I understand perfectly...I think my fmily thinks everything will just continue status quo.  No need to find out the truth...we can't change it.  What do you do when you wake up?  DO you actually have any power to change anything?  It's crazy but once you wake up you are different...you just see things differently. My husband really resents what I watch or listen to even though he is conservative.  Being red-pilled is lonely for sure, which is why I appreciate our family here.