Hey, I get how you feel. Depression and addiction basically kept me chained and locked away from 15-present. I'm 23 and I'm trying post secondary education for the third time this fall. I live with my aunt and work part time. My best friends are all in relationships and I only just ended things with a terrible fuckbuddy. But comparing ourselves to others is a disservice to them and to ourselves. We all walk different paths and we all hit different milestones at different times. Work on being happy with yourself as an individual. Itll help a ton.  I believe in you ❤