IT's quite normal now that you mention it to be disgusted by a skinnyfat body. It's not my place to say, I'm not anorexic, however wouldn't a gym plan with a healthy diet work better alongside with therapy and whatever else? I have a few lbs to shed, and I've gotten more down in a few weeks at the gym eating 100 calories under my maintenance than restricting with little exercise. I look better, feel better and have more energy. I know it's not easy.