Trust me, if I could then I really fucking would!! If I try to increase my feed then I end up vomiting so badly that I'm admitted to hospital due to dehydration within 36 hours. I also can't actually absorb the feed properly, even though it bypasses my stomach. I get around 60% of whatever I take in because of the digestive paralysis.  I desperately need more but my body is just physically incapable of handling any more than I currently do. I've tried multiple times to fix it, I travel halfway across the country to see specialists, I'm constantly monitored by gastro doctors, nutrition nurses and dieticians but none of them can figure out how to get me to absorb the calories I need. I'm likely to end up on what is known as "TPN" or "total parenteral nutrition". They'll shove an IV line up a vein in my arm or chest to the opening of my heart and then put specially made nutrient liquid (as in they'll make it just for me based on blood tests taken every couple of days) directly into my heart/vascular system to bypass my digestive system completely. Unfortunately I've been told that once I go onto TPN then I have 3-5 years maximum before I die of organ failure (as my organs are already weak from my condition and TPN damages them even further). That's if I don't die of infection first though as I have almost no immune system and will have an open line to my heart which is easy for bacteria to infiltrate!