I know this isn't the right place But fuck it. I hate myself. I hate my life. I feel like I'm all alone. So fuck it. What's the point in trying. I'm worthless. I'll never find friends in this damn town. I will never get ahead in life. Just fuck if all.  You guys are the only people I could truly connect with, aside from my fiancé and idk where he is. It certainly isn't with me.  It's just me and my kitty. I know my kitty will be sad but she deserves better. So does my boyfriend.  Again, I'm sorry this is inappropriate for this sub. I just have no one else to turn to.