I notice your frustration, as if the level of your views equal being fully awake. If that is the case, how is it that you fail to account for difference in level of learning? Or is your level of being Awake something innate to you? Instead, you sound off like my aunt talking about by deceased father: your father would be sad. Your father would be proud, Your father would be ... blabla. This is shaming or validating using a straw man, as it is as hypothetical as they come. And you are setting yourself up as the one true authority on what Q feels? Wait: you know how 11 people feel at this very moment?  I would even say: you are employing the true Scotsman- argument.  I also note, you did not tells us why the apparent and alleged connection/ coincidence, is NOT related.  In any case, your frustration leads you to employ logical fallacies and thus, you are missing the mark completely. There is still much you have to learn. So, pipe down, take a breath, a beer, and rethink your strategy.