content: You aren't that off base. Missionaries are some of the least down to earth people I've ever known. They mean well, but there's something about them that shows they have a hard time thinking past first order effects. It's infantile in the sense that they are both extremely naive and pathologically altruistic at the same time. I'm so jaded from encountering their urge to be doormats and enjoy being taken advantage of, even when dealing with basic life shit.  The answer to me is jumping ship to the Orthodox Church, because they seem to be the only ones that aren't completely spineless. I'm not in the US, so if you can believe it, segments of the church population are the most uniformly cucked bugmen that I have ever seen. I went to my pastor last year and told him to knock off the white guilt shit, and he openly said that adopting that mindset is where we need to be.  It's nauseating. Even the Jews openly state their intent to take advantage of the church as useful idiots, but tell that to 99.9% on the left or right and they cast you out, like a leper. I should add the that the few based members are Afrikaners who got out before it got bad.