It's natural, don't worry about it.  I know a guy who didn't want to part with his totalled car because he felt like it saved his life in a bad accident.  They say we should try to help instead of just hate.  I can't speak for all of us, but I know that trying to help is precisely why I just now hate.  You can only spend so much time and energy working to stop someone from killing themselves before you just have to say "fuck it and fuck you". I have found that once you take that leap into true shitlordery and tell someone you used to care about that they can go fuck themselves if they're not going to stop eating, you really start to notice how awful they ALL are.  Fatties are awful people, without exception.  If you think you know a nice fatty, just give it time.  They can only hide their true colors for so long.