If you trust your doctor, then take the advice. I'm an English teacher and I've had students who've stopped menstruating due to their eating disorders. When they get back on track with their health and the body is doing what it's supposed to, they become totally different people. Generally, they're more at ease. Simple decisions become easier because they don't have to constantly worry about their health. Put your health first Angry Almond, you're worth it. PS. Nobody cares if you're a criminal or not, we just want you to be happy.