Yes. That's what I felt when reading that. For all that boasting about having tons of modelling jobs, she's actually not earning that much from them, cause seriously, only the fat brands want her, and fats are cheap people. And for all the boasting about being sexy and confident at that size, she's probably eating her feelings away every time some 6/10 normal-sized girl walks past. So what other way to score a high paying job while getting validation from people about being the beautiful sexy goddess that she is?