"Looks like being skinny isn't everything, right?" This happened earlier on today, and I'm still upset. I know we shouldn't let what the obeasts say truly get to us - they're pathetic, jealous, and bitter - but I have to admit, this one got to me guys and is still getting to me. Okay, quick backstory - I'm physically disabled. In the obvious, visible way (not obeasity lol). I wont bore you with the sob story details, but all you need to know is that I have very weak and twisted bones, and my muscles severely atrophied. They have not been able to build like other peoples have, and didn't develop well through my growth. Another long story short, due to the power of meds and finding the right ones for me, after years of this I am finally in a position to try and build those muscles up (nothing doing about the bones though). I now lift at the gym 3x a week and have been doing for months. I started from nothing and now I have a little something, and things are going well. Everyone (the humans, at least) are incredibly supportive. I suck at lifting, as you can imagine, and can't handle much weight at all and probably never truly will be able to with my condition. But I push myself to do what I can, and it's working. I refuse to give myself limits, I'll go as far as I can. No matter how much I suck, every regular at the gym is utterly cool about it, and many take time out to give me a hand if I'm struggling and help me. Even the usually loud and obnoxious bros actually change their usual tunes when I'm struggling now that they know of me and my situation, come over and are always very sweet then. We got a cool family going on, at the small gym I attend. Any fats who appear there just give all the thin/fit of us bitter, shitty looks of course.. but today it went further. I was there doing my thing. Our gym is normally only regulars, but I noticed a new 'person' today.. huge fat, female. She was going through induction/first training session with a personal trainer at the gym, lifting. It got through everything set out for it with ease - but of course, the first sessions the trainers there do usually involve MUCH lighter than they assume you can handle. If this fat was actually STRONG, it should have been able to lift a lot more with all that fucking weight behind it. It was lifting heavier than me, though. This didn't surprise or bother me. I know my situation and know I do what I can. It's session was over, it was looking very smug. Stood chatting with the trainer (young dude, pretty hot), arms crossed, twirling hair, flirting, commenting about how easy that was and how she thinks she'll enjoy the gym, and this is just what she needs. He made a quick exit, lol. For some fucking reason she decides to come and sit amongst the free weights, watch everyone and watch the TV. After a while, it started focusing on me. Staring. It was really uncomfortable. After a good few minutes of staring at me, it asked me 'are you nearly finished there? I want to have a go at that'. I tell it '2 more sets'... for the record, it asked me whilst I was in the middle of a goddamn squat and obviously pushing myself. It asks what sets are (I'm sure the trainer fucking told it during it's session, probably too much blubber in its ears to hear). I don't reply, because fuck that. Just try and grin and gesture that I can't talk right now because of the weight I'm pushing up and down there. It watches me, grinning. I'm struggling guys, I really pushed myself today with the weight I added. I was handling it though.. but last set, I had a wobble. It was a pretty big wobble. The bar clanked down on a wonk, I fell (but totally safely). No one came to help me because by the time they noticed I was struggling because of the clanking sound, I was already on the floor but obviously okay and safe and they knew I could handle it from there. Such occurrences are normal for me at the gym, lol. The fat slowwwlllyyy plodwaddles over though, as I am getting up. It asked me if I was okay, GIGGLING and looking SMUG rather than concerned. I say yeah. It picks up the bar to straighten it.. and then this shit comes pouring out of its mouth: "Wow, huh, this isn't very heavy. Ha, why are you on the floor because of THIS? It's my first day and I could do this absolutely fine. Looks like being skinny isn't everything, right?" I just stood there while it was saying all this while it put the bar back... the last comment slapped me right in the face and I was shocked. I mean what the fuck. Fucking jealous, pathetic piece of human waste. I've put more work into my health and fitness than that thing EVER will do. I struggle against ACTUAL hurdles and disabilities with my body, but that thing purposely causes poor health and hurdles for it's own. That thing did NOTHING today at the gym, it's session was MEANT to be very easily handled, yet it was acting like it had just broken world fucking records just because it managed to get through it. Aftermath though. It said it loud enough for one bro to overhear, his head SHOT the fuck round and he was death staring, mouth open. I don't know him well but he has helped me out a couple of times as another regular, and has always been very nice and encouraging. The fat quickly walked off all smug when I didn't reply (not noticing bros death stare). He goes 'Fucking bitch', comes over and asks me if I'm okay, tells me not to listen, and that he's gonna go tell the owner about the fat and what it said to me. The owner came over to me, and told me shortly 'I'll sort it. That was fucking inappropriate. Don't you worry. You're doing great. Don't worry' and walked off. He's a very blunt, short-worded sort of guy usually, but he has been AMAZING with me and always believed in me, never held back with me, and he knew I wouldn't like a scene or fuss. I was pretty quiet throughout all this because I was actually pretty upset. Not crying upset or anything, just quietly upset. I dunno what will happen with the fat from here, whether they'll let it stay. I'll have to ask about it next time. But yeah, that happened today.