Thank You Jesus / I Just Want To Thank All You Patriots For All The Uplifting Love & Prayers I Recieved Before My Operation, The Voat.co Family Is Truly An Awesome Group Of Friends - @Stonenchizel Yesterday just before they were taking Me on the gerny to the operating room, I asked the nurses if they could give Me just a couple of minutes to read all the  comments that were on My only post I made yesterday asking for prayers. I almost wanted to cry because I was so full of joy going into the operation knowing that God surely would hear all the prayers from all you Patriots and all My Family that  were praying for Me to have good success with My operations. The funny thing is I left the hospital yesterday pissed off and mad because after going through all the procedures before an operation and having My whole arm numbed out to the point  of it being totally dead until this morning or more like up unil noon today. When I say it was dead, I mean it was dead to Me, I couldn't even feel My whole arm at all, it was wierd because the Anistisiologist made a mistake and hit one of My veins instead of My nerve in My upper arm but continued to add more medicine untiil My arm was totally dead, but in the process with all the medicine that was suppose  to numb only My arm and hand. Except the one shot she hit My vein instead of  My nerve had caused My heart to start to fluctuate all crazy. So the doctor says I'm so sorry but we are not going to operate on your hand today. Me being the ass  that I am when I dont get My way started being a dick to everyone in the operating room. Ater all the months that I have suffered with this Capal Tunnel syndrome and the Cancer nodule on My middle finger that is also causing so much pain from pressing on My nerve in that finger is sometimes unberable, most nights I don't sleep at all. When I do  sleep its from sheer exaustion and then I just pass out for a couple of hours at the most. Anyways I asked a nurse to please go get Ginger in the waiting room because they had to run an EKG and some other test to make sure I was going to be ok. The hospital had the head heart doctor come and recommend that I stay at the hospital last night, but I was so angry and didnt want to stay because I couldnt understand why they wouldnt operate now that My  whole arm was now dead to Me and I thought they could just do the operation and get it over with already. But the doctor explained to My wife that if they were to continue that My life would be in danger and I could be lost on the operating table instantly. So basiscally Ginger finally told Me hey: Quit acting like a damn child dammit, I'm not going to lose you today because we have so much more to share in this life. But I was still a bit angry knowing that I would still have to deal with all this unberable pain for who knows how long until we could set up another day for the operation. Then My Wife turned to Me and said: You better  be grateful that all your friends from voat.co around the world were praying for you because the doctor told Me that we are really lucky that you are still with us right now. Then she said you  know God was the one that made them stop because what had happened wouldn't be right to continue to operate, it was way too dangerous and He still wants you around on this earth  to finish your work He has in store for you, so stop acting stupid and ungrateful. Wow! sometimes even I forget who is in charge of all things. But today I am more grateful than ever for all of the  prayers from everyone around the world that were praying for Me. I now know that it was God's hand that was directing the doctors decissions and I eventually went home last night  but didn't get any  feelings back in My arm and hand until about noon today. But I was mad yesterday because My heart felt great and didn't feel how they said it was showing them on the monitors. But in the end  My doctor told Me , hey man I think you are worth saving so I hope you understand that we will do these operations on another day so lease don't be mad at anyone because we are all only human and sometimes something else guides us to do what is right. So I want to just say Thank You All for taking the time to ask God to be with Me yesterday during what could have been My last day on this earth, I truly apreciate every last one of you and all the heartfelt love you wished upon Me. I know one thing and that is God is truly in control and I am forever grateful to Our Father in Heaven and His Angels that were with Me right by My side even though I acted like an ass because I didn't  get My way. I've truly forgiven the Anistisiologist for the honest mistake she made, I'm sure it wasn't on  purpose because I was awake the whole time and talking to them as this was all takng place. Patriots  I'm sorry this post was so long but I had to share with you what actually happened yesterday during My operation procedure. My heart is good and I love My God for everything He has done and continues  to do for Me in this life. Thanks again Patriots and May the Lord Our God Richly Bless each and everyone of you and all your loved ones.  Thanks again Patriots, Much Love, @Stonenchizel