content: My life is extremely uneventful and I spend almost all of my time alone.  This is all by choice and I'm literally always happy, content and very fulfilled.  Fun is different for everyone.  Fun for you might be getting "cleaned up" (you must be female? ) and drinking in a bar. For me fun is lifting weights in my gym which is why I look like this: https://ibb.co/YBQDPzH and you don't.