Tell me I am wrong.  uh. You are wrong. The 'proofs' should give you AMPLE encouragement that 'The Plan' is indeed a PLAN and that that its considerations of timing are dependent on factors and variables within and beyond the boundaries of the plan. Basically, and sadly for you, YOUR temporal desires are NOT part of the Plan's exigencies.  Just sit back, close your eyes and find your center for now.  Chill. Victory to The Light