I didn't care for the prizes. I just wanted to be proud of myself for accomplishing something I had wanted my whole life, despite the years where I thought I would never be able to. I had a 6 inch tube coming out of my stomach and had 4L of fluid in my gut at all times. When that dr put the catheter in there I swore that one day I would have a six pack again. And I accomplished that as soon as I could 4 years later.  Fuck it. I am proud of myself.