content: Sometimes I think of the life I lived when I was a member of an alt-right hate group and I shudder to think how much of a concerted effort it took to get me to such a horrible, demoralized place. I think about all the neo-nazi movies, music and television shows I was exposed to as a child by parents who knew nothing of the subversion and the neolinguistic programming by all the white supremacists in the media. They were competing with these demons for my soul, and they lost. I only realize now how slanted and skewed all of the television commercials I used to watch really were. All of the ads depicting white men as strong, masculine and capable. All of the awful tropes about white females being pure and chaste and decent and honest. AlI the dreadful traditional families, together in their homogenous neighborhoods living in reasonably-priced homes surrounded by neighbors who genuinely cared for the well-being of each other and spoke the same language. I only realize now how much bullshit it all was. I'm so glad I'm here. You guys have saved my life.