I have always been too skeptical for my own good, and this lead me from naive surface-level communist ten years ago to a traditional, natural law loving conservative. I've been following the Q stuff loosely and do read a bunch of the stuff just for the hell of it just to see if there is a glimmer of hope. You're right with the over-the-top numbers and coincidences that have people writing massive conjectures. Stuff turns me off. Maybe it's wrong, maybe it's right. It seems to fanatical to me. Maybe the disinformation from EVERYWHERE got to me. I read a lot of everything to see what people whom have my values and those who don't are thinking, analyzing current events, or seemingly often, trying to mislead their audience with. Part of me believes Qanon is a disinformation campaign meant to satiate anxious citizens, but I can't help but remember that during the course of this whole thing, many people are now aware of insane corruption. Corruption so bizzare and under-the-rug that no one would believe it or even hear about it before. Frankly, I am an strict empiricist and need results to believe the method. I personally really dislike the method of communication Q uses, but you'll say it is necessary. Fair enough. I understand that. It is also a big reason why so many other people outright hate Q, because it seems no different than the loose tongue of leftists wordsmiths and sleazy politicians. I understand their frustration. So I am waiting in limbo trying to keep tabs on which way the world will turn and how this will turn out. Stoicism is important in such a wild world. I'm rooting for the end of the massive network of kingmakers and kings to uproot and I want the government and media out of our life telling us how we should behave, when to love, when to hate. Fuck. It's unnatural and sickening. May our potentials not be wasted. God help us.