She did a "ree" whine session at the rides. Her name actually isn't Emily, but she does have the same name as me, so people called me Little C and her Fat C. Like for reals.  There is way too much drama in early sobriety. I've got 18 years now, and when I go to meetings, it's with the crusty old timers who have more sobriety than years I've been alive and who study Bill W's life in context with the Big Book. I'm just over the bullshit. I'm too old for it.  Fats are terrible, but sober fats are even worse.