EDNOS in a nutshell. A person with a real ED would rather kill themselves than see the scale going up. What these fat fucks have is just normal fat fuckery: they want to be thin, but continue eating too much and keep gaining weight. That's not an eating disorder, that's just a run of the mill failed dieter. You can hate yourself for it (while stuffing your face with food) but that doesn't make it an ED.  And when I look into the windows of ED forums everywhere I see the same thing. I rarely see someone saying they feel out of control; I see them saying they feel fat.  Yes, exactly! The fatass says it, but doesn't get it. Person with real ED "feels" fat when they are not. EDNOS feels fat, because they are fat. Cognitive dissonance is not a mental disorder.