I was always one deep down but in my 20s I had quite the love for beer. So much so I wasn't working out or eating garbage late because I was drunk. I never got too bad but I definitely noticed. That's when I decided I wasn't just grossed out by them , I was grossed out with my behaviour. Promptly lose any trace of that weight and in doing so grew into an actual hater as opposed so just someone who wasn't a fan of fat.