You mean there are treatments for depression that do not require you to eat your (ever-increasing) body weight in bons bons every day?  Can't be true, tumblr doesn't lie. On a more serious note, that sucks and I really feel for you.  Never been clinically (chemical imbalance) depressed so I don't know what you're going through, but I hope the shitlording here is a source of joy for you.