Fat at heart So this was something I noticed and it pissed me off. I was visiting a friend over the weekend who had been in and out of rehab for an ED, binge and purge. I wasn't too familiar with it but other mutual friends said she had gotten better. The first day was pretty normal but my last night she suggested we go to a really nice restaurant to celebrate. It was a hibachi type place and you could order the buffet or a main dish. I ordered a big bowl of ramen and my friend got the ramen AND buffet. At first she said "oh I just like the sushi selection so I get the buffet too!". Sure, okay. Later on, she kept going off about how embarrassed she was about being able to finish the ENTIRE ramen bowl, sushi, AND still be hungry but it didnt stop her. Watching her eat was weird. She at one point just stopped talking and shoveled food in her face, completely ignoring me. I didn't mention it or anything but she looked like a fucking addict. Anyway, I couldn't finish half my ramen so I brought it home, this is important later. So after we're done and pay for the meal ( we paid separate), we are driving home and she tells me she'd like to stop and get some ice cream. I felt really strange, like maybe I should've said something but I didn't. She gets a pretty huge sundae with added cookies I say I am too full for anything and so we go home. It's pretty late now, maybe 11pm. I then go to her guest room to get ready for bed since I have to leave early and she stays up watching netflix and eating her ice cream. Next morning I go to get my ramen, it's gone.. Wtf.. When confronted, my friend admits she ate it. She got "soo hungry" at night and felt bad about not asking but that didn't stop her. How the shit was she hungry after eating buffet AND a giant sundae? Also at 11pm?? How long was she up eating?  It feels strange to be mad at someone with an ED but the attitude I saw was so entitled, gluttonous and lacking of any goddamn self control that she may as well have been a fat fuck. Food is clearly the more important thing in her life but she attempts to trick people into thinking shes thin by purging. Sorry, missy, you are surely a fat fuck at heart. Consuming so much shit just to selfishly waste it. She, like a fat asshole, doesn't care that she's killing herself with food and at this point the best thing I think to do is to just get her the fuck out of my life.