Can't get my head around it I've been badly depressed after losing my job. For the following few months, I've done nothing other than sleeping, eating whatever beetus I found around, and staring at the ceiling. No exercise whatsoever. I've been slowly getting out of that hole, and...by god! What kind of aberration is that I see in the mirror? I got 10 kilograms. I'm just above 25 BMI. Yet, I'm absolutely disgusting. I used to have muscular legs, a flat stomach, firm, but supple breasts, thin arms, a plump, but delicate and cute face...now all there is are fat rolls, double chins, and disgustingness. At age 25, I used to be mistaken for a 15-18 year old. Now, at 27, people ask me if I'm over 30. I just...couldn't stand it anymore. I've thrown away all the beetus from my fridge, and have been hitting the gym regularly. I'm 66 kg. How can those 120 kg girls look at themselves in the mirror and not think "I better do something about it"?? I'm not a skinny shitlady, feel free to ban me. I just felt like I needed to vent about this somewhere I'd not be hated for it, or told some feel good "you're perfect the way you are" bullshit.