I feel you're right on point. Being healthy and being anorexic hit two different marks for me. Anorexia was the extreme mental way to deal with emotions and fears (not even being centered on my body anymore at some point, just the pure addiction and high feeling), while trying my best to be healthy now is more physical and disciplined, due to exercising, resting and eating right. It makes me happy to hear these actual positive recoveries, going from a debilitating illness to really bettering and improving yourself through eating PROPERLY and exercising to have a better, more functional body and mind.