You know all about him?  Tell me your vast experience?  Bethel Church seats over 1000 people at each service.  They host 9 services a week. Around 10,000 people tune in to Betheltv worldwide to watch their sermons.   People come from all around the world come to my town to go thee in hopes of a miracle and most come away with some meaningful experience with many healed.  If Bethel was false there would be tons and tons of reports online of new angry people each week.    I myself have been healed partly through my experiences at Bethel of a terminal illness. I pray you find something meaningful in your life that heals and helps you the way that God has me.  God Loves you very, very much.  You are his child and if you believe in the salvation of the cross hen you are made perfect in his sight.  He never leaves you or any of his children.  Through faith all things can be healed/resolved.  Faith is how we think about a problem, ourselves and God.  When your thoughts about God become that he loves you, he never leaves you and he wants to help you resolve all your needs then, we can experience signs and wonders as the disciples did in biblical days.  If 80% of our thought are negative and 5% are faith filled we are limited in our experience of God's power and love.