I've fucked up my life pretty badly, I have the grand total of £120 to last me a month after legal aid bills and I put myself behind my child. One meal a day in December so I can get her a nice Christmas and travel to see her? Check. Rely on my buddies for wifi passwords? Check. Cut out excesses in my life so i can get by? Check. Start a GoFundMe with my woe is me stories and dangling my (clinically diagnosed) PTSD like a fucking sympathy carrot. Naahhhhhh I'd rather fucking starve. Entitled fat cunt.