content: No, you'd be surprise what you miss when you are intently focused on something (the reporters with the report) For him, his pointing the gun but not immediately firing, I think that's remorse.  Its sad that he was able to kill anyone, but man, its sad that he decided to do it.  I dunno, paint me empathetic, but while he deserves whatever hell he goes through, its sad that he put himself there.  I pity the man is all, and to fathom what someone has to go through to gain his ideals to push him to make that kind of decision on his own power bothers me.  Its not okay that he did it, he should be held responsible, but man, I still can't help but wish I knew why he even decided to do it just so I can understand, not to agree or give him an easier sentence, but just to understand why he did it at all.