Lmao I know right. When you're guilty of doing something bad (in obeasts cases would be gluttony) you feel shame and you feel bad. No amount of crying, yelling, screaming or repeating will change whats happening. No matter how "beautiful" and "proud" you are of your body, in the back of your head there will always be logic telling you the reality of whats going on. Not only do you miss out on all the nice things life has to offer but you keep yourself in a lie that only YOU believe. How can you not feel shame if you and ONLY you are responsible for what you did to your body?