19yo guy here, I'm on meds for anxiety because of some bad shit earlier in life, and those experiences certainly built a perfectionist mentality. Funny, I give myself shit for being such a skinnyfat son of a bitch but you look at guys from back in the 1940's-60's in the military and they were more of a skeleton than I am. XD Anymore though, all the "fine gentlemen" my age are trying to look like male models or something. I'd rather just look like the one guy in the room that need not be fucked with, else everyone in the room is fucked. Don't need to look like some toned lifeguard when I could break the guy's neck with one hand.