Patti - you cant fix your own sin. Jesus did that for you already with His death and resurrection.  You need to surrender to Him in repentance.  Give Him your life and ask for forgiveness.  Keep asking and surrendering.  1 John 1:9. Jesus said “Come to me, all who are weary and heavy burdened, and I will give you rest.”  Study the Bible diligently so you can develop discernment of what is true and what is not.  Ephesians is a good book to start, or John, or Romans.