I have had times where I too think the same thing - that this could all be a trap for the good to have a false sense of hope just for our hard work to eat us - but then i think back to myself before Q I didn’t have God in my life like I do now or the knowledge and awareness of what is happening in the world to the extent I do now and I only see that as a positive - if this is all for nothing at least I know what I have done and will continue to do I will do because I know it is right