Yeah, thank you. So far it's been pretty easy to stay away from all those people because I lost my job due to taking bars all the fucking time and my dealers all worked with me. Been doing more volunteer work to stay busy while I find a new job. I was the same way the first time I took Xanax. I basically rolled over in bed the morning after the most relaxing night/best sleep ever and turned to the guy and said "that was the greatest thing I've ever done" and then it went to shit really really fast.