What have y'all done to me?! [sarcastic rant] You have ruined me. I can't eat anymore without taking a good look at what I'm eating. I actually think about what I'm putting in my body. I wasn't overweight, 6 foot even and 175 pounds, but I now realize how unhealthy I've been. It's beginning to affect my family, because I cook for them. I give my kids fruit as a snack, I make sure they get vegetables at dinner. I can't go out without noticing how others take care of themselves. Fupas now have a magnetic ability to draw my attention, and it's not good attention. I watch how others feed themselves, and I judge them a little. You did this to me, FPH. I don't even have the luxury of eating my sadness away anymore... This rant has truth at its core. I really have become concerned and aware of what I eat and drink. I feel guilty if I don't feed my kids and wife properly. I'm convinced that most people who are overweight are a product of their own actions, and have the power to change themselves but choose not to. I'm convinced that lurking here has exacerbated my these feelings. It's also causing me to recall encounters that I had tried to forget.