TLDR I lose my filter when I get drunk So yesterday my SO and I went out to a bar to watch game 7. Some hams keep checking me out, smiling at me, etc. I get extremely uncomfortable with attention like this, and I have really bad social anxiety (I mean, I wouldn't order at a drive through until a year ago, and I still don't make phone calls). So I ended up drinking my drink faster than I anticipated and going from sober to slurring my words very quickly. Yes, I know, bad idea, but I was very nervous that the hams would try and talk to me and I was trying to do anything but look in their direction.  So, funny enough, I'm just standing there watching the game and getting belligerent to my SO (Warriors were up at this point) when the fattest comes over and asks who I'm rooting for. I say "cavs" and try to turn away, and he says "why". I say "because fuck golden state, fuck green, etc". I turn away firmly (imagine just turning your back to someone) to play some pool when I hear him say "Yeah, and fuck little girls with bad mouths". I just laugh and say loudly "no, I wouldn't fuck you". The fatass just walks away, doesn't say anything, doesn't glance at me again (his friend kept trying to talk to me though, what a dick). And then I get a lecture about how I shouldn't be so rude, how I shouldn't have been in a place where he could talk to me, etc. as if it were my fault the fat cunt tried to hit on me.  Why the everloving fuck do fats think they can say shit like that to people? Who the fuck thinks thats ok? Now I feel like an asshole for being "so rude", but honestly I'd say it, and worse, again. That fatass can go and fuck himself, though I doubt he could find it under his fupa. And by the way, me feeling bad isn't sympathizing to the fat because honestly I hope it self-immolates, I just usually bottle up my confrontational nature but that set me off and I've been raised to be a "nice girl".