I'd rather be brainwashed and happy than 'overcome my preferences' and be crushed to death. The fucking arrogance to say that not finding her attractive is a fault I need to overcome. Even if you're fit and healthy, if a person isn't attracted to you, show some fucking respect for that preference.  And if you're fat and people aren't into you, stop acting so god damn surprised. You know what you did. I need to stop reading FPH at night, the anger makes it hard to sleep.