1) To remind myself that there's so much more to life than just food. I've encountered people in real life who do nothing but talk about food and how it makes them happy. I want to be a medical office manager not a nurse or doc. Plus, these fatties remind me of suicidal people who rather eat themselves to death because they would rather have a "short happy life than a long miserable one". I want to be part of a team that wants to stop this. I could do embassy work for Vietnam in America but I have to live in Vietnam to obtain Vietnamese citizenship first so my dream job there may take long training sessions. 2) I like to have compassion but they must understand that their needs go first even before their feelings. To live is to make sacrifices than to overindulge one's self to death. Suicide is one of the medical topics I find rather interesting; especially if it involves food and obesity which doesn't get reported often enough to make headlines in anything. After all, you don't hear too much about depressed fatties going to buffets alone.