I knew since I was a child, but since MSM and all the other things on TV were mostly garbage, and with a busy life, it can get hard to tie it all together, and find the right sources. It is time consuming, but though Q's generosity in filling us in, I found out the EVIL was much worse and connected. I actually did think there was NO HOPE for this world, and I just tried to live my life the best I could anyway. I can't thank Q enough. Q brought me hope.