Thanks for your kindness :) i feel a lot of guilt because i can be a bit snappy and short-tempered around exams( and i was during the couple months leading up to my first set). so maybe i deserved it. i also didn't stick up for him when my grandpa was rude to him and called him lazy and a bad cook. but i can't believe how much resentment he built up towards me for helping him get better grades and having him not play 4 hours of video games each day! i really needed to vent because im supposed to act like i have my shit together, but truth is i'm still pretty upset his nasty family thinks HE'S the one who can do better.