content: Here is my shame: I noticed this last night, and wanted to cap, log and archive, but i didn't, because posting it would reveal my shame of where i have been and what i have done. After all, its nothing new, we know (((who))) is behind the destruction, since (((they))) don't bother to hide it anymore. But now i feel shame for withholding the truth of where i have been and what i have done, so i am spilling the beans here as self punishment. And to think...i have once completer the whole 3 months of nofap, only to end up on rock bottom once again. But the good thing about being on rock bottom is that there are only two ways to go. Up, or die.