Yeah @NoBS I've been through quite a bit this year alone with three back surgeries to remove Cancer and now this, all while I was preparing for a double knee replacement until they accidently found Cancer in My back and on My middle finger and on My left foot big toe, they say there is most likely a primary source where the Cancer is causing these other spots to expose themselves, but they haven't been able to find it after a colonoscopy and a endoscopy of the top half and even a camera pill that I swallowed last month that takes 50,000 pictures of My whole intestinal tact. So I'm just trusting in God to do with Me what He wants because I'm really tired of all the test and the doctors continue to tell Me  "well we cant find a primary source" ... My faith is strong and I'm a pretty righteous dude now that I'm older, but maybe the past where I wasn't such a good dude and was a harsh drug addict years ago and now Im paying for it, or it's one of the new biological medicines that  I've been a guinny pig for in  the recent years . Either way right now 'm just happy to be alive sitting next to My beautiful wife on our bed watching the tube as I respond back to My commments....  Gd Bless Patriot! ww1wga