me for a long time. For example I look away or walk away quickly. This may be because I was bullied at school. I was often bullied, which often makes me feel depressed, empty, unhappy and less than other people. I still feel depressed sometimes, less than other people, empty and unhappy because of my face. That is not always the case. When I go out or do something fun, I am the one who seems the most laughter and happy because I am really happy. I appreciate what I have and live at the moment. I'm writing this because I want to know why I feel that way. I would like to know how I can solve this. I want to know how you would react to a situation like you were me. Do you find this normal?",1.720714285714287,3.677872530075189,3.4205022556391,89.49028721804514,79.33834586466166,5.759759398496241,21.91819548872181,6.742157984588678,0.500361383458646,1007,30,211,10,25,335,121,266,0.161,0.722,0.118,-0.9023,1,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,5,4,0,12,13,1,2,12,0,22,5,4,6,0,54,52,14,0,7,7,0,8,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,17,8,0,1,16,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,3,14,48,6,27,45,6,25,0,2,6,0,19,13,0,11,11,156,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129821073482116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115330167822526,0.2753905942258396,0.0,0.0,0.23823972805077706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683059817858676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095516432820027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232049801630105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964148596313931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930040632687232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811820073428389,0.05552788273156165,0.08195014075478974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080171276658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147839855354964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901178136681757,0.09546724849249599,0.0,0.08627511799941179,0.08646566295069609,0.4102370724659176,0.0,0.0,0.16613023391210513,0.0,0.0,0.06521870480160355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572994772759816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620729309192057,0.0,0.0,0.1146355172589484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354723958905614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988017901730068,0.0,0.18698057394062428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259218918348018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098882461849882,0.0,0.08894676962568683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982427558672604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521791936657445,0.09663253381696946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802717005257062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085398291383936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878158493617861,0.0,0.0,0.0569724477100212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017141302418923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525763102704067,0.07755351307533058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632674865322706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388133564743523,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Zaybiel,2018/03/24,Interacting with gender non-conforming people Does the idea of interacting with gender non-conforming people make your social anxiety worse out of fear of messing it up? 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I feel like there’s someone behind me, staring at me, judging the way I move (or don’t move). I get so stuck up I just end up standing with my hands in my pockets in the middle of the dance floor. In the end, i just left (alone), without telling anyone, driving home. What a night. 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I’m only withdrawing further from people more than ever before :/",3.0371428571428574,4.530424460317462,3.7462222222222223,90.64600000000004,74.23809523809524,5.674920634920635,20.536507936507935,5.6839178017228535,-0.027010158730158995,243,5,50,1,5,77,39,63,0.254,0.698,0.048,-0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,10,1,11,3,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532077790716161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160401972559534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773461357964147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335436848846785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896906309772561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843270231682693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23628919186902075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784587775119305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388425155882087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077868465891493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6894120588567441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305880176076273,0.1409081395839202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PichiDee,2018/03/25,"A success story... sort of I'm not a regular here, I stumbled upon this subreddit, but I thought it might be useful to share my story with you all. Currently, I'm 25 years old. Growing up, I had severe, crippling social anxiety. I didn't even know that ""social anxiety"" was a term back then, but it was painfully obvious looking back. I tried to answer a diagnosis test thing once as if I was 14 again and nearly maxed it out. It peaked around the time I was entering high school because we moved to a new place and I lost contact with my few longtime friends over time. I had mild friendships in school, but was always home otherwise, and summers were long stretches of nearly total isolation other than when my mother wasn't working. So, anyway, I decided I was ""fed up"" with it in the middle of my freshman year. I didn't know much other than I was super shy and weird and desperately wanted to change that. And the rest of high school itself was a long struggle, at the end of which I had maybe reached ""regular kinda awkward nerd"" status. I returned to being a shut-in and wasn't doing much of anything with myself for two years, and regressed a little bit, but shortly before hitting 20 I moved in with a bunch of roommates and mostly got over the remainder of it by necessity. For a few years, I felt like a completely different person. Still introverted, but I lived with a bunch of people, I worked, I had friends, I never had anxiety problems. I was still pretty bad around women when it came to relationship stuff (but was fine if I just tried to befriend them). I was still an introvert with the same comfort zones. But that was about it. Of course, life and loneliness got to me and I dove into terrible depression for years, that I've currently only clawed my way out of a little bit. I'm very reclusive right now as a result, but the anxiety hasn't returned. I might feel ""out of practice"" sometimes, because it's always felt somewhat like I was forcing it even at my best, but that's about it. Looking back, it's hard to exactly trace a timeline of how I improved. A big part of it was a strong desire to understand people better (I felt like an alien a lot of the time). A few good online friendships helped a lot, but I also spend loads of time reading about people and psychology, personality types, and philosophy like that. I soaked up all the information I could on why people act the way they do, random blog posts of people opening up about their emotions, anything like that. Also things like how to be a good conversationalist, how to make eye contact, everything that seemed foreign and incomprehensible to me, I would read about it I found something on it. I wish I had kept the things I read over the years, but it was like a decade ago and bookmarks and things like that have definitely not survived, even for the things I want to keep. I didn't really know about any books on the matter and didn't have a therapist or anything to point me towards resources. Just a connection and a lot of time alone. The rest of it, which I'm sure people are aware of, was just constant struggle to do things I was fearful of, whether it be talking to people, approaching them, making eye contact, talking on the phone, going outside after school... basically everything. I backed out and failed a lot. It didn't really feel like I was making much progress ever. I certainly didn't try to track it. But the whole approach of gradual exposure to anxiety-inducing situations really is the only way to improve. A couple really important things are a conscious self-awareness and reminder that people aren't out to laugh at you, that they don't particularly notice you or give a shit until you make yourself known. And also a conscious effort place yourself in others' shoes. Part of all that learning about people (it felt more like learning how to be a human lmao) helped me put myself in people's shoes and try to imagine how I would react in their situation. You know, in their place, would you react in [x bad outcome that you're scared will happen] way? Would you expect a reasonable person to actually do this? I know a lot of it is probably stuff you've heard, and it really doesn't feel like it helps in the moment. But every little mindful disagreement you have with your anxiety will help you take first steps, and the actual result is usually much easier to deal with than your anxiety beforehand. So, do your best to refute your anxiety, take a deep breath, visualize yourself taking the first step, focus hard on that visualization, count to 3, and do it. And once you take that first step, you're in it, you've plunged and you just have to go with it. Stick there for as long as you can manage. That's what I did for basically everything that I was terrified of. Calling on the phone. Ordering in a restaurant. Approaching people. Raising my voice in public to address a crowd. (oh god that one was hard) If you're lucky and find a decent extrovert friend that's understanding and likes to help, hold onto them for dear life. I had one kid I got along with in school like this. I never got the chance to hang out with him outside school really, but I basically orbited him in the halls around his friend circles (luckily this was mostly a nerdy circle still) and it helped a ton for trying to get along with people, even though I still gravitated towards corners a ton. He was the kind of dude that always took the center for himself, and it made things a little easier because I knew people were just paying attention to him often. He moved in my junior year, and that was the year I tried my hardest to change. I missed him a ton and felt like I had to be as loud and silly as I could to make up for the lack of his presence. I couldn't really do it, not even close, but that combined with my lack of an ""anchor"" in situations was a big catalyst for progress. (I actually got tears welling up while writing this...) --- I don't really know where to go with this, but I just wanted to share some of my story, in hopes that it might help or inspire some of the people here. I still understand the struggle, I haven't forgotten what it felt like. Hints of anxiety still well up from time to time. But I beat that shit. You all can beat that shit. It might not give you the life you want. It didn't save me from depression and other crap down the road. But it still made a massive difference. If you have any specific questions or requests for advice, I'd be glad to answer them in comments or a PM. That might help more than this, I'd imagine.",6.379061110160794,6.521388089398734,6.727159596305167,77.2554558672597,65.65348101265822,9.775470407115977,31.40070133424564,9.533383522177358,2.736969414984604,5171,181,976,93,74,1677,458,1264,0.108,0.726,0.16699999999999998,0.9979,3,2,1,0,0,0,169.0,1,20,9,19,57,66,4,6,80,0,90,14,9,18,12,217,157,85,0,22,38,1,12,15,4,11,4,3,2,6,87,66,1,3,38,5,2,19,22,22,2,6,66,19,119,44,176,69,42,160,0,5,4,0,82,78,4,32,72,715,206,21,0.0,0.0,0.09746710291300516,0.0,0.0,0.03253340297955274,0.029512116607209395,0.0,0.0,0.03448136819299726,0.0,0.07987287785531112,0.08310699372788223,0.0,0.0,0.04528058058308113,0.0,0.20375160866214226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219157504022337,0.08891312673269093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240063450371646,0.05559630431948246,0.060885065630257286,0.0,0.028329776518377387,0.0,0.06987761695078795,0.029444834136479744,0.07269437298956666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033995738176960284,0.038078168963701656,0.0,0.0,0.07043887472682378,0.0,0.0349069361930664,0.03597776024221832,0.0,0.05316328828585151,0.036837922582639085,0.0,0.0,0.034323482582938,0.057350192770610625,0.0,0.0,0.06956791712277678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03744999274007111,0.02948759710490112,0.0,0.0,0.1099481187909588,0.03011530301769945,0.02805067520543681,0.0,0.08976444268407953,0.0,0.0,0.03746372980488514,0.05050161960839261,0.04756885972108155,0.19179823215802316,0.0,0.030429076037569686,0.08495668349962912,0.0,0.03650390874571003,0.1028879416065446,0.0,0.017394148180958375,0.06387510078818097,0.05676330832110073,0.055848952247524994,0.13313673003987014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02944077112800408,0.0,0.08947160466611874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852404840321812,0.0703514808931412,0.033395458764374227,0.03306732765575079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029592228689503945,0.0,0.03466939631271483,0.109781329609894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705472067510774,0.24397818691124645,0.13347279085611233,0.029398210307632167,0.08838941525982265,0.05591524421872183,0.0,0.03634309567479895,0.14152201898574887,0.0,0.06300502889977297,0.11111623166728056,0.0,0.03344715839377136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659234604413382,0.033616303560319964,0.0,0.0,0.10615514197760276,0.0978963478662844,0.0,0.05135502083267264,0.03215445708945885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037904148186951904,0.03493526201916768,0.0709116306753966,0.04512021475829435,0.050641449095963784,0.035425956355214186,0.0,0.0,0.07210585822922709,0.0,0.3231351349421135,0.08721013831548631,0.10435187568416517,0.0,0.03147251922848942,0.0,0.031885362278463614,0.03387081335014611,0.03589534012058518,0.03185677611119417,0.0,0.0334685255124912,0.03729562893935153,0.0,0.09990562546619426,0.0,0.17062609789706415,0.03423061078980391,0.0,0.03574407818284221,0.0,0.028431925341570036,0.0,0.0,0.033331966486136844,0.20216494465199555,0.0,0.030308574479820227,0.0347317197595567,0.03761146172800204,0.10252394442323504,0.0,0.11226772766409676,0.0,0.06787576768709773,0.0,0.0256304745066376,0.03292749540754049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21270180400615515,0.0,0.0,0.10441479544760683,0.07622473180324718,0.0,0.0,0.031378131854349164,0.0,0.10012836643146847,0.05351908856915567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03865558304746428,0.17694640459230365,0.0,0.03271007144744355,0.026430816463530567,0.13589336379369998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036989598721806335,0.13562202218281472,0.0,0.032522292080990244,0.103977141780186,0.0,0.028754346467452587,0.03666738791427017,0.02747010085828941,0.07854797895531163,0.1057053083369791,0.0,0.0,0.059868569033228736,0.0,0.030041632859916276,0.03717029552261969,0.03828515242508464,0.0,0.0,0.048475205394076536,0.0,0.0,0.09460118610719594,0.0,0.0,0.1715161113460988 socialanxiety,neoliberaldaschund,2018/03/25,What are your favorite social anxiety books? 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Sunny sunday: the idea was to get out of the house after lunch, go somewhere close to the sea and read a book while getting some sun on my face. I started thinking that I couldn't go to the nearest place because it's too small and probably crowded. Then I thought about going to another place, but I kept thinking about the fact that there would be tons of people, so I didn't go there either. I ended up driving my scooter for a couple of hours before getting back home. Why couldn't I just get to a random place, find a spot where to sit and just enjoy the sun and a book? Why do I have to always overthink everything? Today was an amazing day weather-wise, and loads of people were walking around and enjoying it. Too bad I'm always alone, and even tho I always say that I'm perfectly fine being alone, I am not. I'm fine being alone at home, but I'm not at all fine being alone outside since I can't do anything when I'm alone, and I need to be with other people to have the ""courage"" to go out, yet when I go out with other people I'm not comfortable and I'm not 100% myself but I close-off like crazy. This is NOT being fine with being alone.",4.401791338582676,4.6742343267716535,5.188651574803148,86.13762303149609,69.90551181102362,7.45236220472441,26.50492125984252,6.9077264865688965,1.1035913385826772,965,27,201,7,16,314,131,254,0.101,0.768,0.131,0.8692,0,7,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,18,12,0,0,13,0,23,2,1,0,3,45,47,19,0,4,11,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,9,17,1,1,6,3,0,8,9,1,0,1,8,1,17,11,31,28,5,40,1,0,0,0,2,16,0,3,16,133,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6382643017577616,0.0,0.07040380036457808,0.2197635174452024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923153140619007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244761170699883,0.07837231100672754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769563732759375,0.0735078893252292,0.0536670284196081,0.0,0.07491368724635211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974121560532246,0.0,0.11355420129315945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797536368597954,0.0,0.0,0.05814813949617712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912270187654588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046495827438763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398447667241308,0.0,0.30020347840560746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661819193666342,0.0,0.08669950346025405,0.1015838060857356,0.0,0.0993839651594508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04301082426434428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925651557303353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527891643321539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965669469186309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24413731428644295,0.0,0.27594230309238993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491964335301334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880616286715221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700111956307283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282578155009084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062313611076288314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282214048647693,0.0,0.13978436553710386,0.0,0.0,0.1668990891454498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888085011737346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253953031160671,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,somethingetcetc,2018/03/25,"Body Image / Masculinity Hey, I think my social anxiety may stem from my perception of myself in relation to body image and masculinity. I am of slim build and look young, and tend to perceive these things negatively and I guess ultimately ‘unmasculine’. Are there any resources (books, audiobooks, etc.) that anyone with similar issues has found useful? And whilst I’m here, are there any types of therapy that anyone has found particularly effective with these issues? Thanks :)",5.85306610407876,9.409034784810123,6.205485232067512,66.20656821378344,74.56962025316454,10.093389592123767,27.765119549929686,9.994966539143718,3.9628976090014083,384,15,55,13,9,123,55,79,0.02,0.833,0.147,0.8969,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,2,0,16,15,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,9,12,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,2,36,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644662971862883,0.0,0.14875425843358234,0.0,0.0,0.2719289107362711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319817988646173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21686393875625348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264103266560714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420937605858995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059120359478612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328962001337194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821800778312787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902408550483268,0.22237132972296453,0.0,0.12918440924440855,0.1245961613140277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794297776959646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nexusgamer64,2018/03/25,"Getting older makes it worse. When I was 12 having social anxiety was seen as ""aww he's just shy"" and "" aww that's cute"" Now that I'm ... Older than 18... people are more like ""grow up"" and ""stop being a baby"" .",0.7038372093023249,2.3682211860465117,3.1466860465116286,91.64933139534887,81.32558139534882,5.230232558139536,15.401162790697676,5.985473137389443,-0.6099255813953488,153,2,34,1,4,53,36,43,0.188,0.69,0.121,-0.2975,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,3,5,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,6,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34918317190698794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23847640268769005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299852319510816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30468406883222315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164451127935549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652935211108615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816128256495505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651617737646248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,eundl,2018/03/25,"Ever feel like your friends hate you? Ever feel like they don't value you as much as you do them? Idk if I'm just being too sensitive but I notice the little changes when my friends talk to me. It irks me when they reply with ""okay."" or ""alright."" it makes me feel like I did something wrong, or it makes me think I'm boring and uninteresting that I'm no worth than one word replies. Over time it just builds up, I think at this point they just talk to me out of pure pity... To the very few people I consider my friends I feel like I'm merely a passerby or a chapter in their life that they can easily forget. Whereas I see them as more than that. Life is passing by so fast, I just can't keep up.. As for the title hate is such a strong word. Rather than hate they probably just don't care.",2.3191936978684,3.559642819277112,3.3225301204819284,93.98507414272476,75.6265060240964,6.312511584800742,21.80537534754402,6.67199483983844,0.1979069508804452,612,15,143,5,13,196,96,166,0.16399999999999998,0.677,0.159,-0.2429,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,8,1,13,17,3,0,6,2,9,2,0,2,3,29,27,13,0,2,11,0,4,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,6,0,1,1,4,6,0,1,1,5,26,11,20,25,3,15,0,1,1,0,17,8,0,4,10,93,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390975217377181,0.0,0.1443228207096927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468140210869316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759285492301448,0.3898569952751284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162119924670517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040834576269282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126354749756185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272637751036506,0.2666074778601107,0.13673677879619373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213360781865776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029033765824157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532427524302544,0.0,0.0,0.09244719893948508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458205394619697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289686346498639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470925467400707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871551770345543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050290025577927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931144851668213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483521204460034,0.0,0.0,0.07955231155886781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125674552986104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491626904886876,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,antisocialbutterflyy,2018/03/25,"I fall in love too easily Is anyone else like this? It feels like at any given point in time I have at least 5 crushes on various people in my life, men and women alike. Most, if not all of them, I've barely even spoken to, if at all. I came to the realization that I have this romanticized idea of what I think these people will be like, and since I'm too afraid to get to know them then that image never shatters. They just remain these distant people that I'd like to get to know, but my idealized image of them keeps me thinking that they're too far above me and I don't deserve to interact with them so I never do. I just watch and appreciate them from afar, and it makes me feel like such a creep. I can't even figure out if these are romantic crushes or if it's just an extreme fondness and desire to befriend them.",4.885789473684209,4.647331058479537,5.846251461988306,83.60481578947369,68.82456140350878,8.711345029239766,26.456725146198824,8.238735603445708,1.4448802339181288,645,16,139,8,10,214,102,171,0.032,0.7709999999999999,0.197,0.9786,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,7,1,10,10,0,1,3,0,9,2,0,1,4,36,23,14,0,6,10,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,13,9,0,1,8,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,3,21,9,21,19,5,16,0,0,1,1,11,10,0,6,9,98,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180034792607568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252372657356274,0.1835184662251504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048531254875164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962269240030934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365997776549717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112591195973252,0.2559111915026674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871542522676978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021924025681116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920042119055006,0.0,0.0,0.19686738361990647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651007292523733,0.43751836025510105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165297954337135,0.0,0.11955673273647123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762800001512155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725151490955177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931601771786625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816092029422398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295317922890152,0.0,0.0,0.10443997201309203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,beccanoc19,2018/03/25,"Cpd suggestions? I have pretty bad general and sometimes social anxiety for awhile. Sometimes I can control, and other times it consumes my whole being. I don’t want any meds but I heard cpd helps? Any thoughts or experiences with it?",3.1528571428571435,6.291774761904764,3.716190476190477,80.88714285714289,87.09523809523809,6.609523809523811,28.42857142857143,7.793537801064563,2.581828571428572,188,9,30,4,6,59,34,42,0.084,0.748,0.168,0.5559,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445524505135882,0.0,0.19380028689069476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21152382153790625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28413631194258504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478098643450763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980485221494288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281397646807203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577323786577449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25824273657633817,0.0,0.0,0.5011088235110701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011193863752502,0.14772145113461352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942331946409865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828390502885509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xhaia,2018/03/25,"College I have to have a 2 hour interview for a college about computers, i have really bad social anxiety, i'm afraid i may fail the interview because of it. Any advice?",3.1954545454545453,5.385201878787882,5.863636363636368,72.61545454545455,75.66666666666666,10.460606060606061,32.21212121212121,10.504223727775694,4.368139393939393,134,7,23,5,3,48,25,33,0.287,0.713,0.0,-0.8503,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,15,4,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170282732319869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29021375881539835,0.0,0.32647284693064743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35632962839770793,0.26015101874792623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202760021250521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733955736933135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350315614176031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,growingpockets,2018/03/25,"Is life even worth it? I haven't met anyone new in years. I've never drank, I'm terrified of going out or seeing anyone. I don't have facebook, or instagram, or twitter, because seeing other people having so much fun gives me terrible anxiety. I don't remember the last time I went out to do anything that isn't work and didn't have a panic attack doing it. I pour all of my energy into work because I feel like it's all I can do, and then go home and cry at night. I think maybe I should just end it so I don't have to suffer through this anymore.",3.1525,3.7355877863247855,5.141100427350427,84.25216346153849,72.84615384615384,7.901282051282053,24.881410256410252,8.07648339933343,1.3495307692307694,429,12,91,6,8,149,77,117,0.069,0.746,0.18600000000000005,0.9101,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,1,2,0,16,2,0,0,3,17,27,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,6,1,0,3,0,1,3,7,4,0,0,4,3,12,2,10,22,3,16,0,1,2,0,2,5,0,3,9,62,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309876738043506,0.0,0.1855111545384452,0.2615904401744503,0.0,0.15393269814542015,0.0,0.0,0.2128053448077024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22805749676021836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547429931351865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656777613263088,0.0,0.0,0.1235499665742344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945820853685931,0.13363418795022974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944296487486974,0.2126186096628832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876343069550066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524771397403921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321245136925731,0.09138703226333436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792478429805512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750906608978808,0.0,0.1442705699985466,0.18066166762563898,0.0,0.1755411501796652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947212011857656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968238227809692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190011503346656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981218262483631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198591374265226,0.0,0.0,0.10907495500734132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340453024305444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723607312237977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045914278012028 socialanxiety,Mumbleoncrumble,2018/03/25,"Any tips on dealing with constant embarrassment at realizing I don't know what I'm doing and look stupid? Pretty straightforward question I hope. It feels like every decision I make I discover some fact immediately afterwards that renders the entire thing embarrassing, if not pointless? Feel like an imposter which I realize is kinda common. But it's seriously annoying and I was wondering if anyone had any tips for dealing with these feelings. Lately i've become a bit better at telling myself ""these are just feelings. they don't really matter so much that I have to paralyze myself every second"" so that helps with moving on. But does anyone else feel like every single step you take is the wrong one? 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Usually if I'm in a car with just one other person, I feel so so so vulnerable and insecure. I mean you're in a small space for 20-30 minutes and (awkward) silences are unavoidable. Sometimes it's even that potentially awkward car ride that strikes me with fear if someone were to ask me to hangout ",4.177968749999998,5.866457109375002,5.25825,80.16175000000003,71.65625,8.245000000000001,33.1125,8.841846274778883,2.90781625,261,13,49,5,5,86,49,64,0.248,0.752,0.0,-0.9386,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,6,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,5,0,5,0,1,1,1,4,0,7,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216966471120738,0.3179353506999635,0.0,0.0,0.2900852651013005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592128419523911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494785846776484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491697392442137,0.15689519295872453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380037671224247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026488424735296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709388646357669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629131491169757,0.0,0.3068910929396237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417476675032677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,strawberry---milk,2018/03/26,"no idea what I'm doing with my life I'm about to be 18 but I feel like I haven't really accomplished anything. I ended up having to leave school in my sophomore year due to SA, switched schools, and then had to move to a different country in my senior year. I did online classes for a while but depression and anxiety caused me to drop those, and I'm stuck in a place now where i don't feel capable of anything anymore. I want to continue doing them but I'm afraid of what my teachers think of me after all these missed weeks. Plus, other people my age balance part-time jobs, social lives, and going to normal school, while I can't even set foot outside my house sometimes. I feel like a waste of space and a disappointment to my parents, who've given everything to try and help me. I wish I could actually go out and do something with my life, starting with going back to school again. The thing is, I just can't seem to find any motivation or even a reason to get out of bed in the morning sometimes. I've tried meds and therapy but neither have seemed to help and I feel kind of stuck. sorry if this was a bit of a ramble, this is my first post on here and I was pretty reluctant to even write this ",4.901585365853659,5.030129727642279,5.627951219512196,83.92314634146345,68.79674796747966,8.673821138211382,28.59512195121951,8.447377352677275,1.8261043902439025,947,30,199,13,15,309,141,246,0.151,0.748,0.101,-0.8677,3,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,10,7,0,1,10,0,17,3,1,3,1,41,39,20,0,5,7,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,9,16,0,0,11,0,0,4,6,4,0,1,7,4,26,3,37,30,3,35,0,3,0,0,6,11,0,4,19,131,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.10621392778016987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740161783641229,0.0,0.0832637038577913,0.0,0.1079418510485223,0.0,0.0,0.17913510824780773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369265069514596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882709117193305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181054371723316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690134661522303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374531074171807,0.0,0.0,0.11371654903435405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640155752160376,0.0,0.0,0.21566701132640725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782002078161547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013480313065514,0.15551325360033336,0.0,0.0,0.0994794629596139,0.09258080702087154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568653651377804,0.0,0.18557196480833668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459087719144123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255888611828084,0.0,0.12286918048407312,0.0,0.0,0.1080087240672742,0.0,0.0,0.11334201939173788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524778497086433,0.0,0.0,0.1537564100913034,0.10634924297547864,0.0,0.0961093320666798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089873913989185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568164279558495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664188642361937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208559742959607,0.11786509790881028,0.0,0.07545722210778917,0.0,0.11371654903435405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424038875902814,0.11073127287590714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972686487727033,0.11190753126861057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406149806281759,0.0,0.19817103277150866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095054133663544,0.0,0.08379176009722912,0.2152947106052779,0.12183952033776616,0.07703880916466661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447012098670905,0.0,0.07230967709857387,0.06974145134877505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477929192415137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419773273258364,0.0,0.087306352697415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251627357292103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401811430666265 socialanxiety,rebooter777,2018/03/26,"Anyone here had to deal with jury duty? Holy crap that sucked! Been off antidepressants/anti-anxiety meds for a while, haven't had problems in months, then I was selected for jury duty. All the nervous tension suddenly rushed back inside upon walking through the door of the courtroom. I was physically trembling the entire time and did my best to hide it. When asked a few simple questions, my shaky voice uttered some nonsensical words about how I agree with the last guy (who was likely to be dismissed due to his pro-drug stance). They never called on me again. On the plus side, I was not selected, and I won't be the one sending someone to jail for some stupid minor drug offense. Still sucks that I'm not 100% done being a nervous wreck though.",6.345673758865246,7.206185553191488,6.002269503546097,79.93333333333334,65.80851063829788,8.252482269503545,30.56028368794326,8.167268648758528,2.1553177304964537,597,21,107,7,9,185,104,141,0.195,0.745,0.06,-0.9463,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,8,13,5,5,10,0,14,2,1,1,2,18,18,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,3,5,11,0,1,9,1,10,2,19,5,5,21,0,0,0,0,9,6,3,4,13,77,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379595244903233,0.0,0.0,0.14971287343804873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200166866133828,0.0,0.0,0.16463977457703308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246985120456544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863343707431596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207412273387247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911206252479926,0.0,0.0,0.4966064907281804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200565382025385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453077191143165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460485624776868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23783141044418804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170903051401962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513723951550704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145088592911078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487734136091376,0.0,0.0,0.2398556989824376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814173536382248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709910159903877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103650554747412,0.0,0.12485108342173967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DiscombobulatedNote3,2018/03/26,"Big speech to around 100 people coming up - Anyone tried a Klonipin + Propranolol combo for stage fright? I have 10mg prop pills and .5 clonazapam pills. Wondering if this combo will help stop my heart from beating out of my chest. Most times I've presented in my life, I've found I enjoy it once I'm settled in. But those first 5 minutes of shaky voice and 150 bmp heart rate make me want to jump of a cliff... It's utter torture",2.360258620689656,4.3896701264367834,3.0282614942528774,92.72101293103451,77.6206896551724,6.189080459770117,21.219827586206893,7.1686216300943375,0.4684724137931031,339,9,72,4,8,106,70,87,0.153,0.7659999999999999,0.081,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,2,2,0,2,6,3,1,0,14,8,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,2,6,1,12,6,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,4,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704129174167715,0.0,0.0,0.22539909009402526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181068725554548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153693145421897,0.0,0.2776175392266295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6000795390799476,0.1697126715789772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788405918754115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901102300301896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696466363066494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553498101338255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116841038039929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764125874238362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190420312526652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934220319188005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745814423361453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Goldentll,2018/03/26,"Why am I so awkward when I get anxiety?? Here I am just grabbed a coffee at work. Walking back there's an old coworker that's in front of me Me: hey John! Me: what are you up to? Him: nothing, waiting for weekend Me: cool, just have to start it early Him: ... Me: so we're you doing some work changes? Him: no, just something we had setup Me: ah doesn't sound like fun Him: no it's super fun Me: ok, well cya I gotta head back ",-2.325978260869565,-0.6864965326086949,0.3764130434782622,102.60527173913044,106.7173913043478,3.1695652173913045,16.619565217391305,5.148860815047168,-0.8910999999999998,317,10,79,2,16,107,66,92,0.172,0.721,0.107,-0.6686,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,0,3,11,8,0,1,2,3,7,1,1,0,0,6,11,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,2,0,1,3,18,7,7,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,8,52,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164399445462605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351099419340064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29930141391040604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781874822726065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903668245737587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822483979011388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714780487291735,0.0,0.2968864382975608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781260103265024,0.0,0.0,0.20025863384589407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543871893174137,0.0,0.2552994557627766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119514279667901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JayKayVay,2018/03/26,"'You have a very expressive face' A man today made a comment along the lines of: *""Are you an actress? You have a very expressive face.* *All these faces you're making I'm wondering if you're being honest with me?""* For context: I work for a charity providing free legal advice, he wanted help with something he could have easily done himself but expected us to help him, he made this comment as I explained there's nothing we could have done today as it needed a full appointment and he hadn't brought in any of the relevant documentation anyway. I'm Autistic so not great with picking up meanings, but I'm fairly certain he was being passive aggressive towards me. The point being this isn't the first time someone has made comments about my face being *'expressive'* - the last guy I dated said this, and recently a person in a new group I've been going out with (via a meetup.com) has said this too. I'm Autistic so have poor body awareness to know what my face is doing, I also suffer body dysmorphia relating to my face too, so people making comments like this makes me really self-conscious. I'm getting really anxious about it, I'm already uptight as hell around other people as I'm scared of how I'm persevered but this makes it far worse.",4.464754533392302,6.344800504201682,5.458288367978772,78.24011720477667,71.26890756302521,8.203803626713844,29.753206545776205,8.841846274778883,2.6490218487394954,992,41,171,19,19,326,136,238,0.14800000000000002,0.7609999999999999,0.09,-0.9703,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,3,0,2,12,10,2,2,15,0,22,8,8,9,2,36,48,15,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,12,10,0,1,4,1,2,2,3,5,0,1,11,2,17,6,25,31,2,19,1,1,0,0,28,9,1,2,9,110,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196289547405254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509526182191908,0.0979004962576865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832508749331054,0.0,0.0,0.1383015436661221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898116437874417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719655630473334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954873461040278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505595679886184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413173655878034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396022472034893,0.0,0.06957500722498762,0.0,0.0,0.13497022821884813,0.0,0.12121661496006235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411321403994086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727970080223304,0.0997899301091627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059809002044298724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475147875898622,0.32686943096404203,0.0,0.0,0.13335299376974988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077405311761017,0.0,0.11823552839764816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746681129151615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974342364966155,0.10689380486895607,0.0,0.0,0.11572796675225144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568528026080548,0.0,0.12087654485692988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329019207245068,0.0,0.12256536190477525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771241095768526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037274105986002,0.09424611611210222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138500994558769,0.0,0.2320826939409965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725809182282268,0.0,0.0,0.20202125516100253,0.07220742190196408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327609853709047,0.08912437096989753,0.0,0.1247580525619748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,clerksfanboy,2018/03/26,"Anxious about working tills/registers. So, i've been working in the bakery section of this local store for about 3 months now and have just accepted an extra days shift, but as a cashier. Just came back from a 3 hour training day and even though it was not busy at all (6pm to 9pm is pretty slow) i was slowly starting to panic and messed up a few times (even thoguh it's a pretty simple task) What im worried about is that im being thrown in tomorrow for a fulls days work (8am - 4pm) and i know im going to mess up a looooot. All of the simple food/drink items are fine, and it's much easier if they pay my card, but it's the lotto tickets and top up vouchers that get confusing. Basically, im not sure how im going to get through the day, and the person im working with is probably going to get annoyed. Got any tips for a beginner? it seems a lot to take in, and im not a people person, any help is appreciated :) ",3.77736886632826,3.6181132639593936,5.547525380710662,84.52944373942472,71.18274111675127,8.394077834179358,27.584179357022,8.07648339933343,1.5464656514382409,711,22,160,9,12,246,117,197,0.121,0.731,0.147,0.8104,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,5,12,8,1,2,15,0,10,0,0,1,3,27,22,15,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,10,0,0,3,1,2,4,3,5,0,0,5,0,4,3,25,16,9,28,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,4,13,95,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182029043863944,0.0,0.0,0.10949404236790013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745268788935566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108527149504404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500261624446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494646207009816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803186501209846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719822106463655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191291513629995,0.0,0.16524867156719625,0.0,0.07751721464659814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496463717932917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544844615681113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7328452046898805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326568463996023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239944543968411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736205328933964,0.0,0.07124867240238897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371684524114073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719337011030485,0.1692567485355488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972086221384485,0.10449808944934943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823396341794823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860174642612821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913476461917922,0.0,0.07287312891188069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522517297584647,0.0,0.056515878971564876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28224088877992304,0.09842878905559807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,a5tr00,2018/03/26,"I auditioned for a school play!! I'm honestly feeling really good for the first time in a while. I was super nauseous throughout the morning and really thought I wasn't gonna make it to lunch. I had one of my friends go with me to the lunch auditions (we could audition at lunch or after school) and I was super shaky and nervous. My therapist and I have been working on my presentation/performance anxiety for a while so this was my big step to real world application. I read for 3 plays!! At that point I had been like ""fuck it I wanna have fun for once"" and it was really just my physical symptoms that were the worst. Buttttt, through shaking and a racing heartbeat, I did it! My brain has been trying to tell me that it isn't a big deal because it's just a student run program where everyone gets cast or that I pussied out by auditioning during lunch instead of the big after school one but I don't care! I just wanted to share this with y'all after lurking for months. I finally feel like I'm getting somewhere with controlling my anxiety 🎉🎉",3.91,5.442655384615384,5.0242307692307735,82.19576923076926,72.07692307692308,8.661538461538461,30.30769230769231,9.188382445141503,2.655378846153847,832,36,163,18,16,274,119,208,0.08900000000000001,0.779,0.133,0.8348,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,5,6,17,1,3,11,0,18,7,1,2,0,27,31,12,0,3,6,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,12,11,4,1,3,3,4,4,3,5,0,3,13,2,25,12,27,16,1,24,0,0,0,1,6,11,1,3,11,114,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346700832033367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349883426595876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712224576627781,0.0,0.0,0.15638081427007305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202836237869676,0.122461200353917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812772358371918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656086495145546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510675772618496,0.10957447984761044,0.0,0.16801995120775762,0.0,0.13046468437031344,0.0,0.0,0.11850076657536615,0.14179705014988858,0.16026911307071698,0.0,0.08716921140123743,0.12864760535440153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986713622716244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238213284034564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242620373870992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334436208818534,0.20786809235040327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499338198040948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342119485305336,0.17457966418037155,0.294776867184591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656852988184201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942022400196146,0.0,0.0,0.134060607910044,0.0,0.0,0.17808563965870494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217663396987214,0.08943692959605691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413474013390488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046731399044804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116622397027525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FloppyDickFingers,2018/03/26,"I hate how inconsistant this thing is I've been working on my anxiety a lot recently and I've been doing well. Life has certainly been easier recently, but I really hate how it truly is two steps forward one step back. Last weekend I went away on a trip and was horribly nervous and awkward everywhere I went - but at least I went on the trip... Today I forced myself a job interview that incredibly went really, really well. No panic. I felt like my old self. But then I attended a family party this evening and felt like I was going to implode when one of the guests started talking to me and asking career related questions. I'm still getting over the mini-panic attack now - and that's hours later. I was feeling completely fine and confident earlier today too - then out of no where at a family event - BAM. Panic. I just wish my triggers were more obvious or consistent. I'm sure y'all know what I mean. 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I usually get really anxious, my voice sounds shaky, I can barely form coherent sentences, and even though I spend days thinking about what I'm gonna say, when I'm face to face to another human being SA just completely takes over. I'm considering seeing a shrink or taking acting classes (to try and depersonalize myself from the situation and go to the interview as if I'm some sort of character saying lines from a script maybe?), or give another shot to meditation. Honestly I dont know, I'm just so freaked out and I want this job so bad that I'll try anything. I need advice on how not to sound like a stuttering wookiee. Please help.",6.051818181818181,7.17153309090909,6.851515151515155,72.65727272727275,66.57575757575758,11.090909090909092,33.18181818181819,11.022393298168332,3.956818181818182,700,30,126,21,11,232,112,165,0.134,0.802,0.065,-0.8813,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,1,6,0,5,2,2,2,0,28,24,17,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,0,1,5,10,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,4,0,0,0,7,11,2,20,22,2,12,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,6,6,71,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988854101749412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503287034371966,0.0,0.1617233988701497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780363629685485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952770360519982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500943623545265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232255911499496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677755525975119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455194056983217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747921148244363,0.13732646815674227,0.16271556117990682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595318342258312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097796369128615,0.0,0.0,0.16160356717807722,0.0,0.0,0.42617510005822895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867375591245239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993786791698021,0.0,0.0,0.12668688393748442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381754628700796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614695982598392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571402261250321,0.0,0.0,0.13710206742749534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170818953880217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22768379060295546,0.0,0.0,0.11407529269167566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091121932075414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526815229514185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917273743809116,0.14064818777908789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943844897393618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766402922785389,0.0,0.16887200799186788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Insearchofmemes,2018/03/26,"People with attachment issues, how do you manage to date Apparently my attachment style is “fearful avoidant” im 20 and never had a girlfriend and looking for advice",5.329195402298852,8.510163068965518,6.0834482758620725,68.66471264367817,73.48275862068967,8.004597701149425,33.804597701149426,8.841846274778883,3.8440252873563217,135,7,18,3,3,44,27,29,0.101,0.759,0.139,0.0516,1,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906266191677012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498247577817854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317936737184742,0.4172303840281204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33568549258163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30830832817830184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771331566427046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,vodkabebop,2018/03/26,"Hello all! I'm new to this subreddit, so I figured I'd start off with a question regarding a fear I have personally. As it is, I'm a Junior in college, I think, I'm 21. Anyhow, I haven't really made very strong ""personal relationships"" throughout of my life. I had friends in highschool and all that, but it was more a derivative of being in the same box with a thousand other people every day. Uni is kind of a different demon however, I may be in the same classes as the people in the class, if that makes sense, but I just can't really bring myself to engage in anything aside from a forced awkward small talk. Im pretty fearful that I wont end up making any friends during my time here at uni, and thusly will be confined to my room and xbox and hanging with my dog (which isnt to bad but she isnt much for conversation). It is also worth noting im horrid forcing myself to talk to people, and one of my favorite past-times is worrying what people think about me! I don't know, sorry to ramble, hope you all have a great day!",5.331097946287522,4.949113985781992,6.702571090047396,78.32630529225911,67.90995260663507,9.308214849921011,29.90560821484992,8.841846274778883,2.252990205371248,805,26,162,12,12,276,128,211,0.091,0.7390000000000001,0.171,0.9566,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,1,5,11,0,3,12,0,19,1,0,3,3,30,31,13,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,10,8,0,1,5,1,1,2,6,4,0,2,3,0,19,7,28,22,7,19,1,0,0,0,12,11,0,5,6,110,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056845326711552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402322589110304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377823821808453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544339344655792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833571957692673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445486127119994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245951654674195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649210046675967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111674527851893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136424942121292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243486950247134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732583715825736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29869440322116786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397909386508806,0.07598544173256075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765887673300304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082729921383293,0.18458255465257026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016388296132502,0.0,0.0,0.1335347622931141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369023298387924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319871794552766,0.3834151719886553,0.2414509245609545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406626458286227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488561760295327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771489669402278,0.0,0.0,0.14844215749788142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547735237940122,0.09786289317501516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226028417594404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771860255167594,0.0,0.0,0.0806219624808244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408102391758593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041225727491646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JustAnotherPerson96,2018/03/26,I’ve just received an email saying I smashed my phone interview and I now have a face-to-face interview for a job! I’m so proud of myself! I’m terrified of the face-to-face but it’s a huge confidence boost making it past the phone interview! ,1.40176470588235,3.434391921568629,3.427215686274512,88.6584705882353,80.76470588235293,8.00156862745098,23.925490196078428,8.841846274778883,1.8147537254901955,192,7,42,5,5,65,34,51,0.05,0.662,0.287,0.9156,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,21,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5754290689383291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870660927699561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5535491904274561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611339504153595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Inman66,2018/03/26,Looking for a friend Anyone else come here to see if they can find a friend. I don’t have any friends in real life and I’m not really sure if I want one. I think I would like to find a real internet friend to talk to so thangs would be easier to talk about. My wife has a best friend that she talks to all the time. They tell each other everything. I am so jealous of her. With my anxiety I cant talk to people face to face so I was hoping to find someone on here the would have my same interest and be my best friend. Is that dumb?,0.13195402298850567,2.0220516206896555,2.1162068965517267,97.10781609195404,84.51724137931033,5.935632183908046,16.563218390804597,7.1686216300943375,-0.2105436781609198,412,8,101,6,12,137,72,116,0.081,0.623,0.29600000000000004,0.9824,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,6,14,2,0,6,0,14,3,2,0,2,22,21,7,0,7,3,1,0,1,6,3,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,2,15,12,15,15,5,4,0,0,2,0,16,2,1,3,2,69,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358641487940886,0.0,0.09402963850437178,0.0,0.0,0.0859450258589931,0.12594094283899995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257983418322837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588038879175146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267971032346282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046807632164624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33702624939712844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5697829441983606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208232901588205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681849947071711,0.06005006028363294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321764299762262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329038500986001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521378450155963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27980835885026106,0.07874249636613301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794734107622156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041454805565486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584593278375124,0.0,0.0,0.3951776839876266,0.10743312762654296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875896885749592,0.0,0.0,0.07167272490862275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249845156966625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619458680150449,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,asleepyeyedghostboy,2018/03/26,"My coping habits are just going to make things worse. I hope this is the right place to post this, but if it's not, please point me to the direction of the proper sub. When I am around people, I feel out of place. Everything gets very loud, and it feels like people are screaming right in my ear. There have only been a few people who ease this noise and pressure, but I have lost their friendships due to my issues -- it got too much for them, and I understand that. My coping tactic that works is carrying around my favorite stuffed animal. His name is Ellis Ears, and he has been my friend for longer than anyone else. I find great comfort in having him close to me, but I know that it must make things worse for me as far as other people are concerned. I try to keep him in my bag, but I really wish I could take him out more. I'm tired of doing everything alone, and Ears is great company, but I can't take him to dinner or anything. Would I get kicked out of places for sitting him with me? He is all that I have that brings me comfort and eases my social pains -- but a part of me is saying that people will hate me more than ever. He stops the constant screaming in my ears and pressure on my throat. Should I ignore the people around me and just do what makes me comfortable?",6.021843853820598,5.361014717054264,5.866910299003326,85.823023255814,66.55813953488372,8.766777408637871,26.18050941306755,7.7094869923839395,1.1870323366555926,999,20,213,9,14,312,141,258,0.145,0.6940000000000001,0.161,0.8418,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,2,9,16,1,2,7,0,25,8,5,3,3,47,45,19,0,7,11,0,2,1,1,4,2,8,0,0,18,16,1,3,5,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,4,10,41,8,32,36,6,28,0,1,0,0,16,19,0,3,6,152,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930155781203013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737919354182411,0.108132213907705,0.08684561800291574,0.2818433191927475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404493055646242,0.0,0.08426043589003712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816024519422305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095461685725231,0.0,0.0,0.18969458842396236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672248008126514,0.07539362187942515,0.0,0.0,0.0964563063469895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153542686244393,0.0,0.11027448112561566,0.0,0.059977492688557725,0.0,0.08440530499780374,0.2327035583335613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419312989559323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481922890137546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015023985883254,0.0,0.09380360653871947,0.0,0.0,0.057998811985822275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051558657711982696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520299747774845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113346051373228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775797473145684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026348091911842,0.11229578231736982,0.0,0.0,0.11428320633501578,0.0,0.4389845732084353,0.0,0.3307821925466096,0.11584481158592798,0.09976388873808048,0.0,0.10107254877272533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760788246260988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025118458379896,0.0,0.08392499639965713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075787814503534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823127962579852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869710231445971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022440730110275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129598721234094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165076423896012,0.0,0.0,0.10986477788821923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707673083791359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135907072221748,0.0,0.0,0.07683012221520162,0.0,0.2150966412745744,0.07496843624727625,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,trombonizt,2018/03/26,"Today's the day I'm finally going to talk to her. There are several good opportunities throughout the day in the halls, and I'm just going to ask her how her weekend was. That's it. Hold me accountable, if this post is >8 hours old, ask about it, the day is over and if I mess it up today I'll do it tomorrow. I feel confident now but once I'm there things will definitely change.",2.8991666666666696,4.029591250000003,4.802500000000002,84.37916666666669,74.0,8.833333333333334,24.583333333333336,9.2995712137729,1.7679583333333335,300,9,67,7,6,103,53,80,0.022,0.857,0.12,0.7684,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,14,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,2,7,12,0,18,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,11,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39963461268260986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22610774072853174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135323199040536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807296545711743,0.0,0.0,0.23414085432742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429458344895754,0.17927430646382428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049006490382308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428334346758733,0.22762528029545884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047030778119089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414644660295144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717954786920208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199883206384714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051995536827927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dogbandits,2018/03/26,"Managing your career with social anxiety My SA has been getting worse and worse over the years. It began in college when I suddenly developed a fear of being seen by people. I ""dealt"" with it by taking odd and roundabout routes to get to class to avoid people. I eventually started struggling to communicate clearly with people I wasn't familiar with because my mind would go blank, my hands would sweat, and my face would become red. With this issue, I figured fixing it with exposure and experience would help, so I took a part time job waitressing. I eventually adjusted to the job, but I felt like every day was a struggle even after 6 months. After leaving that job, my SA became worse and I became terrified of leaving my house alone. Interviews were horrible for me and I even did last minute no-shows for the first few I got because I just couldn't get myself to leave the house. I got a job in a lab that lasted for two years. For two whole years, I did not have a single casual conversation with a coworker. I ate lunch by myself. The only time I interacted with someone was when I needed to help them/needed help. I tried to be as friendly as possible, but I feel like my SA made me come off as cold and unapproachable. I recently got a new job which I will be starting soon. It's a higher position this time and I'm terrified of it ending up like my last. I don't want to go in every morning scared to see my coworkers. I really want to get along with everyone, but I'm already panicking. I just really wish I could get out of my own head. Any advice? Similar experiences? :-(",4.661368049426304,5.897491925566348,6.0411253309797,76.76721315092676,69.873786407767,9.631126802000589,28.60856134157105,9.910423181423305,2.827186407766991,1251,45,234,31,22,423,164,309,0.171,0.7390000000000001,0.09,-0.9697,5,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,1,8,10,0,5,14,0,20,6,4,1,1,44,48,17,0,10,6,0,3,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,20,2,1,4,1,0,4,4,5,0,3,16,7,40,5,44,22,5,35,0,0,3,0,9,7,0,0,27,156,50,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950395409484594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426432106307816,0.0897826744170537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055327522951224124,0.0,0.06224010193464503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919248156470607,0.08985561905359267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008435102057807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495926101038181,0.0,0.0,0.052470405713069344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206072380650788,0.0,0.0,0.10747489519820567,0.0,0.13709845202877333,0.07774287245898609,0.0,0.1591711907624495,0.0,0.0915525085556312,0.0411380107760271,0.058123529868454996,0.07811826434996623,0.0,0.0,0.06920469062981216,0.0,0.0,0.06285845805571773,0.0,0.2125359525665081,0.0,0.09247741389301213,0.0,0.19521283672809167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349873124296259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636014808917628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775680541966533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491859917131166,0.4036857408637272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895753598453395,0.0,0.2584451646510836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924501463635175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698470597343055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821503073864678,0.0,0.06494069713663937,0.0,0.0,0.1206546720686308,0.0,0.07857789982780876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187787128743415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881048448302341,0.0,0.16921413454229192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172106436045184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424247244529546,0.0,0.0803330873724788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145545472357467,0.0,0.0648333077716558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293617365725743,0.06893598049481818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517391403874805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701100682951753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061172520542675975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232483848289115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039384415499263,0.05523803249565519,0.0,0.15895360336521225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597635570172183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083542446449727,0.09355987145983936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487380711140549,0.2311829587059043,0.0,0.0,0.15717932717748306 socialanxiety,marinaliving,2018/03/26,"To those whose social anxiety gets REALLY bad when interacting with strangers, how did you make that first step to getting help? My partner suffers from what has been diagnosed as a generalised anxiety disorder but from what I can see has mainly been in response to social interactions. Neither him or I really understand why it happens. He doesn't have a lot of ""inner monologue"" so as much as we've tried to track his feelings, thoughts, or talk stuff out, it doesn't seem to get anywhere, because if he's not feeling anxious or stressed he can rationalise with himself really well. But all of a sudden (or so it seems as I can't read his mind so it might not be), he'll like go for a haircut or something and get so jittery and uncomfortable that he'll pace around the shopping centre and not get it done. He says he can't figure out what he's thinking at all, his head is totally blank, there's almost no use talking to him when he's like this, I just try to relax him physically (via massages, make him food, etc.) and take on the responsibilities for the day so he gets a chance to truly wind down. The big issue for him right now is going back to uni. He's been putting it off for over a year since he flunked a few classes due to lack of attendance (which I think happened because of his anxiety, back then he really had no idea what was happening and would just keep fibbing and avoiding the issue so no one knew he wasn't going). The goal is to try and get him back to uni as he's only got 1 year left, let me be clear that this is something that he wants to do and I could really care less if he went back to uni or not. It doesn't change how I view him though I understand there's societal pressure and he doesn't want to let down his parents (who aren't harsh on him for not finishing uni but think it's better that he finishes for the sake of just having the degree there if he wants to go straight into work). I know there's probably a lot going on in terms of his relationship with uni and his anxiety around it, he really shuts down when I mention it (or when anyone mentions it for that matter). He can't function at all. He's been at home doing nothing for 2 weeks because whenever he does anything else that isn't organising going back to uni he feels guilty. He's been really irritable as well. But it's really hard to explore any of that with him, I think he's not ready. He knows that a psych is a good start but when he saw a psychologist last time he wasn't able to open up about anything because of that feeling that just makes him shut down and his head go absolutely blank. Then he eventually just stopped going altogether. Which makes me wonder if going to a psychiatrist instead and trying medication might be better to take the pressure off. I know with absolute certainty that he won't be able to make that phone call to a psychologist or a psychiatrist so I'll have to help him out. Would I be doing the right thing? Can anyone relate to what he's going through and point me in the right direction? I just don't want to smother him at all. Any advice would be super appreciated.",6.9486538461538485,5.937464121794875,7.370128205128207,76.95403846153849,64.83333333333334,10.74871794871795,33.44230769230769,9.978442167317967,2.9894865384615383,2468,87,502,46,32,812,262,624,0.108,0.7929999999999999,0.099,0.7637,1,1,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,0,6,37,18,1,4,25,0,52,5,2,8,6,108,111,53,0,13,29,1,5,2,1,8,2,1,1,2,39,25,1,3,21,3,1,15,23,8,2,2,16,9,40,10,81,78,15,77,0,2,3,0,74,35,0,20,29,328,79,5,0.12201124004195507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961398583198621,0.0,0.0,0.061088316207454675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297182717222835,0.0,0.1866765293452916,0.06891898606434163,0.0,0.08531309593996912,0.0,0.10040485452312944,0.1086158715223976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23454778071969756,0.05093714451106562,0.14875383892437835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790902667885738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229355887863794,0.0,0.0621992954228279,0.0,0.06453585692565096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04870802351426996,0.0,0.0,0.03934357804450714,0.0,0.0,0.06191942016307912,0.0,0.0,0.06991772582309495,0.0,0.05338642918997605,0.06242992998032978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050962367457343685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803739243075653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338509798556845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05189134922510807,0.07376823788439531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231104298279478,0.0,0.3467089973298661,0.05116861968155845,0.04879176730022422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618412049311891,0.0,0.05464905281384535,0.0,0.12521873252665022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178156231356355,0.0,0.06119361097525908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886791937409327,0.0,0.12734803508845527,0.0,0.05422459811356742,0.0,0.0,0.10058127998620453,0.04972772262873649,0.0,0.0,0.0662827846528272,0.1247647594573251,0.0,0.059608528858711624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372959312043666,0.0,0.0,0.20360862540202754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145674405439666,0.0,0.1294346444081323,0.06159828547379991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04484615011202329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585365377407985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04133898696407002,0.046397523044475864,0.0,0.0,0.0677395215049114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767002967882812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657743765301096,0.0,0.0,0.061327497986395675,0.0,0.0,0.06102212900815235,0.0,0.3126540985889362,0.0,0.0,0.06549720518657705,0.0,0.1562953985066103,0.0,0.04851411762697588,0.0,0.0,0.04861358073246885,0.11107445051249548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050464479296035175,0.0,0.0,0.12437509398500247,0.0,0.09393021351415867,0.0,0.0,0.04318009184505095,0.0,0.0,0.051003429988375634,0.06988173161755512,0.0,0.06983683945730593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173726802537437,0.09806801304209348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04052942318628725,0.15635975204188068,0.05993771192815945,0.048431647902773454,0.03557286762843255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567524592069352,0.0,0.0,0.1270180038411636,0.0,0.052689268441917764,0.0,0.0,0.1439307811579406,0.0,0.04893502857855482,0.0,0.10970275775858146,0.05655282094859936,0.055048083251738614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615799258722906,0.04441281794869939,0.0,0.0,0.1300099263784655,0.0,0.0,0.07857123829137988 socialanxiety,Prestigious_Piglet,2018/03/26,"Wasn't able to make it to therapy appointment Today was supposed to be my first appointment at the therapist, but I wasn't able to go. And now it feels like I just had a bad excuse not to go even though I already had diarrhoea for the past three days. But now that I canceled that appointment I feel fine. Worst thing is that the appointment must be paid privately now, since I didn't cancel 48 h in advance. I feel so bad.",4.028992248062018,4.970667558139539,4.95581395348837,85.06108527131785,71.09302325581395,9.454263565891472,28.286821705426355,9.725611199111238,2.431649612403101,334,12,71,8,6,109,55,86,0.166,0.735,0.099,-0.879,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,1,1,10,17,5,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,1,3,4,3,0,2,7,3,8,2,8,7,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,50,14,0,0.4372045807023915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412330632928489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650475628389608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098039276025484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438475108966267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315956587964013,0.1561695199056972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859429964996953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484734385966852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679803703739907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591872628402694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20868062150495406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808300735522468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24999077039510575,0.2538141078677951,0.145229648220749,0.0,0.2147756403655987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720941075803004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Longenuity,2018/03/26,"Subtle gestures/signals from strangers Does anyone else pick up on people scratching their head, sniffing, or coughing in a way that's possibly suggestive? I know people do these things naturally with no message attached to them but they can also do these things to send a message. Whenever I'm around people, I get the sense that they find something wrong or off about me and they express this through these signals as a way to tip me off. I'm a student in college and I've noticed whenever I'm walking around campus a lot of other students will make these ""signals"" just as I pass them which makes it hard to disassociate myself from them. People are judgemental, sure, but is it natural to express negative judgements like this? I never do it to others but the more I pick up on others doing it to me, the more I feel like starting and it's driving me crazy. This borders on paranoia, but does anyone experience something similar or notice similar reactions from people?",6.584666666666667,7.836728355555558,6.714444444444448,73.64000000000001,65.44444444444444,8.888888888888891,36.66666666666667,9.075114841892004,3.551666666666668,784,39,126,13,12,251,102,180,0.101,0.83,0.069,-0.7041,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,7,0,5,4,0,0,8,0,8,2,1,4,2,24,17,13,0,0,8,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,20,6,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,3,18,3,27,16,3,19,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,4,4,99,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623832185059127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326766045473396,0.14893078773603166,0.0,0.25878903876780024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543978610063481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142334175257068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218261163470766,0.0,0.0,0.07349457878117678,0.10383983727882606,0.0,0.0,0.1328495289907454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594066905556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302072675847328,0.0,0.14917357367800446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988191903825448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202375462712802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235734765055829,0.0,0.0,0.19404781166538188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210478951952063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33096951266050706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038455233739814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386307610335127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379887327581588,0.0,0.0,0.10288123002522492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369929876383038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313145162270007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307480583217663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892011374567086,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ImpossibleFix,2018/03/26,"Anxious about initiating conversations online. I don't really like initiating conversations. I can hold conversations once they're underway and everything is good, but I tend to overthink crap like ""how often should I message this person"" or ""Is this worth starting a conversation over"". But lately there has been people I do actually want to chat with, more than once a week. But I fear they don't wanna talk to me because I always have to talk first, and feels I'm intruding in their life and their preferred friends. I wish they would just message me once occasionally... I'm the type to think if someone doesn't message me for a week or something, they probably don't enjoy my presence and I'll just stick to myself, and that in turn decreases my motivation to talk with them, thus ""ghosting"" happens... Any tips to not be so sensitive over this silly issue?",7.886954992967652,8.154460677215189,7.985780590717301,69.07687060478203,62.481012658227854,11.072855133614633,35.9099859353024,10.746095033038511,3.958200281293952,689,29,118,16,9,224,100,158,0.107,0.7809999999999999,0.112,-0.0569,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,6,2,7,8,1,1,4,0,14,2,1,3,0,29,24,13,1,7,9,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,4,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,1,20,6,18,20,1,9,0,0,0,0,19,4,1,4,7,80,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.15488314849147589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206376783071722,0.0,0.0,0.10793178431428192,0.0,0.0,0.17930300904703447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967513179225329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264299532840394,0.0,0.0,0.17859873494732714,0.08025117824470622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350030752177065,0.0,0.0,0.12262297632914285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312278664577867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035133465674546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656574421036173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790376682660005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210524548614673,0.15508046765597885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070795512474499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003314142250334,0.13858399807713284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711218388940174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167702666059962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447888105924394,0.12218672157912835,0.0,0.0,0.11233944143514893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827078175517954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169829692787292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263657056118975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361434210601914,0.0,0.2546235333104309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825146568693783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274673031259905,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PietroSmusiSerata,2018/03/26,"What about Ashwaghanda I've been using this herb for days, can i recommend it to people with severe anxiety and stress? If you don't exceed doses it works like a charm.....makes you climb Everest with the amount of dopamine released. Cons: if taken in high doses, you can have cardio-issues (check on examine.com). 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How do I stop this feeling !?",2.6557894736842123,5.2230811578947405,3.3307894736842094,88.10302631578949,79.52631578947368,6.957894736842108,25.28947368421053,8.07648339933343,1.6212947368421051,156,6,31,3,4,49,30,38,0.253,0.594,0.153,-0.6934,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,9,8,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,2,1,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,20,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26265580881337314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949145343183014,0.0,0.0,0.4904122929448157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25950399764947274,0.18332544614860533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825972189503846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067073725222354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280907534401384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536887991651066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692737447790445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145412078428881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048326760657825,0.16442820643986622,0.0,0.0,0.14963397538515535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,guitarmayhem242,2018/03/26,"Work can get very awkward, often Last night I was smiling at a coworker while handing them a tray to bring to the back, as soon as they left, I looked around and made direct eye contact with a cute customer with a really awkward smile on my face. I couldn't look around lobby from that point on. We once again made eye contact for an instant as she was leaving with her boyfriend. I hate myself.",7.16,6.201303589743593,6.386794871794872,84.00403846153849,64.38461538461539,8.825641025641023,33.6025641025641,7.1686216300943375,2.069502564102564,312,11,63,2,4,95,60,78,0.108,0.7809999999999999,0.111,0.3001,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,2,1,6,4,1,2,6,0,4,4,4,2,0,11,11,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,5,11,1,15,6,0,14,0,0,4,0,7,7,0,1,6,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094637744841005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176841226322163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015560294359158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270586670169665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746524535193812,0.0,0.24351671808553,0.2498750763295844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862523081293263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435227247530182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582162968049734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449223052165038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21740642224680468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733174526173054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897584461860768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742893849541732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Valladium,2018/03/26,"How easy it'd be being a hermit I'm in my first year of college. This year, I finally realized something about myself that I didn't have the opportunity to figure out in my life before: I don't have to be around people. All my friends in grade, middle, high school, they were background noise that I just had to deal with. None of them are memorable now. Though I probably do fit some parameters for social anxiety, lack of verbal confidence, fear of being judged, I think it's pushed me towards social aversion. I'm fine with being alone. I don't have an interest to seek relationships and friends. I don't want to change. I never feel lonely. I don't feel like the discomfort of socially engaging with people is worth the reward. Of course, I have to talk to people so I can sustain myself financially, so I do have to work on myself, but I just wish I could talk to nobody and get by by myself. 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It’s okay if it’s once or twice, but the other day she came to join when we were having a double date. Do you think it’s because she’s scared of being left out? 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When I was younger I used alcohol to help me have a social life. Without it I was quiet and shy. With it I was fun and loud and people loved me. Now ten years later I’m starting to realize the lack of people or meaning in my life. I think I create this false sense of myself and now the lines the blurred and I have no idea who I am or why I ever thought I had beaten my social anxiety or my awkwardness or my insecurities. They eat me alive. I feel like I’m drowning and there are people around but the relationships are so shallow. Anybody relate?,1.2353805774278221,3.7147609370078776,3.414362204724412,85.66338057742782,85.29921259842521,6.221312335958007,22.63989501312336,7.554174236665415,1.1753510761154855,497,18,100,9,15,169,75,127,0.134,0.746,0.12,0.0772,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,8,9,1,3,5,0,10,6,0,1,1,27,20,13,1,1,7,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,8,2,0,8,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,4,23,4,9,15,1,10,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,5,9,73,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285664926303075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089302459891594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231759442791964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750806808640556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477210215251494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730292364273807,0.2444714705909775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468646953304895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931540145153596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625644903335407,0.16718418028389004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154426781424951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638089743819386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558630077178521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36740032910251263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488351169494683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110730457396428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963564054933772,0.0,0.13583635612976228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777771441229712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439348782546305,0.0,0.0,0.16493680553825998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018446788688667 socialanxiety,mypimplebumpblimp,2018/03/26,"When someone says ""you look angry all the time""... even though you aren't. It seems like this happens every so often with me. Has this happened to anyone else?",2.8810000000000002,5.347857099999999,2.8633333333333333,92.345,78.0,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.4129999999999998,123,3,23,0,3,37,28,30,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.6608,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,6,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114117277922798,0.30979561713164233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525765133203764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997008138731551,0.0,0.2547448164560094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347382037971867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771404012865266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25389974610718863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404426499081421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27525013877058513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25618208577120755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970595568953329,0.0,0.17630403222372393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OpTicMixwell,2018/03/27,"Severe anticipation anxiety My biggest issue with social anxiety is anticipation anxiety. I actually really enjoy social interaction and am generally not very awkward. But for some reason I get enormous anticipation anxiety. This Saturday, we celebrated my friend's birthday. About 15 people were going. We met up at his place, had some drinks, then went out to this clubby bar. The whole day leading up to it I had visceral physical anxiety. Heart pounding, couldn't focus on anything, super tense, etc. The drive there was so bad I thought about just turning back. The walk up to the house, my heart was racing. The second I walked in, almost all the anxiety went away. About 30 minutes later, the anxiety was completely gone. I ended up having an absolute blast. Everyone was fun, the atmosphere was great, I just loved every minute of it. Then I think back on how crazy I was to be so anxious. Like what was I afraid of? I was good friends with most of the people there, and the people who I wasn't good friends with were acquaintances who I've hung out with multiple times. This anxiety happens every time that I have a big social situation and every time I enjoy myself. But for the day of, and often times several days or even weeks before the event I have such awful anticipation anxiety. So yeah, just wondering if anyone else can relate or if anyone's done anything to get over it. Thanks!",4.399192708333332,7.011927617187502,5.716875000000003,73.07395833333338,73.609375,8.954166666666666,27.854166666666664,9.516144504307137,3.067724479166667,1114,44,183,30,24,372,149,256,0.114,0.6990000000000001,0.187,0.9744,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,2,0,0,2,17,16,0,2,14,2,22,5,2,3,1,36,36,16,0,3,10,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,10,12,2,0,4,2,0,8,3,3,0,1,19,0,22,13,30,15,6,40,0,0,0,1,14,16,0,10,17,132,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.08327514228481388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545118074782232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5875328441145778,0.09640482993738232,0.0,0.1193371373433434,0.08743630851531851,0.1404476977672491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017551524974792,0.13123547053558288,0.07125158152356892,0.0,0.0,0.07261422879996372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947265255639361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510302169714922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732784862994883,0.0,0.08359630653025707,0.0,0.0,0.07128686372931971,0.0,0.07558192778356156,0.0,0.0951716445820391,0.05636329569231315,0.0,0.2156965282842678,0.08154173121629205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778999653584767,0.0,0.08916855768157872,0.0,0.04849813358272799,0.14315074438053865,0.0,0.09408269461879518,0.0,0.0,0.07546190452118327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224596665450065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846571445914172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906809550347095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04169061687933682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701862424260847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774826815683239,0.0,0.08915743913146057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466810911791506,0.08773911090477232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280965987476464,0.0,0.0,0.09592068211532864,0.0,0.2609663998729488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856546706200228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05467954538164597,0.0,0.06774685825028115,0.1990392749482661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282052384050417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041072800514121,0.0,0.0,0.06845099409460657,0.0,0.0,0.15821373462862875,0.0,0.0952740429099709,0.0,0.0,0.09254271411387377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,OmarAFouad,2018/03/27,"There is nothing better than having a friend that you have 0% anxiety talking to. Like no awkwardness, no worries, no forcing conversations, no trying hard, just straight friendship.",9.694827586206898,11.963455896551723,7.968448275862072,63.75887931034484,59.0,9.937931034482759,45.53448275862069,10.125756701596842,5.546641379310343,147,9,18,3,2,44,26,29,0.424,0.339,0.237,-0.6492,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106439592343937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591376741598454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31373021050481337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637607404431978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838626177324348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896370241604517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263852820972157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756962244821923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123858148611205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheRoyale72,2018/03/27,"Tips for small talking skill? I seriously can't talk to other people who don't share interests because i'm horrible at small talk. I can speak to someone for like 5 minutes and then i'm going to run out of things to say... I usually ask about what they do in their free time, how's their life and about school but that's all. Are there any subjects i could approach other than weather and the ones mentioned above?",3.2250774526678114,5.08160407228916,3.8198278829604138,88.7951807228916,74.5421686746988,6.670567986230638,26.314974182444054,7.447530270364453,1.2755865748709123,330,12,67,4,7,104,63,83,0.08800000000000001,0.861,0.051,-0.2201,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,1,8,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,2,7,5,13,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,4,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840670938611874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24526144083436605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992586770424827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946479044856295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909931102224952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853052655357608,0.12817075201870146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777486370901424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188016448838285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863091436166128,0.0,0.2655117791051898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228794607755104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6325999594979749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429340224059034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529781486875792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28894099569092346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Greenman0007,2018/03/27,"I feel like such a failed man sometimes First off I am so bad at initiating anything with people. I struggle to hold conversations. I can't flirt for shit. The only people I can be myself around are my best friends of 10+ years, I'm really lucky I have them cause I struggle to make friends and haven't made any close friends since them. Forget about talking to women, for some abhorrent reason I cant talk to one for longer than 5 minutes. I'm 22 and have never been on a date. The icing on the cake is that I'm pretty sure Im an attractive dude. I've squandered plenty of opportunities that many guys would be so happy to have. I feel like such a dysfunctional human being. Not to brag, but I'm pretty sure my gym crush was checking me out today but every bone in my body said ""look away, pretend like you dont care."" I do that look away thing all the time especially with people I know. Its like a reflex, I cant stop it from happening. Why am I like this? What kind of dude cant go talk to girl? Its in our damn DNA to do that. What kind of dude cant make bros? Then after I ignore everyone because I'm too socially anxious, I come home and wallow in my loneliness. I just want to be comfortable around people and no t feel like an alien all the time. I just want to be able to make friends and talk to girls. I just want to be normal. But nope.",2.049042553191491,3.6575939929078025,3.5960460992907812,90.20875,77.15602836879432,6.5439716312056735,21.324468085106385,7.333567415737692,0.5100255319148936,1054,27,234,13,24,349,157,282,0.105,0.685,0.21,0.9803,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,2,4,11,29,2,2,11,0,26,3,3,6,5,45,49,11,0,5,7,1,3,6,4,1,0,1,1,6,11,12,0,3,5,2,1,2,11,7,0,2,4,6,28,22,38,38,4,25,0,1,2,0,22,13,2,2,16,141,39,1,0.09492655438435972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455331215161728,0.0,0.0,0.10723998668486648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811646599170856,0.16900951800063835,0.0,0.0,0.1783732452703861,0.0,0.07925970782611484,0.057866346476282485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961956232338608,0.0,0.0,0.10544200226118862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678394871806303,0.09751572007558802,0.0,0.08177082123057157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125321476238298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997971621754234,0.09070639070237398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399315436166932,0.20344664825822706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074447866608361,0.0,0.0,0.2933600817674279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394894843993588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399221317213634,0.08394323854232916,0.10105108229425726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952190738856653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025369682136253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977027973991161,0.05216915174577804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782579172803641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942879563844375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982180098654469,0.19009263650500566,0.09624062683388232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321321077766857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300786848079244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432468996937916,0.07219592216367163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632404817690024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931488650424339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081238147196536,0.09760030790242888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029689118175067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744074394430408,0.07852422673068865,0.0,0.0,0.09676566781197682,0.0,0.0,0.09388478955184236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936284999505924,0.0,0.19847569081435676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893430819526626,0.0,0.0,0.30519347464070634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306498471676672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070487448129776,0.0,0.08997927408570576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797042371433754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565645045086118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743310065874952,0.0,0.0,0.061129588734189264 socialanxiety,RoReRo123,2018/03/27,"Rant I'm studying in a new country and it's been a year since I've been here. Honestly, I love talking to people but I am so scared to take the first step. I always look away when someone looks at me. I think ten times if I want to get up from my seat during class just because I'm afraid what people would think. The truth is i long for company but I'm too scared to seize the opportunity. 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I often feel like people hang out with me out of pity and I'm pretty self conscious of what people think. I also think alot of times""why would anyone want to talk to me"" I've had moments where I'm just very unmotivated to do anything because I have a mindset of why even try. Lately though I've been having issues falling asleep and staying asleep. From what I read from people this is social anxiety but alot of the sites say it's different does anyone know if this is social anxiety.",3.828048780487805,5.647755747967483,5.132203252032522,80.17489024390247,72.82113821138209,7.521626016260162,25.308130081300806,8.238735603445708,1.7079827642276428,499,16,91,8,10,166,74,123,0.107,0.84,0.053,-0.512,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,9,2,2,1,3,29,21,7,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,5,0,0,7,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,4,10,3,16,18,2,9,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,6,3,59,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834983087322043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109442096980166,0.0,0.0,0.18947294043503604,0.0,0.1114952095621736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259232346295943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415562877572064,0.0,0.0,0.11856659996337793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948865043332349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701376713395094,0.0967927670319021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141443585526556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892149645360928,0.0,0.152836543491008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661926701488714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043939744023287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046275227330713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757217163817644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378401653941177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355248228585727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549124241986006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134369749520026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143393434720353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441234898320995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553919706532978,0.0,0.0,0.10890024907068002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363068154222575,0.13311642716573782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198756549633333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179191968483898,0.1598288517409802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24451397722944596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624689998357648,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bigdogdix,2018/03/27,"Advice to anyone with social anxiety I started taking Lexapro about 6 months ago and ever since then my confidence has increased by sooo much. I can have conversations with people. I suggest anyone struggling with depression, anxiety, or social anxiety to see their doctor (even your primary care doctor you don’t need a psychiatrist) and talking to them about getting medicated. Also working in an occupation helps you overcome a lot of social fears.",10.938289473684218,11.19019467105263,10.451578947368422,53.97105263157897,56.23684210526316,12.86315789473684,44.0,12.161744961471696,6.1111421052631565,369,19,46,10,4,120,60,76,0.17,0.6970000000000001,0.132,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,2,1,6,4,0,2,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,9,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,9,1,11,10,3,7,0,1,1,0,12,1,0,2,5,37,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611506951135749,0.14618507963995514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318805556573638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784730887249555,0.0,0.0,0.230621464428913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681393980468451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203899044452922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375900911764656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089232244209364,0.14917289832571107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557253612230004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616003287549426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053744713068288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020280477737787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613210617547985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316316729636472,0.0,0.12122974437724307,0.1222806116621863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432964022561368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131413999880441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641741620868442,0.0,0.0,0.5043229177878198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672599506279525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240246767400935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239937600530078,0.13255051016619762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200583451097704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,flowerology,2018/03/27,"How to decline my best friend when she wants to FaceTime? For the most part, I’ve managed to overcome my social anxiety but I still get anxious and nervous about certain things and FaceTiming is one of them, I don’t care who it’s with, It makes me uncomfortable. My best friend always is asking to FaceTime me and I get extremely anxious and can’t find the courage to just tell her I don’t want to. So I just ignore the message every time bc idk what else to do. And she confronts me every time about it; she’ll say “why do you ignore me when we I ask to FaceTime?” And I kinda freeze and don’t know what to say. Does anyone else do this? And how can I find the courage to tell her I don’t want to?",1.3142857142857132,3.220806380952382,2.7131632653061217,94.31219387755104,80.42857142857143,5.28843537414966,22.744897959183675,6.18269132825596,0.28141632653061244,546,18,122,4,14,177,77,147,0.147,0.6509999999999999,0.202,0.9244,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,1,2,10,12,1,1,4,0,12,0,0,3,1,27,22,14,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,8,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,3,24,8,16,21,4,5,0,0,0,0,19,0,0,2,5,85,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339892122080155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345041905364313,0.3350774894808256,0.0,0.10369601919532664,0.15195264991294372,0.0,0.0,0.2772842002991928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112670364701697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512034995574371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297798450533105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477741348322197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499012108078231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710901926552597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291551005162311,0.0,0.15496306807437155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150275347705906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899255768600518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049309167628627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059632384828082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23587097935027984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511749396876247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843395473739793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592445008476373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852508101823036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295186507011154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624166116815331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381924626331387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,roleplayer34,2018/03/27,"Anyone else ever suffered from some form of mutism? It’s not a good night for me. It’s easy to see from my page that this account is merely for escape so people I know won’t see me posting depressing shit. I hate feeling like a failure in front of people I know or love. Now, I suffered heavily from (selective I guess?) mutism as child, I didn’t y’all for about four years. I was TERRIFIED of speaking, taught that my words are basically worthless, to my mom and kids at school. Plus I was a non religious second grader in a private catholic school. Kids tortured me constantly because of my OCD, Tourette’s, and how I was already reading. So I just stopped talking altogether. When I switched to a public middle school things got better and I began speaking again, but right now I’m torn. It’s taking everything I have to force myself to speak lately. I barely ever talk around my husband, I only talk at work if totally necessary, and I’m just depressed in general. I don’t know how to keep from going mute again, it gets harder every day. Has anyone else ever relapsed into this frame of mind? Is there anything someone thinks I can do to fix it? I’m just really hurt and empty tonight, looking for any answers from anyone who’s been there...",4.10928882122662,5.808679119834714,4.883153545019574,82.73851022183561,71.85123966942149,7.243497172683776,28.852544584601997,7.85451343220497,1.938525619834711,985,39,181,13,19,318,148,242,0.16399999999999998,0.79,0.046,-0.9797,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,2,19,13,3,0,5,0,14,2,1,2,4,34,35,15,0,1,7,2,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,3,11,8,0,2,6,1,1,2,4,9,0,2,8,7,27,4,31,26,4,28,0,6,3,1,15,9,1,4,17,119,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920967661035904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796239518882276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24561225459550445,0.23994127724793435,0.0963535645575134,0.10423327077569804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137584477390121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355494679835978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653068550286906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551216532387305,0.0,0.2016956907859927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562423694060396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177387844019818,0.09865180985883992,0.0,0.10523127241322376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920328285246861,0.08364779225521836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117372171746518,0.0,0.06654388956700971,0.09820797855287257,0.09364608360354401,0.0,0.12898578937853958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560029968935638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253452780078803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407332075237977,0.0,0.0,0.19304574266766292,0.0,0.13208052451613286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720335197779894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832455013073624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567661985302468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182256456467386,0.137132217131074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098792897812904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905080841374602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162348350199129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213807417247287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711982801527712,0.0,0.0750096621713159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999263376639356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554983531388579,0.1866081799221687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018929547025566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992084030063333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789092982366676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803571121132002,0.2823330406848512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777881589890479,0.07502535377457048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524156210824055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540092475636483 socialanxiety,liquid-wizard,2018/03/27,"I've overcome my social anxiety by realising my self-worth. I've written some techniques of how I did it here. Hi all. I wanted to share this because I can't believe the impact that it has had on my life. I acknowledge that this might not work for everybody, but if I can in any way improve someone's social anxiety - then that is good enough for me! ALSO DISCLAIMER: I am not a mental health professional and this is just something that worked for me. I had chronic social anxiety to the point that I felt like it was ruining my life. Every time someone senior at work talked to me, I would turn beetroot red (which often would make the blushing even worse, as I would get frustrated and embarrassed that I had blushed over nothing). This would also happen with old friends that I ran into in the street, and even at parties with people that I know. I would get cold sweats, stammer and not be able to think clearly. I started seeing a psychologist for other GAD related anxiety issues, and one of the things that we identified was that I had really poor self-worth. I had been putting myself down critically for many years, and talking really harshly to myself (e.g. ""how could you blush and say nothing during that meeting - that's pathetic""). The psychologist said that this was actually a really counter productive method - and was actually making my social anxiety worse. We ran through exercises to help my self worth and practising self-empathy. This meant that I had to identify all aspects of my personality and see that in reality I am actually a good person and my opinion is valued. We also ran through techniques of 'talking to the inner child' which sounds strange but essentially when you're in a stressful situation and you feel anxious, you need to soothe yourself by telling yourself 'I know you're scared and it's OK to be, a lot of people get nervous and this is fine'. It has taken a few months but I have been able to deliver presentations without having a complete nervous breakdown, shaking, blushing and stuttering. I've still been nervous, but that's normal. It's also important to remember to 'keep going' and to congratulate yourself for not succumbing to social anxiety - but if you do, you have to practise self empathy and forgive yourself for it. I never thought that being so harsh and strict on behaviour for myself was having such terrible consequences - but it was. I can't believe how things have turned around and how differently I see situations now. I identified that it wasn't a fear of speaking that was making me nervous - it was the core belief that I held that I wasn't good enough. But I am. And so are you - so be kind to yourself and understand that not everyone is going to be a loud extrovert, and you are valued. 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Honestly, the idea of a hug would be nice and hand holding?? Amazing! Lol jokes aside, does anyone else feel the same? P.S. This is just one haiku, but I'm planning on doing more and post a whole collection or something. Writing haikus has been a bit helpful in calming me down, so hey maybe one of you guys might like it. 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Cause that's me my whole life,4.858190476190472,7.198496342857148,5.142857142857146,78.9704761904762,71.28571428571428,8.095238095238095,25.952380952380953,8.841846274778883,2.157952380952381,152,5,26,3,3,48,31,35,0.118,0.804,0.078,-0.128,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,1,8,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970476093649032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273011620145459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5280324735501793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249079203874684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324768867304485,0.0,0.2455805064673554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606258697617816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124392568698227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153113035124532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292603343871162,0.0,0.0,0.17415410114672675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770962295966193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785598422254946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986242387665952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28693832424235305,0.0,0.2477448747256485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Russianpolarbears,2018/03/27,Ever feel lonely/out of place with family and friends? I can never really feel like I'm myself or excepted by my family or my group of friends. It gets really nerve wracking sometimes. With my friends its like their talking to each other and I'm just there because if someone doesn't show up then one of them can just talk to me like im a replacement and when I'm with family I can never be my true self and my relatives just ignore me unless they ask about my other siblings. Its gotten to the point where I just want to run away and find people who really understand me and won't judge me when I open up and show my true personality.,5.064,5.3098592076923135,6.269038461538463,79.05971153846156,68.46153846153845,9.884615384615383,27.01923076923077,9.827888789773867,2.3103846153846157,507,14,102,11,8,171,76,130,0.106,0.8140000000000001,0.08,-0.3637,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,10,9,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,5,32,16,14,0,2,9,0,2,3,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,12,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,2,19,8,17,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,3,9,74,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001811309817692,0.0,0.1507671739278007,0.0,0.0,0.0978212344629522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451546165018783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538314866565262,0.0,0.1622772586785671,0.11464004838648155,0.0,0.0,0.1466669905378006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37193697746760657,0.0,0.08383913344985937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733355122541978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519311849601265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475292494992143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873886053667417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124993392238944,0.1401165178914767,0.1676573588659598,0.0,0.15169634707890642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30840424124535704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674055698256191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359660047726136,0.0,0.15870927698917167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579599737787829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705529113879378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464956865580007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fivethirtysevenam,2018/03/27,"Tell my university lecturer I have social anxiety? I had a client interview assessment for university today. It was a tiny, intimate room which already had me feeling claustrophobic. Basically it was a suprise scenario with one of the staff as a pretend client, with the lecturer watching and taking notes. I was so nervous I was shaking. It's amazing I managed to hear or say anything at all. It was a 11.5 minute interview with feedback afterwards. In the feedback they told me I lacked warmth and rapport and was too professional/clinical, and my overall structure wasn't great. That being said, I did get 14 out of 20. I think they were just exceptionally kind as I did miss a lot of pertinent points, and interrupted once which was a big no no. I managed to keep it together during the interview and feedback, and had a meltdown when I was in a safe distance away from the building afterwards. I rather want to explain to the lecturer that I have terrible social anxiety, which makes situations like this exceptionally difficult for me. Its not going to make any difference to my mark, and I don't care about that as long as I passed. But I'm embarrassed about the feedback I have, and want to be able to explain some of it. Does anyone have any thoughts? Potential repercussions of explaining social anxiety to your lecturer?",6.097966023875112,7.971880623966942,6.768209366391186,70.48393021120296,67.1404958677686,10.832323232323231,37.411386593204774,10.864195022040775,4.728365656565657,1069,58,177,33,18,351,134,242,0.141,0.777,0.08199999999999999,-0.8825,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,0,7,12,0,3,16,0,22,0,0,2,1,36,42,17,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,14,13,0,2,6,1,0,3,5,6,0,1,18,5,25,6,33,22,4,16,0,1,1,0,17,8,0,3,6,134,39,14,0.1520887338670882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783369974827825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068511087490603,0.0,0.3490423953694553,0.0,0.0,0.10634397895906686,0.0,0.12515606917265168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428923719230999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506460036026182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589003564541964,0.0,0.0,0.1330938759149802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690063359834297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946008621455407,0.0,0.08643553234291358,0.0,0.0,0.1676783660088617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141505654070016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518345471627616,0.0,0.15837701227764744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430287306877509,0.0,0.0,0.13459374351902592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930040278920715,0.0,0.0,0.20304082168930912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619695379291398,0.10305926215570864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377301292756905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446712138772141,0.12094706556590318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095410913475942,0.0,0.4651059335748395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435180019158285,0.0,0.13293225698213407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974523195881144,0.0,0.12074146621404015,0.0,0.0,0.14416233643712054,0.14532730282950665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941175143605548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Aura1661,2018/03/27,Can't hold a conversation 😞 I can't hold a conversation when I talk to people. I literally don't know what to say everytime and I just sit their not saying anything. I can't think of anything to say and it's so awkward is there anything I can do? 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I’ve made so much progress with my social anxiety, but i got high tonight and i just feel like shit. It’s not even just because i’m high, it’s because being high forces me to analyze all of my interpersonal relationships and pushes my ego aside so that I can see where i’m failing. And i’m still not where I want to be man. I feel like I can’t just be a nice person, i try so hard, because it’s not in my nature to say nice things or ask people about stuff, because I always had assumed that no one wants to talk to me. Now I’m in a position to actually do these things, and i hate that i have to try so hard. Other people are just effortlessly loving and generous and people love and support them back, but no one cares about me. And the worst part is that it’s my fault, and half the time i don’t even realize that i’m doing things that push people away. I really try to be a good person, and be the kind of person i would want to be friends with, but having to control all of this so much gives me even more anxiety. So now i just get to sit here and whither away, not knowing if i’m just inherently unlikable and people don’t want to spend time with me, or if i’m just pushing people away with my anxiety, or if people are just mean. This fucking sucks. I can’t do this anymore man. I just want to be normal. 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It's been a long time problem since I was a kid. Seeked for advice and nothing has really change. Still the same ever since (22m) It only became worse when I broke up with my 3yr relationship with my ex. It was a happy breakup but after that fall. My mind just became worse. My Overthinking situation became worse to a point where is just doesn't make sense anymore. I became numb with the whole situation. 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Help? So I recently increased my Zoloft dose from 75mg to 100mg, and I'm not sure if it's the reason I feel terrible. My life is nowhere near where I wanted it to be, so I've felt pretty down and hopeless for a while now, but I've still been able to get my mind off it and enjoyed my hobbies etc. However the last couple of days I haven't felt like doing anything. I've been thinking a lot more and been feeling more lonely and hopelessness than usual. But I just increased my dose a last week, does it give side effects that fast? I'm unsure if I should go back to 75mg. Talking to my doctor isn't possible at the moment, she won't be available until the middle of April.",4.9399371069182445,4.416719723270443,5.994339622641507,83.55238993710692,68.74842767295598,8.827672955974844,29.616352201257854,8.167268648758528,1.8481748427672968,592,19,128,7,9,198,96,159,0.15,0.754,0.096,-0.8243,1,2,0,0,0,2,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,8,0,12,6,0,3,2,31,25,16,0,6,11,0,5,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,8,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,5,5,14,4,15,16,6,24,0,4,0,0,4,7,0,6,15,82,20,1,0.17398587334946622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317554920944853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378439709870446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925120595969844,0.0,0.11220649481822564,0.0,0.14985377777189762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808191378588198,0.1522562102382282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404023987322888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639174557681752,0.0,0.3341074460878423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909004378229936,0.1669031034813681,0.0988801813305264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661906344133854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836434167299885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289136772029148,0.08500070935262677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791656772800688,0.0,0.0,0.11613692148321658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567613428571927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614293034367986,0.0,0.17700618224695033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788864551095381,0.17179006012044093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894534320359847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279592531872759,0.0,0.0,0.13984325453055266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114831224006822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916208589553971,0.0,0.10262137592005548,0.0,0.13956097293484274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,zordoz,2018/03/27,"in hell buying office clothes I'm starting an office job for the first time in my life and as if that wasn't stressful enough now I have to buy a bunch of new clothes. I've always hated having to dress up at all and I don't know what I'm doing. Every dress shirt I try on doesn't fit right or looks completely stupid on me, I can't even seem to tuck a shirt in properly. I feel like a kid playing dress up and if I think that I look like a moron I know it will ruin my confidence in everything else at my new job. The worst part is that since I have such a negative opinion I could be rejecting clothes that would be perfectly fine. I'd give anything to have to wear a uniform.",1.8480593607305915,3.2328482123287685,3.379657534246576,92.50227168949776,77.15068493150685,6.784474885844749,23.125570776255714,7.492282038375204,0.7535132420091326,533,16,123,7,12,176,92,146,0.206,0.674,0.12,-0.9485,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,13,4,1,9,0,15,4,3,0,2,16,27,7,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,1,2,0,5,8,0,1,1,3,14,5,18,21,5,18,1,2,2,0,2,12,1,5,8,78,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114463684358806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494797874861553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045314807675093,0.0,0.0,0.1450301389980401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174254060714226,0.0,0.0,0.1876896368561161,0.0,0.1199759568301156,0.0,0.15304521052795966,0.0,0.16325237482871952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184604824855618,0.12976846541606335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545086219462063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425210224043106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933854663556828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605127164216737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996565926860954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830246248149094,0.17748684101942466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30507502085076105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35087110157795165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670571514179394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512532114636696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536436745620214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026005817344432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285704955858285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807572384760228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163918946828617,0.0,0.0,0.10591967327926956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332621101620568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903663047266242,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gogigaga,2018/03/27,"I don't know what to do. I was a pretty quiet kid growing up. I was a fairly smart and attentive student; grades were never an issue for me. I was very well behaved, I can only remember 2 or 3 times I've gotten in trouble in school. In elementary school, I was well respected by everyone: rarely alone during recess, never been a target of bullying, never picked a fight with anyone. I remember the fact that although I spent a lot of time playing with others, I didn't spend much time talking to them. &nbsp; As a child I was disciplined the old fashion way, beating and yelling (neither of which were severe), but besides that I had not been abused in any way. I'm the only child of two loving parents. &nbsp; I grew up alongside many cousins in my age range. I had discovered video games though my cousins, and was hooked ever since. I spent most of my youth playing video games as an only child living in the top floor of an apartment building. Nothing in life was more interesting to me than the games I played. &nbsp; During middle school and high school I woke up every day, going through the motions, trying my best to avoid conflict and social interaction while simultaneously hoping to make some friends. Looking back at it, it's a miracle I was able to make some friends in high school. I honestly believe that if it weren't for the game 'League of Legends', I would never have been able to make friends. I always kept to myself and avoided being the center of attention. I would never answer questions in class, despite knowing the answers to most of them. For some reason, I always felt like I was being judged by everyone around me at all times. I tried to keep my anxiety down by avoiding social interaction in the least suspicious ways possible. I did not want my classmates to think I was weird or anything. Home was a safe place where I could spend hours playing games in an attempt to run away from the anxiety of social interaction. &nbsp; Fast-forward a few years and I'm now in my 2nd year of college. 21 years old, still a virgin, never kissed a girl, never had a girlfriend or a girl friend. I find the fact that I've never experienced these things in my 21 years of living extremely pathetic; however, I do not actually care much about experiencing these things at this time, if that makes any sense. I seem to have adopted the mindset that I can survive and be happy without meaningful social interaction. I'm the same passive, agreeable kid I've been ever since I could remember. I have not been able to make any friends in college -- not surprising. I'm unable to hold a conversation with anyone, but at the same time I don't feel the need or desire to talk to others. It seems like no one shares my interests (not that I would be able to know or find out). I always get nervous when speaking to people which makes it hard for me to express my thoughts to others, usually resulting in an awkward situation. I always feel terrible whenever I create these awkward situations, but I honestly try my best to avoid making what few social interactions I have awkward. &nbsp; I consider myself a happy person, but I know that I can't keep living this way. I want to be myself around others, but social anxiety prevents me from doing so. I want to overcome my social anxiety, but I honestly feel I've let it fester for so long that I lack the willpower required to do so. I don't know what to do. I need help. I need someone I could relate to. &nbsp; **tl;dr:** I've coped with social anxiety by running away from uncomfortable experiences my whole life. This is what I believe to be the reason why I lack the social skills a typical 21 year-old would have. I believe my social anxiety has festered to the point where I lack the willpower to overcome it. I'm looking for any sort of help: advice, support, someone to relate to. I'm at my wit's end. Discord: boop#8535.",5.042095437755815,6.51626711590297,5.894495357891586,77.27574922631528,69.21563342318059,8.569072576619746,31.26095637416393,8.998388855275968,2.775052930018968,3088,130,546,57,54,1014,306,742,0.112,0.71,0.179,0.9963,4,5,0,0,3,0,109.0,0,0,2,8,17,44,1,8,42,0,56,5,0,11,13,123,103,30,0,20,20,3,5,2,6,4,2,4,1,8,34,15,0,13,26,11,4,6,23,12,2,2,31,13,80,32,97,58,22,84,0,0,2,3,50,40,0,18,36,385,114,11,0.17414088801100622,0.05158211914107666,0.04248409664341196,0.0,0.0,0.042542115083364064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045089360458858016,0.0,0.0,0.14489916896084,0.2830223691069461,0.0,0.11842177539298168,0.0,0.19982595402577327,0.0,0.0,0.060881678937308566,0.0,0.035825778266947696,0.07751115517101419,0.0,0.0,0.0818055483269176,0.03347589845123617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714786085315434,0.09137505916426948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04438706030225428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427799682782438,0.0,0.0,0.028076616612718985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03855928475594785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787602014799722,0.03668030219604667,0.08319954056916241,0.0,0.04258580087283483,0.0,0.0,0.06603814899495182,0.0,0.04180064035713617,0.0,0.07958080840693672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681760226276918,0.0,0.022745356646413504,0.0,0.024742069933748462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268810671218546,0.03899900772539888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583614832507,0.09199470459091356,0.043669377313792425,0.04324029857910661,0.042873424170053936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04543946096510188,0.0,0.07739221127733449,0.0,0.0,0.11962909734148568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04451771409934691,0.06150042958003268,0.04253822084308111,0.0,0.11532719589201312,0.03852730149889294,0.07311724371294077,0.0,0.0,0.037012088912467864,0.039292237586032994,0.0,0.20342069120363046,0.04413788198750174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640067947977351,0.09684244644673587,0.2686163765586079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041773219663070515,0.0,0.13704867623786532,0.0,0.029500593129465624,0.09933149431598896,0.0,0.0,0.048340711987885886,0.0,0.0,0.030181841341048926,0.03801327662100927,0.045485040993209234,0.0,0.04115485661992658,0.04907942152079632,0.0,0.044290971971628325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04876941214669541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952291799962832,0.0,0.0,0.14795075953436498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029984450680212,0.0,0.07926566208543298,0.0,0.04918240905483669,0.0,0.07202557104249382,0.09787082717078126,0.0,0.4437867631202061,0.07377450465159226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03476728452813623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04940325401300067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998392472182373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057845734063574815,0.027895612384144838,0.04277313457730806,0.0345621033386975,0.15231442830471434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867267403852716,0.0,0.04252758598151688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047947896426194236,0.035921117529557366,0.07703460568779236,0.1382249313119986,0.0,0.0,0.07828678590089985,0.0,0.039283766386872435,0.048605520633663454,0.0,0.04196640045263243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237046904968562,0.0,0.0,0.14017627805725494 socialanxiety,Solaseii,2018/03/27,"Internet strangers understand me better than my own parents So I haven't gotten any professional to tell me I have social anxiety, but due to the fact that I find myself in many of you guys' shoes I'm going to guess that I do. My parents, especially my dad, think that I'm just overreacting and get mad at me when I tell them how socially anxious I am. Currently, I need to start applying for my first lab internship. I am absolutely terrified. I cannot talk to people on the phone, and do even worse in person. Whenever I give presentations I stutter, ramble, make incoherent sentences, flail my hands everywhere, completely forget what I'm supposed to say, turn bright red and tremble etc. I have only gone through a drive-thru once only because my brother made me. I loathe driving and only do when it's absolutely necessary. I haven't joined any clubs, held any job, and have only one ""friend"" who I don't talk to much. I never order out since I cannot order without making a fool of myself. I have to call this big company tomorrow to ask about the internship and I am so afraid. Whenever I to talk to older adults they always look/sound like they are annoyed by my stuttering and overall awkwardness and that makes me talk even worse. If I have to do a phone interview for this internship followed by in-person interview I am going to implode. My dad is very social and works with many people so he doesn't understand why making phone calls or talking to people is so difficult for me. My mom says she understands but her job is practically interacting with people (which she loves to do) all day. The posts I've looked at here make me feel like, for once, I'm not alone or misunderstood. Thanks for reading I'm not looking for anything I just wanted to say this and have someone say for once, that I'm not overreacting and have to just suck it up.",5.420903165735567,6.424910117318442,6.2794553072625705,76.61022579143392,67.9385474860335,9.877281191806333,30.838454376163874,10.02789654360092,3.0640108007448785,1474,57,275,35,24,487,185,358,0.138,0.7809999999999999,0.081,-0.9718,7,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,3,3,14,17,3,3,7,0,26,3,2,7,3,47,62,23,0,3,12,6,2,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,13,14,0,1,6,2,0,5,11,10,0,2,4,10,48,7,41,58,4,27,0,0,4,1,44,8,1,4,13,174,61,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298361244640116,0.0,0.0,0.06666903432697573,0.0,0.0,0.16345984863867233,0.0,0.0612941329427287,0.09051656378916642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659346788031685,0.0,0.07490450356124605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884244211497639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086257978088091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636297693244739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400779367348192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167292345878331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935869959342754,0.10584141589616797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04051276625724234,0.057240127443857175,0.0,0.0,0.0732312777982103,0.06815286890401058,0.0,0.0,0.06190309085110068,0.0,0.0418611362346424,0.07686160507194878,0.09107187689554284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826488809109638,0.0793346998846767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902009603754896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782884298352958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20185026867790973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231443921158383,0.07581463808409561,0.26741474565544565,0.16246497425475356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383948307077622,0.0,0.0,0.05889987127094087,0.0594104386083873,0.061796056381846924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559862145683874,0.054293646267799436,0.2437496309300782,0.0,0.0,0.17793496595038738,0.0,0.0,0.22218973161526248,0.13992121346737635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673600801509046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014501878713806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548691716826833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627885173792528,0.0,0.0,0.2450269534863751,0.0678882428152764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567117098075949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32200051339678176,0.14006265496571702,0.07376680313177762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051339798646137934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715118187138596,0.0,0.25023365628872524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611014362100608,0.04725881965872383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229884859994191,0.0,0.0,0.07723603696063439,0.0,0.058330743072119336,0.0,0.16330504958354106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,dotspot10,2018/03/28,"How I’ve learnt to manage & accept my SA. I recently shared this on r/anxiety. Posting here to hopefully spread further encouragement and support :) —— I’ve sought therapy to treat my social anxiety for the last 7 years or so. Most recently I saw a therapist who I resonated with and I felt helped put me on the path to helping me manage my anxiety, She prefaced the very first session with the notion that I will never truly be free of anxiety which is OK, it is a part of who I am, but I can learn to manage it. And that is what I set out to do (which for me was a new outlook / way of approaching my anxiety). As the sessions progressed I made notes of the key takeaways which I have sought to incrementally embed in my daily life. I now refer to this list almost daily. What I’ve learned in my sessions (these are taken from the notes I’ve jotted down in my phone over several months): 1. I can re-wire my brain to change my inner belief system. It takes time, but I am making progress. 2. CBT is effective to put things into perspective. It helps rationalize and observe the situation. 3. What is the worst thing that can happen in any situation? Think of it, define it and realize it's not that bad. 4. My mind, thoughts and perception of a situation are the problem - not the person or situation itself. Someone else in the exact same situation would perceive and react differently based on their own perceptions. 5. Progress is based on small incremental improvements through various tools and exercises such as hypnosis, meditation, CBT and exposure. Like a jigsaw, all the pieces come together and I can effectively tackle my anxiety. 6. A 'so what' attitude is the attitude to have. So what if I fail, so what if something goes wrong? So what!? 7. I can embrace my awkwardness. Laugh at it and myself - don't take anxiety so seriously, no one else around me does. 8. I don't judge anyone else so harshly, so I shouldn't judge myself so harshly. If I see someone awkward or anxious I am empathetic - I don't negatively judge them. So why do I judge myself, and why would anyone judge me. Don't be so critical of myself or hold myself to a higher standard. 9. My inner dialogue defines my reality. Think positive, and be positive. Think confident, act confident and be confident. 10. Setting exposure goals and tracking them helps. 11. Writing thoughts and progress down helps solidify it in my mind. 12. Even when I have a bad day - don't be harsh - I am making progress. 13. If I diet for 3 weeks then binge one day. I haven't lost all progress for the other 20 days where I ate healthy. The same applies for anxiety. One bad experience does not negate the progress I have made. 14. Each day I am moving forward and improving. 15. Meditation is like weight loss. It's takes time to notice the work you've put in before you see results. Don't be disheartened and persevere. Each day I am improving. 16. As I improve, I notice I am more observant of my thoughts. When I have a thought which provokes a negative reaction (i.e a knot in my stomach) I catch myself questioning the thought and whether it is rationale in the context of the situation. I then stop (or attempt to stop) my thought and replace it with a more reasonable and rationale thought. This doesn't happen every time - I still go into autopilot from time to time, but I find more and more I am becoming more observant and intercepting my negative thoughts on a more regular basis. My sessions have since ended, but I still go back and add to this list from time to time. Perhaps in sharing my list, it may be of benefit to someone else. 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Didn't really think there was a term to describe my thoughts/feelings until I stumbled across this sub... I didn't know there was a condition that made people feel awkward in normal societal situations. I noticed when I went to my first party in high school and had some drinks that I came out of my shell for the first real time. Met new people, had great conversations, etc.. I thought it was awesome, until the next Monday when I went back to school people wanted to pick up where we left off at the party, but I was already clammed back up, like I normally was (sober). This has been going on now for a decade and I just thought I was different and nobody understood. After finding this sub it really hit home that this is a real issue and I'm not alone. Definitely has changed my perspective of myself the last couple of hours roaming this sub. Just wanted to drop a ""thank you"" to all those that have shared their thoughts and feelings. Would love to talk to some of you about it and how you cope if anyone is interested (PM me if so). 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I've pretty much conquered initially meeting people and have ""figured out"" how to behave and be around new people. It's when I start developing relationships (romantic or platonic) that I find myself questioning how much they really want me around, getting anxiety about feeling like the odd one out, or how well I actually fit in with the person or people.",7.419812734082399,8.961173247191011,8.226460674157305,62.50276217228466,63.71910112359551,11.776029962546813,35.05805243445693,11.538034831475384,4.813447940074907,405,18,61,13,6,136,58,89,0.077,0.758,0.165,0.7959999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,11,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,18,10,12,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,7,3,10,9,2,16,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,4,10,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.1604533053142626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25156656525011456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29274297980970554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313730015267495,0.1174639526183085,0.0,0.0,0.1502798077083999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590432521376726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032886039391451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24173991209157414,0.0,0.0,0.31760186358637843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141740204773798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559613207068561,0.1435679786453022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672774852217826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419159157016676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533369937993922,0.0,0.0,0.3530579232441631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075591216916085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491387191761479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698105159941008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783618521611305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,berryclouds2001,2018/03/28,"My 13 year old daughter is suffering with severe anxiety and I don't know how to help her Things have just been gradually getting worse. She refuses to leave the house at the weekends. She hates school. She refuses to take part in drama class, do presentations, and do P.E. She hates the attention being on her. She struggles with friendships and although she has a small group of friends she says she feels left out and like she can't be herself around them. She struggles to make eye contact with others and talk to people/hold a conversation. She noticeably gets very nervous when others talk to her, (voice shaking, fidgeting.) I have suffered myself with anxiety in my younger years so I do understand how she is feeling. I just have no idea how to help her. She's been doing counselling, however she barely talks during her sessions. She really struggles to open up to people and talk about how she's feeling, she says she finds it embarrassing. She keeps telling me how different she feels from everyone else and how she wishes she could be 'normal'. I'm really worried about her and don't want things getting any worse than they already are. Advice would be very much appreciated. 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The hallways are so congested because they walled off an entire wing of the school that large crowds of people are all pushing and shoving to get to classes and it’s enough to where the passing periods send me into full on panic attack mode. If that wasn’t enough for me to deal with they are closing the library, the hallways, and the cafeteria during lunch and separating us into four lunch periods and we are forced to eat in the gym. Not only is the gym too small to fit about 500 people per lunch, but it just so happens that I have no friends in my lunch and the cafeteria is making me so anxious that I have been sitting in the bathroom stall the last two weeks since the changes were implemented. I used to be indifferent to school but now I feel like it is a living hell. I wish I could sit with other people during lunch but sitting alone makes me feel like I have no friends and I am afraid people will try to pick on me if they see me, and I want to stop having flares during passage periods. Does anyone have any tips to cope?",8.281162018592298,6.819434111553786,7.846384462151395,76.06275066401066,62.46613545816732,10.597742363877822,35.259296148738386,9.2995712137729,3.021350332005312,1026,36,195,14,12,325,134,251,0.131,0.789,0.079,-0.8995,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,4,0,9,10,2,4,19,0,21,11,0,9,2,40,37,18,0,5,7,0,2,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,10,16,8,1,3,2,1,3,4,6,0,2,4,3,24,4,28,30,5,30,1,2,1,0,12,17,1,2,9,134,34,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974622757825558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549286371752512,0.0,0.0,0.10880082832194704,0.0,0.06734091746730525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956445619144298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058708571524587715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188128251658086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689424361713543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928950283623963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427993574365211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854730965167408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902418573867472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973926172599351,0.13760516348480414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881491913405126,0.0,0.05031704813094195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516500391099965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175487794390486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785040193063706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605062885395794,0.0941026222995474,0.0,0.08504188578961384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571458271490199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324670932640809,0.0,0.1129968963500608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670718577063904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902084728400913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6822831258374623,0.07674514895576888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966712022023166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051794936180645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653869311563338,0.0,0.0940790959662605,0.0,0.11584688024966053,0.2495380320078788,0.0,0.0,0.05680505875546803,0.0,0.07725261132446662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074965196526762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Kruxtyn,2018/03/28,"Public multiplayer videogames give me a lot of anxiety (; ω ; *) (Is this the right place to post this??? Probably not...) I've had social anxiety for pretty much as long as I can remember, but I am not a shy or introverted person. Around people I know, I'm very very extroverted and outgoing. So, about a half a year ago my friend wanted me to play Overwatch with her. I asked my parents to get me the game, and they did. I didn't know Overwatch was completely multiplayer at the time, and when I started the game on my own just to see what it was about, I had an immediate anxiety attack when it put me in a full lobby full of people that I didn't know, and I scrambled for the off button on my Xbox. Then I just sat there for like 5 minutes shaking and sweating for no reason! I don't have a fear of being bad at the game, I just don't know why I cannot handle playing games with people. A day later I gathered up all my strength and said ""I can do this, I just have to play the game. It's that easy! You're just scared, that is all."" so I loaded up the game again. I got myself to hit play, and then I had another anxiety attack. I never even played the game past the tutorial, and the disc has been in my Xbox ever sense. So, recently I got Fortnite. I actually understood how to play THIS game, but the only thing that scared me was the public multiplayer... once again. I would keep my microphone muted and I just listened to the people on my team. It took me like half a match to actually gather the courage to turn on my microphone. I said hi to my teammates but I stuttered a lot which combined with my squeaker voice (I'm a female btw), made me sound extremely cringy so I muted myself again because I felt too stupid to say anything. Everytime I was put on a team with talkative people, I would completely shut down and start shaking extremely violently and start sweating because I just felt so stupid? For no reason? (Note: I'm never like this. The most anxious I usually get is at school around people I don't know and I usually just can't really bring myself to talk, but I never stutter and shake >_<) I was invited to chats, which I declined. It's hard to enjoy this game when 1. I'm very bad at it and don't fully understand how to play, but I'm too scared to ask anyone. and 2. I just can't enjoy the interaction with other players, which I'm ALWAYS fine with on ANY videogame.... just, not in voice chat, or with BIG groups of people. So um. Does anyone have any ideas on what I can do? Or, does anyone feel the same way as me? I just want to know if I'm alone or not, haha. Sorry this post was so long, eugh... 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Alcohol is like a magical cure for me. Not only does it make me conduct small-talk smoothly and suddenly read and become cognisant of body language and interacting with people just becomes smooth, it actually makes me want to DESIRE doing that. Is there anything comparable to alcohol that I could be prescribed to by a psychiatrist?",6.775238095238095,9.196972873015877,7.679555555555559,62.44600000000002,66.30158730158729,10.754285714285713,37.99682539682539,10.793553405168565,5.1618787301587306,293,16,41,9,5,98,48,63,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.7378,0,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,4,1,2,0,11,8,3,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,8,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,30,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.18862853963722745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6197223625369784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590657391772363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269594201967553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470774204997986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543307403005054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915420796074165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443442500077892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25805251474149593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940198991020809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400677207543732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933478237272763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536361322639014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140107029883244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407214372154982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ansiousdude,2018/03/28,"I have social anxiety and I want to slowly put myself in situations that I feel anxious, but I need ideas. What situations can you come up with? Hello, reddit! So, I'm trying to face my fears by deliberately creating situations that causes me anxiety. For example, I started to make grammar mistakes when I post on facebook. I want to stop worrying about the way people perceive me, and I want to stop being afraid of making mistakes or being ridiculed. So, I was wondering if you guys could help me come up with other things I can do to expose myself to the situations I'm afraind of. Keep in mind that the things that terrify you probably terrify me either, like dancing in front of other people, talking on the phone etc. Thank you!",4.7407707509881405,6.681029717391307,6.233162055335972,72.71875494071149,70.66666666666667,9.076152832674573,30.66139657444005,9.573946990214177,3.213107246376812,583,25,98,14,11,198,83,138,0.238,0.657,0.105,-0.9703,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,0,4,7,1,2,4,0,8,1,1,3,0,28,23,8,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,3,4,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,21,2,22,19,2,18,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,5,74,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197883312488127,0.14913686722424355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356134912616674,0.0,0.22743464421563664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540146410194297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722914744794022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485510809987041,0.06674962889959264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071340876941612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848538477309098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902636173601655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733902587599428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449477684955178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623911358152686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329527676699585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788580480265184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830420815558053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643175303606413,0.0,0.14233210642667435,0.0,0.0,0.13270930764787256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5935515903916576,0.0,0.1345704060440411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343932625784666,0.0,0.0,0.22073719305899486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610687326675053,0.0,0.1215396327885962,0.0,0.0,0.17540685229366312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962801313614481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335936767010079,0.10478560131719722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431622303191283,0.0,0.13406538773228532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tom97502,2018/03/28,"A bad month Broke my foot. Attempted to work at a new job, the first job out of family. Pain got too intense on the fourth day, had a panic attack. Haven't been back since. Starting Lexapro prescription again, after I stopped taking of my own accord last summer. Been sitting inside trying to let foot heal, everytime I try to get up and out I regret it as I can feel the foot regressing. Depressed, anxious, agoraphobic. Its rough and seems like theres noone to help. Scheduled an appointment with a psychiatrist, soonest was a month out. Constantly let my girlfriend down because of my issues. Feelsbadman. Thought maybe writing some things down, sharing with some people who had the same affliction would help. Sometimes I feel like I am drowning, the voices of other people constantly judging me and putting me down. Been having fucking panic attacks in my own apartment. Anyways have a good day",4.7355625,7.663048431250004,4.535,80.36,74.0625,7.0,30.625,8.07648339933343,2.5934375,719,33,114,12,16,220,110,160,0.183,0.72,0.098,-0.944,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,5,14,3,2,12,0,14,6,3,0,0,19,23,4,1,2,0,0,3,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,10,0,1,8,4,13,4,22,12,5,30,0,3,0,1,6,11,1,3,19,80,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136791021871912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30486059754755984,0.0,0.1030282348635657,0.1118740938810496,0.08167762985505192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28958610657560296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282190378031115,0.0,0.11540336949819957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631163498465967,0.0,0.1354963668267789,0.09572080632679532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396982949373854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386942647580695,0.07000301874006074,0.0,0.0,0.11238248663065144,0.10716216639081122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961819940689705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984829901446502,0.2659241426359218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092178205758962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740229069877116,0.0,0.13091919890016715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460860695691454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389533317786308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940611053744902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257230999868345,0.3144112839122514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578033643100847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469459925711835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197732738749625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108359714431274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251721522072946,0.0,0.09483715067333902,0.0,0.0,0.11201967777238687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074204035163567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901544320966945,0.0,0.0,0.10637123019551582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193764289114345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975446074256355,0.0,0.0,0.09518098464780833,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sheenaah,2018/03/28,"I hate being lonely I recently broke up with my boyfriend, and after this I somehow managed to try talking to my only friend but she saw my message and didn't even answer me. We didn't have any contact since then. The only one who still talks to me now is my ex-boyfriend, but he only talks about how he can't play some games because of me (we used to play a few games together), how lonely he is since we broke up, only things like that. I already felt guilty for breaking up, and reading this doesn't really help with this. So now I'm just hanging around a popular place in a game, hoping someone come up to me and talk to me, even if it's just hi. I wish I was able to go to someone instead of hoping for that, but i'm really not able to do that. I just hate this feeling of loneliness",3.536779846659368,3.9869576506024127,4.725575027382259,88.06110076670319,71.89156626506023,7.482146768893758,27.13910186199343,7.348242739294969,1.250910843373494,614,20,135,6,11,203,94,166,0.182,0.7,0.118,-0.8953,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,0,0,15,13,2,0,4,0,10,0,0,3,0,30,23,12,0,4,8,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,3,6,0,3,5,6,0,1,5,3,20,7,24,17,2,17,0,4,1,0,20,7,0,5,7,94,30,2,0.2723216730623201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025686896582374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259403799522614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121201228645165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300238215020209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172905041671777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986589673079562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884701012553099,0.0,0.1307357559404682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519752454241547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738334122836746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688612732189286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126573857958448,0.0,0.0,0.2704768670303862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652130697961156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922661067036607,0.41422580729691777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225909381828905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361976835872711,0.0,0.17445623695868795,0.0,0.1344423995088063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22526730205167256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307372698684728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873821993990722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377636908917099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045920954942598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924442701726098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759924519740035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657824226864595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JussStop,2018/03/28,"Im currently donating plasma So in my anxiety stricken state of debilitation, I pulled myself together enough to donate plasma around a bunch of people. Had to walk a mile to get in here too. I feel like thats progress. And because i came in today, i finally know how much weight ive gained since September of 2017. Like 55lbs. Or more. Fuck me. And fuck you anxiety. 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I’m currently 18 years old and I recently started using tinder. Behind the screen I can chat away make jokes and make conversations flow but in person I struggle. So I don’t know why but I agreed to meet up with a someone after we have been talking for only a day and I’m thinking about calling it off because my anxiety is building. I never really went on dates/blind dates sort of, so I don’t know what to do. We meet in 3 hours and I feel like she won’t like my personality. Edit: You know honestly I didn’t know what to talk about the whole time during the date but she did most of the talking so it was fun even though I probably won’t see her again. I survived guys!",0.88232142857143,3.098251258503403,2.8434651360544234,91.04029974489798,84.03401360544217,5.8518707482993175,20.75212585034014,7.1686216300943375,0.5447554421768706,553,17,120,8,16,185,96,147,0.044,0.79,0.166,0.9632,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,0,1,8,7,0,1,6,0,13,0,0,3,1,25,28,11,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,7,2,0,2,6,2,0,0,5,3,19,5,18,20,3,21,0,0,2,0,17,6,0,5,15,78,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252943359010961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388048915794236,0.0,0.0,0.09984122549382878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724180844776626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562715088711393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081778082082754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281412755214902,0.1170073449227735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217194140344773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612942793757431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36004568184769314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003320960781445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218654225835064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632034215908938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718637897570895,0.0,0.0,0.12456513644649095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28601979795115384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658688760824842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492424459262813,0.0,0.16171697218279732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305146680198366,0.14910283109881806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387736785016629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592718058019652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122263118651854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949302017884033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049461941597942,0.16091697950049466,0.0,0.09550378596032053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414568167020869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182943820392106,0.1477896135704818,0.1828590222510257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547154649994582 socialanxiety,rosenoble,2018/03/28,"This stupid phone anxiety (small rant) So, my car needs a lot of work. I asked my husband about what needs to be done, and he tells me ""Why don't you call the garage and ask whatever you want. It'd be one less thing for me to stress about today."" So now I have to make a stupid phone call, and I hate it and I really don't think some people get how hard it is. How do you equate making phone calls when you have phone anxiety/phobia with something that will make people understand what they are asking when they want me to make a phone call? Like walking a tightrope? 80 stories up? In the wind? I really hate this.",2.1279870129870133,3.875615420634922,2.7375901875901896,95.83720779220779,77.33333333333334,6.486580086580088,18.597402597402606,7.348242739294969,0.033295238095238044,477,9,110,6,11,148,77,126,0.163,0.797,0.039,-0.9514,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,2,1,9,6,4,1,6,0,12,0,0,6,0,19,28,10,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,1,1,16,1,11,23,3,9,0,0,0,0,21,3,0,2,5,68,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438638511514904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826961886992896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5573362179041579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396390802099056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129120649165624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223533602668328,0.2694387264425128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666417970610172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600769837840055,0.0,0.0,0.3643344938288481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235675509855575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246427343889074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891990454836334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483092950998044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050484008485178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156306770320349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926618046104542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065349547811996,0.08743375158300071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293417536385196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205267595259805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096735893441308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312786054722535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933961242372692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ingest_Trouser,2018/03/28,"Anyone else have anxiety focusing on others rather than yourself? Most of what I hear about social anxiety is a result of your own low self esteem or fear of shame, and most solutions I hear are solutions regarding improving those aspects of yourself. But what I struggle with is a focus on other people, and how a potential social mistake might impact them. There's a difference between ""If I make a mistake they will probably judge me and make me feel worse about myself"" and ""If I make a mistake it will make them feel bad/scared/annoyed"". I don't really see a way to combat this, any thoughts?",9.7875,7.867702035714284,9.476357142857145,67.0186428571429,59.89285714285714,12.888571428571426,40.25714285714285,11.602472056035307,4.751083571428572,476,20,80,11,5,155,75,112,0.236,0.705,0.059,-0.9543,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,3,0,5,7,0,3,7,0,8,0,0,6,0,25,18,9,0,6,5,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,5,13,0,12,14,3,4,0,1,1,0,9,3,0,6,0,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700719006550345,0.0,0.2632519602651827,0.0,0.0,0.1203088562941238,0.1762965412148777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436635145283424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976683152970405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437346535202087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361614614459005,0.1739981401311166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878498736998013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594074676830064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825292337830102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928523903985573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551055794211774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022650333593896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711011735878864,0.0,0.17949685639528634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507884726007101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798752233189302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659699260527114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657379106286135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534457361620115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Felicity1111,2018/03/28,"Wanting to break the touch barrier with a man with social anxiety, will it scare him away? I have been in a very long and drawn out attraction of a man I work with. He is very socially anxious and introverted. I have worked with him for several years and am deeply attracted to him. He left work awhile ago and I kept contacted him and started meeting him for coffee which although very nervous he seemed to generally enjoy. Understand at this point he may only consider me a friend as I don't have a lot to go on. However I am hopeful as he always says yes or reschedules when he cant. He once told me he really enjoys meeting with me and thanked me for coming to see him. He has now come back to work and it has been a bit awkward. Thankfully, I find he always catches my eye with a small smile which I believe is quite telling as he avoids looking at people and talking with them in general. He comes up to me in the lunch room to try and small talk and I know he hates the staff room. His body is almost always angled towards me, no matter who he is with etc. the problem is, I want him terribly. I also know he hates people in his personal space. He doesn't seem to mind when I am in his personal space, but he has never brushed up against me even a little bit, I have touched him once or twice and he didn't flinch as I have seen him do with others. But I have had no encouragement except as friends. The most open he has ever been has been to say he is happy for me to visit him whenever I want, which I believe for him is huge. How do I touch him without scaring him off. I would prefer this extreme pain of not having him then have him disappear. Any suggestions would be awesome.",4.2073963746989484,4.911777002915457,5.1911015337812145,84.40671568006084,70.51603498542273,8.530815058942832,28.907212574470787,8.716276077567194,2.043358828748891,1324,48,276,22,23,435,175,343,0.084,0.78,0.136,0.966,1,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,5,8,21,2,5,13,1,39,4,2,1,2,60,62,26,0,8,7,0,3,0,2,4,1,2,2,4,9,25,1,3,7,0,0,7,9,10,0,1,9,10,47,11,49,48,5,44,0,0,4,0,60,25,0,9,11,190,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421832658136054,0.0,0.09513618606673573,0.0,0.0,0.07597738246227607,0.23716129995434074,0.0,0.0,0.06460828909858615,0.0,0.07268040000388355,0.10733131781667687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892625785863212,0.07305482518886673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408160794055134,0.0,0.0,0.20744694548838266,0.10553180213625916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455213845024008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595836368785172,0.06275149084414497,0.08593963145366781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683504126149558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680496121018946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053994894161054616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011371426342657,0.0,0.1876002736638192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436378409417676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442716339954043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322581673945744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522237289564414,0.0,0.08407855819315438,0.07978228673267175,0.0,0.0,0.08077189292809805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959303891815601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327556294322267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023595579443626,0.0,0.07225740795350746,0.1010945707991552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173233550462146,0.16591359198016195,0.0,0.0,0.08981270093232067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090924958281152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105206327197723,0.0,0.0,0.060864172448443575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511073936217038,0.19023796066478588,0.0,0.07570859616147109,0.17298233520353062,0.0,0.10733131781667687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369615694172626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724672584195736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272669661222624,0.08304065413590184,0.17494009626124746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078364096677048,0.0,0.0645037873078579,0.0,0.0,0.09890605272390587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351731618674729,0.1681134760344911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158374205666246,0.0,0.2766660713165908,0.0,0.0,0.1349810603657894,0.0,0.0,0.0611816498608155 socialanxiety,tiodargy,2018/03/28,"Confidence isn't something that you 'find'. It's something that you TAKE. It took me a while to realize this, and I spent a really long time navigating my storm of anxiety, searching for a way around. The answer is to plow right fucking through it. There is no shortcut to confidence, and that's the truth. If it were easy, everybody would have it. I had pretty severe social anxiety for the longest time because I thought something was wrong with me, that maybe it had to do with my childhood, or the way I was raised, or how I saw myself as a person. In reality it was because I was being a little bitch. Sometimes you just need to man up, even though the truth hurts. I changed the way I think, and now I am a fucking bulldozer. Not to say that I don't have social anxiety--it's still there. But I don't let it control my mind anymore. It lessens everyday. I absolutely REFUSE to let it push me around, and it doesn't. Manifest will. Flip the paradigm. YOU are the one in charge. Give it 110%. Trust me. Be DEFIANT towards the way you feel! And apply this attitude towards every aspect of your life, whether it be sports, work, school, or anything you care about. I guarantee you that everybody is capable of it if they want it bad enough.",2.91,5.028847272727276,4.010743801652893,85.89975206611572,76.27272727272728,7.705785123966942,27.94214876033058,8.575989854853784,2.152877685950413,968,41,193,20,22,314,133,242,0.109,0.772,0.119,0.4071,0,0,3,0,0,0,39.0,0,8,1,2,12,10,3,0,15,0,26,3,0,2,2,33,39,16,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,23,9,0,2,6,1,1,2,6,6,0,1,11,3,30,4,24,21,1,23,0,1,1,2,16,9,3,5,8,143,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885159737219103,0.0,0.12219467915162575,0.0,0.0,0.10139420838397917,0.21937226767083284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287812216988156,0.15021960654642244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562437048272565,0.0,0.13034354078668042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381944123380468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731247796739753,0.0,0.08138135176989551,0.0,0.10381268417229424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230044551154878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261490275038664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278177824374736,0.0,0.1181976122862037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190259536991647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519882943803057,0.08702933577712542,0.0,0.12349229190795605,0.0,0.10904006627694583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237845173195793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124410506306496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913612457326924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349265338862563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758527176573296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535242104603345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893372032407306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522365198975954,0.0,0.09798431710493256,0.0,0.12469863557151965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391961786670513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512012841846658,0.0,0.2845673056698359,0.1218612976797483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098398456723639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926412145599894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789502328184222,0.12105663380853215,0.09781775240164477,0.14369356024721328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689472719082746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726745120388342,0.3912045506695998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970089224067926,0.0,0.0,0.08752733208510506,0.13471461502732046,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iamkimmyp,2018/03/28,"Anxiety is getting better but I'm still struggling. I have had social anxiety for years. I had some recovery in the past and made friends but moved away and did not stay in contact. So I 'cope' by being alone and not having a life. Lately, I have been in therapy for a while (CBT) and have been branching out. I went to a dance class and my toastmasters in the same week. Not a big deal for most people but for me it was huge. Tonight I went to work and planned on giving my icebreaker speech to Toastmasters. I was driving home and was so tired, worn out from a long day and anxious about my speech that I could not do it. I was in traffic debating whether or not to call text or email them to say I can't make it. I told myself I can power through it. (this has never worked before) and of course I got more upset with myself. So at the last minute I called and told them I could not make it. I felt awful but relieved at the same time. I will get back out there. I will make sure to get more rest, eat better etc and take care of myself. I have a stressful job and that does not help either. I just could not do it tonight. I was picturing standing there and instead of speaking breaking down crying. Or when they would give some gentle criticism during the evaluation - just losing it then. Anyway, just a rant about what happened. Any advice is greatly appreciated.",2.7130269607843163,4.653998562500004,3.44985294117647,90.5147549019608,76.24264705882355,6.298039215686276,23.465686274509807,7.1686216300943375,0.7782789215686271,1067,33,222,12,24,337,155,272,0.166,0.7170000000000001,0.117,-0.9289,2,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,3,7,15,11,0,3,12,1,29,3,0,4,2,53,49,27,0,4,20,0,1,0,1,3,2,4,1,0,11,17,1,0,1,1,0,5,10,4,0,0,18,5,31,7,32,24,10,39,0,1,0,0,17,15,0,6,16,170,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329391567075907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200774853686558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884226377005231,0.0,0.1773855134679459,0.13097768394976636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892818652044706,0.08914967224138637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986552594532373,0.0,0.0,0.20507664431504152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23677266694826984,0.0,0.11820718967315713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777027553937267,0.0,0.1273531727610752,0.07477084363596914,0.11952766649471495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014587017157108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863419219073225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930225169363838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113192941706139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957392028153352,0.0,0.18171949227845066,0.22243785215784706,0.0,0.0,0.09272673673453533,0.12782278075618106,0.0,0.0,0.10252417318761743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771123919048895,0.0,0.1162959279548856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150512293472657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450548114459574,0.13078385719168814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189090350705604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260206476533107,0.0,0.1297057033684807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970396234742046,0.23216986531800826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232244462794828,0.0,0.0,0.08941904114893298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067656866964436,0.08037726805497218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219907500838156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818486226699368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357518427683856,0.092588762775743,0.0,0.13280734207438125,0.12120425928243266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927081395225954,0.0,0.08717144276197701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258596062670047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760476436890575,0.1332544331601783,0.0,0.22156871407586856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299899887167568,0.0,0.0,0.21495259671284705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880944902969186,0.0,0.0,0.0823594968525007,0.0,0.0,0.07466069514474978 socialanxiety,whitewolf464,2018/03/28,"Having severe social anxiety in college I don't have any friends at school and I'm about to fail communications class because I can't bring myself to speak in front of the class. I tried to talk about it with my family a while ago but they clearly didn't understand. Just wondering if anyone has had the same experience? . 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So. I'm ugly. I've accepted that and moved on. I always dress professionally, I do my hair. Despite having severe social anxiety and depression I have a part time job. I know a symptom of social anxiety is that you think that everyone hates/dislikes you. But I always receive death glares, I have people call me names and laughing at me (I live in a small town so most of the time they call me by my name) I have people bumping into me on purpose. When I'm in someone's way (or if they are in my way) I apologize. It's not everyone of course, but a good 90% of everyone hates me, even though I try to be polite. Yes, even adults who should know better ... I think it's because I'm very ugly.. Please help ",1.4928846153846145,3.4790891858974398,3.7454871794871814,86.73284615384617,80.21794871794873,6.467692307692308,23.220512820512823,7.554174236665415,1.1067005128205127,587,20,121,9,15,202,90,156,0.108,0.7240000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.8958,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,2,1,6,7,1,0,5,1,10,2,1,0,0,19,20,11,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,24,5,15,18,2,16,0,1,0,0,15,9,0,4,3,77,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333120921073798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145023178322765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709269148491005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239938219272646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863158601105897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075241376692553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519903898135864,0.0,0.0,0.40189586341541095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759151041072605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841659348568666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397182781214264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912497634087154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409841300167856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379748641031454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900838757232693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182087465234856,0.0,0.2915871194058907,0.0,0.0,0.15389540758381173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763108019223365,0.0,0.15838394151958246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28582860452738706,0.11878939091155452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457195015699182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966655661690645,0.13774391648746134,0.0,0.16350127324524305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518530364277288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156781110859384,0.0,0.2225654442125677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fail_quail,2018/03/28,"Social anxiety and holidays... I've come a long way i think. didn't realise until chatting to an online friend recently about things just how far... She admitted, that despite being married, and a new mother, she still struggles even a trip to the local shops. She seemed to express sheer horror/amazement when i mentioned i'd just come back from a solo two week backpacking holiday in Scotland... Amusing in a a way: She's got the relationship aspect nailed that i've never managed for more than a week in my lifetime, but i've apparently done well on the solo aspect :) For the holiday part, the hardest part for me was setting foot in a restaurant solo. After i managed it once a few years back, it opened many doors culminating in said recent holiday, my first in five years :D So... epic pre-story aside, i'm now looking at overseas holidays... As before, just winging it solo is an option, but braving Scotland from England vs another country entirely is not quite the same... For the first time at least, is there any anxiety aware package holidays available? My googling hasn't found any but that doesn't mean they don't exist...",5.710857142857144,7.229181704761905,6.165238095238094,75.79642857142858,67.66666666666667,8.647619047619049,34.0,9.029198982220553,3.2139428571428565,898,42,149,16,15,290,136,210,0.025,0.833,0.142,0.9764,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,3,14,5,0,1,18,0,10,1,1,1,1,22,21,10,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,0,5,9,1,3,6,1,1,4,6,2,12,4,23,14,6,37,0,0,1,0,14,12,0,2,19,100,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930907177108928,0.14886929670461935,0.21721532633142826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183343472605712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208071276932038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445914242500197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452859409919984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377071095347747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415214466487348,0.0,0.1556642129627584,0.10968668153532476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354742552345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564014132026066,0.11922014358189333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143936624542626,0.0,0.15464837634792128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094970261307089,0.1371167753826808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511948111623615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074821863446599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100396323433693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803590811458982,0.15242405511068266,0.0,0.0,0.13504722642577688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924534808834187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472187115437055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337847114888812,0.0,0.0,0.1484192379528788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431942959631616,0.09096948256964944,0.0,0.0,0.08278461226544725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868534013161682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22538043450203546,0.2277616417877045,0.0,0.12764925729849882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828497371960269 socialanxiety,below_mediocre,2018/03/28,"Hyperhydrosis+anxiety= bad attacks I'm not sure if anyone else has these. I have severe Hyperhydrosis. To the point that when I start sweating I look like I hopped out of the shower without drying, within one minute. No joke. My hair is soaking wet and my face has beads coming down my face. Armpits create pit stains and chest is sweating through the shirt. My anxiety gives me hot flashes, tunnel vision, and shortness of breath. Somehow, my body temperature rises quickly. Within seconds, and my body responds to this heat quickly. Shortly after. Does any one have this and how have you coped? I hate leaving my house because it has affected me in a severe way. I know everyone notices my sweat cause there is no hiding it. which makes my hot flashes more frequent and more intense. Which makes me sweat even more. Any advice would really be appreciated. 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Does anybody here with SA have an emotional support animal? If so does it actually help with your anxiety? I would be worried if I had a dog with me it might cause attention towards me which I wouldn't want. 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Jeez I'm bad at this. Also every time I do say something in my brother's server, it just kinda sits there and nobody seems to notice it. And every time I think of posting something but then get too scared, I hate myself afterwards. I don't think I'll be able to do good in these conversations because I don't really have much experience with talking to anybody, so yeah... What can I do? Please help this is really painful. Also sorry for the bad grammar or spelling I'm not smart.",1.4153260869565223,3.9047221811594213,3.5070833333333367,85.280625,84.43478260869566,5.478985507246377,23.11775362318841,6.9077264865688965,1.0113753623188413,543,20,102,7,16,184,87,138,0.248,0.6659999999999999,0.087,-0.978,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,10,10,1,3,3,2,10,1,0,0,0,16,19,11,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,11,3,14,17,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,6,4,66,18,0,0.15385959198949,0.0,0.15014476726877135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460829202521113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661333452049764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569326651835467,0.09379137920369107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592666843218689,0.0,0.0,0.1505042043067086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803852864940354,0.0,0.0,0.12905012594188564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151904493439905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312884128954973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310450342382668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517016525454382,0.0,0.0,0.10425924144961657,0.0,0.16371745378463162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889162883613398,0.0,0.0,0.29470991681286063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713278885696955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235532302187765,0.4621208778129545,0.0,0.0,0.1400679939850852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23689726162613564,0.0,0.17223321656190588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366651194339184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971740279376649,0.0,0.0,0.17943353079026922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,newboldisle,2018/03/29,"Book recommendations/Advice I'm an 18 year old guy and I'm almost finished with my senior year of highschool. The past few years I've become very socially isolated. I'm usually very self-conscious and anxious in social situations, which has led me to mostly avoid them. I'm very quiet in school, and I feel like my lack of motivation to engage in human connection has distanced me from my family and friends. Last month I quit my job due to the anxiety of being around my co-workers. I'll likely have to get another job this summer, but I dread the thought of having to socialize in a work setting. I have a few friends that I talk to, but I feel like I'm incapable of expressing my emotions to them. I'm not diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, but this discomfort and lack of motivation to socialize has made me feel kind of alone. I've started reading again, so I'd love if anyone has any books in mind that might help my situation and any general advice would be much appreciated. Thank you. 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It’s a small victory but I’m happy and feeling optimistic about the coming week. Wish me luck :O",-0.09012295081966926,2.199653983606556,2.8591598360655723,88.14480532786888,91.1311475409836,5.017213114754099,20.739754098360656,6.6274283507984215,0.58662131147541,227,8,46,3,8,80,49,61,0.062,0.602,0.336,0.9562,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,6,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,4,8,6,1,16,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,8,26,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370363300936765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579599042215596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159941998954104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079783216033538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321295185910127,0.0,0.0,0.184577847174296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577553838091522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543194167677322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23073648374954264,0.0,0.2241966891932872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816984479612744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086031246642043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835703734285154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832712679571648,0.0,0.21480479467296829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747296098267905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384735127190075 socialanxiety,dostoevsky05,2018/03/29,"My Social Anxiety is Positively Reinforced Hello, I have an extreme, debilitating fear of being around people, talking to people, and of making a fool of myself. I had to order food yesterday, because the dining hall at my school where I usually get my premade sandwich was closed. I stayed in my room until 3 PM without eating anything and finally got the nerve out of desperation, to order a sandwich at a nearby deli. It was terrifying and humiliating. I said my order, but didn't know what type of bread I wanted. I said ""white,"" but for the sandwich I wanted, I had a choice of either a kaiser roll or a wrap. The man behind the counter laughed and said ""you want a kaiser roll buddy."" I was so embarrassed and ashamed. Also, people always call me ""buddy"" or ""pal,"" because even though I'm 18, I look a bit younger than that, because I have a round face and glasses. I don't feel like a man. I feel like a wimp, a pathetic loser who stutters, can't hold a conversation, and can't express himself. I'm really funny over text, but in regular conversation, I barely speak, and I only ask general questions. I think about everything before I say it out of fear that I might say something stupid. The problem with this is that I feel like if I talk more, everyone will hate me. I never believe it, and I'm only saying it for the sake of writing this and being understood, but a lot of people like me. I'm attractive, in a cute, bookish type of way, I'm kind, soft-spoken, gentle and sweet. I get good grades at my school and I'm very well-liked. However, internally I'm incredibly anxious and scared. The fact that I'm well-liked, reinforces my introversion. I'm afraid that if I stop being this shy, cute, bookish type of person, everyone will hate me, and I will lose myself. I don't want to turn into a brutish, extroverted man, but I also don't want to be so monotone, expressionless, and anxious all the time. I'm scared of being the funny person I am over text. I can only be this overly polite, quiet, private person in real life, because it ensures that I'm well liked, and I never get rejected.",5.6360635696821495,5.9675912078239595,6.9757300733496335,74.18901320293399,67.239608801956,9.47798533007335,31.518924205378973,9.3871,2.8392917555012223,1640,62,301,30,25,561,198,409,0.207,0.665,0.128,-0.9878,1,1,1,0,0,0,75.0,0,1,0,2,10,30,3,7,27,0,27,9,1,1,4,58,62,31,0,8,11,0,4,5,1,4,1,8,1,6,17,22,7,2,7,0,0,0,9,17,1,0,11,15,45,13,39,41,5,31,0,3,3,0,28,18,0,7,13,194,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607325302516934,0.07079148322526177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650842273002063,0.1922272272810281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001171916733327,0.07573721340724113,0.07953618889012412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207450367719764,0.0,0.07239487830865736,0.09585346277161373,0.0,0.0,0.09288284153759452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687387020993627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705575307888062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05619303544434147,0.0,0.0,0.16259082568356514,0.0764623740247633,0.0,0.0,0.19147218887898396,0.12905356325589154,0.1823386327397616,0.0,0.09319848994897173,0.0,0.0,0.10287632363516017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334880068958904,0.0,0.0,0.07135915984022673,0.0680444292484734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799328088541754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885953592138453,0.046756493075494295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060092913716267016,0.20782339670003855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144386222368046,0.0951802130301107,0.0,0.07233003999041504,0.0,0.0,0.05679004255081992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025402225684494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123437388601192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941163324549064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23592873089063066,0.22285976546744826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814078935066777,0.0,0.0,0.09530652374746792,0.0,0.0,0.09683707774257463,0.05450296962952584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427851992602044,0.2029716667634853,0.17035529073000485,0.1722064010031231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672602727075064,0.0,0.06549698977319889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068153565530024,0.0,0.07112878822197416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676450647751864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451437134699619,0.08358843354690873,0.0,0.04960950603847188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925401348885838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370109517905803,0.07019803377101648,0.2509052345582385,0.06753073862646385,0.0,0.0,0.22948527851230066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820118915787583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,A_HumblePotato,2018/03/29,"Being the only friend without a date to prom It really, really sucks",1.7469230769230784,4.523599461538463,5.098846153846154,70.08365384615385,92.84615384615385,8.753846153846155,14.192307692307693,8.841846274778883,2.1741076923076927,55,1,8,2,2,20,12,13,0.189,0.615,0.197,0.0332,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991716675856389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929446224493868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6619736284710475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980435911583289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,alteration66,2018/03/29,"Should I spend 25$ for a gift to a person that forgets about me? Me and my friends bought a gift for a friend of ours who graduates (he is not much close to me though, more to them), 25$ each (were 20$ in the beginning but then stuff got expansive). To be short, this guy created an event on facebook last week where he invited 50 people (all the guests) and forgot about me, inviting me just today (the party is tomorrow), maybe after he somehow aknowledged that I partecipated to the gift or a common friend reminded him. I mean, am I supposed to spend 25$ for a person that has so poor consideration about me?",9.185327868852458,5.975856057377051,9.111245901639347,73.19850819672132,62.19672131147541,12.710819672131148,37.514754098360655,10.793553405168565,3.6795980327868847,477,16,99,9,5,157,81,122,0.043,0.759,0.198,0.9522,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,11,0,7,0,0,0,1,15,12,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,14,3,16,6,4,14,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,2,9,69,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5502840826300013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988431416518334,0.0,0.0,0.235080467154571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352679824554556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385176025606752,0.2586170557739297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452904307754538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459527161819273,0.4146072812345564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717860224700984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332613051722065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250438528089414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044184817322304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bluebreezes,2018/03/29,"I either fail job interviews or never answer phone calls. I feel frustrated and depressed. I am a complete failure. I can't even respond to emails without freaking out. I am so extremely socially anxious and isolated. I keep applying for jobs, but never actually answer the phone calls because I know I'll fail the inevitable interviews. I have done a few interviews before, but they were extremely awkward. The most recent interview was especially painful because the guy stopped talking mid-sentence and created a very awkward silence. I don't know exactly what I did wrong, but I assume it was because of my infantile mannerisms, quiet voice, or funny-looking face. I feel like I have no choice but to eventually become homeless or just die off. I have no work history or talent so no one needs me around. 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What goes through your head? What feelings do you have and how do you cope with it? Also I’ve been reading on emotional reasoning recently... anyone know about it? Recommend any resources on it or books?",2.520666666666667,5.4722529555555575,2.806111111111111,88.30250000000002,86.11111111111109,6.555555555555558,27.5,7.793537801064563,2.1496666666666675,193,9,35,4,6,59,37,45,0.0,0.838,0.162,0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,2,0,7,6,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,6,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,24,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874752738659634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444580874031731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513561165844596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043655571819768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176341353189399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689292245785348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975602898154204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562331039751813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595763394637071,0.0,0.0,0.3696043441388438,0.3549422032065447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,XaniesInMyPinot,2018/03/29,"Anyone else feel a severe lack of identity? Any tips? I saw this excerpt from ""I Hate You, Don't Leave Me"" over on the BPD subreddit: ""The borderline does not accept her own intelligence, attractiveness, or sensitivity as constant traits, but rather as comparative qualities to be continually re-earned and judged against others’. The borderline may view herself as intelligent, for example, based solely on the results of a just-administered IQ test. Later that day when she makes a “dumb mistake” she will revert to seeing herself as “stupid.” The borderline considers herself attractive until she spies a woman whom she feels is prettier, then she feels ugly.” I don’t think I personally have BPD but I 100% identify with this specific example of the “lack of identity” symptom. Anyone have any tips on how to overcome this when you’re actually experiencing it?",6.759099099099102,9.292503648648651,7.557837837837838,62.8436936936937,66.56756756756756,11.41981981981982,35.306306306306304,11.20814326018867,5.028822522522524,692,34,103,24,12,230,103,148,0.16699999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0.103,-0.8875,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,4,7,3,0,10,0,8,1,0,3,0,19,16,13,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,7,16,3,20,12,3,12,0,0,3,0,13,4,1,2,8,74,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.19834237727817366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764335164060531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28423381658474883,0.2082533252485197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119717362360596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964070796138094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107923493432938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778651724604595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978903467279846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30830744908259994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066698890793824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521207364136932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356707456222545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746978867003824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196368725339955,0.0,0.0,0.2296142957700525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112542497169952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023419380531276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sweetpjm,2018/03/29,"How do you deal with the physical aspect of social anxiety? I have really bad anxiety concerning public speaking. I know it’s common and that public speaking is something I have to do. However, no matter how hard I practice or prepare myself, when I go up to speak, I blank. When I do speak, it’s far less eloquent or graceful from what I’ve practiced. I can’t look at the crowd without freezing. I’ve been told multiple times that when I speak aloud, it sounds like I’m on the verge of tears because of the way my voice wavers. My hands shake uncontrollably, and it’s awfully noticeable especially when I’m holding the notes I’ve prepared. I can’t think of things on the spot. It’s like all the ideas I’ve ever had about the topic disappear because I’m so terrified of debating/public speaking. Does anyone know how to calm themselves and at least appear like they’re okay? I know I can’t fix everything and that I have to expose myself to more of these situations in order to make myself comfortable, but how do I strengthen my voice so it doesn’t sound like I’m crying? How do I stop shaking? How do I “hide” the fact that I’m anxious so I don’t humiliate myself? Thanks in advance.",3.9855131826741967,5.486857673728813,5.273333333333333,80.60773069679851,71.83898305084746,8.295291902071563,28.789077212806028,8.841846274778883,2.3462455743879467,945,37,179,18,18,315,124,236,0.163,0.725,0.112,-0.8971,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,15,13,0,3,9,2,17,1,1,7,3,28,32,20,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,10,0,0,13,5,0,2,5,0,0,6,7,4,0,0,3,14,25,9,23,29,4,25,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,3,12,113,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754564611478723,0.20339118231696324,0.0,0.12588643885555253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503238314661735,0.21949843505221225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977627913288336,0.0,0.1856108054046188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575520705207838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285426849133194,0.0,0.0,0.16180613824203405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231948685521333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127827902072248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032404761748716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968317821195021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518290054189002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118619575905146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017646055265035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497394039652114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533666265214737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236974596353946,0.0,0.18352560637482684,0.0,0.13860169942208533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051945073410558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575438435402284,0.0,0.0,0.11960894626028992,0.11536079043913718,0.0,0.0,0.1049813414056477,0.0,0.0,0.17203359137738236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290542465031844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354977053139375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aekkocat,2018/03/29,"As a High School Student I feel that to make ""friends"" you need to have a social media like instagram. Currently I'm in grade 11 and I have basically no friends. When I make try to at least make friends with my acquaintances they always ask for a social media, and when I respond with not having one they have a look on their faces that makes me feel awful inside. I had got my phone in the start of grade 11. So i felt that I would be judged for making a instagram at this time. I have many regrets for not making one each year of high school because I keep meeting these people, but I never become actual friends with them because I have this fear of having a specific ""social status"" I guess. This leads me to my one ""friend"" who I feel is trying to push me away passively. This ""friend"" of mine has an instagram and has many friends when just hanging out at school. When it comes to lunch, its just me and him. Sometimes jokingly he keeps saying hes gonna transfer schools and I keep holding him back from making friends with other people. On the inside I know that there is some truth to what he says and it makes me feel hopeless on making friends with other people. This post probably doesnt make any sense, but I just had to say something... 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So I've started role-playing (DnD mainly) and it's the first group of people I've really felt comfortable with and welcomed. We were scheduled to play tonight but my mum is feeling a low because of some argument type thing with my dad (that's a whole other story) so I decided I'll take her out and spend some time with her instead. Now, I'm feeling kinda shitty because, although I'm anxious about the role-playing, I want to face my anxieties, and I don't want to mess people around, but I assumed they would continue without me because there are enough people. But I also don't want my mum to be sad. Then it happened. The organiser said that he'll reschedule because he enjoys my participation, and he's trying to make a community feeling with the group, which works best if everyone participates. And if others disagree he doesn't care. He's rescheduling right now and I'm almost crying. I feel so silly but fuck, I'm finally getting somewhere with life. 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I was fortunate enough to make a few good friends at community theatre. The production I'm in is ending soon, so I'd like to get their numbers so we can keep in touch. One of them might be moving away soon, so staying in touch with that friend is especially important. I know it sounds silly, but since I'm a rather shy girl, something as simple as asking a new friend for their number makes me incredibly nervous. Scenarios in which I'm harshly rejected, or told that we were never really friends tend to go through my head. It doesn't help that I was ghosted (rejected out of nowhere) by ""friends"" all through grade school. So what is the best way to ask a new friend for their phone number? Specifically, which way would be the least ""weird"" way to ask?",6.537691756272402,6.645515787096777,6.200215053763441,81.28476702508962,65.3225806451613,9.727598566308245,33.351254480286734,9.444778638647367,2.7904265232974903,637,25,127,11,9,198,98,155,0.07400000000000001,0.716,0.21,0.962,0,2,1,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,5,1,7,15,0,1,7,0,12,1,1,2,2,15,27,8,1,2,3,0,2,1,7,2,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,4,3,12,11,24,19,5,20,0,2,0,0,22,7,0,2,8,79,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796146032817564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287045068076876,0.0,0.10771127167025424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031120165830728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015400466276683,0.1184573042013827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6200125806870038,0.0,0.059896457858532176,0.0,0.065154500417706,0.09615746571594247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176572287356884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684307123489703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190034373636464,0.0,0.0,0.06300502822582361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600898661895227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305075289042336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161855703346106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218478176641139,0.0,0.0,0.08842007694563457,0.3321700029204831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776853518126461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344351370311107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602526667633925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483422589822724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825810957857537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219463731589593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095467055764072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27299584379015746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143939987874449,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,iforgotmyusername189,2018/03/29,"Did any of you try meditation? And if so, did you get any results?",-1.1085714285714268,0.971909571428572,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,96.14285714285714,5.6571428571428575,21.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.7275428571428577,50,2,12,1,2,18,11,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.846134955844492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32503551441977313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223831801385004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bellataylor7,2018/03/29,"Avoiding solutions Does anyone else have the problem that you know what’s good for you and will help your anxiety but avoids doing it because it makes you anxious? For example, I know going back to college and finishing my course will be good for me and my future anxious self yet it makes me so anxious that I can’t bring myself to get out of bed ",6.239782608695652,6.259041057971017,6.357789855072465,80.20451086956524,65.95652173913044,9.218840579710145,33.19202898550725,8.841846274778883,2.6868811594202917,279,11,53,4,4,89,50,69,0.187,0.6970000000000001,0.116,-0.5346,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,12,13,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,11,2,7,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,38,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333608757794046,0.6793206014708643,0.0,0.14015234155547887,0.2053745153972004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541260239700475,0.0,0.12218639243433432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540643615901155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674419396380433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472165187139147,0.0,0.11391469803961868,0.33623920377140515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343507386295819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031321610354693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675905760688008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917940552739114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910268371386426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ifeelzero,2018/03/29,"had to quit therapy because i couldnt even talk about my problems with my THERAPIST fml. it was pretty bad too, extremely sweaty palms, hot face, dry mouth. 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Quick background: 24 M (tall) who’s suffered with anxiety for a long time. Haven’t done much in life, no close friends (close family/cousins only), never gone to a party, never had a girlfriend, don’t have much stories to tell, etc. This is all due to my anxiety. So I’m a bland character to sum it all up. I got let go from my old job not because I was incompetent, but because I feel I had an awkward relationship with most the people there. I took time off and didn’t want to go back to work for a while. I eventually took the plunge when I kept getting a call from a recruiter and I thought fuck it, I’m Gona battle my inner demons and own this one. I’m really good at interviews and talking in a professional setting, so it was easy to get the job (high pay too). It’s only when it’s an informal conversation, making jokes, small talk, etc. where I buckle. After 5 days, I feel some of the guys have noticed I’m a bit bland. Making comments like “gee you’re a bit quiet” or “I can’t get him to talk” jokes which I laugh a long with, just a bit of banter. However today there was a send off for a long time employee so it involves having a drink and having a laugh. I tried to be normal by participating and laughing along awkwardly (not having any input, just listening). Eventually there was a conversation where somebody said “it’s not about height, it’s more about personality”. Mind you in context, this was absolutely not directed at me, just part of the conversation flow. When all of a sudden two employees who said something to each other laugh uncontrollably but doing there best to hold it in knowing it was inappropriate. One took a quick glance at me and it was there when my blood pressure rose, skin went red, and I just wanted to disappear. I am sure the two would’ve pointed towards me and just laughed their ass off. Why else would they laugh like that? Anyways, hours later I feel like shit. How did I fuck this up so badly? 5 days! On the verge of not going back and making up some excuse to resign. Friends and family will obviously ask why and all I will say is that they were forcing me to do a shit role I don’t like. Which of course is not the truth. It’s an excellent opportunity and would love to do it if I was good with all the workers in terms of having a laugh, etc. I feel so sorry for myself. 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They were standing in a line I counted them by tapping each person on their head quite quickly that the tap might have been too rough. I woke up with that feeling in my chest, similar to what you get after a heavy night of drinking and you can't remember what you did. Now I still feel it and want to go back to the dream and apologise. 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When I saw that I had a match I immediately sent a message to her. We messaged each other back and forth for about and hour just asking simple questions like what kind of stuff that we like. The conversation didn't really go anywhere but I was hoping that it would last longer then it did and that maybe we would message each other for a few days before meeting in person. When she stopped responding I checked my phone and I saw that we unmatched. I spent the next few hours just wondering what I did wrong and why it didn't go well. I must've had tinder for a long time maybe close to a year and haven't gotten any matches until yesterday. I'm starting to think that I don't really have any positive qualities that might attract a girl. I'm currently attending community college and will graduate next year. I don't have a job right now because other than retail I don't really have any other options. After a bad experience while working in retail I have decided to never work in retail ever again. Since I'm always taking different classes at my community college each semester I don't really get to see the same people again. I don't really have any friends and things seem to look rather bleak for me. 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So my doctor prescribed me 20mg of paxil daily, but I was cautious so I split the pills and have been taking 10mg daily for the last two weeks. The side effects are long gone and I feel some benefit, but it's subtle. Should I just stay the course on 10mg for now and wait until 4-6 weeks have passed before upping the dose or should I just bump myself up to the recommended 20mg now? 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I believe I have a mild case of social anxiety/agoraphobia. I'd love to have a job, but kind of scared of messing up the first few days in front of people. Definitely would also love getting one because I know I'd become a lot more confident talking to people if it's a customer service job. Any advice? How did you guys overcome your first job anxiety? Also, will employers think badly since I'm 19 and have never had a job before? Although I've worked with my dad in plumbing every now and then. Thanks.",2.6959090909090904,4.761581318181824,4.254545454545454,84.1518181818182,76.72727272727272,6.581818181818183,25.54545454545455,7.554174236665415,1.438836363636364,435,16,83,6,10,145,77,110,0.103,0.722,0.175,0.8919,6,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,4,4,8,0,2,6,0,7,2,0,1,1,11,15,9,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,4,2,0,7,4,11,11,3,13,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,2,9,50,8,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440180290496874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361288395712449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657234327222624,0.0,0.09738862653827204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629506689699518,0.07760446434240477,0.1405993090365508,0.10832790154156344,0.14343009782087807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210174128036428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726066899460936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32485887205906955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302410418408392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605280616032016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6316570608622255,0.0,0.0,0.13256945206867182,0.06996396563740387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082308808804508,0.2297969993402762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818611941428293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358607406896253,0.0,0.08626573843072907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651569370543396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25491072838888285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530871438089312,0.0,0.0,0.1297722817244288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232361969662604,0.0,0.11720612228637732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157244807705448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268017475764677,0.0,0.0,0.09043442301501783,0.0,0.0,0.08198079329464213 socialanxiety,inudiablo,2018/03/29,"Just to confirm So basically the idea is that basically no one will be overtly judgmental of me regardless of My personality unless I'm mean? Every thing else is basically unneeded anxiety. Like generally speaking people will be understanding? This is like half me talking to myself lol",7.379897959183673,10.103190204081637,9.416071428571428,49.372678571428594,65.3265306122449,13.063265306122448,40.82142857142857,12.161744961471696,6.75911836734694,236,14,31,10,4,84,39,49,0.071,0.7809999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,10,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510960482371769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27419513577265164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765490291131501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37053318841525773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207144698939458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575401130582221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224180254734945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275542571896753,0.2865989131377097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638198880138189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180622927820812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417003619185313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LucefieD,2018/03/29,"Bartender with Social Anxiety... So I've been working as a bartender and server for a franchise restaurant chain for the past 5 years and it's crazy to me. To think that I hate interacting with people out side of work to the point where I still live with my parents and never hang out with any friends and yet I go to work everyday and get PAID to interact with people. I think the way I've done it all these years is just viewing work as ""not real life."" Work me and home me are practically 2 different people and I wish I could figure out how to bring the work me home to speak. Anyone else experience a similar situation? 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I just get nervous when talking to people sometimes. It's mainly girls I guess, but I would say it still happens with other guys. I just delay what I want to do. I know I should just say something because I want to, but I end up putting it back and back until either they've left or something else happens. Then I just feel like shit knowing that something would've actually come out of it if I said something. For example, I would just put off hitting someone up until they just pop offline, and then I would just feel pathetic for not doing something. I just see all these other people just doing things naturally and I just well... don't. Maybe it's because I just don't know what to say, or how to ease into something that we can talk about. I just see others having conversations like that, and it just seems so *easy* and I just stand there not saying anything because well... I don't have anything to say. Maybe I'm just treating friends too much like an endpoint. Maybe I just need pointers or guidance. To be honest I really don't know what I'm doing half the time, yet somehow it still manages to work Sorry if this was hard to understand, I'm really just putting all my thoughts on a page and clicking ""submit""",3.029683794466404,4.983109418972337,3.7732608695652203,88.49293478260874,75.36363636363636,5.864822134387352,26.12450592885376,6.574015621080383,0.9973256916996052,1005,37,198,8,22,319,128,253,0.09,0.8109999999999999,0.099,0.6211,0,0,6,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,1,1,31,12,1,1,4,0,17,1,1,1,3,65,42,20,0,9,28,0,3,3,1,4,0,6,0,2,21,11,0,1,9,0,0,4,7,2,2,1,3,12,25,10,24,33,6,25,0,0,3,0,15,7,1,10,16,145,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.08798557429749941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839207724856135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865876330518756,0.0,0.16488663268468826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766699291038857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531918256758813,0.0,0.07985719555788151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117771784320453,0.0644120936626006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965930832031149,0.0,0.047106174433544784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864827325616968,0.08927503043521796,0.1594607664354642,0.0,0.08076787228295554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938903482494339,0.19820376402263545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796179823343394,0.0,0.0,0.1321465002028968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717409891899492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627979696132047,0.06685433640819574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250146221084826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719145860590378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552078674443232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576516539399978,0.35850411440462754,0.0,0.0,0.14369564622435446,0.08208053544360636,0.0,0.0,0.09255048995736194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763943766389401,0.4164688918469375,0.08917299807905199,0.10092951454763598,0.0,0.0,0.14400774584656242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497707028550218,0.0,0.0,0.1449383721142977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059899945324991426,0.0,0.0,0.07157893780133813,0.052574467102635886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386232133633562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636033335975202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213379503419895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563935920400632,0.0,0.0,0.25619535535888904,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CityOfBrass,2018/03/29,"I think my social anxiety is becoming full-on paranoia I've dealt with social anxiety for most of my life. But now it's gotten to a point where I truly feel that this has become something worse. Every interaction feels like the other person either (1) is trying to gauge my sense of self-worth and once finding that there's nothing, then wanting nothing to do with me, or (2) emotionally and socially manipulating me. Every casual conversation seems like a judgement of my own value, every offer of help seems like a power play to get the upper hand on me, every invite to a social event seems like a chance to poke at my insecurities. What scares me is that I've mostly gotten through life by relatively easy-going and adaptable, and part of it was trying to convince myself of good people being out there. Now, my own behavior is unrecognizable. I snap at others, I've burned bridges with a lot of my family, and the only thing that keeps me going is my regular work schedule. 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I don't even know how to say this without wanting to disappear forever. A few days ago I had to get a haircut. I am latino so I go to these barbershops full of extra manly men while I'm just a skinny guy more concerned about college. Anyway, I went there and sat down to wait for my turn. The thing with having this crap is that I lose myself when I'm anxious. I am not myself anymore. I sat on that chair, took out my phone, and didn't move at all. I get called and I stand up with my heart rate wanting to jump out of my chest, but at this point I can play it cool and sustain a ""normal"" body language. The real deal starts when I sit down and I see that the barbershop got full and there are chairs with people all around me at every angle. This is terrible because I cannot look out the window or anywhere for that matter without me assuming that I'm looking at other people and being creepy or making them uncomfortable. The person doing my haircut holds my head to start and I can't figure out where to look and I can already see people looking at me straight in the eye with very serious faces. When I'm extremely nervous I try to play it cool by trying to hold a neutral face. NO! It doesn't look like a neutral face at all, it looks like I'm high on something and being creepy because I keep trying to not stare at one person for too long and I end up looking at places I'm not supposed to go or ironically starting at one person without realizing it. Now there's people making comments about me while looking at me, and at this moment I was literally wishing to faint or something so I would get out of there. Another customer is called in front of me and I decided it would be a good idea to watch the other barber prepare the whole thing so I can keep myself busy, but don't forget I'm holding this creepy-high face and he looks at me with a face of ""What the fuck are you looking at? You weirdo."" and at this moment I'm just hoping to die right there. I've never EVER in my life being so embarrassed by having so many people looking at me like I'm crazy and making comments as if I don't understand. The haircut is done, I pay, get my things, and leave while I can see through the glass everyone was still looking at me leaving the place. I needed to vent about this crap because this is just too much. I'm perfectly normal with my close friends and even alone, I know I'm not autistic or anything like that for a fact, and as far as I know I have no mental issues other than this anxiety. I just want to know what the hell is wrong with me. This happens in every public setting but not to the extreme it happened in that barbershop. I'm assuming it has to do with extremely low self confidence, comparing myself to everyone, and low self-esteem. 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Feeling like shit. Just had a Skype interview with an ESL company for a teaching position and bombed it. I was sweating through my shirt, kept stuttering and appeared very frazzled; even started biting my nails at one point to take the edge off. There was also a demo teaching lesson that I had to take part in. At this point, I had completely blanked out and had forgotten how to read. I was butchering 1st grade-level sentences, constantly having to repeat myself. The interviewer even let out a sigh of relief when the lesson was over. To make matters worse, the footage will be shown to an entire HR department for review. I'll probably be the brunt of all of their inside jokes for years to come. 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Getting ready, for me, takes around 3 hours on average. I have to shower, wash and condition my hair, dry my hair, curl my hair (my hair falls out so this part takes the longest, trying to coax my hair to cover all the bald spots), I have to do my make up (a minimal natural look takes about 30-45 minutes). Then I have to find clothes, get dressed, and I usually change 5-6 times every morning because my clothes fit so strange. By the time I can be ready, three hours have passed. People think I am lazy. If I need to go run to the grocery, which is a 30 minute task, I must spend three hours getting ready to be seen in public first. It isn't worth it. This makes my depression ten times worse, because every little task involves the three hour barrier of getting ready to be seen and judged. I am six feet tall and have terrible posture and am extremely anxious in public, so I stand out like a sore thumb and people stare at me like crazy. Life sometimes just isn't worth it. Right now I'm putting off my long list of errands for the day because I've been trying to drag myself to start the three hour process of getting ready all morning and it just isn't worth it. Especially since usually once I get in the car and drive to a place, I see how packed it is and I leave. I drive around for about an hour waiting for the crowd to die down and come back. If it's still crowded, I drive around for another hour. This cycle continues until the place I need to go is closed. So I will have spent three hours getting ready, and spent two hours driving around waiting for the crowds to die down, just to go home unseen and spend 30 minutes scraping the makeup off of my face and undoing my fried hair I spent so long curling. 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Throwaway for anonymity reasons! Firstly I'm a 33F and work in my current job for 12 years. At the moment I'm on €33k a year which is an ok wage for my experience and level of work but not great. I was fine with that money even though things are tight (I live in a big city in Europe so my living costs are pretty high and hoping to buy a house soon) but I get by easily enough. So let me get to the point of my post, I've suffered with SA for years now and until a few years ago didn't even know there was a name for it but because of this I've never been great at negotiating salary. I started out at 23k in 2006 and got one raise at the start after a year and nothing until 2 years ago when I bumped up 29k and then 33k (that's right almost 10 years with no raise or nothing). I was happy with 29k and then found out others that started after me were on much higher than that. I got pretty upset and talked to a close co worker at the time about it and I get the feeling he may have said something because within weeks my manager approached me and said he was putting me up to 33. I was interested in taking over the QC (quality control) aspect of things as it's something right up my alley, more admin and a reason to get paid more, plus if I ever applied for a new job it would look really good on a CV. But because I have a large workload (I deal with sales, admin, technical advice, statistical analysis and stock control ) I could never get around to finding the time to properly engage in it. 3 months ago because it got so busy we hired a woman to work with us (same age as me btw) and to take some of the workload from me and my other team members. She has previous experience with QC so of course my manager has pretty much given her this job to deal with. I was kinda bummed but ok fair enough, I'm busy with what I already have and she has experience in that area so fair enough. Which brings me to today's experience, I was looking for a customer's email address on my managers email as he had emailed him originally with his order, it went back a few weeks so I was scrolling through trying to find it when I see an email to the Payroll Dept in my job and in the preview of the email it had how much my new colleagues annual salary was to be. She's on 3k more than me a year!! So someone who's doing barely a third of the work I'm doing, no knowledge of the product or technical support, who I'm currently helping to train in the job I WANTED and is only there 3 months is on more money than I am after 12 years and working my ass off. I feel utterly and completely fucking deflated and humiliated. I work really hard, I very rarely fuck up, most customer's only deal with me so I know their orders like the back of my hand and I do stupid shit like stay late to finish work or when there was some stormy weather and we got sent home, I was the sap who worked from home to help out. All I got was a thanks. What the hell should I do here? I know asking for a raise is the obvious answer but I feel like I need to address the obvious issue of wtf is going on. But how can I bring up something, I accidentally seen in a confidential email, that I shouldn't have seen? I'm literally shaking with anxiety at the thought of it and left work in tears today I was so angry, upset and just deflated. I wanna point out I'm in no way mad at my new colleague, this isn't her fault, this is a blatant fault of my manager being terrible manager.",4.283469265367317,4.58426650344828,5.5630839580209885,83.24985532233885,70.17241379310346,8.400899550224887,27.622938530734633,8.321376580360154,1.6924242878560714,2745,86,581,38,46,922,309,725,0.115,0.774,0.111,-0.7748,11,0,3,0,0,0,56.0,3,0,1,14,29,28,6,3,44,2,49,5,3,7,7,104,101,60,0,9,13,0,6,3,0,4,0,2,4,1,31,47,0,3,14,1,8,9,9,13,0,3,33,13,71,15,110,59,17,116,1,1,5,3,36,50,5,11,55,397,102,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469356228463774,0.14884297122152046,0.0,0.05604620427113534,0.0,0.06176465499379252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04281715205892372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049825463364865374,0.052324706540457455,0.0,0.0,0.08607546349724708,0.0,0.1364759836260455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868382997134596,0.0,0.12555097692676934,0.044687757086860166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310886908960604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734969494787658,0.0,0.07393575503861692,0.05062837116530648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899890477146355,0.0,0.0,0.08490084726957994,0.03998521755623513,0.0,0.0,0.10231174196998652,0.04760833722603608,0.0,0.06136858194241295,0.0,0.10348734316532232,0.14621094625751074,0.0,0.03180923046069965,0.04694526038671041,0.22382294411024892,0.12341498092449048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958146095432914,0.050138425273130616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750314697081016,0.059135730505410815,0.11228561642330004,0.05559117027699245,0.0,0.06458225033269632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058418486800789364,0.277709599009513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227949490071496,0.0,0.06313697427429413,0.0,0.06081193129789843,0.057233458282248365,0.0,0.08203283357913699,0.0,0.09884566010680904,0.0,0.09400196758572953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934997269225982,0.0,0.12343390582661384,0.04150129321772941,0.08633554357366105,0.16216949109101833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741008936649862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0379269466174505,0.0851359217495693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582011305486308,0.0,0.053604108025263934,0.17082585311735107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626564444681373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171205790079073,0.11509364971441866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559671827251988,0.10648120879252636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460110943032985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745274319549047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742348208679011,0.12926609196351047,0.0,0.0,0.11884827074504235,0.059656928600847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351447136864274,0.0,0.0,0.08416545064960554,0.0449868340842468,0.0,0.05152996339054508,0.0,0.0,0.07436840534860732,0.0,0.05499056865247422,0.04443419298591344,0.06527350332729885,0.0,0.10610666375695076,0.0,0.0,0.038000182571772435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732541995788302,0.0,0.0,0.0461813869641124,0.033012752939070286,0.0444266456615299,0.08979205118090466,0.0,0.0,0.051885060053551715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667236256276477,0.0,0.0,0.039759719170835255,0.0,0.0,0.3243875384078448 socialanxiety,gold4653,2018/03/30,"does anyone have any experience with overcoming social anxiety? 6 months ago I moved to a new place where I don’t know anyone and I haven’t made a single friend. I work with people who I’m friendly enough with but the majority of my conversations are tense, I flush easily and I never know what to say. I constantly feel stupid and embarrassed. I’m only 20 and I can’t for the life of me bring myself to get out and meet people. I have such a strong fear of social situations and doing basic tasks in public and I just have no idea how to overcome it. It’s getting bad enough that it’s left me extremely depressed, I don’t leave the house except for work my future seems very bleak and lonely. Has anyone ever overcame this? I’m pretty desperate at this point. 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I was on SSRIs for only a couple years (and constantly reassured it was the right treatment), escitalopram then setraline, at a maximum of 150mg daily for a few months (200 being the highest safe dose) before i became a ""Zoloft zombie"", and my anxiety crept back up on me. I slowly weaned myself off of sertraline (unable to go to a MD At this point), actually slower than recommended by several reliable online resourses. My anxiety did completely relapse but with no other effects (well brain zaps of course) until going from 25mg to 0mg daily, when shit hit the fan... Suddenly all the small mild side effects I experienced during treatment exploded in my face. My anxiety and worry has become indiscriminate, debilitating social phobia. Extreme depersonalization, hyperreactivity, imsomnia, low motivation, confusion, difficulty forming sentences, suicidal thoughts, poor coordination and motor skills, twiches all over, and my GI tract became a food water-slide. I was forced to completely withdraw from school, my social life and the world as I couldn't function in the slightest . Now, more than 3 months later I am going nowhere, time has taken the edge off, but I'm more isolated than ever and I can only manage a few hours a week outside of my dad's apt. I can hardly say more than a single mumbled word to another human, even my parents who Im close with and still rely upon. This is not a life anyone should live, or even really a life at all. Cannabis has done a good job at keeping suicidal tendencies at bay, but frankly, I would be less of a burden on myself and family otherwise. This is a messy and incomplete explanation, but this is the best I can form of my symptoms right now The worst part of it all is that this kind of reaction IS well documented for anxiety disprders, between 25 and 75% of patients experience SSRI withdrawal significantly more than just relapse anxiety. But no one cared to tell me that when I started, or even when I started having symtoms,. My difficulty with speech, coordination and movement is well explained in the DSM-5 as a reaction to psychiatric meditation, tardive syndromes such as Akathesia and dystonia (more common with antipsychotics, but including AD as well) VERY IMPORTANT NOTE: newest research is showing that SAD specifally is directly correlated with HIGH serotonin in the amygdela, but poor post-synaptic serotonin binding (activating 5-HT1a, the inhibitory, or relaxing, Ser. Receptors). SSRI'S antidepressants function comes from the gradual and sometimes permanent downregulation (lowering numbers) of receptor 5-HT1a caused by excess serotonin. This means that they contribute the exact inbalance that is coorelated to social anxiety disorder, therefore a very poor choice of treatment that CAN make the problem permanently worse. 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For starters I feel bad because I think I have some sort of fake social anxiety. I'm 16, so I'm in High School, there I'm kinda like a 'popular' kid. Everybody likes me and thinks I'm really funny. But, when I get home, I sit on my computer, too scared to go out and make plans with ANYBODY. I have 'friends' but I feel like I don't because, I'm too scared to even text them, let alone make plans with them. I haven't been over to any of my friends houses since like middle school. I've never gone to a party and I've only hung out with my best-friend a couple times outside of school. But, she's traveling for Spring Break so I can't do that. I work at Taco Bell doing the drive through and I'm completely fine there and I'll go into town and play Pokemon Go (yeah I'm lame so what smh) and I'll be fine there too. But now, I'm sitting here in my room on the first day of Spring Break and realizing that this whole week is just going to be more of the same. And I'm sick of it. What would you guys recommend me doing about this situation? I could go into town and look for something to do but idk what's even going on this week. Thanks! :) ",0.307428940568478,2.274874368217059,1.994806201550389,97.78029715762275,84.3875968992248,5.372609819121448,18.082687338501287,6.605766666666668,-0.2730863049095609,929,22,225,10,27,303,133,258,0.102,0.763,0.135,0.868,0,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,5,16,16,0,2,6,1,19,1,0,2,1,38,44,20,0,2,6,0,2,4,2,1,1,0,2,2,11,18,0,0,5,2,0,9,4,5,0,1,2,3,24,11,31,37,4,42,0,1,1,0,9,16,0,3,16,128,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482900554821735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819620876583989,0.0,0.09220236906561513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006345128405678,0.14694355422757416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264850249738292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636964134736653,0.0,0.0,0.0962305261678072,0.13336017343380654,0.0,0.07772955959582126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592131060896821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218835424202663,0.08610408700735939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025196975612577,0.0,0.0,0.27935520195490005,0.0,0.06297007147843776,0.0,0.4109875971098429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193400889659625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273427630478817,0.12089781020435116,0.0,0.0,0.13907128788174922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232464138712265,0.0,0.23553245162913336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121182390068667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090462097277106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929573928819974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156483351287791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166576127123707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772123005743609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413359125509397,0.3659374659434793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970068676712274,0.1354767278087437,0.0,0.1228614904979752,0.0,0.09278711408679753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109645194508554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544569059145857,0.0,0.0,0.07027991534452079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335802228852125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456342567532706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774465748022525,0.0,0.0,0.08561849923809985,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MajesticPanic,2018/03/30,"When people don't reply to you or take a long time to reply to you? How do you cope with it or how are you suppose to? I am talking in online terms, not in person/in real life. If you meet someone, add them on social media after talking to them for 5-15 minutes, and then try to talk to them and they either see the message and don't or take like a week to reply, what do you think? how do you respond? do you use the information about their actions about yourself and your behavior or purely view it as nothing personal, and about them? if you view it as nothing personal, if it happens over, and over again, with like the next 5-20 people you meet, do you still stick to thinking its not personal?",5.392325174825177,4.870950216783218,6.234396853146857,82.20236451048953,67.81118881118881,8.548601398601399,30.46241258741259,7.6454224807358475,1.8617419580419576,543,18,112,5,8,180,77,143,0.037000000000000005,0.963,0.0,-0.6346,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,12,6,0,9,2,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,4,1,28,16,20,0,3,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,19,2,23,16,2,16,0,0,3,0,30,5,0,7,12,85,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309976729486726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430054855435287,0.15811733381676954,0.0,0.0,0.14320848571998104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210086432363306,0.0,0.0,0.3105475493407377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437573494819188,0.5651912872544079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841902883697345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895218049960094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495842650916734,0.1371123162648675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292322580654444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433418926708955,0.3902022005528277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737961146226253,0.0,0.0,0.09436043957663606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986736573599062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397633326354862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980485170886244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,i_think_im_shy,2018/03/30,"I know I am shy but my shyness is choosy? I am enrolled in a science boarding school. I am shy and sometimes scared of my seniors. They are friendly but (SOME) seniors have really sharp tongues and I don't want a taste of it. I love the presence of my seniors but I can't look them in the eyes and speak normally. I will only speak a few words or none at all and I just do body languages such as shaking and nodding my head. I want to change and decrease my social anxiety 'cause I don't want to cry anymore when seniors came to my dorm to talk to me face to face. Can you help me?",1.4692017738359198,3.160436422764228,2.8733481152993363,94.37813747228384,79.08130081300813,5.4483370288248345,26.62897265336289,6.11248444174946,0.7583398373983745,452,19,102,3,11,147,75,123,0.149,0.72,0.131,0.6643,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,2,5,0,12,7,5,1,1,21,19,12,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,7,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,6,22,2,13,17,4,10,0,0,2,1,10,3,0,2,5,70,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621459731319688,0.0,0.21547817925460155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24134327817234105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485044437109868,0.0,0.22320103044023398,0.22984788733281036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386661223140437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786594122918488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229865883620364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563469221617964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940852631580567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245607703436506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609895460490329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128831337949535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524724637241794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919177541370795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21752993946023685,0.21989365768653968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214842565909277,0.0,0.0,0.21489029414326835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463722251817235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38446284996369895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Username_Tree,2018/03/30,"Social anxiety with no social skills Is a fucking bitch because I know once I confront my anxiety I don't have anything to ride on afterwards. My conversational skills are absolute shit and everyone is either bored or annoyed with what I have to say. It just fucking sucks because I can face 100 different people every day and I with still be awful at interacting with them. The shitty part is I just find it hard to give a shit about people. I have no energy and my natural personality is just fucking off-putting to other people. Just fucking sucks because I'm ""jokingly"" told no one likes me all the fucking time by different people and it's really hard not to take that to heart. Had to rant. Sorry I'm not sorry. 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Because I have no problem going to super crowded public places, or going for a jogg in the middle of the afternoon, or even making a somewhat fool of myself in a public context. I can even make small talk with random people on the street or cashiers if they start it. My problem begins when I need to interact with someone more intimately, when I'm in a situation that requires someone to actually know me. I begin to obsess about the way I speak, the words I choose, and even if a conversations goes smoothly, I'll be thinking about it for the rest of the day and trying to find reasons to why the person could probably dislike me. I think what scares me the most is the fact that I can't control if the other person likes me or not, what they could be thinking of me. Do they think I'm weird? Am I boring to them? If this is actually social anxiety I think it's a very sneaky one. If someone were to describe me, they would say I'm sort of a relaxed and comfortable on his own skin guy. But not really. In fact, I have a few friends that have told me that they really enjoy my company a lot and that they love me, and even after that I keep on with those anxious feelings... How can I change this? I'm desperate.",5.4388977423638805,5.528773235059763,6.449944223107573,78.62357503320057,67.64541832669323,9.243134130146084,31.07596281540505,9.029198982220553,2.5021360424966805,986,36,193,16,15,330,132,251,0.125,0.7829999999999999,0.092,-0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,7,3,9,14,0,2,20,0,18,2,1,5,2,51,40,18,0,12,12,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,16,8,0,3,10,1,0,2,4,7,0,1,2,5,32,7,28,31,7,22,0,0,0,1,24,11,0,14,9,147,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.2268755171555999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785328410154108,0.13132307581976868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086150269720458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297115375767195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037797059606696,0.278435065441498,0.0,0.0,0.07496801647279364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307113299549882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587766575768441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062452687562575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981012925161534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212873416692206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510022444467714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332335711840722,0.0,0.0,0.06388487803804092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679113842090906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882682552374973,0.1049151026718878,0.0,0.1551880692282194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619374407569748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877020875389537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058922519211187,0.2030002394674368,0.12145064875444693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253311159859141,0.22246036885660708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489382688248801,0.11951859591672412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244220658598558,0.11638091584252452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066356756499733,0.0,0.2369930382062617,0.2954804894914199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227837928402308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343283939347036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724235647015007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107649853174027,0.0,0.07892231199248237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959137978703989,0.0,0.09226938799718468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489248352916937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825766811832394,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,JR5528,2018/03/30,"Help with Texting a Girl I Met Hey everyone. I’ve always struggled with girls but have worked my ass off to get better. I haven’t had a real girlfriend in a few years and finally this last week met a girl I realy liked at a bar. We talked for a few hours and I kissed her during the conversation. Afterwards, I grabbed her number and texted her the next day saying I had alot of fun with her the night before, and we sent a few texts back and forth. I know she is into me just from how the night went and what her friends are saying, and I know I need to keep conversation going to keep her interested in me. I’m out of town for the weekend and have a bunch of tests next week, as does she, so I was hoping just to keep in contact with her. I’m trying to think of some things that sound natural to start texting her out of the blue about. I don’t want to be overly intrusive and act attached, but I definitely don’t want this opportunity to slide by because I couldn’t do something as easy as text her. Any help with what to say would be greatly appreciated!! 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I dont know man, it makes me feel even more worthless when I have ""bad"" days, because you know I have been getting so much help from all sides and using meds and still I am fucked up mentally. In that moment I feel it has to be me. Millions of people have therapists and are better, I just fall deeper into the pit of hopelessness when I think about that...",4.368674242424241,5.23357003409091,5.148181818181818,84.2756060606061,70.25,8.593939393939394,26.03030303030303,8.841846274778883,1.7321530303030297,345,10,71,6,6,112,64,88,0.129,0.8059999999999999,0.065,-0.7792,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,1,0,1,7,5,1,0,1,0,12,1,0,2,1,14,23,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,3,2,13,1,10,19,3,12,0,2,0,1,3,5,1,0,5,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937468586877614,0.13095881887842342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000032244367845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854804819602767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25178001530960403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189367089337282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724974382144152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986075479321225,0.1122401894911923,0.0,0.12209325450195332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399650972451333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23613070154054225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340118030655566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23862851064843,0.0,0.2164988468769223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792530511836242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489365783080211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771019966168686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156409829904876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152597276960115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24567766217081854,0.4988700706700383,0.0,0.1376548571491828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855447741749923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,applenumber,2018/03/30,"There’s a girl I like and fortunately the feeling was mutual but never asked her out due to my social anxiety. I waited too long now she avoids me. Ok here’s the story: I meet her three years ago in a class. For a while I didn’t notice her until she started smiling at me. I responded indifferent because I had (and to some degree still have) anxiety around women. Now every time I saw her my heart would be beeping fast and I guess she felt the vibe. Eventually I started talking to her and got her name. She (to be my surprise) still had interest. Every time I talked to her and would be extra close to my face. Throughout those three years, I would see her in at least one class per semester. Now it was a cat and mouse game where sometimes she would interest and other times she won’t. I still had anxiety around her. Then a few months ago, I discovered have social anxiety. It started to make sense why I couldn’t easily make friends or even get dates. My anxiety clouded my mind to where I couldn’t even talk. I started counseling and it helped me to start living a life with less anxiety. Earlier this semester, she showed interest even followed me after a class was over to talk. Then all of sudden she dropped a course we had together and rarely shows up in another course we have. I’ll be honest I still have anxiety around her even after three years of knowing her. Now I know I must move on. I need to meet other girls. I missed out so much in my teen life due to my anxiety and now throughout most of my college career. If you made it this far, thanks for reading. This is very therapeutic for me to write about this. Any suggestions or opinions on how to overcome my anxiety around women is welcome.",3.2482973498414016,5.2074088486646914,4.243552645042467,85.33614243323446,74.7566765578635,7.853023636549679,25.864013097308913,8.641336200584522,1.8651603192469053,1350,48,268,27,29,437,168,337,0.078,0.802,0.12,0.9704,3,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,1,0,0,25,12,0,1,11,1,26,4,2,4,3,51,49,20,0,9,4,0,2,1,1,6,2,0,0,4,11,20,0,2,4,4,0,2,5,2,0,4,12,4,58,10,41,25,8,59,0,1,2,0,43,20,0,7,37,197,69,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435347962260224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055056529776322784,0.08489508935452815,0.5574172596919593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882912510648296,0.07568798206493765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935331932055852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389697033440974,0.0,0.1364269463692467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04093651756695737,0.0,0.07773564254901116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255057850121573,0.0,0.04229899108743014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475222929894317,0.0,0.0891881121852735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593965141318808,0.05426672129715356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889885386438679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437086536469487,0.0395536515933317,0.0,0.07149040141846229,0.0716482932344511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660763632024946,0.1080847292794342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174793671396532,0.0,0.06462261881397745,0.08604915779110603,0.059515946150514074,0.06003185386823881,0.06244242448371285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217509300580028,0.0,0.0,0.05486154142383737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098331149868833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451575544009948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505990765285272,0.0,0.0,0.0800728969470129,0.0,0.2865244858928605,0.0,0.25862352149517426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602948332787366,0.0,0.07453838163229519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162773408004625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680163577355297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305507273903382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300506288884637,0.0,0.0,0.15640946576622425 socialanxiety,gloppytoc,2018/03/30,"Reddit argument Ugh so I'm probably gonna overthink this post too but I can't take this anymore I need to let this out. I went to r/offmychest about this titled ""overthink all my interactions on Reddit"" and I took it down cus it kept getting down voted which was ironic. So Idk why the fuck I did this but I just was in a certain kinda mood and just went with the impulse to reply to someone I disagreed with politically and I unusually didn't even overthink after like I always do with even safe comments and forgot I even commented. But ooooh noooo was it a mistake I got kinda a shock when I got the angry reply and remembered what I did. I was now like shit I need to reply now and thus began a day that I planned to study but instead I was sitting on my bed with my heart racing, constantly refreshing, not being able to think about anything else for the rest of the day. The back and forth felt like it went on forever I kept trying to end it but it just made the other person angrier for some reason. Since then I haven't been able to stop thinking about it like it's seriously took a toll on me and I keep feeling like this is why no one likes me and I'm so stupid, etc. I can't deal with it, I can't enjoy anything because I keep thinking ""you're the loser who had an argument on the internet stupidly and if anyone here knew that they'd think you're pathetic and it'd change what they think about you"". And just when I thought I'd *kinda* got over it I get this YouTube notification with this big long sentence with 'dumb cunt' in it and I'm like hmm doesn't sound like something vlogbrothers would post and of course it's a response to a comment I made. Now every time I do anything stupid, even small I'm like they're right, you are a dumb cunt this is why you can't do anything. I'm not saying these people planted this in my head, I obviously have social anxiety and I thought these things before, in my mind they just confirmed them and that makes them so much louder. It's now half five in the morning where I live and I can't go to sleep cus I'm thinking about this, how pathetic. Sorry for the rant and if you've read this far thanks, you're awesome :) -oh ya and if your like wtf who comments on YouTube Idk dumb cunts like me haha",1.1875540906017577,3.503470784482761,2.657373225152132,92.21514536849226,83.61206896551724,5.363353617308992,21.598039215686274,6.706560486072736,0.4375714672075728,1780,58,378,20,51,578,212,464,0.228,0.653,0.119,-0.9961,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,5,5,2,30,33,11,0,20,1,29,5,4,6,3,79,72,35,0,7,15,0,2,11,0,2,0,2,1,1,38,27,0,7,13,1,0,6,11,16,0,3,28,4,49,16,44,38,5,46,0,1,0,1,21,20,8,7,28,242,87,1,0.1643727844773558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838566215719187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287236510854069,0.0,0.08150681695838786,0.0574666363820845,0.0,0.2705295923119144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319626256830753,0.0,0.05010006188218465,0.0,0.0699345664812994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694230546180681,0.0,0.0,0.08881429275926313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600684776671454,0.08473056160570391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865618478790386,0.0,0.0727927493098556,0.0,0.0916595523377718,0.2171333478212843,0.0,0.06924558013111767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04155590934065858,0.058713975036929135,0.07891182509652465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759799952907767,0.08587799565292722,0.0,0.04670842069539303,0.0,0.1971958972292535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434694921161842,0.0,0.0,0.0973912705148836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461020833167139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404115436248387,0.0,0.44167331838073626,0.0,0.07257209007125905,0.07273237087629164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555335030401339,0.05486005500711221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298482745424038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060416454782919765,0.12188033692996986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569162638147727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056977696146449285,0.07176198762588544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742369069498388,0.0,0.08861083137749014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220863304362251,0.0,0.0,0.0845012993456589,0.0,0.0,0.09310116112675476,0.07018672991301299,0.0,0.06535791782843857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436315058281114,0.06798543295057766,0.0,0.08224574626825097,0.08377867691090507,0.0696362634389083,0.06327110000917016,0.0,0.09200093741216264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871150397457132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179393874077153,0.0,0.0,0.0756661878833406,0.0,0.0,0.05460098709020866,0.31597032963284943,0.0,0.1304936302568243,0.04792354623983178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826242116134361,0.055799165473588416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228562826986452,0.2224813071595247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838285500356642,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pilkysmakinmusik,2018/03/30,"Woman in class I can’t talk to Kind of venting. I can barely talk to anyone in any of my classes at the best of times, but if I’m attracted to someone I’m completely helpless. Anyway there’s this girl in one of my classes who I’ve never talked to. I know nothing about her, just that I find her really pretty. I want to talk to her just to see if I like her and if she may like me at all, but I literally can’t, and today I happened to be walking next to her from class and had a panic attack and I went in a different direction than her even though I needed to go to the library just so I would stop panicking. Usually my panic attacks have something to do with fearing for my health, and my social anxiety, though present, doesn’t often do this too me. Now I’m really down on myself, coming off from the panic attack. I just hate this because while I can compartmentalize my other anxiety and still live life ok, anxiety keeps me from making new friends or flirting when I really want to. I feel like i come off a total creep walking along with this woman, hyperventilating, and saying nothing. I feel like I’ll never get over it and it will make me more and more depressed. Kind of just getting stuff off my chest but thanks for listening.",4.323229435200375,5.129038107569722,5.682179517225219,80.62173189594567,70.31474103585657,8.455683149753929,27.912116240918678,8.671277953709913,2.0049337239278184,979,33,194,16,17,330,136,251,0.201,0.6609999999999999,0.139,-0.9725,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,17,22,4,4,6,1,13,3,1,2,4,44,36,21,0,7,12,0,2,4,1,3,2,2,0,3,10,14,0,2,4,0,0,6,5,10,0,1,2,5,36,12,40,30,5,31,0,2,1,0,19,12,0,6,17,146,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772642005297247,0.0,0.22856432366302035,0.0,0.0,0.0696374994810749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399030655416989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071075763206001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045163462342634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158050616305864,0.10442100312897776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577900715240834,0.0,0.0,0.10405312645280028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578000883719143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206942441302346,0.10071407680467197,0.14229802416069953,0.0,0.0,0.0910258816917339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694503760663116,0.0,0.10406610259828723,0.0,0.05660080051163899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880694552244167,0.0,0.0,0.09832712731969284,0.0,0.10586233428236046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852252708428465,0.0,0.2074208472967531,0.054733518191030665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703452369862443,0.19462376094694894,0.0,0.08794213830572048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295774009423386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384669117644763,0.1536239892667061,0.09618720605493547,0.10591791762597272,0.0,0.0,0.1911236755218499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674865599833401,0.0,0.0,0.35055156390291964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132153355581952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191404813543192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920007599889621,0.0,0.0,0.07936245111565499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152216898720584,0.08438453273737738,0.07667129088190779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795348223159071,0.08326391839882942,0.0,0.0,0.11400976175779873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32019521186450584,0.0,0.09169153531846083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569855423983248,0.0,0.05807327758351221,0.0,0.09440219114515834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968723828841713,0.0,0.117484655641257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232338824586876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074776411103834,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Jasper7k,2018/03/30,"Social anxiety is keeping me from trying thing I want to try. I don't see myself doing anything else and enjoying it. I know my heart lies within the film industry. Everyday my mind automatically correlates everything with film. Every time I hear a song I picture it to a film and what would be playing on screen during the song. When something happens to me I think about it as if it were a film. I randomly think of stories that I am dying to create. I know this is what I want. I love comedy. I am goofy guy. My love for film started at a young age and came to a halt once I got to college. As of now I haven't really made anything except for films with my best friends in high school. Those moments were the best times of my life and I'm not exaggerating. I currently attend a university that doesn't have any film courses. My life is headed in a direction that I'm not sure I'll enjoy. I am trying to do things that might get me back into my film groove but my anxiety is interfering. I am in one acting class at my university but it isn't a very good curriculum. I really want to get into acting but to anyone with anxiety acting is really scary. I am tempted to join an actual acting class in my area back home but my anxiety is the thing holding me back. Growing up I loved to direct and create films that are my own ideas. That was with my best friends though. This industry requires a lot of communication with strangers and I feel like if I do get to make my own film or show I would hate giving people directions. I would feel like they think that I am stupid or annoying. Or that my idea sucks and that I am wasting their time making a shitty film. I am trying screenwriting. My anxiety tells me that I am not funny. That people only laugh at me and will never laugh with me. A lack of confidence is the last thing you need in the film industry and I am afraid that I don't have what it takes socially and talent wise. This makes me really fuckin sad because film is what I love and if I can't do it I don't know what my purpose in this world will be. I don't want to do something I hate for the rest of my life. I just want to try and put myself onto a different path that I want because I'm not sure I can live the rest of my life asking myself ""what if""...",2.62700145887106,4.130321780383795,4.445169453484457,85.17556699584784,75.33262260127931,7.836628885646952,23.429525305801818,8.532816995589336,1.4008601279317694,1781,52,377,34,38,605,195,469,0.129,0.696,0.175,0.9588,2,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,2,4,8,29,6,1,21,0,46,11,2,4,3,74,88,27,1,15,17,0,2,2,2,6,4,3,1,1,35,21,0,4,10,17,0,8,13,8,0,1,6,7,71,21,50,74,9,42,0,1,2,5,16,18,2,10,18,268,106,5,0.0,0.0,0.07388512695075082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148754828237923,0.0,0.2896018186360301,0.0,0.0,0.05294040514752765,0.0,0.1246109666673754,0.0,0.07078158842913929,0.0,0.0,0.1746562503814172,0.0,0.09230808486246933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23836888553206445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659569015136408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857831134774168,0.0791041423418029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324863377053831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637916067062491,0.0,0.06804611038143067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656570195412551,0.10817899991953918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699160640005013,0.0,0.1186710107642811,0.07263096659812134,0.0,0.06350461032823332,0.06055473430609853,0.0,0.0,0.07496793661805637,0.06695290146036556,0.0,0.0,0.14950215030945346,0.07770355018748087,0.0,0.0853342392345882,0.08972046466422016,0.0,0.07999511540220652,0.07594647742592711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094189412125962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729733955767077,0.0,0.0,0.12482992567690675,0.061716334497616425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391378920851145,0.07397925566430755,0.0,0.06685611152235599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436862506370906,0.27333634857205324,0.0716416270669872,0.15161737599440953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031970284977538,0.07644871290735189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056140352235765655,0.0583946601526747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063204935022254,0.05130519984425788,0.05758327348815684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049799503945261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611264259753338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401516810479175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766257647666839,0.06033358961582835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436007317003347,0.0,0.11657538632831699,0.0,0.0,0.05359016763834205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271752332303966,0.0,0.056926877203096964,0.0,0.06617664310377419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120184928114088,0.14554181624745152,0.0743877998595982,0.0,0.1324468655433914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570213443001025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062471290166781775,0.26794551705390635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135337956834428,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RobertGryffindor,2018/03/30,"I somehow forced myself to get a serving job 5 months ago i was going to be on the streets because i couldnt find a job. Social anxiety and general anxiety consumed me. My friend got me a guarenteed serving job that I was terrified of taking but forced myself into. i Couldnt sleep and was terified of my first day. Not only the anxiety.. but I had no serving experience. Anyways, i stuck with it and i dont even notice my social anxiety anymore. I talk to everyone, walk around hundreds of people, its also a popular bar that is super busy but i have began to love being around people. Unfornately I dont think the job is for me. While it helped me tremendoysly, it also burned me out. I dont have the personality or the desire to talk to strangers or make small talk and im tireD of faking it. Its also difficult becoming aware of how awful people can be. I do appreciate how much the exposure helped me. I wish i could describe just how terrified I was starting out. But exposing myself and jumping all in forced me to understand coping mechanisms I didnt realize I had. Its basically eliminated all anxiety and I love being around friends and going out now. 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My personal social anxiety hell that I experienced in high school is basically gone. Partly because I gained more confidence and just became a laid back adult. And partly because since I'm an adult.. I can more or less avoid anything I don't feel like doing. Which people say is bad, but when your under intense stress for hours every single day it really fucks with your mind and body. (I still vividly remember that fight or flight state I was constantly in years ago) So basically now I'm still socially anxious under certain circumstances but on a day to day basis I don't even think about it or consider myself as having it. That part is awesome. I'm sure there are a lot of people here in highschool, so you can look forward to it most likely getting much better even without you trying. (but if you do it will speed things up a lot) The part that isn't awesome is that I thought once I got rid of the crazy fear, I would be able to socialize and stuff properly. But I still feel as if there is this massive barrier between me and other people. I have a girlfriend and some friends I do stuff with so I cant say I'm lonely or desperate. But for fucks sake, there's so many awesome people out there and cool personalities. I feel like there's a whole world I'm missing out on that I could potentially tap into but there's just something big missing. Ugh I don't even know what exactly I'm asking. Has anyone else gotten to this stage? I'm pretty damn sure I don't have Asperger's by the way, mainly because of my regular childhood besides shyness before the SA kicked in. and I'm good at reading people faces, I can easily tell if they're uncomfortable. Which people often are around me haha. EDIT: Oh and I should mention that even though I said I have friends, I still don't click with them nearly as much as I'd like to. On top of that nearly all the friends I have just chose me and I just let it happen. Which means these friendships aren't necessarily with the best people for me. and some of these friends I've known for like 10 years and are now only hanging together by strings since the only thing we have left in common is knowing each other for so long. 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You help me out every single day. I haven’t posted a lot, but I’m a junior in college, and I will often run to the bathroom in between classes or before a particularly stressful one and get on and look through different posts to know that I’m not the only one struggling with this shit. You guys honestly give me the strength to make it through the day. Every day is still a struggle of course, but I especially with class, where I have the most anxiety, you guys help tremendously and I just wanted to say thank you. 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It is hard because of the anxiety and even imposible to meet new people. This plus i don't like people, mostly they are obnoxious and when I like someone i don't know how to act o what to do, and i think they don't like me back. Sometimes i'm to forward and others to shy. I used to joke with friends saying i'm asexual because i don't have sex ever, maybe every 2 o 3 years. But now i thought... am i really or it's just the anxiety? There had been people that said to me that they thought i was and period. I don't know what am i anymore. 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Does anyone else feel me on that ? I hate this and I just needa rant a bit. Even with my closest friends I feel like my chest gets tight and it's really hard for me to feel like I can talk normally without it feeling like it took waayy more effort than it need be. My social anxiety comes and goes and during the times when it's gone, it feels so great to be able to flow through a conversation easily. But for the most part I'm so tired of feeling like it's really hard to talk to someone because it just is.. Feeling like I have nothing interesting to say, or I'm not responding the right way or even having such an awkward way of speaking and replying. No one else I know understands this except you guys...",4.278390374331552,4.731920817647062,5.2913903743315505,84.6521657754011,70.23529411764707,8.77005347593583,27.807486631016044,8.841846274778883,1.8702941176470602,649,21,140,11,11,214,103,170,0.188,0.626,0.18600000000000005,0.1341,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,9,15,1,3,7,0,9,2,1,0,0,31,29,12,0,2,9,0,10,5,2,1,1,2,0,1,12,7,0,1,10,0,0,4,3,5,0,1,2,12,16,10,20,22,4,12,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,4,7,88,28,0,0.1149924883418657,0.0,0.11221608075579532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796893883324564,0.0,0.0,0.08040542155716107,0.1178233934898109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009835357151269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554201447595278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905584657574536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063070146867084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212293699161934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190290805963091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293985191993637,0.4070056007032883,0.4107532832400723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776858224834495,0.0,0.060078829018695996,0.0,0.0,0.09645024343950084,0.0,0.12677962435605278,0.0,0.11386064255171,0.0,0.0,0.2060213654554844,0.11353127526919808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319686427931508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808976065444521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198885801847136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526547304096432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266822335796765,0.1103383939285811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792188612943775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452565893805626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733426516549594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982029567356716,0.0,0.09144664218997528,0.11512754143199358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722036051900513,0.0974327622073336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848532125823015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368254333629533,0.0,0.0,0.06705304469723697,0.13216694927057604,0.0,0.0,0.12776088567017924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971123579179725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255136957203968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084865524504267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,plzhelpim,2018/03/31,"Help overcoming fear of speaking my mind? (throwaway account) I have severe anxiety when it comes to telling people what is on my mind. I have trouble asking people for favors, help, to stop making certain noises (I have misophonia). Details are also hard. When I get home from school and my parents ask how my day was I can never say anything other than ""good"". A recent incident happened today while I was practicing driving with my mom. I am terrified of driving and actually cry 3/4s of the time while doing it. Today I had a panic attack and I almost passed out. I still haven't told my parents how scared I am of it. I want to be able to say what I want but no matter how hard I try I can never actually force the words out. This is particularly a problem when it comes to friends. I have friends at school, I can talk in person just fine for the most part, but whenever they ask personal questions I always find myself trying to avoid actually answering. I also struggle to invite friends over to my house. I've only invited friends that I didn't go to grade school with once or twice, and its not that I don't want to to invite them, because I do, but more that I just can't actually send out the text. I'm not sure if I'm worried about my parents not liking them (which they would. They've met some before at school events) or what. This is also getting frustrating because I also am to scared to go to my friends houses. Most of the time I can't even bring up the courage to ask my parents if i can go. Sometimes my friends even ask me in person and I struggle to say yes. I feel like I should also mention that my parents do read through my phone occasionally (I don't mind though, I have nothing to hide) and I have no social media, despite my friends telling me to get it (too scared to ask parents) I would like to talk it with a friend or brother or parent or someone but I can never open up. I think I might have trust issues. I'm not sure where any of these issues come from though, because my family is very supportive and my friend group is full of good kids that stay out of trouble. I just need help to actually speak what's on my mind. Thanks for the help, the whole reddit community has been super helpful since I first found it.",4.3331311827957,5.262242417777777,5.201512544802867,83.62512903225809,70.37777777777778,7.673118279569893,28.738351254480285,7.831003766801068,1.7273189964157698,1768,64,354,21,31,577,205,450,0.13,0.67,0.199,0.9912,7,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,4,2,22,37,2,8,12,1,40,0,0,4,6,73,72,33,0,10,18,9,3,3,9,4,0,5,1,4,22,18,0,2,6,1,1,11,15,13,0,2,8,8,62,24,53,59,7,46,0,0,0,0,54,16,0,13,21,248,84,6,0.052770417864387666,0.0,0.2574815780567494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052841950820116786,0.0,0.0,0.21100242050361973,0.043909215013206784,0.0,0.0,0.03588569372251816,0.0,0.04036922522727117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0434255575713899,0.0,0.2959993033225142,0.06003396850561411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650507079846096,0.0,0.044903738877665265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637112713412775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796582611610436,0.0340325539347829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970872661952805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974725351562495,0.059381391146897784,0.02668230884588152,0.0376991970663466,0.0,0.0,0.04823120591132398,0.044886490477667684,0.0,0.05786003942770845,0.3669326454541012,0.0,0.0827110959463976,0.0,0.08997193370126524,0.08852264565826153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0466647062404967,0.0,0.09454385848018462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685449370915407,0.0,0.05293303175485791,0.0,0.0,0.12177995424715599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015721213087676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734288189532326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035224663693489006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598107411412979,0.21313231555155168,0.06180407561739173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0391285961949066,0.12209939835025595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063463916692012,0.0,0.0,0.056198772785444925,0.0,0.04013428071196765,0.0,0.06191471534215945,0.41016712856341175,0.057145220107451336,0.0,0.07316872666380975,0.13823128028783915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050494163095616273,0.0,0.0,0.05911494508559074,0.0,0.052784698288903184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05210442137043626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258954630057319,0.15849718246824054,0.21362592062764849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059615551684494464,0.0,0.04365223497187306,0.0,0.0,0.05379279547731985,0.044712203810017066,0.0,0.052191292603970284,0.0,0.0,0.05624624411592321,0.04214252387282765,0.044118432237523784,0.0,0.11033419687591932,0.0,0.0,0.059883244834762976,0.09947098864988484,0.0,0.0,0.08482972594298645,0.0922473423275883,0.04858391084029147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03381315299141627,0.10369333524343004,0.0,0.06154171005036708,0.0,0.10004037170487017,0.05042439569599856,0.0,0.07165529957743139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04354112130336023,0.09337607907239356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058916287005322386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053590920878326,0.0,0.074973181587213,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GreenGains_,2018/03/31,"Face Freezes Hey guys, Just wondering how common it is for your face to freeze up when anxious. Whenever I am around other people, like on a bus, my face freezes up. I assume it is because I think everyone is looking at me, but this also leads to my mouth twitching and it is really depressing me. Does anyone else suffer from this? 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My high school yearbook is coming out soon, and I hate my picture so much because my forehead looks greasy. This may not seem like a big deal, but I keep thinking about how everyone in my senior class will have this picture for the rest of their life. When they look at my picture 20 or 30 years later, most of them will have forgotten who I was or what I was like as a person. My only lasting legacy will be that ugly photo! Basically, I am terrified by the fact that photos of myself will last much longer than anyone's memories of me, so I want every picture of myself to be as perfect as possible.",8.722162849872774,6.857185351145041,8.598282442748097,72.30470101781172,61.900763358778626,10.870737913486003,37.100508905852415,9.2995712137729,3.393319592875317,535,20,96,7,6,174,93,131,0.14800000000000002,0.802,0.051,-0.9126,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,1,7,4,1,0,4,0,13,2,1,1,2,16,24,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,19,3,17,14,4,13,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,5,9,73,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21255156167108247,0.0,0.2631122831102921,0.1927779337794261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146921282998395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207122258191786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397038800973015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464793730102706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717194068121168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852122057795456,0.1797816802606679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659716426540053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575534125684415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878670547092325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723291603950113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067283982737839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289316853210198,0.183837380979554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159907095836403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766180927951353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309360227044707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428193464500068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210648056152304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041391784452485,0.0,0.17128116116034606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205564365383212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097345613550616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115993251607253 socialanxiety,BamBamBim,2018/03/31,"Anyone can help me? I can't speak to girls unless I'm drunk. I get really nervous around a larger group of people unless I'm drunk. I have pretty much 1 friend. And I feel like if he had the chance to hang around with someone else then he would. He has a GF now but we still hangout tho. I have 0 charisma, no one wants to listen to me talk. I had this scar on my face from when I was like 4, I'm only now starting to feel self conscious about it. Which makes me believe that it's getting worse. In University I have a few ppl that I talk to but that's it. The loneliness is getting bigger and bigger. Can't fucking cope. Everytime I feel shitty, I go on this account and write the same shit. Also, when I take Xanax everything goes away. It feels so good to not have this shitty feeling but I know that that's addictive so I dont take it. Thanks for reading. 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As the title says, I have a job interview in a couple days and I couldn't be more nervous. This would be my first ""Big"" interview, as it is for a Sous Chef position at my friends Restaurant. Although, my friend is one of the people interviewing me(He is the Head Chef), it is also the owner place that is going to be there too. I have suffered from SA since I was a kid. I was always the one who never wanted to do presentations in School. I never wanted to be called on to answer a question in front of other people. The thought of public speaking terrifies me. No matter how much i prepare and think im ready, its hard to deliver my words when questions are asked in a highly stressful situation. People without SA will never understand the battles we have in our minds. I was just wondering if you guys have had similar fears of going to a Job Interview while dealing with SA and the steps you took to overcome it. I have been taking notes, trying to prepare myself by speaking in front of a mirror. But my biggest fear is drawing a blank when they ask me a question and them thinking I am some kind of dummy. Any tips would be highly appreciated. Thanks guys.",4.984576271186441,5.961828940677968,5.962500000000002,78.5857838983051,68.91525423728814,8.272881355932205,30.00423728813559,8.472884824447931,2.29276779661017,954,36,175,14,16,316,139,236,0.1,0.807,0.094,-0.1123,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,2,2,2,8,12,1,5,18,0,28,1,1,1,3,32,42,14,0,6,4,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,0,3,8,6,0,0,9,0,0,6,6,7,0,3,7,4,25,5,31,26,3,30,0,1,0,0,29,14,0,6,10,135,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753274927826063,0.09107701939111956,0.0,0.0,0.07443453548523976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465509939355547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176786812779356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111212446355002,0.0,0.14118146150940145,0.11284539417991984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463391846714176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931040958578794,0.0,0.0,0.16913246345116764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441390792193988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675934180620726,0.0,0.0,0.09805200149354903,0.0,0.1123344936146158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312947287136291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823237793159125,0.0,0.32585764553055874,0.0,0.0,0.11398265556050938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052040004885308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046351311417398,0.0,0.2532600336363458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834183587225416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276511730571464,0.0,0.11435930213413335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367850780177642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704462546171138,0.0,0.11077636043822524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054398831323207,0.12303429050676153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253826608171394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229806628193953,0.0,0.0,0.10077332943362244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027129338330666,0.0,0.08689665727005373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161079046198585,0.07431414006293778,0.0,0.0,0.11394863095583307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912118730711666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551267326682492,0.11870148253200333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555102707069287,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chantelvierra,2018/03/31,"Probably a stupid post but I'm so proud of myself. I apologise for how stupid this sounds in advance. Today, after literally being a hermit for as long as I can remember now, I managed to go into a supermarket and go to customer service. It's probably literally the most stupid thing ever to be proud of but I honestly am so proud of myself:| The woman who talked to me was super nice and sweet, I was petrified but I managed to push myself. To me it's another step further. Just thought I'd post it here because I just wanted to get it out. Anyway yeah, sorry if that was completely unnecessary to post but I'm happy affff and I don't expect anybody to really read this anyway:)",1.87511111111111,4.387569992592591,4.527407407407406,78.63333333333338,82.40740740740742,7.451851851851853,25.296296296296298,8.447377352677275,2.257207407407408,539,22,97,13,15,190,82,135,0.106,0.623,0.271,0.9851,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,11,11,3,0,5,1,8,0,0,1,1,19,15,13,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,0,2,1,0,5,1,3,0,0,4,2,13,8,20,9,1,17,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,5,74,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298371649947294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800352945547465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296315511624474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751026467618816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011366673901344,0.0,0.22003000756002927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060676903268014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131069596780168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.55618347834379,0.0,0.4174202768498375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363067601932468,0.0,0.12401121006016615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21928646785297806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669504826915006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555908976780837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860481497106827,0.0,0.0,0.15367954013684254,0.0,0.0,0.1834895853379428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417749146329464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Zootopia18,2018/03/31,"Flirty troubles, anyone else? I can not for the life of me, ever tell if someone is flirting with me, I always assume they are not but I sometimes wonder if my awkwardness with social situations and anxiety just makes it so bad that I've actually passed up on people really interested Does anyone else struggle with this? Is there any actual good way to tell if someone is flirting/interested as opposed to just being nice?",6.961153846153843,8.008077935897441,8.04271794871795,65.1856153846154,64.51282051282051,10.342564102564104,33.54871794871795,10.355215969177356,3.8658841025641024,341,14,52,8,5,116,59,78,0.17,0.677,0.153,-0.3792,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,2,1,0,6,1,0,1,1,17,8,7,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,4,10,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,5,1,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.34817026708044296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484366690795965,0.0,0.0,0.12131286888592813,0.0,0.1364696072170232,0.0,0.0,0.2494720623793182,0.3655679480461004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895010376637266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561122878773772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980477211203825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136603194576676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962698212292752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600374424909905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907823327148673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367474644564565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428266365050875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005203989709814,0.0,0.1818484657202755,0.3023024027539894,0.0,0.1764345280771199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649434594660716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118454343224765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159948973381709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345881979508964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gorillaspandas,2018/03/31,"The annoying feeling that one negative experience might just bring back the anxiety I've tried to overcome, story inside This story happened yesterday, but the experience reminds me of many times where I think I've finally defeated my social anxiety in some meaningful way, just for reality to give me a wake-up kick in the groin. I'm a young guy, no beard - that matters somehow as we'll find out later in the story. So it's friday, I'm drinking at my apartment with some friends and as it goes - the clubs and bars on the main street end up being the next destination. We hit up different bars and clubs, I've been more talkative than usual with my buddies for the preparty and so I strike up a lot of people for casual conversation, largely with positive reactions. I speak to foreigners simply looking for a cheap drink, uni students, middle-aged lads. Just having fun. Then at one of the last bars we decide to go to, I go to the toilet (by necessity - had a lot of beer) and as I wash my hands I strike up a casual conversation with the guy next to me. Everyone else I talked to that night were friendly, but this man starts insulting me saying that I look like a 12-yearold and because of my lack of beard no girl will ever want me. He then goes on to boast about his long beard and how he is 32 and girls want real men. He literally has the beard-focused stereotype down to the tee. In my drunken state I tell him about my girlfriend and ask him why he has to have such a negative outlook when I was just trying to make conversation. Then he starts insulting my female friends, calling them fat and consequently we leave. Although logically I know he was drunk and just being a dick, and most people were nice and fun to talk to I have a feeling my anxiety will prevent me from being as talkative and fun next time I go out, out of fear of having a similar experience again. 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I can never effectively deliver what I'm thinking or a story I'm trying to tell, or even make effortless eye contact. Idk, overall I just never feel good after trying to be social. It feels almost gross and I regret every action and word that comes out of my mouth. I know it doesn't make sense to feel that way but I'm always left with this uncomfortable feeling.. so is it really that bad if I just keep to myself ??(well other than ppl I'm rlly close to -not total seclusion) I'll replay and dissect situations for weeks after they happen.. I try to push it out of mind when I realize what I'm doing but it's just so exhausting honestly, idk ",2.4055574912892013,4.117274085365857,4.5919860627177735,83.00475609756101,76.4390243902439,6.880836236933797,20.860627177700348,7.7094869923839395,0.879299303135888,626,15,123,9,14,217,98,164,0.192,0.7609999999999999,0.047,-0.9782,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,13,7,0,0,1,0,9,3,2,4,3,40,26,15,0,2,10,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,16,10,0,1,9,0,3,3,4,4,1,0,1,5,13,3,19,23,3,17,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,4,7,86,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621373963471798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472867082680715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519469026347772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947794096226646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320835754396434,0.0,0.13642282135474668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274822384608541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358090594881143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318347172488824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392007673364454,0.0,0.0,0.0889858479803149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592428132662716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21616292244430493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349092995549697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902829324457505,0.0,0.24976214588114745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372875831593653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200251322356625,0.0,0.3301098337803461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415233888303776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375045779403663,0.0,0.0,0.09441563454278172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43972652514331295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852289909147266,0.1298807794432791,0.0,0.14558364528069298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_daggr,2018/03/31,"My birthday is in a few days Over the last two years, my social anxiety has really flared up. Over the last few months, it’s been a lot better and this birthday will probably be the most tame I’ve been since. I’m starting to get anxious about it since one of my best friends (we work together and he’s going out of state for a few days) claims he’s going to have some delivery sent and then everyone will know it’s my birthday. I hate surprises and attention, which is why I really don’t like my birthday at all anymore. My family has wonderfully agreed we’ll celebrate it the day before on Easter which is also one of my aunts birthdays so the attention will be divided. On my actual birthday the following day, I’ll work an early shift and have a low key rest of the day. But now I’m starting to worry about work. I really don’t want to be sung to or want all the attention. I like to fly under the radar and while I don’t mind recognition at work for like doing a good job or something, my birthday is just a day I was born and it’s not like I’ve done anything special in my eyes. I only have five hours of work to get through. It’s better than having the day off so I’ll have some constructive routine. I’m just trying to tell myself a little attention will be okay and it won’t make me panicky and I’m also trying not to be the jerk that tells their friends to pls not do something nice. Gotta love SA, right guys?",3.4347619047619062,4.319936545454547,4.864434824434827,85.37696969696972,72.43434343434343,8.485425685425685,26.26406926406927,8.841846274778883,1.787564502164502,1122,36,240,21,21,376,147,297,0.063,0.759,0.17800000000000002,0.9866,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,1,8,9,18,2,0,19,1,31,2,1,1,2,35,51,18,0,2,8,1,0,4,2,7,0,0,0,1,11,11,0,0,6,0,0,4,7,3,0,4,5,1,22,15,33,34,11,39,0,1,1,1,14,15,0,7,23,154,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.09954273542421108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314765721554406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803399249776549,0.11523727509527075,0.10116212953127143,0.0,0.0,0.08394190412769996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679923885024764,0.0,0.1070485670803476,0.18043129916399464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604961404220428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438712793315498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747070678948204,0.0,0.0,0.09616178625593913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576185222026648,0.0,0.10658741494668744,0.0,0.11594424812346216,0.08555744417052412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100156537653987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070939584041227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045495270172958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122480232147664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560596012463281,0.16629633079857387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993391032103356,0.10223639291694987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672149969516861,0.09206402205231418,0.0,0.06808951935339977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299656123661388,0.0,0.08141988389545654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824324717983955,0.07757984311933748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997927211732217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604216718554535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711221131922632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876014623162475,0.0,0.0,0.10398184694105313,0.0,0.15705776408816102,0.0,0.0,0.1444001546378446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831475284957854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851019131952735,0.0,0.09964463349946236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033107253994005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204417353478908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062070449509928,0.37130639987451053,0.10359162194033317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568825166048464 socialanxiety,semi-brilliant,2018/03/31,Nervous on social media. Anybody else struggle to comment or make posts? Even on reddit where i am mostly anonymous. I have been on here for a few years now think this is my 3rd or 4th post. Right now my hands are shaking even thinking about hitting enter on my phone. Just keep thinking people are going to tell me I am stupid or I will say something wrong. Think am am going to try really hard to make more of an effort to interact. So I'm hitting enter. My victory for today. ,2.4894619883040967,4.668021852631584,3.804561403508776,86.58637426900587,77.84210526315789,5.485380116959064,24.239766081871338,6.42735559955562,0.8663099415204671,376,13,70,3,9,123,66,95,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.9061,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,1,3,2,0,10,1,1,2,0,12,22,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,3,9,0,13,18,3,17,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,4,49,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364557128506102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25877428857299584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266387834202067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548390928648852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741209401903265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615235632478798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358092889256363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752275177708707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254956871387199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729370483850273,0.0,0.15578398121127882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996908142645162,0.0,0.15080994288891944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479253234444025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122132006413693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020877605480409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856860487339161,0.0,0.0,0.1330002000455437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418100035157853,0.0,0.12615029303269448 socialanxiety,anxiouskid123,2018/03/31,How do you guys afford a therapist? My anxiety and paranoia are so bad I can hardly work. How do you guys get the money if some of you are in the same position as me?,1.3166666666666664,2.639726222222226,4.167777777777779,86.555,78.44444444444444,8.133333333333335,23.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.5508444444444442,128,4,29,3,3,46,29,36,0.202,0.7979999999999999,0.0,-0.7816,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,6,6,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26784282298511475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29233773797902823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292460247259595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6933528204940357,0.0,0.0,0.3136410695111769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40651931262978497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548934154245064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stevenwhatever,2018/03/31,"Wearing sunglasses makes me less self-conscious in public Whenever I have them on, I stop worrying about ""where I should look to not make people around me think that I'm weird"". They don't even hide my eyes that well.",4.970714285714287,6.3052051190476215,4.479523809523811,87.88214285714287,69.23809523809524,8.457142857142857,25.904761904761905,8.841846274778883,1.6669904761904766,173,5,35,3,3,52,37,42,0.114,0.7959999999999999,0.09,-0.2458,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,2,0,7,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,8,1,5,7,1,5,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102254625045339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301710034738062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926395652065597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652327811758616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415955656603809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36354577401307786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913489978156403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22329506597147786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133297950535796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539033528176406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheSpermWhoWon,2018/03/31,"When you purchase something at a store, where do you look while your waiting for your change? This might be the most challenging aspect of my anxiety. I usually just stare deepy into the counter like I'm trying date it. I feel like if you have social anxiety you'll stare at an inaminate object with more love than you'll ever stare at a person..which is slightly depressing.",7.479084507042256,7.542377436619719,7.1212323943661975,75.62156690140849,63.36619718309859,10.480281690140846,33.24295774647887,10.125756701596842,3.2504056338028167,302,11,54,6,4,95,55,71,0.078,0.7659999999999999,0.156,0.7703,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,7,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,1,9,12,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,10,4,8,8,2,10,0,1,4,1,9,5,0,3,7,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171220756370054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884061610557182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348156326591425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466092471252068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784980992232515,0.19476677149032776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663862818793213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289403542029251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24605902338683985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28921711649670545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380498107449135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779117307490288,0.0,0.20988372648380385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509772680711675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002631891922714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ijustshitmyself1143,2018/03/31,"Got a therapist and ive been diagnosed with social anxiety. Never have I felt this happy I always thought therapy might not be for me, but my therapist is a really cool guy and it feels so good to actually name what im feeling. Ive always kind of known but its nice having it confirmed. Bit of a rambling post but i havnt felt this good in a bit. It gets better and even if you dont think therapy is for you it helps so much. 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It happened 8 years ago, but the trauma stays until now. The casts were a group of people of varied age. So I’ve been avoiding group settings, this made me prefer working alone, teamwork is a no-no, and I’ve not found a therapist who I could feel real connection with, until a few days ago. I’ve put myself in a situation where I need to face and deal with my SA in order to live my life — not just surviving. I know I need the exposure to make the pain more tolerable, but sometimes it gets cold real fast. Currently I am working in a health environment that needs teamwork, but I only tell one person about my situation, and now I feel it was a mistake. The rest of the team in the place avoids me and now the person who knows about my condition also get the same treatment. I accept if people don’t like me, but I feel guilty for making the other person to get the bad treatment as well. Anyway, my current therapist told me that the people I work with have no idea how to deal with people with trauma. And me being there is a good lesson for them all. Yeh sure.. but I don’t feel altruistic enough to be the ‘example’ in a place where the people are plainly judgmental. I also know I am and was reenacting my trauma experience. Despite being aware of it, I am running under the fear spell to break away and stop what I was doing. My current satisfaction is by knowing that those people who are thinking loudly about their negative judgments of me (they made sure that I hear them words) actually have no clue about trauma, SA, or anything related to mental health. This includes my supervisor who has worked in the health clinic for decades. Such a shame, because I expected when I come to a health environment the people would be more aware. But I guess I gotta take what my therapist said, every person has their own traumatic experience, just differing in the degree of intensity. 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So let's start >Had a shit ton of friends and not awkward at all at my old school. It was an international school with lots of people from everywhere >14 years old, move to a shithole called Las Cruces, New Mexico >no friends on d1 >really awkward when I talk to people >after 2 years, I managed to obtain two aquaintances who I hung out with occasionally. Not exactly friends though >move again, this time to a shithole in the state of Alabama >one friend who often invites me to big social events Symptons? * I feel slight queasiness often. Like butterflies in the stomach * I am awkward when I talk to people. * I just want to move on from all conversations and can't quite relax. * This bullshit goes up and down and ebbs and floes. You know the lyrics from Creep, by Radiohead? That's me right there when I'm at my lowest points. I also feel like lately I've had moments where I've been better than ever, and moments where I've truly hit a new level of not being able to act human. 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I struggle to talk to people other than my mum, and pretty much never go out (on the rare occasion I do go out I have my mum tagging along with me) I've never had a real job I live in a one room temporary accommodation with my mum, that we were put in almost 3 years ago in a town away from the rest of our family . I sit in this room all day playing video games, browsing internet and watching shows when i feel in the mood. I have some internet friends, but I get depressed knowing I'll never have the courage to hang out with them irl. Things have been happening recently that are making my anxiety and depression worse Only the landlady of this place has access to the internet modem, and the internet has been having on and off problems for months. When that happens it just requires the box to be turned off and on, but the landlady isn't always here and it's something we cannot do ourselves. The internet sadly is my only social life worrying about the internet going off is a constant struggle. people living below our room play loud bass music . It always puts me on the verge of a panic attack and they aren't playing it ok anticipating it happening. Sorry for ranting the internet is messing up and I just feel so lonely and want to cry. I know to get better I need to help myself before others can help ...but I've never had the drive to do it even tho I'm desperate to have a normal life A normal life in which things as simple as losing internet connection for a day or two doesn't cause me to have a breakdown because I have friends and places to go (Sorry for posting this in multiple subs wasn't sure where to post sorry if it counts as spam)",4.486481994459833,5.490454955678672,5.731350692520772,79.69086537396124,70.0803324099723,8.546083102493075,27.73639889196676,8.841846274778883,2.149174094182825,1433,48,271,25,25,480,182,361,0.193,0.725,0.081,-0.9928,1,4,1,0,0,0,23.0,4,0,2,3,11,23,1,3,24,1,31,4,0,2,8,55,51,27,0,6,8,3,3,0,2,0,4,1,3,0,18,22,0,1,5,6,0,8,11,13,0,2,7,5,28,9,52,43,4,60,0,7,1,0,17,30,0,5,18,194,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245674394721834,0.0,0.16369972080347714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602689012808694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506031280437066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298997984147524,0.0767965366118896,0.0,0.0,0.049827371689356234,0.0,0.06955391883930641,0.0,0.0,0.07229155522766023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396852964880143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833088444181644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897865181364269,0.1054298618973834,0.0,0.21120519521913786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053987877567336175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705631023133377,0.0,0.12398917263668027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630278843538828,0.0,0.08541056934017369,0.0,0.18581676361879032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168447397679376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957593651900999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811134035096753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984329832610878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880972676425418,0.0,0.2309388587197251,0.0,0.0,0.14435417324464125,0.0,0.0,0.09144509897480607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545614565939277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524333705437993,0.0,0.06008761337862159,0.060608476533569926,0.3782532081045011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017384594089307,0.0,0.0,0.08577139242644001,0.0,0.05538850179906448,0.12433247533882327,0.0,0.09590317406752268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333514320076647,0.0,0.17079983875758273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23485027126558825,0.08315800872093472,0.0,0.0782132403579887,0.0,0.16434066154083446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303694409466516,0.0,0.0,0.08070745968485322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272429154389455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761539426949954,0.0,0.0,0.16664535400769948,0.0,0.06292672102411942,0.0,0.27450055341159985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090282382977282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703809576156373,0.0,0.0,0.06569875940034263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086075975214318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890862422582886,0.07984718348914721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04821181478174797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830099821186334,0.08329908427994852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527454814602326 socialanxiety,A_man_of_culture_cx,2018/04/01,"Teachers take my chances with her (I don't have real social anxiety I had it but I kind of cured it and plz don't ask me how idk I just happend) Okay so: After a few days of r/nofap and consciously focusing on talking to others I decided after being soft of bullied by boys in my class (I don't care, it doesn't hurt me it's just annoying you know. Like sometimes some kid is talking shit to me all the time I don't mind the contents but the fact that he's continuously talking to me) to sit next to a girl, (I usually just sit alone and enjoy the silence) I started talking to her literally at first I was thinking about a topic I could talk about with her anything that fits as fast as possible and I did. We had a pretty nice conversation. She's not the hottest but she's a cool girl or at least she hangs out with cool girls so she's probably cool too. We laughed a bit and I got to know some basic things about her life. She even said bye to me after class, I don't even remember if I replied since normally no one says bye to me Anyway since we sit in front teachers see us talking and they disapprove of course. Why do they do this? Man I have no friends and when I found someone who I can talk to they always tell me to stop. I have an A anyway in English so why does my teacher care. Well maybe because she isn't too good in English.. Idk I just want to have fun with her or anyone I never talked to her after class but I will hopefully get my shit together and do it. Totally random story, felt like sharing!",1.2558509454949909,3.221319222570536,3.145482859743152,90.8392254019618,80.91222570532916,6.247790474264335,23.76994640509657,7.359569317364363,0.9495858226312068,1188,43,261,17,31,398,166,319,0.126,0.701,0.173,0.9461,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,4,1,3,1,19,22,3,0,13,4,23,3,2,1,4,51,39,22,0,5,12,0,2,2,1,1,1,2,0,6,11,16,0,1,8,0,0,2,11,4,1,2,8,8,53,18,39,28,7,29,0,1,1,0,46,9,2,7,19,182,64,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365479063673236,0.0,0.0,0.08327625890689322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656247215728577,0.0,0.0,0.06997967613244019,0.0,0.08235897577316209,0.0,0.0935631795904789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100907109683387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092636459569541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408058112992405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799073500504154,0.0,0.0,0.06454462399027998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758245105091017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322064619987316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609443515291842,0.0,0.0,0.0851297159677248,0.0,0.10973477030494977,0.07732312118952271,0.0,0.05228872525910104,0.0,0.0,0.08394405088707795,0.08004473489044762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940402903644577,0.0,0.0,0.10713987346642792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422002387440596,0.11000492278268197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069089123590604,0.09779004028171864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054584207027177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010543110709123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718942448514536,0.0,0.10643836477934428,0.0,0.0980591311918294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781816759819333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282744111999601,0.0,0.10181939553135973,0.10790534598882852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391525068371347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337342001167774,0.0,0.09520092055904078,0.07958924012734893,0.0,0.0,0.07975241310408447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054655127557776,0.1655777640428719,0.0,0.0,0.10202101682181004,0.08479917164679067,0.0,0.09898367789691513,0.0,0.07083856960980381,0.0,0.0,0.08367305096374883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752492244591362,0.6435370997640629,0.08747609768057225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649004768052777,0.06412851794605394,0.0,0.0,0.058358631305363375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038634853409633,0.0,0.11022620669157232,0.0,0.05903096904377478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998575628040734,0.0,0.18061691444787886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mikeiszen,2018/04/01,"New Job Anxiety I started a new job a few weeks ago. It's a terrific opportunity, and I'm grateful. We always carry ourselves with us, though, and my anxiety has come to the new position with me. Generally, I can do okay in one-on-one interactions. However, in conference calls and group discussions, I have real trouble asserting myself. I feel myself holding back, too nervous on how I will be perceived or how ignorant I might appear. I remind myself I've only been there for a few weeks, and I'm still learning and acclimating myself. But when I feel my body and thoughts lock up in a conversation, or spend long moments ruminating later, I realize that I'm not putting all of me forward. Does anyone have any advice on how to be professionally assertive while living with anxiety? How do you build your confidence while balancing anxiety and a career? 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I’m 26, female and unemployed though I have been actively looking for work for a few months (I quit my last job because it was pure hell. I was so unhappy). I get so anxious about being unemployed and about what people think about it (do they think I’m lazy? Etc.) although I’m doing my best. I’m anxious about meeting new people (started casually dating someone new a few weeks ago, things are going well so far but my mind acts up and worries about all of the possible things that could go wrong. Why hasn’t he responded to my snap? Minor things like that, that normally wouldn’t phase me at all.) I worry that my friends’ friends don’t like me, that I’m constantly being judged. I worry that every new relationship (whether it’s a new female friend or a romantic relationship) end badly. I don’t want this fear to be obvious enough that people I want to get to know can see through it and be turned off by it. I just want to chill the fuck out. 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It’s depressing. I’m 24 and I have no chance of going out once in a while to some pubs or bowling, or to someone’s birthday. It’s just that I dislike how everyone is part of smoking and alcohol culture. I can’t have fun next to those people.",0.49774733637747204,2.862664589041098,2.6062100456621025,90.8241400304414,88.04109589041096,4.888280060882801,21.80974124809741,6.42735559955562,0.5446024353120245,277,10,56,3,9,93,55,73,0.08199999999999999,0.765,0.153,0.6571,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,1,14,12,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,8,10,2,8,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,3,3,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504923002120952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714184513070087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188030574756144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397029109383168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320959628903326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881496013835309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655570333827179,0.0,0.0,0.2069712200994474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807765032079412,0.0,0.2492770935956917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24961837075364374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538222105674658,0.0,0.1624969499749396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778634585704059,0.3971968395278532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695376564149529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Soap-Taste-Ok,2018/04/01,"Do u guys ever think u know the vibe in a group conversation then it turns out u read the vibes completely wrong? I was talking to some people (online) in a group CHAT conversation. And I don't have any IRL friends, I'm also terrible on reading conversations. Anyway! I joined a group of online friends on discord (chat). Everyone was laughing and having fun, so I started talking with them, and I said some things, like jokes and thought I was funny, but then one of the ppl in the group chat tells me ""stop talk, u embarrassing yourself, go into Private messages"". This caught me off guard so much, I started blushing and felt really, really u know when u don't know how to act/feel. Not sure if I gonna cry, not sure if I should laugh, u know? I feel so dumb and embarrassed right now.",3.734913419913422,5.298555110389613,4.5864285714285735,85.0377380952381,72.57142857142857,7.730735930735931,27.119047619047624,8.344100000000001,1.7470969696969698,613,22,124,10,12,198,95,154,0.196,0.69,0.115,-0.9436,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,0,9,14,1,2,7,0,9,0,0,1,3,31,25,17,0,3,5,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,3,9,0,2,8,6,0,2,4,5,0,1,7,3,13,9,13,16,3,19,0,0,0,0,20,9,1,4,9,71,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244390716804795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058182745672238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315125428222227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092727121005652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075567770404326,0.0,0.14868940781538528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735941488957386,0.0,0.149407374571733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404435701658353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843519330536957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407565451126076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34207072817010203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602184847907849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438924241083614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544350828419546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078784831040722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31129874426689924,0.0,0.1993719939442632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288775203528294,0.14801814043553824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202792427464788,0.0,0.0,0.1300946391641374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933160069251157,0.0,0.0,0.37521367013442497,0.13600760617861685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337855093573853,0.0997068507270912,0.0,0.1235347850031239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925601795661768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701321140138853,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kanye34,2018/04/01,"I can't keep up a conversation because I'm too afraid of being judged I have a severe social anxiety. I find it really hard to interact with people on daily basis. It seems to me that most people put a very little amount of effort while talking to others. And sometimes I wish I could do the same. I'm always blank whenever someone talks me. And when I try to start the conversation, I simply can't keep it going. I also have a fear that people are going to judge me while I'm engaged in a conversation with them. I'm usually afraid that I might say something dumb or stupid and make a fool out of myself. How do I overcome this fear? What's the best way to keep up the conversation? I honestly can't help it. And I think it is because of the way I've been brought up. I lived in a very toxic environment (I still do). I have big family issues and getting abused didn't help either. Besides this, I never really got any opportunities to socialize. I've always been stuck at one place and now when I have the opportunity to socialize I just can't do enough. I feel like everyone is ahead of me and there is a lot of catching up to do which seems impossible at the moment.",3.4669934640522877,4.789159378151262,5.432212885154061,79.6665452847806,72.86554621848741,8.482166199813259,24.986928104575163,8.998388855275968,1.8645790849673207,924,28,185,19,18,320,125,238,0.138,0.774,0.08900000000000001,-0.8557,0,0,1,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,1,5,9,13,2,4,15,0,23,0,0,2,1,30,43,14,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,10,0,3,5,0,0,5,6,7,0,1,6,3,25,6,28,34,7,31,0,0,0,0,14,13,1,6,12,131,38,0,0.0,0.13745308481729113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277329339169324,0.1930595145447297,0.0,0.0,0.07889089576170308,0.0,0.08874746476997697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143744932092148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174551924805982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926246832637916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986952012732162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085269175676248,0.0,0.0,0.10936406641261356,0.2610873946246288,0.05865822915724021,0.08287769073263862,0.0,0.0,0.10603119637126787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061052722103723,0.0,0.13186250948153236,0.0,0.09278393303599908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392232823952867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551834707258486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108448016658535,0.0,0.3093455161799446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667671060129545,0.11627267025798205,0.1024391081163218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986277004757501,0.0,0.0,0.0774376912752932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306846056022355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947419717635575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861149555516685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412805406334822,0.0,0.12120593922204365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662226603562595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863817479907726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225594583414948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122260882553465,0.0,0.13105847444622978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547732854390026,0.09829504307000918,0.08931029887817513,0.1147370274161566,0.0,0.08211259751234888,0.0,0.0926458739712231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648916525368966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433463453839992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876329232266642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277688157063724,0.1914410844974476,0.0,0.18416695091111965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340597361142514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,account258,2018/04/01,"I am too scared to message my tinder matches. So it has been a month since I downloaded Tinder. I have got a few matches and one super like. The problem is that I am too scared to message them. I have a fear that I won't know how to keep the conversion going... And I have no idea what girls like to talk about. And in real life it's even worse. I stutter so much when I am talking to girls that is around my age. Luckily, where I work are all moms and I am the young guy in the company. I am a guy (21). 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I don't like to talk to my dad cause he usually gets to topics I don't like to talk about (""So how's school going"", ""you're gonna need to get a job soon"" ((which he said that yesterday), and even if he doesn't, the topics he talks about don't interest me (history of mountains and Native American tribes). I always go out of my way to avoid him. I hide in my room till he goes into his room or I'm forced to leave to go use the bathroom. Anyway, a few weeks ago, he told us about an older (half) brother we apparently have (I was technically the oldest, until this news) and he wanted us to start talking to him. I know for a fact all three of us (my brothers and I) don't care about him, no offence whatsoever. I, at least, don't want to talk to him. It's weird...there's no problem in doing so, but I guess that SA is at play. I just know it's going to be awkward, especially when he asks what I'm doing with my life. ""Um...slowly wasting away in my room playing video games"". My dad added my younger brother and myself to a Facebook group chat with our older brother, told us to add our youngest brother to it, then said to talk with him. I know my younger brother has tried to a bit. I don't know what to say if my dad asks if I did... So...yeah. I can hear my dad cooking breakfast as we speak. He does that occasionally - usually on Sunday cause he's off from work - as well as dinner. The food is good but my brothers and I are forced to sit at the table and listen to him make small talk with us. ""How is school going?"". ""Did you talk to your brother?"". I just want to die at the table. My youngest brother and myself always purposefully eat fast so we can go back to our room. He just called us over, and I hope things aren't really like that, today. We'll have to see. I probably didn't explain any of this well lol. Anyway, what about you all? Do you relate to any of this? Do you have any stories of your own?",1.4858324449739726,2.995849373549888,3.2717664764532515,92.35315294412744,78.46635730858469,5.958763403775006,21.625446792500163,6.643151254067905,0.2638605505737757,1564,43,360,14,37,523,196,431,0.1,0.845,0.055,-0.8856,2,1,0,0,0,1,90.0,13,7,0,1,22,15,1,2,12,1,30,6,0,6,3,55,67,29,1,9,10,14,0,3,0,2,1,6,4,1,15,20,5,1,5,6,0,6,11,4,2,2,8,7,66,11,65,56,8,47,0,0,1,0,78,18,0,8,23,232,81,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400658325857919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201629550829858,0.0,0.0,0.14730840672978626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350064027146327,0.0,0.06784025401693675,0.055522235369695055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883064605488625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373076878968803,0.0,0.07361919839315333,0.14835164792891073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493880387460816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631882740040882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738851346965428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047691621127564414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873122195839452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544968790782039,0.0,0.2462192372335225,0.06056327066460514,0.0,0.0,0.07954344839522969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128883357706763,0.0,0.0,0.0813818178083498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171720988048325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536468215936096,0.07165367269209284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587309128526253,0.0,0.0,0.07645611161601618,0.0,0.0,0.05100148889885638,0.1058291436134884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04819830734779601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354010252306565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915373514442827,0.0,0.07785067084825754,0.06909173678220548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625724446712095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736957076548015,0.05742139723882313,0.0,0.14615338657967775,0.057539121950113015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051108034690191984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52233064805479,0.06311154304000198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047970698478624216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844318833781164,0.13799254651404125,0.0,0.04902338006948548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211321779361247,0.062363113283627924,0.15905021308000836,0.0,0.12776754938600654,0.0573140492513153,0.0579195882012688,0.0,0.1298443822040623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256709153274918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DifficultRecipe,2018/04/01,"Small victory I wanted to share I used to struggle a lot with social anxiety, and have slowly been getting over it the last few years. I have been doing so much better talking to people, although I do come off as awkward quite a bit still. Anyway, there's this girl I've been crushing on for a while now, and I've never really been able to talk to her. I usually just freeze up, or mutter something incoherent around her. If I actually say something understandable, it's incredibly cringey, or a really unfunny joke (and not so bad it's good. Most of the time she just gives me a confused look). She always glared at me which is mostly the fact that she has a really bad case of Resting Bitch Face, but I was totally convinced that she hated me. I would see all these people talk to her, and she was always super friendly, which always made me a little bit jealous at how easy it was for them. When I saw her today though, I just kinda spit out the first thing I was thinking, and she kinda laughed and said something else, and after a little bit all the sudden I realized ""Holy Shit, we're having a real conversation."" For the first time, I didn't see her as my crush, but just this cute girl that I could talk to. I made her laugh, she related to me etc. I could also tell that she was into it, and actually wanted to talk to me. I kinda cut off the conversation abruptly after I started getting into my own head because I know that things would've gone downhill real fast from there, and she looked either surprised or disappointed that I left so quickly, but I'm pretty sure that's a good [thing](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8YaaZZN9VYs). I know that this is kind of rambly, and all I did was talk to this girl, no phone number or anything, but I still feel really great about it and can't wait to talk to her again.",9.44866104868914,6.68665860393259,9.078921348314603,72.24285767790262,61.2752808988764,11.74052434456929,35.53108614232209,9.725611199111238,3.175291985018726,1437,42,276,20,15,465,183,356,0.094,0.7340000000000001,0.172,0.9859,1,0,3,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,1,5,21,26,5,3,17,0,24,4,4,4,7,64,49,31,0,6,15,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,23,17,0,1,6,1,0,2,5,11,0,2,17,9,48,15,37,29,16,39,0,1,5,0,37,15,2,12,22,208,71,0,0.0841739114007621,0.0,0.1642831905888963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731384653599287,0.2101183119506592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439281182745593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926795700076617,0.07493262705222117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056340014601654,0.05131163511590527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444498431361954,0.2756883311931449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250837140427946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441203792000078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031650201493668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387616158045917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042560858747277296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319657207445133,0.0,0.0,0.0650325551458136,0.0,0.0879547891136487,0.0807472858255248,0.0,0.14120216655756487,0.0,0.09280203447935184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310431092954956,0.08638671727120896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876541756934237,0.0925195607358008,0.0686129723339195,0.0,0.0,0.0914552010264688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687287450070561,0.0,0.0,0.14136977167067208,0.0,0.0,0.07156164938537106,0.0,0.15929478041486786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061877510053937435,0.0,0.06492010962930474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671118336287535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856351289619667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952931594626486,0.0,0.19161667837696106,0.21569585215805295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006866537388227,0.06693847283930585,0.0,0.0,0.13415141870672062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640331044127278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580470240245991,0.0,0.19440356808463025,0.0,0.0,0.059578727730203764,0.0,0.1344427887530452,0.0,0.0,0.08799684831163165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933291533789502,0.0,0.0,0.4735906107298654,0.07357170867959252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776421952109208,0.053935243632032094,0.08270044057695737,0.0,0.0981649692928976,0.0,0.07978702581079858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762801032061737,0.0,0.07269923348170061,0.09270567140731033,0.0,0.09929590763002658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958946318320092,0.0,0.0,0.05420523919200058 socialanxiety,SpaceRaff,2018/04/01,"Social Anxiety with the family Hey guys. The thing is that I have some degree of SA, I can talk to new people, I don't mind to be in large groups and I can have some sort of small talk with people while waiting for the bus or subway, but the situation is that sometimes when I have to talk with my family members I just can't do it (cousins, siblings and sometimes even my parents) I get anxious and don't know what to talk about so it just becomes an awkward silence What can I do? ",4.707133333333331,4.64979598,5.541999999999998,85.01433333333334,69.2,8.266666666666667,29.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.723066666666667,378,13,81,4,6,124,60,100,0.063,0.937,0.0,-0.5789,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,0,14,0,0,0,0,16,17,8,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,12,16,2,5,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,4,3,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800288086779314,0.20379677416809272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923383648336046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191502319026618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34012365913720377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424976126471386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862096437675393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914123607752784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214910855081265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422812964164405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003090404363013,0.0,0.0,0.2501285326182718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277330092075507,0.0,0.18389158335362835,0.0,0.0,0.3568336372577301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5799837127143616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984746404347366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,skullgrater,2018/04/01,"Does anyone else have trouble opening up with family? People say that you can always open up with family, but I can’t. Even with my mum, who I trust more with anyone else. I just can’t open up and tell her what I actually think, I still just completely shut myself off. Is this normal for people with social anxiety?",3.6859677419354817,5.427365338709676,5.0427741935483885,80.99416129032262,73.03225806451613,8.185806451612903,20.464516129032265,8.841846274778883,1.3258606451612909,249,5,47,5,5,83,44,62,0.064,0.857,0.079,0.4423,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,6,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,1,10,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,1,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.20173857960540303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720158532351432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814782204195846,0.0,0.0,0.2891007318784409,0.4236384640566835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675238666684585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809107450755142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453926403173368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365431616550975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897731379174679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025514275121111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866409919516575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439992896594174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107351181102097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509478020243512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806910610265037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246418458265485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CountDruckula,2018/04/01,"Exposure therapy Can anyone give me a few exposure therapy ideas to try out. I was looking for a list online that went from easy to hard, and I haven't found any. 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Normal in terms of social standards. I've been doing this for 2 years in the university. I don't really have a group of friends I'm tight with. Most of the people in my batch are really just acquaintances. I might be just lying to myself on whether I enjoy the peace and quiet, which I do, but making it an excuse to not approach some people and join them...",2.3171978021978035,4.2341215256410285,4.0352014652014665,85.97884615384619,77.33333333333333,6.508424908424907,18.83516483516484,7.447530270364453,0.4627010989010989,301,6,60,4,7,101,58,78,0.048,0.812,0.139,0.7140000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,1,0,16,11,4,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,7,2,12,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,2,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856575374269492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28222402469369223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130912835719652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410632042544064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292592419286075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5404734265809747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38242593750522624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533838236438042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28115509425170865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776135655419093 socialanxiety,Chernushka,2018/04/01,"I think I might have social phobia Hello here. I've had my fair share of mental shit in the last years. Depressed for eight years, I'm now on treatment and generally getting better... except for one thing. In supermarkets, cinemas (not theaters, surprisingly) and restaurants especially, I always feel physically sick. I can't eat much at restaurants because I feel like I'm going to barf. I get diarrhea too, and it usually goes away after going to the bathroom. My hands tremble, and though I can eat, I usually am worried the people with me will ask me ""are you okay"". I don't feel super stressed out emotionally, but I feel it much more physically. I do my groceries super quickly because I always feel like I'm going to pass out or get ill, and I just had a realization that it might actually be social phobia. Those places are often very crowded. I also can't eat properly in front of someone else (except for my mother, maybe), I always feel like I'm not going to keep it down. My emetophobia goes crazy at this moment. Though I know I'm not sick, I always feel sick. I know it's all in my head too, because it only happens at these times. When I get out of the restaurant, or the cinema, or the supermarket, it's as if nothing happens. Anyone else experiencing this and actually knowing it's social phobia?",4.963935369632583,6.322999764940243,6.44355245683931,73.70210602036299,69.2788844621514,8.605666223992918,29.88069942452413,8.998388855275968,2.6171087206728645,1035,40,182,19,18,353,132,251,0.16,0.789,0.052000000000000005,-0.9805,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,0,3,11,13,1,2,7,1,15,10,3,0,1,38,43,16,0,1,11,1,8,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,14,10,3,1,11,2,0,6,6,4,0,2,2,9,28,9,28,37,4,31,0,1,0,0,9,14,1,7,14,123,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.1842066673484193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754773467227527,0.3141339362804943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599417232375797,0.09670563480857727,0.0,0.0,0.08823454091680821,0.0,0.08867510797271674,0.0,0.0,0.17260339174721168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347331465903532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129118107285499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28972941176601263,0.15768829968956494,0.10616718075166852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340570477632828,0.20227981470695092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724304747041266,0.0,0.21455813379071065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692359283001446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686328366680187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389116425012452,0.0,0.0,0.15560983342169246,0.07693402426136507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383310082277014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481952467835028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951149773655393,0.20024902703672087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876343489550566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056218898961732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395576668126267,0.07178185476582015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654326777210116,0.0,0.09860922648174744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688188917688023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886320544857073,0.07996966342026274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081143987998429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270328625327158,0.06047625107880756,0.1854599060600051,0.0,0.055034972777752864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789714045634686,0.0778751329360882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584962358893004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155798080850308 socialanxiety,MagicTurtlesFly,2018/04/01,"How am I supposed to make friends if I can't talk to another person? A bit of a rant and cry for any advice. Even posting this is just absolutely terrifying. I struggle a lot with depression too, and I get so much more sad at the fact that I can kind of just dissapear easily without anyone noticing. I want to be able to talk to people, and actually have a friend for once, but anxiety makes it so I just can't. I can't even bring myself to say ""Thank you"" to someone who did something for me. I've never really had friends my whole life, and to be honest I literally do not know how to even go about making one. How do I make friends ?",3.5658333333333303,4.231322704545455,5.5057575757575785,81.71196969696972,71.95454545454545,8.896969696969698,28.303030303030305,9.150863307647796,2.1611303030303017,495,18,107,10,9,172,88,132,0.116,0.722,0.162,0.8843,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,13,10,0,1,5,0,13,1,0,7,2,24,23,11,0,2,7,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,2,1,14,7,18,19,5,5,0,2,0,0,10,1,0,2,1,79,18,0,0.14421711320411684,0.0,0.1407350989185341,0.0,0.0,0.14092729391691888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980725823943354,0.1512242177162607,0.1103256968615519,0.0,0.0,0.10083995876722064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574477357140527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841572694079292,0.0,0.0,0.12421398827929975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857621293819927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44568713566193424,0.0,0.07534748930731318,0.0,0.0819619089185776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017993067478602,0.07925795381364055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186481206280304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260823239336766,0.0,0.0,0.38506417171194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601617203874857,0.0,0.1112291284060295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641921392474774,0.0,0.1535865188249822,0.0977252482753353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998198766772433,0.1259248205364616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381201291573666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923891756087942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468723687098932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219469201562674,0.11102537955519677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076703961328786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318325054926272,0.0,0.13277574165812112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506298990434832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610132566023677,0.0,0.13902015072908255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wannabonelikebonobos,2018/04/01,"I just got a raise! Been less than 3 months at my place of work, so it's completely unexpected. Now I just have to get rid of the guilty thought that some of my co-workers are mad at me b/c they've been there longer and are paid less. But hey, at least I know my boss loves my work and will likely give me a good reference when I'm ready to change jobs!",1.5549999999999995,2.5027298846153845,2.6415384615384627,99.27846153846157,77.07692307692308,6.7384615384615385,19.41025641025641,7.1686216300943375,-0.18614358974358947,273,5,73,3,6,87,59,78,0.077,0.7979999999999999,0.125,0.5696,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,10,14,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,9,3,9,8,4,7,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,42,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804942123749465,0.0,0.27800539437544697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853026224148568,0.2543566483058586,0.0,0.22239577127529025,0.2120651834688568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26312109019532065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571985380621713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953920618359355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23930879877876926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116407058628913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770259774250474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049998527422736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5790984570433827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TurtleBork,2018/04/01,"Does anyone here also have ocd? I do and it makes it hard to socialize, I was just curious and am very anxious typing this out.",0.8375641025641016,3.1739425000000066,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,85.53846153846153,6.543589743589743,20.2051282051282,7.793537801064563,1.0436820512820508,99,3,20,2,3,34,23,26,0.13699999999999998,0.778,0.085,-0.101,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32277316724148314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559734525349321,0.0,0.28221908884349195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532088300535796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615624476255266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694181478635805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114377202296121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33302711871236795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CMcCord25,2018/04/01,"Work In Retail Need Advice I work for a big name retailer and we have been really busy lately and my job is going through the my department's aisles and tidying them up, making sure items are pulled to the front and they're straight and I've struggling lately due to my Social Anxiety so I was wondering how do you guys cope? Just the thought on going down an aisle where other people are sends my anxiety through the roof.",3.849294320137695,5.860861433734943,4.246333907056801,85.73734939759039,73.21686746987952,7.634423407917385,25.110154905335627,8.418075326091056,1.6643817555938036,341,11,65,6,7,107,64,83,0.075,0.8740000000000001,0.051,-0.25,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,1,2,4,2,0,1,6,0,7,0,0,2,1,15,13,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,2,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,9,1,9,10,1,16,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,3,42,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595204902874268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381184671270519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25119111679968303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188180648550456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930170365918794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4985800300609963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751471233416966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386369681077886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532088958973435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157393664677592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252747909685344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310301306834244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082835254860855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544395759611747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23965775580090035,0.3217714402185143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blackmiroar,2018/04/01,"Let’s work on this together I specifically have lots of trouble with people watching me eat, I’m scared my hands will shake and I think everyone’s watching me. Now I know no one is watching me and everyone is off in their own dream land, But whenever I have to perform I feel incredibly anxious. I try not to use safety behaviours and I try my hardest to confront my fears. But how do I stop giving a fuck??? I feel like once I don’t give a fuck I will be happy. I’ve tried ssris and I’ve tried therapy, I’ve tried snris and I’ve tried tcas. None of these address anxiety and it shits me. 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Got coerced into going to a party. 2 hours into it I got asked by someone the above question. Answered: I dunno. And then i laughed. Why am I still here? Edit: Sobering up a bit - Has anyone been asked this? Is it rude or am I over thinking this?",-0.8189898989898978,1.273449363636363,1.5969696969696976,94.49767676767678,100.8181818181818,2.4444444444444446,20.65656565656565,3.1291,-0.4043131313131316,205,8,41,0,9,69,42,55,0.14800000000000002,0.7509999999999999,0.102,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,12,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,7,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,3,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872342008642955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779082263520078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790520559080884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452649610116889,0.0,0.4088578161595876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25171726970205577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286333632271784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165714220872908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412472541649024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377995277802782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612835391591481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,AcceptingNormality,2018/04/01,"What kind of age-range are people in this sub and when did you discover you had anxiety? (Long post sorry!) Hi everyone! Another long-time lurker here (if there's any reddit to be afraid to post in it's going to be one with people comprised of social anxiety aha). I'm currently 25 years old and I'd definitely say my social anxiety is still very present and a big factor in my life. Having had a number of jobs (mostly retail, but also a few big chances in my chosen career path) I have gained experience and also a number of different social situations, being in a dingy nightclub at 6am or living with complete strangers in a shared house at university. I'm sure reading this for some younger sufferers might seem like something you couldn't imagine doing, and neither could I whilst experiencing them! One bad time for me in particular was my first year at university and I had a hard time managing all sorts of emotions. One student I lived with constantly skated around the house, messing up the vinyl flooring and once put a loaf of bread in the washing machine for no reason other than because he thought it would be funny. I also came back one evening and found every fruit peeling imaginable covering the floor because he thought 'why not'. Safe to say we didn't get a penny of our deposit back. Looking back I can laugh and it's a story to tell, but once I confronted him, which can be explosive when you've held in anger for so long, and I had to be held back and the friendship was gone. Sorry to ramble, but I thought some might appreciate maybe how good their uni experience was in comparison! I don't think I'll ever totally lose my anxiety, and it'll always be heightened over the average person's level of anxiety, but I find it best to accept yourself, especially right now in time as society seems to be bringing awareness and accepting it more widely as a real and serious mental illness. I felt I was very aware as a child, and I became even more aware as I noticed my passions and interests were becoming further away from 'normal' like other boys who formed popular groups and talked about football and sports. I liked to use my imagination and had adventures with people who were more typically seen as 'outcasts' but I didn't care. These were the times I'd remember most fondly and I never felt I had to act a certain way or change my personality for them. It wasn't until maybe 16/17 when I found out this was a real, recognised health problem and I discovered the actual term 'social anxiety. Every teacher and parent I knew at school wrote me off as 'shy' and 'different' and it never occurred to them this was something serious to address. I'm SO relieved that children my age right now will grow up in a more educated and understanding society and hopefully they can get help so when the development into teenagers/adulthood happens, they are ready for the leap into independence. Please post your own experiences below if you can, it'd be great to get some insight and stories from everyone. You don't have to read my long post, who has time for that anyway? But I hope some can relate! Stay strong and remember we are all unique individuals and each and every person matters a great deal.",7.218987312030072,7.417651965460527,7.584528195488723,71.62569736842106,63.88486842105264,10.632781954887221,34.97011278195488,10.355215969177356,3.674058778195489,2577,107,450,56,35,845,313,608,0.075,0.7390000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9978,5,0,2,0,0,0,50.0,3,6,6,5,26,35,2,1,26,0,52,7,0,4,8,109,84,58,0,9,11,1,3,3,0,5,4,2,1,6,23,42,2,3,22,3,2,7,11,10,0,5,33,9,51,25,71,34,20,81,0,2,2,1,42,35,0,17,36,313,74,7,0.0,0.0,0.05963646093541471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466136455579978,0.0508500492657127,0.0,0.0,0.04155823084460687,0.06408122225106662,0.2805029091512522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440260406398295,0.0,0.0,0.057416701454742224,0.187965311068902,0.05102593693066222,0.07450657154034511,0.06749336243746729,0.0,0.0,0.06413323545583956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989580590866969,0.06230771975620601,0.0,0.06464835429750351,0.0,0.06407473109704127,0.06604032219395578,0.0,0.04879293018312848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630037510210528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769798981981642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874273356831696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807277511517103,0.05527926977298832,0.15446839512966026,0.11679020016933148,0.0,0.17933768050708868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735413732141756,0.0,0.05585522756437093,0.05198180499168188,0.0,0.13401222748027347,0.0,0.0,0.09578543598263804,0.0,0.03473133722131528,0.051257815603170366,0.0,0.13475231115529449,0.0,0.0,0.05404110755761765,0.0,0.054744315743767716,0.0,0.0,0.06495915954828603,0.0,0.0,0.040962060994569234,0.0,0.0,0.1213959378113994,0.0,0.14103000181582767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064419411033744,0.0,0.0,0.0636387058935067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04316518716338988,0.08956865554409188,0.0,0.10792596690682672,0.21632865870452436,0.051318657955601935,0.06836865539744823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279036282002526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061586485589078886,0.1296602718037576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426662747302522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059876748997964,0.0,0.06957637556927045,0.0641267256255929,0.13016449344188644,0.16564419241426973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785760342871124,0.0,0.0,0.12710202247222316,0.1600818281671625,0.0,0.06708258441917453,0.0,0.0,0.2341134727636293,0.0,0.0,0.05847589578339628,0.0,0.061434402623204175,0.0,0.0,0.12225700266603245,0.13911758730322496,0.0,0.06283327673082423,0.0,0.0,0.13845588331391645,0.1043785659535547,0.0,0.09719737256740116,0.0,0.061848569742603415,0.0,0.1112680728545218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869240754107124,0.0,0.24918380338517934,0.0,0.09409395042974757,0.0,0.13681967980793253,0.0,0.06513722195775408,0.04880409304676055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057597302432239365,0.0,0.0,0.049119481435734455,0.05341454977705773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039158078661288884,0.0,0.14554821840070542,0.17817438702878927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361970930319663,0.0,0.052781115122304725,0.0,0.10084754021197163,0.0,0.04850783215233242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055144041762035835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04341218553064925,0.0,0.0,0.07870820180642489 socialanxiety,TheLastJediUnleashed,2018/04/01,"Mood changes based on how people perceive me? So I have been wanting to fix this problem for a while now. My mood always depends on what other people's perception of me is. For example, if somebody compliments me and is kind to me, my mood is a good mood. If someone gets mad at me and raises their voice, insults me (unless i know they're joking), etc., my mood turns sour and I feel sad. Last night I was hanging with friends in this escape room game, and one of the guys who was older than me I hung out with in the group was telling me like ""stop pressing those buttons and let me do it"" or when i asked him if he checked this part of the room he says ""you think i haven't tried that?"" and a bunch of other stuff which made my mood sour for the rest of the night. Yes, he was a smartass, but still, was my bad mood justified or was I just emotionally weak and overreacting? Today, my manager was ONLY getting mad at me for something that I was taught differently on how to do and my mood was getting more and more sad and sour after he got mad at me. I want to be strong and unaffected against this stuff. I have been having this problem for years and I want to know how to stop my mood from changing because of other people. But I am also wondering if that is a normal reaction that should’ve left alone and I should just stop thinking about it? I understand when people get complimented they become happy but when they don’t, they become upset. I want to stop getting upset from this.",4.7900932934342535,5.228855180602007,5.267769758845276,85.32431262101744,69.10033444816054,8.033867276887872,28.11142404506249,7.85451343220497,1.5449290969899665,1165,37,243,13,19,373,149,299,0.16899999999999998,0.728,0.103,-0.9773,1,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,4,1,13,30,4,2,10,1,26,1,0,5,0,54,47,32,0,12,12,0,2,1,1,1,1,2,2,1,21,16,0,4,9,2,1,1,2,12,0,1,14,7,41,9,36,30,6,30,0,2,0,0,19,12,0,8,18,176,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234058191880934,0.0,0.08674216490456169,0.09025442363207628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140334061553427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905666089702076,0.06612134863466249,0.23958971972488846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22949043472481925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332642383429893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201238517354407,0.0,0.0,0.12097097265219235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054844897713014484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380244055146774,0.0,0.2833513910604786,0.0,0.0,0.09097817348670267,0.08675211287285259,0.0,0.0,0.1074007998525641,0.0,0.11546666152540208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295317908339812,0.11922282572206405,0.08841624817263442,0.0,0.0,0.11785126741458744,0.11091631943147948,0.0,0.052992196326037536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026354518590326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358054886418414,0.10627603213390907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735010158801914,0.08249512938131781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746074036110365,0.0,0.3007934098092541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757927854588956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625844975865257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190494940479456,0.08350429730093001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662302893365463,0.362737860100744,0.0,0.0,0.2483408047921088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480618943954183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900438135847296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281538949678336,0.0,0.0,0.07364294444343465,0.11798250519242233,0.0,0.11291946178451308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559099631718839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762938622520988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985011314380346 socialanxiety,Bamyasi,2018/04/01,"Vent. I just want to someone to tell me it's gonna be okay I suffer from social anxiety, not as bad as some of you guys, but I do. I had my times of not being able to even say something to other people and freeze completely if asked something, of depression and suicidal thoughts, of absolutely no human contact, of panic attacks at the classroom and in public transport. I'm doing better. I think I overcame depression, I've made a friend at school last year after so much suffering everyday. I've made a female friend through League of Legends also. I gathered courage to talk to a girl I had feelings for (and had an anxiety crisis that lasted three weeks). This year I even introduced myself to a group of friends and I chat with them between classes. A girl approached me and I had a shitty chat with her, but, hey, at least it's a chat, I wouldn't be able to do it some months ago. Still, I cannot seem to be happy. When i was on vacation and playing League everyday with that girl i befriended everything was ok, but as soon as school started It's rare for me to have an anxiety free day. Most days I am anxious most of the time. Around this time I started to like that girl, and everything went down south, she started to focus on other stuff and my insecurities came, I tought she actually hated me and I would never find anyone that would like me. My problems now is mostly with women. I'm 19 and still a kissless (i kissed my cousing when I was 11, dunno if it counts) virgin (I know it's not that late, but it still gets to me). I get so much anxiety around girls. I'm a fairly attractive guy. Girls look at me, smile at me, sometimes even approach me, (a very hot girl at school smiles at me, always make eye contact with me. I think she started to get tired of me not taking initiative and she lightly rubbed her breasts at my back when she was walking on a corridor when I was talking with someone at school, but It can still can just be an accident. I also got approached at a party, but I chickened out.) but I still am so insecure. The girl with whom I had the shitty chat with. I think I can gather courage to talk more with her. It's easy to say that on the weekend but it's gonna be so hard on monday. She's not very attractive (she's a lot like deb from napoleon dynamite. Face and style, she even wears an asymmetrical ponytail), but thats good because less anxiety. When I get anxious I sound very boring, I can't put emphasis in what I'm saying and I look very uninterested. Thats why the chat I had with said girl was shitty imo. I just want my anxiety bubble to pop. I am so uncomfortable all the time. I just want to drink all day. 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Talking to people hasn't been this easy for a while. Then today I went to a convention and realised my fear of crowds is still very strong. Any tips on how to get over crowds? It's my biggest weakness.,1.0187179487179492,3.4000906153846167,2.0861538461538487,95.54217948717951,85.15384615384616,5.005128205128205,20.2051282051282,6.42735559955562,0.11079743589743618,200,6,43,2,6,63,42,52,0.134,0.6970000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.4605,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,3,8,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,0,5,2,8,5,0,8,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467011069002023,0.0,0.27752375710719623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082254905949072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895362450998228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25150420663476525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28971454104761923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915867734088636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34387060516559664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29932939026547506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32618049633726,0.3362983316587293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SadSocialRetard,2018/04/02,"Dragged Out To Lunch A family member asked me if I wanted to get lunch recently, I accepted so I wouldn't seem rude, and we only went to a fast food place. Of course, when I ordered, I couldn't even make eye contact with the (pretty) cashier, and when I brought my wallet out, my hands to shaking so much. FML lmao",7.119947916666668,5.137351515624999,7.111250000000003,82.07541666666668,65.09375,10.408333333333333,33.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,2.512245833333333,243,8,53,3,3,78,48,64,0.048,0.804,0.14800000000000002,0.7968,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,3,0,2,5,2,1,0,13,9,7,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,2,10,1,8,5,1,11,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,4,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866555241127948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252471549823867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890613228401247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707754530604127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020032677323448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467638239848526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22540665336020066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332041962918509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203607023482332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119506232969021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027578791345133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791423578312067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085697219989927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28424696604413424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,studyfinance,2018/04/02,Fear of missing out I have always had this and currently I am on exchange and I booked a trip for a week with one of my friends here. Now I am so scared that I will miss out on so much that week with the people that are just still there. How do you guys deal with this feeling?,0.4475000000000016,2.309934083333335,1.4866666666666684,102.215,83.16666666666666,4.666666666666667,18.333333333333336,5.46131890053228,-0.7426666666666666,215,5,54,1,6,67,43,60,0.172,0.752,0.076,-0.7198,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,10,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,0,1,1,1,7,1,10,8,1,10,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25619467412132685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174279217885356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464693265223433,0.15568179521130482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378801845234413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048660864620328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22633946146631265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086387354017709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345676616934528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30825825512470106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458866588027579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939522339216026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nothingsdude,2018/04/02,"Am I the one who truly feels this way? Most the people I know (nearly everyone) have some personal ties with someone. Often, these relationships run deep. Maybe as they were growing up in school, they became besties with someone in class. Or after school, in extracurriculars, they met their best bud who they could play ball with all day. When I was growing up, I never had these experiences. As I grew older, I started to realize how my family actually despised me. The current place I am at now is that I have no social support; no family or friends to back me up. Some would think this is a saddening tale, but I am pretty much ok with it. Am I the only one with no (literally zero) friends or families? I feel like someone’s got someone, but I really don’t. I don’t really feel depressed either. I actually kind of like it. Who else has a similar story? 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Started dating someone with pretty severe social anxiety. Long story short, he had some serious medical issues that caused him to miss a lot of school and being gay in a very socially conservative small town has led to years of isolation. I want to help him with his anxiety, but I don't know what's the best strategy. Do I go at his pace, or try to nudge him out of his comfort zone? He's considered medication in the past, but his parents are pretty against it. Should I confront them/aid financially getting him to a psychiatrist? Lastly, what kind of activities would be good to get him used to crowds without being overwhelmed? I should note that I'm not exactly a party animal extrovert trying to throw him into crazy situations. I'm want him to open up more because I think it's detrimental for him to be this isolated and I think he needs to be able to interact with people for work/go to college without extreme stress.",6.209652014652015,7.286213390109893,7.117307692307692,71.04852564102566,66.19780219780219,10.682051282051283,34.3974358974359,10.686352973137794,4.016141391941392,775,35,132,21,12,259,116,182,0.118,0.73,0.152,0.9093,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,0,9,1,2,6,0,13,3,0,3,1,31,27,5,0,6,6,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,1,0,19,4,32,18,4,19,0,2,0,1,23,10,0,3,6,87,26,2,0.13044174830622407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993627412584871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951607905093888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689056723104165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399960734375754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363008594107664,0.0,0.14826610318739294,0.10940834971243033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748647085912315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361472954015417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358350079438936,0.07168737352267364,0.10632743469780127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115436842488571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089690976888963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628126765011833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672090354767383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448401247539049,0.0,0.12452140854976512,0.09043188412772224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654123053648845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201401323847786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473620468185344,0.0,0.0,0.14662199039120702,0.0,0.39890680644445375,0.22104574008078184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232734083113936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494205819681162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716361061536006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712276935737786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265978921575398,0.0,0.10762810331764636,0.153875845560347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514823810851133,0.0,0.09496314632065543,0.0,0.0,0.09266207544014823,0.0,0.0,0.08400020920849825 socialanxiety,Medicalkush,2018/04/02,"Going out out Yo what’s good, tonight I’m going to town by myself for the sheer reason of proving to myself I can, any tips/tricks on how to be a chill ass dude would be appreciated. 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I feel like it would really help me get better socially but I’m so scared to. Going through the interview process, having to deal with coworkers if i even get hired, doing what I have to do well in order to even keep the job and not come off as an idiot. I know I still have time before I absolutely have to get a job . but if I keep putting it off when I really do need a job in the future the fear will be worse. This is so frustrating :( Any tips from people who have a similar experience?",3.659369817578772,4.2394921343283585,5.715174129353237,80.60635986733004,71.68656716417911,9.53764510779436,26.08291873963516,9.725611199111238,2.1391983416252063,502,15,109,12,9,176,77,134,0.198,0.735,0.067,-0.9738,5,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,2,3,11,0,12,0,0,0,0,19,31,11,0,7,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,5,1,0,0,1,11,3,16,28,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,6,72,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417224745840328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053246636345962,0.0,0.0,0.10947023352582497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662247327187052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760811069126374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350638871298276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421542867356795,0.0,0.13928294625399767,0.06258510481372638,0.08842593845302893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233404974411523,0.0,0.07034502315762516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296476207885857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6141452619407158,0.2200364362845011,0.0,0.0,0.06802431361115847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060470933480975875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355737565418326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581102283523437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442954464050734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378831380380927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478436888589387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238917916916984,0.0,0.0,0.12617452869679446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884805280270896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217505794129743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463326146201535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300657187746308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128991595854952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613880251844836,0.08792725650086539,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Far15eo,2018/04/02,"How are SA people able to work? Hello, I never worked and I will finish school soon and I have SA and I am scared that my work life will be bad because I will not be able to be friends or be liked by my future colleagues. Is it hard to work with SA? What if its a job that has to do with clients? How do you deal with that? Please I need answers, thanks ",-0.10191558441558256,1.7428522337662358,1.1897240259740265,103.67601461038963,85.10389610389609,3.85,16.118506493506494,3.1291,-1.353751948051948,270,5,69,0,8,85,50,77,0.094,0.76,0.146,0.644,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,4,3,5,0,1,1,0,14,1,0,2,1,14,16,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,9,3,8,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,48,15,6,0.4131155778555938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724671258301029,0.12591571093030293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129520104624832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958603533686636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503520679479546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497673312114548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589787495924947,0.100913702033193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315998320572138,0.15931010070488366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320116279142006,0.0,0.0,0.2267384241028599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680038101434906,0.2090475099889762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901706601305549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6015061217233159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ying_go,2018/04/02,Do you feel like people go to fast talking socially? I always get left behind in conversations in a group settings. I feel like im slow and can't keep up with them even if I try. And when I speak it's like I'm not heard and people often shrug me off and keep talking to others. It's so discouraging and I feel like im not relevant in the conversation and I could just leave. Is there any tips to be fast and not slow in situations like this?,0.7070212765957429,2.8195720425531974,3.014297872340425,90.19400000000002,83.8936170212766,6.313191489361702,18.974468085106388,7.554174236665415,0.4254034042553197,348,9,79,6,10,119,59,94,0.054000000000000006,0.8059999999999999,0.14,0.7857,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,21,14,10,0,2,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,3,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,5,9,5,11,11,0,14,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,2,10,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466061355894194,0.0,0.0,0.1182268111676866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388084243684175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148290530832814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26371770715919995,0.37260440502000736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083163890267383,0.0,0.09880534286022324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375584718262846,0.0,0.0,0.3090591850416524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408648504134356,0.1888930865304886,0.0,0.0,0.4246818785088367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410572106408562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541939418400248,0.0,0.17722245311056525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27947482548386143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803558317432088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dahugebigbang,2018/04/02,One day she talks to me and responds quickly and the next she doesn't and I'm worried A couple days ago I talked to her and we were having a back and forth great conversation and then the day after it wasn't as good but still fine and then today she takes a really long time to respond when she doesn't have anything going on and her responses lack depth and everything and I'm worried what she thinks of me and aaaaaaaaaaaaa,2.630948275862071,4.727592597701153,3.163893678160921,91.74859913793104,77.04597701149423,6.189080459770117,22.36925287356322,7.1686216300943375,0.6175528735632181,344,10,72,4,8,107,57,87,0.055,0.845,0.1,0.4354,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,15,11,16,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,11,3,7,9,1,18,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,0,15,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722363380551854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380663849629882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240633593773782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23369824060952785,0.0,0.4086361209611025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898206237291148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003468487361756,0.1771517089604173,0.0,0.23285816930179354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869129182333465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246226864245328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312037793774562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530560386229942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867141889991308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880254252697815,0.3395228601607301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533390904049208,0.0,0.0,0.12315740256856578,0.0,0.20020100710692165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289850646808787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MarkKnopfIer,2018/04/02,"Tips on eating in front of people (exposure) Hello Redditors! After suffering a lot from anxiety during the past year, I managed to almost overcome all my fears by exposing myself. However, the most difficult thing for me remains eating in front of others. In these situations I have the fear of losing control and choking on my food. I expose myself every day by eating with family and friends but I never manage to complete my meal. Also, the fear is not getting less even though I have been doing the exposure every day until I really couldn't take another bite. The exposure method I use now is attending everything (also very 'scary' events like having dinner in a restaurant with friends) but maybe I am taking too big steps by doing this which causes me to have set-backs. Now I am considering a more gradual exposure method by starting by eating together with 1 person until that is not scary anymore and then moving on to 2 people etc. Are there any of you who suffered with something similar and how did you exposed yourself efficiently? I look forward to your replies! Also, when I manage to recover from this last part of my anxieties, I will write an elaborate post on all stages of my recovery (I promised myself to do so during my darkest days). Cheers! 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My insecurities and fears aren’t irrational, they are entirely based on traumatic experiences in my past. For example, I was constantly belittled and made fun of for the way I walk throughout middle and high school and there were a few occasions where people laughed at and recorded me walking. People look at SA and think the only advice we need is “it’s all in your head, nobody’s judging every little thing you do!” The reason I have no problem eating alone in front of others unlike some other people with SA is because I was never made fun of for doing so, so worrying about that would be irrational for me. Since I was constantly made fun of for the way I walk, I’m always thinking about it while I’m walking and that only creates a viscous cycle of worrying and being self-conscious about it, which ends up with me actually walking like a weirdo. I needed to get this off my chest, so thank you for reading. 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Im a 15 year old boy from germany and i have social anxiety. I have been only playing video games and going to school for the past months. I would like to have friends but i dont know how to talk to people without being weird. Anyways... Yesterday i was surfing on facebook and i found out that tommorow there is some kind of meeting for all teens in my city. I would like to go there maybe i can meet some new people, but also im so afraid of going there. Can you maybe help me overcome the anxiety? Thanks :)",0.5628484848484838,3.0425326181818235,2.073636363636364,93.25712121212123,91.0,4.751515151515153,21.87878787878788,6.42735559955562,0.5309515151515152,428,16,87,5,15,138,76,110,0.041,0.767,0.191,0.9529,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,1,3,0,12,0,0,1,1,15,19,8,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,0,11,6,15,13,3,12,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,8,57,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190471129308087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785424109841345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331175328507536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808512854473921,0.1274344113818124,0.0,0.08617581420396331,0.0,0.2812224123073984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055769349901727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35633309373122124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176256199074594,0.09064825868547774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611654577646966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33141445932345315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165578301326816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930280063980948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307974024426728,0.0,0.0,0.1254464450604902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745658265090512,0.2287011623666801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669309368457291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813843035895165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257478851277968,0.0,0.1518571852773483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899898974700946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343412897440057,0.0,0.0,0.1062177663903094 socialanxiety,Throw45632,2018/04/02,"Does anyone have a big loss of appetite? Whenever I get anxious, I lose my whole appetite. I have lost quite a bit of weight due to this. I struggle to eat anything. I don't have an eating disorder, I want to eat, I can't just stomach it during this time.",0.4936477987421384,2.7049878301886814,2.5493396226415115,92.51822327044027,85.79245283018868,5.0427672955974865,23.927672955974842,6.42735559955562,0.6985371069182396,197,8,42,2,6,66,37,53,0.287,0.687,0.026,-0.9067,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,1,4,0,1,3,0,5,5,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,8,0,5,7,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23306933953974585,0.0,0.14425536459761848,0.0,0.169773922010714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252349247080733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236446864794215,0.0,0.18054153872891848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6333138284380516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077874254850928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308059030134034,0.2252095748634213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943397439837325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567793694683876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029986564157068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168581554799378,0.0,0.0,0.2512275888530012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033553682664445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NintenHyperTwister,2018/04/02,"I hate having social anxiety It’s turned me into a 15 year old friendless loser. My mum tried taking me to church to make friends but that didn’t work, just made me feel like a bigger loser since everyone there had a friend but me. Might as well stay in my room forever. Being a teen sucks",2.7511864406779623,4.513593949152547,3.812000000000001,88.74952542372883,75.61016949152544,6.753898305084746,20.274576271186444,7.554174236665415,0.5760955932203391,229,5,47,3,5,74,49,59,0.222,0.602,0.17600000000000002,-0.3071,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,3,8,2,0,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,8,12,3,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,1,7,4,5,7,0,7,1,2,0,0,4,4,1,1,3,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974484874644926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370065137639775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254131241723131,0.17719508870792497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832599319564468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448816018433569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117657567303455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346951713873628,0.16556420013110593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631242086180445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602692975538188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517576633071308,0.0,0.0,0.2528387845946948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26437056996382524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649022570684692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839837653134332,0.26978908140705066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230117867626342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057124703646316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597253578444581 socialanxiety,BoodleDoots,2018/04/02,School Im homeschooled (for obvious reasons) and near the end of the school year I have to go to some location to take tests. I've been dreading this for months but the time has come and I have to go this Tuesday. Im going to be there for 4 days in a row and each day I have to be there for 9 hours. Just to take 3 or 4 tests. Its ridiculous. I would be perfectly okay with going if I was in a dark room all by myself with no other kids there but we all know that's not gonna happen. Is there anything I can do to be less nervous about this?,1.6431666666666689,2.461630983333336,3.18,96.01166666666668,76.66666666666666,6.333333333333334,21.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.05766666666666698,418,10,105,3,9,138,76,120,0.09,0.8390000000000001,0.07,-0.0799,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,6,5,1,2,5,1,14,0,0,1,4,22,24,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,2,0,8,2,20,16,5,17,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,8,72,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435961996605086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204850387362836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25761684795869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690025716754038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540414649119994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766193415227105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966924389116343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314823235821061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976561530314788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942146313930533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535426573336588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40427201276041386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30034210160427866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646335293807812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418814670722678,0.0,0.0,0.12861867015462225 socialanxiety,55137,2018/04/02,"A realization-anyone else relate? Background-been in an out of school state for almost a school year now. I’ve made some “friends” here but I’m not sure if they’re really friends or just acquaintances. I act fake around all of them. I adopt their personality depending who Im around. I feel like I have no redeeming qualities that would make me attractive to be someone’s friend. Am I making friends just out of the need to not be alone or do I actually like them? I honestly have no idea. Would the real me be accepted? What is my real personality? Is my real personality just socially awkward and I shouldn’t resist it? I don’t know I’ve had a lot of long nights just thinking. I wouldn’t say I’m in a terrible place socially I just have a lot of high and low swings in mood.",1.9562500000000007,4.253920433121022,3.945155254777074,84.25493033439494,80.33757961783441,8.001433121019106,23.82523885350319,8.841846274778883,1.8682614649681533,616,22,129,16,16,209,95,157,0.124,0.6579999999999999,0.218,0.9507,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,0,9,15,0,1,8,0,16,0,0,4,2,40,25,6,0,6,11,0,1,2,4,4,0,1,0,3,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,2,2,18,10,15,16,4,16,0,1,0,0,14,10,0,8,6,82,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.12131400101104252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448402180066315,0.1287533724961855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692429219040415,0.12737592670032008,0.0,0.22133431330101386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384965334499124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285765503567002,0.08881102223970112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841834058581107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134615735654667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033707440253154,0.13428207899773384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832055090000645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146855350790972,0.0,0.0,0.1100153107224942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113771950683199,0.0,0.11763033748633082,0.16596313100053034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217837241356662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666168090455448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32564251398406097,0.12988324443737873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244947854560312,0.07963969634684072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988606799343968,0.0,0.25162785767624457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534480056466052,0.10533212471260456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716589307781362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965635652743899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662033718131892,0.0,0.0,0.08005510994241204 socialanxiety,JourneyofMind,2018/04/02,"Going to try psychadelics So I wanted to make a post here after recently deciding to see if psychedelics can help me better understand anxiety. I'm not really looking for advice of any sort and definitely don't suggest that anyone else go this route but I felt it would be beneficial to make this post as a get it off my chest sort of thing. A little about myself, I've had SA for the past 18 years and have seen several therapists and tried a large number of medications. There has definitely been some ups and downs throughout this time but I find that I always default to old habits and eventually end up in a rut. I can pinpoint the start of my anxiety to when I moved schools from elementary to high school years ago. I never felt appreciated by my childhood friends and decided to move on, despite being really nervous of making the transition. Long story short, it blew up in my face and I had such a rough time that I was basically a recluse throughout high school. To cope with my high level of anxiety, I played video games every waking hour. While everyone else was making friends and growing as a person, I was sitting behind a screen running away from my problems. Without going into too much detail, I've came a long way over the years and do have a good circle of friends, but I still can't help but feel detached from everyone. It really hit me these past few months when I lost my job and started playing video games every waking hour. A few nights ago, I took a good look at myself and realized I can't run away from these problems any more, it's now or never. I've had periods of time where I made good progress so I know where to start with this, but the other day I stumbled across [this article](http://highexistence.com/dear-mom-and-dad-i-cured-my-depression-but-you-might-not-like-how-i-did-it/) and became really curious. I've done mushrooms and acid in the past, but it was always in a party atmosphere. After searching around a little more, I found everything from posts, to videos, to blogs about people who had some very beneficial experiences taking psychadelics for depression and anxiety issues. I learned that there are even trials going on right now where therapists treat clients with psilocybin with amazing results. After learning about this, I've decided I'm going to try this myself. Sure, I could definitely have a bad trip but I'm confident I can make it. I'm currently in the planning phase so I might end up doing this in a few months from now. My main issue is picking the perfect atmosphere to try this, I might do this at home or rent a cabin in a nice, secluded area and see how things go. Will make an update post afterwards!",7.120459318474362,7.199609491159137,7.204877718311767,74.66872298624756,64.10805500982318,10.478449969514262,32.87588916740059,10.165852483727232,3.214383049928866,2137,78,390,44,29,688,252,509,0.062,0.757,0.181,0.9964,3,0,0,0,1,0,65.0,0,0,0,5,23,20,0,1,28,0,32,5,4,10,4,72,70,34,0,6,12,0,4,0,3,4,1,0,2,1,27,22,0,0,13,8,1,14,7,6,0,0,18,11,37,14,69,44,9,98,0,2,6,0,10,35,0,9,43,250,64,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423882225492626,0.11654628409384092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939926166719728,0.0,0.0,0.08940875842298387,0.0,0.20115884251685792,0.0,0.0,0.045965831084931436,0.06735677891018671,0.0,0.058521130296973624,0.0,0.0,0.1235268173230678,0.0,0.05488883400016095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581402894621235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518723846348485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248677841707245,0.0,0.0,0.042395841875042535,0.0,0.0566204039889783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727322656627467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983202747117722,0.0,0.11644945414023596,0.0,0.0,0.043419605780034634,0.0,0.11077490662659817,0.12563175309550967,0.05908145219257945,0.06430478803164845,0.0,0.0,0.03323931988350959,0.0,0.1262383828722336,0.0,0.060083724047792435,0.0,0.0,0.0720787833661154,0.15236801842998246,0.0,0.03434561069356033,0.0,0.22416395088657254,0.1654148008497978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812615314798099,0.20836874700622554,0.06594099427701025,0.0,0.12947820151034994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722766019399424,0.06523523728959874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03612811589446381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03211647096559219,0.13177433195450836,0.0,0.116352864360388,0.1104074306940714,0.0,0.07176124995944967,0.0,0.0,0.062203281581130365,0.2632854310456683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622454114716503,0.0,0.2092142221255976,0.0,0.07699204185878349,0.1049435577882036,0.13973907169054542,0.0483253019515139,0.0,0.10140304281238294,0.0,0.0,0.06169105302343664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898141238680347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882642782834656,0.04557474252125762,0.05740025185393911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518369346394533,0.0,0.0,0.12580557770167314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684548582536852,0.0,0.06490875805691118,0.0,0.0,0.056140250668839216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995923690159124,0.10477001758110853,0.0,0.0,0.07426570181458161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958997404417645,0.0,0.052498786360595365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195768195998558,0.0,0.04942710986850826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265474257994371,0.08734736910551072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149978023842243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730378023800519,0.1785282853714201,0.0,0.0,0.06843601260721299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054241080389580885,0.03877422277163305,0.052180097159903134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336949007055652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046698686756383896,0.0,0.0,0.12700015962297653 socialanxiety,Dr_Felix99,2018/04/02,"More self-confident in an unusual way If you feel like you're too shy about many different situations - go to the sex shop. It sounds super weird, I know, but go and talk to the owner of the shop about exactly what you're looking for. You don't even have to buy anything, just say what interests you and ask for something to choose from. People selling stuff in such shops are used to shyness, so try not to think about it. After going out of the shop I bet you'll feel more confident and more comfortable for example to talk about taboo topics. I did such thing and I've already been to such shop three times, the first time being super awkward and avoiding eye-contact, second time more confident (as the lady from the shop already knew me) and my third time I was more relaxed and I wasn't avoiding eye-contact and even had a friendly chat. I became more confident afterwards, so I thought I'd share.",5.757897727272727,6.3037021761363645,5.8022727272727295,81.96090909090908,67.01136363636363,9.127272727272727,31.34090909090909,9.095868883498916,2.526677272727272,717,27,139,12,11,226,104,176,0.07,0.701,0.229,0.989,1,2,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,3,13,12,0,3,9,0,10,1,0,1,1,26,22,13,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,6,9,0,3,7,8,9,3,3,4,0,4,7,5,13,8,24,13,6,14,0,0,1,1,12,3,0,2,8,91,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784814468312254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141119602949884,0.0,0.16031766581098816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916794095280816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265317562478669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734184678654644,0.1225107061155458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586718209913066,0.0,0.0,0.1324908191083525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29238089895985314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424504663815528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378013159742488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400631194493246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386141159902171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888784200606566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637374506440186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889886523661253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275913795653166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320194576155913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963121624407017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275670317502352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139286767557464,0.10988226729818866,0.0,0.13614192171701275,0.3999829673061682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642875752370516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811014223481464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611879747020306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,oddoutlier,2018/04/03,"Who's the oldest person here? I'm in my early 30s. There seems to be a lot of young people who post on social anxiety forums, it's rare that I encounter someone old, like 40s and 50s. I have this theory that they eventually grow out of it, and with age they just stop caring. 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I've never had social anxiety, i was always a bit sensitive and shy but great in social situations and not anxious. A few years ago my then boyfriend who i was living with cheated on me and left me for someone else, which really turned my world upside down. I avoided my ex boyfriend and his friends for about a year after that because it was too painful for me, then about a year later i started getting panic attacks when unexpectedly running into people i know, even if they are my friends. I am still suffering from this for about 2/3 years now. I am very afraid to walk into someone i know and having to talk to them and getting a panic attack. I've seen multiple therapists but nothing really helps for my anxiety. I am currently seeing a therapist who truly understands me and she gives me exercises (like visit grocery stores, or go shopping alone and talk to someone), she also gives me breathing exercises. This is helping me a little but i hate when i see someone i know that i just get this insane adrenalin rush and feel like running away, even if it's someone i like.. It's so hard to break the circle and feel all the adrenalin and just say 'no you're fine just go have a nice conversation'. Does anyone recognize this? 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A while ago, my interaction with the patrons was pretty carefree. I was able to talk to them easily with no pressure. A lot of them commented on my kind and outgoing personality though I only pretended :) But lately, I am starting to feeling anxiety again I made every interaction awkward by trying to talk to them further lol. Also my speech slurred when I was speaking to them. I find myself feeling afraid to maintain eye contact with them. How can I get over this? Thank you for reading. Any advice would be much appreciated. I feel bad for making some customers feel awkward today with my awkwardness haha. 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There's this cute girl who works at a convenience store/cafe downtown in the city I live in, and there's been something I've always been too afraid to do: ask a cute girl out, unprompted. I know guys do it all the time, everyday. Heck, it seems to be a part of life if you want to actually feel like you're living correctly. But I guess I always just said to myself, ""we're strangers to each other, if you asked them out, they would immediately look at you funny or laugh at this unheard-of proposition."" I'm 26 now, and another thing I hadn't come to realize until a bit ago was that I really am attractive, and girls notice me a lot more than I ever realized. I was overweight growing up so I guess I just got into the habit of ruling out any possible encounter with a drop dead gorgeous girl until maybe I was grown up and in shape. So I had conquered social anxiety to a great degree by the time I was out of high school and finishing a college program at age 20. But then my confidence just went away year after year due to some personal struggles with family loss and emotional disarray, and I am trying to get it back now. And so I went to this cafe the other day to grab something, and this really cute, chill, cool girl was working, and so something turned on in my head to say, ""don't be afraid. You're just two humans. She is probably thinking the same as you."" I wasn't dressed very well, so I just asked how her day was going to which she replied ""good, almost over"". I said ""that's good"" and took my change and she had another customer so I said bye and left, and she said ""have a good one!"" loud enough for me to hear as I went out the door. I guess this is where I had to be a man and realize this indicated she liked me. So today I went down and got a coffee next door at another place, and went over to her convenience store to put a few sports bets down. We smiled at each other, and she printed me out the events, and I could tell she was chipper; excited. I kept my cool and went over to a place where I could fill the cards out for the betting. Placing my coffee on the table, I grabbed a newspaper as well, chucked it on the table, sending the coffee horizontal and all over the table and floor. These situations to me, in any case, will always be funny, even if the girl I'm trying to look cool in front of is right behind me. So I just kind of asked for some paper towel saying I spilled coffee, to which she said she would just get the mop. She was so nice about it, said it didn't matter, and was pretty into the mopping. I was embarrassed of course, but I could die from embarrassment, so I've gotten pretty good at dissolving the feeling when it arises. I continued filling out my betting cards after it was cleaned, and went up, figuring it was now would be a joke to try and ask her out. So I jokingly said the wasted coffee didn't affect me because I could get another easily since they were on for a $1 deal that day. Her eyes lit up and she said ""oh really? I like the lattes, not the coffee"". And I said ""ah yeah, there's a difference, lattes are mostly milk."" So I just decided to go the ""good human"" route and just offer to get her a latte since I spilled the coffee in her store, and her face got red, she smiled, and she said ""oh no, that's okay"" and I said ""I'll get one if they're a dollar"" and she said ""okay"". So I went over, and they weren't on special, but I got one anyway and then STUPIDLY just looked at her and held up the latte, placing it on her counter because she was with a customer, and she was like ""oh my gosh thank you!"" And I said ""no problem"" and just left. I had something to go do, but still, it was just an excuse to leave. So I went back a third time. Yep. Trust me, I felt like a creep, but I had this narrative in my head telling me I had nothing to lose. So I went in to do another bet just to talk to her, and went up and asked her how the coffee was, and she said it was good, the store being a bit busier now so the social anxiety was a bit higher than before when it was just her and I. So I went ""that's good, I could leave you my number if you wanted to get one sometime or something"". And she smiled, obviously expecting this now, and said ""I would totally say yes if I didn't have a boyfriend"", which I KNOW was a lie, which stung, but I just smiled, and said ""ahh that's all good"" and walked away, saying I'd see her later. I know that if I confidently play my cards right, I can get her to go on a date with me, where her story of having a boyfriend will be a thing of the past. So I was leaving, but before I got to the door, I heard her say ""have a good one!"" again. I'm going back tomorrow. This time I'll wait until she's off work until we have a coffee. 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I feel like i've gotten more confident but I want to improve my life. I want to get back in shape, be confident and be the best version of myself. But it all feels so overwhelming. Where do I start?",-0.41000000000000014,1.8136790000000005,1.7572222222222216,95.8225,92.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,18.61111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.34877777777777785,165,5,38,3,6,55,33,45,0.0,0.588,0.412,0.9699,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,9,12,5,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,2,4,9,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783437487318944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798804167337025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366060495281325,0.2586018104641121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912196918116944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556803687115984,0.17684734990900855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5124290069110692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270156923088576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FatReverend,2018/04/03,"So far, so bad... This is my first day on Reddit and already I am feeling like its not for me. the real world is bad but the internet seems much worse. I feel safer online because I am behind a digital wall and the people out there seem less real. But this digital world seems colder and harder to be a part of every day. I cant tell if things are really worse then they used to be or if its just me getting worse. Anybody else caught in this gray area of wanting to be online but not being comfortable with it anymore? What do you do about it?",1.958660714285713,3.764411830357144,3.5280000000000022,89.71700000000001,78.01785714285714,6.265714285714287,21.021428571428565,7.1686216300943375,0.5368364285714282,423,11,89,5,10,140,77,112,0.152,0.7929999999999999,0.055,-0.9314,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,5,4,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,1,0,23,21,12,0,3,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,3,9,2,12,16,3,13,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,6,5,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879864301260515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068528640430768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705682545324615,0.09876895078018276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089854729931203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535111697103386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651307081813388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384944090269726,0.1157507095334242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781840266018244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465138771376356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915724253567928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910703549229094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754573117894314,0.0,0.11232775080180124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688398982516478,0.10379737927453324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425044898981732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161701253476844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764222645361438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993759889529145,0.0,0.0,0.09556655709012522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953520249817632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,victorbcn,2018/04/03,"Expand the comfort zone but do not abandon it completely Everybody talks about leave the comfort zone. I think that's a mistake. I mean, its right to explore new situations, try to meet new people and not be avoidant but the correct sentence wouldnt be ""leave the comfort zone"". We all like the comfort. We sleep at a bed, we care about ourselves. We try to create comfort all the time. So dont leave your confort zones and throw youlsef wildly into situations that cause you a lot of stress... I think the idea is try to expand the area the comfort and to create new ones, not to leave them. We already have enough pressure, we have to be nice with ourselves. (Sorry about grammar mistakes, Im not an English native speaker)",4.462382216323822,6.373025868613143,4.4263968148639705,85.51042468480428,71.33576642335767,6.149701393497015,31.432647644326487,6.574015621080383,1.7514875912408758,572,26,104,4,11,176,79,137,0.08800000000000001,0.644,0.268,0.984,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,6,2,1,0,4,15,0,3,13,0,9,1,1,1,3,32,13,6,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,11,0,2,5,0,0,2,6,6,0,1,0,1,12,9,14,9,4,10,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,1,5,67,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901250649357453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767535842183626,0.13871630462484316,0.0,0.0,0.14157975294368386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582579179798848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952540393540752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243605926948514,0.14585904002968866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5719226940810529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597040625487181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480040742202725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709075345844858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912477507838214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150199867031222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361502645510568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531762464940465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035659743633569,0.13513073067981593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115862472917568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468008732546584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085345802834633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304765881009265,0.0,0.0,0.07873895142290538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750360599991541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Oblivious_Chicken,2018/04/03,"How can I join an existing group of friends in my last semester of college? The title sums it all, but here is some more; I’m graduating this year, I’ve always been a loner, I never found ‘my people’ and I have social anxiety. I’ve walked around the campus staring at the floor or pretending to be on the phone. I have some friends we hang out but not very often, I know they’ll be there for me when it counts but still I crave for a group, like those friends you text all the time, meet naturally because you’re always together. I feel like I’m always looking through the window to those people. This year, I’ve met people through our term long project group and I had to spend time with them, how do I become ‘their’ friend? Not just the project buddy? We’re 8 students, 2 already existing friend groups plus me. I really need advice because I really don’t want to mess this up, I’m socially weird besides having anxiety. Edit: I know I’ve lost a lot of time but I just want to be a part of something ",2.777337003767024,4.487763123152714,3.947847000869313,88.0270211532889,75.4039408866995,7.141002607939727,24.74905824398725,7.928766900206844,1.284815937409447,786,26,164,12,17,256,119,203,0.075,0.764,0.161,0.956,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,3,1,10,10,0,0,12,0,13,0,0,2,3,32,26,11,0,3,9,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,4,1,1,2,4,3,0,0,5,3,23,7,21,17,8,20,0,1,2,0,20,7,0,5,13,101,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850275906386496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511632169842004,0.0,0.32826194045081125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011981646466708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706513978189186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032545430696535,0.14523422258977686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664916348790908,0.09394544006851643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418574636620374,0.5079926767556585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454071258635665,0.10719212061687984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849099611743325,0.0,0.0,0.11637560878653025,0.11042901291868423,0.0,0.14355055541127676,0.1117987560009465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750746633474687,0.10142286487719004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240443480424006,0.0,0.27350190828682586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684877874738029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681005558149546,0.0,0.1012370790811218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501809743754384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300405638511016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850336665584692,0.15512720911783806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936664714824873 socialanxiety,ARandomDudePassingBy,2018/04/03,"Going back to wasting time? Hi, at the beginning – I'm not a sociable guy. I hate parties and all this so-called ""teenagers stuff"". It's stupidity in my eyes. I rarely hang out (and if I do, I'm forced by people around me). Furthermore, everyone laughs me off. I'm so fucking ugly. During the vacation I was wasting time on sitting 24/7 next to PC and gaming or programming useless stuff. Everything has changed when I met a girl on the internet. She was in the same situation as me. She wasn't hanging out very often, most of time she was reading books. We've spent a lot of time together watching movies on Rabbit, playing *text games* and talking about almost everything. My social skills have improved since that time I believe, but still.. she's my best friend. I can say that I've fallen in love with her. I'd love to end the story here, but nop. She lives a few thousand miles away. She's moving *next to* my place (about 1000 miles) in few years, but that's still few years. I've spent few hours browsing reddit in order to find some help. All I've found was: `It has no sense. Stop talking to her. You'll just waste your youth.`Yeah, do that and then what? Go back to wasting time and being a piece of shit that doesn't have friends and doesn't even want to talk to anyone because it's getting nervous in 1 second and just talks bullshit to end the conversation asap? This life is so unfair. Having a real friend is too difficult. Thanks for reading. I just had to *shout it out*. I don't know if I posted it in correct sub-reddit, though.",1.6790692640692662,4.052183227272728,2.8000000000000007,91.6116666666667,81.98701298701299,5.5515151515151535,22.32034632034632,6.850034144686104,0.6165073593073593,1206,40,248,14,33,385,178,308,0.16699999999999998,0.706,0.127,-0.8651,0,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,2,0,2,18,16,4,1,12,0,21,6,2,0,3,38,39,20,0,3,10,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,2,15,13,0,1,3,6,2,6,6,7,0,2,10,4,27,9,37,27,12,50,0,1,2,3,29,20,2,8,21,157,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581109225405087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388542053055626,0.0,0.0,0.09406679309085357,0.0,0.0,0.0992784273589261,0.1625041147274986,0.0,0.06441414312402867,0.0,0.0,0.11905148663308435,0.1108918937552376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178257864670003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718070981480853,0.0,0.0,0.0697926210972068,0.0,0.0,0.10097016294888328,0.18993490763776094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657850437013722,0.0,0.0,0.11585934801213968,0.2449161660170077,0.09768822846431384,0.05520709252017345,0.0,0.12010695327465308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462778869745501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104325129502265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708269352624987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040615511819651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807228919470572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463633036483168,0.0,0.0,0.09330665115051028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983503089091778,0.19073872786064247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230820625573484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22475792335543565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325678525279221,0.0,0.1104004173437278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120059499512676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139289876947928,0.12027315167450772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403131882730458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846653381016183,0.08740954090487453,0.11877509538842952,0.0,0.10771507025223412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687729696621542,0.08834305757333137,0.0,0.0,0.2419288244073943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33972727419526233,0.0,0.09728476318909116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381813020986942,0.0,0.36969465312392014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718704611716845,0.06232563814486835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609326724820875 socialanxiety,YellowCyan,2018/04/03,"The most awkward birthday at work I felt like sharing my recent awkward work story that kinda heightened my SA more than usual. So, I don't work for the greatest company. I'm in my mid 20s and the youngest person here at a struggling start up that feels like we're stuck in a 90s time warp. I'm here until I leave for grad school in a couple months and it just gets more painfully awkward as time passes because I feel like everyone treats me like *that person* who's just going to leave. I'm not really given any work or included on much anymore due to this. There's actually not a ton of work in general to be done here, and we are terribly over staffed. Another shitty thing is that I'm the only one who isn't related to anyone. There's lots of nepotism going on since the main people in power all hired family/family friends who don't really do much and get away with everything. I think part of what contributes to this is that we're a subsidiary funded by another branch, so we're almost like leaches here in a way. Yesterday was my birthday and my company always buys cakes for people. We gather in the kitchen, sing, and blow out candles. It so happened that 2 of the least awkward people in my company, and the 2 I feel the most comfortable around, were out. 1 was sick and 1 was using a Holiday for Easter. Usually people sing...however this time NOBODY sang. I was standing in a room of 10+ people in front of a lit birthday cake and everyones just staring at me. I felt so awkward, kept smiling and kind of waited for people to sing, but they just made small awkward talk and glances, acted impatient, so then I decided whatever and blew the candles out. After that nobody would cut the cake smh and I suck at that, so I had my coworker do that and then we all just stood around eating cake. Nobody hardly said HBD to me except for the foreign exchange people we work with who came in late and are super nice. Then we all just walked away to our desks lol. As lame as it sounds it sorta ruined my birthday and I wish I never came in to work on my bday for that reason. It's strange because I feel like I'm a pretty easy person to get along with, I've never had any bad awkwardness like this at other jobs. I don't get in trouble and would consider myself having a lot going for myself for my age. I'll be a doctor within the next few years, I'm certainly not dumb. Maybe they are jealous? I used to have a best friend at this job but unfortunately she left. We used to always talk about how weird this place was and she was surprised I didn't leave yet, but I am just sticking it out until school soon. The painful awkwardness kills me here and I can't wait to get out. There are other instances where I'm left out of meetings, nobody ever talks to me, etc because I'm just treated as disposable. However today was one of the last straws to confirm this strange nepotism culture. TLDR; I work for a really awkward company that gave me a cake and candles but didn't sing HBD. They all stood there awkwardly staring and I felt like they treated my bday like a nuisance compared to the other people in my office when they have birthdays. Everyone else in the company is related to each other except me.",3.8155028698979616,5.297140332812504,4.899190051020408,83.20129464285714,72.234375,7.724489795918367,27.123724489795922,8.290611406555254,1.8487429846938777,2543,90,488,40,49,835,273,640,0.114,0.76,0.126,0.9518,5,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,7,0,5,11,32,46,5,11,33,1,35,6,0,6,8,97,78,43,1,3,18,0,8,9,2,2,4,3,2,3,34,42,2,3,10,5,3,9,12,24,0,2,26,15,56,22,89,48,21,83,0,2,4,0,32,44,2,8,37,333,90,16,0.0,0.0,0.06146739481151076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307358138364905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482245275370483,0.0,0.0,0.08566826880487792,0.1320972346892365,0.0,0.0,0.062467366698056914,0.0440428123897451,0.0,0.0,0.11214570047664704,0.0,0.0,0.11835897039280747,0.0,0.052592514071902505,0.1151910620723008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610222743722002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408343587355935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696952427151955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447108939812092,0.0,0.06445879529593783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445265128159358,0.05261855672053931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024849062853873,0.0,0.05697643097413385,0.0,0.18056376664516136,0.05660973060235819,0.0,0.05937966699814313,0.0,0.1273949013898762,0.13499634309624334,0.1814356430199272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732905060876627,0.0,0.16454366781628668,0.0,0.10739293297231237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570025521623122,0.0,0.0564250530082998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501213398437505,0.0,0.0696871082919632,0.06559251503348103,0.0,0.051343788059170406,0.07105343059347874,0.2000862198021112,0.1368737222331496,0.0,0.0,0.27695566571399977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710062643331236,0.0,0.05960095566731333,0.0,0.0,0.06328011079229763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502765784723668,0.0,0.0926071456685154,0.0,0.09716076235156217,0.0,0.06698866285371087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536486583592212,0.047905362717926114,0.13404776673037322,0.0,0.0,0.06821007996854088,0.0,0.349344682725896,0.16499659402585534,0.06580926025599976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408164174035247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210555570805344,0.06476235791887754,0.062193246289177974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059916200177570815,0.0,0.0,0.12749483773066306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05210448805058937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04458337054001018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584894045398787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518825821144932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04184655971022965,0.04036029374278798,0.0,0.0,0.110186773873033,0.0,0.05970544641564846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320473704809785,0.1387452017515047,0.0,0.0,0.049997099485614836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243331880804914,0.0,0.0,0.3668492649692823,0.0,0.0,0.08949001687182083,0.0,0.0,0.04056233417823908 socialanxiety,Kindredspirit13,2018/04/03,"Social media cold shoulder Before you read, I beg of you, please don't judge. It's something driving me crazy and I need to get it out. Someone I met through a class was once very active on my Facebook page. Likes, hahas, comments, you name it. This went on for months One day out of nowhere, she just stopped. I noticed after weeks turned into months, she was nowhere to be found on my page, but would like and comment on all of our mutual friends' statuses nearly every time they post something. When I saw her last summer for the first time in months, she was very cold. Barely a hello. We were in a class together again. Her attitude softened after a few days. But still social media cold shoulder. I still can't figure out why I get invited to hang out with her randomly every 7 months or so if my Facebook posts are so insufferable. I know sometimes my posts are religious (not judgmental, not preachy, I just share my favorite scripture or say thank you God for ___) and last year I went through a crazy difficult time, so there was some ranting. I don't feel like either of those are good reasons to just cut me off, especially when we have mutual friends whom she sees me interacting with on a regular basis. I'm sure some of you are reading this and thinking it's just Facebook but it's like she's making a huge effort to ignore me and if I got dumped because I was going through a hard time well...*enter explicitive here.* It does hurt. 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I’m 24 and I’ve never had a real job. I currently work from home doing freelance video work and whilst I do make enough to get by I could do with a small part time job to give me a little extra cash to play with. I feel like a standard retail job is my stuff of nightmares so I was considering applying for one of those bike couriers like deliveroo or uber eats. I enjoy cycling so thought it might be fun way to earn a little more cash. Although I won’t mind the cycling between deliveries, the picking up and dropping off bits do scare me a tad. The fear of the unknown is a big thing for me. So I was wondering if anyone else with SA has one of these jobs and if they think it’ll be suitable for someone with SA. Thanks ",1.9475664621676887,3.8775903006135017,3.4160981595092035,89.92557873210637,78.50920245398773,6.064458077709613,24.977096114519423,7.03164865440522,0.9749741513292438,621,23,131,7,15,204,104,163,0.05,0.813,0.13699999999999998,0.9198,6,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,3,9,0,2,12,0,18,1,0,2,1,25,27,11,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,9,1,0,4,4,3,0,2,2,0,2,4,1,13,7,22,15,5,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,5,6,88,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707099058325316,0.0,0.0,0.08872488428686114,0.13001445364274367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853171206371614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131184907851036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984080072671075,0.10600084561036156,0.0,0.0,0.13111194882757587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278724519456504,0.06415971909632556,0.09065069698071357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066295121019724,0.12172506215438625,0.0,0.106429846680496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728165571896422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6295968922275179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398471224677315,0.2543555088352346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470048603704809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346109143185164,0.1281233716984697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786588241209564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196876022429344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741019530840545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442932568440314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703966466393954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934902549723148,0.2150280512228722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452594219337578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682385096877268,0.0,0.0,0.08430050141298069,0.08130639706710416,0.0,0.10073699257190807,0.07399095131432991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007198819931112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760748387523675,0.18475579112142626,0.0,0.0,0.09013946840540883,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Parrot_Sunny,2018/04/03,"Reading out loud - Speech practice and speedreading Reading out loud and Speed reading changed my life. After discovering these new speed reading apps (Chrome extensions and others ..) 3 weeks ago, I became a reading machine, I read a lot now, all day long. From articles on the internet to entire books. Sometimes I read out loud for hours to practice my speech because my bad low volume voice made me afraid to talk to people. Even calling on the phone was a hell of a job to do. I know, every article on the internet is telling you how bad these apps are, but trust me, you can pause, change speed, reread whenever you want. I used to spend my days thinking about how miserable my life is. I was a bad reader too: only a few books per year, reading was the most boring activity. Speed reading made my days go too fast. Now spending my entire time learning new things is my new addiction, It made me realize how stupid I was ... Plus reading out loud helped me become more confident about my voice when I talk to people, I have a lot to say when talking to someone, and I'm still improving. By the way, it took me about one week to notice the first results. Now it's my 3rd using this technique. I guess my social anxiety and fear to talk to people was all about my stupidity and having nothing to say, except talking about nerdy and technical stuff... Just wanted to share with you guys. Can someone relate to this experience? 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besides taking drugs, taking drugs is all that makes me social otherwise I am shy and completely introverted, like the pictures in this sub but I don’t know any other strategy to fight this, it makes a depressive fuck out of myself and I am fed up with this sorry if my text is a bit off a mess, I am lucky that I can write about myself, thank you for reading ",6.4827646326276485,5.131686890410958,7.126600249066001,79.42864259028643,65.94063926940639,10.338065587380656,31.32461602324616,9.339509955726095,2.4550785388127854,1670,50,352,26,22,555,182,438,0.12,0.675,0.205,0.9908,5,0,6,0,1,1,25.0,0,1,0,8,14,31,6,0,19,2,49,14,0,5,3,62,77,25,1,11,16,0,0,9,1,1,10,0,1,3,32,20,1,0,8,2,4,5,16,9,2,4,4,0,57,23,43,64,12,47,1,2,0,3,13,20,2,7,28,258,89,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385714682416239,0.0,0.0,0.05633881368338281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04322045461697626,0.06664430852359098,0.14586115684559764,0.0,0.0630307586479827,0.0,0.0,0.05230140887741612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887086162904822,0.0,0.19371661332064846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056210371029369,0.13877400900107098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663755773987706,0.06868176749263054,0.0,0.10148904713940043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094818737745236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422306910006486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125840116027362,0.0,0.0,0.12593498450509127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712029264770575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808929492435452,0.05406094527825778,0.0,0.0,0.0491034296996328,0.058756763225004886,0.0,0.0,0.07224100514642375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274867534138788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715070672736019,0.06375213795196104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261396159586077,0.0,0.07031561494912822,0.0,0.2095732392604792,0.10361371334487232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978337022114527,0.279453523408303,0.0,0.22448546340346084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736203044587133,0.0,0.12727294534150602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016355153703808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060983971525889524,0.0,0.06669163191762538,0.0,0.043067384939797684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098979670512632,0.0,0.0,0.060081234448883934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519986910453202,0.06357348626187395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275416595253501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029766960838156,0.0,0.0,0.25915052317229026,0.0,0.0,0.12571758600145228,0.0711460598979681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275674293859195,0.0,0.0,0.05990104836611234,0.0,0.14335925450258813,0.0,0.0,0.0585140900389062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412036414427592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620852573366381,0.0,0.0,0.054892225785713684,0.06999827099672495,0.05244059295092501,0.22492286865432107,0.15134406702347808,0.0,0.0,0.11428946968276273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046269733908096564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278449521389545 socialanxiety,noreceptionplease,2018/04/03,"What’s your experience with Beta Blockers? [question] Hi everyone. My Dr suggested that I start taking beta blockers so I’m doing a little investigation - what’s your experience with them? Have you had any big side effects? Does it affect your life while on them? Anyone taking them daily? Would love to hear what you think. 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There is a beautiful man, I’ve been seeing around for almost a year now at a kiosk he works at near my home. He’s probably gone out of his way to talk to me twice, he asked me if I wanted a job. Which is very confusing, but ever since he hasn’t called me for this “job”, he just stares at me, or tries to sit near me, but never speaks to me anymore? But I can’t get him out of my mind - I feel like I overanalyze my thoughts about this whole situation. I know it’s not serious.. but how do I approach him? Without all the thoughts and the fear. How do people just go up to someone and say hey? 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First time posting here, so sorry if its not the right subreddit. Some backstory, about a year ago i got my first job. Before that, id never really had a job. I did work at Jack n the box for 2 weeks when i was 16. Then they stopped scheduling me and i was too scared to bring it up. So i just accepted that i didnt have that job anymore. Fast forward 10 years, and with the help of my sister, i actually got a job at Pizza Hut. had a rocky start. I almost just didnt go to the interview, but since my sister vouched for me, i forced myself to go. That was possibly the best decision ive ever made. I work mostly prep(prep the frozen dough for the next day), and help out on the line when needed. At first i was completely overwhelmed with how difficultly simple the job was. You had to know how much to prep as to not waste dough. Which as a newbie, i had no idea what i was doing. But i quickly got the hang of it. For the most part id just be in my own little world. Never talked to anyone, just did my job. Couple months later i got the second best compliment ive gotten from my boss. she said ""you do phenominal at prep. I never have to worry on the days you work"" I was on cloud 9. I started to get more relaxed, and would joke with my coworkers every now and then. Was nice. All the while, i was also getting better at making pizzas. Until the monkey wrench, they wanted me to start closing. I hated it, until i realized that its not my fault if the screen fills up with orders. Once i realized that, i was fine. So now ive got Prep pretty much mastered and am pretty good at closing. Then probly about 2 or 3 months ago, i got the best compliment id ever gotten from my boss. I was rounding the corner from the dishwasher area and my boss says ""You are doing phenominal."" Not just at prep, but overall. Was awesome. Now to get to the actual point of this whole story. About a month ago, i found out that i was able to play music off my phone, as long as it couldnt be heard up front. So that was neat. But my fear of being judged for my music choices deterred me a little. So i went with Breaking Benjamin. A good rock band that surely shouldnt get me judged too much. To my surprise, one of the managers is a big fan, so that was awesome. Then one of our servers one night told me that she liked my taste in music. Then at least two other coworkers were singing along or whistling along. So that was awesome. I then added other music that i normally wouldnt. But all has been good. And this past week, Ive actually been singing aloud with the songs as i go about my job. Like loud enough for others to hear me. And i havent gotten any weird looks or anything. Its fucking awesome. Im also more talkative than ive ever been. Just feel relaxed and comfortable at work and its awesome. Never would i have seen myself actually singing aloud while others are around me. Again sorry if this isnt the right subreddit.",1.880684096605151,3.8163000292207814,3.3364251537935767,90.39055251765778,78.74025974025976,6.076053770790613,21.03429027113237,7.0608816371341465,0.4682482683982681,2342,63,497,27,57,768,264,616,0.045,0.7390000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.999,7,0,1,0,0,0,81.0,1,4,2,12,36,30,2,3,33,0,59,4,0,7,12,88,97,51,0,12,22,2,2,2,0,5,0,6,1,0,31,24,3,1,9,10,0,9,17,8,0,8,47,12,77,22,72,41,18,99,0,1,4,1,22,34,1,10,57,363,108,16,0.06203521091869549,0.0,0.24214966867955626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497141446694144,0.0,0.06211930276742216,0.0,0.0,0.09921907151795277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042186070702738665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152225987291296,0.04337646186484971,0.0,0.05104969284355669,0.05522448994611414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052787395382629235,0.0,0.19530637977241067,0.05486510281964339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504273837897348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864078095296718,0.0,0.08001515799521082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348355893501975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409895593617201,0.0,0.0,0.22445759943524465,0.05226734075570875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980685909878588,0.031366866590023385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583013561502206,0.0,0.06801840680674666,0.0,0.057350552872262775,0.1296433491844405,0.0,0.10576811990127384,0.15609657503386498,0.2976913511762864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061246927592826364,0.0,0.0,0.06991819128716924,0.0,0.08316178846535488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003020217538204,0.06700867308783151,0.0,0.43092262252711216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034092929559992484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061454107067149,0.12435115715039405,0.0,0.05489920952880264,0.05209395320459448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869921651991891,0.04140898499953658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854774051460368,0.0,0.13680905366427906,0.04599832285090933,0.2392268950497108,0.0,0.06597515058615631,0.058215843066759004,0.060781335377900175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606547501814775,0.1261099932071567,0.04718057331733309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717808813777447,0.059219628252323436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864332587035979,0.06993537934911027,0.05941258394395672,0.12622422313042697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03974134461687683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595546233986428,0.059009691504038474,0.0493328896335939,0.062108068259658464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131616752612623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047757736131402766,0.0,0.13888667945191271,0.13172652474519295,0.0,0.0,0.051864214080896434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058467452134305514,0.0,0.0,0.04986155268442239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924902806914222,0.036173230360642565,0.0,0.0,0.059277302493373575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059938699886761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03658997467673953,0.0,0.09952180858547714,0.0,0.0,0.057507262025813716,0.0,0.06926009758562264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064948953842586,0.06299976794873259,0.0,0.132204101878464,0.0,0.0,0.1198459257820702 socialanxiety,therightideas,2018/04/03,"Does anyone feel like they are stuck in a cycle I know that I am the problem, but trying to fix it is a never ending cycle of failure. I isolate myself and hide from what scares me, this causes me to feel alone, makes me want to interact less etc. I know I need to break this cycle, but it keeps dragging me back in. I know that all I have to do to break the cycle is keep trying and ignore the fear but that's much harder said than done. 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I realize that it is an irrational fear but I can't help but overanalyze every single thought that comes into my head. When I want to say something - anything really - I always think like, hey is that dumb, what will other people say, will I sound weird, etc. AND THEN I end up not saying anything ever. I am very shy and quiet and would love to put my personality out there like everybody else, but I just can't seem to get over this hurdle. (I believe people stray away from me because they think I have no personality since I never talk?? Also there are people I think I will click with but I can't bring myself to actually TALK and engage in conversation...) I also subconsciously think that no one wants to hear what I have to say, but every time I open my mouth, everyone looks at me (which is very contradicting I know). Any advice or input or response would be nice, I know this is a lot haha. 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Over the past year, my social anxiety has dramatically improved without drugs or therapy. I stepped out into the real world from school and started living life, dealing with people on a daily basis that at one point would have been difficult for me to even begin engaging with. Tomorrow I have a massive event to go to due to a course I’m on, I’m going to be spending the day with 20 people that I’ve never met before and I’ve been fretting about it all day, and I just want to calm myself down. I know one person and that’s a girl I’ve worked with before on a similar course for a day, we got on well from a distance and made a few jokes but I don’t know-know her, which is adding even more anxiety on top. It’s easy to build something like this up in my head as something to worry about which will actually then cause me to be nervous when I’m there. Any advice appreciated, thanks. 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I’m fine with talking in person, on the phone, texting, emailing, but when it comes to leaving a voicemail message, my anxiety wells up and I hang up straight away. This wouldn’t be that big of a deal except it’s starting to get noticed at work. I’m 27, I don’t know why I’m so afraid to leave a message. I’ve tried to write down what I’m going to say beforehand so I have a script to read from, but it doesn’t help. The thought of leaving a voicemail sends me into a heart racing panic. I’ve tried to force myself to do it before but I just ended up not saying anything after the beep. Yeah... I’ve left 1 minute messages of silence before hanging up. So unintentionally creepy. My manager thinks I’m being ridiculous because I’m fine talking on the phone, and of course, I know it seems silly but I can’t stop it. Anybody have any tips to help me get over this fear? 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It's not a huge thing here (England) but people still hype it up a lot. I haven't been to a social thing in months as I just make excuses so I guess you could say I'm out of practice which makes it worse, and no one is doing anything at the moment anyway cos of studying and exams which are soon. You don't have to read this all but I'm basically wondering if there's any way to quickly overcome anxiety at an event. I'm mainly worried about the dinner part because I have a huge problem eating in public/at social events, even with just a few friends it can be bad sometimes. I mean sometimes it's literally so bad I CAN'T eat without almost throwing up (not willing to test the limits after I did throw up from forcing myself to eat one time!) I have some sickness pills my doctor gave me but they don't help the anxiety, just the nausea, but then I still have other symptoms like feeling extremely hot, shaking a lot and just anxiety overall. Not sure if it's an anxiety attack but whatever it is it's not fun. I get the same thing before exams but for them I can just run to the bathroom and cry for a bit. Not at meals though. I am scared it'll happen at prom and I won't be able to escape the situation! There will be so much pressure, more pressure than any other social thing I've been to. I am better now with eating, I have even eaten in my school canteen a few times, and I can eat in public. Worried prom will be difficult though and it'll all go wrong. Sorry this is so long but I'm overthinking this all and even just writing this is kinda helpful to get my thoughts out. Does anyone else have the same kinda anxiety triggers?? Social events with food are just the absolute worse, that's mostly the reason I don't go to get togethers/parties with friends anymore Also does alcohol help anxiety? I've not drunk much before asides from half a WKD with my friends when I was 14 but I am guessing it helps yet I have no experience so can't say",2.558604247104249,4.454118197619049,3.924169884169885,87.14623552123554,76.54761904761905,6.54054054054054,25.160875160875158,7.432916251226849,1.2278268983268978,1633,58,328,21,37,537,200,420,0.209,0.7190000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9953,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,2,2,32,17,1,4,23,0,42,15,0,5,4,68,63,30,0,4,24,0,2,1,3,6,5,2,0,0,25,16,11,1,5,2,0,6,16,10,0,3,7,4,32,7,43,45,17,42,0,0,0,0,21,16,0,12,20,239,57,11,0.07286093113090962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786617695484953,0.07295969778790985,0.0,0.08040384930478603,0.05826686030145905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909586335361688,0.0,0.3901688902020523,0.08231211313841919,0.07225846536563202,0.0509460571477622,0.07465463425010264,0.05995833816706704,0.0,0.0,0.08288982770694807,0.0,0.0,0.12167166818236605,0.04441534734668976,0.0,0.12399857186250778,0.0,0.0,0.0644395726045252,0.07954526597923732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817352476010591,0.0,0.08003431156155334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457625039448951,0.12752218366761872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727746114915913,0.06086595864939672,0.0,0.06453315871187433,0.0,0.0,0.14437187353247544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127197156256929,0.0,0.0,0.03684067600581607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810372713686516,0.0,0.16887652395715952,0.0,0.1142004878756035,0.0,0.08281709248502551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052906010941134,0.0,0.0644306807721431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534858517814527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03559617060277385,0.0,0.0,0.06447963125106403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388751623189068,0.0,0.0,0.09727047460856927,0.0,0.0,0.0793669139154471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815690009486185,0.0,0.10712233573480548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874490518004617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890128816886903,0.0,0.050512595599379706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971807100859513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288064833363901,0.0,0.04667657819323005,0.07491317217351888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588387371787905,0.0729465027542453,0.14747830432789086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189873934448702,0.0,0.29709017477817834,0.0,0.0,0.1441226478753091,0.08156184718876207,0.0,0.0,0.11637366743889208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867056531718116,0.07573040539728057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362226041050884,0.0,0.14317098980193094,0.05784344067295812,0.08497158974904084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783361573452935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023533756180618,0.07901457177223663,0.0,0.1479876246344007,0.14850302701177445,0.0,0.07966199029106066,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,taylor-bareilles,2018/04/04,"What would you want to see in a play about social anxiety? Hi everyone! For a school project, I'm writing and planning to perform a short play (under 70 minutes) based on my experiences with social anxiety. I don't know why I think this is a good idea, but… somehow I'll make it work. My goal for this play is to give audience members with social anxiety a lot of material to allow them to say ""Remember that scene in the show? That's me when ______."" while giving audience members *without* it a glimpse into what living with social anxiety can be like. I'm writing this particularly to help facilitate conversations about issues people have trouble expressing, and want to portray genuine struggles and impacts of what SA can be like. I have some ideas for scenes planned out, but I'd like some other inspiration. If you wanted to see yourself or someone like you represented on stage, what would you like to see demonstrated? This show has a very loose narrative structure, without much plot, so pretty much anything can be fit in (within reason). This is my outline so far: 1. Conversation Alone: Alone in the room, trying to find someone I'm comfortable with asking to hang out. Failing and giving up for the night. 2. Eating alone in cafeteria when others are around. Briefly talking to people in passing, but not joining them for lunch. 3. Conversation Alone: missing high school friends, and how high school ‘parties’ better than college. Consider and analyze how close you are with people (compare to how close they are with you) 4. At a party, trying to meet people but failing to initiate conversations. Walk home alone. Again. 5. Having a “conversation” with friends: I'm with people, but not actually part of the conversation. 6. Conversation alone: Attempting to just approach someone • Introspection: can perform, can deliver speeches, but can’t talk to people • Acknowledge actual capability of interacting when others allow it, but still difficult • Question: where is the line between anxiety, awkwardness, shyness, and introversion? • Question: am I justified to get annoyed at people, or am I unfairly villainizing them? 7. Actually invited to hang out with someone. Yay. Thanks!",4.384568668046928,7.695718650793655,5.221131815044862,72.26577639751555,79.42328042328045,8.154681389463999,32.2914653784219,8.841846274778883,3.7355615827007127,1742,91,259,46,46,564,202,378,0.12,0.698,0.182,0.9843,0,6,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,6,4,10,16,25,2,2,14,1,25,3,0,7,0,65,45,25,0,6,14,0,0,5,2,2,0,2,2,0,17,23,3,0,11,5,0,5,6,9,0,0,0,5,19,16,61,40,6,40,0,3,3,0,39,27,0,9,12,174,36,11,0.0,0.0,0.20762693540811047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44071859689812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712730810360713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836220403924031,0.06313501160673265,0.0663018611700489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272414478979725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257021659239564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776836118516802,0.0,0.06937466036872775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482080226207235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958727287340493,0.0,0.03705346289065764,0.2041025796781624,0.0,0.05948543895501525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04753706630083843,0.14986453831815014,0.07113986722252065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012307697105993,0.0,0.07402343286216942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038976503098135024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324287457284593,0.0,0.06262482550758514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029477067971566,0.0,0.0,0.047340532273267635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427066203693856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655485512499837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680087907439223,0.0,0.3441753975728621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215247981616776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588962205577644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729189295980035,0.0,0.0,0.08034003105590086,0.0,0.0,0.056399480785603376,0.0,0.21532848853889214,0.16954533112536985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891814204413892,0.2403656194870401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663785831537456,0.0,0.0,0.07414236305420008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140077422365484,0.0,0.06529482351087741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0454435186203626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630184270071744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851751705033292,0.12549369735203256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399546081642828,0.0,0.0,0.13673124462273814,0.0,0.05163156613074965,0.0,0.0,0.1007609427713306,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KBect1990,2018/04/04,"My eyes burn when talking to people For as long as I can remember my eyes have burned when having conversations with people. It generally happens most during one-on-one conversations and it's even more common if the person is an authority figure. The weird thing it's not consistent. I might have several conversations with certain people and it's hit or miss if I'll have the burning sensation. Usually, it depends on the setting and my relationship with the person. It generally starts as a slight burning in my eyes which gives me the sensation that I need to blink or rub them. If I'm in a conversation with someone and I feel like they are aware of my burning eyes I become incredibly self-conscious. This kicks the burning sensation into overdrive and I will have to stop and rub my eyes constantly. The burning sensation snowballs the longer I'm having a conversation. The whole time I'm in flight mode just trying to get out of the situation. I'll be fidgety and just completely uncomfortable the whole time. It prevents me from thinking straight because I'm just worried that I'm coming across as ""weird"" the entire time. I've had several people even ask me if I was okay so I know it's something people do in fact notice. I'm sure the displeasure is written all over my face too. The moment the conversation is over I walk away and the problem stops. This has been going on so long that I'm getting completely fed up and feeling hopeless about this problem. I really feel like this is affecting my relationships with people because they might perceive that I'm either really weird or that I don't like talking to them. I don't know what to do. I've been to optometrists who have prescribed eye drops thinking it was dry eyes. I've been talking to a therapist about social anxiety, but I feel like there's no progress being made. IM SO SICK OF THIS!!!! This is affecting my self-esteem so badly. There are things I want to be able to do in life and I feel completely shackled by this. My worst nightmare is sitting in a one-on-one meeting with a boss for an hour. I feel like I'd be dying the entire time. I've Googled this and there doesn't seem to be anyone else suffering in the same way. I'm not sure what to do. Please, if anyone can recommend something I am all ears. I can't keep living like this. 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So, i have been realy depressed today (and realy drunk), and i dont know what i was thinking, but i have created a Facebook account. It seems like nothing, but for me it is a big deal. And now i'm writing about it to other people. I'm rolling. :)",0.5144444444444431,2.6889463703703704,2.997777777777781,89.60000000000002,85.2962962962963,5.0814814814814815,25.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.0253555555555556,200,9,41,2,6,69,40,54,0.039,0.752,0.208,0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,0,0,9,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,3,9,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826732387991634,0.3196992607066532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350235574115971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399239723603368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813412003595948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561599731465193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573314647097601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379109427941298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23783899440305786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518379580282649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tindertoast,2018/04/04,"The Obliteration of Social Anxiety What's up guys, I'll be following Christian Grey's challenge for overcoming social anxiety for the next couple of days and reporting down below. I've seen a couple of other threads with this same topic, but not completely following through. So I'd like to put an end to this and encourage you guys to follow along with me if this is an issue in your life and post your own field reports down below. Also, if you have any specific challenges you'd like me to do, I'd be glad to follow through with them and post a field report down below, whether it be cold approach, doing something insane in public, etc. be creative and I'll be sure to get back to you. http://www.christiangreypua.com/beginner-pua-challenge-overcoming-approach-anxiety I don't have crippiling SA, but enough to inhibit my daily life. I'd like to get this out of the way so I can begin to doing day game in the next month or two. Cheers!",7.0785736677115985,8.044635833333334,6.719320794148381,75.06230407523513,64.22988505747125,9.315778474399163,29.61128526645768,9.339509955726095,2.486179310344828,761,24,134,13,11,238,100,174,0.051,0.773,0.17600000000000002,0.9767,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,6,1,2,4,9,0,0,8,0,14,2,0,0,1,19,22,14,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,10,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,1,3,12,9,33,15,4,28,1,0,2,0,14,11,0,3,11,94,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917836731276375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134477077390304,0.0,0.3420201299670548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145940345424698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625397913857114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32979531373935483,0.0,0.19222263914083484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199538216106785,0.1539867043312035,0.16620663121317938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572291145623632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29512410691147906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554746550002785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052705611283595,0.21842399640601307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895345596823916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31698787782544946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854570051481321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981521890959582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038324168450201,0.0,0.11472973757196485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045798614519162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557959255590466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829221384805555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fernando2404,2018/04/04,"Invited to a sweet 16 I have always been a shy and anxious person when I am around people I don't or barely know, and it got worse when I moved to America, and left my best friends, since moving I haven't had friends. Last year in high school I didn't make any friends I talked to some people in the lunch but we never really hung out, besides they took advantage of me being smart, to let them copy my homework and I really have a problem saying no to people, this school year I transferred to a new school and it's been even worse, now I don't even go to the lunch, I just go to the library and do my hw, or be on my phone, again I talk to some people, but I don't think they consider me a friend and neither do I, there is this girl who goes to the library and she talks to me and tries to be my friend, but I just don't bond with her, we have nothing in common, and she kinda introduced me to the girl who invited me, but I don't really know her, and I'm sure I don't know any of the people going, and this girl who tries to be my friend is probably going but well like I said I just don't feel comfortable, another thing is (and I don't want to seem cocky) is that I'm rather good looking, so some girls always stare at me or whatever, but I'm to shy to do something, this makes even more anxious, because instead of making me feel good that girls are checking me out, I feel pressure that someone is looking at me, and now I don't know if I should go, I've been to just one party before and all I did was be quiet and din't have fun at all, I now it's my fault that I don't have any friends or a social life, but I really feel sick just to think about going, like literally my stomach hurts. Should I go? I know this was long, but if you read it, what do you think. 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what was it like?",1.317157894736841,3.5519656105263167,3.330789473684213,88.10302631578945,82.36842105263158,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.5499263157894743,726,20,148,10,20,245,116,190,0.126,0.715,0.159,0.8693,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,10,10,0,2,11,1,13,1,0,0,3,30,29,9,0,2,6,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,9,14,1,0,3,5,1,7,5,4,0,1,3,1,15,6,26,22,2,33,0,1,1,0,10,14,0,1,15,97,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371968830063829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764215198291237,0.0,0.0,0.09838714348836873,0.14417320246654586,0.0,0.12526101905981568,0.26308821315991043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973316449990705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346240600498875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814915853544704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175444802298769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293709878094862,0.12727952611428792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764059645454724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742315597586687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399048410551517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466019164997888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623022118712075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816028851744988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207617915572374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034374513633236,0.0,0.21704721720151185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019835550602168,0.0,0.0,0.0953481947240475,0.0,0.0,0.16509192736097486,0.0,0.0,0.13432285188088816,0.09755004154280096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315184110146212,0.15170831512384636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014191584883242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240522134269676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922244756774465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016077303521566,0.13824607345136905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305120268616254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549713032883703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999557777195269,0.0,0.0,0.18122422145533967 socialanxiety,skeletonmate,2018/04/04,"I can't play loud music I know it sounds stupid but I'm serious about it I live in block of flats, on the ground floor, my neighbors are ok and they never said anything when I made small parties at home in the past. The point is that I listen to music all the time and most of the time I sit at home so it's playing all day. I would love to hear the bass and my speakers blasting but all I think about is what my neighbors will say. My volume is literally on 20 out of 100 because i'm worrying that they'll think that I listen to the same shit everyday (cuz I do eh) and won't be nice to me anymore lol. i'm trying to not give a fuck but my anxiety doesn't allow me to",0.8427806652806673,2.2989779662162166,2.8824324324324344,94.67420997920999,80.14864864864866,5.905197505197506,20.844074844074846,6.67199483983844,0.12519688149688202,521,14,126,5,13,176,90,148,0.15,0.711,0.139,0.2909,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,4,9,3,0,8,2,12,3,1,3,4,23,26,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,8,4,0,7,5,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,8,19,5,18,19,5,19,0,0,0,2,11,11,2,1,7,80,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991332744315118,0.0,0.20730930491662228,0.0,0.0,0.17202027951291698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742748879983856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481207306954104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325205668797965,0.0,0.20052808367745764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356007673761057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193638689828033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148816955725193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845841870711276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886647553578241,0.19779659916641693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612228205939247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955021151320168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976082664924324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884279534459348,0.16623523064001772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457427440489807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26788593418676443,0.0,0.0,0.24378321791639354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141922929160182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21228800974377904,0.0,0.148494439379426,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,QuietCat30,2018/04/04,"How am i supposed to get a job? This is miserable.... i applied for a job and the guy pretty much laughed at me asking ""are you nervous?"" in the interview. Any confidence i've built up is completely gone, it made an extremely hard task for me impossible. I'm about to finish my first year of college and I need a job. People are going to call me ""lazy"" or a ""loser"" but in reality I really want to work, this isn't even just problem with interviews, I can't talk to people, it seems the most valued skill at any job is communication and I literally have one friend and didn't eat lunch throughout high school, I would sit in the library because I thought the kids at my table hated me. I feel like people like me are set up to fail, it's pretty fucking hard to work around this.",2.32714285714286,4.218864375796181,4.191214740673342,84.98753184713377,77.21656050955414,7.288262056414922,24.590081892629666,8.192908349453996,1.4870986351228384,605,21,125,11,14,205,99,157,0.083,0.735,0.182,0.9417,4,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,6,5,11,2,2,10,0,12,3,0,2,0,19,25,7,0,4,3,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,6,2,0,3,0,0,2,3,7,0,2,4,3,17,4,21,20,2,17,0,3,0,1,9,10,1,3,5,79,23,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871817760575909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251695805977435,0.12866240359397707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389597021725483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053226721942522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429899593179124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082649161485453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090114960748702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958820411426621,0.09832055522443307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170652164838852,0.0,0.0,0.10633006134653372,0.1272336836032707,0.07190428010406831,0.0,0.0782164357555246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627208899693455,0.0,0.0,0.2465730143396077,0.13587789161117186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454101843691928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5462931280014952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344749257696038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022572875783633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117147366044202,0.10204846793594273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325942629049623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862391134480887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800317009081999,0.0,0.13169018274890246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816720003056441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392855867027922,0.0,0.12529019566119018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061914315539023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926024146749623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117580438049371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038778044754332,0.0,0.0,0.09776607214769234,0.0,0.0,0.08862709447085262 socialanxiety,VoicelessBerserk,2018/04/04,"Today I feel anxiety free, after a breakdown last night. Last night as I was about to sleep, I had a severe breakdown / panic attack. One of the worst in my life, tbh. Obviously it was related to how my life was ruined by SA. Anyways, today I feel amazing. It's like I'm on benzos, but without any side effects. Felt calm at work when dealing with my coworkers. Went out for a long walk. Usually I feel severely tense during those if I don't take any benzos that is. Can't even look at people passing by. But today... it felt great. It still feels great. I feel human. Anyone have experienced something like this? Any explanation? How do I hang on to this? Sadly, it'll most likely go away by tomorrow morning, as my brain rearranges itself throughout the night, and start fucking me over once again.",2.2486274509803934,4.853858830065363,3.730457516339872,84.34705882352942,81.61437908496733,6.21437908496732,23.37908496732026,7.5105763829236425,1.3230026143790852,623,22,114,10,17,205,105,153,0.139,0.7170000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.6014,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,8,14,2,1,5,0,10,5,2,3,1,20,24,9,0,1,4,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,9,0,1,5,3,6,0,1,7,9,13,9,22,16,2,30,0,2,1,1,2,9,1,2,19,73,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251186473953125,0.0,0.09418984084545126,0.0,0.0,0.08609145409763944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007179744050935,0.11567944136315887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374475673786677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693586599787124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132251521880708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112770197389098,0.0,0.2364374947191568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382653812245785,0.0,0.0,0.06997444272768134,0.0,0.0,0.2714902054958011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072566364650266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739328317678801,0.18045711046561666,0.0,0.0,0.10896123321149946,0.1033934993373038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466317697893197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112348415334074,0.08343229042266631,0.0,0.0,0.14445997294319698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535896689284105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781910870701085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321333447291613,0.0,0.0,0.0947871903608541,0.0,0.0,0.08714809500351146,0.0,0.09832731725863704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257423742782322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501226479807199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560414877863936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413756669232245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868754282979965,0.0,0.08963604088328328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,self-confidence,2018/04/04,"[Spoiler] Halliday's advice for Wade at the end of Ready Player One is motivating. > Halliday slid the bookshelf back into place, concealing the button once again. Then he startled me by putting his arm around my shoulders. “Listen,” he said, adopting a confidential tone. “I need to tell you one last thing before I go. Something I didn’t figure out for myself until it was already too late.” He led me over to the window and motioned out at the landscape stretching out beyond it. “I created the OASIS because I never felt at home in the real world. I didn’t know how to connect with the people there. I was afraid, for all of my life. Right up until I knew it was ending. That was when I realized, as terrifying and painful as reality can be, it’s also the only place where you can find true happiness. Because reality is real. Do you understand?” > > >“Yes,” I said. “I think I do.” > > >“Good,” he said, giving me a wink. “Don’t make the same mistake I did. Don’t hide in here forever.” The excerpt motivated me to stop playing video games and level up my skills in real life (currently learning Python). It also motivated me to actually do a 30 day social skills challenge similar to the one done [here.](https://www.reddit.com/r/socialskills/comments/1hv1ut/former_shy_here_i_recently_did_a_30day_social/) I hope it does the same for you too!",3.851742543171113,6.738670653061228,4.845816326530618,77.10404631083203,77.16326530612244,7.197802197802199,26.97409733124019,8.263242389622931,2.2463751962323384,1070,43,179,21,26,348,147,245,0.06,0.8220000000000001,0.118,0.9215,1,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,0,4,0,6,13,9,0,2,16,0,18,5,2,6,3,36,32,12,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,8,9,0,1,12,3,0,5,5,4,0,3,13,5,28,5,33,18,3,41,0,0,0,0,17,22,0,1,14,125,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.1203963718514864,0.0,0.0,0.1205607912512761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614757142094666,0.19732616268895506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983006110422758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948678926099426,0.0,0.15041672077532356,0.0,0.10498318528725747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956678006853009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079664453801762,0.12625563701449202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185475673294962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845951397552977,0.0,0.11276267307297473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835270809386413,0.07011695404805073,0.1034812416910116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133516590449876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375535800428802,0.12253938480546026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780376858980074,0.10056723273194887,0.13917256908786813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428706677918687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235388606034852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148112756381993,0.09515453932384632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139053280895993,0.25080663077758936,0.093832378631861,0.1312798827624061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553281063640047,0.0,0.2578015936204554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124026125405186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212838717118004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053617237069006,0.3520741267119408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576545196159494,0.0,0.09498023580896148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314716907636033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783533926003674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196498288283982,0.0790538292438246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843790624407325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Thelongwayhome26,2018/04/04,"Quitting my current studies or not ? I'm going through a bit of a crisis. I'm enrolled in a good (by society standards) university program and I am about to finish my second year (I have about 4 weeks left, exams included). The problem is I really have come to dislike what I am studying and the career path this is putting me on. I don't fit in with my colleagues, and except for a close group of friends (about 4 people) whom I connect with more or less - I don't talk to many and feel like an outcast (especially from all the ''cool clique'' of popular and loud students). I feel like a big loser when I go to uni, I am afraid of what others think of me. IT becomes a self fulfilling prophecy and I get in a very very limited and negative mind space where I become way more introverted then my natural personality. Many days I go to school positive, lose my confidence during the day, and come back home depressed. This has been burning me out and made me lose my motivation to put in the effort in order to get good results ; it's a program that requires serious studying and dedication. I don't know if I wanna quit because I actually don't like what I'm studying or it's more because of my social anxiety when I go to this place. This career requires a lot of networking and stepping out of your comfort zone but unless you really like what you are doing it's hard to push yourself in these networking events, and compete with the other motivated (and socially comptent) students. I regret having started my 2nd year - and I've gradually fallen into a very deep depression these last 8 months. I've had a lot of ups and downs. My parents see my troubles but they don't know how to help me and exactly what's wrong with me. They keep telling me to find a way to ''push through'', to motivate myself. The logical thing to do is to find a way to finish this 2nd year at least but every time I start studying I get depressed and can't control my negative thoughts. I'm also very late with the material which is making the task even more daunting (I've been procrastinating a lot). Getting into these crisis with school work has been a pattern for me and I always, in the end, found the strength to put in the work, forget about my problems for a bit, and manage to pass the exams. I would tell myself that I would then focus on my psychological problems once I'm passed the exams. And then, once I do that I get super relaxed and just chill and do nothing. I'm so tired of this pattern that at this point a large part of me is saying screw it, why should I still force myself to finish this second year. If I do that, I will just relax after during the summer, and not even change anything. I feel that if I actually quit right now, I would do something radical, that will force me to seriously change my life. In the same time, I'm scared this is a big mistake and I will find myself in a worst situation and regretting my decision(ex : a shitty job). To make things a bit more complicated I'm an older student so I don't have the leisure of a 21 year old in terms of time ahead. I'm 30 already :/ It's quite confusing. Thanks for any feed back. TLDR : I'm tired, burned out, and don't find the strength to finish my 2nd year of college. I think I wanna quit mostly because of my SA and the need to have a fresh start. 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I avoid going. I probably go once every 18 months. Making small talk is my idea of hell. They probably think I'm weird cause I just don't speak and sometimes stutter or say something stupid. 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T_T Got back in contact with an old friend, felt really proud of myself for making the first move and speaking to them as we was liking a lot of stuff on social media and it made me realise we still had a lot in common. We spoke over social media for a day or two, having a gossip about our past. They said they would love to meet up and catch up but they are busy for the next few months. Which I thought was weird but then life is weird and stressful so I tried not to think to much in to it. I left it a week or two and messaged them just saying hey how are things, was read and ignored. Undefeated, I gave it another two weeks to muster the confidence and popped another message. Nothing. I feel so embarrassed and like a complete idiot for even trying to rekindle a friendship. It's the first time i've felt like going fuck yeah lets just do it and see what happens and think positive and it's just proved to me how pointless it really is. *back to the duvet fort for me* T_T ",1.8687073170731696,4.0002522975609764,2.9128658536585377,92.4351524390244,79.6829268292683,5.660975609756098,20.493902439024392,6.742157984588678,0.2587024390243897,791,21,167,8,20,252,120,205,0.124,0.733,0.14300000000000002,0.5322,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,4,0,5,3,12,16,3,2,14,1,12,3,0,4,1,39,30,21,0,1,8,0,4,4,1,1,1,4,0,0,12,15,0,1,8,1,0,3,1,9,0,5,12,9,18,7,26,16,4,26,0,0,1,2,24,8,1,4,19,119,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505155611173666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370527948318965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504901849613597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703785320796136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889814350871416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079891483064052,0.08533785666572967,0.22938886406797646,0.0,0.0,0.20321477318838066,0.0,0.0,0.09228975074170262,0.11043316252236228,0.0,0.0,0.06788837764567962,0.0,0.09553815880140724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563264797103028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978696112801358,0.12214965824571113,0.08437378925612468,0.23343647550129576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031107887313624,0.10781176639331592,0.11303012426606755,0.07973637465231047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534692604804806,0.12696054160266898,0.08781232671222669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704052815926867,0.0,0.0,0.11461919392985948,0.0,0.1253467247376623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403221946035765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948617920945913,0.0,0.1530503944297759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362796914572842,0.09499449867098526,0.0,0.0,0.09518925533780158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24353632052234586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539600155043768,0.0,0.13683398536303118,0.0,0.13674608294481305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935983225766766,0.1530824117192534,0.0,0.09483301639552927,0.06965450248183591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220265046805016,0.0,0.3500671720518725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916373515442589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848565900860357,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,montairemax,2018/04/04,"I just lost my best friend of 8 years. I have nobody left. She was my biggest source of motivation. I managed to crawl through long painful days because I always looked forwards to spending time with her. Now she’s gone, and I don’t know what to do. I don’t have anyone else I consider as close to me as she was. She genuinely cared for me, she genuinely loved me. Over the years I grew to become dependent on her, and nobody else. My other “friends” seem to prefer their own groups, some I even recently decided weren’t friends at all, but rather associates in the same classes as me. I feel like almost nobody respects me, almost everyone sees me as under them. I just don’t know what to do. This isn’t the first time I lost her, it is the second, but I know it might as well be the last. Details that lead up to what happened point towards that answer, although I’m not comfortable sharing it on here. What is wrong with me? Why can’t I just make new friends? Why can’t I just replace her",3.0712499999999987,4.6166362250000015,3.858000000000001,89.66650000000004,74.25,7.0,26.5,7.6454224807358475,1.3169000000000004,775,28,164,10,16,247,113,200,0.085,0.778,0.13699999999999998,0.8197,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,6,9,16,0,0,5,0,17,2,0,4,1,31,32,10,0,2,8,0,1,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,9,0,1,4,8,4,1,2,6,3,36,12,27,24,5,27,0,2,2,1,18,13,0,6,13,118,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27387673218740993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113789443179994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562087064849582,0.140119599525346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336335373565575,0.1510329339107138,0.0,0.0,0.14351382657896725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942878796096722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819436560337722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284791516654711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032406050115836,0.0,0.0,0.1306733428782452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914642098284572,0.0976963637637837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632202389001188,0.0,0.0,0.4226200850320225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209302178977012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254676015974971,0.11147193946571976,0.0,0.0,0.14858252435170946,0.0,0.0,0.06681060351574503,0.0,0.0,0.12102209325911545,0.11483806992985555,0.0,0.2985640871919916,0.0,0.12342491315237444,0.0,0.091283683087459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507331206328447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320768904219309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551482373352295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927577852981464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502708015104456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897442798818432,0.1244947865012613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948353704045146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229573618661996,0.0,0.24679660678430804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951792730750768,0.0,0.1761288845651261 socialanxiety,philodendron44,2018/04/04,"Any tips for dealing with social media anxiety? I feel alright usually with face to face communication, and fine with anonymous forums like this, but social media seems to cause me so much anxiety and overthinking. It can really consume me. It’s difficult because would probably avoid social media, if it weren’t that I’m an artist and instagram is a great space for exposure. I just don’t want to be constantly overthinking and obsessing over really fucking stupid bullshit like who “liked” my photo or comment and who didn’t. It’s such a waste of my life. 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My number of friends have finally dwindled down to zero after either them leaving me or my distancing myself from them because im scared of them leaving me. Its extremely difficult to leave the house even for simple errands and when i do, i have anxiety levels halfway to a panic attack, reinforcing my tendency to not go out. Talking to a psych is almost out of the question, since im too scared to leave home. My depression and thoughts of suicide are not strong enough for me to worry but they are increasing everyday. I realize im in trouble if i dont break this loop but without the mental energy or support structure, I just dont have any idea how to move on from here. Any advice? 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Hey everyone, I’ve never posted to reddit before but I always have lurked around this sub and other subs in the past. Something has been on my mind forever now, but I just needed to share it with someone. I feel like everyone hates me or no one truly likes me. I don’t know why, but I feel like my friends talk to me out of pity and they don’t actually value me. I’ve had the same friends for more than a decade and all of them have other friend groups and then there’s me. I see myself getting jealous because they post a lot on social media about their other friends, but not me? We text everyday and hangout a lot, I just feel like they’re doing this out of pity. They’re all better looking and taller than me (all look like models) compared to me, i’m short and like 5 lbs overweight. I do have self esteem issues and find myself comparing myself to others a lot. My head messes me with me, and I convince myself that all of my friends hate me or aren’t good friends because they don’t post about me or anything. it all sounds stupid but my head literally tells me these things and I believe it. I don’t know what to do :( ",2.29061541565779,4.163992512711868,3.342857142857145,91.11223163841812,77.26271186440678,5.851170298627926,22.255044390637607,6.655083550727371,0.4423569814366424,907,26,191,8,21,291,122,236,0.123,0.64,0.237,0.9862,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,5,1,7,25,5,0,6,0,14,3,2,0,6,46,29,19,0,1,11,0,4,7,6,0,1,1,0,1,13,16,1,0,7,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,2,8,40,17,23,27,10,16,0,2,3,0,19,8,0,6,12,133,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0947908290292318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082502298877686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799347400756848,0.08647172987275019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842653929587965,0.0,0.08265567321068511,0.10943912995037966,0.0,0.0859089935477928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784531406515767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964597385959523,0.277576218898873,0.0,0.0,0.08878064263701102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502826949535194,0.0,0.05074960711006255,0.0,0.0,0.08147315851814177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28770538850664923,0.19937934046443376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013848596493896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676692888821547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321905696962303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313973216979805,0.0,0.0,0.2477449353505685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807977835019444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202519302658157,0.07491735448247791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582194045615289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272740594609917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790886207291492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740490155489545,0.0,0.1013341448926982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901802912616947,0.08230310880612524,0.0747801213215067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807432389091103,0.08490123954662304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453291373609826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765022861277555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Caroliye,2018/04/04,"Social issues, idk Is it normal to have a feeling that you're always trying to change your personality to be, like, funnier, smarter, cooler etc and always judge yourself for the things you say and think they're boring or make people feel awkward? Or that something's wrong with you because you don't make smart, quick comments in conversations like other people do? Like you keep overthinking every little thing you say and get paranoid about how to be cool like other people? Idek what I'm saying, I hope someone understands...",9.240210526315792,9.070353652631582,8.091578947368422,70.89105263157897,59.842105263157904,9.284210526315787,33.736842105263165,8.238735603445708,2.7561157894736836,427,14,66,4,5,131,70,95,0.117,0.672,0.211,0.8829,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,6,0,0,3,10,0,1,2,1,6,0,0,3,0,16,16,6,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,8,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,7,7,8,14,1,3,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,3,5,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27741162077674325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161734879312226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634402527818502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591195998983165,0.0,0.0,0.1404499716010939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857469532933564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709264929092747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556839349357627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398905188969274,0.0,0.14816854313183667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257602337864992,0.16707485245868792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22254397040774693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332831753584562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34670151324510506,0.14555397044849594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976940196989867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992727580061245,0.14124238982302684,0.1283320059219856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149304177077225,0.10681313218762227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317677159019765,0.0,0.0,0.17353814721911526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822577270368763,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,penguinparadox,2018/04/04,"Do any other girls with social anxiety feel intimidated by more attractive, confident women? I was hanging out with some friends the other day; it was me, another girl and 3 guys. Maybe it’s just my social anxiety, but I was sitting on the end of the couch and I noticed the person next to me leaning away. All the attention was focused on the other girl there. Everyone kept complimenting her on how successful, attractive and confident she is, and how she can do anything she sets her mind to. Then I guess they realized I was in the room, because there was an awkward silence followed by a forced reassurance that applied to everyone. I know you’re not supposed to compare yourself to anyone else, but it’s hard when you feel invisible in a group with someone who’s everything you’re not. 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I had so many things that I wanted to say and I knew from previous experiences with autograph signing sessions that the line has to move quickly. But then it didnt and I was left with the possibility of having a longer and more meaningful conversation with the people I have cared a lot about, but never met until that point, for over 14 years. Faced with the fact that my preconceptions, mental script, and previous experiences were out the window - I kinda panicked. I blew my chance, pretty much ran away. Since then I have been looking for a way to contact them and make up for it but because they are celebrities and extremely attractive women on the internet they have all of their communications blocked (for good reason, totally understandable). I eventually settled on sending an email to Always Open, but now I have to wait until someone actually sees it - which could be months. I had the chance to say the right thing and blew it and then I found the right thing to say but they cant hear me. Furthermore I left a few copies of my thesis on transgender populations in disasters with them and they expressed an interest in looking at it but now I am SUPER anxious about whether they have read it and if they think it is good work. I enjoyed meeting them but my mental processes are preventing me from getting over the idea that they think I’m weird. I really want them to know that I was super nervous and it’s killing me that I cant say it to them. I also really want someone to look at my thesis, particularly since it is dedicated to the memory of Monty Oum and I chose to give it to them on Trans Day of Visibility. My avoidant personality and social anxiety has turned what should have been a great moment in my life into a self-destructive problem and all I want now if for them to say that it’s okay and they get it.",6.249637876479549,6.851116094339623,6.858281964139228,74.62217742880584,65.95417789757413,10.11794210711356,31.76385796320169,10.074871250255047,3.0757283722020383,1545,58,289,34,23,508,186,371,0.086,0.754,0.16,0.9862,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,16,4,8,18,1,3,21,1,27,2,1,2,5,64,54,33,1,9,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,2,26,25,0,4,9,2,0,3,4,7,0,0,14,10,50,11,53,37,7,42,0,0,4,0,34,22,0,4,16,220,76,3,0.0,0.0,0.0992738057323848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135344462399774,0.08464750981372861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778231719143752,0.11492594424077696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557868419095816,0.0,0.0,0.062013664064443676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997191841732116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372051543105967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122312753198972,0.0,0.0,0.06560743439194529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990229218379021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154169469453204,0.0,0.0,0.1062994529921358,0.09758868619151713,0.0,0.17065259569867372,0.08136277459043753,0.112157684659625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465710404398607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484078791548565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254917296954466,0.0,0.05590814779045479,0.08292352810756035,0.0,0.0,0.22105988634314994,0.0,0.0718549078474185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256282737125288,0.0,0.0,0.08648720850266375,0.0,0.0,0.0679055652619407,0.10313825332439197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050398266500694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119991581650811,0.1081228909777322,0.07478325555132552,0.0,0.07846044782015968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052677332616851,0.08882671250374047,0.0,0.0,0.09616773248877117,0.11468529031954625,0.0,0.1034959830760993,0.0,0.0973418715157312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175753005561007,0.0,0.13034168649672562,0.10459538359360966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375372912084838,0.0,0.4044988975957294,0.0,0.0,0.0810656393491966,0.0,0.10612657698175404,0.0,0.0,0.16830421527970532,0.0,0.0,0.1037009243208919,0.1723909985484135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275467596996768,0.13036895325107214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065302800930543,0.0,0.10590451819326116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400119600489508,0.08074853923348915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406065194259855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551078495535165 socialanxiety,RangersFan243,2018/04/04,Girls I cannot talk to girls. When I see them especially attractive ones I get incredibly nervous and try to avoid conversation with them. I don’t know what to do anymore because I want to get a girlfriend but I don’t know how to start a conversation with any of them. If they ask me something I get caught off guard and it’s incredibly awkward. I don’t know how to start a conversation and I think if I do they will think I’m in love with them and avoid me. Also I look at them and they look back sometimes and no words are said and it’s incredibly awkward. Please help ,2.05516178736518,4.063537305084747,3.5936363636363637,88.40444530046227,78.4915254237288,7.002773497688753,24.28659476117103,8.00094639256281,1.190210169491526,454,16,101,8,11,150,61,118,0.117,0.742,0.141,0.6988,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,8,0,5,7,0,5,3,0,8,1,0,2,0,25,27,14,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,3,10,0,3,5,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,4,21,2,13,24,0,8,0,0,3,1,19,3,0,2,4,65,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653988253916713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416192099389252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653105851580428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468848228276264,0.0,0.0,0.16013373469287553,0.0,0.12694912153811033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32641085753237914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958762434358474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433512769756101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34976021101444155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18795650124989832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411176509678374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22859930302681825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809633251762213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595071195295452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160323366142793,0.20596758366768125,0.0,0.2948051501622541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167385906766557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668802809952954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139014550699827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283303988936647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throwaway121242353,2018/04/04,"I'm anxious to admit that I like exercise & I feel like people are judging me for exercising ""too much"" I've been working on my anxiety and doing really well, but I've had a bit of a problem recently that I just can't seem to get past. I KNOW I'm overthinking it. And yet..... I regularly walk 7+ miles a day (though sometimes I can't do that much because of weather or life events). There's a really big neighborhood across the street from where I live (my neighborhood is just one sad, tiny street) so I walk around there all the time. I tend to circle one part of the neighborhood the most (the other part has some sketchy people) and this is what is drawing most of my anxiety. If someone is sitting outside of their house, they'll see me pass by several times. The first 2 or 3 times it's not unusual, people walk around there all the time. But after a while.....I get the stares. Any time people talk to me it's always some comment about how they ""see me walking all the time"" (though never in a derogatory way!) Also, there's a guy that I've met a few times that lives in that neighborhood and I genuinely hope that he doesn't think I'm stalking him or something. It doesn't help that my dog likes to stop in front of his house and take a good 15 minute break :)))) The other day I was talking to him and he asked if I lived around here, and when I told him where I lived he said ""isn't that kind of far to walk, though?"" and I just.....I like exercise. That's it. Can anyone relate, or at least just tell me that I'm not crazy/weird? 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My situtation is kind of weird. Around people I don't know, I have no trouble introducing myself but at school around people I do know I tend to isolate myself from others. I don't know why, I was the new kid at school this year and the social groups have already formed a long time ago. How do I just ""insert,"" myself into one. Also my current social group is pretty small, literallly just one person who I can eat lunch with so I'm not alone. The thing is, I feel like i'm too co-dependent on that person and rarely make decisions without talking to them and seeing if they would do it with me. My only friend also is socially awk. as I am, so we only have each other though. Sorry if this post is unorganized :(",2.9969080459770154,4.702287765517244,4.584568965517242,83.71524425287359,74.79310344827586,6.764367816091952,21.048850574712645,7.492282038375204,0.7390574712643678,566,13,111,7,12,190,97,145,0.07400000000000001,0.818,0.108,0.7878,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,2,0,11,5,0,0,4,0,17,2,0,2,0,25,26,13,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,8,10,2,0,5,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,2,20,3,14,24,2,14,0,0,1,0,14,7,0,2,7,84,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377799164839557,0.12498468002138195,0.0,0.0,0.1460296063362814,0.15559288243865824,0.225509321340788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588229388427344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510331342273445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427437691960146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129194709328962,0.1007277585398434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893336312424327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468259109419694,0.2324635765071256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888365216034673,0.0,0.0,0.12477725596077467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941161004814152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617506951722774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108543379378776,0.214468023263772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549811151387114,0.24622499694060845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503544509464607,0.14344388865683122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28539149140184633,0.11235576685281397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311838024947954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578337730201864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332745544617895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367165211008847,0.0,0.13852811263074807,0.0,0.08221605488271963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722719689306314,0.0,0.0,0.13591536617691624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015969993459163,0.0,0.0,0.0907969707002782 socialanxiety,staggernaut,2018/04/04,"My collection of unsubmitted posts to this sub is growing. I've probably spent hours on the submit page, but always decide to leave without posting. This one post took 30 minutes to type. I just feel like people don't want to hear about my problems, save my therapist.",5.073,7.115572900000001,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,70.0,8.200000000000001,30.5,8.841846274778883,2.6778,215,9,37,4,4,68,43,50,0.11,0.731,0.159,0.5743,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,2,2,4,2,8,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517691202182235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125264379289582,0.15898760422723318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508266163405393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916394283138965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356451144942642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872521126401932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080359059900475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428605198359635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6394154564512732,0.0,0.23994328063173376,0.21294740054815672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25839419211470066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472578790658052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312639725255137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145273433994616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,No_Light93,2018/04/05,"I never do anything I'm literally stagnating,i've got no idea what i want to do with my worthless life,i have zero /friends/social skills/confidence,i don't talk to anyone ever and only go out to buy groceries. I'm sitting in front of the computer all day till late in the night. I've been in this state of apathy,anxiety and depression for at least 10 years now,i'm very close to my breaking point and probably gonna end it all,seems the only way out of this nightmare.",9.0665625,6.057057531250003,9.257500000000004,71.43750000000004,62.22916666666666,12.933333333333335,38.583333333333336,11.20814326018867,4.087070833333333,377,14,75,8,4,126,71,96,0.101,0.884,0.015,-0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,3,12,11,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,16,8,2,22,0,2,0,0,1,8,0,0,8,41,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074538714706406,0.0,0.0,0.1652050057761936,0.0,0.19442952326010124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523741687365912,0.0,0.2034984236609616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092644937532621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371913139634896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427730238940747,0.0,0.18896616304573305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667193094480409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665220900913036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688401176435827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222546920330876,0.0,0.0,0.22172275645892453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593869371688158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335088139124687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254738293924496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509072008612168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990433394281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494693748733852,0.13935776958147889,0.18753959298105874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521496990907911 socialanxiety,scjaal,2018/04/05,"can't think of a interesting title I'm so embarrassed and never want to go to school again. Today we had exam (not written, but where you like show you can do and know stuff, don't know english word for it, sorry). We were sorted in pairs and given a case. We then prepared for it, and gathered all the stuff we need, and I was feeling pretty confident. But when our turn came, I don't know. My partner was telling all the stuff, and I just stood there. And when we were doing the thing, my partner mostly did it, just told me to hand her stuff. Teacher then asked me questions, because I didn't really say anything and she wanted to know if I knew the stuff. I just stood there and told that I don't know to everything. I just couldn't think, I kept fidgeting, and was just so embarrassing. And then my partner just answered to everything. After the exam ended, I just went to bathroom and cried. I still feel like crying. And since I obviously didn't pass, I have to it again. Everyone of my classmates atleast tried, and then I just let my partner do all the work. I really don't want to go back to school and show my face to any of them ever again. 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So I just started taking classes again at my local community college and there is this guy who I think is super cute! I actually went to school with him and his sister back in middle school before I ended up transferring. Anyway, we had to do this “ice breaker” activity on Monday and go around the room and talk to each other. He came up to me and introduced himself and we ended up chatting and laughing for a bit. I looked him up on instagram today and found we have 13 mutual friends and wanted to go ahead and follow him but am super nervous! I don’t want to go to class on Monday and him think I’m a stalker or something.. we haven’t really talked since the first day but we make eye contact all of the time. I actually saw his sister at the gym right after meeting him which I thought was SUPER random as I haven’t seen her in literally eight years... we didn’t talk or anything and she probably didn’t even recognize me but I thought that was so weird. Anyway, do you guys think I should just go for it and follow him or wait another week or two and see if we strike up a conversation in class first? I feel like I’m definitely overthinking this whole following on instagram thing 😂 ",5.326071922544955,5.730681717842328,6.393012448132782,77.84434578146612,67.92116182572613,9.580193637621024,29.759612724757947,9.558583805096642,2.575537538035961,958,33,187,19,15,321,137,241,0.03,0.848,0.122,0.973,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,7,1,0,6,11,9,0,1,7,0,16,1,1,1,1,49,44,25,0,4,10,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,9,25,0,1,7,2,0,9,5,2,0,4,12,6,35,7,29,31,4,44,0,0,5,0,33,19,0,6,17,135,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.2546973776428744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684010593093876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738997057174852,0.11617222396082552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034606150783223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104546415337163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424716567165335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925666441250648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416138260353953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311676482980537,0.0,0.0,0.08619369006325896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659844691005958,0.09322887004681307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200561885895526,0.0,0.14308596777846608,0.10082359124923068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29666349657735075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25843004745249515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375546471697376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958671423844908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710943069009047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070053471999033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360132238144874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144586136359284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26414492539158874,0.10399120697982826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795053630143772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046489199145103,0.0,0.0,0.09236821893820296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811938437008652,0.3146716685554545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669807020660918,0.2508564339363992,0.0,0.2072040547331105,0.07609530885561028,0.0,0.12369826864872345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747905078327576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394397438581398,0.0,0.10467882860719832,0.0,0.0,0.12097434543905272,0.0,0.14569803317543806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840374004620801 socialanxiety,pattyplz22,2018/04/05,"Extroverted With Social Anxiety? I'm so lost. I'm having an identity crisis and it's starting to drive me crazy. I think I have social anxiety? I often worry about being judged and looking weird or out of place. After conversations, I often wonder if people think I said something stupid, saw something in my teeth or, thought my breath smelled bad. When I'm with friends in public settings I often wonder if anyone is listening in and judging. Yet I would say I'm an introverted extrovert, if that makes any sense? Why? Well I've never had a shortage of friends in my life. I thrive off of being around other people. I'm a good listener and love making others feel comfortable. I can read people easily and pick up on social queues that will fly past others. I've had many jobs and always I left as a popular employee. In college I was often told that my presentations were the best and my personality shined through them. I did so well in college that I was even elected Vice President junior year and graduated as senior class President. Sounds like an extroverted person, right? Now I'm out of college and I have two jobs, I work as a graphic designer for a financing company in the day and as a server at a fancy restaurant at night. I'm a social butterfly at the restaurant and a total outcast at the office job, it's making me go insane! At the office job I put on this professional persona and tried to make friends but did not succeed. Eventually I grew apathetic and stopped trying, now I feel like everyone thinks I'm this weird quiet outcast. At the restaurant I tried a different approach: I'm gay and I've learned people respond better to me when I'm more flamboyant and funny. Needless to say it worked, it was easy because I was surrounded by people my age and I was quickly accepted into the social hierarchy of the restaurant. I've only been there for four months and work twice a week yet I drink with my coworkers every weekend and am constantly invited to work outings. I've been at my full time office job for nearly a year and have not hung out with anyone outside of work. It's not like my office job is a toxic environment or anything. The company is super focused on making it's employees happy. Everyone here loves it, I feel like I'm the only unhappy employee out of 70. I would say about a good quarter of the office are my age. Yet every time I try to befriend any of them I feel like it's forced and that they think I'm weird. It's incredibly difficult for me to speak up and I do silly things like take my lunch late so there will be nobody in the break room to talk to while I microwave my food. It's far too late to play the gay card, I think it would just confuse them. Yesterday was my worst and most embarrassing day. A fucking ""team building"" event, tried to get out of it but my boss wouldn't let me. So while everyone else was having drinks and playing games, I was literally hiding in the bathroom. After an hour I ran out the door hoping my boss wouldn't see. What would my former classmates think? Their super social class President was hiding in the bathroom avoiding his coworkers at his first big boy job? Anyways, I'm not sure why I'm here. I just feel so stupid and alone, does anyone else feel like this? How can someone be so social in one situation and be petrified in another? It's doing major harm to my self-esteem, it would really be awesome to know that there are others like me out there and how they overcame this issue.",4.299553075790191,5.903008972017678,5.52547496318115,78.7048590970885,71.20913107511045,8.345315509233036,28.37433442845814,8.896514948857734,2.3683492466296587,2768,104,506,53,52,922,298,679,0.113,0.738,0.149,0.9818,11,2,4,0,0,0,62.0,0,0,6,13,36,45,3,3,35,0,47,12,2,10,3,100,99,50,0,11,14,0,6,8,3,9,1,9,2,3,30,39,4,2,18,8,1,6,7,14,2,6,22,20,63,31,77,61,7,90,0,1,4,5,37,44,1,15,46,338,93,28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744415787517936,0.0,0.0,0.046150636497515295,0.0,0.0,0.07543508149489689,0.058159023189375374,0.08485988367543132,0.0,0.0,0.11634552168150153,0.05682960143888456,0.045642289928807665,0.049374874575943764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04631026913910951,0.03381044610071915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058206229485951465,0.049053555278816406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993706884778035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153960849693372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05794825761960014,0.0,0.0,0.04853707305140967,0.0,0.0,0.1086675515594307,0.0,0.0,0.09266640191827308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036633564298005364,0.0,0.09346191867953406,0.1589951873887724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826611945902545,0.15849446996798788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717779867075636,0.06706750021297439,0.0,0.1285544513783003,0.05127573577758785,0.02897774208432252,0.0,0.031521568657640095,0.09304143652634188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590426453263239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055088440218941284,0.05462103967789314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057890188347738486,0.3852774459297664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030481659904756837,0.0,0.1251320098347984,0.0,0.060261988103695714,0.05671587644935407,0.039175986865130887,0.2167759532600907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04657593774341276,0.0,0.060545698590924374,0.0,0.10011716627565148,0.0,0.1851138365120492,0.0562319677050993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044270975090973434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04277739079092415,0.0,0.0,0.05204937071503559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03758396020468584,0.08436600835019056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294683065874527,0.19225937575016352,0.09685835600008537,0.05794825761960014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575681488704567,0.0,0.0,0.05547918409904359,0.0,0.03553177055781432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473661021475405,0.05275913131329967,0.13232201368474406,0.0,0.0,0.044197766269512516,0.0,0.05786123050504849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234405622699694,0.0,0.3957711894094656,0.046994615240064486,0.08539806284566516,0.0,0.0,0.03925782832921396,0.0,0.0,0.04637053357528288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227432826854855,0.0,0.04170215677695471,0.044580002682820585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036847933150278615,0.21323522163705708,0.0,0.0440323593078678,0.06468321260390825,0.0,0.0,0.05299839579625746,0.0,0.18828266930551785,0.0,0.0541804394276475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04449001540144402,0.0,0.09973790808000199,0.0,0.1000955815427114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202970630500188,0.2018928988043027,0.05632656170871725,0.0,0.19700079182997093,0.0,0.0,0.07143422009210675 socialanxiety,-_-_-_--_--_--_--_--,2018/04/05,"From a quick synopsis, you think I have some form of anxiety disorder? I have always been labeled as an anxious person but I was never prescribed anything. I'm not someone who likes to medicate with pills, I am a medical marijuana patient though for an unrelated reason. When I was younger I used to have like freak out/ panic attacks (kinda) over the stupidest shit. Like someone would ask me to sleep over and if I wasn't sure or didn't want to I'd be like overanalyzing the shit out of it until I was like in tears lol. Anyway, that was when I was much younger, figured I'd throw it in there in case it pertains to anything. Specifically what makes me question if I have a form of anxiety is that in situations that I am nervous or anticipating something (good or bad) I will get a feeling like I am going to puke, even though I don't have to, yet. I will then start thinking about if I have to puke, what if I puke on someone, theres no bathrooms near me, etc etc. If I think about it enough (every once in a while) I will actually end up throwing up. The other night I was at a friends house and we were going to have some girls over, one that im attracted to. I didn't feel nervous or anything but I began to sip my first beer when they came over. I was a bit uneasy, had the I might puke feeling and they came over. Was getting more antsy and then we started playing drinking games. I barely sipped my first beer and had to go throw up. Possibly bc I was playing with the girl I like? Idk its like I start thinking im going to puke when girls come over sometimes and other times its totally fine and I can drink no problem (most of the time). Everyone was freaking out bc I didn't drink a beer yet I just sipped one and ended up puking they all asked if I had anxiety or I was nervous which was awkward. Its not always with girls but that one happened recently so its brought the thought back to my mind. Hasn't happened in a while but also happens if Im going on a plane bc I get nervous that I might puke on a plane then I feel queezy the whole flight (but dont puke). Idk best way to describe it is a nervous body feeling, kinda like when your stomach drops or something. Also, I know I could see a doc but I am not looking for xannax or klonopins bc I have an addictive personality. I am fine dealing with my issue here without any assistance 90% of the time but sometimes I just puke and shit idk? Anything come to mind?",1.9623210831721456,4.018416191919194,3.4164367075005373,89.32692456479691,79.0,6.071351816032668,25.88545024715237,7.125416948008024,1.1405624328390285,1905,76,399,23,47,625,215,495,0.232,0.6729999999999999,0.096,-0.9974,0,0,8,0,0,0,48.0,2,2,3,3,23,33,4,7,25,1,48,16,6,3,4,82,87,47,0,11,27,0,5,9,1,6,4,0,0,6,21,22,6,0,14,9,0,13,14,15,0,5,26,7,56,18,57,53,15,68,0,0,2,0,20,24,3,22,38,288,77,0,0.0,0.0,0.0675621897656119,0.07547504795577657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107324701258977,0.11521611524873784,0.0,0.0,0.047081349808587705,0.0,0.15889097441921596,0.07821447356132279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278940329213849,0.0,0.12944849137360387,0.07876342849788487,0.0,0.053236509245336544,0.05780732088731839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265658887509521,0.0,0.07558536484659288,0.07690313056775575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837001822546468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927755556367925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527754592652465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137699514127167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934791891385201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811414836353437,0.2034682632970339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264117256741047,0.07153701012026815,0.1544279489686246,0.045728263860004136,0.0,0.05833245222159132,0.0661558511591555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750334166851337,0.04946063181355708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778044901123445,0.0,0.0,0.05348985268613414,0.0,0.1085153897654886,0.0,0.19673578540326284,0.05807001640326391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836696296199934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988649557562215,0.0,0.0,0.2243531140945547,0.07226208692488215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03804907913619323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044171841186696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058138944748378475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04621409094294194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949151482060498,0.0,0.1468922157898231,0.13981277861852018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05089480014969031,0.0,0.053397365252728056,0.0,0.0,0.06497121979293491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373172442433706,0.14074381912414788,0.0,0.0,0.08123093269043229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090454601108197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805069313833933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624738466473676,0.0,0.0,0.07755768719454054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711838646944624,0.06836001299248176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517036512073995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132024646764404,0.0,0.07782167823091886,0.06928378757947502,0.0,0.17598469110585965,0.10659910455812292,0.13694797280778065,0.0,0.14701209397526085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525202562118193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744886265037788,0.13604368992180393,0.05496389399702286,0.12111233522908847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059795763531234475,0.0,0.0,0.04083588180994311,0.05495455816104832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729705155957864,0.0,0.06673890079289453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049181696414515454,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,icanttakeitanymoree,2018/04/05,I’d rather have cancer with 1 year left to live than have social anxiety disorder for the rest of my life Thats how bad it is.,2.3914285714285732,3.0852867142857145,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,74.71428571428571,8.457142857142857,21.142857142857142,8.841846274778883,0.9715142857142858,100,2,24,2,2,34,27,28,0.369,0.631,0.0,-0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998532587855199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272756104570726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492275061777883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258726911033688,0.0,0.2768574930547361,0.0,0.0,0.3461135535012225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995604308046232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524135404821646 socialanxiety,VasilisaV,2018/04/05,"Isolated childhood = Common reason for social anxiety? I'm a dog trainer, who also has social anxiety but has been trying to fight through it, soon to be attempting to tackle my biggest fear... public speaking. Question for you guys with social anxiety... Do you have feel there was a cause for your social anxiety, for example, having an isolated childhood where you did not interact with many people at all, for whatever reason? For me, this was my experience, and the reason why I feel like I am the way I am. Also the reason why I bring up the fact I'm a dog trainer, is seeing and handling ""social anxiety"" from some of my canine clients, with the main causation being isolation during the critical period in puppyhood, where the lack of experience/positive experience with other dogs causes them to show fearful and anxious responses when being put in the position where they feel they have to interact/greet another dog. Then, alternatively, there are the puppies who simply have a fearful temperament based on breeding. Fearful mother's are more likely to have fearful offspring. I feel like I learnt more about myself by learning more about canine behaviour, fear responses and such. Thoughts? I know this is a bit showerthoughty, but does this relate to your experiences in any way?",7.653274596182082,9.104906515418502,7.986008810572692,64.7610102790015,63.1409691629956,11.163465491923645,36.71923641703377,11.072351349416056,4.766218443465492,1037,49,150,29,15,340,129,227,0.199,0.774,0.026,-0.991,1,1,0,0,1,0,35.0,0,5,3,1,12,10,1,6,15,0,21,0,0,6,2,29,31,10,0,1,3,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,12,1,0,2,1,7,0,0,5,6,20,3,30,23,8,21,0,0,1,0,22,10,0,2,10,118,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322106546444226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664307477177141,0.08734148181153176,0.3186000890365879,0.09409900719033018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909359542592437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113266661488502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289152483357272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24443383271878,0.0,0.5623764062849798,0.16846468419724442,0.1190111276530714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247459009026561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045776445307337515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208036651419267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444748751280258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774587621769756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373391721983882,0.0933088344481727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34256222362568184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637488367315235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245409549505879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612648044456043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655145645423676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223049719777333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032055105637546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nmerle,2018/04/05,"When you're walking out in public: how do you feel I'm trying to figure out if anyone experiences the same things I do when walking out in public. Because the feelings are quite weird and I really don't understand them. When I'm going from one place to another, especially when catching the train, I start to feel like I am going to cry and incredibly sad. I'm also really anxious and my stomach is tight and all that but I just get this overwhelming feeling of being really sad. And I believe it shows in my face aswell (looking really sad). The only way I can explain it is like in those reality tv shows about ghost hunting and a medium will say 'I've just got this overwhelming saddness come over me' lol. It really is just like that and its really hard to fight it or switch it off. But as soon as I get to a safe place such as home or some semi-secluded area its stops quite quickly and I feel normal again. But I also feel incredibly exhausted after that experience. Do you get this aswell? Is there anything I can do about it?",3.7702987804878014,5.351984478048784,5.293704268292687,79.92982469512198,72.5121951219512,8.63719512195122,25.983231707317074,9.188382445141503,2.154225609756097,818,27,158,18,16,276,112,205,0.125,0.792,0.08199999999999999,-0.8,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,2,1,2,17,12,1,2,6,1,15,3,2,1,1,38,35,24,1,2,9,0,8,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,16,12,0,3,9,3,0,6,1,8,0,1,1,10,17,4,23,32,3,29,0,5,1,0,8,12,0,4,13,110,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024824733283224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327501713013993,0.0,0.14302092275881967,0.0,0.08852101867368539,0.0,0.10418025397208228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717362269019568,0.0,0.0,0.1426338078027033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905389555399113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906314217266197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476763808159665,0.0,0.0,0.3840737852434907,0.09044240637460772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842837867629412,0.0,0.1438983466199266,0.0,0.1012528474489874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340790698857328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698919714888285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855497437319294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631134044030632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404021657558673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578681143098142,0.09628430333187794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645381818250636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26930740495567096,0.0,0.0,0.4866156654144308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067666786859443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960747876824944,0.0,0.0,0.10584249765358213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410680182633469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595246354810951,0.0,0.0,0.1317941045983093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100488455142949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Moonbeam095,2018/04/05,Experiences with OKCupid? Anyone here use/used OKCupid? Can you share your thoughts and experiences?,7.1320000000000014,10.816915533333335,5.240000000000002,66.40000000000003,93.66666666666666,7.333333333333335,38.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,4.684333333333335,83,5,10,2,3,24,13,15,0.0,0.826,0.174,0.4098,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616875604633985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7321857435809321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971163957715737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501822757990744,0.32323586359751033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,quixotic500,2018/04/05,"i pushed myself to come out of my shell and i humiliated myself *so* badly. i auditioned for a show. it was ran by a group of acquaintances i really hoped to further befriend. it was actually going really well, until i was told to do an... *unexpected improvised monologue.* my worst NIGHTMARE. naturally, i froze. i awkwardly rambled on in front of this massive group for a minute or so, and i could feel their secondhand embarrassment. they even tried helping me out, but i just couldn't do it. i sat back down and was given the most disappointed pat on the shoulder i've ever received. this happened a month ago and i still think about it every night. it's 2am right now, and my face is burning. ugh. to make things worse, i tried answering a question in class the other day, and promptly got it horrendously wrong. every time i try pushing myself, i screw up. i moved out of my flat because i felt like everyone hated me. i live in a studio now. i'm so alone. how do i get over these ruminating flashbacks? i just want to sleep peacefully again. :( thank you for reading.",1.9235609756097527,4.626674721951217,3.725073170731708,82.96078048780487,84.70731707317074,6.79219512195122,24.297560975609755,7.976525956113202,1.7785765853658535,838,33,157,18,25,280,133,205,0.207,0.7120000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9821,0,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,2,0,17,13,2,2,10,0,10,4,3,2,1,27,28,13,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,10,0,0,5,2,1,8,1,9,1,0,10,3,31,4,26,16,2,33,0,1,0,1,9,13,1,4,13,112,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.15883368903639158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428001485318884,0.0,0.0,0.16857389055682315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251550783684133,0.13590071697937472,0.099219113857402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020633608196936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995340398006638,0.0,0.0,0.10496898709390667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750375124476516,0.14722889667766248,0.27427052346992536,0.15552749144758188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229811192678085,0.0,0.15627847680826176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503720662631753,0.0,0.09250224325019434,0.0,0.1301768330839746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439312182237754,0.0,0.0,0.16069525107774268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909693761585172,0.0,0.0,0.1616608726790375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951802056969277,0.0,0.14372314518458434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086458946253232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299162662641139,0.17299183320893358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527425111102393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233236093998603,0.0,0.1628075378668751,0.0,0.20854092123060614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899913263369196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628810376016396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998313476527865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498507552427273,0.0,0.0,0.10813283160347502,0.10429227341450502,0.0,0.0,0.09490870095134896,0.0,0.0,0.15552749144758188,0.0,0.3315171804752211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600212449343484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634392619679645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586990337190546,0.0,0.17795632719249868,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FreddyRewind,2018/04/05,"Finally I started to work. Recently I decided that I should change my life, and after a long time of unemployment, I found a job. Nothing too fancy. Just a simple shop assistant. It's hard, and to be honest, I was thinking about quitting after the first day. But I fighting this idea as hard as I can. Interacting with people is even harder, however different scripts and the understanding why people are taking with me, helps a lot. The most difficult part is that I'm so far away from my comfort zone, and things I know. And leaving it every morning makes me sad and sick. But I don't give up, because this job gives me a valuable experience. P. S. Sorry for any grammatical mistakes and lack of coherence, I'm so tired, but at the same time I'm so happy. 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Terrified. I'm scared of every aspect of this. I know next to no-one going, And just the thought of approaching the group at the airport is making me sick to my stomach. The worst part is that I have to share a bedroom with just one other person, and so there is going to be literally no escape from having to try and 'perform' (which is how I see most social situations now). It's usually very important to me in my day-to-day life that I have the option to leave a situation that I feel uncomfortable in, which I'm just not going to have here. I'm only 4 weeks in to CBT and my therapist seems concerned that this level of exposure in such a short space of time will be too much. I don't think I'm prepared for how mean I'm gonna be to myself. Maybe it will end up being good for me, but right now it's really hard to see that. 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So I'm coming here to rant and ask for help. Lately, my best friends seem to be actively avoiding me. They've started abruptly ending conversations when I walk into the room, they won't talk directly to me (I have to start the conversation with them before they'll talk to me), and I've recently found out that they're all hanging out/partying without inviting me when I used to be invited to everything. We are a friend group of 15-16 year old males and I'm currently the only one licensed to drive. I feel like they've just been using me to get from point A to point B. However, one of the other friends is coming close to getting his license and that's when they've begun to hang out with the other guy, pushing me out of the picture. But when asked about it, they all say that they still think of me as a best friend. What do I do and what is actually going on because I have no idea.",4.6283227016885515,5.010549663414637,5.468292682926832,83.9443527204503,69.4390243902439,8.844277673545967,29.915572232645413,8.841846274778883,2.1596153846153845,791,29,167,13,13,259,118,205,0.055,0.7859999999999999,0.159,0.9717,2,2,0,1,0,0,20.0,1,0,5,2,11,11,0,1,10,1,15,0,0,2,2,32,33,14,0,0,3,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,1,2,9,17,0,2,6,0,0,8,3,2,0,2,4,2,22,9,31,24,5,35,0,1,0,0,24,9,0,2,19,111,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.12359716693863798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368109567461301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720781059317544,0.0,0.10777421344311823,0.0,0.2658335549969958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820441282589048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057590961245552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217887942909584,0.13086863840263124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382949196182175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404065497854493,0.09048247234671844,0.0,0.13874453805298578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887084672610034,0.4892673161502729,0.0,0.13234418827834835,0.0,0.07198104678267131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540852211573525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489428466218625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297826028366592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287253835232575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187731407995287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290328580963648,0.0,0.17164962995049665,0.09632695726344206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23946013147851944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250566917246322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072126761697263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306042035330451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179294349735118,0.0,0.10114697520568654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360124164734136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115551307675839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877878715988572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209105553294343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156177115074023 socialanxiety,djvknsnd,2018/04/05,"I’m not sure whether I have social anxiety or low self-esteem 🤔 I’m not sure if this belongs here but I felt like I would try anyways. I’m kind of extroverted? I’m wild around friends and I try to keep up conversations when I’m around acquaintances for a prolonged time to avoid awkward conversation. I can try and talk to people who approach me with the edgy type of humour I have, as long as they aren’t too nice and I end up having nothing to say. I can also take leadership usually and it really depends on the person if I’m able to confront them about their mistakes. But like,,, I’m so afraid of being a disappointment and humiliation and being judged. I wear a sweater all the time because I’m afraid I’m fat— all the time as in super high temperatures and during exercises. Sometimes when I’m walking behind friends I don’t tap them and say hi because that would be awkward and I end up awkwardly walking behind them making it even more awkward when they notice me. I can’t talk to authority and I’m on the brink of crying when someone raises their voice or scold me. You know when a car comes at an intersection you’re about to cross? In order to avoid getting in the car’s way and being awkward, I just pretend I’m taking the same path as the car. When I mess something up in front of others even though I know they could probably care less, I still apologize so much and I’m so embarrassed and I hate it. Tomorrow I have an ultimate frisbee game, and as a ‘noob xD’ I’m afraid I’m gonna drag everyone down and not be that good at running and everyone will hate me. So yeah, those are just some examples of me being garbage. I’ve done many quizzes before, but I’m genuinely unsure of whether I have a very minor case of social anxiety or whether I just have low self-esteem.",3.0660128913443856,4.79557768232045,4.501635359116023,84.28015101289134,74.66298342541437,7.589097605893186,27.260036832412524,8.344100000000001,1.8569389318600376,1419,55,287,25,30,472,179,362,0.201,0.708,0.091,-0.9888,1,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,8,1,25,31,3,11,16,1,23,2,1,2,4,55,52,44,0,6,17,0,1,2,2,4,1,3,0,1,9,20,0,3,3,3,0,10,6,19,0,0,2,4,34,12,42,39,7,47,0,3,0,0,24,20,0,7,17,182,43,1,0.11263870021629364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900771278677285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233659471956886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005446479674475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732701235447092,0.0,0.09584723765178696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484266184635905,0.0,0.0,0.09702826652420914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993283662825596,0.0,0.12372832308170785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526849764268468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952891090829414,0.0,0.0,0.14879359834395922,0.0,0.0,0.21526221016424216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815081631463792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404876074946332,0.0,0.05884907187210683,0.0,0.0,0.0944759976344922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22241479360291286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900897107229046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011845218789486,0.0,0.11729587296508227,0.1238065677647562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005915865033312,0.0,0.0,0.09968170515823446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751872070482175,0.11419796267624713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280240503393134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080798707400779,0.12823990676052865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808949219496987,0.09835176835166448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144356990947798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215923563731692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914963079676538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23501345982662655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296419398890252,0.09543840516686757,0.08671477445549808,0.11140255467802117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995341149407275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232128385919,0.0,0.16938056900690024,0.18106944111145087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106669510645904,0.0,0.1970415957376596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294228509451845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405561481254522,0.09293872415742677,0.0,0.08940735733175972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600306017429302,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheWhiteFacedDurtle,2018/04/05,"Social Anxiety Affecting My Education High schooler here. I know a lot of you guys fear presentations, as do I, but i was wondering if any of you avoid turning in work as a way to get out of them. Not submitting work has become a regular occurrence for me as a means to get out of talking to teacher or presenting in front of class. I know In the long run it’s probably going to ruin my life but i feel like it’s my only option. I don’t know what to do.",1.2714583333333316,3.107339062500003,4.303333333333335,83.20833333333336,80.25,8.433333333333334,25.25,9.150863307647796,2.2268,354,14,76,10,9,128,63,96,0.122,0.843,0.035,-0.802,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,2,1,4,0,2,5,0,5,1,0,1,0,17,15,7,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,6,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,1,13,1,19,14,1,13,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,5,4,52,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433801258205632,0.0,0.16129393058751856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23285896925019786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372564231271836,0.10660829992830807,0.15062591963535496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031300152182184,0.0,0.11982664804305153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087672173833837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227666706616941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476205616077429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892428866129584,0.1030069923613954,0.0,0.0,0.1865889721077574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792507483540404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22966928624617045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035521739374434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22732386893397946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149273703168841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694672098730686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933608821121446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735695759740846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22864969049079298,0.3069916930869616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,appyace,2018/04/05,"Call center or phone related jobs with social anxiety? Hi everyone! Since March I have been placed in a placement/internship that require me to call around 40 people to get them to do a survey about their stay. (takes <5 minutes if they have nothing to say and more if they have something random to say) I have not receive a phone call that was abusive directly to me. It's just that the fear of unknown and me not really knowing much about them and the hospital just makes me clam up after a hour/20 phone calls. After those 20 phone calls I just stop doing the phone calls and play on my phone the rest of the time. The people who work there and are sitting around me doesn't help. So that being said. I am expected to do all those phone calls in the three hours given to me but I haven't and my supervisor haven't talked to me about it... The other students have finish theirs which gives me some more pressure. This placement have been affecting my sleep and my avoidance of everything else have just been increasing. I'm only there for about two weeks and four days. Does anyone who also work with phones have tips for me to help with my anxiety and should I talk to my supervisor/teacher? 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Temporary account, as my friends (from my school) have my account. What advice would you give to the high school you, now that you have gone through the struggle yourself? I'm a very socially anxious person and I've struggled with it for as long as I can remember. High school has been the ultimate test so far but I hope I can make a positive out of it. Even talking to someone can be a challenge. I want to get to know this girl but I dont even know where to start. Thanks to anyone who wants to share their thoughts. 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Well, recently it is getting worse. I feel like my therapist and psychiatrist aren't helping much. They just say to do things that are out of my comfort zone, but it's not helping. Every time I go out, I'm always hyper aware of other people and feel like they're judging me. I'm on a cocktail of antidepressants that they keep increasing and decreasing. I don't even want to leave the house anymore. Does anyone have any advice? Are there medications that help with social anxiety specifically and not just antidepressants? I'm tired of living like this. I feel like I have to hide away from the world and miss out on life, or I do go out but I don't have fun because of the anxiety.",3.0418131868131866,5.1387139871794885,4.5646886446886485,82.18269230769229,75.7948717948718,8.046886446886448,25.88644688644689,8.841846274778883,2.0795600732600734,626,23,122,14,14,209,87,156,0.17800000000000002,0.71,0.112,-0.688,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,5,8,0,0,5,0,15,3,0,0,0,24,29,11,0,1,7,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,11,1,1,4,1,0,3,5,1,1,0,1,4,14,7,20,28,2,14,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,1,7,79,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450907957580842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602001171815684,0.0,0.0,0.08664699808072711,0.0,0.3898904346489366,0.0,0.12636206796060342,0.08909197148120204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971117922110365,0.0,0.0,0.0776713857887387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115022769827354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415682233031578,0.0,0.1073531641772601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932755137383113,0.27307725589289256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331388162116033,0.0,0.14482647833633294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562120341684129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470205305701405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325286687785716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491475544782894,0.0,0.0,0.0899974280254001,0.24899536440940306,0.0,0.11251033618831248,0.11275882355089285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128357843032084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366514912630727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883339551386481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258075636879393,0.0,0.14433707128467854,0.0,0.0,0.10132602354741788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896525687245271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793936769328914,0.08464928332229454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742970788561453,0.14644552378598813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515304015700815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145619539175323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596948260202376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PerturbedCrab,2018/04/05,"Just realized it’s been 10 days since I last spoke to someone. I don’t feel much “pain” from isolation anymore per se - more like I’ve just accepted it as a normal part of my life. Then again, I’ve heard people need at least some social interaction from others or they go insane. So is this normal or should I be concerned?",2.3918974358974374,4.444710984615387,3.7026923076923097,87.81147435897438,77.61538461538461,6.7948717948717965,21.602564102564106,7.793537801064563,0.9078717948717948,254,7,52,4,6,83,55,65,0.133,0.7929999999999999,0.075,-0.5868,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,12,10,5,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,5,2,6,5,5,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,5,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695446995408097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528339957831535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374262364225503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446569614898714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215468116751364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197477603892388,0.1327838760673652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997984433632964,0.2015303751494405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.532597041004943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892059239674889,0.0,0.0,0.2943243245652429,0.0,0.18842639869206332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248292079320303,0.0,0.0,0.27705778655796914,0.2302885378945421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,since_the_floods,2018/04/05,"Crap, what do I tell my work? I had a panic attack today at lunch and couldn't go back to work. I sent a text to my boss and said that I had an emergency and couldn't come back to the office this afternoon. My anxiety has been out of control recently and I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to go to work tomorrow. (It took me 15 mins to convince myself to leave my driveway today.) What do y'all tell your workplace when your anxiety prevents you from working? Side notes: 1) I am afraid to let my job know about my anxiety bc my job has a lot to do with social interaction and I could easily see them dismissing me for not having the qualifications I need for the position. 2) I had been on Lexapro and it was working very well (I got and started this job on medication) but I stopped it in January because my husband and I are trying to conceive. I have had several miscarriages that they suspect may be linked to taking Lexapro during the 1st trimester. I tried to keep this short...sorry. I appreciate any advice this community might be able to lend me. 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What do I do? I’m 25. Just got out of a six-year relationship with a girl from high school. I cut it off because it wasn’t healthy anymore. I spent the last two years chasing highs and trying new things but things have certainly changed. All the friends I have/had Are in serious relationships or are just not into the same things they used to be. I work from 3:30 PM – midnight. I’m off on Fridays and Saturdays but I find myself sitting at home getting high and doing nothing. I’m not talking to any girls and haven’t been out in a while, meanwhile my ex seems to be doing just fine and has moved on. I really can’t picture what the summer is going to be like because I just picture it the way I feel right now. I’m a social person and I feel trapped by my loneliness. I really want to break out of this ASAP I need help. What do I do?",1.552784313725489,3.4869488666666686,3.0927450980392166,91.74794117647059,79.77777777777777,6.0130718954248366,23.366013071895427,7.048011613610866,0.7239640522875814,676,23,148,8,17,222,108,180,0.084,0.8009999999999999,0.116,0.7649,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,5,7,1,1,9,0,18,0,0,1,2,31,32,11,0,2,9,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,10,12,0,0,4,0,1,2,5,3,0,1,4,2,17,4,22,25,3,27,0,0,0,0,11,15,0,2,8,98,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521480615874541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989964036098553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568912281039026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910241966848406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540477092008584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485579784699372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426743710111005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349753284542012,0.0,0.07675118672452289,0.0,0.08348883066363191,0.0,0.1174924109059701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846653908592128,0.4656358785324561,0.1473565169567486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197462265419266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176978979951745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613552019390156,0.0,0.10892732680401143,0.0,0.14188063217722569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095818466536916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827075597471738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822070738293475,0.0,0.0,0.31543946738484235,0.0,0.12545506615939978,0.0,0.0,0.1470763590753815,0.1486745164208364,0.0,0.13373572738683095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974995227204455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807573206126452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927891265026998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973805596591044,0.0,0.1435036936703861,0.0,0.0,0.12687774025525647,0.0,0.0,0.08664768370538356,0.11660542059234287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694773615828122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920249717372448 socialanxiety,ChongWa,2018/04/05,Social anxious people more likely to be socialists (study finds) A friend told me this and I got worried. 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I drink already and it helps a little but I’ve been thinking about trying weed...,2.881594202898551,5.9045551304347805,3.817391304347826,81.34898550724641,84.65217391304347,6.544927536231885,25.057971014492754,7.793537801064563,2.070344927536232,100,4,16,2,3,32,21,23,0.061,0.769,0.17,0.34,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222334979686231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29270520314103193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37482443265769705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209256411797444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564638296430418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834883132247665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900355044980196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451690801463597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597755951577538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,curiousitykills_,2018/04/06,"How to make friends? //Rape mention tw// I’ve been typing and deleting this post for so long, I don’t even remember its first iteration at this point. I probably rambled a lot and this may come off as a sob story but I promise I’m not trying to manipulate or anything, I’m really just desperate. I’ve had social anxiety as long as I can remember, but it was always manageable. The forced socialization of school and my parents setting up play dates for me early on helped me make enough friends to get me through alright. But when I hit freshman year and I was raped by my ex. it completely changed me. My anxiety got so bad I had to be pulled out of school, and I’ve been in and out of hospitals since. I switched to homeschooling for my high school career, and lost nearly all my friends. Now I’m completely out of practice, and I’ve completely forgotten how to approach people and make new friends. I’m barely able to talk to my current friends. I used to be great at talking to people on the internet but now it’s just as bad. I’ve just graduated high school and now the few friends I got are moving and I feel like I’ll be left with nothing. I’ve never been able to hold a job due to my anxiety and I’m not heading to community college until next spring due to my family relocating. I have individual therapy, EMDR, and group therapy each week, and am medicated as well, so I’m trying my best. My questions are these; 1. What are your personal methods for approaching people? Is small talk effective? 2. Are there any groups with a focus on anxiety, such as discord/telegram/chatrooms or even irl groups? (I live in north Texas) I’d really like to find people who understand my situation better, I’ve always gotten along best with people who really /get/ me. 3. Do you know of any jobs that don’t require much talking to strangers? I’ve had short term cashier jobs but I always panicked and fucked up every little thing. I always quit within a week out of fear of being fired. 4. Is there any hope for me? Or am I too far gone? I really just want to get my life back together... at this point I spend my days at home completely isolated and my parents are the only people I can handle talking to. I don’t want to depend on them for the rest of my life. Everything just feels so out of control. Sorry for rambling so much.",2.8163598801776644,4.920976208242955,4.40698326619151,83.01650939985541,76.5054229934924,7.9479599214957135,27.02825121371759,8.77342768361299,2.2166181799400886,1836,74,359,41,42,614,224,461,0.124,0.732,0.14400000000000002,0.9113,6,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,2,1,9,24,25,3,1,10,1,29,7,1,10,2,69,57,39,0,3,15,3,3,2,6,1,3,0,1,1,14,27,0,3,9,1,1,6,6,8,1,1,13,3,44,17,68,38,11,61,0,2,0,3,28,30,2,8,25,227,58,13,0.13050679072176016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217184209123065,0.0,0.0,0.1331236394390129,0.0,0.19967467537870376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369798443238925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017583318080071,0.10896771898037948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369588252333486,0.05771132543577093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902944000035774,0.056210022172904994,0.273667774152331,0.0,0.07318723150605651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042083041729058177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742420073987583,0.0,0.0861985044328652,0.0,0.054978799947406114,0.0,0.05864554418713691,0.0,0.061515093742771025,0.07342821130477603,0.06598815467923025,0.046617038684057616,0.0,0.0,0.059640421194912974,0.055504504759252116,0.0,0.0,0.3024876683266205,0.06032571253192918,0.10227661752446113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437820256241284,0.07194209875009258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696880924528033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04373797542785715,0.13788758971755893,0.06545447598361259,0.06481134513398397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942617783947785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03586155956662307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089800498845421,0.0,0.09218080583110833,0.06375902579402408,0.06540104483365416,0.05761994360127961,0.11549440297955495,0.0,0.0,0.07123178932202452,0.05547610325231981,0.0,0.0,0.13067144431291958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573593082071752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935403243631395,0.09593750748429293,0.0,0.05032744124653265,0.0630221358591815,0.0693977262499261,0.0,0.0,0.06261239274256943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04962814760255941,0.0,0.0,0.14491234665910674,0.0,0.0,0.2714309290471533,0.0569767478883292,0.0,0.0,0.12337110075472547,0.0,0.06249471505122445,0.0,0.0703541967913575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309873674527001,0.06940501816549624,0.0,0.0,0.16721198390745015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783875310935188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641596792708984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397828295250172,0.07334755039571997,0.0,0.13303523803313907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304583373234105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622410371819514,0.0,0.0,0.14924588896992402,0.0,0.04335145637424575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860554420934164,0.0,0.0,0.06793108585526364,0.0,0.05635798248970749,0.0,0.0,0.07697628648204755,0.0,0.10468467546873184,0.0,0.058670639047173324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04202104719580206 socialanxiety,Drizeah,2018/04/06,"Feeling trapped at a party Hey guys. I’m in this situation at this exact moment and I decided to look to this subreddit for some help and support. So my boyfriend likes to get together with a group of old friends once a year at his buddy’s house out of state. He has taken me along with him two years in a row, and this would make the third year. They normally pick one day and have a huge party. The last two years were pretty tame because only a few people showed up. However, this year a lot of people showed up. There’s probably at least a good 20 or so people here and I don’t know even half of them. It started out with a handful of us, maybe 5 people, and I was doing just fine. But then more and more people started showing up and my anxiety went through the roof. Everyone is loud and talkative, and I’m just sitting in the middle of this crowd worrying about how everyone thinks I’m weird because of how quiet I’m being. It’s happened a million times before. I’m in a large group of people, already feeling uncomfortable, and som one just HAS to ask me why I’m being so quiet. And then I start feeling even more self conscious and nervous. Nobody was speaking directly to me, but I kept feeling like I was obligated to speak up so people won’t think I’m weird or stuck up. But I can’t figure out how to chime in to the conversation and I start getting more and more nervous. Until finally I can’t take it anymore. I got up, went upstairs to the guest bedroom, and locked the door. That’s where I am now. And I feel like such a loser right now. I’m supposed to be hanging out and having a good time, but instead I locked myself in a room by myself. Help me, how can I get over this fear and just hang out with these people? I don’t want to hide out all night and make up excuses. What do I do? Normally alcohol relaxes me and makes these social situations easier, but only if there’s a handful of people. There’s just way too many people. 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Just before summer break at the end of the 4th grade a friend came up to me and told me that a pretty girl liked me, and all I had to do was go meet her on the playground. At that moment a felt something strange-- a sensation I had never felt before but one that I would soon become familiar with. I told him that I wasn't interested and walked home. My 4th year in elementary school wasn't kind to me. I had began eating sweets every day, and started gaining a lot of weight. My mom thought it would be cute to put blonde highlights in my dark brown hair, and on the first day of school and every day after I was teased. Not all-out bullying, just giggles and remarks. It only took a year of this for me to lose all my self-confidence, and when someone told me that a pretty girl actually thought I was cute I knew it had to be a setup. There was no way, after all the teasing, that someone actually liked me. Fear told me that if I went to see her something awful would happen, so I went the other way. That was the day fear took control of my life. Over the next 6 years I'd have ups and downs, make friends and lose friends, but in the end I'd let fear win-- resulting in suffering, loneliness, and exhaustion. 6th grade gave me my first taste of social anxiety ""attacks"". Blushing, sweating, stuttering and vision almost blurring. It didn't happen in every class, just most. It was usually when I had to read aloud from a text book or when I was randomly called on to answer a question. But the worst by far was when I had to give a presentation. Every giggle, every smirk or stare; whether they were for me or not I felt them all-- each a new wave of adrenaline that told me I needed to run, but I never did. Now I had something worth fearing. 7th grade came along, and things started looking up for me. Puberty hit, I grew from 5'2"" to 5'7"" and my voice dropped into a spoken baritone, yet I could sing like a tenor. I made every friend that year that I still have today, and even got my first girlfriend since the 3rd grade (though it didn't last long). I realized that as long as I had at least one friend in each class I could mostly avoid the ""attacks""; their presence comforted me and let me be myself. In the few classes where I had no friends I tended to have lower grades. It's difficult to pay attention when your mind is focused on the fear of an ""attack"". 8th and 9th grade were almost as good as 7th. I had friends in most of my classes, and started getting invited to parties. Then 10th grade came. I had only one class with a single friend; the rest of the day was spent in fear. It was almost winter break when I began to fail most of my classes. I just couldn't keep up-- I couldn't focus in class, and didn't want to study after school because I wanted to hang out with my friends. I tried to switch my electives, hoping that I could get a couple of classes with a friend or two in them, but it was too late in the year to switch. Then, a miracle happened. I went out to dinner with a friend and his family, and his mom told me that she was considering withdrawing her kids from school and homeschooling them. That was it. That was the moment I found a way to escape my fear. I wonder if she knew it. Maybe she regretted mentioning it to me, because over the next half-hour I asked every question I could think of until I could formulate a convincing argument to bring to my mother. It wasn't too difficult to convince my mom that I was actually going to get a high school education in the comfort of our home, because the next morning I dragged her to the school's office, and she signed the documents for my withdrawal. Relief... that's all I could feel for days. I didn't have to be afraid anymore-- I had successfully ran away from my fear. Now all I had to do was plan a path to college, but that wasn't going to happen. A friend invited me over and showed me this new game, League of Legends. He was playing a character named Jax, who could passively dodge attacks and could kill an entire team using only a lamp post as a weapon. My friend tried to show off, but ended up just getting killed over and over. I went home and downloaded the game. I thought it might be something fun to play in my free time when I'm not doing self-assigned school work. It only took a couple days for me to realize how amazing this game was. There were over 40 characters to unlock and each of them had unique abilities that took time to learn and master. You could play with 4 friends, get on voice comms, and go on win streaks with just a little bit of teamwork. It became my addiction, and soon after I completely gave up on school work. My parents still tried back then. They tried to convince me that I needed to either focus on school work or think about getting a job, and I told them that I would, but of course I never did. 2012 came around and my older brother, who still lives with us, started becoming successful with his online business. He had always gone out to get fast food, but now he was bringing home extra. Eventually we started going together, ordering more and more food each time. We had a routine-- $30 of fast food when we wake up, and $50 of delivery food that evening. It became an addiction: an addiction that we bonded over. I don't know what my exactly daily calorie intake was in those days, but I do know that I gained nearly 80 lbs that year. We tried dieting, sometimes for weeks at a time, but ultimately we'd crash our diets together. Something odd happened to my brother in 2013. He suddenly became ill. He heard ringing in his ears, his lungs were burning, and he developed such severe headaches he couldn't stand. He went to every specialist you could think of, had every scan and test he could find, but ultimately he was left with no answers. He knew that the way he was eating couldn't be good for him, so he changed his diet and began using a juicer to make unappetizing veggie drinks, and had two each day. Since I felt perfectly fine, and the thought of green vegetable juice was unpleasant, I continued to eat horribly. After half a year, my brother was feeling a lot better, and gave up on his healthy diet. He found out that a lot of his issues had to do with heartburn, so he started taking anti-acids. Although I didn't have any heartburn issues I took them too, as I stupidly thought they would prevent heartburn in the future. I did start to get some strange headaches after eating food with a lot of bread, so I started taking aspirin before every meal to help deal with them. Believe it or not, all I wanted during this time was to lose weight, but my addiction for carbs was stronger. In January of 2014 I decided to go on a ketogenic diet. I had done ketogenic diets before, but I was hoping that'd I'd have the strength to stay on this one for longer than a week. My brother was already much thinner than me because of his vegetable juice diet from last year, so he was sitting this one out. I had my meals planned: eggs and bacon for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. I jumped in, feeling confident that I could finally get rid of all the weight I had gained the past couple of years. I crashed it about 5 days later. Now, I didn't crash it because of how badly I wanted an extra-large Sarpino's pizza. I crashed it because my heart was racing so much that I couldn't sleep. I ate a bowl of Frosted Flakes, my heart rate came down, and I went to sleep. The next day I was exhausted, but mostly fine. I told my brother I crashed the diet, and we ordered Sarpino's to celebrate. Not only did I get that extra large pizza I wanted, but I also got myself a family-sized pasta with breadsticks to go with it. It was delicious. That night, as I was watching a movie and enjoying my pasta, I began to feel something strange in my chest. Every beat caused a little bit of... anxiety? I was more confused than anything. Why would I be feeling anxiety? I couldn't think of anything to feel anxiety over. Every bit of anxiety I had felt up to that point had a reason to be there: I could effortless point to it if I wanted to try to overcome it, but for some reason this new anxiety didn't seem to have a reason for being there-- it just was. I wasn't really afraid of it. I had heard that yo-yo dieting can mess with your hormones so maybe mine were just out of whack, and needed time to recover. I took a unisom and slept fine that night. The next day was more of the same anxiety in my chest. I did a bit of googling, trying to figure out what might be the cause, but nothing seemed to be an exact match of what I was feeling. I still wasn't too concerned and since I had crashed plenty of diets in the past, whatever it was would likely be gone in a few days. Then night came. I was beginning to feel strange-- a discomfort that you could only feel from a bad high. It wasn't until I tried falling asleep that the discomfort transformed into something worse. My world was suddenly on fire. All I could perceive was an eternal doom that would swallow my mind and leave me writhing in agony. I immediately got up to tell my mom I needed to see a doctor. I didn't know how to describe what I was feeling to her, so I just told her I was depressed. I mean- people who commit suicide are depressed, right? And in that moment I was very willing to commit suicide, myself. I went to the doctor, got anti-depressants, took them and somehow felt worse. I went to different specialists trying to find answers, and through the questions they asked they were able to paint a picture of who I was. They ignored the fact that what I was experiencing had appeared overnight after crashing a diet. It made sense for me to be depressed, as I was an overweight, unemployed, high school dropout. So I lived in a state of torment for about a year. I stopped going to doctors because I didn't want to be any more of a burden on my parents then I already was. I was in a constant state of anxiety, and with it came every single physical anxiety symptom you can think of. I tried every supplement I could find. I even tried going on healthier diets, but nothing worked. Then I read a book called Brain Maker by Dr. Perlmutter. The general idea I got out of it was that excessive sugar could affect the health of your microbiome, and could lead to ailments from depression to alzheimer's. Basically, it pointed me back to the ketogenic diet. Up until then, I had been blaming that diet on causing all of my pain. Now I'm learning that it might be the only thing to treat me? So I went on the diet, and after a few days about 90% of my symptoms were gone. Unfortunately, 10% of what I felt was eternal torment still makes me incapable of living a normal life. My social anxiety is worse than it has ever been. I don't enjoy hanging with my friends because I can't seem to feel happy. I think that now, after years with my illness and a stagnant life, I really do feel depression. The kind I should feel. Most days I can't form a coherent thought. I feel weak, my voice is high and strained, and I'm just exhausted. I'm thinking a bit clearer today, so I decided to write this. Social anxiety is sort of like navigating through a building where every other room is on fire. I was always so afraid of the things that would cause me social anxiety that I let it control me. I'm thankful things aren't as bad as they could be, but I'm still far from being okay.",4.974779407784332,5.63465617948718,5.513346505711038,82.94189276241003,68.77011494252875,8.400902217650987,29.622945199299878,8.439021844999228,2.0602243418322232,8986,322,1778,127,147,2895,680,2262,0.142,0.741,0.117,-0.9959,9,1,8,0,0,4,287.0,10,7,16,30,75,115,10,17,120,2,200,87,14,24,20,350,374,136,4,53,46,12,27,5,16,14,27,7,5,3,108,108,47,7,69,15,4,48,38,55,0,11,184,47,271,61,299,127,52,306,1,13,9,0,145,102,0,42,146,1231,379,49,0.02003240134041033,0.0,0.0586462019988196,0.08735309741816565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601786688041278,0.0,0.04421250603271661,0.016019904114418882,0.033337125354868026,0.0,0.0,0.027245439703583032,0.0,0.1992215185261631,0.0,0.01986675926287204,0.0,0.0,0.03296991886388851,0.017833084308682755,0.03745518215575888,0.09115899398428773,0.018821100485643227,0.030807360208871776,0.050178655095838916,0.0976925273846975,0.04424842682928425,0.06818439233845285,0.02256965639459269,0.0,0.01771703106976535,0.10935096958634463,0.0,0.0,0.02236278500878889,0.0409106430505994,0.16038211308573955,0.0,0.08231517742205739,0.021191624416527385,0.0,0.02100359167303539,0.021647909208027786,0.04493608298586087,0.3038906059607149,0.06649641318240303,0.0,0.1937886243802561,0.020652526162171975,0.10352326752438112,0.0,0.0,0.020929595721445832,0.0,0.06151203485230688,0.0,0.02050010167243017,0.0,0.019624126898761002,0.0,0.0819925906628678,0.0,0.0,0.05322828496761725,0.0,0.0,0.03969363646579308,0.018120453889021903,0.25317243179521404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01888476514567584,0.20287818762344645,0.14180577633634292,0.0,0.13463972750780195,0.021944516492377737,0.05492775572275591,0.051118651039788174,0.12111629608607567,0.04392898818298077,0.23215475374621425,0.0,0.1046610289348994,0.01921690473791021,0.10246387795762717,0.033604455626984164,0.0801087067330767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857293173651731,0.021324863727856108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02129350586753784,0.0,0.047476984081276284,0.013427296353579705,0.0846613274851886,0.08037652754639998,0.039793389139538164,0.01972788010034466,0.0,0.0,0.022614142761051646,0.0,0.0418172448362523,0.01987906728012225,0.01780571874459958,0.04432576807196168,0.04172132665413016,0.033027851652404926,0.03265816156284978,0.0225974212619681,0.02121142056908193,0.021765262670371082,0.08193795042913958,0.056597909980888185,0.04893409709624029,0.04015545768750508,0.05306693218256501,0.03545608960671137,0.01682217183674462,0.06723339903031343,0.0,0.06812332501666317,0.0,0.03791028502299439,0.04011535034660884,0.0,0.040250479368375634,0.02182115775939556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375363638412511,0.040454029516231935,0.0938468253499418,0.0,0.0,0.02945223988568333,0.05941508705711419,0.04635066861628205,0.0580422541330865,0.1065234304408232,0.05639715487767623,0.0196275000320702,0.038443258725951134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787236795441816,0.10664880739771043,0.021315887415507058,0.0,0.044487222027318966,0.0,0.038246387585761495,0.013887944774882898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681128293306779,0.0,0.019185503016924173,0.04076030788295723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02013809633348922,0.06732262239503943,0.0,0.04007564478542334,0.0,0.025666538515238868,0.061789934909020995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017107561289529078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273859635360664,0.03192646052912455,0.054710237447797364,0.041796327004884684,0.02263091151832072,0.0,0.0497130281937329,0.0,0.04009373700216489,0.10210255213380667,0.03394677729626045,0.1079534487249964,0.019812557152841755,0.0,0.11343229419957025,0.02135187443306673,0.09598740952415648,0.016747984512137222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04382439135220785,0.0,0.0,0.041642670524333215,0.030123745489762568,0.0,0.017509201735349134,0.01844314371624929,0.0,0.0,0.053234549281450175,0.08985167734214697,0.019681732606896138,0.09542093414005308,0.07008632590738477,0.0,0.03797674828700248,0.17227636155415565,0.15579714483782162,0.14960754103657187,0.0,0.03913749057564057,0.0,0.024096512287992537,0.034603125790645804,0.022062859920118062,0.016528829068625447,0.08270940532537123,0.06360315100994772,0.032137568038911025,0.07318220421683262,0.0,0.16713213064741156,0.01807612636901248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02172428472864536,0.05833530704226875,0.0,0.06124418514541133,0.1280739883909906,0.0,0.0,0.14190230642661927 socialanxiety,DarkMix,2018/04/06,"Sometimes painfully awkward Sometimes conversationally brilliant Anybody else make the occasional charismatic/witty conversation for like a minute or two only to be followed by another 5 minutes of awkwardness? I'm finding the gap between the two is slowly bridging the more I interact with others/have social momentum. 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Ive had social anxiety since probably puberty, but I spent years trying to overcome it, joining clubs, meeting people at bars, living with roommates, working as a waitress and later a tv reporter. It helped a lot but I was never gifted socially, just well liked enough to get by and do well. My husband and I are very close and I get a lot of social time in with him. But otherwise I’m pretty much alone all day working from home these days, though I do go out for hikes, biking and shopping. We recently moved and it’s such a different culture, it doesn’t feel like I mesh here and my attempts to socialize that maybe would’ve worked before aren’t, so I’ve kinda given up and just-focus on myself. To clarify, maybe people in this new place are busier and come from a different mindset. Where we lived before, it was more understandable to strike up convos with strangers, and I felt more “accepted” being myself, probably since I got used to the culture. It’s hard somewhere where people are more surface in their interactions and many are on the go. People here often recommend getting out of your comfort zone, which is good. But I’ve told myself this over and over again during the last year and nothing has led to any deep conversations. The best thing is when I go back l home and see friends and family to fill that gap. I’m not really “lonely,” but perhaps a little depressed and confused, and my SA is telling me that no one cares or wants me around, that I’m too unlovable based on a lack of interest. I think it is this absence of love that is hurting, as I forget sometimes how good it feels to be loved by friends in a genuine way. I really want some way to feel better, but I’m terrified of going out there again, for the thousandth time. Even just volunteering somewhere sounds painful; inevitably it feels that I will try to talk to someone and get ignored or dismissed, or even bullied especially by other women, which hurts the most bc I was abused by my mom. I do have problems trusting people at times, even though I truly see the good in and love others. If I find a way to lighten my heart, and open up more, I think that might help but I’m so hurt from trying already and getting rejected. 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So I'm sick of being alone and I want to change this area of my life. But I am afraid of approaching girls in familiar places (at University in particular). So I wonder, where should I better go, if I want it to be more or less OK to approach and talk to girls and things like that. I guess, I'm less likely to have success if I do such things on the street or so. I am interested in something real and honest, so I definitely do not want to visit pubs or night clubs, maybe more like squares? I don't know. Maybe my question is stupid, please share your opinion anyway.",3.6008444444444483,4.647539680000001,4.458666666666666,87.83377777777778,72.2,7.475555555555558,24.288888888888888,7.793537801064563,0.9781022222222222,480,13,105,6,9,155,80,125,0.064,0.67,0.266,0.9757,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,7,12,1,1,3,1,11,2,0,0,0,22,20,14,0,6,7,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,4,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,1,13,10,15,17,5,15,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,9,4,71,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898940678195398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241326008368176,0.16215711914770622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939587254722686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675774869611378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420135167545963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019793806407332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100763708744472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950468388499006,0.2687248957900785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683970385889503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206043396096132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831209567507705,0.20126193027981532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539262396843988,0.0,0.0,0.20869108129139616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115086840431312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147368825063838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24361759926407586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244316283943949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883395887662664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Imyrowan,2018/04/06,"I got called ugly by strangers on the train I was on a train journey back to my house when two boys and one girl they got, this sounds horrible but you could tell everyone on the train was feeling edgy because they were well ,Chavy and were already being rowdy. They sat down next to me and ask me for help on the route to get home and they were somewhat polite so I felt bad for judging them so much. Then through out the journey they kept on making fun on me even though I could obviously hear them because they were a few feet away, they were doing that primary school thing of making snarky and sarcastic comments on my clothes and hair it was slightly annoying but I just tried to ignore them. Then they started talking about their physical appearance and the girl was saying how she likes how she looks and the boys response was basically ""Well you shouldn't because your nothing special"" then she turns and points to me as was like ""well at least I don't look like her"" and then made the same point over and over again how grateful she didn't look like me !!! Like everyone I have been called ugly before when people were mad at me or trying to upset but this felt like such a punch in the gut because I never thought I would be used an example of ugliness before. I used to have really bad self esteem issues with the way I look but I have slowly overcome that but this as made me feel like I was being delusional with any self confidence that I had and it going to bring me back to that state.",6.819121621621622,6.3179311824324325,6.295270270270272,82.87912162162164,64.87837837837839,9.427027027027028,31.0,8.660442795831766,2.157625675675676,1194,37,241,15,16,368,158,296,0.127,0.727,0.146,0.675,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,12,0,18,18,2,1,13,0,28,3,3,9,2,47,55,32,0,4,7,0,5,7,0,2,0,3,1,6,10,15,0,2,5,0,0,5,4,6,3,2,25,12,44,12,35,23,5,36,0,0,4,0,35,17,0,3,19,177,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844436985818562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682757448713451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187001577786963,0.0,0.09232873525390438,0.15112849574159107,0.16410417535626035,0.23962008767943405,0.0,0.16724257737924214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069113037078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692261725244855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490699548113563,0.0,0.0,0.1878040918143704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937742854713028,0.07020474285761287,0.18871092907070147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134248360930157,0.0,0.05584961096813481,0.0,0.15719241456965485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075843420386842,0.0,0.06586890554837857,0.0,0.09857371435480776,0.0,0.0,0.11339141199860542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256927671363228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360713481545657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33009118698351164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597258284434914,0.1311931632122126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224041073246533,0.0,0.07579256793509621,0.0,0.10451220548990484,0.0,0.0,0.09429356853796073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659089777135199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812866109073247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857955084458888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295484797143733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781489553716734,0.0,0.09945538627116364,0.0,0.0,0.20503593897515535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695566411511377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898641827872588,0.0858930885982677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528681214359876,0.0,0.09655064965974793,0.07801610903515413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334389661500102,0.1068905082194102,0.09599637939919856,0.0,0.0,0.169748992229181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800285768878182,0.0,0.0,0.26507199366616474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980882013593354,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,776f77,2018/04/06,"Became friends with a shy co-worker but he is no longer as shy and that makes me feel like shit Hi. Long time lurker, first time poster here :) I wanted to share something I've been facing recently and maybe get some advice. I've been working for a startup IT company for quite a while now. Initially the team wasn't very large (~15 people) but mostly extroverted so I didn't really hit it off with anyone very well. Recently the company started expanding rapidly (hiring 2-3 new people every week). I was asked to introduce several of these new people to the company's projects and help them set up their work environments as they would be working alongside me. I noticed that one of them was shy and felt noticeably anxious, especially during meetings or team gatherings. To my own surprise, we two were comfortable with each other (think: sharing interests, going to lunch together and so on - a rare occasion with my other co-workers). Finally it seemed like the universe was trying to put two social-anxiety-ridden people out of their misery by bringing them together. It no longer felt like I was alone at work! yay! But, fast-forward a couple of weeks and that new guy is now talking with others more and more and it doesn't seem like he feels as anxious as before. Each time I notice that I start to feel like shit and get extremely pissed off at myself that I am unable to do the same. At that point all I want to do is put on the headphones and ignore everyone around me... or just quit that company altogether. I usually enjoy reading about other people overcoming shyness / SA but for some reason it upsets me when that happens to someone who you used to relate in person. To some extent it feels like I'm losing a friend because that's one less thing we have in common. Has anyone ever experienced something like this? How does one deal with such situation? PS. I don't know for a fact that he has social anxiety. I just noticed that his behavior was similar to mine in social situations. TL;DR Became friends with a shy guy at work. Now he is no longer as shy and I feel like shit for being unable to improve the same way.",5.233669950738919,6.63347266256158,6.0005418719211825,76.97721674876847,68.67980295566502,8.949753694581279,29.517241379310345,9.314750747691287,2.6986817733990147,1695,63,298,34,29,555,215,406,0.14400000000000002,0.69,0.165,0.9021,0,1,2,0,0,0,50.0,2,1,6,11,15,26,4,1,15,1,25,6,5,4,3,60,50,27,0,3,8,0,7,8,3,1,0,0,0,3,26,24,1,1,12,3,0,4,7,7,1,6,12,8,31,19,51,34,14,45,0,1,0,0,34,15,4,8,32,201,57,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744064627271044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714787124102745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279627593797818,0.15593458131582424,0.0,0.09651376678507813,0.0,0.0,0.06143797020710068,0.06451969624420567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042070895330169285,0.0,0.058726670504208475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636377011893544,0.0,0.0,0.07115142086975383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603954799618927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624280066702103,0.05814810290302318,0.06594677738262099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448025476816192,0.197217281208604,0.1325304204915185,0.0756025445251495,0.0,0.05870411244715796,0.0,0.0,0.15996242262088262,0.0,0.07211496414466081,0.0,0.039222807403600464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667137474582602,0.061029724830428615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625929082449767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037928831803126256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697378914355396,0.0,0.0,0.06107609147164768,0.0,0.07721011678903872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046068039545321716,0.0,0.06933483040428817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999653126994574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31429607923293434,0.0,0.0,0.14029902336878253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392315099698366,0.060261224371203924,0.0,0.0,0.0652414700648943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875824744037488,0.0,0.14681186719732592,0.06903366315490317,0.0,0.04421276772215086,0.07095890077729977,0.136287946710648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565730377534307,0.0,0.07796729065791212,0.21252867628621724,0.0,0.1551514733742829,0.0,0.21105626309448364,0.05847617428520941,0.10626221708748113,0.0,0.0,0.0976983256362882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547163208378132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04585049052829485,0.04422201678673535,0.0,0.0,0.1207295812796254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046856645719731166,0.0,0.13483522751003582,0.0,0.0,0.059606789678080314,0.07601025750748405,0.11388918375516613,0.08141365456744333,0.05478088407461151,0.11071931885287717,0.0,0.06205276142740039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517061260734876,0.0,0.0,0.04902626642872299,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aux28,2018/04/06,"Social anxiety and college Recently I started going to college and I have a subject where all the projects are in groups and we have to do constant presentations, I'm scared af and also my professors are assholes and I feel so uncomfortable there the aura of the class is so different from my other classes I dont know what to do it makes me so worried. I thought maybe I could leave this subject for later but idk.",3.0539814814814825,5.522307037037038,4.38344135802469,81.66923611111113,77.39506172839506,7.0129629629629635,31.112654320987648,8.07648339933343,2.55110987654321,334,17,60,6,8,110,58,81,0.161,0.8390000000000001,0.0,-0.8184,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,1,1,13,16,10,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,10,0,7,14,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,47,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127368946179834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350533402616333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874741912932439,0.0,0.21239611920770346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27793532143445865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117746264244459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345082087580461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118586264475178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461981825078885,0.0,0.0,0.2816778246656937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757108070679986,0.0,0.2672538464199183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626636408188347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663334250188134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711749048980461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829103037272946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119095621626496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27015723469337033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,B_Pac,2018/04/06,"Oof, I'm going to the movies today Yesterday, I Already preorder tickets to watch ""A Quiet Place"" and im going alone with a friend I just nervous of going inside and buy popcorn But im so excited to go see the film",1.8836666666666664,3.651322644444445,4.530833333333334,82.61625000000002,78.1111111111111,6.277777777777778,26.805555555555557,7.1686216300943375,1.5582222222222213,169,7,32,2,4,60,33,45,0.09,0.7709999999999999,0.139,0.4967,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,5,6,0,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643726996185756,0.28168610053647586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721348300677854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5802812686602778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5514498773393681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26669269551091923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340941912964486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419569279358425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,its_jordan,2018/04/06,"Any Tips for a Double Date Tomorrow? So I'm (24F) most likely going on a double date tomorrow with my boyfriend (who I've been with for about seven months now), his best friend, and his best friends girlfriend. This is something that I want to do, as this will be the first time meeting his best friend (and I want to meet more of his friends), but I'm extremely nervous. Usually I need a bit of an advance notice when it comes to social situations that I'll be meeting new people in (or with people I'm not fully comfortable with yet), but my boyfriend only asked me an hour ago if I would want to do this for tomorrow evening (and to be fair to him, I haven't told him the full extent of my anxiety issues so he has no idea about this need of mine). Part of the reason that I'm so anxious as well is that I'll inevitably have to talk about myself, and whats currently going on in my life isnt something I particularly want to talk about (especially the fact that I'm currently unemployed and job hunting to no avail). Idk I'm just feeling extremely inadequate and lesser than. I know that job struggles are normal for any 20 year olds, but its hard to remember that when I'm surrounded by people who have jobs and are more well off then I currently am. I want to make a good impression, and I want to be as relaxed as I possibly can be. Does anyone have any tips for dealing with this? 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To preface this, I'm a high school student with some anxiety issues. I have overbearing parents who don't understand their limits sometimes. I hate saying this because they literally care too much about me. They have controlled every aspect of my life- be it hobbies or friends. I'm not the rebellious type. I listen to them cause I don't want to hurt them. In 8th grade, they changed my school because they didn't like my friends(when i had them). Throughout the years, they have scrutinised everything in my life. I'm not myself in front of them. I can't invite my friends to my house because I'm afraid to talk to them in front my parents. It's stupid I know. With all this, they still remain oblivious to their impact on me and insist that I invite friends. But they only want me to have friends in their radar. I get horrible, paralysing panic attacks when this happens. I can't talk in front of them. it scares me for some reason. This is one of the reasons why I isolate myself. I'm alright with it though. I understand things won't change. I'm just patiently waiting to get to college one day. Today, my mother sweetly invited a friend over. I panicked just by thinking of it. I don't understand why I still keep this irrational fear. It's exhausting. The worst part is that she called the friend without telling me. Thankfully, the friend told me about it and I pleaded my mom to call it off. The most frustrating part is that she still treats my like a child. I can understand that she wants me to hang out with people. I can do it on my own will. she still calls their moms as if I'm in elementary school. It's honestly embarrassing. I want to confront my mom about this without hurting her. She's a very emotional person and it eats me up everytime she cries because of me. How do I cautiously bring this up? Also I feel really bad about the friend. She doesn't completely know about my issues with my mom, but she know my mom can be really suffocating at times. How should I tell her without acting helpless?",2.6248355854549668,5.235058745635912,3.3192959461810614,87.87477179145166,79.99750623441396,6.6230006379400335,25.784434263179264,7.82057824672937,1.633314516035493,1651,66,317,29,43,519,185,401,0.132,0.782,0.086,-0.857,3,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,17,2,17,34,5,5,12,1,25,5,1,6,1,48,56,14,0,6,11,9,1,2,9,3,3,2,0,2,25,10,1,4,11,0,0,6,13,17,0,2,3,5,76,17,51,48,9,31,0,4,1,0,58,16,0,5,11,222,101,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135545330343878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049126921295662616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305773220163818,0.0,0.0,0.05361970459162127,0.1565878295015544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672258371144344,0.0,0.0654749668123719,0.06597001486509978,0.13586916255852552,0.0,0.0673317994705234,0.0,0.07202642709149384,0.0,0.0,0.14108185437852744,0.04141557310629339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571148352294029,0.0,0.07223708742011818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054106794921761375,0.0,0.05771538184616594,0.0,0.0,0.07226358476976398,0.032470766512820465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44653498036061817,0.0,0.06710295574513875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678814339031254,0.0,0.0,0.0634024020150877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785029453390175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740994432517356,0.20624146464077756,0.0,0.0,0.134054707764056,0.0,0.05708028905737424,0.0,0.0,0.10587830495947463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071874907414737,0.06274775979738922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760592309504703,0.0,0.0,0.04720793330996021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703213697614261,0.048841007938465804,0.0,0.07534648808674275,0.2139208921388636,0.13908459797467598,0.0,0.044520971803151614,0.056073053908994516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227993817977212,0.1320544781532799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106907111992707,0.06429384896428005,0.19497743139057586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351366689945921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513967675578645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323267901407354,0.11225947242604076,0.059123700062346414,0.0,0.0,0.04266386974333486,0.04114857534212315,0.06309427900473351,0.0,0.03744628153034833,0.0,0.06087156044567722,0.06136345953613241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26741459142065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298692821952058,0.15151076962418858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589428463748995,0.0,0.0,0.18571281753015312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413545618528581 socialanxiety,YungSlven,2018/04/06,Advice on how to improve social skills. yea title but like how could I improve myself.,1.5485416666666687,4.0084384375000015,2.715,85.09666666666669,102.125,2.1333333333333333,17.833333333333332,3.1291,-0.4057666666666666,69,2,10,0,3,22,14,16,0.0,0.57,0.43,0.8422,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5767986436796175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712773606268657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883729222060697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6016992868104972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Thraway0129834756,2018/04/06,"Negative over positive thoughts Got approached by 3 girls going out last night, ended up making out with one of them, beautiful girl even. I understand it sounds like Im bragging but even after such a night out I am unable to look at the good things. Only do I replay the situations in my head that felt awkward and cringy, and moments I feel like I did not handle very well. Same story with other things in life as well. I recently finished an internship report I put a lot of time into. Still I am unable to simply be satisfied with the results, and I feel like its not all that significant. When I tell people about my day or stories, there is this thought holding me back that whatever it is Im telling them is not interesting enough. I have recently started seeing a therapist for my social anxiety. We are starting to get into CBT which is supposed to be one of the best ''remedies'' for anxieties. I understand the concept, though Im still a bit sceptic. Recently I have been able to think more rationally conciously, though how long will it take for that to seep deep into my subconscious, as this is were the real problem lies.",6.524497863247866,6.9450807731481525,7.005740740740743,74.42871794871796,65.3425925925926,10.349857549857553,34.20797720797721,10.214889679676881,3.539157122507122,901,38,161,20,13,295,139,216,0.121,0.765,0.114,0.3679,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,2,1,14,11,1,1,11,0,17,2,1,3,1,35,34,11,0,1,5,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,14,13,0,1,8,0,0,3,4,3,2,2,7,6,21,8,31,24,7,34,0,0,2,0,8,12,0,2,22,124,35,1,0.11062741643018348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925934153707192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506565461192263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609664837426807,0.0,0.12077648649210905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134553161965179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798305500030904,0.11430769374484134,0.0,0.14613673040024605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187309145808884,0.15806449680425216,0.1062196684685556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057798259106541225,0.0,0.06287211016708535,0.09278902821941593,0.08847885092603673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353564526778108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584897805137076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017610963518144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813941586602498,0.16214090298342404,0.0,0.0,0.0979017822989367,0.0928991675745616,0.0,0.0,0.09405147337509318,0.0,0.0,0.07384465950311442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20763267242602892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992800086626576,0.08413713525746112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669512126192711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585549696475127,0.0,0.11121110900978133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591821932124614,0.0,0.0,0.3276936826015349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815572791496727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434985117457567,0.0,0.112770719411513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660530949094276,0.0,0.176694395328808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317804940365088,0.0,0.1933864761214777,0.0,0.0,0.12844695708281947,0.14699187959938015,0.07088558150916811,0.2173817499131655,0.17565162288647415,0.06450773616255663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033408397841396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912792043952078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893466637868729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Thjiiikkmmmmkkllllll,2018/04/06,"People making plans in front of you This has happened a lot to me where my roommates have made plans in front of me and not included me. I’m not one to jump into the conversation and invite myself, because I feel like that shows I’m too clingy and it would get annoying if I invited myself everywhere. But it’s really starting to get to me. Every time we’re together and one of my roommates says to the other “oh let’s go do this at 4 today” or “let’s go here for lunch” I’m like in my head “ok I’d go but you’re specifically talking to this person so I won’t even engage in the conversation” and I act like I don’t hear it. Then right when they are about to leave they give me what seems like a last minute pity invite. I don’t fucking want your last minute shit. I deserve better. Include me in the conversation the first time you have it or just don’t fucking ask me at all. I hate that. Anyone else have this happen to them?",0.7549829931972809,2.8985760969387755,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,83.94897959183675,5.774149659863946,19.027210884353746,7.07126945348624,0.2440027210884357,729,19,161,10,21,245,109,196,0.081,0.797,0.122,0.6292,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,3,4,8,13,5,0,7,1,13,5,2,2,1,22,35,13,0,3,8,0,1,4,0,2,0,2,0,1,12,6,1,0,2,1,0,7,6,6,0,3,1,3,26,7,21,30,2,26,0,1,0,2,15,10,3,5,13,104,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253857404805676,0.1502565688230299,0.0,0.0,0.13709459015576353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939428559838522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969682556532194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250425170049233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968585655328885,0.0,0.12355591857798072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414882713389273,0.10476421896265392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473735471319344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711444714284045,0.15323338498199673,0.14067659146071354,0.2500275893458488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25935785814236645,0.0,0.0,0.14478296177683778,0.15050151604417775,0.0,0.16528115310426644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390727806945776,0.0,0.15527736575659434,0.0,0.2999117634930258,0.0,0.28657609868363393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467352694173653,0.0,0.13876037143011172,0.09788761213073102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987427946053967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166615071317743,0.12804598189962266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394544028196032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523522613235974,0.0,0.11661910490671153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350137681953236,0.0,0.0,0.15053042439177408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379707819233668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786882314220865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102139272903158,0.0,0.1390036422785009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649584743673462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041733965620872,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cumlol,2018/04/06,"Dinner with gfs family So I'm 26 years old and I've been with my girlfriend for around 4 months, she wanted me to meet her family and begged me to have dinner with them so I reluctantly agreed. I arrived and was met with her family sitting at the table, her dad, mom herself, her brother, and his friend. At this point my heart was in my throat because I had no idea what to say other than ""This dinner is nice"" the dinner lasted for around 20 minutes of her family talking about every subject you could think of (how do extroverts change subjects so fast) even things I know alot about for example phones and current politics, but I just couldn't build the courage to come into the conversation, everytime I would think of something to say, they'd change the subject somehow and my chance was lost. So basically in 20 minutes of 'meeting the family I didn't even say one word. The worst thing was my girlfriend actually texted me at the table to ask if I was okay while we were eating. Why am I like this I feel like i have a disability my social anxiety has ruined so much of my life that the only thing I look forward to is going to my room to be alone. Also sorry for the bad grammar I'm dyslexic.",4.370420168067227,5.555812344537821,5.289327731092438,82.07626050420168,70.51260504201679,8.121008403361344,27.02521008403361,8.4952907291091,1.8329008403361349,950,31,185,15,17,311,140,238,0.121,0.81,0.069,-0.9317,1,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,2,1,15,10,0,0,12,1,21,8,2,1,0,31,34,16,0,5,3,3,1,2,3,1,1,3,1,0,9,15,5,0,5,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,11,5,35,6,33,18,3,21,0,2,1,0,29,11,0,3,10,133,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.1157156109542606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281167084301707,0.0,0.0948272656462544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907123064139031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112019284927586,0.11085498648260278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900818012724832,0.07228441552924628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25088087714744595,0.10214496646027192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467536533571183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133551362542605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566400973324074,0.0,0.099907586931371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5589267664605775,0.0,0.059956904355521465,0.08471257738011624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916135342105182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739095249423692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051621499737954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386080888177368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516769888255758,0.09665738758234103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837555737919466,0.11586303117328264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957616138751696,0.0,0.12944255223422768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887782620226052,0.09464830927778764,0.0,0.08716891672913155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442829634538442,0.0,0.08035192995020501,0.09018437062265387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209510743470848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828953925174979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087595238024612,0.0,0.09128760149658967,0.0,0.13273903742114412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530898908048943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23633506372209406,0.1519607610851775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994073207050895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699874511151464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842348370903351,0.0,0.0,0.0763607323127814 socialanxiety,tipicalmat,2018/04/06,Can social anxiety be overcome? Find myself not even able to be social on social media. And I’m really getting depressed because all I want to do is make friends but I feel like I’m...boring :(,1.4918918918918926,4.197063594594596,3.5608648648648646,82.71318918918921,88.72972972972973,5.122162162162162,23.616216216216216,6.742157984588678,1.3020097297297304,151,6,25,2,5,51,31,37,0.179,0.6679999999999999,0.154,-0.2591,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,8,10,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,8,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,16,3,0,0.24692621614380444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888978794832356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505239294749862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267718814012984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630924369463745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485331418495747,0.17640413815132475,0.0,0.0,0.22568608810985244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077458206574044,0.0,0.12900875643140733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063567648291378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648251666894815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818725696884767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7551305436208874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564347991927334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bgm0318,2018/04/06,"Meeting in a pub I've been invited to meet someone in a pub, it is work related but informal. I don't drink alcohol because I haven't yet found any that I actually like the taste of. I'm male so feel like I should be drinking pints of beer as I'm sure the guy I'm meeting will be but beer makes me want to vomit. I can count on the fingers if one hand the times I've been in a pub before. What do I do? I need to go.",0.31906250000000114,1.394341114583337,3.2254166666666637,93.31125,80.5625,6.883333333333333,23.458333333333336,7.6454224807358475,0.7981708333333328,321,11,83,5,8,115,61,96,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.9349,0,0,5,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,7,0,12,9,2,1,1,11,21,5,0,4,3,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,0,6,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,8,3,10,14,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.2439932854847543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672061106881927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002902458767394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241601274781685,0.0,0.21275717785324968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898685712225471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642271825347193,0.17862153521382768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741450713637558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209785330965705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475690834725771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244304129832284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689701627461015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853941321560744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694268493413636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211849670784322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23565038627494445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579454715620166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747421602291658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202487211309387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SHADOW_RANGER100,2018/04/06,I can't even eat sometimes I'm 15 I have my parents like going to restraunts sometimes I don't even wanna get out of my seat when it's crowded and when I get food I just lose my appetite and I just feel like throwing up I get so much hate for this from my entire family all I can feel is shame. its not just crowded restrauts its pretty much every where were there is alot of people it just sucks,0.746928104575165,2.85646123529412,2.253333333333334,95.72888888888893,83.70588235294117,4.248366013071895,20.03267973856209,5.033348758259628,-0.3494183006535949,315,9,69,1,9,102,56,85,0.142,0.763,0.095,-0.6222,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,11,6,2,1,1,0,7,2,0,0,1,13,16,5,0,1,5,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,2,12,2,8,15,4,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,1,4,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732256889268656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28055618117683395,0.0,0.17894326891648915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021739238699146,0.0,0.21477617043959302,0.15172767134443907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568164209707149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328867179905047,0.0,0.12070311880316276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968592004281034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752087185292775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23760415218870665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31225438200473976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358280741153524,0.0,0.0,0.14724080850315946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607159247848215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42010779578781454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,novyuva,2018/04/06,"Opinion : Sometimes this subreddit is a bad place for people with anxiety Some posts are about how bad it is with Social anxiety and expect sympathy from others which is good, but that doesn't do anything for your anxiety. Don't come here for sympathy. What people need is positive thoughts and help on how to tackle anxiety and help in being positive. Be careful about getting into the thought of,"" oh this is my life and i cant do anything about it"". You are most underdeveloped in that area which you fear and most often the answer lies in darkest place which you fear because that is where you haven't looked for it. Of course looking in there is the gateway to hell,but once you go through it, you will have no more fears. For the hero, the princess is always in the dungeon with a fire breathing dragon (or Bowser), never in the field of flowers with those mushroom thingys. All of this will sound like crap but don't take it literally. Think positive. Do your research. Read , watch and research everyday about what is your weakness and how to overcome it. The answer is out there. Articles, youtube anything. 10 years down the line, don't regret wasting your time watching Netflix all the time. Do something that adds to your knowledge everyday. 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When greeting others in my workplace, it's like I'm two different people. I can say hello and joke around with someone in the beginning of the day and have no idea how to greet them when we cross paths later in the day. Usually I freeze and completely ignore them. It feels so awkward but so does saying hello repeatedly. I don't want people to think I'm giving them the cold shoulder for no apparent reason. I feel so stupid for not understanding what to do in a simple situation. To make matters worse, a co-worker that might have noticed this behavior was upset and complained about me to someone else while walking by me. His friend consoled him by saying that I'm not an adult, but I'm 24?! It became even more awkward bc while working we walked by each other more than 5 times. I'm tired of said making me behave or be treated like a child. I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable/angry bc of my issues. Should I explain myself and try to clear the air or let it go? 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I went to my first day of internship yesterday, and discover to my horror that all the other new interns already know each other, even my supervisor knew a few of them. I've been alone for most of college (haven't eaten lunch with anyone in 4 years type of deal) so I'm really out of my comfort zone and I ended up orbiting around all these socially functional people the entire day, and I'm already dreading the experience when I go later. Anyone got any advice to make this situation bearable?",5.803949579831933,7.071594745098039,6.983053221288518,70.9508823529412,67.23529411764707,10.142296918767508,31.23809523809524,10.290406445055957,3.5015389355742297,432,17,72,11,7,146,75,102,0.09,0.885,0.025,-0.765,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,13,11,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,5,0,9,1,14,6,5,18,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,12,48,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112378294830548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256748224035967,0.4316666906235239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300477451702827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735157095020124,0.0,0.0,0.1741124667632051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522727969165073,0.2016399526152973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323060585719527,0.0,0.0,0.12918230782426812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132004477798595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327296716628162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111155686416699,0.0,0.15642750628072852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748861729038332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308691857067074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055476893430665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889759185194288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559428538386345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529701135280352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198461770472034,0.0,0.19937467806598352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140474158300182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130961929901826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595058092159905 socialanxiety,rayman903,2018/04/06,"I Want to Speak in Public... But here is a problem. The things I want to speak may cause many trouble to me. Now is this considered as ""SA"" in your terms ? What should I do?",-1.0833333333333321,0.9959884444444498,0.65688888888889,103.17700000000002,95.11111111111113,3.9911111111111115,15.533333333333335,5.6839178017228535,-0.9594933333333332,128,3,32,1,5,41,28,36,0.158,0.77,0.07200000000000001,-0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,6,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673438064488624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612329257755305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435311581809078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022387568725069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5366651799227078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MinerOfTheAir,2018/04/06,"I wonder... people would laugh when they hear my jokes, not when they see me...",0.532,2.9896492000000023,0.7083333333333357,103.34250000000002,90.33333333333334,3.0,7.5,3.1291,-2.455,58,0,13,0,2,17,13,15,0.0,0.682,0.318,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5589027131062294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437868528713389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951591674125625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537770245979744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522651728797672,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Richard_Fist,2018/04/06,"It sucks that the lack of confidence that comes with social anxiety makes it even harder to be approachable I feel like if I were confident in my actions I would be more magnetic and attract more people as friends, but any time i do something that feels like more than just being a person in the background I feel annoying and like i need to apologize, which just looks pathetic and sad. I know being needy and clingy is ugly and being independent is attractive but all I can think of when I'm around someone I like (platonically or otherwise) I can't help but think ""Please treat me well and don't leave I'm so tired being alone"". Even typing it is fucking stupid and pathetic but I just get so desperate around people I think can help me feel better and it never works, or maybe it does and I can't see it. I feel like my self-consciousness just builds on itself exponentially and that I only get worse. Does anyone else feel similarly?",5.074135146621337,6.470651585635363,5.681988950276246,79.12407139821507,69.05524861878453,9.326136846578837,27.182745431364218,9.661875296680813,2.424706417339566,751,24,142,17,13,243,103,181,0.238,0.5710000000000001,0.191,-0.9486,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,12,16,4,0,3,0,17,2,0,2,2,42,38,21,0,4,11,0,6,5,1,1,1,0,0,1,12,14,0,0,10,0,0,3,4,5,1,0,1,8,19,11,12,30,5,11,0,1,2,1,6,5,2,3,8,96,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430150566876686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818168287038494,0.0,0.0991990358118837,0.0,0.0,0.09066996144671063,0.1328647041250456,0.0,0.2308718673242473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468470556511852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111701295959367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269543930202108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083246561780354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712948026473385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933975887590144,0.2779139786911811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018457936165484,0.11988005001600704,0.13549696041369824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383336099396168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126456321959514,0.0,0.0,0.13730435494547438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167569383086015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088921623756252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655733805937539,0.0,0.13027336118111166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615044612214013,0.10001135370955974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862170817539356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979703835707794,0.11322494339353467,0.0,0.14234136211178822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333211899615187,0.0,0.1352766001646487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321846880868835,0.1098710089680348,0.09982815351118936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492665258466944,0.0,0.0,0.07561302285146182,0.14903935534214244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659106620122517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944030561024746,0.0,0.13214726013854886,0.09211555687940977,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,laz14,2018/04/06,"After years of lurking, I've worked up the courage to contribute to the internet. Please be nice.",3.4800000000000004,6.391074777777781,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,79.0,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222214,8.841846274778883,3.1186888888888893,78,4,14,2,2,24,16,18,0.066,0.57,0.364,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.748687711432227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965416023633548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43921879271361614 socialanxiety,uncbec,2018/04/06,"How to start a conversation with your crush if they also have social anxiety ""Are you as nervous as me?""",7.881,6.827221099999999,8.730000000000004,68.09500000000004,63.0,12.0,35.0,11.20814326018867,3.897,82,3,15,2,1,28,19,20,0.252,0.748,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809400676825968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600700282669203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6130524625250561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256746393431246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,timeforshade_ok,2018/04/06,Couldn’t even eat lunch today Started a new job this week. My coworkers are nice and mellow. I even work with one of my best friends. But social anxiety lead me to giving her my lunch because I was too anxious and self conscious to walk passed everyone to put my food in the microwave. I want to feel human. I don’t know if I’ll ever make it out of this. ,2.4309909909909915,3.889397324324329,3.7308108108108087,90.28153153153154,75.75675675675676,6.5549549549549555,24.495495495495497,7.1686216300943375,0.8976738738738743,278,9,60,3,6,91,58,74,0.048,0.7709999999999999,0.18,0.8779,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,2,1,14,10,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,4,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,1,10,3,9,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,5,38,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698911688253432,0.25088803906507506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537836626143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330600498606961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272440536986235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933644868348264,0.20088475621079008,0.0,0.21220767735511675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122907019212077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685409290674062,0.0,0.17157903952114728,0.0,0.0,0.21304009530025309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038088056307545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220497743966396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824062767307666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448697593080668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048766629662266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232524967243384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23167866026715536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263833612504103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571899006108537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105065874187333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098898252837035,0.0,0.1781397850253517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616774337640541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jarbus_zn,2018/04/06,"Face Twitching, Any Cure?, Known cause? I just got this video on youtube and i have a more serious case of this uncontrollable twitching. My face twitches more abruptly on one side of my face. This happens every time i talk to a stranger or in a social situation which is very awkward and shoots up my anxiety. Any body know the cause, cure etc.",2.9223956043956036,5.617788492307692,3.099120879120881,89.3823076923077,79.46153846153845,6.175824175824177,27.747252747252745,7.447530270364453,1.5964945054945057,272,12,53,4,7,83,47,65,0.133,0.867,0.0,-0.7522,0,0,0,1,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,2,7,4,2,0,8,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,6,0,7,4,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34005970259286805,0.0,0.19127325266218967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777283979288272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5137020187151317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788509813960258,0.0,0.0,0.21066214578207385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997286359204405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110184421165646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741065822868875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942767312224968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810456461218224,0.0,0.2548754132092717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096568007200716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457952560329925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630199983690975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,daez12,2018/04/07,"Vomiting and Diarrhea, a cry for help I get anxiety so bad when going on dates or even just hanging out with a girl I like that the mere thought makes me instantly have to poop. Often times getting in the car and going brings so much anxiety that I feel like I have to vomit and if my stomach isn't already empty from having diarrhea, I do. It is destroying my self esteem and completely dehabilitating me. I have gone to CBT and therapy. A simple phone call with my ex (who became my ex because of this problem) made me have to take a dump. PLEASE help.",3.3498383838383816,5.084009781818182,5.0530303030303045,80.60398989898991,73.9090909090909,8.525252525252526,27.676767676767675,9.150863307647796,2.4052828282828287,436,17,85,10,9,148,76,110,0.14400000000000002,0.73,0.126,-0.4882,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,6,0,8,4,2,2,0,17,19,10,0,2,3,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,4,0,0,3,1,13,2,12,16,1,12,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,5,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23396036274146964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243769896640477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702104979700042,0.12924046381323387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164878163889256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229040457741872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23288507610779555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003183592734186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719956813620644,0.1514613172322187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153489581780167,0.0,0.2409824550257827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842141653943876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715657417999964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061075092755354,0.14151956479838054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585311364400528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23272535951892145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286671998719255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117461109505576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940653571415558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424540422664036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831373720380333,0.12362582222305113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CallMeMysticMac,2018/04/07,"How do you relax or calm down before going out or while you are out? Hey guys, before I start I just want to say that I have not actually been to see someone about my anxiety so I don’t want to say I have SA, I just experience similar things to what I have read on here. I’ll give an example of what I feel when I’m out. I was at McDonald’s with a group of friends who I am comfortable speaking to. But while we are speaking, I constantly look around to see how other people are reacting to me. I frequently look to see if people are laughing at me and constantly feel worried that I am being judged. This causes me to become much quieter than I actually am. I play on PS4 with some friends and I am perfectly fine speaking on there. I am confident, make jokes and say whatever I want to say, there is no filter where I feel like I would be judged. This filter only occurs when I am out. I was looking for advice on how to stop feeling like this. How do you relax and calm down when in public and you are beginning to feel anxious?",3.4928169014084465,4.365161755868545,5.182741784037557,83.19664788732395,72.28638497652581,8.68469483568075,27.345539906103287,9.029198982220553,2.0478784976525826,806,28,170,16,15,275,110,213,0.047,0.737,0.21600000000000005,0.9863,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,4,0,1,16,14,0,0,2,0,24,0,0,7,1,39,44,19,0,5,7,0,5,2,2,1,0,7,0,1,10,13,0,1,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,18,31,14,33,38,2,27,0,0,6,0,20,15,0,4,13,129,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.2404026043338464,0.0,0.0,0.12036545516964492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942287498082351,0.13915300263338404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965211126200483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360374161269175,0.2096261769868928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653493973614566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662174313741893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048905645095855,0.0,0.0,0.3114056054320989,0.17599288509190208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903298270199868,0.0,0.0,0.11816094961244115,0.07000334853072203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196288988261884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203544370995918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31030863074199244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822204539117771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905480013709068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368034869756936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707884558045387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232086100430828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918156968589389,0.0,0.0,0.2944642447888611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043660125372615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718409508541773,0.0,0.0,0.10298004704912736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183218084644701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217955909320812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509047292850548,0.0,0.08750018275476351,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IlParnassoConfuso,2018/04/07,"The fear of looking awkward and weird around people makes me act even more weird My parents are having some friends over, and I did everything wrong. When we go to someone's place I find it easier to say hi than when people come over. Tonight I didn't greeted anyone, I feel so ashamed. I was around them for a while, and I did my best to smile when people looked at me, but I just feel so uncomfortable when I'm around people. These people know me since I was little, they must think I have some kind of mental delay or something, and that makes me feel so embarrassed, which in turn makes me even more nervous when interacting with people. I'm not sure I'm putting this feeling into words properly, but the fact that people will never know the real me and that they probably think I'm not normal crushes me. I just want to be like everyone else and not shut down in fear when interacting with the world. 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I love having this option when I go out in case I just don't feel like interacting with that many people. 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Containing tip, advices, success stories? I'm already doing therapy but I feel the more help the better. Thanks a lot",3.63978494623656,6.544172387096777,4.315322580645162,73.32631720430109,99.32258064516128,7.227956989247312,34.19892473118279,7.793537801064563,4.246931182795699,148,9,19,4,6,47,28,31,0.034,0.588,0.378,0.9376,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294137248785455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720021921676557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578833222641052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981407293121136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691497847925875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044970301298934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22595342931794926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28659341573168984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34363465569295737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103596927001108,0.38550733195210907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fraser514,2018/04/07,"Physically awkward Does anyone have this issue where they are physically awkward? Like walking awkwardly, don't know what to do with arms when standing at a printer etc. I always look super sad in photos as well. The thing is is that I don't feel awkward speaking to people, but I do feel awkward when I think people are looking at me but not speaking to me e.g. out in public",7.115684931506848,6.822292315068495,7.530239726027397,73.57974315068493,64.20547945205479,8.943835616438355,36.05821917808219,8.07648339933343,2.952016438356164,301,13,52,3,4,99,50,73,0.131,0.789,0.08,-0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,9,0,5,2,0,9,1,1,0,0,9,15,5,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,0,6,7,3,10,15,1,10,0,1,2,0,4,6,0,0,3,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377640458606405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998006531953972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25005875842162983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186829712273514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28896411389690313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982451910047625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570388478584309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960134573439528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799103214198725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962014004765556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983733123343496,0.18309487099976296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569204928739682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KiwiAndKale,2018/04/07,"Hoodie season is coming to an end :( I'm not sure if this is an SA trait or my depression but the last couple of years if I have to run to the store or something, I throw on a hoodie to make me feel more...safe? Now that warm weather is here I feel like I can't wear my protection anymore :( I feel so exposed lol",1.8550000000000004,2.603139205882353,3.7698823529411776,92.25747058823532,76.05882352941177,6.616470588235294,22.423529411764704,6.742157984588678,0.3714200000000001,238,6,57,2,5,81,50,68,0.155,0.7140000000000001,0.131,0.0508,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,1,5,1,1,1,1,12,11,6,0,2,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,4,8,3,6,11,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055921654481752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26543539936846744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34095114407048066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654006044170565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27292065523650305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674146579321069,0.22013533889767253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511752968738812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054168118740802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056859000491757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23722129244676124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904183842217169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984321125152564 socialanxiety,Natlynne90,2018/04/07,Moving to a huge new city next week...starting I panic I’m road tripping my way across the country to move to San Francisco. I’ve never been there and don’t know anyone. On top of that I’m doing communal living with 30 strangers for two months. My social anxiety is already hitting me hard. Did I make a mistake? I’m trying to get over this crippling anxiety by getti out of my comfort zone but this is starting to feel really scary. Any suggestions or support welcome ,1.8989920948616608,4.564458978260873,3.5761660079051403,84.31982213438734,84.21739130434783,5.954150197628458,26.841897233201585,7.348242739294969,1.836117391304348,374,17,66,6,11,124,73,92,0.13,0.741,0.129,0.2169,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,10,16,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,2,2,6,3,14,13,0,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,5,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253066438462263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884258393284826,0.0,0.3123789432781316,0.0,0.0,0.1427603933444651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323447371819464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066703848606342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289619406372776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220647846784752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028582803278187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362850433709384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296652573440462,0.4340007429273359,0.0,0.0,0.15746847099830932,0.1971886336159948,0.2171370841168681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395494741732683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307965137225914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081255772507392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28902511758744337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316896675157392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861801060251006,0.0,0.19944439800891955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620606224118114,0.16377283818448787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,slaychul,2018/04/07,"New town, no friends So I've been living in Portland for about 6 months and I've tried to make friends out here but to no avail. I have one childhood friend here, my partner and my roommate (who I actually can't stand). How does anyone do this, I'm also almost 30 and have friends back in my home state of California, but feel so anxious going out there and trying to find people to hang out with.",4.812222222222225,5.021135654320993,5.150222222222221,86.992,69.0,7.467654320987655,28.54567901234568,6.742157984588678,1.207837530864197,312,10,67,2,5,99,58,81,0.09,0.767,0.14400000000000002,0.6933,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,15,9,10,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,2,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,5,4,13,8,0,14,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,42,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.202312302145314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075988659256832,0.0,0.0,0.16579199868393038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342101441970883,0.0,0.1449614514304236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594146190490453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142523552332504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482612717195636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948474638084595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.640692983805777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782350393728415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795669334246564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830654475776636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383862654934007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547911890401554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002288580529809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404839312171167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372808385085686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815104041196139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Enjoyorgofart,2018/04/07,Is there a bit of not knowing how to act and being afraid of doing the wrong thing with the social anxiety? At my best I don’t care what other people think of my choices. At my worst everything inside me tells me I’m the same person who screws everything up. Somewhere comfortably in the middle I’m the awkward person who gets worked up and has to leave unannounced and offends people with insensitive remarks but who everyone agrees means well. This seems a little incoherent. Sometimes it feels like what may be mania combined with ADHD and the resulting social anxiety. Worrying about what other people think and and how they feel about you is IME an effort in not only futility but harmful and counterproductive. Humming works for me. ,5.750461329715062,8.09808047761194,6.068371777476258,73.25254409769336,68.85074626865672,8.454816824966079,29.34599728629579,9.095868883498916,2.85135223880597,600,23,93,12,11,192,90,134,0.127,0.772,0.101,0.0644,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,4,6,12,2,2,9,0,8,1,0,3,0,26,19,11,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,11,10,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,0,2,9,5,17,16,4,9,0,0,0,1,10,8,1,2,1,72,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928368956159534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454967569941096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838864203855944,0.0,0.1751763624134242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359555609027554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332255631689473,0.2884149606411711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226272002748424,0.11462977762102013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838316221823026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881824052815866,0.0,0.0,0.1698997050949361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839068240301303,0.16081903606691308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478359151274167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203399623859122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337199006463559,0.2802079293055436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607308953812045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271293111270372,0.0,0.0,0.15869505799865788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024559088794292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659981723434958,0.20562741435846704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426918776289868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233627715570136,0.16295082709525513,0.0,0.0,0.1754334153014711,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blame_the_new_guy,2018/04/07,"Does anyone else feel weird when shops know you and your order? I go to this Jimmy Johns every Saturday and order the same thing, well a girl that works there now knows this and doesn't even have to ask me anymore when I come in. I'm thinking about going to another JJs",6.06284848484848,5.463310072727275,5.934545454545454,85.16848484848488,66.45454545454545,8.787878787878787,25.60606060606061,7.793537801064563,1.1617878787878788,214,4,45,2,3,67,45,55,0.033,0.927,0.041,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,7,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,11,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,1,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,5,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931609607726976,0.0,0.0,0.2772653535287813,0.1954868052413728,0.2864597726118001,0.0,0.0,0.26136684359258905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24083091180370075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446597997788465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335507882349773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465803442334244,0.0,0.2355557605097237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136257953037334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177802117702855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072965195625082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857385989728456,0.17914171357999087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513733841693364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353545483022087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,loveandpeace28,2018/04/07,"Why are people so serious with me? Every time I'm with someone one on one, without other people, they usually stop joking and get more serious and less fun? If that makes sense. I have no idea why, people are always laughing and joking around, but once I usually get one on one with my friends they stop joking around and don't seem the same as with the group. I know this may seem kinda sensitive, but it's not just with my friends, it's with coworkers as well. I always see coworkers laughing and making fun of each other, but once I get involved people start getting awkward and being nice. I know that doesn't seem bad but this makes me feel like I'm a ""special"" person. Like I get offended too easily. I've already written a bunch, but is there a way to make people get more comfortable around me and can joke with me and not take things so seriously? I'm exactly like this starter pack https://www.reddit.com/r/starterpacks/comments/87gset/least_popular_friend_in_group_but_still_liked/?st=JFPKF2CO&sh=b684fda4",8.781725731895223,10.032279632768368,7.285454545454545,71.48916795069339,60.5819209039548,9.374216743708267,30.215202876219827,9.339509955726095,2.5374903954802264,833,25,137,13,11,249,96,177,0.077,0.644,0.279,0.9926,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,2,0,9,23,1,1,5,0,9,0,0,4,1,46,32,18,0,1,10,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,10,19,0,2,7,4,0,0,6,6,1,4,1,2,15,17,17,29,6,13,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,6,10,89,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118287188794808,0.0,0.178381874024939,0.11614067206030525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862663440322439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949944380592034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031247166504053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054198648891912234,0.07657678940408888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656299579771685,0.0,0.3360151233206345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100482936795408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781799840385973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710333481055885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862014964126731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283083950454178,0.29053975257531034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715613732329079,0.0935944570298621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541681083094435,0.29274613753889234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908220142971917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586986354881098,0.0,0.0,0.1792318222770482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059378419575527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121248879900344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250354035127942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361099979081239,0.0,0.0,0.08508269047100764,0.0,0.0,0.09637697497192556,0.0,0.19344519135902127,0.0,0.0,0.10332764794316766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway29387525,2018/04/07,"Yet another moment, yet another reason to stay inside. Tried going out to get some dinner tonight. Got to the till, and by no surprise to anyone, the lady at the counter looked at my shaking hand as I was passing my bank card and said ""It's okay... chill"". So I left, came home without getting anything, and here I am - worse than I was before I decided to 'tough it out'. I should've stayed home. Every fucking time, I come to this conclusion. Every fucking time. Yet I continue to go and complicate things by 'trying', or 'not giving up' or other airy-fairy shit that people with no idea usually say.",3.8808019323671488,5.505332017391306,4.887246376811596,82.78207729468602,72.30434782608697,7.545893719806764,27.560386473429947,8.167268648758528,1.911183574879228,462,17,86,7,9,151,82,115,0.14,0.8140000000000001,0.045,-0.8416,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,3,1,3,1,3,5,2,1,0,18,15,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,6,9,1,0,4,0,1,6,4,5,0,0,5,4,10,2,19,10,1,24,0,0,1,2,3,6,3,3,10,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32663230099810164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890315143336092,0.0,0.12816795541532067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253071979542114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813508475710665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134163762232491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624500883946289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879744301734392,0.16274459328369348,0.14940839859734198,0.17703121436873648,0.0,0.12456650797754527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124574022015137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758213875575381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692214789520931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078972859240204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797657671321867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013566093847395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481527329251311,0.12385766195389462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987385971627066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320149014219395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034725527688922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163670407572807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148636321856504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153525055673424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501362427377282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872128820557935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Live-First,2018/04/07,"Anxiety Reducing Nasal Spray (Feedback Wanted) Hello there, from childhood growing up under a narcissistic father I've struggled to overcome the fear of even basic conversations with others. I've gotten much better due to much higher exposure to friendly and supportive co-workers and friends. Went from being nervous about bringing up things to even my siblings to actually having an awesome Girlfriend. The thing is, that anxiety is still there, though decreased it still surfaces when working with customers in my trade, hanging out with friends, and generally in any public setting. I've found numerous Oxytocin Based Nasal Sprays which claim to use the hormone to reduce anxiety and improve bonding with others. My main need for feedback is if anyone here has any past experience with these nasal sprays or would even consider these if they had a chance of working? I don't want to break any rules by actually listing the brands I'm looking at but there are several oxytocin nasal sprays around.",10.683508771929825,10.872132555555561,9.00245614035088,64.3605263157895,56.77777777777778,11.108771929824565,44.73099415204678,10.504223727775694,5.1564783625730986,821,44,114,15,9,249,116,171,0.061,0.841,0.098,0.7642,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,13,8,0,3,7,0,10,4,4,1,0,22,21,10,0,6,4,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,3,0,0,4,5,5,5,28,15,3,21,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,3,6,81,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.2772263014661111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28978164830242803,0.0,0.32598674885613194,0.0,0.0,0.0993195337334222,0.0,0.0,0.12644808627323306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562519384963972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814535209639064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389449818133186,0.0,0.15983748786814833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557424501423133,0.3292254309160592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928006389114387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883540421505067,0.10532283597279436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559579580771647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604677801426206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268709108411698,0.0,0.0,0.1484938337918845,0.0,0.0,0.16118833248792666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873366950270154,0.0,0.13955619676355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267925613879165,0.0,0.0,0.16756088754008786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167497313371168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102262546108546,0.0,0.0,0.10090303351716512,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bjorksui,2018/04/07,"I thought i grew out of SA Im not trying to ""brag"" or ""show off"" but ive been thru so much i can to a certain degree shut off my feelings. I once told myself ""from now on you cant be socially anxious"" and it worked! Even though im very awkward I dont get panic attacks and heart pains... until yesterday. It was math class. My teacher choose me to tell the formula of some 3d shapes and I forgot. She was looking at me and smiling as if I was some little funny animal. She made someone else answer when I just couldnt open my mouth cause I felt so scared. I sit in the back of the classroom so nobody could see me crying after that.",1.3061691542288545,2.9627775522388085,3.2067910447761214,91.96053482587065,79.44776119402985,5.6606965174129344,21.61442786069652,6.42735559955562,0.2892308457711445,488,14,108,4,12,164,97,134,0.084,0.779,0.138,0.7596,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,9,6,1,3,4,0,11,3,2,2,1,24,20,14,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,9,4,21,1,17,8,3,18,0,0,2,0,6,10,0,4,6,75,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021938943370721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361300938554236,0.0,0.1376228290635585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385943350689898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289915627338975,0.0,0.19659863558604068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976057015399904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951293002507735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821310468679785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049651949889596,0.0,0.17184669116490894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935084784744126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120894753841701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866533288101423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938270763312672,0.0,0.0,0.15029621905088872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935305849307647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156922721860032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060544447513372,0.0,0.0,0.19044492681184635,0.20999180680329965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791879336805236,0.0,0.14262208089931847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244525962620345,0.15164725239121787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643442743071442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758447139819208,0.1420883280186604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102089383195654,0.0,0.12151413232009638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767537381389434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302979212600047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fusterc1uck,2018/04/07,EAT A PROTEIN HEAVY DIET AS SOON AS YOU WAKE UP My anxieties are at an all time low because of this simple technique. ,-0.17875000000000085,2.0524052916666697,1.9916666666666671,91.47,100.25,4.066666666666666,22.66666666666667,5.985473137389443,0.6436166666666671,93,4,18,1,4,31,23,24,0.15,0.85,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49968063604535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981722453733613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6683658372283406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38087430026415453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,qtalll,2018/04/07,"Things that helped me I have had social anxiety and depression for many years throughout high school and my early 20s. I am going to list some things that have personally helped me, with the intention that it would maybe help someone else out there. 1. Tell someone about what you are feeling and going through. 2. Talk to a therapist who specializes in cognitive behavioral therapy and social anxiety. See if the therapist does group sessions as well. 3. Put yourself in situations where you feel uncomfortable. This can be getting out of bed, saying ""Hi"" to someone when walking down the street, or joining a meetup group. Or maybe writing a Reddit post. 4. Practice meditation. I personally like ""Metta Meditation"" and listening to audio recordings which you can find online. [/r/meditaiton](https://www.reddit.com/r/Meditation/top/?sort=top&t=all) is a good place as well. 5. [Listen to / watch lectures](https://youtu.be/dTFDfR47dl4) and/or read books by Eckhart Tolle. His teachings have had a profound impact on my life. I recommend his books ""The Power of Now"" and ""A New Earth."" I know this may not help everyone, but it has helped me overcome social anxiety and depression. If you have any questions let me know. Have a beautiful day and life :)",5.141690140845071,8.579889234741787,4.906508920187793,75.06043943661973,76.84037558685446,8.102835680751172,30.58572769953052,8.841846274778883,3.3490745164319247,1009,47,152,25,25,310,142,213,0.065,0.8290000000000001,0.106,0.7845,1,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,4,0,1,7,7,0,0,11,0,17,2,0,1,0,28,27,16,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,2,2,4,1,2,12,11,0,0,6,3,0,4,1,2,2,0,2,8,17,5,20,21,1,21,0,2,2,0,27,10,0,7,7,98,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013294946652373,0.0,0.07539876019647067,0.0,0.25445707326413186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150516283295327,0.0,0.19099284400731947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702740579366613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262178389743377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594575511156526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212340057934468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133768505672157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792757913567882,0.0,0.1260255652481676,0.09299663792978567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715856704332656,0.11714545990849133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186793306266196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337713655222327,0.15662849595006606,0.054167894407738566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240978505893937,0.2227775565163689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708370644177127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362343918376668,0.11584071213230175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618754235274784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145993698626172,0.12420530596400635,0.0,0.11090494276360308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817220123420566,0.0,0.11221135702224963,0.08835297090253884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246280762738388,0.0,0.3390691107593521,0.2818319265884852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911707564251514,0.09690958319909974,0.0,0.1267951549421202,0.2574686984061804,0.14732076483652445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993797703878781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876237510372493,0.0,0.0,0.0713998251716746 socialanxiety,ProfitisAlethia,2018/04/07,"Went to a comedy club tonight alone. It was awesome! I almost didn't make it because I was so anxious, but I'm so happy I went. I sat right in the middle of the room and out of every single table I was the only person who was alone. No one looked at me, or judged me, or said a single word. I'm so happy! I'm still sad that I lack friends to do things with, but I'm so proud I can finally learn to do them on my own! I found a list from three years ago that my therapist had me right down, of the top 10 things I was anxious about doing, and today I realized I can do all of them with absolutely no issues. Life actually does get better :)",2.089712230215828,2.7558459208633117,4.3475467625899284,88.65024100719427,75.40287769784172,7.286618705035972,21.8136690647482,7.554174236665415,0.6053389928057555,489,11,115,6,10,171,84,139,0.136,0.632,0.232,0.9671,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,3,6,6,0,0,7,0,13,1,0,1,1,17,25,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,7,5,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,1,0,2,12,2,18,5,16,13,5,18,0,1,1,0,6,10,0,3,6,81,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.15539993542862582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116089053808764,0.0,0.1594606458322799,0.3298591358849633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598025517876267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707414075859602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408390683654455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935618144069922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341705966025773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444487433286232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460368347171434,0.123032123179388,0.0,0.08319882575876406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390380621476342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621017881483885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247929861599004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372550965458824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629712822128172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790838524598888,0.12111283219142573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390464008666023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719883466405126,0.15147825391453698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717308822756512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489546513637986,0.21159031375320425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509454328783681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952430157503825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254841825429513 socialanxiety,ratstapdancing,2018/04/07,"Made it through a job interview today- progress is possible! I just wanted to share this in case in helps anyone else or gives them hope. I have horrific social anxiety along with depression. about 6 weeks ago i was at my absolute lowest. i tried to commit suicide. Luckily i failed. Today i had an interview and in the parking lot i almost didnt go in. But i made myself. I was nervous as hell and the woman interviewing me could tell. But i did it. Im just so proud to say i did this little thing. Progress is possible. its slow as hell, but possible. 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But right now I’m only buzzed and my friends went off somewhere and I’m like having a little freak out. Like, textbook SA, nothing is “wrong” but I have no idea where to be or stand or what to do or talk to and I’m just in my head about it. There is also a performer here tonight that I got meet and greets for and I’m too scared to go lol. And my friends have been hanging out with this performer by going up to her chatting and I can’t even bring myself to stand near her because it’s so intimidating to me. I know when I catch back up with them they’ll be like “girl where did you go what happened where were you, why didn’t you go to the meet and greet” and I won’t have a good answer for them. I’m just like freaked about it and I’m actually surprised I haven’t left yet. It’s so annoying having something holding me back from living my life to the fullest but alas I’m typing this in a bathroom stall hiding from having to stand in the midst of strangers How do you all handle things like this? So tempted to order a car and bolt home ",0.4831892203487556,2.5053593307393034,2.0342844790315624,97.43129125234186,84.09727626459144,4.741259547485229,19.635250036028246,5.82211442006289,-0.3188344430033143,936,26,220,6,27,303,130,257,0.123,0.725,0.152,0.7252,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,3,2,23,19,3,1,10,1,21,4,1,1,1,33,42,27,0,0,8,0,0,7,3,3,1,0,1,1,12,19,2,1,3,3,0,9,6,7,0,0,6,0,24,12,33,31,1,39,0,0,0,0,18,18,0,3,15,142,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.14097758911715508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552909052751058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217026275962087,0.0,0.08806489070937733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541816829592704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348412995530744,0.0,0.07547731497118895,0.0,0.3284125255909196,0.12117089367480255,0.1155423399054862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277504556305681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482633870085486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491077881729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308408137674768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793945173085345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696230036340394,0.0,0.1020403277564673,0.494050174714548,0.1447924866846707,0.12756577418418608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386186423402331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987260095316988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254836453690073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467456712358275,0.0,0.0,0.14463527083420824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472644892791771,0.0,0.1112166791424866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611597943402585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597652737497324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392106132271908,0.13035773652307642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579504582934797,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MushroomMGTOW,2018/04/07,"Life/family/alone Hey Reddit I'm a 24 yr old male that has always got pins and needles in my back and neck along with racing thoughts and sometimes sweats from normal McDonald's cash register convo Lol. I find it hilarious that it has this profound effect on me all my life. But the topic is like to rant about is family. I live with my grandmother and have all my life from 9. Every morning I wKe up I have racing thoughts of checking my grandmothers room to make sure she's alive.. lately I've had ""tunnel vision"" thoughts About being alone in life without my dear grandmother anyone have suggestions to stop this ? She's always kept me 'sane' filtered out my bad decisions. 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I don’t know where else to talk about this, but because of what is probably social anxiety, it’s very difficult for me to make friends that I feel close to. I have plenty of “friends”, but I don’t feel like I truly belong, because the group I sometimes hang out with were all friends last year, so I feel like I can’t compete with that. My best friend since kindergarten is moving for the summer, and we go to different colleges, so I feel like I’m losing her. Is this my social anxiety telling me I’m alienated from my friends, or is this a reasonable concern? How do I rebuilt a support network since I moved for college?",5.749850746268656,5.908315738805975,6.000708955223884,81.8740485074627,66.98507462686567,8.789552238805971,36.89925373134328,8.472884824447931,3.011868656716417,535,27,104,7,8,171,76,134,0.07200000000000001,0.628,0.299,0.9899,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,3,5,13,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,3,1,18,22,7,0,0,3,0,4,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,6,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,1,4,20,11,15,21,2,11,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,1,6,67,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219179684446053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314869893208036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182624519299013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124198706792586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049360517621128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540609016981849,0.2692202927966995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852530613335926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139046929216859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903527007300232,0.10239380813987542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410890177983086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053217595960865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384965738604426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40052979438871217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354352971525793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915417233705825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782171142222824,0.0,0.0,0.2560993916001277,0.0,0.0,0.12423743889956862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850951030364334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096538491276233,0.10979392331815438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364635799676318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089258741029541 socialanxiety,DoubtingStream6,2018/04/07,"Reading this subreddit made me cry I've had social anxiety for as long as I can remember but I only recently found the subreddit. It's such a sad sight to see people on the sub in such similar situations that make them so unhappy. The people on this sub seem like such genuine, lovely people who are willing to share stories and help each other out, yet we're the ones who have the shittiest time trying to just be comfortable around other people. It made me cry reading posts about people constantly doubting friendships or never going to social gatherings or never having friends that have seen the *real* you because it hits home so hard. The people here are so comforting since they've all had similar experiences and it's so nice to be understood instead of misunderstood by people who can't begin to imagine how it feels. I wish I could help everyone but I can't even talk to my own friends without nearly having an anxiety attack so I wish everyone the best of luck. 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Im 24 and i've been experiencing social anxiety my entire life. I feel fear when facing mean people and will have low self esteem. However, I feel comfortable around nice people and people that value my opinions. I work as a waiter and its true that I work better around nice people. My boss is a grumpy and somewhat rude person. I wouldn't say he's bad but the way he says something is straightforward and he gets annoyed easily. So i never liked working with him and I also rarely talked to him, I will just listen and do whatever he says. Today, he told me to do a few things in which I knew what I was supposed to do, its just that I was distracted by a couple of teenagers that I was afraid to handle (i was bullied in high school). N somehow, I just nodded and didnt understand what he said. After that, he got annoyed and asked me, what's wrong with you? You cant hear what i said or you just didnt understand? Basically, its social anxiety that hit me. I was afraid to ask him again because i was afraid that he will get annoyed. I have actually improved my interactions with people throughout my adult life. Its just that it can be somehow apparent that i will speak awkwardly and im scared of confronting people. Though sometimes I just feel that there's no point, I really like a peaceful world.",2.973821839080461,5.155627727969354,4.158529693486589,84.61756465517243,76.31800766283524,7.108620689655173,23.901819923371647,8.07648339933343,1.4365567049808423,1051,34,202,18,24,343,136,261,0.17800000000000002,0.716,0.106,-0.9615,2,0,1,0,1,1,28.0,0,3,0,4,16,22,5,7,6,0,25,3,1,1,2,39,43,18,0,1,8,0,3,2,0,5,2,8,0,3,21,16,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,15,0,0,14,12,36,7,17,22,2,14,0,1,0,0,33,8,0,5,7,136,57,5,0.0,0.0,0.10218711597035836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374086012971953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403209618567432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864377973936544,0.19578950957737049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743297729012887,0.06383353025251165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926122534898165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586558811804815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178339271765659,0.158841743687197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941893937032304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375046389534077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802185582924755,0.0,0.0,0.11063755957428734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262211824673596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792715454139727,0.10231730105855306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406575886764435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807629648257699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355788021862047,0.09143344011968664,0.0,0.0,0.0989898912400685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708336068891148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992166323242991,0.2498216450163522,0.10483837386279234,0.10597756590104844,0.0,0.0,0.10924099010373607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202324611704329,0.0,0.08061502371080383,0.10356619899209553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416626451581634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956825261884987,0.0,0.1028823397177004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992579463575273,0.10006004331670232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802482946152152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311820305683941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22870215480506675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144898412597622,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,enthusiasticduck,2018/04/07,I can never share my problems with people because I feel annoying I did express my struggles with SA once and I felt like the person was thinking I was attention-seeking. So now everything just stays trapped inside of me. Anyone else? ,4.647093023255814,7.290887139534881,5.067616279069767,77.87723837209303,72.95348837209302,7.090697674418602,34.00581395348837,8.07648339933343,3.0833302325581395,189,10,29,3,4,60,36,43,0.227,0.67,0.103,-0.6937,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,7,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,8,2,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746232405758874,0.3040082940721914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086799450728566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24785810608999395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666584088933837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002244907494214,0.0,0.2848823536721695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449545792991021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288364033873044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31598005918367195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056971837258019,0.2590704740898929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839056415750609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162469688165801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101794250199826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011593232123775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,frigiderm,2018/04/08,"My experience with college interviews I wanted to share this success story--I think it lends some credence to the idea that you can overcome social anxiety through practice. I'm a senior in high school, and of course the most stressful aspect of applying to college for me was doing interviews. Here's how each one went: The first one was terrible. I tried to reassure myself and avoid stressing out, but I ended up getting flustered anyway. I couldn't make eye contact, my mouth started twitching, and I was sweating and trembling. I fumbled a bunch of the questions and was really awkward in general. Needless to say I didn't feel great afterwards, and if I had had the option I would never have done any more interviews. I was sick to my stomach before the second interview, but I felt better prepared and was determined not to screw up. I was pretty much quaking in my chair the whole time, and I'm sure my interviewer could tell I was nervous, but I was able to keep it together and give decent answers to all his questions. Before my third interview I was nervous but optimistic, buoyed by the relative success of the second one. I tried acting confidently, and I guess that set the mood for the whole interview, because it went really smoothly. Instead of going blank when asked an unfamiliar question, I just thought about it for a few moments and answered to the best of my ability--I know that sounds super unhelpful, but I'm assuming the change in my mental state was due to experience. I had already been accepted to my first-choice college before my last interview, so I treated it as an exercise of my social skills, knowing it otherwise wouldn't matter at all. And I knocked it out of the park. I was totally confident and in control of the conversation. It seems miraculous now, but I barely felt any anxiety. Again, I think this is mainly because I was now familiar with the whole process. Interviews are more predictable than most social situations, but this kind of mindset still applies broadly. For example, I'm more optimistic about dating now, since I figure if I can endure the initial unpleasantness, I'll get a feel for what is and isn't acceptable/expected and become more confident. Anyway, this goes to show that it's worth putting yourself out there, even if you feel like shit at first.",8.015178431372549,8.23370997176471,7.947308823529415,69.62480637254903,62.22352941176471,11.22450980392157,39.35539215686275,10.864195022040775,4.565433333333334,1858,92,303,44,24,599,221,425,0.095,0.754,0.152,0.9848,0,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,0,9,17,24,2,7,23,0,31,9,5,3,5,75,58,29,0,8,12,0,6,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,18,21,0,3,20,2,1,5,6,10,0,8,24,9,43,13,48,30,19,39,0,0,1,1,26,14,2,13,19,232,61,16,0.09276633537586182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236995786832344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616857829754494,0.0,0.14193198529981715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672400104165327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309899403826018,0.10245312914182024,0.2368119565242309,0.0,0.0973525457488892,0.08204428506366733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813448245055048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404533320563307,0.07406637033221529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493216887321854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216343863590582,0.0,0.0,0.06127128961561089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148655292348712,0.0,0.0,0.1407163394476235,0.06627228852810592,0.17814045932972605,0.0,0.0,0.23672099244301104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693316288918544,0.08898992185259659,0.05272124619513992,0.0,0.0,0.10227521224582063,0.10219257698563826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801272654983413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472190108219767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824549812377092,0.0,0.09660186302566473,0.10196390374663054,0.0756169446891769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04532094565605215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192224920578735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348664718393196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819393033260959,0.0,0.07154711670503736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858260898694085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437671317682236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932557892864984,0.31175857858251205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885697971910505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377151325895072,0.0,0.09388448395865112,0.0,0.08445098766628856,0.0,0.0,0.09522331017526224,0.07673727124377189,0.1042732477195577,0.0,0.2836907897268231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566048964474283,0.0,0.07408331526232376,0.0,0.21252704749663845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743117324726568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108186596024683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888184393680452,0.0,0.07364610818821975,0.05409279616477266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596450475605842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471598809755586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719906445591361,0.0,0.31071090171097443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589854305482384,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,made_of_hay,2018/04/08,"Pot temporarily got rid of my social anxiety So I have really bad social anxiety. I am so scared about people judging me for what I say or do that I just sit there looking at my phone in social situations. I can't hold a conversation with anyone because I always feel like I can't think of anything to say. A few months ago I smoked pot for the first time and got extraordinary stoned. I was pretty much incapable of stopping myself from saying the first thing that popped into my head. I found out through this that I actually do have a lot to say and I could actually be fine in social situations if I just said what I wanted to say without worrying about what people would think. I was acting more like I used to before my SA made it impossible to talk to people. I guess it feels like I have nothing to say because my brain just filters out things that my SA is saying could hurt me. I don't remember where I was originally going with this but it's an interesting thought and it was interesting to experience what I would be like without SA.",5.5080602006688935,6.030892106280196,6.809371980676332,74.60351170568562,67.55072463768116,9.847491638795988,29.932738758825717,9.851270322608157,2.7436669639539204,834,29,161,18,13,284,111,207,0.064,0.831,0.105,0.8399,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,0,1,6,0,20,2,2,3,0,35,35,8,0,6,8,0,2,4,0,2,0,8,0,0,16,8,0,2,7,0,0,2,5,3,0,2,10,11,30,7,27,19,4,17,0,1,1,0,15,7,0,4,11,118,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.1833073154754341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325558123073691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815006018537933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369910189464666,0.0,0.0,0.06567196909767595,0.0,0.07728924183151607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842037716245527,0.1145071270168932,0.0,0.07992012370939927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048472521698306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997705943241466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187307077389957,0.0,0.0,0.0949788804725084,0.13419481622658574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159778849669032,0.0,0.10297987705414006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533776492522431,0.0,0.15023491524049268,0.0,0.10346492020185016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639036823522057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054471309784294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354084666775025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887025215858415,0.0,0.0,0.07984854562906958,0.0,0.08887062170641752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496709970644228,0.0,0.06904297521634628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090120037380982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953396476369856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555174539854412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060168401095308376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639454405896114,0.0,0.08934068087413455,0.5228300107850125,0.09403162369888628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111429924310057,0.0,0.3829638223163786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852242709440455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549039747077753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479430022839,0.12036197597892938,0.0,0.07456303512085652,0.05476627563144522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111786287375068,0.0,0.0,0.05539722658206967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810735972970727,0.0,0.0,0.0953816571480814,0.0,0.13343801868395466,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway20183314,2018/04/08,"Feeling Like My Friends Don't Like Me So I'm a freshman in college and I really like the school that I'm at. At the beginning of the year I befriended a lot of people on my hall, and we all still hang out today. Well, sort of. After some time they started leaving me out of stuff. They created a group text that I was not included in, they'll sometimes go to dinner without telling me (I usually eat with them), and they'll go out and do things without inviting me. For example, the other night they went and snuck into our football stadium while I was literally just sitting in the room (given, I did have the door closed, but still, they knew I was there), something that I have been saying I wanted to do for a while. Sometimes, I'll ask to go with them, and they always say sure, but I can't help get the feeling that they roll their eyes and are annoyed that I'm there. On the other hand, sometimes I have really good conversations with them all, and it's not like I'm completely shut out from them. When I do go with them, everyone seems like they have a good time even with me there. Still, sometimes I feel like they're laughing at me behind my back, and I become hypersensitive if I think I hear my name in a conversation that I'm not in. I really want to believe that they don't hate me, but I don't have the guts to bring it up to any of them because I'm afraid that will just annoy them even more. Plus, I'm rooming with some of the guys in the group next year, so I don't want to create an awkward situation. I don't really know what to 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socialanxiety,doodlez11k,2018/04/08,Why can't I talk to people please help I wouldn't say I have social anxiety I have no issue being around people but I just can't talk for some reason it's so hard to talk about anything especially with girl I'm (19M) I'm very good looking 6ft darkskin nice smile athletic build dress very nice I have no issue getting girls it's the talking and keeping the conversation going that's my issue it's like as soon as we start talking everything goes good the 1st couple of texts then it just goes down hill after the initial getting to know eachother I have no clue how to keep it going and I hate that I sometimes isolate myself on purpose because of this and it's so frustrating whenever I actually like to talk to someone I feel as if I'm being sort of a weirdo or coming on to strong or I get bored which I think is just a defensive mechanism so I don't get denied 1st but I really do wanna be a free fun social person I need help someone please give me some advice 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socialanxiety,Goochmas,2018/04/08,"Social anxiety calmed down, but still awkward... I have had pretty severe social anxiety just the past year and I recently cut out coffee and started meditating and it's actually reduced majorly. It's not 100% gone but I used to almost pass out when walking to my next class during passing time at HighSchool and now it's not as bad. I am now just really socially awkward and feel like I don't know how to hold a conversation. Like I always reply with one word answers and can't seem to do anything more than that . Is there any tips for my problem ? 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The support I’ve seen in the posts gave me the guts to post my own. I’ve been “officially diagnosed” with SA for 10 years. I recently got off Celexa after 8 years and I’ve been doing great overall since then, but have recently had a really hard time again socially. I lack confidence, am hyper aware of my awkwardness, and feel like I don’t even know who I really am. It’s becoming exhausting and I don’t want to bog down my fiancé or my friends with my internal demons. I just feel a sense of guilt by telling them about my anxiety. I’ve tried therapy in the past with no luck. I can’t seem to find one that really understands me, whatever that means. I tried Christian counseling in college and more recently after getting a good paying job, decided to go back to someone else. While the most recent therapist was really nice, I just didn’t feel like I was getting anywhere. I didn’t feel a connection. I felt awkward around her and might I even say...judged. The sessions felt forced and unproductive. I quit that therapist cold turkey and haven’t been to another since then. It’s been about six months. Sometimes I feel like I need a therapist and sometimes I think, I got this, I can do this on my own. But right now I am REALLY feeling like I need to talk to someone. Has anyone else had success with therapy after years of not feeling like it was productive? Did you look for someone with “expertise” (?) in social anxiety therapy? I’m feeling really defeated right now by the voices in my head that are telling me I’m not good enough, not fun enough, too awkward, not talkative, too talkative, and all the other negative thoughts social anxiety puts into your head. Thanks in advanced for your support and advice.",4.216716811565888,6.187384232294622,5.235994920386833,79.20351274787538,72.11614730878188,9.628172316108234,30.019439288854155,10.004066432519934,3.2853833935723364,1466,63,269,42,29,481,176,353,0.114,0.701,0.18600000000000005,0.9872,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,3,1,4,15,22,0,4,14,0,26,5,3,1,2,58,60,18,0,4,11,0,12,5,1,1,2,1,0,0,12,18,0,0,19,0,1,3,13,6,0,2,19,16,39,16,38,40,9,41,2,1,2,0,15,14,0,5,27,176,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735448364379869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227577295794019,0.2109152922253048,0.0,0.0,0.048195230069713886,0.07062366500745154,0.0,0.06135947663800528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053000464369881914,0.0,0.0,0.0761242493251158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995926399489094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151590150347962,0.0,0.0,0.14243964563996214,0.0,0.09105101945131816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788117401704888,0.2462066438339883,0.13236109872383922,0.0,0.1259957161909271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325268451349533,0.0,0.07202282957540633,0.0,0.039172696077775855,0.1156250805685293,0.1102541374045041,0.0759920543373817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348977115112653,0.0,0.14147759043714428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839922602542191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037880373669340085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683707952929217,0.06908277405118361,0.0,0.0,0.05788116300861505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508150562042401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312045586331818,0.0,0.0,0.05501672429887637,0.0,0.0,0.10221671650066168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046706592127055774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579844195583162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202566687605075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929048447928883,0.0,0.07331214967804324,0.0,0.0,0.26493768713426635,0.0,0.27222764860376897,0.0,0.0,0.1177262428762263,0.0,0.05481336798060902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274838157419124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403394347485026,0.0,0.0,0.21078661617557695,0.17520439418025602,0.0,0.13634076043335155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643466046991653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540076114889975,0.12049014474822882,0.06345854852699695,0.23647145206933604,0.32011736832428084,0.0,0.04416551843696098,0.0,0.05472019008598617,0.08038355756298696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359356270018328,0.0,0.0,0.0717552428577696,0.0,0.059530635637698115,0.0759131462849044,0.0,0.04065481996399285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315982257799902 socialanxiety,katemiw,2018/04/08,"If you've ever had a turning point that led to improvement with your social anxiety, what was it? I kind of feel like I'm reaching a breaking point--realizing just how much I hold myself back in my life and recognizing that it has to change. I'm sure this isn't an uncommon experience, and I'm really interested to hear if people have gone through something similar, especially if it resulted in actually taking steps and making positive changes! (And feel free to share even if you haven't taken those steps yet but feel like you're reaching a turning or breaking point with your anxiety...it's always nice to know that people are in a similar boat, right?)",11.002720000000005,7.899234232000005,10.8688,61.66640000000001,58.68,14.8,43.4,13.023866798666859,5.5544400000000005,529,23,94,15,5,177,81,125,0.011,0.789,0.2,0.9601,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,6,8,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,4,2,24,21,11,0,4,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,6,0,1,4,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,4,4,7,9,12,17,1,15,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,5,5,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.1559306811454832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329569644796834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223788658030578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286761541080668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380704274675668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553890209935307,0.14453798990959604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630396929380835,0.0,0.0,0.24238184092273898,0.2283060994716136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800934314933289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663952991432249,0.08781566801265547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286345518472285,0.15612933485328598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666017049258047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174630496974179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22155467341280846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531557923229365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818744758428986,0.1023647064154776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364586414991407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288441493180209,0.0,0.12301311607063292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059891984750662,0.0,0.12014118543345052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476083524955992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,moondust_x,2018/04/08,"How do you deal with feeling overwhelmed? I'm turning 17 soon. Since the age of 13, I haven't been to school, and have barely left the house unless absolutely necessary (appointments etc.) I don't have any qualifications and I don't have any friends. I feel like I've missed out on having a normal teenage life. I've decided to start attending a group for my social anxiety and I've also applied for college. I have an interview coming up. I'm absolutely terrified and am beginning to doubt if I realistically will be able to cope with this. I'm very socially awkward and I often struggle to get my words out the way I want them to. I go bright red and start fidgeting/shaking, I find this extremely embarrassing. I really don't want to mess this up though because of how important it is to me. I've also decided to start driving lessons next month. I rely very heavily on my mum and would like to gain some more independence. I also think this will help me gain more confidence (which is something I definitely could be doing with!) And just recently, an old friend, has contacted me asking to meet up. I agreed but am now feeling very overwhelmed with everything. Usually, when I begin to feel like this, i tend to just completely shut down, not wanting to do anything at all. I've already started trying to think of excuses. I feel life my anxiety has become out of control and I'm just trying to gain some control over it. I'm putting a lot of pressure on myself to achieve these things because I feel like I've got to prove to myself that I am capable of doing it. 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Should I apologize? I really liked him and feel really bad but I just got super nervous about meeting up so I bailed. It was a few months ago I don't know if he even remembers me. I want to try again but I'm not sure what to say to him. 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I am trying to take a light hearted approach to the torturous day I have ahead (which a normal person would probably enjoy and be grateful for). I have to go to lunch with my boyfriend and his sister and her husband, and for some reason I dread socializing with his family even though they are mostly nice, friendly and easy going. It has always been like this with the families of any significant other, I guess because I care so much about them liking me. But I have been in this relationship for like 5 years, it's really time to freakin calm down. Anyways being stuck at a table (I also am a recovering alcoholic and can't drink for liquid courage anymore) is just so awkward for me. Then after that the 4 of us are going to a ""home show"" at an expo center which is walking in an extremely crowded space past booths of exhibitors trying to make eye contact and get your attention and business and sell you things which is just awful. I do see the comical side that these things are causing me anxiety so I'm just going to try to laugh at myself about it, lighten up, and not expect myself to put on some amazing performance and just be myself. Thank you for listening to me vent and for understanding!",7.355442792501612,7.090698319327732,7.663445378151263,72.72748222365871,63.70588235294117,10.516354234001293,33.853910795087266,10.035473477838034,3.3289873303167425,992,37,176,19,13,325,149,238,0.06,0.77,0.17,0.9804,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,1,3,2,2,13,15,1,2,11,1,20,6,2,3,0,34,35,20,0,3,6,2,0,3,1,1,1,1,2,1,14,16,4,0,3,4,1,7,2,3,0,0,3,4,26,12,36,28,4,25,0,0,2,0,19,11,0,4,10,138,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076163357443342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281415610522245,0.1173820903365587,0.0,0.0,0.095932886549207,0.0,0.1079186690315272,0.0,0.13990418823850878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599536517178127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438309400816949,0.14491842786940934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097890543374444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819554097036665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317584068445324,0.0,0.0,0.13479906140371267,0.0,0.0,0.2659777271996513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899084223657328,0.0,0.07370359755004845,0.0,0.3206948289799085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540523680966456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671694117297953,0.0,0.0,0.2830107490360659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675999666120173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416576120753692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370316714696724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382192949944225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346679077709778,0.0,0.12317745925849477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520980317429923,0.0,0.0,0.1418149776179651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037347733350956,0.14504413411321454,0.0,0.15145709498264814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124150518097696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380377276787112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060675801142066,0.0,0.0,0.12987891059867782,0.0,0.0,0.18744215664260014,0.0,0.13860120752765015,0.0,0.08225943650354173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28733315474535565,0.0,0.0,0.14685953253635975,0.1696906348148646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021254958944817,0.0,0.0,0.0908448800746739 socialanxiety,augenkleoten,2018/04/08,"All is new Recently I moved out of my parents house and to a different city. Now I live alone about 200 miles away from friends, family and my girlfriend. I am horrible at making friends, thus I have only a few people I actually talk to from college and I dont even know most of my colleagues names from my new workplace. During winter I could cope with being allone since I would meet most of my friends online thorough video games but now, as it is getting warmer it pains me to have moved. I almost regret my desicions but started to tell myself that I don't need any new friends. I have trouble getting out of bed in the morning, not because I'm depressed but because I know that I will always have time left in the evening since I almost never go out of my safe space, my tiny one room flat that is. I started to try improve my situation by forcing myself to go out saturday nights and at least walk around the block or start conversations with people from work. Nothing seems to work though yet, as it is, for example, still troubling for me to even say hello to people at college I have never exchanged a word with. Maybe you can help me improve my current way of life and give me some ideas, especially in the friend making department, as I am willing to learn and try out new things. Also sorry if this is the wrong sub.",6.8757963875205235,6.311768153256708,6.781097427476741,79.65043103448279,64.78544061302682,9.142966611932133,33.96852764094143,8.192908349453996,2.5020090859332242,1052,40,203,11,14,334,149,261,0.101,0.7709999999999999,0.129,0.8397,3,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,11,12,0,0,8,0,20,2,0,3,3,45,35,16,0,5,6,1,0,0,6,3,2,1,2,0,8,15,0,2,5,2,1,6,5,6,0,1,0,1,34,6,43,30,6,43,0,2,0,0,18,17,0,8,19,143,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.09682333500847692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870679469076347,0.10276085872012944,0.0,0.07934531939026214,0.08255807400415148,0.0,0.0,0.06747225513238796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832585763808319,0.0,0.0,0.0932194237021344,0.0,0.0,0.1209658424297931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921821904023793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545709416005387,0.0,0.0,0.10366263401866957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162838131855298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659944533029786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353474973330668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832813844659981,0.0,0.10367556146704564,0.09517981089221007,0.11277677603014212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650433798561664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448529052426602,0.0,0.11200606241442017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090562265299105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780162639295476,0.0,0.07008124412263034,0.0,0.0,0.08761210747608232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324587739090182,0.0,0.0996787221160834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090797956196186,0.0,0.07356955799291882,0.1530474664119427,0.3833049319502805,0.0,0.09311021744180656,0.0,0.09520321158687918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723329521391526,0.07546044528751937,0.10557590625951316,0.0,0.11017084794427852,0.0,0.0,0.20635767966530905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796669501265608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890285253705072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032516119130823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414980063617898,0.11152620198389904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110674366487193,0.21068294669912185,0.0,0.0792363426120956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974839438653734,0.08672169284143089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659166291690151,0.0,0.09748206660252906,0.0,0.057855339148651035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472624194087554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875534546066854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446508343429385,0.0,0.0,0.07048226063643052,0.10848029274626783,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,laughs_in_hidden,2018/04/08,"Always looking like a tomato I've always been afraid of other people's opinions about me. For years I've tried to tell my brain there is no need to freeze when another human being is talking to me or looking at me. My brain still continues doing that. Stubborn bastard. Even tho in almost every social situation I'm out of my comfort zone, I've learnt how to act and talk like normal people do in those situations. Still feeling anxious but I'm almost able to hide it. Almost. For some reason I'm blushing all the fucking time. I don't even need to be embarassed and my face turns as red as the flag of the Soviet Union. Then, in the next social situation, I'm thinking that no no no don't blush this time and of course that makes me blush. And it's not this cute little blushing that some might even find attractive but I'm looking like a tomato for real. If there is someone who has won the battle against excessive blushing, please tell me how you did it. I'm fed with this. 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Does anyone have this problem? I have mild social anxiety and I often say something but then my brain loads the information later and I am like ooops I said that wrong. It usually used to happen to me at uni , even though I know the right answer I say something because of the pressure of saying something and then I am like omg why did I say that! :(",1.0507845579078463,3.662972260273975,2.354346201743464,90.00320049813202,93.52054794520548,4.298381070983811,20.334993773349925,6.11248444174946,0.34281917808219164,297,10,55,3,11,95,51,73,0.185,0.7340000000000001,0.081,-0.8108,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,5,1,1,1,0,11,10,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,11,2,5,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,6,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730326193938908,0.0,0.0,0.12549800877258765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941057979787623,0.0,0.15272598833561432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003613041207982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706593425082468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185461882983642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587153666733046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863863000938594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753717080645038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174006344922574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532766732296267,0.17072851181628226,0.5709252576020648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295932721752894,0.0,0.4145221069426067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500483786943598,0.17634018352028658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550148473757853,0.19767409937948285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619546157298515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623542460593454,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,uwuisuwu,2018/04/08,"Gaining confidence I'm fluent in English although it's my second language. The thing is everyone in my school speaks English and I feel really conscious everytime I want to answer them. Idk what's wrong with me....I don't know why I'm too worried about my English skill. I write better in English than I do in my native language but when it comes to talking I just- Any advice for me?",0.7625877192982458,3.2790235921052653,2.5615789473684245,87.97771929824562,95.97368421052632,4.63859649122807,24.75438596491228,6.42735559955562,1.2251175438596502,307,14,55,4,12,101,53,76,0.069,0.8270000000000001,0.104,0.3468,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,9,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,11,1,10,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,36,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041377557468745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165222350255236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752643422588258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681036116385639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974008403001473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737106934814352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104803142094624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938675996665212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31498904165150404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501609729740141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677241485468453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357598537213973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280843501146467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160768648128316,0.0,0.0,0.3402894289053354,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,digital_drew,2018/04/08,"What am I afraid of? I've started seeing a therapist because of depression, and he diagnosed me with social anxiety and attributed part of my depression to me lacking connection. So here I am on the social anxiety sub reddit. In my last appointment he asked me what I'm afraid of, I think he meant like a core fear not just a list of all the little things that make me feel anxious or scared. But when he asked me I didn't know what to say, so he assigned me the task of figuring out what I'm afraid of before my next appointment. Does anyone have any ideas or tips for that kind of self reflection?",4.713750000000001,5.5011208750000025,5.600000000000001,81.63000000000002,69.41666666666666,10.0,29.166666666666664,10.125756701596842,2.7894166666666664,475,17,96,12,8,156,75,120,0.157,0.823,0.02,-0.9409,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,5,6,0,4,1,0,2,1,20,15,8,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,3,13,2,15,13,3,8,0,2,1,0,11,4,0,2,5,59,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841707916978672,0.0,0.2664240394361406,0.19672183456059206,0.0,0.12175852913510828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255835338986285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061504592646464,0.0,0.14817519323471476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29996268732726644,0.17674232638938056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238582124650646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594914204603645,0.08804737351511162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657607018470274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133374594871893,0.09569948259185712,0.14194243680417035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507306783065748,0.17452799675150665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623578525677444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851934655220756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857013343433573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384783318308997,0.17433849404962576,0.0,0.13876223856982653,0.0,0.18165972059143654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550153311822301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325292882752205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021829746501173,0.1156868801790778,0.11157802453884624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,_aiko,2018/04/08,"I feel as if I am in a TV show. So I’ve been diagnosed with SA for about 8 years now. Though the worst of it has passed, a lot of traits still remain that triggers anxiety and anger. One of the bigger problems is this: When I’m alone in a room, house, etc., I feel as if I am being watched by an invisible entity. It’s not paranoia, as I’ve experienced that curse in the past. It’s almost as if I’m being watched through a television, like I’m on some kind of TV show. When this feeling kicks in, it immediately feels as if someone or something takes control of my body. Without my doing, my body becoms stiff and I suck in my stomach. Sometimes it feels like I’m trying to present or show off myself to the invisible entity or the “viewers”. Ontop of that, I start talking to nothing- not myself, but as if I’m talking to the entity. I talk to the invisible being as if I’m in a normal conversation. Ex. “Did you see that?” I never talk to “myself”. If I do talk about myself, it’s to the entity. Sometimes I do full blown rants and discussions with the entity, but it never replies back, so I’m assuming it’s not schizophrenia and just my SA acting up. I sound rather crazy, but I’d like to hear your take on this. I’ve told my therapist about this, but they say it’s not a problem if it doesn’t impact my daily life. They never tell me what it is I’m experiencing. Maybe someone knows or is going through what I am? All comments are appreciated. Thanks in advance.",1.5981933783938589,3.6177973953488416,3.8253728949478765,86.12325581395348,80.0299003322259,6.67664108145263,23.66834688967809,7.753152298057669,1.1981283308511852,1140,40,240,19,29,392,145,301,0.069,0.858,0.073,0.4818,0,1,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,2,2,13,10,2,0,16,0,17,6,3,2,4,49,40,32,0,12,23,1,5,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,21,6,0,2,7,5,0,4,9,5,0,1,3,14,28,5,42,34,6,30,0,0,4,0,17,14,1,16,15,168,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513922182250245,0.11908807975349825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879619526930074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841510334169397,0.0,0.0,0.12699008302866288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25544117496935725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896361109906745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670568606059395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823683652871026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290695198536548,0.08214413257240756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534769106395738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959459906017248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326753549781842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973747126231238,0.06319184543786573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121614487506561,0.16852517927000998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775473751226443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551623601566545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660467581694998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265927569963262,0.11032963129595336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779156978858219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976462403512838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004708589200905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143937986448712,0.0,0.0,0.09162684786618516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948500489764135,0.0885198051040893,0.2274429585988697,0.0,0.08138581126347441,0.0,0.09182585671130003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290634786353765,0.4620963307042237,0.10050052132773467,0.10586122579553617,0.0,0.13350453877318294,0.0,0.0,0.1129705635655979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987152425676444,0.0,0.07806615108599338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083985208950807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404551145081255 socialanxiety,Calebelax,2018/04/08,"Difficulty thinking anxiety, need a little help? I used to be so social and outgoing, I'm not shy I just don't have the thoughts to know what to say, I think it's become some sort of defence mechanism, I've shut down my mind for so long and I've lost my social ability. I struggle to pay attention and comprehend what people say, and then I never know what to say back because my thoughts just aren't there. , I haven't felt myself in so long and I just want to be more social and fun again. I barely have a sense of humour? I cant remember conversations from earlier in the day and I feel I can't rely on my brain to remember things in general, if I try hard enough I can think of long term memories but short terms are struggling. I miss being confident. I could go to a party and know nobody yet I'd met people and make new friends so simply but now I'm just quiet and awkward background noise I guess? My brain shuts down. Please turn on. I'm not depressed or shy I don't think, Im just stressed and overwhelmed with myself because I don't want to be like this anymore and I'm struggling to figure out how to change that. I haven't been myself in so long, year to be exact. Before I came to Canada, that's why I miss home, I miss feeling myself because I had so much thoughts and was full of life and had heaps of friends, heck I was even quite popular. I never thought this could happen to me What I think the reasons are include the amount of weed use consumed. I don't react well to weed because I've always just seen it as a substance that will make my mind blank and relaxed, I never really socialized on weed I'd always just zone out constantly and idk put on something to watch? But the thing is, unlike others I never really sobered up after getting high, others would feel sober after a couple hours but I'd feel high (zoned out and mind blank) until I went to sleep. And since I did so much weed I always just had that blank mind. That factor also didn't really let me deal with all the big changes happening in my life, like how I moved to Canada, I couldn't have the thoughts with myself to learn how to deal with it. I can't even learn anymore because I just forget majority of the things I'm told. Another factor I think led me to all this was the person I travelled with, he was the only person who I would argue with at home. Weird how I chose to travel with him, there was originally going to be another person Ben coming with us but he bailed because of a girl. I was so upset because of this because he managed to balance us out really well. So before I came to Canada since I don't like confrontation and fighting I told myself something is going to have to change to make all this work smoothly. Wish I didn't do that. Because me being a bit of a softy just ended up doing whatever my travel partner wanted to do, in a way it sort of made him walk all over me, but I just lost the ability to have my own good ideas and thoughts it feels? I've usually always been one to just go with the flow but I've let this go too far. He loves the power. And he is so difficult to deal with because he always gets so fired up and touchy over such small things which shouldn't even be a problem. Since I've been in this situation for so long now its given me social anxiety. My mind has shut down because I've been behaving apprehensively and I know it's a defence mechanism also known as foggy brain or difficulty thinking anxiety. I wouldn't want to say anything to upset him simply because I didn't want to deal with the drama and I thought whatever I said would just aggravate him. So that and the mixture of weed and somewhere the big change of coming to another country, getting dropped in the deep end and having to learn how to be an adult and survive has created this.... I just want my mental clarity to come back because I'm going to work at a summer camp soon with kids and I need to be able to talk to everyone. Right now I struggle so bad to have thoughts. Even talking to people it's usually just automatic responses like ""oh really"" or ""yeah fair enough"" . Things that don't require thought, I can't think about what I want to say. I'm worried because in these kinda 'autopilot' things I say, I swear! I say fuck because thats what I used to say, but I won't realize I say it until afterwards. I can't say that around the kids?! I used to be good at not swearing at school or around the family, only around my friends. But now it just comes out and I can't control my words I just want to know how to get my thoughts back, I'm not touching weed anymore, I'm taking b vitamins, omega 3 and other memory improving vitamins, I'm trying excersizing, and memory training games, but I still just struggle to focus and pay attention and actually understand what people say, is it possible to forget all of these social skills? Surely not because I've learnt so much in school and that was only a year or 2 ago when I was completely fine and it would of never even crossed my mind that I would or even could go through this, even during all the weed times I thought I was just being quiet because I thought that's what getting high kinda was, but still subconsciously knew I could be social if I tried, it just turns out that's not the case anymore. I was so social and always knew what to say, even to shy and quieter people I could make conversation. I just want my thoughts back. I need a bit of guidance as I'm losing myself here. 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Now I feel embarrassed. I feel so embarrassed whenever I tell one of my parents something new and they don't really care, I just say to myself ""Why did I have to say that?"". Anybody else feel this way?",3.457115384615385,4.877285096153846,4.6838461538461535,84.63615384615386,73.03846153846153,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.141292307692308,406,16,84,8,8,134,72,104,0.111,0.7340000000000001,0.155,0.5849,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,5,9,1,2,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,15,17,4,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,3,0,2,6,8,17,6,12,9,1,8,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,3,5,51,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139916465149702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041523118274184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065592252509547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621201358619846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782052436827801,0.13359070700625975,0.0,0.0,0.17091188669400156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135729739914747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837428517946856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806028852139819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25342803780362605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152761177158765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979507804811973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787698598199306,0.29741506841144705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023506204907646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468586564411488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395944028610755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030111972845042,0.1634436359387593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484547445038255,0.2180789299446878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484295288751001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687357231983467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,msgmeyourcatsnudes,2018/04/08,"Have you ever felt that you don't really know yourself as you recover...? I've had anxiety all my life. I'm 24 now, and I'm only really now recovering from it. Like wow, there are people I can be comfortable with outside of family and I'm no longer terrified to pick up the phone. That said, I've sort of found myself in a weird place. I'm not sure how many people can relate to this, but as a SUPER depressed teen, I had people tell me quite often that I was ""just shy"" and I should simply accept who I was. Obviously this is AWFUL advice because social anxiety is fucking torture. I never believed it. Still, as I get more comfortable I'm acting differently in social environments than before. I don't think I'm being fake, but I also don't know how I'm going to be a new situation, if that makes sense. It's almost as though I don't know what my real personality is like with new people. Social anxiety sure as fuck wasn't me, but it was all I had, so who am I?",2.5531500000000023,3.9698526150000006,5.274000000000001,79.51450000000001,75.35,8.200000000000001,22.5,8.841846274778883,1.5748000000000006,753,20,152,16,16,271,113,200,0.194,0.695,0.111,-0.9439,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,0,2,12,15,3,0,4,1,23,3,0,4,7,34,42,17,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,13,5,0,0,7,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,10,2,20,9,17,28,3,13,0,1,0,2,12,4,2,4,9,102,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418157698010975,0.0,0.0,0.12725274674774364,0.0,0.0,0.10162621615130103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916486644334609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746708277289449,0.0,0.10813613091004576,0.14317618650120573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945423358945568,0.0,0.0,0.13277205678357182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495157215254186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198001692740236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201719233178085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933719005138676,0.0,0.2349677171304153,0.06639430718928176,0.0,0.07222276692412356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095203296516213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976070319067367,0.1241702095880906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482720903929128,0.12883966344948644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801230256877592,0.2454702442789565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665043360584212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35240642328670485,0.11096177582444704,0.13277205678357182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351657360624642,0.0,0.14464541084068766,0.1628220226772548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088264024373407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428437870872113,0.0,0.38862764565777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148663768972913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395437021335826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107394323239203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814280420684494,0.12485592909012815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anxieqy,2018/04/08,I promise you that you will not be punished with public embarrassment if you make a mistake. 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No matter what, I cannot seem to get over this. I hate making phone calls. It doesn't matter what it's for or who I'm calling. For close friends, it's certainly easier but even then I still freak a little. When I was 17 and got my first job, the idea that I would have to use the phone (or you know, interact and talk with people in general but that's a given) absolutely terrified me. So after a while of having my job, receiving phone calls became easier, because there was a system and idk, I guess I just got used to it. It's a breeze. But making calls or leaving voicemails is still SO hard for me. At work and in daily life. I will avoid making a call until the very last minute, I will look for options where I can do things online instead of calling somewhere (ordering food and other things), and when I do make the call I get fidgety and my heart races and I talk super fast. Do most people with social anxiety have this ""fear"" and if you do, please tell me how you cope (or don't cope). 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Honestly Life is kind of shit. no one to talk to, low self esteem, anxiety, drug use and whatnot. Why do i have to suffer like this. I just want to be able to talk to people without feeling like shit, saying something or doing something that makes me look like a fucking dumbass like sweating, shaking or looking anywhere but someones face and it pisses me off. Even writing this post is hard, ultimately i just want a friend who understands and not one who reads this post and feels sorry for me, but somebody who i can chill with and talk. But the problem is I don't know how to talk to them and I'm an asshole who wants love but rejects it and starting a conversation Is so fucking hard i just dont do it. 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I've suffered with social anxiety since I was about 18 (now 22) and I never even thought I would get to a position where I would actually go on a date with someone but here I am! I'm super proud of myself to get to this point but absolutely terrified! A bit of background on my situation - I've been going to a counsellor on and off for the past year to work through trauma that has caused my anxiety (so slowing I feel that I am coping with my anxiety better) and I made a dating profile for myself and didn't delete it which was a massive step! I started talking to someone and we hit it off really well, sending long paragraphs back and forth and even sending pics (nothing NSFW, just what we were up to and if we were somewhere interesting) to each other. I started talking to them just as I was leaving uni for a holiday and I said that we could meet up when I got back which is in a few days and I'M FREAKING OUT! I am excited to meet this person but also so scared and I just don't know what to do. I have NEVER DATED BEFORE but I really want to as I am tired of feeling lonely and I want to make new experiences. I've already opened up to the person about my social anxiety so I know they will be understanding but it doesn't take away the feelings or make it any easier. What are other people's experience with dating and coping with social anxiety? Any tips would be really helpful! Thanks :D",3.2169372310431785,4.693677730375431,5.084745511203443,81.29727407627244,73.74402730375427,7.962546371865263,26.73230449621605,8.587818076936951,1.9568256121086216,1137,41,224,21,23,390,152,293,0.121,0.733,0.146,0.8721,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,4,0,2,5,20,12,0,1,11,0,25,1,0,4,3,55,51,27,0,7,10,0,3,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,16,25,0,0,7,1,0,6,5,5,1,1,11,4,33,7,44,32,3,42,0,2,0,0,20,15,0,2,21,171,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.10009539836191846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319066503264524,0.08202672787326122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950484674509686,0.0,0.3923361926688131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636969589734427,0.15774295116237208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728114968110147,0.0,0.0,0.09071652838257163,0.11198197143843182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536961722762543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189533227356928,0.0,0.0,0.06615040324602893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549557240063734,0.09278217456725993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006700407781296,0.0,0.0,0.1555903350426651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724762329288574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717919006333493,0.0,0.1748819588024152,0.0,0.08203613505474887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750359255613662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274169018659926,0.0,0.0,0.10860885373585732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077292201149917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705603138972764,0.13693510701520126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582195771034382,0.09906460011497313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842052422887916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979165045004496,0.07111045475876891,0.17912368942940735,0.0,0.0,0.09696361917437614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971305965879479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975693852569672,0.0,0.10269238637144734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484855269790761,0.11529513638827675,0.0,0.3136774677012117,0.17381771099043605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520186671987104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712131908418003,0.16488684890155814,0.0,0.09443444354817268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143064758914174,0.0,0.11789133383037495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678098677366853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099915267420595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922244750429447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467357984765463,0.0,0.0,0.2185924484599012,0.0,0.0,0.06605295393615382 socialanxiety,RedHibachi,2018/04/09,"I wish we could all talk more about actual scientific solutions for improving social anxiety more often I don't see a problem with occasional memes and personal posts, but there seems to be a lack of people putting forward solid solutions or even success stories. I feel like most people here seem like they've given up all hope on actually improving their symptoms and living a fulfilling life and I understand why. I've felt the same way before. There are always times where I lose hope and come to the conclusion that it's sometime permanent. Recently I've been trying to find actual scientific research on social anxiety and what solutions tend to work best and it's hard to find. I think the most common solution I see mentioned is CBT followed by medication (anti-depressants for long term and benzos for short term use), exercise, exposure therapy, meditation, and I've even seen psychedelics brought up from time to time. What has worked for you guys? Even if it didn't completely eliminated your anxiety. I'm really curious to see what has worked and what hasn't. Personally for me working out has done wonders for my social anxiety and confidence. TL;DR: I just want to know what solution you think has had the biggest impact on improving your anxiety so far? I don't see anything wrong with the memes and personal posts that I see here, but I wish we talked more about solutions. 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Since yesterday, I've been casually chatting via messages with this guy I used to study with. He's given me positive feedbacks about our conversations so far more than once, and he was the one to start messaging anyway. Still I cried twice while texting him because I was so nervous, and my brain just keeps telling me that it must be a prank, and that this guy definitely hates me/is just being polite and wants to get rid of me as fast as possible, because that's usually what happens in most interactions I have. Is it normal to be this paranoid?? I just hope I don't fuck up this time. I want to get better, but everytime I try to step out of my comfort zone it just seems like I'm doing everything terribly wrong. My chest and my head hurt and I couldn't eat today. I feel pathetic. Anyone else has this feeling even while messaging on the phone???",5.50090909090909,5.890172584269661,6.100684371807969,80.14528600612873,67.53932584269663,9.843513789581207,31.35035750766088,9.800150414767053,2.8015550561797755,712,27,143,15,11,232,116,178,0.141,0.74,0.119,-0.8818,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,1,10,12,2,1,3,0,14,5,3,1,1,28,32,13,0,6,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,13,10,1,1,4,2,0,1,2,6,0,2,4,3,20,6,20,23,2,16,0,1,0,1,14,6,1,3,11,92,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794515663851882,0.15817919264185168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882156105854108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653538954623926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233765355440162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957772164606805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509781582274727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579679216847513,0.12896357065094946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196565658626916,0.0,0.0,0.14751543642938944,0.13874559560503294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23417548470430055,0.11028815380966454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272059423359126,0.24196945243816126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057183124515837,0.1365165494182092,0.0,0.0,0.1524169770516291,0.15843705526965246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333285430660726,0.0,0.0,0.16526556084193425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721885655511673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084324191383047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125832043444173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440824683792635,0.10461098320131697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403875636365482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140540544531938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277036324206283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927001831370513,0.0,0.12328700652786324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493376345990932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001944486774739,0.0,0.14633292961578664,0.0,0.0,0.10481298430793333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333360540880726,0.17002629627026586,0.0,0.1821130806005526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393027390177091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878884258234347,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,KarmaChameleonian,2018/04/09,"I think my name contributed to my social anxiety As stupid as it sounds. Basically I have a really weird, or ""unique"" name. In me and my mom's native tongue it doesn't sounds as bad despite not being a common name. In English? Different story. English speakers can't pronounce it right and I started pronouncing it phonetically to get by. Despite this people still butcher it even though it's just 2 phonetic syllables. So every single time I meet someone new I have to repeat myself a thousand times and correct them while they keep rhyming different words to try and get my name right. Then afterwords they just give me a weird look or something. It's annoying and it makes me not want to meet new people because of course, the first thing I have to do is introduce myself and it gets it off to an awkward start. God I hate my name.",4.81260416666667,6.418280718750005,5.466249999999999,79.62041666666667,69.9375,8.583333333333334,30.208333333333336,9.075114841892004,2.6422708333333333,665,27,121,13,12,215,98,160,0.117,0.851,0.032,-0.8849,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,1,6,7,3,1,6,0,8,0,0,1,1,23,20,15,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,0,4,20,0,15,19,1,17,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,2,12,82,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321459475979713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442310343556715,0.105300956003625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609539435185655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140934174872712,0.0,0.14554125310222782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469329120171392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707492177313273,0.16570835002469225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054540104085478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353962120396075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505844603577608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153055709241465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231149079273464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333667545850348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395129127470668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066193557735167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950387476961022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608710328907168,0.14636239631561854,0.13298401375299984,0.0,0.0,0.2445331150838909,0.0,0.13795072162006367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147610586362383,0.11068508543749236,0.1697165844550373,0.0,0.20145265472946214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727940541052904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018867745792062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,going_88mph,2018/04/09,How do you manage fear of downvotes due to social anxiety? I was wondering if I was the only one who felt this and I kinda wanted to put this out there and ask for somethings that you all do to mitigate this anxiousness of disapproval. ,5.486231884057971,6.300286173913044,6.5508695652173925,75.40644927536233,67.69565217391305,10.481159420289854,30.55072463768116,10.504223727775694,3.3487333333333336,188,7,34,5,3,63,35,46,0.152,0.848,0.0,-0.7311,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,8,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,5,0,7,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24038552219625406,0.354991096361541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29376316033780103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35359674700776883,0.0,0.0,0.3017106204059552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293076324643487,0.2389865045118565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31588850896581705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203184891068052,0.0,0.24191004091191254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853413287150283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34076964364643264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,runningtheclock,2018/04/09,"Every time I think I’ve got my “script” memorized for a job interview, I end up word vomiting information they didn’t ask for 2 women vs Me Me: the drive is no problem, I’ve been doing it for about 7 months now and I’ve only been late maybe 2....no no, 3. I’m going with 3, times because of emergency dog surgery and i was really sick and had to get a bunch of tests done. Women: 🦗 Me: but my ending point being that, I’m very punctual I could have stopped at the first sentence but noooooo, just overcompensating my quietness with blah blah information! 3 times at least, just in this interview. I’ve fucked myself out of a job before and I hope I didn’t just do it again Does this happen to anyone else or am I just the damn bar...",1.599097744360904,3.4461265789473683,3.549548872180452,88.9518421052632,79.26315789473685,6.974436090225563,21.383458646616546,7.957251820313856,0.8679458646616545,568,16,126,10,14,192,98,152,0.168,0.7959999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9463,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,2,0,6,0,14,4,0,0,0,24,24,7,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,7,1,1,4,1,0,2,4,3,0,1,8,1,15,1,16,14,2,19,0,0,0,1,8,6,2,2,11,74,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853447818496944,0.18835009016685372,0.0,0.0,0.17185124497045084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205780808616904,0.0,0.15642124849625338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676903509006986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086620096217968,0.1881164523390938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356191768751584,0.0,0.3256281779216325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488020648348674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636116405051187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994293840801575,0.09604079909452744,0.0,0.1044717919630674,0.0,0.14702137533655296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255554199474542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257936743665784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36483522592241374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736222618497485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846765812364169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467270918506559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980693931898022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737737234831044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589537598879798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776278592327295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368564900780127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778742124172888,0.0,0.0,0.32156891701932244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516745982723954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FretlessFreddy,2018/04/09,"wierd anxiety when people find me humorous Sometimes when I get the impression that others think I'm cool or funny, i react with a joy accompanied by extreme anxiety. Its like my joy turns into this whipering-laugh-paralyzation. and my thoughts go: oh! im so funny in this and that way! its like a wakeup from depression but at the same time the idea that i make people laugh ""not on my conditions or intent"" is so foreign! i have always felt like a funny person but socialy my identity is so gone.. can anybody relate to this ? ",3.0662376237623765,5.545978841584161,4.705435643564357,79.31617326732675,77.4158415841584,7.604356435643562,25.941584158415843,8.548686976883017,2.2291655445544563,417,16,73,9,10,140,69,101,0.046,0.682,0.272,0.9717,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,6,1,4,0,0,3,0,18,13,11,0,0,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,2,9,9,8,10,1,10,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,6,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960130371627928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604206744450456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289601926247214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22618405696905575,0.0,0.21530663105362166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230755557699392,0.0,0.13387980919942855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659297559847608,0.254455928007785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452626784301582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724474490199927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32662903070332383,0.2056905600337052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23298466560331896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509436871486815,0.0,0.18701619601374764,0.13736270957629484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562324176941803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698443056913303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hiding_in_my_bed,2018/04/09,"could i maybe have a bit of social anxiety? Sometimes if in class or at the dinner table i always seems to kinda to these weird movements like looking up and down all the time or adjusting my hair even though there is no need to. Sometimes when im in class it kinda just feels weird to sit here while everyone walks in so i just pretend to look for something in my bag or drink something even though i have no thirst at all. I also sometimes stretch out some of my work because if im done with it early its just weird sitting there while everyones still working and giving the teacher my done work also kinda seems weird. If i get into eye contact with people in kinda burns idk how to explain this. This is rare but sometimes someone surprisingly says something to me from behind and i just cant get a word out its like im mute all of the sudden. I dont really get invited into anything and if i do i usually come up with some excuse. Friends havent visited me for years and the last time i went outside except for school and the doctor (and one 4 day holiday) easily was like 1+ year ago. Online its easier but it still manages to stress me out alot. Like my friends ask me to get a mic so we can voice chat for about 3 years now and i never do it idk. I also generally zone out alot and i feel like i cant really focus on anything. There are times where i do simple things like walking or drinking and im thinking about how it looks for the others and i end up actually forgetting how to do it and i just stop walking or walk weirdly. After primary school i never really got bullied but people constantly do that passive aggressive picking like in break going up to me or sitting next to me and pretending to be a friend while talking to me as if i was 5 years old. People seem to know im shy and quiet and stuff so they try to get the attention to me sometimes which i hate. idk about this (sorry for the weird sentence structuring and grammar im not fully english) ",3.182308291770572,4.7416755561097315,4.569506701995014,84.62101815773069,73.98753117206982,7.306764339152122,26.496337281795512,7.972316293177498,1.6215716334164592,1562,56,309,23,32,519,196,401,0.083,0.7809999999999999,0.136,0.9834,0,0,5,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,3,30,20,2,1,15,0,21,7,3,4,5,81,45,46,0,7,21,0,3,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,18,27,4,1,10,6,0,9,9,9,0,1,6,10,36,11,57,37,8,63,0,0,4,0,15,22,0,22,35,218,54,9,0.0,0.0,0.06918067684844058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284176325439217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007768529229408,0.058988088340592784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423242987221071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667667597747687,0.0,0.0662747483563178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04321529956648485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739605122427701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061067455446232426,0.0,0.07660941170896769,0.0,0.056601748033693264,0.0,0.0,0.04571968087694467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256129229806065,0.0,0.14509491092252966,0.08308526970268341,0.13889496695216186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278955253769977,0.0,0.0,0.09364741598560054,0.0,0.0,0.13548129735145267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169057296325786,0.05064548674464359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643136890406244,0.0,0.18519155310815266,0.06800637200994147,0.04028973851121302,0.0,0.05669906351336125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699914879729403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594552171847042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038960564440460255,0.05778670172680105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424408425330609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859507941795996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122086285061903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256575614695705,0.1093530533253187,0.0,0.07539478534274656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438956325153548,0.0,0.04803846995398848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744342312594272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624630425247994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056376417351333426,0.0,0.1434936228538134,0.0,0.1936131136294403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226579137771387,0.060066831699327514,0.16372911158636366,0.3505715802260119,0.0793581469023659,0.0,0.0,0.11322939480280846,0.059269152898605786,0.08120691171170623,0.0,0.0811547442337471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698056053072345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709770657126077,0.0454249354066504,0.13930268664175424,0.0,0.12401364365055215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813123099870774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807787361149937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571788980493942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483135731808706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826093161493626 socialanxiety,MotherOfMusMus,2018/04/09,"I think they like me... actually I think they hate me and everyone knows and hates me First off y'all are my people. I can't be the only one this happens to. I flirt with someone and totally think they're into me and then the next time I see them I think I'm invisible and they hate me and everyone hates me but no one knows how to tell me they all hate me and think I'm weird and I'm flat on my back with anxiety nausea.",1.0447580645161274,2.454816849462368,3.2813844086021504,92.24207661290323,79.43010752688173,7.230645161290322,20.227150537634405,8.07648339933343,0.5847215053763429,329,8,81,6,8,113,50,93,0.218,0.764,0.019,-0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,5,1,2,8,5,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,22,20,11,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,0,1,22,2,7,19,2,8,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,6,53,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.13821425442699053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834954501779516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890772574374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706745200434467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047372208212286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524638907687702,0.0,0.0,0.6991707632182323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556765736186727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919516881605679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062925832107704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919495908676866,0.1077189624095274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981911121519324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286388005009705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000594294996715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379427043775615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537664175633106,0.0,0.0,0.08258786545982323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mytvisleaking,2018/04/09,"I finally find a volunteering thing I can do and I get waitlisted. I’m not as anxious as many of you here but I still always had a fear of signing up for something alone but I finally did it. This is mainly to help build relationships or find a girlfriend and have a less boring life and finally spruce up my social media. It’s planting trees at a park and 1 of the 3 locations is on the way to my school anyway so I’m not anxious about the direction and not getting lost. Since it’s a good cause chances are the people will be more my kind (not into drinking, smoking (unless they’re hippies)) Either way it’s kind of exciting. Might motivate me to do more.",2.00145809414466,4.146120477611942,3.928507462686568,85.25627439724455,79.29850746268656,7.108151549942595,25.97933409873709,8.139509932561175,1.7871774971297358,520,21,104,10,13,176,88,134,0.065,0.708,0.228,0.9736,0,1,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,5,7,0,1,10,0,12,2,0,2,0,21,17,12,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,10,4,17,11,5,11,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,4,76,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740935407013096,0.0,0.0,0.12646267522598986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34339680856634985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612920186856022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888623780089866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102399987836095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994723868886378,0.2778208322370165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881049814727802,0.0,0.0,0.12747677890232134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187152010561168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31653542568500104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735063434822673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659082430563438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540876921511404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123076653426666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053664124262013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317369505471407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381569342597984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572254850095105,0.0,0.0,0.15492831793736891,0.0,0.11700453456542755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213744383298576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097126619225616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24127529125261166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nugsnhugs1990,2018/04/09,"Go figure. Social anxiety lessens by making friends and having successful social interactions, but successful social interactions and making friends is impeded by social anxiety.",13.268400000000007,17.346513640000005,12.413,28.331500000000034,52.6,16.2,52.5,13.816669648895859,10.513000000000002,151,10,10,7,2,49,15,25,0.094,0.525,0.381,0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158844442886022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31902275983767714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733663501834928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756288547384347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8418446086304661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,theuniverseishostile,2018/04/09,37 M from the states. I've dealt with SA all my life and came here in the hopes that I might meet some new friends! Just found this subreddit and wanted to reach out to see if any people want to chat about their life or how things have been for them growing up. PM me if you're interested!,3.7223770491803294,4.139803491803279,3.7050409836065583,95.6611680327869,71.45901639344262,7.411475409836067,21.807377049180328,7.1686216300943375,0.15775081967213112,227,4,56,2,4,69,54,61,0.0,0.7929999999999999,0.207,0.8829,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,17,9,6,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,3,10,5,2,7,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,6,1,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000228220741638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33641365536652645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32250535439392675,0.22724903449264094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921437892793136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41551444208800703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120322129936914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840787448604096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039171279233856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343886097398924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541113843212235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469785107997035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stevereo81,2018/04/09,"Dating someone new Been dating someone for about 2 months now, noticing the discomfort and uneasiness that social anxiety causes. Like it takes a good portion of the date before I can just relax and be myself, feel like so much time is wasted before this happens. Guess I'm just hoping I can really get past this and find that space where I just BE with this person, cause that part is pretty great. Always glad I stick it out after date is over cause there are definitely parts where I want to bolt. 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Hi, I have major social anxiety. Usually when I go in stores, I prefer to use the automated check out instead of going to the cashier. At work, I hate attending meetings. I'm super conscious of my voice because I sound like Kermit the Frog when I talk. I have to try extra hard to not sound like Kermit the Frog, but then I can't really focus that well on the content that I am speaking. Last week I had a really bad fight with my dad. Usually when I fight with my dad I am very scared and can barely speak. He is very intimidating. But last week I instead became angry instead of scared. I noticed that I was no longer fearful of speaking to him. My ""Kermit the Frog"" voice automatically changed to something more normal/masculine sounding. Even after the fight was over, I felt so confident in myself. It felt as if I could do anything. I'm wondering how I can feel this way all the time? Like that feeling that you get when you are angry. The feeling that you can do anything you want and nothing will stop you.",3.4754816709292413,5.26032168599034,4.778147200909352,82.49327365728905,73.68599033816426,7.189428815004263,27.152315998863315,7.928766900206844,1.7290701335606706,827,31,158,12,17,274,116,207,0.215,0.67,0.115,-0.9828,0,0,1,0,3,0,25.0,0,5,0,2,12,14,4,3,11,0,18,0,0,3,2,25,32,14,0,4,4,2,6,3,0,1,0,8,0,0,8,5,0,1,8,0,2,3,3,8,1,0,5,14,30,6,20,25,5,25,0,0,0,0,19,6,0,2,18,111,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692098645522202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300318337427207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669918564345112,0.08520035835558508,0.15436111331956107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785441980144062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159217370699953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231445207006707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727616477069756,0.21201041882596927,0.0,0.26839550787492866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302222521895338,0.0,0.15886504055940218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520332697833605,0.13799047830180744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22785669634136155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484854938338606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694149029610073,0.13410972189959178,0.15912508142653314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907599181128908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798612887989303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247434089306235,0.0,0.10759907656422027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685104851869307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123390147753321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299793492894074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948922758912372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071337681650415,0.3078660973347002,0.23064399254196205,0.08243790023657757,0.11094013848680036,0.22422450411666728,0.0,0.12566686468345395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515708022670545,0.10175167329252473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,187BLUNT,2018/04/09,"Social anxiety sux I've had this condition all my life and it blows. My hands, armpits, chest, nose, face basically any part of my body that can persperate will. Talking to women triggers it. Meeting new people triggers it. Any type of physical interaction will trigger it. Marijuana helped at first and so did Xanax. But as most know they become a crutch after a while. Alcohol can help overcome it as well. In most cases better than the weed and pills but there's a negative effect to being drunk 24/7. Hasn't kept me from getting laid thank God. Most women are disgusted with the sweat but there are some that are cool and can move past it. It's my luck that I have met these kind more often than not. Always coming forward with this info to them is a good thing. I looked into surgical procedures to fix this but it's pricey. Now I'm with my girlfriend of going on 10 years and it's time to tie the knot. ( To be honest it's been time for a long time) I'm dreading the moment when I gotta shake all those hands. I know my body is gonna freak out and my girlfriend already said she wants me to be sober for most of the event. Gloves maybe? But that will look weird since I'm not in the service. I don't know how but I gotta find a way to get through it. 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Yesterday, there was an autograph session of my favorite author in my city. I could go, but I couldn't because I didn't have enough confidence. I knew there would be so many people, so many flashing lights. I knew I would feel super panicked if I had gone to there. I knew I couldn't take a photo with author because I knew I would do something embarrassing. Social anxiety won this time...",3.9485357142857183,6.158686925000005,4.502142857142862,83.14000000000003,73.5,7.571428571428572,27.67857142857143,8.418075326091056,2.101357142857144,334,13,61,6,7,106,49,80,0.158,0.6920000000000001,0.15,0.102,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,2,0,14,0,0,0,0,14,23,4,0,7,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,10,2,13,2,4,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445322626578585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27802731506517986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820747766609038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712613384808973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530602423451065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960280196273413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624021509597333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809716877645266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23246239351986625,0.0,0.17555960407930524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146089475698012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329744354487554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859882746448256,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kayleehirtle,2018/04/09,"hanging with my bf my boyfriend of 2 months always wants to hang out (understandable) but for some reason i HAVE to bring a friend with me if i do hang with him. it makes me feel less uncomfortable. for example, i went to his friends house to hang with him and i brought my friend because i jut couldn’t go alone. and sometimes he says “do you wanna just go on a walk around your neighborhood, just me and you?” and i get so nervous and i end up bailing last second. please help. i like him a lot but i get so nervous to hang out with him because i don’t know what to say. he’s shy but he doesn’t have social anxiety like i do. 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I don’t see why it matters; this is not the last degree I’ll get. I will be transferring and getting a bachelors degree in the future. My mom is yelling at me to go but I keep telling her that I’ll walk when I get my bachelors. 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It's not that I don't like people or I don't want to be around people, but I just felt really nervous whenever I had to go to a public event or places such as church or the gym. Whenever one of my friends invited me to hang out with them I would get very nervous because when you stay at home all the time and then finally go out, it feels very awkward. Almost like you're out of place. But once you're actually out among other people, that nervousness starts to subside and you start feeling better and more comfortable. Even though I've been getting out of the house more often, social anxiety is still hard to live with sometimes. Especially if you want to be more outgoing and meet new people. I feel like the only people who truly understand social anxiety are those who live with it on a daily basis. It's hard to not let social anxiety or shyness control your life because it's so much easier to stay at home and isolate yourself. Sometimes you have to make yourself do the things that make you the most uncomfortable. Social anxiety is a daily battle and you have to determine whether getting out of your comfort zone and going to that party or event will benefit you more than staying at home. Yes it's easier to just stay at home and watch Netflix, but you're missing out on so much by not getting out there.",8.747689599133263,6.881845193661974,8.718732394366196,71.46397074756233,61.85211267605635,11.977898158179851,36.98699891657638,10.727762888450028,3.844507908992416,1161,43,214,23,13,380,141,284,0.14,0.705,0.155,0.9319,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,9,1,2,13,14,1,4,11,1,17,1,0,4,1,53,37,26,0,5,15,0,6,3,1,3,1,0,4,0,16,21,0,1,5,2,0,4,5,6,0,1,3,7,20,8,43,27,8,42,1,1,1,0,21,20,0,9,16,151,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.07247488945347139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436870965870926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408890637244647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611429742264803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054621034255576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568404216103234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329791706557144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789673892124178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04905333707581843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265645091369016,0.05305709947268364,0.07130896096004305,0.08135700280780166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057379300075368574,0.0,0.1552079332052107,0.0,0.12662470841850051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305914433897514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979875806124574,0.0,0.0,0.1713906833320357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594409821520202,0.05245770991161063,0.1088508323135452,0.0,0.1311600721780303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914898092859513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919110311260992,0.0,0.0,0.07172853157669792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909303406840587,0.05032594299498677,0.05648418772028335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574405233392128,0.0,0.15518858011451436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04757800534762618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390174067305838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542414570046662,0.0,0.0,0.14690597247593545,0.0,0.10513459570748887,0.3957992213695425,0.059310549166750375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049340382788421636,0.0,0.07296796789839646,0.0,0.08661257761312345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731564426340816,0.0,0.06414373729961481,0.0,0.122557814697163,0.08761042323163504,0.0,0.059573338380131735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551576327357112,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,d7008_Pull,2018/04/09,"Hey all, new here I thought I could do it. I thought I could be hyper confident and everybody claps when I walk into a room and I can talk to anyone I want whenever I want. But it didn't happen. I've changed and improved but I still get a little anxiety. I still panic a little. So I guess I'm stuck here huh? Oh well.",-1.5697233201581007,0.3601150579710186,1.3925955204216078,96.250790513834,101.31884057971016,4.8279314888010525,17.866930171277996,6.574015621080383,0.09800289855072553,245,8,57,4,11,85,45,69,0.139,0.7140000000000001,0.14800000000000002,-0.3528,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,1,6,0,0,0,1,14,15,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,0,11,1,2,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592301754581865,0.0,0.0,0.15165705473720967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294446797048149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463437966636571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331795897069533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23893276358281626,0.0,0.1917983025119304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43476875327802894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947719953179814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25447791832084954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464230333185876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743308674715005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34437859726354403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558589407164239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501340274795406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bananacreampie123,2018/04/09,"What is the difference between social anxiety and avoidant personality disorder? I'm a little confused about the difference because don't you also avoid things when you have social anxiety? So I guess APD is more than just avoiding things, but google didn't really help in terms of establishing the difference between these two. If anyone with APD wants to explain that would be much appreciated. 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Sometimes I want to strike up a conversation with a friend, romantic interest, or family member, but I just feel like it's not compelling enough of a prospect. I don't really enjoy just ""chit-chatting"" with people, especially online via text. I feel like once a topic has been exhausted, it's a monumental effort to try to think of something else to talk about. It just feels like such a chore. Calling them up on the phone or even hanging out in person feels different (if still not particularly appealing).",6.578466579292267,7.544694238532113,7.046159895150722,72.27954128440369,65.3302752293578,10.632241153342072,32.08519003931848,10.608840637214634,3.5106529488859763,468,18,83,12,7,153,76,109,0.091,0.7,0.209,0.8829,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,8,8,0,0,8,0,5,1,0,2,0,23,13,4,0,3,10,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,4,8,7,16,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,4,55,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624451923411249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079461694304976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605476630446333,0.0,0.0,0.19858065150602205,0.0,0.12693776849622782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117689581552449,0.0,0.3887022939563535,0.41189551280895054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296966556961658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816787312855408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828638312922494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467299161974606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323833810805213,0.1678103647088129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311997895259393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795502074745684,0.19007795836642752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348086813903036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544727128946394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231457349659729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048242695541892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113356932320881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210056828993158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,helpilostmyaccount,2018/04/09,"Going to Prom Is it worth it? People put it up as the quintessential high school experience. I’ve never been to a school dance except for one in middle school which I hated. My closest friend already has a date. I have two friends who might go in a group but I honestly hate the rest of my high school class and I already have to go to graduation with them. Is prom a meme or is it really all it’s cracked up to be.",0.9981609195402292,3.1034035287356336,2.9639080459770137,91.03022988505751,82.67816091954023,6.16551724137931,20.011494252873558,7.3871296695380915,0.4512666666666663,325,9,73,5,9,109,58,87,0.087,0.805,0.109,-0.0129,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,2,8,14,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,2,0,2,1,0,7,3,14,11,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,2,51,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450622217905603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152935867321155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415842403433105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665641960758977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087175612299761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303751402392786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585783369117926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058326274151973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059437348663627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839026126633793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717037750187793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015890977982103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6329198390039922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272680362592705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,danny0094,2018/04/09,"First time applying for a job I graduated university almost a year and a half ago, in all this time i haven't found or applied for a job besides sending via email my resumme with no results. I'm just going straight to work places and ask for a job, I'm really scared! I don't know how I'm even gonna start, the worst thing is that I graduated with a license in psychology, I am so ashamed and feel so useless because of my own condition, how can I help anyone if I can't help myself, anyway I have no choise now, I need money to survive, my dad won't help me anymore and my mom can't do it alone. I' m sorry about this rant (and possible grammar mistakes) I've never done this, post here or anywhere. I would really appreciate your advice or any imput you can give me.",7.719946428571433,5.027691887500005,8.664285714285715,73.65500000000003,64.5,11.642857142857144,37.23214285714286,9.957137785484203,3.424964285714286,602,23,127,10,7,208,104,160,0.14800000000000002,0.758,0.094,-0.8611,3,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,3,10,5,0,2,7,0,13,0,0,3,2,24,25,13,0,4,5,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,8,5,0,2,2,1,20,0,11,20,3,15,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,5,8,83,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737025936162954,0.1427557224095543,0.0,0.16126222783738464,0.16679293767966058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951539122549253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971229950603308,0.11260565660594425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055433025992165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817088173966314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480384822149266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636799342098403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142864715535683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136983880077996,0.0,0.17657635110093306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448800705084528,0.09152497366404276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238330441926089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479433737329812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850552935102697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861269822189247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941202958271295,0.1242070027694147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825662485631318,0.0,0.0,0.18155282780161444,0.1542355632072991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063377238526196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612330629615744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802754888380535,0.11398771878911372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069904276586896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187812015143589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724189520334903,0.0,0.0,0.11440098352886692,0.0,0.0,0.10370700747243494 socialanxiety,blurrydarkness,2018/04/09,"I instantly start panicking when any of my teachers say ""Get with a partner"" or ""Get in a group"". I have friends in my classes, I'm a relatively chill person and everyone knows me, but I'm also technically the ""new kid"". Everyone in my classes has gone to school with each other since elementary, so they know each other pretty well. However, all of my friends from MY elementary school have gone to different middle schools, and now I'm basically alone. I have a few friends in my classes now, but every time one of my teachers tells us to partner up/get in a group, I'm always left out. All the typical friends get into their own groups, and my friends just have better friends to group up with. There I am, sitting in the middle of the classroom with no group. I start to sweat a lot, and I feel extremely embarrassed, literally the worst feeling ever. I know I just can't sit there and do nothing, but it's not like I can do anything. My teacher then gets mad at me for not being in a group, and all the kids in my class just stare. I'm extremely introverted and shy, so it kills me everytime this happens. I'm left with people I barely even know/dislike, which basically screws me over for the whole project/task. The people I'm stuck with usually are the kids on the dumber side and don't do anything for the project, which leaves me to do the whole project. Does this happen to anyone else? P.S. - This part should belong in the [depression](https://www.reddit.com/r/depression/) subreddit or [SuicideWatch](https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/), but does anyone feel like killing themselves because of their social anxiety? I feel like I constantly live in fear of judgement of others (family and friends) and I just want it all to stop. Edit: grammatical errors",7.933700305810397,7.888061957186547,7.517018348623857,73.52610856269115,62.455657492354746,10.814067278287464,36.20948012232416,10.380263240014207,3.678674617737003,1408,59,254,29,18,444,161,327,0.177,0.721,0.102,-0.9801,2,1,0,0,0,2,72.0,1,0,3,1,15,19,4,2,20,0,16,2,1,0,5,48,42,21,2,2,12,0,4,3,9,1,0,1,0,6,11,20,0,1,7,0,0,2,5,7,1,1,3,6,32,12,41,37,13,37,0,0,1,1,26,21,1,3,15,169,43,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423334103035602,0.0,0.07276091922926345,0.07570706628319207,0.0,0.0,0.061873130559311214,0.0,0.0696035128198691,0.0,0.0,0.1272380879971644,0.0932252018498739,0.1497463147292865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554638002478958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046911251417999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832279657342227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836551385172638,0.0,0.0,0.09506028331459207,0.0,0.0,0.15924371517142755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600655120573824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060094938899661526,0.08230142155657608,0.07665904751721835,0.1738807248591743,0.0,0.0,0.08577285242246745,0.10238376874180476,0.18401962538170424,0.129999846741354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920651715832242,0.0,0.23768034497564974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091601762283286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132352899392253,0.0,0.2000125867781162,0.0,0.0,0.09634030564363916,0.19771161023831385,0.0,0.0,0.1333524793012395,0.0,0.08034169532065846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773524565715869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787417899421647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730285846564427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061654000515338425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852822386237553,0.0,0.12615551514022053,0.07944486289126558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256476969055018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235517009099618,0.0,0.27624597242117993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752639883320864,0.0,0.0,0.09274806510512074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287997408925873,0.0,0.0,0.07606779289295243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952517094580823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305426572261397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094441247445119,0.0,0.10020746423627998,0.0,0.05366549296066165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180672024280923,0.0,0.0,0.20316369783107896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DearCrush,2018/04/09,"Basic intimacy with girl friends (platonic)? A little background: I've had minimum social life with girls so far, or at least until I started college last autumn; as a dude raised in a conservative family with no sister and an extraordinary mother, I had no experience with peer girls. I mean, not even a small communication. Things got worse; I was bullied and harassed about my appearance. I've overcame such hardship somehow, and there have been a few girls who approached to me despite almost non-existing communication between us beforehand (not saying they were interested in me, but more like mildly interested?) As a college started, I've made several efforts, and not I made decent chunk of girl friends. We talked to each other here and there, and even though we really didn't hang out outside our dorm because we don't have mutual friends, I seldom have conversation with them an hour or more. Or we share our deep secret or something like that with each other. Of course, it's platonic friendship so far; I am not interested in them nor are they in me. However, I would like to deepen my friendship with them. Like, who knows one day we find each other as the one, which I personally do not believe to be existing at all, though? I think physical intimacy has some role to play here. Like, not that kind of kissing or whatsoever, but that of hugging. I've no idea how that works in America (I'm from other country). When do you guys hug each other and how can I know I can hug this friend? There must be several girls who will dislike such affection...",6.806774317570167,7.584816069204155,7.2488292964244545,71.68878412149175,64.77854671280275,10.43606305267205,34.39465590157632,10.380263240014207,3.6744369857747037,1240,53,217,29,18,406,162,289,0.055,0.728,0.217,0.9956,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,8,1,5,2,18,20,1,0,9,0,22,5,0,5,2,57,33,26,0,2,13,2,0,5,4,3,1,1,1,8,16,24,0,1,7,1,0,3,12,1,0,2,9,1,31,19,31,19,10,24,0,0,0,4,38,13,0,9,13,162,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221872806846927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049020090474826,0.0,0.0,0.14876357291061007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515470992917118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442200800425092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916020368297892,0.12447531710414395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068193168174933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080543071536696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560424338330564,0.0,0.0,0.13074010340030726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003254805343525,0.0,0.0,0.14905679628559376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749907200904646,0.14513117764464525,0.1076300124787337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326357434098137,0.3225397406996185,0.13233850912513825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498783920977815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382998733252753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894709218917296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529200931756822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458803951241158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500330217351923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983346486830755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459788836090547,0.0,0.10165064392891436,0.0,0.0,0.18691681735813231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612854268722953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772133716767419,0.08460573485882016,0.2594567513552937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588275514688393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612650443943524,0.0,0.13455977711758044,0.09379724399703544,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,stepped_on_a_lego,2018/04/09,"Is there such a thing as a social skills therapist? I only ask because I feel really out of touch and out of balance with society and the people around me I feel like I really just am not balanced or well-adjusted enough to be around or hang with people as in I don't know how to socialize or I am literally clueless on what I need to do to be normal. I'm alone a lot and my isolation just makes me go into a vicious cycle where the less I spend time with people because I don't spend enough time with them and therefore makes my social skills horrible. Thanks in advance.",6.63666666666667,5.547986811965814,7.445769230769232,76.4117307692308,65.4957264957265,10.876923076923077,32.32051282051282,10.125756701596842,2.9933487179487184,455,15,91,9,6,153,69,117,0.118,0.833,0.048,-0.7783,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,3,8,3,1,0,6,0,8,0,0,4,0,29,18,10,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,13,0,0,3,0,2,3,3,1,0,0,0,3,14,2,20,16,4,14,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,4,3,68,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803801041678051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28886682284899845,0.15167818535036914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780741172718952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33528714827945344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407298833234438,0.1159086336218646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220818754024164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916620373695915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926524045138356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793581720670076,0.0,0.0,0.2166010396092332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030341422157065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896671256054667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233954566866148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374430143642748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078779897546549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961683463578974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937439414410333,0.0,0.1883802066797252,0.10778908776063274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921399068890826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587871296949484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,beesinmymouth,2018/04/09,"Dating with SA? Can someone please help me be able to go on dates with my boyfriend? We hang out at my place and at the park, but every time I think of eating with him and going to see a movie I shudder. Please help by telling me ways to overcome this horrible feeling.",2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454593,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,78.0909090909091,5.127272727272729,23.72727272727273,5.6839178017228535,0.2318363636363632,210,7,46,1,5,65,44,55,0.08900000000000001,0.721,0.19,0.5303,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,12,6,0,12,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,3,28,9,0,0.25391427458705784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25981769267070315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393372757246087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838668650152935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886106674091581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34038677194501554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26528637404498273,0.5574432489419696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233680245393248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514074087464893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193226771376995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269801454634158,0.0,0.0,0.14805945543621982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154533243056488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,nyyy,2018/04/09,"What self-assessment test do people here recommend? As per the title, just curious on the recommended tests/scales that people here use.",5.134202898550721,8.7166577826087,5.356521739130431,70.31420289855075,79.86956521739131,10.023188405797102,25.057971014492754,9.725611199111238,3.7529536231884055,111,4,16,4,3,35,20,23,0.0,0.732,0.268,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7153657998681887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5382305190591784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456003598879088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shouldhold,2018/04/09,"has medication helped anyone? therapy isn't working i've been going to a program at a hospital that combines school in a small environment (6 students including me) and twice a week therapy sessions with the students. i've been doing this since february and im just as anxious as ive ever been. they asked if i wanted to start trying medication when i started, but i decided against it and my mom didnt want me to do it either. im wondering if medication has helped any of you and if i should start.",3.1003030303030314,5.266417010101012,5.386868686868689,76.03363636363638,75.86868686868685,8.844444444444445,31.202020202020197,9.444778638647367,3.3231898989898987,400,20,73,11,9,140,67,99,0.033,0.967,0.0,-0.2103,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,11,3,0,0,1,17,19,11,0,6,6,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,10,0,10,14,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,6,52,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200471722229703,0.0,0.0,0.1860692191184561,0.0,0.115165225496122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397648676279932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898466208366334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360537070914518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079592731915354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558182762992753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977674090455431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289993573031225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668976094112994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624527567870076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497361074162197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767079309379486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182355326202124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942939789636852,0.0,0.1321160260055258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861501920033965,0.11990684753907503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Lstruggling,2018/04/09,Anyone here tried xanax for social anxiety? would love to hear your experience with it,4.614000000000001,8.085520066666668,4.641666666666668,75.14250000000001,81.66666666666666,8.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.2903333333333338,71,2,11,2,2,22,15,15,0.09,0.688,0.222,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30921752657920903,0.0,0.0,0.2826311867259641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953923626435718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555710753633196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648129267096711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120385038760005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744302668293161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871373136300714,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ColdPhotojournalist,2018/04/09,"Tips to overcoming social anxiety? Is this something that can go away or am I going to struggle with this my whole life? It's destroying my life and relationships in it...",3.9208333333333294,6.4147552500000025,5.16375,77.03958333333338,74.625,9.266666666666666,29.416666666666664,9.725611199111238,3.3065916666666664,136,6,24,4,3,45,27,32,0.228,0.772,0.0,-0.7882,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24338586506074714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298914836814655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36162690418736176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494411747839288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415768227383402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243165056444741,0.0,0.2449294118726426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33260217159540023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552060114661493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,doozie-duran,2018/04/09,"I want to join a gym, but I'm terrified to go in. A popular national gym is having a really great deal to join, but it's only good in the next few days. I would like to join, but I'm terrified to go in and actually do this. I don't know anything about how it works, and that's paramount for me before I do anything. The last time I joined one was over 20 years ago, but I joined with a friend and it was ladies-only (this one I want to join now is not). I don't have any friends that live in the area. Now, I could go online to their website and join. However, that still means I don't know how things work once I go in the door the first time. Do I have to scan a card or something? It is making me bonkers, and I'm running out of time to join.",3.062363636363635,2.682604600000001,4.575909090909093,91.64386363636363,72.6969696969697,8.296969696969697,24.984848484848484,7.908726449838941,0.9117393939393944,569,14,146,7,10,192,83,165,0.081,0.696,0.223,0.9685,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,6,6,0,0,10,0,16,0,0,3,0,23,29,12,0,4,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,0,3,2,0,5,4,0,0,3,2,1,15,6,20,25,1,26,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,1,13,91,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.1610307286012396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627574323406586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221578355451108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715863879820853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041551715976644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317509619909835,0.0,0.0,0.10642095247433987,0.17012310543576142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036158082692698,0.0,0.0,0.2549801887920837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751270582002292,0.1384066603487009,0.0,0.18192949837799696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813757356640919,0.1345091592976954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061793985237081,0.0,0.1457111707619704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014872019399366,0.0,0.0,0.1797495905867247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549520718154418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573547195949554,0.22363671967323032,0.125501259424284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571276374889244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270365239402834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178110402214616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962856031652816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886645274849324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946601145919708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026560994647106,0.0,0.0,0.11722184308930485,0.0,0.0,0.10626417870024353 socialanxiety,ThePaleNeon,2018/04/10,"A moment of silence for the end of hoodie weather in the Northern Hemisphere. It just finally hit where I live, for the year. I feel so comfortable in my hoodie (hood up or not), and now I gotta OPEN UP because of the heat. Godspeed.",1.3082978723404253,3.57019131914894,3.1398297872340457,89.29400000000004,82.61702127659575,5.4621276595744686,26.421276595744683,6.742157984588678,1.2230629787234035,180,8,36,2,5,60,36,47,0.0,0.906,0.094,0.6418,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,9,1,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,5,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124602444199584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539882664186129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591727255788693,0.0,0.0,0.5614995677108625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526120757107544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300807360458639 socialanxiety,Swiri97,2018/04/10,"Passive Aggression Anybody else here feel that their anxiety is driven by not just fear, but also passive aggressiveness? I've been quiet all my life, but it really started getting bad when I turned 12. A wave of depression and fear hit me at that age and at 22, im worse than ever. A large part if my shyness is due to the fact that I fear others think like me. While I never express it, Im horrifically judgemental and extremely nihilistic. I spend a large portion of my energy sizing up to other people trying to convince myself of my dominance whether it be academics or looks. When I deem that someone ""better"" than me I get really upset and try to invalidate them in my mind. Despite having a lot of hostile thoughts, I never express them. I never openly criticize others and actually feel quite bad about a lot of my thoughts. Instead, I have used being quiet as a form of protest. I create a false aura of austerity as a way of signalling ""don't mess with me."" I have literally built an a wall between myself and the world to the point that I only feel comfortable speaking to a a handful of people in my life. I know that the secret to being loved is giving love, but after years of misery and rumination, that is not possible.",5.857871148459385,6.4961921260504205,7.207243697478996,71.65050140056023,66.81512605042016,9.708011204481792,32.6733893557423,9.725611199111238,3.2618142296918773,978,40,169,20,15,335,139,238,0.17600000000000002,0.647,0.17800000000000002,-0.5486,0,0,0,0,1,0,25.0,0,0,3,3,8,18,4,4,16,0,12,5,1,1,6,36,30,19,0,1,9,0,4,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,13,9,0,0,8,0,1,1,6,12,0,0,4,8,29,6,31,22,6,23,0,1,1,2,10,9,0,4,13,132,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.1231772853174906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094199961492817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965616960132514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107850228975615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163565840648597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871731353640142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544469948719358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417764029197025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261142844696344,0.19146929235346108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318945914655724,0.1210864170471728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726890848521942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936989894919231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783127466522854,0.061667105807452285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599711776917388,0.0,0.0,0.21462377672443034,0.22784578429528374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745115709445384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920572520409325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599971740853463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668925627282988,0.0,0.1750168922492613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932332135063113,0.14229959880344994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425570875585607,0.0,0.0,0.16172579451270724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694994040828804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934262742487076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087981332376458,0.0,0.2004169277674174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139683054556615,0.13729643486308066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901777829902402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019144307761134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863394747788426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128469126660802 socialanxiety,cigarettejesus,2018/04/10,"Serious pressure Okay so I’m not sure I do suffer from social anxiety but I have an audition for an acting course for next year. That’s no problem, performing is fine, but it’s a three hour workshop. Dear god I can’t do it. Three hours in a room with strangers COMPETING for places in this school, I don’t know what to do. Any ideas with dealing? Mainly the element of strangers ",1.3843274853801155,3.905377315789472,2.6085964912280737,91.40073099415207,85.05263157894737,6.535672514619884,24.23391812865497,7.793537801064563,1.4448058479532166,300,12,62,6,9,96,57,76,0.155,0.695,0.15,0.1436,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,8,0,1,5,1,7,0,0,0,1,9,9,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,4,0,2,0,0,4,4,10,9,1,9,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812888001303306,0.0,0.20393888607065533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27484024690620346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250704340126576,0.0,0.0,0.3009451013989623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650964619128834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283519078429025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785274406898142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25508845703170485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698010182468755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27175262161980224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512557834265821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171673759636888 socialanxiety,0001yun,2018/04/10,"f,20 moving out of home for the first time and i am scared... I'm moving out tomorrow and, i WANT to, like i really want to get away from my parents, i really want to start something new, i am exited about it, i know it's good for me, i know it's a huge step forward and my therapist would be proud and it's fine, the city i'm moving to is filled with students, like they're everywhere, all around me people at my age so it shouldn't be so hard to find someone to hang out, i know like 2 people i've met when i was in therapy in the same city so it's a start. My apartment is already done, looks nice, i mean i came from a really small village and i used to be isolated my entire life, i had huge social anxiety before i did therapy but i still have severe depression and i am still scared to actually move out of my home, like i already miss it even though i don't want to be here anymore, i just feel kinda lost idk what to do i just don't want to cry and i don't want this weird anxiety feeling anymore h e l p",0.7747297297297315,2.3250403018018027,3.2498108108108106,91.53336486486486,80.66666666666667,6.962522522522522,21.009909909909908,7.908726449838941,0.7467758558558555,785,22,186,14,20,273,116,222,0.126,0.715,0.16,0.0696,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,13,14,0,2,6,0,20,1,0,1,1,36,43,13,0,8,3,1,3,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,9,14,0,0,7,0,0,9,4,6,0,1,7,4,29,8,28,30,2,33,0,3,1,0,3,15,0,1,15,114,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0988551262961168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223576261655614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549899176646617,0.0,0.2009266683014146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017933343507642,0.0,0.0,0.09517558863799648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861996576885414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586131390582258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127435028193146,0.0,0.0,0.08725037033016532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036660553032288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669083301601884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244162051276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258724425572484,0.0861665467224475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292557172167395,0.0,0.0,0.08496644092616522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074576462049777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322624938276332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701707877623256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715518654477774,0.19796213294355086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506729497315989,0.0,0.110581966803634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034644526218194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43066756489292973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783710056711023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124827303947796,0.0,0.0,0.14045866445798255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468797109003225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283987057413574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444125314636072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326357386157554,0.08583197656266442,0.07798642984119063,0.0,0.0,0.14340268491788896,0.0,0.16179815858388513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316929575507387,0.11761822491896078,0.0,0.0,0.09952768105700753,0.0,0.059069405716543885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749150636413484,0.0,0.0,0.35849959284089794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196129710095353,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,empireboy,2018/04/10,"Joining the Police I’ve been thinking about joining the police force as a Special Constable for several years now but social anxiety has always been a deterrent. After taking CBT a year ago and practicing daily meditation I’ve learned to think in different ways and brought down the anxiety to relatively low levels. Anxiety is occasionally present but I can mostly identify and manage the thoughts. Could becoming a Special Constable act as exposure therapy and push me right through the anxiety? Exposure therapy completely eliminated my severe phobia of dogs. Or could it send me back several years in progress and make me a wreck? Would appreciate thoughts and advice from anyone with relevant experience. 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A group of colleagues from college, we know each other for three months, invited me, an introvert with social anxiety, to hang out with them. I don’t feel like going since I have social anxiety but I’m afraid they will think I’m arrogant or don’t like them. What would you do in my place?",2.6552000000000007,4.097249386666668,3.9170000000000016,89.24350000000004,75.13333333333333,7.666666666666668,24.5,8.344100000000001,1.3581999999999996,284,9,62,5,6,93,52,75,0.099,0.8190000000000001,0.083,-0.2982,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,4,3,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,14,17,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,12,2,11,15,1,9,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,4,43,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059312586336996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415148732833304,0.1895414443609871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015698227502757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458104587758784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25923950086047937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177229877376053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771982252665348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947172115079305,0.0,0.0,0.5409114752785086,0.22480095997266705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700034577689525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156489954458884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847251708530952,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,godzrilla,2018/04/10,"College student with social anxiety and interview phobia taking an internship interview soon! I am a college student who has a serious interview phobia and social anxiety (scored 76 on the Leibowitz Test). I will have a serious interview for an intern position at the company that I want to work after I graduate. Unfortunately, I get nervous very easily and it is very obvious as I start saying random bulls*** that even I barely understand. In addition, I am an inarticulate speaker (says a lot of ""ummm"" and makes vocabulary/grammar mistakes that even middle school kids can make fun of) and speaking fluently has been a major challenge ever since I was a child. I took 3 serious job interviews (all either internship or college major related job experience) so far and they all ended up badly. It is probably because I am an inarticulate speaker who lost all of my confidence about my communication skill (I am okay with my friends) after I failed the first interview last year. Long story short, I was extremely nervous and unprepared for the interview, and the interviewer kicked me out of the room because he could not understand what I was saying and did not want to hear my bull**** anymore. For the second interview, I actually had a panic attack because all the bad memories from the previous interview and communication problems that I had actually started suffocating me. Because of this panic attack, I had to ask the interviewer to withdraw my job application and hire someone else. I feel like the third interview (it was 3 weeks ago) got a bit better as I kinda knew which questions I should expect from them, but it was still very bad and inarticulate compared to standard interviews and I did not get a job offer. Back to work, what should I do to do well on the job interview that is coming soon? I am currently practicing on it by searching the possible interview questions on Glassdoor and recording my response but feel like this is not helping me. What I hear is just a confused man mumbling bulls***. To be honest, I am not so sure the reason why I am not getting a job offer is because I am an inarticulate speaker or because I get nervous too easily.",6.235253342716397,8.109679724489794,7.532234342012668,65.13591836734696,66.8061224489796,11.019141449683325,37.24173117522871,10.996428447227288,4.9748276565798735,1740,93,264,55,29,593,190,392,0.13,0.797,0.073,-0.9349,7,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,2,8,13,28,2,6,30,1,36,0,0,3,7,61,59,22,0,8,12,0,2,2,1,3,0,9,1,3,18,19,0,0,8,0,0,2,6,18,1,3,15,11,40,10,34,39,9,31,0,2,0,0,38,12,0,8,19,203,58,34,0.0,0.0,0.16030376835349788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280769658937294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256660569327481,0.0,0.08145582150931738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678511104677789,0.1868807751858674,0.0,0.06315672327687755,0.205737811536423,0.30041229805583897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264170775909462,0.08967011622416371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075200531238413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557809144505895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861322944864047,0.0,0.07274720589301445,0.0,0.0,0.10849874822667158,0.07429578413478012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034376269744363,0.0,0.0,0.08305981904895655,0.11735448025537056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986396489060309,0.0,0.0,0.06345727531928755,0.0,0.17164853067576186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569083996690475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514416477894924,0.0,0.05505334013755907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890377141180279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695096426867786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025399665943754,0.0,0.0,0.07268686523574268,0.0,0.0,0.08966002399038094,0.06982821568624993,0.0,0.0,0.10965146267292174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927353844261193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259483948111027,0.0,0.0,0.08855539123999942,0.07859207525809274,0.0,0.0,0.18401993134323733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444843037263336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595107823577154,0.0,0.08312497624356649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794289727303628,0.0,0.0,0.1674525201057841,0.06959269490491106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162711113002236,0.0,0.06559309442375494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741123871253287,0.0,0.061755276825443274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125497559338186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171010804177352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330986033864085,0.09689066859558516,0.0,0.06588371991835971,0.0,0.0738492034886178,0.0,0.07411403659810029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959047510598694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289222881435629 socialanxiety,patrickearthridge,2018/04/10,"A thought provoking question... **If you could snap your fingers, and completely remove your SA instantly, would you do it?** I asked myself this question a few weeks ago, and I'm still thinking about it. It seems like the answer would be an obvious yes, but it's deeper than that. I think my answer would actually be... No. I suffer so much from my SA, but I feel like its part of me. I cannot imagine not having it. I also feel like, the people with SA, I belong with them, I'm part of them. And many other things I can't describe. I honestly think it is evident of the fact that God gave me SA for a reason. It could be to keep me humble, for me to help others with it, to test or strengthen me, to use it as a gift, etc. I don't know why, but I know it is for my good. I have to trust in Him to help me through it, to help me use it for good rather than let it be an inhibitor. I have a lot to learn... But ask yourselves this question, and share your thoughts. I'm curious what others think, and what they would do. Thanks!",0.26563397371081976,2.2835531488372136,2.160768452982812,96.22044489383221,84.95348837209303,5.227502527805863,19.115267947421643,6.498293943080001,-0.09329929221435762,777,21,182,8,23,257,111,215,0.058,0.72,0.222,0.9903,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,5,3,0,5,10,0,0,10,1,21,1,1,4,2,48,42,14,0,8,8,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,24,8,0,1,19,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,3,33,9,25,28,6,5,0,1,0,0,19,1,0,7,6,136,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.116591316148946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590824231167104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554489335818916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233878155089911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526828576538654,0.0,0.0,0.19078368701239645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324729321901327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120821284758024,0.17070731960307778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042155722707145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24024668107161995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061957354093932,0.0,0.0,0.13132174164674934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217227830805776,0.0,0.17510977800789987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015742007167196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211298852872677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782858807827193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587616743004623,0.0,0.08282959704398586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015213032104351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284120011634285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876643965773668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541366728551776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099974248892511,0.0,0.0,0.07937452836389725,0.3062215200146085,0.0,0.18970115575045435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063777623082976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583641977936667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780848336676192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33948921639747404,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blizzperps,2018/04/10,"Missed a job opportunity, what do i do? FML, I just checked my email and realized one of the jobs I applied to tried to set up an interview with me almost two weeks ago. What do I do?? Do I call and try to set one up? Or do I just ignore it and move on and cry because my anxiety is so bad :(((",0.8666153846153861,1.6433670461538483,3.8215384615384624,90.81846153846158,78.53846153846153,7.661538461538463,23.76923076923077,8.238735603445708,1.0186000000000002,218,7,57,4,5,79,44,65,0.203,0.757,0.04,-0.8873,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,9,1,8,8,0,8,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,41,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213433991776167,0.0,0.25003782031292543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101931187040408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20848851919996328,0.15221440021984406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25497094450360364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274283000339024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955761320099015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26539088196930816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384054705105509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390589227335992,0.0,0.2439199727374061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029374915459588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Nobodyxxy,2018/04/10,I’m 19. Since I remember myself I suffer from depression an social anxiety. I don’t believe I’ll get out of this anymore. Literally lost all hope. I may as well just stay home and watch tv cause the outside world is so damn hard. 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socialanxiety,Mavisimo,2018/04/10,"i am done. i am so done i try my hardest to succeed but i never can. i am so done. i had 3 semesters of law and now i 'wanted to become a teacher' and and switched (only because of other problems that i have np energy to explain), and i am so done. i am sp pverwlhemd by peopöe and i am so done. we had a seminar today and i was so overwlhemd because i didnt know shit and wasnt engaging at all. i felt like shit. i was on the verge of crying the entire time and when i came home today and closed my door i literally started crying. and i havent cried out loud in maybe 10 years because i was always others could hear me but now i am officually done with life. i cried so loud and i felt so mucv pain. i can not deal with this anymore. i dont think im made for life at all. i can not deal with peopöe. i can not deal with masses. i can not. and im crying while writing this i am so over this. i wish i was intelligent enough so i could öearn skills or use them to earn myself some money without the help or need of others but i cant. i am stupid ans hopeless. no one actually cares about me. never. no one ever really does. not even my dad. not anyone. i am just over life. fuck uni and fuck everything about it. fuck this system that only gives yoj value when you pass shit. i dont wanna pass an exam, i wanna read because its fun ans gives me joy. i dont know what to do with my life. at all. and i dont wanna know because everytime i try to do something i think i might like it never works. the social anxiety is so high, i cant function properöy i cant function normal. i am finally going to the psychotherapy tomorrow to make an appointment and i really hope someone understands 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socialanxiety,R4r315,2018/04/10,"Nobody really likes me I have a few friends but they all struggle with mental illness. No normal people like me. I have lots of evidence of this. My cousins have said i make them sick, i was in a psychward and the guy there said no one likes me, i get jobs and my coworkers automatically hate me, i get called stupid, etc. I just hate it. I wish I wouldve gotten help when I was a teenager. Now Im 27 and it feels like Im destined to live a life alone collecting money from the government on disability...",0.8328317152103573,3.1869055436893214,2.9943932038834937,88.88213996763756,85.79611650485437,6.5401294498381874,21.204692556634306,7.793537801064563,1.0014925566343047,393,13,85,8,12,133,70,103,0.269,0.557,0.174,-0.9314,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,4,9,3,1,6,0,5,3,0,1,1,12,15,5,0,2,2,1,1,4,1,0,3,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,5,3,18,5,7,10,4,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,6,54,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189551134145265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933372436144113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586935150421567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880175394843788,0.12546720905136802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568816820610313,0.0,0.18351461345823128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389729583012126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467885182975749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771836782003188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37941231285432575,0.0,0.1742816492894875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404979769436242,0.3432078589301794,0.0,0.15508092563207246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931089662918587,0.0,0.0,0.11723168097233462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698964327696962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207613560617852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900868447793905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175691577985474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251047649657317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33412098020537045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183602368514414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019611674968428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Stolemyname2,2018/04/10,"Finding out people talked about me behind my back All names are faked of course; I'm a guy currently in my second to last year in high school and I don't talk much if at all throughout the day (you already know why). Today my brother Zeus told me about some girl who asked ""Is stolemyname2 your brother?"" because she seen me and him get out of a car together. He told her that I am his brother and this sparks a lot of conversation throughout the classroom. She talks about how I was quiet all the time and fabricates some moments about me flat out ignoring her and her friends when they said ""hey"" to me (maybe it's not fabricated and I just don't remember). As he's telling me this (he knows I'm not a talker) I'm starting to feel weird because it's just weird to bring that up (he felt the same) and I'm surprised that she remembered me. There were multiple other people in there who know who I am (who I don't even talk to) that jumped into the conversation. They made some lighthearted jokes and a guy I know sorta defended me. In all honesty, after some of the weirdness passed I laughed in my head a little. I still hope this disappears from my head before tomorrow TL;DR Brother told me about a girl I had a class with last year talking about me which ended up with multiple people talking about me and pulling my chops, it makes me laugh and feel weird. 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I find myself losing interest in a girl once she has agreed to go out with me. On things like Tinder, when I get a girls number I feel content and dont have the desire to *actually* go out with her. Its less that I dont want to, and more that it just seems like itll be boring. However, it *could* be my anxiety. Total disclaimer, I have GAD, Depression, and ADHD. Maybe Ill post in those subs too.",1.880108695652172,3.5480074456521784,3.9015217391304375,87.57336956521742,77.80434782608695,7.208695652173913,20.195652173913047,8.07648339933343,0.8073652173913041,343,8,74,6,8,117,66,92,0.149,0.672,0.179,0.2597,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,0,1,17,16,4,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,13,3,12,12,3,10,0,2,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,53,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.210152610085418,0.0,0.258811406224831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32948757393304906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194114927116302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854824705891233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047821756911128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888850552701222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968279417566332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251259751827032,0.0,0.24477915202650274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042034184219105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24092394408454898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635015588793774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229342985886462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062478079086568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604848747543807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430703834637417,0.13798894682083876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702026351234655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Junipero80,2018/04/10,"How do I convince my girlfriend & parents that social anxiety defines a big part of my identity and that will (perhaps) never change? I'm hoping maybe there are others like me out there. I've had terrible social anxiety since I was 11. I'm now 23. People said it would get better in high school. It didn't. Then they said uni is when you truly come out of your shell. I didn't, it got a lot worse actually. Luckily, I've managed to get a girlfriend. She's almost my only good friend, except for this other friend that I see roughly every 2 months or so but we are not that close. I'm quite happy with this arrangement though. My girlfriend, a same sex friend and my parents are enough for me. I've tried talking to people, being vulnerable, went to counselling, did CBT, had a door-to-door sales job during a summer, online dating before I met my girlfriend, talking to course mates. Nothing really worked, my anxiety goes away temporarily then comes back with vengeance. So for a while now I have just stopped trying. I don't even start conversations with strangers and I give blunt one words answers if spoken to. I don't want to attend any social event. However the few people that I have in my life keep saying I need to change, that it will get better etc. Same here, people define not having social anxiety as improvement and getting better. Maybe that's true for others, but personally I don't see the benefit of getting any new people in my life. Maybe as professional contacts, but not as friends. So how is it best to justify this to whoever asks, to make them understand? 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Bob and I had a falling out, leading to me cutting him off. I never spoke to him again. Just recently, I found Bob in a chat with another person. They were joking around about something, which lead to Bob bringing me up in the chat. He called me a douchebag and made me look bad. My name wasn't dropped, but he was hinting towards me. It made me anxious reading that, and I'm making the decision to be the bigger person and ignore him. I cut him off for a reason.",2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454593,3.2890909090909126,91.0736363636364,78.0909090909091,5.490909090909091,26.45454545454545,6.2581,0.9101090909090912,420,17,87,3,10,136,70,110,0.145,0.823,0.032,-0.8807,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,5,6,2,0,7,0,7,0,0,7,1,23,16,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,4,8,0,1,3,4,0,4,2,4,0,0,8,2,19,2,18,5,0,18,0,0,1,0,18,9,0,0,4,64,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266178979768911,0.0,0.24415110402179474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239027197618225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661809114693424,0.1804489702806132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206799902637456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23696153278564405,0.16697173799991946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814841537717392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089909473885743,0.14426001750477133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668303300778609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774106894258602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617584671358456,0.0,0.0,0.22220464272593804,0.2133898226646376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311553973763647,0.16637770402683175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737069494253566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866560115696592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MisterLorax,2018/04/10,"Tips from a retail worker~ Hi! Now I'm not socially anxious/awkward myself but as a retail worker I've noticed that a lot of customers tend to come in wearing headphones and in doing so get left alone by the employees. I don't know how many people get anxious about shopping because of the fear of having to interact with employees coming up to you, or how many even think to do this. But for that group out there, if you wear ear buds or headphones while you shop, odds are you'll be left to yourself. I cant speak for every store or employee out there but hopfully this helps someone out there :) ",5.9982324455205775,6.162739355932202,6.184285714285719,80.74872881355934,66.45762711864407,8.77675544794189,32.958837772397096,8.418075326091056,2.5217346246973364,476,19,90,6,7,152,82,118,0.083,0.851,0.066,-0.2471,3,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,2,9,1,0,1,5,0,8,3,3,2,0,20,16,13,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,2,5,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,21,14,1,12,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,5,2,63,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831785802119065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326408676821698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672579941036525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32988999851554884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647221705379216,0.0,0.16133205015687618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154707611021753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008313997536906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128346512696485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052336342779559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160920393956107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279135741364184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882658846465765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180038053153796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274967897035994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519203507102886,0.16224228498902846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269409102089353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,leighalee,2018/04/10,"For those who went to therapy for this, what was it like? What did you guys do? What do you talk about? Did it work?",-1.9142000000000008,-0.07288731999999598,-0.4084999999999983,109.12325,102.2,4.1000000000000005,10.25,5.985473137389443,-1.6763999999999997,87,1,24,1,4,27,18,25,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,19,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635684376917046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287274368015504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37630261448837693,0.0,0.0,0.535400740712996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340043959189144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408381386032236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CoupSan,2018/04/10,Energy drinks is how I cope with SA. For the past year or so I’ve been having energy drinks here and there and honestly I don’t think I can live without them. They remove my SA/A for the hours it’s in effect. It makes me feel so damn good. I’m so much more social and perky. I have to have one before anything social. Especially school. That’s the big one. They too help me focus better than ADHD meds to be honest. I honestly hope theres a time where I don’t need them anymore. Does anyone else experience the same thing?,0.8281804281345586,3.058751504587157,2.783692660550461,91.28330657492356,84.41284403669724,5.835168195718657,15.505351681957187,7.1686216300943375,-0.12819327217125398,410,7,89,6,12,137,77,109,0.031,0.746,0.223,0.9622,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,2,9,7,1,0,5,0,9,2,0,3,0,14,15,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,1,13,6,8,13,3,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,2,4,57,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019845019064907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170799061116896,0.12811378745783142,0.1877336241609406,0.15077692410977508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590928493831188,0.0,0.0,0.16204586126430515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033968916542013,0.0,0.0,0.35897758855280504,0.0,0.0,0.15305931266102862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922725972658868,0.0,0.0,0.0926430581648901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367876629413435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281052019940407,0.0,0.0,0.18198178888861408,0.1804377555805481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178927301300014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230278070176435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351945740358302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346899929126129,0.13585753894587566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24831330436600474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490709341136904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543146607504152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735455660184821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172522519942645,0.11740190541290517,0.0,0.0,0.10683880950285504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766204415451514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798961005756352 socialanxiety,Anger0na,2018/04/10,"I need to overcome my glossophobia, any tips? Among my many phobias, the one involving public speaking is definitely the worst. I'm doing reasonably fine in group conversations (like meetings), but as soon as I stand in front of an audience disasters happen. I have like a minute of ""autonomy"" after which my voice starts to tremble and I feel that I am about to cry. I become terrified by the idea of not be able to finish my speech, and so I speed up and forgot half of the things that I should say. Today I had an awful experience in front of a group that I didn't even find threatening. I've never seen anyone else doing so bad.",5.327256097560976,6.081046065040648,6.427388211382116,76.36596036585367,68.02439024390246,9.727235772357725,28.383130081300806,9.827888789773867,2.587732520325204,498,16,95,11,8,167,85,123,0.232,0.695,0.07400000000000001,-0.9772,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,8,1,9,0,0,1,1,13,16,8,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,4,6,14,3,19,10,1,15,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,9,68,19,0,0.23262215574907086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581910428629868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626548200342749,0.2383488885794656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942297834165372,0.0,0.2569128948302682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555245149954329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432596170528385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364473996045944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275491050146336,0.0,0.0,0.11762075146045435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126124360489694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570700408243628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626020989745868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22729487020009154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358423544384775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248638094330326,0.17941254721469616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763079304428013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391743192753747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849904750213256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465115913885714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545438238250601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049860385538267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,milyvanily,2018/04/10,"Happy Birthday to me! This year I hid my birthday on Facebook to avoid the birthday messages. I’m trying to figure out why I did that...could be I didn’t want the attention or was embarrassed that only a handful of people would actually take the time to write birthday wishes. Whatever the case, it feels good to be under the radar and just spend a quiet day to myself without all the anxiety.",4.301096491228069,6.079060250000005,5.4973684210526335,78.20991228070176,71.5,7.698245614035088,29.771929824561404,8.344100000000001,2.4110245614035097,313,13,54,5,6,104,56,76,0.079,0.775,0.146,0.6381,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,8,0,6,1,1,0,1,14,11,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,6,2,11,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.28849674744473164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261596783511373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23604019144219784,0.0,0.0,0.19065987538841128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494817488390569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479642965173824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31470855480014465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248434535360147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495582457290665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228044524070775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238692682127058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007165038881984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437296100196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26676426534654424,0.0,0.339965227855016,0.2849812280150021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001035488378714,0.0,0.0,0.1903790052445307 socialanxiety,jaywick28,2018/04/10,"Starting a supermarket job Hi, I am starting a supermarket job filling shelves and I am petrified. I have been volunteering in a quiet shop for the past 2 years and have become comfortable around our small team but voluntary work doesn't pay the bills so I have to start working again to run my house. I'm somewhat excited about this next step but I am so afraid that it won't work out, of people judging me negatively and bullying me as I take AGES to open up to new people. This will be my first paid job in 8 years and I don't know what to do, social anxiety is a bit*h and most people don't understand it hence my fear of my new colleagues isolating me. Is there anyone who can give me any advice on how to succeed? Thanks Graham",4.523581081081083,5.3619009527027055,5.5698378378378415,81.49002702702704,69.87837837837836,9.163243243243244,28.98918918918919,9.3871,2.379560000000001,583,21,119,12,10,193,97,148,0.093,0.81,0.096,-0.1395,5,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,6,7,6,0,2,6,0,17,0,0,1,0,15,27,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,2,2,4,3,5,2,0,1,2,1,16,4,17,22,2,23,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,12,79,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478647671211014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290043293708966,0.0,0.11575673540942184,0.0,0.0,0.10580403983636318,0.0,0.0,0.13470379747446334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671172250128779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519846601771834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027317082596086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287097677111436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515660886777462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459896570465389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504749385801475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315961058656221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922849056046485,0.16092685204655588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444875486215866,0.3147114993531719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424815209965265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32130786773413944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377120304561003,0.0,0.0,0.13931193577862774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575258498156276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304807198272943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948857753802094 socialanxiety,mikalil3939,2018/04/10,"Can I have some help identifying whether or not these symptoms seem like social anxiety. I'm just realizing that after years of anxiety treatment, therapy, and meds that I may have social anxiety. I wont be able to see my therapist for two weeks and im so confused. So here it goes, I cannot get in cars with someone unless I know them very very well, and even then I can only get in the car with ONE person otherwise I have a panic attack. I feel like my life is controlled by fear, but I wrote down all my fears and the common trait among them all was, you guessed it, people. I feel as though I could do all the things I'm scared of, if I was just doing it alone. (Travel, roller coasters, vomiting, college, etc.) I don't mind strangers that I don't need to talk to as much as traveling with someone and being a burden on them if I gave a panic attack. I am very outgoing much of the time, but I'm also very agreeable and HATE to offend or disagree with someone. I talk way too much because I hate lulls in conversations. Thank you for reading :)",4.33713611859838,4.960403778301887,5.344016172506741,83.71971698113208,70.17924528301887,8.321293800539085,28.350404312668466,8.418075326091056,1.858442318059299,819,28,169,12,14,270,124,212,0.225,0.6809999999999999,0.093,-0.9846,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,3,1,10,16,5,6,7,0,19,3,0,1,3,38,36,22,0,4,11,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,8,10,0,1,5,4,0,4,5,12,1,2,4,3,26,4,25,27,8,17,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,9,8,120,34,2,0.10778663730056788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163444949439624,0.0,0.08619693490702468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473694475298033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452457210271678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657057336590288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208918790163874,0.08605885920600173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021059270094515,0.07119205737703797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425798668641297,0.10900032489049677,0.07700279522431416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262813852030353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873913295951427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283397839573076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224711093776877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642806456443815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923671699630281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613288955495771,0.10531821294341512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197266552829284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883377715722327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23770674151607546,0.07992242579884899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303901497496361,0.08197659471897821,0.0,0.2529287898876745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472568270090167,0.0941151341664439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781580589539896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791322746877656,0.0,0.0858919947455774,0.09812490641545307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197498056732428,0.2739818040117373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112031586921606,0.0,0.17326963235388346,0.0,0.09923545403493254,0.12326341345178594,0.12514859356030344,0.07160865237464016,0.0,0.10589982388515884,0.0,0.06285125500713715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529188263169438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35574105641126724,0.0,0.08555601563419529,0.08645993885277937,0.0,0.0969131315879609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941106049784679 socialanxiety,silviastark,2018/04/10,"Playing drinking games with a group of friends It’s the “Never have I ever” game. & everytime it’s my turn my heartbeat increases and I panic so much because I’m so afraid that people will find what I said to be totally lame and they’ll hate me for life. ",0.4847708894878693,2.9233213584905684,2.279838274932615,92.20283018867926,90.13207547169813,5.292722371967655,22.66576819407009,6.868970318607317,0.8526409703504045,204,8,42,3,7,67,45,53,0.184,0.727,0.08900000000000001,-0.7346,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,2,2,0,4,2,0,0,3,7,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,7,2,4,4,3,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221821696186987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126380797784436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912930243601869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26897307805555204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717755235403504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22973441718689924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935748164025191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002942520514675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858888486458175,0.0,0.2293371914413857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488800219489523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061473336619277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828510756398572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234349965259661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mockingsniper,2018/04/10,anyone here with social anxiety thats in active duty military? how is your experience going so far? is it hard to cope? did you get used to it after a while? thanks,0.28181818181818485,2.701146878787881,3.432484848484851,82.20872727272727,95.36363636363636,6.276363636363637,15.690909090909093,7.554174236665415,0.7885200000000006,129,3,24,3,5,46,30,33,0.085,0.736,0.179,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,5,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107050241602406,0.0,0.0,0.2839907901456986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972944061321707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21219755824448186,0.0,0.2308254342841218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638322468156247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140206239860337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739300198715289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507847608190894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pizzagal,2018/04/10,"I went to a party full of strangers for the first time I got invited by a guy as a date to this formal house party near campus on Saturday. I was contemplating and almost declined the day before. I just said fuck it, I’m going to put myself out there plus I never been to a house party so it’d be a new experience. I got there and did not recognize any of the faces except for a few. I followed my date around until a girl offered me some fireball. I took a couple shots and the next thing I knew I was introducing myself to everyone. I still felt anxious here because I could tell on their faces that they were like “who is this girl?” Later on, I ditched my date and went to go to the dance room. I danced alone and with random people. Overall, I felt as if people didn’t want to further engage in a conversation with me because they stayed in their own little groups/with friends. I think this is more so a social event and not a good place to make friends. Other than that, I am glad that I got to put myself out of my comfort zone and met a few cool people!",4.220606653620351,4.565289876712331,5.220303326810175,85.49722602739728,70.32420091324201,7.718330071754731,25.68851924331377,7.447530270364453,1.1073806914546638,829,22,177,8,14,273,126,219,0.048,0.818,0.135,0.9444,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,1,8,9,1,0,17,1,12,3,2,1,1,29,31,14,0,3,5,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,11,13,0,0,4,2,0,10,4,1,0,1,17,4,30,8,33,11,6,39,0,0,0,1,16,14,1,4,15,127,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242733599237702,0.1369691135703104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993322059756884,0.0,0.0,0.1494026728908722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772881792448345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161234388426233,0.0,0.11253336455933287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055893204445811,0.14632997083162455,0.0,0.08528906266050353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636869546656548,0.0,0.12936398602406948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539577673368177,0.0,0.0,0.11249013830393613,0.0,0.0,0.20434905714942425,0.12226120700354562,0.0,0.0,0.15031924836513805,0.11092340420423964,0.3173125810172607,0.0,0.0,0.13094637842609408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051930269024989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460972547006147,0.13254730603345022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827661170261544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199786217103364,0.1277260072810044,0.14064731966699695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750524743974993,0.0,0.13817108253805754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658916691642313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579819630090974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481025000182814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095884334786862,0.10561347720624104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559063970220353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785973939174854,0.08473922144545898,0.0,0.0,0.07711491142831536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693246856939482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800333639627283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24519056624981905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,joshhtx,2018/04/10,"Anxiety in the workplace Hi, I'm new to Reddit and this is my first post. Decided to do it on this subreddit. I would say I have mild to moderate social anxiety just based on my own observations throughout my life. On topic: At my most recent workplace I often have to make or receive phone calls and some of the customers have told me to ""eat more"" and my coworker has told me to ""not be scared"" of customers. I've always been told I'm soft spoken and I attribute this to my social anxiety some of the time. My tone makes me seem like I'm stupid over the phone and I hate it. Part of it is I'm new at this job and sometimes I need help with whatever is being asked but it's also the social anxiety. This has just been bringing me down and I needed to put it out somewhere. Anyone here experience similar things at their workplace? 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I feel like everyone is always judging me and knows who I am and knows how to find me. How do I stop being such a walking fuck up?",3.998148148148146,4.004865111111112,4.858864197530868,89.08088888888891,70.72839506172839,6.973827160493825,27.31111111111111,5.6839178017228535,0.8491955555555553,298,9,66,1,5,97,55,81,0.228,0.728,0.044,-0.9422,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,2,2,0,8,2,1,2,1,20,16,9,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,7,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,2,12,1,9,14,2,8,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,2,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932249753141656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254920147247354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527336165716044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174138737576502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504558551291605,0.16254688546317825,0.0,0.0,0.20795754056039095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034705254166092,0.0,0.0,0.2586201429613541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282303104422453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500881643260761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115926017121017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934371649476338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577400788082813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771468848043504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094032939669044,0.2277963932897652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23736254796933395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319373367503777,0.0,0.0,0.225032168354744,0.0,0.0,0.2425158229220329,0.0,0.1902245753167373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116027128373444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420260033009346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,watersunflower,2018/04/10,"Is it possible to have a good life like this? I'm in high school right now, and I have no friends. I'm always alone and and I'm terrible in social situations and I hate it. I know that I have social anxiety, and I think it might even be so bad that I have avoidant personality disorder. I have this idea of what I want my life to be like in the future but I just don't know if it's possible. I'm supposed to be applying to colleges soon, and I want to apply to schools that are really far away from where I live but I feel like I don't deserve to. I feel like it's embarrassing because people will think that I'm not good enough to go to those schools or that people who know how shy I am will think I'm ridiculous for wanting to move away because I'm so dependent and pathetic. I also want to have a job that requires a lot of talking and is definitely for more outgoing people, it's what I want to do but I also feel ridiculous telling people that that's what I want to do or taking classes related to it or thinking that I'll actually be able to do that. And of course, at some point I want to actually have friends in my life, since I'm extremely miserable and lonely without any. Is it possible to actually make these changes in my life or will I be stuck as a pathetic loner for the rest of my life?",5.330108695652175,4.512810054347831,6.763536231884058,79.34378260869569,68.02173913043478,10.548405797101447,33.25507246376812,10.047579312681364,2.98111768115942,1029,41,227,22,15,355,118,276,0.175,0.6970000000000001,0.128,-0.9568,1,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,10,17,3,3,6,0,26,5,0,3,0,47,56,24,0,8,11,0,3,4,2,4,5,0,0,1,26,10,0,2,11,0,0,2,5,9,0,0,1,3,25,8,35,46,5,18,0,2,0,0,8,13,0,9,7,153,51,7,0.08916158637866199,0.0,0.26102653977633944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234451376076604,0.0,0.14260497682764414,0.07418958245281101,0.0,0.0,0.06063293621856635,0.0,0.06820836953368259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675404908453958,0.0,0.07444620034423167,0.10870415097701523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432113598417284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218690258752974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212775312355187,0.0,0.058890386900157875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524833123690527,0.12739411024848693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777204092255269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050672584268558016,0.14956901682321672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802860736868562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420411131983908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065257823591504,0.0,0.0,0.08847911662234836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700262829035435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148873264031093,0.17423938951570114,0.0,0.07873131428834565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580199229063647,0.0,0.0,0.05951605125882175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094586353059101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476465584020964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472536700170655,0.07785245810313947,0.0,0.0,0.08428651869943639,0.3015488756022423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571191953470729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614350759674612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27070885657536226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375538562283987,0.1002213588136427,0.0,0.181778017859416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703841666041818,0.07166470575030358,0.07793115645095061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285245774575265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681286962022695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594858753040042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,shdtf,2018/04/10,"I'm 25 and I've never met a woman who is interested in me, is it because of how I look? (pics included) https://imgur.com/a/wHVJn Obviously these are shitty pics taken when I was sitting around the house after or before work but I wanted to give an honest idea of how I look. I just graduated from college a few years ago and I've never met a girl who seems interested in me and I'm almost certain it's because I'm genetically ugly. When I talk to girls I feel like I come off as a pathetic loser and the way I look is probably a big part of that, the idea of a woman finding me physically attractive is absurd to me. My forehead is giant and my jaw is sunk in so the lower half of my face looks really small and my head is disproportionately large compared to the rest of my body. Because of my sunken jaw I have tons of gross loose skin under my neck and around my chin, I had a hard time getting pics that show this that also look natural. I've been told my face has ""weird angles,"" if that makes any sense. I also have weird slanted teeth that make my smile look really bad. I was diagnosed with Asperger's when I was a kid and I think I have features that are typical of someone with a developmental disorder, like if someone saw me on the street they could tell I'm awkward and weird and have no chance with women just from how I look. Back in college when I'd try to talk to girls they'd either ignore me or seem really uncomfortable as soon as I start talking, sometimes they'd seem uncomfortable just being around me. I'd always develop these dumb crushes on cute normal girls and it would make me feel awful since there was nothing I could do about it and they'd probably think I'm gross if they knew how I felt. If I tried to show them I'm interested they'd probably either amused or insulted that I think I have a chance with them. I'm super self-conscious nowadays and whenever I'm around other people I feel like I stick out as being ""different."" I'm still looking for a decent job so I'm not looking to date at all but I'm worried I'll meet someone I like and I'll end up feeling shitty again. How do I deal with this? I really want to know what it's like to be attractive to someone. Sorry if this is a weird sub to post this on but I feel like what's preventing me from meeting someone is that I lack whatever it is women find physically or emotionally attractive in men.",3.483406070004428,4.824662881147543,5.150095259193623,81.63035002215334,72.85245901639344,8.308462560921578,26.09902525476296,8.841846274778883,1.891933252104564,1898,63,385,37,37,645,217,488,0.17800000000000002,0.6829999999999999,0.139,-0.9663,3,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,8,3,26,29,2,1,19,1,36,11,10,8,5,84,84,43,0,12,18,0,8,6,0,1,1,0,0,10,25,25,0,2,18,3,0,1,4,12,0,1,13,18,57,17,53,61,8,42,0,1,10,0,32,21,1,13,23,246,82,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227307695345623,0.0,0.07034600753161217,0.0,0.0,0.11235904527798224,0.058454275856339326,0.0,0.0,0.04777293876743763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501523495988845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401851278073797,0.058656466143962485,0.12847266862530068,0.0,0.05977823877167005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803277863897466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060514825737153374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217906145419827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242546851674367,0.0,0.0713030619857465,0.0,0.07339711200890359,0.08051347905288035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902267095404196,0.06222133871744875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760452348010367,0.15056151180675248,0.06745176469764354,0.0,0.12841587873417712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03670313256854082,0.06739094860143766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293089938480098,0.0,0.07209756667301742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105996699319898,0.0,0.15860915722490435,0.0,0.0,0.06971305835098424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03860799095864482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059258928893941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5309366517493089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406788216004327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836346327928698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883084783297941,0.06740751718879774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607474784114192,0.0,0.04870304480707528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728082723726231,0.0,0.2272266649678692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800177917773643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186101248363224,0.07328688369252366,0.0,0.0,0.0581121703957617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29761628565547044,0.0,0.06947981680505552,0.07863999564953827,0.0497238630024146,0.0,0.056102362909555566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939474548557362,0.061402277333005836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504158787204668,0.0,0.0,0.04096379421578144,0.0,0.0,0.06712762992953912,0.0,0.09539133520852047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287145925730849,0.055761798518794495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114340384353352,0.07134307619652754,0.0,0.049904137855894516,0.0,0.0,0.04523919845689753 socialanxiety,iei3u3i3292ne8djdi,2018/04/10,"Just cant do it I play football/soccer and told by coaches i can achieve great stuff in football but i just cant go to trials or traning with new team, last year i trained for 3 months for this trial and it was long travel away got to it and froze with fear couldn't get out of the car, whenever the day comes i get so worried about it and do anything to get out of it i think it might be social anxiety i not sure why i freeze but i think 1 of many reason is fear of new people, large crowd, being judged and being newbie going into new team. Thanks for reading id be intrested to hear your thoughts",1.7563068181818196,3.3384896875000045,3.05286931818182,93.90065340909092,77.90625,5.592045454545455,21.79261363636364,6.11248444174946,0.13341249999999993,472,13,106,3,11,153,84,128,0.152,0.7979999999999999,0.05,-0.9049,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,3,4,6,0,2,2,0,13,0,0,1,1,24,26,9,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,11,0,0,4,6,0,5,4,2,0,0,4,3,10,4,20,16,0,18,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,8,65,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104010853816795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020399009839506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865565131600475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629504436328516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204070053131482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560895701665548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24799485187790224,0.0,0.17984347497844608,0.0,0.1265453312315318,0.1744413391364609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832874164298332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897280585723486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002231425375053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041321716566395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784952519425714,0.0,0.0,0.126292033361657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584380758492168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969185768524764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826574758554438,0.0,0.0,0.16267952425135315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128835186927845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811274005901294,0.0,0.0,0.1491232392348145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567041621955507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027657298378803,0.0,0.12561133291675675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511887903137685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277158451524646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068306595567095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018903795149944 socialanxiety,interstelrose,2018/04/10,Job interview The job I've been wanting ever since I was 15 (minimum 18 to work there) finally called me back and we set up an interview and I'm freaking out! A part of me is excited but the majority of me is freaking out my anxiety is through the roof ever since the call I'm so fucking nervous and scared that I'm going to say something dumb and ill be immediately disqualified. I can already feel my palms. I need this job. It's a huge step and my family is proud of me just landing this interview. It's very competitive. I'm just oh my God I don't wanna go. I rather not go. But I have to. I'm also preparing my first resume since this job expects resumes and just I wish I can stop feeling this way. Once I had a job interview for somewhere else and I felt the same way and the day before the interview my dad told me I couldn't go since it was too much responsibility and I just accepted it and wow my anxiety went out the window and I got to take a breath. 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Please give me some advice ",-0.7413127413127434,0.6291011621621649,2.086911196911199,98.92932432432436,84.67567567567569,4.769111969111969,13.274131274131275,5.288315135182226,-1.3235382239382243,242,2,64,1,7,85,43,74,0.173,0.787,0.04,-0.8065,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,17,15,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,15,1,4,15,1,5,0,0,4,0,7,3,0,5,2,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441546068185367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551290467006587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502632528614358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23968289035479085,0.1419978847951865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27462663920899943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206612863924013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464348489135131,0.0,0.0,0.2742648529026773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568917036989849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910142769565706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201929316521707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509090588346764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709561932926772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FranckDaTanck,2018/04/11,"Job/Work Anxiety So I’m a very paranoid person, I’m currently a intern as an assistant administrator. I feel as if I don’t really get much done but they have said that I’m really helpful. I don’t talk to the manger much it’s a pretty laid back environment, he interacts with everyone but me it seems. Today he had a private talk with the lady I’m currently helping and I can’t get the thought out that it was about me. I’ve only been working there for a month but I feel as if I’m about to lose my job. Which would really send me back into depression ",0.062051282051282186,2.36744973504274,3.185333333333337,86.11800000000002,90.11111111111113,7.222564102564102,20.620512820512825,8.238735603445708,1.4773651282051283,437,15,93,12,15,156,71,117,0.105,0.795,0.1,0.1308,4,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,6,2,0,0,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,15,21,10,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,3,10,0,12,14,2,9,0,2,0,0,11,2,0,3,6,58,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362593818472115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686286689193097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044736803535935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875322610048142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690949960871693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766419113764307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252101251058156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341620133755245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466760765356862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541670525033414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942396158613815,0.0,0.256812526082807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284824970786682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251951960061813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770732670868192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357039371615465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615597651571334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901760880320273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807943836243543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867248146379613,0.0,0.0,0.16557152695094146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412521298144204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543310393282439,0.0,0.0,0.12408414667216552,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,yeah_but_no,2018/04/11,"How many readers here have heard of using beta blockers to treat social anxiety? I hope this post is allowed, I didn't see anything against it in the sidebar. I'm just wondering, because I've been taking them for a few months and it's amazing.. they stop adrenaline, basically. At least for me, my anxiety has always been mostly physical in its manifestation. Meaning, I would get physical symptoms as soon as something felt scary - rapid heart beat, sweating, blushing, unable to formulate thoughts for speaking.. then those symptoms would override my logical ""I can do this, this is fine"" mind, and I would spiral . And even without a complete spiral,I would constantly have ""rushes"" all the time while thinking about stressful stuff, it conversations I might have the next day. I felt like I was constantly battling off the ""fight or flight"" response. Well, with beta blockers, those bursts of stressed out adrenaline are gone. I don't get a ""jolt"" thinking about stuff that might happen, or if my gf suggests we do something social. Instead of feeling on the verge of a panic attack from just getting through a grocery store checkout, I feel totally relaxed. I can even talk about any problems or issues that I would have previously ignored, like ""I don't think you have me the right change back"". And the best part is, there's no side effects that I have experienced, (aside from slight fatigue at times) especially compared to SSRIs which took away some of my symptoms but also my personality. ALL it does is block adrenaline. Anyways, I don't think this is well known because it's mostly a medication for high blood pressure, and it's used ""off label"" for anxiety. A lot of professionals use them as needed for public speaking. Just thought I would put this out there and see if anyone else has tried these, or if anyone has any questions about them.",7.029082719082723,8.324180285285285,6.471740376740378,75.62294226044227,64.46546546546546,8.817308217308216,36.15738465738466,8.97023862654752,3.3226768768768773,1477,70,244,23,22,456,192,333,0.102,0.84,0.058,-0.878,1,0,2,0,1,0,57.0,1,1,4,3,20,20,3,4,14,0,34,8,3,6,3,67,62,21,0,12,12,0,4,2,1,8,5,3,0,1,21,10,0,5,16,1,1,4,6,10,2,0,11,10,29,10,38,43,11,31,0,1,2,0,19,14,0,16,14,180,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883039817941904,0.07161739533345543,0.0,0.0,0.11706152858200172,0.0,0.19753066149352924,0.0,0.0,0.12036472811506888,0.08818920694865014,0.07082853390183681,0.0,0.0,0.09791740650816927,0.08086589228931057,0.0661827578644766,0.0,0.10493532781183014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032548333736737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091050978597645,0.0,0.09024308558449808,0.18602286254626746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055508231441199866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753207108907103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190070217847526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369725992598438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703947271433092,0.0,0.16528199614216796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490455830455778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611169350078395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019937352724513,0.0,0.09093801123252084,0.0,0.08548724136612404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983504496306123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409921466765911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317390217683263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726178807373577,0.0,0.09375580319255856,0.0,0.08670678525310949,0.0,0.18261400094796632,0.08690648020352461,0.0,0.06870050264763959,0.0,0.0,0.06382004646839866,0.0,0.0,0.09153675428157176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098496737607593,0.0,0.09320576144715226,0.0,0.0,0.07515327739174461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243156778565018,0.0,0.0,0.08235766545503137,0.0,0.08652443730683608,0.09641844863400273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350357698940674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717379173956826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547568994946475,0.0,0.13252226386647026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195863560978404,0.1971865053936356,0.0,0.1970598323992176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683800327054753,0.06471416376486375,0.06918005727340203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060152471671474,0.0,0.13666042868925998,0.10037658329460852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956272846383823,0.05843609269751894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230113466421087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477509596388586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296871026915395,0.09333958289362544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668512851020041,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,tossxthexsalad,2018/04/11,"How can I overcome my anxiety of going to the gym? I don't have anyone to go with. It would be me alone which is nerve-racking to me. I get as far as driving there, but cannot get the courage to go in. It really sucks because I want to work out and enjoy all the features this gym has to offer. How can I overcome my anxiety and feel comfortable about working out by myself?",2.5028270042194087,3.610752468354432,4.332341772151898,87.45311181434599,74.9493670886076,7.2919831223628675,27.090717299578056,7.793537801064563,1.50444135021097,291,11,63,4,6,99,54,79,0.14400000000000002,0.733,0.123,0.2321,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,0,3,0,9,0,0,2,1,12,17,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,10,3,15,15,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,48,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000898751910697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433103877373077,0.0,0.0,0.20259741153780855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766267088911958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650447975657005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027610579407837,0.0,0.4940086487916896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561895563307407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089992680450905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42187764288089336,0.0,0.0,0.2058275209160712,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ilovecats02,2018/04/11,"Social Anxiety is ruining my life. Hi Reddit. I have social anxiety. It started since I was a kid, around grade 5 (9 or 10 years old) and ever since, it has slowly taken over me. I have incredibly low self-esteem, from appearance to my personality. People around me tell me to not be so harsh on myself, but I just cannot seem to. Anytime I go out, I always feel like I am inferior to everybody else, I feel exposed and scared. At school, I am always sweating in class, afraid to be embarrassed in front of my peers. I can barely raise my voice, and anytime I get asked to present or read, I stutter and I feel myself shaking, almost as if someone was holding a gun to my head. So I ask, why? Why did I get this, I used to be the most happiest kid in the world, carefree and just joyful. Now on top of social anxiety, I have been diagnosed with depression and generalized anxiety disorder. I feel so alone and sad, just empty. Please help reddit, I feel alone, I write this to all of you with tears in my eyes. Thank you.",2.1256520611874485,4.167298044334977,4.15516722841587,84.30185636505057,78.40886699507391,7.426393570132227,23.984703137153225,8.371475516178862,1.600365517241379,785,27,159,16,19,268,119,203,0.237,0.634,0.129,-0.9542,0,2,0,1,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,1,10,13,0,4,4,0,16,5,3,1,2,35,32,15,0,1,8,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,12,0,1,6,1,0,4,2,10,0,0,5,7,33,3,27,24,2,24,0,5,1,0,14,14,0,7,7,106,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226101981700985,0.2529082592056666,0.0,0.0,0.2031864957126182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736109336546122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21738178501343505,0.2282856463325845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051606866173468,0.1239243758152915,0.0,0.0,0.13993203599503576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019951343308378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044238179626996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30867580018714824,0.0872250590313042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275797326889425,0.0,0.06938969384805144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530522110734998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183804884005354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623967177178657,0.05964970047061476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281187024353039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464565559929918,0.10660909268934007,0.0,0.13402420890739045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212855398740582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222389084552408,0.12356717773438447,0.0,0.11115116963736593,0.1273722483174616,0.0,0.0,0.20199734045099535,0.0,0.0,0.3733829995936413,0.10345113212583316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641983267045504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671686012097573,0.11240914451196612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545132184106516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22034441985513176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862550744701277 socialanxiety,Pontyman,2018/04/11,Propranolol Does anybody here use propranolol to easy their social anxiety?I have had to qyit benzos as my supplier (local drug dealer) has stopped selling so on top of my socual anxiety I am dealing with moderate withdrawals from Diazepam and just need a non benzo alternative to help me through the days. Anybody care to share their experiences?,11.15502824858757,11.097428118644073,9.880000000000004,59.25638418079098,55.94915254237289,13.290395480225987,46.78531073446328,12.45797560212912,6.392758192090397,285,16,39,8,3,89,52,59,0.054000000000000006,0.746,0.2,0.8701,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,10,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462080988413767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281391684115077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756133801991009,0.3318047674950384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816459311921595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37323431417671576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148230405301336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21572377682527252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386416193336266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280771882856667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26907415893939113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779679836115341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Tsepimakara02,2018/04/11,"Forget everything about myself? Every time I get around others my mind goes into this mode where I forget everything about myself, like it throws out everything about me in my head and I can’t act like me it sounds crazy, but it’s real like my mind is trying to find another personality but I just can’t. I’m about to go in for my first day at McDonald’s and as my anxiety increases I can feel that symptoms coming on, what helps with that? I don’t want to make a bad first impression",1.0592424242424237,3.5383386868686912,3.1224494949494965,87.3703409090909,86.37373737373737,6.936363636363637,18.3510101010101,8.07648339933343,0.96419797979798,386,10,79,9,12,130,65,99,0.113,0.745,0.142,0.4423,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,1,0,19,12,5,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,2,15,4,17,12,1,17,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,7,54,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353920246469306,0.14119661324358293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430767442751884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410940665086514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899191514613814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903328162896573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550936217719594,0.0,0.4976426102316097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933248438965008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869491274586848,0.3139926714053228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643093684647537,0.0,0.10489617816604274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942350181274173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123714316576836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27051678402638163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320284048466106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727289904527597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116062430465986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100826572095409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918403522455499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762506567082043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531186274108685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886499182451773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwaway672342,2018/04/11,"My anxiety keeps getting worse I can't wait for this year to be over. I have always been a quiet person, but now I feel trapped. When I am at my part time job, I am not super talkative, but I always try to be as polite as possible and I don't have a problem talking to customers because they don't have any impressions of me. My mind is constantly in a fog, and I have no motivation to do anything beyond the bare minimum. Multiple times when I am put on the spot, I've completely blanked out in class even for basic questions. Everyone ends up thinking that I'm so stupid, even though I've been in the same AP classes as them for years. Now people are starting to decide where they are going for college, and when people found out where I am going (not an ivy, but a decent school), they couldn't believe an ""idiot"" like me could get in, as they talk about me five feet away from me. I have some great friends who help me get by, but my life is such a mess. Being quiet is one thing, but struggling through discussions/presentations when I know what I'm doing is killing me. Sorry for the long rant, but I feel more lost than ever before.",6.399463768115942,5.4335433086956595,6.763260869565219,80.711268115942,65.91304347826087,9.753623188405797,32.210144927536234,8.841846274778883,2.4149710144927545,891,30,184,12,12,290,139,230,0.17600000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.09,-0.966,1,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,5,3,16,12,3,1,11,0,27,2,1,1,1,30,43,19,1,3,8,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,5,5,0,2,8,0,0,3,7,7,0,2,4,4,28,5,32,34,4,32,0,1,0,0,12,14,0,2,16,135,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23136779925781825,0.0,0.0,0.09454500585949734,0.0,0.10635738757533753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440964822320553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062303820799148,0.0,0.0,0.08475125263624084,0.0,0.11830408764365648,0.15663893255449915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577006056073824,0.15024178175767833,0.0,0.11100395219698304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313910312833135,0.0,0.0,0.18365569348226893,0.1257603795536488,0.0,0.13284889581355042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059525033486045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243895823841347,0.10741404943134747,0.0,0.21791193759173816,0.0,0.15802763565059522,0.0,0.0,0.1532808036920014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318871901042956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796558638276135,0.12357604071402385,0.1538158329498059,0.0,0.07640712138681514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820083267136012,0.06792291916778756,0.0,0.0,0.12303696457431533,0.0,0.0,0.15176740886621956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403804269361613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421016501494786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505556841586433,0.0,0.19277146332052075,0.12139542576339428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673516732428355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303270608782472,0.0,0.13976331133305012,0.15574515216892534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070554183551856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563243629768495,0.09840598129844302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534409409495352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22349371307559648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236519631357816,0.08908465787009458,0.13659603551190558,0.0,0.16213874482421878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439208241028396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168320537134566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906121723044044 socialanxiety,honru_,2018/04/11,"Paid study to test new computer/smartphone-based anxiety reduction program *Hi all, the lab I work in is seeking individuals with anxiety symptoms for an upcoming paid pilot study. Permission was sought from moderators before posting. Thanks!* &nbsp; Do you struggle with severe anxiety? The Teachman PACT Lab at University of Virginia is looking for women and men ages 18+ and based in the United States, who struggle with anxiety symptoms, to help test a new anxiety reduction program on a smartphone or computer. We are seeking participants to help us learn how we can improve the program before launching the full study. Participants will be asked to: STEP 1: Try out different components of the online anxiety reduction program and assessments (~1.5 hours). This can be completed from your home anytime within a one-week period. STEP 2: Complete an interview with our research team to provide feedback about your reactions to the program. The interview can be completed online (e.g., via Google Hangout, Skype), by phone, or in person (~.5 hour). The total length of time will be about 2 hours. You will receive $40 compensation for your participation. Please note: This is an experimental program so it is still in the testing phase, but some prior research indicates it may be able to reduce anxiety. &nbsp; **To participate or for more information please contact:** hb7zz[at]virginia[dot]edu IRB-SBS #2013033100&nbsp; Principal Investigator: Bethany Teachman, Ph.D.",7.057656903765693,10.700362330543935,6.949278661087867,62.26716485355653,70.04602510460249,10.518560669456068,39.267112970711295,10.355215969177356,5.694226979079497,1203,71,155,40,25,381,147,239,0.065,0.883,0.052000000000000005,0.3838,1,0,0,0,0,0,68.0,4,5,0,2,5,3,0,2,16,0,19,2,0,3,2,23,24,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,5,10,0,0,2,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,3,1,10,1,32,12,5,24,0,0,1,0,24,9,0,5,10,97,15,18,0.10380703729755653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374246446253412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5558846958019247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704556695323263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666428598130365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265191107848639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084562597743164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915933788423612,0.0,0.10412692231792016,0.0,0.30668706420838715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717176685953339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051496696914545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034233502006552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064030094414223,0.0,0.22789790856894035,0.0,0.0,0.09941844681559464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727240464781445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290043407884523,0.0,0.0,0.21704330861522173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579051751370165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557157302828227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060530718242285765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047816425215188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248670844455752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832677437761354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557275948846835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,97834,2018/04/11,"Does anyone else psych themselves out of participating online? I know this might sound odd- but for example: I've made about 20+ reddit accounts because I get terrible anxiety that someone will disagree with me or flame me or judge me based on my posting history, (I'm not saying we should get rid of the public post history- in fact: I think it's a good idea.) But in my case, it seems more as though I'm running away from myself/my personality. My problem comes in where when I ultimately end up not participating as much as I'd like to. Why is this? I feel slightly vindicated by [this post](https://www.reddit.com/r/socialskills/comments/8bdew3/lack_of_social_skills_stemming_from_no_value_of/?st=JFVG6F7Z&sh=3087d3fd) that basically says that their anxiety might possibly come from lack of self-esteem. I also have a history of depression and anxiety, and haven't had any friends for a few years. Maybe it's just self-confidence/self-esteem issues? Or I'm psyching myself out? Does anybody else relate?",7.729549071618037,10.036217206896557,6.92310344827586,69.26685676392574,63.71264367816092,10.181432360742708,32.92484526967286,10.389873798559362,3.8083099911582674,830,34,129,21,13,255,120,174,0.18,0.7609999999999999,0.06,-0.963,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,1,28,20,13,0,3,8,0,1,1,1,4,0,3,0,1,9,8,0,0,5,0,1,3,3,3,0,0,2,4,15,3,23,14,4,17,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,6,4,77,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025054827153387,0.0,0.13888295344849344,0.0,0.08716678104501695,0.0,0.29417199875401456,0.0,0.0,0.08962642149166611,0.131335535862951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204293094849612,0.0,0.0,0.07813732533702121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208314037654808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040122789399907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243423264293513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415584913992775,0.0,0.11352941536032272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481164864551675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903153363653164,0.0,0.13393749695167964,0.0,0.0,0.10751128473764728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446995939150956,0.0,0.13378659563597015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704443641380928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626222630081119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212869951780944,0.0,0.0,0.12877401723851678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27195740273005936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422703297620318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192181333310942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450366667186068,0.3682829623398913,0.0,0.0,0.12265092860236627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386772777727807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166902385724361,0.40115901862742814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860648005537406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213255471761906,0.12593617834005955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566249372312805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254370378470989 socialanxiety,ziamal,2018/04/11,I've had social anxiety my whole life but sometimes I feel like I'm getting the hang of it But other times I feel like I still have it. Does it ever really go away? Should I ask for anxiety meds?,-0.07214285714285751,2.096357976190476,2.5764761904761926,91.55185714285713,88.28571428571428,6.217142857142857,17.923809523809524,7.554174236665415,0.4997180952380957,153,4,34,3,5,53,31,42,0.08,0.757,0.162,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,9,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,3,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746084520517439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22889515507953245,0.0,0.2300380597009799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142637606298672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147451243413388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475999565919311,0.3498317784676587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279203627909941,0.0,0.139149920193681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729398528670743,0.239235846125472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719653788255333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685269636039126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495866062804917,0.0,0.0,0.2421559891586077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553193731953095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276992318279158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733584673900366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,breadzzz,2018/04/11,Are there people with social anxiety who simultaneously have healthy/normal self esteem? My self esteem is pretty lousy. I’m wondering how much that relates to social anxiety.. I’m guessing (for me) it relates somewhat but not completely. Like if I didn’t have social anxiety I’d still have shit self esteem. Idk. ,3.3491071428571395,6.536768553571433,4.84,72.83000000000003,86.67857142857142,7.085714285714286,26.642857142857146,8.07648339933343,2.7557571428571426,253,11,37,6,8,84,41,56,0.251,0.7140000000000001,0.035,-0.9009,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,6,1,1,1,0,8,10,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,9,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,4,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064071357542289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566957482305108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950783793629275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651446994061476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017737495301088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276799328702018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801584498522015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5542128021459946,0.0,0.18177454345998265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415455910058441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141979295852367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204042678475705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,witastick,2018/04/11,"Taking steps out of our comfort zone together. Just a post to reflect and help others reflect: Be encouraging and boost others up, no criticisms (unless asked for) As a guide we can Share: 1) Previous worst social fear 2) Step you’ve taken to challenge it (if any) 3) Next social fear and how you’re going to challenge it (or a plan for current one) For me, I absolutely was terrified of talking to attractive(by my standard) girls (until junior year of high school) because during grade school I got bullied by some and called “scum” when I tried to be social for once. In my junior year I started watching simple pickup and applying their “social callous(think I spelled this wrong)” methods to becoming socially immune to judgement and me and my friends went out and did ridiculous things (shout penis in public, do push-ups, run around the mall) then picked up girls with crazy pickup lines and honestly just being our dorky selves. After time with a girlfriend, a breakup, and going back in the dating field I’ve been able to work on this more and clear most of my anxiety with dating and talking to attractive women. My new fear is interacting with co workers and coming off as an asshole or flirt just because I am now a lot more confident in talking to people much more than I believe they are used to (it’s like a fucked up reverse social thing). I constantly worry about what I say at work and have huge regrets usually. I’ve been working on this by trying to actively monitor what I say and read expressions on people’s faces to confirm I’m socially okay. Share away and don’t be afraid, everyone’s here to help.",7.0164510233918085,7.417342713815793,6.988771929824562,75.03751461988305,64.29605263157895,9.78187134502924,33.994152046783626,9.586721724236666,3.2326380116959084,1291,52,223,23,18,412,188,304,0.134,0.7240000000000001,0.142,-0.3336,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,3,0,2,7,10,21,2,4,10,1,15,3,1,3,1,43,27,26,0,2,7,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,3,12,25,0,0,2,2,0,7,2,9,0,1,7,4,22,12,51,16,8,43,0,1,1,1,32,18,1,6,18,148,34,12,0.09129496090021806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208370404975401,0.0,0.06984039520337014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127187085690328,0.08534846452788047,0.0,0.08577462101209468,0.07020018963064245,0.0,0.11130512159116357,0.10082811163349326,0.0,0.1028581577945508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322236246767276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864252500724647,0.0,0.0986574196040885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723624749975685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081966375681359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053426032456625,0.08440072024485057,0.0,0.0,0.10377006034558696,0.0,0.07301692018530084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238617575246626,0.09645813863225212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460210640924813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776157110186686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711230079449441,0.0,0.0,0.08817324213234022,0.0970932266361318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722615381353432,0.06186382823814667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265848615612202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743533628431342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131966661320168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520283443854332,0.0,0.18479074887273084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.651446009145721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461904321775933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864244879889328,0.22013829413981925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130463074805728,0.058498124615907116,0.0,0.0,0.053234825875544685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239665713852486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884953387264823,0.10054850137666564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846313433995762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939145655928586,0.09271446435703196,0.0,0.0,0.0998167080213258,0.0,0.11758192319374282 socialanxiety,Reactings,2018/04/11,"Do I have Social Anxiety? I've always been pretty awkward, but not to the point where I have no friends or go really out of the way to avoid confrontation with someone. But, I always notice myself break down under pressure or in basic social situations. Another thing I do is, I am constantly thinking about what I'm doing. Like eating, how I walk, what I say, etc. I can talk to people I've never met before, not easily, but I can. Is this an example of social anxiety? I've always been in denial of being awkward/socially anxious. Any straight forward tips on not worrying so much and feel less awkward?",3.737844827586208,5.826921232758622,5.718482758620691,74.72479310344829,73.74137931034483,8.433103448275862,27.97931034482759,9.120678840339163,2.796847586206897,477,19,79,11,10,165,78,116,0.188,0.696,0.115,-0.7303,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,4,3,0,13,1,0,1,1,16,18,8,0,0,8,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,1,2,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,3,2,10,2,14,14,3,16,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,2,4,61,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082680159022855,0.0,0.0,0.111221763442009,0.1714997582291898,0.25023545334152564,0.1847685274858448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917170061504314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674287243253534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735572304791393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240501683630708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269739650263652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636077270919646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295103506445504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799038170159624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023039793231835,0.0,0.12614228671672875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862063670047208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338717416585326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546106098234548,0.0,0.0,0.16639237136574953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047763481219095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300640445847951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384061463931586,0.0,0.5001655773795369,0.1385780693995081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145784201129873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865745812031756,0.10479826674995824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982089283118595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609618224625305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,keenkykoala,2018/04/11,"Has anybody been able to use benzos sustainably? I’ve tried Xanax and klonopin and know that they work wonders, but I also know that they’re highly addictive. It’s seems so alluring to go into a social situation with an anxiety magic bullet in my pocket, just curious if anyone has been able to use them as a tool without feeling dependent.",9.474947916666665,8.077277015625,9.692500000000004,63.56916666666668,60.09375,12.908333333333333,40.08333333333333,11.855464076750405,4.992089583333334,275,12,44,7,3,92,52,64,0.059,0.894,0.048,0.0887,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,3,0,16,12,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,8,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,0,29,7,1,0.458632262158497,0.0,0.0,0.2499884312086187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833840271744388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542621260977276,0.0,0.0,0.16034317071623275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594912605246542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032564188465146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24228508281447786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520522970124601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087607932229877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577609393023293,0.0,0.23375891717395303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556906002966303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961110200778815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105256719517485,0.2486835621842086,0.16694487456763255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,usernam197,2018/04/11,"Too shy to sing & listen to music freely I have been shy and anxious of being myself pretty much all my life. I have now given it a name - performance anxiety. This manifests sometimes as just talking openly and without crippling self-consciousness. But mostly I have gotten over that. The main problem is that I love singing along to my music. I am learning the piano (to which I sing along). And performance anxiety stops me. The messages I hear are that people will laugh at me, criticize me, think I'm a terrible singer, point out ways in which I sound fake, laugh at my passion, think I have embarrassing taste in music. Yes, these are messages I heard as a child. I am actually a very good singer, and quite musical. But knowing that doesn't help me. I am especially shy about singing around good singers and musicians. And I feel jealous and angry at them too. I have tried working with three therapists and have made little progress. Every now and then, I am able to sing (self-consciously) for a while. The crippling shyness has always returned. I am desperate to get over this problem. I hate living like this. I long to be free and do something freely that I absolutely love. I am 43 and I am scared that I will never just abandon myself to life. Thanks for reading. Any suggestions appreciated. PS I am on Lexapro for depression. 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I got a job through a family friend at Petsmart as a cashier/pet care associate and now all I have to do is my drug test. I'm freaking out about not being able to push sales or messing up badly. Now i'm also pushing myself into a bad spot because I said I was free whenever but when I talked to my boyfriend who lives a hour away he said he's only free fridays and saturdays. Now i'm too scared to say something about scheduling to my managers but I also don't wanna neglect my boyfriend who has been here through everything. What should I do? Should I just wait to see the schedule, should I call the manager? I'm terrified of being told i'm no longer needed because I want to see my boyfriend. They told me I could take off with sheets they fill out for concerts or dates or whatever but what if thats only for sometimes and not for something as permanent as a month? 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I'm not a native english speaker so there may be some errors, sorry in advance. So after gathering my courage i decided to make my first post on this subreddit. I'm a 18 year old guy who has several problems linked to social anxiety. I get anxious whenever i am near someone i don't know. As of today the only people with whom i can talk freely are my parents, my brother and a close friend, apart from them i can't make even a single friend, it really pains me. My class is full of really good people and i would really like to be their friend... Even chatting online sometime become a problem, i always fear other's judgment which is why i decided to write this post. I was really anxious to post this at first but then i thought that to destroy social anxiety it's very important to step out of my comfort zone, so i hope this help! Thanks for reading ",3.994031830238729,5.372887103448279,5.4989655172413805,79.47720159151196,71.64367816091955,8.572236958443856,29.47656940760389,9.057496981413335,2.60141343943413,692,28,128,14,13,234,116,174,0.12,0.7070000000000001,0.173,0.9286,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,3,6,14,1,1,6,0,13,1,0,2,0,21,22,8,0,4,2,2,0,1,3,2,1,1,0,1,11,5,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,5,0,2,2,1,22,9,20,16,3,20,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,3,8,88,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200972798462914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757127328036047,0.2769972639756715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539769660865295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194705914177995,0.0,0.0,0.11714577195677485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795463108192602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856026155030646,0.0,0.0,0.2841521940227126,0.0,0.06405137202798122,0.0,0.0,0.1028277435768656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138935619326187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217354280054365,0.0,0.0,0.12176553192574616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737557857022469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059894233600822286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366762014042352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864392330141816,0.0,0.0,0.09323981440012466,0.13045083244943526,0.0,0.13612839647963024,0.0,0.0,0.16998531861050015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522393589438145,0.0,0.0,0.23461571064962355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226292183219899,0.0,0.314152655260565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849863198783574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499424520581257,0.10387522862527336,0.0,0.12125062040156863,0.1372362320360835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853805477793147,0.0,0.1128699642605079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732756331018053,0.0,0.0,0.11620671312417633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115457402200403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106238593934126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708871084980087,0.0,0.0,0.0789478316380562 socialanxiety,BeKindRewind_,2018/04/11,"Please please help, it's urgent So I started a new job a few months ago. My boss likes me and as far as the work itself I'm doing really well. But it seems like some of my coworkers don't like me and I'm really worried. Yesterday they were talking about all the people that were fired because no one likes them, etc. They also started talking about how they were trying to get this one woman fired because they didn't like her. A lot of these people were apparently not very nice so hopefully it's a different scenario from me? Then again, I think these coworkers aren't the nicest people, or at least they certainly aren't very welcoming. The reason I think some of them don't like me is two fold. 1. I QA their code and have to call out their mistakes to their managers... 2. I'm shy and have a hard time opening up to people. I finally did manage to open up to two of the girls, but there are 3 people who I still don't think like me. 1 in particular was recently hired as a QA manager and while he isn't my boss I'm worried he will be one day because I report to the head of the department but why would he hire a manager above me that isn't managing anyone (my boss claims he isn't my manager but I'm worried he will be one day and he's just testing him out and letting him learn the ropes before making him manager over me). I'm really really scared of losing my job. And I can't just like, change my shyness over night. It just doesn't work that way. I've gotten a lot better over the years but I still have social anxiety that flares up and when it does it's really upsetting. Should I just look for a different job? I feel like I need to be here 2 years, or at Least a year and a half because I'm so new in my field I need to build something and I'm actually learning a lot but I'm fucking miserable. But then I think, well, what if I get a new job and it's just the same thing? What if it's me? What if I'm miserable in every job for the rest of my life?? I'm trying to get this new guy to like me because I'm panicking that if he winds up my boss one day and doesn't like me then I will definitely be fired :( It doesn't help that I read in another thread that outgoing and energetic people are ehat employees are looking for nowadays and people who just want to get their job done well like myself aren't really valued right now. 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I'm sure I'm not the only one, but I suffer from anxiety when it comes to hopping on the microphone and talking to people on Discord or Skype and the like. I really don't know the root of it or why I'm like this, but every time I'm invited to talk in a group chat for like a guild in an online game I'll just make up an excuse such as ""my microphone is broken"". I feel really bad about it too like I'm letting everyone down. I can talk just fine with people in text chat but as soon as I try to take that plunge of hooking up the microphone and getting in chat I feel extreme anxiety. Maybe I fear people won't like my voice, I'll be super uninteresting, or maybe I'll be awkward sounding when trying to joke around? Maybe it's because it's easier to take time with what you have to say in text chat? Regardless of where it stems from, I'd love to overcome this. Anyone have any tips?",5.056111375535457,4.7216689947644,6.379723940980487,80.2496525464065,68.47643979057591,10.086815801999046,29.40552118039029,9.800150414767053,2.490241884816753,722,23,153,15,11,246,104,191,0.117,0.695,0.187,0.9434,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,10,14,0,2,9,0,9,1,0,2,1,23,23,14,0,1,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,3,0,0,10,7,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,5,10,10,31,19,0,18,0,1,0,1,13,12,0,3,10,88,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495973944933443,0.0,0.32047181300115346,0.0,0.0,0.09763927875493557,0.0,0.0,0.12430887942746816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165932614940142,0.08512302469262269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028718000364673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765241410713967,0.13343165424659265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713341018429508,0.1412119891287855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295594526118279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674229085931976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279098646259555,0.0,0.3411043580872227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603022142402934,0.0,0.09321053989894633,0.0,0.4208603430645799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462342978319864,0.10620223392820796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904256194777855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891345021331134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104704154361378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316087023146162,0.0,0.2099832525418724,0.3367111446440993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628499868732442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961229036425645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600304997308834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,PatrickSary,2018/04/11,"I planned to say ""See you next week"" to people I only see every Monday but said ""Good week-end"" instead. SA makes you say the weirdest shit.",3.568928571428572,4.555249464285719,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,72.21428571428571,5.6000000000000005,24.714285714285715,3.1291,0.2861571428571428,107,3,22,0,2,34,22,28,0.219,0.665,0.116,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,1,0,3,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331169566912984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175723622935126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075955758661564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568795228130935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27991604015559785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017535599274408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246964499723087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25036334180159986,0.4186141901301345,0.0,0.0,0.41947242829647424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701708770064545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222461081311361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,doublepickled,2018/04/11,"Rhythm reading??????? Ok so in my choir we were being tested on rhythm reading. I am perfectly capable of rhythm reading, in fact I'm quite good, but when faced with the task of doing a line in front of the class, I forgot literally everything I knew. Then I started crying and the class was like um wut. My teacher got a peer tutor to go work with me bc she thought I simply could not rhythm read but no it's my fucking anxiety back at it again. Btw, the peer tutor is this girl who is like my favourite person on the planet and I respect her so much and she's so good at everything music related but then she saw me as a mess and honestly just ow. I think that my teacher will make me do it again in front of the class because no one knew that what happened there was an anxiety attack. I'm perfectly capable of reading music but I cannot do that again. My next choir class is tomorrow. That class used to be my happy place and now id rather be set alight than go there again. Pls help what do I do. *Side note: the teacher soad that if we flunked that test that it would reflect on our grade I don't think I'm ok",0.6737367374005316,2.9074772025862075,2.334827586206899,94.2160079575597,85.16379310344827,5.638196286472149,20.9920424403183,7.010146845296331,0.4628436339522546,869,28,193,12,26,284,124,232,0.108,0.713,0.179,0.9619,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,0,0,4,14,15,2,0,11,2,20,2,1,2,3,31,38,17,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,2,15,9,0,1,6,7,0,4,5,4,1,1,9,3,27,11,20,23,1,32,0,1,1,1,11,11,1,1,18,124,42,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874471560590727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521444382257624,0.0,0.10491004938659124,0.0,0.08316947478737638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089322000132694,0.0,0.14986737817417367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452378584250495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613190613499645,0.0,0.0,0.15507824427518505,0.22887031381683776,0.1091194873261854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120648969334507,0.14523753360779387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144946623351284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331044291361116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107138375353123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029538136354092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510010948822086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245184820518797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912972951168012,0.14254547652842747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511535577660492,0.6823593201645856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656935474046473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484400468909728,0.0,0.10831410465200912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178359850053516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932626329054928,0.0,0.0,0.09691946885520357,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,somnums,2018/04/11,"I just got invited to go to the beach with a bunch of people I have nothing in common this weekend Jeez, if they were my friends or college classmates I'd be anxious too but I'd also be excited and motivated. I said I'd give it a thought but I think I'm going to say no, hanging out with people I already know I have nothing in common is too uncomfortable.",1.6367428571428595,3.5459562933333366,4.164571428571431,84.28800000000003,79.4,6.419047619047619,29.380952380952376,7.447530270364453,1.8842952380952385,282,14,57,4,7,99,52,75,0.104,0.772,0.124,0.3506,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,13,15,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,2,8,2,9,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,2,3,39,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842879736736157,0.20601709732371526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910351190303235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903510098061492,0.0,0.0,0.2471307509317277,0.2928206001538646,0.0,0.2060407242594023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415801675979332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943830198869036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35719989955972603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24505380208945424,0.2048682490052376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507127297468074,0.0,0.20451999103787225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cloud43,2018/04/11,"Does anybody else feel like they look good at some times and super ugly at other times? This is super embarrassing to admit because I’m a guy and I feel like this is a problem that 14 year old girls would have. But I swear I look completely different depending on what room I’m in. I can take a selfie in one room and think I look pretty good. But then I move to another room with different lighting and I look like 10x worse. And of course you know it’s the bad pics that are what you truly look like. And then this of course kills my mood and any small amount of confidence I had and I become a social hermit for the rest of the day. Oh well, I’ll just stick to rooms with good lighting for the rest of my life, haha. ",2.048830769230772,3.7432048266666698,3.2273333333333305,92.47546153846157,77.4,6.482051282051282,19.53846153846154,7.321109707123232,0.2480307692307693,564,12,126,7,13,182,88,150,0.115,0.639,0.246,0.9678,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,2,2,16,1,1,8,1,7,1,0,1,0,22,20,12,1,2,3,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,4,2,9,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,9,14,11,17,18,4,18,0,0,5,0,7,10,0,2,11,73,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101417949847103,0.1403404270563858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174883262595928,0.08158617845577336,0.14781314986213334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403262111707331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631420076653247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796636798739704,0.0,0.0,0.11712221400145882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180416817389817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534465659271036,0.19122726261198944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367699684414182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252029796728326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807151052066048,0.0,0.07355366259319443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453347779080674,0.2615452271010107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619495166019471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224822241266682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044008125755733,0.0,0.09069184343796524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616098761601353,0.0,0.12806453900947476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643061162908945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006292432421617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575775069492153,0.0,0.0,0.15608359945546352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033610475265932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639198145219664,0.09507441404523084,0.0,0.0,0.08618704720609481 socialanxiety,onepersononeidea,2018/04/11,"""Why is My Social Anxiety Gradually Getting Worse?"" ...just sharing what helped me deal with it social anxiety almost always has a root source of the problem. It's sometimes hard to find, but something triggered it along the way. Using myself as an example; I had a full blown panic attack sitting in stopped traffic--with no escape from my minds natural reaction of ""fight or flight."" This was so intense that I developed a reclusive social anxiety problem out of fear that I might have another panic attack being trapped...everyday I lived in this fear and the longer I isolated myself; the greater the anxiety grew because I did nothing but worry about it... The best way to explain how I overcame this was just like Kevin McAllister and the scary furnace in the basement in home alone...the more he let his imagination build up with fear each time he went to the basement was more and more intense. Then finally, he decided to fight back and tells the imaginary monster in the furnace to ""shuttup"" when he finally had the courage. Fighting back is the only solution; you have to face whatever it is in your life that keeps you so scared. Fear only grows and grows...",9.787358490566037,8.541785283018866,9.09781132075472,67.59530188679246,59.37735849056603,12.442264150943394,43.36981132075472,11.407655852321104,5.117281509433963,928,47,152,21,10,295,128,212,0.277,0.599,0.124,-0.9916,0,2,1,0,4,0,35.0,0,3,0,1,9,18,5,7,17,0,15,2,1,4,0,30,20,14,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,12,10,0,2,4,0,0,4,1,14,0,0,7,1,16,4,23,10,7,24,0,0,0,0,19,9,0,3,9,108,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596438130166086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805149564131426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096247777943624,0.3238109046652895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407731823314517,0.0,0.16273953523444762,0.0,0.06450746020867221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105254338486806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909673812562676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763118905381124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318433251470727,0.09671841812245867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05528707130551114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479477303769993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092954259052303,0.0,0.10614702661941368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405850982899087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820907634161203,0.07474445638219909,0.051698763961387256,0.0,0.09344182495304697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225929003453612,0.10684897889979438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153804181114592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609631801485952,0.0,0.2483161353006942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251268807188635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594521724779396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236133528062872,0.0,0.08146612624548097,0.10465961124221483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847104059354115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924921620488708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617050385964435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139531220216572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799146640004095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809706756904614,0.09548693507615418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746629687441814,0.1078405740143713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,punchitchewy,2018/04/11,"I'm socially inhibited more by choice now simply because people are too complex, difficult to be accepted by, and ""dangerous""...I tread carefully Not that I even want to be accepted by most people. I try to wish strangers well, and know that there are great people out there I haven't met yet, and love when I make a connection with someone new....but in my experience the vast majority of people are just too damn dramatic and difficult. The human race is so brutally insecure that we just play this weird game of projecting our insecurities on to each other. Of course there is the slim number of people who've matured and developed enough to be able to tactfully sense this drama and deal with it wisely and/or compassionately, but in my experience that's not most people....and obviously if I'm oriented to the dramatic/insecure types then I will see that more than the opposite. But I have found that even when I consciously move through that conflict orientation and do everything I can to be neutral, polite, boundaried, and engaging or helpful when the situation calls for it, I still seem to experience a lot of troubling, insecure type reactions and treatment from people. Humanity is so wounded! So much insecurity everywhere! Not judging, I'm just getting it out there. It's like, some people are just going to hate on you and project their crap on to you no matter how ""in your lane"" you are. Welcome to Earth I guess!",7.388893678160919,8.180165022988508,7.9067409003831415,67.42953663793105,63.52107279693488,12.042241379310346,36.61901340996168,11.698219412168324,4.72459559386973,1145,53,194,36,16,379,151,261,0.155,0.723,0.122,-0.9254,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,4,1,0,23,24,4,4,8,0,17,3,1,2,1,46,34,22,0,3,11,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,14,16,0,1,7,3,0,2,5,12,1,0,2,1,19,12,34,27,10,18,0,0,1,1,18,9,2,8,8,143,33,4,0.1300358978632877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926867638789249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278119060338767,0.0,0.13258026430991274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340613008399353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436184327935413,0.0,0.17177496828188096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168678802364256,0.3816001801283748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257765016609467,0.0,0.0,0.06793838959980825,0.0,0.07390239743414863,0.0,0.0,0.14336503646132145,0.1432492018731657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838352772490946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716032129867568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146432873314185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352897132909148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055187023565434,0.11736247476203275,0.0,0.08679997156903974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820758028634836,0.09559134705168897,0.0,0.0,0.1255894804613312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6310536297234862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362177479258927,0.11837979760796652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461657974888796,0.0,0.13255522206486242,0.1101789942771254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384683600783856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882858388686579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669854167370725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691788886262112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953486507553332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,beugmon,2018/04/11,"I can't stand being around people, but I get lonely Being around people makes me really anxious, so I tend to isolate myself a lot. I don't really have many friends. I'm on school holidays at the moment and I haven't really been doing much other than making music and watching Netflix at home, it gets really lonely and I start to overthink every little thing. My girlfriend keeps bailing on plans and ignoring me lately which has made things a lot worse. Does anyone have any ideas on how to cope?",3.4792708333333318,5.863519218750002,4.672083333333337,80.56458333333337,75.5625,6.7666666666666675,21.08333333333333,7.793537801064563,1.1866958333333333,399,10,67,6,9,131,68,96,0.19,0.733,0.077,-0.8954,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,4,0,16,19,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,10,1,11,15,3,12,0,2,1,0,2,8,0,2,3,49,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685757039050665,0.0,0.0,0.19413108134978652,0.0,0.12015501470568905,0.0,0.0,0.30594931519606605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503789567997741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478320331190075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276370050689615,0.0,0.1795593492190099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237023567402213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398723663637754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273991201375056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938437973102041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222952810937867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921856404219884,0.0,0.16259982767010128,0.22941000661000846,0.17421950090263688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632268860563511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382654127467679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403422170985533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391196509960113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162973371136054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283266542050285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512035664199446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,joetjen,2018/04/11,"Excel at 1-on-1 conversations but suck at group conversations? The title pretty much says it all. I'm sorry if this question has already been asked a billion times but, I only see posts about people being okay in groups but suck at 1-on-1 conversations - so the other way around. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a social butterfly and go up to the first person that seems alone to start chatting them up. Usually these conversations just happen because there's some underlying interest in us talking to each other i.e. attraction, working as partners, etc. In these conversations, I'm really good at building rapport through honesty and just vibing with the other person. The conversation doesn't have to get very deep even but, it's almost effortless for me engage in a deep topic with someone I knew very little about beforehand. When it comes to group conversations, it's almost completely the opposite. In my circle of friends, I've already built a solid connection with everyone individually in one way or another. However, when everyone gets together to hang out or something, I just kind of speak only when spoken to or just chime in that chuckle at a joke someone made. I've tried to be retrospective about the topic and some of the observations I've made are: * This has been one of my traits for as long as I can remember. I picked up on the 1-on-1 talk probably around middle/high school but, really it's too far back to remember exactly how I picked it up. * In our circle of friends, there's one person that's especially talkative and friendly who, hands down, carries all of the conversations. * Our conversations generally revolve around taking turns with one another, kind of like two people talk at a time and the rest just listen until they feel it's appropriate to include themselves. Then it's those two that talk and the cycle repeats. * Whenever I do talk, which is maybe 10% of the time, it's more or less to agree on something and kind of just repeat what's already been said. Sometimes I can string this into another topic but, ultimately will just kind of hand the baton to someone else to piggy back off that. * Sometimes, when I contribute to the conversation, I say something that's contrary to the majority of opinions in the group and kind of shell up rather than defend my opinion on it. * I don't recall any notable, sober, instances where I've contributed to a conversation already being held by another group of people that I know nothing about. More than likely, it's because this has never happened before. * Back a couple years ago, taking MDMA and LSD really made it easy to talk in a group setting but, I don't have any urge to use these substances JUST to be more talkative in a group. That's kind of all I can say on the topic. I know it's probably hard to find the root cause of this and I don't really expect anyone here to do that for me. I would at least like to receive some input on how you guys can establish yourself as contributing equally in a group conversation or maybe some ideas on methods I could try to get an idea of what it should feel like to contribute. Thanks!",5.667337253941027,7.231035596912522,6.238322715020832,75.06041309319612,67.8164665523156,9.32596585804133,30.51903128318223,9.66644846860713,3.0006636772032995,2495,97,433,55,42,811,261,583,0.022,0.848,0.13,0.9965,1,1,4,0,0,0,69.0,3,1,2,3,32,25,2,0,31,1,29,2,2,10,5,85,62,36,0,6,23,0,5,4,4,3,0,6,0,5,39,21,0,1,12,2,0,4,7,3,0,8,9,12,30,22,98,45,18,72,0,0,1,0,52,43,2,16,25,303,69,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053733250144800286,0.0,0.12139819659816352,0.06278085733764925,0.2675691539602019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244318072998262,0.2542485413874863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04238476617257991,0.0,0.0,0.16188575504330022,0.056668645933718564,0.0,0.0,0.13983203023034765,0.0,0.07390303458826364,0.0,0.05158054193362726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227028378748092,0.0,0.05221611694623338,0.06355569677413181,0.0,0.0,0.04839768536435564,0.06707147898921588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050637665987424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760389919969226,0.040036909914496585,0.0,0.0,0.11584414668725687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129948127751735,0.0433047461914573,0.0,0.0,0.055402774940326034,0.05156072884363518,0.0,0.0,0.14049746694237947,0.0,0.12667937412999228,0.0,0.03444999766998569,0.050842604096857265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002028989280413,0.10720670025344163,0.0,0.05430086200828228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404511359183301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685826905247744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787392214325779,0.06662695782061917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845747852572365,0.06075408749947212,0.0,0.05364407466399133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207161163551646,0.0,0.0,0.12179570530473145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04456041749032354,0.0,0.046751512562120484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581635782258318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430239948308414,0.09220381202017408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260724385622356,0.15878509290397402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805426191789065,0.061669208975226285,0.13071060374306853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790483331908075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533102761755904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733432799221196,0.0,0.05766058061876024,0.14461504478529094,0.0,0.061347568334253325,0.04830384431500151,0.055183375551540466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061791325448514574,0.15408158170418618,0.13999762026475446,0.11990338550932132,0.06785568923759631,0.042904974341824866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911527734804695,0.29232954842408604,0.0,0.05580792408455138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603865630994214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230983158640028,0.0659338121657331,0.11842786330298045,0.0,0.0729147020247928,0.05235356420042225,0.06676098340139383,0.10003062949139864,0.0,0.0962297935132959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044129846258200746,0.0,0.0,0.043060527178953714,0.06627509605966135,0.0,0.039035314873738916 socialanxiety,0o8o0,2018/04/11,"My friend made fun of the way I talk My friend started laughing at me and said the way I pronounced a word weirdly was ""stupid"". Now I have to worry even more about talking and the way I talk. 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Writing an article on the topic (and yes, I’m aware which sub I’m posting this in hahaha). For my longform news story this semester, I figured I should go with something I’ve had some experience with- social anxiety. If anyone would be up for a (informal) chat, I’d be super grateful. Honestly, it’d just be really interesting to talk to someone else who suffers from this thing. PM with general info about yourself if interested (name, age etc). Thanks!",4.248219954648526,6.741356724489801,5.99544217687075,71.47257369614515,73.59183673469387,9.661678004535148,31.29705215419501,9.994966539143718,3.890418140589569,421,20,68,13,9,144,72,98,0.061,0.738,0.201,0.9431,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,18,13,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,16,4,2,7,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,3,1,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34038230664000674,0.0,0.0,0.31111643744923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584755403161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481160824510085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176211774172928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643647132060884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306753319218866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425218312545706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535661931112558,0.1885005593014261,0.17127050117799972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576305666699709,0.0,0.2048231486275752,0.0,0.0,0.14780110385939502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160767186034089,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,trowawayformysaftey,2018/04/11,Can't talk to girls in my school but can outside my school I can talk to random strangers perfectly fine even girls. But if it's a girl that has any relation to a friend or goes to my school I just get way to nervous for some reason. I hung out with a girl from my school and did fine but in school I can't talk to her I'm just too nervous of messing up.,2.984810126582281,2.943276088607597,3.86567088607595,95.4891392405063,72.92405063291139,7.332658227848103,24.66075949367089,6.742157984588678,0.467013164556962,277,7,71,2,5,89,48,79,0.065,0.758,0.177,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,14,8,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,9,4,14,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,4,0,45,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515037818150765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118410346872168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082413292573014,0.0,0.08846806800577682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409970133212915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8568562774575329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083037281750682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440647264297692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,niamma98,2018/04/12,"Easily Startled Can anyone else relate to this? You’re minding your own business, probably thinking about something or feeling anxious about something or whatever and as your round the corner, a person suddenly appears in front of you. You jump or flinch or do whatever it is you do when startled and then feel a pang of embarrassment by being startled by another human being who is just simply walking. This is happening more and more to me lately as my anxiety is worsening so I wonder if there’s a connection there. Anyway, I’m just trying to see what other people’s experiences are regarding this. Does this happen to you?",5.891754385964909,8.064799403508776,6.842982456140351,68.56254385964914,68.12280701754386,9.628070175438598,33.719298245614034,9.994966539143718,4.057340350877194,508,24,74,13,9,169,78,114,0.13,0.836,0.034,-0.8466,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,0,0,9,4,0,4,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,16,19,13,0,1,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,4,9,0,13,17,3,10,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,7,4,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22979869655538104,0.16764974366022206,0.2475779978882645,0.0,0.1532353179626596,0.22454586786806965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917803207510688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307235238423306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437151048882805,0.0,0.0,0.2216184339972428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875886146020875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24721162066082344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127981071450545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193155429752786,0.1913540044065151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23628160226371656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746347947819178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374259479288056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042296822494651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487889913470211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23765966803053964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,blokzenz,2018/04/12,I feel like I’ve suppressed my personality for so long.. that I’m starting to lose it all together. ,2.1744999999999983,4.465879450000003,4.830000000000002,78.24500000000002,79.5,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.7100000000000004,79,4,16,2,2,28,18,20,0.134,0.743,0.124,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24375521565016636,0.34439957815584005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23552098338883484,0.0,0.0,0.4266275249174316,0.0,0.5393266044141771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209355311139259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412202209610586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,8Warden12,2018/04/12,I find it hard to look into the eyes of my crush I can't bring myself to look into the eyes of the girl I like (or anyone else of the opposite gender) because then people would think I'm creepy. That's why my line of sight is usually a few degrees away from their eyes. Does anyone else have the same problem? 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And what side effect did it bring? 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I just got diagnosed with social anxiety, even though I've always suspected I had it, and was wondering if anyone else coping with social anxiety feels this way: I have almost always felt that no matter what I do no one likes me. In all of my interactions with other people I can tell they in no way like me, like its so obvious how indifferent they are abt my existence. Even people that are important in my life, I just know deep down they don't actually like me as a person. Obviously my social skills are not amazing, so Ive found that since I can be awkward at times, this must be the cause of people being uncomfortable around me. I guess I'm not severely socially anxious, like I can have a conversation and even make small talk comfortably, and on good days Im actually pretty social, but no matter how I deal with it I always feel people deeply dislike me. I'm as nice as possible, and really try to be as thoughtful as I can about those around me, which is why its so hard for me to believe that I'm doing something that offends/hurts others and thats why they dislike me. In fact, I feel that sometimes I'm too considerate because all I can think of is how others feel, and sometimes this happens obsessively. I guess this might sound kind of confusing lol I'm still trying to figure out so much about how this disorder affects me and how to overcome it. Basically my question is If other people with social anxiety experience any of this, because I just feel so different and so outcast because of how few people seem to like me as a person. 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And it works: if the world is an illusion than my fear is also an illusion. Another strategy to minimize the fear is to not care about the outcome.",7.929479166666668,6.147950906250002,8.401875,72.82229166666669,63.375,12.908333333333333,38.52083333333333,11.855464076750405,4.482870833333334,254,11,50,7,3,85,45,64,0.221,0.7509999999999999,0.028,-0.9174,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,3,10,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,10,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,36,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785953815988406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234178959898833,0.17084536677602594,0.2522971579403053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900357436879201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276978574005495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302414399342952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7539185228139332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166797021233838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907322482401505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208771775341533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258549906866046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Reallydepressed5321,2018/04/12,At my schooling for online school. I need a drink of water I am in a program for me to graduate highschool and i have to go to this lab for an 1 45 mins and i need water i am to akward to get up and get the water should i get the water or not their is a lot of people here ,1.8774999999999973,1.4595067499999992,4.662500000000001,90.1325,75.25,7.025,22.25,5.985473137389443,0.2051999999999996,208,4,53,1,4,76,40,64,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,5,5,0,0,0,9,11,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,13,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,41,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922096734231693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675310943968272,0.0,0.16952452044891325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535946523673924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442355047817813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679604387616152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6037688131185033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ghatsim,2018/04/12,"Should I go to an anime convention with people I barely know? I've been struggling to make friends for a while now and my counselor recommended that I find some clubs at my college. And the only club that I was able to find with regular meeting times is my college's Anime Club. Unfortunately I'm not an anime fan. I watch one or two western cartoons, but nothing on the level that would help me to keep up with them. There are about 10 regular members of this club, about evenly split on gender, and they're all mostly very friendly and bubbly people. Which puts a lot of pressure on me to be bubbly and humorous when I'm usually a very serious person. The best I can do is dry humor, and I'm not spontaneous with it. I've been going to this club's meetings for the past month but I've never actually initiated a conversation with anyone there. The whole thing is greatly uncomfortable and I'm not sure if I can stick with it, but I feel like I have to in order to make friends. I'm informally signed up to go to a Japanese cultural festival in San Francisco, a two hour car ride away, with about half the members of the club, next Saturday. I'm strongly reconsidering going because I'm not sure how I would do with them all day, especially when I would depend on them for transportation. It would be drastic and unprecedented for me and I don't think I want to be any of these people's best friend in the long run anyway.",6.876619552414608,6.191923328621911,7.654219081272084,73.78922025912841,64.8303886925795,10.797550058892817,33.70765606595995,10.203070172399654,3.2349483627797406,1134,42,220,23,15,381,148,283,0.067,0.77,0.163,0.9874,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,3,11,17,0,2,16,0,21,0,0,4,5,52,39,18,0,7,9,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,0,1,11,17,0,1,6,6,0,9,6,3,0,4,3,2,22,14,41,28,8,36,1,0,1,0,14,12,0,6,15,151,33,2,0.11944977386908215,0.0,0.11656574845919135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122994233825698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352205923484138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222699459611096,0.0,0.0,0.0728154734578753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25071033642038504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703522231232063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889544908288093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039739473233261,0.08533494231926565,0.0,0.0,0.21834985860245626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691463959331095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715442368436737,0.0,0.0,0.13169379738540912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006466553127645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176339659364206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617244740042392,0.0,0.0,0.0656464718369863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835712587129991,0.0,0.0,0.10570929100896387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155192617915723,0.0,0.0,0.15946730320061506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534366988498467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212702945281293,0.0,0.1270361896379079,0.0,0.0,0.11461527960560072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094225815813574,0.09084693564039548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402832518168048,0.2484342992149862,0.10429893514992164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008001498734985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487483897440885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515999648320495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935712206484631,0.0765385919248343,0.0,0.0,0.06965212373269758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23337014467821365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315570501798541,0.19711714646863002,0.07045457146490973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336140672748048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394147687006248,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,goelectric9,2018/04/12,"Anyone else get like this about applying for jobs? I'm in college but I have to start applying for a summer job. I applied for one online but haven't heard back yet. I filled out one application for another place and took it to the receptionist and she told me she'd give it to the manager. My mom wants me to just walk into places and ask to speak to the manager and ask if they have any job openings. I've had two jobs before (one of them was being a hostess/server) and I became very confident in them and had no problems, but I don't know what it is, I get so anxious about just going up to managers and asking if they have job openings. Even though I know I'm qualified for the jobs and I'm a hard worker. I have a huge mental block against asking anyone for favors and for whatever reason my brain equates asking if there's a job available as asking for a favor even though it's really not. I guess deep down I think I'm not worth the job or something or I'm afraid they'll judge me. However, if for example the manager of the job I applied to online emailed me back and said ""Let's do an interview, meet me ___ at ____ time"" I would be nervous but normally nervous, not super anxious and I would go through with it. 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I don’t watch baseball He always tries to bring it up with me now, and I have to awkwardly nod and say “yeah haha” like I know what’s going on. He brings up baseball every time he sees me and thinks I’m an avid fan, help me I’m living a lie",-1.0413235294117626,0.8654760441176492,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,90.02941176470587,3.988235294117647,15.852941176470587,5.148860815047168,-0.9565941176470592,233,5,57,1,8,80,51,68,0.033,0.708,0.259,0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,3,8,2,7,10,0,10,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,5,26,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33094651689206905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31065172845983785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31455802981756525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121797342445873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502443012935376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051798426712372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823967925458672,0.0,0.3296691807525141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968977633830696,0.0,0.0,0.29750645988224234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392234618246085,0.0,0.0,0.21769961719619085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534757528726185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404209955369541 socialanxiety,NotEnoughDrip,2018/04/12,"I just want to be normal Hello all I am a 22 years old boy Because of things in my life and my severe social anxiety and depression i never had a job at this age.I have almost no social skills. I never had friends or a girlfriend.Communication is very hard for me.I was bullied through all school years.After I graduated I become even more depressed.I had suicide thoughts and I've cut myself.Antidepressants and other pills made the situation even worse. I couldn't even go to the local shop that is 1 min away from me.It was very hard for me to learn to go outside by myself and not be so anxious.Now i am able to go outside alone ,i may be a bit anxious sometimes but it's alot better.I put alot of effect to look good but I never feel handsome,i feel ugly because im so lonely.When I see what people at my age achieved I get more depressed- they have jobs,friends, ,girlfriends/boyfriends and even kids and me???nothing. I feel like an outcast.I want to start some job to feel normal and not depend on my mom.When I look for jobs they all want social skills and skills for working in a team and I have none if that.I could barely say hello to the cashier at the supermarket.When the interviewer see my social skills he will never hire me.I will be happy to hear how people with social anxiety work and how do they overcome this fear.Sorry for my bad English. 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I always shit my pants going to my local barbershop it's actually hell not because I'm afraid of the end result as I always get the same cut but the TALKING. Having to be restrained in that one chair for X amount of minutes and make small talk, and I just don't know what to say?? Often I don't even know about the subject they're talking about or interested in it. Am I the only one alone in this thinking??",4.615905797101451,5.213791967391302,5.524782608695656,82.76297101449278,69.54347826086956,7.4376811594202925,28.3768115942029,7.1686216300943375,1.487863768115942,359,12,71,3,6,118,66,92,0.113,0.848,0.04,-0.6767,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,3,2,5,0,5,1,1,2,0,14,13,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,0,1,8,1,13,12,2,7,1,0,0,0,5,5,2,2,1,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.20796836064333765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207216609968652,0.0,0.0,0.3546555653554289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901414837744356,0.2183603082951675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991221559225294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802926273588848,0.0,0.1887556020216719,0.0,0.0,0.14075967790599206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268636538073566,0.0,0.12111750347979705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23424358030415185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422551395295011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888228996669729,0.16208267457930176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694766751297796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187582888086834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138784832103074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365547401270263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fifimcg,2018/04/12,"Anyone else find it difficult to make/keep friends? My only friend at home is ignoring me and I don't know what I've done wrong. She isn't answering my message or a comment I left on her facebook profile picture, but she's replying to other people's comments. I'm so lonely, I basically have no friends. I get so anxious when I talk to people, I find it hard to look people in the eye even. I feel like I'm missing out on going out and having fun and having friends. Am I silly for worrying about this? ",2.2820085470085485,4.027421730769234,4.3474358974359015,84.4753418803419,76.88461538461539,6.92991452991453,27.901709401709404,7.793537801064563,1.8095888888888887,396,17,79,6,9,136,73,104,0.204,0.613,0.184,0.1049,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,0,2,0,8,1,1,0,0,13,16,8,0,0,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,4,14,7,12,15,0,9,0,2,2,0,11,7,0,1,2,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817195146352887,0.0,0.12265606092953232,0.17973605574017915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951310314378766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653889134112752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586166694673493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869640662767206,0.1253183647579861,0.0,0.0,0.3206570073349617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5421087943267677,0.0,0.09164845317617554,0.0,0.0996938616111943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713970939216326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595815023665148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591921818842708,0.0,0.0,0.0964049225224004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059172998895596,0.0,0.0,0.08570017612253311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473065995615658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709260665285125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334129854466203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648374192477712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099401798046554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814508246759506,0.0,0.0,0.1917916023720658,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mindful2,2018/04/12,"Hey Redditors! I've studied social anxiety and public speaking anxiety for 30 years. Ask me anything! (x-post from /r/IAmA) My PhD is in Psychology, and my specialty is social anxiety and public speaking anxiety. I personally struggled with social anxiety and public speaking phobia for many years and found ways to overcome it and have a good quality of life. https://www.reddit.com/r/IAmA/comments/8brgl2/hey_redditors_ive_studied_social_anxiety_and/",11.254241071428574,16.058447906250002,9.363214285714287,44.21750000000003,62.125,10.532142857142855,37.26785714285714,10.290406445055957,5.685716964285714,382,18,38,11,7,116,44,64,0.207,0.75,0.043,-0.8011,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,1,7,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,0,2,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6557132761311403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107139516624465,0.0,0.16026289978851202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796296335451992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378644541625354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108531654960428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380201890560146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968512136172088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641815188406853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5242505887508226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921472927831505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607229800874965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078920901481025 socialanxiety,-_-KaYdB-_-,2018/04/12,"I fear for my brothers anxiety problems. PLEASE HELP! So for many years my parents have been battling with my brothers lack of enthusiasm to do anything productive, he is now 25 years old, still lives at home, has no source of income, and has not had a job for around 1 year and a bit. He isolates himself in his room all day and can happily go a day, maybe even 2 or 3 without him leaving his room and having a conversation with anyone. My parents try to motivate him by looking for jobs for him but when they tell him about the job he either comes up with a excuse on why he doesn't want to work there or just doesn't apply for it. This always leads to a heated argument on one of my parents telling him that he has to find somewhere else to live if he doesn't want to work. They pay all his bills and for many years my parents have been battling this, and I believe they don't know what to do. He isolates himself from everyone and even I feel like he is a stranger in the family. When we was younger we used to bond a lot together like what brothers do but now its like I don't even know who he is anymore, he is very emotionless, I can't even remember the last time I seen him laugh or smile. Could someone please offer some advice on what I should do to try and help thank you.",8.553636363636365,5.416732848484851,8.162424242424247,79.28863636363641,63.31818181818182,11.41818181818182,37.63636363636364,9.095868883498916,3.0609818181818182,1008,36,220,12,11,322,143,264,0.09,0.767,0.14300000000000002,0.9628,8,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,3,4,14,9,2,1,11,0,27,0,0,3,2,43,38,17,0,7,10,7,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,9,15,0,0,6,0,2,3,9,4,0,1,5,3,30,5,35,31,7,27,0,0,2,0,42,10,0,6,17,147,39,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826543263349674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367343453816092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692762722800628,0.0,0.0997278537349704,0.07031343538638178,0.0,0.0827517765380216,0.0895191409956516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329595139228005,0.0,0.0,0.10978476515859936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662297557753061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028845809508256,0.0,0.0,0.12970492289474975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400443312643137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26567400814536474,0.0,0.0,0.09608876795284166,0.0,0.0,0.09479840528328637,0.11315722550313045,0.05084582864602223,0.07183961947220896,0.0,0.0,0.09190942378049573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715019578889655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348056247209304,0.0,0.10086922679247028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993689138526967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052957741081088,0.08196929143042521,0.0,0.10647783163999223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738465634866313,0.0,0.17759149612142502,0.0,0.08444452717432675,0.0,0.0,0.08549196302360954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390279423244465,0.10102538280396696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055201215389511,0.0,0.0681416178093435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466370294934797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207679369873579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622171676422568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139141402632018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520361061861632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030682651660552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757866078281109,0.09258153856952964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863696544924634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654639502667434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685099119491288,0.0,0.08297199487622456,0.11862501963568965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090739172039633,0.0,0.0,0.09693562457972653,0.0,0.1464168083812311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259027696789546 socialanxiety,Zai07,2018/04/12,"I'm a mess People just walk over if they get chance and there is always me can't stand up for myself,can't defend,can't form sentences properly,Just watch people saying things to me and i avoid conflict,and even if i try to say something i messup.These things makes me feel so weak..idk what to do.I'm 19yr old guy.I supposed to be strong.How i feel so weak.I can't even express my anger.Later when alone i play those things out like how i should've said.and regret.Is it because i don't have friends/support system? Or my parents didn't teach me how to standup for myself since childhood or it's just me.I feel like i have to stay like that forever.",0.7941911764705871,3.1568885661764727,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,86.13235294117645,3.988235294117647,18.794117647058822,5.148860815047168,-0.5751235294117647,519,14,114,2,16,160,86,136,0.057,0.831,0.111,0.6496,1,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,3,0,16,14,11,0,2,6,1,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,6,16,4,11,12,1,10,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,4,6,61,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017060435598207,0.0,0.0,0.16205063560873387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872001551119148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25726589402184324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295419886692335,0.1391320442577462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175074234400304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928367295540397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28544038346343964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999957159145084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436119133007813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216250877340304,0.0,0.0,0.2700353139764804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525531633664835,0.3097518337050427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611022292429092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993087218460904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758147479630132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100413056503093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881570076412015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322249422787957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,randomaabetaplayer,2018/04/12,"Afraid of seeing a professional, because the issue might be considered petty? Can anyone relate? I used to have social phobia as a kid (not officially diagnosed) and now I think I fit the symptoms of AvPD. For some reason I think I would feel huge relief were I diagnosed with it or simply told that I am just unhealthily introverted. That or anything, as long as it has a name, it would make me feel a little bit better. The problem is that I am very much afraid that if I did go to a mental health specialist, I would end up being completely embarassed before him/her. What if all of it is simply shyness? Or that I am just socially inept because I haven't learned social skills due to social phobia in childhood? What if in reality all of it is just petty and I would end up getting told to start working on myself and stop complaining... I guess I don't want to waste their time with my babbling when there might be people with actual problems waiting in line. I sometimes feel like I want to be diagnosed with something as if it would be an answer to the ""what is wrong with me?"" question I have been waiting my entire life for, lol. Forgot to add that I am very much aware of the dangers of self-diagnosis (I know, I know, but I did have the thing in my childhood, no doubts about it).",5.31625,5.847467667984192,6.1081002964426885,79.43432435770752,67.97233201581028,8.696541501976284,29.25123517786561,8.660442795831766,2.164581225296443,1012,34,193,15,16,333,134,253,0.109,0.8390000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.8659,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,3,7,11,1,3,12,1,31,6,0,3,2,55,52,16,0,13,12,0,3,1,0,7,6,0,0,1,17,9,0,4,11,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,7,4,29,3,33,33,6,22,0,0,1,0,11,10,0,13,12,146,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.1014960765667024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272429020670591,0.0,0.08558910795641672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268037132178419,0.0,0.08850251256138862,0.0,0.0,0.0919859640029755,0.11354898360172247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904962687942148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166955200786038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842391119103083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776757790033685,0.07430280295831082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054339497414718586,0.0,0.05910971923193423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457571603771664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055484728313596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855655112485113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143193334229436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346339928011683,0.05081269063973577,0.1042425920804904,0.0,0.09204314677234524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942564959895363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048148491506356,0.22067052048755373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152914597669515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721055341104964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990417909662911,0.0,0.0,0.11651192753139662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693677937923043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288031548316757,0.0,0.1085022489430797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240891895807534,0.0,0.08006986537668484,0.10286583355257016,0.0,0.07361686962342437,0.0,0.0,0.08695472138584727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810336045456337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909779796958605,0.13328729732353942,0.0,0.0,0.060647466145531126,0.0,0.0,0.1987667764434308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982887343920358,0.0,0.17163375395469713,0.1226923461548422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571851954995365,0.0,0.0,0.369418845236178,0.1137156047928894,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ericat713,2018/04/12,"Who can I use as references when job hunting? Obviously, being painfully shy and having crippling anxiety doesn't lend itself to a lot of meaningful or long lasting relationships in the work place, for me anyway. Those who did know me well or had supervised me, I've lost touch with over the years, and I don't want my current boss to know I am job searching. Other than coworkers (who I only feel comfortable asking being we are friends), who can I use as a reference? Is it inappropriate to ask for a reference from someone who hasn't supervised me in 4+ years, and who I haven't kept in a whole lot of touch with?",9.704628099173554,6.738954173553723,9.841388429752069,67.60753719008268,60.98347107438017,13.646942148760333,40.72892561983471,11.979248473330829,4.693719338842975,489,20,94,12,5,164,79,121,0.096,0.8370000000000001,0.066,-0.3532,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,6,0,14,1,0,3,1,23,24,8,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,3,12,3,17,18,3,11,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,4,6,70,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493537496235098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35423658966386706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957960034077301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463753095621054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760170205407132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082430763006033,0.1544341144652097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766497373937872,0.0,0.0,0.20681653444626893,0.3221419966683516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409186678925234,0.20159739798694812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794400092828007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340772406677524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605277284395368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32726294644127113,0.0,0.0,0.11174764073937056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034611031078709,0.0,0.0,0.21152385512559668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379281786543828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440103621586769 socialanxiety,thoroughlythrown,2018/04/12,"Those of you who are in relationships, how do you deal with insecurity about it? Apologies if this is the wrong sub, it seemed to be the best fit. I've dealt and continue to deal with varying levels of anxiety around other people for most of my life. In the last couple months, I've started dating a wonderful woman whom I like a lot. My problem is, no matter how excited she is to see me or is affectionate in person, I can't help but feel incredible anxiety over silly things like her taking a while to text me back or not responding to a snap; I instinctively feel like I've done something to offend her or she doesn't like me anymore. Has anyone managed to overcome this? It's really negatively impacting my day-to-day life in between times I'm seeing her in person. 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(I’m 18 and she’s 19, if age makes any difference) So we’ve been talking for about a year, we really enjoy spending time together.. mostly at school because she is kinda busy studying.. We’re in HS and she wants to go to this college but she has to study a lot to get in, not really that important. I noticed she was dropping some hints that she liked me.. we were listening to some music and she started drawing a heart on her notebook. This repetead for 2 days every week.. almost 1 month.. I finally had some courage and told her my feelings, but her first reply was: “Are you kidding me?” To which I said “No..” and she said “I just see you as a good friend with which I can talk to, and feel good hanging around with you.” I’m honestly so confused and sad.. Because I really liked this girl.. she helped me socialise more, improve myself, etc.. I think I’ll have no chance of having a relationship with her.. so my best guess is that I’ll probably be lonely as I’ve been the last 2 years.. until college where I’ll hopefully meet someone who will share the same feelings as me... Did I do something wrong? I’m sad AF :( ",1.9656591865357635,3.9314190161290337,3.3176367461430587,90.48178120617114,78.59677419354837,6.248527349228612,24.89551192145863,7.255503002510835,1.0574892706872374,948,35,200,12,23,309,142,248,0.102,0.7120000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9778,0,4,1,0,0,0,43.0,2,3,0,2,8,18,0,1,8,0,18,1,1,1,0,40,39,20,0,3,5,0,5,2,1,1,0,3,0,3,11,15,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,7,0,1,11,9,35,11,26,26,9,23,1,5,1,0,35,6,0,11,16,130,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648827213930095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926910580455333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133901825556676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661787041234464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304212016418222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879044851856175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240815292336462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201443926202526,0.0,0.0,0.11484158242684014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445957401780028,0.0,0.0,0.14931382823002484,0.0,0.1159396924717948,0.0,0.0,0.10530775052828102,0.0,0.07121295610313977,0.0,0.07746442350776109,0.2286498277140821,0.0,0.0,0.15015367872117405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152031074491002,0.09136136683751583,0.0,0.0,0.1353801363710917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110554947969584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331820160349808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588036644062402,0.0,0.0,0.09098364858971067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879615798300364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551824448591991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695823294829866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26195854835454024,0.0,0.0,0.14633895515323198,0.0,0.0,0.2593116945634266,0.0,0.0,0.1379464248485648,0.1086162469128489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548951821147035,0.10493309801407368,0.0,0.0,0.09647632301294504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286667848265976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733778287427052,0.0,0.0,0.07947967040303422,0.0,0.0,0.13024384102782136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039533927074374,0.0,0.10933445071709484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490264863981713,0.0,0.17554997780290846 socialanxiety,icecreamboats,2018/04/12,Anyone here afraid of losing friends? By that I mean if you have friends or acquaintances are you like constantly afraid that you'll disappoint/bore/offend them etc. I've made a few acquaintances recently and lately I haven't been really communicating with them because I have some stuff going on and I'm terrified that by not being there these people will lose interest in me or assume I've forgotten about them. I also feel bad if I embarrass myself in front of them that they won't want to be seen with me anymore.,4.786893939393941,6.812519545454547,5.327159090909087,78.91073863636366,70.71717171717171,9.394444444444442,26.516414141414145,9.827888789773867,2.667938383838383,421,14,76,11,8,135,69,99,0.175,0.713,0.113,-0.6621,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,5,2,4,10,0,3,1,0,10,0,0,1,0,15,17,7,0,3,5,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,3,2,16,4,11,9,3,8,0,2,1,0,10,3,0,6,4,56,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584378055055044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806909898585308,0.1537503007139475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359669637582665,0.13404124662801187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376200362353269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452324448143912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118161701838652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397687383557079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496701007593848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24804243252750602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742581940282407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4919952487569508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806266356463965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395217130512322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524421554492718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086542384806386,0.0,0.21711216428958516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517183311464373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969521643311466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Throwawayaccounttie6,2018/04/12,Why do teachers love to torture us by making us do presentations? I'll do the work just let me write/type it all down instead jfc. I want to die. ,-1.1612903225806441,0.8600593225806499,1.2925161290322578,96.83877419354843,100.93548387096772,3.7703225806451615,19.103225806451608,5.6839178017228535,-0.2831987096774191,113,4,26,1,5,38,26,31,0.209,0.643,0.147,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,2,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,4,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,6,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148928937286304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31025847975007065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738404283790489,0.0,0.20252931310412847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7299325629304703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895977015279282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27378138982717376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208869465723338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,kataang2005,2018/04/12,"Family issues...? I’m an idiot I’ve posted about this quite a few times in different subs so bare with me. I suffer from really bad anxiety. To the point it’s hard to eat out in a restaurant, driving is hell, I’m awkward all around and I’d much rather stay home due to the panic attacks I get when I go out. I also have really bad depression but sometimes it’s not even there, like somedays I feel completely normal honestly almost optimistic about things. But now that I’ve said a bit about me I’ll get into this whole situation. Months back I got kicked out of where I was living. I was being drained for years for the SSI I had coming in and I finally took it over. I was living in hell everyday with terrible family members and a drunk. I won’t go into detail but it’s about as bad as it can possibly get. My grandma refused to give me any of my clothes, stuff in general, any important documents like my health insurance card, birth certificate, diploma etc. During this rough time I was talking with my cousin who lives in a different state who was really comforting during all of this. His parents were as well and I really wanted to see all of them as it had been a while. Well, they paid for my ticket and I headed up there. I really wanted to see my cousin but I didn’t get to towards the end when we all went to a restaurant. If you remember what I said earlier I don’t do well in that type of environment and I was having a panic attack but I just stayed to myself and didn’t speak to anyone. Well my cousin arrives and I pretty much ignore him because I’m over in the corner having a really rough time, he hugs me, asks me how I am, I say I’m good and that’s that. I text him immediately after everything is over when we’re all leaving and he ignores me. Later that night I attempt again and he tells me how he doesn’t like the fact that I’m chatty in text but not in person. And that really hurt my feelings. Instead of trying to explain my anxiety I gave some bs story that I won’t even go into but he didn’t buy it. Not everyone believes in mental illness anyway and it could’ve had the same outcome. Well, like an idiot I said I was going to his house so we can talk it out and he said no but I went anyway. Now he’s super pissed at me and won’t even talk to me it’s been over 5 months. I sent a long in depth apology recently and he told me he had nothing to say to me and not to contact him. Honestly I don’t even think he read it? I know I’m wrong for going so please don’t bash me but it was my last night there. I want to fix this so bad and it’s killing me. 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I built up enough courage 2 months before the end of the school year to sit with people in my grade. The thing is, I often only have individual causal convos with them and I often just sit there in silence at the lunch table. After lunch I just awkardly leave to go to the library to finsh my work that I don't have. So how can I talk to a group at once and how can I get them to invite me to things",3.740141843971632,3.9535020212765986,4.830638297872341,88.33333333333334,71.34042553191489,6.692198581560284,22.04964539007092,5.46131890053228,0.09957304964538992,346,6,77,1,6,114,61,94,0.014,0.93,0.056,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,9,1,0,0,7,0,6,2,0,3,0,12,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,12,1,18,8,1,13,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,4,58,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402633525766218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500827683994034,0.29174824668378563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751886074571027,0.0,0.16046888276393706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298973230914386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225373108454002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30069891500368673,0.0,0.21474374023462084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574944104212905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857583865516123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28782541741257783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269462951486599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751683000936115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055578404804206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182739592998007 socialanxiety,realG17,2018/04/12,"This is the absolute worst! Social anxiety has ruined my life and caused me to miss many opportunities. Two girls liked me last year and I did absolutely nothing about it. I’m always worried about what other people think of me and I always overthink a situation until I’m basically a nervous wreck. I wish my conversations would flow normally but I always end up saying something awkward or not knowing what to say, so I just sit there looking. Why can’t I talk to people the same way I talk to my brother? I’m very outgoing around him and feel free but as soon as I’m around anyone else, the anxiety always creeps back in.",4.043884297520664,6.002277396694218,5.512471074380167,77.09234297520662,72.55371900826447,8.145785123966942,27.802479338842968,8.841846274778883,2.3516737190082644,499,19,90,10,10,168,84,121,0.135,0.757,0.108,0.303,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,2,5,0,5,1,0,1,0,19,15,11,0,3,5,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,5,0,1,1,4,14,4,14,13,2,13,0,2,1,0,9,4,0,1,7,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044991319534128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23191304010632466,0.0,0.0,0.10598664711472368,0.15530925882636132,0.0,0.2698725657360475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655388937788523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571204443230074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662371225240798,0.0,0.13425284511726562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766422358450914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330313582607309,0.1235560503812766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706380706114924,0.07405320418358244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728708607698735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367598937006155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851395588535735,0.1454428842487969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016977345715399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24108133028629364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703796774865071,0.0,0.15451436911074806,0.0,0.1166919132807102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436648155131585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712486506332793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806938069843448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506747100361806,0.0,0.1203153171293715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677529128820556,0.0,0.17430686605391446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393450472507633,0.0,0.10767644393995107,0.0,0.0,0.0976110644491793 socialanxiety,LonelyFleur,2018/04/12,"Do I Like People? How do you tell if you are shy, or socially anxious or you just don't like being around people? What are the borders of shyness from someone who enjoys solitude. I've been contemplating this a lot in my life lately. I enjoy spending time with my partner and our families, but I don't have a close friend group. This is partly because my anxiety makes me flaky. I`ll have spurts of confidence and make arrangements with others and when the time comes to it, normally at the last moment I make an excuse to ditch. Quiet people make me especially anxious. Men more than women. I often avoid going to a shop just because of the awkward interaction I`m doomed to encounter with the cashier. I try to dress as plane as I can so as not to draw attention to me and to avoid peoples stares in public. I share this all with my boyfriend and he said in his opinion I do not come across like this in public at all. He says I am very sweet and outgoing. Maybe I`m good at hiding things? I work from home and lack socialization most people experience with their jobs. Do any of you suffer from similar feelings? Can you pass along coping mechanisms to help me ",4.220972222222224,6.076032089285718,4.803511904761905,82.78871031746034,71.85714285714286,7.656349206349208,26.73015873015873,8.344100000000001,1.8288361111111109,924,32,173,15,18,295,137,224,0.163,0.7190000000000001,0.118,-0.8588,1,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,5,1,1,7,14,0,3,9,0,16,1,0,5,2,42,25,17,0,3,8,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,1,3,9,17,0,2,2,1,2,4,4,5,0,0,2,6,27,9,35,22,7,20,1,2,1,0,27,10,0,7,9,122,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103058912588867,0.0,0.10240388226599154,0.3024513798098361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916534937313165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320177647667972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306201117130492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094249022994087,0.12619295672360495,0.0,0.06768452944676875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342126600175848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607672473373651,0.11227689573961476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897247180249041,0.0,0.13427426266641962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283714452549109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911520310107918,0.15100189922295998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094550521938846,0.1961942872852245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380448392370245,0.0,0.0,0.3574150649084455,0.0,0.13448213313367108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115610615399834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449592445483549,0.0,0.4640144583312193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733319060693765,0.10645224672078696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27291041944975114,0.11342063735523206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700108102004715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889318072246834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561117409354745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088335013059214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104499735770618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974529577182594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,wghoops420,2018/04/12,"What do you do when people ask what you do in your spare time? Is there any way not to sound like a lonely weirdo? I usually try to make myself sound super busy but then they ask ""no, what do you do for fun?"" And I have to say I hang out with my dog and watch tv. So no one invites me anywhere. 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Does anyone have any good tips/coping strategies for calming down when freaking out or crying in public? I usually end up biting my cheek or digging my nails into my skin, but I am trying to stop these harming-habits. Anything would be appreciated. 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I always forget i got so much growing to do and most lucky we all will grow out of this and become better people because of it we just need to keep focusing on getting better. 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Here we go So first off, I don’t even know if I have social anxiety, but I definitely do have its symptoms. Anyways, since I was a kid, I was always shy. I barely talked to people, I was always playing games, and barely had friends. Not to mention I was obese until I was 17. I was probably around 260 pounds at my max, so obviously I never had a girl interested in me. Being fat, people would think I was funny, because that’s kind of the stereotype for them to think. But no, I was mute all throughout high school. I decided to lose a lot of weight during my senior year because I absolutely hated myself so much, almost tried to kill myself as well. Fast forward to 2017 and this year, I lost about 80 pounds and I got to be around 180-190 pounds. My mindset is much healthier and I can socialize if I really try. So this is where my social anxiety and self consciousness kicks it. For some reason I’m always opening up my front camera and looking in mirrors to make sure I don’t look hideous. I hate going out in public. I hate being in college where I feel everyone is looking at me. Talking to people, applying for jobs, anything social I absolutely despise. I feel that being such an antisocial kid I developed this illness on my own. I keep thinking I’m the ugliest guy in world. In my mind, everyone is staring at me, looking at every move I make, and judging me, even though I know nobody cares about me at all. I KNOW people aren’t staring or judging me, but I can’t get the thought out of my head. In my college classes, people socialize and make friends so easily, yet for me, I wouldn’t even know how to start a conversation. I haven’t had a real friend since I can remember, even online friends are a minimum. I just really hate living like this. Always worrying about tomorrow and afraid of being happy, because I know how detestable I am. I’ve made a bunch of posts on r/foreveralone because that’s really the only place I fit in. Welp that’s it. Thanks if you got to this point, just wanted to share(vent) at my current lifestyle. Have a good day.",3.953159090909093,5.152535588636361,5.300227272727274,81.55284090909092,71.52272727272727,8.045454545454545,28.75,8.472884824447931,2.103772727272728,1729,66,336,28,32,579,209,440,0.14,0.728,0.131,-0.8015,3,1,0,0,0,1,58.0,1,1,1,3,30,23,6,1,15,0,38,6,2,8,5,69,79,28,1,8,13,0,5,1,4,3,4,0,0,6,13,15,3,1,17,2,0,5,9,9,1,1,19,11,64,14,51,51,8,51,0,2,6,0,26,33,0,8,15,235,77,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714726516295784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23756185979208305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920473322594727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058736282441309226,0.12707936359548958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404033975824498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277248497509765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046031549435521006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885724298930429,0.0,0.06013727249038571,0.13640545859030234,0.06414805478661963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826939591839388,0.0,0.06853205532479614,0.0,0.0,0.060712302384631,0.0,0.0,0.22057936698680314,0.0,0.037290960778501935,0.0,0.08112913539422126,0.059866716843967126,0.11417165190140975,0.0,0.0,0.07067336073227287,0.0,0.07598097066072429,0.0,0.2818756891469695,0.07325226330499585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541255505594725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082956529286033,0.06344217767540887,0.07896685592861187,0.07432701415796236,0.19613163452560575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034870658431656584,0.0,0.06302622560960958,0.06316542367003411,0.23975111139542185,0.07985137262518538,0.07791522420522455,0.060681236061554476,0.0,0.06753760049376452,0.14293189849315827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206931000843281,0.0,0.0,0.07586128382066361,0.10493899530638157,0.0,0.05504949272959536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054284586757499885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474153030811004,0.0,0.07457262183460958,0.0,0.13494658869642698,0.0,0.06835838017271616,0.0,0.07695529017242034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124139810771526,0.13717568384795306,0.07338631079296758,0.0,0.0,0.08085497854519293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223621936311653,0.0,0.0,0.07446062812902796,0.0,0.0,0.17712864123533245,0.0,0.0,0.3637936972103583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050520227980975434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727093917505801,0.07418688737528611,0.0,0.1147384862984186,0.0,0.06571333723297566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720438023645568,0.07012645739927265,0.056664490254503264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691909902314068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629806179556188,0.0,0.0,0.08691661499690018,0.06417550421144451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724856890973585,0.0,0.05070339007151131,0.0,0.0,0.09192747633497704 socialanxiety,xtracked,2018/04/12,"Anxiety nightmares(?) Hey, i have recently made some major changes with who i talk to at school, meaning nobody, due to constant analyzation and fear of abandonment. ever since i have been having these dreams that last a couple hours but feel like forever. It started off as feeling like half a day then it progressed to weeks and now currently im at the point of one hour of sleep= what feels like months in these nightmares that seem to stem in school or other anxiety triggers. I am completely alone since the change in friends so i cant speak to anybody and was wondering if anybody has had the same experience. Will appreciate any insight because its getting to the point that i am not eating and avoiding sleep at all costs, this on top of depression is a recipe for disaster. Please help",7.178707482993198,7.907083197278911,6.593605442176878,76.88115646258505,63.96598639455782,10.070748299319726,36.061224489795926,9.994966539143718,3.6121918367346937,638,29,113,13,9,197,107,147,0.124,0.687,0.188,0.8740000000000001,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,2,7,0,12,3,2,2,2,24,21,10,0,1,4,0,3,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,12,5,1,2,7,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,4,4,6,4,21,16,4,25,0,2,0,0,6,11,0,5,17,75,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705990261698153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999283222203865,0.0,0.20247293759472984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067063077276944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27998730376565817,0.0,0.13875149177666649,0.1430079075625833,0.0,0.0,0.1464269646589548,0.0,0.08534559593642667,0.0,0.11398056759536244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541248618577773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970524127070575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944973406359864,0.0,0.1489144841929235,0.20073875916941888,0.2836220090432655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224225426703476,0.0,0.06913995530698433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870184816906286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606480678281488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294529388875224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787127997127777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395765476333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521926445970824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415240205307972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056291145900742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967411336776719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526488837382615,0.2502000730611311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066556513226127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26786164121524303,0.0,0.12047347551328708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893896148791625,0.0,0.2648625961955653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366790857040558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063664444284986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615173768583837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351245067053725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,YouBetterTeaLeafIt,2018/04/12,"Nervous about quitting my new job Hi friends! So I started a new part-time job a month and a half ago as a docent at a museum. I'm completely fine when I interact with my coworkers and pretty good at talking to visitors without being too nervous, but at the end of the day I'm totally emotionally drained and usually pretty grumpy from having to put on a happy face all day. I've never felt this bad at jobs I've had in the past, but those had minimal interaction with people I wasn't well acquainted with. When I first started I was very neutral about the job, didn't love it or hate it, but whatever good vibes I had at first have worn off and now it fills me with dread. I realized yesterday while I was at work that I couldn't still be working here next month, and I plan to give my two weeks tomorrow morning when I next work. I know it's the right choice for me, especially since I've been interviewing for a better full-time job, but whenever I think about actually talking to my boss about quitting I get so anxious I feel nauseous. Everyone who works there is really nice to me, and I know they'll accept it and wish me well. Basically I was just wondering if anyone had some advice to calm me down so I can actually sleep tonight and form coherent sentences in the morning? I really just can't wait until the bandaid is ripped off and I can move on. Thanks!",6.974519480519482,5.891619327272728,7.646714285714289,75.22550000000003,64.81818181818181,11.638961038961039,35.27922077922078,10.914260884657429,3.6507766233766232,1085,43,220,26,14,363,157,275,0.121,0.722,0.158,0.8273,6,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,10,19,18,1,3,14,0,21,4,2,1,3,38,39,24,0,3,9,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,9,13,0,1,8,1,0,3,6,5,2,4,12,2,30,13,34,23,4,45,0,0,0,1,11,14,0,4,28,147,39,11,0.0,0.0,0.18966758965209052,0.0,0.0,0.0949633046724409,0.08614432749812384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978589302499124,0.0,0.06795061099529354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114135476499328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859479334789974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189152419643964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534629706775324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093145734797942,0.08607275635109132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285978499416568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049137196953519514,0.0,0.09330817092566517,0.0,0.0,0.1653227489339907,0.0,0.0,0.07508113239831858,0.0,0.05077261036185163,0.09322404208596398,0.0,0.16302017564076024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034500623672912,0.0,0.09594526553327666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821814517027568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681532308647276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770886736196869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513651561205025,0.1032871056300825,0.0,0.0,0.07495131223834378,0.18771436280934586,0.20670435531620335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523661770017607,0.09276943645605172,0.06737247053252662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773427143141875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769287852173396,0.0,0.20672607462587525,0.0,0.0,0.12451216776994067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829913055923647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038841314908614,0.0,0.09725031883776347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756920160387584,0.0,0.0776081825459103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621942520978635,0.0,0.0894704131310629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062269107510730386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949308725396561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107030190854424,0.08018379014417755,0.0,0.0,0.07795204368915916,0.0,0.17475322716712993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175236099522644,0.09367818370994488,0.10538771261302188,0.28299318714307625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fofoboss,2018/04/12,"(Rant) I was sad at an exhibit that featured my work.. I just got back from an exhibit that features students works that are extraordinary or just super freakin good. Well one of my work is featured in the exhibit and I’m sooo happy to find that out but, I couldn’t enjoy it.. because my professor and people who Were my classmates were there , and in general, just people were there. I just was ignoring all of them, even my current and past professors who I should say hi, I mean they were the ones that helped me create my design pieces!! I was also at the exhibit to take photos for my on campus job too so I felt super self conscious of everyone looking at me, I was scared to be in anyone’s way! After just kind of trying to deal with the situation, I couldn’t take the pressure anymore and went to my car and cried cuz I felt weak and stupid... like I should be able to say hi at least, and it’s sooo simple but it’s hard for me to do. Social anxiety sucks guys and I just needed to rant... if anyone reads this, thanks :)... hopefully I can overcome this. Any advice is welcome or similar experience too!",2.2841406926406904,4.440007513636368,3.8357142857142854,86.22166666666668,78.4090909090909,6.917748917748918,23.658008658008658,7.957251820313856,1.3342099567099561,863,29,173,15,21,286,124,220,0.108,0.74,0.152,0.9141,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,5,17,18,2,2,7,0,19,1,0,1,1,37,32,17,0,7,11,0,3,1,0,2,1,2,0,2,12,11,0,1,5,1,0,2,2,7,1,2,12,6,27,11,26,14,3,16,0,1,1,0,14,9,1,4,5,128,39,9,0.14097275703699036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377569466191701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127358628704269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958663089469759,0.0,0.10784377327389348,0.0,0.13980709447087536,0.1971428590002551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083993484324672,0.0,0.08593568422792486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485195403443358,0.0,0.14533672241214798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931111764771956,0.0,0.0,0.1347055106036264,0.0,0.13789840693341046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707119084719372,0.0,0.12884654599497986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824126019547206,0.11274879190892065,0.0,0.0,0.139585193171909,0.0,0.15006812124364172,0.1262839004337428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449106746371157,0.0,0.0,0.14001775632185934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989370890595668,0.0,0.0,0.1468014329817018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887216827926708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183816110149541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535606599931517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452951308360994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105357714378568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457444799175733,0.1954655192079537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101090626712884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421438925593767,0.14113832269033189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706533060547988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584592854365576,0.0,0.14370397268129953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198793803146956,0.0,0.0,0.12978877439242895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571124833331096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189761279424214,0.0,0.0,0.12675143872376385,0.13068315811890618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078895383010858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sober313,2018/04/13,23 and feelimg so hopeless I've had social anxiety since middle school. I've had the same friends since middle school. I am a recovering addict with 5 months clean in 5 days. I can't take the anxiety anymore. I feel like my life is so empty and feel like I'm missing out on good years of my life. I'm losing hope of ever having a family. 23 and still a virgin. Longer times goes on the more embarassing it is. I can't talk to women. Every woman I feel attracted to I feel I have no chance with. I don't know how to get over this. I just wish I was like the men who could just go out and bring a girl home with them. Sometimes I wonder what the point of life is if I'm going to be alone. Im tired of it and just trying not to use heroin anymore. If this is all life is then I don't think I'm afraid to die anymore. Just wish it would go away.,0.30845645645645803,2.0429355243243243,2.5783333333333367,94.88305555555559,82.94594594594595,5.624624624624626,17.304804804804807,6.691623216298621,-0.2703933933933929,652,13,156,7,18,222,103,185,0.133,0.7,0.16699999999999998,0.7576,0,1,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,1,1,9,11,0,1,9,0,18,7,0,2,2,34,40,11,1,7,7,0,4,3,1,1,6,0,2,4,7,10,0,0,7,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,3,4,15,7,20,34,3,21,0,3,0,1,9,10,0,4,10,91,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329503352017867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630991513956544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659242475253465,0.0,0.3628435462194976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458192977195625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973721575423144,0.0,0.0,0.07865170465202176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657135335329153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031642791194213,0.10275341700407906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496951707644873,0.0,0.2466590169873113,0.1742511666307933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422311130802584,0.0,0.06371711726647998,0.0,0.20793167536012425,0.1022911327000528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233208203819547,0.121130093409064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173369888598985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702397629797108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34456527935847736,0.1787450191197639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643787039087166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734433080274674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115288094449401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468525113839541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017669728218308,0.0,0.0,0.12431905846374333,0.0,0.0,0.1206178689721925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739443437857173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169593703644413,0.09802382982137306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814465313214125,0.0,0.0,0.07111368150532409,0.1401707913249369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280030158647901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053310600051887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804873824525245,0.0,0.13225637199176524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663423477297562,0.0,0.0,0.07853583907958778 socialanxiety,tchollinginthedeep,2018/04/13,"I feel like my brain is a powerful augmented reality processor constantly considering possible outcomes and ""recalculating route"" when it deems the situation/location too dangerous. I had this idea today when I was carrying a big box with my new PC monitor to the local small train station, saw someone who I thought was ""too socially capable"" through the door so I immediately chose to go around the building to reach the platform. It's so automated haha!",10.564113924050632,10.314077025316456,11.380854430379749,48.64444620253167,57.22784810126582,16.507594936708866,50.129746835443036,14.90622815163357,8.296187341772152,371,24,54,17,4,129,62,79,0.039,0.8029999999999999,0.158,0.8162,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,0,7,1,4,1,1,0,0,6,8,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,7,2,6,3,0,11,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,6,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26484545437459256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321176446101545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215007707706811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042913103313355,0.2125399825065258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908081783361242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358506476597836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534752323863695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873353613003123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33539589661484803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30327223653081,0.2520778094791977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23618835102336386,0.0,0.0,0.28200307309834155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Thepotatowhosbookish,2018/04/13,"Anyone Resolve Neediness for Reassurance? I am so embarrassed. I send out messages all the time that I agonize over basically begging for reassurance. I feel that this ruins people's impressions of me easily. How do I get over the compulsive desire for a specific person's approval, and/or repentance for seeming silly, offensive, embarrassing, dumb, what have you... It's like I don't have patience to let a relationship grow some times. Perhaps fearing that I am unlikeable in some innate way? Any opinions/experience to offer here? Because right now I am like on fire, insides shriveling, with cringey shame waiting on yet another awkward response (or awkward lack thereof!)...",6.911052631578947,9.868367473684213,7.487578947368423,61.68505263157897,67.24561403508771,10.875789473684213,41.22456140350877,10.793553405168565,5.889325614035088,548,34,72,18,10,180,87,114,0.252,0.5720000000000001,0.177,-0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,5,16,2,6,4,0,8,0,0,1,1,13,12,3,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,9,0,0,0,2,10,7,14,11,4,14,0,1,0,0,8,7,1,4,6,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877539316736624,0.28950947091754986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305190366282468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830482744238587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700736928090436,0.0,0.3106834088896448,0.1396018265853286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424813759165778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823256389642602,0.0,0.26977194635655993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140937072181274,0.24107532986086236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964224895732441,0.0,0.23578345061796335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25134633649713056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32198619631606634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915120106101474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CounterinsurgentBvd,2018/04/13,"Guys I have a question So do any of you guys go out often? As a kid I used to go out a lot , then over the summers of staying home and playing video games , got chubby Etc I just started to become like this , is it because I didn’t interact with anyone even though This is probably not what any of us wants to hear but do we just need a fuck ton of exposure? Yeah the first few times are going to go horrible But once you keep doing something don’t you get better at it If were constantly in social interaction we have to stop fearing it eventually right? Now I’m still labeled as anti-social and awkward but I’m not petrified I’m going to try this for a month I’ll let you guys know how it goes ",2.7461038961038966,3.824628421768708,4.552430426716144,86.22601113172544,74.3061224489796,7.522325293753865,25.608534322820034,8.00094639256281,1.3757265306122457,546,18,118,8,11,186,97,147,0.128,0.784,0.08800000000000001,-0.8487,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,3,4,0,2,9,6,1,2,7,1,12,1,0,2,0,25,30,12,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,8,7,0,2,2,3,0,5,4,3,0,1,3,1,11,3,19,26,4,22,0,0,0,1,17,6,1,4,11,80,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636703081729195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100954022048883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801285529008736,0.15945663364831056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769259090393778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602374932578872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610221347596212,0.0953617880023144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624679120805123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280975988736915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347720699815327,0.07543271724671817,0.0,0.4102730931909268,0.0,0.11547406872437987,0.0,0.0,0.4288774163254758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162727025703837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482515453416586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833179275080675,0.0,0.0,0.07934760500370795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476385792638595,0.0,0.07053689319794751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274691846103945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524293150778715,0.0,0.0,0.10705611983224923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153760245416806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556663202832215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173891374573865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329993758580746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717747424532604,0.0,0.11115096388996544,0.0,0.0,0.10219307824124532,0.15389012731747434,0.1153022475759082,0.12070834703357262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185285447413098,0.0,0.08418928004745613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980247067894525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367165377122595,0.12469817228922865,0.0,0.0,0.08515920735519934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LissaRegent,2018/04/13,"Gamifying Failure So I have been using an app called Epic Win to stay motivated. I made myself a goal to try to go out with other adults once a month. Month 1, my flaky cousin blew me off. Month 2, my bestie from college and I made plans, I got a sitter, and she dropped me like a hot potato at the last minute. I got some points in my game for trying, but why is this so hard? 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I've attempted to mediate it with alcohol in the past - I've drank a few shots of vodka before dates or job interviews for example, although I moved past that nowadays. Lately I've considered trying medication to calm my nerves on these specific high pressure occasions, and following a trip to the doctors today, I was prescribed beta blockers (bisoprolol). After reading up about them since coming home however, and I'm quite concerned about actually taking them. I'd planned on using it strategically - I don't want to become dependent, and I only need this extra confidence at certain times (public speaking is an occasional part of my job, and I dread it). I'm seeing a lot of side effect horror stories, and it seems you need to maintain a regular schedule and gradually ease off them if you decide to stop. This is the first medication I've ever been prescribed so maybe it's just ignorance on my part here, but I'm erring on the side of not taking them at all just in case because of this. Does anyone else here have experience with beta blockers, and can maybe give their perspective on whether it's worth it or not? Big thanks in advance to anyone who can help me here!",10.54408543263965,8.678461911646586,10.393201898503102,60.86631982475359,58.39759036144578,13.713179992698064,43.11829134720701,12.40481918309499,5.534860240963853,1092,51,174,29,11,362,153,249,0.115,0.799,0.087,-0.6409,3,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,5,7,10,7,0,3,10,0,10,6,0,3,4,39,26,17,0,4,10,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,15,11,2,4,4,2,1,5,4,4,1,1,4,2,18,3,32,22,8,32,0,0,1,0,16,16,0,7,11,118,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.1234765552246022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522376247851034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528439846776523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679630103577597,0.0,0.0,0.1769476247680747,0.12964654134245665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713246771434377,0.13974417266862027,0.10766904248383008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089957395379635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951041857018122,0.11072862537613697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570088653774924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445504478027607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377215025646356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076276847092096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138060700832334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481144097378658,0.1336875456848437,0.12692147663557876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511261086141949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427331168577548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757261191022444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542359284568493,0.0,0.0,0.3824017203896911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344830292377961,0.0,0.18764310462073835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623295705525636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740427093725745,0.24157739263165956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417443111182791,0.13458189465437628,0.12656580642532825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008292753569074,0.11518958475282033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466821826363484,0.0,0.0,0.12898299621220033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578605420460056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902719799457804,0.0,0.0,0.11649326517208568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378157320031438,0.0,0.11993712884950147,0.0,0.0,0.08590662701175908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928264645471496,0.0,0.0,0.07463159546698421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,xx_gr8username_xx,2018/04/13,"Possibly the wrong place to ask this but for people who got over their anxiety; how do you make small talk/hang out with people? Title sounds kinda weird but hey best I could do. This is a fairly simple question: how do you get yourself to talk to people you like? And I don't mean romantically, I mean just socializing. I met some friends in high school that I wanna hang out with, you know just normal human activities ie going for a walk or coffee or whatnot. My issue is I cannot for the life of me get myself to ask people out. Idk what it is honestly. Fear of rejection? I know they won't think much of it and it's gonna be whatever to them but I know I'm gonna drown in cringe and not ask them again for a year. Fear of boring them or being unpleasant? Always a possibility, friendship is a new concept for me. (am i joking idek anymore). Tips? (BTW I'm rly sorry if this is the wrong place to post such threads, didn't know where else I could go)",1.830242526790748,3.7019274923857886,3.593054145516078,88.79542442188381,78.64467005076142,6.408234630569656,20.08150028200789,7.3871296695380915,0.4497842075578116,744,18,161,10,18,249,117,197,0.194,0.6990000000000001,0.107,-0.9514,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,5,1,7,12,0,2,8,0,17,1,0,3,0,35,38,12,1,5,10,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,1,9,8,0,0,8,1,0,4,5,7,0,0,3,1,23,5,24,28,3,19,0,1,0,0,20,11,0,7,4,102,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989472847692264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184114978345803,0.0,0.11906152682064967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33670346903112786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598949725162764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170705171857605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028989588320904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701887493737763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275359265179696,0.0,0.12544674990749224,0.0,0.13645915988140975,0.0,0.09601832698594777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684387498326674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253054147321802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26391463873964305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479784609077788,0.05865242777423205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013712416160583,0.0,0.0,0.2615484816069909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882536653985346,0.0,0.0,0.11594911389016033,0.0,0.0,0.11762764578608967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329219199607658,0.0,0.2508622155593619,0.0,0.0,0.2706861893983334,0.1149787568164728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448820222536706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150128014309185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238015862058226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439087043253575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929900691073072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769258966713531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625208865323234,0.0,0.07731098162043687 socialanxiety,ScarecrowBoat14,2018/04/13,"LPT: wear sunglasses outside whenever you reasonably can For us socially anxious people they can be a great tool. I hate making eye contact with strangers, leading me to look down whenever possible and thus looking less confident. Wearing sunglasses makes eye contact much easier and gives me so much more confidence. I mean shades are dope who doesn't like sunglasses? YMMV of course, but this has been a big help for me.",6.5045045045045065,8.974673864864869,6.122702702702704,73.13288288288291,67.1081081081081,10.87927927927928,36.65765765765766,10.864195022040775,4.876322522522523,342,18,53,11,6,106,61,74,0.069,0.774,0.157,0.7892,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,1,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,7,4,4,5,0,10,14,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,8,2,6,12,4,3,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,0,1,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639368305615933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412039946433615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575792960218704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23066250676194774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659811314741234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414043560304014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39238284451410654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119013690273579,0.0,0.0,0.2544929404870365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34349172555749624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197050321767273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633841491487804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240211853115028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23815765423881124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28102964724741963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cpt_dogger,2018/04/13,"One of the worst weeks in the last year. Need some encouragement Two weeks ago I was the type of guy who was literally just a boring side character in his own life. I got tired of this and decided to do something. I cut my computer use by a LOT and almost comletely stopped playing video games. And I also started nofap After a lot of deciding I went out there and started running (something I really like) I decided to try my luck with two different women as well, but got lead on and ultimately rejected. It was beautiful outside today and I told myself that I should go out of my omfort zone and not be dettered by some failures in the past. So I decided to go to cinema alone. Which went fine aside from two girls giving me the ""really?"" look while buying a ticket. Movie was fine Then I went out of cinema and met my former classmate and someone who I occasionaly used to chat with (There were times when this was the only person I had contact with). He obviously moved on but I still decided to drop in and say hi. I got cut off got told to go away while everyone laughed. I feel like its over. I tried and god smacked me for having the audacity to not be a bitch in life. I tried my best already but its futile. I can already imagine my future. Im gonna go to uni and probably live like this again, but this time I will also have to watch other people daily have social lifes. Then I will find a good paid job but in the it will be futile because my life will be a boring stereotype and after Im 30 I will probably kill myself not wanting to live like that anymore. I just dont know anymore. Once a social retard, forever a social retard",4.1700039525691714,5.1397420636363655,5.63171277997365,80.24104743083005,70.78787878787878,8.769433465085639,27.681159420289852,9.085049710711278,2.202289855072464,1291,44,254,25,23,437,174,330,0.149,0.7140000000000001,0.136,-0.7082,2,2,2,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,0,2,11,21,4,0,17,0,23,5,0,3,1,52,49,27,1,3,10,0,1,4,0,7,5,1,0,4,14,19,0,1,9,7,2,10,4,8,1,4,18,4,35,13,41,20,7,49,0,1,2,0,21,15,1,6,27,177,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790575524291328,0.0,0.08800526829869043,0.09102352998389128,0.19396906908481534,0.14056501957172154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431885888123422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257191613726918,0.0,0.0,0.05357457169282142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223107572359404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182230465303794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300189476774887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397896752775254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04443787014608811,0.06278587184949246,0.0,0.0,0.08032633448838425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430838821816017,0.1997908616630778,0.07371471965697568,0.2811622803575988,0.0,0.0,0.08702109031924965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986421259468916,0.0,0.08721342716349076,0.0,0.0972329861038138,0.0,0.048299920948066406,0.07163892939793895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248306302814306,0.17174690352526004,0.0,0.15521013333530922,0.0,0.07380221805892644,0.0,0.0,0.14943529695722785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340905204862604,0.0,0.06516645492529646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359586465451564,0.05955391906063199,0.06684136537758248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389725963936005,0.06092917957403195,0.07673878247742227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951223451809626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260421607285535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989058142537621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687665382358977,0.07446563632598273,0.13531807970601853,0.0,0.0,0.12441251630118025,0.0,0.07018598031774874,0.07347674349113467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024942232541671,0.10101218271687816,0.08330577898759302,0.16795793505550508,0.0,0.17900674842044806,0.0,0.2575559483437276,0.0,0.0,0.15181080421158658,0.0,0.0,0.05183751901602969,0.0,0.14099391132781852,0.0,0.07902018936701408,0.2444139807550603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056595788979607035 socialanxiety,darkparadise101,2018/04/13,"Father SCREAMED at me Im not a very socially anxious person but i have my moments. Guests were downstairs. Father sent sister upstairs to call me i couldn't go. I just couldnt. I went down for some work after sometime he SCREAMS at me for 2 minutes. I didnt cry then, but now i cant stop. He says it was his insult, and started demeaning me. I know he doesnt know about my issues, but, its too much to handle. i feel hurt. i cant even describe it.",-0.8828270676691723,1.2540015368421074,1.3406390977443614,97.53697368421057,96.78947368421049,3.5563909774436087,19.417293233082702,5.288315135182226,-0.34516541353383445,346,12,77,2,14,115,66,95,0.162,0.76,0.077,-0.8699,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,16,5,0,2,5,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,7,4,0,0,5,4,16,0,9,9,2,12,0,1,0,0,14,3,0,1,6,50,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27919031861997784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523507605736193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714643579593781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322923335926187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249580369166634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045156633989012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645613405538549,0.0,0.26694640414318915,0.2579429887344904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716360295873321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816714327016666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157872909351771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653034281725207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519213071826425,0.0,0.0,0.2444211820500663,0.0,0.17492224260242165,0.0,0.0,0.206614529352948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391087872659905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290950723615937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991600721363438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,pingusbeak,2018/04/13,"What percentage of your thoughts do you say out loud? So we all know that a common feature of social anxiety is having thoughts but feeling unable to say them out loud for whatever reason. Sometimes to gauge my SA in a situation I think of this in terms of a percentage of my thoughts that make it to speech. For example, being really comfortable around my family would be say maybe an 80% moment (obviously there'll always be thoughts you don't share!) The worst would be a 0% moment, i.e. not being able to talk at all. I used to get a lot of them, but thankfully it's been a few years now since I was in a 0% situation. My low now I guess is about 10-20%, usually in a group situation where everybody is talking over each other and I just don't have the energy to even try to be heard. What about you? 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I usually go to school 3 days a week and miss the other 2 days. I've been going to the school I go to for years now and they have always been super understanding but recently my parents got a call from them and said they sounded angry. They said I could possibly be going to court and could serve jail time because of the days I missed. I guess this is understandable because since I miss school due to my anxiety I never have an excuse to turn in so I have a lot of unexcused absences. Now my anxiety is really bad over this. I'm panicking because I don't want to possibly serve jail time. I'm considering just dropping out and getting my GED so I don't have to be constantly anxious about school anymore. The problem is though in my state your parents have to give their consent for you to drop out if you're under 18 and I know my parents never will. I'm also considering just trying to get through this school year and do homeschooling next school year. But I don't think my parents would allow me to do that either. Is it possible to get a note from my doctor excusing the days I missed over anxiety? I really don't know what to do anymore. I feel very alone in this situation. I have no one to talk to about it. I feel like I can't talk to my parents about it because they are mad at me because they could possibly get in trouble over my absences too. So when I try to talk about it they just sound angry with me and it just makes my anxiety worse. I know that if I start going to school every day then I most likely won't get into trouble over this but my anxiety is really bad some days and that's why I miss a couple days of school a week. I honestly just have no idea what to do. 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I've just been thinking of this recently because it's what I was told by near everyone while I was growing up. Even people who never tried talking to me. They all just assumed I was stuck up. And I think it really messed with my growth and development being told that no one liked me because of a personality trait. A little over a year ago, I moved out for college and joined a sorority to help me deal with my actual social anxiety. And I instantly connected with them. Like, they just knew I had bad social anxiety, not that I thought myself above them. And they've helped me so much that I no longer really meet the criteria for the social anxiety disorder, except maybe on the performance factor. Never once did any of them assume that I was stuck up. For the entire year that I've been a sister, they still continue to reassure me that it's okay to be me. Saying that I've grown past being shy, nervous, and reserved, to just being me, a quiet person. And that there's nothing wrong with that. But a part of me still hears the voices of family members saying that no one likes me because of my social anxiety. I can't get those voices to stop, but lately they've started to be over-powered by the voices of my sisters.",5.777270992366415,6.1361650000000045,6.604646946564888,76.87620706106874,66.93893129770993,9.756106870229008,30.115458015267176,9.673873057562805,2.7372511450381687,1058,36,197,21,16,351,134,262,0.113,0.82,0.067,-0.6672,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,8,1,10,9,0,1,13,1,16,0,0,0,3,33,30,13,0,0,10,2,0,3,0,0,0,7,0,2,18,13,0,1,6,0,0,6,7,4,0,2,19,7,33,5,35,6,3,31,0,0,0,0,30,11,0,3,17,147,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.09792956930607452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895644116664414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824314494688535,0.0,0.3070775680002443,0.1133697669648396,0.0,0.0701688051296471,0.10282300095426772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379015033219836,0.2446958235606939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147765320338153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345902666559613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501266539057498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383164135963514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628188340935104,0.0,0.0,0.09589111947923247,0.0,0.0,0.09460341100347604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243004220596381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131045670514318,0.0,0.13452833813970272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320199720641798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470814955008206,0.10057957402010843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008175800281338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665883177804718,0.07377063822041394,0.0,0.1547960774930471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629093551096864,0.0,0.0,0.1068721431634922,0.1360029096859851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867198413297988,0.09579782158430836,0.0695717917271883,0.1752478739822931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857676934095613,0.0,0.09908599252534553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960868039295678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5114837081376197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103001987614284,0.0,0.16028328098204278,0.08389918805235247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065954260345225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860366688447056,0.0,0.07966867985165332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876733584376974,0.0,0.06813276389591842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971971112034927,0.0,0.12924744666029514 socialanxiety,jgihonjgh,2018/04/13,MDMA and social anxiety? 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I've always been horrified of speaking with people, especially close friends, on the phone. I've been wondering why for years, and I think I just figured out one of the reasons my brain nopes out so hard when it comes to phone calls. I feel like I may be anxious because I can't see the other person's face aka read their body language. Does anybody else feel this way?",6.164137931034483,6.085766103448282,5.7086436781609216,85.12572413793106,66.1264367816092,8.339310344827586,32.342528735632186,7.554174236665415,1.970946666666666,349,13,71,3,5,107,65,87,0.119,0.8140000000000001,0.066,-0.5702,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,5,0,6,3,3,1,0,15,12,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,5,8,2,12,7,0,9,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,2,3,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567458187571505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385134216658997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870106313907548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345145082917905,0.0,0.23568756239036856,0.21558427835863805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186722105297048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475866555462356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636952213861706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375765783513081,0.21350431560068087,0.1508291751444122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311620097490048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912832764634546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314599060764383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430651231548491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927377649356094,0.18434795793553416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111841397881919,0.0,0.0,0.2170737251381881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824088893454858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696958899308877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352816603958873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675827900682945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905092840493011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289582317388664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595886967858278 socialanxiety,tyreequashina,2018/04/13,"Having an off day Yesterday at work (I work at a grocery store in produce) there were 3 people standing around talking. One was my boss, the other a cashier and the third was the bread guy. I'm a quiet but hard worker so I was doing my thing and the bread guy asked if I could page the receiver. Well I've never made a page so I told him that and my boss asked if I want to learn. I said no. They asked why. I said I didn't want to but at that point my head was spinning and I just walked away. Couldn't deal with it. I haven't cried in over a decade but I came close yesterday a few times. I feel like I'm not a man. Something as simple as making a page is too much for me to wrap my head around. It's so ridiculous and I know it is but I'm still afraid. I'm at work now and I don't want to talk to anyone. Just sucks being afraid all the time. Might have to get help, it's starting to screw me over. I was destined to become a store manager at one point but I don't think I can do it. One bad day and I'm just down in the dumps. The saddest thing is that everyone is generally supportive and want to see me come out of my shell. I'm afraid to because I don't want people to like me or care in case something bad happens. 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Next year i'm going to be a freshman in college and im quite dreading thinking about it now what with social anxiety and esp w my sweaty hands. I love meeting new people (how ironic) but I don't know how to approach them. What do you do/say to make friends with others? And how do you even make best friends w someone new? 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But I can talk more normally when I'm alone with someone, when it's a group of people (even if it's just 2 more people) I just keep talking less and less until I close myself and keep my head down... It's almost instantly, Im talking to someone, other person appear, and I stop and die inside. I don't know how to improve this, because I feel like if this keep happening, someday they will stop talking to me because they will think I don't like them or something, which is totally not true, I like to talk with everyone of them. So, do you guys feel more free with a group or you are like me? Also, sorry for my bad grammar, second language.",4.779848484848486,4.82667147979798,5.863181818181817,82.41477272727275,69.05050505050505,8.620202020202019,30.13636363636364,8.344100000000001,2.053345454545455,755,27,156,10,12,252,100,198,0.152,0.7170000000000001,0.13,-0.3963,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,4,0,12,12,0,0,4,0,12,1,1,1,3,39,24,22,1,4,11,0,2,5,2,2,0,0,0,4,10,10,0,5,5,0,1,1,5,2,0,2,1,2,29,11,18,21,9,15,0,0,0,0,26,3,0,8,16,111,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251106565985027,0.10602682361129594,0.0,0.08186708721737572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831452536636177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095318023717046,0.18721560229308096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176403180056886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624627956882203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551891623366857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761593526216447,0.0,0.0,0.09782111481173653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352501645398254,0.07313478790644219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818516213434186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027293337310604,0.09052748225934268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506350893917946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105796456280991,0.0,0.0,0.2729795981962544,0.0,0.0,0.1125222719819034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500696612332225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895582485160818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030311327133833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129161781559164,0.08938753919254923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108029089342188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871132513537446,0.2602191396851501,0.0788111940448168,0.0,0.11459740275803833,0.07245963721269208,0.0,0.0,0.1711756448699734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5759808097316341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559603293733914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446786455758637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592440148547173 socialanxiety,Anoobis94,2018/04/13,"My story of anxiety (with fainting) Hi guys, I'm new here. Sorry for long text in advance. I'm 24 year old guy from eastern Europe, so mental illnesses arent known in these parts so much. Last year my boss took his own life cause of depression, and it makes me sad that it could have been possibly prevented if our society was more aware of dangers of these things. I've been shy almost my whole life, but it gotten worse as I finished school. I have social anxiety with figures of authority or with people who I think are judging me in any way (hope you understand what I'm saying). Other than that, I am blessed with fairly nice life, I have a lovely GF of 7 years, few friends but trustworthy, etc. I started to investigate my condition after I fainted on my first job in the middle of ""relaxing"" (not job related) talk with my boss and coworkers. I went to hospital after to see if I have possible epilepsy or heart problems, but they didnt found anything, which I knew they wont find in first place, but I was too ashmed to admit it to anybody. After a year or so, I admited I have anxiety to my GF, and she helped me however she can since then, but that doesnt make it go away. It is still nice having someone to talk about it. So years passed by, I changed a few short-termed jobs without fainting luckly, but now Im unemployed atm. Last week, I had arranged meeting for a job, and the morning before I went, I just broke in front of my parents and admited them I have anxiety and that it makes my life living hell. My mom was understanding sort of, my father cannot understand it and is mocking me sometimes which doesnt help at all (a**hole). It took me great bravery to admit it, and they are pressuring me into seeking professional help, which I plan to in some time, but I cannot shake the feeling they are saying that only so that I can work as soon as I can, which again, doesnt help. My blessing and my curse is that I hide my anxiety quite good, so I have to try and look normal everyday really hard which is making me tired. What are your opinions fellow people? Does anyone have expirience living in sh*t country with anxiety and how did you deal with it? Did anyone ever faint because of severness of anxiety? AMA, I'm looking forward to any comment, thanks in advance.",6.01151282051282,5.943781033333337,6.631111111111113,78.34769230769233,66.44444444444444,9.945299145299145,32.863247863247864,9.661875296680813,2.9696017094017084,1795,70,348,34,26,590,234,450,0.155,0.736,0.109,-0.9293,9,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,1,3,5,7,16,21,3,2,7,0,38,12,1,8,2,68,70,34,0,6,15,3,2,0,4,1,10,2,0,2,31,19,0,1,14,1,1,11,10,9,0,2,16,7,57,12,55,52,10,53,3,3,3,1,40,16,1,11,27,240,88,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488679544139751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171330026096567,0.0,0.4004744914527315,0.0,0.0,0.10458340908321112,0.0,0.06154202856453358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026336391577047,0.0,0.0,0.04558849792496461,0.0,0.06363688425003185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682522697608837,0.07911305821254178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059710072559223615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710048424743146,0.06441257269878023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544522504957367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340551198080642,0.0,0.06764769397488139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03781375542412845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835251906707063,0.12722488016864278,0.0,0.08199835300562851,0.057779030011871124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042502277641048025,0.06272646216174363,0.0,0.08245118961299709,0.0,0.1480986471788757,0.0,0.0,0.06699304700490591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886210828285674,0.20050836258297053,0.0,0.0,0.07427879641485488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078108688881794,0.0,0.29685195925175034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219201976239871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112926153756336,0.0,0.0,0.13207379206054068,0.06618274337802059,0.12560183529336455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749676140643694,0.0,0.19967939438769589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536611368470386,0.0,0.0,0.087587780094642,0.0,0.0,0.0549758886522308,0.0,0.0,0.07222822469485922,0.0,0.0,0.07327383319387308,0.0,0.0,0.07847471807326636,0.0,0.0,0.05687768190270051,0.0,0.0,0.08304035869984266,0.08098532212045395,0.0,0.103693587790371,0.0,0.07813484667953745,0.0,0.0,0.16861864876500104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155954698944292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954349973490975,0.0,0.0,0.04790945506959113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894473537012935,0.0,0.07568683768641556,0.059594297273199384,0.0,0.0,0.08448623782495186,0.0,0.0618632722706745,0.0,0.0,0.07623431778369158,0.06336544371446849,0.0,0.07396469268064404,0.08371615496548135,0.05293350522479265,0.0,0.05972373305050663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021937561820313,0.0,0.06885236703742045,0.0,0.0,0.04968411002199055,0.04791947746056496,0.0,0.0,0.043607979835418295,0.08595483895957268,0.0,0.0,0.16617870676019986,0.05077439116521343,0.0,0.0,0.23356277914238305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059361185455263386,0.059988352971398186,0.0,0.0,0.13865366724561748,0.0,0.08349525073655281,0.0,0.07209047619739545,0.0,0.05444467648126815,0.0,0.07621273212086911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407967928565135 socialanxiety,Tersatte9,2018/04/13,"Does anyone else feel like every minor thing they do is being observed-critised when in public? I get overly self concious when im walking in busy streets, crossing roads full of traffic or simply eating/ drinking something in public. I feel like every small move i make is being criticised. Like even raising my hand to pull my hair on the side or adjusting my backpack, or taking a bite of some food (which i never do in public cause of this reason) or even chewing gum! I feel like a corpse walking around, its like i have my natural reflex turned off and everything i do feels forced! I cant tell if i even blink on a natural frequency. I hate it, i have to go through that every day when i commute. Can anyone relate?",4.7800714285714285,6.067211150000002,5.378571428571429,81.43642857142858,69.64285714285714,7.314285714285713,29.714285714285715,7.554174236665415,1.9508,571,22,102,6,10,184,91,140,0.091,0.759,0.149,0.7539,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,1,0,4,0,11,6,2,3,1,17,21,9,0,1,5,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,4,0,6,1,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,6,17,5,15,19,2,25,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,6,10,68,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049132667479268,0.15013649572224205,0.0,0.1304420664207797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052586606538892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449922094404872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822870257835384,0.0,0.0,0.1435428454253225,0.0,0.1499359669382903,0.12240635604457127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290343491609709,0.0,0.3703715475405722,0.0,0.13169100924797272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963582931514585,0.3140414991904116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718370715049547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655546652323161,0.0,0.08327592905988593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466726274751768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827669561493654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579338623190834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780938813553852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557373651067268,0.0,0.0,0.11301236304458445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065643635583992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286192699322548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280534767522753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017173311139128,0.0,0.12807299153659116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734749879848624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938170786424075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Mexipino17,2018/04/13,"How I Cured My Social Anxiety + Found My True Self I am a 19-year-old male. I did not always have social anxiety, but I believe I started out with very very moderate SA and it worsened over time until I cured it just recently around February or March, I don’t remember the exact date, but it was in 2018. I am so glad I finally cured my SA because it was really affecting my life negatively and it caused so much loneliness and depression. The loneliness and depression didn’t occur until my 6th or 7th grade year at my middle school, but it was at its all-time worst during my high school years. Before the day I cured it, I had difficulty expressing myself, communicating with ANYONE, going anywhere where I was in risk to having to speak with someone or seen by anyone, small things like cutting the grass, doing my jobs, going to the store, and even seeing my own family at get togethers I would not be able to speak to them. Some things that held me back from being myself because of the SA include: meeting new people, being terrified to interact with others-especially girls, skipping school because I had a presentation that day, not being able to my perform to my best abilities at any of my sports games, quitting my travel soccer team because one of my coaches made us do random things like dance or say something goofy in front of the team and I wasn’t cool with that at the time, instead of hanging out with friends I would rather just hide and play video games or watch anime, I couldn’t even talk to my first ever girlfriend in 7th grade (I have no idea why she liked me. Keep in mind she did not know my true self-only my SA self), and the list goes on. Social anxiety caused these things and made me a complete loner for a great portion of my life. At first, I thought it was just how I was and I was an extremely shy kid, but as I grew older I knew deep down inside that I was a very outgoing person and knowing this made my sadness even worse. At home, only my close family knew the true me. I was always dancing around the house, making everyone laugh, being a clown basically. It felt impossible for me to change during middle school/ high school because everyone knew me as that one “mute” kid and whenever my quietness was questioned, I felt awful because I knew everyone only knew the fake version of myself. It would have been very difficult to just outright change during these times because the anxiety was just too much. When I went off to college, I thought I would change easily, but the symptoms were still there. This was the lowest point of my life where I felt like an outsider and I just hid my depression from everyone. I never gave up on life though because I always believed and prayed to God that I would find that happy life that everyone else seemed to have while I was just sitting alone at that lunch table trying to figure out why I am so different from everyone else. After many nights of crying myself to sleep, I finally stopped running from my problems and started searching for answers. Instead of going to see a doctor like a normal person without SA would, I solved my own problem with the use of the internet. At the time, I thought I was just an extremely shy person, but I found out that I definitely had social anxiety with a simple google search. I actually found out that tons of people have my same issue and that gave me tons of confidence to finally change myself. Now I just needed to find out how to cure my anxiety. The biggest recommendation by people online was to get out of your comfort zone. My comfort zone was at my computer all day with no human interaction so I couldn’t even imagine doing that. So, what I did was take very small baby steps( my change was very gradual). I was brave enough to put myself in situations where I was forced to speak to people. I had a little bit of experience at my paper route job, but I needed more work. Big changes occurred during the time I started working as a security guard. I was always forced to speak to people and this gave me so much more confidence. It was a lot of standing around too so the only thing too pass the time was speaking with my coworkers. I will call one of the coworkers John. John was a great influence on my life because he taught me it is okay to be yourself, how to have fun during work, communicate with people, and enjoy life in general. He did not teach me directly all these things, I learned by his example when observing him. This job also gave me many realizations on life because at the same time I was committing an awful sin-stealing money. At first, deep down I did feel very guilty, but as I kept doing it it became easier and I stole much more each time, but of course the karma got to me and I was nearly caught. I believe I did receive a sign from God because one night after finished working, while the boss of my job was counting the money he told me I was 20 bucks short. I kept my cool knowing that I did in fact steal money that day and he told me it was no big deal and let me go. As I was leaving his office he ends up finding the 20 dollars hiding between a white paper where the money is held and lets me know. I took this as a blatant sign from God and decided to never commit a sin ever in my life again. S/o to “Pulp Fiction” and my idol Jules Winnfield. My favorite movie and character off all time. After this day I realized money is not the most important thing in this life and I believe the most important thing is happiness and “Pulp Fiction” does an amazing job of portraying this message. I also believe that anyone can change themselves for the better and stay on the righteous path of life. I know the character Jules has committed much worse crimes than me, but I feel like I completely relate to him because he also receives a sign from God while in the act of sinning . Jules is the man I respect, look up to, and definitely influenced me to become the “shepherd” in my life- s/o Quentin as well he’s the homie. Another thing that helped me cure my social anxiety was getting into social media. On Snapchat, I was lucky enough to make my username a very popular anime character’s name. Having this username had many people randomly add me because it is such a popular anime and character. One of those people is a very important girl- I’ll call her Jane. Jane is important to me because she helped me develop better social skills, gave me someone to speak to while I was very lonely, gave me more confidence in myself, helped me realize that it is not scary at all to speak to girls, and we were able to bond through similar interests. Sadly, I had to block her because she was becoming way too attached to me and claimed she loved me even though we never met. She is still young and needs to mature, but I definitely plan on meeting her in the future because she is very important to me. Hopefully she does not hold a grudge against me and understands why I blocked her. The next important person that helped change me was a girl I met through Tinder- I’ll call her Stephanie. I don’t know if meeting her was a crazy coincidence or another sign from God because we share many things in common. Before meeting her in person, when we were talking on Snap we had the same sense of humor, same randomness, she doesn’t know how to swim like me, a little color blind like me, and many more very specific things. I just had to meet her right away because I almost had the feeling she was my soul mate or something lol. I drove to her area and we hung out for the day. I did not make any moves on her besides a hi and bye hug because she gave off more of a little sister vibe. That day I also realized another thing about myself- I don’t like to see anyone sad and I want to show people how they could find happiness like me. I realized this when she told me about her past breakups and I also realized that she is not very confident in her appearance. This made me very sad to hear and I hope one day she will be happy or I could help her out in some way one day. She is a very good friend and I plan on hanging out with her many times in the future. Stephanie contributed to curing my social anxiety by helping me figure out myself more by finding out that I am interested in becoming a counselor, more confidence, better social skills, being with a girl alone for the first-time fear, and she also gave me more confidence to be myself. These events in my life led me to cure my social anxiety and another plus- finding and being my true self. As of right now I am actually really bummy lol because I withdrew from all my college classes knowing that I plan to change my major to a counselor related field in the fall and also there is no work for me right now, but that no excuse either because I should be applying to jobs I’m just being lazy lol- something else I need to fix pls help. I would say my social anxiety is completely cured, but I rarely have some general anxiety when in a place where English is not the common language (I plan on learning more languages), in sketchy type places or hoods, and when I see people that knew me as that one quiet kid. Lately I have been sad about not having a girlfriend, but that’s just because there is not much to do in my boring ass city, but I know that I just have to continue to be me and get out the house as much as I can. Cali looks like the fucking dream place frfr. Nowadays I am talkative with anyone, can hold a conversation, living life how I want to and enjoying it every day, and my favorite thing I like to do is make someones day and make them smile. My plans/goals/wishes for the future include: becoming a “shepherd”- just someone that people look up to and hopefully I can set them on the right path, maybe becoming a counselor, maybe become famous or something lmao, write a book of my life, writing a book on how to cure social anxiety that branches off into curing general anxiety maybe, make many connections with people, learn how to swim LOL, finding my true love someday, and just helping anyone that is going through some shit because I’ve been there and it’s the worse feeling, but I believe anyone can find what makes them happy if I can. My biggest inspirations are Jules Winnfield, Naruto Uzumaki, and myself. Jules - Stay on the righteous path. Naruto - Follow your dreams/passions-always believe in yourself! Me - And lastly, just be you. Please respect my opinions and religious views. Thank you! If you have any comments or questions feel free to ask and I will try to answer them all! 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It feels fake/cringe-worthy/obvious. Plus, in the past, when I've got to know people more, they always remark how my confidence when I'm at my most relaxed is very surprising compared to my anxious stiffness. I don't want to drastically be like HEY EVERYONE I CAN BE AN EXCITABLE PERSON AT TIMES after weeks of sitting there virtually silent",9.661420765027325,8.866044868852462,9.266229508196721,64.84420765027326,59.32786885245902,11.4120218579235,40.005464480874316,10.504223727775694,4.464405464480873,542,24,82,10,6,175,87,122,0.117,0.69,0.193,0.9383,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,1,0,17,15,11,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,5,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,7,4,18,11,5,16,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,9,53,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326094691771115,0.0,0.16309815251128545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214384005215672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449273585308894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948743751143236,0.21648047306314086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872984014185124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29732952020594405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676915065893995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077233770375155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576183604612114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711616820786786,0.2717808582294456,0.34230121441000755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844247329274698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754747124468468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429650027427155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661593238505092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173089044547664,0.11561328664817815,0.0,0.15722945267645058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143089642559973,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,longneckmcbeck34,2018/04/13,"Basically just kicked myself out of my own apartment bc of my SA So after a long night of studying/procrastinating at the library, I came back to my apartment to hear my \(very outgoing, unlike me\) roommates drinking with a few other friends from outside the door. Instead of walking in and going to my room to sleep, like a normal person, I decided that walking in front of people and showing my face was just too tall a task and decided to walk back to the library and sleep there instead. Of late, I have intentionally tried to come back to my apt later than usual \(4\-5 AM\) on weekends in order to avoid seeing my roommates and others drinking, but it is the first time that I've actually not entered and left when I've heard people over. I've had pretty significant social anxiety since at least middle school age, but I never thought it would get to the point where I couldn't bring myself to walk into my own apartment. 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I've been known to be afraid of talking, I always sends messages because I didn't want to talk, guess I was too scared of my voice, untill one week ago when I put an ad (for a site like Craiglist) about me selling a gpu, then loads of calls came in everyday, I started out very scared and stutter through the conversation, now I can confidently speak and even bargain and express what I want to say freely. Wether you have or don't have something to sell( this might be unethical) , put up an ad of a good item with a good price and start receiving calls, it will hugely improve your skills without hurting anyone. 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Hi everybody, I've always wondered if I have true social anxiety, or if I am just self conscious sometimes. Sometimes when I'm speaking to someone, my heart will be pounding. My hands and whole torso will shake like I'm hyperventilating. I blame it on ""low blood sugar"" or ""too much coffee"" because it's really obvious to other people. I will sweat through my clothes and will stumble over my words. Worst case, I can start to feel really dizzy - like, the room is spinning and my eyes are wobbling dizzy. The thing is, this doesn't happen all the time. I was invited to go to this ""women's empowerment"" thing for young adult women, and when I had to meet the others I was shaking so hard I couldn't take a drink of water I was shaking SO bad. I stuttered the whole time. I've actually noticed this anxiety is worse around women my age (23) - maybe connected to being bullied my girls in middle and high school? I also find myself going on and on and on when talking to people, just saying whatever comes to mind and never being able to relax and think through what I'm trying to say. Sometimes when I'm in public I feel like everyone is looking at me and find it hard to feel confident talking to people. On bad days, I can't look people in their eyes. My grandma had such bad social anxiety she would literally break out in a rash if she had to be in public. I know my dad has it too. Is that something that can be passed down? However, the reason I think I might not have it, is I don't ALWAYS feel this way. On my good days, I feel great, able to talk to anyone, am the ""leader"" or one driving conversation in a situation, can make people laugh, etc. But sometimes, the light just... goes out. I'm a singer, so this is a big problem for me. I don't want this to get so out of hand that I can't be on stage. What do you guys think?",4.048376518218621,4.858649384210531,5.294736842105267,83.13354251012149,70.94736842105263,7.951417004048582,26.9838056680162,8.139509932561175,1.6183238866396763,1466,47,299,20,26,489,183,380,0.152,0.7709999999999999,0.077,-0.9732,2,0,2,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,1,0,17,18,0,3,13,0,44,11,8,2,4,55,70,27,0,7,13,1,9,3,0,6,0,3,1,8,20,15,3,0,15,2,0,8,8,10,0,1,6,18,40,8,43,51,6,48,0,1,4,0,27,25,0,9,15,203,60,1,0.17018031376834847,0.0,0.08303571871625844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680465677180472,0.14160365391596125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603749484575682,0.0,0.0,0.059497016138106436,0.0,0.0,0.07574827978778102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314018034017398,0.051870169858310194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329763575831942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975222371449382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335595958543801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489801749301907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130729136139246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21512069996893451,0.060788425079871325,0.0,0.0,0.15554172370793645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04445609500526946,0.0,0.09671739412142223,0.07136958651929602,0.0,0.09381219835944443,0.0,0.0842526331707407,0.07524494471811673,0.0,0.15244813431623613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083224560087843,0.0,0.08990242252192207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046763324923694234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471225775129803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290860255816112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679834045608303,0.0,0.08548449948457719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026720976811736,0.08591680197594027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255105590880188,0.0,0.06562677463085452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687570758639487,0.0,0.0,0.057659292455285276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29495400466785177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141978846145577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902186671598707,0.08748685302254793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533421604623214,0.0,0.08611578151345235,0.0,0.0,0.1775351822077182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564490147562972,0.0,0.2602160978618522,0.0720966137999649,0.06550655989837831,0.3366253636325043,0.0,0.06022725099925249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639772083762158,0.2051767348369276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306023858655667,0.16356701022429446,0.0,0.0,0.09923350951215483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777063105976307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018837914023167,0.06754060591386671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000024283298675,0.0,0.0,0.09227664543780753,0.0,0.0,0.08671413932044886,0.060445606094649273,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,qtpPLS,2018/04/13,"Feels Like a Curse I've had social anxiety ever since I could remember (although at first I thought it was just shyness). Over time, I lost my friends either through isolation or just the natural progression of life and honestly after a certain age making friends with SA feels so painfully difficult. Now in my second year of college, I find myself truly alone now and it hurts when you can't do anything about it because you're constantly reminded of how socially inadequate you are and your prolonged isolation has stunted your social skills. I suppose now I can truly say that I'm lonely.",13.046944444444444,9.290484990740744,11.765925925925927,58.79666666666668,55.574074074074076,15.244444444444447,51.074074074074076,13.023866798666859,6.640974074074071,481,26,75,12,4,154,82,108,0.234,0.595,0.171,-0.8044,0,5,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,4,10,10,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,2,2,18,14,8,0,1,4,0,2,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,4,3,13,5,10,9,1,14,0,3,0,0,10,3,0,1,12,55,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299186014969247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254945505680702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533417976810172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359102695259647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136715092922228,0.0,0.1487771865741182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685550386465758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843802744415167,0.13312120724716098,0.0,0.0,0.17031122298446535,0.15850055880392747,0.0,0.0,0.2879313710302916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994806351879429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161732816642713,0.09103622544674883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341192955626775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438327923801905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827871029674227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110866954163945,0.0,0.0,0.14818490689840275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541422277048944,0.0,0.0,0.5698499516478751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793300561686576,0.10865624967478303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199967370387286 socialanxiety,jeffnstuff,2018/04/13,"Best jobs for people with SA? I've been unemployed for quite some time now (before i was a tutor) and it's becoming more and more urgent that I have a steady income. I don't care about being rich, I just want to be able to have a job and feel comfortable like a normal person. I have a bachelors in biochemistry and so I never had an easy time looking for work after graduation. I don't necessarily need a job in the biochem field right now. Anything would do. What jobs are good for people with SA? Are there actual jobs you can do from home and make a living wage? All help is appreciated. Perhaps we could create a long list of reasonable jobs for people with SA that could be a helpful reference.",2.654499169894855,4.824541057553962,4.200143884892089,83.99381848367459,77.27338129496403,7.442390702822357,21.483674598782514,8.384062270229773,1.2559193137797455,553,15,110,11,13,184,91,139,0.035,0.743,0.222,0.9765,10,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,3,6,6,0,0,11,0,20,0,0,2,2,23,26,6,0,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,9,0,0,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,9,6,16,17,5,10,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,8,76,13,11,0.1247247445715805,0.0,0.12171335894115795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263783754544123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774868125379974,0.10613157121890718,0.0,0.13089092452263434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716518955920575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916511919114532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306457841465138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046131982212163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720073440310168,0.0,0.1251090882393683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7426203818609372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093421010747856,0.0,0.11013423451995448,0.11037747408702736,0.10473737271051653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325473550504398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248181771832692,0.09619541205020833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220376810943526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25940530072806617,0.10890483610223824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266011852414775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282378102964593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651425037970344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545600313903012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356588585502151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080109951264906,0.0,0.0,0.08860088001590788,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ifyourheadexplodes,2018/04/13,"Questions about anxiety developing later in life So basically I've suffered from some degree of anxiety all my life, but when I was younger it felt more like depression, and now I'm more avoidant. High school was boring but simple. College has been difficult socially, as so many of my friend groups disbanded entirely, and many people I knew left my school. Meeting people isn't as easy when you aren't a freshman, and many of the friendships I felt would last didn't. A few people I knew dropped out entirely. Getting laid was always pretty simple. I'm pretty sure I've only gone on one actual date in my life. But that hasn't really been an issue for most of it, I'm fairly good looking and kind of funny, but I also think I get abrasive after a while. But once college started, I was pretty into pills, specifically sleeping pills, and numbing myself so that I could socialize. The feeling is very distinct, like being drunk but without the loss of motor control. Needless to say, I was hooked. I could hit on anything, I could even hit on girls that were with other guys, and get them. It was incredible. And then of course I had to quit, cause my grades were suffering and my mental health was in danger. And I've been unable to get laid since. And that was 3 years ago. And the worst part, is that it would probably be easier, cause I've started working out a lot and eating way more, plus no junk food or drinking. I've gotten a lot more looks and smiles from random girls, it's pretty much constantly. Still, I can't really hit on them. I've probably asked 3 girls for their number in the last three years. Two gave me them, one was a girl from class, the other a girl I used to know. And even then I can't text them. And I remember from when I used to get laid, is that texting them is one of the most important things to them, not that you wanna do it a lot, but you've got to some. It's almost like getting my life together, which took serious introspection, has caused me to become TOO self-aware. And I kind of became addicted to self-denial. It also feels very awkward when I see girls staring at me, it used to happen a little, but it happens so much that it actually makes me feel too pressured to do anything now. I've tried therapy, but it doesn't really help me long term. Maybe meditation or something? Acupuncture? I have a lot of jaw pain.",4.6553669354838725,5.6571964258064575,5.429875672043012,82.01481350806448,69.68817204301075,8.479166666666668,27.434475806451612,8.751876143730069,1.9654637096774192,1858,60,363,31,32,605,224,465,0.115,0.758,0.127,0.8477,0,1,2,0,0,0,62.0,0,2,7,4,18,22,1,3,18,0,38,16,2,8,3,73,76,43,0,6,13,0,5,3,1,2,10,1,0,7,24,21,4,2,11,2,0,2,10,14,0,5,25,10,42,8,47,41,19,42,0,4,4,0,26,15,0,13,26,241,66,7,0.0,0.0,0.1394602797190047,0.07789690754721028,0.0,0.0,0.06334087985791767,0.0,0.07155223781337047,0.0,0.0,0.11428567747218105,0.0594565973826105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932633481440558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760337286197993,0.0,0.06680113121997497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891684933231609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021306473025345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772178769618518,0.08014328066987228,0.17115391117067585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154441103733425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999906558137063,0.0,0.07311668896921633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439120447553294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838995599061947,0.0,0.13721673419514072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640412484529117,0.0,0.055206246597512575,0.0,0.22399490991949195,0.0,0.0,0.05993337959427986,0.05714939212507295,0.0,0.0,0.07075205689014864,0.1263755068308325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595372376914193,0.0,0.0,0.0478950326240535,0.07549652839861848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458084833088464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488195574595795,0.039270006180919366,0.11649133766808505,0.0,0.0,0.07763647559552085,0.0,0.20188418231084904,0.104728462758396,0.07161705921028994,0.0,0.06323575959437562,0.1200090394539507,0.0,0.0,0.24299522317925396,0.0,0.0,0.04769701864475849,0.21733360908602306,0.0717865299058583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201021298417587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505584691293302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609764387489054,0.14526003709966412,0.054345033697696665,0.07603355852827247,0.0,0.0,0.07737920942671057,0.0,0.14861448289180074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29078322611092783,0.1540819627611298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800463749623386,0.0760015884775563,0.0,0.0,0.1373284316324218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809450121319745,0.0,0.0,0.05682418336695948,0.0,0.14463331158877835,0.05694068367699784,0.0,0.14908708296520712,0.0,0.0,0.05910862580424477,0.0,0.07150698067474175,0.14567951541917287,0.0,0.055009839789998884,0.0,0.0,0.10115296646933064,0.0,0.05706435594077752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673458466705403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171545037573526,0.0,0.047471777032054935,0.04578571999163653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938955242736367,0.04851351015981797,0.0,0.06980151992564587,0.0,0.0,0.1851435086031339,0.0,0.11791633797792316,0.0,0.056717951857112224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688804330129432,0.0,0.05202036508970717,0.0,0.0,0.10151969855948284,0.0,0.0,0.09202983936279716 socialanxiety,emjayale,2018/04/13,"The best possible thing to do for your social anxiety is tell it “fuck you”. For years I’ve struggled with this fear inducing mind boggling anxiety of people. I mean I’m not very fond of people but to fear them? Come on brain we’re better than that. So over the past four years or so, I’ve been putting myself into fearful situations. Such as grocery stores, bars, airplanes and throwing myself into different places where I don’t know anyone. At first I’m a shaky mess but then it slightly subsides. Eventually it’s totally fine. But if I’m not prepared for a situation then I just lose it and say the dumbest stuff. After that happens I just walk away and continue my day. Basically what I’m trying to say is if you continue to fear then you’ll always fear. I worked at six flags amusement park and that definitely helped me speed this up. Before working at six flags I was terrified to answer phone numbers I didn’t recognize but today half of my personality shows through. People at work still think I’m just a shy, keep to myself kind of person but little do they know I’m quite the opposite.",2.524370174725725,5.115653415887851,3.9190694839496167,83.53688134904512,80.26168224299063,6.899309223892728,24.72490857375051,8.04050195162591,1.7119019097927666,877,33,164,17,23,288,134,214,0.217,0.715,0.067,-0.9867,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,2,8,8,16,1,7,7,0,9,3,1,1,1,31,23,18,0,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,12,8,1,1,6,3,1,4,4,10,0,5,3,2,19,6,28,19,2,31,0,1,0,1,14,13,1,4,14,106,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917846409749962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397767536911184,0.0,0.0,0.07493948596452732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069475493568764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119831598312413,0.0,0.1124739015624023,0.0947878740203759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964311852312548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232206088105904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911922447956341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197541364181177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6030102402036156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116328493509783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908186991875366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947747945126514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718373676822943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526236187989616,0.0,0.11160661849273988,0.11780152213479883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741784132808932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990178512701595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674535900126568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821653578135157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231098410162814,0.2229056473186463,0.187162736608443,0.11197541364181177,0.0,0.0,0.12082408647081345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774081338754753,0.0,0.11399416091343625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046025569375212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24093913331969216,0.0,0.10925175680629777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559036072588877,0.0,0.0,0.11204293007590972,0.12269011674363155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936759664614395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120253008181382,0.06867362691775107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158968560130184,0.0,0.0,0.07276501707943947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843087542668887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340747603148959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803480331543866 socialanxiety,kurayamikakashi,2018/04/13,"What's your way of moving forward after a really shitty social encounter? It feels like, for every good interaction I have, there 10 bad ones. Today was a particularly terrible situation where I goofed up real bad- what is your advice for not wallowing in misery after messing up? oof.",4.911176470588232,7.8154573725490195,6.897803921568631,63.77611764705881,73.31372549019608,8.785882352941178,25.88627450980392,9.3871,3.0896556862745106,230,8,32,6,5,80,44,51,0.236,0.629,0.135,-0.8046,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,1,1,4,2,8,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680753600431979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581137517917702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23113766671990654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871117702005398,0.19598378940850386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23009778582339466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402541041695068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915729199306147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589536766501605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122513945520628,0.17574495917038493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083621627664743,0.0,0.2796482875210328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600359247181143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177530322352286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,amanmore,2018/04/13,"I had initially declined medication for my Social Anxiety. I'm now wondering if I should give it a shot, and have a few questions about it. First, some background (pretty long): I was originally diagnosed with Social Anxiety Disorder about 4 years ago, right when I graduated high school, a few weeks before I joined college. After my first and so far only panic attack (about a year and a half into college, when I went back home for a break. There's a post about it here somewhere), my psychiatrist had advised I take some medication for times when I expected to be in large groups/spaces where my anxiety would be likely to flare up. At that time, partly due to a few familial reasons (very conservative family, only just beginning to come around to the idea that mental health issues are real), and because of my own uncertainty about the extent of my anxiety, I opted to decline the medication and focus solely on therapy. The anxiety was a lot more manageable while I was in college, which also happens to be in another country, far from home. It flared up a fair amount when I went back home for summer/Christmas, but I wasn't ever home long enough for it to fully get back to its original pre-college levels. It has gotten a lot better over the past few years, but I'm graduating at the start of May, and, due to more personal reasons, I will be moving back home, and working at my family's business. I'd like to believe that I can try to deal with the ""general"" anxiety that seems to come around when I go back home by working with my therapist a bit more. The main issue in my mind is the workplace. The work culture back home favors bold, confident people, who give rousing speeches and inspire confidence in others. My parents and grandfather, who own the company, pride themselves on how well all the employees love and respect them, with stories about how some initially left to join other companies that paid more, but came back because of how well they were treated here. Stories like that have been playing on my mind more and more as I get closer to graduation and moving back home, since I have no idea if I could live up to those expectations. Especially with the title of ""son of the owners, who is returning after studying abroad for 4 years"" tacked on as well, I'm pretty much terrified of the very idea of working there. That's when I remembered about the medication. I remember my original psychiatrist describing it as a sort of crutch that I could use to help me work through the anxiety until I am able to desensitize myself to it to some extent. One of the main reasons I am/was wary of it is because I am not fully comfortable with the idea of not being in complete control of my actions. It is also why I normally refuse to drink alcohol, because I'm too afraid of accidentally doing something that I can't take back. That's what brings me to my main reason for posting this here. I want to what I could expect to get from medication. I honestly don't see my situation as anything other than an almost impossible struggle if I go at it the way I have been so far, and am planning on speaking to someone regarding the medication when I get back. What I'm looking for here is someone to possibly help dissipate my fears about the effects of the medication. At this point, I feel my family has come around to the idea of my social anxiety as something that can be at the very least reigned in, and would likely be very supportive of whatever decision I take regarding medication. // end of backstory In your experience, what does the medication actually do? Is there any other feeling you can compare it to? Does it, in any way, hamper the ability to make decisions? I'm essentially looking for that final push to make my ""plan to bring up medication with my therapist"" into a conversation I will actually have when I meet them next. Thanks for your time.",9.888564466484267,7.742543370725037,10.042455112859098,63.750372135772935,59.88919288645691,13.624504103967169,41.4484011627907,12.273956033585215,5.1214380642954875,3088,136,538,82,32,1036,311,731,0.06,0.8170000000000001,0.123,0.995,2,0,4,0,0,0,82.0,0,3,3,13,52,25,1,4,42,0,49,15,0,15,2,97,93,42,0,14,9,2,2,4,0,6,13,2,8,1,41,30,2,3,20,2,1,14,6,5,3,4,14,7,65,20,117,63,30,108,0,0,3,1,29,40,0,15,53,408,106,14,0.04248032732684045,0.0,0.08290934322021827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037656247058961416,0.045398550819898,0.04253791154726181,0.0,0.0,0.06794300483110954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777615858949214,0.04454432713016445,0.2599786730501113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034957689831524384,0.11344949301986205,0.0,0.04832750499345153,0.0,0.3266474956022287,0.0,0.1035824530011954,0.0,0.03614762973119252,0.047860781890513814,0.0,0.037570397393406965,0.04637751513259313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858617757357835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977912158049087,0.044539814980142964,0.0,0.047645299272601714,0.10175125414436237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04379535216905908,0.0,0.0431166380328777,0.0,0.0,0.048686135439522514,0.0,0.07434964142718445,0.0,0.0,0.0416145483507843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037624961182418835,0.04389353383590573,0.0,0.0,0.03842588811176456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041553911461375666,0.16018668780572368,0.04780217847669748,0.04295865977494283,0.0,0.0,0.04653512216455824,0.0,0.07226748944625043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877687086968829,0.08150200164254649,0.04828509795874168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03756521316168958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045154601478769936,0.0,0.0,0.056947335920624426,0.044882798152620015,0.3408898555439925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23977559414394603,0.0,0.08867684998738345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04615499993637239,0.0,0.0,0.08301496867071459,0.0,0.03751090730527516,0.07518750581262232,0.07134555202143635,0.0,0.0,0.07223051036479766,0.0383401539551853,0.0,0.05671189671162743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279446062469168,0.0428101784658364,0.0,0.08578604164007811,0.0,0.0,0.09029973024506203,0.031227928434335826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517831004090097,0.0,0.04162170135279622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028785769196179468,0.06461640633784922,0.0,0.04984151122021069,0.04716937628865483,0.046002054817290326,0.04055227918269822,0.029450510196398882,0.03709218327918815,0.0,0.0,0.04015764017909848,0.04789018627454415,0.08136882186410208,0.0864355296894901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04758768868568695,0.0,0.0,0.04835191262516,0.0,0.1747074063220695,0.0,0.0,0.09624385963281648,0.03627796742855662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042992359171199486,0.033851320932972134,0.03867249454884026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03514016574435245,0.04774966777131223,0.0,0.12991003210784485,0.07198688698031852,0.065406862754438,0.0,0.0,0.030067794326982495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044409661589928165,0.0,0.0,0.048206172035844236,0.0,0.0,0.09581975822345437,0.0,0.0,0.03911017799058246,0.04857995649547877,0.09864586839480886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743118614460711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028841353773003887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036689363525110937,0.0,0.14020287577769186,0.025055997684699804,0.06743781307113376,0.03407515620774754,0.0,0.1145847478471448,0.07875937804833756,0.038331888020233386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460681028965164,0.15463092116098234,0.0,0.0,0.06035361142570731,0.0,0.0,0.10942375210497904 socialanxiety,mason1111,2018/04/13,"Post-incident anxiety Does anyone ever do fine in a normal social situation, but then perseverate over it after? Or if you do or say something slightly awkward. It happens to me a good bit with important people (superiors, bosses, just generally everyone actually, etc.). It's really stressful sometimes and it's happening now lol. I intellectually know that things aren't as big of a deal as I'm feeling but I can't help worrying over dumb stuff like that. So yeah does this happen to anyone else? Need that validation. Also if it does happen to you, how do you deal with it?",3.6382158028886975,6.380425242990657,6.069056924384029,68.875836873407,76.94392523364486,9.124553950722175,28.418861512319456,9.573946990214177,3.415418691588785,459,20,75,14,11,162,77,107,0.123,0.669,0.209,0.8607,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,1,6,7,1,2,3,2,5,0,0,2,1,18,13,13,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,6,4,12,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,4,5,53,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.14148596704619235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115945698870395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091432080875202,0.0,0.0,0.20275594635190788,0.14855586344035648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828777126615104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989495520334467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806361445508678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111766579679854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169833877932488,0.0,0.13114864327561085,0.0,0.1385408704112376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330956060189799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160784686978734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128445412827152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971814343292141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968082111425988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083310918582437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075056963993002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205604428361032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051542451792382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388570455596661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288210230468136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529913107135133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629709670432179,0.0,0.14779553833845893,0.0,0.11161773654012644,0.14339541417281515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608161350512302,0.0,0.16597492235372568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632262740781274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472408885053277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Bimbobru2211,2018/04/13,"Job problems. I've had social anxiety my whole life. I'm a 25 year old female. The last two jobs I had for a while were alright, but didn't pay that well. I want to go back to school again. I only want to go to school to get into a career that has a good job market and I can excel in. I am not very smart or pretty. I've been a loner for a while. When I'm involved with my work, I've been told I can be an excellent worker. My biggest problem has always been with socializing. Recently, it has become much worse. I got fired from my last job because of it. I was told I always appeared emotionally disengaged and that I had a poor attitude. It was an office job as my current job is. However, the same problem is happening to me now. I never make friends with any of my coworkers. I am especially anxious around men. I do not have a boyfriend and when I go out I get anxiety if I happen to engage in small talk with anyone. I feel if I could make at least one friend at work, it'd help my anxiety. I think my self esteem is okay however. I'm happy with how I act or approach a lot of things, but I worry constantly about what everyone thinks of me. I feel happiest alone because that anxiety is gone. If I get a peak of someone's personality that appears overly loud, critical, obnoxious / too outgoing, this is mostly when I become closed off at work. I also get told I'm too quiet when I speak, so sometimes I just don't make the effort. I have a medical condition that has caused fatigue and insomnia. I'm working on it, but I need money to get treated well. Im basically broke right now. I tried a free community center in the past and took antidepressants that caused HORRIBLE insomnia and I just never tried again. I hardly slept for around 2 months. I also might have depression. I think I'm on the verge of getting fired or having more poor work experiences for the same reasons again. I hardly can ever smile in public anymore because of my social anxiety. I don't tell people close to me since I know they wouldn't understand it. Any advice from people who understand is appreciated. I apologize for the grammatical errors. 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I can't even talk to my mother anymore, the only person I talked to in 2 years. The loneliness really gets to me lately. I prefer to write on discord over reddit.",1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,3.945000000000004,84.59000000000002,81.0,6.0,17.5,7.1686216300943375,0.3664999999999998,152,3,29,2,4,53,30,40,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,9,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889213000743186,0.20370486683201705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242086577262252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220801816176807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32863318284307963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156976367991404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543783150233091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663360183985908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7024805975137864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718341145973485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760711303027186 socialanxiety,kokv19,2018/04/14,"Can’t help but feel jealous Hi, I don’t know if this is the right place to post this or not. I have always struggled with some sort of social anxiety. It is not severe at all, but it is affecting me. I’m extremely quiet and shy, especially around girls I like. Weirdly, I tend to be a very good talker 1 on 1. I never initiate conversations ever. Probably the reason why I only have a few friends. Anyway, today I was in class and there was this gorgeous girl. She was really beautiful. There was no chemistry whatsoever between us. I don’t think we even locked eyes. However, there was this guy sitting across from her. I think she was crushing over him. One thing you should know about me is I can read people pretty much instantly. She was laughing at anything he says. Anytime I looked at her she would be looking at him and I bet she was even daydreaming. Anyway, I just felt a little bit jealous to be honest because I don’t think anyone is gonna look at me this way, ever. I’m 24 years old and never been on a date, let alone having a girlfriend lol. I really want a girl to look at me the way that girl looks at that guy. I don’t think she even knows him. Anyway, I just wanted to get this out of my chest.",1.7358738191632916,3.8201048056680174,3.472332995951416,88.49827007422401,79.89068825910931,6.383873144399461,21.627699055330638,7.492282038375204,0.8179933873144396,945,28,196,14,24,315,144,247,0.092,0.721,0.187,0.9828,1,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,1,0,0,15,10,2,1,9,1,29,2,2,2,5,39,50,8,0,5,8,0,2,1,2,3,0,2,0,6,11,8,0,0,10,1,1,0,10,4,0,1,10,10,36,6,25,33,5,29,0,0,6,0,29,17,0,5,9,141,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823892204990878,0.0,0.0,0.09499315009962356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733473987786547,0.0,0.0,0.0798257506524669,0.0,0.09394680609293857,0.10162968980926693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959298993750096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463693803086914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262116800208373,0.20653478400792125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772447921100346,0.0,0.10961483167039963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820241151250509,0.0,0.05964569965383749,0.0,0.0,0.09575489978244654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260795624335105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652136555688183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822376771168495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673987995539913,0.0,0.055774503421890616,0.114421785886564,0.0,0.0,0.4793427979404938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839232841599012,0.0,0.1760998076154937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979535439421456,0.0,0.0773601199033131,0.08682646115776999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914657358920063,0.0,0.11927652469899733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933704381666676,0.11614528858191513,0.12308752653657128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419436138890166,0.0,0.14627208073654901,0.1173790581116896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749497715329804,0.0,0.09078737125049237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897222252171306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163752777980306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934844339398007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584513476414924,0.2926053600811626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821361805858468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732459438446745,0.0,0.0,0.09419681655051172,0.13467314157738566,0.18123529267692934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301477209645653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109845154164516,0.0,0.0,0.07351752983758285 socialanxiety,recedingnight,2018/04/14,"Fave twitching, can’t smile during photos anymore Face* Hi! I developed social anxiety when I was a teenager, and although I’ve mostly figured out how to manage it over the years, for a year or two now I’ve lost the ability to smile in photos. Previously, I could, at the very least manage one in group photos, but recently my face has started to twitch a LOT whenever I look at a camera, and it becomes impossible for me to smile - my face freezes. This makes no sense to me because I’ve otherwise become much more confident, and I came to realise at university that I’m relatively conventionally attractive, which really boosted my self esteem in my appearance - so it’s confusing that this particular tick is really new. I’m in my final year of university now and I want to preserve memories, but this is making me avoid the camera at all costs. Please help? 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That's pretty much me. Whenever I open up to people or am social nobody ever wants to hang out again. I'm ""creepy"", I'm ""weird"", I'm ""annoying."" I think I am just better off going through life alone.",3.0782258064516093,4.668674887096773,4.471806451612904,85.08770967741938,74.3225806451613,7.540645161290323,20.464516129032265,8.238735603445708,0.90828,241,5,49,4,5,80,46,62,0.038,0.76,0.202,0.8957,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,1,4,5,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,13,12,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,2,8,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744535895976521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528977961799312,0.2715173951056387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343654224690988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136826077972507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397020027966057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398879364299118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060204532263166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871729105077785,0.12946255265844775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948008844226979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183713288731962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26959389356329466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402554789633772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979728421384613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126003391058049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,aX10mAt1CaLlY,2018/04/14,"How do I get comfortable with physical contact? I didn't get much of a response in a separate sub so I guess it's more appropriate to post here. I'm very uncomfortable with physical contact, whether it's hugging my parents or relatives or acting out scenes with minimal contact. I hesitate even when patting someone on the shoulder or holding their hand, which usually makes me come off as awkward or creepy. I always feel the need to apologize before making contact with then, which only exacerbates the problem. Any thoughts on how to overcome this?",6.955367965367963,8.714976686868688,7.208542568542569,68.57090909090911,64.95959595959596,10.505627705627708,42.42568542568543,10.608840637214634,5.257362481962482,448,28,68,12,7,145,73,99,0.093,0.797,0.11,0.4151,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,5,0,2,3,2,4,0,21,12,11,0,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,2,8,2,14,10,2,11,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,5,3,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21219321883402292,0.0,0.0,0.17341919819752433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169992992875957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219673162865022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684352484754011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894343472613196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664700135932286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809281835734692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404494828349472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746564128398532,0.18909066747279932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939506822724841,0.0,0.0,0.2831643922046269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24423423416239634,0.0,0.0,0.2440152709713961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607369762262316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245372032725395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28086340458568554,0.2104143897408268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IvanB303,2018/04/14,"- Situational Shivering - I'm 18 and I have 6 different classes at college. My BMI is 17.7 (underweight, healthy BMI is 18.5 - 24.9). In two of my classes, one person who went to highschool with me also goes to a college class with me. For clarity, these are two different people from highschool, not the same person. I had a generally negative experience throughout highschool and my childhood which I don't want to get into too much. All you need to know is that it chipped into my mental health and I don't have friends. I find myself usually shivering uncontrollably when I'm in these two particular classes but it's barely noticable. I thought it was only because I was cold, but I'm not sure anymore. In part, it destroys my willingness to socialize. This isolation feels as if it encourages a deeper depression than what I had before. I could use some help.",4.2207547169811335,6.813337113207552,5.538968553459121,74.23071698113209,74.09433962264151,9.01987421383648,33.241509433962264,9.558583805096642,3.78109358490566,687,36,115,19,15,229,104,159,0.14,0.7759999999999999,0.084,-0.8474,2,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,1,4,0,13,1,0,1,2,25,24,9,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,12,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,4,6,2,18,3,18,17,5,10,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,2,3,86,30,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976027256955816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091957096695667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891295923892,0.0,0.1380723828250623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955241435952675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975538716618874,0.0,0.0,0.3390569664073156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587226496962495,0.0,0.0,0.08204416945461822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830385382485506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536264848723858,0.0,0.08477481228979006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724761337894828,0.0,0.0,0.10876030357413533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917454607703934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352118780401148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928069756392905,0.12031466974162401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473552220688214,0.0,0.0,0.10995243046154927,0.12340700149642934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571313446290712,0.0,0.11249152844789967,0.28336055047737063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823884569283669,0.0,0.1654049225301606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529293191182972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288173172408976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755170263671572,0.0,0.0,0.14014163263035814,0.17870785595537575,0.0,0.09570589635094214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041781546702698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CuidadoMaid,2018/04/14,Is it possible to be alone forever and happy? Like I want to know scientifically if it’s possible? It would help to debunk so much bullshit neediness and feeling like you need people that a lot of is based on fear.,4.74642857142857,6.025212214285716,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,69.71428571428571,10.361904761904762,30.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.4396095238095246,171,7,32,5,3,60,34,42,0.172,0.557,0.27,0.5076,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,8,4,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,5,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750980173686149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988917880193178,0.1343034045750177,0.18975608688887408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827531165965292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780367715307114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597557899836866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595330715989553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22581718114590174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525828452416535,0.196950860421068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414465472476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5988841454643934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566671684688712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868594912726105,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,matangi797,2018/04/14,"Why are the popular kids in school almost always the meanest ones to normies? A lot of them will just find a way to hate you for the hell of it, and you can’t do anything to change their opinion about you. It is also very cult like, normally with a leader. If you upset one, a lot of them will also take a dislike to you. 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I second guess everything I say and do constantly. I stress out about conversations I have with people days later. At times I worry about things that happened years ago. Sometime before bed I feel so overwhelmed I start crying. I also blush very easy I turn so red and blotchy when talking to people. This is starting to affect my career. I want to be able to relax and spend time with my bf without talking about all the things that worry me.",3.0119148936170212,5.696945936170216,3.8930212765957455,83.89400000000002,79.0,5.887659574468086,23.229787234042554,7.1686216300943375,1.1541268085106386,394,13,68,5,10,126,67,94,0.16899999999999998,0.6890000000000001,0.142,-0.5770000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,2,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,12,13,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,14,2,12,12,1,12,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,1,10,47,19,1,0.17038217981098547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103352212997306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136254567637459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606838023977395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226200327376767,0.0,0.0,0.1449826857786373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841226069973759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715682399156255,0.10988241061203366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531285169077383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086150349524127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769518011860165,0.0,0.1506683989110645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362431007276001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122242098604574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549474802564676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368317558344634,0.0,0.0,0.16851233249412148,0.0,0.24119476764496456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951722113121885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738934843396138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22638869883092666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870243844996036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853268851597726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058314220944512,0.10049582410257947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424234123552464,0.0,0.0,0.3460627482917579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972053759907968 socialanxiety,ElliotA1,2018/04/14,"I think I have Social Anxiety but I'm not sure what to do about it. I am a 17 year old Male from the UK and around 2-3 weeks ago I saw a post on Reddit about symptoms of Social Anxiety. After reading through the post I really related to some of the symptoms such as fear of embarrassment, fear of being judged negatively, etc. I've been debating whether to post this since then because I don't want to make a big fuss about what could turn out to be nothing. I've always been described by my parents and other people as shy and quiet but I always feel anxious or worried about what people are going to think about me. Throughout my entire secondary education I never made eye contact with anyone other than my friends and I especially never made eye contact with teachers. It's only until recently I've kind of forced myself to make eye contact with people to not look weird. I always look back at social situations on my head and worry about the way I said something and how people look at me. I always wait for people to speak to me and as embarrassing as it is, I struggle talking with girls because I don't want to embarrass myself or be perceived negatively. I've kept this to myself because I'm pretty nervous about what my parents are going to think and I don't want them to think I'm weird or something. I'm sure they won't think this as they are usually very supportive of me. I don't know whether to speak to my parents about going to see a GP (Regular kind of Doctor for people not from the UK) because I don't want to just waste their time. I know it would probably be better seeing a psychologist but I'm really not sure how to get in contact with one. I'm not sure whether to go and see my GP or just wait and hope that it sorts itself out. I'm hoping to go to University in a year or two and would like to try and get in a much better state so I don't miss out on any experiences people without anxiety issues have. I'm also nervous about the distant future such as job interviews, etc. Thanks for reading my post, any advice is much appreciated.",6.1702533625273706,5.705977896882494,7.157608174330102,76.03836409133567,66.19424460431654,9.65025544781566,32.27911583776457,9.085049710711278,2.665737232822437,1641,59,317,25,23,554,177,417,0.141,0.75,0.109,-0.8465,4,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,2,19,25,0,8,13,0,25,7,4,6,6,75,73,35,0,9,19,3,1,1,1,3,3,4,0,2,16,21,0,3,9,2,0,5,17,11,0,2,7,15,38,14,73,58,5,39,0,1,10,0,22,13,0,9,16,214,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600610996929801,0.0598763066816747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401728148548832,0.2248179354070046,0.0,0.0,0.09186850153114856,0.0,0.1550197242226783,0.076308841115848,0.0,0.04723040670611753,0.0,0.0,0.06013111738849534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051939444716452496,0.0,0.16470400550082834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194795983230981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053930753188205977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913717830082779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066543678074926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607389054434118,0.0,0.15201822391069844,0.03415377378540525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218661564903454,0.0,0.07058099998799372,0.0,0.19194247696839264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693226707962836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417874957674056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705014795698533,0.06702993758700639,0.0,0.0,0.14067953401766706,0.07424408813879364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033000033935368066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016730901993615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782913821806374,0.09017624392276648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099309578941309,0.0,0.10419276319441396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481313224434633,0.0,0.0708791744931419,0.0,0.04577156990072829,0.05137250874330064,0.0,0.0,0.22500872454606533,0.0,0.0,0.32779991176051143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587652733759129,0.06871954440623497,0.07282705005909818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513048328037272,0.0,0.08654462759785862,0.0,0.06669447651566311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425262941043985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147855126843358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055875545368587215,0.07592561592626286,0.0,0.20656686555450016,0.0,0.10400190351520787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061475119451978,0.0,0.0,0.07665149254646379,0.25464885098076234,0.14041431455858325,0.0,0.05429168980220917,0.0,0.06218816782437976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640683062897376,0.0,0.0,0.03938717701619867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045859953619995335,0.07347169857190188,0.06598356737844656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439343620086,0.05573331813027834,0.15936379419174068,0.05361563475863843,0.05418209892574823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651128614048451,0.0,0.0,0.13719443839751624,0.0,0.0959668482473555,0.0,0.0,0.08699605843671107 socialanxiety,justathroway123,2018/04/14,"I dont want to feel like this but I think I will never get over it I’m a man, 5’3-4 tall. I can‘t even grasp how amazing it must be to live life not being discouraged ecery single day bc of your height. I get up every morning and I hate myself. actually I dont really hate myself as a person but I truly hate the way I am, my height and the situation around it. — so I get up and go to the train only to be towered over by a fucking school class. these people were like what, 13 years old? at this point my day is basically ruined. I cant help it, it‘s this void that just pulls my down and drags my mood to absolute zero. then I arrive at work and I‘m by far the shortest (person!) I can find. in conferences having to stand next to other people is literal torture for me. in these situations I really want to sink into the ground. it‘s just not fun or enjoyable anymore, in fact it never was. so then when work is completed I go hime. that‘s it, my life for the last 6 years. I don‘t enjoy going outside anymore, I hate this insanely strong feeling if inadequacy. I am not just a short guy, I am THE short guy. — believe it or not but I have not seen a man my age my height or shorter in 2018. it‘s absolutely insane and I have said it numerous times, I would have no issue with being normal short. I am not though, I feel like a freak. and I look like a freak with my small frame and my tiny arms and my slim shoulders. I hate it. — and I know what other people think of it. I know what women think of it, if it‘s closely related to what I think about fat women, as in, being friends is a no brainer, why not if they are nice people but sexual attraction? oh god, no. if it‘s just related to that then I am fucked. I sometimes try to comfort myself in thinking that maybe it‘s not like that, maybe other people don‘t see being short the way I see it. but that is evidently wishful thinking and I know that very well based in personal experience. — I feel so pathetic seeing other people enjoying their lives to the fullest, having families, people who went to school with me outperforming me in every way possible. feeling comfortable in their skins. but it‘s not just that, it‘s that they dont have a reason to feel uncomfortable. — when I walk around I feel like an outcast. I feel like other people are not even playing the same game, it‘s lile a swimming race between michael phelps and my grandmother. hell, in these meetings I feel like a different species. — and when I compare myself to other people, to other men, it‘s so perfectly clear why no one who is not desperate would not want to date ne. there are people just as funny, just as successful but without being so incredibly short. it really hurts, seriously. — my youth, my childhood, everything I have done has been influenced by my height in some way. from the age of 15 when I first got rejected for it in a rather brutal way, which totally opened my eyes to double that age. college was terrible and I look back at it with lots of grief, I was anxious as fuck with good reason. — I don‘t have a true friend who I could share this with. I feel so pathetic and it‘s a mixture of my own failure to get my life in order and the fact that I am so short. even if I did get it in order(the best years are completely wasted at this point) I am still 5‘4. and every morning I am reminded of it, from getting up to getting to work to being at work feeling emasculated and unable to attract anyone. I am serious this is my life and this is why I have so much time for reddit. I am not proud of it, I dont mean to discourage anyone, especially young ones(which I have been accused if) but I cannot help it. - fun fact I am also balding aggressively these days(even thiigh medication helps) and I have a small dick. do I feel like a sexual being? no, not at all. like really not at all and how could I. it‘s a fucking joke, seriously I am so mad and frustrated to be locked up in this body. it‘s like god gave everyone in life a sports car and I got a rosty bike. I honestly very deeply hate my life and have no idea where I‘m heading at, like an airplane with a passed out pilot. genetics is the worst about our existence ",2.087256796058881,4.265670179086541,3.747416310541311,86.49033060303896,79.18028846153847,6.993257359924028,22.771604938271604,8.045849151850463,1.261174364909781,3247,104,661,60,81,1081,331,832,0.201,0.647,0.153,-0.995,2,1,0,0,0,0,98.0,1,1,4,10,37,67,16,0,35,0,74,20,9,5,12,134,134,66,1,17,41,0,13,12,2,4,8,1,0,10,71,37,1,2,27,6,0,9,34,29,1,3,14,21,95,37,93,104,12,100,1,6,7,5,29,55,6,11,41,483,166,9,0.0,0.0,0.046835867094660935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03838131410388194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542203072651372,0.0951956169086169,0.06711796762777061,0.0,0.0,0.08545084981832174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03690493277746544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054073549074358684,0.05036743705186151,0.0,0.0,0.053311250196748906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064298057650307,0.0,0.0,0.07663966497579303,0.0,0.0,0.06190517337244466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050144206963701664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911520292701824,0.22499754709506892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680008721131442,0.0,0.12131271894979408,0.045860956596783485,0.04313450776443347,0.04694798918618606,0.045245096203905655,0.0,0.2912105200650049,0.20572437803519472,0.0,0.0,0.04386625184851318,0.04082423523702455,0.0,0.0,0.07416111407910288,0.17748116769452502,0.1755266110275403,0.0,0.0818294178730206,0.040255645648601575,0.07677143167943394,0.0,0.0,0.0950445227804693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28430875595274696,0.04925636998350162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650943137333737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051379278644801005,0.0541801318099485,0.0,0.05009395803981551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912983369896741,0.03912205553936085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034002961332804,0.2813732123677624,0.0,0.08476033223341642,0.0,0.08060685714022987,0.0,0.0,0.040803345584822084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643417840928098,0.052280257365579286,0.0,0.048349572975919734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03528159912948073,0.0,0.07403288469062506,0.0,0.05104286784703474,0.0,0.047024578825462335,0.0,0.0,0.050362324516015834,0.0,0.03252242528827735,0.03650210340390326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33273455749487324,0.12572126364821207,0.0,0.0,0.09074093824469308,0.054106770416343916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298643858000415,0.09869301269483426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045653914517429575,0.0,0.0,0.09714632112715586,0.11473659589734395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789602265265692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047467948238210586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03832859931257501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845182499862222,0.0471545120306919,0.0,0.0559721471037022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03258522525150336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920124561560778,0.0849254859757633,0.1904796448432108,0.0,0.0,0.043152965337810816,0.044491532793020025,0.12992315290940146,0.0,0.05519149303987905,0.0462651417667747,0.0,0.13976274308161998,0.0,0.0,0.06818806213213169,0.0,0.0,0.09272096686935552 socialanxiety,realrumpelstiltskin,2018/04/14,"At my retail job and my anxiety is pretty bad today.... I’m on break, looking through this sub for tips on working retail with social anxiety and my boss comes in and confronts me for talking up my selling skills in the interview : ) my anxiety is worse now and I want to cry ",3.9855555555555533,5.3091773703703735,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,71.5925925925926,8.362962962962964,32.01851851851852,8.841846274778883,2.7951629629629617,214,10,40,4,4,72,39,54,0.26,0.67,0.07,-0.8807,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,11,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,2,27,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5898613107575429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146018815392936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22140091822685254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823256080136599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255053781338644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583299039288575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26148285801293497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620006425763581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658382325575086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24362594876952104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159770313196627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871144208757612,0.0,0.2619264573839889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NeuroConflict,2018/04/14,"Has anyone experienced throat and jaw tension related to social anxiety? My social anxiety has been getting worse since last year and for the last couple of months when I'm going out for walks I feel very tense in my throat and jaw. Anyone else with this problem? It's quite uncomfortable... any ideas what could be done about it?",4.114808743169398,6.8325867377049185,4.237295081967215,82.79124316939892,75.0655737704918,7.3453551912568305,23.281420765027317,8.344100000000001,1.5924076502732234,265,8,47,5,6,82,48,61,0.226,0.774,0.0,-0.921,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,6,4,4,0,0,9,10,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,8,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922324279613826,0.0,0.3132353794672009,0.0,0.0,0.2863035870015435,0.20976981113671445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634600373394451,0.22652956184684686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095096033345298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102542633542492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351750732578664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069628385610594,0.0,0.11635262850043182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311149551999617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33376412390527144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341332419265273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958987105782912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177552777863774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693545554692623,0.0,0.0,0.41739237275619134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892347545813172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863709428358426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318392393929997 socialanxiety,Generic_Cat_,2018/04/14,"Anxious about my upcoming baby shower My work is having a baby shower for me next week. I'm obviously anxious about it. It'll be about 20 people (bosses and people I barely speak to) just staring at me as I open their gifts with shaky hands and have nothing to say. Not that I'm not *extremely* grateful for them thinking of me!!! I just know when I feel nervous/anxious I get more quiet or say something that comes out awkward. What are your tips for getting through this shower which I am so thankful for?",2.1003030303030314,4.668694181818182,3.2957575757575768,87.46363636363638,81.92929292929294,4.8121212121212125,25.161616161616163,6.11248444174946,0.9011131313131312,400,16,73,3,11,129,70,99,0.111,0.84,0.049,-0.4792,3,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,1,7,3,0,2,1,0,7,1,1,1,1,17,16,6,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,7,14,1,15,14,1,7,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,3,53,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5475933432488889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087708081754862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254398637323928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532451363964457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319416153452673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577515331727089,0.0,0.0,0.23254998538264424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360424127847225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854671895684012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186579789501984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313159413452754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529385344236973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944057612534664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644022969902412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TheGame81677,2018/04/14,"Anxiety about holding doors open This is my first post here. I have a lot of anxiety about a lot of things in everyday life. A big one for me is holding doors open for people, or them holding doors open for me. I purposely will wait until a store or restaurant is free of people by the door before I go in. It doesn't always work though and people sometimes come flying through. This gives me a lot of anxiety and stress. I will hover around the door until I'm absolutely certain I can get in or out. Even if that means just waiting and people looking. I don't feel like I'm capable of such a demand, it's too much for me, and I don't like people doing things for me. I can open doors myself. I live in Tn and this is a big deal in the south. People will wait for you to get out of your car to open the door for you. Does anyone else experience this?",1.6759269662921348,3.4404585449438234,3.333019662921348,90.981327247191,78.71910112359551,6.247752808988763,20.67556179775281,7.1686216300943375,0.41133595505618015,663,17,146,8,16,220,89,178,0.081,0.8690000000000001,0.049,-0.3241,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,1,2,9,5,0,1,11,0,14,1,0,0,1,31,27,12,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,7,0,9,14,0,6,2,0,2,3,3,1,0,2,0,2,20,5,29,24,4,24,0,0,1,0,6,16,0,7,6,104,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440124331782055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155344195782969,0.0,0.0,0.09613498566836903,0.14087296633957855,0.0,0.1223936974401973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169923797471344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843395888618816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174435530694515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031689973307523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485379615306138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080969670008282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448989673237088,0.0,0.0,0.06951819351907829,0.09822163787661407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694744069722485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436638787492394,0.13189126364886286,0.0781377445564856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711202153874686,0.13433963459905535,0.0,0.12140464934361635,0.0,0.11545550811258473,0.0,0.0,0.35066279701193104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497650173334234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106968808949417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931656007919856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5719022738031599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316757444110833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597940119090085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574923332347867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268217671540746,0.0,0.1350815138923799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009308817006092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thegoldengiraffe,2018/04/14,Does anybody else feel this? Does anyone else have periods of time where they feel like they have a fire lit up their ass and they suddenly can make eye contact with everyone and say everything with conviction... Only for it to be gone and suddenly all social interaction becomes unnatural and difficult?? 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Hi all, I am 19. and want some advice about shyness and confidence. So most of my life I was very shy and maybe had a little social anxiety. Especially on high school this was disastrous for me, I didnt have a lot of friends,no chance of getting a girlfriend and I was not social. But I had about 5 random boost of confidence(I know it may seem weird) that made me feel like a different person.I had confidence, I was social and I was felling great. I even got a chance to get a girlfriend but then I slowly turned into shy again and lost the chance The duration of those boosts was ar random e.g one time lasted 3 days another time 2 months. So I dont know what to do to get back in this mood full of confidence. Any advice on how can i achieve it again? Does anyone had this experience before? Sorry for the long post",1.8019298245614013,4.157143257309944,3.0892690058479566,89.8346052631579,81.3391812865497,6.60701754385965,20.61111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.8543356725146198,671,19,139,12,18,217,104,171,0.084,0.736,0.18,0.9261,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,9,0,17,1,0,2,1,25,29,12,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,14,1,14,2,18,14,5,19,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,8,11,89,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28667339394670266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974930784052498,0.1538096650220677,0.1122119111202176,0.0,0.0,0.10256399744071916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278998946838653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481622640857995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459824645690908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325226601658998,0.0,0.0,0.12836307313622078,0.0,0.17191110413538946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688258062542436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348388704030365,0.0,0.0,0.07416721157862663,0.10479019418125224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299070664532626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731560416069395,0.16171826247743187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831836314706577,0.15497839105156727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612260193573445,0.1195660281749791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360637242847448,0.07166178807544217,0.14701466204714475,0.0,0.12980962816085434,0.0,0.0,0.1601215616788142,0.12470443847000255,0.0,0.13879477564766204,0.0,0.0,0.1473625495101404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170807808578681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939603542621912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807772959366753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048153873316385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845078573771245,0.0,0.1335344771230558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44857380970477584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419934249408286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106379573747388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954872358356784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102864016490165,0.08651729319910714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,ctf55,2018/04/14,"Weird type of social anxiety? Hello, I am 22 years old and have experienced debilitating social anxiety for around 7 years. I believe this was originally caused by a traumatic event during my childhood that I also believe triggered an extremely rare phobia. I don't want to say what the fear was due to anonymity since I've never heard of anyone else having this fear. Anyways, this newly formed mental problem caused intense anxiety and I had to go to a doctor because it was that severe. I was put on a very small dose of a depression medicine for around a year but I stopped taking it and the fear eventually went away a few years later but the anxiety stayed with me. I guess my brain just grew out of it because I had stopped taking the medicine and going to therapy but I later developed ocd and soon after, social anxiety. I also mostly grew out of the ocd without telling anyone I had it because I was embarrassed. It's still there but I realize it's irrational and I'm able to control it, however, I'm not able to do this with the social anxiety. Ok that's it for the backstory, as for why I think it's a strange case of social anxiety, I don't actually feel nervous under pressure. When I get into a conversation with someone, have to speak in front of people, or have to take a leadership role. I feel confident and I don't tense up or sweat. Sure my heart rate might get going if it's a presentation but it's not debilitating when I'm performing in a social setting. I even opted to take leadership roles in school because everyone else was usually hesitant to. I can also tell when people are nervous so I try to take some of the social weight off of them. For example, if I'm with someone and they're too nervous to ask a stranger for something, I'd happily ask for them and feel no anxiety going up to the stranger. If I was alone however, asking a stranger for something would be an absolute last resort. I feel comfortable in leadership roles but alone, I can't do anything. I can't even do simple things like go to a store or a drive thru without feeling sick. I would never even consider initiating conversation with a stranger, I rarely make eye contact with people on the street, even if I can tell they're looking at me. It just doesn't feel right, everything in my body tells me not to. Now if I'm having a conversation with someone, I am completely comfortable making eye contact. I'm actually more uncomfortable not looking at them in the eyes and I find it disrespectful. I would never initiate the conversation though. But just the social fear of going somewhere for the first time and having to interact with people I don't know is enough to keep me inside all day and it has ruined my life so far. And if it's worth mentioning, I was very extroverted as a child until the trauma that I believe caused the anxiety. I was actually still fairly extroverted during the first few years of the anxiety but I noticed I was forced to mature quicker than my friends and adults often asked me if I was ok. I guess they could see the depression. I went through some of high school and all of college extremely introverted. I had gone from the popular outgoing kid to the loner that never talked, it's very sad to reflect upon. On the flip side, I'm extremely extroverted online in the groups of people I've been involved with over the years. It's like my old self is allowed to come out there but not in the real world, it's very strange. Does anyone understand the psychology behind this and how to treat it? I feel like exposure would be the best way but I can't seem to get comfortable no matter how many situations I come across. I feel like I'm missing something fundamental socially. I'm fine with the middle/ends of human interaction but not the beginnings. But the anxiety is so strong I can feel it before I even leave the house (if I can even manage to).",5.6566216765590696,6.496036746347944,6.669400764289782,74.61722253841778,67.32669322709162,10.131002520530123,32.498821042361165,10.196790570476328,3.3727072607529074,3102,129,569,75,49,1038,301,753,0.142,0.74,0.118,-0.6525,3,2,3,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,4,6,32,33,0,9,51,2,52,12,7,11,7,121,109,54,0,15,34,0,10,4,1,5,4,3,0,5,32,34,1,4,16,0,2,16,22,17,0,2,20,20,65,16,98,81,11,90,0,5,6,0,46,34,0,19,41,392,97,6,0.09038178621718837,0.0,0.13229937842785816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360827280046223,0.0,0.1084174226757684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802800048867681,0.0,0.0,0.09479556960639038,0.046303410402428455,0.037188254514735335,0.08045895178473131,0.16898953893753746,0.0,0.04245833166875797,0.0,0.0,0.11019179596917576,0.0,0.03845412156886175,0.1527439839528763,0.04742505426092678,0.0,0.0,0.0501968946860523,0.0,0.05044798223486227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927048688084162,0.0,0.07785590587582875,0.04738179163163967,0.0,0.05068542928092517,0.03608125093077277,0.0,0.0,0.029144387505734358,0.0,0.07784570003113568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046254793998747185,0.03954685509538538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550238484696296,0.0,0.040025717926504466,0.046694272868363314,0.0,0.17908895215657744,0.0,0.0,0.04318183497844034,0.04061466080039545,0.0,0.0,0.20340927425325925,0.2056488605110364,0.06456876613269417,0.0,0.0,0.04130365759919742,0.07687870118478356,0.0,0.0,0.03491437191484263,0.0,0.07083112939173436,0.0,0.15409815586892667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956572725091024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355142591935104,0.0,0.047746659721431065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052144223201865854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04016774219103229,0.0,0.0,0.02483573300852815,0.03683660943166072,0.0,0.04785063075214841,0.0,0.0,0.03191966425608469,0.0883119507707095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758979371879096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033054412604515,0.04581647262097043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045541791241968416,0.04794039613059798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941601078215146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145013132735728,0.09484048078202467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664837608703197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043241581541499416,0.0,0.045429329382567316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514371299031657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038592775795894506,0.0,0.035937612029589235,0.0,0.0914711929050698,0.03601129092289507,0.0411400918348177,0.04714395727983412,0.05105284613639517,0.0,0.03738237376923306,0.05079645727825775,0.0,0.4145978205076347,0.11487029124276235,0.1043704720268268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04816747921410601,0.07217901122395944,0.07556322030605657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04259188194259805,0.0,0.16988963770811616,0.03632272808008135,0.15799532978461525,0.0,0.05167972469506445,0.0,0.03002282134555277,0.02895649957569965,0.0443998230324971,0.0,0.02635117318715691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03068165001260381,0.0,0.0,0.04704531346849061,0.0,0.0,0.04977138423782796,0.14914887835113172,0.02665475961111596,0.03587042748667105,0.0,0.05503033330878165,0.0,0.08378482131970204,0.04077775203672869,0.0,0.0,0.0871248166318071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840925549711982,0.0,0.0,0.17460872112182502 socialanxiety,AnythingGrand,2018/04/14,"It's nice to know people have similar issues than me, but.. I really wish there was more actual resources, techniques and strategies posted to help me tackle this issue. Its nice to know your not alone, but I need to take action!",9.145813953488373,7.573113930232557,8.711279069767446,70.9008720930233,60.86046511627906,11.390697674418604,30.80232558139535,10.125756701596842,2.9188697674418607,181,4,31,3,2,58,35,43,0.0,0.79,0.21,0.7437,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,5,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.27841041625723884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29548345394958525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122973217010747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5955555250701251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135854535580486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154540135264246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977902244621323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27323732990350585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276967889720974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145091472726756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280794720856757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,poeticsubmarine,2018/04/14,"Young person in new city, starting from zero and scared I've recently arrived in a new city in a different country where I'll be starting uni sooner or later but still several months to go (applied late at 19, had to makeup credits) But of course, I have no idea how you make friends outside of a structured setting like uni with people in your age range. I was pretty much an outcast in high school, but after graduated went through a phase where I felt immense regret about all that wasted time. I was also depressed because I was still chubby and had bad skin, so through the help of an eating disorder dropped fifty pounds and invested in expensive skin treatment. Now I'm slim with clear skin and no glasses. I feel much more confident, but that's just superficially. I haven't been able to form a deep friendship with anyone since high school, and I can't rely on those friends either now since I'm in an entirely different country. I have very limited life experience. I haven't been clubbing, actual parties, etc. And my social media is practically dead because of it. Even if I been investing myself in ways such as working out, all this effort in changing my appearance goes to waste because I have no connections. I am planning on a job/community college in the meantime before uni, but I'm honestly scared to step out of this bubble. I've always been the outcast and now that I actually look decently attractive I have no idea how to fit the new identity. I'm mainly afraid people will approach but then quickly judge me for my lack of experience or look at my social media and just laugh. I wish I knew how to actually kickstart a social life in my current position, despite being terrified. On top of this, I'm becoming jealous of my LDR boyfriend because he's posting constant updates of all the parties/nightclubs he goes to and I just wish it were that easy for me. 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And pushing all my friends away, now that I realized anxiety has overcame me I regret it. And I just wanna explain my type of social anxiety. I never think about what people will say or think about me. I’ve never did tbh. I just get super nervous talking to people, rise of heartrate, start shaking, and stutter & hesitate real bad. It became so bad I couldn’t even talk to my family anymore which mind-blowing to me becuz my family are so close to me. And that’s where it lead to loneliness and depression. Started gaining weight, messing up my sleeping schedule by sleeping during the day and wide awake at night. I’m not who I used to be. So if you’re having minor anxiety, overcome it and be more SOCIAL before it gets all too worst. Being anti-social lead me to deeper shit. So that’s the best advice I’ve got for anybody. Cuz man anxiety is just a Bitch.",3.0941071428571405,5.1818759107142895,4.423535714285716,83.29646428571431,75.60714285714286,6.444285714285713,27.271428571428572,7.365786028017652,1.6674167857142859,900,36,162,11,20,297,133,224,0.223,0.685,0.092,-0.986,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,6,17,17,2,2,6,0,14,4,3,5,5,43,30,19,0,5,7,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,11,12,1,0,6,0,0,5,4,12,0,0,5,3,26,5,20,18,9,30,0,3,0,0,13,7,2,5,15,117,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696651266958022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860370902077087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349572598216103,0.0,0.10855842633735477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284460709588722,0.0,0.18279498133378227,0.06672796313602518,0.0,0.18629083473277971,0.0,0.11487524074232724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059493306193808,0.0,0.09428079388829932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695221343120147,0.0,0.0,0.07229964138114453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063849829595935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457126600251813,0.0,0.1143803722558272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754799938725646,0.0,0.12058643965597528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196017284309918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306199444538893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052697939251528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885007356891488,0.0,0.0,0.10272412496362564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517764835092105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459348276568627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740996145577311,0.0,0.1107829550193582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236275945859753,0.0,0.0,0.21908520344699497,0.3347529077494265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099154520172362,0.2333471561351605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596530768991445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402796438149437,0.0,0.0,0.06382907538835259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890827201599156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329711237009906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221214268458926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049093630349085 socialanxiety,tkben,2018/04/14,"i don’t belong here i didnt know where to post this, i was already here and decided to post something i feel like i’m completely different than the kids at my school , i have this sense of self awareness that i think a lot of people lack, with this sense of awareness i like to think a lot about my character and i like to imagine how my character would fit into the rest of the world, i have this feeling that my vision of the future would seem abnormal or unrealistic or just weird to these kids because they lack the capacity to see the bigger picture, i swear i cannot seem to find someone that can relate to my thoughts, i know i have SA, i mostly stick to myself and smoke weed , i smoke by myself mostly because i get more in tune with my thoughts and think about problems in my life , i think i just smoke a lot and get lost in my thoughts , sometimes i think i go to far down in my thoughts , but even when i smoke with my friends i feel this sense of judgement on my character, i can feel the judgement of my actions , more than likely there is no judgement but i know for some reason that the people who do judge me only judge because they don’t understand what the whole purpose of me being here , i just know that when i’m older i’m going to be far from this basic state of mind that everyone is stuck in 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socialanxiety,tcol98,2018/04/14,"Im not having fun in college Im about to end my second year of college. And yes, i know it isnt all about having fun but there should be at least some. I started off college being very close to my suite mate. We went out a lot, went to parties on weekends and college was fun for me. But then, he pledged a frat. And frat parties you usually cant get into unless you are a frat kid. And im not about that. I understand that oh a simple solution would be to pledge, but i don’t want to. I have a hard time making friends and approaching people. And im not exactly sure how to get a group of friends in college. Throughout high school, i had my group since i was young so i did not have this issue. In big groups of people im often silent, hoping i dont make a fool out of myself. Im okay with people one on one but in a group its different. I just want to live the college experience, but instead im living in my dorm room too often on the weekends when i should be having fun. I dont know what im supposed to do.",0.5928225108225114,2.3286064727272766,2.8166233766233795,93.52803030303032,82.0,5.463203463203462,21.385281385281388,6.42735559955562,0.2168917748917752,784,24,181,7,21,267,114,220,0.068,0.7829999999999999,0.149,0.9546,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,2,0,0,12,10,0,0,10,2,23,0,0,3,3,42,36,16,0,6,11,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,6,12,0,0,3,2,0,3,9,1,0,3,6,1,21,9,31,23,4,30,0,0,0,0,12,17,0,5,10,123,27,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971599900574879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797891284371707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823659744325847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909669618636274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369542451421696,0.0,0.09717210658112806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330526080909449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825433140457257,0.0,0.0923650256939647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8036045306280577,0.09706262716672144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022152483936009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423259107536556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906103000498825,0.0,0.0,0.1241497795021244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260316478807528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341308750611874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411591254866684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692643134495986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582234508557283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764669419699946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054226136830009035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681108265025533,0.0,0.0,0.1024208627346738,0.07673062056922646,0.10970172990611493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241460761126026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606098530577112,0.0,0.0,0.059885735991188425 socialanxiety,UK-FBA,2018/04/14,"Anyone read Lost Connections by Johann Hari? He looks at the latest devlopments into the causes and treatment for depresion and anxiety. Had a good bit about a new treatment for anxiety that is being trialled. Anyone read it? https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/34921573-lost-connections >“What I felt was missing in my life was an ability to connect with other people,” he told me. “I was just somebody who kept everybody at arm’s length. Never really comfortable getting close to people.” It had begun when Mark was ten years old and his father had developed a heart problem—a defect in one of his valves. One day he was in pain and taken to the hospital, and as Mark watched him leave, he knew instinctively he would never see his father again. Mark’s mother had been so lost in her own grief that she couldn’t discuss the death with him, and nobody else did, either. “I was left to my own devices to make sense of this and to get along in life,” he said, “and I think I just stuffed it all. I think I just went into denial mode.” It was the beginning of a pattern for him—of hiding how he felt in order to protect himself. As he got older, this sense of distance caused him a lot of social anxiety. When he was asked out to (say) a party he would always confect a reason not to go. If he made himself attend, he’d stand to one side, blushing. “I was very careful about what I said, and just overmonitored myself,” he says. He had a constant internal monologue saying: Was that a dumb thing to say? What should you say next? Will that be dumb? And what will you say after that? 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I'm in my first year of a PhD program and often have seminars with ~5 students. Class participation is essential. If I am too quiet, the professor calls on me...and of course I blank out during those moments. The anxiety causes indigestion and a stiff neck/jaw, which makes it difficult to communicate. I'll admit that I am often underprepared for class (didn't do enough of the reading), so this probably doesn't help the situation. I'm going to try to address that (I also have ADHD, which is mismanaged right now) and see if that helps the situation. I should probably bring a list of points/questions with me to class...but I never finish the reading early enough to prepare the list.",6.316620689655171,7.746183455172418,7.398793103448278,67.84301724137933,66.17241379310346,11.04137931034483,33.12068965517241,11.00357731598739,4.1771931034482765,631,27,103,19,10,213,91,145,0.073,0.894,0.033,-0.5358,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,10,0,12,1,0,2,1,18,20,8,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,8,6,0,1,2,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,3,2,9,0,16,16,2,13,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,6,7,71,17,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120675589957587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338860133064923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385159600961425,0.0,0.3842283856069668,0.0,0.0,0.11706421883569045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095492147545852,0.0,0.0,0.1719868430694354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459800030823615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240768534860618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951488572499716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443669642785502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175440027481297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912491424837022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610149613287913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33493136242795063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297608538055906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334123627926167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37637503201408506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366744478341292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815602548853925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781323233194344 socialanxiety,ScrubdaddyJones,2018/04/14,"Find your social niche If you take 20 or so people and stick them together regulary, whether for a class or a working environment or anything really, over time they have a tendency to splinter off into groups, cliques basically. Usually these groups have some shared social characteristic. One group is made up of young men, another is pretty girls, another is nerdy or a group of authority figures. You get the point. People tend to sort themselves out by their personalities and gravitate towards similar folks in any ""village sized"" group of people. Usually there is an outcast, either one that the collective has unanimously determined did not fit in any niche, or one that independently separates themselves out of CHOICE (not social anxiety). If you have trouble fitting in, you MIGHT be better off letting go of social niches and outcasting yourself. Social anxiety may be caused by your subquent failed attempts to fit where you don't belong. I found that I make a much better loner because I can let go of that hardwired anxiety of desperatly needing a niche. It allows me to work on building up my social skills independently because the social group dynamic no longer sucks out my energy to socialize as a means to fit in. Thanks for listening to my small rant, it was for me to collect my thoughts more than anything",9.988805436337627,9.778220094420604,9.555890557939918,61.13480865522176,58.35622317596568,12.916881258941345,42.1634477825465,12.161744961471696,5.5395782546494985,1074,53,162,30,12,347,144,233,0.105,0.804,0.091,-0.1606,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,7,3,7,3,9,1,1,11,0,18,0,0,6,0,34,32,13,0,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,4,0,3,5,1,19,5,37,21,4,28,0,1,0,0,29,22,1,11,4,116,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423900081767995,0.1915718465835841,0.20964199179767626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034258287822033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136929814379627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615790577440354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938391480033771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349005145321442,0.0,0.0,0.10015792841228148,0.0,0.0,0.04772535074085143,0.0,0.1038298923159785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681821987674035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643530776548414,0.060975232292524724,0.0,0.0,0.09950431581237212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969053680056868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715099655298845,0.067733087901868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569849346225584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899867722100658,0.07976120083536868,0.0,0.0,0.08635300810660851,0.0,0.0,0.09293334920437428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851961161710341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7449389957980238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868202681350037,0.0,0.0,0.08410059709707493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251979073456218,0.05326552012892545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121295170695525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300428141688095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,chrvmry,2018/04/14,"Trying to convince myself I don't have social anxiety/depression I always self evaluate myself and sometimes I feel or think that I'm socially anxious or depressed but I don't really know what those things feels like. I mean like, they said I could just be sad or it's all in my head cuz I want attention but... I feel so bad.. Like, my chest is always heavy and I can't sleep at night. I'm so tired of everyone. I don't like doing anything at all. sometimes I don't know why I am alive. What am I supposed to do? I don't even know what I'm living for. What? finish school, be free from your ""friends"" who always make you feel awful. Get a job, deal with another group of people who you won't like...then what? after that, get a house or something? then what die? why not now? Why prolong it? Why am I here?? Why am I feeling like this? Why can't they understand me? I want them to! I don't like this! Really hate this feeling. I can't even talk about it with my mom, I know she'll dismiss me and say I'm being overly dramatic. THAT IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD. I've literally got no one to talk to. 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So I’m halfway through high school and I haven’t made a single new friend outside of the few I already have. (Ive tried going to clubs and stuff but people don’t really talk to each other outside of the friends they go with) Last year, I was fine with that because I was really close to everyone in my friend group and had a “best friend” I would hang out with every week. But now everyone’s branching out and making new friends and I feel really left behind because my friends have started ditching me, cancelling on my plans, not inviting me to stuff etc. I still try but I’m on the edge of giving up. I’m really bad in groups with new people because I’m terrified of being the “annoying one” and also I get really nervous so I stay quiet or when I do talk no one pays attention. People I’ve hung out with in groups told my friends that I’m really awkward which only makes me feel more insecure which fuels the cycle of me being more awkward. The worst thing ive heard about me is a guy who asked my friend if I was slow because of I had weird “facial expressions” and “acted spazzy” which literally made me self conscious about everything I did for the next few months because I didn’t want people to think I was slow (because I’m not lmao). I used to be so outgoing and didn’t care what people thought about me, and even somewhat popular but for some unknown reason I can’t seem to function normally anymore. I’m going to therapy but it hasn’t helped that much and I don’t want to waste my high school experience feeling this lonely it kinda sucks lol. Sorry this was so long & any advice would be appreciated.",4.7003229454636815,5.4629210780346815,5.657881377230459,81.29245916059314,69.4335260115607,8.676350841920081,28.33827594873084,8.841846274778883,2.1180441316913794,1367,46,268,23,23,451,172,346,0.158,0.669,0.173,0.8496,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,12,23,2,4,10,1,31,1,1,6,0,54,63,25,0,7,11,0,3,0,8,2,0,2,0,3,16,20,0,0,10,1,1,5,12,11,0,2,15,5,37,12,37,42,12,35,0,1,0,0,26,13,1,7,16,175,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395123315563693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835120663461769,0.06051931524861985,0.0,0.0819966017403189,0.0,0.05146333407277757,0.0,0.05789312421252175,0.0,0.07505180169686712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074830037648698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637519861988672,0.2767940191777204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941892747487568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715831333428279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440048087254035,0.0499843128789452,0.0,0.06376160598982072,0.14462629822272274,0.0680141088036838,0.07402717244535982,0.0,0.0,0.11479454051409135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677463444836191,0.0,0.03953840022460002,0.0725968087967218,0.12902789944775506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493267975710198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050725071458295135,0.1599149885931959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159040636490624,0.06168730976621582,0.0,0.0,0.08222388745957777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697225679586152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321586908916745,0.101030714316204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040510424817416,0.0,0.055631712202801234,0.0,0.0,0.2192695693140353,0.08048394075480349,0.0,0.07414793830844607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256214278353083,0.0575561925044956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26232644776883224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393668673842283,0.07780913300608712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317945648305384,0.0,0.06889400593540326,0.15789639389703528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428747877992252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471482960877587,0.053564964582553366,0.08066220688553642,0.06043619503380036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326539487279055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165350792053002,0.0,0.0,0.08654388216188952,0.0,0.050276806388349915,0.04849112300591426,0.0,0.06007952724825182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231314911136139,0.0,0.10276018763221896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065361111507118,0.0,0.0,0.08927316809248477,0.0,0.06070397168358393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751833085229293,0.0,0.0,0.048733865728999085 socialanxiety,Looselygoosey,2018/04/14,"I’m having some trouble So I started working at a restaurant to try to break out of my shell a bit. Everyone has been great for the past couple weeks. I even tried to hang out with another employee after work. He asked me if I wanted to smoke with him and we chit chatted for a while and walked around, then I went home. However, apparently he had been sort of dating the bartender and now she is super jealous that we chat at work, not even in a flirty way, and has been super cold to me ever since and tries to hang all over him if he talks to me at all (I barely initate the convos with him). I have a boyfriend that I am completely faithful to and mention him at work all the time. I’m not trying to start any bickering at work. I just want to try to open up more and I feel so crummy that I feel like she hates me now. It makes me feel like closing up again and just quitting. 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I notice I tend to overthink past conversations and think that the people think I was annoying or something. It makes me feel awful and I was wondering, how can I stop it?",3.4117499999999983,6.5191266750000025,4.3450000000000015,78.16000000000003,82.25,8.200000000000001,25.5,8.841846274778883,2.6986000000000003,177,7,30,5,5,57,28,40,0.252,0.748,0.0,-0.8577,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,12,10,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,0,1,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,21,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399577650338913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900960981267405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242294381766298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437187249776229,0.1974339565697999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924129012212495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761857712425794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649572643169833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088370206787131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,redtrout16,2018/04/14,"Can't Talk About Myself Anyone else not able to talk about themselves? I have realized that talking about myself in any walk gives me immense anxiety, I feel like giving my opinion on a subject or telling people about my life will make them instantly judge me or think less of me. I currently live with my grandparents, who look for every excuse to belittle me or tell me what I think or do is wrong and stupid. So I simply have stopped telling my grandparents about myself at all, just say everything is fine. This new girl who just started at work today, was asking me a lot of questions about myself, and I found myself really starting freak out and get very nervous. Although I was trying my best to maintain my composure, she stopped in the middle of conversation and asked me if I am okay. That hit like a ton of bricks. I always feel like an imposter, like I am no good and that everyone is waiting for an opportunity to judge me and belittle me. I try to keep my composure and appear 'normal' but I always feel like a fool, always worried that everyone can see through my 'normal disguise'. I try to appear outgoing, optimistic on the outside but in reality I have horrible anxiety and hate myself.",7.905778267254043,7.4496360792951535,8.006002202643174,71.35616923641706,62.65638766519824,11.26710719530103,36.97834067547724,10.686352973137794,4.01487107195301,958,41,167,21,12,312,128,227,0.15,0.735,0.116,-0.8859999999999999,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,9,16,2,1,8,1,14,1,0,1,1,40,36,17,0,3,10,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,10,0,4,8,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,3,6,39,10,28,31,5,19,0,0,2,0,19,9,0,10,12,123,47,1,0.11078421965790024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27654403648252324,0.0,0.0,0.07533706832013763,0.0,0.16949924961709992,0.0,0.0,0.07746290224621186,0.11351152491290326,0.0,0.0,0.20713658121953654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626120368776645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925460000035997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334048314599527,0.2117181388731156,0.09956571322080006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804749045716352,0.23743280597801306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214691786949033,0.0,0.0,0.05788018232120866,0.21254863652666625,0.0,0.09292054732734598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093764811843388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847010465936017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825017062298369,0.27061786898883383,0.0,0.09782449561891872,0.0,0.09303084279394162,0.0,0.0,0.09418478187196147,0.0,0.0,0.07394932687521237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699608968576788,0.0,0.0,0.2170900270954505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680382887665828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410368017658654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709712079049215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810005802494889,0.0,0.0,0.08828067978607518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682728175422214,0.0,0.0,0.18524113644597304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26713247798809164,0.29049087297943593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197210937210433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050104865768901,0.0,0.0,0.2256456392416399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914085834798366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065223134463942,0.11250675265659113,0.0,0.0,0.12112515299775585,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,keroroandpekopon,2018/04/14,"How can I talk to people? I am in college but I am a socially awkward person and not very good looking and also not a trendy or cool person. A social misfit and outcast. In a way I am fine the way I am because I know I can't afford to be a cooler person when I know what a shitty situation I have back home. Sometimes I think I would like to talk to people and be normal but then I think I am not like other people I am ugly and not cool and trendy and I look a very slobby girl. So I have accepted that I am going to stay on my own. 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For the record I don't, and she's one of my closest mates at uni. But our humour is very banter related and joke flirting. When I ovethink my dear is that some of this may be jokes about because that's what they think. Most of the joking is simple (Like a picture of us hugging and it says cutest couple award) or she'll sort of lay on me and joke I fancy her. This has happened for a while now but has got more common recently, but I've only started thinking and worrying about it after someone in our group fancied her and started being really weird, And was a little jokes about. What I'm trying to say is I'm not sure if people are serious or not sometimes, and my main worry is that if they do think I fancy my flatmate, it sort of ruins one of my closest friendships because I don't but she thinks I do. TL;DR I don't fancy my flatmate, but there is a joke I do. When I overyhink I believe that behind that joke people mean it, And if they do I feel like it changes the friendship I've had completely. Two questions: 1) do you believe it's just a joke or do they think that 2) if that's what people thought does it mean my friendship with my flatmate (And all the jokes) is sort of ruined because she's been joking on the belief I do",3.460789473684212,4.3012809999999995,4.5415350877193,87.88282894736844,72.33333333333334,6.542105263157895,26.88157894736842,6.2581,0.9831789473684204,1075,36,224,6,20,352,128,285,0.079,0.767,0.154,0.9434,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,1,4,1,10,24,0,0,10,0,28,1,0,0,2,47,44,26,0,4,15,0,2,2,2,2,0,2,0,0,23,11,0,0,12,12,0,1,5,4,0,3,5,4,39,20,25,35,6,18,1,2,0,1,23,8,0,15,11,165,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23671520785051844,0.0,0.0,0.2916678029233531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692974376486894,0.0,0.1357147696373696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322225673346733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265466181978959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654484601910193,0.09247154782150792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035245290374274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446285200983165,0.0,0.11595229621594047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647512517308762,0.12973230423107246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28199495063875296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542300240967226,0.09844451200398466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26921098855860925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500177448945786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292220721602217,0.0,0.1278058119908712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587084489460392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967360088721606,0.0,0.12801889656696755,0.0,0.18323577600892588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199512190674215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146977703979951,0.0,0.10276044130129493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788086984820566,0.0,0.12644350548094074,0.0,0.15569968532702594,0.0,0.0,0.10680107785107107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262904029180111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,RedLifeLived,2018/04/14,"What is the best way to explain social anxiety disorder? I was diagnosed with this a year ago now and I mean what’s the difference between social anxiety disorder and just plain old anxiety? Googling this is making me feel like doctors just throw the word “disorder” in front of social anxiety. Anxiety is something that everyone feels. Some feel it more than others...I feel like if anyone got out there and practiced facing their fears more it’d go away whether it’s titled social anxiety disorder or just anxiety. Me personally, I’ve definitely felt anxiety since the diagnosis, but I was also able to do a lot of things out of my social comfort zone since then with some exceptions by challenging myself a little. These doctors prescribe medication for this that people get addicted to and people depend their life on it meanwhile I feel like this is a fake disorder. It seems like a dark imagination your mind makes up. I feel like simply conquering social fears that you have cures it, I feel like I’m getting better and better as time goes on without medication because I’m taking baby steps to becoming a better version of myself, that’s it, no medication. Just feel like it’s fake. I could be ignorant, this is just how I feel. 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Guess that's just what I do, I plan to say something but never open my mouth in the end, so this is going to me a rambling post full of typos and what not, I just want to say(or write) something. I just feel like I can't interact with anyone anymore. When I play online games, I can't turn my mic on and say a word even if I really want to, or even say something in the chat. I plan to write something, change my mind and then the moment's already passed. I can't start a conversation in livestream chats or come up with a reply when someone initiates one with me. I haven't made a friend online in six years. The only other ""friends"" I have are some people that go to the same school as me, but we stop being friends as soon as we leave the building. I feel like I don't contribute to anything, I'm constantly in my own thoughts and just can't focus on interacting with another person. I deleted my Facebook, Twitter and Reddit accounts after a long period of inactivity. I speak so little in real life I could count how many words I've spoken each day, often I don't reach even >10 words. But it's the same situation online nowadays, I don't know what happened but I can't talk or write even online anymore, I just feel like I don't fit in anywhere and never take part in any actual conversations or initiate stuff to make friends. I want to be alone all the time but I also want to have friends, but that's not how you can make friends. I'm near becoming a full on mute, I fear. I just keep watching others talk and have fun, kinda wanting to take part but I just can't bring myself to do it. Every day I just feel like I get more and more stupid socially. 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I have been dealing with this for a while now. I make some people very very uncomfortable to the point that they actively avoid me. I think I give off very creepy vibes and I notice that they have a physical reaction, almost like a shock. Many of these people touch their head or block their eyes around me. Its really worrying me as I dont know what I am doing to cause this. Its as though they experience a very brief panic attack. Im getting to the point that I feel other people would be better off if I wasnt around :(",4.1462733529990174,5.934465849557526,4.865958702064899,82.53889872173059,71.92035398230087,8.208062930186825,21.40511307767945,8.841846274778883,1.3377402163225172,463,10,89,9,9,149,74,113,0.193,0.725,0.083,-0.919,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,5,1,4,6,1,2,6,0,9,2,2,3,0,17,16,7,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,3,17,2,12,12,1,9,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,4,3,62,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323767843985236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001953369821598,0.14656525203607665,0.0,0.2546785743079781,0.0,0.16273294499569674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651059501863826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694536056468033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747185141381444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251785718139105,0.0,0.16764623944289328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949471937643286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399242602968307,0.0,0.0,0.07232723083047518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747344687362023,0.13722062366071738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680418169808265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451182387497212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786131180459383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988396324381642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096566167497026,0.14502393665466054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285628638895838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783104993729728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966741719056415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27044520718823434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163750537111492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165667542649043,0.14053978306474468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721043818682796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452678974361958,0.0,0.10161419392292358,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sir-Dotour,2018/04/15,"A reference post to look back on once I succeed. I’m making this post as something I can look back on. Throughout my entire life I have suffered social anxiety. I was home-schooled until high school, rarely socializing with other kids. This is where my social anxiety stems from. My anxiety was terrible in high school. Because it was a small school in rural Wisconsin and I was good at football, I made a lot of friends. Also, I partied too much. Then came college, and I began suffering panic attacks. There was this one month when I suffered a panic attack every day, thirty days in a row. I would get them just walking to class. I thought I was going insane. Because I never socialized with people growing up I have always daydreamed elaboratively, maladaptively. And I thought my propensity to daydream was evidence that I was insane, or at least in someway inherently different from everyone else. It was like a spiral of disillusion. My sophomore year I discovered the term social anxiety. This helped me search online for ways to fix myself. I found some social anxiety program that I followed, it kind of helped. Then I got the book Mind Over Mood, which is cognitive behavior therapy, and that helped reduce the panic attacks. I wanted to go to a therapist, and I should have but did not. I graduated, then spent three years living in isolation. This is me now. I used the excuse that I was paying off my college debt to spend twelve hours a day writing. Besides self-authoring stuff on Amazon, I wrote and edited three full length novels, which will never be published. I did manage to pay off most of my college debt, but in doing so I burned myself out. I suffered an existential crisis. Whole days were spent daydreaming up alternative realities that can never exist. I don’t know how to extrapolate the severity of my suffering: it was like being stuck in permanent nihilism, because I knew I was floating through sugary unrealities, and that they could never be real. The self-induced stress was so bad that I was getting muscle spasms throughout my entire body. I ended up driving to a hospital at one point, convinced that I was suffering from MS or a brain tumor. The doctor told me to buy some B-50 complex. This was last November. I live alone at my parent’s house, in the middle of absolute nowhere, surrounded by hundreds of acres of national forest. So, it’s easy to be alone. The last three years are a blur of inconsequential moments, daydreams, social media, books, and loneliness. I started going to a café last December. At first, I would get a coffee to go. The café is a thirty-five-minute drive. I would spend the whole drive anticipating paying for my coffee. One time the barista asked me what I was up to and I blurted some incomprehensible jumble of words. It was so embarrassing. Now I go to the café and force myself to read for forty-five minutes. I have also started buying my food from a grocery store. Normally I would order stuff online and hide when UPS gets here. Before I got to this point I would spend entire days just driving around nowhere. I can’t explain the emotive pain of seeing people living their lives: I get envious imagining people living in cities and being able to experience relationships. I can’t take folk music because it makes me too sentimental, for things I haven’t experienced, and opportunities that are already spent. I feel terrible when I consider that my life might already be written and dried, and now here it is, bleak, and blurry, and monotone. I must get a job by the end of April. Not only will I have to contend with the immediate anxiety of dealing with people, but it will have to be a local job, and I will see people I haven’t talked to since high school. What am I supposed to tell them I have been up to? I should be working through a career at this point in my life. I want a vibrant life. I want to be apart of a community. I want to be in a relationship. I want to be able to do things without having to spend an hour prepping myself for every social interaction. I want to go to a music festival. I want to travel. These are the things I’m going to strive for. My concrete goals are as follows: get a job by end of April. Go to music festival Eaux Claires in July. Depending on money, maybe travel before moving to city. And move to a city by 2019. I hope to reference this post in a future success story. There are too few success stories, and too many lonely people, living unfulfilling lives despite being interesting, worthwhile individuals. If anybody else has any goals I would love to hear them. 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My boyfriend recently opened up to me about feelings of anxiety in social situations. He is quite a closed book and I was so relieved he decided to share with me so that I could support and be there for him, especially as he has helped me so with my own anxiety/depression. The only problem is I'm not quite sure how to, I know I can be very analytical when trying to solve things and don't want to come across overbearing and make it worse. I want him to understand how much others think of him, a lot of people we know see him as confident but it's not always the case. I think it makes it all worse when people make comments about him being confident (or draw attention to the size he his, because he's pretty well built). I wonder whether any guys have felt similar and could offer me any advice?",5.950178571428572,6.1324479464285755,6.625095238095237,77.48657142857145,66.55952380952381,10.291428571428572,31.68095238095239,10.125756701596842,2.9834838095238103,677,25,134,15,10,223,103,168,0.076,0.7829999999999999,0.141,0.9049,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,12,7,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,6,2,40,31,18,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,0,10,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,4,22,6,20,24,4,9,0,0,1,0,19,5,0,3,3,91,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862301558043064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803808835720465,0.0,0.0,0.19293802838899016,0.0,0.10852178006041108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647595628389783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221990049938886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22652580626097898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218298637522908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717281948260083,0.0,0.13620692831431874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046275620030538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017025331499068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592404084418907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060348593207745,0.0,0.0,0.2840760394478217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428271954876953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789019506286343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669439821069967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432164657690885,0.0,0.13573994623248822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30176910926374345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400686915417349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304329118825213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945550865511893,0.0,0.14460743020851358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219599231184544,0.13370046974993854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424484512162966,0.18179509422958287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963129787248399,0.0,0.0,0.14768026730416473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704856764193948,0.1673442786999099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754831677287776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384008147075967,0.0,0.0,0.2891329695489549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,loudmouthsounds,2018/04/15,"I had severe social anxiety for the bulk of my childhood, I'm perfectly normal now without any meds or therapy. AMA (note that at the time I suffered from suicidal + homicidal urges, dissociation and psychosis) Social anxiety began when I was around 9, got worse and worse until it was literally crippling by age 13. I made the intention to change at about age 14 or 15. i'm 16 now and other than a faster heartbeat before a presentation i'm completely fine. I'm even somewhat known among my classmates to say and do outrageous and inappropriate things. Things started changing when I was around 14 because when high school started I was forced to be more independent. I decided I wanted to be able to have small talk with cashiers and be a normal human being. In order to do this I did what literally every ''getting over social anxiety'' cosmo article will tell you and it's to take risks. some risks include just fucking doing it. You will likely regret it immediately after. And the thing is, you're gonna have to do it again. You do it again and again until it slowly stops hurting you so much and you will start feeling better about it. I guarantee this, after doing it a few times it'll be better and better. An example of a risk is I would take a walk in the heat, then walk into McDonalds or Wendy's and ask for just a cup of water every day. I was so nervous about it the first time but after a while it became natural, and after time i didn't have to think anything of it. ask me literally anything",5.169027303754267,6.240819716723549,6.434080204778159,75.02668344709897,68.55631399317407,9.136450511945393,30.008361774744028,9.3871,2.7407939931740617,1199,45,216,24,20,405,161,293,0.103,0.84,0.057,-0.792,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,5,0,5,18,15,2,4,15,0,29,2,0,3,1,40,49,26,1,5,7,0,1,1,0,6,0,1,0,1,21,17,1,1,4,0,0,2,2,9,0,1,11,2,21,6,38,27,5,46,0,3,0,1,14,11,1,5,33,161,42,1,0.10866280971877457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389443681528562,0.0,0.2493802560350195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884046745425128,0.19346587700639248,0.20317011737195464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623984023282924,0.0,0.09246404767657036,0.0,0.0,0.2883102744200653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299016890161491,0.0,0.11393088859366535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007852281865114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717707609958846,0.0,0.18310620755324292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494318154592923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242853043636756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045701661581867,0.05677183318598177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690757546868441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480822447012573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632578522163448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308716005806503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281937791272726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069988532062333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987966804643093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129329644507211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641302769419593,0.0,0.10997256466594008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275804534312193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332304150833966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307362880100827,0.0,0.0,0.0908469745234284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885947714465388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340181930998662,0.08733905037787493,0.0949760852014214,0.0,0.12426539297118873,0.0,0.21657222719097854,0.06962674085583942,0.0,0.0,0.25344863276074164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409214052845419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047470709274912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214733728539577,0.07719094233589878,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,headfried96,2018/04/15,Faint feeling/warm/pale How do i get rid of the faintness feeling and going pale and really warm please this has takin over my life from febuary anyone any ideas? Will it go away on its own?,3.6193859649122793,5.228029184210532,3.3236842105263165,93.79412280701756,72.94736842105263,6.119298245614036,23.192982456140356,6.42735559955562,0.3636561403508769,151,4,32,1,3,45,34,38,0.0,0.828,0.172,0.684,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,5,7,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,5,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562377994984115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634682243007359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540172171965701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052205475173728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968631230715015,0.0,0.428289715050852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42536279404386057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661458957442473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136146671042995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413885560826949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Chocolatedippedbacon,2018/04/15,"The future of my job hangs on my ability to interact with my coworkers. Guess i'll die. I have to be more sociable to get a contract, oh geez.",-0.41000000000000014,1.8136790000000045,3.068333333333332,86.4225,92.33333333333334,8.333333333333334,24.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.5046666666666666,110,5,24,4,4,40,25,30,0.117,0.7190000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.1513,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509551296034436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773555916995206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.584808786019975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5268026240543081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Vanillemufin,2018/04/15,"Do people with social anxiety have better manners? I often think about how bad of an etiquette so many people have that i meet. My parents don't really have good manners as well if i'm honest. So, if it's (at least in my case) not really related to the parents, could it be that people with social anxiety have usually better manners? It makes sense because we try to not get judged, right?",5.257894736842103,6.081534263157895,6.485368421052634,75.63857894736844,68.21052631578948,9.237894736842106,29.673684210526318,9.3871,2.7478873684210523,308,11,54,6,5,104,52,76,0.113,0.748,0.139,0.4986,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,2,0,12,12,6,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,9,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,1,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875868626763301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694371043863298,0.11458229376065138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324812020650707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007550996112534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820444681904418,0.0,0.0,0.15765691437812096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546872603336434,0.19056796302335988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174278692049107,0.0,0.0,0.39093575171685396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408315915006485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052188765563394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832152140353976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044098606364928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276165363813141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070179297634227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900395588765324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,HOTSAUCEONMYBHICKEN,2018/04/15,What’s your trigger? Or thing that happens in your mind or body that tells you it’s happening? Mine is sweating. And I’m not talking about palms sweating or underarms sweating. I sweat and it’s all on my forehead which makes my anxiety worse because in my mind I’m dripping like a waterfall but in reality I am sure no one is noticing. But once I feel the warmth and sweat beading I am pretty much in panic mode trying to talk myself down from the anxiety.,3.149258241758244,5.18213418681319,4.277019230769231,84.65860576923076,75.26373626373626,7.187362637362638,30.05631868131868,8.07648339933343,2.210306593406594,365,17,70,6,8,119,62,91,0.13,0.7340000000000001,0.136,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,4,8,8,2,2,16,10,8,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,12,2,9,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,1,48,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115891060110933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414542912470927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22621339371838595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029734496116078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601806578622199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949492998858817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359404522628929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112644427215783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970893095615687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23186113180128784,0.0,0.2168845856287075,0.13800104423104542,0.0,0.0,0.23894378321338494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718906753056832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194123898196205,0.0,0.0,0.3273783224836975,0.17800234439683524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529849501756916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382675206830948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754055879368294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,arankoye,2018/04/15,"My closest friend has suddenly stopped talking to me Sorry if this is the wrong place to post this. My closest friend suddenly stopped talking to me. We used to talk all the time in school and at home. About a week ago she started to ignore me and I thought maybe there’s something wrong with her and i’ll give her some tome since she does that every now and then. I tried to text her but she’s ignoring me, i can tell that she’s ignoring because it says that she’s online. I dont know what to do. I dont have any other friends and i have social anxiety.",1.1876436781609172,3.3399492586206883,2.3196551724137926,95.64919540229886,82.27586206896551,5.59080459770115,23.459770114942533,6.816661863887847,0.6016977011494258,438,16,98,5,12,139,72,116,0.162,0.767,0.071,-0.7717,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,19,13,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,8,7,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,21,3,11,12,2,16,0,0,0,0,19,5,0,2,10,63,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597867343309428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431636202033004,0.0,0.1173495696042728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351041095514884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342402177740228,0.0,0.35956421879082506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292450031322426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555463167415253,0.0,0.0,0.14715399078594488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538713824531274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430390228504757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541095912917536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026897036500168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691353122059533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219887865544416,0.0,0.15524765276542854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689297249017722,0.0,0.0,0.15637063534253182,0.0,0.11809379751576128,0.0,0.17171726226409031,0.10857637457180426,0.0,0.0,0.2564963288515735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698881427503724,0.13407720681207946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178141636870955,0.08944800335482811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414763372268472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248720653010132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304716746998028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354347492309928,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,reacca,2018/04/15,"I bought new make-up and I guess I am happy now I am a girl in my twenties, and I am ashamed of not being naturally attractive. To avoid being stared by strangers and feeling inadequate, I chose to avoid social gatherings, and if I have to go and face people I resort to wearing hats. I've experimenting with make-up in the past 2-3 years, and yesterday I finally found a look that makes me feel confident. Yesterday I went to the store without a hat. I became outgoing. I feel like a new chapter just opened in my life. I still have social anxiety, but I just wanted to share that I feel happier now.",3.7234166666666653,5.058565175000002,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,72.25,9.333333333333334,29.16666666666667,9.725611199111238,2.781416666666668,471,19,94,12,9,162,73,120,0.105,0.7609999999999999,0.134,0.7394,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,6,0,7,3,2,1,0,24,19,8,0,2,6,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,8,0,2,5,0,2,2,2,3,0,0,3,6,18,4,13,14,0,16,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,2,11,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417237379466544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122026978652464,0.0,0.0,0.3746930019485072,0.13235010322221508,0.0,0.20294376862810365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312852226591885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528778364084064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408527324142994,0.0,0.0,0.1972131950100191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308549353546392,0.09050889849930358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557211981609678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370988368871343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578513960432941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685206315121102,0.12843627026791368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776993988230175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479492354916067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927141394167844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173829413634353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785844637442678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193016564514624 socialanxiety,nocuddles4me,2018/04/15,"The 5 Second Rule doesn't work for me. I recently stumbled upon Mel Robbins book/Ted Talk The 5 Second Rule and thought it may be helpful with my social anxiety. But instead it just pisses me off. Basically the premise is that when you hesitate (emotional response) before speaking to someone or performing some action that you're avoiding to just count backwards from 5 to 1 and then DO IT (make it an intellectual response). Well all it's done for me is make me realize I hesitate A LOT. The first morning I attempted it I hesitated 8 times in one hour and didn't act even once. Anyone have any luck with this? Or something similar?",4.988585858585856,6.5869570413223135,6.1343250688705275,75.0285583103765,69.49586776859505,9.34471992653811,34.93204775022957,9.725611199111238,3.673654912764004,506,26,89,12,9,169,88,121,0.111,0.7959999999999999,0.093,0.1431,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,4,6,4,1,1,6,0,9,1,1,2,1,20,12,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,1,4,3,1,10,2,11,7,3,12,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,6,6,65,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242100489960298,0.0,0.18271376273596765,0.0,0.0,0.16700414159740246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323726910936754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444186733930567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686655239839369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775313576717662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315920171899796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009100903197274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352116277290599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305524569775227,0.0,0.0,0.3188582792120858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543593338480934,0.16184577423608196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358280306390787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434697226516933,0.20237036882310072,0.18387252865645415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197245341772573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961416638406065,0.1392709092780944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474797847251004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388009321952952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,desolation99,2018/04/15,"What's wrong with me So in more few days I'm going to start learning to get my driving lisence. I'm scared asf. I've been worried about this day will come even when I'm still in high schools and now I'm in uni and the day finally come when I need to drive. I can't say no because my parent are old and they want me to able to drive in order to take them to many places they usually go. Even with motorcycle I still feel nervous even I've got no accident yet during the whole semester which I go to class with it but still have close accident experience which give me trauma when the guy at the road yell at me 'you're fucking idiot'. I can't help myself but feel nervous when there situation involving other driver which put my brain into freeze state. I know a car would be harder and I even feel like killing myself rather than driving for many times in the future. No one in my family know I have anxiety though but they know I'm a shy coward guy. Which put responsibility weight at my shoulder give me more depression considering that my relative only have 2 brother 2 sister and my brother are also like me got anxiety but he have fuck everybody attitudes which the only different with me coz I care people much more than myself which make me more anxious than he do. BTW I'm writing this while drinking so pardon me if what I said sound nonsense ",4.446681501547988,5.500521775735294,5.307128482972138,82.51109133126936,70.21323529411765,8.520433436532509,27.551083591331267,8.841846274778883,1.9780852941176472,1081,36,217,19,19,353,150,272,0.198,0.7340000000000001,0.067,-0.9906,2,0,1,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,4,0,20,13,4,3,8,0,13,6,2,2,0,32,44,19,1,5,6,4,5,2,0,2,0,4,0,2,13,13,2,0,7,1,0,12,5,10,0,1,4,9,33,3,27,37,7,47,0,1,0,2,19,14,2,1,21,135,46,3,0.10552252787045134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438632741376068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614488899860706,0.11921042070020753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432555356513374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779803949866854,0.0,0.0,0.10758724987174753,0.0,0.0,0.18179662831445526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041599024465545,0.0,0.09088639863114498,0.0,0.0,0.11024858229943534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337190446711396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27878653780708235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322128044288337,0.09947724801177972,0.0,0.1600660820655145,0.07538531499504847,0.0,0.11559477138166585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510775329774285,0.05513116553058644,0.2024536481005229,0.17991265306915966,0.0,0.1687920104087481,0.0,0.0,0.2089677856398908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072952611214016,0.11149034428393484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674504262545216,0.0,0.17397726499526306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310595393747478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043710674938393,0.2139665616899564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757119956245291,0.078243617344844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107281422002364,0.0,0.07150479582950403,0.16050927494539247,0.0,0.0,0.11717027945089495,0.0,0.0,0.07315603430002225,0.0,0.11024858229943534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121585720551386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003760884205369,0.08391574952672509,0.10564645895214636,0.10679443178379047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861174254699056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468938834817575,0.0,0.2528112811990456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793398085179523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367534786558084,0.0,0.061531034590950474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621815633885632,0.0,0.062239920932415975,0.0,0.0,0.1284980110116877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178121339406374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716324923783943,0.0,0.07496017620993778,0.11537231902239525,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LookieHereNow,2018/04/15,"Hiding out in my room I'm hungry, have a headache but am too scared to venture into the kitchen to get breakfast because I don't want to bump into the people I'm living with. Phew. 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I am worried about my sexual orientation. I think I'm straight but I have never talked to girls other than just simple 'hi-hello' talks. The thing is I sometimes watched gay porn and got aroused by it to. I have masturbated to nude pics of muscular men. I feel that I would get a boner faster when I see a sexy man than I would see a sexy woman. I have even masturbated thinking about one of my close friend who means the world to me. He has a muscular body and good personality. I sometimes feel I have feelings for him. He is the closest person to me to which I share sometimes things that I get worried about my personality and all but I think I can't discuss this thing with him. There are times well when I get horny while watching some super hot porn model. And I completely ignore the guy in the video. But there are sometimes also when I keep on searching for nude pictures of male celebrities. I am an introvert guy who doesn't has any female friends infact very few friends in total. I get depressed, that I would end up being alone or gay at the end of my life. I believe that I am a caring person, once I would start interacting with girls I would start getting comfortable with them, get to know them, have them in my mind. I want to marry a girl and have a family obviously. I think that when I would fall in love with a girl these gay thoughts would go away. Sorry for a long post but please tell me guys whether am I really homosexual or just void of girls in my life is messing my mind or it is some hormonal thing. Help to stop getting arousal by hot men. I really want to have a girlfriend.",3.939941348973608,5.187342313782995,4.747781818181821,85.31767272727276,71.6099706744868,7.802041055718478,26.543225806451613,8.238735603445708,1.5290097595307919,1343,44,280,20,25,434,167,341,0.055,0.768,0.177,0.993,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,1,14,13,0,0,19,0,32,17,7,0,5,52,63,19,0,9,10,0,6,0,4,8,3,0,0,18,18,10,0,3,11,1,0,2,4,3,1,1,3,10,47,10,39,51,7,33,0,1,4,11,40,14,0,5,16,190,65,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365227847940658,0.0,0.06459090393307007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492565891591235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588509173963545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099895340031618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971610067050306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234933233693573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468471236237929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956618237482058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307464082638627,0.0,0.0,0.05334713286264575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614178228601624,0.0,0.1633568414299089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720568225287665,0.0,0.2953891166907839,0.0,0.045902858306083406,0.06774516718773711,0.06459831149852469,0.0,0.0,0.2399218910403412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054137727832860326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717911580916735,0.0,0.0,0.044388505240304535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114850408644472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714779833035378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289713509298876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798106995390169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310723931466564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458799430362842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601630079591513,0.054731134056014714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282097343537786,0.0,0.08866005785430663,0.0,0.0,0.07735433204986616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034853212410987,0.0,0.0,0.086715630464688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287247994888789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31953024602084723,0.0904142321916246,0.11433736377606835,0.0,0.0,0.06752646276592535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983805270987642,0.07059562648784955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146372184252716,0.2070139395870392,0.0,0.06412152809221675,0.04709702704182865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664284647851337,0.09527924432677712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262099028234498,0.0,0.0,0.09017565355343116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404958833528316,0.0,0.401631636562346,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Dopeyduck01,2018/04/15,"Dwindling on the tiny insignificant things that I have done around others. Is it just me or does anyone else have it when you will do something tiny and insignificant that everyone else forgets about almost instantaneously but ends up keeping you up at night wondering how you could have done it better? It happens a lot with me especially when around someone who I want to like me or who I have a crush on. An example of this is I was round their house with 2 others and there was music on. I went and changed it to a song that I like and that I’m pretty sure the person I was trying to impress liked. The other 2 disliked the song and she just sat there silence didn’t saying anything. Anyway after this no one has brought it up as it was such a small detail but it just sticks in the back of my mind about how I shouldn’t have done it or done it differently. Does anyone else have this problem? Something similar has probably been posted before but I just wanted to get it off my chest.",5.67278911564626,6.027130836734695,5.951428571428572,81.48523809523812,67.16326530612244,8.574149659863947,28.578231292517003,8.344100000000001,1.8286884353741493,788,24,156,10,12,252,109,196,0.079,0.7909999999999999,0.13,0.9131,1,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,1,1,17,7,0,0,10,0,24,1,1,2,1,33,34,16,0,5,10,0,1,3,0,2,0,3,0,1,24,9,0,1,1,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,13,4,19,6,23,18,1,21,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,6,9,127,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336525459629075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228616623333504,0.2524623385318637,0.10138166518524754,0.2193451297307724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473185211135182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483263946530223,0.0,0.0,0.10895884332666113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032741634563466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836378042102199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871595314832715,0.0,0.0,0.215623243130232,0.504298346040328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087489962002449,0.0,0.10911708512740656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772121044654538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436600245955251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894380840739877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215424324101286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950426803293482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056533054027607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473874923164712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439511582483265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561321491900035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348232474204142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757196268757296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117989871391692,0.1253369140426875,0.13282855397410792,0.11788408999362456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797219573447544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438548011524393,0.18968806842058736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161128956187794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184744514871717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836435269548946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453310433495429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420601495660535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360325027434725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ice-_-Bear,2018/04/15,Am I doing this right? I get what feels like social anxiety (Wanting to leave gatherings of people). Due to feeling like these other people have so much extra time and money to do these non-productive things. Important note: I am engaging in these events due to other's prompting. ,4.357058823529413,7.123710196078434,5.0468235294117685,77.04670588235294,74.49019607843138,8.00156862745098,25.88627450980392,8.841846274778883,2.5178909803921563,224,8,35,5,5,72,39,51,0.055,0.741,0.203,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,6,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269829973420927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000518540422341,0.4239405982817278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550191791368183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141739612544985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28991587951534314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21811662360300288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114039047406927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25338945499811466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30245935818960945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971215125465181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730144897523782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500775395598586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,NoiLLion,2018/04/15,"Fine one on one - groups however... I take awhile to get to know people and open up. Started a job a month ago and everyone on the bar knows each other and yack away. I cannot (most of the time) just talk shit, chit chat, small talk, bring up random stories and all that stuff. It's like my personality just goes awol and my brain freezes and I can't think of even basic shit to talk about. I feel like a total spare part most of the time which is draining as I'm worrying about what to say etc and the job is draining in itself. Anyone else have this? Really blows socially.",3.024358974358975,4.3370423760683785,3.8013675213675207,90.96307692307694,73.95726495726495,7.2512820512820495,21.547008547008552,7.793537801064563,0.6045829059829062,446,10,100,6,9,142,82,117,0.11,0.8320000000000001,0.058,-0.7351,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,7,0,5,4,3,0,2,20,14,8,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,9,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,3,6,3,16,14,7,14,0,0,0,0,8,8,2,3,7,61,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560298758969176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148515782385692,0.16829962997095355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432387046508386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336396108013825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721476799689422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318880152720654,0.10848950476103238,0.0,0.0,0.15695359769778713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305274283290867,0.11734448233259655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581695360700269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325997367289379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054154711565115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604943189664488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311075308926251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22260816318038298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778731854551142,0.0,0.11387439284435755,0.14342195846595768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522656653722867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062292289170874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372127411526942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674382541198525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626120567421686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803376298778526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350003126627465,0.3960681281756718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524857934846056,0.0,0.0,0.19155792880718026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680988873919614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,finn-forest,2018/04/15,"What should I fix in my insecurities? Hey guys! So I guess I have mild social anxiety, and I think a lot of it is a confidence issue. Whenever I want to talk to someone, whether it be an old friend to catch up or approaching someone new, I automatically assume they don’t want to talk to me, like I’m second rate to other people. One of the main reasons why I think I feel this way is because of my weight. I’m about 30 pounds overweight, and I’ve always been overweight ever since I was a kid. I think I put so much of my self value on my weight that I assume everyone else does as well, and as a result they’d never want to talk to me. Now I’m trying to figure out what needs to change. I’ve often thought “oh if I just get my act together and lose the weight this will go away” but then I also think “there’s lot of people who are overweight and still really social; why can’t I be like them?” Is it shallow to lose weight for confidence? Has anyone ever been in a situation similar to mine? What helped? Or do any of you guys have advice in general? Anything is much appreciated, thank you. :)",2.2736516068933383,3.8782877345132754,4.294965067536096,85.45564741499769,76.52212389380531,7.2357708430367955,22.514205868653946,8.032893268588372,1.0564548672566372,852,24,182,14,19,292,130,226,0.068,0.785,0.147,0.9513,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,3,2,12,8,0,1,8,0,19,7,0,2,3,36,36,16,0,6,6,0,5,2,1,2,3,0,0,4,11,6,7,0,10,0,0,5,3,3,1,2,4,5,28,5,29,27,5,21,0,2,0,0,18,7,0,9,10,124,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959153652351983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150251642560895,0.0848026176502579,0.0,0.0,0.06930665380717121,0.0,0.07796577485513564,0.0,0.0,0.07126232369519875,0.0,0.08386852176401254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575382227778197,0.0,0.0,0.06212729771166444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781404837116353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918773737959032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513808310448248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843784557237433,0.0,0.09738549748992156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153199924896885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874036571564665,0.0,0.05324711789136199,0.0,0.05792144458839965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112272416006833,0.2018265387712685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831242145976144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637425354727212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958242006627244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280367876395127,0.0,0.17329137479482012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984057631739175,0.07556972679447736,0.07860421850332902,0.09843150406465156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069441283325752,0.0,0.06906119717746642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413120127372127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245414176502007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529026210100583,0.10478704385267526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632104299487273,0.0,0.0,0.08430630770296285,0.11455831520912707,0.0,0.20778189115107668,0.17270688728372074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139057684655397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24574965001158186,0.0,0.09383093762218823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26121568183974986,0.0,0.0809102455352902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691945525654686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033881791953565,0.08089650260832403,0.0,0.4964269247925754,0.09163509244992048,0.0,0.18392741626659406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gbcabear,2018/04/15,"Help, I’m stuck in a catch-22 I’m (F, 20) really struggling to be a confident person. All that runs through my head is “to be confident, you need confidence”, and this just stresses me out. I have a bad tendency of listening to my negative monologue, but I can’t seem to find a positive distraction from it. For example, I’ll always think “I wish I was like that” instead of perhaps “Its really cool that they’ve been able to do that!” I’ve tried so many different things but they only seem to pick me up for a few days before I eventually spiral into a negative mess once again and lose all self-confidence I may have gained. I’m really scared that I’m starting to annoy my boyfriend (even though he always insists that I’m not). Does anyone relate or can anyone offer any advice?",5.048831168831168,5.720986350649357,6.277038961038965,77.48841558441559,68.6103896103896,10.315844155844157,30.33506493506493,10.355215969177356,3.1417631168831166,614,23,118,16,10,207,102,154,0.196,0.649,0.155,-0.7986,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,2,6,10,1,4,6,1,11,1,1,1,2,19,24,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,10,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,3,2,13,2,17,18,3,8,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,4,4,74,23,0,0.16961340153032092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574425294368994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28226387503905964,0.0,0.0,0.11534292933198888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371952681160359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141620105521303,0.0,0.0,0.14432851208498765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938661222044536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720990422689706,0.0,0.0,0.1484298306837265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202805204868906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502357619286042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407228343763545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368828774871573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286454048387497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897540108845692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719613672756944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257661880711259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063273704720267,0.0,0.12899863493640304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809987992239715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32597606465906737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981260422898475,0.0,0.0,0.30881934103870073,0.17694376910449047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005323859854783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429157838911792,0.17731675429720364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126836072860863,0.1086814190116478,0.16664430582926335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151563659230021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504704108325627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,LORD-THUNDERCUNT,2018/04/16,"“being confident” isn’t easy. Everytime I ask a friend or people online on how to get women, it’s always “Just be confident bro!”. But am i crazy or is just faking confidence really difficult? As a matter of fact, I believe that it literally cannot be done if you have SA Thoughts on this? 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Got rejected. It really sucks. We've been pretty good friends for a while so I thought I had a decent shot to go with her. She told me she's going to go with someone outside our school. Now I'm the only one of my friends without a date to prom and I don't really want to go alone. At this point I don't know whether I'd be better off just skipping prom altogether or going without a date. This is gonna be a rough couple of weeks.",1.0052427184466026,2.9051268543689304,2.9765145631067966,92.06787864077671,81.4271844660194,6.061747572815534,22.921359223300968,7.1686216300943375,0.7249269902912623,378,13,85,5,10,127,71,103,0.093,0.759,0.14800000000000002,0.7696,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,22,6,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,2,0,1,6,1,10,4,14,13,0,15,0,1,0,0,8,3,1,1,6,50,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961158041637929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212497706856788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337654714714413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918867446700612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997393836252005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679688592155785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927950006773832,0.14545708455695874,0.1387004039983908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953075005661028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175143781433466,0.13189428354163912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393864903138874,0.0,0.0,0.17643123328973478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219552695849407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551104222670758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938776518464643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767669223966858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657109439950837,0.19267681746864626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228804263008627,0.0,0.13910765297257766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343427998523833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,theswolypreacher,2018/04/16,"I'm Finally Ready to Tackle My Social Anxiety Hello everyone, My name is Nick Petty, I'm a sophomore in high school, and I suffer with social anxiety. It hasn't really affected me that much up until this past year. I'm going to share with you a quick example of how it affects me on a daily basis: I was at a school music festival that the school puts on every year called Rocktoberfest, and I saw a girl that I knew from English hanging out with some of her friends, male and female. I thought about going up and talking with them and hanging out with them during the festival, but I got caught up thinking about all the outcomes that could happen and what I would say and what I should do and how to act, and before I knew it, I heard the announcer say the show was over, and I had lost my opportunity, because I was too caught up in what could happen rather than taking my chances. I know I have social anxiety, and I'm ready to confront it and get rid of it somehow. I'm not exactly sure how this subreddit works, but I just needed to share my experiences in a place where people can relate and maybe give me help in dealing with it. 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It got the worst its ever been today though, so I scheduled a doctors appt for this Wednesday, because I would really like this to not be happening, but I'm so scared. I'm terrified of doctors in general (I have social anxiety issues). I'm scared they will think I'm being overdramatic. Or that I'm making up symptoms or something. Or that if they make me run to test it nothing will happen. Because sometimes I do run and am fine? Like it mostly happens if its cold. I don't know. I just want my freaking body to cooperate and I don't know what to think. Has anyone else experienced this?",2.4307240704501005,4.639825849315071,4.318238747553817,82.67739726027398,78.17808219178082,7.1851272015655585,26.866927592954998,8.192908349453996,1.9948900195694719,578,24,110,11,14,196,90,146,0.18600000000000005,0.7440000000000001,0.07,-0.9666,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,5,9,0,2,3,0,14,6,1,3,2,25,32,12,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,2,13,5,10,25,4,12,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,7,9,70,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382279762996332,0.0,0.0,0.10403638088213336,0.15245140445183974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140018098634886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527048499236274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595627554260727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568740129368336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429370222780745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345877193689328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899975802848313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394719545765688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529654078403626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354054031158174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807164107133928,0.0,0.0,0.1316731431545113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863496238015546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276658158574596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531772504202247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979264959621553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167114154642564,0.0,0.11454465884552285,0.14715563409165466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023140334508666,0.1546482248355096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906753299576824,0.1461839488687495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103410356879248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775931411366802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569508366129084,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DustIntheWind-92,2018/04/16,"The immature virgin with social anxiety Hello reddit users. I am new to reddit, and this thread is mainly going to be me complaining about my current situation, and hopefully find people who have experienced the same, and can give me some kinda advice, or whatever, we’ll see. I am the immature virgin with social anxiety. I will now clarify what this title I have given myself means. I am not immature, however, I did not mentally mature as fast as those around me. Also first got interested in girls/women around when I was 15/16 of age. I am a proper virgin, non of that movie non relatable virgins. I have never kissed a woman, nor have I flirted with one. It also frightens me a little to talk to women. And I got social anxiety. It’s not that bad, the worst part of my social anxiety is everything leading up to the social interaction or social gatherings, etc. As soon as I am there in it, It doesn’t affect me that much. I’m now 25... It kinda feels like it’s to late, and even if I was able to convince a woman to date me, I’m pretty sure all of this would scare her away. No joke, I thought about hiring a “pro” just to take the edge off, and possible have her teach me all of these skills that I lack.",3.411789473684209,4.984283600000005,5.364649122807016,79.09894736842108,73.41666666666666,8.552631578947368,24.298245614035093,9.134995656068208,2.0044166666666663,944,28,179,21,19,326,136,240,0.115,0.797,0.08800000000000001,-0.6481,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,0,3,13,12,0,1,11,0,21,5,0,2,4,35,34,17,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,17,11,0,0,4,1,0,2,7,4,0,2,7,3,28,8,30,23,10,22,0,0,1,5,19,8,0,7,13,142,45,3,0.10978048930518894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727622359739404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558283526952248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33592709534422643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545582059387584,0.0,0.0,0.1031423834549493,0.0,0.09166212303573107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224342647370724,0.07250897782162406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986636251006899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055508313927334366,0.07842720349480592,0.0,0.0,0.1003373783836894,0.09337922812160476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531144864811168,0.06239078196450769,0.0,0.17560297187182666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903679635346224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383717363779233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053633201847810515,0.11002889065315176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958313610659199,0.0,0.0,0.11063291257298163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070129114430695,0.0,0.08466948110465324,0.1060266806564796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743901006945903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888157188693366,0.0,0.07610796863152589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376100686998,0.0,0.11168622442169826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990942115569674,0.0,0.08748083664837113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339786960122627,0.0,0.6714443031817732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346681197141556,0.0,0.08254126560703616,0.08823739889248454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715344590866927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779849098462936,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Yourmenstrualcycle,2018/04/16,"Does anybody else sit in an awkward/weird position when in a group because you are too anxious? ""Where do I put my hands?"" ""I look stupid"" ""I'm ugly, I should hide"" ""Please someone talk to me so I have something to do"" ""Please I just want to go away, I hate everyone""",-0.041190476190475785,2.2499199074074103,1.6222751322751314,97.17166666666668,90.66666666666666,4.567195767195766,22.529100529100532,6.18269132825596,0.3279767195767196,201,8,45,2,7,65,43,54,0.248,0.6509999999999999,0.101,-0.8611,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,2,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,3,10,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,0,6,9,0,8,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912539131374379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24222264143266298,0.0,0.0,0.1571596600408982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225612814377434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536864937104847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463501913355597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465203682741465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545357446536069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649695245177775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5659998007705127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591720335930441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21844307327031265,0.19847609352735704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072193323147367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206405965564493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,rosetintedmuse,2018/04/16,"Why do people treat me like I don't exist? I was in a social situation the other day with a group of people who I considered kind of friends/aquaintances. My only real friend was with his gf and I didn't want to third wheel, so I tried joining in the convo with the other people. But every time I tried to join in and say something (which is hard enough as it is), I would either get a strange stare, no response or an indifferent one. It felt more humiliating each time I tried, so I ended up just sitting alone. I eventually had an anxiety attack and left the room for 30 minutes. Literally no one cared. I try to copy the behavior of the people around me, say the kind of stuff that would get a normal response if someone else said it, but I don't get the same results. Do I come off as awkward? Is there something about me that I'm not aware of that other people find weird? My looks aren't anything out of the ordinary, guess I'm not the hottest or coolest person ever, but neither were the people there. Please help I'm going to college next year and I don't want to be friendless. 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People have pointed it out to me, so it's pretty noticeable. This has never happened to me before, I've never had such issues, I was a very confident person but I haven't had much social interaction in the past couple of months due to a bad breakup. It's just recently that I've started going out more and that this problem has surfaced. I have a really big interview in about a month. And by really big I mean REALLY BIG. It's going to decide the rest of my life and I've been looking forward to it for the past three years, all the more reason to be nervous. I can't afford to f\*** it up so can you guys please help me? Any suggestion is appreciated. I just don't know what to do. 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Today was my first day of work practice program (if that is what you call it in English) It went well. I managed to talk to people i don’t know. Only couple awkward moments. I can do this. I hope that you’re doing well too!!",-0.9589835164835137,1.1349935961538478,1.6032967032967065,96.79884615384618,93.80769230769228,2.9714285714285715,18.96703296703297,3.1291,-0.7146736263736262,185,6,41,0,7,63,38,52,0.03,0.8059999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.7988,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,4,4,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,11,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,2,0,7,3,4,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,32,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957381622765967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204630965789883,0.0,0.18678331560630226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463537568592695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876616669243989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591696018978967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027186191259326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078859481347386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23278854569610835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745293867355734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208129469598048,0.2684840558151442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084949067145992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,CulturalTea,2018/04/16,"I [21F] have never had good college grades, can I still make a living? Hi everyone, I’ve never had very decent grades in college and I’m worried that not having a college degree will determine whether or not you can make a living. I’ve come far in life and I’m very mature for my age. I work at my local Petsmart and I get the most sales out of everyone else working there. I’m Associate of the Month and I’m looking at a managing position. I have my own place and pay all my own bills. All of that is great, but when it comes to college...it’s the opposite...I’m failing at it... Does this mean I myself am a failure and that my future is doomed when it comes to making an income that I and a future family can be comfortable on? 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About one and a half year ago i started college. Having severe social anxiety and body image issues, i was of course alone and depressed. But one day when i was studying for this exam, a girl came up to me and said hi! We had a quick chat about how hard this class was and she offered to give me her notes (said she would send them to me via text tonight). We texted each other for more than six hours that night (she said that she had SA too! But she wasn't as miserable as me. She said multiple times how different and perfect i was???) I was very suprised that someone cared about me We meet up one day later at school and it's REALLY FUCKING AKWARD, like i CANNOT find anything interesting to talk about (she had three girls with her and it made it even more akward). Class ended and we each went home and again we started texting for hours, i explained her how akward i felt meeting in person compared to texting. She was very understanding about it and said she'd love to help me out and try fix my shyness. Although we were in the same classes 80% of the time, we gradually started seeing each other less and less in person and more and more online Because of my damaged ass thinking that i didn't deserve love and affection, i slowly stopped texting her and only wrote back when she texted me. This went on for two to three months. But she still continued texting. I guess she wanted something to happen. But someday she finally stopped texting. We stopped talking exactly one year ago. I hate how i handled it and want to fix everything. Do you think it's too late? If not what should i do TL;DR: I'm an asshole, please kill me. 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She talked a lot about making eye contact with people and how we need to do this with our students. She also talked about how we need to be greeting, making eye contact, and talking to each other (the other teachers) in order to help build a good culture in the school and show students how to build these good relationships. As someone with anxiety, I can’t do this. I don’t make eye contact, not because I’m rude, just because it makes me incredibly uncomfortable. Later I practiced making eye contact as the principal talked at our staff meeting. My anxiety was very bad with muscle tension and tightness in my throat and nausea. So, we are supposed to do these things, not just as teachers, but generally as a “good member of society.” But I can’t and therefore I am seen as being rude and mean. It’s just so frustrating because between being introverted, having anxiety, and low self esteem I just don’t feel like I can ever be a good teacher. Or a good person. Or a functioning member of society. 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I have zero reasons to worry, but can't help it. Anyone else?",1.1623255813953506,3.594515000000005,2.3081860465116293,93.83158139534883,85.04651162790697,5.300465116279072,17.902325581395353,6.742157984588678,-0.06824279069767457,167,4,36,2,5,53,37,43,0.196,0.804,0.0,-0.7216,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,7,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,9,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26531413677706395,0.0,0.16421288020662628,0.2406320174184489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412560826781555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618739772865584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269965583835493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741529184168548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783523898008868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44078243603341305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414653548624768,0.0,0.2521414699740901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622834211647616,0.0,0.1875518556315595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876387851537849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4770040202653731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123597613088002 socialanxiety,oolitegrove,2018/04/16,"Pre-date churning... So I've got a date on Thursday and my stomach is already churning. My thoughts are in overdrive and I'm close to cancelling. I've done this so many times now (cancelling because my anxiety got the better of me), but I know it's good for me to take the plunge. Please, does anyone have some words of wisdom to keep me good and stop me from backing out. Help!! 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Big question for everyone who suffers from SA...... What exactly is it that we're afraid of? Is it a fear of people knowing us......if so why?? Is it actually a fear of people discovering ""I'm crazy""? If so.....Am I crazy? Looking for some thoughts on this.",-0.8676363636363646,1.0562179636363638,1.7877272727272744,92.04159090909091,105.72727272727272,5.109090909090909,23.681818181818183,6.742157984588678,1.1346000000000005,208,10,45,4,10,71,38,55,0.226,0.774,0.0,-0.9163,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,8,7,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,3,0,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2607488925779259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553212823199508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6013491177950459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684626538588028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243809075961144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704860089975131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29932542324397626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212714598526627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214089922248112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411066585137184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,GenericUser103,2018/04/16,"MONQ Just wondering anyone tried these, Any good ? Or just a cash grab ? 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She kept going on and on about how everything has been spot on with her life, and how perfectly she had briefly described everyone in my family, including me. I was so impressed that it led to my sister asking for astrologer if she could book me for a reading too. Then I felt excited. I wanted to know more about myself and know if theres a chance this curse of anxiety might become better and yadda yadda. I got home, woke up and started becoming more and more scared. I'm now dreading this decision, and I'll have to go there alone, what have I DONE. WHY DID I DO THIS NOW. I hate face to face conversations, gross. I can't think of what to ask to her, I feel like I'll forget how to talk again, I feel like it's going to be one of those appointments which will be just painfully awkward despite my sister claiming that shes friendly and nice and all. I'm scared of everyone equally lmao. I don't even know how could I cancel it, I feel like I'll dissapoint her and my sis. I'm probably overthinking. Why am I freaking out. Jesus !! I've lately started noticing a trend in my life - the more tired I become, the less anxious I am of any social situations (I am even able to go to the bartender to get myself a drink and everything). At evenings I become so confident I start booking things that I regret the next morning. oof. Stupid me. Early in the day, as I'm wide awake, I'm just the biggest wreck ever and I freak out way more. Does anyone else feel this way? Has anyone been to an astrology reading session and briefly explain what might happen there, what could I ask and stuff. My sister told me that the session might last up to 45mins and that makes me freak out even more. THAT LONG? ! GOOD LORD NO. I'm even scared of the thought of heading to her place. Also has anyone else been feeling that the anxiety gets worse on random days. Some days I feel a bit freaked out, on some rare days I become relatively talkative and some days everything gets so bad I become a shut in and I don't leave my house EVER. I feel like I'm overreacting a bit.",2.9580769230769235,4.812859123931626,3.975136752136752,87.4018076923077,75.28205128205127,6.902222222222222,24.94786324786325,7.7348632917899725,1.268269914529914,1842,62,373,26,40,595,211,468,0.156,0.742,0.102,-0.9774,0,1,1,0,0,0,57.0,1,0,0,2,28,28,2,5,23,0,33,8,3,7,4,75,78,31,0,7,4,6,8,4,1,4,4,0,1,0,22,30,1,2,15,9,0,7,4,15,0,2,18,9,57,13,52,51,14,54,2,1,1,0,29,23,0,9,26,247,79,7,0.06583062413794392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818067312944333,0.0,0.05264472633916433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04476708184209258,0.0,0.1007204945583703,0.07436986733369434,0.0,0.13809090910650326,0.13490250786513186,0.0,0.0586032123855758,0.18462824126382155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054965821408175936,0.0,0.43622851386536654,0.05601701248681715,0.0,0.0,0.0582218373810849,0.14373998315293215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768119006252793,0.0,0.0,0.21227653268659544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760882280786229,0.06736758439763484,0.0,0.0644889496748266,0.0,0.0,0.1099860785321273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174025318985451,0.11909513681425785,0.0,0.1258079649464514,0.17749296057610647,0.0,0.06205925366174125,0.0,0.23300159087157934,0.1881176441509112,0.06320772279287061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050860576909051734,0.0,0.10318135215979114,0.0,0.14965224305968847,0.05521560421410005,0.05265076386507669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058213803516208924,0.0,0.0,0.06499411238000839,0.06756121250105405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603348351136534,0.0,0.0,0.07595970166640219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853636821998212,0.10732148993757,0.07425981140775872,0.06970512577033278,0.0,0.0,0.0929962333429547,0.12864607088213476,0.0,0.0,0.05825803079314869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043942452795251566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095076672492684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001161560285121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494860190348812,0.0,0.0,0.04460853462581446,0.0,0.0700484254868783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877899089003564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097654704226154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316968776795142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977238170219468,0.0,0.05245848431830213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399637972607744,0.0,0.06710603106265216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978576377959895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536031479911136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058243241247135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04373494152484137,0.042181605823494984,0.0,0.05226216221345488,0.0,0.07566261837054554,0.0,0.0629039824732257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038828607729217965,0.10450657055473593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610256481046749,0.17820569695775626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708703006412574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04239276360304233 socialanxiety,honkay5,2018/04/16,"Job Interview Help Due to lots of response I got regarding a comment I made on a post where u/Freeze asked for help regarding his interview here are some interview questions that we use at my work. Depending on the specific job being hired for we will change the questions somewhat to make them fit the job better. On average we use 8 to 10 questions per interview to try and keep it around a half hour or so, that means we hope each question gets a 2-4 minute response. The bullet points are what we want to hear from the interviewee, and then the questions are what we use to try and get those answers from them. u/R774r u/QuietCat30 u/lennix Customer Focus Displays a dedication to meeting needs of customers. •Treats all customers with dignity and respect •Shows patience and empathy in dealing with customers\ •Listens and speaks respectfully to and about customers even in difficult situations •Adjusts responses based on diverse needs of customers •Follows through on service delivery commitments to customers •Uses customer feedback to improve service •Sets aside personal biases in working with customers Customer Focus Interview Questions 1. Describe a situation where you had a problem meeting a customer’s needs. 2. Tell us about a time when you had to respond quickly to a request from an internal or external customer. 3. How have you used customer feedback to improve service to your customers? 4. Tell us about a specific time when you resolved a difficult customer complaint. What did you do? What was the outcome? What did you learn? 5. How did you determine customer service improvement was needed and how have you determined the effectiveness of the improvement? 6. Sooner or later we all have to deal with a customer who has unreasonable demands. Think of a time when you had to handle unreasonable requests. What did you do and what was the outcome? What did you learn from this experience? 7. Describe a time when you needed to better understand a situation before making a judgement. What steps did you take to get the information? What was the result? 8. Tell us about a time you set aside your personal bias in order to ensure you were treating people equitability. What was the situation? How did you recognize your bias? (e.g. diversity & inclusion) Integrity & Trust •Exhibits ethical behavior and honesty in all situations. •Seeks to understand and supports diversity and inclusion •Takes responsibility for own actions •Admits and corrects mistakes •Shares information openly with coworkers •Keeps customer/client information confidential •Shares feedback directly with coworkers, not with others •Follows established standards, procedures and policies •Identifies ethical issues and takes appropriate action Integrity and Trust Interview questions 1. Describe a situation where you made a mistake on the job. 2. Tell us about a recent time when you shared critical feedback with a co-worker. 3. Tell us about a time you received critical feedback. How did you react? 4. Have you had to deal with confidential information in your work? What did you do to protect that information? 5. Describe a time when you faced an ethical or values conflict in your job. What was the situation? How did you react? 6. In your current or previous position, for what did you assume personal accountability or ownership? 7. Give us an example of a time you experienced a challenge building trust with a co-worker. What did you do to develop a positive working relationship? 8. Tell us about a time a colleague’s work performance was negatively impacting your ability to accomplish your goals. What did you do about it? Support Vision & Purpose Supports the vision and strategic direction of the department and county. •Supports department and county goals •Drives for results with a focus on quality •Successfully meets or exceeds work goals •Collaborates with peers and management to foster and support an inclusive work environment •Accepts responsibility for and keeps working toward desired results •Looks out for the safety and health of self, coworkers and customers Support Vision & Purpose Interview Questions 1. One of our core values is Diversity and Inclusion. How do you see yourself contributing to and supporting this value in our organization? 2. What was the most significant project/task you completed successfully even though it was difficult to do? How did you develop from this experience? 3. Change in organizations is inevitable – tell us about a major change you went through in a job that affected the way you did your job. How did you manage the change? 4. Describe a time when you had conflicting demands on your time or too much to do – how did you decide where to focus your efforts? 5. Tell us about a time when you disagreed with the vision or goals of your department or organization. What did you do about it? 6. What has been your most challenging goal? Tell us specifically what you did to achieve the goal. 7. What have you felt was your most significant accomplishment and how did you achieve it? 8. What positive changes have you suggested to one of your employers? What was the outcome? 9. What has been the most impactful work you have done? What made it impactful for you? 10. Describe a time you worked on a project that didn’t have a clear vision or purpose. How did you navigate the project to completion? Building Relationships Establishes and maintains effective interpersonal relationships with others • Is a collaborative team player using skills to encourage teamwork • Consistently embraces diversity and finds ways to integrate diversity into the team • Contributes to a work environment in which all are respected, valued and welcomed • Shows consideration through listening, empathy, patience and courtesy • Promotes cooperation and ensures that disrespectful behaviors are resolved • Handles conflict situations constructively • Listens and is open to others’ perspectives • Assists coworkers without being asked Building Relationships Interview Questions 1. Describe a dispute you had with a co-worker and how you resolved it. 2. Think about the best team you ever worked on – what did you personally do to help the team be effective? What did you see as your strengths on the team and how did you apply your strengths to the advantage of the team? 3. Tell us about a time when you worked with someone who was difficult to get along with; what actions did you take to build a positive relationship? 4. Tell us about a time you needed to use diplomacy and tact to maintain relationships in a tension-filled situation. 5. Give us an example of how you have built rapport with a new co-worker. 6. Describe how well you have worked with your colleagues in your current or previous roles. How frequently did you seek each other’s support? How frequently did others seek and ask for support from you? 7. Tell us about a time when a colleague strongly disagreed with your views, ideas, or way of working. How did you deal with these differences? 8. What, in your opinion, are the key ingredients in guiding and maintaining successful professional relationships? 9. How would you work with people in your work unit to foster a climate of respect, inclusiveness, and engagement? 10. What does it mean to you to have a commitment to inclusion and how would you apply that in our department? Resiliency Is flexible and effectively adapts to change and uncertainty • Seeks resources for coping with changes • Suggests ideas for making changes to work • Says “yes” when asked to try something new • Is open to diverse perspectives in the workplace • Asks others for feedback • Volunteers for new tasks or assignments • Identifies opportunities for self-development • Offers suggestions for service improvement to key decision-makers • Uses a development plan as a guide for higher achievement Resiliency Interview Questions 1. Tell us about a time when you were given an assignment and the scope changed before the assignment was completed. 2. How have you used feedback from your supervisor or coworkers to improve your job performance? 3. Can you tell us about a situation in which you had to change your initial approach to a project or assignment in order to achieve your goal? 4. Tell us about a time when you had to take on a new assignment when you were heavily involved with another. What happened? 5. Tell us about a situation in which you had to adjust quickly to changes in organizational or departmental priorities. How did the changes affect you? How did you handle it? 6. Tell us about a time when your supervisor gave you critical feedback on your work. How did you respond? 7. Tell us about some demanding situations in which you managed to remain calm and composed. 8. Tell us about a time you found a problem in your work performance. What was your course of action? Can you give an example? 9. Tell us about a time you adapted your style in order to work effectively with someone who was culturally different from you. 10. What things have you done personally and/or professionally to further your awareness and understanding of diversity? Technical Knowledge Demonstrates the job-required knowledge and skills needed to meet position and organizational needs • Understands and applies technology to work • Exhibits necessary job skills and knowledge • Provides technical assistance as needed • Keeps current with changes in his/her field • Considers past practices and applies them successfully • Keeps current with changes in technology • Follows departmental knowledge transfer procedures • Follows safety policies and uses appropriate safety equipment • Promptly reports unsafe conditions and/or equipment Technical Knowledge Interview Questions 1. What steps do you take to keep current in your field? 2. Think about the last time some new technology was implemented in your workplace. How did it affect you, and what action did you take to learn the new technology? 3. Tell us about a time when you had a choice about what tools or technology or process you would use to handle a job or assignment. Walk us through your decision process. 4. Give an example of a time you introduced or applied a new concept in a related field of study to a work project. Was it effective? 5. Give us an example of an assignment, which you have recently worked on, that involved learning a new skill. Did you attempt to learn it yourself, or did you seek assistance? 6. Tell us about a time when it was necessary for you to communicate technical information, clearly, to an audience. How did you develop your presentation? 7. What formal training did you receive in your last job? Give us a specific example of how you applied what you learned back on the job. 8. What steps have you taken in the past year to improve your skills or performance in some area? Describe them to me. 9. Give us an example of a time when your frustration with a product or process led to making positive changes. 10. What part of your last job was most difficult to learn and why? TL:DR Sample Interview Questions my work uses broken up by what we want to know from the applicant. 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I tried to put aside my fears and insecurities and I talked a lot with him and his neice. That’s all.",-0.6328571428571408,1.3963757142857176,1.1717142857142877,101.62328571428571,89.4761904761905,4.312380952380953,13.16190476190476,5.6839178017228535,-1.428615238095238,148,2,39,1,5,48,30,42,0.149,0.851,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,0,24,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40634002826816507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41666310855594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069959210934647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229181793894489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630071451419163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902400278260791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24516448582207395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33474507775984924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,torque899,2018/04/16,"Should I sell the ticket? Hi I don't do much. I booked a ticket to go and see a band I've loved for years on tour. Issue is I booked the ticket two weeks in advance and its all I can think about the stress of catching the bus, walking to the venue- waiting outside, being alone, going back home. So much so I was crying my eyes out with worry. I'm thinking I might have to resell the ticket because I can't take the stress of thinking and rethinking the decision. (though I'm fairly certain I might really enjoy it, if only I could experience it dis-inhibited by the stress). I look alright-but I keep pulling apart myself in the mirror thinking everyone will hate me because I'm unappealing or some nonsense. This whole thing is tiring me the frick out... *sigh* So would it be healthier to force myself to attend the event? Or just resell the tickets? Thank you for reading ",2.496207250341996,4.828460994186049,3.7919288645690834,85.89698358413132,78.59302325581395,5.907523939808482,23.489740082079344,7.048011613610866,0.9795194254445968,689,23,130,8,17,225,110,172,0.121,0.809,0.07,-0.8327,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,7,9,1,3,15,0,16,3,1,0,2,26,33,10,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,6,6,0,2,6,9,1,7,2,4,1,1,1,3,18,4,17,24,5,17,0,0,3,1,4,6,0,6,4,90,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462681945648228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859455929443616,0.0,0.17218088284379784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275797049549675,0.0,0.15513081902635253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494809489234366,0.0,0.13814674114640052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052469417072904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943205660522706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416618224888485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474039074789868,0.0,0.12552871566280072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185947984248572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746254534626145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996382682411958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076356421929814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740921427412088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126484562153904,0.0,0.09047339401294686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253933759611988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853238745931451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061848481525034,0.0,0.0,0.13002250438148716,0.0,0.0,0.09382469609960678,0.3619692821708581,0.13875444465906048,0.0,0.0,0.16231923325391273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795789422191082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328348207437372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576744863226933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143422495723242,0.0,0.100323344321358,0.0,0.0,0.09094531793574506 socialanxiety,Bluesteel447,2018/04/16,"I'm not good at acting natural My first day of high school, I told myself I was going to smile and look as friendly as possible to try and make friends. As soon as I got on the bus some people told me I was scary looking and smiling like I was going to kill somebody. And I think that pretty much sums up my social life",2.6861764705882365,3.6407599705882383,4.11694117647059,89.76923529411766,74.29411764705883,6.616470588235294,23.894117647058824,6.742157984588678,0.6583317647058831,250,7,55,2,5,83,49,68,0.127,0.627,0.246,0.8269,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,8,13,8,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,6,2,10,4,11,7,2,10,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,4,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620136199385807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963979870268526,0.0,0.0,0.32633281499060623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400505495378832,0.17713782117351135,0.16890952706081397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313593255087807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23365264610341635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917114813992927,0.1031777385348941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35469616287127753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097229317619273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525041262207598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464139342299228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380872364077835,0.0,0.2148581785967328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373756875868707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528363764612515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532329955497865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036059935245087,0.0,0.1433854981208059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,jamham42,2018/04/16,"The socially anxious job hunt So I'm now about a month out from graduating college. I've been job hunting for a while now in preparation, however, I can't make it past a single interview. Because of all the classic social anxiety issues tripping me up. I can't make eye contact, I stutter, I cannot fake the confidence the way I know that I need to. And for once in my life, rather than being sad about it, I'm angry. It's not fair that I'm going to basically throw away my degree because I can't pass a social skills test. My ability to interview has no baring on my ability to do my job. And yet, I'm never going to be able to prove that because I can't get passed an interview. I know it's something I just need to keep practicing but it's honestly so exhausting and frustrating. It take so much out of me to even go to interviews and then I bomb them anyway. I wish there were some other, better way I could prove my abilities. But no, social anxiety just gets to rob me of my dream jobs as well as all my friendships. I know we all know this, but it's just so unfair.",2.5272695565520698,3.9856697713004494,4.639872944693575,83.86296836073744,75.50224215246638,8.363627304434479,26.29023418036871,8.998388855275968,2.0672742401594424,841,31,176,19,18,291,121,223,0.177,0.706,0.117,-0.9201,5,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,2,17,8,1,0,9,0,12,3,1,2,6,33,32,15,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,7,0,1,6,1,0,7,9,5,1,0,2,1,27,3,28,27,6,24,0,1,1,0,11,7,0,1,8,122,39,11,0.12135706651891925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856756474361501,0.13709894225074304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401895882486765,0.0,0.0,0.22193442406309694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733046335857964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689374270097983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015519788999294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680811685585922,0.0,0.20691005273219165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666524789002287,0.4817126512698856,0.10786773674240284,0.0,0.0,0.2667786799892992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571808503715013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201356850888787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686605268145136,0.0,0.08921140741444496,0.17996945422794455,0.09359805112522944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924131517646092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584905183061175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49483298584112706,0.0,0.093426598776099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124541094895086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265518139247176,0.0,0.0,0.10911457719829044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139554637342897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,bingo---3,2018/04/16,"Blank mind literally all the time I take time to think to speak my mind, I don't think as fast as some talk and it takes time to think it out. I generally have a blank mind, I am not thinking about much in my head. I am not overthinking this but is that normal. I don't get out much but even around others I would just be blank minded and I am not really that social. I am not very energetic and enthusiastic about many things. I am not that expressive. I am more quiet, which can be helpful, but generally I am quiet because I don't really need much socializing and I have a blank mind. Its kinda annoying when it comes off as shy, when its just a blank mind that i have. Advice?",1.7853296703296735,3.7112416428571433,3.7814285714285694,87.1328021978022,79.0,7.4505494505494525,19.340659340659343,8.384062270229773,0.8015439560439552,530,12,118,11,13,180,70,140,0.069,0.867,0.064,0.0902,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,8,1,1,0,4,0,18,1,1,0,1,36,27,12,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,13,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,0,3,17,0,13,24,6,12,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,6,88,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752191200559882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706166277358396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331264352058238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359795342737334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943413205100762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628336836825743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234269497339472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806113316846708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193019253706798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7286023422976825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652266192421181,0.08917523609579339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783451214318992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540901306537188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451907660089861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084915796265047,0.09666473595456984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989895724739246,0.30824473090043863,0.0,0.0,0.21038308515377005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923151223626453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543305688235754,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,FzSan,2018/04/16,"Not sure what comes next So recently I decided to quit all social media(besides this) because of the indirect pressures of people posting all those ""happy"" moments with loved ones, friends, careers and so on considering I'm still trying to figure myself out and what brings me happiness. I'm a person who loves to talk and i've been wanting to go out and be more social with people in general but at times I just sit here and wonder if I'm always just going to be here alone. Deciding to disconnect from the online world really seemed like it would connect back to reality but instead I just feel lonely. I'm not someone who has much friends aside from a few coworkers I hang out with on occasion. I spent the last year or so meeting people online and I'm just over all of it. I rather just begin making an effort in person but I guess I'm not sure how. Most of the time I just keep myself busy by going to the gym, arcade, or work. I've began being more comfortable going places alone. I did meet a girl at the arcade just last week and got her number so there's success here and there. Again just the feeling of loninless that consumes my mind from time to time. Not necessarily looking or answers more so I just felt like venting. I've been thinking about starting a blog and posting my thoughts and some of my photography as well.",4.657386569872958,6.037828164750959,5.45549102641662,80.41624319419239,70.0344827586207,7.946844121798751,28.296229078443236,8.371475516178862,2.0281984674329507,1065,38,197,16,19,347,146,261,0.051,0.812,0.13699999999999998,0.9751,0,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,27,15,0,1,12,0,8,2,0,2,5,65,39,24,0,4,21,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,9,17,0,1,11,2,1,7,4,2,1,1,8,4,17,13,34,27,10,39,0,1,1,2,15,12,0,10,19,138,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24480357682160805,0.0,0.0,0.09833759693835807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087531509409104,0.0,0.07204316718660222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180405889828156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951359785784772,0.0,0.11347406759292684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826155503467674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686641440957531,0.0,0.09452161972712017,0.0,0.13019173108675886,0.0,0.0,0.2516156785220965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504634544612992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926695894939448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547633974001012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924382718067984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133292689117224,0.0,0.0788879687222302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193309863028952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687799154785962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568879956713194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008375637797913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24579931851415945,0.20638540863810625,0.12347592218762092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263729991899191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570200622625582,0.0,0.0,0.07571095865186353,0.0,0.11669130468151652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075892261509933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24094506076891406,0.10013594356384424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365042807419015,0.0,0.09438097504874064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227718711429996,0.0,0.0,0.09499089650844053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757267969624331,0.0,0.09382398013286747,0.2756534762012962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023839604310125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697073057424162,0.0,0.0947991519589138,0.0,0.10626057351098828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816425727647224,0.08603852087025121,0.0,0.0,0.083953704363562,0.0,0.0,0.07610587931329782 socialanxiety,Bradaqui,2018/04/16,"I just went skydiving and it was terrifying No, the skydiving part wasn’t terrifying, it was pretty chill actually. What was terrifying was having to talk and interact with people. 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But when I try to talk to a girl I find attractive all that comes crumbling down. This is something I’ve been dealing since I was boy and I’ve seen videos that it’s that i don’t have enough confidence or something. 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I'm a lawyer \- a criminal lawyer at that so people depend on me a lot. I have no idea how I even made it this far. I'm certain my SA has caused me to commit borderline malpractice or ineffective assistance because I can't think on my feet which is pretty much a vital skill for attorneys. Like people have actually gone to jail because I have SA...maybe they still would've even with a real lawyer but I lose sleep over it. I just sit there like a dumb log instead of objecting in court because my anxiety makes it almost impossible to process what is happening in real time. And I'm also pretty much screwed owing $250k in student loans. My hands also sweat \- a ton. Like sopping wet and dripping. I think I would win the world record for how much water my palms produce. As a lawyer I have to shake hands a lot and I can't express how much I absolutely hate the assholes who have to remark how sweaty my hands are and say shit like ""are you nervous why are you so nervous?"" I also handle paperwork a lot which gets dissolved by my dripping hands and I've had clerks yell at me for ruining their files. Often after I finish a hearing the podium will have a puddle on it where I rested my hands. I feel like this condition started around the time I entered junior high from bullying and growing up getting treated like shit by people for no reason really. I always felt like there's just something about me that draws people to abuse or berate me \- maybe I just look stupid or deserving or it bring out some instinct in people like how more dominant animals have to put the weaker ones in their place. For instance when I was 4 my dad made me play t\-ball and another kid just came over and spit on me for no reason. As I got older I would always have other kids ask me questions about why I do this or that in rude, condescending way like ""why are you so rigid,"" ""why are you always so serious,"" ""why do you tie your shoes so tight,"" ""why do you walk so funny,"" that just made be self\-conscious and as if I were always being watched by others and judged. About 10\-15 times in my life I've had people in passing vehicles throw stuff at me or yell insults completely unprovoked while I was just walking somewhere. I also always felt like I'm disregarded or have no rights and don't matter. Like someone else can go into Wal\-Mart with some broken TV they bought in 1994 and act like a complete asshole and yell and scream and demand a refund and get a full refund plus a $100 gift card. Yet if I'm in a situation where I was actually wronged as a customer, I get treated like it was all my fault and I deserve nothing or they're not even sorry. I hate to sound like a victim but it genuinely feels this way to me. I also get treated rudely by everyone in service professions no matter how polite I try to be. For example I go to a restaurant with a group and the server takes everyones order like this, this happens just about every time: Normal Person 1: I'd like the roast chicken with asparagus and a side salad? Waitress: Sounds good, thats a lovely top by the way! Normal Person 2: I'd like the steak salad with an extra side of dressing? Waitress: Oh yummy, that's my favorite dish! Me: I'd like the hamburger please? Waitress: Ok Me: And can I get a side of fries also please? Waitress: Yep... So I just started a new position and I think I've already weirded everyone out and put them off from me because of how I project but I can't help it. I will probably get fired eventually or lose my license because of this condition and at that point my life is ruined. I don't know what to do, the second I interact with a person I go into flight mode and try to just end whatever it is as soon as possible. I can't do this career and I'm screwed if I can't work. What can I do? How can I overcome this?",3.2217496786632402,4.952148375321336,4.545539042416454,84.12494095437019,74.24421593830334,7.330366323907455,26.295067480719794,8.07648339933343,1.6675121465295626,3068,110,599,48,64,1015,336,778,0.17,0.7,0.13,-0.9906,0,0,1,0,1,0,86.0,0,7,5,8,48,56,12,4,39,2,50,22,13,18,3,113,95,70,0,7,25,1,12,18,0,4,2,8,0,5,35,39,4,3,12,2,5,16,13,28,0,2,16,22,86,28,80,72,16,78,0,5,2,3,29,41,5,21,34,398,121,13,0.0,0.06224318037948045,0.10252953289502932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260435111259279,0.0,0.05797162608770905,0.2520643975063939,0.218558903275172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508557752831658,0.040187708156873406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467656320937131,0.0491113942596678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011857213313502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008391694217576,0.0,0.05396600549314906,0.0,0.0,0.11015999518933504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043884697396978416,0.0,0.04652876920011932,0.0,0.0,0.10409293015662244,0.0,0.04426143601658028,0.15059299900919654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053124667853445065,0.0375296855691775,0.10088010500736128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212478123793228,0.0,0.08956738192372846,0.044062305245646256,0.0420155508910836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290976406217633,0.0,0.0,0.10373119916440064,0.0,0.0,0.05920866654602195,0.0,0.03521185625635314,0.05550414646738893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930352047756141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02887083977335444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421142045940396,0.4619706939811714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04411460662199553,0.1175422919571484,0.0,0.13398539056330944,0.047413209699507616,0.14912438122859806,0.03506627874249249,0.0,0.10555319972443307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544716091718391,0.0,0.0,0.050736833772796766,0.0,0.0,0.10294264632307314,0.05040696446396302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03559781509629276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851918758565647,0.1376097341250401,0.05488594998133477,0.11533122418746534,0.04966079732164097,0.11844644374863568,0.0,0.10689017836094404,0.056639609863392164,0.0,0.0,0.10562063049757138,0.058849139348962125,0.0,0.0,0.11958842811891893,0.033654074543301465,0.10802563419134463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044863014352331115,0.0,0.041776461294175206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480352186265591,0.0,0.1078490261647824,0.0,0.05904945018659369,0.05257107860451294,0.0,0.08902231775078696,0.04044257755443453,0.0,0.058806549053719626,0.07436645347294336,0.0,0.04195303330347692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060137876626522375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03949838329909583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098334436436768,0.0,0.0,0.12252998510896895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133310711561068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509508346870205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844179259695807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038244751440504494,0.0,0.0,0.1119541057918463,0.057436741579997765,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Cazberry,2018/04/17,"I just got subpoenaed for an incident I wasn't involved in. Yes, this is the right subreddit. I just got told I need to be in court on the 30th about an incident between my roommate and her ex several months ago. Apparently I'm a witness even though I was literally asleep until my roommate knocked on the door to tell me the cops wanted to speak with me and my boyfriend. I told them I hadn't seen or heard anything. So what are the consequences of me not showing up? Because A) I have class that day and B) there is no fucking way I'm going to court unless someone died and I'm a witness. Just not doing it. I've never been before and I know already I will start hyperventilating if I do. I'm pretty pissed off right now, this has nothing to do with me and I'm not going.",2.182285714285716,3.953742800000004,3.985892857142858,86.84125000000002,77.25,6.821428571428572,26.42857142857143,7.7094869923839395,1.4333571428571426,608,24,129,9,14,205,99,160,0.08199999999999999,0.897,0.021,-0.8425,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,9,2,2,0,10,1,14,3,2,0,1,21,32,12,1,3,9,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,5,8,0,0,1,1,0,2,7,2,0,0,10,3,20,0,19,20,0,18,0,0,1,1,9,8,2,2,7,89,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731066324390586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549969088879267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070130289694384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904272875851304,0.0,0.16617148394058026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594140557065225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026729645189384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898260629847896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18053602392234455,0.0,0.0,0.2219677040980824,0.0,0.3123713733974601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732245180503636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587305958431413,0.0,0.0,0.1447998998910409,0.15061431942516085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737934389129474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986730574107108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335412986566748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061425032640566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546268624993649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822234097477598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068598458929773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191864595497184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732026271771671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518299672316998,0.15500658763896302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Johnytom,2018/04/17,"Want to go to a metal show, but I'm scared. Alright, so I love metal, listening, playing and the whole culture surrounding it, but I've never been to a metal show in my life. My friend who was also my guitar teacher when I was starting out is gonna be playing this Sunday, but I'm scared to go. I wanna support him, and going to a Death metal show does sound like a blast, but I don't wanna look like a poser and I'm scared of ending up in a brutal mosh pit when I've never been in one. 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I had 2 different fast food jobs while I was in high school, but kept them for less than a month because my social anxiety got the best of me. Honestly, me failing at maintaining the fast food jobs kinda messed with my confidence & made me feel like I wasn’t capable. I know getting a job would be good for me mentally & it would be good to push me out of my comfort zone. Plus I need money. I know I can do it if I try, it’s just intimidating. If any of you out there would like to share your experience in getting your first job with social anxiety, I would love to hear them. How did things work out for you? Also, what would be an ideal job for someone with social anxiety? 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So I have social anxiety (and other mental health issues like depression, ptsd). Don't want to talk to much about it, just having some trouble with love right now. I met a girl I really do like! We text and talk a lot. She knows I have mental disorders and social anxiety and she seems so understanding. She told me she loves me, not just once and all I can think about is how scary intimacy is and, beside that, that she isn't really in love / just playing or how bad the break up would be so basically, instead of just trying and waiting for how the relationship goes, I don't even give us a chance. I tell her mostly ""I do like you, really, but I am not ready for a relationship right now"" (the trauma hinders me letting other people get near me too) She must think I don't have feelings for her, or that I am playing with her and what I do to her is horrible. I even thought about ending the contact so she might be hurt, but not as much as I hurt her now all the time. So basically asking for two things. 1.What do I answer to her ""I love you"" when I truly like her and hope we can be in love but.. You know.. I don't want to say ""I love you too"" because I want to know her more and I want to truly be able to love her and feel it, not just in my head and idk. I am an idiot 2.Someone that had similar experiences, issues with that or so on? What did you do? Focused on your health and tried to forget dating / the person or ""just"" going for it and trying? What should I do? Talking to my therapist about that on Friday definitely. Thanks for reading! 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Sometimes it's sounds higher pitched, more childish, sometimes it's quite deep, sometimes loud, sometimes quiet. It makes me really worried about speaking because I never know how my voice is going to sound. I like it when it's deeper. I worry that people will notice the inconsistency of my voice. 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I'm starting uni in September (UK) and I find myself dreading going due to social anxiety, e.g. new place, new people. I have the option of staying at home instead of living at halls but I'm not sure what to do. I tried going to uni last year but had to drop out after a few weeks due to SA. I would really like to hear the uni/college experiences of other users on this subreddit.",3.1147176079734216,4.763370139534885,5.1177076411960165,80.2533720930233,74.34883720930233,7.70498338870432,23.913621262458467,8.418075326091056,1.6418458471760804,336,10,63,6,7,116,61,86,0.117,0.84,0.043,-0.5112,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,10,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,5,2,16,8,1,23,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,11,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033148565004773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392234823063764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119299066898512,0.16862770267939728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22533521517965835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343732724056456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885661466712806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159671605348686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685284186713264,0.0,0.17505459710241975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829338910049878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743861631857412,0.0,0.2071245762198762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986459341275147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700128047749829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404173078603959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403193364221328,0.21130355322235755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868442388876873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459582631613753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902075341991007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140828066964904,0.0,0.0,0.1276637397909486 socialanxiety,lostinlife3,2018/04/17,"Social anxiety has affected my life quite badly, where next? Hey guys, i'm in need of some advice, any would help. First post on reddit. So i'm 16, turning 17 next month, I've dropped out of high school at this point because the social anxiety was just too much for me to handle in the classroom / around other people all day in general. I only have about 3 close friends that i talk to regularly and that number will probably now drop down to 2 now that i don't attend school anymore. I'm honestly just really lost right now in general, i'm not sure how to move forward in terms of continuing in getting an education now that iv'e dropped out of school.. I've thought about doing school from home but i'm hesitant to go ahead with it because that would probably eliminate any social life that i had left really (due to the fact that i won't often leave the house by choice because i honestly don't have a reason to) and also the fact that my psychologist for some reason advises against home school.. not sure why. Everyone in my life tells me to just ""grow up"" or ""get over it"" and dismisses my anxiety almost completely, I'm losing hope, i'm losing my friends, and i'm losing the opportunity to become someone in life. Any advice would help <3 ",7.84691256830601,6.600856368852463,8.202295081967211,72.47207650273226,63.18032786885247,11.903825136612024,35.087431693989075,11.038039088145766,3.7294054644808727,990,36,189,23,12,328,136,244,0.111,0.78,0.109,0.5625,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,8,16,13,0,0,8,0,13,4,0,4,5,37,29,9,0,5,7,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,2,1,12,9,0,0,3,0,0,5,5,5,0,1,4,0,13,8,38,20,5,44,0,4,0,0,12,23,0,6,14,110,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699142436017634,0.0,0.0,0.08705822045307428,0.0,0.0,0.0695261812073115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773672954945374,0.0,0.1995274316036964,0.0,0.08622148388948582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739536031397254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259157612128303,0.15899412489543255,0.0960188063517282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115532216884367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056069345227646936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307524776401867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395143295659604,0.0,0.0,0.13433982593832833,0.0,0.09084550832638298,0.0,0.04941021490935195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608463347179927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654859264269946,0.09185727258331164,0.17441655640047454,0.08635140274274207,0.0,0.10031751230859244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920572969486828,0.09446096466226228,0.0,0.2456342133623987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917921012996412,0.09490568225542076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939497260588838,0.09240385266438626,0.06391117426883257,0.06446518155909317,0.0,0.0,0.18492413624341528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612206785934714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027350464267552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218674975857462,0.0,0.08326484039985642,0.0,0.18747284350335466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924717835062111,0.0,0.0,0.11139245247846287,0.17877835724813113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424659958859763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399414717816541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658742708077009,0.0736642920221894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638805366600919,0.0,0.0,0.06987937488586142,0.0759897140427682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902094118467117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945661552755359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845015978135972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527982983369914,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Anxious_Loserr,2018/04/17,"I'm not quiet, i'm silent I never speak. its like I'm not even there. its like I don't even exist. I don't know who I am. No one else does either. I wish I was a real person. I wish I had a personality. I feel like a ghost. 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Short story about me first: I am 19 year old and my social life is not existing at all. I dont really even have a friend. In social situations I am always nervous. So was I did was reading a lot of books and watching videos to try the tips and see how they worked out. Turned out they all didnt help and the biggest problem seems to be my subcontinous. Even if I am not scared about anything ( e.g. entering a crowded area ) my body just shakes and as a reaction of that I feel nervous. And then you will get the usual negatives: People see your weakness, you dont look attractive anymore and everything just sucks. This also makes me depressed, because I dont see any chance of changing my mind, because I already tried so hard, hopefully I am missing something and you readers can tell me that. My only hobby is gaming, before I did 2 different kinds of sports, the first one I stopped liking after 10 years and the other one got me too many injuries. Besides that I didnt manage to find anything else which could make me smile. There I can talk about another point. I only show two emotions: Smiles and the neutral face. And the smiles are 90% fake, because I dont feel anything. What is wrong with me? I can ride the biggest rollercoasters without screaming or showing any emotions. That is also the feedback I get from people. ""Why are you so quiet?"" ""You look fucked up"" ""You have no emotions"". I feel extremely sad that all the points I mentioned are reasons I wont get a girlfriend ( I have never talked to a girl alone once in my life and I dont know any because I no friends as I said earlier ). One time I was so close before registering a dating app profile, but it felt weird, because I live in an under 100k population town, so people could spot me and I wouldnt like that. Also I am the type of person who has only Facebook for news and besides that no other social media. I dont like the fact that a stranger can find out too much by just visiting an internet site. Maybe I am the only one in my age thinking like that. Once I was in another country it helped me a bit, I guess, because my subcontinous was like ""no one knows you, do what you want"" . There I was able to smile without faking it or to talk to people without much struggle. But yet I dont see any escape from this and it is so sad IMO that I am wasting the normally best time of my life just sitting alone at home, and all the time flies by, in which I should have fun and have experiences I need to gain basic social life skills. And I can't just move to another country. Hopefully you guys can help opening up my eyes. Thanks for reading and have a nice day!",3.521937439713384,4.980083293785313,4.438753387533875,86.30646134766434,72.93596986817326,7.063726976252814,27.64048504891829,7.590005382236693,1.5263761058288554,2083,78,419,25,41,674,246,531,0.126,0.7759999999999999,0.099,-0.5747,1,2,1,0,0,0,63.0,0,10,2,6,26,33,2,5,27,0,54,9,3,5,6,76,86,38,0,11,15,0,5,5,3,4,5,3,1,3,23,25,0,1,11,8,0,5,23,18,0,8,13,16,69,15,46,66,9,48,0,4,8,1,35,24,2,8,23,291,92,7,0.05631227997217876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664507831223285,0.06214200124284708,0.13509872984605492,0.04685632801954672,0.0,0.0,0.15317712564577204,0.1771450065269098,0.0,0.0,0.05584665017138731,0.0,0.0,0.13902062489967654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596465919612544,0.0,0.09583520532184958,0.0,0.05909626363921526,0.0,0.06147842497697595,0.06255024835429465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914185093740795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992154677171939,0.0,0.0,0.0363167619833667,0.0,0.048501684224845416,0.0,0.0,0.058834347113097075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619830091479147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047041684082813534,0.1900312066290908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743874596557259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05060984620222059,0.05508421529213663,0.0,0.0,0.08541954224588877,0.0,0.054068619718044254,0.0,0.10293680742320556,0.0957983931543874,0.0,0.0,0.0870134556357103,0.05205979543028875,0.08826252624545762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0450380745184269,0.0,0.06203432509193513,0.05575801057650229,0.0,0.0,0.05044474199605604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323480276030265,0.0,0.05648580823475684,0.11186160022399146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864057402391225,0.06189551275872208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910011478527333,0.13755667775637825,0.0,0.04972477490422878,0.0,0.09457626513302073,0.0,0.0,0.04787468668615801,0.0,0.0,0.07517776830689914,0.057091813329953674,0.05657325411692121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056859349945366386,0.0,0.0,0.05985104177574563,0.08279201030705778,0.041754842069061895,0.04343150185648671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517407814360638,0.0,0.0,0.059090265085707576,0.1199414806727363,0.19079329141204399,0.17131210578944786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561593782216713,0.04916971080581279,0.0,0.0,0.10646661262229036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388324679384639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265503774976382,0.0,0.03607508850851615,0.05789840260838512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356587363590107,0.0,0.056378416008819515,0.0,0.17949438544944307,0.051264584745346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329736208077016,0.0,0.2296131114360004,0.0,0.04335194429166525,0.0,0.0,0.03985812160202251,0.0,0.0,0.04707958755372395,0.0,0.05886982173373356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578503271115078,0.0492194147598953,0.05184478160496391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03608263521596508,0.0,0.0,0.09850842990941132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646468333194202,0.06125159013147019,0.0550089150385112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202002065036509,0.0,0.03321444172845598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081307386004397,0.0,0.0,0.16284908515435004,0.0,0.04099601049576368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061568638099769375,0.0,0.07252652406292284 socialanxiety,riya2908,2018/04/17,"What do I do? I’m about to hand in my notice saying either 1) this weekend will be my last two shifts or 2) I won’t be coming in anymore. I want to go for option 2 since the last couple weeks have been soul crushing. I’ve been a cashier for 1.5 years and as we get busier, we have to shout for queues to move/direct people to our tills. Not only is building up the courage to raise my voice proving too much, people as close as a meter away can’t hear me. I’ve never successfully ushered someone over and I just don’t want to keep going through this. A member of higher management embarrassed me in front of customers by telling me to speak up in a rude tone and my supervisors are catching on and undoubtedly will continue to bring it up. Will giving in a 2-3 day notice be the polite way to go since I’m guessing they’d rather know two days before, rather than on the day, that I won’t be turning up? 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I have trust issues. I think this has to do with my upbringing. My mom was hardly around, even though we lived together, even now so. She’s a workaholic, and I didn’t see her enough growing up—I never felt like we bonded, we have a good relationship but there’s definitely some distance. My parents divorced when I was 8 and I grew so resentful towards him learning about the mental and physical pain he put my mother through. He was an abusive alcoholic and thank god they divorced. I’m no longer in touch with him. I [27F] have 2 older siblings, a brother who is 2 years older and a sister, 10 years older. I’m not close with my brother, we don’t really talk. And my sister and I used to be tight but when she got married and moved out, we don’t talk as much as we used to. We text every now and then but we never hang out because she feels this need to always have her husband around at all times, and she guilt trips herself. When I’ve invited her out to have some sister time, she always declines, saying she feels bad for going out without him. It frustrates me because she’s being so co-dependent without realizing it. I don’t quite click with him, we have nothing in common. He’s comes off condescending so I avoid him or will cut the conversation short. I don’t have any close relationships in family. I feel like so disconnected, almost as if I’m an only child because of the lack of communication and connection I have with family members. We get along just fine, and see each other on holidays but I feel like I don’t have any family or friends I can go to. Im more of a reserved person and always kept to myself. I’m looking at the bigger picture of my life and I feel a little lonely. I’m happy that I have a loving boyfriend, who I know I’ll marry. We’ve been together for about 3 years now and he is the most sweetest, respectful man I’ve ever been with. He makes me so happy. He’s the only person I can truly be myself around. I can be open, vulnerable, or silly without fear of judgement. As a young working adult, I have trouble making connections with people I meet for the first time, whether it be friends or coworkers. I’m socially awkward but I do have 2 close friends who I see maybe once or twice a year. I guess I’m questioning if I’m doing anything wrong because I don’t have much of a social life. I can be very negative and bitchy sometimes. I have bipolar disorder and maybe it’s in my head, but I feel like people avoid me because I’m kinda awkward and quiet. I don’t really know how to keep a conversation going. I’m scared of being judged. I’ve been seeing a therapist regularly and that has helped me open up. But I wish I was more gregarious and socially accepted. I want to be liked and have a friend that I can share absolutely everything with, more personal things I’m not willing to share with my therapist or boyfriend. I naturally tend to shut people out. TLDR; I keep to myself a lot and I think it has to do with growing up without strong family connections. I feel as if I raised myself even though I grew up with my mother. She was hardly around and I’ve grown distant from my siblings. I have trouble connecting with people because I’m quiet and kinda awkward. The one meaningful relationship I have is with my boyfriend. What advice do you have for someone in my situation? I know I can put more of an effort to get myself out there. I’m afraid to be myself around others, I have a crippling fear of judgement.",2.981640953716692,4.923133889200564,4.584200561009818,82.67890953716694,75.4656381486676,7.405049088359048,25.94600280504909,8.259297600419973,1.7742936886395508,2825,103,546,50,62,948,279,713,0.129,0.743,0.129,-0.2651,1,4,1,0,2,0,73.0,10,1,1,5,30,42,3,10,26,0,66,7,1,6,4,138,121,60,0,7,24,10,12,5,5,2,5,3,0,6,17,68,1,6,18,1,0,15,19,19,0,3,12,21,100,23,83,97,14,73,0,1,6,1,78,35,0,18,28,380,117,2,0.0,0.07010011573951404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578147474513646,0.0,0.06322872924670206,0.05924458035262064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768851130757754,0.0,0.0,0.08046761454703469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04868724365710076,0.26334420914982376,0.0,0.0,0.05558688263821916,0.0,0.04939978605189672,0.21639634164218485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096487464904824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780750530972017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061132620237186575,0.0,0.11723254511027435,0.053517568988522335,0.04984854193893735,0.0,0.053173129856251486,0.0,0.22309964810054808,0.13315275248746036,0.2094070177416742,0.1268011348083788,0.05680708307091638,0.0,0.0,0.0503251914544938,0.0,0.0,0.2285512663519907,0.0,0.09273283998410176,0.0,0.10087344189450352,0.04962427495892975,0.04731915950257854,0.0,0.06517623488675324,0.0,0.0,0.12596316546108094,0.10599932692953727,0.0,0.06071972286513234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03965663682229232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390768312287781,0.061752241393630475,0.0,0.1051760388719236,0.0,0.0,0.0975455879955152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060499587120252565,0.08357910266926148,0.14452363794406303,0.059298251859979785,0.05224323153425076,0.0,0.049683178320118364,0.0,0.0,0.05029944018835489,0.05339816293534127,0.0,0.11847804932601852,0.0,0.11887714400593365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596237794892997,0.0,0.0,0.06929260686265315,0.0,0.06288237280266658,0.08698525376913979,0.04386963814499962,0.09126243454048144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676981833926774,0.0,0.0,0.06300813384691391,0.040091315114524566,0.08999435416868072,0.0629550717822858,0.0,0.06569504242377631,0.0,0.0,0.24610278985854997,0.1549801637743625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895308654249075,0.06627764607113526,0.06292860088079599,0.0,0.0,0.07580443371333262,0.0,0.0,0.1905612075983879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04704988970766753,0.059233865749135466,0.0,0.18858540347732813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665032420772558,0.0,0.18093190417384666,0.050129787228764766,0.0,0.0585150847081504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510817516992154,0.0,0.054470612173660136,0.0,0.1373888106866048,0.03930618517051785,0.0758202915783641,0.11625740602903505,0.0,0.10349767740014884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219805657524632,0.0,0.04881680974423997,0.03489668425533758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680361172172619,0.2281294043662219,0.0,0.043072373327699316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468696181510912,0.0,0.1523996839117498 socialanxiety,BlueEyedGeekery,2018/04/17,I can't even leave my hospital room to ask the nurse for Ativan. And I'm terrified to press the call button because I don't know who will come in to answer it.,4.276,3.6759578857142863,5.732142857142858,85.13535714285717,70.14285714285714,9.285714285714286,26.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,1.5589999999999988,126,3,29,2,2,43,29,35,0.121,0.845,0.035,-0.593,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42277237863646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756741510806253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461775617646803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38955460468102393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986925019807807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24853282600117604,0.0,0.0,0.4788444328454718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,MasterGovernment,2018/04/17,"Friends want me to go out and I feel awful when I can't Long story short, I have a panic disorder and social anxiety. I don't like leaving my house for more than a set period of time. It's spring break and my friends want to go somewhere with me (they know I don't like going out) and it makes me feel like crap about myself. One friend has bad depression and I try to validate them as much as I can, but they call my out on my 'excuses' and tell me I need to push through the anxiety. Like... please work on yourself before you tell me that because I'm going to my grandma's house (who is having major leg surgery in a few weeks) to help her clean is an excuse. I can't call them out on this because I'm just shot back down. I have anxiety in cars and I dislike car rides because I get so claustrophobic and the idea of the point of no return scares me. I would be okay if we went somewhere to 'hang out' I think, like a house or a hangout spot where we can sit and chill, but I was told that that was stupid and we have to go walk around target for the umpteenth time just to loiter, or walk around in the same stores in the mall for god knows what reason. I don't see my therapist for a few more weeks, but I've had it up to this point. I graduate soon, I got accepted into my choice college and program, I have placement testing on Friday (ayeeee 4/20) but somehow I'm not doing enough? I can't make people happy. I'm doing a lot more than I was years ago, where I was about to be shipped off to a therapeutic boarding school. I almost got in-patient for anxiety but luckily landed in out-patient. I almost shut down completely but I've chugged along at my own pace. I've even scheduled to go to the big city with my dad for an event I went to a few years ago and enjoyed. I don't know. Maybe I'm over sensitive or I'm just dwelling on things too much since I'm going to graduate soon? I just can't breathe right now.",3.175073891625616,3.824351802955668,4.306379310344827,90.01405172413793,72.8423645320197,7.573399014778326,25.83004926108375,7.7094869923839395,1.1222571428571424,1496,46,342,18,28,490,197,406,0.114,0.787,0.099,-0.6171,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,3,1,4,1,20,19,2,3,18,2,28,3,3,3,0,61,60,26,0,5,15,1,2,5,3,1,0,0,1,0,11,26,0,0,9,2,1,16,10,7,0,1,10,3,52,12,59,47,13,71,0,1,1,0,23,33,1,8,24,220,63,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021695930474228,0.0,0.1809870971104772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765344115078113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089878152971912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948975614584478,0.07545604865623752,0.16526805264734098,0.0,0.07689910405220685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455788422515826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475232240935816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778364495466536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035730481612456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337744827992688,0.0,0.0596892236108229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138863246477373,0.06456109335990265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946133802502606,0.0,0.04721514163725688,0.0,0.3595196365292147,0.0,0.14455596216744096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620165897014127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057380723191892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128281611016246,0.0,0.1020179109964936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148996690517211,0.0,0.0,0.09568988922510728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075364142725806,0.0,0.0,0.07997553194921482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683023165822576,0.0,0.0,0.12064674997105465,0.0,0.09078986245813787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286623415502366,0.06700898556368398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123775962908173,0.0,0.0,0.10603095101792648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265190455984962,0.0,0.0,0.0992002706544658,0.17085969805421594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291648662276468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717637955342398,0.0,0.0,0.09047718245921828,0.09146032328927617,0.07201402332842237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747558631667329,0.0,0.0,0.0921219007606295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797655503731609,0.0,0.0,0.10492774981960697,0.06003850740571781,0.05790611729023362,0.0,0.0,0.10539216740073792,0.0,0.0,0.0863534072732844,0.0,0.06135600816124566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660636879462797,0.0,0.14498040409845342,0.0,0.0,0.16754973016667554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579119784324895,0.0,0.0,0.06419699824670654,0.0,0.0,0.11639198145878088 socialanxiety,_lostghost,2018/04/17,"Just cause im 24 and considered an adult doesn't mean that i cant have social anxiety.. My mom tells me that since I'm 24 that i can't be shy and that I am not shy. She invalidates my issues. It's irritating and makes me feel dumb and then she adds how ""adults have to communicate with each other"" well no shit..",0.5085501066098068,2.5211763582089577,2.7607675906183395,92.31701492537312,83.92537313432835,6.813646055437101,17.03411513859275,7.957251820313856,0.25773091684435023,244,5,59,5,7,83,49,67,0.129,0.787,0.084,-0.602,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,7,1,1,3,0,14,11,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,1,9,1,2,10,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,0,1,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22553055705761524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30285338077838597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490659269212279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184478097909905,0.30770738447325274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678945979852625,0.0,0.0,0.3211369570910064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452805329789963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30262052832321856,0.2438717318598867,0.0,0.0,0.30052395262445303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25767889258586896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26507160974999694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,artyomtsaplin,2018/04/17,"Is it okay for me to wear my hood up in a store because it helps alleviate my anxiety I live in the UK, I went to this store weeks ago and got asked to take my hood down, I almost had a panic attack and said I can't because I have really bad anxiety and I was causing no disruption, I was friendly to the people who work there. I'm going back there later today and I feel like I need to wear my hood because it makes me feel more comfortable and less exposed. I don't know what to say if they ask me again and I don't know if I should get a family member to complain on my behalf because I really don't like talking to people. It's not illegal to do what I'm doing and it helps with my condition so I think it should be okay for me to do it?",3.369878048780489,3.1179830609756114,5.556000000000001,84.43900000000002,72.04878048780488,8.999024390243902,26.15609756097561,8.841846274778883,1.6404946341463411,578,16,134,10,10,205,87,164,0.127,0.731,0.142,0.536,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,10,1,1,5,2,15,2,2,2,0,22,32,10,0,5,3,0,2,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,11,8,0,0,5,0,2,2,6,4,0,0,6,4,25,6,18,23,2,13,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,3,8,92,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336769075240574,0.0,0.16195353027113968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247452580322918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023994596898262,0.18399610507886868,0.0,0.12436368675089038,0.13504137759311155,0.3943668912623863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614566893032098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246869585824685,0.0,0.16355543451019847,0.1155430100237304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495551226233682,0.0,0.08449949186972146,0.0,0.0919173249163591,0.0,0.1293536874646248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681417249726934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776987356727886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803041043320473,0.0,0.14281434233114926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795889533288007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992392767426975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976034324565566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425238668775296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722225690532325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384634781029596,0.12861759998418926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160405897982572,0.12999589696421404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363280332324998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533051970620352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973349282213384,0.0,0.0,0.14992930838548232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774449031554016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Fuko_,2018/04/17,"Any social anxiety sufferers in the Dallas area? Hi! I'm moving into the Dallas area with my boyfriend (non-SA sufferer) and have been searching for therapists. I've suffered with social anxiety my entire life. It's improved with medication (Effexor) and I had found a social anxiety support group around here. However, it's only for adolescents and I'm in my mid-late 20s. The woman said if she could get enough adults interested, she'd start an adult social anxiety/OCD group therapy. Anyway, I'm also looking to make like-minded friends. :) I love gaming, watching TV shows, IPA beer, my pain-in-the-ass beagle, and other introverted stuff. And extroverted stuff when I get over my anxiety. 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I'm curious to what people feel social anxiety is like to each individual. I was told by a doctor that social anxiety can be how you view yourself functioning within society and I think this is accurate for me. I don't have classical symptoms of it, but when in comes to performance, I freak. People don't scare me either (like I can talk fine and stuff) but getting close to people... Another story. I don't have severe SA (well I don't think so), but it does impact my life, thus a deceit in my quality of life. So, what is social anxiety to you?",2.2686640316205526,4.428350095652174,4.9046640316205545,78.51928853754941,78.47826086956522,8.703557312252967,24.367588932806324,9.339509955726095,2.44795652173913,451,16,85,13,11,160,67,115,0.123,0.775,0.102,-0.3595,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,1,5,6,0,1,2,0,14,4,0,2,0,14,21,9,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,2,2,14,4,13,18,2,6,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,0,3,63,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439051617775398,0.4505426853808449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683137852642518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070299986422134,0.12884782706483716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444729872759281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692509799376547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079952689090351,0.14386482734489991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062261637245284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474096208446644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663355600409692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6003570886498414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855079370693885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303530566276774,0.0,0.11834328102442553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886866624784097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406909751034451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323834743649369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,clyson,2018/04/17,"What are some subtle signs of social anxiety? I can think of two. 1. Eyes ""tearing up"" I'm not sure if this is a *me*problem but whenever I'm put into new social situations or embarrass myself, my eyes water like crazzyyy. Presenting in class? Eyes water up. Have to ask a question to a stranger? Eyes water up. Did something ridiculous? Eyes water up. I've noticed they tend to tear up more whenever I've just embarrassed myself and can't get out of the situation. It can get so bad that some people ask me, ""What's wrong?"" or ""Are you okay?"" & 98% of the time I am. 2. Uncontrollable laughter. I remember some girl had been trying to figure out if I was gay in the class & the whole class started to play along. My only defense mechanism at the time was to *laugh.* I wasn't ready to come out, but I'm guessing people didn't realize that at the time. Can you guys think of anymore? It may be different for everyone. 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I am an easygoing dude sitting at the senior year of high school. I’m not an introvert, I love to go out with friends, and also make engaging and fun conversations. But, I’m also what they call a smart guy. Yeah, being smart is actually a good thing, but in this case, it’s the massive wall that blocks me from being a social guy itself. People stamped me as being a “smart guy”, complete with the perks and the un-perks. Focusing on the un-perks, I got stereotyped as the guy who is always studying at home 24/7, never have time to go out, and generally, not cool enough to be friends with. That’s of course breaks my heart, especially the fact that I really like to go out with friends but everybody shuns me, or I never been invited at any party even though I have a good rep with the dudes who’s holding each party. I tried to use social media, particularly Instagram, to show my true life to the people. I posted a ton of stories of my daily activities that are actually no different than what teens usually do: watching Netflix, playing Fortnite, listening to pop songs, going to concerts, and so on. The crux of this is that I can’t prove that I’m an “acceptable” guy if I don’t have many people following my social media. But, to make a person follow my social media, I must be “acceptable” to them. It’s just taking the problem one step backwards. Sadly, some people does not even consider to follow me. Granted, all of them are popular girls, but I think it’s not because of looks, wealth, or popularity, since there are many counterexamples of that. It leaves me as what I truly mean to them as a friend, which is sadly, not good enough for them. It’s heartbreaking, added with the fact that some of them are nice and kind on the outside. And now I end with a question, that essentially sums up this whole thread: how can you act in a society, if the society itself hinders you to do anything besides what they have stereotyped you?",7.312902673796793,6.491391910588237,7.853267379679147,73.16633957219254,64.01176470588236,10.927272727272728,33.906417112299465,10.230975488527342,3.309894117647058,1722,62,323,34,22,573,201,425,0.073,0.737,0.19,0.9951,1,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,4,7,0,12,28,0,0,33,2,32,3,1,4,8,62,52,25,0,5,17,0,0,1,4,1,1,3,1,8,32,18,0,3,6,7,1,9,11,4,0,1,2,6,39,24,56,42,8,38,0,3,2,1,34,16,0,7,11,238,71,2,0.0,0.0,0.16640088141698633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636311000541326,0.07094227998434907,0.0,0.0,0.0579790126225159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016085490891633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197306723607375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705892492951804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893923915325133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907746086830662,0.0,0.0,0.07461068551501547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551412736927371,0.17619058202887544,0.0,0.112625470523843,0.0,0.0,0.08146858458825093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26348342659455426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381851423666335,0.21453349751372847,0.06818937435962419,0.0,0.0,0.5065186152920553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103227142872287,0.0,0.09008076632834043,0.08552168281860888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878408097006435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027692225165757,0.0,0.0,0.06022092087503341,0.041653218506746616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159604865048166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694953504649163,0.0,0.11382202817091674,0.1728783956087282,0.0,0.09287199582273756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315139233086436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057773673996999085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364312954135504,0.07444483036059278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165451053016247,0.0,0.0,0.08158130485428101,0.0,0.0,0.0955095413174666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385720804009887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628661357600388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052708809268797,0.0,0.0,0.3476430682484339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808791108959772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410412307490539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056642260839292725,0.05463049535158372,0.0837664897805371,0.0,0.049715181924746485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577046693855925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363636222507054,0.09390069293901694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095188577776048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490397128662235 socialanxiety,Matt2175,2018/04/17,Too much anxiety to go out and meet people; depressed because I don't have any friends. Title pretty much says it all...,3.569565217391304,5.657084434782611,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,74.21739130434783,6.339130434782609,28.89130434782609,7.1686216300943375,1.7277999999999998,94,4,17,1,2,30,22,23,0.272,0.613,0.115,-0.5194,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501439231123142,0.0,0.28139671617989864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242319478473282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168201914850946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841923957577102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905204025555846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408096848208279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25501405209470795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742256844461147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29252125988147265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,waterdoctor22,2018/04/17,"Getting a job at a restaurant has ""cured"" my SA TL;DR: Job as a host has massively improved my social anxiety. If you're in a position where a customer service job makes sense, DO IT. Okay so I still have some social anxiety. But holy SHIT it's so much better than before. Leaps and bounds better after only a couple weeks. I'm a host at a restaurant and when I first started I was so scared. I thought there was no way I could do it. I figured I would have some awful first day and just quit. That's seriously what I thought would happen. I still remember the first day. I'd see guests and my heart would race. I would quietly say ""how many?"", and that was it. Now, I'm saying ""hey how are you guys tonight?"", and have a short conversation with them. I'll recommend stuff, crack jokes, make small talk, the normal stuff. I'm also really loose with coworkers, making jokes, fucking with em, talking about life, etc. The only people I've done that stuff with before are my super close friends and family who I've known for years. I've known these people for a week or two. It's crazy. I know everyone's SA is different, but I now know for myself that it was just a matter of practice. I was uncomfortable because of how few people I interacted with on a daily basis. Now I'm interacting with hundreds of people every day I work and that's really all there was to it. If you're in a position where a customer service job is reasonable for you, I HIGHLY suggest giving it a go. The days leading up to it will be tough. The interview will be tough. The first day will be tough. The next couple of days also won't be easy. But if you're like me, after a week or so, you'll be so much better off.",2.0513815789473675,4.073379646198831,3.724908625730997,87.39245065789477,78.56140350877193,6.731140350877192,22.091008771929822,7.756953410329674,0.9880026315789472,1317,39,271,21,32,439,167,342,0.087,0.8190000000000001,0.095,0.6783,5,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,3,1,11,23,16,2,1,23,2,33,4,2,8,1,52,51,28,0,9,10,0,0,1,2,9,1,3,0,1,20,15,0,1,9,2,0,2,2,7,0,5,9,4,26,9,28,27,7,41,0,0,1,1,21,13,2,7,26,180,46,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313511395859993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565125379011882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050062818374903936,0.0,0.13976515670236805,0.0,0.0,0.21789945225074644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557036651229102,0.1817401566515128,0.0,0.31778413240612785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580345517211263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404269142531727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159141423421284,0.0,0.0,0.06919410418137065,0.07847424003236904,0.0,0.0,0.07742042040269925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27942294037127463,0.0,0.0,0.06344980021327766,0.07592351309491728,0.04290707772860152,0.0787820675645679,0.0466736984746834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131695507371545,0.07262312830944495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973188715525624,0.0,0.08676988454969913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259867378108247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026783018665792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058007525521674624,0.04012227147113771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445781901328888,0.08326216038965463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074308450019895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734118432343448,0.0,0.08046535353842156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124919977112085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22774135970594306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735036163480041,0.0,0.0,0.10522313551708992,0.0844384825618232,0.0,0.0,0.09303195135650698,0.0,0.0,0.13061866379732054,0.08222174848627829,0.0,0.06544322836604033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843004364963427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674327946238261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058128707429175086,0.0,0.13117073544734836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820414479310993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201840465602774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039662358086482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022448122863153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518723759789566,0.19762787694999945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059788193825740035,0.0,0.0,0.2333578168526164,0.0,0.0,0.05288599824401589 socialanxiety,mervius,2018/04/17,"Going to a karaoke party this Saturday I'm scared out of my mind and im really tempted to bail, but I've decided to go. If I don't go nothing will change. If I go, things might not change either, but it MIGHT change as well. I don't think I have the guts yet to sing in front of an audience, so I probably won't, but I'll try to have fun. Here's hoping I don't change my mind until Saturday. Wish me luck :)",1.2703296703296694,2.1473542747252736,3.7437362637362632,91.37626373626377,77.68131868131869,7.837362637362638,21.791208791208792,8.418075326091056,0.9117868131868132,313,8,78,6,7,110,59,91,0.021,0.722,0.257,0.9728,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,9,1,1,0,0,18,17,9,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,5,5,1,1,0,0,0,9,4,11,13,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,4,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6629036276616483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35613481097443833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559910308821298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922009069976435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33238380727668976,0.3163646447382158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031985731526298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890638354436416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036064931152512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684436744942976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407819364735636,0.10038164419999393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636211283005254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085649348088586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015170264001296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,applejuice__,2018/04/17,"How can I stop my stepmum raising her voice at me in public? This happens often, but I’ll give an example of what just happened. Despite me saying many times that I didn’t want to go to the city, my stepmum made me go anyway. Even though I didn’t want to go into any crowded shops (worried about people judging me for what I look at), we had to ‘go in anyway just to check’. At the last store, when I tried to leave she just started telling me in a very loud and annoyed voice how ungrateful I was being. I know it’s true, but I was already feeling anxious and knowing everyone around me could hear her made me freak out so I left the shop and she walked after me yelling my name. To everyone around, I must have seemed like just an annoying teenager angry at my parents for nothing, even though I didn’t say or do anything except leave quietly. It’s been a few hours and I still feel anxious and sick. She can get as angry as she likes afterwards, because what she’s saying is true, but yelling it in public when she knows I have social anxiety is a bit much. She apologised after but she always apologises and always does this again anyway. I’m probably not making much sense but if anyone’s read all this then thanks",3.2397540983606565,4.956044614754099,4.111442622950822,87.31511475409837,74.1639344262295,6.68327868852459,26.544262295081964,7.365786028017652,1.3379137704918036,962,35,191,11,20,309,139,244,0.152,0.747,0.102,-0.9342,1,0,0,0,2,0,21.0,1,0,0,0,22,8,2,0,8,0,17,1,0,5,4,45,41,23,0,5,13,1,2,2,0,1,1,10,0,0,10,11,0,1,6,3,4,5,4,3,0,0,9,13,36,5,28,29,5,31,0,0,1,0,23,13,0,4,15,137,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568665681397986,0.0,0.18954057164465454,0.0,0.0,0.07745293214630773,0.0,0.08712984306514449,0.25733927927866396,0.0,0.07963847074638802,0.0,0.09372639665265536,0.2027825109738488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942971720266647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434452619812608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093639055099027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967083089545097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045397518621395,0.0,0.0,0.21766430536690715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517810259023015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059505764345520615,0.10925906389623652,0.25891803866354035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014350539811134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836864954114166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216425026912268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778217425029275,0.09284013761825656,0.0,0.2411980479577789,0.12374793221143128,0.0,0.0,0.1112873007232106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564364150478824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215541592683272,0.07602621557281873,0.1154722893594556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674527819877772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928592608444744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264676153714827,0.0,0.0,0.07896088710649178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122798749791964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392644897842201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717231225654764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368630138607177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116102248720098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061591115268305,0.0,0.09095719501022448,0.0952218442512701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995497983294184,0.10485979116948517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380375089681154,0.0,0.06641345614711926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732765456630412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397582055846257,0.13435718371792546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566653805113795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Artium99,2018/04/17,"I've been prescribed to this 'xanax' thing and didn't even noticed So I went to the doctor 3months ago. He gave me some drugs and I asked him if these have any side affects. He told me that it would make me drowsy but other then that, nothing. I've been taking this drug for some time and I noticed that whenever I stopped taking these pills, I suffered the usual anxiety. This looks like an addiction to me. There are also some other pills I'm taking which I don't know what they are. Did this doctor lie to me? Or is he sure about what's right and wrong? I'm scared right now :(",1.1161667744020711,3.3993448571428613,1.862352941176472,98.01443438914028,83.62184873949579,4.669941822883,18.397543632837753,5.873414542411696,-0.4331323852617977,454,11,101,3,13,140,75,119,0.166,0.785,0.049,-0.9404,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,10,8,0,2,1,16,22,10,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,0,16,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,7,1,13,2,6,14,3,10,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,5,7,64,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592170969149395,0.0,0.0,0.14304850126707572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905089821423066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097399972208447,0.0,0.12345082969563735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086310334491185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303466858885221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374285703620846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658614439290304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886870460519364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883928815639184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355136940858511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771853891744744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484290771755402,0.3674512175534076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27562538887877924,0.0,0.0,0.1615637371452204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491606623437866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520932840590917,0.0,0.3639999701557288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720985518598528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409860015685664,0.0,0.0,0.15419997412699746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773089461274022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959551031334833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463560942470888,0.17643736675369254,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,airwrick,2018/04/17,"Does anyone hate games? Games like would you rather, paranoia, and the voting game terrify me but my friends always want to play so I force myself to suffer through it. I’m just wondering if there’s anyone else like that. ",2.619285714285713,5.456272833333332,2.5764761904761926,91.55185714285713,82.57142857142857,5.2647619047619045,20.304761904761907,6.742157984588678,0.42567047619047615,177,5,33,2,5,53,37,42,0.197,0.551,0.252,0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,4,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26693848147939103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486337096890624,0.32870635515485463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807417959770745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679944469840033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478559534795527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167321071349706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31346178609915537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922124316871575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479032768998912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278932479042247,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,IanTannir,2018/04/17,"Do you pretend to be disinterested/boring because you're afraid of being who you really are? I have a very hard time being casual with others in social situations. I had an interaction a few days ago where one of my coworkers was asking me things like ""what do you like to do"" and ""if you had this what would you do with it"" and so on I had a few ideas but I couldn't bring myself to be open with him. For one thing I don't know him very well and I even have trouble relaxing around people I *do* know (i.e. my family). The interaction itself wasn't a big deal. But, for me, its part of a broader problem. I'm so damn afraid of just talking to people that I come off far more introverted than I really am. And what makes it worse is any kind of rejection brings back years of awful social experiences which I still struggle to deal with. I just feel like I have to be ""on guard"" all the time against a possible conversation or (god forbid) small talk and I hate it. Anyone else feel like this?",1.9964886095836607,4.044202736318411,3.79947106572401,86.66453260015713,78.8507462686567,7.216653574234092,20.031683686829005,8.20500826718156,0.8795213930348259,774,19,165,15,19,260,117,201,0.166,0.746,0.08800000000000001,-0.9615,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,5,0,0,10,17,2,3,9,1,24,0,0,1,1,30,35,11,0,4,6,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,16,12,0,2,5,3,0,3,3,9,1,2,5,3,25,8,25,23,5,20,0,1,0,0,18,10,1,2,11,124,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109217815084708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289615183684924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551746157958224,0.13996806736269998,0.0,0.12160750024092032,0.12770732740865415,0.0,0.0,0.10504088914665212,0.0,0.08327320054281348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767319710904595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809898791889666,0.2816677179077897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411603158878725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022637966084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362599947006532,0.12877912997272944,0.0,0.1381432853476843,0.19518142031096208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237133689721125,0.13486925400791944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421052935435414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225318944612825,0.15014917996439348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26695340509427845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911849644645155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851343011561954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793001035175354,0.0,0.18940955118292824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540017240420744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071263100207509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502544902767034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354985501752166,0.0,0.2785033910744208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909300867219036,0.0,0.0,0.14280930981906326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195960084375652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18150871583714895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931106377221455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254270265482159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282438978363623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921226657352706,0.09704034307196728,0.0,0.0,0.08796920510349249 socialanxiety,CanadianDeluxe,2018/04/17,"Just wanted to say... I just wanted to say that I’m so happy I found this sub, knowing that there are people almost exactly like me/have been in the same situation has really helped me in getting away from my shitty mentality of everything, thank you to everyone on this sub ",3.2432075471698134,5.592990679245286,5.24211320754717,76.35901886792455,76.16981132075472,8.768301886792452,23.807547169811322,9.3871,2.3946784905660383,218,7,39,6,5,75,41,53,0.062,0.775,0.163,0.7062,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,10,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,3,9,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25732103761222497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24143430897747625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455484254476864,0.2309504914417876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817572998488567,0.0,0.0,0.13425762864952634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735522156157189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224338284762686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412254745109371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255438801453669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589680391561831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781525130477306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646232906252584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40871000746593067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888480795043639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23658593512645776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031383106560381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,fernandocrustacean,2018/04/17,"""You need to relax and just see if you have chemistry. That's it"" A girl I was texting with said this to me. We were flirting and making good conversation. We then hung out in person and I was a ball of nerves and wasn't myself. She told me we didn't have chemistry ( we did over text or im really just crazy then) but for her idea is that you just relax and it happens. How am I ever going to meet anyone? She knows I have anxiety. She even asked me why I dont date much. I said because I am so much social anxiety. And yet I still got rejected. She just wants to be friends. Even though I know we wont hang out again. I just want to be normal. 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I take things too literally, and too seriously. This sometimes leads to misunderstandings, failing at being a friend, awkwardness, etc, which obviously leads to anxiety. Afterward, once I've had the chance to think the interaction through and figure out where it went wrong, I *want* to bring it up and try to clarify/apologize/fix it, but I sort of feel like you aren't supposed to? I don't know how much it's the right thing to do, and how much it's me trying to soothe the anxiety that it gives me. Do you just leave things, figure the moment has passed and try to move on? Or do you bring it up and try to explain - which would probably lead to making it worse in my case tbh lol. What do other people do? As a side note, if anyone has any tips for not taking things too literally and too seriously, I'd love to change :\",4.4736405959031655,5.242370251396653,5.5872765363128485,81.57279562383616,69.94972067039106,9.318621973929238,26.089851024208564,9.516144504307137,1.9677817504655497,701,20,149,15,12,233,106,179,0.123,0.7759999999999999,0.101,0.5604,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,5,0,4,10,9,0,1,8,1,13,1,0,6,1,30,27,15,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,19,9,0,0,6,0,0,9,3,6,0,0,2,1,12,3,25,23,3,25,0,1,0,1,11,11,0,3,6,102,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165191630450383,0.0,0.2287044601010587,0.0,0.0,0.10452029301664637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494133460812148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813062699531533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671035354185512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558186966051336,0.10678895201433906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154883207575193,0.0,0.0,0.14339538750720007,0.08495325504990314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215061427806117,0.0,0.0,0.15827834469519597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302865795642598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491205424872627,0.0,0.09977944395646418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887419387656812,0.21977084285748769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919193291272968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363100873077936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611653411980672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765559354497644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784011000666736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22478157729279144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39723300537185374,0.0957811161309114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074374883025168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816751552029188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856998978503324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233347550440807,0.10618671104306236,0.1634335419394988,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,lilybearx,2018/04/17,"Seeking advice for a night out with anxiety hello, my boyfriend's birthday is next week. he is very social and has lots of friends and family i have yet to meet due to my anxiety. i will be attending a dinner with his family and going to a club with his friends- all of which will be first time meetings. i want him to have the best time possible because i love him more than anything and he has been so patient with me that i don't want him to fear that i am uncomfortable the whole time or that things are awkward because of me. I wish so badly i could just talk to people and make an impression that isn't ""wow, she's really quiet and weird"" like i know people probably think. does anyone have any advice for getting through this? i'm getting anxious about my anxiety at this point and i just want to have fun. i'm not on any medication and am completely knew to even acknowledging this. please help! 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I myself am shocked that I did, but it all started because of physical education class. We were playing kickball, and I'll be honest, I don't try in that class. I've had a solid D for the past months, but really it's my fault. And it's not because I'm lazy or hate doing physical shit, but it's the interacting with other people that's the problem. It doesn't help that I'm literally friends with nobody in the class anymore. I did use to have two, but one of them stopped talking to me and my other friends and the other is constantly being surrounded by her boyfriend and other friend. So, I don't talk to them that much. And really, I don't talk to literally anyone really in that class. I'm seen as that quiet, awkward person in the corner, which really, I am. So, I don't think anybody really enjoys my company anyway. Back to the topic, we were playing kickball after running laps or some shit, usually I slide to the very back of the line and pretend I'm not playing. The teachers usually don't seem to care or acknowledge this most of the time, but I guess now was different. Whenever somebody comes behind me in line, I'll just tell them to go in front of me or something. But today I guess was different, because the teacher told us that any kid who didn't kick to get in the front. I stayed silent for a while until the kids in line pointed at me and basically threw me into the spotlight of not playing. I tried to say the same excuse of I'm not playing, but that's when the teacher and kids started yelling. Maybe not, and this is just an overreaction (which it is), but the kids seemed angry and/or pissy. I don't even remember what was being said, but it frustrated me as it felt as if everything was being thrown at me at once. This is just what social anxiety does, and this shit overwhelms me. That being said, I walked towards the front of the line, and being frustrated I think I mumbled ""Shut up, if I don't want to play it only effects my grade, not yours."" Or something along the line, and that's when I felt all those little eyes on my back. I felt the panic as it was increasingly my turn to kick. Some people think it's easy as fuck, just kick the damn ball and run. I don't know how to tell people, but I just can't. Going up there sends me into sheer panic of people judging me. If I try, I'll have to stand in the field longer. Which leads to more time of people watching. If I don't try, then people will scream at me and question why I'm such a pussy if I can't even do simple things, even though I repeatedly told them that I never wanted to do this and go up there. So, before my turn I just fell apart. I begged to my teacher saying how I couldn't do this and that I was freaking out. She didn't seemed that phased, and I slipped out a curse and that's when she got angry with me. It got worse and worse, and that's when I just asked if I could go to the bathroom. And as quick as I can without really hearing her response I ran to a bathroom stall and just sobbed. I still can't believe that happened. How it got so bad and how it got so dramatic. It's never this bad, but for the past months, it has. I feel as if it's gotten so much worse. I could write literally a novel with all the negative thoughts that's been happening. After this crying, I just stared at the mirror and saw how red my eyes were before going to one of my classes which has a teacher there who helps with this shit, and didn't go back to class. I don't really know what this was, but it was more like a vent. I can't do shit that has constant pressure of doing what's right and avoiding what's wrong, but unfortunately that's what happens in our school. The worse thing is that I can't really not play all together. You see, in the PE class, you can of course just go up to the teacher before class and just tell her you'll sit out and you can. But, you'll just lose points for that day. The thing is, my family is very strict about all grades, including PE. So, I can't really go up and tell her I'll skip for today. I mean, yes, I can just act like I'm playing when in reality I'm not, and I do do that for most of the time. But sometimes, that just can't happen. I don't know why I'm like this. Call me a pussy or a fat bitch or anything all you want, because trust me, I am. But this damn class causes so much petty shit for me. If anybody has this same problem, I'd like to know. Because I can't seem to find anybody who does have this.",4.275725819387262,4.392949515247111,5.2756613021083965,85.94776239106025,70.14616193480546,8.298141118180684,26.8441961182698,8.062487944422118,1.4106366572207665,3563,102,784,44,59,1175,311,951,0.192,0.7340000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9991,2,1,2,0,1,0,114.0,4,7,4,4,50,50,13,6,45,2,80,10,9,10,8,157,149,93,0,16,54,0,4,4,3,3,1,8,0,5,78,45,1,2,22,11,0,23,36,30,0,4,35,20,99,20,98,102,19,107,0,3,8,1,56,40,11,26,45,544,177,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033850766873348336,0.0,0.07616011230506356,0.0,0.04936642929260373,0.03480595547104107,0.0,0.04096307673639518,0.0,0.046535737838969485,0.0,0.0,0.1531049276149713,0.08312515044216202,0.151721123137751,0.0,0.12707230978252573,0.056082792961822496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082893341458854,0.0,0.050752018385088735,0.051135748062196416,0.0,0.042879364578800684,0.0,0.10758473137065787,0.0,0.07948741181368102,0.0,0.10935765554093378,0.032102710853492436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401489177316076,0.0,0.0,0.08712217774638954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863375661962953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044737283013109454,0.0,0.0469262958762334,0.0,0.025169267267581057,0.0,0.1433841430453628,0.0,0.04549621695902168,0.04234116627843963,0.0,0.0,0.11537514583138413,0.046018985959044884,0.026006965787629597,0.0,0.22632000941030644,0.0,0.15924814930640685,0.0,0.10967222255828038,0.0,0.17607418759962498,0.0,0.0,0.0491454983390766,0.0,0.0,0.05610345675816858,0.0,0.0667303275042557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094268123425746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727612288788468,0.04989066249841356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556888820401662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05000872103599112,0.05422286681779733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794646961261244,0.0,0.14637031622390526,0.0,0.07678376980141001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053011976606561664,0.06746176181447291,0.03785843435312595,0.0,0.11680758417452675,0.0,0.0,0.09503752290281996,0.2070589071958368,0.043464255141243184,0.0,0.0,0.09411265470554836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952617027070025,0.0,0.0,0.05576278503339747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870017217779813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056388803530012764,0.04251016502458646,0.09470060980302362,0.07917097365823163,0.0,0.15113406946763153,0.0396666445548473,0.18126419330643606,0.0,0.0,0.3065785903729151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074243215830143,0.0,0.07664311775204274,0.04923174378114638,0.0,0.07046629066430059,0.05305675603742938,0.039752798485777785,0.04161666139264024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002908313672254,0.17403276659287212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992109323765378,0.0956872536461843,0.04890666103303905,0.039518194990350086,0.1161038767153581,0.0,0.14155125410239836,0.09513008033971147,0.0,0.13518405746820036,0.1082884034764892,0.04862590157829783,0.0,0.05987684021956442,0.04299223491974901,0.1096469333349816,0.08214417466977154,0.0880811141249726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983385790028657,0.0,0.0,0.04798424389505759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291225797887555,0.0,0.054424460734287736,0.0,0.03205541882102883 socialanxiety,ScapersO-Crummsley,2018/04/18,"Whoops Getting to Know People is Hard and Awkwardness Sucks Oh Boy Hi folks, I'm a high schooler with social anxiety and I've been working on improving myself by opening up and starting new relationships with people. Coincidentally, I developed a crush on a girl and, for the first time ever, have been able to work up the courage to go up to her and initiate (small) conversations a couple times. Which is great! The thing is, though, where do I go from here? I want to get to know her and grow comfortable around her, but every time I try to talk to her there are large swaths of silence followed by me saying something along the lines of, ""Well, see ya"" and straight up bailing on her. I just don't know what to talk about, and it's like she makes no effort to push the conversation along. I'm not certain, but I think she may be shy but she's definitely shown at least mild interest in me (we've chatted over DM and she acts very friendly and casual with me). I'm most likely overthinking everything as usual, but I could certainly use some advice. Thanks in advance and good luck to everyone on this subreddit who's got it worse than I do. (I've seen firsthand that progress is possible, so don't give up!) Uh, anyway... see ya.",4.6454485294117625,5.8433287458333325,5.2558823529411764,82.52558823529412,69.875,8.813725490196077,28.700980392156865,9.168548406835145,2.265553921568628,969,35,194,19,17,312,153,240,0.07200000000000001,0.738,0.19,0.987,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,6,12,16,1,1,9,0,15,0,0,2,3,39,38,18,0,2,6,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,8,18,0,0,4,2,0,7,4,2,2,1,4,5,23,14,39,31,3,34,0,0,3,0,25,19,1,4,10,124,31,2,0.1443789007852914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108539086878355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044946391831836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852783180342894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527480405897425,0.15975250758834314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059898160836034,0.1216454509225384,0.1379602269222116,0.12975844642055526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228086192519732,0.0,0.0,0.11154678059936758,0.0,0.15086403328188144,0.1385013975812399,0.16410771305871072,0.12109817196815136,0.11547299622159005,0.15917824781807896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933513619740594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525442356313726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380406041114299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410724761274412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637403739472017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394420420603107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018830161110904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627655173069449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550089071481443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481589684921735,0.0,0.0,0.2301025822531557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717610728689567,0.0,0.11114993153941102,0.0,0.0,0.10219212908995336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320925829513141,0.0,0.13292469392601958,0.0,0.0,0.09591892627410248,0.09251216985871442,0.14185153696983022,0.0,0.2525654943368021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802379635325964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469701411459128,0.1590129615175362,0.11912771372956288,0.08515841641149675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981397101490594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021911863220266,0.0,0.14713443453478384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,hijad4lyfe,2018/04/18,"Anxiety at the gym I'm a 19 year old male. I'm very skinny and have bad posture. I spend most of my time locked in my bedroom. But I do try to go to the gym daily. My anxiety has been very bad the past few days so ive been neglecting going to gym. I worked up the courage to go to the gym today. I took a shower and drove to the gym. Then my anxiety got really bad so I sat in my car and listened to some music for like 10 mins. Then I decided to go into the gym. I didn't make eye contact with the hot reception girl. I scanned my membership card and went on a treadmill and put on headphones and started running. I was also wearing a hoodie cause I'm very insecure. I ran for about ten mins and then a really hot girl went on the treadmill right next to mine. I got super nervous and self conscious. I kept running and focusing on my headphones. But it was so hard. I ran for about a minute more and then just left the gym. I feel like such a failure. Ive also been NEET since last August. I can't even go to the gym now cause of my anxiety and cause I creep other ppl out. What should I do? Should I just go to the gym late at night when its empty?",-0.02178045515395155,1.9600439036144621,2.3183132530120503,94.8672155287818,85.86746987951805,5.616599732262381,20.065595716198125,6.937597516519254,0.2743049531459172,888,27,208,12,27,302,125,249,0.134,0.8170000000000001,0.049,-0.9492,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,13,10,0,2,19,0,15,3,3,4,0,31,38,23,0,2,4,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,2,4,4,14,1,2,3,9,1,16,2,6,0,1,16,7,29,4,30,20,4,49,0,1,2,0,6,13,0,2,22,128,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885687591728091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607719139763894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953240750007428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633465302765809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603557878206449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787166641730224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059613651100832166,0.08422759790675279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40203083590064265,0.0,0.1885903850572791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561500928796358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961040240751014,0.13299604221848213,0.0,0.12809841262183538,0.0,0.0,0.11519971536377101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869899204363359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538771117223835,0.1106409193650982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237159443960119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254864258828606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852180295794205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105918504604215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068573387826116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299514193406233,0.0,0.0,0.09752788337829513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345004289104131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874828659472318,0.0,0.11175516798899912,0.0,0.13099094937908276,0.08004618440645063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29183889920210243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858848057595776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583241499417428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592356714925996 socialanxiety,ilem521,2018/04/18,"Social Advice? Can any of you share some advice that has helped you with social anxiety? I constantly feel like I’m gonna pass out when I have a conversation with somebody, it’s so awkward and I stutter like crazy! Any advice on how to have “smoother” convos? Or just any social advice at all?",1.3030263157894737,3.978620421052632,2.715065789473684,88.2873355263158,90.40350877192984,4.955263157894739,19.40570175438597,6.6274283507984215,0.460685964912281,232,7,43,3,8,75,43,57,0.162,0.7170000000000001,0.12,-0.3678,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,7,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,7,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,4,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6833785629754041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566770064255899,0.0,0.13374665418778756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893220384026047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840074373612375,0.12490062528581122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171867762064226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082900188619649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346602299644243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,darkhorse0607,2018/04/18,"Had my social anxiety validated today This is just really a small rant to vent because I am just getting home and need to vent So I am a 26 year old college freshman, still have a face full of acne and scars from medical stuff so I have just general anxiety about how I look on top of the SA. I dont go overboard or try to cover it up, I just feel like I am being looked down on all the time. Well today when I was walking to class two guys looked right at me and said ""that shirt is fucking stupid"" It shouldnt be a major thing, and my brain knows that, but after constantly worrying that something like that would happen, it wrecked me when it did. I guess long story short, sometimes they are negatively judging you",5.985258620689657,5.4779378965517225,6.533922413793103,80.50019396551727,66.58620689655173,9.732758620689657,31.228448275862068,9.188382445141503,2.440051724137932,565,19,116,9,8,185,102,145,0.07200000000000001,0.861,0.067,-0.1495,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,12,5,2,0,6,0,16,5,3,1,1,19,28,11,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,4,5,15,3,14,20,3,23,0,0,3,1,5,10,1,2,13,83,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452991737456805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977337480711214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789777666503467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732563471490495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790185186731406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106606303036337,0.11453752009344065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821957177730244,0.08376415194589434,0.0,0.09111743278438514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661807974126328,0.15874876922768638,0.14177648715618554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082088373285114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811143340275955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156655182400479,0.0,0.0,0.1418842002342231,0.4039024760599757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151241498344795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888031368453116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823603924719235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270947333476473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369182376537842,0.1525075307455221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634330137594878,0.0,0.1234274273556909,0.15856733539468978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803721433051915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353586362429306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065140224628463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348786446397538,0.0,0.3039421785067811,0.0,0.0,0.10885139411202467,0.0,0.15661601747667336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415307553756654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281967931902422,0.0,0.11389158073316452,0.0,0.0,0.1032452226353574 socialanxiety,whatwasthatcat,2018/04/18,"How did SA affect your life? For me I had to repeat my last year of high school because I had a presentation in one class but I knew some of the kids in that class so I was extra shy in front of them so I didn't come to class on the day of my presentation. I came the next day ready but my teacher did not allow me to do it and I got a 0 which meant my grade would be too low so I couldn't be accepted to college the next year. I was also too shy to tell the teacher why. I also came late usually for that class because I didn't like dealing with those students so I guess the teacher just thought I was a lazy/bad student. Unlike some other people with SA I was never a loner, always had friends, but had 0 confidence in front of them. I was hypervigilant and could detect even the remotest possibility of someone potentially saying something that could be interpreted to be against me or make me akward, from 10 000 light years away. I always had a lump in my throat and pain in my chest, the only thing I tried to do in social situations was to avoid the spotlight. Any time anybody tried to focus attention on me I became terrified and tried to shift it away. Eventually I couldn't handle it anymore and cut off contact from all my friends. This put me in deep depression and I dropped out of college. Then I became too old/tired/damaged with constant depression to pursue the career I always wanted to do/reach my highest potential, but nevertheless I still went back to college and did something else and got good grades. I am still not done with school though, and I will never have that job, but I no longer have SA and I am going to pursue a masters program which will give me a decent job. So I guess with all of my difficulties even though I didn't reach my potential and the best years of my life were damaged, at least I can make something out of myself and live a good life for the rest of my days. Don't give up hope. How I got over SA: I became so depressed that I didn't even have the energy to care what people thought about me anymore. I also went up to someone while I was in another city and started talking to them randomly. Surprisingly it went normal and I didn't get the feeling that they were judging or thinking bad/awkward things about me. So I guess I am somewhat of an exception because for me I lost my SA somewhat overnight. My tips would be to do what works with you. Go talk to random people in places that they won't know you (i.e. far from where you live) and you will start to gain confidence, and just try to teach yourself that nothing matters and that even if someone is thinking bad or awkward things about you it doesn't matter and won't change anything. Once you stop caring then you won't even notice it anymore and will be normal.",5.560674486803521,5.589469397849463,5.976588465298143,82.3303372434018,67.38709677419354,8.555751058976865,30.708374063212773,8.101407402915765,1.995246594982079,2196,77,446,25,33,708,235,558,0.132,0.774,0.094,-0.9422,2,1,3,0,0,0,41.0,0,8,5,5,31,22,1,2,23,0,55,7,2,6,4,88,89,45,0,11,14,0,1,1,2,9,5,1,0,1,25,30,0,2,11,0,0,11,17,11,0,1,36,3,77,11,72,34,10,67,0,6,0,0,25,27,0,14,29,327,102,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361475846823711,0.17023964918905926,0.0,0.0,0.04637726506376117,0.07151199099547763,0.0,0.0,0.20290352520997795,0.0,0.0,0.05612148979486544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814932341129648,0.05244037629290744,0.170828499245452,0.12471937377119198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157003557859737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156001651253749,0.1390656712725351,0.0,0.07214488687937856,0.058746901193614996,0.0,0.07369826542273854,0.0,0.10890178000126312,0.0,0.0,0.13194701934713662,0.07030957771133722,0.17621760083444304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979066291019091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569710299121173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252220701576184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03448317091003005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537986214634376,0.0,0.0356308603095987,0.1308442799134425,0.07751746884291845,0.11440320016058242,0.16363352251950275,0.0,0.22538474924722135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205537638862416,0.0,0.06773642033264944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535281977472774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0374800687683213,0.05559081562909177,0.0769307896679637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451168535701878,0.0333183037804262,0.0,0.1204409108081696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744466329558309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104595148844456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519765351249703,0.0,0.14505958935668758,0.0,0.13363994583014072,0.06543822449720704,0.07764435459289043,0.07156277087755662,0.07262909286028914,0.046213015218296856,0.0518679724882774,0.07256792854095544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184059490827405,0.0,0.07125283489722534,0.0,0.0,0.07688347294212018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855824987217682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054234121850792114,0.0,0.1380408864608573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665788287071881,0.0,0.06951970202005317,0.17335290300219644,0.15750742962184272,0.0,0.0,0.09654238713189456,0.0,0.10892669458857897,0.05701693387616776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096306153578806,0.05960842612706039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592400211388353,0.08739758919250902,0.13400920520347534,0.10828385724707687,0.039767047859688535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520900542828106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511092599069967,0.0,0.040225195804957835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896618592086029,0.061538467579327585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04964926289883663,0.0,0.0,0.09689240347503264,0.0,0.0,0.1756701892107748 socialanxiety,hahatimefor4chan,2018/04/18,"Can we make a list of things that people on this subreddit use to lessen their anxiety/social anxiety? Ill start off with a few of mine >I force myself to eat at least one banana in the morning or my stomach gets all loud in class which makes my anxiety worse because I feel self-conscious >I chew gum like crazy. Having something in my mouth makes me feel less anxious in social situations >I say ""good morning"" to strangers in the hallways/sidewalk to help lessen my morning anxiety Feel free to share yours. I love reading how other people help manage their anxiety!",9.787358490566037,8.541785283018866,8.374226415094341,72.78303773584908,59.37735849056603,11.121509433962265,39.12452830188679,9.888512548439397,3.8352060377358494,464,19,79,7,5,141,75,106,0.138,0.691,0.171,0.7897,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,2,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,2,6,2,5,1,12,12,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,2,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,13,6,16,12,4,9,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,2,47,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5333116626758391,0.19689298476254355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624281135449434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833755713900887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643719271520911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105697027991552,0.0,0.0,0.14618239226380758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336397678199838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514708235361255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729945086031172,0.0,0.3490107350799733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181003522428037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24165521541016285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743326447920064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859880953237955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181776658534016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590418254368844,0.0,0.17766209925061055,0.0,0.13417347783468425,0.0,0.0,0.12336016025766333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157875290620552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052669693658796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761179442356884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,patholdslane,2018/04/18,"How many of you skip presentation assignments? I’ve had severe anxiety my entire life. I’m bullied everyday in school. You all know the feeling. Just out of curiosity, how many of you do this?",2.1875,5.079218305555556,4.262444444444443,77.32700000000003,88.16666666666666,8.435555555555556,26.644444444444442,8.841846274778883,3.0857844444444447,153,7,27,5,5,52,29,36,0.218,0.745,0.037000000000000005,-0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,7,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,5,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,17,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695619025393912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816873859101412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365320527451607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488891828702877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7144952616760996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35661701006102325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980775316478379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Sanchez326,2018/04/18,"Its so much worse being a POC with anxiety plus an accent. Just saying, looking different and sounding different than other people in school can be hell for a person with social anxiety.",8.371818181818185,9.310800272727274,8.723787878787878,61.90568181818182,61.42424242424242,11.44848484848485,34.68181818181819,11.20814326018867,4.605618181818182,151,6,20,4,2,50,29,33,0.29600000000000004,0.7040000000000001,0.0,-0.8854,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,18,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254890500646145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5811073034643279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23353262634804794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044343322338628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279842396870234,0.2428248077909418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22115502035763104,0.0,0.28145044128699626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834863106624958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28340604182695506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,asabasa,2018/04/18,"Exposure Training If you have social anxiety, your brain views any social interaction as potentially fatal. Adrenaline and cortisol rush into your brain and you feel scared, really scared. By exposing your brain to certain triggers it learns that these situations are in fact not life threatening and you aren't scared anymore. I was terrified of any social interaction, class was scary and giving a presentation in front of the class gave me a panic attack half the time. Because I was so scared of social situations, I forced myself into as many as I could. It was absolutely terrifying, but there is no easy way out of social anxiety, you have to work hard and stay motivated, don't let failure phase you. Anything that scares you, going to parties, having lunch with other people, do it all of the time. You will stop being scared and you will take control of your life. After 4 months my social anxiety was all but gone(I still feel socially anxious occasionally but so does everyone), and I feel like I enjoy social interactions. 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I am 18 this year and I lived in Singapore. In college, I hang out with a group of friends in school everyday. I only managed to talked to one of the group of friends I hanged out with in school. We went to look for part-time jobs together during the school holidays. When the teacher asks to form groups they ask me whether can ask one of my classmate and the others form a group . The minimum number of groupmates is 5 and my group of friends including me is 5 people, just nice. But they don't want to form groups with me. I managed to get in that group after I asked the nicest friend but the rest of my friends never said anything. After the lesson they said they want to split themselves up into two groups to do finish the project instead of hanging out together. When they tell me to go join other people, they said that they wanted to hang out and do the group project together. I am afraid they may not like me I feel like I just want to cry I am still their friend. One of my friends are really nice and I really wanted to get close to her during the group projects and in school but I never make so much time for her and I am scared in the future group projects she might reject me as well and get close to the other group of friends. In the past I am usually alone and I have trouble coming up with conversations. I feel extremely useless unlike the group of friends. Please tell me ways to make me feel better and how do I get close to that one friend. Or how to make new friends in class other then these people (expand group of friends). ANY OTHER ADVICE is really appreciated, thanks. 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I keep having reoccurring dreams where I'm hanging out with old friends I haven't spoken to in years or acquaintances, just attempting to have a normal conversation and failing. Not like, unrealistic dreams where everyone is laughing or some such, but just vivid, normal conversations and I'm just hyper nervous the entire time trying not to sound dumb, but I stammer and create awkward silences just like in reality. I always wake up so shaken after those... because even talking to fake people I fuck up miserably and it just reminds me how bad my anxiety is. Ruins my day from the start.",7.103550420168066,8.545938378151263,7.365871848739495,68.74695903361345,64.37815126050421,9.64747899159664,35.04306722689076,9.827888789773867,3.7632764705882353,533,24,82,11,8,173,83,119,0.278,0.613,0.109,-0.9763,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,12,15,2,4,3,0,5,3,1,1,0,24,10,12,0,2,12,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,11,0,0,0,2,9,4,16,10,1,16,0,3,1,1,6,9,2,3,8,58,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281132840353515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726675232865194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934782527196061,0.14125562551985088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944156781570342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935740588669896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530502444280485,0.0,0.0,0.22142037190067568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902789953050266,0.21422332345682096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596522632234995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636721536742404,0.2264154012061731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540768664531861,0.0,0.0,0.2431533367731987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064690955419106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637504505852677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362114729539601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640140766162825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624942557337368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351190047859827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732407758282993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492214183240045 socialanxiety,jumptwistflip,2018/04/18,"Got my first Toastmasters meeting tonight, absolutely terrified. I already called them and told them I'd be going, so no going back now. Honestly I don't know what I'm looking for with this post, I think I just want to get it off my chest. After reading a few Toastmasters success stories on this sub I figured I would at least try. I struggle every day with this thing, ocassionally I manage to put on my ""confident mask"" and get through things but eventually I end up losing composure. It's like I lose 80% of my vocabulary, I struggle to recall even the most basic of words and stringing a sentence just becomes impossible. I'm not gonna go into the breathlessness I experience talking infront of a group of people. It's crippling is what it is. It's a massive wall blocking my potential to a more successfull future. Hopefully tonight I'll be in a relaxed neutral environment where I can be more me and focus on improving myself without the fear of being judged.",4.235471311475411,6.513338322404376,5.635652322404371,75.02921618852459,72.87978142076503,8.509426229508197,33.84187158469945,9.188382445141503,3.5056560109289627,775,41,131,18,16,260,122,183,0.105,0.745,0.149,0.7997,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,4,7,10,0,3,9,0,9,1,1,0,0,21,24,6,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,1,3,2,0,4,4,5,0,1,2,1,22,5,23,16,5,24,0,2,1,0,7,10,0,2,10,95,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865292448341018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997394065020199,0.0,0.0,0.18668079197898976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259893271507726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901062167445004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971075968832548,0.0,0.0,0.11164298217951994,0.0,0.14241539857713348,0.0,0.0,0.1653441613598503,0.0,0.19020618838132772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377716821169415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662281053546805,0.0,0.2881916075068109,0.0,0.1351890486415767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788532231344142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928946849360832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257971327158876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194296097378067,0.3782035529185352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718439344920545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188439473940214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992223416164187,0.0,0.0,0.16907613770034038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534145399855621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586022928574498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459256820241694,0.10830785240011966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151578670566002,0.0,0.11476054321655454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969850679548732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293926956668847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200743433683426,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Luxeflex,2018/04/18,"Such fun when you say hello to a stranger on the street and they just stare at you So I now live in a village with some religious people (I'm not, but good for them), and I can feel the judgement like they see right through me that I'm from a city. I don't plan on living here long though. But man I try to be nice on the street, notice people, be polite and say hello, which is a big deal for me because I'm shy.. and then these people just stare at me and say NOTHING. Why? I mean, when someone talks to me I always reply. How can you just stare and don't return the gesture. It blows my mind. I also hate it when the cassiere says a happy hello to a customer and they say nothing in return.",1.6990315315315314,2.975636695945948,3.0132432432432448,95.42612612612612,77.31081081081079,5.203603603603603,20.44144144144144,4.7782277997778095,-0.3702315315315317,533,12,124,1,12,173,85,148,0.056,0.848,0.097,0.7176,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,4,1,13,6,1,0,11,0,7,0,0,1,0,19,14,17,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,19,5,16,12,1,19,0,0,4,0,18,11,0,1,9,83,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301061384756788,0.12799141070153625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376786586924506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858271701046855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777652934426807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290177733014049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637453357176021,0.0,0.15186641124953282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514918040573254,0.0,0.2716535569818284,0.13612676193331102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755618458614205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531538041230755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951908338779504,0.17512625040100865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31992038147753404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136231032530116,0.0,0.6116232437837991,0.0,0.0,0.12257543739394032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033205078928015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363550896550855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112837082332373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443437527177554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879954491344926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Foraschoolworksheet,2018/04/18,"I've got a crush on my friend I’ve deleted everything I’ve written about 10 times now so I’m just going to put most of it in point form -I’m graduating this year -I’ve never really had friends before this year -now I’m in a group of friends -I’ve got a crush on one of our friends -We’re walking together at grad I think she likes me too, and if I didn’t have social anxiety I would have told her months ago, but I’ve got no idea what I’m supposed to do, I’ve never had a girlfriend or my first kiss, and the last time a girl told me she liked me (in grade 9) I ran away. So yeah, I’ve got no idea what to do, advice is appreciated",2.2591366906474803,2.967351352517987,3.838194244604317,92.30203956834535,75.0431654676259,7.286618705035972,23.25251798561151,7.554174236665415,0.6272814388489207,494,13,122,6,10,165,87,139,0.108,0.7559999999999999,0.136,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,6,1,9,1,0,0,2,13,23,7,0,2,4,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,11,0,13,7,14,11,2,24,0,0,0,1,14,8,0,3,14,66,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429879196229993,0.12970903043829854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193886887866432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747794563062082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451251442381292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315082319504197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446468674382087,0.0,0.0,0.4522039312597818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831603482821874,0.0,0.4681205729575757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33036813031825274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192750913571261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297483072707862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167958913258291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257110206293151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915417771215516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832521770332226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709788702055368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374008149034256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916076901779934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375969139292338,0.0,0.0,0.17064755077942542,0.0,0.0,0.2796412260241842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394568010482756,0.0,0.0,0.18845808997155308 socialanxiety,gostargo,2018/04/18,"Rejected all the time Last week I met up with people who also have social anxiety and I thought I will finally be able to make some friends, but they ditched me already. I called them out several times after our first meeting but they keep making excuses they are busy... It sucks because I know they do hang out together, just no place for me I guess. I feel terrible and I don't know how to deal with rejection. It breaks me into million pieces, every time. I'm starting to be less and less interested in meeting other people and more afraid to deal with my SA. Like it confirms that there is no place for me in this world and pushes me one step closer to the edge :\(",3.3386363636363647,5.163904681818185,4.197575757575759,86.34136363636364,74.15151515151516,7.527272727272727,26.393939393939394,8.296473431620573,1.716475757575758,526,19,105,9,11,169,90,132,0.149,0.794,0.056,-0.9222,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,5,1,5,8,1,1,2,0,8,0,0,3,1,25,20,9,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,5,0,3,2,1,20,3,17,15,6,23,0,2,0,0,16,10,1,2,10,76,27,0,0.17571041349677216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939008106099087,0.1405155541909448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441798538447966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711143718253753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941997778216506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36229944179361295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480436016990236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884446457116994,0.0,0.0,0.19248216932855475,0.0,0.14945918795864804,0.0,0.0,0.1357534295990799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356483023387294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561794889217577,0.0,0.0,0.19313169606705602,0.14322743875635593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858432325587129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457613084563397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906592360665635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24363095342867425,0.0,0.3671599680979826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850275327059447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911463882581566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436873504955034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949444127279012,0.30737446540704794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094429501835345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,anonventing,2018/04/18,"Accidentally ended up going hikikomori. Help. For people who don't know, hikikomori are basically modern hermits who withdraw from society and social interactions into their living spaces for at least 6 months at a time. The term was coined in Japan when a good number of young adults started to withdraw from society, and it can be used either to describe the person or the phenomenon themselves. [Wikipedia here](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hikikomori). There are 5 criteria for identifying a hikikomori and they are: * spending most of the day and nearly every day confined to home * marked and persistent avoidance of social situations * social withdrawal symptoms causing significant functional impairment * duration of at least six months * no apparent physical pathology to account for the social withdrawal symptoms For the record, I am not Japanese. But I *definitely* fit the criteria. I think I've left my house less than 10 times in the past 6 or 7 months, and when I have gone out I haven't spoken to anyone outside of cashier exchanges (""Yes I found everything I was looking for. You have a nice day too"" type of thing). I didn't mean to isolate myself so much, it just sort of happened. I've always been a little withdrawn before, but realizing I fit the criteria has been really alarming. Especially since I'm pretty sure it's just making my social anxiety worse. I would love to go out and socialize and meet new people, but the thought of actually doing that is paralyzingly terrifying and just makes me want to stay in my house more. I know this isn't healthy but I don't know what to do. How do I snap myself out of this?",6.5647703842549205,8.654051707903783,6.8023133395813815,69.85261715089034,66.2852233676976,9.826991565135897,33.84582942830366,10.125756701596842,3.901548453608248,1321,60,205,33,22,425,174,291,0.07400000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.109,0.7240000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,2,1,9,6,0,2,15,1,23,4,0,5,1,44,42,19,0,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,10,13,0,2,8,0,4,3,7,2,0,1,8,1,22,4,39,32,8,38,0,0,1,1,17,17,0,4,17,143,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.09990708069377424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851874825498752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831961169348604,0.0,0.0,0.0715857378516881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711694050815365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105171376739708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807784722922148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067735642212572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625867561999191,0.0,0.09201159314927557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225322742846802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636862603669525,0.08587060062465007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053336178662516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862244789474903,0.0,0.10269442798220564,0.0,0.0,0.23626311069860675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168794370021365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123502186759117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026105974832374,0.09040248294069032,0.0,0.0859725278973057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240099381412856,0.0,0.13667747978695505,0.0,0.0,0.11152068308584022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24515368828540235,0.0,0.07526030347874664,0.0,0.0,0.0988782217719664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977322861637216,0.14195333767627438,0.08939334468345962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104156191619561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558657288557526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846889201688306,0.11507822220852088,0.0,0.6261746411984223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246434327988006,0.1091223320134526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649094281555964,0.2128218453666898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801602102296743,0.06560029323107153,0.0,0.08127744544478327,0.11939597074163788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884225362290073,0.0,0.0,0.06038575353080052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433289009014113,0.07272706419652858,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,thwikehu1990,2018/04/18,"When Did Your Social Anxiety Disorder Manifest Itself? I'm just curious. I was always shy, my social anxiety didn't really come on until I was 18. Now I've had it for 10 years. But it seems like I had my SAD manifest itself much later in life than most.",1.7948076923076923,3.8560027115384656,5.031384615384617,77.51361538461539,79.57692307692308,9.544615384615383,21.93846153846154,9.888512548439397,2.57561076923077,199,6,38,7,5,73,39,52,0.214,0.7,0.086,-0.7297,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,5,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,0,6,1,5,3,2,8,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,6,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23844764104428084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384476708742272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468530699224302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32843190461567234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024115453765221,0.14000271343163606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066054884621205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358288237462564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608808632324542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5842402412744754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454048051664335 socialanxiety,Darthsnow3,2018/04/18,"I'm going to a bar on Saturday and I'm starting to get anxious I'm going to be meeting up with friends and family and I'm not sure what to do. I never do well in crowded places as I can't get myself comfortable enough to just let loose and have fun(I just sit at the bar and basically wait until I get to go home). What can I do to relax myself so that I can socialize? There's no way to get out of going. Edit: I'm going to drink quite a few but it's not going to make me any more able to loosen up and have fun. It never does.",0.077795454545452,1.5275208250000034,3.119545454545456,92.12727272727275,82.41666666666666,6.03030303030303,18.409090909090907,6.980632752743323,0.030249999999999663,409,9,99,5,11,147,71,120,0.083,0.843,0.07400000000000001,0.4517,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,10,3,0,1,3,18,28,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,8,3,1,0,4,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,0,8,6,21,26,3,20,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,5,67,13,1,0.17155156263061774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666094534256682,0.0,0.0,0.19380443556167498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012592852363346,0.0,0.0,0.1680552210160058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725862282072907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172354555005916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254031173636466,0.0,0.3585144437794599,0.0,0.5849802387017538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208020477795316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754230957637786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451200017565273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646222818382041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923487006014518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824662035569012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487521410421053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142507900099835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168531755000726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616964534822198,0.0,0.0,0.15424545731935346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Chikiwon,2018/04/18,"I'm a creep. I don't know if you guys can relate to me, but because I don't rly talk , people see me as a ''creep''. Maybe I'm one, I dont know... but I think it might be the case for alot of people with social anxiety.. people dont view you as someone with social ''anxiety'' but view you as a creep.. 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It's so annoying. I'm 26 but when I meet other adults I suddenly feel so small like a little kid that has nothing worthwhile to say. I feel tiny, so tiny. All I wanna do is run away. Maybe it's cause everyone but me seems so put together, while I'm focusing all my energy on simply surviving the social situation. I would kill for any little bit of feeling self-assured and confident.",2.142409356725146,4.234769673684212,4.30140350877193,83.02426900584798,78.57894736842105,8.432748538011698,24.239766081871338,9.150863307647796,2.119994152046784,369,13,75,10,9,127,70,95,0.114,0.7240000000000001,0.162,0.4127,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,2,16,15,9,1,2,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,5,9,2,7,14,3,12,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,7,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230112903054325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699519538605724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748484900682112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858236882313237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582979129970674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728479885438096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365853341427852,0.1292277337723612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001278006019585,0.0,0.09941232225722883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674727188780065,0.3625982708802161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074536903245207,0.0,0.1817281518075459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356867464329906,0.0,0.18981345215974985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818442455859379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438508566271834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467531140596936,0.1887075477890897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033277527479341,0.0,0.3687888121638359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632249398481066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849894830874406,0.0,0.0,0.11648712258747608 socialanxiety,meadhd,2018/04/18,"telephone phobia while searching for jobs Does anyone have a problem with/fear for calling people or receiving calls? I used to be very shy but I tried to get over that and now I am okay with talking to strangers and even public speaking. I still hate making/receiving phone calls, though. How bad is it? I don't mind calling my mother. But calling a friend gets already problematic... I don't mind calling to complain about a service, or ask information about a service. But when my doctor calls and asks me to call back, I don't do it... The problem: I am looking for a job. I had an informational interview with someone (call her X). X referred me to a number of people and gave me their telephone numbers. I looked these people up and most have a direct email address posted on their website. I am now considering sending these people an email instead of calling them, while mentioning that they can call me if they prefer calling over email (but so far my experience is that people just email me back). Is it okay to contact these referrals by email instead of phone? Would this be weird if it ever gets back to X if she finds out I didn't use the contact information that she gave to me (the phone numbers)? Would the people I am about to contact think it is strange to get an email instead of a phone call? And what can I even put in the email? Questions about their job, or should I just ask for a meeting? Anyone any experience? My rational reason for not wanting to call is that calling out of the blue is rude and assumes that they have time to talk to me. Also, if it was me, I'd prefer to receive an email because then I could read something about the person who contacted me and look at their resume and questions before I write back/meet with them/call them. But the real reason is, of course, that I am really not feeling like making the calls and I am putting it off which is probably even worse than sending a quick email. Any thoughts? 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He was really excited because he was put in for an event that he had really been working hard on (butterfly stroke) and wanted me to be there. I said yes but the minute I got there I just felt a wave of anxiety and nervousness. The crowd and tons of excited teenagers was just too much, combined with other people from my school shouting out to me and exclaiming things like ""WOAH YOU CAME OUT what are you doing here?"" (I don't go out much as you can tell) and I felt my chest tightening up and my breaths start to get shallow. I quickly ran over to him and told him I had to go. He looked really disappointed but said ""alright."" I just feel so bad and stupid because my friend had been looking forward to me coming to see him all week, and I totally blew it. I fucked up so bad.",3.111102484472049,4.380899706521742,4.093322981366462,89.12434782608698,73.67391304347827,7.86583850931677,25.099378881987576,8.418075326091056,1.3983552795031051,702,22,154,12,14,227,115,184,0.16699999999999998,0.7509999999999999,0.081,-0.9714,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,1,10,12,2,1,6,2,14,4,2,0,2,27,35,14,0,1,5,0,5,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,5,16,0,0,3,1,0,9,1,6,0,1,16,12,27,6,26,17,6,25,0,1,4,1,20,10,1,0,9,106,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431516672720644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969886516256308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24953916543497776,0.1821848730270625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709105420009802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574450883868444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755573724095954,0.0,0.2869565484639917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309017784193148,0.1381475917854031,0.07807211780815533,0.0,0.16985144077657832,0.0,0.11951452136810088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386183267513616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498926054777328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218071264385582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280447230367,0.0,0.07300498824084213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509706993697292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196996117341229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012590753364715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359742032081858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022055920719984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871901374009568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842883412628847,0.0,0.0,0.1512332884537587,0.11907805670330468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057688273051791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061026386996594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992760640054141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164418200387374,0.14278879935532401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329715304817612,0.08813893906723222,0.0,0.11986543718971708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878836683833372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,An_Olympic_Walnut,2018/04/18,"If You Do Something Slightly Bad, Doesn’t it Feel 10x Worse? Whenever I do something that may hurt a friend in any way, it feels 20x worse than it really is. An example would be this: suppose you’re walking with friends and you suddenly stop to avoid bumping into someone, but you ACCIDENTALLY hit your friend in the nose. However, that simple action feels like that friend now wants you to die and you made a mistake worse than Chernobyl. Does anybody else ever feel like this?",5.1430979133226336,7.109219842696634,4.880930979133229,82.71426966292137,69.67415730337079,7.782343499197433,30.69181380417336,8.418075326091056,2.351839807383627,382,16,69,6,7,117,64,89,0.248,0.586,0.166,-0.8183,1,1,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,6,0,0,2,10,0,1,4,0,7,1,1,1,1,18,14,4,1,4,2,0,4,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,5,7,6,8,9,0,10,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,2,6,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999158061704284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504962413955635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786491017118654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415434113055364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351164977236028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630685989550385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32713084463840425,0.2311001317340493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998525715885505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731504770112749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804006084660072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304624247900794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361745565398477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704530858349087,0.24903712511170814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522536679027924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540090087534228,0.12838499190909736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944933758481949,0.11489841621051802,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Ceilingeater,2018/04/18,"I just need a bit of an oomph now The last few years I have been improving social anxiety a lot just by throwing myself into scary situations like doing a job interview and stuff like that. I can talk to people fairly well, sometimes I can't think of stuff to say or I start panicking or something but it's a heck of a lot better than it was a few years ago. My big problem is that I'm too afraid to initiate conversations with people a lot of the time, especially girls. I feel like people don't start conversations with me very much because they think I'm gonna be awkward or something, since I was really quiet the last 5 years or so. But I bet if I was man enough to start talking to them they would think I was alright. It's a bit of a roadblock but it probably just has the same solution for me as everything else with this does; I just gotta force myself into it. Maybe after a few times I will be good and then I can just start talking to people can you imagine that? Me? Just talking to people? Oh what next? Next year I'm off to college and that's gonna be a big change. I gotta prepare myself I don't want to not have any friends in college that would be awful. Don't worry guys everything will be okay for all of us we won't die alone just keep going you're in the belly of the beast now",3.000454545454545,3.9632020909090926,4.490318181818182,87.35947727272728,73.54545454545455,7.536363636363636,24.65909090909091,7.908726449838941,1.1485454545454543,1025,30,225,14,20,343,142,275,0.073,0.7909999999999999,0.135,0.9484,1,1,2,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,3,1,12,12,0,2,18,3,27,0,0,0,1,42,46,14,1,6,16,0,1,3,1,9,0,2,0,3,14,9,0,1,5,0,1,2,6,3,1,0,5,3,28,9,30,27,12,28,0,0,0,0,19,7,1,9,22,152,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736220195475185,0.0,0.0,0.10207225363893097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702012055213283,0.0,0.0753935638599677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007762247184364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871630313946009,0.21519095287584974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425709686046347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022835243664338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624529655670123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232924661339684,0.0,0.0,0.10183265903997103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714801628757926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983187922428533,0.07040701934430557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614259977496747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601052692096011,0.08266244522796577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758398520222984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779966850030633,0.08759935091988988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066937797780384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444556397752698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513613381560769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901077056924544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724485524602947,0.07307656511521794,0.0,0.0,0.2096266597989779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416247794714833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625791415052266,0.09430289752831868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313623579439058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837412101558648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152491276347182,0.11077885994793922,0.0,0.10046342326841937,0.0,0.1517434157533793,0.0974724565487451,0.0,0.2790282012134467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22564157299769336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168559874062479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944833062907346,0.0,0.0,0.11493529589959894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854836449674393,0.0,0.0,0.08131739687938994,0.058129720852986975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861190961385086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000864022732117,0.0,0.14001991175104328,0.0,0.0,0.25386225863331 socialanxiety,kraustnic,2018/04/19,"getting up and facing anxiety I'm having trouble getting to my graduate internship. My supervisor does not like me\- thus, I have taken days off to avoid her, mixed in with sickness. The anxiety of seeing her sometimes overcomes me, and I don't get up to leave. How do i get myself going, and holding myself accountable when the anxiety is strong",4.362395833333332,6.965991281250003,5.716875000000003,73.07395833333338,73.6875,8.641666666666666,32.541666666666664,9.2995712137729,3.665029166666667,278,14,43,7,6,93,47,64,0.197,0.754,0.049,-0.7193,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,5,2,1,2,0,9,13,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,11,2,9,12,0,7,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,33,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6109203162332684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167515184329066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23295093616529344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5563081349672196,0.0,0.15128598546554856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818643657738905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005049046884015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121246787582867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632758064485638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Weganos,2018/04/19,"I'm losing my friends and make people feel weird! I'm a 28 year old Belgian guy and lately I make everyone feel uncomfortable! I don't know what to say, respond or how long to maintain eye contact.I feel I freak people out with my eye contact and nervousness. I try to act normal but it's impossible! I'm too self-aware but can't snap out of it, I have a lot of friends but It feels like I'm disconnecting from everyone including myself. When I look people in the eyes my mind goes blank. 1,5 year ago went travelling by myself for 2 year. I came back like a different person, more confident and at peace with myself but I started spiraling down very fast! Now I constantly feel depressed, lonely and misunderstood, I avoid people because the confrontation is just too painful. When I hang out with friends they soon realized that I became “weird” and that being around me is uncomfortable. Occasionally someone tells me they love me and that I’m I good guy but I just can’t feel it myself. The last weeks they started avoiding/ignoring me. My confidence was already completely broken but I made it worse by taking XTC on my B-day last Sunday. Now my mask fell off completely, I made a complete fool out of myself for everyone to see... Now my only feelings are shame, self-doubt and self-destructive thoughts! Tomorrow I have a date with an old friend, but I feel like making an excuse because I can’t bare the social pressure/shame anymore! I’m going to a psychologist but I feel like I’m trying to repairing a sinking ship with duct tape or swimming against a stream that will eventually take me down. I just want the pain to stop! 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I probably wouldn't be able to enjoy it as I would mess everything up. I have issues buying food - how could I cope with something like dancing? That feels like the SA equivalent of jumping from a cliff. Even if nothing bad happened I'd spend the following week trying to reframe the situation in my head to make it seem like a disaster. Now I'll feel bad about declining the invite... I'm so sick to my bones of SA ruining everything I ever do. Sorry for the rant, I'm just so angry at myself I had to write it out.",3.368437499999999,4.855857718750002,5.350437500000002,79.50081250000002,73.375,8.870000000000003,29.20625,9.3871,2.72906625,500,21,97,12,10,173,89,128,0.149,0.696,0.154,-0.0727,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,8,0,10,4,2,2,1,16,20,5,0,4,2,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,4,2,2,6,2,4,0,0,2,2,12,6,19,13,0,13,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,6,61,16,0,0.3654896320434172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305168576244124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590686551231755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070122747493099,0.16530314842979946,0.0,0.0,0.3284785143731033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480253969584925,0.1305529330800494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209757569186892,0.0,0.1411881915402559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077161806021497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616006372839739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754890311897168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073810933290586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267839658933002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198358373124288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753485796277727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702982010189007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636401709087248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054128299160442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406858874774344,0.0,0.20456785999785174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407173439396887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658686841523813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298166740969048,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,itsmekiwitree,2018/04/19,"I'm talented at singing, but too scared to make a Youtube channel So, I'm a 21 y/o guy who has a disdain for taking pictures and being on video. The reason why is because of how I was verbally assaulted every day by my peers in middle and high school due a birth defect called binder syndrome. Although I've gotten it somewhat corrected, I still hate the way I look in pictures and I hate listening to myself on video. I sound ridiculous and the voice I hear on video/recording doesn't sound like the one that I hear daily. The amount of ""cringe"" and embarrassment I feel seems unbearable. I absolutely loathe being in pictures or video and will be really upset if someone sneaks one of me. Idk how it would be possible for me to even post a song cover knowing that people will watch it. Also, a very big problem is that I don't use social media(for obvious reasons) and would be scared to use social media to boost my subscribers and viewer base. I envy those singers and youtubers who can freely post their material and not care so much. I know I will look like a fool on video trying to sing. My low self esteem and relentless anxiety is a blockade. I'm too scared to face the reality of how I'll look and sound on video. I'm scared of how I'll react. I'm scared that I'll feel hopeless and helpless to do anything about it. Idk how to come to terms with how I look, from all angles and perceptions, and the flaws that come with it. It just sucks so much. 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I'm a college student, and nothing works me up more like presentations. I hate the feeling of everyone looking at me and analyzing every word that comes out of my mouth, though I know logically that isn't the case.... It feels that way. I haven't really had to do any formal presentations until today. Two in a row. I've been dreading this every second of every day. I've practiced my presentations literally dozens of times, but nothing could keep my mind at bay. I lost sleep because of it, and I actually had my first panic attack in months last night. I debated not showing up, although I know that's not the solution. I did it. I'll be honest, they weren't that good. I went right into slug brain and forgot to breathe. I had clear and visible symptoms of social anxiety (tomato face, stuttering, dry mouth, fidgeting). But I did it... Guys, I fucking did it. So I guess I wanted to tell someone. Maybe people on this subreddit can understand what I went through. If you are a student like me, or have overcome the fear of public speaking to some extent please comment. 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Any tips? I’ve realized my social anxiety for a while now and have been working on myself with the help of friends, but physically I cannot get over it. Even if I feel okay in a situation, I still cannot stop my body from reacting. Even when I feel ok in uncomfortable situations, I can stop my heart from racing and being short of breath I have my close group of friends who I am very close and personal with, but outside of them I have a hard time having normal conversation with anyone, or with women especially. Any tips for helping myself with this anxiety physically?",6.048646616541356,6.520768877192985,7.012305764411027,73.79447368421054,66.36842105263158,10.724812030075187,31.19799498746867,10.608840637214634,3.237357393483709,468,17,90,12,7,157,72,114,0.07200000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.179,0.9122,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,5,2,10,3,3,1,0,21,13,9,0,2,4,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,15,4,18,11,0,15,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,8,64,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522191271360793,0.0,0.2837311946290458,0.0,0.0,0.1296680772534427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059885766305425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24497052108975076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187534026766232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28655006727681825,0.0,0.0968878228808792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612309104523476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197542710690454,0.24860094040999905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791047949519463,0.0,0.0,0.18169759709552732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619241970848126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41689789769126334,0.0,0.18903872984048847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480973263148347,0.3100821334430003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813498905293044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301227969251371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500681566795625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,gogauguin,2018/04/19,"My Stutter Came back I’m almost finished with my first year of graduate school. There’s so much pressure and critical feedback that we have to deal with everyday. I feel like my anxiety is backsliding. My stutter came back, and I haven’t stuttered this much since high school. I started therapy again last week which I’m hoping will help, but I’d really love to hear from people with SA that are in similar situations to feel like there’s some hope. 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You have to get over this before summer’s over. (Him not understanding what sa is) me: well shit",-0.718,1.0171638666666674,0.9133333333333342,97.42000000000004,110.33333333333334,3.333333333333334,11.666666666666668,5.46131890053228,-1.2543333333333329,116,2,25,1,6,37,27,30,0.11,0.736,0.153,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,4,1,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,1,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588882143454434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203531248004967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373214276985554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329324108603281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299330255349271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390688918427946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792144957764567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,underneaththeleaf,2018/04/19,"Therapeutic effects of writing I have recently begun keeping a diary and it has helped. Every time the crowd in class just gets too much, I retreat to some place quiet and write down what I'm feeling. Not only does this give me something to do but it also offers some respite, albeit temporary. 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I even had one say hi to me a few weeks ago. I'll come off like I'm not interested but am. I can socialize but it usually has to be premeditated. And in those cases I'm not that anxious, it's just when it's spontaneous or on the spot I really can't think of shit to say.",3.5397163120567363,3.703295595744685,5.83489361702128,81.13333333333334,71.76595744680851,9.670921985815603,27.368794326241137,9.725611199111238,2.1608496453900705,342,11,79,8,6,122,65,94,0.059,0.8540000000000001,0.087,0.5372,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,6,2,1,0,0,17,13,8,0,0,10,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,2,4,6,2,11,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,2,5,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201246106324376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564763594109566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556401659103084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994946718911506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186124547024857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476833061005113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109141279099239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538396526667322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454395761244625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7221652539917154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23304038015753545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23142586047978395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547000127316995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25003862464509663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821076991147512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Khysiel,2018/04/19,"Therapy success rate So, I've always been introvert and quiet. I don't consider myself shy tho, since I don't have trouble talking with people when they come to me. However, reading some of the posts here I've realized that I can relate to many of them: For example, sometimes when I'm working and I look around and see everyone getting alone I think: ""I wish I could be like that when interacting with other people"". I also feel nervous talking to a crowd, during my last presentation I started to see little white dots and it only stopped when the presentation finished. Everytime I have to do something new, I become nervous (escalates if someone is watching) and that feeling only disappears when I can do it without failing. Also I'm awfull when meeting new people since I'm always waiting that they come talk to me first (which is rare when I'm the new guy). So that said my question (for those who had/have therapist) is: Did therapy ever work for you? I'm thinking of start doing it because I really want to become a more sociable person and I wanted to know if someone feels like it changed his/her life in a good way.",7.107777777777778,6.9459512592592585,7.764259259259258,71.45666666666669,64.18518518518519,10.348148148148148,37.444444444444436,9.928628108626363,3.863211111111111,896,42,153,17,12,299,126,216,0.05,0.821,0.129,0.9412,1,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,3,5,15,9,0,2,6,0,16,1,0,0,1,30,40,20,0,6,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,13,11,0,2,8,1,0,3,3,5,0,1,3,10,23,4,19,35,2,27,0,1,5,0,15,3,0,4,21,102,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389901776799105,0.0,0.1758909774713297,0.18301294198990564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789941962135848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670386118208455,0.2429134091872104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633701132684685,0.1894642629630972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780461209054889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947701072366366,0.0,0.10508405811413601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681718767345236,0.07856484070250551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935431056493385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057456432170356835,0.0,0.0,0.0922402610122704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088907089652122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043836747739804,0.0896427955916425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767728850209375,0.10745465276771267,0.11022198780058208,0.0,0.0,0.09234974898796444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149551365500293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186382621641005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727907309517387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287246069709647,0.09602431316865816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053238788080084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319509711607975,0.0,0.11000291081264077,0.0,0.07045161624418779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460964973905154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526872537936056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194185307649585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863597871121649,0.08466270406945244,0.10876625786677918,0.0,0.15567912392824582,0.0,0.0,0.0919424781033206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651767580282497,0.0,0.0,0.25152776374094005,0.12768730392923758,0.0,0.14093270865927804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973002696116562,0.0872915680510154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646369575324895,0.10601019269666688,0.0,0.1601235266995073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,loxeo,2018/04/19,"Eye contact and school hallways I have some troubles with anxiety, more recently I became more self conscious than ever and I'm starting to realize some things - and especially in school. However that may just be because I don't go out often. How should I make eye contact with my teachers? I'd like to signal off that I'm giving them my complete attention, but for the past couple weeks I have not even seen a couple of my teachers' faces. This also happens in conversations, I just now find it generally hard to look into someone's eyes. Also in the hallway when I'm walking, should I only face directly forward and nowhere else? Most of the time I find myself looking to the opposite side or just peering over there and sometimes someone else is too and we make some weird eye contact. The second part of that is that there's someone that likes me and after we pass by each other she'll probably notice me and looks at me anyway. Is that a situation where eye contact would be good? How should I make it not seem awkward?",4.71783417935702,6.3910171624365475,5.405096446700507,79.70263620981389,70.26903553299493,7.689881556683588,31.40744500846024,8.238735603445708,2.4628730287648057,819,36,145,12,15,265,121,197,0.037000000000000005,0.8909999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.8237,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,1,0,17,6,0,1,7,0,14,7,7,5,1,45,29,15,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,15,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,1,10,20,3,21,20,8,23,0,0,9,0,11,11,0,8,12,110,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156931172852432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316663679588954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220869182713178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413969187888525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984374634862441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253144976358773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890729861692089,0.12198753369655928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24651705721218145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936887942302674,0.07664338163312764,0.11311318933447895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925521911299833,0.0,0.1208070238429804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177042595063884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397423596040444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27005795120402304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353767323800924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256621815171084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603897236709767,0.12873801404103746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540062937224413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331568263874542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729686740271125,0.0,0.1227704150437662,0.1406871726317445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158697670982674,0.0,0.0,0.34279635030218525,0.0,0.13337883245637328,0.0,0.09545377488675454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959421510719362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863726901891475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817561988464457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957998444445638,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SheHateMe_,2018/04/19,"I thought I was ok with myself but I’m not I thought I had come to terms with who I was. Like the fact that I wasn’t an extrovert. I hate crowded places and events. I hate going to theme parks, concerts, festivals. I would much rather prefer to do something quieter and with a smaller group/one person. I’m an introvert, quiet, reserved, a little shy. I thought I had accepted this part of myself. But I recently started working full-time with a large corporation. It’s a huge building. Every time I go for lunch, or even just sitting at my desk, I hear the hustle and bustle around me. I observe people when I’m bored, and everyone is so bubbly and outgoing. And I find myself comparing myself to them. Like why am I not like that? Why am I not an extrovert? Why don’t I have bundles of energy like they do? Why can’t I just easily approach my manager without getting nervous and clamming up? Why does it take me hours to prepare myself to talk to him, but that woman across from me can easily approach him to ask for help on something? It’s made me realise I’m actually *not* happy with the way I am. But I can’t help it. I don’t choose to be this way. I feel like social anxiety is a prison I can’t escape.",1.6977361673414286,3.772494676113361,3.758972672064779,86.44320934547909,79.97165991902834,6.707759784075574,25.27142375168691,7.793537801064563,1.5134589743589744,943,37,191,16,24,321,131,247,0.115,0.703,0.182,0.9439,0,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,1,7,13,2,1,11,1,21,1,0,1,1,38,40,14,0,3,13,0,1,5,0,1,0,3,0,2,10,14,1,0,8,1,0,5,11,4,0,0,9,4,40,9,25,29,3,23,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,1,12,131,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.11845285656969813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092858100407903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805711397240607,0.11347725432698925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456119932009678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622358192598863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017270457014357,0.0,0.10227089471691203,0.11598720491132335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613751812172945,0.08671644815514755,0.0,0.0,0.1109423858420359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341790649518375,0.0,0.13797016260927011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921506960885246,0.0,0.2396822946419418,0.0,0.0,0.13680810763547402,0.0,0.16272169943295767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953836765068072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965094100121931,0.12165822784340813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485607084416602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923089205943999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144657983142893,0.0,0.08415208527059623,0.10598745316692336,0.1268199976583696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985163361627173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373526555273973,0.0,0.18689400812033052,0.0,0.0,0.0859159170835816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912653398402361,0.0975635173184769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890949926902125,0.07077973702688932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926972591706918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5476489690246616,0.0,0.0,0.1170094319125189,0.0,0.08836868615336219,0.0,0.0,0.08622740694837916,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,whoticktock,2018/04/19,"Anybody else got constant sweaty palms? I have palm hyperhidrosis and GOD does it not go well with social anxiety. It just makes me even anxious and the worst part is when you meet new people and they offer their hand for a shake and my hands are literally glistening with sweat. My palm hyperhidrosis isn't quite linked to SA though, it's a separate problem by itself, my palms just sweat easily but it goes overdrive when I'm anxious. And when I sweat, I get even more anxious. A never-ending cycle. 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What are your stories of building up your confidence? You what’s up people. I try not to think about my social anxiety as a thing anymore. Kind of look past it and it kinda works. But I tell you what it’s really hard to build relationships with people. I seem to not have the time of day to want to get to know anyone and it shows, I am a complete lone wolf and always have been after finishing primary school. I seem to be stuck in these ways. I’m wondering have many of you overcome your SA to a significant point. I think if I managed to get a gf I think it would eventually fade away tbh, but ohwell it will happen with time and life’s experiences. As long as I get out of my comfort zone when I can. Peace out. P.s where are all the shy girls at? 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I get social anxiety from time to time but I dont suppose that it is the same for those who has got social anxiety for extended periods. 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I never understood why they have a man who is incredibly good looking and independent, just to have the cheek to say ""oh that character is anxious/shy"". unrealistic",6.907258064516133,7.990978274193552,7.96467741935484,65.56701612903228,64.64516129032258,10.716129032258065,34.854838709677416,10.686352973137794,4.143696774193549,271,12,43,7,4,92,47,62,0.108,0.843,0.05,-0.4033,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,10,1,1,3,1,12,15,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,2,1,5,9,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,1,33,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783985730369026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619782461297093,0.2672770250025808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754104383274074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843873543362314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867427960060047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386522499862832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247120101800204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26928886625556026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814422223011049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482343211980703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788468374154304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878243936343005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348381286229595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,throwawaytrash13,2018/04/19,"Having an extroverted sibiling Sorry for the long incoherent rambling. Lets just say me and my sister are complete opposites. Shes the oldest while im the youngest of my family. Shes known for being the loudest family member. When she was in highschool she was one of the most popular people in school, she was super outgoing, nice and could make friends easily. She was even homecoming queen. She had so many fucking friends. On her birthday she would throw huge partys at our house and there would be so many people over. She had two serious boyfriends in highschool and a couple not so serious. After school she would go hang out with friends. She also participated in clubs like theatre and yearbook. Me on the other hand...cryed in the car most mornings before i had to go to school. Not wanted to ever get out of bed to go to school (my mom even threw ice cubes on me to try and get me up). Me being the loser with absoloty no friends and sitting in my car for lunch. Me sitting alone in every classroom wanting to die every moment i was there. Me getting called to the principals office because ive missed so many days of school. I absoluly hated fucking highschool. I dont understand how anyone fucking does it. If anyone reading this is in HS best of luck goes out to you. I luckily have a program at my school for sophmores and seniors where we can take classes at our community college which isnt too bad. I mean it still sucks but anyways back to my ramblings. I know my sister is the favorite child. My brother is kinda quiet but has friends and can have normal converstaions so i cant relate to him either. I dont get why i couldnt be more like her? It sucks having to live up to this impossible standard that is my sister. Shes basically perfect. She now is married with a baby so yeah my parents obviously love her the most. Im just a fucking disapointing loser whos failing college and probably wont pass highschool. TL;DR: my sister is super outgoing and is the complete oposite of me in highschool. Its hard to live up to that expectation. 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So I'm 17 and I've had some pretty bad anxiety through my high school career. I ruined a lot of good relationships I had with people because of it and was too crippled with fear to talk to anyone new so I would retreat to my small friend group. I graduated from my high school early a few months back so I've been getting ready for college and to find a job. I have an appointment tomorrow at a college to take an assessment test and I'm losing my mind. I keep thinking about the test itself and all the people I'm going to have to talk to. I need to do this, but at the same time I'm scared for some stupid reason. Besides the appointment tomorrow, I'm scared of when I have to actually start college in August. I want to get to work and meet new people, but I'm afraid that I'm just going to retreat away from everyone again. My heart is pounding like crazy right now because I don't want to back down and let this opportunity slip by however I'm incredibly scared over something so dumb like talking with people. Anyway I just wanted to put my thoughts out there. It felt good to type it atleast.",3.35023923444976,4.861099826446285,4.493070900391476,85.53520443671165,73.46280991735537,7.408786428882122,25.959982601130925,8.032893268588372,1.4676578512396694,946,32,194,14,19,310,130,242,0.142,0.742,0.115,-0.8714,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,17,17,2,6,10,0,13,1,1,1,1,36,36,14,0,6,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,11,0,1,6,1,19,6,37,28,7,31,0,2,0,0,8,11,1,5,18,120,27,13,0.0,0.0,0.10709302115931996,0.0,0.0,0.10723927282778717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395284672553639,0.0,0.0,0.07673463067101807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031068565663253,0.1687706875942914,0.09163055046655973,0.13379623333315896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486382979265614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469820414555239,0.0,0.0,0.10537017886513284,0.0,0.1003028176653188,0.0933470641039997,0.0,0.0,0.08478691921321845,0.0,0.11467203744761148,0.0,0.12473858353070055,0.18409389976765134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004559939531518,0.0,0.2318983248718283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890267231118532,0.09754433275887243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221932145626123,0.0,0.10722945630843117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227739833026405,0.0,0.09329929866046033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080881859277382,0.0,0.08759555693990623,0.0,0.0,0.16274560735028767,0.0,0.2119803205716329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043270144585193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510314788594556,0.11164775464891473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032170046378413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030396833765044,0.11283374849709756,0.0,0.11782256392412192,0.0,0.09371964564051956,0.0,0.0,0.3296146901822776,0.22213089389363655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448527349107764,0.0,0.0,0.07767643088236104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251283467251752,0.2646210178582936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031867553598255,0.0,0.08712342633124359,0.1279836737514498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418722083624512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989397512313147,0.0,0.0,0.0779580483261924,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Pickabo,2018/04/19,"Questions when the answer is social anxiety ""Why aren't you friend with anyone?"" ""Why don't you work part-time?"" Me.exe stops working ._.",2.3724999999999987,5.237324583333336,1.9916666666666671,91.47,94.83333333333334,4.066666666666666,18.5,5.985473137389443,0.10319999999999974,106,3,18,1,4,31,21,24,0.249,0.7509999999999999,0.0,-0.6472,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,8,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284476554830858,0.0,0.0,0.20880586132432385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307172855402635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233822666181153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345288529265996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044110442915614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496642517043668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5389260493240294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43480577528889625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,girlnextdoorr,2018/04/19,Damn you're hot!!!!! How are you afraid to kiss a girl? Please...don't be :),-2.6020000000000003,-1.3347765333333328,-1.84,117.16000000000004,114.33333333333334,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-3.309,52,0,15,0,3,15,14,15,0.332,0.522,0.146,-0.5496,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,655555501,2018/04/19,"I have crooked teeth and I'm afraid of being judged when you're talking to someone that has crooked/misaligned teeth, do you judge them? Do they seem repelling to you?",6.440312500000001,7.15561240625,4.293749999999998,92.77625,65.5625,6.4,34.75,3.1291,1.4730124999999998,135,6,27,0,2,37,25,32,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.614786351796273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5721968047329888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427969770534716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,verdommeu,2018/04/19,"How to lose weight with social anxiety: 1. Have roommates 2. Starve because you're too nervous to ever leave your room",2.5753030303030333,5.5548325909090925,2.824545454545458,87.87348484848488,86.72727272727272,4.751515151515153,25.51515151515152,6.42735559955562,1.2106787878787881,95,4,16,1,3,29,21,22,0.398,0.602,0.0,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29621255106041744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236037997183452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35025120209468874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099966589113936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43318596350661004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39470911535463454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715142191593336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,airbenderoftheshire,2018/04/19,"Making Friends in College Hey everyone! So I’m a sophomore music student, and I’ve had an incredibly difficult time making friends in college as my social anxiety is much worse than it was in high school. Aside from music I don’t really share interests with any people I’ve met so far. It also seems like everyone around me likes drinking, smoking, etc. and I’m not trying to be snobbish or anything, but I’m just genuinely not interested in doing those things. There are some pretty horrible people in my studio, and those are the people I come in contact with the most since we all play the same instrument. They are all malicious towards each other and are just generally jaded and competitive. I have one friend in studio, and a few people I don’t mind talking to, but I’m as close to them as I would like to get. I got back from residential treatment in December, and I’m currently a part time student (I’ll be back to full time next fall). I also commute since the city where I study is only 30 minutes away, and I had a ton of anxiety in the dorm, so I’m not on campus too much which is isolating. Aside from clubs is there any other advice on how to make friends? I’m interested in video games, books, cartoons, fandom type things, etc. I’ve casually mentioned my interests to people in studio to see if we share any common ground, but I’ve had no luck. Everything on the internet is incredibly canned and generic, so I’m turning to Reddit for some first hand experiences! I’m incredibly scared to try and make new friends because I’ve really never had a group or a best friend, but I’m really willing to give it a shot since I’ve been incredibly lonely since getting back from my residential treatment. I appreciate any advice in advance, and I’m sorry this is so long!!",6.509219653179188,6.569147638728326,7.458734104046242,72.40035549132952,65.38728323699422,10.61942196531792,33.77398843930636,10.355215969177356,3.4960571098265887,1417,57,259,32,20,478,174,346,0.093,0.728,0.179,0.988,1,2,1,0,0,0,37.0,2,0,2,3,18,22,0,1,14,0,25,2,1,5,3,48,49,29,0,2,12,0,1,3,6,2,0,0,4,0,11,19,1,0,1,7,0,3,7,3,0,2,8,2,19,19,41,37,16,40,0,1,1,0,21,24,0,8,16,168,30,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482859939831058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307411343896612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24332961689429897,0.0,0.13686551784155204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361376631711207,0.07963383267227743,0.0,0.0,0.0840458296971143,0.20635590502592252,0.0,0.054530880948739285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387740585019684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770574814055792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763175291189462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995317350345683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709559940753582,0.08039630222559696,0.08750406398769406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609029810120978,0.0,0.0,0.4146758349569058,0.0,0.0934729934681254,0.0858132979067867,0.0,0.0,0.07154526089991425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451402054278718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110944689137113,0.0,0.0,0.07916477761447556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23884737990696275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032395522984388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151929875295498,0.0,0.06899313891241336,0.08639610650162076,0.09513630831960204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061696001876433,0.06803448768111242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687094684309464,0.0,0.3100838450660994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910077999250396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192131192952936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955996732996614,0.0905331415406068,0.0712839790242143,0.08143638753985638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959920935183314,0.0,0.0,0.0911880122506596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013744448046358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190046566524481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885973050099498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564856267517876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146801960583012,0.09730125107141707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911621924657764,0.06354619926685333,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,sanguinesecretary,2018/04/19,"Constant state of embarrassment over little things? Does anyone else feel like they areconstantly beating themselves up over little things that you do? Like for instance, the other day I’m at work and I see this good-looking manager coming through and right at that exact moment I start dropping things and I got so embarrassed over that. Then today, I asked my professor about service hours I needed for class (super late in the game and I stressed that I knew I was being annoying) and he seemed kind of annoyed and stuff which I get but now it has me super stressed out and I’m like “you shouldn’t have done that”. I feel like my stomach is in knots all the time because of this and I’ll get random little memories all the time that make me embarrassed.",3.9297115384615395,6.272495069444448,3.971666666666668,86.31692307692309,74.0,6.6529914529914524,25.66025641025641,7.61054688173877,1.4001865384615382,606,21,112,8,13,186,91,144,0.117,0.7809999999999999,0.102,0.1358,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,4,3,14,2,5,4,0,8,1,1,1,3,22,23,11,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,10,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,4,3,17,7,16,17,2,27,0,0,1,0,6,13,0,2,15,74,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196933345443587,0.14942242285185448,0.0,0.0,0.13633351261390206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889801522723212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562161175802,0.0,0.15759290614601812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404976773399283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276188266299662,0.14923707263374306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182417209526605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474743831668199,0.20836524550243327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238271328269254,0.0,0.0,0.12231721250353987,0.11663541065649916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361543774216315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518618969737149,0.0,0.0,0.16450518402759934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849851779004389,0.4384868220149412,0.0,0.0,0.12246240142476125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097344191247861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813280105102513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453998558383778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620946044699475,0.1327602469209018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322085104119036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341008090339596,0.0,0.166943091012353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29065349618819364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170071971303751,0.0,0.13823196667660506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616764971813357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Wandering_Claptrap,2018/04/19,"I finally talked to someone without becoming a nervous wreck! A little bit about myself, 17 M and finishing up high school, I've been suffering from SAD ever since I was little. From being a small child hiding behind my parents in public in fear of people, to earlier today when I finally made notable progress. I finally was able to talk to someone with little to no hindrance! To be fair it was just the cashier at a local run grocery store and it was small talk, but I actually managed to do it! Sure I was red in the face practically right after the exchange but for the first time, I felt kind of normal. I just feel so happy and excited that I managed to do something like this so monumental for me that I just had to share with everyone here!",5.811453576864537,6.2571831438356185,6.901050228310503,74.47903348554036,66.87671232876714,9.776560121765602,34.03044140030441,9.725611199111238,3.3409856925418566,593,26,107,12,9,200,94,146,0.07400000000000001,0.75,0.17600000000000002,0.9558,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,0,2,8,0,11,1,1,1,2,17,14,8,0,1,6,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,4,0,1,9,3,13,6,26,3,1,24,0,2,1,0,7,13,0,0,11,79,19,3,0.1400041230744978,0.0,0.1366238282831584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462355437046996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284824164738575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664174470819686,0.0,0.13377993934256824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157543561921947,0.0707902912796824,0.0,0.13442591372988594,0.4601030204419219,0.0,0.1190874355660284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903699237889306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792204278795568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579274976717593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839894265278455,0.4209627351704528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247528641116674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717431492306448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545801030331435,0.0,0.0,0.09706123077677453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956275613608905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169164701479506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581285736991258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372500783009405,0.10778201392534102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195222911697568,0.0,0.0,0.33759003259606674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816375300480732,0.0,0.13270753842219624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495897858503314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Novogel,2018/04/19,"I'll start a teaching assistant position tomorrow and I have social anxiety That's it, I'm 18, have SA and I haven't a clue on how I'm gonna do this, I really wish I wasn't born with this curse or could get over it somehow, here goes nothing. I don't really talk to anyone, that's why I'm posting this here",0.01770186335403423,1.8196740000000033,3.132546583850935,90.16043478260872,84.3623188405797,7.421118012422363,21.45134575569358,8.418075326091056,1.2581867494824026,242,8,57,6,7,87,45,69,0.101,0.847,0.052000000000000005,-0.4276,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,14,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,4,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,32,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445334327168997,0.0,0.0,0.22350859295566852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25521666237470825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700533720660524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067153768783273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061389165983402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095553964341416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258456623690897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22625181903549535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25692472377769393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884368336875304,0.0,0.3675848178502327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,mrpbshouse,2018/04/20,"Need some feedback-- do you think this is accurate? To make a long story short, I'm writing a thing about how it feels to have social anxiety. I'm trying to make it as clear and accurate as possible, but I'm having trouble doing it on my own. So I was wondering if this sounds accurate to any of you? Also, be aware Im not the best essay writer, and it's an early draft, so it's a little messy. Plus I still don't really have an ending. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx My name is {mrpbshouse}, and about a month or so ago, I was diagnosed with ADD, mild depression, and social anxiety disorder. So... it's been a busy month, for sure. People often think of social anxiety as just being shy or awkward or asocial, but it's a lot more than that. It's beyond being a roadblock, it can be debilitating. It eats at relationships with friends, with family, with everyone you do or don't want a relationship with. It's tough to really summarize what it's like, from an insider's perspective. In the simplest terms, it's an intense, deeply rooted, unshakable and unreasonable fear of any social situations. But that's a definition that hardly does it justice. Because in a social world, it manifests itself in so many complex ways throughout a lifetime, it can't exactly be summarized in a sentence or two. It can hardly be summarized in a few minutes. But, that's all the time I really have, so I'm going to explain it as best I can. Social anxiety is, for one, isolating. It makes it feel as though there's a distance between you and everyone else. Like there's some vast invisible space between you and everyone else, some impossibly deep, impossibly wide moat you couldn't hope to cross. Something as simple as a basic, casual conversation, no matter who it's with, just switches on this anxiety, causes your brain to twist around itself in panic of what you're going to say next, why you shouldn't have said what you just said, how you said it, what the other person thinks of you, what this conversation says about your value as a person, how hard it is to just be calm, everything just floods into your head. So you mash up your words and sentences, your mind stalls and gets stuck, it goes completely and totally blank, and soon all you can focus on is how bad this is going. Even if you do fine, even if nothing really went wrong and you didn't really mess up, you still think that you did. And you can't stop thinking you did. These occurrences build up in your mind, just reinforcing the idea that you have nothing to say, and the few things you do have to say don't matter. You doubt everything you say and think. You look at everyone else around you, who all seem to understand something intrinsic you never have. So you get careful and defensive, you slam on the brake before even turning the key. You shut out people who you like (and who like you) because... you just don't know how to handle it. Because you think, you know that the more they expect out of you and the more they hope for you, the more disappointed you'll end up making them. So it teaches you to shut out anyone and everyone so they don't waste their time, to build a wall around yourself. And once that wall is built it's pretty hard to knock it down, no matter how much you want to, no matter how much you may try. Because social anxiety has ingrained it into you. And again, even basic things can instill this same baseless, uncontrollable fear. Sending an email, calling someone, anything and everything can be terrifying so long as it involves communicating with other people. Even just being around other people puts you on edge. The type of fear you feel is hard to describe. It's this deep, primal thing, something almost unavoidable, something that almost seems worth all the problems it creates. Your brain functions a bit differently. If you're planning on asking someone to do something together, you panic. Often, at least in my case, not out of fear of them saying no, but fear of them saying yes. If they say no, all that's gonna happen is you get to stay home alone and watch TV. But if they say yes, you tell yourself there are two options: either they don't actually want to go and they're just being nice, and you're just forcing them along, or they DO want to go, but you'll mess it up and go blank, meaning you're stuck alone with someone in some random place with nothing going right. And you want things to go right. You may want to be the kind of person who goes out and does stuff with people, but... you can't. You feel like you physically can't. Because there's that solid, invisible space between you and the world. 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I wasn't sure where to post this. I have very few people in my life that I genuinely enjoy spending time with. I realised the common denominator in the few people I do enjoy spending time with is that they are all very intelligent and I really enjoy our conversations. I feel the most comfortable and engaged around them. I feel awkward and shy around most other people and they drain my energy very quickly. So, does anyone have any ideas where I could meet intelligent people? Sorry if this sounds arrogant in any way, but this has affected my mental wellbeing my entire life :( ",5.605122910521144,7.755658637168143,6.327905604719764,72.05748279252707,68.82300884955752,9.270009832841692,26.714847590953788,9.725611199111238,2.771634021632252,498,16,81,12,9,163,67,113,0.112,0.733,0.156,0.6378,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,3,0,7,7,0,1,3,0,9,2,0,1,2,19,11,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,18,6,8,9,5,14,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,3,4,60,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272401772438863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682617885696127,0.0,0.0,0.2974731392261075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339973667937755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621278143443026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896127571889558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861291523087872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360270055395577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683772819086029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.579160965382156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001639736816656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703568789665907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703231380481825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747086614937456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485131328200972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135753456048347,0.0,0.1326202794487242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,cristiano_haidar,2018/04/20,"Am I the only one who is scared of getting into new relationships because i fear i will get cheated on? I have met a lot of amazing people who i am sure i could have awesome relationships with, but the fear of getting cheated on, the fear of all the drama that *may* happen, gets me scared and i often come as a jerk",12.645538461538465,5.541792707692308,12.334230769230773,64.51826923076926,60.384615384615394,14.230769230769234,46.34615384615386,8.841846274778883,4.434846153846154,246,9,50,2,2,84,42,65,0.337,0.578,0.085,-0.9666,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,10,3,5,6,0,8,0,0,0,2,11,15,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,0,1,1,0,8,2,9,11,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,1,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952297165989318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476669742598598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344900319983706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6065239607937155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37547312042137704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887840680730325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274595089135526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735229315806769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174660446958155,0.13664439555264693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455806172392404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857889570755044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597548249022965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933345855423124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,SomethingInTheWay93,2018/04/20,"Am I overthinking this situation I got myself into? any input from fellow anxiety sufferers would be appreciated. Back when I was in High School I was kind of the loser of my friend group. They all ganged up on me and made fun of me etc. Not really real friends huh? Well once I graduated I made actual friends in college who didn't do that and eventually distanced myself from that group to the point where I only see them once a year or so, if that. Fast forward five-and-a-half-years last week one of these guys from high school messaged me and asked if I knew anyone who could hook him up with someone who knew cars and could get him a deal cause' broke young guys. One of my college buddies became a mechanic, for some weird reason I felt like helping him, maybe it's because of my good nature or just pure stupidity or maybe some weird nostalgia thing I don't know!!! but I hooked the two of them up. Maybe it's my social anxiety. As an anxiety sufferer I tend to overthink a lot so I'm overthinking this, but I don't want this kid getting invited over to some gathering and poisoning my current (main) friend group. Having them turn on me, becoming the butt of all the jokes, having the same shit happen all over and having leave and to start over again. Fucking hell I really don't want that. Need some advice or any suggestions or your thoughts if I'm overthinking. Anything is appreciated thank you. 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My heart starts beating like crazy and hand shakes way too much when I just simply hand over my credit card to cashier. I think my brain is getting anxious because I might drop the card while handing over it to him/her. This is getting ridiculous.",2.9566120218579215,5.386721737704921,2.4963114754098363,95.2732103825137,77.52459016393442,4.722404371584699,26.560109289617486,5.46131890053228,0.5879814207650269,250,10,50,1,6,73,42,61,0.274,0.5920000000000001,0.135,-0.8436,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,1,0,4,6,6,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,9,3,6,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,29,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37099809194577416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001893584121775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666025808168539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169048498006348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34315049134892617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891551272964456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043946474800685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34838009704804834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414115046199548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324429391575992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042521436145226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260668330209844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,waffleshuffler,2018/04/20,"Is college a smokescreen? Before college, I've been very outgoing and confident with a healthy dose of ego. I always have had a good game with girls and grades throughout school and it continued onto the college. Shortly after graduation, I've fallen into despair and fear with no warning signs ahead. To this day, I don't know how it happened but I don't have confidence or flair anymore. I worry too much about what people think now. I get nervous around people all the time. When I interact with people, I get this intense breathing problem like I have to practice breathing all over again. Did this ever happen to anyone? I just want to know if there's light at the end of the road from this. 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I have severe anxiety, I have a lisp, I’m a homeschooler in high-school, I’m 100 pounds overweight, I have one friend I don’t speak to often. My brother is thin, blond, extremely talented, and has no social anxiety what so ever. I freak out whenever people look at me. I avoid speaking to people. I feel like people are judging me, and comparing me to my brother. I’m in the process of losing weight, and I’m getting my teeth fixed, so I’m trying. But I have this fear inside of me to do anything involving interacting with people. I feel awful even walking past someone. Ordering food at a restaurant is painful. I’m scared of being in the way. I hate the way I look. I wear leggings and wear a huge jacket to cover myself year round. It sucks because I’m just as smart as him, just not as musical as him. I play the piano and guitar quite well, but I could never be as good as him, simply because he was gifted. Even family treats me different. I was bullied severely for my weight and other things since I was young. I think my anxiety stems from childhood bullying. Tips? 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I'm just crawling out of a particularly bad patch where people burn my insides like electrical sources to Chuck McGill in Better Call Saul. So I've been looking for anything to make things easier getting back out there, one of the best things is turning my phone off and only checking for messages every few hours there's one less source of background anxiety hovering over me and don't get caught at the wrong moment with a quick hello that's the straw on the camels brain. I never noticed how strong it was till it was gone, and that bastard was on 24/7. Also, aeroplane mode serves the same purpose but you can use its alarm and none online/call stuff. Just thought I'd share in case it might help anyone else who never thought of it. 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Idk what it is, but even simple things like going out to buy groceries or to get food, when I think about it, I dread the idea of having to leave my house, but then when I actually do manage to get outside, then I'm completely fine. But most of the time I don't end up going out and idk where this feeling of dread from the anticipation comes from.",10.664827586206897,5.143905597701153,10.23264367816092,73.35172413793106,61.98850574712644,12.979310344827587,38.19540229885058,8.841846274778883,3.0898919540229883,325,8,73,3,3,107,52,87,0.16,0.722,0.118,-0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,15,18,10,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,4,0,1,4,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,3,15,18,1,15,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,7,48,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.22045718050602892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460288134861475,0.23686406499932364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009066618446208,0.0,0.0,0.14921251301927735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422771722056252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27317326174684314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540885360910672,0.0,0.3851723874413384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22304098197449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26067171055596866,0.0,0.2550267527688809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23920781638757324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036902007733623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405885323851691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008566079437638,0.2895101245209735,0.0,0.0,0.13173089880466332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,80hdTMF,2018/04/20,"I used to be like You Im 23 years old, got diagnosed with ADHD when I was 15. As a kid I always Had friends. But I never cared too much about them. I prefered my own company. I grew older and when I got to high school I noticed I wasnt like the others. I started to try and make new friends. But it was hard. Id lie and try to manipulate people to find me interesting. This didnt work. I spent the years in high school pretty much lonely. Had a girlfriend but we broke up after HS. Fast forward. Started hanging with some guys after I broke up with my girl and we Had nothing to do so we started smoking weed. did this a few Times and then I met some other group of people. Now these guys got me. We talked about music and tv shows, movies etc for hours. They took me along to a rave and introduced me to garder drugs. I was always shy and had extreme pressure at parties but when I used speed. I could finaly ’let go’. This made me use regularly. At the beginning I had fun. But eventually It increased my anxiety. I could no longer relax at all in public. Or at work, or with my friends. Going to the store became a chore I Had to prepare for 30 minutes before doing it. Eventually I Had a drug related psychosis and Decided to get clean. Had social anxiety and an existential crisis the following 6-7 months. I used the last few months of this crisis to take some time alone. I didnt focus on making friends or being likes. I started working out and really focused on my diet and progressing at the gym. I noticed that, by having a passion, i didnt really care what others thought of me as much. Sure I still get the ocasional shy-nes around new people and Ill prob never be alpha chad. But Im proud of what Ive achieved and Im happy I went through this living hell. I dont know If this Will inspire someone or if Im just writing this to remind and inspire myself but remember youre not alone. There are many people out there that dislike themselves. Find something You like and get good at it. For your own mental health. 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So I'm a 26 year old female and I had my very first eye exam a few weeks ago. Turns out I need glasses. I never would have imagined this, but wearing glasses feels like putting a slight barrier between other people and myself. I don't know how to explain it, but for some reason it feels like my face and eyes are less exposed which makes me feel less vulnerable. Can anyone else relate to this? 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I don’t play videogames anymore because of school. I don’t have any hobbies because I’m lazy. Am I the most boring person ever? 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I managed to pull off looking confident and happy during the application/interview, but those went so fast. I will have to spend 5-6 hours a day around new people 6-7 days a week and I'm utterly terrified. Any tips? Kinda panicking here.",3.0438888888888864,5.846644129629631,4.9644444444444495,75.50000000000003,79.92592592592592,8.785185185185185,27.51851851851852,9.2995712137729,3.238874074074076,229,10,38,7,6,78,47,54,0.197,0.69,0.113,-0.7821,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,5,4,0,14,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,9,20,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972376475847154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581977487969792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741045627430329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24670850335529335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30875375861112103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28563170241760394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878206781881347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435611710762015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801231518686941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107772801509305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29507570181023546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529232700471264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326531848283933,0.0,0.0,0.26887066967990897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Flying_Ocelot,2018/04/20,"DAE lie when they are nervous? I’m not trying to manipulate people or show off to people. I just lie without thinking and regret it right afterwards. For example: “Hey have you watched Ready Player One?” **“Yeah I have”** *oh my god why did I say yes I don’t even know what that movie is about* “Would you like it ic-?” **“No”** *what I don’t even know what was she saying* I absolutely hate this absdjeiisbajwhsaksne",-0.7945454545454531,-0.5208956962025297,1.6433659378596133,89.67630322209439,132.54430379746836,3.9680092059838894,14.98331415420023,5.852544927426893,-0.2628278481012658,316,9,65,5,22,106,61,79,0.075,0.7709999999999999,0.155,0.6787,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,0,5,4,1,1,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,11,14,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,3,11,1,6,11,0,4,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,1,3,42,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674104422458211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746002468827881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057109063941999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588247277764534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884711425814609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856468985417245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375253523779577,0.0,0.4423674527116333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821736383320513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888350754898577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509731347890072,0.0,0.0,0.26811174299538715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757877628349568,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,syclum,2018/04/20,I will be having a group interview soon How do I overcome my anxiety? Any tips for the interview? :(,0.824561403508774,3.3563900526315784,3.64842105263158,80.18561403508772,95.84210526315788,8.849122807017544,27.385964912280702,8.841846274778883,3.5602491228070177,77,4,14,3,3,27,17,19,0.248,0.752,0.0,-0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6643838814963521,0.0,0.7473915024990859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,DevilMayCrying,2018/04/20,Broke the law because of anxiety. Really scared now. I was in a parking garage trying to get out and the machine wouldn't accept my credit card. I tried all my cards and none of them would work and there were people behind me. I tried pressing the call button but no one answered after a few minutes and the line was piling up so I panicked and drove over a curb through a planter and destroyed their bushes and flowers. I drove home as fast as I could scared. I'm panicking now because not only did I not pay for parking but I vandalized their property. Will I get in trouble? What is the worst that can happen to me? Can I go to jail? Can I be sued for millions of dollars? 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It’s literally draining.,8.067999999999998,12.3974108,8.575000000000003,46.9425,74.33333333333334,11.0,47.5,10.125756701596842,7.911000000000001,82,6,7,3,2,27,14,15,0.221,0.779,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5451675895092077,0.0,0.0,0.24914720147347666,0.3650919078289465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850552926865741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29765960530595537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37232494595331145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632233276491176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,Weirdcowboy,2018/04/20,"Dreading graduation, so many regrets I basically have no friends in high school. There are some people that I can talk to in class, but outside of that, I am just alone all the time. I have had a very tough time connecting with people on a personal level. I want to be sociable, but I’m just so pathetic. I am just not capable of letting myself relax in social situations. I constantly think about making my body language appear as normal and speaking clearly so my voice doesn’t quiver, while others can just walk up to someone else and make a great friend without even thinking twice. Many of my family members are going to show up to my graduation. They will be enthusiastic and ready to take pictures after the hat toss, while I will just awkwardly stand there, maybe make some short exchanges with some of my acquaintances, and come off as a loser to everyone. I hate letting my fear dictate everything about me. I crave social interaction while turning down opportunities to go out because of fear. I am a mess, and have compensated by putting on my best poker face and acting like I am fine. God I hate myself.",6.746009615384616,7.53723735096154,7.101923076923074,72.64307692307692,64.91346153846155,10.053846153846157,33.78846153846154,10.035473477838034,3.438132692307692,891,37,155,19,13,290,129,208,0.19,0.618,0.191,0.073,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,13,18,2,4,7,0,19,2,2,3,2,33,34,16,0,3,9,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,1,3,10,0,0,2,3,1,7,4,10,0,1,1,2,24,8,32,27,5,28,0,2,0,0,9,13,0,4,8,115,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702214332721185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064840643388481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388399206145682,0.0,0.0,0.14695466313997102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396410567822213,0.0,0.14296850962841068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051906299029356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738241944002471,0.0,0.0,0.12641762110407506,0.11890205228421645,0.0,0.12471997649355468,0.2977469180552662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442817411631695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503774468377033,0.0,0.0,0.14586041114605233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612362762993196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978144144783827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705699322342993,0.0,0.06463474014633289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26493236816372984,0.2682613871788857,0.1329123979555442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962519383978455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343931020649107,0.11551861868286087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299730666297518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389392336365846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487099214944955,0.0,0.2697248878411632,0.11209674130872067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947258545180483,0.1063371410266994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954405914842496,0.0,0.0,0.15428953536991089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439036139964384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091607524373676,0.07803353662067943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275317742196561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,TristanZH,2018/04/20,"Anyone else use to have sa and depression... ... then a couple of years later the depression just kind of disolves into your sa and now you are less sad but way more anxious? I went from being extroverted (I was like 12) then depression kicked in then a year later sa kicks in now like 3 years later I'm not really depressed but I have really bad sa.",1.4494565217391298,3.947329797101453,3.678097826086958,84.05453804347827,84.36231884057972,7.507971014492752,18.769927536231886,8.472884824447931,1.3342014492753629,272,7,53,7,8,93,47,69,0.208,0.6679999999999999,0.124,-0.7938,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,0,5,3,7,5,2,16,0,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,13,33,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176074083521577,0.0,0.13468539488279702,0.19736343608776244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083086300144067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131319681286778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6636182825097646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091050288420752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005855963616251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821021929311735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24679646346328024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663630852449394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289393937028498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856201178205602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37212569087228464 socialanxiety,typicallythrownaway,2018/04/20,"Can't stop over analyzing I'm in a classroom environment for the next few weeks and I can't function. I'm so worried about what everyone is thinking and saying about me. They have group functions and I'm terrified of going because I feel like an idiot around them. But then I feel like if I don't go they will think I'm not a team player. I don't know how to have a conversation with people. It seem like I don't get back what I put into the conversation. I ask questions about them and they don't ever ask any about me.......what is wrong with me, why do i do this to myself. I do see a doc, but can't currently where I'm at and they have diagnosed me with general social anxiety and social phobia. Any advice would be greatly appreciated...",2.892254901960783,4.283547457516342,4.884460784313728,82.75257352941179,74.42483660130719,7.975816993464052,25.16830065359477,8.59863814320734,1.6511790849673202,583,19,122,11,12,201,86,153,0.103,0.848,0.049,-0.812,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,6,1,10,6,1,0,7,0,18,1,0,1,1,27,35,12,0,2,4,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,11,0,1,7,1,0,3,8,2,0,0,0,4,20,4,16,32,1,16,0,0,1,0,16,6,0,3,10,82,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206216259609518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255610585069441,0.0,0.12687124350691736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763752822022055,0.31008604102331044,0.0,0.0,0.12752484184727575,0.0,0.1010977897808211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832954546281384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001661945270564,0.0,0.1584723449365202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771279031759806,0.2369599111250041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866473535674934,0.0,0.1885074756019877,0.0,0.0,0.1828450906277556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114427050272024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24307099150962844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637841772737525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497628806837007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672038971348568,0.18578475436743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188688374617102,0.0,0.0,0.13215727677139408,0.15097938351212753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381169103691606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865414379488894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253401534258826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330311410562847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964963831960254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842400948336558,0.0,0.11781178266475505,0.1813258620968028,0.0,0.0 socialanxiety,InnerSpeaker420,2018/04/20,Should I ask her to prom? Hi everyone! This is my last year of high school and I really wanna try and challenge my social anxiety. I have improved tremendously throughout high school and prom is just around the corner. Recently I’ve been in contact with this girl at my school who seems to be interested in me. I had never talked to her face to face before but she messaged me on Instagram out of nowhere and said that “I seemed really cool”and “wanted to get to know me better.” So we’ve been talking for about 3 weeks now over Snapchat and Instagram and have gotten to know each other pretty well. I’ve only hung out with her and her friend twice and it’s still a little awkward even between the three of us. I can’t tell if she wants a relationship or just a date for prom. Personally I’m not wanting a gf right now because I’ll be heading off to college pretty soon and would hate to develop feelings for someone that I will eventually have to part ways with. I’m gonna try and hangout with the two of them some more because I’m still too nervous to spend time together just the two of us. Do you think she wants me to ask her to prom? Should I ask her?,4.340064102564103,5.2181143205128215,5.040245726495726,84.97524038461542,70.32478632478633,8.243162393162393,28.30021367521368,8.472884824447931,1.846539316239316,917,32,190,14,16,296,137,234,0.045,0.848,0.108,0.941,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,1,1,2,14,8,1,2,8,0,16,3,3,0,1,41,37,14,0,9,7,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,0,2,7,18,0,0,6,1,1,0,3,3,1,4,5,2,28,5,37,25,4,27,0,0,0,0,30,14,0,5,12,131,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679200823118857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099812384847537,0.3181925566537597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832102469041516,0.0,0.0965410074714211,0.0,0.0,0.10034085339574222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493530456042301,0.0,0.0,0.1084101699168441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057365757106837736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765428782074165,0.0,0.05927503834728761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201234786223943,0.11643654724317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397407843342666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470271524163735,0.09248016184677196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371072492323175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750272785748754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628688815045144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228596384007012,0.0,0.0,0.09906366668344453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23084703422057584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536308979718146,0.0,0.11202214912485482,0.12180714933174047,0.0,0.09688910588641006,0.10792074560762092,0.0,0.0,0.3444645498605861,0.0,0.20656854200077093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156520770850024,0.09612921573961808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120904021624007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238007370325832,0.0991638067058157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269674947268777,0.0,0.0,0.06615594645651733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405565293166515,0.0,0.22165616737159136,0.0,0.2729424131297392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26767246180959625,0.09005451344903218,0.09100596455438656,0.0,0.1020087815834148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059447458803316,0.0,0.0,0.07306066364568524 socialanxiety,AbandonedFear,2018/04/20,"Morning anxiety. Anyone have any ideas on how to deal with morning anxiety/not having a clear head? I have a performance tomorrow morning at 9 am and I have severe anxiety problems. Today I worked out and i felt more confident afterwards but I'm not sure if working out tomorrow morning would give me the same results. Thank you.",3.3886182669789235,6.347549360655737,4.831522248243561,75.94409836065577,79.98360655737704,8.731615925058549,33.304449648711945,9.23628265651192,4.057602341920375,265,15,42,8,7,88,45,61,0.146,0.732,0.121,0.1289,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,2,2,17,10,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,2,6,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,29,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013750134945002,0.0,0.38278870486325584,0.0,0.0,0.17493837933064804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257934482688785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402212424723237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400046533547761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25676670021990555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28243359522798195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393976498893476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826430243650071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23580072878779695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303409615003428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715047851027665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36428200420341705,0.0,0.0,0.17772750726374867,0.0,0.0,0.0