my last message ... its to Q and Q+ I am so sorry I let you down. I lost my voice and can no longer be of any help . Since you came on the scene Q, YOU helped restore this Broken old war dog. I thanQ you. Q+, Sir, it was a GREAT HONOR to serve under your command . I am sorry I am no longer able to continue. ( my injuries make it difficult to use the computer properly )I also have issues with being separated and alone ( Medical hold units did that ) Banned on reddit, took me away from many. Being suspended this time on Twitter did me in. They attacked me through MY CAR , No prob I got a new one NEVER PAIR A PHONE with your cars hands free device. ( yes the fake chips from CHINA did make it into our cars.. i had several attacks VIA Cellphone ) I am no longer able to deal with not fitting in ( ALL my life i never fit in until Q, you came along. I will always follow you and Q+. Since the banishment from reddit i never truly reconnected again with anyone... I will continue to pray for all the ANONS , BAKERS, AUTISTS and ALL the Saints world wide. I will continue to pray for Q+ and His safety and especially for the safety of His family . ThankQ both for allowing me to serve.  Respectfully Submitted, SSG James Rader U.S. Army , Oregon Army National Guard, Medically Retired. ( mods i never used an anon name I am well known THROUGH my military service)