venting about my fat mom I have no where else to vent so feel free to waste some time reading my rant or not. but ill give the TL;DR first because I don't have anything too interesting to say.  TL;DR: My moms part of the first wave of extreme american obesiety, their age group (she's currently 55) was not nearly as bad as the current 20-30 year olds. I cant even imagine what the world will look like when all these fat fucks who people post on this sub turn 50.  Now for my story I moved home from school 2 weeks ago because of the corona-chan meme of a virus.. wont go into that, anyways... When I was younger I started smoking weed (and doing whatever else happened to come my way) earlier than most, think like 6th grade. Maybe that was be but I think part of it was because my mom was an alcoholic, my family situation was bad and I just wanted to feel numb. Now this ended up turning to a slight problem for me, but you know how much of a problem can weed be? And I handle my shit.  Fast forward ~10 years later and Im home from grad school, and right when I get home my mom's health just starts to fall apart. Now, she hasn't been healthy since I was maybe 4 or 5 years old.  But today when I came down stairs into our TV room (where my mom basically lives as she cant make it up the stairs and its "too much to lay horisontally she she sleeps resting on her stomach half the time) she was making these moaning and groaning noises that sounded like a dying cow. She was totally out of it. My dad and I thought she had a stroke last night but she seemed to come back to it too quick for it to be a stroke; after all, these things happen on and off with her. Given state of hospitals right now we decided to just stay home and ride it out.  She cant stand to walk for 5 feet. her feet are literally coming apart at the skin in the most disgusting ways. Like gangrene all over, its not pretty to say the least. I've began to realize that when she was younger, in her late 30's & early 40's, her body still had enough spirit in her to, idk, replenish her skin but not anymore. Her internal systems are slowly shutting down the least essential operations to sustain life.  I want to leave. This place is miserable, and its horrible for my mental health (not trying to be a pussy, but imagine watching your blob of a mother slowly deteriorate away and lose her brain function. Its no fun). But I cant do it to my dad, he wasn't around when I was 5 - 16 years old cause he was working so much (not like I have the classic black dad situation). But he grew up poor so his main priority was giving his kids opportunity in life which he has don't more than enough of. So leaving my dad with this mess is not even in my mind. Regardless, there is some pain and depression that comes along with every time I'm tempted to pack up and leave and go somewhere else, because I know that I could.  Theres no real point to what I'm saying, but if you made it this far consider this. The state of the world means that there are going to be an increasing number of people who share my story in some way. While I will never go out of the way for a fat who isn't in my immediate family. I can imagine there are others here who hate fat people as much as me but would do the same if in my position. But realize that most fats don't have fit children, I was just an anomaly because I happen to be blessed with a no nonsense ex-marine wrestling coach in middle school who said no to my obesity. He pushed me to lose the weight and haven't looked back since. Anyways, its taxing taking my mom to the bathroom. A 25 year old fat couldn't do it, imagine handling a 250 lb blubber ballon and trying to prevent it from tipping over, thats what im dealing with here.  I can't even imagine whats going to happen when theres basically 10x more fats my moms age than we have now. The world is fucked. I'll conclude by asking a favor, just say a prayer or something for the world to lose some fucking weight, because none of you deserve to go through the shit im dealing with now, lets pray as many fats see the issue of their ways before its far too late. And that those becoming chubby recgonize it and cut it out before the problem starts.  /rant