If you're going to make a mistake don't do it in the eyes http://oi65.tinypic.com/33nx0k2.jpg http://oi68.tinypic.com/315mzia.jpg http://oi63.tinypic.com/2qiy14o.jpg Her eyes changed because the fat around her face made her eyes more squinty. This fat girl is kind of my story in reverse. She gained weight, I lost weight. She is fatter now than I was before though. Something about this fat girl breaks my heart. She has a boyfriend, a job, a career. I have a BMI of 20. Sometimes I wonder if that is worth anything.   I’ve been going through an existential depression related to my weight for a while.  Photos of this fat girl and closeups of her face kind of get me emotional.