content: Been a part of MDE for years, I started as a depressed teenager now im going to be a dad :) Just thought I'd share with all of my brothers, whom all of you I feel like I know personally, but really the only names i can remember specifically are Hormel, Chadright and a few others i've forgotten lol. So yeah, I started watching sam around 5/6 years ago, then i joined the subreddit and found a community that helped shape me into the man I am today. Sam, despite his many faults, has had a hand in how most of our lives have shaped today and so has the subreddit. I'm not going to be cringey about it though, but it's true. If i hadn't watched some fat fucking retard on YouTube I'd probably be a completely different person right now. And well, I'm going to be a dad. It's an exciting time for me and I'm still young so I can have plenty more kids in the future. I look forward to raising my child in the right ways, teaching them what it means to be white and to be proud of their race. To be quite honest I really cannot wait to meet my child, who I, literally myself, have created. It's such a weird feeling to know that I have made another living human being that will be half me and half their mother. I can't even imagine seeing them for the first time but I know it's going to be the best moment in my life, completely euphoric.  I find the idea that I will be a father so strange, which I feel is a completely natural reaction for any first time father. To know I'm responsible for the upbringing and care of a child for the next 18 years, and most likely for the rest of my life to some extent. I know this child of mine will be so lucky to be born into a family where both me and the mother are completely on the same page regarding all aspects of life, and also it's made me realise how unlucky some children are to be born into single mother unit's of some hit the wall 37 year old who had to have a sperm donation. I won't dwell on that shit, my goal now is to be a strong father. A unit that will hold my family together and take the burden of any shit that comes our way, the whole prospect of me creating a child and having to protect them and their mother is the most alpha i have felt in my whole life.  Anyway, I'll stop rambling. If anyone's got any questions they want to ask, ask them. If anyone is hoping to have children and want advice then feel free to speak to me! Without trying to sound condescending or superior, I really do advise finding a woman, to those who haven't, and trying to create a good woman out of her and raising a family with the RIGHT kind of woman. I wish you the best of luck. If anyone is Christian, I ask if you could pray for a healthy pregnancy and a healthy birth of my child. HH Brothers :)