content: We never wanted this I never asked for any of this, none of us did. To be a stranger in a familiar land is a maddening thing. The ghost of the past haunt you every day. You see the world that was, paired with the the world that is. It is lacking this land of is. The lands of our fathers, the lands of our families are alien places now. Every blasphemy is trumpeted from every space the sound is deafening. Nobody wanted this. No votes were held, no laws proposed, these changes were wrought by the dictates of little men who usurped power away from the people, though hook and crook. They sold us away for what ? Only a little profit. I want only to be a human being, not to be a cog in some vast and terrible mechanical beast. This is not a large dream no? To not be a number on some accountants spreadsheet. I feel as though I am a apart somehow from this world. I don’t want to have fun, I don’t want to have money, I want only what’s mine. Peace of mind I suppose. The people that sold us and bought can’t let have that peace, that quiet. I don’t know why really. Are they that shallow? That petty? I know the answer is yes but still what a small and pathetic evil that is. To not ever leave us alone. It makes sense that they could have stopped at som point, any point. It would have benefited them. Though maybe once you start a collapse you can’t stop it, not really. I suppose that they couldn’t have ever just asked for they wanted, we have told them no. We didn’t want to give up our God and our homes. Nobody wanted that, to be in this state of being the future brought. They wanted to explore new worlds, voyage to distant stars. To be more honest, more upright and where was the profit in that? Better that we all die as beast, more money can be made. I have such contempt for these people all of them who do these things, they are so small.