I'm so sorry. I used to have nightmares a lot. Nightmares in which my family would be trapped in a burning building and I knew they weren't quick enough to make it out alive by themselves and I was faced with the choice of only being able to save one of them.  I don't have those nightmares anymore. I think I've just come to terms with the fact that they're going to eat themselves to death and there's nothing I can do about it.