I am sorry you are feeling this way.I was getting discouraged too.Until I watched the videos on You Tube. Blessed to Teach. A former military guy as pictures and runs down which tunnels and cities underground white hats have taken control of. Yes I said cities. They have built the most elaborate cities underground ! It is unbelievable. They have high speed railway that can connect underground oceans to other countries. He has pictures.Sicking how all these years no one knew what they were doing. Illuminati still has control of some of the tunnels in California. Search this guy out his name is Gene.Been talking on a few Qanon youtube channels. So we have a war going on underneath our country. That is why all the hearing of earthquakes. Destroying tunnels and cities. Be patient you have no idea the enormous amount e have been deceived and the money they stole fro us to build this.Stay healthy and safe.