and try to meet a nice lady that doesn't know you are loaded you sad delusional fuck.  You know it wasn't the money she had a problem with. His response to wealth is self destructive thoughts and behavior. If shit is bothering him so much, he shouldn't be going to Ibiza and fucking around, he should be starting another project. Or taking up art, music, anything. There are so many constructive options, especially when you're loaded.