Good luck with the PPD, seriously. I went undiagnosed for 8 months last time, it was fucking hell. I was a stay-at-home, and I was so depressed all the time. Started medication, therapy, got a part-time job, and a gym membership; seemed to help. No one really understood though. Being a mom is hard, plus I've had a history of depression for over ten years. Its been kinda shit lately too, my daughter is 2 months old as well. I was hoping to go back to work within a couple weeks, but now she will not take a bottle, even when she's really hungry. I feel defeated, like I've been pumping like mad to prepare for work, and now I don't know what the hell I'm gonna do. Like damn, take a bottle so I can not be ass-to-couch every 20 minutes! I have about 600 oz in my freezer that I'm trying to donate now because she won't take it. I hate being home all the time, and if I go out, I have to take her with. Like damn child, I know you like me and all, but give me some time to myself.