I more read it as, she especially struggled when breastfeeding. It's well known this can make women seriously hungry, so while I think she is gross for getting that fat, I do have a begrudging, semi respect to her for not falling back into shitty habits while BFing, as it puts a tremendous strain on her body She, for me, is one of those former hams who shows it can be done, and I love rubbing them in the faces of HAEStards