content: mine used to like drinking. i learned from the deadset fucktarded women in my family that you 'ignore' whats angering you and keep the women in your life happy by doing things she likes. like when drama starts going out and getting something to drink in our case. she ended up a fucking alcoholic and i didnt know about it, nor could i do a fucking thing about it. and now its years too goddamn late to do shit about it other than annoy the fuck out of niggerfaggots not to do the shit ive done and hope other people dont turn into a serial bachelor fuckup like me... we had one major row that i can trace directly back to booze itself and as a result i havent had a drop of scotch whiskey in about 8 years, but what hurt me was already not having a massive amount of self esteem and not liking dancing, get up on the dance floor with the woman im meant to be marrying, get told by a drunk bitch 'youre not trying hard enough' - yeah, thanks, you just re-inforced exactly why i hate dancing... 'no one cares because no one notices' - well the bitch that was meant to care the least just kicked me in the fucking nuts for getting over that 'misconception' for her- i literally havent danced since either. Y'all dont realise what you do to a guy who isnt exactly comfortable within himself to begin with....