i fucking wish i had the no-eating-depression instead of the constant-desire-to-be-worthless-depression. That's honestly what i hate most about my depression. I feel so worthless as a human that i get the whole "fuck it, you're worthless, the world might as well see that you're worthless". Essentially I have to constantly struggle against the desire to "self-harm" with food. That's how I see my relationship to food :/ sorry....this is mostly a vent, and yours was the lucky comment I replied to :/