I really appreciate your messages and comments. it makes me feel so much better especially with your kindness! Like everyone on here has been amazing.  If you do want to get me something small I do have a Steam account. I've been playing video games a lot in the hospital. There are super cheap ones like all over the site like 2 dollars and 4 dollars and stuff. I wouldn't mind having a game gift! And it's super super cheap! My username is TheSlendermansGirlfriend if you wanna become steam friends! :D  Thank you again for your messages. It's made me feel so much happier.