Dude, between this investigation and my cannabis habit my parents had me fucking committed to our local looney bin/holding tank...tied me down, shot me in ass with meds, those cocksuckers threw me in a room with nothing but a shitty La Z boy and a cold shower head...there's obviously more details to the story but throwing yourself into the darkness and coming out sane has it's ups and downs....I personally thrive on it... Easily the lowest point of my life having to walk a thin line between the crazies I love and the darkness I know exists....those psychiatrists didn't have clue what hit them... Acceptance, forgiveness and music at 432 hz...plenty of work to be done...cause I'm getting drunk at "The Hanging" and yeah I'm most definitely gonna be there....