My Hate Has Reached 11 I am currently watching my grandmother die. At 90 years old, my grandma is rapidly approaching death and there's nothing she or anyone else can do about it. She's always been healthy and active, even when she began to lose her hearing and eyesight several years ago, she kept going as vigorous as ever. Even when she started having heart problems a few years ago, which gave her breathing problems, she never gave up or slacked off. She went through some surgeries, some hospitalizations, as doctors tried to find a way to get her back to 100%, but she always bounced back as soon as she was able, and never stopped her lifestyle for a moment. As part of a recent treatment, her doctor prescribed her a high dose of potassium, apparently unmonitored. Because the potassium destroyed her kidneys. Far beyond even dialysis, and just nine days ago, her nephrologist gave her three weeks to live, at the most. Just like that. Life over. All her plans, her work, her daily routines and joys, cancelled. Her body has quickly failed her, unable to produce any energy whatsoever. After only a few days she could no longer walk, then stand, then sit up. She can't stay awake very long, can't even speak more than a sentence or two at a time, for the energy and breath it takes. She's angry. She's frustrated. We all are. Her doctor poisoned her, and her death is suddenly looming on the horizon. She's holding on so hard but there's nothing anyone can do. If there were ANYTHING.... And then I hear this story from /u/mithlover: 500lb woman who refused to let surgeons amputate her toes after the betus took over but also refused to change her eating, so nurse friend had to watch her slowly die as her body necroses starting at the toes and ending at the hips when she died. And I raged. FUCK. THAT. WOMAN. Not a woman, not even human. She fucking LET HERSELF DIE. She saw it coming, she could have stopped it, and she just fucking let it fucking happen. Oh my god if only it were so easy, not even easy, just fucking POSSIBLE my grandma would fucking SURVIVE YOU FUCKING USELESS SACK OF FAT. I've always been disgusted by fats, but this. This is true hate.