Oh, people who actually deserve assistance when in need like in your case, never ask for it - rarely get it. That's why it's rage inducing that something that should be so obviously shameful universally, is totally acceptable. People make mad cash from being fat worthless sacks of lard who do nothing but cry and bemoan ridiculous things, and then it sucks even more that they aren't the ones getting weird cancers and random brain injuries like yourself, they die early from some obesity related thing likely a lot more than we can "prove" right now, but we'll see. It's sickening, that something so fundamentally and morally wrong is celebrated and protected, and here we are... little cave trolls from most people's perspectives - just angry for "no reason". Fuck that. Fuck them. Fuck