An observation about my only fat friend on Facebook Generally, scrolling through facebook makes me feel hopeless and nihilistic. I don't know why I keep punishing myself with that website and why I haven't just deleted my account. Probably because I'm a masochist and at this point, facebook is my depository for cat pictures. Also because of that sweet, sweet dopamine hit that Fuckerberg has programmed into me. But anyways, cat pictures and dopamine aside, I've noticed whenever I see a post about food, it's always the same damn pig posting it. It's always shit like "10 tips for eating better" with the punchline being that all 10 tips are "eat bacon" but worded differently each time, "don't ever let a recipe tell you how many chocolate chips to put in. You measure that shit with your heart", or that one fat meme about being offered to see the desert menu and all your human friends say no thanks because they already just ate a full meal, YOU FUCKING DENSE LARDBUCKET. As I have mentioned before in a few of my posts, I have gone through a plethora of addictions in my short two decades on this earth. Like, goddammit when I was a child I was even straight up addicted to eating ice cubes, but I cannot wrap my head around how fats can be so obsessed with food to where they almost base their personality around it. Like heck, even at my lowest, most alcoholic point where I was borderline dead, I never spammed my page with memes about "10 tips for staying hydrated: just drink fucking vodka all day" or "don't ever let a bartender tell you how many drinks you should have, you measure that shit with your liver." I guess it just goes to show how socially acceptable its become to kill yourself with food. Why is there not AA for fats? Actually, most of the people at my AA meetings are fats.... Hmmm... :/