ummm.... not sure what bible you read...but LIFE is a gift from GOD.  GOD wants one to live to their fullest potential working within the Law of Nature (GOD).  No FEAR, as FEAR is False Evidence Appearing Real.  SATAN's way to prevent you from success in what ever you want in life.    So, to say you can't wait  for GOD to take you off this earth is beyond ASS NINE!  It's the NPC Chrisitan's that believe this shit.   Your are def. one of the Few who can't wait to die!  Not being afraid to die because you believe and "Waiting to die because you can handle life or people around you" is, ummm I'm sure not what GOD intended.  But whatever floats your boat.