What is your current status? Drugs have been a secondary character in my life, but I have rules to stop it from overcoming me. What is your withdrawal? What are you taking to alleviate any issues?  The thing no one tells you is that the physical withdrawals are terrible, but the PAWS (post-acute withdrawals symptoms) are worse as they wear you down. I'm not a master, but I do enjoy the neurochemistry of drugs. As much as withdrawals are terrible, they slowly fade by the minute - it is your willpower that is tested. Don't feel bad about sleeping constantly for a week, or having odd sexual urges for a sense of feeling within your reality. Drugs use requires you to "pay the piper" in the end and how you balance that "payment" is critical.  Suffering is the payment you ignored during the benefit and now your body aches. It will recover and you can aid it on the way, but if you slip up you reset the clock. Every minute gained is a minute earned. Accept you will suffer for 2-3 weeks and write it off. Your job is recovery now, as devastating as it may be you can build towards recovery.