Turnabout is Fair Play, Right? I am so sick of being thin shamed by society. It makes me want to kill myself and I battle with depression daily over how little I weigh.  People don't understand I have conditions and health issues that make it impossible to gain weight even though I literally eat 20,000 calories every day.  I took three weeks off of work and spent the whole time trying to do the very minimum physical activity possible, just sat on the couch eating junk food and I actually lost 2 pounds.  I get so angry every time some big beautiful obese person posts a picture of themselves and how awesome their body is and everyone comments on how great they look and how confident they are.  Whenever I post a picture I just get nasty comments about how unhealthy I look because I am so skinny and look like a skeleton and need to eat something - whatever - I eat way more than they do they just don't have the genetics that I have that make it impossible to gain weight.  People say that it is science that there is no way I can eat so much and do nothing physical and still weigh so little but the body is a very complex system that we really know very little about.  My doctor says I am perfectly healthy and don't need to gain weight but he doesn't know about how much healthier curvy people are than skinny people.  I am so embarrassed every time I get in an elevator and everyone looks at me like "Really, you know you should be taking the stairs - you don't need to be using our elevator."  Same thing when I go grocery shopping and use a mobility scooter - I just want to fit in and be overweight like everyone else but no because I was born with this body that is impossible to get any bigger.  Don't even get me started on my thyroid - it's as if I have 10 of them.  If you don't believe me just look at set point theory and you'll see that clearly it is not my choice to be thin but is something that has been predetermined for me so stop shaming me for being skinny -I'm doing everything I can to be obese and nothing works - nothing.  It is just so unfair. Anyway.... I hope this puts some shit into perspective for any fat lurkers out there....... Shitlord on people, Shitlord on......