I dream about how I fill her bony body with McDonalds, I want her to be mine, when her body is finally fat, her sweet face is all mine.  I don't know about you, but I wasn't all about shit like this when I was a teen. MTG, D&D or some Dragon Warrior when I wasn't at the weight room or practice, sure. Asking a chick out and getting rejected because I was an awkward, socially retarded nerd in a jock's body? Yep, been there, done that. But creepy stalker obsessive abusive blathering in a notebook? Hahahahahaha nah man, there's weird, and then there's weird.