I guess ... I'm happy to hear that? My dad tried to hide the divorce phone calls, but it sounded pretty brutal from what I overheard. I hope you can both find someone you do want to marry. It's a shame divorce became so weaponised so that two people can't realise they made a mistake and try again. You only get one life and to have to choose between being alone, being trapped in a bad relationship, and having your life destroyed is no choice at all.