content: The stuff about forming an identity as a man definitely resonated with me. After watching this I think I was able to finally rationalize and understand some emotions I've been feeling for a while now. I agree with her that the problem is "multifaceted" as she says because my being gay means all the stuff regarding choosing a female mate doesn't really apply to me, yet somehow I still feel like I don't want to be part of society or do what's expected of me. Working my ass off for money seems pointless if I don't have a partner or children to support and chances are if I find a partner he'll be able to support himself fairly well and not need much support from me. A future in which I adopt children (cuz it sure as shit aint happening naturally) seems pretty unlikely so I don't really even consider it a possibility. It all just makes me wonder what the fuck I'm doing here and what the hell I should be doing with myself...