I OFTEN feel just as you do.  If "the plan" hadn't taken so long, perhaps so many lives might not have been lost...but they keep telling us it's all about "timing" and "optics".  That does nothing to restore my doubts, especially as the racial divide continues to deepen and it feels like we're headed for another civil war.  I don't think most Patriots can hold back much longer.  I keep trying to reassure myself that there is 'something' hidden in the  meaning of "this is not just another 4 year election".  I'm not a religious person, but a music person, and I blast it everyday to get through my disabilities and doubts. Stories like this one zap my hope.  So I go back to reminding myself that "sometimes darkness can show you the light"....  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qr1UOfvMFt0