It was never meant for anyone with an eating disorder (unless you count behaving like a fucking pig).  It was written by a Twinkie typhoon that wanted to justify weighing 500 pounds.  They just want to deflect the blame away from themselves and usually end up hurting other people in the process by encouraging unhealthy eating habits and traumatizing anorexics. Sorry to hear you have an eating disorder.  I have a friend with the same thing and I constantly have to push her to eat something to keep her from passing out all the time.  Hopefully you have a good support network and you've been placed on some medication to help you out.