Yeah, haha. I know, I know. I realized after posting this that it really wasn't even about fat hating. I'm really bad at figuring out what triggers what when I get upset or feel sad so I end up just fixating on one thing that bothered me that day. This was one of those days. I was feeling pretty down and was on FPH and was trying to show my boyfriend a video on here and he just ignored me and now here we are. I realize how insignificant and immature I sound in this post, and I'm kind of regretting posting it now because it was on impulse.