Oh yeah I do feel insecure about it, definitely. Not only do I have trouble with lifting (well, not trouble as such, just obviously can't do as much or progress as quickly as others, and form is an extra struggle) but I have trouble with setting up and putting away equipment too and it takes me way too long so I worry about others waiting for me, need to stop and rush off to visit the bathroom a lot during activity, other little things related to my disability.. so basically, my time spent in the gym is a little embarrassing for me, everyone seeing this. It all sort of builds to one pretty insecure me - but, I can say, it's never stopped me going and I wont let it. The only time I've missed a workout is when the owner of the gym has told me it's time for a week off. But, really, I have zero reason to be insecure about ANY of that. Literally NO regular there has done anything to make me feel insecure especially once they knew of my situation, about anything, and infact have done the opposite and made me feel pretty awesome, and included too. It's just in my head. And either way I certainly shouldn't feel insecure about a comment from a fucking fat. You're right, I can use this to get over my needless insecurities.