Understandable.  In response, I would encourage you to consider this (and I have no idea if you are a believer, or practice a faith, so take this for what it's worth): On the surface, at the material level, the Covid situation is an attempt by the Enemies of the People to derail and destroy what Good is doing. But on a higher level, it is a trial, a crisis that humanity has had to undergo.  Why do trials come to good people? It's because of failure of responsibility. The failure of the first human ancestors to reject evil and trust in God had a consequence. THe consequence was that Evil came to have a justifiable, legal basis for control, ownership of humanity. (We handed ownership over to evil, instead of returning it to God.) For that consequence to be undone, the reverse must take place. When good people undergo a trial, it is God allowing the Devil to execute his 'writ of ownership'. But in that situation, when good people overcome the trial, then they reverse the failure in responsibility. They 'pay' the price to reclaim their responsibility and put God in his correct place as parent, owner.  (*Whereas Jesus paid the price, on the cosmic level, it only opens the door. Each person has to follow and repeat that victory in our own lives, based on the opportunity his grace creates.) Point is, good people undergo trials in order to 'win' their freedom, to win 'the crown of glory' and prevent its removal. When victorious, after the trial, the Devil must retreat. The Covid situation is a global trial, a despicable situation (including abuses perpetrated by tyrants, wanna-be-communists, etc, the Cabalistic media and politicians) we have to undergo and overcome. The result? Even great awakening. We see this starting already.  Likewise, the Storm is a serious trial for humanity. Evil making its final, yes final push to claim and control humanity as slaves forever. But they will fail. In other words, ultimately, its a spiritual battle going on within each of us (micro) and on the global scale (macro).  My point is this, take courage. Endure. Use your faith as a weapon. Fight back against that which seeks to discourage, dishearten, dissuade. This is why Q posts the 'armor of God' quotes so often, IMO. Q knows its not just an external, macro fight. It's an internal one as well.  No shame in feeling defeated. Like you, there are times where I maintain hope because the alternative is unimaginable. Just remember, it's darkest before the dawn, and we push on, with hope, tightened belts and indomitable perseverance, for the sake of our children and those who will come after us.  Be well, patriot. Be patient, enduring, and strong.  wwg1wga