I was diagbosed with autism, i just wanted to be left alone.  But mum let me get fat and everyone hated me, my thoughts were not my own, i only thought or did stuff becuase "its because of your autism!".  I bdcame self hating and use to think that mentally disabled people should be eradicated and it was okay if a mum found her retarded kid too hard to take care of and decided to kill them. But then i realised enablers(mostly female) and single mothers were the problem, ITS FKING MUNCHAUSEN BY PROXY  woe is me its so hard being a single mum https://dogisaga.deviantart.com/art/Kyung-And-Friends-Comic-20-728464140