Why Can I Stay Off Xanax But These Fatasses Can't Stop Eating So Much? [rant] I submitted a while ago about my Xanax addiction. Well, I ended up using opiates and Xanax again before checking MYSELF into rehab. I was only using about four days but I had enough self-control to check myself in because I knew I had a problem. Blacking out every night, hating myself, destroying my life again, and so I got help and made a plan (didn't do that before) which I will stick to.  The thing about fats is they are addicted to food. The thing about food is it's not that fucking addictive. I was hyperventilating, shaking, and gripping the edge of my tub so that I wouldn't leave my house I had such bad cravings. I called a Crisis Hotline, called a friend, took deep breaths, and didn't go out and use. What fat is craving food that bad? I can never touch Xanax again, which I will do by creating friendships and occupying my time with other things. Fats can still eat. They don't have to refrain entirely. They just have to eat healthy and exercise.  I'm so fed up with Whitney Thore, Megan Trainer, Tess Holiday, and all these other bitches who think it's hard to lose weight and encourage people not do it. I discourage people from taking Xanax any chance I get. Jesus...