Yeah I have yet to see something that makes me nauseous. I even watched my own c section :) well you have to have a giant sense of humor to be able to handle it and you have to accept that death is just a part of things, but one way it has probably affected me the most is that I will never leave a loved one on a bad note. You'd be surprised at how often people have their last experience with someone in a fight. They'll never forgive themselves for it and it's awful. Another thing that surprises most people is that it's taken any form of spirituality away from me. You would think that it would strengthen faith but you can only see so many dead kids before you start to think that there is no god (well for me that's how it went). My Dad is the same but it also made him super super protective. Like no pools without supervision and no trampolines ever. He had speed moniters in our cars as teens and gps locator on our cell phones. We never got mad about it bc you have to understand where he's coming from, but the plus side is that he never yelled at me and instead had conversations. He always made sure to make me feel very loved even when I did something wrong. Overall it's really affected me in a positive way and I'm glad to have the experience