content: holy shit, you're serious? hahaha, oh my goodness. i doubt you have the empathic capability but try; put yourself in the shoes of your younger self, and say you grew up watching adults around you die, most likely your family as well, basically just because they were in the way where they had lived for generations. then try to feel what you would've had to live for? the answer should be "nothing" except maybe not giving up resistance.  you calling them idiots for throwing rocks is like calling a woman and idiot for clawing at her rapist. she is just going to make him harder, right?