Fats wish they had eating disorders. I know that I would be obese if I didn't compensate some how, and for some fucked reason I feel comfort looking at fat people complaining about being unable to lose weight. It's so fucking easy!? Just  burn more than you consume?! Their ignorance is the bane of my existence but also my motivation. I wonder how it feels to literally be the reason that someone vomits, or starves themself.  I'm absolutely fatphobic. I need to have control over what I consume, and I refuse to become a disgusting fat slob like certain people in my life.   I'm attempting recovery now but I can't stand the thought that I could lose my grip and end up like them.