How can they let Shit Like that happen to themselves So i commited to a bulk for this year aiming  to gain about 8-10 Kilos until chtistmas. My Abs start to fade away and i allready feel fat i Hope i can Stick with it to gain about 5-7 kg of Clean muscle until next Summer.  This is going to be hard on my Psyche. How can somebody Look at themselves while gaining 40-50 kgs of fat ?