Kind of discouraging to see but the responding comments were more discouraging for me.  The world is a complicated place and lots of people find inspiration from different things but I guess this gives me new light that FPH is just a bitch-fest circle-jerk. This isn't a comment against yourself unless you construe it as to how the forum is moderated. I see your responsibility towards the forum and in extension a decision on how to spend your time. TL;DR - I don't care what happens on fph anymore, your call on deleting the post.