The Body Standards I'm Surrounded By Are Crazy. Also, Now Have A Shitlord Boyfriend So today, my little sister's incompetent babysitter is watching tv on the couch. It's Good Morning America and Cher is on. Now imo, she looks super good for her age despite everything and what not so I mention how I hate people blame age and kids on being fat.  Instantly I get "OH MY GOD YOU DONT KNOW! PEOPLE HAVE GAINED WAIT THROUGH MENOPAUSE OR HAVE CONDITIONS WHERE THEY CANNOT LOSE WEIGHT!" I simply reply that you can lose weight, might be harder but you can. Instantly she goes into HAES and fat logic. Now is a good time to say that I hate her. Point. Blank. Period. Like not because she's fat but because she's condescending and acts like she's better than everyone. First of all she does eat meat because it's "super bad and horrible for your insides" but gorges herself in seafood. Never eats at restaurants because she doesn't trust other people to cook her food yet only her husband cooks. Doesn't eat off of food trucks or eat pizza because they're dirty. Doesn't go to movie theaters for the same reason. Everything is always "all natural" this or "no artificial" that yet she's still a good fifty pounds over weight. Also, she wants to lose weight but for her because her husband ADORES her shape and is soooo perfect. Works a 9-5 prison guard job, cooks all he really meals, brings her wherever she wants to go etc.  Anyway, during her fat logic she mentions how her daughter gained weight after her baby but is still thin. She says her daughter looks so emaciated and thin. She shows me a picture saying she used to be over two hundred but now she and her husband are telling her to stop lose weight.  Bitch.  This bitch.  Bitch You're daughter is a good 170 and built like a line backer. I say "oh, so she's....thick?"   "THICK! WHO? Look at her! She's a size 8! She used to be a size 14!" Alright. I'm done.  Later I tell my mom (stereotypical ham that wants to lose weight. Ugh) and basically she's like "a size 8 isn't overweight. I don't care what anyone says. It's your eating disorder talking. You think a size 0/2 is all people should be" I really hate when these people make me feel crazy like I'm really taken over by my ED and I'm not gonna recover from it. Maybe I am bugging?  I don't know anymore.  On the plus side, I'm dating a shitlord. We had a wonderful conversation about how gross fat people are, told me some train stories I might share. It made it a decent day.