The day I realized I was a shitlord. Today I was reminded of a time when I was a young student. I was thinking about all my old classmates and where they may be in life today.  I was struck by one particular memory. The difference being that in this specific recollection all I could remember was something that was very off putting and gross to me.  I came from a close-knit family and spent most of my time learning and adventuring with my brother. So when we went to school life changed more than my imagination could ever create. Getting to know all the different people and teachers alike, I began to innocently judge others due to the fact that I did not know much else than what was within my own family. Things would stand out to me, such as how others dressed, spoke, or ate. Now comes what this post is about. I recall sitting next to a very large classmate. She was much bigger than any other student in my grade. I had never spoken to her before but none the less my curiosity lead me to wanting to have some kind of interaction with her. So as I sat there trying to think of something to say I looked at her and noticed something I had never seen before. Her neck held a lot of fat.  The kind of neck that looks like a deep crevice that darkens the deeper you go. I was in a trance totally mesmerized and disgusted by what was in front of me. I didn't understand it. I just knew it was wrong and something that made me want to revolt in disgust. After having looked at it long enough I realized that the deep crevice in her neck was so dark because it was crusted with moist dirt. I hated it but I couldn't stop looking at it. I couldn't let this go so I finally realized this is what I can use to spark up some kind of interaction with her. So I just flat out asked "hey what's that on your neck". She looked puzzled, I pointed it out and said it looks like dirt. I don't remember much else about what happened next. I only spent a year at that school so I don't think I ever spoke to her again. Now much later in life, obesity has become common place. Fat activism has taken root, and dirty neck crevices are just one of the many appalling appearance traits that fats have. I'm a shitlord and that's ok because even my young innocent mind new something was wrong! Thanks for reading and low BMI till I die.