content: expression is punished the only thing that feels like it purely benefits me for exactly how much effort and hard work i put into it is the gym. everything else feels like such a shit trade deal like i'm putting in 100% and getting back 50% yield. at the same time, complaining about it is a pretty pussy bitch thing to do but it pisses me off. the ideal man seems like some silent patriarch who is the absolute head of his family and protects and trains them well. able to be resilient in even the most difficult circumstances and willing to work as hard as possible to provide. how do i go about getting that drive and passion to take what i want out of life? do i just have to decide and then do it? it seems too easy but is it really that easy and im just a retard who over analyses shit? taking risks and gambles seems to be the fire that inspires many to really get their shit together. should i pull a Diogenes and go full homeless life to put a fire under my ass? to experience the true bottom of the barrel life and recognize the true value of putting yourself to work. isn't it that spartan children were kicked out at like 13 and did that? now people are living whole lives in some bubble of comfy cushions mommy bought at ikea in their little couch cushion fort at a sleepover. who wants to come over to my sleepover party BRING UR NINTENDO SWITTHHCHHCH MARIO KARTTTT what are survival skills what is fishing what is the blissful comfort of not looking at a screen for 16 hours a day if i want to produce some form of ART i have to make it CRYPTIC to hide the TRUE MEANING behind it. aggression against this force of gay hopelessness that's placed upon us trying to demotivate constantly. "sorry u werent selected to become a firefighter there was a woman that applied and errrr yeahhhhh she sucked worse than u but u know how it is haha" MERIT BASED SELECTION maybe i just have an entrepreneurial spirit and i dont know it yet hahahaha maybe im just a lazy fucking asshole that wants to complain on the internet like a big fat pussy faggot lmaoooo productivity DOESNT EXIST because ROBOTS and INDIANS ON H1B VISAS are taking my COMFY IT JOBS and I HAVE TO COMPETE WITH A GLOBAL MARKETPLACE against people that are fine making 5 DOLLARS AN HOUR doing shit work hahaha where were u dude... ddude u changed bro... broooo ur a conspiracy theorist??? bro ur kind of out there man stop looking into things like that and just come to karaoke night and get wasted with us hahaha (this actually sounds liek a good time) CAN I GET A HELL YEAH WOAHHH WE'RE HALF WAY THERE WOOOAHHH LIVIN ON A PRAYER CAUSE GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FU-UNNNN can't wait to finish my 12 hour overtime shift working for a big tech startup to hang out with my friends on LEAGUE OF LEGENDS and get ANGRY AND PISSED OFF that somebody isn't doing exactly as i think they should!!! I JUST LOVE TEAM BASED GAMING raging at video games? yeah that's called being between the ages of 8 and 15. add me on call of duty my gamertag is buff midget thirty two it's a reference to my world of wardcraft character. it's an inside joke between me and my friends... you wouldn't get it.... it's kind of a deep lore concept. you have a bit of a simpleton mind in that gobstopper of yours. i'm more of a willy wonka brain haver. think up those quirky kooky little ideas and i send the oompa loompas (you) to do my bidding. so how do i go from shitposting / schizoposting into the normal regular world and enjoying my time GOD DAMNIT do i have to become some sort of internet comedian? do i need to become popular and hilarious? i can surpass h3h3 productions in spiritual resonance. he's SECULAR as they say haha P.S. pray for Reviewbrahs swift recovery