Thanks, that's really sweet of you to say :) Even if I wanted to turn to drink or food, I can't! I have a paralysed digestive system and I'm fed special liquid food via a tube in my small intestine. I suppose I could go for drugs but I despise even taking the meds I need to survive so I definitely wouldn't want to take any drugs that I don't need! It's nice to know that people are inspired by me though, thank you! It's hard to deal with all of my problems and I really wish I was normal but I fight like hell to be as healthy as possible and can't understand how anyone could choose to disable themselves just so they can eat!