I'm sorry you've had a shitty week, I hope this upcoming one is better for you. My positivity for the week: my husband and I got a home gym set up finally; it's modest but efficient and will save us so much time, money, and aggravation! It's fun to work out while listening to a podcast, then discuss it after while we're making breakfast. Before we were wasting about 40 minutes a day stuck in traffic to/from the gym, battling the hams once there... This is much better.