How do hams live with themselves? I've been lurking FPH since before /r/fatpeoplehate was shut down and this is my first time contributing. What I don't understand is how anyone can get to even overweight without fucking hating themselves, let alone 300+ lbs. I'm 5'3" and about 133lbs/30% bf because I gained weight over the summer and I can't even look at myself in the mirror without wanting to cry. I am literally disgusted with myself for treating my body this way and letting it get to this point. If this is how I feel at a bmi ~23.5, I have no idea how anyone with a fupa or triple chin hasn't turned their life around or just fucking offed themselves. I probably would.