Yeah, I held off on calorie counting for a long time for that reason. At this point it is helpful, and I see a therapist that is aware of my history, so if it becomes an issue I have that at least. Counting makes me more aware and accountable. Eventually I'll transition to just "doing it right" without tracking, assuming all goes well. I honestly really enjoy just using the elliptical, hence the gym membership. BUT, I do need an exercise-driven hobby. I used to do roller derby but stopped due to an injury. I haven't used meetup, I will check that out!!