Right? I have serious depression, I say have because once you're truly depressed it's a lifelong thing. I'm in a much better place now yet some things weigh me down (heh). The damage it caused still affects me today so I know what you're talking about, I'm just glad the you managed to climb out the anxiety hole. There's a reason why fats are so damn lethargic and angry all that time, our bodies were simply not built to lug around the weight of a rhino. All their problems are exacerbated by the excess weight, but losing it? It's impossible!!  Thin people have problems, news to FA's. But honestly though, because of fats so many problems are undermined. I just hope they start dying at a faster rate.