Ugh im at the heaviest I have ever been 5 months of 'life shit' getting in the way and me eating my feelings and this is what happens. BMI is creaping up to the 22.5 mark. I feel so fucking gross. On the plus side, recent physio has reduced my pain a lot so I can start working out a little more which will make me eat a little less. How can people get bigger and not feel absolutely disgusted with their bodies?