I think everyone has those "I wish I had _____ " moments. What the hams don't realize is the reason they feel that way all the TIME, is because there is so much about them to change.  Not just little details to polish up.  It piles up a bit and by the time they start realizing that they want to look a certain way, it SEEMS unattainable, because they're so far from fucking normal/human that the line they need to cross to reach even PART of those goals is far across the horizon.