She just means she wanted to eat more and her body didnt magically poof the weight away. The second you stop being healthy and exerciselong, you gain weight. So what is that saying about how weight is accumulated? You're weren't "fighting against your bodys desire to be fat", you just wanted to eat pie and be a glutton.  But I bet she thinks her body is very "nourished" now. And fuck her for posting her before and afters as though she's proud of it. She just wants to show off that she was previously not disgusting.