I hope you feel better! You have a whole bunch of people here that care and aren't fat sacks of shit like your in laws. We all struggle with things in our life, but just take pride in the fact that you try. You try hard. You're not like your in laws who chow down on biscuits and hamburgers and cake all day. They have no right to judge you for a disease you can't control. Tell your in-laws they can go eff their beetus ridden selves - love FPH