Just witness how hard “they” worship evil. This helped increase my faith in God!  There is a devil over this earth. The pope Basically said there is no hell (web searches will deny, you have to dig). He wants us to not fear hell?  This really opened my eyes.  There is a Good vs. Evil war and it’s getting crazy. Pick the right side and fight. Pray and ask God/Jesus for wisdom and clarity in your time of searching. God loves you!  I have been reading the Bible (start with John). I’m not ready to go back to organized religion. I’m searching for a personal relationship with Jesus. Good luck in your journey!