If they are fat (as I suspect they are) then even their thoughts are not true shitlord thoughts.  "I don't want to be fat and I hate fat and fatties" is not shitlord.  "I am not fat because I did everything I had to do to not be fat.  I hate fat and fatties" is shitlord thoughts. If OP is fat and thinks he is a shitlord, it's just delusion.