I don't know if it is time travel or a way to predict future probabilities wherein the number of possibilities gets limited up to the point where there is near-certainty or even certainty. But I, like you, don't even worry about what's going to happen anymore. I feel like the outcome is predetermined. Gives me the freedom to do other things and just check in here and on Twitter from time to time. I can't even begin to estimate how many hours I have spend obsessing and reading and researching over the past two years or so. EDIT: Or, the outcome has already been negotiated.