AF, so sorry for your needless loss. Needless because I truly believe this was as real as you stated, but the virus was manufactured. Which, after years of watching, reading and speaking with people way smarter than myself, I believe most of the virus's since the 80's have been fabricated in a Petri dish, courtesy of our "science" bureaucrats and the big Pharma money printing machine. Furthermore, to your point, the lockdowns are doing even more damage. I haven't had 10 suicides within close proximity (kids, parents, siblings etc of friends or fam) in my previous 59 years of life. We've had 6 this yr. It's killing people, literally. Anyway, again, sorry for your loss.