SO Gives me cheap fat logic I was talking about my plans for gym memberships and how I wanted to work everything and checking everything out. I even mentioned how excited I was to make friends in some of the group yoga sessions. I got looked straight in the eyes and told "I'll just buy you at home videos.". No, no, a thousand times no. I want to change it up like classes do, compete with other people, ect. Then when I talked about wanting to do cross fit with a small group I'd heard about he said "I'll buy you P90X and buy you a pool. All the work out you need". I work every day with death fats at a high paying office job to get through college and now I'm being told I can't even go to the gym? That's it, I'm talking to my overhead (he's a human) about seeing if there are any gyms nearby my job would be willing to pay for. A healthy staff makes a good worker, right? Every time I try to talk about my weight and keeping it 120 or so, do to me being taller it has some fluctuation room. I got told, I was getting stuffed like a pig until I looked like "a real women". I'm losing my mind over here.