Just about to say that.  That and:  "It's not so big and horrible it cancels out the rest of me".  Yes it is.  In fact, it's all you wrote about, so it DOES cancel all of the other bullshit you wrote.  You're taking your fat belly out for a walk; good for you.  If I were there, I would poke your belly just to make you cry with agonizing childhood memories.