I'll confess as well. I'm a former fatty. Also blew up during pregnancy because I ate like a fat piece of shit. Now I'm thinner than I've ever been (5'4", 125) and I love it. I also know that the excuses people give are bullshit which is why it makes me so fucking mad. Fat acceptance is toxic. HAES is delusional. I'll go into more another time, but yep I was a lard ass.