The thing is, I was actually pretty mentally stable when I was training that much. Focusing on my body made my mind stronger (and too tired to have emotional break downs). But at the same time, the way the male coaches treated me in the gym gave me very serious body imagine issues  There you have it. You're fat because you're bored and you have too much time on your hands. I love how she admits it and everyone just skips through it to the part about "evil males ooooo". Newsflash: men give other men serious body image issues, it's not an exclusive women-thing.