Overweight/obese/morbidly obese http://oi68.tinypic.com/afajaf.jpg Jordanshrinks from YouTube and insta. Being 5’9 and 175 would take her BMI to about 26.  And then there is this guy. https://www.instagram.com/obese_to_beast/  He is still actually obese. His loose skin is really awful. He’s a really nice guy. He has a YouTube vid where he shows his loose skin and it is....  https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=CpKDteQ3FIQ Yeah really awful. I feel bad for him because he is a nice guy. Also this girl is convinced she has anorexia even though she is morbidly obese.   https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=LlqxXCSUYTU She disabled comments because she got a lot of hate.  I’ve got a cold. Thigh gap still eludes me. Hoping my cold will make me feel less hungry. My family doctor said I am “so skinny”. A lot of people have expressed concern about me and my weight and how fast I have lost it.  They treat me like I am anorexic but I AM NOT. My BMI is 19.5. I am very body dysmorphic though so it trips me out. Because I actually do see myself as fat. I am so stressed because basically every doctor advises me to do inpatient. The reason why I am this weight is because I eat less than 1000 cals a day. If I double that in recovery i will get so fat. I will get a huge butt and huge boobs and a massive gut and look like a fat slut. FUCK. I am so stressed out. The meds for my lupus and psychosis would make me gain weight so I don’t take them. Still not confident enough to post pics. Just had to come on here to vent.