content: Sillyhoe.txt 2020: you meet three women throughout the year that initially show promise. The first, you date for 2 months from March to April before learning that up until last year she was a sex worker to pay her way through college. You end it there. The second is a new co-worker who joins the team in July. Short hair, but you have good chemistry and laugh a lot. After a few weeks working together you plan to ask her out, but then find out she identifies as a man and is about to get an abortion from a one night stand she had a month ago. Another down the drain. The third is not a sex worker. She is not a transgender. She's cute. Long red hair. Curvy hips. Beautiful blue eyes. She has a good relationship with her father. She has had one boyfriend and she broke up with him 3 years ago for getting on drugs. Things are going slow, but natural. You're comfortable with each other, in that serene, quiet way that it doesn't matter if you're talking or doing something interesting, you could both feel as contented sitting in sweet silence and holding each other. It feels like home. 3 months in and you don't even have sex yet because she and you agree you don't want to rush, and you both have a feeling that you have all the time in the world with this one.   Come November and you have a small thanksgiving dinner with her family. Her dad likes you and her mom loves you. Her father offers you a job you have no experience in but you say you'll think about it because he talks it up to sound like a dream come true.   After dinner you go for a walk around the neighborhood in the autumn air. You hold hands and talk about how dinner went, plans for Christmas, and it all leads to the future in general, with an unspoken undertone that it's a given you'll be sharing it together. You come back to the porch and kiss her goodnight. Though you're leaving for the night, the feel of that kiss and the look in her eyes tells you that the moment is not far away. Your first time hooking up she asks that you shit in her pussy. "It's the only way I can get off."  You go into 2021 a little less optimistic.