Does anyone know where to find that thing Mess Monster wrote years ago? So at one point this disgrace was self aware and wrote something bemoaning how she couldn't run after her kid and was sick of being a "pretty Fat girl" pretty??? Pah!! Anyway,  It is on reddit, but such low quality and gets worse when you zoom in. What she wrote was called just a shell. The blog from back then has been deleted, quelle surprise! There was a lot of content on her old blog about her struggles with weight. Now she's validated by this crazy body positive and haes crap and at least 100lbs heavier, how the hell is she happy? Ifbshe couldn't run after her kid then, how the hell does she mangage with 2 now?