{{{{hug}}}} Of course you're scared. This is a scary thing. Try to remember that even in people with underlying conditions, the majority of those who have become infected have come through it just fine. Asthma + covid =/= automatic death sentence, at all. Have you been drinking tonic water? It may not help at all, but it won't hurt; I've been doing it daily, and it makes me feel like I'm at least doing something more to protect myself, in addition to all the other stuff (hand sanitizer, carrying a package of baby wipes with me everywhere and thoroughly wiping my hands and anything I touch--I also wash my hands thoroughly as soon as I get home, of course, but the wipes help a bit when I'm at the grocery store or something.  IANAD!!! Tonic water doesn't have a lot of quinine, no; it's not a therapeutic dose, certainly, but it's something. It's about 80mg/liter, something like that? So not a trace amount, but not a large amount--the medicinal dose is like a full gram. So this is only about an eighth of that, in a whole liter of tonic water. I've been drinking a glass of tonic a day, and giving my kids one as well. I figure, maybe if some stray covid germ makes its way into one of our systems, and meets one of those little quinine molecules, maybe it will help prevent that germ from spreading. Zinc also can be helpful; it helps the body absorb the quinine and does something to make the cell wall tougher/harder for germs to invade (if I'm remembering that explanation correctly). Again, it might not help, but it won't hurt, and maybe it will make you feel a little safer and more confident--of course, I know you'll still be careful about washing hands etc., because you're not a stupid fat. This is going to be the worst couple of weeks, apparently. But it may be cliché, but it became cliché because it's true: it is darkest before the dawn. I fully expect that by the end of April we'll see some light at the end of the tunnel, if we're not out of the tunnel. Johnson & Johnson has announced they think they're close to a vaccine--it almost certainly won't be out in time for this outbreak, but it will mean that there might not be another one in the fall/winter. And who knows what might happen--any day we might get some good news. I have faith in our scientists and medical researchers. They cured Ebola, they can cure this. We just have to stay strong until they do. Hang in there, friend. We're going to get through this.