Yo OP listen to this guy. Things like art and music are something you REALLY need to be passionate about.  It wont be fun, you wont like it every day. Its work, its not supposed to be fun. If you arent the absolute best of the best at every time you can be, you wont make it very far with those things (unless youre really good at making connections or get lucky). Its hard to describe. But you cant waver or move off course if that is really going to be your path. Even dudes who are "professionals" have to rely on side jobs. And those are getting harder to come by.