I have no advice, only empathy and love from one girl in recovery to another  Thank you :) I'm sending you love and empathy in return <3.  Fats have 100% made things harder and more complicated, to the point where I changed psychs at the clinic because the one I'd been going to was getting increasingly fat-logicky and it was doing awful things to my anxiety.  That must've been so horrible, and I really mean that. I can only imagine what that does to your psyche when you're in such a vulnerable state and the one person who's supposed to help you only triggers massive anxiety. I think it's amazing that you stood up for yourself like that, while you were in that situation! That psych should've known better. Did you get a better psych after you switched?  Personally, I've been noticing that the fatlogic is creeping up in spaces/sites aimed at recovery. The whole thing of ''you can be fat and actually have anorexia'' (with the pic of a clearly obese person), or the whole thing of ''I count as obese and I'm super loud online about my anorexia, here's my struggle''...it's so out of place. At the worst of my disorder, I was completely terrified of anyone EVER finding out! I wouldn't dream of bragging about it online. And the thing is-- for me it does cause anxiety, because I want reliable info from people who know what they're talking about, and relatable stories from those with similar struggles. Above all, I want sanity and truth, not an agenda of delusion being pushed. And imagining your situation back then from that perspective, I can only imagine how horrifying that must've been.  I sincerely hope that you're doing better now.