Blech I'm sorry, it's actually not a humblebrag. I always feel weak-willed because I can't drop to a lower BMI and have been feeling REALLY gross since putting on a few pounds. I am just tired of getting stared at and not knowing if it's because I've gained weight or not. Also curvy is one of those words that have been totally ruined lately because of HAES stuff so it always freaks me out. Thanks for your comment though, the perspective is very helpful.