MPA banned fat hate years ago. (dare to guess why lol).  i've been a member since almost the very start and it's nothing but a diet club for teenage girls now. yes, there are some really sick girls there but a very large part is dieters who glamourise EDs. im thinking OP wants more of a "rush". i remember what a rush mpa used to be 2012ish when it was still kinda unkown.