Totally can understand that! Agreed - they would somehow be "jealous" of your situation. Fucking disgusting.  I can sort of relate to what you're saying. I went from having an ED to being an ultra runner. In the process, I had to hire a nutritionist because I honestly didn't know how to feed myself right for what I was demanding of my body.  Even now that I've been doing ultras for a few years, I still have a coach - she provides both exercise and nutrition advice monthly.  I hope you find a dietician who you click with!!! Good luck :) and once I can figure out how to post pictures I totally will! Dogs are the BEST!