Ehhh so much this.  I am a restricting/purging type of bulimic. Its not food that makes me relapse. Its seeing fat people. I can have few slices of pizza and be fine. I can eat a chicken salad, see few fatties and instantly go into "i ll stop eating for next 3 days and if i eat anything i ll purge" Its not a god damn food that triggers this response. Its seeing fatties. Its essentially seeing fatties who claimed they are recovering. If thats how recovering looks like then i d rather stay ill...