I am the same. You could spin me in circles and I would still be able to point out the star sisters.  I have known most of this all my life, having Q to make it understandable for others has been huge.  However, that being said, know that those in the “bad guy” roles volunteered to be what they are and the huge opportunity it brings for bringing light back to earth, without their darkness as blatant as it is and driving the awakening, I would still be knowing what I do, without any support.  I am definitely delighted with the way things are shaping up.  Thank you for writing