content: I was going to the worst place in the world, and I didn't even know it yet I've seen honks... honks that you've seen. But you have no right to call me a murderer. You have a right to kill me. You have a right to do that... but you have no right to judge me. It's impossible for words to describe what is necessary to those who do not know what honk means. Honk... Honk has a face... and you must make a friend of honk. Honk and moral terror are your friends. If they are not, then they are enemies to be feared. They are truly enemies! I remember when I was with Social Services... seems a thousand centuries ago. We went into a town to help some pregnant white women. We left the camp after we had given them EBT cards and WIC vouchers, and this old man came running after us and he was crying. He couldn't see. We went back there, and they had come and aborted every child. There they were in a pile behind planned parenthood. A pile of little pale bodies. And I remember... I... I... I cried, I wept like some grandmother. I wanted to tear my teeth out; I didn't know what I wanted to do! And I want to remember it. I never want to forget it... I never want to forget. And then I realized... like I was shot... like I was shot with a diamond... a diamond bullet right through my forehead. And I thought, my God... the genius of that! The genius! The will to do that! Perfect, genuine, complete, crystalline, pure. And then I realized they were stronger than we, because they could stand that these were not monsters, these were men... trained cadres. These men who fought with their hearts, who had families, who had children, who were filled with love... but they had the strength... the strength... to do that. If I had ten divisions of those men, our troubles here would be over very quickly. You have to have men who are moral... and at the same time who are able to utilize their primordial instincts to kill without feeling... without passion... without judgment... without judgment! Because it's judgment that defeats us.