Drunk Rant So I went I to the bar tonight first time in six months, haven't been laid in a year, need to get some. WTF am I supposed to do, they are all fucking fat all of them, all obese. I have girls fawnin all over me, But they are all fuxking obese what the fuck. All the few normal girls are either so stuck up or are in a relationship.  I fucking work out everyday, I fucking own my home, I own my truck. I. Fucking 30 years old and I am fucking alone, I used to say k did it for myself but what's the fucking point I want a family I want a life.  Soni went home with this fat fuck, and I am horny as fuck, I can't take it. But she is so fucking ugly so fucking fat I can't get up, I have to leave, I say I am too drunk and I leave.  Just thinking about her makes me sick, makes want to fucking kill myself. This is it for me, there is nothing fucking left. You try to explain why fit men date fat women, this is fucking why, there is not choice. What am I supposed to do? Tell me! I decided next week I am selling everything and going into private military service. I just don't care anymore, everything I have worked for was for nothing.