Constantly undermined by my ham-mother. I'm so tired of being undermined by my mother all the time. I used to treat her like shit. For the past year-and-a-half, I've been trying to treat her with respect and actually help her out a little more around the house, since she and my dad are physically-incapable--Dad's a former Vietnam marine. Normal-sized, but crippled from war wounds and a heart attack back in his days as a 360+ lb obeast. Mum used to be solid muscle, but gave up after having me and became hooked on opiates. Now, what do I get in return for helping her and trying to be a little kinder? Fucking bitched at. And for what? Fucking NOTHING. I still get told that I'm rude, hateful, and act like a little bitch all the time. But you wanna know what? IT'S THE OTHER WAY AROUND. And she makes up excuses to treat me like shit, too. "I'm miserable. It's hot. I hurt. My doctors are making me worry about my health." I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. DON'T USE IT AS AN EXCUSE TO TREAT ME LIKE SHIT. And trying to reason with her is pointless, because you might as well be trying to reason with a pissed-off ape with a jackhandle stuck up its ass. I swear she does this shit to me on purpose to intentionally piss me off and make me feel even more depressed than I already am. You guys are fucking right. And you've been right all along. Fats only give a fuck about themselves, they don't care about others, they make up excuses and blame other people/things, and they fucking slave the physically-capable (me, for instance). And it's even fucking worse when she's with her ham-friends, too. It's literally an obligation to do shit for them, or you'll get screamed at and hit with a metal cane (think I'm joking? Feel free to ask me and I'll tell you more). Don't get me wrong. I love my mum. I really do. But I hate that this is what she's become. I'm so goddamned sick and tired of being hurt, undermined, and treated like I'm a terrible person all the time just because I treat her with tough love and try to get her to do shit on her own and point out the stupid fatty crap she does. I'm really thinking that it's time that I start trying to distance myself from her like I have my sister. I can't mentally handle being around her. I can't handle it. I just can't.