Do you ever eat huge amounts of food and hate yourself? I sometimes will honestly eat way to much food, and it makes me feel like im going to be a disgusting ham beast. Its always okay the next day, and i feel better. In all reality I should be eating a lot because I still have about 15 pounds to gain just to get to a bmi of 18.5 but I don;t understand how hams can just keep eating and eating and feel no remorse. like I literally have absolutely no fucking understanding. But please tell me I'm not the only shitlady/shitlady who sometimes does sadly eat like a ham beast :( or maybe I am...