I salvaged myself and became human and while i did that I also "fat shamed" one of my best friends because she also had gone from our circle of friends' "hot one" to the not so hot one. Also losing weight has shown me how much potential my body actually has https://m.imgur.com/a/pC9l1. Im continuing to lose weight, from 185lb to 145lb and hopefully some day a magical 115lb-120lb range. And no...the cake in the end isn't worth it. I would rather have no cake at all because (for me)  I'd just not risk the temptation of having a binge fit(struggling with that :c)