What the actual fuck did I get myself into? (Things have been changed such as names, because if anyone irl finds out I'm a shitlord I'm dead, so...) My school sucks and I'm having a hard time making friends so I decided to join an art club.  I have actual conditions (anxiety and shit) and am prescribed Xanax and I took one and a half, instead of one. I'm a fucking idiot, whatever.  So I got chatty and talked to two girls, S and ham. Ham, of course, liked me immediately. Why do they always like ME?  Ham likes cosplay and goes on about it. Hams seem to like cosplay. This is an art club, not some anime thing. We paint and stuff, we don't watch anime.  I'm trying to not make this too long. Anyway after the first meeting, I keep getting messages from ham. The Xanax had worn off and I realized that I fucked up. She apparently is only messaging me. When I see her in person (we had a fundraiser thing a few days ago) she tries to force me to watch her obscure cartoons (nothing against anime or regular cartoons, just don't force things on me). She then goes on and on about her fat cats. "Hehe they so fluffy..." Animal abuse.  She has a self-diagnosed condition, Schizophrenia I think, and she claims a pill someone gave her "made" her gain 60 lbs. She tries to impress me or something? by going on about going to the gym, yet minutes later she'll say she ate cake and pasta all day, etc. S, the other girl, has told me how ham annoys her too. We try to sit away from ham, but she comes to us of course. This is a small school so if I shitlord, everyone will hear about it and hate me. Not the closeted shitlords,but they have to "hate" me too. So I fucked up and now have a ham attached to me. Help. She annoys the other girls too, but she focuses on me.