Honestly, and I will answer for clarity: I was in the whole mess hook line and sinker. Ignorant: which mean I did not know any better. Simply means when we dont have the knowledge. That is not meant as insult, tho' most use it as such. Indoctrinated. For sure. Was hard core Maoist Marxist because I studied closely the "doctrine". Indoctrinated: was in a cult and "followed the leader" for over a decade. (Jesus sprung me from that.) And I am sure there is much more to learn and grow from and into. Bit by bit I am still learning. Yes, that is part of the adventure. I have considered and discussed that yeah, we are headed for the whole NWO thing. Don't know what it will look like. Gonna get rough before Jesus Christ returns. He is the only One I really count on. The world system will get taken out, then. So I rest easy. So what AI so what matrix. Heh, Jesus holds the trump card. I appreciate your well wishes, and acknowledge your Q to be open minded. Enjoying life is exactly what pisses off the Enemy. God wins, anon!