I lost my BF because of the DS After I learned about the deep state spying on everything we do, I became traumatized.  I felt so violated! I just thought of all if the intimate moments I thought we private, only to learn every moment was witnessed by which knows how many people.  I feel raped. I can no longer have sex with him. He does not even believe in Q but he promised to remove all phones and electronics to make me happy. I know he was trying,  but I simply can not be intimate again. Not until I am assured those people are put away and I have the privacy I once had. Even then, I dont know. Now my bf has been getting angry. He has been calling me ugly names, and has been calling Q horrible things.  I've told him sex is just one small thing in a relationship among hundreds of other things. He shouldn't lose his mind over it. Well, after 4 months of fighting, he has moved out. I was crying and begging him to stay. He blames our breakup on "fucking Q". So I am heartbroken,  but I know I could not have done anything differently now knowing what I know. Nobody to blame but the deep state. These people are sick!