Uhhhh.... sorry but I'm lost....did someone slam you? I don't see it here. Yes your posts ARE valuable and anyone saying differently must be shills. Don't give up and don't listen to FFSerrrkay  - a 5 month account!   I understand the love you see and feel on your farm, there's nothing better, it touches the SOUL as well as the heart. Just know you are loved and valued here as well.  Hopefully someday we won't have to be anonymous and we (at least some of us) can get together for a Bud and bonfire!