Just don't eat tomorrow. I'm dying. Organs starting to go down the shitter and all that. Keeping food down is impossible sometimes, and the idea of another all evening vomiting session a bit too much to risk. Just not eating for a day turns out to not be that big a deal though. I can do it pretty easily even with the additional hardship.  If you want meanspo you're not going to get it from this. Mean implies something intended to be worse than the reality. And the reality is that if you can't just do something to fix the problem you created for yourself than you're weaker than someone whose body is failing to even keep itself alive much longer.