Imagine how gross you’d feel if you woke up fat. That’s her life. She can sometimes forget that fact for a little bit but everything remind you of your fatness. A person running up the stairs ? Triggered... a guy checking out a hot girl? Triggered. Someone 5lbs away from ideal weight talking about slimming down for a bikini body? Triggered. They can’t escape their body. Putting that much strain on the joint and heart is trauma. I don’t get the whole body love thing ....if you live your body why are you torturing it?