TL;DR: I dunno why Im telling you this. I dunno, Im a dude and I kind of hate myself, but for all of my life Ive struggled with that "What do you want to do with your life?" But I was fuckin around the other day and it occurred to me Id probably be alright with being a housewife. I love cooking, I like gardening, I fantasize about being super social and cool, going to parties and being popular and shit all the time, but that's not me - give me a sound track and a list of chores for the day and Im glad to get that shit done. Im kind of a loser haha. Im pretty fucked up (TBH Im one of those skinny beta dudes). I feel a little bit shitty about it because "gender norms" and also girls are always like "I HATE men like that!"