same thing.  I was "depressed" for a very long time.  It was healthy but I was misled by psychiatrists, friends etc thankfully I never took anti depressants i did take adderall though.  Then one day I realized everything was upside down.  I had been raised without God, my parents only flaw because otherwise they raised me well, polite, dad coached my sports and build stuff with me etc.  I was addicted to drugs, both opiates and adderall, I was living in sin having premarital sex with my girlfriend, I was lazy beyond belief and not trying at college and I also had no practical skills. I was depressed because I was useless, directionless, Godless, and self-destructing.  A morbidly obese person should feel depressed, they are overwhelming the body to such a degree they can barely move and still eat like a starved animal